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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/3044-0.txt b/3044-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..939661f --- /dev/null +++ b/3044-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,17278 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Desperate Remedies + +Author: Thomas Hardy + +Release Date: November 2000 [EBook #3044] +Posting Date: May 25, 2009 +Last Updated: October 14, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + + + + +Produced by Les Bowler + + + + + + + + +DESPERATE REMEDIES + + +By Thomas Hardy + + + +CONTENTS + +PREFATORY NOTE + + I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + SEQUEL + + + + +PREFATORY NOTE + +The following story, the first published by the author, was written +nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a +method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too +exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral +obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes, +and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a +little longer preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a +fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete--the more readily that +it has for some considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated +in America. January 1889. + +To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of +‘Desperate Remedies,’ some Wessex towns and other places that are common +to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the +first time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the +satisfaction of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters. + +This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain +characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were +present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no French +name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered. + +T.H. February 1896. + + + + +I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + +1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36 + +In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which +renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward +Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue +was a Christmas visit. + +In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who +had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of +Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the +Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had +gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, +Huntway, the friend, had taken orders. + +Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought +which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness; +on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three. + +Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in +a new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it +was ever a surprise. + +While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the +Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in +a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than +comfortable circumstances, the captain’s wife came of an ancient family +whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious +and well-known in the kingdom. + +The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most +beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen +or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very +unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. +She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere +distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as +the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than +perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in very nature. +Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only eclipsed by its +hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. + +His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents +two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and +accident and a lover’s contrivance brought them together as frequently +the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few +friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he +was received on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not +only strong, but ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging +him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and +mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without +money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding +consequence of the young people’s reciprocal glances with placidity, if +not actual favour. + +Graye’s whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable +episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had +arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza--before plunging into an +emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was +necessary for the young architect to leave town. + +Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had +been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his +presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had +repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which +drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural +tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present +seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is +in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed. + +In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a +spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took +her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the +evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the +freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as +fresh and beautiful as they. + +‘My love--my darling, be my wife!’ + +She seemed like one just awakened. ‘Ah--we must part now!’ she faltered, +in a voice of anguish. ‘I will write to you.’ She loosened her hand and +rushed away. + +In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who +shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words +was put into his hand? + +‘Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us +eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; but your love was +sweet! Never mention me.’ + +That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of +things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to +a relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could +wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and +the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from +the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he +at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her +reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to +reveal it. + +A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway’s house +and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend +answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor +food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend. +Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had +been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer +of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly +been terminated by the cousin’s departure for India, and the young +lady’s travelling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the +ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said +that circumstances had rendered Graye’s attachment more hopeless still. +Cytherea’s mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates +in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening lives. This +had caused their removal from the small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it +appeared, a renunciation of their old friends in that quarter. + +Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love. +But he could not forget her. + +2. FROM 1843 TO 1861 + +Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without +relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met +a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good +gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of +Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the +beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; +but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will +make a passing love permanent for ever. + +This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first +or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but +few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless +repining at the loss of its first idol. + +His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions +will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their +imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant +disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances +as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and +sanguine receptivity of his early life developed by degrees a moody +nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope +he was the victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of +such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious +improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a +religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. +But as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of +spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been +found to lead to disaster. + +In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children. +The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from +school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his +father’s office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen’s junior +by a year. + +Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. + +3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863 + +We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of +these persons’ lives. The scene is still the Grayes’ native town of +Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of +October. + +The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen +wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the +time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical +garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and +enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible +advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace +its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when +business--which, carried on under the gables of an old country place, +is not devoid of a romantic sparkle--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, +the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting +to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and +provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. + +Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they +interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious +of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to +be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable +caricatures which spoil them. + +The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the +intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two +to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from +Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons +who had already assembled within the building were noticing the entrance +of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--questioning the +genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating their private means. + +Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid +the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble. +She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings +and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked +up the side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and +entered the seat pointed out to her. + +The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. +During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and +listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed +an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes. + +Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect +than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of +faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the +gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an +extreme degree. + +Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended +scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of +her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The +carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide upon a glide--was +as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and +elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by +observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her +years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the +inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her +safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations +and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas +parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was +heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her +apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, +and compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon +her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. +And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this +point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not +found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details. + +Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining +corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as +each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, +though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed +the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as +distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express +faithfulness only to the object confronting them. + +But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating +woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the +effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--or of a +full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it +may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that +among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly +striking:-- + + During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and + smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the + space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of + degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea + and Nay. + + During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily + accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of + the listener’s arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree + of intimacy dictated. + + When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections. + +She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the +present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window. + +Why the particulars of a young lady’s presence at a very mediocre +performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their +intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why they were +remembered and individualized by herself and others through after +years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the +extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in which the real +meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of +experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge +of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterwards--to +continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of +twenty-nine subsequent months. + +The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and +through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room +the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper +part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under +the superintendence of Miss Graye’s father, the architect to the work. + +That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the +room was a fact which Cytherea’s idling eyes had discovered with some +interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being +enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage +of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men--four +in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the +fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman. + +The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason’s labourer. +The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving +directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway +allowed, stood perfectly still. + +The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious +and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark +margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by +contrast the softness of the objects enclosed. + +The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the +five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and +experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger +than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like +silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a +person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose: +that they were indifferent to--even unconscious of--the distracted world +beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the +scaffolding. + +Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless, +with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost +in reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were +lifting. + +‘Why does he stand like that?’ the young lady thought at length--up to +that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines, +who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry +into their Harbour of a power that overturned the State. + +She moved herself uneasily. ‘I wish he would come down,’ she whispered, +still gazing at the skybacked picture. ‘It is so dangerous to be +absent-minded up there.’ + +When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold +of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go +and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling +forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately +disappearing downwards. + +His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her +lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by +one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their +heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the +sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor. + +The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being +carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her +own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had +passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the +door--through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few +instants before--her eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and, +without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a +rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that +are simultaneous--however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as +chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that +time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea’s mind the scene +from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. + +4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH + +When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of +horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the +clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce. + +The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour, +Owen Graye sat before his father’s private escritoire, engaged +in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of +papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of all +to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper +tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers +bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap wrapped round with +crude red tape. + +The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted +to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were +ascertained:-- + + First, that their father’s income from professional sources had + been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; + and that his own and his wife’s property, upon which he had relied + for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to + unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father’s too + open-hearted trustfulness. + + Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain + his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable + instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at + Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his + spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which + had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be + considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security + whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most + unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all + such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and + all Mr. Graye’s money with it. + + Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he + knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few + pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. + + Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had + awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by + his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal + in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a + portion of the little fortune he had let go. + +Cytherea was frequently at her brother’s elbow during these +examinations. She often remarked sadly-- + +‘Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn’t +he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would +claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that +from it sprang all the ills of his life--everything connected with his +gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about him.’ + +‘I remember what he said once,’ returned the brother, ‘when I sat up +late with him. He said, “Owen, don’t love too blindly: blindly you +will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to +a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,” + father said. “Cultivate the art of renunciation.” And I am going to, +Cytherea.’ + +‘And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa’s ruin, because he +did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where +she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about +her. Papa never told us her name, did he?’ + +‘That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not +our mother.’ + +The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye’s disheartening blow was +precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls +ponder in their hearts. + +5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH + +Thus Ambrose Graye’s good intentions with regard to the reintegration of +his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put +them for ever out of his power. + +Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in +immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously +unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to +have the assets, such as they were, administered by the Court. + +‘What will become of us now?’ thought Owen continually. + +There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time +persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there must be a +special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the +remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and +Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of +possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with +themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked--‘Like those +of other people similarly circumstanced.’ + +Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision +on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to +letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden +hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. +In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning +people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted +truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every +farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the +daughter had been brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had +made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the +nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not +hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in +some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed +them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in +their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors--their toes +hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over +their toes--and in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated +the course of the improvident, and reduced the children’s prospects to a +shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of +a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a +stare unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it. + +Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of +us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or +object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is +the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession +by a hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our +skeleton-closet’s whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a +chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though +these may be. + +Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have +been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But +unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has +had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their +opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of +his father’s impressibility, a larger share of his father’s pride, and a +squareness of idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would +have amounted to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had +thought of it at all, was rather divided into distinct classes than +blended from extreme to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which +might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected +opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere +sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, +sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical indifference, +but superciliousness was too incisive. + +After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his +father’s successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly +fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and +sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, +drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter +creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the +position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open +to them--that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by +following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman. + +He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier +grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of +employment, owing to the decrease of his late father’s practice, and the +absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results +from a pupil’s labour (which seems to be always the case when a +professional man’s pupil is also his son), Owen’s progress in the art +and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though +anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at which +industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world, +are induced by their own common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his +knowledge of plans, elevations, sections, and specifications, was not +greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have +been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability--himself, for +instance--amid a bustling London practice. + +But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the +profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his indentures. +A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight +conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was in practice in +Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of +England. + +After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the +necessary question, shortly alluding to his father’s death, and stating +that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad +to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining +two years, provided payment could begin at once. + +The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a +pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye +mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of +some young man in his office--for a short time only, probably about two +months--to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the +kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position as +these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with +his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give +him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession. + +‘It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the +shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,’ said Owen. + +Cytherea’s plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the +even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One +advantage had accrued to her through her mother’s possession of a fair +share of personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully +educated. Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take +up her abode in her brother’s lodging at Budmouth, when she would +immediately advertise for a situation as governess, having obtained +the consent of a lawyer at Aldbrickham who was winding up her father’s +affairs, and who knew the history of her position, to allow himself to +be referred to in the matter of her past life and respectability. + +Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind +them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. + +Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. +‘Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they +are known! There is no doubt that they would.’ + +But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about +any end necessary to happiness. + +Yet whether one’s end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life--or +no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual +end. + + + + +II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + +1. THE NINTH OF JULY + +The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax +of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of +landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they +steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining +under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover +fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red +flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful +owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered +inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of +the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the +beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there. + +To see persons looking with children’s eyes at any ordinary scenery, is +a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations +from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days--the +mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. + +Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They +watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions; +the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and +abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry--the spots +upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as +circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable +little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating +beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, +with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood +motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which +became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the +platform at Budmouth. + +‘The whole town is looking out for us,’ had been Graye’s impression +throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who had +been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. Gradfield had +forgotten it. + +However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, active, +grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence work in his +office the following week. + +The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:-- + + + ‘A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as + _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English, + French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G., + Post-Office, Budmouth.’ + + +It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus +delineated on the paper. ‘That can’t be myself; how odd I look!’ she +said, and smiled. + +2. JULY THE ELEVENTH + +On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye +attended at Mr. Gradfield’s office to enter upon his duties, and his +sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. + +Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted +cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of +scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of +freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature +ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. +Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to +produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that +move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity +for pleasure. + +Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A +thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely +pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing +its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and +vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be +separated from her brother. + +Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell +on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by +symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if +not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea’s +thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this +romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the +fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the +tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a +long time. + +She whispered idly, ‘I wonder who and what he will be? + +‘If he’s a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with +the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the +least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall +hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all the time. + +‘If he’s a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round, +take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty’s crown in value, and +desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly +upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle before the enemy +(though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I +shall. + +‘If he’s a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, +and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression +about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as +if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of +observation and envy by a great crowd saying, “Ah! they are happy now!” + +‘If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, but +still poor--’ + +Owen’s footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this +fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself +for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their +present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea. + +Cytherea’s interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. +Gradfield’s broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat +down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly +way. + +‘Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like--do +you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?’ + +‘O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head +draughtsman with me.’ + +Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a +moment’s notice the drama of whosoever’s life they choose. Cytherea’s +interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative. + +‘What sort of a man is he?’ + +‘He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell +to a certainty as yet. But I think he’s a very worthy fellow; there’s +no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read +widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what’s good in books and art. +In fact, his knowledge isn’t nearly so exclusive as most professional +men’s.’ + +‘That’s a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men +they are, as a rule, the most professional.’ + +‘Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, +I think.’ + +‘Has the managing clerk any family?’ she mildly asked, after a while, +pouring out some more tea. + +‘Family; no!’ + +‘Well, dear Owen, how should I know?’ + +‘Why, of course he isn’t married. But there happened to be a +conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say +what he should wish his wife to be like.’ + +‘What would he wish his wife to be like?’ she said, with great apparent +lack of interest. + +‘O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do +without a dash of womanly subtlety, ‘tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that +must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. “And yet I should like +her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard,” he said, +“which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and +forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose,” he said, “and whatever she +may be, thank God she’s no worse. However, if he might give a final hint +to Providence,” he said, “a child among pleasures, and a woman among +pains was the rough outline of his requirement.”’ + +‘Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.’ + +‘He did, indeed.’ + +3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY + +As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have +no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important +idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; +and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum +the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea’s world was tolerably +vacant at this time, and the young architectural designer’s image became +very pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed. + +‘His name is Springrove,’ said Owen, in reply to her. ‘He is a thorough +artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made +himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the +kind.’ + +‘Well, he’s none the worse for that, I suppose.’ + +‘None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually +meeting people going up.’ But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little +the worse nevertheless. + +‘Of course he’s rather old by this time.’ + +‘O no. He’s about six-and-twenty--not more.’ + +‘Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?’ + +‘I can’t exactly tell you his appearance: ‘tis always such a difficult +thing to do.’ + +‘A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should +describe as short, I fancy.’ + +‘I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see +him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and +figure.’ + +‘I wish you were, then.’ + +‘Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.’ + +‘Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the +street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don’t see how it could +be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and +a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked +narrowly at anything.’ + +‘O no. That was not he, Cytherea.’ + +‘Not a bit like him in all probability.’ + +‘Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, and +an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.’ + +‘Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose he’s not +generally called pleasing, or--’ + +‘Handsome?’ + +‘I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?’ + +‘Rather.’ + +‘His tout ensemble is striking?’ + +‘Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his +waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.’ + +‘How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.’ + +‘He’s a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of +verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed, +he’s a poet himself in a small way.’ + +‘How delicious!’ she said. ‘I have never known a poet.’ + +‘And you don’t know him,’ said Owen dryly. + +She reddened. ‘Of course I don’t. I know that.’ + +‘Have you received any answer to your advertisement?’ he inquired. + +‘Ah--no!’ she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed +itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible +again. + +Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more +of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he +had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his--some +serious and sad--some humorous--which had appeared in the poets’ corner +of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who +instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful. + +‘Yes--Springrove’s no fool,’ said Owen sententiously. + +‘No fool!--I should think he isn’t, indeed,’ said Cytherea, looking up +from the paper in quite an excitement: ‘to write such verses as these!’ + +‘What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don’t mean on account of +the verses, because I haven’t read them; but for what he said when the +fellows were talking about falling in love.’ + +‘Which you will tell me?’ + +‘He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a +sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn’t +know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is +cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but +right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he +ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or +wrong kind--he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he +asks himself, “Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and +was firmly resolved not to do without?” He finds it is all wrong, and +then comes the tussle--’ + +‘Do they marry and live happily?’ + +‘Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget what +he said.’ + +‘That _is_ stupid of you!’ said the young lady with dismay. + +‘Yes.’ + +‘But he’s a satirist--I don’t think I care about him now.’ + +‘There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive +fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love +affair.’ + +Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again +in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed +him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield’s in a fortnight to push his +fortunes in London. + +An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea’s heart. +Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, +concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic +enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she +had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question, she +knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen’s news. + +4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST + +A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was +announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by +the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o’clock the same day. The +weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the kind +offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest. + +They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour +over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that +two or three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting +mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through +the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close +to the reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed +respecting it. Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for +him to go there and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted +from Cytherea on the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery +valley. + +She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his +expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly +spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a +blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted +in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their +sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the +varying actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of +the declining sun. + +Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the +passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps +and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled +with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests +rolled over--at the point where the check of the shallows was first +felt--and then thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand. + +She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if +possible, some sign of Owen’s return. Nothing was visible save the +strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the +back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light, +adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the +very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious +brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the +colours that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and +float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, +between the hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the +basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, +heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green +dress--a broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like +a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, +and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew +holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole +surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and +there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes. + +The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and +what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should +be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her +handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils +which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with +the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points +around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had +returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive +plan of a narrow plank on two wheels--the women being assisted by a +rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow, +and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay +provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, +resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors +where engines are the propelling power. + +‘Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell ‘ee our time’s up. +Who are you looking for, miss?’ + +‘My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here +directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?’ + +‘Really, I am afraid not, m’m.’ Cytherea looked at the stout, +round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so +expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and +with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride +at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to +be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this +way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among +the passengers began to murmur. + +‘There, never mind,’ said Cytherea decisively. ‘Go on without me--I +shall wait for him.’ + +‘Well, ‘tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,’ said the +captain. ‘I certainly advise you not to wait.’ + +‘He’s gone across to the railway station, for certain,’ said another +passenger. + +‘No--here he is!’ Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half +hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down +the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. + +‘He can’t get here in less than five minutes,’ a passenger said. ‘People +should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--’ + +‘You see, sir,’ said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, ‘since +‘tis her brother, and she’s all alone, ‘tis only nater to wait a minute, +now he’s in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be, +and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon +this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you’d want us to wait, too, +wouldn’t you, sir? I think you would.’ + +The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this +remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff +immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were +now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about +twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time, +Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank. + +‘Let me give you my hand, miss,’ said Captain Jacobs. + +‘No--please don’t touch me,’ said she, ascending cautiously by sliding +one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind it, +and so on alternately--her lips compressed by concentration on the feat, +her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her immediate +thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her footing. Steps +now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant were up to her +heels with a bound. + +‘O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!’ she said without turning. ‘Don’t, +don’t shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up. +Where have you been so long?’ she continued, in a lower tone, turning +round to him as she reached the top. + +Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, +demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the +new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat; +unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total stranger. + +Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in +confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep +water. + +One or two persons had said, ‘How d’ye do, Mr. Springrove?’ and looked +at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but +just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing +directly to address her. + +‘Miss Graye, I believe?’ he said, lifting his hat. + +‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a +surreptitious knowledge of him. + +‘I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and +soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in +the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account +of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that +he should go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of +walking back to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station--a shorter +walk for him--where he could catch the late train, and go directly home. +I could let you know what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.’ + +‘Is the lameness serious, do you know?’ + +‘O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to +ride home.’ + +Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen’s score, she was able slightly +to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward Springrove--who now +removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her +brother’s height. Although the upper part of his face and head was +handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine +regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely +pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief +which the sum total of his features inspired--that though they did not +prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the +world, men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his +forehead, otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy +freshness of his remaining features expressing that it had come there +prematurely. + +Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids +good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting +and investments, he had reached the period in a young man’s life when +episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have +begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance +sometimes seeming to state, ‘I have already thought out the issue of +such conditions as these we are experiencing.’ At other times he wore an +abstracted look: ‘I seem to have lived through this moment before.’ + +He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black +kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood +obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases. + +‘I am sorry for your disappointment,’ he continued, glancing into +her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked +together, and the single instant only which good breeding allows as +the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of +intelligence had shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those +unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand +has been touched or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger +than mathematical proof, the conviction, ‘A tie has begun to unite us.’ + +Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in +each other’s thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of +his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect. + +A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties +engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace +remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody, +and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the +horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their +stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the +bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be +distinctly heard. The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea +and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, +or standing aloof--noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of +the dance--watching the waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and +easily under each other’s edges. + +Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour, +sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the +shimmering path of the moon’s reflection on the other side, which +reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves +to sparkles as fine as gold dust. + +‘I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train +arrives,’ said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. + +She thanked him much. + +‘Perhaps we might walk together,’ he suggested hesitatingly. She looked +as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the +way. + +They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month +the particular train selected for Graye’s return had ceased to stop at +Anglebury station. + +‘I am very sorry I misled him,’ said Springrove. + +‘O, I am not alarmed at all,’ replied Cytherea. + +‘Well, it’s sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by the +first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?’ + +‘I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go +indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.’ + +‘Let me go round to your door with you?’ he pleaded. + +‘No, thank you; we live close by.’ + +He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she +was inexorable. + +‘Don’t--forget me,’ he murmured. She did not answer. + +‘Let me see you sometimes,’ he said. + +‘Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,’ she replied in +lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and +upstairs. + +The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as +an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too, +after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply +that they would never come together again. + +The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched +her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut +short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind--Edward +dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to +that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the +sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more. + +He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding +the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street, +crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the +other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons), + + ‘One hope is too like despair + For prudence to smother.’ + + + + +III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + +1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY + +But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward +Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea’s bosom with all the +fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or +displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely +new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see +a star come into existence where nothing was before. + +His parting words, ‘Don’t forget me,’ she repeated to herself a hundred +times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she +could not help toying with them,--looking at them from all points, +and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,--ostensibly +entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, +yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of +their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her +reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, +pleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel +and unyielding nature at crises. + +To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, +it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance +which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position +between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned. + +At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass +without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully +expected he would do, Owen entered the room. + +‘Well,’ he said, kissing her, ‘you have not been alarmed, of course. +Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?’ + +‘Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?’ + +‘I don’t know--nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope +you like Springrove. Springrove’s a nice fellow, you know.’ + +‘Yes. I think he is, except that--’ + +‘It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn’t +it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by +train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about +five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I +might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the +bothering foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was +no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a +gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in.’ + +They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. + +‘You didn’t get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I’m afraid, +Owen,’ said his sister. + +‘To tell the truth, I didn’t. I was in such very close and narrow +quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had +only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an +extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by Jove, +I had nearly forgotten it! But I’ll go straight on. As I was saying, +he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be +fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I +agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor +close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had +not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the +luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But +worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally +struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the +post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether +so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had +been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at +all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually +let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had +once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, +and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair +had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think +and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I +said. “Cytherea,” he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then +told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds +to add to a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. +One evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, +every idler in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of +Parliament were on fire. + +‘Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began +picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished. +At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked +if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; +asked the young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small +inner room. There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room +from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat +there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the +behaviour of the girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently +at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with +her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in +such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by +name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them:-- + +‘“Why have you not brought him?” + +‘“He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night.” + +‘At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the +floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in +and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long +time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. “Who +is she?” the innkeeper said to the other woman. “I know her,” the other +said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed +allied, and yet strangers. + +‘She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an +inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some +information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, +and said sharply, “What’s your name?” “To catch a woman napping +is difficult, even when she’s half dead; but I did it,” says the +gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately-- + +‘“Cytherea”--and stopped suddenly.’ + +‘My own name!’ said Cytherea. + +‘Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be +equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they +might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, +for she added directly afterwards: “O, what have I said!” and was quite +overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now +doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than +that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was +her main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually +dropped, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that +the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor’s name had never been +suspected by this dependent or confederate till then. + +‘She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her +companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the +house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about +the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his +own account. I said to him again and again, “Did you find any more +particulars afterwards?” “Not a syllable,” he said. O, he should never +hear any more of that! too many years had passed since it happened. “At +any rate, you found out her surname?” I said. “Well, well, that’s my +secret,” he went on. “Perhaps I should never have been in this part of +the world if it hadn’t been for that. I failed as a publican, you know.” + I imagine the situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off +as a bribe to silence; but I can’t say. “Ah, yes!” he said, with a long +breath. “I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till +to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that +young lady lying in a fainting fit.” He then stopped talking and fell +asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient +Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the +remainder of the night. Now isn’t that an odd story?’ + +‘It is indeed,’ Cytherea murmured. ‘Very, very strange.’ + +‘Why should she have said your most uncommon name?’ continued Owen. ‘The +man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his +invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.’ + +Cytherea looked long at her brother. ‘Don’t you recognize anything else +in connection with the story?’ she said. + +‘What?’ he asked. + +‘Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was +the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously +renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same +woman.’ + +‘O no--not likely,’ said her brother sceptically. + +‘How not likely, Owen? There’s not another woman of the name in England. +In what year used papa to say the event took place?’ + +‘Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.’ + +‘And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell you.’ +She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found +one in an old school history. + +‘The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the +sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.’ + +‘Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,’ remarked Owen. + +They were silent. ‘If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing +interest this story would have had for him,’ said Cytherea by-and-by. +‘And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a +clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had +really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history +than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to +do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there +find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, +Owen?’ + +‘Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if +she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a family story +to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any +more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.’ + +Cytherea sat silently thinking. + +‘There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?’ he +continued. + +‘None.’ + +‘I could see that by your looks when I came in.’ + +‘Fancy not getting a single one,’ she said sadly. ‘Surely there must be +people somewhere who want governesses?’ + +‘Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them +mostly by friends’ recommendations; whilst those who want them, and +can’t afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.’ + +‘What shall I do?’ + +‘Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don’t let the difficulty trouble +your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a +plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to +much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as +sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are +drifting into,’ he added gloomily, ‘but it is a degree more tolerable +than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which +we experienced at Hocbridge.’ + +‘I couldn’t go back there again,’ she said. + +‘Nor I. O, I don’t regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in +dropping out of the world.’ The sneering tones of the remark were almost +too laboured to be real. ‘Besides,’ he continued, ‘something better for +me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent +one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer +time, but all is uncertain.’ + +‘I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,’ she said firmly. +‘Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of +October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should we do if I were +dependent on you only throughout the winter?’ + +They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be +supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and +feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had +been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed +at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced +a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this +presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new +and humbler attempt appeared in the following form:-- + + + ‘NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to + hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very + moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.’ + + +In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down +the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words +to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister’s face had become +crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This +time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking +to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by +the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, +and who was attentively listening--looking fixedly upon the pavement the +while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their +ears. + +As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as +Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now +became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason +for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought +of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented +to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats +moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering. + +They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of +rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in +the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure +welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she +girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form +with it an organic whole. + +Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward +did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board, +Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but +not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing +before a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, +and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might +come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated +along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the +water. + +But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship, +and much more exclusive connection. + +2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH + +It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove’s management +at Gradfield’s, and the last evening before his return from Budmouth to +his father’s house, previous to his departure for London. + +Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land +nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would +occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the +evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of +sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her +brother’s absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under this +arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window +for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past +five o’clock came--the end of Springrove’s official day. Two minutes +later Springrove walked by. + +She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no +longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that Edward would have +found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not. +Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an accidental +meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first +turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in ‘The Statue and the +Bust’-- + + ‘He looked at her as a lover can; + She looked at him as one who awakes-- + The past was a sleep, and her life began.’ + +‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said impulsively. + +How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in +the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which +prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set +in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and +before the consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the +consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man’s +part, the mistress appears to the mind’s eye in picturesque, hazy, and +fresh morning lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is +known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; +as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright +particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on +her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and does, lest she +should be misconstrued or under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a +hair. + +‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said again, more softly, seeing that to +his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the +ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of +minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual +signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. + +Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit +in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on +the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another +word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully +handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away +from the shore. + +They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, +and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The +boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came +forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid +imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp +his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run +the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned +aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking +sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At +this instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by +an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment +caused her to give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the +boat’s head round till they stood directly for shore. + +His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her +look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they +were going. + +‘Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?’ he said, looking +over his shoulder. ‘Look at our track on the water--a great semicircle, +preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.’ + +She looked attentively. ‘Is it my fault or yours?’ she inquired. ‘Mine, +I suppose?’ + +‘I can’t help saying that it is yours.’ + +She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of +vexation at the answer. + +‘Why do you let go?’ + +‘I do it so badly.’ + +‘O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to +return?’ + +‘Yes, if you please.’ + +‘Of course, then, I will at once.’ + +‘I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd +directions, and all through my wretched steering.’ + +‘Never mind what the people think.’ A pause. ‘You surely are not so weak +as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?’ + +Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him +to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt +the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of +being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though +less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the +intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly +and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a +minute earlier-- + +‘I don’t mind.’ + +‘I’ll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but +to hold your parasol,’ he continued, and arose to perform the operation, +necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk +of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath +touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently +only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he +seated himself. He read in her face what that something was--she had +experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance +over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line +towards the shore. + +Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, +and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly +distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning +home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her +secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of +his learning it and continuing unmoved. + +There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he +would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She +would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact, +that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind. + +They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting +for a ‘smooth’ to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be +slain thus, was the fair maid’s reasoning. She was equal to the +occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god-- + +‘Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?’ she said, letting her +young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. + +‘I? Not at all,’ said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a +slight twinkle of his eye half belied. ‘But you do?’ + +‘I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,’ +she said gently and sweetly, ‘I should like a little longer row if you +don’t mind? I’ll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier +for you. I’ll try very hard.’ + +It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, ‘We +understand each other--ah, we do, darling!’ turned the boat, and pulled +back into the Bay once more. + +‘Now steer wherever you will,’ he said, in a low voice. ‘Never mind the +directness of the course--wherever you will.’ + +‘Shall it be Creston Shore?’ she said, pointing to a stretch of beach +northward from Budmouth Esplanade. + +‘Creston Shore certainly,’ he responded, grasping the sculls. She took +the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left. + +For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip +of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length +spoke. + +‘I must go away to-morrow,’ he said tentatively. + +‘Yes,’ she replied faintly. + +‘To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.’ + +‘Yes,’ she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. + +‘But I shan’t advance.’ + +‘Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an +architect’s work is another man’s play.’ + +‘Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn’t depend upon mastering +it. I used to think it did; but it doesn’t. Those who get rich need have +no skill at all as artists.’ + +‘What need they have?’ + +‘A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess +very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love +for using them. They give their whole attention to the art of +dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in +conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a +name?’ + +‘You seem a man likely to make a mistake.’ + +‘What’s that?’ + +‘To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common +in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably +successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.’ + +‘Pretty subtle for a young lady,’ he said slowly. ‘From that remark I +should fancy you had bought experience.’ + +She passed over the idea. ‘Do try to succeed,’ she said, with wistful +thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. + +Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused. +‘Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the +fashion,’ he said at last... ‘Well, when I found all this out that I +was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already +loved verse passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went +rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation, +and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is +the habit of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better +be left to die from want of nourishment.’ + +‘Do you write poems now?’ she said. + +‘None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual +rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they +pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are +ill-used, or saying there’s nothing in the world worth living for.’ + +‘Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that +one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues +deluded all his days.’ + +‘Well, there’s just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark +unbearable. However, it doesn’t matter to me now that I “meditate the +thankless Muse” no longer, but....’ He paused, as if endeavouring to +think what better thing he did. + +Cytherea’s mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their +startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he +was ‘sporting’ with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her +face. + +Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said +‘Yes.’ Then they were silent again. + +‘If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made +arrangements for leaving,’ he resumed. + +Such levity, superimposed on the notion of ‘sport’, was intolerable to +Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her +attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and +dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his +time. + +‘But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once +more; do try once more,’ she murmured. ‘I am going to try again. I have +advertised for something to do.’ + +‘Of course I will,’ he said, with an eager gesture and smile. ‘But we +must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon +the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very +slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time +for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, but for an easy +life of reasonable comfort.’ + +It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion +as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for +conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility +of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting out of their +power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works +up a good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme; +the man who has learnt that has had no time to get rich. + +‘And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,’ +she said earnestly, ‘don’t be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no +middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.’ + +‘Unknown,’ he said, ‘if their ideas have been allowed to flow with +a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and +exclusive.’ + +‘Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement, +wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in--’ + +‘It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the +long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if +they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much admiration +for the flowers they see growing in other people’s borders; which I am +afraid has been my case.’ He looked into the far distance and paused. + +Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is +possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found +in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such +combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying +paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there are +bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account of their +remoteness. + +They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of +strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay, +whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of +sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly, +without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the +air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare +glassy smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the +least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected +from this mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west. +They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, +luxuriant with weeds of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures +reflecting a silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes. + +At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of +encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had +come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative +rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At +that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. +Leaving his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside +her upon the narrow seat at the stern. + +She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own +right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till +it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly +pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at +this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him +suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as +to her, he timidly whispered ‘May I?’ + +Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its +nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near +the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was +thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute’s length, +the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon +on unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her +success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at +the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the +time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than +half a pulsation: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her +again with a longer kiss. + +It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The ‘bloom’ and +the ‘purple light’ were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts +could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. + +‘I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!’ he whispered. + +She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them +from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the +water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all ‘many +a voice of one delight,’ and in unison with each other. + +But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been +connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. ‘I +could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at +the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim you as mine; I +would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this; you don’t +know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love?’ She +was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question. + +‘No--do not speak,’ he said. ‘I have kept something from you, which has +now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to love you; +but I did it. Something forbade--’ + +‘What?’ she exclaimed. + +‘Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and now +nothing shall forbid it! We’ll hope in spite of all... I must, however, +speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go +indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain everything.’ + +Cytherea’s short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of +this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere +acquaintanceship--never, never! + +‘Will you not explain to me?’ she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite, +carking doubt had taken possession of her. + +‘Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,’ he said tenderly. ‘My only +reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell +an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame +for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet--forgive me.’ +Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned +to his place and took to the oars. + +They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses, +lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun +had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their +destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the +red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the +increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the +sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send +long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they +reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as +cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached +her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: +he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured +sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the +Esplanade. + +Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did +in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight +she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him +sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, +forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his +neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos +and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the +open windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the +orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward +began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice +her, hastened homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of +sight. No promise from him to write: no request that she herself would +do so--nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some +fear unknown to her. Alas, alas! + +When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and +creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there +lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and +jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to +the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet +traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes. + + ‘Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, + A living death, and ever-dying life.’ + +‘Cytherea,’ he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and +vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. ‘He’s gone!’ she +said. + +‘He has told me all,’ said Graye soothingly. ‘He is going off early +to-morrow morning. ‘Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and +cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.’ + +‘We couldn’t help it,’ she said, and then jumping up--‘Owen, has he told +you _all_?’ + +‘All of your love from beginning to end,’ he said simply. + +Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she could +not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled +to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be +deluding her. + +‘Owen,’ she continued, with dignity, ‘what is he to me? Nothing. I must +dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something far more +pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily +in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once +more.’ + +‘Advertising is no use.’ + +‘This one will be.’ He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her +answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him. +‘See what I am going to do,’ she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was +her third effort:-- + + + ‘LADY’S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.’ + + +Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated in a +nameless, varying tone, the two words-- + +‘Lady’s-maid!’ + +‘Yes; lady’s-maid. ‘Tis an honest profession,’ said Cytherea bravely. + +‘But _you_, Cytherea?’ + +‘Yes, I--who am I?’ + +‘You will never be a lady’s-maid--never, I am quite sure.’ + +‘I shall try to be, at any rate.’ + +‘Such a disgrace--’ + +‘Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!’ she said, rather warmly. +‘You know very well--’ + +‘Well, since you will, you must,’ he interrupted. ‘Why do you put +“inexperienced?”’ + +‘Because I am.’ + +‘Never mind that--scratch out “inexperienced.” We are poor, Cytherea, +aren’t we?’ he murmured, after a silence, ‘and it seems that the two +months will close my engagement here.’ + +‘We can put up with being poor,’ she said, ‘if they only give us work +to do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and +even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!’ + +In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the +brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, angelic, +as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out +many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness +intense enough to quell them. + + + + +IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O’CLOCK + +The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea’s last +note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of +hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as Cytherea +seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for +obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which +she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran +thus:-- + + + KNAPWATER HOUSE, + August 3, 1864. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady’s-maid. The duties +of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday, +when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see +her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o’clock. No answer need +be returned to this note.’ + + +A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest +bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation, +the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised +the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her +tread a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts +of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. + +She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. + +‘Is Miss Aldclyffe here?’ she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the +foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs, +and clamps of gold, in the background. + +‘No, she isn’t,’ said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a +shade too pretty for a plain dresser. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,’ the landlady said to a third person, +out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact +newly discovered from Cytherea. ‘Get ready her room--be quick.’ From the +alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea +that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance. + +‘You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?’ the landlady +inquired. + +‘Yes.’ + +‘The young person had better wait,’ continued the landlady. With a +money-taker’s intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would +bring no profit to the house. + +Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the +building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion +necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor +corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and +coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light +coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new +slates--the only object the small window commanded--imparted a more +striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the next +room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, +fraction of contrast--a very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the +sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was +the only cheering thing visible in the place. + +People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; +the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast +line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and +began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source +of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty +world. + +Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant +chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the +house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady’s skirts down the corridor, +and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied. + +The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused +by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep +on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped +impatiently, and ‘There’s no one here!’ was spoken imperiously by a +lady’s tongue. + +‘No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,’ said the +attendant. + +‘That will do--or you needn’t go in; I will call her.’ + +Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink +under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob, +when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open +from the other side. + +2. FOUR O’CLOCK + +The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the +crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the +crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor +of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady +standing close to Cytherea’s front with the door in her hand. The +stranger appeared to the maiden’s eyes--fresh from the blue gloom, and +assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall black figure +standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built +woman, of spare though not angular proportions. + +Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step +or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe’s face +in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light +that was reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not +a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic +autumnal phase. + +‘O,’ said the lady, ‘come this way.’ Cytherea followed her to the +embrasure of the window. + +Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward +in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had +been struck with her companion’s appearance. The warm tint added to +Cytherea’s face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not +yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder +lady’s face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been +called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying +complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once +possessed. + +She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily +have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman +nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which +the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a +capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by +pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which +gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly +weakness was nowhere visible save in one part--the curve of her forehead +and brows--there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a +brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. + +‘You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady’s-maid giving +the address, G., Cross Street?’ + +‘Yes, madam. Graye.’ + +‘Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned +you, and pointed out your advertisement.’ + +This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to +consider it. + +‘Where did you live last?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.’ + +‘Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too +girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such +assurance? It misleads people.’ + +‘I am very sorry: I put “inexperienced” at first, but my brother said it +is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let +it remain.’ + +‘But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?’ + +‘I have no mother, madam.’ + +‘Your father, then?’ + +‘I have no father.’ + +‘Well,’ she said, more softly, ‘your sisters, aunts, or cousins.’ + +‘They didn’t think anything about it.’ + +‘You didn’t ask them, I suppose.’ + +‘No.’ + +‘You should have done so, then. Why didn’t you?’ + +‘Because I haven’t any of them, either.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. ‘You deserve forgiveness then at +any rate, child,’ she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. ‘However, I +am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You +see, I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the +office.’ She was going to add, ‘Though I like your appearance,’ but the +words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she +modified them to, ‘though I like you much.’ + +‘I am sorry I misled you, madam,’ said Cytherea. + +Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. + +‘Good afternoon,’ continued Cytherea. + +‘Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.’ + +Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one +of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was +compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was +compatible with beauty. + +And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a +faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze’s ‘Head +of a Girl,’ have an idea of Cytherea’s look askance at the turning. +It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their +fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes +within the year: but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an +emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the +bosom away and leaves the eyes behind. + +Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had +closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless +attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden’s +retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, ‘It is almost worth while +to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could +glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me +in that way--I warrant how light her fingers are upon one’s head and +neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly +as that!’ She rang the bell. + +‘Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,’ she said +to the attendant. ‘Quick! or she will be gone.’ + +Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her +history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household; +yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. +When she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise. +Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss +Aldclyffe. + +‘You have somebody to refer me to, of course,’ the lady said, when +Cytherea had re-entered the room. + +‘Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.’ + +‘And are you a clever needlewoman?’ + +‘I am considered to be.’ + +‘Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,’ said Miss +Aldclyffe, with a little smile. ‘It is true, the whole proceeding is +very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of +the five I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to +Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It +will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.’ + +When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe +asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. +Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. ‘Suppose Mr. Thorn’s reply +to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from his own imperfect +acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial +knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that +I did not give her one trial in spite of other people’s prejudices. All +her account of herself is reliable enough--yes, I can see that by her +face. I like that face of hers.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to +Mr. Thorn. + + + + +V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON + +At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so +anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him +narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less +tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form came +into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. + +One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come +on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday +evening. + +The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the +bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than +his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he had met +her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to +time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards those faces +as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as well as her +present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He pictured her of +sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in trouble; he loved her. +Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love +was evanescent. + +He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a +long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present) +operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this +more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now--and it was +the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive +him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception +had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the +hope of possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour +generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a +position she would think worthy to be shared with him? + +Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a +love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously +clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write +himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without +knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her +imagination than he did in his shoes. + +During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, +packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy +of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her +involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet. + +In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her +in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House. + +Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody +there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In two +minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards her +from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent +to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by +living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his. + +He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in +about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off. + +Her lover’s letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against +the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new +undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of +mind which is required for the critical observation of surrounding +objects. It was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days, +when the deep, dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be +replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They +trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which +brought them just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned +through large lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a +pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound +along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the +form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track +completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it, +which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the lowest boughs +hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass--the extreme +height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach. + +‘Is that the house?’ said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey +gable between the trees, and losing it again. + +‘No; that’s the old manor-house--or rather all that’s left of it. The +Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. ‘Tis +now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn’t care to live +there.’ + +‘Why didn’t they?’ + +‘Well, ‘tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been +pulled down, and the rooms that are left won’t do very well for a small +residence. ‘Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low +down in the hollow to be healthy.’ + +‘Do they tell any horrid stories about it?’ + +‘No, not a single one.’ + +‘Ah, that’s a pity.’ + +‘Yes, that’s what I say. ‘Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly +hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will +have one some day to make it complete; but there’s not a word of +the kind now. There, I wouldn’t live there for all that. In fact, I +couldn’t. O no, I couldn’t.’ + +‘Why couldn’t you?’ + +‘The sounds.’ + +‘What are they?’ + +‘One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that +there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well. +‘Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.’ + +He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the +unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account +of the thick foliage of the grove. + +‘There’s something awful in the timing o’ that sound, ain’t there, +miss?’ + +‘When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were +two--what is the other horrid sound?’ + +‘The pumping-engine. That’s close by the Old House, and sends water up +the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly.... +There, now hark again.’ + +From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling +creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing +noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on +continually. + +‘Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these +would finish him off, don’t you think so, miss? That machine goes on +night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. +Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; +though we don’t often hear it at the Great House.’ + +‘That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased. +Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?’ + +‘Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn’t attend to that sort of thing +as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he’s getten +old and very seldom goes there.’ + +‘How many are there in family?’ + +‘Only her father and herself. He’s a’ old man of seventy.’ + +‘I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property, +and lived here alone.’ + +‘No, m--’ The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being +about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was +only speaking to the new lady’s-maid. + +‘She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,’ he continued, as if +speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. ‘The poor +old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.’ The man then drew a long +breath. + +‘Why did you breathe sadly like that?’ said Cytherea. + +‘Ah!... When he’s dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I +expect to see the old house turned inside out.’ + +‘She will marry, do you mean?’ + +‘Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she’s as solitary +as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if +not relations. There’s the rector, Mr. Raunham--he’s a relation by +marriage--yet she’s quite distant towards him. And people say that if +she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the +heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don’t care. She’s an extraordinary +picture of womankind--very extraordinary.’ + +‘In what way besides?’ + +‘You’ll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady’s-maids this last +twelvemonth. I assure you ‘tis one body’s work to fetch ‘em from the +station and take ‘em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at +heart, or he’d never permit such overbearen goings on!’ + +‘Does she dismiss them directly they come!’ + +‘Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see ‘tis +like this. She’s got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion with +them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are +going; she’s sorry for it and wishes they’d stay, but she’s as proud as +a lucifer, and her pride won’t let her say, “Stay,” and away they go. +‘Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, “Ah, poor +thing!” she says, “Pooh! indeed!” If you say, “Pooh, indeed!” “Ah, poor +thing!” she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and +restores the chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh +herself can see the difference between ‘em.’ + +Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her +brother. + +‘However, you stand a very good chance,’ the man went on, ‘for I +think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send the +pony-carriage to meet one before; ‘tis always the trap, but this time +she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, “Roobert, gaow with the +pony-kerriage.”... There, ‘tis true, pony and carriage too are getten +rather shabby now,’ he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to +keep Cytherea’s pride within reasonable limits. + +‘’Tis to be hoped you’ll please in dressen her to-night.’ + +‘Why to-night?’ + +‘There’s a dinner-party of seventeen; ‘tis her father’s birthday, and +she’s very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is +the house. Livelier up here, isn’t it, miss?’ + +They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of +trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the +mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves +among the trees behind. + +2. EVENING + +The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone +throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed +at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called +designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. +The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a +projection in the centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From +each angle of the inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the +rest, turning inwards again at their further end, and forming +within them a spacious open court, within which resounded an echo of +astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by +ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of +subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath close-set shrubs and +trees. + +There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to +enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the +remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this +quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the +house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most +satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the +terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, +upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at +leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst of the lake; +beyond this and the further margin of the water were plantations and +greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening, by half veiling, +the softness of the exquisite landscape stretching behind. + +The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the +angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at +which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy +smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs. +Morris, the housekeeper. + +‘Mrs. Graye, I believe?’ she said. + +‘I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,’ said Cytherea, smiling, +but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the first +slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen’s prophecy. + +Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here +tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion +allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover, +if possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret +of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it. +But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was +perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards, +leaving the room two or three minutes, and trotting back again. + +‘You’ll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,’ she said, ‘but ‘tis the old gentleman’s +birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that +day, though he’s getting up in years now. However, none of them are +sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a +lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though +it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in +the house.’ Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches +an outline of the constitution and government of the estate. + +‘Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why, +you’ve eaten nothing, I’m sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient +that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a +little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making +shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning. +She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the +first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea, +I will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes--Miss +Aldclyffe’s things are not laid out for to-night yet.’ + +She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took +her into Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room, on the first-floor; where, +after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the +housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her +hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next +room all that she had been told would be required that evening, and then +went again to the little room which had been appropriated to herself. + +Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like +another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant +pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn--now richly +crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had +hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic +realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most +conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the +verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the +calceolaria, backed by the pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in +the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great +extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth +while; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did +it matter? The petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just +passed through, her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the +necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and +relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien +establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to pursue +some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know +no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and +birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window. +She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their +enjoyment of the rich grass. + +‘Yes--like those sheep,’ she said aloud; and her face reddened with +surprise at a discovery she made that very instant. + +The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the +surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white +as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one +of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials ‘E. S.’ + +‘E. S.’ could bring to Cytherea’s mind only one thought; but that +immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove. + +‘O, if it should be--!’ She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss +Aldclyffe’s carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the +drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to +whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the +other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. + +‘Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?’ + +‘Farmer Springrove’s.’ + +‘What Farmer Springrove is that?’ she said quickly. + +‘Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker, +and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he +came in to see me the other day?’ + +Cytherea’s mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement +that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. ‘O yes,’ +she said, ‘of course.’ Her thoughts had run as follows in that short +interval:-- + +‘Farmer Springrove is Edward’s father, and his name is Edward too. + +‘Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. + +‘He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached. + +‘He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet +whenever he came home. + +‘He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady’s-maid; and he +knew my brother and myself. + +‘His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.’ + +The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there +was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward’s doing. + +The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still +continued in her reverie. + +‘That’s Miss Aldclyffe’s bell,’ said Mrs. Morris. + +‘I suppose it is,’ said the young woman placidly. + +‘Well, it means that you must go up to her,’ the matron continued, in a +tone of surprise. + +Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden +irritation at Mrs. Morris’s hint. But the good sense which had +recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the +flush passed, and she said hastily-- + +‘Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell--whether +I want to or no.’ + +However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life, +Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy +sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her +now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward +evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward’s own spot. She found +time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room to hurriedly glide out +by a side door, and look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing +the friendly initials. She went up to them to try to touch one of the +flock, and felt vexed that they all stared sceptically at her kind +advances, and then ran pell-mell down the hill. Then, fearing any one +should discover her childish movements, she slipped indoors again, +and ascended the staircase, catching glimpses, as she passed, of +silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the passages like lightning. + +Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual +survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any +purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of +perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the +inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy +recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own, +called the dressing-window. + +The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque +Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something +between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly +worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the +extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and +decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in +cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe’s immediate eye; the materials +being the remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the +lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining +portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the +dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, ‘I am glad you have +come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.’ + +Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the +earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm. +But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual +obliviousness of rich people to their dependents’ specialities, seemed +to have quite forgotten Cytherea’s inexperience, and mechanically +delivered up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and +with a mild yawn. + +Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and +black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were +put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and +Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first evening, all +would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial +test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the +threshold of her arrival; but set to again. + +Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped +languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts +of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let +Miss Aldclyffe’s hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it. +It proved to be all real; a satisfaction. + +Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went +on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to +the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. + +‘Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?’ she exclaimed, with +widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea’s little +hand tremble against her neck. + +‘Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?’ said the maiden. + +‘No, no; that’s the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of +my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!’ + +‘It is how I do my own,’ said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness +of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable +circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe +at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by +having felt the trembling of Cytherea’s hand. + +‘Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.’ Considering that Cytherea +possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to +woman’s beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some +excuse for Miss Aldclyffe’s outburst. She remembered herself, however, +and said more quietly, ‘Now then, Graye--By-the-bye, what do they call +you downstairs?’ + +‘Mrs. Graye,’ said the handmaid. + +‘Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is +quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.’ + +This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing +till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady’s brow. +Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her +judgment. + +‘That won’t do,’ said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. + +‘Why?’ + +‘I look too young--an old dressed doll.’ + +‘Will that, madam?’ + +‘No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!’ + +‘This way, perhaps?’ + +‘Heavens! Don’t worry me so.’ She shut her lips like a trap. + +Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to +be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea’s in arranging +it could please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the +remainder of the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the +muscles of her body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking +her handkerchief and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the +room, without betraying the least consciousness of another woman’s +presence behind her. + +Cytherea’s fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find +a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read; +she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she +could not do that connectedly. ‘If this is the beginning, what will +the end be!’ she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the +policy of being overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense +of congruity with a cherished past. + +3. MIDNIGHT + +The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The +company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe’s bell rang loudly and +jerkingly. + +Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful +sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair +waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state +of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real +motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing past in the +company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the +lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and +looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger +woman felt the awfullest sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in +having undertaken to demolish so imposing a pile. + +The lady’s jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her own +listless hands, some by Cytherea’s. Then followed the outer stratum of +clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and +went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the +wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss +Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on +the first resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the +bed, and re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a +kitten. She paused in the middle of the room. + +She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected. +During the short time of Cytherea’s absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled +off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat, +which she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to +her shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her. +Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her +night-gown. + +But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe’s proceeding was clearer to +Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly +thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up +to her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And +now on suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the +apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection, +she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand +was removed, and she began adjusting her robes. + +Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her +shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe’s +temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea’s +youth, and the elder lady’s marked treatment of her as if she were a +mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to reason about, and +yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical +reason for concealing her neck. + +With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back +and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw +the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if +she had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain +it was the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her +eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round +again to bring it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her +night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back +towards Cytherea. + +Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the +direct line of Cytherea’s vision, she saw it reflected in the glass--the +fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between +throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light +burning on either side. + +And the lady’s prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest +manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl, +reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque +work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss +Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put +off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night--a +slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at +first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further +thought, she seemed to have become indifferent on the matter. + +‘My dressing-gown,’ she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she +spoke. + +Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but +looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. + +‘You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?’ she said to Cytherea’s +reflected face. + +‘Yes, madam, I did,’ said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe’s reflected face. + +Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea’s reflection as if she were +on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said +lightly-- + +‘Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it +a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and +seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....’ + +She ceased, took Cytherea’s hand in her own, lifted the locket with the +other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature. + +‘It is a handsome face, is it not?’ she whispered mournfully, and even +timidly. + +‘It is.’ + +But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and +there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling +in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the +miniature was the face of her own father--younger and fresher than she +had ever known him--but her father! + +Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this +the woman who had figured in the gate-man’s story as answering the name +of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, +here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the +past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope +allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness. + +Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature +that she had not been conscious of Cytherea’s start of surprise. She +went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone. + +‘Yes, I lost him.’ She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and +went on again. ‘I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But +it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more +than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is +pronounced the same way, though differently spelt.’ + +The only means by which Cytherea’s surname could have been spelt to +Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She +fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his +informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe’s remark obscure. + +Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of +feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, +trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall; +and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her +life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the result of a trivial +accident. + +Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe’s hair, adopted some plan +with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion +to irritation ensued. The maiden’s mere touch seemed to discharge the +pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity. + +‘How strangely you treat my hair!’ she exclaimed. + +A silence. + +‘I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course +_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.’ She +spoke crossly no less than emphatically. + +‘It shall not be, madam,’ said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the +woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. + +‘Why on earth did I tell you of my past?’ she went on. + +Cytherea made no answer. + +The lady’s vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the +disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was +done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning +responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject +of Cytherea’s want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding +the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes. + +‘Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging +a maid!’ She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe +tried again. + +‘The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three +questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l--, +the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool’s trick. There, I am +served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.’ + +‘I didn’t deceive you,’ said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate +one, and was the very ‘fuel to maintain its fires’ that the other’s +petulance desired. + +‘You did,’ she said hotly. + +‘I told you I couldn’t promise to be acquainted with every detail of +routine just at first.’ + +‘Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.’ + +Cytherea’s lip quivered. ‘I would answer the remark if--if--’ + +‘If what?’ + +‘If it were a lady’s!’ + +‘You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I +tell you.’ + +‘And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is +no lady herself!’ + +‘To a lady? A lady’s-maid speaks in this way. The idea!’ + +‘Don’t “lady’s-maid” me: nobody is my mistress I won’t have it!’ + +‘Good Heavens!’ + +‘I wouldn’t have come--no--I wouldn’t! if I had known!’ + +‘What?’ + +‘That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!’ + +‘Possest beyond the Muse’s painting,’ Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed-- + +‘A Woman, am I! I’ll teach you if I am a Woman!’ and lifted her hand as +if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden +into absolute defiance. + +‘I dare you to touch me!’ she cried. ‘Strike me if you dare, madam! I am +not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?’ + +Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and +ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank +back in the chair. ‘I was not going to strike you--go to your room--I +beg you to go to your room!’ she repeated in a husky whisper. + +Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to +the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the +candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger +likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a +grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling +wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father’s features +were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her +in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably +its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe’s turn to start now; and the +remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from +high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes +women’s quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe’s dignity had not +sufficient power to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle +the strange suspicion that had entered her head. + +‘You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don’t you?’ she said, +with assumed indifference. + +‘No,’ said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking +into the flame. + +‘Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and +saw it myself.’ + +The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe’s mistake was solved. ‘O, was it?’ said +Cytherea. ‘Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at +Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.’ + +‘What was your father’s trade?’ + +Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any +longer. ‘His was not a trade,’ she said. ‘He was an architect.’ + +‘The idea of your being an architect’s daughter!’ + +‘There’s nothing to offend you in that, I hope?’ + +‘O no.’ + +‘Why did you say “the idea”?’ + +‘Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one +Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.’ + +‘I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part +of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.’ + +‘What is your Christian name?’ + +‘Cytherea.’ + +‘No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see +you did.’ Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She +was a little agitated. + +‘Do you want me any longer?’ said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and +looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe’s face. + +‘Well--no: no longer,’ said the other lingeringly. + +‘With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.’ + +‘Ah.’ Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. + +‘And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the +short remainder of my stay?’ + +Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered. +Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious +about her name from the beginning. + +The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went +along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the +partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out. + +‘I waited out of bed till you came up,’ she said, ‘it being your first +night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on +with Miss Aldclyffe?’ + +‘Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.’ + +‘Has she been scolding?’ + +‘A little.’ + +‘She’s a very odd lady--‘tis all one way or the other with her. She’s +not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who +don’t have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.’ + +‘Has Miss Aldclyffe’s family always been rich?’ said Cytherea. + +‘O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother’s uncle. Her +family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her +mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time--and was on that +account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of +the family died out one by one--three of them, and Miss Aldclyffe’s +great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to +Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss Aldclyffe’s father and mother--on +condition that they took the old family name as well. There’s all about +it in the “Landed Gentry.” ‘Tis a thing very often done.’ + +‘O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.’ + + + + +VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + +1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered +by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it +was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first +and last of her experience as a lady’s-maid. Starvation itself should +not compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant. +‘Ah,’ she thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little +fragment of self-conceit, ‘Owen knows everything better than I.’ + +She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, +the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical +matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations +completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away +to the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an +instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and +bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the +natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst +passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty +of Miss Aldclyffe’s temper. + +But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the +hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary +lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent +and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl +marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange +confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with +the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined +with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away +and leave the lonely being to loneliness still. + +In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more +persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring +visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother’s rival. +Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl’s +flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been +nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the +secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little +inn at Hammersmith and other places: the commonplace name she adopted: +her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder +female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, +the acquaintanceship of her own father with this his first love; the +awakening of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of +his rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under +the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter +change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid +determination: and the total concealment of her reason by herself +and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady’s course dropped into +darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was discovered here at +Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful, +but lonely, embittered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father’s +image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe’s heart, and was +thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that +she knew many particulars of this page of her father’s history, and the +chief one, the lady’s unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have +made her bearing towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and +would have been no benefit to either. + +Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay +restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back +again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock +strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft +rustle in the passage outside her room. + +To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover +it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the +darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening. +Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. + +It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels. +Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused +a faint rustling of the bed-clothes. + +Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. +Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding +her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The +maiden’s physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The +cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became +hot and red; her door was not locked. + +A distinct woman’s whisper came to her through the keyhole: ‘Cytherea!’ + +Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss +Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered +back, ‘Yes?’ + +‘Let me come in, darling.’ + +The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It +was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must +let her come in, poor thing. + +She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and +the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown. + +‘Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,’ said the +visitor. ‘I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to +come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are +mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you +may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?’ + +‘O no; you shan’t indeed if you don’t want to,’ said Cythie generously. + +The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the +last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and +pressed her gently to her heart. + +‘Now kiss me,’ she said. + +Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of +treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as +Miss Aldclyffe’s. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment, +try how she would. + +‘Come, kiss me,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe. + +Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the +bursting of a bubble. + +‘More earnestly than that--come.’ + +She gave another, a little but not much more expressively. + +‘I don’t deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, +with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. ‘I am an ill-tempered +woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have +had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I can’t help loving +you--your name is the same as mine--isn’t it strange?’ + +Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. + +‘Now, don’t you think I must love you?’ continued the other. + +‘Yes,’ said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to +Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her +father’s unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which +seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution. +She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and +attachment to Cytherea’s father in past times: then she would tell her +all she knew: that would be honour. + +‘Why can’t you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can’t you!’ She impressed +upon Cytherea’s lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst +of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and +be loved by in return. + +‘Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don’t +know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very +fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?’ + +‘Eighteen.’ + +‘Eighteen!... Well, why don’t you ask me how old I am?’ + +‘Because I don’t want to know.’ + +‘Never mind if you don’t. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater +pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told +my age truly for the last twenty years till now.’ + +‘Why haven’t you?’ + +‘I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary--and I +long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, like you. +But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought, as +every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don’t you +talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?’ + +‘Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.’ + +‘I suppose you say them every night as a rule?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Why do you do that?’ + +‘Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not +to. Do you?’ + +‘I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such +matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should be glad to +think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the +polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and +others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear--you won’t omit them +now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?’ + +‘It seems hardly--’ + +‘It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and +nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,’ + +Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following +conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had +linked his name with her brother Owen’s in her nightly supplications to +the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above +all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and +the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of +omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous +prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked +of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly +circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little +finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a +thing for such trifling. + +‘I would rather not say them,’ she murmured first. It struck her then +that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, +and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously +as before. ‘Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,’ she +added firmly. + +She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the +simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen’s name +was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness +was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent +intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to +the faintest whisper in spite of her. + +‘Thank you, dearest,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘I have prayed too, I verily +believe. You are a good girl, I think.’ Then the expected question came. + +‘“Bless Owen,” and whom, did you say?’ + +There was no help for it now, and out it came. ‘Owen and Edward,’ said +Cytherea. + +‘Who are Owen and Edward?’ + +‘Owen is my brother, madam,’ faltered the maid. + +‘Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?’ + +A silence. + +‘Your brother, too?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘No.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. ‘Don’t you want to tell me who Edward +is?’ she said at last, in a tone of meaning. + +‘I don’t mind telling; only....’ + +‘You would rather not, I suppose?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. ‘Were you ever in love?’ she inquired +suddenly. + +Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from +tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. + +‘Yes--I think I was--once,’ she murmured. + +‘Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?’ + +A pause. + +‘Well, were you?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. + +‘Don’t press me to tell--I can’t--indeed, I won’t, madam!’ + +Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea’s neck. ‘’Tis now with +you as it is always with all girls,’ she said, in jealous and gloomy +accents. ‘You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.’ +She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. ‘Cytherea, try to love +me more than you love him--do. I love you more sincerely than any man +can. Do, Cythie: don’t let any man stand between us. O, I can’t bear +that!’ She clasped Cytherea’s neck again. + +‘I must love him now I have begun,’ replied the other. + +‘Must--yes--must,’ said the elder lady reproachfully. ‘Yes, women are +all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who had +not been sullied by a man’s lips, and who had not practised or been +practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and +goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have +not been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the +admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of society--and look in +the villages--leave the villages and search in the schools--and you can +hardly find a girl whose heart has not been _had_--is not an old thing +half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the staleness of +the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the “first love” they +think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old wrecked +affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that +you, too, are like the rest?’ + +‘No, no, no,’ urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the +impetuous woman’s mind. ‘He only kissed me once--twice I mean.’ + +‘He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there’s no +doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I--we are +all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your mouth as if +it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the spot. But +a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow--now you +seem a dusty highway.’ + +‘O no, no!’ Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on +extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She +wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her +treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one +sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea’s instincts +desired. Though it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and +capricious for endurance. + +‘Well,’ said the lady in continuation, ‘who is he?’ + +Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too +much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe’s fiery mood again ruled her +tongue. + +‘Won’t you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?’ + +‘I will, perhaps, another day.’ + +‘Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two +previous to your coming here?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round +the bay with your brother.’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘And without your brother--fie! There, there, don’t let that little +heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly +thing. I didn’t mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I +only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people. +I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was +he?’ + +‘I--I won’t tell, madam--I cannot indeed!’ + +‘Won’t tell--very well, don’t. You are very foolish to treasure up his +name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him +for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long +chain of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had +theirs.’ + +‘’Tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true!’ cried Cytherea in an agony +of torture. ‘He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am sure he +hasn’t.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She +continued-- + +‘He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a +few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared +for anybody so absurdly much.’ + +‘No, no, he doesn’t--What does he do when he has thought that--Come, +tell me--tell me!’ + +‘You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me +nervous. I can’t tell you if you get in that flustered state.’ + +‘Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!’ + +‘Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!’ she continued, in a tone which +mingled pity with derision-- + + ‘“Love’s passions shall rock thee + As the storm rocks the ravens on high, + Bright reason will mock thee + Like the sun from a wintry sky.” + +‘What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on what +he has heard of women’s romantic impulses, and how easily men torture +them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned +everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily +now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love him in return, your +loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for +ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade--bright +eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then die early--true to him to +your latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath +also; whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet +nook, will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of +you, will long have ceased to regret you--will chat about you, as you +were in long past years--will say, “Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her +hair like that--poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless +idle dream--that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and +simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time.” Then he will +tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont’s and particular ways, +and as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.’ + +‘It is not true! He can’t, he c-can’t be s-so cruel--and you are cruel +to me--you are, you are!’ She was at last driven to desperation: her +natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through the piece how +imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself to be weak and foolish in +permitting them to rise; but even then she could not control them: be +agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long day’s labour, +her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her, and worn her +out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical working upon her +imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. ‘And now +think how much I like you,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew +calmer. ‘I shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I +will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me +always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?’ + +‘I cannot. I will not be anybody’s maid for another day on any +consideration.’ + +‘No, no, no. You shan’t be a lady’s-maid. You shall be my companion. I +will get another maid.’ + +Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the evidently +heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence. But she +could not trust to the moment’s impulse. + +‘I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.’ + +‘Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma’s neck, and give +me one good long kiss, and I won’t talk any more in that way about your +lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even +if he’s the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant +man is ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man--that is, while +it lasts.’ + +Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk; +flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe’s +shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves +up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious +sense of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a +protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon +sleeping calmly. + +2. TWO TO FIVE A.M. + +With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances, +she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She +withdrew herself from her companion’s embrace, turned to the other +side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the +window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising moon--now in her last +quarter--creep round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon +which had but a few days longer to live. + +The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of +the same month’s moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic +evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy +moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status +quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality. + +But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a +strange and gloomy murmur. + +She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low, +brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint +breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter +absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom’s melancholy representation +lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own +nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour, +under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over +the surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and +frothy at the fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad +everywhere. + +She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears +to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another +soon came. + +The second was quite different from the first--a kind of intermittent +whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and +anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some +kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old +manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad. + +She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now +that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it. +She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy +just before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine +the inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a +necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably, +the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, +striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a +glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a +captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling +water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which +laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay. + +She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be +nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her +imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going +to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_ come--just +suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain, +a third sound came. + +The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and abnormal +kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her +life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing, it +seemed to be almost close to her--either close outside the window, close +under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of +its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so +powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The +same instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the +same noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing +the moan of his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His +melancholy notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the +kennel a long way off, in every variety of wail. + +One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The +little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds +even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had +taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound. + +It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar, +it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring. + +She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss +Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady’s late +peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden’s touch, Miss +Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream. + +She remembered her position instantly. ‘O such a terrible dream!’ she +cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; ‘and +your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings, +hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me--grinning and +mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can’t tell +you. I can’t bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it +means death.’ + +The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to +dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in +Cytherea’s mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all +likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire +into it: large houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about +them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors. + +A silence of five minutes. + +‘Are you asleep?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘No,’ said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper. + +‘How those dogs howl, don’t they?’ + +‘Yes. A little dog in the house began it.’ + +‘Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father’s +bedroom door. A nervous creature.’ + +There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the +landing struck three. + +‘Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?’ whispered Cytherea. + +‘No,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘How wretched it is not to be able to sleep, +isn’t it?’ + +‘Yes,’ replied Cytherea, like a docile child. + +Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still +awake. + +‘Cytherea,’ she said, very softly. + +Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. + +The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on +her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room. + +‘I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars +of Ambrose’s history,’ she murmured. ‘But her being in love alters +everything.’ + +3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at +Knapwater was already in possession of her. + +Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the +window to write an answer to Edward’s letter, and an account of her +arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures +that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the +later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she +smiled in derision at her own excitability. + +But writing Edward’s letter was the great consoler, the effect of each +word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt +how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she could endure +poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be +explained at last, she knew. + +At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, intending, with +the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a +work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable. + +Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light +of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady’s behaviour to her +dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea’s judgment, had effected +the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her +regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read, +talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed +at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making +confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the +calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely +conscious of Cytherea’s presence in the room, even when greeting her, +was the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. + +It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these +antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our +observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some +flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the fiery +jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled +pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline of the +blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. + +Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably +nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written +after nine or ten o’clock in the evening, and sent off before day +returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch +our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of +dressing-time. + +The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled +from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, +but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that +Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss +Aldclyffe said abruptly-- + +‘I can tell that young man’s name.’ She looked keenly at Cytherea. ‘It +is Edward Springrove, my tenant’s son.’ + +The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which +to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss +Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. + +‘Ah--it is he, is it?’ she continued. ‘Well, I wanted to know for +practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my +estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought +of him.’ This was perfectly true. + +‘What do you mean?’ said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. + +‘Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and +that the wedding is soon to take place.’ She made the remark bluntly and +superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family +pride for the weak confidences of the night. + +But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe’s morning mood was overcome by +the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words +had produced upon Cytherea’s face. She sank back into a chair, and +buried her face in her hands. + +‘Don’t be so foolish,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Come, make the best of it. +I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe +the match can be broken off.’ + +‘O no, no.’ + +‘Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I’ll help +you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling +of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of course, I +could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I’ll help +you, and that’s enough. He’s tired of his first choice now that he’s +been away from home for a while. The love that no outer attack can +frighten away quails before its idol’s own homely ways; it is always +so.... Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don’t be +a little goose about such a trumpery affair as that.’ + +‘Who--is he engaged to?’ Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips but +no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered +not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for her: curiosity +was stunned. + +She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss +Aldclyffe went on:-- + +‘You were too easily won. I’d have made him or anybody else speak out +before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one +of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their +hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the +first place, you shouldn’t have loved him so quickly: in the next, +if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It +tickled his vanity: “By Jove, that girl’s in love with me already!” he +thought.’ + +To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who +stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, +bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged--that she +wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was her +only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned +matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray, +cheerfully insisting that she should eat it. + +To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. ‘No, +thank you, Mrs. Morris,’ she said, keeping the door closed. Despite +the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant +person see her face then. + +Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by +postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went +to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so +full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with +a little seal bearing ‘Good Faith’ as its motto, tore the missive into +fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest +of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, +and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning--to feel +that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she +had penned them. + +Pity for one’s self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of +abnegation. + +The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his +love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, +was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not +quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had +gone to London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way +as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward’s own parish, +reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, +yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall +deserted--all gone but herself. + +Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be +continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It +was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there. + +She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the +breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with +increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea +entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail +of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a passing train. +At Cytherea’s entry she turned and looked inquiry. + +‘I must tell you now,’ began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. + +‘Well, what?’ Miss Aldclyffe said. + +‘I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. I am +very sorry, but indeed I can’t remain!’ + +‘Pooh--what shall we hear next?’ Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea’s face +with leisurely criticism. ‘You are breaking your heart again about that +worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says +of Juliet--what little reason you may have possessed originally has all +been whirled away by this love. I shan’t take this notice, mind.’ + +‘Do let me go!’ + +Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet’s hand, and said with severity, ‘As to +hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that’s absurd. +But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such +proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie, +come with me; we’ll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after +that we’ll see what had better be done.’ She took Cytherea into her +workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen. + +‘This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it +finished.’ + +She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea’s own room. ‘There,’ +she said, ‘now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one +thing--that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for +two hours unless I send for you--I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you +stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the +window--think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don’t let the +foolish love-affair prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If +at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will +have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit +here the time I name.’ + +To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility +was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss +Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. + +She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the +articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a +reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. + +4. TEN TO TWELVE O’CLOCK A.M. + +A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became +attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. +She opened the door and listened. + +There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors, +trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from +which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there +just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the +station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse--galloping at the +top of the animal’s speed. + +Another man went off in the direction of the village. + +Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or +meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were +requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe’s strict charge to her. +She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her +movements. + +Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw +was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. + +All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, +he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting +behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in +livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as +before. + +The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to have +forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost +wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. + +Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman, +and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various +directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road +opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows +and chimneys. + +A tap came to Cytherea’s door. She opened it to a young maid-servant. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma’am.’ Cytherea hastened down. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel, +her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but +very pale. + +‘Cytherea,’ she said in a whisper, ‘come here.’ + +Cytherea went close. + +‘Something very serious has taken place,’ she said again, and then +paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth. + +‘Yes,’ said Cytherea. + +‘My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.’ + +‘Dead!’ echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the +announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be +contained in a statement so small. + +‘Yes, dead,’ murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. ‘He died alone, though +within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.’ + +Cytherea said hurriedly, ‘Do they know at what hour?’ + +‘The doctor says it must have been between two and three o’clock this +morning.’ + +‘Then I heard him!’ + +‘Heard him?’ + +‘Heard him die!’ + +‘You heard him die? What did you hear?’ + +‘A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my mother. I +could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the dog howled: you +remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I had heard +a little earlier.’ She looked agonized. + +‘It would have been useless,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘All was over by that +time.’ She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, ‘Is +it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be +left entirely alone?’ + +Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea’s +seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now +recurred to both in one moment. + +‘Do you still wish to go?’ said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. + +‘I don’t want to go now,’ Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the +other’s question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss +Aldclyffe’s bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being +still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her +life, for the sake of any trivial vexation. + +Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said +musingly-- + +‘We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and +motherless as you were.’ Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she +did not mention them. + +‘You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?’ + +‘Yes, I did. Poor papa!’ + +‘I was always at variance with mine, and can’t weep for him now! But you +must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.’ + +The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of +her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, +once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was +impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker’s +swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of +secondary importance. + + + + +VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH + +The time of day was four o’clock in the afternoon. The place was the +lady’s study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe +sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. + +The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been +read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years +previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. +Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln’s Inn Fields. The whole of his estate, +real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole +and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, +their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants. + +Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit +in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high, +narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to +remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic +quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to +stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she +had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that +she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings +were. The chair had stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she +had gone to it in a dream. + +She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated +thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body +bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the chair; +her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a +footstool. + +At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. +Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions +became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and +further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew +a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her +hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room--at first +abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees +her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her +head rode gracefully and was no longer bowed. She plumed herself like a +swan after exertion. + +‘Yes,’ she said aloud. ‘To get _him_ here without letting him know that +I have any other object than that of getting a useful man--that’s the +difficulty--and that I think I can master.’ + +She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey +hairs. + +‘Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.’ + +Cytherea was not far off, and came in. + +‘Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?’ said Miss +Aldclyffe abruptly. + +‘Know anything?’ replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to +consider the compass of the question. + +‘Yes--know anything,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘Owen is an architect and surveyor’s draughtsman,’ the maiden said, and +thought of somebody else who was likewise. + +‘Yes! that’s why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work +comprised in an architect’s practice? They lay out estates, and +superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among +other things?’ + +‘Those are, more properly, a land or building steward’s duties--at least +I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in +their practice; city architects don’t.’ + +‘I know that, child. But a steward’s is an indefinite fast and loose +profession, it seems to me. Shouldn’t you think that a man who had been +brought up as an architect would do for a steward?’ + +Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. + +The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting +it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively-- + +‘Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country +buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?’ + +‘Yes; he does.’ + +‘And superintends the building of them?’ + +‘Yes; he will soon.’ + +‘And he surveys land?’ + +‘O yes.’ + +‘And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be, +boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring +timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?’ + +‘I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those +things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.’ + +‘Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. +And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen’s +accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don’t know much more about the +matter than I do myself.... I am going out just now,’ she continued. ‘I +shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then +turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed +into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This +she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, +which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove. + +The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the +ground, that a whole summer’s day was scarcely long enough to change +the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a +temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of +the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep, +sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall. +Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, +she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water, +revealing a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded, +covered with froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps, +and she was opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its +further boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the +form of a crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, +and the trees above. + +Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same +standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less +sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue +and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where +the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus +laid open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which +the dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate +and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was +now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not artistically or historically, +but practically--as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern +requirements. + +In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion +of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two +small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered +over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the +Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten +or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still +existed--an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be +contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall +could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables +which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, +containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent +of two or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage +window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the +old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms +downstairs to form cottages for two labourers and their families; the +upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and +fruit. + +The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this +point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the +paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the +grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their fingers +in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their +mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss +Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the +exterior by making a complete circuit of the building; then turned into +a nook a short distance off where round and square timber, a saw-pit, +planks, grindstones, heaps of building stone and brick, explained that +the spot was the centre of operations for the building work done on the +estate. + +She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of +the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her. +It was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since +her father’s death. + +‘Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without +much trouble?’ she inquired. + +The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed +itself. + +‘You don’t forget, ma’am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled +down, or gone to ruin?’ + +‘Yes; I know.’ + +‘And that what’s left may almost as well be, ma’am.’ + +‘Why may it?’ + +‘’Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole +carcase is full of cracks.’ + +‘Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little +outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or +eight-roomed house?’ + +‘Yes, ma’am.’ + +‘About what would it cost?’ was the question which had invariably come +next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending +workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise, +Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an +old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what +was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all. + +‘Thank you: that’s sufficient, Strooden,’ she said. ‘You will understand +that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short +time, with reference to the management of the affairs.’ + +Strooden said ‘Yes,’ in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. + +‘During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works, +and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now +it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach +further upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did +your late master’s. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail +superintend all.’ + +‘Then--I shall not be wanted, ma’am?’ he faltered. + +‘O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops +only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I +will send for you in a few days.’ + +Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its +train--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number +of sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her +watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an appointment +with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was +coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. + +2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH + +On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton’s visit to Knapwater House, +the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder +newspapers:-- + + + ‘LAND STEWARD. + +‘A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately +for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon +which agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are +contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not +more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown +for one who possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of +planning and laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of +220 pounds, with the old manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. +Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln’s Inn Fields.’ + + +A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of +publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising +for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the +papers containing the announcement. + +What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely +made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were +told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She +remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her +brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious, +that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart +and soul to the details of the profession and all connected with +it. Miss Aldclyffe might be ready to take him if he could compete +successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a question: + +‘Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?’ + +‘Not at all,’ said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. + +A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss +Aldclyffe’s blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another +man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured +pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was +qualified for a stewardship under a king. + +‘Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?’ she +said, resolutely enunciating the name. + +‘None whatever,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone. + +‘You are very unkind to speak in that way.’ + +‘Now don’t pout like a goosie, as you are. I don’t want men like either +of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather +than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more +specially educated. I have told you that we are going to London next +week; it is mostly on this account.’ + +Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe’s +peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell +her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply. + +3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH + +Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to +London, and, with scarcely a minute’s pause, to the solicitors’ offices +in Lincoln’s Inn Fields. + +They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the +place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by +lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be +seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the +front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the +successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone +days, had been completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which +lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on +palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red. + +But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices +were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed +them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the +doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was +visible. + +Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying +with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the +pair ascended. He politely took them inside. + +‘Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our +interview?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when +they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home. + +‘Certainly--Mr. Tayling’s.’ Cytherea was shown into an inner room. + +Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only +imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss +Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton’s +experienced old eyes. + +‘Now then,’ the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; ‘what is +the result of our advertisement?’ + +It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and +surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the +advertisement. + +Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You will +probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?’ he said. + +‘Yes, certainly,’ said she. + +‘I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly +unfit at first sight,’ he continued; and began selecting from the heap +twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand. + +‘The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn’t deceive me, +and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be +communicated with.’ + +‘I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over--exactly +as they came,’ she said suasively. + +He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his +sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them +out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could +spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to +hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of +the letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony. +He thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five +men who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed +themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one, +and put it down with the rest. + +Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many +replies as they possibly could before selecting--‘to give us a wider +choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?’ + +It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already +had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there +would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now +could command would possibly not be available. + +‘Never mind, we will run that risk,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Let the +advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle +the matter.’ + +Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single +woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself +with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich, +and handsome still. ‘She’s a new broom in estate-management as yet,’ +he thought. ‘She will soon get tired of this,’ and he parted from her +without a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness. + +The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo +Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual +well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be seen, in linen +pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When they +had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit down +awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did--the +growl of Piccadilly on their left hand--the monastic seclusion of the +Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses +of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid +Lambeth sky. + +Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and +while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around, +glanced again at the advertisement. + +She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action +her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover, +one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the +Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but +was addressed to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings +at the Institute’s rooms would close at the end of that week. + +Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then +turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms +of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making +her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the +company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, +she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the +members. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she +said, with a smile, and was interested in some of the names. + +‘Here it is, madam,’ he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet +containing the names. + +Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name +she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the +case with all the rest. + +The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross. +‘Chambers,’ as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply +the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, ‘There still.’ + +Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind +than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished +to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the +envelopes lying on the secretary’s table, stamped with the die of the +Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might +write a note. + +But the secretary’s back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards +one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask +some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss +Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one +of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. + +She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then +withdrew and returned to her hotel. + +Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the +envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society’s stamp, and directed +it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of +members’ names submitted to her:-- + + AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ., + WYKEHAM CHAMBERS, + SPRING GARDENS. + +This ended her first day’s work in London. + +4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST + +The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe +informing her companion that business would detain them in London +another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in +a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares +and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of +blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number +of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview, +by Miss Aldclyffe’s request--either from whim or design. + +Ten additional letters were the result of the second week’s insertion, +making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One +was signed-- + +AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET, + LIVERPOOL. + +‘Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one +or two,’ Miss Aldclyffe said. + +Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and +references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston’s missive, after a mere +glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones. + +Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had +finished, five lay in the group he had selected. ‘Would you like to add +to the number?’ he said, turning to the lady. + +‘No,’ she said carelessly. ‘Well, two or three additional ones rather +took my fancy,’ she added, searching for some in the larger collection. + +She drew out three. One was Manston’s. + +‘These eight, then, shall be communicated with,’ said the lawyer, taking +up the eight letters and placing them by themselves. + +They stood up. ‘If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned +personally,’ he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter +singly, ‘I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, +is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted +with--a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well +recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. +Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied +building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an +architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and +surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.’ +He tapped the letter as he spoke. ‘Yes, I should choose him without +hesitation--speaking personally.’ + +‘And I think,’ she said artificially, ‘I should choose this one as a +matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can’t be given way to +when practical questions have to be considered.’ + +Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, +had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss +Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game +at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in Miss +Aldclyffe’s hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton’s. + +‘What is the name of your man?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘His name--’ said the lawyer, looking down the page; ‘what is his +name?--it is Edward Springrove.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by +turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘The name of my man,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in +turn; ‘is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.’ + +5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to +be at the lawyer’s offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in +town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a +private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing +her veil down. + +The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each +candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding +and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short +conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. Miss +Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have +been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been +for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her +countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the +lawyer and his interlocutor. + +Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was +ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former +time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally +preferred. ‘I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man +whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, +in short, most suitable generally.’ + +‘I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion +still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and +even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.’ + +Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the +court. + +‘Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; +a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to +conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about +calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn’t recommend +him.’ + +‘Why, pray?’ + +‘Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement. +He didn’t reply till the last insertion; that’s one thing. His letter is +bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after +reading it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience +dictated it. It is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he +was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such +an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which +required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.’ + +‘You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don’t quite see the grounds of +your reasoning.’ + +‘He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties +of a city architect, the experience we don’t want. You want a man +whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical +and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office +before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country +tenancies, building, farming, and so on.’ + +‘He’s by far the most intellectual looking of them all.’ + +‘Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than mine +in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts--his brain +power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the post, +I don’t much doubt that. But to speak clearly’ (here his words started +off at a jog-trot) ‘I wouldn’t run the risk of placing the management +of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that’s +flat and plain, madam.’ + +‘But, definitely,’ she said, with a show of impatience, ‘what is your +reason?’ + +‘He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man--as +bad as it is rare.’ + +‘Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,’ said Miss +Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure. + +Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply +signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. + +‘And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further +in this,’ continued the lady. ‘He’s quite good enough for a little +insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not +get on with one of the others for a single month. We’ll try him.’ + +‘Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,’ said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was +written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor. + +‘Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her, +that minute you were in the room?’ said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their +client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody’s +character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable +slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the +Improver, into honourable circumspection. + +We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity +of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the +man. + +‘She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,’ +continued Nyttleton. ‘His handsome face is his qualification in her +eyes. They have met before; I saw that.’ + +‘He didn’t seem conscious of it,’ said the junior. + +‘He didn’t. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman’s +face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that +she was with him. Poor old maid, she’s almost old enough to be his +mother. If that Manston’s a schemer he’ll marry her, as sure as I am +Nyttleton. Let’s hope he’s honest, however.’ + +‘I don’t think she’s in love with him,’ said Tayling. He had seen but +little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed +in Miss Aldclyffe’s behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a +woman towards her lover. + +‘Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than +mine,’ rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. ‘And you may remember the nature +of it best.’ + + + + +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +Miss Aldclyffe’s tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her +irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness. +Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent +luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated +for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be +completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose +modesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect +as was compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm +of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction +that her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas +and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally +imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive +delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over +out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing. + +Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could +feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much +as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her +companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only +seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished +in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She +would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere +dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always +herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been +perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe; +but the reckless adventuring of the lady’s youth seemed connected with +deeds of darkness rather than of light. + +Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some +absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea +hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might +thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme +suffering. + +But Miss Aldclyffe’s reticence concerning her past was not imitated by +Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge +that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated +abnormally, the maiden’s natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down +for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment +by fragment, every detail of her father’s history. Cytherea saw how +deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it compensated her, to some +extent, for the hasty resentments of other times. + +Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the +House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe +and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the +facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up +into a taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural +machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is +decidedly necessary to a scandal. + +Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of +entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one line of +cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by +little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last +wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another +woman. ‘Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!’ she said. The +young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read +it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense +he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her +cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line--one little line--just a +wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara-- + + + ‘Ah, were he now before me, + In spite of injured pride, + I fear my eyes would pardon + Before my tongue could chide.’ + + +2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M. + +It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea’s +arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the +village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions +made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society +she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies’ +Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of +shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end. + +Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea’s appearance that +afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying +to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, +coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a +war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the +mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less +of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification. + +Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe’s +list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each. + +‘I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last +four,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + +The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea’s share: then came +a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove +the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe’s +handwriting, ‘Mr. Manston.’ + +Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or +four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been +altered and repaired for his reception. + +‘Call on Mr. Manston,’ said the lady impressively, looking at the name +written under Cytherea’s portion of the list. + +‘But he does not subscribe yet?’ + +‘I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don’t forget it.’ + +‘Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?’ + +‘Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe, +smiling. ‘Good-bye. Don’t hurry in your walk. If you can’t get easily +through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.’ + +Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to +the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief +to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers’ wives, who +soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her +personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less of by +people who are not much than by those who are a great deal. + +She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton, +who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog +as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired +thither four years before this time, after having filled the post of +editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There +he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his +daughter sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and +claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as +mistress at Peakhill. + +At Cytherea’s knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and +footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea +stood face to face with the lady herself. + +Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair +was plentiful, like Cytherea’s own; her teeth equalled Cytherea’s in +regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features +too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth +expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea’s, and, as a natural result +of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more +self-possessed. + +She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by +way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is +an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, ‘a good sensible +wife for any man, if she cares to marry,’ the caring to marry being +thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. +Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, the important subject of +marriage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready +for practical performance in every domestic concern besides. + +Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. + +‘Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe’s. I have seen +you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if I +have change enough to pay my subscription.’ She spoke girlishly. + +Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled +herself down to that younger woman’s age from a sense of justice to +herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity. + +‘It doesn’t matter. I’ll come again.’ + +‘Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for +a minute. Do.’ + +‘I have been wanting to come for several weeks.’ + +‘That’s right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn’t it, for a single +person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a +house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your +own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you +would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove +attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there +is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it.’ + +‘How nice! It is better than living in a town.’ + +‘Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.’ + +The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea’s mind, that +Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth. + +Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small +drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. + +The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued. + +‘How lonely it must be here at night!’ said Cytherea. ‘Aren’t you +afraid?’ + +‘At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know +a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself +sometimes at night, “If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth +the trouble of a worm’s ghost to appear to me, I should think that every +sound I hear was a spirit.” But you must see all over my house.’ + +Cytherea was highly interested in seeing. + +‘I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were a +child,’ remarked Adelaide. ‘A privileged friend of mine tells me this +use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody’s society +but my own.’ + +‘Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.’ + +Cytherea called the friend ‘she’ by a rule of ladylike practice; for a +woman’s ‘friend’ is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their +own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are +called she’s until they prove themselves he’s. + +Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. + +‘I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,’ she +continued. + +‘“Humorous reproof:” that’s not from a woman: who can reprove humorously +but a man?’ was the groove of Cytherea’s thought at the remark. ‘Your +brother reproves you, I expect,’ said that innocent young lady. + +‘No,’ said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ‘’Tis only a professional man +I am acquainted with.’ She looked out of the window. + +Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash +through Cytherea’s mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss +Aldclyffe in a mild form. + +‘I imagine he’s a lover,’ she said. + +Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. + +Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity +as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does +happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so +benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it. + +‘There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!’ said Cytherea +accusingly. + +Adelaide nodded her head practically. ‘Well, yes, I am,’ she said. + +The word ‘engaged’ had no sooner passed Cytherea’s lips than the sound +of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the time and +circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself. +A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere surmise; yet its +presence took every other idea away from Cytherea’s mind. Miss Hinton +had used Edward’s words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as +attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that +Miss Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus! + +‘Are you going to be married soon?’ she inquired, with a steadiness the +result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. + +‘Not very soon--still, soon.’ + +‘Ah-ha! In less than three months?’ said Cytherea. + +‘Two.’ + +Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more +prompting. ‘You won’t tell anybody if I show you something?’ she said, +with eager mystery. + +‘O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?’ + +‘No.’ + +Nothing proved yet. + +‘What’s his name?’ said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun +their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her +face. + +‘What do you think?’ said Miss Hinton. + +‘George?’ said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. + +‘No,’ said Adelaide. ‘But now, you shall see him first; come here;’ +and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the +dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward +Springrove. + +‘There he is,’ Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. + +‘Are you very fond of him?’ continued the miserable Cytherea at length. + +‘Yes, of course I am,’ her companion replied, but in the tone of one who +‘lived in Abraham’s bosom all the year,’ and was therefore untouched by +solemn thought at the fact. ‘He’s my cousin--a native of this village. +We were engaged before my father’s death left me so lonely. I was only +twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other +thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and +then.’ + +‘Why?’ + +‘O, it’s only in fun. He’s very naughty sometimes--not really, you +know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.’ + +Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to +be miserable upon when she had time, ‘How do you know that?’ Cytherea +asked, with a swelling heart. + +‘Well, you know how things do come to women’s ears. He used to live at +Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy +thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day +or two. But I don’t feel jealous at all--our engagement is so +matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere +flirtation--she was too silly for him. He’s fond of rowing, and kindly +gave her an airing for an evening or two. I’ll warrant they talked the +most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness and pastime, +just as everything is at watering places--neither of them caring a bit +for the other--she giggling like a goose all the time--’ + +Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. +‘She _didn’t_! and it _wasn’t_ shallowness!’ Cytherea burst out, with +brimming eyes. ‘’Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence +on the other--yes, it was!’ The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen +inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The +instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able +to recall them. + +‘Do you know her--or him?’ said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at +the warmth shown. + +The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same +keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind +in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is +invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject +of an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences +which distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties +common to them as atoms of a sex. + +Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. +‘Yes, I know her,’ she said. + +‘Well,’ said Miss Hinton, ‘I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly +of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--’ + +‘O, never mind,’ Cytherea returned; ‘it doesn’t matter, Miss Hinton. I +think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes--I must +go.’ + +Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely +downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and +flitted down the garden into the lane. + +She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself +misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove’s name was next on the list, and +she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M. + +The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that +on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or +privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich +with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and +the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft +pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified +by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket, +or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and stooping backs of the +collectors--mostly children, who would have cried bitterly at receiving +such a smart blow from any other quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be +but fun in apples. + +The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed +almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line +of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected +with a row of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an +uncommonly characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside +inn of bygone times; and standing on one of the great highways in this +part of England, had in its time been the scene of as much of what is +now looked upon as the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach +travelling as any halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed +the whole stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village +and along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed +landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the house, +to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by increasing the +extent of his agricultural business if he would still maintain his +social standing. Next to the general stillness pervading the spot, the +long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was the most striking and +saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. +It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where once the hoofs of +two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, to and from the +stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so +straight--over the decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they +seemed like the cheeks of toothless age. + +On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or +three large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was +suspended--representing the three men called tranters (irregular +carriers), standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair’s-breadth, +the grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the +thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further disfigured by +red stains running downwards from the rusty nails above. + +Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot +sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men, +the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries, +a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little +boys with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men’s backs +were turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat. + +Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a +farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of +labour of the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now +engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and +Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at +his side. The shovel shone like silver from the action of the juice, +and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, caught the rays of the +declining sun and reflected them in bristling stars of light. + +Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the +Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in +him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was +more the result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too +kindly constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent. +He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a +frequent melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one +of abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased-- + + ‘I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.’ + +On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked +with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and +fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and +two or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be +seen sticking on them here and there. + +The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish +clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, +and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group, +brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders +with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap, +another being worn round the right wrist. + +‘And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?’ said the clerk. + +‘Just a glimpse of him; but ‘twas just enough to show me that he’s not +here for long.’ + +‘Why mid that be?’ + +‘He’ll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the +reins--not he.’ + +‘She d’ pay en well,’ said a grinder; ‘and money’s money.’ + +‘Ah--‘tis: very much so,’ the clerk replied. + +‘Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,’ said Springrove, ‘but she’ll vlee in a +passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there’s an end o’t.... +Yes, she is a one,’ continued the farmer, resting, raising his eyes, and +reading the features of a distant apple. + +‘She is,’ said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman +is in following his master’s initiative to rest) and reflectively +regarding the ground in front of him. + +‘True: a one is she,’ the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously. + +‘She has such a temper,’ said the farmer, ‘and is so wilful too. You may +as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything +into her head. I’d as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi’ +her.’ + +‘’Tis a temper she hev, ‘tis,’ the clerk replied, ‘though I be a servant +of the Church that say it. But she isn’t goen to flee in a passion this +time.’ + +The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew +from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future. + +The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went +on, ‘There’s some’at between ‘em: mark my words, naibours--there’s +some’at between ‘em.’ + +‘D’ye mean it?’ + +‘I d’ know it. He came last Saturday, didn’t he?’ + +‘’A did, truly,’ said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from +the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder +to be ground up for cider. + +‘He went to church a-Sunday,’ said the clerk again. + +‘’A did.’ + +‘And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren +between red and white, but never stoppen at either.’ + +Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. + +‘Well,’ said the clerk, ‘you don’t call her the kind o’ woman to make +mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o’ God? Why, as a +rule she’s as right as I be myself.’ + +Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press, +followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders +expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were +as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed. + +‘Yes, as right in the service o’ God as I be myself,’ repeated the +clerk. ‘But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says +she, “Incline our hearts to keep this law,” says she, when ‘twas “Laws +in our hearts, we beseech Thee,” all the church through. Her eye was +upon _him_--she was quite lost--“Hearts to keep this law,” says she; she +was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a mere shadder. You +mi’t ha’ mouthed across to her “Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee,” + fifty times over--she’d never ha’ noticed ye. She’s in love wi’ the man, +that’s what she is.’ + +‘Then she’s a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,’ said Mr. Springrove. +‘Why, she’s old enough to be his mother.’ + +‘The row’ll be between her and that young Curlywig, you’ll see. She +won’t run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.’ + +‘Clerk Crickett, I d’ fancy you d’ know everything about everybody,’ +said Gad. + +‘Well so’s,’ said the clerk modestly. ‘I do know a little. It comes to +me.’ + +‘And I d’ know where from.’ + +‘Ah.’ + +‘That wife o’ thine. She’s an entertainen woman, not to speak +disrespectful.’ + +‘She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she’ve had--God bless +her!’ + +‘I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,’ said Mr. +Springrove. + +‘Well, ‘t has been a power o’ marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, +matrimony do begin wi’ “Dearly beloved,” and ends wi’ “Amazement,” as +the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? ‘Twas +ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me +when I had just married. “Ah, Mr. Crickett,” says she, “your wife will +soon settle you as she did her other two: here’s a glass o’ rum, for +I shan’t see your poor face this time next year.” I swallered the rum, +called again next year, and said, “Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass +o’ rum last year because I was going to die--here I be alive still, you +see.” “Well said, clerk! Here’s two glasses for you now, then,” says +she. “Thank you, mem,” I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old +sides, next year I thought I’d call again and get three. And call I did. +But she wouldn’t give me a drop o’ the commonest. “No, clerk,” says +she, “you be too tough for a woman’s pity.”... Ah, poor soul, ‘twas true +enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail, +you see, and there’s she moulderen in her grave.’ + +‘I used to think ‘twas your wife’s fate not to have a liven husband when +I zid ‘em die off so,’ said Gad. + +‘Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so ‘twas her fate; but she struggled to +have one, and would, and did. Fate’s nothen beside a woman’s schemen!’ + +‘I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest +o’ ‘em up above there,’ said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. + +‘Hullo! Here’s the young woman comen that we were a-talken about +by-now,’ said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. ‘She’s comen up here, as +I be alive!’ + +The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship +tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest. + +‘Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,’ +said the clerk. ‘Sheenen curls, and plenty o’ em.’ + +‘If there’s one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young +woman, ‘tis being proud of her hair,’ said Mr. Springrove. + +‘Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o’ the whole. I +warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha’n’t a stick o’ +furniture to call her own.’ + +‘Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,’ said +Farmer Springrove chivalrously. + +‘O,’ replied the servant of the Church; ‘I’ve nothen to say against +it--O no: + + ‘“The chimney-sweeper’s daughter Sue + As I have heard declare, O, + Although she’s neither sock nor shoe + Will curl and deck her hair, O.”’ + +Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation +of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she +saw all the cider-makers’ eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove’s, +whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but +instead of advancing further, hesitated on its border. + +Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she +saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in +his apron. + +‘I know your errand, missie,’ he said, ‘and am glad to see you, and +attend to it. I’ll step indoors.’ + +‘If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,’ said Cytherea. + +‘Then if so be you really wouldn’t mind, we’ll wring down this last +filling to let it drain all night?’ + +‘Not at all. I like to see you.’ + +‘We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,’ +continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by +his cider-making any well-dressed woman. ‘They rot as black as a +chimney-crook if we keep ‘em till the regulars turn in.’ As he spoke he +went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. ‘I’m later than +I should have been by rights,’ he continued, taking up a lever for +propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to come forward. +‘The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-day, and I made +preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: “London, September the +eighteenth, Dear Father,” says he, and went on to tell me he couldn’t. +It threw me out a bit.’ + +‘Of course,’ said Cytherea. + +‘He’s got a place ‘a b’lieve?’ said the clerk, drawing near. + +‘No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but +couldn’t manage to get it. I don’t know the rights o’ the matter, but +willy-nilly they wouldn’t have him for steward. Now mates, form in +line.’ + +Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves +behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling. + +‘The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon +your tongue to gainsay, by the look o’ en,’ rejoined Clerk Crickett. + +‘One o’ them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o’ for +stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,’ said a +grinder. + +‘Well, he’s all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no doubt +about that.’ + +‘So would my Ted ha’ been, for the matter o’ that,’ the farmer said. + +‘That’s true: ‘a would, sir.’ + +‘I said, I’ll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I +would have done it.’ + +‘Ay, that you would so,’ said the chorus of assistants solemnly. + +‘But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; +and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his +cousin.’ + +‘When’s the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?’ + +‘Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything pretty +nearly, and yet can’t get a straightforward living. I wish sometimes I +had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a one for the +pencil.’ + +He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. + +‘Now then, missie, if you’ll come indoors, please.’ + +Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew +with the farmer. + +‘I could tell by the tongue o’ her that she didn’t take her degrees in +our county,’ he said in an undertone. + + +‘The railways have left you lonely here,’ she observed, when they were +indoors. + +Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude, +not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the +last passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that +had run by. + +‘Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,’ the farmer replied, +looking at the room and then at himself. + +‘O, Mr. Springrove,’ said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; ‘I am +much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.’ She began to +warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition +which reminded her of her own father. + +‘Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that’s my son--Ted said a +fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something +in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that’s all. Ay, I +miss my son very much.’ + +She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour. + +‘Yes,’ he continued, ‘sometimes I can’t help feeling uneasy about him. +You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer +over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he’ll be better when he’s married to +Adelaide.’ + +A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a +sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow +clock. She had lived further on. + +‘Everything depends upon whether he loves her,’ she said tremulously. + +‘He used to--he doesn’t show it so much now; but that’s because he’s +older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as +young man and young woman. She’s altered too from what she was when he +first courted her.’ + +‘How, sir?’ + +‘O, she’s more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she’d +creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the +letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and +seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would slip, and +she’d start wi’ fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the +quickest man among ye could say, “Blood rush up.”’ + +He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His +thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers +in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously-- + +‘’Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can’t help +speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am +afraid that he’ll never get on--that he’ll die poor and despised under +the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the +race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing +too far into things--being discontented with make-shifts--thinking o’ +perfection in things, and then sickened that there’s no such thing as +perfection. I shan’t be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him +down and do him good.... Ay, we’ll hope for the best.’ + +He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, ‘If you +should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then, +it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah +look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or shall I step up with +you?’ + +‘No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,’ she said in a low voice, +and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled +with her love. + +4. FIVE TO SIX P.M. + +She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely +that the pass appeared like a rabbit’s burrow, and presently reached a +side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the +farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained +incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French +painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and +seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way +across the park the thunder rumbled distinctly. + +The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old +manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of +the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her, +and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on, +with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew +near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and +sky in tones of strange whiteness. + +On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the +level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the +position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering +height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his +hands behind him. + +It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his +front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn +under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond +the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, +unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the +ground. + +Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon +another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. +It came from the steps of the Old House. ‘I am exactly opposite him +now,’ she thought, ‘and his eyes are going through me.’ + +A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant-- + +‘Are you afraid?’ + +She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed +himself to be the object of fear, if any. ‘I don’t think I am,’ she +stammered. + +He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. + +‘Of the thunder, I mean,’ he said; ‘not of myself.’ + +She must turn to him now. ‘I think it is going to rain,’ she remarked +for the sake of saying something. + +He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and +bearing. He said courteously, ‘It may possibly not rain before you reach +the House, if you are going there?’ + +‘Yes, I am,’ + +‘May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.’ + +‘No.’ Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a +woman of higher station than was hers, she added, ‘I am Miss Aldclyffe’s +companion. I don’t mind the loneliness.’ + +‘O, Miss Aldclyffe’s companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a +subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become +a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I’ll subscribe if +she wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.’ + +‘Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.’ + +‘Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I haven’t +enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to +have practical proof of my willingness. I’ll get it, and be out in one +minute.’ + +He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had +named. ‘This is it,’ he said pleasantly. + +She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of +her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers +should have touched her. + +‘I think after all,’ he continued, ‘that the rain is upon us, and will +drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.’ + +He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had +suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. + +‘You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The +clouds make it seem later than it really is.’ + +Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning +and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept +his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the +porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his +person, as they waited there in silence. + +He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an +age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The +most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost +preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or +speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of +its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight +and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By collecting the round of +expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters +would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick +against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position +because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself +to resist fate with the vindictive determination of a Theomachist. +Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too +severely to be pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the +lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising +degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness +so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of heart where +feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that might require +all the ballast of brain with which he had previously been credited to +confine within reasonable channels. + +His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and +unconstrained. + +The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of +thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which +the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the +waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain +upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him, +Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, and now, +glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his eyes were +engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face and form. + +At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses +touched, and remained in contact. + +His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman +her dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her +intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. +By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation. +Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her +as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every +outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: +the fair creature is there almost before you. + +Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill +through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a +mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt +him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing +it was necessary to advance a little into the rain. + +‘Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,’ he said. ‘Step +inside the door.’ + +Cytherea hesitated. + +‘Perfectly safe, I assure you,’ he added, laughing, and holding the door +open. ‘You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in--boxes on +boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An +old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to +rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?’ + +‘I have never been in.’ + +‘O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here, +they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is +now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old +chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly +for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the +top, and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and +be merry by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from +that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate, +though you can see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had +it in its original state.’ + +‘With more romance and less comfort.’ + +‘Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see +how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only +piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.’ + +‘An organ?’ + +‘Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case +this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very +large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare +say?’ + +‘The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.’ + +‘You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil +your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano +isn’t much as an instrument.’ + +‘It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.’ + +‘That isn’t altogether a right sentiment about things being good +enough.’ + +‘No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule +from their teeth, merely for fashion’s sake, because cleverer men have +said it before them--not from the experience of their ears.’ + +Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a +great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. +He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her +blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of +mental superiority which vexed her. + +‘I play for my private amusement only,’ he said. ‘I have never learned +scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.’ + +The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific +force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire +continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above +their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the +steward’s descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a +volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney. + +‘You are not going to play now, are you?’ said Cytherea uneasily. + +‘O yes. Why not now?’ he said. ‘You can’t go home, and therefore we may +as well be amused, if you don’t mind sitting on this box. The few chairs +I have unpacked are in the other room.’ + +Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the +organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every +variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he +ceased and began searching for some music-book. + +‘What a splendid flash!’ he said, as the lightning again shone in +through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole +extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room. +The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened, +not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which +seemed to surround her there. + +‘I wish I--the lightning wasn’t so bright. Do you think it will last +long?’ she said timidly. + +‘It can’t last much longer,’ he murmured, without turning, running +his fingers again over the keys. ‘But this is nothing,’ he continued, +suddenly stopping and regarding her. ‘It seems brighter because of +the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don’t mind it; now look at +me--look in my face--now.’ + +He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong +eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the +too-delicately beautiful face. + +The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as +firmly as before. ‘There,’ he said, turning to her, ‘that’s the way to +look at lightning.’ + +‘O, it might have blinded you!’ she exclaimed. + +‘Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn’t have stared at it +if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will you +have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?’ + +‘No, thank you--I don’t want to hear it whilst it thunders so.’ But he +had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again, +marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance +which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before +him. + +‘Why do you play such saddening chords?’ she said, when he next paused. + +‘H’m--because I like them, I suppose,’ said he lightly. ‘Don’t you like +sad impressions sometimes?’ + +‘Yes, sometimes, perhaps.’ + +‘When you are full of trouble.’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Well, why shouldn’t I when I am full of trouble?’ + +‘Are you troubled?’ + +‘I am troubled.’ He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so abruptly +that she did not push the dialogue further. + +He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the +completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which +reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space +of the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound +outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power +of the mere notes, practised as was the hand that produced them. +The varying strains--now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird, +touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet +modulating into the next with a graceful and easy flow--shook and bent +her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast +across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much +by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking +up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, +shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and +holding them in its own. + +She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before +her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into +her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the +thunder close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up +beside him, and looking with parted lips at his face. + +He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the +ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which +woman’s instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell; +and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost +touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies-- + +‘Do you very much like this piece?’ + +‘Very much indeed,’ she said. + +‘I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.’ + +‘Thank you much.’ + +‘I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?’ + +‘O, not for me. Don’t bring it,’ she said hastily. ‘I shouldn’t like you +to.’ + +‘Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall be +passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you +there, and I should like you to have it.’ + +He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes. + +‘Very well,’ she said, to get rid of the look. + +The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in +seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the +western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun. + +Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was +full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house, +and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished. +It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into +frankness by the wiles of a stranger. + +‘Allow me to come with you,’ he said, accompanying her to the door, and +again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His +influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned +her back upon him. ‘May I come?’ he repeated. + +‘No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not +necessary, thank you,’ she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening, +without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing +at the door. + +‘O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?’ was all she could think. +Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could +see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were +upon her until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by +ascending the rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the +overhanging trees. + +5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M. + +The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an +invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more +wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the +slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she +was full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston---the next, +Edward’s image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston’s +black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth +appeared bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those +troubles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the +bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. + +On coming into Miss Aldclyffe’s presence Cytherea told her of the +incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her +ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea’s slight departure +from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked +delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. + +‘And so you were with him all that time?’ said the lady, with assumed +severity. + +‘Yes, I was.’ + +‘I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.’ + +‘I didn’t call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.’ + +‘What remarks did he make, do you say?’ + +‘That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.’ + +‘A very important remark, that. Did he--’ she turned her glance full +upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said-- + +‘Did he say anything about _me_?’ + +‘Nothing,’ said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, ‘except that I was +to give you the subscription.’ + +‘You are quite sure?’ + +‘Quite.’ + +‘I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?’ + +‘Only one thing--that he was troubled,’ + +‘Troubled!’ + +After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such +behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making +a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was +mistaken, nothing more was said. + +When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell +letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable +and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only +dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told +him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement +to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour +bade him marry his early love--a woman far better than her unworthy +self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember +that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity +and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all +in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water +excursions. ‘I never, never can forget it!’ she said, and then felt a +sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that +her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom +they were uttered could ever approach her more. + +Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering +tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing +Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being +who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point +a pretty woman’s jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover +hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment. + +This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with +weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he +had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly +that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would +have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained +over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not +being able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the +belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:-- + + + ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE + September 20th. + + ‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I + promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + + ‘C. GRAYE.’ + + +A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, +and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman +carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with +the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether +she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so +influenced her. + + + + +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + +1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER + +The foremost figure within Cytherea’s horizon, exclusive of the inmates +of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible +that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be +engaged in the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting +at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her +pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting +desirously for a glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes +of Miss Aldclyffe furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he +frequently walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at +which residents in the House turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a +conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her. + +But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He +was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to +hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own +conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one +of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of pure +accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never +sought her: the words he had whispered at their first interview now +proved themselves to be quite as much the result of unguarded impulse as +was her answer. Something held him back, bound his impulse down, but +she saw that it was neither pride of his person, nor fear that she would +refuse him--a course she unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think +fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous +beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or +leopard--for some undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst +she admired. The keynote of her nature, a warm ‘precipitance of soul,’ +as Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced +upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of +being in some way in his power. + +The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and +inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any +other, led her to cherish Edward’s image now, was that he had taken no +notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It +was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she +thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:-- + + ‘Ingenium mulierum, + Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.’ + +The month of October passed, and November began its course. The +inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that +Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and +became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe’s ears) +to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye. +Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to +say about it except that their marriage would be an excellent one for +both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in point of love. + +As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first +had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her +neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By +the middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other +two was received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty +intrigue had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some +years before, when he was a very young man, and she still in the +enjoyment of some womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began +to grow emphatic she was becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the +effect of the lady’s jealousy would, they said, thus lead him to conceal +from her his new attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did +not believe this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which +were hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more +markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have been +safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was pursued, +all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes the while. + +2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH + +It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a +visit to his sister. + +His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth, +and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to +his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in +the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next +morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him +lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea. + +He reached the house about four o’clock, and ringing the bell, asked of +the page who answered it for Miss Graye. + +When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming +out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule +and heard the question. The steward’s face grew hot, and he secretly +clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and +saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown +into the house. Manston went back to him. + +‘Who was that man?’ he said. + +‘I don’t know, sir.’ + +‘Has he ever been here before?’ + +‘Yes, sir.’ + +‘How many times?’ + +‘Three.’ + +‘You are sure you don’t know him?’ + +‘I think he is Miss Graye’s brother, sir.’ + +‘Then, why the devil didn’t you say so before!’ Manston exclaimed, and +again went on his way. + +‘Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it couldn’t +be!’ he said to himself. ‘That I should be such a fool--such an utter +fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after +day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady’s dependent, a waif, +a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that +is just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows +of circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!’ + +He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. + +He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to +an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at +the potter’s yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a +remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was +what still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his +excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly +remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with +Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide. + +‘How I am harassed!’ he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour, +while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. ‘How I am +harassed by these emotions of mine!’ He calmed himself by an effort. +‘Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it. +“Honesty is the best policy;”’ with which vigorously uttered resolve +he once more attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his +journey. + +The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward +came from the potter’s door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did +not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to +attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along +the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of +the crop struck flatly against his feet at every step, pouring upon them +the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but +the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted +the stile and followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced +by the overhanging trees. + +After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few +minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely +familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming +at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with +outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. However, as the +wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about finding the path +again, and with some sense of pleasure halted awhile against the rails, +to listen to the intensely melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops, +and as the wind passed on, the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in +reply. He could just dimly discern the airy summits of the two or +three trees nearest him waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and +stretching out their boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The +scene, from its striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow +congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes. + +A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie, +and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among +the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light +coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated +oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever. + +The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance +with the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but +momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway, +being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting +in the midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver +having the fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The +train had, when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and +now a whistle was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not +far in its van. + +But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it +was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his +position of facing the railway. + +If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing +him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like +state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still +continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his +other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the +cutting. The only movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower +jaw, separating his previously closed lips a little way, as when a +strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not +nearly so trivial as the first, had taken possession of him. + +It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a +second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face, +reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it. +The face was a woman’s. + +At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his +hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction +as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its +way to another person’s intelligence. ‘How can my address have become +known?’ he said at length, audibly. ‘Well, it is a blessing I have been +circumspect and honourable, in relation to that--yes, I will say it, for +once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea, never +to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!’ The great +sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been exercised +upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed. + +He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and +presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the +railway by a bridge. + +As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by +degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and +he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah-- + + ‘A woman shall compass a man.’ + +3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK + +Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered +along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye’s bedroom +opened, and a tap was given upon his door. + +‘Owen, Owen, are you awake?’ said Cytherea in a whisper through the +keyhole. ‘You must get up directly, or you’ll miss the train.’ + +When he descended to his sister’s little room, he found her there +already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table +for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his +overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long +deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast +walking before them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast +long wheeling shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed, +their remoter ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and +they stepped out. + +Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage +which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror +of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their +men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social +position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him. + +‘I want to talk to you as long as I can,’ she said tenderly. + +Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The +feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under +which the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting +that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused +by the world getting lighter instead of darker. ‘The tearful glimmer of +the languid dawn’ was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy +red leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon +loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had +collected from the foggy air. + +They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had +proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the +turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the +building. + +She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn +over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her eyes were +the sole features uncovered. + +With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect +stillness and silence pervaded the steward’s residence from basement to +chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth. + +Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two, +or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the +park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention +of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid +observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her +pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out +again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced +by Owen and his sister. + +These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it +as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking +for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the +hard ground. + +Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the +still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached +her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights +whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the +attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the +position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed +them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge. + +‘Do you believe in such odd coincidences?’ said Cytherea. + +‘How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.’ + +‘Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events will +fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the fact +beyond saying, “Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the same,” + and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent +reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means +at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten +times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.’ + +‘Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I +don’t see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the +public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name +and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact +that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was +simply owing to Springrove.’ + +‘Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first +loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe’s; you can’t get over that.’ + +From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on +the designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and +went into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe’s history. + +‘Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?’ she inquired at +last. + +‘What’s the use?’ he said. ‘Your possessing the knowledge does no harm; +you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe +might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.’ + +‘I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,’ Cytherea went on, +‘had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible, +and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which +is more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.’ + +‘She is in love with him!’ exclaimed Owen; ‘fancy that!’ + +‘Ah--that’s what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice +anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that +she is in love with him at all.’ + +‘Why can’t you?’ + +‘She doesn’t act as if she were. She isn’t--you will know I don’t say it +from any vanity, Owen--she isn’t the least jealous of me.’ + +‘Perhaps she is in some way in his power.’ + +‘No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty or +fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And +since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise +herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here +at all?’ + +‘Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do, +Cyth, that with women there’s nothing between the two poles of emotion +towards an interesting male acquaintance. ‘Tis either love or aversion.’ + +They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea’s eyes +accidentally fell upon her brother’s feet. + +‘Owen,’ she said, ‘do you know that there is something unusual in your +manner of walking?’ + +‘What is it like?’ he asked. + +‘I can’t quite say, except that you don’t walk so regularly as you used +to.’ + +The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their +footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their +conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to +give over listening to them. + +‘Yes,’ Owen returned with assumed carelessness, ‘I do know it. I think +the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle +sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by +steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to +you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking +about.’ + +‘But is it anything serious, dear Owen?’ Cytherea exclaimed, with some +alarm. + +‘O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of +it when I sit in the office.’ + +Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked +at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed +on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old +channel. + +Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and +hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to +a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly +opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the +railway station. + +Presently she heard Owen Graye’s footsteps in her rear, his quickened +pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon +increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced +her fellow-traveller. + +The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails; +and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was +shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered +the waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the +movements of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who +had asked for a ticket for London. + +He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there +and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing +with the perception. + +4. EIGHT TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M. + +Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk’s wife, a +fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by +which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing +almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old +manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on +that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable +kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could +be made with some person as permanent domestic. + +Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted +the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and +husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston. +Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and +had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his +bed, and put the house in order for the day. + +On the morning of Owen Graye’s departure, she went through the +operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, and +went back again, to perform those of the second. + +Entering Manston’s empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she +indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it. + +Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, ‘What a +remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!’ The upper bed-clothes +were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. +‘Anybody would almost fancy,’ she thought, ‘that he had made it himself +after rising.’ + +But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. +Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and +sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something +arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very closely. +‘Well, to be sure!’ was all she could say. The clerk’s wife stood as if +the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it. + +The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less +than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman’s +head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there +holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in +meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair, +involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the +floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one. + +She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound +it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in +her pocket. Mrs. Crickett’s thoughts were with her work no more that +morning. + +She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of +feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found. + +She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house, +fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, +she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own. + +Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the +village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat, +an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique +diseases and afflictions. + +Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on +high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned +and wandered after it like a cat’s. + +‘What is it?’ said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching +out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been +an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli. + +‘You shall hear,’ said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the +treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly +imparted, together with the accident of its discovery. + +A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the +middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon +it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows +on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly +touching, and their eyes upon the hair. + +‘He ha’ been mad a’ter my lady Cytherea,’ said Mrs. Crickett, ‘and ‘tis +my very belief the hair is--’ + +‘No ‘tidn’. Hers idn’ so dark as that,’ said Elizabeth. + +‘Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the +Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I +don’t wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I +believe her to be a nameless thing, and she’s no right to stick a moral +clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn’t +of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she +wasn’t bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the +growen, she’s made bad by what she’s gone through since.’ + +‘But I have another reason for knowing it idn’ hers,’ said Mrs. Leat. + +‘Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe’s, upon my song!’ + +‘’Tis the colour of hers, but I don’t believe it to be hers either.’ + +‘Don’t you believe what they d’ say about her and him?’ + +‘I say nothen about that; but you don’t know what I know about his +letters.’ + +‘What about ‘em?’ + +‘He d’ post all his letters here except those for one person, and they +he d’ take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know, +and as he d’ sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all +the people who d’ post letters. Mr. Manston d’ unvariably go there wi’ +letters for that person; my boy d’ know ‘em by sight well enough now.’ + +‘Is it a she?’ + +‘’Tis a she.’ + +‘What’s her name?’ + +‘The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn’t call to mind more than that +‘tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that’s the woman who ha’ been +here, depend upon’t--a wicked one--some poor street-wench escaped from +Sodom, I warrant ye.’ + +‘Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.’ + +‘That may be.’ + +‘No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. ‘Tis no miss who came here to +see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she vanished. +Do you think he would ha’ let a miss get here how she could, go away how +she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?’ + +Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. + +‘I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the +grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers, +and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn’t take the trouble to write +letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There’s a tie +between ‘em stronger than feelen. She’s his wife.’ + +‘He married! The Lord so ‘s, what shall we hear next? Do he look married +now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.’ + +‘Perhaps she’s a tame one--but she’s his wife still.’ + +‘No, no: he’s not a married man.’ + +‘Yes, yes, he is. I’ve had three, and I ought to know.’ + +‘Well, well,’ said Mrs. Leat, giving way. ‘Whatever may be the truth +on’t I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always +do.’ + +‘Ay, ay, Elizabeth,’ rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as +she turned on her foot to go home, ‘good people like you may say so, but +I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.’ + +5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH + +It was Miss Aldclyffe’s custom, a custom originated by her father, and +nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every +morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as +was the case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was +brought upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out +the contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who +had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the +morning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss +Aldclyffe of her namesake only. + +Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the +operation of being brushed and dressed. + +‘What woman can this be, I wonder?’ she said on the morning succeeding +that of the last section. ‘“London, N.!” It is the first time in my +life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of +London.’ + +Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything +for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe’s +corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an +exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few +lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her +side. + +‘O, ‘tis nothing,’ she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in +a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into +silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very +anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon +Cytherea went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the +room to follow her own pursuits. + +It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and +then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all +their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen +of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the +flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she +crumpled a letter in her hand. + +Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed +seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way +of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken +in. + +In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter +of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:-- + + +‘Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him +to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and +reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited +again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at +first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not +till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I had been driven +to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely on account +of its having been his request all along that I should not do it. This +writing to you, madam, is my first disobedience, and I am justified in +it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night +and then sent away like a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, +and find her way out of the house as she best may--is justified in doing +anything. + +‘But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be +involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal +flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. + +‘What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with +him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a +decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any +respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for some +time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which had caused +disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled to reinstate her +in his house. + +‘You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a +peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has +lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you +by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, +know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I collected it having +each only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing. +One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; +another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and +coffee-houses; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so +on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows +them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line +of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that +some at least of these things were revealed to me. + +‘This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is +the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling +that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. + +‘I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need +he if you remember my request.’ + + +‘A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as +the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an +Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat +on his account--O, O! shall it be?’ + +Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body +became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely +necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer +to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston’s possession of such +a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see +what could be done in such an unfortunate affair. + +6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST + +Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the +House punctually at eight o’clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe +was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could +not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her. + +The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was +immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment. +The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small +one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of +the lofty and sombre room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful +enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto volumes +which were jammed into the lower tiers of the bookshelves. + +After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe +knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh, +and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered +the room. + +Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not +discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all +attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the +perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known to +her; how it had become known he could not tell. + +She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting +it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the +light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface. + +‘You know whose writing this is?’ she said. + +He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and +hazard all on an advance. + +‘My wife’s,’ he said calmly. + +His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an +answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, ‘Do you +feel your sin?’ She had clearly expected a sudden alarm. + +‘And why all this concealment?’ she said again, her voice rising, as she +vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were. + +‘It doesn’t follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every +stranger of it, madam,’ he answered, just as calmly as before. + +‘Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to +conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as +you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.’ + +‘I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this +practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?’ + +‘Of course I remember.’ + +‘Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation. +I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a +restriction of this kind, leaving one’s wife behind is always accepted +as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The +other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible +excuse for escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been +mistaken in marrying.’ + +‘Mistaken! what was she?’ the lady inquired. + +‘A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool +last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an +architect.’ + +‘Where did she come from?’ + +‘She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been +married a week.’ + +‘She was ugly, I imagine?’ + +‘She is not an ugly woman by any means.’ + +‘Up to the ordinary standard?’ + +‘Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while we +quarrelled and separated.’ + +‘You did not ill-use her, of course?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little +sarcasm. + +‘I did not.’ + +‘But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.’ + +Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place; +however, he said quietly, ‘I did get tired of her. I never told her so, +but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London +and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your +advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell +you the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when +your satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have +proved the risk to be a safe one to run.’ + +She bowed. + +‘Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to +a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by +the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was +vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three +nights ago; I was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the +railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at +a carriage window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had +thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes +before she came in, next morning early she left again--’ + +‘Because you treated her so cavalierly?’ + +‘And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That’s the whole story of her, +madam.’ Whatever were Manston’s real feelings towards the lady who had +received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained +locked within him as within a casket of steel. + +‘Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?’ she continued. + +‘Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.’ + +‘It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not +passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?’ + +‘It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income +when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before +our marriage, and in her maiden name.’ + +‘Has she any friends?’ + +‘I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on +some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do +much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.’ + +A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe. + +‘I understand,’ she said. ‘Now, though I have no direct right to concern +myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your +misleading me and getting the office you hold)--’ + +‘As to that, madam,’ he interrupted, rather hotly, ‘as to coming here, +I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of +Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old address in London +your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted +to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way +on purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement +certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I +anxious to stay.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion +with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the +whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of +Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart. + +‘Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don’t suppose I wish to be +overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this +much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well +as in yourself.’ + +‘Certainly, madam,’ he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the +dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the +effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught +him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural +selection for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto +taken in him, as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object +to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of +no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like +Curius at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess +gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of +the lady’s wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: +could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow +himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his +wife’s happiness. + +‘She tells me,’ continued Miss Aldclyffe, ‘how utterly alone in +the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should +sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your +retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I +will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home +your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; +you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you grant that everything +shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.’ + +The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression +of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he +controlled himself and said, in his natural voice-- + +‘My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.’ + +‘And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers +will,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe. ‘That will be satisfactory, then.’ + +After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to +put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired. + +He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced +that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception +of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had +never served him in better stead than it had done that night. + +Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea’s beauty with the +bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed +himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his +wife:-- + + + ‘KNAPWATER, + November 21, 1864. + +‘DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty visit +to me. + +‘As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and +your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all, +it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you +did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me. + +‘So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly +worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may +have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous +things at a broker’s; your bringing them would only make a talk in +this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house +separately. + +‘Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can +occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the +remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the +night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train--Your +very affectionate husband, + + ‘AENEAS MANSTON. + +‘Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.’ + + +The address on the envelope was-- + +MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON, + LONDON, N. + +He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country +post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of +troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no +longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret. + +7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER + +But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another +matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey. + +The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had +left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business +engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman’s residence +thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife, +had, in the interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting +could not now be put off. + +So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not +be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely +prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had +intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with +a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening. + +The next day came his wife’s answer to his first letter, in which she +said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having +already written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands, +he made no further reply. + +The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become +generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a +little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy +upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were +placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the +unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity +in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady’s face, was +well-nigh extinguished. + + + + +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M. + +Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston’s journey from London to +her husband’s house; a day of singular and great events, influencing +the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a +complex drama form the subject of this record. + +The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking +his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight, +the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at +the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw +which showed the details and duration of the selected train’s journey. + +The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid +of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more +carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been +Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife. + +He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger +ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular +place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By +this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford +Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by the second half +of the train, containing the third-class passengers, and passing two +hours and three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady, +as a second-class passenger, would really be brought. + +He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return +from his day’s engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast, +gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations +that were to be made for the lady’s reception, jumped into his gig, and +drove off to Lord Claydonfield’s, at Chettlewood. + +He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning +to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea’s room. Whilst he +looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish +came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on +previous occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along +the smooth white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the +young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him. + +Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston +reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood, +ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary +with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation +whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home. + +The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella, +walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night, +listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual +signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in +that this seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband’s +neglect--the first having been shown in his not fetching her. + +Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order +to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage, +except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband’s +house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters +if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to +do it himself. + +The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. +Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have +preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion +would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period +than two or three minutes together. + +He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the +effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the +station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants +of the parish. + +He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief +possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first +among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. + +After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in +his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been +saying--before Mrs. Manston’s existence was heard of--how well the +handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each +other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the +parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. + +‘He rather liked her you think?’ + +The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to +correct the error. + +‘O no, he don’t care a bit about her, ma’am,’ he said solemnly. + +‘Not more than he does about me?’ + +‘Not a bit.’ + +‘Then that must be little indeed,’ Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood +still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled +to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked +petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station. + +The porter stood still and looked surprised. + +‘I’ll go back again; yes, indeed, I’ll go back again!’ she said +plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the +deserted road. + +‘No, I mustn’t go back now,’ she continued, in a tone of resignation. +Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as +before, giving vent to a slight laugh. + +It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to +hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of +indifference. + +Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak, +though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute: +one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the +ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action. + +‘O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!’ she murmured +again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. + +‘What did you say, ma’am?’ said the porter. + +‘O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this +time, I imagine?’ + +‘Very near now, ma’am.’ + +They soon reached Manston’s residence, round which the wind blew +mournfully and chill. + +Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter +stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited. + +Nobody came. + +Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of +rappings--less forcible, but more sustained. + +There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible; +nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry +scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of +the porch. + +The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting +that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the +place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go +into the village and converse with her friends. + +‘Is there an inn in the village?’ said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth +and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in +the fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside. + +‘Yes, ma’am.’ + +‘Who keeps it?’ + +‘Farmer Springrove.’ + +‘I will go there to-night,’ she said decisively. ‘It is too cold, and +altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody’s +account, gentle or simple.’ + +They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of +Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging +upon ten o’clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the +season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the +trees had greeted Cytherea’s eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a +vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and +the occasional creak of the swinging sign. + +They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold, +than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of +winter winds. + +It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London +either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his +father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of +disappointment seldom witnessed in a man’s face was visible in old Mr. +Springrove’s, when he saw that the comer was a stranger. + +Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward +was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable +for Edward, should he come in. + +Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even +lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her +apartment, the chambermaid preceding her. + +‘If Mr. Manston comes to-night,’ she said, sitting on the bed as she had +come in, and addressing the woman, ‘tell him I cannot see him.’ + +‘Yes, ma’am.’ + +The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before +the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston +unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. + +‘Bring me some brandy,’ she said. + +The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a +tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a +single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still +quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. + +Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen +for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself. + +‘This is welcome home!’ she said. + +2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M. + +A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. + +During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove +had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground, +lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked +upon as irreclaimable waste. + +The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the +sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and +now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot. + +It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston’s arrival, and +one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament +than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the +back of the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for +though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately +still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a +spark across. + +‘Ay, that’s true enough,’ said Springrove. ‘I must look round before +going to bed and see that everything’s safe; but to tell the truth I +am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it +into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to +burn, and bringing it back again, why, ‘tis more than the ashes would be +worth.’ + +‘Well, that’s very true,’ said the neighbours, and passed on. + +Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he +went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring +up for the night, he made a final and more careful examination. +The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity. +Springrove’s perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap +was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from +then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of +danger to anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more +than a yard off. + +The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same +state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked +in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked +towards it, but less carefully than on the first night. + +The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old +smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a +probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow. + +After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing +her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a +sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter, +who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young +Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which intelligence the old man +concluded that he would probably not see his son till the next day, +as Edward had hitherto made a point of coming by the train which had +brought Mrs. Manston. + +Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time +going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and +in at the back of the house. + +The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; +two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to +bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a +possibility of his son’s return by the latest train, unlikely as it +was that he would be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door +unfastened, looked to his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it +being then half-past ten o’clock. + +Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap +of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days, +and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal +ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the +volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet +process is throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim +of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be +fanned into a flame so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two. + +Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door, +he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, +a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat +had arisen inside. + +As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining +the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past +him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a +gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could +be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He +carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red +glow indicating the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, +increasing and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or +fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had +been his, he thought, he should not care to have a fire so near them as +that--and the wind rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on +his way to the station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. +The road was now quite deserted: till four o’clock the next morning, +when the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability +of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. + +By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if +the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for +devastation. + +At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard +amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter +still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered +it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then +continuous and strong. + +At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of +ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the +houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. + +Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a +distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on +the ground. + +Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now +to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few +things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the +straw covering of a long thatched heap or ‘grave’ of mangel-wurzel, +lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the +hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. + +A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and +seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel +grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the +straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame +should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end. +Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now +at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries +are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof +of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the +shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof +in less than thirty seconds. + +3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M. + +A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three +Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made, +the rush was a rush for bare life. + +A man’s voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were +heard. + +Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and +chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a +quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the +base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves, +which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its +substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire. + +The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting +forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power +and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began +to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square +outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had +hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began +to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the +narrow surface of the flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark +surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing +light. + +Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse +of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the +village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr. +Raunham. + +Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the +men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. +Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in +the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble +the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny +instrument began to play. + +Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid +faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion +a woman cried, ‘Ring the bells backwards!’ and three or four of the old +and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably. +Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was +Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood, +ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had +not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the +wound. + +The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the +furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour, +from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old +silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were +all. + +Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a +deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in +the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining, +upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector’s +engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as +nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the +fire prevailed without a minute’s hindrance, and dived through to the +rafters. + +Suddenly arose a cry, ‘Where’s Mr. Springrove?’ + +He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been +standing a few minutes earlier. + +‘I fancy he’s gone inside,’ said a voice. + +‘Madness and folly! what can he save?’ said another. ‘Good God, find +him! Help here!’ + +A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance +of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves +through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of +their search lying senseless on the floor of the passage. + +To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a +basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover +consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No +sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames +lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames. +Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door started +into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the +centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames rushed forth. + +Then the staircase fell. + +‘Everybody is out safe,’ said a voice. + +‘Yes, thank God!’ said three or four others. + +‘O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.’ + +‘I hope she is,’ said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. +It was the chambermaid’s. + +Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and +threw his hands up wildly. + +‘Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to +fetch her out, but I fell.’ + +An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly +by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which +followed his words. + +An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one +intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over +them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash, +pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of +wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of +black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed +the uproar of the fall. + +‘Who is she? what is she?’ burst from every lip again and again, +incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a +reply been volunteered. + +The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the +dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible +materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat +in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the +conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and +helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds +full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward again with +the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving goods from the +houses adjoining, which it was evident were all doomed to destruction. + +The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of +red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church +clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered +chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered +through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm. + +4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M. + +Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no +very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater +Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than +disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him. + +Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever +fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe’s manor, would never again +fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma, +hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him; +married as he was, he was near Cytherea. + +He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing +the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road +Station just soon enough to meet the last London train. + +He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the +horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then +the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its +origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing. + +Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered. + +‘It is a rick-yard on fire,’ he thought; ‘no house could produce such a +raging flame so suddenly.’ + +He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in +the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the +excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being +an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming +such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real +remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so +near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could +hear no sound. + +Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an +angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon, +he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of +further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire +was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village. + +The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was +at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward’s +position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended. +The younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father’s +house by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring +his wife, the truth being that Edward’s lateness was owing to the +simplest of all causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to +make a slow journey for the sake of travelling at third-class fare. + +Springrove had received Cytherea’s bitter and admonitory letter, and he +was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which +he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long +engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of +ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue +till speaking was too late. + +‘Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?’ he asked himself as +he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: ‘miserable folly!’ + +An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or seven +years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to yearn +for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, though +rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes women, +his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion which +pervades the whole community at the present day--the habit of exclaiming +that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact remains that, +after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the sentiments of life +the difference of sex is but a difference of degree. + +But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still +continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or +rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too +unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon, +he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the +heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the +earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters +satisfying himself with his cousin. + +Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke: + + ‘Tis She, and here + Lo! I unclothe and clear + My wishes’ cloudy character.’ + +Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man’s heart that the judgment +cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the +situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the +new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there +are very few of them. Cytherea was one. + +On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these +things, and had not answered it at all. But ‘hungry generations’ soon +tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong +necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was +ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation +as assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the +duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month. + +He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the +intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself +on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a +last glimpse of Cytherea there. + +5. MIDNIGHT + +It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. +The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he +crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. + +The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had +returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he +entered, and immediately came towards him. + +‘Mrs. Manston came by the nine o’clock train, sir,’ he said. + +The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. + +‘Her luggage is here, sir,’ the porter said. + +‘Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,’ said Manston. + +‘Directly this train is in and gone, sir.’ + +The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train. + +‘Where is that fire?’ Manston said to the booking-clerk. + +Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the +question without having heard it. + +‘Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!’ he exclaimed. ‘You can’t see +the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the +bridge--‘tis tremendous!’ + +He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came +in the next minute. + +The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his +ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a +black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the +steps, and struck out into the darkness. + +‘Who was that young man?’ said Manston, when the porter had returned. +The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward’s thoughts +after him. + +‘He’s an architect.’ + +‘My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,’ +Manston murmured. ‘What’s his name?’ he said again. + +‘Springrove--Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward.’ + +‘Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward,’ the steward repeated to himself, and +considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind. + +The matter was Miss Aldclyffe’s mention of the young man as Cytherea’s +lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts. + +‘But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,’ he +pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the +luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one +box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, +as his eyes watched the process-- + +‘But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.’ + +He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted +the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park. + +The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. +He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, +the crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the +conflagration. + +Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the +right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking +in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching +nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector. + +Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally, +who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher. + +‘Hoy!’ cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the +way. + +‘Is that Mr. Manston?’ said the man. + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Somebody ha’ come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you, +sir.’ + +‘Well, well.’ + +‘Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?’ + +‘Yes, unfortunately she’s come, I know, and asleep long before this +time, I suppose.’ + +The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his +face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston’s. + +‘Yes, she did come,’ he said.... ‘I beg pardon, sir, but I should be +glad of--of--’ + +‘What?’ + +‘Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.’ + +‘Not a farthing! I didn’t want your news, I knew she was come.’ + +‘Won’t you give me a shillen, sir?’ + +‘Certainly not.’ + +‘Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don’t know +what to do. If I don’t pay you back some day I’ll be d--d.’ + +‘The devil is so cheated that perdition isn’t worth a penny as a +security.’ + +‘Oh!’ + +‘Let me go on,’ said Manston. + +‘Thy wife is _dead_; that’s the rest o’ the news,’ said the labourer +slowly. He waited for a reply; none came. + +‘She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn’t get into thy +house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up, +and she’s a cinder, as thou’lt be some day.’ + +‘That will do, let me drive on,’ said the steward calmly. + +Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes +the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back +into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such +an unmoved David as this. + +Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and +ran on foot to the site of the fire. + +The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, +and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what +furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already +on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was +small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a +coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, +was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of +goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot +on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal +should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight +of Manston’s pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with +the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers. + +‘Was she burnt?’ he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into +the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. ‘Is +she burnt?’ repeated Manston. + +‘She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of +burning,’ the rector said solemnly; ‘the roof and gable fell in upon +her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.’ + +‘Why was she here?’ said Manston. + +‘From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door +of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being +that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came +back to the inn and went to bed.’ + +‘Where’s the landlord?’ said Manston. + +Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and +corroborated the evidence given by the rector. + +‘Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?’ said the steward. + +‘I can’t say. I didn’t see; but I think--’ + +‘What do you think?’ + +‘She was much put out about something.’ + +‘My not meeting her, naturally,’ murmured the other, lost in reverie. +He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the +shining light. + +Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means +at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each +presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking +ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming +mass--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other. + +A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent +here--steam. There was present what is not observable in +towns--incandescence. + +The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke +from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back +from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups +in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of +generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and +almost even with the top of the low wall dividing one from the other. +The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, +their brightness being repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the +labourers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on +those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the +weather-beaten church in the background. + +The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of +the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the +night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from +the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and +they accordingly were gathered there. + +6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M. + +Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, +and now entered the opened door of the building. + +He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in +the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own +wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the +same side. The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow +candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to +that in which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was +piled. The candle’s mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from +the ruins, making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day. + +Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his +son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They +were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was +relinquished for that of the houses burnt. + +This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under +the following circumstances:-- + +Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages +afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village +street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a +large bed of flints called locally a ‘lanch’ or ‘lanchet.’ + +The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that +a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly +granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each +lessee was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for +the whole term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and +delivered it up intact at the end of the term. + +Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, +either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove’s father. New lives were +added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., +and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the +chief provisions for his old age. + +The steward had become interested in the following conversation:-- + +‘Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.’ + +The words came from Edward in an anxious tone. + +‘You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,’ returned the old man +gloomily. + +‘Not?’ the son asked. + +‘Not one!’ said the farmer. + +‘In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?’ + +‘They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had +been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years, +gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had +done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and +greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been +continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who +expects a fire?’ + +‘Do you remember the terms of the leases?’ said Edward, still more +uneasily. + +‘No, not particularly,’ said his father absently. + +‘Where are they?’ + +‘In the bureau there; that’s why I tried to save it first, among other +things.’ + +‘Well, we must see to that at once.’ + +‘What do you want?’ + +‘The key.’ + +They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then +proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under +the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, +whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers, +and spread the first out before him. + +‘You read it, Ted. I can’t see without my glasses. This one will be +sufficient. The terms of all are the same.’ + +Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some +time; then aloud and slowly as follows:-- + + +‘And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and +administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt +Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his +heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten +shillings and sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed +for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times +during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said +Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or +buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair +in every respect without exception and the said premises in such good +repair upon the determination of this demise shall yield up unto the +said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.’ + + +They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without +speaking. + +Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the +farmer’s own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of +sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step +aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose +to do so. + +‘Who is he?’ whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. + +‘Mr. Manston, the steward.’ + +Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger +man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which +still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of +each across the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and +also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had +learnt, by a letter from home, of the steward’s passion for Cytherea, +and his mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his +marriage. That marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man’s newly +acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive enmity towards him--he would +hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea’s attachment +to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him. + +7. ONE TO TWO A.M. + +Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. +Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once +proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. + +Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot +repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the +soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed +with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and +inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent +catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during a period +of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a passionate +outburst of feeling. + +Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then +seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was +necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night. + +Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving +there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain +number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still +red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards +searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in +the company of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire +from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could +live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully +searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife. + +Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. + + + + +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH + +The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o’clock came without +bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed +the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern +manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. + +He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and +to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search +for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an +instant. + +He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the +death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity +deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to +require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of +the steps which had better be taken to remedy it. + +It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke +to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in +him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this +tone: the demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she +could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man. + +‘Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?’ she said. + +‘Well, I am,’ he answered shortly. + +‘But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?’ + +He confessed it--‘For she was not a good woman,’ he added. + +‘I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,’ +Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully. + +‘Why?’ he asked. ‘Why should I praise her if she doesn’t deserve it? I +say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his +letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but +good of the dead. And now, madam,’ he continued, after a short interval +of thought, ‘I may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not +thwart me, in endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about +you, one in whom I am much interested already.’ + +‘Cytherea!’ + +‘Yes, Cytherea.’ + +‘You have been loving Cytherea all the while?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her +to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward +quietly looked on and added, ‘I have been loving and still love her.’ + +She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand +moving indecisively at her side. + +‘And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that +backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell +me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her +attractions.’ Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of +inquiry; but none of jealousy. + +‘Yes,’ he said; ‘and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just +that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not +give me credit for.’ The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone +of pride. + +Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. + +‘And now,’ he went on, ‘I may as well say a word in vindication of my +conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in +submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live +with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office +which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but +this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, +folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try +to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman.’ + +He waited for her to speak: she did not. + +‘There’s a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye’s +love,’ he went on. + +‘Yes, Edward Springrove,’ she said quietly. ‘I know it, I did once want +to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be +made up again, unless--’ she spoke as if she had only half attended to +Manston’s last statement. + +‘He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,’ said the +steward. + +‘Pooh!’ said she, ‘you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that’s nothing to +help us; he’s now come home to break it off.’ + +‘He must not break it off,’ said Manston, firmly and calmly. + +His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said +haughtily, ‘Well, that’s your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been +to see her _your_ wife, I can’t do anything dishonourable to bring about +such a result.’ + +‘But it must be _made_ your affair,’ he said in a hard, steady voice, +looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her +past. + +One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that +peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman’s countenance when, after +having been sedulously engaged in establishing another’s position, she +suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss +Aldclyffe looked at the steward. + +‘You--know--something--of me?’ she faltered. + +‘I know all,’ he said. + +‘Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn’t tell +you!’ she burst out. ‘Couldn’t she keep her word for a day?’ She +reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, ‘I will not +yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment +of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was +chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! +I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_ threaten me?’ she added +softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been +speaking. + +‘My love must be made your affair,’ he repeated, without taking his eyes +from her. + +An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, +obstructed her utterance for a time. ‘How can you turn upon me so when I +schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till I found +you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!’ She wept; and the weeping of +such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man. + +‘Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most absurd +thing in the world,’ he said, not heeding her distress. ‘I knew all, +except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found that +my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it +fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere +spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.’ + +‘Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you +threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you readily +without a threat!’ + +‘Yes, yes, I think you would,’ he said more kindly; ‘but your +indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.’ + +‘No, not indifference--‘twas enforced silence. My father lived.’ + +He took her hand, and held it gently. + + * * * * * + +‘Now listen,’ he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become +calmer: ‘Springrove must marry the woman he’s engaged to. You may make +him, but only in one way.’ + +‘Well: but don’t speak sternly, AEneas!’ + +‘Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the +last two or three years?’ + +‘I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been +promptly paid, haven’t they?’ + +‘O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are +burnt?’ he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel +him even to rebuild every house. ‘The case is the clearest case of +fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,’ he +continued. + +‘I don’t want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, +directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the +park?’ + +‘Yes, but that doesn’t affect the position, which is that Farmer +Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.’ + +‘I won’t do it--‘tis a conspiracy.’ + +‘Won’t you for me?’ he said eagerly. + +Miss Aldclyffe changed colour. + +‘I don’t threaten now, I implore,’ he said. + +‘Because you might threaten if you chose,’ she mournfully answered. ‘But +why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long before +it was yours? What must I do?’ + +‘Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove, +which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected +to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in +order that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an +impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses. +To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and +he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme +letter of the leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself +think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful +extreme--there shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of +the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you +respect and love, and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is +heart-sick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and +your friend, as some return for your consideration towards his father. +Don’t suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you +of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to +her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, +on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.’ + +‘She has already asked him to do that.’ + +‘So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil +his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth +while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she +knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening +I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust +me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea +will be induced to marry me--perhaps before; a woman’s pride is soon +wounded.’ + +‘And hadn’t I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more +particularly what’s the law upon the houses?’ + +‘O no, there’s no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case +stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want +the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from +home again.’ + +She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he +became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the +carpet. ‘Yes, yes, she will be mine,’ he whispered, careless of Cytherea +Aldclyffe’s presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly. + +‘I will do my best, AEneas,’ she answered. + +Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the +blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing. + +2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND + +The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise +that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the +unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. + +Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and +chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one +glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks +and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was +persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive +the effect of the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly +for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was +found to set at rest any doubts of her fate. + +The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few +coins, and two charred and blackened bones. + +Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held +at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the +chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the only remaining +one in the village--was crowded to excess by the neighbouring peasantry +as well as their richer employers: all who could by any possibility +obtain an hour’s release from their duties being present as listeners. + +The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in +a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin +lined with white silk (by Manston’s order), which stood in an adjoining +room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully +arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward’s own doing. + +Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without the +ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and deposed +that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday +evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very +little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not +inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave +her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee +of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived +for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one +night during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of +November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o’clock +in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She +paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week +previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only +took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when +she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with +black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. + +Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he +saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out +of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood +beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, +consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was +placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there +to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry +her bag to Mr. Manston’s house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty +at that time, and offered to go himself. The witness here repeated +the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and +testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. +Manston’s house being closed. + +Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and +commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. + +The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously +thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of +scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the +result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when +he spoke. + +His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and +asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the +passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order. +The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs. +Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her +altogether. + +Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son +Edward’s return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught +sight of her shadow moving about the room. + +THE CORONER: ‘Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?’ + +SPRINGROVE: ‘I cannot say, as I didn’t take particular notice. It moved +backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing +up and down the room.’ + +Mrs. Fitler, the ostler’s wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded +Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs. +Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little +brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put +it on the dressing-table. + +THE CORONER: ‘Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?’ + +‘No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she +came in.’ + +‘Did she begin to undress before you left?’ + +‘Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was +on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes +when pulled off?’ + +‘Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?’ + +‘I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she +seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.’ + +‘And did you hear or see any more of her?’ + +‘No more, sir.’ + +Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance +with Mr. Manston’s orders, everything had been made comfortable in the +house for Mrs. Manston’s expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston +told her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till +between eleven and twelve o’clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not +expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important +errand to Mrs. Leat the postmistress. + +Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he +had mistaken the time of the train’s arrival, and hence was not at the +station when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife’s--he knew +it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of +keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes. + +Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. +Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the +evening after their day’s business had been settled, that he was going +to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the +last train that night. + +The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small +fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the other +the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone that it was +impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male +or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman’s. He did +not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was +crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as +the floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it. + +Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony. + +The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the +deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning +of the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON + +When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of +the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park, +a distance of about a stone’s-throw. + +‘Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.’ + +‘Everybody,’ said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ‘’tis quite a +misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it +breaks. I think of the words, “In the morning thou shalt say, Would God +it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for +the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of +thine eyes which thou shalt see.”’ His voice became broken. + +‘Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,’ said Manston. + +‘But my loss is as nothing to yours,’ the farmer continued. + +‘Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling +if I didn’t, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. +Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in +nature as it is.’ + +‘What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in +place again?’ + +‘I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.’ + +‘If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,’ said the old man, with +more agitation in his voice. + +‘Yes, exactly.’ + +‘Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe’s mind to give me an idea of how +she means to treat me?’ + +‘Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her +mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory; +she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in +consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly +think more.’ + +The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the +road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece’s cottage, +in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken +refuge. + +The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible. +Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the +afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from +him. Edward continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or +floor, quite unconscious of another’s presence. At supper he ate just as +usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction. + +4. DECEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son +was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation +with the steward. + +‘Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,’ said Edward vehemently. ‘I’ll see +Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you’ll not believe +till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will +do any such unjust thing.’ + +Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the +high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short +cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes, +meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying +the scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of +little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they +appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, +lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning +and evening seem to meet together without the intervention of a noon. +The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who +was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village. +As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman’s dress +brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into +the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she +stood in front of him. + +He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request +a few minutes’ conversation with her, when she directly addressed him +on the subject of the fire. ‘It is a sad misfortune for your father’ she +said, ‘and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?’ + +‘He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general +terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, +the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row +of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of +some hundreds of pounds?’ + +She assented. ‘I have been thinking of it,’ she went on, and then +repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. +Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in +Springrove’s mind during her statement, but before she had reached the +end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. + +‘I don’t accept your conditions of release,’ he said. + +‘They are not conditions exactly.’ + +‘Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.’ + +‘Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family’s negligence.’ + +‘I don’t refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all rights +to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have +no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate +subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, +and myself.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly +not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an +educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society +from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford +parish, and that hence he had all a developed man’s unorthodox opinion +about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth +into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the +dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of +his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any +allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable +warmth. + +And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second +person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were +prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness +resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, +Manston’s discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion +only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work. + +A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried +palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring +strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she +descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to +her dying hour. + +‘I don’t quite see, Mr. Springrove,’ she said, ‘that I am altogether +what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at +any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly +well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter.’ + +Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was +willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea’s state of mind, +even through so dangerous a medium. + +‘A letter I received from her’ he said, with assumed coldness, ‘tells me +clearly enough what Miss Graye’s mind is.’ + +‘You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men are +like that.’ + +‘I have reason to.’ He could feign no further than the first speech. + +‘I should be interested in knowing what reason?’ she said, with +sarcastic archness. + +Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he +rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his +antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early +evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly +conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary +Stuart’s charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her +honestly. + +‘The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.’ + +‘Pooh, Mr. Springrove!’ + +‘Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be +strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy +could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of +love--love is only suppressed.’ + +‘Don’t you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman’s pity +for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is +often mistaken for suppressed love?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft +insidiousness. + +This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea’s tone which he had +certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it. + +‘I had never thought of it,’ he said. + +‘And don’t believe it?’ + +‘Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.’ + +She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly-- + +‘My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my intention +was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton not +solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye +with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I +did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven +to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you--for it was a +most pronounced dismissal--not on account of your engagement. She is old +enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be +made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not +with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.’ + +‘Who?’ + +‘Mr. Manston.’ + +‘Good--! I can’t listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn’t +seen him!’ + +‘She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could +prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went +voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for +two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she +went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should not see you +again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen desperately in love +with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering +that he’s the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have +written to you before?’ + +‘Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection +between me and my cousin until then.’ + +‘I must think she did.’ + +‘On what ground?’ + +‘On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very +first day she came to live with me.’ + +‘Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that the +day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part, +coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--’ + +‘A remarkably handsome and talented man.’ + +‘Yes, I admit that.’ + +‘And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.’ + +‘Yes, just when she had seen him.’ + +‘And been to his house alone with him.’ + +‘It is nothing.’ + +‘And stayed there playing and singing with him.’ + +‘Admit that, too,’ he said; ‘an accident might have caused it.’ + +‘And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a +letter referring to a secret appointment with him.’ + +‘Never, by God, madam! never!’ + +‘What do you say, sir?’ + +‘Never.’ + +She sneered. + +‘There’s no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very +trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady’s word is +truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself. +You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter concerning an +assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be +considerate enough to lend it me.’ + +‘But besides,’ continued Edward, ‘a married man to do what would cause a +young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!’ + +She flushed a little. + +‘That I don’t know anything about,’ she stammered. ‘But Cytherea didn’t, +of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he +was married.’ + +‘Of course she didn’t.’ + +‘And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly +afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. +It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her +attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching +them.’ + +‘We’ll hope that he did.’ + +‘But circumstances are changed now.’ + +‘Very greatly changed,’ he murmured abstractedly. + +‘You must remember,’ she added more suasively, ‘that Miss Graye has a +perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that is to +say.’ + +Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward’s faith +was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her. + +Edward’s thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview +with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him. + +‘I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,’ he remarked, +gloomily; ‘our conversation has ended sadly for me.’ + +‘Don’t think so,’ she said, ‘and don’t be mistaken. I am older than you +are, many years older, and I know many things.’ + + +Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his +father’s expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward +slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin’s house. +The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting +there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly. + +‘Well, Ted, what does she say?’ he asked, in the intensely sanguine +tones which fall sadly upon a listener’s ear, because, antecedently, +they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in +some direction or another. + +‘Nothing for us to be alarmed at,’ said Edward, with a forced +cheerfulness. + +‘But must we rebuild?’ + +‘It seems we must, father.’ + +The old man’s eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without +making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again. +When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding +the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading +them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again. + +Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she +watched the farmer-- + +‘I hope it won’t kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything +were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in +the world.’ It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up +with her after that remark. + +She continued: ‘And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the +fire, that he wouldn’t for the world let any one else give me away to +you when we are married.’ + +For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward’s mind as to +the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the +alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well +as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he +had thought of his father’s peace of mind! + +The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking +his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce +Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an +unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody +to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward’s +face: their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in +aspect. + +‘If she will only agree to that!’ he reiterated for the hundredth time, +increasing the sadness of his listeners. + +An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a +letter, addressed-- + + ‘MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.’ + +‘Charles from Knapwater House brought it,’ she said. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe’s writing,’ said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had +recognized it himself. ‘Now ‘tis all right; she’s going to make an +offer; she doesn’t want the houses there, not she; they are going to +make that the way into the park.’ + +Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a +supreme effort of self-command-- + +‘It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected +with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.’ + +His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly +afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward +opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. + +The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea’s handwriting, +addressed to ‘---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.’ Inside this was the +note she had written to the steward after her detention in his house by +the thunderstorm-- + + + ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE, + September 20th. + +‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I +promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. ‘C. GRAYE.’ + + +Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule +observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed +ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been. + +He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of +Cytherea’s feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe +in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under +the trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful +in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her +assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea--the +hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, looked with +something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and +form of Manston. + +Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to +love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love? +No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her +old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew +it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom +it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result +of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a +scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent +to the whole parish, and had come to Edward’s own knowledge by that +indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, conscientiously +avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which +her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances had rested upon him--his +upon her. + +Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing +Cytherea’s letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through. +He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the +letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, ‘All the +day long I have been thinking,’ afforded justifiable ground for assuming +that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward’s sight far +sweeter one) to the steward. + +But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the +genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was +a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love: + + ‘Love is not love + Which alters when it alteration finds.’ + +But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. +It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit +away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. + +Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole +matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from +Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in +connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her +eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea +indeed loved the steward. + +5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH + +Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from +side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his +ears. + +Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon +the landing he found his father’s bedroom door already open. Edward +concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone +out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer +doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. +Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour, +in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked +in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been +opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows +resting on the flap, his body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his +forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the +leases of the houses destroyed. + +His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young +man as his face came into the faint light. + +‘Edward, why did you get up so early?’ + +‘I was uneasy, and could not sleep.’ + +The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to +become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes, +he said-- + +‘This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, this +will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about the +insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. ‘Tis all misery now. God +help us--all misery now!’ + +Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight +outside. + +‘Ted,’ the farmer went on, ‘this upset of be-en burnt out o’ home makes +me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There’s this troubles me +besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It +must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn’t mind. Have you +said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?’ + +‘Nothing at all lately.’ + +‘Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You +know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, +and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so +long--you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify +matters very much, if you were to walk up to church wi’ her one of these +mornings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you +don’t I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, +about the two little freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, +divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied +together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?’ + +He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his +mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. + +‘Yes, I will,’ said Edward. + +‘But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,’ the farmer +went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. ‘I must know the +rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don’t like seeing her, +but I’d rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she’ll say to +me.’ + +The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her +what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her +character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had +once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at +last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a +promise to that effect, she would say, ‘Mr. Springrove, the houses are +burnt: we’ll let them go: trouble no more about them.’ + +His mind was already made up. He said calmly, ‘Father, when you are +talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if +she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union +with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.’ + +‘And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,’ the +farmer murmured. ‘Very well, Ted, I’ll tell her.’ + +6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH + +Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman’s heart, two +had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea’s bosom just at this time. + +It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove’s visit +to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having +risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the +window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had +been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that +she might not be driven into that lady’s presence against her will. She +leant with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air. +A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered +on one side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there, +contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which +received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her +shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in +spite of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. + +The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive +mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a +peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some +answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not +love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who +did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise +straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morning of +this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she +fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left. +Hence it was, too, that for the last few days, she had not been able to +keep in bed later than the time of the postman’s arrival. + +The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from +beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive +through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without +reference to paths--as country postmen do--and come to the porch. She +heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards the +village, without hindering himself for a single pace. + +Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and +carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe’s +dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds. + +She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She +thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, ‘He asks to see +me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.’ + +A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe’s bell--rather earlier than usual. +‘She must have heard the post-bag brought,’ said the maiden, as, +tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew +imaginative pictures of her future therein. + +A tap came to the door, and the lady’s-maid entered. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe is awake,’ she said; ‘and she asked if you were moving +yet, miss.’ + +‘I’ll run up to her,’ said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance +of the words. ‘Very fortunate this,’ she thought; ‘I shall see what is +in the bag this morning all the sooner.’ + +She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe’s bedroom, +pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating +the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters. + +‘Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,’ +said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you +like,’ she continued, yawning factitiously. + +‘Strange!’ Cytherea thought; ‘it seems as if she knew there was likely +to be a letter for me.’ + +From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl’s face as she tremblingly +opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in +Edward’s handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the +decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing, +survey of his own, his father’s, his cousin Adelaide’s, and what he +believed to be Cytherea’s, position. + +The haughty mistress’s soul sickened remorsefully within her when she +saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady +before her a wan desolate look of agony. + +The master-sentences of Edward’s letter were these: ‘You speak truly. +That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I +regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for +me to say.’ + + + + +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + +1. DECEMBER TO APRIL + +Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had +passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary +winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, +wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period of pink dawns and white +sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the +fourth, the nightingale. + +Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his +new office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of +Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton +would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. + +The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at +Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the +decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of +her, and beside Miss Hinton. + +The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the +full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he +continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service. + +It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under +the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with +contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure +at other times, becomes a positive enemy--racking, bewildering, +unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the +verse-- + + ‘Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, + With timely fruit doth bend, + He still shall flourish, and success + All his designs attend.’ + +Cytherea’s lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could +she help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man +to whom she applied them sat at her rival’s side? + +Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman’s petty cleverness +under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme +foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply +just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in +general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the +rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the +Sermon on the Mount. + +As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, it +is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in +itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his cousin’s +book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic-- + + ‘O, what hast thou of her, of her + Whose every look did love inspire; + Whose every breathing fanned my fire, + And stole me from myself away!’ + +Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early, +and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she +tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: +‘My nature is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers! +She can’t appreciate all the sides of him--she never will! He is more +tangible to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to +her!’ She was less noble then. + +But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till +the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried +to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very +dearly. + +The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston +continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his +bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had not +simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so +to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as a heavy +sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was +uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the +catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards +her. He always contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on +her side that she was comparatively more dependent than himself--making +much of her womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her +whenever occasion offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all +times, he was not officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself +a position as her friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the +faintest symptom of the old love to be apparent. + +Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his +behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. + +2. THE THIRD OF MAY + +She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private +grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked +the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection +in the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they +stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene. + +The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds, and +sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road +was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the +sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans +floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water +towards them. + +‘They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite +involuntarily--don’t they?’ said Cytherea, looking at the birds’ +graceful advance. + +‘Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the +water, working with the greatest energy.’ + +‘I’d rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to +direction which we associate with a swan.’ + +‘It does; we’ll have “involuntarily.” Ah, now this reminds me of +something.’ + +‘Of what?’ + +‘Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.’ + +Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe’s face; her eyes grew round as +circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. +She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife’s sudden +appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death, +was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things. + +‘Is it a man or woman?’ she said, quite innocently. + +‘Mr. Manston,’ said Miss Aldclyffe quietly. + +‘Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?’ said Cytherea, standing at gaze. + +‘Didn’t you know it?’ + +‘Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.’ + +‘Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method, +or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as “falling +in love.” He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very +account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it +exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure you.’ + +‘I suppose then, that if he can’t help it, it is no harm of him,’ said +Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. + +‘Of course it isn’t--you know that well enough. She was a great burden +and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.’ + +A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston’s +arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward’s claims, checked +Cytherea’s utterance for awhile. + +‘There, don’t look at me like that, for Heaven’s sake!’ said Miss +Aldclyffe. ‘You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you +can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.’ + +Edward once in the young lady’s thoughts, there was no getting rid of +him. She wanted to be alone. + +‘Do you want me here?’ she said. + +‘Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,’ said Miss +Aldclyffe, taking her hand. ‘But you mustn’t, my dear. There’s nothing +in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston’s honourable conduct +towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and +yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.’ + +3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE + +The next stage in Manston’s advances towards her hand was a clearly +defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was +necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to +impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance +towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be +inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of +him as to render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter +of difficulty. + +Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very +religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by +argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in +England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a +zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from +his pew. + +Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery, +everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as +in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she +felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its +effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of +female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. ‘Handsome is that +handsome does’ he considered a proverb which should be written on the +looking-glass of every woman in the land. ‘Your form, your motions, your +heart have won me,’ he said, in a tone of playful sadness. ‘They are +beautiful. But I see these things, and it comes into my mind that they +are doomed, they are gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor +mouth, poor face, poor maiden! “Where will her glories be in twenty +years?” I say. “Where will all of her be in a hundred?” Then I think +it is cruel that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It +seems hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; +be food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow up +a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when +I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love I feel then +is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that I felt at the +beginning.’ Again an ardent flash of his handsome eyes. + +It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and +offer of his hand. + +She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough +to accept it. + +An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for +what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere +lady’s attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know +of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a ground for +thinking less of his standing than before--he went home to the Old +House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside, +he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the +corner, and looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant +surface tinged his face with the greenish shades of Correggio’s nudes. +Staves of sunlight slanted down through the still pool, lighting it +up with wonderful distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living +creatures sported and tumbled in its depth with every contortion that +gaiety could suggest; perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, +or a tail, or at most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within +the twenty-four hours. + +‘Damn my position! Why shouldn’t I be happy through my little day too? +Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I’ll get her, if I move +heaven and earth to do it!’ + +Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first +place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would +have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished +to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule +at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is +notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to +pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston +with Springrove’s encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward +with Manston’s repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did +afterwards. Her supreme indifference added fuel to Manston’s ardour--it +completely disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to +him than a susceptible Princess. + +4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY + +Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her +brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement +of that cloud no bigger than a man’s hand which had for nearly a +twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to give +a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon. + + + ‘BUDMOUTH REGIS, + +Saturday. + +‘DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a +little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is +sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you +any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed +by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead +Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an +unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just +found fresh symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a +month ago--when you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I +had a good mind to tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a +few days, I thought it was not worth while. Since that time it has +increased, but I am still able to work in the office, sitting on the +stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring +work for me to do soon, and that I shall be obliged to decline it. +However, we will hope for the best. How it came, what was its origin, or +what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, +if it is no better...--Your loving brother, OWEN.’ + + +This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but +suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of +which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:-- + + +‘I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that +it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you +my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no excuse +whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I +say. This morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay +away from the office. Don’t be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest +is all that is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid +an illness of six months.’ + + +After a visit from her he wrote again:-- + + +‘Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of +rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My +leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied, +and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever +in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see +you. Don’t trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about +your being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at +the end of the week.’ + + +At the time mentioned came the following:-- + + +‘I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening +after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that +there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been +treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they +pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. +Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would +call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They consulted +together and then told me that rheumatism was not the disease after all, +but erysipelas. They then began treating it differently, as became a +different matter. Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of +the day now--medicine, of course, besides. + +‘Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been +obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, +though, of course, it could not be avoided.’ + + +A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him +as often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as +cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which +might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then +told her these additional facts:-- + + +‘The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out +what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is +wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to +me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but +I am worn out.’ + + +Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her +brother’s illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea +might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her +power. Cytherea’s eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room, +and hasten to the station. + +‘O, Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; ‘just one word. +Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?’ + +‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, blushing timorously. + +‘He proposed?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘And you refused him?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,’ said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically, +‘and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers +you of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur +again. His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would +be a happy one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose +you are not sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was +teaching me whist, “When in doubt win the trick!” That advice is ten +times as valuable to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a +man there is always the risk that you may never get another offer.’ + +‘Why didn’t you win the trick when you were a girl?’ said Cytherea. + +‘Come, my lady Pert; I’m not the text,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, her face +glowing like fire. + +Cytherea laughed stealthily. + +‘I was about to say,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, ‘that here is +Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you +overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you +might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will +please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You understand +me, Cythie dear?’ + +Cytherea was silent. + +‘And,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, ‘on your promising +that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care +of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?’ + +‘Yes,’ she whispered, leaving the room. + +She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to +Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly +thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. The +brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain +upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was +everything. + +Owen told her the result in his next letter:-- + + +‘The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the +head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay +in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago +(after taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak, +my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again? +I asked the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They +shook their heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I +inquired. They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind. + +‘Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so +drearily. O Cytherea, you can’t think how drearily!’ + + +She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the +Old House, to Manston. On the maiden’s return, tired and sick at heart +as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked +politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced. +During their walk he inquired the particulars of her brother’s illness, +and with an irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one, +she told him of the length of time which must elapse before he could be +strong again, and of the lack of comfort in lodgings. + +Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: ‘Miss Graye, I will +not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they say is fair +in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I cannot +help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you--any remote +day you may name will satisfy me--and you shall find him well provided +for.’ + +For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at +her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous +nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a +quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching +white heat. She perceived how animal was the love which bargained. + +‘I do not love you, Mr. Manston,’ she replied coldly. + +5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same +dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad +visits. + +She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted +in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw +how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of +Dares at the Sicilian games-- + + ‘He, like a captain who beleaguers round + Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, + Views all the approaches with observing eyes, + This and that other part again he tries, + And more on industry than force relies.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to +Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea’s acceptance of +her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea’s answers to his +importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen’s +malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept, +it would have rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates +his combat with Opium--perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which +a thrilling dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she +wearily and monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays +to the well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and +Elisha in famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny +rooms. ‘So like, so very like, was day to day.’ Extreme lassitude seemed +all that the world could show her. + +Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her +brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth +concerning Owen’s condition. + +The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been +thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might +still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But +the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous. + +‘How long would it be?’ she said. + +‘It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.’ + +‘And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?’ + +‘Then he might be well in four or six months.’ + +Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had +borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half +that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open--her +becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County +Hospital. + +Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for +some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being +Manston’s wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from +Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the +hospital. + +‘County Hospital!’ said Miss Aldclyffe; ‘why, it is only another +name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if +anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in +a fashion, but ‘tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart +again.’ Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating +horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a +moment’s notice, especially in cases where the restorative treatment was +likely to be long and tedious. + +‘You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,’ she added +reproachfully. ‘You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you +selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads +out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no, +I cannot.’ + +Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but +this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston’s eye +sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance, +if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. + +6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that +the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her +brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand. +Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call, +as he could not have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind, +whose presence had served to help away the tedious hours of a long day, +and who had, moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which +the accompanying basket implied--antecedent consideration, so telling +upon all invalids--and which he so seldom experienced except from the +hands of his sister. + +How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and +cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone? + +Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return +journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same +place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly +her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he might see her +home was made. + +He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional +kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. ‘Though I +let my offer on her brother’s--my friend’s--behalf, seem dependent on my +lady’s graciousness to me,’ he whispered wooingly in the course of their +walk, ‘I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was said +with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have +me, or whether you don’t, I love you too devotedly to be anything but +kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,’ he +continued earnestly, ‘to give you pleasure--indeed I will.’ + +She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from +his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man +beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her +self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of +common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason +in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a woman’s +gratitude and her impulse to be kind. + +The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed +it, and caught at the opportunity. + +They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the +midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the only +signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old millpond +to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the sensuous +natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, resting on +the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below copper-coloured +and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of pale soft +green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun were +overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats +shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of +fire. + +The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only +wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. +The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such +temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a +single entity under the sky. + +He came so close that their clothes touched. ‘Will you try to love me? +Do try to love me!’ he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never +taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it +held hers in its clasp. + +Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and +Edward’s fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly +pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she +withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and +hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy +ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of a +hedge--all that remained of a ‘wet old garden’--standing in the middle +of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, purposeless and +valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with mandrakes, and she could +almost fancy she heard their shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand? +No, she could not withdraw it now; it was too late, the act would not +imply refusal. She felt as one in a boat without oars, drifting with +closed eyes down a river--she knew not whither. + +He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it. + +Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not +going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. + +7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER + +Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village +post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine +encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire +this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel +behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered. +Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted +as postmistress, walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the +foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished +her object, another form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in. + +‘Both on the same errand,’ he said gracefully. + +‘I will call her,’ said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the +stairs. + +‘One moment.’ He glided to her side. ‘Don’t call her for a moment,’ he +repeated. + +But she had said, ‘Mrs. Leat!’ + +He seized Cytherea’s hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it +by her side. + +She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she +had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her +tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be +spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no +remonstrance came. + +With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her, +he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones +of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed +its presence to herself, and left the house--putting it out of her +power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late +action of kissing her hand. + +The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In +this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her +unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week +ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day +on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a +settlement, that ‘his _sister’s suitor_ had guaranteed the sum.’ ‘Is he +Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,’ said Owen. + +He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired +for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced +towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. ‘Is this Mr. +Manston’s doing?’ he inquired. + +She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for +guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and +for all choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of +her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her +lost mother’s return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have +tender counsel to guide her through this, her great difficulty. + +As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward’s to quite +the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting +himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so +light of her. She knew he had stifled his love for her--was utterly +lost to her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman’s +pleasure of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them +now and then. + +‘If I were rich,’ she thought, ‘I would give way to the luxury of being +morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.’ + +But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; +and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate +circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from +poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. +Manston’s wife. + +She did not love him. + +But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love? +Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. + +‘Yes,’ she thought, ‘I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. +Manston.’ + +Did anything nobler in her say so too? + +With the death (to her) of Edward her heart’s occupation was gone. Was +it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she +used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister? + +By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two +hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do +good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers. + +‘Yes,’ she said again, ‘even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. +Manston.’ + +Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic +self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content +in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what +really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual +harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as +gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation +and devotedness. + +Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping +him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took +place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer +side by the low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to +his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He +stooped and kissed her brow. + +Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It +was too late in the evening for the postman’s visit, and she placed the +letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day. + +The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen’s letter of +the day before:-- + + + ‘September 9, 1865. + +‘DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. +Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in +which he hopes to stand towards you. Can’t you love him? Why not? Try, +for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the +weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in +your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except +by marriage? I don’t. Don’t go against your heart, Cytherea, but be +wise.--Ever affectionately yours, OWEN.’ + + +She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same +favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her +doom. Yet + + ‘So true a fool is love,’ + +that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at +the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour +the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down. + +8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service +at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn. + +Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward +from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea. + +The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in +Cytherea’s eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked +at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards +like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village +children singing too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes +listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or following the +movement of a distant bough or bird with features petrified almost to +painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was already regarding her +with some purpose in his glance. + +‘It is coming this evening,’ she said in her mind. A minute later, at +the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston +came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped +from it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact +with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind. + +‘Don’t let’s hurry,’ he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the +private path to the House as usual. ‘Would you mind turning down this +way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?’ + +She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on +their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate +of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate +was reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in +his hand. + +‘We are going inside for a minute,’ said Manston to him, taking the keys +unceremoniously. ‘I will bring them to you when we return.’ + +The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the +porch, and up the nave. + +They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere +with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them. +Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading +red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, +emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed +walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent +occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the +evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea’s was then. + +‘What sensations does the place impress you with?’ she said at last, +very sadly. + +‘I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of +achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such +as these.’ He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise. + +‘I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,’ +she murmured; ‘that’s the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce +me to be honest particularly.’ + +He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes. + +‘I pity you sometimes,’ he said more emphatically. + +‘I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?’ + +‘I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.’ + +‘Not needlessly.’ + +‘Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much, +when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?’ + +‘That can’t be,’ she said, turning away. + +He went on, ‘I think the real and only good thing that can be done for +him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering +whether it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for +a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would +be!’ + +‘It would.’ + +He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her +hand more firmly, as he continued, ‘Cytherea, why do you say “It would,” + so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I +want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I +cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my +wife!’ + +His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a +whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. + +She said firmly and distinctly, ‘Yes, I will.’ + +‘Next month?’ he said on the instant, before taking breath. + +‘No; not next month.’ + +‘The next?’ + +‘No.’ + +‘December? Christmas Day, say?’ + +‘I don’t mind.’ + +‘O, you darling!’ He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold +mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. + +‘Don’t kiss me--at least where we are now!’ she whispered imploringly. + +‘Why?’ + +‘We are too near God.’ + +He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so +emphatically that the words ‘Near God’ echoed back again through the +hollow building from the far end of the chancel. + +‘What a thing to say!’ he exclaimed; ‘surely a pure kiss is not +inappropriate to the place!’ + +‘No,’ she replied, with a swelling heart; ‘I don’t know why I burst out +so--I can’t tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?’ + +‘How shall I say “Yes” without judging you? How shall I say “No” without +losing the pleasure of saying “Yes?”’ He was himself again. + +‘I don’t know,’ she absently murmured. + +‘I’ll say “Yes,”’ he answered daintily. ‘It is sweeter to fancy we +are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the +sweetness without the need.’ + +She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now, +and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked +the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the +churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the +great matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on +indifferent subjects. + +‘Christmas Day, then,’ he said, as they were parting at the end of the +shrubbery. + +‘I meant Old Christmas Day,’ she said evasively. + +‘H’m, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.’ + +‘No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?’ It seemed +to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. + +‘Very well, love,’ he said gently. ‘’Tis a fortnight longer still; but +never mind. Old Christmas Day.’ + +9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +‘There. It will be on a Friday!’ + +She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was +the afternoon of the day following that of the steward’s successful +solicitation of her hand. + +‘I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell +him it is a Friday?’ she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking +at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old +House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the +disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the +coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to +search for him. + +Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked. +Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few +yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now that the practical +expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never +sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very +stern. + +‘It will be on a Friday,’ she said confusedly, and without any preface. + +‘Come this way!’ said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not +being able to alter at an instant’s notice. He gave her his arm and +led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. ‘On +a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That’s +nonsense.’ + +‘Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other day?’ + +‘Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas +Eve?’ + +‘Yes, Old Christmas Eve.’ + +‘Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?’ + +‘Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised +to marry you if I had not meant it. Don’t think I should.’ She spoke the +words with a dignified impressiveness. + +‘You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of +an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?’ + +‘No, no.’ She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he +spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and +wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity +of the house, afforded her a means of escape. ‘I must be with Miss +Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?’ she said +prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him. + +‘Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue +just now?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her. + +‘Yes.’ + +‘“Yes.” Come, why don’t you say more than that? I hate those taciturn +“Yesses” of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as +wax with me.’ + +‘I parted from him because I wanted to come in.’ + +‘What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe’s face kindled into intense interest at once. ‘Is it +indeed? When is it to be?’ + +‘On Old Christmas Eve.’ + +‘Old Christmas Eve.’ Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front, +and took a hand in each of her own. ‘And then you will be a bride!’ +she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden’s +delicately rounded cheeks. + +The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly +after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady. + +Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, ‘You did not say “Old Christmas +Eve” as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don’t receive my +remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How +many weeks are there to the time?’ + +‘I have not reckoned them.’ + +‘Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the +lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or +something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.’ + +Cytherea silently fetched the book. + +Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, +and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of +December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no +appetite for the scene. + +‘Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first +of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday +fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!’ + +‘A Thursday, surely?’ said Cytherea. + +‘No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.’ + +The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. ‘Well, it must be a +Friday,’ she murmured in a reverie. + +‘No: have it altered, of course,’ said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. +‘There’s nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be +thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn’t choose a +Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally +available.’ + +‘I shall not have it altered,’ said Cytherea firmly; ‘it has been +altered once already: I shall let it be.’ + + + + +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN + +We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus +advanced more than a quarter of a year. + +On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of +a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing, +and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed, +vainly endeavouring to sleep. + +She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied +past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and +months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a +vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly +behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his +memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Manston with +feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she +calmly owned. + +‘Why do I marry him?’ she said to herself. ‘Because Owen, dear Owen my +brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been, +uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. “Act in obedience to the dictates +of common-sense,” Owen said, “and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How +many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, +to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all +go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.” + +‘’Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what +a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the +heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with +the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one’s self +by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I’d rather +scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only +were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I +please my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those +who are more valuable than I?’ + +In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated +with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist +between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises +outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be +caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical +periods of her existence. ‘It is strange,’ she pondered, ‘that this my +last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first +was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened.’ + +As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one +were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She +would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, +but they were without doubt all asleep. + +The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have +brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but +Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, though she was +always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her +will. + +The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was +now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. +The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and +some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and +fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking +against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time. + +Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained +matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house +during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man +playing castanets or shaking dice. + +She thought, ‘Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with +these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?’ + +During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she +was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at +every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and +shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which +she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his +mask, but his form was like Manston’s. + +‘Thank Heaven!’ she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light +struggling through her blind. ‘Now what were those noises?’ To settle +that question seemed more to her than the event of the day. + +She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening +previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air +from the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle +still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an +extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter +of a pin’s head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in +the park were bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the +glistening incumbrance; the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs +had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. +Opposite her eye, on the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing +where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the +trunk. + +‘I never could have believed it possible,’ she thought, surveying the +bowed-down branches, ‘that trees would bend so far out of their true +positions without breaking.’ By watching a twig she could see a drop +collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there +become coagulated as the others had done. + +‘Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,’ she continued. ‘On this +morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the great Mother +to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my +wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?’ + +2. MORNING + +Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary +to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first +surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though +he could only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a +chair. + +Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from +Knapwater House, and not from her brother’s lodgings at Budmouth, which +was Cytherea’s first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The +capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the +wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and +appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her +dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete. + +But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At +eight o’clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands +and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, +panting from his exertions in pedestrianism. + +The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House +on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole +system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the +domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble +imitation of its flicker was continually attempted by a family of +polished metallic utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls +opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak +daylight from outside. A step further in, and the nostrils were greeted +by the scent of green herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form +of the cook, wholesome, white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as +the food she manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by +her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds +prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and the +light touches of the women’s slippers upon the stone floor. + +The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, +and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser. + +‘No wedden this mornen--that’s my opinion. In fact, there can’t be,’ he +said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered +thought that had existed complete in his head. + +The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long +toasting-fork, which she held at arm’s length towards the unapproachable +fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing. + +‘Bad out of doors, isn’t it?’ she said, with a look of commiseration for +things in general. + +‘Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level +ground. As to getten up hill to the church, ‘tis perfect lunacy. And +I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, ‘tis murder +to think of ‘em. I am going to send straight as a line into the +breakfast-room, and say ‘tis a closer.... Hullo--here’s Clerk Crickett +and John Day a-comen! Now just look at ‘em and picture a wedden if you +can.’ + +All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener +were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo. + +‘You’ll have to go if it breaks all the horses’ legs in the county,’ +said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door +with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a +clang. + +‘O, O; why shall I?’ asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a +glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered. + +‘Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give +up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or +earth?’ + +‘----Mornen so’s--such as it is!’ interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily, +coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the +fire. ‘Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say? +You might ha’ cut it short by sayen “to Miss Aldclyffe,” and leaven out +heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing +isn’t getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!’ + +The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The +cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre +of a little crater of flour in a platter-- + +‘It might be in this case; she’s so indifferent.’ + +‘Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I thought +there was something upon my tongue; but ‘tis a secret; not a word, mind, +not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.’ + +‘Yes?’ inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. + +‘D’ye think that’s all?’ + +‘Don’t be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil of +raising a woman’s expectations wrongfully; I’ll skimmer your pate as +sure as you cry Amen!’ + +‘Well, it isn’t all. When I got home last night my wife said, “Miss +Adelaide took a holiday this mornen,” says she (my wife, that is); +“walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!” says +she.’ + +‘Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?’ + +‘Springrove, no--no--Springrove’s nothen to do wi’ it--‘twas Farmer +Bollens. They’ve been playing bo-peep for these two or three months +seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken, +and spetten about having her, she’s quietly left him all forsook. Serve +him right. I don’t blame the little woman a bit.’ + +‘Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!’ + +‘Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he’s so rich +that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint +cups.’ + +‘Lord, I wish it was me, don’t I wish ‘twas me!’ said the scullery-maid. + +‘Yes, ‘twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,’ continued +the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a +distance. ‘Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only +one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the +wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was +Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on +the house till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he +could get another tenant.’ + +‘Just like her independence,’ said the cook. + +‘Well, independent or no, she’s Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall +never forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens’s garden--years ago +now--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was +at that time, a very merry feller--for ‘twas before I took holy orders, +and it didn’t prick my conscience as ‘twould now. “Farmer,” says I, +“little taties seem to turn out small this year, don’t em?” “O no, +Crickett,” says he, “some be fair-sized.” He’s a dull man--Farmer +Bollens is--he always was. However, that’s neither here nor there; he’s +a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don’t make a mistake she’ll bring +him a pretty good family, gie her time.’ + +‘Well, it don’t matter; there’s a Providence in it,’ said the +scullery-maid. ‘God A’mighty always sends bread as well as children.’ + +‘But ‘tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often. +However, I think I can see my lady Hinton’s reason for chosen yesterday +to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one +another’s path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that +when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn’t caren to have en, she thought +she’d be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too. +That’s maids’ logic all over, and maids’ malice likewise.’ + +Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man’s +partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against +his attack. ‘I’ll just tell you one thing then,’ said the cook, +shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with. +‘Whatever maids’ logic is and maids’ malice too, if Cytherea Graye even +now knows that young Springrove is free again, she’ll fling over the +steward as soon as look at him.’ + +‘No, no: not now,’ the coachman broke in like a moderator. ‘There’s +honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton’s tricks +in her. She’ll stick to Manston.’ + +‘Pifh!’ + +‘Don’t let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven’s sake,’ +the clerk continued. ‘Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me, +if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.’ + +‘Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour +or two, for you’ll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if +she don’t! ‘Tis a poor womanly feller!’ + +‘You shouldn’t ha’ begun it, clerk. I knew how ‘twould be,’ said the +gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk’s mangled remains. + +The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. + +3. NOON + +The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By +ten o’clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the +extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One +mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to +feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within. + +They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass +of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night +itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth +or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a +vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the morning. + +Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the +air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were +constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came +occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had +assembled to see the termination of Cytherea’s existence as a single +woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they +could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like +a statue than Cytherea Graye. + +Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in +a man’s idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are +there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of +nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in +regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of +the thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time +upon the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there +is no fetichism in his idea of them--they are still only a covering +he uses for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart +almost indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her +heart had nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of +those sorry trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. + +The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon +written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary +here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the +church the light from the candles streamed from the small open door, +and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side, +dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul’s peace +of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through the open-work of this screen +could now be seen illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures +of cross-legged knights, damp and green with age, and above them a +huge classic monument, also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily +sculptured in cadaverous marble. + +Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, or +his spirit. + +The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the +screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him +forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in +that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad beyond all description. His +eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly paleness, +his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get no +breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own +control. + +Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart +of a year’s silence--a year and a half’s separation--was undone in +an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere +sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest +of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that even to herself +it seemed more like a new creation than a revival. + +Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was! + +It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a +maiden’s heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her +despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when +owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If +he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable +because deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea’s +case now. + +First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which +presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of +the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words, +‘He’s dying--dying! O God, save us!’ She began to sink down, and would +have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her +vinaigrette. + +‘What did she say?’ inquired Manston. + +Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was +far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not +faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage +of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen. +He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable +intrusion. + +But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, +nobody could tell how or whither. + +4. AFTERNOON + +It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place +in Cytherea’s idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled. + +The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an +opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her +on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and +unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed +him. He spoke to her severely and sadly. + +‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But +remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman +enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don’t +think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had +no business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea, +and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very vexed.’ + +‘Say ashamed of me at once,’ she bitterly answered. + +‘I am ashamed of you,’ he retorted angrily; ‘the mood has not left you +yet, then?’ + +‘Owen,’ she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of +sensations too deep for tears. ‘No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will +be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last +night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love +Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me +a wanton for it, don’t you? I don’t care; I have gone beyond caring for +anything!’ She looked stonily into his face and made the speech calmly. + +‘Well, poor Cytherea, don’t talk like that!’ he said, alarmed at her +manner. + +‘I thought that I did not love him at all,’ she went on hysterically. ‘A +year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his +garden without thinking of him--look at his seat in church and not care. +But I saw him this morning--dying because he loves me so--I know it is +that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and +I don’t care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know +we have. O, if I could only die!’ + +He held her in his arms. ‘Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,’ he +said, ‘and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such +impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you. +It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell +upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.’ His voice grew husky as +he made the reply. + +The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had +seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her +name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist. + +‘I won’t give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,’ she +said. + +‘Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you +should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and +try to love your husband.’ + +‘Yes--my duty to society,’ she murmured. ‘But ah, Owen, it is difficult +to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! Though +it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for the +indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, and +duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can be +said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of +mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in +this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far +in time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other’s accent, or some +other’s song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back +to what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed +me so soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to +me, and think, “Poor girl!” believing they do great justice to my +memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my single +opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are +regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily +held in those two words of pity, “Poor girl!” was a whole life to me; +as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads, +smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to +them their world, and they in that life of mine, however much I cared +for them, only as the thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter +into another’s nature truly, that’s what is so grievous.’ + +‘Well, it cannot be helped,’ said Owen. + +‘But we must not stay here,’ she continued, starting up and going. ‘We +shall be missed. I’ll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.’ + +It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads, +the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest +hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to +Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the +evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to +Paris--a place Cytherea had never visited--for their wedding tour. + +The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless +that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took +little part in the day’s proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively +conscious of all their movements, put down her charge’s agitation for +once as the natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was +as indulgent as could be wished. + +At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it, +she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden, +having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to +take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected +there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not +a soul was in or around the place. The gardener was making merry on +Manston’s and her account. + +The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it +exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The +gardener thought ‘How happy they are!’ and the thought made him happier +than they. + +Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning +indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last +of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood +still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the +straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no +part of which was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river +at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without. + +A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the +river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the +presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it +might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why +should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out +of her sight for ever? + +She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the +river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably +depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream, +which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any +passer on the other side. + +She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow +herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if it +had been Edward. + +But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected +in the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way +that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted +their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form +was that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she +could not definitely characterize him. + +He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it +Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say +one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very +slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely +hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she +suddenly asked herself a question: ‘Can it be possible that he sees my +reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!’ + +He was looking at her in the water. + +She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged +from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was +Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no +more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves. + +‘Cytherea!’ + +‘Mr. Springrove,’ she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. + +He was the first to speak again. + +‘Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite +as strangers to each other.’ + +‘No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.’ She +spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand. + +‘Not one common word of explanation?’ he implored. ‘Don’t think I am bad +enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.’ + +Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed--and +dreaded--to hear his explanation! + +‘What is it?’ she said desperately. + +‘It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to +distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before +you were--married.’ + +He stepped closer, and went on, ‘You know what has taken place? Surely +you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.’ + +‘Married--and not to you?’ Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper. + +‘Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted +me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting +me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own +relations. But that’s nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if.... +But I was too late.’ + +‘But, Edward, what’s that, what’s that!’ she cried, in an agony of +reproach. ‘Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me +that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!’ + +‘Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how could +you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?’ + +‘O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till +lately.... I try to love him now.’ + +‘But that can’t be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to +hear no more of me--proved it to me!’ said Edward. + +‘Never! she couldn’t.’ + +‘She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you wrote +to Mr. Manston.’ + +‘A love-letter I wrote?’ + +‘Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you +were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of +realities.’ + +The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this +distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there +followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery +of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss +Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea, +under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her +position was irretrievable. + +Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning +half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been +sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the +bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this +agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more misery to the +future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she +should never know. + +‘I was indifferent to my own future,’ Edward said, ‘and was urged to +promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss +Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on +account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care +about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised +by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin’s marriage. He +said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day--that +is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought +you loved me still. It was enough for me--I came down by the earliest +morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I +thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that +you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I +reached the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate +leading to the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and +saw you come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. +I was compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live +content--or die content!’ + +‘I am to blame, Edward, I am,’ she said mournfully; ‘I was taught to +dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually +reiterated in my ears till I believed it-- + + ‘“The world and its ways have a certain worth, + And to press a point where these oppose + Were a simple policy.” + +‘But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act +is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread +upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly +represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place +which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot +for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful and harassing!... But +that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by +my miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned +me! You were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was +invariably kind. Well, the deed is done--I must abide by it. I shall +never let him know that I do not love him--never. If things had only +remained as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and +married another woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not +know the truth as I know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be +brave, Edward, and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They +will not be long. O, I hope they will not be long!... Now, good-bye, +good-bye!’ + +‘I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,’ said Springrove, +in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear. + +They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating +over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow, +the stream was deep, and there was no bridge. + +‘Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.’ + +She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards +his, but not into them. The river was too wide. + +‘Never mind,’ said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, ‘I must be +going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!’ + +‘I must touch you, I must press your hand,’ he said. + +They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was +a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the +other’s pulse throbbing beside its own. + +‘My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!’ + +She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and +ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between them. +The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows +gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never been +disturbed. + +Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart +was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed +there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she +will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony +of such refined and special torture that it is indescribable by men’s +words, she moves among her acquaintances much as before, and contrives +so to cast her actions in the old moulds that she is only considered to +be rather duller than usual. + +5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O’CLOCK P.M. + +Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in +his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood +upon his crutches whilst the train was starting. + +When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they +saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was +pale, and apparently very ill. + +‘Look at that poor sick man,’ said Cytherea compassionately, ‘surely he +ought not to be here.’ + +‘He’s been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,’ another porter +answered. ‘He do hardly hear when he’s spoken to, and d’ seem giddy, or +as if something was on his mind. He’s been like it for this month past, +but nothing so bad as he is to-day.’ + +‘Poor thing.’ + +She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most +deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him +money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever +he wanted. + +The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent +thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were +unknown to her that she wept all the while. + +Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the +lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on +the marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking +up his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads +with no object in view save that of getting rid of time. + +The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from +the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter +from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and +lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when +he turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to +himself-- + +‘If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called +presentiments--and I don’t believe there is--there will be in mine +to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!’ + +At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and +shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen’s +view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other +by reason of Owen’s visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer +inquired how Owen’s foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so +nimble again. + +‘How is your son?’ said Owen mechanically. + +‘He is at home, sitting by the fire,’ said the farmer, in a sad voice. +‘This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits +and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I +can’t help feeling for him.’ + +‘Is he married?’ said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the +interview in the garden. + +‘No. I can’t quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too, +who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a +careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know what +it is mainly owing to. If it hadn’t been for that heart affair, he might +have done--but the less said about him the better. I don’t know what we +should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the conditions of +the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in making +it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.’ He ceased +speaking, and looked round at the sky. + +‘Have you heard o’ what’s happened?’ he said suddenly; ‘I was just +coming out to learn about it.’ + +‘I haven’t heard of anything.’ + +‘It is something very serious, though I don’t know what. All I know is +what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns somebody +who lives in the parish.’ + +It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in +adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a +thought crossed Owen’s mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned +might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire +was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than +his own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever +afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next +half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not +refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after +hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a +way. ‘How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye +of a foreseeing God,’ he frequently said in after-time. ‘Columbus on the +eve of his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.’ + +After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and, +as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the +village. + +The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which +opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in +a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their +respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at +one another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the +village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round +to the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went +hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their +wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed +uncertain how to act in some matter. + +‘If they want me, surely they will call me,’ he thought, wondering +more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the +subject of their discourse. + +The first who approached him was a boy. + +‘What has occurred?’ said Owen. + +‘O, a man ha’ got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa’son.’ + +‘Is that all?’ + +‘Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he’s almost out of his +mind wi’ wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.’ + +‘Who is he?’ said Owen. + +‘Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be +night-porter.’ + +‘Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to come +to the Old House for something, but he hasn’t been. But has anything +else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?’ + +‘No, sir.’ + +Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between +himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea’s +friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in +a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the solution. +The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the +gate. + +Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking +over one of his father’s fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four +cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the +gate of the field. + +The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and +jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. ‘This is +a pretty set-to in your place, sir,’ he said. ‘You don’t know about it, +I suppose?’ + +‘What?’ said Springrove. + +The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a +confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a +clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away. + +Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, ‘Bring +her home!’ + +The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably +did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman +he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make +perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by +telling it him with his own lips. + +Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. + +The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of +the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw +had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted +by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid +motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the +customary effort of running, + +But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the +shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen’s, was through +the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of Edward +rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three +hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows. + +The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing +subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards +the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. + +Owen approached him and said-- + +‘A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I +suppose?’ + +‘Not he--he’s sensible enough,’ said the dairyman, and paused. He was a +man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with strangers. + +‘Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?’ + +‘That’s the man, sir.’ The maids and men sitting under the cows were all +attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly +directing the jets against the sides of the pail. + +Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything +of the nature of ridicule. ‘The people all seem to look at me, as if +something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is +it?’ + +‘Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing +concerns you.’ + +‘What strange thing?’ + +‘Don’t you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.’ + +‘What did he confess? Tell me.’ + +‘If you really ha’n’t heard, ‘tis this. He was as usual on duty at the +station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn’t ha’ +known it.’ + +‘Known what? For God’s sake tell, man!’ + +But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the +east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. + +The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the +barton. + +Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: ‘Your +sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it +comes out I don’t know!’ + +‘O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!’ said the rector +breathlessly. ‘I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss +Aldclyffe’s looking for you--something very extraordinary.’ He beckoned +to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three +stepped aside together. + +‘A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a +strange state all day, but he wouldn’t go home. Your sister was kind +to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he +went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way, +as if he were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at +last. Then he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something +on his mind, he said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last +November twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the +porter’s room, almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to +open the door. He went out and found the person to be the lady he had +accompanied to Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She +asked, when would be another train to London? The first the next +morning, he told her, was at a quarter-past six o’clock from Budmouth, +but that it was express, and didn’t stop at Carriford Road--it didn’t +stop till it got to Anglebury. “How far is it to Anglebury?” she said. +He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short +time she ran back and took out her purse. “Don’t on any account say +a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, or a single +breath about me--I’m ashamed ever to have come.” He promised; she took +out two sovereigns. “Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room,” she +said, “and I’ll pay you these.” He got the book, took an oath upon it, +received the money, and she left him. He was off duty at half-past +five. He has kept silence all through the intervening time till now, but +lately the knowledge he possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience +and weak mind. Yet the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared +to tell. The actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your +sister’s kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. +He thought he had ruined her.’ + +‘But whatever can be done? Why didn’t he speak sooner?’ cried Owen. + +‘He actually called at my house twice yesterday,’ the rector continued, +‘resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times--he +left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was +defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last +night--started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock--and then went +home again.’ + +‘Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,’ said Owen +bitterly. ‘The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the criminality +of the thing!’ + +‘Ah, that’s the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put +to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have +escaped than have been burnt--’ + +‘You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it +all means?’ Edward interrupted. + +‘Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless +he’s her husband,’ said Owen. ‘I shall go and separate them.’ + +‘Certainly you will,’ said the rector. + +‘Where’s the man?’ + +‘In his cottage.’ + +‘’Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake +them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and +certain proofs of his first wife’s death. An up-train passes soon, I +think.’ + +‘Where have they gone?’ said Edward. + +‘To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow +morning.’ + +‘Where in Southampton?’ + +‘I really don’t know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. But I +shall find them by making a few inquiries.’ + +The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now +opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to +gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local newspaper. + +‘The afternoon express is just gone,’ he said, holding open the page, +‘and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o’clock. +Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr. +Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter’s cottage, where +I will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get +him to sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering +between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere +hearsay story.’ + +The suggestion seemed a good one. ‘Yes, there will be time before the +train starts,’ said Owen. + +Edward had been musing restlessly. + +‘Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?’ +he said suddenly to Graye. + +‘I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,’ +returned Owen coldly. ‘Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much +better see him myself.’ + +‘There is no doubt,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘that the death of his wife was +fully believed in by himself.’ + +‘None whatever,’ said Owen; ‘and the news must be broken to him, and the +question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for +Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.’ He still spoke rather +coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward +was not a pleasant one to him. + +‘You will never find them,’ said Edward. ‘You have never been to +Southampton, and I know every house there.’ + +‘That makes little difference,’ said the rector; ‘he will have a cab. +Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.’ + +‘Stay; I’ll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the +terminus,’ said Owen; ‘that is, if their train has not already arrived.’ + +Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. ‘The two-thirty train +reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,’ he said. + +It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector +suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to ‘all the +respectable hotels in Southampton,’ on the chance of its finding them, +and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the +place. + +‘I’ll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,’ said Edward--an +offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the +direction of the porter’s cottage. + +Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road +towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen’s proceedings +were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of +Manston’s good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any +arrangement which should clear up the mystery. ‘But,’ thought Edward, +‘suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it--that +Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced +fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story +or another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? +And then the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their +futures irremediably.’ + +However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form +of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to +the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen’s arrival, as he valued his +reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward +guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected +with the search would be paid. + +No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within +him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the +time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a +forewarning which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally. + +Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of +raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by +a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into +the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It +was certainly a passenger train. + +Yet the booking-office window was closed. + +‘Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up +the line. The incline again?’ The voice was the stationmaster’s, and the +reply seemed to come from the guard. + +‘Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a +perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to +bring them through the cutting at twice.’ + +‘Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?’ the voice continued. The +few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this +time, had taken their places at once. + +A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward’s mind; then a wish +overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was that +Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that +his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might +possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this very train +that was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words +of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be +with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent +confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary +riddle, and the release of Cytherea! + +The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at +which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle, +Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved +along, and he was soon out of sight. + +Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across +the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be called the +initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to cherish; when the +woman is shifted in a man’s mind from the region of mere admiration to +the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she +changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one +that said ‘She’ before, says ‘We’ now. Eyes that were to be subdued +become eyes to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism +becomes a brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to +be tested in the dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the +once-criticized accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a +special pleader. + +6. FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + +Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward +remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority whatever to +question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband +and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed +confession from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed +confession--perhaps not worth anything legally--but it would be held by +Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea’s natural guardian, could separate them +on the mere ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be +called the hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as +firmly convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man’s story, +and paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train +wound through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning +coppices, as resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with +the crime during the critical interval between the reception of the +telegram and the hour at which Owen’s train would arrive--trusting to +circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up +his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise. + +At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the +station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing Owen +could possibly arrive. + +Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his +investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town. + +At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and +inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always +receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering to that +description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called, +asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly. + +He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might +possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he +hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries +among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and +weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he +went, which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several +houses in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered +the door of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was +striking eight. + +‘Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this +evening?’ he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from +very familiarity. + +‘A new-married couple, did you say?’ + +‘They are, though I didn’t say so.’ + +‘They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.’ + +‘Are they indoors?’ + +‘I don’t know. Eliza!’ + +‘Yes, m’m.’ + +‘See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.’ + +‘Yes, m’m.’ + +‘Has any telegram come for them?’ said Edward, when the maid had gone on +her errand. + +‘No--nothing that I know of.’ + +‘Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such +name, were here this evening,’ said another voice from the back of the +bar-parlour. + +‘And did they get the message?’ + +‘Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn’t come till +half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message. I +told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had +been asked for, but they didn’t seem to understand why it should be, and +so the matter dropped.’ + +The chambermaid came back. ‘The gentleman is not in, but the lady is. +Who shall I say?’ + +‘Nobody,’ said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his +method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts--apart +from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him flatly +for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the +presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the steward’s +palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came. +But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of +affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the +house alone. + +He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston’s +absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see +him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at +any moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the +accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful +course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was +not married. If the first wife were really dead after all--and he +felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward’s wife might in +after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity and cruelty on +account of an old lover’s interference now. + +Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for +her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired. + +But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite +deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of +the attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing +between him and Cytherea’s presence. Reason was powerless now; he must +see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston--offensive to her +brother or no. His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to +her. Who loved her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the +stairs, two at a time, and followed the corridor till he came to the +door numbered thirteen. + +He knocked softly: nobody answered. + +There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston +came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the +table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief +light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a +sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders--still as precious to him +as ever. + +7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + +There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the soul +of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly and +expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems +more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea’s expression now. +What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her +reverie had caused her not to notice his knock. + +‘Cytherea!’ he said softly. + +She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her +visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice. + +There was no preface on Springrove’s tongue; he forgot his +position--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other +proofs of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion. + +‘You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!’ he +cried in an agitated whisper. ‘Owen will be here directly.’ + +She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them +afterwards. ‘Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?’ She +awoke by degrees. ‘What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you come? +Where is Owen?’ + +‘What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? +Tell me quick.’ + +‘Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother Owen? +I want him, I want him!’ + +‘He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,’ implored +Springrove. ‘If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am +nobody,’ he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly +shadowed forth. + +‘Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,’ she +said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly +looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the +act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry. + +‘No, I’ll not go out with you,’ she said, flinging the articles +down again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and +downstairs. + +‘Give me a private room--quite private,’ she said breathlessly to some +one below. + +‘Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,’ said some +tongue in astonishment. + +Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried +upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room +specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out-- + +‘Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!’ + +‘He will be here directly,’ said Springrove, close against the panel, +and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough. + +He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the +railway-station. + +As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to +think. She listened till the echo of Edward’s footsteps had died away, +then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape +from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily, +which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during +the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position +than she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that +single fact which had been told her--that the first Mrs. Manston was +still living--till her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with +excess of throbbing. It was only natural that she should, by degrees, +be unable to separate the discovery, which was matter of fact, from the +suspicion of treachery on her husband’s part, which was only matter of +inference. And thus there arose in her a personal fear of him. + +‘Suppose he should come in now and seize me!’ This at first mere +frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his +presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to +a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for being vented +in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet Manston’s eye alone, she +would only see him in her brother’s company. + +Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent +all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word +being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was. + +8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + +Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came +to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it +a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself, +whose curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no +bounds. The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea +kept the door locked. ‘Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am +ill,’ she said from the inside, ‘and that I cannot see him.’ + +‘Certainly I will, madam,’ said the landlady. ‘Won’t you have a fire?’ + +‘No, thank you.’ + +‘Nor a light?’ + +‘I don’t want one, thank you.’ + +‘Nor anything?’ + +‘Nothing.’ + +The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane. + +Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the +sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round, +rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to +be seen. + +‘She is in number twelve room,’ added the maid. + +Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. ‘Cytherea!’ + +‘I am unwell, I cannot see you,’ she said. + +‘Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.’ + +‘No, not seriously.’ + +‘Let me come in; I will get a doctor.’ + +‘No, he can’t see me either.’ + +‘She won’t open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!’ said the +chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes. + +‘Hold your tongue, and be off!’ said Manston with a snap. + +The maid vanished. + +‘Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the door.... +I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a doctor +either, unless he sees you.’ + +Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but +nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes, +Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed. + +And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up +and down. She thought, ‘Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he probably +may--and will burst open the door!’ This notion increased, and she sank +into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the +slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that +outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting +to laugh her to scorn. + +9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M. + +In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform +of the railway-station. Half-past eight o’clock--the time at which +Owen’s train was due--had come, and passed, but no train appeared. + +‘When will the eight-thirty train be in?’ he asked of a man who was +sweeping the mud from the steps. + +‘She is not expected yet this hour.’ + +‘How is that?’ + +‘Christmas-time, you see, ‘tis always so. People are running about to +see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas +Eve, and will be for another week yet.’ + +Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He +found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so +intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of +Cytherea’s whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the +station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the +streets of the town. + +The hour expired. Ten o’clock struck. ‘When will the train be in?’ said +Edward to the telegraph clerk. + +‘In five-and-thirty minutes. She’s now at L----. They have extra +passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.’ + +At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in. + +The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually +glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the +outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was +quite bewildered, and could not speak. + +‘Here I am, Mr. Graye,’ said Edward cheerfully. ‘I have seen Cytherea, +and she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.’ + +Owen took Edward’s hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such +was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did +he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before +him. + +10. ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + +On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between +Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting +outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently +overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being +Manston’s wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in +his proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter. + +Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been +occupied by Cytherea on Edward’s visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen +had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His +face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the slight circumstance +which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for. + +Manston could form no reason for Owen’s presence, but intuitively linked +it with Cytherea’s seclusion. ‘Altogether this is most unseemly,’ he +said, ‘whatever it may mean.’ + +‘Don’t think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,’ said +Owen earnestly; ‘but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise +than come.’ + +He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily +written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston’s +face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and +mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could +be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not +overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible +expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified +amazement in the steward’s mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up +and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the belief he had held +throughout, in antagonism to Edward’s suspicions. + +There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. +Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have +feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was +quite futile to conjecture. + +‘Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole +matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,’ said Owen when he +had finished reading. ‘But is it not best for both that Cytherea should +come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the +circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.’ + +Whatever Manston’s original feelings had been, all in him now gave way +to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room +till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones-- + +‘Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a gratuitous +unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should you, or +anybody, have doubted me?’ + +‘Well, where is my sister?’ said Owen. + +‘Locked in the next room.’ + +His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable +means, have had an inkling of the event. + +Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea’s room. + +‘Cytherea, darling--‘tis Owen,’ he said, outside the door. A rustling +of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, ‘Is it +really you, Owen,--is it really?’ + +‘It is.’ + +‘O, will you take care of me?’ + +‘Always.’ + +She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from +the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door. + +Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the +darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to +Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a +lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and +shivered. + +The sight of her again kindled all Manston’s passions into activity. +‘She shall not go with you,’ he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two +closer, ‘unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can’t do it!’ + +‘This is proof,’ said Owen, holding up the paper. + +‘No proof at all,’ said Manston hotly. ‘’Tis not a death-bed confession, +and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.’ + +‘Send for a lawyer,’ Owen returned, ‘and let him tell us the proper +course to adopt.’ + +‘Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!’ cried Cytherea, still holding +on to him. ‘You will let me go with him, won’t you, sir?’ she said, +turning appealingly to Manston. + +‘We’ll have it all right and square,’ said Manston, with more quietness. +‘I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants +to.’ + +It was getting on for twelve o’clock, but the proprietor of the hotel +had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor, +which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked +over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye +that the wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent +into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on, +in order to acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the +episode of the evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called +the landlord up to where they stood, and told him the main facts of the +story. + +The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative +smoker. + +‘I know the very man you want to see--the very man,’ he said, looking +at the general features of the candle-flame. ‘Sharp as a needle, and not +over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time--trust Timms for +that.’ + +‘He’s in bed by this time for certain,’ said Owen. + +‘Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He’ll oblige me as a +personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he’s up at some party or +another--he’s a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind you, +sharp as a needle, too.’ + +He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three +persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless, +awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the +long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man +could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them +seemed unendurable to her--she could never last out the time. Owen was +annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once; Manston +at Owen’s homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if +he would be a touchstone of infallible proof. + +Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few +moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. +‘Mr. Timms has not been in bed,’ he said; ‘he had just returned from +dining with a few friends, so there’s no trouble given. To save time I +explained the matter as we came along.’ + +It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty +exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner +with a few friends. + +‘As far as I can see,’ said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision +inward by main force, ‘it is quite a matter for private arrangement +between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least at present. I +speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young +lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame’s way, until +the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence +prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you, +her husband, you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.’ + +‘Yes, yes,’ said Manston, who had completely recovered his +self-possession and common-sense; ‘let it all be settled by herself.’ +Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the +words-- + +‘Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here +miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.’ + +‘I’ll go back with Owen.’ + +‘Very well.’ He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: ‘And +remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as +you are yourself. Do you believe me?’ + +‘I do,’ she said. + +‘I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don’t think +she does even now. Do you believe me?’ + +‘I believe you,’ she said. + +‘And now, good-evening,’ he continued, opening the door and politely +intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further +necessity for their remaining in his room. ‘In three days I shall claim +her.’ + +The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as +much of his sister’s clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his +arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had +been left standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly +forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had +occasioned them, looked to the packing, and went to the door. + +A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the +house, was called up, and Cytherea’s luggage put upon it. + +‘Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night +arrivals?’ Owen inquired of the driver. + +‘A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and the +gentleman wished me to give you this.’ + +‘Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,’ said Owen to +himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly +traced in pencil:-- + +‘I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that +I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having +caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it cannot be +helped now. E.S.’ + +Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive +on. + +‘Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,’ he said to +Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. + +A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them. +They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling +coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who +was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had +forgotten herself, and her position for the instant. + +Was she still Manston’s wife--that was the terrible supposition, and +her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the +late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have +been only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow. + +Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would +ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the +reflection; Edward knew the truth. + +They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them +by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed +themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train +the next day. + +At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on +the wheels of the night-mail. + + + + +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY + +Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. + +This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to +raise in Cytherea’s bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The +instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the +hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her +presence for a week than her respect for ever. + +‘She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,’ he insisted. And +then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which, +to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event, +appeared the least likely of possible contingencies. + +He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on +Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing +would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done +openly--even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and stated +this to be his resolve. + +‘Certainly,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘it is best to proceed candidly and +fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion, +take active steps at once.’ + +‘I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and +silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what +can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry +is not to be found--I mean the porter.’ + +‘I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last +night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where +he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not +there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has +not come back yet.’ + +‘I rather doubt if we shall see him again.’ + +‘Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not +think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for +your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the +meantime?’ + +‘Advertise. I’ll think about it,’ said Manston, lingering on the word as +he pronounced it. ‘Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a right thing.’ + +He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the +next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he +went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which +resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory. + +He saw Mr. Raunham. ‘Have you done anything yet?’ the rector inquired. + +‘No--I have not,’ said Manston absently. ‘But I am going to set about +it.’ He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to +betray. ‘My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings +from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were +interested in.’ + +There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston’s tone now, and the +rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied. + +‘I have not heard directly from her,’ he said gently. ‘But her brother +has communicated with some people in the parish--’ + +‘The Springroves, I suppose,’ said Manston gloomily. + +‘Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, +likely to be for some days.’ + +‘Surely, surely, I must go and see her!’ Manston cried. + +‘I would advise you not to go,’ said Raunham. ‘But do this instead--be +as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth +as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step +place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself +for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are +socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which +is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.’ + +The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same +indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of conscious +perplexity. + +On Manston’s return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the +door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar, +and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he +entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the +front room where Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened +off from the remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part +of the screen, he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed +his footsteps, and continued their discourse. + +One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man +who had met him with tidings of his wife’s death on the evening of the +conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same +mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and +confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being +an unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the +fire. + +What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to +forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was +strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the +house again without being seen or heard. + +Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off +under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire, +and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by +unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did +not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew +cold; still he thought on. + +It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time, +had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental absorption--shown +nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss +Aldclyffe. + +It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a +determination. + +The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House; +where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him. +She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the +confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the +denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his +departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the +reason of his journey thither--to recover traces of his missing wife. + +During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and +other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case. +The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature +which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including +Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true, +it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys +behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore +she would not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure +were put upon her. The writers added that the police were on the track +of the porter, who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his +reticence was criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with +praiseworthy energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up. + +2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY + +Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London +and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the +rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had +made at his wife’s old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of +results. + +But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that +he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to +fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing +woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully +considered and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart, +or at least the understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own +nature left in her. + +There was no answer. + +Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as +before. + +‘I cannot try any further,’ said Manston speciously to the rector, his +sole auditor throughout the proceedings. ‘Mr. Raunham, I’ll tell you the +truth plainly: I don’t love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of +this business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against +me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.’ + +‘But you will do your duty at least?’ said Mr. Raunham. + +‘I have done it,’ said Manston. ‘If ever a man on the face of this earth +has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her--living or +dead--at least,’ he added, correcting himself, ‘since I have lived at +Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own that, as I have owned +it before.’ + +‘I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her +if advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,’ said the rector +emphatically. ‘But at any rate, try advertising once more. There’s a +satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.’ + +When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire +for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went +to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by +dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then +dipping it again, he took the following note of events:-- + + +‘January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the +subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending +the three interviews:-- + +‘The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to +do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he +was convinced he should never see her again. + +‘The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first +wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea’s welfare. + +‘The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all +consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is +strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston’s +fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to +advise him to _advertise again_ for her.’ + + +A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A +paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last time +the announcement would appear. + +3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY + +At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston, +directed in a woman’s hand. + +A bachelor friend of the steward’s, Mr. Dickson by name, who was +somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an endless +string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding +day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise +to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore +almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at +breakfast with his host when the important missive arrived. + +Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the +name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as +follows:-- + + +‘“MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness. + +‘“During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred +times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now, +namely, that I am alive and in perfect health. + +‘“I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence +has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why else +should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will +be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?--rather +the reverse, indeed. + +‘“You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which we +can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must +be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily +and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. You will do the +same, as your actions show. + +‘“There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts +relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the +heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch +me, more grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your +absence from home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate +sense of wrong done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and +hoped for you till the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found +that you did not come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I +had half undressed, but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch +(and I suppose dropping my keys, though I am not sure where) in my +hurry, and slipped out of the house. The--“’ + + +‘Well, that’s a rum story,’ said Mr. Dickson, interrupting. + +‘What’s a rum story?’ said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face. + +‘Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.’ + +‘I don’t see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do +such a thing.’ + +‘Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such +immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman +in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so +forgetful.’ + +‘All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to +assume that she was not in her senses, for that’s what she did plainly, +or how could the things have been found there? Besides, she’s truthful +enough.’ He spoke eagerly and peremptorily. + +‘Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.’ + +‘O yes.’ Manston read on:-- + + +’”--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up +brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike +me; I did not consider that it might be thatched. + +‘“I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come +in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the +fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still +determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station, +which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there +concerning the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the +effect the fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not +in any detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of +the village to my former abode, might set people on my track should +they doubt my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again +to Knapwater--a place which had seemed inimical to me from first to +last--prompted me to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then +walked on to Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till +the morning train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then +took these lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by +needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to +America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that +is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am +happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful +wife, EUNICE. + +‘“My name here is (as before) + + ‘“MRS. RONDLEY, and my address, + 79 ADDINGTON STREET, + LAMBETH.’” + + +The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper. + +‘So it’s to be all right at last then,’ said Manston’s friend. ‘But +after all there’s another woman in the case. You don’t seem very +sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of +affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.’ The speaker was looking +out between the mullions of the window--noticing that some of the +lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he said the words, +otherwise he would have seen the passionate expression of agonized +hopelessness that flitted across the steward’s countenance when the +remark was made. He did not see it, and Manston answered after a short +interval. The way in which he spoke of the young girl who had believed +herself his wife, whom, a few short days ago, he had openly idolized, +and whom, in his secret heart, he idolized still, as far as such a +form of love was compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or +otherwise, he meant to act up to the requirements of the position into +which fate appeared determined to drive him. + +‘That’s neither here nor there,’ he said; ‘it is a point of honour to do +as I am doing, and there’s an end of it.’ + +‘Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first +bargain.’ + +‘I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of +wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to +be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered. +You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another +bride--in fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead +of having only done so virtually.’ + +‘You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?’ + +‘Cui bono?’ The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his +intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips. + +‘I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,’ he resumed. ‘It +would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. The +best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course--she’ll find +it all out soon enough.’ + +Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in +his hands, and murmured, ‘O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should +come to this is hard for me! ‘Tis now all darkness--“a land of darkness +as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and +where the light is as darkness.”’ + +Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted +before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the +inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud. + +4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY + +Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o’clock on a muddy, quiet, +hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and without +any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit +of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence. + +The local Hunt had met for the day’s sport on the open space of ground +immediately in front of the steward’s residence--called in the list of +appointments, ‘Old House, Knapwater’--the meet being here once every +season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends. + +Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with +the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, +rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and +long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston. + +The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned +towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of +conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day. +She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed +rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented +exultation, subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly +position. + +She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive +woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was +palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least +seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double +the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the natural good +appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. Her form was full +and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in strong contrast to +the memory of Cytherea’s lissom girlishness. + +It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has +courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms +dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance +whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly asked +for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that moment’s +abstinence. + +Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife’s countenance what +might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman’s as she caught a +stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants +outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy +and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover, +calmly attending to his business at the other end of the manor. + +The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way +a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next +morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the +riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its +neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to +Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston +better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of +Cytherea’s youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management. +All felt their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford +as in other parts of the world--immediately circumstantial evidence +became exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final +survey, and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for +speculation. + + + + +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH + +Owen Graye’s recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so +long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him +in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and +his movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the +lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the +forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which, +pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some +future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet. + +The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a +month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back +to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the +superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly +rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from +Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford. + +‘I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,’ +he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, ‘and you shall never, +Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady’s beck and call again as long as +I live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it’s no +disgrace to you. Cheer up; you’ll be somebody’s happy wife yet.’ + +He did not say Edward Springrove’s, for, greatly to his disappointment, +a report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed +so much had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia. +However, this was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston’s +existence had been dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered +the cloudy relationship in which Cytherea had lately been standing +towards her old lover, to one of distinctness; which result would have +been delightful but for circumstances about to be mentioned. + +Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly +dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston’s return had reached them, she +had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing +forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual +dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks +earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet +assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness. + +But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. Manston’s +arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the imposition of pain +in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding of Cytherea and +Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably reaching her ears +in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no happiness, and it +seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again show herself the +sparkling creature she once had been-- + + ‘Apt to entice a deity.’ + +On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point +of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the +unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which +they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for +which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a +mood that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance +necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for +them. + +They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon +as the work commenced. + +Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not +far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain +of the original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque +dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered +it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and +threes had been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting +up the whole harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet. + +The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace, +enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood +mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker--the subjects +mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a +curly-tailed dog behind. + +After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the +quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself +through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to +her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole +remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she +began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches-- + + ‘“--I said, if there’s peace to be found in the world, + A heart that is humble may hope for it here.”’ + +2. THE THIRD OF MARCH + +Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards +the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by, +and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting +down to toast and tea. + +A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door. + +The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new +vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening +dining with the Squire. + +Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it was +because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone. +Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs. + +‘What nonsense, Cytherea!’ said her brother, going to the door. + +Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside. + +‘Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!’ cried Owen. +‘What’s the use of going to such a place as that?--I never believed that +you would.’ + +‘I am going back to London again to-morrow,’ said Springrove, ‘and I +called to say a word before going. Where is... ?’ + +‘She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your shoes--we +are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all, +you see.’ + +‘Mrs. Manston came,’ said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the +chimney-corner by preference. + +‘Yes.’ At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at +once, and fell into a reverie. + +‘The history of her escape is very simple.’ + +‘Very.’ + +‘You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the +circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could +sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too +late even to give shout or sound of any kind.’ + +‘Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long +wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds +before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely +burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it +at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of +bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying +that if it has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it +was in that jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity +of twelve and not the penetration of one.’ + +‘Is she quite well?’ said Springrove. + +‘Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I’ll call +her.’ + +‘Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.’ + +Owen sat down again. + +‘You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as +ever.... I think she loves me too,--does she really?’ + +There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of +matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and +guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he +was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect. + +‘Well, she may possibly love you still,’ he said, as if rather in doubt +as to the truth of his words. + +Springrove’s countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple +‘Yes,’ at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression-- + +‘Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if +I made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions +attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till +a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be +paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under +a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing +his energies. I am attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my +prospects gloomy enough at present. + +‘But consider again,’ he went on. ‘Cytherea has been left in a nameless +and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and +now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under +the--materially--untoward conditions I have mentioned, would make us +happy; it would give her a locus standi. If she wished to be out of +the sound of her misfortunes we would go to another part of +England--emigrate--do anything.’ + +‘I’ll call Cytherea,’ said Owen. ‘It is a matter which she alone can +settle.’ He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity +which Edward’s visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other +affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying +off old debts himself. + +‘Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,’ he said, at the foot of the staircase. + +His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, +and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand +to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes +averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the +beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went +out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since +the memorable night at Southampton. + +‘I will get a light,’ she said, with a little embarrassment. + +‘No--don’t, please, Cytherea,’ said Edward softly, ‘Come and sit down +with me.’ + +‘O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,’ she returned timidly. +‘Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that +side. I’ll sit here.’ + +Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in the +inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other, on +benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between +their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and +spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the +setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a +long shadow towards the door. + +Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke +that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen +through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing +is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet +silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the patient Edward +coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in +vain for another word from him, they were lifted into his face. + +He was ready primed to receive them. ‘Cytherea, will you marry me?’ he +said. + +He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. +Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney +corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She +continued in silence awhile. + +‘Edward, I can never be anybody’s wife,’ she then said sadly, and with +firmness. + +‘Think of it in every light,’ he pleaded; ‘the light of love, first. +Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can +only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to secure you +from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always +be thrust before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you +do now--a life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside +world it appears like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn--and +tongues are busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.’ + +‘I know all about it,’ she said hastily; ‘and those are the grounds of +my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love best on +earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be continually +repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to +you--that--your wife....’ She utterly broke down and wept. + +‘Don’t, my own darling!’ he entreated. ‘Don’t, Cytherea!’ + +‘Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don’t press me--my +mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under the +present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: never!’ + +They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness +overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars +of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst +through the square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked +down upon them from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him. + +‘At any rate you will love me?’ he murmured to her. + +‘Yes--always--for ever and for ever!’ + +He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly +withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained +with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was +not extinguished even now. + +He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a +small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was +pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him +the result of the interview. + +‘You are a good fellow, Edward,’ he said; ‘but I think my sister is +right.’ + +‘I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,’ said Springrove. + +‘It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling +prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad +man.’ + +Edward could keep the secret of Manston’s coercion of Miss Aldclyffe +in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole +story. + +‘That’s one thing,’ he continued, ‘but not all. What do you think of +this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a +letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in +the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed in his wife’s +handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after the marriage with +Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a +farce, there is a strong presumption that the rest of the piece was.’ + +Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his +eyes upon his companion. + +‘Collusion!’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘With his first wife?’ + +‘Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.’ + +‘What did you discover?’ + +‘That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the +day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.’ + +Graye was lost in a long consideration. ‘Ah!’ he said, ‘it would be +difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be +sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.’ + +‘I have other suspicions--’ + +‘Yes--as you said’ interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able to +form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position. +‘Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been taken from him +before that letter came--and his knowledge of his wife’s existence +could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have sworn he +believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.’ + +‘Well, I have other suspicions,’ repeated Edward; ‘and if I only had +the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of +bigamy yet.’ + +‘The reproof was not needed,’ said Owen, with a little bitterness. ‘What +can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston has Miss +Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what lies +between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired--if +it is true--I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one--a +thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.’ + +3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH + +Edward’s disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye’s thoughts +into an entirely new and uncommon channel. + +On the Monday after Springrove’s visit, Owen had walked to the top of +a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no name, +beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity +of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a +weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys--seeing +only Manston’s imagined form. + +Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question +which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew, +dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute, +and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting +for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had +hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in +allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head +for no fault at all? + +Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have +contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the +return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his +new toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such +circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all +suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his own +direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a supposition. +It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble and unprotected +station of a lady’s hired companion, his sister’s beauty might scarcely +have been sufficient to induce a selfish man like Manston to make her +his wife, unless he had foreseen the possibility of getting rid of her +again. + +‘But for that stratagem of Manston’s in relation to the Springroves,’ +Owen thought, ‘Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward. +True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward’s +suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is strong.’ + +He went indoors and questioned Cytherea. + +‘On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?’ +he asked. + +‘I don’t know who started the report.’ + +‘Was it Manston?’ + +‘It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he +came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did not +escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the fact +that she might have left before--of course that would have seemed such +an improbable thing for anybody to do.’ + +‘Yes, until the porter’s story of her irritation and doubt as to her +course made it natural.’ + +‘What settled the matter at the inquest,’ said Cytherea, ‘was Mr. +Manston’s evidence that the watch was his wife’s.’ + +‘He was sure of that, wasn’t he?’ + +‘I believe he said he was certain of it.’ + +‘It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they say +it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the whole, he +might have believed in her death.’ + +‘I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after, +he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before +the porter’s confession he knew something about her--though not that she +lived.’ + +‘Why do you?’ + +‘From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had +fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward’s visit. He must +have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a +passion of uneasy doubt. He said, “You don’t suppose my first wife is +come to light again, madam, surely?” Directly he had let the remark slip +out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.’ + +‘That’s odd,’ said Owen. + +‘I thought it very odd.’ + +‘Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by +accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover +remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression of her death +_before_ he married you. I can’t help thinking he did, although he was +so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.’ + +‘It was perhaps only a short time before,’ said Cytherea; ‘when he could +hardly recede from having me.’ + +‘Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. ‘Tis unfair to +yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a +bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That’s what we +must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?’ + +‘It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and +how can you do that?’ + +‘I can’t at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether wish +to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, that means. +Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is with us, and till +we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer. Perhaps by the +time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only thing we lose +in working alone in this way, is time--not the issue: for the fruit that +one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole +than that of twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of +the single one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only +hired. But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman, +Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a sure +footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the case.’ + +‘I don’t much care to press on in the matter,’ she murmured. ‘What good +can it do us, Owen, after all?’ + +‘Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of your +journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die. +Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it’s an act of justice to you and +to other women, and to Edward Springrove.’ + +He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the +Springroves’ obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain +knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their +embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened. + +‘And now,’ he said, ‘our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs. +Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications +passed between them after the fire.’ + +‘If we only had Miss Aldclyffe’s countenance and assistance as I used to +have them,’ Cytherea returned, ‘how strong we should be! O, what power +is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She +loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed +for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe +did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in +opposition to this, notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this +proceeding.’ + +‘It is a mystery; but never mind that now,’ said Owen impressively. +‘About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of +it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their +separation, during the period of Manston’s arrival here, and so on, for +that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of coming +to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her point +of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the night--you +know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home early in the +morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn’t +we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she +remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were directed?’ + +‘He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked at +the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not +be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of +the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a +certainty.’ + +Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. ‘Who has a file of the +Chronicles?’ he said. + +‘Mr. Raunham used to file them,’ said Cytherea. ‘He was rather +friendly-disposed towards me, too.’ + +Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the +church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary, +unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist. +‘I act under your orders, Owen,’ she said. + + + + +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + +1. MARCH THE SIXTH + +The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under +cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or +so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she +saw again the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her +sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe’s roof--the outline of the hills, the +meadow streams, the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the +rectory-house, and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home. + +Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous +to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea’s +friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever +surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish +matters, more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea +had learnt very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The +relationship was on the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch +of her family the lady of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In +looking back upon our line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel +that all our vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal +marriage in the chain. + +Since the death of the old captain, the rector’s bearing in Knapwater +House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which +he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This polite +indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern +himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she +did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a +cynical woman was a great deal more. + +Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow, +contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh +and healthy as a lad’s. Cytherea’s bright eyes, mutely and demurely +glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving +away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during +the hours of a solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them, +when she left his parish, by those others of a more aching nature +which accompany an over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge +of feeling towards her that passion to which his dignified self-respect +would not give its true name, even in the privacy of his own thought. + +He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him. +He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good +nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see +the Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before +her on his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then +left her entirely to herself. + +She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected +with the subject of her search--‘Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at +Carriford.’ + +The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so +dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling +recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully +read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was +remembered already. + +She turned on to the following week’s report of the inquest. After a +miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston’s +address than this:-- + +‘ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had +been living, deposed,’ etc. + +Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart, +first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors +gardening. + +He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate. + +‘Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?’ he said, using her Christian +name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he +called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at +the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless +replying evasively-- + +‘I only guess and fear.’ + +He earnestly looked at her again. + +‘Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it, +you will come to me.’ + +‘I will,’ she said. + +The gate closed between them. + +‘You don’t want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?’ he repeated. + +If he had spoken what he felt, ‘I want very much to help you, Cytherea, +and have been watching Manston on your account,’ she would gladly have +accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to +his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with +still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over +the gate-- + +‘No, thank you.’ + +She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day’s work. Owen’s greeting was +anxious-- + +‘Well, Cytherea?’ + +She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a +slip of paper. + +‘Now to find out the name of the street and number,’ Owen remarked. + +‘Owen,’ she said, ‘will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I +don’t think I can--indeed I don’t think I can--take any further steps +towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and +it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any +way.’ She added more gravely, ‘It is beneath my dignity as a woman to +labour for this; I have felt it so all day.’ + +‘Very well,’ he said, somewhat shortly; ‘I shall work without you then. +There’s dignity in justice.’ He caught sight of her pale tired face, and +the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. ‘Darling,’ +he continued warmly, and kissing her, ‘you shall not work so hard +again--you are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.’ + +2. MARCH THE TENTH + +On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the +house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and +came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was, +and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of +the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year preceding the +last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which the reporter +probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain some additional +details of the event, if any existed. + +‘Certainly,’ said the other, without hesitation; ‘though I am afraid +I haven’t much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my old +note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will +come with me I can refer to them there.’ His wife and family were at tea +inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he +seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove. + +They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an +inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The +precise address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but +written down by the reporter, was as follows:-- + + + ‘ABRAHAM BROWN, + LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON.’ + + +Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. ‘I want to keep +this inquiry private for the present,’ he said hesitatingly. ‘You will +perhaps understand why, and oblige me.’ + +The reporter promised. ‘News is shop with me,’ he said, ‘and to escape +from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.’ + +It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted +up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter +came out from the inner apartment in Graye’s company, answering an +expression of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no +trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door +between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in his hand. + +Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also +speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, ‘I will +take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn’t post it +to me.’ + +The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized +him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston. + +Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with +Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to +be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his +hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an +old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter’s face, whose +experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a +consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late +proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward. +Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the +office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street. + +Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening, +before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating +therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging +him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man +was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the +post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box. + +That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with +Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to +London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o’clock. +But remembering that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had +obtained his information--whatever that was--could not be delivered +in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to +Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements +were set on foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night. + +3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH + +Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was +usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from +the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very +civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer’s +barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It +was not in Mr. Springrove’s nature--going to church as he was, too--to +return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his +feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was +continued on terms of greater friendliness. + +‘You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after +the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.’ + +‘Ay, but I don’t know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The +old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget. +No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to +it for more than fifty years. Ted says ‘tis a great loss to me, and he +knows exactly what I feel.’ + +‘Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?’ said Manston, +imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives +which passes for high breeding in country villages. + +‘Yes, sir. I hope he’ll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.’ + +‘’Tis to be hoped he’ll be steady now.’ + +‘He’s always been that, I assure ‘ee,’ said the old man tartly. + +‘Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats will +thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.’ + +‘Intellectual gingerbread! Ted’s steady enough--that’s all I know about +it.’ + +‘Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience +has shown me that that’s a great thing to a young man living alone in +London.’ + +‘Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that’s where he is.’ + +‘Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live at +number fifty-two in that very same street.’ + +‘Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same house!’ +said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself. + +‘Very,’ said Manston. ‘Well, I suppose we had better step along a little +quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson’s bell has just begun.’ + +‘Number forty-nine,’ he murmured. + +4. MARCH THE TWELFTH + +Edward received Owen’s letter in due time, but on account of his daily +engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck +five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he +called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked +at the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs. +Manston. + +A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been +clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly +in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the +same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven +along Old Street in Edward’s rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove +knocked. + +Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again. + +This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking upon, +the other from the next on the right. + +‘Is Mr. Brown at home?’ said Springrove. + +‘No, sir.’ + +‘When will he be in?’ + +‘Quite uncertain.’ + +‘Can you tell me where I may find him?’ + +‘No. O, here he is coming, sir. That’s Mr. Brown.’ + +Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the +woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him. + +Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who +had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to +speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to +the stranger, ‘One word with you--do you remember a lady lodger of yours +of the name of Mrs. Manston?’ + +Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were +looking into a telescope at the wrong end. + +‘I have never let lodgings in my life,’ he said, after his survey. + +‘Didn’t you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?’ + +‘Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to +lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty +years, but I have never let an inch.’ + +‘I suppose there is some mistake,’ Edward murmured, and turned away. He +and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked +at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the +result of it. + +‘I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you +want, sir,’ she said. ‘The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other +day?’ + +‘Very likely that is the man,’ said Edward, his interest reawakening. + +‘He couldn’t make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to +Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who +had often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the +change; for after London they say he couldn’t stand the rainy west winds +they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step +into the passage?’ + +‘That’s unfortunate,’ said Edward, going in. ‘But perhaps you remember a +Mrs. Manston living next door to you?’ + +‘O yes,’ said the landlady, closing the door. ‘The lady who was supposed +to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw +her the other day.’ + +‘Since the fire at Carriford?’ + +‘Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here--just +as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week +or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries, +she was with him. But I did not speak to her--she stood back, as if she +were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all +about her when he came back from the inquest.’ + +‘Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?’ + +‘No. You see she was only Mr. Brown’s lodger for two or three weeks, +and I didn’t know she was living there till she was near upon leaving +again--we don’t notice next-door people much here in London. I much +regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. It led +me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little +thought I should see her alive after all.’ + +‘And when do you say they came here together?’ + +‘I don’t exactly remember the day--though I remember a very beautiful +dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of +lodgers coming along the square with angels’ wings and bright golden +sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They +would not give any less; no, not if you--’ + +‘Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left +these lodgings originally?’ said Edward, though his heart sank as he +asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been +there before him, clearing the ground of all traces. + +‘I have always said “No” hitherto,’ replied the woman, ‘considering I +could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking +in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few +things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in +a workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was +rather angry at what occurred--you see, she had a temper by all account, +and so I didn’t like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came +the other day with her husband.’ + +‘And about the workbox?’ + +‘Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few +articles of furniture she didn’t want, and when she was leaving they +were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very +much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn’t, and +Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the +sale.’ + +‘What was in it?’ + +‘O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her usual +sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn’t take much trouble +to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her or anybody +else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because her husband +gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she had parted +with it, he would be vexed.’ + +‘Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to +this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?’ + +‘No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten +it--indeed, she didn’t make any inquiry at all, only standing behind +him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything +about it.’ + +‘Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?’ + +‘Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning +from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the +shop--his name is written up.’ + +Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was +dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of +doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had +watched him, came up to the woman’s door, with an appearance of being in +breathless haste. + +‘Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?’ + +‘Yes; he’s just gone.’ + +‘Dear me! I want him.’ + +‘He’s gone to Mr. Halway’s.’ + +‘I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay +pretty liberally?’ + +‘He gave me half-a-crown.’ + +‘That scale will do. I’m a poor man, and will see what my little +contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you +told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live here?’ + +‘I didn’t know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only said +what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I +shouldn’t have been so open as I was.’ + +‘I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway’s,’ said the man, and went +away as hastily as he had come. + +Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some +difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement +to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he +stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer’s book +gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the +lot which had included Mrs. Manston’s workbox. + +Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the +other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized +the first he came to. + +‘Who did you woant?’ said a thin voice from somewhere. + +Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible. + +‘Who did you woant?’ said the thin voice again. + +He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering +the basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a +child’s white face. + +‘Who did you woant?’ said the voice the third time, with precisely the +same languid inflection. + +‘Mrs. Higgins,’ said Edward. + +‘Third bell up,’ said the face, and disappeared. + +He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another +child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little +thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs. + +Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment +one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink, +and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were +the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they +occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged +spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was +fixed out of level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails +hanging down beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a +Harpy [‘foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper +ora’). A baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of +six or seven being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. +Higgins sat helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in +plenty, but never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the +dress almost useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible +anywhere. + +It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a +city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and +wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after +the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were under the +influence of a quartern of gin. + +Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now +have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so +lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that +the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife +ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company. + +Edward hastened to despatch his errand. + +Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles +of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went +downstairs to the pawnbroker’s. + +In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection +of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his +ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the +probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off +under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it +locked. + +It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small +sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a +light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his +purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open +the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly +beneath, and found--nothing. + +He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the +underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand +within, found that it really contained some substance. First he pulled +out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were +a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of +carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs. +Manston--‘Eunice’ being written under it in ink--the other of Manston +himself. + +He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a single +letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it likely +there would be? + +However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to +Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, +he scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an +envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to +seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them +by that evening’s post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it +at once to the post-office at Charing Cross. + +On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely. +He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the +pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he +uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled +paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man’s handwriting. He +recognized it as Manston’s, having seen notes and bills from him at his +father’s house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive +of the lady who was now Manston’s wife. + + + ‘EUNICE. + + ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + ‘AE. M.’ + + +To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was +now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more. + +‘Disappointed again,’ he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper, +and the withered twig that had lain with it. + +Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he +considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement in +his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box contained +except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and +myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked +them in his first search, and put it on the table for the next day’s +post. + +In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him, +Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not +waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all +that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an average +not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time +of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much concern his +mind. + +But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the +opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came +out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him +and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further +trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again. + +Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his +wife’s workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he +guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had +been sent. + +He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the +two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he +rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell +Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he +passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the +publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed +to see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment. + +The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston +retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and +then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and +topographical description of the village he read:-- + +‘Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by foot-post +from Anglebury.’ + +Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office, +thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where +he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him. +Some absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He +paid his bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the +streets and over the river till the time should have arrived at which +the night-mail left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to +return homeward. + +There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a +man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life, +casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an +interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration +did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the +lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant; +little men looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute +looking as happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption, +looking careworn and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one +respect, that they followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads +which form a banner, and all were equally unconscious of the significant +whole they collectively showed forth. + +At ten o’clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, +and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down +mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove’s letter to Graye, far +away from London. + + + + +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O’CLOCK A.M. + +They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning, +the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to +three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought +out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax +from innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard +took them into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office. + +It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain +was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once +away from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood +on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in +the street of about two hundred yards. + +The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first +part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up +and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself +to walk backwards and forwards a stone’s throw in each direction. +Although the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition +of suspense in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of +chilliness to pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The +drizzling rain increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell +noisily upon the hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy +surface the faint halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent +town. + +Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a +living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon +afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street +leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch +beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final +hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with +a brisk shuffle. + +Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two +minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook +him. + +The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty, +laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a +little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light +upon the road ahead. + +‘A tryen mornen for travellers!’ the postman cried, in a cheerful voice, +without turning his head or slackening his trot. + +‘It is, indeed,’ said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. ‘You have a +long walk every day.’ + +‘Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on the +straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, what with +the ins and outs to the gentlemen’s houses, it makes two-and-twenty for +my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I used to reckon +it, but I never do now. I don’t care to think o’ my wear and tear, now +it do begin to tell upon me.’ + +Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate +the different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew +very friendly. + +‘Postman, I don’t know what your custom is,’ he said, after a while; +‘but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my +pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.’ He handed the +bottle of brandy. + +‘If you’ll excuse me, please. I haven’t took no stimmilents these five +years.’ + +‘’Tis never too late to mend.’ + +‘Against the regulations, I be afraid.’ + +‘Who’ll know it?’ + +‘That’s true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty’s the best policy.’ + +‘Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I’ve been able to get on without +it yet. You’ll surely drink with me?’ + +‘Really, ‘tis a’most too early for that sort o’ thing--however, to +oblige a friend, I don’t object to the faintest shadder of a drop.’ The +postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five +minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again. + +‘Well done!’ said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; ‘but guide +my soul, I be afraid ‘twill hardly do!’ + +‘Not unless ‘tis well followed, like any other line you take up,’ said +Manston. ‘Besides, there’s a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of +being good--even religious--at the same time.’ + +‘Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never +get into the knack o’ it; not I.’ + +‘Well, you needn’t be troubled; it isn’t necessary for the higher class +of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that they can +risk playing with fire.’ + +‘That hits me exactly.’ + +‘In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but “Me;” and +devoutly loved his neighbour’s wife, says now that believing is a +mistake.’ + +‘Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very +few people, after all.’ + +‘A true remark.’ + +‘Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain +like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or +grace.’ + +‘Nor in mine.’ + +‘Ah, you may depend upon it they’ll do away wi’ Goddymity altogether +afore long, although we’ve had him over us so many years.’ + +‘There’s no knowing.’ + +‘And I suppose the Queen ‘ill be done away wi’ then. A pretty concern +that’ll be! Nobody’s head to put on your letters; and then your honest +man who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don’t. +O, ‘tis a nation!’ + +‘Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here’s the bottle waiting.’ + +‘I’ll oblige you, my friend.’ + +The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and +at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in +the chorus. + + + ‘He flung his mallet against the wall, + Said, “The Lord make churches and chapels to fall, + And there’ll be work for tradesmen all!” + When Joan’s ale was new, + My boys, + When Joan’s ale was new.’ + + +‘You understand, friend,’ the postman added, ‘I was originally a mason +by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?’ + +‘None at all,’ said Manston. + +The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with +alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound +its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted +by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were +passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon +some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked +arable, the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with +each pace they took. + +Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all +locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining +inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the +postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and +thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver’s +cottage--the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who had +not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed that +such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring. + +The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still +continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to +search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road +cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting +through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very +great risk indeed. + +It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay +a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct +track of the postman’s journey. To save time and distance, at the point +of junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was +hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his +missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to +collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage +and Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this +principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the +postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his +intentions much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier +stages of his journey. + +They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the +flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and +they approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which +Owen and Cytherea were living. + +The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his +lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not +perform the task. + +‘We be crippled disciples a b’lieve,’ he said, with a sigh and a +stagger. + +‘Not drunk, but market-merry,’ said Manston cheerfully. + +‘Well done! If I baint so weak that I can’t see the clouds--much +less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen’s +postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through +Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as houses--and +be fined, and who’ll pay for a poor martel! O, ‘tis a world!’ + +‘Trust in the Lord--he’ll pay.’ + +‘He pay a b’lieve! why should he when he didn’t drink the drink? He pay +a b’lieve! D’ye think the man’s a fool?’ + +‘Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how was I +to know you were so sensitive?’ + +‘True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here’s a caddle wi’ +these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!’ + +Manston offered his services. + +‘They are to be divided,’ the man said. + +‘How?’ said Manston. + +‘These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage +or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here. +There’s none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I +started there was one for the clerk o’ works at the new church. This is +it, isn’t it?’ + +He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove’s +handwriting:-- + + ‘MR. O. GRAYE, + CLERK OF WORKS, + TOLCHURCH, + NEAR ANGLEBURY.’ + +The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. +There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the +opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous +peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side was +a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked across +it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other white, and white +or black outwards implied respectively that there were letters inside, +or none. + +The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to +insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other, +above, below, but never made a straight hit. + +‘Let me unlock it,’ said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He +opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen’s letter. + +‘No, no. O no--no,’ the postman said. ‘As one of--Majesty’s +servants--care--Majesty’s mails--duty--put letters--own hands.’ He +slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. + +‘Now lock it,’ he said, closing the door. + +The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards, +signifying ‘empty,’ and turned the key. + +‘You’ve put the wrong side outwards!’ said the postman. ‘’Tisn’t empty.’ + +‘And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can’t alter it,’ said the +steward, letting something fall. + +‘What an awkward thing!’ + +‘It is an awkward thing.’ + +They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had +reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little +lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground, +the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the +heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of +the lantern were rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and +seemed almost tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating +the faces and knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the +postman’s cape and private bags, and the steward’s valise, glistening as +if they had been varnished. + +‘It fell on the grass,’ said the postman. + +‘No; it fell in the mud,’ said Manston. They searched again. + +‘I’m afraid we shan’t find it by this light,’ said the steward at +length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. + +‘I’m afraid we shan’t,’ said the other, standing up. + +‘I’ll tell you what we had better do,’ said Manston. ‘I shall be back +this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I’ll look +again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I’ll hide the +key here for you.’ He pointed to a spot behind the post. ‘It will be too +late to turn the index then, as the people will have been here, so that +the box had better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day, +and that will not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron +the wrong way without knowing it, and all will be well.’ + +This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under +the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and +come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their +paths now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford. + +No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked +back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus +avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket, +where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen’s letter. +This done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in +his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the +quarter in which he was known. + +An hour and half’s sharp walking brought him to his own door in +Knapwater Park. + +2. EIGHT O’CLOCK A.M. + +Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter, +and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took +out Edward’s note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs, +regarding them with the keenest interest and anxiety. + +The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored +to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger +and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it +for half-a-minute or more, meditating. + +‘It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,’ he muttered. + +Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the +office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay +on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who +had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the +rest of the collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in +different attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he +held in his hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted +from the letter in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from +the rest, and returned with it to his office. + +Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon +it, and sitting down tried to read. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts, +he found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was +mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the +recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the +album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the +other scraps. + +The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two +photographs, both having the same photographer’s name on the back and +consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his +own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife’s +name was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which +this latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted +upon it, had been changed. + +Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He +followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had +done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result. + +‘It is indeed a great risk to run,’ she said, sipping her tea. + +‘But it would be a greater not to do it.’ + +‘Yes.’ + +The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in +his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback, +riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well +as he could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road +by the vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain +that no person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the +key in its hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode +homewards by a roundabout way. + +3. AFTERNOON + +The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the +vicar’s servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual, +to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had +told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection; +but no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was +considered. The contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and +flung aside as useless. + +The next morning brought Springrove’s second letter, the existence of +which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward’s handwriting again +raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the +envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. + +‘Nothing that’s of the slightest use, after all,’ he said to her; ‘we +are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would +convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting, +if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.’ + +‘What has Edward sent?’ said Cytherea. + +‘An old amatory verse in Manston’s writing. Fancy,’ he said bitterly, +‘this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting--as he +did you, I suppose.’ + +He handed her the verse and she read-- + + + ‘EUNICE. + + ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + ‘AE. M.’ + + +A strange expression had overspread Cytherea’s countenance. It rapidly +increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper, +seized Owen’s hand tremblingly, and covered her face. + +‘Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven’s sake?’ + +‘Owen--suppose--O, you don’t know what I think.’ + +‘What?’ + +’”_The light of azure eyes_,”’ she repeated with ashy lips. + +‘Well, “the light of azure eyes”?’ he said, astounded at her manner. + +‘Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!’ + +‘H’m. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.’ + +‘She didn’t.’ + +‘They might be either in this photograph,’ said Owen, looking at the +card bearing Mrs. Manston’s name. + +‘Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,’ said +Cytherea. ‘No, they seem black here, certainly.’ + +‘Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.’ + +‘But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that +he forgets the colour of his mistress’s eyes. Besides she would have +seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.’ + +‘That’s true, she would,’ mused Owen. ‘Then, Cytherea, it comes to +this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no +other alternative.’ + +‘I suppose I must.’ + +Her looks belied her words. + +‘What makes you so strange--ill?’ said Owen again. + +‘I can’t believe Mrs. Morris wrong.’ + +‘But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had +blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs. +Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could +change the colour of a woman’s eyes to hear you.’ + +‘Yes,’ she said, and paused. + +‘You say yes, as if he could,’ said Owen impatiently. + +‘By changing the woman herself,’ she exclaimed. ‘Owen, don’t you see +the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not Mrs. +Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his wife_!’ + +She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble, +but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she +crept to him and leant against his breast. + +Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs +and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of +it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon +the fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea’s new view seemed +incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary +to clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear +should have preyed too deeply upon her. + +‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘this will not do. You must stay here alone all the +afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.’ + +‘No, no, don’t go!’ she implored. + +‘Soon, then, not directly.’ He saw her subtle reasoning--that it was +folly to be wise. + +Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering +in his intention and dispelling his sister’s idle fears. Anything was +better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till +Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston +without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove, +requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston’s former lodgings. + + + + +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + +1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH + +Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of +hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford. + +Edward Springrove’s answer to the last letter, after expressing his +amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs. +Morris’s letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the +neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description +of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by +hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested, +and she had a straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the +informant did not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street +as she went in or out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had +almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she had called with her husband +lately, but she had kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came +to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward +could get no manner of clue to it from any other source. + +Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began +chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles. +From Cytherea’s frequent description of how and where herself and others +used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston’s seat; and after two +or three errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was +written ‘Eunice Manston.’ The book was nearly new, and the date of the +writing about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established: +that the woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no +other than his lawful wife. + +The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place +of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers +sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north +side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was +completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers, +Manston’s pew being in the midst of them. Owen’s position on the other +side of the passage was a little in advance of Manston’s seat, and so +situated that by leaning forward he could look directly into the face +of any person sitting there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly +hidden from such a one by the intervening pillar. + +Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat, +without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation. +A rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston’s seat, +told him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the +accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her. + +Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and +saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of +Manston’s figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye +read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:-- + +She was a tall woman. + +She was broad at the shoulders. + +She was full-bosomed. + +She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be +discerned of the colour of her eyes. + +With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the +service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the +suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning +this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended +to the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the +portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice +Manston’s eyes were blue, and it was necessary that this woman’s eyes +should be blue also. + +Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy +exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this +to be the case in his own and Edward’s attempts to follow up the clue +afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test +in the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable +attribute--a capability of being applied privately; that in the event of +its proving the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he +might recede without obloquy from an untenable position. + +But to see Mrs. Manston’s eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he +could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss +Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling +that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from +the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence +in the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over. + +At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered +away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call +on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at +rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services. + +This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of +proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House +and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the +place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial +view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells +began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons +came from the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently +saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat, +and carried one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately +they had passed the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a +direction away from the church, evidently intending to ramble along, +and read as the humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other +direction, and went into the church path. + +Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along +towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the +other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive. + +In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He +discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him +at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of +a stranger’s eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors. +That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to +look closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished. + +He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it +would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within +speaking distance, he went up to her and said-- + +‘Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?’ + +‘The second on the right,’ said Mrs. Manston. + +Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to the +lady the idea that he was deaf. + +She came closer and said more distinctly-- + +‘The second turning on the right.’ + +Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in +search of. But had his eyes deceived him? + +Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a +glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him. + +‘How very deaf!’ she murmured. She exclaimed loudly-- + +‘_The second turning to the right_.’ + +She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking +mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now +his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as +midnight. + +All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having +been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had +withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would +read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification of which, +apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other--inquiry. + +Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint of +the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew +purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had +left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with +pearl-powder and carmine. + +She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen’s +farewell remark of ‘Good-day,’ and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting +her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour. + +‘She wears false hair,’ he thought, ‘or has changed its colour +artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.’ + +And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown’s neighbours had said about nearly +recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might have meant +anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his +previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and +backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance +and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the +woman was an impostor. + +What could be Manston’s reason for such an astounding trick he could by +no stretch of imagination divine. + +He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and +plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch. + +One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea’s +dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the +first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the +inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who +was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train +to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country under an +assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the misery of +being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband? + + +In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, +Cytherea’s thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of +Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham’s warm-hearted behaviour towards +herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her. + +‘He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head +on our side.’ + +‘And he is a magistrate,’ said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He +thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but +there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that +his sister and himself might both be present at an interview with Mr. +Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the +sight of all the servants and parish of Carriford. + +There could be no objection to their writing him a letter. + +No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to +him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice +they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance +that there was a real justification for the additional request they +made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of +the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch. + +2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O’CLOCK P.M. + +Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr. +Raunham appeared at Owen’s door. His arrival was hailed with genuine +gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered +indoors and put into the easy-chair. + +Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first +suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in +endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon +marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as +marvellous as the first, yet more prominent. + +Cytherea’s heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of +confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her +hand pityingly. + +‘It is a serious charge,’ he said, as a sort of original twig on which +his thoughts might precipitate themselves. + +‘Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy +matter by fortuitous events,’ he continued, ‘there is this consideration +to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had +which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very +great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular +crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new +companion.’ + +Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not. + +‘Unfortunately for us,’ the rector resumed, ‘no more evidence is to be +obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of +him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to +America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there +is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in fact, his conduct tends +to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs. +Manston left here to go back by that morning’s train. This being the +case, then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the +advertisement--I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the +information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should +be personified without her own connivance?’ + +‘I think that argument is overthrown,’ Graye said, ‘by my earliest +assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her +to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let’s suppose she has +married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her +own sake.’ + +‘You’ve hit the only genuine possibility,’ said Mr. Raunham, tapping +his finger upon his knee. ‘That would decidedly dispose of the second +difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.’ + +Cytherea’s pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their +conversation. ‘She’s burnt,’ she said. ‘O yes; I fear--I fear she is!’ + +‘I don’t think we can seriously believe that now, after what has +happened,’ said the rector. + +Still straining her thought towards the worst, ‘Then, perhaps, the first +Mrs. Manston was not his wife,’ she returned; ‘and then I should be his +wife just the same, shouldn’t I?’ + +‘They were married safely enough,’ said Owen. ‘There is abundance of +circumstantial evidence to prove that.’ + +‘Upon the whole,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘I should advise your asking in a +straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present +woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my mind, you should +have done at the outset.’ He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked her +what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously. + +She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her +unquenched love for Edward. + +‘Your terrified state no doubt,’ he said, answering for her, in the +manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. ‘But into such a solemn +compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and +morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved. +Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody +but yourself that her identity should be publicly established (and by +your absenteeism you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled +to exhibit them. Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does +not affect them in the least--that’s the way of the world always. You, +who should have required all things to be made clear, ran away.’ + +‘That was partly my doing,’ said Owen. + +The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here too, +but she shunned the revelation. + +‘But never mind,’ added the rector, ‘it was all the greater credit to +your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line +to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally +clear (in case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have +no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I’ll write myself?’ + +‘O no, sir, no,’ pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing +quickly. ‘Please don’t say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so +afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his +wife, and I don’t want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him +continue his deception--it is much the best for me.’ + +Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever +existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now. + +‘At any rate,’ he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, ‘I +will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I +will not lead you into difficulty.’ + +‘Conceal it,’ she still pleaded. + +‘We’ll see--but of course I must do my duty.’ + +‘No--don’t do your duty!’ She looked up at him through the gloom, +illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held. + +‘I will consider, then,’ said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his +horse’s head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door. + +The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear +March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was +unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea’s voice +and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly +before himself. + +The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had +foundation--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and +conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea’s importunities +to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to +Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, and +with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, never +conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea were Manston’s +wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? The adultery of +Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to +bring the case within the meaning of the statute. Suppose the new woman +was, as stated, Mr. Manston’s restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe +as a single woman whose marriage had been void. And if it turned out +that, though this woman was not Manston’s wife, his wife was still +living, as Owen had suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was +safe. + +The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really +safe as Manston’s wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the +gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody’s business to help or +defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had +but one life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now +regarded her should be compensated in some measure by the man whose +carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused it. + +Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An +inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home, +he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and +despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in +his chair, and went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the +suspicion? There could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever +man without a motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for +such abnormal conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on +virginity like St. George’s dragon, he would never have been absurd +enough to venture on such a course for the possession alone of the +woman--there was no reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every +respect, physical and mental. + +On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action, +that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than +a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact, +the whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually +for unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate +righting of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that +curious business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their +being left behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather +forced. The only unforced explanation was that suggested by the +newspaper writers--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people +as to her escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility +of her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had +been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the books and +papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly musing on the +same subject. The parlour-maid entered. + +‘Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?’ + +‘Young Mr. Springrove?’ said the rector, surprised. + +‘Yes, sir.’ + +‘Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.’ + +Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short +moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood +in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old +gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier +when returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed +a true impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now. + +‘I have this moment come from London,’ he said, as the door was closed +behind him. + +The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical +experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham’s reply. + +‘About the Grayes and Manston?’ + +‘Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.’ + +‘Prove it.’ + +‘I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne Seaway.’ + +‘And are their suspicions true indeed!’ + +‘And I can do what’s more to the purpose at present.’ + +‘Suggest Manston’s motive?’ + +‘Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the +facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can +hardly conceive of another.’ + +There was in Edward’s bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself +which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at +moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial +story to communicate, whatever the story was. + +‘Sit down,’ said Mr. Raunham. ‘My mind has been on the stretch all the +evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no +purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen Graye?’ + +‘Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter might +have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to this +interview.’ + +Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The +conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried +on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors, +and in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters +of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector’s study and +again flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward, +he went first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having +despatched which he proceeded to his father’s house for the first time +since his arrival in the village. + +3. FROM NINE TO TEN O’CLOCK P.M. + +The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of +the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and +had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him +sat the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston. + +‘Things are looking desperate with us,’ he said gloomily. His gloom was +not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its +origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to +her. + +‘I almost expected some such news as this,’ she replied, in a tone of +much greater indifference. ‘I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that +young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn +it.’ + +Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard; +latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. ‘If they +prove you to be--who you are.... Yes, if they do,’ he murmured. + +‘They must not find that out,’ she said, in a positive voice, and +looking at him. ‘But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to +be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of +yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.’ + +He did not reply, and she continued, ‘If they say and prove that Eunice +is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to come back.’ + +This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he +had done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized +the events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on +every incident of that night’s history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety +which was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his +wife must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames. +She arose from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to +soothe him; then she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as +ever. ‘Come, supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is +she?’ coaxed the lady. + +‘Why are you so curious continually?’ said Manston. + +‘Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?’ + +‘In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.’ + +‘Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in England, +she will come back.’ + +‘She is not in England.’ + +‘But she will come back?’ + +‘No, she won’t.... Come, madam,’ he said, arousing himself, ‘I shall not +answer any more questions.’ + +‘Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,’ the woman murmured again poutingly. + +‘She is, I tell you.’ + +‘I don’t think so, love.’ + +‘She was burnt, I tell you!’ he exclaimed. + +‘Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive--just +the possibility.’ + +‘O yes--to please you I will admit that,’ he said quickly. ‘Yes, I admit +the possibility of her being alive, to please you.’ + +She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been +said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest +remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no +information of any kind was to be read there. + +‘It is only natural that I should be curious,’ she murmured pettishly, +‘if I resemble her as much as you say I do.’ + +‘You are handsomer,’ he said, ‘though you are about her own height and +size. But don’t worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul +united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.’ + +She bridled a little at the remark. ‘Wife,’ she said, ‘most certainly +wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and +position, and incurring heavy penalties.’ + +‘I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.’ + +‘Don’t riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was +your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?’ + +‘Your beauty,’ he said. + +‘She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come, +what was your motive?’ + +‘Your wit.’ + +‘No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time +instead of what I am.’ + +‘Your virtue.’ + +‘Or virtue either.’ + +‘I tell you it was your beauty--really.’ + +‘But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I +am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.’ + +The aspect of Manston’s face at these words from her was so confirmatory +of her hint, that his forced reply of ‘O no,’ tended to develop her +chagrin. + +‘Mere liking or love for me,’ she resumed, ‘would not have sprung up +all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London +several times between the time of the fire and your marriage with +Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared +that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after you married +her and were separated from her, off you rush to make love to me--not +first to me either, for you went to several places--’ + +‘No, not several places.’ + +‘Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only lodging +in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you found +that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that nobody +else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife’s personal +appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out--that I +should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something +more serious than love had to do with the matter.’ + +‘Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea would +not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left +alone again. Was that unnatural?’ + +‘No.’ + +‘And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my first +wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and +merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should call you my first +wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come here +as anything else.’ + +‘My love, that story won’t do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom +you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as +your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of +her turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me, +and ruining your name and prospects?’ + +‘Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk +(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).’ + +‘No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have +risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a +personator of herself--the first one.’ + +‘You came easiest to hand--remember that.’ + +‘Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach +me your first wife’s history. All about how she was a native of +Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and +details of American life and manners, in case the birthplace and +history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become known in this +neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about the handwriting of +hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my hair, and rouging, to make +the transformation complete? You mean to say that that was taking less +trouble than there would have been in arranging events to make Cytherea +believe herself your wife, and live with you?’ + +‘You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new +pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--’ + +‘Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements for +your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you +to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third +advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the long-lost wife, and +giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life--all which +you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then +enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the +real wife wouldn’t answer it, and upset all your plans?’ + +‘Because I knew she was burnt.’ + +‘Why didn’t you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have +caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what was your +motive in having me here as your first wife_?’ + +‘Silence!’ he exclaimed. + +She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going +on to mutter, ‘And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite +young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an +expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you +exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as +if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power, +indeed!’ + +‘She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.’ + +‘That wouldn’t make her avoid me.’ + +‘Yes it would,’ he exclaimed impatiently. ‘I wish I was dead--dead!’ +He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked +wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked +in her face. + +‘We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,’ +he said. ‘The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for +a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean +more.’ + +‘What may it mean?’ + +‘How should I know?’ + +‘Well, well, never mind, old boy,’ she said, approaching him to make up +the quarrel. ‘Don’t be so alarmed--anybody would think that you were the +woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am--we can go away +from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, “His first +wife was burnt to death” (or “ran away to the Colonies,” as the case +may be); “He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway.” A very +everyday case--nothing so horrible, after all.’ + +He made an impatient movement. ‘Whichever way we do it, _nobody must +know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about +arranging matters.’ + +Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the +remainder of the evening. + + + + +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING + +Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his +companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that +they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. The +fortunate fact that the rector’s letter did not require an immediate +answer would give him time to consider. + +Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily +superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare +intervals, to dust Manston’s office with her own hands, a servant being +supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly +wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards +standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if +any noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her. + +Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an +old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed +in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the +floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded +to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space +between them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the +third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with +the woman’s eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself +distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the +central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited +film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the +others; that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with +its lower edge. + +At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the +matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston’s +office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion +here, after the arrival of the rector’s letter, and their subsequent +discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there +would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one +recollection. Manston had once casually told her that each of the two +side-lockers included half the middle space, the panel of which did +not open, and was only put in for symmetry. It was possible that he had +opened this compartment by candlelight the preceding night, or he would +have seen the marks in the dust, and effaced them, that he might not +be proved guilty of telling her an untruth. She balanced herself on one +foot and stood pondering. She considered that it was very vexing and +unfair in him to refuse her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, +under the peculiar circumstances of her connection with him. She went +close to the cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable +of being opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her +at which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her +fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair and +looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring was to +be seen. + +‘O, never mind,’ she said, with indifference; ‘I’ll ask him about it, +and he will tell me.’ Down she came and turned away. Then looking back +again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her. +She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the +cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the +board. + +Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it. +Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the +tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in +addition, a line ran across it diametrically. + +‘How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.’ Whatever mysterious +contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of +the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute +provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She +fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a +penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity +contained-- + +Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names +only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice. +Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his +advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper. + +The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly +through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own +regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it. + +The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as +far as Eunice’s first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before +their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a +period of their existence. Some little time after he had made her his +wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and +now their contents arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the +cabinet, carried the letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the +sofa, and carefully perused them in the order of their dates. + + + ‘JOHN STREET, + October 17, 1864. + +‘MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and was +of course content with it. But why don’t you tell me your exact address +instead of that “Post-Office, Budmouth?” This matter is all a mystery to +me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is the same +kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command that +I am to stay here awhile until you can “see how things look” and can +arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, +a married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you, +and that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured +your position, why did you think of going at all? + +‘The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, +vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street +bearing her husband’s name openly--living with him in the most +matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn’t I? I wish I was back again in +Liverpool. + +‘To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too +long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is +gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside +the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.--Very +affectionately yours, EUNICE.’ + + + ‘JOHN STREET, + October 25, 1864. + +‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don’t you write? Do you hate me? I have not had +the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be in +this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my +first lodging for debt--among other things, they charged me for a lot of +brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell +and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and +changed my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new +lodging was the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left +it after being there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street +that you left me in originally. All last night the sash of my window +rattled so dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy +enough to get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I +don’t know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have been +looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but they seem +forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in search of +an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of the stage, +I believe you would not care if you found me there. But I am not an +actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am too timid and +retiring; I was intended for a cottager’s wife. I certainly shall not +try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this strange place. The +idea of being brought on as far as London and then left here alone! Why +didn’t you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I might have told +somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend +to whom I could impart it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest +friend is no nearer than what most people would call a stranger. But +perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to +you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near +relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a line to +my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that neighbourhood. +He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did not tell him +of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and I gave my +real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But God knows +if the letter will ever reach him. + +‘Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife, +EUNICE.’ + + + ‘FRIDAY, October 28. + +‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am +truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah--well, if +I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by this +time, so don’t think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can +you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant +tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me! +You are inconstant--I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I +love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond--that’s my nature. +I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there is +another woman supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to +me--do come. EUNICE.’ + + + ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON, + November 19. + +‘DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you have +been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would have +tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman would have lived +under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call +myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of +this month--what could you expect? + +‘A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. +Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the +indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing the +park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who had also +risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you away from +me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, _very +peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing +it, told me of what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a +secret to me that neither of you understand. Two negatives never made +such a telling positive before. One clue more, and you would see it. +A single consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to +whether your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. +Civility now, please. EUNICE.’ + + + ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE, + Tuesday, November 22. + +‘MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I have +acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at the +broker’s in the next street. All this movement and bustle is delightful +to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a relief to wish +the place good-bye--London always has seemed so much more foreign to +me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do nicely for me. I +shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night. + +‘I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss +Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving wife, +EUNICE.’ + + +This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One +other, in Mrs. Manston’s handwriting, and in the same packet, was +differently addressed. + + + ‘THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD, + November 28, 1864. + +‘DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so +promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the +least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write +again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible +to conceive. + +‘I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don’t blame +me--it was my husband’s influence. I hardly know where to begin my +story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then he sent for me +(this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he +did. He promised to fetch me, and did not--leaving me to do the journey +alone. He promised to meet me at the station here--he did not. I went on +through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and himself +away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to you in +a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present moment to +write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you +detail it on paper--poor pleasure though. + +‘But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I would +gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have +not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly +enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist in +London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks. Will +you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know +that you...’ + +Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the +writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production, +and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to +write at all? + +The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she +had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England +for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters, +corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first, +he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in +the fire. + +If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably +thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt +with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was +burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter? + +The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a +burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this +letter? + +That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation +of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do +with his reason for never showing it to her. + +She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and +up to the time of the porter’s confession, Manston believed--honestly +believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of course, +that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could possibly +have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment that he +believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his wedding. +And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have +communicated with each other? + +The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its +contents--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that +calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of +the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle +that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated with +his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne’s residence with him, +or at any time since? + +It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken +her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her--whether she +were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater. + +Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston’s real motive +in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne. +It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts +had reverted to Mr. Raunham’s letter, asking for proofs of her identity +with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape +for the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst +alternative was not so very bad after all--the getting the name of +libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court +of law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder +his worldly progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was, +apparently, terrible as death itself. + +She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other +letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information, +fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition. + +Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never +seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity +is the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the +mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man’s +strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with +all the woman Anne’s faults, she had not descended to such depths of +depravity as to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known +that a living wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put +retreat out of the question, and had looked upon personation simply as +a mode of subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, +after a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay +mansion. + + ‘Non illa colo calathisve Minervae + Foemineas assueta manus.’ + +2. AFTERNOON + +Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a +machinery which they hoped to find working out important results. + +The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following +morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove’s +communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to +the old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that, +having arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult +intellectual feat of suspending one’s judgment becomes possible, he was +now putting it in practice, though not without the penalty of watchful +effort. + +It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his +relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the +subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still +beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private +inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness +in her tone when the young lady’s name was mentioned, which showed that +from whatever cause the elder Cytherea’s renunciation of her favourite +and namesake proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate. + +‘Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an +upright man?’ he said to the lady. + +‘Never the slightest. Have you?’ said she reservedly. + +‘Well--I have.’ + +‘What is it?’ + +‘I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions +are very strong.’ + +‘Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were +first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he +was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the +neglect.’ + +He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke +honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with +the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less that a greater +matter might be behind. + +‘That’s not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that the +woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston’s wife.’ + +‘Not--Mr. Manston’s wife?’ + +‘That is it.’ + +Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. ‘Not Mr. Manston’s +wife--who else can she be?’ she said simply. + +‘An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.’ + +Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary +interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had +endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she +was shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding +between herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets, +also showed that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr. +Raunham had lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding +himself mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the +matter. This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He +gave Miss Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief. + +Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had +adopted on his opening the subject. + +‘I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an +elaborate argument,’ she replied, ‘were it not for one fact, which bears +in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof +can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which +could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston’s +clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an extraordinary +course of conduct--no motive on earth.’ + +‘That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night--a +friend of mine and poor little Cytherea’s.’ + +‘Ah--and Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised +by the name. ‘That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly and +devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years younger +than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet in disposition, +three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up quietly and +suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is monstrous, and I don’t +believe it!’ She glowed in her earnestness. + +The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the possible +motive--but for reasons of his own he did not. + +‘Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your +belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife +or no, and see how he receives it.’ + +‘I will to-morrow, most certainly,’ she said. ‘I always let these things +die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.’ + +But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of +mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her +mind at rest could not brook a night’s delay. It was with the utmost +difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her +movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and +before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left +the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of +the old manor-house. + +The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to +share the rector’s usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official +appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward +Springrove. + + +The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of +Anne Seaway. Her woman’s nature insisted that Manston had no right to +keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself. +Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been +continuous. The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased. + +The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon +at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent to +whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something +portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully +observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them, +the thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away +secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was +vague, and she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for +him. + +In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him +drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go +there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on +foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do some shopping. + +One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at +the druggist’s. Near the druggist’s stood the County Bank. Looking out +of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come +down the steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his +pocket, and pulling his coat close over its mouth. + +It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be +carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if +they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had +in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss Aldclyffe’s +account--that was continual with him. And he might have been removing +his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country. + +3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + +Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner. +Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters +were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn--almost +haggard. + +The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation +withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion, +the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a +tap came to the door. + +Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and +answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe. + +Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. ‘I should +be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.’ + +‘It is a dry, starlight evening,’ she replied. ‘I will go for a +little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss +Aldclyffe.’ + +‘Very well, do; there’s no accounting for tastes,’ he said. A few +commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went +upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front +door, and went out. + +She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and +quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested +her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know +the subject of Miss Aldclyffe’s conversation with him. Simple curiosity +was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly +aroused by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future +depended on her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances, +would be far from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to +acquire the important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought +and thought, and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how +the thing could be done. + +Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing +and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the +keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and +opened the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so +delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it. +At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said-- + +‘There’s a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.’ + +Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed +the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The +parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the +window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the +back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one +on each side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were +fastened by a bolt passing continuously through them and the wood +mullion within, the bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was +seldom inserted till Manston and herself were about to retire for the +night; sometimes not at all. + +If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any +moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part +of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from +disturbance. The idea was worth a trial. + +She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her +finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely +withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst, +where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of +an inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the +room. She applied her eye to the orifice. + +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to +the window, his companion facing it. The lady’s demeanour was severe, +condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned +sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her +ear upon the hole. + +‘You know where,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘And how could you, a man, act a +double deceit like this?’ + +‘Men do strange things sometimes.’ + +‘What was your reason--come?’ + +‘A mere whim.’ + +‘I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea, +or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of +her.’ + +‘And can’t you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married +Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that +my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman +I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in +reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman +to come to me, as being better than no companion at all?’ + +‘I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind +as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an +object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway +at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation +by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn’t, +AEneas.’ + +‘So am I,’ he said bluntly. + +Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession +was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly, +and with tears. + +‘How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any +respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this +place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day or +two!’ + +‘She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled +somehow--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the +civilized globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my +wife, or I am damned past redemption!’ + +‘I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.’ + +‘You must do something,’ he murmured. ‘You must. Yes, you must.’ + +‘I never will,’ she said. ‘It is a criminal act.’ + +He looked at her earnestly. ‘Will you not support me through this +deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?’ + +‘Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this +place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come +now.’ + +Manston repeated gloomily the same words. ‘My life depends upon your +supporting me--my very life.’ + +He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he +held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came +over her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still +he held her and whispered on. + +The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her +hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in +her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely +quivered: ‘They have no money. What can they prove?’ + +The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it +was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain +to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he +had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston’s +behalf. + +Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, +yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the +crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne +quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down +the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge +lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own. + +In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his +arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the +house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots, +towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the +dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe’s +outline became visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was +darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone arose from the +gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place. + +Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any +kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house. + +4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + +Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now +that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to +disguise the real state of his mind. + +Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston +still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a +mistrustful woman? A man’s cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera +to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he +was attempting something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was +trying to distract her attention, that he might be unobserved in some +special movement of his hands. + +What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became +attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated +condition at such times--when the existence divides itself into two, and +the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another person, +to hide the timorous spy. + +Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly +over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be +accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked +steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said +sententiously, ‘Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb +show than the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of +incentive--from the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest +hints for action.’ + +‘Well, in what way?’ she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite +unintelligible to her. + +‘Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic, +business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They +make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant +shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several +attitudes imply “Make ready.” The “make ready” of ten minutes to one +differs from the “make ready” of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs +from age. “Upward and onward” says twenty-five minutes to eleven. +Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly “It is done.” You surely have +noticed that?’ + +‘Yes, I have.’ + +He continued with affected quaintness:-- + +‘The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a +quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must +have been observed by everybody.’ + +‘Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of +imagination in your fancy,’ she said. + +He still contemplated the clock. + +‘Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the +eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched +top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the +upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic, +elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good +and evil.’ + +A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted +to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his +suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the +clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time +had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part. + +‘Ah,’ he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her +out a glass of wine. ‘Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must +nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you +do it at once, my dear.’ + +There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to +perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect +her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to +the rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and +ground heavily during winding. + +Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the +interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by +her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall +at her right hand. + +What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her +glass of wine. + +He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She +methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she +faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen. + +In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to +realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can +have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been +prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she +could not instantly put on a fear of her position. + +And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition +served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was +the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery, +unless there were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston +could possibly have. + +Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make +her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original +suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was +going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be +kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the +wine. + +By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for +nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to +throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one +sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her +handkerchief. + +Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in +proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized +the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round +again she was holding the glass to her lips, empty. + +In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were +fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a +few minutes later they retired for the night. + +5. FROM ELEVEN O’CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT + +When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing, +that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the +gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this +operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer +of the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided +out of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place +a small phial she had seen there before. It was labelled ‘Battley’s +Solution of Opium.’ She felt relieved that her life had not been +attempted. That was to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to +be lost if she meant to be a match for him. She followed him in her +nightdress. When she reached the foot of the staircase he was in the +office and had closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that +he had obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to +open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could hear +him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and quivering ray of +light coming from the threshold an instant later, implied that he was +burning them. By the slight noise of his footsteps on the uncarpeted +floor, she at length imagined that he was approaching the door. She +flitted upstairs again and crept into bed. + +Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered +it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure +himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their +ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne’s +ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold +as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to +its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While +lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image of his own face in the +glass--pale and spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to +be the feather which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy +breath, retired from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him +unbar the back-door, and go out into the yard. + +Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the +bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the +door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. ‘A +precaution--it can be no more,’ she muttered. Yet she was all the more +perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave home +immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in, +holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a +mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt. +How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the +bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a +dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no +other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out +upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne +took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room +and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the +small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the +gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till +her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she +adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path. + +Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the +evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole +landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as +an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house, +listening intently. The steward had had at least ten minutes’ start of +her. She had waited here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a +movement in the outhouse--a fragment once attached to the main building. +This outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which +had been a kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were +pulled down, but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and +workshop, the only means of access to the latter being through the +brewhouse. The outer door of this first apartment was usually fastened +by a padlock on the exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. +Manston was evidently in the outhouse. + +She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped +in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the +floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This +light was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice. +Glancing in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the +various apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress +of a single ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the +bar of light fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door, +and that upon it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of +the workshop was also partly visible from her position through the two +half-open doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the +tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite +cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks +and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these being +loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily from the +brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside him. + +That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now +laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the +bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind +of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now +stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar +between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until +several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven, +which was apparently contrived in the thickness of the wall, and having +fallen into disuse, had been closed up with bricks in this manner. It +was formed after the simple old-fashioned plan of oven-building--a mere +oblate cavity without a flue. + +Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy +weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who +watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack, +nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way. + +The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and +his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the +light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had +certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard +it. ‘One of the rats,’ she thought. + +He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics +completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in the +dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she +could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven’s +mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not +left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how should she get +back into her bedroom again?--now received a solution. Whilst he was +replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the +key from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring +back the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would +think the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and +intention, occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an +instant, and hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the +meaning of his actions in the workshop. + +Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she +advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual +footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the +floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the +copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied +by Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him +breathe between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern +anything of him. + +To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly +she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of +touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being. + +She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or +woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm +foot, covered with a polished boot. + +The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a +sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow. +Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough +to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise +of Manston’s scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the +slight rustle of her dress. + +The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was +somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage +of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand +upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed +her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure: +she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences. +The motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite +unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand +again, feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to +her side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg. + +It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time +was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The +comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured +resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical +inferences:-- + +1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness +to get there, as she had to enter. + +2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached +the door. + +3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for +purposes of his own. + +She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his +re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had +contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came into the +brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths covering it; +but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely relieved the +darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop, hoisted something +to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some other article. +Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, +and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could see his +outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung +at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade. + +Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings +of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the +copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of +this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of +a broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the +steward. + +The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow. +Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had +touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also. + +It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The +unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and +pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she +stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard +without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went +in the direction the others had taken. + +Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly followed +the last woman. + +But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that +in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were +following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned, +standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston’s horse and gig, ready +harnessed. + +He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed +the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house +and her exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this +branch of the night’s events. She turned about again, and continued on +the trail of the other three. + +6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M. + +Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a +watcher. + +The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park +plantation, at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground, +completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which +was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that +is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now fell back, +when Manston’s housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty well, dived +circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the steward, who, +encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. The other woman +seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little in advance, but on +Manston’s other hand. + +He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. +There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened. + +Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half +filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled +themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of +them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a +large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush, +and turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped +behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he, +too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher, +the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay +in hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the +steward than was Anne Seaway. + +Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward’s +spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible +to her ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the +engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought +the subdued roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank +that screened it. A large hole--some four or five feet deep--had been +excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately +placed the sack, and then began filling in the earth, and treading it +down. Lastly he carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves +into the middle of the pit, burying the ground with them as they had +buried it before. + +For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation +of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be +disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still +decayed and added to the mould beneath. + +By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne +could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from +behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense +contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white +and motionless. + +It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the +completion of his labour he turned, and did so. + +‘Ho--you here!’ he exclaimed. + +‘Don’t think I am a spy upon you,’ she said, in an imploring whisper. +Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe’s. + +The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in +the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he +had come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear +any part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water, +which could reach him unimpeded by the bank. + +The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the +first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed +to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage +himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the +blade of the instrument. The man fell to the ground. + +‘Fly!’ said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the +trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction. + +Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked +at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless. + +Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable +magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because +it is one’s duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no +law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently +turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her +assistance he was soon able to stand upright. + +He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his +ideas. ‘Who are you?’ he said to the woman, mechanically. + +It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. ‘I am the supposed Mrs. +Manston,’ she said. ‘Who are you?’ + +‘I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery--which +may be criminal.’ He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and +seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his +utterance. ‘Never you mind who I am,’ he continued. ‘Well, it doesn’t +matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.’ + +He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had +taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute. + +‘It’s only an aggravated assault, after all,’ he said hastily, ‘until we +have found out for certain what’s buried here. It may be only a bag of +building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.’ He seized +the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit, +continuing a muttered discourse. ‘It’s no use my running after him +single-handed,’ he said. ‘He’s ever so far off by this time. The best +step is to see what is here.’ + +It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been +for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out, +and the sack dragged forth. + +‘Hold this,’ he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing +near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave +it into her hand. + +The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer +laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth +the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in +impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling +open the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something, +hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it +felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. ‘Hold the light close,’ he +said. + +She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered +at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb. +It was a long hair; the hair of a woman. + +‘God! I couldn’t believe it--no, I couldn’t believe it!’ the detective +whispered, horror-struck. ‘And I have lost the man for the present +through my unbelief. Let’s get into a sheltered place.... Now wait a +minute whilst I prove it.’ + +He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a +minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled +in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk’s wife had +found on Manston’s pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held +the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid +them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length +to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne. + +‘It is the body of his first wife,’ he said quietly. ‘He murdered her, +as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, God only +knows.’ + +‘And I!’ exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of +events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and +motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston’s possession of it, his +renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing upon her +mind with the rapidity of lightning. + +‘Ah--I see,’ said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and +a handcuff was on her wrist. ‘You must come with me, madam. Knowing as +much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it +doesn’t make you a goddess--far from it.’ He directed the bull’s-eye +into her face. + +‘Pooh--lead on,’ she said scornfully, ‘and don’t lose your principal +actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.’ + +He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the +grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A +light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective’s awaiting +him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside. + +‘You have come--I wish I had known that,’ the detective said to his +assistant, hurriedly and angrily. ‘Well, we’ve blundered--he’s gone--you +should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss +Aldclyffe--she watched me.’ He hastily gave directions in an undertone +to this man. The concluding words were, ‘Go in to the rector--he’s up. +Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge +with this one, and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets +light.’ + +He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went, +the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at +each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came +to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance +on both sides. It was totally dark here. + +There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at +the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective +drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the +ground. + +The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out +his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of +another conveyance of some kind. + +‘Hoy!’ said the officer. + +Nobody answered. + +‘Hoy, you man asleep there!’ he said again. + +No reply. + +‘Well, that’s odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without +gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.’ He jumped to the ground and +turned on his lantern. + +There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of +the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near +the vehicle. + +‘Do you know whose gig this is?’ he said to the woman. + +‘No,’ she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward’s. + +‘I’ll swear it’s Manston’s! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However, +you needn’t say anything which may criminate you. What forethought +the man must have had--how carefully he must have considered possible +contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he +began shifting the body.’ + +He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the +occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the +light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing +beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many +yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done +by the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne. +If he had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have +stepped unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the +greatest ease. Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in +Manston’s circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice, +his pursuer felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood. + +He hastily tied the head of Manston’s horse to the back of his own +vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of +escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to +the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and +then took immediate steps for the capture of Manston. + + + + +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY + +Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston’s escape. + +It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside +the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them +critically as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke +of Manston. Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using +their constant phrase, ‘The next article, please?’ substituted, ‘Have +you heard if he’s caught?’ Dairymen and drovers standing beside the +sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats, +thrust their hands into the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the +animals with the utmost keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, +‘Ay, ay, so’s: they’ll have him avore night.’ + +Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and +anxiously. ‘Well, have you heard any more?’ he said to an acquaintance +who accosted him. + +‘They tracked him in this way,’ said the other young man. ‘A vagrant +first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under +which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed out +and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of +half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the heap, +where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly imprinted the +form of a man’s hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, and his watch-chain, +showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over the stile, and fallen +there. The pattern of the chain proved the man to have been Manston. +They followed on till they reached a ford crossed by stepping-stones--on +the further bank were the same footmarks that had shown themselves +beside the stile. The whole of this course had been in the direction +of Budmouth. On they went, and the next clue was furnished them by a +shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space three or four yards wide +ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a +proof that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier. +At twelve o’clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his flock. +Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into Budmouth. The +steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at eleven last night, +and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to France by way +of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all the railway-stations being +watched. + +‘Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again +at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under +the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office +door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the straight cut to the quay. +At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the +attention of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street +came a man as boldly as possible. The gait was Manston’s, but not the +clothes. He passed over to the shaded part of the street: heads were +turned. I suppose this warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. +They watched and waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm +was raised--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All +this morning they have been searching, but there’s not a sign of him +anywhere. However, he has lost his last chance of getting across +the Channel. It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a +labourer.’ + +During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow +a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who was stalking +down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and concealed +his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a bundle +of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the High +Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from the +country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave +it there. + +Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the +direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see +stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man +to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty +yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side. +This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle +of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone. + +The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his +brain:-- + +Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a brown +smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on +second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw +with the greatest ease and naturalness. + +The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where +Cytherea was living. + +If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire, +Cytherea was the steward’s lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of +results, might rush to his wife and harm her. + +It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain; +but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for +Tolchurch. + +2. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK P.M. + +On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by +the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and +was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might +ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him +concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to +her of the matter. + +She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the +lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare +in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside +were invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to +a novelty. + +A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the +house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly +deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his +sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of +cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted +the door. + +Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced +to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he +next pressed his face against the glass, peering in. + +Cytherea’s experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as +ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the +peering face that of the man she had married. + +But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear +was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, feeling +he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of +recklessness, terrified nature must have given way. + +‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘let me come in: I am your husband.’ + +‘No,’ she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. ‘If +you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.’ + +‘O, he’s not at home? Cytherea, I can’t live without you! All my sin has +been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough +for us both--only come with me.’ + +‘Not now--not now.’ + +‘I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.’ + +‘You cannot,’ she said faintly. His words began to terrify her. + +‘I will, I say!’ he exclaimed. ‘Will you let me in, I ask once more?’ + +‘No--I will not,’ said Cytherea. + +‘Then I will let myself in!’ he answered resolutely. ‘I will, if I die +for it!’ + +The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements. +He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the +hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began +opening the window. + +Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with +desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside. + +‘Damn you!’ he exclaimed. + +He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now: +he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened +it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before the +terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant +he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung +back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her. + +In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either +flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution +at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this +preserved her consciousness. + +Never before had the poor child’s natural agility served her in such +good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room. +Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her +large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed +upon Manston’s, to read by his expression whether his next intention was +to dart to the right or the left. + +Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of +unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. +It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston +continued his pursuit with a lowered eye. + +The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the capture +of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went over it like +a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at the +other side. + + ‘One on her youth and pliant limbs relies, + One on his sinews and his giant size.’ + +But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. +She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she +uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to +echo for miles. + +At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about +her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient +to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended +direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her. + +‘At last! my Cytherea!’ he cried, overturning the table, springing over +it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and +clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast, +and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was +leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, ‘Rest there for a +while, my frightened little bird!’ + +And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by +the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram +against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung +in at the open window, and stood once more between man and wife. + +Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one +side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them. +It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: ‘Hast +thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because +thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.’ + +A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the +taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the +delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws +of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling over and +over, locked in each other’s grasp as tightly as if they had been one +organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to secure Manston’s arms +with a small thong he had drawn from his pocket, Manston trying to reach +his knife. + +Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous +space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so +similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke +of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of +body or limbs. + +Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She +had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer, +unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, ‘Come! Help! O, +help!’ + +Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed +forward at her words. ‘Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on +lately?’ they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as +before. + +Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward’s grasp, seemed +at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a +desperate end. ‘I give it all up for life--dear life!’ he cried, with a +hoarse laugh. ‘A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how I’ll baffle you +all yet!’ + +He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In +one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers. + + +Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts +had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the +lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank +by the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion. +He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled +to stand upright--clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to +imprint a kiss upon her lips then! + +They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose +wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt +at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm +for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house. + +A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially +recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting +anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the +door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its +wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed; +ornament had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use. +Three men sat on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands +were bound in front of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his +countenance pallid, hard, and fixed. + +Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston’s crime in a few short words. He +now said solemnly, ‘He is to die.’ + +‘And I cannot mourn for him,’ she replied with a shudder, leaning back +and covering her face with her hands. + +In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched +the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually +dying away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town. + + + + +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON + +Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the +bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer +Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his +friend, Farmer Baker. + +There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down +the street at some object which had attracted his attention. ‘Ah, ‘tis +what we shall all come to!’ he murmured. + +The other looked in the same direction. ‘True, neighbour Springrove; +true.’ + +Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were +what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their +shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth. + +‘I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as +that,’ said Springrove, still regarding the men’s sad burden. ‘I call it +a sort of medicine.’ + +‘And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this +way lately? D’seem as if the person died suddenly.’ + +‘May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don’t we? But there’s no +difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other +sort. There’s no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid +down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end--thoughtfully +formed as any other--which has been existing at that very same point +from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.’ + +‘It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the +Lord’s.’ + +‘That’s it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.’ + +‘Now you’ll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front +of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi’ that threshing and +winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand +still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and +the Wherefores, before the end o’ it all, and we go down into the +mouldering-place, and are forgotten?’ + +‘’Tis a feeling that will come. But ‘twont bear looking into. There’s a +back’ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in +order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here +with the coffin, look.’ + +The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand. +The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the +way. + +‘’Tis a man’s coffin, and a tall man’s, too,’ continued Farmer +Springrove. ‘His was a fine frame, whoever he was.’ + +‘A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.’ The +corner of the cloth had blown aside. + +‘Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death’s all the less insult to him. I +have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look +than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all +the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and I speak from +experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty of +his life shows itself more than usual.’ + +As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across +a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy +archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited. + +Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals, + + ‘COUNTY GAOL.’ + +The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the +two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally +stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length +through the aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from +sight. + +‘Somebody in the gaol, then?’ + +‘Yes, one of the prisoners,’ said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who +passed on whistling. + +‘Do you know the name of the man who is dead?’ inquired Baker of a third +bystander. + +‘Yes, ‘tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, Manston, +Miss Aldclyffe’s steward. He was found dead the first thing this +morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way, +by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his +features were scarcely changed, as he looked at ‘em with the early sun +a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the +murder, and all that led to it. So there’s an end of him.’ + + +It was perfectly true: Manston was dead. + +The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and +had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following +confession:-- + + + ‘LAST WORDS. + +‘Having found man’s life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce +it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected +with my past proceedings. + +‘After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the +fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested, +I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that +nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned +home again in the company of Mr. Raunham. + +‘He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards +the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange +deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park +trees. It was the figure of a woman. + +‘When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire: +it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil +covering her face. These features, together with her size and gait, +aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain of events which had +saved her life, told me that she was my wife Eunice. + +‘I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had +gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint, +whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion +of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a +mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman. + +‘She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. Her +first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and +sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both +lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints +to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which +concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it--more +surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling. + +‘“How could you serve me so?” she said, her breath smelling of spirits +even then. “You love another woman--yes, you do. See how you drive me +about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and +yet I come to try you once more.” + +‘An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked--rage +and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously +raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She +turned quickly--and it was the poor creature’s end. By her movement my +hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck--as men strike a hare +to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must have +disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements, and +uttered one low sound. + +‘I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm +with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead. + +‘It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For +several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences +of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she +left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the +parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out. + +‘Upon this I acted. + +‘The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the +moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and +waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four +o’clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I +would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors. + +‘In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I +found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the +wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an +old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house +was prepared for me. + +‘To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few +minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body +again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven, +packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard. + +‘I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very +remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was +not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck +me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no +remains whatever should be found. + +‘The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place +it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on +account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire. +One remedy remained. + +‘I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must +take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the +bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys +from her pocket and the watch from her side. + +‘I then replaced everything as before. + +‘With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my +way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the +back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where +pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the +laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these +old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish +here, there was not one now. I then groped in the other corner with the +same result--nowhere could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of +leg and back-bones were all I could collect, and with these I was forced +to be content. + +‘Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the +inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the +hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the +spot. + +‘Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over +the hedge and over the men’s heads into the smoking embers. When the +bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the +watch. + +‘I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as +the dawn began to break. I exulted--“Cytherea is mine again!” + +‘At breakfast-time I thought, “Suppose the cupboard should by some +unlikely chance get moved to-day!” + +‘I went to the mason’s yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast, +and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse, +again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven +behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for +the next night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was +in a tolerably safe hiding-place. + +‘When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had +been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went +to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in +the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. “I will bury her +to-morrow night, however,” I thought. + +‘But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my +reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after +all, never likely to be opened in my time. + +‘I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church +with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on +good intentions, than I did on that morning. + +‘When Cytherea’s brother made his appearance at the hotel in +Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter’s disclosure, I +was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had found the body. +“Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?” I mourned. I saw +my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an +honourable man. So at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated +on several schemes for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal +right to claim as my wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew +myself to have it. + +‘I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in +a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife +dead without compromising myself. + +‘Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts +by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced +to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in +the settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk--their +conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to +that stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it. + +‘The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the +night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet +me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did; +but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood +of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his comrade. The +favourable hour of the night suggested to them the possibility of some +unlawful gain before daylight came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting +position, and still resenting his repulse during the evening, one of +them proposed to operate upon my birds. I was believed to have gone to +the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was disinclined to go, and the +first went off alone. + +‘It was now about three o’clock. He had advanced as far as the +shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied +he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side +of the building. He described them in these words, “Ghostly mouths +talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of the water and creak +of the engine as before.” Only one explanation occurred to him; the +house was haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices +of any kind were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He +stealthily crept home. + +‘His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal +his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the +railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then +he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an +enactment in the flesh between me and my wife? + +‘The words of the other man were: + +‘“Why don’t he try to find her if she’s alive?” + +‘“True,” said the first. “Well, I don’t forget what I heard, and if she +don’t turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her +murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the +treadmill for being where I was.” + +‘“And if she should turn up alive?” + +‘“Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well +as a rogue, hold my tongue.” + +‘I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven +or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put +upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows. + +‘I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only +effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a +simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the +suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further. + +‘The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute. + +‘The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, +innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, +and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On +account of this lady’s sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious +position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind +of woman for the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of +hers was valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next +day, called at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at +which she had been known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great +difficulties stood in the way of a personation. And thus favouring +circumstances determined my course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to +her, and propounded my plan. + + * * * * * + +‘We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne +came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in +which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond +waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the +first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me. +During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but +could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury +the body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any +time. I went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening +Miss Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no +right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more. +She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham’s manner that evening, that +he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one +he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house even then. + +‘I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten +her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I +killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon +the advantage to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret. + +‘Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory +that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my +residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging +my wife’s grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack +contained. + +‘I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost +always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is +strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men, +who have scarcely ever been otherwise. + + ‘AENEAS MANSTON.’ + + +The steward’s confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various +kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from +all suspicion of complicity with the murderer. + +2. SIX O’CLOCK P.M. + +It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston’s death. + +In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea, +her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the +window conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In +Cytherea’s eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white +as a lily. + +Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated +the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner +of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in +a flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of +the wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came +nearer, and arrived opposite Owen’s door, when the driver pulled the +rein and gave a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe’s carriage!’ they all exclaimed. + +Owen went out. ‘Is Miss Graye at home?’ said the man. ‘A note for her, +and I am to wait for an answer.’ + +Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:-- + + +‘DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She +continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you. +If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely yours, JOHN +RAUNHAM.’ + + +‘How comes she ill?’ Owen inquired of the coachman. + +‘She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on +the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she +complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran +in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol--she +shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. Severe internal +haemorrhage continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is +sure to get over it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it +before.’ + +Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage. + +3. SEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + +Soft as was Cytherea’s motion along the corridors of Knapwater House, +the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught +the maiden’s well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with +suspended breath. + +In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so +rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady’s +weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the +universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the +room on Cytherea’s entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged +in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been +pronounced out of danger. + +Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a +change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a forbidding +change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the haughtiness was +extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter mild placidity +had taken its place. + +Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone +with Cytherea. + +‘Cytherea?’ she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed. + +Cytherea clasped the lady’s weak hand, and sank beside her. + +Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. ‘They say I am certain to live; but I +know that I am certainly going to die.’ + +‘They know, I think, and hope.’ + +‘I know best, but we’ll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you +forgive me!’ + +Her companion pressed her hand. + +‘But you don’t know yet--you don’t know yet,’ the invalid murmured. ‘It +is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I +implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which caused all the +train of your innumerable ills!’ + +‘I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that is +revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I myself +hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.’ + +Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes, and mingled with those of her +young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions +of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from +the broken-spirited woman. + +‘But you don’t know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would +pity me then!’ + +Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman +appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a +voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there +pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones +to bear it out worthily. + +‘Cytherea,’ she said, ‘listen to me before I die. + +‘A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of seventeen +was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six-and-twenty. He +went to India, and died. + +‘One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her +parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the +money she possessed, pinned it on her infant’s bosom, together with +a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child’s +Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to +Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. She placed +the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then ran away and +watched. They took it up and carried it indoors. + +‘Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for +cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents’ counsel to +secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn’t know what to do. +She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked +her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named. +These were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. +The woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one +meeting--at an inn in Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the +child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live through +the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....’ + +Miss Aldclyffe’s sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully +agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her, +bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking. + +‘Yes--I must,’ she cried, between her sobs. ‘I will--I must go on! And +I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am gone, +Cytherea.’ The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again. + +‘The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was +the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a +relation. + +‘Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of +the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever +since. + +‘A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a +man at her father’s house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then +unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to +be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her +secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort, +and pined. + +‘Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and +estates by her father’s death, she formed the weak scheme of having near +her the son whom, in her father’s life-time, she had been forbidden to +recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is. + + * * * * * + +‘By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I +wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true +lover’s child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me--O, pity me! To +die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I love him +now.’ + + +That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe. + +‘I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,’ she said, +after holding the young woman’s hand a long while in silence. + +‘No--indeed I’ll stay always. Do you like me to stay?’ + +Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the +old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. ‘But you are your +brother’s housekeeper?’ + +‘Yes.’ + +‘Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go +home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come +again, won’t you, dearest, come again--we’ll fetch you. But you mustn’t +stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.’ The absorbing +concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen in very +sick people, was present here. + +Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay +continuously. + +‘Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan’t die till +to-morrow.’ + +‘We hope for your recovery--all of us.’ + +‘I know best. Come at six o’clock, darling.’ + +‘As soon as ever I can,’ returned Cytherea tenderly. + +‘But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother’s +breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?’ + +Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known +had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of +Cytherea’s nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a +proceeding would have involved. + +An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the +pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage +to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in +readiness to bring her back earlier. + +4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK + +The third and last instance of Cytherea’s subjection to those periodic +terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the +Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date. + +It was about four o’clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most +probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by a +sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the +foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of +entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss +Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but +longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature. + +Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in +thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before +her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead +Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred. + +‘I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to stay!’ +Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and +the figure vanished. + +It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet, +and not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep, +she went and tapped at his door. + +‘Owen!’ + +He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise. + +‘What do you want, Cytherea?’ + +‘I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I +really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.’ + +‘What time is it?’ + +‘A few minutes past four.’ + +‘You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should +have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.’ + +Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to +bed again. + +An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to +the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen’s +window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been +thrown against it to arouse him. + +He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white +face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch +the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a +Knapwater man sitting on horseback. + +Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every +man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window. + +‘Miss Aldclyffe....’ said the messenger, and paused. + +‘Ah--dead?’ + +‘Yes--she is dead.’ + +‘When did she die?’ + +‘At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you +see, sir. I started directly, by the rector’s orders.’ + + + + +SEQUEL + +Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night, +1867. + +The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford +Church, at ten o’clock in the evening. + +Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light +of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six +Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in +the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and +the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is +an assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where. + +The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and +catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair +waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who +has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat. +Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of +kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed +on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor. + +Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four +unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the +men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower +archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and +chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window +of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly. + +A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had +taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been +provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and +the pivots lubricated. Bright red ‘sallies’ of woollen texture--soft +to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the ropes in place of the old +ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more +evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them. + +The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and +rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes +and leaving the place for the night. + +‘Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,’ said a man with a streaming face, +and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the tenor +bell. + +‘Our friend here pulled proper well--that ‘a did--seeing he’s but a +stranger,’ said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second rope, +and addressing the man in the black coat. + +‘’A did,’ said the rest. + +‘I enjoyed it much,’ said the man modestly. + +‘What we should ha’ done without you words can’t tell. The man that +d’belong by rights to that there bell is ill o’ two gallons o’ wold +cider.’ + +‘And now so’s,’ remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last +allusion, ‘we’ll finish this drop o’ metheglin and cider, and every man +home--along straight as a line.’ + +‘Wi’ all my heart,’ Clerk Crickett replied. ‘And the Lord send if I +ha’n’t done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.’ + +‘And the rest o’ us,’ they said, as the cup was handed round. + +‘Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o’ this +mornen’s business o’ mine up by the chancel rails there. ‘Twas very +convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o’ doen it at that +twopenny-halfpenny town o’ Budm’th. Very convenient.’ + +‘Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.’ + +‘Ah--well. Money’s money--very much so--very--I always have said it. But +‘twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like any maid, that +‘a did.’ + +‘Well enough ‘a mid colour up. ‘Tis no small matter for a man to play +wi’ fire.’ + +‘Whatever it may be to a woman,’ said the clerk absently. + +‘Thou’rt thinken o’ thy wife, clerk,’ said Gad Weedy. ‘She’ll play wi’it +again when thou’st got mildewed.’ + +‘Well--let her, God bless her; for I’m but a poor third man, I. The Lord +have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy’s got his own at last. What +little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you +choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was always my joke +when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But Teddy’s got her. +Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi’ grief--so was she.’ + +‘Maybe she’ll pick up now.’ + +‘True--‘tis nater’s law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I bear +in mind what I said to Pa’son Raunham, about thy mother’s family o’ +seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my +prime. “And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?” he says. +“Six, sir,” says I, “and every one of ‘em has a brother!” “Poor woman,” + says he, “a dozen children!--give her this half-sovereign from me, +clerk.” ‘A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my +merry nater--‘a did. But there, ‘tis over wi’ me now. Enteren the Church +is the ruin of a man’s wit for wit’s nothen without a faint shadder o’ +sin.’ + +‘If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they’d both +ha’ died,’ said Gad emphatically. + +‘But now instead o’ death there’ll be increase o’ life,’ answered the +clerk. + +‘It all went proper well,’ said the fifth bell-ringer. ‘They didn’t flee +off to Babylonish places--not they.’ He struck up an attitude--‘Here’s +Master Springrove standen so: here’s the married woman standen likewise; +here they d’walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d’bide in the +chimley corner, hard and fast.’ + +‘Yes, ‘twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,’ added the clerk. ‘Here +was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove, looken +as if he half wished he’d never a-come--ah, poor souls!--the men always +do! The women do stand it best--the maid was in her glory. Though she +was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it did +so’s.’ + +‘Ay,’ said Gad, ‘and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen +carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. +There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see ‘em come +out--whip in hand--that ‘a was. Then up comes two master tailors. +Then there was Christopher Runt wi’ his pickaxe and shovel. There was +wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up and down church’ard till +they wore a path wi’ traypsen so--letten the squallen children slip down +through their arms and nearly skinnen o’ em. And these were all over and +above the gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye +at last dressed up quite the dand. “Well, Mr. Graye,” says I from the +top o’ church’ard wall, “how’s yerself?” Mr. Graye never spoke--he’d +prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn’ want en to spak. Teddy +hears it, and turns round: “All right, Gad!” says he, and laughed like a +boy. There’s more in Teddy.’ + +‘Well,’ said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, ‘now you’ve +been among us so long, and d’know us so well, won’t ye tell us what +ye’ve come here for, and what your trade is?’ + +‘I am no trade,’ said the thin man, smiling, ‘and I came to see the +wickedness of the land.’ + +‘I said thou wast one o’ the devil’s brood wi’ thy black clothes,’ +replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before. + +‘No, the truth is,’ said the thin man, retracting at this horrible +translation, ‘I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.’ + +‘Now let’s be off, neighbours,’ the clerk interrupted. + +The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out +into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full, +and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the +south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness +against the illuminated atmosphere behind them. + +‘Good-night,’ the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked. +‘My nearest way is through the park.’ + +‘I suppose mine is too?’ said the stranger. ‘I am going to the +railway-station.’ + +‘Of course--come on.’ + +The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party +going into the road on the opposite side. + +‘And so the romance has ended well,’ the clerk’s companion remarked, +as they brushed along through the grass. ‘But what is the truth of the +story about the property?’ + +‘Now look here, neighbour,’ said Clerk Crickett, ‘if so be you’ll tell +me what your line o’ life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day, +I’ll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.’ + +‘Very well--I will when you have done,’ said the other man. + +‘’Tis a bargain; and this is the right o’ the story. When Miss +Aldclyffe’s will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the +very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And +this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North +Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to “THE WIFE +OF AENEAS MANSTON” (with one exception): failen her life to her husband: +failen his life to the heirs of his head--body I would say: failen +them to her absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa’son +Raunham, and so on to the end o’ the human race. Now do you see the +depth of her scheme? Why, although upon the surface it appeared her +whole property was for Miss Cytherea, by the word “wife” being used, +and not Cytherea’s name, whoever was the wife o’ Manston would come +in for’t. Wasn’t that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her +son AEneas, under any circumstances, should be master o’ the property, +without folk knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would +if it had been left to en straightway.’ + +‘A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?’ + +‘The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa’son Raunham.’ + +‘And Miss Cytherea was now Manston’s widow and only relative, and +inherited all absolutely.’ + +‘True, she did. “Well,” says she, “I shan’t have it” (she didn’t like +the notion o’ getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty +dear). She waived her right in favour o’ Mr. Raunham. Now, if there’s +a man in the world that d’care nothen about land--I don’t say there is, +but _if_ there is--‘tis our pa’son. He’s like a snail. He’s a-growed so +to the shape o’ that there rectory that ‘a wouldn’ think o’ leaven it +even in name. “‘Tis yours, Miss Graye,” says he. “No, ‘tis yours,” says +she. “‘Tis’n’ mine,” says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, +thinken o’ forfeiture by felony--but ‘twas no such thing, and ‘a gied +it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and +a woman, and a Crown--neither o’ em in a madhouse--flingen an estate +backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this way. +Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward, and +put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand--just as if ‘twas +his own. He does just what he’d like--Mr. Raunham never interferen--and +hither to-day he’s brought his new wife, Cytherea. And a settlement ha’ +been drawn up this very day, whereby their children, heirs, and cetrer, +be to inherit after Mr. Raunham’s death. Good fortune came at last. Her +brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some architectural +competition, and is about to move to London. Here’s the house, look. +Stap out from these bushes, and you’ll get a clear sight o’t.’ + +They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down +the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the +mansion, they halted. + +It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of +the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a +white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon +as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the +fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake. + +At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and +two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they. +A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea Springrove: a young +man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her husband. + +They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the +water, and the general loveliness of the prospect. + +‘That’s the married man and wife--there, I’ve illustrated my story by +rale liven specimens,’ the clerk whispered. + +‘To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn’ slip a +penny-piece between ‘em--that you couldn’! Beautiful to see it, isn’t +it--beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won’t let ‘em see +us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow +night.’ + +The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the +wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk’s house at the +further boundary of the park, they paused to part. + +‘Now for your half o’ the bargain,’ said Clerk Crickett. ‘What’s your +line o’ life, and what d’ye come here for?’ + +‘I’m the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up +the news. Good-night.’ + + +Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several +minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying +alongside. + +‘O, Edward,’ said Cytherea, ‘you must do something that has just come +into my head!’ + +‘Well, dearest--I know.’ + +‘Yes--give me one half-minute’s row on the lake here now, just as you +did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.’ + +He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from +shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he +paused and looked at her. + +‘Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,’ said +Springrove. ‘You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in +this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this way. Then I +put my hand on the other side of your little neck--’ + +‘I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.’ + +‘Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--’ + +‘But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I +couldn’t then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to +you, and I wouldn’t be that.’ + +‘And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips +round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.’ + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + +***** This file should be named 3044-0.txt or 3044-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/4/3044/ + +Produced by Les Bowler + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Desperate Remedies + +Author: Thomas Hardy + +Release Date: May 25, 2009 [EBook #3044] +Last Updated: October 14, 2016 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + + + + +Produced by Les Bowler, and David Widger + + + + + + +</pre> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h1> + DESPERATE REMEDIES + </h1> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <h2> + By Thomas Hardy + </h2> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <blockquote> + <p class="toc"> + <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big> + </p> + <p> + <br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> PREFATORY NOTE </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2H_4_0002"> I. </a> THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0003"> II. </a> THE EVENTS OF A + FORTNIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0004"> III. </a> THE + EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0005"> IV. </a> THE + EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0006"> V. </a> THE + EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0007"> VI. </a> THE + EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0008"> VII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0009"> VIII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0010"> IX. </a> THE + EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0011"> X. </a> THE + EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0012"> XI. </a> THE + EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0013"> XII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0014"> XIII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0015"> XIV. </a> THE + EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0016"> XV. </a> THE + EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0017"> XVI. </a> THE + EVENTS OF ONE WEEK <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0018"> XVII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0019"> XVIII. </a> THE + EVENTS OF THREE DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0020"> XIX. </a> THE + EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0021"> XX. </a> THE + EVENTS OF THREE HOURS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0022"> XXI. </a> THE + EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS <br /><br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0023"> + SEQUEL </a> + </p> + </blockquote> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <h2> + PREFATORY NOTE + </h2> + <p> + The following story, the first published by the author, was written + nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a method. The + principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too exclusively + those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral obliquity are + depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes, and at least + one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a little longer + preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a fragmentary form + the novel is reissued complete—the more readily that it has for some + considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated in America. January + 1889. + </p> + <p> + To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of + ‘Desperate Remedies,’ some Wessex towns and other places that are common + to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the first + time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the satisfaction + of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters. + </p> + <p> + This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain + characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were + present in this my first—published in 1871, when there was no French + name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered. + </p> + <p> + T.H. February 1896. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <h2> + I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36 + </h3> + <p> + In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which renders + worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward Springrove, + and others, the first event directly influencing the issue was a Christmas + visit. + </p> + <p> + In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who + had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of + Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the + Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had gone up + to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, Huntway, + the friend, had taken orders. + </p> + <p> + Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought which, + exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness; on + abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three. + </p> + <p> + Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in a + new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it was + ever a surprise. + </p> + <p> + While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the Navy + named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in a street + not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than comfortable + circumstances, the captain’s wife came of an ancient family whose + genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious and + well-known in the kingdom. + </p> + <p> + The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most beautiful + and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen or twenty, + and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very unlike country + girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. She was perfect in + her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere distinguishing + peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as the pervading + characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than perfection throughout—transcending + her rural rivals in very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of + which was only eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. + </p> + <p> + His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents + two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and + accident and a lover’s contrivance brought them together as frequently the + week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few friends (for + their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he was received + on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but + ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly + assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed + to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give + effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of the + young people’s reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual favour. + </p> + <p> + Graye’s whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable + episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had + arrived at the last stage—a kind of moral Gaza—before plunging + into an emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and + it was necessary for the young architect to leave town. + </p> + <p> + Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had been + this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his presence as + a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had repressed all + recognition of the true nature of the thread which drew them together, + blinding herself to its meaning and only natural tendency, and appearing + to dread his announcement of them. The present seemed enough for her + without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is in itself an end, it + must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed. + </p> + <p> + In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a spur, + he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took her into a + little conservatory on the landing, and there among the evergreens, by the + light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the freshness and beauty + of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as + they. + </p> + <p> + ‘My love—my darling, be my wife!’ + </p> + <p> + She seemed like one just awakened. ‘Ah—we must part now!’ she + faltered, in a voice of anguish. ‘I will write to you.’ She loosened her + hand and rushed away. + </p> + <p> + In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who + shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words was + put into his hand? + </p> + <p> + ‘Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us + eternally. Forgive me—I should have told you before; but your love + was sweet! Never mention me.’ + </p> + <p> + That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of + things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to a + relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could wring + from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and the most + bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from the tone + of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he at this + sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her reason as + valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it. + </p> + <p> + A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway’s house and saw + no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend answered any + inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor food to a lover + is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend. Huntway could + tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had been some prior + flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or + three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by + the cousin’s departure for India, and the young lady’s travelling on the + Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on account of + delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that circumstances had rendered + Graye’s attachment more hopeless still. Cytherea’s mother had unexpectedly + inherited a large fortune and estates in the west of England by the rapid + fall of some intervening lives. This had caused their removal from the + small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their + old friends in that quarter. + </p> + <p> + Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love. + But he could not forget her. + </p> + <p> + 2. FROM 1843 TO 1861 + </p> + <p> + Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed—a man without + relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends—Ambrose Graye met + a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good + gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of + Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the + beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; but + with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will make a + passing love permanent for ever. + </p> + <p> + This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first or + last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but few knew + that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless repining at + the loss of its first idol. + </p> + <p> + His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions will + under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their imagined + destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant disposition, + he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances as it is the + lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity + of his early life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not + picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of + indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition was + improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for every + debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious exactness from + the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But as years revolved, the + same course was continued from the lack of spirit sufficient for shifting + out of an old groove when it has been found to lead to disaster. + </p> + <p> + In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children. + The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from + school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his + father’s office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen’s junior by + a year. + </p> + <p> + Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. + </p> + <p> + 3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863 + </p> + <p> + We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of these + persons’ lives. The scene is still the Grayes’ native town of Hocbridge, + but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of October. + </p> + <p> + The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen + wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the time. + It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical garishness + of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and enlivening newness + of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible advance towards acquiring + those mellow and soothing tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that + stage in the progress of the week when business—which, carried on + under the gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic + sparkle—was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was + intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of + visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns + trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. + </p> + <p> + Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they interest + most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious of beholders. + Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to be entertaining by + putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable caricatures which spoil + them. + </p> + <p> + The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the + intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two to + the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from Shakespeare + was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons who had already + assembled within the building were noticing the entrance of the new-comers—silently + criticizing their dress—questioning the genuineness of their teeth + and hair—estimating their private means. + </p> + <p> + Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid + the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble. + She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings and + trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked up the + side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and entered the + seat pointed out to her. + </p> + <p> + The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. During + her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and listening + to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed an + interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes. + </p> + <p> + Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect than + her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of + faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the + gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an + extreme degree. + </p> + <p> + Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended + scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of her + eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The carriage + of her head—motion within motion—a glide upon a glide—was + as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and + elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by + observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her + years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the + inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her safe + and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations and + whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, + when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised + on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in + the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and compelled the + self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon her childish figure + as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. And in later years, + when the instincts of her sex had shown her this point as the best and + rarest feature in her external self, she was not found wanting in + attention to the cultivation of finish in its details. + </p> + <p> + Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining + corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as each + curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, though + rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed the + affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as + distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express + faithfulness only to the object confronting them. + </p> + <p> + But to attempt to gain a view of her—or indeed of any fascinating + woman—from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the + effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern—or of + a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it + may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that among the + many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly striking:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and + smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the + space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of + degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea + and Nay. + + During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily + accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of + the listener’s arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree + of intimacy dictated. + + When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections. +</pre> + <p> + She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the + present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window. + </p> + <p> + Why the particulars of a young lady’s presence at a very mediocre + performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their + intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved—why they were + remembered and individualized by herself and others through after years—was + simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the extreme posterior + edge of a tract in her life, in which the real meaning of Taking Thought + had never been known. It was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed + with a mind entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which + she stepped immediately afterwards—to continue a perplexed course + along its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months. + </p> + <p> + The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and + through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room the + housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper part of + a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under the + superintendence of Miss Graye’s father, the architect to the work. + </p> + <p> + That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the room + was a fact which Cytherea’s idling eyes had discovered with some interest, + and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being enacted about + its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage of scaffolding + against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men—four in clothes + as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the fifth in the + ordinary dark suit of a gentleman. + </p> + <p> + The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason’s labourer. + The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving directions + as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway allowed, stood + perfectly still. + </p> + <p> + The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious and + striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark margin of + the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by contrast the + softness of the objects enclosed. + </p> + <p> + The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the + five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and + experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger than + pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like + silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a person + on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose: that they + were indifferent to—even unconscious of—the distracted world + beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the + scaffolding. + </p> + <p> + Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless, with + attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost in + reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were + lifting. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why does he stand like that?’ the young lady thought at length—up + to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines, + who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry into + their Harbour of a power that overturned the State. + </p> + <p> + She moved herself uneasily. ‘I wish he would come down,’ she whispered, + still gazing at the skybacked picture. ‘It is so dangerous to be + absent-minded up there.’ + </p> + <p> + When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold of + one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go and + stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling + forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately + disappearing downwards. + </p> + <p> + His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her lips + parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by one + the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their + heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the sight + of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor. + </p> + <p> + The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being + carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her own + house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had passed + evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the door—through + which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few instants before—her + eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw + white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. + Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous—however + foreign in essence these scenes may be—as chemical waters will + crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that time any mental agony + brought less vividly to Cytherea’s mind the scene from the Town Hall + windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. + </p> + <p> + 4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH + </p> + <p> + When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of horror + accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the clouds of + blackness we designedly labour to introduce. + </p> + <p> + The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour, + Owen Graye sat before his father’s private escritoire, engaged in turning + out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of papers—forbidding + and inharmonious to the eye at all times—most of all to one under + the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper tied with twine + were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers bounded by black + edges—these with blue foolscap wrapped round with crude red tape. + </p> + <p> + The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted to a + careful examination, by which the appended particulars were ascertained:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + First, that their father’s income from professional sources had + been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; + and that his own and his wife’s property, upon which he had relied + for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to + unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father’s too + open-hearted trustfulness. + + Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain + his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable + instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at + Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his + spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which + had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be + considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security + whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most + unfortunate speculation that a man like himself—ignorant of all + such matters—could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and + all Mr. Graye’s money with it. + + Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he + knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few + pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. + + Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had + awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by + his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal + in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a + portion of the little fortune he had let go. +</pre> + <p> + Cytherea was frequently at her brother’s elbow during these examinations. + She often remarked sadly— + </p> + <p> + ‘Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn’t + he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would + claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that + from it sprang all the ills of his life—everything connected with + his gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about + him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I remember what he said once,’ returned the brother, ‘when I sat up late + with him. He said, “Owen, don’t love too blindly: blindly you will love if + you love at all, but a little care is still possible to a well-disciplined + heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,” father said. + “Cultivate the art of renunciation.” And I am going to, Cytherea.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa’s ruin, because he + did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where + she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about her. + Papa never told us her name, did he?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not + our mother.’ + </p> + <p> + The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye’s disheartening blow was + precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls + ponder in their hearts. + </p> + <p> + 5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH + </p> + <p> + Thus Ambrose Graye’s good intentions with regard to the reintegration of + his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put + them for ever out of his power. + </p> + <p> + Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in immediately + upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously unheard and + unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to have the + assets, such as they were, administered by the Court. + </p> + <p> + ‘What will become of us now?’ thought Owen continually. + </p> + <p> + There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time + persists in inferring that because we are <i>ourselves</i>, there must be + a special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the + remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and + Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of + possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with + themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked—‘Like + those of other people similarly circumstanced.’ + </p> + <p> + Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision on + their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to + letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden + hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. In + the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning + people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted truth, + that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing + of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours—that the daughter + had been brought up to no profession—that the son who had, had made + no progress in it, and might come to the dogs—could not from the + nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not hurt + their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in some + form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed them + hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in their + intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors—their toes hanging + over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over their toes—and + in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated the course of the + improvident, and reduced the children’s prospects to a shadow-like + attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic + kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare + unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it. + </p> + <p> + Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of us, + or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or + object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is + the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession by a + hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our + skeleton-closet’s whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a + chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen—exclusive depositaries + though these may be. + </p> + <p> + Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have + been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But + unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has had time + to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their opportunities for + shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of his father’s + impressibility, a larger share of his father’s pride, and a squareness of + idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would have amounted + to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at + all, was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme to + extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if it were + worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and instinctively + sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness would have endured. + He could have submitted to separation, sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger + and thirst, with stoical indifference, but superciliousness was too + incisive. + </p> + <p> + After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his + father’s successor in the profession—attempts which were utterly + fruitless by reason of his inexperience—Graye came to a simple and + sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, drop + from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter + creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the + position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open + to them—that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by + following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman. + </p> + <p> + He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier grinding + his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of employment, + owing to the decrease of his late father’s practice, and the absence of + direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results from a pupil’s + labour (which seems to be always the case when a professional man’s pupil + is also his son), Owen’s progress in the art and science of architecture + had been very insignificant indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, + he had hardly reached the age at which industrious men who lack an + external whip to send them on in the world, are induced by their own + common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, + elevations, sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of + two years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six months + by a youth of average ability—himself, for instance—amid a + bustling London practice. + </p> + <p> + But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the profession—some + man in a remote town—and there fulfil his indentures. A tangible + inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight conception of + such a man—a Mr. Gradfield—who was in practice in Budmouth + Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of England. + </p> + <p> + After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the + necessary question, shortly alluding to his father’s death, and stating + that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad to + complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining two + years, provided payment could begin at once. + </p> + <p> + The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a pupil + who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye + mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of + some young man in his office—for a short time only, probably about + two months—to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of + the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position + as these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with + his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give + him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the shadow + of the cloud which hangs over us here—I will go,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the even + greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One advantage + had accrued to her through her mother’s possession of a fair share of + personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully educated. + Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take up her abode + in her brother’s lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise + for a situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at + Aldbrickham who was winding up her father’s affairs, and who knew the + history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in the matter + of her past life and respectability. + </p> + <p> + Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind + them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. + </p> + <p> + Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. + ‘Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they + are known! There is no doubt that they would.’ + </p> + <p> + But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about + any end necessary to happiness. + </p> + <p> + Yet whether one’s end be the usual end—a wealthy position in life—or + no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual + end. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0003" id="link2H_4_0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + </h2> + <h3> + 1. THE NINTH OF JULY + </h3> + <p> + The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax of + a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of landscape + quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they steamed along + through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining under trees a + little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover fields were livid + with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red flowers. All waggons + and carts were moved to the shade by their careful owners, rain-water + butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the + well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, + water seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the + peasantry who toiled or idled there. + </p> + <p> + To see persons looking with children’s eyes at any ordinary scenery, is a + proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations + from an old experience—a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days—the + mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. + </p> + <p> + Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They + watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions; the + stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and abrupt + hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry—the spots upon + which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as circles of + smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable little fissures. + Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating beside meadows + cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs + horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or + lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which became more and + more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the platform at + Budmouth. + </p> + <p> + ‘The whole town is looking out for us,’ had been Graye’s impression + throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield—the only man who + had been directly informed of his coming—and found that Mr. + Gradfield had forgotten it. + </p> + <p> + However, arrangements were made with this gentleman—a stout, active, + grey-bearded burgher of sixty—by which Owen was to commence work in + his office the following week. + </p> + <p> + The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an <i>engagement</i> as + <i>governess</i> or <i>companion</i>. She is competent to teach English, + French, and Music. Satisfactory references—Address, C. G., + Post-Office, Budmouth.’ +</pre> + <p> + It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus + delineated on the paper. ‘That can’t be myself; how odd I look!’ she said, + and smiled. + </p> + <p> + 2. JULY THE ELEVENTH + </p> + <p> + On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye attended + at Mr. Gradfield’s office to enter upon his duties, and his sister was + left in their lodgings alone for the first time. + </p> + <p> + Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted + cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of scene—and + that to untravelled eyes—conjoined with the sensation of freedom + from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature ready enough + to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. Point-blank grief + tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to produce that + attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that move onward with + the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity for pleasure. + </p> + <p> + Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A + thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely + pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing + its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and vices, + and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be separated + from her brother. + </p> + <p> + Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell on + her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by + symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if not + always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea’s + thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this + romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the + fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the + tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a + long time. + </p> + <p> + She whispered idly, ‘I wonder who and what he will be? + </p> + <p> + ‘If he’s a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with the + tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the least + trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall hardly know + it is there—looking delightfully into my eyes all the time. + </p> + <p> + ‘If he’s a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round, + take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty’s crown in value, and + desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly + upon what he is doing—just as if he stood in battle before the enemy + (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I + shall. + </p> + <p> + ‘If he’s a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, and + deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression about + his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as if we + were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of + observation and envy by a great crowd saying, “Ah! they are happy now!” + </p> + <p> + ‘If he should be rather a poor man—noble-minded and affectionate, + but still poor—’ + </p> + <p> + Owen’s footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this fancy-free + meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself for allowing her + mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their present desperate + condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. + Gradfield’s broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat + down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly way. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like—do + you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head + draughtsman with me.’ + </p> + <p> + Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a + moment’s notice the drama of whosoever’s life they choose. Cytherea’s + interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative. + </p> + <p> + ‘What sort of a man is he?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell to + a certainty as yet. But I think he’s a very worthy fellow; there’s no + nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read + widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what’s good in books and art. In + fact, his knowledge isn’t nearly so exclusive as most professional men’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men + they are, as a rule, the most professional.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, I + think.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has the managing clerk any family?’ she mildly asked, after a while, + pouring out some more tea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Family; no!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, dear Owen, how should I know?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, of course he isn’t married. But there happened to be a conversation + about women going on in the office, and I heard him say what he should + wish his wife to be like.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What would he wish his wife to be like?’ she said, with great apparent + lack of interest. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do + without a dash of womanly subtlety, ‘tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that + must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. “And yet I should like + her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard,” he said, + “which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and + forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose,” he said, “and whatever she + may be, thank God she’s no worse. However, if he might give a final hint + to Providence,” he said, “a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains + was the rough outline of his requirement.”’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He did, indeed.’ + </p> + <p> + 3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY + </p> + <p> + As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have no + constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important idea + may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; and any + small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum the mind + may be able to make over to it. Cytherea’s world was tolerably vacant at + this time, and the young architectural designer’s image became very + pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed. + </p> + <p> + ‘His name is Springrove,’ said Owen, in reply to her. ‘He is a thorough + artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made himself + so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the kind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, he’s none the worse for that, I suppose.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually meeting + people going up.’ But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little the worse + nevertheless. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course he’s rather old by this time.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no. He’s about six-and-twenty—not more.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t exactly tell you his appearance: ‘tis always such a difficult + thing to do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should describe + as short, I fancy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see him + sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and + figure.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wish you were, then.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the + street to-day whom I fancied was he—and yet, I don’t see how it + could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, + and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked + narrowly at anything.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no. That was not he, Cytherea.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not a bit like him in all probability.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not a bit. He has dark hair—almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, + and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, there now, Owen, you <i>have</i> described him! But I suppose he’s + not generally called pleasing, or—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Handsome?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Rather.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘His tout ensemble is striking?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—O no, no—I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his + waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s a thorough bookworm—despises the pap-and-daisy school of verse—knows + Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed, he’s a poet + himself in a small way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How delicious!’ she said. ‘I have never known a poet.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And you don’t know him,’ said Owen dryly. + </p> + <p> + She reddened. ‘Of course I don’t. I know that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Have you received any answer to your advertisement?’ he inquired. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—no!’ she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed + itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible + again. + </p> + <p> + Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more of + the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he had + been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his—some + serious and sad—some humorous—which had appeared in the poets’ + corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, + who instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very + beautiful. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—Springrove’s no fool,’ said Owen sententiously. + </p> + <p> + ‘No fool!—I should think he isn’t, indeed,’ said Cytherea, looking + up from the paper in quite an excitement: ‘to write such verses as these!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don’t mean on account of + the verses, because I haven’t read them; but for what he said when the + fellows were talking about falling in love.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Which you will tell me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a + sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn’t + know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is + cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but + right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he + ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or + wrong kind—he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time + he asks himself, “Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and + was firmly resolved not to do without?” He finds it is all wrong, and then + comes the tussle—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do they marry and live happily?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said—well, I really forget + what he said.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That <i>is</i> stupid of you!’ said the young lady with dismay. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But he’s a satirist—I don’t think I care about him now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive + fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love + affair.’ + </p> + <p> + Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again in + private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed him + he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield’s in a fortnight to push his fortunes + in London. + </p> + <p> + An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea’s heart. Why + should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, concerning + a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic enough to rebound + after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she had scarcely known + them? Though she could not answer this question, she knew one thing, she + was saddened by Owen’s news. + </p> + <p> + 4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST + </p> + <p> + A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was announced + through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by the weak-voiced + town-crier, to start at six o’clock the same day. The weather was lovely, + and the opportunity being the first of the kind offered to them, Owen and + Cytherea went with the rest. + </p> + <p> + They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour over + the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that two or + three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting mediaeval + ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through the medium + of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close to the + reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed respecting it. + Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for him to go there + and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on + the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley. + </p> + <p> + She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his + expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly + spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a blue + intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted in the + foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their sails + graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the varying + actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of the + declining sun. + </p> + <p> + Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the passengers + to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps and violins on + board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled with, though not + marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests rolled over—at + the point where the check of the shallows was first felt—and then + thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand. + </p> + <p> + She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if + possible, some sign of Owen’s return. Nothing was visible save the + strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the + back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light, + adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the very + climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious brown + that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the colours + that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and float in + mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the + hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did + not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed + ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress—a + broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a stream + along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, and + delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew holly + bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole surface + of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and there were + round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes. + </p> + <p> + The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and + what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should be left + behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her handkerchief, + containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils which the locality + produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with the knots of visitors + there congregated from other interesting points around; from the inn, the + cottages, and hired conveyances that had returned from short drives + inland. They all went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on + two wheels—the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered + till the very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the + boat and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain + Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects + of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the propelling + power. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell ‘ee our time’s up. Who + are you looking for, miss?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘My brother—he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here + directly. Could you wait for him—just a minute?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Really, I am afraid not, m’m.’ Cytherea looked at the stout, round-faced + man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so expressive of her own + opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and with such resignation, + too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride at being able to prove + himself more humane than he was thought to be—works of + supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this way—and + that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among the + passengers began to murmur. + </p> + <p> + ‘There, never mind,’ said Cytherea decisively. ‘Go on without me—I + shall wait for him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, ‘tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,’ said the + captain. ‘I certainly advise you not to wait.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s gone across to the railway station, for certain,’ said another + passenger. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—here he is!’ Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half + hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down the + ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. + </p> + <p> + ‘He can’t get here in less than five minutes,’ a passenger said. ‘People + should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You see, sir,’ said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, ‘since ‘tis + her brother, and she’s all alone, ‘tis only nater to wait a minute, now + he’s in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be, and had + a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon this here wild + lonely shore, like her, why you’d want us to wait, too, wouldn’t you, sir? + I think you would.’ + </p> + <p> + The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this remark + by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff immediately + at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were now heard + striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about twenty or + thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time, Cytherea + prepared to ascend the plank. + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me give you my hand, miss,’ said Captain Jacobs. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—please don’t touch me,’ said she, ascending cautiously by + sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind + it, and so on alternately—her lips compressed by concentration on + the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her + immediate thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her + footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant + were up to her heels with a bound. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!’ she said without turning. ‘Don’t, + don’t shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up. + Where have you been so long?’ she continued, in a lower tone, turning + round to him as she reached the top. + </p> + <p> + Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, demanded + her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the new-comer in the + following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat; unknown face. The + man was not her brother, but a total stranger. + </p> + <p> + Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in + confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep + water. + </p> + <p> + One or two persons had said, ‘How d’ye do, Mr. Springrove?’ and looked at + Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but just + caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing + directly to address her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Graye, I believe?’ he said, lifting his hat. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a + surreptitious knowledge of him. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and + soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in + the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account of + a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that he should + go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of walking back + to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station—a shorter walk for him—where + he could catch the late train, and go directly home. I could let you know + what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Is the lameness serious, do you know?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to + ride home.’ + </p> + <p> + Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen’s score, she was able slightly to + examine the appearance of her informant—Edward Springrove—who + now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her + brother’s height. Although the upper part of his face and head was + handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine + regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely + pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief + which the sum total of his features inspired—that though they did + not prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the world, + men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, + otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of + his remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely. + </p> + <p> + Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids good-bye + to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting and + investments, he had reached the period in a young man’s life when episodic + periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have begun to + accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance sometimes + seeming to state, ‘I have already thought out the issue of such conditions + as these we are experiencing.’ At other times he wore an abstracted look: + ‘I seem to have lived through this moment before.’ + </p> + <p> + He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black kerchief + as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood obliquely—a + deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am sorry for your disappointment,’ he continued, glancing into her + face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked together, + and the single instant only which good breeding allows as the length of + such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of intelligence had + shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those unaccountable + sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand has been touched + or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger than mathematical + proof, the conviction, ‘A tie has begun to unite us.’ + </p> + <p> + Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in + each other’s thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of + his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect. + </p> + <p> + A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties + engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace + remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody, and + the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the horizon + during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their stern. The + sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the bursting of the + innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be distinctly heard. + The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea and Springrove, + lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof—noticing + the trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance—watching the + waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other’s + edges. + </p> + <p> + Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour, + sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the + shimmering path of the moon’s reflection on the other side, which reached + away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves to + sparkles as fine as gold dust. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train + arrives,’ said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. + </p> + <p> + She thanked him much. + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps we might walk together,’ he suggested hesitatingly. She looked as + if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the way. + </p> + <p> + They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month the + particular train selected for Graye’s return had ceased to stop at + Anglebury station. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am very sorry I misled him,’ said Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, I am not alarmed at all,’ replied Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, it’s sure to be all right—he will sleep there, and come by + the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go + indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me go round to your door with you?’ he pleaded. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, thank you; we live close by.’ + </p> + <p> + He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she + was inexorable. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t—forget me,’ he murmured. She did not answer. + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me see you sometimes,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps you never will again—I am going away,’ she replied in + lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and upstairs. + </p> + <p> + The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as + an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too, + after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply + that they would never come together again. + </p> + <p> + The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched + her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut + short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind—Edward + dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to + that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the + sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more. + </p> + <p> + He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding the + charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street, crossed + the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the other + side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons), + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘One hope is too like despair + For prudence to smother.’ +</pre> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0004" id="link2H_4_0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY + </h3> + <p> + But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward Springrove + had made its appearance in Cytherea’s bosom with all the fascinating + attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or displacing other + emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely new ground; as when + gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see a star come into + existence where nothing was before. + </p> + <p> + His parting words, ‘Don’t forget me,’ she repeated to herself a hundred + times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she + could not help toying with them,—looking at them from all points, + and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,—ostensibly + entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, yet + in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of their + deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her reason + flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, pleasantly and + smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding + nature at crises. + </p> + <p> + To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, it + so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance which, + slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position between the + past and the future of the persons herein concerned. + </p> + <p> + At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass + without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully + expected he would do, Owen entered the room. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ he said, kissing her, ‘you have not been alarmed, of course. + Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t know—nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope + you like Springrove. Springrove’s a nice fellow, you know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. I think he is, except that—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn’t it? + And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by train + my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about five + miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I might not + be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the bothering foot, + so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was no available village or + inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed + the line, to take me in.’ + </p> + <p> + They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. + </p> + <p> + ‘You didn’t get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I’m afraid, + Owen,’ said his sister. + </p> + <p> + ‘To tell the truth, I didn’t. I was in such very close and narrow + quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had only + his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an + extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!—by + Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I’ll go straight on. As I was saying, + he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be + fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I + agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor + close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had + not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the + luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But + worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally + struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the + post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether so + unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been + dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He + begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let fall + that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had once had + visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, and some + very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair had + occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think and + dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I said. + “Cytherea,” he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then told me + that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds to add to + a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. One + evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, every idler + in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were + on fire. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began picking + up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished. At length + a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked if a woman was + there waiting for herself—Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the + young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small inner room. + There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room from the bar to + enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted + anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the + girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the + partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face buried in + her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a house. Then a + woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by name. The man + distinctly heard the following words pass between them:— + </p> + <p> + ‘“Why have you not brought him?” + </p> + <p> + ‘“He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night.” + </p> + <p> + ‘At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the + floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in and + lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long time + bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. “Who is + she?” the innkeeper said to the other woman. “I know her,” the other said, + with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed allied, + and yet strangers. + </p> + <p> + ‘She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an + inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some + information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, and + said sharply, “What’s your name?” “To catch a woman napping is difficult, + even when she’s half dead; but I did it,” says the gatekeeper. When he + asked her her name, she said immediately— + </p> + <p> + ‘“Cytherea”—and stopped suddenly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘My own name!’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be + equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they + might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, for + she added directly afterwards: “O, what have I said!” and was quite + overcome again—this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman + now doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than + that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was her + main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually dropped, + that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that the + falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor’s name had never been + suspected by this dependent or confederate till then. + </p> + <p> + ‘She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her + companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the house, + offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about the + circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his own account. I + said to him again and again, “Did you find any more particulars + afterwards?” “Not a syllable,” he said. O, he should never hear any more + of that! too many years had passed since it happened. “At any rate, you + found out her surname?” I said. “Well, well, that’s my secret,” he went + on. “Perhaps I should never have been in this part of the world if it + hadn’t been for that. I failed as a publican, you know.” I imagine the + situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to + silence; but I can’t say. “Ah, yes!” he said, with a long breath. “I have + never heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then + there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying in a + fainting fit.” He then stopped talking and fell asleep. Telling the story + must have relieved him as it did the Ancient Mariner, for he did not move + a muscle or make another sound for the remainder of the night. Now isn’t + that an odd story?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is indeed,’ Cytherea murmured. ‘Very, very strange.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why should she have said your most uncommon name?’ continued Owen. ‘The + man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his + invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea looked long at her brother. ‘Don’t you recognize anything else in + connection with the story?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ he asked. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you remember what poor papa once let drop—that Cytherea was the + name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously renounced + him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same woman.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no—not likely,’ said her brother sceptically. + </p> + <p> + ‘How not likely, Owen? There’s not another woman of the name in England. + In what year used papa to say the event took place?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?—stop, I can tell + you.’ She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and + found one in an old school history. + </p> + <p> + ‘The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the sixteenth + of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,’ remarked Owen. + </p> + <p> + They were silent. ‘If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing + interest this story would have had for him,’ said Cytherea by-and-by. ‘And + how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a clue to + her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had really had + any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history than papa told + us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two + hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there find information + waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, Owen?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if + she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all—a family + story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any + more of the episode now—trust our fates for that.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea sat silently thinking. + </p> + <p> + ‘There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?’ he + continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘None.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I could see that by your looks when I came in.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Fancy not getting a single one,’ she said sadly. ‘Surely there must be + people somewhere who want governesses?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them + mostly by friends’ recommendations; whilst those who want them, and can’t + afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What shall I do?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don’t let the difficulty trouble + your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a + plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to much + truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as + sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are + drifting into,’ he added gloomily, ‘but it is a degree more tolerable than + the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which we + experienced at Hocbridge.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I couldn’t go back there again,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nor I. O, I don’t regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in + dropping out of the world.’ The sneering tones of the remark were almost + too laboured to be real. ‘Besides,’ he continued, ‘something better for me + is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent one + instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, + but all is uncertain.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,’ she said firmly. + ‘Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of + October—the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned—what should we do if + I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?’ + </p> + <p> + They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be supposed + to earn a decent livelihood—more or less convenient and feasible in + imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had been once + more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed at her + temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced a being + as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this + presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new and + humbler attempt appeared in the following form:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to + hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very + moderate. She is a good needle-woman—Address G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.’ +</pre> + <p> + In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down + the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words to him, + and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister’s face had become crimson. + Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This time the + three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking to Owen, + though with a single thought to the reception of his words by the maiden + at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, and who was + attentively listening—looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. + It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their ears. + </p> + <p> + As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as + Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now + became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason for + continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought of a + new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented to. They + went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats moored + alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering. + </p> + <p> + They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of + rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in the + stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure welded + with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she girlishly + yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form with it an + organic whole. + </p> + <p> + Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward did + not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board, + Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but not + considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing before + a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, and with + the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might come with + him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated along in the + wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the water. + </p> + <p> + But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship, and + much more exclusive connection. + </p> + <p> + 2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH + </p> + <p> + It was a sad time for Cytherea—the last day of Springrove’s + management at Gradfield’s, and the last evening before his return from + Budmouth to his father’s house, previous to his departure for London. + </p> + <p> + Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land nearly + twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would occupy him the + whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the evening. Cytherea + made a companion of her landlady to the extent of sharing meals and + sitting with her during the morning of her brother’s absence. Mid-day + found her restless and miserable under this arrangement. All the afternoon + she sat alone, looking out of the window for she scarcely knew whom, and + hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past five o’clock came—the end + of Springrove’s official day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by. + </p> + <p> + She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no + longer. She had hoped—while affecting to fear—that Edward + would have found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he + had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an + accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the + first turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in ‘The Statue and the + Bust’— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘He looked at her as a lover can; + She looked at him as one who awakes— + The past was a sleep, and her life began.’ +</pre> + <p> + ‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said impulsively. + </p> + <p> + How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in the + course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which prevails + immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set in—at + the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and before the + consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the consideration + of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man’s part, the + mistress appears to the mind’s eye in picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning + lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the + wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; as the stander in + one special position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the + speaker of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful + over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or + under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair. + </p> + <p> + ‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said again, more softly, seeing that to his + first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the ground, + then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of minute + blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual signs of + perplexity in a matter of the emotions. + </p> + <p> + Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit + in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on + the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another + word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully + handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away from + the shore. + </p> + <p> + They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, and + his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The boat + was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came + forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid + imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp + his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run + the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned + aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking + sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At this + instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by an ardent + fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to + give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat’s head + round till they stood directly for shore. + </p> + <p> + His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her look + askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they were + going. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?’ he said, looking + over his shoulder. ‘Look at our track on the water—a great + semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.’ + </p> + <p> + She looked attentively. ‘Is it my fault or yours?’ she inquired. ‘Mine, I + suppose?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t help saying that it is yours.’ + </p> + <p> + She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of vexation + at the answer. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why do you let go?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I do it so badly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to + return?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, if you please.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course, then, I will at once.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I fear what the people will think of us—going in such absurd + directions, and all through my wretched steering.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind what the people think.’ A pause. ‘You surely are not so weak + as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?’ + </p> + <p> + Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him to + her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt the + charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of being + compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though less yielding + physically, and more practical, would not have had the intellectual + independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly and honestly—as + honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a minute earlier— + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t mind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but to + hold your parasol,’ he continued, and arose to perform the operation, + necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk of + capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath touched + and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently only + concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he seated + himself. He read in her face what that something was—she had + experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance + over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line + towards the shore. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, and + that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly + distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning + home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her + secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of his + learning it and continuing unmoved. + </p> + <p> + There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he would + say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She would lose + him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact, that a parallel + thought was simultaneously passing through his mind. + </p> + <p> + They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting + for a ‘smooth’ to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be slain + thus, was the fair maid’s reasoning. She was equal to the occasion—ladies + are—and delivered the god— + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?’ she said, letting her + young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. + </p> + <p> + ‘I? Not at all,’ said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a + slight twinkle of his eye half belied. ‘But you do?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,’ + she said gently and sweetly, ‘I should like a little longer row if you + don’t mind? I’ll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier for + you. I’ll try very hard.’ + </p> + <p> + It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, ‘We understand + each other—ah, we do, darling!’ turned the boat, and pulled back + into the Bay once more. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now steer wherever you will,’ he said, in a low voice. ‘Never mind the + directness of the course—wherever you will.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Shall it be Creston Shore?’ she said, pointing to a stretch of beach + northward from Budmouth Esplanade. + </p> + <p> + ‘Creston Shore certainly,’ he responded, grasping the sculls. She took the + strings daintily, and they wound away to the left. + </p> + <p> + For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip of the + oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length spoke. + </p> + <p> + ‘I must go away to-morrow,’ he said tentatively. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she replied faintly. + </p> + <p> + ‘To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. + </p> + <p> + ‘But I shan’t advance.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an + architect’s work is another man’s play.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn’t depend upon mastering it. + I used to think it did; but it doesn’t. Those who get rich need have no + skill at all as artists.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What need they have?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess very + seldom indeed—an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love for + using them. They give their whole attention to the art of dining out, + after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in conversation. Now + after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a name?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You seem a man likely to make a mistake.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What’s that?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common in + these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably + successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Pretty subtle for a young lady,’ he said slowly. ‘From that remark I + should fancy you had bought experience.’ + </p> + <p> + She passed over the idea. ‘Do try to succeed,’ she said, with wistful + thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. + </p> + <p> + Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused. + ‘Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the + fashion,’ he said at last... ‘Well, when I found all this out that I was + speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already loved verse + passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went rhyming + myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation, and for + content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is the habit + of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better be left to + die from want of nourishment.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you write poems now?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual + rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they + pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are + ill-used, or saying there’s nothing in the world worth living for.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that + one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues + deluded all his days.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, there’s just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark + unbearable. However, it doesn’t matter to me now that I “meditate the + thankless Muse” no longer, but....’ He paused, as if endeavouring to think + what better thing he did. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their + startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he + was ‘sporting’ with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her + face. + </p> + <p> + Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said ‘Yes.’ + Then they were silent again. + </p> + <p> + ‘If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made + arrangements for leaving,’ he resumed. + </p> + <p> + Such levity, superimposed on the notion of ‘sport’, was intolerable to + Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her + attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and dim + perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his time. + </p> + <p> + ‘But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once more; + do try once more,’ she murmured. ‘I am going to try again. I have + advertised for something to do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course I will,’ he said, with an eager gesture and smile. ‘But we must + remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon the + accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very slowly. + I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time for me to + die. However, I am trying—not for fame now, but for an easy life of + reasonable comfort.’ + </p> + <p> + It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion as + they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for conjugal + love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility of their + being able to exercise it—the very act putting out of their power + the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works up a + good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme; the man + who has learnt that has had no time to get rich. + </p> + <p> + ‘And if you should fail—utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,’ + she said earnestly, ‘don’t be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no + middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Unknown,’ he said, ‘if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a + sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and + exclusive.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement, + wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the long + and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if they + want to succeed in it—not giving way to over-much admiration for the + flowers they see growing in other people’s borders; which I am afraid has + been my case.’ He looked into the far distance and paused. + </p> + <p> + Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is + possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found in + them a power—commonplace in its nature, but rare in such combination—the + power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying paths which appear so + much more brilliant than their own, there are bitternesses equally great—unperceived + simply on account of their remoteness. + </p> + <p> + They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of strata + completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay, whilst + in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of sand and + shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly, without + breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the air. The + breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare glassy + smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the least aerial + movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected from this + mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see + the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of + various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a silvery and + spangled radiance upwards to their eyes. + </p> + <p> + At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of + encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had come + to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative rest, + as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At that + instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. Leaving + his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside her upon + the narrow seat at the stern. + </p> + <p> + She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own + right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till it + came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly pressing + her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at this the very + brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him suddenly made him + halt—even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as to her, he + timidly whispered ‘May I?’ + </p> + <p> + Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its + nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near the + affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was thus a + whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute’s length, the O + making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon on + unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her success in + producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at the same time + trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the time available + for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation: + pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a longer + kiss. + </p> + <p> + It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The ‘bloom’ and the + ‘purple light’ were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts could + hardly believe the evidence of their lips. + </p> + <p> + ‘I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!’ he whispered. + </p> + <p> + She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them + from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the + water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all ‘many a + voice of one delight,’ and in unison with each other. + </p> + <p> + But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been + connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. ‘I + could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at + the meanest, honest trade to be near you—much less claim you as + mine; I would—anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this; + you don’t know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can + love?’ She was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—do not speak,’ he said. ‘I have kept something from you, which + has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right—to + love you; but I did it. Something forbade—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ she exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Something forbade me—till the kiss—yes, till the kiss came; + and now nothing shall forbid it! We’ll hope in spite of all... I must, + however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had + better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain + everything.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of + this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere + acquaintanceship—never, never! + </p> + <p> + ‘Will you not explain to me?’ she faintly urged. Doubt—indefinite, + carking doubt had taken possession of her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,’ he said tenderly. ‘My only + reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell an + untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame for + haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet—forgive me.’ + Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned to + his place and took to the oars. + </p> + <p> + They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses, + lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun had + set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their + destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the red + stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the + increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the + sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send + long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they + reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as + cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached her + door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw + that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow. + Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade. + </p> + <p> + Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did in + such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight she + turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him sit down. + Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, forgetting + herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his + neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos and + singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the open + windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the orange-hued + full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward began to pace up + and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice her, hastened + homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of sight. No promise + from him to write: no request that she herself would do so—nothing + but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to + her. Alas, alas! + </p> + <p> + When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and + creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there + lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and jacket + on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to the unwonted + oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet traces of tears + were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, + A living death, and ever-dying life.’ +</pre> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and vented + an exclamation before recovering her judgment. ‘He’s gone!’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘He has told me all,’ said Graye soothingly. ‘He is going off early + to-morrow morning. ‘Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and cruel + of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We couldn’t help it,’ she said, and then jumping up—‘Owen, has he + told you <i>all</i>?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘All of your love from beginning to end,’ he said simply. + </p> + <p> + Edward then had not told more—as he ought to have done: yet she + could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She + tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he + might be deluding her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen,’ she continued, with dignity, ‘what is he to me? Nothing. I must + dismiss such weakness as this—believe me, I will. Something far more + pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily in + the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once more.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Advertising is no use.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘This one will be.’ He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her + answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him. + ‘See what I am going to do,’ she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was her + third effort:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘LADY’S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.—G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.’ +</pre> + <p> + Owen—Owen the respectable—looked blank astonishment. He + repeated in a nameless, varying tone, the two words— + </p> + <p> + ‘Lady’s-maid!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; lady’s-maid. ‘Tis an honest profession,’ said Cytherea bravely. + </p> + <p> + ‘But <i>you</i>, Cytherea?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I—who am I?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You will never be a lady’s-maid—never, I am quite sure.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I shall try to be, at any rate.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Such a disgrace—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!’ she said, rather warmly. + ‘You know very well—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, since you will, you must,’ he interrupted. ‘Why do you put + “inexperienced?”’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I am.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind that—scratch out “inexperienced.” We are poor, Cytherea, + aren’t we?’ he murmured, after a silence, ‘and it seems that the two + months will close my engagement here.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We can put up with being poor,’ she said, ‘if they only give us work to + do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and even + that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!’ + </p> + <p> + In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the brighter + endurance of women at these epochs—invaluable, sweet, angelic, as it + is—owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out many + of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness intense + enough to quell them. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + </h2> + <h3> + 1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O’CLOCK + </h3> + <p> + The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea’s last note + of hope in the way of advertisement—not from a distance of hundreds + of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent—as Cytherea + seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for + obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which she + was living—a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran + thus:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + KNAPWATER HOUSE, + August 3, 1864. +</pre> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady’s-maid. The duties of + the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday, when + (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see her at + the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o’clock. No answer need be + returned to this note.’ + </p> + <p> + A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest + bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation, + the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised + the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her tread + a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts of + Edward, had well-nigh taken away. + </p> + <p> + She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is Miss Aldclyffe here?’ she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the + foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs, and + clamps of gold, in the background. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, she isn’t,’ said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a + shade too pretty for a plain dresser. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,’ the landlady said to a third person, + out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact + newly discovered from Cytherea. ‘Get ready her room—be quick.’ From + the alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to + Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance. + </p> + <p> + ‘You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?’ the landlady + inquired. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The young person had better wait,’ continued the landlady. With a + money-taker’s intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would bring + no profit to the house. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the + building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion + necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor + corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and + coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light + coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new + slates—the only object the small window commanded—imparted a + more striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the + next room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very + powerful, fraction of contrast—a very thin line of ruddy light, + showing that the sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of + radiance was the only cheering thing visible in the place. + </p> + <p> + People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; the + battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast line—the + interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and began + picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source of such a + beam—reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty world. + </p> + <p> + Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant + chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the + house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady’s skirts down the corridor, + and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied. + </p> + <p> + The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused by + the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep on the + floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped impatiently, and + ‘There’s no one here!’ was spoken imperiously by a lady’s tongue. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,’ said the + attendant. + </p> + <p> + ‘That will do—or you needn’t go in; I will call her.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink + under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob, + when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open + from the other side. + </p> + <p> + 2. FOUR O’CLOCK + </p> + <p> + The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the + crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the + crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor of + the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady standing + close to Cytherea’s front with the door in her hand. The stranger appeared + to the maiden’s eyes—fresh from the blue gloom, and assisted by an + imagination fresh from nature—like a tall black figure standing in + the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built woman, of spare + though not angular proportions. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step or + two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe’s face in + addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light that was + reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not a very young + woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic autumnal phase. + </p> + <p> + ‘O,’ said the lady, ‘come this way.’ Cytherea followed her to the + embrasure of the window. + </p> + <p> + Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward + in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had been + struck with her companion’s appearance. The warm tint added to Cytherea’s + face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not yet allowed to + express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder lady’s face it + reduced the customary expression, which might have been called sternness, + if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying complexion with + much of the youthful richness it plainly had once possessed. + </p> + <p> + She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily + have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman + nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which the + Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a + capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by + pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which + gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness + was nowhere visible save in one part—the curve of her forehead and + brows—there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a + brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. + </p> + <p> + ‘You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady’s-maid giving the + address, G., Cross Street?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, madam. Graye.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. I have heard your name—Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned + you, and pointed out your advertisement.’ + </p> + <p> + This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to consider + it. + </p> + <p> + ‘Where did you live last?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too + girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such + assurance? It misleads people.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am very sorry: I put “inexperienced” at first, but my brother said it + is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let it + remain.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have no mother, madam.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your father, then?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have no father.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ she said, more softly, ‘your sisters, aunts, or cousins.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They didn’t think anything about it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You didn’t ask them, I suppose.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You should have done so, then. Why didn’t you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I haven’t any of them, either.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. ‘You deserve forgiveness then at any + rate, child,’ she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. ‘However, I am + afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You see, + I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the office.’ + She was going to add, ‘Though I like your appearance,’ but the words + seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she + modified them to, ‘though I like you much.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am sorry I misled you, madam,’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. + </p> + <p> + ‘Good afternoon,’ continued Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Good-bye, Miss Graye—I hope you will succeed.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one of + her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was compatible + with precision, and as little coquettishness as was compatible with + beauty. + </p> + <p> + And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a + faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze’s ‘Head of + a Girl,’ have an idea of Cytherea’s look askance at the turning. It is not + for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their fascinations so as + to bring about the highest possible average of takes within the year: but + the action that tugs the hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this + sweet method of turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes + behind. + </p> + <p> + Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had + closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless + attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden’s + retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, ‘It is almost worth while + to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could + glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me in + that way—I warrant how light her fingers are upon one’s head and + neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly as + that!’ She rang the bell. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,’ she said to + the attendant. ‘Quick! or she will be gone.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her + history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household; + yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. When + she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise. Something, + she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘You have somebody to refer me to, of course,’ the lady said, when + Cytherea had re-entered the room. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And are you a clever needlewoman?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am considered to be.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,’ said Miss + Aldclyffe, with a little smile. ‘It is true, the whole proceeding is very + irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of the five + I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, + and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It will be as + well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.’ + </p> + <p> + When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe asked + for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. Thorn. + She indecisively played with the pen. ‘Suppose Mr. Thorn’s reply to be in + any way disheartening—and even if so from his own imperfect + acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial + knowledge—I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret + that I did not give her one trial in spite of other people’s prejudices. + All her account of herself is reliable enough—yes, I can see that by + her face. I like that face of hers.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to Mr. + Thorn. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0006" id="link2H_4_0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + </h2> + <h3> + 1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON + </h3> + <p> + At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so + anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him narrowed + less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less tangibility + than his presence itself. In another second his form came into view. He + brought two letters for Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come + on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday + evening. + </p> + <p> + The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the bright + spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than his own: + that he had never known what it was to love till he had met her. True, he + had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to time; but they + all had been weak inclinations towards those faces as they then appeared. + He loved her past and future, as well as her present. He pictured her as a + child: he loved her. He pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He + pictured her in trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his + love for her, without which all love was evanescent. + </p> + <p> + He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a + long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present) + operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this + more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now—and it + was the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive + him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception + had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of + possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour generated + from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a position she + would think worthy to be shared with him? + </p> + <p> + Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a + love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously + clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write + himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without + knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her + imagination than he did in his shoes. + </p> + <p> + During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, + packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy of the + tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her involuntarily, + like prophesyings from a prophet. + </p> + <p> + In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her in + the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House. + </p> + <p> + Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody + there to receive her—though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In + two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards + her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent + to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by living + them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his. + </p> + <p> + He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in + about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off. + </p> + <p> + Her lover’s letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against + the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new + undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of mind + which is required for the critical observation of surrounding objects. It + was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, + dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue + ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the + turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them just + outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large + lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of bitterns + cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along a drive shaded + by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the form of an avenue, but + standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track completely exposed to + the sky, at other times casting a shade over it, which almost approached + gloom—the under surface of the lowest boughs hanging at a uniform + level of six feet above the grass—the extreme height to which the + nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is that the house?’ said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey + gable between the trees, and losing it again. + </p> + <p> + ‘No; that’s the old manor-house—or rather all that’s left of it. The + Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. ‘Tis now + divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn’t care to live + there.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why didn’t they?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, ‘tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been pulled + down, and the rooms that are left won’t do very well for a small + residence. ‘Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low + down in the hollow to be healthy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do they tell any horrid stories about it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, not a single one.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, that’s a pity.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, that’s what I say. ‘Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly + hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will + have one some day to make it complete; but there’s not a word of the kind + now. There, I wouldn’t live there for all that. In fact, I couldn’t. O no, + I couldn’t.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why couldn’t you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The sounds.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What are they?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that + there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well. + ‘Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.’ + </p> + <p> + He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the + unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account of + the thick foliage of the grove. + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s something awful in the timing o’ that sound, ain’t there, miss?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were two—what + is the other horrid sound?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The pumping-engine. That’s close by the Old House, and sends water up the + hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly.... There, + now hark again.’ + </p> + <p> + From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling + creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing + noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on + continually. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these + would finish him off, don’t you think so, miss? That machine goes on night + and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. Ah, it + tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; though we + don’t often hear it at the Great House.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased. + Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn’t attend to that sort of thing + as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he’s getten + old and very seldom goes there.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How many are there in family?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Only her father and herself. He’s a’ old man of seventy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property, and + lived here alone.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, m—’ The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being + about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was + only speaking to the new lady’s-maid. + </p> + <p> + ‘She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,’ he continued, as if + speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. ‘The poor + old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.’ The man then drew a long + breath. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why did you breathe sadly like that?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah!... When he’s dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I + expect to see the old house turned inside out.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She will marry, do you mean?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Marry—not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she’s as solitary + as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if not + relations. There’s the rector, Mr. Raunham—he’s a relation by + marriage—yet she’s quite distant towards him. And people say that if + she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the + heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don’t care. She’s an extraordinary + picture of womankind—very extraordinary.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘In what way besides?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You’ll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady’s-maids this last + twelvemonth. I assure you ‘tis one body’s work to fetch ‘em from the + station and take ‘em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at + heart, or he’d never permit such overbearen goings on!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Does she dismiss them directly they come!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not at all—she never dismisses them—they go theirselves. Ye + see ‘tis like this. She’s got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion + with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are + going; she’s sorry for it and wishes they’d stay, but she’s as proud as a + lucifer, and her pride won’t let her say, “Stay,” and away they go. ‘Tis + like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, “Ah, poor thing!” she + says, “Pooh! indeed!” If you say, “Pooh, indeed!” “Ah, poor thing!” she + says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the + chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the + difference between ‘em.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her + brother. + </p> + <p> + ‘However, you stand a very good chance,’ the man went on, ‘for I think she + likes you more than common. I have never known her send the pony-carriage + to meet one before; ‘tis always the trap, but this time she said, in a + very particular ladylike tone, “Roobert, gaow with the pony-kerriage.”... + There, ‘tis true, pony and carriage too are getten rather shabby now,’ he + added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to keep Cytherea’s pride + within reasonable limits. + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis to be hoped you’ll please in dressen her to-night.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why to-night?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s a dinner-party of seventeen; ‘tis her father’s birthday, and + she’s very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is the + house. Livelier up here, isn’t it, miss?’ + </p> + <p> + They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of + trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the + mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves + among the trees behind. + </p> + <p> + 2. EVENING + </p> + <p> + The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone + throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed at + the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called designers had + grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. The main block + approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a projection in the + centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the + inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards + again at their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court, + within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These erections + were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and + stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath + close-set shrubs and trees. + </p> + <p> + There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to + enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the + remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this + quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the house + primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most satisfactory + kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the terrace beneath the + walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, upon the surface of + which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at leisure. An irregular + wooded island stood in the midst of the lake; beyond this and the further + margin of the water were plantations and greensward of varied outlines, + the trees heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite + landscape stretching behind. + </p> + <p> + The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the + angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at + which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy + smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs. Morris, + the housekeeper. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Graye, I believe?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am not—O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,’ said Cytherea, + smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the + first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen’s prophecy. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here tea + was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion allowed, + at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover, if + possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret of her + knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it. But nothing + was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was perpetually + getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards, leaving the room + two or three minutes, and trotting back again. + </p> + <p> + ‘You’ll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,’ she said, ‘but ‘tis the old gentleman’s + birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that day, + though he’s getting up in years now. However, none of them are sleepers—she + generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a lady with no + intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though it gives us + less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in the house.’ + Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of + the constitution and government of the estate. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why, + you’ve eaten nothing, I’m sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient + that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a + little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making + shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning. + She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the + first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea, I + will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes—Miss + Aldclyffe’s things are not laid out for to-night yet.’ + </p> + <p> + She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took + her into Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room, on the first-floor; where, after + explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the housekeeper + left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her hands before + dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next room all that + she had been told would be required that evening, and then went again to + the little room which had been appropriated to herself. + </p> + <p> + Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like another + Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant pattern of + colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn—now richly crowded + with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had hitherto + enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic realities, + and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and + mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth + of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the + pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the + other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her eyes. She + was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was possible she + might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The petty, vulgar + details of servitude that she had just passed through, her dependence upon + the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of quenching all individuality + of character in herself, and relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help + on the wheel of this alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she + almost longed to pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under + trees or a hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like + shepherds and cowkeepers, and birds and animals—ay, like the sheep + she saw there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for + several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—like those sheep,’ she said aloud; and her face reddened with + surprise at a discovery she made that very instant. + </p> + <p> + The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the + surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white as + milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one of + them were marked in distinct red letters the initials ‘E. S.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘E. S.’ could bring to Cytherea’s mind only one thought; but that + immediately and for ever—the name of her lover, Edward Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, if it should be—!’ She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss + Aldclyffe’s carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the drive; + but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to whom the + sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the other. She + flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. + </p> + <p> + ‘Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Farmer Springrove’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What Farmer Springrove is that?’ she said quickly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker, + and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he + came in to see me the other day?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement + that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. ‘O yes,’ she + said, ‘of course.’ Her thoughts had run as follows in that short interval:— + </p> + <p> + ‘Farmer Springrove is Edward’s father, and his name is Edward too. + </p> + <p> + ‘Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. + </p> + <p> + ‘He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached. + </p> + <p> + ‘He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet + whenever he came home. + </p> + <p> + ‘He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady’s-maid; and he + knew my brother and myself. + </p> + <p> + ‘His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.’ + </p> + <p> + The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there was + no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward’s doing. + </p> + <p> + The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still + continued in her reverie. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s Miss Aldclyffe’s bell,’ said Mrs. Morris. + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose it is,’ said the young woman placidly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, it means that you must go up to her,’ the matron continued, in a + tone of surprise. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden + irritation at Mrs. Morris’s hint. But the good sense which had recognized + stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the flush passed, + and she said hastily— + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell—whether + I want to or no.’ + </p> + <p> + However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life, + Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy + sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her now; she + did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward evidently did + not mind it; and this was Edward’s own spot. She found time on her way to + Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room to hurriedly glide out by a side door, and + look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. + She went up to them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that + they all stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell + down the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish + movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase, catching + glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the + passages like lightning. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual survey, + conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any purpose save + the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of perfect order + nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the inevitable mirrors + with their accessories were arranged in a roomy recess not noticeable from + the door, lighted by a window of its own, called the dressing-window. + </p> + <p> + The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque + Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something + between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly worked + in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the extraordinary + outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and decorator from + the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in cutting and + fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe’s immediate eye; the materials being the + remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the + lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining + portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the + dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, ‘I am glad you have come. + We shall get on capitally, I dare say.’ + </p> + <p> + Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the + earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm. But a + worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual + obliviousness of rich people to their dependents’ specialities, seemed to + have quite forgotten Cytherea’s inexperience, and mechanically delivered + up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and with a mild + yawn. + </p> + <p> + Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and black + boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were put on. Miss + Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and Cytherea drew + breath. If she could get through this first evening, all would be right. + She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial test for her powers + as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the threshold of her + arrival; but set to again. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped + languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts of + her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let Miss + Aldclyffe’s hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it. It + proved to be all real; a satisfaction. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went + on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to + the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?’ she exclaimed, with + widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea’s little + hand tremble against her neck. + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?’ said the maiden. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no; that’s the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of + my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is how I do my own,’ said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness of + tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable + circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe at + this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by having + felt the trembling of Cytherea’s hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yours, indeed! <i>Your</i> hair! Come, go on.’ Considering that Cytherea + possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to + woman’s beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some + excuse for Miss Aldclyffe’s outburst. She remembered herself, however, and + said more quietly, ‘Now then, Graye—By-the-bye, what do they call + you downstairs?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Graye,’ said the handmaid. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing—not but that it is + quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.’ + </p> + <p> + This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing till + the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady’s brow. Cytherea + began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her judgment. + </p> + <p> + ‘That won’t do,’ said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I look too young—an old dressed doll.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Will that, madam?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, I look a fright—a perfect fright!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘This way, perhaps?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Heavens! Don’t worry me so.’ She shut her lips like a trap. + </p> + <p> + Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to be + a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea’s in arranging it could + please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the remainder of + the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the muscles of her + body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief + and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without + betraying the least consciousness of another woman’s presence behind her. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find a + vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read; she + could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she could + not do that connectedly. ‘If this is the beginning, what will the end be!’ + she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the policy of being + overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense of congruity with + a cherished past. + </p> + <p> + 3. MIDNIGHT + </p> + <p> + The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The company + had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe’s bell rang loudly and jerkingly. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful + sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair + waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state of + intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real motion—motion + without matter—the instants throbbing past in the company of a + feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the lady sitting before + the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and looking so queenly in + her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest + sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish + so imposing a pile. + </p> + <p> + The lady’s jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence—some by her + own listless hands, some by Cytherea’s. Then followed the outer stratum of + clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and went + with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the wardrobe. + But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss Aldclyffe + waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on the first + resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the bed, and + re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She + paused in the middle of the room. + </p> + <p> + She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected. + During the short time of Cytherea’s absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled off + a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat, which + she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to her + shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her. Her right + hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her night-gown. + </p> + <p> + But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe’s proceeding was clearer to + Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly + thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up to + her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And now on + suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the + apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection, + she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was + removed, and she began adjusting her robes. + </p> + <p> + Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her shoulders, + but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe’s temperament, that + she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea’s youth, and the elder + lady’s marked treatment of her as if she were a mere child or plaything. + The matter was too slight to reason about, and yet upon the whole it + seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical reason for concealing her + neck. + </p> + <p> + With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back + and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw the + impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if she + had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain it was + the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her eyes; + Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring + it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put + it on the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the + direct line of Cytherea’s vision, she saw it reflected in the glass—the + fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between + throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light + burning on either side. + </p> + <p> + And the lady’s prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest + manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl, + reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque work + of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss Aldclyffe + had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put off with her + other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night—a slight + departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at first not + cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further thought, she + seemed to have become indifferent on the matter. + </p> + <p> + ‘My dressing-gown,’ she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she + spoke. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but + looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. + </p> + <p> + ‘You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?’ she said to Cytherea’s + reflected face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, madam, I did,’ said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe’s reflected face. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea’s reflection as if she were on the + point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said lightly— + </p> + <p> + ‘Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it a + secret—not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and + seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....’ + </p> + <p> + She ceased, took Cytherea’s hand in her own, lifted the locket with the + other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a handsome face, is it not?’ she whispered mournfully, and even + timidly. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is.’ + </p> + <p> + But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and there + was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling in its + presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the miniature was + the face of her own father—younger and fresher than she had ever + known him—but her father! + </p> + <p> + Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this + the woman who had figured in the gate-man’s story as answering the name of + Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, here was + the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the past hitherto + seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope allowed, clearly + defined therein by reason of its strangeness. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature that + she had not been conscious of Cytherea’s start of surprise. She went on + speaking in a low and abstracted tone. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I lost him.’ She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and + went on again. ‘I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But + it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more than + usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is pronounced + the same way, though differently spelt.’ + </p> + <p> + The only means by which Cytherea’s surname could have been spelt to Miss + Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She fancied + Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his + informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe’s remark obscure. + </p> + <p> + Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of feeling + which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, trifling as it + was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall; and the turmoil, + occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her life, found vent in + another kind of emotion—the result of a trivial accident. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe’s hair, adopted some plan with + it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion to + irritation ensued. The maiden’s mere touch seemed to discharge the pent-up + regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity. + </p> + <p> + ‘How strangely you treat my hair!’ she exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + A silence. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course <i>nothing</i> + that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.’ She spoke crossly + no less than emphatically. + </p> + <p> + ‘It shall not be, madam,’ said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the woman + of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why on earth did I tell you of my past?’ she went on. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea made no answer. + </p> + <p> + The lady’s vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the + disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was + done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning + responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject + of Cytherea’s want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding the + sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging a + maid!’ She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe tried + again. + </p> + <p> + ‘The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three + questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l—, + the shape of her face and body! It <i>was</i> a fool’s trick. There, I am + served right, quite right—by being deceived in such a way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I didn’t deceive you,’ said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate one, + and was the very ‘fuel to maintain its fires’ that the other’s petulance + desired. + </p> + <p> + ‘You did,’ she said hotly. + </p> + <p> + ‘I told you I couldn’t promise to be acquainted with every detail of + routine just at first.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s lip quivered. ‘I would answer the remark if—if—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If what?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If it were a lady’s!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You girl of impudence—what do you say? Leave the room this instant, + I tell you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is no + lady herself!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘To a lady? A lady’s-maid speaks in this way. The idea!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t “lady’s-maid” me: nobody is my mistress I won’t have it!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Good Heavens!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wouldn’t have come—no—I wouldn’t! if I had known!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Possest beyond the Muse’s painting,’ Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed— + </p> + <p> + ‘A Woman, am I! I’ll teach you if I am a Woman!’ and lifted her hand as if + she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden into + absolute defiance. + </p> + <p> + ‘I dare you to touch me!’ she cried. ‘Strike me if you dare, madam! I am + not afraid of you—what do you mean by such an action as that?’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and + ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank back + in the chair. ‘I was not going to strike you—go to your room—I + beg you to go to your room!’ she repeated in a husky whisper. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to the + table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the candles + struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger likeness to + her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a grave, reckless, + and angered expression of countenance at the kindling wick as she held it + slanting into the other flame, her father’s features were distinct in her. + It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, + and wearing that expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was + Miss Aldclyffe’s turn to start now; and the remark she made was an + instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to the + pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women’s quarrels ridiculous. + Even Miss Aldclyffe’s dignity had not sufficient power to postpone the + absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange suspicion that had + entered her head. + </p> + <p> + ‘You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don’t you?’ she said, + with assumed indifference. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking + into the flame. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and saw + it myself.’ + </p> + <p> + The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe’s mistake was solved. ‘O, was it?’ said + Cytherea. ‘Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at + Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What was your father’s trade?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any + longer. ‘His was not a trade,’ she said. ‘He was an architect.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The idea of your being an architect’s daughter!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s nothing to offend you in that, I hope?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why did you say “the idea”?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one + Christmas, many years ago?—but you would not know that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part of + London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What is your Christian name?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see you + did.’ Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She was a + little agitated. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you want me any longer?’ said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and + looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe’s face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well—no: no longer,’ said the other lingeringly. + </p> + <p> + ‘With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah.’ Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. + </p> + <p> + ‘And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the short + remainder of my stay?’ + </p> + <p> + Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered. Miss + Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious about + her name from the beginning. + </p> + <p> + The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went + along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the + partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out. + </p> + <p> + ‘I waited out of bed till you came up,’ she said, ‘it being your first + night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on + with Miss Aldclyffe?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Pretty well—though not so well as I could have wished.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has she been scolding?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A little.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She’s a very odd lady—‘tis all one way or the other with her. She’s + not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who don’t + have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has Miss Aldclyffe’s family always been rich?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother’s uncle. Her + family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her + mother married a Bradleigh—a mere nobody at that time—and was + on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch + of the family died out one by one—three of them, and Miss + Aldclyffe’s great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, + to Captain Bradleigh and his wife—Miss Aldclyffe’s father and mother—on + condition that they took the old family name as well. There’s all about it + in the “Landed Gentry.” ‘Tis a thing very often done.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.’ + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0007" id="link2H_4_0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK A.M. + </h3> + <p> + Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered by + a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it was + that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first and + last of her experience as a lady’s-maid. Starvation itself should not + compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant. ‘Ah,’ she + thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little fragment of + self-conceit, ‘Owen knows everything better than I.’ + </p> + <p> + She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, the + tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical matter + on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations + completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away to + the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an + instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and + bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the + natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst + passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of + Miss Aldclyffe’s temper. + </p> + <p> + But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the + hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary + lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent and + gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl + marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange + confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with + the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined + with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away and + leave the lonely being to loneliness still. + </p> + <p> + In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more persistently + than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring visions of the + possible past of this queenly lady, her mother’s rival. Up the long vista + of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl’s flirtation, little + or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or + to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the secret meetings between + Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and + other places: the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful + news, and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in + mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of her + own father with this his first love; the awakening of the passion, his + acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture, her tacit + acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the delight. Then his + declaration amid the evergreens: the utter change produced in her manner + thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid determination: and the total + concealment of her reason by herself and her parents, whatever it was. + Then the lady’s course dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible + till she was discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still + unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty. + Cytherea imagined that her father’s image was still warmly cherished in + Miss Aldclyffe’s heart, and was thankful that she herself had not been + betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this page of + her father’s history, and the chief one, the lady’s unaccountable + renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing towards the mistress + of the mansion more awkward, and would have been no benefit to either. + </p> + <p> + Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay + restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back again. + Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock strike + two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft rustle + in the passage outside her room. + </p> + <p> + To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover it, + raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the + darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening. + Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. + </p> + <p> + It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels. + Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused a + faint rustling of the bed-clothes. + </p> + <p> + Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. + Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding her + awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The maiden’s + physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The cold sweat + of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became hot and red; + her door was not locked. + </p> + <p> + A distinct woman’s whisper came to her through the keyhole: ‘Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss + Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered + back, ‘Yes?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me come in, darling.’ + </p> + <p> + The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It was + now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must let + her come in, poor thing. + </p> + <p> + She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and + the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,’ said the + visitor. ‘I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to come + down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are + mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you may + send me away if you choose. Shall I go?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no; you shan’t indeed if you don’t want to,’ said Cythie generously. + </p> + <p> + The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the last + remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and pressed + her gently to her heart. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now kiss me,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of + treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as + Miss Aldclyffe’s. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment, + try how she would. + </p> + <p> + ‘Come, kiss me,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the + bursting of a bubble. + </p> + <p> + ‘More earnestly than that—come.’ + </p> + <p> + She gave another, a little but not much more expressively. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with + an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. ‘I am an ill-tempered woman, + you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have had grief + more than you can think or dream of. But I can’t help loving you—your + name is the same as mine—isn’t it strange?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now, don’t you think I must love you?’ continued the other. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to Owen + and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her father’s + unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which seemed to ask + for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution. She would wait + till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and attachment to + Cytherea’s father in past times: then she would tell her all she knew: + that would be honour. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why can’t you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can’t you!’ She impressed + upon Cytherea’s lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst + of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and be + loved by in return. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don’t + know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very fool, + I believe. Yes. How old are you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Eighteen.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Eighteen!... Well, why don’t you ask me how old I am?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I don’t want to know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind if you don’t. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater pleasure + to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told my age + truly for the last twenty years till now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why haven’t you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it—weary, weary—and + I long to be what I shall never be again—artless and innocent, like + you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought, + as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don’t you + talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—no! I forgot them to-night.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose you say them every night as a rule?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why do you do that?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not + to. Do you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such + matters humbug for years—thought so so long that I should be glad to + think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the + polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and + others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear—you won’t omit + them now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It seems hardly—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It would seem so like old times to me—when I was young, and nearer—far + nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following + conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had + linked his name with her brother Owen’s in her nightly supplications to + the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above + all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the + honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of + omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous + prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of + her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly + circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little + finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing + for such trifling. + </p> + <p> + ‘I would rather not say them,’ she murmured first. It struck her then that + this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, and was + delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously as + before. ‘Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,’ she added + firmly. + </p> + <p> + She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the + simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen’s name + was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness + was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent + intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to the + faintest whisper in spite of her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Thank you, dearest,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘I have prayed too, I verily + believe. You are a good girl, I think.’ Then the expected question came. + </p> + <p> + ‘“Bless Owen,” and whom, did you say?’ + </p> + <p> + There was no help for it now, and out it came. ‘Owen and Edward,’ said + Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who are Owen and Edward?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen is my brother, madam,’ faltered the maid. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?’ + </p> + <p> + A silence. + </p> + <p> + ‘Your brother, too?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. ‘Don’t you want to tell me who Edward + is?’ she said at last, in a tone of meaning. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t mind telling; only....’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You would rather not, I suppose?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. ‘Were you ever in love?’ she inquired + suddenly. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from + tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—I think I was—once,’ she murmured. + </p> + <p> + ‘Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?’ + </p> + <p> + A pause. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, were you?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t press me to tell—I can’t—indeed, I won’t, madam!’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea’s neck. ‘’Tis now with you + as it is always with all girls,’ she said, in jealous and gloomy accents. + ‘You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.’ She then + changed her tone with fitful rapidity. ‘Cytherea, try to love me more than + you love him—do. I love you more sincerely than any man can. Do, + Cythie: don’t let any man stand between us. O, I can’t bear that!’ She + clasped Cytherea’s neck again. + </p> + <p> + ‘I must love him now I have begun,’ replied the other. + </p> + <p> + ‘Must—yes—must,’ said the elder lady reproachfully. ‘Yes, + women are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who + had not been sullied by a man’s lips, and who had not practised or been + practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and + goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have not + been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the + admittedly notorious spots—the drawing-rooms of society—and + look in the villages—leave the villages and search in the schools—and + you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been <i>had</i>—is + not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the + staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the “first + love” they think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old + wrecked affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it + be that you, too, are like the rest?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no, no,’ urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the + impetuous woman’s mind. ‘He only kissed me once—twice I mean.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there’s no + doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I—we + are all alike; and I—an old fool—have been sipping at your + mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the + spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow—now + you seem a dusty highway.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, no!’ Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on + extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She wished + Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her treasured + dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one sense soothing, + but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea’s instincts desired. Though + it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ said the lady in continuation, ‘who is he?’ + </p> + <p> + Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too + much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe’s fiery mood again ruled her + tongue. + </p> + <p> + ‘Won’t you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will, perhaps, another day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two + previous to your coming here?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round the + bay with your brother.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And without your brother—fie! There, there, don’t let that little + heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly + thing. I didn’t mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I + only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people. I + often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was he?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I—I won’t tell, madam—I cannot indeed!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Won’t tell—very well, don’t. You are very foolish to treasure up + his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him + for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long chain + of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had + theirs.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true!’ cried Cytherea in an agony of + torture. ‘He has never loved anybody else, I know—I am sure he + hasn’t.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She continued— + </p> + <p> + ‘He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a few + weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared for + anybody so absurdly much.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no, he doesn’t—What does he do when he has thought that—Come, + tell me—tell me!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me nervous. + I can’t tell you if you get in that flustered state.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do, do tell—O, it makes me so miserable! but tell—come tell + me!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—the tables are turned now, dear!’ she continued, in a tone which + mingled pity with derision— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘“Love’s passions shall rock thee + As the storm rocks the ravens on high, + Bright reason will mock thee + Like the sun from a wintry sky.” + </pre> + <p> + ‘What does he do next?—Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on + what he has heard of women’s romantic impulses, and how easily men torture + them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned + everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily now—that + is, as heartily as a man can—and you love him in return, your loves + may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for ever. You, + as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade—bright eyes <i>will</i> + fade—and you will perhaps then die early—true to him to your + latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath also; + whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet nook, + will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will + long have ceased to regret you—will chat about you, as you were in + long past years—will say, “Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair + like that—poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless + idle dream—that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and + simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time.” Then he will + tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont’s and particular ways, and + as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is not true! He can’t, he c-can’t be s-so cruel—and you are + cruel to me—you are, you are!’ She was at last driven to + desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through + the piece how imaginary her emotions were—she felt herself to be + weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she could not + control them: be agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long + day’s labour, her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her, + and worn her out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical + working upon her imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept + bitterly. ‘And now think how much I like you,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe, + when Cytherea grew calmer. ‘I shall never forget you for anybody else, as + men do—never. I will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you + promise to live with me always, and always be taken care of, and never + deserted?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I cannot. I will not be anybody’s maid for another day on any + consideration.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no, no. You shan’t be a lady’s-maid. You shall be my companion. I + will get another maid.’ + </p> + <p> + Companion—that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the + evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence. + But she could not trust to the moment’s impulse. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma’s neck, and give me + one good long kiss, and I won’t talk any more in that way about your + lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even if + he’s the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant man is + ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man—that is, while it + lasts.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk; + flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe’s + shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves up + for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious sense + of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a + protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon + sleeping calmly. + </p> + <p> + 2. TWO TO FIVE A.M. + </p> + <p> + With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances, she + continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She withdrew + herself from her companion’s embrace, turned to the other side, and + endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the window-blind, and + noticing the light of the rising moon—now in her last quarter—creep + round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon which had but a few + days longer to live. + </p> + <p> + The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of + the same month’s moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic evening + scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy moments—maiden + imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status quo which had had + several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality. + </p> + <p> + But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a + strange and gloomy murmur. + </p> + <p> + She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low, + brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint + breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter + absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom’s melancholy representation + lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own + nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour, + under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the + surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the + fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere. + </p> + <p> + She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears to + catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another soon + came. + </p> + <p> + The second was quite different from the first—a kind of intermittent + whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and anon, + like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some kind. + Yes, it was, a wheel—the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old + manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad. + </p> + <p> + She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now that + she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it. She + could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy just + before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine the + inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a + necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably, + the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, + striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a + glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a + captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling + water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which + laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay. + </p> + <p> + She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be + nothing else left to be heard or to imagine—it was horrid that her + imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going to + sleep she would think this—suppose another sound <i>should</i> come—just + suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain, a + third sound came. + </p> + <p> + The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle—of a strange and abnormal + kind—yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her + life—when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing, + it seemed to be almost close to her—either close outside the window, + close under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of + its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so + powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The same + instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the same + noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of + his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy notes + were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a long way + off, in every variety of wail. + </p> + <p> + One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The little + dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds even + better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had taken + notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound. + </p> + <p> + It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar, it + was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring. + </p> + <p> + She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss + Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady’s late + peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden’s touch, Miss + Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream. + </p> + <p> + She remembered her position instantly. ‘O such a terrible dream!’ she + cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; ‘and your + touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings, + hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me—grinning and + mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can’t tell + you. I can’t bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it means + death.’ + </p> + <p> + The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to dispel the + wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in Cytherea’s + mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all likelihood + could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire into it: large + houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about them. She was + ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors. + </p> + <p> + A silence of five minutes. + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you asleep?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper. + </p> + <p> + ‘How those dogs howl, don’t they?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. A little dog in the house began it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father’s bedroom + door. A nervous creature.’ + </p> + <p> + There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the landing + struck three. + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?’ whispered Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘How wretched it is not to be able to sleep, + isn’t it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ replied Cytherea, like a docile child. + </p> + <p> + Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still + awake. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ she said, very softly. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. + </p> + <p> + The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on + her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars of + Ambrose’s history,’ she murmured. ‘But her being in love alters + everything.’ + </p> + <p> + 3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at + Knapwater was already in possession of her. + </p> + <p> + Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the + window to write an answer to Edward’s letter, and an account of her + arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures that + Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the later + terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she smiled + in derision at her own excitability. + </p> + <p> + But writing Edward’s letter was the great consoler, the effect of each + word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt how + much she would like to share his trouble—how well she could endure + poverty with him—and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be + explained at last, she knew. + </p> + <p> + At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, intending, with + the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a + work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light of + morning made a vast difference in the elder lady’s behaviour to her + dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea’s judgment, had effected + the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her + regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read, + talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed at + the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making + confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the + calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely + conscious of Cytherea’s presence in the room, even when greeting her, was + the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. + </p> + <p> + It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these antitheses + are to be observed in the individual most open to our observation—ourselves. + We pass the evening with faces lit up by some flaring illumination or + other: we get up the next morning—the fiery jets have all gone out, + and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, + hardly even recalling the outline of the blazing picture that arrested our + eyes before bedtime. + </p> + <p> + Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably + nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written + after nine or ten o’clock in the evening, and sent off before day returns + to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch our glance as + we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of dressing-time. + </p> + <p> + The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled + from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, but the + hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that Cytherea + need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said + abruptly— + </p> + <p> + ‘I can tell that young man’s name.’ She looked keenly at Cytherea. ‘It is + Edward Springrove, my tenant’s son.’ + </p> + <p> + The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which to + her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss Aldclyffe + that she had divined the truth at last. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—it is he, is it?’ she continued. ‘Well, I wanted to know for + practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my + estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought + of him.’ This was perfectly true. + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you mean?’ said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and + that the wedding is soon to take place.’ She made the remark bluntly and + superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family + pride for the weak confidences of the night. + </p> + <p> + But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe’s morning mood was overcome by + the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words had + produced upon Cytherea’s face. She sank back into a chair, and buried her + face in her hands. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t be so foolish,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Come, make the best of it. I + cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe the + match can be broken off.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, no.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I’ll help you + to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling of last + night in not wanting you ever to go away from me—of course, I could + not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I’ll help you, and + that’s enough. He’s tired of his first choice now that he’s been away from + home for a while. The love that no outer attack can frighten away quails + before its idol’s own homely ways; it is always so.... Come, finish what + you are doing if you are going to, and don’t be a little goose about such + a trumpery affair as that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who—is he engaged to?’ Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips + but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered + not, Cytherea thought. Another woman—that was enough for her: + curiosity was stunned. + </p> + <p> + She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss + Aldclyffe went on:— + </p> + <p> + ‘You were too easily won. I’d have made him or anybody else speak out + before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one of + those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their + hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the first + place, you shouldn’t have loved him so quickly: in the next, if you must + have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It tickled his + vanity: “By Jove, that girl’s in love with me already!” he thought.’ + </p> + <p> + To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris—who + stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, + bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged—that + she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was + her only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned matron + with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray, cheerfully + insisting that she should eat it. + </p> + <p> + To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. ‘No, + thank you, Mrs. Morris,’ she said, keeping the door closed. Despite the + incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant person + see her face then. + </p> + <p> + Immediate revocation—even if revocation would be more effective by + postponement—is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went + to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so + full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with a + little seal bearing ‘Good Faith’ as its motto, tore the missive into fifty + pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest of + anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, and + see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning—to feel + that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she had + penned them. + </p> + <p> + Pity for one’s self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of + abnegation. + </p> + <p> + The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his + love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, was + clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not quite + dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had gone to + London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way as Miss + Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward’s own parish, reminded + continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so + much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted—all + gone but herself. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be + continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It + was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there. + </p> + <p> + She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the + breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with increasing + infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea entered. Miss + Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail of white smoke + along the distant landscape—signifying a passing train. At + Cytherea’s entry she turned and looked inquiry. + </p> + <p> + ‘I must tell you now,’ began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, what?’ Miss Aldclyffe said. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am not going to stay with you. I must go away—a very long way. I + am very sorry, but indeed I can’t remain!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Pooh—what shall we hear next?’ Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea’s + face with leisurely criticism. ‘You are breaking your heart again about + that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam + says of Juliet—what little reason you may have possessed originally + has all been whirled away by this love. I shan’t take this notice, mind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do let me go!’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet’s hand, and said with severity, ‘As to + hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that’s absurd. But + you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such + proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie, + come with me; we’ll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after + that we’ll see what had better be done.’ She took Cytherea into her + workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen. + </p> + <p> + ‘This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it + finished.’ + </p> + <p> + She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea’s own room. ‘There,’ she + said, ‘now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one thing—that + you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for two hours unless + I send for you—I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch—you + are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the window—think + over the whole matter, and get cooled; don’t let the foolish love-affair + prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time + you still say you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in + the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.’ + </p> + <p> + To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility + was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss + Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. + </p> + <p> + She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the articles + of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a reverie which + took no account whatever of the lapse of time. + </p> + <p> + 4. TEN TO TWELVE O’CLOCK A.M. + </p> + <p> + A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became attracted + from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. She opened + the door and listened. + </p> + <p> + There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors, + trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from + which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there just + in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the station + vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse—galloping at the top + of the animal’s speed. + </p> + <p> + Another man went off in the direction of the village. + </p> + <p> + Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or meddle + with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were requested to, + especially after Miss Aldclyffe’s strict charge to her. She sat down + again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her movements. + </p> + <p> + Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw + was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. + </p> + <p> + All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, he + returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting + behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in + livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as + before. + </p> + <p> + The whole household—master, mistress, and servants—appeared to + have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost + wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. + </p> + <p> + Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman, and + two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various directions. + Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road opposite the house, + or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows and chimneys. + </p> + <p> + A tap came to Cytherea’s door. She opened it to a young maid-servant. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma’am.’ Cytherea hastened down. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel, her + hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but very + pale. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ she said in a whisper, ‘come here.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea went close. + </p> + <p> + ‘Something very serious has taken place,’ she said again, and then paused, + with a tremulous movement of her mouth. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Dead!’ echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the + announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be + contained in a statement so small. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, dead,’ murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. ‘He died alone, though + within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea said hurriedly, ‘Do they know at what hour?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The doctor says it must have been between two and three o’clock this + morning.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then I heard him!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Heard him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Heard him die!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You heard him die? What did you hear?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A sound I heard once before in my life—at the deathbed of my + mother. I could not identify it—though I recognized it. Then the dog + howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I + had heard a little earlier.’ She looked agonized. + </p> + <p> + ‘It would have been useless,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘All was over by that + time.’ She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, ‘Is + it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be + left entirely alone?’ + </p> + <p> + Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea’s + seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now recurred + to both in one moment. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you still wish to go?’ said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t want to go now,’ Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the + other’s question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss + Aldclyffe’s bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being + still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her life, + for the sake of any trivial vexation. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said + musingly— + </p> + <p> + ‘We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and + motherless as you were.’ Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she + did not mention them. + </p> + <p> + ‘You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I did. Poor papa!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I was always at variance with mine, and can’t weep for him now! But you + must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.’ + </p> + <p> + The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of her + advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, once more in + the history of human endeavour, a position which it was impossible to + reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker’s swerving from the + path, and regarding the original object as one of secondary importance. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH + </h3> + <p> + The time of day was four o’clock in the afternoon. The place was the + lady’s study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe + sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. + </p> + <p> + The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been + read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years previous + to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. Nyttleton and + Tayling, of Lincoln’s Inn Fields. The whole of his estate, real and + personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole and + absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, their + relative, and a few small amounts to the servants. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit in, + or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high, + narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to remain in + the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic quaintness to + an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to stand in to reach + for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she had sat erect in this + chair for more than an hour, for the reason that she was utterly + unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings were. The chair had + stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she had gone to it in a + dream. + </p> + <p> + She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated + thought—as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her + body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the + chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a + footstool. + </p> + <p> + At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. Her + pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions became + more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and further the + problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew a long breath: she + sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, + walked up and down the room—at first abstractedly, with her features + as firmly set as ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps + became lighter and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no + longer bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she said aloud. ‘To get <i>him</i> here without letting him know + that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man—that’s + the difficulty—and that I think I can master.’ + </p> + <p> + She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey hairs. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was not far off, and came in. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?’ said Miss Aldclyffe + abruptly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Know anything?’ replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to consider + the compass of the question. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—know anything,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen is an architect and surveyor’s draughtsman,’ the maiden said, and + thought of somebody else who was likewise. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes! that’s why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work + comprised in an architect’s practice? They lay out estates, and + superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among other + things?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Those are, more properly, a land or building steward’s duties—at + least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things + in their practice; city architects don’t.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know that, child. But a steward’s is an indefinite fast and loose + profession, it seems to me. Shouldn’t you think that a man who had been + brought up as an architect would do for a steward?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. + </p> + <p> + The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting + it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively— + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country + buildings—such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; he does.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And superintends the building of them?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; he will soon.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And he surveys land?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And he knows about hedges and ditches—how wide they ought to be, + boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring + timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those + things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. And + then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen’s + accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don’t know much more about the matter + than I do myself.... I am going out just now,’ she continued. ‘I shall not + want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then + turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed + into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This she + followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, which was + also the lowest ground in the whole grove. + </p> + <p> + The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the + ground, that a whole summer’s day was scarcely long enough to change the + air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a + temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of + the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep, + sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall. + Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, she + came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water, revealing + a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded, covered with + froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps, and she was + opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its further + boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a + crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees + above. + </p> + <p> + Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same + standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less + sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue and + grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where the + ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus laid + open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which the + dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate and + well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was now + interesting Miss Aldclyffe—not artistically or historically, but + practically—as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern + requirements. + </p> + <p> + In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion of + the structure—an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two + small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered over + the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the + Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten or + twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still + existed—an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be + contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall + could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables + which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, + containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two + or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames + carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was now + applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to form + cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper portion was + arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and fruit. + </p> + <p> + The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, went + up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the paving-stones + were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the grasses between + them. Two or three little children, with their fingers in their mouths, + came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their mothers in loud + tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, + did not come in. She concluded her survey of the exterior by making a + complete circuit of the building; then turned into a nook a short distance + off where round and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps + of building stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of + operations for the building work done on the estate. + </p> + <p> + She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of + the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her. It + was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since her + father’s death. + </p> + <p> + ‘Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without much + trouble?’ she inquired. + </p> + <p> + The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed itself. + </p> + <p> + ‘You don’t forget, ma’am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled + down, or gone to ruin?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; I know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And that what’s left may almost as well be, ma’am.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why may it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole + carcase is full of cracks.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little + outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or + eight-roomed house?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ma’am.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘About what would it cost?’ was the question which had invariably come + next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending + workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise, + Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an + old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what was + so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all. + </p> + <p> + ‘Thank you: that’s sufficient, Strooden,’ she said. ‘You will understand + that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short time, + with reference to the management of the affairs.’ + </p> + <p> + Strooden said ‘Yes,’ in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. + </p> + <p> + ‘During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works, + and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now it may + be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach further + upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did your late + master’s. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail superintend + all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then—I shall not be wanted, ma’am?’ he faltered. + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops only. + I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I will + send for you in a few days.’ + </p> + <p> + Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train—distracted + application to his duties, and an undefined number of sleepless nights and + untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her watch and returned to the + House. She was about to keep an appointment with her solicitor, Mr. + Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his + way back to London. + </p> + <p> + 2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH + </p> + <p> + On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton’s visit to Knapwater House, + the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder + newspapers:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘LAND STEWARD. +</pre> + <p> + ‘A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately + for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon which + agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are contemplated. + He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not more than + thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown for one who + possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of planning and + laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of 220 pounds, with + the old manor-house as a residence—Address Messrs. Nyttleton and + Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln’s Inn Fields.’ + </p> + <p> + A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of publication. + The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising for a steward, + who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the papers containing + the announcement. + </p> + <p> + What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely + made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were told + her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She remembered + the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. + Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious, that he was well + educated and practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the + details of the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might + be ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who + would reply. She hazarded a question: + </p> + <p> + ‘Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not at all,’ said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. + </p> + <p> + A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss Aldclyffe’s + blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another man, whose name, + in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured pride, lingered in + her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was qualified for a + stewardship under a king. + </p> + <p> + ‘Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?’ she said, + resolutely enunciating the name. + </p> + <p> + ‘None whatever,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone. + </p> + <p> + ‘You are very unkind to speak in that way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Now don’t pout like a goosie, as you are. I don’t want men like either of + them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather than to + that of any individual. The man I want must have been more specially + educated. I have told you that we are going to London next week; it is + mostly on this account.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe’s + peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell her + brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply. + </p> + <p> + 3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH + </p> + <p> + Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to + London, and, with scarcely a minute’s pause, to the solicitors’ offices in + Lincoln’s Inn Fields. + </p> + <p> + They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the place—a + gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by + lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be seen + there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the front were + rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the successive + coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone days, had been + completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which lifted off the + paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on palings, + standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red. + </p> + <p> + But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices + were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed + them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the + doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was + visible. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying + with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the pair + ascended. He politely took them inside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our + interview?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when they + were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home. + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly—Mr. Tayling’s.’ Cytherea was shown into an inner room. + </p> + <p> + Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only + imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss + Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton’s + experienced old eyes. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now then,’ the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; ‘what is + the result of our advertisement?’ + </p> + <p> + It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and + surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the + advertisement. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You will + probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, certainly,’ said she. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly unfit + at first sight,’ he continued; and began selecting from the heap twos and + threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn’t deceive me, and + from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be + communicated with.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I should like to see every one—only just to glance them over—exactly + as they came,’ she said suasively. + </p> + <p> + He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his + sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them + out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could + spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to hers, + and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of the + letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony. He + thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five men who + at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed + themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one, + and put it down with the rest. + </p> + <p> + Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many + replies as they possibly could before selecting—‘to give us a wider + choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?’ + </p> + <p> + It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already + had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there would + be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now could + command would possibly not be available. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind, we will run that risk,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Let the + advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle the + matter.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single + woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself with + business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich, and + handsome still. ‘She’s a new broom in estate-management as yet,’ he + thought. ‘She will soon get tired of this,’ and he parted from her without + a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness. + </p> + <p> + The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo + Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual + well-dressed clubbists—rubicund with alcohol—were to be seen, + in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When + they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit + down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did—the + growl of Piccadilly on their left hand—the monastic seclusion of the + Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses of + Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth + sky. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and + while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around, glanced + again at the advertisement. + </p> + <p> + She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action her + eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover, one + relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the Institute + of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but was addressed + to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings at the + Institute’s rooms would close at the end of that week. + </p> + <p> + Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then + turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms of + the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making her + payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the company + of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, she turned + back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the members. She + was a little connected with the architectural world, she said, with a + smile, and was interested in some of the names. + </p> + <p> + ‘Here it is, madam,’ he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet + containing the names. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name + she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the + case with all the rest. + </p> + <p> + The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross. + ‘Chambers,’ as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply + the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, ‘There still.’ + </p> + <p> + Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind + than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished to + act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the envelopes + lying on the secretary’s table, stamped with the die of the Institute; and + in order to get it she was about to ask if she might write a note. + </p> + <p> + But the secretary’s back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards one + of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask some + question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss + Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one of + the envelopes and put it in her pocket. + </p> + <p> + She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then + withdrew and returned to her hotel. + </p> + <p> + Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the + envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society’s stamp, and directed + it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of + members’ names submitted to her:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ., + WYKEHAM CHAMBERS, + SPRING GARDENS. +</pre> + <p> + This ended her first day’s work in London. + </p> + <p> + 4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST + </p> + <p> + The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe + informing her companion that business would detain them in London another + week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in a city at + that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares and + terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of blind + men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number of + replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview, by + Miss Aldclyffe’s request—either from whim or design. + </p> + <p> + Ten additional letters were the result of the second week’s insertion, + making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One + was signed— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> +AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET, + LIVERPOOL. +</pre> + <p> + ‘Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one + or two,’ Miss Aldclyffe said. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and + references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston’s missive, after a mere + glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had + finished, five lay in the group he had selected. ‘Would you like to add to + the number?’ he said, turning to the lady. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ she said carelessly. ‘Well, two or three additional ones rather took + my fancy,’ she added, searching for some in the larger collection. + </p> + <p> + She drew out three. One was Manston’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘These eight, then, shall be communicated with,’ said the lawyer, taking + up the eight letters and placing them by themselves. + </p> + <p> + They stood up. ‘If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned + personally,’ he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter singly, + ‘I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, is not + afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted with—a + rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well recommended, + and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he + is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, + served on an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now + well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man is sure + to have a fine head for a manor like yours.’ He tapped the letter as he + spoke. ‘Yes, I should choose him without hesitation—speaking + personally.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I think,’ she said artificially, ‘I should choose this one as a + matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can’t be given way to when + practical questions have to be considered.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, had + become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss Aldclyffe and + the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game at cards. She looked + inquiringly at the two letters—one in Miss Aldclyffe’s hand, the + other in Mr. Nyttleton’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘What is the name of your man?’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘His name—’ said the lawyer, looking down the page; ‘what is his + name?—it is Edward Springrove.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by + turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘The name of my man,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in turn; + ‘is, I think—yes—AEneas Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + 5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD + </p> + <p> + The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to + be at the lawyer’s offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in + town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a + private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing her + veil down. + </p> + <p> + The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each + candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding + and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short + conversations with Mr. Nyttleton—terse, and to the point. Miss + Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have + been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been for what + was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her countenance—the + rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the lawyer and his + interlocutor. + </p> + <p> + Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was + ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former + time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally + preferred. ‘I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man whose + letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, in short, + most suitable generally.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion still—that + Mr.—Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and even + specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the court. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; a + sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to conclusions + truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about calculations, + based on long experience. I must say I shouldn’t recommend him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, pray?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement. He + didn’t reply till the last insertion; that’s one thing. His letter is bold + and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after reading + it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It + is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us + in his statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he + tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he + should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don’t quite see the grounds of + your reasoning.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties + of a city architect, the experience we don’t want. You want a man whose + acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical and closer—somebody + who, if he has not filled exactly such an office before, has lived a + country life, knows the ins and outs of country tenancies, building, + farming, and so on.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s by far the most intellectual looking of them all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; he may be—your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than + mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts—his + brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the + post, I don’t much doubt that. But to speak clearly’ (here his words + started off at a jog-trot) ‘I wouldn’t run the risk of placing the + management of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. + There, that’s flat and plain, madam.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But, definitely,’ she said, with a show of impatience, ‘what is your + reason?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man—as + bad as it is rare.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,’ said Miss + Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply + signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. + </p> + <p> + ‘And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further in + this,’ continued the lady. ‘He’s quite good enough for a little + insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not + get on with one of the others for a single month. We’ll try him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,’ said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was written + to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor. + </p> + <p> + ‘Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her, + that minute you were in the room?’ said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their + client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody’s + character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable slyness, + which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the Improver, into + honourable circumspection. + </p> + <p> + We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity + of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the + man. + </p> + <p> + ‘She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,’ + continued Nyttleton. ‘His handsome face is his qualification in her eyes. + They have met before; I saw that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He didn’t seem conscious of it,’ said the junior. + </p> + <p> + ‘He didn’t. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman’s + face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that she + was with him. Poor old maid, she’s almost old enough to be his mother. If + that Manston’s a schemer he’ll marry her, as sure as I am Nyttleton. Let’s + hope he’s honest, however.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t think she’s in love with him,’ said Tayling. He had seen but + little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed in + Miss Aldclyffe’s behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a + woman towards her lover. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than mine,’ + rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. ‘And you may remember the nature of it + best.’ + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0009" id="link2H_4_0009"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER + </h3> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe’s tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her + irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness. Like + Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent luxuriant + vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated for her + outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be completely + won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose modesty was + absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect as was + compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm of + womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that + her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and + habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally + imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive + delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over + out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing. + </p> + <p> + Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could feel + no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much as + thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her + companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only seemed + to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished in her a + feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She would have + infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere dependent, by + such a changeable nature—like a fountain, always herself, yet always + another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been perpetrated or + participated in by her namesake, she would not believe; but the reckless + adventuring of the lady’s youth seemed connected with deeds of darkness + rather than of light. + </p> + <p> + Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some + absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea + hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might thus + be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme suffering. + </p> + <p> + But Miss Aldclyffe’s reticence concerning her past was not imitated by + Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge that + the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated abnormally, + the maiden’s natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down for special + guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment by fragment, + every detail of her father’s history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss + Aldclyffe sympathized—and it compensated her, to some extent, for + the hasty resentments of other times. + </p> + <p> + Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the + House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe + and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the + facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up into a + taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural machinery + be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary + to a scandal. + </p> + <p> + Another letter had come to her from Edward—very short, but full of + entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line—just one line + of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by + little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last + wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another + woman. ‘Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!’ she said. The + young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read it, + almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense he must + be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She + felt that she must send him a line—one little line—just a wee + line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Ah, were he now before me, + In spite of injured pride, + I fear my eyes would pardon + Before my tongue could chide.’ +</pre> + <p> + 2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M. + </p> + <p> + It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea’s + arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the + village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions + made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society she + patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies’ + Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of shillings + from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea’s appearance that + afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying to look + at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, coquettish + jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a war of lilies + and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the mistress of the + mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less of the nature of + affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification. + </p> + <p> + Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe’s + list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last + four,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea’s share: then came a + Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove the elder. + Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe’s handwriting, ‘Mr. + Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or + four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been + altered and repaired for his reception. + </p> + <p> + ‘Call on Mr. Manston,’ said the lady impressively, looking at the name + written under Cytherea’s portion of the list. + </p> + <p> + ‘But he does not subscribe yet?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don’t forget it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—say I should be pleased if he would,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe, + smiling. ‘Good-bye. Don’t hurry in your walk. If you can’t get easily + through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.’ + </p> + <p> + Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to the + old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief to her. + She called then on the two gentleman-farmers’ wives, who soon transacted + their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her personality. A person + who socially is nothing is thought less of by people who are not much than + by those who are a great deal. + </p> + <p> + She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton, + who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog as + companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired thither + four years before this time, after having filled the post of editor to the + Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There he died soon + after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his daughter + sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and claimant of + sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as mistress at + Peakhill. + </p> + <p> + At Cytherea’s knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and + footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea stood + face to face with the lady herself. + </p> + <p> + Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair was + plentiful, like Cytherea’s own; her teeth equalled Cytherea’s in + regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features too + transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth + expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea’s, and, as a natural result of + her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more + self-possessed. + </p> + <p> + She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by + way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is an + end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, ‘a good sensible wife + for any man, if she cares to marry,’ the caring to marry being thrown in + as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. Yet it would be + singular if, in such cases, the important subject of marriage should be + excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready for practical + performance in every domestic concern besides. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. + </p> + <p> + ‘Good afternoon! O yes—Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe’s. I have + seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if + I have change enough to pay my subscription.’ She spoke girlishly. + </p> + <p> + Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled herself + down to that younger woman’s age from a sense of justice to herself—as + if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity. + </p> + <p> + ‘It doesn’t matter. I’ll come again.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for a + minute. Do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have been wanting to come for several weeks.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s right. Now you must see my house—lonely, isn’t it, for a + single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on + a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your + own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you would + say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to + my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or + toad to kill, Jane does it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How nice! It is better than living in a town.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.’ + </p> + <p> + The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea’s mind, that Edward + had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth. + </p> + <p> + Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small + drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. + </p> + <p> + The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘How lonely it must be here at night!’ said Cytherea. ‘Aren’t you afraid?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know a + sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself + sometimes at night, “If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth the + trouble of a worm’s ghost to appear to me, I should think that every sound + I hear was a spirit.” But you must see all over my house.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was highly interested in seeing. + </p> + <p> + ‘I say you <i>must</i> do this, and you <i>must</i> do that, as if you + were a child,’ remarked Adelaide. ‘A privileged friend of mine tells me + this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody’s + society but my own.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea called the friend ‘she’ by a rule of ladylike practice; for a + woman’s ‘friend’ is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their + own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are + called she’s until they prove themselves he’s. + </p> + <p> + Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. + </p> + <p> + ‘I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,’ she + continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘“Humorous reproof:” that’s not from a woman: who can reprove humorously + but a man?’ was the groove of Cytherea’s thought at the remark. ‘Your + brother reproves you, I expect,’ said that innocent young lady. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ‘’Tis only a professional man I + am acquainted with.’ She looked out of the window. + </p> + <p> + Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash through + Cytherea’s mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss Aldclyffe + in a mild form. + </p> + <p> + ‘I imagine he’s a lover,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. + </p> + <p> + Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity as to + deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does happen to + be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so benighted as + to have got no further than suspecting it. + </p> + <p> + ‘There now—Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!’ said + Cytherea accusingly. + </p> + <p> + Adelaide nodded her head practically. ‘Well, yes, I am,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + The word ‘engaged’ had no sooner passed Cytherea’s lips than the sound of + it—the mere sound of her own lips—carried her mind to the time + and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself. + A sickening thought followed—based but on a mere surmise; yet its + presence took every other idea away from Cytherea’s mind. Miss Hinton had + used Edward’s words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending + to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that Miss + Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus! + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you going to be married soon?’ she inquired, with a steadiness the + result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not very soon—still, soon.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah-ha! In less than three months?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Two.’ + </p> + <p> + Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more prompting. + ‘You won’t tell anybody if I show you something?’ she said, with eager + mystery. + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ + </p> + <p> + Nothing proved yet. + </p> + <p> + ‘What’s his name?’ said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun + their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her + face. + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you think?’ said Miss Hinton. + </p> + <p> + ‘George?’ said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ said Adelaide. ‘But now, you shall see him first; come here;’ and + she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the dressing + table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward + Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘There he is,’ Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you very fond of him?’ continued the miserable Cytherea at length. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, of course I am,’ her companion replied, but in the tone of one who + ‘lived in Abraham’s bosom all the year,’ and was therefore untouched by + solemn thought at the fact. ‘He’s my cousin—a native of this + village. We were engaged before my father’s death left me so lonely. I was + only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other + thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and + then.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, it’s only in fun. He’s very naughty sometimes—not really, you + know—but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.’ + </p> + <p> + Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to be + miserable upon when she had time, ‘How do you know that?’ Cytherea asked, + with a swelling heart. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, you know how things do come to women’s ears. He used to live at + Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy + thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day or two. + But I don’t feel jealous at all—our engagement is so matter-of-fact + that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere flirtation—she + was too silly for him. He’s fond of rowing, and kindly gave her an airing + for an evening or two. I’ll warrant they talked the most unmitigated + rubbish under the sun—all shallowness and pastime, just as + everything is at watering places—neither of them caring a bit for + the other—she giggling like a goose all the time—’ + </p> + <p> + Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. ‘She <i>didn’t</i>! + and it <i>wasn’t</i> shallowness!’ Cytherea burst out, with brimming eyes. + ‘’Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence on the other—yes, + it was!’ The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen inside the young + thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The instant the words were + out she would have given worlds to have been able to recall them. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know her—or him?’ said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion + at the warmth shown. + </p> + <p> + The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same + keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind in + both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is + invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject of + an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences which + distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties common to + them as atoms of a sex. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. ‘Yes, + I know her,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ said Miss Hinton, ‘I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly of + any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, never mind,’ Cytherea returned; ‘it doesn’t matter, Miss Hinton. I + think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes—I + must go.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely + downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and + flitted down the garden into the lane. + </p> + <p> + She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself + misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove’s name was next on the list, and + she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn. + </p> + <p> + 3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M. + </p> + <p> + The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that on + one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or privet, + over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich with produce. + It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and the laden trees + were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft pattering of the + falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified by the loud rattle + of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the + rounded and stooping backs of the collectors—mostly children, who + would have cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other + quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples. + </p> + <p> + The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed + almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line of + the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected with a row + of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an uncommonly + characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone + times; and standing on one of the great highways in this part of England, + had in its time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as + the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any + halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole stream of + traffic which formerly flowed through the village and along by the ancient + door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed landlord, who used only to farm + a few fields at the back of the house, to the necessity of eking out his + attenuated income by increasing the extent of his agricultural business if + he would still maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness + pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was + the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the + Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where + once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, + to and from the stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of + roofs—once so straight—over the decayed stalls, had sunk into + vast hollows till they seemed like the cheeks of toothless age. + </p> + <p> + On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three large, + wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended—representing + the three men called tranters (irregular carriers), standing side by side, + and exactly alike to a hair’s-breadth, the grain of the wood and joints of + the boards being visible through the thin paint depicting their forms, + which were still further disfigured by red stains running downwards from + the rusty nails above. + </p> + <p> + Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot + sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men, the + parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries, a + woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little boys + with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men’s backs were + turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat. + </p> + <p> + Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a farmer, + and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of labour of + the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now engaged in + packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his + man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at his side. The shovel + shone like silver from the action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its + motion to and fro, caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them + in bristling stars of light. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the + Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in him + now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was more the + result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too kindly + constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet + humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a frequent + melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one of + abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.’ +</pre> + <p> + On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked + with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and + fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and two + or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be seen + sticking on them here and there. + </p> + <p> + The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish clerk, + a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, and had the + rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group, brown-faced + peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders with hearts and + diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap, another being + worn round the right wrist. + </p> + <p> + ‘And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?’ said the clerk. + </p> + <p> + ‘Just a glimpse of him; but ‘twas just enough to show me that he’s not + here for long.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why mid that be?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’ll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the reins—not + he.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She d’ pay en well,’ said a grinder; ‘and money’s money.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—‘tis: very much so,’ the clerk replied. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,’ said Springrove, ‘but she’ll vlee in a + passion—all the fat will be in the fire—and there’s an end + o’t.... Yes, she is a one,’ continued the farmer, resting, raising his + eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple. + </p> + <p> + ‘She is,’ said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman + is in following his master’s initiative to rest) and reflectively + regarding the ground in front of him. + </p> + <p> + ‘True: a one is she,’ the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously. + </p> + <p> + ‘She has such a temper,’ said the farmer, ‘and is so wilful too. You may + as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything + into her head. I’d as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi’ + her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis a temper she hev, ‘tis,’ the clerk replied, ‘though I be a servant + of the Church that say it. But she isn’t goen to flee in a passion this + time.’ + </p> + <p> + The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew + from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future. + </p> + <p> + The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went on, + ‘There’s some’at between ‘em: mark my words, naibours—there’s + some’at between ‘em.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘D’ye mean it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I d’ know it. He came last Saturday, didn’t he?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’A did, truly,’ said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from the + hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder to be + ground up for cider. + </p> + <p> + ‘He went to church a-Sunday,’ said the clerk again. + </p> + <p> + ‘’A did.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren between + red and white, but never stoppen at either.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ said the clerk, ‘you don’t call her the kind o’ woman to make + mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o’ God? Why, as a rule + she’s as right as I be myself.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press, + followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders + expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were + as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, as right in the service o’ God as I be myself,’ repeated the clerk. + ‘But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says she, + “Incline our hearts to keep this law,” says she, when ‘twas “Laws in our + hearts, we beseech Thee,” all the church through. Her eye was upon <i>him</i>—she + was quite lost—“Hearts to keep this law,” says she; she was no more + than a mere shadder at that tenth time—a mere shadder. You mi’t ha’ + mouthed across to her “Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee,” fifty times + over—she’d never ha’ noticed ye. She’s in love wi’ the man, that’s + what she is.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then she’s a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,’ said Mr. Springrove. + ‘Why, she’s old enough to be his mother.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The row’ll be between her and that young Curlywig, you’ll see. She won’t + run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Clerk Crickett, I d’ fancy you d’ know everything about everybody,’ said + Gad. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well so’s,’ said the clerk modestly. ‘I do know a little. It comes to + me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I d’ know where from.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That wife o’ thine. She’s an entertainen woman, not to speak + disrespectful.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she’ve had—God bless + her!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,’ said Mr. + Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, ‘t has been a power o’ marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, matrimony + do begin wi’ “Dearly beloved,” and ends wi’ “Amazement,” as the + prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? ‘Twas ordained + to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me when I had + just married. “Ah, Mr. Crickett,” says she, “your wife will soon settle + you as she did her other two: here’s a glass o’ rum, for I shan’t see your + poor face this time next year.” I swallered the rum, called again next + year, and said, “Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass o’ rum last year + because I was going to die—here I be alive still, you see.” “Well + said, clerk! Here’s two glasses for you now, then,” says she. “Thank you, + mem,” I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I + thought I’d call again and get three. And call I did. But she wouldn’t + give me a drop o’ the commonest. “No, clerk,” says she, “you be too tough + for a woman’s pity.”... Ah, poor soul, ‘twas true enough! Here be I, that + was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail, you see, and there’s she + moulderen in her grave.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I used to think ‘twas your wife’s fate not to have a liven husband when I + zid ‘em die off so,’ said Gad. + </p> + <p> + ‘Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so ‘twas her fate; but she struggled to have + one, and would, and did. Fate’s nothen beside a woman’s schemen!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest + o’ ‘em up above there,’ said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hullo! Here’s the young woman comen that we were a-talken about by-now,’ + said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. ‘She’s comen up here, as I be + alive!’ + </p> + <p> + The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship + tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest. + </p> + <p> + ‘Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,’ said + the clerk. ‘Sheenen curls, and plenty o’ em.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If there’s one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young + woman, ‘tis being proud of her hair,’ said Mr. Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘Dear man!—the pride there is only a small piece o’ the whole. I + warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha’n’t a stick o’ + furniture to call her own.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,’ said + Farmer Springrove chivalrously. + </p> + <p> + ‘O,’ replied the servant of the Church; ‘I’ve nothen to say against it—O + no: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘“The chimney-sweeper’s daughter Sue + As I have heard declare, O, + Although she’s neither sock nor shoe + Will curl and deck her hair, O.”’ +</pre> + <p> + Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation of + the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she saw + all the cider-makers’ eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove’s, whose + natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but instead + of advancing further, hesitated on its border. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she + saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in + his apron. + </p> + <p> + ‘I know your errand, missie,’ he said, ‘and am glad to see you, and attend + to it. I’ll step indoors.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then if so be you really wouldn’t mind, we’ll wring down this last + filling to let it drain all night?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not at all. I like to see you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,’ + continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his + cider-making any well-dressed woman. ‘They rot as black as a chimney-crook + if we keep ‘em till the regulars turn in.’ As he spoke he went back to the + press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. ‘I’m later than I should have been + by rights,’ he continued, taking up a lever for propelling the screw, and + beckoning to the men to come forward. ‘The truth is, my son Edward had + promised to come to-day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes + a letter: “London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father,” says he, and + went on to tell me he couldn’t. It threw me out a bit.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course,’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s got a place ‘a b’lieve?’ said the clerk, drawing near. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but + couldn’t manage to get it. I don’t know the rights o’ the matter, but + willy-nilly they wouldn’t have him for steward. Now mates, form in line.’ + </p> + <p> + Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves behind + the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling. + </p> + <p> + ‘The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon your + tongue to gainsay, by the look o’ en,’ rejoined Clerk Crickett. + </p> + <p> + ‘One o’ them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o’ for + stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,’ said a + grinder. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, he’s all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman—no + doubt about that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘So would my Ted ha’ been, for the matter o’ that,’ the farmer said. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s true: ‘a would, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I said, I’ll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I + would have done it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, that you would so,’ said the chorus of assistants solemnly. + </p> + <p> + ‘But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; and as + a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his cousin.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘When’s the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Uncertain—but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything + pretty nearly, and yet can’t get a straightforward living. I wish + sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a + one for the pencil.’ + </p> + <p> + He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now then, missie, if you’ll come indoors, please.’ + </p> + <p> + Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew with + the farmer. + </p> + <p> + ‘I could tell by the tongue o’ her that she didn’t take her degrees in our + county,’ he said in an undertone. + </p> + <p> + ‘The railways have left you lonely here,’ she observed, when they were + indoors. + </p> + <p> + Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude, not + a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the last + passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that had run + by. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,’ the farmer replied, + looking at the room and then at himself. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, Mr. Springrove,’ said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; ‘I am + much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.’ She began to + warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition + which reminded her of her own father. + </p> + <p> + ‘Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted—that’s my son—Ted said a + fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something in + the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that’s all. Ay, I miss + my son very much.’ + </p> + <p> + She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ he continued, ‘sometimes I can’t help feeling uneasy about him. You + know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer over + it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he’ll be better when he’s married to + Adelaide.’ + </p> + <p> + A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a sick + person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow clock. + She had lived further on. + </p> + <p> + ‘Everything depends upon whether he loves her,’ she said tremulously. + </p> + <p> + ‘He used to—he doesn’t show it so much now; but that’s because he’s + older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as + young man and young woman. She’s altered too from what she was when he + first courted her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How, sir?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, she’s more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she’d creep + up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the letter, and + read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and seeing none. + Then the cuckoo would cry—away the letter would slip, and she’d + start wi’ fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the quickest + man among ye could say, “Blood rush up.”’ + </p> + <p> + He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His thoughts + were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers in his as + he said, earnestly and ingenuously— + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can’t help speaking + to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am afraid that + he’ll never get on—that he’ll die poor and despised under the worst + mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the race by men + whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing too far into + things—being discontented with make-shifts—thinking o’ + perfection in things, and then sickened that there’s no such thing as + perfection. I shan’t be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him + down and do him good.... Ay, we’ll hope for the best.’ + </p> + <p> + He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, ‘If you should + care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then, it will be + a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah look! a + thunderstorm is brewing—be quick home. Or shall I step up with you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,’ she said in a low voice, + and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled with + her love. + </p> + <p> + 4. FIVE TO SIX P.M. + </p> + <p> + She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely + that the pass appeared like a rabbit’s burrow, and presently reached a + side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the farmer + had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained incoherently. + Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French painters, made a + mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and seemed to insist + upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way across the park the + thunder rumbled distinctly. + </p> + <p> + The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old + manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of + the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her, + and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on, with + a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew near + the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and sky in + tones of strange whiteness. + </p> + <p> + On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the + level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the + position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering + height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his hands + behind him. + </p> + <p> + It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his + front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn under + the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond the Old + House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, unconsciously + averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the ground. + </p> + <p> + Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon another + path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. It came + from the steps of the Old House. ‘I am exactly opposite him now,’ she + thought, ‘and his eyes are going through me.’ + </p> + <p> + A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant— + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you afraid?’ + </p> + <p> + She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed + himself to be the object of fear, if any. ‘I don’t think I am,’ she + stammered. + </p> + <p> + He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of the thunder, I mean,’ he said; ‘not of myself.’ + </p> + <p> + She must turn to him now. ‘I think it is going to rain,’ she remarked for + the sake of saying something. + </p> + <p> + He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and bearing. + He said courteously, ‘It may possibly not rain before you reach the House, + if you are going there?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I am,’ + </p> + <p> + ‘May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a + woman of higher station than was hers, she added, ‘I am Miss Aldclyffe’s + companion. I don’t mind the loneliness.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, Miss Aldclyffe’s companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a + subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become a + subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I’ll subscribe if she + wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; let me see—what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I + haven’t enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to + her to have practical proof of my willingness. I’ll get it, and be out in + one minute.’ + </p> + <p> + He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had + named. ‘This is it,’ he said pleasantly. + </p> + <p> + She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of her + glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers + should have touched her. + </p> + <p> + ‘I think after all,’ he continued, ‘that the rain is upon us, and will + drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.’ + </p> + <p> + He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had + suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. + </p> + <p> + ‘You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The + clouds make it seem later than it really is.’ + </p> + <p> + Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning + and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept his + invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the + porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his + person, as they waited there in silence. + </p> + <p> + He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an age + which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The most striking + point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost preternatural, clearness + of his complexion. There was not a blemish or speck of any kind to mar the + smoothness of its surface or the beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was + square and broad, his brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and + clear. By collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person + who theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their + owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in the + world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his destiny to do + so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the vindictive + determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both would have + expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be pleasing, had their + force not been counteracted by the lines and tone of the lips. These were + full and luscious to a surprising degree, possessing a woman-like softness + of curve, and a ruby redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much + susceptibility of heart where feminine beauty was concerned—a + susceptibility that might require all the ballast of brain with which he + had previously been credited to confine within reasonable channels. + </p> + <p> + His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and + unconstrained. + </p> + <p> + The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of thunder + was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the ears of both + seemed to be absently following the low roar of the waterfall as it became + gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain upon the trees and + herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him, Cytherea had turned + her head towards the avenue for a while, and now, glancing back again for + an instant, she discovered that his eyes were engaged in a steady, though + delicate, regard of her face and form. + </p> + <p> + At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses + touched, and remained in contact. + </p> + <p> + His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her dress + is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her intelligence if + not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. By the slightest + hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation. Crease but the very + Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her as much as pinching + her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to + the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is + there almost before you. + </p> + <p> + Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill + through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a + mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt + him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing it + was necessary to advance a little into the rain. + </p> + <p> + ‘Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,’ he said. ‘Step inside + the door.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea hesitated. + </p> + <p> + ‘Perfectly safe, I assure you,’ he added, laughing, and holding the door + open. ‘You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in—boxes + on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An + old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to + rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have never been in.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here, + they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is now + my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old + chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly + for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the top, + and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and be merry + by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from that monstrous + fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate, though you can + see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had it in its + original state.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘With more romance and less comfort.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see how + the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only piece of + ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘An organ?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case this + afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very large one, + but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil your + touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano isn’t + much as an instrument.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That isn’t altogether a right sentiment about things being good enough.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a + rule from their teeth, merely for fashion’s sake, because cleverer men + have said it before them—not from the experience of their ears.’ + </p> + <p> + Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a + great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. He + charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her + blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of + mental superiority which vexed her. + </p> + <p> + ‘I play for my private amusement only,’ he said. ‘I have never learned + scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.’ + </p> + <p> + The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific force. + The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire + continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above + their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the + steward’s descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a + volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney. + </p> + <p> + ‘You are not going to play now, are you?’ said Cytherea uneasily. + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes. Why not now?’ he said. ‘You can’t go home, and therefore we may as + well be amused, if you don’t mind sitting on this box. The few chairs I + have unpacked are in the other room.’ + </p> + <p> + Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the organ + and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every variety of + expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he ceased and + began searching for some music-book. + </p> + <p> + ‘What a splendid flash!’ he said, as the lightning again shone in through + the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole extent of + the original hall, was much too large for the present room. The thunder + pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened, not only at + the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which seemed to + surround her there. + </p> + <p> + ‘I wish I—the lightning wasn’t so bright. Do you think it will last + long?’ she said timidly. + </p> + <p> + ‘It can’t last much longer,’ he murmured, without turning, running his + fingers again over the keys. ‘But this is nothing,’ he continued, suddenly + stopping and regarding her. ‘It seems brighter because of the deep shadow + under those trees yonder. Don’t mind it; now look at me—look in my + face—now.’ + </p> + <p> + He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong + eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the + too-delicately beautiful face. + </p> + <p> + The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as + firmly as before. ‘There,’ he said, turning to her, ‘that’s the way to + look at lightning.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, it might have blinded you!’ she exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense—not lightning of this sort—I shouldn’t have stared + at it if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will + you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, thank you—I don’t want to hear it whilst it thunders so.’ But + he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again, + marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance + which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why do you play such saddening chords?’ she said, when he next paused. + </p> + <p> + ‘H’m—because I like them, I suppose,’ said he lightly. ‘Don’t you + like sad impressions sometimes?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, sometimes, perhaps.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘When you are full of trouble.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, why shouldn’t I when I am full of trouble?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you troubled?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am troubled.’ He said this thoughtfully and abruptly—so abruptly + that she did not push the dialogue further. + </p> + <p> + He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the + completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which + reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space of + the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound outside, + moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power of the mere + notes, practised as was the hand that produced them. The varying strains—now + loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous, + subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a graceful + and easy flow—shook and bent her to themselves, as a gushing brook + shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. The power of the music + did not show itself so much by attracting her attention to the subject of + the piece, as by taking up and developing as its libretto the poem of her + own life and soul, shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her + judgment and holding them in its own. + </p> + <p> + She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before + her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into her + with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the thunder + close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up beside him, + and looking with parted lips at his face. + </p> + <p> + He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the ideal + element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which woman’s + instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell; and he + saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost touched + her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies— + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you very much like this piece?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very much indeed,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Thank you much.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, not for me. Don’t bring it,’ she said hastily. ‘I shouldn’t like you + to.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me see—to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall + be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you + there, and I should like you to have it.’ + </p> + <p> + He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes. + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well,’ she said, to get rid of the look. + </p> + <p> + The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in + seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the + western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was + full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house, and + the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished. It + was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into frankness + by the wiles of a stranger. + </p> + <p> + ‘Allow me to come with you,’ he said, accompanying her to the door, and + again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His + influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned + her back upon him. ‘May I come?’ he repeated. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile—it is really not + necessary, thank you,’ she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening, + without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing at + the door. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?’ was all she could think. Her + own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could see. + Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were upon her + until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by ascending the + rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the overhanging + trees. + </p> + <p> + 5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M. + </p> + <p> + The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an + invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more + wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the + slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she was + full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston—-the next, + Edward’s image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston’s black + eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth appeared + bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those troubles + to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. + Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. + </p> + <p> + On coming into Miss Aldclyffe’s presence Cytherea told her of the + incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her + ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea’s slight departure from + the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked + delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. + </p> + <p> + ‘And so you were with him all that time?’ said the lady, with assumed + severity. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I was.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I didn’t call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What remarks did he make, do you say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A very important remark, that. Did he—’ she turned her glance full + upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said— + </p> + <p> + ‘Did he say anything about <i>me</i>?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing,’ said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, ‘except that I was to + give you the subscription.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You are quite sure?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Quite.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Only one thing—that he was troubled,’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Troubled!’ + </p> + <p> + After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such + behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making a + confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was mistaken, + nothing more was said. + </p> + <p> + When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell + letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable and + brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only + dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told him + that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement to + another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour bade + him marry his early love—a woman far better than her unworthy self, + who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember that he was + not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity and cruelty in + meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss + from her lips on the last evening of the water excursions. ‘I never, never + can forget it!’ she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her + duty, ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were + of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever approach + her more. + </p> + <p> + Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering + tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing Dante + from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being who + contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point a pretty + woman’s jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover hints for + excusing himself at each fresh indictment. + </p> + <p> + This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with + weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he + had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly + that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would + have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained + over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being + able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he + was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE + September 20th. + + ‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I + promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + + ‘C. GRAYE.’ +</pre> + <p> + A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, and + thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman carry + off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with the other, + she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether she had acted + very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so influenced her. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0010" id="link2H_4_0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER + </h3> + <p> + The foremost figure within Cytherea’s horizon, exclusive of the inmates of + Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible that + they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be engaged in + the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting at some spot + or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance + she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a + glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe + furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked + beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House + turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a certainty. + She knew that he loved her. + </p> + <p> + But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He was + palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to hide, the + weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own conscience than + from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one of his encounters with + her was anything more than the result of pure accident. He made no + advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never sought her: the words he + had whispered at their first interview now proved themselves to be quite + as much the result of unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held + him back, bound his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of + his person, nor fear that she would refuse him—a course she + unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare himself. + She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as she might have + been in some fascinating panther or leopard—for some undefinable + reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired. The keynote of her + nature, a warm ‘precipitance of soul,’ as Coleridge happily writes it, + which Manston had so directly pounced upon at their very first interview, + gave her now a tremulous sense of being in some way in his power. + </p> + <p> + The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and + inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any + other, led her to cherish Edward’s image now, was that he had taken no + notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It + was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she + thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Ingenium mulierum, + Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.’ +</pre> + <p> + The month of October passed, and November began its course. The + inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that Miss + Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and became + very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe’s ears) to the + effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye. Indeed, + the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to say about it + except that their marriage would be an excellent one for both;—for + her in point of comfort—and for him in point of love. + </p> + <p> + As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first + had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her + neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By the + middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other two was + received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty intrigue + had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before, + when he was a very young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some + womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was + becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady’s jealousy + would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new attachment to + Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe this was Cytherea + herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were hidden from all besides. It + was not only in public, but even more markedly in secluded places, on + occasions when gallantry would have been safe from all discovery, that + this guarded course of action was pursued, all the strength of a consuming + passion burning in his eyes the while. + </p> + <p> + 2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH + </p> + <p> + It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a visit + to his sister. + </p> + <p> + His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth, + and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to + his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in the + afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next morning, + Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him lodging for + an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + He reached the house about four o’clock, and ringing the bell, asked of + the page who answered it for Miss Graye. + </p> + <p> + When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming out + from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule and + heard the question. The steward’s face grew hot, and he secretly clenched + his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and saw that + the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown into the + house. Manston went back to him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who was that man?’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t know, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has he ever been here before?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How many times?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Three.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You are sure you don’t know him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think he is Miss Graye’s brother, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then, why the devil didn’t you say so before!’ Manston exclaimed, and + again went on his way. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course, that was not the man of my dreams—of course, it couldn’t + be!’ he said to himself. ‘That I should be such a fool—such an utter + fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after day, + till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady’s dependent, a waif, a + helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that is + just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows of + circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!’ + </p> + <p> + He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. + </p> + <p> + He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to + an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at + the potter’s yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a + remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was what + still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his + excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly + remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with + Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide. + </p> + <p> + ‘How I am harassed!’ he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour, + while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. ‘How I am + harassed by these emotions of mine!’ He calmed himself by an effort. + ‘Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it. “Honesty + is the best policy;”’ with which vigorously uttered resolve he once more + attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his journey. + </p> + <p> + The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward came + from the potter’s door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did not tend + to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to attract his eye, + he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along the margin of turnip + fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of the crop struck flatly + against his feet at every step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of + moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was + unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and + followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced by the + overhanging trees. + </p> + <p> + After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few minutes, + he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely familiar to + him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming at right angles + upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with outstretched hands soon + told him to be a rail fence. However, as the wood was not large, he + experienced no alarm about finding the path again, and with some sense of + pleasure halted awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely + melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on, + the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly + discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him waving + restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their boughs like + hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its striking and emphatic + loneliness, began to grow congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed + at the antipodes. + </p> + <p> + A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie, + and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among + the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light coming + forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated oblong + pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever. + </p> + <p> + The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance with + the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but + momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway, + being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting in the + midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver having the + fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The train had, + when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle + was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van. + </p> + <p> + But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it was + only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his position + of facing the railway. + </p> + <p> + If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing + him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like + state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still continued + pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his other heel + raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the cutting. The only + movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower jaw, separating his + previously closed lips a little way, as when a strange conviction rushes + home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the + first, had taken possession of him. + </p> + <p> + It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a + second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face, + reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it. The + face was a woman’s. + </p> + <p> + At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his + hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction as + to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its way + to another person’s intelligence. ‘How can my address have become known?’ + he said at length, audibly. ‘Well, it is a blessing I have been + circumspect and honourable, in relation to that—yes, I will say it, + for once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea, + never to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!’ The + great sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been + exercised upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed. + </p> + <p> + He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and + presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the + railway by a bridge. + </p> + <p> + As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by + degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and + he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘A woman shall compass a man.’ +</pre> + <p> + 3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK + </p> + <p> + Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered along + the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye’s bedroom opened, + and a tap was given upon his door. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen, Owen, are you awake?’ said Cytherea in a whisper through the + keyhole. ‘You must get up directly, or you’ll miss the train.’ + </p> + <p> + When he descended to his sister’s little room, he found her there already + waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table for him. A + hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his overcoat and + finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long deserted + passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast walking before + them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast long wheeling + shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed, their remoter + ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out. + </p> + <p> + Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage + which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror of + giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their + men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social + position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him. + </p> + <p> + ‘I want to talk to you as long as I can,’ she said tenderly. + </p> + <p> + Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The + feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under which + the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting that + apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused by the + world getting lighter instead of darker. ‘The tearful glimmer of the + languid dawn’ was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy red + leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon + loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had + collected from the foggy air. + </p> + <p> + They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had + proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the + turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the + building. + </p> + <p> + She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn + over her head and closely round her face—so closely that her eyes + were the sole features uncovered. + </p> + <p> + With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect + stillness and silence pervaded the steward’s residence from basement to + chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth. + </p> + <p> + Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two, + or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the + park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention of + letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid + observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her + pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out + again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced + by Owen and his sister. + </p> + <p> + These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it as + the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking for a + gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the hard + ground. + </p> + <p> + Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the + still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached her + ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights + whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the + attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the + position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed + them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you believe in such odd coincidences?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, one will occur often enough—that is, two disconnected events + will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the + fact beyond saying, “Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the + same,” and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent + reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means + at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten + times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I don’t + see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the + public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name + and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact + that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was + simply owing to Springrove.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first loved, + and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe’s; you can’t get over that.’ + </p> + <p> + From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on the + designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and went + into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe’s history. + </p> + <p> + ‘Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?’ she inquired at + last. + </p> + <p> + ‘What’s the use?’ he said. ‘Your possessing the knowledge does no harm; + you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe + might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,’ Cytherea went on, + ‘had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible, + and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which is + more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She is in love with him!’ exclaimed Owen; ‘fancy that!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—that’s what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice + anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that + she is in love with him at all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why can’t you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She doesn’t act as if she were. She isn’t—you will know I don’t say + it from any vanity, Owen—she isn’t the least jealous of me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps she is in some way in his power.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty + or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And + since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise + herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here at + all?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do, + Cyth, that with women there’s nothing between the two poles of emotion + towards an interesting male acquaintance. ‘Tis either love or aversion.’ + </p> + <p> + They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea’s eyes + accidentally fell upon her brother’s feet. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen,’ she said, ‘do you know that there is something unusual in your + manner of walking?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What is it like?’ he asked. + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t quite say, except that you don’t walk so regularly as you used + to.’ + </p> + <p> + The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their + footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their + conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to + give over listening to them. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ Owen returned with assumed carelessness, ‘I do know it. I think the + cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle + sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by + steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to + you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking + about.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But is it anything serious, dear Owen?’ Cytherea exclaimed, with some + alarm. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of it + when I sit in the office.’ + </p> + <p> + Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked + at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed on + upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old channel. + </p> + <p> + Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and + hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to a + gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly + opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the + railway station. + </p> + <p> + Presently she heard Owen Graye’s footsteps in her rear, his quickened pace + implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon increased + her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced her + fellow-traveller. + </p> + <p> + The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails; + and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was + shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered the + waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the movements + of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked + for a ticket for London. + </p> + <p> + He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there + and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing + with the perception. + </p> + <p> + 4. EIGHT TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk’s wife, a + fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by + which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing + almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old + manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on + that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable + kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could + be made with some person as permanent domestic. + </p> + <p> + Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted the + fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and + husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston. + Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and + had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his + bed, and put the house in order for the day. + </p> + <p> + On the morning of Owen Graye’s departure, she went through the operations + of her first visit as usual—proceeded home to breakfast, and went + back again, to perform those of the second. + </p> + <p> + Entering Manston’s empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she + indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it. + </p> + <p> + Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, ‘What a + remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!’ The upper bed-clothes were + flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. ‘Anybody + would almost fancy,’ she thought, ‘that he had made it himself after + rising.’ + </p> + <p> + But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. Crickett + set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and sheets, and + stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something arrested her + attention; she looked closely—more closely—very closely. + ‘Well, to be sure!’ was all she could say. The clerk’s wife stood as if + the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it. + </p> + <p> + The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less than + a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman’s head. + She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there holding it + out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in meditation: her + gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair, involuntarily + dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner + vision obscured the outer one. + </p> + <p> + She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound it + round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in her + pocket. Mrs. Crickett’s thoughts were with her work no more that morning. + </p> + <p> + She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of + feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found. + </p> + <p> + She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house, + fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, she + saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own. + </p> + <p> + Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the + village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat, an + intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique diseases + and afflictions. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on high + before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned and + wandered after it like a cat’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘What is it?’ said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching out + towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been an + unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli. + </p> + <p> + ‘You shall hear,’ said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the + treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly imparted, + together with the accident of its discovery. + </p> + <p> + A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the middle + of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon it. The + pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows on the + edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly touching, + and their eyes upon the hair. + </p> + <p> + ‘He ha’ been mad a’ter my lady Cytherea,’ said Mrs. Crickett, ‘and ‘tis my + very belief the hair is—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No ‘tidn’. Hers idn’ so dark as that,’ said Elizabeth. + </p> + <p> + ‘Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the Church, + I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I don’t wish to + say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I believe her to + be a nameless thing, and she’s no right to stick a moral clock in her + face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn’t of a bad stock + at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she wasn’t bad in the + planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the growen, she’s made + bad by what she’s gone through since.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But I have another reason for knowing it idn’ hers,’ said Mrs. Leat. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah! I know whose it is then—Miss Aldclyffe’s, upon my song!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis the colour of hers, but I don’t believe it to be hers either.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t you believe what they d’ say about her and him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I say nothen about that; but you don’t know what I know about his + letters.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What about ‘em?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He d’ post all his letters here except those for one person, and they he + d’ take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know, and + as he d’ sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all the + people who d’ post letters. Mr. Manston d’ unvariably go there wi’ letters + for that person; my boy d’ know ‘em by sight well enough now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Is it a she?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis a she.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What’s her name?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn’t call to mind more than that ‘tis + Miss Somebody, of London. However, that’s the woman who ha’ been here, + depend upon’t—a wicked one—some poor street-wench escaped from + Sodom, I warrant ye.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That may be.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. ‘Tis no miss who came here to see + our steward last night—whenever she came or wherever she vanished. + Do you think he would ha’ let a miss get here how she could, go away how + she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?’ + </p> + <p> + Elizabeth shook her head—Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. + </p> + <p> + ‘I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the grate + was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers, and he + was still in bed. No, he wouldn’t take the trouble to write letters to a + girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There’s a tie between ‘em + stronger than feelen. She’s his wife.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He married! The Lord so ‘s, what shall we hear next? Do he look married + now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Perhaps she’s a tame one—but she’s his wife still.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no: he’s not a married man.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes, he is. I’ve had three, and I ought to know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, well,’ said Mrs. Leat, giving way. ‘Whatever may be the truth on’t + I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, ay, Elizabeth,’ rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as she + turned on her foot to go home, ‘good people like you may say so, but I + have always found Providence a different sort of feller.’ + </p> + <p> + 5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH + </p> + <p> + It was Miss Aldclyffe’s custom, a custom originated by her father, and + nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every + morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as was the + case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was brought + upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out the + contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the + entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a + kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of + her namesake only. + </p> + <p> + Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the + operation of being brushed and dressed. + </p> + <p> + ‘What woman can this be, I wonder?’ she said on the morning succeeding + that of the last section. ‘“London, N.!” It is the first time in my life I + ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of London.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything + for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe’s + corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an + exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few + lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her side. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, ‘tis nothing,’ she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in a + noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into + silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very + anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon Cytherea + went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the room to + follow her own pursuits. + </p> + <p> + It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and then + she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all their + accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen of her + was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the flower-beds; + her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she crumpled a letter in + her hand. + </p> + <p> + Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed + seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way of + eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken in. + </p> + <p> + In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter of + the morning. One passage in it ran thus:— + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him to + acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and reasonings + that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited again, and the + time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at first. To show you + how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not till a fortnight ago, + when by stress of circumstances I had been driven to new lodgings, have I + ever assumed my married name, solely on account of its having been his + request all along that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is + my first disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to + visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like a + street dog—left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of + the house as she best may—is justified in doing anything. + </p> + <p> + ‘But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be + involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal + flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. + </p> + <p> + ‘What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with him + privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a decent and + careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any respectable man, + whose wife had been living away from him for some time, by reason, say, of + peculiar family circumstances which had caused disunion, but not enmity, + and who at length was enabled to reinstate her in his house. + </p> + <p> + ‘You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a + peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has + lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you by + describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, know <i>all + the sides of the story</i>, those from whom I collected it having each + only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing. One + person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; another, + of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; + another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what + fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the + natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct for a + young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at least of + these things were revealed to me. + </p> + <p> + ‘This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is the + ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling that + you will be too generous to refuse it to me. + </p> + <p> + ‘I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need he + if you remember my request.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A threat—a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words + as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an + Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat + on his account—O, O! shall it be?’ + </p> + <p> + Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body + became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely + necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer to + Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston’s possession of such a near + relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see what + could be done in such an unfortunate affair. + </p> + <p> + 6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST + </p> + <p> + Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the + House punctually at eight o’clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe was + brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could not + look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her. + </p> + <p> + The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was immediately + struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment. The fire was + dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small one, was burning + at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of the lofty and sombre + room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible + the titles of the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the + lower tiers of the bookshelves. + </p> + <p> + After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe + knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh, + and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered the + room. + </p> + <p> + Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not + discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all attempt + at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the perception that + probably his secret was by some means or other known to her; how it had + become known he could not tell. + </p> + <p> + She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting it + hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the light + from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface. + </p> + <p> + ‘You know whose writing this is?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and + hazard all on an advance. + </p> + <p> + ‘My wife’s,’ he said calmly. + </p> + <p> + His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an + answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, ‘Do you feel + your sin?’ She had clearly expected a sudden alarm. + </p> + <p> + ‘And why all this concealment?’ she said again, her voice rising, as she + vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were. + </p> + <p> + ‘It doesn’t follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every + stranger of it, madam,’ he answered, just as calmly as before. + </p> + <p> + ‘Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to + conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as + you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this + practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course I remember.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation. I + was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a + restriction of this kind, leaving one’s wife behind is always accepted as + a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The other + reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible excuse for + escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been mistaken in + marrying.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Mistaken! what was she?’ the lady inquired. + </p> + <p> + ‘A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool last + summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an architect.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Where did she come from?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been + married a week.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She was ugly, I imagine?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She is not an ugly woman by any means.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Up to the ordinary standard?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Quite up to the ordinary standard—indeed, handsome. After a while + we quarrelled and separated.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You did not ill-use her, of course?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little + sarcasm. + </p> + <p> + ‘I did not.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place; + however, he said quietly, ‘I did get tired of her. I never told her so, + but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London + and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your + advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell you + the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when your + satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have proved + the risk to be a safe one to run.’ + </p> + <p> + She bowed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to a + greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by the + frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was vexed + at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three nights ago; I + was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the railway. The + down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage + window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had thereupon + determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes before she + came in, next morning early she left again—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because you treated her so cavalierly?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That’s the whole story of her, + madam.’ Whatever were Manston’s real feelings towards the lady who had + received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained locked + within him as within a casket of steel. + </p> + <p> + ‘Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?’ she continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not + passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income + when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before our + marriage, and in her maiden name.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has she any friends?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on + some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do + much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.’ + </p> + <p> + A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘I understand,’ she said. ‘Now, though I have no direct right to concern + myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your + misleading me and getting the office you hold)—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘As to that, madam,’ he interrupted, rather hotly, ‘as to coming here, I + am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of Architects—who, + I could never tell—sent to my old address in London your + advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted to get + away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way on + purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement + certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I + anxious to stay.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion + with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the whole + lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of + Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don’t suppose I wish to be + overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this + much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well as + in yourself.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly, madam,’ he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the + dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the + effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught him to + flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural selection + for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, + as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object to, seeing that + it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on + the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, + he had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have power + over her who did. But at this hint of the lady’s wish to take his wife + under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any sinister motive + in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be troubled with these + doubts, which only concerned his wife’s happiness. + </p> + <p> + ‘She tells me,’ continued Miss Aldclyffe, ‘how utterly alone in the world + she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should sympathize with + her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your retirement from the + post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I will retain you as my + steward still, on condition that you bring home your wife, and live with + her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; you understand. I <i>wish</i> + you to stay here if you grant that everything shall flow smoothly between + yourself and her.’ + </p> + <p> + The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of + defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he controlled + himself and said, in his natural voice— + </p> + <p> + ‘My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers + will,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe. ‘That will be satisfactory, then.’ + </p> + <p> + After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to + put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired. + </p> + <p> + He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced that + telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception of his + love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had never + served him in better stead than it had done that night. + </p> + <p> + Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea’s beauty with the + bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed + himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his wife:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘KNAPWATER, + November 21, 1864. +</pre> + <p> + ‘DEAR EUNICE,—I hope you reached London safely after your flighty + visit to me. + </p> + <p> + ‘As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and your + wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all, it was + perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you did, + ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me. + </p> + <p> + ‘So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly worth + while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may have + gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous things + at a broker’s; your bringing them would only make a talk in this parish, + and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house separately. + </p> + <p> + ‘Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can + occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the + remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the + night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train—Your + very affectionate husband, + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘AENEAS MANSTON. +</pre> + <p> + ‘Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.’ + </p> + <p> + The address on the envelope was— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> +MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON, + LONDON, N. +</pre> + <p> + He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country + post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of + troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no + longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret. + </p> + <p> + 7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER + </p> + <p> + But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another + matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey. + </p> + <p> + The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had left + the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business engagement + with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman’s residence thirteen + miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife, had, in the + interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting could not now + be put off. + </p> + <p> + So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not be + postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely prevent + him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had intended, + but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with a conveyance + when she arrived there in the evening. + </p> + <p> + The next day came his wife’s answer to his first letter, in which she said + that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having already + written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands, he made no + further reply. + </p> + <p> + The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become + generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a little + judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy upon the + subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were placidly + received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the unsophisticated + minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity in the matter, + beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady’s face, was well-nigh + extinguished. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0011" id="link2H_4_0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + </h2> + <h3> + 1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M. + </h3> + <p> + Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston’s journey from London to her + husband’s house; a day of singular and great events, influencing the + present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a complex + drama form the subject of this record. + </p> + <p> + The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking his + breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight, the + horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at the + door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw which + showed the details and duration of the selected train’s journey. + </p> + <p> + The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid of + one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more + carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been + Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife. + </p> + <p> + He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger ran, + a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular place, to + imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By this oversight + he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford Road Station would + not be till late in the evening: by the second half of the train, + containing the third-class passengers, and passing two hours and + three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady, as a + second-class passenger, would really be brought. + </p> + <p> + He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return + from his day’s engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast, + gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations that + were to be made for the lady’s reception, jumped into his gig, and drove + off to Lord Claydonfield’s, at Chettlewood. + </p> + <p> + He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning + to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea’s room. Whilst he + looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish came + upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on previous + occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along the smooth + white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl + whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him. + </p> + <p> + Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston + reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood, + ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary + with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation + whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home. + </p> + <p> + The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella, + walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night, + listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual signs + of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in that this + seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband’s neglect—the + first having been shown in his not fetching her. + </p> + <p> + Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order to + secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage, + except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband’s house, + as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters if he + could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to do it + himself. + </p> + <p> + The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. + Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have + preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion + would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period than + two or three minutes together. + </p> + <p> + He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the effect + that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the station for + her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants of the parish. + </p> + <p> + He told her categorically the names of the chief—first the chief + possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first among + the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. + </p> + <p> + After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in his + power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been saying—before + Mrs. Manston’s existence was heard of—how well the handsome Mr. + Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each other as man and + wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the parish who took no + interest in bringing about the match. + </p> + <p> + ‘He rather liked her you think?’ + </p> + <p> + The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to + correct the error. + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, he don’t care a bit about her, ma’am,’ he said solemnly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not more than he does about me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not a bit.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then that must be little indeed,’ Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood still, + as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled to her + mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked petulantly a + few steps back again in the direction of the station. + </p> + <p> + The porter stood still and looked surprised. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll go back again; yes, indeed, I’ll go back again!’ she said + plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the deserted + road. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, I mustn’t go back now,’ she continued, in a tone of resignation. + Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as + before, giving vent to a slight laugh. + </p> + <p> + It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to hide + the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of + indifference. + </p> + <p> + Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak, + though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute: one + whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the + ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!’ she murmured + again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. + </p> + <p> + ‘What did you say, ma’am?’ said the porter. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this + time, I imagine?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very near now, ma’am.’ + </p> + <p> + They soon reached Manston’s residence, round which the wind blew + mournfully and chill. + </p> + <p> + Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter + stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited. + </p> + <p> + Nobody came. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of + rappings—less forcible, but more sustained. + </p> + <p> + There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible; + nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry + scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of + the porch. + </p> + <p> + The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting that + anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the place + in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go into the + village and converse with her friends. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is there an inn in the village?’ said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth and + loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in the + fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ma’am.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who keeps it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Farmer Springrove.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will go there to-night,’ she said decisively. ‘It is too cold, and + altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody’s + account, gentle or simple.’ + </p> + <p> + They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of + Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging + upon ten o’clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the + season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the + trees had greeted Cytherea’s eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a vast + cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and the + occasional creak of the swinging sign. + </p> + <p> + They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold, + than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of winter + winds. + </p> + <p> + It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London + either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his father + came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of disappointment + seldom witnessed in a man’s face was visible in old Mr. Springrove’s, when + he saw that the comer was a stranger. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward + was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable for + Edward, should he come in. + </p> + <p> + Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even + lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her + apartment, the chambermaid preceding her. + </p> + <p> + ‘If Mr. Manston comes to-night,’ she said, sitting on the bed as she had + come in, and addressing the woman, ‘tell him I cannot see him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ma’am.’ + </p> + <p> + The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before the + servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston + unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. + </p> + <p> + ‘Bring me some brandy,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a + tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a + single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still quite + undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. + </p> + <p> + Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen + for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself. + </p> + <p> + ‘This is welcome home!’ she said. + </p> + <p> + 2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M. + </p> + <p> + A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. + </p> + <p> + During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove + had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground, + lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked upon + as irreclaimable waste. + </p> + <p> + The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the + sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and + now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot. + </p> + <p> + It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston’s arrival, and one + or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament than + Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the back of + the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for though no + danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately still, a + brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a spark + across. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, that’s true enough,’ said Springrove. ‘I must look round before going + to bed and see that everything’s safe; but to tell the truth I am anxious + to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it into ground + again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to burn, and bringing + it back again, why, ‘tis more than the ashes would be worth.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, that’s very true,’ said the neighbours, and passed on. + </p> + <p> + Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he + went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring up for + the night, he made a final and more careful examination. The + slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity. + Springrove’s perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap was + not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from then, the + couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of danger to + anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more than a yard + off. + </p> + <p> + The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same + state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked in + the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked + towards it, but less carefully than on the first night. + </p> + <p> + The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old + smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a + probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow. + </p> + <p> + After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing her + retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a sound of + his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter, who sat for a + while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young Mr. Springrove get + out of the train, at which intelligence the old man concluded that he + would probably not see his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto + made a point of coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston. + </p> + <p> + Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time + going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and in + at the back of the house. + </p> + <p> + The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; two + nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to bolt and + bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a possibility + of his son’s return by the latest train, unlikely as it was that he would + be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to + his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten + o’clock. + </p> + <p> + Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap + of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days, + and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal ash, + displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the volcano-like + smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet process is + throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that + is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame + so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two. + </p> + <p> + Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door, + he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, a + quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat had + arisen inside. + </p> + <p> + As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining the + Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past him + into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a gate, + about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could be discerned + the situation of the building he had just quitted. He carelessly turned + his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red glow indicating the + position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and + diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal + of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he + should not care to have a fire so near them as that—and the wind + rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the station, + where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road was now quite + deserted: till four o’clock the next morning, when the carters would go by + to the stables there was little probability of any human being passing the + Three Tranters Inn. + </p> + <p> + By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if the + treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for + devastation. + </p> + <p> + At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard amid + the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter still, + and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered it, + sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then continuous + and strong. + </p> + <p> + At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of + ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the houses + and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. + </p> + <p> + Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a + distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on the + ground. + </p> + <p> + Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now + to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few + things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the + straw covering of a long thatched heap or ‘grave’ of mangel-wurzel, lying + in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the hedge. + There the fragment faded to darkness. + </p> + <p> + A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and + seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel + grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the + straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame + should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end. Yet + had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now at + this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries are + mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the + frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did + on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less + than thirty seconds. + </p> + <p> + 3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M. + </p> + <p> + A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three + Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made, the + rush was a rush for bare life. + </p> + <p> + A man’s voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were + heard. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and + chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a + quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the + base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves, + which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its + substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire. + </p> + <p> + The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting + forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power and + brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began to be + flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square outline + of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had hitherto been + a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a + light object against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the + flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out + from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light. + </p> + <p> + Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse of + ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the village + into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr. Raunham. + </p> + <p> + Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the men, + and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. Raunham and + the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in the village, + except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble the hose was + connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny instrument + began to play. + </p> + <p> + Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid faces + looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion a woman + cried, ‘Ring the bells backwards!’ and three or four of the old and + superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably. Some were + only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was Clerk + Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood, ghastly + and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had not the + slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the wound. + </p> + <p> + The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the + furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour, from + which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old silver + candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were all. + </p> + <p> + Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a + deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in + the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining, + upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector’s + engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as + nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the fire + prevailed without a minute’s hindrance, and dived through to the rafters. + </p> + <p> + Suddenly arose a cry, ‘Where’s Mr. Springrove?’ + </p> + <p> + He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been + standing a few minutes earlier. + </p> + <p> + ‘I fancy he’s gone inside,’ said a voice. + </p> + <p> + ‘Madness and folly! what can he save?’ said another. ‘Good God, find him! + Help here!’ + </p> + <p> + A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance of + the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves through + it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of their search + lying senseless on the floor of the passage. + </p> + <p> + To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a basin + of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover + consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No sooner + were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames lit up as + if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames. Simultaneously, the + joints of the boards forming the front door started into view as glowing + bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the centre, gradually + increasing in size till the flames rushed forth. + </p> + <p> + Then the staircase fell. + </p> + <p> + ‘Everybody is out safe,’ said a voice. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, thank God!’ said three or four others. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I hope she is,’ said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. It + was the chambermaid’s. + </p> + <p> + Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and + threw his hands up wildly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to + fetch her out, but I fell.’ + </p> + <p> + An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly by + this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which followed + his words. + </p> + <p> + An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one + intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over + them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash, + pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of + wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of black + dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed the uproar + of the fall. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who is she? what is she?’ burst from every lip again and again, + incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a + reply been volunteered. + </p> + <p> + The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the dying + old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible materials that + it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat in the road + increased, and now for an instant at the height of the conflagration all + stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and helpless, in the presence + of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds full of the tragedy unfolded + to them, they rushed forward again with the obtuse directness of waves, to + their labour of saving goods from the houses adjoining, which it was + evident were all doomed to destruction. + </p> + <p> + The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of + red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church clock + opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered chimes, + scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered through the + wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm. + </p> + <p> + 4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M. + </p> + <p> + Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no + very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater Old + House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than disagreeable, + was positively distasteful to him. + </p> + <p> + Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever fortunate + cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe’s manor, would never again fall to his + lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma, hoping that + some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him; married as he + was, he was near Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing + the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road + Station just soon enough to meet the last London train. + </p> + <p> + He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the horizon. + It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then the glare + visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its origin was + affected by the strong wind prevailing. + </p> + <p> + Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a rick-yard on fire,’ he thought; ‘no house could produce such a + raging flame so suddenly.’ + </p> + <p> + He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in the + neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the + excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being + an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming such + judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real + remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so + near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could + hear no sound. + </p> + <p> + Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an + angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon, + he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of + further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire + was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village. + </p> + <p> + The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was at + that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward’s + position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended. The + younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father’s house + by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring his wife, + the truth being that Edward’s lateness was owing to the simplest of all + causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey + for the sake of travelling at third-class fare. + </p> + <p> + Springrove had received Cytherea’s bitter and admonitory letter, and he + was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which he had + placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long engagement. An + increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of ecstasy with + Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue till speaking + was too late. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?’ he asked himself as he + walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: ‘miserable folly!’ + </p> + <p> + An impressionable heart had for years—perhaps as many as six or + seven years—been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to + yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, + though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes + women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion + which pervades the whole community at the present day—the habit of + exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact + remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the + sentiments of life the difference of sex is but a difference of degree. + </p> + <p> + But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still + continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or + rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too + unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon, he + developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the + heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the + earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters + satisfying himself with his cousin. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Tis She, and here + Lo! I unclothe and clear + My wishes’ cloudy character.’ +</pre> + <p> + Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man’s heart that the judgment + cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the situation, + that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the new. Such + women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there are very + few of them. Cytherea was one. + </p> + <p> + On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these + things, and had not answered it at all. But ‘hungry generations’ soon + tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong + necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was + ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation as + assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the + duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month. + </p> + <p> + He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the intervening + time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself on the road + homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a last glimpse + of Cytherea there. + </p> + <p> + 5. MIDNIGHT + </p> + <p> + It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. The + train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he + crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. + </p> + <p> + The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had returned + to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he entered, + and immediately came towards him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Manston came by the nine o’clock train, sir,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. + </p> + <p> + ‘Her luggage is here, sir,’ the porter said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘Directly this train is in and gone, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train. + </p> + <p> + ‘Where is that fire?’ Manston said to the booking-clerk. + </p> + <p> + Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the question + without having heard it. + </p> + <p> + ‘Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!’ he exclaimed. ‘You can’t see + the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the + bridge—‘tis tremendous!’ + </p> + <p> + He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came + in the next minute. + </p> + <p> + The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his + ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a black + bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the steps, + and struck out into the darkness. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who was that young man?’ said Manston, when the porter had returned. The + young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward’s thoughts after + him. + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s an architect.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,’ Manston + murmured. ‘What’s his name?’ he said again. + </p> + <p> + ‘Springrove—Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward,’ the steward repeated to himself, and + considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind. + </p> + <p> + The matter was Miss Aldclyffe’s mention of the young man as Cytherea’s + lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts. + </p> + <p> + ‘But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,’ he + pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the + luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one box, + which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, as his + eyes watched the process— + </p> + <p> + ‘But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.’ + </p> + <p> + He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted + the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park. + </p> + <p> + The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. He soon + could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the crackling of + burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the conflagration. + </p> + <p> + Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the + right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking in + darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching nearer, + to screen them from the glare of the reflector. + </p> + <p> + Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally, + who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hoy!’ cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the way. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is that Mr. Manston?’ said the man. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Somebody ha’ come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, well.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, unfortunately she’s come, I know, and asleep long before this time, + I suppose.’ + </p> + <p> + The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his + face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, she did come,’ he said.... ‘I beg pardon, sir, but I should be glad + of—of—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not a farthing! I didn’t want your news, I knew she was come.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Won’t you give me a shillen, sir?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly not.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don’t know what + to do. If I don’t pay you back some day I’ll be d—d.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The devil is so cheated that perdition isn’t worth a penny as a + security.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Oh!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me go on,’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘Thy wife is <i>dead</i>; that’s the rest o’ the news,’ said the labourer + slowly. He waited for a reply; none came. + </p> + <p> + ‘She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn’t get into thy house, + the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up, and she’s + a cinder, as thou’lt be some day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That will do, let me drive on,’ said the steward calmly. + </p> + <p> + Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes the + brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back into the + ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such an unmoved + David as this. + </p> + <p> + Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and ran + on foot to the site of the fire. + </p> + <p> + The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, and + all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what furniture + they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already on fire. The + Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was small, and + ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a coat which + had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, was directing + on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of goods into the + church, and with the other was pointing out the spot on which it was most + desirable that the puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. + Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight of Manston’s pale and clear + countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming faces + of the toiling villagers. + </p> + <p> + ‘Was she burnt?’ he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into + the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. ‘Is she + burnt?’ repeated Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of burning,’ + the rector said solemnly; ‘the roof and gable fell in upon her, and + crushed her. Instant death must have followed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why was she here?’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door of + your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being that + your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came back to + the inn and went to bed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Where’s the landlord?’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and + corroborated the evidence given by the rector. + </p> + <p> + ‘Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?’ said the steward. + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t say. I didn’t see; but I think—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you think?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She was much put out about something.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘My not meeting her, naturally,’ murmured the other, lost in reverie. He + turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the shining + light. + </p> + <p> + Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means at + their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each presented + itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking ruins at the end + where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass—glowing as none + but wood embers will glow—at the other. + </p> + <p> + A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here—steam. + There was present what is not observable in towns—incandescence. + </p> + <p> + The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke from + the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back from the + road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups in the + churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of generations, + stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and almost even with + the top of the low wall dividing one from the other. The headstones stood + forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being + repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a + mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning + gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten church in + the background. + </p> + <p> + The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of the + case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the night, + the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from the several + houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and they accordingly + were gathered there. + </p> + <p> + 6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M. + </p> + <p> + Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, and + now entered the opened door of the building. + </p> + <p> + He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in the + north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own wall + from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the same side. + The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow candle, + standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to that in + which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was piled. The + candle’s mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from the ruins, + making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day. + </p> + <p> + Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his son + Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They were speaking + of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was relinquished for + that of the houses burnt. + </p> + <p> + This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under + the following circumstances:— + </p> + <p> + Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages afterwards + stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village street, difficult + to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a large bed of flints + called locally a ‘lanch’ or ‘lanchet.’ + </p> + <p> + The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that a + row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly + granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each lessee + was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for the whole + term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and delivered + it up intact at the end of the term. + </p> + <p> + Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, either + by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove’s father. New lives were added in + some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., and all + the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the chief + provisions for his old age. + </p> + <p> + The steward had become interested in the following conversation:— + </p> + <p> + ‘Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.’ + </p> + <p> + The words came from Edward in an anxious tone. + </p> + <p> + ‘You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,’ returned the old man + gloomily. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not?’ the son asked. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not one!’ said the farmer. + </p> + <p> + ‘In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had + been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years, gave + up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had done + previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and greatness of the + risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been continually + intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who expects a + fire?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you remember the terms of the leases?’ said Edward, still more + uneasily. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, not particularly,’ said his father absently. + </p> + <p> + ‘Where are they?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘In the bureau there; that’s why I tried to save it first, among other + things.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, we must see to that at once.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you want?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The key.’ + </p> + <p> + They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then + proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under the + gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, whilst + his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers, and + spread the first out before him. + </p> + <p> + ‘You read it, Ted. I can’t see without my glasses. This one will be + sufficient. The terms of all are the same.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some + time; then aloud and slowly as follows:— + </p> + <p> + ‘And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and + administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt + Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his heirs + and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald Fellcourt + Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten shillings and + sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed for the payment + thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times during the said term + well and sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house + and all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be + erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without + exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the determination + of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his + heirs and assigns.’ + </p> + <p> + They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without + speaking. + </p> + <p> + Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the + farmer’s own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of + sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step + aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose to + do so. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who is he?’ whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Manston, the steward.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger + man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which still + lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of each across + the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and also + illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had learnt, + by a letter from home, of the steward’s passion for Cytherea, and his + mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That + marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man’s newly acquired freedom, + and felt an instinctive enmity towards him—he would hardly own to + himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea’s attachment to Edward, and + looked keenly and inscrutably at him. + </p> + <p> + 7. ONE TO TWO A.M. + </p> + <p> + Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. Entering + the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once proceeded + upstairs to his bedroom. + </p> + <p> + Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot + repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the soul + to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed with the + title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and inhumanly, but + honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent catastrophe. Beside his + bed, for that first time during a period of nearly twenty years, he fell + down upon his knees in a passionate outburst of feeling. + </p> + <p> + Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then + seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was + necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night. + </p> + <p> + Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving + there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain + number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still red-hot + and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards searching + them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in the company + of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire from the + scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could live amid the + embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for + the remains of his unfortunate wife. + </p> + <p> + Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0012" id="link2H_4_0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH + </h3> + <p> + The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o’clock came without + bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed the + hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern + manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and to + place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search for any + relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an instant. + </p> + <p> + He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the + death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity + deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to + require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of + the steps which had better be taken to remedy it. + </p> + <p> + It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke to + him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in him, + peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this tone: the + demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she could not + tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man. + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, I am,’ he answered shortly. + </p> + <p> + ‘But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?’ + </p> + <p> + He confessed it—‘For she was not a good woman,’ he added. + </p> + <p> + ‘I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,’ + Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why?’ he asked. ‘Why should I praise her if she doesn’t deserve it? I say + exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his letters—that + neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but good of the + dead. And now, madam,’ he continued, after a short interval of thought, ‘I + may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in + endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about you, one in whom + I am much interested already.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, Cytherea.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You have been loving Cytherea all the while?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to rise + from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward quietly + looked on and added, ‘I have been loving and still love her.’ + </p> + <p> + She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand + moving indecisively at her side. + </p> + <p> + ‘And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that + backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell me, has + been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her attractions.’ + Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of inquiry; but none + of jealousy. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ he said; ‘and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just + that one thing—a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not + give me credit for.’ The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone of + pride. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. + </p> + <p> + ‘And now,’ he went on, ‘I may as well say a word in vindication of my + conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in + submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live + with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office + which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but this + unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, folly, and + even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try to continue + near her, even as the husband of another woman.’ + </p> + <p> + He waited for her to speak: she did not. + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye’s + love,’ he went on. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, Edward Springrove,’ she said quietly. ‘I know it, I did once want to + see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be made + up again, unless—’ she spoke as if she had only half attended to + Manston’s last statement. + </p> + <p> + ‘He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,’ said the steward. + </p> + <p> + ‘Pooh!’ said she, ‘you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that’s nothing to + help us; he’s now come home to break it off.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He must not break it off,’ said Manston, firmly and calmly. + </p> + <p> + His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said + haughtily, ‘Well, that’s your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been to + see her <i>your</i> wife, I can’t do anything dishonourable to bring about + such a result.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But it must be <i>made</i> your affair,’ he said in a hard, steady voice, + looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her past. + </p> + <p> + One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that + peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman’s countenance when, after + having been sedulously engaged in establishing another’s position, she + suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss + Aldclyffe looked at the steward. + </p> + <p> + ‘You—know—something—of me?’ she faltered. + </p> + <p> + ‘I know all,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn’t tell you!’ + she burst out. ‘Couldn’t she keep her word for a day?’ She reflected and + then said, but no more as to a stranger, ‘I will not yield. I have + committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment of weakness, + though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was chiefly because I + was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! I will put up with + threats no more. O, can <i>you</i> threaten me?’ she added softly, as if + she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been speaking. + </p> + <p> + ‘My love must be made your affair,’ he repeated, without taking his eyes + from her. + </p> + <p> + An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, + obstructed her utterance for a time. ‘How can you turn upon me so when I + schemed to get you here—schemed that you might win her till I found + you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!’ She wept; and the weeping of + such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man. + </p> + <p> + ‘Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret—the most + absurd thing in the world,’ he said, not heeding her distress. ‘I knew + all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found + that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it + fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere + spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you + threaten me when you know—you know—that I would befriend you + readily without a threat!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes, I think you would,’ he said more kindly; ‘but your indifference + for so many, many years has made me doubt it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, not indifference—‘twas enforced silence. My father lived.’ + </p> + <p> + He took her hand, and held it gently. + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + ‘Now listen,’ he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become + calmer: ‘Springrove must marry the woman he’s engaged to. You may make + him, but only in one way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well: but don’t speak sternly, AEneas!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the + last two or three years?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been + promptly paid, haven’t they?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are + burnt?’ he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel + him even to rebuild every house. ‘The case is the clearest case of fire by + negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,’ he continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, + directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the park?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, but that doesn’t affect the position, which is that Farmer + Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I won’t do it—‘tis a conspiracy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Won’t you for me?’ he said eagerly. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe changed colour. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t threaten now, I implore,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Because you might threaten if you chose,’ she mournfully answered. ‘But + why be so—when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long + before it was yours? What must I do?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove, + which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected to + rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in order + that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an impulse + of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses. To rebuild + them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost + surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the + leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling + an old tenant like his father to any such painful extreme—there + shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then + speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, and + whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with hope + deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, as some + return for your consideration towards his father. Don’t suggest too early + a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you of some motive beyond + womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to her that she shall be his + wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, on assenting to this, to + write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She has already asked him to do that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘So much the better—and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil + his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth + while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she + knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening I + saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust me, he + will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be + induced to marry me—perhaps before; a woman’s pride is soon + wounded.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And hadn’t I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more particularly + what’s the law upon the houses?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, there’s no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case stands—quite + well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want the pressure to + be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from home again.’ + </p> + <p> + She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he became + lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the carpet. + ‘Yes, yes, she will be mine,’ he whispered, careless of Cytherea + Aldclyffe’s presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will do my best, AEneas,’ she answered. + </p> + <p> + Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the + blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing. + </p> + <p> + 2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND + </p> + <p> + The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise that, + even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the unfortunate + Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. + </p> + <p> + Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and + chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one + glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks and + flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was persistently + hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive the effect of + the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly for thirty + hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was found to set at + rest any doubts of her fate. + </p> + <p> + The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few + coins, and two charred and blackened bones. + </p> + <p> + Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held + at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the + chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern—the only + remaining one in the village—was crowded to excess by the + neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who could by + any possibility obtain an hour’s release from their duties being present + as listeners. + </p> + <p> + The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in a + white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin + lined with white silk (by Manston’s order), which stood in an adjoining + room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully + arranged flowers and evergreens—also the steward’s own doing. + </p> + <p> + Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London—an old white-headed man, without + the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing—was sworn, and + deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday + evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very + little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not + inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave + her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee of + her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived for + three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one night + during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of + November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o’clock + in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She + paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week + previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only took + half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when she + left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with black + japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. + </p> + <p> + Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he saw + Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out of a + second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood beside + him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, consisting of + the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was placed in the + cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there to meet her. She + asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. + Manston’s house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty at that time, and + offered to go himself. The witness here repeated the conversation he had + had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her + at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston’s house being closed. + </p> + <p> + Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and commiseration + passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. + </p> + <p> + The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously + thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of + scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the + result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when + he spoke. + </p> + <p> + His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and + asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the + passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order. + The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs. + Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her + altogether. + </p> + <p> + Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son + Edward’s return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught sight + of her shadow moving about the room. + </p> + <p> + THE CORONER: ‘Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?’ + </p> + <p> + SPRINGROVE: ‘I cannot say, as I didn’t take particular notice. It moved + backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing up + and down the room.’ + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Fitler, the ostler’s wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded + Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs. + Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little brandy. + Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put it on the + dressing-table. + </p> + <p> + THE CORONER: ‘Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she came + in.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did she begin to undress before you left?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was on + the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes when + pulled off?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she + seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And did you hear or see any more of her?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No more, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance + with Mr. Manston’s orders, everything had been made comfortable in the + house for Mrs. Manston’s expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston told + her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till between + eleven and twelve o’clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not expecting + Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. + Leat the postmistress. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he had + mistaken the time of the train’s arrival, and hence was not at the station + when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife’s—he knew it + by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of keys + belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. + Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the + evening after their day’s business had been settled, that he was going to + meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the last + train that night. + </p> + <p> + The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small + fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae—the other + the head of the os femoris—but they were both so far gone that it + was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a + male or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman’s. He did + not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was + crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as the + floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it. + </p> + <p> + Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony. + </p> + <p> + The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the + deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning + of the Three Tranters Inn. + </p> + <p> + 3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON + </p> + <p> + When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of the + inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park, a + distance of about a stone’s-throw. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Everybody,’ said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ‘’tis quite a misery + to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it breaks. I + think of the words, “In the morning thou shalt say, Would God it were + even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for the fear + of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of thine eyes + which thou shalt see.”’ His voice became broken. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—true. I read Deuteronomy myself,’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘But my loss is as nothing to yours,’ the farmer continued. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling if I + didn’t, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. Indeed + my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in nature as it + is.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in place + again?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,’ said the old man, with + more agitation in his voice. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, exactly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe’s mind to give me an idea of how she + means to treat me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her + mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory; + she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in + consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly think + more.’ + </p> + <p> + The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the road + with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece’s cottage, in + which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken + refuge. + </p> + <p> + The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible. + Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the afternoon, + nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from him. Edward + continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or floor, quite + unconscious of another’s presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but + quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction. + </p> + <p> + 4. DECEMBER THE THIRD + </p> + <p> + The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son was + alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation with + the steward. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,’ said Edward vehemently. ‘I’ll see + Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you’ll not believe + till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will do + any such unjust thing.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the + high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short + cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes, + meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying the + scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of little + things without being conscious of them at the time, though they appear in + the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, lustrous, late + autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning and evening seem + to meet together without the intervention of a noon. The clear yellow + sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same + time taking a walk in the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered + he heard behind the plantation a woman’s dress brushing along amid the + prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the boughs of + the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front of him. + </p> + <p> + He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request a + few minutes’ conversation with her, when she directly addressed him on the + subject of the fire. ‘It is a sad misfortune for your father’ she said, + ‘and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general + terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, the + disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row of + houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of some + hundreds of pounds?’ + </p> + <p> + She assented. ‘I have been thinking of it,’ she went on, and then repeated + in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. Some disturbance + of thought might have been fancied as taking place in Springrove’s mind + during her statement, but before she had reached the end, his eyes were + clear, and directed upon her. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t accept your conditions of release,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘They are not conditions exactly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not at all—the houses have been burnt by your family’s negligence.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t refer to the houses—you have of course the best of all + rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, + have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate + subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and + myself.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly not + realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an + educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society + from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford + parish, and that hence he had all a developed man’s unorthodox opinion + about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth + into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the + dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his + love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion + to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth. + </p> + <p> + And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second + person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were prepared + to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness resented a + criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, Manston’s + discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion only, was now + adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work. + </p> + <p> + A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried + palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring + strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she + descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to her + dying hour. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t quite see, Mr. Springrove,’ she said, ‘that I am altogether what + you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at any rate, + for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly well, and her + state of mind with regard to this matter.’ + </p> + <p> + Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was + willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea’s state of mind, even + through so dangerous a medium. + </p> + <p> + ‘A letter I received from her’ he said, with assumed coldness, ‘tells me + clearly enough what Miss Graye’s mind is.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do—all men are + like that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have reason to.’ He could feign no further than the first speech. + </p> + <p> + ‘I should be interested in knowing what reason?’ she said, with sarcastic + archness. + </p> + <p> + Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he + rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his + antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early + evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly + conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary + Stuart’s charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her + honestly. + </p> + <p> + ‘The best of reasons—the tone of her letter.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Pooh, Mr. Springrove!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be + strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy + could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of love—love + is only suppressed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman’s pity for + the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is often mistaken + for suppressed love?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft insidiousness. + </p> + <p> + This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea’s tone which he had + certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it. + </p> + <p> + ‘I had never thought of it,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘And don’t believe it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.’ + </p> + <p> + She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly— + </p> + <p> + ‘My intention was—what I did not dream of owning to you—my + intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton + not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye + with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I + did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven to + say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you—for it was a most + pronounced dismissal—not on account of your engagement. She is old + enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be + made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not + with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Good—! I can’t listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn’t + seen him!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could prove + to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went voluntarily to + his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for two hours playing + and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she went straight home, + and wrote the letter saying she should not see you again, entirely because + she had seen him and fallen desperately in love with him—a perfectly + natural thing for a young girl to do, considering that he’s the handsomest + man in the county. Why else should she not have written to you before?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I was such a—because she did not know of the connection + between me and my cousin until then.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I must think she did.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘On what ground?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very first + day she came to live with me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This—that the + day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part, + coincided with the day she had seen a certain man—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A remarkably handsome and talented man.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I admit that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, just when she had seen him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And been to his house alone with him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is nothing.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And stayed there playing and singing with him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Admit that, too,’ he said; ‘an accident might have caused it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a letter + referring to a secret appointment with him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never, by God, madam! never!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you say, sir?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never.’ + </p> + <p> + She sneered. + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very + trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady’s word is truthful, + though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself. You shall + learn that she <i>did</i> write him a letter concerning an assignation—that + is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be considerate enough to lend it + me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But besides,’ continued Edward, ‘a married man to do what would cause a + young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!’ + </p> + <p> + She flushed a little. + </p> + <p> + ‘That I don’t know anything about,’ she stammered. ‘But Cytherea didn’t, + of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he was + married.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course she didn’t.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly + afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. It is + notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her attractions, and + succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching them.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We’ll hope that he did.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But circumstances are changed now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very greatly changed,’ he murmured abstractedly. + </p> + <p> + ‘You must remember,’ she added more suasively, ‘that Miss Graye has a + perfect right to do what she likes with her own—her heart, that is + to say.’ + </p> + <p> + Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward’s faith + was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her. + </p> + <p> + Edward’s thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview with + her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,’ he remarked, + gloomily; ‘our conversation has ended sadly for me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t think so,’ she said, ‘and don’t be mistaken. I am older than you + are, many years older, and I know many things.’ + </p> + <p> + Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his + father’s expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward + slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin’s house. + The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting + there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, Ted, what does she say?’ he asked, in the intensely sanguine tones + which fall sadly upon a listener’s ear, because, antecedently, they raise + pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in some direction + or another. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing for us to be alarmed at,’ said Edward, with a forced + cheerfulness. + </p> + <p> + ‘But must we rebuild?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It seems we must, father.’ + </p> + <p> + The old man’s eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without + making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again. + When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding + the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading + them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again. + </p> + <p> + Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she watched + the farmer— + </p> + <p> + ‘I hope it won’t kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything + were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in the + world.’ It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up with + her after that remark. + </p> + <p> + She continued: ‘And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the + fire, that he wouldn’t for the world let any one else give me away to you + when we are married.’ + </p> + <p> + For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward’s mind as to the + justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the + alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well as + independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he had + thought of his father’s peace of mind! + </p> + <p> + The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking his + son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce Miss + Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an unfair + woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody to + condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward’s face: + their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in aspect. + </p> + <p> + ‘If she will only agree to that!’ he reiterated for the hundredth time, + increasing the sadness of his listeners. + </p> + <p> + An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a letter, + addressed— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.’ +</pre> + <p> + ‘Charles from Knapwater House brought it,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe’s writing,’ said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had + recognized it himself. ‘Now ‘tis all right; she’s going to make an offer; + she doesn’t want the houses there, not she; they are going to make that + the way into the park.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a supreme + effort of self-command— + </p> + <p> + ‘It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected + with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.’ + </p> + <p> + His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly + afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward opened + and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. + </p> + <p> + The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea’s handwriting, + addressed to ‘—— Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.’ Inside this + was the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his + house by the thunderstorm— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE, + September 20th. +</pre> + <p> + ‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I promised. + The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. ‘C. GRAYE.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule + observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed + ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been. + </p> + <p> + He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of + Cytherea’s feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe in + the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under the + trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful in her + portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her assumption of + causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea—the + hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea—had, at any rate, looked with + something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and form + of Manston. + </p> + <p> + Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to love + the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love? No; + never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her old, + innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew it—before + she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom it had flown. + Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result of first reflection. + Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a scoundrel, but for one + strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent to the whole parish, and had + come to Edward’s own knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as + a married man, conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days + of his arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances + had rested upon him—his upon her. + </p> + <p> + Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing + Cytherea’s letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through. He + was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the + letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, ‘All the + day long I have been thinking,’ afforded justifiable ground for assuming + that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward’s sight far + sweeter one) to the steward. + </p> + <p> + But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the + genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was a + short and shallow feeling—not perfect love: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Love is not love + Which alters when it alteration finds.’ +</pre> + <p> + But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. It + would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit away so + softly, and leave so few traces behind. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole matter + by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from Manston, and + her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in connection + with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her eagerness, + too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea indeed loved + the steward. + </p> + <p> + 5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH + </p> + <p> + Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from side + to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his ears. + </p> + <p> + Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon the + landing he found his father’s bedroom door already open. Edward concluded + that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone out into the + fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer doors was + unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. Then animated + by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour, in which the few + wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked in at the door. + Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been opened half way, he + saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his + body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were + ghostly-looking square folds of parchment—the leases of the houses + destroyed. + </p> + <p> + His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young + man as his face came into the faint light. + </p> + <p> + ‘Edward, why did you get up so early?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I was uneasy, and could not sleep.’ + </p> + <p> + The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to become + lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes, he said— + </p> + <p> + ‘This is more than we can bear, Ted—more than we can bear! Ted, this + will kill me. Not the loss only—the sense of my neglect about the + insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. ‘Tis all misery now. God + help us—all misery now!’ + </p> + <p> + Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight + outside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ted,’ the farmer went on, ‘this upset of be-en burnt out o’ home makes me + very nervous and doubtful about everything. There’s this troubles me + besides—our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It + must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn’t mind. Have you said + anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing at all lately.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You know, + no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, and I think + it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so long—you + are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify matters + very much, if you were to walk up to church wi’ her one of these mornings, + get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you don’t I must + get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two + little freeholds over the hill—not a morsel a-piece, divided as they + were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just + think about it, will ye, Ted?’ + </p> + <p> + He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his + mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I will,’ said Edward. + </p> + <p> + ‘But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,’ the farmer + went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. ‘I must know the + rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don’t like seeing her, but + I’d rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she’ll say to me.’ + </p> + <p> + The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her + what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her + character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had + once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at last + resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a promise + to that effect, she would say, ‘Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt: + we’ll let them go: trouble no more about them.’ + </p> + <p> + His mind was already made up. He said calmly, ‘Father, when you are + talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if + she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union + with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,’ the + farmer murmured. ‘Very well, Ted, I’ll tell her.’ + </p> + <p> + 6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH + </p> + <p> + Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman’s heart, two + had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea’s bosom just at this time. + </p> + <p> + It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove’s visit to + Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having risen + an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the window of an + elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had been + appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that she + might not be driven into that lady’s presence against her will. She leant + with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air. A yellow + glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one + side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there, + contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which + received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her + shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite + of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. + </p> + <p> + The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood which + two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a peremptory and + final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some answer other than the + only possible one a man who, as she held, did not love her wildly, could + send to such a communication. For a lover who did love wildly, she had + left one little loophole in her otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she + expected the letter on some morning of this particular week was, that + hearing of his return to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to + ask for an interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last + few days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of the + postman’s arrival. + </p> + <p> + The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from + beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive + through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without + reference to paths—as country postmen do—and come to the + porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards + the village, without hindering himself for a single pace. + </p> + <p> + Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and + carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe’s + dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds. + </p> + <p> + She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She thought + then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, ‘He asks to see me! Perhaps + he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.’ + </p> + <p> + A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe’s bell—rather earlier than usual. + ‘She must have heard the post-bag brought,’ said the maiden, as, tired of + the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew imaginative + pictures of her future therein. + </p> + <p> + A tap came to the door, and the lady’s-maid entered. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe is awake,’ she said; ‘and she asked if you were moving + yet, miss.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll run up to her,’ said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance of + the words. ‘Very fortunate this,’ she thought; ‘I shall see what is in the + bag this morning all the sooner.’ + </p> + <p> + She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe’s bedroom, + pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating + the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,’ said + Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you like,’ + she continued, yawning factitiously. + </p> + <p> + ‘Strange!’ Cytherea thought; ‘it seems as if she knew there was likely to + be a letter for me.’ + </p> + <p> + From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl’s face as she tremblingly + opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in + Edward’s handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the + decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing, + survey of his own, his father’s, his cousin Adelaide’s, and what he + believed to be Cytherea’s, position. + </p> + <p> + The haughty mistress’s soul sickened remorsefully within her when she saw + suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady before her + a wan desolate look of agony. + </p> + <p> + The master-sentences of Edward’s letter were these: ‘You speak truly. That + we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I regret + the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for me to + say.’ + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0013" id="link2H_4_0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. DECEMBER TO APRIL + </h3> + <p> + Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had + passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary + winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, wind in + dust. Showery days had come—the period of pink dawns and white + sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the + fourth, the nightingale. + </p> + <p> + Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new + office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of Carriford + that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton would + terminate in marriage at the end of the year. + </p> + <p> + The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at + Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the + decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of her, + and beside Miss Hinton. + </p> + <p> + The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the + full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he + continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service. + </p> + <p> + It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under the + conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with + contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure at + other times, becomes a positive enemy—racking, bewildering, + unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the verse— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, + With timely fruit doth bend, + He still shall flourish, and success + All his designs attend.’ +</pre> + <p> + Cytherea’s lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could she + help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man to + whom she applied them sat at her rival’s side? + </p> + <p> + Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman’s petty cleverness under + thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme + foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply just, + her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in general—the + power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the rod by a + punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the Sermon on + the Mount. + </p> + <p> + As for Edward—a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, + it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in + itself a recommendation—his sentiment, as he looked over his + cousin’s book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘O, what hast thou of her, of her + Whose every look did love inspire; + Whose every breathing fanned my fire, + And stole me from myself away!’ +</pre> + <p> + Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early, and + went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she tried + bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: ‘My nature + is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers! She can’t + appreciate all the sides of him—she never will! He is more tangible + to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to her!’ She was + less noble then. + </p> + <p> + But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till the + effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried to + hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very dearly. + </p> + <p> + The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston + continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his bearing + for a long time after the calamity of November, had not simulated a grief + that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so to absorb him—though + as a startling change rather than as a heavy sorrow—that he paid + Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was uniformly kind and + respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the catastrophe grew + remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards her. He always + contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on her side that + she was comparatively more dependent than himself—making much of her + womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion + offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not + officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her + friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest symptom of + the old love to be apparent. + </p> + <p> + Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his + behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + 2. THE THIRD OF MAY + </p> + <p> + She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private + grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked + the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection in + the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they + stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene. + </p> + <p> + The month was May—the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds, + and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road + was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the + sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans + floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water + towards them. + </p> + <p> + ‘They seem to come to us without any will of their own—quite + involuntarily—don’t they?’ said Cytherea, looking at the birds’ + graceful advance. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the + water, working with the greatest energy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’d rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to + direction which we associate with a swan.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It does; we’ll have “involuntarily.” Ah, now this reminds me of + something.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of what?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe’s face; her eyes grew round as + circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. She + had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife’s sudden + appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death, + was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is it a man or woman?’ she said, quite innocently. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Manston,’ said Miss Aldclyffe quietly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Manston attracted by me <i>now</i>?’ said Cytherea, standing at gaze. + </p> + <p> + ‘Didn’t you know it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method, or + rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as “falling in + love.” He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very + account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it + exists definitely—and very intensely, I assure you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose then, that if he can’t help it, it is no harm of him,’ said + Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course it isn’t—you know that well enough. She was a great + burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.’ + </p> + <p> + A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston’s + arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward’s claims, checked Cytherea’s + utterance for awhile. + </p> + <p> + ‘There, don’t look at me like that, for Heaven’s sake!’ said Miss + Aldclyffe. ‘You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you + can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward once in the young lady’s thoughts, there was no getting rid of him. + She wanted to be alone. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you want me here?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,’ said Miss + Aldclyffe, taking her hand. ‘But you mustn’t, my dear. There’s nothing in + the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston’s honourable conduct + towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and + yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.’ + </p> + <p> + 3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE + </p> + <p> + The next stage in Manston’s advances towards her hand was a clearly + defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was + necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to + impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance towards + an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be inclined + to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of him as to + render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter of + difficulty. + </p> + <p> + Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very + religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by + argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in + England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a zealous + Episcopalian—the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from his + pew. + </p> + <p> + Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery, + everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as in + the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she felt + it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its effect, he + occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of female beauty—the + worthlessness of mere appearance. ‘Handsome is that handsome does’ he + considered a proverb which should be written on the looking-glass of every + woman in the land. ‘Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,’ he + said, in a tone of playful sadness. ‘They are beautiful. But I see these + things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are gliding + to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face, poor maiden! + “Where will her glories be in twenty years?” I say. “Where will all of her + be in a hundred?” Then I think it is cruel that you should bloom a day, + and fade for ever and ever. It seems hard and sad that you will die as + ordinarily as I, and be buried; be food for roots and worms, be forgotten + and come to earth, and grow up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy + leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, + and the love I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting + than that I felt at the beginning.’ Again an ardent flash of his handsome + eyes. + </p> + <p> + It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and offer + of his hand. + </p> + <p> + She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough + to accept it. + </p> + <p> + An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for what + he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere lady’s + attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know of her + refusal, a chance of sneering at him—certainly a ground for thinking + less of his standing than before—he went home to the Old House, and + walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside, he leant his + arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the corner, and + looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his + face with the greenish shades of Correggio’s nudes. Staves of sunlight + slanted down through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful + distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and + tumbled in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest; + perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at most a + head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four hours. + </p> + <p> + ‘Damn my position! Why shouldn’t I be happy through my little day too? Let + the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I’ll get her, if I move heaven + and earth to do it!’ + </p> + <p> + Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first place, + and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would have + been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished to have + them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule at all can + be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is notoriously + beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to pet a snubbed + man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston with Springrove’s + encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward with Manston’s + repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her + supreme indifference added fuel to Manston’s ardour—it completely + disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a + susceptible Princess. + </p> + <p> + 4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY + </p> + <p> + Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her + brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement of that + cloud no bigger than a man’s hand which had for nearly a twelvemonth hung + before them in the distance, and which was soon to give a colour to their + whole sky from horizon to horizon. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘BUDMOUTH REGIS, +</pre> + <p> + Saturday. + </p> + <p> + ‘DARLING SIS,—I have delayed telling you for a long time of a little + matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is + sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you any + longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed by that + lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead Cove, and + again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an unusual pain in + my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just found fresh + symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a month ago—when + you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to + tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it + was not worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able + to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. + will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and that I shall + be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for the best. How it came, + what was its origin, or what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear + again in a day or two, if it is no better...—Your loving brother, + OWEN.’ + </p> + <p> + This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but + suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of + which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:— + </p> + <p> + ‘I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that it + was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you my word + that I will conceal nothing—so that there will be no excuse whatever + for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I say. This + morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay away from + the office. Don’t be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that + is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of + six months.’ + </p> + <p> + After a visit from her he wrote again:— + </p> + <p> + ‘Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of + rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My leg + and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied, and + also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever in a + very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see you. + Don’t trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about your + being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at the + end of the week.’ + </p> + <p> + At the time mentioned came the following:— + </p> + <p> + ‘I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening after + my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that there has + been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been treated for + rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they pricked the place + with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. Chestman was in doubt + about something, and I requested that he would call in a brother + professional man to see me as well. They consulted together and then told + me that rheumatism was not the disease after all, but erysipelas. They + then began treating it differently, as became a different matter. + Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of the day now—medicine, + of course, besides. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been + obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, though, + of course, it could not be avoided.’ + </p> + <p> + A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as often + as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as cheerful a + countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which might depress + him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then told her these + additional facts:— + </p> + <p> + ‘The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out + what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is + wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to + me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but I + am worn out.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her + brother’s illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea + might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her power. + Cytherea’s eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room, and + hasten to the station. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; ‘just one word. Has + Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, blushing timorously. + </p> + <p> + ‘He proposed?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And you refused him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,’ said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically, + ‘and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers you + of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur again. + His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy + one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not + sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me + whist, “When in doubt win the trick!” That advice is ten times as valuable + to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is always + the risk that you may never get another offer.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why didn’t you win the trick when you were a girl?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Come, my lady Pert; I’m not the text,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, her face + glowing like fire. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea laughed stealthily. + </p> + <p> + ‘I was about to say,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, ‘that here is Mr. + Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you overlooking + it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you might benefit your + sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will please me <i>very much</i> + by giving him some encouragement. You understand me, Cythie dear?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was silent. + </p> + <p> + ‘And,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, ‘on your promising + that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care of + your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she whispered, leaving the room. + </p> + <p> + She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to + Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly + thin and pale—thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. + The brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain + upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was + everything. + </p> + <p> + Owen told her the result in his next letter:— + </p> + <p> + ‘The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the + head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay in + the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago (after + taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak, my + spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again? I asked + the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They shook their + heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. + They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind. + </p> + <p> + ‘Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so + drearily. O Cytherea, you can’t think how drearily!’ + </p> + <p> + She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the + Old House, to Manston. On the maiden’s return, tired and sick at heart as + usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked politely if + he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced. During their + walk he inquired the particulars of her brother’s illness, and with an + irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one, she told him of + the length of time which must elapse before he could be strong again, and + of the lack of comfort in lodgings. + </p> + <p> + Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: ‘Miss Graye, I will + not mince matters—I love you—you know it. Stratagem they say + is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I + cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you—any + remote day you may name will satisfy me—and you shall find him well + provided for.’ + </p> + <p> + For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at her + side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous nature + of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a quiet and + polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching white heat. + She perceived how animal was the love which bargained. + </p> + <p> + ‘I do not love you, Mr. Manston,’ she replied coldly. + </p> + <p> + 5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + </p> + <p> + The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same dreary + accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad visits. + </p> + <p> + She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted in + his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw how + unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of Dares at + the Sicilian games— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘He, like a captain who beleaguers round + Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, + Views all the approaches with observing eyes, + This and that other part again he tries, + And more on industry than force relies.’ +</pre> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to Owen from + herself depended entirely upon Cytherea’s acceptance of her steward. + Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea’s answers to his importunities grew + less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen’s malady fluctuated. + Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept, it would have + rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with + Opium—perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling + dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and + monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the + well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in + famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny rooms. ‘So + like, so very like, was day to day.’ Extreme lassitude seemed all that the + world could show her. + </p> + <p> + Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her + brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth + concerning Owen’s condition. + </p> + <p> + The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been + thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might still + be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But the time + such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous. + </p> + <p> + ‘How long would it be?’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then he might be well in four or six months.’ + </p> + <p> + Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had + borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half that + time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open—her + becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County Hospital. + </p> + <p> + Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for + some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being + Manston’s wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from Miss + Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the + hospital. + </p> + <p> + ‘County Hospital!’ said Miss Aldclyffe; ‘why, it is only another name for + slaughter-house—in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if anything + about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in a fashion, + but ‘tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart again.’ Then she + terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating horrid stories of + how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a moment’s notice, + especially in cases where the restorative treatment was likely to be long + and tedious. + </p> + <p> + ‘You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,’ she added + reproachfully. ‘You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you + selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads + out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no, I + cannot.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but this + time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston’s eye + sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance, if + only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. + </p> + <p> + 6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + </p> + <p> + On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that the + steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her brother. + A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand. Owen spoke in + warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call, as he could not + have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind, whose presence had + served to help away the tedious hours of a long day, and who had, + moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which the accompanying + basket implied—antecedent consideration, so telling upon all + invalids—and which he so seldom experienced except from the hands of + his sister. + </p> + <p> + How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and + cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone? + </p> + <p> + Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return journey. + Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same place, she + was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly her thanks + for what he had done. The same request that he might see her home was + made. + </p> + <p> + He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional + kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. ‘Though I let + my offer on her brother’s—my friend’s—behalf, seem dependent + on my lady’s graciousness to me,’ he whispered wooingly in the course of + their walk, ‘I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was + said with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to + have me, or whether you don’t, I love you too devotedly to be anything but + kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,’ he + continued earnestly, ‘to give you pleasure—indeed I will.’ + </p> + <p> + She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from his + illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man beside her, + on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her self-enforced + poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of common sense, to + refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason in this. But there was + more behind than a hundred reasons—a woman’s gratitude and her + impulse to be kind. + </p> + <p> + The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed it, + and caught at the opportunity. + </p> + <p> + They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the midst + of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework—the only + signs of masonry remaining—the water gurgled down from the old + millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves—the + sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, + resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below + copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of + pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun + were overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats + shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of + fire. + </p> + <p> + The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only wish + the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. The + helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such + temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a + single entity under the sky. + </p> + <p> + He came so close that their clothes touched. ‘Will you try to love me? Do + try to love me!’ he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never + taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it held + hers in its clasp. + </p> + <p> + Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and + Edward’s fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly pitiful + it was to feel his hand tremble so—all for her! Should she withdraw + her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and hesitating, she + looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy ground would allow her to + see distinctly. There was the fragment of a hedge—all that remained + of a ‘wet old garden’—standing in the middle of the mead, without a + definite beginning or ending, purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown, + and choked with mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their + shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it + now; it was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in + a boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river—she knew + not whither. + </p> + <p> + He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it. + </p> + <p> + Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not + going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. + </p> + <p> + 7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER + </p> + <p> + Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village + post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine + encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire this + pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel behind the + corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered. Nobody was in + the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted as postmistress, + walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs + to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished her object, another + form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in. + </p> + <p> + ‘Both on the same errand,’ he said gracefully. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will call her,’ said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the + stairs. + </p> + <p> + ‘One moment.’ He glided to her side. ‘Don’t call her for a moment,’ he + repeated. + </p> + <p> + But she had said, ‘Mrs. Leat!’ + </p> + <p> + He seized Cytherea’s hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it + by her side. + </p> + <p> + She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she + had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her + tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be spoken + Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no + remonstrance came. + </p> + <p> + With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her, he + quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones of + which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed its + presence to herself, and left the house—putting it out of her power + to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late action + of kissing her hand. + </p> + <p> + The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In + this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her + unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week ago, + he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day on which he + wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a settlement, that + ‘his <i>sister’s suitor</i> had guaranteed the sum.’ ‘Is he Mr. Manston? + tell me, Cytherea,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired for his + especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced towards + convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. ‘Is this Mr. Manston’s + doing?’ he inquired. + </p> + <p> + She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for guidance, + no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and for all + choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of her heart. + She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her lost mother’s + return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have tender counsel to + guide her through this, her great difficulty. + </p> + <p> + As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward’s to quite the + extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting himself + towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so light of + her. She knew he had stifled his love for her—was utterly lost to + her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman’s pleasure + of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and + then. + </p> + <p> + ‘If I were rich,’ she thought, ‘I would give way to the luxury of being + morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.’ + </p> + <p> + But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; and + what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate + circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from poverty, + and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. Manston’s wife. + </p> + <p> + She did not love him. + </p> + <p> + But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love? + Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she thought, ‘I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + Did anything nobler in her say so too? + </p> + <p> + With the death (to her) of Edward her heart’s occupation was gone. Was it + necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she used + to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister? + </p> + <p> + By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two hearts + whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do good to two + men whose lives were far more important than hers. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she said again, ‘even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic + self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content in + the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what + really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual + harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as + gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation + and devotedness. + </p> + <p> + Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping him + now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took place in + the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer side by the + low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to his assumption + of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He stooped and + kissed her brow. + </p> + <p> + Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It was + too late in the evening for the postman’s visit, and she placed the letter + on the mantelpiece to send it the next day. + </p> + <p> + The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen’s letter of the + day before:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘September 9, 1865. +</pre> + <p> + ‘DEAR CYTHEREA—I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. + Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in + which he hopes to stand towards you. Can’t you love him? Why not? Try, for + he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the weary + and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in your + present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except by + marriage? I don’t. Don’t go against your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.—Ever + affectionately yours, OWEN.’ + </p> + <p> + She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same + favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her doom. + Yet + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘So true a fool is love,’ +</pre> + <p> + that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at the + last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour the + old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down. + </p> + <p> + 8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER + </p> + <p> + The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service at + Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn. + </p> + <p> + Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward + from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in Cytherea’s + eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked at all the + people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards like a forest + of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village children singing + too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes listlessly tracing some + crack in the old walls, or following the movement of a distant bough or + bird with features petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at + Manston; he was already regarding her with some purpose in his glance. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is coming this evening,’ she said in her mind. A minute later, at the + end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston came + down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped from + it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact with each + other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t let’s hurry,’ he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the private + path to the House as usual. ‘Would you mind turning down this way for a + minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?’ + </p> + <p> + She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on + their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate + of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate was + reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in his + hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘We are going inside for a minute,’ said Manston to him, taking the keys + unceremoniously. ‘I will bring them to you when we return.’ + </p> + <p> + The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the + porch, and up the nave. + </p> + <p> + They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere + with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them. + Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading red glare + from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, emphasizing the + end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed walls, the uneven + paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent occupation, and the + dank air of death which had gathered with the evening, would have made + grave a lighter mood than Cytherea’s was then. + </p> + <p> + ‘What sensations does the place impress you with?’ she said at last, very + sadly. + </p> + <p> + ‘I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of + achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such as + these.’ He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise. + </p> + <p> + ‘I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,’ she + murmured; ‘that’s the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce me to + be honest particularly.’ + </p> + <p> + He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes. + </p> + <p> + ‘I pity you sometimes,’ he said more emphatically. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not needlessly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much, + when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That can’t be,’ she said, turning away. + </p> + <p> + He went on, ‘I think the real and only good thing that can be done for him + is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering whether + it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for a few + weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would be!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It would.’ + </p> + <p> + He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her hand + more firmly, as he continued, ‘Cytherea, why do you say “It would,” so + entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I want him + to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I cannot live + without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my wife!’ + </p> + <p> + His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a + whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. + </p> + <p> + She said firmly and distinctly, ‘Yes, I will.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Next month?’ he said on the instant, before taking breath. + </p> + <p> + ‘No; not next month.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The next?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘December? Christmas Day, say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t mind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, you darling!’ He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold + mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t kiss me—at least where we are now!’ she whispered + imploringly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We are too near God.’ + </p> + <p> + He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so + emphatically that the words ‘Near God’ echoed back again through the + hollow building from the far end of the chancel. + </p> + <p> + ‘What a thing to say!’ he exclaimed; ‘surely a pure kiss is not + inappropriate to the place!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ she replied, with a swelling heart; ‘I don’t know why I burst out so—I + can’t tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How shall I say “Yes” without judging you? How shall I say “No” without + losing the pleasure of saying “Yes?”’ He was himself again. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t know,’ she absently murmured. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll say “Yes,”’ he answered daintily. ‘It is sweeter to fancy we are + forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the + sweetness without the need.’ + </p> + <p> + She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now, + and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked the + door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the + churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the great + matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on + indifferent subjects. + </p> + <p> + ‘Christmas Day, then,’ he said, as they were parting at the end of the + shrubbery. + </p> + <p> + ‘I meant Old Christmas Day,’ she said evasively. + </p> + <p> + ‘H’m, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?’ It seemed to + be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well, love,’ he said gently. ‘’Tis a fortnight longer still; but + never mind. Old Christmas Day.’ + </p> + <p> + 9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER + </p> + <p> + ‘There. It will be on a Friday!’ + </p> + <p> + She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was the + afternoon of the day following that of the steward’s successful + solicitation of her hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell him + it is a Friday?’ she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking at her + hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old House. Proper + or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the disagreeable, + though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the coincidence had + occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to search for him. + </p> + <p> + Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked. + Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few + yards she had hurried forward with alacrity—now that the practical + expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never + sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very + stern. + </p> + <p> + ‘It will be on a Friday,’ she said confusedly, and without any preface. + </p> + <p> + ‘Come this way!’ said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not being + able to alter at an instant’s notice. He gave her his arm and led her back + into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. ‘On a Friday, will it, + dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That’s nonsense.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not seriously mind them, exactly—but if it could be any other day?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas Eve?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, Old Christmas Eve.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised to + marry you if I had not meant it. Don’t think I should.’ She spoke the + words with a dignified impressiveness. + </p> + <p> + ‘You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of + an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no.’ She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he spoke + of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and wanted + to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity of the + house, afforded her a means of escape. ‘I must be with Miss Aldclyffe now—will + you excuse my hasty coming and going?’ she said prettily. Before he had + replied she had parted from him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue + just now?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘“Yes.” Come, why don’t you say more than that? I hate those taciturn + “Yesses” of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as wax + with me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I parted from him because I wanted to come in.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe’s face kindled into intense interest at once. ‘Is it + indeed? When is it to be?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘On Old Christmas Eve.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Old Christmas Eve.’ Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front, and + took a hand in each of her own. ‘And then you will be a bride!’ she said + slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden’s delicately + rounded cheeks. + </p> + <p> + The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly + after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, ‘You did not say “Old Christmas + Eve” as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don’t receive my + remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How + many weeks are there to the time?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have not reckoned them.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the lead in + this matter—you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or + something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea silently fetched the book. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, and + counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of December—a + Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no appetite for the + scene. + </p> + <p> + ‘Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first of + January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday + fifth—you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A Thursday, surely?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.’ + </p> + <p> + The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. ‘Well, it must be a + Friday,’ she murmured in a reverie. + </p> + <p> + ‘No: have it altered, of course,’ said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. ‘There’s + nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be thinking about + its being unlucky—in fact, I wouldn’t choose a Friday myself to be + married on, since all the other days are equally available.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I shall not have it altered,’ said Cytherea firmly; ‘it has been altered + once already: I shall let it be.’ + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0014" id="link2H_4_0014"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + </h2> + <h3> + 1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN + </h3> + <p> + We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus advanced + more than a quarter of a year. + </p> + <p> + On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of a + man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing, and + whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed, vainly + endeavouring to sleep. + </p> + <p> + She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied past, + and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and months had + dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a vanishing + stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly behind. That + a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his memory, she would not + admit: that she did not approach Manston with feelings which could by any + stretch of words be called hymeneal, she calmly owned. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why do I marry him?’ she said to herself. ‘Because Owen, dear Owen my + brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been, + uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. “Act in obedience to the dictates of + common-sense,” Owen said, “and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How many + thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, to + secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all go + far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.” + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what a + timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the + heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with the + wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one’s self by the + name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I’d rather scheme to + die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only were + concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I please + my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those who are + more valuable than I?’ + </p> + <p> + In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated with + surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist between + her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises outside the + walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be caused by the + wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical periods of her + existence. ‘It is strange,’ she pondered, ‘that this my last night in + Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first was, no + occurrence of the kind having intervened.’ + </p> + <p> + As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one were + beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She would + gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, but they + were without doubt all asleep. + </p> + <p> + The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have brains + enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but Cytherea + never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, though she was always welcome + there, and was often almost compelled to go against her will. + </p> + <p> + The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was now + intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. The + wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and some + portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and fall of a + branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking against the wall, + and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time. + </p> + <p> + Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained matter + was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house during + the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man playing + castanets or shaking dice. + </p> + <p> + She thought, ‘Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with + these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?’ + </p> + <p> + During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she was + being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at every + blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and shrank + and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which she was + tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his mask, but his + form was like Manston’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘Thank Heaven!’ she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light struggling + through her blind. ‘Now what were those noises?’ To settle that question + seemed more to her than the event of the day. + </p> + <p> + She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening + previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air from + the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle still + continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an extent + such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter of a pin’s + head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in the park were bent + almost to the earth with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance; + the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their + burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on the + nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch that had + terrified her had been splintered from the trunk. + </p> + <p> + ‘I never could have believed it possible,’ she thought, surveying the + bowed-down branches, ‘that trees would bend so far out of their true + positions without breaking.’ By watching a twig she could see a drop + collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there + become coagulated as the others had done. + </p> + <p> + ‘Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,’ she continued. ‘On this + morning I am to be married—unless this is a scheme of the great + Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for + my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?’ + </p> + <p> + 2. MORNING + </p> + <p> + Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary to + the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first surgical + operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though he could + only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a chair. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from Knapwater + House, and not from her brother’s lodgings at Budmouth, which was + Cytherea’s first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The + capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the wedding + with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and appeared + determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her dignity, to + render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete. + </p> + <p> + But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At + eight o’clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands and + knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, panting + from his exertions in pedestrianism. + </p> + <p> + The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House on + such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole system, + like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the domestics, + wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble imitation of + its flicker was continually attempted by a family of polished metallic + utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls opposite, the whole + collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A + step further in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs + just gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome, + white-aproned, and floury—looking as edible as the food she + manipulated—her movements being supported and assisted by her + satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds + prevailed—the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and + the light touches of the women’s slippers upon the stone floor. + </p> + <p> + The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, and + looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser. + </p> + <p> + ‘No wedden this mornen—that’s my opinion. In fact, there can’t be,’ + he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered + thought that had existed complete in his head. + </p> + <p> + The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long + toasting-fork, which she held at arm’s length towards the unapproachable + fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing. + </p> + <p> + ‘Bad out of doors, isn’t it?’ she said, with a look of commiseration for + things in general. + </p> + <p> + ‘Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level ground. + As to getten up hill to the church, ‘tis perfect lunacy. And I speak of + foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, ‘tis murder to think of ‘em. I + am going to send straight as a line into the breakfast-room, and say ‘tis + a closer.... Hullo—here’s Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now + just look at ‘em and picture a wedden if you can.’ + </p> + <p> + All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener were + seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo. + </p> + <p> + ‘You’ll have to go if it breaks all the horses’ legs in the county,’ said + the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door with the + tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a clang. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, O; why shall I?’ asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a + glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered. + </p> + <p> + ‘Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give up + for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or + earth?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘——Mornen so’s—such as it is!’ interrupted Mr. Crickett + cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking + at the fire. ‘Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you + say? You might ha’ cut it short by sayen “to Miss Aldclyffe,” and leaven + out heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a + thing isn’t getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!’ + </p> + <p> + The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The + cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre of + a little crater of flour in a platter— + </p> + <p> + ‘It might be in this case; she’s so indifferent.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news—I + thought there was something upon my tongue; but ‘tis a secret; not a word, + mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes?’ inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. + </p> + <p> + ‘D’ye think that’s all?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t be so three-cunning—if it is all, deliver you from the evil + of raising a woman’s expectations wrongfully; I’ll skimmer your pate as + sure as you cry Amen!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, it isn’t all. When I got home last night my wife said, “Miss + Adelaide took a holiday this mornen,” says she (my wife, that is); “walked + over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!” says she.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Springrove, no—no—Springrove’s nothen to do wi’ it—‘twas + Farmer Bollens. They’ve been playing bo-peep for these two or three months + seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken, + and spetten about having her, she’s quietly left him all forsook. Serve + him right. I don’t blame the little woman a bit.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he’s so rich that + he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint cups.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Lord, I wish it was me, don’t I wish ‘twas me!’ said the scullery-maid. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ‘twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,’ continued the + clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a + distance. ‘Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only one + in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the wedden, + went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was Mrs. + Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on the house + till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he could get + another tenant.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Just like her independence,’ said the cook. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, independent or no, she’s Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never forget + once when I went by Farmer Bollens’s garden—years ago now—years, + when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was at that time, a + very merry feller—for ‘twas before I took holy orders, and it didn’t + prick my conscience as ‘twould now. “Farmer,” says I, “little taties seem + to turn out small this year, don’t em?” “O no, Crickett,” says he, “some + be fair-sized.” He’s a dull man—Farmer Bollens is—he always + was. However, that’s neither here nor there; he’s a-married to a sharp + woman, and if I don’t make a mistake she’ll bring him a pretty good + family, gie her time.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, it don’t matter; there’s a Providence in it,’ said the + scullery-maid. ‘God A’mighty always sends bread as well as children.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But ‘tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often. + However, I think I can see my lady Hinton’s reason for chosen yesterday to + sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one + another’s path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that + when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn’t caren to have en, she thought + she’d be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too. + That’s maids’ logic all over, and maids’ malice likewise.’ + </p> + <p> + Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man’s + partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against + his attack. ‘I’ll just tell you one thing then,’ said the cook, shaking + out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with. ‘Whatever + maids’ logic is and maids’ malice too, if Cytherea Graye even now knows + that young Springrove is free again, she’ll fling over the steward as soon + as look at him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no: not now,’ the coachman broke in like a moderator. ‘There’s honour + in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton’s tricks in her. + She’ll stick to Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Pifh!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven’s sake,’ the + clerk continued. ‘Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me, if my + news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour + or two, for you’ll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if she + don’t! ‘Tis a poor womanly feller!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You shouldn’t ha’ begun it, clerk. I knew how ‘twould be,’ said the + gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk’s mangled remains. + </p> + <p> + The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. + </p> + <p> + 3. NOON + </p> + <p> + The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By ten + o’clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the extent + of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One mass of + heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to feel damp + and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within. + </p> + <p> + They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass of + the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night itself + inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth or spirit + imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a vigorous—even + Spenserian—bridal-mood throughout the morning. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the air + surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were + constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came + occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had + assembled to see the termination of Cytherea’s existence as a single + woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they + could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like a + statue than Cytherea Graye. + </p> + <p> + Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in a + man’s idea of things—a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are + there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of + nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in + regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of the + thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time upon + the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there is no + fetichism in his idea of them—they are still only a covering he uses + for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost + indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had + nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry + trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. + </p> + <p> + The irrevocable words were soon spoken—the indelible writing soon + written—and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary + here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the church + the light from the candles streamed from the small open door, and across + the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side, dividing it from + a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul’s peace of some Aldclyffe + of the past. Through the open-work of this screen could now be seen + illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged + knights, damp and green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, + also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous + marble. + </p> + <p> + Leaning here—almost hanging to the monument—was Edward + Springrove, or his spirit. + </p> + <p> + The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the + screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him + forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in + that direction. The sight was a sad one—sad beyond all description. + His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly + paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get + no breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own + control. + </p> + <p> + Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart + of a year’s silence—a year and a half’s separation—was undone + in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere sight—commoner + in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest of all—had + taken place in her—so transcendently, that even to herself it seemed + more like a new creation than a revival. + </p> + <p> + Marrying for a home—what a mockery it was! + </p> + <p> + It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a + maiden’s heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her + despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when + owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If he + is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable because + deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea’s case now. + </p> + <p> + First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which + presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of the + porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words, ‘He’s + dying—dying! O God, save us!’ She began to sink down, and would have + fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her + vinaigrette. + </p> + <p> + ‘What did she say?’ inquired Manston. + </p> + <p> + Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was far + too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not faint, and + soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage of the + hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen. He was + enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable intrusion. + </p> + <p> + But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, nobody + could tell how or whither. + </p> + <p> + 4. AFTERNOON + </p> + <p> + It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place in + Cytherea’s idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled. + </p> + <p> + The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an + opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her on + what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and unreal—an + expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed him. He spoke + to her severely and sadly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But + remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman + enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don’t think + anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had no + business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea, and + I am vexed with you more than I can say—very vexed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Say ashamed of me at once,’ she bitterly answered. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am ashamed of you,’ he retorted angrily; ‘the mood has not left you + yet, then?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen,’ she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of sensations + too deep for tears. ‘No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will be honest. I + own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last night I did not + own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love Edward Springrove with + all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me a wanton for it, don’t + you? I don’t care; I have gone beyond caring for anything!’ She looked + stonily into his face and made the speech calmly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, poor Cytherea, don’t talk like that!’ he said, alarmed at her + manner. + </p> + <p> + ‘I thought that I did not love him at all,’ she went on hysterically. ‘A + year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his + garden without thinking of him—look at his seat in church and not + care. But I saw him this morning—dying because he loves me so—I + know it is that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love + him, and I don’t care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance—I + know we have. O, if I could only die!’ + </p> + <p> + He held her in his arms. ‘Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,’ he said, + ‘and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such + impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you. + It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell + upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.’ His voice grew husky as he + made the reply. + </p> + <p> + The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had seen + Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen—her name—position—future—had + been as if they did not exist. + </p> + <p> + ‘I won’t give way and become a disgrace to <i>you</i>, at any rate,’ she + said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you + should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and try + to love your husband.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—my duty to society,’ she murmured. ‘But ah, Owen, it is + difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! + Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for + the indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, + and duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can + be said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of + mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in + this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in + time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other’s accent, or some + other’s song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to + what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so + soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to me, and + think, “Poor girl!” believing they do great justice to my memory by this. + But they will never, never realize that it was my single opportunity of + existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are regarding; they + will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily held in those two + words of pity, “Poor girl!” was a whole life to me; as full of hours, + minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, + tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to them their world, and + they in that life of mine, however much I cared for them, only as the + thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter into another’s nature + truly, that’s what is so grievous.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, it cannot be helped,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘But we must not stay here,’ she continued, starting up and going. ‘We + shall be missed. I’ll do my best, Owen—I will, indeed.’ + </p> + <p> + It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads, + the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest + hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to + Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the + evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to + Paris—a place Cytherea had never visited—for their wedding + tour. + </p> + <p> + The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless that + she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took little + part in the day’s proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively conscious of + all their movements, put down her charge’s agitation for once as the + natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as + could be wished. + </p> + <p> + At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it, she + thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden, having + in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to take a last + look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected there. She + pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not a soul was in or + around the place. The gardener was making merry on Manston’s and her + account. + </p> + <p> + The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it + exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The + gardener thought ‘How happy they are!’ and the thought made him happier + than they. + </p> + <p> + Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning + indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last + of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood still, + unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the straw-covered + beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no part of which + was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river at the foot, + dividing it from the meadows without. + </p> + <p> + A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the river; + she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the presence of + Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it might not be one + who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why should he have + reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out of her sight for + ever? + </p> + <p> + She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the + river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably + depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream, + which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any + passer on the other side. + </p> + <p> + She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow + herself to see him—she would hear him pass, and then look to see if + it had been Edward. + </p> + <p> + But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected in + the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way + that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted + their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form was + that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she could + not definitely characterize him. + </p> + <p> + He was looking at the upper windows of the House—at hers—was + it Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say + one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very + slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely + hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she + suddenly asked herself a question: ‘Can it be possible that he sees my + reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!’ + </p> + <p> + He was looking at her in the water. + </p> + <p> + She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged + from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was + Edward Springrove—till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no + more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Springrove,’ she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. + </p> + <p> + He was the first to speak again. + </p> + <p> + ‘Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite + as strangers to each other.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—not now—I did not mean to speak—it is not right, + Edward.’ She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air + with her hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not one common word of explanation?’ he implored. ‘Don’t think I am bad + enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go—it is better.’ + </p> + <p> + Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed—and + dreaded—to hear his explanation! + </p> + <p> + ‘What is it?’ she said desperately. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to distress + you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before you were—married.’ + </p> + <p> + He stepped closer, and went on, ‘You know what has taken place? Surely you + do?—my cousin is married, and I am free.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Married—and not to you?’ Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted + me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting + me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own + relations. But that’s nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if.... + But I was too late.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But, Edward, what’s that, what’s that!’ she cried, in an agony of + reproach. ‘Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me + that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love—like—Mr. Manston, and + how could you be anything to me—or care for me? Surely I acted + naturally?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no—never! I loved you—only you—not him—always + you!—till lately.... I try to love him now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But that can’t be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to hear + no more of me—proved it to me!’ said Edward. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never! she couldn’t.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter—a love-letter, you + wrote to Mr. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A love-letter I wrote?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, a love-letter—you could not meet him just then, you said you + were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of + realities.’ + </p> + <p> + The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this distortion + of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there followed the + slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery of an + explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss Aldclyffe were + schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea, under the immediate + oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her position was + irretrievable. + </p> + <p> + Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half-misrepresentations—worse + than downright lies—which had just been sufficient to turn the scale + both with him and with her; and from the bottom of his soul he cursed the + woman and man who had brought all this agony upon him and his Love. But he + could not add more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too + much. The whole scheme she should never know. + </p> + <p> + ‘I was indifferent to my own future,’ Edward said, ‘and was urged to + promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss + Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on + account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care + about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised by + what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin’s marriage. He said + that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day—that is + to-morrow—he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought you + loved me still. It was enough for me—I came down by the earliest + morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I + thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you + might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached + the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to + the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you come + out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was compelled to + tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live content—or die + content!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am to blame, Edward, I am,’ she said mournfully; ‘I was taught to dread + pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually reiterated + in my ears till I believed it— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘“The world and its ways have a certain worth, + And to press a point where these oppose + Were a simple policy.” + </pre> + <p> + ‘But I will say nothing about who influenced—who persuaded. The act + is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread + upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly + represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place + which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot + for the heart to anchor upon—O, it is mournful and harassing!... But + that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by my + miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned me! You + were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably + kind. Well, the deed is done—I must abide by it. I shall never let + him know that I do not love him—never. If things had only remained + as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and married another + woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I + know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward, and live + out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be long. O, I hope + they will not be long!... Now, good-bye, good-bye!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,’ said Springrove, + in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear. + </p> + <p> + They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating + over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow, + the stream was deep, and there was no bridge. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.’ + </p> + <p> + She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards + his, but not into them. The river was too wide. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind,’ said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, ‘I must be + going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I must touch you, I must press your hand,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + They came near—nearer—nearer still—their fingers met. + There was a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel + the other’s pulse throbbing beside its own. + </p> + <p> + ‘My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!’ + </p> + <p> + She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and ran + up the garden without looking back. All was over between them. The river + flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows gathered again + in their favourite spot as if they had never been disturbed. + </p> + <p> + Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart was + near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed there. At + these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she will in the + moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony of such refined and + special torture that it is indescribable by men’s words, she moves among + her acquaintances much as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in + the old moulds that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual. + </p> + <p> + 5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in + his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood + upon his crutches whilst the train was starting. + </p> + <p> + When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they + saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was + pale, and apparently very ill. + </p> + <p> + ‘Look at that poor sick man,’ said Cytherea compassionately, ‘surely he + ought not to be here.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,’ another porter answered. + ‘He do hardly hear when he’s spoken to, and d’ seem giddy, or as if + something was on his mind. He’s been like it for this month past, but + nothing so bad as he is to-day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Poor thing.’ + </p> + <p> + She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most + deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him + money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever he + wanted. + </p> + <p> + The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent + thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were + unknown to her that she wept all the while. + </p> + <p> + Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the lonely + place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on the + marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking up + his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads with + no object in view save that of getting rid of time. + </p> + <p> + The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from + the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter + from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and + lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when he + turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to + himself— + </p> + <p> + ‘If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called + presentiments—and I don’t believe there is—there will be in + mine to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and shoulders + of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen’s view. It was old + Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other by reason of + Owen’s visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer inquired how + Owen’s foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so nimble again. + </p> + <p> + ‘How is your son?’ said Owen mechanically. + </p> + <p> + ‘He is at home, sitting by the fire,’ said the farmer, in a sad voice. + ‘This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits + and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I + can’t help feeling for him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Is he married?’ said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the + interview in the garden. + </p> + <p> + ‘No. I can’t quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too, + who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a + careless fellow—not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know + what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn’t been for that heart affair, he + might have done—but the less said about him the better. I don’t know + what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the + conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in + making it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.’ He + ceased speaking, and looked round at the sky. + </p> + <p> + ‘Have you heard o’ what’s happened?’ he said suddenly; ‘I was just coming + out to learn about it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I haven’t heard of anything.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is something very serious, though I don’t know what. All I know is + what I heard a man call out bynow—that it very much concerns + somebody who lives in the parish.’ + </p> + <p> + It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in + adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a + thought crossed Owen’s mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned + might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire + was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than his + own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever + afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next + half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not + refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after + hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. + ‘How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a + foreseeing God,’ he frequently said in after-time. ‘Columbus on the eve of + his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.’ + </p> + <p> + After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and, as + has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the + village. + </p> + <p> + The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which + opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in a + drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their + respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at one + another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the + village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round to + the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went + hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their + wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed + uncertain how to act in some matter. + </p> + <p> + ‘If they want me, surely they will call me,’ he thought, wondering more + and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the subject + of their discourse. + </p> + <p> + The first who approached him was a boy. + </p> + <p> + ‘What has occurred?’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, a man ha’ got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa’son.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Is that all?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he’s almost out of his mind + wi’ wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who is he?’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be night-porter.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to + come to the Old House for something, but he hasn’t been. But has anything + else happened—anything that concerns the wedding to-day?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between + himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea’s + friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in a + much quieter frame of mind—yet scarcely satisfied with the solution. + The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the + gate. + </p> + <p> + Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking over + one of his father’s fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four cottages + some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the gate of the + field. + </p> + <p> + The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and + jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. ‘This is a + pretty set-to in your place, sir,’ he said. ‘You don’t know about it, I + suppose?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ said Springrove. + </p> + <p> + The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a + confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a + clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away. + </p> + <p> + Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, ‘Bring + her home!’ + </p> + <p> + The next—did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably + did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman he + loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make + perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by + telling it him with his own lips. + </p> + <p> + Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. + </p> + <p> + The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of the + field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw had so + loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted by his feet + at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid motion, as it + were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the customary effort of + running, + </p> + <p> + But he ran on—uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike—like + the shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen’s, was + through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of + Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three + hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows. + </p> + <p> + The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing + subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards + the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. + </p> + <p> + Owen approached him and said— + </p> + <p> + ‘A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I suppose?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not he—he’s sensible enough,’ said the dairyman, and paused. He was + a man noisy with his associates—stolid and taciturn with strangers. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s the man, sir.’ The maids and men sitting under the cows were all + attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly + directing the jets against the sides of the pail. + </p> + <p> + Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything of + the nature of ridicule. ‘The people all seem to look at me, as if + something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is + it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing + concerns you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What strange thing?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What did he confess? Tell me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If you really ha’n’t heard, ‘tis this. He was as usual on duty at the + station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn’t ha’ + known it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Known what? For God’s sake tell, man!’ + </p> + <p> + But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the + east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. + </p> + <p> + The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the + barton. + </p> + <p> + Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: ‘Your sister + is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it comes out I + don’t know!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!’ said the rector + breathlessly. ‘I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss Aldclyffe’s + looking for you—something very extraordinary.’ He beckoned to Owen, + afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three stepped aside + together. + </p> + <p> + ‘A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a + strange state all day, but he wouldn’t go home. Your sister was kind to + him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he went + on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way, as if he + were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at last. Then + he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something on his mind, he + said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last November + twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter’s room, + almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He + went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to + Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when would be + another train to London? The first the next morning, he told her, was at a + quarter-past six o’clock from Budmouth, but that it was express, and + didn’t stop at Carriford Road—it didn’t stop till it got to + Anglebury. “How far is it to Anglebury?” she said. He told her, and she + thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short time she ran back and + took out her purse. “Don’t on any account say a word in the village or + anywhere that I have been here, or a single breath about me—I’m + ashamed ever to have come.” He promised; she took out two sovereigns. + “Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room,” she said, “and I’ll pay + you these.” He got the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and + she left him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all + through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he + possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet the + nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The actual + marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister’s kindness + afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He thought he had + ruined her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But whatever can be done? Why didn’t he speak sooner?’ cried Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘He actually called at my house twice yesterday,’ the rector continued, + ‘resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times—he + left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was + defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last + night—started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock—and then + went home again.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,’ said Owen + bitterly. ‘The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner—the + criminality of the thing!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, that’s the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put to + us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have + escaped than have been burnt—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it all + means?’ Edward interrupted. + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless + he’s her husband,’ said Owen. ‘I shall go and separate them.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly you will,’ said the rector. + </p> + <p> + ‘Where’s the man?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘In his cottage.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake them—lay + the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and certain proofs of + his first wife’s death. An up-train passes soon, I think.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Where have they gone?’ said Edward. + </p> + <p> + ‘To Paris—as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow + morning.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Where in Southampton?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I really don’t know—some hotel. I only have their Paris address. + But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.’ + </p> + <p> + The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now + opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to gum + a small railway time-table—cut from the local newspaper. + </p> + <p> + ‘The afternoon express is just gone,’ he said, holding open the page, ‘and + the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o’clock. Now it + wants—let me see—five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr. + Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter’s cottage, where I + will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get him to + sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering between Mr. + and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere hearsay story.’ + </p> + <p> + The suggestion seemed a good one. ‘Yes, there will be time before the + train starts,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + Edward had been musing restlessly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?’ he + said suddenly to Graye. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,’ + returned Owen coldly. ‘Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much + better see him myself.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘There is no doubt,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘that the death of his wife was + fully believed in by himself.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘None whatever,’ said Owen; ‘and the news must be broken to him, and the + question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for Mr. + Springrove to appear in the case at all.’ He still spoke rather coldly; + the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward was not a + pleasant one to him. + </p> + <p> + ‘You will never find them,’ said Edward. ‘You have never been to + Southampton, and I know every house there.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That makes little difference,’ said the rector; ‘he will have a cab. + Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Stay; I’ll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the + terminus,’ said Owen; ‘that is, if their train has not already arrived.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. ‘The two-thirty train + reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector + suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to ‘all the + respectable hotels in Southampton,’ on the chance of its finding them, and + thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the + place. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,’ said Edward—an + offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the + direction of the porter’s cottage. + </p> + <p> + Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road + towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen’s proceedings + were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of + Manston’s good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any + arrangement which should clear up the mystery. ‘But,’ thought Edward, + ‘suppose—and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it—that + Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced + fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story or + another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then + the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their futures + irremediably.’ + </p> + <p> + However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form + of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to the + Southampton platform, and wait for Owen’s arrival, as he valued his + reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward + guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected + with the search would be paid. + </p> + <p> + No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within him + at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the time, a + knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a forewarning + which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally. + </p> + <p> + Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of raps, + Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by a long + sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into the + station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It was + certainly a passenger train. + </p> + <p> + Yet the booking-office window was closed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up the + line. The incline again?’ The voice was the stationmaster’s, and the reply + seemed to come from the guard. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a perfect + cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to bring them + through the cutting at twice.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?’ the voice continued. The + few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this + time, had taken their places at once. + </p> + <p> + A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward’s mind; then a wish overwhelmed + him. The conviction—as startling as it was sudden—was that + Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that his + wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might possess + Cytherea. The wish was—to proceed at once by this very train that + was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words of the + telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be with him—charge + him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent confusion (if he + were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary riddle, and the release + of Cytherea! + </p> + <p> + The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at + which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle, Edward + opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved along, and he + was soon out of sight. + </p> + <p> + Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across the + course of falling in love—if, indeed, it may not be called the + initial itself of the complete passion—a longing to cherish; when + the woman is shifted in a man’s mind from the region of mere admiration to + the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she + changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one that + said ‘She’ before, says ‘We’ now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes + to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a + brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the + dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized + accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader. + </p> + <p> + 6. FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward + remembered that he had nothing to show—no legal authority whatever + to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband and + wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed confession + from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed confession—perhaps + not worth anything legally—but it would be held by Owen; and he + alone, as Cytherea’s natural guardian, could separate them on the mere + ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be called the + hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly + convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man’s story, and + paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound + through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as + resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime + during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram and the + hour at which Owen’s train would arrive—trusting to circumstances + for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up his mind to be a + ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise. + </p> + <p> + At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the station + at Southampton—a clear hour before the train containing Owen could + possibly arrive. + </p> + <p> + Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his investigation + carefully and inductively, he went into the town. + </p> + <p> + At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and + inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always + receiving the same reply—nobody of that name, or answering to that + description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called, + asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly. + </p> + <p> + He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might + possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he + hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries among + hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and weary + appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he went, + which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several houses + in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered the door + of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking + eight. + </p> + <p> + ‘Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this + evening?’ he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from + very familiarity. + </p> + <p> + ‘A new-married couple, did you say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They are, though I didn’t say so.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Are they indoors?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t know. Eliza!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, m’m.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘See if number thirteen is in—that gentleman and his wife.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, m’m.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Has any telegram come for them?’ said Edward, when the maid had gone on + her errand. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—nothing that I know of.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such name, + were here this evening,’ said another voice from the back of the + bar-parlour. + </p> + <p> + ‘And did they get the message?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course they did not—they were not here—they didn’t come + till half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message. + I told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had + been asked for, but they didn’t seem to understand why it should be, and + so the matter dropped.’ + </p> + <p> + The chambermaid came back. ‘The gentleman is not in, but the lady is. Who + shall I say?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nobody,’ said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his + method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts—apart + from the wish to assist Owen—had been to see Manston, ask him flatly + for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the presence + of Cytherea—so as to prevent the possibility of the steward’s + palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came. + But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of + affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the house + alone. + </p> + <p> + He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston’s + absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see him—his + intrusion would seem odd—and Manston might return at any moment. He + certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the accusation upon his + tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful course. That idea had + been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was not married. If the first + wife were really dead after all—and he felt sick at the thought—Cytherea + as the steward’s wife might in after-years—perhaps, at once—be + subjected to indignity and cruelty on account of an old lover’s + interference now. + </p> + <p> + Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for her + from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired. + </p> + <p> + But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite + deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of the + attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing between + him and Cytherea’s presence. Reason was powerless now; he must see her—right + or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston—offensive to her brother or no. + His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved + her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a + time, and followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered + thirteen. + </p> + <p> + He knocked softly: nobody answered. + </p> + <p> + There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston + came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the + table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief + light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a + sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders—still as precious to + him as ever. + </p> + <p> + 7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + There is an attitude—approximatively called pensive—in which + the soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly + and expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems + more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea’s expression now. + What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her + reverie had caused her not to notice his knock. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea!’ he said softly. + </p> + <p> + She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her + visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice. + </p> + <p> + There was no preface on Springrove’s tongue; he forgot his position—hers—that + he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs of being a widower—everything—and + jumped to a conclusion. + </p> + <p> + ‘You are not his wife, Cytherea—come away, he has a wife living!’ he + cried in an agitated whisper. ‘Owen will be here directly.’ + </p> + <p> + She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them + afterwards. ‘Not his wife? O, what is it—what—who is living?’ + She awoke by degrees. ‘What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you + come? Where is Owen?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? Tell + me quick.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing—we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother + Owen? I want him, I want him!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him—do,’ + implored Springrove. ‘If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am + nobody,’ he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly + shadowed forth. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,’ she + said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly + looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the act + of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, I’ll not go out with you,’ she said, flinging the articles down + again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and downstairs. + </p> + <p> + ‘Give me a private room—quite private,’ she said breathlessly to + some one below. + </p> + <p> + ‘Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,’ said some tongue + in astonishment. + </p> + <p> + Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried + upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room specified, + and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out— + </p> + <p> + ‘Nobody but Owen shall speak to me—nobody!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He will be here directly,’ said Springrove, close against the panel, and + then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough. + </p> + <p> + He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the + railway-station. + </p> + <p> + As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to + think. She listened till the echo of Edward’s footsteps had died away, + then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape + from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily, + which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during + the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position than + she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that single fact + which had been told her—that the first Mrs. Manston was still living—till + her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. + It was only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the + discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery on + her husband’s part, which was only matter of inference. And thus there + arose in her a personal fear of him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Suppose he should come in now and seize me!’ This at first mere frenzied + supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his presence, and + especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to a heat of + excitement, which was none the less real for being vented in no cry of any + kind. No; she could not meet Manston’s eye alone, she would only see him + in her brother’s company. + </p> + <p> + Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent + all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word being + flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was. + </p> + <p> + 8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came to + the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it a + pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself, whose + curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no bounds. + The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the + door locked. ‘Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,’ she + said from the inside, ‘and that I cannot see him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly I will, madam,’ said the landlady. ‘Won’t you have a fire?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, thank you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nor a light?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t want one, thank you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nor anything?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing.’ + </p> + <p> + The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane. + </p> + <p> + Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the + sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round, + rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to be + seen. + </p> + <p> + ‘She is in number twelve room,’ added the maid. + </p> + <p> + Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. ‘Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am unwell, I cannot see you,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, not seriously.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me come in; I will get a doctor.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, he can’t see me either.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She won’t open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!’ said the + chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hold your tongue, and be off!’ said Manston with a snap. + </p> + <p> + The maid vanished. + </p> + <p> + ‘Come, Cytherea, this is foolish—indeed it is—not opening the + door.... I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a + doctor either, unless he sees you.’ + </p> + <p> + Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but nothing + could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes, Manston went + back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed. + </p> + <p> + And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up and + down. She thought, ‘Suppose he insists upon seeing me—he probably + may—and will burst open the door!’ This notion increased, and she + sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the + slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that + outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting to + laugh her to scorn. + </p> + <p> + 9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M. + </p> + <p> + In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform of + the railway-station. Half-past eight o’clock—the time at which + Owen’s train was due—had come, and passed, but no train appeared. + </p> + <p> + ‘When will the eight-thirty train be in?’ he asked of a man who was + sweeping the mud from the steps. + </p> + <p> + ‘She is not expected yet this hour.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How is that?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Christmas-time, you see, ‘tis always so. People are running about to see + their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas Eve, and + will be for another week yet.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He found + it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so intent upon the + importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of Cytherea’s + whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the station + unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the streets of + the town. + </p> + <p> + The hour expired. Ten o’clock struck. ‘When will the train be in?’ said + Edward to the telegraph clerk. + </p> + <p> + ‘In five-and-thirty minutes. She’s now at L——. They have extra + passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.’ + </p> + <p> + At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in. + </p> + <p> + The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually + glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the + outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was + quite bewildered, and could not speak. + </p> + <p> + ‘Here I am, Mr. Graye,’ said Edward cheerfully. ‘I have seen Cytherea, and + she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen took Edward’s hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such + was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did he + think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before him. + </p> + <p> + 10. ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between + Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting + outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently + overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being Manston’s + wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in his + proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter. + </p> + <p> + Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been + occupied by Cytherea on Edward’s visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen + had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His face + appeared harassed—much more troubled than the slight circumstance + which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for. + </p> + <p> + Manston could form no reason for Owen’s presence, but intuitively linked + it with Cytherea’s seclusion. ‘Altogether this is most unseemly,’ he said, + ‘whatever it may mean.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,’ said + Owen earnestly; ‘but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise + than come.’ + </p> + <p> + He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily + written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston’s face + whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and mysterious + enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could be too + complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not overridden + them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible expression—one + unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified amazement in the steward’s + mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only + confirmed him in the belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to + Edward’s suspicions. + </p> + <p> + There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. Manston + lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have feared by + his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was quite + futile to conjecture. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole + matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,’ said Owen when he + had finished reading. ‘But is it not best for both that Cytherea should + come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the + circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.’ + </p> + <p> + Whatever Manston’s original feelings had been, all in him now gave way to + irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room till he + had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones— + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly, I know no more than you and others know—it was a + gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should + you, or anybody, have doubted me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, where is my sister?’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘Locked in the next room.’ + </p> + <p> + His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable + means, have had an inkling of the event. + </p> + <p> + Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea’s room. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea, darling—‘tis Owen,’ he said, outside the door. A rustling + of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, ‘Is it + really you, Owen,—is it really?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, will you take care of me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Always.’ + </p> + <p> + She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from the + other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door. + </p> + <p> + Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the + darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to + Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a + lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and + shivered. + </p> + <p> + The sight of her again kindled all Manston’s passions into activity. ‘She + shall not go with you,’ he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two closer, + ‘unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can’t do it!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘This is proof,’ said Owen, holding up the paper. + </p> + <p> + ‘No proof at all,’ said Manston hotly. ‘’Tis not a death-bed confession, + and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Send for a lawyer,’ Owen returned, ‘and let him tell us the proper course + to adopt.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind the law—let me go with Owen!’ cried Cytherea, still + holding on to him. ‘You will let me go with him, won’t you, sir?’ she + said, turning appealingly to Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘We’ll have it all right and square,’ said Manston, with more quietness. + ‘I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants + to.’ + </p> + <p> + It was getting on for twelve o’clock, but the proprietor of the hotel had + not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor, which + was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked over + the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye that the + wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent into their + confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on, in order to + acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the episode of the + evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called the landlord up to + where they stood, and told him the main facts of the story. + </p> + <p> + The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative + smoker. + </p> + <p> + ‘I know the very man you want to see—the very man,’ he said, looking + at the general features of the candle-flame. ‘Sharp as a needle, and not + over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time—trust Timms + for that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s in bed by this time for certain,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never mind that—Timms knows me, I know him. He’ll oblige me as a + personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he’s up at some party or + another—he’s a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind + you, sharp as a needle, too.’ + </p> + <p> + He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three + persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless, + awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the + long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man + could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them + seemed unendurable to her—she could never last out the time. Owen + was annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once; + Manston at Owen’s homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney, + as if he would be a touchstone of infallible proof. + </p> + <p> + Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few + moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. ‘Mr. + Timms has not been in bed,’ he said; ‘he had just returned from dining + with a few friends, so there’s no trouble given. To save time I explained + the matter as we came along.’ + </p> + <p> + It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty + exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner + with a few friends. + </p> + <p> + ‘As far as I can see,’ said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision + inward by main force, ‘it is quite a matter for private arrangement + between the parties, whoever the parties are—at least at present. I + speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young + lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame’s way, until the + mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence prove to + be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you, her husband, + you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes,’ said Manston, who had completely recovered his self-possession + and common-sense; ‘let it all be settled by herself.’ Turning to Cytherea + he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the words— + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here + miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll go back with Owen.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well.’ He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: ‘And + remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as + you are yourself. Do you believe me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I do,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don’t think she + does even now. Do you believe me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I believe you,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + ‘And now, good-evening,’ he continued, opening the door and politely + intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further + necessity for their remaining in his room. ‘In three days I shall claim + her.’ + </p> + <p> + The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as much + of his sister’s clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his arm, and + followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had been left + standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly forgotten. + Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned + them, looked to the packing, and went to the door. + </p> + <p> + A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the + house, was called up, and Cytherea’s luggage put upon it. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night + arrivals?’ Owen inquired of the driver. + </p> + <p> + ‘A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn—and the + gentleman wished me to give you this.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,’ said Owen to + himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly + traced in pencil:— + </p> + <p> + ‘I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that I + should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having caused + her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did—but it cannot be helped + now. E.S.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive on. + </p> + <p> + ‘Poor Springrove—I think we have served him rather badly,’ he said + to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. + </p> + <p> + A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them. + They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling + coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who was + only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had forgotten + herself, and her position for the instant. + </p> + <p> + Was she still Manston’s wife—that was the terrible supposition, and + her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the + late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have been + only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow. + </p> + <p> + Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would ensue if + she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the reflection; + Edward knew the truth. + </p> + <p> + They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them by + the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed + themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train + the next day. + </p> + <p> + At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on + the wheels of the night-mail. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0015" id="link2H_4_0015"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY + </h3> + <p> + Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. + </p> + <p> + This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to raise in + Cytherea’s bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The instant + after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the hotel at + Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her presence + for a week than her respect for ever. + </p> + <p> + ‘She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,’ he insisted. And + then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which, + to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event, + appeared the least likely of possible contingencies. + </p> + <p> + He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on + Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing + would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done + openly—even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and + stated this to be his resolve. + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘it is best to proceed candidly and fairly, + or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion, take active + steps at once.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and + silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what + can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry is + not to be found—I mean the porter.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last + night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where he + has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not + there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has + not come back yet.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I rather doubt if we shall see him again.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not think + of doing—set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for your + missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the meantime?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Advertise. I’ll think about it,’ said Manston, lingering on the word as + he pronounced it. ‘Yes, that seems a right thing—quite a right + thing.’ + </p> + <p> + He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the next—for + nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he went out with an + uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which resulted, however, in + leading him again to the rectory. + </p> + <p> + He saw Mr. Raunham. ‘Have you done anything yet?’ the rector inquired. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—I have not,’ said Manston absently. ‘But I am going to set about + it.’ He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to betray. + ‘My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings from + Budmouth of my—Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were + interested in.’ + </p> + <p> + There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston’s tone now, and the rector + paused to weigh his words ere he replied. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have not heard directly from her,’ he said gently. ‘But her brother has + communicated with some people in the parish—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The Springroves, I suppose,’ said Manston gloomily. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, likely + to be for some days.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Surely, surely, I must go and see her!’ Manston cried. + </p> + <p> + ‘I would advise you not to go,’ said Raunham. ‘But do this instead—be + as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth as + regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step + place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself + for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are + socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which + is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.’ + </p> + <p> + The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same indecision!—not + the indecision of weakness—the indecision of conscious perplexity. + </p> + <p> + On Manston’s return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the door + of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar, and it being + three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he entered the + tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the front room where + Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened off from the + remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part of the screen, + he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed his footsteps, + and continued their discourse. + </p> + <p> + One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man who + had met him with tidings of his wife’s death on the evening of the + conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same mode + of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and confidential + tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being an + unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the + fire. + </p> + <p> + What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to + forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was + strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the house + again without being seen or heard. + </p> + <p> + Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off + under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire, and + burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by unheeded. + First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did not notice it. + Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew cold; still he + thought on. + </p> + <p> + It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time, + had, under the same conditions—an unrestricted mental absorption—shown + nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss + Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a + determination. + </p> + <p> + The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House; + where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him. She had + been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the confession of + the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the denial, he + shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his departure for + London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his + journey thither—to recover traces of his missing wife. + </p> + <p> + During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and + other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case. + The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature + which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including Mr. + Raunham—that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true, it + seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys behind + on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore she would + not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon + her. The writers added that the police were on the track of the porter, + who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was + criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy + energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up. + </p> + <p> + 2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY + </p> + <p> + Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London and + Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the + rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had made at + his wife’s old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of results. + </p> + <p> + But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that + he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to + fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing woman in + three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully considered + and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart, or at least the + understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own nature left in her. + </p> + <p> + There was no answer. + </p> + <p> + Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as + before. + </p> + <p> + ‘I cannot try any further,’ said Manston speciously to the rector, his + sole auditor throughout the proceedings. ‘Mr. Raunham, I’ll tell you the + truth plainly: I don’t love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of this + business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against me. I + hope to God I shall never see her again.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But you will do your duty at least?’ said Mr. Raunham. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have done it,’ said Manston. ‘If ever a man on the face of this earth + has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her—living + or dead—at least,’ he added, correcting himself, ‘since I have lived + at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time—I own that, as I have + owned it before.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if + advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,’ said the rector emphatically. + ‘But at any rate, try advertising once more. There’s a satisfaction in + having made any attempt three several times.’ + </p> + <p> + When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire for + a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went to his + private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by dipping his + pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then dipping it again, + he took the following note of events:— + </p> + <p> + ‘January 25.—Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the + subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending + the three interviews:— + </p> + <p> + ‘The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to do + everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he was + convinced he should never see her again. + </p> + <p> + ‘The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first + wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea’s welfare. + </p> + <p> + ‘The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all consistency. + Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is strong) and + evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston’s fate, he was + unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to advise him to + <i>advertise again</i> for her.’ + </p> + <p> + A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A paragraph + was attached, which stated that this would be the last time the + announcement would appear. + </p> + <p> + 3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY + </p> + <p> + At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston, + directed in a woman’s hand. + </p> + <p> + A bachelor friend of the steward’s, Mr. Dickson by name, who was somewhat + of a chatterer—plenus rimarum—and who boasted of an endless + string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding day + by invitation—an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise to + Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore almost + to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at breakfast + with his host when the important missive arrived. + </p> + <p> + Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the name + of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as follows:— + </p> + <p> + ‘“MY HUSBAND,—I implore your forgiveness. + </p> + <p> + ‘“During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred + times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now, + namely, that I am alive and in perfect health. + </p> + <p> + ‘“I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence has + won me round. Surely, I thought, he <i>must</i> love me still. Why else + should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will be, + can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?—rather + the reverse, indeed. + </p> + <p> + ‘“You yourself state my own mind—that the only grounds upon which we + can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must be a + mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily and + willingly forget everything—and forgive everything. You will do the + same, as your actions show. + </p> + <p> + ‘“There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts + relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the heads + in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch me, more + grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your absence from + home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate sense of wrong + done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till + the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not + come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed, + but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping + my keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of the + house. The—“’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, that’s a rum story,’ said Mr. Dickson, interrupting. + </p> + <p> + ‘What’s a rum story?’ said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do + such a thing.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such immediate + danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman in her senses, + who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so forgetful.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to + assume that she was not in her senses, for that’s what she did plainly, or + how could the things have been found there? Besides, she’s truthful + enough.’ He spoke eagerly and peremptorily. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes.’ Manston read on:— + </p> + <p> + ‘“—and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up + brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike me; + I did not consider that it might be thatched. + </p> + <p> + ‘“I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come + in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the fire + broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still + determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station, which + was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there concerning + the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the effect the + fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not in any + detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of the + village to my former abode, might set people on my track should they doubt + my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again to Knapwater—a + place which had seemed inimical to me from first to last—prompted me + to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to + Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning + train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these + lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by needlework, + endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to America, but + making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that is changed—can + I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am happy. Tell me what I + am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful wife, EUNICE. + </p> + <p> + ‘“My name here is (as before) + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘“MRS. RONDLEY, and my address, + 79 ADDINGTON STREET, + LAMBETH.’” + </pre> + <p> + The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper. + </p> + <p> + ‘So it’s to be all right at last then,’ said Manston’s friend. ‘But after + all there’s another woman in the case. You don’t seem very sorry for the + little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of affairs? I wonder + you can let her go so coolly.’ The speaker was looking out between the + mullions of the window—noticing that some of the lights were glazed + in lozenges, some in squares—as he said the words, otherwise he + would have seen the passionate expression of agonized hopelessness that + flitted across the steward’s countenance when the remark was made. He did + not see it, and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which + he spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a few + short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret heart, he + idolized still, as far as such a form of love was compatible with his + nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he meant to act up to the + requirements of the position into which fate appeared determined to drive + him. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s neither here nor there,’ he said; ‘it is a point of honour to do + as I am doing, and there’s an end of it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first + bargain.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of wives + when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to be. But + anything for a change—Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered. You + would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another bride—in + fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead of having + only done so virtually.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Cui bono?’ The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his + intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips. + </p> + <p> + ‘I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,’ he resumed. ‘It + would be awkward—either seeing or communicating with her again. The + best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course—she’ll + find it all out soon enough.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in his + hands, and murmured, ‘O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should come to + this is hard for me! ‘Tis now all darkness—“a land of darkness as + darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and where + the light is as darkness.”’ + </p> + <p> + Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted + before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the inn, + left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud. + </p> + <p> + 4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY + </p> + <p> + Knapwater Park is the picture—at eleven o’clock on a muddy, quiet, + hazy, but bright morning—a morning without any blue sky, and without + any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit of + an invisible sun than by its bodily presence. + </p> + <p> + The local Hunt had met for the day’s sport on the open space of ground + immediately in front of the steward’s residence—called in the list + of appointments, ‘Old House, Knapwater’—the meet being here once + every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends. + </p> + <p> + Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with the + keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, rich-coloured + horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and long-lost + woman, Mrs. Manston. + </p> + <p> + The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned + towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of + conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day. She + did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed rather + to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented exultation, + subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly position. + </p> + <p> + She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive woman—comely + as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was palpable enough that + God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least seven years older than + Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double the number, the artificial + means employed to heighten the natural good appearance of her face being + very cleverly applied. Her form was full and round, its voluptuous + maturity standing out in strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea’s + lissom girlishness. + </p> + <p> + It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has courted, + or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms dangerous to her + honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance whenever the moment + arrives in which the glance is strongly asked for, even if her life and + whole future depended upon that moment’s abstinence. + </p> + <p> + Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife’s countenance what might + now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman’s as she caught a stray glance + of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants outside, he + would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy and doubt. + But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover, calmly attending + to his business at the other end of the manor. + </p> + <p> + The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way a few + days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next morning—at + once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the riddling + inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its + neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to + Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston + better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of Cytherea’s + youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management. All felt + their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford as in + other parts of the world—immediately circumstantial evidence became + exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey, + and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for + speculation. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0016" id="link2H_4_0016"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH + </h3> + <p> + Owen Graye’s recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so + long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him + in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and his + movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the + lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the + forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which, + pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some + future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet. + </p> + <p> + The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a month + after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back to him in + the wake of his restored health, and offered him the superintendence, as + clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly rebuilt at the village + of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from Budmouth, and about half that + distance from Carriford. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,’ he + said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, ‘and you shall never, + Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady’s beck and call again as long as I + live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it’s no disgrace + to you. Cheer up; you’ll be somebody’s happy wife yet.’ + </p> + <p> + He did not say Edward Springrove’s, for, greatly to his disappointment, a + report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed so much + had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia. However, this + was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston’s existence had been + dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship + in which Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one + of distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for + circumstances about to be mentioned. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly + dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston’s return had reached them, she + had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing + forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual dread + lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks earlier, + she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet assent, not + unmixed with cheerfulness. + </p> + <p> + But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction—by Mrs. + Manston’s arrival, and her own consequent freedom—had been the + imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding + of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably + reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no + happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again + show herself the sparkling creature she once had been— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Apt to entice a deity.’ +</pre> + <p> + On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point of + concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the + unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which + they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for + which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a mood + that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance + necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for them. + </p> + <p> + They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon as + the work commenced. + </p> + <p> + Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not far + from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain of the + original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque dwelling + sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered it being + overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and threes had + been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting up the whole + harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet. + </p> + <p> + The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace, + enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood + mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker—the subjects + mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a curly-tailed + dog behind. + </p> + <p> + After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the quaint + scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself through + the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to her + complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole + remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she + began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘“—I said, if there’s peace to be found in the world, + A heart that is humble may hope for it here.”’ +</pre> + <p> + 2. THE THIRD OF MARCH + </p> + <p> + Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards + the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by, + and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting down + to toast and tea. + </p> + <p> + A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door. + </p> + <p> + The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new + vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening + dining with the Squire. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was uneasy at the sound—she did not know why, unless it was + because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone. + Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs. + </p> + <p> + ‘What nonsense, Cytherea!’ said her brother, going to the door. + </p> + <p> + Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Capital—not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!’ cried + Owen. ‘What’s the use of going to such a place as that?—I never + believed that you would.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am going back to London again to-morrow,’ said Springrove, ‘and I + called to say a word before going. Where is... ?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She has just run upstairs. Come in—never mind scraping your shoes—we + are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all, + you see.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Manston came,’ said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the + chimney-corner by preference. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at + once, and fell into a reverie. + </p> + <p> + ‘The history of her escape is very simple.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the + circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could sleep + so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too late + even to give shout or sound of any kind.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long + wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds before + they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely burnt to + ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it at the + time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of bone! Why + he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying that if it + has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that + jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and + not the penetration of one.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Is she quite well?’ said Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who?—O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I’ll call + her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen sat down again. + </p> + <p> + ‘You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as + ever.... I think she loves me too,—does she really?’ + </p> + <p> + There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of + matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and + guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he + was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, she may possibly love you still,’ he said, as if rather in doubt as + to the truth of his words. + </p> + <p> + Springrove’s countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple + ‘Yes,’ at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression— + </p> + <p> + ‘Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I made + her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions attached—that + we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till a great debt, which + all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be paid? My father, by + reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under a great obligation to + Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing his energies. I am + attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my prospects gloomy + enough at present. + </p> + <p> + ‘But consider again,’ he went on. ‘Cytherea has been left in a nameless + and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and now + void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under the—materially—untoward + conditions I have mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a + locus standi. If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we + would go to another part of England—emigrate—do anything.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll call Cytherea,’ said Owen. ‘It is a matter which she alone can + settle.’ He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity + which Edward’s visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other affair, + his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying off old + debts himself. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,’ he said, at the foot of the staircase. + </p> + <p> + His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, and + stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand to + Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes averted—a + habit which had engendered itself in her since the beginning of her + illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went out—leaving + the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since the memorable + night at Southampton. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will get a light,’ she said, with a little embarrassment. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—don’t, please, Cytherea,’ said Edward softly, ‘Come and sit down + with me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes. I ought to have asked <i>you</i> to,’ she returned timidly. + ‘Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that + side. I’ll sit here.’ + </p> + <p> + Two recesses—one on the right, one on the left hand—were cut + in the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other, + on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between + their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and + spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the + setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a long + shadow towards the door. + </p> + <p> + Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke that + went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen through its + medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing is so potent for + coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet silence in the man who + has so lost them—and thus the patient Edward coaxed hers. After + lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in vain for another + word from him, they were lifted into his face. + </p> + <p> + He was ready primed to receive them. ‘Cytherea, will you marry me?’ he + said. + </p> + <p> + He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. Stepping + across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney corner, he + reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She continued in silence + awhile. + </p> + <p> + ‘Edward, I can never be anybody’s wife,’ she then said sadly, and with + firmness. + </p> + <p> + ‘Think of it in every light,’ he pleaded; ‘the light of love, first. Then, + when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can only offer + you poverty as yet, but I want—I do so long to secure you from the + intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always be thrust + before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you do now—a + life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside world it appears + like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn—and tongues are + busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know all about it,’ she said hastily; ‘and those are the grounds of my + refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth—the two I love best on + earth—and I am content. But the scandal will be continually + repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to you—that—your + wife....’ She utterly broke down and wept. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t, my own darling!’ he entreated. ‘Don’t, Cytherea!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Please to leave me—we will be friends, Edward—but don’t press + me—my mind is made up—I cannot—I will not marry you or + any man under the present ambiguous circumstances—never will I—I + have said it: never!’ + </p> + <p> + They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness + overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars of the + chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst through the + square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked down upon them + from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him. + </p> + <p> + ‘At any rate you will love me?’ he murmured to her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—always—for ever and for ever!’ + </p> + <p> + He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly + withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained with + her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was not + extinguished even now. + </p> + <p> + He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a small + red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was pacing up + and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him the result of + the interview. + </p> + <p> + ‘You are a good fellow, Edward,’ he said; ‘but I think my sister is + right.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,’ said Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now—family feeling + prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad + man.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward could keep the secret of Manston’s coercion of Miss Aldclyffe in + the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole story. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s one thing,’ he continued, ‘but not all. What do you think of this—I + have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a letter the day + before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in the papers. One + was there for him, and it was directed in his wife’s handwriting, as I can + prove. This was not till after the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but + if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a farce, there is a strong + presumption that the rest of the piece was.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his eyes + upon his companion. + </p> + <p> + ‘Collusion!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘With his first wife?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What did you discover?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the + day <i>before</i> the first advertisement appeared.’ + </p> + <p> + Graye was lost in a long consideration. ‘Ah!’ he said, ‘it would be + difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be + sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I have other suspicions—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—as you said’ interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able + to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position. + ‘Yes, there is this to be remembered—Cytherea had been taken from + him before that letter came—and his knowledge of his wife’s + existence could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have + sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, I have other suspicions,’ repeated Edward; ‘and if I only had the + right—if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of + bigamy yet.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The reproof was not needed,’ said Owen, with a little bitterness. ‘What + can I do—a man with neither money nor friends—whilst Manston + has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what + lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired—if + it is true—I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one—a + thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.’ + </p> + <p> + 3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH + </p> + <p> + Edward’s disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye’s thoughts into + an entirely new and uncommon channel. + </p> + <p> + On the Monday after Springrove’s visit, Owen had walked to the top of a + hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch—a wild hill that had no name, + beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity + of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a + weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys—seeing + only Manston’s imagined form. + </p> + <p> + Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question which + affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew, dictated + solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute, and had not + been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting for her seclusion + had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had hinted, that he, her + brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in allowing Manston to thrive + unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head for no fault at all? + </p> + <p> + Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have + contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the return + of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new toy? Had he + believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such circumstances as chance + would throw in his way, he could escape all suspicion of having known that + she lived? Only one fact within his own direct knowledge afforded the + least ground for such a supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman + only in the humble and unprotected station of a lady’s hired companion, + his sister’s beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a + selfish man like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the + possibility of getting rid of her again. + </p> + <p> + ‘But for that stratagem of Manston’s in relation to the Springroves,’ Owen + thought, ‘Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward. True, that + he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward’s suspicions, but the + grounds are good—the probability is strong.’ + </p> + <p> + He went indoors and questioned Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?’ he + asked. + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t know who started the report.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Was it Manston?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he + came to the spot—that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did + not escape <i>after</i> the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the + fact that she might have left before—of course that would have + seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, until the porter’s story of her irritation and doubt as to her + course made it natural.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What settled the matter at the inquest,’ said Cytherea, ‘was Mr. + Manston’s evidence that the watch was his wife’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He was sure of that, wasn’t he?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I believe he said he was certain of it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It might have been hers—left behind in her perturbation, as they + say it was—impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes—on the + whole, he might have believed in her death.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after, he + had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before the + porter’s confession he knew something about her—though not that she + lived.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why do you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had + fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward’s visit. He must + have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a + passion of uneasy doubt. He said, “You don’t suppose my first wife is come + to light again, madam, surely?” Directly he had let the remark slip out, + he seemed anxious to withdraw it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s odd,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + ‘I thought it very odd.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by + accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover + remains the same as ever—did he doubt his first impression of her + death <i>before</i> he married you. I can’t help thinking he did, although + he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It was perhaps only a short time before,’ said Cytherea; ‘when he could + hardly recede from having me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. ‘Tis unfair to yourself + to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a bigamist—supposing + him to be one—I should die happy. That’s what we must find out by + fair means or foul—was he a wilful bigamist?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and how + can you do that?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t at all—I know that very well. But neither do I altogether + wish to at present—a lawyer must have a case—facts to go upon, + that means. Now they are scarce at present—as scarce as money is + with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer. + Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only + thing we lose in working alone in this way, is time—not the issue: + for the fruit that one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more + perfectly organized whole than that of twelve minds in one month, + especially if the interests of the single one are vitally concerned, and + those of the twelve are only hired. But there is not only my mind + available—you are a shrewd woman, Cythie, and Edward is an earnest + ally. Then, if we really get a sure footing for a criminal prosecution, + the Crown will take up the case.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t much care to press on in the matter,’ she murmured. ‘What good + can it do us, Owen, after all?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Selfishly speaking, it will do this good—that all the facts of your + journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die. + Besides, Manston will have to suffer—it’s an act of justice to you + and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.’ + </p> + <p> + He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the + Springroves’ obligation to Miss Aldclyffe—and their nearly certain + knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their + embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened. + </p> + <p> + ‘And now,’ he said, ‘our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs. + Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications + passed between them after the fire.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If we only had Miss Aldclyffe’s countenance and assistance as I used to + have them,’ Cytherea returned, ‘how strong we should be! O, what power is + it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She loves me + now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed for me—yes, + she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an + old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this, + notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a mystery; but never mind that now,’ said Owen impressively. ‘About + where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of it first—learn + the place of her stay in the early stage of their separation, during the + period of Manston’s arrival here, and so on, for that was where she was + first communicated with on the subject of coming to Knapwater, before the + fire; and that address, too, was her point of departure when she came to + her husband by stealth in the night—you know—the time I + visited you in the evening and went home early in the morning, and it was + found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn’t we inquire of Mrs. Leat, + who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she remembers where the letters + to Mrs. Manston were directed?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He never posted his letters to her in the parish—it was remarked at + the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not be + found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of the + date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a + certainty.’ + </p> + <p> + Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. ‘Who has a file of the + Chronicles?’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Raunham used to file them,’ said Cytherea. ‘He was rather + friendly-disposed towards me, too.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the + church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary, + unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist. ‘I + act under your orders, Owen,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0017" id="link2H_4_0017"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE SIXTH + </h3> + <p> + The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under + cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or so + of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she saw again + the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her sojourn under + Miss Aldclyffe’s roof—the outline of the hills, the meadow streams, + the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house, + and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home. + </p> + <p> + Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous + to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea’s + friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever surmised. + Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish matters, + more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt + very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on + the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady + of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our + line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our vitality + was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in the chain. + </p> + <p> + Since the death of the old captain, the rector’s bearing in Knapwater + House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which he himself + was the last man in the world to regret. This polite indifference was so + frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern himself to preach at + her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she did not take the trouble + to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal + more. + </p> + <p> + Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow, + contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh and + healthy as a lad’s. Cytherea’s bright eyes, mutely and demurely glancing + up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving away many of + the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during the hours of a + solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them, when she left his + parish, by those others of a more aching nature which accompany an + over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge of feeling towards her + that passion to which his dignified self-respect would not give its true + name, even in the privacy of his own thought. + </p> + <p> + He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him. He + saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good nature + made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see the + Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before her on + his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then left her + entirely to herself. + </p> + <p> + She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected with the + subject of her search—‘Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at + Carriford.’ + </p> + <p> + The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so dizzy + that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling + recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully + read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was + remembered already. + </p> + <p> + She turned on to the following week’s report of the inquest. After a + miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston’s + address than this:— + </p> + <p> + ‘ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had + been living, deposed,’ etc. + </p> + <p> + Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart, + first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors + gardening. + </p> + <p> + He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate. + </p> + <p> + ‘Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?’ he said, using her Christian name + by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he called her + Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at the wedding. + Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless replying + evasively— + </p> + <p> + ‘I only guess and fear.’ + </p> + <p> + He earnestly looked at her again. + </p> + <p> + ‘Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it, you + will come to me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + The gate closed between them. + </p> + <p> + ‘You don’t want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?’ he repeated. + </p> + <p> + If he had spoken what he felt, ‘I want very much to help you, Cytherea, + and have been watching Manston on your account,’ she would gladly have + accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to + his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with + still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over + the gate— + </p> + <p> + ‘No, thank you.’ + </p> + <p> + She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day’s work. Owen’s greeting was + anxious— + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, Cytherea?’ + </p> + <p> + She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a slip + of paper. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now to find out the name of the street and number,’ Owen remarked. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen,’ she said, ‘will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I don’t + think I can—indeed I don’t think I can—take any further steps + towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and it + does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any + way.’ She added more gravely, ‘It is beneath my dignity as a woman to + labour for this; I have felt it so all day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well,’ he said, somewhat shortly; ‘I shall work without you then. + There’s dignity in justice.’ He caught sight of her pale tired face, and + the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. ‘Darling,’ he + continued warmly, and kissing her, ‘you shall not work so hard again—you + are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.’ + </p> + <p> + 2. MARCH THE TENTH + </p> + <p> + On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the + house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and came + out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was, and asked + the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of the inquest at + Carriford in the December of the year preceding the last—just adding + that a family entanglement, of which the reporter probably knew something, + made him anxious to ascertain some additional details of the event, if any + existed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Certainly,’ said the other, without hesitation; ‘though I am afraid I + haven’t much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see—my old + note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will come + with me I can refer to them there.’ His wife and family were at tea inside + the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he seemed + glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove. + </p> + <p> + They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an inner + room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The precise + address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but written + down by the reporter, was as follows:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘ABRAHAM BROWN, + LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON.’ +</pre> + <p> + Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. ‘I want to keep this + inquiry private for the present,’ he said hesitatingly. ‘You will perhaps + understand why, and oblige me.’ + </p> + <p> + The reporter promised. ‘News is shop with me,’ he said, ‘and to escape + from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.’ + </p> + <p> + It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted up + with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter came + out from the inner apartment in Graye’s company, answering an expression + of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no trouble. At the + moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door between the two rooms, + still holding his note-book in his hand. + </p> + <p> + Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also + speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, ‘I will + take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn’t post it to + me.’ + </p> + <p> + The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized him. + Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston. + </p> + <p> + Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with + Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to be + told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his hand, + opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an old + reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter’s face, whose + experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a + consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late + proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward. + Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the + office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street. + </p> + <p> + Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening, + before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating + therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging him, as + he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man was standing + under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the post-office, when + he dropped the letter into the box. + </p> + <p> + That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with Owen + Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to London + by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o’clock. But remembering + that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had obtained his + information—whatever that was—could not be delivered in London + till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to Knapwater. + Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements were set on + foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night. + </p> + <p> + 3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH + </p> + <p> + Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was + usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from the + village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very civilly + of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer’s barometer + stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It was not in + Mr. Springrove’s nature—going to church as he was, too—to + return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his + feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was + continued on terms of greater friendliness. + </p> + <p> + ‘You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after the + rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, but I don’t know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The old + window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget. No + window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to it for + more than fifty years. Ted says ‘tis a great loss to me, and he knows + exactly what I feel.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?’ said Manston, + imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives + which passes for high breeding in country villages. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, sir. I hope he’ll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis to be hoped he’ll be steady now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s always been that, I assure ‘ee,’ said the old man tartly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—yes—I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats + will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Intellectual gingerbread! Ted’s steady enough—that’s all I know + about it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course—of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience + has shown me that that’s a great thing to a young man living alone in + London.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Warwick Street, Charing Cross—that’s where he is.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, to be sure—strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live + at number fifty-two in that very same street.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Edward lives at number forty-nine—how very near being the same + house!’ said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself. + </p> + <p> + ‘Very,’ said Manston. ‘Well, I suppose we had better step along a little + quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson’s bell has just begun.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Number forty-nine,’ he murmured. + </p> + <p> + 4. MARCH THE TWELFTH + </p> + <p> + Edward received Owen’s letter in due time, but on account of his daily + engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck + five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he + called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked at + the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs. + Manston. + </p> + <p> + A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been + clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly in + style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the same + instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven along Old + Street in Edward’s rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove knocked. + </p> + <p> + Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again. + </p> + <p> + This brought out two people—one at the door he had been knocking + upon, the other from the next on the right. + </p> + <p> + ‘Is Mr. Brown at home?’ said Springrove. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘When will he be in?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Quite uncertain.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Can you tell me where I may find him?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No. O, here he is coming, sir. That’s Mr. Brown.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the woman, + and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him. + </p> + <p> + Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who had + not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to speak + out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to the + stranger, ‘One word with you—do you remember a lady lodger of yours + of the name of Mrs. Manston?’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were + looking into a telescope at the wrong end. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have never let lodgings in my life,’ he said, after his survey. + </p> + <p> + ‘Didn’t you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to lodgings, + I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty years, but I have + never let an inch.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose there is some mistake,’ Edward murmured, and turned away. He + and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked + at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the + result of it. + </p> + <p> + ‘I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you + want, sir,’ she said. ‘The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other day?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very likely that is the man,’ said Edward, his interest reawakening. + </p> + <p> + ‘He couldn’t make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to + Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who had + often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the + change; for after London they say he couldn’t stand the rainy west winds + they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step into + the passage?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s unfortunate,’ said Edward, going in. ‘But perhaps you remember a + Mrs. Manston living next door to you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes,’ said the landlady, closing the door. ‘The lady who was supposed + to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw + her the other day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Since the fire at Carriford?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here—just + as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week or + fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries, she + was with him. But I did not speak to her—she stood back, as if she + were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all + about her when he came back from the inquest.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No. You see she was only Mr. Brown’s lodger for two or three weeks, and I + didn’t know she was living there till she was near upon leaving again—we + don’t notice next-door people much here in London. I much regretted I had + not known her when I heard what had happened. It led me and Mr. Brown to + talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little thought I should see her + alive after all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And when do you say they came here together?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t exactly remember the day—though I remember a very beautiful + dream I had that same night—ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of + lodgers coming along the square with angels’ wings and bright golden + sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They + would not give any less; no, not if you—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left these + lodgings originally?’ said Edward, though his heart sank as he asked. He + felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been there before + him, clearing the ground of all traces. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have always said “No” hitherto,’ replied the woman, ‘considering I + could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking + in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few + things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in a + workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was rather + angry at what occurred—you see, she had a temper by all account, and + so I didn’t like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came the + other day with her husband.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And about the workbox?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few + articles of furniture she didn’t want, and when she was leaving they were + put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very much + alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn’t, and Mr. + Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the sale.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What was in it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, nothing in particular, or of any value—some accounts, and her + usual sewing materials I think—nothing more. She didn’t take much + trouble to get it back—she said the bills were worth nothing to her + or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because + her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she + had parted with it, he would be vexed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to + this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten it—indeed, + she didn’t make any inquiry at all, only standing behind him, listening to + his; and he probably had never been told anything about it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning from + the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the shop—his + name is written up.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was dictated + more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of doing much. When + he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had watched him, came + up to the woman’s door, with an appearance of being in breathless haste. + </p> + <p> + ‘Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes; he’s just gone.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Dear me! I want him.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He’s gone to Mr. Halway’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay + pretty liberally?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He gave me half-a-crown.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That scale will do. I’m a poor man, and will see what my little + contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you + told him all I know—where she lived before coming to live here?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I didn’t know where she lived before coming here. O no—I only said + what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I + shouldn’t have been so open as I was.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway’s,’ said the man, and went away + as hastily as he had come. + </p> + <p> + Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some + difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement to + an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he stood + in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer’s book gave + the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the lot + which had included Mrs. Manston’s workbox. + </p> + <p> + Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the + other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized the + first he came to. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who did you woant?’ said a thin voice from somewhere. + </p> + <p> + Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who did you woant?’ said the thin voice again. + </p> + <p> + He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering the + basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a child’s + white face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Who did you woant?’ said the voice the third time, with precisely the + same languid inflection. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Higgins,’ said Edward. + </p> + <p> + ‘Third bell up,’ said the face, and disappeared. + </p> + <p> + He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another + child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little + thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment one + winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink, and sank + into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were the chief + articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they occupied. A + roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an + overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of + level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down + beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy + (‘foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora’). A + baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven + being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat + helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but never + one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost useless as a + screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere. + </p> + <p> + It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a city. + Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and wife + taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after the sale of + some necessary article of furniture, they were under the influence of a + quartern of gin. + </p> + <p> + Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now + have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so + lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that + the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife + ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company. + </p> + <p> + Edward hastened to despatch his errand. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles of + lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went downstairs + to the pawnbroker’s. + </p> + <p> + In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection of + articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his + ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the + probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off under + his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it locked. + </p> + <p> + It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small + sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a light, + and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his purchase + rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open the cover + with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly beneath, and + found—nothing. + </p> + <p> + He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the underside + of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand within, found that + it really contained some substance. First he pulled out about a dozen + tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were a short household + account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of carte-de-visite + photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs. Manston—‘Eunice’ + being written under it in ink—the other of Manston himself. + </p> + <p> + He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task—not a + single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him—and was it + likely there would be? + </p> + <p> + However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to + Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he + scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an envelope. + Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to seven; by + affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them by that + evening’s post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it at once to + the post-office at Charing Cross. + </p> + <p> + On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely. + He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the + pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he + uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled + paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man’s handwriting. He + recognized it as Manston’s, having seen notes and bills from him at his + father’s house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive + of the lady who was now Manston’s wife. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘EUNICE. + + ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + ‘AE. M.’ +</pre> + <p> + To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was + now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more. + </p> + <p> + ‘Disappointed again,’ he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper, + and the withered twig that had lain with it. + </p> + <p> + Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he considered + that it would be worth while to make good the statement in his late note + to Graye—that he had sent everything the box contained except the + sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and myrtle-twig in another + envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked them in his first search, + and put it on the table for the next day’s post. + </p> + <p> + In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him, + Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not waited + to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all that he had + done had been visible from the street. But as on an average not one person + a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time of the evening, the + discovery of the omission did not much concern his mind. + </p> + <p> + But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the + opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came + out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him and + saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further trouble + himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again. + </p> + <p> + Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his + wife’s workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he + guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had + been sent. + </p> + <p> + He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the + two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he + rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell + Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he + passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the + publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed to + see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment. + </p> + <p> + The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston + retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and then to + the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and topographical + description of the village he read:— + </p> + <p> + ‘Postmistress—Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by + foot-post from Anglebury.’ + </p> + <p> + Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office, + thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where he + now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him. Some + absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He paid his + bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the streets and + over the river till the time should have arrived at which the night-mail + left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward. + </p> + <p> + There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a + man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life, + casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an + interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration + did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the lively + thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant; little men + looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute looking as + happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn + and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they + followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, + and all were equally unconscious of the significant whole they + collectively showed forth. + </p> + <p> + At ten o’clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, and + entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down + mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove’s letter to Graye, far + away from London. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0018" id="link2H_4_0018"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O’CLOCK A.M. + </h3> + <p> + They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning, + the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to + three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought out, + noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax from + innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard took them + into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office. + </p> + <p> + It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain was + falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once away + from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood on the + side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in the + street of about two hundred yards. + </p> + <p> + The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first + part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up + and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself to + walk backwards and forwards a stone’s throw in each direction. Although + the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition of suspense + in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to + pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain + increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the + hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint + halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town. + </p> + <p> + Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a + living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon + afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street + leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch + beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final hitch-up, + stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with a brisk + shuffle. + </p> + <p> + Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two + minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook + him. + </p> + <p> + The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty, + laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a + little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light + upon the road ahead. + </p> + <p> + ‘A tryen mornen for travellers!’ the postman cried, in a cheerful voice, + without turning his head or slackening his trot. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is, indeed,’ said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. ‘You have a + long walk every day.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—a long walk—for though the distance is only sixteen miles + on the straight—that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, + what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen’s houses, it makes + two-and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I + used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don’t care to think o’ my wear + and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.’ + </p> + <p> + Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate the + different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew very + friendly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Postman, I don’t know what your custom is,’ he said, after a while; ‘but + between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my pocket + when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.’ He handed the bottle of + brandy. + </p> + <p> + ‘If you’ll excuse me, please. I haven’t took no stimmilents these five + years.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis never too late to mend.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Against the regulations, I be afraid.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Who’ll know it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s true—nobody will know it. Still, honesty’s the best policy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—it is certainly. But, thank God, I’ve been able to get on + without it yet. You’ll surely drink with me?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Really, ‘tis a’most too early for that sort o’ thing—however, to + oblige a friend, I don’t object to the faintest shadder of a drop.’ The + postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five + minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well done!’ said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; ‘but guide my + soul, I be afraid ‘twill hardly do!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not unless ‘tis well followed, like any other line you take up,’ said + Manston. ‘Besides, there’s a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of being + good—even religious—at the same time.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never get + into the knack o’ it; not I.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, you needn’t be troubled; it isn’t necessary for the higher class of + mind to be religious—they have so much common-sense that they can + risk playing with fire.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That hits me exactly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but “Me;” and devoutly + loved his neighbour’s wife, says now that believing is a mistake.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very few + people, after all.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A true remark.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain like + this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or grace.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nor in mine.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, you may depend upon it they’ll do away wi’ Goddymity altogether afore + long, although we’ve had him over us so many years.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s no knowing.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I suppose the Queen ‘ill be done away wi’ then. A pretty concern + that’ll be! Nobody’s head to put on your letters; and then your honest man + who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don’t. O, + ‘tis a nation!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here’s the bottle waiting.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll oblige you, my friend.’ + </p> + <p> + The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and at + length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in the + chorus. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘He flung his mallet against the wall, + Said, “The Lord make churches and chapels to fall, + And there’ll be work for tradesmen all!” + When Joan’s ale was new, + My boys, + When Joan’s ale was new.’ +</pre> + <p> + ‘You understand, friend,’ the postman added, ‘I was originally a mason by + trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘None at all,’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with alacrity, + the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound its way + being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted by the + falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were passing + by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon some + large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked arable, + the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with each pace + they took. + </p> + <p> + Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all + locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining + inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the + postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and + thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver’s + cottage—the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who + had not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed + that such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been + stirring. + </p> + <p> + The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still + continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to + search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road + cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting + through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very + great risk indeed. + </p> + <p> + It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay a + short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct track + of the postman’s journey. To save time and distance, at the point of + junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was + hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his + missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to + collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage and + Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this + principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the + postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his intentions + much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier stages of his + journey. + </p> + <p> + They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the + flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and they + approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which Owen and + Cytherea were living. + </p> + <p> + The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his + lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not + perform the task. + </p> + <p> + ‘We be crippled disciples a b’lieve,’ he said, with a sigh and a stagger. + </p> + <p> + ‘Not drunk, but market-merry,’ said Manston cheerfully. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well done! If I baint so weak that I can’t see the clouds—much less + letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen’s + postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through + Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned—as safe as houses—and + be fined, and who’ll pay for a poor martel! O, ‘tis a world!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Trust in the Lord—he’ll pay.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘He pay a b’lieve! why should he when he didn’t drink the drink? He pay a + b’lieve! D’ye think the man’s a fool?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings—but how was + I to know you were so sensitive?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘True—you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here’s a caddle wi’ + these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!’ + </p> + <p> + Manston offered his services. + </p> + <p> + ‘They are to be divided,’ the man said. + </p> + <p> + ‘How?’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage or + vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here. There’s + none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I started there + was one for the clerk o’ works at the new church. This is it, isn’t it?’ + </p> + <p> + He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove’s handwriting:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘MR. O. GRAYE, + CLERK OF WORKS, + TOLCHURCH, + NEAR ANGLEBURY.’ +</pre> + <p> + The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. There + was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the opportunity such a + lonely spot would have afforded mischievous peasant-boys of doing damage + had such been the case; but at the side was a small iron door, kept close + by an iron reversible strap locked across it. One side of this strap was + painted black, the other white, and white or black outwards implied + respectively that there were letters inside, or none. + </p> + <p> + The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to insert + it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other, above, + below, but never made a straight hit. + </p> + <p> + ‘Let me unlock it,’ said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He + opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen’s letter. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no. O no—no,’ the postman said. ‘As one of—Majesty’s + servants—care—Majesty’s mails—duty—put letters—own + hands.’ He slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now lock it,’ he said, closing the door. + </p> + <p> + The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards, + signifying ‘empty,’ and turned the key. + </p> + <p> + ‘You’ve put the wrong side outwards!’ said the postman. ‘’Tisn’t empty.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can’t alter it,’ said the + steward, letting something fall. + </p> + <p> + ‘What an awkward thing!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is an awkward thing.’ + </p> + <p> + They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had reduced + to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little lantern from + his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground, the rain still + drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the heavy clouds that + daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were + rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost + tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and + knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman’s cape + and private bags, and the steward’s valise, glistening as if they had been + varnished. + </p> + <p> + ‘It fell on the grass,’ said the postman. + </p> + <p> + ‘No; it fell in the mud,’ said Manston. They searched again. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’m afraid we shan’t find it by this light,’ said the steward at length, + washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’m afraid we shan’t,’ said the other, standing up. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll tell you what we had better do,’ said Manston. ‘I shall be back this + way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I’ll look again, and + shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I’ll hide the key here for + you.’ He pointed to a spot behind the post. ‘It will be too late to turn + the index then, as the people will have been here, so that the box had + better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day, and that will + not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron the wrong way + without knowing it, and all will be well.’ + </p> + <p> + This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under the + circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and come + to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their paths + now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford. + </p> + <p> + No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked + back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus + avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket, where + it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen’s letter. This + done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in his valise + adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the quarter in + which he was known. + </p> + <p> + An hour and half’s sharp walking brought him to his own door in Knapwater + Park. + </p> + <p> + 2. EIGHT O’CLOCK A.M. + </p> + <p> + Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter, and + waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took out + Edward’s note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs, regarding + them with the keenest interest and anxiety. + </p> + <p> + The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored + to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger and + thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it for + half-a-minute or more, meditating. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,’ he muttered. + </p> + <p> + Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the office + for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay on the + table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who had so + lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the rest of the + collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in different + attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he held in his + hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter + in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and + returned with it to his office. + </p> + <p> + Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon it, + and sitting down tried to read. + </p> + <p> + At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts, he + found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was + mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the + recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the + album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the + other scraps. + </p> + <p> + The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two + photographs, both having the same photographer’s name on the back and + consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his + own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife’s name + was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which this + latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted upon it, + had been changed. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He + followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had + done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is indeed a great risk to run,’ she said, sipping her tea. + </p> + <p> + ‘But it would be a greater not to do it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in his + pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback, riding + in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well as he + could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road by the + vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain that no + person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the key in its + hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by + a roundabout way. + </p> + <p> + 3. AFTERNOON + </p> + <p> + The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the + vicar’s servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual, + to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had + told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection; but + no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was considered. The + contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as + useless. + </p> + <p> + The next morning brought Springrove’s second letter, the existence of + which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward’s handwriting again + raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the + envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing that’s of the slightest use, after all,’ he said to her; ‘we are + as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would convict + him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting, if not + knowing, her to be alive all the time.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What has Edward sent?’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘An old amatory verse in Manston’s writing. Fancy,’ he said bitterly, + ‘this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting—as + he did you, I suppose.’ + </p> + <p> + He handed her the verse and she read— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘EUNICE. + + ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + ‘AE. M.’ +</pre> + <p> + A strange expression had overspread Cytherea’s countenance. It rapidly + increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper, seized + Owen’s hand tremblingly, and covered her face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven’s sake?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen—suppose—O, you don’t know what I think.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘“<i>The light of azure eyes</i>,”’ she repeated with ashy lips. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, “the light of azure eyes”?’ he said, astounded at her manner. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are <i>black</i>!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘H’m. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake—nothing likelier.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She didn’t.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They might be either in this photograph,’ said Owen, looking at the card + bearing Mrs. Manston’s name. + </p> + <p> + ‘Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,’ said + Cytherea. ‘No, they seem black here, certainly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that he + forgets the colour of his mistress’s eyes. Besides she would have seen the + mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s true, she would,’ mused Owen. ‘Then, Cytherea, it comes to this—you + must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no other + alternative.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose I must.’ + </p> + <p> + Her looks belied her words. + </p> + <p> + ‘What makes you so strange—ill?’ said Owen again. + </p> + <p> + ‘I can’t believe Mrs. Morris wrong.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had blue + eyes two years ago, she <i>must</i> have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs. + Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could + change the colour of a woman’s eyes to hear you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes,’ she said, and paused. + </p> + <p> + ‘You say yes, as if he could,’ said Owen impatiently. + </p> + <p> + ‘By changing the woman herself,’ she exclaimed. ‘Owen, don’t you see the + horrid—what I dread?—that the woman he lives with is not Mrs. + Manston—that she was burnt after all—and that I am <i>his wife</i>!’ + </p> + <p> + She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble, but + no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she crept + to him and leant against his breast. + </p> + <p> + Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs and + got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of it up + the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon the + fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea’s new view seemed + incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary to + clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear should + have preyed too deeply upon her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘this will not do. You must stay here alone all the + afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no, don’t go!’ she implored. + </p> + <p> + ‘Soon, then, not directly.’ He saw her subtle reasoning—that it was + folly to be wise. + </p> + <p> + Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering in his + intention and dispelling his sister’s idle fears. Anything was better than + this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till Sunday, the + first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston without + suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove, requesting him + to go again to Mrs. Manston’s former lodgings. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0019" id="link2H_4_0019"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH + </h3> + <p> + Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of hill + and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford. + </p> + <p> + Edward Springrove’s answer to the last letter, after expressing his + amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs. + Morris’s letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the + neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description of + Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by hearsay. She + was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested, and she had a + straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the informant did + not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street as she went in or + out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs. + Manston when she had called with her husband lately, but she had kept her + veil down. Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was quite unknown to + this next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no manner of clue to it + from any other source. + </p> + <p> + Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began chiming. + Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles. From + Cytherea’s frequent description of how and where herself and others used + to sit, he knew where to look for Manston’s seat; and after two or three + errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was written + ‘Eunice Manston.’ The book was nearly new, and the date of the writing + about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established: that the + woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no other than his + lawful wife. + </p> + <p> + The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place of + worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers sat + where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north side, close + behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was completely + allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers, Manston’s pew + being in the midst of them. Owen’s position on the other side of the + passage was a little in advance of Manston’s seat, and so situated that by + leaning forward he could look directly into the face of any person sitting + there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by + the intervening pillar. + </p> + <p> + Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat, + without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation. A + rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston’s seat, told + him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the + accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her. + </p> + <p> + Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and saw + a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of + Manston’s figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye + read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:— + </p> + <p> + She was a tall woman. + </p> + <p> + She was broad at the shoulders. + </p> + <p> + She was full-bosomed. + </p> + <p> + She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be + discerned of the colour of her eyes. + </p> + <p> + With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the service + continued—only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the + suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning + this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended to + the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the portrait—could + he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice Manston’s eyes were + blue, and it was necessary that this woman’s eyes should be blue also. + </p> + <p> + Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy + exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this + to be the case in his own and Edward’s attempts to follow up the clue + afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test in + the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable attribute—a + capability of being applied privately; that in the event of its proving + the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede + without obloquy from an untenable position. + </p> + <p> + But to see Mrs. Manston’s eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he + could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss + Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling + that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from + the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence in + the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over. + </p> + <p> + At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered away + into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call on Farmer + Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at rest. Two + hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services. + </p> + <p> + This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of + proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House + and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the + place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial + view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells began + chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons came from + the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently saw to be + Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried + one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed + the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a direction away + from the church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the + humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and + went into the church path. + </p> + <p> + Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along + towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the + other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive. + </p> + <p> + In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He + discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him at + first—that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of a + stranger’s eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors. That + Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to look + closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished. + </p> + <p> + He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it would + not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within speaking + distance, he went up to her and said— + </p> + <p> + ‘Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The second on the right,’ said Mrs. Manston. + </p> + <p> + Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear—conveying to + the lady the idea that he was deaf. + </p> + <p> + She came closer and said more distinctly— + </p> + <p> + ‘The second turning on the right.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in + search of. But had his eyes deceived him? + </p> + <p> + Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a + glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him. + </p> + <p> + ‘How very deaf!’ she murmured. She exclaimed loudly— + </p> + <p> + ‘<i>The second turning to the right</i>.’ + </p> + <p> + She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking + mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now his + first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as + midnight. + </p> + <p> + All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having been + solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had withdrawn + her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would read her very + soul—expressing with his eyes the notification of which, apart from + emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other—inquiry. + </p> + <p> + Her face changed its expression—then its colour. The natural tint of + the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew + purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had left + the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with + pearl-powder and carmine. + </p> + <p> + She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen’s + farewell remark of ‘Good-day,’ and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting + her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour. + </p> + <p> + ‘She wears false hair,’ he thought, ‘or has changed its colour + artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.’ + </p> + <p> + And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown’s neighbours had said about nearly + recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit—which might have meant + anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his + previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and + backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance + and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the woman + was an impostor. + </p> + <p> + What could be Manston’s reason for such an astounding trick he could by no + stretch of imagination divine. + </p> + <p> + He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and + plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch. + </p> + <p> + One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea’s dread + of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the first Mrs. + Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the inquest and + verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who was known to be a + Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train to London, as the porter + had said, and then left the country under an assumed name, to escape that + worst kind of widowhood—the misery of being wedded to a fickle, + faithless, and truant husband? + </p> + <p> + In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, Cytherea’s + thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of Carriford. She + told Owen of Mr. Raunham’s warm-hearted behaviour towards herself, and of + his strongly expressed wish to aid her. + </p> + <p> + ‘He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head on + our side.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And he is a magistrate,’ said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He thought, + too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but there was a + difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that his sister and + himself might both be present at an interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it + would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the sight of all the + servants and parish of Carriford. + </p> + <p> + There could be no objection to their writing him a letter. + </p> + <p> + No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to him + at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice they + sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance that there + was a real justification for the additional request they made—that + instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of the week come + to their cottage at Tolchurch. + </p> + <p> + 2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr. + Raunham appeared at Owen’s door. His arrival was hailed with genuine + gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered + indoors and put into the easy-chair. + </p> + <p> + Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first + suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in + endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon marks + which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as + marvellous as the first, yet more prominent. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of + confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her + hand pityingly. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a serious charge,’ he said, as a sort of original twig on which his + thoughts might precipitate themselves. + </p> + <p> + ‘Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy + matter by fortuitous events,’ he continued, ‘there is this consideration + to be placed beside it—what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had + which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very great + risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular crisis, have + taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new companion.’ + </p> + <p> + Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not. + </p> + <p> + ‘Unfortunately for us,’ the rector resumed, ‘no more evidence is to be + obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of him? + He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to America, + but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there is no + doubt of the truth of his confession—in fact, his conduct tends to + prove it true—and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs. + Manston left here to go back by that morning’s train. This being the case, + then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the + advertisement—I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the + information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should be + personified without her own connivance?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think that argument is overthrown,’ Graye said, ‘by my earliest + assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her to + him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let’s suppose she has married + another man—somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her own + sake.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You’ve hit the only genuine possibility,’ said Mr. Raunham, tapping his + finger upon his knee. ‘That would decidedly dispose of the second + difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their + conversation. ‘She’s burnt,’ she said. ‘O yes; I fear—I fear she + is!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t think we can seriously believe that now, after what has + happened,’ said the rector. + </p> + <p> + Still straining her thought towards the worst, ‘Then, perhaps, the first + Mrs. Manston was not his wife,’ she returned; ‘and then I should be his + wife just the same, shouldn’t I?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They were married safely enough,’ said Owen. ‘There is abundance of + circumstantial evidence to prove that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Upon the whole,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘I should advise your asking in a + straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present + woman is really his original wife—a thing which, to my mind, you + should have done at the outset.’ He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked + her what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously. + </p> + <p> + She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her + unquenched love for Edward. + </p> + <p> + ‘Your terrified state no doubt,’ he said, answering for her, in the manner + of those accustomed to the pulpit. ‘But into such a solemn compact as + marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and morally, enter; + it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved. Doubtless Mr. + Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody but yourself + that her identity should be publicly established (and by your absenteeism + you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them. + Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in + the least—that’s the way of the world always. You, who should have + required all things to be made clear, ran away.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That was partly my doing,’ said Owen. + </p> + <p> + The same explanation—her want of love for Manston—applied here + too, but she shunned the revelation. + </p> + <p> + ‘But never mind,’ added the rector, ‘it was all the greater credit to your + womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line to Mr. + Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally clear (in + case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have no doubt + that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I’ll write myself?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O no, sir, no,’ pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing + quickly. ‘Please don’t say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so + afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his + wife, and I don’t want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him + continue his deception—it is much the best for me.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever + existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now. + </p> + <p> + ‘At any rate,’ he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, ‘I will + see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I will not + lead you into difficulty.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Conceal it,’ she still pleaded. + </p> + <p> + ‘We’ll see—but of course I must do my duty.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—don’t do your duty!’ She looked up at him through the gloom, + illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will consider, then,’ said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his + horse’s head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door. + </p> + <p> + The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear March + sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was unconscious + of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea’s voice and glance of + entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly before himself. + </p> + <p> + The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation—that + he must own. Was he—a clergyman, magistrate, and conscientious man—justified + in yielding to Cytherea’s importunities to keep silence, because she + dreaded the possibility of a return to Manston? Was she wise in her + request? Holding her present belief, and with no definite evidence either + way, she could, for one thing, never conscientiously marry any one else. + Suppose that Cytherea were Manston’s wife—i.e., that the first wife + was really burnt? The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr. + Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning + of the statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston’s + restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose + marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this woman was + not Manston’s wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had suggested, in + America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe. + </p> + <p> + The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really safe + as Manston’s wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the gentle, + defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody’s business to help or defend, + should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had but one + life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now regarded her + should be compensated in some measure by the man whose carelessness—to + set him in the best light—had caused it. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An + inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home, he sat + down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and despatched + it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in his chair, and + went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the suspicion? There + could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a + motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal + conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St. + George’s dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture on such + a course for the possession alone of the woman—there was no reason + for it—she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect, physical and + mental. + </p> + <p> + On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action, that + a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than a + twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact, the + whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually for + unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate righting + of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that curious + business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their being left + behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only + unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers—that + she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape, a motive + which would have clashed with the possibility of her being fished back by + an advertisement, as the present woman had been. Again, there were the two + charred bones. He shuffled the books and papers in his study, and walked + about the room, restlessly musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid + entered. + </p> + <p> + ‘Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Young Mr. Springrove?’ said the rector, surprised. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, sir.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.’ + </p> + <p> + Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short + moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood in + the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old gray + cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier when + returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed a true + impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now. + </p> + <p> + ‘I have this moment come from London,’ he said, as the door was closed + behind him. + </p> + <p> + The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical + experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham’s reply. + </p> + <p> + ‘About the Grayes and Manston?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Prove it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I can prove that she is somebody else—that her name is Anne + Seaway.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And are their suspicions true indeed!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I can do what’s more to the purpose at present.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Suggest Manston’s motive?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the + facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can + hardly conceive of another.’ + </p> + <p> + There was in Edward’s bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself + which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at + moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial story + to communicate, whatever the story was. + </p> + <p> + ‘Sit down,’ said Mr. Raunham. ‘My mind has been on the stretch all the + evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no + purpose—entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen + Graye?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nothing—nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter + might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to + this interview.’ + </p> + <p> + Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The + conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried + on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors, and + in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters of an + hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector’s study and again + flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward, he went + first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having despatched + which he proceeded to his father’s house for the first time since his + arrival in the village. + </p> + <p> + 3. FROM NINE TO TEN O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of + the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and + had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him sat + the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘Things are looking desperate with us,’ he said gloomily. His gloom was + not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its + origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to + her. + </p> + <p> + ‘I almost expected some such news as this,’ she replied, in a tone of much + greater indifference. ‘I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that young + man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn it.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard; + latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. ‘If they + prove you to be—who you are.... Yes, if they do,’ he murmured. + </p> + <p> + ‘They must not find that out,’ she said, in a positive voice, and looking + at him. ‘But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to be so + serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of yours. It + makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.’ + </p> + <p> + He did not reply, and she continued, ‘If they say and prove that Eunice is + indeed living—and dear, you know she is—she is sure to come + back.’ + </p> + <p> + This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he had + done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized the + events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on every + incident of that night’s history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety which + was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his wife + must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames. She arose + from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then + she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. ‘Come, supposing + she escaped—just supposing she escaped—where is she?’ coaxed + the lady. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why are you so curious continually?’ said Manston. + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well—if she is in + England, she will come back.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She is not in England.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But she will come back?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, she won’t.... Come, madam,’ he said, arousing himself, ‘I shall not + answer any more questions.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—ah—ah—she is not dead,’ the woman murmured again + poutingly. + </p> + <p> + ‘She is, I tell you.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I don’t think so, love.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She was burnt, I tell you!’ he exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive—just + the possibility.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O yes—to please you I will admit that,’ he said quickly. ‘Yes, I + admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.’ + </p> + <p> + She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been said + in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest remove from + jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no information of any + kind was to be read there. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is only natural that I should be curious,’ she murmured pettishly, ‘if + I resemble her as much as you say I do.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You are handsomer,’ he said, ‘though you are about her own height and + size. But don’t worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul + united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.’ + </p> + <p> + She bridled a little at the remark. ‘Wife,’ she said, ‘most certainly + wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and + position, and incurring heavy penalties.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I own it—it was well said, though mistakenly—very + mistakenly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was + your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your beauty,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + ‘She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come, what + was your motive?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your wit.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time instead + of what I am.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Your virtue.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Or virtue either.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I tell you it was your beauty—really.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I + am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.’ + </p> + <p> + The aspect of Manston’s face at these words from her was so confirmatory + of her hint, that his forced reply of ‘O no,’ tended to develop her + chagrin. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mere liking or love for me,’ she resumed, ‘would not have sprung up all + of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London several + times between the time of the fire and your marriage with Cytherea—you + had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared that I was out of + a situation and poor. But the week after you married her and were + separated from her, off you rush to make love to me—not first to me + either, for you went to several places—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No, not several places.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, you told me so yourself—that you went first to the only + lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you + found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that + nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife’s + personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out—that + I should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something + more serious than love had to do with the matter.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Humbug—what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea + would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left + alone again. Was that unnatural?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And those favouring accidents you mention—that nobody knew my first + wife—seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and + merely perfected a half-formed impulse—that I should call you my + first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come + here as anything else.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘My love, that story won’t do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom + you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as + your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of her + turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me, and + ruining your name and prospects?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why—because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk + (assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have + risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a + personator of herself—the first one.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You came easiest to hand—remember that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach me your + first wife’s history. All about how she was a native of Philadelphia. Then + making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and details of American + life and manners, in case the birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice, + should ever become known in this neighbourhood—unlikely as it was. + Ah! and then about the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the + dying my hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean + to say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in + arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and live with + you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new pleasure + and an easy life—and I was fool enough to give in to you—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Good heavens above!—did I ask you to insert those advertisements + for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you + to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third + advertisement appeared—purporting to come from the long-lost wife, + and giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life—all + which you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then + enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the real + wife wouldn’t answer it, and upset all your plans?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Because I knew she was burnt.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Why didn’t you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have + caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, <i>what was your + motive in having me here as your first wife</i>?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Silence!’ he exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going + on to mutter, ‘And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite + young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an + expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you + exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as if + I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power, + indeed!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That wouldn’t make her avoid me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes it would,’ he exclaimed impatiently. ‘I wish I was dead—dead!’ + He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked + wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked in + her face. + </p> + <p> + ‘We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,’ he + said. ‘The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for a + satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free—but it may mean + more.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What may it mean?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How should I know?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, well, never mind, old boy,’ she said, approaching him to make up + the quarrel. ‘Don’t be so alarmed—anybody would think that you were + the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am—we can + go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, “His + first wife was burnt to death” (or “ran away to the Colonies,” as the case + may be); “He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway.” A very + everyday case—nothing so horrible, after all.’ + </p> + <p> + He made an impatient movement. ‘Whichever way we do it, <i>nobody must + know that you are not my wife Eunice</i>. And now I must think about + arranging matters.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the remainder + of the evening. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0020" id="link2H_4_0020"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING + </h3> + <p> + Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his companion, + Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that they would enter + upon the details of it when he came home at night. The fortunate fact that + the rector’s letter did not require an immediate answer would give him + time to consider. + </p> + <p> + Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily + superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare + intervals, to dust Manston’s office with her own hands, a servant being + supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly + wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards + standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if any + noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her. + </p> + <p> + Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an + old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed + in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the + floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded + to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space between + them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the third of + three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with the + woman’s eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself + distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the + central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited + film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the others; + that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower + edge. + </p> + <p> + At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the + matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston’s + office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion here, + after the arrival of the rector’s letter, and their subsequent discourse, + than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there would have been + nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one recollection. Manston + had once casually told her that each of the two side-lockers included half + the middle space, the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for + symmetry. It was possible that he had opened this compartment by + candlelight the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the + dust, and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her + an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering. She + considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse her all + knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar circumstances of + her connection with him. She went close to the cabinet. As there was no + keyhole, the door must be capable of being opened by the unassisted hand. + The circles in the dust told her at which edge to apply her force. Here + she pulled with the tips of her fingers, but the panel would not come + forward. She fetched a chair and looked over the top of the cabinet, but + no bolt, knob, or spring was to be seen. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, never mind,’ she said, with indifference; ‘I’ll ask him about it, and + he will tell me.’ Down she came and turned away. Then looking back again + she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her. She retraced + her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the cabinet, pushing + in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the board. + </p> + <p> + Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it. + Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the tip + of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in + addition, a line ran across it diametrically. + </p> + <p> + ‘How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.’ Whatever mysterious + contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of the + cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute + provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She + fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a + penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity + contained— + </p> + <p> + Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names + only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice. + Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his + advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper. + </p> + <p> + The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly + through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own + regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it. + </p> + <p> + The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as far + as Eunice’s first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before their + marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a period of + their existence. Some little time after he had made her his wife, and when + he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and now their contents + arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the + letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully + perused them in the order of their dates. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘JOHN STREET, + October 17, 1864. +</pre> + <p> + ‘MY DEAREST HUSBAND,—I received your hurried line of yesterday, and + was of course content with it. But why don’t you tell me your exact + address instead of that “Post-Office, Budmouth?” This matter is all a + mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is + the same kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command + that I am to stay here awhile until you can “see how things look” and can + arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a + married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you, and + that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your + position, why did you think of going at all? + </p> + <p> + ‘The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, vexing, + and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street bearing her + husband’s name openly—living with him in the most matter-of-fact + ease, and why shouldn’t I? I wish I was back again in Liverpool. + </p> + <p> + ‘To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too long + for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is gusty + and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside the door + since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.—Very + affectionately yours, EUNICE.’ + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘JOHN STREET, + October 25, 1864. +</pre> + <p> + ‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,—Why don’t you write? Do you hate me? I have not + had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be + in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my + first lodging for debt—among other things, they charged me for a lot + of brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell + and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and changed + my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was + the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being + there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street that you left me + in originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so dreadfully + that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to get out of bed to + stop it. This morning I have been walking—I don’t know how far—but + far enough to make my feet ache. I have been looking at the outside of two + or three of the theatres, but they seem forbidding if I regard them with + the eye of an actress in search of an engagement. Though you said I was to + think no more of the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me + there. But I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one. + I am too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager’s wife. I + certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this + strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London and then left + here alone! Why didn’t you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I + might have told somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a + living friend to whom I could impart it—no such good fortune! In + fact, my nearest friend is no nearer than what most people would call a + stranger. But perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my + last letter to you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia + (the only near relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to + send a line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that + neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did + not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and + I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But + God knows if the letter will ever reach him. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do write me an answer, and send something.—Your affectionate wife, + EUNICE.’ + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘FRIDAY, October 28. +</pre> + <p> + ‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,—The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am + truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah—well, + if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by + this time, so don’t think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can + you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant + tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me! You + are inconstant—I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I + love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond—that’s my + nature. I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there + is another woman supplanting me in your heart—yes, I know it. Come + to me—do come. EUNICE.’ + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON, + November 19. +</pre> + <p> + ‘DEAR AENEAS,—Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you + have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would + have tried to do it—you know she would have. And no woman would have + lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call + myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of this + month—what could you expect? + </p> + <p> + ‘A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. Banished + as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the indignity was + about to lead to important results. But in crossing the park I overheard + the conversation of a young man and woman who had also risen early. I + believe her to be the girl who has won you away from me. Well, their + conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, <i>very peculiarly</i>. The + remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing it, told me of + what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that + neither of you understand. Two negatives never made such a telling + positive before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single + consideration prevents my revealing it—just one doubt as to whether + your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. Civility now, + please. EUNICE.’ + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE, + Tuesday, November 22. +</pre> + <p> + ‘MY DARLING HUSBAND,—Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I + have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at + the broker’s in the next street. All this movement and bustle is + delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a + relief to wish the place good-bye—London always has seemed so much + more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do + nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night. + </p> + <p> + ‘I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss + Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.—Your loving wife, + EUNICE.’ + </p> + <p> + This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One other, + in Mrs. Manston’s handwriting, and in the same packet, was differently + addressed. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD, + November 28, 1864. +</pre> + <p> + ‘DEAR COUSIN JAMES,—Thank you indeed for answering my letter so + promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the + least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write + again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible to + conceive. + </p> + <p> + ‘I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don’t blame me—it + was my husband’s influence. I hardly know where to begin my story. I had + been living apart from him for a time—then he sent for me (this was + last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he did. He + promised to fetch me, and did not—leaving me to do the journey + alone. He promised to meet me at the station here—he did not. I went + on through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and + himself away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to + you in a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present + moment to write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure + when you detail it on paper—poor pleasure though. + </p> + <p> + ‘But this is what I want to know—and I am ashamed to tell it. I + would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have + not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly + enough—do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist + in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks. + Will you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know + that you...’ + </p> + <p> + Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the + writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production, + and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to write + at all? + </p> + <p> + The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she + had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England + for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters, + corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first, he + had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in the + fire. + </p> + <p> + If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably + thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt + with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was + burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter? + </p> + <p> + The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one—kindling a + burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this + letter? + </p> + <p> + That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation of + all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do with + his reason for never showing it to her. + </p> + <p> + She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and up + to the time of the porter’s confession, Manston believed—honestly + believed—that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of + course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could + possibly have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment + that he believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his + wedding. And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have + communicated with each other? + </p> + <p> + The existence of the letter—as much as, or more than its contents—implying + that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that calamity must have + terminated at the moment he obtained possession of the letter, if no + earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle that Anne could + discern, the true one?—that he had communicated with his wife + somewhere about the commencement of Anne’s residence with him, or at any + time since? + </p> + <p> + It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken her + husband should countenance his scheme to personify her—whether she + were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater. + </p> + <p> + Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston’s real motive + in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne. + It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts + had reverted to Mr. Raunham’s letter, asking for proofs of her identity + with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape for + the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst + alternative was not so very bad after all—the getting the name of + libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court of + law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly + progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently, + terrible as death itself. + </p> + <p> + She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other + letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information, + fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition. + </p> + <p> + Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never + seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity is + the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the mere + sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man’s strange + bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with all the + woman Anne’s faults, she had not descended to such depths of depravity as + to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known that a living + wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of + the question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of + subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after a + bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay mansion. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘Non illa colo calathisve Minervae + Foemineas assueta manus.’ +</pre> + <p> + 2. AFTERNOON + </p> + <p> + Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a + machinery which they hoped to find working out important results. + </p> + <p> + The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following morning. + It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove’s + communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to the + old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that, having + arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult intellectual feat + of suspending one’s judgment becomes possible, he was now putting it in + practice, though not without the penalty of watchful effort. + </p> + <p> + It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his relative, + Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the subject + occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still beloved by this + solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private inquiries + concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness in her tone + when the young lady’s name was mentioned, which showed that from whatever + cause the elder Cytherea’s renunciation of her favourite and namesake + proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate. + </p> + <p> + ‘Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an + upright man?’ he said to the lady. + </p> + <p> + ‘Never the slightest. Have you?’ said she reservedly. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well—I have.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What is it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions + are very strong.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were first + married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he was; but I + think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the neglect.’ + </p> + <p> + He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke + honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with + the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston—much less that a + greater matter might be behind. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s not it—I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that + the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston’s wife.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not—Mr. Manston’s wife?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That is it.’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. ‘Not Mr. Manston’s wife—who + else can she be?’ she said simply. + </p> + <p> + ‘An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.’ + </p> + <p> + Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary + interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had + endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she was + shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding between + herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets, also showed + that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had + lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding himself + mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the matter. + This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss + Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief. + </p> + <p> + Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had + adopted on his opening the subject. + </p> + <p> + ‘I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an + elaborate argument,’ she replied, ‘were it not for one fact, which bears + in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof + can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which could induce + any sane man—leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston’s clear-headedness + and integrity—to venture upon such an extraordinary course of + conduct—no motive on earth.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night—a + friend of mine and poor little Cytherea’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—and Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised + by the name. ‘That he loved Cytherea—yes and loves her now, wildly + and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years + younger than Mrs. Manston—as I shall call her—twice as sweet + in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up + quietly and suddenly for a common—Mr. Raunham, your story is + monstrous, and I don’t believe it!’ She glowed in her earnestness. + </p> + <p> + The rector might now have advanced his second proposition—the + possible motive—but for reasons of his own he did not. + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your belief. + Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife or no, and + see how he receives it.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will to-morrow, most certainly,’ she said. ‘I always let these things + die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.’ + </p> + <p> + But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of + mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her mind at + rest could not brook a night’s delay. It was with the utmost difficulty + that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her movements. + Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and before it was + quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left the house, and + walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of the old + manor-house. + </p> + <p> + The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to share the + rector’s usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official appearance, + commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward Springrove. + </p> + <p> + The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of + Anne Seaway. Her woman’s nature insisted that Manston had no right to keep + all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself. Perplexity + had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been continuous. + The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased. + </p> + <p> + The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon at + mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances—almost indifferent to + whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something + portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully + observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them, the + thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away secretly. + She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was vague, and + she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for him. + </p> + <p> + In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him drive + away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go there + herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on foot + notwithstanding the distance—ostensibly to do some shopping. + </p> + <p> + One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at the + druggist’s. Near the druggist’s stood the County Bank. Looking out of the + shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come down the + steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and + pulling his coat close over its mouth. + </p> + <p> + It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be + carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if + they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had in + all likelihood been taking money—possibly on Miss Aldclyffe’s + account—that was continual with him. And he might have been removing + his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country. + </p> + <p> + 3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner. + Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters + were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn—almost + haggard. + </p> + <p> + The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation + withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion, the + mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a tap came + to the door. + </p> + <p> + Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and + answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. ‘I should + be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is a dry, starlight evening,’ she replied. ‘I will go for a little + walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss Aldclyffe.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well, do; there’s no accounting for tastes,’ he said. A few + commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went + upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front + door, and went out. + </p> + <p> + She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and quiet. + Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested her + absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know the + subject of Miss Aldclyffe’s conversation with him. Simple curiosity was + not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly aroused + by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future depended on + her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances, would be far + from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to acquire the + important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought and thought, + and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could + be done. + </p> + <p> + Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing + and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which Miss + Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the + keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and opened + the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so + delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it. + At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said— + </p> + <p> + ‘There’s a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.’ + </p> + <p> + Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed the + door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The parlour, + or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the + window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the + back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one on each + side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were fastened by a + bolt passing continuously through them and the wood mullion within, the + bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till + Manston and herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at + all. + </p> + <p> + If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any + moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part of the + garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from disturbance. + The idea was worth a trial. + </p> + <p> + She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her + finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely + withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst, + where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of an + inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the room. + She applied her eye to the orifice. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to + the window, his companion facing it. The lady’s demeanour was severe, + condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned + sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her ear + upon the hole. + </p> + <p> + ‘You know where,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘And how could you, a man, act a + double deceit like this?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Men do strange things sometimes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What was your reason—come?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A mere whim.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea, or + if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of her.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And can’t you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married + Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that + my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman I + love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in + reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman to + come to me, as being better than no companion at all?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind as + that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an object + of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway at all, and + certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation by bringing her + here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn’t, AEneas.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘So am I,’ he said bluntly. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession was + like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly, and + with tears. + </p> + <p> + ‘How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any + respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this + place—the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day + or two!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow—nobody + knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized globe, as + AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife, or I am damned + past redemption!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You must do something,’ he murmured. ‘You must. Yes, you must.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I never will,’ she said. ‘It is a criminal act.’ + </p> + <p> + He looked at her earnestly. ‘Will you not support me through this + deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this + place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come now.’ + </p> + <p> + Manston repeated gloomily the same words. ‘My life depends upon your + supporting me—my very life.’ + </p> + <p> + He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he held + her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came over + her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still he held + her and whispered on. + </p> + <p> + The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her + hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in her + outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely + quivered: ‘They have no money. What can they prove?’ + </p> + <p> + The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it was + in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain to + Anne, and that only inductively—that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he + had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston’s + behalf. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, yet she + lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the crestfallen + and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne quickly inserted + the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down the steps into the + park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge lime-tree, which + absorbed her dark outline into its own. + </p> + <p> + In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his arm, + cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the house. She + watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots, towards the + mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the dark mass of + walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe’s outline became + visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was darkness again. The + form of Manston returning alone arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne + in her hiding-place. + </p> + <p> + Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any kind + might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house. + </p> + <p> + 4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now that + she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to + disguise the real state of his mind. + </p> + <p> + Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston still + talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a mistrustful + woman? A man’s cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera to the thin + tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he was attempting + something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was trying to distract + her attention, that he might be unobserved in some special movement of his + hands. + </p> + <p> + What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became + attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated + condition at such times—when the existence divides itself into two, + and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another + person, to hide the timorous spy. + </p> + <p> + Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly over + when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be + accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked + steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said + sententiously, ‘Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb show than + the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of incentive—from + the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest hints for action.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, in what way?’ she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite + unintelligible to her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic, + business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They + make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant + shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several + attitudes imply “Make ready.” The “make ready” of ten minutes to one + differs from the “make ready” of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs + from age. “Upward and onward” says twenty-five minutes to eleven. Mid-day + or midnight expresses distinctly “It is done.” You surely have noticed + that?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, I have.’ + </p> + <p> + He continued with affected quaintness:— + </p> + <p> + ‘The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a + quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must + have been observed by everybody.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of + imagination in your fancy,’ she said. + </p> + <p> + He still contemplated the clock. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the + eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched top, + half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the upper + part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic, elevating + his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good and evil.’ + </p> + <p> + A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted to + get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his + suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the + clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time + had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah,’ he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her out a + glass of wine. ‘Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must nearly + want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you do it at + once, my dear.’ + </p> + <p> + There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to + perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect + her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to the + rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and ground + heavily during winding. + </p> + <p> + Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the interval, + and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by her ears. + But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall at her right + hand. + </p> + <p> + What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her + glass of wine. + </p> + <p> + He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She + methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she faced + him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen. + </p> + <p> + In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to + realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can have + made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been + prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she could + not instantly put on a fear of her position. + </p> + <p> + And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition served + to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was the act of + a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery, unless there + were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston could possibly + have. + </p> + <p> + Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make her + sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original suspicion, + that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was going to set + about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be kept in utter + darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the wine. + </p> + <p> + By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for + nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to throw + the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one sip. This she + did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her handkerchief. + </p> + <p> + Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in + proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized the + glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round again + she was holding the glass to her lips, empty. + </p> + <p> + In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were fastened. + She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a few minutes + later they retired for the night. + </p> + <p> + 5. FROM ELEVEN O’CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT + </p> + <p> + When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing, + that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the + gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this + operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer of + the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided out + of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place a small + phial she had seen there before. It was labelled ‘Battley’s Solution of + Opium.’ She felt relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was + to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to + be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she reached + the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had closed the door, + under which a faint gleam showed that he had obtained a light. She crept + to the door, but could not venture to open it, however slightly. Placing + her ear to the panel, she could hear him tearing up papers of some sort, + and a brighter and quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an + instant later, implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of + his footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he was + approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into bed. + </p> + <p> + Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered it—again + without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure himself that + she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their ready-money was + kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne’s ear distinctly + caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold as he handled it. + Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to its place. He stood + thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While lingering thus, he + noticed the reflected image of his own face in the glass—pale and + spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather + which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired + from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door, + and go out into the yard. + </p> + <p> + Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the + bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the + door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. ‘A + precaution—it can be no more,’ she muttered. Yet she was all the + more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave + home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in, + holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a + mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt. + How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the + bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a + dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no + other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out + upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne + took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room + and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the small + parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the gravel + path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till her toes + swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she adroitly + alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path. + </p> + <p> + Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the evening + the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole landscape + rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as an attribute of + the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house, listening intently. + The steward had had at least ten minutes’ start of her. She had waited + here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a movement in the + outhouse—a fragment once attached to the main building. This + outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which had been a + kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were pulled down, + but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only + means of access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door + of this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the exterior. + It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was evidently in the + outhouse. + </p> + <p> + She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped in + gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the floor + from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This light + was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice. Glancing + in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the various + apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress of a single + ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the bar of light + fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon + it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop + was also partly visible from her position through the two half-open doors. + Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the tools, gallipots, + and old iron it contained. When it was quite cleared he took a chisel, and + with it began to withdraw the hooks and shoulder-nails holding the + cupboard to the wall. All these being loosened, he extended his arms, + lifted the cupboard bodily from the brackets under it, and deposited it on + the floor beside him. + </p> + <p> + That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now + laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the + bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind of tool, + flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now stripped clear + about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar between the joints of + the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until several were loosened. There + was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven, which was apparently contrived + in the thickness of the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been + closed up with bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple + old-fashioned plan of oven-building—a mere oblate cavity without a + flue. + </p> + <p> + Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy weight + of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who watched him + could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack, nearly full, and + was tied at the mouth in the usual way. + </p> + <p> + The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and + his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the + light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had + certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard it. + ‘One of the rats,’ she thought. + </p> + <p> + He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics + completely. He did not light his candle—going on with his work in + the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she + could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven’s + mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not + left her brain all the interval of her inspection—how should she get + back into her bedroom again?—now received a solution. Whilst he was + replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the key + from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back + the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think + the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention, + occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and hardly + disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning of his + actions in the workshop. + </p> + <p> + Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she + advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual + footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the + floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the + copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied by + Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him breathe + between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern anything of + him. + </p> + <p> + To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly + she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of + touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being. + </p> + <p> + She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or + woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm foot, + covered with a polished boot. + </p> + <p> + The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a + sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow. + Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough + to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise of + Manston’s scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the slight + rustle of her dress. + </p> + <p> + The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was + somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage + of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand + upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed + her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure: + she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences. The + motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite + unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again, + feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her + side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg. + </p> + <p> + It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time + was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The + comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured + resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical + inferences:— + </p> + <p> + 1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness to + get there, as she had to enter. + </p> + <p> + 2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached + the door. + </p> + <p> + 3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for + purposes of his own. + </p> + <p> + She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his + re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had + contained—bottle by bottle, tool by tool—after which he came + into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths + covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely + relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop, + hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some + other article. Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed + the brewhouse, and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could + see his outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was + slung at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade. + </p> + <p> + Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings + of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the + copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of + this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of a + broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the + steward. + </p> + <p> + The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow. + Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had touched + was, in his turn, watched and followed also. + </p> + <p> + It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The + unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and pondered + awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she stood up from + the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard without producing + the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went in the direction the + others had taken. + </p> + <p> + Anne waited yet another minute—then in her turn noiselessly followed + the last woman. + </p> + <p> + But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that in + coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were + following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned, + standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston’s horse and gig, ready + harnessed. + </p> + <p> + He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed the + horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house and her + exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this branch of + the night’s events. She turned about again, and continued on the trail of + the other three. + </p> + <p> + 6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M. + </p> + <p> + Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a + watcher. + </p> + <p> + The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park plantation, + at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground, completely + overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which was as soft as + velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that is, the man walking + immediately behind Manston, now fell back, when Manston’s housekeeper, + knowing the ground pretty well, dived circuitously among the trees and got + directly behind the steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded + but slowly. The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a + little in advance, but on Manston’s other hand. + </p> + <p> + He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. There + he stopped, wiped his face, and listened. + </p> + <p> + Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half + filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled + themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of them, + placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a large + heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush, and + turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped + behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he, + too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher, + the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in + hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward + than was Anne Seaway. + </p> + <p> + Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward’s spade, + as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible to her + ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the engine + concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought the subdued + roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank that screened it. A + large hole—some four or five feet deep—had been excavated by + Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately placed the sack, + and then began filling in the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he + carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of + the pit, burying the ground with them as they had buried it before. + </p> + <p> + For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation of + leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be disturbed + again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still decayed and + added to the mould beneath. + </p> + <p> + By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne could + now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from behind the + tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense contemplation of + the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white and motionless. + </p> + <p> + It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the + completion of his labour he turned, and did so. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ho—you here!’ he exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + ‘Don’t think I am a spy upon you,’ she said, in an imploring whisper. Anne + recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe’s. + </p> + <p> + The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in the + recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he had + come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear any + part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water, which + could reach him unimpeded by the bank. + </p> + <p> + The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the + first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed + to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage + himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the blade + of the instrument. The man fell to the ground. + </p> + <p> + ‘Fly!’ said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the trees. + Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction. + </p> + <p> + Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked at + the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless. + </p> + <p> + Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable magnanimity + when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because it is one’s + duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no law of + reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently turned him + over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her assistance he was + soon able to stand upright. + </p> + <p> + He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his + ideas. ‘Who are you?’ he said to the woman, mechanically. + </p> + <p> + It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. ‘I am the supposed Mrs. + Manston,’ she said. ‘Who are you?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery—which + may be criminal.’ He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and seemed + gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his utterance. + ‘Never you mind who I am,’ he continued. ‘Well, it doesn’t matter now, + either—it will no longer be a secret.’ + </p> + <p> + He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had taken—coming + back again after the lapse of a minute. + </p> + <p> + ‘It’s only an aggravated assault, after all,’ he said hastily, ‘until we + have found out for certain what’s buried here. It may be only a bag of + building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.’ He seized the + spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit, + continuing a muttered discourse. ‘It’s no use my running after him + single-handed,’ he said. ‘He’s ever so far off by this time. The best step + is to see what is here.’ + </p> + <p> + It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been + for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out, + and the sack dragged forth. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hold this,’ he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing + near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave it + into her hand. + </p> + <p> + The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer laid + the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth the + contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in + impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling open + the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something, hanging + on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it felt + stringy, and adhered to his fingers. ‘Hold the light close,’ he said. + </p> + <p> + She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered + at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb. It + was a long hair; the hair of a woman. + </p> + <p> + ‘God! I couldn’t believe it—no, I couldn’t believe it!’ the + detective whispered, horror-struck. ‘And I have lost the man for the + present through my unbelief. Let’s get into a sheltered place.... Now wait + a minute whilst I prove it.’ + </p> + <p> + He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a minute + packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled in the + middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk’s wife had found on + Manston’s pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held the two + hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid them + parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length to a + nicety. The detective turned to Anne. + </p> + <p> + ‘It is the body of his first wife,’ he said quietly. ‘He murdered her, as + Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected—but how and when, God only + knows.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I!’ exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of events + and motives explanatory of the whole crime—events and motives + shadowed forth by the letter, Manston’s possession of it, his renunciation + of Cytherea, and instalment of herself—flashing upon her mind with + the rapidity of lightning. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—I see,’ said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and + a handcuff was on her wrist. ‘You must come with me, madam. Knowing as + much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it + doesn’t make you a goddess—far from it.’ He directed the bull’s-eye + into her face. + </p> + <p> + ‘Pooh—lead on,’ she said scornfully, ‘and don’t lose your principal + actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.’ + </p> + <p> + He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the grove—making + her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A light was burning + here, and an auxiliary of the detective’s awaiting him: a horse ready + harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside. + </p> + <p> + ‘You have come—I wish I had known that,’ the detective said to his + assistant, hurriedly and angrily. ‘Well, we’ve blundered—he’s gone—you + should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss Aldclyffe—she + watched me.’ He hastily gave directions in an undertone to this man. The + concluding words were, ‘Go in to the rector—he’s up. Detain Miss + Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge with this one, + and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets light.’ + </p> + <p> + He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went, + the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at + each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came to + a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance on + both sides. It was totally dark here. + </p> + <p> + There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at + the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective drove + against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the ground. + </p> + <p> + The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out his + hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of another + conveyance of some kind. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hoy!’ said the officer. + </p> + <p> + Nobody answered. + </p> + <p> + ‘Hoy, you man asleep there!’ he said again. + </p> + <p> + No reply. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, that’s odd—this comes of the folly of travelling without + gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.’ He jumped to the ground and turned + on his lantern. + </p> + <p> + There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of the + road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near the + vehicle. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know whose gig this is?’ he said to the woman. + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward’s. + </p> + <p> + ‘I’ll swear it’s Manston’s! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However, you + needn’t say anything which may criminate you. What forethought the man + must have had—how carefully he must have considered possible + contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he + began shifting the body.’ + </p> + <p> + He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the + occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the + light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing + beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many + yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done by + the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne. If he + had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have stepped + unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the greatest ease. + Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston’s + circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer + felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood. + </p> + <p> + He hastily tied the head of Manston’s horse to the back of his own + vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of + escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to the + county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and then + took immediate steps for the capture of Manston. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0021" id="link2H_4_0021"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY + </h3> + <p> + Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston’s escape. + </p> + <p> + It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside the + corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them critically + as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke of Manston. + Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using their constant + phrase, ‘The next article, please?’ substituted, ‘Have you heard if he’s + caught?’ Dairymen and drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens, + spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into + the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost + keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, ‘Ay, ay, so’s: they’ll + have him avore night.’ + </p> + <p> + Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and + anxiously. ‘Well, have you heard any more?’ he said to an acquaintance who + accosted him. + </p> + <p> + ‘They tracked him in this way,’ said the other young man. ‘A vagrant first + told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under which this man + was lying. They followed the track he pointed out and ultimately came to a + stile. On the other side was a heap of half-hardened mud, scraped from the + road. On the surface of the heap, where it had been smoothed by the + shovel, was distinctly imprinted the form of a man’s hand, the buttons of + his waistcoat, and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in + hurrying over the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved + the man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford + crossed by stepping-stones—on the further bank were the same + footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of this + course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went, and the next + clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space + three or four yards wide ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying + about a ewe-lease, it was a proof that somebody had passed there not more + than half-an-hour earlier. At twelve o’clock that day he had noticed such + a feature in his flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got + into Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at + eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to + France by way of Jersey and St. Malo—his only chance, all the + railway-stations being watched. + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again at + half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under the + lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office door, + and one or two more up Mary Street—the straight cut to the quay. At + a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the attention + of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street came a man as + boldly as possible. The gait was Manston’s, but not the clothes. He passed + over to the shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this + warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and waited, + but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised—they searched + the town high and low—no Manston. All this morning they have been + searching, but there’s not a sign of him anywhere. However, he has lost + his last chance of getting across the Channel. It is reported that he has + since changed clothes with a labourer.’ + </p> + <p> + During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow a + shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots—who was + stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and + concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a + bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the + High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from + the country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and + leave it there. + </p> + <p> + Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the + direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see + stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man + to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty + yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side. + This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle + of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone. + </p> + <p> + The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his brain:— + </p> + <p> + Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man—a brown + smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on second + thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw with the + greatest ease and naturalness. + </p> + <p> + The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where + Cytherea was living. + </p> + <p> + If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire, + Cytherea was the steward’s lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of + results, might rush to his wife and harm her. + </p> + <p> + It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain; + but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for + Tolchurch. + </p> + <p> + 2. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by + the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and was + riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might ascertain + the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him concerning + Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to her of the + matter. + </p> + <p> + She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the lane + for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare in + this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside were + invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to a + novelty. + </p> + <p> + A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the house. + It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly deserted, and + more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his sister were + staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of cottages. The + man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted the door. + </p> + <p> + Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced to + the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he next + pressed his face against the glass, peering in. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea’s experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as ever + fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the peering + face that of the man she had married. + </p> + <p> + But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear was + great; but had she known the truth—that the man outside, feeling he + had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of + recklessness, terrified nature must have given way. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘let me come in: I am your husband.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No,’ she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. ‘If you + want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘O, he’s not at home? Cytherea, I can’t live without you! All my sin has + been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough for + us both—only come with me.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Not now—not now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You cannot,’ she said faintly. His words began to terrify her. + </p> + <p> + ‘I will, I say!’ he exclaimed. ‘Will you let me in, I ask once more?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘No—I will not,’ said Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Then I will let myself in!’ he answered resolutely. ‘I will, if I die for + it!’ + </p> + <p> + The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements. + He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the hole, + unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began opening the + window. + </p> + <p> + Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with + desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Damn you!’ he exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now: he + thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened it in + the same way as the former one had been opened, before the terror-stricken + girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant he stood in the + pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung back the shutters, + and held out his arms to embrace her. + </p> + <p> + In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either + flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution at + the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this preserved + her consciousness. + </p> + <p> + Never before had the poor child’s natural agility served her in such good + stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room. Round + this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her large + eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed upon + Manston’s, to read by his expression whether his next intention was to + dart to the right or the left. + </p> + <p> + Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of + unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. It had + surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston continued his + pursuit with a lowered eye. + </p> + <p> + The panting and maddened desperado—blind to everything but the + capture of his wife—went with a rush under the table: she went over + it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at + the other side. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘One on her youth and pliant limbs relies, + One on his sinews and his giant size.’ +</pre> + <p> + But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. She + felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she uttered + a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to echo for + miles. + </p> + <p> + At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about her + shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient to + confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended + direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her. + </p> + <p> + ‘At last! my Cytherea!’ he cried, overturning the table, springing over + it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and + clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast, and + fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was leisurely. + He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, ‘Rest there for a while, my + frightened little bird!’ + </p> + <p> + And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by the + collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram against + the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung in at the + open window, and stood once more between man and wife. + </p> + <p> + Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one + side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them. It + was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: ‘Hast thou + found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because thou + hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.’ + </p> + <p> + A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the taller, + but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the delicate flesh of + the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws of a gin. In a minute + they were both on the floor, rolling over and over, locked in each other’s + grasp as tightly as if they had been one organic being at war with itself—Edward + trying to secure Manston’s arms with a small thong he had drawn from his + pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife. + </p> + <p> + Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous + space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so similar + in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke of their + heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of body or + limbs. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She had + then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer, + unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, ‘Come! Help! O, + help!’ + </p> + <p> + Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed + forward at her words. ‘Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on + lately?’ they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as + before. + </p> + <p> + Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward’s grasp, seemed at this + moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a desperate + end. ‘I give it all up for life—dear life!’ he cried, with a hoarse + laugh. ‘A reckless man has a dozen lives—see how I’ll baffle you all + yet!’ + </p> + <p> + He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In one + half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers. + </p> + <p> + Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts + had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the + lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank by + the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion. He ran + up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled to stand + upright—clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to imprint + a kiss upon her lips then! + </p> + <p> + They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose + wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt + at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm + for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house. + </p> + <p> + A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially + recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting + anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the door. + Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its wheels + and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed; ornament + had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use. Three men sat + on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands were bound in front + of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard, + and fixed. + </p> + <p> + Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston’s crime in a few short words. He + now said solemnly, ‘He is to die.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And I cannot mourn for him,’ she replied with a shudder, leaning back and + covering her face with her hands. + </p> + <p> + In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched the + cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually dying + away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0022" id="link2H_4_0022"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + </h2> + <h3> + 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON + </h3> + <p> + Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the + bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer + Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his + friend, Farmer Baker. + </p> + <p> + There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down the + street at some object which had attracted his attention. ‘Ah, ‘tis what we + shall all come to!’ he murmured. + </p> + <p> + The other looked in the same direction. ‘True, neighbour Springrove; + true.’ + </p> + <p> + Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were + what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their + shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth. + </p> + <p> + ‘I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as that,’ + said Springrove, still regarding the men’s sad burden. ‘I call it a sort + of medicine.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this way + lately? D’seem as if the person died suddenly.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don’t we? But there’s no + difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other + sort. There’s no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid down + to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end—thoughtfully + formed as any other—which has been existing at that very same point + from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the + Lord’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Now you’ll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front + of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi’ that threshing and + winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand + still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and the + Wherefores, before the end o’ it all, and we go down into the + mouldering-place, and are forgotten?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis a feeling that will come. But ‘twont bear looking into. There’s a + back’ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in + order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here with + the coffin, look.’ + </p> + <p> + The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand. + The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the way. + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis a man’s coffin, and a tall man’s, too,’ continued Farmer Springrove. + ‘His was a fine frame, whoever he was.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A very plain box for the poor soul—just the rough elm, you see.’ + The corner of the cloth had blown aside. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death’s all the less insult to him. I + have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look than + the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all the + reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty—and I speak from + experience—is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty + of his life shows itself more than usual.’ + </p> + <p> + As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across a + gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy + archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited. + </p> + <p> + Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals, + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘COUNTY GAOL.’ +</pre> + <p> + The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the two + iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally stepped + over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length through the + aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from sight. + </p> + <p> + ‘Somebody in the gaol, then?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, one of the prisoners,’ said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who + passed on whistling. + </p> + <p> + ‘Do you know the name of the man who is dead?’ inquired Baker of a third + bystander. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ‘tis all over town—surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, + Manston, Miss Aldclyffe’s steward. He was found dead the first thing this + morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way, by + a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his + features were scarcely changed, as he looked at ‘em with the early sun + a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the + murder, and all that led to it. So there’s an end of him.’ + </p> + <p> + It was perfectly true: Manston was dead. + </p> + <p> + The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and had + occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following + confession:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘LAST WORDS. +</pre> + <p> + ‘Having found man’s life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce + it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected + with my past proceedings. + </p> + <p> + ‘After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the fire + at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested, I went, a + second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that nothing could + be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned home again in + the company of Mr. Raunham. + </p> + <p> + ‘He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards the + rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange + deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park + trees. It was the figure of a woman. + </p> + <p> + ‘When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire: it + was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil covering + her face. These features, together with her size and gait, aided also by a + flash of perception as to the chain of events which had saved her life, + told me that she was my wife Eunice. + </p> + <p> + ‘I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had + gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint, whose + mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion of feeling + was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a mocking + tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman. + </p> + <p> + ‘She came close—started at seeing me outside—then spoke to me. + Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and + sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both + lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints to + irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which + concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it—more + surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling. + </p> + <p> + ‘“How could you serve me so?” she said, her breath smelling of spirits + even then. “You love another woman—yes, you do. See how you drive me + about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and + yet I come to try you once more.” + </p> + <p> + ‘An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked—rage + and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously + raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She + turned quickly—and it was the poor creature’s end. By her movement + my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck—as men strike + a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must + have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements, + and uttered one low sound. + </p> + <p> + ‘I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm with + my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead. + </p> + <p> + ‘It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For + several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences of + my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she left + the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the + parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out. + </p> + <p> + ‘Upon this I acted. + </p> + <p> + ‘The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the + moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and + waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four + o’clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I + would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors. + </p> + <p> + ‘In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I found, + when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the wall + sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an old + oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house was + prepared for me. + </p> + <p> + ‘To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few + minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body again + the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven, packed in + the bricks, and replaced the cupboard. + </p> + <p> + ‘I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very remote + possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was not + consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck me + most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no + remains whatever should be found. + </p> + <p> + ‘The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place it + among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on + account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire. One + remedy remained. + </p> + <p> + ‘I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must take + down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the bricks, + pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys from her + pocket and the watch from her side. + </p> + <p> + ‘I then replaced everything as before. + </p> + <p> + ‘With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my way + through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the back. Here + I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where pieces of + bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the laurel-bushes. + I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these old bones; but + though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish here, there was not + one now. I then groped in the other corner with the same result—nowhere + could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were + all I could collect, and with these I was forced to be content. + </p> + <p> + ‘Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the inn, + where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the hedge, I + could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the spot. + </p> + <p> + ‘Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over + the hedge and over the men’s heads into the smoking embers. When the bones + had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the watch. + </p> + <p> + ‘I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as + the dawn began to break. I exulted—“Cytherea is mine again!” + </p> + <p> + ‘At breakfast-time I thought, “Suppose the cupboard should by some + unlikely chance get moved to-day!” + </p> + <p> + ‘I went to the mason’s yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast, and + brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse, again + shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven behind. + Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for the next + night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was in a + tolerably safe hiding-place. + </p> + <p> + ‘When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had been + on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went to the + outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in the + shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. “I will bury her + to-morrow night, however,” I thought. + </p> + <p> + ‘But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my + reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after + all, never likely to be opened in my time. + </p> + <p> + ‘I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church + with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on + good intentions, than I did on that morning. + </p> + <p> + ‘When Cytherea’s brother made his appearance at the hotel in Southampton, + bearing his strange evidence of the porter’s disclosure, I was staggered + beyond expression. I thought they had found the body. “Am I to be + apprehended and to lose her even now?” I mourned. I saw my error, and + instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an honourable man. So + at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated on several schemes + for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal right to claim as my + wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it. + </p> + <p> + ‘I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in a + state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife + dead without compromising myself. + </p> + <p> + ‘Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts + by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced + to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in the + settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk—their + conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to that + stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it. + </p> + <p> + ‘The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the night + of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet me, and break + the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did; but because I would + not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood of vindictiveness. When the + fire was over, he joined his comrade. The favourable hour of the night + suggested to them the possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight + came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his + repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my birds. + I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was + disinclined to go, and the first went off alone. + </p> + <p> + ‘It was now about three o’clock. He had advanced as far as the shrubbery, + which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied he heard, + above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side of the building. + He described them in these words, “Ghostly mouths talking—then a + fall—then a groan—then the rush of the water and creak of the + engine as before.” Only one explanation occurred to him; the house was + haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices of any kind + were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He stealthily crept + home. + </p> + <p> + ‘His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal his + adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the + railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then he + asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an + enactment in the flesh between me and my wife? + </p> + <p> + ‘The words of the other man were: + </p> + <p> + ‘“Why don’t he try to find her if she’s alive?” + </p> + <p> + ‘“True,” said the first. “Well, I don’t forget what I heard, and if she + don’t turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her murder, + and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the treadmill + for being where I was.” + </p> + <p> + ‘“And if she should turn up alive?” + </p> + <p> + ‘“Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well + as a rogue, hold my tongue.” + </p> + <p> + ‘I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven or + earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put upon me—the + dread of a death upon the gallows. + </p> + <p> + ‘I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only + effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a simple + one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the suspicions + of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further. + </p> + <p> + ‘The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute. + </p> + <p> + ‘The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, innocent + creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, and who had for + some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On account of this + lady’s sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious position, as + regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind of woman for + the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of hers was + valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next day, called + at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been + known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the + way of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my + course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my plan. + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + ‘We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne + came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in + which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond + waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the + first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me. + During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but + could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the + body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I + went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss + Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no right or + wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more. She said + that she could tell by Mr. Raunham’s manner that evening, that he kept + back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one he spoke + of, and that strangers were in his house even then. + </p> + <p> + ‘I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten her + to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I killed my + wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon the advantage + to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret. + </p> + <p> + ‘Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory that + evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my residence. + This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging my wife’s + grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack contained. + </p> + <p> + ‘I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost + always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is strange + and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men, who have + scarcely ever been otherwise. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + ‘AENEAS MANSTON.’ +</pre> + <p> + The steward’s confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various + kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from + all suspicion of complicity with the murderer. + </p> + <p> + 2. SIX O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + It was evening—just at sunset—on the day of Manston’s death. + </p> + <p> + In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea, + her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the window + conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In Cytherea’s + eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white as a lily. + </p> + <p> + Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated + the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner of + the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in a + flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of the + wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came nearer, + and arrived opposite Owen’s door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave + a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe’s carriage!’ they all exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + Owen went out. ‘Is Miss Graye at home?’ said the man. ‘A note for her, and + I am to wait for an answer.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:— + </p> + <p> + ‘DEAR MISS GRAYE,—Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She + continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you. If you + possibly can, come in the carriage.—Very sincerely yours, JOHN + RAUNHAM.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘How comes she ill?’ Owen inquired of the coachman. + </p> + <p> + ‘She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on the + night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she complained + of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran in and told + her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol—she shrieked—broke + a blood-vessel—and fell upon the floor. Severe internal haemorrhage + continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is sure to get over + it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it before.’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage. + </p> + <p> + 3. SEVEN O’CLOCK P.M. + </p> + <p> + Soft as was Cytherea’s motion along the corridors of Knapwater House, the + preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught the + maiden’s well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with suspended + breath. + </p> + <p> + In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so + rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady’s weak + act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the + universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the + room on Cytherea’s entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged in a + whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been + pronounced out of danger. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a + change—Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a + forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the + haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter + mild placidity had taken its place. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone + with Cytherea. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea?’ she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea clasped the lady’s weak hand, and sank beside her. + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. ‘They say I am certain to live; but I know + that I am certainly going to die.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘They know, I think, and hope.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know best, but we’ll leave that. Cytherea—O Cytherea, can you + forgive me!’ + </p> + <p> + Her companion pressed her hand. + </p> + <p> + ‘But you don’t know yet—you don’t know yet,’ the invalid murmured. + ‘It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I + implore, and for putting such force upon him—that which caused all + the train of your innumerable ills!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know all—all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that + is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I + myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.’ + </p> + <p> + Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes, and mingled with those of her + young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions of + strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from the + broken-spirited woman. + </p> + <p> + ‘But you don’t know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would pity + me then!’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman + appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a + voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there + pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones to + bear it out worthily. + </p> + <p> + ‘Cytherea,’ she said, ‘listen to me before I die. + </p> + <p> + ‘A long time ago—more than thirty years ago—a young girl of + seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of + six-and-twenty. He went to India, and died. + </p> + <p> + ‘One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her parents + from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the money she + possessed, pinned it on her infant’s bosom, together with a letter, + stating, among other things, what she wished the child’s Christian name to + be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to Clapham. Here, in a + retired street, she selected a house. She placed the child on the doorstep + and knocked at the door, then ran away and watched. They took it up and + carried it indoors. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for + cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents’ counsel to + secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn’t know what to do. + She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked + her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named. These + were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The + woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one + meeting—at an inn in Hammersmith—she made her appearance + without the child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live + through the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe’s sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully + agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her, bent + over her, and begged her not to go on speaking. + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—I must,’ she cried, between her sobs. ‘I will—I must go + on! And I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am + gone, Cytherea.’ The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again. + </p> + <p> + ‘The name of the woman who had taken the child was <i>Manston</i>. She was + the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a + relation. + </p> + <p> + ‘Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of the + inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever since. + </p> + <p> + ‘A twelvemonth passed—fifteen months—and the saddened girl met + a man at her father’s house named Graye—your father, Cytherea, then + unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to be + loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her secret + he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort, and pined. + </p> + <p> + ‘Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and + estates by her father’s death, she formed the weak scheme of having near + her the son whom, in her father’s life-time, she had been forbidden to + recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is. + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + ‘By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I + wanted to see him <i>your husband</i>, Cytherea!—the husband of my + true lover’s child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me—O, pity + me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I + love him now.’ + </p> + <p> + That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe. + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose you must leave me again—you always leave me,’ she said, + after holding the young woman’s hand a long while in silence. + </p> + <p> + ‘No—indeed I’ll stay always. Do you like me to stay?’ + </p> + <p> + Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the + old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. ‘But you are your + brother’s housekeeper?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go + home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come + again, won’t you, dearest, come again—we’ll fetch you. But you + mustn’t stay now, and put Owen out. O no—it would be absurd.’ The + absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen + in very sick people, was present here. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay + continuously. + </p> + <p> + ‘Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die—I shan’t die + till to-morrow.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘We hope for your recovery—all of us.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I know best. Come at six o’clock, darling.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘As soon as ever I can,’ returned Cytherea tenderly. + </p> + <p> + ‘But six is too early—you will have to think of your brother’s + breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?’ + </p> + <p> + Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known had her + companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of Cytherea’s + nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a proceeding + would have involved. + </p> + <p> + An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the + pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage to + put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in + readiness to bring her back earlier. + </p> + <p> + 4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK + </p> + <p> + The third and last instance of Cytherea’s subjection to those periodic + terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the + Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date. + </p> + <p> + It was about four o’clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most + probably dreaming, seemed to awake—and instantly was transfixed by a + sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the foot of + her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of entreaty beyond the + power of words to portray, was the form of Miss Aldclyffe—wan and + distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but longing—earnest + longing—was written in every feature. + </p> + <p> + Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in thinking, + without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before her in flesh + and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead Cytherea to ask + herself how such a thing could have occurred. + </p> + <p> + ‘I would have remained with you—why would you not allow me to stay!’ + Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and + the figure vanished. + </p> + <p> + It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet, and + not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep, she went + and tapped at his door. + </p> + <p> + ‘Owen!’ + </p> + <p> + He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise. + </p> + <p> + ‘What do you want, Cytherea?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I really + think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘What time is it?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A few minutes past four.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should + have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.’ + </p> + <p> + Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to bed + again. + </p> + <p> + An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to + the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen’s + window. He waited—the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been + thrown against it to arouse him. + </p> + <p> + He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white + face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch the + first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a Knapwater + man sitting on horseback. + </p> + <p> + Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every + man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window. + </p> + <p> + ‘Miss Aldclyffe....’ said the messenger, and paused. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—dead?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—she is dead.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘When did she die?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you see, + sir. I started directly, by the rector’s orders.’ + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0023" id="link2H_4_0023"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + SEQUEL + </h2> + <p> + Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night, + 1867. + </p> + <p> + The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford + Church, at ten o’clock in the evening. + </p> + <p> + Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light + of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six + Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in + the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and + the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is an + assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where. + </p> + <p> + The six natives—in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats—pull + and catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair + waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who has + the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat. Their + ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of + kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed + on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor. + </p> + <p> + Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four + unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the men, + is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower archway. At + the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and chancel can be + seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window of the church—blue, + phosphoric, and ghostly. + </p> + <p> + A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had + taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been + provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and the + pivots lubricated. Bright red ‘sallies’ of woollen texture—soft to + the hands and easily caught—glowed on the ropes in place of the old + ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more + evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them. + </p> + <p> + The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and + rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes and + leaving the place for the night. + </p> + <p> + ‘Piph—h—h—h! A good forty minutes,’ said a man with a + streaming face, and blowing out his breath—one of the pair who had + taken the tenor bell. + </p> + <p> + ‘Our friend here pulled proper well—that ‘a did—seeing he’s + but a stranger,’ said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second + rope, and addressing the man in the black coat. + </p> + <p> + ‘’A did,’ said the rest. + </p> + <p> + ‘I enjoyed it much,’ said the man modestly. + </p> + <p> + ‘What we should ha’ done without you words can’t tell. The man that + d’belong by rights to that there bell is ill o’ two gallons o’ wold + cider.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And now so’s,’ remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last + allusion, ‘we’ll finish this drop o’ metheglin and cider, and every man + home—along straight as a line.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Wi’ all my heart,’ Clerk Crickett replied. ‘And the Lord send if I ha’n’t + done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove—that I have so.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And the rest o’ us,’ they said, as the cup was handed round. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay, ay—in ringen—but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o’ + this mornen’s business o’ mine up by the chancel rails there. ‘Twas very + convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o’ doen it at that + twopenny-halfpenny town o’ Budm’th. Very convenient.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah—well. Money’s money—very much so—very—I always + have said it. But ‘twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like + any maid, that ‘a did.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well enough ‘a mid colour up. ‘Tis no small matter for a man to play wi’ + fire.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Whatever it may be to a woman,’ said the clerk absently. + </p> + <p> + ‘Thou’rt thinken o’ thy wife, clerk,’ said Gad Weedy. ‘She’ll play wi’it + again when thou’st got mildewed.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well—let her, God bless her; for I’m but a poor third man, I. The + Lord have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy’s got his own at last. What + little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you + choose your pig—a small ear and a small tale—that was always + my joke when I was a merry feller, ah—years agone now! But Teddy’s + got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi’ grief—so + was she.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Maybe she’ll pick up now.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘True—‘tis nater’s law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I + bear in mind what I said to Pa’son Raunham, about thy mother’s family o’ + seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my + prime. “And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?” he says. + “Six, sir,” says I, “and every one of ‘em has a brother!” “Poor woman,” + says he, “a dozen children!—give her this half-sovereign from me, + clerk.” ‘A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my + merry nater—‘a did. But there, ‘tis over wi’ me now. Enteren the + Church is the ruin of a man’s wit for wit’s nothen without a faint shadder + o’ sin.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they’d both ha’ + died,’ said Gad emphatically. + </p> + <p> + ‘But now instead o’ death there’ll be increase o’ life,’ answered the + clerk. + </p> + <p> + ‘It all went proper well,’ said the fifth bell-ringer. ‘They didn’t flee + off to Babylonish places—not they.’ He struck up an attitude—‘Here’s + Master Springrove standen so: here’s the married woman standen likewise; + here they d’walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d’bide in the + chimley corner, hard and fast.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes, ‘twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,’ added the clerk. ‘Here + was my lady herself—red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove, + looken as if he half wished he’d never a-come—ah, poor souls!—the + men always do! The women do stand it best—the maid was in her glory. + Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it + did so’s.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ay,’ said Gad, ‘and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen + carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. There + was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see ‘em come out—whip + in hand—that ‘a was. Then up comes two master tailors. Then there + was Christopher Runt wi’ his pickaxe and shovel. There was wimmen-folk and + there was men-folk traypsen up and down church’ard till they wore a path + wi’ traypsen so—letten the squallen children slip down through their + arms and nearly skinnen o’ em. And these were all over and above the + gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last + dressed up quite the dand. “Well, Mr. Graye,” says I from the top o’ + church’ard wall, “how’s yerself?” Mr. Graye never spoke—he’d prided + away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn’ want en to spak. Teddy hears it, + and turns round: “All right, Gad!” says he, and laughed like a boy. + There’s more in Teddy.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well,’ said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, ‘now you’ve been + among us so long, and d’know us so well, won’t ye tell us what ye’ve come + here for, and what your trade is?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I am no trade,’ said the thin man, smiling, ‘and I came to see the + wickedness of the land.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I said thou wast one o’ the devil’s brood wi’ thy black clothes,’ replied + a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before. + </p> + <p> + ‘No, the truth is,’ said the thin man, retracting at this horrible + translation, ‘I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Now let’s be off, neighbours,’ the clerk interrupted. + </p> + <p> + The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out + into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full, and + just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the south-east + side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness against the + illuminated atmosphere behind them. + </p> + <p> + ‘Good-night,’ the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked. + ‘My nearest way is through the park.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I suppose mine is too?’ said the stranger. ‘I am going to the + railway-station.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Of course—come on.’ + </p> + <p> + The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party + going into the road on the opposite side. + </p> + <p> + ‘And so the romance has ended well,’ the clerk’s companion remarked, as + they brushed along through the grass. ‘But what is the truth of the story + about the property?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Now look here, neighbour,’ said Clerk Crickett, ‘if so be you’ll tell me + what your line o’ life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day, I’ll + tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Very well—I will when you have done,’ said the other man. + </p> + <p> + ‘’Tis a bargain; and this is the right o’ the story. When Miss Aldclyffe’s + will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the very day that + Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And this is what + that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North Star. She + bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to “THE WIFE OF AENEAS + MANSTON” (with one exception): failen her life to her husband: failen his + life to the heirs of his head—body I would say: failen them to her + absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa’son Raunham, and so + on to the end o’ the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme? + Why, although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for Miss + Cytherea, by the word “wife” being used, and not Cytherea’s name, whoever + was the wife o’ Manston would come in for’t. Wasn’t that rale depth? It + was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under any circumstances, should + be master o’ the property, without folk knowen it was her son or + suspecting anything, as they would if it had been left to en straightway.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa’son Raunham.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And Miss Cytherea was now Manston’s widow and only relative, and + inherited all absolutely.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘True, she did. “Well,” says she, “I shan’t have it” (she didn’t like the + notion o’ getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty dear). + She waived her right in favour o’ Mr. Raunham. Now, if there’s a man in + the world that d’care nothen about land—I don’t say there is, but <i>if</i> + there is—‘tis our pa’son. He’s like a snail. He’s a-growed so to the + shape o’ that there rectory that ‘a wouldn’ think o’ leaven it even in + name. “‘Tis yours, Miss Graye,” says he. “No, ‘tis yours,” says she. + “‘Tis’n’ mine,” says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, + thinken o’ forfeiture by felony—but ‘twas no such thing, and ‘a gied + it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?—three people, a man and a + woman, and a Crown—neither o’ em in a madhouse—flingen an + estate backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this + way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward, + and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand—just as if + ‘twas his own. He does just what he’d like—Mr. Raunham never + interferen—and hither to-day he’s brought his new wife, Cytherea. + And a settlement ha’ been drawn up this very day, whereby their children, + heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham’s death. Good fortune + came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some + architectural competition, and is about to move to London. Here’s the + house, look. Stap out from these bushes, and you’ll get a clear sight + o’t.’ + </p> + <p> + They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down + the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the + mansion, they halted. + </p> + <p> + It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of + the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a + white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon as + pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the + fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake. + </p> + <p> + At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and + two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they. A + young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress—Cytherea Springrove: a + young man in black stereotype raiment—Edward, her husband. + </p> + <p> + They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the + water, and the general loveliness of the prospect. + </p> + <p> + ‘That’s the married man and wife—there, I’ve illustrated my story by + rale liven specimens,’ the clerk whispered. + </p> + <p> + ‘To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn’ slip a + penny-piece between ‘em—that you couldn’! Beautiful to see it, isn’t + it—beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won’t let ‘em + see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow + night.’ + </p> + <p> + The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the wicket, + and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk’s house at the further + boundary of the park, they paused to part. + </p> + <p> + ‘Now for your half o’ the bargain,’ said Clerk Crickett. ‘What’s your line + o’ life, and what d’ye come here for?’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I’m the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up the + news. Good-night.’ + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several + minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying + alongside. + </p> + <p> + ‘O, Edward,’ said Cytherea, ‘you must do something that has just come into + my head!’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Well, dearest—I know.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Yes—give me one half-minute’s row on the lake here now, just as you + did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.’ + </p> + <p> + He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from shore. + When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he paused and + looked at her. + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,’ said + Springrove. ‘You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in this + way. Then I turned round and sat beside you—in this way. Then I put + my hand on the other side of your little neck—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine—’ + </p> + <p> + ‘But, dearest—you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I + couldn’t then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to + you, and I wouldn’t be that.’ + </p> + <p> + ‘And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips round + upon those two lips, and kissed them—so.’ + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + +***** This file should be named 3044-h.htm or 3044-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/4/3044/ + +Produced by Les Bowler, and David Widger + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Desperate Remedies + +Author: Thomas Hardy + +Release Date: November 2000 [EBook #3044] +Posting Date: May 25, 2009 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + + + + +Produced by Les Bowler + + + + + + + + +DESPERATE REMEDIES + + +By Thomas Hardy + + + +CONTENTS + +PREFATORY NOTE + + I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + SEQUEL + + + + +PREFATORY NOTE + +The following story, the first published by the author, was written +nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a +method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too +exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral +obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes, +and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a +little longer preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a +fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete--the more readily that +it has for some considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated +in America. January 1889. + +To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of +'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places that are common +to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the +first time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the +satisfaction of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters. + +This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain +characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were +present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no French +name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered. + +T.H. February 1896. + + + + +I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + +1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36 + +In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which +renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward +Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue +was a Christmas visit. + +In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who +had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of +Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the +Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had +gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, +Huntway, the friend, had taken orders. + +Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought +which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness; +on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three. + +Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in +a new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it +was ever a surprise. + +While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the +Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in +a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than +comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an ancient family +whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious +and well-known in the kingdom. + +The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most +beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen +or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very +unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. +She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere +distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as +the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than +perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in very nature. +Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only eclipsed by its +hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. + +His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents +two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and +accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together as frequently +the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few +friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he +was received on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not +only strong, but ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging +him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and +mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without +money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding +consequence of the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if +not actual favour. + +Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable +episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had +arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza--before plunging into an +emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was +necessary for the young architect to leave town. + +Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had +been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his +presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had +repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which +drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural +tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present +seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is +in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed. + +In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a +spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took +her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the +evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the +freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as +fresh and beautiful as they. + +'My love--my darling, be my wife!' + +She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she faltered, +in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She loosened her hand and +rushed away. + +In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who +shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words +was put into his hand? + +'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us +eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; but your love was +sweet! Never mention me.' + +That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of +things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to +a relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could +wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and +the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from +the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he +at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her +reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to +reveal it. + +A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house +and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend +answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor +food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend. +Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had +been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer +of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly +been terminated by the cousin's departure for India, and the young +lady's travelling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the +ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said +that circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still. +Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates +in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening lives. This +had caused their removal from the small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it +appeared, a renunciation of their old friends in that quarter. + +Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love. +But he could not forget her. + +2. FROM 1843 TO 1861 + +Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without +relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met +a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good +gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of +Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the +beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; +but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will +make a passing love permanent for ever. + +This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first +or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but +few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless +repining at the loss of its first idol. + +His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions +will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their +imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant +disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances +as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and +sanguine receptivity of his early life developed by degrees a moody +nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope +he was the victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of +such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious +improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a +religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. +But as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of +spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been +found to lead to disaster. + +In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children. +The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from +school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his +father's office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen's junior +by a year. + +Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. + +3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863 + +We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of +these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of +Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of +October. + +The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen +wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the +time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical +garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and +enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible +advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace +its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when +business--which, carried on under the gables of an old country place, +is not devoid of a romantic sparkle--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, +the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting +to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and +provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. + +Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they +interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious +of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to +be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable +caricatures which spoil them. + +The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the +intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two +to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from +Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons +who had already assembled within the building were noticing the entrance +of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--questioning the +genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating their private means. + +Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid +the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble. +She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings +and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked +up the side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and +entered the seat pointed out to her. + +The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. +During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and +listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed +an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes. + +Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect +than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of +faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the +gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an +extreme degree. + +Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended +scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of +her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The +carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide upon a glide--was +as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and +elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by +observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her +years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the +inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her +safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations +and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas +parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was +heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her +apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, +and compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon +her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. +And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this +point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not +found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details. + +Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining +corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as +each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, +though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed +the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as +distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express +faithfulness only to the object confronting them. + +But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating +woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the +effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--or of a +full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it +may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that +among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly +striking:-- + + During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and + smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the + space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of + degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea + and Nay. + + During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily + accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of + the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree + of intimacy dictated. + + When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections. + +She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the +present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window. + +Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre +performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their +intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why they were +remembered and individualized by herself and others through after +years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the +extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in which the real +meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of +experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge +of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterwards--to +continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of +twenty-nine subsequent months. + +The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and +through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room +the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper +part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under +the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the architect to the work. + +That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the +room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with some +interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being +enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage +of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men--four +in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the +fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman. + +The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's labourer. +The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving +directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway +allowed, stood perfectly still. + +The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious +and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark +margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by +contrast the softness of the objects enclosed. + +The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the +five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and +experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger +than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like +silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a +person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose: +that they were indifferent to--even unconscious of--the distracted world +beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the +scaffolding. + +Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless, +with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost +in reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were +lifting. + +'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up to +that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines, +who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry +into their Harbour of a power that overturned the State. + +She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she whispered, +still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so dangerous to be +absent-minded up there.' + +When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold +of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go +and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling +forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately +disappearing downwards. + +His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her +lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by +one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their +heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the +sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor. + +The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being +carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her +own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had +passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the +door--through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few +instants before--her eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and, +without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a +rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that +are simultaneous--however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as +chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that +time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene +from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. + +4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH + +When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of +horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the +clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce. + +The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour, +Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire, engaged +in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of +papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of all +to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper +tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers +bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap wrapped round with +crude red tape. + +The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted +to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were +ascertained:-- + + First, that their father's income from professional sources had + been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; + and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied + for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to + unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too + open-hearted trustfulness. + + Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain + his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable + instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at + Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his + spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which + had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be + considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security + whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most + unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all + such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and + all Mr. Graye's money with it. + + Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he + knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few + pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. + + Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had + awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by + his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal + in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a + portion of the little fortune he had let go. + +Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these +examinations. She often remarked sadly-- + +'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn't +he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would +claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that +from it sprang all the ills of his life--everything connected with his +gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about him.' + +'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up +late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you +will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to +a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine," +father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am going to, +Cytherea.' + +'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, because he +did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where +she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about +her. Papa never told us her name, did he?' + +'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not +our mother.' + +The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow was +precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls +ponder in their hearts. + +5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH + +Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the reintegration of +his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put +them for ever out of his power. + +Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in +immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously +unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to +have the assets, such as they were, administered by the Court. + +'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually. + +There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time +persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there must be a +special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the +remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and +Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of +possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with +themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those +of other people similarly circumstanced.' + +Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision +on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to +letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden +hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. +In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning +people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted +truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every +farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the +daughter had been brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had +made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the +nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not +hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in +some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed +them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in +their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors--their toes +hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over +their toes--and in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated +the course of the improvident, and reduced the children's prospects to a +shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of +a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a +stare unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it. + +Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of +us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or +object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is +the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession +by a hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our +skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a +chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though +these may be. + +Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have +been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But +unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has +had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their +opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of +his father's impressibility, a larger share of his father's pride, and a +squareness of idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would +have amounted to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had +thought of it at all, was rather divided into distinct classes than +blended from extreme to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which +might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected +opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere +sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, +sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical indifference, +but superciliousness was too incisive. + +After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his +father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly +fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and +sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, +drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter +creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the +position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open +to them--that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by +following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman. + +He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier +grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of +employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and the +absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results +from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case when a +professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in the art +and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though +anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at which +industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world, +are induced by their own common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his +knowledge of plans, elevations, sections, and specifications, was not +greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have +been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability--himself, for +instance--amid a bustling London practice. + +But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the +profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his indentures. +A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight +conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was in practice in +Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of +England. + +After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the +necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and stating +that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad +to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining +two years, provided payment could begin at once. + +The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a +pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye +mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of +some young man in his office--for a short time only, probably about two +months--to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the +kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position as +these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with +his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give +him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession. + +'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the +shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen. + +Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the +even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One +advantage had accrued to her through her mother's possession of a fair +share of personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully +educated. Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take +up her abode in her brother's lodging at Budmouth, when she would +immediately advertise for a situation as governess, having obtained +the consent of a lawyer at Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's +affairs, and who knew the history of her position, to allow himself to +be referred to in the matter of her past life and respectability. + +Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind +them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. + +Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. +'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they +are known! There is no doubt that they would.' + +But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about +any end necessary to happiness. + +Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life--or +no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual +end. + + + + +II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + +1. THE NINTH OF JULY + +The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax +of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of +landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they +steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining +under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover +fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red +flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful +owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered +inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of +the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the +beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there. + +To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery, is +a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations +from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days--the +mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. + +Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They +watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions; +the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and +abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry--the spots +upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as +circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable +little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating +beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, +with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood +motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which +became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the +platform at Budmouth. + +'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression +throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who had +been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. Gradfield had +forgotten it. + +However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, active, +grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence work in his +office the following week. + +The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:-- + + + 'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as + _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English, + French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G., + Post-Office, Budmouth.' + + +It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus +delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!' she +said, and smiled. + +2. JULY THE ELEVENTH + +On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye +attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his +sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. + +Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted +cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of +scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of +freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature +ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. +Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to +produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that +move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity +for pleasure. + +Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A +thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely +pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing +its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and +vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be +separated from her brother. + +Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell +on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by +symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if +not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea's +thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this +romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the +fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the +tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a +long time. + +She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be? + +'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with +the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the +least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall +hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all the time. + +'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round, +take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value, and +desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly +upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle before the enemy +(though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I +shall. + +'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, +and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression +about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as +if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of +observation and envy by a great crowd saying, "Ah! they are happy now!" + +'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, but +still poor--' + +Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this +fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself +for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their +present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea. + +Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. +Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat +down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly +way. + +'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like--do +you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?' + +'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head +draughtsman with me.' + +Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a +moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose. Cytherea's +interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative. + +'What sort of a man is he?' + +'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell +to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow; there's +no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read +widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in books and art. +In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as most professional +men's.' + +'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men +they are, as a rule, the most professional.' + +'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, +I think.' + +'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a while, +pouring out some more tea. + +'Family; no!' + +'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?' + +'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a +conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say +what he should wish his wife to be like.' + +'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great apparent +lack of interest. + +'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do +without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that +must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And yet I should like +her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard," he said, +"which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and +forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose," he said, "and whatever she +may be, thank God she's no worse. However, if he might give a final hint +to Providence," he said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among +pains was the rough outline of his requirement."' + +'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.' + +'He did, indeed.' + +3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY + +As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have +no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important +idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; +and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum +the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea's world was tolerably +vacant at this time, and the young architectural designer's image became +very pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed. + +'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a thorough +artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made +himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the +kind.' + +'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.' + +'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually +meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little +the worse nevertheless. + +'Of course he's rather old by this time.' + +'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.' + +'Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?' + +'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a difficult +thing to do.' + +'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should +describe as short, I fancy.' + +'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see +him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and +figure.' + +'I wish you were, then.' + +'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.' + +'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the +street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it could +be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and +a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked +narrowly at anything.' + +'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.' + +'Not a bit like him in all probability.' + +'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, and +an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.' + +'Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose he's not +generally called pleasing, or--' + +'Handsome?' + +'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?' + +'Rather.' + +'His tout ensemble is striking?' + +'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his +waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.' + +'How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.' + +'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of +verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed, +he's a poet himself in a small way.' + +'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.' + +'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly. + +She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.' + +'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired. + +'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed +itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible +again. + +Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more +of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he +had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his--some +serious and sad--some humorous--which had appeared in the poets' corner +of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who +instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful. + +'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously. + +'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking up +from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as these!' + +'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on account of +the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he said when the +fellows were talking about falling in love.' + +'Which you will tell me?' + +'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a +sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn't +know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is +cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but +right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he +ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or +wrong kind--he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he +asks himself, "Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and +was firmly resolved not to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and +then comes the tussle--' + +'Do they marry and live happily?' + +'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget what +he said.' + +'That _is_ stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay. + +'Yes.' + +'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.' + +'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive +fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love +affair.' + +Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again +in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed +him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a fortnight to push his +fortunes in London. + +An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart. +Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, +concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic +enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she +had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question, she +knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news. + +4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST + +A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was +announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by +the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day. The +weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the kind +offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest. + +They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour +over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that +two or three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting +mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through +the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close +to the reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed +respecting it. Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for +him to go there and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted +from Cytherea on the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery +valley. + +She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his +expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly +spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a +blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted +in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their +sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the +varying actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of +the declining sun. + +Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the +passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps +and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled +with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests +rolled over--at the point where the check of the shallows was first +felt--and then thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand. + +She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if +possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the +strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the +back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light, +adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the +very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious +brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the +colours that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and +float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, +between the hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the +basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, +heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green +dress--a broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like +a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, +and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew +holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole +surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and +there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes. + +The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and +what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should +be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her +handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils +which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with +the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points +around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had +returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive +plan of a narrow plank on two wheels--the women being assisted by a +rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow, +and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay +provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, +resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors +where engines are the propelling power. + +'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's up. +Who are you looking for, miss?' + +'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here +directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?' + +'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout, +round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so +expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and +with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride +at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to +be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this +way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among +the passengers began to murmur. + +'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I +shall wait for him.' + +'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said the +captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.' + +'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another +passenger. + +'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half +hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down +the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. + +'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said. 'People +should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--' + +'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since +'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a minute, +now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be, +and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon +this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want us to wait, too, +wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.' + +The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this +remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff +immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were +now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about +twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time, +Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank. + +'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs. + +'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by sliding +one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind it, +and so on alternately--her lips compressed by concentration on the feat, +her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her immediate +thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her footing. Steps +now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant were up to her +heels with a bound. + +'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning. 'Don't, +don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up. +Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a lower tone, turning +round to him as she reached the top. + +Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, +demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the +new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat; +unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total stranger. + +Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in +confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep +water. + +One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and looked +at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but +just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing +directly to address her. + +'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a +surreptitious knowledge of him. + +'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and +soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in +the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account +of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that +he should go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of +walking back to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station--a shorter +walk for him--where he could catch the late train, and go directly home. +I could let you know what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.' + +'Is the lameness serious, do you know?' + +'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to +ride home.' + +Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able slightly +to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward Springrove--who now +removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her +brother's height. Although the upper part of his face and head was +handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine +regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely +pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief +which the sum total of his features inspired--that though they did not +prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the +world, men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his +forehead, otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy +freshness of his remaining features expressing that it had come there +prematurely. + +Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids +good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting +and investments, he had reached the period in a young man's life when +episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have +begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance +sometimes seeming to state, 'I have already thought out the issue of +such conditions as these we are experiencing.' At other times he wore an +abstracted look: 'I seem to have lived through this moment before.' + +He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black +kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood +obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases. + +'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into +her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked +together, and the single instant only which good breeding allows as +the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of +intelligence had shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those +unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand +has been touched or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger +than mathematical proof, the conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.' + +Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in +each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of +his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect. + +A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties +engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace +remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody, +and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the +horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their +stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the +bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be +distinctly heard. The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea +and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, +or standing aloof--noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of +the dance--watching the waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and +easily under each other's edges. + +Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour, +sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the +shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which +reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves +to sparkles as fine as gold dust. + +'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train +arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. + +She thanked him much. + +'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She looked +as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the +way. + +They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month +the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop at +Anglebury station. + +'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove. + +'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea. + +'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by the +first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?' + +'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go +indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.' + +'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded. + +'No, thank you; we live close by.' + +He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she +was inexorable. + +'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer. + +'Let me see you sometimes,' he said. + +'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in +lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and +upstairs. + +The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as +an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too, +after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply +that they would never come together again. + +The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched +her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut +short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind--Edward +dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to +that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the +sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more. + +He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding +the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street, +crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the +other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons), + + 'One hope is too like despair + For prudence to smother.' + + + + +III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + +1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY + +But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward +Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the +fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or +displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely +new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see +a star come into existence where nothing was before. + +His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a hundred +times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she +could not help toying with them,--looking at them from all points, +and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,--ostensibly +entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, +yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of +their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her +reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, +pleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel +and unyielding nature at crises. + +To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, +it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance +which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position +between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned. + +At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass +without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully +expected he would do, Owen entered the room. + +'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course. +Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?' + +'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?' + +'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope +you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.' + +'Yes. I think he is, except that--' + +'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn't +it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by +train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about +five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I +might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the +bothering foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was +no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a +gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in.' + +They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. + +'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid, +Owen,' said his sister. + +'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow +quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had +only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an +extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by Jove, +I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was saying, +he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be +fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I +agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor +close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had +not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the +luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But +worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally +struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the +post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether +so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had +been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at +all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually +let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had +once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, +and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair +had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think +and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I +said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then +told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds +to add to a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. +One evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, +every idler in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of +Parliament were on fire. + +'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began +picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished. +At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked +if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; +asked the young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small +inner room. There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room +from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat +there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the +behaviour of the girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently +at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with +her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in +such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by +name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them:-- + +'"Why have you not brought him?" + +'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night." + +'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the +floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in +and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long +time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. "Who +is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman. "I know her," the other +said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed +allied, and yet strangers. + +'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an +inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some +information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, +and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman napping +is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says the +gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately-- + +'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.' + +'My own name!' said Cytherea. + +'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be +equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they +might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, +for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!" and was quite +overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now +doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than +that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was +her main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually +dropped, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that +the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been +suspected by this dependent or confederate till then. + +'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her +companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the +house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about +the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his +own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any more +particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he should never +hear any more of that! too many years had passed since it happened. "At +any rate, you found out her surname?" I said. "Well, well, that's my +secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never have been in this part of +the world if it hadn't been for that. I failed as a publican, you know." +I imagine the situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off +as a bribe to silence; but I can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long +breath. "I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till +to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that +young lady lying in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell +asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient +Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the +remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?' + +'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.' + +'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen. 'The +man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his +invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.' + +Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything else +in connection with the story?' she said. + +'What?' he asked. + +'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was +the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously +renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same +woman.' + +'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically. + +'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in England. +In what year used papa to say the event took place?' + +'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.' + +'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell you.' +She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found +one in an old school history. + +'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the +sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.' + +'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen. + +They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing +interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea by-and-by. +'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a +clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had +really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history +than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to +do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there +find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, +Owen?' + +'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if +she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a family story +to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any +more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.' + +Cytherea sat silently thinking. + +'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?' he +continued. + +'None.' + +'I could see that by your looks when I came in.' + +'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there must be +people somewhere who want governesses?' + +'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them +mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and +can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.' + +'What shall I do?' + +'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty trouble +your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a +plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to +much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as +sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are +drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it is a degree more tolerable +than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which +we experienced at Hocbridge.' + +'I couldn't go back there again,' she said. + +'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in +dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the remark were almost +too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he continued, 'something better for +me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent +one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer +time, but all is uncertain.' + +'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said firmly. +'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of +October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should we do if I were +dependent on you only throughout the winter?' + +They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be +supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and +feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had +been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed +at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced +a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this +presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new +and humbler attempt appeared in the following form:-- + + + 'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to + hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very + moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.' + + +In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down +the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words +to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face had become +crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This +time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking +to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by +the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, +and who was attentively listening--looking fixedly upon the pavement the +while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their +ears. + +As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as +Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now +became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason +for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought +of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented +to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats +moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering. + +They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of +rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in +the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure +welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she +girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form +with it an organic whole. + +Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward +did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board, +Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but +not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing +before a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, +and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might +come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated +along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the +water. + +But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship, +and much more exclusive connection. + +2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH + +It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's management +at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return from Budmouth to +his father's house, previous to his departure for London. + +Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land +nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would +occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the +evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of +sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her +brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under this +arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window +for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past +five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official day. Two minutes +later Springrove walked by. + +She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no +longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that Edward would have +found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not. +Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an accidental +meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first +turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the +Bust'-- + + 'He looked at her as a lover can; + She looked at him as one who awakes-- + The past was a sleep, and her life began.' + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively. + +How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in +the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which +prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set +in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and +before the consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the +consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man's +part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in picturesque, hazy, and +fresh morning lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is +known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; +as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright +particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on +her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and does, lest she +should be misconstrued or under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a +hair. + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to +his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the +ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of +minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual +signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. + +Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit +in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on +the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another +word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully +handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away +from the shore. + +They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, +and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The +boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came +forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid +imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp +his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run +the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned +aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking +sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At +this instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by +an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment +caused her to give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the +boat's head round till they stood directly for shore. + +His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her +look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they +were going. + +'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said, looking +over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great semicircle, +preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.' + +She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired. 'Mine, +I suppose?' + +'I can't help saying that it is yours.' + +She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of +vexation at the answer. + +'Why do you let go?' + +'I do it so badly.' + +'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to +return?' + +'Yes, if you please.' + +'Of course, then, I will at once.' + +'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd +directions, and all through my wretched steering.' + +'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not so weak +as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?' + +Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him +to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt +the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of +being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though +less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the +intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly +and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a +minute earlier-- + +'I don't mind.' + +'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but +to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the operation, +necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk +of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath +touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently +only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he +seated himself. He read in her face what that something was--she had +experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance +over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line +towards the shore. + +Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, +and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly +distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning +home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her +secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of +his learning it and continuing unmoved. + +There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he +would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She +would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact, +that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind. + +They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting +for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be +slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to the +occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god-- + +'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting her +young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. + +'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a +slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?' + +'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,' +she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little longer row if you +don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier +for you. I'll try very hard.' + +It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We +understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and pulled +back into the Bay once more. + +'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind the +directness of the course--wherever you will.' + +'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of beach +northward from Budmouth Esplanade. + +'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She took +the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left. + +For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip +of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length +spoke. + +'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively. + +'Yes,' she replied faintly. + +'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.' + +'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. + +'But I shan't advance.' + +'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an +architect's work is another man's play.' + +'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon mastering +it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who get rich need have +no skill at all as artists.' + +'What need they have?' + +'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess +very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love +for using them. They give their whole attention to the art of +dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in +conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a +name?' + +'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.' + +'What's that?' + +'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common +in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably +successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.' + +'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark I +should fancy you had bought experience.' + +She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with wistful +thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. + +Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused. +'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the +fashion,' he said at last... 'Well, when I found all this out that I +was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already +loved verse passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went +rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation, +and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is +the habit of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better +be left to die from want of nourishment.' + +'Do you write poems now?' she said. + +'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual +rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they +pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are +ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world worth living for.' + +'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that +one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues +deluded all his days.' + +'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark +unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate the +thankless Muse" no longer, but....' He paused, as if endeavouring to +think what better thing he did. + +Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their +startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he +was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her +face. + +Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said +'Yes.' Then they were silent again. + +'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made +arrangements for leaving,' he resumed. + +Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable to +Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her +attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and +dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his +time. + +'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once +more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I have +advertised for something to do.' + +'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But we +must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon +the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very +slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time +for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, but for an easy +life of reasonable comfort.' + +It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion +as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for +conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility +of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting out of their +power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works +up a good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme; +the man who has learnt that has had no time to get rich. + +'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,' +she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no +middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.' + +'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with +a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and +exclusive.' + +'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement, +wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in--' + +'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the +long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if +they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much admiration +for the flowers they see growing in other people's borders; which I am +afraid has been my case.' He looked into the far distance and paused. + +Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is +possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found +in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such +combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying +paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there are +bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account of their +remoteness. + +They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of +strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay, +whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of +sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly, +without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the +air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare +glassy smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the +least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected +from this mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west. +They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, +luxuriant with weeds of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures +reflecting a silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes. + +At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of +encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had +come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative +rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At +that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. +Leaving his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside +her upon the narrow seat at the stern. + +She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own +right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till +it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly +pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at +this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him +suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as +to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?' + +Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its +nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near +the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was +thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute's length, +the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon +on unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her +success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at +the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the +time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than +half a pulsation: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her +again with a longer kiss. + +It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom' and +the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts +could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. + +'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered. + +She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them +from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the +water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all 'many +a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each other. + +But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been +connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. 'I +could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at +the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim you as mine; I +would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this; you don't +know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love?' She +was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question. + +'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which has +now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to love you; +but I did it. Something forbade--' + +'What?' she exclaimed. + +'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and now +nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all... I must, however, +speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go +indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain everything.' + +Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of +this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere +acquaintanceship--never, never! + +'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite, +carking doubt had taken possession of her. + +'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My only +reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell +an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame +for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet--forgive me.' +Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned +to his place and took to the oars. + +They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses, +lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun +had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their +destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the +red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the +increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the +sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send +long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they +reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as +cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached +her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: +he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured +sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the +Esplanade. + +Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did +in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight +she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him +sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, +forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his +neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos +and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the +open windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the +orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward +began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice +her, hastened homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of +sight. No promise from him to write: no request that she herself would +do so--nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some +fear unknown to her. Alas, alas! + +When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and +creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there +lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and +jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to +the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet +traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes. + + 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, + A living death, and ever-dying life.' + +'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and +vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!' she +said. + +'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early +to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and +cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.' + +'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he told +you _all_?' + +'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply. + +Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she could +not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled +to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be +deluding her. + +'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I must +dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something far more +pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily +in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once +more.' + +'Advertising is no use.' + +'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her +answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him. +'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was +her third effort:-- + + + 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.' + + +Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated in a +nameless, varying tone, the two words-- + +'Lady's-maid!' + +'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea bravely. + +'But _you_, Cytherea?' + +'Yes, I--who am I?' + +'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.' + +'I shall try to be, at any rate.' + +'Such a disgrace--' + +'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather warmly. +'You know very well--' + +'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put +"inexperienced?"' + +'Because I am.' + +'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor, Cytherea, +aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems that the two +months will close my engagement here.' + +'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us work +to do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and +even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!' + +In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the +brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, angelic, +as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out +many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness +intense enough to quell them. + + + + +IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK + +The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last +note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of +hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as Cytherea +seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for +obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which +she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran +thus:-- + + + KNAPWATER HOUSE, + August 3, 1864. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The duties +of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday, +when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see +her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o'clock. No answer need +be returned to this note.' + + +A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest +bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation, +the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised +the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her +tread a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts +of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. + +She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. + +'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the +foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs, +and clamps of gold, in the background. + +'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a +shade too pretty for a plain dresser. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third person, +out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact +newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room--be quick.' From the +alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea +that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance. + +'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the landlady +inquired. + +'Yes.' + +'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a +money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would +bring no profit to the house. + +Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the +building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion +necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor +corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and +coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light +coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new +slates--the only object the small window commanded--imparted a more +striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the next +room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, +fraction of contrast--a very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the +sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was +the only cheering thing visible in the place. + +People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; +the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast +line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and +began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source +of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty +world. + +Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant +chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the +house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts down the corridor, +and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied. + +The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused +by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep +on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped +impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken imperiously by a +lady's tongue. + +'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the +attendant. + +'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.' + +Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink +under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob, +when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open +from the other side. + +2. FOUR O'CLOCK + +The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the +crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the +crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor +of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady +standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. The +stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue gloom, and +assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall black figure +standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built +woman, of spare though not angular proportions. + +Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step +or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe's face +in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light +that was reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not +a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic +autumnal phase. + +'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the +embrasure of the window. + +Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward +in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had +been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint added to +Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not +yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder +lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been +called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying +complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once +possessed. + +She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily +have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman +nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which +the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a +capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by +pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which +gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly +weakness was nowhere visible save in one part--the curve of her forehead +and brows--there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a +brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. + +'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid giving +the address, G., Cross Street?' + +'Yes, madam. Graye.' + +'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned +you, and pointed out your advertisement.' + +This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to +consider it. + +'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.' + +'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too +girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such +assurance? It misleads people.' + +'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother said it +is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let +it remain.' + +'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?' + +'I have no mother, madam.' + +'Your father, then?' + +'I have no father.' + +'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.' + +'They didn't think anything about it.' + +'You didn't ask them, I suppose.' + +'No.' + +'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?' + +'Because I haven't any of them, either.' + +Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then at +any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. 'However, I +am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You +see, I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the +office.' She was going to add, 'Though I like your appearance,' but the +words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she +modified them to, 'though I like you much.' + +'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea. + +Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. + +'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea. + +'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.' + +Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one +of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was +compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was +compatible with beauty. + +And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a +faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze's 'Head +of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance at the turning. +It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their +fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes +within the year: but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an +emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the +bosom away and leaves the eyes behind. + +Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had +closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless +attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden's +retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is almost worth while +to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could +glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me +in that way--I warrant how light her fingers are upon one's head and +neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly +as that!' She rang the bell. + +'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she said +to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.' + +Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her +history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household; +yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. +When she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise. +Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss +Aldclyffe. + +'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when +Cytherea had re-entered the room. + +'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.' + +'And are you a clever needlewoman?' + +'I am considered to be.' + +'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding is +very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of +the five I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to +Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It +will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.' + +When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe +asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. +Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr. Thorn's reply +to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from his own imperfect +acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial +knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that +I did not give her one trial in spite of other people's prejudices. All +her account of herself is reliable enough--yes, I can see that by her +face. I like that face of hers.' + +Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to +Mr. Thorn. + + + + +V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON + +At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so +anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him +narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less +tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form came +into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. + +One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come +on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday +evening. + +The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the +bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than +his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he had met +her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to +time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards those faces +as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as well as her +present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He pictured her of +sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in trouble; he loved her. +Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love +was evanescent. + +He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a +long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present) +operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this +more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now--and it was +the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive +him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception +had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the +hope of possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour +generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a +position she would think worthy to be shared with him? + +Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a +love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously +clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write +himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without +knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her +imagination than he did in his shoes. + +During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, +packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy +of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her +involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet. + +In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her +in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House. + +Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody +there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In two +minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards her +from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent +to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by +living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his. + +He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in +about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off. + +Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against +the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new +undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of +mind which is required for the critical observation of surrounding +objects. It was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days, +when the deep, dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be +replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They +trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which +brought them just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned +through large lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a +pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound +along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the +form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track +completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it, +which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the lowest boughs +hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass--the extreme +height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach. + +'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey +gable between the trees, and losing it again. + +'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it. The +Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. 'Tis +now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't care to live +there.' + +'Why didn't they?' + +'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been +pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a small +residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low +down in the hollow to be healthy.' + +'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?' + +'No, not a single one.' + +'Ah, that's a pity.' + +'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly +hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will +have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word of +the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In fact, I +couldn't. O no, I couldn't.' + +'Why couldn't you?' + +'The sounds.' + +'What are they?' + +'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that +there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well. +'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.' + +He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the +unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account +of the thick foliage of the grove. + +'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there, +miss?' + +'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were +two--what is the other horrid sound?' + +'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water up +the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly.... +There, now hark again.' + +From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling +creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing +noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on +continually. + +'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these +would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine goes on +night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. +Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; +though we don't often hear it at the Great House.' + +'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased. +Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?' + +'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of thing +as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he's getten +old and very seldom goes there.' + +'How many are there in family?' + +'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.' + +'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property, +and lived here alone.' + +'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being +about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was +only speaking to the new lady's-maid. + +'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as if +speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. 'The poor +old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then drew a long +breath. + +'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea. + +'Ah!... When he's dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I +expect to see the old house turned inside out.' + +'She will marry, do you mean?' + +'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as solitary +as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if +not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation by +marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say that if +she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the +heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. She's an extraordinary +picture of womankind--very extraordinary.' + +'In what way besides?' + +'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this last +twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em from the +station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at +heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen goings on!' + +'Does she dismiss them directly they come!' + +'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see 'tis +like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion with +them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are +going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but she's as proud as +a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say, "Stay," and away they go. +'Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, "Ah, poor +thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor +thing!" she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and +restores the chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh +herself can see the difference between 'em.' + +Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her +brother. + +'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I +think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send the +pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this time +she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow with the +pony-kerriage."... There, 'tis true, pony and carriage too are getten +rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to +keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits. + +''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.' + +'Why to-night?' + +'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday, and +she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is +the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?' + +They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of +trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the +mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves +among the trees behind. + +2. EVENING + +The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone +throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed +at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called +designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. +The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a +projection in the centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From +each angle of the inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the +rest, turning inwards again at their further end, and forming +within them a spacious open court, within which resounded an echo of +astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by +ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of +subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath close-set shrubs and +trees. + +There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to +enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the +remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this +quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the +house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most +satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the +terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, +upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at +leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst of the lake; +beyond this and the further margin of the water were plantations and +greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening, by half veiling, +the softness of the exquisite landscape stretching behind. + +The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the +angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at +which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy +smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs. +Morris, the housekeeper. + +'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said. + +'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea, smiling, +but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the first +slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's prophecy. + +Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here +tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion +allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover, +if possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret +of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it. +But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was +perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards, +leaving the room two or three minutes, and trotting back again. + +'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old gentleman's +birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that +day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of them are +sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a +lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though +it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in +the house.' Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches +an outline of the constitution and government of the estate. + +'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why, +you've eaten nothing, I'm sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient +that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a +little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making +shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning. +She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the +first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea, +I will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes--Miss +Aldclyffe's things are not laid out for to-night yet.' + +She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took +her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor; where, +after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the +housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her +hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next +room all that she had been told would be required that evening, and then +went again to the little room which had been appropriated to herself. + +Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like +another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant +pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn--now richly +crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had +hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic +realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most +conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the +verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the +calceolaria, backed by the pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in +the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great +extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth +while; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did +it matter? The petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just +passed through, her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the +necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and +relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien +establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to pursue +some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know +no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and +birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window. +She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their +enjoyment of the rich grass. + +'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with +surprise at a discovery she made that very instant. + +The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the +surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white +as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one +of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials 'E. S.' + +'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that +immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove. + +'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss +Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the +drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to +whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the +other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. + +'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?' + +'Farmer Springrove's.' + +'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly. + +'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker, +and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he +came in to see me the other day?' + +Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement +that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. 'O yes,' +she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as follows in that short +interval:-- + +'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too. + +'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. + +'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached. + +'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet +whenever he came home. + +'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid; and he +knew my brother and myself. + +'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.' + +The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there +was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward's doing. + +The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still +continued in her reverie. + +'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris. + +'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly. + +'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued, in a +tone of surprise. + +Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden +irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had +recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the +flush passed, and she said hastily-- + +'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell--whether +I want to or no.' + +However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life, +Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy +sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her +now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward +evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot. She found +time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to hurriedly glide out +by a side door, and look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing +the friendly initials. She went up to them to try to touch one of the +flock, and felt vexed that they all stared sceptically at her kind +advances, and then ran pell-mell down the hill. Then, fearing any one +should discover her childish movements, she slipped indoors again, +and ascended the staircase, catching glimpses, as she passed, of +silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the passages like lightning. + +Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual +survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any +purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of +perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the +inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy +recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own, +called the dressing-window. + +The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque +Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something +between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly +worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the +extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and +decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in +cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's immediate eye; the materials +being the remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the +lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining +portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the +dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have +come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.' + +Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the +earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm. +But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual +obliviousness of rich people to their dependents' specialities, seemed +to have quite forgotten Cytherea's inexperience, and mechanically +delivered up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and +with a mild yawn. + +Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and +black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were +put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and +Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first evening, all +would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial +test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the +threshold of her arrival; but set to again. + +Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped +languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts +of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let +Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it. +It proved to be all real; a satisfaction. + +Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went +on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to +the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. + +'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with +widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's little +hand tremble against her neck. + +'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the maiden. + +'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of +my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!' + +'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness +of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable +circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe +at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by +having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand. + +'Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.' Considering that Cytherea +possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to +woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some +excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered herself, however, +and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye--By-the-bye, what do they call +you downstairs?' + +'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid. + +'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is +quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.' + +This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing +till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's brow. +Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her +judgment. + +'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. + +'Why?' + +'I look too young--an old dressed doll.' + +'Will that, madam?' + +'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!' + +'This way, perhaps?' + +'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap. + +Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to +be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in arranging +it could please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the +remainder of the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the +muscles of her body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking +her handkerchief and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the +room, without betraying the least consciousness of another woman's +presence behind her. + +Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find +a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read; +she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she +could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the beginning, what will +the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the +policy of being overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense +of congruity with a cherished past. + +3. MIDNIGHT + +The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The +company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and +jerkingly. + +Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful +sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair +waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state +of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real +motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing past in the +company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the +lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and +looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger +woman felt the awfullest sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in +having undertaken to demolish so imposing a pile. + +The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her own +listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer stratum of +clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and +went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the +wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss +Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on +the first resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the +bed, and re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a +kitten. She paused in the middle of the room. + +She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected. +During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled +off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat, +which she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to +her shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her. +Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her +night-gown. + +But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to +Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly +thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up +to her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And +now on suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the +apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection, +she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand +was removed, and she began adjusting her robes. + +Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her +shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's +temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea's +youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if she were a +mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to reason about, and +yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical +reason for concealing her neck. + +With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back +and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw +the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if +she had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain +it was the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her +eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round +again to bring it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her +night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back +towards Cytherea. + +Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the +direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the glass--the +fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between +throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light +burning on either side. + +And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest +manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl, +reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque +work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss +Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put +off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night--a +slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at +first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further +thought, she seemed to have become indifferent on the matter. + +'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she +spoke. + +Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but +looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. + +'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's +reflected face. + +'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected face. + +Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were +on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said +lightly-- + +'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it +a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and +seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....' + +She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with the +other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature. + +'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and even +timidly. + +'It is.' + +But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and +there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling +in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the +miniature was the face of her own father--younger and fresher than she +had ever known him--but her father! + +Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this +the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering the name +of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, +here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the +past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope +allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness. + +Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature +that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. She +went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone. + +'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and +went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But +it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more +than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is +pronounced the same way, though differently spelt.' + +The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to +Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She +fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his +informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure. + +Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of +feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, +trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall; +and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her +life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the result of a trivial +accident. + +Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some plan +with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion +to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to discharge the +pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity. + +'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed. + +A silence. + +'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course +_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.' She +spoke crossly no less than emphatically. + +'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the +woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. + +'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on. + +Cytherea made no answer. + +The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the +disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was +done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning +responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject +of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding +the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes. + +'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging +a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe +tried again. + +'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three +questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l--, +the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool's trick. There, I am +served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.' + +'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate +one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that the other's +petulance desired. + +'You did,' she said hotly. + +'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of +routine just at first.' + +'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.' + +Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--' + +'If what?' + +'If it were a lady's!' + +'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I +tell you.' + +'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is +no lady herself!' + +'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!' + +'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!' + +'Good Heavens!' + +'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!' + +'What?' + +'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!' + +'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed-- + +'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her hand as +if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden +into absolute defiance. + +'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam! I am +not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?' + +Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and +ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank +back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to your room--I +beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky whisper. + +Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to +the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the +candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger +likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a +grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling +wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father's features +were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her +in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably +its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the +remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from +high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes +women's quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not +sufficient power to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle +the strange suspicion that had entered her head. + +'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she said, +with assumed indifference. + +'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking +into the flame. + +'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and +saw it myself.' + +The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?' said +Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at +Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.' + +'What was your father's trade?' + +Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any +longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.' + +'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!' + +'There's nothing to offend you in that, I hope?' + +'O no.' + +'Why did you say "the idea"?' + +'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one +Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.' + +'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part +of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.' + +'What is your Christian name?' + +'Cytherea.' + +'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see +you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She +was a little agitated. + +'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and +looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face. + +'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly. + +'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.' + +'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. + +'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the +short remainder of my stay?' + +Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered. +Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious +about her name from the beginning. + +The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went +along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the +partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out. + +'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your first +night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on +with Miss Aldclyffe?' + +'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.' + +'Has she been scolding?' + +'A little.' + +'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her. She's +not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who +don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.' + +'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea. + +'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. Her +family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her +mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time--and was on that +account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of +the family died out one by one--three of them, and Miss Aldclyffe's +great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to +Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss Aldclyffe's father and mother--on +condition that they took the old family name as well. There's all about +it in the "Landed Gentry." 'Tis a thing very often done.' + +'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.' + + + + +VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + +1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered +by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it +was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first +and last of her experience as a lady's-maid. Starvation itself should +not compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant. +'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little +fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows everything better than I.' + +She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, +the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical +matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations +completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away +to the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an +instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and +bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the +natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst +passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty +of Miss Aldclyffe's temper. + +But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the +hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary +lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent +and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl +marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange +confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with +the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined +with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away +and leave the lonely being to loneliness still. + +In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more +persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring +visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's rival. +Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl's +flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been +nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the +secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little +inn at Hammersmith and other places: the commonplace name she adopted: +her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder +female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, +the acquaintanceship of her own father with this his first love; the +awakening of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of +his rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under +the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter +change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid +determination: and the total concealment of her reason by herself +and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course dropped into +darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was discovered here at +Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful, +but lonely, embittered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father's +image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was +thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that +she knew many particulars of this page of her father's history, and the +chief one, the lady's unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have +made her bearing towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and +would have been no benefit to either. + +Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay +restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back +again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock +strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft +rustle in the passage outside her room. + +To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover +it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the +darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening. +Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. + +It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels. +Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused +a faint rustling of the bed-clothes. + +Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. +Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding +her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The +maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The +cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became +hot and red; her door was not locked. + +A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole: 'Cytherea!' + +Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss +Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered +back, 'Yes?' + +'Let me come in, darling.' + +The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It +was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must +let her come in, poor thing. + +She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and +the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown. + +'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the +visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to +come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are +mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you +may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?' + +'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie generously. + +The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the +last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and +pressed her gently to her heart. + +'Now kiss me,' she said. + +Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of +treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as +Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment, +try how she would. + +'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe. + +Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the +bursting of a bubble. + +'More earnestly than that--come.' + +She gave another, a little but not much more expressively. + +'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss Aldclyffe, +with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an ill-tempered +woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have +had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I can't help loving +you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it strange?' + +Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. + +'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to +Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her +father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which +seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution. +She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and +attachment to Cytherea's father in past times: then she would tell her +all she knew: that would be honour. + +'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She impressed +upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst +of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and +be loved by in return. + +'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don't +know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very +fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?' + +'Eighteen.' + +'Eighteen!... Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?' + +'Because I don't want to know.' + +'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater +pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told +my age truly for the last twenty years till now.' + +'Why haven't you?' + +'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary--and I +long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, like you. +But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought, as +every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don't you +talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?' + +'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.' + +'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?' + +'Yes.' + +'Why do you do that?' + +'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not +to. Do you?' + +'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such +matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should be glad to +think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the +polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and +others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear--you won't omit them +now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?' + +'It seems hardly--' + +'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and +nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,' + +Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following +conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had +linked his name with her brother Owen's in her nightly supplications to +the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above +all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and +the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of +omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous +prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked +of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly +circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little +finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a +thing for such trifling. + +'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her then +that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, +and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously +as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,' she +added firmly. + +She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the +simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's name +was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness +was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent +intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to +the faintest whisper in spite of her. + +'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I verily +believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected question came. + +'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?' + +There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,' said +Cytherea. + +'Who are Owen and Edward?' + +'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid. + +'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?' + +A silence. + +'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No.' + +Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who Edward +is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning. + +'I don't mind telling; only....' + +'You would rather not, I suppose?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she inquired +suddenly. + +Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from +tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. + +'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured. + +'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?' + +A pause. + +'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. + +'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!' + +Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now with +you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and gloomy +accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.' +She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. 'Cytherea, try to love +me more than you love him--do. I love you more sincerely than any man +can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man stand between us. O, I can't bear +that!' She clasped Cytherea's neck again. + +'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other. + +'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women are +all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who had +not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or been +practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and +goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have +not been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the +admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of society--and look in +the villages--leave the villages and search in the schools--and you can +hardly find a girl whose heart has not been _had_--is not an old thing +half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the staleness of +the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the "first love" they +think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old wrecked +affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that +you, too, are like the rest?' + +'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the +impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.' + +'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's no +doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I--we are +all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your mouth as if +it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the spot. But +a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow--now you +seem a dusty highway.' + +'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on +extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She +wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her +treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one +sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea's instincts +desired. Though it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and +capricious for endurance. + +'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?' + +Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too +much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled her +tongue. + +'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?' + +'I will, perhaps, another day.' + +'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two +previous to your coming here?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round +the bay with your brother.' + +'Yes.' + +'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little +heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly +thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I +only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people. +I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was +he?' + +'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!' + +'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up his +name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him +for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long +chain of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had +theirs.' + +''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an agony +of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am sure he +hasn't.' + +Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She +continued-- + +'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a +few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared +for anybody so absurdly much.' + +'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come, +tell me--tell me!' + +'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me +nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.' + +'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!' + +'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone which +mingled pity with derision-- + + '"Love's passions shall rock thee + As the storm rocks the ravens on high, + Bright reason will mock thee + Like the sun from a wintry sky." + +'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on what +he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men torture +them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned +everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily +now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love him in return, your +loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for +ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade--bright +eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then die early--true to him to +your latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath +also; whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet +nook, will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of +you, will long have ceased to regret you--will chat about you, as you +were in long past years--will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her +hair like that--poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless +idle dream--that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and +simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will +tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways, +and as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.' + +'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are cruel +to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to desperation: her +natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through the piece how +imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself to be weak and foolish in +permitting them to rise; but even then she could not control them: be +agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long day's labour, +her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her, and worn her +out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical working upon her +imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now +think how much I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew +calmer. 'I shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I +will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me +always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?' + +'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any +consideration.' + +'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my companion. I +will get another maid.' + +Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the evidently +heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence. But she +could not trust to the moment's impulse. + +'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.' + +'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and give +me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way about your +lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even +if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant +man is ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man--that is, while +it lasts.' + +Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk; +flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe's +shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves +up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious +sense of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a +protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon +sleeping calmly. + +2. TWO TO FIVE A.M. + +With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances, +she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She +withdrew herself from her companion's embrace, turned to the other +side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the +window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising moon--now in her last +quarter--creep round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon +which had but a few days longer to live. + +The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of +the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic +evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy +moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status +quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality. + +But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a +strange and gloomy murmur. + +She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low, +brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint +breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter +absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's melancholy representation +lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own +nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour, +under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over +the surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and +frothy at the fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad +everywhere. + +She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears +to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another +soon came. + +The second was quite different from the first--a kind of intermittent +whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and +anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some +kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old +manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad. + +She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now +that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it. +She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy +just before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine +the inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a +necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably, +the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, +striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a +glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a +captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling +water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which +laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay. + +She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be +nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her +imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going +to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_ come--just +suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain, +a third sound came. + +The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and abnormal +kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her +life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing, it +seemed to be almost close to her--either close outside the window, close +under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of +its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so +powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The +same instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the +same noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing +the moan of his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His +melancholy notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the +kennel a long way off, in every variety of wail. + +One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The +little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds +even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had +taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound. + +It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar, +it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring. + +She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss +Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's late +peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's touch, Miss +Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream. + +She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!' she +cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; 'and +your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings, +hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me--grinning and +mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can't tell +you. I can't bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it +means death.' + +The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to +dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in +Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all +likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire +into it: large houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about +them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors. + +A silence of five minutes. + +'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper. + +'How those dogs howl, don't they?' + +'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.' + +'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's +bedroom door. A nervous creature.' + +There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the +landing struck three. + +'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea. + +'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to sleep, +isn't it?' + +'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child. + +Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still +awake. + +'Cytherea,' she said, very softly. + +Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. + +The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on +her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room. + +'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars +of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in love alters +everything.' + +3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at +Knapwater was already in possession of her. + +Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the +window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her +arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures +that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the +later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she +smiled in derision at her own excitability. + +But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of each +word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt +how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she could endure +poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be +explained at last, she knew. + +At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending, with +the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a +work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable. + +Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light +of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to her +dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had effected +the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her +regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read, +talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed +at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making +confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the +calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely +conscious of Cytherea's presence in the room, even when greeting her, +was the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. + +It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these +antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our +observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some +flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the fiery +jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled +pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline of the +blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. + +Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably +nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written +after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off before day +returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch +our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of +dressing-time. + +The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled +from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, +but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that +Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss +Aldclyffe said abruptly-- + +'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea. 'It +is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.' + +The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which +to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss +Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. + +'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for +practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my +estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought +of him.' This was perfectly true. + +'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. + +'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and +that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the remark bluntly and +superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family +pride for the weak confidences of the night. + +But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome by +the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words +had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a chair, and +buried her face in her hands. + +'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of it. +I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe +the match can be broken off.' + +'O no, no.' + +'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll help +you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling +of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of course, I +could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I'll help +you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first choice now that he's +been away from home for a while. The love that no outer attack can +frighten away quails before its idol's own homely ways; it is always +so.... Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don't be +a little goose about such a trumpery affair as that.' + +'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips but +no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered +not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for her: curiosity +was stunned. + +She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss +Aldclyffe went on:-- + +'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak out +before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one +of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their +hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the +first place, you shouldn't have loved him so quickly: in the next, +if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It +tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that girl's in love with me already!" he +thought.' + +To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who +stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, +bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged--that she +wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was her +only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned +matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray, +cheerfully insisting that she should eat it. + +To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. 'No, +thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed. Despite +the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant +person see her face then. + +Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by +postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went +to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so +full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with +a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore the missive into +fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest +of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, +and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning--to feel +that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she +had penned them. + +Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of +abnegation. + +The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his +love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, +was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not +quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had +gone to London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way +as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward's own parish, +reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, +yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall +deserted--all gone but herself. + +Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be +continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It +was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there. + +She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the +breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with +increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea +entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail +of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a passing train. +At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry. + +'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. + +'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. I am +very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!' + +'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's face +with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again about that +worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says +of Juliet--what little reason you may have possessed originally has all +been whirled away by this love. I shan't take this notice, mind.' + +'Do let me go!' + +Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As to +hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's absurd. +But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such +proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie, +come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after +that we'll see what had better be done.' She took Cytherea into her +workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen. + +'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it +finished.' + +She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. 'There,' +she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one +thing--that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for +two hours unless I send for you--I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you +stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the +window--think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don't let the +foolish love-affair prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If +at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will +have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit +here the time I name.' + +To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility +was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss +Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. + +She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the +articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a +reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. + +4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M. + +A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became +attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. +She opened the door and listened. + +There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors, +trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from +which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there +just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the +station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse--galloping at the +top of the animal's speed. + +Another man went off in the direction of the village. + +Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or +meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were +requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to her. +She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her +movements. + +Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw +was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. + +All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, +he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting +behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in +livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as +before. + +The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to have +forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost +wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. + +Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman, +and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various +directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road +opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows +and chimneys. + +A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid-servant. + +'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel, +her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but +very pale. + +'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.' + +Cytherea went close. + +'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then +paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea. + +'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.' + +'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the +announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be +contained in a statement so small. + +'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone, though +within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.' + +Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?' + +'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock this +morning.' + +'Then I heard him!' + +'Heard him?' + +'Heard him die!' + +'You heard him die? What did you hear?' + +'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my mother. I +could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the dog howled: you +remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I had heard +a little earlier.' She looked agonized. + +'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by that +time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, 'Is +it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be +left entirely alone?' + +Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea's +seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now +recurred to both in one moment. + +'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. + +'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the +other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss +Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being +still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her +life, for the sake of any trivial vexation. + +Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said +musingly-- + +'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and +motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she +did not mention them. + +'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?' + +'Yes, I did. Poor papa!' + +'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now! But you +must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.' + +The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of +her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, +once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was +impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker's +swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of +secondary importance. + + + + +VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH + +The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was the +lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe +sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. + +The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been +read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years +previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. +Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole of his estate, +real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole +and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, +their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants. + +Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit +in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high, +narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to +remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic +quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to +stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she +had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that +she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings +were. The chair had stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she +had gone to it in a dream. + +She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated +thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body +bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the chair; +her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a +footstool. + +At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. +Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions +became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and +further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew +a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her +hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room--at first +abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees +her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her +head rode gracefully and was no longer bowed. She plumed herself like a +swan after exertion. + +'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get _him_ here without letting him know that +I have any other object than that of getting a useful man--that's the +difficulty--and that I think I can master.' + +She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey +hairs. + +'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.' + +Cytherea was not far off, and came in. + +'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss +Aldclyffe abruptly. + +'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to +consider the compass of the question. + +'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said, and +thought of somebody else who was likewise. + +'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work +comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and +superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among +other things?' + +'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at least +I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in +their practice; city architects don't.' + +'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and loose +profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man who had been +brought up as an architect would do for a steward?' + +Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. + +The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting +it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively-- + +'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country +buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?' + +'Yes; he does.' + +'And superintends the building of them?' + +'Yes; he will soon.' + +'And he surveys land?' + +'O yes.' + +'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be, +boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring +timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?' + +'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those +things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.' + +'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. +And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen's +accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much more about the +matter than I do myself.... I am going out just now,' she continued. 'I +shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.' + +Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then +turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed +into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This +she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, +which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove. + +The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the +ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to change +the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a +temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of +the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep, +sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall. +Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, +she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water, +revealing a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded, +covered with froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps, +and she was opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its +further boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the +form of a crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, +and the trees above. + +Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same +standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less +sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue +and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where +the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus +laid open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which +the dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate +and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was +now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not artistically or historically, +but practically--as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern +requirements. + +In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion +of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two +small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered +over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the +Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten +or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still +existed--an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be +contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall +could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables +which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, +containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent +of two or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage +window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the +old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms +downstairs to form cottages for two labourers and their families; the +upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and +fruit. + +The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this +point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the +paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the +grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their fingers +in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their +mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss +Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the +exterior by making a complete circuit of the building; then turned into +a nook a short distance off where round and square timber, a saw-pit, +planks, grindstones, heaps of building stone and brick, explained that +the spot was the centre of operations for the building work done on the +estate. + +She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of +the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her. +It was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since +her father's death. + +'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without +much trouble?' she inquired. + +The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed +itself. + +'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled +down, or gone to ruin?' + +'Yes; I know.' + +'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.' + +'Why may it?' + +''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole +carcase is full of cracks.' + +'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little +outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or +eight-roomed house?' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably come +next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending +workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise, +Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an +old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what +was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all. + +'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will understand +that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short +time, with reference to the management of the affairs.' + +Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. + +'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works, +and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now +it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach +further upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did +your late master's. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail +superintend all.' + +'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered. + +'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops +only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I +will send for you in a few days.' + +Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its +train--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number +of sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her +watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an appointment +with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was +coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. + +2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH + +On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater House, +the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder +newspapers:-- + + + 'LAND STEWARD. + +'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately +for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon +which agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are +contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not +more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown +for one who possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of +planning and laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of +220 pounds, with the old manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. +Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.' + + +A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of +publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising +for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the +papers containing the announcement. + +What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely +made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were +told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She +remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her +brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious, +that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart +and soul to the details of the profession and all connected with +it. Miss Aldclyffe might be ready to take him if he could compete +successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a question: + +'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?' + +'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. + +A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss +Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another +man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured +pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was +qualified for a stewardship under a king. + +'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she +said, resolutely enunciating the name. + +'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone. + +'You are very unkind to speak in that way.' + +'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like either +of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather +than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more +specially educated. I have told you that we are going to London next +week; it is mostly on this account.' + +Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's +peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell +her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply. + +3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH + +Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to +London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors' offices +in Lincoln's Inn Fields. + +They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the +place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by +lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be +seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the +front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the +successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone +days, had been completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which +lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on +palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red. + +But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices +were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed +them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the +doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was +visible. + +Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying +with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the +pair ascended. He politely took them inside. + +'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our +interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when +they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home. + +'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room. + +Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only +imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss +Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton's +experienced old eyes. + +'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what is +the result of our advertisement?' + +It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and +surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the +advertisement. + +Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You will +probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said. + +'Yes, certainly,' said she. + +'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly +unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the heap +twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand. + +'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive me, +and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be +communicated with.' + +'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over--exactly +as they came,' she said suasively. + +He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his +sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them +out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could +spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to +hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of +the letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony. +He thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five +men who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed +themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one, +and put it down with the rest. + +Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many +replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a wider +choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?' + +It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already +had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there +would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now +could command would possibly not be available. + +'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the +advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle +the matter.' + +Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single +woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself +with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich, +and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in estate-management as yet,' +he thought. 'She will soon get tired of this,' and he parted from her +without a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness. + +The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo +Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual +well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be seen, in linen +pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When they +had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit down +awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did--the +growl of Piccadilly on their left hand--the monastic seclusion of the +Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses +of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid +Lambeth sky. + +Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and +while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around, +glanced again at the advertisement. + +She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action +her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover, +one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the +Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but +was addressed to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings +at the Institute's rooms would close at the end of that week. + +Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then +turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms +of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making +her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the +company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, +she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the +members. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she +said, with a smile, and was interested in some of the names. + +'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet +containing the names. + +Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name +she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the +case with all the rest. + +The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross. +'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply +the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, 'There still.' + +Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind +than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished +to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the +envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die of the +Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might +write a note. + +But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards +one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask +some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss +Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one +of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. + +She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then +withdrew and returned to her hotel. + +Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the +envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and directed +it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of +members' names submitted to her:-- + + AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ., + WYKEHAM CHAMBERS, + SPRING GARDENS. + +This ended her first day's work in London. + +4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST + +The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe +informing her companion that business would detain them in London +another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in +a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares +and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of +blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number +of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview, +by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either from whim or design. + +Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's insertion, +making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One +was signed-- + +AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET, + LIVERPOOL. + +'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one +or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and +references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a mere +glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones. + +Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had +finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you like to add +to the number?' he said, turning to the lady. + +'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones rather +took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger collection. + +She drew out three. One was Manston's. + +'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer, taking +up the eight letters and placing them by themselves. + +They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned +personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter +singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, +is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted +with--a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well +recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. +Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied +building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an +architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and +surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.' +He tapped the letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without +hesitation--speaking personally.' + +'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a +matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way to +when practical questions have to be considered.' + +Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, +had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss +Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game +at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in Miss +Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's. + +'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his +name?--it is Edward Springrove.' + +Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by +turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe. + +'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in +turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.' + +5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to +be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in +town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a +private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing +her veil down. + +The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each +candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding +and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short +conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. Miss +Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have +been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been +for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her +countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the +lawyer and his interlocutor. + +Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was +ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former +time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally +preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man +whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, +in short, most suitable generally.' + +'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion +still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and +even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.' + +Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the +court. + +'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; +a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to +conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about +calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn't recommend +him.' + +'Why, pray?' + +'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement. +He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one thing. His letter is +bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after +reading it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience +dictated it. It is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he +was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such +an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which +required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.' + +'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds of +your reasoning.' + +'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties +of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want a man +whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical +and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office +before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country +tenancies, building, farming, and so on.' + +'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.' + +'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than mine +in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts--his brain +power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the post, +I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly' (here his words started +off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk of placing the management +of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that's +flat and plain, madam.' + +'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is your +reason?' + +'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man--as +bad as it is rare.' + +'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure. + +Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply +signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. + +'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further +in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little +insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not +get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try him.' + +'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was +written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor. + +'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her, +that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their +client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody's +character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable +slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the +Improver, into honourable circumspection. + +We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity +of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the +man. + +'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,' +continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification in her +eyes. They have met before; I saw that.' + +'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior. + +'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman's +face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that +she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough to be his +mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as sure as I am +Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.' + +'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen but +little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed +in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a +woman towards her lover. + +'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than +mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the nature +of it best.' + + + + +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her +irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness. +Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent +luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated +for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be +completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose +modesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect +as was compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm +of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction +that her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas +and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally +imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive +delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over +out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing. + +Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could +feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much +as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her +companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only +seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished +in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She +would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere +dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always +herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been +perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe; +but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed connected with +deeds of darkness rather than of light. + +Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some +absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea +hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might +thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme +suffering. + +But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated by +Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge +that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated +abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down +for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment +by fragment, every detail of her father's history. Cytherea saw how +deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it compensated her, to some +extent, for the hasty resentments of other times. + +Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the +House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe +and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the +facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up +into a taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural +machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is +decidedly necessary to a scandal. + +Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of +entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one line of +cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by +little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last +wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another +woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!' she said. The +young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read +it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense +he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her +cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line--one little line--just a +wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara-- + + + 'Ah, were he now before me, + In spite of injured pride, + I fear my eyes would pardon + Before my tongue could chide.' + + +2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M. + +It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea's +arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the +village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions +made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society +she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies' +Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of +shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end. + +Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance that +afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying +to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, +coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a +war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the +mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less +of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification. + +Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe's +list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each. + +'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last +four,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then came +a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove +the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe's +handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.' + +Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or +four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been +altered and repaired for his reception. + +'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the name +written under Cytherea's portion of the list. + +'But he does not subscribe yet?' + +'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.' + +'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?' + +'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe, +smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get easily +through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.' + +Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to +the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief +to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives, who +soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her +personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less of by +people who are not much than by those who are a great deal. + +She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton, +who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog +as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired +thither four years before this time, after having filled the post of +editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There +he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his +daughter sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and +claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as +mistress at Peakhill. + +At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and +footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea +stood face to face with the lady herself. + +Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair +was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in +regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features +too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth +expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a natural result +of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more +self-possessed. + +She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by +way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is +an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, 'a good sensible +wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the caring to marry being +thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. +Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, the important subject of +marriage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready +for practical performance in every domestic concern besides. + +Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. + +'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have seen +you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if I +have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke girlishly. + +Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled +herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to +herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity. + +'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.' + +'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for +a minute. Do.' + +'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.' + +'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a single +person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a +house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your +own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you +would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove +attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there +is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it.' + +'How nice! It is better than living in a town.' + +'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.' + +The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that +Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth. + +Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small +drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. + +The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued. + +'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you +afraid?' + +'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know +a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself +sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth +the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should think that every +sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all over my house.' + +Cytherea was highly interested in seeing. + +'I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were a +child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me this +use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's society +but my own.' + +'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.' + +Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for a +woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their +own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are +called she's until they prove themselves he's. + +Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. + +'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she +continued. + +'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove humorously +but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the remark. 'Your +brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent young lady. + +'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a professional man +I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the window. + +Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash +through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss +Aldclyffe in a mild form. + +'I imagine he's a lover,' she said. + +Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. + +Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity +as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does +happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so +benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it. + +'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said Cytherea +accusingly. + +Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said. + +The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the sound +of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the time and +circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself. +A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere surmise; yet its +presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's mind. Miss Hinton +had used Edward's words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as +attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that +Miss Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus! + +'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness the +result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. + +'Not very soon--still, soon.' + +'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea. + +'Two.' + +Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more +prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she said, +with eager mystery. + +'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?' + +'No.' + +Nothing proved yet. + +'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun +their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her +face. + +'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton. + +'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. + +'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;' +and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the +dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward +Springrove. + +'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. + +'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at length. + +'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one who +'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore untouched by +solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native of this village. +We were engaged before my father's death left me so lonely. I was only +twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other +thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and +then.' + +'Why?' + +'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you +know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.' + +Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to +be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?' Cytherea +asked, with a swelling heart. + +'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live at +Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy +thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day +or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so +matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere +flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and kindly +gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they talked the +most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness and pastime, +just as everything is at watering places--neither of them caring a bit +for the other--she giggling like a goose all the time--' + +Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. +'She _didn't_! and it _wasn't_ shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, with +brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence +on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen +inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The +instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able +to recall them. + +'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at +the warmth shown. + +The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same +keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind +in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is +invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject +of an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences +which distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties +common to them as atoms of a sex. + +Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. +'Yes, I know her,' she said. + +'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly +of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--' + +'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton. I +think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes--I must +go.' + +Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely +downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and +flitted down the garden into the lane. + +She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself +misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on the list, and +she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M. + +The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that +on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or +privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich +with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and +the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft +pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified +by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket, +or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and stooping backs of the +collectors--mostly children, who would have cried bitterly at receiving +such a smart blow from any other quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be +but fun in apples. + +The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed +almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line +of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected +with a row of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an +uncommonly characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside +inn of bygone times; and standing on one of the great highways in this +part of England, had in its time been the scene of as much of what is +now looked upon as the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach +travelling as any halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed +the whole stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village +and along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed +landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the house, +to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by increasing the +extent of his agricultural business if he would still maintain his +social standing. Next to the general stillness pervading the spot, the +long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was the most striking and +saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. +It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where once the hoofs of +two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, to and from the +stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so +straight--over the decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they +seemed like the cheeks of toothless age. + +On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or +three large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was +suspended--representing the three men called tranters (irregular +carriers), standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth, +the grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the +thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further disfigured by +red stains running downwards from the rusty nails above. + +Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot +sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men, +the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries, +a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little +boys with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men's backs +were turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat. + +Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a +farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of +labour of the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now +engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and +Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at +his side. The shovel shone like silver from the action of the juice, +and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, caught the rays of the +declining sun and reflected them in bristling stars of light. + +Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the +Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in +him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was +more the result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too +kindly constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent. +He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a +frequent melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one +of abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased-- + + 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.' + +On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked +with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and +fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and +two or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be +seen sticking on them here and there. + +The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish +clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, +and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group, +brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders +with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap, +another being worn round the right wrist. + +'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk. + +'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's not +here for long.' + +'Why mid that be?' + +'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the +reins--not he.' + +'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.' + +'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied. + +'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee in a +passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end o't.... +Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting, raising his eyes, and +reading the features of a distant apple. + +'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman +is in following his master's initiative to rest) and reflectively +regarding the ground in front of him. + +'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously. + +'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too. You may +as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything +into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi' +her.' + +''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a servant +of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a passion this +time.' + +The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew +from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future. + +The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went +on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours--there's +some'at between 'em.' + +'D'ye mean it?' + +'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?' + +''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from +the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder +to be ground up for cider. + +'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again. + +''A did.' + +'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren +between red and white, but never stoppen at either.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. + +'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to make +mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God? Why, as a +rule she's as right as I be myself.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press, +followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders +expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were +as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed. + +'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the +clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says +she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when 'twas "Laws +in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through. Her eye was +upon _him_--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this law," says she; she +was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a mere shadder. You +mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee," +fifty times over--she'd never ha' noticed ye. She's in love wi' the man, +that's what she is.' + +'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr. Springrove. +'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.' + +'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She +won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.' + +'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,' +said Gad. + +'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It comes to +me.' + +'And I d' know where from.' + +'Ah.' + +'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak +disrespectful.' + +'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God bless +her!' + +'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said Mr. +Springrove. + +'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, +matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement," as +the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? 'Twas +ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me +when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she, "your wife will +soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a glass o' rum, for +I shan't see your poor face this time next year." I swallered the rum, +called again next year, and said, "Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass +o' rum last year because I was going to die--here I be alive still, you +see." "Well said, clerk! Here's two glasses for you now, then," says +she. "Thank you, mem," I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old +sides, next year I thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. +But she wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says +she, "you be too tough for a woman's pity."... Ah, poor soul, 'twas true +enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail, +you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.' + +'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband when +I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad. + +'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled to +have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's schemen!' + +'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest +o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. + +'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about +by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up here, as +I be alive!' + +The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship +tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest. + +'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,' +said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.' + +'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young +woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove. + +'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I +warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick o' +furniture to call her own.' + +'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,' said +Farmer Springrove chivalrously. + +'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against +it--O no: + + '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue + As I have heard declare, O, + Although she's neither sock nor shoe + Will curl and deck her hair, O."' + +Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation +of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she +saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove's, +whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but +instead of advancing further, hesitated on its border. + +Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she +saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in +his apron. + +'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and +attend to it. I'll step indoors.' + +'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said Cytherea. + +'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last +filling to let it drain all night?' + +'Not at all. I like to see you.' + +'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,' +continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by +his cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a +chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he spoke he +went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. 'I'm later than +I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking up a lever for +propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to come forward. +'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-day, and I made +preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: "London, September the +eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went on to tell me he couldn't. +It threw me out a bit.' + +'Of course,' said Cytherea. + +'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near. + +'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but +couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the matter, but +willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now mates, form in +line.' + +Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves +behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling. + +'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon +your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett. + +'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for +stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said a +grinder. + +'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no doubt +about that.' + +'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said. + +'That's true: 'a would, sir.' + +'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I +would have done it.' + +'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly. + +'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; +and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his +cousin.' + +'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?' + +'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything pretty +nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish sometimes I +had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a one for the +pencil.' + +He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. + +'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.' + +Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew +with the farmer. + +'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees in +our county,' he said in an undertone. + + +'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they were +indoors. + +Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude, +not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the +last passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that +had run by. + +'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer replied, +looking at the room and then at himself. + +'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; 'I am +much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.' She began to +warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition +which reminded her of her own father. + +'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a +fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something +in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that's all. Ay, I +miss my son very much.' + +She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour. + +'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about him. +You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer +over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when he's married to +Adelaide.' + +A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a +sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow +clock. She had lived further on. + +'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said tremulously. + +'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's +older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as +young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was when he +first courted her.' + +'How, sir?' + +'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd +creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the +letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and +seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would slip, and +she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the +quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."' + +He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His +thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers +in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously-- + +''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help +speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am +afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised under +the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the +race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing +too far into things--being discontented with make-shifts--thinking o' +perfection in things, and then sickened that there's no such thing as +perfection. I shan't be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him +down and do him good.... Ay, we'll hope for the best.' + +He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you +should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then, +it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah +look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or shall I step up with +you?' + +'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low voice, +and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled +with her love. + +4. FIVE TO SIX P.M. + +She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely +that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently reached a +side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the +farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained +incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French +painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and +seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way +across the park the thunder rumbled distinctly. + +The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old +manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of +the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her, +and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on, +with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew +near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and +sky in tones of strange whiteness. + +On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the +level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the +position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering +height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his +hands behind him. + +It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his +front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn +under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond +the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, +unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the +ground. + +Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon +another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. +It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly opposite him +now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.' + +A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant-- + +'Are you afraid?' + +She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed +himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I am,' she +stammered. + +He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. + +'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.' + +She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she remarked +for the sake of saying something. + +He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and +bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you reach +the House, if you are going there?' + +'Yes, I am,' + +'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.' + +'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a +woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am Miss Aldclyffe's +companion. I don't mind the loneliness.' + +'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a +subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become +a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I'll subscribe if +she wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.' + +'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.' + +'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I haven't +enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to +have practical proof of my willingness. I'll get it, and be out in one +minute.' + +He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had +named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly. + +She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of +her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers +should have touched her. + +'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and will +drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.' + +He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had +suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. + +'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The +clouds make it seem later than it really is.' + +Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning +and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept +his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the +porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his +person, as they waited there in silence. + +He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an +age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The +most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost +preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or +speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of +its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight +and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By collecting the round of +expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters +would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick +against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position +because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself +to resist fate with the vindictive determination of a Theomachist. +Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too +severely to be pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the +lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising +degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness +so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of heart where +feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that might require +all the ballast of brain with which he had previously been credited to +confine within reasonable channels. + +His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and +unconstrained. + +The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of +thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which +the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the +waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain +upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him, +Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, and now, +glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his eyes were +engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face and form. + +At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses +touched, and remained in contact. + +His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman +her dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her +intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. +By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation. +Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her +as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every +outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: +the fair creature is there almost before you. + +Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill +through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a +mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt +him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing +it was necessary to advance a little into the rain. + +'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step +inside the door.' + +Cytherea hesitated. + +'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the door +open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in--boxes on +boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An +old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to +rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?' + +'I have never been in.' + +'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here, +they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is +now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old +chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly +for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the +top, and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and +be merry by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from +that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate, +though you can see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had +it in its original state.' + +'With more romance and less comfort.' + +'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see +how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only +piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.' + +'An organ?' + +'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case +this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very +large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare +say?' + +'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.' + +'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil +your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano +isn't much as an instrument.' + +'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.' + +'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good +enough.' + +'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule +from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer men have +said it before them--not from the experience of their ears.' + +Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a +great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. +He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her +blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of +mental superiority which vexed her. + +'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never learned +scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.' + +The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific +force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire +continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above +their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the +steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a +volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney. + +'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily. + +'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore we may +as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box. The few chairs +I have unpacked are in the other room.' + +Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the +organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every +variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he +ceased and began searching for some music-book. + +'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in +through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole +extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room. +The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened, +not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which +seemed to surround her there. + +'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will last +long?' she said timidly. + +'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running +his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he continued, +suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter because of +the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; now look at +me--look in my face--now.' + +He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong +eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the +too-delicately beautiful face. + +The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as +firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the way to +look at lightning.' + +'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed. + +'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it +if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will you +have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?' + +'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But he +had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again, +marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance +which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before +him. + +'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next paused. + +'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you like +sad impressions sometimes?' + +'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.' + +'When you are full of trouble.' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?' + +'Are you troubled?' + +'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so abruptly +that she did not push the dialogue further. + +He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the +completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which +reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space +of the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound +outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power +of the mere notes, practised as was the hand that produced them. +The varying strains--now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird, +touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet +modulating into the next with a graceful and easy flow--shook and bent +her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast +across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much +by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking +up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, +shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and +holding them in its own. + +She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before +her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into +her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the +thunder close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up +beside him, and looking with parted lips at his face. + +He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the +ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which +woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell; +and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost +touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies-- + +'Do you very much like this piece?' + +'Very much indeed,' she said. + +'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.' + +'Thank you much.' + +'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?' + +'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't like you +to.' + +'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall be +passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you +there, and I should like you to have it.' + +He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes. + +'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look. + +The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in +seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the +western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun. + +Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was +full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house, +and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished. +It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into +frankness by the wiles of a stranger. + +'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door, and +again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His +influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned +her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated. + +'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not +necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening, +without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing +at the door. + +'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could think. +Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could +see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were +upon her until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by +ascending the rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the +overhanging trees. + +5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M. + +The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an +invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more +wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the +slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she +was full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston---the next, +Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston's +black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth +appeared bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those +troubles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the +bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. + +On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the +incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her +ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure +from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked +delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. + +'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with assumed +severity. + +'Yes, I was.' + +'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.' + +'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.' + +'What remarks did he make, do you say?' + +'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.' + +'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance full +upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said-- + +'Did he say anything about _me_?' + +'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I was +to give you the subscription.' + +'You are quite sure?' + +'Quite.' + +'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?' + +'Only one thing--that he was troubled,' + +'Troubled!' + +After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such +behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making +a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was +mistaken, nothing more was said. + +When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell +letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable +and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only +dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told +him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement +to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour +bade him marry his early love--a woman far better than her unworthy +self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember +that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity +and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all +in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water +excursions. 'I never, never can forget it!' she said, and then felt a +sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that +her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom +they were uttered could ever approach her more. + +Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering +tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing +Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being +who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point +a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover +hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment. + +This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with +weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he +had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly +that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would +have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained +over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not +being able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the +belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:-- + + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE + September 20th. + + 'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I + promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + + 'C. GRAYE.' + + +A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, +and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman +carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with +the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether +she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so +influenced her. + + + + +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + +1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER + +The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the inmates +of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible +that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be +engaged in the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting +at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her +pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting +desirously for a glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes +of Miss Aldclyffe furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he +frequently walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at +which residents in the House turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a +conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her. + +But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He +was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to +hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own +conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one +of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of pure +accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never +sought her: the words he had whispered at their first interview now +proved themselves to be quite as much the result of unguarded impulse as +was her answer. Something held him back, bound his impulse down, but +she saw that it was neither pride of his person, nor fear that she would +refuse him--a course she unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think +fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous +beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or +leopard--for some undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst +she admired. The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,' +as Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced +upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of +being in some way in his power. + +The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and +inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any +other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had taken no +notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It +was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she +thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:-- + + 'Ingenium mulierum, + Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.' + +The month of October passed, and November began its course. The +inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that +Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and +became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's ears) +to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye. +Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to +say about it except that their marriage would be an excellent one for +both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in point of love. + +As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first +had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her +neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By +the middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other +two was received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty +intrigue had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some +years before, when he was a very young man, and she still in the +enjoyment of some womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began +to grow emphatic she was becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the +effect of the lady's jealousy would, they said, thus lead him to conceal +from her his new attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did +not believe this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which +were hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more +markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have been +safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was pursued, +all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes the while. + +2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH + +It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a +visit to his sister. + +His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth, +and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to +his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in +the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next +morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him +lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea. + +He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked of +the page who answered it for Miss Graye. + +When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming +out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule +and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and he secretly +clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and +saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown +into the house. Manston went back to him. + +'Who was that man?' he said. + +'I don't know, sir.' + +'Has he ever been here before?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'How many times?' + +'Three.' + +'You are sure you don't know him?' + +'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.' + +'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed, and +again went on his way. + +'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it couldn't +be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool--such an utter +fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after +day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady's dependent, a waif, +a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that +is just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows +of circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!' + +He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. + +He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to +an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at +the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a +remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was +what still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his +excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly +remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with +Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide. + +'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour, +while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. 'How I am +harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed himself by an effort. +'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it. +"Honesty is the best policy;"' with which vigorously uttered resolve +he once more attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his +journey. + +The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward +came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did +not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to +attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along +the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of +the crop struck flatly against his feet at every step, pouring upon them +the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but +the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted +the stile and followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced +by the overhanging trees. + +After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few +minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely +familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming +at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with +outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. However, as the +wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about finding the path +again, and with some sense of pleasure halted awhile against the rails, +to listen to the intensely melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops, +and as the wind passed on, the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in +reply. He could just dimly discern the airy summits of the two or +three trees nearest him waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and +stretching out their boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The +scene, from its striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow +congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes. + +A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie, +and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among +the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light +coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated +oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever. + +The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance +with the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but +momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway, +being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting +in the midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver +having the fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The +train had, when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and +now a whistle was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not +far in its van. + +But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it +was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his +position of facing the railway. + +If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing +him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like +state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still +continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his +other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the +cutting. The only movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower +jaw, separating his previously closed lips a little way, as when a +strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not +nearly so trivial as the first, had taken possession of him. + +It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a +second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face, +reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it. +The face was a woman's. + +At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his +hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction +as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its +way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my address have become +known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it is a blessing I have been +circumspect and honourable, in relation to that--yes, I will say it, for +once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea, never +to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!' The great +sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been exercised +upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed. + +He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and +presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the +railway by a bridge. + +As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by +degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and +he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah-- + + 'A woman shall compass a man.' + +3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK + +Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered +along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's bedroom +opened, and a tap was given upon his door. + +'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the +keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.' + +When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there +already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table +for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his +overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long +deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast +walking before them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast +long wheeling shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed, +their remoter ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and +they stepped out. + +Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage +which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror +of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their +men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social +position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him. + +'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly. + +Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The +feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under +which the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting +that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused +by the world getting lighter instead of darker. 'The tearful glimmer of +the languid dawn' was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy +red leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon +loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had +collected from the foggy air. + +They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had +proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the +turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the +building. + +She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn +over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her eyes were +the sole features uncovered. + +With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect +stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement to +chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth. + +Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two, +or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the +park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention +of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid +observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her +pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out +again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced +by Owen and his sister. + +These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it +as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking +for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the +hard ground. + +Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the +still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached +her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights +whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the +attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the +position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed +them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge. + +'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea. + +'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.' + +'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events will +fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the fact +beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the same," +and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent +reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means +at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten +times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.' + +'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I +don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the +public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name +and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact +that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was +simply owing to Springrove.' + +'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first +loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over that.' + +From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on +the designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and +went into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe's history. + +'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she inquired at +last. + +'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no harm; +you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe +might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.' + +'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went on, +'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible, +and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which +is more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.' + +'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!' + +'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice +anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that +she is in love with him at all.' + +'Why can't you?' + +'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't say it +from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.' + +'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.' + +'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty or +fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And +since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise +herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here +at all?' + +'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do, +Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of emotion +towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love or aversion.' + +They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes +accidentally fell upon her brother's feet. + +'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in your +manner of walking?' + +'What is it like?' he asked. + +'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you used +to.' + +The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their +footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their +conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to +give over listening to them. + +'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I think +the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle +sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by +steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to +you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking +about.' + +'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with some +alarm. + +'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of +it when I sit in the office.' + +Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked +at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed +on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old +channel. + +Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and +hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to +a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly +opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the +railway station. + +Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his quickened +pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon +increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced +her fellow-traveller. + +The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails; +and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was +shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered +the waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the +movements of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who +had asked for a ticket for London. + +He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there +and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing +with the perception. + +4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a +fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by +which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing +almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old +manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on +that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable +kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could +be made with some person as permanent domestic. + +Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted +the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and +husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston. +Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and +had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his +bed, and put the house in order for the day. + +On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the +operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, and +went back again, to perform those of the second. + +Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she +indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it. + +Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a +remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper bed-clothes +were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. +'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he had made it himself +after rising.' + +But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. +Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and +sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something +arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very closely. +'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's wife stood as if +the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it. + +The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less +than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman's +head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there +holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in +meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair, +involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the +floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one. + +She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound +it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in +her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no more that +morning. + +She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of +feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found. + +She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house, +fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, +she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own. + +Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the +village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat, +an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique +diseases and afflictions. + +Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on +high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned +and wandered after it like a cat's. + +'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching +out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been +an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli. + +'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the +treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly +imparted, together with the accident of its discovery. + +A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the +middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon +it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows +on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly +touching, and their eyes upon the hair. + +'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and 'tis +my very belief the hair is--' + +'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth. + +'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the +Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I +don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I +believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to stick a moral +clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn't +of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she +wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the +growen, she's made bad by what she's gone through since.' + +'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs. Leat. + +'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!' + +''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.' + +'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?' + +'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his +letters.' + +'What about 'em?' + +'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and they +he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know, +and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all +the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d' unvariably go there wi' +letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em by sight well enough now.' + +'Is it a she?' + +''Tis a she.' + +'What's her name?' + +'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than that +'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who ha' been +here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench escaped from +Sodom, I warrant ye.' + +'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.' + +'That may be.' + +'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here to +see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she vanished. +Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she could, go away how +she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?' + +Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. + +'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the +grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers, +and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble to write +letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There's a tie +between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.' + +'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look married +now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.' + +'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.' + +'No, no: he's not a married man.' + +'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.' + +'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the truth +on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always +do.' + +'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as +she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say so, but +I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.' + +5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH + +It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father, and +nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every +morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as +was the case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was +brought upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out +the contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who +had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the +morning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss +Aldclyffe of her namesake only. + +Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the +operation of being brushed and dressed. + +'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning succeeding +that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the first time in my +life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of +London.' + +Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything +for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe's +corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an +exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few +lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her +side. + +'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in +a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into +silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very +anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon +Cytherea went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the +room to follow her own pursuits. + +It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and +then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all +their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen +of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the +flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she +crumpled a letter in her hand. + +Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed +seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way +of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken +in. + +In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter +of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:-- + + +'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him +to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and +reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited +again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at +first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not +till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I had been driven +to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely on account +of its having been his request all along that I should not do it. This +writing to you, madam, is my first disobedience, and I am justified in +it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night +and then sent away like a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, +and find her way out of the house as she best may--is justified in doing +anything. + +'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be +involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal +flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. + +'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with +him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a +decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any +respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for some +time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which had caused +disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled to reinstate her +in his house. + +'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a +peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has +lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you +by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, +know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I collected it having +each only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing. +One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; +another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and +coffee-houses; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so +on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows +them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line +of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that +some at least of these things were revealed to me. + +'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is +the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling +that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. + +'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need +he if you remember my request.' + + +'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as +the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an +Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat +on his account--O, O! shall it be?' + +Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body +became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely +necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer +to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's possession of such +a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see +what could be done in such an unfortunate affair. + +6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST + +Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the +House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe +was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could +not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her. + +The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was +immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment. +The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small +one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of +the lofty and sombre room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful +enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto volumes +which were jammed into the lower tiers of the bookshelves. + +After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe +knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh, +and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered +the room. + +Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not +discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all +attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the +perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known to +her; how it had become known he could not tell. + +She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting +it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the +light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface. + +'You know whose writing this is?' she said. + +He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and +hazard all on an advance. + +'My wife's,' he said calmly. + +His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an +answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, 'Do you +feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden alarm. + +'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as she +vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were. + +'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every +stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before. + +'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to +conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as +you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.' + +'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this +practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?' + +'Of course I remember.' + +'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation. +I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a +restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind is always accepted +as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The +other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible +excuse for escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been +mistaken in marrying.' + +'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired. + +'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool +last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an +architect.' + +'Where did she come from?' + +'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been +married a week.' + +'She was ugly, I imagine?' + +'She is not an ugly woman by any means.' + +'Up to the ordinary standard?' + +'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while we +quarrelled and separated.' + +'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little +sarcasm. + +'I did not.' + +'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.' + +Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place; +however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her so, +but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London +and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your +advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell +you the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when +your satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have +proved the risk to be a safe one to run.' + +She bowed. + +'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to +a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by +the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was +vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three +nights ago; I was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the +railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at +a carriage window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had +thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes +before she came in, next morning early she left again--' + +'Because you treated her so cavalierly?' + +'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of her, +madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady who had +received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained +locked within him as within a casket of steel. + +'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?' she continued. + +'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.' + +'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not +passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?' + +'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income +when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before +our marriage, and in her maiden name.' + +'Has she any friends?' + +'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on +some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do +much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.' + +A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to concern +myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your +misleading me and getting the office you hold)--' + +'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming here, +I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of +Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old address in London +your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted +to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way +on purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement +certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I +anxious to stay.' + +Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion +with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the +whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of +Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart. + +'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be +overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this +much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well +as in yourself.' + +'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the +dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the +effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught +him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural +selection for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto +taken in him, as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object +to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of +no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like +Curius at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess +gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of +the lady's wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: +could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow +himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his +wife's happiness. + +'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in +the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should +sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your +retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I +will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home +your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; +you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you grant that everything +shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.' + +The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression +of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he +controlled himself and said, in his natural voice-- + +'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.' + +'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers +will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.' + +After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to +put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired. + +He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced +that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception +of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had +never served him in better stead than it had done that night. + +Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the +bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed +himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his +wife:-- + + + 'KNAPWATER, + November 21, 1864. + +'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty visit +to me. + +'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and +your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all, +it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you +did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me. + +'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly +worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may +have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous +things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make a talk in +this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house +separately. + +'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can +occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the +remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the +night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train--Your +very affectionate husband, + + 'AENEAS MANSTON. + +'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.' + + +The address on the envelope was-- + +MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON, + LONDON, N. + +He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country +post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of +troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no +longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret. + +7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER + +But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another +matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey. + +The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had +left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business +engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman's residence +thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife, +had, in the interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting +could not now be put off. + +So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not +be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely +prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had +intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with +a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening. + +The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which she +said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having +already written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands, +he made no further reply. + +The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become +generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a +little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy +upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were +placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the +unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity +in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady's face, was +well-nigh extinguished. + + + + +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M. + +Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to +her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing +the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a +complex drama form the subject of this record. + +The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking +his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight, +the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at +the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw +which showed the details and duration of the selected train's journey. + +The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid +of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more +carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been +Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife. + +He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger +ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular +place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By +this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford +Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by the second half +of the train, containing the third-class passengers, and passing two +hours and three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady, +as a second-class passenger, would really be brought. + +He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return +from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast, +gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations +that were to be made for the lady's reception, jumped into his gig, and +drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at Chettlewood. + +He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning +to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. Whilst he +looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish +came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on +previous occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along +the smooth white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the +young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him. + +Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston +reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood, +ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary +with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation +whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home. + +The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella, +walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night, +listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual +signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in +that this seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband's +neglect--the first having been shown in his not fetching her. + +Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order +to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage, +except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband's +house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters +if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to +do it himself. + +The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. +Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have +preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion +would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period +than two or three minutes together. + +He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the +effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the +station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants +of the parish. + +He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief +possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first +among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. + +After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in +his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been +saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well the +handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each +other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the +parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. + +'He rather liked her you think?' + +The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to +correct the error. + +'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly. + +'Not more than he does about me?' + +'Not a bit.' + +'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood +still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled +to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked +petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station. + +The porter stood still and looked surprised. + +'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said +plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the +deserted road. + +'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of resignation. +Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as +before, giving vent to a slight laugh. + +It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to +hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of +indifference. + +Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak, +though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute: +one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the +ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action. + +'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she murmured +again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. + +'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter. + +'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this +time, I imagine?' + +'Very near now, ma'am.' + +They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew +mournfully and chill. + +Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter +stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited. + +Nobody came. + +Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of +rappings--less forcible, but more sustained. + +There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible; +nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry +scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of +the porch. + +The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting +that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the +place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go +into the village and converse with her friends. + +'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth +and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in +the fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside. + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'Who keeps it?' + +'Farmer Springrove.' + +'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold, and +altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody's +account, gentle or simple.' + +They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of +Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging +upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the +season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the +trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a +vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and +the occasional creak of the swinging sign. + +They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold, +than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of +winter winds. + +It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London +either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his +father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of +disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was visible in old Mr. +Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a stranger. + +Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward +was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable +for Edward, should he come in. + +Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even +lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her +apartment, the chambermaid preceding her. + +'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she had +come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before +the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston +unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. + +'Bring me some brandy,' she said. + +The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a +tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a +single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still +quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. + +Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen +for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself. + +'This is welcome home!' she said. + +2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M. + +A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. + +During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove +had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground, +lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked +upon as irreclaimable waste. + +The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the +sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and +now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot. + +It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival, and +one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament +than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the +back of the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for +though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately +still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a +spark across. + +'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round before +going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the truth I +am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it +into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to +burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than the ashes would be +worth.' + +'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on. + +Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he +went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring +up for the night, he made a final and more careful examination. +The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity. +Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap +was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from +then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of +danger to anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more +than a yard off. + +The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same +state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked +in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked +towards it, but less carefully than on the first night. + +The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old +smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a +probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow. + +After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing +her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a +sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter, +who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young +Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which intelligence the old man +concluded that he would probably not see his son till the next day, +as Edward had hitherto made a point of coming by the train which had +brought Mrs. Manston. + +Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time +going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and +in at the back of the house. + +The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; +two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to +bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a +possibility of his son's return by the latest train, unlikely as it +was that he would be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door +unfastened, looked to his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it +being then half-past ten o'clock. + +Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap +of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days, +and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal +ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the +volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet +process is throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim +of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be +fanned into a flame so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two. + +Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door, +he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, +a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat +had arisen inside. + +As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining +the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past +him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a +gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could +be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He +carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red +glow indicating the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, +increasing and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or +fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had +been his, he thought, he should not care to have a fire so near them as +that--and the wind rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on +his way to the station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. +The road was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning, +when the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability +of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. + +By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if +the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for +devastation. + +At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard +amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter +still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered +it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then +continuous and strong. + +At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of +ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the +houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. + +Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a +distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on +the ground. + +Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now +to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few +things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the +straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of mangel-wurzel, +lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the +hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. + +A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and +seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel +grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the +straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame +should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end. +Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now +at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries +are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof +of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the +shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof +in less than thirty seconds. + +3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M. + +A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three +Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made, +the rush was a rush for bare life. + +A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were +heard. + +Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and +chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a +quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the +base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves, +which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its +substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire. + +The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting +forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power +and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began +to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square +outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had +hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began +to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the +narrow surface of the flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark +surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing +light. + +Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse +of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the +village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr. +Raunham. + +Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the +men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. +Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in +the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble +the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny +instrument began to play. + +Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid +faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion +a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or four of the old +and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably. +Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was +Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood, +ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had +not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the +wound. + +The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the +furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour, +from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old +silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were +all. + +Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a +deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in +the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining, +upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector's +engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as +nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the +fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and dived through to the +rafters. + +Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?' + +He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been +standing a few minutes earlier. + +'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice. + +'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God, find +him! Help here!' + +A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance +of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves +through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of +their search lying senseless on the floor of the passage. + +To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a +basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover +consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No +sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames +lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames. +Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door started +into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the +centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames rushed forth. + +Then the staircase fell. + +'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice. + +'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others. + +'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.' + +'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. +It was the chambermaid's. + +Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and +threw his hands up wildly. + +'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to +fetch her out, but I fell.' + +An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly +by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which +followed his words. + +An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one +intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over +them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash, +pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of +wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of +black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed +the uproar of the fall. + +'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again, +incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a +reply been volunteered. + +The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the +dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible +materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat +in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the +conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and +helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds +full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward again with +the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving goods from the +houses adjoining, which it was evident were all doomed to destruction. + +The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of +red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church +clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered +chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered +through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm. + +4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M. + +Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no +very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater +Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than +disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him. + +Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever +fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never again +fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma, +hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him; +married as he was, he was near Cytherea. + +He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing +the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road +Station just soon enough to meet the last London train. + +He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the +horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then +the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its +origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing. + +Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered. + +'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce such a +raging flame so suddenly.' + +He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in +the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the +excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being +an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming +such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real +remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so +near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could +hear no sound. + +Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an +angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon, +he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of +further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire +was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village. + +The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was +at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward's +position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended. +The younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father's +house by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring +his wife, the truth being that Edward's lateness was owing to the +simplest of all causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to +make a slow journey for the sake of travelling at third-class fare. + +Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and he +was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which +he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long +engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of +ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue +till speaking was too late. + +'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself as +he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable folly!' + +An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or seven +years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to yearn +for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, though +rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes women, +his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion which +pervades the whole community at the present day--the habit of exclaiming +that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact remains that, +after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the sentiments of life +the difference of sex is but a difference of degree. + +But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still +continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or +rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too +unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon, +he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the +heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the +earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters +satisfying himself with his cousin. + +Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke: + + 'Tis She, and here + Lo! I unclothe and clear + My wishes' cloudy character.' + +Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the judgment +cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the +situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the +new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there +are very few of them. Cytherea was one. + +On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these +things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations' soon +tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong +necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was +ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation +as assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the +duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month. + +He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the +intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself +on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a +last glimpse of Cytherea there. + +5. MIDNIGHT + +It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. +The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he +crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. + +The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had +returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he +entered, and immediately came towards him. + +'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said. + +The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. + +'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said. + +'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said Manston. + +'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.' + +The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train. + +'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk. + +Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the +question without having heard it. + +'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You can't see +the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the +bridge--'tis tremendous!' + +He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came +in the next minute. + +The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his +ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a +black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the +steps, and struck out into the darkness. + +'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had returned. +The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward's thoughts +after him. + +'He's an architect.' + +'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,' +Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again. + +'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.' + +'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself, and +considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind. + +The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as Cytherea's +lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts. + +'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,' he +pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the +luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one +box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, +as his eyes watched the process-- + +'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.' + +He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted +the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park. + +The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. +He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, +the crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the +conflagration. + +Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the +right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking +in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching +nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector. + +Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally, +who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher. + +'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the +way. + +'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man. + +'Yes.' + +'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you, +sir.' + +'Well, well.' + +'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?' + +'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this +time, I suppose.' + +The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his +face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston's. + +'Yes, she did come,' he said.... 'I beg pardon, sir, but I should be +glad of--of--' + +'What?' + +'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.' + +'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.' + +'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't know +what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.' + +'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a +security.' + +'Oh!' + +'Let me go on,' said Manston. + +'Thy wife is _dead_; that's the rest o' the news,' said the labourer +slowly. He waited for a reply; none came. + +'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy +house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up, +and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.' + +'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly. + +Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes +the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back +into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such +an unmoved David as this. + +Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and +ran on foot to the site of the fire. + +The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, +and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what +furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already +on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was +small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a +coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, +was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of +goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot +on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal +should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight +of Manston's pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with +the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers. + +'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into +the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. 'Is +she burnt?' repeated Manston. + +'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of +burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon +her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.' + +'Why was she here?' said Manston. + +'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door +of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being +that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came +back to the inn and went to bed.' + +'Where's the landlord?' said Manston. + +Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and +corroborated the evidence given by the rector. + +'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward. + +'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--' + +'What do you think?' + +'She was much put out about something.' + +'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in reverie. +He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the +shining light. + +Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means +at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each +presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking +ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming +mass--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other. + +A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent +here--steam. There was present what is not observable in +towns--incandescence. + +The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke +from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back +from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups +in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of +generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and +almost even with the top of the low wall dividing one from the other. +The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, +their brightness being repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the +labourers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on +those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the +weather-beaten church in the background. + +The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of +the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the +night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from +the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and +they accordingly were gathered there. + +6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M. + +Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, +and now entered the opened door of the building. + +He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in +the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own +wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the +same side. The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow +candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to +that in which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was +piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from +the ruins, making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day. + +Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his +son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They +were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was +relinquished for that of the houses burnt. + +This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under +the following circumstances:-- + +Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages +afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village +street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a +large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.' + +The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that +a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly +granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each +lessee was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for +the whole term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and +delivered it up intact at the end of the term. + +Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, +either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives were +added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., +and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the +chief provisions for his old age. + +The steward had become interested in the following conversation:-- + +'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.' + +The words came from Edward in an anxious tone. + +'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man +gloomily. + +'Not?' the son asked. + +'Not one!' said the farmer. + +'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?' + +'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had +been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years, +gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had +done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and +greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been +continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who +expects a fire?' + +'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more +uneasily. + +'No, not particularly,' said his father absently. + +'Where are they?' + +'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among other +things.' + +'Well, we must see to that at once.' + +'What do you want?' + +'The key.' + +They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then +proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under +the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, +whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers, +and spread the first out before him. + +'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will be +sufficient. The terms of all are the same.' + +Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some +time; then aloud and slowly as follows:-- + + +'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and +administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt +Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his +heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten +shillings and sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed +for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times +during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said +Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or +buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair +in every respect without exception and the said premises in such good +repair upon the determination of this demise shall yield up unto the +said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.' + + +They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without +speaking. + +Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the +farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of +sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step +aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose +to do so. + +'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. + +'Mr. Manston, the steward.' + +Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger +man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which +still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of +each across the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and +also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had +learnt, by a letter from home, of the steward's passion for Cytherea, +and his mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his +marriage. That marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man's newly +acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive enmity towards him--he would +hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment +to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him. + +7. ONE TO TWO A.M. + +Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. +Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once +proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. + +Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot +repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the +soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed +with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and +inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent +catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during a period +of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a passionate +outburst of feeling. + +Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then +seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was +necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night. + +Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving +there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain +number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still +red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards +searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in +the company of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire +from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could +live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully +searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife. + +Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. + + + + +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH + +The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came without +bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed +the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern +manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. + +He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and +to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search +for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an +instant. + +He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the +death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity +deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to +require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of +the steps which had better be taken to remedy it. + +It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke +to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in +him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this +tone: the demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she +could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man. + +'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said. + +'Well, I am,' he answered shortly. + +'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?' + +He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added. + +'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,' +Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully. + +'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve it? I +say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his +letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but +good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued, after a short interval +of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not +thwart me, in endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about +you, one in whom I am much interested already.' + +'Cytherea!' + +'Yes, Cytherea.' + +'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?' + +'Yes.' + +Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her +to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward +quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love her.' + +She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand +moving indecisively at her side. + +'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that +backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell +me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her +attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of +inquiry; but none of jealousy. + +'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just +that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not +give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone +of pride. + +Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. + +'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of my +conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in +submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live +with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office +which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but +this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, +folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try +to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman.' + +He waited for her to speak: she did not. + +'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye's +love,' he went on. + +'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once want +to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be +made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only half attended to +Manston's last statement. + +'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the +steward. + +'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's nothing to +help us; he's now come home to break it off.' + +'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly. + +His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said +haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been +to see her _your_ wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to bring about +such a result.' + +'But it must be _made_ your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice, +looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her +past. + +One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that +peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when, after +having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's position, she +suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss +Aldclyffe looked at the steward. + +'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered. + +'I know all,' he said. + +'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't tell +you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?' She +reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will not +yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment +of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was +chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! +I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_ threaten me?' she added +softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been +speaking. + +'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his eyes +from her. + +An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, +obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so when I +schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till I found +you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!' She wept; and the weeping of +such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man. + +'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most absurd +thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I knew all, +except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found that +my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it +fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere +spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.' + +'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you +threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you readily +without a threat!' + +'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your +indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.' + +'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.' + +He took her hand, and held it gently. + + * * * * * + +'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become +calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may make +him, but only in one way.' + +'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!' + +'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the +last two or three years?' + +'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been +promptly paid, haven't they?' + +'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are +burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel +him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest case of +fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,' he +continued. + +'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, +directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the +park?' + +'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer +Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.' + +'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.' + +'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly. + +Miss Aldclyffe changed colour. + +'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said. + +'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered. 'But +why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long before +it was yours? What must I do?' + +'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove, +which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected +to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in +order that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an +impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses. +To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and +he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme +letter of the leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself +think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful +extreme--there shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of +the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you +respect and love, and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is +heart-sick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and +your friend, as some return for your consideration towards his father. +Don't suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you +of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to +her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, +on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.' + +'She has already asked him to do that.' + +'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil +his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth +while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she +knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening +I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust +me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea +will be induced to marry me--perhaps before; a woman's pride is soon +wounded.' + +'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more +particularly what's the law upon the houses?' + +'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case +stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want +the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from +home again.' + +She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he +became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the +carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of Cytherea +Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly. + +'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered. + +Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the +blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing. + +2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND + +The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise +that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the +unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. + +Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and +chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one +glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks +and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was +persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive +the effect of the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly +for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was +found to set at rest any doubts of her fate. + +The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few +coins, and two charred and blackened bones. + +Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held +at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the +chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the only remaining +one in the village--was crowded to excess by the neighbouring peasantry +as well as their richer employers: all who could by any possibility +obtain an hour's release from their duties being present as listeners. + +The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in +a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin +lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an adjoining +room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully +arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's own doing. + +Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without the +ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and deposed +that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday +evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very +little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not +inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave +her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee +of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived +for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one +night during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of +November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock +in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She +paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week +previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only +took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when +she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with +black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. + +Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he +saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out +of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood +beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, +consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was +placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there +to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry +her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty +at that time, and offered to go himself. The witness here repeated +the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and +testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. +Manston's house being closed. + +Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and +commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. + +The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously +thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of +scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the +result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when +he spoke. + +His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and +asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the +passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order. +The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs. +Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her +altogether. + +Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son +Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught +sight of her shadow moving about the room. + +THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?' + +SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It moved +backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing +up and down the room.' + +Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded +Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs. +Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little +brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put +it on the dressing-table. + +THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?' + +'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she +came in.' + +'Did she begin to undress before you left?' + +'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was +on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes +when pulled off?' + +'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?' + +'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she +seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.' + +'And did you hear or see any more of her?' + +'No more, sir.' + +Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance +with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made comfortable in the +house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston +told her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till +between eleven and twelve o'clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not +expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important +errand to Mrs. Leat the postmistress. + +Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he +had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at the +station when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife's--he knew +it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of +keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes. + +Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. +Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the +evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was going +to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the +last train that night. + +The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small +fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the other +the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone that it was +impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male +or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman's. He did +not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was +crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as +the floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it. + +Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony. + +The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the +deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning +of the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON + +When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of +the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park, +a distance of about a stone's-throw. + +'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.' + +'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a +misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it +breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would God +it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for +the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of +thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice became broken. + +'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston. + +'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued. + +'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling +if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. +Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in +nature as it is.' + +'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in +place again?' + +'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.' + +'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man, with +more agitation in his voice. + +'Yes, exactly.' + +'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of how +she means to treat me?' + +'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her +mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory; +she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in +consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly +think more.' + +The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the +road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's cottage, +in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken +refuge. + +The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible. +Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the +afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from +him. Edward continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or +floor, quite unconscious of another's presence. At supper he ate just as +usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction. + +4. DECEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son +was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation +with the steward. + +'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently. 'I'll see +Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you'll not believe +till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will +do any such unjust thing.' + +Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the +high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short +cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes, +meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying +the scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of +little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they +appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, +lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning +and evening seem to meet together without the intervention of a noon. +The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who +was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village. +As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman's dress +brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into +the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she +stood in front of him. + +He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request +a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly addressed him +on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune for your father' she +said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?' + +'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general +terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, +the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row +of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of +some hundreds of pounds?' + +She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then +repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. +Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in +Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had reached the +end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. + +'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said. + +'They are not conditions exactly.' + +'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.' + +'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's negligence.' + +'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all rights +to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have +no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate +subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, +and myself.' + +Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly +not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an +educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society +from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford +parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's unorthodox opinion +about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth +into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the +dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of +his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any +allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable +warmth. + +And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second +person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were +prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness +resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, +Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion +only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work. + +A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried +palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring +strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she +descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to +her dying hour. + +'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether +what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at +any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly +well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter.' + +Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was +willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of mind, +even through so dangerous a medium. + +'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness, 'tells me +clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.' + +'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men are +like that.' + +'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first speech. + +'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with +sarcastic archness. + +Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he +rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his +antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early +evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly +conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary +Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her +honestly. + +'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.' + +'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!' + +'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be +strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy +could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of +love--love is only suppressed.' + +'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's pity +for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is +often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft +insidiousness. + +This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he had +certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it. + +'I had never thought of it,' he said. + +'And don't believe it?' + +'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.' + +She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly-- + +'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my intention +was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton not +solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye +with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I +did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven +to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you--for it was a +most pronounced dismissal--not on account of your engagement. She is old +enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be +made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not +with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.' + +'Who?' + +'Mr. Manston.' + +'Good--! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn't +seen him!' + +'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could +prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went +voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for +two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she +went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should not see you +again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen desperately in love +with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering +that he's the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have +written to you before?' + +'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection +between me and my cousin until then.' + +'I must think she did.' + +'On what ground?' + +'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very +first day she came to live with me.' + +'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that the +day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part, +coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--' + +'A remarkably handsome and talented man.' + +'Yes, I admit that.' + +'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.' + +'Yes, just when she had seen him.' + +'And been to his house alone with him.' + +'It is nothing.' + +'And stayed there playing and singing with him.' + +'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.' + +'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a +letter referring to a secret appointment with him.' + +'Never, by God, madam! never!' + +'What do you say, sir?' + +'Never.' + +She sneered. + +'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very +trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is +truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself. +You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter concerning an +assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be +considerate enough to lend it me.' + +'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would cause a +young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!' + +She flushed a little. + +'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea didn't, +of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he +was married.' + +'Of course she didn't.' + +'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly +afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. +It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her +attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching +them.' + +'We'll hope that he did.' + +'But circumstances are changed now.' + +'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly. + +'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has a +perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that is to +say.' + +Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's faith +was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her. + +Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview +with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him. + +'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked, +gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.' + +'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than you +are, many years older, and I know many things.' + + +Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his +father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward +slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin's house. +The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting +there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly. + +'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine +tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently, +they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in +some direction or another. + +'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced +cheerfulness. + +'But must we rebuild?' + +'It seems we must, father.' + +The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without +making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again. +When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding +the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading +them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again. + +Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she +watched the farmer-- + +'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything +were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in +the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up +with her after that remark. + +She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the +fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me away to +you when we are married.' + +For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as to +the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the +alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well +as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he +had thought of his father's peace of mind! + +The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking +his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce +Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an +unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody +to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward's +face: their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in +aspect. + +'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth time, +increasing the sadness of his listeners. + +An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a +letter, addressed-- + + 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.' + +'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had +recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an +offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to +make that the way into the park.' + +Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a +supreme effort of self-command-- + +'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected +with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.' + +His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly +afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward +opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. + +The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting, +addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was the +note she had written to the steward after her detention in his house by +the thunderstorm-- + + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE, + September 20th. + +'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I +promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. 'C. GRAYE.' + + +Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule +observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed +ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been. + +He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of +Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe +in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under +the trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful +in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her +assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea--the +hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, looked with +something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and +form of Manston. + +Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to +love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love? +No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her +old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew +it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom +it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result +of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a +scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent +to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own knowledge by that +indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, conscientiously +avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which +her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances had rested upon him--his +upon her. + +Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing +Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through. +He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the +letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, 'All the +day long I have been thinking,' afforded justifiable ground for assuming +that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward's sight far +sweeter one) to the steward. + +But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the +genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was +a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love: + + 'Love is not love + Which alters when it alteration finds.' + +But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. +It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit +away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. + +Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole +matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from +Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in +connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her +eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea +indeed loved the steward. + +5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH + +Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from +side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his +ears. + +Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon +the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward +concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone +out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer +doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. +Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour, +in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked +in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been +opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows +resting on the flap, his body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his +forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the +leases of the houses destroyed. + +His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young +man as his face came into the faint light. + +'Edward, why did you get up so early?' + +'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.' + +The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to +become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes, +he said-- + +'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, this +will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about the +insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery now. God +help us--all misery now!' + +Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight +outside. + +'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home makes +me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this troubles me +besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It +must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn't mind. Have you +said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?' + +'Nothing at all lately.' + +'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You +know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, +and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so +long--you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify +matters very much, if you were to walk up to church wi' her one of these +mornings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you +don't I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, +about the two little freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, +divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied +together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?' + +He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his +mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. + +'Yes, I will,' said Edward. + +'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the farmer +went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must know the +rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like seeing her, +but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she'll say to +me.' + +The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her +what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her +character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had +once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at +last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a +promise to that effect, she would say, 'Mr. Springrove, the houses are +burnt: we'll let them go: trouble no more about them.' + +His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are +talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if +she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union +with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.' + +'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the +farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.' + +6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH + +Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart, two +had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at this time. + +It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit +to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having +risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the +window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had +been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that +she might not be driven into that lady's presence against her will. She +leant with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air. +A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered +on one side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there, +contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which +received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her +shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in +spite of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. + +The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive +mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a +peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some +answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not +love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who +did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise +straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morning of +this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she +fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left. +Hence it was, too, that for the last few days, she had not been able to +keep in bed later than the time of the postman's arrival. + +The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from +beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive +through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without +reference to paths--as country postmen do--and come to the porch. She +heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards the +village, without hindering himself for a single pace. + +Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and +carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe's +dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds. + +She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She +thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to see +me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.' + +A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than usual. +'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden, as, +tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew +imaginative pictures of her future therein. + +A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were moving +yet, miss.' + +'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance +of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I shall see what is +in the bag this morning all the sooner.' + +She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's bedroom, +pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating +the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters. + +'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,' +said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you +like,' she continued, yawning factitiously. + +'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was likely +to be a letter for me.' + +From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she tremblingly +opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in +Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the +decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing, +survey of his own, his father's, his cousin Adelaide's, and what he +believed to be Cytherea's, position. + +The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when she +saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady +before her a wan desolate look of agony. + +The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak truly. +That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I +regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for +me to say.' + + + + +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + +1. DECEMBER TO APRIL + +Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had +passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary +winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, +wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period of pink dawns and white +sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the +fourth, the nightingale. + +Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his +new office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of +Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton +would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. + +The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at +Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the +decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of +her, and beside Miss Hinton. + +The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the +full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he +continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service. + +It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under +the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with +contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure +at other times, becomes a positive enemy--racking, bewildering, +unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the +verse-- + + 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, + With timely fruit doth bend, + He still shall flourish, and success + All his designs attend.' + +Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could +she help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man +to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side? + +Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness +under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme +foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply +just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in +general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the +rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the +Sermon on the Mount. + +As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, it +is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in +itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his cousin's +book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic-- + + 'O, what hast thou of her, of her + Whose every look did love inspire; + Whose every breathing fanned my fire, + And stole me from myself away!' + +Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early, +and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she +tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: +'My nature is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers! +She can't appreciate all the sides of him--she never will! He is more +tangible to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to +her!' She was less noble then. + +But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till +the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried +to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very +dearly. + +The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston +continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his +bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had not +simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so +to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as a heavy +sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was +uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the +catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards +her. He always contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on +her side that she was comparatively more dependent than himself--making +much of her womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her +whenever occasion offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all +times, he was not officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself +a position as her friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the +faintest symptom of the old love to be apparent. + +Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his +behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. + +2. THE THIRD OF MAY + +She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private +grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked +the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection +in the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they +stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene. + +The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds, and +sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road +was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the +sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans +floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water +towards them. + +'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite +involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds' +graceful advance. + +'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the +water, working with the greatest energy.' + +'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to +direction which we associate with a swan.' + +'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of +something.' + +'Of what?' + +'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.' + +Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as +circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. +She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden +appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death, +was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things. + +'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently. + +'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly. + +'Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze. + +'Didn't you know it?' + +'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.' + +'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method, +or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as "falling +in love." He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very +account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it +exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure you.' + +'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,' said +Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. + +'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great burden +and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.' + +A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston's +arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims, checked +Cytherea's utterance for awhile. + +'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss +Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you +can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.' + +Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid of +him. She wanted to be alone. + +'Do you want me here?' she said. + +'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear. There's nothing +in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston's honourable conduct +towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and +yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.' + +3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE + +The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly +defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was +necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to +impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance +towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be +inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of +him as to render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter +of difficulty. + +Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very +religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by +argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in +England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a +zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from +his pew. + +Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery, +everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as +in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she +felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its +effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of +female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. 'Handsome is that +handsome does' he considered a proverb which should be written on the +looking-glass of every woman in the land. 'Your form, your motions, your +heart have won me,' he said, in a tone of playful sadness. 'They are +beautiful. But I see these things, and it comes into my mind that they +are doomed, they are gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor +mouth, poor face, poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty +years?" I say. "Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think +it is cruel that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It +seems hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; +be food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow up +a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when +I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love I feel then +is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that I felt at the +beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome eyes. + +It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and +offer of his hand. + +She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough +to accept it. + +An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for +what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere +lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know +of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a ground for +thinking less of his standing than before--he went home to the Old +House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside, +he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the +corner, and looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant +surface tinged his face with the greenish shades of Correggio's nudes. +Staves of sunlight slanted down through the still pool, lighting it +up with wonderful distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living +creatures sported and tumbled in its depth with every contortion that +gaiety could suggest; perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, +or a tail, or at most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within +the twenty-four hours. + +'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day too? +Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if I move +heaven and earth to do it!' + +Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first +place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would +have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished +to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule +at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is +notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to +pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston +with Springrove's encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward +with Manston's repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did +afterwards. Her supreme indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it +completely disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to +him than a susceptible Princess. + +4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY + +Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her +brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement +of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a +twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to give +a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon. + + + 'BUDMOUTH REGIS, + +Saturday. + +'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a +little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is +sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you +any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed +by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead +Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an +unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just +found fresh symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a +month ago--when you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I +had a good mind to tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a +few days, I thought it was not worth while. Since that time it has +increased, but I am still able to work in the office, sitting on the +stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring +work for me to do soon, and that I shall be obliged to decline it. +However, we will hope for the best. How it came, what was its origin, or +what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, +if it is no better...--Your loving brother, OWEN.' + + +This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but +suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of +which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:-- + + +'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that +it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you +my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no excuse +whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I +say. This morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay +away from the office. Don't be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest +is all that is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid +an illness of six months.' + + +After a visit from her he wrote again:-- + + +'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of +rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My +leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied, +and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever +in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see +you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about +your being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at +the end of the week.' + + +At the time mentioned came the following:-- + + +'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening +after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that +there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been +treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they +pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. +Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would +call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They consulted +together and then told me that rheumatism was not the disease after all, +but erysipelas. They then began treating it differently, as became a +different matter. Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of +the day now--medicine, of course, besides. + +'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been +obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, +though, of course, it could not be avoided.' + + +A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him +as often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as +cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which +might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then +told her these additional facts:-- + + +'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out +what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is +wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to +me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but +I am worn out.' + + +Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her +brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea +might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her +power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room, +and hasten to the station. + +'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one word. +Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?' + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously. + +'He proposed?' + +'Yes.' + +'And you refused him?' + +'Yes.' + +'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically, +'and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers +you of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur +again. His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would +be a happy one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose +you are not sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was +teaching me whist, "When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten +times as valuable to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a +man there is always the risk that you may never get another offer.' + +'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea. + +'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her face +glowing like fire. + +Cytherea laughed stealthily. + +'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is +Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you +overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you +might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will +please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You understand +me, Cythie dear?' + +Cytherea was silent. + +'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your promising +that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care +of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?' + +'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room. + +She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to +Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly +thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. The +brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain +upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was +everything. + +Owen told her the result in his next letter:-- + + +'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the +head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay +in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago +(after taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak, +my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again? +I asked the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They +shook their heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I +inquired. They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind. + +'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so +drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!' + + +She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the +Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and sick at heart +as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked +politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced. +During their walk he inquired the particulars of her brother's illness, +and with an irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one, +she told him of the length of time which must elapse before he could be +strong again, and of the lack of comfort in lodgings. + +Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye, I will +not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they say is fair +in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I cannot +help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you--any remote +day you may name will satisfy me--and you shall find him well provided +for.' + +For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at +her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous +nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a +quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching +white heat. She perceived how animal was the love which bargained. + +'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly. + +5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same +dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad +visits. + +She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted +in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw +how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of +Dares at the Sicilian games-- + + 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round + Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, + Views all the approaches with observing eyes, + This and that other part again he tries, + And more on industry than force relies.' + +Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to +Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of +her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his +importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen's +malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept, +it would have rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates +his combat with Opium--perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which +a thrilling dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she +wearily and monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays +to the well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and +Elisha in famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny +rooms. 'So like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude seemed +all that the world could show her. + +Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her +brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth +concerning Owen's condition. + +The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been +thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might +still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But +the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous. + +'How long would it be?' she said. + +'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.' + +'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?' + +'Then he might be well in four or six months.' + +Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had +borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half +that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open--her +becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County +Hospital. + +Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for +some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being +Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from +Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the +hospital. + +'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another +name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if +anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in +a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart +again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating +horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a +moment's notice, especially in cases where the restorative treatment was +likely to be long and tedious. + +'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added +reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you +selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads +out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no, +I cannot.' + +Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but +this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's eye +sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance, +if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. + +6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that +the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her +brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand. +Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call, +as he could not have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind, +whose presence had served to help away the tedious hours of a long day, +and who had, moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which +the accompanying basket implied--antecedent consideration, so telling +upon all invalids--and which he so seldom experienced except from the +hands of his sister. + +How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and +cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone? + +Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return +journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same +place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly +her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he might see her +home was made. + +He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional +kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. 'Though I +let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf, seem dependent on my +lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered wooingly in the course of their +walk, 'I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was said +with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have +me, or whether you don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but +kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he +continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.' + +She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from +his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man +beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her +self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of +common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason +in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a woman's +gratitude and her impulse to be kind. + +The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed +it, and caught at the opportunity. + +They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the +midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the only +signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old millpond +to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the sensuous +natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, resting on +the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below copper-coloured +and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of pale soft +green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun were +overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats +shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of +fire. + +The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only +wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. +The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such +temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a +single entity under the sky. + +He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love me? +Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never +taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it +held hers in its clasp. + +Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and +Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly +pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she +withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and +hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy +ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of a +hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the middle +of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, purposeless and +valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with mandrakes, and she could +almost fancy she heard their shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand? +No, she could not withdraw it now; it was too late, the act would not +imply refusal. She felt as one in a boat without oars, drifting with +closed eyes down a river--she knew not whither. + +He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it. + +Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not +going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. + +7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER + +Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village +post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine +encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire +this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel +behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered. +Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted +as postmistress, walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the +foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished +her object, another form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in. + +'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully. + +'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the +stairs. + +'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a moment,' he +repeated. + +But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!' + +He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it +by her side. + +She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she +had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her +tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be +spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no +remonstrance came. + +With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her, +he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones +of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed +its presence to herself, and left the house--putting it out of her +power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late +action of kissing her hand. + +The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In +this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her +unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week +ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day +on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a +settlement, that 'his _sister's suitor_ had guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he +Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said Owen. + +He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired +for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced +towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is this Mr. +Manston's doing?' he inquired. + +She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for +guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and +for all choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of +her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her +lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have +tender counsel to guide her through this, her great difficulty. + +As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite +the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting +himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so +light of her. She knew he had stifled his love for her--was utterly +lost to her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman's +pleasure of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them +now and then. + +'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of being +morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.' + +But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; +and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate +circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from +poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. +Manston's wife. + +She did not love him. + +But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love? +Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. + +'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Did anything nobler in her say so too? + +With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. Was +it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she +used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister? + +By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two +hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do +good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers. + +'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic +self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content +in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what +really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual +harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as +gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation +and devotedness. + +Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping +him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took +place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer +side by the low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to +his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He +stooped and kissed her brow. + +Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It +was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she placed the +letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day. + +The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter of +the day before:-- + + + 'September 9, 1865. + +'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. +Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in +which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him? Why not? Try, +for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the +weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in +your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except +by marriage? I don't. Don't go against your heart, Cytherea, but be +wise.--Ever affectionately yours, OWEN.' + + +She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same +favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her +doom. Yet + + 'So true a fool is love,' + +that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at +the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour +the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down. + +8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service +at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn. + +Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward +from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea. + +The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in +Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked +at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards +like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village +children singing too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes +listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or following the +movement of a distant bough or bird with features petrified almost to +painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was already regarding her +with some purpose in his glance. + +'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later, at +the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston +came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped +from it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact +with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind. + +'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the +private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down this +way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?' + +She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on +their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate +of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate +was reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in +his hand. + +'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the keys +unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.' + +The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the +porch, and up the nave. + +They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere +with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them. +Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading +red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, +emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed +walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent +occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the +evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea's was then. + +'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last, +very sadly. + +'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of +achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such +as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise. + +'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,' +she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce +me to be honest particularly.' + +He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes. + +'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically. + +'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?' + +'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.' + +'Not needlessly.' + +'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much, +when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?' + +'That can't be,' she said, turning away. + +He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done for +him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering +whether it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for +a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would +be!' + +'It would.' + +He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her +hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It would," +so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I +want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I +cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my +wife!' + +His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a +whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. + +She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.' + +'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath. + +'No; not next month.' + +'The next?' + +'No.' + +'December? Christmas Day, say?' + +'I don't mind.' + +'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold +mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. + +'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered imploringly. + +'Why?' + +'We are too near God.' + +He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so +emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the +hollow building from the far end of the chancel. + +'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not +inappropriate to the place!' + +'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst out +so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?' + +'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No" without +losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again. + +'I don't know,' she absently murmured. + +'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we +are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the +sweetness without the need.' + +She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now, +and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked +the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the +churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the +great matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on +indifferent subjects. + +'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of the +shrubbery. + +'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively. + +'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.' + +'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It seemed +to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. + +'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still; but +never mind. Old Christmas Day.' + +9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +'There. It will be on a Friday!' + +She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was +the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's successful +solicitation of her hand. + +'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell +him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking +at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old +House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the +disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the +coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to +search for him. + +Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked. +Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few +yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now that the practical +expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never +sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very +stern. + +'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any preface. + +'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not +being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and +led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On +a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That's +nonsense.' + +'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other day?' + +'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas +Eve?' + +'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?' + +'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised +to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.' She spoke the +words with a dignified impressiveness. + +'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of +an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?' + +'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he +spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and +wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity +of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be with Miss +Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?' she said +prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him. + +'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue +just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her. + +'Yes.' + +'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those taciturn +"Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as +wax with me.' + +'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.' + +'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it +indeed? When is it to be?' + +'On Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front, +and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a bride!' +she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden's +delicately rounded cheeks. + +The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly +after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady. + +Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old Christmas +Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don't receive my +remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How +many weeks are there to the time?' + +'I have not reckoned them.' + +'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the +lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or +something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.' + +Cytherea silently fetched the book. + +Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, +and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of +December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no +appetite for the scene. + +'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first +of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday +fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!' + +'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea. + +'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.' + +The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a +Friday,' she murmured in a reverie. + +'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. +'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be +thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a +Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally +available.' + +'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been +altered once already: I shall let it be.' + + + + +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN + +We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus +advanced more than a quarter of a year. + +On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of +a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing, +and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed, +vainly endeavouring to sleep. + +She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied +past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and +months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a +vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly +behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his +memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Manston with +feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she +calmly owned. + +'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen my +brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been, +uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the dictates +of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How +many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, +to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all +go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy." + +''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what +a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the +heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with +the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one's self +by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I'd rather +scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only +were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I +please my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those +who are more valuable than I?' + +In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated +with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist +between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises +outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be +caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical +periods of her existence. 'It is strange,' she pondered, 'that this my +last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first +was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened.' + +As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one +were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She +would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, +but they were without doubt all asleep. + +The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have +brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but +Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was +always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her +will. + +The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was +now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. +The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and +some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and +fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking +against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time. + +Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained +matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house +during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man +playing castanets or shaking dice. + +She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with +these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?' + +During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she +was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at +every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and +shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which +she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his +mask, but his form was like Manston's. + +'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light +struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To settle +that question seemed more to her than the event of the day. + +She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening +previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air +from the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle +still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an +extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter +of a pin's head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in +the park were bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the +glistening incumbrance; the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs +had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. +Opposite her eye, on the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing +where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the +trunk. + +'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying the +bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their true +positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see a drop +collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there +become coagulated as the others had done. + +'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On this +morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the great Mother +to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my +wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?' + +2. MORNING + +Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary +to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first +surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though +he could only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a +chair. + +Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from +Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth, which +was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The +capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the +wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and +appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her +dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete. + +But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At +eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands +and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, +panting from his exertions in pedestrianism. + +The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House +on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole +system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the +domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble +imitation of its flicker was continually attempted by a family of +polished metallic utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls +opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak +daylight from outside. A step further in, and the nostrils were greeted +by the scent of green herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form +of the cook, wholesome, white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as +the food she manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by +her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds +prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and the +light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor. + +The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, +and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser. + +'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't be,' he +said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered +thought that had existed complete in his head. + +The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long +toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the unapproachable +fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing. + +'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration for +things in general. + +'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level +ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy. And +I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis murder +to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into the +breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer.... Hullo--here's Clerk Crickett +and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and picture a wedden if you +can.' + +All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener +were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo. + +'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,' +said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door +with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a +clang. + +'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a +glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered. + +'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give +up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or +earth?' + +'----Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily, +coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the +fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say? +You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss Aldclyffe," and leaven out +heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing +isn't getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!' + +The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The +cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre +of a little crater of flour in a platter-- + +'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.' + +'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I thought +there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a word, mind, +not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.' + +'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. + +'D'ye think that's all?' + +'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil of +raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate as +sure as you cry Amen!' + +'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss +Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is); +"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!" says +she.' + +'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?' + +'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer +Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months +seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken, +and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all forsook. Serve +him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.' + +'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!' + +'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so rich +that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint +cups.' + +'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the scullery-maid. + +'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,' continued +the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a +distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only +one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the +wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was +Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on +the house till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he +could get another tenant.' + +'Just like her independence,' said the cook. + +'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall +never forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago +now--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was +at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy orders, +and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer," says I, +"little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?" "O no, +Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man--Farmer +Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor there; he's +a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a mistake she'll bring +him a pretty good family, gie her time.' + +'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the +scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as children.' + +'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often. +However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for chosen yesterday +to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one +another's path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that +when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn't caren to have en, she thought +she'd be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too. +That's maids' logic all over, and maids' malice likewise.' + +Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's +partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against +his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the cook, +shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with. +'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if Cytherea Graye even +now knows that young Springrove is free again, she'll fling over the +steward as soon as look at him.' + +'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator. 'There's +honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton's tricks +in her. She'll stick to Manston.' + +'Pifh!' + +'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's sake,' +the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me, +if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.' + +'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour +or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if +she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!' + +'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said the +gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled remains. + +The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. + +3. NOON + +The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By +ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the +extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One +mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to +feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within. + +They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass +of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night +itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth +or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a +vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the morning. + +Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the +air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were +constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came +occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had +assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's existence as a single +woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they +could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like +a statue than Cytherea Graye. + +Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in +a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are +there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of +nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in +regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of +the thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time +upon the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there +is no fetichism in his idea of them--they are still only a covering +he uses for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart +almost indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her +heart had nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of +those sorry trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. + +The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon +written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary +here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the +church the light from the candles streamed from the small open door, +and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side, +dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul's peace +of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through the open-work of this screen +could now be seen illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures +of cross-legged knights, damp and green with age, and above them a +huge classic monument, also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily +sculptured in cadaverous marble. + +Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, or +his spirit. + +The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the +screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him +forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in +that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad beyond all description. His +eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly paleness, +his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get no +breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own +control. + +Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart +of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was undone in +an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere +sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest +of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that even to herself +it seemed more like a new creation than a revival. + +Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was! + +It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a +maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her +despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when +owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If +he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable +because deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea's +case now. + +First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which +presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of +the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words, +'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink down, and would +have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her +vinaigrette. + +'What did she say?' inquired Manston. + +Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was +far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not +faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage +of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen. +He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable +intrusion. + +But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, +nobody could tell how or whither. + +4. AFTERNOON + +It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place +in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled. + +The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an +opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her +on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and +unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed +him. He spoke to her severely and sadly. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But +remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman +enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don't +think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had +no business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea, +and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very vexed.' + +'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered. + +'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left you +yet, then?' + +'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of +sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will +be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last +night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love +Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me +a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have gone beyond caring for +anything!' She looked stonily into his face and made the speech calmly. + +'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her +manner. + +'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on hysterically. 'A +year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his +garden without thinking of him--look at his seat in church and not care. +But I saw him this morning--dying because he loves me so--I know it is +that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and +I don't care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know +we have. O, if I could only die!' + +He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,' he +said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such +impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you. +It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell +upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.' His voice grew husky as +he made the reply. + +The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had +seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her +name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist. + +'I won't give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,' she +said. + +'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you +should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and +try to love your husband.' + +'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is difficult +to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! Though +it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for the +indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, and +duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can be +said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of +mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in +this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far +in time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some +other's song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back +to what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed +me so soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to +me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my +memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my single +opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are +regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily +held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a whole life to me; +as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads, +smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to +them their world, and they in that life of mine, however much I cared +for them, only as the thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter +into another's nature truly, that's what is so grievous.' + +'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen. + +'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going. 'We +shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.' + +It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads, +the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest +hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to +Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the +evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to +Paris--a place Cytherea had never visited--for their wedding tour. + +The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless +that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took +little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively +conscious of all their movements, put down her charge's agitation for +once as the natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was +as indulgent as could be wished. + +At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it, +she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden, +having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to +take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected +there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not +a soul was in or around the place. The gardener was making merry on +Manston's and her account. + +The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it +exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The +gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him happier +than they. + +Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning +indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last +of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood +still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the +straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no +part of which was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river +at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without. + +A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the +river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the +presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it +might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why +should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out +of her sight for ever? + +She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the +river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably +depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream, +which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any +passer on the other side. + +She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow +herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if it +had been Edward. + +But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected +in the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way +that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted +their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form +was that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she +could not definitely characterize him. + +He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it +Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say +one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very +slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely +hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she +suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be possible that he sees my +reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!' + +He was looking at her in the water. + +She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged +from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was +Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no +more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves. + +'Cytherea!' + +'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. + +He was the first to speak again. + +'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite +as strangers to each other.' + +'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.' She +spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand. + +'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I am bad +enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.' + +Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed--and +dreaded--to hear his explanation! + +'What is it?' she said desperately. + +'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to +distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before +you were--married.' + +He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place? Surely +you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.' + +'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper. + +'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted +me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting +me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own +relations. But that's nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if.... +But I was too late.' + +'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of +reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me +that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!' + +'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how could +you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?' + +'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till +lately.... I try to love him now.' + +'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to +hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward. + +'Never! she couldn't.' + +'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you wrote +to Mr. Manston.' + +'A love-letter I wrote?' + +'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you +were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of +realities.' + +The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this +distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there +followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery +of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss +Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea, +under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her +position was irretrievable. + +Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning +half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been +sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the +bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this +agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more misery to the +future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she +should never know. + +'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to +promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss +Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on +account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care +about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised +by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin's marriage. He +said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day--that +is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought +you loved me still. It was enough for me--I came down by the earliest +morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I +thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that +you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I +reached the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate +leading to the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and +saw you come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. +I was compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live +content--or die content!' + +'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to +dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually +reiterated in my ears till I believed it-- + + '"The world and its ways have a certain worth, + And to press a point where these oppose + Were a simple policy." + +'But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act +is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread +upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly +represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place +which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot +for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful and harassing!... But +that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by +my miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned +me! You were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was +invariably kind. Well, the deed is done--I must abide by it. I shall +never let him know that I do not love him--never. If things had only +remained as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and +married another woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not +know the truth as I know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be +brave, Edward, and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They +will not be long. O, I hope they will not be long!... Now, good-bye, +good-bye!' + +'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said Springrove, +in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear. + +They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating +over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow, +the stream was deep, and there was no bridge. + +'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.' + +She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards +his, but not into them. The river was too wide. + +'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must be +going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!' + +'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said. + +They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was +a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the +other's pulse throbbing beside its own. + +'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!' + +She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and +ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between them. +The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows +gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never been +disturbed. + +Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart +was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed +there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she +will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony +of such refined and special torture that it is indescribable by men's +words, she moves among her acquaintances much as before, and contrives +so to cast her actions in the old moulds that she is only considered to +be rather duller than usual. + +5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in +his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood +upon his crutches whilst the train was starting. + +When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they +saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was +pale, and apparently very ill. + +'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely he +ought not to be here.' + +'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter +answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem giddy, or +as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for this month past, +but nothing so bad as he is to-day.' + +'Poor thing.' + +She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most +deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him +money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever +he wanted. + +The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent +thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were +unknown to her that she wept all the while. + +Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the +lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on +the marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking +up his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads +with no object in view save that of getting rid of time. + +The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from +the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter +from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and +lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when +he turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to +himself-- + +'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called +presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in mine +to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!' + +At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and +shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's +view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other +by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer +inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so +nimble again. + +'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically. + +'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad voice. +'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits +and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I +can't help feeling for him.' + +'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the +interview in the garden. + +'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too, +who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a +careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know what +it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for that heart affair, he might +have done--but the less said about him the better. I don't know what we +should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the conditions of +the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in making +it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased +speaking, and looked round at the sky. + +'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just +coming out to learn about it.' + +'I haven't heard of anything.' + +'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know is +what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns somebody +who lives in the parish.' + +It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in +adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a +thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned +might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire +was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than +his own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever +afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next +half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not +refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after +hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a +way. 'How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye +of a foreseeing God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the +eve of his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.' + +After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and, +as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the +village. + +The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which +opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in +a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their +respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at +one another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the +village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round +to the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went +hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their +wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed +uncertain how to act in some matter. + +'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering +more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the +subject of their discourse. + +The first who approached him was a boy. + +'What has occurred?' said Owen. + +'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.' + +'Is that all?' + +'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of his +mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.' + +'Who is he?' said Owen. + +'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be +night-porter.' + +'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to come +to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has anything +else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?' + +'No, sir.' + +Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between +himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's +friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in +a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the solution. +The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the +gate. + +Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking +over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four +cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the +gate of the field. + +The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and +jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. 'This is +a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't know about it, +I suppose?' + +'What?' said Springrove. + +The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a +confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a +clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away. + +Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, 'Bring +her home!' + +The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably +did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman +he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make +perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by +telling it him with his own lips. + +Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. + +The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of +the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw +had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted +by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid +motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the +customary effort of running, + +But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the +shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was through +the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of Edward +rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three +hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows. + +The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing +subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards +the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. + +Owen approached him and said-- + +'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I +suppose?' + +'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He was a +man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with strangers. + +'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?' + +'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows were all +attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly +directing the jets against the sides of the pail. + +Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything +of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at me, as if +something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is +it?' + +'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing +concerns you.' + +'What strange thing?' + +'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.' + +'What did he confess? Tell me.' + +'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at the +station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn't ha' +known it.' + +'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!' + +But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the +east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. + +The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the +barton. + +Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your +sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it +comes out I don't know!' + +'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector +breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss +Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He beckoned +to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three +stepped aside together. + +'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a +strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your sister was kind +to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he +went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way, +as if he were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at +last. Then he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something +on his mind, he said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last +November twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the +porter's room, almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to +open the door. He went out and found the person to be the lady he had +accompanied to Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She +asked, when would be another train to London? The first the next +morning, he told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth, +but that it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't +stop till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said. +He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short +time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any account say +a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, or a single +breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He promised; she took +out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room," she +said, "and I'll pay you these." He got the book, took an oath upon it, +received the money, and she left him. He was off duty at half-past +five. He has kept silence all through the intervening time till now, but +lately the knowledge he possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience +and weak mind. Yet the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared +to tell. The actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your +sister's kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. +He thought he had ruined her.' + +'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen. + +'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector continued, +'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times--he +left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was +defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last +night--started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock--and then went +home again.' + +'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen +bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the criminality +of the thing!' + +'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put +to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have +escaped than have been burnt--' + +'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it +all means?' Edward interrupted. + +'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless +he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate them.' + +'Certainly you will,' said the rector. + +'Where's the man?' + +'In his cottage.' + +''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake +them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and +certain proofs of his first wife's death. An up-train passes soon, I +think.' + +'Where have they gone?' said Edward. + +'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow +morning.' + +'Where in Southampton?' + +'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. But I +shall find them by making a few inquiries.' + +The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now +opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to +gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local newspaper. + +'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the page, +'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o'clock. +Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr. +Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter's cottage, where +I will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get +him to sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering +between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere +hearsay story.' + +The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before the +train starts,' said Owen. + +Edward had been musing restlessly. + +'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?' +he said suddenly to Graye. + +'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,' +returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much +better see him myself.' + +'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife was +fully believed in by himself.' + +'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and the +question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for +Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke rather +coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward +was not a pleasant one to him. + +'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to +Southampton, and I know every house there.' + +'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a cab. +Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.' + +'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the +terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already arrived.' + +Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train +reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said. + +It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector +suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to 'all the +respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its finding them, +and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the +place. + +'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward--an +offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the +direction of the porter's cottage. + +Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road +towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's proceedings +were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of +Manston's good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any +arrangement which should clear up the mystery. 'But,' thought Edward, +'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it--that +Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced +fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story +or another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? +And then the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their +futures irremediably.' + +However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form +of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to +the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he valued his +reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward +guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected +with the search would be paid. + +No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within +him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the +time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a +forewarning which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally. + +Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of +raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by +a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into +the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It +was certainly a passenger train. + +Yet the booking-office window was closed. + +'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up +the line. The incline again?' The voice was the stationmaster's, and the +reply seemed to come from the guard. + +'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a +perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to +bring them through the cutting at twice.' + +'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued. The +few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this +time, had taken their places at once. + +A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish +overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was that +Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that +his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might +possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this very train +that was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words +of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be +with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent +confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary +riddle, and the release of Cytherea! + +The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at +which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle, +Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved +along, and he was soon out of sight. + +Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across +the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be called the +initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to cherish; when the +woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region of mere admiration to +the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she +changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one +that said 'She' before, says 'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued +become eyes to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism +becomes a brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to +be tested in the dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the +once-criticized accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a +special pleader. + +6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward +remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority whatever to +question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband +and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed +confession from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed +confession--perhaps not worth anything legally--but it would be held by +Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural guardian, could separate them +on the mere ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be +called the hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as +firmly convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man's story, +and paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train +wound through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning +coppices, as resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with +the crime during the critical interval between the reception of the +telegram and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to +circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up +his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise. + +At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the +station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing Owen +could possibly arrive. + +Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his +investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town. + +At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and +inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always +receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering to that +description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called, +asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly. + +He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might +possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he +hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries +among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and +weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he +went, which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several +houses in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered +the door of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was +striking eight. + +'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this +evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from +very familiarity. + +'A new-married couple, did you say?' + +'They are, though I didn't say so.' + +'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.' + +'Are they indoors?' + +'I don't know. Eliza!' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had gone on +her errand. + +'No--nothing that I know of.' + +'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such +name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of the +bar-parlour. + +'And did they get the message?' + +'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till +half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message. I +told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had +been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand why it should be, and +so the matter dropped.' + +The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady is. +Who shall I say?' + +'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his +method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts--apart +from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him flatly +for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the +presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the steward's +palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came. +But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of +affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the +house alone. + +He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's +absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see +him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at +any moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the +accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful +course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was +not married. If the first wife were really dead after all--and he +felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife might in +after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity and cruelty on +account of an old lover's interference now. + +Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for +her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired. + +But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite +deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of +the attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing +between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was powerless now; he must +see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston--offensive to her +brother or no. His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to +her. Who loved her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the +stairs, two at a time, and followed the corridor till he came to the +door numbered thirteen. + +He knocked softly: nobody answered. + +There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston +came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the +table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief +light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a +sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders--still as precious to him +as ever. + +7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the soul +of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly and +expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems +more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea's expression now. +What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her +reverie had caused her not to notice his knock. + +'Cytherea!' he said softly. + +She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her +visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice. + +There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his +position--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other +proofs of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion. + +'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!' he +cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.' + +She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them +afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?' She +awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you come? +Where is Owen?' + +'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? +Tell me quick.' + +'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother Owen? +I want him, I want him!' + +'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,' implored +Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am +nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly +shadowed forth. + +'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,' she +said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly +looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the +act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry. + +'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles +down again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and +downstairs. + +'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to some +one below. + +'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some +tongue in astonishment. + +Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried +upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room +specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out-- + +'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!' + +'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the panel, +and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough. + +He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the +railway-station. + +As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to +think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died away, +then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape +from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily, +which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during +the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position +than she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that +single fact which had been told her--that the first Mrs. Manston was +still living--till her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with +excess of throbbing. It was only natural that she should, by degrees, +be unable to separate the discovery, which was matter of fact, from the +suspicion of treachery on her husband's part, which was only matter of +inference. And thus there arose in her a personal fear of him. + +'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere +frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his +presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to +a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for being vented +in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet Manston's eye alone, she +would only see him in her brother's company. + +Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent +all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word +being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was. + +8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came +to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it +a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself, +whose curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no +bounds. The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea +kept the door locked. 'Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am +ill,' she said from the inside, 'and that I cannot see him.' + +'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a fire?' + +'No, thank you.' + +'Nor a light?' + +'I don't want one, thank you.' + +'Nor anything?' + +'Nothing.' + +The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane. + +Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the +sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round, +rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to +be seen. + +'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid. + +Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!' + +'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said. + +'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.' + +'No, not seriously.' + +'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.' + +'No, he can't see me either.' + +'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the +chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes. + +'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap. + +The maid vanished. + +'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the door.... +I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a doctor +either, unless he sees you.' + +Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but +nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes, +Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed. + +And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up +and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he probably +may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased, and she sank +into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the +slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that +outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting +to laugh her to scorn. + +9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M. + +In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform +of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time at which +Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train appeared. + +'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was +sweeping the mud from the steps. + +'She is not expected yet this hour.' + +'How is that?' + +'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about to +see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas +Eve, and will be for another week yet.' + +Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He +found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so +intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of +Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the +station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the +streets of the town. + +The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?' said +Edward to the telegraph clerk. + +'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra +passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.' + +At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in. + +The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually +glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the +outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was +quite bewildered, and could not speak. + +'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen Cytherea, +and she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.' + +Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such +was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did +he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before +him. + +10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between +Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting +outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently +overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being +Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in +his proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter. + +Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been +occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen +had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His +face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the slight circumstance +which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for. + +Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively linked +it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most unseemly,' he +said, 'whatever it may mean.' + +'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,' said +Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise +than come.' + +He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily +written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston's +face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and +mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could +be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not +overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible +expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified +amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up +and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the belief he had held +throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions. + +There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. +Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have +feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was +quite futile to conjecture. + +'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole +matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said Owen when he +had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both that Cytherea should +come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the +circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.' + +Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave way +to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room +till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones-- + +'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a gratuitous +unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should you, or +anybody, have doubted me?' + +'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen. + +'Locked in the next room.' + +His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable +means, have had an inkling of the event. + +Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room. + +'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A rustling +of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, 'Is it +really you, Owen,--is it really?' + +'It is.' + +'O, will you take care of me?' + +'Always.' + +She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from +the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door. + +Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the +darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to +Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a +lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and +shivered. + +The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity. +'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two +closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't do it!' + +'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper. + +'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed confession, +and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.' + +'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper +course to adopt.' + +'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still holding +on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?' she said, +turning appealingly to Manston. + +'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more quietness. +'I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants +to.' + +It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the hotel +had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor, +which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked +over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye +that the wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent +into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on, +in order to acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the +episode of the evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called +the landlord up to where they stood, and told him the main facts of the +story. + +The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative +smoker. + +'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said, looking +at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a needle, and not +over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time--trust Timms for +that.' + +'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen. + +'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a +personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some party or +another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind you, +sharp as a needle, too.' + +He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three +persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless, +awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the +long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man +could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them +seemed unendurable to her--she could never last out the time. Owen was +annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once; Manston +at Owen's homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if +he would be a touchstone of infallible proof. + +Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few +moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. +'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from +dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save time I +explained the matter as we came along.' + +It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty +exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner +with a few friends. + +'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision +inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private arrangement +between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least at present. I +speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young +lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame's way, until +the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence +prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you, +her husband, you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.' + +'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his +self-possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.' +Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the +words-- + +'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here +miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.' + +'I'll go back with Owen.' + +'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: 'And +remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as +you are yourself. Do you believe me?' + +'I do,' she said. + +'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't think +she does even now. Do you believe me?' + +'I believe you,' she said. + +'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely +intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further +necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall claim +her.' + +The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as +much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his +arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had +been left standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly +forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had +occasioned them, looked to the packing, and went to the door. + +A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the +house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it. + +'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night +arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver. + +'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and the +gentleman wished me to give you this.' + +'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen to +himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly +traced in pencil:-- + +'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that +I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having +caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it cannot be +helped now. E.S.' + +Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive +on. + +'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said to +Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. + +A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them. +They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling +coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who +was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had +forgotten herself, and her position for the instant. + +Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and +her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the +late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have +been only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow. + +Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would +ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the +reflection; Edward knew the truth. + +They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them +by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed +themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train +the next day. + +At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on +the wheels of the night-mail. + + + + +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY + +Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. + +This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to +raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The +instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the +hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her +presence for a week than her respect for ever. + +'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted. And +then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which, +to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event, +appeared the least likely of possible contingencies. + +He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on +Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing +would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done +openly--even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and stated +this to be his resolve. + +'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and +fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion, +take active steps at once.' + +'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and +silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what +can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry +is not to be found--I mean the porter.' + +'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last +night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where +he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not +there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has +not come back yet.' + +'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.' + +'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not +think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for +your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the +meantime?' + +'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the word as +he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a right thing.' + +He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the +next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he +went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which +resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory. + +He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector inquired. + +'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set about +it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to +betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings +from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were +interested in.' + +There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the +rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied. + +'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her brother +has communicated with some people in the parish--' + +'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily. + +'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, +likely to be for some days.' + +'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried. + +'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead--be +as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth +as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step +place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself +for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are +socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which +is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.' + +The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same +indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of conscious +perplexity. + +On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the +door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar, +and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he +entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the +front room where Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened +off from the remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part +of the screen, he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed +his footsteps, and continued their discourse. + +One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man +who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of the +conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same +mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and +confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being +an unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the +fire. + +What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to +forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was +strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the +house again without being seen or heard. + +Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off +under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire, +and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by +unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did +not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew +cold; still he thought on. + +It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time, +had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental absorption--shown +nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss +Aldclyffe. + +It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a +determination. + +The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House; +where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him. +She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the +confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the +denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his +departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the +reason of his journey thither--to recover traces of his missing wife. + +During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and +other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case. +The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature +which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including +Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true, +it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys +behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore +she would not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure +were put upon her. The writers added that the police were on the track +of the porter, who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his +reticence was criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with +praiseworthy energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up. + +2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY + +Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London +and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the +rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had +made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of +results. + +But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that +he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to +fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing +woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully +considered and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart, +or at least the understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own +nature left in her. + +There was no answer. + +Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as +before. + +'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector, his +sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll tell you the +truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of +this business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against +me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.' + +'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham. + +'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this earth +has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her--living or +dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I have lived at +Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own that, as I have owned +it before.' + +'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her +if advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector +emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's a +satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.' + +When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire +for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went +to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by +dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then +dipping it again, he took the following note of events:-- + + +'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the +subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending +the three interviews:-- + +'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to +do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he +was convinced he should never see her again. + +'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first +wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare. + +'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all +consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is +strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston's +fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to +advise him to _advertise again_ for her.' + + +A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A +paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last time +the announcement would appear. + +3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY + +At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston, +directed in a woman's hand. + +A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was +somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an endless +string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding +day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise +to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore +almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at +breakfast with his host when the important missive arrived. + +Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the +name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as +follows:-- + + +'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness. + +'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred +times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now, +namely, that I am alive and in perfect health. + +'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence +has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why else +should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will +be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?--rather +the reverse, indeed. + +'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which we +can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must +be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily +and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. You will do the +same, as your actions show. + +'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts +relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the +heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch +me, more grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your +absence from home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate +sense of wrong done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and +hoped for you till the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found +that you did not come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I +had half undressed, but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch +(and I suppose dropping my keys, though I am not sure where) in my +hurry, and slipped out of the house. The--"' + + +'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting. + +'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face. + +'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.' + +'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do +such a thing.' + +'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such +immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman +in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so +forgetful.' + +'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to +assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did plainly, +or how could the things have been found there? Besides, she's truthful +enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily. + +'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.' + +'O yes.' Manston read on:-- + + +'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up +brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike +me; I did not consider that it might be thatched. + +'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come +in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the +fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still +determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station, +which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there +concerning the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the +effect the fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not +in any detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of +the village to my former abode, might set people on my track should +they doubt my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again +to Knapwater--a place which had seemed inimical to me from first to +last--prompted me to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then +walked on to Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till +the morning train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then +took these lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by +needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to +America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that +is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am +happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful +wife, EUNICE. + +'"My name here is (as before) + + '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address, + 79 ADDINGTON STREET, + LAMBETH.'" + + +The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper. + +'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But +after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very +sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of +affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker was looking +out between the mullions of the window--noticing that some of the +lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he said the words, +otherwise he would have seen the passionate expression of agonized +hopelessness that flitted across the steward's countenance when the +remark was made. He did not see it, and Manston answered after a short +interval. The way in which he spoke of the young girl who had believed +herself his wife, whom, a few short days ago, he had openly idolized, +and whom, in his secret heart, he idolized still, as far as such a +form of love was compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or +otherwise, he meant to act up to the requirements of the position into +which fate appeared determined to drive him. + +'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour to do +as I am doing, and there's an end of it.' + +'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first +bargain.' + +'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of +wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to +be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered. +You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another +bride--in fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead +of having only done so virtually.' + +'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?' + +'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his +intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips. + +'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed. 'It +would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. The +best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course--she'll find +it all out soon enough.' + +Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in +his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should +come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land of darkness +as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and +where the light is as darkness."' + +Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted +before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the +inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud. + +4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY + +Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet, +hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and without +any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit +of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence. + +The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of ground +immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in the list of +appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being here once every +season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends. + +Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with +the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, +rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and +long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston. + +The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned +towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of +conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day. +She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed +rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented +exultation, subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly +position. + +She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive +woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was +palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least +seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double +the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the natural good +appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. Her form was full +and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in strong contrast to +the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness. + +It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has +courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms +dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance +whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly asked +for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that moment's +abstinence. + +Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what +might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a +stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants +outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy +and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover, +calmly attending to his business at the other end of the manor. + +The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way +a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next +morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the +riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its +neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to +Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston +better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of +Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management. +All felt their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford +as in other parts of the world--immediately circumstantial evidence +became exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final +survey, and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for +speculation. + + + + +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH + +Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so +long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him +in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and +his movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the +lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the +forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which, +pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some +future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet. + +The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a +month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back +to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the +superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly +rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from +Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford. + +'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,' +he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you shall never, +Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call again as long as +I live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it's no +disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be somebody's happy wife yet.' + +He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his disappointment, +a report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed +so much had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia. +However, this was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston's +existence had been dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered +the cloudy relationship in which Cytherea had lately been standing +towards her old lover, to one of distinctness; which result would have +been delightful but for circumstances about to be mentioned. + +Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly +dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them, she +had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing +forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual +dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks +earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet +assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness. + +But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. Manston's +arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the imposition of pain +in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding of Cytherea and +Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably reaching her ears +in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no happiness, and it +seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again show herself the +sparkling creature she once had been-- + + 'Apt to entice a deity.' + +On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point +of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the +unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which +they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for +which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a +mood that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance +necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for +them. + +They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon +as the work commenced. + +Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not +far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain +of the original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque +dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered +it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and +threes had been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting +up the whole harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet. + +The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace, +enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood +mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker--the subjects +mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a +curly-tailed dog behind. + +After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the +quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself +through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to +her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole +remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she +began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches-- + + '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world, + A heart that is humble may hope for it here."' + +2. THE THIRD OF MARCH + +Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards +the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by, +and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting +down to toast and tea. + +A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door. + +The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new +vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening +dining with the Squire. + +Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it was +because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone. +Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs. + +'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door. + +Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside. + +'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried Owen. +'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never believed that +you would.' + +'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I +called to say a word before going. Where is... ?' + +'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your shoes--we +are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all, +you see.' + +'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the +chimney-corner by preference. + +'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at +once, and fell into a reverie. + +'The history of her escape is very simple.' + +'Very.' + +'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the +circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could +sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too +late even to give shout or sound of any kind.' + +'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long +wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds +before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely +burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it +at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of +bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying +that if it has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it +was in that jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity +of twelve and not the penetration of one.' + +'Is she quite well?' said Springrove. + +'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll call +her.' + +'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.' + +Owen sat down again. + +'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as +ever.... I think she loves me too,--does she really?' + +There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of +matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and +guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he +was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect. + +'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in doubt +as to the truth of his words. + +Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple +'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression-- + +'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if +I made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions +attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till +a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be +paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under +a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing +his energies. I am attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my +prospects gloomy enough at present. + +'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a nameless +and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and +now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under +the--materially--untoward conditions I have mentioned, would make us +happy; it would give her a locus standi. If she wished to be out of +the sound of her misfortunes we would go to another part of +England--emigrate--do anything.' + +'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone can +settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity +which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other +affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying +off old debts himself. + +'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the staircase. + +His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, +and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand +to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes +averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the +beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went +out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since +the memorable night at Southampton. + +'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment. + +'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit down +with me.' + +'O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,' she returned timidly. +'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that +side. I'll sit here.' + +Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in the +inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other, on +benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between +their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and +spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the +setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a +long shadow towards the door. + +Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke +that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen +through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing +is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet +silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the patient Edward +coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in +vain for another word from him, they were lifted into his face. + +He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?' he +said. + +He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. +Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney +corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She +continued in silence awhile. + +'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and with +firmness. + +'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first. +Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can +only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to secure you +from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always +be thrust before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you +do now--a life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside +world it appears like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn--and +tongues are busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.' + +'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds of +my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love best on +earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be continually +repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to +you--that--your wife....' She utterly broke down and wept. + +'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!' + +'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me--my +mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under the +present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: never!' + +They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness +overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars +of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst +through the square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked +down upon them from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him. + +'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her. + +'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!' + +He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly +withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained +with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was +not extinguished even now. + +He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a +small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was +pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him +the result of the interview. + +'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is +right.' + +'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said Springrove. + +'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling +prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad +man.' + +Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe +in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole +story. + +'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think of +this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a +letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in +the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed in his wife's +handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after the marriage with +Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a +farce, there is a strong presumption that the rest of the piece was.' + +Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his +eyes upon his companion. + +'Collusion!' + +'Yes.' + +'With his first wife?' + +'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.' + +'What did you discover?' + +'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the +day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.' + +Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be +difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be +sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.' + +'I have other suspicions--' + +'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able to +form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position. +'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been taken from him +before that letter came--and his knowledge of his wife's existence +could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have sworn he +believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.' + +'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had +the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of +bigamy yet.' + +'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness. 'What +can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston has Miss +Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what lies +between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired--if +it is true--I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one--a +thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.' + +3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH + +Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's thoughts +into an entirely new and uncommon channel. + +On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top of +a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no name, +beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity +of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a +weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys--seeing +only Manston's imagined form. + +Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question +which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew, +dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute, +and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting +for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had +hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in +allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head +for no fault at all? + +Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have +contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the +return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his +new toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such +circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all +suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his own +direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a supposition. +It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble and unprotected +station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's beauty might scarcely +have been sufficient to induce a selfish man like Manston to make her +his wife, unless he had foreseen the possibility of getting rid of her +again. + +'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the Springroves,' +Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward. +True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward's +suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is strong.' + +He went indoors and questioned Cytherea. + +'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?' +he asked. + +'I don't know who started the report.' + +'Was it Manston?' + +'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he +came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did not +escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the fact +that she might have left before--of course that would have seemed such +an improbable thing for anybody to do.' + +'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her +course made it natural.' + +'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr. +Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.' + +'He was sure of that, wasn't he?' + +'I believe he said he was certain of it.' + +'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they say +it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the whole, he +might have believed in her death.' + +'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after, +he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before +the porter's confession he knew something about her--though not that she +lived.' + +'Why do you?' + +'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had +fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit. He must +have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a +passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my first wife is +come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had let the remark slip +out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.' + +'That's odd,' said Owen. + +'I thought it very odd.' + +'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by +accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover +remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression of her death +_before_ he married you. I can't help thinking he did, although he was +so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.' + +'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he could +hardly recede from having me.' + +'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to +yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a +bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what we +must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?' + +'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and +how can you do that?' + +'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether wish +to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, that means. +Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is with us, and till +we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer. Perhaps by the +time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only thing we lose +in working alone in this way, is time--not the issue: for the fruit that +one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole +than that of twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of +the single one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only +hired. But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman, +Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a sure +footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the case.' + +'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What good +can it do us, Owen, after all?' + +'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of your +journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die. +Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice to you and +to other women, and to Edward Springrove.' + +He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the +Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain +knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their +embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened. + +'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs. +Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications +passed between them after the fire.' + +'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I used to +have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O, what power +is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She +loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed +for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe +did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in +opposition to this, notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this +proceeding.' + +'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively. +'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of +it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their +separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on, for +that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of coming +to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her point +of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the night--you +know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home early in the +morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn't +we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she +remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were directed?' + +'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked at +the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not +be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of +the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a +certainty.' + +Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of the +Chronicles?' he said. + +'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather +friendly-disposed towards me, too.' + +Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the +church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary, +unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist. +'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said. + + + + +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + +1. MARCH THE SIXTH + +The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under +cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or +so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she +saw again the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her +sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the outline of the hills, the +meadow streams, the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the +rectory-house, and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home. + +Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous +to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea's +friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever +surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish +matters, more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea +had learnt very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The +relationship was on the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch +of her family the lady of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In +looking back upon our line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel +that all our vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal +marriage in the chain. + +Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in Knapwater +House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which +he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This polite +indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern +himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she +did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a +cynical woman was a great deal more. + +Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow, +contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh +and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and demurely +glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving +away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during +the hours of a solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them, +when she left his parish, by those others of a more aching nature +which accompany an over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge +of feeling towards her that passion to which his dignified self-respect +would not give its true name, even in the privacy of his own thought. + +He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him. +He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good +nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see +the Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before +her on his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then +left her entirely to herself. + +She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected +with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at +Carriford.' + +The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so +dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling +recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully +read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was +remembered already. + +She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After a +miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston's +address than this:-- + +'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had +been living, deposed,' etc. + +Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart, +first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors +gardening. + +He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate. + +'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian +name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he +called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at +the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless +replying evasively-- + +'I only guess and fear.' + +He earnestly looked at her again. + +'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it, +you will come to me.' + +'I will,' she said. + +The gate closed between them. + +'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he repeated. + +If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you, Cytherea, +and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would gladly have +accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to +his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with +still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over +the gate-- + +'No, thank you.' + +She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's greeting was +anxious-- + +'Well, Cytherea?' + +She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a +slip of paper. + +'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked. + +'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I +don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further steps +towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and +it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any +way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my dignity as a woman to +labour for this; I have felt it so all day.' + +'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you then. +There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale tired face, and +the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. 'Darling,' +he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you shall not work so hard +again--you are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.' + +2. MARCH THE TENTH + +On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the +house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and +came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was, +and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of +the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year preceding the +last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which the reporter +probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain some additional +details of the event, if any existed. + +'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid +I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my old +note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will +come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family were at tea +inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he +seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove. + +They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an +inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The +precise address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but +written down by the reporter, was as follows:-- + + + 'ABRAHAM BROWN, + LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON.' + + +Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep +this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You will +perhaps understand why, and oblige me.' + +The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to escape +from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.' + +It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted +up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter +came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company, answering an +expression of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no +trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door +between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in his hand. + +Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also +speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I will +take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't post it +to me.' + +The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized +him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston. + +Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with +Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to +be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his +hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an +old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter's face, whose +experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a +consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late +proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward. +Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the +office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street. + +Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening, +before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating +therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging +him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man +was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the +post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box. + +That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with +Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to +London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o'clock. +But remembering that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had +obtained his information--whatever that was--could not be delivered +in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to +Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements +were set on foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night. + +3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH + +Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was +usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from +the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very +civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer's +barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It +was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to church as he was, too--to +return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his +feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was +continued on terms of greater friendliness. + +'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after +the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.' + +'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The +old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget. +No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to +it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great loss to me, and he +knows exactly what I feel.' + +'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston, +imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives +which passes for high breeding in country villages. + +'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.' + +''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.' + +'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly. + +'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats will +thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.' + +'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know about +it.' + +'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience +has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man living alone in +London.' + +'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.' + +'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live at +number fifty-two in that very same street.' + +'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same house!' +said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself. + +'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a little +quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.' + +'Number forty-nine,' he murmured. + +4. MARCH THE TWELFTH + +Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his daily +engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck +five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he +called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked +at the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs. +Manston. + +A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been +clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly +in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the +same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven +along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove +knocked. + +Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again. + +This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking upon, +the other from the next on the right. + +'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove. + +'No, sir.' + +'When will he be in?' + +'Quite uncertain.' + +'Can you tell me where I may find him?' + +'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.' + +Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the +woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him. + +Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who +had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to +speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to +the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a lady lodger of yours +of the name of Mrs. Manston?' + +Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were +looking into a telescope at the wrong end. + +'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey. + +'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?' + +'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to +lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty +years, but I have never let an inch.' + +'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away. He +and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked +at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the +result of it. + +'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you +want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other +day?' + +'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest reawakening. + +'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to +Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who +had often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the +change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the rainy west winds +they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step +into the passage?' + +'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you remember a +Mrs. Manston living next door to you?' + +'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was supposed +to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw +her the other day.' + +'Since the fire at Carriford?' + +'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here--just +as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week +or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries, +she was with him. But I did not speak to her--she stood back, as if she +were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all +about her when he came back from the inquest.' + +'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?' + +'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three weeks, +and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon leaving +again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London. I much +regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. It led +me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little +thought I should see her alive after all.' + +'And when do you say they came here together?' + +'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very beautiful +dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of +lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and bright golden +sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They +would not give any less; no, not if you--' + +'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left +these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank as he +asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been +there before him, clearing the ground of all traces. + +'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering I +could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking +in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few +things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in +a workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was +rather angry at what occurred--you see, she had a temper by all account, +and so I didn't like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came +the other day with her husband.' + +'And about the workbox?' + +'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few +articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving they +were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very +much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn't, and +Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the +sale.' + +'What was in it?' + +'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her usual +sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much trouble +to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her or anybody +else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because her husband +gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she had parted +with it, he would be vexed.' + +'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to +this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?' + +'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten +it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind +him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything +about it.' + +'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?' + +'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning +from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the +shop--his name is written up.' + +Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was +dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of +doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had +watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of being in +breathless haste. + +'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?' + +'Yes; he's just gone.' + +'Dear me! I want him.' + +'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.' + +'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay +pretty liberally?' + +'He gave me half-a-crown.' + +'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little +contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you +told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live here?' + +'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only said +what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I +shouldn't have been so open as I was.' + +'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and went +away as hastily as he had come. + +Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some +difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement +to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he +stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer's book +gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the +lot which had included Mrs. Manston's workbox. + +Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the +other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized +the first he came to. + +'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere. + +Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible. + +'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again. + +He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering +the basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a +child's white face. + +'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely the +same languid inflection. + +'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward. + +'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared. + +He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another +child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little +thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs. + +Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment +one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink, +and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were +the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they +occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged +spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was +fixed out of level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails +hanging down beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a +Harpy ('foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper +ora'). A baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of +six or seven being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. +Higgins sat helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in +plenty, but never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the +dress almost useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible +anywhere. + +It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a +city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and +wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after +the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were under the +influence of a quartern of gin. + +Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now +have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so +lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that +the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife +ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company. + +Edward hastened to despatch his errand. + +Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles +of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went +downstairs to the pawnbroker's. + +In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection +of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his +ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the +probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off +under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it +locked. + +It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small +sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a +light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his +purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open +the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly +beneath, and found--nothing. + +He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the +underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand +within, found that it really contained some substance. First he pulled +out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were +a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of +carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs. +Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of Manston +himself. + +He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a single +letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it likely +there would be? + +However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to +Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, +he scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an +envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to +seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them +by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it +at once to the post-office at Charing Cross. + +On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely. +He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the +pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he +uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled +paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's handwriting. He +recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and bills from him at his +father's house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive +of the lady who was now Manston's wife. + + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + + +To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was +now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more. + +'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper, +and the withered twig that had lain with it. + +Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he +considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement in +his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box contained +except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and +myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked +them in his first search, and put it on the table for the next day's +post. + +In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him, +Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not +waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all +that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an average +not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time +of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much concern his +mind. + +But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the +opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came +out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him +and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further +trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again. + +Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his +wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he +guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had +been sent. + +He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the +two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he +rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell +Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he +passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the +publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed +to see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment. + +The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston +retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and +then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and +topographical description of the village he read:-- + +'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by foot-post +from Anglebury.' + +Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office, +thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where +he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him. +Some absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He +paid his bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the +streets and over the river till the time should have arrived at which +the night-mail left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to +return homeward. + +There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a +man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life, +casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an +interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration +did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the +lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant; +little men looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute +looking as happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption, +looking careworn and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one +respect, that they followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads +which form a banner, and all were equally unconscious of the significant +whole they collectively showed forth. + +At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, +and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down +mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye, far +away from London. + + + + +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M. + +They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning, +the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to +three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought +out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax +from innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard +took them into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office. + +It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain +was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once +away from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood +on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in +the street of about two hundred yards. + +The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first +part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up +and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself +to walk backwards and forwards a stone's throw in each direction. +Although the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition +of suspense in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of +chilliness to pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The +drizzling rain increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell +noisily upon the hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy +surface the faint halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent +town. + +Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a +living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon +afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street +leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch +beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final +hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with +a brisk shuffle. + +Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two +minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook +him. + +The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty, +laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a +little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light +upon the road ahead. + +'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful voice, +without turning his head or slackening his trot. + +'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You have a +long walk every day.' + +'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on the +straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, what with +the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes two-and-twenty for +my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I used to reckon +it, but I never do now. I don't care to think o' my wear and tear, now +it do begin to tell upon me.' + +Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate +the different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew +very friendly. + +'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while; +'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my +pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He handed the +bottle of brandy. + +'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these five +years.' + +''Tis never too late to mend.' + +'Against the regulations, I be afraid.' + +'Who'll know it?' + +'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best policy.' + +'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on without +it yet. You'll surely drink with me?' + +'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to +oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.' The +postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five +minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again. + +'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but guide +my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!' + +'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,' said +Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of +being good--even religious--at the same time.' + +'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never +get into the knack o' it; not I.' + +'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher class +of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that they can +risk playing with fire.' + +'That hits me exactly.' + +'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and +devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a +mistake.' + +'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very +few people, after all.' + +'A true remark.' + +'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain +like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or +grace.' + +'Nor in mine.' + +'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether +afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.' + +'There's no knowing.' + +'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty concern +that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then your honest +man who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don't. +O, 'tis a nation!' + +'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle waiting.' + +'I'll oblige you, my friend.' + +The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and +at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in +the chorus. + + + 'He flung his mallet against the wall, + Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall, + And there'll be work for tradesmen all!" + When Joan's ale was new, + My boys, + When Joan's ale was new.' + + +'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a mason +by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?' + +'None at all,' said Manston. + +The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with +alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound +its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted +by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were +passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon +some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked +arable, the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with +each pace they took. + +Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all +locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining +inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the +postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and +thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver's +cottage--the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who had +not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed that +such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring. + +The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still +continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to +search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road +cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting +through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very +great risk indeed. + +It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay +a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct +track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance, at the point +of junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was +hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his +missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to +collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage +and Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this +principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the +postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his +intentions much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier +stages of his journey. + +They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the +flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and +they approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which +Owen and Cytherea were living. + +The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his +lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not +perform the task. + +'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a +stagger. + +'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully. + +'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much +less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen's +postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through +Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as houses--and +be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a world!' + +'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.' + +'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He pay +a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?' + +'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how was I +to know you were so sensitive?' + +'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi' +these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!' + +Manston offered his services. + +'They are to be divided,' the man said. + +'How?' said Manston. + +'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage +or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here. +There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I +started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new church. This is +it, isn't it?' + +He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's +handwriting:-- + + 'MR. O. GRAYE, + CLERK OF WORKS, + TOLCHURCH, + NEAR ANGLEBURY.' + +The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. +There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the +opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous +peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side was +a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked across +it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other white, and white +or black outwards implied respectively that there were letters inside, +or none. + +The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to +insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other, +above, below, but never made a straight hit. + +'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He +opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's letter. + +'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's +servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He +slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. + +'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door. + +The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards, +signifying 'empty,' and turned the key. + +'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't empty.' + +'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the +steward, letting something fall. + +'What an awkward thing!' + +'It is an awkward thing.' + +They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had +reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little +lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground, +the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the +heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of +the lantern were rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and +seemed almost tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating +the faces and knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the +postman's cape and private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as +if they had been varnished. + +'It fell on the grass,' said the postman. + +'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again. + +'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at +length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. + +'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up. + +'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be back +this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll look +again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll hide the +key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post. 'It will be too +late to turn the index then, as the people will have been here, so that +the box had better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day, +and that will not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron +the wrong way without knowing it, and all will be well.' + +This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under +the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and +come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their +paths now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford. + +No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked +back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus +avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket, +where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen's letter. +This done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in +his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the +quarter in which he was known. + +An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in +Knapwater Park. + +2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M. + +Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter, +and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took +out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs, +regarding them with the keenest interest and anxiety. + +The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored +to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger +and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it +for half-a-minute or more, meditating. + +'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered. + +Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the +office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay +on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who +had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the +rest of the collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in +different attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he +held in his hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted +from the letter in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from +the rest, and returned with it to his office. + +Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon +it, and sitting down tried to read. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts, +he found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was +mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the +recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the +album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the +other scraps. + +The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two +photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the back and +consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his +own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife's +name was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which +this latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted +upon it, had been changed. + +Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He +followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had +done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result. + +'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea. + +'But it would be a greater not to do it.' + +'Yes.' + +The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in +his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback, +riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well +as he could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road +by the vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain +that no person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the +key in its hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode +homewards by a roundabout way. + +3. AFTERNOON + +The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the +vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual, +to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had +told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection; +but no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was +considered. The contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and +flung aside as useless. + +The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence of +which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting again +raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the +envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. + +'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her; 'we +are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would +convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting, +if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.' + +'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea. + +'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said bitterly, +'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting--as he +did you, I suppose.' + +He handed her the verse and she read-- + + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + + +A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It rapidly +increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper, +seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face. + +'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?' + +'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.' + +'What?' + +'"_The light of azure eyes_,"' she repeated with ashy lips. + +'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner. + +'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!' + +'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.' + +'She didn't.' + +'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the +card bearing Mrs. Manston's name. + +'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said +Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.' + +'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.' + +'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that +he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she would have +seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.' + +'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to +this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no +other alternative.' + +'I suppose I must.' + +Her looks belied her words. + +'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again. + +'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.' + +'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had +blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs. +Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could +change the colour of a woman's eyes to hear you.' + +'Yes,' she said, and paused. + +'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently. + +'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you see +the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not Mrs. +Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his wife_!' + +She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble, +but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she +crept to him and leant against his breast. + +Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs +and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of +it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon +the fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea's new view seemed +incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary +to clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear +should have preyed too deeply upon her. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone all the +afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.' + +'No, no, don't go!' she implored. + +'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it was +folly to be wise. + +Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering +in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything was +better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till +Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston +without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove, +requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former lodgings. + + + + +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + +1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH + +Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of +hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford. + +Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing his +amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs. +Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the +neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description +of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by +hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested, +and she had a straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the +informant did not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street +as she went in or out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had +almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she had called with her husband +lately, but she had kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came +to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward +could get no manner of clue to it from any other source. + +Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began +chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles. +From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where herself and others +used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's seat; and after two +or three errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was +written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was nearly new, and the date of the +writing about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established: +that the woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no +other than his lawful wife. + +The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place +of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers +sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north +side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was +completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers, +Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's position on the other +side of the passage was a little in advance of Manston's seat, and so +situated that by leaning forward he could look directly into the face +of any person sitting there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly +hidden from such a one by the intervening pillar. + +Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat, +without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation. +A rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston's seat, +told him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the +accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her. + +Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and +saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of +Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye +read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:-- + +She was a tall woman. + +She was broad at the shoulders. + +She was full-bosomed. + +She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be +discerned of the colour of her eyes. + +With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the +service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the +suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning +this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended +to the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the +portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice +Manston's eyes were blue, and it was necessary that this woman's eyes +should be blue also. + +Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy +exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this +to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to follow up the clue +afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test +in the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable +attribute--a capability of being applied privately; that in the event of +its proving the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he +might recede without obloquy from an untenable position. + +But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he +could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss +Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling +that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from +the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence +in the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over. + +At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered +away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call +on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at +rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services. + +This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of +proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House +and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the +place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial +view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells +began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons +came from the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently +saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat, +and carried one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately +they had passed the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a +direction away from the church, evidently intending to ramble along, +and read as the humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other +direction, and went into the church path. + +Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along +towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the +other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive. + +In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He +discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him +at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of +a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors. +That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to +look closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished. + +He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it +would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within +speaking distance, he went up to her and said-- + +'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?' + +'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston. + +Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to the +lady the idea that he was deaf. + +She came closer and said more distinctly-- + +'The second turning on the right.' + +Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in +search of. But had his eyes deceived him? + +Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a +glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him. + +'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly-- + +'_The second turning to the right_.' + +She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking +mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now +his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as +midnight. + +All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having +been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had +withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would +read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification of which, +apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other--inquiry. + +Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint of +the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew +purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had +left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with +pearl-powder and carmine. + +She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen's +farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting +her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour. + +'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour +artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.' + +And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about nearly +recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might have meant +anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his +previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and +backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance +and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the +woman was an impostor. + +What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could by +no stretch of imagination divine. + +He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and +plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch. + +One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's +dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the +first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the +inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who +was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train +to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country under an +assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the misery of +being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband? + + +In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, +Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of +Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour towards +herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her. + +'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head +on our side.' + +'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He +thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but +there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that +his sister and himself might both be present at an interview with Mr. +Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the +sight of all the servants and parish of Carriford. + +There could be no objection to their writing him a letter. + +No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to +him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice +they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance +that there was a real justification for the additional request they +made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of +the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch. + +2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr. +Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with genuine +gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered +indoors and put into the easy-chair. + +Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first +suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in +endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon +marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as +marvellous as the first, yet more prominent. + +Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of +confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her +hand pityingly. + +'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on which +his thoughts might precipitate themselves. + +'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy +matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this consideration +to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had +which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very +great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular +crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new +companion.' + +Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not. + +'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to be +obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of +him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to +America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there +is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in fact, his conduct tends +to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs. +Manston left here to go back by that morning's train. This being the +case, then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the +advertisement--I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the +information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should +be personified without her own connivance?' + +'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest +assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her +to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose she has +married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her +own sake.' + +'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping +his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the second +difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.' + +Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their +conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she is!' + +'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has +happened,' said the rector. + +Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the first +Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I should be his +wife just the same, shouldn't I?' + +'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance of +circumstantial evidence to prove that.' + +'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in a +straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present +woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my mind, you should +have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked her +what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously. + +She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her +unquenched love for Edward. + +'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the +manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn +compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and +morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved. +Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody +but yourself that her identity should be publicly established (and by +your absenteeism you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled +to exhibit them. Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does +not affect them in the least--that's the way of the world always. You, +who should have required all things to be made clear, ran away.' + +'That was partly my doing,' said Owen. + +The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here too, +but she shunned the revelation. + +'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit to +your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line +to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally +clear (in case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have +no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I'll write myself?' + +'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing +quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so +afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his +wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him +continue his deception--it is much the best for me.' + +Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever +existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now. + +'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, 'I +will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I +will not lead you into difficulty.' + +'Conceal it,' she still pleaded. + +'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.' + +'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom, +illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held. + +'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his +horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door. + +The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear +March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was +unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's voice +and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly +before himself. + +The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had +foundation--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and +conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities +to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to +Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, and +with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, never +conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea were Manston's +wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? The adultery of +Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to +bring the case within the meaning of the statute. Suppose the new woman +was, as stated, Mr. Manston's restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe +as a single woman whose marriage had been void. And if it turned out +that, though this woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still +living, as Owen had suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was +safe. + +The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really +safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the +gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business to help or +defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had +but one life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now +regarded her should be compensated in some measure by the man whose +carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused it. + +Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An +inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home, +he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and +despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in +his chair, and went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the +suspicion? There could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever +man without a motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for +such abnormal conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on +virginity like St. George's dragon, he would never have been absurd +enough to venture on such a course for the possession alone of the +woman--there was no reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every +respect, physical and mental. + +On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action, +that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than +a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact, +the whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually +for unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate +righting of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that +curious business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their +being left behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather +forced. The only unforced explanation was that suggested by the +newspaper writers--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people +as to her escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility +of her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had +been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the books and +papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly musing on the +same subject. The parlour-maid entered. + +'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?' + +'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised. + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.' + +Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short +moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood +in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old +gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier +when returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed +a true impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now. + +'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was closed +behind him. + +The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical +experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply. + +'About the Grayes and Manston?' + +'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.' + +'Prove it.' + +'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne Seaway.' + +'And are their suspicions true indeed!' + +'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.' + +'Suggest Manston's motive?' + +'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the +facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can +hardly conceive of another.' + +There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself +which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at +moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial +story to communicate, whatever the story was. + +'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all the +evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no +purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen Graye?' + +'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter might +have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to this +interview.' + +Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The +conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried +on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors, +and in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters +of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector's study and +again flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward, +he went first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having +despatched which he proceeded to his father's house for the first time +since his arrival in the village. + +3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of +the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and +had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him +sat the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston. + +'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom was +not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its +origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to +her. + +'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone of +much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that +young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn +it.' + +Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard; +latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. 'If they +prove you to be--who you are.... Yes, if they do,' he murmured. + +'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and +looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to +be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of +yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.' + +He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that Eunice +is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to come back.' + +This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he +had done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized +the events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on +every incident of that night's history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety +which was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his +wife must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames. +She arose from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to +soothe him; then she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as +ever. 'Come, supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is +she?' coaxed the lady. + +'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston. + +'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?' + +'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.' + +'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in England, +she will come back.' + +'She is not in England.' + +'But she will come back?' + +'No, she won't.... Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I shall not +answer any more questions.' + +'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly. + +'She is, I tell you.' + +'I don't think so, love.' + +'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed. + +'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive--just +the possibility.' + +'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I admit +the possibility of her being alive, to please you.' + +She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been +said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest +remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no +information of any kind was to be read there. + +'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured pettishly, +'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.' + +'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height and +size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul +united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.' + +She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most certainly +wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and +position, and incurring heavy penalties.' + +'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.' + +'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was +your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?' + +'Your beauty,' he said. + +'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come, +what was your motive?' + +'Your wit.' + +'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time +instead of what I am.' + +'Your virtue.' + +'Or virtue either.' + +'I tell you it was your beauty--really.' + +'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I +am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.' + +The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so confirmatory +of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to develop her +chagrin. + +'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up +all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London +several times between the time of the fire and your marriage with +Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared +that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after you married +her and were separated from her, off you rush to make love to me--not +first to me either, for you went to several places--' + +'No, not several places.' + +'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only lodging +in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you found +that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that nobody +else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife's personal +appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out--that I +should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something +more serious than love had to do with the matter.' + +'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea would +not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left +alone again. Was that unnatural?' + +'No.' + +'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my first +wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and +merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should call you my first +wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come here +as anything else.' + +'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom +you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as +your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of +her turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me, +and ruining your name and prospects?' + +'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk +(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).' + +'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have +risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a +personator of herself--the first one.' + +'You came easiest to hand--remember that.' + +'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach +me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of +Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and +details of American life and manners, in case the birthplace and +history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become known in this +neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about the handwriting of +hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my hair, and rouging, to make +the transformation complete? You mean to say that that was taking less +trouble than there would have been in arranging events to make Cytherea +believe herself your wife, and live with you?' + +'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new +pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--' + +'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements for +your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you +to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third +advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the long-lost wife, and +giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life--all which +you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then +enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the +real wife wouldn't answer it, and upset all your plans?' + +'Because I knew she was burnt.' + +'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have +caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what was your +motive in having me here as your first wife_?' + +'Silence!' he exclaimed. + +She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going +on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite +young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an +expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you +exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as +if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power, +indeed!' + +'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.' + +'That wouldn't make her avoid me.' + +'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead--dead!' +He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked +wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked +in her face. + +'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,' +he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for +a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean +more.' + +'What may it mean?' + +'How should I know?' + +'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make up +the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you were the +woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am--we can go away +from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, "His first +wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the Colonies," as the case +may be); "He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway." A very +everyday case--nothing so horrible, after all.' + +He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, _nobody must +know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about +arranging matters.' + +Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the +remainder of the evening. + + + + +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING + +Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his +companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that +they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. The +fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an immediate +answer would give him time to consider. + +Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily +superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare +intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a servant being +supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly +wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards +standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if +any noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her. + +Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an +old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed +in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the +floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded +to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space +between them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the +third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with +the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself +distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the +central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited +film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the +others; that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with +its lower edge. + +At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the +matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston's +office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion +here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their subsequent +discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there +would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one +recollection. Manston had once casually told her that each of the two +side-lockers included half the middle space, the panel of which did +not open, and was only put in for symmetry. It was possible that he had +opened this compartment by candlelight the preceding night, or he would +have seen the marks in the dust, and effaced them, that he might not +be proved guilty of telling her an untruth. She balanced herself on one +foot and stood pondering. She considered that it was very vexing and +unfair in him to refuse her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, +under the peculiar circumstances of her connection with him. She went +close to the cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable +of being opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her +at which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her +fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair and +looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring was to +be seen. + +'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about it, +and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then looking back +again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her. +She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the +cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the +board. + +Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it. +Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the +tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in +addition, a line ran across it diametrically. + +'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious +contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of +the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute +provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She +fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a +penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity +contained-- + +Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names +only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice. +Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his +advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper. + +The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly +through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own +regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it. + +The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as +far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before +their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a +period of their existence. Some little time after he had made her his +wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and +now their contents arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the +cabinet, carried the letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the +sofa, and carefully perused them in the order of their dates. + + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 17, 1864. + +'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and was +of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact address +instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all a mystery to +me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is the same +kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command that +I am to stay here awhile until you can "see how things look" and can +arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, +a married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you, +and that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured +your position, why did you think of going at all? + +'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, +vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street +bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most +matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again in +Liverpool. + +'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too +long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is +gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside +the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.--Very +affectionately yours, EUNICE.' + + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 25, 1864. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not had +the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be in +this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my +first lodging for debt--among other things, they charged me for a lot of +brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell +and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and +changed my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new +lodging was the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left +it after being there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street +that you left me in originally. All last night the sash of my window +rattled so dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy +enough to get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I +don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have been +looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but they seem +forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in search of +an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of the stage, +I believe you would not care if you found me there. But I am not an +actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am too timid and +retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I certainly shall not +try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this strange place. The +idea of being brought on as far as London and then left here alone! Why +didn't you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I might have told +somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend +to whom I could impart it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest +friend is no nearer than what most people would call a stranger. But +perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to +you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near +relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a line to +my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that neighbourhood. +He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did not tell him +of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and I gave my +real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But God knows +if the letter will ever reach him. + +'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife, +EUNICE.' + + + 'FRIDAY, October 28. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am +truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah--well, if +I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by this +time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can +you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant +tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me! +You are inconstant--I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I +love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature. +I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there is +another woman supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to +me--do come. EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON, + November 19. + +'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you have +been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would have +tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman would have lived +under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call +myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of +this month--what could you expect? + +'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. +Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the +indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing the +park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who had also +risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you away from +me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, _very +peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing +it, told me of what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a +secret to me that neither of you understand. Two negatives never made +such a telling positive before. One clue more, and you would see it. +A single consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to +whether your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. +Civility now, please. EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, + Tuesday, November 22. + +'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I have +acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at the +broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is delightful +to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a relief to wish +the place good-bye--London always has seemed so much more foreign to +me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do nicely for me. I +shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night. + +'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss +Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving wife, +EUNICE.' + + +This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One +other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was +differently addressed. + + + 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD, + November 28, 1864. + +'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so +promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the +least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write +again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible +to conceive. + +'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't blame +me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to begin my +story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then he sent for me +(this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he +did. He promised to fetch me, and did not--leaving me to do the journey +alone. He promised to meet me at the station here--he did not. I went on +through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and himself +away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to you in +a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present moment to +write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you +detail it on paper--poor pleasure though. + +'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I would +gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have +not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly +enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist in +London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks. Will +you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know +that you...' + +Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the +writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production, +and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to +write at all? + +The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she +had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England +for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters, +corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first, +he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in +the fire. + +If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably +thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt +with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was +burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter? + +The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a +burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this +letter? + +That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation +of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do +with his reason for never showing it to her. + +She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and +up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed--honestly +believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of course, +that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could possibly +have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment that he +believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his wedding. +And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have +communicated with each other? + +The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its +contents--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that +calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of +the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle +that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated with +his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne's residence with him, +or at any time since? + +It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken +her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her--whether she +were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater. + +Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real motive +in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne. +It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts +had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking for proofs of her identity +with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape +for the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst +alternative was not so very bad after all--the getting the name of +libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court +of law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder +his worldly progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was, +apparently, terrible as death itself. + +She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other +letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information, +fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition. + +Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never +seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity +is the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the +mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man's +strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with +all the woman Anne's faults, she had not descended to such depths of +depravity as to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known +that a living wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put +retreat out of the question, and had looked upon personation simply as +a mode of subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, +after a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay +mansion. + + 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae + Foemineas assueta manus.' + +2. AFTERNOON + +Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a +machinery which they hoped to find working out important results. + +The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following +morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove's +communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to +the old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that, +having arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult +intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes possible, he was +now putting it in practice, though not without the penalty of watchful +effort. + +It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his +relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the +subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still +beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private +inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness +in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned, which showed that +from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's renunciation of her favourite +and namesake proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate. + +'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an +upright man?' he said to the lady. + +'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly. + +'Well--I have.' + +'What is it?' + +'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions +are very strong.' + +'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were +first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he +was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the +neglect.' + +He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke +honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with +the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less that a greater +matter might be behind. + +'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that the +woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.' + +'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?' + +'That is it.' + +Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's +wife--who else can she be?' she said simply. + +'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.' + +Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary +interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had +endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she +was shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding +between herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets, +also showed that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr. +Raunham had lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding +himself mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the +matter. This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He +gave Miss Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief. + +Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had +adopted on his opening the subject. + +'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an +elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact, which bears +in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof +can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which +could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston's +clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an extraordinary +course of conduct--no motive on earth.' + +'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night--a +friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.' + +'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised +by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly and +devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years younger +than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet in disposition, +three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up quietly and +suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is monstrous, and I don't +believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness. + +The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the possible +motive--but for reasons of his own he did not. + +'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your +belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife +or no, and see how he receives it.' + +'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these things +die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.' + +But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of +mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her +mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the utmost +difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her +movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and +before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left +the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of +the old manor-house. + +The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to +share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official +appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward +Springrove. + + +The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of +Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no right to +keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself. +Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been +continuous. The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased. + +The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon +at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent to +whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something +portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully +observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them, +the thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away +secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was +vague, and she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for +him. + +In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him +drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go +there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on +foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do some shopping. + +One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at +the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank. Looking out +of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come +down the steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his +pocket, and pulling his coat close over its mouth. + +It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be +carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if +they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had +in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss Aldclyffe's +account--that was continual with him. And he might have been removing +his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country. + +3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner. +Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters +were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn--almost +haggard. + +The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation +withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion, +the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a +tap came to the door. + +Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and +answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe. + +Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I should +be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.' + +'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a +little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss +Aldclyffe.' + +'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few +commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went +upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front +door, and went out. + +She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and +quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested +her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know +the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him. Simple curiosity +was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly +aroused by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future +depended on her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances, +would be far from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to +acquire the important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought +and thought, and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how +the thing could be done. + +Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing +and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the +keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and +opened the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so +delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it. +At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said-- + +'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.' + +Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed +the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The +parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the +window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the +back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one +on each side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were +fastened by a bolt passing continuously through them and the wood +mullion within, the bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was +seldom inserted till Manston and herself were about to retire for the +night; sometimes not at all. + +If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any +moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part +of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from +disturbance. The idea was worth a trial. + +She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her +finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely +withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst, +where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of +an inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the +room. She applied her eye to the orifice. + +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to +the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was severe, +condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned +sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her +ear upon the hole. + +'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man, act a +double deceit like this?' + +'Men do strange things sometimes.' + +'What was your reason--come?' + +'A mere whim.' + +'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea, +or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of +her.' + +'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married +Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that +my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman +I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in +reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman +to come to me, as being better than no companion at all?' + +'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind +as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an +object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway +at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation +by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn't, +AEneas.' + +'So am I,' he said bluntly. + +Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession +was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly, +and with tears. + +'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any +respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this +place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day or +two!' + +'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled +somehow--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the +civilized globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my +wife, or I am damned past redemption!' + +'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.' + +'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.' + +'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.' + +He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this +deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?' + +'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this +place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come +now.' + +Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon your +supporting me--my very life.' + +He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he +held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came +over her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still +he held her and whispered on. + +The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her +hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in +her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely +quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?' + +The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it +was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain +to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he +had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston's +behalf. + +Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, +yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the +crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne +quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down +the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge +lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own. + +In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his +arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the +house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots, +towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the +dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe's +outline became visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was +darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone arose from the +gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place. + +Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any +kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house. + +4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now +that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to +disguise the real state of his mind. + +Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston +still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a +mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera +to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he +was attempting something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was +trying to distract her attention, that he might be unobserved in some +special movement of his hands. + +What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became +attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated +condition at such times--when the existence divides itself into two, and +the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another person, +to hide the timorous spy. + +Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly +over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be +accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked +steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said +sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb +show than the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of +incentive--from the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest +hints for action.' + +'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite +unintelligible to her. + +'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic, +business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They +make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant +shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several +attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of ten minutes to one +differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs +from age. "Upward and onward" says twenty-five minutes to eleven. +Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly "It is done." You surely have +noticed that?' + +'Yes, I have.' + +He continued with affected quaintness:-- + +'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a +quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must +have been observed by everybody.' + +'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of +imagination in your fancy,' she said. + +He still contemplated the clock. + +'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the +eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched +top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the +upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic, +elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good +and evil.' + +A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted +to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his +suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the +clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time +had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part. + +'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her +out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must +nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you +do it at once, my dear.' + +There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to +perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect +her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to +the rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and +ground heavily during winding. + +Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the +interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by +her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall +at her right hand. + +What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her +glass of wine. + +He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She +methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she +faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen. + +In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to +realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can +have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been +prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she +could not instantly put on a fear of her position. + +And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition +served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was +the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery, +unless there were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston +could possibly have. + +Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make +her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original +suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was +going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be +kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the +wine. + +By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for +nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to +throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one +sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her +handkerchief. + +Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in +proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized +the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round +again she was holding the glass to her lips, empty. + +In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were +fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a +few minutes later they retired for the night. + +5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT + +When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing, +that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the +gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this +operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer +of the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided +out of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place +a small phial she had seen there before. It was labelled 'Battley's +Solution of Opium.' She felt relieved that her life had not been +attempted. That was to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to +be lost if she meant to be a match for him. She followed him in her +nightdress. When she reached the foot of the staircase he was in the +office and had closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that +he had obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to +open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could hear +him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and quivering ray of +light coming from the threshold an instant later, implied that he was +burning them. By the slight noise of his footsteps on the uncarpeted +floor, she at length imagined that he was approaching the door. She +flitted upstairs again and crept into bed. + +Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered +it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure +himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their +ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne's +ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold +as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to +its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While +lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image of his own face in the +glass--pale and spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to +be the feather which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy +breath, retired from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him +unbar the back-door, and go out into the yard. + +Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the +bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the +door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. 'A +precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was all the more +perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave home +immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in, +holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a +mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt. +How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the +bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a +dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no +other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out +upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne +took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room +and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the +small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the +gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till +her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she +adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path. + +Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the +evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole +landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as +an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house, +listening intently. The steward had had at least ten minutes' start of +her. She had waited here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a +movement in the outhouse--a fragment once attached to the main building. +This outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which +had been a kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were +pulled down, but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and +workshop, the only means of access to the latter being through the +brewhouse. The outer door of this first apartment was usually fastened +by a padlock on the exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. +Manston was evidently in the outhouse. + +She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped +in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the +floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This +light was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice. +Glancing in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the +various apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress +of a single ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the +bar of light fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door, +and that upon it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of +the workshop was also partly visible from her position through the two +half-open doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the +tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite +cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks +and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these being +loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily from the +brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside him. + +That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now +laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the +bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind +of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now +stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar +between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until +several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven, +which was apparently contrived in the thickness of the wall, and having +fallen into disuse, had been closed up with bricks in this manner. It +was formed after the simple old-fashioned plan of oven-building--a mere +oblate cavity without a flue. + +Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy +weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who +watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack, +nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way. + +The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and +his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the +light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had +certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard +it. 'One of the rats,' she thought. + +He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics +completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in the +dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she +could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven's +mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not +left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how should she get +back into her bedroom again?--now received a solution. Whilst he was +replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the +key from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring +back the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would +think the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and +intention, occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an +instant, and hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the +meaning of his actions in the workshop. + +Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she +advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual +footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the +floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the +copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied +by Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him +breathe between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern +anything of him. + +To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly +she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of +touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being. + +She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or +woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm +foot, covered with a polished boot. + +The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a +sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow. +Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough +to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise +of Manston's scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the +slight rustle of her dress. + +The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was +somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage +of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand +upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed +her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure: +she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences. +The motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite +unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand +again, feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to +her side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg. + +It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time +was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The +comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured +resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical +inferences:-- + +1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness +to get there, as she had to enter. + +2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached +the door. + +3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for +purposes of his own. + +She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his +re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had +contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came into the +brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths covering it; +but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely relieved the +darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop, hoisted something +to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some other article. +Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, +and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could see his +outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung +at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade. + +Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings +of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the +copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of +this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of +a broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the +steward. + +The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow. +Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had +touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also. + +It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The +unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and +pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she +stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard +without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went +in the direction the others had taken. + +Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly followed +the last woman. + +But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that +in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were +following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned, +standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's horse and gig, ready +harnessed. + +He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed +the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house +and her exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this +branch of the night's events. She turned about again, and continued on +the trail of the other three. + +6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M. + +Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a +watcher. + +The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park +plantation, at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground, +completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which +was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that +is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now fell back, +when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty well, dived +circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the steward, who, +encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. The other woman +seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little in advance, but on +Manston's other hand. + +He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. +There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened. + +Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half +filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled +themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of +them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a +large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush, +and turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped +behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he, +too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher, +the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay +in hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the +steward than was Anne Seaway. + +Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's +spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible +to her ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the +engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought +the subdued roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank +that screened it. A large hole--some four or five feet deep--had been +excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately +placed the sack, and then began filling in the earth, and treading it +down. Lastly he carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves +into the middle of the pit, burying the ground with them as they had +buried it before. + +For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation +of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be +disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still +decayed and added to the mould beneath. + +By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne +could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from +behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense +contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white +and motionless. + +It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the +completion of his labour he turned, and did so. + +'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed. + +'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring whisper. +Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's. + +The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in +the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he +had come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear +any part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water, +which could reach him unimpeded by the bank. + +The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the +first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed +to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage +himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the +blade of the instrument. The man fell to the ground. + +'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the +trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction. + +Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked +at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless. + +Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable +magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because +it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no +law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently +turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her +assistance he was soon able to stand upright. + +He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his +ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically. + +It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs. +Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?' + +'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery--which +may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and +seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his +utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well, it doesn't +matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.' + +He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had +taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute. + +'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily, 'until we +have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be only a bag of +building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.' He seized +the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit, +continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no use my running after him +single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far off by this time. The best +step is to see what is here.' + +It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been +for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out, +and the sack dragged forth. + +'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing +near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave +it into her hand. + +The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer +laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth +the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in +impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling +open the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something, +hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it +felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. 'Hold the light close,' he +said. + +She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered +at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb. +It was a long hair; the hair of a woman. + +'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the detective +whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for the present +through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place.... Now wait a +minute whilst I prove it.' + +He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a +minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled +in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife had +found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held +the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid +them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length +to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne. + +'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered her, +as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, God only +knows.' + +'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of +events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and +motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it, his +renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing upon her +mind with the rapidity of lightning. + +'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and +a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam. Knowing as +much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it +doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He directed the bull's-eye +into her face. + +'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal +actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.' + +He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the +grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A +light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's awaiting +him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside. + +'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his +assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's gone--you +should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss +Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions in an undertone +to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to the rector--he's up. +Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge +with this one, and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets +light.' + +He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went, +the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at +each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came +to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance +on both sides. It was totally dark here. + +There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at +the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective +drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the +ground. + +The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out +his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of +another conveyance of some kind. + +'Hoy!' said the officer. + +Nobody answered. + +'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again. + +No reply. + +'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without +gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and +turned on his lantern. + +There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of +the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near +the vehicle. + +'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman. + +'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's. + +'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However, +you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What forethought +the man must have had--how carefully he must have considered possible +contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he +began shifting the body.' + +He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the +occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the +light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing +beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many +yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done +by the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne. +If he had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have +stepped unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the +greatest ease. Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in +Manston's circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice, +his pursuer felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood. + +He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own +vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of +escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to +the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and +then took immediate steps for the capture of Manston. + + + + +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY + +Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape. + +It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside +the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them +critically as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke +of Manston. Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using +their constant phrase, 'The next article, please?' substituted, 'Have +you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and drovers standing beside the +sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats, +thrust their hands into the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the +animals with the utmost keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, +'Ay, ay, so's: they'll have him avore night.' + +Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and +anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an acquaintance +who accosted him. + +'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A vagrant +first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under +which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed out +and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of +half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the heap, +where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly imprinted the +form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, and his watch-chain, +showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over the stile, and fallen +there. The pattern of the chain proved the man to have been Manston. +They followed on till they reached a ford crossed by stepping-stones--on +the further bank were the same footmarks that had shown themselves +beside the stile. The whole of this course had been in the direction +of Budmouth. On they went, and the next clue was furnished them by a +shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space three or four yards wide +ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a +proof that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier. +At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his flock. +Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into Budmouth. The +steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at eleven last night, +and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to France by way +of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all the railway-stations being +watched. + +'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again +at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under +the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office +door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the straight cut to the quay. +At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the +attention of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street +came a man as boldly as possible. The gait was Manston's, but not the +clothes. He passed over to the shaded part of the street: heads were +turned. I suppose this warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. +They watched and waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm +was raised--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All +this morning they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him +anywhere. However, he has lost his last chance of getting across +the Channel. It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a +labourer.' + +During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow +a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who was stalking +down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and concealed +his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a bundle +of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the High +Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from the +country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave +it there. + +Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the +direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see +stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man +to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty +yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side. +This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle +of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone. + +The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his +brain:-- + +Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a brown +smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on +second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw +with the greatest ease and naturalness. + +The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where +Cytherea was living. + +If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire, +Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of +results, might rush to his wife and harm her. + +It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain; +but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for +Tolchurch. + +2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M. + +On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by +the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and +was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might +ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him +concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to +her of the matter. + +She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the +lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare +in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside +were invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to +a novelty. + +A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the +house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly +deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his +sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of +cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted +the door. + +Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced +to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he +next pressed his face against the glass, peering in. + +Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as +ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the +peering face that of the man she had married. + +But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear +was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, feeling +he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of +recklessness, terrified nature must have given way. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.' + +'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. 'If +you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.' + +'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my sin has +been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough +for us both--only come with me.' + +'Not now--not now.' + +'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.' + +'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her. + +'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once more?' + +'No--I will not,' said Cytherea. + +'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I die +for it!' + +The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements. +He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the +hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began +opening the window. + +Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with +desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside. + +'Damn you!' he exclaimed. + +He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now: +he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened +it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before the +terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant +he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung +back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her. + +In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either +flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution +at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this +preserved her consciousness. + +Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such +good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room. +Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her +large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed +upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether his next intention was +to dart to the right or the left. + +Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of +unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. +It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston +continued his pursuit with a lowered eye. + +The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the capture +of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went over it like +a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at the +other side. + + 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies, + One on his sinews and his giant size.' + +But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. +She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she +uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to +echo for miles. + +At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about +her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient +to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended +direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her. + +'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing over +it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and +clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast, +and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was +leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, 'Rest there for a +while, my frightened little bird!' + +And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by +the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram +against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung +in at the open window, and stood once more between man and wife. + +Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one +side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them. +It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: 'Hast +thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because +thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.' + +A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the +taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the +delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws +of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling over and +over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they had been one +organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to secure Manston's arms +with a small thong he had drawn from his pocket, Manston trying to reach +his knife. + +Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous +space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so +similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke +of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of +body or limbs. + +Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She +had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer, +unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, 'Come! Help! O, +help!' + +Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed +forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on +lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as +before. + +Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed +at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a +desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried, with a +hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how I'll baffle you +all yet!' + +He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In +one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers. + + +Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts +had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the +lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank +by the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion. +He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled +to stand upright--clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to +imprint a kiss upon her lips then! + +They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose +wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt +at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm +for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house. + +A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially +recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting +anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the +door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its +wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed; +ornament had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use. +Three men sat on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands +were bound in front of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his +countenance pallid, hard, and fixed. + +Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short words. He +now said solemnly, 'He is to die.' + +'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning back +and covering her face with her hands. + +In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched +the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually +dying away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town. + + + + +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON + +Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the +bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer +Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his +friend, Farmer Baker. + +There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down +the street at some object which had attracted his attention. 'Ah, 'tis +what we shall all come to!' he murmured. + +The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour Springrove; +true.' + +Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were +what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their +shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth. + +'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as +that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I call it +a sort of medicine.' + +'And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this +way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.' + +'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's no +difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other +sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid +down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end--thoughtfully +formed as any other--which has been existing at that very same point +from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.' + +'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the +Lord's.' + +'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.' + +'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front +of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that threshing and +winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand +still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and +the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we go down into the +mouldering-place, and are forgotten?' + +''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into. There's a +back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in +order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here +with the coffin, look.' + +The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand. +The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the +way. + +''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer +Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.' + +'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.' The +corner of the cloth had blown aside. + +'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to him. I +have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look +than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all +the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and I speak from +experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty of +his life shows itself more than usual.' + +As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across +a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy +archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited. + +Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals, + + 'COUNTY GAOL.' + +The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the +two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally +stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length +through the aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from +sight. + +'Somebody in the gaol, then?' + +'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who +passed on whistling. + +'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a third +bystander. + +'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, Manston, +Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first thing this +morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way, +by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his +features were scarcely changed, as he looked at 'em with the early sun +a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the +murder, and all that led to it. So there's an end of him.' + + +It was perfectly true: Manston was dead. + +The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and +had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following +confession:-- + + + 'LAST WORDS. + +'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce +it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected +with my past proceedings. + +'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the +fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested, +I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that +nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned +home again in the company of Mr. Raunham. + +'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards +the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange +deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park +trees. It was the figure of a woman. + +'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire: +it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil +covering her face. These features, together with her size and gait, +aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain of events which had +saved her life, told me that she was my wife Eunice. + +'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had +gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint, +whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion +of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a +mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman. + +'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. Her +first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and +sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both +lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints +to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which +concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it--more +surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling. + +'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of spirits +even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how you drive me +about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and +yet I come to try you once more." + +'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked--rage +and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously +raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She +turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end. By her movement my +hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck--as men strike a hare +to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must have +disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements, and +uttered one low sound. + +'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm +with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead. + +'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For +several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences +of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she +left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the +parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out. + +'Upon this I acted. + +'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the +moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and +waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four +o'clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I +would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors. + +'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I +found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the +wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an +old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house +was prepared for me. + +'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few +minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body +again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven, +packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard. + +'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very +remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was +not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck +me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no +remains whatever should be found. + +'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place +it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on +account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire. +One remedy remained. + +'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must +take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the +bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys +from her pocket and the watch from her side. + +'I then replaced everything as before. + +'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my +way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the +back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where +pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the +laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these +old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish +here, there was not one now. I then groped in the other corner with the +same result--nowhere could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of +leg and back-bones were all I could collect, and with these I was forced +to be content. + +'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the +inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the +hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the +spot. + +'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over +the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers. When the +bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the +watch. + +'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as +the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!" + +'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some +unlikely chance get moved to-day!" + +'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast, +and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse, +again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven +behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for +the next night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was +in a tolerably safe hiding-place. + +'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had +been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went +to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in +the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I will bury her +to-morrow night, however," I thought. + +'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my +reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after +all, never likely to be opened in my time. + +'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church +with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on +good intentions, than I did on that morning. + +'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in +Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's disclosure, I +was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had found the body. +"Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?" I mourned. I saw +my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an +honourable man. So at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated +on several schemes for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal +right to claim as my wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew +myself to have it. + +'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in +a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife +dead without compromising myself. + +'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts +by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced +to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in +the settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk--their +conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to +that stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it. + +'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the +night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet +me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did; +but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood +of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his comrade. The +favourable hour of the night suggested to them the possibility of some +unlawful gain before daylight came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting +position, and still resenting his repulse during the evening, one of +them proposed to operate upon my birds. I was believed to have gone to +the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was disinclined to go, and the +first went off alone. + +'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the +shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied +he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side +of the building. He described them in these words, "Ghostly mouths +talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of the water and creak +of the engine as before." Only one explanation occurred to him; the +house was haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices +of any kind were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He +stealthily crept home. + +'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal +his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the +railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then +he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an +enactment in the flesh between me and my wife? + +'The words of the other man were: + +'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?" + +'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if she +don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her +murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the +treadmill for being where I was." + +'"And if she should turn up alive?" + +'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well +as a rogue, hold my tongue." + +'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven +or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put +upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows. + +'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only +effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a +simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the +suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further. + +'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute. + +'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, +innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, +and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On +account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious +position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind +of woman for the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of +hers was valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next +day, called at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at +which she had been known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great +difficulties stood in the way of a personation. And thus favouring +circumstances determined my course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to +her, and propounded my plan. + + * * * * * + +'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne +came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in +which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond +waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the +first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me. +During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but +could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury +the body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any +time. I went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening +Miss Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no +right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more. +She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that evening, that +he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one +he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house even then. + +'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten +her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I +killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon +the advantage to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret. + +'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory +that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my +residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging +my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack +contained. + +'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost +always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is +strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men, +who have scarcely ever been otherwise. + + 'AENEAS MANSTON.' + + +The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various +kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from +all suspicion of complicity with the murderer. + +2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M. + +It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death. + +In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea, +her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the +window conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In +Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white +as a lily. + +Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated +the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner +of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in +a flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of +the wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came +nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's door, when the driver pulled the +rein and gave a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed. + +Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for her, +and I am to wait for an answer.' + +Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:-- + + +'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She +continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you. +If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely yours, JOHN +RAUNHAM.' + + +'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman. + +'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on +the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she +complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran +in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol--she +shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. Severe internal +haemorrhage continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is +sure to get over it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it +before.' + +Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage. + +3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater House, +the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught +the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with +suspended breath. + +In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so +rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's +weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the +universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the +room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged +in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been +pronounced out of danger. + +Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a +change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a forbidding +change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the haughtiness was +extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter mild placidity +had taken its place. + +Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone +with Cytherea. + +'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed. + +Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her. + +Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but I +know that I am certainly going to die.' + +'They know, I think, and hope.' + +'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you +forgive me!' + +Her companion pressed her hand. + +'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured. 'It +is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I +implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which caused all the +train of your innumerable ills!' + +'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that is +revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I myself +hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.' + +Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of her +young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions +of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from +the broken-spirited woman. + +'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would +pity me then!' + +Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman +appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a +voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there +pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones +to bear it out worthily. + +'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die. + +'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of seventeen +was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six-and-twenty. He +went to India, and died. + +'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her +parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the +money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with +a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's +Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to +Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. She placed +the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then ran away and +watched. They took it up and carried it indoors. + +'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for +cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents' counsel to +secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't know what to do. +She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked +her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named. +These were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. +The woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one +meeting--at an inn in Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the +child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live through +the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....' + +Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully +agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her, +bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking. + +'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on! And +I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am gone, +Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again. + +'The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was +the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a +relation. + +'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of +the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever +since. + +'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a +man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then +unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to +be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her +secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort, +and pined. + +'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and +estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of having near +her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had been forbidden to +recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is. + + * * * * * + +'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I +wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true +lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me--O, pity me! To +die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I love him +now.' + + +That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe. + +'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said, +after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence. + +'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?' + +Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the +old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you are your +brother's housekeeper?' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go +home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come +again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you. But you mustn't +stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.' The absorbing +concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen in very +sick people, was present here. + +Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay +continuously. + +'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die till +to-morrow.' + +'We hope for your recovery--all of us.' + +'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.' + +'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly. + +'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's +breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?' + +Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known +had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of +Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a +proceeding would have involved. + +An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the +pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage +to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in +readiness to bring her back earlier. + +4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK + +The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those periodic +terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the +Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date. + +It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most +probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by a +sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the +foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of +entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss +Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but +longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature. + +Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in +thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before +her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead +Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred. + +'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to stay!' +Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and +the figure vanished. + +It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet, +and not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep, +she went and tapped at his door. + +'Owen!' + +He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise. + +'What do you want, Cytherea?' + +'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I +really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.' + +'What time is it?' + +'A few minutes past four.' + +'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should +have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.' + +Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to +bed again. + +An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to +the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen's +window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been +thrown against it to arouse him. + +He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white +face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch +the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a +Knapwater man sitting on horseback. + +Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every +man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window. + +'Miss Aldclyffe....' said the messenger, and paused. + +'Ah--dead?' + +'Yes--she is dead.' + +'When did she die?' + +'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you +see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.' + + + + +SEQUEL + +Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night, +1867. + +The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford +Church, at ten o'clock in the evening. + +Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light +of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six +Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in +the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and +the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is +an assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where. + +The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and +catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair +waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who +has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat. +Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of +kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed +on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor. + +Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four +unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the +men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower +archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and +chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window +of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly. + +A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had +taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been +provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and +the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of woollen texture--soft +to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the ropes in place of the old +ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more +evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them. + +The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and +rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes +and leaving the place for the night. + +'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming face, +and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the tenor +bell. + +'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a +stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second rope, +and addressing the man in the black coat. + +''A did,' said the rest. + +'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly. + +'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that +d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold +cider.' + +'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last +allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every man +home--along straight as a line.' + +'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I +ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.' + +'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round. + +'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this +mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very +convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that +twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.' + +'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.' + +'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said it. But +'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like any maid, that +'a did.' + +'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to play +wi' fire.' + +'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently. + +'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play wi'it +again when thou'st got mildewed.' + +'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The Lord +have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy's got his own at last. What +little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you +choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was always my joke +when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But Teddy's got her. +Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi' grief--so was she.' + +'Maybe she'll pick up now.' + +'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I bear +in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's family o' +seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my +prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?" he says. +"Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has a brother!" "Poor woman," +says he, "a dozen children!--give her this half-sovereign from me, +clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my +merry nater--'a did. But there, 'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church +is the ruin of a man's wit for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o' +sin.' + +'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd both +ha' died,' said Gad emphatically. + +'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered the +clerk. + +'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't flee +off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude--'Here's +Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman standen likewise; +here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d'bide in the +chimley corner, hard and fast.' + +'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk. 'Here +was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove, looken +as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor souls!--the men always +do! The women do stand it best--the maid was in her glory. Though she +was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it did +so's.' + +'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen +carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. +There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em come +out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master tailors. +Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and shovel. There was +wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up and down church'ard till +they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten the squallen children slip down +through their arms and nearly skinnen o' em. And these were all over and +above the gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye +at last dressed up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the +top o' church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd +prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak. Teddy +hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and laughed like a +boy. There's more in Teddy.' + +'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now you've +been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell us what +ye've come here for, and what your trade is?' + +'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the +wickedness of the land.' + +'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,' +replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before. + +'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible +translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.' + +'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted. + +The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out +into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full, +and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the +south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness +against the illuminated atmosphere behind them. + +'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked. +'My nearest way is through the park.' + +'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the +railway-station.' + +'Of course--come on.' + +The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party +going into the road on the opposite side. + +'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked, +as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of the +story about the property?' + +'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll tell +me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day, +I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.' + +'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man. + +''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss +Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the +very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And +this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North +Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to "THE WIFE +OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception): failen her life to her husband: +failen his life to the heirs of his head--body I would say: failen +them to her absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa'son +Raunham, and so on to the end o' the human race. Now do you see the +depth of her scheme? Why, although upon the surface it appeared her +whole property was for Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used, +and not Cytherea's name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come +in for't. Wasn't that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her +son AEneas, under any circumstances, should be master o' the property, +without folk knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would +if it had been left to en straightway.' + +'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?' + +'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.' + +'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and +inherited all absolutely.' + +'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't like +the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty +dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr. Raunham. Now, if there's +a man in the world that d'care nothen about land--I don't say there is, +but _if_ there is--'tis our pa'son. He's like a snail. He's a-growed so +to the shape o' that there rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it +even in name. "'Tis yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says +she. "'Tis'n' mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, +thinken o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied +it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and +a woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate +backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this way. +Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward, and +put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand--just as if 'twas +his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham never interferen--and +hither to-day he's brought his new wife, Cytherea. And a settlement ha' +been drawn up this very day, whereby their children, heirs, and cetrer, +be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's death. Good fortune came at last. Her +brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some architectural +competition, and is about to move to London. Here's the house, look. +Stap out from these bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.' + +They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down +the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the +mansion, they halted. + +It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of +the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a +white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon +as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the +fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake. + +At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and +two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they. +A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea Springrove: a young +man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her husband. + +They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the +water, and the general loveliness of the prospect. + +'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story by +rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered. + +'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a +penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it, isn't +it--beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won't let 'em see +us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow +night.' + +The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the +wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at the +further boundary of the park, they paused to part. + +'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's your +line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?' + +'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up +the news. Good-night.' + + +Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several +minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying +alongside. + +'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just come +into my head!' + +'Well, dearest--I know.' + +'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as you +did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.' + +He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from +shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he +paused and looked at her. + +'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,' said +Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in +this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this way. Then I +put my hand on the other side of your little neck--' + +'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.' + +'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--' + +'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I +couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to +you, and I wouldn't be that.' + +'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips +round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.' + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + +***** This file should be named 3044.txt or 3044.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/4/3044/ + +Produced by Les Bowler + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.net + + +Title: Desperate Remedies + +Author: Thomas Hardy + +Release Date: October 2, 2004 [EBook #3044] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + + + + +Produced by Les Bowler + + + + + DESPERATE REMEDIES + + + + CONTENTS + +PREFATORY NOTE +I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS +II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT +III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS +IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS +VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + SEQUEL + + + + PREFATORY NOTE + +The following story, the first published by the author, was written +nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a +method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, +too exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and +moral obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of +the scenes, and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not +unworthy of a little longer preservation; and as they could hardly +be reproduced in a fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete +--the more readily that it has for some considerable time been +reprinted and widely circulated in America. +January 1889. + +To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present +edition of 'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places +that are common to the scenes of several of these stories have been +called for the first time by the names under which they appear +elsewhere, for the satisfaction of any reader who may care for +consistency in such matters. + +This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain +characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story +were present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no +French name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered. + +T.H. +February 1896. + + + +I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + +1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36 + +In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which +renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward +Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the +issue was a Christmas visit. + +In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect +who had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland +town of Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to +spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. +They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after +graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had taken orders. + +Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought +which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, +picturesqueness; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, +broadcast, it was all three. + +Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover +evil in a new friend is to most people only an additional +experience: to him it was ever a surprise. + +While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the +Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived +in a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no +more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an +ancient family whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of +the most illustrious and well-known in the kingdom. + +The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most +beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about +nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not +so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one +respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were +not. A mere distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is +often read as the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him +no less than perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in +very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only +eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. + +His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her +parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in +London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together +as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye, +and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their +superiors in position), he was received on very generous terms. His +passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably exalted: +she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his +schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have +lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give +effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of +the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual +favour. + +Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and +unaccountable episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet +experience, he had arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza +--before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in +January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect +to leave town. + +Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had +been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his +presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had +repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which +drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural +tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The +present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, +even if love is in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning +to be enjoyed. + +In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a +spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He +took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among +the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely +enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the +declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they. + +'My love--my darling, be my wife!' + +She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she +faltered, in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She +loosened her hand and rushed away. + +In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. +Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these +words was put into his hand? + +'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something +divides us eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; +but your love was sweet! Never mention me.' + +That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful +condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a +promised visit to a relative in a western county. No message or +letter of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged +him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her +father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received +from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One +thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew +what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it. + +A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house +and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his +friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. +But very poor food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered +through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said +he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea +and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or three years before +Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the cousin's +departure for India, and the young lady's travelling on the +Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on +account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that +circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still. +Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and +estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening +lives. This had caused their removal from the small house in +Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their old friends +in that quarter. + +Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his +love. But he could not forget her. + +2. FROM 1843 TO 1861 + +Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without +relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met +a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good +gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of +Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the +beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude +pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special +event which will make a passing love permanent for ever. + +This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, +first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to +all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned +from useless repining at the loss of its first idol. + +His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional +constitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having +missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a +gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly +regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those +persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity of his early +life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not +picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of +indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition +was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for +every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious +exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But +as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of +spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been +found to lead to disaster. + +In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two +children. The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, +was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of +architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a +daughter, and Owen's junior by a year. + +Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. + +3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863 + +We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of +these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of +Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of +October. + +The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be +seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account +of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the +practical garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long +shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any +perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing +tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the +progress of the week when business--which, carried on under the +gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle +--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally +bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors +the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns +trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. + +Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they +interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities +unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they +attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce +disagreeable caricatures which spoil them. + +The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at +the intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past +two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from +Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those +persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing +the entrance of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress +--questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating +their private means. + +Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed +amid the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown +stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with +grey strings and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. +She lightly walked up the side passage of the room, cast a slight +glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her. + +The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. +During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat +and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance +formed an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring +eyes. + +Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less +perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the +standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded +the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating +and delightful to an extreme degree. + +Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most +extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the +uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of +her lip. The carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide +upon a glide--was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And +this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule, +nor even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had +naturally developed itself with her years. In childhood, a stone or +stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall +to her playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet +after the narrowest escape by oscillations and whirls for the +preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she +numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on +that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in +the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and +compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon +her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to +contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had +shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external +self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of +finish in its details. + +Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a +shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite +nut-brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a +sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; +they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and +good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which +seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them. + +But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating +woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate +the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern +--or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. +Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here +ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these +were particularly striking:-- + + During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and + smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the + space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of + degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea + and Nay. + + During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily + accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of + the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree + of intimacy dictated. + + When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections. + +She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of +the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the +window. + +Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre +performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which +their intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why +they were remembered and individualized by herself and others +through after years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it +were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in +which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It +was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind +entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she +stepped immediately afterwards--to continue a perplexed course along +its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months. + +The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, +and through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of +the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also +the upper part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of +completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the +architect to the work. + +That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in +the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with +some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that +was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical +stonework rose a cage of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon +this stood five men--four in clothes as white as the new erection +close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a +gentleman. + +The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's +labourer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been +giving directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow +footway allowed, stood perfectly still. + +The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was +curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by +the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which +emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects enclosed. + +The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and +the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere +and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little +larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, +spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to +the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely, +concentration of purpose: that they were indifferent to--even +unconscious of--the distracted world beneath them, and all that +moved upon it. They never looked off the scaffolding. + +Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood +motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He +appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face towards +a new stone they were lifting. + +'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up +to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient +Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the +Theatre the entry into their Harbour of a power that overturned the +State. + +She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she +whispered, still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so +dangerous to be absent-minded up there.' + +When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid +hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then +let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An +instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the +air, immediately disappearing downwards. + +His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. +Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no +sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had +happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible +upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer, +and she fell to the floor. + +The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of +being carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the +steps of her own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection +of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they +entered the door--through which another and sadder burden had been +carried but a few instants before--her eyes caught sight of the +south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw white sunlight shining +in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will +attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous--however foreign +in essence these scenes may be--as chemical waters will crystallize +on twigs and wires. Even after that time any mental agony brought +less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from the Town Hall windows +than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. + +4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH + +When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of +horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from +the clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce. + +The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his +demeanour, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire, +engaged in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of +papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of +all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white +paper tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other +white papers bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap +wrapped round with crude red tape. + +The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted +to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were +ascertained:-- + + First, that their father's income from professional sources had + been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; + and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied + for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to + unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too + open-hearted trustfulness. + + Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain + his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable + instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at + Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his + spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which + had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be + considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security + whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most + unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all + such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and + all Mr. Graye's money with it. + + Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he + knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few + pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. + + Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had + awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by + his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal + in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a + portion of the little fortune he had let go. + +Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these +examinations. She often remarked sadly-- + +'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, +didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he +never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening +blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of his life +--everything connected with his gloom, and the lassitude in +business we used so often to see about him.' + +'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up +late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you +will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to +a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not +mine," father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am +going to, Cytherea.' + +'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, +because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. +I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find +out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?' + +'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she +was not our mother.' + +The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow +was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but +girls ponder in their hearts. + +5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH + +Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the +reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form +when his sudden death put them for ever out of his power. + +Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in +immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously +unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in +Chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the +Court. + +'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually. + +There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest +time persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there +must be a special future in store for us, though our nature and +antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to +thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their +lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others +who knew their position equally well with themselves the question +was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those of other people +similarly circumstanced.' + +Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some +decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting +for answers to letters, and in the examination of schemes more or +less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved +but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, +disguise them as some well-meaning people might, were floating +around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the +children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money +and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the daughter had been +brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had made no +progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the +nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not +hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears +in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances +passed them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving +shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their +shop-doors--their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their +obese waists hanging over their toes--and in discourses with friends +on the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and +reduced the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The +sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and +smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated +by any of the respect that had formerly softened it. + +Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think +of us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, +parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon +in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread +most; and the possession by a hundred acquaintances, severally +insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is +not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of +half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though these may be. + +Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would +have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving +circumstances. But unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and +before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible +inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen +was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share +of his father's pride, and a squareness of idea which, if coupled +with a little more blindness, would have amounted to positive +prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at all, +was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme +to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if +it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and +instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness +would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, +sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical +indifference, but superciliousness was too incisive. + +After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his +father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly +fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and +sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of +England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh +critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the +cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road +their great poverty left open to them--that of his obtaining some +employment in a distant place by following his profession as a +humble under-draughtsman. + +He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier +grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of +employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and +the absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary +results from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case +when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in +the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant +indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly +reached the age at which industrious men who lack an external whip +to send them on in the world, are induced by their own common sense +to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, elevations, +sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of two +years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six +months by a youth of average ability--himself, for instance--amid a +bustling London practice. + +But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the +profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his +indentures. A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. +He had a slight conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was +in practice in Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in +the south of England. + +After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking +the necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and +stating that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He +would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the +whole remaining two years, provided payment could begin at once. + +The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a +pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. +Graye mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to +be in want of some young man in his office--for a short time only, +probably about two months--to trace drawings, and attend to other +subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy +such an inferior position as these duties would entail, and to +accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be +considered merely nominal, the post would give him an opportunity +for learning a few more details of the profession. + +'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the +shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen. + +Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to +the even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked +out. One advantage had accrued to her through her mother's +possession of a fair share of personal property, and perhaps only +one. She had been carefully educated. Upon this consideration her +plan was based. She was to take up her abode in her brother's +lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise for a +situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at +Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's affairs, and who knew +the history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in +the matter of her past life and respectability. + +Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving +behind them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. + +Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. +'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where +they are known! There is no doubt that they would.' + +But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring +about any end necessary to happiness. + +Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life +--or no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to +that usual end. + + + +II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + +1. THE NINTH OF JULY + +The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the +climax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide +expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, +as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of +sheep reclining under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue +colour. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun +upon their deep red flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to +the shade by their careful owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; +well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to +preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water +seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the +peasantry who toiled or idled there. + +To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery, +is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new +sensations from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these +feverish days--the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. + +Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. +They watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their +companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its +angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and +dry--the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing +themselves as circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of +innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, +abruptly terminating beside meadows cleanly mown, in which +high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs horizontal and straight +as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of +the sea now interested them, which became more and more frequent +till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Budmouth. + +'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression +throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who +had been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. +Gradfield had forgotten it. + +However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, +active, grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence +work in his office the following week. + +The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement +appended:-- + + + 'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as + _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English, + French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G., + Post-Office, Budmouth.' + + +It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus +delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!' +she said, and smiled. + +2. JULY THE ELEVENTH + +On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye +attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his +sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. + +Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted +cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of +scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of +freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature +ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. +Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than +to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation +that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away +the capacity for pleasure. + +Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A +thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already +definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her +on to picturing its individual members, their possible peculiarities, +virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that +she would be separated from her brother. + +Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes +fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth +finger by symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very +frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic +ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became +directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, +and taking hold of the fourth finger, which had attracted her +attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at +the smooth and tapering member for a long time. + +She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be? + +'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just +with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and +the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I +shall hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all +the time. + +'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn +round, take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value, +and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes +unflinchingly upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle +before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), +and blush as much as I shall. + +'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, +and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of +expression about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a +simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at +the very height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying, +"Ah! they are happy now!" + +'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, +but still poor--' + +Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this +fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself +for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of +their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make +tea. + +Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. +Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had +sat down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular +sisterly way. + +'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place +like--do you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?' + +'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head +draughtsman with me.' + +Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at +a moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose. +Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his +representative. + +'What sort of a man is he?' + +'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly +tell to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow; +there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man +he has read widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in +books and art. In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as +most professional men's.' + +'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional +men they are, as a rule, the most professional.' + +'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of +mind, I think.' + +'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a +while, pouring out some more tea. + +'Family; no!' + +'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?' + +'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a +conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say +what he should wish his wife to be like.' + +'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great +apparent lack of interest. + +'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth +to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he +said, that must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And +yet I should like her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look +at her hard," he said, "which brings me back to the girl again: and +so I flit backwards and forwards. I must have what comes, I +suppose," he said, "and whatever she may be, thank God she's no +worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence," he +said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains was the +rough outline of his requirement."' + +'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.' + +'He did, indeed.' + +3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY + +As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they +have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any +important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted +crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever +length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to +it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the +young architectural designer's image became very pervasive. The +next evening this subject was again renewed. + +'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a +thorough artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who +has made himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or +something of the kind.' + +'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.' + +'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually +meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a +little the worse nevertheless. + +'Of course he's rather old by this time.' + +'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.' + +'Ah, I see. . . . What is he like, Owen?' + +'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a +difficult thing to do.' + +'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should +describe as short, I fancy.' + +'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see +him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form +and figure.' + +'I wish you were, then.' + +'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.' + +'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in +the street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it +could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round +face, and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines +when he looked narrowly at anything.' + +'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.' + +'Not a bit like him in all probability.' + +'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, +and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.' + +'Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose +he's not generally called pleasing, or--' + +'Handsome?' + +'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he +handsome?' + +'Rather.' + +'His tout ensemble is striking?' + +'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his +waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.' + +'How vexing! . . . it must be to himself, poor thing.' + +'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of +verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. +Indeed, he's a poet himself in a small way.' + +'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.' + +'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly. + +She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.' + +'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired. + +'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had +showed itself in her face at different times during the day, became +visible again. + +Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt +more of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very +friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some +poems of his--some serious and sad--some humorous--which had +appeared in the poets' corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen +showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them +carefully and to think them very beautiful. + +'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously. + +'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking +up from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as +these!' + +'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on +account of the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he +said when the fellows were talking about falling in love.' + +'Which you will tell me?' + +'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to +a sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He +doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the +light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she +is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a +prize. Sometime later he ponders whether she is the right kind of +prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind--he has called her his, and +must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, "Has she the +temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not +to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and then comes the +tussle--' + +'Do they marry and live happily?' + +'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget +what he said.' + +'That _is_ stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay. + +'Yes.' + +'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.' + +'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an +impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his +rashness in some love affair.' + +Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses +again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove +had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a +fortnight to push his fortunes in London. + +An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart. +Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, +concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic +enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if +she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this +question, she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news. + +4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST + +A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was +announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by +the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day. +The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the +kind offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest. + +They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an +hour over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye +recollected that two or three miles yet further inland from this +spot was an interesting mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar +with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological +work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined +to verify some theory he had formed respecting it. Concluding that +there would be just sufficient time for him to go there and return +before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on the +hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley. + +She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of +his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. +Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, +reflecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky +overhead, and dotted in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft +of contrasting rig, their sails graduating in hue from extreme +whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colours varied again +in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun. + +Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the +passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the +harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming +intermingled with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when +their crests rolled over--at the point where the check of the +shallows was first felt--and then thinned away up the slope of +pebbles and sand. + +She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if +possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the +strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay +at the back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the +western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the +heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the +slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its +shades. The light so intensified the colours that they seemed to +stand above the surface of the earth and float in mid-air like an +exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the hillocks and +ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did not +disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed +ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress--a +broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a +stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, +and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew +holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the +whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and +here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with +rushes. + +The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, +and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen +should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of +her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and +fossils which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and +mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other +interesting points around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired +conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all +went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels +--the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the +very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat +and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain +Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed +effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are +the propelling power. + +'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's +up. Who are you looking for, miss?' + +'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here +directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?' + +'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout, +round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so +expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, +and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of +pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought +to be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice +in this way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till +some among the passengers began to murmur. + +'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I +shall wait for him.' + +'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said +the captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.' + +'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another +passenger. + +'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half +hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace +down the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. + +'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said. +'People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--' + +'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since +'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a +minute, now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as +might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an +evening upon this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want +us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.' + +The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this +remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff +immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps +were now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance +of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. +To save time, Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank. + +'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs. + +'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by +sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other +behind it, and so on alternately--her lips compressed by +concentration on the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to +the rope, and her immediate thought to the fact of the distressing +narrowness of her footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the +board, and in an instant were up to her heels with a bound. + +'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning. +'Don't, don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do. . . . +There, I am up. Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a +lower tone, turning round to him as she reached the top. + +Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, +demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the +new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown +waistcoat; unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total +stranger. + +Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered +in confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into +deep water. + +One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and +looked at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her +ears had but just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she +saw him advancing directly to address her. + +'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a +surreptitious knowledge of him. + +'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, +and soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been +deceived in the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the +ruin, on account of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. +I proposed that he should go on, since he had got so near; and +afterwards, instead of walking back to the boat, get across to +Anglebury Station--a shorter walk for him--where he could catch the +late train, and go directly home. I could let you know what he had +done, and allay any uneasiness.' + +'Is the lameness serious, do you know?' + +'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well +to ride home.' + +Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able +slightly to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward +Springrove--who now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. +He was rather above her brother's height. Although the upper part +of his face and head was handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of +sufficiently masculine regularity, his brows were somewhat too +softly arched, and finely pencilled for one of his sex; without +prejudice, however, to the belief which the sum total of his +features inspired--that though they did not prove that the man who +thought inside them would do much in the world, men who had done +most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, otherwise +perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of his +remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely. + +Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids +good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to +house-hunting and investments, he had reached the period in a young +man's life when episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a +disappointing death, have begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit +of generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, 'I have +already thought out the issue of such conditions as these we are +experiencing.' At other times he wore an abstracted look: 'I seem +to have lived through this moment before.' + +He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black +kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and +stood obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the +creases. + +'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into +her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually +locked together, and the single instant only which good breeding +allows as the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear +penetrating ray of intelligence had shot from each into each, giving +birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to +the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compliment +passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the +conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.' + +Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much +in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young +architect of his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young +architect. + +A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the +parties engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and +commonplace remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a +lively melody, and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping +beneath the horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing +herself at their stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss +produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind +the paddles could be distinctly heard. The passengers who did not +dance, including Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence, +leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof--noticing the +trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance--watching the waves +from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's +edges. + +Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour, +sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the +shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which +reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced +themselves to sparkles as fine as gold dust. + +'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train +arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. + +She thanked him much. + +'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She +looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by +showing the way. + +They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month +the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop +at Anglebury station. + +'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove. + +'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea. + +'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by +the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?' + +'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I +must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.' + +'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded. + +'No, thank you; we live close by.' + +He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. +But she was inexorable. + +'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer. + +'Let me see you sometimes,' he said. + +'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in +lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and +upstairs. + +The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often +felt as an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the +maiden. More, too, after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, +she had seemed to imply that they would never come together again. + +The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and +watched her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his +gaze was cut short by her approaching the window and pulling down +the blind--Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless +sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to have +felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his +inexperience, that it would return no more. + +He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, +finding the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left +the street, crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary +chamber on the other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for +undefined reasons), + + 'One hope is too like despair + For prudence to smother.' + + + +III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + +1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY + +But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward +Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the +fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or +displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up +entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale +blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before. + +His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a +hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably +commonplace, she could not help toying with them,--looking at them +from all points, and investing them with meanings of love and +faithfulness,--ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables +wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached +instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours +after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten +will sport with a dove, pleasantly and smoothly through easy +attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises. + +To turn now to the more material media through which this story +moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a +circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and +important position between the past and the future of the persons +herein concerned. + +At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass +without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had +fully expected he would do, Owen entered the room. + +'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course. +Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no +train?' + +'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?' + +'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now . . . Cytherea, +I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.' + +'Yes. I think he is, except that--' + +'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, +didn't it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could +not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk +home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It +then struck me that I might not be fit for anything to-day if I +walked and aggravated the bothering foot, so I looked for a place to +sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually +got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to +take me in.' + +They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. + +'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid, +Owen,' said his sister. + +'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow +quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had +only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such +an extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by +Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was +saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford +to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer +one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself +on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, +and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one +thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the +early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked continually +in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at +something or another, knocking against the post of the bedstead and +making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory +that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming +about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He +begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let +fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had +once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same +name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. +The affair had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had +made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What +was the word? I said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I +asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London +he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had saved up, and opened +a little inn at Hammersmith. One evening, after the inn had been +open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighbourhood ran +off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire. + +'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began +picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily +relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen +came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss +Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young lady if she would wait, +and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass-pane in +the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord +to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious +awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the girl who +called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the +partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face +buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a +house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by +name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between +them:-- + +'"Why have you not brought him?" + +'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night." + +'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to +the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord +ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not +for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be +much alarmed. "Who is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman. +"I know her," the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The +elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers. + +'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of +an inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get +some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to +her ear, and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman +napping is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says +the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately-- + +'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.' + +'My own name!' said Cytherea. + +'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be +equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that +they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously +uttered, for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!" +and was quite overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation +that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was +very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident +that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learnt from +words the elderly woman casually dropped, that meetings of the same +kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant +Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this dependent +or confederate till then. + +'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her +companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the +house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing +about the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to +his own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any +more particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he +should never hear any more of that! too many years had passed since +it happened. "At any rate, you found out her surname?" I said. +"Well, well, that's my secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never +have been in this part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I +failed as a publican, you know." I imagine the situation of gateman +was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence; but I +can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long breath. "I have never +heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then +there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying +in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell asleep. +Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient +Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the +remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?' + +'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.' + +'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen. +'The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient +for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it +either.' + +Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything +else in connection with the story?' she said. + +'What?' he asked. + +'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was the +name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously +renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same +woman.' + +'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically. + +'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in +England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?' + +'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.' + +'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell +you.' She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, +and found one in an old school history. + +'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the +sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.' + +'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen. + +They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful +absorbing interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea +by-and-by. 'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have +searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never +found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover +more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to +Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the +opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told +us. What could have been the secret, Owen?' + +'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this +way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a +family story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall +never know any more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.' + +Cytherea sat silently thinking. + +'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?' +he continued. + +'None.' + +'I could see that by your looks when I came in.' + +'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there +must be people somewhere who want governesses?' + +'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them +mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and +can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.' + +'What shall I do?' + +'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty +trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, +Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do +not amount to much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and +we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics. . . It is a +meagre narrow life we are drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it +is a degree more tolerable than the worrying sensation of all the +world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Hocbridge.' + +'I couldn't go back there again,' she said. + +'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite +right in dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the +remark were almost too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he +continued, 'something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish +my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two +months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is +uncertain.' + +'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said +firmly. 'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the +beginning of October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should +we do if I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?' + +They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be +supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and +feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising +had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea +was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so +inexperienced a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had +a fancy that this presumption of hers might be one reason why no +ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the +following form:-- + + + 'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to + hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very + moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.' + + +In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and +down the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few +words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face +had become crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few +minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward +ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the +reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom +his gaze was mostly resting, and who was attentively listening +--looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said +that men love with their eyes; women with their ears. + +As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and +as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, +it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find +a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. +He thought of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This +was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the +gaily painted boats moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat +in the stern steering. + +They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of +rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting +in the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her +figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, +as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming +to form with it an organic whole. + +Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. +Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen +Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair +of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to +do finished rowing before a parade full of promenaders when there +was a little swell on, and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he +begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She +stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus +passed the fifth evening on the water. + +But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship, +and much more exclusive connection. + +2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH + +It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's +management at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return +from Budmouth to his father's house, previous to his departure for +London. + +Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land +nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would +occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the +evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of +sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her +brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under +this arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of +the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew +what. Half-past five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official +day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by. + +She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could +endure no longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that +Edward would have found some reason or other for calling, but it +seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when +the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon +her in the street at the first turning, and, like the Great Duke +Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the Bust'-- + + 'He looked at her as a lover can; + She looked at him as one who awakes-- + The past was a sleep, and her life began.' + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively. + +How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in +the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which +prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has +set in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by +name, and before the consideration of what this love is, has given +birth to the consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; +when on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in +picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights, and soft morning +shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress, +which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special +position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the speaker +of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful +over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or +under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair. + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to +his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at +the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a +series of minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed +the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. + +Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of +habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed +that a row on the water was, under any circumstances, a natural +thing. Without another word being spoken on either side, they went +down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid +noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore. + +They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, +and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. +The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his +hands came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her +that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he +was going to clasp his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong +that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those +critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon; +then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to +her natural position again. At this instant he again leant forward +to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An +involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a +vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat's head +round till they stood directly for shore. + +His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her +look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they +were going. + +'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said, +looking over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great +semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.' + +She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired. +'Mine, I suppose?' + +'I can't help saying that it is yours.' + +She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of +vexation at the answer. + +'Why do you let go?' + +'I do it so badly.' + +'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to +return?' + +'Yes, if you please.' + +'Of course, then, I will at once.' + +'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd +directions, and all through my wretched steering.' + +'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not +so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?' + +Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by +him to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life +she felt the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant +subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. +Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not +have had the intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She +replied quietly and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the +contrary fact a minute earlier-- + +'I don't mind.' + +'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back +but to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the +operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against +the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His +warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he +was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of +something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that +something was--she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But +he flung a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and +they sped in a straight line towards the shore. + +Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, +and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was +inwardly distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words +about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended +him to learn her secret; but more than all she was not able to +endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved. + +There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; +he would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable +She would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the +fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his +mind. + +They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now +waiting for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must +not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to +the occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god-- + +'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting +her young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. + +'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry +which a slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?' + +'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant +evening,' she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little +longer row if you don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before +if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard.' + +It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We +understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and +pulled back into the Bay once more. + +'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind +the directness of the course--wherever you will.' + +'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of +beach northward from Budmouth Esplanade. + +'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She +took the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left. + +For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip +of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at +length spoke. + +'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively. + +'Yes,' she replied faintly. + +'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.' + +'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. + +'But I shan't advance.' + +'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that +an architect's work is another man's play.' + +'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon +mastering it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who +get rich need have no skill at all as artists.' + +'What need they have?' + +'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art +possess very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, +and a love for using them. They give their whole attention to the +art of dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve +up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely +to make a name?' + +'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.' + +'What's that?' + +'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common +in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably +successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are +geniuses.' + +'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark +I should fancy you had bought experience.' + +She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with +wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. + +Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and +mused. 'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to +be in the fashion,' he said at last. . . 'Well, when I found all +this out that I was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From +having already loved verse passionately, I went on to read it +continually; then I went rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins +a man for useful occupation, and for content with reasonable success +in a profession or trade, it is the habit of writing verses on +emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want +of nourishment.' + +'Do you write poems now?' she said. + +'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the +usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass +through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or +thinking they are ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world +worth living for.' + +'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, +that one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other +continues deluded all his days.' + +'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark +unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate +the thankless Muse" no longer, but. . .' He paused, as if +endeavouring to think what better thing he did. + +Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and +their startling harmony with the present situation suggested the +fancy that he was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward +contemplativeness to her face. + +Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said +'Yes.' Then they were silent again. + +'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made +arrangements for leaving,' he resumed. + +Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable +to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side +of her attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a +vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and +frittering away his time. + +'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once +more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I +have advertised for something to do.' + +'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But +we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended +upon the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to +come very slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it +will be time for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, +but for an easy life of reasonable comfort.' + +It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion +as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for +conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the +possibility of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting +out of their power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. +The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to +its solemn extreme; the man who has learnt that has had no time to +get rich. + +'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable +wealth,' she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great +stand upon no middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.' + +'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a +sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and +exclusive.' + +'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but +discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not +quite right in--' + +'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But +the long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a +thing if they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much +admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's +borders; which I am afraid has been my case.' He looked into the +far distance and paused. + +Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success +is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also +found in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such +combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the +outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, +there are bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account +of their remoteness. + + + +They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of +strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the +Bay, whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the +place of sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided +noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so +strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away, +leaving the water of that rare glassy smoothness which is unmarked +even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and +blues of divers shades were reflected from this mirror accordingly +as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see the rocky +bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of +various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a +silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes. + +At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of +encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat +had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a +contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something +from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution +hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amidships he came and +gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the +stern. + +She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his +own right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her +neck till it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust +away. Lightly pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards +his own; when, at this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or +spell within him suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed +as much to himself as to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?' + +Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that +its nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from +so near the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes +accent. It was thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter +of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like +the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with its +mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word +she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense +as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was +so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation: +pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a +longer kiss. + +It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom' +and the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their +hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. + +'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered. + +She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around +them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent +shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, +were all 'many a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each +other. + +But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been +connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. +'I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would +work at the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim +you as mine; I would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is +not this; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you +forgive as you can love?' She was alarmed to see that he had become +pale with the question. + +'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which +has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to +love you; but I did it. Something forbade--' + +'What?' she exclaimed. + +'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and +now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . I +must, however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, +you had better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and +explain everything.' + +Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known +of this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier +of mere acquaintanceship--never, never! + +'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite, +carking doubt had taken possession of her. + +'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My +only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I +may tell an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. +I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, +sweet--forgive me.' Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not +answer him. He returned to his place and took to the oars. + +They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of +houses, lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. +The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew +nearer their destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly +with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear +as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the +long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small +and yellow, and seeming to send long tap-roots of fire quivering +down deep into the sea. By-and-by they reached the landing-steps. +He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about +them. It was not relinquished till he reached her door. His +assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw that +she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow. +Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade. + +Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she +did in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out +of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to +see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement +behind him, forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as +she mused in his neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, +the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses +at her back, from the open windows of which the lamp-light streamed +to join that of the orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay +in front. Then Edward began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, +fearing that he would notice her, hastened homeward, flinging him a +last look as she passed out of sight. No promise from him to write: +no request that she herself would do so--nothing but an indefinite +expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas, +alas! + +When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, +and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered +her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her +hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and +succumbed to the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends +full-blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her +long drooping lashes. + + 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, + A living death, and ever-dying life.' + +'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and +vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!' +she said. + +'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early +to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, +and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.' + +'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he +told you _all_?' + +'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply. + +Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she +could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. +She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility +that he might be deluding her. + +'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I +must dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something +far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my +position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I +mean to advertise once more.' + +'Advertising is no use.' + +'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her +answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it +him. 'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly. +This was her third effort:-- + + + 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street, + Budmouth.' + + +Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated +in a nameless, varying tone, the two words-- + +'Lady's-maid!' + +'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea +bravely. + +'But _you_, Cytherea?' + +'Yes, I--who am I?' + +'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.' + +'I shall try to be, at any rate.' + +'Such a disgrace--' + +'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather +warmly. 'You know very well--' + +'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put +"inexperienced?"' + +'Because I am.' + +'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor, +Cytherea, aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems +that the two months will close my engagement here.' + +'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us +work to do. . . . Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as +a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and +never mind!' + +In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the +brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, +angelic, as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that +shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a +hopefulness intense enough to quell them. + + + +IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK + +The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last +note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of +hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as +Cytherea seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means +adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of +that in which she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles +off. The reply ran thus:-- + + + KNAPWATER HOUSE, + August 3, 1864. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The +duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth +on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she +would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four +o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note.' + + +A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest +bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. +Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending +outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and +restored to her tread a portion of that elasticity which her past +troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. + +She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. + +'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in +the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, +knobs, and clamps of gold, in the background. + +'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea +looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third +person, out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several +days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room +--be quick.' From the alacrity with which the order was given and +taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of +considerable importance. + +'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the +landlady inquired. + +'Yes.' + +'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a +money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would +bring no profit to the house. + +Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of +the building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as +occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the +first-floor corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, +carpet, and coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which +the cold light coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a +wide roof of new slates--the only object the small window commanded +--imparted a more striking paleness. But underneath the door, +communicating with the next room of the suite, gleamed an +infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast--a +very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the sun beamed strongly +into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was the only +cheering thing visible in the place. + +People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they +wait; the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard +and fast line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the +streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side +as the source of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good +deed in a naughty world. + +Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the +brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the +front of the house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts +down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one +Cytherea occupied. + +The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak +caused by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light +footstep on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot +tapped impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken +imperiously by a lady's tongue. + +'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the +attendant. + +'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.' + +Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the +chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand +on the knob, when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door +was pulled open from the other side. + +2. FOUR O'CLOCK + +The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the +crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from +the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the +floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of +a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. +The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue +gloom, and assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall +black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a +finely-built woman, of spare though not angular proportions. + +Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a +step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss +Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary +and softer light that was reflected from the varnished panels of the +door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much +beauty of the majestic autumnal phase. + +'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the +embrasure of the window. + +Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked +forward in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that +she had been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint +added to Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple +life had not yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst +in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which +might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and +warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it +plainly had once possessed. + +She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might +easily have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady +eyes, a Roman nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent +chin with which the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a +mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion, +habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity about the +lower outlines of the face which gave a masculine cast to this +portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible +save in one part--the curve of her forehead and brows--there it was +clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress, +and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. + +'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid +giving the address, G., Cross Street?' + +'Yes, madam. Graye.' + +'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, +mentioned you, and pointed out your advertisement.' + +This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to +consider it. + +'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.' + +'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too +girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with +such assurance? It misleads people.' + +'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother +said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and +would not let it remain.' + +'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?' + +'I have no mother, madam.' + +'Your father, then?' + +'I have no father.' + +'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.' + +'They didn't think anything about it.' + +'You didn't ask them, I suppose.' + +'No.' + +'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?' + +'Because I haven't any of them, either.' + +Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then +at any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. +'However, I am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an +elderly person. You see, I want an experienced maid who knows all +the usual duties of the office.' She was going to add, 'Though I +like your appearance,' but the words seemed offensive to apply to +the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, 'though I +like you much.' + +'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea. + +Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. + +'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea. + +'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.' + +Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be +one of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as +was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was +compatible with beauty. + +And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady +with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember +Greuze's 'Head of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance +at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to +set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible +average of takes within the year: but the action that tugs the +hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of +turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes behind. + +Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea +had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her +motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the +maiden's retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is +almost worth while to be bored with instructing her in order to have +a creature who could glide round my luxurious indolent body in that +manner, and look at me in that way--I warrant how light her fingers +are upon one's head and neck. . . . What a silly modest young thing +she is, to go away so suddenly as that!' She rang the bell. + +'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she +said to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.' + +Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her +history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the +household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a +stranger. When she was recalled she turned back without feeling +much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not +seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe. + +'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when +Cytherea had re-entered the room. + +'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.' + +'And are you a clever needlewoman?' + +'I am considered to be.' + +'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding +is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and +neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me. . . . +Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, +you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in +readiness to come on Monday.' + +When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe +asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with +Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr. +Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from +his own imperfect acquaintance with the young creature more than +from circumstantial knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. +Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of +other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable +enough--yes, I can see that by her face. I like that face of hers.' + +Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing +to Mr. Thorn. + + + +V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON + +At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so +anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him +narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less +tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form +came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. + +One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to +come on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House +by Monday evening. + +The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the +bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him +than his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he +had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces +from time to time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards +those faces as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as +well as her present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He +pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in +trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for +her, without which all love was evanescent. + +He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable +circumstances (a long history, with which it was impossible to +acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon +his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their +parting than he did now--and it was the cause of his abrupt +behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an +honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception had prompted +him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of +possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour +generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a +position she would think worthy to be shared with him? + +Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a +love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was +unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that +kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who +loves him without knowing much about him. Springrove already stood +a cubit higher in her imagination than he did in his shoes. + +During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, +packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy +of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her +involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet. + +In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put +her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to +Knapwater House. + +Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found +nobody there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting +outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery +running towards her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved +to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two ways of getting +rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning +them. The coachman drowned his. + +He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon +in about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove +off. + +Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her +against the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning +this new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the +confident ease of mind which is required for the critical +observation of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the +slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, dark, and vacuous +hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue ones that +have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the +turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them +just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large +lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of +bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along +a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the +form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the +track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade +over it, which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the +lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the +grass--the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle +could reach. + +'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a +grey gable between the trees, and losing it again. + +'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it. +The Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. +'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't +care to live there.' + +'Why didn't they?' + +'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been +pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a +small residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses +stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy.' + +'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?' + +'No, not a single one.' + +'Ah, that's a pity.' + +'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly +hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it +will have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word +of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In +fact, I couldn't. O no, I couldn't.' + +'Why couldn't you?' + +'The sounds.' + +'What are they?' + +'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear +that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill +or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.' + +He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air +came the unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot +unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove. + +'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there, +miss?' + +'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there +were two--what is the other horrid sound?' + +'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water +up the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that +directly. . . . There, now hark again.' + +From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the +whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, +with a sousing noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another +creak, and so on continually. + +'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, +these would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine +goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased +or visited. Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are +not very well; though we don't often hear it at the Great House.' + +'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel +greased. Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?' + +'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of +thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now +he's getten old and very seldom goes there.' + +'How many are there in family?' + +'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.' + +'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the +property, and lived here alone.' + +'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being +about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he +was only speaking to the new lady's-maid. + +'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as +if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. +'The poor old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then +drew a long breath. + +'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea. + +'Ah! . . . When he's dead peace will be all over with us old +servants. I expect to see the old house turned inside out.' + +'She will marry, do you mean?' + +'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as +solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, +if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation +by marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say +that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. +Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. +She's an extraordinary picture of womankind--very extraordinary.' + +'In what way besides?' + +'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this +last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em +from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a +neglectful party at heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen +goings on!' + +'Does she dismiss them directly they come!' + +'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see +'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a +passion with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and +say they are going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but +she's as proud as a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say, +"Stay," and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to +her about anybody, "Ah, poor thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If +you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor thing!" she says directly. She +hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the chief butler, as +mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difference +between 'em.' + +Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her +brother. + +'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I +think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send +the pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this +time she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow +with the pony-kerriage.". . . There, 'tis true, pony and carriage +too are getten rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the +vehicle as if to keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits. + +''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.' + +'Why to-night?' + +'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday, +and she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; +this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?' + +They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of +trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the +mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing +themselves among the trees behind. + +2. EVENING + +The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey +freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism +which prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the +copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in +the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the +ground plan, having a projection in the centre of each side, +surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the inferior side ran +a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards again at +their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court, +within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These +erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, +laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being +half buried beneath close-set shrubs and trees. + +There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand +to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement +of the remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour +of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of +the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, +most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from +the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying +below, upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt +floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst +of the lake; beyond this and the further margin of the water were +plantations and greensward of varied outlines, the trees +heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite +landscape stretching behind. + +The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by +the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side +door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly +woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who announced +herself to be Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper. + +'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said. + +'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea, +smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably +like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's +prophecy. + +Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. +Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever +occasion allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, +to discover, if possible, something in her which should give a clue +to the secret of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation +based upon it. But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. +Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, +going to cupboards, leaving the room two or three minutes, and +trotting back again. + +'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old +gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner +on that day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of +them are sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of +lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many +acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all +the duller for the younger maids in the house.' Mrs. Morris then +proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the +constitution and government of the estate. + +'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? +Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure. . . . Well, now, it is rather +inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of +the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe +has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all +yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she +will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing. . . . I was going to +say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs, and +show you through the wardrobes--Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid +out for to-night yet.' + +She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then +took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor; +where, after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of +apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour +yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the +bed in the next room all that she had been told would be required +that evening, and then went again to the little room which had been +appropriated to herself. + +Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like +another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the +brilliant pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn +--now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of +spirit which had hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the +pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the +geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid +cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, +and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the pale hue +of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the +other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her +eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was +possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The +petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just passed through, +her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of +quenching all individuality of character in herself, and +relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this +alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to +pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a +hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds +and cowkeepers, and birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw +there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for +several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass. + +'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with +surprise at a discovery she made that very instant. + +The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: +the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, +and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left +buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red letters the +initials 'E. S.' + +'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that +immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove. + +'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve. +Miss Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in +the drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to +ascertain to whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest +one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. + +'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?' + +'Farmer Springrove's.' + +'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly. + +'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the +cider-maker, and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended +you to me when he came in to see me the other day?' + +Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her +excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her +love. 'O yes,' she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as +follows in that short interval:-- + +'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too. + +'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. + +'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached. + +'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might +meet whenever he came home. + +'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid; +and he knew my brother and myself. + +'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.' + +The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and +there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all +Edward's doing. + +The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still +continued in her reverie. + +'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris. + +'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly. + +'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued, +in a tone of surprise. + +Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden +irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had +recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; +the flush passed, and she said hastily-- + +'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell +--whether I want to or no.' + +However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in +life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the +gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to +her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because +Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot. +She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to +hurriedly glide out by a side door, and look for a moment at the +unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to +them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all +stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell down +the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish +movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase, +catching glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who +flashed about the passages like lightning. + +Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual +survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any +purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of +perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the +inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy +recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own, +called the dressing-window. + +The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque +Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance +something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface +being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, +but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious +joiner and decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of +painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's +immediate eye; the materials being the remains of two or three old +cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About two-thirds of +the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being laid with +parquetry of light and dark woods. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the +dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have +come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.' + +Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on +the earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less +warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with +the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents' +specialities, seemed to have quite forgotten Cytherea's +inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body to her handmaid +without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn. + +Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and +black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were +put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, +and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first +evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that +such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have +been applied on the threshold of her arrival; but set to again. + +Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped +languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The +instincts of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next +movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders, +and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real; a satisfaction. + +Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation +went on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed +to turn to the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. + +'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with +widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's +little hand tremble against her neck. + +'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the +maiden. + +'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more +show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God +forbid!' + +'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness +of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under +favourable circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss +Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for +her vice by having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand. + +'Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.' Considering that +Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of that valuable +auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the +same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered +herself, however, and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye +--By-the-bye, what do they call you downstairs?' + +'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid. + +'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is +quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.' + +This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing +till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's +brow. Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very +best of her judgment. + +'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. + +'Why?' + +'I look too young--an old dressed doll.' + +'Will that, madam?' + +'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!' + +'This way, perhaps?' + +'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap. + +Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was +to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in +arranging it could please her. She continued in a smouldering +passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips +firmly closed, and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally, +snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her +hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the +least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her. + +Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would +find a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried +to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried +to muse; she could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the +beginning, what will the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt +many misgivings as to the policy of being overhasty in establishing +an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished past. + +3. MIDNIGHT + +The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The +company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and +jerkingly. + +Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a +fitful sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily +in her chair waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain +in that state of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of +Time as a real motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing +past in the company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, +to find the lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on +both sides, and looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute +repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest sense of +responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish so +imposing a pile. + +The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her +own listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer +stratum of clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in +her hand and went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to +hang it in the wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she +might not keep Miss Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than +necessary, she flung it down on the first resting-place that came to +hand, which happened to be the bed, and re-entered the dressing-room +with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She paused in the middle +of the room. + +She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been +expected. During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss +Aldclyffe had pulled off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn +high above the throat, which she had worn with her evening dress as +a semi-opaque covering to her shoulders, and in its place had put +her night-gown round her. Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as +if engaged in fastening her night-gown. + +But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to +Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been +carelessly thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied +in holding up to her eyes some small object that she was keenly +scrutinizing. And now on suddenly discovering the presence of +Cytherea at the back of the apartment, instead of naturally +continuing or concluding her inspection, she desisted hurriedly; the +tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was removed, and she began +adjusting her robes. + +Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her +shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's +temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, +Cytherea's youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if +she were a mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to +reason about, and yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe +must have a practical reason for concealing her neck. + +With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step +back and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe +turned, saw the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking +into her eyes as if she had half an intention to explain something. +Cytherea felt certain it was the little mystery of her late +movements. The other withdrew her eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the +dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring it up to Miss +Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put it on +the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea. + +Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from +the direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the +glass--the fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of +curves between throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly +lit up by the light burning on either side. + +And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest +manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of +pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with +arabesque work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly +what Miss Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not +having been put off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained +during the night--a slight departure from the custom of ladies which +Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new +assistant, though now, on further thought, she seemed to have become +indifferent on the matter. + +'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as +she spoke. + +Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her +head, but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. + +'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's +reflected face. + +'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected +face. + +Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were +on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said +lightly-- + +'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep +it a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, +and seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences +that. . .' + +She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with +the other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature. + +'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and +even timidly. + +'It is.' + +But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and +there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so +thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The +face in the miniature was the face of her own father--younger and +fresher than she had ever known him--but her father! + +Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was +this the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering +the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. +And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden +stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as +far as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its +strangeness. + +Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature +that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. +She went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone. + +'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation, +and went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my +past. But it was best that it should be so. . . . I was led to +think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because +of your name. It is pronounced the same way, though differently +spelt.' + +The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to +Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. +She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward +was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure. + +Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of +feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, +trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond +recall; and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that +chapter of her life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the +result of a trivial accident. + +Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some +plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid +revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to +discharge the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of +electricity. + +'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed. + +A silence. + +'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course +_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.' +She spoke crossly no less than emphatically. + +'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the +woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. + +'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on. + +Cytherea made no answer. + +The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to +the disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But +what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a +most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She +recurred to the subject of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a +bitter reviewer, who finding the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, +quarrels with his rhymes. + +'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in +engaging a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came. +Miss Aldclyffe tried again. + +'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three +questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good +l--, the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool's trick. There, +I am served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.' + +'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an +unfortunate one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that +the other's petulance desired. + +'You did,' she said hotly. + +'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of +routine just at first.' + +'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I +say.' + +Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--' + +'If what?' + +'If it were a lady's!' + +'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this +instant, I tell you.' + +'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, +is no lady herself!' + +'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!' + +'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!' + +'Good Heavens!' + +'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!' + +'What?' + +'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!' + +'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed-- + +'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her +hand as if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung +the maiden into absolute defiance. + +'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam! +I am not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?' + +Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, +and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. +She sank back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to +your room--I beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky +whisper. + +Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to +the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from +the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much +stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking +with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the +kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her +father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss +Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that +expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss +Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an +instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to +the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels +ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not sufficient power +to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange +suspicion that had entered her head. + +'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she +said, with assumed indifference. + +'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still +looking into the flame. + +'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked +and saw it myself.' + +The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?' +said Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house +keeper at Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.' + +'What was your father's trade?' + +Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any +longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.' + +'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!' + +'There's nothing to offend, you in that, I hope?' + +'O no.' + +'Why did you say "the idea"?' + +'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, +one Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.' + +'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that +part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of +his.' + +'What is your Christian name?' + +'Cytherea.' + +'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, +I see you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips +impassibly. She was a little agitated. + +'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand +and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face. + +'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly. + +'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, +madam.' + +'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. + +'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the +short remainder of my stay?' + +Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had +answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had +been curious about her name from the beginning. + +The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea +went along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled +against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris +looked out. + +'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your +first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have +you got on with Miss Aldclyffe?' + +'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.' + +'Has she been scolding?' + +'A little.' + +'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her. +She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of +us who don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years +and years.' + +'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea. + +'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. +Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal +side. Her mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time +--and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly +the other branch of the family died out one by one--three of them, +and Miss Aldclyffe's great-uncle then left all his property, +including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss +Aldclyffe's father and mother--on condition that they took the old +family name as well. There's all about it in the "Landed Gentry." +'Tis a thing very often done.' + +'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.' + + + +VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + +1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, +bewildered by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her +mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was +to be the first and last of her experience as a lady's-maid. +Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating +post for another instant. 'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the +martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows +everything better than I.' + +She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the +morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what +practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All +these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind +unconsciously drifting away to the contemplation of her late +surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of +her own magnificent resources in face and bosom, and to mark their +attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a +young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst passing through +the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of Miss +Aldclyffe's temper. + +But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on +the hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the +solitary lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so +repellent and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then +the young girl marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled +before, at the strange confluence of circumstances which had brought +herself into contact with the one woman in the world whose history +was so romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to +wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely being to +loneliness still. + +In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more +persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring +visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's +rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the +young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that +seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily +in some way. Then the secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and +the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and other places: +the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful news, +and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in +mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of +her own father with this his first love; the awakening of the +passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture, +her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the +delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter +change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a +rigid determination: and the total concealment of her reason by +herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course +dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was +discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still +unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty. +Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished +in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not +been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this +page of her father's history, and the chief one, the lady's +unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing +towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have +been no benefit to either. + +Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay +restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back +again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a +clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could +distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room. + +To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to +uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide +open in the darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of +her listening. Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. + +It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the +panels. Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement +which caused a faint rustling of the bed-clothes. + +Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. +Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon +finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the +hope. The maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its +opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took +the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked. + +A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole: +'Cytherea!' + +Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was +Miss Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and +whispered back, 'Yes?' + +'Let me come in, darling.' + +The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. +It was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; +she must let her come in, poor thing. + +She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes +and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her +dressing-gown. + +'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the +visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you +to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that +you are mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and +that you may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?' + +'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie +generously. + +The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the +last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, +and pressed her gently to her heart. + +'Now kiss me,' she said. + +Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of +treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so +impetuous as Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her +lips for a moment, try how she would. + +'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe. + +Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as +the bursting of a bubble. + +'More earnestly than that--come.' + +She gave another, a little but not much more expressively. + +'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an +ill-tempered woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I +am; but I have had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I +can't help loving you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it +strange?' + +Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. + +'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty +to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of +her father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, +which seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was +a solution. She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her +acquaintanceship and attachment to Cytherea's father in past times: +then she would tell her all she knew: that would be honour. + +'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She +impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if +in the outburst of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for +something to love and be loved by in return. + +'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I +don't know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am +a very fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?' + +'Eighteen.' + +'Eighteen! . . . Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?' + +'Because I don't want to know.' + +'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater +pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not +told my age truly for the last twenty years till now.' + +'Why haven't you?' + +'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary +--and I long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, +like you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth +a thought, as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. +Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?' + +'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.' + +'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?' + +'Yes.' + +'Why do you do that?' + +'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were +not to. Do you?' + +'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought +all such matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should +be glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the +code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary +Societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers, +dear--you won't omit them now you recollect it. I should like to +hear you very much. Will you?' + +'It seems hardly--' + +'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and +nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,' + +Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the +following conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward +Springrove, she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her +nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love +for him a secret, and, above all, a secret from a woman like Miss +Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not +for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so +endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by +an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of her, she thought, and +a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might +have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have +skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such +trifling. + +'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her +then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in +another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just +as unceremoniously as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you +shall hear me,' she added firmly. + +She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the +simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's +name was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, +maidenly shyness was too strong even for religion, and that when +supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she +stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of +her. + +'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I +verily believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected +question came. + +'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?' + +There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,' +said Cytherea. + +'Who are Owen and Edward?' + +'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid. + +'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?' + +A silence. + +'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No.' + +Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who +Edward is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning. + +'I don't mind telling; only . . .' + +'You would rather not, I suppose?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she +inquired suddenly. + +Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered +from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. + +'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured. + +'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?' + +A pause. + +'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. + +'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!' + +Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now +with you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and +gloomy accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you +for. No, no.' She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. +'Cytherea, try to love me more than you love him--do. I love you +more sincerely than any man can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man +stand between us. O, I can't bear that!' She clasped Cytherea's +neck again. + +'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other. + +'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women +are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who +had not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or +been practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and +sweetness and goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth +and ears have not been made a regular highway of by some man or +another! Leave the admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of +society--and look in the villages--leave the villages and search in +the schools--and you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been +_had_--is not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If +men only knew the staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times +out of ten the "first love" they think they are winning from a woman +is but the hulk of an old wrecked affection, fitted with new sails +and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that you, too, are like the +rest?' + +'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in +the impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.' + +'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's +no doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I +--we are all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your +mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew +the spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh +spring meadow--now you seem a dusty highway.' + +'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on +extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She +wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and +her treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was +in one sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that +Cytherea's instincts desired. Though it was generous, it seemed +somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance. + +'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?' + +Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she +too much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled +her tongue. + +'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have +shown?' + +'I will, perhaps, another day.' + +'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or +two previous to your coming here?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you +round the bay with your brother.' + +'Yes.' + +'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little +heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you +silly thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone +with him. I only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the +rest of the people. I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very +good figure: now who was he?' + +'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!' + +'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up +his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, +trust him for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link +in a long chain of others like you: who only have your little day +as they have had theirs.' + +''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an +agony of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am +sure he hasn't.' + +Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She +continued-- + +'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in +a few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have +cared for anybody so absurdly much.' + +'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come, +tell me--tell me!' + +'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me +nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.' + +'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!' + +'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone +which mingled pity with derision-- + + '"Love's passions shall rock thee + As the storm rocks the ravens on high, + Bright reason will mock thee + Like the sun from a wintry sky." + +'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on +what he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men +torture them when they have given way to those feelings, and have +resigned everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves +you heartily now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love +him in return, your loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you +may be separated for ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by +will fade and fade--bright eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then +die early--true to him to your latest breath, and believing him to +be true to the latest breath also; whilst he, in some gay and busy +spot far away from your last quiet nook, will have married some +dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will long have ceased +to regret you--will chat about you, as you were in long past years +--will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair like that--poor +innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless idle dream--that +dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and simple, silly +heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will tell the +tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways, and as +he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.' + +'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are +cruel to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to +desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all +through the piece how imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself +to be weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she +could not control them: be agonized she must. She was only +eighteen, and the long day's labour, her weariness, her excitement, +had completely unnerved her, and worn her out: she was bent hither +and thither by this tyrannical working upon her imagination, as a +young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now think how much +I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew calmer. 'I +shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I will +be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me +always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?' + +'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any +consideration.' + +'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my companion. +I will get another maid.' + +Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the +evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her +presence. But she could not trust to the moment's impulse. + +'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.' + +'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and +give me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way +about your lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as +others; but even if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The +love of an inconstant man is ten times more ardent than that of a +faithful man--that is, while it lasts.' + +Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further +talk; flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss +Aldclyffe's shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, +making themselves up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give +herself over to a luxurious sense of content and quiet, as if the +maiden at her side afforded her a protection against dangers which +had menaced her for years; she was soon sleeping calmly. + +2. TWO TO FIVE A.M. + +With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and +circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally +distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's embrace, +turned to the other side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain +by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising +moon--now in her last quarter--creep round upon it: it was the +light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to live. + +The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays +of the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic +evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those +happy moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a +status quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly +reality. + +But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware +of a strange and gloomy murmur. + +She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and +low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House +by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason +of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's +melancholy representation lent to the sound a more dismal effect +than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fancy what +the waterfall must be like at that hour, under the trees in the +ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the +deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the fall; +black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere. + +She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her +ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. +Another soon came. + +The second was quite different from the first--a kind of +intermittent whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic +creak, ever and anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at +least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel +in the shrubbery by the old manor-house, which the coachman had said +would drive him mad. + +She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now +that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to +it. She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread +expectancy just before the end of each half-minute that brought +them. To imagine the inside of the engine-house, whence these +noises proceeded, was now a necessity. No window, but crevices in +the door, through which, probably, the moonbeams streamed in the +most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, striking sharply upon +portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a glistening wheel, turning +incessantly, labouring in the dark like a captive starving in a +dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling water, which on +account of the darkness could only be heard; water which laboured up +dark pipes almost to where she lay. + +She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be +nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her +imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before +going to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_ +come--just suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed +through her brain, a third sound came. + +The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and +abnormal kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period +of her life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more +disturbing, it seemed to be almost close to her--either close +outside the window, close under the floor, or close above the +ceiling. The accidental fact of its coming so immediately upon the +heels of her supposition, told so powerfully upon her excited nerves +that she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little dog in +some room near, having probably heard the same noise, set up a low +whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of his +associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy +notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a +long way off, in every variety of wail. + +One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The +little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two +sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, +but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an +unusual sound. + +It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the +night-jar, it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring. + +She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss +Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's +late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's +touch, Miss Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream. + +She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!' +she cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; +'and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his +wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me +--grinning and mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me +only . . . But I can't tell you. I can't bear to think of it. How +those dogs howl! People say it means death.' + +The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to +dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven +in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something +which in all likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were +taken to inquire into it: large houses had all kinds of strange +sounds floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe +her terrors. + +A silence of five minutes. + +'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper. + +'How those dogs howl, don't they?' + +'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.' + +'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's +bedroom door. A nervous creature.' + +There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the +landing struck three. + +'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea. + +'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to +sleep, isn't it?' + +'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child. + +Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was +still awake. + +'Cytherea,' she said, very softly. + +Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. + +The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, +put on her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own +room. + +'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the +particulars of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in +love alters everything.' + +3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain +at Knapwater was already in possession of her. + +Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the +window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her +arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking +pictures that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding +evening, the later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of +shadows, and she smiled in derision at her own excitability. + +But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of +each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. +She felt how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she +could endure poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. +But all would be explained at last, she knew. + +At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending, +with the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with +pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply +intolerable. + +Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light +of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to +her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had +effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons +forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable +creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, +she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in +the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions. +Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting aristocratically +at the toilet table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's +presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passionate +creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. + +It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these +antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our +observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by +some flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the +fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few +crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline +of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. + +Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. +Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession +are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off +before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain +open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the +frigid criticism of dressing-time. + +The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus +cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later +hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a +remark that Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she +wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said abruptly-- + +'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea. +'It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.' + +The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name +which to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told +Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. + +'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for +practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in +my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no +thought of him.' This was perfectly true. + +'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. + +'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, +and that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the remark +bluntly and superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands +of her family pride for the weak confidences of the night. + +But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome +by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered +words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a +chair, and buried her face in her hands. + +'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of +it. I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But +I believe the match can be broken off.' + +'O no, no.' + +'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll +help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd +feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of +course, I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have +said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first +choice now that he's been away from home for a while. The love that +no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own +homely ways; it is always so. . . . Come, finish what you are doing +if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a +trumpery affair as that.' + +'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips +but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It +mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for +her: curiosity was stunned. + +She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. +Miss Aldclyffe went on:-- + +'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak +out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you +are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to +throw away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says +good-morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so +quickly: in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you +should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that +girl's in love with me already!" he thought.' + +To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who +stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured +out, bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged +--that she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her +bedroom, was her only thought. She was followed thither by the +well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of +bread-and-butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should +eat it. + +To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. +'No, thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed. +Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let +a pleasant person see her face then. + +Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by +postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea +went to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully +written, so full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up +so neatly with a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore +the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It +was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words +she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated +forms without meaning--to feel that his eye would never read them, +nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them. + +Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these +moods of abnegation. + +The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of +his love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of +speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a +conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and +fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dismissed from +his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here +she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what +she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright +to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted--all gone but +herself. + +Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be +continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing +him. It was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there. + +She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the +breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with +increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea +entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a +trail of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a +passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry. + +'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. + +'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. +I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!' + +'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's +face with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again +about that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It +is as Hallam says of Juliet--what little reason you may have +possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I +shan't take this notice, mind.' + +'Do let me go!' + +Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As +to hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's +absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding +upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to +say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and +spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done.' +She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth +a roll of linen. + +'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it +finished.' + +She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. +'There,' she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and +remember one thing--that you are not to leave the room on any +pretext whatever for two hours unless I send for you--I insist +kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and +not go mooning out of the window--think over the whole matter, and +get cooled; don't let the foolish love-affair prevent your thinking +as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say +you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the +matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.' + +To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and +docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and +sat down. Miss Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. + +She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the +articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a +reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. + +4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M. + +A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became +attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements +downstairs. She opened the door and listened. + +There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors, +trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, +from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived +there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her +from the station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse +--galloping at the top of the animal's speed. + +Another man went off in the direction of the village. + +Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or +meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were +requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to +her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity +influence her movements. + +Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she +saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. + +All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, +he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and +trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven +by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was +again the same as before. + +The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to +have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She +almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. + +Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly +gentleman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in +various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the +road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the +windows and chimneys. + +A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young +maid-servant. + +'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the +mantel, her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly +calm, but very pale. + +'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.' + +Cytherea went close. + +'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then +paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea. + +'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.' + +'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the +announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could +be contained in a statement so small. + +'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone, +though within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly +over his own.' + +Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?' + +'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock +this morning.' + +'Then I heard him!' + +'Heard him?' + +'Heard him die!' + +'You heard him die? What did you hear?' + +'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my +mother. I could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the +dog howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to +tell you what I had heard a little earlier.' She looked agonized. + +'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by +that time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she +continued, 'Is it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture +that I might not be left entirely alone?' + +Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of +Cytherea's seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The +fact now recurred to both in one moment. + +'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. + +'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with +the other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness +which Miss Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the +appearance of being still another call to her not to forsake this +woman so linked to her life, for the sake of any trivial vexation. + +Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and +said musingly-- + +'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and +motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but +she did not mention them. + +'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?' + +'Yes, I did. Poor papa!' + +'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now! +But you must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.' + +The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure +of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, +once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was +impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the +seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object +as one of secondary importance. + + + +VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH + +The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was +the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss +Aldclyffe sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. + +The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had +been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five +years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, +Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole +of his estate, real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter +Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment +of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts +to the servants. + +Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to +sit in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, +high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed +to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in +artistic quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used +except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of +shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, +for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions +and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on +entering the room, and she had gone to it in a dream. + +She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, +concentrated thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were +together, her body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by +the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed +intently on the corner of a footstool. + +At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. +Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. +Motions became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry +further and further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat +back and drew a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her +forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down +the room--at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as +ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter +and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer +bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion. + +'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get _him_ here without letting him know +that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man +--that's the difficulty--and that I think I can master.' + +She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey +hairs. + +'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.' + +Cytherea was not far off, and came in. + +'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss +Aldclyffe abruptly. + +'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to +consider the compass of the question. + +'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said, +and thought of somebody else who was likewise. + +'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work +comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and +superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among +other things?' + +'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at +least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those +things in their practice; city architects don't.' + +'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and +loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man +who had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward?' + +Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. + +The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not +adopting it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively-- + +'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for +country buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so +on?' + +'Yes; he does.' + +'And superintends the building of them?' + +'Yes; he will soon.' + +'And he surveys land?' + +'O yes.' + +'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be, +boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, +measuring timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?' + +'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does +those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.' + +'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. +And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of +tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much +more about the matter than I do myself. . . . I am going out just +now,' she continued. 'I shall not want you to walk with me to-day. +Run away till dinner-time.' + +Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: +then turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket +and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down +the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its +greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole +grove. + +The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near +the ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to +change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness +to even a temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by +the nearness of the ground to the level of the springs, and by the +presence of a deep, sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by +bushes and a high wall. Following the road, which now ran along at +the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the +other side of the water, revealing a large rectangular nook from +which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a +dull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in full +view of the cascade forming its further boundary. Over the top +could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent, caused +by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees above. + +Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The +same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the +front, less sombre than the water on the right or the trees all +around. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a +few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote +edge of the greensward thus laid open, stood all that remained of +the original manor-house, to which the dark margin-line of the trees +in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the +picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not +artistically or historically, but practically--as regarded its +fitness for adaptation to modern requirements. + +In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient +portion of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the +bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which +had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable +to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind +this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of +the main building that still existed--an Elizabethan fragment, +consisting of as much as could be contained under three gables and a +cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines +indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined +it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or +six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three, +and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames +carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was +now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to +form cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper +portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and +fruit. + +The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, +went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the +paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the +grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their +fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to +tell their mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was +coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded +her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the +building; then turned into a nook a short distance off where round +and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building +stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of +operations for the building work done on the estate. + +She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the +window of the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his +hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walking outside +the house since her father's death. + +'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, +without much trouble?' she inquired. + +The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed +itself. + +'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already +pulled down, or gone to ruin?' + +'Yes; I know.' + +'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.' + +'Why may it?' + +''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the +whole carcase is full of cracks.' + +'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little +outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six +or eight-roomed house?' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably +come next in every communication of this kind to which the +superintending workman had been a party during his whole experience. +To his surprise, Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her +object in altering an old house must have been an unusually +absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as +hardly to require any prompting at all. + +'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will +understand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here +in a short time, with reference to the management of the affairs.' + +Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. + +'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of +works, and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. +But now it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will +encroach further upon things which have hitherto been left in your +hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, that he will +directly and in detail superintend all.' + +'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered. + +'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops +only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better +consider. I will send for you in a few days.' + +Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train +--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number of +sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her +watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an +appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to +Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. + +2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH + +On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater +House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the +Builder newspapers:-- + + + 'LAND STEWARD. + +'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required +immediately for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 +acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erection of +buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, +unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable +preference will be shown for one who possesses an artistic as well +as a practical knowledge of planning and laying out. The +remuneration will consist of a salary of 220 pounds, with the old +manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, +solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.' + + +A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of +publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was +advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, +showing her the papers containing the announcement. + +What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it +merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other +arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more +meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about +architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew +that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and +practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the details of +the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might be +ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who +would reply. She hazarded a question: + +'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?' + +'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. + +A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss +Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of +another man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations +and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. +That man was qualified for a stewardship under a king. + +'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she +said, resolutely enunciating the name. + +'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided +tone. + +'You are very unkind to speak in that way.' + +'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like +either of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the +estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must +have been more specially educated. I have told you that we are +going to London next week; it is mostly on this account.' + +Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's +peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to +tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to +reply. + +3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH + +Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to +London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors' +offices in Lincoln's Inn Fields. + +They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the +place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked +by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent +to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings +along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of +wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were +overlaid in bygone days, had been completely undermined by the same +insidious canker, which lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the +raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a +staring blood-red. + +But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and +offices were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork +which enclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over, +within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not +a particle of dust was visible. + +Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was +staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own +staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside. + +'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during +our interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea +when they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got +home. + +'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room. + +Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is +only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised +to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. +Nyttleton's experienced old eyes. + +'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what +is the result of our advertisement?' + +It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and +surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the +advertisement. + +Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You +will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said. + +'Yes, certainly,' said she. + +'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly +unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the +heap twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his +hand. + +'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive +me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number +to be communicated with.' + +'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over +--exactly as they came,' she said suasively. + +He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing +his sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he +laid them out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly +as he could spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner +of his eye to hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the +name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the enclosure aside +without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inquiring +into the merits of forty-five men who at considerable trouble gave +in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a +certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the +rest. + +Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as +many replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a +wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?' + +It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they +already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for +more, there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of +those they now could command would possibly not be available. + +'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the +advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly +settle the matter.' + +Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a +single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned +herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But +she was rich, and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in +estate-management as yet,' he thought. 'She will soon get tired of +this,' and he parted from her without a sentiment which could mar +his habitual blandness. + +The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in +Waterloo Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of +the usual well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be +seen, in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white +lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that +they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the +hill. This they did--the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand +--the monastic seclusion of the Palace on their right: before them, +the clock tower of the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a +metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth sky. + +Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, +and while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture +around, glanced again at the advertisement. + +She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the +action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the +cover, one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members +of the Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same +source, but was addressed to the public, and stated that the +exhibition of drawings at the Institute's rooms would close at the +end of that week. + +Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, +then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to +the rooms of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. +After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on +the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other +visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might +be allowed to see a list of the members. She was a little connected +with the architectural world, she said, with a smile, and was +interested in some of the names. + +'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet +containing the names. + +Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The +name she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, +as was the case with all the rest. + +The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing +Cross. 'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the +lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, +'There still.' + +Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable +kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she +wished to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of +the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die +of the Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she +might write a note. + +But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went +towards one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called +him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick +as thought, Miss Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand +behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. + +She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then +withdrew and returned to her hotel. + +Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into +the envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and +directed it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in +the list of members' names submitted to her:-- + + AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ., + WYKEHAM CHAMBERS, + SPRING GARDENS. + +This ended her first day's work in London. + +4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST + +The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe +informing her companion that business would detain them in London +another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can +pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about +the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and +sightless orbs of blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, +bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea +was present at the interview, by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either +from whim or design. + +Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's +insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them +over as before. One was signed-- + +AENEAS MANSTON, + 133, TURNGATE STREET, + LIVERPOOL. + +'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add +one or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and +references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a +mere glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones. + +Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he +had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you +like to add to the number?' he said, turning to the lady. + +'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones +rather took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger +collection. + +She drew out three. One was Manston's. + +'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer, +taking up the eight letters and placing them by themselves. + +They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned +personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter +singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes +honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself +well acquainted with--a rare thing to find in answers to +advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities +rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a +steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on +an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now +well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man +is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.' He tapped the +letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without hesitation +--speaking personally.' + +'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a +matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way +to when practical questions have to be considered.' + +Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the +newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the +clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of +a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in +Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's. + +'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his +name?--it is Edward Springrove.' + +Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and +pale by turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe. + +'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in +turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.' + +5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which +were to be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling +were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one +by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Miss +Aldclyffe, wearing her veil down. + +The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each +candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those +preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and +had short conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. +Miss Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it +might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it +not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil +covering her countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, +directed towards the lawyer and his interlocutor. + +Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all +was ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the +former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she +personally preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to, +Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by +far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally.' + +'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion +still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, +and even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the +long-run.' + +Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the +court. + +'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; +a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to +conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious +round-about calculations, based on long experience. I must say I +shouldn't recommend him.' + +'Why, pray?' + +'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the +advertisement. He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one +thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that +the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but +unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an +indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his +statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he +tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he +should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.' + +'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds +of your reasoning.' + +'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office +duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want +a man whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more +practical and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly +such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and +outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on.' + +'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.' + +'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than +mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts +--his brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit +him for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly' +(here his words started off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk +of placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any +account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam.' + +'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is +your reason?' + +'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man +--as bad as it is rare.' + +'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said +Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure. + +Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply +signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. + +'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further +in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little +insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could +not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try +him.' + +'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was +written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor. + +'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of +her, that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling, +when their client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who +surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern +light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been +moulded by Time, the Improver, into honourable circumspection. + +We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the +simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the +knowledge of the man. + +'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her +man,' continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification +in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that.' + +'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior. + +'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a +woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers +did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough +to be his mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as +sure as I am Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.' + +'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen +but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had +noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the +bearing of a woman towards her lover. + +'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than +mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the +nature of it best.' + + + +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of +her irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting +fondness. Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the +subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss +Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity +afterwards. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close +contact with a young woman whose modesty was absolutely unimpaired, +and whose artlessness was as perfect as was compatible with the +complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood. +Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her +influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and +habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally +imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a +positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, +dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem +whilst dressing. + +Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could +feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much +as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her +companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only +seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished +in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. +She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the +mere dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always +herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever +been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not +believe; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed +connected with deeds of darkness rather than of light. + +Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some +absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. +Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that +she might thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously +known extreme suffering. + +But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated +by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her +knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father +terminated abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on +subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe +to worm from her, fragment by fragment, every detail of her father's +history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it +compensated her, to some extent, for the hasty resentments of other +times. + +Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of +the House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss +Aldclyffe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not +woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they +could not be worked up into a taking story. Whether, as old critics +disputed, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an +ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary to a scandal. + +Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of +entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one +line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to +think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh +with him; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for +being engaged to another woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me +stronger than you!' she said. The young maid now continually pulled +out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the +while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her +silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she +must send him a line--one little line--just a wee line to keep him +alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara-- + + + 'Ah, were he now before me, + In spite of injured pride, + I fear my eyes would pardon + Before my tongue could chide.' + + +2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M. + +It was the third week in September, about five weeks after +Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go +through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting +the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a +religious society she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what +was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected +tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own +pound at the end. + +Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance +that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, +gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an +airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in +each eye and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable +pleasure to the mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which +appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction +than of mental gratification. + +Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss +Aldclyffe's list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to +each. + +'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last +four,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then +came a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. +Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss +Aldclyffe's handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.' + +Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three +or four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had +been altered and repaired for his reception. + +'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the +name written under Cytherea's portion of the list. + +'But he does not subscribe yet?' + +'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.' + +'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?' + +'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe, +smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get +easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.' + +Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place +to the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a +relief to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives, +who soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to +her personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less +of by people who are not much than by those who are a great deal. + +She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss +Hinton, who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and +a house-dog as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, +had retired thither four years before this time, after having filled +the post of editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or +twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a +poor man, he left his daughter sufficiently well provided for as a +modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to +maintain herself as mistress at Peakhill. + +At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and +footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute +Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself. + +Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair +was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in +regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features +too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her +mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a +natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, +and she was more self-possessed. + +She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not +forward, by way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with +whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of +her, 'a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the +caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because +she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, +the important subject of marriage should be excluded from +manipulation by hands that are ready for practical performance in +every domestic concern besides. + +Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. + +'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have +seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I +wonder if I have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke +girlishly. + +Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled +herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to +herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in +equity. + +'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.' + +'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in +for a minute. Do.' + +'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.' + +'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a +single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to +keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of +locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned +supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being +called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends +to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does +it.' + +'How nice! It is better than living in a town.' + +'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.' + +The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that +Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth. + +Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small +drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. + +The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued. + +'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you +afraid?' + +'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you +know a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to +myself sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman, +not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should +think that every sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all +over my house.' + +Cytherea was highly interested in seeing. + +'I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were +a child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me +this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's +society but my own.' + +'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.' + +Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for +a woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of +their own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as +cats are called she's until they prove themselves he's. + +Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. + +'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she +continued. + +'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove +humorously but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the +remark. 'Your brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent +young lady. + +'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a +professional man I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the +window. + +Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash +through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a +Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form. + +'I imagine he's a lover,' she said. + +Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. + +Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity +as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it +does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who +is so benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it. + +'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said +Cytherea accusingly. + +Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said. + +The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the +sound of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the +time and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it +towards herself. A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere +surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's +mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns; she +mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending to her garden. It could not +be that Edward was the man! that Miss Aldclyffe had planned to +reveal her rival thus! + +'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness +the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. + +'Not very soon--still, soon.' + +'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea. + +'Two.' + +Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more +prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she +said, with eager mystery. + +'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?' + +'No.' + +Nothing proved yet. + +'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had +begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could +not see her face. + +'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton. + +'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. + +'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;' +and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on +the dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait +of Edward Springrove. + +'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. + +'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at +length. + +'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one +who 'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore +untouched by solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native +of this village. We were engaged before my father's death left me +so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am +now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him +a little sermonizing now and then.' + +'Why?' + +'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you +know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.' + +Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to +be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?' +Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart. + +'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live +at Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young +giddy thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a +day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so +matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere +flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and +kindly gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they +talked the most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness +and pastime, just as everything is at watering places--neither of +them caring a bit for the other--she giggling like a goose all the +time--' + +Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. +'She _didn't_! and it _wasn't_ shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, +with brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire +confidence on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had +swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no +longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have +given worlds to have been able to recall them. + +'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion +at the warmth shown. + +The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the +same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the +same mind in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each +other. As is invariably the case with women when a man they care +for is the subject of an excitement among them, the situation +abstracted the differences which distinguished them as individuals, +and left only the properties common to them as atoms of a sex. + +Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. +'Yes, I know her,' she said. + +'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so +lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--' + +'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton. +I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes +--I must go.' + +Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor +politely downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried +adieu, and flitted down the garden into the lane. + +She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving +herself misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on +the list, and she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters +Inn. + +3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M. + +The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but +that on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn +or privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards +rich with produce. It was about the middle of the early +apple-harvest, and the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the +gatherers; the soft pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy +ground being diversified by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a +rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and +stooping backs of the collectors--mostly children, who would have +cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other +quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples. + +The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, +constructed almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood +close to the line of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, +and was connected with a row of cottages on the left by thatched +outbuildings. It was an uncommonly characteristic and handsome +specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone times; and standing +on one of the great highways in this part of England, had in its +time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as the +romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any +halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole +stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village and +along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed +landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the +house, to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by +increasing the extent of his agricultural business if he would still +maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness +pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the +house was the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away +fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original +stabling, and where once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily +rattled over the stony yard, to and from the stalls within, thick +grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so straight--over the +decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they seemed like the +cheeks of toothless age. + +On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three +large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended +--representing the three men called tranters (irregular carriers), +standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth, the +grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the +thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further +disfigured by red stains running downwards from the rusty nails +above. + +Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot +sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his +men, the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and +supernumeraries, a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of +pigeons, and some little boys with straws in their mouths, +endeavouring, whenever the men's backs were turned, to get a sip of +the sweet juice issuing from the vat. + +Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a +farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an +employer of labour of the old school, who worked himself among his +men. He was now engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags +with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up +more from a tub at his side. The shovel shone like silver from the +action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, +caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them in bristling +stars of light. + +Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of +the Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host +left in him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose +sturdiness was more the result of external circumstances than of +intrinsic nature. Too kindly constituted to be very provident, he +was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, +not out of keeping with a frequent melancholy, the general +expression of his countenance being one of abstraction. Like Walt +Whitman he felt as his years increased-- + + 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.' + +On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and +worked with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, +disclosing solid and fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were +stained by the cider, and two or three brown apple-pips from the +pomace he was handling were to be seen sticking on them here and +there. + +The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish +clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, +and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the +group, brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the +shoulders with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle +with a strap, another being worn round the right wrist. + +'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk. + +'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's +not here for long.' + +'Why mid that be?' + +'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the +reins--not he.' + +'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.' + +'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied. + +'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee +in a passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end +o't. . . . Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting, +raising his eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple. + +'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a +journeyman is in following his master's initiative to rest) and +reflectively regarding the ground in front of him. + +'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head +ominously. + +'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too. +You may as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has +taken anything into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs +all day as live wi' her.' + +''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a +servant of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a +passion this time.' + +The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they +knew from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future. + +The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then +went on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours +--there's some'at between 'em.' + +'D'ye mean it?' + +'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?' + +''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple +from the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the +remainder to be ground up for cider. + +'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again. + +''A did.' + +'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren +between red and white, but never stoppen at either.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. + +'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to +make mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God? +Why, as a rule she's as right as I be myself.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the +press, followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two +grinders expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss +Aldclyffe were as right at church as the clerk, she must be right +indeed. + +'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the +clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, +says she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when +'twas "Laws in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through. +Her eye was upon _him_--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this +law," says she; she was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth +time--a mere shadder. You mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in +our hearts we beseech Thee," fifty times over--she'd never ha' +noticed ye. She's in love wi' the man, that's what she is.' + +'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr. +Springrove. 'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.' + +'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She +won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.' + +'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,' +said Gad. + +'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It +comes to me.' + +'And I d' know where from.' + +'Ah.' + +'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak +disrespectful.' + +'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God +bless her!' + +'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said +Mr. Springrove. + +'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, +matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement," +as the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? +'Twas ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady +said to me when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she, +"your wife will soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a +glass o' rum, for I shan't see your poor face this time next year." +I swallered the rum, called again next year, and said, "Mrs. +Springrove, you gave me a glass o' rum last year because I was going +to die--here I be alive still, you see." "Well said, clerk! Here's +two glasses for you now, then," says she. "Thank you, mem," I +said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I +thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. But she +wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says she, +"you be too tough for a woman's pity." . . . Ah, poor soul, 'twas +true enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as +a nail, you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.' + +'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband +when I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad. + +'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled +to have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's +schemen!' + +'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the +rest o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. + +'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about +by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up +here, as I be alive!' + +The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a +ship tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new +interest. + +'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,' +said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.' + +'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young +woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove. + +'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I +warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick +o' furniture to call her own.' + +'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,' +said Farmer Springrove chivalrously. + +'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against +it--O no: + + '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue + As I have heard declare, O, + Although she's neither sock nor shoe + Will curl and deck her hair, O."' + +Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual +cessation of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still +more when she saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except +Mr. Springrove's, whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared +the plot of grass, but instead of advancing further, hesitated on +its border. + +Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when +she saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his +hands in his apron. + +'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and +attend to it. I'll step indoors.' + +'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said +Cytherea. + +'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last +filling to let it drain all night?' + +'Not at all. I like to see you.' + +'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,' +continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his +cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a +chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he +spoke he went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. +'I'm later than I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking +up a lever for propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to +come forward. 'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come +to-day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: +"London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went +on to tell me he couldn't. It threw me out a bit.' + +'Of course,' said Cytherea. + +'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near. + +'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, +but couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the +matter, but willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now +mates, form in line.' + +Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves +behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers +wheeling. + +'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon +your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett. + +'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for +stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said +a grinder. + +'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no +doubt about that.' + +'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said. + +'That's true: 'a would, sir.' + +'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, +and I would have done it.' + +'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly. + +'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; +and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and +his cousin.' + +'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?' + +'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything +pretty nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish +sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was +such a one for the pencil.' + +He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. + +'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.' + +Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew +with the farmer. + +'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees +in our county,' he said in an undertone. + + + +'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they +were indoors. + +Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the +solitude, not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have +entered it since the last passenger had been called out to mount the +last stage-coach that had run by. + +'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer +replied, looking at the room and then at himself. + +'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; +'I am much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.' +She began to warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness +of disposition which reminded her of her own father. + +'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a +fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing +something in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, +that's all. Ay, I miss my son very much.' + +She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising +colour. + +'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about +him. You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets +very queer over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when +he's married to Adelaide.' + +A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a +sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a +slow clock. She had lived further on. + +'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said +tremulously. + +'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's +older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together +as young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was +when he first courted her.' + +'How, sir?' + +'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd +creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the +letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills +and seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would +slip, and she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red +skin before the quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."' + +He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His +thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little +fingers in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously-- + +''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help +speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am +afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised +under the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been +passed in the race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all +through his seeing too far into things--being discontented with +make-shifts--thinking o' perfection in things, and then sickened +that there's no such thing as perfection. I shan't be sorry to see +him marry, since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay, +we'll hope for the best.' + +He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you +should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and +then, it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening +to ye. . . . Ah look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or +shall I step up with you?' + +'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low +voice, and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward +had trifled with her love. + +4. FIVE TO SIX P.M. + +She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so +densely that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently +reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly +than the farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and +complained incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the +modern French painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts +of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. +Before she was half-way across the park the thunder rumbled +distinctly. + +The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old +manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low +rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the +waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes +hard by it. Hurrying on, with a growing dread of the gloom and of +the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising +before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of strange +whiteness. + +On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to +the level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the +relief the position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be +of towering height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the +sky, with his hands behind him. + +It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of +his front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to +turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point +beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on +mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping +her glance to the ground. + +Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon +another path branching in a right line from the path she was +pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly +opposite him now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.' + +A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant-- + +'Are you afraid?' + +She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, +assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I +am,' she stammered. + +He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. + +'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.' + +She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she +remarked for the sake of saying something. + +He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and +bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you +reach the House, if you are going there?' + +'Yes, I am,' + +'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.' + +'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was +addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am +Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneliness.' + +'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to +take a subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me +to become a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course +I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the +Society.' + +'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.' + +'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I +haven't enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a +satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my willingness. I'll +get it, and be out in one minute.' + +He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he +had named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly. + +She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm +of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his +fingers should have touched her. + +'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and +will drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.' + +He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which +had suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. + +'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. +The clouds make it seem later than it really is.' + +Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of +lightning and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, +to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him +just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of +short views of his person, as they waited there in silence. + +He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of +an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The +most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost +preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish +or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the +beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his +brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By +collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who +theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their +owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in +the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his +destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the +vindictive determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both +would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be +pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the lines and +tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising +degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby +redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of +heart where feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that +might require all the ballast of brain with which he had previously +been credited to confine within reasonable channels. + +His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished +and unconstrained. + +The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of +thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the +ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the +waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of +rain upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks +at him, Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, +and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his +eyes were engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face +and form. + +At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their +dresses touched, and remained in contact. + +His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her +dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her +intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails +swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has +sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, +and it hurts her as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or +feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she +is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is there almost +before you. + +Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a +thrill through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature +of a mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but +still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, +though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the +rain. + +'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step +inside the door.' + +Cytherea hesitated. + +'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the +door open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in +--boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of +transposition. An old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, +beginning to put things to rights. . . . You know the inside of the +house, I dare say?' + +'I have never been in.' + +'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, +here, they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one +part is now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, +hiding the old chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and +would have been chilly for me; you see, being the original hall, it +was open right up to the top, and here the lord of the manor and his +retainers used to meet and be merry by the light from the monstrous +fire which shone out from that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to +a mere nothing for my grate, though you can see the old outline +still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state.' + +'With more romance and less comfort.' + +'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will +see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. +The only piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.' + +'An organ?' + +'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the +case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not +a very large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You +play, I dare say?' + +'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.' + +'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would +spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. +A piano isn't much as an instrument.' + +'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.' + +'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good +enough.' + +'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a +rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer +men have said it before them--not from the experience of their +ears.' + +Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of +a great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain +herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the +least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him +into a position of mental superiority which vexed her. + +'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never +learned scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.' + +The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific +force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of +fire continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred +yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal +made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ, +in the midst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from +foundations to chimney. + +'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily. + +'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore +we may as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box. +The few chairs I have unpacked are in the other room.' + +Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the +organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through +every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. +Presently he ceased and began searching for some music-book. + +'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in +through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the +whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the +present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of +herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general +unearthly weirdness which seemed to surround her there. + +'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will +last long?' she said timidly. + +'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running +his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he +continued, suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter +because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; +now look at me--look in my face--now.' + +He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark +strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and +looked in the too-delicately beautiful face. + +The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed +as firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the +way to look at lightning.' + +'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed. + +'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it +if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, +will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?' + +'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But +he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless +again, marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external +circumstance which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the +music before him. + +'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next +paused. + +'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you +like sad impressions sometimes?' + +'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.' + +'When you are full of trouble.' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?' + +'Are you troubled?' + +'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so +abruptly that she did not push the dialogue further. + +He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in +the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the +organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the +comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the elemental +strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of +proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, practised as was +the hand that produced them. The varying strains--now loud, now +soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous, +subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a +graceful and easy flow--shook and bent her to themselves, as a +gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. +The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her +attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and +developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, +shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and +holding them in its own. + +She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man +before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and +entered into her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of +lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. She found herself +involuntarily shrinking up beside him, and looking with parted lips +at his face. + +He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the +ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which +woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to +tell; and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his +lips almost touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the +harmonies-- + +'Do you very much like this piece?' + +'Very much indeed,' she said. + +'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.' + +'Thank you much.' + +'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask +for?' + +'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't +like you to.' + +'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I +shall be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently +give it you there, and I should like you to have it.' + +He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes. + +'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look. + +The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and +in seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around +the western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking +sun. + +Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She +was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old +manor-house, and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a +thing she wished. It was such a foolish thing to have been excited +and dragged into frankness by the wiles of a stranger. + +'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door, +and again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with +her. His influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, +and she turned her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated. + +'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really +not necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him +good-evening, without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, +leaving him standing at the door. + +'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could +think. Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all +she could see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that +his eyes were upon her until she had passed the hollow by the +waterfall, and by ascending the rise had become hidden from his view +by the boughs of the overhanging trees. + +5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M. + +The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an +invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more +wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for +the slightest link of connection between one and another. One +moment she was full of the wild music and stirring scene with +Manston---the next, Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy +ghost. Then Manston's black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the +reckless voluptuous mouth appeared bending to the curves of his +special words. What could be those troubles to which he had +alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. Sad at +heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. + +On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the +incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her +ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure +from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe +looked delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. + +'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with +assumed severity. + +'Yes, I was.' + +'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.' + +'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.' + +'What remarks did he make, do you say?' + +'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.' + +'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance +full upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said-- + +'Did he say anything about _me_?' + +'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I +was to give you the subscription.' + +'You are quite sure?' + +'Quite.' + +'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about +himself?' + +'Only one thing--that he was troubled,' + +'Troubled!' + +After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such +behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her +making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once +she was mistaken, nothing more was said. + +When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell +letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable +and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and +only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. +She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his +engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted +that all honour bade him marry his early love--a woman far better +than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and +begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She +upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at +Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the +last evening of the water excursions. 'I never, never can forget +it!' she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty, +ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were +of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever +approach her more. + +Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a +lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice +accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the +superior being who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she +betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and +covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh +indictment. + +This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself +with weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence +her as he had done that evening. What right on earth had he to +suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to +receive his music? She would have given much to be able to +annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that +extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being able to endure +the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he was then +holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:-- + + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE + September 20th. + + 'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I + promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + + 'C. GRAYE.' + + + +A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, +and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the +postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a +messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the +question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of +the two men who had so influenced her. + + + +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + +1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER + +The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the +inmates of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It +was impossible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of +each other, be engaged in the same service, and attend the same +church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a +week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head, +Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers, +and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe furtively +resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked beside +Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House +turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a +certainty. She knew that he loved her. + +But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. +He was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least +to hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his +own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not +one of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of +pure accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, +he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first +interview now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of +unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound +his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his +person, nor fear that she would refuse him--a course she +unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare +himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as +she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard--for some +undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired. +The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,' as +Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced +upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense +of being in some way in his power. + +The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and +inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than +any other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had +taken no notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she +discarded him. It was plain then, she said, that he did not care +deeply for her, and she thereupon could not quite leave off caring +deeply for him:-- + + 'Ingenium mulierum, + Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.' + +The month of October passed, and November began its course. The +inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that +Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose +and became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's +ears) to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with +Cytherea Graye. Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was +nothing left to say about it except that their marriage would be an +excellent one for both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in +point of love. + +As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at +first had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread +to her neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt +advances. By the middle of November, a theory made up of a +combination of the other two was received with general favour: its +substance being that a guilty intrigue had been commenced between +Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before, when he was a very +young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some womanly beauty, +but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was becoming +distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady's jealousy +would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new +attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe +this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were +hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more +markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have +been safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was +pursued, all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes +the while. + +2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH + +It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a +visit to his sister. + +His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at +Budmouth, and in order that there should be as little interruption +as possible to his duties there, he had decided not to come to +Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by +the first train the next morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point +of frequently offering him lodging for an unlimited period, to the +great pleasure of Cytherea. + +He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked +of the page who answered it for Miss Graye. + +When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just +coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the +vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and +he secretly clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then +turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though +Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him. + +'Who was that man?' he said. + +'I don't know, sir.' + +'Has he ever been here before?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'How many times?' + +'Three.' + +'You are sure you don't know him?' + +'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.' + +'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed, +and again went on his way. + +'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it +couldn't be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool +--such an utter fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me +like this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A +lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of +the world; yes, curse it; that is just why it is; that fact of her +being so helpless against the blows of circumstances which renders +her so deliciously sweet!' + +He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. + +He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to +proceed to an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, +and to call at the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the +supply of pipes. But a remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in +relation to Cytherea was what still occupied his mind, and had been +the immediate cause of his excitement at the sight of her brother. +Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly remarked during their intercourse, that +Cytherea was wildly in love with Edward Springrove, in spite of his +engagement to his cousin Adelaide. + +'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for +half-an-hour, while still continuing his walk with the greatest +vehemence. 'How I am harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed +himself by an effort. 'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly +as I can effect it. "Honesty is the best policy;"' with which +vigorously uttered resolve he once more attempted to turn his +attention to the prosy object of his journey. + +The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the +steward came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The +gloom did not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of +objects to attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. +It was along the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the +large leaves of the crop struck flatly against his feet at every +step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon +their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching +a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and followed the path into +the midst of the darkness produced by the overhanging trees. + +After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few +minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was +scarcely familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by +his coming at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful +feeling with outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. +However, as the wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about +finding the path again, and with some sense of pleasure halted +awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely melancholy yet +musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on, the prompt +moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly +discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him +waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their +boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its +striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow congenial to his +mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes. + +A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his +reverie, and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise +up from among the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red +glare of light coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama +of illuminated oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more +impressive than ever. + +The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect +acquaintance with the topographical features of that end of the +estate, had been but momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to +dwellers by a railway, being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing +along a shallow cutting in the midst of the wood immediately below +where he stood, the driver having the fire-door of the engine open +at the minute of going by. The train had, when passing him, already +considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle was heard, +announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van. + +But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it +was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his +position of facing the railway. + +If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning +transfixing him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a +more trance-like state. He still leant against the railings, his +right hand still continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight +on one foot, his other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the +blackness of the cutting. The only movement in him was a slight +dropping of the lower jaw, separating his previously closed lips a +little way, as when a strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a +man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the first, had taken +possession of him. + +It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a +second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale +face, reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full +upon it. The face was a woman's. + +At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted +his hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every +direction as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed +had found its way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my +address have become known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it +is a blessing I have been circumspect and honourable, in relation to +that--yes, I will say it, for once, even if the words choke me, that +darling of mine, Cytherea, never to be my own, never. I suppose all +will come out now. All!' The great sadness of his utterance proved +that no mean force had been exercised upon himself to sustain the +circumspection he had just claimed. + +He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, +and presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which +crossed the railway by a bridge. + +As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by +degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, +and he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah-- + + 'A woman shall compass a man.' + +3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK + +Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered +along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's +bedroom opened, and a tap was given upon his door. + +'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the +keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.' + +When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there +already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the +table for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of +putting on his overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went +softly through the long deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had +prepared their breakfast walking before them with a lamp held high +above her head, which cast long wheeling shadows down corridors +intersecting the one they followed, their remoter ends being lost in +darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out. + +Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the +pony-carriage which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having +a morbid horror of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and +especially to their men-servants, who looked down upon him as a +hybrid monster in social position. Cytherea proposed to walk a +little way with him. + +'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly. + +Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. +The feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those +under which the steward had left the house the evening previous, +excepting that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, +which is caused by the world getting lighter instead of darker. +'The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn' was just sufficient to +reveal to them the melancholy red leaves, lying thickly in the +channels by the roadside, ever and anon loudly tapped on by heavy +drops of water, which the boughs above had collected from the foggy +air. + +They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had +proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of +the turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch +of the building. + +She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was +drawn over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her +eyes were the sole features uncovered. + +With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect +stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement +to chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came +forth. + +Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for +two, or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others +in the park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent +intention of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing +to avoid observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it +rapidly to her pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, +she hurried out again, and across the park by a still more oblique +line than that traced by Owen and his sister. + +These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along +it as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, +looking for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the +grass upon the hard ground. + +Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in +the still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, +reached her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters +and sights whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as +precisely in the attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if +she had studied the position from the play. When they had advanced +a few steps, she followed them in some doubt, still screened by the +hedge. + +'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea. + +'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.' + +'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events +will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice +the fact beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so +were the same," and so on. But when three such events coincide +without any apparent reason for the coincidence, it seems as if +there must be invisible means at work. You see, three things +falling together in that manner are ten times as singular as two +cases of coincidence which are distinct.' + +'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But +I don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept +the public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out +her name and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for +by the fact that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you +came here was simply owing to Springrove.' + +'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first +loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over +that.' + +From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine +on the designs of Providence which were apparent in such +conjunctures, and went into a variety of details connected with Miss +Aldclyffe's history. + +'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she +inquired at last. + +'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no +harm; you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss +Aldclyffe might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.' + +'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went +on, 'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost +imperceptible, and yet real connection of some kind between her and +Mr. Manston, which is more than that of a mutual interest in the +estate.' + +'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!' + +'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice +anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself +that she is in love with him at all.' + +'Why can't you?' + +'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't +say it from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.' + +'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.' + +'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from +forty or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose +it was. And since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing +to compromise herself in any way. Besides, why should she have +brought an enemy here at all?' + +'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I +do, Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of +emotion towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love +or aversion.' + +They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes +accidentally fell upon her brother's feet. + +'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in +your manner of walking?' + +'What is it like?' he asked. + +'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you +used to.' + +The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their +footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their +conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed +reluctant to give over listening to them. + +'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I +think the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above +my ankle sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day +we went by steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from +coming back to you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we +have been talking about.' + +'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with +some alarm. + +'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a +sign of it when I sit in the office.' + +Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and +looked at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue +still flowed on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of +returning to its old channel. + +Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, +and hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and +came to a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. +This she softly opened, and came out upon the road, following it in +the direction of the railway station. + +Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his +quickened pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The +woman thereupon increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few +minutes safely distanced her fellow-traveller. + +The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of +rails; and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to +Budmouth was shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train +passed. Graye entered the waiting-room, and the door being open he +listlessly observed the movements of a woman wearing a long grey +cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked for a ticket for London. + +He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting +there and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of +her ceasing with the perception. + +4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a +fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye +by which, without turning her head, she could see what people were +doing almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the +old manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she +had on that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a +respectable kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled +arrangement could be made with some person as permanent domestic. + +Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted +the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself +and husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. +Manston. Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had +eaten his, and had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to +clear away, make his bed, and put the house in order for the day. + +On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the +operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, +and went back again, to perform those of the second. + +Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she +indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling +it. + +Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a +remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper +bed-clothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely +disarranged. 'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he +had made it himself after rising.' + +But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. +Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and +sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something +arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very +closely. 'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's +wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her +fixed like a fly in it. + +The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less +than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some +woman's head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the +window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became +utterly lost in meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively +settled on the hair, involuntarily dropped past its object by +degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the +outer one. + +She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, +wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the +whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no +more that morning. + +She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other +trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be +found. + +She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, +green-house, fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. +Coming in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and +found it to be her own. + +Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered +the village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth +Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several +unique diseases and afflictions. + +Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on +high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately +mooned and wandered after it like a cat's. + +'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and +stretching out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that +would have been an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo +Crivelli. + +'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the +treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly +imparted, together with the accident of its discovery. + +A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the +middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out +upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, +their elbows on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their +foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair. + +'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and +'tis my very belief the hair is--' + +'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth. + +'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the +Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I +don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, +that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to +stick a moral clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a +way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the +planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the +growen, and if not in the growen, she's made bad by what she's gone +through since.' + +'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs. +Leat. + +'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!' + +''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.' + +'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?' + +'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his +letters.' + +'What about 'em?' + +'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and +they he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as +you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the +window all the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d' +unvariably go there wi' letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em +by sight well enough now.' + +'Is it a she?' + +''Tis a she.' + +'What's her name?' + +'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than +that 'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who +ha' been here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench +escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye.' + +'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.' + +'That may be.' + +'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here +to see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she +vanished. Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she +could, go away how she would, without breakfast or help of any +kind?' + +Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. + +'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the +grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these +fingers, and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble +to write letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. +There's a tie between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.' + +'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look +married now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married +man.' + +'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.' + +'No, no: he's not a married man.' + +'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.' + +'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the +truth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He +always do.' + +'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, +as she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say +so, but I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.' + +5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH + +It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father, +and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag +herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on +the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbouring county +families. The bag was brought upstairs each morning to her +dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mostly in the +presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber +at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a kind of +reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of her +namesake only. + +Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the +operation of being brushed and dressed. + +'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning +succeeding that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the +first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish +place, the North side of London.' + +Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was +anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss +Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had +raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the +envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before +Cytherea could reach her side. + +'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks +in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon +lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter: +she seemed very anxious to get her dressing done, and the room +cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the other window, and a +few minutes later left the room to follow her own pursuits. + +It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and +then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and +all their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that +was seen of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and +round the flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, +and she crumpled a letter in her hand. + +Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or +indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did +in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as +it was taken in. + +In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the +letter of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:-- + + +'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him +to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and +reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and +waited again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer +than at first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell +you that not till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I +had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married +name, solely on account of its having been his request all along +that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is my first +disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to +visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like +a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of +the house as she best may--is justified in doing anything. + +'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be +involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal +flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. + +'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason +with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish +in a decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by +any respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for +some time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which +had caused disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled +to reinstate her in his house. + +'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a +peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, +has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present +trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all +people living, know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I +collected it having each only a partial knowledge which confuses +them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early +engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of +those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; another, of what +was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one +and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the +natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct +for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at +least of these things were revealed to me. + +'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, +is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a +feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. + +'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither +need he if you remember my request.' + + +'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words +as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature +to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family +either! A threat on his account--O, O! shall it be?' + +Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her +body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was +absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a +short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's +possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, +and that she would see what could be done in such an unfortunate +affair. + +6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST + +Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at +the House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss +Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in +view she could not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon +her. + +The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was +immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the +apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a +comparatively small one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the +main proportion of the lofty and sombre room in an artificial +twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of +the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the lower tiers +of the bookshelves. + +After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss +Aldclyffe knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of +human flesh, and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human +speech) she entered the room. + +Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not +discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all +attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the +perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known +to her; how it had become known he could not tell. + +She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, +letting it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so +that the light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its +surface. + +'You know whose writing this is?' she said. + +He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships +and hazard all on an advance. + +'My wife's,' he said calmly. + +His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more +expected an answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the +pulpit, 'Do you feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden +alarm. + +'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as +she vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were. + +'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell +every stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before. + +'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose +to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this +question, as you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my +advertisement.' + +'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was +this practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you +remember?' + +'Of course I remember.' + +'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the +situation. I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office +where there is a restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind +is always accepted as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her +behind for awhile. The other reason is, that these terms of yours +afforded me a plausible excuse for escaping (for a short time) the +company of a woman I had been mistaken in marrying.' + +'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired. + +'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool +last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an +architect.' + +'Where did she come from?' + +'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had +been married a week.' + +'She was ugly, I imagine?' + +'She is not an ugly woman by any means.' + +'Up to the ordinary standard?' + +'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while +we quarrelled and separated.' + +'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a +little sarcasm. + +'I did not.' + +'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.' + +Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place; +however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her +so, but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as +London and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and +though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always +intended to tell you the whole truth; and this was when I was going +to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of +your affairs should have proved the risk to be a safe one to run.' + +She bowed. + +'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare +to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging +you by the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to +hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters +stood till three nights ago; I was then walking home from the +pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along +close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage window, I saw my wife: +she had found out my address, and had thereupon determined to follow +me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in, next +morning early she left again--' + +'Because you treated her so cavalierly?' + +'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of +her, madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady +who had received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they +remained locked within him as within a casket of steel. + +'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?' she continued. + +'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.' + +'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has +not passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?' + +'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain +income when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre +as before our marriage, and in her maiden name.' + +'Has she any friends?' + +'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here +on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going +to do much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.' + +A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to +concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise +from your misleading me and getting the office you hold)--' + +'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming +here, I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the +Institute of Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old +address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was +forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed +as if this was put in my way on purpose, by some old friend or +other. I answered the advertisement certainly, but I was not +particularly anxious to come here, nor am I anxious to stay.' + +Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly +persuasion with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the +Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of +the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to +hide a failing heart. + +'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be +overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say +this much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, +as well as in yourself.' + +'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in +the dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous +experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en +masse, had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by +the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest +Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, as an unmarried man; an +interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near +Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate +as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, he +had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have +power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take +his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any +sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be +troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's +happiness. + +'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in the +world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should +sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of +your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests +altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that +you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, +as if you loved her; you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you +grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.' + +The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of +defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he +controlled himself and said, in his natural voice-- + +'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.' + +'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers +will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.' + +After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished +to put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and +retired. + +He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was +convinced that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the +single exception of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide +even from himself), had never served him in better stead than it had +done that night. + +Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the +bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he +calmed himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter +to his wife:-- + + + 'KNAPWATER, + November 21, 1864. + +'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty +visit to me. + +'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and +your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After +all, it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly +as you did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound +me. + +'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is +hardly worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage +you may have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of +superfluous things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make +a talk in this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been +keeping house separately. + +'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that +can occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and +the remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in +London the night before, and we will come down together by the +mid-day train--Your very affectionate husband, + + 'AENEAS MANSTON. + +'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.' + + +The address on the envelope was-- + +MRS. MANSTON, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON, + LONDON, N. + +He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the +country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, +instead of troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as +heretofore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a +secret. + +7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER + +But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of +another matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the +journey. + +The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he +had left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important +business engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that +gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had +suggested to his wife, had, in the interim, been appropriated by his +correspondent. The meeting could not now be put off. + +So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could +not be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would +entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night +as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road +Station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening. + +The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which +she said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. +Having already written his second letter, which was by that time in +her hands, he made no further reply. + +The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it +become generally known in the village that he was a married man, and +by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past +secrecy upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the +story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and +justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his +neighbours, that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity +to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extinguished. + + + +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M. + +Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to +her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing +the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in +a complex drama form the subject of this record. + +The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst +taking his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing +to eight, the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood +waiting ready at the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the +column of Bradshaw which showed the details and duration of the +selected train's journey. + +The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the +aid of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much +more carelessly than would have been the case had the expected +new-comer been Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife. + +He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger +ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular +place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. +By this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at +Carriford Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by +the second half of the train, containing the third-class passengers, +and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous +one, by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really be +brought. + +He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to +return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished +his breakfast, gave proper and precise directions to his servant on +the preparations that were to be made for the lady's reception, +jumped into his gig, and drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at +Chettlewood. + +He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help +turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. +Whilst he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and +sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few +seconds; then, as on previous occasions, it was resolutely +repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again +endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl whose beauty +and grace had so enslaved him. + +Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston +reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at +Chettlewood, ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the +platform, dreary with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign +that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and +conduct home. + +The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her +umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the +chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed +all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more +irritated in that this seemed a second and culminating instance of +her husband's neglect--the first having been shown in his not +fetching her. + +Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order +to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her +luggage, except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her +husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one +of the porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her +bag: he offered to do it himself. + +The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. +Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably +have preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her +companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a +longer period than two or three minutes together. + +He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the +effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the +station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the +inhabitants of the parish. + +He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief +possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As +first among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. + +After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in +his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had +been saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well +the handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited +for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only +one in the parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. + +'He rather liked her you think?' + +The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to +correct the error. + +'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly. + +'Not more than he does about me?' + +'Not a bit.' + +'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood +still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had +recalled to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and +walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the +station. + +The porter stood still and looked surprised. + +'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said +plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the +deserted road. + +'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of +resignation. Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned +about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh. + +It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks +to hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the +mask of indifference. + +Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a +weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to +execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be +frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical +hour of action. + +'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she +murmured again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. + +'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter. + +'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by +this time, I imagine?' + +'Very near now, ma'am.' + +They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew +mournfully and chill. + +Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The +porter stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited. + +Nobody came. + +Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series +of rappings--less forcible, but more sustained. + +There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light +visible; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the +passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about +her feet upon the floor of the porch. + +The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not +expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later +train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then +locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her +friends. + +'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the +fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had +resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the passages +inside. + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'Who keeps it?' + +'Farmer Springrove.' + +'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold, +and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on +anybody's account, gentle or simple.' + +They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of +Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was +verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months +earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making +cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now +intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low +sough of the elms, and the occasional creak of the swinging sign. + +They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the +cold, than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the +coldest of winter winds. + +It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from +London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of +voices his father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A +picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was +visible in old Mr. Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a +stranger. + +Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for +Edward was immediately named as being ready for her, another being +adaptable for Edward, should he come in. + +Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or +even lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up +to her apartment, the chambermaid preceding her. + +'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she +had come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before +the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. +Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. + +'Bring me some brandy,' she said. + +The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a +tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed +a single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if +still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. + +Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to +listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself. + +'This is welcome home!' she said. + +2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M. + +A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. + +During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. +Springrove had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded +piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many +years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste. + +The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in +the sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary +way, and now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the +plot. + +It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival, +and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine +temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost +too near the back of the house for its continuance to be unattended +with risk; for though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air +remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house +might possibly carry a spark across. + +'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round +before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the +truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes +to wash it into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the +back field to burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than +the ashes would be worth.' + +'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on. + +Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, +he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and +barring up for the night, he made a final and more careful +examination. The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs +of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as +long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the +quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there +could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible +substance, though it were no more than a yard off. + +The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the +same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap +smoked in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the +farmer looked towards it, but less carefully than on the first +night. + +The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its +old smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there +seemed a probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the +morrow. + +After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and +hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to +listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the +railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had +not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which +intelligence the old man concluded that he would probably not see +his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto made a point of +coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston. + +Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same +time going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked +round and in at the back of the house. + +The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in +passing; two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was +about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there +was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train, +unlikely as it was that he would be so delayed. The old man +thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to his usual matters +indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten o'clock. + +Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a +heap of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for +many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a +powdery charcoal ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of +combustion beyond the volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the +continuance of this quiet process is throughout its length at the +mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, +by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame so brisk as to +consume the whole in an hour or two. + +Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the +door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from +its summit, a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a +considerable heat had arisen inside. + +As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses +adjoining the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and +spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road +till he came to a gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. +Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he +had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw +behind him a clear red glow indicating the position of the +couch-heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and diminishing in +brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly +lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he +should not care to have a fire so near them as that--and the wind +rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the +station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road +was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning, when +the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability +of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. + +By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if +the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity +for devastation. + +At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard +amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed +brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another +breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous +and weak, then continuous and strong. + +At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of +ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the +houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. + +Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a +distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly +on the ground. + +Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even +now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature +does few things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment +fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of +mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house, +and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. + +A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits +and seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the +mangel-wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by +the wind; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable +that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a +piggery at the end. Yet had the piggery been tiled, the +time-honoured hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe; +but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood +and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became +ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of +the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty +seconds. + +3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M. + +A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three +Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was +made, the rush was a rush for bare life. + +A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts +were heard. + +Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler +and chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been +stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; +it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again +overhung at the eaves, which were finished with heavy oak +barge-boards; every atom in its substance, every feature in its +construction, favoured the fire. + +The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, +bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased +tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long +quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the +end of the house; the square outline of the church tower, on the +other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a +sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object +against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the +flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought +out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light. + +Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The +lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of +the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, +Mr. Raunham. + +Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the +men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. +Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one +in the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little +trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, +and the puny instrument began to play. + +Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid +faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the +confusion a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or +four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled +them indescribably. Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the +horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a +face streaming with blood, ghastly and pitiful to see, his +excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception +of how, when, or where he came by the wound. + +The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the +furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the +parlour, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few +chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light +articles; but these were all. + +Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a +deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying +in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages +adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from +the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt +of water was as nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the +thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and +dived through to the rafters. + +Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?' + +He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had +been standing a few minutes earlier. + +'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice. + +'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God, +find him! Help here!' + +A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in +defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced +themselves through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found +the object of their search lying senseless on the floor of the +passage. + +To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a +basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover +consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No +sooner were his preservers out of the building than the +window-frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of +flames. Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front +door started into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light +penetrated the centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames +rushed forth. + +Then the staircase fell. + +'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice. + +'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others. + +'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.' + +'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from +behind. It was the chambermaid's. + +Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, +and threw his hands up wildly. + +'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I +tried to fetch her out, but I fell.' + +An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly +by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which +followed his words. + +An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one +intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured +over them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a +crash, pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front +wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a +cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of +flame followed the uproar of the fall. + +'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again, +incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, +had a reply been volunteered. + +The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the +dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible +materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat +in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the +conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and +helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with +minds full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward +again with the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving +goods from the houses adjoining, which it was evident were all +doomed to destruction. + +The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap +of red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the +church clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the +bewildered chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, +wandered through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth +Psalm. + +4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M. + +Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in +no very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in +Knapwater Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was +more than disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him. + +Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever +fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never +again fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this +dilemma, hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest +itself to him; married as he was, he was near Cytherea. + +He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, +timing the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach +Carriford Road Station just soon enough to meet the last London +train. + +He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the +horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; +then the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing +that its origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing. + +Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered. + +'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce +such a raging flame so suddenly.' + +He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features +in the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, +and the excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its +direction, not being an old inhabitant of the district, or a +countryman used to forming such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of +the light shortened its real remoteness to an apparent distance of +not more than half: it seemed so near that he again stopped his +horse, this time to listen; but he could hear no sound. + +Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to +an angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical +horizon, he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in +possession of further knowledge, having however assumed in the +interim, that the fire was somewhere between Carriford Road Station +and the village. + +The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He +was at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the +steward's position, but nearing the same point as that to which +Manston tended. The younger Edward Springrove was returning from +London to his father's house by the identical train which the +steward was expecting to bring his wife, the truth being that +Edward's lateness was owing to the simplest of all causes, his +temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey for +the sake of travelling at third-class fare. + +Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and +he was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in +which he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his +long engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those +few days of ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and +tied his tongue till speaking was too late. + +'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself +as he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable +folly!' + +An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or +seven years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself +to yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of +himself, though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were +men, sometimes women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in +spite of a fashion which pervades the whole community at the present +day--the habit of exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but +diverse, the fact remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and +that in many of the sentiments of life the difference of sex is but +a difference of degree. + +But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still +continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, +or rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were +probably too unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a +woman. Thereupon, he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by +wandering away to the heroines of poetical imagination, and took no +further thought on the earthly realization of his formless desire, +in more homely matters satisfying himself with his cousin. + +Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke: + + 'Tis She, and here + Lo! I unclothe and clear + My wishes' cloudy character.' + +Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the +judgment cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending +the situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already +treachery to the new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest +of their sex, but there are very few of them. Cytherea was one. + +On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these +things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations' +soon tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the +strong necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence +of which was ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he +obtained a situation as assistant to an architect in the +neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the duties would not begin till +after the lapse of a month. + +He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the +intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found +himself on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope +of getting a last glimpse of Cytherea there. + +5. MIDNIGHT + +It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. +The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang +as he crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. + +The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had +returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as +he entered, and immediately came towards him. + +'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said. + +The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. + +'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said. + +'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said +Manston. + +'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.' + +The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train. + +'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk. + +Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the +question without having heard it. + +'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You +can't see the flames from this station on account of the trees, but +step on the bridge--'tis tremendous!' + +He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which +came in the next minute. + +The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up +his ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man +with a black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the +door, down the steps, and struck out into the darkness. + +'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had +returned. The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the +steward's thoughts after him. + +'He's an architect.' + +'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,' +Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again. + +'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.' + +'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself, +and considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled +his mind. + +The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as +Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from +his thoughts. + +'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my +rival,' he pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to +him, into the luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and +putting in one box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, +Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process-- + +'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.' + +He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, +mounted the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater +Park. + +The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. +He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the +crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the +conflagration. + +Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from +the right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been +walking in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on +approaching nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector. + +Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer +originally, who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed +poacher. + +'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of +the way. + +'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man. + +'Yes.' + +'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern +you, sir.' + +'Well, well.' + +'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?' + +'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this +time, I suppose.' + +The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned +his face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to +Manston's. + +'Yes, she did come,' he said. . . . 'I beg pardon, sir, but I +should be glad of--of--' + +'What?' + +'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.' + +'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.' + +'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't +know what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.' + +'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a +security.' + +'Oh!' + +'Let me go on,' said Manston. + +'Thy wife is _dead_; that's the rest o' the news,' said the +labourer slowly. He waited for a reply; none came. + +'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy +house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called +up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.' + +'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly. + +Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure +strikes the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer +sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the +possibility of such an unmoved David as this. + +Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, +and ran on foot to the site of the fire. + +The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, +and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what +furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being +already on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, +but it was small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the +rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and +torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings +relative to the removal of goods into the church, and with the other +was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the +puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue +was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear +countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming +faces of the toiling villagers. + +'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping +into the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him +aside. 'Is she burnt?' repeated Manston. + +'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of +burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon +her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.' + +'Why was she here?' said Manston. + +'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the +door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the +fact being that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. +She then came back to the inn and went to bed.' + +'Where's the landlord?' said Manston. + +Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and +corroborated the evidence given by the rector. + +'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward. + +'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--' + +'What do you think?' + +'She was much put out about something.' + +'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in +reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and +retired from the shining light. + +Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means +at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each +presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking +ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass +--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other. + +A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here +--steam. There was present what is not observable in towns +--incandescence. + +The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong +smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the +villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now +stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by +the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the +level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall +dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely +against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on +the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a mellower, +ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning +gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten +church in the background. + +The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of +the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for +the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved +from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for +them, and they accordingly were gathered there. + +6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M. + +Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the +churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building. + +He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in +the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by +its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills +on the same side. The only light burning inside the church was a +small tallow candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of +the building to that in which Manston had sat down, and near where +the furniture was piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by +the ruddier light from the ruins, making the weak flame to appear +like the moon by day. + +Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by +his son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They +were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was +relinquished for that of the houses burnt. + +This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built +under the following circumstances:-- + +Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages +afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village +street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of +a large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.' + +The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea +that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and +accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable +inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject to the payment of a +merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives, on condition that +he built his own cottage, and delivered it up intact at the end of +the term. + +Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, +either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives +were added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the +manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, +as one of the chief provisions for his old age. + +The steward had become interested in the following conversation:-- + +'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.' + +The words came from Edward in an anxious tone. + +'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man +gloomily. + +'Not?' the son asked. + +'Not one!' said the farmer. + +'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?' + +'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, +which had been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for +some years, gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other +fire-offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the +uncertainty and greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever +since then I have been continually intending to go to another +office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?' + +'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more +uneasily. + +'No, not particularly,' said his father absently. + +'Where are they?' + +'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among +other things.' + +'Well, we must see to that at once.' + +'What do you want?' + +'The key.' + +They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and +then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner +under the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding +the candle, whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one +of the drawers, and spread the first out before him. + +'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will +be sufficient. The terms of all are the same.' + +Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for +some time; then aloud and slowly as follows:-- + + +'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and +administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John +Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto +the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear +yearly rent of ten shillings and sixpence . . . . at the several +times hereinbefore appointed for the payment thereof respectively. +And also shall and at all times during the said term well and +sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and +all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be +erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without +exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the +determination of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.' + + +They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church +without speaking. + +Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the +farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of +sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to +step aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if +he chose to do so. + +'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. + +'Mr. Manston, the steward.' + +Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the +younger man. Their faces came almost close together: one large +flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long +dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upwards +against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met +those of the other. Edward had learnt, by a letter from home, of +the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of +it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That marriage was now +nought. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt +an instinctive enmity towards him--he would hardly own to himself +why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and +looked keenly and inscrutably at him. + +7. ONE TO TWO A.M. + +Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. +Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at +once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. + +Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, +cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour +out the soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is +dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was +selfishly and inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for +the recent catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during +a period of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a +passionate outburst of feeling. + +Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and +then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his +part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the +night. + +Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, +arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with +a certain number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes +were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be +done towards searching them at that hour of the night. He turned +homeward again, in the company of the rector, who had considerately +persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised +that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three +Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of +his unfortunate wife. + +Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. + + + +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH + +The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came +without bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and +crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and +modern manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. + +He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, +and to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the +search for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be +delayed an instant. + +He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if +the death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of +necessity deeply lament; and when all under this head that social +form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material +damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy +it. + +It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she +spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of +bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto +forbidden her this tone: the demeanour of the subject of her +favouritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was +entirely a changed man. + +'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said. + +'Well, I am,' he answered shortly. + +'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?' + +He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added. + +'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is +dead,' Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully. + +'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve +it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in +one of his letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to +speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued, +after a short interval of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you +will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavouring to win the +love of a young lady living about you, one in whom I am much +interested already.' + +'Cytherea!' + +'Yes, Cytherea.' + +'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?' + +'Yes.' + +Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to +rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward +quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love +her.' + +She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand +moving indecisively at her side. + +'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for +that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they +tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to +her attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well +as of inquiry; but none of jealousy. + +'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was +just that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you +did not give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a +mien and tone of pride. + +Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. + +'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of +my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual +motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late +wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to +retain an office which brings me greater comforts than any I have +enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though +I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it +still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of +another woman.' + +He waited for her to speak: she did not. + +'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss +Graye's love,' he went on. + +'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once +want to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it +will soon be made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only +half attended to Manston's last statement. + +'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the +steward. + +'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's +nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it off.' + +'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly. + +His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said +haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has +been to see her _your_ wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to +bring about such a result.' + +'But it must be _made_ your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice, +looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her +past. + +One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that +peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when, +after having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's +position, she suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was +thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward. + +'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered. + +'I know all,' he said. + +'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't +tell you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?' +She reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will +not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in +a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the +time: it was chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to +know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_ +threaten me?' she added softly, as if she had for the moment +forgotten to whom she had been speaking. + +'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his +eyes from her. + +An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, +obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so +when I schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till +I found you were married. O, how can you! O! . . . O!' She wept; +and the weeping of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of +a man. + +'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most +absurd thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I +knew all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly +I found that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter +of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was +required was the mere spark of life, to make of a bundle of +perceptions an organic whole.' + +'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can +you threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you +readily without a threat!' + +'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your +indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.' + +'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.' + +He took her hand, and held it gently. + + * * * * * + +'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become +calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may +make him, but only in one way.' + +'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!' + +'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for +the last two or three years?' + +'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have +been promptly paid, haven't they?' + +'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which +are burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might +compel him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest +case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to +that,' he continued. + +'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, +directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the +park?' + +'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer +Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for +him.' + +'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.' + +'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly. + +Miss Aldclyffe changed colour. + +'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said. + +'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered. +'But why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long +before it was yours? What must I do?' + +'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. +Springrove, which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he +will be expected to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. +See him yourself, in order that the proposals made may not appear to +be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring +up the subject of the houses. To rebuild them would be a matter of +at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we +are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then +tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling an old +tenant like his father to any such painful extreme--there shall be +no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then +speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, +and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with +hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, +as some return for your consideration towards his father. Don't +suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you +of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise +to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and +get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely +renouncing her.' + +'She has already asked him to do that.' + +'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to +fulfil his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think +it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of +me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote +me the first evening I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I +could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married +to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me--perhaps +before; a woman's pride is soon wounded.' + +'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more +particularly what's the law upon the houses?' + +'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case +stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I +want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes +away from home again.' + +She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he +became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of +the carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of +Cytherea Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes +inquiringly. + +'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered. + +Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went +towards the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and +probing. + +2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND + +The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise +that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the +unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. + +Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and +chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one +glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted +sparks and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. +It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body +would survive the effect of the hot coals, and after a search +pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of +Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her +fate. + +The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a +few coins, and two charred and blackened bones. + +Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was +held at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury +of the chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the +only remaining one in the village--was crowded to excess by the +neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who +could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties +being present as listeners. + +The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded +in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished +coffin lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an +adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in +with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's +own doing. + +Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without +the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and +deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a +Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to +him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second +floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week +in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if +he wished for any guarantee of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, +Knapwater Park. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out. +She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time. At the +end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his +house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day, +telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She paid +all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week +previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only +took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, +when she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, +with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. + +Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that +he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get +out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. +She stood beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The +luggage, consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with +canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at +finding nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to +accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater +Park. He was just off duty at that time, and offered to go himself. +The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs. +Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the +door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston's house being closed. + +Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and +commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. + +The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his +nervously thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and +the mere spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had +contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sickness. A perfect +silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke. + +His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, +and asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood +in the passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room +was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the +staircase, when Mrs. Manston followed her up to the room. He did +not speak ten words with her altogether. + +Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son +Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught +sight of her shadow moving about the room. + +THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman +undressing?' + +SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It +moved backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or +merely pacing up and down the room.' + +Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she +preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went +out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring +a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought +it up, and put it on the dressing-table. + +THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came +back?' + +'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when +she came in.' + +'Did she begin to undress before you left?' + +'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and +was on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does +sometimes when pulled off?' + +'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?' + +'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for +she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters +at all.' + +'And did you hear or see any more of her?' + +'No more, sir.' + +Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in +accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made +comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on +Monday night. Mr. Manston told her that himself and Mrs. Manston +would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and +that supper was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early, +she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. Leat the +postmistress. + +Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he +had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at +the station when she came. The broken watch produced was his +wife's--he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other +signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the +locks of her two boxes. + +Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. +Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in +the evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was +going to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was +coming by the last train that night. + +The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The +small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the +other the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone +that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to +the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they +were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burning +by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable, +which being of wood, as well as the floor, burnt after it had +fallen, and consumed the body with it. + +Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony. + +The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that +the deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the +burning of the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON + +When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end +of the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to +the park, a distance of about a stone's-throw. + +'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.' + +'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a +misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it +breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would +God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were +morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and +for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice +became broken. + +'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston. + +'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued. + +'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than +unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and +solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to +yours, different in nature as it is.' + +'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in +place again?' + +'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.' + +'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man, +with more agitation in his voice. + +'Yes, exactly.' + +'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of +how she means to treat me?' + +'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of +her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather +peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth +perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I +should hardly think more.' + +The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along +the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's +cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had +temporarily taken refuge. + +The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself +perceptible. Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the +whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could +be drawn from him. Edward continually discovered him looking +fixedly at the wall or floor, quite unconscious of another's +presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically, +and with the same abstraction. + +4. DECEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his +son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the +conversation with the steward. + +'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently. +'I'll see Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that +you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it, +that Miss Aldclyffe will do any such unjust thing.' + +Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along +the high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of +a short cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a +few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, +and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes +cognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the +time, though they appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. +It was a yellow, lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the +quarter when morning and evening seem to meet together without the +intervention of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth +Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in +the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard +behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the +prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the +boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front +of him. + +He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to +request a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly +addressed him on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune +for your father' she said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his +insurances expire?' + +'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the +general terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of +the fire, the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding +the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, +to the extent of some hundreds of pounds?' + +She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then +repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. +Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place +in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had +reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. + +'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said. + +'They are not conditions exactly.' + +'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.' + +'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's +negligence.' + +'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all +rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me +comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes +upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but +Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and myself.' + +Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly +not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become +an educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view +society from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in +Carriford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's +unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully +conscious of the labyrinth into which he had wandered between his +wish to behave honourably in the dilemma of his engagement to his +cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his love for Cytherea, +Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case. +He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth. + +And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any +second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she +were prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her +haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. +By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by +compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into +the work. + +A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and +tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and +evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain +herself as mistress, she descended to an action the meanness of +which haunted her conscience to her dying hour. + +'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether +what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, +at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye +particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this +matter.' + +Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward +was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of +mind, even through so dangerous a medium. + +'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness, +'tells me clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.' + +'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men +are like that.' + +'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first +speech. + +'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with +sarcastic archness. + +Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he +rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his +antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the +early evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a +keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, +as Mary Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again +answered her honestly. + +'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.' + +'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!' + +'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be +strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that +intimacy could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack +of love--love is only suppressed.' + +'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's +pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is +often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft +insidiousness. + +This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he +had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own +it. + +'I had never thought of it,' he said. + +'And don't believe it?' + +'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.' + +She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly-- + +'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my +intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss +Hinton not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love +Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even +more than I do you. I did not mean to drag her name into the affair +at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of +dismissal to you--for it was a most pronounced dismissal--not on +account of your engagement. She is old enough to know that +engagements can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote +it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not with any +idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.' + +'Who?' + +'Mr. Manston.' + +'Good--! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she +hadn't seen him!' + +'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could +prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went +voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed +for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him +than she went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should +not see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen +desperately in love with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young +girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county. +Why else should she not have written to you before?' + +'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection +between me and my cousin until then.' + +'I must think she did.' + +'On what ground?' + +'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very +first day she came to live with me.' + +'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that +the day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should +part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--' + +'A remarkably handsome and talented man.' + +'Yes, I admit that.' + +'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing +him.' + +'Yes, just when she had seen him.' + +'And been to his house alone with him.' + +'It is nothing.' + +'And stayed there playing and singing with him.' + +'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.' + +'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a +letter referring to a secret appointment with him.' + +'Never, by God, madam! never!' + +'What do you say, sir?' + +'Never.' + +She sneered. + +'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a +very trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word +is truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor +herself. You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter +concerning an assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, +and will be considerate enough to lend it me.' + +'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would +cause a young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!' + +She flushed a little. + +'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea +didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the +parish, that he was married.' + +'Of course she didn't.' + +'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly +afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. +It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her +attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in +quenching them.' + +'We'll hope that he did.' + +'But circumstances are changed now.' + +'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly. + +'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has +a perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that +is to say.' + +Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's +faith was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it +gratified her. + +Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his +interview with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him. + +'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked, +gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.' + +'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than +you are, many years older, and I know many things.' + + + +Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised +his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, +Edward slowly went his way into the village, and approached his +cousin's house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. +He had been waiting there for more than half-an-hour. His eye +kindled quickly. + +'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine +tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently, +they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in +some direction or another. + +'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced +cheerfulness. + +'But must we rebuild?' + +'It seems we must, father.' + +The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, +without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished +in him again. When Edward went in he found his father with the +bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them +up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only +to remove them again. + +Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she +watched the farmer-- + +'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if +anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you +and I have in the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward +felt more bound up with her after that remark. + +She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before +the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me +away to you when we are married.' + +For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as +to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse +the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness +as well as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, +how little he had thought of his father's peace of mind! + +The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began +asking his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what +might induce Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of +her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose +course it behoved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once +turned his eyes on Edward's face: their expression was woful: the +pupils were dilated and strange in aspect. + +'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth +time, increasing the sadness of his listeners. + +An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a +letter, addressed-- + + 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.' + +'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had +recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an +offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to +make that the way into the park.' + +Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a +supreme effort of self-command-- + +'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing +connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send +it to-night.' + +His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly +afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward +opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. + +The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting, +addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was +the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his +house by the thunderstorm-- + + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE, + September 20th. + +'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I +promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + 'C. GRAYE.' + + +Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule +observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence +seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could +have been. + +He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject +of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss +Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural +enough under the trying experience, concluded that because the lady +was truthful in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be +right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that +Cytherea--the hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, +looked with something more than indifference upon the extremely +handsome face and form of Manston. + +Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself +to love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her +love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in +her old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she +knew it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man +to whom it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the +result of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have +called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had +been patent to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own +knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, +conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his +arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances +had rested upon him--his upon her. + +Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing +Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it +through. He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore +the date of the letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it +the phrase, 'All the day long I have been thinking,' afforded +justifiable ground for assuming that it was written subsequently to +the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter one) to the steward. + +But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the +genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It +was a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love: + + 'Love is not love + Which alters when it alteration finds.' + +But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had +died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her +could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. + +Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole +matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from +Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. +Taken in connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, +Cytherea, her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the +ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward. + +5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH + +Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly +from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing +in his ears. + +Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon +the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward +concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and +gone out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the +outer doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it +empty. Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little +back parlour, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were +deposited, and looked in at the door. Here, near the window, the +shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father +leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body +nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were +ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the leases of the houses +destroyed. + +His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the +young man as his face came into the faint light. + +'Edward, why did you get up so early?' + +'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.' + +The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to +become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his +eyes, he said-- + +'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, +this will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about +the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery +now. God help us--all misery now!' + +Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary +daylight outside. + +'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home +makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this +troubles me besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up +her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she +doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you +are going to marry her?' + +'Nothing at all lately.' + +'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. +You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or +last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so +patiently and so long--you are almost called upon to say you are +ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to walk up +to church wi' her one of these mornings, get the thing done, and go +on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the +sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little +freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, divided as they were +between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just +think about it, will ye, Ted?' + +He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of +his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. + +'Yes, I will,' said Edward. + +'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the +farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must +know the rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like +seeing her, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder +what she'll say to me.' + +The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father +asked her what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to +Manston: her character was not that of a woman who shrank from a +proposition she had once laid down. If his father were to say to +her that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the +year, and had given her a promise to that effect, she would say, +'Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt: we'll let them go: trouble +no more about them.' + +His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are +talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide +if she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in +my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.' + +'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the +farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.' + +6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH + +Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart, +two had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at +this time. + +It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit +to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. +Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat +at the window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, +which had been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss +Aldclyffe, that she might not be driven into that lady's presence +against her will. She leant with her face on her hand, looking out +into the gloomy grey air. A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame +of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one side of her face and neck +like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the +other side of the same fair face, which received from the window the +faint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow from the fire had +a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite of it. There the +shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. + +The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood +which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a +peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some +answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did +not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a +lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her +otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on +some morning of this particular week was, that hearing of his return +to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an +interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last few +days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of +the postman's arrival. + +The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge +from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the +wicket, dive through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk +across it without reference to paths--as country postmen do--and +come to the porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat, +and turn away towards the village, without hindering himself for a +single pace. + +Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and +carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss +Aldclyffe's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been +depicted by sounds. + +She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She +thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to +see me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.' + +A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than +usual. 'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden, +as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, +and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein. + +A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were +moving yet, miss.' + +'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the +utterance of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I +shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner.' + +She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's +bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in +bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at +her letters. + +'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,' +said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child, +if you like,' she continued, yawning factitiously. + +'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was +likely to be a letter for me.' + +From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she +tremblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope +addressed to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day +before, after the decision he had come to on an impartial, and on +that account torturing, survey of his own, his father's, his cousin +Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cytherea's, position. + +The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when +she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young +lady before her a wan desolate look of agony. + +The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak +truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper +course. That I regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is +hardly necessary for me to say.' + + + +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + +1. DECEMBER TO APRIL + +Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. +Christmas had passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given +place to more dreary winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in +rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period +of pink dawns and white sunsets; with the third week in April the +cuckoo had appeared, with the fourth, the nightingale. + +Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new +office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of +Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide +Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. + +The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at +Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of +the decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in +front of her, and beside Miss Hinton. + +The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in +the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss +Aldclyffe; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the +service. + +It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes +under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been +treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, +friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy +--racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the +first Psalm and came to the verse-- + + 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, + With timely fruit doth bend, + He still shall flourish, and success + All his designs attend.' + +Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but +could she help singing the words in the depths of her being, +although the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side? + +Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness +under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her +extreme foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be +simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to +men in general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to +kiss the rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating +doctrines in the Sermon on the Mount. + +As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, +it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love +is in itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his +cousin's book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic-- + + 'O, what hast thou of her, of her + Whose every look did love inspire; + Whose every breathing fanned my fire, + And stole me from myself away!' + +Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church +early, and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her +ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would +nevertheless live: 'My nature is one capable of more, far more, +intense feeling than hers! She can't appreciate all the sides of +him--she never will! He is more tangible to me even now, as a +thought, than his presence itself is to her!' She was less noble +then. + +But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart +till the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she +even tried to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one +another very dearly. + +The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, +Manston continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued +in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had +not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss +seemed so to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as +a heavy sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His +conduct was uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, +as the date of the catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a +different aspect towards her. He always contrived to obliterate by +his manner all recollection on her side that she was comparatively +more dependent than himself--making much of her womanhood, nothing +of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion offered, and +full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not officious. +In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her +friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest +symptom of the old love to be apparent. + +Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on +his behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. + +2. THE THIRD OF MAY + +She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the +private grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; +it overlooked the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their +undisturbed reflection in the smooth still water. Here the old and +young maid halted; here they stood, side by side, mentally imbibing +the scene. + +The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, +blackbirds, and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and +twitter. The road was spotted white with the fallen leaves of +apple-blossoms, and the sparkling grey dew still lingered on the +grass and flowers. Two swans floated into view in front of the +women, and then crossed the water towards them. + +'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite +involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds' +graceful advance. + +'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath +the water, working with the greatest energy.' + +'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference +to direction which we associate with a swan.' + +'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of +something.' + +'Of what?' + +'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.' + +Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as +circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. +She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden +appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a +death, was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things. + +'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently. + +'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly. + +'Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze. + +'Didn't you know it?' + +'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six +months.' + +'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or +method, or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as +"falling in love." He does not want his love to be observed just +yet, on the very account you mention; but conceal it as he may from +himself and us, it exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure +you.' + +'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,' +said Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. + +'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great +burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you +both.' + +A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before +Manston's arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims, +checked Cytherea's utterance for awhile. + +'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss +Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach +you can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.' + +Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid +of him. She wanted to be alone. + +'Do you want me here?' she said. + +'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said +Miss Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear. +There's nothing in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. +Manston's honourable conduct towards his wife and yourself, with +Springrove towards his betrothed and yourself, and then see which +appears the more worthy of your thoughts.' + +3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE + +The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly +defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance +was necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next +to impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive +repugnance towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though +she may not be inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so +alarmed at the sight of him as to render a meeting and conversation +with her more than a matter of difficulty. + +Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was +very religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever +converted by argument, but there is a single one which will make any +Laodicean in England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books +and become a zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart +can be seen from his pew. + +Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery, +everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, +as in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, +though she felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to +heighten its effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the +evanescence of female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. +'Handsome is that handsome does' he considered a proverb which +should be written on the looking-glass of every woman in the land. +'Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,' he said, in a +tone of playful sadness. 'They are beautiful. But I see these +things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are +gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face, +poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty years?" I say. +"Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think it is cruel +that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It seems +hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; be +food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow +up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss +Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love +I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that +I felt at the beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome +eyes. + +It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and +offer of his hand. + +She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him +enough to accept it. + +An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself +for what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave +of a mere lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should +they know of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a +ground for thinking less of his standing than before--he went home +to the Old House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. +Turning aside, he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt +standing in the corner, and looked into it. The reflection +from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his face with the greenish +shades of Correggio's nudes. Staves of sunlight slanted down +through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful distinctness. +Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and tumbled +in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest; +perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at +most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four +hours. + +'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day +too? Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if +I move heaven and earth to do it!' + +Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first +place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that +would have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who +wished to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if +any rule at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men +collectively, is notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a +petted man, and to pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of +both kinds. Manston with Springrove's encouragement would have +become indifferent. Edward with Manston's repulses would have +sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her supreme +indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it completely disarmed +his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a +susceptible Princess. + +4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY + +Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her +brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement +of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a +twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to +give a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon. + + + 'BUDMOUTH REGIS, + +Saturday. + +'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a +little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, +is sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from +you any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been +distressed by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we +went to Lulstead Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning +early. It is an unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and +the ankle. I had just found fresh symptoms of it when you were here +for that half-hour about a month ago--when you said in fun that I +began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to tell you then, +but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it was not +worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able +to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that +Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and +that I shall be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for +the best. How it came, what was its origin, or what it tends to, I +cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, if it is no +better. . .--Your loving brother, OWEN.' + + +This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, +but suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter +from him, of which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:-- + + +'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you +that it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give +you my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no +excuse whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am +worse than I say. This morning then, for the first time, I have +been obliged to stay away from the office. Don't be frightened at +this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that is wanted, and by nursing +myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of six months.' + + +After a visit from her he wrote again:-- + + +'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort +of rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its +cure. My leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have +been applied, and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall +be as right as ever in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run +up by the train to see you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss +Aldclyffe grumbles again about your being away, for I am going on +capitally. . . . You shall hear again at the end of the week.' + + +At the time mentioned came the following:-- + + +'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening +after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that +there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been +treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they +pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. +Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would +call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They +consulted together and then told me that rheumatism was not the +disease after all, but erysipelas. They then began treating it +differently, as became a different matter. Blisters, flour, and +starch, seem to be the order of the day now--medicine, of course, +besides. + +'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been +obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, +though, of course, it could not be avoided.' + + +A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as +often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as +cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing +which might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter +from him then told her these additional facts:-- + + +'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot +make out what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! +This suspense is wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you +for a day? Do come to me. We will talk about the best course then. +I am sorry to complain, but I am worn out.' + + +Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn +her brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that +Cytherea might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which +lay in her power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to +leave the room, and hasten to the station. + +'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one +word. Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?' + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously. + +'He proposed?' + +'Yes.' + +'And you refused him?' + +'Yes.' + +'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe +emphatically, 'and accept him before he changes his mind. The +chance which he offers you of settling in life is one that may +possibly, probably, not occur again. His position is good and +secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy one. You may not +be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not sure? My +father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me whist, +"When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten times as valuable +to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is +always the risk that you may never get another offer.' + +'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea. + +'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her +face glowing like fire. + +Cytherea laughed stealthily. + +'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is +Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you +overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you +might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will +please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You +understand me, Cythie dear?' + +Cytherea was silent. + +'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your +promising that you will accept him some time this year, I will take +especial care of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?' + +'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room. + +She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned +to Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked +startlingly thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen +him before. The brother and sister had that day decided that +notwithstanding the drain upon their slender resources, another +surgeon should see him. Time was everything. + +Owen told her the result in his next letter:-- + + +'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on +the head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the +secret lay in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal +three days ago (after taking chloroform). . . Thank God it is over. +Though I am so weak, my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I +shall be at work again? I asked the surgeons how long it would be +first. I said a month? They shook their heads. A year? I said. +Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. They would not, or +could not, tell me. But never mind. + +'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on +so drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!' + + +She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note +to the Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and +sick at heart as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting +her. He asked politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She +tacitly acquiesced. During their walk he inquired the particulars +of her brother's illness, and with an irresistible desire to pour +out her trouble to some one, she told him of the length of time +which must elapse before he could be strong again, and of the lack +of comfort in lodgings. + +Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye, +I will not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they +say is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive +me, for I cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that +may suit you--any remote day you may name will satisfy me--and you +shall find him well provided for.' + +For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at +her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot +voluptuous nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he +might under a quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth +with a scorching white heat. She perceived how animal was the love +which bargained. + +'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly. + +5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same +dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad +visits. + +She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still +persisted in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now +that he saw how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was +the system of Dares at the Sicilian games-- + + 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round + Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, + Views all the approaches with observing eyes, + This and that other part again he tries, + And more on industry than force relies.' + +Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to +Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of +her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his +importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as +Owen's malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful +oscillations been kept, it would have rivalled in pathos the diary +wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with Opium--perhaps as +noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling dramatic power +has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and monotonously +lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the well-known +round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in +famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny +rooms. 'So like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude +seemed all that the world could show her. + +Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her +brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual +truth concerning Owen's condition. + +The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been +thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might +still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. +But the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be +ruinous. + +'How long would it be?' she said. + +'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.' + +'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?' + +'Then he might be well in four or six months.' + +Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he +had borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half +that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open +--her becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the +County Hospital. + +Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about +for some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of +being Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out +from Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated +in the hospital. + +'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another +name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly +if anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you +together in a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as +well be apart again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious +maiden by relating horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor +people were cut off at a moment's notice, especially in cases where +the restorative treatment was likely to be long and tedious. + +'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added +reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why +do you selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path +which leads out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, +countenance you; no, I cannot.' + +Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but +this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's +eye sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that +perseverance, if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. + +6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise +that the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had +seen her brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the +same hand. Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and +unceremonious call, as he could not have refrained from doing of any +person, of any kind, whose presence had served to help away the +tedious hours of a long day, and who had, moreover, shown that sort +of consideration for him which the accompanying basket implied +--antecedent consideration, so telling upon all invalids--and which +he so seldom experienced except from the hands of his sister. + +How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, +and cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone? + +Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return +journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the +same place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured +brokenly her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he +might see her home was made. + +He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a +conditional kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of +it. 'Though I let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf, +seem dependent on my lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered +wooingly in the course of their walk, 'I could not conscientiously +adhere to my statement; it was said with all the impulsive +selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have me, or whether you +don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but kind to your +brother. . . . Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he +continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.' + +She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from +his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man +beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her +self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course +of common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was +reason in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a +woman's gratitude and her impulse to be kind. + +The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He +noticed it, and caught at the opportunity. + +They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the +midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the +only signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old +millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the +sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, +resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below +copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a +sky of pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay +towards the sun were overspread by a purple haze, against which a +swarm of wailing gnats shone forth luminously, rising upward and +floating away like sparks of fire. + +The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only +wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. +The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all +such temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority +to, a single entity under the sky. + +He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love +me? Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He +had never taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling +exceedingly as it held hers in its clasp. + +Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and +Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly +pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she +withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and +hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy +ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of +a hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the +middle of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, +purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with +mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their shrieks. . . +Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it now; it +was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in a +boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river--she knew +not whither. + +He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it. + +Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was +not going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. + +7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER + +Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village +post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine +encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to +admire this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the +gravel behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and +entered. Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the +widow who acted as postmistress, walking about over her head. +Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but +before she had accomplished her object, another form stood at the +half-open door. Manston came in. + +'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully. + +'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the +stairs. + +'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a moment,' +he repeated. + +But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!' + +He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully +replaced it by her side. + +She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until +she had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was +now on her tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word +could be spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the +floor, and no remonstrance came. + +With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with +her, he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in +the tones of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that +it only showed its presence to herself, and left the house--putting +it out of her power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to +object to his late action of kissing her hand. + +The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. +In this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should +distress her unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few +pounds. A week ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but +that on the day on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there +was no hurry for a settlement, that 'his _sister's suitor_ had +guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said +Owen. + +He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired +for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough +advanced towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is +this Mr. Manston's doing?' he inquired. + +She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for +guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must +once and for all choose between the dictates of her understanding +and those of her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to +bursting, for her lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute, +that she might have tender counsel to guide her through this, her +great difficulty. + +As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite +the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in +conducting himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel +afterwards in making so light of her. She knew he had stifled his +love for her--was utterly lost to her. But for all that she could +not help indulging in a woman's pleasure of recreating defunct +agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and then. + +'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of +being morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.' + +But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; +and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate +circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from +poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. +Manston's wife. + +She did not love him. + +But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without +love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. + +'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Did anything nobler in her say so too? + +With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. +Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of +it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable +minister? + +By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two +hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would +do good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers. + +'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic +self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more +content in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the +future was what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she +was, by the perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she +regarded this indifference, as gushing natures will do under such +circumstances, as genuine resignation and devotedness. + +Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no +escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, +which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, +obscured on the outer side by the low hanging branches of the limes, +she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than +any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow. + +Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. +It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she +placed the letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day. + +The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter +of the day before:-- + + + 'September 9, 1865. + +'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. +Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also +that in which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him? +Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured +man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you +continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way +of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against +your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.--Ever affectionately yours, +OWEN.' + + +She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same +favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her +doom. Yet + + 'So true a fool is love,' + +that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen +at the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and +favour the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust +down. + +8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon +service at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the +Evening Hymn. + +Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats +forward from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and +Cytherea. + +The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in +Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She +looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards +and forwards like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then +at the village children singing too, their heads inclined to one +side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or +following the movement of a distant bough or bird with features +petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was +already regarding her with some purpose in his glance. + +'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later, +at the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, +Manston came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as +she stepped from it, the remainder of their progress to the door +being in contact with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered +behind. + +'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the +private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down +this way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?' + +She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded +path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to +the other gate of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time +the further gate was reached, the church was closed. They met the +sexton with the keys in his hand. + +'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the +keys unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.' + +The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into +the porch, and up the nave. + +They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way +interfere with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere +around them. Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: +the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west +window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, +the mildewed walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the +sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had +gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than +Cytherea's was then. + +'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last, +very sadly. + +'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of +achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are +such as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or +otherwise. + +'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a +world,' she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does +not induce me to be honest particularly.' + +He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her +eyes. + +'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically. + +'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?' + +'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.' + +'Not needlessly.' + +'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so +much, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?' + +'That can't be,' she said, turning away. + +He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done +for him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been +wondering whether it could not be managed for him to come to my +house to live for a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. +How pleasant it would be!' + +'It would.' + +He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her +hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It +would," so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him +there: I want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be +my wife! I cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my +love, come and be my wife!' + +His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to +a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. + +She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.' + +'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath. + +'No; not next month.' + +'The next?' + +'No.' + +'December? Christmas Day, say?' + +'I don't mind.' + +'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, +cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. + +'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered +imploringly. + +'Why?' + +'We are too near God.' + +He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so +emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the +hollow building from the far end of the chancel. + +'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not +inappropriate to the place!' + +'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst +out so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?' + +'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No" +without losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again. + +'I don't know,' she absently murmured. + +'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we +are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have +the sweetness without the need.' + +She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark +now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he +locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way +out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house +together, but the great matter having been set at rest, she +persisted in talking only on indifferent subjects. + +'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of +the shrubbery. + +'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively. + +'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.' + +'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It +seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. + +'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still; +but never mind. Old Christmas Day.' + +9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +'There. It will be on a Friday!' + +She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It +was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's +successful solicitation of her hand. + +'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and +tell him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet, +looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards +the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards +remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded +impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house +directly, and went to search for him. + +Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they +worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a +distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now +that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished +almost she had never sought him on such an errand; in his +business-mood he was perhaps very stern. + +'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any +preface. + +'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not +being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and +led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On +a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? +That's nonsense.' + +'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other +day?' + +'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old +Christmas Eve?' + +'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?' + +'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have +promised to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.' +She spoke the words with a dignified impressiveness. + +'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the +worse of an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?' + +'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when +he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical +way, and wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the +proximity of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be +with Miss Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?' +she said prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him. + +'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the +avenue just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her. + +'Yes.' + +'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those +taciturn "Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are +as close as wax with me.' + +'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.' + +'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it +indeed? When is it to be?' + +'On Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her +front, and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a +bride!' she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon +the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks. + +The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased +perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder +lady. + +Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old +Christmas Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you +don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a +bright future. . . . How many weeks are there to the time?' + +'I have not reckoned them.' + +'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the +lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, +or something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at +once.' + +Cytherea silently fetched the book. + +Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, +and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of +December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no +appetite for the scene. + +'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the +first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday +fourth, Friday fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!' + +'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea. + +'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.' + +The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a +Friday,' she murmured in a reverie. + +'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. +'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be +thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a +Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally +available.' + +'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been +altered once already: I shall let it be.' + + + +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN + +We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus +advanced more than a quarter of a year. + +On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife +of a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of +bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her +little bed, vainly endeavouring to sleep. + +She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied +past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and +months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a +vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard +faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true +to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach +Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called +hymeneal, she calmly owned. + +'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen +my brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has +been, uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the +dictates of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of +poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for +the same reason, to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material +comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not +supremely happy." + +''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew +what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows +up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed +shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation +of one's self by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to +marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my +heart; I know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a +single future. But why should I please my useless self overmuch, +when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than +I?' + +In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated +with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to +exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard +dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not +quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such +disturbances at critical periods of her existence. 'It is strange,' +she pondered, 'that this my last night in Knapwater House should be +disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind +having intervened.' + +As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some +one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. +She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the +maids, but they were without doubt all asleep. + +The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have +brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but +Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was +always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against +her will. + +The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and +was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling +of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then +a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the +breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees +outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate +rattling, ceased from that time. + +Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained +matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the +house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like +a man playing castanets or shaking dice. + +She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected +with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of +the kind?' + +During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that +she was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which +rattled at every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that +she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then +upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of +the executioner for his mask, but his form was like Manston's. + +'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light +struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To +settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day. + +She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The +evening previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a +piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The +hoary drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden +with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A +shoot of the diameter of a pin's head was iced as thick as her +finger; all the boughs in the park were bent almost to the earth +with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance; the walks +were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their +burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on +the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch +that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk. + +'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying +the bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their +true positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see +a drop collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, +and there become coagulated as the others had done. + +'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On +this morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the +great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it +possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as +this?' + +2. MORNING + +Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. +Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after +the first surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring +strength, though he could only as yet get about on crutches, or +ride, or be dragged in a chair. + +Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from +Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth, +which was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the +plan. The capricious old maid had latterly taken to the +contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at +first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her +power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the +ceremony pleasing and complete. + +But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole +proceeding. At eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House +almost upon his hands and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with +his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism. + +The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House +on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the +whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures +of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A +nervously-feeble imitation of its flicker was continually attempted +by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in rows and +groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines +nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step further +in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs just +gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome, +white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as the food she +manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by her +satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds +prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and +the light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor. + +The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the +hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner +of the dresser. + +'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't +be,' he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a +many-membered thought that had existed complete in his head. + +The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very +long toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the +unapproachable fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing. + +'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration +for things in general. + +'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level +ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy. +And I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis +murder to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into +the breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer. . . . Hullo--here's +Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and +picture a wedden if you can.' + +All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and +gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel +and Nebo. + +'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,' +said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the +oven-door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it +together with a clang. + +'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory +by a glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered. + +'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to +give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in +heaven or earth?' + +'----Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett +cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without +looking at the fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or +earth, did you say? You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss +Aldclyffe," and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it +might be put off; putten off a thing isn't getten rid of a thing, if +that thing is a woman. O no, no!' + +The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. +The cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact +centre of a little crater of flour in a platter-- + +'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.' + +'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I +thought there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a +word, mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.' + +'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. + +'D'ye think that's all?' + +'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil +of raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate +as sure as you cry Amen!' + +'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss +Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is); +"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!" +says she.' + +'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?' + +'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer +Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months +seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and +hawken, and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all +forsook. Serve him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.' + +'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!' + +'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so +rich that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in +half-pint cups.' + +'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the +scullery-maid. + +'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,' +continued the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the +process from a distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my +wife is the only one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton +came back from the wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out +large, and said she was Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had +no objection to keep on the house till the regular time of giving +notice had expired, or till he could get another tenant.' + +'Just like her independence,' said the cook. + +'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never +forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago now +--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was +at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy +orders, and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer," +says I, "little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?" +"O no, Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man +--Farmer Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor +there; he's a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a +mistake she'll bring him a pretty good family, gie her time.' + +'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the +scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as +children.' + +'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very +often. However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for +chosen yesterday to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and +that one, had crossed one another's path in regard to young Master +Springrove; and I expect that when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye +wasn't caren to have en, she thought she'd be beforehand with her +old enemy in marrying somebody else too. That's maids' logic all +over, and maids' malice likewise.' + +Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's +partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause +against his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the +cook, shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating +eggs with. 'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if +Cytherea Graye even now knows that young Springrove is free again, +she'll fling over the steward as soon as look at him.' + +'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator. +'There's honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss +Hinton's tricks in her. She'll stick to Manston.' + +'Pifh!' + +'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's +sake,' the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and +quarter me, if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute +like this.' + +'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an +hour or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling +parish if she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!' + +'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said +the gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled +remains. + +The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. + +3. NOON + +The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By +ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to +the extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater +Park. One mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the +air began to feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and +frosty within. + +They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured +glass of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning +almost night itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. +The only warmth or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, +who retained a vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the +morning. + +Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as +the air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party +were constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the +church came occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the +weather, had assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's +existence as a single woman. Many poor people loved her. They +pitied her success, why, they could not tell, except that it was +because she seemed to stand more like a statue than Cytherea Graye. + +Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction +in a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. +Are there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a +difference of nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it +is commonly put, in regard to the amount of consideration given, but +in the conception of the thing considered. A man emasculated by +coxcombry may spend more time upon the arrangement of his clothes +than any woman, but even then there is no fetichism in his idea of +them--they are still only a covering he uses for a time. But here +was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost indifferent to life, +yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had nothing to do, +the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry trifles, +her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. + +The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon +written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been +necessary here to enable them to sign their names, and on their +return to the church the light from the candles streamed from the +small open door, and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen +on the south side, dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, +erected for the soul's peace of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through +the open-work of this screen could now be seen illuminated, inside +the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged knights, damp and +green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, also +inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous +marble. + +Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, +or his spirit. + +The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by +the screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front +showed him forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose +eyes wandered in that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad +beyond all description. His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. +His face was of a sickly paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his +lips parted as if he could get no breath. His figure was +spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own control. + +Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her +heart of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was +undone in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by +mere sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women +commonest of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that +even to herself it seemed more like a new creation than a revival. + +Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was! + +It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in +a maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits +in her despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from +herself; when owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for +his own fault. If he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames +him; if he is miserable because deeply to blame, she blames herself. +The latter was Cytherea's case now. + +First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, +which presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming +out of the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the +words, 'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink +down, and would have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief +bridesmaid applied her vinaigrette. + +'What did she say?' inquired Manston. + +Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he +was far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did +not faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took +advantage of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had +been seen. He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an +unwarrantable intrusion. + +But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, +nobody could tell how or whither. + +4. AFTERNOON + +It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken +place in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled. + +The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find +an opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with +her on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, +wild, and unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and +it disturbed him. He spoke to her severely and sadly. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours. +But remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been +woman enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and +don't think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; +he had no business to come there as he did. You are altogether +wrong, Cytherea, and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very +vexed.' + +'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered. + +'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left +you yet, then?' + +'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of +sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I +will be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, +what last night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of +it. I love Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and +soul. You call me a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have +gone beyond caring for anything!' She looked stonily into his face +and made the speech calmly. + +'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her +manner. + +'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on +hysterically. 'A year and a half had passed since we met. I could +go by the gate of his garden without thinking of him--look at his +seat in church and not care. But I saw him this morning--dying +because he loves me so--I know it is that! Can I help loving him +too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and I don't care! We have +been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know we have. O, if I +could only die!' + +He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,' +he said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting +upon such impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose +as well as you. It seems that do what I will by way of remedying +the stains which fell upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.' +His voice grew husky as he made the reply. + +The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had +seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her +name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist. + +'I won't give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,' she +said. + +'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that +you should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good +wife, and try to love your husband.' + +'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is +difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to +all! Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the +many than for the indulgence of your own single self, when you +consider that the many, and duty to them, only exist to you through +your own existence, what can be said? What do our own acquaintances +care about us? Not much. I think of mine. Mine will now (do they +learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in this affair) look at me, +smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in time to come, +when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some other's song, +or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to what I +used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so +soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to +me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my +memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my +single opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which +they are regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a +thought, easily held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a +whole life to me; as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, +of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it +was my world, what is to them their world, and they in that life of +mine, however much I cared for them, only as the thought I seem to +them to be. Nobody can enter into another's nature truly, that's +what is so grievous.' + +'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen. + +'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going. +'We shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.' + +It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the +roads, the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till +the latest hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to +take them to Southampton (their destination that night) by a +reasonable time in the evening. They intended the next morning to +cross to Havre, and thence to Paris--a place Cytherea had never +visited--for their wedding tour. + +The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so +restless that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, +though she took little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it +were, instinctively conscious of all their movements, put down her +charge's agitation for once as the natural result of the novel +event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as could be wished. + +At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in +it, she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer +garden, having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also +like to take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant +leaves collected there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and +thither she went. Not a soul was in or around the place. The +gardener was making merry on Manston's and her account. + +The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it +exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. +The gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him +happier than they. + +Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of +returning indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude +would be her last of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, +and she stood still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved +plants, the straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. +The garden, no part of which was visible from the house, sloped down +to a narrow river at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without. + +A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the +river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the +presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that +it might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept +it. Why should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that +he went out of her sight for ever? + +She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to +the river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been +considerably depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low +over the stream, which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened +her from the eyes of any passer on the other side. + +She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow +herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if +it had been Edward. + +But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object +reflected in the water from under the tree which hung over the river +in such a way that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon +it, it permitted their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. +The reflected form was that of the man she had seen further off, but +being inverted, she could not definitely characterize him. + +He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it +Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to +say one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and +walked very slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She +kept more safely hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to +see him. But she suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be +possible that he sees my reflected image, as I see his? Of course +he does!' + +He was looking at her in the water. + +She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he +emerged from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before +her. It was Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his +eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing +the dead themselves. + +'Cytherea!' + +'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. + +He was the first to speak again. + +'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become +quite as strangers to each other.' + +'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.' +She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with +her hand. + +'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I +am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.' + +Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed +--and dreaded--to hear his explanation! + +'What is it?' she said desperately. + +'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to +distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you +before you were--married.' + +He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place? +Surely you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.' + +'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper. + +'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she +jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but +that by jilting me, she only exercised the right everybody has of +snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to +you to ask once more if. . . . But I was too late.' + +'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of +reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you +write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!' + +'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how +could you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted +naturally?' + +'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till +lately. . . . I try to love him now.' + +'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted +to hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward. + +'Never! she couldn't.' + +'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you +wrote to Mr. Manston.' + +'A love-letter I wrote?' + +'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you +were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful +of realities.' + +The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this +distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then +there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all +the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question +whether Miss Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over +by Cytherea, under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in +the sense that her position was irretrievable. + +Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning +half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just +been sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and +from the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had +brought all this agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add +more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much. +The whole scheme she should never know. + +'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to +promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss +Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on +account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I +care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was +first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my +cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on +Old Christmas Day--that is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance +with pity: he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me--I +came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you +some time to-day, the day, as I thought, before your marriage, +hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to +marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the village I +saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the +House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you +come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was +compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live +content--or die content!' + +'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to +dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was +continually reiterated in my ears till I believed it-- + + '"The world and its ways have a certain worth, + And to press a point where these oppose + Were a simple policy." + +'But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act +is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my +bread upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was +clearly represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have +another place which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to +have no other spot for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful +and harassing! . . . But that without which all persuasion would +have been as air, was added by my miserable conviction that you were +false; that did it, that turned me! You were to be considered as +nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably kind. Well, the deed +is done--I must abide by it. I shall never let him know that I do +not love him--never. If things had only remained as they seemed to +be, if you had really forgotten me and married another woman, I +could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I +know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward, +and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be +long. O, I hope they will not be long! . . . Now, good-bye, +good-bye!' + +'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said +Springrove, in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and +clear. + +They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was +floating over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; +though narrow, the stream was deep, and there was no bridge. + +'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.' + +She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers +towards his, but not into them. The river was too wide. + +'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must +be going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!' + +'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said. + +They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was +a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the +other's pulse throbbing beside its own. + +'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!' + +She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, +and ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between +them. The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the +minnows gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never +been disturbed. + +Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her +heart was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which +gnawed there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or +scream, as she will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by +a mental agony of such refined and special torture that it is +indescribable by men's words, she moves among her acquaintances much +as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in the old moulds +that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual. + +5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, +and in his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham +and stood upon his crutches whilst the train was starting. + +When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage +they saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at +them. He was pale, and apparently very ill. + +'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely +he ought not to be here.' + +'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter +answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem +giddy, or as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for +this month past, but nothing so bad as he is to-day.' + +'Poor thing.' + +She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this +most deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she +gave him money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine +or whatever he wanted. + +The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his +incoherent thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him +as if it were unknown to her that she wept all the while. + +Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the +lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having +forced on the marriage of his sister with a little too much +peremptoriness. Taking up his crutches he went out of doors and +wandered about the muddy roads with no object in view save that of +getting rid of time. + +The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared +from the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a +weakly twitter from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path +to the waterfall, and lingered thereabout till the solitude of the +place oppressed him, when he turned back and into the road to the +village. He was sad; he said to himself-- + +'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are +called presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in +mine to-day. . . . Poor little Cytherea!' + +At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and +shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's +view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with +each other by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past +year. The farmer inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was +glad to see him so nimble again. + +'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically. + +'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad +voice. 'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and +there he sits and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his +head so hard, that I can't help feeling for him.' + +'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the +interview in the garden. + +'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests. . . . Ah! +Edward, too, who started with such promise; that he should now have +become such a careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. +Graye, I know what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for +that heart affair, he might have done--but the less said about him +the better. I don't know what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe +had insisted upon the conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-law, +the steward, had a hand in making it light for us, I know, and +I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased speaking, and looked round +at the sky. + +'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just +coming out to learn about it.' + +'I haven't heard of anything.' + +'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know +is what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns +somebody who lives in the parish.' + +It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in +adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of +a thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter +concerned might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event +about to transpire was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was +more dear to him than his own, as any, short of death itself, could +possibly be; and ever afterwards, when he considered the effect of +the knowledge the next half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his +practical good sense could not refrain from wonder that he should +have walked toward the village after hearing those words of the +farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. 'How unutterably +mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a foreseeing +God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the eve of his +discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.' + +After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, +and, as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently +towards the village. + +The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, +which opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They +went along in a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to +turn in at their respective doorways. But upon seeing him they +looked significantly at one another, and paused. He came into the +road, on that side of the village-green which was opposite the row +of cottages, and turned round to the right. When Owen turned, all +eyes turned; one or two men went hurriedly indoors, and afterwards +appeared at the doorstep with their wives, who also contemplated +him, talking as they looked. They seemed uncertain how to act in +some matter. + +'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering +more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with +the subject of their discourse. + +The first who approached him was a boy. + +'What has occurred?' said Owen. + +'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.' + +'Is that all?' + +'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of +his mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.' + +'Who is he?' said Owen. + +'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be +night-porter.' + +'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to +come to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has +anything else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?' + +'No, sir.' + +Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between +himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's +friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards +in a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the +solution. The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and +he opened the gate. + +Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was +looking over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of +three or four cottages some mile and a half distant. A +turnpike-gate was close by the gate of the field. + +The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, +and jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. +'This is a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't +know about it, I suppose?' + +'What?' said Springrove. + +The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in +a confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, +gave a clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled +away. + +Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, +'Bring her home!' + +The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably +did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman +he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate +make perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the +knowledge, by telling it him with his own lips. + +Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. + +The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest +of the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. +The thaw had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud +were lifted by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him +by his rapid motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and +increasing tenfold the customary effort of running, + +But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the +shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was +through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure +of Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two +or three hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows. + +The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing +subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face +towards the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. + +Owen approached him and said-- + +'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I +suppose?' + +'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He +was a man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with +strangers. + +'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?' + +'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows +were all attentively listening to this discourse, milking +irregularly, and softly directing the jets against the sides of the +pail. + +Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded +anything of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at +me, as if something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid +matter, or what is it?' + +'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange +thing concerns you.' + +'What strange thing?' + +'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.' + +'What did he confess? Tell me.' + +'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at +the station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he +wouldn't ha' known it.' + +'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!' + +But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on +the east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. + +The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across +the barton. + +Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your +sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How +it comes out I don't know!' + +'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector +breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss +Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He +beckoned to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and +the three stepped aside together. + +'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had +been in a strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your +sister was kind to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her +husband had gone, he went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. +Well, he got in the way, as if he were quite lost to what was going +on, and they sent him home at last. Then he wished to see me. I +went directly. There was something on his mind, he said, and told +it. About the time when the fire of last November twelvemonth was +got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter's room, almost +asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He +went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to +Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when +would be another train to London? The first the next morning, he +told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth, but that +it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't stop +till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said. +He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a +short time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any +account say a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, +or a single breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He +promised; she took out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament +in the waiting-room," she said, "and I'll pay you these." He got +the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and she left +him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all +through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he +possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet +the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The +actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister's +kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He +thought he had ruined her.' + +'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen. + +'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector +continued, 'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out +both times--he left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved +that his object was defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to +you at the Old House last night--started, reached the door, and +dreaded to knock--and then went home again.' + +'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen +bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the +criminality of the thing!' + +'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is +put to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she +should have escaped than have been burnt--' + +'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what +it all means?' Edward interrupted. + +'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister +unless he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate +them.' + +'Certainly you will,' said the rector. + +'Where's the man?' + +'In his cottage.' + +''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and +overtake them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for +additional and certain proofs of his first wife's death. An +up-train passes soon, I think.' + +'Where have they gone?' said Edward. + +'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed +to-morrow morning.' + +'Where in Southampton?' + +'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. +But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.' + +The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and +now opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every +month to gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local +newspaper. + +'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the +page, 'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to +six o'clock. Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to +that time. Mr. Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the +porter's cottage, where I will shortly write out the substance of +what he has said, and get him to sign it. You will then have far +better grounds for interfering between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if +you went to them with a mere hearsay story.' + +The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before +the train starts,' said Owen. + +Edward had been musing restlessly. + +'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your +lameness?' he said suddenly to Graye. + +'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the +offer,' returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man, +and I had much better see him myself.' + +'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife +was fully believed in by himself.' + +'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and +the question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not +do for Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke +rather coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister +and Edward was not a pleasant one to him. + +'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to +Southampton, and I know every house there.' + +'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a +cab. Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.' + +'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the +terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already +arrived.' + +Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train +reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said. + +It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the +rector suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to +'all the respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its +finding them, and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in +searching about the place. + +'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward +--an offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off +in the direction of the porter's cottage. + +Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road +towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's +proceedings were based on the assumption, natural under the +circumstances, of Manston's good faith, and that he would readily +acquiesce in any arrangement which should clear up the mystery. +'But,' thought Edward, 'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot +help supposing it--that Manston is not that honourable man, what +will a young and inexperienced fellow like Owen do? Will he not be +hoodwinked by some specious story or another, framed to last till +Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then the disclosure of the +truth will ruin and blacken both their futures irremediably.' + +However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the +form of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would +come to the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he +valued his reputation. The message was directed as the rector had +suggested, Edward guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that +every expense connected with the search would be paid. + +No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank +within him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had +Manston, all the time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the +telegram would be a forewarning which might enable him to defeat +Owen still more signally. + +Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of +raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed +by a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing +softly into the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring +of a bell. It was certainly a passenger train. + +Yet the booking-office window was closed. + +'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations +up the line. The incline again?' The voice was the stationmaster's, +and the reply seemed to come from the guard. + +'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a +perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We +had to bring them through the cutting at twice.' + +'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued. +The few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long +before this time, had taken their places at once. + +A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish +overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was +that Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered +that his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that +he might possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this +very train that was starting, find Manston before he would expect +from the words of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from +Carriford could be with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and +trust to his consequent confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution +of the extraordinary riddle, and the release of Cytherea! + +The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time +at which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his +whistle, Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The +train moved along, and he was soon out of sight. + +Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies +across the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be +called the initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to +cherish; when the woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region +of mere admiration to the region of warm fellowship. At this +assumption of her nature, she changes to him in tone, hue, and +expression. All about the loved one that said 'She' before, says +'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes to be feared +for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a brain that +is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the dance +become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized +accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader. + +6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, +Edward remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority +whatever to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea +as husband and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in +obtaining a signed confession from the porter. The document would +not be a death-bed confession--perhaps not worth anything legally +--but it would be held by Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural +guardian, could separate them on the mere ground of an unproved +probability, or what might perhaps be called the hallucination of an +idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly convinced as the +rector had been of the truth of the man's story, and paced backward +and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound through the +dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as +resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime +during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram +and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to +circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making +up his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might +arise. + +At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the +station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing +Owen could possibly arrive. + +Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his +investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town. + +At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven +hotels and inns, large and small, asking the same questions at +each, and always receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, +or answering to that description, had been there. A boy from the +telegraph-office had called, asking for the same persons, if they +recollected rightly. + +He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they +might possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. +Then he hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his +inquiries among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. +His stained and weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of +civility, wherever he went, which made his task yet more difficult. +He called at three several houses in this neighbourhood, with the +same result as before. He entered the door of the fourth house +whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking eight. + +'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here +this evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his +ears from very familiarity. + +'A new-married couple, did you say?' + +'They are, though I didn't say so.' + +'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.' + +'Are they indoors?' + +'I don't know. Eliza!' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had +gone on her errand. + +'No--nothing that I know of.' + +'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such +name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of +the bar-parlour. + +'And did they get the message?' + +'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till +half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no +message. I told them when they came that they, or a name something +like theirs, had been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand +why it should be, and so the matter dropped.' + +The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady +is. Who shall I say?' + +'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon +his method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts +--apart from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask +him flatly for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message +in the presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the +steward's palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother +when he came. But here were two important modifications of the +expected condition of affairs. The telegram had not been received, +and Cytherea was in the house alone. + +He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's +absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see +him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at any +moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the +accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a +doubtful course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that +Cytherea was not married. If the first wife were really dead after +all--and he felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife +might in after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity +and cruelty on account of an old lover's interference now. + +Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely +for her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost +expired. + +But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were +quite deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the +minds of the attendants as if they had never been. There was +absolutely nothing between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was +powerless now; he must see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to +Manston--offensive to her brother or no. His lips must be the first +to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved her as he! He went +back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a time, and +followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered thirteen. + +He knocked softly: nobody answered. + +There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before +Manston came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The +lamp on the table burned low, and showed writing materials open +beside it; the chief light came from the fire, the direct rays of +which were obscured by a sweet familiar outline of head and +shoulders--still as precious to him as ever. + +7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the +soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates +outwardly and expresses its presence so strongly, that the +intangible essence seems more apparent than the body itself. This +was Cytherea's expression now. What old days and sunny eves at +Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her reverie had caused her not to +notice his knock. + +'Cytherea!' he said softly. + +She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that +her visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the +voice. + +There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his position +--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs +of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion. + +'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!' +he cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.' + +She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them +afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?' +She awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did +you come? Where is Owen?' + +'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? +Tell me quick.' + +'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother +Owen? I want him, I want him!' + +'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,' +implored Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from +me: I am nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words +had faintly shadowed forth. + +'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,' +she said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she +wildly looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, +but in the act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry. + +'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles down +again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and +downstairs. + +'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to +some one below. + +'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some +tongue in astonishment. + +Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried +upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room +specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out-- + +'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!' + +'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the +panel, and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was +enough. + +He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at +the railway-station. + +As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what +to think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died +away, then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been +to escape from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, +mental and bodily, which had been put upon her by the scenes she had +passed through during the long day, rendered her much more timid and +shaken by her position than she would naturally have been. She +thought and thought of that single fact which had been told her +--that the first Mrs. Manston was still living--till her brain seemed +ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. It was +only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the +discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery +on her husband's part, which was only matter of inference. And thus +there arose in her a personal fear of him. + +'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere +frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his +presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised +herself to a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for +being vented in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet +Manston's eye alone, she would only see him in her brother's +company. + +Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to +prevent all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look +or word being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she +was. + +8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she +came to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope +and gave it a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the +landlady herself, whose curiosity to know the meaning of these +strange proceedings knew no bounds. The landlady attempted to turn +the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the door locked. 'Please +tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,' she said from the +inside, 'and that I cannot see him.' + +'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a +fire?' + +'No, thank you.' + +'Nor a light?' + +'I don't want one, thank you.' + +'Nor anything?' + +'Nothing.' + +The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane. + +Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the +sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked +round, rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was +too ill to be seen. + +'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid. + +Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!' + +'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said. + +'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.' + +'No, not seriously.' + +'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.' + +'No, he can't see me either.' + +'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the +chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes. + +'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap. + +The maid vanished. + +'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the +door. . . . I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. +Nor can a doctor either, unless he sees you.' + +Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but +nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating +scenes, Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and +perplexed. + +And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up +and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he +probably may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased, +and she sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears +alive to the slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the +delirious fancy that outside her door stood Manston and all the +people in the hotel, waiting to laugh her to scorn. + +9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M. + +In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival +platform of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time +at which Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train +appeared. + +'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was +sweeping the mud from the steps. + +'She is not expected yet this hour.' + +'How is that?' + +'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about +to see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since +Christmas Eve, and will be for another week yet.' + +Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. +He found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so +intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him +of Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might +leave the station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost +to him in the streets of the town. + +The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?' +said Edward to the telegraph clerk. + +'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra +passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.' + +At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in. + +The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He +casually glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was +hurrying to the outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of +his friend he was quite bewildered, and could not speak. + +'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen +Cytherea, and she has been waiting for you these two or three +hours.' + +Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. +Such was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes +after did he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be +there before him. + +10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between +Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward +waiting outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend +had frequently overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his +sister being Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to +avoid any rashness in his proceedings which might lead to bitterness +hereafter. + +Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had +been occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier. +Before Owen had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed +the door. His face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the +slight circumstance which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to +account for. + +Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively +linked it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most +unseemly,' he said, 'whatever it may mean.' + +'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,' +said Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do +otherwise than come.' + +He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as +hastily written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of +Manston's face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, +dark, and mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no +deceit could be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, +had there not overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and +irrepressible expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of +unqualified amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard. +Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the +belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions. + +There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. +Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could +have feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to +fear, it was quite futile to conjecture. + +'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the +whole matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said +Owen when he had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both +that Cytherea should come back with me till the matter is cleared +up? In fact, under the circumstances, no other course is left open +to me than to request it.' + +Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave +way to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the +room till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones-- + +'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a +gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why +should you, or anybody, have doubted me?' + +'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen. + +'Locked in the next room.' + +His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some +inscrutable means, have had an inkling of the event. + +Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room. + +'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A +rustling of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the +inside, 'Is it really you, Owen,--is it really?' + +'It is.' + +'O, will you take care of me?' + +'Always.' + +She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward +from the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open +the door. + +Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in +the darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She +leapt up to Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like +the leaves of a lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling +hands round his neck and shivered. + +The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity. +'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or +two closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't +do it!' + +'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper. + +'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed +confession, and those are the only things of the kind held as good +evidence.' + +'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper +course to adopt.' + +'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still +holding on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?' +she said, turning appealingly to Manston. + +'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more +quietness. 'I have no objection to your brother sending for a +lawyer, if he wants to.' + +It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the +hotel had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first +floor, which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. +Owen looked over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. +It struck Graye that the wisest course would be to take the landlord +to a certain extent into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a +gentleman, and so on, in order to acquire the information he wanted, +and also to prevent the episode of the evening from becoming a +public piece of news. He called the landlord up to where they +stood, and told him the main facts of the story. + +The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a +meditative smoker. + +'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said, +looking at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a +needle, and not over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no +time--trust Timms for that.' + +'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen. + +'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a +personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some +party or another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, +too; mind you, sharp as a needle, too.' + +He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the +three persons most concerned entering the room, and standing +motionless, awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea +pictured to herself the long weary minutes she would have to stand +there, whilst a sleepy man could be prepared for consultation, till +the constraint between them seemed unendurable to her--she could +never last out the time. Owen was annoyed that Manston had not +quietly arranged with him at once; Manston at Owen's homeliness of +idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if he would be a +touchstone of infallible proof. + +Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few +moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. +'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from +dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save +time I explained the matter as we came along.' + +It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty +exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding +dinner with a few friends. + +'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his +vision inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private +arrangement between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least +at present. I speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, +but, let the young lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out +of shame's way, until the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery +is. Should the evidence prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody +to get her away from you, her husband, you may sue them for the +damages accruing from the delay.' + +'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his +self-possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.' +Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear +the words-- + +'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me +here miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own +husband.' + +'I'll go back with Owen.' + +'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: +'And remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this +thing as you are yourself. Do you believe me?' + +'I do,' she said. + +'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't +think she does even now. Do you believe me?' + +'I believe you,' she said. + +'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely +intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further +necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall +claim her.' + +The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up +as much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her +upon his arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed +everything, who had been left standing in the street like a dog +without a home, was utterly forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and +the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned them, looked to the +packing, and went to the door. + +A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of +the house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it. + +'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night +arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver. + +'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and +the gentleman wished me to give you this.' + +'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen +to himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, +hurriedly traced in pencil:-- + +'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties +that I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for +having caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it +cannot be helped now. E.S.' + +Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to +drive on. + +'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said +to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. + +A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to +them. They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; +the trifling coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed +by no man who was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet +thought, she had forgotten herself, and her position for the +instant. + +Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and +her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account +of the late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would +otherwise have been only a sadness, must become a burden of +unutterable sorrow. + +Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would +ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied +the reflection; Edward knew the truth. + +They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for +them by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they +installed themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by +the first train the next day. + +At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native +county on the wheels of the night-mail. + + + +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY + +Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. + +This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to +raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. +The instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him +in the hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be +to lose her presence for a week than her respect for ever. + +'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted. +And then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that +object, which, to all those who were in any degree acquainted with +the recent event, appeared the least likely of possible +contingencies. + +He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to +call on Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him +that nothing would be gained by such a step. No; every action of +his should be done openly--even religiously. At least, he called on +the rector, and stated this to be his resolve. + +'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and +fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my +opinion, take active steps at once.' + +'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, +and silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. +But what can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the +chain of inquiry is not to be found--I mean the porter.' + +'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station +last night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage +where he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. +He was not there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back +soon. But he has not come back yet.' + +'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.' + +'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not +think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for +your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the +meantime?' + +'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the +word as he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a +right thing.' + +He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the +next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he +went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, +which resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory. + +He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector +inquired. + +'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set +about it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was +about to betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard +any tidings from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her +as one you were interested in.' + +There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the +rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied. + +'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her +brother has communicated with some people in the parish--' + +'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily. + +'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, +likely to be for some days.' + +'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried. + +'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead +--be as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining +the truth as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. +Manston, an out-step place like this is not like a city, and there +is nobody to busy himself for the good of the community; whilst poor +Cytherea and her brother are socially too dependent to be able to +make much stir in the matter, which is a greater reason still why +you should be disinterestedly prompt.' + +The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same +indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of +conscious perplexity. + +On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed +the door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his +cigar, and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the +park, he entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer +portion of the front room where Manston stood, but a space round the +fire was screened off from the remainder, and inside the high oak +settle, forming a part of the screen, he heard voices conversing. +The speakers had not noticed his footsteps, and continued their +discourse. + +One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man +who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of +the conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the +same mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic +and confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its +subject being an unaccountable experience that one of them had had +on the night of the fire. + +What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him +to forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon +him was strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape +from the house again without being seen or heard. + +Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode +off under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the +fire, and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to +pass by unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and +stunk: he did not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not +see it. His feet grew cold; still he thought on. + +It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this +time, had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental +absorption--shown nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced +now. The lady was Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a +determination. + +The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater +House; where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see +him. She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever +since the confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much +aggrieved at the denial, he shortly afterwards went to the +railway-station and took his departure for London, leaving a letter +for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his journey thither--to +recover traces of his missing wife. + +During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local +and other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this +singular case. The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt +forcibly upon a feature which had at first escaped the observation +of the villagers, including Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of +the man Chinney were true, it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. +Manston left her watch and keys behind on purpose to blind people as +to her escape; and that therefore she would not now let herself be +discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon her. The writers +added that the police were on the track of the porter, who very +possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was criminal, +and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy energy, +making every effort to clear the whole matter up. + +2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY + +Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from +London and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He +explained to the rector and other of his acquaintance that all the +inquiries he had made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had +been totally barren of results. + +But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now +that he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he +proceeded to fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for +the missing woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement +was a carefully considered and even attractive effusion, calculated +to win the heart, or at least the understanding, of any woman who +had a spark of her own nature left in her. + +There was no answer. + +Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as +before. + +'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector, +his sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll +tell you the truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea, +and the whole of this business of searching for the other woman goes +altogether against me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.' + +'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham. + +'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this +earth has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her +--living or dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I +have lived at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own +that, as I have owned it before.' + +'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if +advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector +emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's +a satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.' + +When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the +fire for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. +He went to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied +only by dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, +and then dipping it again, he took the following note of events:-- + + +'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the +subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities +attending the three interviews:-- + +'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great +anxiety to do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his +bearing that he was convinced he should never see her again. + +'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his +first wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare. + +'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all +consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which +certainly is strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the +first Mrs. Manston's fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of +his eagerness for me to advise him to _advertise again_ for her.' + + +A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A +paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last +time the announcement would appear. + +3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY + +At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for +Manston, directed in a woman's hand. + +A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was +somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an +endless string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the +preceding day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant +surprise to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted +him a bore almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and +was sitting at breakfast with his host when the important missive +arrived. + +Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the +name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud +as follows:-- + + +'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness. + +'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a +hundred times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell +you now, namely, that I am alive and in perfect health. + +'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence +has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why +else should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as +she will be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring +nothing?--rather the reverse, indeed. + +'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which +we can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, +must be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. +I heartily and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. +You will do the same, as your actions show. + +'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few +facts relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only +give the heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not +coming to fetch me, more grieved at your absence from the station, +most of all by your absence from home. On my journey to the inn I +writhed under a passionate sense of wrong done me. When I had been +shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till the landlord had +gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not come, and then +I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed, but I put +on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping my +keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of +the house. The--"' + + +'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting. + +'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the +face. + +'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.' + +'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might +do such a thing.' + +'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such +immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any +woman in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be +so forgetful.' + +'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to +assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did +plainly, or how could the things have been found there? Besides, +she's truthful enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily. + +'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.' + +'O yes.' Manston read on:-- + + +'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up +brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not +strike me; I did not consider that it might be thatched. + +'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had +come in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there +the fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I +was still determined not to stay in the place. I went to the +railway-station, which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary +man on duty there concerning the trains. It was not till I had left +the man that I saw the effect the fire might have on my history. I +considered also, though not in any detailed manner, that the event, +by attracting the attention of the village to my former abode, might +set people on my track should they doubt my death, and a sudden +dread of having to go back again to Knapwater--a place which had +seemed inimical to me from first to last--prompted me to run back +and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to Anglebury, +lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning train +came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these +lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by +needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home +to America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, +all that is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course +not. I am happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to +be your faithful wife, EUNICE. + +'"My name here is (as before) + + '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address, + 79 ADDINGTON STREET, + LAMBETH.'" + + +The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper. + +'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But +after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very +sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn +of affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker +was looking out between the mullions of the window--noticing that +some of the lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he +said the words, otherwise he would have seen the passionate +expression of agonized hopelessness that flitted across the +steward's countenance when the remark was made. He did not see it, +and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which he +spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a +few short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret +heart, he idolized still, as far as such a form of love was +compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he +meant to act up to the requirements of the position into which fate +appeared determined to drive him. + +'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour +to do as I am doing, and there's an end of it.' + +'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first +bargain.' + +'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary +of wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she +used to be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal +is recovered. You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy +to be quite another bride--in fact, almost as if she had really +risen from the dead, instead of having only done so virtually.' + +'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is +coming?' + +'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of +his intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips. + +'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed. +'It would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. +The best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course +--she'll find it all out soon enough.' + +Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face +in his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it +should come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land +of darkness as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without +any order, and where the light is as darkness."' + +Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted +before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the +inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud. + +4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY + +Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet, +hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and +without any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by +the spirit of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence. + +The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of +ground immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in +the list of appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being +here once every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her +friends. + +Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with +the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, +rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned +and long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston. + +The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally +turned towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the +subject of conversation equally with or more than the chances of the +coming day. She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the +contrary, she seemed rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with +a light of contented exultation, subdued to square with the +circumstances of her matronly position. + +She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive +woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was +palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at +least seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior +by double the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the +natural good appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. +Her form was full and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in +strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness. + +It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has +courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms +dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning +glance whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly +asked for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that +moment's abstinence. + +Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what +might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a +stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated +gallants outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of +restless jealousy and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, +and he was, moreover, calmly attending to his business at the other +end of the manor. + +The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way +a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next +morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the +riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and +its neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far +inferior to Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, +thought Manston better off with such a wife than he would have been +with one of Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in +household management. All felt their curiosity dying out of them. +It was the same in Carriford as in other parts of the world +--immediately circumstantial evidence became exchanged for direct, +the loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey, and turned away +to a subject which would afford more scope for speculation. + + + +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH + +Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him +for so long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter +prospect for him in every direction, though the change was at first +very gradual, and his movements and efforts were little more than +mechanical. With the lengthening of the days, and the revival of +building operations for the forthcoming season, he saw himself, for +the first time, on a road which, pursued with care, would probably +lead to a comfortable income at some future day. But he was still +very low down the hill as yet. + +The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a +month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come +back to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the +superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be +nearly rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles +from Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford. + +'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a +year,' he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you +shall never, Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call +again as long as I live. Never pine or think about what has +happened, dear; it's no disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be +somebody's happy wife yet.' + +He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his +disappointment, a report had reached his ears that the friend to +whom Cytherea owed so much had been about to pack up his things and +sail for Australia. However, this was before the uncertainty +concerning Mrs. Manston's existence had been dispersed by her +return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship in which +Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one of +distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for +circumstances about to be mentioned. + +Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly +dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them, +she had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never +venturing forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been +in perpetual dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, +only a few weeks earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future +husband with quiet assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness. + +But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. +Manston's arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the +imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the +finding of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated, +unavoidably reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the +freedom brought no happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible +that she could ever again show herself the sparkling creature she +once had been-- + + 'Apt to entice a deity.' + +On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a +point of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with +regard to the unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the +humiliation to which they had been subjected, till the resentment it +gave rise to, and for which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond +endurance; it induced a mood that did serious damage to the material +and plodding perseverance necessary if he would secure permanently +the comforts of a home for them. + +They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as +soon as the work commenced. + +Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing +not far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to +remain of the original structure). The long steep roof of this +picturesque dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles +that covered it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red +tiles in twos and threes had been used for patching the holes +wrought by decay, lighting up the whole harmonious surface with dots +of brilliant scarlet. + +The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide +fireplace, enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches +on the wood mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker +--the subjects mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, +with a curly-tailed dog behind. + +After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the +quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread +itself through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a +preface to her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to +live the whole remainder of her days in the retirement of their +present quarters: she began to sing about the house in low +tremulous snatches-- + + '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world, + A heart that is humble may hope for it here."' + +2. THE THIRD OF MARCH + +Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening +towards the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the +building hard by, and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, +previously to sitting down to toast and tea. + +A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door. + +The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the +new vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that +evening dining with the Squire. + +Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it +was because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had +undergone. Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and +upstairs. + +'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door. + +Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside. + +'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried +Owen. 'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never +believed that you would.' + +'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I +called to say a word before going. Where is . . . ?' + +'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your +shoes--we are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning +chimney-corner, and all, you see.' + +'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in +the chimney-corner by preference. + +'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness +at once, and fell into a reverie. + +'The history of her escape is very simple.' + +'Very.' + +'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of +the circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman +could sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till +it was too late even to give shout or sound of any kind.' + +'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long +wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds +before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be +completely burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody +seemed to see it at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, +about those bits of bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can +tell. I cannot help saying that if it has ever been possible to +find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that jury of Carriford. +There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and not the +penetration of one.' + +'Is she quite well?' said Springrove. + +'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll +call her.' + +'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.' + +Owen sat down again. + +'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as +ever. . . . I think she loves me too,--does she really?' + +There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of +matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and +guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger +as he was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect. + +'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in +doubt as to the truth of his words. + +Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a +simple 'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater +depression-- + +'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I +made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions +attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, +till a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, +shall be paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell +him, is under a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting +old, and losing his energies. I am attempting to work free of the +burden. This makes my prospects gloomy enough at present. + +'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a +nameless and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this +unfortunate, and now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with +me, though under the--materially--untoward conditions I have +mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a locus standi. +If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we would go +to another part of England--emigrate--do anything.' + +'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone +can settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure +the pity which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in +the other affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same +beat for paying off old debts himself. + +'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the +staircase. + +His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, +and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand +to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes +averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the +beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and +went out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had +met since the memorable night at Southampton. + +'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment. + +'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit +down with me.' + +'O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,' she returned timidly. +'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on +that side. I'll sit here.' + +Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in +the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each +other, on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the +hearth between their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes +of their faces, and spread out over the floor of the room with the +low horizontality of the setting sun, giving to every grain of sand +and tumour in the paving a long shadow towards the door. + +Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of +smoke that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as +seen through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. +Nothing is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a +discreet silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the +patient Edward coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half +a minute, waiting in vain for another word from him, they were +lifted into his face. + +He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?' +he said. + +He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. +Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney +corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She +continued in silence awhile. + +'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and +with firmness. + +'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first. +Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I +can only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to +secure you from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will +often and always be thrust before you as long as you live the +shrinking solitary life you do now--a life which purity chooses, it +may be; but to the outside world it appears like the enforced +loneliness of neglect and scorn--and tongues are busy inventing a +reason for it which does not exist.' + +'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds +of my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love +best on earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be +continually repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity +of saying to you--that--your wife . . . .' She utterly broke down +and wept. + +'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!' + +'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me +--my mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under +the present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: +never!' + +They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated +blackness overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides +and bars of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient +aisles; whilst through the square opening in the midst one or two +bright stars looked down upon them from the grey March sky. The +sight seemed to cheer him. + +'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her. + +'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!' + +He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, +slowly withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea +remained with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, +but hope was not extinguished even now. + +He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a +small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was +pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told +him the result of the interview. + +'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is +right.' + +'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said +Springrove. + +'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling +prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a +bad man.' + +Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe +in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the +whole story. + +'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think +of this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for +a letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife +appeared in the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed +in his wife's handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after +the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) +the advertising was a farce, there is a strong presumption that the +rest of the piece was.' + +Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed +his eyes upon his companion. + +'Collusion!' + +'Yes.' + +'With his first wife?' + +'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.' + +'What did you discover?' + +'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her +the day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.' + +Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be +difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not +be sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.' + +'I have other suspicions--' + +'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able +to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the +position. 'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been +taken from him before that letter came--and his knowledge of his +wife's existence could not have originated till after the wedding. +I could have sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was +unmistakable.' + +'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had +the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted +of bigamy yet.' + +'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness. +'What can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston +has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only +knows what lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this +has transpired--if it is true--I can believe the connection to be +even an unworthy one--a thing I certainly never so much as owned to +myself before.' + +3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH + +Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's +thoughts into an entirely new and uncommon channel. + +On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top +of a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no +name, beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In +the intensity of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat +down on a weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant +valleys--seeing only Manston's imagined form. + +Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question +which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he +knew, dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in +repute, and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale +accounting for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, +as Edward had hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty +towards her in allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she +was hiding her head for no fault at all? + +Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have +contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the +return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new +toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such +circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all +suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his +own direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a +supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble +and unprotected station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's +beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a selfish man +like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the +possibility of getting rid of her again. + +'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the +Springroves,' Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy +wife of Edward. True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests +on Edward's suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is +strong.' + +He went indoors and questioned Cytherea. + +'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was +burnt?' he asked. + +'I don't know who started the report.' + +'Was it Manston?' + +'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed +before he came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew +that she did not escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all +overlooked the fact that she might have left before--of course that +would have seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.' + +'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her +course made it natural.' + +'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr. +Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.' + +'He was sure of that, wasn't he?' + +'I believe he said he was certain of it.' + +'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they +say it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the +whole, he might have believed in her death.' + +'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time +after, he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think +that before the porter's confession he knew something about her +--though not that she lived.' + +'Why do you?' + +'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I +had fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit. +He must have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, +and in a passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my +first wife is come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had +let the remark slip out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.' + +'That's odd,' said Owen. + +'I thought it very odd.' + +'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by +accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to +discover remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression +of her death _before_ he married you. I can't help thinking he did, +although he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears +he did.' + +'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he +could hardly recede from having me. + +'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to +yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a +bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what +we must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?' + +'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, +and how can you do that?' + +'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether +wish to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, +that means. Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is +with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a +lawyer. Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the +money. The only thing we lose in working alone in this way, is +time--not the issue: for the fruit that one mind matures in a +twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole than that of +twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of the single +one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only hired. +But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman, +Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a +sure footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the +case.' + +'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What +good can it do us, Owen, after all?' + +'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of +your journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will +die. Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice +to you and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.' + +He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the +Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain +knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their +embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened. + +'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs. +Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first +communications passed between them after the fire.' + +'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I +used to have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O, +what power is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he +wishes! She loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss +Aldclyffe prayed for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and +crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris +knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this, notice her dead +silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.' + +'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively. +'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of +it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their +separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on, +for that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of +coming to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her +point of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the +night--you know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home +early in the morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. +Ah! couldn't we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at +Carriford, if she remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were +directed?' + +'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked +at the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address +might not be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge +Chronicle of the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in +the papers to a certainty.' + +Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of +the Chronicles?' he said. + +'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather +friendly-disposed towards me, too.' + +Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at +the church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became +necessary, unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself +should assist. 'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said. + + + +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + +1. MARCH THE SIXTH + +The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, +under cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within +a mile or so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of +depression that she saw again the objects which had become familiar +to her eye during her sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the +outline of the hills, the meadow streams, the old park trees. She +hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house, and asked if Mr. +Raunham was at home. + +Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and +courteous to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was +Cytherea's friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she +had ever surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, +except on parish matters, more rarely still being called upon by +Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt very little of him whilst she +lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on the impecunious +paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady of the +estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our +line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our +vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in +the chain. + +Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in +Knapwater House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance +which he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This +polite indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did +not concern himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a +rector; and she did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor +stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal more. + +Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow, +contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as +fresh and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and +demurely glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means +of driving away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an +empty heart during the hours of a solitary life; in this case, +however, to supplant them, when she left his parish, by those others +of a more aching nature which accompany an over-full one. In short, +he had been on the verge of feeling towards her that passion to +which his dignified self-respect would not give its true name, even +in the privacy of his own thought. + +He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with +him. He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste +and good nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be +allowed to see the Chronicle for the year before the last. He +placed the papers before her on his study table, with a timidity as +great as her own, and then left her entirely to herself. + +She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected +with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at +Carriford.' + +The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so +dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. +Stifling recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, +and carefully read the column. The account reminded her of no other +fact than was remembered already. + +She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After +a miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. +Manston's address than this:-- + +'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman +had been living, deposed,' etc. + +Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to +depart, first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was +out of doors gardening. + +He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate. + +'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian +name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he +called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at +the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, +nevertheless replying evasively-- + +'I only guess and fear.' + +He earnestly looked at her again. + +'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give +it, you will come to me.' + +'I will,' she said. + +The gate closed between them. + +'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he +repeated. + +If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you, +Cytherea, and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would +gladly have accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and +raised her eyes to his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but +as modestly, and with still enough brightness in them to do fearful +execution as she said over the gate-- + +'No, thank you.' + +She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's +greeting was anxious-- + +'Well, Cytherea?' + +She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on +a slip of paper. + +'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked. + +'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say? +I don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further +steps towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless +task, and it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. +Manston in any way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my +dignity as a woman to labour for this; I have felt it so all day.' + +'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you +then. There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale +tired face, and the dilated eye which always appeared in her with +weariness. 'Darling,' he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you +shall not work so hard again--you are worn out quite. But you must +let me do as I like.' + +2. MARCH THE TENTH + +On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at +the house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at +home, and came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and +what he was, and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to +his notes of the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year +preceding the last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which +the reporter probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain +some additional details of the event, if any existed. + +'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid +I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my +old note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you +will come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family +were at tea inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty +everywhere he seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic +groove. + +They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an +inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book +required. The precise address, not given in the condensed report +that was printed, but written down by the reporter, was as follows:-- + + + 'ABRAHAM BROWN, + LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON.' + + +Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep +this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You +will perhaps understand why, and oblige me.' + +The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to +escape from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.' + +It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was +lighted up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, +the reporter came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company, +answering an expression of obligation from Owen with the words that +it was no trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind +him the door between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in +his hand. + +Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also +speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I +will take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't +post it to me.' + +The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized +him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston. + +Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door +with Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did +not need to be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he +held in his hand, opening endways and interleaved with +blotting-paper, was an old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the +reporter's face, whose experience had not so schooled his features +but that they betrayed a consciousness, to one half initiated as the +other was, that his late proceeding had been connected with events +in the life of the steward. Manston said no more, but, taking his +newspaper, followed Owen from the office, and disappeared in the +gloom of the street. + +Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening, +before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, +stating therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and +begging him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A +tall man was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards +above the post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box. + +That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter +with Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off +suddenly to London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten +o'clock. But remembering that letters posted after the hour at +which Owen had obtained his information--whatever that was--could +not be delivered in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind +and went home to Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to +his wife, arrangements were set on foot for his departure by the +mail on Sunday night. + +3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH + +Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than +was usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the +road from the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston +spoke very civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how +the farmer's barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind +might change. It was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to +church as he was, too--to return anything but a civil answer to such +civil questions, however his feelings might have been biassed by +late events. The conversation was continued on terms of greater +friendliness. + +'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, +after the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in +November.' + +'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. +The old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never +forget. No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had +been used to it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great +loss to me, and he knows exactly what I feel.' + +'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston, +imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the +natives which passes for high breeding in country villages. + +'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to +it.' + +''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.' + +'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly. + +'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats +will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.' + +'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know +about it.' + +'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own +experience has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man +living alone in London.' + +'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.' + +'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live +at number fifty-two in that very same street.' + +'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same +house!' said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself. + +'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a +little quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.' + +'Number forty-nine,' he murmured. + +4. MARCH THE TWELFTH + +Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his +daily engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock +had struck five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in +Westminster, he called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few +minutes later he knocked at the door of number forty-one, Charles +Square, the old lodging of Mrs. Manston. + +A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been +clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too +elderly in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet +square at the same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that +had been driven along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled +confidently when Springrove knocked. + +Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again. + +This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking +upon, the other from the next on the right. + +'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove. + +'No, sir.' + +'When will he be in?' + +'Quite uncertain.' + +'Can you tell me where I may find him?' + +'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.' + +Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the +woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet +him. + +Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, +who had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural +impulse to speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in +a quiet tone to the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a +lady lodger of yours of the name of Mrs. Manston?' + +Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were +looking into a telescope at the wrong end. + +'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey. + +'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?' + +'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to +lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty +years, but I have never let an inch.' + +'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away. +He and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had +knocked at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the +inquiry and the result of it. + +'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that +you want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the +other day?' + +'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest +reawakening. + +'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went +to Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, +who had often asked him to come home again. But there was little +luck in the change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the +rainy west winds they get there, and he died in the December +following. Will you step into the passage?' + +'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you +remember a Mrs. Manston living next door to you?' + +'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was +supposed to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all +the time. I saw her the other day.' + +'Since the fire at Carriford?' + +'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here +--just as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one +evening, a week or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make +further inquiries, she was with him. But I did not speak to her +--she stood back, as if she were shy. I was interested, however, +for old Mr. Brown had told me all about her when he came back from +the inquest.' + +'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?' + +'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three +weeks, and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon +leaving again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London. +I much regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. +It led me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. +I little thought I should see her alive after all.' + +'And when do you say they came here together?' + +'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very +beautiful dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! +Shoals of lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and +bright golden sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West +End prices. They would not give any less; no, not if you--' + +'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she +left these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank +as he asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife +had been there before him, clearing the ground of all traces. + +'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering +I could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But +speaking in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I +believe a few things of some kind (though I doubt if they were +papers) were left in a workbox she had, because she talked about it +to Mr. Brown, and was rather angry at what occurred--you see, she +had a temper by all account, and so I didn't like to remind the lady +of this workbox when she came the other day with her husband.' + +'And about the workbox?' + +'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a +few articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving +they were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two +workboxes very much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the +other she didn't, and Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, +took the wrong one to the sale.' + +'What was in it?' + +'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her +usual sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much +trouble to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her +or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box +because her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if +he found she had parted with it, he would be vexed.' + +'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude +to this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?' + +'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten +it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind +him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything +about it.' + +'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?' + +'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third +turning from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will +tell you the shop--his name is written up.' + +Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was +dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of +doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who +had watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of +being in breathless haste. + +'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?' + +'Yes; he's just gone.' + +'Dear me! I want him.' + +'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.' + +'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he +pay pretty liberally?' + +'He gave me half-a-crown.' + +'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little +contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps +you told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live +here?' + +'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only +said what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young +man, or I shouldn't have been so open as I was.' + +'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and +went away as hastily as he had come. + +Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some +difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only +inducement to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the +information he stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. +The auctioneer's book gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley +Passage, as the purchaser of the lot which had included Mrs. +Manston's workbox. + +Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one +above the other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. +Edward seized the first he came to. + +'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere. + +Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible. + +'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again. + +He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating +covering the basement window. He dropped his glance through the +bars, and saw a child's white face. + +'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely +the same languid inflection. + +'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward. + +'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared. + +He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by +another child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He +gave the little thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child +led him upstairs. + +Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment +one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to +drink, and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a +table were the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back +room which they occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; +beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. +Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of level, and ticked +wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down beneath its +white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy ('foedissima +ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora'). A baby +was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven +being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat +helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but +never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost +useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere. + +It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a +city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband +and wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, +after the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were +under the influence of a quartern of gin. + +Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till +now have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not +one so lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old +fact, that the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, +find a wife ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his +company. + +Edward hastened to despatch his errand. + +Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless +articles of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, +and went downstairs to the pawnbroker's. + +In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous +collection of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, +he produced his ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all +proportion to the probable worth of his acquisition, took the box +and carried it off under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as +he walked, but found it locked. + +It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small +sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a +light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon +his purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. +Breaking open the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, +he glanced eagerly beneath, and found--nothing. + +He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the +underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand +within, found that it really contained some substance. First he +pulled out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under +them were a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old +pair of carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of +Mrs. Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of +Manston himself. + +He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a +single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it +likely there would be? + +However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to +Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he +scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an +envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes +to seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch +them by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and +ran with it at once to the post-office at Charing Cross. + +On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more +leisurely. He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray +under the pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting +this he uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of +crumpled paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's +handwriting. He recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and +bills from him at his father's house. The stanza was of a +complimentary character, descriptive of the lady who was now +Manston's wife. + + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + + +To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it +was now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing +more. + +'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of +paper, and the withered twig that had lain with it. + +Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he +considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement +in his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box +contained except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse +and myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had +overlooked them in his first search, and put it on the table for the +next day's post. + +In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him, +Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not +waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently +all that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an +average not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at +this time of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much +concern his mind. + +But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against +the opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When +Edward came out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man +followed him and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger +did not further trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his +lodging again. + +Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his +wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, +he guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom +they had been sent. + +He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at +the two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. +Then he rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to +Old Boswell Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to +importune him as he passed under the colonnade, he turned up the +narrow passage to the publishing-office of the Post-Office +Directory. He begged to be allowed to see the Directory of the +south-west counties of England for a moment. + +The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and +Manston retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the +county, and then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the +historical and topographical description of the village he read:-- + +'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.3O A.M. by +foot-post from Anglebury.' + +Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the +office, thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the +Strand, where he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed +impossible with him. Some absorbing intention kept his body +continually on the move. He paid his bill, took his bag in his +hand, and went out to idle about the streets and over the river till +the time should have arrived at which the night-mail left the +Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward. + +There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, +when a man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of +his life, casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander +softly for an interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, +amid his concentration did Manston receive perceptions of the +individuals about him in the lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall +men looking insignificant; little men looking great and profound; +lost women of miserable repute looking as happy as the days are +long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn and miserable. +Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they followed a +solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, and all +were equally unconscious of the significant whole they collectively +showed forth. + +At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, +and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down +mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye, +far away from London. + + + +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M. + +They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early +morning, the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five +minutes to three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the +mail-bags brought out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many +shabby blotches of wax from innumerable seals that had been set upon +their mouths. The guard took them into a fly, and was driven down +the road to the post-office. + +It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little +rain was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and +walked at once away from the station, pursuing his way through the +gloom till he stood on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance +from the last house in the street of about two hundred yards. + +The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the +first part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the +highway up and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston +methodically set himself to walk backwards and forwards a stone's +throw in each direction. Although the spring was temperate, the +time of day, and the condition of suspense in which the steward +found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to pervade his frame +in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain increased, and +drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the hard road +beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint halo +of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town. + +Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing +a living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, +and soon afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of +the street leading towards him. They were those of the postman for +the Tolchurch beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his +bags a final hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for +the country with a brisk shuffle. + +Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. +In two minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the +postman overtook him. + +The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above +five-and-forty, laden on both sides with leather bags large and +small, and carrying a little lantern strapped to his breast, which +cast a tiny patch of light upon the road ahead. + +'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful +voice, without turning his head or slackening his trot. + +'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You +have a long walk every day.' + +'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on +the straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, +what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes +two-and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a +year? I used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don't care to +think o' my wear and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.' + +Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to +narrate the different strange events that marked his experience. +Manston grew very friendly. + +'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while; +'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in +my pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He +handed the bottle of brandy. + +'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these +five years.' + +''Tis never too late to mend.' + +'Against the regulations, I be afraid.' + +'Who'll know it?' + +'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best +policy.' + +'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on +without it yet. You'll surely drink with me?' + +'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to +oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.' +The postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. +Five minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled +out again. + +'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but +guide my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!' + +'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,' +said Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor, +and of being good--even religious--at the same time.' + +'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could +never get into the knack o' it; not I.' + +'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher +class of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that +they can risk playing with fire.' + +'That hits me exactly.' + +'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and +devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a +mistake.' + +'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by +very few people, after all.' + +'A true remark.' + +'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain +like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin +or grace.' + +'Nor in mine.' + +'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether +afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.' + +'There's no knowing.' + +'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty +concern that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then +your honest man who do pay his penny will never be known from your +scamp who don't. O, 'tis a nation!' + +'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle +waiting.' + +'I'll oblige you, my friend.' + +The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, +and at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself +joining in the chorus. + + + 'He flung his mallet against the wall, + Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall, + And there'll be work for tradesmen all!" + When Joan's ale was new, + My boys, + When Joan's ale was new.' + + +'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a +mason by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?' + +'None at all,' said Manston. + +The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with +alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane +wound its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound +emitted by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed +that they were passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that +the rain fell upon some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling +plash announced the naked arable, the low sound of the wind in their +ears rising and falling with each pace they took. + +Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were +all locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the +remaining inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet +they came to, the postman searched for the packet of letters +destined for that place, and thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole +cut in the door of the receiver's cottage--the village post-offices +being mostly kept by old women who had not yet risen, though lights +moving in other cottage windows showed that such people as carters, +woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring. + +The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still +continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to +search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the +road cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man +trotting through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to +run a very great risk indeed. + +It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., +lay a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the +direct track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance, +at the point of junction of some of these paths with the main road, +the gate-post was hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the +postman deposited his missives in the morning, looking in the box +again in the evening to collect those placed there for the return +post. Tolchurch Vicarage and Farmstead, lying back from the village +street, were served on this principle. This fact the steward now +learnt by conversing with the postman, and the discovery relieved +Manston greatly, making his intentions much clearer to himself than +they had been in the earlier stages of his journey. + +They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted +upon the flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This +was done, and they approached the church, the vicarage, and the +farmhouse in which Owen and Cytherea were living. + +The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his +lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could +not perform the task. + +'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a +stagger. + +'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully. + +'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much +less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the +Queen's postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go +through Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as +houses--and be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a +world!' + +'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.' + +'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He +pay a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?' + +'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how +was I to know you were so sensitive?' + +'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi' +these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!' + +Manston offered his services. + +'They are to be divided,' the man said. + +'How?' said Manston. + +'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the +vicarage or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post +just here. There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I +saw when I started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new +church. This is it, isn't it?' + +He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's +handwriting:-- + + 'MR. O. GRAYE, + CLERK OF WORKS, + TOLCHURCH, + NEAR ANGLEBURY.' + +The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. +There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the +opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous +peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side +was a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked +across it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other +white, and white or black outwards implied respectively that there +were letters inside, or none. + +The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to +insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the +other, above, below, but never made a straight hit. + +'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman. +He opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's +letter. + +'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's +servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He +slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. + +'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door. + +The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards, +signifying 'empty,' and turned the key. + +'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't +empty.' + +'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the +steward, letting something fall. + +'What an awkward thing!' + +'It is an awkward thing.' + +They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had +reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his +little lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the +ground, the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on +account of the heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed +indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were rendered individually +visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost tangible as they +passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and knees of the +two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman's cape and +private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as if they had +been varnished. + +'It fell on the grass,' said the postman. + +'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again. + +'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at +length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. + +'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up. + +'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be +back this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll +look again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll +hide the key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post. +'It will be too late to turn the index then, as the people will have +been here, so that the box had better stay as it is. The letter +will only be delayed a day, and that will not be noticed; if it is, +you can say you placed the iron the wrong way without knowing it, +and all will be well.' + +This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under +the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the +village and come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his +companion that their paths now diverged, turned off to the left +towards Carriford. + +No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston +stalked back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, +and thus avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from +his pocket, where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted +Owen's letter. This done, he turned towards home, by the help of +what he carried in his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary +appearance as he neared the quarter in which he was known. + +An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in +Knapwater Park. + +2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M. + +Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen +letter, and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be +loosened. He took out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and +the photographs, regarding them with the keenest interest and +anxiety. + +The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he +restored to their places again. The other photograph he took +between his finger and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the +grate. There he held it for half-a-minute or more, meditating. + +'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered. + +Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the +office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, +which lay on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of +the lady who had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were +interspersed among the rest of the collection, and carefully +regarded them. They were taken in different attitudes and styles, +and he compared each singly with that he held in his hand. One of +them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter in +general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and +returned with it to his office. + +Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat +upon it, and sitting down tried to read. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual +attempts, he found that each photograph would peel from the card on +which it was mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the +original likeness and the recent card, stuck upon the original card +the recent likeness from the album, dried it before the fire, and +placed it in the envelope with the other scraps. + +The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were +now two photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the +back and consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one +which showed his own likeness, his own name was written down; on the +other his wife's name was written; whilst the central feature, and +whole matter to which this latter card and writing referred, the +likeness of a lady mounted upon it, had been changed. + +Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. +He followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what +he had done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her +the result. + +'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea. + +'But it would be a greater not to do it.' + +'Yes.' + +The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in +his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on +horseback, riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the +fields, as well as he could, for the greater part of the way, he +dropped into the road by the vicarage letter-box, and looking +carefully about, to ascertain that no person was near, he restored +the letter to its nook, placed the key in its hiding-place, as he +had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by a roundabout +way. + +3. AFTERNOON + +The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of +the vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, +as usual, to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that +the index had told falsely that morning for the first time within +his recollection; but no particular attention was paid to the +mistake, as it was considered. The contents of the envelope were +scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as useless. + +The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence +of which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting +again raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had +opened the envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. + +'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her; +'we are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that +would convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, +suspecting, if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.' + +'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea. + +'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said +bitterly, 'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were +courting--as he did you, I suppose.' + +He handed her the verse and she read-- + + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + + +A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It +rapidly increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down +the paper, seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face. + +'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?' + +'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.' + +'What?' + +'"_The light of azure eyes_,"' she repeated with ashy lips. + +'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner. + +'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!' + +'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.' + +'She didn't.' + +'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the +card bearing Mrs. Manston's name. + +'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said +Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.' + +'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.' + +'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not +that he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she +would have seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it +corrected.' + +'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to +this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is +no other alternative.' + +'I suppose I must.' + +Her looks belied her words. + +'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again. + +'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.' + +'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman +had blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now, +whatever Mrs. Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would +think that Manston could change the colour of a woman's eyes to +hear you.' + +'Yes,' she said, and paused. + +'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently. + +'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you +see the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not +Mrs. Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his +wife_!' + +She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new +trouble, but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so +overwhelming that she crept to him and leant against his breast. + +Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her +upstairs and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and +stared out of it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some +conclusion upon the fantastic enigma that confronted him. +Cytherea's new view seemed incredible, yet it had such a hold upon +her that it would be necessary to clear it away by positive proof +before contemplation of her fear should have preyed too deeply upon +her. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone +all the afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I +return.' + +'No, no, don't go!' she implored. + +'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it +was folly to be wise. + +Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering +in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything +was better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to +wait till Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing +Mrs. Manston without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward +Springrove, requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former +lodgings. + + + +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + +1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH + +Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of +hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford. + +Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing +his amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and +Mrs. Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again +visited the neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as +near a description of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at +second-hand, and by hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the +shoulders, and full-chested, and she had a straight and rather +large nose. The colour of her eyes the informant did not know, +for she had only seen the lady in the street as she went in or out. +This confusing remark was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs. +Manston when she had called with her husband lately, but she had +kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was +quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no +manner of clue to it from any other source. + +Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began +chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the +aisles. From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where +herself and others used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's +seat; and after two or three errors of examination he took up a +prayer-book in which was written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was +nearly new, and the date of the writing about a month earlier. One +point was at any rate established: that the woman living with +Manston was presented to the world as no other than his lawful wife. + +The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their +place of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and +strangers sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on +the north side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north +aisle, which was completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, +and her retainers, Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's +position on the other side of the passage was a little in advance of +Manston's seat, and so situated that by leaning forward he could +look directly into the face of any person sitting there, though, if +he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by the +intervening pillar. + +Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen +sat, without once turning his head, during the entrance of the +congregation. A rustling of silk round by the north passage and +into Manston's seat, told him that some woman had entered there, and +as it seemed from the accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston +was with her. + +Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, +and saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. +Portions of Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In +two glances Graye read thus many of her characteristics, and in the +following order:-- + +She was a tall woman. + +She was broad at the shoulders. + +She was full-bosomed. + +She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be +discerned of the colour of her eyes. + +With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the +service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to +the suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister +concerning this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and +probabilities tended to the opposite conclusion. There sat the +genuine original of the portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea +wished for more. Eunice Manston's eyes were blue, and it was +necessary that this woman's eyes should be blue also. + +Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the +energy exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. +Owen felt this to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to +follow up the clue afforded them. Think as he might, he could not +think of a crucial test in the matter absorbing him, which should +possess the indispensable attribute--a capability of being applied +privately; that in the event of its proving the lady to be the +rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede without obloquy +from an untenable position. + +But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and +he could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. +Miss Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and +feeling that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a +secret from the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to +keep his presence in the village a secret from him; at any rate, +till the day was over. + +At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and +wandered away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could +not call on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter +was set at rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and +afternoon services. + +This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method +of proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old +House and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn +near the place, and was standing still in the public path, from +which a partial view of the front of the building could be obtained, +when the bells began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye +paused, two persons came from the front door of the half-hidden +dwelling whom he presently saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston +was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried one of the monthly +magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed the gateway he +branched off and went over the hill in a direction away from the +church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the humour +moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and +went into the church path. + +Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried +along towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back +upon the other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive. + +In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He +discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck +him at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the +colour of a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path +out of doors. That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and +not only so, but to look closely at him, if his purpose were to be +accomplished. + +He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it +would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within +speaking distance, he went up to her and said-- + +'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?' + +'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston. + +Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to +the lady the idea that he was deaf. + +She came closer and said more distinctly-- + +'The second turning on the right.' + +Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he +was in search of. But had his eyes deceived him? + +Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a +glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him. + +'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly-- + +'_The second turning to the right_.' + +She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in +speaking mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon +his. And now his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her +eyes were as black as midnight. + +All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having +been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she +had withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he +would read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification +of which, apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any +other--inquiry. + +Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint +of the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks +grew purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after +blood had left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially +coated with pearl-powder and carmine. + +She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to +Owen's farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous +twitch lifting her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a +light-brown colour. + +'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour +artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.' + +And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about +nearly recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might +have meant anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in +spite of his previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of +her silence and backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, +and of her appearance and distress at the present moment, Graye had +a conviction that the woman was an impostor. + +What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could +by no stretch of imagination divine. + +He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and +plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch. + +One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's +dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the +first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the +inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, +who was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the +train to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country +under an assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the +misery of being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband? + + + +In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, +Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of +Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour +towards herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her. + +'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old +head on our side.' + +'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He +thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, +but there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He +wished that his sister and himself might both be present at an +interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call +on him together, in the sight of all the servants and parish of +Carriford. + +There could be no objection to their writing him a letter. + +No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote +to him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some +advice they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their +assurance that there was a real justification for the additional +request they made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would +any evening of the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch. + +2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, +Mr. Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with +genuine gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the +rector ushered indoors and put into the easy-chair. + +Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first +suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in +endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon +marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice +as marvellous as the first, yet more prominent. + +Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a +manner of confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. +Raunham took her hand pityingly. + +'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on +which his thoughts might precipitate themselves. + +'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy +matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this +consideration to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. +Manston have had which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to +run such a very great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at +that particular crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere +pleasure of a new companion.' + +Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not. + +'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to +be obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what +became of him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work +his way to America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was +drowned. But there is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in +fact, his conduct tends to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the +fact that the real Mrs. Manston left here to go back by that +morning's train. This being the case, then, why, if this woman is +not she, did she take no notice of the advertisement--I mean not +necessarily a friendly notice, but from the information it afforded +her have rendered it impossible that she should be personified +without her own connivance?' + +'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest +assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound +her to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose +she has married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be +silent for her own sake.' + +'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping +his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the +second difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.' + +Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their +conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she +is!' + +'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has +happened,' said the rector. + +Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the +first Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I +should be his wife just the same, shouldn't I?' + +'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance +of circumstantial evidence to prove that.' + +'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in +a straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the +present woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my +mind, you should have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea +kindly, and asked her what made her give up her husband so +unceremoniously. + +She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her +unquenched love for Edward. + +'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the +manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn +compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and +morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly +proved. Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it +concerns nobody but yourself that her identity should be publicly +established (and by your absenteeism you act as if you were +satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them. Nobody else has +taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in the least +--that's the way of the world always. You, who should have required +all things to be made clear, ran away.' + +'That was partly my doing,' said Owen. + +The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here +too, but she shunned the revelation. + +'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit +to your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write +a line to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is +legally clear (in case you should want to marry again, for +instance), and I have no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would +rather, I'll write myself?' + +'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and +breathing quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here +with Owen. I am so afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go +to Knapwater and be his wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal +what we have told you. Let him continue his deception--it is much +the best for me.' + +Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had +ever existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling +now. + +'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, +'I will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it +that I will not lead you into difficulty.' + +'Conceal it,' she still pleaded. + +'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.' + +'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom, +illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held. + +'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He +turned his horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door. + +The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear +March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was +unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's +voice and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview +clearly before himself. + +The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation +--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and +conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities +to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to +Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, +and with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, +never conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea +were Manston's wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? +The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, +cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning of the +statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston's +restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose +marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this +woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had +suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe. + +The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she +really safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might +be, the gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business +to help or defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this +man. She had but one life, and the superciliousness with which all +the world now regarded her should be compensated in some measure by +the man whose carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused +it. + +Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be +done. An inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on +reaching home, he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to +Mr. Manston, and despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he +flung himself back in his chair, and went on with his meditation. +Was there anything in the suspicion? There could be nothing, +surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a motive, and what +conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal conduct? +Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St. +George's dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture +on such a course for the possession alone of the woman--there was no +reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect, +physical and mental. + +On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the +action, that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband +for more than a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere +advertisement. In fact, the whole business had worked almost too +smoothly and effectually for unpremeditated sequence. It was too +much like the indiscriminate righting of everything at the end of an +old play. And there was that curious business of the keys and +watch. Her way of accounting for their being left behind by +forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only +unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers +--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her +escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility of +her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had +been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the +books and papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly +musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid entered. + +'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?' + +'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised. + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.' + +Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few +short moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. +He stood in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the +same old gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen +months earlier when returning on the night of the fire. This +appearance of his conveyed a true impression; he had become a +stagnant man. But he was excited now. + +'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was +closed behind him. + +The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical +experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply. + +'About the Grayes and Manston?' + +'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.' + +'Prove it.' + +'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne +Seaway.' + +'And are their suspicions true indeed!' + +'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.' + +'Suggest Manston's motive?' + +'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly +with the facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, +that I can hardly conceive of another.' + +There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself +which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at +moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no +trivial story to communicate, whatever the story was. + +'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all +the evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all +to no purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to +Owen Graye?' + +'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter +might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings +me to this interview.' + +Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. +The conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was +carried on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the +interlocutors, and in phrases which hesitated to complete +themselves. Three-quarters of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, +came out of the rector's study and again flung his cloak around him. +Instead of going thence homeward, he went first to the Carriford +Road Station with a telegram, having despatched which he proceeded +to his father's house for the first time since his arrival in the +village. + +3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the +evening of the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his +parlour fire, and had been reading the letter arrived from the +rectory. Opposite to him sat the woman known to the village and +neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston. + +'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom +was not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which +has its origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed +the letter to her. + +'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone +of much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes +of that young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could +have sworn it.' + +Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and +haggard; latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of +old. 'If they prove you to be--who you are. . . . Yes, if they +do,' he murmured. + +'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and +looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to +me to be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible +look of yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.' + +He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that +Eunice is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to +come back.' + +This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as +he had done a hundred times during their residence together, he +categorized the events connected with the fire at the Three +Tranters. He dwelt on every incident of that night's history, and +endeavoured, with an anxiety which was extraordinary in the apparent +circumstances, to prove that his wife must, by the very nature of +things, have perished in the flames. She arose from her seat, +crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then she +whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. 'Come, +supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is she?' +coaxed the lady. + +'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston. + +'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?' + +'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.' + +'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in +England, she will come back.' + +'She is not in England.' + +'But she will come back?' + +'No, she won't. . . . Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I +shall not answer any more questions.' + +'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly. + +'She is, I tell you.' + +'I don't think so, love.' + +'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed. + +'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive +--just the possibility.' + +'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I +admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.' + +She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have +been said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the +furthest remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, +but no information of any kind was to be read there. + +'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured +pettishly, 'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.' + +'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height +and size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are +body and soul united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.' + +She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most +certainly wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your +character and position, and incurring heavy penalties.' + +'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.' + +'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what +was your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?' + +'Your beauty,' he said. + +'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. +Come, what was your motive?' + +'Your wit.' + +'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time +instead of what I am.' + +'Your virtue.' + +'Or virtue either.' + +'I tell you it was your beauty--really.' + +'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is +true, I am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years +older.' + +The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so +confirmatory of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to +develop her chagrin. + +'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up +all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to +London several times between the time of the fire and your marriage +with Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence +or cared that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after +you married her and were separated from her, off you rush to make +love to me--not first to me either, for you went to several places--' + +'No, not several places.' + +'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only +lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when +you found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and +that nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your +wife's personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we +carried out--that I should personate her. Your taking all this +trouble shows that something more serious than love had to do with +the matter.' + +'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea +would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being +left alone again. Was that unnatural?' + +'No.' + +'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my +first wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual +benefit, and merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should +call you my first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen +if you had come here as anything else.' + +'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, +whom you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with +you as your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run +the risk of her turning up again at any moment and exposing your +substitution of me, and ruining your name and prospects?' + +'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk +(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).' + +'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather +have risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than +with me as a personator of herself--the first one.' + +'You came easiest to hand--remember that.' + +'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach +me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of +Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to +Philadelphia, and details of American life and manners, in case the +birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become +known in this neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about +the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my +hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean to +say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in +arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and +live with you?' + +'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new +pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--' + +'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements +for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I +ask you to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you +when the third advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the +long-lost wife, and giving a detailed history of her escape and +subsequent life--all which you had invented yourself? You deluded +me into loving you, and then enticed me here! Ah, and this is +another thing. How did you know the real wife wouldn't answer it, +and upset all your plans?' + +'Because I knew she was burnt.' + +'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I +have caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what +was your motive in having me here as your first wife_?' + +'Silence!' he exclaimed. + +She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in +going on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her +favourite young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted +without an expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I +often think you exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And +she always shuns me as if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used +creature like me sharing power, indeed!' + +'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.' + +'That wouldn't make her avoid me.' + +'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead +--dead!' He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, +and now walked wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more +decisively, he looked in her face. + +'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,' +he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for +a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean +more.' + +'What may it mean?' + +'How should I know?' + +'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make +up the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you +were the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am +--we can go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say +of you, "His first wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the +Colonies," as the case may be); "He married a second, and deserted +her for Anne Seaway." A very everyday case--nothing so horrible, +after all.' + +He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, _nobody must +know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about +arranging matters.' + +Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the +remainder of the evening. + + + +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING + +Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his +companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that +they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. +The fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an +immediate answer would give him time to consider. + +Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily +superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at +rare intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a +servant being supposed to disturb the books and papers +unnecessarily. She softly wandered from table to shelf with the +duster in her hand, afterwards standing in the middle of the room, +and glancing around to discover if any noteworthy collection of dust +had still escaped her. + +Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an +old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, +placed in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet +from the floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the +ledge alluded to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the +centre space between them being filled out by a panel of similar +size, making the third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was +nearly on a level with the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in +quantity, showed itself distinctly on account of this obliquity of +vision. Now opposite the central panel, concentric quarter-circles +were traced in the deposited film, expressing to her that this +panel, too, was a door like the others; that it had lately been +opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower edge. + +At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right +of the matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of +Manston's office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long +seclusion here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their +subsequent discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. +Still, there would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this +sight but for one recollection. Manston had once casually told her +that each of the two side-lockers included half the middle space, +the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for symmetry. +It was possible that he had opened this compartment by candlelight +the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the dust, +and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her +an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering. +She considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse +her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar +circumstances of her connection with him. She went close to the +cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable of being +opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her at +which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her +fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair +and looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring +was to be seen. + +'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about +it, and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then +looking back again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should +puzzle her. She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the +ledge of the cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the +underside of the board. + +Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into +it. Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked +at the tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the +circle, and, in addition, a line ran across it diametrically. + +'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious +contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of +the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough +substitute provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to +recede now. She fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled +the door open with a penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten +inches square. The cavity contained-- + +Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian +names only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his +wife Eunice. Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in +answer to his advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of +paper. + +The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced +carelessly through, and then put them aside. They were too similar +to her own regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to +excite it. + +The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back +as far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones +before their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women +at such a period of their existence. Some little time after he had +made her his wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series +began again, and now their contents arrested her attention more +forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the letters into the +parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully perused them in +the order of their dates. + + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 17, 1864. + +'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and +was of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact +address instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all +a mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot +fancy it is the same kind of occupation you have been used to +hitherto. Your command that I am to stay here awhile until you can +"see how things look" and can arrange to send for me, I must +necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a married man would have +been rejected by the person who engaged you, and that hence my +existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your +position, why did you think of going at all? + +'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, +vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street +bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most +matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again +in Liverpool. + +'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little +too long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The +weather is gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set +foot outside the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am +to come.--Very affectionately yours, EUNICE.' + + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 25, 1864. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not +had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, +should be in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been +obliged to leave my first lodging for debt--among other things, they +charged me for a lot of brandy which I am quite sure I did not +taste. Then I went to Camberwell and was found out by them. I went +away privately from thence, and changed my name the second time. I +am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was the wretchedest and +dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being there only a +day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street that you left me in +originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so +dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to +get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I +don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have +been looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but +they seem forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in +search of an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of +the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me there. But +I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am +too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I +certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in +this strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London +and then left here alone! Why didn't you leave me in Liverpool? +Perhaps you thought I might have told somebody that my real name was +Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend to whom I could impart +it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest friend is no nearer +than what most people would call a stranger. But perhaps I ought to +tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to you, after +wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near +relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a +line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that +neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together. +I did not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not +like it, and I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the +post-office here. But God knows if the letter will ever reach him. + +'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife, +EUNICE.' + + + 'FRIDAY, October 28. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am +truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah +--well, if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to +America by this time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own +free-will. Who can you have met with at that new place? Remember I +say this in no malignant tone, but certainly the facts go to prove +that you have deserted me! You are inconstant--I know it. O, why +are you so? Now I have lost you, I love you in spite of your +neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature. I fear that upon the +whole my life has been wasted. I know there is another woman +supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to me--do come. +EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON, + November 19. + +'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you +have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman +would have tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman +would have lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat +that I did not call myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging +at the beginning of this month--what could you expect? + +'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. +Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the +indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing +the park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who +had also risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you +away from me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss +Aldclyffe, _very peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you +yourself, without knowing it, told me of what, added to their +conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that neither of you +understand. Two negatives never made such a telling positive +before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single +consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to whether +your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. +Civility now, please. +EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, + Tuesday, November 22. + +'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I +have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish +at the broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is +delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is +a relief to wish the place good-bye--London always has seemed so +much more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday +will do nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on +Sunday night. + +'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss +Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving +wife, EUNICE.' + + +This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One +other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was +differently addressed. + + + 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD, + November 28, 1864. + +'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so +promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in +the least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. +I write again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it +is possible to conceive. + +'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't +blame me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to +begin my story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then +he sent for me (this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. +Then this is what he did. He promised to fetch me, and did not +--leaving me to do the journey alone. He promised to meet me at the +station here--he did not. I went on through the darkness to his +house, and found his door locked and himself away from home. I have +been obliged to come here, and I write to you in a strange room in a +strange village inn! I choose the present moment to write to drive +away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you detail it +on paper--poor pleasure though. + +'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I +would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I +have not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want +me badly enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage +to subsist in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month +or six weeks. Will you send it to the same address at the +post-office? But how do I know that you . . . ' + +Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that +the writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her +production, and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write +another, or not to write at all? + +The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story +she had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left +England for America, might be truthful, according to two of these +letters, corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And +yet, at first, he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most +certainly consumed in the fire. + +If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and +probably thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have +been burnt with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did +he say she was burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter? + +The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a +burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this +letter? + +That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation +of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to +do with his reason for never showing it to her. + +She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, +and up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed +--honestly believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and +hence, of course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no +communication could possibly have passed between his wife and +himself from the first moment that he believed her dead on the night +of the fire, to the day of his wedding. And yet he had that letter. +How soon afterwards could they have communicated with each other? + +The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its contents +--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that +calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession +of the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the +riddle that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had +communicated with his wife somewhere about the commencement of +Anne's residence with him, or at any time since? + +It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had +forsaken her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her +--whether she were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood +of Knapwater. + +Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real +motive in risking his name on the deception he was practising as +regarded Anne. It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere +passion. Her thoughts had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking +for proofs of her identity with the original Mrs. Manston. She +could see no loophole of escape for the man who supported her. +True, in her own estimation, his worst alternative was not so very +bad after all--the getting the name of libertine, a possible +appearance in the divorce or some other court of law, and a question +of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly progress for +some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently, terrible as +death itself. + +She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the +other letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh +information, fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its +former condition. + +Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had +never seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral +obliquity is the possessor of great physical and intellectual +attractions, the mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to +dread. The man's strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified +Cytherea; for with all the woman Anne's faults, she had not +descended to such depths of depravity as to willingly participate in +crime. She had not even known that a living wife was being +displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of the +question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of +subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after +a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay +mansion. + + 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae + Foemineas assueta manus.' + +2. AFTERNOON + +Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a +machinery which they hoped to find working out important results. + +The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following +morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that +Springrove's communication wore a deeper complexion than any that +had been made to the old magistrate for many months or years past. +The fact was that, having arrived at the stage of existence in which +the difficult intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes +possible, he was now putting it in practice, though not without the +penalty of watchful effort. + +It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his +relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the +subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still +beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several +private inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was +ever a sadness in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned, +which showed that from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's +renunciation of her favourite and namesake proceeded, it was not +from indifference to her fate. + +'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything +but an upright man?' he said to the lady. + +'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly. + +'Well--I have.' + +'What is it?' + +'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my +suspicions are very strong.' + +'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were +first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know +he was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned +for the neglect.' + +He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she +spoke honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who +lived with the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less +that a greater matter might be behind. + +'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that +the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.' + +'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?' + +'That is it.' + +Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's +wife--who else can she be?' she said simply. + +'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.' + +Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the +extraordinary interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her +steward, and had endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The +extent to which she was shaken by his information, whilst it proved +that the understanding between herself and Manston did not make her +a sharer of his secrets, also showed that the tie which bound her to +him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had lately begun to doubt the +latter fact, and now, on finding himself mistaken, regretted that he +had not kept his own counsel in the matter. This it was too late to +do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss Aldclyffe in +detail the grounds of his belief. + +Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had +adopted on his opening the subject. + +'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after +such an elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact, +which bears in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but +absolute proof can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable +motive which could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. +Manston's clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an +extraordinary course of conduct--no motive on earth.' + +'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last +night--a friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.' + +'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised +by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly +and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is +years younger than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet +in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her +up quietly and suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is +monstrous, and I don't believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness. + +The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the +possible motive--but for reasons of his own he did not. + +'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your +belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his +wife or no, and see how he receives it.' + +'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these +things die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.' + +But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of +mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her +mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the +utmost difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen +her movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, +and before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, +softly left the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in +the direction of the old manor-house. + +The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to +share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of +official appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other +was Edward Springrove. + + + +The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind +of Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no +right to keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from +herself. Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; +curiosity had been continuous. The whole morning this resentment +and curiosity increased. + +The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon +at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent +to whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that +something portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. +By carefully observing every trifling action, as only a woman can +observe them, the thought at length dawned upon her that he was +going to run away secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge +of law and justice was vague, and she fancied she might in some way +be made responsible for him. + +In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him +drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire +to go there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, +followed him on foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do +some shopping. + +One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase +at the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank. +Looking out of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she +saw Manston come down the steps of the bank, in the act of +withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and pulling his coat close +over its mouth. + +It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to +be carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving +money; if they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The +steward had in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss +Aldclyffe's account--that was continual with him. And he might have +been removing his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave +the country. + +3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for +dinner. Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, +the shutters were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale +and worn--almost haggard. + +The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation +withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant +companion, the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she +was rising a tap came to the door. + +Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room +and answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe. + +Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I +should be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.' + +'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a +little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with +Miss Aldclyffe.' + +'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few +commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne +went upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened +the front door, and went out. + +She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and +quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had +requested her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in +her to know the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him. +Simple curiosity was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions +had been thoroughly aroused by the discovery of the morning. A +conviction that her future depended on her power to combat a man +who, in desperate circumstances, would be far from a friend to her, +prompted a strategic movement to acquire the important secret that +was in handling now. The woman thought and thought, and regarded +the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could be done. + +Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and +advancing and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the +room in which Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could +be heard through the keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly +turned the knob and opened the door to a width of about +half-an-inch, performing the act so delicately that three minutes, +at least, were occupied in completing it. At that instant Miss +Aldclyffe said-- + +'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.' + +Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and +closed the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered +again. The parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took +place, had the window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, +as is usual in the back portions of old country-houses. The +shutters were hinged one on each side of the opening, and met in the +middle, where they were fastened by a bolt passing continuously +through them and the wood mullion within, the bolt being secured on +the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till Manston and +herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at all. + +If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at +any moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a +part of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe +from disturbance. The idea was worth a trial. + +She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between +her finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was +entirely withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as +before, whilst, where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole +three-quarters of an inch in diameter, through which one might see +into the middle of the room. She applied her eye to the orifice. + +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back +to the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was +severe, condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne +then turned sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters +and placed her ear upon the hole. + +'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man, +act a double deceit like this?' + +'Men do strange things sometimes.' + +'What was your reason--come?' + +'A mere whim.' + +'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than +Cytherea, or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had +grown tired of her.' + +'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I +married Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was +alive, found that my wife would not come to live with me, and then, +not to let any woman I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of +being displaced and ruined in reputation, should my wife ever think +fit to return, induced this woman to come to me, as being better +than no companion at all?' + +'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind +as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As +an object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne +Seaway at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your +reputation by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure +you didn't, AEneas.' + +'So am I,' he said bluntly. + +Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the +confession was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach +him bitterly, and with tears. + +'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had +any respect for, by such inexplicable doings! . . . That woman must +leave this place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak +out in a day or two!' + +'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow +--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized +globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife, +or I am damned past redemption!' + +'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may +be.' + +'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.' + +'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.' + +He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this +deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?' + +'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave +this place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had +better come now.' + +Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon +your supporting me--my very life.' + +He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke +he held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange +expressions came over her face; the workings of her mouth were +painful to observe. Still he held her and whispered on. + +The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her +hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in +her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which +absolutely quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?' + +The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but +it was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was +plain to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from +what he had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on +Manston's behalf. + +Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, +yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the +crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne +quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and +down the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of +a huge lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own. + +In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his +arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the +house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black +spots, towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of +light in the dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. +Miss Aldclyffe's outline became visible upon it; the door shut her +in, and all was darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone +arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place. + +Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of +any kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house. + +4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now +that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts +to disguise the real state of his mind. + +Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, +Manston still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye +of a mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour +of Sisera to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his +adroitness, that he was attempting something more than a disguise of +his feeling. He was trying to distract her attention, that he might +be unobserved in some special movement of his hands. + +What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body +became attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the +duplicated condition at such times--when the existence divides +itself into two, and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in +front, like another person, to hide the timorous spy. + +Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was +nearly over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object +might be accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective +air, and looked steadily at the clock standing against the wall +opposite to him. He said sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of +expressing more by dumb show than the face of a clock. You may see +in it every variety of incentive--from the softest seductions to +negligence to the strongest hints for action.' + +'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite +unintelligible to her. + +'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic, +business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. +They make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at +the piquant shyness of its face when the two hands are over each +other. Several attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of +ten minutes to one differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to +twelve, as youth differs from age. "Upward and onward" says +twenty-five minutes to eleven. Mid-day or midnight expresses +distinctly "It is done." You surely have noticed that?' + +'Yes, I have.' + +He continued with affected quaintness:-- + +'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of +a quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, +must have been observed by everybody.' + +'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of +imagination in your fancy,' she said. + +He still contemplated the clock. + +'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon +the eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its +arched top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship +rocking at the upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being +an old cynic, elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen +wavering between good and evil.' + +A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he +wanted to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to +excite his suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked +behind her at the clock as he spoke, recovering her old position +again instantly. The time had not been long enough for any action +whatever on his part. + +'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her +out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it +must nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. +Suppose you do it at once, my dear.' + +There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned +to perform the operation: anything was better than that he should +suspect her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of +workmanship suited to the rest of the antique furniture that Manston +had collected there, and ground heavily during winding. + +Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the +interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning +anything by her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his +shadow on the wall at her right hand. + +What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into +her glass of wine. + +He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She +methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she +faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen. + +In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult +to realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, +can have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must +have been prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, +and yet she could not instantly put on a fear of her position. + +And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition +served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It +was the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of +discovery, unless there were far more reason for the crime than any +that Manston could possibly have. + +Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make +her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original +suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he +was going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was +to be kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid +drinking the wine. + +By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for +nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to +throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one +sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her +handkerchief. + +Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to +him in proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She +instantly seized the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. +When he faced round again she was holding the glass to her lips, +empty. + +In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were +fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and +a few minutes later they retired for the night. + +5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT + +When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her +breathing, that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed +himself in the gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard +him complete this operation; then he took something from his pocket, +put it in the drawer of the dressing-table, went to the door, and +down the stairs. She glided out of bed and looked in the drawer. +He had only restored to its place a small phial she had seen there +before. It was labelled 'Battley's Solution of Opium.' She felt +relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was to have +been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to +be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she +reached the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had +closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that he had +obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to +open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could +hear him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and +quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an instant later, +implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of his +footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he +was approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into +bed. + +Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered +it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to +assure himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which +their ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained +it. Anne's ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink +of the gold as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he +returned to its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a +possibility. While lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image +of his own face in the glass--pale and spectre-like in its +indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather which turned the +balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired from the +room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door, and +go out into the yard. + +Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the +bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to +the door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind +him. 'A precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was +all the more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been +going to leave home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the +trouble to lock her in, holding the belief that she was in a drugged +sleep. The lock shot into a mortice, so that there was no +possibility of her pushing back the bolt. How should she follow +him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the bedroom: it was +large, and had some time heretofore been used as a dressing or bath +room, but had been found inconvenient from having no other outlet to +the landing. The window of this little room looked out upon the +roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne took +a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room +and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the +small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon +the gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands +till her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this +position she adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the +path. + +Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the +evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the +whole landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it +appeared as an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back +of the house, listening intently. The steward had had at least ten +minutes' start of her. She had waited here whilst one might count +fifty, when she heard a movement in the outhouse--a fragment once +attached to the main building. This outhouse was partitioned into +an outer and an inner room, which had been a kitchen and a scullery +before the connecting erections were pulled down, but they were now +used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only means of +access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door of +this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the +exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was +evidently in the outhouse. + +She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was +wrapped in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line +across the floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not +quite closed. This light was unexpected, none having been visible +through hole or crevice. Glancing in, the woman found that he had +placed cloths and mats at the various apertures, and hung a sack at +the window to prevent the egress of a single ray. She could also +perceive from where she stood that the bar of light fell across the +brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon it lay the +key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop was +also partly visible from her position through the two half-open +doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the +tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite +cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks +and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these +being loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily +from the brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside +him. + +That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was +now laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently +than the bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with +some kind of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. +Having now stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a +crowbar between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling +it until several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth +of an old oven, which was apparently contrived in the thickness of +the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been closed up with +bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple old-fashioned +plan of oven-building--a mere oblate cavity without a flue. + +Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy +weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman +who watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common +corn-sack, nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way. + +The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, +and his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put +out the light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some +kind had certainly been made in the intervening portion of the +house. She heard it. 'One of the rats,' she thought. + +He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics +completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in +the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as +she could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the +oven's mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query +that had not left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how +should she get back into her bedroom again?--now received a +solution. Whilst he was replacing the cupboard, she would glide +across the brewhouse, take the key from the top of the copper, run +upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back the key again: if he +returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think the lock had +failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention, +occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and +hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning +of his actions in the workshop. + +Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, +she advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every +individual footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of +rubbish on the floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon +stood close by the copper, and not more than a foot from the door of +the room occupied by Manston himself, from which position she could +distinctly hear him breathe between each exertion, although it was +far too dark to discern anything of him. + +To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and +accordingly she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it +lay. Instead of touching it, her fingers came in contact with the +boot of a human being. + +She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man +or woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A +warm foot, covered with a polished boot. + +The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly +repress a sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the +flight of an arrow. Her touch was so light that the leather seemed +to have been thick enough to keep the owner of the foot in entire +ignorance of it, and the noise of Manston's scraping might have been +quite sufficient to drown the slight rustle of her dress. + +The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It +was somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken +advantage of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the +brewhouse and stand upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear +which had at first paralyzed her lessened with the birth of a sense +that fear now was utter failure: she was in a desperate position +and must abide by the consequences. The motionless person on the +copper was, equally with Manston, quite unconscious of her +proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again, feeling +behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her side, +her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg. + +It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this +time was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to +wait. The comparative security from discovery that her new position +ensured resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some +logical inferences:-- + +1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the +darkness to get there, as she had to enter. + +2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had +reached the door. + +3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, +and for purposes of his own. + +She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his +re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it +had contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came +into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths +covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling +scarcely relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the +workshop, hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about +the room for some other article. Having found it, he emerged from +the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, and went into the yard. +Directly he stepped out she could see his outline by the light of +the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung at his back, and in +his hand he carried a spade. + +Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the +proceedings of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him +descend from the copper, and then the square opening of the doorway +showed the outline of this other watcher passing through it +likewise. The form was that of a broad-shouldered man enveloped in +a long coat. He vanished after the steward. + +The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow. +Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had +touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also. + +It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. +The unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, +and pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, +she stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the +yard without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, +and went in the direction the others had taken. + +Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly +followed the last woman. + +But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, +that in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any +person were following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but +she discerned, standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's +horse and gig, ready harnessed. + +He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have +placed the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving +the house and her exit by the window. However, there was not time +to weigh this branch of the night's events. She turned about again, +and continued on the trail of the other three. + +6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M. + +Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become +a watcher. + +The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park +plantation, at equi-distances of about seventy yards. Here the +ground, completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick +moss which was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first +watcher, that is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now +fell back, when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty +well, dived circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the +steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. +The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little +in advance, but on Manston's other hand. + +He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. +There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened. + +Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, +half filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, +mingled themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the +midst of them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves +aside into a large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, +crept into a bush, and turning her head to survey the rest, missed +the man who had dropped behind, and whom we have called the first +watcher. Concluding that he, too, had hidden himself, she turned +her attention to the second watcher, the other woman, who had +meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in hiding, and now seated +herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward than was Anne +Seaway. + +Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's +spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly +perceptible to her ears when the periodic cessations between the +creaks of the engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which +otherwise brought the subdued roar of the cascade from the further +side of the bank that screened it. A large hole--some four or five +feet deep--had been excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. +Into this he immediately placed the sack, and then began filling in +the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he carefully raked the +whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of the pit, +burying the ground with them as they had buried it before. + +For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation +of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be +disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers +still decayed and added to the mould beneath. + +By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne +could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching +from behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her +intense contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her +countenance was white and motionless. + +It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the +completion of his labour he turned, and did so. + +'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed. + +'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring +whisper. Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's. + +The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned +in the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first +watcher, if he had come no nearer than his original position, was +too far off to hear any part of this dialogue, on account of the +roar of the falling water, which could reach him unimpeded by the +bank. + +The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning +the first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, +instantly rushed to where the man was concealed, and, before the +latter could disengage himself from the boughs, the steward struck +him on the head with the blade of the instrument. The man fell to +the ground. + +'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the +trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction. + +Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and +looked at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless. + +Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable +magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply +because it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the +result of no law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to +him and gently turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of +life. By her assistance he was soon able to stand upright. + +He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect +his ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically. + +It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs. +Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?' + +'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery +--which may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, +and seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious +in his utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well, +it doesn't matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.' + +He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had +taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute. + +'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily, +'until we have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be +only a bag of building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help +me dig.' He seized the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, +and went into the pit, continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no +use my running after him single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far +off by this time. The best step is to see what is here.' + +It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had +been for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam +thrown out, and the sack dragged forth. + +'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her +standing near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had +brought, and gave it into her hand. + +The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The +officer laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and +jerked forth the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully +wrapped up in impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the +point of pulling open the folds at one end, when a light coloured +thread of something, hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He +put his hand upon it; it felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. +'Hold the light close,' he said. + +She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both +peered at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger +and thumb. It was a long hair; the hair of a woman. + +'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the +detective whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for +the present through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place. +. . . Now wait a minute whilst I prove it.' + +He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a +minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled +in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife +had found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. +He held the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown +hue. He laid them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were +of the same length to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne. + +'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered +her, as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, +God only knows.' + +'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of +events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and +motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it, +his renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing +upon her mind with the rapidity of lightning. + +'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her: +and a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam. +Knowing as much about a secret murder as God knows is a very +suspicious thing: it doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He +directed the bull's-eye into her face. + +'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal +actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.' + +He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the +grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. +A light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's +awaiting him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing +outside. + +'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his +assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's +gone--you should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that +woman, Miss Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions +in an undertone to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to +the rector--he's up. Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am +driving to Casterbridge with this one, and for help. We shall be +sure to have him when it gets light.' + +He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they +went, the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy +quarters at each side, like a white riband, and made their progress +easy. They came to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense +firs for some distance on both sides. It was totally dark here. + +There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its +length, at the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the +detective drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung +them both to the ground. + +The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out +his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that +of another conveyance of some kind. + +'Hoy!' said the officer. + +Nobody answered. + +'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again. + +No reply. + +'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without +gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and +turned on his lantern. + +There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle +of the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or +near the vehicle. + +'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman. + +'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's. + +'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone. +However, you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What +forethought the man must have had--how carefully he must have +considered possible contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse +and gig ready before he began shifting the body.' + +He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but +the occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He +threw the light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could +see nothing beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that +Manston was not many yards off, but the question was how to find +him. Nothing could be done by the detective just then, encumbered +as he was by the horse and Anne. If he had entered the thicket on a +search unaided, Manston might have stepped unobserved from behind a +bush and murdered him with the greatest ease. Indeed, there were +such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston's circumstances at +that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer felt it +hazardous to remain any longer where he stood. + +He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own +vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means +of escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his +prisoner to the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the +police-station, and then took immediate steps for the capture of +Manston. + + + +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY + +Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape. + +It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and +inside the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and +poured them critically as usual from one palm to another, but they +thought and spoke of Manston. Grocers serving behind their +counters, instead of using their constant phrase, 'The next article, +please?' substituted, 'Have you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and +drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs +firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into the lowest +depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost +keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, 'Ay, ay, so's: +they'll have him avore night.' + +Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly +and anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an +acquaintance who accosted him. + +'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A +vagrant first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, +under which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed +out and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of +half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the +heap, where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly +imprinted the form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, +and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over +the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved the +man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford +crossed by stepping-stones--on the further bank were the same +footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of +this course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went, +and the next clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that +wherever a clear space three or four yards wide ran in a line +through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a proof +that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier. +At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his +flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into +Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at +eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to +get to France by way of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all +the railway-stations being watched. + +'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went +again at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed +themselves under the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another +stayed by the office door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the +straight cut to the quay. At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were +put on board. Whilst the attention of the idlers was directed to +the mails, down Mary Street came a man as boldly as possible. The +gait was Manston's, but not the clothes. He passed over to the +shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this +warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and +waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised +--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All this morning +they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him anywhere. +However, he has lost his last chance of getting across the Channel. +It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a labourer.' + +During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes +follow a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who +was stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung +and concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a +man with a bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his +head, to go down the High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge +which divided the town from the country, place his shaggy +encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave it there. + +Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the +direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could +see stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he +noticed a man to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two +hundred and fifty yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a +wicket on the other side. This figure seemed like that of the man +who had been carrying the bundle of straw. He looked at the straw: +it still stood alone. + +The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his +brain:-- + +Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a +brown smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a +labourer, on second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his +bundle of straw with the greatest ease and naturalness. + +The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, +where Cytherea was living. + +If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the +fire, Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and +reckless of results, might rush to his wife and harm her. + +It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to +entertain; but Springrove could not resist its influence. He +started off for Tolchurch. + +2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M. + +On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch +by the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village +and was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he +might ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had +reached him concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had +said nothing to her of the matter. + +She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up +the lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by +were so rare in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt +by the wayside were invariably lifted to every one on the road, +great and small, as to a novelty. + +A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the +house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly +deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and +his sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the +body of cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose +and bolted the door. + +Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He +advanced to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the +window; he next pressed his face against the glass, peering in. + +Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as +ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in +the peering face that of the man she had married. + +But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her +fear was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, +feeling he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last +stage of recklessness, terrified nature must have given way. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.' + +'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. +'If you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.' + +'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my +sin has been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have +money enough for us both--only come with me.' + +'Not now--not now.' + +'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.' + +'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her. + +'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once +more?' + +'No--I will not,' said Cytherea. + +'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I +die for it!' + +The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in +casements. He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand +through the hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement +close, and began opening the window. + +Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred +with desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside. + +'Damn you!' he exclaimed. + +He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater +now: he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and +opened it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before +the terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an +instant he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she +was, flung back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her. + +In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea +either flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her +constitution at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to +foot, and this preserved her consciousness. + +Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such +good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the +room. Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and +Manston, her large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils +constantly fixed upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether +his next intention was to dart to the right or the left. + +Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of +unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. +It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston +continued his pursuit with a lowered eye. + +The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the +capture of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went +over it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, +and was out at the other side. + + 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies, + One on his sinews and his giant size.' + +But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. +She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; +she uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity +seemed to echo for miles. + +At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down +about her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is +sufficient to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight +of his intended direction for one instant, and he immediately +outmanoeuvred her. + +'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing +over it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards +him, and clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms +and breast, and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his +action was leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, +'Rest there for a while, my frightened little bird!' + +And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched +by the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a +battering-ram against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and +breathless, had sprung in at the open window, and stood once more +between man and wife. + +Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the +one side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between +them. It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the +Jezreelite: 'Hast thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I +have found thee: because thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the +sight of the Lord.' + +A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the +taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the +delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the +jaws of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling +over and over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they +had been one organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to +secure Manston's arms with a small thong he had drawn from his +pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife. + +Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this +momentous space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two +combatants, so similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other +was the stroke of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at +every contortion of body or limbs. + +Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. +She had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her +deliverer, unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, +'Come! Help! O, help!' + +Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They +dashed forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a +smock-frock on lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and +ran on the same as before. + +Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed +at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to +a desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried, +with a hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how +I'll baffle you all yet!' + +He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. +In one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his +pursuers. + + + +Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His +thoughts had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to +hasten up the lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her +leaning upon a bank by the roadside, where she had flung herself +down in sheer exhaustion. He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and +thus aided she was enabled to stand upright--clinging to him. What +would Springrove have given to imprint a kiss upon her lips then! + +They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of +whose wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated +pleasure he felt at her grateful recognition of him, and her +confiding seizure of his arm for support. He conveyed her carefully +into the house. + +A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially +recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her +waiting anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart +pass the door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains +disfigured its wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been +scratched and dimmed; ornament had long been forgotten in a restless +contemplation of use. Three men sat on the seat, the middle one +being Manston. His hands were bound in front of him, his eyes were +set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard, and fixed. + +Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short +words. He now said solemnly, 'He is to die.' + +'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning +back and covering her face with her hands. + +In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove +watched the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its +wheels gradually dying away as it rolled in the direction of the +county-town. + + + +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON + +Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the +bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer +Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to +his friend, Farmer Baker. + +There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking +down the street at some object which had attracted his attention. +'Ah, 'tis what we shall all come to!' he murmured. + +The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour +Springrove; true.' + +Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, +were what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore +on their shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth. + +'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as +that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I +call it a sort of medicine.' + +'And it is medicine. . . . I have not heard of any body being ill +up this way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.' + +'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's +no difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any +other sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what +was laid down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end +--thoughtfully formed as any other--which has been existing at that +very same point from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so +soon.' + +'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in +the Lord's.' + +'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our +sight.' + +'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in +front of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that +threshing and winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why +should we not stand still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye +upon the Whys and the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we +go down into the mouldering-place, and are forgotten?' + +''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into. +There's a back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost +to advance in order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are +turning in here with the coffin, look.' + +The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at +hand. The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them +along the way. + +''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer +Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.' + +'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.' +The corner of the cloth had blown aside. + +'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to +him. I have often thought how much smaller the richer class are +made to look than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the +greatest of all the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and +I speak from experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when +the uncertainty of his life shows itself more than usual.' + +As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went +across a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim +and heavy archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited. + +Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals, + + 'COUNTY GAOL.' + +The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the +two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men +severally stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its +melancholy length through the aperture, and both entered the court, +and were covered from sight. + +'Somebody in the gaol, then?' + +'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment, +who passed on whistling. + +'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a +third bystander. + +'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, +Manston, Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first +thing this morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his +cell, in some way, by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. +The turnkey says his features were scarcely changed, as he looked at +'em with the early sun a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has +left a full account of the murder, and all that led to it. So +there's an end of him.' + + + +It was perfectly true: Manston was dead. + +The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, +and had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the +following confession:-- + + + 'LAST WORDS. + +'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I +renounce it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the +facts connected with my past proceedings. + +'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the +fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I +detested, I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, +finding that nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly +afterwards I returned home again in the company of Mr. Raunham. + +'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards +the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange +deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the +park trees. It was the figure of a woman. + +'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her +attire: it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a +thick veil covering her face. These features, together with her +size and gait, aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain +of events which had saved her life, told me that she was my wife +Eunice. + +'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I +had gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was +complaint, whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. +The revulsion of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just +thanked, seemed a mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a +madman. + +'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. +Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, +and sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as +we both lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her +complaints to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had +discovered, which concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was +surprised to learn it--more surprised that she knew it, but +concealed my feeling. + +'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of +spirits even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how +you drive me about! I have been to the station, intending to leave +you for ever, and yet I come to try you once more." + +'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked +--rage and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I +furiously raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to +strike her. She turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end. +By her movement my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the +neck--as men strike a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with +amazement. The blow must have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at +my feet, made a few movements, and uttered one low sound. + +'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her +arm with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was +dead. + +'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. +For several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the +consequences of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody +seen her since she left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was +already believed by the parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should +never be found out. + +'Upon this I acted. + +'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse +of the moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the +engine-house and waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have +time. It was now four o'clock, and the working-men would soon be +stirring about the place. I would put off burying her till the next +night. I carried her indoors. + +'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I +found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that +the wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the +plaster an old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up +when the house was prepared for me. + +'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a +few minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the +body again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the +oven, packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard. + +'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very +remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife +was not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing +which struck me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might +think it odd that no remains whatever should be found. + +'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and +place it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do +this, on account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of +the fire. One remedy remained. + +'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I +must take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled +out the bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took +her keys from her pocket and the watch from her side. + +'I then replaced everything as before. + +'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took +my way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from +the back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the +nook where pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled +behind the laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a +skull among these old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or +two in the rubbish here, there was not one now. I then groped in +the other corner with the same result--nowhere could I find a skull. +Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were all I could +collect, and with these I was forced to be content. + +'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind +the inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind +the hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who +watched the spot. + +'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one +over the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers. +When the bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I +threw the watch. + +'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just +as the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!" + +'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some +unlikely chance get moved to-day!" + +'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at +breakfast, and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into +the outhouse, again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the +mouth of the oven behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its +place, I waited for the next night that I might bury the body, +though upon the whole it was in a tolerably safe hiding-place. + +'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they +had been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. +I went to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly +drove in the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I +will bury her to-morrow night, however," I thought. + +'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my +reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, +after all, never likely to be opened in my time. + +'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the +church with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain +more fixed on good intentions, than I did on that morning. + +'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in +Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's +disclosure, I was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had +found the body. "Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?" +I mourned. I saw my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act +externally like an honourable man. So at his request I yielded her +up to him, and meditated on several schemes for enabling me to claim +the woman I had a legal right to claim as my wife, without +disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it. + +'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived +in a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving +my wife dead without compromising myself. + +'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her +whereabouts by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one +evening I chanced to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious +poachers were sitting in the settle, which screened my entrance. +They were half drunk--their conversation was carried on in the +solemn and emphatic tone common to that stage of intoxication, and I +myself was the subject of it. + +'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On +the night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to +meet me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he +did; but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a +mood of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his +comrade. The favourable hour of the night suggested to them the +possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight came. My +fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his +repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my +birds. I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham. +The other was disinclined to go, and the first went off alone. + +'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the +shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he +fancied he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the +other side of the building. He described them in these words, +"Ghostly mouths talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of +the water and creak of the engine as before." Only one explanation +occurred to him; the house was haunted. And, whether those of the +living or the dead, voices of any kind were inimical to one who had +come on such an errand. He stealthily crept home. + +'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal +his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the +railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. +Then he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been +really an enactment in the flesh between me and my wife? + +'The words of the other man were: + +'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?" + +'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if +she don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her +murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on +the treadmill for being where I was." + +'"And if she should turn up alive?" + +'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as +well as a rogue, hold my tongue." + +'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in +heaven or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was +now put upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows. + +'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only +effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a +simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before +the suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further. + +'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute. + +'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, +innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, +and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. +On account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a +precarious position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was +not the best kind of woman for the scheme; but there was no +alternative. One quality of hers was valuable; she was not a +talker. I went to London the very next day, called at the Hoxton +lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been known as +Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the way +of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my +course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my +plan. + + * * * * * + +'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. +Anne came home from church that morning, and told me of the +suspicious way in which a young man had looked at her there. +Nothing could be done beyond waiting the issue of events. Then the +letter came from Raunham. For the first time in my life I was half +indifferent as to what fate awaited me. During the succeeding day I +thought once or twice of running away, but could not quite make up +my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the body of my wife, +I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I went to +Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss +Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no +right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still +more. She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that +evening, that he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance +even than the one he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house +even then. + +'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to +enlighten her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I +said that I killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, +dwelling upon the advantage to her of the death of the only woman +who knew her secret. + +'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory +that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to +my residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after +digging my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what +the sack contained. + +'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are +almost always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, +it is strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly +dead men, who have scarcely ever been otherwise. + + 'AENEAS MANSTON.' + + +The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of +various kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss +Aldclyffe from all suspicion of complicity with the murderer. + +2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M. + +It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death. + +In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of +Cytherea, her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat +by the window conversing of the strange events which had just taken +place. In Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her +face was as white as a lily. + +Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that +coated the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round +the corner of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the +rays of the sun in a flash from its polished panels as it turned the +angle, the spokes of the wheels bristling in the same light like +bayonets. The vehicle came nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's +door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave a shout, and the +panting and sweating horses stopped. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed. + +Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for +her, and I am to wait for an answer.' + +Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:-- + + +'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. +She continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see +you. If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely +yours, JOHN RAUNHAM.' + + +'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman. + +'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on +the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she +complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid +ran in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in +gaol--she shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. +Severe internal haemorrhage continued for some time and then +stopped. They say she is sure to get over it; but she herself says +no. She has suffered from it before.' + +Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage. + +3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater +House, the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering +woman caught the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the +sick-chamber with suspended breath. + +In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so +rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's +weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of +the universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having +left the room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon +being engaged in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their +patient had been pronounced out of danger. + +Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what +a change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a +forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the +haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a +sweeter mild placidity had taken its place. + +Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be +alone with Cytherea. + +'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed. + +Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her. + +Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but +I know that I am certainly going to die.' + +'They know, I think, and hope.' + +'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you +forgive me!' + +Her companion pressed her hand. + +'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured. +'It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove +that I implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which +caused all the train of your innumerable ills!' + +'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse +that is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: +as I myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.' + +Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of +her young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. +Expressions of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst +again and again from the broken-spirited woman. + +'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you +would pity me then!' + +Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman +appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on +in a voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and +yet there pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to +demand firm tones to bear it out worthily. + +'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die. + +'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of +seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of +six-and-twenty. He went to India, and died. + +'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her +parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the +money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with +a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's +Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with +it to Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. +She placed the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then +ran away and watched. They took it up and carried it indoors. + +'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly +for cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents' +counsel to secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't +know what to do. She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had +taken it in, and asked her to meet the writer with the infant at +certain places she named. These were hotels or coffee-houses in +Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The woman, being well paid, +always came, and asked no questions. At one meeting--at an inn in +Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the child, and told the +girl it was so ill that it would not live through the night. The +news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit . . .' + +Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully +agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for +her, bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking. + +'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on! +And I must tell yet more plainly! . . . you must hear it before I am +gone, Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down +again. + +'The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was +the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of +a relation. + +'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper +of the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased +ever since. + +'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a +man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then +unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was +to be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he +known her secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him +by an effort, and pined. + +'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune +and estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of +having near her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had +been forbidden to recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman +is. + + * * * * * + +'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And +I wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true +lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me. . . . Pity me--O, pity +me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, +and I love him now.' + + + +That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe. + +'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said, +after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence. + +'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?' + +Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though +the old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you +are your brother's housekeeper?' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this. +. . . Go home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow +morning come again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you. +But you mustn't stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.' +The absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so +often seen in very sick people, was present here. + +Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay +continuously. + +'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die +till to-morrow.' + +'We hope for your recovery--all of us.' + +'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.' + +'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly. + +'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's +breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?' + +Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known +had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of +Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which +such a proceeding would have involved. + +An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the +pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage +to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be +in readiness to bring her back earlier. + +4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK + +The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those +periodic terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection +with the Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date. + +It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most +probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by +a sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At +the foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of +entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss +Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but +longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature. + +Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in +thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood +before her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to +lead Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred. + +'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to +stay!' Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became +broadly awake; and the figure vanished. + +It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of +disquiet, and not being able to endure the thought of her brother +being asleep, she went and tapped at his door. + +'Owen!' + +He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to +rise. + +'What do you want, Cytherea?' + +'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. +I really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.' + +'What time is it?' + +'A few minutes past four.' + +'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we +should have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.' + +Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went +to bed again. + +An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came +to the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of +Owen's window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel +had been thrown against it to arouse him. + +He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn +white face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining +to catch the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the +face of a Knapwater man sitting on horseback. + +Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of +every man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window. + +'Miss Aldclyffe . . .' said the messenger, and paused. + +'Ah--dead?' + +'Yes--she is dead.' + +'When did she die?' + +'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, +you see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.' + + + + SEQUEL + +Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer +Night, 1867. + +The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford +Church, at ten o'clock in the evening. + +Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the +light of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. +The six Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned +old bells in the key of F, which have been music to the ears of +Carriford parish and the outlying districts for the last four +hundred years. The stranger is an assistant, who has appeared from +nobody knows where. + +The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and +catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair +waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, +who has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and +coat. Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless +variety of kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are +religiously fixed on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is +chalked on the floor. + +Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the +four unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes +of the men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the +tower archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of +the nave and chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at +the east window of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly. + +A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories +had taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes +had been provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its +carriage, and the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of +woollen texture--soft to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the +ropes in place of the old ragged knots, all of which newness in +small details only rendered more evident the irrepressible aspect of +age in the mass surrounding them. + +The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces +and rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the +ropes and leaving the place for the night. + +'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming +face, and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the +tenor bell. + +'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a +stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second +rope, and addressing the man in the black coat. + +''A did,' said the rest. + +'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly. + +'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that +d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold +cider.' + +'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last +allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every +man home--along straight as a line.' + +'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I +ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.' + +'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round. + +'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this +mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very +convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that +twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.' + +'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.' + +'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said +it. But 'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like +any maid, that 'a did.' + +'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to +play wi' fire.' + +'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently. + +'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play +wi'it again when thou'st got mildewed.' + +'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The +Lord have mercy upon the fourth! . . . Ay, Teddy's got his own at +last. What little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your +wife as you choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was +always my joke when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But +Teddy's got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi' +grief--so was she.' + +'Maybe she'll pick up now.' + +'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I +bear in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's +family o' seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I +was just in my prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy +got, clerk?" he says. "Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has +a brother!" "Poor woman," says he, "a dozen children!--give her +this half-sovereign from me, clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes +afterwards, when he found out my merry nater--'a did. But there, +'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church is the ruin of a man's wit +for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o' sin.' + +'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd +both ha' died,' said Gad emphatically. + +'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered +the clerk. + +'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't +flee off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude +--'Here's Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman +standen likewise; here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and +there they d'bide in the chimley corner, hard and fast.' + +'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk. +'Here was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master +Springrove, looken as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor +souls!--the men always do! The women do stand it best--the maid was +in her glory. Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through +that shy skin. Ah, it did so's.' + +'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen +carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. +There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em +come out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master +tailors. Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and +shovel. There was wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up +and down church'ard till they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten +the squallen children slip down through their arms and nearly +skinnen o' em. And these were all over and above the gentry and +Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last dressed +up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the top o' +church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd +prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak. +Teddy hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and +laughed like a boy. There's more in Teddy.' + +'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now +you've been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell +us what ye've come here for, and what your trade is?' + +'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the +wickedness of the land.' + +'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,' +replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before. + +'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible +translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.' + +'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted. + +The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped +out into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two +of full, and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood +on the south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat +darkness against the illuminated atmosphere behind them. + +'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was +locked. 'My nearest way is through the park.' + +'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the +railway-station.' + +'Of course--come on.' + +The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the +party going into the road on the opposite side. + +'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked, +as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of +the story about the property?' + +'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll +tell me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here +to-day, I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.' + +'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man. + +''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss +Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on +the very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea +Graye. And this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep +as the North Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and +personal, to "THE WIFE OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception): +failen her life to her husband: failen his life to the heirs of his +head--body I would say: failen them to her absolutely and her heirs +for ever: failen these to Pa'son Raunham, and so on to the end o' +the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme? Why, +although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for +Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used, and not Cytherea's +name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come in for't. Wasn't +that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under +any circumstances, should be master o' the property, without folk +knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would if it +had been left to en straightway.' + +'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?' + +'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.' + +'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and +inherited all absolutely.' + +'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't +like the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally +enough, pretty dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr. +Raunham. Now, if there's a man in the world that d'care nothen +about land--I don't say there is, but _if_ there is--'tis our pa'son. +He's like a snail. He's a-growed so to the shape o' that there +rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it even in name. "'Tis +yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says she. "'Tis'n' +mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, thinken +o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied it up, +too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and a +woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate +backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this +way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and +steward, and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand +--just as if 'twas his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham +never interferen--and hither to-day he's brought his new wife, +Cytherea. And a settlement ha' been drawn up this very day, whereby +their children, heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's +death. Good fortune came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well. +He came in first man in some architectural competition, and is about +to move to London. Here's the house, look. Stap out from these +bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.' + +They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and +down the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre +of the mansion, they halted. + +It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The +whole of the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, +was built of a white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the +rays of the moon as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in +the scene rivalling the fairness of the facade were a dozen swans +floating upon the lake. + +At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, +and two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures +were they. A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea +Springrove: a young man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her +husband. + +They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, +the water, and the general loveliness of the prospect. + +'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story +by rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered. + +'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a +penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it, +isn't it--beautiful! . . . But this is a private path, and we won't +let 'em see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and +dance to-morrow night.' + +The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the +wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at +the further boundary of the park, they paused to part. + +'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's +your line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?' + +'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick +up the news. Good-night.' + + + +Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for +several minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff +was lying alongside. + +'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just +come into my head!' + +'Well, dearest--I know.' + +'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as +you did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.' + +He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from +shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, +he paused and looked at her. + +'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,' +said Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the +sculls in this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this +way. Then I put my hand on the other side of your little neck--' + +'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.' + +'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--' + +'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I +couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being +unkind to you, and I wouldn't be that.' + +'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips +round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.' + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES *** + +***** This file should be named 3044.txt or 3044.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.net/3/0/4/3044/ + +Produced by Les Bowler + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + SEQUEL + + + +PREFATORY NOTE + + + +The following story, the first published by the author, was written +nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a +method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, +too exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and +moral obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of +the scenes, and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not +unworthy of a little longer preservation; and as they could hardly +be reproduced in a fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete-- +the more readily that it has for some considerable time been +reprinted and widely circulated in America. +January 1889. + +To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present +edition of 'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places +that are common to the scenes of several of these stories have been +called for the first time by the names under which they appear +elsewhere, for the satisfaction of any reader who may care for +consistency in such matters. + +This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain +characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story +were present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no +French name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered. + +T.H. +February 1896. + + + + +I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS + +1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36 + +In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which +renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward +Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the +issue was a Christmas visit. + +In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect +who had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland +town of Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to +spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. +They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after +graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had taken orders. + +Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought +which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, +picturesqueness; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, +broadcast, it was all three. + +Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover +evil in a new friend is to most people only an additional +experience: to him it was ever a surprise. + +While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the +Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived +in a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no +more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an +ancient family whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of +the most illustrious and well-known in the kingdom. + +The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most +beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about +nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not +so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one +respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were +not. A mere distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is +often read as the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him +no less than perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in +very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only +eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. + +His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her +parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in +London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together +as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye, +and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their +superiors in position), he was received on very generous terms. His +passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably exalted: +she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his +schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have +lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give +effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of +the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual +favour. + +Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and +unaccountable episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet +experience, he had arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza-- +before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in +January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect +to leave town. + +Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had +been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his +presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had +repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which +drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural +tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The +present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, +even if love is in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning +to be enjoyed. + +In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a +spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He +took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among +the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely +enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the +declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they. + +'My love--my darling, be my wife!' + +She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she +faltered, in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She +loosened her hand and rushed away. + +In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. +Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these +words was put into his hand? + +'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something +divides us eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; +but your love was sweet! Never mention me.' + +That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful +condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a +promised visit to a relative in a western county. No message or +letter of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged +him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her +father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received +from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One +thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew +what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it. + +A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house +and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his +friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. +But very poor food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered +through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said +he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea +and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or three years before +Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the cousin's +departure for India, and the young lady's travelling on the +Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on +account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that +circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still. +Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and +estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening +lives. This had caused their removal from the small house in +Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their old friends +in that quarter. + +Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his +love. But he could not forget her. + +2. FROM 1843 TO 1861 + +Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without +relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met +a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good +gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of +Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the +beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude +pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special +event which will make a passing love permanent for ever. + +This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, +first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to +all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned +from useless repining at the loss of its first idol. + +His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional +constitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having +missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a +gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly +regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those +persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity of his early +life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not +picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of +indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition +was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for +every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious +exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But +as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of +spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been +found to lead to disaster. + +In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two +children. The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, +was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of +architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a +daughter, and Owen's junior by a year. + +Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. + +3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863 + +We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of +these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of +Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of +October. + +The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be +seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account +of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the +practical garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long +shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any +perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing +tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the +progress of the week when business--which, carried on under the +gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle- +-was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally +bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors +the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns +trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. + +Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they +interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities +unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they +attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce +disagreeable caricatures which spoil them. + +The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at +the intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past +two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from +Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those +persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing +the entrance of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress-- +questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating +their private means. + +Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed +amid the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown +stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with +grey strings and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. +She lightly walked up the side passage of the room, cast a slight +glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her. + +The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. +During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat +and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance +formed an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring +eyes. + +Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less +perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the +standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded +the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating +and delightful to an extreme degree. + +Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most +extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the +uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of +her lip. The carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide +upon a glide--was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And +this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule, +nor even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had +naturally developed itself with her years. In childhood, a stone or +stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall +to her playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet +after the narrowest escape by oscillations and whirls for the +preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she +numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on +that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in +the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and +compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon +her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to +contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had +shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external +self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of +finish in its details. + +Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a +shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut- +brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a +sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; +they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and +good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which +seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them. + +But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating +woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate +the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern-- +or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. +Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here +ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these +were particularly striking:-- + + During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and +smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the +space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of +degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea +and Nay. + + During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily +accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of the +listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree of +intimacy dictated. + + When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections. + +She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of +the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the +window. + +Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre +performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which +their intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why +they were remembered and individualized by herself and others +through after years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it +were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in +which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It +was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind +entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she +stepped immediately afterwards--to continue a perplexed course along +its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months. + +The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, +and through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of +the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also +the upper part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of +completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the +architect to the work. + +That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in +the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with +some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that +was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical +stonework rose a cage of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon +this stood five men--four in clothes as white as the new erection +close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a +gentleman. + +The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's +labourer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been +giving directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow +footway allowed, stood perfectly still. + +The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was +curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by +the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which +emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects enclosed. + +The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and +the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere +and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little +larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, +spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to +the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely, +concentration of purpose: that they were indifferent to--even +unconscious of--the distracted world beneath them, and all that +moved upon it. They never looked off the scaffolding. + +Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood +motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He +appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face towards +a new stone they were lifting. + +'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up +to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient +Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the +Theatre the entry into their Harbour of a power that overturned the +State. + +She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she +whispered, still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so +dangerous to be absent-minded up there.' + +When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid +hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then +let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An +instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the +air, immediately disappearing downwards. + +His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. +Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no +sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had +happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible +upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer, +and she fell to the floor, + +The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of +being carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the +steps of her own house by her brother and an older man. +Recollection of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and +just as they entered the door--through which another and sadder +burden had been carried but a few instants before--her eyes caught +sight of the south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw white +sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. +Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous-- +however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as chemical waters +will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that time any +mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from +the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. + +4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH + +When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of +horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from +the clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce. + +The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his +demeanour, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire, +engaged in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of +papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of +all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white +paper tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other +white papers bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap +wrapped round with crude red tape. + +The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted +to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were +ascertained:-- + + First, that their father's income from professional sources had +been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; +and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied +for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to +unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too open- +hearted trustfulness. + + Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain +his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable +instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at +Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his +spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which had +put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be +considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security +whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most +unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all +such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and +all Mr. Graye's money with it. + + Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he +knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few +pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. + + Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had +awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by +his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal +in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a +portion of the little fortune he had let go. + +Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these +examinations. She often remarked sadly-- + +'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, +didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he +never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening +blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of his life-- +everything connected with his gloom, and the lassitude in business +we used so often to see about him.' + +'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up +late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you +will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to +a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not +mine," father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am +going to, Cytherea.' + +'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, +because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. +I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find +out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?' + +'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she +was not our mother.' + +The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow +was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but +girls ponder in their hearts. + +5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH + +Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the +reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form when +his sudden death put them for ever out of his power. + +Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in +immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously +unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in +Chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the +Court. + +'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually. + +There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest +time persists in inferring that because we are OURSELVES, there must +be a special future in store for us, though our nature and +antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to +thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their +lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others +who knew their position equally well with themselves the question +was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those of other people +similarly circumstanced.' + +Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some +decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting +for answers to letters, and in the examination of schemes more or +less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved +but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, +disguise them as some well-meaning people might, were floating +around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the +children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money +and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the daughter had been +brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had made no +progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the +nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not +hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears +in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances +passed them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving +shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop- +doors--their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese +waists hanging over their toes--and in discourses with friends on +the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and reduced +the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The sons of +these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and smoked +humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated by any +of the respect that had formerly softened it. + +Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think +of us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, +parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon +in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread +most; and the possession by a hundred acquaintances, severally +insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is +not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of +half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though these may be. + +Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would +have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving +circumstances. But unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and +before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible +inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen +was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share +of his father's pride, and a squareness of idea which, if coupled +with a little more blindness, would have amounted to positive +prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at all, +was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme +to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if +it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and +instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness +would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, +sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical +indifference, but superciliousness was too incisive. + +After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his +father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly +fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and +sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of +England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh +critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the +cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road +their great poverty left open to them--that of his obtaining some +employment in a distant place by following his profession as a +humble under-draughtsman. + +He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier +grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of +employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and +the absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary +results from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case +when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in +the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant +indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly +reached the age at which industrious men who lack an external whip +to send them on in the world, are induced by their own common sense +to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, elevations, +sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of two +years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six +months by a youth of average ability--himself, for instance--amid a +bustling London practice. + +But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the +profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his +indentures. A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. +He had a slight conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was +in practice in Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in +the south of England. + +After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking +the necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and +stating that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He +would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the +whole remaining two years, provided payment could begin at once. + +The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a +pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. +Graye mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to +be in want of some young man in his office--for a short time only, +probably about two months--to trace drawings, and attend to other +subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy +such an inferior position as these duties would entail, and to +accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be +considered merely nominal, the post would give him an opportunity +for learning a few more details of the profession. + +'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the +shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen. + +Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to +the even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked +out. One advantage had accrued to her through her mother's +possession of a fair share of personal property, and perhaps only +one. She had been carefully educated. Upon this consideration her +plan was based. She was to take up her abode in her brother's +lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise for a +situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at +Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's affairs, and who knew +the history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in +the matter of her past life and respectability. + +Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving +behind them scarcely a trace of their footsteps. + +Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step. +'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where +they are known! There is no doubt that they would.' + +But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring +about any end necessary to happiness. + +Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life-- +or no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that +usual end. + + + +II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT + +1. THE NINTH OF JULY + +The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the +climax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide +expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, +as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of +sheep reclining under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue +colour. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun +upon their deep red flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to +the shade by their careful owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; +well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to +preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water +seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the +peasantry who toiled or idled there. + +To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery, +is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new +sensations from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these +feverish days--the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. + +Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. +They watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their +companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its +angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and +dry--the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing +themselves as circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of +innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, +abruptly terminating beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high- +hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs horizontal and straight as +the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of +the sea now interested them, which became more and more frequent +till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Budmouth. + +'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression +throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who +had been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. +Gradfield had forgotten it. + +However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, +active, grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence +work in his office the following week. + +The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement +appended:-- + +'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an ENGAGEMENT as GOVERNESS +or COMPANION. She is competent to teach English, French, and Music. +Satisfactory references--Address, C. G., Post-Office, Budmouth.' + +It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus +delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!' +she said, and smiled. + +2. JULY THE ELEVENTH + +On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye +attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his +sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. + +Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted +cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of +scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of +freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature +ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. +Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than +to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation +that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away +the capacity for pleasure. + +Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A +thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already +definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her +on to picturing its individual members, their possible +peculiarities, virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the +recollection that she would be separated from her brother. + +Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes +fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth +finger by symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very +frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic +ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became +directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, +and taking hold of the fourth finger, which had attracted her +attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at +the smooth and tapering member for a long time. + +She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be? + +'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just +with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and +the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I +shall hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all +the time. + +'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn +round, take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value, +and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes +unflinchingly upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle +before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), +and blush as much as I shall. + +'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, +and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of +expression about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a +simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at +the very height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying, +"Ah! they are happy now!" + +'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, +but still poor--' + +Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this +fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself +for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of +their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make +tea. + +Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. +Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had +sat down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular +sisterly way. + +'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place +like--do you think you will like Mr Gradfield?' + +'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head +draughtsman with me.' + +Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a +moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose. +Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his +representative. + +'What sort of a man is he?' + +'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly +tell to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow; +there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man +he has read widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in +books and art. In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as +most professional men's.' + +'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional +men they are, as a rule, the most professional.' + +'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of +mind, I think.' + +'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a +while, pouring out some more tea. + +'Family; no!' + +'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?' + +'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a +conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say +what he should wish his wife to be like.' + +'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great +apparent lack of interest. + +'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth +to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he +said, that must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And +yet I should like her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look +at her hard," he said, "which brings me back to the girl again: and +so I flit backwards and forwards. I must have what comes, I +suppose," he said, "and whatever she may be, thank God she's no +worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence," he +said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains was the +rough outline of his requirement."' + +'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.' + +'He did, indeed.' + +3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY + +As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they +have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any +important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted +crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever +length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to +it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the +young architectural designer's image became very pervasive. The +next evening this subject was again renewed. + +'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a +thorough artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who +has made himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or +something of the kind.' + +'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.' + +'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually +meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a +little the worse nevertheless. + +'Of course he's rather old by this time.' + +'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.' + +'Ah, I see. . . . What is he like, Owen?' + +'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a +difficult thing to do.' + +'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should +describe as short, I fancy.' + +'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see +him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form +and figure.' + +'I wish you were, then.' + +'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.' + +'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in +the street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it +could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round +face, and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines +when he looked narrowly at anything.' + +'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.' + +'Not a bit like him in all probability.' + +'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, +and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.' + +'Ah, there now, Owen, you HAVE described him! But I suppose he's +not generally called pleasing, or--' + +'Handsome?' + +'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he +handsome?' + +'Rather.' + +'His tout ensemble is striking?' + +'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his +waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.' + +'How vexing!. . . it must be to himself, poor thing.' + +'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of +verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. +Indeed, he's a poet himself in a small way.' + +'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.' + +'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly. + +She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.' + +'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired. + +'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had +showed itself in her face at different times during the day, became +visible again. + +Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt +more of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very +friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some +poems of his--some serious and sad--some humorous--which had +appeared in the poets' corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen +showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them +carefully and to think them very beautiful. + +'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously. + +'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking +up from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as +these!' + +'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on +account of the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he +said when the fellows were talking about falling in love.' + +'Which you will tell me?' + +'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to +a sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He +doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the +light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she +is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a +prize. Sometime later he ponders whether she is the right kind of +prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind--he has called her his, and +must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, "Has she the +temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not +to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and then comes the +tussle--' + +'Do they marry and live happily?' + +'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget +what he said.' + +'That IS stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay. + +'Yes.' + +'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.' + +'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an +impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his +rashness in some love affair.' + +Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses +again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove +had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a +fortnight to push his fortunes in London. + +An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart. +Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, +concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic +enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if +she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this +question, she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news. + +4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST + +A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was +announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by +the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day. +The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the +kind offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest. + +They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an +hour over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye +recollected that two or three miles yet further inland from this +spot was an interesting mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar +with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological +work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined +to verify some theory he had formed respecting it. Concluding that +there would be just sufficient time for him to go there and return +before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on the +hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley. + +She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of +his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. +Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, +reflecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky +overhead, and dotted in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft +of contrasting rig, their sails graduating in hue from extreme +whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colours varied again +in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun. + +Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the +passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the +harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming +intermingled with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when +their crests rolled over--at the point where the check of the +shallows was first felt--and then thinned away up the slope of +pebbles and sand. + +She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if +possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the +strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay +at the back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the +western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the +heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the +slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its +shades. The light so intensified the colours that they seemed to +stand above the surface of the earth and float in mid-air like an +exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the hillocks and +ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did not +disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed +ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress--a +broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a +stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, +and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew +holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the +whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and +here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with +rushes. + +The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, +and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen +should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of +her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and +fossils which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and +mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other +interesting points around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired +conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all +went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels-- +the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the very +last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat and +the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, +a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects of +fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the propelling +power. + +'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's +up. Who are you looking for, miss?' + +'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here +directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?' + +'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout, +round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so +expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, +and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of +pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought +to be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice +in this way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till +some among the passengers began to murmur. + +'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I +shall wait for him.' + +'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said +the captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.' + +'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another +passenger. + +'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half +hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace +down the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore. + +'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said. +'People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if- +-' + +'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since +'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a +minute, now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as +might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an +evening upon this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want +us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.' + +The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this +remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff +immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps +were now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance +of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. +To save time, Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank. + +'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs. + +'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by +sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other +behind it, and so on alternately--her lips compressed by +concentration on the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to +the rope, and her immediate thought to the fact of the distressing +narrowness of her footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the +board, and in an instant were up to her heels with a bound. + +'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning. +'Don't, don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do. . . . +There, I am up. Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a +lower tone, turning round to him as she reached the top. + +Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, +demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the +new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown +waistcoat; unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total +stranger. + +Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered +in confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into +deep water. + +One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and +looked at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her +ears had but just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she +saw him advancing directly to address her. + +'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a +surreptitious knowledge of him. + +'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, +and soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been +deceived in the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the +ruin, on account of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. +I proposed that he should go on, since he had got so near; and +afterwards, instead of walking back to the boat, get across to +Anglebury Station--a shorter walk for him--where he could catch the +late train, and go directly home. I could let you know what he had +done, and allay any uneasiness.' + +'Is the lameness serious, do you know?' + +'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well +to ride home.' + +Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able +slightly to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward +Springrove--who now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. +He was rather above her brother's height. Although the upper part +of his face and head was handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of +sufficiently masculine regularity, his brows were somewhat too +softly arched, and finely pencilled for one of his sex; without +prejudice, however, to the belief which the sum total of his +features inspired--that though they did not prove that the man who +thought inside them would do much in the world, men who had done +most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, otherwise +perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of his +remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely. + +Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids +good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house- +hunting and investments, he had reached the period in a young man's +life when episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing +death, have begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of +generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, 'I have already +thought out the issue of such conditions as these we are +experiencing.' At other times he wore an abstracted look: 'I seem +to have lived through this moment before.' + +He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black +kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and +stood obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the +creases. + +'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into +her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually +locked together, and the single instant only which good breeding +allows as the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear +penetrating ray of intelligence had shot from each into each, giving +birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to +the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compliment +passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the +conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.' + +Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much +in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young +architect of his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young +architect. + +A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the +parties engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and +commonplace remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a +lively melody, and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping +beneath the horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing +herself at their stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss +produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind +the paddles could be distinctly heard. The passengers who did not +dance, including Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence, +leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof--noticing the +trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance--watching the waves +from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's +edges. + +Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour, +sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the +shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which +reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced +themselves to sparkles as fine as gold dust. + +'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train +arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. + +She thanked him much. + +'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She +looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by +showing the way. + +They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month +the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop +at Anglebury station. + +'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove. + +'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea. + +'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by +the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?' + +'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I +must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.' + +'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded. + +'No, thank you; we live close by.' + +He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. +But she was inexorable. + +'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer. + +'Let me see you sometimes,' he said. + +'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in +lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and +upstairs. + +The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often +felt as an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the +maiden. More, too, after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, +she had seemed to imply that they would never come together again. + +The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and +watched her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his +gaze was cut short by her approaching the window and pulling down +the blind--Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless +sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to have +felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his +inexperience, that it would return no more. + +He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, +finding the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left +the street, crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary +chamber on the other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for +undefined reasons), + + 'One hope is too like despair + For prudence to smother.' + + + +III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS + +1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY + +But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward +Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the +fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or +displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up +entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale +blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before. + +His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a +hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably +commonplace, she could not help toying with them,--looking at them +from all points, and investing them with meanings of love and +faithfulness,--ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables +wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached +instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours +after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten +will sport with a dove, pleasantly and smoothly through easy +attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises. + +To turn now to the more material media through which this story +moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a +circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and +important position between the past and the future of the persons +herein concerned. + +At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass +without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had +fully expected he would do, Owen entered the room. + +'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course. +Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no +train?' + +'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?' + +'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now . . . Cytherea, +I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.' + +'Yes. I think he is, except that--' + +'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, +didn't it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could +not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk +home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It +then struck me that I might not be fit for anything today if I +walked and aggravated the bothering foot, so I looked for a place to +sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually +got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to +take me in.' + +They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. + +'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid, +Owen,' said his sister. + +'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow +quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had +only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such +an extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by +Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was +saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford +to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer +one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself +on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, +and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one +thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the +early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked continually +in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at +something or another, knocking against the post of the bedstead and +making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory +that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming +about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He +begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let +fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had +once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same +name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. +The affair had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had +made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What +was the word? I said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I +asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London +he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had saved up, and opened +a little inn at Hammersmith. One evening, after the inn had been +open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighbourhood ran +off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire. + +'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began +picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily +relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen +came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss +Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young lady if she would wait, +and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass-pane in +the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord +to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious +awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the girl who +called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the +partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face +buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a +house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by +name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between +them:-- + +'"Why have you not brought him?" + +'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night." + +'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to +the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord +ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not +for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be +much alarmed. "Who is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman. +"I know her," the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The +elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers. + +'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of +an inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get +some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to +her ear, and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman +napping is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says +the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately-- + +'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.' + +'My own name!' said Cytherea. + +'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be +equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that +they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously +uttered, for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!" +and was quite overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation +that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was +very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident +that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learnt from +words the elderly woman casually dropped, that meetings of the same +kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant +Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this dependent +or confederate till then. + +'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her +companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the +house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing +about the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to +his own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any +more particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he +should never hear any more of that! too many years had passed since +it happened. "At any rate, you found out her surname?" I said. +"Well, well, that's my secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never +have been in this part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I +failed as a publican, you know." I imagine the situation of gateman +was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence; but I +can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long breath. "I have never +heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then +there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying +in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell asleep. +Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient +Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the +remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?' + +'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.' + +'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen. +'The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient +for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it +either.' + +Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything +else in connection with the story?' she said. + +'What?' he asked. + +'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was the +name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously +renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same +woman.' + +'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically. + +'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in +England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?' + +'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.' + +'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell +you.' She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, +and found one in an old school history. + +'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the +sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.' + +'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen. + +They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful +absorbing interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea +by-and-by. 'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have +searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never +found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover +more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to +Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the +opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told +us. What could have been the secret, Owen?' + +'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this +way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a +family story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall +never know any more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.' + +Cytherea sat silently thinking. + +'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?' +he continued. + +'None.' + +'I could see that by your looks when I came in.' + +'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there +must be people somewhere who want governesses?' + +'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them +mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and +can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.' + +'What shall I do?' + +'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty +trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, +Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do +not amount to much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and +we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics. . . It is a +meagre narrow life we are drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it +is a degree more tolerable than the worrying sensation of all the +world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Hocbridge.' + +'I couldn't go back there again,' she said. + +'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite +right in dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the +remark were almost too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he +continued, 'something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish +my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two +months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is +uncertain.' + +'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said +firmly. 'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the +beginning of October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should +we do if I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?' + +They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be +supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and +feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising +had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea +was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so +inexperienced a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had +a fancy that this presumption of hers might be one reason why no +ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the +following form:-- + +'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to +hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very +moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street, +Budmouth.' + +In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and +down the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few +words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face +had become crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few +minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward +ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the +reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom +his gaze was mostly resting, and who was attentively listening-- +looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said that +men love with their eyes; women with their ears. + +As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and +as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, +it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find +a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. +He thought of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This +was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the +gaily painted boats moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat +in the stern steering. + +They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of +rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting +in the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her +figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect +continuation, as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and +sinking, seeming to form with it an organic whole. + +Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. +Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen +Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair +of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to +do finished rowing before a parade full of promenaders when there +was a little swell on, and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he +begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She +stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus +passed the fifth evening on the water. + +But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer +companionship, and much more exclusive connection. + +2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH + +It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's +management at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return +from Budmouth to his father's house, previous to his departure for +London. + +Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land +nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would +occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the +evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of +sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her +brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under +this arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of +the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew +what. Half-past five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official +day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by. + +She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could +endure no longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that +Edward would have found some reason or other for calling, but it +seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when +the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon +her in the street at the first turning, and, like the Great Duke +Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the Bust'-- + + 'He looked at her as a lover can; + She looked at him as one who awakes-- + The past was a sleep, and her life began.' + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively. + +How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in +the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which +prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has +set in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by +name, and before the consideration of what this love is, has given +birth to the consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; +when on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in +picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights, and soft morning +shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress, +which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special +position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the speaker +of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful +over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or +under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair. + +'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to +his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at +the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a +series of minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed +the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. + +Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of +habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed +that a row on the water was, under any circumstances, a natural +thing. Without another word being spoken on either side, they went +down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid +noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore. + +They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, +and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. +The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his +hands came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her +that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he +was going to clasp his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong +that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those +critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon; +then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to +her natural position again. At this instant he again leant forward +to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An +involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a +vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat's head +round till they stood directly for shore. + +His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her +look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they +were going. + +'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said, +looking over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great +semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.' + +She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired. +'Mine, I suppose?' + +'I can't help saying that it is yours.' + +She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of +vexation at the answer. + +'Why do you let go?' + +'I do it so badly.' + +'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to +return?' + +'Yes, if you please.' + +'Of course, then, I will at once.' + +'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd +directions, and all through my wretched steering.' + +'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not +so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?' + +Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by +him to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life +she felt the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant +subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. +Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not +have had the intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She +replied quietly and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the +contrary fact a minute earlier-- + +'I don't mind.' + +'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back +but to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the +operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against +the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His +warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he +was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of +something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that +something was--she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But +he flung a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and +they sped in a straight line towards the shore. + +Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, +and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was +inwardly distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words +about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended +him to learn her secret; but more than all she was not able to +endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved. + +There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; +he would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable +She would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the +fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his +mind. + +They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now +waiting for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must +not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to +the occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god-- + +'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting +her young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. + +'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry +which a slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?' + +'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant +evening,' she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little +longer row if you don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before +if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard.' + +It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We +understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and +pulled back into the Bay once more. + +'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind +the directness of the course--wherever you will.' + +'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of +beach northward from Budmouth Esplanade. + +'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She +took the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left. + +For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip +of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at +length spoke. + +'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively. + +'Yes,' she replied faintly. + +'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.' + +'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. + +'But I shan't advance.' + +'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that +an architect's work is another man's play.' + +'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon +mastering it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who +get rich need have no skill at all as artists.' + +'What need they have?' + +'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art +possess very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, +and a love for using them. They give their whole attention to the +art of dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve +up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely +to make a name?' + +'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.' + +'What's that?' + +'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common +in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably +successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are +geniuses.' + +'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark +I should fancy you had bought experience.' + +She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with +wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. + +Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and +mused. 'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to +be in the fashion,' he said at last. . . 'Well, when I found all +this out that I was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From +having already loved verse passionately, I went on to read it +continually; then I went rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins +a man for useful occupation, and for content with reasonable success +in a profession or trade, it is the habit of writing verses on +emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want +of nourishment.' + +'Do you write poems now?' she said. + +'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the +usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass +through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or +thinking they are ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world +worth living for.' + +'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, +that one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other +continues deluded all his days.' + +'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark +unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate +the thankless Muse" no longer, but. . .' He paused, as if +endeavouring to think what better thing he did. + +Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and +their startling harmony with the present situation suggested the +fancy that he was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward +contemplativeness to her face. + +Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said +'Yes.' Then they were silent again. + +'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made +arrangements for leaving,' he resumed. + +Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable +to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side +of her attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a +vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and +frittering away his time. + +'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once +more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I +have advertised for something to do.' + +'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But +we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended +upon the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to +come very slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it +will be time for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, +but for an easy life of reasonable comfort.' + +It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion +as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for +conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the +possibility of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting +out of their power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. +The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to +its solemn extreme; the man who has learnt that has had no time to +get rich. + +'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable +wealth,' she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great +stand upon no middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.' + +'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a +sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and +exclusive.' + +'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but +discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not +quite right in--' + +'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But +the long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a +thing if they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much +admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's +borders; which I am afraid has been my case.' He looked into the +far distance and paused. + +Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success +is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also +found in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such +combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the +outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, +there are bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account +of their remoteness. + + + +They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of +strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the +Bay, whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the +place of sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided +noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so +strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away, +leaving the water of that rare glassy smoothness which is unmarked +even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and +blues of divers shades were reflected from this mirror accordingly +as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see the rocky +bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of +various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a +silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes. + +At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of +encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat +had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a +contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something +from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution +hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amidships he came and +gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the +stern. + +She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his +own right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her +neck till it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust +away. Lightly pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards +his own; when, at this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or +spell within him suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed +as much to himself as to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?' + +Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that +its nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from +so near the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes +accent. It was thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter +of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like +the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with its +mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word +she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense +as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was +so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation: +pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a +longer kiss. + +It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom' +and the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their +hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. + +'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered. + +She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around +them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent +shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, +were all 'many a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each +other. + +But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been +connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. +'I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would +work at the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim +you as mine; I would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is +not this; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you +forgive as you can love?' She was alarmed to see that he had become +pale with the question. + +'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which +has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to +love you; but I did it. Something forbade--' + +'What?' she exclaimed. + +'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and +now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . I +must, however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, +you had better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and +explain everything.' + +Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known +of this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier +of mere acquaintanceship--never, never! + +'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite, +carking doubt had taken possession of her. + +'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My +only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I +may tell an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. +I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, +sweet--forgive me.' Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not +answer him. He returned to his place and took to the oars. + +They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of +houses, lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. +The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew +nearer their destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly +with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear +as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the +long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small +and yellow, and seeming to send long tap-roots of fire quivering +down deep into the sea. By-and-by they reached the landing-steps. +He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about +them. It was not relinquished till he reached her door. His +assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw that +she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow. +Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade. + +Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she +did in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out +of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to +see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement +behind him, forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as +she mused in his neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, +the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses +at her back, from the open windows of which the lamp-light streamed +to join that of the orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay +in front. Then Edward began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, +fearing that he would notice her, hastened homeward, flinging him a +last look as she passed out of sight. No promise from him to write: +no request that she herself would do so--nothing but an indefinite +expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas, +alas! + +When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, +and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered +her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her +hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and +succumbed to the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full- +blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her long +drooping lashes. + + 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, + A living death, and ever-dying life.' + +'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and +vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!' +she said. + +'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early +to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, +and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.' + +'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he +told you ALL?' + +'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply. + +Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she +could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. +She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility +that he might be deluding her. + +'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I +must dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something +far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my +position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I +mean to advertise once more.' + +'Advertising is no use.' + +'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her +answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it +him. 'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly. +This was her third effort:-- + + 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street, +Budmouth.' + +Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated +in a nameless, varying tone, the two words-- + +'Lady's-maid!' + +'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea +bravely. + +'But YOU, Cytherea?' + +'Yes, I--who am I?' + +'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.' + +'I shall try to be, at any rate.' + +'Such a disgrace--' + +'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather +warmly. 'You know very well--' + +'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put +"inexperienced?"' + +'Because I am.' + +'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor, +Cytherea, aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems +that the two months will close my engagement here.' + +'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us +work to do. . . . Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as +a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and +never mind!' + +In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the +brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, +angelic, as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that +shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a +hopefulness intense enough to quell them. + + + +IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK + +The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last +note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of +hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as +Cytherea seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means +adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of +that in which she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles +off. The reply ran thus:-- + + KNAPWATER HOUSE, + August 3, 1864. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The +duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth +on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she +would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four +o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note.' + + +A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest +bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. +Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending +outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and +restored to her tread a portion of that elasticity which her past +troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. + +She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. + +'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in +the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, +knobs, and clamps of gold, in the background. + +'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea +looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third +person, out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several +days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room-- +be quick.' From the alacrity with which the order was given and +taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of +considerable importance. + +'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the +landlady inquired. + +'Yes.' + +'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a +money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would +bring no profit to the house. + +Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of +the building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as +occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the +first-floor corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, +carpet, and coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which +the cold light coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a +wide roof of new slates--the only object the small window commanded- +-imparted a more striking paleness. But underneath the door, +communicating with the next room of the suite, gleamed an +infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast--a +very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the sun beamed strongly +into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was the only +cheering thing visible in the place. + +People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they +wait; the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard +and fast line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the +streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side +as the source of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good +deed in a naughty world. + +Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the +brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the +front of the house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts +down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one +Cytherea occupied. + +The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak +caused by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light +footstep on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot +tapped impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken +imperiously by a lady's tongue. + +'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the +attendant. + +'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.' + +Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the +chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand +on the knob, when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door +was pulled open from the other side. + +2. FOUR O'CLOCK + +The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the +crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from +the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the +floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of +a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. +The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue +gloom, and assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall +black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a +finely-built woman, of spare though not angular proportions. + +Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a +step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss +Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary +and softer light that was reflected from the varnished panels of the +door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much +beauty of the majestic autumnal phase. + +'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the +embrasure of the window. + +Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked +forward in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that +she had been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint +added to Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple +life had not yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst +in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which +might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and +warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it +plainly had once possessed. + +She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might +easily have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady +eyes, a Roman nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent +chin with which the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a +mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion, +habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity about the +lower outlines of the face which gave a masculine cast to this +portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible +save in one part--the curve of her forehead and brows--there it was +clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress, +and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. + +'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid +giving the address, G., Cross Street?' + +'Yes, madam. Graye.' + +'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, +mentioned you, and pointed out your advertisement.' + +This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to +consider it. + +'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.' + +'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too +girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with +such assurance? It misleads people.' + +'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother +said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and +would not let it remain.' + +'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?' + +'I have no mother, madam.' + +'Your father, then?' + +'I have no father.' + +'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.' + +'They didn't think anything about it.' + +'You didn't ask them, I suppose.' + +'No.' + +'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?' + +'Because I haven't any of them, either.' + +Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then +at any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. +'However, I am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an +elderly person. You see, I want an experienced maid who knows all +the usual duties of the office.' She was going to add, 'Though I +like your appearance,' but the words seemed offensive to apply to +the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, 'though I +like you much.' + +'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea. + +Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. + +'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea. + +'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.' + +Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be +one of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as +was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was +compatible with beauty. + +And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady +with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember +Greuze's 'Head of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance +at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to +set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible +average of takes within the year: but the action that tugs the +hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of +turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes behind. + +Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea +had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her +motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the +maiden's retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is +almost worth while to be bored with instructing her in order to have +a creature who could glide round my luxurious indolent body in that +manner, and look at me in that way--I warrant how light her fingers +are upon one's head and neck. . . . What a silly modest young thing +she is, to go away so suddenly as that!' She rang the bell. + +'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she +said to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.' + +Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her +history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the +household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a +stranger. When she was recalled she turned back without feeling +much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not +seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe. + +'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when +Cytherea had re-entered the room. + +'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.' + +'And are you a clever needlewoman?' + +'I am considered to be.' + +'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding +is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and +neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me. . . . +Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, +you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in +readiness to come on Monday.' + +When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe +asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with +Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr. +Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from +his own imperfect acquaintance with the young creature more than +from circumstantial knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. +Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of +other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable +enough--yes, I can see that by her face. I like that face of hers.' + +Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing +to Mr. Thorn. + + + +V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON + +At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so +anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him +narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less +tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form +came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. + +One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to +come on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House +by Monday evening. + +The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the +bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him +than his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he +had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces +from time to time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards +those faces as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as +well as her present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He +pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in +trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for +her, without which all love was evanescent. + +He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable +circumstances (a long history, with which it was impossible to +acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon +his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their +parting than he did now--and it was the cause of his abrupt +behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an +honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception had prompted +him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of +possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour +generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a +position she would think worthy to be shared with him? + +Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a +love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was +unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that +kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who +loves him without knowing much about him. Springrove already stood +a cubit higher in her imagination than he did in his shoes. + +During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, +packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy +of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her +involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet. + +In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put +her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to +Knapwater House. + +Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found +nobody there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting +outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery +running towards her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved +to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two ways of getting +rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning +them. The coachman drowned his. + +He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon +in about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove +off. + +Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her +against the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning +this new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the +confident ease of mind which is required for the critical +observation of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the +slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, dark, and vacuous +hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue ones that +have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the +turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them +just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large +lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of +bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along +a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the +form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the +track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade +over it, which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the +lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the +grass--the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle +could reach. + +'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a +grey gable between the trees, and losing it again. + +'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it. +The Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. +'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't +care to live there.' + +'Why didn't they?' + +'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been +pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a +small residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses +stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy.' + +'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?' + +'No, not a single one.' + +'Ah, that's a pity.' + +'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly +hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it +will have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word +of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In +fact, I couldn't. O no, I couldn't.' + +'Why couldn't you?' + +'The sounds.' + +'What are they?' + +'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear +that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill +or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.' + +He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air +came the unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot +unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove. + +'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there, +miss?' + +'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there +were two--what is the other horrid sound?' + +'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water +up the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that +directly. . . . There, now hark again.' + +From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the +whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, +with a sousing noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another +creak, and so on continually. + +'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, +these would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine +goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased +or visited. Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are +not very well; though we don't often hear it at the Great House.' + +'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel +greased. Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?' + +'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of +thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now +he's getten old and very seldom goes there.' + +'How many are there in family?' + +'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.' + +'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the +property, and lived here alone.' + +'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being +about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he +was only speaking to the new lady's-maid. + +'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as +if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. +'The poor old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then +drew a long breath. + +'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea. + +'Ah!. . . When he's dead peace will be all over with us old +servants. I expect to see the old house turned inside out.' + +'She will marry, do you mean?' + +'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as +solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, +if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation +by marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say +that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. +Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. +She's an extraordinary picture of womankind--very extraordinary.' + +'In what way besides?' + +'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this +last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em +from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a +neglectful party at heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen +goings on!' + +'Does she dismiss them directly they come!' + +'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see +'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a +passion with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and +say they are going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but +she's as proud as a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say, +"Stay," and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to +her about anybody, "Ah, poor thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If +you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor thing!" she says directly. She +hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the chief butler, as +mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difference +between 'em.' + +Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her +brother. + +'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I +think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send +the pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this +time she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow +with the pony-kerriage.". . . There, 'tis true, pony and carriage +too are getten rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the +vehicle as if to keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits. + +''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.' + +'Why to-night?' + +'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday, +and she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; +this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?' + +They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of +trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the +mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing +themselves among the trees behind. + +2. EVENING + +The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey +freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism +which prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the +copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in +the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the +ground plan, having a projection in the centre of each side, +surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the inferior side ran +a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards again at +their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court, +within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These +erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, +laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being +half buried beneath close-set shrubs and trees. + +There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand +to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement +of the remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour +of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of +the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, +most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from +the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying +below, upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt +floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst +of the lake; beyond this and the further margin of the water were +plantations and greensward of varied outlines, the trees +heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite +landscape stretching behind. + +The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by +the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side +door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly +woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who announced +herself to be Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper. + +'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said. + +'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea, +smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably +like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's +prophecy. + +Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. +Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever +occasion allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, +to discover, if possible, something in her which should give a clue +to the secret of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation +based upon it. But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. +Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, +going to cupboards, leaving the room two or three minutes, and +trotting back again. + +'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old +gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner +on that day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of +them are sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of +lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many +acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all +the duller for the younger maids in the house.' Mrs. Morris then +proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the +constitution and government of the estate. + +'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? +Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure. . . . Well, now, it is rather +inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of +the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe +has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all +yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she +will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing. . . . I was going to +say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs, and +show you through the wardrobes--Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid +out for to-night yet.' + +She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then +took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor; +where, after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of +apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour +yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the +bed in the next room all that she had been told would be required +that evening, and then went again to the little room which had been +appropriated to herself. + +Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like +another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the +brilliant pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn-- +now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of +spirit which had hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the +pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the +geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid +cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, +and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the pale hue +of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the +other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her +eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was +possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The +petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just passed through, +her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of +quenching all individuality of character in herself, and +relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this +alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to +pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a +hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds +and cowkeepers, and birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw +there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for +several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass. + +'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with +surprise at a discovery she made that very instant. + +The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: +the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, +and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left +buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red letters the +initials 'E. S.' + +'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that +immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove. + +'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve. +Miss Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in +the drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to +ascertain to whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest +one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. + +'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?' + +'Farmer Springrove's.' + +'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly. + +'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider- +maker, and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to +me when he came in to see me the other day?' + +Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her +excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her +love. 'O yes,' she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as +follows in that short interval:-- + +'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too. + +'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. + +'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached. + +'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might +meet whenever he came home. + +'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid; +and he knew my brother and myself. + +'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.' + +The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and +there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all +Edward's doing. + +The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still +continued in her reverie. + +'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris. + +'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly. + +'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued, +in a tone of surprise. + +Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden +irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had +recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; +the flush passed, and she said hastily-- + +'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell-- +whether I want to or no.' + +However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in +life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the +gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to +her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because +Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot. +She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to +hurriedly glide out by a side door, and look for a moment at the +unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to +them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all +stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell down +the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish +movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase, +catching glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who +flashed about the passages like lightning. + +Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual +survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any +purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of +perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the +inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy +recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own, +called the dressing-window. + +The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque +Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance +something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface +being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, +but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious +joiner and decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of +painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's +immediate eye; the materials being the remains of two or three old +cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About two-thirds of +the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being laid with +parquetry of light and dark woods. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the +dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have +come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.' + +Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on +the earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less +warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with +the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents' +specialities, seemed to have quite forgotten Cytherea's +inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body to her handmaid +without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn. + +Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and +black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were +put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, +and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first +evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that +such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have +been applied on the threshold of her arrival; but set to again. + +Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped +languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The +instincts of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next +movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders, +and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real; a satisfaction. + +Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation +went on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed +to turn to the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass. + +'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with +widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's +little hand tremble against her neck. + +'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the +maiden. + +'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more +show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God +forbid!' + +'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness +of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under +favourable circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss +Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for +her vice by having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand. + +'Yours, indeed! YOUR hair! Come, go on.' Considering that +Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of that valuable +auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the +same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered +herself, however, and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye-- By-the- +bye, what do they call you downstairs?' + +'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid. + +'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is +quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.' + +This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing +till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's +brow. Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very +best of her judgment. + +'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly. + +'Why?' + +'I look too young--an old dressed doll.' + +'Will that, madam?' + +'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!' + +'This way, perhaps?' + +'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap. + +Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was +to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in +arranging it could please her. She continued in a smouldering +passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips +firmly closed, and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally, +snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her +hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the +least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her. + +Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would +find a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried +to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried +to muse; she could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the +beginning, what will the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt +many misgivings as to the policy of being overhasty in establishing +an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished past. + +3. MIDNIGHT + +The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The +company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and +jerkingly. + +Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a +fitful sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily +in her chair waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain +in that state of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of +Time as a real motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing +past in the company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, +to find the lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on +both sides, and looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute +repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest sense of +responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish so +imposing a pile. + +The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her +own listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer +stratum of clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in +her hand and went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to +hang it in the wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she +might not keep Miss Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than +necessary, she flung it down on the first resting-place that came to +hand, which happened to be the bed, and re-entered the dressing-room +with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She paused in the middle +of the room. + +She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been +expected. During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss +Aldclyffe had pulled off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn +high above the throat, which she had worn with her evening dress as +a semi-opaque covering to her shoulders, and in its place had put +her night-gown round her. Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as +if engaged in fastening her night-gown. + +But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to +Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been +carelessly thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied +in holding up to her eyes some small object that she was keenly +scrutinizing. And now on suddenly discovering the presence of +Cytherea at the back of the apartment, instead of naturally +continuing or concluding her inspection, she desisted hurriedly; the +tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was removed, and she began +adjusting her robes. + +Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her +shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's +temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, +Cytherea's youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if +she were a mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to +reason about, and yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe +must have a practical reason for concealing her neck. + +With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step +back and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe +turned, saw the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking +into her eyes as if she had half an intention to explain something. +Cytherea felt certain it was the little mystery of her late +movements. The other withdrew her eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the +dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring it up to Miss +Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put it on +the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea. + +Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from +the direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the +glass--the fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of +curves between throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly +lit up by the light burning on either side. + +And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest +manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of +pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with +arabesque work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly +what Miss Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not +having been put off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained +during the night--a slight departure from the custom of ladies which +Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new +assistant, though now, on further thought, she seemed to have become +indifferent on the matter. + +'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as +she spoke. + +Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her +head, but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. + +'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's +reflected face. + +'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected +face. + +Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were +on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said +lightly-- + +'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep +it a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, +and seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences +that. . .' + +She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with +the other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature. + +'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and +even timidly. + +'It is.' + +But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and +there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so +thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The +face in the miniature was the face of her own father--younger and +fresher than she had ever known him--but her father! + +Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was +this the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering +the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. +And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden +stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as +far as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its +strangeness. + +Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature +that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. +She went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone. + +'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation, +and went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my +past. But it was best that it should be so. . . . I was led to +think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because +of your name. It is pronounced the same way, though differently +spelt.' + +The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to +Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. +She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward +was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure. + +Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of +feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, +trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond +recall; and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that +chapter of her life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the +result of a trivial accident. + +Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some +plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid +revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to +discharge the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of +electricity. + +'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed. + +A silence. + +'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course +NOTHING that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.' She +spoke crossly no less than emphatically. + +'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the +woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her. + +'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on. + +Cytherea made no answer. + +The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to +the disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But +what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a +most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She +recurred to the subject of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a +bitter reviewer, who finding the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, +quarrels with his rhymes. + +'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in +engaging a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came. +Miss Aldclyffe tried again. + +'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three +questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l-- +, the shape of her face and body! It WAS a fool's trick. There, I +am served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.' + +'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an +unfortunate one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that +the other's petulance desired. + +'You did,' she said hotly. + +'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of +routine just at first.' + +'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I +say.' + +Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--' + +'If what?' + +'If it were a lady's!' + +'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this +instant, I tell you.' + +'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, +is no lady herself!' + +'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!' + +'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!' + +'Good Heavens!' + +'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!' + +'What?' + +'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!' + +'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed-- + +'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her +hand as if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung +the maiden into absolute defiance. + +'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam! +I am not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?' + +Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, +and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. +She sank back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to +your room--I beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky +whisper. + +Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to +the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from +the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much +stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking +with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the +kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her +father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss +Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that +expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss +Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an +instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to +the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels +ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not sufficient power +to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange +suspicion that had entered her head. + +'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she +said, with assumed indifference. + +'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still +looking into the flame. + +'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked +and saw it myself.' + +The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?' +said Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house +keeper at Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, +E.' + +'What was your father's trade?' + +Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any +longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.' + +'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!' + +'There's nothing to offend, you in that, I hope?' + +'O no.' + +'Why did you say "the idea"?' + +'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, +one Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.' + +'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that +part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of +his.' + +'What is your Christian name?' + +'Cytherea.' + +'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, +I see you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips +impassibly. She was a little agitated. + +'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand +and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face. + +'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly. + +'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, +madam.' + +'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. + +'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the +short remainder of my stay?' + +Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had +answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had +been curious about her name from the beginning. + +The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea +went along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled +against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris +looked out. + +'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your +first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have +you got on with Miss Aldclyffe?' + +'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.' + +'Has she been scolding?' + +'A little.' + +'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her. +She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of +us who don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years +and years.' + +'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea. + +'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. +Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal +side. Her mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time-- +and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly +the other branch of the family died out one by one--three of them, +and Miss Aldclyffe's great-uncle then left all his property, +including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss +Aldclyffe's father and mother--on condition that they took the old +family name as well. There's all about it in the "Landed Gentry." +'Tis a thing very often done.' + +'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.' + + + +VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS + +1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the, bed, +bewildered by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her +mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was +to be the first and last of her experience as a lady's-maid. +Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating +post for another instant. 'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the +martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows +everything better than I.' + +She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the +morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what +practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All +these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind +unconsciously drifting away to the contemplation of her late +surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of +her own magnificent resources in face and bosom, and to mark their +attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a +young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst passing through +the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of Miss +Aldclyffe's temper. + +But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on +the hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the +solitary lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so +repellent and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then +the young girl marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled +before, at the strange confluence of circumstances which had brought +herself into contact with the one woman in the world whose history +was so romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to +wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely being to +loneliness still. + +In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more +persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring +visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's +rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the +young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that +seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily +in some way. Then the secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and +the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and other places: +the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful news, +and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in +mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of +her own father with this his first love; the awakening of the +passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture, +her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the +delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter +change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a +rigid determination: and the total concealment of her reason by +herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course +dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was +discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still +unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty. +Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished +in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not +been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this +page of her father's history, and the chief one, the lady's +unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing +towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have +been no benefit to either. + +Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay +restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back +again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a +clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could +distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room. + +To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to +uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide +open in the darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of +her listening. Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. + +It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the +panels. Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement +which caused a faint rustling of the bed-clothes. + +Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given. +Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon +finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the +hope. The maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its +opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took +the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked. + +A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole: +'Cytherea!' + +Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was +Miss Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and +whispered back, 'Yes?' + +'Let me come in, darling.' + +The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. +It was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; +she must let her come in, poor thing. + +She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes +and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing- +gown. + +'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the +visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you +to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that +you are mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and +that you may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?' + +'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie +generously. + +The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the +last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, +and pressed her gently to her heart. + +'Now kiss me,' she said. + +Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of +treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so +impetuous as Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her +lips for a moment, try how she would. + +'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe. + +Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as +the bursting of a bubble. + +'More earnestly than that--come.' + +She gave another, a little but not much more expressively. + +'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss +Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an +ill-tempered woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I +am; but I have had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I +can't help loving you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it +strange?' + +Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. + +'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty +to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of +her father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, +which seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was +a solution. She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her +acquaintanceship and attachment to Cytherea's father in past times: +then she would tell her all she knew: that would be honour. + +'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She +impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if +in the outburst of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for +something to love and be loved by in return. + +'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I +don't know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am +a very fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?' + +'Eighteen.' + +'Eighteen! . . . Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?' + +'Because I don't want to know.' + +'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater +pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not +told my age truly for the last twenty years till now.' + +'Why haven't you?' + +'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary-- +and I long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, +like you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth +a thought, as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. +Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?' + +'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.' + +'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?' + +'Yes.' + +'Why do you do that?' + +'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were +not to. Do you?' + +'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought +all such matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should +be glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the +code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary +Societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers, +dear--you won't omit them now you recollect it. I should like to +hear you very much. Will you?' + +'It seems hardly--' + +'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and +nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,' + +Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the +following conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward +Springrove, she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her +nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love +for him a secret, and, above all, a secret from a woman like Miss +Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not +for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so +endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by +an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of her, she thought, and +a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might +have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have +skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such +trifling. + +'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her +then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in +another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just +as unceremoniously as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you +shall hear me,' she added firmly. + +She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the +simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's +name was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, +maidenly shyness was too strong even for religion, and that when +supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she +stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of +her. + +'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I +verily believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected +question came. + +'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?' + +There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,' +said Cytherea. + +'Who are Owen and Edward?' + +'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid. + +'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?' + +A silence. + +'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No.' + +Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who +Edward is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning. + +'I don't mind telling; only . . .' + +'You would rather not, I suppose?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she +inquired suddenly. + +Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered +from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment. + +'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured. + +'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?' + +A pause. + +'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply. + +'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!' + +Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now +with you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and +gloomy accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you +for. No, no.' She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. +'Cytherea, try to love me more than you love him--do. I love you +more sincerely than any man can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man +stand between us. O, I can't bear that!' She clasped Cytherea's +neck again. + +'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other. + +'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women +are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who +had not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or +been practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and +sweetness and goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth +and ears have not been made a regular highway of by some man or +another! Leave the admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of +society--and look in the villages--leave the villages and search in +the schools--and you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been +HAD--is not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If +men only knew the staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times +out of ten the "first love" they think they are winning from a woman +is but the hulk of an old wrecked affection, fitted with new sails +and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that you, too, are like the +rest?' + +'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in +the impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.' + +'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's +no doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I-- +we are all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your +mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew +the spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh +spring meadow--now you seem a dusty highway.' + +'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on +extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She +wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and +her treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was +in one sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that +Cytherea's instincts desired. Though it was generous, it seemed +somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance. + +'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?' + +Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she +too much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled +her tongue. + +'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have +shown?' + +'I will, perhaps, another day.' + +'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or +two previous to your coming here?' + +'Yes.' + +'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you +round the bay with your brother.' + +'Yes.' + +'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little +heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you +silly thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone +with him. I only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the +rest of the people. I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very +good figure: now who was he?' + +'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!' + +'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up +his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, +trust him for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link +in a long chain of others like you: who only have your little day +as they have had theirs.' + +''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an +agony of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am +sure he hasn't.' + +Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She +continued-- + +'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in +a few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have +cared for anybody so absurdly much.' + +'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come, +tell me--tell me!' + +'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me +nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.' + +'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell---come tell me!' + +'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone +which mingled pity with derision-- + + '"Love's passions shall rock thee + As the storm rocks the ravens on high, + Bright reason will mock thee + Like the sun from a wintry sky." + +'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on +what he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men +torture them when they have given way to those feelings, and have +resigned everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves +you heartily now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love +him in return, your loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you +may be separated for ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by +will fade and fade--bright eyes WILL fade--and you will perhaps then +die early--true to him to your latest breath, and believing him to +be true to the latest breath also; whilst he, in some gay and busy +spot far away from your last quiet nook, will have married some +dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will long have ceased +to regret you--will chat about you, as you were in long past years-- +will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair like that--poor +innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless idle dream--that +dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and simple, silly +heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will tell the +tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways, and as +he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.' + +'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are +cruel to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to +desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all +through the piece how imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself +to be weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she +could not control them: be agonized she must. She was only +eighteen, and the long day's labour, her weariness, her excitement, +had completely unnerved her, and worn her out: she was bent hither +and thither by this tyrannical working upon her imagination, as a +young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now think how much +I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew calmer. 'I +shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I will +be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me +always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?' + +'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any +consideration.' + +'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my +companion. I will get another maid.' + +Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the +evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her +presence. But she could not trust to the moment's impulse. + +'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.' + +'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and +give me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way +about your lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as +others; but even if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The +love of an inconstant man is ten times more ardent than that of a +faithful man--that is, while it lasts.' + +Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further +talk; flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss +Aldclyffe's shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, +making themselves up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give +herself over to a luxurious sense of content and quiet, as if the +maiden at her side afforded her a protection against dangers which +had menaced her for years; she was soon sleeping calmly. + +2. TWO TO FIVE A.M. + +With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and +circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally +distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's embrace, +turned to the other side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain +by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising +moon--now in her last quarter--creep round upon it: it was the +light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to live. + +The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays +of the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic +evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those +happy moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a +status quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly +reality. + +But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware +of a strange and gloomy murmur. + +She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and +low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House +by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason +of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's +melancholy representation lent to the sound a more dismal effect +than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fancy what +the waterfall must be like at that hour, under the trees in the +ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the +deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the fall; +black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere. + +She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her +ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. +Another soon came. + +The second was quite different from the first--a kind of +intermittent whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic +creak, ever and anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at +least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel +in the shrubbery by the old manor-house, which the coachman had said +would drive him mad. + +She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now +that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to +it. She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread +expectancy just before the end of each half-minute that brought +them. To imagine the inside of the engine-house, whence these +noises proceeded, was now a necessity. No window, but crevices in +the door, through which, probably, the moonbeams streamed in the +most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, striking sharply upon +portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a glistening wheel, turning +incessantly, labouring in the dark like a captive starving in a +dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling water, which on +account of the darkness could only be heard; water which laboured up +dark pipes almost to where she lay. + +She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be +nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her +imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before +going to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound SHOULD +come--just suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed +through her brain, a third sound came. + +The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and +abnormal kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period +of her life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more +disturbing, it seemed to be almost close to her--either close +outside the window, close under the floor, or close above the +ceiling. The accidental fact of its coming so immediately upon the +heels of her supposition, told so powerfully upon her excited nerves +that she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little dog in +some room near, having probably heard the same noise, set up a low +whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of his +associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy +notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a +long way off, in every variety of wail. + +One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The +little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two +sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, +but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an +unusual sound. + +It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night- +jar, it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring. + +She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss +Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's +late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's +touch, Miss Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream. + +She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!' +she cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; +'and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his +wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me-- +grinning and mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only. . +. But I can't tell you. I can't bear to think of it. How those +dogs howl! People say it means death.' + +The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to +dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven +in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something +which in all likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were +taken to inquire into it: large houses had all kinds of strange +sounds floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe +her terrors. + +A silence of five minutes. + +'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper. + +'How those dogs howl, don't they?' + +'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.' + +'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's +bedroom door. A nervous creature.' + +There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the +landing struck three. + +'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea. + +'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to +sleep, isn't it?' + +'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child. + +Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was +still awake. + +'Cytherea,' she said, very softly. + +Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly. + +The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, +put on her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own +room. + +'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the +particulars of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in +love alters everything.' + +3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain +at Knapwater was already in possession of her. + +Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the +window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her +arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking +pictures that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding +evening, the later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of +shadows, and she smiled in derision at her own excitability. + +But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of +each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. +She felt how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she +could endure poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. +But all would be explained at last, she knew. + +At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending, +with the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with +pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply +intolerable. + +Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light +of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to +her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had +effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons +forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable +creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, +she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in +the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions. +Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting aristocratically +at the toilet table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's +presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passionate +creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. + +It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these +antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our +observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by +some flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the +fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few +crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline +of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. + +Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. +Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession +are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off +before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain +open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the +frigid criticism of dressing-time. + +The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus +cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later +hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a +remark that Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she +wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said abruptly-- + +'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea. +'It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.' + +The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name +which to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told +Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. + +'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for +practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in +my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no +thought of him.' This was perfectly true. + +'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. + +'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be +married, and that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the +remark bluntly and superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the +hands of her family pride for the weak confidences of the night. + +But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome +by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered +words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a +chair, and buried her face in her hands. + +'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of +it. I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But +I believe the match can be broken off.' + +'O no, no.' + +'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll +help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd +feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of +course, I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have +said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first +choice now that he's been away from home for a while. The love that +no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own +homely ways; it is always so. . . . Come, finish what you are doing +if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a +trumpery affair as that.' + +'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips +but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It +mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for +her: curiosity was stunned. + +She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. +Miss Aldclyffe went on:-- + +'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak +out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you +are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw +away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good- +morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so +quickly: in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you +should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that +girl's in love with me already!" he thought.' + +To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who +stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured +out, bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged- +-that she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her +bedroom, was her only thought. She was followed thither by the +well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread- +and-butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should eat it. + +To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. +'No, thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed. +Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let +a pleasant person see her face then. + +Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by +postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea +went to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully +written, so full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up +so neatly with a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore +the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It +was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words +she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated +forms without meaning--to feel that his eye would never read them, +nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them. + +Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these +moods of abnegation. + +The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of +his love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of +speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a +conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and +fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dismissed from +his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here +she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what +she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright +to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted--all gone but +herself. + +Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be +continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing +him. It was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there. + +She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the +breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with +increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea +entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a +trail of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a +passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry. + +'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice. + +'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. +I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!' + +'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's +face with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again +about that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It +is as Hallam says of Juliet--what little reason you may have +possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I +shan't take this notice, mind.' + +'Do let me go!' + +Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As +to hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's +absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding +upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to +say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and +spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done.' +She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth +a roll of linen. + +'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it +finished.' + +She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. +'There,' she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and +remember one thing--that you are not to leave the room on any +pretext whatever for two hours unless I send for you--I insist +kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and +not go mooning out of the window--think over the whole matter, and +get cooled; don't let the foolish love-affair prevent your thinking +as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say +you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the +matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.' + +To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and +docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and +sat down. Miss Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated. + +She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the +articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a +reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. + +4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M. + +A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became +attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements +downstairs. She opened the door and listened. + +There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors, +trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, +from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived +there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her +from the station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse-- +galloping at the top of the animal's speed. + +Another man went off in the direction of the village. + +Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or +meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were +requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to +her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity +influence her movements. + +Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she +saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. + +All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, +he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and +trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven +by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was +again the same as before. + +The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to +have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She +almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. + +Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly +gentleman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in +various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the +road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the +windows and chimneys. + +A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid- +servant. + +'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down. + +Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the +mantel, her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly +calm, but very pale. + +'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.' + +Cytherea went close. + +'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then +paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth. + +'Yes,' said Cytherea. + +'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.' + +'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the +announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could +be contained in a statement so small. + +'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone, +though within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly +over his own.' + +Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?' + +'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock +this morning.' + +'Then I heard him!' + +'Heard him?' + +'Heard him die!' + +'You heard him die? What did you hear?' + +'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my +mother. I could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the +dog howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to +tell you what I had heard a little earlier.' She looked agonized. + +'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by +that time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she +continued, 'Is it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture +that I might not be left entirely alone?' + +Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of +Cytherea's seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The +fact now recurred to both in one moment. + +'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously. + +'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with +the other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness +which Miss Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the +appearance of being still another call to her not to forsake this +woman so linked to her life, for the sake of any trivial vexation. + +Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and +said musingly-- + +'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and +motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but +she did not mention them. + +'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?' + +'Yes, I did. Poor papa!' + +'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now! +But you must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.' + +The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure +of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, +once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was +impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the +seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object +as one of secondary importance. + + + +VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH + +The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was +the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss +Aldclyffe sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. + +The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had +been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five +years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, +Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole +of his estate, real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter +Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment +of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts +to the servants. + +Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to +sit in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, +high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed +to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in +artistic quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used +except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of +shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, +for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions +and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on +entering the room, and she had gone to it in a dream. + +She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, +concentrated thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were +together, her body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by +the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed +intently on the corner of a footstool. + +At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. +Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. +Motions became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry +further and further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat +back and drew a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her +forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down +the room--at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as +ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter +and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer +bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion. + +'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get HIM here without letting him know +that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man-- +that's the difficulty--and that I think I can master.' + +She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey +hairs. + +'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.' + +Cytherea was not far off, and came in. + +'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss +Aldclyffe abruptly. + +'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to +consider the compass of the question. + +'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said, +and thought of somebody else who was likewise. + +'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work +comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and +superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among +other things?' + +'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at +least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those +things in their practice; city architects don't.' + +'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and +loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man +who had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward?' + +Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. + +The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not +adopting it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively-- + +'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for +country buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so +on?' + +'Yes; he does.' + +'And superintends the building of them?' + +'Yes; he will soon.' + +'And he surveys land?' + +'O yes.' + +'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be, +boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, +measuring timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?' + +'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does +those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.' + +'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. +And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of +tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much +more about the matter than I do myself. . . . I am going out just +now,' she continued. 'I shall not want you to walk with me to-day. +Run away till dinner-time.' + +Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: +then turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket +and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down +the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its +greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole +grove. + +The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near +the ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to +change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness +to even a temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by +the nearness of the ground to the level of the springs, and by the +presence of a deep, sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by +bushes and a high wall. Following the road, which now ran along at +the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the +other side of the water, revealing a large rectangular nook from +which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a +dull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in full +view of the cascade forming its further boundary. Over the top +could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent, caused +by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees above. + +Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The +same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the +front, less sombre than the water on the right or the trees all +around. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a +few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote +edge of the greensward thus laid open, stood all that remained of +the original manor-house, to which the dark margin-line of the trees +in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the +picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not +artistically or historically, but practically--as regarded its +fitness for adaptation to modern requirements. + +In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient +portion of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the +bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which +had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable +to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind +this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of +the main building that still existed--an Elizabethan fragment, +consisting of as much as could be contained under three gables and a +cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines +indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined +it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or +six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three, +and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames +carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was +now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to +form cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper +portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and +fruit. + +The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, +went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the +paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the +grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their +fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to +tell their mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was +coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded +her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the +building; then turned into a nook a short distance off where round +and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building +stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of +operations for the building work done on the estate. + +She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the +window of the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his +hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walking outside +the house since her father's death. + +'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, +without much trouble?' she inquired. + +The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed +itself. + +'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already +pulled down, or gone to ruin?' + +'Yes; I know.' + +'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.' + +'Why may it?' + +''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the +whole carcase is full of cracks.' + +'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little +outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six +or eight-roomed house?' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably +come next in every communication of this kind to which the +superintending workman had been a party during his whole experience. +To his surprise, Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her +object in altering an old house must have been an unusually +absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as +hardly to require any prompting at all. + +'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will +understand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here +in a short time, with reference to the management of the affairs.' + +Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. + +'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of +works, and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. +But now it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will +encroach further upon things which have hitherto been left in your +hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, that he will +directly and in detail superintend all.' + +'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered. + +'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops +only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better +consider. I will send for you in a few days.' + +Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train-- +distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number of +sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her +watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an +appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to +Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. + +2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH + +On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater +House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the +Builder newspapers:-- + + 'LAND STEWARD. + +'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required +immediately for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 +acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erection of +buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, +unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable +preference will be shown for one who possesses an artistic as well +as a practical knowledge of planning and laying out. The +remuneration will consist of a salary of 22O pounds, with the old +manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, +solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.' + +A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of +publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was +advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, +showing her the papers containing the announcement. + +What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it +merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other +arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more +meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about +architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew +that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and +practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the details of +the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might be +ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who +would reply. She hazarded a question: + +'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?' + +'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily. + +A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss +Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of +another man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations +and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. +That man was qualified for a stewardship under a king. + +'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she +said, resolutely enunciating the name. + +'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided +tone. + +'You are very unkind to speak in that way.' + +'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like +either of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the +estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must +have been more specially educated. I have told you that we are +going to London next week; it is mostly on this account.' + +Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's +peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to +tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to +reply. + +3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH + +Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to +London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors' +offices in Lincoln's Inn Fields. + +They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the +place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked +by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent +to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings +along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of +wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were +overlaid in bygone days, had been completely undermined by the same +insidious canker, which lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the +raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a +staring blood-red. + +But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and +offices were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork +which enclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over, +within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not +a particle of dust was visible. + +Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was +staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own +staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside. + +'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during +our interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea +when they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got +home. + +'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room. + +Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is +only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised +to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. +Nyttleton's experienced old eyes. + +'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what +is the result of our advertisement?' + +It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and +surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the +advertisement. + +Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You +will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said. + +'Yes, certainly,' said she. + +'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly +unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the +heap twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his +hand. + +'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive +me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number +to be communicated with.' + +'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over-- +exactly as they came,' she said suasively. + +He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing +his sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he +laid them out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly +as he could spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner +of his eye to hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the +name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the enclosure aside +without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inquiring +into the merits of forty-five men who at considerable trouble gave +in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a +certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the +rest. + +Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as +many replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a +wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?' + +It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they +already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for +more, there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of +those they now could command would possibly not be available. + +'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the +advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly +settle the matter.' + +Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a +single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned +herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But +she was rich, and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in estate- +management as yet,' he thought. 'She will soon get tired of this,' +and he parted from her without a sentiment which could mar his +habitual blandness. + +The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in +Waterloo Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of +the usual well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be +seen, in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white +lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that +they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the +hill. This they did--the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand-- +the monastic seclusion of the Palace on their right: before them, +the clock tower of the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a +metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth sky. + +Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, +and while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture +around, glanced again at the advertisement. + +She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the +action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the +cover, one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members +of the Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same +source, but was addressed to the public, and stated that the +exhibition of drawings at the Institute's rooms would close at the +end of that week. + +Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, +then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to +the rooms of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. +After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on +the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other +visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might +be allowed to see a list of the members. She was a little connected +with the architectural world, she said, with a smile, and was +interested in some of the names. + +'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet +containing the names. + +Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The +name she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, +as was the case with all the rest. + +The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing +Cross. 'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the +lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, +'There still.' + +Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable +kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she +wished to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of +the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die +of the Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she +might write a note. + +But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went +towards one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called +him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick +as thought, Miss Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand +behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. + +She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then +withdrew and returned to her hotel. + +Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into +the envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and +directed it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in +the list of members' names submitted to her:-- + + AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ., + WYKEHAM CHAMBERS, + SPRING GARDENS. + +This ended her first day's work in London. + +4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST + +The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe +informing her companion that business would detain them in London +another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can +pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about +the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and +sightless orbs of blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, +bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea +was present at the interview, by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either +from whim or design. + +Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's +insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them +over as before. One was signed-- + +AENEAS MANSTON, + 133, TURNGATE STREET, + LIVERPOOL. + +'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add +one or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said. + +Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and +references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a +mere glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones. + +Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he +had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you +like to add to the number?' he said, turning to the lady. + +'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones +rather took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger +collection. + +She drew out three. One was Manston's. + +'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer, +taking up the eight letters and placing them by themselves. + +They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned +personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter +singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes +honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself +well acquainted with--a rare thing to find in answers to +advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities +rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a +steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on +an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now +well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man +is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.' He tapped the +letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without hesitation-- +speaking personally.' + +'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a +matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way +to when practical questions have to be considered.' + +Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the +newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the +clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of +a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in +Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's. + +'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his +name?--it is Edward Springrove.' + +Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and +pale by turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe. + +'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in +turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.' + +5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which +were to be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling +were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one +by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Miss +Aldclyffe, wearing her veil down. + +The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each +candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those +preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and +had short conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. +Miss Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it +might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it +not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil +covering her countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, +directed towards the lawyer and his interlocutor. + +Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all +was ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the +former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she +personally preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to, +Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by +far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally.' + +'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion +still--that Mr--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, +and even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long- +run.' + +Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the +court. + +'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; +a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to +conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round- +about calculations, based on long experience. I must say I +shouldn't recommend him.' + +'Why, pray?' + +'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the +advertisement. He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one +thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that +the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but +unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an +indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his +statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he +tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he +should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.' + +'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds +of your reasoning.' + +'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office +duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want +a man whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more +practical and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly +such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and +outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on.' + +'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.' + +'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than +mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts-- +his brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit him +for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly' (here +his words started off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk of +placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any +account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam.' + +'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is +your reason?' + +'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man-- +as bad as it is rare.' + +'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said +Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure. + +Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply +signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. + +'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further +in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little +insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could +not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try +him.' + +'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was +written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor. + +'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of +her, that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling, +when their client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who +surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern +light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been +moulded by Time, the Improver, into honourable circumspection. + +We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the +simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the +knowledge of the man. + +'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her +man,' continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification +in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that.' + +'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior. + +'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a +woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers +did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough +to be his mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as +sure as I am Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.' + +'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen +but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had +noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the +bearing of a woman towards her lover. + +'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than +mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the +nature of it best.' + + + +VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS + +1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of +her irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting +fondness. Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the +subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss +Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity +afterwards. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close +contact with a young woman whose modesty was absolutely unimpaired, +and whose artlessness was as perfect as was compatible with the +complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood. +Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her +influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and +habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally +imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a +positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, +dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem +whilst dressing. + +Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could +feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much +as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her +companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only +seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished +in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. +She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the +mere dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always +herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever +been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not +believe; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed +connected with deeds of darkness rather than of light. + +Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some +absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. +Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that +she might thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously +known extreme suffering. + +But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated +by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her +knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father +terminated abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on +subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe +to worm from her, fragment by fragment, every detail of her father's +history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it +compensated her, to some extent, for the hasty resentments of other +times. + +Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of +the House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss +Aldclyffe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not +woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they +could not be worked up into a taking story. Whether, as old critics +disputed, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an +ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary to a scandal. + +Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of +entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one +line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to +think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh +with him; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for +being engaged to another woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me +stronger than you!' she said. The young maid now continually pulled +out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the +while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her +silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she +must send him a line--one little line--just a wee line to keep him +alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara-- + + 'Ah, were he now before me, + In spite of injured pride, + I fear my eyes would pardon + Before my tongue could chide.' + +2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M. + +It was the third week in September, about five weeks after +Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go +through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting +the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a +religious society she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what +was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected +tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own +pound at the end. + +Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance +that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, +gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an +airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in +each eye and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable +pleasure to the mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which +appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction +than of mental gratification. + +Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss +Aldclyffe's list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to +each. + +'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last +four,' said Miss Aldclyffe. + +The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then +came a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. +Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss +Aldclyffe's handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.' + +Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three +or four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had +been altered and repaired for his reception. + +'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the +name written under Cytherea's portion of the list. + +'But he does not subscribe yet?' + +'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.' + +'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?' + +'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe, +smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get +easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.' + +Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place +to the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a +relief to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives, +who soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to +her personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less +of by people who are not much than by those who are a great deal. + +She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss +Hinton, who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and +a house-dog as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, +had retired thither four years before this time, after having filled +the post of editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or +twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a +poor man, he left his daughter sufficiently well provided for as a +modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to +maintain herself as mistress at Peakhill. + +At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and +footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute +Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself. + +Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair +was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in +regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features +too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her +mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a +natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, +and she was more self-possessed. + +She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not +forward, by way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with +whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of +her, 'a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the +caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because +she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, +the important subject of marriage should be excluded from +manipulation by hands that are ready for practical performance in +every domestic concern besides. + +Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. + +'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have +seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I +wonder if I have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke +girlishly. + +Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled +herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to +herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in +equity. + +'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.' + +'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in +for a minute. Do.' + +'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.' + +'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a +single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to +keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of +locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned +supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being +called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends +to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does +it.' + +'How nice! It is better than living in a town.' + +'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.' + +The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that +Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth. + +Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small +drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. + +The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued. + +'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you +afraid?' + +'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you +know a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to +myself sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman, +not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should +think that every sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all +over my house.' + +Cytherea was highly interested in seeing. + +'I say you MUST do this, and you MUST do that, as if you were a +child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me +this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's +society but my own.' + +'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.' + +Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for +a woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of +their own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as +cats are called she's until they prove themselves he's. + +Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously. + +'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she +continued. + +'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove +humorously but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the +remark. 'Your brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent +young lady. + +'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a +professional man I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the +window. + +Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash +through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a +Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form. + +'I imagine he's a lover,' she said. + +Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. + +Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity +as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it +does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who +is so benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it. + +'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said +Cytherea accusingly. + +Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said. + +The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the +sound of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the +time and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it +towards herself. A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere +surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's +mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns; she +mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending to her garden. It could not +be that Edward was the man! that Miss Aldclyffe had planned to +reveal her rival thus! + +'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness +the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. + +'Not very soon--still, soon.' + +'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea. + +'Two.' + +Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more +prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she +said, with eager mystery. + +'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?' + +'No.' + +Nothing proved yet. + +'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had +begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could +not see her face. + +'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton. + +'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. + +'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;' +and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on +the dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait +of Edward Springrove. + +'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. + +'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at +length. + +'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one +who 'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore +untouched by solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native +of this village. We were engaged before my father's death left me +so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am +now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him +a little sermonizing now and then.' + +'Why?' + +'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you +know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.' + +Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to +be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?' +Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart. + +'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live +at Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young +giddy thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a +day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so +matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere +flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and +kindly gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they +talked the most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness +and pastime, just as everything is at watering places--neither of +them caring a bit for the other--she giggling like a goose all the +time--' + +Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. +'She DIDN'T! and it WASN'T shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, with +brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire +confidence on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had +swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no +longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have +given worlds to have been able to recall them. + +'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion +at the warmth shown. + +The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the +same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the +same mind in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each +other. As is invariably the case with women when a man they care +for is the subject of an excitement among them, the situation +abstracted the differences which distinguished them as individuals, +and left only the properties common to them as atoms of a sex. + +Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. +'Yes, I know her,' she said. + +'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so +lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--' + +'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton. +I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes- +-I must go.' + +Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor +politely downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried +adieu, and flitted down the garden into the lane. + +She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving +herself misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on +the list, and she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters +Inn. + +3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M. + +The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but +that on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn +or privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards +rich with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple- +harvest, and the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the +gatherers; the soft pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy +ground being diversified by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a +rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and +stooping backs of the collectors--mostly children, who would have +cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other +quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples. + +The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, +constructed almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood +close to the line of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, +and was connected with a row of cottages on the left by thatched +outbuildings. It was an uncommonly characteristic and handsome +specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone times; and standing +on one of the great highways in this part of England, had in its +time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as the +romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any +halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole +stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village and +along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed +landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the +house, to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by +increasing the extent of his agricultural business if he would still +maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness +pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the +house was the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away +fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original +stabling, and where once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily +rattled over the stony yard, to and from the stalls within, thick +grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so straight--over the +decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they seemed like the +cheeks of toothless age. + +On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three +large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended-- +representing the three men called tranters (irregular carriers), +standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth, the +grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the +thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further +disfigured by red stains running downwards from the rusty nails +above. + +Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot +sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his +men, the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and +supernumeraries, a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of +pigeons, and some little boys with straws in their mouths, +endeavouring, whenever the men's backs were turned, to get a sip of +the sweet juice issuing from the vat. + +Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a +farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an +employer of labour of the old school, who worked himself among his +men. He was now engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags +with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up +more from a tub at his side. The shovel shone like silver from the +action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, +caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them in bristling +stars of light. + +Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of +the Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host +left in him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose +sturdiness was more the result of external circumstances than of +intrinsic nature. Too kindly constituted to be very provident, he +was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, +not out of keeping with a frequent melancholy, the general +expression of his countenance being one of abstraction. Like Walt +Whitman he felt as his years increased-- + + 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.' + +On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and +worked with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, +disclosing solid and fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were +stained by the cider, and two or three brown apple-pips from the +pomace he was handling were to be seen sticking on them here and +there. + +The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish +clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, +and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the +group, brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the +shoulders with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle +with a strap, another being worn round the right wrist. + +'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk. + +'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's +not here for long.' + +'Why mid that be?' + +'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the +reins--not he.' + +'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.' + +'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied. + +'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee in a +passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end o't. . +. . Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting, raising his +eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple. + +'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a +journeyman is in following his master's initiative to rest) and +reflectively regarding the ground in front of him. + +'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head +ominously. + +'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too. +You may as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has +taken anything into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs +all day as live wi' her.' + +''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a +servant of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a +passion this time.' + +The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they +knew from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future. + +The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then +went on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours-- +there's some'at between 'em.' + +'D'ye mean it?' + +'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?' + +''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple +from the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the +remainder to be ground up for cider. + +'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again. + +''A did.' + +'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren +between red and white, but never stoppen at either.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press. + +'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to +make mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God? +Why, as a rule she's as right as I be myself.' + +Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the +press, followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two +grinders expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss +Aldclyffe were as right at church as the clerk, she must be right +indeed. + +'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the +clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, +says she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when +'twas "Laws in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through. +Her eye was upon HIM--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this law," +says she; she was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a +mere shadder. You mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in our +hearts we beseech Thee," fifty times over--she'd never ha' noticed +ye. She's in love wi' the man, that's what she is.' + +'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr. +Springrove. 'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.' + +'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She +won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.' + +'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,' +said Gad. + +'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It +comes to me.' + +'And I d' know where from.' + +'Ah.' + +'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak +disrespectful.' + +'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God +bless her!' + +'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said +Mr. Springrove. + +'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, +matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement," +as the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? +'Twas ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady +said to me when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she, +"your wife will soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a +glass o' rum, for I shan't see your poor face this time next year." +I swallered the rum, called again next year, and said, "Mrs. +Springrove, you gave me a glass o' rum last year because I was going +to die--here I be alive still, you see." "Well said, clerk! Here's +two glasses for you now, then," says she. "Thank you, mem," I +said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I +thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. But she +wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says she, +"you be too tough for a woman's pity.". . . Ah, poor soul, 'twas +true enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as +a nail, you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.' + +'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband +when I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad. + +'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled +to have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's +schemen!' + +'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the +rest o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky. + +'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about +by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up +here, as I be alive!' + +The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a +ship tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new +interest. + +'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,' +said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.' + +'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young +woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove. + +'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I +warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick +o' furniture to call her own.' + +'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,' +said Farmer Springrove chivalrously. + +'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against +it--O no: + + '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue + As I have heard declare, O, + Although she's neither sock nor shoe + Will curl and deck her hair, O."' + +Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual +cessation of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still +more when she saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except +Mr. Springrove's, whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared +the plot of grass, but instead of advancing further, hesitated on +its border. + +Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when +she saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his +hands in his apron. + +'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and +attend to it. I'll step indoors.' + +'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said +Cytherea. + +'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last +filling to let it drain all night?' + +'Not at all. I like to see you.' + +'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,' +continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his +cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a +chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he +spoke he went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. +'I'm later than I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking +up a lever for propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to +come forward. 'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to- +day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: +"London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went +on to tell me he couldn't. It threw me out a bit.' + +'Of course,' said Cytherea. + +'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near. + +'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, +but couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the +matter, but willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now +mates, form in line.' + +Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves +behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers +wheeling. + +'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon +your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett. + +'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for +stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said +a grinder. + +'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no +doubt about that.' + +'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said. + +'That's true: 'a would, sir.' + +'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, +and I would have done it.' + +'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly. + +'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; +and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and +his cousin.' + +'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?' + +'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything +pretty nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish +sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was +such a one for the pencil.' + +He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor. + +'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.' + +Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew +with the farmer. + +'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees +in our county,' he said in an undertone. + + + +'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they +were indoors. + +Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the +solitude, not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have +entered it since the last passenger had been called out to mount the +last stage-coach that had run by. + +'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer +replied, looking at the room and then at himself. + +'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; +'I am much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.' +She began to warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness +of disposition which reminded her of her own father. + +'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a +fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing +something in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, +that's all. Ay, I miss my son very much.' + +She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising +colour. + +'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about +him. You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets +very queer over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when +he's married to Adelaide.' + +A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a +sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a +slow clock. She had lived further on. + +'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said +tremulously. + +'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's +older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together +as young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was +when he first courted her.' + +'How, sir?' + +'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd +creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the +letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills +and seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would +slip, and she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red +skin before the quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."' + +He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His +thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little +fingers in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously-- + +''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help +speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am +afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised +under the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been +passed in the race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all +through his seeing too far into things--being discontented with +make-shifts--thinking o' perfection in things, and then sickened +that there's no such thing as perfection. I shan't be sorry to see +him marry, since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay, +we'll hope for the best.' + +He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you +should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and +then, it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening +to ye. . . . Ah look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or +shall I step up with you?' + +'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low +voice, and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward +had trifled with her love. + +4. FIVE TO SIX P.M. + +She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so +densely that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently +reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly +than the farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and +complained incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the +modern French painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts +of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. +Before she was half-way across the park the thunder rumbled +distinctly. + +The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old +manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low +rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the +waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes +hard by it. Hurrying on, with a growing dread of the gloom and of +the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising +before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of strange +whiteness. + +On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to +the level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the +relief the position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be +of towering height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the +sky, with his hands behind him. + +It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of +his front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to +turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point +beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on +mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping +her glance to the ground. + +Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon +another path branching in a right line from the path she was +pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly +opposite him now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.' + +A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant-- + +'Are you afraid?' + +She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, +assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I +am,' she stammered. + +He seemed to know that she thought in that sense. + +'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.' + +She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she +remarked for the sake of saying something. + +He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and +bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you +reach the House, if you are going there?' + +'Yes, I am,' + +'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.' + +'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was +addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am +Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneliness.' + +'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to +take a subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me +to become a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course +I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the +Society.' + +'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.' + +'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I +haven't enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a +satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my willingness. I'll +get it, and be out in one minute.' + +He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he +had named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly. + +She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm +of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his +fingers should have touched her. + +'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and +will drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.' + +He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which +had suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step. + +'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. +The clouds make it seem later than it really is.' + +Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of +lightning and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, +to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him +just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of +short views of his person, as they waited there in silence. + +He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of +an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The +most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost +preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish +or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the +beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his +brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By +collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who +theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their +owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in +the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his +destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the +vindictive determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both +would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be +pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the lines and +tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising +degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby +redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of +heart where feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that +might require all the ballast of brain with which he had previously +been credited to confine within reasonable channels. + +His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished +and unconstrained. + +The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of +thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the +ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the +waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of +rain upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks +at him, Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, +and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his +eyes were engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face +and form. + +At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their +dresses touched, and remained in contact. + +His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her +dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her +intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails +swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has +sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, +and it hurts her as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or +feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she +is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is there almost +before you. + +Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a +thrill through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature +of a mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but +still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, +though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the +rain. + +'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step +inside the door.' + +Cytherea hesitated. + +'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the +door open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in-- +boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of +transposition. An old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, +beginning to put things to rights. . . . You know the inside of the +house, I dare say?' + +'I have never been in.' + +'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, +here, they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one +part is now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, +hiding the old chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and +would have been chilly for me; you see, being the original hall, it +was open right up to the top, and here the lord of the manor and his +retainers used to meet and be merry by the light from the monstrous +fire which shone out from that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to +a mere nothing for my grate, though you can see the old outline +still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state.' + +'With more romance and less comfort.' + +'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will +see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. +The only piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.' + +'An organ?' + +'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the +case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not +a very large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You +play, I dare say?' + +'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.' + +'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would +spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. +A piano isn't much as an instrument.' + +'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.' + +'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good +enough.' + +'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a +rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer +men have said it before them--not from the experience of their +ears.' + +Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of +a great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain +herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the +least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him +into a position of mental superiority which vexed her. + +'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never +learned scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.' + +The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific +force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of +fire continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred +yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal +made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ, +in the midst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from +foundations to chimney. + +'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily. + +'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore +we may as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box. +The few chairs I have unpacked are in the other room.' + +Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the +organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through +every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. +Presently he ceased and began searching for some music-book. + +'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in +through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the +whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the +present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of +herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general +unearthly weirdness which seemed to surround her there. + +'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will +last long?' she said timidly. + +'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running +his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he +continued, suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter +because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; +now look at me--look in my face--now.' + +He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark +strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and +looked in the too-delicately beautiful face. + +The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed +as firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the +way to look at lightning.' + +'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed. + +'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it +if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, +will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?' + +'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But +he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless +again, marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external +circumstance which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the +music before him. + +'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next +paused. + +'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you +like sad impressions sometimes?' + +'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.' + +'When you are full of trouble.' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?' + +'Are you troubled?' + +'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so +abruptly that she did not push the dialogue further. + +He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in +the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the +organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the +comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the elemental +strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of +proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, practised as was +the hand that produced them. The varying strains--now loud, now +soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous, +subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a +graceful and easy flow--shook and bent her to themselves, as a +gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. +The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her +attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and +developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, +shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and +holding them in its own. + +She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man +before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and +entered into her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of +lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. She found herself +involuntarily shrinking up beside him, and looking with parted lips +at his face. + +He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the +ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which +woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to +tell; and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his +lips almost touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the +harmonies-- + +'Do you very much like this piece?' + +'Very much indeed,' she said. + +'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.' + +'Thank you much.' + +'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask +for?' + +'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't +like you to.' + +'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I +shall be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently +give it you there, and I should like you to have it.' + +He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes. + +'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look. + +The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and +in seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around +the western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking +sun. + +Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She +was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor- +house, and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing +she wished. It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and +dragged into frankness by the wiles of a stranger. + +'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door, +and again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with +her. His influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, +and she turned her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated. + +'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not +necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him good- +evening, without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving +him standing at the door. + +'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could +think. Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all +she could see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that +his eyes were upon her until she had passed the hollow by the +waterfall, and by ascending the rise had become hidden from his view +by the boughs of the overhanging trees. + +5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M. + +The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an +invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more +wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for +the slightest link of connection between one and another. One +moment she was full of the wild music and stirring scene with +Manston---the next, Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy +ghost. Then Manston's black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the +reckless voluptuous mouth appeared bending to the curves of his +special words. What could be those troubles to which he had +alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. Sad at +heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. + +On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the +incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her +ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure +from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe +looked delighted. The usual cross-examination followed. + +'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with +assumed severity. + +'Yes, I was.' + +'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.' + +'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.' + +'What remarks did he make, do you say?' + +'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.' + +'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance +full upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said-- + +'Did he say anything about ME?' + +'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I +was to give you the subscription.' + +'You are quite sure?' + +'Quite.' + +'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about +himself?' + +'Only one thing--that he was troubled,' + +'Troubled!' + +After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such +behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her +making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once +she was mistaken, nothing more was said. + +When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell +letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable +and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and +only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. +She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his +engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted +that all honour bade him marry his early love--a woman far better +than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and +begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She +upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at +Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the +last evening of the water excursions. 'I never, never can forget +it!' she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty, +ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were +of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever +approach her more. + +Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a +lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice +accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the +superior being who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she +betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and +covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh +indictment. + +This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself +with weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence +her as he had done that evening. What right on earth had he to +suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to +receive his music? She would have given much to be able to +annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that +extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being able to endure +the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he was then +holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:-- + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE + September 20th. + +'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I +promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + + 'C. GRAYE.' + + + +A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, +and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the +postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a +messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the +question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of +the two men who had so influenced her. + + + +IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS + +1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER + +The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the +inmates of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It +was impossible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of +each other, be engaged in the same service, and attend the same +church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a +week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head, +Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers, +and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe furtively +resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked beside +Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House +turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a +certainty. She knew that he loved her. + +But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. +He was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least +to hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his +own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not +one of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of +pure accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, +he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first +interview now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of +unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound +his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his +person, nor fear that she would refuse him--a course she +unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare +himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as +she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard--for some +undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired. +The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,' as +Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced +upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense +of being in some way in his power. + +The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and +inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than +any other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had +taken no notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she +discarded him. It was plain then, she said, that he did not care +deeply for her, and she thereupon could not quite leave off caring +deeply for him:-- + + 'Ingenium mulierum, + Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.' + +The month of October passed, and November began its course. The +inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that +Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose +and became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's +ears) to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with +Cytherea Graye. Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was +nothing left to say about it except that their marriage would be an +excellent one for both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in +point of love. + +As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at +first had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread +to her neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt +advances. By the middle of November, a theory made up of a +combination of the other two was received with general favour: its +substance being that a guilty intrigue had been commenced between +Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before, when he was a very +young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some womanly beauty, +but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was becoming +distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady's jealousy +would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new +attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe +this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were +hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more +markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have +been safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was +pursued, all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes +the while. + +2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH + +It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a +visit to his sister. + +His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at +Budmouth, and in order that there should be as little interruption +as possible to his duties there, he had decided not to come to +Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by +the first train the next morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point +of frequently offering him lodging for an unlimited period, to the +great pleasure of Cytherea. + +He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked +of the page who answered it for Miss Graye. + +When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just +coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the +vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and +he secretly clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then +turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though +Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him. + +'Who was that man?' he said. + +'I don't know, sir.' + +'Has he ever been here before?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'How many times?' + +'Three.' + +'You are sure you don't know him?' + +'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.' + +'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed, +and again went on his way. + +'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it +couldn't be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool-- +such an utter fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like +this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A +lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of +the world; yes, curse it; that is just why it is; that fact of her +being so helpless against the blows of circumstances which renders +her so deliciously sweet!' + +He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No. + +He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to +proceed to an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, +and to call at the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the +supply of pipes. But a remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in +relation to Cytherea was what still occupied his mind, and had been +the immediate cause of his excitement at the sight of her brother. +Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly remarked during their intercourse, that +Cytherea was wildly in love with Edward Springrove, in spite of his +engagement to his cousin Adelaide. + +'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an- +hour, while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. +'How I am harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed himself by +an effort. 'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can +effect it. "Honesty is the best policy;"' with which vigorously +uttered resolve he once more attempted to turn his attention to the +prosy object of his journey. + +The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the +steward came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The +gloom did not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of +objects to attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. +It was along the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the +large leaves of the crop struck flatly against his feet at every +step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon +their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching +a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and followed the path into +the midst of the darkness produced by the overhanging trees. + +After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few +minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was +scarcely familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by +his coming at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful +feeling with outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. +However, as the wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about +finding the path again, and with some sense of pleasure halted +awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely melancholy yet +musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on, the prompt +moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly +discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him +waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their +boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its +striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow congenial to his +mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes. + +A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his +reverie, and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise +up from among the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red +glare of light coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama +of illuminated oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more +impressive than ever. + +The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect +acquaintance with the topographical features of that end of the +estate, had been but momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to +dwellers by a railway, being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing +along a shallow cutting in the midst of the wood immediately below +where he stood, the driver having the fire-door of the engine open +at the minute of going by. The train had, when passing him, already +considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle was heard, +announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van. + +But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it +was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his +position of facing the railway. + +If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning +transfixing him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a +more trance-like state. He still leant against the railings, his +right hand still continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight +on one foot, his other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the +blackness of the cutting. The only movement in him was a slight +dropping of the lower jaw, separating his previously closed lips a +little way, as when a strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a +man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the first, had taken +possession of him. + +It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a +second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale +face, reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full +upon it. The face was a woman's. + +At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted +his hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every +direction as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed +had found its way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my +address have become known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it +is a blessing I have been circumspect and honourable, in relation to +that--yes, I will say it, for once, even if the words choke me, that +darling of mine, Cytherea, never to be my own, never. I suppose all +will come out now. All!' The great sadness of his utterance proved +that no mean force had been exercised upon himself to sustain the +circumspection he had just claimed. + +He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, +and presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which +crossed the railway by a bridge. + +As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by +degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, +and he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah-- + + 'A woman shall compass a man.' + +3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK + +Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered +along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's +bedroom opened, and a tap was given upon his door. + +'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the +keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.' + +When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there +already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the +table for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of +putting on his overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went +softly through the long deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had +prepared their breakfast walking before them with a lamp held high +above her head, which cast long wheeling shadows down corridors +intersecting the one they followed, their remoter ends being lost in +darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out. + +Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony- +carriage which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a +morbid horror of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and +especially to their men-servants, who looked down upon him as a +hybrid monster in social position. Cytherea proposed to walk a +little way with him. + +'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly. + +Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. +The feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those +under which the steward had left the house the evening previous, +excepting that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, +which is caused by the world getting lighter instead of darker. +'The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn' was just sufficient to +reveal to them the melancholy red leaves, lying thickly in the +channels by the roadside, ever and anon loudly tapped on by heavy +drops of water, which the boughs above had collected from the foggy +air. + +They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had +proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of +the turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch +of the building. + +She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was +drawn over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her +eyes were the sole features uncovered. + +With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect +stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement +to chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came +forth. + +Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for +two, or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others +in the park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent +intention of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing +to avoid observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it +rapidly to her pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, +she hurried out again, and across the park by a still more oblique +line than that traced by Owen and his sister. + +These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along +it as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, +looking for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the +grass upon the hard ground. + +Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in +the still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, +reached her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters +and sights whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as +precisely in the attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if +she had studied the position from the play. When they had advanced +a few steps, she followed them in some doubt, still screened by the +hedge. + +'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea. + +'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.' + +'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events +will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice +the fact beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so +were the same," and so on. But when three such events coincide +without any apparent reason for the coincidence, it seems as if +there must be invisible means at work. You see, three things +falling together in that manner are ten times as singular as two +cases of coincidence which are distinct.' + +'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But +I don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept +the public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out +her name and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for +by the fact that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you +came here was simply owing to Springrove.' + +'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first +loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over +that.' + +From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine +on the designs of Providence which were apparent in such +conjunctures, and went into a variety of details connected with Miss +Aldclyffe's history. + +'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she +inquired at last. + +'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no +harm; you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss +Aldclyffe might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.' + +'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went +on, 'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost +imperceptible, and yet real connection of some kind between her and +Mr. Manston, which is more than that of a mutual interest in the +estate.' + +'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!' + +'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice +anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself +that she is in love with him at all.' + +'Why can't you?' + +'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't +say it from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.' + +'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.' + +'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from +forty or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose +it was. And since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing +to compromise herself in any way. Besides, why should she have +brought an enemy here at all?' + +'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I +do, Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of +emotion towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love +or aversion.' + +They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes +accidentally fell upon her brother's feet. + +'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in +your manner of walking?' + +'What is it like?' he asked. + +'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you +used to.' + +The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their +footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their +conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed +reluctant to give over listening to them. + +'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I +think the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above +my ankle sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day +we went by steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from +coming back to you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we +have been talking about.' + +'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with +some alarm. + +'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a +sign of it when I sit in the office.' + +Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and +looked at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue +still flowed on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of +returning to its old channel. + +Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, +and hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and +came to a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. +This she softly opened, and came out upon the road, following it in +the direction of the railway station. + +Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his +quickened pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The +woman thereupon increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few +minutes safely distanced her fellow-traveller. + +The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of +rails; and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to +Budmouth was shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train +passed. Graye entered the waiting-room, and the door being open he +listlessly observed the movements of a woman wearing a long grey +cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked for a ticket for London. + +He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting +there and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of +her ceasing with the perception. + +4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M. + +Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a +fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye +by which, without turning her head, she could see what people were +doing almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the +old manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she +had on that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a +respectable kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled +arrangement could be made with some person as permanent domestic. + +Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted +the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself +and husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. +Manston. Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had +eaten his, and had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to +clear away, make his bed, and put the house in order for the day. + +On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the +operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, +and went back again, to perform those of the second. + +Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she +indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling +it. + +Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a +remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper bed- +clothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely +disarranged. 'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he +had made it himself after rising.' + +But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. +Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and +sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something +arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very +closely. 'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's +wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her +fixed like a fly in it. + +The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less +than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some +woman's head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the +window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became +utterly lost in meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively +settled on the hair, involuntarily dropped past its object by +degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the +outer one. + +She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, +wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the +whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no +more that morning. + +She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other +trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be +found. + +She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green- +house, fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming +in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to +be her own. + +Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered +the village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth +Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several +unique diseases and afflictions. + +Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on +high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately +mooned and wandered after it like a cat's. + +'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and +stretching out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that +would have been an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo +Crivelli. + +'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the +treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly +imparted, together with the accident of its discovery. + +A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the +middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out +upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, +their elbows on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their +foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair. + +'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and +'tis my very belief the hair is--' + +'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth. + +'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the +Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I +don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, +that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to +stick a moral clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a +way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the +planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the +growen, and if not in the growen, she's made bad by what she's gone +through since.' + +'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs. +Leat. + +'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!' + +''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.' + +'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?' + +'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his +letters.' + +'What about 'em?' + +'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and +they he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as +you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the +window all the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d' +unvariably go there wi' letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em +by sight well enough now.' + +'Is it a she?' + +''Tis a she.' + +'What's her name?' + +'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than +that 'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who +ha' been here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench +escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye.' + +'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.' + +'That may be.' + +'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here +to see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she +vanished. Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she +could, go away how she would, without breakfast or help of any +kind?' + +Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. + +'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the +grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these +fingers, and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble +to write letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. +There's a tie between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.' + +'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look +married now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married +man.' + +'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.' + +'No, no: he's not a married man.' + +'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.' + +'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the +truth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He +always do.' + +'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, +as she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say +so, but I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.' + +5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH + +It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father, +and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag +herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on +the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbouring county +families. The bag was brought upstairs each morning to her +dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mostly in the +presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber +at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a kind of +reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of her +namesake only. + +Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the +operation of being brushed and dressed. + +'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning +succeeding that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the +first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish +place, the North side of London.' + +Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was +anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss +Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had +raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the +envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before +Cytherea could reach her side. + +'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks +in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon +lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter: +she seemed very anxious to get her dressing done, and the room +cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the other window, and a +few minutes later left the room to follow her own pursuits. + +It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and +then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and +all their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that +was seen of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and +round the flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, +and she crumpled a letter in her hand. + +Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or +indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did +in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as +it was taken in. + +In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the +letter of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:-- + +'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him +to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and +reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and +waited again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer +than at first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell +you that not till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I +had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married +name, solely on account of its having been his request all along +that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is my first +disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to +visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like +a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of +the house as she best may--is justified in doing anything. + +'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be +involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal +flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. + +'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason +with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish +in a decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by +any respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for +some time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which +had caused disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled +to reinstate her in his house. + +'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a +peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, +has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present +trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all +people living, know ALL THE SIDES OF THE STORY, those from whom I +collected it having each only a partial knowledge which confuses +them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early +engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of +those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; another, of what +was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one +and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the +natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct +for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at +least of these things were revealed to me. + +'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, +is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a +feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. + +'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither +need he if you remember my request.' + + + +'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words +as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature +to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family +either! A threat on his account--O, O! shall it be?' + +Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her +body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was +absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a +short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's +possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, +and that she would see what could be done in such an unfortunate +affair. + +6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST + +Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at +the House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss +Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in +view she could not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon +her. + +The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was +immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the +apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a +comparatively small one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the +main proportion of the lofty and sombre room in an artificial +twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of +the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the lower tiers +of the bookshelves. + +After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss +Aldclyffe knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of +human flesh, and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human +speech) she entered the room. + +Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not +discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all +attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the +perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known +to her; how it had become known he could not tell. + +She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, +letting it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so +that the light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its +surface. + +'You know whose writing this is?' she said. + +He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships +and hazard all on an advance. + +'My wife's,' he said calmly. + +His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more +expected an answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the +pulpit, 'Do you feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden +alarm. + +'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as +she vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were. + +'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell +every stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before. + +'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose +to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this +question, as you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my +advertisement.' + +'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was +this practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you +remember?' + +'Of course I remember.' + +'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the +situation. I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office +where there is a restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind +is always accepted as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her +behind for awhile. The other reason is, that these terms of yours +afforded me a plausible excuse for escaping (for a short time) the +company of a woman I had been mistaken in marrying.' + +'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired. + +'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool +last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an +architect.' + +'Where did she come from?' + +'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had +been married a week.' + +'She was ugly, I imagine?' + +'She is not an ugly woman by any means.' + +'Up to the ordinary standard?' + +'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while +we quarrelled and separated.' + +'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a +little sarcasm. + +'I did not.' + +'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.' + +Manston looked as if he began to think her questions put of place; +however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her +so, but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as +London and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and +though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always +intended to tell you the whole truth; and this was when I was going +to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of +your affairs should have proved the risk to be a safe one to run.' + +She bowed. + +'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare +to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging +you by the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to +hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters +stood till three nights ago; I was then walking home from the +pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along +close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage window, I saw my wife: +she had found out my address, and had thereupon determined to follow +me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in, next +morning early she left again--' + +'Because you treated her so cavalierly?' + +'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of +her, madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady +who had received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they +remained locked within him as within a casket of steel. + +'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr Manston?' she continued. + +'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.' + +'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has +not passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?' + +'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain +income when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre +as before our marriage, and in her maiden name.' + +'Has she any friends?' + +'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here +on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going +to do much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.' + +A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe. + +'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to +concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise +from your misleading me and getting the office you hold)--' + +'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming +here, I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the +Institute of Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old +address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was +forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed +as if this was put in my way on purpose, by some old friend or +other. I answered the advertisement certainly, but I was not +particularly anxious to come here, nor am I anxious to stay.' + +Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly +persuasion with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the +Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of +the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to +hide a failing heart. + +'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be +overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say +this much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, +as well as in yourself.' + +'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in +the dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous +experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en +masse, had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by +the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest +Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, as an unmarried man; an +interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near +Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate +as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, he +had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have +power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take +his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any +sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be +troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's +happiness. + +'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in the +world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should +sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of +your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests +altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that +you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, +as if you loved her; you understand. I WISH you to stay here if you +grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.' + +The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of +defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he +controlled himself and said, in his natural voice-- + +'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.' + +'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers +will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.' + +After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished +to put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and +retired. + +He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was +convinced that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the +single exception of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide +even from himself), had never served him in better stead than it had +done that night. + +Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the +bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he +calmed himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter +to his wife:-- + + 'KNAPWATER, + November 21, 1864. + +'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty +visit to me. + +'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and +your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After +all, it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly +as you did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound +me. + +'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is +hardly worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage +you may have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of +superfluous things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make +a talk in this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been +keeping house separately. + +'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that +can occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and +the remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in +London the night before, and we will come down together by the mid- +day train--Your very affectionate husband, + + 'AENEAS MANSTON. + +'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.' + +The address on the envelope was-- + +MRS. MANSTON, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON, + LONDON, N. + +He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the +country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, +instead of troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as +heretofore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a +secret. + +7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER + +But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of +another matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the +journey. + +The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he +had left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important +business engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that +gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had +suggested to his wife, had, in the interim, been appropriated by his +correspondent. The meeting could not now be put off. + +So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could +not be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would +entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night +as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road +Station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening. + +The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which +she said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. +Having already written his second letter, which was by that time in +her hands, he made no further reply. + +The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it +become generally known in the village that he was a married man, and +by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past +secrecy upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the +story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and +justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his +neighbours, that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity +to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extinguished. + + + +X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M. + +Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to +her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing +the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in +a complex drama form the subject of this record. + +The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst +taking his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing +to eight, the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood +waiting ready at the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the +column of Bradshaw which showed the details and duration of the +selected train's journey. + +The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the +aid of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much +more carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new- +comer been Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife. + +He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger +ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular +place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. +By this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at +Carriford Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by +the second half of the train, containing the third-class passengers, +and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous +one, by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really be +brought. + +He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to +return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished +his breakfast, gave proper and precise directions to his servant on +the preparations that were to be made for the lady's reception, +jumped into his gig, and drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at +Chettlewood. + +He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help +turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. +Whilst he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and +sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few +seconds; then, as on previous occasions, it was resolutely +repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again +endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl whose beauty +and grace had so enslaved him. + +Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston +reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at +Chettlewood, ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the +platform, dreary with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign +that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and +conduct home. + +The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her +umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the +chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed +all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more +irritated in that this seemed a second and culminating instance of +her husband's neglect--the first having been shown in his not +fetching her. + +Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order +to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her +luggage, except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her +husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one +of the porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her +bag: he offered to do it himself. + +The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. +Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably +have preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her +companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a +longer period than two or three minutes together. + +He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the +effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the +station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the +inhabitants of the parish. + +He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief +possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As +first among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye. + +After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in +his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had +been saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well +the handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited +for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only +one in the parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. + +'He rather liked her you think?' + +The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to +correct the error. + +'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly. + +'Not more than he does about me?' + +'Not a bit.' + +'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood +still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had +recalled to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and +walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the +station. + +The porter stood still and looked surprised. + +'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said +plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the +deserted road. + +'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of +resignation. Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned +about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh. + +It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks +to hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the +mask of indifference. + +Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a +weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to +execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be +frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical +hour of action. + +'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she +murmured again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves. + +'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter. + +'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by +this time, I imagine?' + +'Very near now, ma'am.' + +They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew +mournfully and chill. + +Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The +porter stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited. + +Nobody came. + +Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series +of rappings--less forcible, but more sustained. + +There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light +visible; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the +passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about +her feet upon the floor of the porch. + +The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not +expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later +train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then +locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her +friends. + +'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the +fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had +resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the passages +inside. + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +'Who keeps it?' + +'Farmer Springrove.' + +'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold, +and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on +anybody's account, gentle or simple.' + +They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of +Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was +verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months +earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making +cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now +intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low +sough of the elms, and the occasional creak of the swinging sign. + +They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the +cold, than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the +coldest of winter winds. + +It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from +London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of +voices his father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A +picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was +visible in old Mr. Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a +stranger. + +Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for +Edward was immediately named as being ready for her, another being +adaptable for Edward, should he come in. + +Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or +even lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up +to her apartment, the chambermaid preceding her. + +'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she +had come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.' + +'Yes, ma'am.' + +The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before +the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. +Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. + +'Bring me some brandy,' she said. + +The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a +tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed +a single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if +still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. + +Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to +listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself. + +'This is welcome home!' she said. + +2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M. + +A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. + +During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. +Springrove had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded +piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many +years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste. + +The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in +the sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary +way, and now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the +plot. + +It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival, +and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine +temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost +too near the back of the house for its continuance to be unattended +with risk; for though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air +remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house +might possibly carry a spark across. + +'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round +before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the +truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes +to wash it into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the +back field to burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than +the ashes would be worth.' + +'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on. + +Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, +he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and +barring up for the night, he made a final and more careful +examination. The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs +of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as +long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the +quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there +could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible +substance, though it were no more than a yard off. + +The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the +same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap +smoked in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the +farmer looked towards it, but less carefully than on the first +night. + +The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its +old smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there +seemed a probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the +morrow. + +After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and +hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove return to the front door to +listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the +railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had +not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which +intelligence the old man concluded that he would probably not see +his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto made a point of +coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston. + +Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same +time going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked +round and in at the back of the house. + +The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in +passing; two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was +about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there +was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train, +unlikely as it was that he would be so delayed. The old man +thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to his usual matters +indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten o'clock. + +Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a +heap of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for +many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a +powdery charcoal ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of +combustion beyond the volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the +continuance of this quiet process is throughout its length at the +mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, +by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame so brisk as to +consume the whole in an hour or two. + +Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the +door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from +its summit, a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a +considerable heat had arisen inside. + +As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses +adjoining the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and +spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road +till he came to a gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. +Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he +had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw +behind him a clear red glow indicating the position of the couch- +heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and diminishing in +brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly +lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he +should not care to have a fire so near them as that--and the wind +rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the +station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road +was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning, when +the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability +of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. + +By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if +the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity +for devastation. + +At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard +amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed +brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another +breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous +and weak, then continuous and strong. + +At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of +ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the +houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. + +Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a +distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly +on the ground. + +Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even +now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature +does few things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment +fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of +mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house, +and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. + +A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits +and seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel- +wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the +wind; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable +that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a +piggery at the end. Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time- +honoured hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe; +but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood +and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became +ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of +the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty +seconds. + +3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M. + +A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three +Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was +made, the rush was a rush for bare life. + +A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts +were heard. + +Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler +and chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been +stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; +it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again +overhung at the eaves, which were finished with heavy oak barge- +boards; every atom in its substance, every feature in its +construction, favoured the fire. + +The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, +bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased +tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long +quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the +end of the house; the square outline of the church tower, on the +other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a +sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object +against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the flag- +staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out +from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light. + +Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The +lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of +the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, +Mr. Raunham. + +Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the +men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. +Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one +in the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little +trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, +and the puny instrument began to play. + +Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid +faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the +confusion a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or +four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled +them indescribably. Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the +horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a +face streaming with blood, ghastly and pitiful to see, his +excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception +of how, when, or where he came by the wound. + +The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the +furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the +parlour, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few +chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light +articles; but these were all. + +Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a +deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying +in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages +adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from +the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt +of water was as nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the +thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and +dived through to the rafters. + +Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?' + +He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had +been standing a few minutes earlier. + +'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice. + +'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God, +find him! Help here!' + +A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in +defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced +themselves through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found +the object of their search lying senseless on the floor of the +passage. + +To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a +basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover +consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No +sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window- +frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames. +Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door +started into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light +penetrated the centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames +rushed forth. + +Then the staircase fell. + +'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice. + +'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others. + +'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.' + +'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from +behind. It was the chambermaid's. + +Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, +and threw his hands up wildly. + +'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I +tried to fetch her out, but I fell.' + +An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly +by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which +followed his words. + +An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one +intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured +over them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a +crash, pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front +wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a +cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of +flame followed the uproar of the fall. + +'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again, +incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, +had a reply been volunteered. + +The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the +dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible +materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat +in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the +conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and +helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with +minds full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward +again with the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving +goods from the houses adjoining, which it was evident were all +doomed to destruction. + +The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap +of red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the +church clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the +bewildered chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, +wandered through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth +Psalm. + +4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M. + +Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in +no very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in +Knapwater Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was +more than disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him. + +Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever +fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never +again fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this +dilemma, hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest +itself to him; married as he was, he was near Cytherea. + +He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, +timing the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach +Carriford Road Station just soon enough to meet the last London +train. + +He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the +horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; +then the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing +that its origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing. + +Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered. + +'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce +such a raging flame so suddenly.' + +He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features +in the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, +and the excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its +direction, not being an old inhabitant of the district, or a +countryman used to forming such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of +the light shortened its real remoteness to an apparent distance of +not more than half: it seemed so near that he again stopped his +horse, this time to listen; but he could hear no sound. + +Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to +an angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical +horizon, he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in +possession of further knowledge, having however assumed in the +interim, that the fire was somewhere between Carriford Road Station +and the village. + +The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He +was at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the +steward's position, but nearing the same point as that to which +Manston tended. The younger Edward Springrove was returning from +London to his father's house by the identical train which the +steward was expecting to bring his wife, the truth being that +Edward's lateness was owing to the simplest of all causes, his +temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey for +the sake of travelling at third-class fare. + +Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and +he was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in +which he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his +long engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those +few days of ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and +tied his tongue till speaking was too late. + +'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself +as he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable +folly!' + +An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or +seven years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself +to yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of +himself, though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were +men, sometimes women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in +spite of a fashion which pervades the whole community at the present +day--the habit of exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but +diverse, the fact remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and +that in many of the sentiments of life the difference of sex is but +a difference of degree. + +But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still +continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, +or rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were +probably too unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a +woman. Thereupon, he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by +wandering away to the heroines of poetical imagination, and took no +further thought on the earthly realization of his formless desire, +in more homely matters satisfying himself with his cousin. + +Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke: + + 'Tis She, and here + Lo! I unclothe and clear + My wishes' cloudy character.' + +Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the +judgment cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending +the situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already +treachery to the new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest +of their sex, but there are very few of them. Cytherea was one. + +On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these +things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations' +soon tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the +strong necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence +of which was ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he +obtained a situation as assistant to an architect in the +neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the duties would not begin till +after the lapse of a month. + +He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the +intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found +himself on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope +of getting a last glimpse of Cytherea there. + +5. MIDNIGHT + +It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. +The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang +as he crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform. + +The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had +returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as +he entered, and immediately came towards him. + +'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said. + +The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation. + +'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said. + +'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said +Manston. + +'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.' + +The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train. + +'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk. + +Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the +question without having heard it. + +'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You +can't see the flames from this station on account of the trees, but +step on the bridge--'tis tremendous!' + +He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which +came in the next minute. + +The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up +his ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man +with a black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the +door, down the steps, and struck out into the darkness. + +'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had +returned. The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the +steward's thoughts after him. + +'He's an architect.' + +'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,' +Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again. + +'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.' + +'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself, +and considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled +his mind. + +The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as +Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from +his thoughts. + +'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my +rival,' he pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to +him, into the luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and +putting in one box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, +Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process-- + +'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.' + +He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, +mounted the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater +Park. + +The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. +He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the +crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the +conflagration. + +Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from +the right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been +walking in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on +approaching nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector. + +Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer +originally, who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed +poacher. + +'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of +the way. + +'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man. + +'Yes.' + +'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern +you, sir.' + +'Well, well.' + +'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?' + +'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this +time, I suppose.' + +The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned +his face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to +Manston's. + +'Yes, she did come,' he said. . . . 'I beg pardon, sir, but I +should be glad of--of--' + +'What?' + +'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.' + +'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.' + +'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't +know what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.' + +'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a +security.' + +'Oh!' + +'Let me go on,' said Manston. + +'Thy wife is DEAD; that's 'the rest o' the news,' said the labourer +slowly. He waited for a reply; none came. + +'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy +house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called +up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.' + +'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly. + +Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure +strikes the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer +sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the +possibility of such an unmoved David as this. + +Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, +and ran on foot to the site of the fire. + +The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, +and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what +furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being +already on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, +but it was small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the +rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and +torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings +relative to the removal of goods into the church, and with the other +was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the +puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue +was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear +countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming +faces of the toiling villagers. + +'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping +into the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him +aside. 'Is she burnt?' repeated Manston. + +'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of +burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon +her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.' + +'Why was she here?' said Manston. + +'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the +door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the +fact being that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. +She then came back to the inn and went to bed.' + +'Where's the landlord?' said Manston. + +Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and +corroborated the evidence given by the rector. + +'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward. + +'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--' + +'What do you think?' + +'She was much put out about something.' + +'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in +reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and +retired from the shining light. + +Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means +at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each +presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking +ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass-- +glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other. + +A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here-- +steam. There was present what is not observable in towns-- +incandescence. + +The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong +smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the +villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now +stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by +the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the +level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall +dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely +against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on +the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a mellower, +ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning +gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten +church in the background. + +The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of +the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for +the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved +from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for +them, and they accordingly were gathered there. + +6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M. + +Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the +churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building. + +He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in +the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by +its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills +on the same side. The only light burning inside the church was a +small tallow candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of +the building to that in which Manston had sat down, and near where +the furniture was piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by +the ruddier light from the ruins, making the weak flame to appear +like the moon by day. + +Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by +his son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They +were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was +relinquished for that of the houses burnt. + +This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built +under the following circumstances:-- + +Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages +afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village +street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of +a large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.' + +The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea +that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and +accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable +inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject to the payment of a +merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives, on condition that +he built his own cottage, and delivered it up intact at the end of +the term. + +Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, +either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives +were added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the +manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, +as one of the chief provisions for his old age. + +The steward had become interested in the following conversation:-- + +'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.' + +The words came from Edward in an anxious tone. + +'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man +gloomily. + +'Not?' the son asked. + +'Not one!' said the farmer. + +'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?' + +'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, +which had been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for +some years, gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other +fire-offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the +uncertainty and greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever +since then I have been continually intending to go to another +office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?' + +'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more +uneasily. + +'No, not particularly,' said his father absently. + +'Where are they?' + +'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among +other things.' + +'Well, we must see to that at once.' + +'What do you want?' + +'The key.' + +They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and +then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner +under the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding +the candle, whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one +of the drawers, and spread the first out before him. + +'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will +be sufficient. The terms of all are the same.' + +Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for +some time; then aloud and slowly as follows:-- + +'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and +administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John +Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto +the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear +yearly rent of ten shillings and sixpence. . . . at the several +times hereinbefore appointed for the payment thereof respectively. +And also shall and at all times during the said term well and +sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and +all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be +erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without +exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the +determination of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald +Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.' + +They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church +without speaking. + +Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the +farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of +sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to +step aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if +he chose to do so. + +'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached. + +'Mr. Manston, the steward.' + +Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the +younger man. Their faces came almost close together: one large +flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long +dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upwards +against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met +those of the other. Edward had learnt, by a letter from home, of +the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of +it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That marriage was now +nought. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt +an instinctive enmity towards him--he would hardly own to himself +why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and +looked keenly and inscrutably at him. + +7. ONE TO TWO A.M. + +Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. +Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at +once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. + +Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, +cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour +out the soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is +dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was +selfishly and inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for +the recent catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during +a period of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a +passionate outburst of feeling. + +Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and +then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his +part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the +night. + +Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, +arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with +a certain number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes +were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be +done towards searching them at that hour of the night. He turned +homeward again, in the company of the rector, who had considerately +persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised +that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three +Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of +his unfortunate wife. + +Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning. + + + +XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS + +1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH + +The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came +without bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and +crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and +modern manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. + +He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, +and to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the +search for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be +delayed an instant. + +He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if +the death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of +necessity deeply lament; and when all under this head that social +form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material +damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy +it. + +It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she +spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of +bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto +forbidden her this tone: the demeanour of the subject of her +favouritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was +entirely a changed man. + +'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said. + +'Well, I am,' he answered shortly. + +'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?' + +He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added. + +'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is +dead,' Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully. + +'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve +it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in +one of his letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to +speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued, +after a short interval of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you +will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavouring to win the +love of a young lady living about you, one in whom I am much +interested already.' + +'Cytherea!' + +'Yes, Cytherea.' + +'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?' + +'Yes.' + +Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to +rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward +quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love +her.' + +She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand +moving indecisively at her side. + +'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for +that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they +tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to +her attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well +as of inquiry; but none of jealousy. + +'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was +just that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you +did not give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a +mien and tone of pride. + +Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. + +'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of +my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual +motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late +wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to +retain an office which brings me greater comforts than any I have +enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though +I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it +still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of +another woman.' + +He waited for her to speak: she did not. + +'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss +Graye's love,' he went on. + +'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once +want to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it +will soon be made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only +half attended to Manston's last statement. + +'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the +steward. + +'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's +nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it off.' + +'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly. + +His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said +haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has +been to see her YOUR wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to +bring about such a result.' + +'But it must be MADE your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice, +looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her +past. + +One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that +peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when, +after having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's +position, she suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was +thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward. + +'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered. + +'I know all,' he said. + +'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't +tell you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?' +She reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will +not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in +a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the +time: it was chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to +know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. O, can YOU +threaten me?' she added softly, as if she had for the moment +forgotten to whom she had been speaking. + +'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his +eyes from her. + +An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret, +obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so +when I schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till +I found you were married. O, how can you! O!. . . O!' She wept; +and the weeping of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of +a man. + +'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most +absurd thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I +knew all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly +I found that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter +of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was +required was the mere spark of life, to make of a bundle of +perceptions an organic whole.' + +'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can +you threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you +readily without a threat!' + +'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your +indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.' + +'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.' + +He took her hand, and held it gently. + + * * * + +'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become +calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may +make him, but only in one way.' + +'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!' + +'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for +the last two or three years?' + +'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have +been promptly paid, haven't they?' + +'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which +are burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might +compel him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest +case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to +that,' he continued. + +'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, +directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the +park?' + +'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer +Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for +him.' + +'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.' + +'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly. + +Miss Aldclyffe changed colour. + +'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said. + +'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered. +'But why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long +before it was yours? What must I do?' + +'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. +Springrove, which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he +will be expected to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. +See him yourself, in order that the proposals made may not appear to +be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring +up the subject of the houses. To rebuild them would be a matter of +at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we +are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then +tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling an old +tenant like his father to any such painful extreme--there shall be +no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then +speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, +and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with +hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, +as some return for your consideration towards his father. Don't +suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you +of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise +to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and +get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely +renouncing her.' + +'She has already asked him to do that.' + +'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to +fulfil his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think +it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of +me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote +me the first evening I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I +could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married +to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me--perhaps +before; a woman's pride is soon wounded.' + +'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more +particularly what's the law upon the houses?' + +'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case +stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I +want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes +away from home again.' + +She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he +became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of +the carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of +Cytherea Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes +inquiringly. + +'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered. + +Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went +towards the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and +probing. + +2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND + +The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise +that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the +unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. + +Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and +chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one +glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted +sparks and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. +It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body +would survive the effect of the hot coals, and after a search +pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of +Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her +fate. + +The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a +few coins, and two charred and blackened bones. + +Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was +held at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury +of the chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the +only remaining one in the village--was crowded to excess by the +neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who +could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties +being present as listeners. + +The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded +in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished +coffin lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an +adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in +with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's +own doing. + +Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without +the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and +deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a +Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to +him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second +floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week +in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if +he wished for any guarantee of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, +Knapwater Park. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out. +She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time. At the +end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his +house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day, +telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She paid +all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week +previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only +took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, +when she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, +with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. + +Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that +he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get +out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. +She stood beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The +luggage, consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with +canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at +finding nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to +accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater +Park. He was just off duty at that time, and offered to go himself. +The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs. +Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the +door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston's house being closed. + +Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and +commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward. + +The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his +nervously thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and +the mere spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had +contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sickness. A perfect +silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke. + +His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, +and asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood +in the passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room +was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the +staircase, when Mrs. Manston followed her up to the room. He did +not speak ten words with her altogether. + +Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son +Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught +sight of her shadow moving about the room. + +THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman +undressing?' + +SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It +moved backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or +merely pacing up and down the room.' + +Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she +preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went +out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring +a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought +it up, and put it on the dressing-table. + +THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came +back?' + +'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when +she came in.' + +'Did she begin to undress before you left?' + +'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and +was on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does +sometimes when pulled off?' + +'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?' + +'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for +she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters +at all.' + +'And did you hear or see any more of her?' + +'No more, sir.' + +Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in +accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made +comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on +Monday night. Mr. Manston told her that himself and Mrs. Manston +would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and +that supper was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early, +she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. Leat the +postmistress. + +Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he +had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at +the station when she came. The broken watch produced was his +wife's--he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other +signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the +locks of her two boxes. + +Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. +Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in +the evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was +going to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was +coming by the last train that night. + +The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The +small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the +other the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone +that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to +the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they +were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burning +by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable, +which being of wood, as well as the floor, burnt after it had +fallen, and consumed the body with it. + +Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony. + +The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that +the deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the +burning of the Three Tranters Inn. + +3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON + +When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end +of the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to +the park, a distance of about a stone's-throw. + +'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.' + +'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a +misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it +breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would +God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were +morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and +for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice +became broken. + +'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston. + +'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued. + +'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than +unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and +solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to +yours, different in nature as it is.' + +'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in +place again?' + +'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.' + +'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man, +with more agitation in his voice. + +'Yes, exactly.' + +'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of +how she means to treat me?' + +'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of +her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather +peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth +perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I +should hardly think more.' + +The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along +the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's +cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had +temporarily taken refuge. + +The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself +perceptible. Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the +whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could +be drawn from him. Edward continually discovered him looking +fixedly at the wall or floor, quite unconscious of another's +presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically, +and with the same abstraction. + +4. DECEMBER THE THIRD + +The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his +son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the +conversation with the steward. + +'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently. +'I'll see Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that +you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it, +that Miss Aldclyffe will do any such unjust thing.' + +Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along +the high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of +a short cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a +few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, +and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes +cognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the +time, though they appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. +It was a yellow, lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the +quarter when morning and evening seem to meet together without the +intervention of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth +Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in +the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard +behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the +prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the +boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front +of him. + +He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to +request a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly +addressed him on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune +for your father' she said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his +insurances expire?' + +'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the +general terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of +the fire, the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding +the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, +to the extent of some hundreds of pounds?' + +She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then +repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. +Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place +in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had +reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. + +'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said. + +'They are not conditions exactly.' + +'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.' + +'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's +negligence.' + +'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all +rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me +comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes +upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but +Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and myself.' + +Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly +not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become +an educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view +society from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in +Carriford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's +unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully +conscious of the labyrinth into which he had wandered between his +wish to behave honourably in the dilemma of his engagement to his +cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his love for Cytherea, +Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case. +He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth. + +And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any +second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she +were prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her +haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. +By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by +compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into +the work. + +A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and +tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and +evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain +herself as mistress, she descended to an action the meanness of +which haunted her conscience to her dying hour. + +'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether +what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, +at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye +particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this +matter.' + +Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward +was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of +mind, even through so dangerous a medium. + +'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness, +'tells me clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.' + +'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men +are like that.' + +'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first +speech. + +'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with +sarcastic archness. + +Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he +rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his +antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the +early evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a +keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, +as Mary Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again +answered her honestly. + +'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.' + +'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!' + +'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be +strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that +intimacy could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack +of love--love is only suppressed.' + +'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's +pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is +often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft +insidiousness. + +This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he +had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own +it. + +'I had never thought of it,' he said. + +'And don't believe it?' + +'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.' + +She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly-- + +'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my +intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss +Hinton not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love +Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even +more than I do you. I did not mean to drag her name into the affair +at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of +dismissal to you--for it was a most pronounced dismissal--not on +account of your engagement. She is old enough to know that +engagements can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote +it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not with any +idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.' + +'Who?' + +'Mr. Manston.' + +'Good ---! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she +hadn't seen him!' + +'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could +prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went +voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed +for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him +than she went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should +not see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen +desperately in love with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young +girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county. +Why else should she not have written to you before?' + +'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection +between me and my cousin until then.' + +'I must think she did.' + +'On what ground?' + +'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very +first day she came to live with me.' + +'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that +the day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should +part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--' + +'A remarkably handsome and talented man.' + +'Yes, I admit that.' + +'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing +him.' + +'Yes, just when she had seen him.' + +'And been to his house alone with him.' + +'It is nothing.' + +'And stayed there playing and singing with him.' + +'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.' + +'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a +letter referring to a secret appointment with him.' + +'Never, by God, madam! never!' + +'What do you say, sir?' + +'Never.' + +She sneered. + +'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very +trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is +truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor +herself. You shall learn that she DID write him a letter concerning +an assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be +considerate enough to lend it me.' + +'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would +cause a young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!' + +She flushed a little. + +'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea +didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the +parish, that he was married.' + +'Of course she didn't.' + +'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly +afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. +It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her +attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in +quenching them.' + +'We'll hope that he did.' + +'But circumstances are changed now.' + +'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly. + +'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has +a perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that +is to say.' + +Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's +faith was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it +gratified her. + +Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his +interview with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him. + +'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked, +gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.' + +'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than +you are, many years older, and I know many things.' + + + +Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised +his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, +Edward slowly went his way into the village, and approached his +cousin's house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. +He had been waiting there for more than half-an-hour. His eye +kindled quickly. + +'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine +tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently, +they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in +some direction or another. + +'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced +cheerfulness. + +'But must we rebuild?' + +'It seems we must, father.' + +The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, +without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished +in him again. When Edward went in he found his father with the +bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them +up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only +to remove them again. + +Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she +watched the farmer-- + +'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if +anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you +and I have in the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward +felt more bound up with her after that remark. + +She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before +the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me +away to you when we are married.' + +For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as +to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse +the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness +as well as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, +how little he had thought of his father's peace of mind! + +The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began +asking his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what +might induce Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of +her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose +course it behoved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once +turned his eyes on Edward's face: their expression was woful: the +pupils were dilated and strange in aspect. + +'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth +time, increasing the sadness of his listeners. + +An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a +letter, addressed-- + + 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.' + +'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had +recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an +offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to +make that the way into the park.' + +Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a +supreme effort of self-command-- + +'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing +connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send +it to-night.' + +His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly +afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward +opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. + +The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting, +addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was +the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his +house by the thunderstorm-- + + 'KNAPWATER HOUSE, + September 20th. + +'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I +promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. + 'C. GRAYE.' + +Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule +observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence +seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could +have been. + +He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject +of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss +Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural +enough under the trying experience, concluded that because the lady +was truthful in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be +right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that +Cytherea--the hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, +looked with something more than indifference upon the extremely +handsome face and form of Manston. + +Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself +to love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her +love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in +her old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she +knew it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man +to whom it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the +result of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have +called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had +been patent to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own +knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, +conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his +arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances +had rested upon him--his upon her. + +Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing +Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it +through. He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore +the date of the letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it +the phrase, 'All the day long I have been thinking,' afforded +justifiable ground for assuming that it was written subsequently to +the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter one) to the steward. + +But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the +genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It +was a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love: + + 'Love is not love + Which alters when it alteration finds.' + +But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had +died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her +could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. + +Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole +matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from +Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. +Taken in connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, +Cytherea, her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the +ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward. + +5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH + +Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly +from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing +in his ears. + +Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon +the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward +concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and +gone out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the +outer doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it +empty. Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little +back parlour, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were +deposited, and looked in at the door. Here, near the window, the +shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father +leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body +nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were +ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the leases of the houses +destroyed. + +His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the +young man as his face came into the faint light. + +'Edward, why did you get up so early?' + +'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.' + +The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to +become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his +eyes, he said-- + +'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, +this will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about +the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery +now. God help us--all misery now!' + +Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary +daylight outside. + +'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home +makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this +troubles me besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up +her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she +doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you +are going to marry her?' + +'Nothing at all lately.' + +'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. +You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or +last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so +patiently and so long--you are almost called upon to say you are +ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to walk up +to church wi' her one of these mornings, get the thing done, and go +on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the +sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little +freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, divided as they were +between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just +think about it, will ye, Ted?' + +He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of +his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. + +'Yes, I will,' said Edward. + +'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the +farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must +know the rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like +seeing her, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder +what she'll say to me.' + +The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father +asked her what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to +Manston: her character was not that of a woman who shrank from a +proposition she had once laid down. If his father were to say to +her that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the +year, and had given her a promise to that effect, she would say, +'Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt: we'll let them go: trouble +no more about them.' + +His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are +talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide +if she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in +my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.' + +'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the +farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.' + +6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH + +Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart, +two had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at +this time. + +It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit +to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. +Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat +at the window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, +which had been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss +Aldclyffe, that she might not be driven into that lady's presence +against her will. She leant with her face on her hand, looking out +into the gloomy grey air. A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame +of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one side of her face and neck +like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the +other side of the same fair face, which received from the window the +faint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow from the fire had +a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite of it. There the +shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. + +The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood +which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a +peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some +answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did +not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a +lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her +otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on +some morning of this particular week was, that hearing of his return +to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an +interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last few +days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of +the postman's arrival. + +The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge +from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the +wicket, dive through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk +across it without reference to paths--as country postmen do--and +come to the porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat, +and turn away towards the village, without hindering himself for a +single pace. + +Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and +carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss +Aldclyffe's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been +depicted by sounds. + +She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She +thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to +see me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.' + +A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than +usual. 'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden, +as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, +and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein. + +A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered. + +'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were +moving yet, miss.' + +'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the +utterance of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I +shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner.' + +She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's +bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in +bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at +her letters. + +'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,' +said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child, +if you like,' she continued, yawning factitiously. + +'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was +likely to be a letter for me.' + +From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she +tremblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope +addressed to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day +before, after the decision he had come to on an impartial, and on +that account torturing, survey of his own, his father's, his cousin +Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cytherea's, position. + +The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when +she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young +lady before her a wan desolate look of agony. + +The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak +truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper +course. That I regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is +hardly necessary for me to say.' + + + +XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS + +1. DECEMBER TO APRIL + +Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. +Christmas had passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given +place to more dreary winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in +rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period +of pink dawns and white sunsets; with the third week in April the +cuckoo had appeared, with the fourth, the nightingale. + +Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new +office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of +Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide +Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. + +The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at +Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of +the decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in +front of her, and beside Miss Hinton. + +The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in +the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss +Aldclyffe; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the +service. + +It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes +under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been +treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, +friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy-- +racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the first +Psalm and came to the verse-- + + 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, + With timely fruit doth bend, + He still shall flourish, and success + All his designs attend.' + +Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but +could she help singing the words in the depths of her being, +although the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side? + +Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness +under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her +extreme foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be +simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to +men in general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to +kiss the rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating +doctrines in the Sermon on the Mount. + +As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, +it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love +is in itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his +cousin's book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic-- + + 'O, what hast thou of her, of her + Whose every look did love inspire; + Whose every breathing fanned my fire, + And stole me from myself away!' + +Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church +early, and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her +ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would +nevertheless live: 'My nature is one capable of more, far more, +intense feeling than hers! She can't appreciate all the sides of +him--she never will! He is more tangible to me even now, as a +thought, than his presence itself is to her!' She was less noble +then. + +But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart +till the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she +even tried to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one +another very dearly. + +The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, +Manston continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued +in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had +not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss +seemed so to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as +a heavy sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His +conduct was uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, +as the date of the catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a +different aspect towards her. He always contrived to obliterate by +his manner all recollection on her side that she was comparatively +more dependent than himself--making much of her womanhood, nothing +of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion offered, and +full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not officious. +In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her +friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest +symptom of the old love to be apparent. + +Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on +his behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. + +2. THE THIRD OF MAY + +She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the +private grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; +it overlooked the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their +undisturbed reflection in the smooth still water. Here the old and +young maid halted; here they stood, side by side, mentally imbibing +the scene. + +The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, +blackbirds, and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and +twitter. The road was spotted white with the fallen leaves of +apple-blossoms, and the sparkling grey dew still lingered on the +grass and flowers. Two swans floated into view in front of the +women, and then crossed the water towards them. + +'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite +involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds' +graceful advance. + +'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath +the water, working with the greatest energy.' + +'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference +to direction which we associate with a swan.' + +'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of +something.' + +'Of what?' + +'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.' + +Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as +circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. +She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden +appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a +death, was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things. + +'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently. + +'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly. + +'Mr. Manston attracted by me NOW?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze. + +'Didn't you know it?' + +'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six +months.' + +'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or +method, or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as +"falling in love." He does not want his love to be observed just +yet, on the very account you mention; but conceal it as he may from +himself and us, it exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure +you.' + +'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,' +said Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. + +'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great +burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you +both.' + +A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before +Manston's arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims, +checked Cytherea's utterance for awhile. + +'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss +Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach +you can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.' + +Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid +of him. She wanted to be alone. + +'Do you want me here?' she said. + +'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said +Miss Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear. +There's nothing in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. +Manston's honourable conduct towards his wife and yourself, with +Springrove towards his betrothed and yourself, and then see which +appears the more worthy of your thoughts.' + +3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE + +The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly +defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance +was necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next +to impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive +repugnance towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though +she may not be inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so +alarmed at the sight of him as to render a meeting and conversation +with her more than a matter of difficulty. + +Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was +very religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever +converted by argument, but there is a single one which will make any +Laodicean in England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books +and become a zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart +can be seen from his pew. + +Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery, +everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, +as in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, +though she felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to +heighten its effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the +evanescence of female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. +'Handsome is that handsome does' he considered a proverb which +should be written on the looking-glass of every woman in the land. +'Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,' he said, in a +tone of playful sadness. 'They are beautiful. But I see these +things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are +gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face, +poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty years?" I say. +"Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think it is cruel +that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It seems +hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; be +food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow +up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss +Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love +I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that +I felt at the beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome +eyes. + +It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and +offer of his hand. + +She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him +enough to accept it. + +An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself +for what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave +of a mere lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should +they know of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a +ground for thinking less of his standing than before--he went home +to the Old House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. +Turning aside, he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water- +butt standing in the corner, and looked into it. The reflection +from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his face with the greenish +shades of Correggio's nudes. Staves of sunlight slanted down +through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful distinctness. +Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and tumbled +in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest; +perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at +most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four +hours. + +'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day +too? Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if +I move heaven and earth to do it!' + +Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first +place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that +would have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who +wished to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if +any rule at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men +collectively, is notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a +petted man, and to pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of +both kinds. Manston with Springrove's encouragement would have +become indifferent. Edward with Manston's repulses would have +sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her supreme +indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it completely disarmed +his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a +susceptible Princess. + +4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY + +Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her +brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement +of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a +twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to +give a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon. + + 'BUDMOUTH REGIS, + +Saturday. + +'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a +little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, +is sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from +you any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been +distressed by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we +went to Lulstead Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning +early. It is an unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and +the ankle. I had just found fresh symptoms of it when you were here +for that half-hour about a month ago--when you said in fun that I +began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to tell you then, +but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it was not +worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able +to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that +Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and +that I shall be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for +the best. How it came, what was its origin, or what it tends to, I +cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, if it is no +better. . .--Your loving brother, OWEN.' + +This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, +but suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter +from him, of which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:-- + +'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you +that it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give +you my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no +excuse whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am +worse than I say. This morning then, for the first time, I have +been obliged to stay away from the office. Don't be frightened at +this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that is wanted, and by nursing +myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of six months.' + +After a visit from her he wrote again:-- + +'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort +of rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its +cure. My leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have +been applied, and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall +be as right as ever in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run +up by the train to see you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss +Aldclyffe grumbles again about your being away, for I am going on +capitally. . . . You shall hear again at the end of the week.' + +At the time mentioned came the following:-- + +'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening +after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that +there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been +treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they +pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. +Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would +call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They +consulted together and then told me that rheumatism was not the +disease after all, but erysipelas. They then began treating it +differently, as became a different matter. Blisters, flour, and +starch, seem to be the order of the day now--medicine, of course, +besides. + +'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been +obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, +though, of course, it could not be avoided.' + +A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as +often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as +cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing +which might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter +from him then told her these additional facts:-- + +'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot +make out what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! +This suspense is wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you +for a day? Do come to me. We will talk about the best course then. +I am sorry to complain, but I am worn out." + +Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn +her brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that +Cytherea might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which +lay in her power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to +leave the room, and hasten to the station. + +'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one +word. Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?' + +'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously. + +'He proposed?' + +'Yes.' + +'And you refused him?' + +'Yes.' + +'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe +emphatically, 'and accept him before he changes his mind. The +chance which he offers you of settling in life is one that may +possibly, probably, not occur again. His position is good and +secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy one. You may not +be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not sure? My +father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me whist, +"When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten times as valuable +to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is +always the risk that you may never get another offer.' + +'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea. + +'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her +face glowing like fire. + +Cytherea laughed stealthily. + +'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is +Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you +overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you +might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will +please me VERY MUCH by giving him some encouragement. You +understand me, Cythie dear?' + +Cytherea was silent. + +'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your +promising that you will accept him some time this year, I will take +especial care of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?' + +'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room. + +She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned +to Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked +startlingly thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen +him before. The brother and sister had that day decided that +notwithstanding the drain upon their slender resources, another +surgeon should see him. Time was everything. + +Owen told her the result in his next letter:-- + +'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on +the head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the +secret lay in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal +three days ago (after taking chloroform). . . Thank God it is over. +Though I am so weak, my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I +shall be at work again? I asked the surgeons how long it would be +first. I said a month? They shook their heads. A year? I said. +Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. They would not, or +could not, tell me. But never mind. + +'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on +so drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!' + +She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note +to the Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and +sick at heart as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting +her. He asked politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She +tacitly acquiesced. During their walk he inquired the particulars +of her brother's illness, and with an irresistible desire to pour +out her trouble to some one, she told him of the length of time +which must elapse before he could be strong again, and of the lack +of comfort in lodgings. + +Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye, +I will not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they +say is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive +me, for I cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that +may suit you--any remote day you may name will satisfy me--and you +shall find him well provided for.' + +For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at +her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot +voluptuous nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he +might under a quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth +with a scorching white heat. She perceived how animal was the love +which bargained. + +'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly. + +5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same +dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad +visits. + +She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still +persisted in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now +that he saw how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was +the system of Dares at the Sicilian games-- + + 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round + Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, + Views all the approaches with observing eyes, + This and that other part again he tries, + And more on industry than force relies.' + +Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to +Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of +her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his +importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as +Owen's malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful +oscillations been kept, it would have rivalled in pathos the diary +wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with Opium--perhaps as +noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling dramatic power +has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and monotonously +lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the wellknown round +of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in famine and +drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny rooms. 'So +like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude seemed all +that the world could show her. + +Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her +brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual +truth concerning Owen's condition. + +The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been +thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might +still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. +But the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be +ruinous. + +'How long would it be?' she said. + +'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.' + +'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?' + +'Then he might be well in four or six months.' + +Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he +had borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half +that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open-- +her becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County +Hospital. + +Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about +for some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of +being Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out +from Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated +in the hospital. + +'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another +name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly +if anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you +together in a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as +well be apart again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious +maiden by relating horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor +people were cut off at a moment's notice, especially in cases where +the restorative treatment was likely to be long and tedious. + +'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added +reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why +do you selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path +which leads out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, +countenance you; no, I cannot.' + +Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but +this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's +eye sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that +perseverance, if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. + +6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST + +On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise +that the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had +seen her brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the +same hand. Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and +unceremonious call, as he could not have refrained from doing of any +person, of any kind, whose presence had served to help away the +tedious hours of a long day, and who had, moreover, shown that sort +of consideration for him which the accompanying basket implied-- +antecedent consideration, so telling upon all invalids--and which he +so seldom experienced except from the hands of his sister. + +How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, +and cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone? + +Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return +journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the +same place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured +brokenly her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he +might see her home was made. + +He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a +conditional kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of +it. 'Though I let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf, +seem dependent on my lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered +wooingly in the course of their walk, 'I could not conscientiously +adhere to my statement; it was said with all the impulsive +selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have me, or whether you +don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but kind to your +brother. . . . Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he +continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.' + +She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from +his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man +beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her +self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course +of common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was +reason in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a +woman's gratitude and her impulse to be kind. + +The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He +noticed it, and caught at the opportunity. + +They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the +midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the +only signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old +millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the +sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, +resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below +copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a +sky of pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay +towards the sun were overspread by a purple haze, against which a +swarm of wailing gnats shone forth luminously, rising upward and +floating away like sparks of fire. + +The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only +wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. +The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all +such temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority +to, a single entity under the sky. + +He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love +me? Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He +had never taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling +exceedingly as it held hers in its clasp. + +Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and +Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly +pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she +withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and +hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy +ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of +a hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the +middle of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, +purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with +mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their shrieks. . . +Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it now; it +was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in a +boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river--she knew +not whither. + +He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it. + +Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was +not going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite. + +7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER + +Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village +post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine +encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to +admire this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the +gravel behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and +entered. Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the +widow who acted as postmistress, walking about over her head. +Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but +before she had accomplished her object, another form stood at the +half-open door. Manston came in. + +'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully. + +'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the +stairs. + +'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a +moment,' he repeated. + +But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!' + +He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully +replaced it by her side. + +She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until +she had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was +now on her tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word +could be spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the +floor, and no remonstrance came. + +With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with +her, he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in +the tones of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that +it only showed its presence to herself, and left the house--putting +it out of her power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to +object to his late action of kissing her hand. + +The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. +In this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should +distress her unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few +pounds. A week ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but +that on the day on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there +was no hurry for a settlement, that 'his SISTER'S SUITOR had +guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said +Owen. + +He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired +for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough +advanced towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is +this Mr. Manston's doing?' he inquired. + +She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for +guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must +once and for all choose between the dictates of her understanding +and those of her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to +bursting, for her lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute, +that she might have tender counsel to guide her through this, her +great difficulty. + +As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite +the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in +conducting himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel +afterwards in making so light of her. She knew he had stifled his +love for her--was utterly lost to her. But for all that she could +not help indulging in a woman's pleasure of recreating defunct +agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and then. + +'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of +being morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.' + +But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; +and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate +circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from +poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. +Manston's wife. + +She did not love him. + +But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without +love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. + +'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Did anything nobler in her say so too? + +With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. +Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of +it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable +minister? + +By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two +hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would +do good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers. + +'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. +Manston.' + +Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic self- +abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content +in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was +what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the +perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this +indifference, as gushing natures will do under such circumstances, +as genuine resignation and devotedness. + +Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no +escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, +which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, +obscured on the outer side by the low hanging branches of the limes, +she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than +any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow. + +Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. +It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she +placed the letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day. + +The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter +of the day before:-- + + 'September 9, 1865. + +'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. +Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also +that in which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him? +Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured +man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you +continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way +of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against +your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.--Ever affectionately yours, +OWEN.' + +She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same +favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her +doom. Yet + + 'So true a fool is love,' + +that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen +at the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and +favour the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust +down. + +8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon +service at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the +Evening Hymn. + +Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats +forward from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and +Cytherea. + +The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in +Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She +looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards +and forwards like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then +at the village children singing too, their heads inclined to one +side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or +following the movement of a distant bough or bird with features +petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was +already regarding her with some purpose in his glance. + +'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later, +at the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, +Manston came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as +she stepped from it, the remainder of their progress to the door +being in contact with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered +behind. + +'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the +private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down +this way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?' + +She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded +path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to +the other gate of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time +the further gate was reached, the church was closed. They met the +sexton with the keys in his hand. + +'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the +keys unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.' + +The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into +the porch, and up the nave. + +They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way +interfere with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere +around them. Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: +the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west +window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, +the mildewed walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the +sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had +gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than +Cytherea's was then. + +'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last, +very sadly. + +'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of +achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are +such as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or +otherwise. + +'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a +world,' she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does +not induce me to be honest particularly.' + +He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her +eyes. + +'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically. + +'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?' + +'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.' + +'Not needlessly.' + +'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so +much, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?' + +'That can't be,' she said, turning away. + +He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done +for him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been +wondering whether it could not be managed for him to come to my +house to live for a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. +How pleasant it would be!' + +'It would.' + +He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her +hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It +would," so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him +there: I want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be +my wife! I cannot live without you. O Cytherea. my darling, my +love, come and be my wife!' + +His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to +a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong. + +She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.' + +'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath. + +'No; not next month.' + +'The next?' + +'No.' + +'December? Christmas Day, say?' + +'I don't mind.' + +'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, +cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. + +'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered +imploringly. + +'Why?' + +'We are too near God.' + +He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so +emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the +hollow building from the far end of the chancel. + +'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not +inappropriate to the place !' + +'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst +out so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?' + +'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No" +without losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again. + +'I don't know,' she absently murmured. + +'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we +are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have +the sweetness without the need.' + +She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark +now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he +locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way +out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house +together, but the great matter having been set at rest, she +persisted in talking only on indifferent subjects. + +'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of +the shrubbery. + +'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively. + +'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.' + +'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It +seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. + +'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still; +but never mind. Old Christmas Day.' + +9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER + +'There. It will be on a Friday!' + +She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It +was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's +successful solicitation of her hand. + +'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and +tell him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet, +looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards +the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards +remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded +impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house +directly, and went to search for him. + +Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they +worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a +distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now +that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished +almost she had never sought him on such an errand; in his business- +mood he was perhaps very stern. + +'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any +preface. + +'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not +being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and +led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On +a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? +That's nonsense.' + +'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other +day?' + +'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old +Christmas Eve?' + +'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?' + +'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have +promised to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.' +She spoke the words with a dignified impressiveness. + +'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the +worse of an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?' + +'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when +he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical +way, and wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the +proximity of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be +with Miss Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?' +she said prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him. + +'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the +avenue just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her. + +'Yes.' + +'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those +taciturn "Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are +as close as wax with me.' + +'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.' + +'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?' + +'Yes.' + +Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it +indeed? When is it to be?' + +'On Old Christmas Eve.' + +'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her +front, and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a +bride!' she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon +the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks. + +The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased +perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder +lady. + +Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old +Christmas Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you +don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a +bright future. . . How many weeks are there to the time?' + +'I have not reckoned them.' + +'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the +lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, +or something, about it, Bring me my diary, and we will count them at +once.' + +Cytherea silently fetched the book. + +Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, +and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of +December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no +appetite for the scene. + +'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the +first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday +fourth, Friday fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!' + +'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea. + +'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.' + +The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a +Friday,' she murmured in a reverie. + +'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. +'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be +thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a +Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally +available.' + +'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been +altered once already: I shall let it be.' + + + +XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN + +We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus +advanced more than a quarter of a year. + +On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife +of a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of +bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her +little bed, vainly endeavouring to sleep. + +She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied +past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and +months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a +vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard +faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true +to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach +Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called +hymeneal, she calmly owned. + +'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen +my brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has +been, uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the +dictates of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of +poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for +the same reason, to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material +comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not +supremely happy." + +''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew +what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows +up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed +shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation +of one's self by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to +marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my +heart; I know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a +single future. But why should I please my useless self overmuch, +when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than +I?' + +In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated +with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to +exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard +dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not +quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such +disturbances at critical periods of her existence. 'It is strange,' +she pondered, 'that this my last night in Knapwater House should be +disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind +having intervened.' + +As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some +one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. +She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the +maids, but they were without doubt all asleep. + +The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have +brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but +Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was +always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against +her will. + +The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and +was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling +of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then +a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the +breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees +outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate +rattling, ceased from that time. + +Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained +matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the +house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like +a man playing castanets or shaking dice. + +She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected +with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of +the kind?' + +During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that +she was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which +rattled at every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that +she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then +upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of +the executioner for his mask, but his form was like Manston's. + +'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light +struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To +settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day. + +She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The +evening previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a +piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The +hoary drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden +with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A +shoot of the diameter of a pin's head was iced as thick as her +finger; all the boughs in the park were bent almost to the earth +with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance; the walks +were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their +burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on +the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch +that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk. + +'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying +the bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their +true positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see +a drop collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, +and there become coagulated as the others had done. + +'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On +this morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the +great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it +possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as +this?' + +2. MORNING + +Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. +Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after +the first surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring +strength, though he could only as yet get about on crutches, or +ride, or be dragged in a chair. + +Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from +Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth, +which was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the +plan. The capricious old maid had latterly taken to the +contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at +first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her +power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the +ceremony pleasing and complete. + +But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole +proceeding. At eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House +almost upon his hands and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with +his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism. + +The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House +on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the +whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures +of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A +nervously-feeble imitation of its flicker was continually attempted +by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in rows and +groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines +nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step further +in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs just +gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome, +white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as the food she +manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by her +satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds +prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and +the light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor. + +The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the +hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner +of the dresser. + +'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't +be,' he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a +many-membered thought that had existed complete in his head. + +The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very +long toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the +unapproachable fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing. + +'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration +for things in general. + +'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level +ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy. +And I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis +murder to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into +the breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer. . . . Hullo--here's +Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and +picture a wedden if you can.' + +All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and +gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel +and Nebo. + +'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,' +said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven- +door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it +together with a clang. + +'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory +by a glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered. + +'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to +give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in +heaven or earth?' + +'---- Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett +cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without +looking at the fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or +earth, did you say? You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss +Aldclyffe," and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it +might be put off; putten off a thing isn't getten rid of a thing, if +that thing is a woman. O no, no!' + +The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. +The cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact +centre of a little crater of flour in a platter-- + +'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.' + +'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I +thought there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a +word, mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.' + +'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity. + +'D'ye think that's all?' + +'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil +of raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate +as sure as you cry Amen!' + +'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss +Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is); +"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!" +says she.' + +'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?' + +'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer +Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months +seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and +hawken, and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all +forsook. Serve him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.' + +'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!' + +'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so +rich that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in +half-pint cups.' + +'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the scullery- +maid. + +'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,' +continued the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the +process from a distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my +wife is the only one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton +came back from the wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out +large, and said she was Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had +no objection to keep on the house till the regular time of giving +notice had expired, or till he could get another tenant.' + +'Just like her independence,' said the cook. + +'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never +forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago now-- +years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was +at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy +orders, and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer," +says I, "little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?" +"O no, Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man-- +Farmer Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor +there; he's a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a +mistake she'll bring him a pretty good family, gie her time.' + +'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the +scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as +children.' + +'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very +often. However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for +chosen yesterday to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and +that one, had crossed one another's path in regard to young Master +Springrove; and I expect that when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye +wasn't caren to have en, she thought she'd be beforehand with her +old enemy in marrying somebody else too. That's maids' logic all +over, and maids' malice likewise.' + +Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's +partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause +against his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the +cook, shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating +eggs with. 'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if +Cytherea Graye even now knows that young Springrove is free again, +she'll fling over the steward as soon as look at him.' + +'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator. +'There's honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss +Hinton's tricks in her. She'll stick to Manston.' + +'Pifh!' + +'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's +sake,' the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and +quarter me, if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute +like this.' + +'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an +hour or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling +parish if she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!' + +'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said +the gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled +remains. + +The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand. + +3. NOON + +The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By +ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to +the extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater +Park. One mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the +air began to feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and +frosty within. + +They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured +glass of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning +almost night itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. +The only warmth or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, +who retained a vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the +morning. + +Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as +the air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party +were constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the +church came occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the +weather, had assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's +existence as a single woman. Many poor people loved her. They +pitied her success, why, they could not tell, except that it was +because she seemed to stand more like a statue than Cytherea Graye. + +Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction +in a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. +Are there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a +difference of nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it +is commonly put, in regard to the amount of consideration given, but +in the conception of the thing considered. A man emasculated by +coxcombry may spend more time upon the arrangement of his clothes +than any woman, but even then there is no fetichism in his idea of +them--they are still only a covering he uses for a time. But here +was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost indifferent to life, +yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had nothing to do, +the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry trifles, +her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves. + +The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon +written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been +necessary here to enable them to sign their names, and on their +return to the church the light from the candles streamed from the +small open door, and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen +on the south side, dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, +erected for the soul's peace of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through +the open-work of this screen could now be seen illuminated, inside +the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged knights, damp and +green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, also +inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous +marble. + +Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, +or his spirit. + +The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by +the screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front +showed him forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose +eyes wandered in that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad +beyond all description. His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. +His face was of a sickly paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his +lips parted as if he could get no breath. His figure was spectre- +thin. His actions seemed beyond his own control. + +Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her +heart of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was +undone in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by +mere sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women +commonest of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that +even to herself it seemed more like a new creation than a revival. + +Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was! + +It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in +a maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits +in her despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from +herself; when owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for +his own fault. If he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames +him; if he is miserable because deeply to blame, she blames herself. +The latter was Cytherea's case now. + +First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, +which presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming +out of the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the +words, 'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink +down, and would have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief +bridesmaid applied her vinaigrette. + +'What did she say?' inquired Manston. + +Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he +was far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did +not faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took +advantage of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had +been seen. He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an +unwarrantable intrusion. + +But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, +nobody could tell how or whither. + +4. AFTERNOON + +It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken +place in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled. + +The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find +an opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with +her on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, +wild, and unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and +it disturbed him. He spoke to her severely and sadly. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours. +But remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been +woman enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and +don't think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; +he had no business to come there as he did. You are altogether +wrong, Cytherea, and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very +vexed.' + +'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered. + +'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left +you yet, then?' + +'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of +sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I +will be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, +what last night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of +it. I love Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and +soul. You call me a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have +gone beyond caring for anything!' She looked stonily into his face +and made the speech calmly. + +'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her +manner. + +'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on +hysterically. 'A year and a half had passed since we met. I could +go by the gate of his garden without thinking of him--look at his +seat in church and not care. But I saw him this morning--dying +because he loves me so--I know it is that! Can I help loving him +too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and I don't care! We have +been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know we have. O, if I +could only die!' + +He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,' +he said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting +upon such impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose +as well as you. It seems that do what I will by way of remedying +the stains which fell upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.' +His voice grew husky as he made the reply. + +The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had +seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her +name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist. + +'I won't give way and become a disgrace to YOU, at any rate,' she +said. + +'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that +you should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good +wife, and try to love your husband.' + +'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is +difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to +all! Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the +many than for the indulgence of your own single self, when you +consider that the many, and duty to them, only exist to you through +your own existence, what can be said? What do our own acquaintances +care about us? Not much. I think of mine. Mine will now (do they +learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in this affair) look at me, +smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in time to come, +when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some other's song, +or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to what I +used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so +soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to +me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my +memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my +single opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which +they are regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a +thought, easily held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a +whole life to me; as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, +of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it +was my world, what is to them their world, and they in that life of +mine, however much I cared for them, only as the thought I seem to +them to be. Nobody can enter into another's nature truly, that's +what is so grievous.' + +'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen. + +'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going. +'We shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.' + +It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the +roads, the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till +the latest hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to +take them to Southampton (their destination that night) by a +reasonable time in the evening. They intended the next morning to +cross to Havre, and thence to Paris--a place Cytherea had never +visited--for their wedding tour. + +The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so +restless that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, +though she took little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it +were, instinctively conscious of all their movements, put down her +charge's agitation for once as the natural result of the novel +event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as could be wished. + +At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in +it, she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer +garden, having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also +like to take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant +leaves collected there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and +thither she went. Not a soul was in or around the place. The +gardener was making merry on Manston's and her account. + +The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it +exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. +The gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him +happier than they. + +Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of +returning indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude +would be her last of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, +and she stood still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved +plants, the straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. +The garden, no part of which was visible from the house, sloped down +to a narrow river at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without. + +A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the +river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the +presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that +it might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept +it. Why should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that +he went out of her sight for ever? + +She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to +the river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been +considerably depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low +over the stream, which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened +her from the eyes of any passer on the other side. + +She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow +herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if +it had been Edward. + +But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object +reflected in the water from under the tree which hung over the river +in such a way that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon +it, it permitted their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. +The reflected form was that of the man she had seen further off, but +being inverted, she could not definitely characterize him. + +He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it +Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to +say one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and +walked very slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She +kept more safely hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to +see him. But she suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be +possible that he sees my reflected image, as I see his? Of course +he does!' + +He was looking at her in the water. + +She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he +emerged from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before +her. It was Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his +eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing +the dead themselves. + +'Cytherea!' + +'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. + +He was the first to speak again. + +'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become +quite as strangers to each other.' + +'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.' +She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with +her hand. + +'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I +am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.' + +Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed-- +and dreaded--to hear his explanation! + +'What is it?' she said desperately. + +'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to +distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you +before you were--married.' + +He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place? +Surely you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.' + +'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper. + +'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she +jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but +that by jilting me, she only exercised the right everybody has of +snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to +you to ask once more if. . . . But I was too late.' + +'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of +reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you +write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!' + +'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how +could you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted +naturally?' + +'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till +lately. . . . I try to love him now.' + +'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted +to hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward. + +'Never! she couldn't.' + +'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you +wrote to Mr. Manston.' + +'A love-letter I wrote?' + +'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you +were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful +of realities.' + +The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this +distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then +there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all +the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question +whether Miss Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over +by Cytherea, under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in +the sense that her position was irretrievable. + +Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half- +misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been +sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from +the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought +all this agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more +misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much. The +whole scheme she should never know. + +'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to +promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss +Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on +account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I +care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was +first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my +cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on +Old Christmas Day--that is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance +with pity: he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me--I +came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you +some time to-day, the day, as I thought, before your marriage, +hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to +marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the village I +saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the +House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you +come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was +compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live +content--or die content!' + +'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to +dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was +continually reiterated in my ears till I believed it-- + + '"The world and its ways have a certain worth, + And to press a point where these oppose + Were a simple policy." + +But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act +is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my +bread upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was +clearly represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have +another place which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to +have no other spot for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful +and harassing!. . . But that without which all persuasion would +have been as air, was added by my miserable conviction that you were +false; that did it, that turned me! You were to be considered as +nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably kind. Well, the deed +is done--I must abide by it. I shall never let him know that I do +not love him--never. If things had only remained as they seemed to +be, if you had really forgotten me and married another woman, I +could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I +know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward, +and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be +long. O, I hope they will not be long!. . . Now, good-bye, good- +bye!' + +'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said +Springrove, in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and +clear. + +They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was +floating over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; +though narrow, the stream was deep, and there was no bridge. + +'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.' + +She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers +towards his, but not into them. The river was too wide. + +'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must +be going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!' + +'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said. + +They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was +a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the +other's pulse throbbing beside its own. + +'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!' + +She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, +and ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between +them. The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the +minnows gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never +been disturbed. + +Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her +heart was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which +gnawed there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or +scream, as she will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by +a mental agony of such refined and special torture that it is +indescribable by men's words, she moves among her acquaintances much +as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in the old moulds +that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual. + +5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, +and in his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham +and stood upon his crutches whilst the train was starting. + +When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage +they saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at +them. He was pale, and apparently very ill. + +'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely +he ought not to be here.' + +'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter +answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem +giddy, or as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for +this month past, but nothing so bad as he is to-day.' + +'Poor thing.' + +She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this +most deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she +gave him money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine +or whatever he wanted. + +The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his +incoherent thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him +as if it were unknown to her that she wept all the while. + +Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the +lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having +forced on the marriage of his sister with a little too much +peremptoriness. Taking up his crutches he went out of doors and +wandered about the muddy roads with no object in view save that of +getting rid of time. + +The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared +from the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a +weakly twitter from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path +to the waterfall, and lingered thereabout till the solitude of the +place oppressed him, when he turned back and into the road to the +village. He was sad; he said to himself-- + +'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are +called presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in +mine to-day. . . . Poor little Cytherea!' + +At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and +shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's +view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with +each other by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past +year. The farmer inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was +glad to see him so nimble again. + +'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically. + +'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad +voice. 'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and +there he sits and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his +head so hard, that I can't help feeling for him.' + +'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the +interview in the garden. + +'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests. . . . Ah! +Edward, too, who started with such promise; that he should now have +become such a careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. +Graye, I know what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for +that heart affair, he might have done--but the less said about him +the better. I don't know what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe +had insisted upon the conditions of the leases. Your brother-in- +law, the steward, had a hand in making it light for us, I know, and +I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased speaking, and looked round +at the sky. + +'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just +coming out to learn about it.' + +'I haven't heard of anything.' + +'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know +is what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns +somebody who lives in the parish.' + +It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in +adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of +a thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter +concerned might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event +about to transpire was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was +more dear to him than his own, as any, short of death itself, could +possibly be; and ever afterwards, when he considered the effect of +the knowledge the next half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his +practical good sense could not refrain from wonder that he should +have walked toward the village after hearing those words of the +farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. 'How unutterably +mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a foreseeing +God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the eve of his +discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.' + +After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, +and, as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently +towards the village. + +The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, +which opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They +went along in a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to +turn in at their respective doorways. But upon seeing him they +looked significantly at one another, and paused. He came into the +road, on that side of the village-green which was opposite the row +of cottages, and turned round to the right. When Owen turned, all +eyes turned; one or two men went hurriedly indoors, and afterwards +appeared at the doorstep with their wives, who also contemplated +him, talking as they looked. They seemed uncertain how to act in +some matter. + +'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering +more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with +the subject of their discourse. + +The first who approached him was a boy. + +'What has occurred?' said Owen. + +'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.' + +'Is that all?' + +'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of +his mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.' + +'Who is he?' said Owen. + +'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be night- +porter.' + +'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to +come to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has +anything else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?' + +'No, sir.' + +Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between +himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's +friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards +in a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the +solution. The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and +he opened the gate. + +Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was +looking over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of +three or four cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike- +gate was close by the gate of the field. + +The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, +and jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. +'This is a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't +know about it, I suppose?' + +'What?' said Springrove. + +The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in +a confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, +gave a clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled +away. + +Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, +'Bring her home!' + +The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably +did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman +he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate +make perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the +knowledge, by telling it him with his own lips. + +Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house. + +The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest +of the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. +The thaw had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud +were lifted by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him +by his rapid motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and +increasing tenfold the customary effort of running, + +But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the +shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was +through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure +of Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two +or three hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows. + +The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing +subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face +towards the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking. + +Owen approached him and said-- + +'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I +suppose?' + +'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He +was a man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with +strangers. + +'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?' + +'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows +were all attentively listening to this discourse, milking +irregularly, and softly directing the jets against the sides of the +pail. + +Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded +anything of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at +me, as if something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid +matter, or what is it?' + +'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange +thing concerns you.' + +'What strange thing?' + +'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.' + +'What did he confess? Tell me.' + +'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at +the station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he +wouldn't ha' known it.' + +'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!' + +But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on +the east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously. + +The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across +the barton. + +Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your +sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How +it comes out I don't know!' + +'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector +breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss +Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He +beckoned to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and +the three stepped aside together. + +'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had +been in a strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your +sister was kind to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her +husband had gone, he went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. +Well, he got in the way, as if he were quite lost to what was going +on, and they sent him home at last. Then he wished to see me. I +went directly. There was something on his mind, he said, and told +it. About the time when the fire of last November twelvemonth was +got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter's room, almost +asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He +went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to +Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when +would be another train to London? The first the next morning, he +told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth, but that +it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't stop +till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said. +He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a +short time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any +account say a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, +or a single breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He +promised; she took out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament +in the waiting-room," she said, "and I'll pay you these." He got +the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and she left +him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all +through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he +possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet +the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The +actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister's +kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He +thought he had ruined her.' + +'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen. + +'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector +continued, 'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out +both times--he left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved +that his object was defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to +you at the Old House last night--started, reached the door, and +dreaded to knock--and then went home again.' + +'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen +bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the +criminality of the thing!' + +'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is +put to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she +should have escaped than have been burnt--' + +'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what +it all means?' Edward interrupted. + +'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister +unless he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate +them.' + +'Certainly you will,' said the rector. + +'Where's the man?' + +'In his cottage.' + +''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and +overtake them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for +additional and certain proofs of his first wife's death. An up- +train passes soon, I think.' + +'Where have they gone?' said Edward. + +'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to- +morrow morning.' + +'Where in Southampton?' + +'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. +But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.' + +The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and +now opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every +month to gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local +newspaper. + +'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the +page, 'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to +six o'clock. Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to +that time. Mr. Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the +porter's cottage, where I will shortly write out the substance of +what he has said, and get him to sign it. You will then have far +better grounds for interfering between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if +you went to them with a mere hearsay story.' + +The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before +the train starts,' said Owen. + +Edward had been musing restlessly. + +'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your +lameness?' he said suddenly to Graye. + +'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the +offer,' returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man, +and I had much better see him myself.' + +'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife +was fully believed in by himself.' + +'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and +the question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not +do for Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke +rather coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister +and Edward was not a pleasant one to him. + +'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to +Southampton, and I know every house there.' + +'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a +cab. Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.' + +'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the +terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already +arrived.' + +Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train +reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said. + +It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the +rector suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to +'all the respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its +finding them, and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in +searching about the place. + +'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward-- +an offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off +in the direction of the porter's cottage. + +Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road +towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's +proceedings were based on the assumption, natural under the +circumstances, of Manston's good faith, and that he would readily +acquiesce in any arrangement which should clear up the mystery. +'But,' thought Edward, 'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot +help supposing it--that Manston is not that honourable man, what +will a young and inexperienced fellow like Owen do? Will he not be +hoodwinked by some specious story or another, framed to last till +Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then the disclosure of the +truth will ruin and blacken both their futures irremediably.' + +However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the +form of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would +come to the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he +valued his reputation. The message was directed as the rector had +suggested, Edward guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that +every expense connected with the search would be paid. + +No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank +within him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had +Manston, all the time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the +telegram would be a forewarning which might enable him to defeat +Owen still more signally. + +Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of +raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed +by a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing +softly into the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring +of a bell. It was certainly a passenger train. + +Yet the booking-office window was closed. + +'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations +up the line. The incline again?' The voice was the +stationmaster's, and the reply seemed to come from the guard. + +'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a +perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We +had to bring them through the cutting at twice.' + +'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued. +The few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long +before this time, had taken their places at once. + +A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish +overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was +that Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered +that his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that +he might possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this +very train that was starting, find Manston before he would expect +from the words of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from +Carriford could be with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and +trust to his consequent confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution +of the extraordinary riddle, and the release of Cytherea! + +The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time +at which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his +whistle, Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The +train moved along, and he was soon out of sight. + +Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies +across the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be +called the initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to +cherish; when the woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region +of mere admiration to the region of warm fellowship. At this +assumption of her nature, she changes to him in tone, hue, and +expression. All about the loved one that said 'She' before, says +'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes to be feared +for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a brain that +is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the dance +become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized +accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader. + +6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, +Edward remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority +whatever to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea +as husband and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in +obtaining a signed confession from the porter. The document would +not be a death-bed confession--perhaps not worth anything legally-- +but it would be held by Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural +guardian, could separate them on the mere ground of an unproved +probability, or what might perhaps be called the hallucination of an +idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly convinced as the +rector had been of the truth of the man's story, and paced backward +and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound through the +dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as +resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime +during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram +and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to +circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making +up his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might +arise. + +At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the +station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing +Owen could possibly arrive. + +Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his +investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town. + +At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels +and inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and +always receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering +to that description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph- +office had called, asking for the same persons, if they recollected +rightly. + +He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they +might possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. +Then he hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his +inquiries among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. +His stained and weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of +civility, wherever he went, which made his task yet more difficult. +He called at three several houses in this neighbourhood, with the +same result as before. He entered the door of the fourth house +whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking eight. + +'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here +this evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his +ears from very familiarity. + +'A new-married couple, did you say?' + +'They are, though I didn't say so.' + +'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.' + +'Are they indoors?' + +'I don't know. Eliza!' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.' + +'Yes, m'm.' + +'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had +gone on her errand. + +'No--nothing that I know of.' + +'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such +name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of +the bar-parlour. + +'And did they get the message?' + +'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till +half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no +message. I told them when they came that they, or a name something +like theirs, had been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand +why it should be, and so the matter dropped.' + +The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady +is. Who shall I say?' + +'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon +his method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts-- +apart from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him +flatly for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in +the presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the +steward's palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother +when he came. But here were two important modifications of the +expected condition of affairs. The telegram had not been received, +and Cytherea was in the house alone. + +He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's +absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see +him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at any +moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the +accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a +doubtful course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that +Cytherea was not married. If the first wife were really dead after +all--and he felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife +might in after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity +and cruelty on account of an old lover's interference now. + +Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely +for her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost +expired. + +But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were +quite deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the +minds of the attendants as if they had never been. There was +absolutely nothing between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was +powerless now; he must see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to +Manston--offensive to her brother or no. His lips must be the first +to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved her as he! He went +back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a time, and +followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered thirteen. + +He knocked softly: nobody answered. + +There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before +Manston came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The +lamp on the table burned low, and showed writing materials open +beside it; the chief light came from the fire, the direct rays of +which were obscured by a sweet familiar outline of head and +shoulders--still as precious to him as ever. + +7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the +soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates +outwardly and expresses its presence so strongly, that the +intangible essence seems more apparent than the body itself. This +was Cytherea's expression now. What old days and sunny eves at +Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her reverie had caused her not to +notice his knock. + +'Cytherea!' he said softly. + +She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that +her visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the +voice. + +There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his position- +-hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs +of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion. + +'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!' +he cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.' + +She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them +afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?' +She awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did +you come? Where is Owen?' + +'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? +Tell me quick.' + +'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother +Owen? I want him, I want him!' + +'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,' +implored Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from +me: I am nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words +had faintly shadowed forth. + +'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,' +she said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she +wildly looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, +but in the act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry. + +'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles down +again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and +downstairs. + +'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to +some one below. + +'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some +tongue in astonishment. + +Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried +upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room +specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out-- + +'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!' + +'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the +panel, and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was +enough. + +He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at +the railway-station. + +As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what +to think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died +away, then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been +to escape from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, +mental and bodily, which had been put upon her by the scenes she had +passed through during the long day, rendered her much more timid and +shaken by her position than she would naturally have been. She +thought and thought of that single fact which had been told her-- +that the first Mrs. Manston was still living--till her brain seemed +ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. It was +only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the +discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery +on her husband's part, which was only matter of inference. And thus +there arose in her a personal fear of him. + +'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere +frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his +presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised +herself to a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for +being vented in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet +Manston's eye alone, she would only see him in her brother's +company. + +Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to +prevent all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look +or word being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she +was. + +8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she +came to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope +and gave it a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the +landlady herself, whose curiosity to know the meaning of these +strange proceedings knew no bounds. The landlady attempted to turn +the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the door locked. 'Please +tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,' she said from the +inside, 'and that I cannot see him.' + +'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a +fire?' + +'No, thank you.' + +'Nor a light?' + +'I don't want one, thank you.' + +'Nor anything?' + +'Nothing.' + +The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane. + +Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the +sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked +round, rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was +too ill to be seen. + +'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid. + +Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!' + +'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said. + +'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.' + +'No, not seriously.' + +'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.' + +'No, he can't see me either.' + +'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the +chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes. + +'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap. + +The maid vanished. + +'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the +door. . . . I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. +Nor can a doctor either, unless he sees you.' + +Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but +nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating +scenes, Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and +perplexed. + +And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up +and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he +probably may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased, +and she sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears +alive to the slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the +delirious fancy that outside her door stood Manston and all the +people in the hotel, waiting to laugh her to scorn. + +9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M. + +In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival +platform of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time +at which Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train +appeared. + +'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was +sweeping the mud from the steps. + +'She is not expected yet this hour.' + +'How is that?' + +'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about +to see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since +Christmas Eve, and will be for another week yet.' + +Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. +He found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so +intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him +of Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might +leave the station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost +to him in the streets of the town. + +The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?' +said Edward to the telegraph clerk. + +'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra +passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.' + +At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in. + +The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He +casually glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was +hurrying to the outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of +his friend he was quite bewildered, and could not speak. + +'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen +Cytherea, and she has been waiting for you these two or three +hours.' + +Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. +Such was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes +after did he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be +there before him. + +10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between +Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward +waiting outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend +had frequently overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his +sister being Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to +avoid any rashness in his proceedings which might lead to bitterness +hereafter. + +Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had +been occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier. +Before Owen had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed +the door. His face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the +slight circumstance which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to +account for. + +Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively +linked it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most +unseemly,' he said, 'whatever it may mean.' + +'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,' +said Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do +otherwise than come.' + +He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as +hastily written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of +Manston's face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, +dark, and mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no +deceit could be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, +had there not overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and +irrepressible expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of +unqualified amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard. +Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the +belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions. + +There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. +Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could +have feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to +fear, it was quite futile to conjecture. + +'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the +whole matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said +Owen when he had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both +that Cytherea should come back with me till the matter is cleared +up? In fact, under the circumstances, no other course is left open +to me than to request it.' + +Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave +way to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the +room till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones-- + +'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a +gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why +should you, or anybody, have doubted me?' + +'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen. + +'Locked in the next room.' + +His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some +inscrutable means, have had an inkling of the event. + +Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room. + +'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A +rustling of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the +inside, 'Is it really you, Owen,--is it really?' + +'It is.' + +'O, will you take care of me?' + +'Always.' + +She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward +from the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open +the door. + +Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in +the darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She +leapt up to Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like +the leaves of a lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling +hands round his neck and shivered. + +The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity. +'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or +two closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't +do it!' + +'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper. + +'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed +confession, and those are the only things of the kind held as good +evidence.' + +'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper +course to adopt.' + +'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still +holding on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?' +she said, turning appealingly to Manston. + +'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more +quietness. 'I have no objection to your brother sending for a +lawyer, if he wants to.' + +It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the +hotel had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first +floor, which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. +Owen looked over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. +It struck Graye that the wisest course would be to take the landlord +to a certain extent into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a +gentleman, and so on, in order to acquire the information he wanted, +and also to prevent the episode of the evening from becoming a +public piece of news. He called the landlord up to where they +stood, and told him the main facts of the story. + +The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a +meditative smoker. + +'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said, +looking at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a +needle, and not over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no +time--trust Timms for that.' + +'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen. + +'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a +personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some +party or another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, +too; mind you, sharp as a needle, too.' + +He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the +three persons most concerned entering the room, and standing +motionless, awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea +pictured to herself the long weary minutes she would have to stand +there, whilst a sleepy man could be prepared for consultation, till +the constraint between them seemed unendurable to her--she could +never last out the time. Owen was annoyed that Manston had not +quietly arranged with him at once; Manston at Owen's homeliness of +idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if he would be a +touchstone of infallible proof. + +Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few +moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. +'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from +dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save +time I explained the matter as we came along.' + +It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty +exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding +dinner with a few friends. + +'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his +vision inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private +arrangement between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least +at present. I speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, +but, let the young lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out +of shame's way, until the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery +is. Should the evidence prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody +to get her away from you, her husband, you may sue them for the +damages accruing from the delay.' + +'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his self- +possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.' +Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear +the words-- + +'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me +here miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own +husband.' + +'I'll go back with Owen.' + +'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: +'And remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this +thing as you are yourself. Do you believe me?' + +'I do,' she said. + +'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't +think she does even now. Do you believe me?' + +'I believe you,' she said. + +'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely +intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further +necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall +claim her.' + +The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up +as much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her +upon his arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed +everything, who had been left standing in the street like a dog +without a home, was utterly forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and +the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned them, looked to the +packing, and went to the door. + +A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of +the house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it. + +'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night +arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver. + +'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and +the gentleman wished me to give you this.' + +'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen +to himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, +hurriedly traced in pencil:-- + +'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties +that I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for +having caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it +cannot be helped now. E.S.' + +Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to +drive on. + +'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said +to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. + +A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to +them. They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; +the trifling coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed +by no man who was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet +thought, she had forgotten herself, and her position for the +instant. + +Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and +her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account +of the late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would +otherwise have been only a sadness, must become a burden of +unutterable sorrow. + +Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would +ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied +the reflection; Edward knew the truth. + +They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for +them by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they +installed themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by +the first train the next day. + +At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native +county on the wheels of the night-mail. + + + +XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY + +Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. + +This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to +raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. +The instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him +in the hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be +to lose her presence for a week than her respect for ever. + +'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted. +And then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that +object, which, to all those who were in any degree acquainted with +the recent event, appeared the least likely of possible +contingencies. + +He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to +call on Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him +that nothing would be gained by such a step. No; every action of +his should be done openly--even religiously. At least, he called on +the rector, and stated this to be his resolve. + +'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and +fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my +opinion, take active steps at once.' + +'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, +and silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. +But what can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the +chain of inquiry is not to be found--I mean the porter.' + +'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station +last night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage +where he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. +He was not there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back +soon. But he has not come back yet.' + +'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.' + +'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not +think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for +your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the +meantime?' + +'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the +word as he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a +right thing.' + +He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the +next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he +went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, +which resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory. + +He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector +inquired. + +'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set +about it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was +about to betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard +any tidings from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her +as one you were interested in.' + +There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the +rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied. + +'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her +brother has communicated with some people in the parish--' + +'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily. + +'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, +likely to be for some days.' + +'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried. + +'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead- +-be as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining +the truth as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. +Manston, an out-step place like this is not like a city, and there +is nobody to busy himself for the good of the community; whilst poor +Cytherea and her brother are socially too dependent to be able to +make much stir in the matter, which is a greater reason still why +you should be disinterestedly prompt.' + +The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same +indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of +conscious perplexity. + +On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed +the door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his +cigar, and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the +park, he entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer +portion of the front room where Manston stood, but a space round the +fire was screened off from the remainder, and inside the high oak +settle, forming a part of the screen, he heard voices conversing. +The speakers had not noticed his footsteps, and continued their +discourse. + +One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man +who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of +the conflagration. The +other seemed to be a stranger following the same mode of life. The +conversation was carried on in the emphatic and confidential tone of +men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being an unaccountable +experience that one of them had had on the night of the fire. + +What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him +to forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon +him was strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape +from the house again without being seen or heard. + +Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode +off under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the +fire, and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to +pass by unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and +stunk: he did not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not +see it. His feet grew cold; still he thought on. + +It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this +time, had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental +absorption--shown nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced +now. The lady was Miss Aldclyffe. + +It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a +determination. + +The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater +House; where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see +him. She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever +since the confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much +aggrieved at the denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway- +station and took his departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss +Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his journey thither--to recover +traces of his missing wife. + +During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local +and other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this +singular case. The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt +forcibly upon a feature which had at first escaped the observation +of the villagers, including Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of +the man Chinney were true, it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. +Manston left her watch and keys behind on purpose to blind people as +to her escape; and that therefore she would not now let herself be +discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon her. The writers +added that the police were on the track of the porter, who very +possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was criminal, +and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy energy, +making every effort to clear the whole matter up. + +2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY + +Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from +London and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He +explained to the rector and other of his acquaintance that all the +inquiries he had made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had +been totally barren of results. + +But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now +that he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he +proceeded to fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for +the missing woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement +was a carefully considered and even attractive effusion, calculated +to win the heart, or at least the understanding, of any woman who +had a spark of her own nature left in her. + +There was no answer. + +Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as +before. + +'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector, +his sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll +tell you the truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea, +and the whole of this business of searching for the other woman goes +altogether against me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.' + +'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham. + +'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this +earth has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her-- +living or dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I +have lived at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own +that, as I have owned it before.' + +'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if +advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector +emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's +a satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.' + +When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the +fire for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. +He went to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied +only by dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, +and then dipping it again, he took the following note of events:-- + +'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the +subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities +attending the three interviews:-- + +'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great +anxiety to do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his +bearing that he was convinced he should never see her again. + +'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his +first wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare. + +'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all +consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which +certainly is strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the +first Mrs. Manston's fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of +his eagerness for me to advise him to ADVERTISE AGAIN for her.' + +A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A +paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last +time the announcement would appear. + +3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY + +At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for +Manston, directed in a woman's hand. + +A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was +somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an +endless string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the +preceding day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant +surprise to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted +him a bore almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and +was sitting at breakfast with his host when the important missive +arrived. + +Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the +name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud +as follows:-- + +'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness. + +'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a +hundred times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell +you now, namely, that I am alive and in perfect health. + +'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence +has won me round. Surely, I thought, he MUST love me still. Why +else should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as +she will be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring +nothing?--rather the reverse, indeed. + +'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which +we can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, +must be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. +I heartily and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. +You will do the same, as your actions show. + +'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few +facts relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only +give the heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not +coming to fetch me, more grieved at your absence from the station, +most of all by your absence from home. On my journey to the inn I +writhed under a passionate sense of wrong done me. When I had been +shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till the landlord had +gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not come, and then +I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed, but I put +on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping my +keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of +the house. The--"' + +'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting. + +'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the +face. + +'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.' + +'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might +do such a thing.' + +'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such +immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any +woman in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be +so forgetful.' + +'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to +assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did +plainly, or how could the things have been found there? Besides, +she's truthful enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily. + +'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.' + +'O yes.' Manston read on:-- + +'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up +brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not +strike me; I did not consider that it might be thatched. + +'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had +come in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there +the fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I +was still determined not to stay in the place. I went to the +railway-station, which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary +man on duty there concerning the trains. It was not till I had left +the man that I saw the effect the fire might have on my history. I +considered also, though not in any detailed manner, that the event, +by attracting the attention of the village to my former abode, might +set people on my track should they doubt my death, and a sudden +dread of having to go back again to Knapwater--a place which had +seemed inimical to me from first to last--prompted me to run back +and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to Anglebury, +lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning train +came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these +lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by +needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home +to America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, +all that is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course +not. I am happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to +be your faithful wife, EUNICE. + +'"My name here is (as before) + + '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address, + 79 ADDINGTON STREET, + LAMBETH.'" + +The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper. + +'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But +after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very +sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn +of affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker +was looking out between the mullions of the window--noticing that +some of the lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he +said the words, otherwise he would have seen the passionate +expression of agonized hopelessness that flitted across the +steward's countenance when the remark was made. He did not see it, +and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which he +spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a +few short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret +heart, he idolized still, as far as such a form of love was +compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he +meant to act up to the requirements of the position into which fate +appeared determined to drive him. + +'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour +to do as I am doing, and there's an end of it.' + +'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first +bargain.' + +'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary +of wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she +used to be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal +is recovered. You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy +to be quite another bride--in fact, almost as if she had really +risen from the dead, instead of having only done so virtually.' + +'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is +coming?' + +'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of +his intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips. + +'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed. +'It would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. +The best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course-- +she'll find it all out soon enough.' + +Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face +in his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it +should come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land +of darkness as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without +any order, and where the light is as darkness."' + +Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted +before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the +inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud. + +4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY + +Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet, +hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and +without any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by +the spirit of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence. + +The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of +ground immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in +the list of appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being +here once every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her +friends. + +Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with +the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, +rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned +and long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston. + +The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally +turned towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the +subject of conversation equally with or more than the chances of the +coming day. She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the +contrary, she seemed rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with +a light of contented exultation, subdued to square with the +circumstances of her matronly position. + +She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive +woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was +palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at +least seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior +by double the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the +natural good appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. +Her form was full and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in +strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness. + +It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has +courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms +dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning +glance whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly +asked for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that +moment's abstinence. + +Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what +might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a +stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated +gallants outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of +restless jealousy and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, +and he was, moreover, calmly attending to his business at the other +end of the manor. + +The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way +a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next +morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the +riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and +its neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far +inferior to Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, +thought Manston better off with such a wife than he would have been +with one of Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in +household management. All felt their curiosity dying out of them. +It was the same in Carriford as in other parts of the world-- +immediately circumstantial evidence became exchanged for direct, the +loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey, and turned away to a +subject which would afford more scope for speculation. + + + +XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS + +1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH + +Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him +for so long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter +prospect for him in every direction, though the change was at first +very gradual, and his movements and efforts were little more than +mechanical. With the lengthening of the days, and the revival of +building operations for the forthcoming season, he saw himself, for +the first time, on a road which, pursued with care, would probably +lead to a comfortable income at some future day. But he was still +very low down the hill as yet. + +The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a +month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come +back to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the +superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be +nearly rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles +from Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford. + +'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a +year,' he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you +shall never, Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call +again as long as I live. Never pine or think about what has +happened, dear; it's no disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be +somebody's happy wife yet.' + +He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his +disappointment, a report had reached his ears that the friend to +whom Cytherea owed so much had been about to pack up his things and +sail for Australia. However, this was before the uncertainty +concerning Mrs. Manston's existence had been dispersed by her +return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship in which +Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one of +distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for +circumstances about to be mentioned. + +Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly +dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them, +she had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never +venturing forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been +in perpetual dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, +only a few weeks earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future +husband with quiet assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness. + +But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. +Manston's arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the +imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the +finding of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated, +unavoidably reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the +freedom brought no happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible +that she could ever again show herself the sparkling creature she +once had been-- + + 'Apt to entice a deity.' + +On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a +point of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with +regard to the unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the +humiliation to which they had been subjected, till the resentment it +gave rise to, and for which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond +endurance; it induced a mood that did serious damage to the material +and plodding perseverance necessary if he would secure permanently +the comforts of a home for them. + +They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as +soon as the work commenced. + +Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing +not far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to +remain of the original structure). The long steep roof of this +picturesque dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles +that covered it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red +tiles in twos and threes had been used for patching the holes +wrought by decay, lighting up the whole harmonious surface with dots +of brilliant scarlet. + +The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide +fireplace, enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches +on the wood mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker-- +the subjects mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, +with a curly-tailed dog behind. + +After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the +quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread +itself through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a +preface to her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to +live the whole remainder of her days in the retirement of their +present quarters: she began to sing about the house in low +tremulous snatches-- + + '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world, + A heart that is humble may hope for it here."' + +2. THE THIRD OF MARCH + +Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening +towards the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the +building hard by, and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, +previously to sitting down to toast and tea. + +A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door. + +The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the +new vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that +evening dining with the Squire. + +Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it +was because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had +undergone. Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and +upstairs. + +'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door. + +Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside. + +'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried +Owen. 'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never +believed that you would.' + +'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I +called to say a word before going. Where is . . .?' + +'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your +shoes--we are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney- +corner, and all, you see.' + +'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in +the chimney-corner by preference. + +'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness +at once, and fell into a reverie. + +'The history of her escape is very simple.' + +'Very.' + +'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of +the circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman +could sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till +it was too late even to give shout or sound of any kind.' + +'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long +wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds +before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be +completely burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody +seemed to see it at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, +about those bits of bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can +tell. I cannot help saying that if it has ever been possible to +find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that jury of Carriford. +There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and not the +penetration of one.' + +'Is she quite well?' said Springrove. + +'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll +call her.' + +'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.' + +Owen sat down again. + +'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as +ever. . . . I think she loves me too,--does she really?' + +There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of +matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and +guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger +as he was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect. + +'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in +doubt as to the truth of his words. + +Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a +simple 'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater +depression-- + +'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I +made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions +attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, +till a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, +shall be paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell +him, is under a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting +old, and losing his energies. I am attempting to work free of the +burden. This makes my prospects gloomy enough at present. + +'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a +nameless and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this +unfortunate, and now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with +me, though under the--materially--untoward conditions I have +mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a locus standi. +If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we would go +to another part of England--emigrate--do anything.' + +'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone +can settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure +the pity which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in +the other affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same +beat for paying off old debts himself. + +'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the +staircase. + +His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, +and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand +to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes +averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the +beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and +went out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had +met since the memorable night at Southampton. + +'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment. + +'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit +down with me.' + +'O yes. I ought to have asked YOU to,' she returned timidly. +'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on +that side. I'll sit here.' + +Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in +the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each +other, on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the +hearth between their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes +of their faces, and spread out over the floor of the room with the +low horizontality of the setting sun, giving to every grain of sand +and tumour in the paving a long shadow towards the door. + +Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of +smoke that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as +seen through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. +Nothing is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a +discreet silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the +patient Edward coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half +a minute, waiting in vain for another word from him, they were +lifted into his face. + +He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?' +he said. + +He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. +Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney +corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She +continued in silence awhile. + +'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and +with firmness. + +'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first. +Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I +can only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to +secure you from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will +often and always be thrust before you as long as you live the +shrinking solitary life you do now--a life which purity chooses, it +may be; but to the outside world it appears like the enforced +loneliness of neglect and scorn--and tongues are busy inventing a +reason for it which does not exist.' + +'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds +of my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love +best on earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be +continually repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity +of saying to you--that--your wife . . . .' She utterly broke down +and wept. + +'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!' + +'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me- +-my mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under +the present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: +never!' + +They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated +blackness overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides +and bars of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient +aisles; whilst through the square opening in the midst one or two +bright stars looked down upon them from the grey March sky. The +sight seemed to cheer him. + +'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her. + +'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!' + +He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, +slowly withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea +remained with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, +but hope was not extinguished even now. + +He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a +small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was +pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told +him the result of the interview. + +'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is +right.' + +'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said +Springrove. + +'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling +prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a +bad man.' + +Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe +in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the +whole story. + +'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think +of this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for +a letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife +appeared in the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed +in his wife's handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after +the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) +the advertising was a farce, there is a strong presumption that the +rest of the piece was.' + +Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed +his eyes upon his companion. + +'Collusion!' + +'Yes.' + +'With his first wife?' + +'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.' + +'What did you discover?' + +'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her +the day BEFORE the first advertisement appeared.' + +Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be +difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not +be sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.' + +'I have other suspicions--' + +'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able +to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the +position. 'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been +taken from him before that letter came--and his knowledge of his +wife's existence could not have originated till after the wedding. +I could have sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was +unmistakable.' + +'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had +the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted +of bigamy yet.' + +'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness. +'What can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston +has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only +knows what lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this +has transpired--if it is true--I can believe the connection to be +even an unworthy one--a thing I certainly never so much as owned to +myself before.' + +3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH + +Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's +thoughts into an entirely new and uncommon channel. + +On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top +of a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no +name, beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In +the intensity of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat +down on a weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant +valleys--seeing only Manston's imagined form. + +Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question +which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he +knew, dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in +repute, and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale +accounting for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, +as Edward had hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty +towards her in allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she +was hiding her head for no fault at all? + +Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have +contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the +return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new +toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such +circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all +suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his +own direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a +supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble +and unprotected station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's +beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a selfish man +like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the +possibility of getting rid of her again. + +'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the +Springroves,' Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy +wife of Edward. True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests +on Edward's suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is +strong.' + +He went indoors and questioned Cytherea. + +'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was +burnt?' he asked. + +'I don't know who started the report.' + +'Was it Manston?' + +'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed +before he came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew +that she did not escape AFTER the house was on fire, and thus all +overlooked the fact that she might have left before--of course that +would have seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.' + +'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her +course made it natural.' + +'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr. +Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.' + +'He was sure of that, wasn't he?' + +'I believe he said he was certain of it.' + +'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they +say it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the +whole, he might have believed in her death.' + +'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time +after, he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think +that before the porter's confession he knew something about her-- +though not that she lived.' + +'Why do you?' + +'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I +had fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit. +He must have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, +and in a passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my +first wife is come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had +let the remark slip out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.' + +'That's odd,' said Owen. + +'I thought it very odd.' + +'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by +accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to +discover remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression +of her death BEFORE he married you. I can't help thinking he did, +although he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears +he did.' + +'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he +could hardly recede from having me. + +'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to +yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a +bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what +we must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?' + +'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, +and how can you do that?' + +'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether +wish to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, +that means. Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is +with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a +lawyer. Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the +money. The only thing we lose in working alone in this way, is +time--not the issue: for the fruit that one mind matures in a +twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole than that of +twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of the single +one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only hired. +But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman, +Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a +sure footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the +case.' + +'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What +good can it do us, Owen, after all?' + +'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of +your journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will +die. Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice +to you and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.' + +He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the +Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain +knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their +embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened. + +'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs. +Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first +communications passed between them after the fire.' + +'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I +used to have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O, +what power is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he +wishes! She loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss +Aldclyffe prayed for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and +crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris +knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this, notice her dead +silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.' + +'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively. +'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of +it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their +separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on, +for that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of +coming to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her +point of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the +night--you know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home +early in the morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. +Ah! couldn't we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at +Carriford, if she remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were +directed?' + +'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked +at the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address +might not be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge +Chronicle of the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in +the papers to a certainty.' + +Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of +the Chronicles?' he said. + +'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather +friendly-disposed towards me, too.' + +Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at +the church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became +necessary, unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself +should assist. 'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said. + + + +XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK + +1. MARCH THE SIXTH + +The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, +under cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within +a mile or so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of +depression that she saw again the objects which had become familiar +to her eye during her sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the +outline of the hills, the meadow streams, the old park trees. She +hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house, and asked if Mr. +Raunham was at home. + +Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and +courteous to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was +Cytherea's friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she +had ever surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, +except on parish matters, more rarely still being called upon by +Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt very little of him whilst she +lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on the impecunious +paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady of the +estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our +line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our +vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in +the chain. + +Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in +Knapwater House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance +which he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This +polite indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did +not concern himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a +rector; and she did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor +stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal more. + +Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow, +contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as +fresh and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and +demurely glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means +of driving away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an +empty heart during the hours of a solitary life; in this case, +however, to supplant them, when she left his parish, by those others +of a more aching nature which accompany an over-full one. In short, +he had been on the verge of feeling towards her that passion to +which his dignified self-respect would not give its true name, even +in the privacy of his own thought. + +He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with +him. He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste +and good nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be +allowed to see the Chronicle for the year before the last. He +placed the papers before her on his study table, with a timidity as +great as her own, and then left her entirely to herself. + +She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected +with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at +Carriford.' + +The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so +dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. +Stifling recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, +and carefully read the column. The account reminded her of no other +fact than was remembered already. + +She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After +a miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. +Manston's address than this:-- + +'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman +had been living, deposed,' etc. + +Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to +depart, first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was +out of doors gardening. + +He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate. + +'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian +name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he +called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at +the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, +nevertheless replying evasively-- + +'I only guess and fear.' + +He earnestly looked at her again. + +'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give +it, you will come to me.' + +'I will,' she said. + +The gate closed between them. + +'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he +repeated. + +If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you, +Cytherea, and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would +gladly have accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and +raised her eyes to his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but +as modestly, and with still enough brightness in them to do fearful +execution as she said over the gate-- + +'No, thank you.' + +She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's +greeting was anxious-- + +'Well, Cytherea?' + +She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on +a slip of paper. + +'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked. + +'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say? +I don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further +steps towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless +task, and it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. +Manston in any way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my +dignity as a woman to labour for this; I have felt it so all day.' + +'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you +then. There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale +tired face, and the dilated eye which always appeared in her with +weariness. 'Darling,' he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you +shall not work so hard again--you are worn out quite. But you must +let me do as I like.' + +2. MARCH THE TENTH + +On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at +the house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at +home, and came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and +what he was, and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to +his notes of the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year +preceding the last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which +the reporter probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain +some additional details of the event, if any existed. + +'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid +I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my +old note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you +will come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family +were at tea inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty +everywhere he seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic +groove. + +They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an +inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book +required. The precise address, not given in the condensed report +that was printed, but written down by the reporter, was as follows:- +- + + 'ABRAHAM BROWN, + LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER, + 41 CHARLES SQUARE, + HOXTON.' + +Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep +this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You +will perhaps understand why, and oblige me.' + +The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to +escape from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.' + +It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was +lighted up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, +the reporter came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company, +answering an expression of obligation from Owen with the words that +it was no trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind +him the door between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in +his hand. + +Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also +speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I +will take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't +post it to me.' + +The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized +him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston. + +Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door +with Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did +not need to be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he +held in his hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting- +paper, was an old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the +reporter's face, whose experience had not so schooled his features +but that they betrayed a consciousness, to one half initiated as the +other was, that his late proceeding had been connected with events +in the life of the steward. Manston said no more, but, taking his +newspaper, followed Owen from the office, and disappeared in the +gloom of the street. + +Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening, +before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, +stating therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and +begging him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A +tall man was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards +above the post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box. + +That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter +with Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off +suddenly to London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten +o'clock. But remembering that letters posted after the hour at +which Owen had obtained his information--whatever that was--could +not be delivered in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind +and went home to Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to +his wife, arrangements were set on foot for his departure by the +mail on Sunday night. + +3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH + +Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than +was usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the +road from the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston +spoke very civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how +the farmer's barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind +might change. It was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to +church as he was, too--to return anything but a civil answer to such +civil questions, however his feelings might have been biassed by +late events. The conversation was continued on terms of greater +friendliness. + +'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, +after the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in +November.' + +'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. +The old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never +forget. No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had +been used to it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great +loss to me, and he knows exactly what I feel.' + +'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston, +imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the +natives which passes for high breeding in country villages. + +'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to +it.' + +''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.' + +'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly. + +'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats +will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.' + +'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know +about it.' + +'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own +experience has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man +living alone in London.' + +'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.' + +'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live +at number fifty-two in that very same street.' + +'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same +house!' said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself. + +'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a +little quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.' + +'Number forty-nine,' he murmured. + +4. MARCH THE TWELFTH + +Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his +daily engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock +had struck five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in +Westminster, he called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few +minutes later he knocked at the door of number forty-one, Charles +Square, the old lodging of Mrs. Manston. + +A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been +clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too +elderly in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet +square at the same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that +had been driven along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled +confidently when Springrove knocked. + +Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again. + +This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking +upon, the other from the next on the right. + +'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove. + +'No, sir.' + +'When will he be in?' + +'Quite uncertain.' + +'Can you tell me where I may find him?' + +'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.' + +Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the +woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet +him. + +Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, +who had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural +impulse to speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in +a quiet tone to the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a +lady lodger of yours of the name of Mrs. Manston?' + +Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were +looking into a telescope at the wrong end. + +'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey. + +'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?' + +'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to +lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty +years, but I have never let an inch.' + +'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away. +He and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had +knocked at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the +inquiry and the result of it. + +'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that +you want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the +other day?' + +'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest +reawakening. + +'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went +to Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, +who had often asked him to come home again. But there was little +luck in the change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the +rainy west winds they get there, and he died in the December +following. Will you step into the passage?' + +'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you +remember a Mrs. Manston living next door to you?' + +'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was +supposed to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all +the time. I saw her the other day.' + +'Since the fire at Carriford?' + +'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here-- +just as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one +evening, a week or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make +further inquiries, she was with him. But I did not speak to her-- +she stood back, as if she were shy. I was interested, however, for +old Mr. Brown had told me all about her when he came back from the +inquest.' + +'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?' + +'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three +weeks, and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon +leaving again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London. +I much regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. +It led me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. +I little thought I should see her alive after all.' + +'And when do you say they came here together?' + +'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very +beautiful dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! +Shoals of lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and +bright golden sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West +End prices. They would not give any less; no, not if you--' + +'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she +left these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank +as he asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife +had been there before him, clearing the ground of all traces. + +'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering +I could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But +speaking in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I +believe a few things of some kind (though I doubt if they were +papers) were left in a workbox she had, because she talked about it +to Mr. Brown, and was rather angry at what occurred--you see, she +had a temper by all account, and so I didn't like to remind the lady +of this workbox when she came the other day with her husband.' + +'And about the workbox?' + +'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a +few articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving +they were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two +workboxes very much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the +other she didn't, and Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, +took the wrong one to the sale.' + +'What was in it?' + +'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her +usual sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much +trouble to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her +or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box +because her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if +he found she had parted with it, he would be vexed.' + +'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude +to this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?' + +'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten +it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind +him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything +about it.' + +'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?' + +'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third +turning from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will +tell you the shop--his name is written up.' + +Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was +dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of +doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who +had watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of +being in breathless haste. + +'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?' + +'Yes; he's just gone.' + +'Dear me! I want him.' + +'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.' + +'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he +pay pretty liberally?' + +'He gave me half-a-crown.' + +'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little +contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps +you told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live +here?' + +'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only +said what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young +man, or I shouldn't have been so open as I was.' + +'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and +went away as hastily as he had come. + +Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some +difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only +inducement to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the +information he stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. +The auctioneer's book gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley +Passage, as the purchaser of the lot which had included Mrs. +Manston's workbox. + +Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one +above the other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. +Edward seized the first he came to. + +'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere. + +Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible. + +'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again. + +He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating +covering the basement window. He dropped his glance through the +bars, and saw a child's white face. + +'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely +the same languid inflection. + +'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward. + +'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared. + +He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by +another child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He +gave the little thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child +led him upstairs. + +Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment +one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to +drink, and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a +table were the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back +room which they occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; +beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. +Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of level, and ticked +wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down beneath its +white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy ('foedissima +ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora'). A baby +was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven +being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat +helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but +never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost +useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere. + +It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a +city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband +and wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, +after the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were +under the influence of a quartern of gin. + +Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till +now have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not +one so lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old +fact, that the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, +find a wife ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his +company. + +Edward hastened to despatch his errand. + +Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless +articles of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, +and went downstairs to the pawnbroker's. + +In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous +collection of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, +he produced his ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all +proportion to the probable worth of his acquisition, took the box +and carried it off under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as +he walked, but found it locked. + +It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small +sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a +light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon +his purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. +Breaking open the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, +he glanced eagerly beneath, and found--nothing. + +He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the +underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand +within, found that it really contained some substance. First he +pulled out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under +them were a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old +pair of carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of +Mrs. Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of +Manston himself. + +He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a +single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it +likely there would be? + +However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to +Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he +scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an +envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes +to seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch +them by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and +ran with it at once to the post-office at Charing Cross. + +On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more +leisurely. He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray +under the pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting +this he uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of +crumpled paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's +handwriting. He recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and +bills from him at his father's house. The stanza was of a +complimentary character, descriptive of the lady who was now +Manston's wife. + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + +To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it +was now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing +more. + +'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of +paper, and the withered twig that had lain with it. + +Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he +considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement +in his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box +contained except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse +and myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had +overlooked them in his first search, and put it on the table for the +next day's post. + +In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him, +Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not +waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently +all that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an +average not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at +this time of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much +concern his mind. + +But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against +the opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When +Edward came out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man +followed him and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger +did not further trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his +lodging again. + +Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his +wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, +he guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom +they had been sent. + +He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at +the two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. +Then he rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to +Old Boswell Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to +importune him as he passed under the colonnade, he turned up the +narrow passage to the publishing-office of the Post-Office +Directory. He begged to be allowed to see the Directory of the +south-west counties of England for a moment. + +The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and +Manston retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the +county, and then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the +historical and topographical description of the village he read:-- + +'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.3O A.M. by foot- +post from Anglebury.' + +Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the +office, thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the +Strand, where he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed +impossible with him. Some absorbing intention kept his body +continually on the move. He paid his bill, took his bag in his +hand, and went out to idle about the streets and over the river till +the time should have arrived at which the night-mail left the +Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward. + +There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, +when a man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of +his life, casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander +softly for an interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, +amid his concentration did Manston receive perceptions of the +individuals about him in the lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall +men looking insignificant; little men looking great and profound; +lost women of miserable repute looking as happy as the days are +long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn and miserable. +Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they followed a +solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, and all +were equally unconscious of the significant whole they collectively +showed forth. + +At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, +and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down +mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye, +far away from London. + + + +XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY + +1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M. + +They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early +morning, the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five +minutes to three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the +mail-bags brought out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many +shabby blotches of wax from innumerable seals that had been set upon +their mouths. The guard took them into a fly, and was driven down +the road to the post-office. + +It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little +rain was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and +walked at once away from the station, pursuing his way through the +gloom till he stood on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance +from the last house in the street of about two hundred yards. + +The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the +first part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the +highway up and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston +methodically set himself to walk backwards and forwards a stone's +throw in each direction. Although the spring was temperate, the +time of day, and the condition of suspense in which the steward +found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to pervade his frame +in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain increased, and +drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the hard road +beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint halo +of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town. + +Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing +a living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, +and soon afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of +the street leading towards him. They were those of the postman for +the Tolchurch beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his +bags a final hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for +the country with a brisk shuffle. + +Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. +In two minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the +postman overtook him. + +The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and- +forty, laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and +carrying a little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny +patch of light upon the road ahead. + +'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful +voice, without turning his head or slackening his trot. + +'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You +have a long walk every day.' + +'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on +the straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, +what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes two- +and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a +year? I used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don't care to +think o' my wear and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.' + +Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to +narrate the different strange events that marked his experience. +Manston grew very friendly. + +'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while; +'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in +my pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He +handed the bottle of brandy. + +'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these +five years.' + +''Tis never too late to mend.' + +'Against the regulations, I be afraid.' + +'Who'll know it?' + +'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best +policy.' + +'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on +without it yet. You'll surely drink with me?' + +'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to +oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.' +The postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. +Five minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled +out again. + +'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but +guide my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!' + +'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,' +said Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor, +and of being good--even religious--at the same time.' + +'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could +never get into the knack o' it; not I.' + +'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher +class of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that +they can risk playing with fire.' + +'That hits me exactly.' + +'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and +devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a +mistake.' + +'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by +very few people, after all.' + +'A true remark.' + +'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain +like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin +or grace.' + +'Nor in mine.' + +'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether +afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.' + +'There's no knowing.' + +'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty +concern that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then +your honest man who do pay his penny will never be known from your +scamp who don't. O, 'tis a nation!' + +'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle +waiting.' + +'I'll oblige you, my friend.' + +The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, +and at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself +joining in the chorus. + + 'He flung his mallet against the wall, + Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall, + And there'll be work for tradesmen all!" + When Joan's ale was new, + My boys, + When Joan's ale was new.' + +'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a +mason by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?' + +'None at all,' said Manston. + +The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with +alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane +wound its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound +emitted by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed +that they were passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that +the rain fell upon some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling +plash announced the naked arable, the low sound of the wind in their +ears rising and falling with each pace they took. + +Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were +all locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the +remaining inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet +they came to, the postman searched for the packet of letters +destined for that place, and thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole +cut in the door of the receiver's cottage--the village post-offices +being mostly kept by old women who had not yet risen, though lights +moving in other cottage windows showed that such people as carters, +woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring. + +The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still +continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to +search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the +road cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man +trotting through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to +run a very great risk indeed. + +It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., +lay a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the +direct track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance, +at the point of junction of some of these paths with the main road, +the gate-post was hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the +postman deposited his missives in the morning, looking in the box +again in the evening to collect those placed there for the return +post. Tolchurch Vicarage and Farmstead, lying back from the village +street, were served on this principle. This fact the steward now +learnt by conversing with the postman, and the discovery relieved +Manston greatly, making his intentions much clearer to himself than +they had been in the earlier stages of his journey. + +They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted +upon the flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This +was done, and they approached the church, the vicarage, and the +farmhouse in which Owen and Cytherea were living. + +The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his +lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could +not perform the task. + +'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a +stagger. + +'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully. + +'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much +less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the +Queen's postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go +through Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as +houses--and be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a +world!' + +'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.' + +'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He +pay a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?' + +'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how +was I to know you were so sensitive?' + +'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi' +these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!' + +Manston offered his services. + +'They are to be divided,' the man said. + +'How?' said Manston. + +'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the +vicarage or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post +just here. There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I +saw when I started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new +church. This is it, isn't it?' + +He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's +handwriting:-- + + 'MR. O. GRAYE, + CLERK OF WORKS, + TOLCHURCH, + NEAR ANGLEBURY.' + +The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. +There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the +opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous +peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side +was a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked +across it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other +white, and white or black outwards implied respectively that there +were letters inside, or none. + +The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to +insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the +other, above, below, but never made a straight hit. + +'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman. +He opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's +letter. + +'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's +servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He +slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. + +'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door. + +The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards, +signifying 'empty,' and turned the key. + +'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't +empty.' + +'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the +steward, letting something fall. + +'What an awkward thing!' + +'It is an awkward thing.' + +They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had +reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his +little lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the +ground, the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on +account of the heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed +indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were rendered individually +visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost tangible as they +passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and knees of the +two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman's cape and +private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as if they had +been varnished. + +'It fell on the grass,' said the postman. + +'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again. + +'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at +length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. + +'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up. + +'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be +back this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll +look again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll +hide the key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post. +'It will be too late to turn the index then, as the people will have +been here, so that the box had better stay as it is. The letter +will only be delayed a day, and that will not be noticed; if it is, +you can say you placed the iron the wrong way without knowing it, +and all will be well.' + +This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under +the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the +village and come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his +companion that their paths now diverged, turned off to the left +towards Carriford. + +No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston +stalked back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, +and thus avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from +his pocket, where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted +Owen's letter. This done, he turned towards home, by the help of +what he carried in his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary +appearance as he neared the quarter in which he was known. + +An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in +Knapwater Park. + +2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M. + +Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen +letter, and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be +loosened. He took out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and +the photographs, regarding them with the keenest interest and +anxiety. + +The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he +restored to their places again. The other photograph he took +between his finger and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the +grate. There he held it for half-a-minute or more, meditating. + +'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered. + +Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the +office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, +which lay on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of +the lady who had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were +interspersed among the rest of the collection, and carefully +regarded them. They were taken in different attitudes and styles, +and he compared each singly with that he held in his hand. One of +them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter in +general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and +returned with it to his office. + +Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat +upon it, and sitting down tried to read. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual +attempts, he found that each photograph would peel from the card on +which it was mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the +original likeness and the recent card, stuck upon the original card +the recent likeness from the album, dried it before the fire, and +placed it in the envelope with the other scraps. + +The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were +now two photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the +back and consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one +which showed his own likeness, his own name was written down; on the +other his wife's name was written; whilst the central feature, and +whole matter to which this latter card and writing referred, the +likeness of a lady mounted upon it, had been changed. + +Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. +He followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what +he had done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her +the result. + +'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea. + +'But it would be a greater not to do it.' + +'Yes.' + +The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in +his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on +horseback, riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the +fields, as well as he could, for the greater part of the way, he +dropped into the road by the vicarage letter-box, and looking +carefully about, to ascertain that no person was near, he restored +the letter to its nook, placed the key in its hiding-place, as he +had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by a roundabout +way, + +3. AFTERNOON + +The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of +the vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, +as usual, to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that +the index had told falsely that morning for the first time within +his recollection; but no particular attention was paid to the +mistake, as it was considered. The contents of the envelope were +scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as useless. + +The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence +of which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting +again raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had +opened the envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. + +'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her; +'we are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that +would convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, +suspecting, if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.' + +'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea. + +'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said +bitterly, 'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were +courting--as he did you, I suppose.' + +He handed her the verse and she read-- + + 'EUNICE. + + 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days + Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, + Then turn away, can none recall + Beyond a galaxy of all + In hazy portraiture; + Lit by the light of azure eyes + Like summer days by summer skies: + Her sweet transitions seem to be + A kind of pictured melody, + And not a set contour. + 'AE. M.' + +A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It +rapidly increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down +the paper, seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face. + +'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?' + +'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.' + +'What?' + +'"THE LIGHT OF AZURE EYES,"' she repeated with ashy lips. + +'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner. + +'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are BLACK!' + +'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.' + +'She didn't.' + +'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the +card bearing Mrs. Manston's name. + +'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said +Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.' + +'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.' + +'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not +that he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she +would have seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it +corrected.' + +'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to +this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is +no other alternative.' + +'I suppose I must.' + +Her looks belied her words. + +'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again. + +'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.' + +'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman +had blue eyes two years ago, she MUST have blue eyes now, whatever +Mrs. Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that +Manston could change the colour of a woman's eyes to hear you.' + +'Yes,' she said, and paused. + +'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently. + +'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you +see the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not +Mrs. Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am HIS WIFE!' + +She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new +trouble, but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so +overwhelming that she crept to him and leant against his breast. + +Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her +upstairs and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and +stared out of it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some +conclusion upon the fantastic enigma that confronted him. +Cytherea's new view seemed incredible, yet it had such a hold upon +her that it would be necessary to clear it away by positive proof +before contemplation of her fear should have preyed too deeply upon +her. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone +all the afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I +return.' + +'No, no, don't go!' she implored. + +'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it +was folly to be wise. + +Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering +in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything +was better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to +wait till Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing +Mrs. Manston without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward +Springrove, requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former +lodgings. + + + +XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS + +1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH + +Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of +hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford. + +Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing his +amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs. +Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited +the neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a +description of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second- +hand, and by hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, +and full-chested, and she had a straight and rather large nose. The +colour of her eyes the informant did not know, for she had only seen +the lady in the street as she went in or out. This confusing remark +was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she +had called with her husband lately, but she had kept her veil down. +Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this +next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no manner of clue to it +from any other source. + +Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began +chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the +aisles. From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where +herself and others used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's +seat; and after two or three errors of examination he took up a +prayer-book in which was written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was +nearly new, and the date of the writing about a month earlier. One +point was at any rate established: that the woman living with +Manston was presented to the world as no other than his lawful wife. + +The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their +place of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and +strangers sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on +the north side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north +aisle, which was completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, +and her retainers, Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's +position on the other side of the passage was a little in advance of +Manston's seat, and so situated that by leaning forward he could +look directly into the face of any person sitting there, though, if +he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by the +intervening pillar. + +Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen +sat, without once turning his head, during the entrance of the +congregation. A rustling of silk round by the north passage and +into Manston's seat, told him that some woman had entered there, and +as it seemed from the accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston +was with her. + +Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, +and saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. +Portions of Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In +two glances Graye read thus many of her characteristics, and in the +following order:-- + +She was a tall woman. + +She was broad at the shoulders. + +She was full-bosomed. + +She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be +discerned of the colour of her eyes. + +With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the +service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to +the suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister +concerning this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and +probabilities tended to the opposite conclusion. There sat the +genuine original of the portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea +wished for more. Eunice Manston's eyes were blue, and it was +necessary that this woman's eyes should be blue also. + +Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the +energy exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. +Owen felt this to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to +follow up the clue afforded them. Think as he might, he could not +think of a crucial test in the matter absorbing him, which should +possess the indispensable attribute--a capability of being applied +privately; that in the event of its proving the lady to be the +rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede without obloquy +from an untenable position. + +But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and +he could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. +Miss Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and +feeling that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a +secret from the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to +keep his presence in the village a secret from him; at any rate, +till the day was over. + +At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and +wandered away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could +not call on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter +was set at rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and +afternoon services. + +This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method +of proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old +House and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn +near the place, and was standing still in the public path, from +which a partial view of the front of the building could be obtained, +when the bells began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye +paused, two persons came from the front door of the half-hidden +dwelling whom he presently saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston +was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried one of the monthly +magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed the gateway he +branched off and went over the hill in a direction away from the +church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the humour +moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and +went into the church path. + +Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried +along towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back +upon the other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive. + +In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He +discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck +him at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the +colour of a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path +out of doors. That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and +not only so, but to look closely at him, if his purpose were to be +accomplished. + +He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it +would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within +speaking distance, he went up to her and said-- + +'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to +Casterbridge?' + +'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston. + +Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to +the lady the idea that he was deaf. + +She came closer and said more distinctly-- + +'The second turning on the right.' + +Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he +was in search of. But had his eyes deceived him? + +Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a +glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him. + +'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly-- + +'THE SECOND TURNING TO THE RIGHT.' + +She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in +speaking mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon +his. And now his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her +eyes were as black as midnight. + +All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having +been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she +had withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he +would read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification +of which, apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any +other---inquiry. + +Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint +of the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks +grew purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after +blood had left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially +coated with pearl-powder and carmine. + +She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to +Owen's farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous +twitch lifting her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a +light-brown colour. + +'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour +artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.' + +And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about +nearly recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might +have meant anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in +spite of his previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of +her silence and backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, +and of her appearance and distress at the present moment, Graye had +a conviction that the woman was an impostor. + +What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could +by no stretch of imagination divine. + +He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and +plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch. + +One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's +dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the +first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the +inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, +who was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the +train to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country +under an assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the +misery of being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband? + + + +In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, +Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of +Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour +towards herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her. + +'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old +head on our side.' + +'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He +thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, +but there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He +wished that his sister and himself might both be present at an +interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call +on him together, in the sight of all the servants and parish of +Carriford. + +There could be no objection to their writing him a letter. + +No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote +to him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some +advice they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their +assurance that there was a real justification for the additional +request they made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would +any evening of the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch. + +2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M. + +Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, +Mr. Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with +genuine gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the +rector ushered indoors and put into the easy-chair. + +Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first +suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in +endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon +marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice +as marvellous as the first, yet more prominent. + +Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a +manner of confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. +Raunham took her hand pityingly. + +'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on +which his thoughts might precipitate themselves. + +'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy +matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this +consideration to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. +Manston have had which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to +run such a very great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at +that particular crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere +pleasure of a new companion.' + +Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not. + +'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to +be obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what +became of him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work +his way to America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was +drowned. But there is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in +fact, his conduct tends to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the +fact that the real Mrs. Manston left here to go back by that +morning's train. This being the case, then, why, if this woman is +not she, did she take no notice of the advertisement--I mean not +necessarily a friendly notice, but from the information it afforded +her have rendered it impossible that she should be personified +without her own connivance?' + +'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest +assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound +her to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose +she has married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be +silent for her own sake.' + +'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping +his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the +second difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.' + +Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their +conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she +is!' + +'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has +happened,' said the rector. + +Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the +first Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I +should be his wife just the same, shouldn't I?' + +'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance +of circumstantial evidence to prove that.' + +'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in +a straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the +present woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my +mind, you should have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea +kindly, and asked her what made her give up her husband so +unceremoniously. + +She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her +unquenched love for Edward. + +'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the +manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn +compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and +morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly +proved. Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it +concerns nobody but yourself that her identity should be publicly +established (and by your absenteeism you act as if you were +satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them. Nobody else has +taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in the least-- +that's the way of the world always. You, who should have required +all things to be made clear, ran away.' + +'That was partly my doing,' said Owen. + +The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here +too, but she shunned the revelation. + +'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit +to your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write +a line to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is +legally clear (in case you should want to marry again, for +instance), and I have no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would +rather, I'll write myself?' + +'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and +breathing quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here +with Owen. I am so afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go +to Knapwater and be his wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal +what we have told you. Let him continue his deception--it is much +the best for me.' + +Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had +ever existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling +now. + +'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, +'I will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it +that I will not lead you into difficulty.' + +'Conceal it,' she still pleaded. + +'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.' + +'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom, +illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held. + +'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He +turned his horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door. + +The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear +March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was +unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's +voice and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview +clearly before himself. + +The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation- +-that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and +conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities +to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to +Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, +and with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, +never conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea +were Manston's wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? +The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, +cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning of the +statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston's +restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose +marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this +woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had +suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe. + +The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she +really safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might +be, the gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business +to help or defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this +man. She had but one life, and the superciliousness with which all +the world now regarded her should be compensated in some measure by +the man whose carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused +it. + +Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be +done. An inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on +reaching home, he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to +Mr. Manston, and despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he +flung himself back in his chair, and went on with his meditation. +Was there anything in the suspicion? There could be nothing, +surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a motive, and what +conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal conduct? +Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St. +George's dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture +on such a course for the possession alone of the woman--there was no +reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect, +physical and mental. + +On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the +action, that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband +for more than a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere +advertisement. In fact, the whole business had worked almost too +smoothly and effectually for unpremeditated sequence. It was too +much like the indiscriminate righting of everything at the end of an +old play. And there was that curious business of the keys and +watch. Her way of accounting for their being left behind by +forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only +unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers-- +that she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her +escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility of +her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had +been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the +books and papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly +musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid entered. + +'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?' + +'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised. + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.' + +Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few +short moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. +He stood in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the +same old gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen +months earlier when returning on the night of the fire. This +appearance of his conveyed a true impression; he had become a +stagnant man. But he was excited now. + +'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was +closed behind him. + +The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical +experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply. + +'About the Grayes and Manston?' + +'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.' + +'Prove it.' + +'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne +Seaway.' + +'And are their suspicions true indeed!' + +'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.' + +'Suggest Manston's motive?' + +'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly +with the facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, +that I can hardly conceive of another.' + +There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself +which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at +moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no +trivial story to communicate, whatever the story was. + +'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all +the evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all +to no purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to +Owen Graye?' + +'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter +might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings +me to this interview.' + +Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. +The conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was +carried on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the +interlocutors, and in phrases which hesitated to complete +themselves. Three-quarters of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, +came out of the rector's study and again flung his cloak around him. +Instead of going thence homeward, he went first to the Carriford +Road Station with a telegram, having despatched which he proceeded +to his father's house for the first time since his arrival in the +village. + +3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the +evening of the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his +parlour fire, and had been reading the letter arrived from the +rectory. Opposite to him sat the woman known to the village and +neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston. + +'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom +was not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which +has its origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed +the letter to her. + +'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone +of much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes +of that young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could +have sworn it.' + +Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and +haggard; latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of +old. 'If they prove you to be--who you are. . . . Yes, if they +do,' he murmured. + +'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and +looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to +me to be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible +look of yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.' + +He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that +Eunice is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to +come back.' + +This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as +he had done a hundred times during their residence together, he +categorized the events connected with the fire at the Three +Tranters. He dwelt on every incident of that night's history, and +endeavoured, with an anxiety which was extraordinary in the apparent +circumstances, to prove that his wife must, by the very nature of +things, have perished in the flames. She arose from her seat, +crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then she +whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. 'Come, +supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is she?' +coaxed the lady. + +'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston. + +'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?' + +'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.' + +'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in +England, she will come back.' + +'She is not in England.' + +'But she will come back?' + +'No, she won't. . . . Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I +shall not answer any more questions.' + +'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly. + +'She is, I tell you.' + +'I don't think so, love.' + +'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed. + +'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive-- +just the possibility.' + +'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I +admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.' + +She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have +been said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the +furthest remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, +but no information of any kind was to be read there. + +'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured +pettishly, 'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.' + +'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height +and size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are +body and soul united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.' + +She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most +certainly wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your +character and position, and incurring heavy penalties.' + +'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.' + +'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what +was your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?' + +'Your beauty,' he said. + +'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. +Come, what was your motive?' + +'Your wit.' + +'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time +instead of what I am.' + +'Your virtue.' + +'Or virtue either.' + +'I tell you it was your beauty--really.' + +'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is +true, I am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years +older.' + +The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so +confirmatory of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to +develop her chagrin. + +'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up +all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to +London several times between the time of the fire and your marriage +with Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence +or cared that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after +you married her and were separated from her, off you rush to make +love to me--not first to me either, for you went to several places-- +' + +'No, not several places.' + +'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only +lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when +you found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and +that nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your +wife's personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we +carried out--that I should personate her. Your taking all this +trouble shows that something more serious than love had to do with +the matter.' + +'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea +would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being +left alone again. Was that unnatural?' + +'No.' + +'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my +first wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual +benefit, and merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should +call you my first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen +if you had come here as anything else.' + +'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, +whom you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with +you as your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run +the risk of her turning up again at any moment and exposing your +substitution of me, and ruining your name and prospects?' + +'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk +(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).' + +'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather +have risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than +with me as a personator of herself--the first one.' + +'You came easiest to hand--remember that.' + +'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach +me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of +Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to +Philadelphia, and details of American life and manners, in case the +birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become +known in this neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about +the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my +hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean to +say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in +arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and +live with you?' + +'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new +pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you-- +' + +'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements +for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I +ask you to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you +when the third advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the +long-lost wife, and giving a detailed history of her escape and +subsequent life--all which you had invented yourself? You deluded +me into loving you, and then enticed me here! Ah, and this is +another thing. How did you know the real wife wouldn't answer it, +and upset all your plans?' + +'Because I knew she was burnt.' + +'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I +have caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, WHAT +WAS YOUR MOTIVE IN HAVING ME HERE AS YOUR FIRST WIFE?' + +'Silence!' he exclaimed. + +She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in +going on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her +favourite young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted +without an expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I +often think you exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And +she always shuns me as if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used +creature like me sharing power, indeed!' + +'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.' + +'That wouldn't make her avoid me.' + +'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead-- +dead!' He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and +now walked wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more +decisively, he looked in her face. + +'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,' +he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for +a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean +more.' + +'What may it mean?' + +'How should I know?' + +'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make +up the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you +were the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am-- +we can go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say +of you, "His first wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the +Colonies," as the case may be); "He married a second, and deserted +her for Anne Seaway." A very everyday case--nothing so horrible, +after all.' + +He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, NOBODY MUST +KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT MY WIFE EUNICE. And now I must think about +arranging matters.' + +Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the +remainder of the evening. + + + +XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING + +Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his +companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that +they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. +The fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an +immediate answer would give him time to consider. + +Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily +superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at +rare intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a +servant being supposed to disturb the books and papers +unnecessarily. She softly wandered from table to shelf with the +duster in her hand, afterwards standing in the middle of the room, +and glancing around to discover if any noteworthy collection of dust +had still escaped her. + +Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an +old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, +placed in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet +from the floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the +ledge alluded to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the +centre space between them being filled out by a panel of similar +size, making the third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was +nearly on a level with the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in +quantity, showed itself distinctly on account of this obliquity of +vision. Now opposite the central panel, concentric quarter-circles +were traced in the deposited film, expressing to her that this +panel, too, was a door like the others; that it had lately been +opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower edge. + +At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right +of the matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of +Manston's office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long +seclusion here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their +subsequent discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. +Still, there would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this +sight but for one recollection. Manston had once casually told her +that each of the two side-lockers included half the middle space, +the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for symmetry. +It was possible that he had opened this compartment by candlelight +the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the dust, +and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her +an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering. +She considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse +her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar +circumstances of her connection with him. She went close to the +cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable of being +opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her at +which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her +fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair +and looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring +was to be seen. + +'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about +it, and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then +looking back again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should +puzzle her. She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the +ledge of the cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the +underside of the board. + +Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into +it. Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked +at the tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the +circle, and, in addition, a line ran across it diametrically. + +'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious +contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of +the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough +substitute provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to +recede now. She fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled +the door open with a penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten +inches square. The cavity contained-- + +Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian +names only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his +wife Eunice. Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in +answer to his advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of +paper. + +The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced +carelessly through, and then put them aside. They were too similar +to her own regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to +excite it. + +The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back +as far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones +before their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women +at such a period of their existence. Some little time after he had +made her his wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series +began again, and now their contents arrested her attention more +forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the letters into the +parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully perused them in +the order of their dates. + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 17, +1864. + +'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and +was of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact +address instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all +a mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot +fancy it is the same kind of occupation you have been used to +hitherto. Your command that I am to stay here awhile until you can +"see how things look" and can arrange to send for me, I must +necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a married man would have +been rejected by the person who engaged you, and that hence my +existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your +position, why did you think of going at all? + +'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, +vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street +bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most +matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again +in Liverpool. + +'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little +too long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The +weather is gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set +foot outside the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am +to come.--Very affectionately yours, EUNICE.' + + + 'JOHN STREET, + October 25, +1864. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not +had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, +should be in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been +obliged to leave my first lodging for debt--among other things, they +charged me for a lot of brandy which I am quite sure I did not +taste. Then I went to Camberwell and was found out by them. I went +away privately from thence, and changed my name the second time. I +am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was the wretchedest and +dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being there only a +day. I am now at No. 2O in the same street that you left me in +originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so +dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to +get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I +don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have +been looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but +they seem forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in +search of an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of +the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me there. But +I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am +too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I +certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in +this strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London +and then left here alone! Why didn't you leave me in Liverpool? +Perhaps you thought I might have told somebody that my real name was +Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend to whom I could impart +it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest friend is no nearer +than what most people would call a stranger. But perhaps I ought to +tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to you, after +wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near +relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a +line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that +neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together. +I did not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not +like it, and I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the post- +office here. But God knows if the letter will ever reach him. + +'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife, +EUNICE.' + + + 'FRIDAY, +October 28. + +'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am +truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah-- +well, if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to +America by this time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own +free-will. Who can you have met with at that new place? Remember I +say this in no malignant tone, but certainly the facts go to prove +that you have deserted me! You are inconstant--I know it. O, why +are you so? Now I have lost you, I love you in spite of your +neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature. I fear that upon the +whole my life has been wasted. I know there is another woman +supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to me--do come. +EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON, + November +19. + +'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you +have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman +would have tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman +would have lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat +that I did not call myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging +at the beginning of this month--what could you expect? + +'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. +Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the +indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing +the park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who +had also risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you +away from me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss +Aldclyffe, VERY PECULIARLY. The remarkable thing is that you +yourself, without knowing it, told me of what, added to their +conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that neither of you +understand. Two negatives never made such a telling positive +before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single +consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to whether +your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. +Civility now, please. + +EUNICE.' + + + '41 CHARLES SQUARE, + Tuesday, November 22. + +'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I +have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish +at the broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is +delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is +a relief to wish the place good-bye--London always has seemed so +much more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday +will do nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on +Sunday night. + +'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss +Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving +wife, EUNICE.' + + +This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One +other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was +differently addressed. + + + 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD, + November 28, 1864. + +'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so +promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in +the least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. +I write again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it +is possible to conceive. + +'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't +blame me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to +begin my story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then +he sent for me (this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. +Then this is what he did. He promised to fetch me, and did not-- +leaving me to do the journey alone. He promised to meet me at the +station here--he did not. I went on through the darkness to his +house, and found his door locked and himself away from home. I have +been obliged to come here, and I write to you in a strange room in a +strange village inn! I choose the present moment to write to drive +away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you detail it +on paper--poor pleasure though. + +'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I +would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I +have not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want +me badly enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage +to subsist in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month +or six weeks. Will you send it to the same address at the post- +office? But how do I know that you . . . ' + +Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that +the writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her +production, and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write +another, or not to write at all? + +The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story +she had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left +England for America, might be truthful, according to two of these +letters, corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And +yet, at first, he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most +certainly consumed in the fire. + +If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and +probably thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have +been burnt with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did +he say she was burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter? + +The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a +burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this +letter? + +That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation +of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to +do with his reason for never showing it to her. + +She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, +and up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed-- +honestly believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and +hence, of course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no +communication could possibly have passed between his wife and +himself from the first moment that he believed her dead on the night +of the fire, to the day of his wedding. And yet he had that letter. +How soon afterwards could they have communicated with each other? + +The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its contents-- +implying that Mrs Manston was not burnt, his belief in that calamity +must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of the +letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle +that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated +with his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne's residence +with him, or at any time since? + +It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had +forsaken her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her- +-whether she were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of +Knapwater. + +Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real +motive in risking his name on the deception he was practising as +regarded Anne. It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere +passion. Her thoughts had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking +for proofs of her identity with the original Mrs. Manston. She +could see no loophole of escape for the man who supported her. +True, in her own estimation, his worst alternative was not so very +bad after all--the getting the name of libertine, a possible +appearance in the divorce or some other court of law, and a question +of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly progress for +some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently, terrible as +death itself. + +She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the +other letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh +information, fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its +former condition. + +Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had +never seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral +obliquity is the possessor of great physical and intellectual +attractions, the mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to +dread. The man's strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified +Cytherea; for with all the woman Anne's faults, she had not +descended to such depths of depravity as to willingly participate in +crime. She had not even known that a living wife was being +displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of the +question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of +subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after +a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay +mansion. + + 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae + Foemineas assueta manus.' + +2. AFTERNOON + +Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a +machinery which they hoped to find working out important results. + +The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following +morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that +Springrove's communication wore a deeper complexion than any that +had been made to the old magistrate for many months or years past. +The fact was that, having arrived at the stage of existence in which +the difficult intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes +possible, he was now putting it in practice, though not without the +penalty of watchful effort. + +It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his +relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the +subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still +beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several +private inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was +ever a sadness in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned, +which showed that from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's +renunciation of her favourite and namesake proceeded, it was not +from indifference to her fate. + +'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything +but an upright man?' he said to the lady. + +'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly. + +'Well--I have.' + +'What is it?' + +'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my +suspicions are very strong.' + +'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were +first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know +he was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned +for the neglect.' + +He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she +spoke honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who +lived with the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less +that a greater matter might be behind. + +'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that +the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.' + +'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?' + +'That is it.' + +Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's +wife--who else can she be?' she said simply. + +'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.' + +Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the +extraordinary interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her +steward, and had endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The +extent to which she was shaken by his information, whilst it proved +that the understanding between herself and Manston did not make her +a sharer of his secrets, also showed that the tie which bound her to +him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had lately begun to doubt the +latter fact, and now, on finding himself mistaken, regretted that he +had not kept his own counsel in the matter. This it was too late to +do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss Aldclyffe in +detail the grounds of his belief. + +Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had +adopted on his opening the subject. + +'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after +such an elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact, +which bears in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but +absolute proof can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable +motive which could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. +Manston's clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an +extraordinary course of conduct--no motive on earth.' + +'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last +night--a friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.' + +'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised +by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly +and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is +years younger than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet +in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her +up quietly and suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is +monstrous, and I don't believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness. + +The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the +possible motive--but for reasons of his own he did not. + +'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your +belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his +wife or no, and see how he receives it.' + +'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these +things die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.' + +But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of +mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her +mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the +utmost difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen +her movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, +and before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, +softly left the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in +the direction of the old manor-house. + +The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to +share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of +official appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other +was Edward Springrove. + + + +The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind +of Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no +right to keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from +herself. Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; +curiosity had been continuous. The whole morning this resentment +and curiosity increased. + +The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon +at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent +to whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that +something portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. +By carefully observing every trifling action, as only a woman can +observe them, the thought at length dawned upon her that he was +going to run away secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge +of law and justice was vague, and she fancied she might in some way +be made responsible for him. + +In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him +drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire +to go there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, +followed him on foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do +some shopping. + +One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase +at the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank. +Looking out of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she +saw Manston come down the steps of the bank, in the act of +withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and pulling his coat close +over its mouth. + +It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to +be carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving +money; if they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The +steward had in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss +Aldclyffe's account--that was continual with him. And he might have +been removing his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave +the country. + +3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M. + +Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for +dinner. Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, +the shutters were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale +and worn--almost haggard. + +The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation +withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant +companion, the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she +was rising a tap came to the door. + +Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room +and answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe. + +Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I +should be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.' + +'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a +little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with +Miss Aldclyffe.' + +'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few +commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne +went upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened +the front door, and went out. + +She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and +quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had +requested her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in +her to know the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him. +Simple curiosity was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions +had been thoroughly aroused by the discovery of the morning. A +conviction that her future depended on her power to combat a man +who, in desperate circumstances, would be far from a friend to her, +prompted a strategic movement to acquire the important secret that +was in handling now. The woman thought and thought, and regarded +the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could be done. + +Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and +advancing and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the +room in which Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could +be heard through the keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly +turned the knob and opened the door to a width of about half-an- +inch, performing the act so delicately that three minutes, at least, +were occupied in completing it. At that instant Miss Aldclyffe +said-- + +'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.' + +Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and +closed the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered +again. The parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took +place, had the window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, +as is usual in the back portions of old country-houses. The +shutters were hinged one on each side of the opening, and met in the +middle, where they were fastened by a bolt passing continuously +through them and the wood mullion within, the bolt being secured on +the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till Manston and +herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at all. + +If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at +any moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a +part of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe +from disturbance. The idea was worth a trial. + +She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between +her finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was +entirely withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as +before, whilst, where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole +three-quarters of an inch in diameter, through which one might see +into the middle of the room. She applied her eye to the orifice. + +Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back +to the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was +severe, condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne +then turned sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters +and placed her ear upon the hole. + +'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man, +act a double deceit like this?' + +'Men do strange things sometimes.' + +'What was your reason--come?' + +'A mere whim.' + +'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than +Cytherea, or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had +grown tired of her.' + +'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I +married Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was +alive, found that my wife would not come to live with me, and then, +not to let any woman I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of +being displaced and ruined in reputation, should my wife ever think +fit to return, induced this woman to come to me, as being better +than no companion at all?' + +'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind +as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As +an object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne +Seaway at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your +reputation by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure +you didn't, AEneas.' + +'So am I,' he said bluntly. + +Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the +confession was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach +him bitterly, and with tears. + +'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had +any respect for, by such inexplicable doings!. . . That woman must +leave this place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak +out in a day or two!' + +'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow-- +nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized +globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife, +or I am damned past redemption!' + +'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may +be.' + +'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.' + +'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.' + +He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this +deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?' + +'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave +this place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had +better come now.' + +Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon +your supporting me--my very life.' + +He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke +he held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange +expressions came over her face; the workings of her mouth were +painful to observe. Still he held her and whispered on. + +The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her +hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in +her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which +absolutely quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?' + +The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but +it was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was +plain to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from +what he had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on +Manston's behalf. + +Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, +yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the +crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne +quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and +down the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of +a huge lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own. + +In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his +arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the +house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black +spots, towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of +light in the dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. +Miss Aldclyffe's outline became visible upon it; the door shut her +in, and all was darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone +arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place. + +Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of +any kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house. + +4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now +that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts +to disguise the real state of his mind. + +Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, +Manston still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye +of a mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour +of Sisera to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his +adroitness, that he was attempting something more than a disguise of +his feeling. He was trying to distract her attention, that he might +be unobserved in some special movement of his hands. + +What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body +became attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the +duplicated condition at such times--when the existence divides +itself into two, and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in +front, like another person, to hide the timorous spy. + +Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was +nearly over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object +might be accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective +air, and looked steadily at the clock standing against the wall +opposite to him. He said sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of +expressing more by dumb show than the face of a clock. You may see +in it every variety of incentive--from the softest seductions to +negligence to the strongest hints for action.' + +'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite +unintelligible to her. + +'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic, +business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. +They make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at +the piquant shyness of its face when the two hands are over each +other. Several attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of +ten minutes to one differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to +twelve, as youth differs from age. "Upward and onward" says twenty- +five minutes to eleven. Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly +"It is done." You surely have noticed that?' + +'Yes, I have.' + +He continued with affected quaintness:-- + +'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of +a quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, +must have been observed by everybody.' + +'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of +imagination in your fancy,' she said. + +He still contemplated the clock. + +'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon +the eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its +arched top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship +rocking at the upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being +an old cynic, elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen +wavering between good and evil.' + +A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he +wanted to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to +excite his suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked +behind her at the clock as he spoke, recovering her old position +again instantly. The time had not been long enough for any action +whatever on his part. + +'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her +out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it +must nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. +Suppose you do it at once, my dear.' + +There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned +to perform the operation: anything was better than that he should +suspect her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of +workmanship suited to the rest of the antique furniture that Manston +had collected there, and ground heavily during winding. + +Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the +interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning +anything by her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his +shadow on the wall at her right hand. + +What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into +her glass of wine. + +He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She +methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she +faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen. + +In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult +to realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, +can have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must +have been prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, +and yet she could not instantly put on a fear of her position. + +And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition +served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It +was the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of +discovery, unless there were far more reason for the crime than any +that Manston could possibly have. + +Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make +her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original +suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he +was going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was +to be kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid +drinking the wine. + +By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for +nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to +throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one +sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her +handkerchief. + +Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to +him in proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She +instantly seized the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. +When he faced round again she was holding the glass to her lips, +empty. + +In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were +fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and +a few minutes later they retired for the night. + +5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT + +When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her +breathing, that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed +himself in the gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard +him complete this operation; then he took something from his pocket, +put it in the drawer of the dressing-table, went to the door, and +down the stairs. She glided out of bed and looked in the drawer. +He had only restored to its place a small phial she had seen there +before. It was labelled 'Battley's Solution of Opium.' She felt +relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was to have +been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to +be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she +reached the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had +closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that he had +obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to +open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could +hear him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and +quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an instant later, +implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of his +footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he +was approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into +bed. + +Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered +it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to +assure himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which +their ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained +it. Anne's ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink +of the gold as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he +returned to its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a +possibility. While lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image +of his own face in the glass--pale and spectre-like in its +indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather which turned the +balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired from the +room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door, and +go out into the yard. + +Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the +bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to +the door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind +him. 'A precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was +all the more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been +going to leave home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the +trouble to lock her in, holding the belief that she was in a drugged +sleep. The lock shot into a mortice, so that there was no +possibility of her pushing back the bolt. How should she follow +him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the bedroom: it was +large, and had some time heretofore been used as a dressing or bath +room, but had been found inconvenient from having no other outlet to +the landing. The window of this little room looked out upon the +roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne took +a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room +and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the +small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon +the gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands +till her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this +position she adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the +path. + +Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the +evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the +whole landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it +appeared as an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back +of the house, listening intently. The steward had had at least ten +minutes' start of her. She had waited here whilst one might count +fifty, when she heard a movement in the outhouse--a fragment once +attached to the main building. This outhouse was partitioned into +an outer and an inner room, which had been a kitchen and a scullery +before the connecting erections were pulled down, but they were now +used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only means of +access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door of +this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the +exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was +evidently in the outhouse. + +She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was +wrapped in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line +across the floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not +quite closed. This light was unexpected, none having been visible +through hole or crevice. Glancing in, the woman found that he had +placed cloths and mats at the various apertures, and hung a sack at +the window to prevent the egress of a single ray. She could also +perceive from where she stood that the bar of light fell across the +brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon it lay the +key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop was +also partly visible from her position through the two half-open +doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the +tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite +cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks +and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these +being loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily +from the brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside +him. + +That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was +now laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently +than the bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with +some kind of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. +Having now stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a +crowbar between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling +it until several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth +of an old oven, which was apparently contrived in the thickness of +the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been closed up with +bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple old-fashioned +plan of oven-building--a mere oblate cavity without a flue. + +Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy +weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who +watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn- +sack, nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way. + +The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, +and his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put +out the light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some +kind had certainly been made in the intervening portion of the +house. She heard it. 'One of the rats,' she thought. + +He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics +completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in +the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as +she could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the +oven's mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query +that had not left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how +should she get back into her bedroom again?--now received a +solution. Whilst he was replacing the cupboard, she would glide +across the brewhouse, take the key from the top of the copper, run +upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back the key again: if he +returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think the lock had +failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention, +occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and +hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning +of his actions in the workshop. + +Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, +she advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every +individual footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of +rubbish on the floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon +stood close by the copper, and not more than a foot from the door of +the room occupied by Manston himself, from which position she could +distinctly hear him breathe between each exertion, although it was +far too dark to discern anything of him. + +To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and +accordingly she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it +lay. Instead of touching it, her fingers came in contact with the +boot of a human being. + +She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man +or woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A +warm foot, covered with a polished boot. + +The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly +repress a sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the +flight of an arrow. Her touch was so light that the leather seemed +to have been thick enough to keep the owner of the foot in entire +ignorance of it, and the noise of Manston's scraping might have been +quite sufficient to drown the slight rustle of her dress. + +The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It +was somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken +advantage of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the +brewhouse and stand upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear +which had at first paralyzed her lessened with the birth of a sense +that fear now was utter failure: she was in a desperate position +and must abide by the consequences. The motionless person on the +copper was, equally with Manston, quite unconscious of her +proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again, feeling +behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her side, +her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg. + +It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this +time was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to +wait. The comparative security from discovery that her new position +ensured resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some +logical inferences:-- + +1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the +darkness to get there, as she had to enter. + +2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had +reached the door. + +3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, +and for purposes of his own. + +She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his re- +erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it +had contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came +into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths +covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling +scarcely relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the +workshop, hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about +the room for some other article. Having found it, he emerged from +the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, and went into the yard. +Directly he stepped out she could see his outline by the light of +the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung at his back, and in +his hand he carried a spade. + +Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the +proceedings of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him +descend from the copper, and then the square opening of the doorway +showed the outline of this other watcher passing through it +likewise. The form was that of a broad-shouldered man enveloped in +a long coat. He vanished after the steward. + +The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow. +Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had +touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also. + +It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. +The unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, +and pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, +she stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the +yard without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, +and went in the direction the others had taken. + +Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly +followed the last woman. + +But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, +that in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any +person were following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but +she discerned, standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's +horse and gig, ready harnessed. + +He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have +placed the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving +the house and her exit by the window. However, there was not time +to weigh this branch of the night's events. She turned about again, +and continued on the trail of the other three. + +6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M. + +Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become +a watcher. + +The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park +plantation, at equi-distances of about seventy yards. Here the +ground, completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick +moss which was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first +watcher, that is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now +fell back, when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty +well, dived circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the +steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. +The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little +in advance, but on Manston's other hand. + +He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. +There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened. + +Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, +half filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, +mingled themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the +midst of them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves +aside into a large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, +crept into a bush, and turning her head to survey the rest, missed +the man who had dropped behind, and whom we have called the first +watcher. Concluding that he, too, had hidden himself, she turned +her attention to the second watcher, the other woman, who had +meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in hiding, and now seated +herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward than was Anne +Seaway. + +Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's +spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly +perceptible to her ears when the periodic cessations between the +creaks of the engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which +otherwise brought the subdued roar of the cascade from the further +side of the bank that screened it. A large hole--some four or five +feet deep--had been excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. +Into this he immediately placed the sack, and then began filling in +the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he carefully raked the +whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of the pit, +burying the ground with them as they had buried it before. + +For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation +of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be +disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers +still decayed and added to the mould beneath. + +By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne +could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching +from behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her +intense contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her +countenance was white and motionless. + +It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the +completion of his labour he turned, and did so. + +'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed. + +'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring +whisper. Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's. + +The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned +in the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first +watcher, if he had come no nearer than his original position, was +too far off to hear any part of this dialogue, on account of the +roar of the falling water, which could reach him unimpeded by the +bank. + +The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning +the first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, +instantly rushed to where the man was concealed, and, before the +latter could disengage himself from the boughs, the steward struck +him on the head with the blade of the instrument. The man fell to +the ground. + +'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the +trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction. + +Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and +looked at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless. + +Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable +magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply +because it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the +result of no law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to +him and gently turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of +life. By her assistance he was soon able to stand upright. + +He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect +his ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically. + +It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs. +Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?' + +'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery-- +which may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, +and seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious +in his utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well, +it doesn't matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.' + +He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had +taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute. + +'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily, +'until we have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be +only a bag of building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help +me dig.' He seized the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, +and went into the pit, continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no +use my running after him single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far +off by this time. The best step is to see what is here.' + +It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had +been for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam +thrown out, and the sack dragged forth. + +'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her +standing near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had +brought, and gave it into her hand. + +The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The +officer laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and +jerked forth the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully +wrapped up in impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the +point of pulling open the folds at one end, when a light coloured +thread of something, hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He +put his hand upon it; it felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. +'Hold the light close,' he said. + +She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both +peered at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger +and thumb. It was a long hair; the hair of a woman. + +'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the +detective whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for +the present through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place. +. . . Now wait a minute whilst I prove it.' + +He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a +minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled +in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife +had found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. +He held the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown +hue. He laid them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were +of the same length to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne. + +'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered +her, as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, +God only knows.' + +'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of +events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and +motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it, +his renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing +upon her mind with the rapidity of lightning. + +'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her: +and a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam. +Knowing as much about a secret murder as God knows is a very +suspicious thing: it doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He +directed the bull's-eye into her face. + +'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal +actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.' + +He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the +grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. +A light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's +awaiting him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing +outside. + +'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his +assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's +gone--you should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that +woman, Miss Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions +in an undertone to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to +the rector--he's up. Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am +driving to Casterbridge with this one, and for help. We shall be +sure to have him when it gets light.' + +He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they +went, the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy +quarters at each side, like a white riband, and made their progress +easy. They came to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense +firs for some distance on both sides. It was totally dark here. + +There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its +length, at the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the +detective drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung +them both to the ground. + +The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out +his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that +of another conveyance of some kind. + +'Hoy!' said the officer. + +Nobody answered. + +'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again. + +No reply. + +'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without +gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and +turned on his lantern. + +There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle +of the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or +near the vehicle. + +'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman. + +'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's. + +'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone. +However, you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What +forethought the man must have had--how carefully he must have +considered possible contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse +and gig ready before he began shifting the body.' + +He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but +the occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He +threw the light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could +see nothing beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that +Manston was not many yards off, but the question was how to find +him. Nothing could be done by the detective just then, encumbered +as he was by the horse and Anne. If he had entered the thicket on a +search unaided, Manston might have stepped unobserved from behind a +bush and murdered him with the greatest ease. Indeed, there were +such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston's circumstances at +that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer felt it +hazardous to remain any longer where he stood. + +He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own +vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means +of escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his +prisoner to the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the +police-station, and then took immediate steps for the capture of +Manston. + + + +XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY + +Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape. + +It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and +inside the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and +poured them critically as usual from one palm to another, but they +thought and spoke of Manston. Grocers serving behind their +counters, instead of using their constant phrase, 'The next article, +please?' substituted, 'Have you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and +drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs +firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into the lowest +depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost +keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, 'Ay, ay, so's: +they'll have him avore night.' + +Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly +and anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an +acquaintance who accosted him. + +'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A +vagrant first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, +under which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed +out and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of +half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the +heap, where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly +imprinted the form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, +and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over +the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved the +man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford +crossed by stepping-stones--on the further bank were the same +footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of +this course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went, +and the next clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that +wherever a clear space three or four yards wide ran in a line +through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a proof +that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier. +At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his +flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into +Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at +eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to +get to France by way of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all +the railway-stations being watched. + +'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went +again at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed +themselves under the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another +stayed by the office door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the +straight cut to the quay. At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were +put on board. Whilst the attention of the idlers was directed to +the mails, down Mary Street came a man as boldly as possible. The +gait was Manston's, but not the clothes. He passed over to the +shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this +warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and +waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised-- +they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All this morning +they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him anywhere. +However, he has lost his last chance of getting across the Channel. +It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a labourer.' + +During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes +follow a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who +was stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung +and concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a +man with a bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his +head, to go down the High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge +which divided the town from the country, place his shaggy +encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave it there. + +Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the +direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could +see stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he +noticed a man to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two +hundred and fifty yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a +wicket on the other side. This figure seemed like that of the man +who had been carrying the bundle of straw. He looked at the straw: +it still stood alone. + +The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his +brain:-- + +Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a +brown smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a +labourer, on second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his +bundle of straw with the greatest ease and naturalness. + +The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, +where Cytherea was living. + +If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the +fire, Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and +reckless of results, might rush to his wife and harm her. + +It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to +entertain; but Springrove could not resist its influence. He +started off for Tolchurch. + +2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M. + +On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch +by the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village +and was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he +might ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had +reached him concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had +said nothing to her of the matter. + +She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up +the lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by +were so rare in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt +by the wayside were invariably lifted to every one on the road, +great and small, as to a novelty. + +A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the +house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly +deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and +his sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the +body of cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose +and bolted the door. + +Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He +advanced to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the +window; he next pressed his face against the glass, peering in. + +Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as +ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in +the peering face that of the man she had married. + +But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her +fear was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, +feeling he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last +stage of recklessness, terrified nature must have given way. + +'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.' + +'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. +'If you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.' + +'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my +sin has been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have +money enough for us both--only come with me.' + +'Not now--not now.' + +'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.' + +'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her. + +'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once +more?' + +'No--I will not,' said Cytherea. + +'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I +die for it!' + +The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in +casements. He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand +through the hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement +close, and began opening the window. + +Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred +with desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside. + +'Damn you!' he exclaimed. + +He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater +now: he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and +opened it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before +the terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an +instant he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she +was, flung back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her. + +In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea +either flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her +constitution at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to +foot, and this preserved her consciousness. + +Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such +good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the +room. Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and +Manston, her large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils +constantly fixed upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether +his next intention was to dart to the right or the left. + +Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of +unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. +It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston +continued his pursuit with a lowered eye. + +The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the +capture of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went +over it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, +and was out at the other side. + + 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies, + One on his sinews and his giant size.' + +But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. +She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; +she uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity +seemed to echo for miles. + +At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down +about her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is +sufficient to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight +of his intended direction for one instant, and he immediately +outmanoeuvred her. + +'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing +over it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards +him, and clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms +and breast, and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his +action was leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, +'Rest there for a while, my frightened little bird!' + +And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched +by the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering- +ram against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, +had sprung in at the open window, and stood once more between man +and wife. + +Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the +one side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between +them. It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the +Jezreelite: 'Hast thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I +have found thee: because thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the +sight of the Lord.' + +A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the +taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the +delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the +jaws of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling +over and over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they +had been one organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to +secure Manston's arms with a small thong he had drawn from his +pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife. + +Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this +momentous space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two +combatants, so similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other +was the stroke of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at +every contortion of body or limbs. + +Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. +She had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her +deliverer, unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, +'Come! Help! O, help!' + +Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They +dashed forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a +smock-frock on lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and +ran on the same as before. + +Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed +at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to +a desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried, +with a hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how +I'll baffle you all yet!' + +He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. +In one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his +pursuers. + + + +Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His +thoughts had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to +hasten up the lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her +leaning upon a bank by the roadside, where she had flung herself +down in sheer exhaustion. He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and +thus aided she was enabled to stand upright--clinging to him. What +would Springrove have given to imprint a kiss upon her lips then! + +They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of +whose wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated +pleasure he felt at her grateful recognition of him, and her +confiding seizure of his arm for support. He conveyed her carefully +into the house. + +A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially +recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her +waiting anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart +pass the door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains +disfigured its wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been +scratched and dimmed; ornament had long been forgotten in a restless +contemplation of use. Three men sat on the seat, the middle one +being Manston. His hands were bound in front of him, his eyes were +set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard, and fixed. + +Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short +words. He now said solemnly, 'He is to die.' + +'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning +back and covering her face with her hands. + +In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove +watched the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its +wheels gradually dying away as it rolled in the direction of the +county-town. + + + +XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS + +1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON + +Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the +bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer +Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to +his friend, Farmer Baker. + +There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking +down the street at some object which had attracted his attention. +'Ah, 'tis what we shall all come to!' he murmured. + +The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour +Springrove; true.' + +Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, +were what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore +on their shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth. + +'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as +that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I +call it a sort of medicine.' + +'And it is medicine. . . . I have not heard of any body being ill +up this way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.' + +'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's +no difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any +other sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what +was laid down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end-- +thoughtfully formed as any other--which has been existing at that +very same point from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so +soon.' + +'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in +the Lord's.' + +'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our +sight.' + +'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in +front of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that +threshing and winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why +should we not stand still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye +upon the Whys and the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we +go down into the mouldering-place, and are forgotten?' + +''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into. +There's a back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost +to advance in order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are +turning in here with the coffin, look.' + +The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at +hand. The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them +along the way. + +''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer +Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.' + +'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.' +The corner of the cloth had blown aside. + +'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to +him. I have often thought how much smaller the richer class are +made to look than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the +greatest of all the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and +I speak from experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when +the uncertainty of his life shows itself more than usual.' + +As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went +across a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim +and heavy archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited. + +Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals, + + 'COUNTY GAOL.' + +The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the +two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men +severally stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its +melancholy length through the aperture, and both entered the court, +and were covered from sight. + +'Somebody in the gaol, then?' + +'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment, +who passed on whistling. + +'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a +third bystander. + +'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, +Manston, Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first +thing this morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his +cell, in some way, by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. +The turnkey says his features were scarcely changed, as he looked at +'em with the early sun a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has +left a full account of the murder, and all that led to it. So +there's an end of him.' + + + +It was perfectly true: Manston was dead. + +The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, +and had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the +following confession:-- + + 'LAST WORDS. + +'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I +renounce it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the +facts connected with my past proceedings. + +'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the +fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I +detested, I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, +finding that nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly +afterwards I returned home again in the company of Mr. Raunham. + +'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards +the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange +deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the +park trees. It was the figure of a woman. + +'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her +attire: it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a +thick veil covering her face. These features, together with her +size and gait, aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain +of events which had saved her life, told me that she was my wife +Eunice. + +'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I +had gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was +complaint, whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. +The revulsion of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just +thanked, seemed a mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a +madman. + +'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. +Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, +and sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as +we both lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her +complaints to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had +discovered, which concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was +surprised to learn it--more surprised that she knew it, but +concealed my feeling. + +'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of +spirits even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how +you drive me about! I have been to the station, intending to leave +you for ever, and yet I come to try you once more." + +'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked-- +rage and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I +furiously raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to +strike her. She turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end. +By her movement my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the +neck--as men strike a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with +amazement. The blow must have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at +my feet, made a few movements, and uttered one low sound. + +'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her +arm with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was +dead. + +'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. +For several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the +consequences of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody +seen her since she left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was +already believed by the parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should +never be found out. + +'Upon this I acted. + +'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of +the moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine- +house and waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. +It was now four o'clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring +about the place. I would put off burying her till the next night. +I carried her indoors. + +'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I +found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that +the wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the +plaster an old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up +when the house was prepared for me. + +'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a +few minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the +body again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the +oven, packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard. + +'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very +remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife +was not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing +which struck me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might +think it odd that no remains whatever should be found. + +'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and +place it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do +this, on account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of +the fire. One remedy remained. + +'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I +must take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled +out the bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took +her keys from her pocket and the watch from her side. + +'I then replaced everything as before. + +'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took +my way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from +the back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the +nook where pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled +behind the laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a +skull among these old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or +two in the rubbish here, there was not one now. I then groped in +the other corner with the same result--nowhere could I find a skull. +Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were all I could +collect, and with these I was forced to be content. + +'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind +the inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind +the hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who +watched the spot. + +'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one +over the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers. +When the bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I +threw the watch. + +'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just +as the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!" + +'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some +unlikely chance get moved to-day!" + +'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at +breakfast, and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into +the outhouse, again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the +mouth of the oven behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its +place, I waited for the next night that I might bury the body, +though upon the whole it was in a tolerably safe hiding-place. + +'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they +had been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. +I went to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly +drove in the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I +will bury her to-morrow night, however," I thought. + +'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my +reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, +after all, never likely to be opened in my time. + +'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the +church with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain +more fixed on good intentions, than I did on that morning. + +'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in +Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's +disclosure, I was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had +found the body. "Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?" +I mourned. I saw my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act +externally like an honourable man. So at his request I yielded her +up to him, and meditated on several schemes for enabling me to claim +the woman I had a legal right to claim as my wife, without +disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it. + +'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived +in a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving +my wife dead without compromising myself. + +'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her +whereabouts by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one +evening I chanced to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious +poachers were sitting in the settle, which screened my entrance. +They were half drunk--their conversation was carried on in the +solemn and emphatic tone common to that stage of intoxication, and I +myself was the subject of it. + +'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On +the night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to +meet me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he +did; but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a +mood of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his +comrade. The favourable hour of the night suggested to them the +possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight came. My +fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his +repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my +birds. I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham. +The other was disinclined to go, and the first went off alone. + +'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the +shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he +fancied he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the +other side of the building. He described them in these words, +"Ghostly mouths talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of +the water and creak of the engine as before." Only one explanation +occurred to him; the house was haunted. And, whether those of the +living or the dead, voices of any kind were inimical to one who had +come on such an errand. He stealthily crept home. + +'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal +his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the +railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. +Then he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been +really an enactment in the flesh between me and my wife? + +'The words of the other man were: + +'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?" + +'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if +she don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her +murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on +the treadmill for being where I was." + +'"And if she should turn up alive?" + +'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as +well as a rogue, hold my tongue." + +'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in +heaven or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was +now put upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows. + +'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only +effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a +simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before +the suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further. + +'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute. + +'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, +innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, +and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. +On account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a +precarious position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was +not the best kind of woman for the scheme; but there was no +alternative. One quality of hers was valuable; she was not a +talker. I went to London the very next day, called at the Hoxton +lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been known as +Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the way +of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my +course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my +plan. + . . . + +'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. +Anne came home from church that morning, and told me of the +suspicious way in which a young man had looked at her there. +Nothing could be done beyond waiting the issue of events. Then the +letter came from Raunham. For the first time in my life I was half +indifferent as to what fate awaited me. During the succeeding day I +thought once or twice of running away, but could not quite make up +my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the body of my wife, +I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I went to +Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss +Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no +right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still +more. She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that +evening, that he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance +even than the one he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house +even then. + +'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to +enlighten her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I +said that I killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, +dwelling upon the advantage to her of the death of the only woman +who knew her secret. + +'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory +that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to +my residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after +digging my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what +the sack contained. + +'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are +almost always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, +it is strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly +dead men, who have scarcely ever been otherwise. + + 'AENEAS MANSTON.' + +The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of +various kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss +Aldclyffe from all suspicion of complicity with the murderer. + +2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M. + +It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death. + +In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of +Cytherea, her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat +by the window conversing of the strange events which had just taken +place. In Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her +face was as white as a lily. + +Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that +coated the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round +the corner of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the +rays of the sun in a flash from its polished panels as it turned the +angle, the spokes of the wheels bristling in the same light like +bayonets. The vehicle came nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's +door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave a shout, and the +panting and sweating horses stopped. + +'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed. + +Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for +her, and I am to wait for an answer.' + +Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:-- + +'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. +She continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see +you. If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely +yours, JOHN RAUNHAM.' + +'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman. + +'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on +the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she +complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid +ran in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in +gaol--she shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. +Severe internal haemorrhage continued for some time and then +stopped. They say she is sure to get over it; but she herself says +no. She has suffered from it before.' + +Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage. + +3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M. + +Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater +House, the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman +caught the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the sick- +chamber with suspended breath. + +In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so +rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's +weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of +the universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having +left the room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon +being engaged in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their +patient had been pronounced out of danger. + +Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what +a change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a +forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the +haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a +sweeter mild placidity had taken its place. + +Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be +alone with Cytherea. + +'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed. + +Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her. + +Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but +I know that I am certainly going to die.' + +'They know, I think, and hope.' + +'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you +forgive me!' + +Her companion pressed her hand. + +'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured. +'It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove +that I implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which +caused all the train of your innumerable ills!' + +'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse +that is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: +as I myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.' + +Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of +her young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. +Expressions of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst +again and again from the broken-spirited woman. + +'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you +would pity me then!' + +Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman +appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on +in a voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and +yet there pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to +demand firm tones to bear it out worthily. + +'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die. + +'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of +seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six- +and-twenty. He went to India, and died. + +'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her +parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the +money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with +a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's +Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with +it to Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. +She placed the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then +ran away and watched. They took it up and carried it indoors. + +'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly +for cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents' +counsel to secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't +know what to do. She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had +taken it in, and asked her to meet the writer with the infant at +certain places she named. These were hotels or coffee-houses in +Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The woman, being well paid, +always came, and asked no questions. At one meeting--at an inn in +Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the child, and told the +girl it was so ill that it would not live through the night. The +news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit . . .' + +Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully +agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for +her, bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking. + +'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on! +And I must tell yet more plainly!. . . you must hear it before I am +gone, Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down +again. + +'The name of the woman who had taken the child was MANSTON. She was +the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of +a relation. + +'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper +of the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased +ever since. + +'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a +man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then +unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was +to be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he +known her secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him +by an effort, and pined. + +'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune +and estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of +having near her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had +been forbidden to recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman +is. + + . . . + +'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And +I wanted to see him YOUR HUSBAND, Cytherea!--the husband of my true +lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me. . . . Pity me--O, pity +me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, +and I love him now.' + + + +That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe. + +'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said, +after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence. + +'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?' + +Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though +the old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you +are your brother's housekeeper?' + +'Yes.' + +'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this. . . +Go home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning +come again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you. But +you mustn't stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.' +The absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so +often seen in very sick people, was present here. + +Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay +continuously. + +'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die +till to-morrow.' + +'We hope for your recovery--all of us.' + +'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.' + +'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly. + +'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's +breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?' + +Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known +had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of +Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which +such a proceeding would have involved. + +An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the +pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage +to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be +in readiness to bring her back earlier. + +4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK + +The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those +periodic terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection +with the Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date. + +It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most +probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by +a sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At +the foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of +entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss +Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but +longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature. + +Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in +thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood +before her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to +lead Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred. + +'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to +stay!' Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became +broadly awake; and the figure vanished. + +It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of +disquiet, and not being able to endure the thought of her brother +being asleep, she went and tapped at his door. + +'Owen!' + +He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to +rise. + +'What do you want, Cytherea?' + +'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. +I really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.' + +'What time is it?' + +'A few minutes past four.' + +'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we +should have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.' + +Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went +to bed again. + +An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came +to the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of +Owen's window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel +had been thrown against it to arouse him. + +He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn +white face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining +to catch the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the +face of a Knapwater man sitting on horseback. + +Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of +every man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window. + +'Miss Aldclyffe . . . ' said the messenger, and paused. + +'Ah--dead?' + +'Yes--she is dead.' + +'When did she die?' + +'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, +you see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.' + + + +SEQUEL + +Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer +Night, 1867. + +The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford +Church, at ten o'clock in the evening. + +Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the +light of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. +The six Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned +old bells in the key of F, which have been music to the ears of +Carriford parish and the outlying districts for the last four +hundred years. The stranger is an assistant, who has appeared from +nobody knows where. + +The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and +catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair +waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, +who has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and +coat. Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless +variety of kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are +religiously fixed on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is +chalked on the floor. + +Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the +four unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes +of the men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the +tower archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of +the nave and chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at +the east window of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly. + +A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories +had taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes +had been provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its +carriage, and the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of +woollen texture--soft to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the +ropes in place of the old ragged knots, all of which newness in +small details only rendered more evident the irrepressible aspect of +age in the mass surrounding them. + +The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces +and rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the +ropes and leaving the place for the night. + +'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming +face, and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the +tenor bell. + +'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a +stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second +rope, and addressing the man in the black coat. + +''A did,' said the rest. + +'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly. + +'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that +d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold +cider.' + +'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last +allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every +man home-along straight as a line.' + +'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I +ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.' + +'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round. + +'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this +mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very +convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that +twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.' + +'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.' + +'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said +it. But 'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like +any maid, that 'a did.' + +'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to +play wi' fire.' + +'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently. + +'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play +wi'it again when thou'st got mildewed.' + +'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The +Lord have mercy upon the fourth! . . . Ay, Teddy's got his own at +last. What little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your +wife as you choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was +always my joke when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But +Teddy's got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi' +grief--so was she.' + +'Maybe she'll pick up now.' + +'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I +bear in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's +family o' seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I +was just in my prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy +got, clerk?" he says. "Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has +a brother!" "Poor woman," says he, "a dozen children!--give her +this half-sovereign from me, clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes +afterwards, when he found out my merry nater--'a did. But there, +'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church is the ruin of a man's wit +for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o' sin.' + +'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd +both ha' died,' said Gad emphatically. + +'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered +the clerk. + +'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't +flee off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude- +-'Here's Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman +standen likewise; here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and +there they d'bide in the chimley corner, hard and fast.' + +'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk. +'Here was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master +Springrove, looken as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor +souls!--the men always do! The women do stand it best--the maid was +in her glory. Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through +that shy skin. Ah, it did so's.' + +'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen +carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. +There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em +come out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master +tailors. Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and +shovel. There was wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up +and down church'ard till they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten +the squallen children slip down through their arms and nearly +skinnen o' em. And these were all over and above the gentry and +Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last dressed +up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the top o' +church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd +prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak. +Teddy hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and +laughed like a boy. There's more in Teddy.' + +'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now +you've been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell +us what ye've come here for, and what your trade is?' + +'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the +wickedness of the land.' + +'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,' +replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before. + +'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible +translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.' + +'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted. + +The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped +out into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two +of full, and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood +on the south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat +darkness against the illuminated atmosphere behind them. + +'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was +locked. 'My nearest way is through the park.' + +'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the +railway-station.' + +'Of course--come on.' + +The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the +party going into the road on the opposite side. + +'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked, +as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of +the story about the property?' + +'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll +tell me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here +to-day, I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.' + +'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man. + +''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss +Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on +the very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea +Graye. And this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep +as the North Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and +personal, to "THE WIFE OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception): +failen her life to her husband: failen his life to the heirs of his +head--body I would say: failen them to her absolutely and her heirs +for ever: failen these to Pa'son Raunham, and so on to the end o' +the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme? Why, +although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for +Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used, and not Cytherea's +name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come in for't. Wasn't +that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under +any circumstances, should be master o' the property, without folk +knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would if it +had been left to en straightway.' + +'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?' + +'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.' + +'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and +inherited all absolutely.' + +'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't +like the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally +enough, pretty dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr. +Raunham. Now, if there's a man in the world that d'care nothen +about land--I don't say there is, but IF there is--'tis our pa'son. +He's like a snail. He's a-growed so to the shape o' that there +rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it even in name. "'Tis +yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says she. "'Tis'n' +mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, thinken +o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied it up, +too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and a +woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate +backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this +way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and +steward, and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand-- +just as if 'twas his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham +never interferen--and hither to-day he's brought his new wife, +Cytherea. And a settlement ha' been drawn up this very day, whereby +their children, heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's +death. Good fortune came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well. +He came in first man in some architectural competition, and is about +to move to London. Here's the house, look. Stap out from these +bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.' + +They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and +down the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre +of the mansion, they halted. + +It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The +whole of the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, +was built of a white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the +rays of the moon as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in +the scene rivalling the fairness of the facade were a dozen swans +floating upon the lake. + +At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, +and two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures +were they. A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea +Springrove: a young man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her +husband. + +They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, +the water, and the general loveliness of the prospect. + +'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story +by rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered. + +'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a +penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it, +isn't it--beautiful!. . . But this is a private path, and we won't +let 'em see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and +dance to-morrow night.' + +The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the +wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at +the further boundary of the park, they paused to part. + +'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's +your line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?' + +'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick +up the news. Good-night.' + + +Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for +several minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff +was lying alongside. + +'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just +come into my head!' + +'Well, dearest--I know.' + +'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as +you did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.' + +He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from +shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, +he paused and looked at her. + +'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,' +said Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the +sculls in this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this +way. Then I put my hand on the other side of your little neck--' + +'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.' + +'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--' + +'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I +couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being +unkind to you, and I wouldn't be that.' + +'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips +round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.' + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg eText of Desperate Remedies. + diff --git a/old/desrm10.zip b/old/desrm10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..fce7645 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/desrm10.zip |
