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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy
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+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
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+Title: Desperate Remedies
+
+Author: Thomas Hardy
+
+Release Date: November 2000 [EBook #3044]
+Posting Date: May 25, 2009
+Last Updated: October 14, 2016
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+Language: English
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES ***
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+Produced by Les Bowler
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+
+DESPERATE REMEDIES
+
+
+By Thomas Hardy
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+
+ I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+ II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+ III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+ IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+ VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+ X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+ XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+ XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+ XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+ XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+ XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+ XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+ XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+ SEQUEL
+
+
+
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+
+The following story, the first published by the author, was written
+nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a
+method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too
+exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral
+obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes,
+and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a
+little longer preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a
+fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete--the more readily that
+it has for some considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated
+in America. January 1889.
+
+To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of
+‘Desperate Remedies,’ some Wessex towns and other places that are common
+to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the
+first time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the
+satisfaction of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters.
+
+This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain
+characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were
+present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no French
+name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered.
+
+T.H. February 1896.
+
+
+
+
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+
+1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36
+
+In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which
+renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward
+Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue
+was a Christmas visit.
+
+In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who
+had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of
+Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the
+Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had
+gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together,
+Huntway, the friend, had taken orders.
+
+Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought
+which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness;
+on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three.
+
+Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in
+a new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it
+was ever a surprise.
+
+While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the
+Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in
+a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than
+comfortable circumstances, the captain’s wife came of an ancient family
+whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious
+and well-known in the kingdom.
+
+The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most
+beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen
+or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very
+unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect.
+She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere
+distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as
+the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than
+perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in very nature.
+Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only eclipsed by its
+hazardousness. He loved her at first sight.
+
+His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents
+two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and
+accident and a lover’s contrivance brought them together as frequently
+the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few
+friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he
+was received on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not
+only strong, but ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging
+him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and
+mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without
+money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding
+consequence of the young people’s reciprocal glances with placidity, if
+not actual favour.
+
+Graye’s whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable
+episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had
+arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza--before plunging into an
+emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was
+necessary for the young architect to leave town.
+
+Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had
+been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his
+presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had
+repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which
+drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural
+tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present
+seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is
+in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed.
+
+In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a
+spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took
+her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the
+evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the
+freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as
+fresh and beautiful as they.
+
+‘My love--my darling, be my wife!’
+
+She seemed like one just awakened. ‘Ah--we must part now!’ she faltered,
+in a voice of anguish. ‘I will write to you.’ She loosened her hand and
+rushed away.
+
+In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who
+shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words
+was put into his hand?
+
+‘Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us
+eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; but your love was
+sweet! Never mention me.’
+
+That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of
+things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to
+a relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could
+wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and
+the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from
+the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he
+at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her
+reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to
+reveal it.
+
+A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway’s house
+and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend
+answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor
+food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend.
+Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had
+been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer
+of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly
+been terminated by the cousin’s departure for India, and the young
+lady’s travelling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the
+ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said
+that circumstances had rendered Graye’s attachment more hopeless still.
+Cytherea’s mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates
+in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening lives. This
+had caused their removal from the small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it
+appeared, a renunciation of their old friends in that quarter.
+
+Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love.
+But he could not forget her.
+
+2. FROM 1843 TO 1861
+
+Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without
+relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met
+a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good
+gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of
+Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the
+beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit;
+but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will
+make a passing love permanent for ever.
+
+This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first
+or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but
+few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless
+repining at the loss of its first idol.
+
+His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions
+will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their
+imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant
+disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances
+as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and
+sanguine receptivity of his early life developed by degrees a moody
+nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope
+he was the victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of
+such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious
+improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a
+religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned.
+But as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of
+spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been
+found to lead to disaster.
+
+In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children.
+The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from
+school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his
+father’s office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen’s junior
+by a year.
+
+Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why.
+
+3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863
+
+We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of
+these persons’ lives. The scene is still the Grayes’ native town of
+Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of
+October.
+
+The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen
+wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the
+time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical
+garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and
+enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible
+advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace
+its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when
+business--which, carried on under the gables of an old country place,
+is not devoid of a romantic sparkle--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly,
+the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting
+to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and
+provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.
+
+Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they
+interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious
+of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to
+be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable
+caricatures which spoil them.
+
+The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the
+intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two
+to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from
+Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons
+who had already assembled within the building were noticing the entrance
+of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--questioning the
+genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating their private means.
+
+Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid
+the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble.
+She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings
+and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked
+up the side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and
+entered the seat pointed out to her.
+
+The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen.
+During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and
+listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed
+an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes.
+
+Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect
+than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of
+faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the
+gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an
+extreme degree.
+
+Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended
+scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of
+her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The
+carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide upon a glide--was
+as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and
+elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by
+observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her
+years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the
+inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her
+safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations
+and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas
+parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was
+heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her
+apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood,
+and compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon
+her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn.
+And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this
+point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not
+found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details.
+
+Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining
+corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as
+each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue,
+though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed
+the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as
+distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express
+faithfulness only to the object confronting them.
+
+But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating
+woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the
+effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--or of a
+full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it
+may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that
+among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly
+striking:--
+
+ During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
+ smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
+ space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
+ degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
+ and Nay.
+
+ During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
+ accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of
+ the listener’s arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree
+ of intimacy dictated.
+
+ When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
+
+She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the
+present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window.
+
+Why the particulars of a young lady’s presence at a very mediocre
+performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their
+intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why they were
+remembered and individualized by herself and others through after
+years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the
+extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in which the real
+meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of
+experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge
+of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterwards--to
+continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of
+twenty-nine subsequent months.
+
+The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and
+through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room
+the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper
+part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under
+the superintendence of Miss Graye’s father, the architect to the work.
+
+That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the
+room was a fact which Cytherea’s idling eyes had discovered with some
+interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being
+enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage
+of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men--four
+in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the
+fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman.
+
+The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason’s labourer.
+The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving
+directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway
+allowed, stood perfectly still.
+
+The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious
+and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark
+margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by
+contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.
+
+The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the
+five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and
+experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger
+than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like
+silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a
+person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose:
+that they were indifferent to--even unconscious of--the distracted world
+beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the
+scaffolding.
+
+Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless,
+with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost
+in reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were
+lifting.
+
+‘Why does he stand like that?’ the young lady thought at length--up to
+that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines,
+who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry
+into their Harbour of a power that overturned the State.
+
+She moved herself uneasily. ‘I wish he would come down,’ she whispered,
+still gazing at the skybacked picture. ‘It is so dangerous to be
+absent-minded up there.’
+
+When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold
+of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go
+and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling
+forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately
+disappearing downwards.
+
+His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her
+lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by
+one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their
+heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the
+sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor.
+
+The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being
+carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her
+own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had
+passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the
+door--through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few
+instants before--her eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and,
+without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a
+rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that
+are simultaneous--however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as
+chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that
+time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea’s mind the scene
+from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.
+
+4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH
+
+When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of
+horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the
+clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce.
+
+The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour,
+Owen Graye sat before his father’s private escritoire, engaged
+in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of
+papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of all
+to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper
+tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers
+bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap wrapped round with
+crude red tape.
+
+The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted
+to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were
+ascertained:--
+
+ First, that their father’s income from professional sources had
+ been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure;
+ and that his own and his wife’s property, upon which he had relied
+ for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to
+ unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father’s too
+ open-hearted trustfulness.
+
+ Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain
+ his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable
+ instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at
+ Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his
+ spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which
+ had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be
+ considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security
+ whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most
+ unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all
+ such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and
+ all Mr. Graye’s money with it.
+
+ Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he
+ knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few
+ pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name.
+
+ Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had
+ awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by
+ his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal
+ in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a
+ portion of the little fortune he had let go.
+
+Cytherea was frequently at her brother’s elbow during these
+examinations. She often remarked sadly--
+
+‘Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn’t
+he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would
+claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that
+from it sprang all the ills of his life--everything connected with his
+gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about him.’
+
+‘I remember what he said once,’ returned the brother, ‘when I sat up
+late with him. He said, “Owen, don’t love too blindly: blindly you
+will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to
+a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,”
+ father said. “Cultivate the art of renunciation.” And I am going to,
+Cytherea.’
+
+‘And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa’s ruin, because he
+did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where
+she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about
+her. Papa never told us her name, did he?’
+
+‘That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not
+our mother.’
+
+The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye’s disheartening blow was
+precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls
+ponder in their hearts.
+
+5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH
+
+Thus Ambrose Graye’s good intentions with regard to the reintegration of
+his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put
+them for ever out of his power.
+
+Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in
+immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously
+unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to
+have the assets, such as they were, administered by the Court.
+
+‘What will become of us now?’ thought Owen continually.
+
+There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time
+persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there must be a
+special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the
+remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and
+Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of
+possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with
+themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked--‘Like those
+of other people similarly circumstanced.’
+
+Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision
+on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to
+letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden
+hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch.
+In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning
+people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted
+truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every
+farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the
+daughter had been brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had
+made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the
+nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not
+hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in
+some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed
+them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in
+their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors--their toes
+hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over
+their toes--and in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated
+the course of the improvident, and reduced the children’s prospects to a
+shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of
+a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a
+stare unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it.
+
+Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of
+us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or
+object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is
+the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession
+by a hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our
+skeleton-closet’s whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a
+chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though
+these may be.
+
+Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have
+been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But
+unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has
+had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their
+opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of
+his father’s impressibility, a larger share of his father’s pride, and a
+squareness of idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would
+have amounted to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had
+thought of it at all, was rather divided into distinct classes than
+blended from extreme to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which
+might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected
+opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere
+sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation,
+sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical indifference,
+but superciliousness was too incisive.
+
+After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his
+father’s successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly
+fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and
+sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England,
+drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter
+creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the
+position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open
+to them--that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by
+following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman.
+
+He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier
+grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of
+employment, owing to the decrease of his late father’s practice, and the
+absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results
+from a pupil’s labour (which seems to be always the case when a
+professional man’s pupil is also his son), Owen’s progress in the art
+and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though
+anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at which
+industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world,
+are induced by their own common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his
+knowledge of plans, elevations, sections, and specifications, was not
+greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have
+been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability--himself, for
+instance--amid a bustling London practice.
+
+But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the
+profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his indentures.
+A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight
+conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was in practice in
+Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of
+England.
+
+After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the
+necessary question, shortly alluding to his father’s death, and stating
+that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad
+to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining
+two years, provided payment could begin at once.
+
+The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a
+pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye
+mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of
+some young man in his office--for a short time only, probably about two
+months--to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the
+kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position as
+these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with
+his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give
+him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession.
+
+‘It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the
+shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,’ said Owen.
+
+Cytherea’s plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the
+even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One
+advantage had accrued to her through her mother’s possession of a fair
+share of personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully
+educated. Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take
+up her abode in her brother’s lodging at Budmouth, when she would
+immediately advertise for a situation as governess, having obtained
+the consent of a lawyer at Aldbrickham who was winding up her father’s
+affairs, and who knew the history of her position, to allow himself to
+be referred to in the matter of her past life and respectability.
+
+Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind
+them scarcely a trace of their footsteps.
+
+Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step.
+‘Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they
+are known! There is no doubt that they would.’
+
+But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about
+any end necessary to happiness.
+
+Yet whether one’s end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life--or
+no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual
+end.
+
+
+
+
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+
+1. THE NINTH OF JULY
+
+The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax
+of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of
+landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they
+steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining
+under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover
+fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red
+flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful
+owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered
+inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of
+the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the
+beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there.
+
+To see persons looking with children’s eyes at any ordinary scenery, is
+a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations
+from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days--the
+mark of an imperishable brightness of nature.
+
+Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They
+watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions;
+the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and
+abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry--the spots
+upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as
+circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable
+little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating
+beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows,
+with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood
+motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which
+became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the
+platform at Budmouth.
+
+‘The whole town is looking out for us,’ had been Graye’s impression
+throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who had
+been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. Gradfield had
+forgotten it.
+
+However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, active,
+grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence work in his
+office the following week.
+
+The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:--
+
+
+ ‘A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as
+ _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English,
+ French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G.,
+ Post-Office, Budmouth.’
+
+
+It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus
+delineated on the paper. ‘That can’t be myself; how odd I look!’ she
+said, and smiled.
+
+2. JULY THE ELEVENTH
+
+On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye
+attended at Mr. Gradfield’s office to enter upon his duties, and his
+sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time.
+
+Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted
+cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of
+scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of
+freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature
+ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives.
+Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to
+produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that
+move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity
+for pleasure.
+
+Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A
+thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely
+pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing
+its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and
+vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be
+separated from her brother.
+
+Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell
+on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by
+symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if
+not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea’s
+thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this
+romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the
+fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the
+tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a
+long time.
+
+She whispered idly, ‘I wonder who and what he will be?
+
+‘If he’s a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with
+the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the
+least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall
+hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all the time.
+
+‘If he’s a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round,
+take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty’s crown in value, and
+desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly
+upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle before the enemy
+(though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I
+shall.
+
+‘If he’s a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way,
+and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression
+about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as
+if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of
+observation and envy by a great crowd saying, “Ah! they are happy now!”
+
+‘If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, but
+still poor--’
+
+Owen’s footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this
+fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself
+for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their
+present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea.
+
+Cytherea’s interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr.
+Gradfield’s broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat
+down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly
+way.
+
+‘Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like--do
+you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?’
+
+‘O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head
+draughtsman with me.’
+
+Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a
+moment’s notice the drama of whosoever’s life they choose. Cytherea’s
+interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative.
+
+‘What sort of a man is he?’
+
+‘He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell
+to a certainty as yet. But I think he’s a very worthy fellow; there’s
+no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read
+widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what’s good in books and art.
+In fact, his knowledge isn’t nearly so exclusive as most professional
+men’s.’
+
+‘That’s a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men
+they are, as a rule, the most professional.’
+
+‘Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind,
+I think.’
+
+‘Has the managing clerk any family?’ she mildly asked, after a while,
+pouring out some more tea.
+
+‘Family; no!’
+
+‘Well, dear Owen, how should I know?’
+
+‘Why, of course he isn’t married. But there happened to be a
+conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say
+what he should wish his wife to be like.’
+
+‘What would he wish his wife to be like?’ she said, with great apparent
+lack of interest.
+
+‘O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do
+without a dash of womanly subtlety, ‘tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that
+must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. “And yet I should like
+her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard,” he said,
+“which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and
+forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose,” he said, “and whatever she
+may be, thank God she’s no worse. However, if he might give a final hint
+to Providence,” he said, “a child among pleasures, and a woman among
+pains was the rough outline of his requirement.”’
+
+‘Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.’
+
+‘He did, indeed.’
+
+3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY
+
+As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have
+no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important
+idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others;
+and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum
+the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea’s world was tolerably
+vacant at this time, and the young architectural designer’s image became
+very pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed.
+
+‘His name is Springrove,’ said Owen, in reply to her. ‘He is a thorough
+artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made
+himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the
+kind.’
+
+‘Well, he’s none the worse for that, I suppose.’
+
+‘None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually
+meeting people going up.’ But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little
+the worse nevertheless.
+
+‘Of course he’s rather old by this time.’
+
+‘O no. He’s about six-and-twenty--not more.’
+
+‘Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?’
+
+‘I can’t exactly tell you his appearance: ‘tis always such a difficult
+thing to do.’
+
+‘A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should
+describe as short, I fancy.’
+
+‘I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see
+him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and
+figure.’
+
+‘I wish you were, then.’
+
+‘Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.’
+
+‘Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the
+street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don’t see how it could
+be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and
+a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked
+narrowly at anything.’
+
+‘O no. That was not he, Cytherea.’
+
+‘Not a bit like him in all probability.’
+
+‘Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, and
+an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.’
+
+‘Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose he’s not
+generally called pleasing, or--’
+
+‘Handsome?’
+
+‘I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?’
+
+‘Rather.’
+
+‘His tout ensemble is striking?’
+
+‘Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his
+waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.’
+
+‘How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.’
+
+‘He’s a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of
+verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed,
+he’s a poet himself in a small way.’
+
+‘How delicious!’ she said. ‘I have never known a poet.’
+
+‘And you don’t know him,’ said Owen dryly.
+
+She reddened. ‘Of course I don’t. I know that.’
+
+‘Have you received any answer to your advertisement?’ he inquired.
+
+‘Ah--no!’ she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed
+itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible
+again.
+
+Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more
+of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he
+had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his--some
+serious and sad--some humorous--which had appeared in the poets’ corner
+of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who
+instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful.
+
+‘Yes--Springrove’s no fool,’ said Owen sententiously.
+
+‘No fool!--I should think he isn’t, indeed,’ said Cytherea, looking up
+from the paper in quite an excitement: ‘to write such verses as these!’
+
+‘What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don’t mean on account of
+the verses, because I haven’t read them; but for what he said when the
+fellows were talking about falling in love.’
+
+‘Which you will tell me?’
+
+‘He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a
+sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn’t
+know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is
+cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but
+right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he
+ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or
+wrong kind--he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he
+asks himself, “Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and
+was firmly resolved not to do without?” He finds it is all wrong, and
+then comes the tussle--’
+
+‘Do they marry and live happily?’
+
+‘Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget what
+he said.’
+
+‘That _is_ stupid of you!’ said the young lady with dismay.
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘But he’s a satirist--I don’t think I care about him now.’
+
+‘There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive
+fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love
+affair.’
+
+Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again
+in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed
+him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield’s in a fortnight to push his
+fortunes in London.
+
+An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea’s heart.
+Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought,
+concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic
+enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she
+had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question, she
+knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen’s news.
+
+4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was
+announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by
+the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o’clock the same day. The
+weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the kind
+offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest.
+
+They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour
+over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that
+two or three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting
+mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through
+the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close
+to the reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed
+respecting it. Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for
+him to go there and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted
+from Cytherea on the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery
+valley.
+
+She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his
+expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly
+spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a
+blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted
+in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their
+sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the
+varying actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of
+the declining sun.
+
+Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the
+passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps
+and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled
+with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests
+rolled over--at the point where the check of the shallows was first
+felt--and then thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand.
+
+She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if
+possible, some sign of Owen’s return. Nothing was visible save the
+strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the
+back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light,
+adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the
+very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious
+brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the
+colours that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and
+float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys,
+between the hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the
+basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall,
+heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green
+dress--a broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like
+a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill,
+and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew
+holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole
+surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and
+there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes.
+
+The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and
+what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should
+be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her
+handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils
+which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with
+the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points
+around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had
+returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive
+plan of a narrow plank on two wheels--the women being assisted by a
+rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow,
+and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay
+provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains,
+resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors
+where engines are the propelling power.
+
+‘Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell ‘ee our time’s up.
+Who are you looking for, miss?’
+
+‘My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here
+directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?’
+
+‘Really, I am afraid not, m’m.’ Cytherea looked at the stout,
+round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so
+expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and
+with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride
+at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to
+be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this
+way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among
+the passengers began to murmur.
+
+‘There, never mind,’ said Cytherea decisively. ‘Go on without me--I
+shall wait for him.’
+
+‘Well, ‘tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,’ said the
+captain. ‘I certainly advise you not to wait.’
+
+‘He’s gone across to the railway station, for certain,’ said another
+passenger.
+
+‘No--here he is!’ Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half
+hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down
+the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore.
+
+‘He can’t get here in less than five minutes,’ a passenger said. ‘People
+should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--’
+
+‘You see, sir,’ said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, ‘since
+‘tis her brother, and she’s all alone, ‘tis only nater to wait a minute,
+now he’s in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be,
+and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon
+this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you’d want us to wait, too,
+wouldn’t you, sir? I think you would.’
+
+The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this
+remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff
+immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were
+now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about
+twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time,
+Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank.
+
+‘Let me give you my hand, miss,’ said Captain Jacobs.
+
+‘No--please don’t touch me,’ said she, ascending cautiously by sliding
+one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind it,
+and so on alternately--her lips compressed by concentration on the feat,
+her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her immediate
+thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her footing. Steps
+now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant were up to her
+heels with a bound.
+
+‘O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!’ she said without turning. ‘Don’t,
+don’t shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up.
+Where have you been so long?’ she continued, in a lower tone, turning
+round to him as she reached the top.
+
+Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck,
+demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the
+new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat;
+unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total stranger.
+
+Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in
+confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep
+water.
+
+One or two persons had said, ‘How d’ye do, Mr. Springrove?’ and looked
+at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but
+just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing
+directly to address her.
+
+‘Miss Graye, I believe?’ he said, lifting his hat.
+
+‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a
+surreptitious knowledge of him.
+
+‘I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and
+soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in
+the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account
+of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that
+he should go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of
+walking back to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station--a shorter
+walk for him--where he could catch the late train, and go directly home.
+I could let you know what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.’
+
+‘Is the lameness serious, do you know?’
+
+‘O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to
+ride home.’
+
+Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen’s score, she was able slightly
+to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward Springrove--who now
+removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her
+brother’s height. Although the upper part of his face and head was
+handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine
+regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely
+pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief
+which the sum total of his features inspired--that though they did not
+prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the
+world, men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his
+forehead, otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy
+freshness of his remaining features expressing that it had come there
+prematurely.
+
+Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids
+good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting
+and investments, he had reached the period in a young man’s life when
+episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have
+begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance
+sometimes seeming to state, ‘I have already thought out the issue of
+such conditions as these we are experiencing.’ At other times he wore an
+abstracted look: ‘I seem to have lived through this moment before.’
+
+He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black
+kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood
+obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases.
+
+‘I am sorry for your disappointment,’ he continued, glancing into
+her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked
+together, and the single instant only which good breeding allows as
+the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of
+intelligence had shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those
+unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand
+has been touched or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger
+than mathematical proof, the conviction, ‘A tie has begun to unite us.’
+
+Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in
+each other’s thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of
+his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect.
+
+A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties
+engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace
+remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody,
+and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the
+horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their
+stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the
+bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be
+distinctly heard. The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea
+and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes,
+or standing aloof--noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of
+the dance--watching the waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and
+easily under each other’s edges.
+
+Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour,
+sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the
+shimmering path of the moon’s reflection on the other side, which
+reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves
+to sparkles as fine as gold dust.
+
+‘I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train
+arrives,’ said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed.
+
+She thanked him much.
+
+‘Perhaps we might walk together,’ he suggested hesitatingly. She looked
+as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the
+way.
+
+They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month
+the particular train selected for Graye’s return had ceased to stop at
+Anglebury station.
+
+‘I am very sorry I misled him,’ said Springrove.
+
+‘O, I am not alarmed at all,’ replied Cytherea.
+
+‘Well, it’s sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by the
+first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?’
+
+‘I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go
+indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.’
+
+‘Let me go round to your door with you?’ he pleaded.
+
+‘No, thank you; we live close by.’
+
+He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she
+was inexorable.
+
+‘Don’t--forget me,’ he murmured. She did not answer.
+
+‘Let me see you sometimes,’ he said.
+
+‘Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,’ she replied in
+lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and
+upstairs.
+
+The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as
+an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too,
+after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply
+that they would never come together again.
+
+The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched
+her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut
+short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind--Edward
+dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to
+that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the
+sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more.
+
+He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding
+the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street,
+crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the
+other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons),
+
+ ‘One hope is too like despair
+ For prudence to smother.’
+
+
+
+
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY
+
+But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward
+Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea’s bosom with all the
+fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or
+displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely
+new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see
+a star come into existence where nothing was before.
+
+His parting words, ‘Don’t forget me,’ she repeated to herself a hundred
+times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she
+could not help toying with them,--looking at them from all points,
+and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,--ostensibly
+entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time,
+yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of
+their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her
+reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove,
+pleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel
+and unyielding nature at crises.
+
+To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves,
+it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance
+which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position
+between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned.
+
+At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass
+without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully
+expected he would do, Owen entered the room.
+
+‘Well,’ he said, kissing her, ‘you have not been alarmed, of course.
+Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?’
+
+‘Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?’
+
+‘I don’t know--nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope
+you like Springrove. Springrove’s a nice fellow, you know.’
+
+‘Yes. I think he is, except that--’
+
+‘It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn’t
+it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by
+train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about
+five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I
+might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the
+bothering foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was
+no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a
+gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in.’
+
+They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
+
+‘You didn’t get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I’m afraid,
+Owen,’ said his sister.
+
+‘To tell the truth, I didn’t. I was in such very close and narrow
+quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had
+only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an
+extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by Jove,
+I had nearly forgotten it! But I’ll go straight on. As I was saying,
+he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be
+fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I
+agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor
+close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had
+not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the
+luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But
+worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally
+struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the
+post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether
+so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had
+been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at
+all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually
+let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had
+once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name,
+and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair
+had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think
+and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I
+said. “Cytherea,” he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then
+told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds
+to add to a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith.
+One evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months,
+every idler in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of
+Parliament were on fire.
+
+‘Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began
+picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished.
+At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked
+if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss Jane Taylor. He said no;
+asked the young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small
+inner room. There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room
+from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat
+there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the
+behaviour of the girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently
+at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with
+her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in
+such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by
+name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them:--
+
+‘“Why have you not brought him?”
+
+‘“He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night.”
+
+‘At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the
+floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in
+and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long
+time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. “Who
+is she?” the innkeeper said to the other woman. “I know her,” the other
+said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed
+allied, and yet strangers.
+
+‘She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an
+inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some
+information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear,
+and said sharply, “What’s your name?” “To catch a woman napping
+is difficult, even when she’s half dead; but I did it,” says the
+gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately--
+
+‘“Cytherea”--and stopped suddenly.’
+
+‘My own name!’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be
+equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they
+might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered,
+for she added directly afterwards: “O, what have I said!” and was quite
+overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now
+doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than
+that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was
+her main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually
+dropped, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that
+the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor’s name had never been
+suspected by this dependent or confederate till then.
+
+‘She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her
+companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the
+house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about
+the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his
+own account. I said to him again and again, “Did you find any more
+particulars afterwards?” “Not a syllable,” he said. O, he should never
+hear any more of that! too many years had passed since it happened. “At
+any rate, you found out her surname?” I said. “Well, well, that’s my
+secret,” he went on. “Perhaps I should never have been in this part of
+the world if it hadn’t been for that. I failed as a publican, you know.”
+ I imagine the situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off
+as a bribe to silence; but I can’t say. “Ah, yes!” he said, with a long
+breath. “I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till
+to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that
+young lady lying in a fainting fit.” He then stopped talking and fell
+asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient
+Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the
+remainder of the night. Now isn’t that an odd story?’
+
+‘It is indeed,’ Cytherea murmured. ‘Very, very strange.’
+
+‘Why should she have said your most uncommon name?’ continued Owen. ‘The
+man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his
+invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.’
+
+Cytherea looked long at her brother. ‘Don’t you recognize anything else
+in connection with the story?’ she said.
+
+‘What?’ he asked.
+
+‘Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was
+the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously
+renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same
+woman.’
+
+‘O no--not likely,’ said her brother sceptically.
+
+‘How not likely, Owen? There’s not another woman of the name in England.
+In what year used papa to say the event took place?’
+
+‘Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.’
+
+‘And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell you.’
+She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found
+one in an old school history.
+
+‘The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the
+sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.’
+
+‘Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,’ remarked Owen.
+
+They were silent. ‘If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing
+interest this story would have had for him,’ said Cytherea by-and-by.
+‘And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a
+clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had
+really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history
+than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to
+do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there
+find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret,
+Owen?’
+
+‘Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if
+she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a family story
+to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any
+more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.’
+
+Cytherea sat silently thinking.
+
+‘There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?’ he
+continued.
+
+‘None.’
+
+‘I could see that by your looks when I came in.’
+
+‘Fancy not getting a single one,’ she said sadly. ‘Surely there must be
+people somewhere who want governesses?’
+
+‘Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them
+mostly by friends’ recommendations; whilst those who want them, and
+can’t afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.’
+
+‘What shall I do?’
+
+‘Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don’t let the difficulty trouble
+your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a
+plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to
+much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as
+sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are
+drifting into,’ he added gloomily, ‘but it is a degree more tolerable
+than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which
+we experienced at Hocbridge.’
+
+‘I couldn’t go back there again,’ she said.
+
+‘Nor I. O, I don’t regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in
+dropping out of the world.’ The sneering tones of the remark were almost
+too laboured to be real. ‘Besides,’ he continued, ‘something better for
+me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent
+one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer
+time, but all is uncertain.’
+
+‘I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,’ she said firmly.
+‘Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of
+October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should we do if I were
+dependent on you only throughout the winter?’
+
+They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be
+supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and
+feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had
+been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed
+at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced
+a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this
+presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new
+and humbler attempt appeared in the following form:--
+
+
+ ‘NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to
+ hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very
+ moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.’
+
+
+In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down
+the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words
+to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister’s face had become
+crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This
+time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking
+to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by
+the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting,
+and who was attentively listening--looking fixedly upon the pavement the
+while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their
+ears.
+
+As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as
+Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now
+became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason
+for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought
+of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented
+to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats
+moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering.
+
+They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of
+rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in
+the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure
+welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she
+girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form
+with it an organic whole.
+
+Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward
+did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board,
+Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but
+not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing
+before a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on,
+and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might
+come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated
+along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the
+water.
+
+But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship,
+and much more exclusive connection.
+
+2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove’s management
+at Gradfield’s, and the last evening before his return from Budmouth to
+his father’s house, previous to his departure for London.
+
+Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land
+nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would
+occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the
+evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of
+sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her
+brother’s absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under this
+arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window
+for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past
+five o’clock came--the end of Springrove’s official day. Two minutes
+later Springrove walked by.
+
+She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no
+longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that Edward would have
+found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not.
+Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an accidental
+meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first
+turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in ‘The Statue and the
+Bust’--
+
+ ‘He looked at her as a lover can;
+ She looked at him as one who awakes--
+ The past was a sleep, and her life began.’
+
+‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said impulsively.
+
+How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in
+the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which
+prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set
+in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and
+before the consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the
+consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man’s
+part, the mistress appears to the mind’s eye in picturesque, hazy, and
+fresh morning lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is
+known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality;
+as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright
+particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on
+her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and does, lest she
+should be misconstrued or under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a
+hair.
+
+‘Shall we have a boat?’ he said again, more softly, seeing that to
+his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the
+ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of
+minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual
+signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions.
+
+Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit
+in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on
+the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another
+word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully
+handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away
+from the shore.
+
+They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell,
+and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The
+boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came
+forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid
+imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp
+his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run
+the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned
+aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking
+sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At
+this instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by
+an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment
+caused her to give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the
+boat’s head round till they stood directly for shore.
+
+His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her
+look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they
+were going.
+
+‘Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?’ he said, looking
+over his shoulder. ‘Look at our track on the water--a great semicircle,
+preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.’
+
+She looked attentively. ‘Is it my fault or yours?’ she inquired. ‘Mine,
+I suppose?’
+
+‘I can’t help saying that it is yours.’
+
+She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of
+vexation at the answer.
+
+‘Why do you let go?’
+
+‘I do it so badly.’
+
+‘O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to
+return?’
+
+‘Yes, if you please.’
+
+‘Of course, then, I will at once.’
+
+‘I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd
+directions, and all through my wretched steering.’
+
+‘Never mind what the people think.’ A pause. ‘You surely are not so weak
+as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?’
+
+Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him
+to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt
+the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of
+being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though
+less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the
+intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly
+and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a
+minute earlier--
+
+‘I don’t mind.’
+
+‘I’ll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but
+to hold your parasol,’ he continued, and arose to perform the operation,
+necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk
+of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath
+touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently
+only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he
+seated himself. He read in her face what that something was--she had
+experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance
+over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line
+towards the shore.
+
+Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart,
+and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly
+distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning
+home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her
+secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of
+his learning it and continuing unmoved.
+
+There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he
+would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She
+would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact,
+that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind.
+
+They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting
+for a ‘smooth’ to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be
+slain thus, was the fair maid’s reasoning. She was equal to the
+occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god--
+
+‘Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?’ she said, letting her
+young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little.
+
+‘I? Not at all,’ said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a
+slight twinkle of his eye half belied. ‘But you do?’
+
+‘I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,’
+she said gently and sweetly, ‘I should like a little longer row if you
+don’t mind? I’ll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier
+for you. I’ll try very hard.’
+
+It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, ‘We
+understand each other--ah, we do, darling!’ turned the boat, and pulled
+back into the Bay once more.
+
+‘Now steer wherever you will,’ he said, in a low voice. ‘Never mind the
+directness of the course--wherever you will.’
+
+‘Shall it be Creston Shore?’ she said, pointing to a stretch of beach
+northward from Budmouth Esplanade.
+
+‘Creston Shore certainly,’ he responded, grasping the sculls. She took
+the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left.
+
+For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip
+of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length
+spoke.
+
+‘I must go away to-morrow,’ he said tentatively.
+
+‘Yes,’ she replied faintly.
+
+‘To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.’
+
+‘Yes,’ she said again, with the same preoccupied softness.
+
+‘But I shan’t advance.’
+
+‘Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an
+architect’s work is another man’s play.’
+
+‘Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn’t depend upon mastering
+it. I used to think it did; but it doesn’t. Those who get rich need have
+no skill at all as artists.’
+
+‘What need they have?’
+
+‘A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess
+very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love
+for using them. They give their whole attention to the art of
+dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in
+conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a
+name?’
+
+‘You seem a man likely to make a mistake.’
+
+‘What’s that?’
+
+‘To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common
+in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably
+successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.’
+
+‘Pretty subtle for a young lady,’ he said slowly. ‘From that remark I
+should fancy you had bought experience.’
+
+She passed over the idea. ‘Do try to succeed,’ she said, with wistful
+thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him.
+
+Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused.
+‘Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the
+fashion,’ he said at last... ‘Well, when I found all this out that I
+was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already
+loved verse passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went
+rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation,
+and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is
+the habit of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better
+be left to die from want of nourishment.’
+
+‘Do you write poems now?’ she said.
+
+‘None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual
+rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they
+pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are
+ill-used, or saying there’s nothing in the world worth living for.’
+
+‘Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that
+one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues
+deluded all his days.’
+
+‘Well, there’s just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark
+unbearable. However, it doesn’t matter to me now that I “meditate the
+thankless Muse” no longer, but....’ He paused, as if endeavouring to
+think what better thing he did.
+
+Cytherea’s mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their
+startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he
+was ‘sporting’ with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her
+face.
+
+Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said
+‘Yes.’ Then they were silent again.
+
+‘If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made
+arrangements for leaving,’ he resumed.
+
+Such levity, superimposed on the notion of ‘sport’, was intolerable to
+Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her
+attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and
+dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his
+time.
+
+‘But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once
+more; do try once more,’ she murmured. ‘I am going to try again. I have
+advertised for something to do.’
+
+‘Of course I will,’ he said, with an eager gesture and smile. ‘But we
+must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon
+the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very
+slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time
+for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, but for an easy
+life of reasonable comfort.’
+
+It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion
+as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for
+conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility
+of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting out of their
+power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works
+up a good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme;
+the man who has learnt that has had no time to get rich.
+
+‘And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,’
+she said earnestly, ‘don’t be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no
+middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.’
+
+‘Unknown,’ he said, ‘if their ideas have been allowed to flow with
+a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and
+exclusive.’
+
+‘Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement,
+wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in--’
+
+‘It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the
+long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if
+they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much admiration
+for the flowers they see growing in other people’s borders; which I am
+afraid has been my case.’ He looked into the far distance and paused.
+
+Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is
+possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found
+in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such
+combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying
+paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there are
+bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account of their
+remoteness.
+
+They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of
+strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay,
+whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of
+sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly,
+without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the
+air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare
+glassy smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the
+least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected
+from this mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west.
+They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them,
+luxuriant with weeds of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures
+reflecting a silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes.
+
+At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of
+encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had
+come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative
+rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At
+that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept.
+Leaving his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside
+her upon the narrow seat at the stern.
+
+She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own
+right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till
+it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly
+pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at
+this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him
+suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as
+to her, he timidly whispered ‘May I?’
+
+Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its
+nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near
+the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was
+thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute’s length,
+the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon
+on unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her
+success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at
+the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the
+time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than
+half a pulsation: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her
+again with a longer kiss.
+
+It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The ‘bloom’ and
+the ‘purple light’ were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts
+could hardly believe the evidence of their lips.
+
+‘I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!’ he whispered.
+
+She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them
+from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the
+water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all ‘many
+a voice of one delight,’ and in unison with each other.
+
+But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been
+connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. ‘I
+could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at
+the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim you as mine; I
+would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this; you don’t
+know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love?’ She
+was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question.
+
+‘No--do not speak,’ he said. ‘I have kept something from you, which has
+now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to love you;
+but I did it. Something forbade--’
+
+‘What?’ she exclaimed.
+
+‘Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and now
+nothing shall forbid it! We’ll hope in spite of all... I must, however,
+speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go
+indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain everything.’
+
+Cytherea’s short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of
+this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere
+acquaintanceship--never, never!
+
+‘Will you not explain to me?’ she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite,
+carking doubt had taken possession of her.
+
+‘Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,’ he said tenderly. ‘My only
+reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell
+an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame
+for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet--forgive me.’
+Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned
+to his place and took to the oars.
+
+They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses,
+lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun
+had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their
+destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the
+red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the
+increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the
+sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send
+long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they
+reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as
+cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached
+her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner:
+he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured
+sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the
+Esplanade.
+
+Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did
+in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight
+she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him
+sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him,
+forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his
+neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos
+and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the
+open windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the
+orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward
+began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice
+her, hastened homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of
+sight. No promise from him to write: no request that she herself would
+do so--nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some
+fear unknown to her. Alas, alas!
+
+When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and
+creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there
+lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and
+jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to
+the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet
+traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes.
+
+ ‘Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe,
+ A living death, and ever-dying life.’
+
+‘Cytherea,’ he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and
+vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. ‘He’s gone!’ she
+said.
+
+‘He has told me all,’ said Graye soothingly. ‘He is going off early
+to-morrow morning. ‘Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and
+cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.’
+
+‘We couldn’t help it,’ she said, and then jumping up--‘Owen, has he told
+you _all_?’
+
+‘All of your love from beginning to end,’ he said simply.
+
+Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she could
+not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled
+to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be
+deluding her.
+
+‘Owen,’ she continued, with dignity, ‘what is he to me? Nothing. I must
+dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something far more
+pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily
+in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once
+more.’
+
+‘Advertising is no use.’
+
+‘This one will be.’ He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her
+answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him.
+‘See what I am going to do,’ she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was
+her third effort:--
+
+
+ ‘LADY’S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.’
+
+
+Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated in a
+nameless, varying tone, the two words--
+
+‘Lady’s-maid!’
+
+‘Yes; lady’s-maid. ‘Tis an honest profession,’ said Cytherea bravely.
+
+‘But _you_, Cytherea?’
+
+‘Yes, I--who am I?’
+
+‘You will never be a lady’s-maid--never, I am quite sure.’
+
+‘I shall try to be, at any rate.’
+
+‘Such a disgrace--’
+
+‘Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!’ she said, rather warmly.
+‘You know very well--’
+
+‘Well, since you will, you must,’ he interrupted. ‘Why do you put
+“inexperienced?”’
+
+‘Because I am.’
+
+‘Never mind that--scratch out “inexperienced.” We are poor, Cytherea,
+aren’t we?’ he murmured, after a silence, ‘and it seems that the two
+months will close my engagement here.’
+
+‘We can put up with being poor,’ she said, ‘if they only give us work
+to do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and
+even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!’
+
+In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the
+brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, angelic,
+as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out
+many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness
+intense enough to quell them.
+
+
+
+
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O’CLOCK
+
+The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea’s last
+note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of
+hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as Cytherea
+seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for
+obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which
+she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran
+thus:--
+
+
+ KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ August 3, 1864.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady’s-maid. The duties
+of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday,
+when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see
+her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o’clock. No answer need
+be returned to this note.’
+
+
+A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest
+bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation,
+the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised
+the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her
+tread a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts
+of Edward, had well-nigh taken away.
+
+She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar.
+
+‘Is Miss Aldclyffe here?’ she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the
+foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs,
+and clamps of gold, in the background.
+
+‘No, she isn’t,’ said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a
+shade too pretty for a plain dresser.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,’ the landlady said to a third person,
+out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact
+newly discovered from Cytherea. ‘Get ready her room--be quick.’ From the
+alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea
+that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance.
+
+‘You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?’ the landlady
+inquired.
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘The young person had better wait,’ continued the landlady. With a
+money-taker’s intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would
+bring no profit to the house.
+
+Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the
+building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion
+necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor
+corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and
+coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light
+coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new
+slates--the only object the small window commanded--imparted a more
+striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the next
+room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very powerful,
+fraction of contrast--a very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the
+sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was
+the only cheering thing visible in the place.
+
+People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait;
+the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast
+line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and
+began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source
+of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty
+world.
+
+Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant
+chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the
+house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady’s skirts down the corridor,
+and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied.
+
+The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused
+by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep
+on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped
+impatiently, and ‘There’s no one here!’ was spoken imperiously by a
+lady’s tongue.
+
+‘No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,’ said the
+attendant.
+
+‘That will do--or you needn’t go in; I will call her.’
+
+Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink
+under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob,
+when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open
+from the other side.
+
+2. FOUR O’CLOCK
+
+The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the
+crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the
+crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor
+of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady
+standing close to Cytherea’s front with the door in her hand. The
+stranger appeared to the maiden’s eyes--fresh from the blue gloom, and
+assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall black figure
+standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built
+woman, of spare though not angular proportions.
+
+Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step
+or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe’s face
+in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light
+that was reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not
+a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic
+autumnal phase.
+
+‘O,’ said the lady, ‘come this way.’ Cytherea followed her to the
+embrasure of the window.
+
+Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward
+in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had
+been struck with her companion’s appearance. The warm tint added to
+Cytherea’s face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not
+yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder
+lady’s face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been
+called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying
+complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once
+possessed.
+
+She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily
+have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman
+nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which
+the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a
+capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by
+pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which
+gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly
+weakness was nowhere visible save in one part--the curve of her forehead
+and brows--there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a
+brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers.
+
+‘You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady’s-maid giving
+the address, G., Cross Street?’
+
+‘Yes, madam. Graye.’
+
+‘Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned
+you, and pointed out your advertisement.’
+
+This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to
+consider it.
+
+‘Where did you live last?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.’
+
+‘Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too
+girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such
+assurance? It misleads people.’
+
+‘I am very sorry: I put “inexperienced” at first, but my brother said it
+is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let
+it remain.’
+
+‘But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?’
+
+‘I have no mother, madam.’
+
+‘Your father, then?’
+
+‘I have no father.’
+
+‘Well,’ she said, more softly, ‘your sisters, aunts, or cousins.’
+
+‘They didn’t think anything about it.’
+
+‘You didn’t ask them, I suppose.’
+
+‘No.’
+
+‘You should have done so, then. Why didn’t you?’
+
+‘Because I haven’t any of them, either.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. ‘You deserve forgiveness then at
+any rate, child,’ she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. ‘However, I
+am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You
+see, I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the
+office.’ She was going to add, ‘Though I like your appearance,’ but the
+words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she
+modified them to, ‘though I like you much.’
+
+‘I am sorry I misled you, madam,’ said Cytherea.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying.
+
+‘Good afternoon,’ continued Cytherea.
+
+‘Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.’
+
+Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one
+of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was
+compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was
+compatible with beauty.
+
+And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a
+faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze’s ‘Head
+of a Girl,’ have an idea of Cytherea’s look askance at the turning.
+It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their
+fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes
+within the year: but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an
+emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the
+bosom away and leaves the eyes behind.
+
+Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had
+closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless
+attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden’s
+retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, ‘It is almost worth while
+to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could
+glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me
+in that way--I warrant how light her fingers are upon one’s head and
+neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly
+as that!’ She rang the bell.
+
+‘Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,’ she said
+to the attendant. ‘Quick! or she will be gone.’
+
+Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her
+history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household;
+yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger.
+When she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise.
+Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss
+Aldclyffe.
+
+‘You have somebody to refer me to, of course,’ the lady said, when
+Cytherea had re-entered the room.
+
+‘Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.’
+
+‘And are you a clever needlewoman?’
+
+‘I am considered to be.’
+
+‘Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,’ said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with a little smile. ‘It is true, the whole proceeding is
+very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of
+the five I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to
+Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It
+will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.’
+
+When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe
+asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr.
+Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. ‘Suppose Mr. Thorn’s reply
+to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from his own imperfect
+acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial
+knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that
+I did not give her one trial in spite of other people’s prejudices. All
+her account of herself is reliable enough--yes, I can see that by her
+face. I like that face of hers.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to
+Mr. Thorn.
+
+
+
+
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON
+
+At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so
+anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him
+narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less
+tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form came
+into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea.
+
+One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come
+on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday
+evening.
+
+The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the
+bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than
+his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he had met
+her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to
+time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards those faces
+as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as well as her
+present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He pictured her of
+sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in trouble; he loved her.
+Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love
+was evanescent.
+
+He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a
+long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present)
+operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this
+more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now--and it was
+the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive
+him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception
+had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the
+hope of possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour
+generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a
+position she would think worthy to be shared with him?
+
+Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a
+love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously
+clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write
+himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without
+knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her
+imagination than he did in his shoes.
+
+During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure,
+packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy
+of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her
+involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet.
+
+In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her
+in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House.
+
+Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody
+there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In two
+minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards her
+from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent
+to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by
+living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his.
+
+He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in
+about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off.
+
+Her lover’s letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against
+the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new
+undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of
+mind which is required for the critical observation of surrounding
+objects. It was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days,
+when the deep, dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be
+replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They
+trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which
+brought them just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned
+through large lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a
+pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound
+along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the
+form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track
+completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it,
+which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the lowest boughs
+hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass--the extreme
+height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach.
+
+‘Is that the house?’ said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey
+gable between the trees, and losing it again.
+
+‘No; that’s the old manor-house--or rather all that’s left of it. The
+Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. ‘Tis
+now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn’t care to live
+there.’
+
+‘Why didn’t they?’
+
+‘Well, ‘tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been
+pulled down, and the rooms that are left won’t do very well for a small
+residence. ‘Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low
+down in the hollow to be healthy.’
+
+‘Do they tell any horrid stories about it?’
+
+‘No, not a single one.’
+
+‘Ah, that’s a pity.’
+
+‘Yes, that’s what I say. ‘Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly
+hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will
+have one some day to make it complete; but there’s not a word of
+the kind now. There, I wouldn’t live there for all that. In fact, I
+couldn’t. O no, I couldn’t.’
+
+‘Why couldn’t you?’
+
+‘The sounds.’
+
+‘What are they?’
+
+‘One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that
+there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well.
+‘Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.’
+
+He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the
+unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account
+of the thick foliage of the grove.
+
+‘There’s something awful in the timing o’ that sound, ain’t there,
+miss?’
+
+‘When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were
+two--what is the other horrid sound?’
+
+‘The pumping-engine. That’s close by the Old House, and sends water up
+the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly....
+There, now hark again.’
+
+From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling
+creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing
+noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on
+continually.
+
+‘Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these
+would finish him off, don’t you think so, miss? That machine goes on
+night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited.
+Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well;
+though we don’t often hear it at the Great House.’
+
+‘That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased.
+Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?’
+
+‘Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn’t attend to that sort of thing
+as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he’s getten
+old and very seldom goes there.’
+
+‘How many are there in family?’
+
+‘Only her father and herself. He’s a’ old man of seventy.’
+
+‘I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property,
+and lived here alone.’
+
+‘No, m--’ The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being
+about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was
+only speaking to the new lady’s-maid.
+
+‘She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,’ he continued, as if
+speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. ‘The poor
+old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.’ The man then drew a long
+breath.
+
+‘Why did you breathe sadly like that?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Ah!... When he’s dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I
+expect to see the old house turned inside out.’
+
+‘She will marry, do you mean?’
+
+‘Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she’s as solitary
+as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if
+not relations. There’s the rector, Mr. Raunham--he’s a relation by
+marriage--yet she’s quite distant towards him. And people say that if
+she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the
+heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don’t care. She’s an extraordinary
+picture of womankind--very extraordinary.’
+
+‘In what way besides?’
+
+‘You’ll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady’s-maids this last
+twelvemonth. I assure you ‘tis one body’s work to fetch ‘em from the
+station and take ‘em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at
+heart, or he’d never permit such overbearen goings on!’
+
+‘Does she dismiss them directly they come!’
+
+‘Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see ‘tis
+like this. She’s got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion with
+them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are
+going; she’s sorry for it and wishes they’d stay, but she’s as proud as
+a lucifer, and her pride won’t let her say, “Stay,” and away they go.
+‘Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, “Ah, poor
+thing!” she says, “Pooh! indeed!” If you say, “Pooh, indeed!” “Ah, poor
+thing!” she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and
+restores the chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh
+herself can see the difference between ‘em.’
+
+Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her
+brother.
+
+‘However, you stand a very good chance,’ the man went on, ‘for I
+think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send the
+pony-carriage to meet one before; ‘tis always the trap, but this time
+she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, “Roobert, gaow with the
+pony-kerriage.”... There, ‘tis true, pony and carriage too are getten
+rather shabby now,’ he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to
+keep Cytherea’s pride within reasonable limits.
+
+‘’Tis to be hoped you’ll please in dressen her to-night.’
+
+‘Why to-night?’
+
+‘There’s a dinner-party of seventeen; ‘tis her father’s birthday, and
+she’s very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is
+the house. Livelier up here, isn’t it, miss?’
+
+They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of
+trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the
+mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves
+among the trees behind.
+
+2. EVENING
+
+The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone
+throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed
+at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called
+designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders.
+The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a
+projection in the centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From
+each angle of the inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the
+rest, turning inwards again at their further end, and forming
+within them a spacious open court, within which resounded an echo of
+astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by
+ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of
+subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath close-set shrubs and
+trees.
+
+There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to
+enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the
+remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this
+quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the
+house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most
+satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the
+terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below,
+upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at
+leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst of the lake;
+beyond this and the further margin of the water were plantations and
+greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening, by half veiling,
+the softness of the exquisite landscape stretching behind.
+
+The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the
+angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at
+which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy
+smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs.
+Morris, the housekeeper.
+
+‘Mrs. Graye, I believe?’ she said.
+
+‘I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,’ said Cytherea, smiling,
+but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the first
+slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen’s prophecy.
+
+Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here
+tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion
+allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover,
+if possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret
+of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it.
+But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was
+perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards,
+leaving the room two or three minutes, and trotting back again.
+
+‘You’ll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,’ she said, ‘but ‘tis the old gentleman’s
+birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that
+day, though he’s getting up in years now. However, none of them are
+sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a
+lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though
+it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in
+the house.’ Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches
+an outline of the constitution and government of the estate.
+
+‘Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why,
+you’ve eaten nothing, I’m sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient
+that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a
+little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making
+shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning.
+She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the
+first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea,
+I will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes--Miss
+Aldclyffe’s things are not laid out for to-night yet.’
+
+She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took
+her into Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room, on the first-floor; where,
+after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the
+housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her
+hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next
+room all that she had been told would be required that evening, and then
+went again to the little room which had been appropriated to herself.
+
+Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like
+another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant
+pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn--now richly
+crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had
+hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic
+realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most
+conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the
+verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the
+calceolaria, backed by the pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in
+the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great
+extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth
+while; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did
+it matter? The petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just
+passed through, her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the
+necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and
+relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien
+establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to pursue
+some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know
+no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and
+birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window.
+She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their
+enjoyment of the rich grass.
+
+‘Yes--like those sheep,’ she said aloud; and her face reddened with
+surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
+
+The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the
+surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white
+as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one
+of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials ‘E. S.’
+
+‘E. S.’ could bring to Cytherea’s mind only one thought; but that
+immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove.
+
+‘O, if it should be--!’ She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss
+Aldclyffe’s carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the
+drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to
+whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the
+other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
+
+‘Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?’
+
+‘Farmer Springrove’s.’
+
+‘What Farmer Springrove is that?’ she said quickly.
+
+‘Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker,
+and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he
+came in to see me the other day?’
+
+Cytherea’s mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement
+that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. ‘O yes,’
+she said, ‘of course.’ Her thoughts had run as follows in that short
+interval:--
+
+‘Farmer Springrove is Edward’s father, and his name is Edward too.
+
+‘Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind.
+
+‘He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached.
+
+‘He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet
+whenever he came home.
+
+‘He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady’s-maid; and he
+knew my brother and myself.
+
+‘His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.’
+
+The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there
+was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward’s doing.
+
+The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still
+continued in her reverie.
+
+‘That’s Miss Aldclyffe’s bell,’ said Mrs. Morris.
+
+‘I suppose it is,’ said the young woman placidly.
+
+‘Well, it means that you must go up to her,’ the matron continued, in a
+tone of surprise.
+
+Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden
+irritation at Mrs. Morris’s hint. But the good sense which had
+recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the
+flush passed, and she said hastily--
+
+‘Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell--whether
+I want to or no.’
+
+However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life,
+Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy
+sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her
+now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward
+evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward’s own spot. She found
+time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room to hurriedly glide out
+by a side door, and look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing
+the friendly initials. She went up to them to try to touch one of the
+flock, and felt vexed that they all stared sceptically at her kind
+advances, and then ran pell-mell down the hill. Then, fearing any one
+should discover her childish movements, she slipped indoors again,
+and ascended the staircase, catching glimpses, as she passed, of
+silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the passages like lightning.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe’s dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual
+survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any
+purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of
+perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the
+inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy
+recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own,
+called the dressing-window.
+
+The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque
+Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something
+between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly
+worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the
+extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and
+decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in
+cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe’s immediate eye; the materials
+being the remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the
+lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining
+portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
+dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, ‘I am glad you have
+come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.’
+
+Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the
+earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm.
+But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual
+obliviousness of rich people to their dependents’ specialities, seemed
+to have quite forgotten Cytherea’s inexperience, and mechanically
+delivered up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and
+with a mild yawn.
+
+Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and
+black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were
+put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and
+Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first evening, all
+would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial
+test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the
+threshold of her arrival; but set to again.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped
+languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts
+of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let
+Miss Aldclyffe’s hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it.
+It proved to be all real; a satisfaction.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went
+on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to
+the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass.
+
+‘Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?’ she exclaimed, with
+widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea’s little
+hand tremble against her neck.
+
+‘Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?’ said the maiden.
+
+‘No, no; that’s the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of
+my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!’
+
+‘It is how I do my own,’ said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness
+of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable
+circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe
+at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by
+having felt the trembling of Cytherea’s hand.
+
+‘Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.’ Considering that Cytherea
+possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to
+woman’s beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some
+excuse for Miss Aldclyffe’s outburst. She remembered herself, however,
+and said more quietly, ‘Now then, Graye--By-the-bye, what do they call
+you downstairs?’
+
+‘Mrs. Graye,’ said the handmaid.
+
+‘Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is
+quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.’
+
+This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing
+till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady’s brow.
+Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her
+judgment.
+
+‘That won’t do,’ said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
+
+‘Why?’
+
+‘I look too young--an old dressed doll.’
+
+‘Will that, madam?’
+
+‘No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!’
+
+‘This way, perhaps?’
+
+‘Heavens! Don’t worry me so.’ She shut her lips like a trap.
+
+Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to
+be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea’s in arranging
+it could please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the
+remainder of the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the
+muscles of her body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking
+her handkerchief and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the
+room, without betraying the least consciousness of another woman’s
+presence behind her.
+
+Cytherea’s fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find
+a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read;
+she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she
+could not do that connectedly. ‘If this is the beginning, what will
+the end be!’ she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the
+policy of being overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense
+of congruity with a cherished past.
+
+3. MIDNIGHT
+
+The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The
+company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe’s bell rang loudly and
+jerkingly.
+
+Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful
+sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair
+waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state
+of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real
+motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing past in the
+company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the
+lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and
+looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger
+woman felt the awfullest sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in
+having undertaken to demolish so imposing a pile.
+
+The lady’s jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her own
+listless hands, some by Cytherea’s. Then followed the outer stratum of
+clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and
+went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the
+wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss
+Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on
+the first resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the
+bed, and re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a
+kitten. She paused in the middle of the room.
+
+She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected.
+During the short time of Cytherea’s absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled
+off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat,
+which she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to
+her shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her.
+Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her
+night-gown.
+
+But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe’s proceeding was clearer to
+Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly
+thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up
+to her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And
+now on suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the
+apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection,
+she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand
+was removed, and she began adjusting her robes.
+
+Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her
+shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe’s
+temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea’s
+youth, and the elder lady’s marked treatment of her as if she were a
+mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to reason about, and
+yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical
+reason for concealing her neck.
+
+With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back
+and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw
+the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if
+she had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain
+it was the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her
+eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round
+again to bring it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her
+night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back
+towards Cytherea.
+
+Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the
+direct line of Cytherea’s vision, she saw it reflected in the glass--the
+fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between
+throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light
+burning on either side.
+
+And the lady’s prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest
+manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl,
+reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque
+work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss
+Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put
+off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night--a
+slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at
+first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further
+thought, she seemed to have become indifferent on the matter.
+
+‘My dressing-gown,’ she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she
+spoke.
+
+Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but
+looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass.
+
+‘You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?’ she said to Cytherea’s
+reflected face.
+
+‘Yes, madam, I did,’ said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe’s reflected face.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea’s reflection as if she were
+on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said
+lightly--
+
+‘Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it
+a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and
+seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....’
+
+She ceased, took Cytherea’s hand in her own, lifted the locket with the
+other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature.
+
+‘It is a handsome face, is it not?’ she whispered mournfully, and even
+timidly.
+
+‘It is.’
+
+But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and
+there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling
+in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the
+miniature was the face of her own father--younger and fresher than she
+had ever known him--but her father!
+
+Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this
+the woman who had figured in the gate-man’s story as answering the name
+of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so,
+here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the
+past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope
+allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature
+that she had not been conscious of Cytherea’s start of surprise. She
+went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone.
+
+‘Yes, I lost him.’ She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and
+went on again. ‘I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But
+it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more
+than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is
+pronounced the same way, though differently spelt.’
+
+The only means by which Cytherea’s surname could have been spelt to
+Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She
+fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his
+informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe’s remark obscure.
+
+Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of
+feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation,
+trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall;
+and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her
+life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the result of a trivial
+accident.
+
+Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe’s hair, adopted some plan
+with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion
+to irritation ensued. The maiden’s mere touch seemed to discharge the
+pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity.
+
+‘How strangely you treat my hair!’ she exclaimed.
+
+A silence.
+
+‘I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course
+_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.’ She
+spoke crossly no less than emphatically.
+
+‘It shall not be, madam,’ said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the
+woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her.
+
+‘Why on earth did I tell you of my past?’ she went on.
+
+Cytherea made no answer.
+
+The lady’s vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the
+disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was
+done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning
+responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject
+of Cytherea’s want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding
+the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes.
+
+‘Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging
+a maid!’ She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe
+tried again.
+
+‘The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three
+questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l--,
+the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool’s trick. There, I am
+served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.’
+
+‘I didn’t deceive you,’ said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate
+one, and was the very ‘fuel to maintain its fires’ that the other’s
+petulance desired.
+
+‘You did,’ she said hotly.
+
+‘I told you I couldn’t promise to be acquainted with every detail of
+routine just at first.’
+
+‘Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.’
+
+Cytherea’s lip quivered. ‘I would answer the remark if--if--’
+
+‘If what?’
+
+‘If it were a lady’s!’
+
+‘You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I
+tell you.’
+
+‘And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is
+no lady herself!’
+
+‘To a lady? A lady’s-maid speaks in this way. The idea!’
+
+‘Don’t “lady’s-maid” me: nobody is my mistress I won’t have it!’
+
+‘Good Heavens!’
+
+‘I wouldn’t have come--no--I wouldn’t! if I had known!’
+
+‘What?’
+
+‘That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!’
+
+‘Possest beyond the Muse’s painting,’ Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed--
+
+‘A Woman, am I! I’ll teach you if I am a Woman!’ and lifted her hand as
+if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden
+into absolute defiance.
+
+‘I dare you to touch me!’ she cried. ‘Strike me if you dare, madam! I am
+not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and
+ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank
+back in the chair. ‘I was not going to strike you--go to your room--I
+beg you to go to your room!’ she repeated in a husky whisper.
+
+Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to
+the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the
+candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger
+likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a
+grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling
+wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father’s features
+were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her
+in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably
+its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe’s turn to start now; and the
+remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from
+high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes
+women’s quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe’s dignity had not
+sufficient power to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle
+the strange suspicion that had entered her head.
+
+‘You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don’t you?’ she said,
+with assumed indifference.
+
+‘No,’ said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking
+into the flame.
+
+‘Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and
+saw it myself.’
+
+The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe’s mistake was solved. ‘O, was it?’ said
+Cytherea. ‘Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at
+Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.’
+
+‘What was your father’s trade?’
+
+Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any
+longer. ‘His was not a trade,’ she said. ‘He was an architect.’
+
+‘The idea of your being an architect’s daughter!’
+
+‘There’s nothing to offend you in that, I hope?’
+
+‘O no.’
+
+‘Why did you say “the idea”?’
+
+‘Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one
+Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.’
+
+‘I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part
+of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.’
+
+‘What is your Christian name?’
+
+‘Cytherea.’
+
+‘No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see
+you did.’ Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She
+was a little agitated.
+
+‘Do you want me any longer?’ said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and
+looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe’s face.
+
+‘Well--no: no longer,’ said the other lingeringly.
+
+‘With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.’
+
+‘Ah.’ Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying.
+
+‘And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the
+short remainder of my stay?’
+
+Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered.
+Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious
+about her name from the beginning.
+
+The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went
+along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the
+partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out.
+
+‘I waited out of bed till you came up,’ she said, ‘it being your first
+night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on
+with Miss Aldclyffe?’
+
+‘Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.’
+
+‘Has she been scolding?’
+
+‘A little.’
+
+‘She’s a very odd lady--‘tis all one way or the other with her. She’s
+not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who
+don’t have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.’
+
+‘Has Miss Aldclyffe’s family always been rich?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother’s uncle. Her
+family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her
+mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time--and was on that
+account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of
+the family died out one by one--three of them, and Miss Aldclyffe’s
+great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to
+Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss Aldclyffe’s father and mother--on
+condition that they took the old family name as well. There’s all about
+it in the “Landed Gentry.” ‘Tis a thing very often done.’
+
+‘O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.’
+
+
+
+
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+
+1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered
+by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it
+was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first
+and last of her experience as a lady’s-maid. Starvation itself should
+not compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant.
+‘Ah,’ she thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little
+fragment of self-conceit, ‘Owen knows everything better than I.’
+
+She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning,
+the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical
+matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations
+completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away
+to the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an
+instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and
+bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the
+natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst
+passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty
+of Miss Aldclyffe’s temper.
+
+But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the
+hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary
+lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent
+and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl
+marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange
+confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with
+the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined
+with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away
+and leave the lonely being to loneliness still.
+
+In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more
+persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring
+visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother’s rival.
+Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl’s
+flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been
+nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the
+secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little
+inn at Hammersmith and other places: the commonplace name she adopted:
+her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder
+female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards,
+the acquaintanceship of her own father with this his first love; the
+awakening of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of
+his rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under
+the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter
+change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid
+determination: and the total concealment of her reason by herself
+and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady’s course dropped into
+darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was discovered here at
+Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful,
+but lonely, embittered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father’s
+image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe’s heart, and was
+thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that
+she knew many particulars of this page of her father’s history, and the
+chief one, the lady’s unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have
+made her bearing towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and
+would have been no benefit to either.
+
+Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay
+restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back
+again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock
+strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft
+rustle in the passage outside her room.
+
+To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover
+it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the
+darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening.
+Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time.
+
+It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels.
+Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused
+a faint rustling of the bed-clothes.
+
+Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given.
+Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding
+her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The
+maiden’s physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The
+cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became
+hot and red; her door was not locked.
+
+A distinct woman’s whisper came to her through the keyhole: ‘Cytherea!’
+
+Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss
+Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered
+back, ‘Yes?’
+
+‘Let me come in, darling.’
+
+The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It
+was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must
+let her come in, poor thing.
+
+She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and
+the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown.
+
+‘Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,’ said the
+visitor. ‘I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to
+come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are
+mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you
+may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?’
+
+‘O no; you shan’t indeed if you don’t want to,’ said Cythie generously.
+
+The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the
+last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and
+pressed her gently to her heart.
+
+‘Now kiss me,’ she said.
+
+Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of
+treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as
+Miss Aldclyffe’s. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment,
+try how she would.
+
+‘Come, kiss me,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the
+bursting of a bubble.
+
+‘More earnestly than that--come.’
+
+She gave another, a little but not much more expressively.
+
+‘I don’t deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,’ said Miss Aldclyffe,
+with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. ‘I am an ill-tempered
+woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have
+had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I can’t help loving
+you--your name is the same as mine--isn’t it strange?’
+
+Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent.
+
+‘Now, don’t you think I must love you?’ continued the other.
+
+‘Yes,’ said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to
+Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her
+father’s unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which
+seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution.
+She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and
+attachment to Cytherea’s father in past times: then she would tell her
+all she knew: that would be honour.
+
+‘Why can’t you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can’t you!’ She impressed
+upon Cytherea’s lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst
+of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and
+be loved by in return.
+
+‘Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don’t
+know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very
+fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?’
+
+‘Eighteen.’
+
+‘Eighteen!... Well, why don’t you ask me how old I am?’
+
+‘Because I don’t want to know.’
+
+‘Never mind if you don’t. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater
+pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told
+my age truly for the last twenty years till now.’
+
+‘Why haven’t you?’
+
+‘I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary--and I
+long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, like you.
+But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought, as
+every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don’t you
+talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?’
+
+‘Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.’
+
+‘I suppose you say them every night as a rule?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Why do you do that?’
+
+‘Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not
+to. Do you?’
+
+‘I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such
+matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should be glad to
+think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the
+polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and
+others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear--you won’t omit them
+now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?’
+
+‘It seems hardly--’
+
+‘It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and
+nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,’
+
+Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following
+conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had
+linked his name with her brother Owen’s in her nightly supplications to
+the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above
+all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and
+the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of
+omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous
+prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked
+of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly
+circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little
+finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a
+thing for such trifling.
+
+‘I would rather not say them,’ she murmured first. It struck her then
+that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress,
+and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously
+as before. ‘Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,’ she
+added firmly.
+
+She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the
+simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen’s name
+was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness
+was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent
+intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to
+the faintest whisper in spite of her.
+
+‘Thank you, dearest,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘I have prayed too, I verily
+believe. You are a good girl, I think.’ Then the expected question came.
+
+‘“Bless Owen,” and whom, did you say?’
+
+There was no help for it now, and out it came. ‘Owen and Edward,’ said
+Cytherea.
+
+‘Who are Owen and Edward?’
+
+‘Owen is my brother, madam,’ faltered the maid.
+
+‘Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?’
+
+A silence.
+
+‘Your brother, too?’ continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘No.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. ‘Don’t you want to tell me who Edward
+is?’ she said at last, in a tone of meaning.
+
+‘I don’t mind telling; only....’
+
+‘You would rather not, I suppose?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. ‘Were you ever in love?’ she inquired
+suddenly.
+
+Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from
+tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment.
+
+‘Yes--I think I was--once,’ she murmured.
+
+‘Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?’
+
+A pause.
+
+‘Well, were you?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply.
+
+‘Don’t press me to tell--I can’t--indeed, I won’t, madam!’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea’s neck. ‘’Tis now with
+you as it is always with all girls,’ she said, in jealous and gloomy
+accents. ‘You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.’
+She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. ‘Cytherea, try to love
+me more than you love him--do. I love you more sincerely than any man
+can. Do, Cythie: don’t let any man stand between us. O, I can’t bear
+that!’ She clasped Cytherea’s neck again.
+
+‘I must love him now I have begun,’ replied the other.
+
+‘Must--yes--must,’ said the elder lady reproachfully. ‘Yes, women are
+all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who had
+not been sullied by a man’s lips, and who had not practised or been
+practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and
+goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have
+not been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the
+admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of society--and look in
+the villages--leave the villages and search in the schools--and you can
+hardly find a girl whose heart has not been _had_--is not an old thing
+half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the staleness of
+the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the “first love” they
+think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old wrecked
+affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that
+you, too, are like the rest?’
+
+‘No, no, no,’ urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the
+impetuous woman’s mind. ‘He only kissed me once--twice I mean.’
+
+‘He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there’s no
+doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I--we are
+all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your mouth as if
+it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the spot. But
+a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow--now you
+seem a dusty highway.’
+
+‘O no, no!’ Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on
+extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She
+wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her
+treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one
+sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea’s instincts
+desired. Though it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and
+capricious for endurance.
+
+‘Well,’ said the lady in continuation, ‘who is he?’
+
+Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too
+much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe’s fiery mood again ruled her
+tongue.
+
+‘Won’t you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?’
+
+‘I will, perhaps, another day.’
+
+‘Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two
+previous to your coming here?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round
+the bay with your brother.’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘And without your brother--fie! There, there, don’t let that little
+heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly
+thing. I didn’t mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I
+only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people.
+I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was
+he?’
+
+‘I--I won’t tell, madam--I cannot indeed!’
+
+‘Won’t tell--very well, don’t. You are very foolish to treasure up his
+name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him
+for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long
+chain of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had
+theirs.’
+
+‘’Tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true! ‘tisn’t true!’ cried Cytherea in an agony
+of torture. ‘He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am sure he
+hasn’t.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She
+continued--
+
+‘He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a
+few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared
+for anybody so absurdly much.’
+
+‘No, no, he doesn’t--What does he do when he has thought that--Come,
+tell me--tell me!’
+
+‘You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me
+nervous. I can’t tell you if you get in that flustered state.’
+
+‘Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!’
+
+‘Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!’ she continued, in a tone which
+mingled pity with derision--
+
+ ‘“Love’s passions shall rock thee
+ As the storm rocks the ravens on high,
+ Bright reason will mock thee
+ Like the sun from a wintry sky.”
+
+‘What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on what
+he has heard of women’s romantic impulses, and how easily men torture
+them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned
+everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily
+now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love him in return, your
+loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for
+ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade--bright
+eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then die early--true to him to
+your latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath
+also; whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet
+nook, will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of
+you, will long have ceased to regret you--will chat about you, as you
+were in long past years--will say, “Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her
+hair like that--poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless
+idle dream--that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and
+simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time.” Then he will
+tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont’s and particular ways,
+and as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.’
+
+‘It is not true! He can’t, he c-can’t be s-so cruel--and you are cruel
+to me--you are, you are!’ She was at last driven to desperation: her
+natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through the piece how
+imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself to be weak and foolish in
+permitting them to rise; but even then she could not control them: be
+agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long day’s labour,
+her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her, and worn her
+out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical working upon her
+imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. ‘And now
+think how much I like you,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew
+calmer. ‘I shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I
+will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me
+always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?’
+
+‘I cannot. I will not be anybody’s maid for another day on any
+consideration.’
+
+‘No, no, no. You shan’t be a lady’s-maid. You shall be my companion. I
+will get another maid.’
+
+Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the evidently
+heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence. But she
+could not trust to the moment’s impulse.
+
+‘I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.’
+
+‘Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma’s neck, and give
+me one good long kiss, and I won’t talk any more in that way about your
+lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even
+if he’s the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant
+man is ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man--that is, while
+it lasts.’
+
+Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk;
+flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe’s
+shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves
+up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious
+sense of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a
+protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon
+sleeping calmly.
+
+2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.
+
+With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances,
+she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She
+withdrew herself from her companion’s embrace, turned to the other
+side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the
+window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising moon--now in her last
+quarter--creep round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon
+which had but a few days longer to live.
+
+The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of
+the same month’s moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic
+evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy
+moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status
+quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality.
+
+But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a
+strange and gloomy murmur.
+
+She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low,
+brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint
+breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter
+absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom’s melancholy representation
+lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own
+nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour,
+under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over
+the surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and
+frothy at the fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad
+everywhere.
+
+She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears
+to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another
+soon came.
+
+The second was quite different from the first--a kind of intermittent
+whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and
+anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some
+kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old
+manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad.
+
+She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now
+that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it.
+She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy
+just before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine
+the inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a
+necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably,
+the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays,
+striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a
+glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a
+captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling
+water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which
+laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay.
+
+She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be
+nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her
+imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going
+to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_ come--just
+suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain,
+a third sound came.
+
+The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and abnormal
+kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her
+life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing, it
+seemed to be almost close to her--either close outside the window, close
+under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of
+its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so
+powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The
+same instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the
+same noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing
+the moan of his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His
+melancholy notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the
+kennel a long way off, in every variety of wail.
+
+One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The
+little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds
+even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had
+taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound.
+
+It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar,
+it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
+
+She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss
+Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady’s late
+peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden’s touch, Miss
+Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
+
+She remembered her position instantly. ‘O such a terrible dream!’ she
+cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; ‘and
+your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings,
+hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me--grinning and
+mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can’t tell
+you. I can’t bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it
+means death.’
+
+The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to
+dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in
+Cytherea’s mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all
+likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire
+into it: large houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about
+them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors.
+
+A silence of five minutes.
+
+‘Are you asleep?’ said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘No,’ said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
+
+‘How those dogs howl, don’t they?’
+
+‘Yes. A little dog in the house began it.’
+
+‘Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father’s
+bedroom door. A nervous creature.’
+
+There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the
+landing struck three.
+
+‘Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?’ whispered Cytherea.
+
+‘No,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘How wretched it is not to be able to sleep,
+isn’t it?’
+
+‘Yes,’ replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
+
+Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still
+awake.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ she said, very softly.
+
+Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
+
+The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on
+her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room.
+
+‘I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars
+of Ambrose’s history,’ she murmured. ‘But her being in love alters
+everything.’
+
+3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at
+Knapwater was already in possession of her.
+
+Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the
+window to write an answer to Edward’s letter, and an account of her
+arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures
+that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the
+later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she
+smiled in derision at her own excitability.
+
+But writing Edward’s letter was the great consoler, the effect of each
+word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt
+how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she could endure
+poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be
+explained at last, she knew.
+
+At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, intending, with
+the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a
+work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light
+of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady’s behaviour to her
+dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea’s judgment, had effected
+the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her
+regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read,
+talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed
+at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making
+confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the
+calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely
+conscious of Cytherea’s presence in the room, even when greeting her,
+was the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before.
+
+It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these
+antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our
+observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some
+flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the fiery
+jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled
+pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline of the
+blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime.
+
+Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably
+nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written
+after nine or ten o’clock in the evening, and sent off before day
+returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch
+our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of
+dressing-time.
+
+The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled
+from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours,
+but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that
+Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss
+Aldclyffe said abruptly--
+
+‘I can tell that young man’s name.’ She looked keenly at Cytherea. ‘It
+is Edward Springrove, my tenant’s son.’
+
+The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which
+to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss
+Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last.
+
+‘Ah--it is he, is it?’ she continued. ‘Well, I wanted to know for
+practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my
+estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought
+of him.’ This was perfectly true.
+
+‘What do you mean?’ said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
+
+‘Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and
+that the wedding is soon to take place.’ She made the remark bluntly and
+superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family
+pride for the weak confidences of the night.
+
+But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe’s morning mood was overcome by
+the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words
+had produced upon Cytherea’s face. She sank back into a chair, and
+buried her face in her hands.
+
+‘Don’t be so foolish,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Come, make the best of it.
+I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe
+the match can be broken off.’
+
+‘O no, no.’
+
+‘Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I’ll help
+you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling
+of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of course, I
+could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I’ll help
+you, and that’s enough. He’s tired of his first choice now that he’s
+been away from home for a while. The love that no outer attack can
+frighten away quails before its idol’s own homely ways; it is always
+so.... Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don’t be
+a little goose about such a trumpery affair as that.’
+
+‘Who--is he engaged to?’ Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips but
+no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered
+not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for her: curiosity
+was stunned.
+
+She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss
+Aldclyffe went on:--
+
+‘You were too easily won. I’d have made him or anybody else speak out
+before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one
+of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their
+hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the
+first place, you shouldn’t have loved him so quickly: in the next,
+if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It
+tickled his vanity: “By Jove, that girl’s in love with me already!” he
+thought.’
+
+To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who
+stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out,
+bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged--that she
+wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was her
+only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned
+matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray,
+cheerfully insisting that she should eat it.
+
+To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. ‘No,
+thank you, Mrs. Morris,’ she said, keeping the door closed. Despite
+the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant
+person see her face then.
+
+Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by
+postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went
+to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so
+full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with
+a little seal bearing ‘Good Faith’ as its motto, tore the missive into
+fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest
+of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written,
+and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning--to feel
+that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she
+had penned them.
+
+Pity for one’s self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of
+abnegation.
+
+The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his
+love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking,
+was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not
+quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had
+gone to London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way
+as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward’s own parish,
+reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape,
+yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall
+deserted--all gone but herself.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be
+continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It
+was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there.
+
+She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the
+breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with
+increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea
+entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail
+of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a passing train.
+At Cytherea’s entry she turned and looked inquiry.
+
+‘I must tell you now,’ began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
+
+‘Well, what?’ Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+‘I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. I am
+very sorry, but indeed I can’t remain!’
+
+‘Pooh--what shall we hear next?’ Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea’s face
+with leisurely criticism. ‘You are breaking your heart again about that
+worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says
+of Juliet--what little reason you may have possessed originally has all
+been whirled away by this love. I shan’t take this notice, mind.’
+
+‘Do let me go!’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet’s hand, and said with severity, ‘As to
+hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that’s absurd.
+But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such
+proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie,
+come with me; we’ll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after
+that we’ll see what had better be done.’ She took Cytherea into her
+workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen.
+
+‘This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it
+finished.’
+
+She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea’s own room. ‘There,’
+she said, ‘now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one
+thing--that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for
+two hours unless I send for you--I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you
+stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the
+window--think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don’t let the
+foolish love-affair prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If
+at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will
+have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit
+here the time I name.’
+
+To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility
+was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss
+Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated.
+
+She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the
+articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a
+reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time.
+
+4. TEN TO TWELVE O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became
+attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs.
+She opened the door and listened.
+
+There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors,
+trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from
+which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there
+just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the
+station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse--galloping at the
+top of the animal’s speed.
+
+Another man went off in the direction of the village.
+
+Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or
+meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were
+requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe’s strict charge to her.
+She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her
+movements.
+
+Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw
+was a clergyman walk up and enter the door.
+
+All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left,
+he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting
+behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in
+livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as
+before.
+
+The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to have
+forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost
+wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity.
+
+Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman,
+and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various
+directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road
+opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows
+and chimneys.
+
+A tap came to Cytherea’s door. She opened it to a young maid-servant.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma’am.’ Cytherea hastened down.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel,
+her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but
+very pale.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ she said in a whisper, ‘come here.’
+
+Cytherea went close.
+
+‘Something very serious has taken place,’ she said again, and then
+paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth.
+
+‘Yes,’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.’
+
+‘Dead!’ echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the
+announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be
+contained in a statement so small.
+
+‘Yes, dead,’ murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. ‘He died alone, though
+within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.’
+
+Cytherea said hurriedly, ‘Do they know at what hour?’
+
+‘The doctor says it must have been between two and three o’clock this
+morning.’
+
+‘Then I heard him!’
+
+‘Heard him?’
+
+‘Heard him die!’
+
+‘You heard him die? What did you hear?’
+
+‘A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my mother. I
+could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the dog howled: you
+remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I had heard
+a little earlier.’ She looked agonized.
+
+‘It would have been useless,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘All was over by that
+time.’ She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, ‘Is
+it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be
+left entirely alone?’
+
+Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea’s
+seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now
+recurred to both in one moment.
+
+‘Do you still wish to go?’ said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously.
+
+‘I don’t want to go now,’ Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the
+other’s question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss
+Aldclyffe’s bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being
+still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her
+life, for the sake of any trivial vexation.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said
+musingly--
+
+‘We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and
+motherless as you were.’ Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she
+did not mention them.
+
+‘You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?’
+
+‘Yes, I did. Poor papa!’
+
+‘I was always at variance with mine, and can’t weep for him now! But you
+must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.’
+
+The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of
+her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And,
+once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was
+impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker’s
+swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of
+secondary importance.
+
+
+
+
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH
+
+The time of day was four o’clock in the afternoon. The place was the
+lady’s study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe
+sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning.
+
+The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been
+read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years
+previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs.
+Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln’s Inn Fields. The whole of his estate,
+real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole
+and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector,
+their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit
+in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high,
+narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to
+remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic
+quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to
+stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she
+had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that
+she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings
+were. The chair had stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she
+had gone to it in a dream.
+
+She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated
+thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body
+bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the chair;
+her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a
+footstool.
+
+At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side.
+Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions
+became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and
+further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew
+a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her
+hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room--at first
+abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees
+her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her
+head rode gracefully and was no longer bowed. She plumed herself like a
+swan after exertion.
+
+‘Yes,’ she said aloud. ‘To get _him_ here without letting him know that
+I have any other object than that of getting a useful man--that’s the
+difficulty--and that I think I can master.’
+
+She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey
+hairs.
+
+‘Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.’
+
+Cytherea was not far off, and came in.
+
+‘Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?’ said Miss
+Aldclyffe abruptly.
+
+‘Know anything?’ replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to
+consider the compass of the question.
+
+‘Yes--know anything,’ said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘Owen is an architect and surveyor’s draughtsman,’ the maiden said, and
+thought of somebody else who was likewise.
+
+‘Yes! that’s why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work
+comprised in an architect’s practice? They lay out estates, and
+superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among
+other things?’
+
+‘Those are, more properly, a land or building steward’s duties--at least
+I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in
+their practice; city architects don’t.’
+
+‘I know that, child. But a steward’s is an indefinite fast and loose
+profession, it seems to me. Shouldn’t you think that a man who had been
+brought up as an architect would do for a steward?’
+
+Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do.
+
+The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting
+it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively--
+
+‘Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country
+buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?’
+
+‘Yes; he does.’
+
+‘And superintends the building of them?’
+
+‘Yes; he will soon.’
+
+‘And he surveys land?’
+
+‘O yes.’
+
+‘And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be,
+boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring
+timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?’
+
+‘I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those
+things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.’
+
+‘Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course.
+And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen’s
+accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don’t know much more about the
+matter than I do myself.... I am going out just now,’ she continued. ‘I
+shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then
+turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed
+into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This
+she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression,
+which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove.
+
+The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the
+ground, that a whole summer’s day was scarcely long enough to change
+the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a
+temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of
+the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep,
+sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall.
+Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream,
+she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water,
+revealing a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded,
+covered with froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps,
+and she was opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its
+further boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the
+form of a crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids,
+and the trees above.
+
+Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same
+standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less
+sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue
+and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where
+the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus
+laid open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which
+the dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate
+and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was
+now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not artistically or historically,
+but practically--as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern
+requirements.
+
+In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion
+of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two
+small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered
+over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the
+Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten
+or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still
+existed--an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be
+contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall
+could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables
+which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows,
+containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent
+of two or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage
+window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the
+old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms
+downstairs to form cottages for two labourers and their families; the
+upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and
+fruit.
+
+The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this
+point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the
+paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the
+grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their fingers
+in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their
+mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss
+Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the
+exterior by making a complete circuit of the building; then turned into
+a nook a short distance off where round and square timber, a saw-pit,
+planks, grindstones, heaps of building stone and brick, explained that
+the spot was the centre of operations for the building work done on the
+estate.
+
+She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of
+the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her.
+It was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since
+her father’s death.
+
+‘Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without
+much trouble?’ she inquired.
+
+The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed
+itself.
+
+‘You don’t forget, ma’am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled
+down, or gone to ruin?’
+
+‘Yes; I know.’
+
+‘And that what’s left may almost as well be, ma’am.’
+
+‘Why may it?’
+
+‘’Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole
+carcase is full of cracks.’
+
+‘Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little
+outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or
+eight-roomed house?’
+
+‘Yes, ma’am.’
+
+‘About what would it cost?’ was the question which had invariably come
+next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending
+workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise,
+Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an
+old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what
+was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all.
+
+‘Thank you: that’s sufficient, Strooden,’ she said. ‘You will understand
+that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short
+time, with reference to the management of the affairs.’
+
+Strooden said ‘Yes,’ in a complex voice, and looked uneasy.
+
+‘During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works,
+and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now
+it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach
+further upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did
+your late master’s. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail
+superintend all.’
+
+‘Then--I shall not be wanted, ma’am?’ he faltered.
+
+‘O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops
+only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I
+will send for you in a few days.’
+
+Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its
+train--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number
+of sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her
+watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an appointment
+with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was
+coming to Knapwater on his way back to London.
+
+2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH
+
+On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton’s visit to Knapwater House,
+the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder
+newspapers:--
+
+
+ ‘LAND STEWARD.
+
+‘A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately
+for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon
+which agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are
+contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not
+more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown
+for one who possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of
+planning and laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of
+220 pounds, with the old manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs.
+Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln’s Inn Fields.’
+
+
+A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of
+publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising
+for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the
+papers containing the announcement.
+
+What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely
+made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were
+told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She
+remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her
+brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious,
+that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart
+and soul to the details of the profession and all connected with
+it. Miss Aldclyffe might be ready to take him if he could compete
+successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a question:
+
+‘Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?’
+
+‘Not at all,’ said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily.
+
+A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss
+Aldclyffe’s blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another
+man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured
+pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was
+qualified for a stewardship under a king.
+
+‘Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?’ she
+said, resolutely enunciating the name.
+
+‘None whatever,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone.
+
+‘You are very unkind to speak in that way.’
+
+‘Now don’t pout like a goosie, as you are. I don’t want men like either
+of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather
+than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more
+specially educated. I have told you that we are going to London next
+week; it is mostly on this account.’
+
+Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe’s
+peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell
+her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply.
+
+3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH
+
+Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to
+London, and, with scarcely a minute’s pause, to the solicitors’ offices
+in Lincoln’s Inn Fields.
+
+They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the
+place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by
+lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be
+seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the
+front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the
+successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone
+days, had been completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which
+lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on
+palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red.
+
+But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices
+were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed
+them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the
+doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was
+visible.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying
+with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the
+pair ascended. He politely took them inside.
+
+‘Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our
+interview?’ said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when
+they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home.
+
+‘Certainly--Mr. Tayling’s.’ Cytherea was shown into an inner room.
+
+Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only
+imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss
+Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton’s
+experienced old eyes.
+
+‘Now then,’ the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; ‘what is
+the result of our advertisement?’
+
+It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and
+surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the
+advertisement.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You will
+probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?’ he said.
+
+‘Yes, certainly,’ said she.
+
+‘I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly
+unfit at first sight,’ he continued; and began selecting from the heap
+twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand.
+
+‘The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn’t deceive me,
+and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be
+communicated with.’
+
+‘I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over--exactly
+as they came,’ she said suasively.
+
+He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his
+sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them
+out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could
+spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to
+hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of
+the letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony.
+He thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five
+men who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed
+themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one,
+and put it down with the rest.
+
+Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many
+replies as they possibly could before selecting--‘to give us a wider
+choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?’
+
+It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already
+had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there
+would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now
+could command would possibly not be available.
+
+‘Never mind, we will run that risk,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘Let the
+advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle
+the matter.’
+
+Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single
+woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself
+with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich,
+and handsome still. ‘She’s a new broom in estate-management as yet,’
+he thought. ‘She will soon get tired of this,’ and he parted from her
+without a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness.
+
+The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo
+Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual
+well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be seen, in linen
+pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When they
+had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit down
+awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did--the
+growl of Piccadilly on their left hand--the monastic seclusion of the
+Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses
+of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid
+Lambeth sky.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and
+while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around,
+glanced again at the advertisement.
+
+She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action
+her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover,
+one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the
+Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but
+was addressed to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings
+at the Institute’s rooms would close at the end of that week.
+
+Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then
+turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms
+of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making
+her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the
+company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition,
+she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the
+members. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she
+said, with a smile, and was interested in some of the names.
+
+‘Here it is, madam,’ he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet
+containing the names.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name
+she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the
+case with all the rest.
+
+The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross.
+‘Chambers,’ as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply
+the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, ‘There still.’
+
+Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind
+than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished
+to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the
+envelopes lying on the secretary’s table, stamped with the die of the
+Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might
+write a note.
+
+But the secretary’s back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards
+one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask
+some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss
+Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one
+of the envelopes and put it in her pocket.
+
+She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then
+withdrew and returned to her hotel.
+
+Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the
+envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society’s stamp, and directed
+it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of
+members’ names submitted to her:--
+
+ AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ.,
+ WYKEHAM CHAMBERS,
+ SPRING GARDENS.
+
+This ended her first day’s work in London.
+
+4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST
+
+The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe
+informing her companion that business would detain them in London
+another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in
+a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares
+and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of
+blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number
+of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview,
+by Miss Aldclyffe’s request--either from whim or design.
+
+Ten additional letters were the result of the second week’s insertion,
+making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One
+was signed--
+
+AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET,
+ LIVERPOOL.
+
+‘Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one
+or two,’ Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and
+references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston’s missive, after a mere
+glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had
+finished, five lay in the group he had selected. ‘Would you like to add
+to the number?’ he said, turning to the lady.
+
+‘No,’ she said carelessly. ‘Well, two or three additional ones rather
+took my fancy,’ she added, searching for some in the larger collection.
+
+She drew out three. One was Manston’s.
+
+‘These eight, then, shall be communicated with,’ said the lawyer, taking
+up the eight letters and placing them by themselves.
+
+They stood up. ‘If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned
+personally,’ he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter
+singly, ‘I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly,
+is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted
+with--a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well
+recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination.
+Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied
+building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an
+architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and
+surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.’
+He tapped the letter as he spoke. ‘Yes, I should choose him without
+hesitation--speaking personally.’
+
+‘And I think,’ she said artificially, ‘I should choose this one as a
+matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can’t be given way to
+when practical questions have to be considered.’
+
+Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers,
+had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss
+Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game
+at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in Miss
+Aldclyffe’s hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton’s.
+
+‘What is the name of your man?’ said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘His name--’ said the lawyer, looking down the page; ‘what is his
+name?--it is Edward Springrove.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by
+turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘The name of my man,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in
+turn; ‘is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.’
+
+5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to
+be at the lawyer’s offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in
+town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a
+private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing
+her veil down.
+
+The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each
+candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding
+and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short
+conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. Miss
+Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have
+been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been
+for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her
+countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the
+lawyer and his interlocutor.
+
+Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was
+ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former
+time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally
+preferred. ‘I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man
+whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified,
+in short, most suitable generally.’
+
+‘I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion
+still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and
+even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.’
+
+Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the
+court.
+
+‘Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable;
+a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to
+conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about
+calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn’t recommend
+him.’
+
+‘Why, pray?’
+
+‘Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement.
+He didn’t reply till the last insertion; that’s one thing. His letter is
+bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after
+reading it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience
+dictated it. It is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he
+was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such
+an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which
+required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.’
+
+‘You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don’t quite see the grounds of
+your reasoning.’
+
+‘He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties
+of a city architect, the experience we don’t want. You want a man
+whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical
+and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office
+before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country
+tenancies, building, farming, and so on.’
+
+‘He’s by far the most intellectual looking of them all.’
+
+‘Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than mine
+in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts--his brain
+power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the post,
+I don’t much doubt that. But to speak clearly’ (here his words started
+off at a jog-trot) ‘I wouldn’t run the risk of placing the management
+of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that’s
+flat and plain, madam.’
+
+‘But, definitely,’ she said, with a show of impatience, ‘what is your
+reason?’
+
+‘He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man--as
+bad as it is rare.’
+
+‘Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,’ said Miss
+Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply
+signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad.
+
+‘And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further
+in this,’ continued the lady. ‘He’s quite good enough for a little
+insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not
+get on with one of the others for a single month. We’ll try him.’
+
+‘Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,’ said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was
+written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor.
+
+‘Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her,
+that minute you were in the room?’ said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their
+client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody’s
+character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable
+slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the
+Improver, into honourable circumspection.
+
+We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity
+of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the
+man.
+
+‘She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,’
+continued Nyttleton. ‘His handsome face is his qualification in her
+eyes. They have met before; I saw that.’
+
+‘He didn’t seem conscious of it,’ said the junior.
+
+‘He didn’t. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman’s
+face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that
+she was with him. Poor old maid, she’s almost old enough to be his
+mother. If that Manston’s a schemer he’ll marry her, as sure as I am
+Nyttleton. Let’s hope he’s honest, however.’
+
+‘I don’t think she’s in love with him,’ said Tayling. He had seen but
+little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed
+in Miss Aldclyffe’s behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a
+woman towards her lover.
+
+‘Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than
+mine,’ rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. ‘And you may remember the nature
+of it best.’
+
+
+
+
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Miss Aldclyffe’s tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her
+irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness.
+Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent
+luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated
+for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be
+completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose
+modesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect
+as was compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm
+of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction
+that her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas
+and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally
+imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive
+delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over
+out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing.
+
+Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could
+feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much
+as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her
+companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only
+seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished
+in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She
+would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere
+dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always
+herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been
+perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe;
+but the reckless adventuring of the lady’s youth seemed connected with
+deeds of darkness rather than of light.
+
+Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some
+absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea
+hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might
+thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme
+suffering.
+
+But Miss Aldclyffe’s reticence concerning her past was not imitated by
+Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge
+that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated
+abnormally, the maiden’s natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down
+for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment
+by fragment, every detail of her father’s history. Cytherea saw how
+deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it compensated her, to some
+extent, for the hasty resentments of other times.
+
+Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the
+House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe
+and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the
+facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up
+into a taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural
+machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is
+decidedly necessary to a scandal.
+
+Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of
+entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one line of
+cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by
+little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last
+wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another
+woman. ‘Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!’ she said. The
+young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read
+it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense
+he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her
+cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line--one little line--just a
+wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara--
+
+
+ ‘Ah, were he now before me,
+ In spite of injured pride,
+ I fear my eyes would pardon
+ Before my tongue could chide.’
+
+
+2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M.
+
+It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea’s
+arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the
+village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions
+made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society
+she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies’
+Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of
+shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea’s appearance that
+afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying
+to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress,
+coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a
+war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the
+mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less
+of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification.
+
+Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe’s
+list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each.
+
+‘I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last
+four,’ said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea’s share: then came
+a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove
+the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe’s
+handwriting, ‘Mr. Manston.’
+
+Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or
+four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been
+altered and repaired for his reception.
+
+‘Call on Mr. Manston,’ said the lady impressively, looking at the name
+written under Cytherea’s portion of the list.
+
+‘But he does not subscribe yet?’
+
+‘I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don’t forget it.’
+
+‘Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?’
+
+‘Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,’ repeated Miss Aldclyffe,
+smiling. ‘Good-bye. Don’t hurry in your walk. If you can’t get easily
+through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.’
+
+Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to
+the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief
+to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers’ wives, who
+soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her
+personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less of by
+people who are not much than by those who are a great deal.
+
+She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton,
+who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog
+as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired
+thither four years before this time, after having filled the post of
+editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There
+he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his
+daughter sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and
+claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as
+mistress at Peakhill.
+
+At Cytherea’s knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and
+footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea
+stood face to face with the lady herself.
+
+Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair
+was plentiful, like Cytherea’s own; her teeth equalled Cytherea’s in
+regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features
+too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth
+expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea’s, and, as a natural result
+of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more
+self-possessed.
+
+She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by
+way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is
+an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, ‘a good sensible
+wife for any man, if she cares to marry,’ the caring to marry being
+thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical.
+Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, the important subject of
+marriage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready
+for practical performance in every domestic concern besides.
+
+Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty.
+
+‘Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe’s. I have seen
+you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if I
+have change enough to pay my subscription.’ She spoke girlishly.
+
+Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled
+herself down to that younger woman’s age from a sense of justice to
+herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity.
+
+‘It doesn’t matter. I’ll come again.’
+
+‘Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for
+a minute. Do.’
+
+‘I have been wanting to come for several weeks.’
+
+‘That’s right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn’t it, for a single
+person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a
+house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your
+own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you
+would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove
+attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there
+is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it.’
+
+‘How nice! It is better than living in a town.’
+
+‘Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.’
+
+The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea’s mind, that
+Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth.
+
+Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small
+drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles.
+
+The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued.
+
+‘How lonely it must be here at night!’ said Cytherea. ‘Aren’t you
+afraid?’
+
+‘At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know
+a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself
+sometimes at night, “If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth
+the trouble of a worm’s ghost to appear to me, I should think that every
+sound I hear was a spirit.” But you must see all over my house.’
+
+Cytherea was highly interested in seeing.
+
+‘I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were a
+child,’ remarked Adelaide. ‘A privileged friend of mine tells me this
+use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody’s society
+but my own.’
+
+‘Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.’
+
+Cytherea called the friend ‘she’ by a rule of ladylike practice; for a
+woman’s ‘friend’ is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their
+own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are
+called she’s until they prove themselves he’s.
+
+Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously.
+
+‘I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,’ she
+continued.
+
+‘“Humorous reproof:” that’s not from a woman: who can reprove humorously
+but a man?’ was the groove of Cytherea’s thought at the remark. ‘Your
+brother reproves you, I expect,’ said that innocent young lady.
+
+‘No,’ said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ‘’Tis only a professional man
+I am acquainted with.’ She looked out of the window.
+
+Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash
+through Cytherea’s mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss
+Aldclyffe in a mild form.
+
+‘I imagine he’s a lover,’ she said.
+
+Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line.
+
+Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity
+as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does
+happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so
+benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it.
+
+‘There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!’ said Cytherea
+accusingly.
+
+Adelaide nodded her head practically. ‘Well, yes, I am,’ she said.
+
+The word ‘engaged’ had no sooner passed Cytherea’s lips than the sound
+of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the time and
+circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself.
+A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere surmise; yet its
+presence took every other idea away from Cytherea’s mind. Miss Hinton
+had used Edward’s words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as
+attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that
+Miss Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus!
+
+‘Are you going to be married soon?’ she inquired, with a steadiness the
+result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference.
+
+‘Not very soon--still, soon.’
+
+‘Ah-ha! In less than three months?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Two.’
+
+Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more
+prompting. ‘You won’t tell anybody if I show you something?’ she said,
+with eager mystery.
+
+‘O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?’
+
+‘No.’
+
+Nothing proved yet.
+
+‘What’s his name?’ said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun
+their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her
+face.
+
+‘What do you think?’ said Miss Hinton.
+
+‘George?’ said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
+
+‘No,’ said Adelaide. ‘But now, you shall see him first; come here;’
+and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the
+dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward
+Springrove.
+
+‘There he is,’ Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
+
+‘Are you very fond of him?’ continued the miserable Cytherea at length.
+
+‘Yes, of course I am,’ her companion replied, but in the tone of one who
+‘lived in Abraham’s bosom all the year,’ and was therefore untouched by
+solemn thought at the fact. ‘He’s my cousin--a native of this village.
+We were engaged before my father’s death left me so lonely. I was only
+twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other
+thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and
+then.’
+
+‘Why?’
+
+‘O, it’s only in fun. He’s very naughty sometimes--not really, you
+know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.’
+
+Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to
+be miserable upon when she had time, ‘How do you know that?’ Cytherea
+asked, with a swelling heart.
+
+‘Well, you know how things do come to women’s ears. He used to live at
+Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy
+thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day
+or two. But I don’t feel jealous at all--our engagement is so
+matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere
+flirtation--she was too silly for him. He’s fond of rowing, and kindly
+gave her an airing for an evening or two. I’ll warrant they talked the
+most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness and pastime,
+just as everything is at watering places--neither of them caring a bit
+for the other--she giggling like a goose all the time--’
+
+Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air.
+‘She _didn’t_! and it _wasn’t_ shallowness!’ Cytherea burst out, with
+brimming eyes. ‘’Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence
+on the other--yes, it was!’ The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen
+inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The
+instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able
+to recall them.
+
+‘Do you know her--or him?’ said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at
+the warmth shown.
+
+The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same
+keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind
+in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is
+invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject
+of an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences
+which distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties
+common to them as atoms of a sex.
+
+Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself.
+‘Yes, I know her,’ she said.
+
+‘Well,’ said Miss Hinton, ‘I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly
+of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--’
+
+‘O, never mind,’ Cytherea returned; ‘it doesn’t matter, Miss Hinton. I
+think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes--I must
+go.’
+
+Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely
+downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and
+flitted down the garden into the lane.
+
+She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself
+misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove’s name was next on the list, and
+she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M.
+
+The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that
+on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or
+privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich
+with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and
+the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft
+pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified
+by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket,
+or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and stooping backs of the
+collectors--mostly children, who would have cried bitterly at receiving
+such a smart blow from any other quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be
+but fun in apples.
+
+The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed
+almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line
+of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected
+with a row of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an
+uncommonly characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside
+inn of bygone times; and standing on one of the great highways in this
+part of England, had in its time been the scene of as much of what is
+now looked upon as the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach
+travelling as any halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed
+the whole stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village
+and along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed
+landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the house,
+to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by increasing the
+extent of his agricultural business if he would still maintain his
+social standing. Next to the general stillness pervading the spot, the
+long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was the most striking and
+saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn.
+It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where once the hoofs of
+two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, to and from the
+stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so
+straight--over the decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they
+seemed like the cheeks of toothless age.
+
+On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or
+three large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was
+suspended--representing the three men called tranters (irregular
+carriers), standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair’s-breadth,
+the grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the
+thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further disfigured by
+red stains running downwards from the rusty nails above.
+
+Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot
+sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men,
+the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries,
+a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little
+boys with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men’s backs
+were turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat.
+
+Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a
+farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of
+labour of the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now
+engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and
+Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at
+his side. The shovel shone like silver from the action of the juice,
+and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, caught the rays of the
+declining sun and reflected them in bristling stars of light.
+
+Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the
+Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in
+him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was
+more the result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too
+kindly constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent.
+He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a
+frequent melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one
+of abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased--
+
+ ‘I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.’
+
+On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked
+with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and
+fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and
+two or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be
+seen sticking on them here and there.
+
+The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish
+clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman,
+and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group,
+brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders
+with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap,
+another being worn round the right wrist.
+
+‘And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?’ said the clerk.
+
+‘Just a glimpse of him; but ‘twas just enough to show me that he’s not
+here for long.’
+
+‘Why mid that be?’
+
+‘He’ll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the
+reins--not he.’
+
+‘She d’ pay en well,’ said a grinder; ‘and money’s money.’
+
+‘Ah--‘tis: very much so,’ the clerk replied.
+
+‘Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,’ said Springrove, ‘but she’ll vlee in a
+passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there’s an end o’t....
+Yes, she is a one,’ continued the farmer, resting, raising his eyes, and
+reading the features of a distant apple.
+
+‘She is,’ said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman
+is in following his master’s initiative to rest) and reflectively
+regarding the ground in front of him.
+
+‘True: a one is she,’ the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously.
+
+‘She has such a temper,’ said the farmer, ‘and is so wilful too. You may
+as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything
+into her head. I’d as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi’
+her.’
+
+‘’Tis a temper she hev, ‘tis,’ the clerk replied, ‘though I be a servant
+of the Church that say it. But she isn’t goen to flee in a passion this
+time.’
+
+The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew
+from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future.
+
+The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went
+on, ‘There’s some’at between ‘em: mark my words, naibours--there’s
+some’at between ‘em.’
+
+‘D’ye mean it?’
+
+‘I d’ know it. He came last Saturday, didn’t he?’
+
+‘’A did, truly,’ said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from
+the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder
+to be ground up for cider.
+
+‘He went to church a-Sunday,’ said the clerk again.
+
+‘’A did.’
+
+‘And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren
+between red and white, but never stoppen at either.’
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press.
+
+‘Well,’ said the clerk, ‘you don’t call her the kind o’ woman to make
+mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o’ God? Why, as a
+rule she’s as right as I be myself.’
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press,
+followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders
+expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were
+as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed.
+
+‘Yes, as right in the service o’ God as I be myself,’ repeated the
+clerk. ‘But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says
+she, “Incline our hearts to keep this law,” says she, when ‘twas “Laws
+in our hearts, we beseech Thee,” all the church through. Her eye was
+upon _him_--she was quite lost--“Hearts to keep this law,” says she; she
+was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a mere shadder. You
+mi’t ha’ mouthed across to her “Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee,”
+ fifty times over--she’d never ha’ noticed ye. She’s in love wi’ the man,
+that’s what she is.’
+
+‘Then she’s a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,’ said Mr. Springrove.
+‘Why, she’s old enough to be his mother.’
+
+‘The row’ll be between her and that young Curlywig, you’ll see. She
+won’t run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.’
+
+‘Clerk Crickett, I d’ fancy you d’ know everything about everybody,’
+said Gad.
+
+‘Well so’s,’ said the clerk modestly. ‘I do know a little. It comes to
+me.’
+
+‘And I d’ know where from.’
+
+‘Ah.’
+
+‘That wife o’ thine. She’s an entertainen woman, not to speak
+disrespectful.’
+
+‘She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she’ve had--God bless
+her!’
+
+‘I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,’ said Mr.
+Springrove.
+
+‘Well, ‘t has been a power o’ marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes,
+matrimony do begin wi’ “Dearly beloved,” and ends wi’ “Amazement,” as
+the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? ‘Twas
+ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me
+when I had just married. “Ah, Mr. Crickett,” says she, “your wife will
+soon settle you as she did her other two: here’s a glass o’ rum, for
+I shan’t see your poor face this time next year.” I swallered the rum,
+called again next year, and said, “Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass
+o’ rum last year because I was going to die--here I be alive still, you
+see.” “Well said, clerk! Here’s two glasses for you now, then,” says
+she. “Thank you, mem,” I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old
+sides, next year I thought I’d call again and get three. And call I did.
+But she wouldn’t give me a drop o’ the commonest. “No, clerk,” says
+she, “you be too tough for a woman’s pity.”... Ah, poor soul, ‘twas true
+enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail,
+you see, and there’s she moulderen in her grave.’
+
+‘I used to think ‘twas your wife’s fate not to have a liven husband when
+I zid ‘em die off so,’ said Gad.
+
+‘Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so ‘twas her fate; but she struggled to
+have one, and would, and did. Fate’s nothen beside a woman’s schemen!’
+
+‘I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest
+o’ ‘em up above there,’ said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky.
+
+‘Hullo! Here’s the young woman comen that we were a-talken about
+by-now,’ said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. ‘She’s comen up here, as
+I be alive!’
+
+The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship
+tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest.
+
+‘Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,’
+said the clerk. ‘Sheenen curls, and plenty o’ em.’
+
+‘If there’s one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young
+woman, ‘tis being proud of her hair,’ said Mr. Springrove.
+
+‘Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o’ the whole. I
+warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha’n’t a stick o’
+furniture to call her own.’
+
+‘Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,’ said
+Farmer Springrove chivalrously.
+
+‘O,’ replied the servant of the Church; ‘I’ve nothen to say against
+it--O no:
+
+ ‘“The chimney-sweeper’s daughter Sue
+ As I have heard declare, O,
+ Although she’s neither sock nor shoe
+ Will curl and deck her hair, O.”’
+
+Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation
+of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she
+saw all the cider-makers’ eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove’s,
+whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but
+instead of advancing further, hesitated on its border.
+
+Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she
+saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in
+his apron.
+
+‘I know your errand, missie,’ he said, ‘and am glad to see you, and
+attend to it. I’ll step indoors.’
+
+‘If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Then if so be you really wouldn’t mind, we’ll wring down this last
+filling to let it drain all night?’
+
+‘Not at all. I like to see you.’
+
+‘We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,’
+continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by
+his cider-making any well-dressed woman. ‘They rot as black as a
+chimney-crook if we keep ‘em till the regulars turn in.’ As he spoke he
+went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. ‘I’m later than
+I should have been by rights,’ he continued, taking up a lever for
+propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to come forward.
+‘The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-day, and I made
+preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: “London, September the
+eighteenth, Dear Father,” says he, and went on to tell me he couldn’t.
+It threw me out a bit.’
+
+‘Of course,’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘He’s got a place ‘a b’lieve?’ said the clerk, drawing near.
+
+‘No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but
+couldn’t manage to get it. I don’t know the rights o’ the matter, but
+willy-nilly they wouldn’t have him for steward. Now mates, form in
+line.’
+
+Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves
+behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling.
+
+‘The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon
+your tongue to gainsay, by the look o’ en,’ rejoined Clerk Crickett.
+
+‘One o’ them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o’ for
+stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,’ said a
+grinder.
+
+‘Well, he’s all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no doubt
+about that.’
+
+‘So would my Ted ha’ been, for the matter o’ that,’ the farmer said.
+
+‘That’s true: ‘a would, sir.’
+
+‘I said, I’ll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I
+would have done it.’
+
+‘Ay, that you would so,’ said the chorus of assistants solemnly.
+
+‘But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little;
+and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his
+cousin.’
+
+‘When’s the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?’
+
+‘Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything pretty
+nearly, and yet can’t get a straightforward living. I wish sometimes I
+had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a one for the
+pencil.’
+
+He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor.
+
+‘Now then, missie, if you’ll come indoors, please.’
+
+Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew
+with the farmer.
+
+‘I could tell by the tongue o’ her that she didn’t take her degrees in
+our county,’ he said in an undertone.
+
+
+‘The railways have left you lonely here,’ she observed, when they were
+indoors.
+
+Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude,
+not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the
+last passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that
+had run by.
+
+‘Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,’ the farmer replied,
+looking at the room and then at himself.
+
+‘O, Mr. Springrove,’ said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; ‘I am
+much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.’ She began to
+warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition
+which reminded her of her own father.
+
+‘Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that’s my son--Ted said a
+fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something
+in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that’s all. Ay, I
+miss my son very much.’
+
+She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour.
+
+‘Yes,’ he continued, ‘sometimes I can’t help feeling uneasy about him.
+You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer
+over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he’ll be better when he’s married to
+Adelaide.’
+
+A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a
+sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow
+clock. She had lived further on.
+
+‘Everything depends upon whether he loves her,’ she said tremulously.
+
+‘He used to--he doesn’t show it so much now; but that’s because he’s
+older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as
+young man and young woman. She’s altered too from what she was when he
+first courted her.’
+
+‘How, sir?’
+
+‘O, she’s more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she’d
+creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the
+letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and
+seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would slip, and
+she’d start wi’ fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the
+quickest man among ye could say, “Blood rush up.”’
+
+He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His
+thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers
+in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously--
+
+‘’Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can’t help
+speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am
+afraid that he’ll never get on--that he’ll die poor and despised under
+the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the
+race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing
+too far into things--being discontented with make-shifts--thinking o’
+perfection in things, and then sickened that there’s no such thing as
+perfection. I shan’t be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him
+down and do him good.... Ay, we’ll hope for the best.’
+
+He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, ‘If you
+should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then,
+it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah
+look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or shall I step up with
+you?’
+
+‘No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,’ she said in a low voice,
+and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled
+with her love.
+
+4. FIVE TO SIX P.M.
+
+She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely
+that the pass appeared like a rabbit’s burrow, and presently reached a
+side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the
+farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained
+incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French
+painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and
+seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way
+across the park the thunder rumbled distinctly.
+
+The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old
+manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of
+the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her,
+and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on,
+with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew
+near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and
+sky in tones of strange whiteness.
+
+On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the
+level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the
+position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering
+height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his
+hands behind him.
+
+It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his
+front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn
+under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond
+the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically,
+unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the
+ground.
+
+Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon
+another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing.
+It came from the steps of the Old House. ‘I am exactly opposite him
+now,’ she thought, ‘and his eyes are going through me.’
+
+A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant--
+
+‘Are you afraid?’
+
+She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed
+himself to be the object of fear, if any. ‘I don’t think I am,’ she
+stammered.
+
+He seemed to know that she thought in that sense.
+
+‘Of the thunder, I mean,’ he said; ‘not of myself.’
+
+She must turn to him now. ‘I think it is going to rain,’ she remarked
+for the sake of saying something.
+
+He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and
+bearing. He said courteously, ‘It may possibly not rain before you reach
+the House, if you are going there?’
+
+‘Yes, I am,’
+
+‘May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.’
+
+‘No.’ Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a
+woman of higher station than was hers, she added, ‘I am Miss Aldclyffe’s
+companion. I don’t mind the loneliness.’
+
+‘O, Miss Aldclyffe’s companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a
+subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become
+a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I’ll subscribe if
+she wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.’
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.’
+
+‘Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I haven’t
+enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to
+have practical proof of my willingness. I’ll get it, and be out in one
+minute.’
+
+He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had
+named. ‘This is it,’ he said pleasantly.
+
+She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of
+her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers
+should have touched her.
+
+‘I think after all,’ he continued, ‘that the rain is upon us, and will
+drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.’
+
+He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had
+suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step.
+
+‘You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The
+clouds make it seem later than it really is.’
+
+Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning
+and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept
+his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the
+porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his
+person, as they waited there in silence.
+
+He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an
+age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The
+most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost
+preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or
+speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of
+its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight
+and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By collecting the round of
+expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters
+would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick
+against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position
+because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself
+to resist fate with the vindictive determination of a Theomachist.
+Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too
+severely to be pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the
+lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising
+degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness
+so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of heart where
+feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that might require
+all the ballast of brain with which he had previously been credited to
+confine within reasonable channels.
+
+His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and
+unconstrained.
+
+The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of
+thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which
+the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the
+waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain
+upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him,
+Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, and now,
+glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his eyes were
+engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face and form.
+
+At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses
+touched, and remained in contact.
+
+His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman
+her dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her
+intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing.
+By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation.
+Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her
+as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every
+outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest:
+the fair creature is there almost before you.
+
+Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill
+through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a
+mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt
+him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing
+it was necessary to advance a little into the rain.
+
+‘Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,’ he said. ‘Step
+inside the door.’
+
+Cytherea hesitated.
+
+‘Perfectly safe, I assure you,’ he added, laughing, and holding the door
+open. ‘You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in--boxes on
+boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An
+old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to
+rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?’
+
+‘I have never been in.’
+
+‘O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here,
+they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is
+now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old
+chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly
+for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the
+top, and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and
+be merry by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from
+that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate,
+though you can see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had
+it in its original state.’
+
+‘With more romance and less comfort.’
+
+‘Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see
+how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only
+piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.’
+
+‘An organ?’
+
+‘Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case
+this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very
+large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare
+say?’
+
+‘The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.’
+
+‘You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil
+your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano
+isn’t much as an instrument.’
+
+‘It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.’
+
+‘That isn’t altogether a right sentiment about things being good
+enough.’
+
+‘No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule
+from their teeth, merely for fashion’s sake, because cleverer men have
+said it before them--not from the experience of their ears.’
+
+Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a
+great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself.
+He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her
+blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of
+mental superiority which vexed her.
+
+‘I play for my private amusement only,’ he said. ‘I have never learned
+scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.’
+
+The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific
+force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire
+continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above
+their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the
+steward’s descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a
+volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney.
+
+‘You are not going to play now, are you?’ said Cytherea uneasily.
+
+‘O yes. Why not now?’ he said. ‘You can’t go home, and therefore we may
+as well be amused, if you don’t mind sitting on this box. The few chairs
+I have unpacked are in the other room.’
+
+Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the
+organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every
+variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he
+ceased and began searching for some music-book.
+
+‘What a splendid flash!’ he said, as the lightning again shone in
+through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole
+extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room.
+The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened,
+not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which
+seemed to surround her there.
+
+‘I wish I--the lightning wasn’t so bright. Do you think it will last
+long?’ she said timidly.
+
+‘It can’t last much longer,’ he murmured, without turning, running
+his fingers again over the keys. ‘But this is nothing,’ he continued,
+suddenly stopping and regarding her. ‘It seems brighter because of
+the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don’t mind it; now look at
+me--look in my face--now.’
+
+He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong
+eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the
+too-delicately beautiful face.
+
+The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as
+firmly as before. ‘There,’ he said, turning to her, ‘that’s the way to
+look at lightning.’
+
+‘O, it might have blinded you!’ she exclaimed.
+
+‘Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn’t have stared at it
+if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will you
+have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?’
+
+‘No, thank you--I don’t want to hear it whilst it thunders so.’ But he
+had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again,
+marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance
+which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before
+him.
+
+‘Why do you play such saddening chords?’ she said, when he next paused.
+
+‘H’m--because I like them, I suppose,’ said he lightly. ‘Don’t you like
+sad impressions sometimes?’
+
+‘Yes, sometimes, perhaps.’
+
+‘When you are full of trouble.’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Well, why shouldn’t I when I am full of trouble?’
+
+‘Are you troubled?’
+
+‘I am troubled.’ He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so abruptly
+that she did not push the dialogue further.
+
+He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the
+completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which
+reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space
+of the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound
+outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power
+of the mere notes, practised as was the hand that produced them.
+The varying strains--now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird,
+touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet
+modulating into the next with a graceful and easy flow--shook and bent
+her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast
+across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much
+by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking
+up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul,
+shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and
+holding them in its own.
+
+She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before
+her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into
+her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the
+thunder close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up
+beside him, and looking with parted lips at his face.
+
+He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the
+ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which
+woman’s instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell;
+and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost
+touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies--
+
+‘Do you very much like this piece?’
+
+‘Very much indeed,’ she said.
+
+‘I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.’
+
+‘Thank you much.’
+
+‘I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?’
+
+‘O, not for me. Don’t bring it,’ she said hastily. ‘I shouldn’t like you
+to.’
+
+‘Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall be
+passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you
+there, and I should like you to have it.’
+
+He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes.
+
+‘Very well,’ she said, to get rid of the look.
+
+The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in
+seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the
+western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun.
+
+Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was
+full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house,
+and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished.
+It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into
+frankness by the wiles of a stranger.
+
+‘Allow me to come with you,’ he said, accompanying her to the door, and
+again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His
+influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned
+her back upon him. ‘May I come?’ he repeated.
+
+‘No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not
+necessary, thank you,’ she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening,
+without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing
+at the door.
+
+‘O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?’ was all she could think.
+Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could
+see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were
+upon her until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by
+ascending the rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the
+overhanging trees.
+
+5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M.
+
+The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an
+invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more
+wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the
+slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she
+was full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston---the next,
+Edward’s image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston’s
+black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth
+appeared bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those
+troubles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the
+bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her.
+
+On coming into Miss Aldclyffe’s presence Cytherea told her of the
+incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her
+ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea’s slight departure
+from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked
+delighted. The usual cross-examination followed.
+
+‘And so you were with him all that time?’ said the lady, with assumed
+severity.
+
+‘Yes, I was.’
+
+‘I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.’
+
+‘I didn’t call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.’
+
+‘What remarks did he make, do you say?’
+
+‘That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.’
+
+‘A very important remark, that. Did he--’ she turned her glance full
+upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said--
+
+‘Did he say anything about _me_?’
+
+‘Nothing,’ said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, ‘except that I was
+to give you the subscription.’
+
+‘You are quite sure?’
+
+‘Quite.’
+
+‘I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?’
+
+‘Only one thing--that he was troubled,’
+
+‘Troubled!’
+
+After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such
+behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making
+a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was
+mistaken, nothing more was said.
+
+When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell
+letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable
+and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only
+dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told
+him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement
+to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour
+bade him marry his early love--a woman far better than her unworthy
+self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember
+that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity
+and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all
+in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water
+excursions. ‘I never, never can forget it!’ she said, and then felt a
+sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that
+her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom
+they were uttered could ever approach her more.
+
+Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering
+tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing
+Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being
+who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point
+a pretty woman’s jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover
+hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment.
+
+This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with
+weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he
+had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly
+that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would
+have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained
+over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not
+being able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the
+belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:--
+
+
+ ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE
+ September 20th.
+
+ ‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I
+ promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+
+ ‘C. GRAYE.’
+
+
+A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts,
+and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman
+carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with
+the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether
+she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so
+influenced her.
+
+
+
+
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+
+1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER
+
+The foremost figure within Cytherea’s horizon, exclusive of the inmates
+of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible
+that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be
+engaged in the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting
+at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her
+pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting
+desirously for a glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes
+of Miss Aldclyffe furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he
+frequently walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at
+which residents in the House turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a
+conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her.
+
+But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He
+was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to
+hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own
+conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one
+of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of pure
+accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never
+sought her: the words he had whispered at their first interview now
+proved themselves to be quite as much the result of unguarded impulse as
+was her answer. Something held him back, bound his impulse down, but
+she saw that it was neither pride of his person, nor fear that she would
+refuse him--a course she unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think
+fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous
+beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or
+leopard--for some undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst
+she admired. The keynote of her nature, a warm ‘precipitance of soul,’
+as Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced
+upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of
+being in some way in his power.
+
+The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and
+inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any
+other, led her to cherish Edward’s image now, was that he had taken no
+notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It
+was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she
+thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:--
+
+ ‘Ingenium mulierum,
+ Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.’
+
+The month of October passed, and November began its course. The
+inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that
+Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and
+became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe’s ears)
+to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye.
+Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to
+say about it except that their marriage would be an excellent one for
+both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in point of love.
+
+As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first
+had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her
+neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By
+the middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other
+two was received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty
+intrigue had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some
+years before, when he was a very young man, and she still in the
+enjoyment of some womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began
+to grow emphatic she was becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the
+effect of the lady’s jealousy would, they said, thus lead him to conceal
+from her his new attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did
+not believe this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which
+were hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more
+markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have been
+safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was pursued,
+all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes the while.
+
+2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a
+visit to his sister.
+
+His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth,
+and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to
+his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in
+the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next
+morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him
+lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea.
+
+He reached the house about four o’clock, and ringing the bell, asked of
+the page who answered it for Miss Graye.
+
+When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming
+out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule
+and heard the question. The steward’s face grew hot, and he secretly
+clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and
+saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown
+into the house. Manston went back to him.
+
+‘Who was that man?’ he said.
+
+‘I don’t know, sir.’
+
+‘Has he ever been here before?’
+
+‘Yes, sir.’
+
+‘How many times?’
+
+‘Three.’
+
+‘You are sure you don’t know him?’
+
+‘I think he is Miss Graye’s brother, sir.’
+
+‘Then, why the devil didn’t you say so before!’ Manston exclaimed, and
+again went on his way.
+
+‘Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it couldn’t
+be!’ he said to himself. ‘That I should be such a fool--such an utter
+fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after
+day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady’s dependent, a waif,
+a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that
+is just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows
+of circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!’
+
+He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No.
+
+He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to
+an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at
+the potter’s yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a
+remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was
+what still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his
+excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly
+remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with
+Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide.
+
+‘How I am harassed!’ he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour,
+while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. ‘How I am
+harassed by these emotions of mine!’ He calmed himself by an effort.
+‘Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it.
+“Honesty is the best policy;”’ with which vigorously uttered resolve
+he once more attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his
+journey.
+
+The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward
+came from the potter’s door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did
+not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to
+attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along
+the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of
+the crop struck flatly against his feet at every step, pouring upon them
+the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but
+the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted
+the stile and followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced
+by the overhanging trees.
+
+After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few
+minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely
+familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming
+at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with
+outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. However, as the
+wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about finding the path
+again, and with some sense of pleasure halted awhile against the rails,
+to listen to the intensely melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops,
+and as the wind passed on, the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in
+reply. He could just dimly discern the airy summits of the two or
+three trees nearest him waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and
+stretching out their boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The
+scene, from its striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow
+congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes.
+
+A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie,
+and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among
+the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light
+coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated
+oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever.
+
+The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance
+with the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but
+momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway,
+being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting
+in the midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver
+having the fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The
+train had, when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and
+now a whistle was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not
+far in its van.
+
+But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it
+was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his
+position of facing the railway.
+
+If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing
+him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like
+state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still
+continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his
+other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the
+cutting. The only movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower
+jaw, separating his previously closed lips a little way, as when a
+strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not
+nearly so trivial as the first, had taken possession of him.
+
+It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a
+second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face,
+reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it.
+The face was a woman’s.
+
+At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his
+hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction
+as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its
+way to another person’s intelligence. ‘How can my address have become
+known?’ he said at length, audibly. ‘Well, it is a blessing I have been
+circumspect and honourable, in relation to that--yes, I will say it, for
+once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea, never
+to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!’ The great
+sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been exercised
+upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed.
+
+He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and
+presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the
+railway by a bridge.
+
+As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by
+degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and
+he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah--
+
+ ‘A woman shall compass a man.’
+
+3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK
+
+Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered
+along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye’s bedroom
+opened, and a tap was given upon his door.
+
+‘Owen, Owen, are you awake?’ said Cytherea in a whisper through the
+keyhole. ‘You must get up directly, or you’ll miss the train.’
+
+When he descended to his sister’s little room, he found her there
+already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table
+for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his
+overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long
+deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast
+walking before them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast
+long wheeling shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed,
+their remoter ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and
+they stepped out.
+
+Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage
+which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror
+of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their
+men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social
+position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him.
+
+‘I want to talk to you as long as I can,’ she said tenderly.
+
+Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The
+feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under
+which the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting
+that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused
+by the world getting lighter instead of darker. ‘The tearful glimmer of
+the languid dawn’ was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy
+red leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon
+loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had
+collected from the foggy air.
+
+They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had
+proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the
+turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the
+building.
+
+She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn
+over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her eyes were
+the sole features uncovered.
+
+With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect
+stillness and silence pervaded the steward’s residence from basement to
+chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth.
+
+Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two,
+or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the
+park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention
+of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid
+observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her
+pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out
+again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced
+by Owen and his sister.
+
+These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it
+as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking
+for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the
+hard ground.
+
+Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the
+still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached
+her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights
+whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the
+attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the
+position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed
+them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge.
+
+‘Do you believe in such odd coincidences?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.’
+
+‘Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events will
+fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the fact
+beyond saying, “Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the same,”
+ and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent
+reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means
+at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten
+times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.’
+
+‘Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I
+don’t see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the
+public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name
+and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact
+that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was
+simply owing to Springrove.’
+
+‘Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first
+loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe’s; you can’t get over that.’
+
+From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on
+the designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and
+went into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe’s history.
+
+‘Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?’ she inquired at
+last.
+
+‘What’s the use?’ he said. ‘Your possessing the knowledge does no harm;
+you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe
+might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.’
+
+‘I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,’ Cytherea went on,
+‘had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible,
+and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which
+is more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.’
+
+‘She is in love with him!’ exclaimed Owen; ‘fancy that!’
+
+‘Ah--that’s what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice
+anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that
+she is in love with him at all.’
+
+‘Why can’t you?’
+
+‘She doesn’t act as if she were. She isn’t--you will know I don’t say it
+from any vanity, Owen--she isn’t the least jealous of me.’
+
+‘Perhaps she is in some way in his power.’
+
+‘No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty or
+fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And
+since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise
+herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here
+at all?’
+
+‘Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do,
+Cyth, that with women there’s nothing between the two poles of emotion
+towards an interesting male acquaintance. ‘Tis either love or aversion.’
+
+They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea’s eyes
+accidentally fell upon her brother’s feet.
+
+‘Owen,’ she said, ‘do you know that there is something unusual in your
+manner of walking?’
+
+‘What is it like?’ he asked.
+
+‘I can’t quite say, except that you don’t walk so regularly as you used
+to.’
+
+The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their
+footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their
+conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to
+give over listening to them.
+
+‘Yes,’ Owen returned with assumed carelessness, ‘I do know it. I think
+the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle
+sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by
+steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to
+you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking
+about.’
+
+‘But is it anything serious, dear Owen?’ Cytherea exclaimed, with some
+alarm.
+
+‘O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of
+it when I sit in the office.’
+
+Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked
+at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed
+on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old
+channel.
+
+Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and
+hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to
+a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly
+opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the
+railway station.
+
+Presently she heard Owen Graye’s footsteps in her rear, his quickened
+pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon
+increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced
+her fellow-traveller.
+
+The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails;
+and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was
+shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered
+the waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the
+movements of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who
+had asked for a ticket for London.
+
+He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there
+and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing
+with the perception.
+
+4. EIGHT TO TEN O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk’s wife, a
+fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by
+which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing
+almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old
+manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on
+that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable
+kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could
+be made with some person as permanent domestic.
+
+Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted
+the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and
+husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston.
+Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and
+had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his
+bed, and put the house in order for the day.
+
+On the morning of Owen Graye’s departure, she went through the
+operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, and
+went back again, to perform those of the second.
+
+Entering Manston’s empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she
+indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it.
+
+Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, ‘What a
+remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!’ The upper bed-clothes
+were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged.
+‘Anybody would almost fancy,’ she thought, ‘that he had made it himself
+after rising.’
+
+But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs.
+Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and
+sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something
+arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very closely.
+‘Well, to be sure!’ was all she could say. The clerk’s wife stood as if
+the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it.
+
+The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less
+than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman’s
+head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there
+holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in
+meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair,
+involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the
+floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one.
+
+She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound
+it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in
+her pocket. Mrs. Crickett’s thoughts were with her work no more that
+morning.
+
+She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of
+feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found.
+
+She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house,
+fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again,
+she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own.
+
+Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the
+village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat,
+an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique
+diseases and afflictions.
+
+Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on
+high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned
+and wandered after it like a cat’s.
+
+‘What is it?’ said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching
+out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been
+an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli.
+
+‘You shall hear,’ said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the
+treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly
+imparted, together with the accident of its discovery.
+
+A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the
+middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon
+it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows
+on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly
+touching, and their eyes upon the hair.
+
+‘He ha’ been mad a’ter my lady Cytherea,’ said Mrs. Crickett, ‘and ‘tis
+my very belief the hair is--’
+
+‘No ‘tidn’. Hers idn’ so dark as that,’ said Elizabeth.
+
+‘Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the
+Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I
+don’t wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I
+believe her to be a nameless thing, and she’s no right to stick a moral
+clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn’t
+of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she
+wasn’t bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the
+growen, she’s made bad by what she’s gone through since.’
+
+‘But I have another reason for knowing it idn’ hers,’ said Mrs. Leat.
+
+‘Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe’s, upon my song!’
+
+‘’Tis the colour of hers, but I don’t believe it to be hers either.’
+
+‘Don’t you believe what they d’ say about her and him?’
+
+‘I say nothen about that; but you don’t know what I know about his
+letters.’
+
+‘What about ‘em?’
+
+‘He d’ post all his letters here except those for one person, and they
+he d’ take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know,
+and as he d’ sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all
+the people who d’ post letters. Mr. Manston d’ unvariably go there wi’
+letters for that person; my boy d’ know ‘em by sight well enough now.’
+
+‘Is it a she?’
+
+‘’Tis a she.’
+
+‘What’s her name?’
+
+‘The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn’t call to mind more than that
+‘tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that’s the woman who ha’ been
+here, depend upon’t--a wicked one--some poor street-wench escaped from
+Sodom, I warrant ye.’
+
+‘Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.’
+
+‘That may be.’
+
+‘No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. ‘Tis no miss who came here to
+see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she vanished.
+Do you think he would ha’ let a miss get here how she could, go away how
+she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?’
+
+Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly.
+
+‘I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the
+grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers,
+and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn’t take the trouble to write
+letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There’s a tie
+between ‘em stronger than feelen. She’s his wife.’
+
+‘He married! The Lord so ‘s, what shall we hear next? Do he look married
+now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.’
+
+‘Perhaps she’s a tame one--but she’s his wife still.’
+
+‘No, no: he’s not a married man.’
+
+‘Yes, yes, he is. I’ve had three, and I ought to know.’
+
+‘Well, well,’ said Mrs. Leat, giving way. ‘Whatever may be the truth
+on’t I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always
+do.’
+
+‘Ay, ay, Elizabeth,’ rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as
+she turned on her foot to go home, ‘good people like you may say so, but
+I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.’
+
+5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH
+
+It was Miss Aldclyffe’s custom, a custom originated by her father, and
+nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every
+morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as
+was the case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was
+brought upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out
+the contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who
+had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the
+morning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss
+Aldclyffe of her namesake only.
+
+Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the
+operation of being brushed and dressed.
+
+‘What woman can this be, I wonder?’ she said on the morning succeeding
+that of the last section. ‘“London, N.!” It is the first time in my
+life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of
+London.’
+
+Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything
+for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe’s
+corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an
+exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few
+lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her
+side.
+
+‘O, ‘tis nothing,’ she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in
+a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into
+silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very
+anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon
+Cytherea went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the
+room to follow her own pursuits.
+
+It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and
+then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all
+their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen
+of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the
+flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she
+crumpled a letter in her hand.
+
+Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed
+seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way
+of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken
+in.
+
+In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter
+of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:--
+
+
+‘Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him
+to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and
+reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited
+again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at
+first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not
+till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I had been driven
+to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely on account
+of its having been his request all along that I should not do it. This
+writing to you, madam, is my first disobedience, and I am justified in
+it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night
+and then sent away like a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar,
+and find her way out of the house as she best may--is justified in doing
+anything.
+
+‘But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be
+involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal
+flinging my name the length and breadth of the country.
+
+‘What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with
+him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a
+decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any
+respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for some
+time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which had caused
+disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled to reinstate her
+in his house.
+
+‘You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a
+peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has
+lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you
+by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living,
+know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I collected it having
+each only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing.
+One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination;
+another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and
+coffee-houses; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so
+on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows
+them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line
+of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that
+some at least of these things were revealed to me.
+
+‘This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is
+the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling
+that you will be too generous to refuse it to me.
+
+‘I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need
+he if you remember my request.’
+
+
+‘A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as
+the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an
+Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat
+on his account--O, O! shall it be?’
+
+Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body
+became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely
+necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer
+to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston’s possession of such
+a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see
+what could be done in such an unfortunate affair.
+
+6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the
+House punctually at eight o’clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe
+was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could
+not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her.
+
+The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was
+immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment.
+The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small
+one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of
+the lofty and sombre room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful
+enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto volumes
+which were jammed into the lower tiers of the bookshelves.
+
+After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe
+knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh,
+and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered
+the room.
+
+Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not
+discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all
+attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the
+perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known to
+her; how it had become known he could not tell.
+
+She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting
+it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the
+light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface.
+
+‘You know whose writing this is?’ she said.
+
+He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and
+hazard all on an advance.
+
+‘My wife’s,’ he said calmly.
+
+His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an
+answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, ‘Do you
+feel your sin?’ She had clearly expected a sudden alarm.
+
+‘And why all this concealment?’ she said again, her voice rising, as she
+vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were.
+
+‘It doesn’t follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every
+stranger of it, madam,’ he answered, just as calmly as before.
+
+‘Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to
+conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as
+you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.’
+
+‘I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this
+practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?’
+
+‘Of course I remember.’
+
+‘Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation.
+I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a
+restriction of this kind, leaving one’s wife behind is always accepted
+as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The
+other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible
+excuse for escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been
+mistaken in marrying.’
+
+‘Mistaken! what was she?’ the lady inquired.
+
+‘A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool
+last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an
+architect.’
+
+‘Where did she come from?’
+
+‘She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been
+married a week.’
+
+‘She was ugly, I imagine?’
+
+‘She is not an ugly woman by any means.’
+
+‘Up to the ordinary standard?’
+
+‘Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while we
+quarrelled and separated.’
+
+‘You did not ill-use her, of course?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little
+sarcasm.
+
+‘I did not.’
+
+‘But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.’
+
+Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place;
+however, he said quietly, ‘I did get tired of her. I never told her so,
+but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London
+and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your
+advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell
+you the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when
+your satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have
+proved the risk to be a safe one to run.’
+
+She bowed.
+
+‘Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to
+a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by
+the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was
+vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three
+nights ago; I was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the
+railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at
+a carriage window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had
+thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes
+before she came in, next morning early she left again--’
+
+‘Because you treated her so cavalierly?’
+
+‘And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That’s the whole story of her,
+madam.’ Whatever were Manston’s real feelings towards the lady who had
+received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained
+locked within him as within a casket of steel.
+
+‘Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?’ she continued.
+
+‘Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.’
+
+‘It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not
+passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?’
+
+‘It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income
+when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before
+our marriage, and in her maiden name.’
+
+‘Has she any friends?’
+
+‘I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on
+some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do
+much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.’
+
+A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+‘I understand,’ she said. ‘Now, though I have no direct right to concern
+myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your
+misleading me and getting the office you hold)--’
+
+‘As to that, madam,’ he interrupted, rather hotly, ‘as to coming here,
+I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of
+Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old address in London
+your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted
+to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way
+on purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement
+certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I
+anxious to stay.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion
+with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the
+whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of
+Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart.
+
+‘Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don’t suppose I wish to be
+overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this
+much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well
+as in yourself.’
+
+‘Certainly, madam,’ he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the
+dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the
+effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught
+him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural
+selection for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto
+taken in him, as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object
+to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of
+no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like
+Curius at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess
+gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of
+the lady’s wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed:
+could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow
+himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his
+wife’s happiness.
+
+‘She tells me,’ continued Miss Aldclyffe, ‘how utterly alone in
+the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should
+sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your
+retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I
+will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home
+your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her;
+you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you grant that everything
+shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.’
+
+The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression
+of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he
+controlled himself and said, in his natural voice--
+
+‘My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.’
+
+‘And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers
+will,’ replied Miss Aldclyffe. ‘That will be satisfactory, then.’
+
+After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to
+put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired.
+
+He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced
+that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception
+of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had
+never served him in better stead than it had done that night.
+
+Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea’s beauty with the
+bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed
+himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his
+wife:--
+
+
+ ‘KNAPWATER,
+ November 21, 1864.
+
+‘DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty visit
+to me.
+
+‘As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and
+your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all,
+it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you
+did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me.
+
+‘So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly
+worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may
+have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous
+things at a broker’s; your bringing them would only make a talk in
+this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house
+separately.
+
+‘Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can
+occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the
+remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the
+night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train--Your
+very affectionate husband,
+
+ ‘AENEAS MANSTON.
+
+‘Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.’
+
+
+The address on the envelope was--
+
+MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON,
+ LONDON, N.
+
+He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country
+post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of
+troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no
+longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret.
+
+7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER
+
+But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another
+matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey.
+
+The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had
+left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business
+engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman’s residence
+thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife,
+had, in the interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting
+could not now be put off.
+
+So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not
+be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely
+prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had
+intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with
+a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening.
+
+The next day came his wife’s answer to his first letter, in which she
+said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having
+already written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands,
+he made no further reply.
+
+The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become
+generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a
+little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy
+upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were
+placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the
+unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity
+in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady’s face, was
+well-nigh extinguished.
+
+
+
+
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M.
+
+Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston’s journey from London to
+her husband’s house; a day of singular and great events, influencing
+the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a
+complex drama form the subject of this record.
+
+The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking
+his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight,
+the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at
+the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw
+which showed the details and duration of the selected train’s journey.
+
+The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid
+of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more
+carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been
+Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife.
+
+He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger
+ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular
+place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By
+this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford
+Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by the second half
+of the train, containing the third-class passengers, and passing two
+hours and three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady,
+as a second-class passenger, would really be brought.
+
+He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return
+from his day’s engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast,
+gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations
+that were to be made for the lady’s reception, jumped into his gig, and
+drove off to Lord Claydonfield’s, at Chettlewood.
+
+He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning
+to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea’s room. Whilst he
+looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish
+came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on
+previous occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along
+the smooth white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the
+young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him.
+
+Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston
+reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood,
+ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary
+with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation
+whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home.
+
+The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella,
+walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night,
+listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual
+signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in
+that this seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband’s
+neglect--the first having been shown in his not fetching her.
+
+Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order
+to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage,
+except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband’s
+house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters
+if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to
+do it himself.
+
+The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs.
+Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have
+preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion
+would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period
+than two or three minutes together.
+
+He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the
+effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the
+station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants
+of the parish.
+
+He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief
+possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first
+among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye.
+
+After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in
+his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been
+saying--before Mrs. Manston’s existence was heard of--how well the
+handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each
+other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the
+parish who took no interest in bringing about the match.
+
+‘He rather liked her you think?’
+
+The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to
+correct the error.
+
+‘O no, he don’t care a bit about her, ma’am,’ he said solemnly.
+
+‘Not more than he does about me?’
+
+‘Not a bit.’
+
+‘Then that must be little indeed,’ Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood
+still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled
+to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked
+petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station.
+
+The porter stood still and looked surprised.
+
+‘I’ll go back again; yes, indeed, I’ll go back again!’ she said
+plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the
+deserted road.
+
+‘No, I mustn’t go back now,’ she continued, in a tone of resignation.
+Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as
+before, giving vent to a slight laugh.
+
+It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to
+hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of
+indifference.
+
+Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak,
+though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute:
+one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the
+ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action.
+
+‘O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!’ she murmured
+again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves.
+
+‘What did you say, ma’am?’ said the porter.
+
+‘O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this
+time, I imagine?’
+
+‘Very near now, ma’am.’
+
+They soon reached Manston’s residence, round which the wind blew
+mournfully and chill.
+
+Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter
+stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited.
+
+Nobody came.
+
+Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of
+rappings--less forcible, but more sustained.
+
+There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible;
+nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry
+scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of
+the porch.
+
+The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting
+that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the
+place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go
+into the village and converse with her friends.
+
+‘Is there an inn in the village?’ said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth
+and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in
+the fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside.
+
+‘Yes, ma’am.’
+
+‘Who keeps it?’
+
+‘Farmer Springrove.’
+
+‘I will go there to-night,’ she said decisively. ‘It is too cold, and
+altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody’s
+account, gentle or simple.’
+
+They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of
+Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging
+upon ten o’clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the
+season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the
+trees had greeted Cytherea’s eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a
+vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and
+the occasional creak of the swinging sign.
+
+They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold,
+than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of
+winter winds.
+
+It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London
+either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his
+father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of
+disappointment seldom witnessed in a man’s face was visible in old Mr.
+Springrove’s, when he saw that the comer was a stranger.
+
+Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward
+was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable
+for Edward, should he come in.
+
+Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even
+lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her
+apartment, the chambermaid preceding her.
+
+‘If Mr. Manston comes to-night,’ she said, sitting on the bed as she had
+come in, and addressing the woman, ‘tell him I cannot see him.’
+
+‘Yes, ma’am.’
+
+The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before
+the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston
+unfastened the door again, and held it ajar.
+
+‘Bring me some brandy,’ she said.
+
+The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a
+tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a
+single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still
+quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt.
+
+Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen
+for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself.
+
+‘This is welcome home!’ she said.
+
+2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M.
+
+A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us.
+
+During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove
+had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground,
+lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked
+upon as irreclaimable waste.
+
+The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the
+sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and
+now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot.
+
+It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston’s arrival, and
+one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament
+than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the
+back of the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for
+though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately
+still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a
+spark across.
+
+‘Ay, that’s true enough,’ said Springrove. ‘I must look round before
+going to bed and see that everything’s safe; but to tell the truth I
+am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it
+into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to
+burn, and bringing it back again, why, ‘tis more than the ashes would be
+worth.’
+
+‘Well, that’s very true,’ said the neighbours, and passed on.
+
+Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he
+went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring
+up for the night, he made a final and more careful examination.
+The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity.
+Springrove’s perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap
+was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from
+then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of
+danger to anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more
+than a yard off.
+
+The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same
+state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked
+in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked
+towards it, but less carefully than on the first night.
+
+The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old
+smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a
+probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow.
+
+After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing
+her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a
+sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter,
+who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young
+Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which intelligence the old man
+concluded that he would probably not see his son till the next day,
+as Edward had hitherto made a point of coming by the train which had
+brought Mrs. Manston.
+
+Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time
+going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and
+in at the back of the house.
+
+The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing;
+two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to
+bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a
+possibility of his son’s return by the latest train, unlikely as it
+was that he would be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door
+unfastened, looked to his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it
+being then half-past ten o’clock.
+
+Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap
+of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days,
+and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal
+ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the
+volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet
+process is throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim
+of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be
+fanned into a flame so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two.
+
+Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door,
+he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit,
+a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat
+had arisen inside.
+
+As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining
+the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past
+him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a
+gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could
+be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He
+carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red
+glow indicating the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame,
+increasing and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or
+fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had
+been his, he thought, he should not care to have a fire so near them as
+that--and the wind rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on
+his way to the station, where he was about to resume duty for the night.
+The road was now quite deserted: till four o’clock the next morning,
+when the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability
+of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if
+the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for
+devastation.
+
+At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard
+amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter
+still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered
+it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then
+continuous and strong.
+
+At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of
+ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the
+houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground.
+
+Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a
+distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on
+the ground.
+
+Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now
+to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few
+things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the
+straw covering of a long thatched heap or ‘grave’ of mangel-wurzel,
+lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the
+hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness.
+
+A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and
+seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel
+grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the
+straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame
+should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end.
+Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now
+at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries
+are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof
+of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the
+shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof
+in less than thirty seconds.
+
+3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M.
+
+A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three
+Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made,
+the rush was a rush for bare life.
+
+A man’s voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were
+heard.
+
+Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and
+chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a
+quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the
+base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves,
+which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its
+substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire.
+
+The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting
+forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power
+and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began
+to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square
+outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had
+hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began
+to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the
+narrow surface of the flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark
+surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing
+light.
+
+Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse
+of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the
+village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr.
+Raunham.
+
+Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the
+men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr.
+Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in
+the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble
+the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny
+instrument began to play.
+
+Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid
+faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion
+a woman cried, ‘Ring the bells backwards!’ and three or four of the old
+and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably.
+Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was
+Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood,
+ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had
+not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the
+wound.
+
+The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the
+furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour,
+from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old
+silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were
+all.
+
+Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a
+deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in
+the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining,
+upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector’s
+engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as
+nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the
+fire prevailed without a minute’s hindrance, and dived through to the
+rafters.
+
+Suddenly arose a cry, ‘Where’s Mr. Springrove?’
+
+He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been
+standing a few minutes earlier.
+
+‘I fancy he’s gone inside,’ said a voice.
+
+‘Madness and folly! what can he save?’ said another. ‘Good God, find
+him! Help here!’
+
+A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance
+of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves
+through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of
+their search lying senseless on the floor of the passage.
+
+To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a
+basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover
+consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No
+sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames
+lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames.
+Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door started
+into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the
+centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames rushed forth.
+
+Then the staircase fell.
+
+‘Everybody is out safe,’ said a voice.
+
+‘Yes, thank God!’ said three or four others.
+
+‘O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.’
+
+‘I hope she is,’ said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind.
+It was the chambermaid’s.
+
+Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and
+threw his hands up wildly.
+
+‘Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to
+fetch her out, but I fell.’
+
+An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly
+by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which
+followed his words.
+
+An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one
+intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over
+them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash,
+pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of
+wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of
+black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed
+the uproar of the fall.
+
+‘Who is she? what is she?’ burst from every lip again and again,
+incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a
+reply been volunteered.
+
+The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the
+dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible
+materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat
+in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the
+conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and
+helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds
+full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward again with
+the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving goods from the
+houses adjoining, which it was evident were all doomed to destruction.
+
+The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of
+red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church
+clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered
+chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered
+through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm.
+
+4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no
+very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater
+Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than
+disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him.
+
+Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever
+fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe’s manor, would never again
+fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma,
+hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him;
+married as he was, he was near Cytherea.
+
+He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing
+the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road
+Station just soon enough to meet the last London train.
+
+He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the
+horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then
+the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its
+origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing.
+
+Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered.
+
+‘It is a rick-yard on fire,’ he thought; ‘no house could produce such a
+raging flame so suddenly.’
+
+He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in
+the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the
+excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being
+an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming
+such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real
+remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so
+near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could
+hear no sound.
+
+Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an
+angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon,
+he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of
+further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire
+was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village.
+
+The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was
+at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward’s
+position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended.
+The younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father’s
+house by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring
+his wife, the truth being that Edward’s lateness was owing to the
+simplest of all causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to
+make a slow journey for the sake of travelling at third-class fare.
+
+Springrove had received Cytherea’s bitter and admonitory letter, and he
+was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which
+he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long
+engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of
+ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue
+till speaking was too late.
+
+‘Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?’ he asked himself as
+he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: ‘miserable folly!’
+
+An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or seven
+years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to yearn
+for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, though
+rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes women,
+his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion which
+pervades the whole community at the present day--the habit of exclaiming
+that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact remains that,
+after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the sentiments of life
+the difference of sex is but a difference of degree.
+
+But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still
+continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or
+rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too
+unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon,
+he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the
+heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the
+earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters
+satisfying himself with his cousin.
+
+Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke:
+
+ ‘Tis She, and here
+ Lo! I unclothe and clear
+ My wishes’ cloudy character.’
+
+Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man’s heart that the judgment
+cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the
+situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the
+new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there
+are very few of them. Cytherea was one.
+
+On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these
+things, and had not answered it at all. But ‘hungry generations’ soon
+tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong
+necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was
+ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation
+as assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the
+duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month.
+
+He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the
+intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself
+on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a
+last glimpse of Cytherea there.
+
+5. MIDNIGHT
+
+It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard.
+The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he
+crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform.
+
+The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had
+returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he
+entered, and immediately came towards him.
+
+‘Mrs. Manston came by the nine o’clock train, sir,’ he said.
+
+The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation.
+
+‘Her luggage is here, sir,’ the porter said.
+
+‘Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,’ said Manston.
+
+‘Directly this train is in and gone, sir.’
+
+The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train.
+
+‘Where is that fire?’ Manston said to the booking-clerk.
+
+Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the
+question without having heard it.
+
+‘Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!’ he exclaimed. ‘You can’t see
+the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the
+bridge--‘tis tremendous!’
+
+He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came
+in the next minute.
+
+The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his
+ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a
+black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the
+steps, and struck out into the darkness.
+
+‘Who was that young man?’ said Manston, when the porter had returned.
+The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward’s thoughts
+after him.
+
+‘He’s an architect.’
+
+‘My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,’
+Manston murmured. ‘What’s his name?’ he said again.
+
+‘Springrove--Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward.’
+
+‘Farmer Springrove’s son, Edward,’ the steward repeated to himself, and
+considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind.
+
+The matter was Miss Aldclyffe’s mention of the young man as Cytherea’s
+lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts.
+
+‘But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,’ he
+pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the
+luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one
+box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought,
+as his eyes watched the process--
+
+‘But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.’
+
+He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted
+the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park.
+
+The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home.
+He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames,
+the crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the
+conflagration.
+
+Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the
+right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking
+in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching
+nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector.
+
+Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally,
+who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher.
+
+‘Hoy!’ cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the
+way.
+
+‘Is that Mr. Manston?’ said the man.
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Somebody ha’ come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you,
+sir.’
+
+‘Well, well.’
+
+‘Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?’
+
+‘Yes, unfortunately she’s come, I know, and asleep long before this
+time, I suppose.’
+
+The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his
+face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston’s.
+
+‘Yes, she did come,’ he said.... ‘I beg pardon, sir, but I should be
+glad of--of--’
+
+‘What?’
+
+‘Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.’
+
+‘Not a farthing! I didn’t want your news, I knew she was come.’
+
+‘Won’t you give me a shillen, sir?’
+
+‘Certainly not.’
+
+‘Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don’t know
+what to do. If I don’t pay you back some day I’ll be d--d.’
+
+‘The devil is so cheated that perdition isn’t worth a penny as a
+security.’
+
+‘Oh!’
+
+‘Let me go on,’ said Manston.
+
+‘Thy wife is _dead_; that’s the rest o’ the news,’ said the labourer
+slowly. He waited for a reply; none came.
+
+‘She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn’t get into thy
+house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up,
+and she’s a cinder, as thou’lt be some day.’
+
+‘That will do, let me drive on,’ said the steward calmly.
+
+Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes
+the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back
+into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such
+an unmoved David as this.
+
+Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and
+ran on foot to the site of the fire.
+
+The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through,
+and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what
+furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already
+on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was
+small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a
+coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions,
+was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of
+goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot
+on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal
+should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight
+of Manston’s pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with
+the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers.
+
+‘Was she burnt?’ he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into
+the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. ‘Is
+she burnt?’ repeated Manston.
+
+‘She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of
+burning,’ the rector said solemnly; ‘the roof and gable fell in upon
+her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.’
+
+‘Why was she here?’ said Manston.
+
+‘From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door
+of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being
+that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came
+back to the inn and went to bed.’
+
+‘Where’s the landlord?’ said Manston.
+
+Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and
+corroborated the evidence given by the rector.
+
+‘Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?’ said the steward.
+
+‘I can’t say. I didn’t see; but I think--’
+
+‘What do you think?’
+
+‘She was much put out about something.’
+
+‘My not meeting her, naturally,’ murmured the other, lost in reverie.
+He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the
+shining light.
+
+Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means
+at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each
+presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking
+ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming
+mass--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other.
+
+A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent
+here--steam. There was present what is not observable in
+towns--incandescence.
+
+The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke
+from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back
+from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups
+in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of
+generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and
+almost even with the top of the low wall dividing one from the other.
+The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews,
+their brightness being repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the
+labourers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on
+those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the
+weather-beaten church in the background.
+
+The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of
+the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the
+night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from
+the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and
+they accordingly were gathered there.
+
+6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M.
+
+Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard,
+and now entered the opened door of the building.
+
+He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in
+the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own
+wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the
+same side. The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow
+candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to
+that in which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was
+piled. The candle’s mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from
+the ruins, making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day.
+
+Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his
+son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They
+were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was
+relinquished for that of the houses burnt.
+
+This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under
+the following circumstances:--
+
+Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages
+afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village
+street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a
+large bed of flints called locally a ‘lanch’ or ‘lanchet.’
+
+The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that
+a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly
+granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each
+lessee was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for
+the whole term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and
+delivered it up intact at the end of the term.
+
+Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures,
+either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove’s father. New lives were
+added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc.,
+and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the
+chief provisions for his old age.
+
+The steward had become interested in the following conversation:--
+
+‘Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.’
+
+The words came from Edward in an anxious tone.
+
+‘You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,’ returned the old man
+gloomily.
+
+‘Not?’ the son asked.
+
+‘Not one!’ said the farmer.
+
+‘In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?’
+
+‘They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had
+been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years,
+gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had
+done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and
+greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been
+continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who
+expects a fire?’
+
+‘Do you remember the terms of the leases?’ said Edward, still more
+uneasily.
+
+‘No, not particularly,’ said his father absently.
+
+‘Where are they?’
+
+‘In the bureau there; that’s why I tried to save it first, among other
+things.’
+
+‘Well, we must see to that at once.’
+
+‘What do you want?’
+
+‘The key.’
+
+They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then
+proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under
+the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle,
+whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers,
+and spread the first out before him.
+
+‘You read it, Ted. I can’t see without my glasses. This one will be
+sufficient. The terms of all are the same.’
+
+Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some
+time; then aloud and slowly as follows:--
+
+
+‘And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and
+administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt
+Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his
+heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten
+shillings and sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed
+for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times
+during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said
+Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or
+buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair
+in every respect without exception and the said premises in such good
+repair upon the determination of this demise shall yield up unto the
+said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.’
+
+
+They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without
+speaking.
+
+Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the
+farmer’s own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of
+sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step
+aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose
+to do so.
+
+‘Who is he?’ whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached.
+
+‘Mr. Manston, the steward.’
+
+Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger
+man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which
+still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of
+each across the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and
+also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had
+learnt, by a letter from home, of the steward’s passion for Cytherea,
+and his mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his
+marriage. That marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man’s newly
+acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive enmity towards him--he would
+hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea’s attachment
+to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him.
+
+7. ONE TO TWO A.M.
+
+Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions.
+Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once
+proceeded upstairs to his bedroom.
+
+Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot
+repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the
+soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed
+with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and
+inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent
+catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during a period
+of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a passionate
+outburst of feeling.
+
+Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then
+seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was
+necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night.
+
+Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving
+there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain
+number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still
+red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards
+searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in
+the company of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire
+from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could
+live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully
+searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife.
+
+Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning.
+
+
+
+
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o’clock came without
+bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed
+the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern
+manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and
+to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search
+for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an
+instant.
+
+He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the
+death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity
+deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to
+require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of
+the steps which had better be taken to remedy it.
+
+It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke
+to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in
+him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this
+tone: the demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she
+could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man.
+
+‘Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?’ she said.
+
+‘Well, I am,’ he answered shortly.
+
+‘But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?’
+
+He confessed it--‘For she was not a good woman,’ he added.
+
+‘I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,’
+Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully.
+
+‘Why?’ he asked. ‘Why should I praise her if she doesn’t deserve it? I
+say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his
+letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but
+good of the dead. And now, madam,’ he continued, after a short interval
+of thought, ‘I may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not
+thwart me, in endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about
+you, one in whom I am much interested already.’
+
+‘Cytherea!’
+
+‘Yes, Cytherea.’
+
+‘You have been loving Cytherea all the while?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her
+to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward
+quietly looked on and added, ‘I have been loving and still love her.’
+
+She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand
+moving indecisively at her side.
+
+‘And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that
+backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell
+me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her
+attractions.’ Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of
+inquiry; but none of jealousy.
+
+‘Yes,’ he said; ‘and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just
+that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not
+give me credit for.’ The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone
+of pride.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence.
+
+‘And now,’ he went on, ‘I may as well say a word in vindication of my
+conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in
+submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live
+with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office
+which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but
+this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness,
+folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try
+to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman.’
+
+He waited for her to speak: she did not.
+
+‘There’s a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye’s
+love,’ he went on.
+
+‘Yes, Edward Springrove,’ she said quietly. ‘I know it, I did once want
+to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be
+made up again, unless--’ she spoke as if she had only half attended to
+Manston’s last statement.
+
+‘He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,’ said the
+steward.
+
+‘Pooh!’ said she, ‘you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that’s nothing to
+help us; he’s now come home to break it off.’
+
+‘He must not break it off,’ said Manston, firmly and calmly.
+
+His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said
+haughtily, ‘Well, that’s your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been
+to see her _your_ wife, I can’t do anything dishonourable to bring about
+such a result.’
+
+‘But it must be _made_ your affair,’ he said in a hard, steady voice,
+looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her
+past.
+
+One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that
+peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman’s countenance when, after
+having been sedulously engaged in establishing another’s position, she
+suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss
+Aldclyffe looked at the steward.
+
+‘You--know--something--of me?’ she faltered.
+
+‘I know all,’ he said.
+
+‘Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn’t tell
+you!’ she burst out. ‘Couldn’t she keep her word for a day?’ She
+reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, ‘I will not
+yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment
+of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was
+chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh!
+I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_ threaten me?’ she added
+softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been
+speaking.
+
+‘My love must be made your affair,’ he repeated, without taking his eyes
+from her.
+
+An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret,
+obstructed her utterance for a time. ‘How can you turn upon me so when I
+schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till I found
+you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!’ She wept; and the weeping of
+such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man.
+
+‘Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most absurd
+thing in the world,’ he said, not heeding her distress. ‘I knew all,
+except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found that
+my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it
+fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere
+spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.’
+
+‘Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you
+threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you readily
+without a threat!’
+
+‘Yes, yes, I think you would,’ he said more kindly; ‘but your
+indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.’
+
+‘No, not indifference--‘twas enforced silence. My father lived.’
+
+He took her hand, and held it gently.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+‘Now listen,’ he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become
+calmer: ‘Springrove must marry the woman he’s engaged to. You may make
+him, but only in one way.’
+
+‘Well: but don’t speak sternly, AEneas!’
+
+‘Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the
+last two or three years?’
+
+‘I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been
+promptly paid, haven’t they?’
+
+‘O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are
+burnt?’ he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel
+him even to rebuild every house. ‘The case is the clearest case of
+fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,’ he
+continued.
+
+‘I don’t want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father,
+directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the
+park?’
+
+‘Yes, but that doesn’t affect the position, which is that Farmer
+Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.’
+
+‘I won’t do it--‘tis a conspiracy.’
+
+‘Won’t you for me?’ he said eagerly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe changed colour.
+
+‘I don’t threaten now, I implore,’ he said.
+
+‘Because you might threaten if you chose,’ she mournfully answered. ‘But
+why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long before
+it was yours? What must I do?’
+
+‘Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove,
+which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected
+to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in
+order that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an
+impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses.
+To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and
+he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme
+letter of the leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself
+think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful
+extreme--there shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of
+the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you
+respect and love, and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is
+heart-sick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and
+your friend, as some return for your consideration towards his father.
+Don’t suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you
+of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to
+her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him,
+on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.’
+
+‘She has already asked him to do that.’
+
+‘So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil
+his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth
+while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she
+knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening
+I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust
+me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea
+will be induced to marry me--perhaps before; a woman’s pride is soon
+wounded.’
+
+‘And hadn’t I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more
+particularly what’s the law upon the houses?’
+
+‘O no, there’s no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case
+stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want
+the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from
+home again.’
+
+She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he
+became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the
+carpet. ‘Yes, yes, she will be mine,’ he whispered, careless of Cytherea
+Aldclyffe’s presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly.
+
+‘I will do my best, AEneas,’ she answered.
+
+Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the
+blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing.
+
+2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND
+
+The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise
+that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the
+unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable.
+
+Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and
+chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one
+glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks
+and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was
+persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive
+the effect of the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly
+for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was
+found to set at rest any doubts of her fate.
+
+The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few
+coins, and two charred and blackened bones.
+
+Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held
+at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the
+chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the only remaining
+one in the village--was crowded to excess by the neighbouring peasantry
+as well as their richer employers: all who could by any possibility
+obtain an hour’s release from their duties being present as listeners.
+
+The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in
+a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin
+lined with white silk (by Manston’s order), which stood in an adjoining
+room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully
+arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward’s own doing.
+
+Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without the
+ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and deposed
+that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday
+evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very
+little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not
+inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave
+her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee
+of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived
+for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one
+night during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of
+November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o’clock
+in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She
+paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week
+previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only
+took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when
+she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with
+black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas.
+
+Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he
+saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out
+of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood
+beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage,
+consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was
+placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there
+to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry
+her bag to Mr. Manston’s house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty
+at that time, and offered to go himself. The witness here repeated
+the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and
+testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr.
+Manston’s house being closed.
+
+Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and
+commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward.
+
+The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously
+thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of
+scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the
+result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when
+he spoke.
+
+His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and
+asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the
+passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order.
+The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs.
+Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her
+altogether.
+
+Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son
+Edward’s return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught
+sight of her shadow moving about the room.
+
+THE CORONER: ‘Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?’
+
+SPRINGROVE: ‘I cannot say, as I didn’t take particular notice. It moved
+backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing
+up and down the room.’
+
+Mrs. Fitler, the ostler’s wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded
+Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs.
+Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little
+brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put
+it on the dressing-table.
+
+THE CORONER: ‘Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?’
+
+‘No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she
+came in.’
+
+‘Did she begin to undress before you left?’
+
+‘Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was
+on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes
+when pulled off?’
+
+‘Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?’
+
+‘I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she
+seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.’
+
+‘And did you hear or see any more of her?’
+
+‘No more, sir.’
+
+Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance
+with Mr. Manston’s orders, everything had been made comfortable in the
+house for Mrs. Manston’s expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston
+told her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till
+between eleven and twelve o’clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not
+expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important
+errand to Mrs. Leat the postmistress.
+
+Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he
+had mistaken the time of the train’s arrival, and hence was not at the
+station when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife’s--he knew
+it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of
+keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes.
+
+Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr.
+Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the
+evening after their day’s business had been settled, that he was going
+to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the
+last train that night.
+
+The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small
+fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the other
+the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone that it was
+impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male
+or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman’s. He did
+not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was
+crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as
+the floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it.
+
+Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony.
+
+The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the
+deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning
+of the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON
+
+When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of
+the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park,
+a distance of about a stone’s-throw.
+
+‘Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.’
+
+‘Everybody,’ said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ‘’tis quite a
+misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it
+breaks. I think of the words, “In the morning thou shalt say, Would God
+it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for
+the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of
+thine eyes which thou shalt see.”’ His voice became broken.
+
+‘Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,’ said Manston.
+
+‘But my loss is as nothing to yours,’ the farmer continued.
+
+‘Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling
+if I didn’t, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind.
+Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in
+nature as it is.’
+
+‘What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in
+place again?’
+
+‘I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.’
+
+‘If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,’ said the old man, with
+more agitation in his voice.
+
+‘Yes, exactly.’
+
+‘Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe’s mind to give me an idea of how
+she means to treat me?’
+
+‘Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her
+mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory;
+she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in
+consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly
+think more.’
+
+The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the
+road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece’s cottage,
+in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken
+refuge.
+
+The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible.
+Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the
+afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from
+him. Edward continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or
+floor, quite unconscious of another’s presence. At supper he ate just as
+usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction.
+
+4. DECEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son
+was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation
+with the steward.
+
+‘Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,’ said Edward vehemently. ‘I’ll see
+Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you’ll not believe
+till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will
+do any such unjust thing.’
+
+Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the
+high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short
+cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes,
+meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying
+the scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of
+little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they
+appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow,
+lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning
+and evening seem to meet together without the intervention of a noon.
+The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who
+was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village.
+As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman’s dress
+brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into
+the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she
+stood in front of him.
+
+He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request
+a few minutes’ conversation with her, when she directly addressed him
+on the subject of the fire. ‘It is a sad misfortune for your father’ she
+said, ‘and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?’
+
+‘He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general
+terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire,
+the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row
+of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of
+some hundreds of pounds?’
+
+She assented. ‘I have been thinking of it,’ she went on, and then
+repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward.
+Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in
+Springrove’s mind during her statement, but before she had reached the
+end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her.
+
+‘I don’t accept your conditions of release,’ he said.
+
+‘They are not conditions exactly.’
+
+‘Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.’
+
+‘Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family’s negligence.’
+
+‘I don’t refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all rights
+to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have
+no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate
+subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton,
+and myself.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly
+not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an
+educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society
+from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford
+parish, and that hence he had all a developed man’s unorthodox opinion
+about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth
+into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the
+dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of
+his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any
+allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable
+warmth.
+
+And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second
+person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were
+prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness
+resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this,
+Manston’s discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion
+only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work.
+
+A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried
+palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring
+strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she
+descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to
+her dying hour.
+
+‘I don’t quite see, Mr. Springrove,’ she said, ‘that I am altogether
+what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at
+any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly
+well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter.’
+
+Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was
+willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea’s state of mind,
+even through so dangerous a medium.
+
+‘A letter I received from her’ he said, with assumed coldness, ‘tells me
+clearly enough what Miss Graye’s mind is.’
+
+‘You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men are
+like that.’
+
+‘I have reason to.’ He could feign no further than the first speech.
+
+‘I should be interested in knowing what reason?’ she said, with
+sarcastic archness.
+
+Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he
+rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his
+antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early
+evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly
+conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary
+Stuart’s charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her
+honestly.
+
+‘The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.’
+
+‘Pooh, Mr. Springrove!’
+
+‘Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be
+strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy
+could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of
+love--love is only suppressed.’
+
+‘Don’t you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman’s pity
+for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is
+often mistaken for suppressed love?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft
+insidiousness.
+
+This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea’s tone which he had
+certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it.
+
+‘I had never thought of it,’ he said.
+
+‘And don’t believe it?’
+
+‘Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.’
+
+She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly--
+
+‘My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my intention
+was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton not
+solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye
+with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I
+did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven
+to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you--for it was a
+most pronounced dismissal--not on account of your engagement. She is old
+enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be
+made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not
+with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.’
+
+‘Who?’
+
+‘Mr. Manston.’
+
+‘Good--! I can’t listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn’t
+seen him!’
+
+‘She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could
+prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went
+voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for
+two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she
+went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should not see you
+again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen desperately in love
+with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering
+that he’s the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have
+written to you before?’
+
+‘Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection
+between me and my cousin until then.’
+
+‘I must think she did.’
+
+‘On what ground?’
+
+‘On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very
+first day she came to live with me.’
+
+‘Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that the
+day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part,
+coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--’
+
+‘A remarkably handsome and talented man.’
+
+‘Yes, I admit that.’
+
+‘And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.’
+
+‘Yes, just when she had seen him.’
+
+‘And been to his house alone with him.’
+
+‘It is nothing.’
+
+‘And stayed there playing and singing with him.’
+
+‘Admit that, too,’ he said; ‘an accident might have caused it.’
+
+‘And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a
+letter referring to a secret appointment with him.’
+
+‘Never, by God, madam! never!’
+
+‘What do you say, sir?’
+
+‘Never.’
+
+She sneered.
+
+‘There’s no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very
+trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady’s word is
+truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself.
+You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter concerning an
+assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be
+considerate enough to lend it me.’
+
+‘But besides,’ continued Edward, ‘a married man to do what would cause a
+young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!’
+
+She flushed a little.
+
+‘That I don’t know anything about,’ she stammered. ‘But Cytherea didn’t,
+of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he
+was married.’
+
+‘Of course she didn’t.’
+
+‘And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly
+afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to.
+It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her
+attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching
+them.’
+
+‘We’ll hope that he did.’
+
+‘But circumstances are changed now.’
+
+‘Very greatly changed,’ he murmured abstractedly.
+
+‘You must remember,’ she added more suasively, ‘that Miss Graye has a
+perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that is to
+say.’
+
+Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward’s faith
+was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her.
+
+Edward’s thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview
+with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him.
+
+‘I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,’ he remarked,
+gloomily; ‘our conversation has ended sadly for me.’
+
+‘Don’t think so,’ she said, ‘and don’t be mistaken. I am older than you
+are, many years older, and I know many things.’
+
+
+Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his
+father’s expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward
+slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin’s house.
+The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting
+there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly.
+
+‘Well, Ted, what does she say?’ he asked, in the intensely sanguine
+tones which fall sadly upon a listener’s ear, because, antecedently,
+they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in
+some direction or another.
+
+‘Nothing for us to be alarmed at,’ said Edward, with a forced
+cheerfulness.
+
+‘But must we rebuild?’
+
+‘It seems we must, father.’
+
+The old man’s eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without
+making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again.
+When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding
+the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading
+them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again.
+
+Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she
+watched the farmer--
+
+‘I hope it won’t kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything
+were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in
+the world.’ It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up
+with her after that remark.
+
+She continued: ‘And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the
+fire, that he wouldn’t for the world let any one else give me away to
+you when we are married.’
+
+For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward’s mind as to
+the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the
+alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well
+as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he
+had thought of his father’s peace of mind!
+
+The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking
+his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce
+Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an
+unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody
+to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward’s
+face: their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in
+aspect.
+
+‘If she will only agree to that!’ he reiterated for the hundredth time,
+increasing the sadness of his listeners.
+
+An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a
+letter, addressed--
+
+ ‘MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.’
+
+‘Charles from Knapwater House brought it,’ she said.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe’s writing,’ said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had
+recognized it himself. ‘Now ‘tis all right; she’s going to make an
+offer; she doesn’t want the houses there, not she; they are going to
+make that the way into the park.’
+
+Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a
+supreme effort of self-command--
+
+‘It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected
+with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.’
+
+His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly
+afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward
+opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence.
+
+The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea’s handwriting,
+addressed to ‘---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.’ Inside this was the
+note she had written to the steward after her detention in his house by
+the thunderstorm--
+
+
+ ‘KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ September 20th.
+
+‘I find I cannot meet you at seven o’clock by the waterfall as I
+promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. ‘C. GRAYE.’
+
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule
+observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed
+ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been.
+
+He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of
+Cytherea’s feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe
+in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under
+the trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful
+in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her
+assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea--the
+hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, looked with
+something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and
+form of Manston.
+
+Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to
+love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love?
+No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her
+old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew
+it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom
+it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result
+of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a
+scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent
+to the whole parish, and had come to Edward’s own knowledge by that
+indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, conscientiously
+avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which
+her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances had rested upon him--his
+upon her.
+
+Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing
+Cytherea’s letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through.
+He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the
+letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, ‘All the
+day long I have been thinking,’ afforded justifiable ground for assuming
+that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward’s sight far
+sweeter one) to the steward.
+
+But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the
+genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was
+a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love:
+
+ ‘Love is not love
+ Which alters when it alteration finds.’
+
+But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died.
+It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit
+away so softly, and leave so few traces behind.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole
+matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from
+Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in
+connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her
+eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea
+indeed loved the steward.
+
+5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH
+
+Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from
+side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his
+ears.
+
+Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon
+the landing he found his father’s bedroom door already open. Edward
+concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone
+out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer
+doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty.
+Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour,
+in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked
+in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been
+opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows
+resting on the flap, his body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his
+forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the
+leases of the houses destroyed.
+
+His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young
+man as his face came into the faint light.
+
+‘Edward, why did you get up so early?’
+
+‘I was uneasy, and could not sleep.’
+
+The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to
+become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes,
+he said--
+
+‘This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, this
+will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about the
+insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. ‘Tis all misery now. God
+help us--all misery now!’
+
+Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight
+outside.
+
+‘Ted,’ the farmer went on, ‘this upset of be-en burnt out o’ home makes
+me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There’s this troubles me
+besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It
+must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn’t mind. Have you
+said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?’
+
+‘Nothing at all lately.’
+
+‘Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You
+know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last,
+and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so
+long--you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify
+matters very much, if you were to walk up to church wi’ her one of these
+mornings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you
+don’t I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too,
+about the two little freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece,
+divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied
+together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?’
+
+He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his
+mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son.
+
+‘Yes, I will,’ said Edward.
+
+‘But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,’ the farmer
+went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. ‘I must know the
+rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don’t like seeing her,
+but I’d rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she’ll say to
+me.’
+
+The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her
+what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her
+character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had
+once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at
+last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a
+promise to that effect, she would say, ‘Mr. Springrove, the houses are
+burnt: we’ll let them go: trouble no more about them.’
+
+His mind was already made up. He said calmly, ‘Father, when you are
+talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if
+she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union
+with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.’
+
+‘And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,’ the
+farmer murmured. ‘Very well, Ted, I’ll tell her.’
+
+6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH
+
+Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman’s heart, two
+had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea’s bosom just at this time.
+
+It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove’s visit
+to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having
+risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the
+window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had
+been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that
+she might not be driven into that lady’s presence against her will. She
+leant with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air.
+A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered
+on one side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there,
+contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which
+received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her
+shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in
+spite of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim.
+
+The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive
+mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a
+peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some
+answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not
+love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who
+did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise
+straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morning of
+this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she
+fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left.
+Hence it was, too, that for the last few days, she had not been able to
+keep in bed later than the time of the postman’s arrival.
+
+The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from
+beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive
+through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without
+reference to paths--as country postmen do--and come to the porch. She
+heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards the
+village, without hindering himself for a single pace.
+
+Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and
+carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe’s
+dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds.
+
+She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She
+thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, ‘He asks to see
+me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.’
+
+A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe’s bell--rather earlier than usual.
+‘She must have heard the post-bag brought,’ said the maiden, as,
+tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew
+imaginative pictures of her future therein.
+
+A tap came to the door, and the lady’s-maid entered.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe is awake,’ she said; ‘and she asked if you were moving
+yet, miss.’
+
+‘I’ll run up to her,’ said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance
+of the words. ‘Very fortunate this,’ she thought; ‘I shall see what is
+in the bag this morning all the sooner.’
+
+She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe’s bedroom,
+pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating
+the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters.
+
+‘Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,’
+said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you
+like,’ she continued, yawning factitiously.
+
+‘Strange!’ Cytherea thought; ‘it seems as if she knew there was likely
+to be a letter for me.’
+
+From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl’s face as she tremblingly
+opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in
+Edward’s handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the
+decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing,
+survey of his own, his father’s, his cousin Adelaide’s, and what he
+believed to be Cytherea’s, position.
+
+The haughty mistress’s soul sickened remorsefully within her when she
+saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady
+before her a wan desolate look of agony.
+
+The master-sentences of Edward’s letter were these: ‘You speak truly.
+That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I
+regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for
+me to say.’
+
+
+
+
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+
+1. DECEMBER TO APRIL
+
+Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had
+passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary
+winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind,
+wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period of pink dawns and white
+sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the
+fourth, the nightingale.
+
+Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his
+new office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of
+Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton
+would terminate in marriage at the end of the year.
+
+The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at
+Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the
+decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of
+her, and beside Miss Hinton.
+
+The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the
+full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he
+continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service.
+
+It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under
+the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with
+contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure
+at other times, becomes a positive enemy--racking, bewildering,
+unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the
+verse--
+
+ ‘Like some fair tree which, fed by streams,
+ With timely fruit doth bend,
+ He still shall flourish, and success
+ All his designs attend.’
+
+Cytherea’s lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could
+she help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man
+to whom she applied them sat at her rival’s side?
+
+Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman’s petty cleverness
+under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme
+foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply
+just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in
+general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the
+rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the
+Sermon on the Mount.
+
+As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, it
+is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in
+itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his cousin’s
+book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic--
+
+ ‘O, what hast thou of her, of her
+ Whose every look did love inspire;
+ Whose every breathing fanned my fire,
+ And stole me from myself away!’
+
+Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early,
+and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she
+tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live:
+‘My nature is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers!
+She can’t appreciate all the sides of him--she never will! He is more
+tangible to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to
+her!’ She was less noble then.
+
+But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till
+the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried
+to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very
+dearly.
+
+The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston
+continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his
+bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had not
+simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so
+to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as a heavy
+sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was
+uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the
+catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards
+her. He always contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on
+her side that she was comparatively more dependent than himself--making
+much of her womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her
+whenever occasion offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all
+times, he was not officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself
+a position as her friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the
+faintest symptom of the old love to be apparent.
+
+Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his
+behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MAY
+
+She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private
+grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked
+the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection
+in the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they
+stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene.
+
+The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds, and
+sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road
+was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the
+sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans
+floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water
+towards them.
+
+‘They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite
+involuntarily--don’t they?’ said Cytherea, looking at the birds’
+graceful advance.
+
+‘Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the
+water, working with the greatest energy.’
+
+‘I’d rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to
+direction which we associate with a swan.’
+
+‘It does; we’ll have “involuntarily.” Ah, now this reminds me of
+something.’
+
+‘Of what?’
+
+‘Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.’
+
+Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe’s face; her eyes grew round as
+circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance.
+She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife’s sudden
+appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death,
+was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things.
+
+‘Is it a man or woman?’ she said, quite innocently.
+
+‘Mr. Manston,’ said Miss Aldclyffe quietly.
+
+‘Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?’ said Cytherea, standing at gaze.
+
+‘Didn’t you know it?’
+
+‘Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.’
+
+‘Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method,
+or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as “falling
+in love.” He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very
+account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it
+exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure you.’
+
+‘I suppose then, that if he can’t help it, it is no harm of him,’ said
+Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder.
+
+‘Of course it isn’t--you know that well enough. She was a great burden
+and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.’
+
+A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston’s
+arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward’s claims, checked
+Cytherea’s utterance for awhile.
+
+‘There, don’t look at me like that, for Heaven’s sake!’ said Miss
+Aldclyffe. ‘You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you
+can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.’
+
+Edward once in the young lady’s thoughts, there was no getting rid of
+him. She wanted to be alone.
+
+‘Do you want me here?’ she said.
+
+‘Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,’ said Miss
+Aldclyffe, taking her hand. ‘But you mustn’t, my dear. There’s nothing
+in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston’s honourable conduct
+towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and
+yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.’
+
+3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE
+
+The next stage in Manston’s advances towards her hand was a clearly
+defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was
+necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to
+impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance
+towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be
+inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of
+him as to render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter
+of difficulty.
+
+Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very
+religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by
+argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in
+England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a
+zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from
+his pew.
+
+Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery,
+everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as
+in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she
+felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its
+effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of
+female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. ‘Handsome is that
+handsome does’ he considered a proverb which should be written on the
+looking-glass of every woman in the land. ‘Your form, your motions, your
+heart have won me,’ he said, in a tone of playful sadness. ‘They are
+beautiful. But I see these things, and it comes into my mind that they
+are doomed, they are gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor
+mouth, poor face, poor maiden! “Where will her glories be in twenty
+years?” I say. “Where will all of her be in a hundred?” Then I think
+it is cruel that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It
+seems hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried;
+be food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow up
+a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when
+I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love I feel then
+is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that I felt at the
+beginning.’ Again an ardent flash of his handsome eyes.
+
+It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and
+offer of his hand.
+
+She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough
+to accept it.
+
+An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for
+what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere
+lady’s attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know
+of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a ground for
+thinking less of his standing than before--he went home to the Old
+House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside,
+he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the
+corner, and looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant
+surface tinged his face with the greenish shades of Correggio’s nudes.
+Staves of sunlight slanted down through the still pool, lighting it
+up with wonderful distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living
+creatures sported and tumbled in its depth with every contortion that
+gaiety could suggest; perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head,
+or a tail, or at most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within
+the twenty-four hours.
+
+‘Damn my position! Why shouldn’t I be happy through my little day too?
+Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I’ll get her, if I move
+heaven and earth to do it!’
+
+Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first
+place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would
+have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished
+to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule
+at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is
+notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to
+pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston
+with Springrove’s encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward
+with Manston’s repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did
+afterwards. Her supreme indifference added fuel to Manston’s ardour--it
+completely disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to
+him than a susceptible Princess.
+
+4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY
+
+Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her
+brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement
+of that cloud no bigger than a man’s hand which had for nearly a
+twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to give
+a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon.
+
+
+ ‘BUDMOUTH REGIS,
+
+Saturday.
+
+‘DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a
+little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is
+sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you
+any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed
+by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead
+Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an
+unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just
+found fresh symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a
+month ago--when you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I
+had a good mind to tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a
+few days, I thought it was not worth while. Since that time it has
+increased, but I am still able to work in the office, sitting on the
+stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring
+work for me to do soon, and that I shall be obliged to decline it.
+However, we will hope for the best. How it came, what was its origin, or
+what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two,
+if it is no better...--Your loving brother, OWEN.’
+
+
+This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but
+suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of
+which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:--
+
+
+‘I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that
+it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you
+my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no excuse
+whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I
+say. This morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay
+away from the office. Don’t be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest
+is all that is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid
+an illness of six months.’
+
+
+After a visit from her he wrote again:--
+
+
+‘Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of
+rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My
+leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied,
+and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever
+in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see
+you. Don’t trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about
+your being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at
+the end of the week.’
+
+
+At the time mentioned came the following:--
+
+
+‘I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening
+after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that
+there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been
+treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they
+pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr.
+Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would
+call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They consulted
+together and then told me that rheumatism was not the disease after all,
+but erysipelas. They then began treating it differently, as became a
+different matter. Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of
+the day now--medicine, of course, besides.
+
+‘Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been
+obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much,
+though, of course, it could not be avoided.’
+
+
+A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him
+as often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as
+cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which
+might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then
+told her these additional facts:--
+
+
+‘The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out
+what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is
+wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to
+me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but
+I am worn out.’
+
+
+Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her
+brother’s illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea
+might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her
+power. Cytherea’s eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room,
+and hasten to the station.
+
+‘O, Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; ‘just one word.
+Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?’
+
+‘Yes,’ said Cytherea, blushing timorously.
+
+‘He proposed?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘And you refused him?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,’ said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically,
+‘and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers
+you of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur
+again. His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would
+be a happy one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose
+you are not sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was
+teaching me whist, “When in doubt win the trick!” That advice is ten
+times as valuable to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a
+man there is always the risk that you may never get another offer.’
+
+‘Why didn’t you win the trick when you were a girl?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Come, my lady Pert; I’m not the text,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, her face
+glowing like fire.
+
+Cytherea laughed stealthily.
+
+‘I was about to say,’ resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, ‘that here is
+Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you
+overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you
+might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will
+please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You understand
+me, Cythie dear?’
+
+Cytherea was silent.
+
+‘And,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, ‘on your promising
+that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care
+of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?’
+
+‘Yes,’ she whispered, leaving the room.
+
+She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to
+Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly
+thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. The
+brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain
+upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was
+everything.
+
+Owen told her the result in his next letter:--
+
+
+‘The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the
+head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay
+in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago
+(after taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak,
+my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again?
+I asked the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They
+shook their heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I
+inquired. They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind.
+
+‘Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so
+drearily. O Cytherea, you can’t think how drearily!’
+
+
+She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the
+Old House, to Manston. On the maiden’s return, tired and sick at heart
+as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked
+politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced.
+During their walk he inquired the particulars of her brother’s illness,
+and with an irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one,
+she told him of the length of time which must elapse before he could be
+strong again, and of the lack of comfort in lodgings.
+
+Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: ‘Miss Graye, I will
+not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they say is fair
+in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I cannot
+help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you--any remote
+day you may name will satisfy me--and you shall find him well provided
+for.’
+
+For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at
+her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous
+nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a
+quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching
+white heat. She perceived how animal was the love which bargained.
+
+‘I do not love you, Mr. Manston,’ she replied coldly.
+
+5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same
+dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad
+visits.
+
+She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted
+in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw
+how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of
+Dares at the Sicilian games--
+
+ ‘He, like a captain who beleaguers round
+ Some strong-built castle on a rising ground,
+ Views all the approaches with observing eyes,
+ This and that other part again he tries,
+ And more on industry than force relies.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to
+Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea’s acceptance of
+her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea’s answers to his
+importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen’s
+malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept,
+it would have rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates
+his combat with Opium--perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which
+a thrilling dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she
+wearily and monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays
+to the well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and
+Elisha in famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny
+rooms. ‘So like, so very like, was day to day.’ Extreme lassitude seemed
+all that the world could show her.
+
+Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her
+brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth
+concerning Owen’s condition.
+
+The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been
+thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might
+still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But
+the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous.
+
+‘How long would it be?’ she said.
+
+‘It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.’
+
+‘And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?’
+
+‘Then he might be well in four or six months.’
+
+Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had
+borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half
+that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open--her
+becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County
+Hospital.
+
+Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for
+some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being
+Manston’s wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from
+Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the
+hospital.
+
+‘County Hospital!’ said Miss Aldclyffe; ‘why, it is only another
+name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if
+anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in
+a fashion, but ‘tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart
+again.’ Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating
+horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a
+moment’s notice, especially in cases where the restorative treatment was
+likely to be long and tedious.
+
+‘You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,’ she added
+reproachfully. ‘You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you
+selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads
+out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no,
+I cannot.’
+
+Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but
+this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston’s eye
+sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance,
+if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind.
+
+6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that
+the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her
+brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand.
+Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call,
+as he could not have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind,
+whose presence had served to help away the tedious hours of a long day,
+and who had, moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which
+the accompanying basket implied--antecedent consideration, so telling
+upon all invalids--and which he so seldom experienced except from the
+hands of his sister.
+
+How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and
+cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone?
+
+Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return
+journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same
+place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly
+her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he might see her
+home was made.
+
+He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional
+kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. ‘Though I
+let my offer on her brother’s--my friend’s--behalf, seem dependent on my
+lady’s graciousness to me,’ he whispered wooingly in the course of their
+walk, ‘I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was said
+with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have
+me, or whether you don’t, I love you too devotedly to be anything but
+kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,’ he
+continued earnestly, ‘to give you pleasure--indeed I will.’
+
+She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from
+his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man
+beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her
+self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of
+common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason
+in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a woman’s
+gratitude and her impulse to be kind.
+
+The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed
+it, and caught at the opportunity.
+
+They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the
+midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the only
+signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old millpond
+to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the sensuous
+natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, resting on
+the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below copper-coloured
+and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of pale soft
+green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun were
+overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats
+shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of
+fire.
+
+The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only
+wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless.
+The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such
+temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a
+single entity under the sky.
+
+He came so close that their clothes touched. ‘Will you try to love me?
+Do try to love me!’ he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never
+taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it
+held hers in its clasp.
+
+Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and
+Edward’s fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly
+pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she
+withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and
+hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy
+ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of a
+hedge--all that remained of a ‘wet old garden’--standing in the middle
+of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, purposeless and
+valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with mandrakes, and she could
+almost fancy she heard their shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand?
+No, she could not withdraw it now; it was too late, the act would not
+imply refusal. She felt as one in a boat without oars, drifting with
+closed eyes down a river--she knew not whither.
+
+He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it.
+
+Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not
+going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite.
+
+7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village
+post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine
+encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire
+this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel
+behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered.
+Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted
+as postmistress, walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the
+foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished
+her object, another form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in.
+
+‘Both on the same errand,’ he said gracefully.
+
+‘I will call her,’ said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the
+stairs.
+
+‘One moment.’ He glided to her side. ‘Don’t call her for a moment,’ he
+repeated.
+
+But she had said, ‘Mrs. Leat!’
+
+He seized Cytherea’s hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it
+by her side.
+
+She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she
+had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her
+tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be
+spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no
+remonstrance came.
+
+With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her,
+he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones
+of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed
+its presence to herself, and left the house--putting it out of her
+power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late
+action of kissing her hand.
+
+The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In
+this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her
+unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week
+ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day
+on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a
+settlement, that ‘his _sister’s suitor_ had guaranteed the sum.’ ‘Is he
+Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,’ said Owen.
+
+He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired
+for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced
+towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. ‘Is this Mr.
+Manston’s doing?’ he inquired.
+
+She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for
+guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and
+for all choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of
+her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her
+lost mother’s return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have
+tender counsel to guide her through this, her great difficulty.
+
+As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward’s to quite
+the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting
+himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so
+light of her. She knew he had stifled his love for her--was utterly
+lost to her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman’s
+pleasure of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them
+now and then.
+
+‘If I were rich,’ she thought, ‘I would give way to the luxury of being
+morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.’
+
+But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent;
+and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate
+circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from
+poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr.
+Manston’s wife.
+
+She did not love him.
+
+But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love?
+Alas, not much; but still a kind of home.
+
+‘Yes,’ she thought, ‘I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr.
+Manston.’
+
+Did anything nobler in her say so too?
+
+With the death (to her) of Edward her heart’s occupation was gone. Was
+it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she
+used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister?
+
+By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two
+hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do
+good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers.
+
+‘Yes,’ she said again, ‘even Christianity urges me to marry Mr.
+Manston.’
+
+Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic
+self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content
+in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what
+really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual
+harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as
+gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation
+and devotedness.
+
+Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping
+him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took
+place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer
+side by the low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to
+his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He
+stooped and kissed her brow.
+
+Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It
+was too late in the evening for the postman’s visit, and she placed the
+letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day.
+
+The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen’s letter of
+the day before:--
+
+
+ ‘September 9, 1865.
+
+‘DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr.
+Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in
+which he hopes to stand towards you. Can’t you love him? Why not? Try,
+for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the
+weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in
+your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except
+by marriage? I don’t. Don’t go against your heart, Cytherea, but be
+wise.--Ever affectionately yours, OWEN.’
+
+
+She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same
+favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her
+doom. Yet
+
+ ‘So true a fool is love,’
+
+that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at
+the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour
+the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down.
+
+8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service
+at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn.
+
+Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward
+from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea.
+
+The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in
+Cytherea’s eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked
+at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards
+like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village
+children singing too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes
+listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or following the
+movement of a distant bough or bird with features petrified almost to
+painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was already regarding her
+with some purpose in his glance.
+
+‘It is coming this evening,’ she said in her mind. A minute later, at
+the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston
+came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped
+from it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact
+with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind.
+
+‘Don’t let’s hurry,’ he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the
+private path to the House as usual. ‘Would you mind turning down this
+way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?’
+
+She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on
+their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate
+of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate
+was reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in
+his hand.
+
+‘We are going inside for a minute,’ said Manston to him, taking the keys
+unceremoniously. ‘I will bring them to you when we return.’
+
+The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the
+porch, and up the nave.
+
+They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere
+with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them.
+Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading
+red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window,
+emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed
+walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent
+occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the
+evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea’s was then.
+
+‘What sensations does the place impress you with?’ she said at last,
+very sadly.
+
+‘I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of
+achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such
+as these.’ He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise.
+
+‘I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,’
+she murmured; ‘that’s the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce
+me to be honest particularly.’
+
+He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes.
+
+‘I pity you sometimes,’ he said more emphatically.
+
+‘I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?’
+
+‘I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.’
+
+‘Not needlessly.’
+
+‘Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much,
+when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?’
+
+‘That can’t be,’ she said, turning away.
+
+He went on, ‘I think the real and only good thing that can be done for
+him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering
+whether it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for
+a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would
+be!’
+
+‘It would.’
+
+He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her
+hand more firmly, as he continued, ‘Cytherea, why do you say “It would,”
+ so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I
+want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I
+cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my
+wife!’
+
+His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a
+whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong.
+
+She said firmly and distinctly, ‘Yes, I will.’
+
+‘Next month?’ he said on the instant, before taking breath.
+
+‘No; not next month.’
+
+‘The next?’
+
+‘No.’
+
+‘December? Christmas Day, say?’
+
+‘I don’t mind.’
+
+‘O, you darling!’ He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold
+mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand.
+
+‘Don’t kiss me--at least where we are now!’ she whispered imploringly.
+
+‘Why?’
+
+‘We are too near God.’
+
+He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so
+emphatically that the words ‘Near God’ echoed back again through the
+hollow building from the far end of the chancel.
+
+‘What a thing to say!’ he exclaimed; ‘surely a pure kiss is not
+inappropriate to the place!’
+
+‘No,’ she replied, with a swelling heart; ‘I don’t know why I burst out
+so--I can’t tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?’
+
+‘How shall I say “Yes” without judging you? How shall I say “No” without
+losing the pleasure of saying “Yes?”’ He was himself again.
+
+‘I don’t know,’ she absently murmured.
+
+‘I’ll say “Yes,”’ he answered daintily. ‘It is sweeter to fancy we
+are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the
+sweetness without the need.’
+
+She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now,
+and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked
+the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the
+churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the
+great matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on
+indifferent subjects.
+
+‘Christmas Day, then,’ he said, as they were parting at the end of the
+shrubbery.
+
+‘I meant Old Christmas Day,’ she said evasively.
+
+‘H’m, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.’
+
+‘No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?’ It seemed
+to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost.
+
+‘Very well, love,’ he said gently. ‘’Tis a fortnight longer still; but
+never mind. Old Christmas Day.’
+
+9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+‘There. It will be on a Friday!’
+
+She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was
+the afternoon of the day following that of the steward’s successful
+solicitation of her hand.
+
+‘I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell
+him it is a Friday?’ she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking
+at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old
+House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the
+disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the
+coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to
+search for him.
+
+Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked.
+Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few
+yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now that the practical
+expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never
+sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very
+stern.
+
+‘It will be on a Friday,’ she said confusedly, and without any preface.
+
+‘Come this way!’ said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not
+being able to alter at an instant’s notice. He gave her his arm and
+led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. ‘On
+a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That’s
+nonsense.’
+
+‘Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other day?’
+
+‘Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas
+Eve?’
+
+‘Yes, Old Christmas Eve.’
+
+‘Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?’
+
+‘Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised
+to marry you if I had not meant it. Don’t think I should.’ She spoke the
+words with a dignified impressiveness.
+
+‘You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of
+an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?’
+
+‘No, no.’ She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he
+spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and
+wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity
+of the house, afforded her a means of escape. ‘I must be with Miss
+Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?’ she said
+prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him.
+
+‘Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue
+just now?’ said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her.
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘“Yes.” Come, why don’t you say more than that? I hate those taciturn
+“Yesses” of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as
+wax with me.’
+
+‘I parted from him because I wanted to come in.’
+
+‘What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe’s face kindled into intense interest at once. ‘Is it
+indeed? When is it to be?’
+
+‘On Old Christmas Eve.’
+
+‘Old Christmas Eve.’ Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front,
+and took a hand in each of her own. ‘And then you will be a bride!’
+she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden’s
+delicately rounded cheeks.
+
+The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly
+after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, ‘You did not say “Old Christmas
+Eve” as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don’t receive my
+remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How
+many weeks are there to the time?’
+
+‘I have not reckoned them.’
+
+‘Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the
+lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or
+something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.’
+
+Cytherea silently fetched the book.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac,
+and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of
+December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no
+appetite for the scene.
+
+‘Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first
+of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday
+fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!’
+
+‘A Thursday, surely?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.’
+
+The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. ‘Well, it must be a
+Friday,’ she murmured in a reverie.
+
+‘No: have it altered, of course,’ said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully.
+‘There’s nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be
+thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn’t choose a
+Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally
+available.’
+
+‘I shall not have it altered,’ said Cytherea firmly; ‘it has been
+altered once already: I shall let it be.’
+
+
+
+
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
+
+We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus
+advanced more than a quarter of a year.
+
+On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of
+a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing,
+and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed,
+vainly endeavouring to sleep.
+
+She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied
+past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and
+months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a
+vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly
+behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his
+memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Manston with
+feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she
+calmly owned.
+
+‘Why do I marry him?’ she said to herself. ‘Because Owen, dear Owen my
+brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been,
+uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. “Act in obedience to the dictates
+of common-sense,” Owen said, “and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How
+many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason,
+to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all
+go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.”
+
+‘’Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what
+a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the
+heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with
+the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one’s self
+by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I’d rather
+scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only
+were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I
+please my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those
+who are more valuable than I?’
+
+In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated
+with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist
+between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises
+outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be
+caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical
+periods of her existence. ‘It is strange,’ she pondered, ‘that this my
+last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first
+was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened.’
+
+As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one
+were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She
+would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids,
+but they were without doubt all asleep.
+
+The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have
+brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but
+Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe’s room, though she was
+always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her
+will.
+
+The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was
+now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice.
+The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and
+some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and
+fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking
+against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time.
+
+Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained
+matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house
+during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man
+playing castanets or shaking dice.
+
+She thought, ‘Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with
+these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?’
+
+During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she
+was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at
+every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and
+shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which
+she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his
+mask, but his form was like Manston’s.
+
+‘Thank Heaven!’ she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light
+struggling through her blind. ‘Now what were those noises?’ To settle
+that question seemed more to her than the event of the day.
+
+She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening
+previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air
+from the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle
+still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an
+extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter
+of a pin’s head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in
+the park were bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the
+glistening incumbrance; the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs
+had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass.
+Opposite her eye, on the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing
+where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the
+trunk.
+
+‘I never could have believed it possible,’ she thought, surveying the
+bowed-down branches, ‘that trees would bend so far out of their true
+positions without breaking.’ By watching a twig she could see a drop
+collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there
+become coagulated as the others had done.
+
+‘Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,’ she continued. ‘On this
+morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the great Mother
+to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my
+wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?’
+
+2. MORNING
+
+Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary
+to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first
+surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though
+he could only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a
+chair.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from
+Knapwater House, and not from her brother’s lodgings at Budmouth, which
+was Cytherea’s first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The
+capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the
+wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and
+appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her
+dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete.
+
+But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At
+eight o’clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands
+and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire,
+panting from his exertions in pedestrianism.
+
+The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House
+on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole
+system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the
+domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble
+imitation of its flicker was continually attempted by a family of
+polished metallic utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls
+opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak
+daylight from outside. A step further in, and the nostrils were greeted
+by the scent of green herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form
+of the cook, wholesome, white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as
+the food she manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by
+her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds
+prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and the
+light touches of the women’s slippers upon the stone floor.
+
+The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone,
+and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser.
+
+‘No wedden this mornen--that’s my opinion. In fact, there can’t be,’ he
+said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered
+thought that had existed complete in his head.
+
+The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long
+toasting-fork, which she held at arm’s length towards the unapproachable
+fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
+
+‘Bad out of doors, isn’t it?’ she said, with a look of commiseration for
+things in general.
+
+‘Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level
+ground. As to getten up hill to the church, ‘tis perfect lunacy. And
+I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, ‘tis murder
+to think of ‘em. I am going to send straight as a line into the
+breakfast-room, and say ‘tis a closer.... Hullo--here’s Clerk Crickett
+and John Day a-comen! Now just look at ‘em and picture a wedden if you
+can.’
+
+All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener
+were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo.
+
+‘You’ll have to go if it breaks all the horses’ legs in the county,’
+said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door
+with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a
+clang.
+
+‘O, O; why shall I?’ asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a
+glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
+
+‘Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give
+up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or
+earth?’
+
+‘----Mornen so’s--such as it is!’ interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily,
+coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the
+fire. ‘Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say?
+You might ha’ cut it short by sayen “to Miss Aldclyffe,” and leaven out
+heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing
+isn’t getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!’
+
+The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The
+cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre
+of a little crater of flour in a platter--
+
+‘It might be in this case; she’s so indifferent.’
+
+‘Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I thought
+there was something upon my tongue; but ‘tis a secret; not a word, mind,
+not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.’
+
+‘Yes?’ inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity.
+
+‘D’ye think that’s all?’
+
+‘Don’t be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil of
+raising a woman’s expectations wrongfully; I’ll skimmer your pate as
+sure as you cry Amen!’
+
+‘Well, it isn’t all. When I got home last night my wife said, “Miss
+Adelaide took a holiday this mornen,” says she (my wife, that is);
+“walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!” says
+she.’
+
+‘Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?’
+
+‘Springrove, no--no--Springrove’s nothen to do wi’ it--‘twas Farmer
+Bollens. They’ve been playing bo-peep for these two or three months
+seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken,
+and spetten about having her, she’s quietly left him all forsook. Serve
+him right. I don’t blame the little woman a bit.’
+
+‘Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!’
+
+‘Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he’s so rich
+that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint
+cups.’
+
+‘Lord, I wish it was me, don’t I wish ‘twas me!’ said the scullery-maid.
+
+‘Yes, ‘twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,’ continued
+the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a
+distance. ‘Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only
+one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the
+wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was
+Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on
+the house till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he
+could get another tenant.’
+
+‘Just like her independence,’ said the cook.
+
+‘Well, independent or no, she’s Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall
+never forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens’s garden--years ago
+now--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was
+at that time, a very merry feller--for ‘twas before I took holy orders,
+and it didn’t prick my conscience as ‘twould now. “Farmer,” says I,
+“little taties seem to turn out small this year, don’t em?” “O no,
+Crickett,” says he, “some be fair-sized.” He’s a dull man--Farmer
+Bollens is--he always was. However, that’s neither here nor there; he’s
+a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don’t make a mistake she’ll bring
+him a pretty good family, gie her time.’
+
+‘Well, it don’t matter; there’s a Providence in it,’ said the
+scullery-maid. ‘God A’mighty always sends bread as well as children.’
+
+‘But ‘tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often.
+However, I think I can see my lady Hinton’s reason for chosen yesterday
+to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one
+another’s path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that
+when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn’t caren to have en, she thought
+she’d be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too.
+That’s maids’ logic all over, and maids’ malice likewise.’
+
+Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man’s
+partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against
+his attack. ‘I’ll just tell you one thing then,’ said the cook,
+shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with.
+‘Whatever maids’ logic is and maids’ malice too, if Cytherea Graye even
+now knows that young Springrove is free again, she’ll fling over the
+steward as soon as look at him.’
+
+‘No, no: not now,’ the coachman broke in like a moderator. ‘There’s
+honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton’s tricks
+in her. She’ll stick to Manston.’
+
+‘Pifh!’
+
+‘Don’t let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven’s sake,’
+the clerk continued. ‘Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me,
+if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.’
+
+‘Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour
+or two, for you’ll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if
+she don’t! ‘Tis a poor womanly feller!’
+
+‘You shouldn’t ha’ begun it, clerk. I knew how ‘twould be,’ said the
+gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk’s mangled remains.
+
+The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand.
+
+3. NOON
+
+The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By
+ten o’clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the
+extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One
+mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to
+feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within.
+
+They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass
+of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night
+itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth
+or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a
+vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the morning.
+
+Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the
+air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were
+constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came
+occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had
+assembled to see the termination of Cytherea’s existence as a single
+woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they
+could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like
+a statue than Cytherea Graye.
+
+Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in
+a man’s idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are
+there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of
+nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in
+regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of
+the thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time
+upon the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there
+is no fetichism in his idea of them--they are still only a covering
+he uses for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart
+almost indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her
+heart had nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of
+those sorry trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves.
+
+The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon
+written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary
+here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the
+church the light from the candles streamed from the small open door,
+and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side,
+dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul’s peace
+of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through the open-work of this screen
+could now be seen illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures
+of cross-legged knights, damp and green with age, and above them a
+huge classic monument, also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily
+sculptured in cadaverous marble.
+
+Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, or
+his spirit.
+
+The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the
+screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him
+forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in
+that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad beyond all description. His
+eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly paleness,
+his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get no
+breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own
+control.
+
+Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart
+of a year’s silence--a year and a half’s separation--was undone in
+an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere
+sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest
+of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that even to herself
+it seemed more like a new creation than a revival.
+
+Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was!
+
+It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a
+maiden’s heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her
+despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when
+owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If
+he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable
+because deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea’s
+case now.
+
+First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which
+presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of
+the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words,
+‘He’s dying--dying! O God, save us!’ She began to sink down, and would
+have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her
+vinaigrette.
+
+‘What did she say?’ inquired Manston.
+
+Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was
+far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not
+faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage
+of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen.
+He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable
+intrusion.
+
+But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone,
+nobody could tell how or whither.
+
+4. AFTERNOON
+
+It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place
+in Cytherea’s idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled.
+
+The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an
+opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her
+on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and
+unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed
+him. He spoke to her severely and sadly.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But
+remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman
+enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don’t
+think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had
+no business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea,
+and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very vexed.’
+
+‘Say ashamed of me at once,’ she bitterly answered.
+
+‘I am ashamed of you,’ he retorted angrily; ‘the mood has not left you
+yet, then?’
+
+‘Owen,’ she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of
+sensations too deep for tears. ‘No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will
+be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last
+night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love
+Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me
+a wanton for it, don’t you? I don’t care; I have gone beyond caring for
+anything!’ She looked stonily into his face and made the speech calmly.
+
+‘Well, poor Cytherea, don’t talk like that!’ he said, alarmed at her
+manner.
+
+‘I thought that I did not love him at all,’ she went on hysterically. ‘A
+year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his
+garden without thinking of him--look at his seat in church and not care.
+But I saw him this morning--dying because he loves me so--I know it is
+that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and
+I don’t care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know
+we have. O, if I could only die!’
+
+He held her in his arms. ‘Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,’ he
+said, ‘and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such
+impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you.
+It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell
+upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.’ His voice grew husky as
+he made the reply.
+
+The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had
+seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her
+name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist.
+
+‘I won’t give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,’ she
+said.
+
+‘Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you
+should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and
+try to love your husband.’
+
+‘Yes--my duty to society,’ she murmured. ‘But ah, Owen, it is difficult
+to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! Though
+it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for the
+indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, and
+duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can be
+said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of
+mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in
+this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far
+in time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other’s accent, or some
+other’s song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back
+to what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed
+me so soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to
+me, and think, “Poor girl!” believing they do great justice to my
+memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my single
+opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are
+regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily
+held in those two words of pity, “Poor girl!” was a whole life to me;
+as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads,
+smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to
+them their world, and they in that life of mine, however much I cared
+for them, only as the thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter
+into another’s nature truly, that’s what is so grievous.’
+
+‘Well, it cannot be helped,’ said Owen.
+
+‘But we must not stay here,’ she continued, starting up and going. ‘We
+shall be missed. I’ll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.’
+
+It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads,
+the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest
+hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to
+Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the
+evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to
+Paris--a place Cytherea had never visited--for their wedding tour.
+
+The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless
+that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took
+little part in the day’s proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively
+conscious of all their movements, put down her charge’s agitation for
+once as the natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was
+as indulgent as could be wished.
+
+At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it,
+she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden,
+having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to
+take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected
+there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not
+a soul was in or around the place. The gardener was making merry on
+Manston’s and her account.
+
+The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it
+exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The
+gardener thought ‘How happy they are!’ and the thought made him happier
+than they.
+
+Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning
+indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last
+of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood
+still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the
+straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no
+part of which was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river
+at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without.
+
+A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the
+river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the
+presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it
+might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why
+should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out
+of her sight for ever?
+
+She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the
+river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably
+depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream,
+which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any
+passer on the other side.
+
+She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow
+herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if it
+had been Edward.
+
+But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected
+in the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way
+that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted
+their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form
+was that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she
+could not definitely characterize him.
+
+He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it
+Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say
+one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very
+slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely
+hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she
+suddenly asked herself a question: ‘Can it be possible that he sees my
+reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!’
+
+He was looking at her in the water.
+
+She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged
+from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was
+Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no
+more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves.
+
+‘Cytherea!’
+
+‘Mr. Springrove,’ she returned, in a low voice, across the stream.
+
+He was the first to speak again.
+
+‘Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite
+as strangers to each other.’
+
+‘No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.’ She
+spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand.
+
+‘Not one common word of explanation?’ he implored. ‘Don’t think I am bad
+enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.’
+
+Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed--and
+dreaded--to hear his explanation!
+
+‘What is it?’ she said desperately.
+
+‘It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to
+distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before
+you were--married.’
+
+He stepped closer, and went on, ‘You know what has taken place? Surely
+you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.’
+
+‘Married--and not to you?’ Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper.
+
+‘Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted
+me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting
+me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own
+relations. But that’s nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if....
+But I was too late.’
+
+‘But, Edward, what’s that, what’s that!’ she cried, in an agony of
+reproach. ‘Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me
+that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!’
+
+‘Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how could
+you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?’
+
+‘O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till
+lately.... I try to love him now.’
+
+‘But that can’t be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to
+hear no more of me--proved it to me!’ said Edward.
+
+‘Never! she couldn’t.’
+
+‘She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you wrote
+to Mr. Manston.’
+
+‘A love-letter I wrote?’
+
+‘Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you
+were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of
+realities.’
+
+The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this
+distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there
+followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery
+of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss
+Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea,
+under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her
+position was irretrievable.
+
+Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning
+half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been
+sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the
+bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this
+agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more misery to the
+future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she
+should never know.
+
+‘I was indifferent to my own future,’ Edward said, ‘and was urged to
+promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss
+Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on
+account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care
+about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised
+by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin’s marriage. He
+said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day--that
+is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought
+you loved me still. It was enough for me--I came down by the earliest
+morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I
+thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that
+you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I
+reached the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate
+leading to the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and
+saw you come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you.
+I was compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live
+content--or die content!’
+
+‘I am to blame, Edward, I am,’ she said mournfully; ‘I was taught to
+dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually
+reiterated in my ears till I believed it--
+
+ ‘“The world and its ways have a certain worth,
+ And to press a point where these oppose
+ Were a simple policy.”
+
+‘But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act
+is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread
+upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly
+represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place
+which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot
+for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful and harassing!... But
+that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by
+my miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned
+me! You were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was
+invariably kind. Well, the deed is done--I must abide by it. I shall
+never let him know that I do not love him--never. If things had only
+remained as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and
+married another woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not
+know the truth as I know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be
+brave, Edward, and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They
+will not be long. O, I hope they will not be long!... Now, good-bye,
+good-bye!’
+
+‘I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,’ said Springrove,
+in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear.
+
+They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating
+over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow,
+the stream was deep, and there was no bridge.
+
+‘Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.’
+
+She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards
+his, but not into them. The river was too wide.
+
+‘Never mind,’ said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, ‘I must be
+going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!’
+
+‘I must touch you, I must press your hand,’ he said.
+
+They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was
+a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the
+other’s pulse throbbing beside its own.
+
+‘My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!’
+
+She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and
+ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between them.
+The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows
+gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never been
+disturbed.
+
+Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart
+was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed
+there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she
+will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony
+of such refined and special torture that it is indescribable by men’s
+words, she moves among her acquaintances much as before, and contrives
+so to cast her actions in the old moulds that she is only considered to
+be rather duller than usual.
+
+5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in
+his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood
+upon his crutches whilst the train was starting.
+
+When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they
+saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was
+pale, and apparently very ill.
+
+‘Look at that poor sick man,’ said Cytherea compassionately, ‘surely he
+ought not to be here.’
+
+‘He’s been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,’ another porter
+answered. ‘He do hardly hear when he’s spoken to, and d’ seem giddy, or
+as if something was on his mind. He’s been like it for this month past,
+but nothing so bad as he is to-day.’
+
+‘Poor thing.’
+
+She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most
+deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him
+money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever
+he wanted.
+
+The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent
+thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were
+unknown to her that she wept all the while.
+
+Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the
+lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on
+the marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking
+up his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads
+with no object in view save that of getting rid of time.
+
+The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from
+the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter
+from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and
+lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when
+he turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to
+himself--
+
+‘If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called
+presentiments--and I don’t believe there is--there will be in mine
+to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!’
+
+At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and
+shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen’s
+view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other
+by reason of Owen’s visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer
+inquired how Owen’s foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so
+nimble again.
+
+‘How is your son?’ said Owen mechanically.
+
+‘He is at home, sitting by the fire,’ said the farmer, in a sad voice.
+‘This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits
+and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I
+can’t help feeling for him.’
+
+‘Is he married?’ said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the
+interview in the garden.
+
+‘No. I can’t quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too,
+who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a
+careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know what
+it is mainly owing to. If it hadn’t been for that heart affair, he might
+have done--but the less said about him the better. I don’t know what we
+should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the conditions of
+the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in making
+it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.’ He ceased
+speaking, and looked round at the sky.
+
+‘Have you heard o’ what’s happened?’ he said suddenly; ‘I was just
+coming out to learn about it.’
+
+‘I haven’t heard of anything.’
+
+‘It is something very serious, though I don’t know what. All I know is
+what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns somebody
+who lives in the parish.’
+
+It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in
+adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a
+thought crossed Owen’s mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned
+might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire
+was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than
+his own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever
+afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next
+half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not
+refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after
+hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a
+way. ‘How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye
+of a foreseeing God,’ he frequently said in after-time. ‘Columbus on the
+eve of his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.’
+
+After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and,
+as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the
+village.
+
+The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which
+opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in
+a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their
+respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at
+one another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the
+village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round
+to the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went
+hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their
+wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed
+uncertain how to act in some matter.
+
+‘If they want me, surely they will call me,’ he thought, wondering
+more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the
+subject of their discourse.
+
+The first who approached him was a boy.
+
+‘What has occurred?’ said Owen.
+
+‘O, a man ha’ got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa’son.’
+
+‘Is that all?’
+
+‘Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he’s almost out of his
+mind wi’ wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.’
+
+‘Who is he?’ said Owen.
+
+‘Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be
+night-porter.’
+
+‘Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to come
+to the Old House for something, but he hasn’t been. But has anything
+else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?’
+
+‘No, sir.’
+
+Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between
+himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea’s
+friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in
+a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the solution.
+The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the
+gate.
+
+Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking
+over one of his father’s fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four
+cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the
+gate of the field.
+
+The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and
+jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. ‘This is
+a pretty set-to in your place, sir,’ he said. ‘You don’t know about it,
+I suppose?’
+
+‘What?’ said Springrove.
+
+The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a
+confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a
+clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away.
+
+Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, ‘Bring
+her home!’
+
+The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably
+did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman
+he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make
+perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by
+telling it him with his own lips.
+
+Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of
+the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw
+had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted
+by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid
+motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the
+customary effort of running,
+
+But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the
+shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen’s, was through
+the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of Edward
+rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three
+hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows.
+
+The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing
+subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards
+the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking.
+
+Owen approached him and said--
+
+‘A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I
+suppose?’
+
+‘Not he--he’s sensible enough,’ said the dairyman, and paused. He was a
+man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with strangers.
+
+‘Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?’
+
+‘That’s the man, sir.’ The maids and men sitting under the cows were all
+attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly
+directing the jets against the sides of the pail.
+
+Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything
+of the nature of ridicule. ‘The people all seem to look at me, as if
+something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is
+it?’
+
+‘Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing
+concerns you.’
+
+‘What strange thing?’
+
+‘Don’t you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.’
+
+‘What did he confess? Tell me.’
+
+‘If you really ha’n’t heard, ‘tis this. He was as usual on duty at the
+station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn’t ha’
+known it.’
+
+‘Known what? For God’s sake tell, man!’
+
+But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the
+east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously.
+
+The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the
+barton.
+
+Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: ‘Your
+sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it
+comes out I don’t know!’
+
+‘O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!’ said the rector
+breathlessly. ‘I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss
+Aldclyffe’s looking for you--something very extraordinary.’ He beckoned
+to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three
+stepped aside together.
+
+‘A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a
+strange state all day, but he wouldn’t go home. Your sister was kind
+to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he
+went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way,
+as if he were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at
+last. Then he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something
+on his mind, he said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last
+November twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the
+porter’s room, almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to
+open the door. He went out and found the person to be the lady he had
+accompanied to Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She
+asked, when would be another train to London? The first the next
+morning, he told her, was at a quarter-past six o’clock from Budmouth,
+but that it was express, and didn’t stop at Carriford Road--it didn’t
+stop till it got to Anglebury. “How far is it to Anglebury?” she said.
+He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short
+time she ran back and took out her purse. “Don’t on any account say
+a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, or a single
+breath about me--I’m ashamed ever to have come.” He promised; she took
+out two sovereigns. “Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room,” she
+said, “and I’ll pay you these.” He got the book, took an oath upon it,
+received the money, and she left him. He was off duty at half-past
+five. He has kept silence all through the intervening time till now, but
+lately the knowledge he possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience
+and weak mind. Yet the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared
+to tell. The actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your
+sister’s kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart.
+He thought he had ruined her.’
+
+‘But whatever can be done? Why didn’t he speak sooner?’ cried Owen.
+
+‘He actually called at my house twice yesterday,’ the rector continued,
+‘resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times--he
+left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was
+defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last
+night--started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock--and then went
+home again.’
+
+‘Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,’ said Owen
+bitterly. ‘The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the criminality
+of the thing!’
+
+‘Ah, that’s the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put
+to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have
+escaped than have been burnt--’
+
+‘You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it
+all means?’ Edward interrupted.
+
+‘Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless
+he’s her husband,’ said Owen. ‘I shall go and separate them.’
+
+‘Certainly you will,’ said the rector.
+
+‘Where’s the man?’
+
+‘In his cottage.’
+
+‘’Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake
+them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and
+certain proofs of his first wife’s death. An up-train passes soon, I
+think.’
+
+‘Where have they gone?’ said Edward.
+
+‘To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow
+morning.’
+
+‘Where in Southampton?’
+
+‘I really don’t know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. But I
+shall find them by making a few inquiries.’
+
+The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now
+opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to
+gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local newspaper.
+
+‘The afternoon express is just gone,’ he said, holding open the page,
+‘and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o’clock.
+Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr.
+Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter’s cottage, where
+I will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get
+him to sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering
+between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere
+hearsay story.’
+
+The suggestion seemed a good one. ‘Yes, there will be time before the
+train starts,’ said Owen.
+
+Edward had been musing restlessly.
+
+‘Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?’
+he said suddenly to Graye.
+
+‘I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,’
+returned Owen coldly. ‘Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much
+better see him myself.’
+
+‘There is no doubt,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘that the death of his wife was
+fully believed in by himself.’
+
+‘None whatever,’ said Owen; ‘and the news must be broken to him, and the
+question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for
+Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.’ He still spoke rather
+coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward
+was not a pleasant one to him.
+
+‘You will never find them,’ said Edward. ‘You have never been to
+Southampton, and I know every house there.’
+
+‘That makes little difference,’ said the rector; ‘he will have a cab.
+Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.’
+
+‘Stay; I’ll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the
+terminus,’ said Owen; ‘that is, if their train has not already arrived.’
+
+Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. ‘The two-thirty train
+reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,’ he said.
+
+It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector
+suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to ‘all the
+respectable hotels in Southampton,’ on the chance of its finding them,
+and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the
+place.
+
+‘I’ll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,’ said Edward--an
+offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the
+direction of the porter’s cottage.
+
+Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road
+towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen’s proceedings
+were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of
+Manston’s good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any
+arrangement which should clear up the mystery. ‘But,’ thought Edward,
+‘suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it--that
+Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced
+fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story
+or another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea?
+And then the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their
+futures irremediably.’
+
+However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form
+of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to
+the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen’s arrival, as he valued his
+reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward
+guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected
+with the search would be paid.
+
+No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within
+him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the
+time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a
+forewarning which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally.
+
+Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of
+raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by
+a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into
+the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It
+was certainly a passenger train.
+
+Yet the booking-office window was closed.
+
+‘Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up
+the line. The incline again?’ The voice was the stationmaster’s, and the
+reply seemed to come from the guard.
+
+‘Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a
+perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to
+bring them through the cutting at twice.’
+
+‘Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?’ the voice continued. The
+few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this
+time, had taken their places at once.
+
+A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward’s mind; then a wish
+overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was that
+Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that
+his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might
+possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this very train
+that was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words
+of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be
+with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent
+confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary
+riddle, and the release of Cytherea!
+
+The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at
+which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle,
+Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved
+along, and he was soon out of sight.
+
+Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across
+the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be called the
+initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to cherish; when the
+woman is shifted in a man’s mind from the region of mere admiration to
+the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she
+changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one
+that said ‘She’ before, says ‘We’ now. Eyes that were to be subdued
+become eyes to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism
+becomes a brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to
+be tested in the dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the
+once-criticized accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a
+special pleader.
+
+6. FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward
+remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority whatever to
+question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband
+and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed
+confession from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed
+confession--perhaps not worth anything legally--but it would be held by
+Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea’s natural guardian, could separate them
+on the mere ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be
+called the hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as
+firmly convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man’s story,
+and paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train
+wound through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning
+coppices, as resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with
+the crime during the critical interval between the reception of the
+telegram and the hour at which Owen’s train would arrive--trusting to
+circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up
+his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise.
+
+At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the
+station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing Owen
+could possibly arrive.
+
+Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his
+investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town.
+
+At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and
+inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always
+receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering to that
+description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called,
+asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly.
+
+He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might
+possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he
+hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries
+among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and
+weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he
+went, which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several
+houses in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered
+the door of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was
+striking eight.
+
+‘Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this
+evening?’ he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from
+very familiarity.
+
+‘A new-married couple, did you say?’
+
+‘They are, though I didn’t say so.’
+
+‘They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.’
+
+‘Are they indoors?’
+
+‘I don’t know. Eliza!’
+
+‘Yes, m’m.’
+
+‘See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.’
+
+‘Yes, m’m.’
+
+‘Has any telegram come for them?’ said Edward, when the maid had gone on
+her errand.
+
+‘No--nothing that I know of.’
+
+‘Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such
+name, were here this evening,’ said another voice from the back of the
+bar-parlour.
+
+‘And did they get the message?’
+
+‘Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn’t come till
+half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message. I
+told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had
+been asked for, but they didn’t seem to understand why it should be, and
+so the matter dropped.’
+
+The chambermaid came back. ‘The gentleman is not in, but the lady is.
+Who shall I say?’
+
+‘Nobody,’ said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his
+method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts--apart
+from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him flatly
+for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the
+presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the steward’s
+palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came.
+But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of
+affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the
+house alone.
+
+He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston’s
+absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see
+him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at
+any moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the
+accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful
+course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was
+not married. If the first wife were really dead after all--and he
+felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward’s wife might in
+after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity and cruelty on
+account of an old lover’s interference now.
+
+Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for
+her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired.
+
+But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite
+deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of
+the attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing
+between him and Cytherea’s presence. Reason was powerless now; he must
+see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston--offensive to her
+brother or no. His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to
+her. Who loved her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the
+stairs, two at a time, and followed the corridor till he came to the
+door numbered thirteen.
+
+He knocked softly: nobody answered.
+
+There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston
+came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the
+table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief
+light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a
+sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders--still as precious to him
+as ever.
+
+7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the soul
+of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly and
+expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems
+more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea’s expression now.
+What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her
+reverie had caused her not to notice his knock.
+
+‘Cytherea!’ he said softly.
+
+She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her
+visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice.
+
+There was no preface on Springrove’s tongue; he forgot his
+position--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other
+proofs of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion.
+
+‘You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!’ he
+cried in an agitated whisper. ‘Owen will be here directly.’
+
+She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them
+afterwards. ‘Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?’ She
+awoke by degrees. ‘What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you come?
+Where is Owen?’
+
+‘What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife?
+Tell me quick.’
+
+‘Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother Owen?
+I want him, I want him!’
+
+‘He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,’ implored
+Springrove. ‘If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am
+nobody,’ he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly
+shadowed forth.
+
+‘Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,’ she
+said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly
+looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the
+act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry.
+
+‘No, I’ll not go out with you,’ she said, flinging the articles
+down again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and
+downstairs.
+
+‘Give me a private room--quite private,’ she said breathlessly to some
+one below.
+
+‘Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,’ said some
+tongue in astonishment.
+
+Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried
+upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room
+specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out--
+
+‘Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!’
+
+‘He will be here directly,’ said Springrove, close against the panel,
+and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough.
+
+He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the
+railway-station.
+
+As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to
+think. She listened till the echo of Edward’s footsteps had died away,
+then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape
+from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily,
+which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during
+the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position
+than she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that
+single fact which had been told her--that the first Mrs. Manston was
+still living--till her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with
+excess of throbbing. It was only natural that she should, by degrees,
+be unable to separate the discovery, which was matter of fact, from the
+suspicion of treachery on her husband’s part, which was only matter of
+inference. And thus there arose in her a personal fear of him.
+
+‘Suppose he should come in now and seize me!’ This at first mere
+frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his
+presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to
+a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for being vented
+in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet Manston’s eye alone, she
+would only see him in her brother’s company.
+
+Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent
+all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word
+being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was.
+
+8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came
+to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it
+a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself,
+whose curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no
+bounds. The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea
+kept the door locked. ‘Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am
+ill,’ she said from the inside, ‘and that I cannot see him.’
+
+‘Certainly I will, madam,’ said the landlady. ‘Won’t you have a fire?’
+
+‘No, thank you.’
+
+‘Nor a light?’
+
+‘I don’t want one, thank you.’
+
+‘Nor anything?’
+
+‘Nothing.’
+
+The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane.
+
+Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the
+sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round,
+rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to
+be seen.
+
+‘She is in number twelve room,’ added the maid.
+
+Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. ‘Cytherea!’
+
+‘I am unwell, I cannot see you,’ she said.
+
+‘Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.’
+
+‘No, not seriously.’
+
+‘Let me come in; I will get a doctor.’
+
+‘No, he can’t see me either.’
+
+‘She won’t open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!’ said the
+chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes.
+
+‘Hold your tongue, and be off!’ said Manston with a snap.
+
+The maid vanished.
+
+‘Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the door....
+I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a doctor
+either, unless he sees you.’
+
+Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but
+nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes,
+Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed.
+
+And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up
+and down. She thought, ‘Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he probably
+may--and will burst open the door!’ This notion increased, and she sank
+into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the
+slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that
+outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting
+to laugh her to scorn.
+
+9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform
+of the railway-station. Half-past eight o’clock--the time at which
+Owen’s train was due--had come, and passed, but no train appeared.
+
+‘When will the eight-thirty train be in?’ he asked of a man who was
+sweeping the mud from the steps.
+
+‘She is not expected yet this hour.’
+
+‘How is that?’
+
+‘Christmas-time, you see, ‘tis always so. People are running about to
+see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas
+Eve, and will be for another week yet.’
+
+Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He
+found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so
+intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of
+Cytherea’s whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the
+station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the
+streets of the town.
+
+The hour expired. Ten o’clock struck. ‘When will the train be in?’ said
+Edward to the telegraph clerk.
+
+‘In five-and-thirty minutes. She’s now at L----. They have extra
+passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.’
+
+At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in.
+
+The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually
+glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the
+outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was
+quite bewildered, and could not speak.
+
+‘Here I am, Mr. Graye,’ said Edward cheerfully. ‘I have seen Cytherea,
+and she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.’
+
+Owen took Edward’s hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such
+was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did
+he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before
+him.
+
+10. ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between
+Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting
+outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently
+overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being
+Manston’s wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in
+his proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter.
+
+Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been
+occupied by Cytherea on Edward’s visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen
+had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His
+face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the slight circumstance
+which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for.
+
+Manston could form no reason for Owen’s presence, but intuitively linked
+it with Cytherea’s seclusion. ‘Altogether this is most unseemly,’ he
+said, ‘whatever it may mean.’
+
+‘Don’t think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,’ said
+Owen earnestly; ‘but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise
+than come.’
+
+He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily
+written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston’s
+face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and
+mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could
+be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not
+overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible
+expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified
+amazement in the steward’s mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up
+and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the belief he had held
+throughout, in antagonism to Edward’s suspicions.
+
+There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs.
+Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have
+feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was
+quite futile to conjecture.
+
+‘Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole
+matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,’ said Owen when he
+had finished reading. ‘But is it not best for both that Cytherea should
+come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the
+circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.’
+
+Whatever Manston’s original feelings had been, all in him now gave way
+to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room
+till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones--
+
+‘Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a gratuitous
+unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should you, or
+anybody, have doubted me?’
+
+‘Well, where is my sister?’ said Owen.
+
+‘Locked in the next room.’
+
+His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable
+means, have had an inkling of the event.
+
+Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea’s room.
+
+‘Cytherea, darling--‘tis Owen,’ he said, outside the door. A rustling
+of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, ‘Is it
+really you, Owen,--is it really?’
+
+‘It is.’
+
+‘O, will you take care of me?’
+
+‘Always.’
+
+She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from
+the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door.
+
+Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the
+darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to
+Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a
+lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and
+shivered.
+
+The sight of her again kindled all Manston’s passions into activity.
+‘She shall not go with you,’ he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two
+closer, ‘unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can’t do it!’
+
+‘This is proof,’ said Owen, holding up the paper.
+
+‘No proof at all,’ said Manston hotly. ‘’Tis not a death-bed confession,
+and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.’
+
+‘Send for a lawyer,’ Owen returned, ‘and let him tell us the proper
+course to adopt.’
+
+‘Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!’ cried Cytherea, still holding
+on to him. ‘You will let me go with him, won’t you, sir?’ she said,
+turning appealingly to Manston.
+
+‘We’ll have it all right and square,’ said Manston, with more quietness.
+‘I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants
+to.’
+
+It was getting on for twelve o’clock, but the proprietor of the hotel
+had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor,
+which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked
+over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye
+that the wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent
+into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on,
+in order to acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the
+episode of the evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called
+the landlord up to where they stood, and told him the main facts of the
+story.
+
+The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative
+smoker.
+
+‘I know the very man you want to see--the very man,’ he said, looking
+at the general features of the candle-flame. ‘Sharp as a needle, and not
+over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time--trust Timms for
+that.’
+
+‘He’s in bed by this time for certain,’ said Owen.
+
+‘Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He’ll oblige me as a
+personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he’s up at some party or
+another--he’s a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind you,
+sharp as a needle, too.’
+
+He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three
+persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless,
+awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the
+long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man
+could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them
+seemed unendurable to her--she could never last out the time. Owen was
+annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once; Manston
+at Owen’s homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if
+he would be a touchstone of infallible proof.
+
+Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few
+moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend.
+‘Mr. Timms has not been in bed,’ he said; ‘he had just returned from
+dining with a few friends, so there’s no trouble given. To save time I
+explained the matter as we came along.’
+
+It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty
+exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner
+with a few friends.
+
+‘As far as I can see,’ said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision
+inward by main force, ‘it is quite a matter for private arrangement
+between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least at present. I
+speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young
+lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame’s way, until
+the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence
+prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you,
+her husband, you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.’
+
+‘Yes, yes,’ said Manston, who had completely recovered his
+self-possession and common-sense; ‘let it all be settled by herself.’
+Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the
+words--
+
+‘Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here
+miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.’
+
+‘I’ll go back with Owen.’
+
+‘Very well.’ He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: ‘And
+remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as
+you are yourself. Do you believe me?’
+
+‘I do,’ she said.
+
+‘I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don’t think
+she does even now. Do you believe me?’
+
+‘I believe you,’ she said.
+
+‘And now, good-evening,’ he continued, opening the door and politely
+intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further
+necessity for their remaining in his room. ‘In three days I shall claim
+her.’
+
+The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as
+much of his sister’s clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his
+arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had
+been left standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly
+forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had
+occasioned them, looked to the packing, and went to the door.
+
+A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the
+house, was called up, and Cytherea’s luggage put upon it.
+
+‘Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night
+arrivals?’ Owen inquired of the driver.
+
+‘A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and the
+gentleman wished me to give you this.’
+
+‘Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,’ said Owen to
+himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly
+traced in pencil:--
+
+‘I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that
+I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having
+caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it cannot be
+helped now. E.S.’
+
+Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive
+on.
+
+‘Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,’ he said to
+Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her.
+
+A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them.
+They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling
+coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who
+was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had
+forgotten herself, and her position for the instant.
+
+Was she still Manston’s wife--that was the terrible supposition, and
+her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the
+late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have
+been only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow.
+
+Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would
+ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the
+reflection; Edward knew the truth.
+
+They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them
+by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed
+themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train
+the next day.
+
+At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on
+the wheels of the night-mail.
+
+
+
+
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY
+
+Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry.
+
+This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to
+raise in Cytherea’s bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The
+instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the
+hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her
+presence for a week than her respect for ever.
+
+‘She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,’ he insisted. And
+then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which,
+to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event,
+appeared the least likely of possible contingencies.
+
+He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on
+Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing
+would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done
+openly--even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and stated
+this to be his resolve.
+
+‘Certainly,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘it is best to proceed candidly and
+fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion,
+take active steps at once.’
+
+‘I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and
+silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what
+can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry
+is not to be found--I mean the porter.’
+
+‘I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last
+night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where
+he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not
+there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has
+not come back yet.’
+
+‘I rather doubt if we shall see him again.’
+
+‘Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not
+think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for
+your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the
+meantime?’
+
+‘Advertise. I’ll think about it,’ said Manston, lingering on the word as
+he pronounced it. ‘Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a right thing.’
+
+He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the
+next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he
+went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which
+resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory.
+
+He saw Mr. Raunham. ‘Have you done anything yet?’ the rector inquired.
+
+‘No--I have not,’ said Manston absently. ‘But I am going to set about
+it.’ He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to
+betray. ‘My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings
+from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were
+interested in.’
+
+There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston’s tone now, and the
+rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied.
+
+‘I have not heard directly from her,’ he said gently. ‘But her brother
+has communicated with some people in the parish--’
+
+‘The Springroves, I suppose,’ said Manston gloomily.
+
+‘Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say,
+likely to be for some days.’
+
+‘Surely, surely, I must go and see her!’ Manston cried.
+
+‘I would advise you not to go,’ said Raunham. ‘But do this instead--be
+as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth
+as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step
+place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself
+for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are
+socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which
+is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.’
+
+The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same
+indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of conscious
+perplexity.
+
+On Manston’s return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the
+door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar,
+and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he
+entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the
+front room where Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened
+off from the remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part
+of the screen, he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed
+his footsteps, and continued their discourse.
+
+One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man
+who had met him with tidings of his wife’s death on the evening of the
+conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same
+mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and
+confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being
+an unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the
+fire.
+
+What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to
+forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was
+strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the
+house again without being seen or heard.
+
+Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off
+under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire,
+and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by
+unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did
+not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew
+cold; still he thought on.
+
+It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time,
+had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental absorption--shown
+nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss
+Aldclyffe.
+
+It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a
+determination.
+
+The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House;
+where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him.
+She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the
+confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the
+denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his
+departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the
+reason of his journey thither--to recover traces of his missing wife.
+
+During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and
+other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case.
+The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature
+which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including
+Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true,
+it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys
+behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore
+she would not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure
+were put upon her. The writers added that the police were on the track
+of the porter, who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his
+reticence was criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with
+praiseworthy energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up.
+
+2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY
+
+Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London
+and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the
+rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had
+made at his wife’s old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of
+results.
+
+But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that
+he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to
+fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing
+woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully
+considered and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart,
+or at least the understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own
+nature left in her.
+
+There was no answer.
+
+Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as
+before.
+
+‘I cannot try any further,’ said Manston speciously to the rector, his
+sole auditor throughout the proceedings. ‘Mr. Raunham, I’ll tell you the
+truth plainly: I don’t love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of
+this business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against
+me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.’
+
+‘But you will do your duty at least?’ said Mr. Raunham.
+
+‘I have done it,’ said Manston. ‘If ever a man on the face of this earth
+has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her--living or
+dead--at least,’ he added, correcting himself, ‘since I have lived at
+Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own that, as I have owned
+it before.’
+
+‘I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her
+if advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,’ said the rector
+emphatically. ‘But at any rate, try advertising once more. There’s a
+satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.’
+
+When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire
+for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went
+to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by
+dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then
+dipping it again, he took the following note of events:--
+
+
+‘January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the
+subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending
+the three interviews:--
+
+‘The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to
+do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he
+was convinced he should never see her again.
+
+‘The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first
+wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea’s welfare.
+
+‘The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all
+consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is
+strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston’s
+fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to
+advise him to _advertise again_ for her.’
+
+
+A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A
+paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last time
+the announcement would appear.
+
+3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY
+
+At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston,
+directed in a woman’s hand.
+
+A bachelor friend of the steward’s, Mr. Dickson by name, who was
+somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an endless
+string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding
+day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise
+to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore
+almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at
+breakfast with his host when the important missive arrived.
+
+Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the
+name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as
+follows:--
+
+
+‘“MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness.
+
+‘“During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred
+times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now,
+namely, that I am alive and in perfect health.
+
+‘“I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence
+has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why else
+should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will
+be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?--rather
+the reverse, indeed.
+
+‘“You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which we
+can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must
+be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily
+and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. You will do the
+same, as your actions show.
+
+‘“There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts
+relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the
+heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch
+me, more grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your
+absence from home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate
+sense of wrong done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and
+hoped for you till the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found
+that you did not come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I
+had half undressed, but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch
+(and I suppose dropping my keys, though I am not sure where) in my
+hurry, and slipped out of the house. The--“’
+
+
+‘Well, that’s a rum story,’ said Mr. Dickson, interrupting.
+
+‘What’s a rum story?’ said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face.
+
+‘Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.’
+
+‘I don’t see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do
+such a thing.’
+
+‘Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such
+immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman
+in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so
+forgetful.’
+
+‘All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to
+assume that she was not in her senses, for that’s what she did plainly,
+or how could the things have been found there? Besides, she’s truthful
+enough.’ He spoke eagerly and peremptorily.
+
+‘Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.’
+
+‘O yes.’ Manston read on:--
+
+
+’”--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up
+brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike
+me; I did not consider that it might be thatched.
+
+‘“I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come
+in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the
+fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still
+determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station,
+which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there
+concerning the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the
+effect the fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not
+in any detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of
+the village to my former abode, might set people on my track should
+they doubt my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again
+to Knapwater--a place which had seemed inimical to me from first to
+last--prompted me to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then
+walked on to Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till
+the morning train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then
+took these lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by
+needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to
+America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that
+is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am
+happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful
+wife, EUNICE.
+
+‘“My name here is (as before)
+
+ ‘“MRS. RONDLEY, and my address,
+ 79 ADDINGTON STREET,
+ LAMBETH.’”
+
+
+The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper.
+
+‘So it’s to be all right at last then,’ said Manston’s friend. ‘But
+after all there’s another woman in the case. You don’t seem very
+sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of
+affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.’ The speaker was looking
+out between the mullions of the window--noticing that some of the
+lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he said the words,
+otherwise he would have seen the passionate expression of agonized
+hopelessness that flitted across the steward’s countenance when the
+remark was made. He did not see it, and Manston answered after a short
+interval. The way in which he spoke of the young girl who had believed
+herself his wife, whom, a few short days ago, he had openly idolized,
+and whom, in his secret heart, he idolized still, as far as such a
+form of love was compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or
+otherwise, he meant to act up to the requirements of the position into
+which fate appeared determined to drive him.
+
+‘That’s neither here nor there,’ he said; ‘it is a point of honour to do
+as I am doing, and there’s an end of it.’
+
+‘Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first
+bargain.’
+
+‘I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of
+wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to
+be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered.
+You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another
+bride--in fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead
+of having only done so virtually.’
+
+‘You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?’
+
+‘Cui bono?’ The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his
+intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips.
+
+‘I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,’ he resumed. ‘It
+would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. The
+best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course--she’ll find
+it all out soon enough.’
+
+Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in
+his hands, and murmured, ‘O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should
+come to this is hard for me! ‘Tis now all darkness--“a land of darkness
+as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and
+where the light is as darkness.”’
+
+Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted
+before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the
+inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud.
+
+4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY
+
+Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o’clock on a muddy, quiet,
+hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and without
+any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit
+of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence.
+
+The local Hunt had met for the day’s sport on the open space of ground
+immediately in front of the steward’s residence--called in the list of
+appointments, ‘Old House, Knapwater’--the meet being here once every
+season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends.
+
+Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with
+the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats,
+rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and
+long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston.
+
+The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned
+towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of
+conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day.
+She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed
+rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented
+exultation, subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly
+position.
+
+She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive
+woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was
+palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least
+seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double
+the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the natural good
+appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. Her form was full
+and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in strong contrast to
+the memory of Cytherea’s lissom girlishness.
+
+It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has
+courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms
+dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance
+whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly asked
+for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that moment’s
+abstinence.
+
+Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife’s countenance what
+might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman’s as she caught a
+stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants
+outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy
+and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover,
+calmly attending to his business at the other end of the manor.
+
+The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way
+a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next
+morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the
+riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its
+neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to
+Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston
+better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of
+Cytherea’s youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management.
+All felt their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford
+as in other parts of the world--immediately circumstantial evidence
+became exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final
+survey, and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for
+speculation.
+
+
+
+
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH
+
+Owen Graye’s recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so
+long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him
+in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and
+his movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the
+lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the
+forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which,
+pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some
+future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet.
+
+The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a
+month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back
+to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the
+superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly
+rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from
+Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford.
+
+‘I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,’
+he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, ‘and you shall never,
+Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady’s beck and call again as long as
+I live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it’s no
+disgrace to you. Cheer up; you’ll be somebody’s happy wife yet.’
+
+He did not say Edward Springrove’s, for, greatly to his disappointment,
+a report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed
+so much had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia.
+However, this was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston’s
+existence had been dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered
+the cloudy relationship in which Cytherea had lately been standing
+towards her old lover, to one of distinctness; which result would have
+been delightful but for circumstances about to be mentioned.
+
+Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly
+dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston’s return had reached them, she
+had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing
+forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual
+dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks
+earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet
+assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness.
+
+But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. Manston’s
+arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the imposition of pain
+in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding of Cytherea and
+Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably reaching her ears
+in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no happiness, and it
+seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again show herself the
+sparkling creature she once had been--
+
+ ‘Apt to entice a deity.’
+
+On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point
+of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the
+unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which
+they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for
+which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a
+mood that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance
+necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for
+them.
+
+They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon
+as the work commenced.
+
+Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not
+far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain
+of the original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque
+dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered
+it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and
+threes had been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting
+up the whole harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet.
+
+The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace,
+enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood
+mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker--the subjects
+mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a
+curly-tailed dog behind.
+
+After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the
+quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself
+through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to
+her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole
+remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she
+began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches--
+
+ ‘“--I said, if there’s peace to be found in the world,
+ A heart that is humble may hope for it here.”’
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MARCH
+
+Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards
+the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by,
+and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting
+down to toast and tea.
+
+A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door.
+
+The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new
+vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening
+dining with the Squire.
+
+Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it was
+because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone.
+Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs.
+
+‘What nonsense, Cytherea!’ said her brother, going to the door.
+
+Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside.
+
+‘Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!’ cried Owen.
+‘What’s the use of going to such a place as that?--I never believed that
+you would.’
+
+‘I am going back to London again to-morrow,’ said Springrove, ‘and I
+called to say a word before going. Where is... ?’
+
+‘She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your shoes--we
+are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all,
+you see.’
+
+‘Mrs. Manston came,’ said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the
+chimney-corner by preference.
+
+‘Yes.’ At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at
+once, and fell into a reverie.
+
+‘The history of her escape is very simple.’
+
+‘Very.’
+
+‘You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the
+circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could
+sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too
+late even to give shout or sound of any kind.’
+
+‘Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long
+wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds
+before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely
+burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it
+at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of
+bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying
+that if it has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it
+was in that jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity
+of twelve and not the penetration of one.’
+
+‘Is she quite well?’ said Springrove.
+
+‘Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I’ll call
+her.’
+
+‘Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.’
+
+Owen sat down again.
+
+‘You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as
+ever.... I think she loves me too,--does she really?’
+
+There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of
+matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and
+guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he
+was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect.
+
+‘Well, she may possibly love you still,’ he said, as if rather in doubt
+as to the truth of his words.
+
+Springrove’s countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple
+‘Yes,’ at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression--
+
+‘Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if
+I made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions
+attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till
+a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be
+paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under
+a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing
+his energies. I am attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my
+prospects gloomy enough at present.
+
+‘But consider again,’ he went on. ‘Cytherea has been left in a nameless
+and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and
+now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under
+the--materially--untoward conditions I have mentioned, would make us
+happy; it would give her a locus standi. If she wished to be out of
+the sound of her misfortunes we would go to another part of
+England--emigrate--do anything.’
+
+‘I’ll call Cytherea,’ said Owen. ‘It is a matter which she alone can
+settle.’ He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity
+which Edward’s visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other
+affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying
+off old debts himself.
+
+‘Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,’ he said, at the foot of the staircase.
+
+His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread,
+and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand
+to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes
+averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the
+beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went
+out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since
+the memorable night at Southampton.
+
+‘I will get a light,’ she said, with a little embarrassment.
+
+‘No--don’t, please, Cytherea,’ said Edward softly, ‘Come and sit down
+with me.’
+
+‘O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,’ she returned timidly.
+‘Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that
+side. I’ll sit here.’
+
+Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in the
+inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other, on
+benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between
+their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and
+spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the
+setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a
+long shadow towards the door.
+
+Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke
+that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen
+through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing
+is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet
+silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the patient Edward
+coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in
+vain for another word from him, they were lifted into his face.
+
+He was ready primed to receive them. ‘Cytherea, will you marry me?’ he
+said.
+
+He could not wait in his original position till the answer came.
+Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney
+corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She
+continued in silence awhile.
+
+‘Edward, I can never be anybody’s wife,’ she then said sadly, and with
+firmness.
+
+‘Think of it in every light,’ he pleaded; ‘the light of love, first.
+Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can
+only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to secure you
+from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always
+be thrust before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you
+do now--a life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside
+world it appears like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn--and
+tongues are busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.’
+
+‘I know all about it,’ she said hastily; ‘and those are the grounds of
+my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love best on
+earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be continually
+repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to
+you--that--your wife....’ She utterly broke down and wept.
+
+‘Don’t, my own darling!’ he entreated. ‘Don’t, Cytherea!’
+
+‘Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don’t press me--my
+mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under the
+present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: never!’
+
+They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness
+overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars
+of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst
+through the square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked
+down upon them from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him.
+
+‘At any rate you will love me?’ he murmured to her.
+
+‘Yes--always--for ever and for ever!’
+
+He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly
+withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained
+with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was
+not extinguished even now.
+
+He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a
+small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was
+pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him
+the result of the interview.
+
+‘You are a good fellow, Edward,’ he said; ‘but I think my sister is
+right.’
+
+‘I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,’ said Springrove.
+
+‘It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling
+prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad
+man.’
+
+Edward could keep the secret of Manston’s coercion of Miss Aldclyffe
+in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole
+story.
+
+‘That’s one thing,’ he continued, ‘but not all. What do you think of
+this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a
+letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in
+the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed in his wife’s
+handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after the marriage with
+Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a
+farce, there is a strong presumption that the rest of the piece was.’
+
+Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his
+eyes upon his companion.
+
+‘Collusion!’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘With his first wife?’
+
+‘Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.’
+
+‘What did you discover?’
+
+‘That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the
+day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.’
+
+Graye was lost in a long consideration. ‘Ah!’ he said, ‘it would be
+difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be
+sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.’
+
+‘I have other suspicions--’
+
+‘Yes--as you said’ interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able to
+form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position.
+‘Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been taken from him
+before that letter came--and his knowledge of his wife’s existence
+could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have sworn he
+believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.’
+
+‘Well, I have other suspicions,’ repeated Edward; ‘and if I only had
+the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of
+bigamy yet.’
+
+‘The reproof was not needed,’ said Owen, with a little bitterness. ‘What
+can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston has Miss
+Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what lies
+between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired--if
+it is true--I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one--a
+thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.’
+
+3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH
+
+Edward’s disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye’s thoughts
+into an entirely new and uncommon channel.
+
+On the Monday after Springrove’s visit, Owen had walked to the top of
+a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no name,
+beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity
+of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a
+weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys--seeing
+only Manston’s imagined form.
+
+Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question
+which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew,
+dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute,
+and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting
+for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had
+hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in
+allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head
+for no fault at all?
+
+Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have
+contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the
+return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his
+new toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such
+circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all
+suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his own
+direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a supposition.
+It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble and unprotected
+station of a lady’s hired companion, his sister’s beauty might scarcely
+have been sufficient to induce a selfish man like Manston to make her
+his wife, unless he had foreseen the possibility of getting rid of her
+again.
+
+‘But for that stratagem of Manston’s in relation to the Springroves,’
+Owen thought, ‘Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward.
+True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward’s
+suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is strong.’
+
+He went indoors and questioned Cytherea.
+
+‘On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?’
+he asked.
+
+‘I don’t know who started the report.’
+
+‘Was it Manston?’
+
+‘It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he
+came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did not
+escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the fact
+that she might have left before--of course that would have seemed such
+an improbable thing for anybody to do.’
+
+‘Yes, until the porter’s story of her irritation and doubt as to her
+course made it natural.’
+
+‘What settled the matter at the inquest,’ said Cytherea, ‘was Mr.
+Manston’s evidence that the watch was his wife’s.’
+
+‘He was sure of that, wasn’t he?’
+
+‘I believe he said he was certain of it.’
+
+‘It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they say
+it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the whole, he
+might have believed in her death.’
+
+‘I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after,
+he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before
+the porter’s confession he knew something about her--though not that she
+lived.’
+
+‘Why do you?’
+
+‘From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had
+fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward’s visit. He must
+have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a
+passion of uneasy doubt. He said, “You don’t suppose my first wife is
+come to light again, madam, surely?” Directly he had let the remark slip
+out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.’
+
+‘That’s odd,’ said Owen.
+
+‘I thought it very odd.’
+
+‘Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by
+accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover
+remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression of her death
+_before_ he married you. I can’t help thinking he did, although he was
+so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.’
+
+‘It was perhaps only a short time before,’ said Cytherea; ‘when he could
+hardly recede from having me.’
+
+‘Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. ‘Tis unfair to
+yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a
+bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That’s what we
+must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?’
+
+‘It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and
+how can you do that?’
+
+‘I can’t at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether wish
+to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, that means.
+Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is with us, and till
+we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer. Perhaps by the
+time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only thing we lose
+in working alone in this way, is time--not the issue: for the fruit that
+one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole
+than that of twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of
+the single one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only
+hired. But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman,
+Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a sure
+footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the case.’
+
+‘I don’t much care to press on in the matter,’ she murmured. ‘What good
+can it do us, Owen, after all?’
+
+‘Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of your
+journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die.
+Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it’s an act of justice to you and
+to other women, and to Edward Springrove.’
+
+He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the
+Springroves’ obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain
+knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their
+embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened.
+
+‘And now,’ he said, ‘our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs.
+Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications
+passed between them after the fire.’
+
+‘If we only had Miss Aldclyffe’s countenance and assistance as I used to
+have them,’ Cytherea returned, ‘how strong we should be! O, what power
+is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She
+loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed
+for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe
+did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in
+opposition to this, notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this
+proceeding.’
+
+‘It is a mystery; but never mind that now,’ said Owen impressively.
+‘About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of
+it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their
+separation, during the period of Manston’s arrival here, and so on, for
+that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of coming
+to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her point
+of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the night--you
+know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home early in the
+morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn’t
+we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she
+remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were directed?’
+
+‘He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked at
+the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not
+be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of
+the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a
+certainty.’
+
+Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. ‘Who has a file of the
+Chronicles?’ he said.
+
+‘Mr. Raunham used to file them,’ said Cytherea. ‘He was rather
+friendly-disposed towards me, too.’
+
+Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the
+church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary,
+unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist.
+‘I act under your orders, Owen,’ she said.
+
+
+
+
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+
+1. MARCH THE SIXTH
+
+The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under
+cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or
+so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she
+saw again the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her
+sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe’s roof--the outline of the hills, the
+meadow streams, the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the
+rectory-house, and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home.
+
+Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous
+to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea’s
+friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever
+surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish
+matters, more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea
+had learnt very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The
+relationship was on the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch
+of her family the lady of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In
+looking back upon our line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel
+that all our vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal
+marriage in the chain.
+
+Since the death of the old captain, the rector’s bearing in Knapwater
+House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which
+he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This polite
+indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern
+himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she
+did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a
+cynical woman was a great deal more.
+
+Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow,
+contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh
+and healthy as a lad’s. Cytherea’s bright eyes, mutely and demurely
+glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving
+away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during
+the hours of a solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them,
+when she left his parish, by those others of a more aching nature
+which accompany an over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge
+of feeling towards her that passion to which his dignified self-respect
+would not give its true name, even in the privacy of his own thought.
+
+He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him.
+He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good
+nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see
+the Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before
+her on his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then
+left her entirely to herself.
+
+She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected
+with the subject of her search--‘Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at
+Carriford.’
+
+The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so
+dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling
+recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully
+read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was
+remembered already.
+
+She turned on to the following week’s report of the inquest. After a
+miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston’s
+address than this:--
+
+‘ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had
+been living, deposed,’ etc.
+
+Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart,
+first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors
+gardening.
+
+He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate.
+
+‘Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?’ he said, using her Christian
+name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he
+called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at
+the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless
+replying evasively--
+
+‘I only guess and fear.’
+
+He earnestly looked at her again.
+
+‘Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it,
+you will come to me.’
+
+‘I will,’ she said.
+
+The gate closed between them.
+
+‘You don’t want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?’ he repeated.
+
+If he had spoken what he felt, ‘I want very much to help you, Cytherea,
+and have been watching Manston on your account,’ she would gladly have
+accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to
+his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with
+still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over
+the gate--
+
+‘No, thank you.’
+
+She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day’s work. Owen’s greeting was
+anxious--
+
+‘Well, Cytherea?’
+
+She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a
+slip of paper.
+
+‘Now to find out the name of the street and number,’ Owen remarked.
+
+‘Owen,’ she said, ‘will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I
+don’t think I can--indeed I don’t think I can--take any further steps
+towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and
+it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any
+way.’ She added more gravely, ‘It is beneath my dignity as a woman to
+labour for this; I have felt it so all day.’
+
+‘Very well,’ he said, somewhat shortly; ‘I shall work without you then.
+There’s dignity in justice.’ He caught sight of her pale tired face, and
+the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. ‘Darling,’
+he continued warmly, and kissing her, ‘you shall not work so hard
+again--you are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.’
+
+2. MARCH THE TENTH
+
+On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the
+house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and
+came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was,
+and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of
+the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year preceding the
+last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which the reporter
+probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain some additional
+details of the event, if any existed.
+
+‘Certainly,’ said the other, without hesitation; ‘though I am afraid
+I haven’t much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my old
+note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will
+come with me I can refer to them there.’ His wife and family were at tea
+inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he
+seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove.
+
+They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an
+inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The
+precise address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but
+written down by the reporter, was as follows:--
+
+
+ ‘ABRAHAM BROWN,
+ LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON.’
+
+
+Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. ‘I want to keep
+this inquiry private for the present,’ he said hesitatingly. ‘You will
+perhaps understand why, and oblige me.’
+
+The reporter promised. ‘News is shop with me,’ he said, ‘and to escape
+from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.’
+
+It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted
+up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter
+came out from the inner apartment in Graye’s company, answering an
+expression of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no
+trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door
+between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in his hand.
+
+Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also
+speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, ‘I will
+take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn’t post it
+to me.’
+
+The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized
+him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston.
+
+Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with
+Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to
+be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his
+hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an
+old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter’s face, whose
+experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a
+consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late
+proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward.
+Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the
+office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street.
+
+Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening,
+before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating
+therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging
+him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man
+was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the
+post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box.
+
+That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with
+Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to
+London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o’clock.
+But remembering that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had
+obtained his information--whatever that was--could not be delivered
+in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to
+Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements
+were set on foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night.
+
+3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH
+
+Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was
+usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from
+the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very
+civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer’s
+barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It
+was not in Mr. Springrove’s nature--going to church as he was, too--to
+return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his
+feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was
+continued on terms of greater friendliness.
+
+‘You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after
+the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.’
+
+‘Ay, but I don’t know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The
+old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget.
+No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to
+it for more than fifty years. Ted says ‘tis a great loss to me, and he
+knows exactly what I feel.’
+
+‘Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?’ said Manston,
+imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives
+which passes for high breeding in country villages.
+
+‘Yes, sir. I hope he’ll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.’
+
+‘’Tis to be hoped he’ll be steady now.’
+
+‘He’s always been that, I assure ‘ee,’ said the old man tartly.
+
+‘Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats will
+thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.’
+
+‘Intellectual gingerbread! Ted’s steady enough--that’s all I know about
+it.’
+
+‘Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience
+has shown me that that’s a great thing to a young man living alone in
+London.’
+
+‘Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that’s where he is.’
+
+‘Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live at
+number fifty-two in that very same street.’
+
+‘Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same house!’
+said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself.
+
+‘Very,’ said Manston. ‘Well, I suppose we had better step along a little
+quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson’s bell has just begun.’
+
+‘Number forty-nine,’ he murmured.
+
+4. MARCH THE TWELFTH
+
+Edward received Owen’s letter in due time, but on account of his daily
+engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck
+five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he
+called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked
+at the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs.
+Manston.
+
+A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been
+clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly
+in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the
+same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven
+along Old Street in Edward’s rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove
+knocked.
+
+Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again.
+
+This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking upon,
+the other from the next on the right.
+
+‘Is Mr. Brown at home?’ said Springrove.
+
+‘No, sir.’
+
+‘When will he be in?’
+
+‘Quite uncertain.’
+
+‘Can you tell me where I may find him?’
+
+‘No. O, here he is coming, sir. That’s Mr. Brown.’
+
+Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the
+woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him.
+
+Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who
+had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to
+speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to
+the stranger, ‘One word with you--do you remember a lady lodger of yours
+of the name of Mrs. Manston?’
+
+Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were
+looking into a telescope at the wrong end.
+
+‘I have never let lodgings in my life,’ he said, after his survey.
+
+‘Didn’t you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?’
+
+‘Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to
+lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty
+years, but I have never let an inch.’
+
+‘I suppose there is some mistake,’ Edward murmured, and turned away. He
+and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked
+at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the
+result of it.
+
+‘I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you
+want, sir,’ she said. ‘The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other
+day?’
+
+‘Very likely that is the man,’ said Edward, his interest reawakening.
+
+‘He couldn’t make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to
+Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who
+had often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the
+change; for after London they say he couldn’t stand the rainy west winds
+they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step
+into the passage?’
+
+‘That’s unfortunate,’ said Edward, going in. ‘But perhaps you remember a
+Mrs. Manston living next door to you?’
+
+‘O yes,’ said the landlady, closing the door. ‘The lady who was supposed
+to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw
+her the other day.’
+
+‘Since the fire at Carriford?’
+
+‘Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here--just
+as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week
+or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries,
+she was with him. But I did not speak to her--she stood back, as if she
+were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all
+about her when he came back from the inquest.’
+
+‘Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?’
+
+‘No. You see she was only Mr. Brown’s lodger for two or three weeks,
+and I didn’t know she was living there till she was near upon leaving
+again--we don’t notice next-door people much here in London. I much
+regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. It led
+me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little
+thought I should see her alive after all.’
+
+‘And when do you say they came here together?’
+
+‘I don’t exactly remember the day--though I remember a very beautiful
+dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of
+lodgers coming along the square with angels’ wings and bright golden
+sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They
+would not give any less; no, not if you--’
+
+‘Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left
+these lodgings originally?’ said Edward, though his heart sank as he
+asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been
+there before him, clearing the ground of all traces.
+
+‘I have always said “No” hitherto,’ replied the woman, ‘considering I
+could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking
+in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few
+things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in
+a workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was
+rather angry at what occurred--you see, she had a temper by all account,
+and so I didn’t like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came
+the other day with her husband.’
+
+‘And about the workbox?’
+
+‘Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few
+articles of furniture she didn’t want, and when she was leaving they
+were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very
+much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn’t, and
+Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the
+sale.’
+
+‘What was in it?’
+
+‘O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her usual
+sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn’t take much trouble
+to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her or anybody
+else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because her husband
+gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she had parted
+with it, he would be vexed.’
+
+‘Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to
+this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?’
+
+‘No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten
+it--indeed, she didn’t make any inquiry at all, only standing behind
+him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything
+about it.’
+
+‘Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?’
+
+‘Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning
+from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the
+shop--his name is written up.’
+
+Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was
+dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of
+doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had
+watched him, came up to the woman’s door, with an appearance of being in
+breathless haste.
+
+‘Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?’
+
+‘Yes; he’s just gone.’
+
+‘Dear me! I want him.’
+
+‘He’s gone to Mr. Halway’s.’
+
+‘I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay
+pretty liberally?’
+
+‘He gave me half-a-crown.’
+
+‘That scale will do. I’m a poor man, and will see what my little
+contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you
+told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live here?’
+
+‘I didn’t know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only said
+what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I
+shouldn’t have been so open as I was.’
+
+‘I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway’s,’ said the man, and went
+away as hastily as he had come.
+
+Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some
+difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement
+to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he
+stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer’s book
+gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the
+lot which had included Mrs. Manston’s workbox.
+
+Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the
+other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized
+the first he came to.
+
+‘Who did you woant?’ said a thin voice from somewhere.
+
+Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible.
+
+‘Who did you woant?’ said the thin voice again.
+
+He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering
+the basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a
+child’s white face.
+
+‘Who did you woant?’ said the voice the third time, with precisely the
+same languid inflection.
+
+‘Mrs. Higgins,’ said Edward.
+
+‘Third bell up,’ said the face, and disappeared.
+
+He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another
+child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little
+thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs.
+
+Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment
+one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink,
+and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were
+the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they
+occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged
+spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was
+fixed out of level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails
+hanging down beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a
+Harpy [‘foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper
+ora’). A baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of
+six or seven being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs.
+Higgins sat helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in
+plenty, but never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the
+dress almost useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible
+anywhere.
+
+It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a
+city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and
+wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after
+the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were under the
+influence of a quartern of gin.
+
+Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now
+have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so
+lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that
+the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife
+ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company.
+
+Edward hastened to despatch his errand.
+
+Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles
+of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went
+downstairs to the pawnbroker’s.
+
+In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection
+of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his
+ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the
+probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off
+under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it
+locked.
+
+It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small
+sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a
+light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his
+purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open
+the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly
+beneath, and found--nothing.
+
+He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the
+underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand
+within, found that it really contained some substance. First he pulled
+out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were
+a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of
+carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs.
+Manston--‘Eunice’ being written under it in ink--the other of Manston
+himself.
+
+He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a single
+letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it likely
+there would be?
+
+However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to
+Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far,
+he scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an
+envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to
+seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them
+by that evening’s post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it
+at once to the post-office at Charing Cross.
+
+On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely.
+He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the
+pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he
+uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled
+paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man’s handwriting. He
+recognized it as Manston’s, having seen notes and bills from him at his
+father’s house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive
+of the lady who was now Manston’s wife.
+
+
+ ‘EUNICE.
+
+ ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ ‘AE. M.’
+
+
+To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was
+now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more.
+
+‘Disappointed again,’ he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper,
+and the withered twig that had lain with it.
+
+Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he
+considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement in
+his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box contained
+except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and
+myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked
+them in his first search, and put it on the table for the next day’s
+post.
+
+In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him,
+Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not
+waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all
+that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an average
+not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time
+of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much concern his
+mind.
+
+But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the
+opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came
+out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him
+and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further
+trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again.
+
+Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his
+wife’s workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he
+guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had
+been sent.
+
+He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the
+two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he
+rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell
+Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he
+passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the
+publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed
+to see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment.
+
+The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston
+retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and
+then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and
+topographical description of the village he read:--
+
+‘Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by foot-post
+from Anglebury.’
+
+Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office,
+thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where
+he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him.
+Some absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He
+paid his bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the
+streets and over the river till the time should have arrived at which
+the night-mail left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to
+return homeward.
+
+There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a
+man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life,
+casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an
+interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration
+did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the
+lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant;
+little men looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute
+looking as happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption,
+looking careworn and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one
+respect, that they followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads
+which form a banner, and all were equally unconscious of the significant
+whole they collectively showed forth.
+
+At ten o’clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river,
+and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down
+mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove’s letter to Graye, far
+away from London.
+
+
+
+
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning,
+the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to
+three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought
+out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax
+from innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard
+took them into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office.
+
+It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain
+was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once
+away from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood
+on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in
+the street of about two hundred yards.
+
+The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first
+part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up
+and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself
+to walk backwards and forwards a stone’s throw in each direction.
+Although the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition
+of suspense in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of
+chilliness to pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The
+drizzling rain increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell
+noisily upon the hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy
+surface the faint halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent
+town.
+
+Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a
+living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon
+afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street
+leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch
+beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final
+hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with
+a brisk shuffle.
+
+Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two
+minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook
+him.
+
+The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty,
+laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a
+little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light
+upon the road ahead.
+
+‘A tryen mornen for travellers!’ the postman cried, in a cheerful voice,
+without turning his head or slackening his trot.
+
+‘It is, indeed,’ said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. ‘You have a
+long walk every day.’
+
+‘Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on the
+straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, what with
+the ins and outs to the gentlemen’s houses, it makes two-and-twenty for
+my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I used to reckon
+it, but I never do now. I don’t care to think o’ my wear and tear, now
+it do begin to tell upon me.’
+
+Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate
+the different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew
+very friendly.
+
+‘Postman, I don’t know what your custom is,’ he said, after a while;
+‘but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my
+pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.’ He handed the
+bottle of brandy.
+
+‘If you’ll excuse me, please. I haven’t took no stimmilents these five
+years.’
+
+‘’Tis never too late to mend.’
+
+‘Against the regulations, I be afraid.’
+
+‘Who’ll know it?’
+
+‘That’s true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty’s the best policy.’
+
+‘Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I’ve been able to get on without
+it yet. You’ll surely drink with me?’
+
+‘Really, ‘tis a’most too early for that sort o’ thing--however, to
+oblige a friend, I don’t object to the faintest shadder of a drop.’ The
+postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five
+minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again.
+
+‘Well done!’ said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; ‘but guide
+my soul, I be afraid ‘twill hardly do!’
+
+‘Not unless ‘tis well followed, like any other line you take up,’ said
+Manston. ‘Besides, there’s a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of
+being good--even religious--at the same time.’
+
+‘Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never
+get into the knack o’ it; not I.’
+
+‘Well, you needn’t be troubled; it isn’t necessary for the higher class
+of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that they can
+risk playing with fire.’
+
+‘That hits me exactly.’
+
+‘In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but “Me;” and
+devoutly loved his neighbour’s wife, says now that believing is a
+mistake.’
+
+‘Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very
+few people, after all.’
+
+‘A true remark.’
+
+‘Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain
+like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or
+grace.’
+
+‘Nor in mine.’
+
+‘Ah, you may depend upon it they’ll do away wi’ Goddymity altogether
+afore long, although we’ve had him over us so many years.’
+
+‘There’s no knowing.’
+
+‘And I suppose the Queen ‘ill be done away wi’ then. A pretty concern
+that’ll be! Nobody’s head to put on your letters; and then your honest
+man who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don’t.
+O, ‘tis a nation!’
+
+‘Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here’s the bottle waiting.’
+
+‘I’ll oblige you, my friend.’
+
+The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and
+at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in
+the chorus.
+
+
+ ‘He flung his mallet against the wall,
+ Said, “The Lord make churches and chapels to fall,
+ And there’ll be work for tradesmen all!”
+ When Joan’s ale was new,
+ My boys,
+ When Joan’s ale was new.’
+
+
+‘You understand, friend,’ the postman added, ‘I was originally a mason
+by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?’
+
+‘None at all,’ said Manston.
+
+The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with
+alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound
+its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted
+by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were
+passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon
+some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked
+arable, the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with
+each pace they took.
+
+Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all
+locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining
+inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the
+postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and
+thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver’s
+cottage--the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who had
+not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed that
+such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring.
+
+The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still
+continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to
+search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road
+cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting
+through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very
+great risk indeed.
+
+It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay
+a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct
+track of the postman’s journey. To save time and distance, at the point
+of junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was
+hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his
+missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to
+collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage
+and Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this
+principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the
+postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his
+intentions much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier
+stages of his journey.
+
+They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the
+flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and
+they approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which
+Owen and Cytherea were living.
+
+The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his
+lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not
+perform the task.
+
+‘We be crippled disciples a b’lieve,’ he said, with a sigh and a
+stagger.
+
+‘Not drunk, but market-merry,’ said Manston cheerfully.
+
+‘Well done! If I baint so weak that I can’t see the clouds--much
+less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen’s
+postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through
+Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as houses--and
+be fined, and who’ll pay for a poor martel! O, ‘tis a world!’
+
+‘Trust in the Lord--he’ll pay.’
+
+‘He pay a b’lieve! why should he when he didn’t drink the drink? He pay
+a b’lieve! D’ye think the man’s a fool?’
+
+‘Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how was I
+to know you were so sensitive?’
+
+‘True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here’s a caddle wi’
+these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!’
+
+Manston offered his services.
+
+‘They are to be divided,’ the man said.
+
+‘How?’ said Manston.
+
+‘These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage
+or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here.
+There’s none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I
+started there was one for the clerk o’ works at the new church. This is
+it, isn’t it?’
+
+He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove’s
+handwriting:--
+
+ ‘MR. O. GRAYE,
+ CLERK OF WORKS,
+ TOLCHURCH,
+ NEAR ANGLEBURY.’
+
+The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square.
+There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the
+opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous
+peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side was
+a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked across
+it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other white, and white
+or black outwards implied respectively that there were letters inside,
+or none.
+
+The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to
+insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other,
+above, below, but never made a straight hit.
+
+‘Let me unlock it,’ said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He
+opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen’s letter.
+
+‘No, no. O no--no,’ the postman said. ‘As one of--Majesty’s
+servants--care--Majesty’s mails--duty--put letters--own hands.’ He
+slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity.
+
+‘Now lock it,’ he said, closing the door.
+
+The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards,
+signifying ‘empty,’ and turned the key.
+
+‘You’ve put the wrong side outwards!’ said the postman. ‘’Tisn’t empty.’
+
+‘And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can’t alter it,’ said the
+steward, letting something fall.
+
+‘What an awkward thing!’
+
+‘It is an awkward thing.’
+
+They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had
+reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little
+lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground,
+the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the
+heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of
+the lantern were rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and
+seemed almost tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating
+the faces and knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the
+postman’s cape and private bags, and the steward’s valise, glistening as
+if they had been varnished.
+
+‘It fell on the grass,’ said the postman.
+
+‘No; it fell in the mud,’ said Manston. They searched again.
+
+‘I’m afraid we shan’t find it by this light,’ said the steward at
+length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank.
+
+‘I’m afraid we shan’t,’ said the other, standing up.
+
+‘I’ll tell you what we had better do,’ said Manston. ‘I shall be back
+this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I’ll look
+again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I’ll hide the
+key here for you.’ He pointed to a spot behind the post. ‘It will be too
+late to turn the index then, as the people will have been here, so that
+the box had better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day,
+and that will not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron
+the wrong way without knowing it, and all will be well.’
+
+This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under
+the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and
+come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their
+paths now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford.
+
+No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked
+back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus
+avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket,
+where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen’s letter.
+This done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in
+his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the
+quarter in which he was known.
+
+An hour and half’s sharp walking brought him to his own door in
+Knapwater Park.
+
+2. EIGHT O’CLOCK A.M.
+
+Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter,
+and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took
+out Edward’s note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs,
+regarding them with the keenest interest and anxiety.
+
+The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored
+to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger
+and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it
+for half-a-minute or more, meditating.
+
+‘It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,’ he muttered.
+
+Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the
+office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay
+on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who
+had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the
+rest of the collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in
+different attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he
+held in his hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted
+from the letter in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from
+the rest, and returned with it to his office.
+
+Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon
+it, and sitting down tried to read.
+
+At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts,
+he found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was
+mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the
+recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the
+album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the
+other scraps.
+
+The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two
+photographs, both having the same photographer’s name on the back and
+consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his
+own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife’s
+name was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which
+this latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted
+upon it, had been changed.
+
+Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He
+followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had
+done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result.
+
+‘It is indeed a great risk to run,’ she said, sipping her tea.
+
+‘But it would be a greater not to do it.’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in
+his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback,
+riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well
+as he could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road
+by the vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain
+that no person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the
+key in its hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode
+homewards by a roundabout way.
+
+3. AFTERNOON
+
+The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the
+vicar’s servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual,
+to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had
+told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection;
+but no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was
+considered. The contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and
+flung aside as useless.
+
+The next morning brought Springrove’s second letter, the existence of
+which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward’s handwriting again
+raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the
+envelope and pulled out the twig and verse.
+
+‘Nothing that’s of the slightest use, after all,’ he said to her; ‘we
+are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would
+convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting,
+if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.’
+
+‘What has Edward sent?’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘An old amatory verse in Manston’s writing. Fancy,’ he said bitterly,
+‘this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting--as he
+did you, I suppose.’
+
+He handed her the verse and she read--
+
+
+ ‘EUNICE.
+
+ ‘Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect’s changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ ‘AE. M.’
+
+
+A strange expression had overspread Cytherea’s countenance. It rapidly
+increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper,
+seized Owen’s hand tremblingly, and covered her face.
+
+‘Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven’s sake?’
+
+‘Owen--suppose--O, you don’t know what I think.’
+
+‘What?’
+
+’”_The light of azure eyes_,”’ she repeated with ashy lips.
+
+‘Well, “the light of azure eyes”?’ he said, astounded at her manner.
+
+‘Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!’
+
+‘H’m. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.’
+
+‘She didn’t.’
+
+‘They might be either in this photograph,’ said Owen, looking at the
+card bearing Mrs. Manston’s name.
+
+‘Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,’ said
+Cytherea. ‘No, they seem black here, certainly.’
+
+‘Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.’
+
+‘But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that
+he forgets the colour of his mistress’s eyes. Besides she would have
+seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.’
+
+‘That’s true, she would,’ mused Owen. ‘Then, Cytherea, it comes to
+this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no
+other alternative.’
+
+‘I suppose I must.’
+
+Her looks belied her words.
+
+‘What makes you so strange--ill?’ said Owen again.
+
+‘I can’t believe Mrs. Morris wrong.’
+
+‘But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had
+blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs.
+Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could
+change the colour of a woman’s eyes to hear you.’
+
+‘Yes,’ she said, and paused.
+
+‘You say yes, as if he could,’ said Owen impatiently.
+
+‘By changing the woman herself,’ she exclaimed. ‘Owen, don’t you see
+the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not Mrs.
+Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his wife_!’
+
+She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble,
+but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she
+crept to him and leant against his breast.
+
+Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs
+and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of
+it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon
+the fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea’s new view seemed
+incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary
+to clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear
+should have preyed too deeply upon her.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘this will not do. You must stay here alone all the
+afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.’
+
+‘No, no, don’t go!’ she implored.
+
+‘Soon, then, not directly.’ He saw her subtle reasoning--that it was
+folly to be wise.
+
+Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering
+in his intention and dispelling his sister’s idle fears. Anything was
+better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till
+Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston
+without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove,
+requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston’s former lodgings.
+
+
+
+
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+
+1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of
+hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford.
+
+Edward Springrove’s answer to the last letter, after expressing his
+amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs.
+Morris’s letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the
+neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description
+of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by
+hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested,
+and she had a straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the
+informant did not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street
+as she went in or out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had
+almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she had called with her husband
+lately, but she had kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came
+to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward
+could get no manner of clue to it from any other source.
+
+Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began
+chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles.
+From Cytherea’s frequent description of how and where herself and others
+used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston’s seat; and after two
+or three errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was
+written ‘Eunice Manston.’ The book was nearly new, and the date of the
+writing about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established:
+that the woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no
+other than his lawful wife.
+
+The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place
+of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers
+sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north
+side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was
+completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers,
+Manston’s pew being in the midst of them. Owen’s position on the other
+side of the passage was a little in advance of Manston’s seat, and so
+situated that by leaning forward he could look directly into the face
+of any person sitting there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly
+hidden from such a one by the intervening pillar.
+
+Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat,
+without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation.
+A rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston’s seat,
+told him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the
+accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her.
+
+Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and
+saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of
+Manston’s figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye
+read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:--
+
+She was a tall woman.
+
+She was broad at the shoulders.
+
+She was full-bosomed.
+
+She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be
+discerned of the colour of her eyes.
+
+With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the
+service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the
+suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning
+this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended
+to the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the
+portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice
+Manston’s eyes were blue, and it was necessary that this woman’s eyes
+should be blue also.
+
+Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy
+exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this
+to be the case in his own and Edward’s attempts to follow up the clue
+afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test
+in the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable
+attribute--a capability of being applied privately; that in the event of
+its proving the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he
+might recede without obloquy from an untenable position.
+
+But to see Mrs. Manston’s eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he
+could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss
+Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling
+that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from
+the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence
+in the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over.
+
+At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered
+away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call
+on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at
+rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services.
+
+This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of
+proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House
+and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the
+place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial
+view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells
+began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons
+came from the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently
+saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat,
+and carried one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately
+they had passed the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a
+direction away from the church, evidently intending to ramble along,
+and read as the humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other
+direction, and went into the church path.
+
+Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along
+towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the
+other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive.
+
+In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He
+discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him
+at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of
+a stranger’s eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors.
+That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to
+look closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished.
+
+He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it
+would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within
+speaking distance, he went up to her and said--
+
+‘Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?’
+
+‘The second on the right,’ said Mrs. Manston.
+
+Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to the
+lady the idea that he was deaf.
+
+She came closer and said more distinctly--
+
+‘The second turning on the right.’
+
+Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in
+search of. But had his eyes deceived him?
+
+Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a
+glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him.
+
+‘How very deaf!’ she murmured. She exclaimed loudly--
+
+‘_The second turning to the right_.’
+
+She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking
+mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now
+his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as
+midnight.
+
+All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having
+been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had
+withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would
+read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification of which,
+apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other--inquiry.
+
+Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint of
+the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew
+purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had
+left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with
+pearl-powder and carmine.
+
+She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen’s
+farewell remark of ‘Good-day,’ and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting
+her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour.
+
+‘She wears false hair,’ he thought, ‘or has changed its colour
+artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.’
+
+And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown’s neighbours had said about nearly
+recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might have meant
+anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his
+previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and
+backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance
+and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the
+woman was an impostor.
+
+What could be Manston’s reason for such an astounding trick he could by
+no stretch of imagination divine.
+
+He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and
+plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch.
+
+One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea’s
+dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the
+first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the
+inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who
+was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train
+to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country under an
+assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the misery of
+being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband?
+
+
+In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother,
+Cytherea’s thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of
+Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham’s warm-hearted behaviour towards
+herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her.
+
+‘He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head
+on our side.’
+
+‘And he is a magistrate,’ said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He
+thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but
+there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that
+his sister and himself might both be present at an interview with Mr.
+Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the
+sight of all the servants and parish of Carriford.
+
+There could be no objection to their writing him a letter.
+
+No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to
+him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice
+they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance
+that there was a real justification for the additional request they
+made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of
+the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch.
+
+2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr.
+Raunham appeared at Owen’s door. His arrival was hailed with genuine
+gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered
+indoors and put into the easy-chair.
+
+Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first
+suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in
+endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon
+marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as
+marvellous as the first, yet more prominent.
+
+Cytherea’s heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of
+confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her
+hand pityingly.
+
+‘It is a serious charge,’ he said, as a sort of original twig on which
+his thoughts might precipitate themselves.
+
+‘Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy
+matter by fortuitous events,’ he continued, ‘there is this consideration
+to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had
+which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very
+great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular
+crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new
+companion.’
+
+Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not.
+
+‘Unfortunately for us,’ the rector resumed, ‘no more evidence is to be
+obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of
+him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to
+America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there
+is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in fact, his conduct tends
+to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs.
+Manston left here to go back by that morning’s train. This being the
+case, then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the
+advertisement--I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the
+information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should
+be personified without her own connivance?’
+
+‘I think that argument is overthrown,’ Graye said, ‘by my earliest
+assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her
+to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let’s suppose she has
+married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her
+own sake.’
+
+‘You’ve hit the only genuine possibility,’ said Mr. Raunham, tapping
+his finger upon his knee. ‘That would decidedly dispose of the second
+difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.’
+
+Cytherea’s pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their
+conversation. ‘She’s burnt,’ she said. ‘O yes; I fear--I fear she is!’
+
+‘I don’t think we can seriously believe that now, after what has
+happened,’ said the rector.
+
+Still straining her thought towards the worst, ‘Then, perhaps, the first
+Mrs. Manston was not his wife,’ she returned; ‘and then I should be his
+wife just the same, shouldn’t I?’
+
+‘They were married safely enough,’ said Owen. ‘There is abundance of
+circumstantial evidence to prove that.’
+
+‘Upon the whole,’ said Mr. Raunham, ‘I should advise your asking in a
+straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present
+woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my mind, you should
+have done at the outset.’ He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked her
+what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously.
+
+She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her
+unquenched love for Edward.
+
+‘Your terrified state no doubt,’ he said, answering for her, in the
+manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. ‘But into such a solemn
+compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and
+morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved.
+Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody
+but yourself that her identity should be publicly established (and by
+your absenteeism you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled
+to exhibit them. Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does
+not affect them in the least--that’s the way of the world always. You,
+who should have required all things to be made clear, ran away.’
+
+‘That was partly my doing,’ said Owen.
+
+The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here too,
+but she shunned the revelation.
+
+‘But never mind,’ added the rector, ‘it was all the greater credit to
+your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line
+to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally
+clear (in case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have
+no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I’ll write myself?’
+
+‘O no, sir, no,’ pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing
+quickly. ‘Please don’t say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so
+afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his
+wife, and I don’t want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him
+continue his deception--it is much the best for me.’
+
+Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever
+existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now.
+
+‘At any rate,’ he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, ‘I
+will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I
+will not lead you into difficulty.’
+
+‘Conceal it,’ she still pleaded.
+
+‘We’ll see--but of course I must do my duty.’
+
+‘No--don’t do your duty!’ She looked up at him through the gloom,
+illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held.
+
+‘I will consider, then,’ said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his
+horse’s head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door.
+
+The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear
+March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was
+unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea’s voice
+and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly
+before himself.
+
+The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had
+foundation--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and
+conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea’s importunities
+to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to
+Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, and
+with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, never
+conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea were Manston’s
+wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? The adultery of
+Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to
+bring the case within the meaning of the statute. Suppose the new woman
+was, as stated, Mr. Manston’s restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe
+as a single woman whose marriage had been void. And if it turned out
+that, though this woman was not Manston’s wife, his wife was still
+living, as Owen had suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was
+safe.
+
+The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really
+safe as Manston’s wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the
+gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody’s business to help or
+defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had
+but one life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now
+regarded her should be compensated in some measure by the man whose
+carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused it.
+
+Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An
+inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home,
+he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and
+despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in
+his chair, and went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the
+suspicion? There could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever
+man without a motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for
+such abnormal conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on
+virginity like St. George’s dragon, he would never have been absurd
+enough to venture on such a course for the possession alone of the
+woman--there was no reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every
+respect, physical and mental.
+
+On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action,
+that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than
+a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact,
+the whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually
+for unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate
+righting of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that
+curious business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their
+being left behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather
+forced. The only unforced explanation was that suggested by the
+newspaper writers--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people
+as to her escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility
+of her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had
+been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the books and
+papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly musing on the
+same subject. The parlour-maid entered.
+
+‘Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?’
+
+‘Young Mr. Springrove?’ said the rector, surprised.
+
+‘Yes, sir.’
+
+‘Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.’
+
+Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short
+moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood
+in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old
+gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier
+when returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed
+a true impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now.
+
+‘I have this moment come from London,’ he said, as the door was closed
+behind him.
+
+The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical
+experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham’s reply.
+
+‘About the Grayes and Manston?’
+
+‘Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.’
+
+‘Prove it.’
+
+‘I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne Seaway.’
+
+‘And are their suspicions true indeed!’
+
+‘And I can do what’s more to the purpose at present.’
+
+‘Suggest Manston’s motive?’
+
+‘Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the
+facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can
+hardly conceive of another.’
+
+There was in Edward’s bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself
+which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at
+moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial
+story to communicate, whatever the story was.
+
+‘Sit down,’ said Mr. Raunham. ‘My mind has been on the stretch all the
+evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no
+purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen Graye?’
+
+‘Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter might
+have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to this
+interview.’
+
+Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The
+conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried
+on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors,
+and in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters
+of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector’s study and
+again flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward,
+he went first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having
+despatched which he proceeded to his father’s house for the first time
+since his arrival in the village.
+
+3. FROM NINE TO TEN O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of
+the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and
+had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him
+sat the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston.
+
+‘Things are looking desperate with us,’ he said gloomily. His gloom was
+not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its
+origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to
+her.
+
+‘I almost expected some such news as this,’ she replied, in a tone of
+much greater indifference. ‘I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that
+young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn
+it.’
+
+Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard;
+latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. ‘If they
+prove you to be--who you are.... Yes, if they do,’ he murmured.
+
+‘They must not find that out,’ she said, in a positive voice, and
+looking at him. ‘But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to
+be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of
+yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.’
+
+He did not reply, and she continued, ‘If they say and prove that Eunice
+is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to come back.’
+
+This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he
+had done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized
+the events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on
+every incident of that night’s history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety
+which was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his
+wife must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames.
+She arose from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to
+soothe him; then she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as
+ever. ‘Come, supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is
+she?’ coaxed the lady.
+
+‘Why are you so curious continually?’ said Manston.
+
+‘Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?’
+
+‘In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.’
+
+‘Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in England,
+she will come back.’
+
+‘She is not in England.’
+
+‘But she will come back?’
+
+‘No, she won’t.... Come, madam,’ he said, arousing himself, ‘I shall not
+answer any more questions.’
+
+‘Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,’ the woman murmured again poutingly.
+
+‘She is, I tell you.’
+
+‘I don’t think so, love.’
+
+‘She was burnt, I tell you!’ he exclaimed.
+
+‘Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive--just
+the possibility.’
+
+‘O yes--to please you I will admit that,’ he said quickly. ‘Yes, I admit
+the possibility of her being alive, to please you.’
+
+She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been
+said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest
+remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no
+information of any kind was to be read there.
+
+‘It is only natural that I should be curious,’ she murmured pettishly,
+‘if I resemble her as much as you say I do.’
+
+‘You are handsomer,’ he said, ‘though you are about her own height and
+size. But don’t worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul
+united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.’
+
+She bridled a little at the remark. ‘Wife,’ she said, ‘most certainly
+wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and
+position, and incurring heavy penalties.’
+
+‘I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.’
+
+‘Don’t riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was
+your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?’
+
+‘Your beauty,’ he said.
+
+‘She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come,
+what was your motive?’
+
+‘Your wit.’
+
+‘No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time
+instead of what I am.’
+
+‘Your virtue.’
+
+‘Or virtue either.’
+
+‘I tell you it was your beauty--really.’
+
+‘But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I
+am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.’
+
+The aspect of Manston’s face at these words from her was so confirmatory
+of her hint, that his forced reply of ‘O no,’ tended to develop her
+chagrin.
+
+‘Mere liking or love for me,’ she resumed, ‘would not have sprung up
+all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London
+several times between the time of the fire and your marriage with
+Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared
+that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after you married
+her and were separated from her, off you rush to make love to me--not
+first to me either, for you went to several places--’
+
+‘No, not several places.’
+
+‘Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only lodging
+in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you found
+that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that nobody
+else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife’s personal
+appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out--that I
+should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something
+more serious than love had to do with the matter.’
+
+‘Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea would
+not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left
+alone again. Was that unnatural?’
+
+‘No.’
+
+‘And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my first
+wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and
+merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should call you my first
+wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come here
+as anything else.’
+
+‘My love, that story won’t do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom
+you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as
+your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of
+her turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me,
+and ruining your name and prospects?’
+
+‘Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk
+(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).’
+
+‘No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have
+risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a
+personator of herself--the first one.’
+
+‘You came easiest to hand--remember that.’
+
+‘Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach
+me your first wife’s history. All about how she was a native of
+Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and
+details of American life and manners, in case the birthplace and
+history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become known in this
+neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about the handwriting of
+hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my hair, and rouging, to make
+the transformation complete? You mean to say that that was taking less
+trouble than there would have been in arranging events to make Cytherea
+believe herself your wife, and live with you?’
+
+‘You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new
+pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--’
+
+‘Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements for
+your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you
+to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third
+advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the long-lost wife, and
+giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life--all which
+you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then
+enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the
+real wife wouldn’t answer it, and upset all your plans?’
+
+‘Because I knew she was burnt.’
+
+‘Why didn’t you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have
+caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what was your
+motive in having me here as your first wife_?’
+
+‘Silence!’ he exclaimed.
+
+She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going
+on to mutter, ‘And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite
+young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an
+expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you
+exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as
+if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power,
+indeed!’
+
+‘She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.’
+
+‘That wouldn’t make her avoid me.’
+
+‘Yes it would,’ he exclaimed impatiently. ‘I wish I was dead--dead!’
+He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked
+wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked
+in her face.
+
+‘We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,’
+he said. ‘The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for
+a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean
+more.’
+
+‘What may it mean?’
+
+‘How should I know?’
+
+‘Well, well, never mind, old boy,’ she said, approaching him to make up
+the quarrel. ‘Don’t be so alarmed--anybody would think that you were the
+woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am--we can go away
+from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, “His first
+wife was burnt to death” (or “ran away to the Colonies,” as the case
+may be); “He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway.” A very
+everyday case--nothing so horrible, after all.’
+
+He made an impatient movement. ‘Whichever way we do it, _nobody must
+know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about
+arranging matters.’
+
+Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the
+remainder of the evening.
+
+
+
+
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING
+
+Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his
+companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that
+they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. The
+fortunate fact that the rector’s letter did not require an immediate
+answer would give him time to consider.
+
+Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily
+superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare
+intervals, to dust Manston’s office with her own hands, a servant being
+supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly
+wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards
+standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if
+any noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her.
+
+Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an
+old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed
+in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the
+floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded
+to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space
+between them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the
+third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with
+the woman’s eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself
+distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the
+central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited
+film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the
+others; that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with
+its lower edge.
+
+At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the
+matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston’s
+office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion
+here, after the arrival of the rector’s letter, and their subsequent
+discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there
+would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one
+recollection. Manston had once casually told her that each of the two
+side-lockers included half the middle space, the panel of which did
+not open, and was only put in for symmetry. It was possible that he had
+opened this compartment by candlelight the preceding night, or he would
+have seen the marks in the dust, and effaced them, that he might not
+be proved guilty of telling her an untruth. She balanced herself on one
+foot and stood pondering. She considered that it was very vexing and
+unfair in him to refuse her all knowledge of his remaining secrets,
+under the peculiar circumstances of her connection with him. She went
+close to the cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable
+of being opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her
+at which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her
+fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair and
+looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring was to
+be seen.
+
+‘O, never mind,’ she said, with indifference; ‘I’ll ask him about it,
+and he will tell me.’ Down she came and turned away. Then looking back
+again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her.
+She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the
+cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the
+board.
+
+Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it.
+Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the
+tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in
+addition, a line ran across it diametrically.
+
+‘How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.’ Whatever mysterious
+contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of
+the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute
+provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She
+fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a
+penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity
+contained--
+
+Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names
+only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice.
+Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his
+advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper.
+
+The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly
+through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own
+regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it.
+
+The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as
+far as Eunice’s first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before
+their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a
+period of their existence. Some little time after he had made her his
+wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and
+now their contents arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the
+cabinet, carried the letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the
+sofa, and carefully perused them in the order of their dates.
+
+
+ ‘JOHN STREET,
+ October 17, 1864.
+
+‘MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and was
+of course content with it. But why don’t you tell me your exact address
+instead of that “Post-Office, Budmouth?” This matter is all a mystery to
+me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is the same
+kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command that
+I am to stay here awhile until you can “see how things look” and can
+arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say,
+a married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you,
+and that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured
+your position, why did you think of going at all?
+
+‘The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome,
+vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street
+bearing her husband’s name openly--living with him in the most
+matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn’t I? I wish I was back again in
+Liverpool.
+
+‘To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too
+long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is
+gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside
+the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.--Very
+affectionately yours, EUNICE.’
+
+
+ ‘JOHN STREET,
+ October 25, 1864.
+
+‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don’t you write? Do you hate me? I have not had
+the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be in
+this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my
+first lodging for debt--among other things, they charged me for a lot of
+brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell
+and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and
+changed my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new
+lodging was the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left
+it after being there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street
+that you left me in originally. All last night the sash of my window
+rattled so dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy
+enough to get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I
+don’t know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have been
+looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but they seem
+forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in search of
+an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of the stage,
+I believe you would not care if you found me there. But I am not an
+actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am too timid and
+retiring; I was intended for a cottager’s wife. I certainly shall not
+try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this strange place. The
+idea of being brought on as far as London and then left here alone! Why
+didn’t you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I might have told
+somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend
+to whom I could impart it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest
+friend is no nearer than what most people would call a stranger. But
+perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to
+you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near
+relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a line to
+my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that neighbourhood.
+He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did not tell him
+of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and I gave my
+real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But God knows
+if the letter will ever reach him.
+
+‘Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife,
+EUNICE.’
+
+
+ ‘FRIDAY, October 28.
+
+‘MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am
+truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah--well, if
+I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by this
+time, so don’t think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can
+you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant
+tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me!
+You are inconstant--I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I
+love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond--that’s my nature.
+I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there is
+another woman supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to
+me--do come. EUNICE.’
+
+
+ ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON,
+ November 19.
+
+‘DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you have
+been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would have
+tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman would have lived
+under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call
+myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of
+this month--what could you expect?
+
+‘A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly.
+Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the
+indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing the
+park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who had also
+risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you away from
+me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, _very
+peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing
+it, told me of what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a
+secret to me that neither of you understand. Two negatives never made
+such a telling positive before. One clue more, and you would see it.
+A single consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to
+whether your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me.
+Civility now, please. EUNICE.’
+
+
+ ‘41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ Tuesday, November 22.
+
+‘MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I have
+acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at the
+broker’s in the next street. All this movement and bustle is delightful
+to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a relief to wish
+the place good-bye--London always has seemed so much more foreign to
+me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do nicely for me. I
+shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night.
+
+‘I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss
+Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving wife,
+EUNICE.’
+
+
+This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One
+other, in Mrs. Manston’s handwriting, and in the same packet, was
+differently addressed.
+
+
+ ‘THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD,
+ November 28, 1864.
+
+‘DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so
+promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the
+least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write
+again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible
+to conceive.
+
+‘I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don’t blame
+me--it was my husband’s influence. I hardly know where to begin my
+story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then he sent for me
+(this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he
+did. He promised to fetch me, and did not--leaving me to do the journey
+alone. He promised to meet me at the station here--he did not. I went on
+through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and himself
+away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to you in
+a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present moment to
+write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you
+detail it on paper--poor pleasure though.
+
+‘But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I would
+gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have
+not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly
+enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist in
+London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks. Will
+you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know
+that you...’
+
+Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the
+writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production,
+and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to
+write at all?
+
+The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she
+had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England
+for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters,
+corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first,
+he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in
+the fire.
+
+If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably
+thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt
+with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was
+burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter?
+
+The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a
+burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this
+letter?
+
+That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation
+of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do
+with his reason for never showing it to her.
+
+She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and
+up to the time of the porter’s confession, Manston believed--honestly
+believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of course,
+that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could possibly
+have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment that he
+believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his wedding.
+And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have
+communicated with each other?
+
+The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its
+contents--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that
+calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of
+the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle
+that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated with
+his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne’s residence with him,
+or at any time since?
+
+It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken
+her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her--whether she
+were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater.
+
+Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston’s real motive
+in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne.
+It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts
+had reverted to Mr. Raunham’s letter, asking for proofs of her identity
+with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape
+for the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst
+alternative was not so very bad after all--the getting the name of
+libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court
+of law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder
+his worldly progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was,
+apparently, terrible as death itself.
+
+She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other
+letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information,
+fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition.
+
+Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never
+seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity
+is the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the
+mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man’s
+strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with
+all the woman Anne’s faults, she had not descended to such depths of
+depravity as to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known
+that a living wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put
+retreat out of the question, and had looked upon personation simply as
+a mode of subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone,
+after a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay
+mansion.
+
+ ‘Non illa colo calathisve Minervae
+ Foemineas assueta manus.’
+
+2. AFTERNOON
+
+Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a
+machinery which they hoped to find working out important results.
+
+The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following
+morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove’s
+communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to
+the old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that,
+having arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult
+intellectual feat of suspending one’s judgment becomes possible, he was
+now putting it in practice, though not without the penalty of watchful
+effort.
+
+It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his
+relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the
+subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still
+beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private
+inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness
+in her tone when the young lady’s name was mentioned, which showed that
+from whatever cause the elder Cytherea’s renunciation of her favourite
+and namesake proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate.
+
+‘Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an
+upright man?’ he said to the lady.
+
+‘Never the slightest. Have you?’ said she reservedly.
+
+‘Well--I have.’
+
+‘What is it?’
+
+‘I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions
+are very strong.’
+
+‘Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were
+first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he
+was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the
+neglect.’
+
+He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke
+honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with
+the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less that a greater
+matter might be behind.
+
+‘That’s not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that the
+woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston’s wife.’
+
+‘Not--Mr. Manston’s wife?’
+
+‘That is it.’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. ‘Not Mr. Manston’s
+wife--who else can she be?’ she said simply.
+
+‘An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.’
+
+Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary
+interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had
+endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she
+was shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding
+between herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets,
+also showed that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr.
+Raunham had lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding
+himself mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the
+matter. This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He
+gave Miss Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief.
+
+Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had
+adopted on his opening the subject.
+
+‘I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an
+elaborate argument,’ she replied, ‘were it not for one fact, which bears
+in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof
+can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which
+could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston’s
+clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an extraordinary
+course of conduct--no motive on earth.’
+
+‘That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night--a
+friend of mine and poor little Cytherea’s.’
+
+‘Ah--and Cytherea,’ said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised
+by the name. ‘That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly and
+devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years younger
+than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet in disposition,
+three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up quietly and
+suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is monstrous, and I don’t
+believe it!’ She glowed in her earnestness.
+
+The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the possible
+motive--but for reasons of his own he did not.
+
+‘Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your
+belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife
+or no, and see how he receives it.’
+
+‘I will to-morrow, most certainly,’ she said. ‘I always let these things
+die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.’
+
+But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of
+mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her
+mind at rest could not brook a night’s delay. It was with the utmost
+difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her
+movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and
+before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left
+the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of
+the old manor-house.
+
+The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to
+share the rector’s usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official
+appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward
+Springrove.
+
+
+The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of
+Anne Seaway. Her woman’s nature insisted that Manston had no right to
+keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself.
+Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been
+continuous. The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased.
+
+The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon
+at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent to
+whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something
+portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully
+observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them,
+the thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away
+secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was
+vague, and she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for
+him.
+
+In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him
+drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go
+there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on
+foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do some shopping.
+
+One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at
+the druggist’s. Near the druggist’s stood the County Bank. Looking out
+of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come
+down the steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his
+pocket, and pulling his coat close over its mouth.
+
+It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be
+carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if
+they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had
+in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss Aldclyffe’s
+account--that was continual with him. And he might have been removing
+his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country.
+
+3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner.
+Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters
+were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn--almost
+haggard.
+
+The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation
+withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion,
+the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a
+tap came to the door.
+
+Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and
+answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. ‘I should
+be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.’
+
+‘It is a dry, starlight evening,’ she replied. ‘I will go for a
+little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss
+Aldclyffe.’
+
+‘Very well, do; there’s no accounting for tastes,’ he said. A few
+commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went
+upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front
+door, and went out.
+
+She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and
+quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested
+her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know
+the subject of Miss Aldclyffe’s conversation with him. Simple curiosity
+was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly
+aroused by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future
+depended on her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances,
+would be far from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to
+acquire the important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought
+and thought, and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how
+the thing could be done.
+
+Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing
+and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the
+keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and
+opened the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so
+delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it.
+At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said--
+
+‘There’s a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.’
+
+Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed
+the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The
+parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the
+window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the
+back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one
+on each side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were
+fastened by a bolt passing continuously through them and the wood
+mullion within, the bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was
+seldom inserted till Manston and herself were about to retire for the
+night; sometimes not at all.
+
+If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any
+moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part
+of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from
+disturbance. The idea was worth a trial.
+
+She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her
+finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely
+withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst,
+where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of
+an inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the
+room. She applied her eye to the orifice.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to
+the window, his companion facing it. The lady’s demeanour was severe,
+condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned
+sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her
+ear upon the hole.
+
+‘You know where,’ said Miss Aldclyffe. ‘And how could you, a man, act a
+double deceit like this?’
+
+‘Men do strange things sometimes.’
+
+‘What was your reason--come?’
+
+‘A mere whim.’
+
+‘I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea,
+or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of
+her.’
+
+‘And can’t you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married
+Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that
+my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman
+I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in
+reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman
+to come to me, as being better than no companion at all?’
+
+‘I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind
+as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an
+object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway
+at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation
+by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn’t,
+AEneas.’
+
+‘So am I,’ he said bluntly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession
+was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly,
+and with tears.
+
+‘How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any
+respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this
+place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day or
+two!’
+
+‘She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled
+somehow--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the
+civilized globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my
+wife, or I am damned past redemption!’
+
+‘I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.’
+
+‘You must do something,’ he murmured. ‘You must. Yes, you must.’
+
+‘I never will,’ she said. ‘It is a criminal act.’
+
+He looked at her earnestly. ‘Will you not support me through this
+deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?’
+
+‘Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this
+place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come
+now.’
+
+Manston repeated gloomily the same words. ‘My life depends upon your
+supporting me--my very life.’
+
+He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he
+held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came
+over her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still
+he held her and whispered on.
+
+The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her
+hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in
+her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely
+quivered: ‘They have no money. What can they prove?’
+
+The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it
+was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain
+to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he
+had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston’s
+behalf.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining,
+yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the
+crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne
+quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down
+the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge
+lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own.
+
+In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his
+arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the
+house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots,
+towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the
+dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe’s
+outline became visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was
+darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone arose from the
+gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place.
+
+Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any
+kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house.
+
+4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now
+that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to
+disguise the real state of his mind.
+
+Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston
+still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a
+mistrustful woman? A man’s cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera
+to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he
+was attempting something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was
+trying to distract her attention, that he might be unobserved in some
+special movement of his hands.
+
+What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became
+attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated
+condition at such times--when the existence divides itself into two, and
+the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another person,
+to hide the timorous spy.
+
+Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly
+over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be
+accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked
+steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said
+sententiously, ‘Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb
+show than the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of
+incentive--from the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest
+hints for action.’
+
+‘Well, in what way?’ she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite
+unintelligible to her.
+
+‘Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic,
+business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They
+make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant
+shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several
+attitudes imply “Make ready.” The “make ready” of ten minutes to one
+differs from the “make ready” of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs
+from age. “Upward and onward” says twenty-five minutes to eleven.
+Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly “It is done.” You surely have
+noticed that?’
+
+‘Yes, I have.’
+
+He continued with affected quaintness:--
+
+‘The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a
+quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must
+have been observed by everybody.’
+
+‘Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of
+imagination in your fancy,’ she said.
+
+He still contemplated the clock.
+
+‘Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the
+eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched
+top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the
+upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic,
+elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good
+and evil.’
+
+A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted
+to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his
+suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the
+clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time
+had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part.
+
+‘Ah,’ he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her
+out a glass of wine. ‘Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must
+nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you
+do it at once, my dear.’
+
+There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to
+perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect
+her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to
+the rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and
+ground heavily during winding.
+
+Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the
+interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by
+her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall
+at her right hand.
+
+What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her
+glass of wine.
+
+He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She
+methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she
+faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen.
+
+In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to
+realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can
+have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been
+prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she
+could not instantly put on a fear of her position.
+
+And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition
+served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was
+the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery,
+unless there were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston
+could possibly have.
+
+Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make
+her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original
+suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was
+going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be
+kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the
+wine.
+
+By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for
+nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to
+throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one
+sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her
+handkerchief.
+
+Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in
+proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized
+the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round
+again she was holding the glass to her lips, empty.
+
+In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were
+fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a
+few minutes later they retired for the night.
+
+5. FROM ELEVEN O’CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT
+
+When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing,
+that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the
+gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this
+operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer
+of the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided
+out of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place
+a small phial she had seen there before. It was labelled ‘Battley’s
+Solution of Opium.’ She felt relieved that her life had not been
+attempted. That was to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to
+be lost if she meant to be a match for him. She followed him in her
+nightdress. When she reached the foot of the staircase he was in the
+office and had closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that
+he had obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to
+open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could hear
+him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and quivering ray of
+light coming from the threshold an instant later, implied that he was
+burning them. By the slight noise of his footsteps on the uncarpeted
+floor, she at length imagined that he was approaching the door. She
+flitted upstairs again and crept into bed.
+
+Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered
+it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure
+himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their
+ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne’s
+ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold
+as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to
+its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While
+lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image of his own face in the
+glass--pale and spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to
+be the feather which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy
+breath, retired from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him
+unbar the back-door, and go out into the yard.
+
+Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the
+bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the
+door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. ‘A
+precaution--it can be no more,’ she muttered. Yet she was all the more
+perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave home
+immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in,
+holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a
+mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt.
+How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the
+bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a
+dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no
+other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out
+upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne
+took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room
+and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the
+small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the
+gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till
+her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she
+adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path.
+
+Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the
+evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole
+landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as
+an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house,
+listening intently. The steward had had at least ten minutes’ start of
+her. She had waited here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a
+movement in the outhouse--a fragment once attached to the main building.
+This outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which
+had been a kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were
+pulled down, but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and
+workshop, the only means of access to the latter being through the
+brewhouse. The outer door of this first apartment was usually fastened
+by a padlock on the exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened.
+Manston was evidently in the outhouse.
+
+She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped
+in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the
+floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This
+light was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice.
+Glancing in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the
+various apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress
+of a single ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the
+bar of light fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door,
+and that upon it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of
+the workshop was also partly visible from her position through the two
+half-open doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the
+tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite
+cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks
+and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these being
+loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily from the
+brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside him.
+
+That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now
+laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the
+bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind
+of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now
+stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar
+between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until
+several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven,
+which was apparently contrived in the thickness of the wall, and having
+fallen into disuse, had been closed up with bricks in this manner. It
+was formed after the simple old-fashioned plan of oven-building--a mere
+oblate cavity without a flue.
+
+Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy
+weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who
+watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack,
+nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way.
+
+The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and
+his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the
+light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had
+certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard
+it. ‘One of the rats,’ she thought.
+
+He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics
+completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in the
+dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she
+could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven’s
+mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not
+left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how should she get
+back into her bedroom again?--now received a solution. Whilst he was
+replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the
+key from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring
+back the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would
+think the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and
+intention, occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an
+instant, and hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the
+meaning of his actions in the workshop.
+
+Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she
+advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual
+footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the
+floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the
+copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied
+by Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him
+breathe between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern
+anything of him.
+
+To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly
+she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of
+touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being.
+
+She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or
+woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm
+foot, covered with a polished boot.
+
+The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a
+sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow.
+Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough
+to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise
+of Manston’s scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the
+slight rustle of her dress.
+
+The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was
+somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage
+of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand
+upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed
+her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure:
+she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences.
+The motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite
+unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand
+again, feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to
+her side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg.
+
+It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time
+was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The
+comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured
+resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical
+inferences:--
+
+1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness
+to get there, as she had to enter.
+
+2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached
+the door.
+
+3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for
+purposes of his own.
+
+She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his
+re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had
+contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came into the
+brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths covering it;
+but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely relieved the
+darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop, hoisted something
+to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some other article.
+Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed the brewhouse,
+and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could see his
+outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung
+at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade.
+
+Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings
+of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the
+copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of
+this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of
+a broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the
+steward.
+
+The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow.
+Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had
+touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also.
+
+It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The
+unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and
+pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she
+stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard
+without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went
+in the direction the others had taken.
+
+Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly followed
+the last woman.
+
+But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that
+in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were
+following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned,
+standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston’s horse and gig, ready
+harnessed.
+
+He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed
+the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house
+and her exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this
+branch of the night’s events. She turned about again, and continued on
+the trail of the other three.
+
+6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M.
+
+Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a
+watcher.
+
+The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park
+plantation, at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground,
+completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which
+was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that
+is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now fell back,
+when Manston’s housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty well, dived
+circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the steward, who,
+encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. The other woman
+seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little in advance, but on
+Manston’s other hand.
+
+He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house.
+There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened.
+
+Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half
+filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled
+themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of
+them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a
+large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush,
+and turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped
+behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he,
+too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher,
+the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay
+in hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the
+steward than was Anne Seaway.
+
+Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward’s
+spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible
+to her ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the
+engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought
+the subdued roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank
+that screened it. A large hole--some four or five feet deep--had been
+excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately
+placed the sack, and then began filling in the earth, and treading it
+down. Lastly he carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves
+into the middle of the pit, burying the ground with them as they had
+buried it before.
+
+For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation
+of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be
+disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still
+decayed and added to the mould beneath.
+
+By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne
+could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from
+behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense
+contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white
+and motionless.
+
+It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the
+completion of his labour he turned, and did so.
+
+‘Ho--you here!’ he exclaimed.
+
+‘Don’t think I am a spy upon you,’ she said, in an imploring whisper.
+Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe’s.
+
+The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in
+the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he
+had come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear
+any part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water,
+which could reach him unimpeded by the bank.
+
+The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the
+first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed
+to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage
+himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the
+blade of the instrument. The man fell to the ground.
+
+‘Fly!’ said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the
+trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction.
+
+Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked
+at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless.
+
+Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable
+magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because
+it is one’s duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no
+law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently
+turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her
+assistance he was soon able to stand upright.
+
+He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his
+ideas. ‘Who are you?’ he said to the woman, mechanically.
+
+It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. ‘I am the supposed Mrs.
+Manston,’ she said. ‘Who are you?’
+
+‘I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery--which
+may be criminal.’ He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and
+seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his
+utterance. ‘Never you mind who I am,’ he continued. ‘Well, it doesn’t
+matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.’
+
+He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had
+taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute.
+
+‘It’s only an aggravated assault, after all,’ he said hastily, ‘until we
+have found out for certain what’s buried here. It may be only a bag of
+building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.’ He seized
+the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit,
+continuing a muttered discourse. ‘It’s no use my running after him
+single-handed,’ he said. ‘He’s ever so far off by this time. The best
+step is to see what is here.’
+
+It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been
+for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out,
+and the sack dragged forth.
+
+‘Hold this,’ he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing
+near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave
+it into her hand.
+
+The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer
+laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth
+the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in
+impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling
+open the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something,
+hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it
+felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. ‘Hold the light close,’ he
+said.
+
+She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered
+at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb.
+It was a long hair; the hair of a woman.
+
+‘God! I couldn’t believe it--no, I couldn’t believe it!’ the detective
+whispered, horror-struck. ‘And I have lost the man for the present
+through my unbelief. Let’s get into a sheltered place.... Now wait a
+minute whilst I prove it.’
+
+He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a
+minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled
+in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk’s wife had
+found on Manston’s pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held
+the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid
+them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length
+to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne.
+
+‘It is the body of his first wife,’ he said quietly. ‘He murdered her,
+as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, God only
+knows.’
+
+‘And I!’ exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of
+events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and
+motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston’s possession of it, his
+renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing upon her
+mind with the rapidity of lightning.
+
+‘Ah--I see,’ said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and
+a handcuff was on her wrist. ‘You must come with me, madam. Knowing as
+much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it
+doesn’t make you a goddess--far from it.’ He directed the bull’s-eye
+into her face.
+
+‘Pooh--lead on,’ she said scornfully, ‘and don’t lose your principal
+actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.’
+
+He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the
+grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A
+light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective’s awaiting
+him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside.
+
+‘You have come--I wish I had known that,’ the detective said to his
+assistant, hurriedly and angrily. ‘Well, we’ve blundered--he’s gone--you
+should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss
+Aldclyffe--she watched me.’ He hastily gave directions in an undertone
+to this man. The concluding words were, ‘Go in to the rector--he’s up.
+Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge
+with this one, and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets
+light.’
+
+He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went,
+the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at
+each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came
+to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance
+on both sides. It was totally dark here.
+
+There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at
+the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective
+drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the
+ground.
+
+The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out
+his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of
+another conveyance of some kind.
+
+‘Hoy!’ said the officer.
+
+Nobody answered.
+
+‘Hoy, you man asleep there!’ he said again.
+
+No reply.
+
+‘Well, that’s odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without
+gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.’ He jumped to the ground and
+turned on his lantern.
+
+There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of
+the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near
+the vehicle.
+
+‘Do you know whose gig this is?’ he said to the woman.
+
+‘No,’ she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward’s.
+
+‘I’ll swear it’s Manston’s! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However,
+you needn’t say anything which may criminate you. What forethought
+the man must have had--how carefully he must have considered possible
+contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he
+began shifting the body.’
+
+He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the
+occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the
+light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing
+beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many
+yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done
+by the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne.
+If he had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have
+stepped unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the
+greatest ease. Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in
+Manston’s circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice,
+his pursuer felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood.
+
+He hastily tied the head of Manston’s horse to the back of his own
+vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of
+escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to
+the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and
+then took immediate steps for the capture of Manston.
+
+
+
+
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY
+
+Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston’s escape.
+
+It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside
+the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them
+critically as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke
+of Manston. Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using
+their constant phrase, ‘The next article, please?’ substituted, ‘Have
+you heard if he’s caught?’ Dairymen and drovers standing beside the
+sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats,
+thrust their hands into the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the
+animals with the utmost keenness of which the eye was capable, and said,
+‘Ay, ay, so’s: they’ll have him avore night.’
+
+Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and
+anxiously. ‘Well, have you heard any more?’ he said to an acquaintance
+who accosted him.
+
+‘They tracked him in this way,’ said the other young man. ‘A vagrant
+first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under
+which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed out
+and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of
+half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the heap,
+where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly imprinted the
+form of a man’s hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, and his watch-chain,
+showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over the stile, and fallen
+there. The pattern of the chain proved the man to have been Manston.
+They followed on till they reached a ford crossed by stepping-stones--on
+the further bank were the same footmarks that had shown themselves
+beside the stile. The whole of this course had been in the direction
+of Budmouth. On they went, and the next clue was furnished them by a
+shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space three or four yards wide
+ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a
+proof that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier.
+At twelve o’clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his flock.
+Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into Budmouth. The
+steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at eleven last night,
+and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to France by way
+of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all the railway-stations being
+watched.
+
+‘Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again
+at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under
+the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office
+door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the straight cut to the quay.
+At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the
+attention of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street
+came a man as boldly as possible. The gait was Manston’s, but not the
+clothes. He passed over to the shaded part of the street: heads were
+turned. I suppose this warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow.
+They watched and waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm
+was raised--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All
+this morning they have been searching, but there’s not a sign of him
+anywhere. However, he has lost his last chance of getting across
+the Channel. It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a
+labourer.’
+
+During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow
+a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who was stalking
+down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and concealed
+his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a bundle
+of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the High
+Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from the
+country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave
+it there.
+
+Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the
+direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see
+stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man
+to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty
+yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side.
+This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle
+of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone.
+
+The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his
+brain:--
+
+Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a brown
+smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on
+second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw
+with the greatest ease and naturalness.
+
+The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where
+Cytherea was living.
+
+If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire,
+Cytherea was the steward’s lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of
+results, might rush to his wife and harm her.
+
+It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain;
+but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for
+Tolchurch.
+
+2. ONE TO TWO O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by
+the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and
+was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might
+ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him
+concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to
+her of the matter.
+
+She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the
+lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare
+in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside
+were invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to
+a novelty.
+
+A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the
+house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly
+deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his
+sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of
+cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted
+the door.
+
+Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced
+to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he
+next pressed his face against the glass, peering in.
+
+Cytherea’s experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as
+ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the
+peering face that of the man she had married.
+
+But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear
+was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, feeling
+he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of
+recklessness, terrified nature must have given way.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ he said, ‘let me come in: I am your husband.’
+
+‘No,’ she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. ‘If
+you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.’
+
+‘O, he’s not at home? Cytherea, I can’t live without you! All my sin has
+been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough
+for us both--only come with me.’
+
+‘Not now--not now.’
+
+‘I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.’
+
+‘You cannot,’ she said faintly. His words began to terrify her.
+
+‘I will, I say!’ he exclaimed. ‘Will you let me in, I ask once more?’
+
+‘No--I will not,’ said Cytherea.
+
+‘Then I will let myself in!’ he answered resolutely. ‘I will, if I die
+for it!’
+
+The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements.
+He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the
+hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began
+opening the window.
+
+Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with
+desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside.
+
+‘Damn you!’ he exclaimed.
+
+He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now:
+he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened
+it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before the
+terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant
+he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung
+back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her.
+
+In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either
+flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution
+at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this
+preserved her consciousness.
+
+Never before had the poor child’s natural agility served her in such
+good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room.
+Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her
+large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed
+upon Manston’s, to read by his expression whether his next intention was
+to dart to the right or the left.
+
+Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of
+unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers.
+It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston
+continued his pursuit with a lowered eye.
+
+The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the capture
+of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went over it like
+a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at the
+other side.
+
+ ‘One on her youth and pliant limbs relies,
+ One on his sinews and his giant size.’
+
+But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run.
+She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she
+uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to
+echo for miles.
+
+At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about
+her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient
+to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended
+direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her.
+
+‘At last! my Cytherea!’ he cried, overturning the table, springing over
+it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and
+clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast,
+and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was
+leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, ‘Rest there for a
+while, my frightened little bird!’
+
+And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by
+the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram
+against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung
+in at the open window, and stood once more between man and wife.
+
+Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one
+side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them.
+It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: ‘Hast
+thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because
+thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.’
+
+A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the
+taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the
+delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws
+of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling over and
+over, locked in each other’s grasp as tightly as if they had been one
+organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to secure Manston’s arms
+with a small thong he had drawn from his pocket, Manston trying to reach
+his knife.
+
+Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous
+space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so
+similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke
+of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of
+body or limbs.
+
+Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She
+had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer,
+unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, ‘Come! Help! O,
+help!’
+
+Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed
+forward at her words. ‘Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on
+lately?’ they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as
+before.
+
+Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward’s grasp, seemed
+at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a
+desperate end. ‘I give it all up for life--dear life!’ he cried, with a
+hoarse laugh. ‘A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how I’ll baffle you
+all yet!’
+
+He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In
+one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers.
+
+
+Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts
+had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the
+lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank
+by the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion.
+He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled
+to stand upright--clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to
+imprint a kiss upon her lips then!
+
+They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose
+wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt
+at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm
+for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house.
+
+A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially
+recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting
+anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the
+door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its
+wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed;
+ornament had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use.
+Three men sat on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands
+were bound in front of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his
+countenance pallid, hard, and fixed.
+
+Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston’s crime in a few short words. He
+now said solemnly, ‘He is to die.’
+
+‘And I cannot mourn for him,’ she replied with a shudder, leaning back
+and covering her face with her hands.
+
+In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched
+the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually
+dying away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town.
+
+
+
+
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON
+
+Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the
+bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer
+Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his
+friend, Farmer Baker.
+
+There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down
+the street at some object which had attracted his attention. ‘Ah, ‘tis
+what we shall all come to!’ he murmured.
+
+The other looked in the same direction. ‘True, neighbour Springrove;
+true.’
+
+Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were
+what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their
+shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth.
+
+‘I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as
+that,’ said Springrove, still regarding the men’s sad burden. ‘I call it
+a sort of medicine.’
+
+‘And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this
+way lately? D’seem as if the person died suddenly.’
+
+‘May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don’t we? But there’s no
+difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other
+sort. There’s no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid
+down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end--thoughtfully
+formed as any other--which has been existing at that very same point
+from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.’
+
+‘It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the
+Lord’s.’
+
+‘That’s it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.’
+
+‘Now you’ll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front
+of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi’ that threshing and
+winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand
+still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and
+the Wherefores, before the end o’ it all, and we go down into the
+mouldering-place, and are forgotten?’
+
+‘’Tis a feeling that will come. But ‘twont bear looking into. There’s a
+back’ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in
+order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here
+with the coffin, look.’
+
+The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand.
+The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the
+way.
+
+‘’Tis a man’s coffin, and a tall man’s, too,’ continued Farmer
+Springrove. ‘His was a fine frame, whoever he was.’
+
+‘A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.’ The
+corner of the cloth had blown aside.
+
+‘Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death’s all the less insult to him. I
+have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look
+than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all
+the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and I speak from
+experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty of
+his life shows itself more than usual.’
+
+As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across
+a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy
+archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited.
+
+Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals,
+
+ ‘COUNTY GAOL.’
+
+The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the
+two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally
+stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length
+through the aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from
+sight.
+
+‘Somebody in the gaol, then?’
+
+‘Yes, one of the prisoners,’ said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who
+passed on whistling.
+
+‘Do you know the name of the man who is dead?’ inquired Baker of a third
+bystander.
+
+‘Yes, ‘tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, Manston,
+Miss Aldclyffe’s steward. He was found dead the first thing this
+morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way,
+by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his
+features were scarcely changed, as he looked at ‘em with the early sun
+a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the
+murder, and all that led to it. So there’s an end of him.’
+
+
+It was perfectly true: Manston was dead.
+
+The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and
+had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following
+confession:--
+
+
+ ‘LAST WORDS.
+
+‘Having found man’s life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce
+it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected
+with my past proceedings.
+
+‘After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the
+fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested,
+I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that
+nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned
+home again in the company of Mr. Raunham.
+
+‘He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards
+the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange
+deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park
+trees. It was the figure of a woman.
+
+‘When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire:
+it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil
+covering her face. These features, together with her size and gait,
+aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain of events which had
+saved her life, told me that she was my wife Eunice.
+
+‘I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had
+gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint,
+whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion
+of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a
+mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman.
+
+‘She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. Her
+first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and
+sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both
+lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints
+to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which
+concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it--more
+surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling.
+
+‘“How could you serve me so?” she said, her breath smelling of spirits
+even then. “You love another woman--yes, you do. See how you drive me
+about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and
+yet I come to try you once more.”
+
+‘An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked--rage
+and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously
+raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She
+turned quickly--and it was the poor creature’s end. By her movement my
+hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck--as men strike a hare
+to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must have
+disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements, and
+uttered one low sound.
+
+‘I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm
+with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead.
+
+‘It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For
+several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences
+of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she
+left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the
+parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out.
+
+‘Upon this I acted.
+
+‘The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the
+moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and
+waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four
+o’clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I
+would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors.
+
+‘In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I
+found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the
+wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an
+old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house
+was prepared for me.
+
+‘To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few
+minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body
+again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven,
+packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard.
+
+‘I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very
+remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was
+not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck
+me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no
+remains whatever should be found.
+
+‘The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place
+it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on
+account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire.
+One remedy remained.
+
+‘I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must
+take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the
+bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys
+from her pocket and the watch from her side.
+
+‘I then replaced everything as before.
+
+‘With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my
+way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the
+back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where
+pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the
+laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these
+old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish
+here, there was not one now. I then groped in the other corner with the
+same result--nowhere could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of
+leg and back-bones were all I could collect, and with these I was forced
+to be content.
+
+‘Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the
+inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the
+hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the
+spot.
+
+‘Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over
+the hedge and over the men’s heads into the smoking embers. When the
+bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the
+watch.
+
+‘I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as
+the dawn began to break. I exulted--“Cytherea is mine again!”
+
+‘At breakfast-time I thought, “Suppose the cupboard should by some
+unlikely chance get moved to-day!”
+
+‘I went to the mason’s yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast,
+and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse,
+again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven
+behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for
+the next night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was
+in a tolerably safe hiding-place.
+
+‘When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had
+been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went
+to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in
+the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. “I will bury her
+to-morrow night, however,” I thought.
+
+‘But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my
+reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after
+all, never likely to be opened in my time.
+
+‘I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church
+with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on
+good intentions, than I did on that morning.
+
+‘When Cytherea’s brother made his appearance at the hotel in
+Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter’s disclosure, I
+was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had found the body.
+“Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?” I mourned. I saw
+my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an
+honourable man. So at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated
+on several schemes for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal
+right to claim as my wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew
+myself to have it.
+
+‘I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in
+a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife
+dead without compromising myself.
+
+‘Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts
+by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced
+to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in
+the settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk--their
+conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to
+that stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it.
+
+‘The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the
+night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet
+me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did;
+but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood
+of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his comrade. The
+favourable hour of the night suggested to them the possibility of some
+unlawful gain before daylight came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting
+position, and still resenting his repulse during the evening, one of
+them proposed to operate upon my birds. I was believed to have gone to
+the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was disinclined to go, and the
+first went off alone.
+
+‘It was now about three o’clock. He had advanced as far as the
+shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied
+he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side
+of the building. He described them in these words, “Ghostly mouths
+talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of the water and creak
+of the engine as before.” Only one explanation occurred to him; the
+house was haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices
+of any kind were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He
+stealthily crept home.
+
+‘His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal
+his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the
+railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then
+he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an
+enactment in the flesh between me and my wife?
+
+‘The words of the other man were:
+
+‘“Why don’t he try to find her if she’s alive?”
+
+‘“True,” said the first. “Well, I don’t forget what I heard, and if she
+don’t turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her
+murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the
+treadmill for being where I was.”
+
+‘“And if she should turn up alive?”
+
+‘“Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well
+as a rogue, hold my tongue.”
+
+‘I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven
+or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put
+upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows.
+
+‘I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only
+effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a
+simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the
+suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further.
+
+‘The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute.
+
+‘The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless,
+innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth,
+and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On
+account of this lady’s sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious
+position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind
+of woman for the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of
+hers was valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next
+day, called at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at
+which she had been known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great
+difficulties stood in the way of a personation. And thus favouring
+circumstances determined my course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to
+her, and propounded my plan.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+‘We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne
+came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in
+which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond
+waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the
+first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me.
+During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but
+could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury
+the body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any
+time. I went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening
+Miss Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no
+right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more.
+She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham’s manner that evening, that
+he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one
+he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house even then.
+
+‘I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten
+her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I
+killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon
+the advantage to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret.
+
+‘Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory
+that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my
+residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging
+my wife’s grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack
+contained.
+
+‘I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost
+always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is
+strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men,
+who have scarcely ever been otherwise.
+
+ ‘AENEAS MANSTON.’
+
+
+The steward’s confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various
+kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from
+all suspicion of complicity with the murderer.
+
+2. SIX O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston’s death.
+
+In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea,
+her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the
+window conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In
+Cytherea’s eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white
+as a lily.
+
+Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated
+the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner
+of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in
+a flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of
+the wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came
+nearer, and arrived opposite Owen’s door, when the driver pulled the
+rein and gave a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe’s carriage!’ they all exclaimed.
+
+Owen went out. ‘Is Miss Graye at home?’ said the man. ‘A note for her,
+and I am to wait for an answer.’
+
+Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:--
+
+
+‘DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She
+continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you.
+If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely yours, JOHN
+RAUNHAM.’
+
+
+‘How comes she ill?’ Owen inquired of the coachman.
+
+‘She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on
+the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she
+complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran
+in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol--she
+shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. Severe internal
+haemorrhage continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is
+sure to get over it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it
+before.’
+
+Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage.
+
+3. SEVEN O’CLOCK P.M.
+
+Soft as was Cytherea’s motion along the corridors of Knapwater House,
+the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught
+the maiden’s well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with
+suspended breath.
+
+In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so
+rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady’s
+weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the
+universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the
+room on Cytherea’s entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged
+in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been
+pronounced out of danger.
+
+Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a
+change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a forbidding
+change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the haughtiness was
+extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter mild placidity
+had taken its place.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone
+with Cytherea.
+
+‘Cytherea?’ she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed.
+
+Cytherea clasped the lady’s weak hand, and sank beside her.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. ‘They say I am certain to live; but I
+know that I am certainly going to die.’
+
+‘They know, I think, and hope.’
+
+‘I know best, but we’ll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you
+forgive me!’
+
+Her companion pressed her hand.
+
+‘But you don’t know yet--you don’t know yet,’ the invalid murmured. ‘It
+is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I
+implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which caused all the
+train of your innumerable ills!’
+
+‘I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that is
+revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I myself
+hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.’
+
+Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe’s eyes, and mingled with those of her
+young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions
+of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from
+the broken-spirited woman.
+
+‘But you don’t know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would
+pity me then!’
+
+Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman
+appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a
+voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there
+pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones
+to bear it out worthily.
+
+‘Cytherea,’ she said, ‘listen to me before I die.
+
+‘A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of seventeen
+was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six-and-twenty. He
+went to India, and died.
+
+‘One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her
+parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the
+money she possessed, pinned it on her infant’s bosom, together with
+a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child’s
+Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to
+Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. She placed
+the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then ran away and
+watched. They took it up and carried it indoors.
+
+‘Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for
+cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents’ counsel to
+secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn’t know what to do.
+She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked
+her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named.
+These were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith.
+The woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one
+meeting--at an inn in Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the
+child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live through
+the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe’s sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully
+agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her,
+bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking.
+
+‘Yes--I must,’ she cried, between her sobs. ‘I will--I must go on! And
+I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am gone,
+Cytherea.’ The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again.
+
+‘The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was
+the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a
+relation.
+
+‘Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of
+the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever
+since.
+
+‘A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a
+man at her father’s house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then
+unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to
+be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her
+secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort,
+and pined.
+
+‘Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and
+estates by her father’s death, she formed the weak scheme of having near
+her the son whom, in her father’s life-time, she had been forbidden to
+recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+‘By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I
+wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true
+lover’s child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me--O, pity me! To
+die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I love him
+now.’
+
+
+That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe.
+
+‘I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,’ she said,
+after holding the young woman’s hand a long while in silence.
+
+‘No--indeed I’ll stay always. Do you like me to stay?’
+
+Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the
+old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. ‘But you are your
+brother’s housekeeper?’
+
+‘Yes.’
+
+‘Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go
+home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come
+again, won’t you, dearest, come again--we’ll fetch you. But you mustn’t
+stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.’ The absorbing
+concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen in very
+sick people, was present here.
+
+Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay
+continuously.
+
+‘Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan’t die till
+to-morrow.’
+
+‘We hope for your recovery--all of us.’
+
+‘I know best. Come at six o’clock, darling.’
+
+‘As soon as ever I can,’ returned Cytherea tenderly.
+
+‘But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother’s
+breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?’
+
+Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known
+had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of
+Cytherea’s nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a
+proceeding would have involved.
+
+An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the
+pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage
+to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in
+readiness to bring her back earlier.
+
+4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK
+
+The third and last instance of Cytherea’s subjection to those periodic
+terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the
+Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date.
+
+It was about four o’clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most
+probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by a
+sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the
+foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of
+entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss
+Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but
+longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature.
+
+Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in
+thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before
+her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead
+Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred.
+
+‘I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to stay!’
+Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and
+the figure vanished.
+
+It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet,
+and not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep,
+she went and tapped at his door.
+
+‘Owen!’
+
+He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise.
+
+‘What do you want, Cytherea?’
+
+‘I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I
+really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.’
+
+‘What time is it?’
+
+‘A few minutes past four.’
+
+‘You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should
+have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.’
+
+Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to
+bed again.
+
+An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to
+the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen’s
+window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been
+thrown against it to arouse him.
+
+He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white
+face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch
+the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a
+Knapwater man sitting on horseback.
+
+Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every
+man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window.
+
+‘Miss Aldclyffe....’ said the messenger, and paused.
+
+‘Ah--dead?’
+
+‘Yes--she is dead.’
+
+‘When did she die?’
+
+‘At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you
+see, sir. I started directly, by the rector’s orders.’
+
+
+
+
+SEQUEL
+
+Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night,
+1867.
+
+The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford
+Church, at ten o’clock in the evening.
+
+Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light
+of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six
+Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in
+the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and
+the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is
+an assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where.
+
+The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and
+catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair
+waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who
+has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat.
+Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of
+kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed
+on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor.
+
+Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four
+unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the
+men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower
+archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and
+chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window
+of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly.
+
+A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had
+taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been
+provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and
+the pivots lubricated. Bright red ‘sallies’ of woollen texture--soft
+to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the ropes in place of the old
+ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more
+evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them.
+
+The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and
+rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes
+and leaving the place for the night.
+
+‘Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,’ said a man with a streaming face,
+and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the tenor
+bell.
+
+‘Our friend here pulled proper well--that ‘a did--seeing he’s but a
+stranger,’ said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second rope,
+and addressing the man in the black coat.
+
+‘’A did,’ said the rest.
+
+‘I enjoyed it much,’ said the man modestly.
+
+‘What we should ha’ done without you words can’t tell. The man that
+d’belong by rights to that there bell is ill o’ two gallons o’ wold
+cider.’
+
+‘And now so’s,’ remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last
+allusion, ‘we’ll finish this drop o’ metheglin and cider, and every man
+home--along straight as a line.’
+
+‘Wi’ all my heart,’ Clerk Crickett replied. ‘And the Lord send if I
+ha’n’t done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.’
+
+‘And the rest o’ us,’ they said, as the cup was handed round.
+
+‘Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o’ this
+mornen’s business o’ mine up by the chancel rails there. ‘Twas very
+convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o’ doen it at that
+twopenny-halfpenny town o’ Budm’th. Very convenient.’
+
+‘Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.’
+
+‘Ah--well. Money’s money--very much so--very--I always have said it. But
+‘twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like any maid, that
+‘a did.’
+
+‘Well enough ‘a mid colour up. ‘Tis no small matter for a man to play
+wi’ fire.’
+
+‘Whatever it may be to a woman,’ said the clerk absently.
+
+‘Thou’rt thinken o’ thy wife, clerk,’ said Gad Weedy. ‘She’ll play wi’it
+again when thou’st got mildewed.’
+
+‘Well--let her, God bless her; for I’m but a poor third man, I. The Lord
+have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy’s got his own at last. What
+little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you
+choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was always my joke
+when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But Teddy’s got her.
+Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi’ grief--so was she.’
+
+‘Maybe she’ll pick up now.’
+
+‘True--‘tis nater’s law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I bear
+in mind what I said to Pa’son Raunham, about thy mother’s family o’
+seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my
+prime. “And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?” he says.
+“Six, sir,” says I, “and every one of ‘em has a brother!” “Poor woman,”
+ says he, “a dozen children!--give her this half-sovereign from me,
+clerk.” ‘A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my
+merry nater--‘a did. But there, ‘tis over wi’ me now. Enteren the Church
+is the ruin of a man’s wit for wit’s nothen without a faint shadder o’
+sin.’
+
+‘If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they’d both
+ha’ died,’ said Gad emphatically.
+
+‘But now instead o’ death there’ll be increase o’ life,’ answered the
+clerk.
+
+‘It all went proper well,’ said the fifth bell-ringer. ‘They didn’t flee
+off to Babylonish places--not they.’ He struck up an attitude--‘Here’s
+Master Springrove standen so: here’s the married woman standen likewise;
+here they d’walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d’bide in the
+chimley corner, hard and fast.’
+
+‘Yes, ‘twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,’ added the clerk. ‘Here
+was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove, looken
+as if he half wished he’d never a-come--ah, poor souls!--the men always
+do! The women do stand it best--the maid was in her glory. Though she
+was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it did
+so’s.’
+
+‘Ay,’ said Gad, ‘and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen
+carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders.
+There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see ‘em come
+out--whip in hand--that ‘a was. Then up comes two master tailors.
+Then there was Christopher Runt wi’ his pickaxe and shovel. There was
+wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up and down church’ard till
+they wore a path wi’ traypsen so--letten the squallen children slip down
+through their arms and nearly skinnen o’ em. And these were all over and
+above the gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye
+at last dressed up quite the dand. “Well, Mr. Graye,” says I from the
+top o’ church’ard wall, “how’s yerself?” Mr. Graye never spoke--he’d
+prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn’ want en to spak. Teddy
+hears it, and turns round: “All right, Gad!” says he, and laughed like a
+boy. There’s more in Teddy.’
+
+‘Well,’ said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, ‘now you’ve
+been among us so long, and d’know us so well, won’t ye tell us what
+ye’ve come here for, and what your trade is?’
+
+‘I am no trade,’ said the thin man, smiling, ‘and I came to see the
+wickedness of the land.’
+
+‘I said thou wast one o’ the devil’s brood wi’ thy black clothes,’
+replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before.
+
+‘No, the truth is,’ said the thin man, retracting at this horrible
+translation, ‘I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.’
+
+‘Now let’s be off, neighbours,’ the clerk interrupted.
+
+The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out
+into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full,
+and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the
+south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness
+against the illuminated atmosphere behind them.
+
+‘Good-night,’ the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked.
+‘My nearest way is through the park.’
+
+‘I suppose mine is too?’ said the stranger. ‘I am going to the
+railway-station.’
+
+‘Of course--come on.’
+
+The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party
+going into the road on the opposite side.
+
+‘And so the romance has ended well,’ the clerk’s companion remarked,
+as they brushed along through the grass. ‘But what is the truth of the
+story about the property?’
+
+‘Now look here, neighbour,’ said Clerk Crickett, ‘if so be you’ll tell
+me what your line o’ life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day,
+I’ll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.’
+
+‘Very well--I will when you have done,’ said the other man.
+
+‘’Tis a bargain; and this is the right o’ the story. When Miss
+Aldclyffe’s will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the
+very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And
+this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North
+Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to “THE WIFE
+OF AENEAS MANSTON” (with one exception): failen her life to her husband:
+failen his life to the heirs of his head--body I would say: failen
+them to her absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa’son
+Raunham, and so on to the end o’ the human race. Now do you see the
+depth of her scheme? Why, although upon the surface it appeared her
+whole property was for Miss Cytherea, by the word “wife” being used,
+and not Cytherea’s name, whoever was the wife o’ Manston would come
+in for’t. Wasn’t that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her
+son AEneas, under any circumstances, should be master o’ the property,
+without folk knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would
+if it had been left to en straightway.’
+
+‘A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?’
+
+‘The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa’son Raunham.’
+
+‘And Miss Cytherea was now Manston’s widow and only relative, and
+inherited all absolutely.’
+
+‘True, she did. “Well,” says she, “I shan’t have it” (she didn’t like
+the notion o’ getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty
+dear). She waived her right in favour o’ Mr. Raunham. Now, if there’s
+a man in the world that d’care nothen about land--I don’t say there is,
+but _if_ there is--‘tis our pa’son. He’s like a snail. He’s a-growed so
+to the shape o’ that there rectory that ‘a wouldn’ think o’ leaven it
+even in name. “‘Tis yours, Miss Graye,” says he. “No, ‘tis yours,” says
+she. “‘Tis’n’ mine,” says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case,
+thinken o’ forfeiture by felony--but ‘twas no such thing, and ‘a gied
+it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and
+a woman, and a Crown--neither o’ em in a madhouse--flingen an estate
+backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this way.
+Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward, and
+put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand--just as if ‘twas
+his own. He does just what he’d like--Mr. Raunham never interferen--and
+hither to-day he’s brought his new wife, Cytherea. And a settlement ha’
+been drawn up this very day, whereby their children, heirs, and cetrer,
+be to inherit after Mr. Raunham’s death. Good fortune came at last. Her
+brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some architectural
+competition, and is about to move to London. Here’s the house, look.
+Stap out from these bushes, and you’ll get a clear sight o’t.’
+
+They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down
+the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the
+mansion, they halted.
+
+It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of
+the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a
+white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon
+as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the
+fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake.
+
+At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and
+two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they.
+A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea Springrove: a young
+man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her husband.
+
+They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the
+water, and the general loveliness of the prospect.
+
+‘That’s the married man and wife--there, I’ve illustrated my story by
+rale liven specimens,’ the clerk whispered.
+
+‘To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn’ slip a
+penny-piece between ‘em--that you couldn’! Beautiful to see it, isn’t
+it--beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won’t let ‘em see
+us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow
+night.’
+
+The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the
+wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk’s house at the
+further boundary of the park, they paused to part.
+
+‘Now for your half o’ the bargain,’ said Clerk Crickett. ‘What’s your
+line o’ life, and what d’ye come here for?’
+
+‘I’m the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up
+the news. Good-night.’
+
+
+Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several
+minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying
+alongside.
+
+‘O, Edward,’ said Cytherea, ‘you must do something that has just come
+into my head!’
+
+‘Well, dearest--I know.’
+
+‘Yes--give me one half-minute’s row on the lake here now, just as you
+did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.’
+
+He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from
+shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he
+paused and looked at her.
+
+‘Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,’ said
+Springrove. ‘You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in
+this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this way. Then I
+put my hand on the other side of your little neck--’
+
+‘I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.’
+
+‘Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--’
+
+‘But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I
+couldn’t then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to
+you, and I wouldn’t be that.’
+
+‘And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips
+round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.’
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
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+</pre>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h1>
+ DESPERATE REMEDIES
+ </h1>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br />
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ By Thomas Hardy
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <blockquote>
+ <p class="toc">
+ <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big>
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0001"> PREFATORY NOTE </a><br /><br /> <a
+ href="#link2H_4_0002"> I. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+ <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0003"> II. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE EVENTS OF A
+ FORTNIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0004"> III. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0005"> IV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0006"> V. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0007"> VI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0008"> VII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0009"> VIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0010"> IX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0011"> X. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0012"> XI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0013"> XII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0014"> XIII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0015"> XIV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0016"> XV. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0017"> XVI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF ONE WEEK <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0018"> XVII. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF ONE DAY <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0019"> XVIII. &nbsp;&nbsp;</a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF THREE DAYS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0020"> XIX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0021"> XX. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF THREE HOURS <br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0022"> XXI. </a>&nbsp;&nbsp;THE
+ EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS <br /><br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0023">
+ SEQUEL </a>
+ </p>
+ </blockquote>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0001" id="link2H_4_0001">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ PREFATORY NOTE
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ The following story, the first published by the author, was written
+ nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a method. The
+ principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too exclusively
+ those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral obliquity are
+ depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes, and at least
+ one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a little longer
+ preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a fragmentary form
+ the novel is reissued complete&mdash;the more readily that it has for some
+ considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated in America. January
+ 1889.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of
+ &lsquo;Desperate Remedies,&rsquo; some Wessex towns and other places that are common
+ to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the first
+ time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the satisfaction
+ of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain
+ characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were
+ present in this my first&mdash;published in 1871, when there was no French
+ name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ T.H. February 1896.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br />
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ <br /> <br /> <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <h2>
+ I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which renders
+ worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward Springrove,
+ and others, the first event directly influencing the issue was a Christmas
+ visit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who
+ had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of
+ Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the
+ Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had gone up
+ to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, Huntway,
+ the friend, had taken orders.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought which,
+ exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness; on
+ abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in a
+ new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it was
+ ever a surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the Navy
+ named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in a street
+ not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than comfortable
+ circumstances, the captain&rsquo;s wife came of an ancient family whose
+ genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious and
+ well-known in the kingdom.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most beautiful
+ and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen or twenty,
+ and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very unlike country
+ girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. She was perfect in
+ her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere distinguishing
+ peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as the pervading
+ characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than perfection throughout&mdash;transcending
+ her rural rivals in very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of
+ which was only eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents
+ two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and
+ accident and a lover&rsquo;s contrivance brought them together as frequently the
+ week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few friends (for
+ their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he was received
+ on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but
+ ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly
+ assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed
+ to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give
+ effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of the
+ young people&rsquo;s reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual favour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Graye&rsquo;s whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable
+ episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had
+ arrived at the last stage&mdash;a kind of moral Gaza&mdash;before plunging
+ into an emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and
+ it was necessary for the young architect to leave town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had been
+ this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his presence as
+ a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had repressed all
+ recognition of the true nature of the thread which drew them together,
+ blinding herself to its meaning and only natural tendency, and appearing
+ to dread his announcement of them. The present seemed enough for her
+ without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is in itself an end, it
+ must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a spur,
+ he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took her into a
+ little conservatory on the landing, and there among the evergreens, by the
+ light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the freshness and beauty
+ of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as
+ they.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My love&mdash;my darling, be my wife!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She seemed like one just awakened. &lsquo;Ah&mdash;we must part now!&rsquo; she
+ faltered, in a voice of anguish. &lsquo;I will write to you.&rsquo; She loosened her
+ hand and rushed away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who
+ shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words was
+ put into his hand?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us
+ eternally. Forgive me&mdash;I should have told you before; but your love
+ was sweet! Never mention me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of
+ things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to a
+ relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could wring
+ from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and the most
+ bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from the tone
+ of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he at this
+ sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her reason as
+ valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway&rsquo;s house and saw
+ no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend answered any
+ inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor food to a lover
+ is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend. Huntway could
+ tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had been some prior
+ flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or
+ three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by
+ the cousin&rsquo;s departure for India, and the young lady&rsquo;s travelling on the
+ Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on account of
+ delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that circumstances had rendered
+ Graye&rsquo;s attachment more hopeless still. Cytherea&rsquo;s mother had unexpectedly
+ inherited a large fortune and estates in the west of England by the rapid
+ fall of some intervening lives. This had caused their removal from the
+ small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their
+ old friends in that quarter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love.
+ But he could not forget her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. FROM 1843 TO 1861
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed&mdash;a man without
+ relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends&mdash;Ambrose Graye met
+ a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good
+ gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of
+ Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the
+ beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; but
+ with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will make a
+ passing love permanent for ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first or
+ last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but few knew
+ that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless repining at
+ the loss of its first idol.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions will
+ under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their imagined
+ destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant disposition,
+ he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances as it is the
+ lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity
+ of his early life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not
+ picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of
+ indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition was
+ improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for every
+ debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious exactness from
+ the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But as years revolved, the
+ same course was continued from the lack of spirit sufficient for shifting
+ out of an old groove when it has been found to lead to disaster.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children.
+ The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from
+ school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his
+ father&rsquo;s office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen&rsquo;s junior by
+ a year.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of these
+ persons&rsquo; lives. The scene is still the Grayes&rsquo; native town of Hocbridge,
+ but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of October.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen
+ wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the time.
+ It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical garishness
+ of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and enlivening newness
+ of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible advance towards acquiring
+ those mellow and soothing tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that
+ stage in the progress of the week when business&mdash;which, carried on
+ under the gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic
+ sparkle&mdash;was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was
+ intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of
+ visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns
+ trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they interest
+ most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious of beholders.
+ Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to be entertaining by
+ putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable caricatures which spoil
+ them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the
+ intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two to
+ the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from Shakespeare
+ was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons who had already
+ assembled within the building were noticing the entrance of the new-comers&mdash;silently
+ criticizing their dress&mdash;questioning the genuineness of their teeth
+ and hair&mdash;estimating their private means.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid
+ the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble.
+ She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings and
+ trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked up the
+ side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and entered the
+ seat pointed out to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. During
+ her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and listening
+ to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed an
+ interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect than
+ her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of
+ faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the
+ gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an
+ extreme degree.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended
+ scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of her
+ eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The carriage
+ of her head&mdash;motion within motion&mdash;a glide upon a glide&mdash;was
+ as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and
+ elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by
+ observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her
+ years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the
+ inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her safe
+ and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations and
+ whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties,
+ when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised
+ on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in
+ the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and compelled the
+ self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon her childish figure
+ as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. And in later years,
+ when the instincts of her sex had shown her this point as the best and
+ rarest feature in her external self, she was not found wanting in
+ attention to the cultivation of finish in its details.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining
+ corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as each
+ curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, though
+ rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed the
+ affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as
+ distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express
+ faithfulness only to the object confronting them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But to attempt to gain a view of her&mdash;or indeed of any fascinating
+ woman&mdash;from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the
+ effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern&mdash;or of
+ a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it
+ may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that among the
+ many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly striking:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
+ smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
+ space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
+ degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
+ and Nay.
+
+ During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
+ accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of
+ the listener&rsquo;s arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree
+ of intimacy dictated.
+
+ When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the
+ present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Why the particulars of a young lady&rsquo;s presence at a very mediocre
+ performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their
+ intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved&mdash;why they were
+ remembered and individualized by herself and others through after years&mdash;was
+ simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the extreme posterior
+ edge of a tract in her life, in which the real meaning of Taking Thought
+ had never been known. It was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed
+ with a mind entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which
+ she stepped immediately afterwards&mdash;to continue a perplexed course
+ along its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and
+ through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room the
+ housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper part of
+ a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under the
+ superintendence of Miss Graye&rsquo;s father, the architect to the work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the room
+ was a fact which Cytherea&rsquo;s idling eyes had discovered with some interest,
+ and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being enacted about
+ its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage of scaffolding
+ against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men&mdash;four in clothes
+ as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the fifth in the
+ ordinary dark suit of a gentleman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason&rsquo;s labourer.
+ The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving directions
+ as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway allowed, stood
+ perfectly still.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious and
+ striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark margin of
+ the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by contrast the
+ softness of the objects enclosed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the
+ five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and
+ experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger than
+ pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like
+ silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a person
+ on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose: that they
+ were indifferent to&mdash;even unconscious of&mdash;the distracted world
+ beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the
+ scaffolding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless, with
+ attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost in
+ reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were
+ lifting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why does he stand like that?&rsquo; the young lady thought at length&mdash;up
+ to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines,
+ who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry into
+ their Harbour of a power that overturned the State.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She moved herself uneasily. &lsquo;I wish he would come down,&rsquo; she whispered,
+ still gazing at the skybacked picture. &lsquo;It is so dangerous to be
+ absent-minded up there.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold of
+ one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go and
+ stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling
+ forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately
+ disappearing downwards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her lips
+ parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by one
+ the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their
+ heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the sight
+ of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being
+ carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her own
+ house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had passed
+ evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the door&mdash;through
+ which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few instants before&mdash;her
+ eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw
+ white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud.
+ Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous&mdash;however
+ foreign in essence these scenes may be&mdash;as chemical waters will
+ crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that time any mental agony
+ brought less vividly to Cytherea&rsquo;s mind the scene from the Town Hall
+ windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of horror
+ accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the clouds of
+ blackness we designedly labour to introduce.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour,
+ Owen Graye sat before his father&rsquo;s private escritoire, engaged in turning
+ out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of papers&mdash;forbidding
+ and inharmonious to the eye at all times&mdash;most of all to one under
+ the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper tied with twine
+ were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers bounded by black
+ edges&mdash;these with blue foolscap wrapped round with crude red tape.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted to a
+ careful examination, by which the appended particulars were ascertained:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ First, that their father&rsquo;s income from professional sources had
+ been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure;
+ and that his own and his wife&rsquo;s property, upon which he had relied
+ for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to
+ unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father&rsquo;s too
+ open-hearted trustfulness.
+
+ Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain
+ his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable
+ instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at
+ Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his
+ spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which
+ had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be
+ considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security
+ whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most
+ unfortunate speculation that a man like himself&mdash;ignorant of all
+ such matters&mdash;could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and
+ all Mr. Graye&rsquo;s money with it.
+
+ Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he
+ knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few
+ pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name.
+
+ Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had
+ awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by
+ his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal
+ in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a
+ portion of the little fortune he had let go.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was frequently at her brother&rsquo;s elbow during these examinations.
+ She often remarked sadly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn&rsquo;t
+ he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would
+ claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that
+ from it sprang all the ills of his life&mdash;everything connected with
+ his gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about
+ him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I remember what he said once,&rsquo; returned the brother, &lsquo;when I sat up late
+ with him. He said, &ldquo;Owen, don&rsquo;t love too blindly: blindly you will love if
+ you love at all, but a little care is still possible to a well-disciplined
+ heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,&rdquo; father said.
+ &ldquo;Cultivate the art of renunciation.&rdquo; And I am going to, Cytherea.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa&rsquo;s ruin, because he
+ did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where
+ she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about her.
+ Papa never told us her name, did he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not
+ our mother.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye&rsquo;s disheartening blow was
+ precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls
+ ponder in their hearts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus Ambrose Graye&rsquo;s good intentions with regard to the reintegration of
+ his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put
+ them for ever out of his power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in immediately
+ upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously unheard and
+ unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to have the
+ assets, such as they were, administered by the Court.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What will become of us now?&rsquo; thought Owen continually.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time
+ persists in inferring that because we are <i>ourselves</i>, there must be
+ a special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the
+ remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and
+ Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of
+ possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with
+ themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked&mdash;&lsquo;Like
+ those of other people similarly circumstanced.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision on
+ their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to
+ letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden
+ hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. In
+ the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning
+ people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted truth,
+ that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing
+ of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours&mdash;that the daughter
+ had been brought up to no profession&mdash;that the son who had, had made
+ no progress in it, and might come to the dogs&mdash;could not from the
+ nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not hurt
+ their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in some
+ form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed them
+ hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in their
+ intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors&mdash;their toes hanging
+ over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over their toes&mdash;and
+ in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated the course of the
+ improvident, and reduced the children&rsquo;s prospects to a shadow-like
+ attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic
+ kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare
+ unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of us,
+ or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or
+ object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is
+ the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession by a
+ hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our
+ skeleton-closet&rsquo;s whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a
+ chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen&mdash;exclusive depositaries
+ though these may be.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have
+ been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But
+ unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has had time
+ to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their opportunities for
+ shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of his father&rsquo;s
+ impressibility, a larger share of his father&rsquo;s pride, and a squareness of
+ idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would have amounted
+ to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at
+ all, was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme to
+ extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if it were
+ worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and instinctively
+ sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness would have endured.
+ He could have submitted to separation, sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger
+ and thirst, with stoical indifference, but superciliousness was too
+ incisive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his
+ father&rsquo;s successor in the profession&mdash;attempts which were utterly
+ fruitless by reason of his inexperience&mdash;Graye came to a simple and
+ sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, drop
+ from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter
+ creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the
+ position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open
+ to them&mdash;that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by
+ following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier grinding
+ his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of employment,
+ owing to the decrease of his late father&rsquo;s practice, and the absence of
+ direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results from a pupil&rsquo;s
+ labour (which seems to be always the case when a professional man&rsquo;s pupil
+ is also his son), Owen&rsquo;s progress in the art and science of architecture
+ had been very insignificant indeed. Though anything but an idle young man,
+ he had hardly reached the age at which industrious men who lack an
+ external whip to send them on in the world, are induced by their own
+ common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans,
+ elevations, sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of
+ two years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six months
+ by a youth of average ability&mdash;himself, for instance&mdash;amid a
+ bustling London practice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the profession&mdash;some
+ man in a remote town&mdash;and there fulfil his indentures. A tangible
+ inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight conception of
+ such a man&mdash;a Mr. Gradfield&mdash;who was in practice in Budmouth
+ Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of England.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the
+ necessary question, shortly alluding to his father&rsquo;s death, and stating
+ that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad to
+ complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining two
+ years, provided payment could begin at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a pupil
+ who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye
+ mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of
+ some young man in his office&mdash;for a short time only, probably about
+ two months&mdash;to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of
+ the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position
+ as these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with
+ his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give
+ him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the shadow
+ of the cloud which hangs over us here&mdash;I will go,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the even
+ greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One advantage
+ had accrued to her through her mother&rsquo;s possession of a fair share of
+ personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully educated.
+ Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take up her abode
+ in her brother&rsquo;s lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise
+ for a situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at
+ Aldbrickham who was winding up her father&rsquo;s affairs, and who knew the
+ history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in the matter
+ of her past life and respectability.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind
+ them scarcely a trace of their footsteps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step.
+ &lsquo;Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they
+ are known! There is no doubt that they would.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about
+ any end necessary to happiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet whether one&rsquo;s end be the usual end&mdash;a wealthy position in life&mdash;or
+ no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual
+ end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0003" id="link2H_4_0003">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. THE NINTH OF JULY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax of
+ a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of landscape
+ quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they steamed along
+ through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining under trees a
+ little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover fields were livid
+ with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red flowers. All waggons
+ and carts were moved to the shade by their careful owners, rain-water
+ butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the
+ well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally,
+ water seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the
+ peasantry who toiled or idled there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To see persons looking with children&rsquo;s eyes at any ordinary scenery, is a
+ proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations
+ from an old experience&mdash;a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days&mdash;the
+ mark of an imperishable brightness of nature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They
+ watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions; the
+ stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and abrupt
+ hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry&mdash;the spots upon
+ which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as circles of
+ smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable little fissures.
+ Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating beside meadows
+ cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs
+ horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or
+ lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which became more and
+ more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the platform at
+ Budmouth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The whole town is looking out for us,&rsquo; had been Graye&rsquo;s impression
+ throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield&mdash;the only man who
+ had been directly informed of his coming&mdash;and found that Mr.
+ Gradfield had forgotten it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ However, arrangements were made with this gentleman&mdash;a stout, active,
+ grey-bearded burgher of sixty&mdash;by which Owen was to commence work in
+ his office the following week.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an <i>engagement</i> as
+ <i>governess</i> or <i>companion</i>. She is competent to teach English,
+ French, and Music. Satisfactory references&mdash;Address, C. G.,
+ Post-Office, Budmouth.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus
+ delineated on the paper. &lsquo;That can&rsquo;t be myself; how odd I look!&rsquo; she said,
+ and smiled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. JULY THE ELEVENTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye attended
+ at Mr. Gradfield&rsquo;s office to enter upon his duties, and his sister was
+ left in their lodgings alone for the first time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted
+ cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of scene&mdash;and
+ that to untravelled eyes&mdash;conjoined with the sensation of freedom
+ from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature ready enough
+ to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. Point-blank grief
+ tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to produce that
+ attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that move onward with
+ the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity for pleasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A
+ thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely
+ pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing
+ its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and vices,
+ and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be separated
+ from her brother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell on
+ her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by
+ symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if not
+ always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this
+ romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the
+ fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the
+ tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a
+ long time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She whispered idly, &lsquo;I wonder who and what he will be?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If he&rsquo;s a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with the
+ tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the least
+ trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall hardly know
+ it is there&mdash;looking delightfully into my eyes all the time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If he&rsquo;s a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round,
+ take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty&rsquo;s crown in value, and
+ desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly
+ upon what he is doing&mdash;just as if he stood in battle before the enemy
+ (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I
+ shall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If he&rsquo;s a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, and
+ deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression about
+ his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as if we
+ were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of
+ observation and envy by a great crowd saying, &ldquo;Ah! they are happy now!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If he should be rather a poor man&mdash;noble-minded and affectionate,
+ but still poor&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen&rsquo;s footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this fancy-free
+ meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself for allowing her
+ mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their present desperate
+ condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr.
+ Gradfield&rsquo;s broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat
+ down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like&mdash;do
+ you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head
+ draughtsman with me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a
+ moment&rsquo;s notice the drama of whosoever&rsquo;s life they choose. Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What sort of a man is he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell to
+ a certainty as yet. But I think he&rsquo;s a very worthy fellow; there&rsquo;s no
+ nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read
+ widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what&rsquo;s good in books and art. In
+ fact, his knowledge isn&rsquo;t nearly so exclusive as most professional men&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men
+ they are, as a rule, the most professional.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, I
+ think.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has the managing clerk any family?&rsquo; she mildly asked, after a while,
+ pouring out some more tea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Family; no!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, dear Owen, how should I know?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, of course he isn&rsquo;t married. But there happened to be a conversation
+ about women going on in the office, and I heard him say what he should
+ wish his wife to be like.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What would he wish his wife to be like?&rsquo; she said, with great apparent
+ lack of interest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do
+ without a dash of womanly subtlety, &lsquo;tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that
+ must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. &ldquo;And yet I should like
+ her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard,&rdquo; he said,
+ &ldquo;which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and
+ forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;and whatever she
+ may be, thank God she&rsquo;s no worse. However, if he might give a final hint
+ to Providence,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains
+ was the rough outline of his requirement.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He did, indeed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have no
+ constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important idea
+ may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; and any
+ small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum the mind
+ may be able to make over to it. Cytherea&rsquo;s world was tolerably vacant at
+ this time, and the young architectural designer&rsquo;s image became very
+ pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;His name is Springrove,&rsquo; said Owen, in reply to her. &lsquo;He is a thorough
+ artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made himself
+ so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the kind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, he&rsquo;s none the worse for that, I suppose.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually meeting
+ people going up.&rsquo; But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little the worse
+ nevertheless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course he&rsquo;s rather old by this time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no. He&rsquo;s about six-and-twenty&mdash;not more.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t exactly tell you his appearance: &lsquo;tis always such a difficult
+ thing to do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should describe
+ as short, I fancy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see him
+ sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and
+ figure.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wish you were, then.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the
+ street to-day whom I fancied was he&mdash;and yet, I don&rsquo;t see how it
+ could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face,
+ and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked
+ narrowly at anything.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no. That was not he, Cytherea.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not a bit like him in all probability.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not a bit. He has dark hair&mdash;almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth,
+ and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, there now, Owen, you <i>have</i> described him! But I suppose he&rsquo;s
+ not generally called pleasing, or&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Handsome?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Rather.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;His tout ensemble is striking?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;O no, no&mdash;I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his
+ waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s a thorough bookworm&mdash;despises the pap-and-daisy school of verse&mdash;knows
+ Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed, he&rsquo;s a poet
+ himself in a small way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How delicious!&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;I have never known a poet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And you don&rsquo;t know him,&rsquo; said Owen dryly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She reddened. &lsquo;Of course I don&rsquo;t. I know that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Have you received any answer to your advertisement?&rsquo; he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;no!&rsquo; she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed
+ itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible
+ again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more of
+ the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he had
+ been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his&mdash;some
+ serious and sad&mdash;some humorous&mdash;which had appeared in the poets&rsquo;
+ corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea,
+ who instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very
+ beautiful.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;Springrove&rsquo;s no fool,&rsquo; said Owen sententiously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No fool!&mdash;I should think he isn&rsquo;t, indeed,&rsquo; said Cytherea, looking
+ up from the paper in quite an excitement: &lsquo;to write such verses as these!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don&rsquo;t mean on account of
+ the verses, because I haven&rsquo;t read them; but for what he said when the
+ fellows were talking about falling in love.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Which you will tell me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a
+ sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn&rsquo;t
+ know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is
+ cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but
+ right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he
+ ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or
+ wrong kind&mdash;he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time
+ he asks himself, &ldquo;Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and
+ was firmly resolved not to do without?&rdquo; He finds it is all wrong, and then
+ comes the tussle&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do they marry and live happily?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said&mdash;well, I really forget
+ what he said.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That <i>is</i> stupid of you!&rsquo; said the young lady with dismay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But he&rsquo;s a satirist&mdash;I don&rsquo;t think I care about him now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive
+ fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love
+ affair.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again in
+ private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed him
+ he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield&rsquo;s in a fortnight to push his fortunes
+ in London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea&rsquo;s heart. Why
+ should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, concerning
+ a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic enough to rebound
+ after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she had scarcely known
+ them? Though she could not answer this question, she knew one thing, she
+ was saddened by Owen&rsquo;s news.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was announced
+ through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by the weak-voiced
+ town-crier, to start at six o&rsquo;clock the same day. The weather was lovely,
+ and the opportunity being the first of the kind offered to them, Owen and
+ Cytherea went with the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour over
+ the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that two or
+ three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting mediaeval
+ ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through the medium
+ of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close to the
+ reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed respecting it.
+ Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for him to go there
+ and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on
+ the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his
+ expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly
+ spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a blue
+ intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted in the
+ foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their sails
+ graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the varying
+ actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of the
+ declining sun.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the passengers
+ to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps and violins on
+ board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled with, though not
+ marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests rolled over&mdash;at
+ the point where the check of the shallows was first felt&mdash;and then
+ thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if
+ possible, some sign of Owen&rsquo;s return. Nothing was visible save the
+ strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the
+ back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light,
+ adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the very
+ climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious brown
+ that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the colours
+ that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and float in
+ mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the
+ hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did
+ not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed
+ ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress&mdash;a
+ broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a stream
+ along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill, and
+ delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew holly
+ bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole surface
+ of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and there were
+ round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and
+ what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should be left
+ behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her handkerchief,
+ containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils which the locality
+ produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with the knots of visitors
+ there congregated from other interesting points around; from the inn, the
+ cottages, and hired conveyances that had returned from short drives
+ inland. They all went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on
+ two wheels&mdash;the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered
+ till the very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the
+ boat and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain
+ Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects
+ of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the propelling
+ power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell &lsquo;ee our time&rsquo;s up. Who
+ are you looking for, miss?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My brother&mdash;he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here
+ directly. Could you wait for him&mdash;just a minute?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Really, I am afraid not, m&rsquo;m.&rsquo; Cytherea looked at the stout, round-faced
+ man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so expressive of her own
+ opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and with such resignation,
+ too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride at being able to prove
+ himself more humane than he was thought to be&mdash;works of
+ supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this way&mdash;and
+ that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among the
+ passengers began to murmur.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There, never mind,&rsquo; said Cytherea decisively. &lsquo;Go on without me&mdash;I
+ shall wait for him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, &lsquo;tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,&rsquo; said the
+ captain. &lsquo;I certainly advise you not to wait.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s gone across to the railway station, for certain,&rsquo; said another
+ passenger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;here he is!&rsquo; Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half
+ hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down the
+ ravine which lay between the heath and the shore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He can&rsquo;t get here in less than five minutes,&rsquo; a passenger said. &lsquo;People
+ should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You see, sir,&rsquo; said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, &lsquo;since &lsquo;tis
+ her brother, and she&rsquo;s all alone, &lsquo;tis only nater to wait a minute, now
+ he&rsquo;s in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be, and had
+ a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon this here wild
+ lonely shore, like her, why you&rsquo;d want us to wait, too, wouldn&rsquo;t you, sir?
+ I think you would.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this remark
+ by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff immediately
+ at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were now heard
+ striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about twenty or
+ thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time, Cytherea
+ prepared to ascend the plank.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me give you my hand, miss,&rsquo; said Captain Jacobs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;please don&rsquo;t touch me,&rsquo; said she, ascending cautiously by
+ sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind
+ it, and so on alternately&mdash;her lips compressed by concentration on
+ the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her
+ immediate thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her
+ footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant
+ were up to her heels with a bound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!&rsquo; she said without turning. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t,
+ don&rsquo;t shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up.
+ Where have you been so long?&rsquo; she continued, in a lower tone, turning
+ round to him as she reached the top.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck, demanded
+ her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the new-comer in the
+ following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat; unknown face. The
+ man was not her brother, but a total stranger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in
+ confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep
+ water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One or two persons had said, &lsquo;How d&rsquo;ye do, Mr. Springrove?&rsquo; and looked at
+ Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but just
+ caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing
+ directly to address her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Graye, I believe?&rsquo; he said, lifting his hat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a
+ surreptitious knowledge of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and
+ soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in
+ the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account of
+ a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that he should
+ go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of walking back
+ to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station&mdash;a shorter walk for him&mdash;where
+ he could catch the late train, and go directly home. I could let you know
+ what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is the lameness serious, do you know?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to
+ ride home.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen&rsquo;s score, she was able slightly to
+ examine the appearance of her informant&mdash;Edward Springrove&mdash;who
+ now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her
+ brother&rsquo;s height. Although the upper part of his face and head was
+ handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine
+ regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely
+ pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief
+ which the sum total of his features inspired&mdash;that though they did
+ not prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the world,
+ men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead,
+ otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of
+ his remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids good-bye
+ to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting and
+ investments, he had reached the period in a young man&rsquo;s life when episodic
+ periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have begun to
+ accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance sometimes
+ seeming to state, &lsquo;I have already thought out the issue of such conditions
+ as these we are experiencing.&rsquo; At other times he wore an abstracted look:
+ &lsquo;I seem to have lived through this moment before.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black kerchief
+ as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood obliquely&mdash;a
+ deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am sorry for your disappointment,&rsquo; he continued, glancing into her
+ face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked together,
+ and the single instant only which good breeding allows as the length of
+ such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of intelligence had
+ shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those unaccountable
+ sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand has been touched
+ or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger than mathematical
+ proof, the conviction, &lsquo;A tie has begun to unite us.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in
+ each other&rsquo;s thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of
+ his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties
+ engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace
+ remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody, and
+ the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the horizon
+ during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their stern. The
+ sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the bursting of the
+ innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be distinctly heard.
+ The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea and Springrove,
+ lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof&mdash;noticing
+ the trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance&mdash;watching the
+ waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other&rsquo;s
+ edges.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour,
+ sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the
+ shimmering path of the moon&rsquo;s reflection on the other side, which reached
+ away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves to
+ sparkles as fine as gold dust.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train
+ arrives,&rsquo; said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She thanked him much.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps we might walk together,&rsquo; he suggested hesitatingly. She looked as
+ if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month the
+ particular train selected for Graye&rsquo;s return had ceased to stop at
+ Anglebury station.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am very sorry I misled him,&rsquo; said Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, I am not alarmed at all,&rsquo; replied Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, it&rsquo;s sure to be all right&mdash;he will sleep there, and come by
+ the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go
+ indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me go round to your door with you?&rsquo; he pleaded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, thank you; we live close by.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she
+ was inexorable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t&mdash;forget me,&rsquo; he murmured. She did not answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me see you sometimes,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps you never will again&mdash;I am going away,&rsquo; she replied in
+ lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and upstairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as
+ an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too,
+ after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply
+ that they would never come together again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched
+ her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut
+ short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind&mdash;Edward
+ dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to
+ that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the
+ sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding the
+ charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street, crossed
+ the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the other
+ side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons),
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;One hope is too like despair
+ For prudence to smother.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward Springrove
+ had made its appearance in Cytherea&rsquo;s bosom with all the fascinating
+ attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or displacing other
+ emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely new ground; as when
+ gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see a star come into
+ existence where nothing was before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His parting words, &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t forget me,&rsquo; she repeated to herself a hundred
+ times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she
+ could not help toying with them,&mdash;looking at them from all points,
+ and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,&mdash;ostensibly
+ entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, yet
+ in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of their
+ deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her reason
+ flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, pleasantly and
+ smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding
+ nature at crises.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, it
+ so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance which,
+ slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position between the
+ past and the future of the persons herein concerned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass
+ without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully
+ expected he would do, Owen entered the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; he said, kissing her, &lsquo;you have not been alarmed, of course.
+ Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know&mdash;nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope
+ you like Springrove. Springrove&rsquo;s a nice fellow, you know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. I think he is, except that&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn&rsquo;t it?
+ And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by train
+ my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about five
+ miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I might not
+ be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the bothering foot,
+ so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was no available village or
+ inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed
+ the line, to take me in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You didn&rsquo;t get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I&rsquo;m afraid,
+ Owen,&rsquo; said his sister.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To tell the truth, I didn&rsquo;t. I was in such very close and narrow
+ quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had only
+ his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an
+ extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!&mdash;by
+ Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I&rsquo;ll go straight on. As I was saying,
+ he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be
+ fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I
+ agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor
+ close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had
+ not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the
+ luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But
+ worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally
+ struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the
+ post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether so
+ unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been
+ dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He
+ begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let fall
+ that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had once had
+ visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, and some
+ very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair had
+ occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think and
+ dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I said.
+ &ldquo;Cytherea,&rdquo; he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then told me
+ that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds to add to
+ a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. One
+ evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, every idler
+ in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were
+ on fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began picking
+ up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished. At length
+ a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked if a woman was
+ there waiting for herself&mdash;Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the
+ young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small inner room.
+ There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room from the bar to
+ enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted
+ anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the
+ girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the
+ partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face buried in
+ her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a house. Then a
+ woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by name. The man
+ distinctly heard the following words pass between them:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Why have you not brought him?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the
+ floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in and
+ lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long time
+ bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. &ldquo;Who is
+ she?&rdquo; the innkeeper said to the other woman. &ldquo;I know her,&rdquo; the other said,
+ with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed allied,
+ and yet strangers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an
+ inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some
+ information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, and
+ said sharply, &ldquo;What&rsquo;s your name?&rdquo; &ldquo;To catch a woman napping is difficult,
+ even when she&rsquo;s half dead; but I did it,&rdquo; says the gatekeeper. When he
+ asked her her name, she said immediately&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Cytherea&rdquo;&mdash;and stopped suddenly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My own name!&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be
+ equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they
+ might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, for
+ she added directly afterwards: &ldquo;O, what have I said!&rdquo; and was quite
+ overcome again&mdash;this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman
+ now doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than
+ that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was her
+ main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually dropped,
+ that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that the
+ falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor&rsquo;s name had never been
+ suspected by this dependent or confederate till then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her
+ companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the house,
+ offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about the
+ circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his own account. I
+ said to him again and again, &ldquo;Did you find any more particulars
+ afterwards?&rdquo; &ldquo;Not a syllable,&rdquo; he said. O, he should never hear any more
+ of that! too many years had passed since it happened. &ldquo;At any rate, you
+ found out her surname?&rdquo; I said. &ldquo;Well, well, that&rsquo;s my secret,&rdquo; he went
+ on. &ldquo;Perhaps I should never have been in this part of the world if it
+ hadn&rsquo;t been for that. I failed as a publican, you know.&rdquo; I imagine the
+ situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to
+ silence; but I can&rsquo;t say. &ldquo;Ah, yes!&rdquo; he said, with a long breath. &ldquo;I have
+ never heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then
+ there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying in a
+ fainting fit.&rdquo; He then stopped talking and fell asleep. Telling the story
+ must have relieved him as it did the Ancient Mariner, for he did not move
+ a muscle or make another sound for the remainder of the night. Now isn&rsquo;t
+ that an odd story?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is indeed,&rsquo; Cytherea murmured. &lsquo;Very, very strange.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why should she have said your most uncommon name?&rsquo; continued Owen. &lsquo;The
+ man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his
+ invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea looked long at her brother. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you recognize anything else in
+ connection with the story?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you remember what poor papa once let drop&mdash;that Cytherea was the
+ name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously renounced
+ him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same woman.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no&mdash;not likely,&rsquo; said her brother sceptically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How not likely, Owen? There&rsquo;s not another woman of the name in England.
+ In what year used papa to say the event took place?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?&mdash;stop, I can tell
+ you.&rsquo; She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and
+ found one in an old school history.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the sixteenth
+ of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,&rsquo; remarked Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were silent. &lsquo;If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing
+ interest this story would have had for him,&rsquo; said Cytherea by-and-by. &lsquo;And
+ how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a clue to
+ her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had really had
+ any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history than papa told
+ us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two
+ hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there find information
+ waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, Owen?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if
+ she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all&mdash;a family
+ story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any
+ more of the episode now&mdash;trust our fates for that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea sat silently thinking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?&rsquo; he
+ continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I could see that by your looks when I came in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Fancy not getting a single one,&rsquo; she said sadly. &lsquo;Surely there must be
+ people somewhere who want governesses?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them
+ mostly by friends&rsquo; recommendations; whilst those who want them, and can&rsquo;t
+ afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What shall I do?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don&rsquo;t let the difficulty trouble
+ your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a
+ plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to much
+ truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as
+ sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are
+ drifting into,&rsquo; he added gloomily, &lsquo;but it is a degree more tolerable than
+ the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which we
+ experienced at Hocbridge.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I couldn&rsquo;t go back there again,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nor I. O, I don&rsquo;t regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in
+ dropping out of the world.&rsquo; The sneering tones of the remark were almost
+ too laboured to be real. &lsquo;Besides,&rsquo; he continued, &lsquo;something better for me
+ is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent one
+ instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time,
+ but all is uncertain.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,&rsquo; she said firmly.
+ &lsquo;Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of
+ October&mdash;the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned&mdash;what should we do if
+ I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be supposed
+ to earn a decent livelihood&mdash;more or less convenient and feasible in
+ imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had been once
+ more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed at her
+ temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced a being
+ as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this
+ presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new and
+ humbler attempt appeared in the following form:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to
+ hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very
+ moderate. She is a good needle-woman&mdash;Address G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down
+ the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words to him,
+ and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister&rsquo;s face had become crimson.
+ Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This time the
+ three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking to Owen,
+ though with a single thought to the reception of his words by the maiden
+ at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, and who was
+ attentively listening&mdash;looking fixedly upon the pavement the while.
+ It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their ears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as
+ Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now
+ became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason for
+ continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought of a
+ new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented to. They
+ went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats moored
+ alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of
+ rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in the
+ stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure welded
+ with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she girlishly
+ yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form with it an
+ organic whole.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward did
+ not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board,
+ Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but not
+ considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing before
+ a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, and with
+ the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might come with
+ him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated along in the
+ wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship, and
+ much more exclusive connection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a sad time for Cytherea&mdash;the last day of Springrove&rsquo;s
+ management at Gradfield&rsquo;s, and the last evening before his return from
+ Budmouth to his father&rsquo;s house, previous to his departure for London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land nearly
+ twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would occupy him the
+ whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the evening. Cytherea
+ made a companion of her landlady to the extent of sharing meals and
+ sitting with her during the morning of her brother&rsquo;s absence. Mid-day
+ found her restless and miserable under this arrangement. All the afternoon
+ she sat alone, looking out of the window for she scarcely knew whom, and
+ hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past five o&rsquo;clock came&mdash;the end
+ of Springrove&rsquo;s official day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no
+ longer. She had hoped&mdash;while affecting to fear&mdash;that Edward
+ would have found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he
+ had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an
+ accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the
+ first turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in &lsquo;The Statue and the
+ Bust&rsquo;&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;He looked at her as a lover can;
+ She looked at him as one who awakes&mdash;
+ The past was a sleep, and her life began.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Shall we have a boat?&rsquo; he said impulsively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in the
+ course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which prevails
+ immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set in&mdash;at
+ the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and before the
+ consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the consideration
+ of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man&rsquo;s part, the
+ mistress appears to the mind&rsquo;s eye in picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning
+ lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the
+ wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; as the stander in
+ one special position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the
+ speaker of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful
+ over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or
+ under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Shall we have a boat?&rsquo; he said again, more softly, seeing that to his
+ first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the ground,
+ then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of minute
+ blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual signs of
+ perplexity in a matter of the emotions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit
+ in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on
+ the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another
+ word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully
+ handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away from
+ the shore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell, and
+ his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The boat
+ was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came
+ forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid
+ imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp
+ his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run
+ the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned
+ aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking
+ sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At this
+ instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by an ardent
+ fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to
+ give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat&rsquo;s head
+ round till they stood directly for shore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her look
+ askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they were
+ going.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?&rsquo; he said, looking
+ over his shoulder. &lsquo;Look at our track on the water&mdash;a great
+ semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked attentively. &lsquo;Is it my fault or yours?&rsquo; she inquired. &lsquo;Mine, I
+ suppose?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t help saying that it is yours.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of vexation
+ at the answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why do you let go?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I do it so badly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to
+ return?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, if you please.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course, then, I will at once.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I fear what the people will think of us&mdash;going in such absurd
+ directions, and all through my wretched steering.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind what the people think.&rsquo; A pause. &lsquo;You surely are not so weak
+ as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him to
+ her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt the
+ charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of being
+ compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though less yielding
+ physically, and more practical, would not have had the intellectual
+ independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly and honestly&mdash;as
+ honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a minute earlier&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t mind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but to
+ hold your parasol,&rsquo; he continued, and arose to perform the operation,
+ necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk of
+ capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath touched
+ and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently only
+ concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he seated
+ himself. He read in her face what that something was&mdash;she had
+ experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance
+ over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line
+ towards the shore.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart, and
+ that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly
+ distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning
+ home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her
+ secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of his
+ learning it and continuing unmoved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he would
+ say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She would lose
+ him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact, that a parallel
+ thought was simultaneously passing through his mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting
+ for a &lsquo;smooth&rsquo; to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be slain
+ thus, was the fair maid&rsquo;s reasoning. She was equal to the occasion&mdash;ladies
+ are&mdash;and delivered the god&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?&rsquo; she said, letting her
+ young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I? Not at all,&rsquo; said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a
+ slight twinkle of his eye half belied. &lsquo;But you do?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,&rsquo;
+ she said gently and sweetly, &lsquo;I should like a little longer row if you
+ don&rsquo;t mind? I&rsquo;ll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier for
+ you. I&rsquo;ll try very hard.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, &lsquo;We understand
+ each other&mdash;ah, we do, darling!&rsquo; turned the boat, and pulled back
+ into the Bay once more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now steer wherever you will,&rsquo; he said, in a low voice. &lsquo;Never mind the
+ directness of the course&mdash;wherever you will.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Shall it be Creston Shore?&rsquo; she said, pointing to a stretch of beach
+ northward from Budmouth Esplanade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Creston Shore certainly,&rsquo; he responded, grasping the sculls. She took the
+ strings daintily, and they wound away to the left.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip of the
+ oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I must go away to-morrow,&rsquo; he said tentatively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she replied faintly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she said again, with the same preoccupied softness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But I shan&rsquo;t advance.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an
+ architect&rsquo;s work is another man&rsquo;s play.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn&rsquo;t depend upon mastering it.
+ I used to think it did; but it doesn&rsquo;t. Those who get rich need have no
+ skill at all as artists.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What need they have?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess very
+ seldom indeed&mdash;an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love for
+ using them. They give their whole attention to the art of dining out,
+ after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in conversation. Now
+ after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a name?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You seem a man likely to make a mistake.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What&rsquo;s that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common in
+ these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably
+ successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pretty subtle for a young lady,&rsquo; he said slowly. &lsquo;From that remark I
+ should fancy you had bought experience.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She passed over the idea. &lsquo;Do try to succeed,&rsquo; she said, with wistful
+ thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused.
+ &lsquo;Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the
+ fashion,&rsquo; he said at last... &lsquo;Well, when I found all this out that I was
+ speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already loved verse
+ passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went rhyming
+ myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation, and for
+ content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is the habit
+ of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better be left to
+ die from want of nourishment.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you write poems now?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual
+ rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they
+ pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are
+ ill-used, or saying there&rsquo;s nothing in the world worth living for.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that
+ one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues
+ deluded all his days.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, there&rsquo;s just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark
+ unbearable. However, it doesn&rsquo;t matter to me now that I &ldquo;meditate the
+ thankless Muse&rdquo; no longer, but....&rsquo; He paused, as if endeavouring to think
+ what better thing he did.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their
+ startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he
+ was &lsquo;sporting&rsquo; with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ Then they were silent again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made
+ arrangements for leaving,&rsquo; he resumed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Such levity, superimposed on the notion of &lsquo;sport&rsquo;, was intolerable to
+ Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her
+ attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and dim
+ perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once more;
+ do try once more,&rsquo; she murmured. &lsquo;I am going to try again. I have
+ advertised for something to do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course I will,&rsquo; he said, with an eager gesture and smile. &lsquo;But we must
+ remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon the
+ accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very slowly.
+ I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time for me to
+ die. However, I am trying&mdash;not for fame now, but for an easy life of
+ reasonable comfort.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion as
+ they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for conjugal
+ love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility of their
+ being able to exercise it&mdash;the very act putting out of their power
+ the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works up a
+ good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme; the man
+ who has learnt that has had no time to get rich.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And if you should fail&mdash;utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,&rsquo;
+ she said earnestly, &lsquo;don&rsquo;t be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no
+ middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Unknown,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a
+ sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and
+ exclusive.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement,
+ wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the long
+ and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if they
+ want to succeed in it&mdash;not giving way to over-much admiration for the
+ flowers they see growing in other people&rsquo;s borders; which I am afraid has
+ been my case.&rsquo; He looked into the far distance and paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is
+ possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found in
+ them a power&mdash;commonplace in its nature, but rare in such combination&mdash;the
+ power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying paths which appear so
+ much more brilliant than their own, there are bitternesses equally great&mdash;unperceived
+ simply on account of their remoteness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of strata
+ completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay, whilst
+ in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of sand and
+ shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly, without
+ breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the air. The
+ breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare glassy
+ smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the least aerial
+ movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected from this
+ mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see
+ the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of
+ various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a silvery and
+ spangled radiance upwards to their eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of
+ encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had come
+ to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative rest,
+ as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At that
+ instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. Leaving
+ his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside her upon
+ the narrow seat at the stern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own
+ right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till it
+ came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly pressing
+ her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at this the very
+ brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him suddenly made him
+ halt&mdash;even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as to her, he
+ timidly whispered &lsquo;May I?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its
+ nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near the
+ affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was thus a
+ whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute&rsquo;s length, the O
+ making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon on
+ unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her success in
+ producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at the same time
+ trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the time available
+ for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation:
+ pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a longer
+ kiss.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The &lsquo;bloom&rsquo; and the
+ &lsquo;purple light&rsquo; were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts could
+ hardly believe the evidence of their lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!&rsquo; he whispered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them
+ from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the
+ water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all &lsquo;many a
+ voice of one delight,&rsquo; and in unison with each other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been
+ connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. &lsquo;I
+ could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at
+ the meanest, honest trade to be near you&mdash;much less claim you as
+ mine; I would&mdash;anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this;
+ you don&rsquo;t know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can
+ love?&rsquo; She was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;do not speak,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;I have kept something from you, which
+ has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right&mdash;to
+ love you; but I did it. Something forbade&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo; she exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Something forbade me&mdash;till the kiss&mdash;yes, till the kiss came;
+ and now nothing shall forbid it! We&rsquo;ll hope in spite of all... I must,
+ however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had
+ better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain
+ everything.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of
+ this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere
+ acquaintanceship&mdash;never, never!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Will you not explain to me?&rsquo; she faintly urged. Doubt&mdash;indefinite,
+ carking doubt had taken possession of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,&rsquo; he said tenderly. &lsquo;My only
+ reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell an
+ untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame for
+ haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet&mdash;forgive me.&rsquo;
+ Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned to
+ his place and took to the oars.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses,
+ lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun had
+ set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their
+ destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the red
+ stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the
+ increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the
+ sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send
+ long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they
+ reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as
+ cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached her
+ door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw
+ that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow.
+ Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did in
+ such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight she
+ turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him sit down.
+ Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, forgetting
+ herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his
+ neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos and
+ singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the open
+ windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the orange-hued
+ full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward began to pace up
+ and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice her, hastened
+ homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of sight. No promise
+ from him to write: no request that she herself would do so&mdash;nothing
+ but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to
+ her. Alas, alas!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and
+ creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there
+ lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and jacket
+ on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to the unwonted
+ oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet traces of tears
+ were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe,
+ A living death, and ever-dying life.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and vented
+ an exclamation before recovering her judgment. &lsquo;He&rsquo;s gone!&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He has told me all,&rsquo; said Graye soothingly. &lsquo;He is going off early
+ to-morrow morning. &lsquo;Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and cruel
+ of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We couldn&rsquo;t help it,&rsquo; she said, and then jumping up&mdash;&lsquo;Owen, has he
+ told you <i>all</i>?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;All of your love from beginning to end,&rsquo; he said simply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward then had not told more&mdash;as he ought to have done: yet she
+ could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She
+ tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he
+ might be deluding her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen,&rsquo; she continued, with dignity, &lsquo;what is he to me? Nothing. I must
+ dismiss such weakness as this&mdash;believe me, I will. Something far more
+ pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily in
+ the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once more.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Advertising is no use.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This one will be.&rsquo; He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her
+ answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him.
+ &lsquo;See what I am going to do,&rsquo; she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was her
+ third effort:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;LADY&rsquo;S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.&mdash;G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Owen&mdash;Owen the respectable&mdash;looked blank astonishment. He
+ repeated in a nameless, varying tone, the two words&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Lady&rsquo;s-maid!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; lady&rsquo;s-maid. &lsquo;Tis an honest profession,&rsquo; said Cytherea bravely.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But <i>you</i>, Cytherea?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I&mdash;who am I?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You will never be a lady&rsquo;s-maid&mdash;never, I am quite sure.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I shall try to be, at any rate.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Such a disgrace&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!&rsquo; she said, rather warmly.
+ &lsquo;You know very well&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, since you will, you must,&rsquo; he interrupted. &lsquo;Why do you put
+ &ldquo;inexperienced?&rdquo;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind that&mdash;scratch out &ldquo;inexperienced.&rdquo; We are poor, Cytherea,
+ aren&rsquo;t we?&rsquo; he murmured, after a silence, &lsquo;and it seems that the two
+ months will close my engagement here.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We can put up with being poor,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;if they only give us work to
+ do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and even
+ that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the brighter
+ endurance of women at these epochs&mdash;invaluable, sweet, angelic, as it
+ is&mdash;owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out many
+ of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness intense
+ enough to quell them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O&rsquo;CLOCK
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea&rsquo;s last note
+ of hope in the way of advertisement&mdash;not from a distance of hundreds
+ of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent&mdash;as Cytherea
+ seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for
+ obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which she
+ was living&mdash;a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran
+ thus:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ August 3, 1864.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady&rsquo;s-maid. The duties of
+ the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday, when
+ (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see her at
+ the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o&rsquo;clock. No answer need be
+ returned to this note.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest
+ bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation,
+ the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised
+ the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her tread
+ a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts of
+ Edward, had well-nigh taken away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is Miss Aldclyffe here?&rsquo; she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the
+ foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs, and
+ clamps of gold, in the background.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, she isn&rsquo;t,&rsquo; said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a
+ shade too pretty for a plain dresser.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,&rsquo; the landlady said to a third person,
+ out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact
+ newly discovered from Cytherea. &lsquo;Get ready her room&mdash;be quick.&rsquo; From
+ the alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to
+ Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?&rsquo; the landlady
+ inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The young person had better wait,&rsquo; continued the landlady. With a
+ money-taker&rsquo;s intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would bring
+ no profit to the house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the
+ building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion
+ necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor
+ corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and
+ coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light
+ coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new
+ slates&mdash;the only object the small window commanded&mdash;imparted a
+ more striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the
+ next room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very
+ powerful, fraction of contrast&mdash;a very thin line of ruddy light,
+ showing that the sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of
+ radiance was the only cheering thing visible in the place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; the
+ battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast line&mdash;the
+ interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and began
+ picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source of such a
+ beam&mdash;reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty world.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant
+ chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the
+ house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady&rsquo;s skirts down the corridor,
+ and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused by
+ the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep on the
+ floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped impatiently, and
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s no one here!&rsquo; was spoken imperiously by a lady&rsquo;s tongue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,&rsquo; said the
+ attendant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That will do&mdash;or you needn&rsquo;t go in; I will call her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink
+ under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob,
+ when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open
+ from the other side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. FOUR O&rsquo;CLOCK
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the
+ crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the
+ crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor of
+ the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady standing
+ close to Cytherea&rsquo;s front with the door in her hand. The stranger appeared
+ to the maiden&rsquo;s eyes&mdash;fresh from the blue gloom, and assisted by an
+ imagination fresh from nature&mdash;like a tall black figure standing in
+ the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built woman, of spare
+ though not angular proportions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step or
+ two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s face in
+ addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light that was
+ reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not a very young
+ woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic autumnal phase.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O,&rsquo; said the lady, &lsquo;come this way.&rsquo; Cytherea followed her to the
+ embrasure of the window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward
+ in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had been
+ struck with her companion&rsquo;s appearance. The warm tint added to Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not yet allowed to
+ express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder lady&rsquo;s face it
+ reduced the customary expression, which might have been called sternness,
+ if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying complexion with
+ much of the youthful richness it plainly had once possessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily
+ have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman
+ nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which the
+ Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a
+ capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by
+ pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which
+ gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness
+ was nowhere visible save in one part&mdash;the curve of her forehead and
+ brows&mdash;there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a
+ brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady&rsquo;s-maid giving the
+ address, G., Cross Street?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, madam. Graye.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. I have heard your name&mdash;Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned
+ you, and pointed out your advertisement.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to consider
+ it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where did you live last?&rsquo; continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too
+ girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such
+ assurance? It misleads people.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am very sorry: I put &ldquo;inexperienced&rdquo; at first, but my brother said it
+ is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let it
+ remain.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have no mother, madam.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your father, then?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have no father.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; she said, more softly, &lsquo;your sisters, aunts, or cousins.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They didn&rsquo;t think anything about it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You didn&rsquo;t ask them, I suppose.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You should have done so, then. Why didn&rsquo;t you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I haven&rsquo;t any of them, either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. &lsquo;You deserve forgiveness then at any
+ rate, child,&rsquo; she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. &lsquo;However, I am
+ afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You see,
+ I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the office.&rsquo;
+ She was going to add, &lsquo;Though I like your appearance,&rsquo; but the words
+ seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she
+ modified them to, &lsquo;though I like you much.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am sorry I misled you, madam,&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good afternoon,&rsquo; continued Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good-bye, Miss Graye&mdash;I hope you will succeed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one of
+ her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was compatible
+ with precision, and as little coquettishness as was compatible with
+ beauty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a
+ faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze&rsquo;s &lsquo;Head of
+ a Girl,&rsquo; have an idea of Cytherea&rsquo;s look askance at the turning. It is not
+ for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their fascinations so as
+ to bring about the highest possible average of takes within the year: but
+ the action that tugs the hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this
+ sweet method of turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes
+ behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had
+ closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless
+ attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden&rsquo;s
+ retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, &lsquo;It is almost worth while
+ to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could
+ glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me in
+ that way&mdash;I warrant how light her fingers are upon one&rsquo;s head and
+ neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly as
+ that!&rsquo; She rang the bell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,&rsquo; she said to
+ the attendant. &lsquo;Quick! or she will be gone.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her
+ history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household;
+ yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. When
+ she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise. Something,
+ she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You have somebody to refer me to, of course,&rsquo; the lady said, when
+ Cytherea had re-entered the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And are you a clever needlewoman?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am considered to be.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,&rsquo; said Miss
+ Aldclyffe, with a little smile. &lsquo;It is true, the whole proceeding is very
+ irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of the five
+ I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn,
+ and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It will be as
+ well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe asked
+ for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. Thorn.
+ She indecisively played with the pen. &lsquo;Suppose Mr. Thorn&rsquo;s reply to be in
+ any way disheartening&mdash;and even if so from his own imperfect
+ acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial
+ knowledge&mdash;I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret
+ that I did not give her one trial in spite of other people&rsquo;s prejudices.
+ All her account of herself is reliable enough&mdash;yes, I can see that by
+ her face. I like that face of hers.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to Mr.
+ Thorn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0006" id="link2H_4_0006">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so
+ anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him narrowed
+ less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less tangibility
+ than his presence itself. In another second his form came into view. He
+ brought two letters for Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come
+ on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday
+ evening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the bright
+ spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than his own:
+ that he had never known what it was to love till he had met her. True, he
+ had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to time; but they
+ all had been weak inclinations towards those faces as they then appeared.
+ He loved her past and future, as well as her present. He pictured her as a
+ child: he loved her. He pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He
+ pictured her in trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his
+ love for her, without which all love was evanescent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a
+ long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present)
+ operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this
+ more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now&mdash;and it
+ was the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive
+ him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception
+ had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of
+ possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour generated
+ from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a position she
+ would think worthy to be shared with him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a
+ love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously
+ clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write
+ himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without
+ knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her
+ imagination than he did in his shoes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure,
+ packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy of the
+ tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her involuntarily,
+ like prophesyings from a prophet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her in
+ the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody
+ there to receive her&mdash;though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In
+ two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards
+ her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent
+ to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by living
+ them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in
+ about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her lover&rsquo;s letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against
+ the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new
+ undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of mind
+ which is required for the critical observation of surrounding objects. It
+ was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days, when the deep,
+ dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue
+ ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the
+ turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them just
+ outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large
+ lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of bitterns
+ cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along a drive shaded
+ by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the form of an avenue, but
+ standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track completely exposed to
+ the sky, at other times casting a shade over it, which almost approached
+ gloom&mdash;the under surface of the lowest boughs hanging at a uniform
+ level of six feet above the grass&mdash;the extreme height to which the
+ nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is that the house?&rsquo; said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey
+ gable between the trees, and losing it again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No; that&rsquo;s the old manor-house&mdash;or rather all that&rsquo;s left of it. The
+ Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. &lsquo;Tis now
+ divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn&rsquo;t care to live
+ there.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why didn&rsquo;t they?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, &lsquo;tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been pulled
+ down, and the rooms that are left won&rsquo;t do very well for a small
+ residence. &lsquo;Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low
+ down in the hollow to be healthy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do they tell any horrid stories about it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, not a single one.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, that&rsquo;s a pity.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, that&rsquo;s what I say. &lsquo;Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly
+ hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will
+ have one some day to make it complete; but there&rsquo;s not a word of the kind
+ now. There, I wouldn&rsquo;t live there for all that. In fact, I couldn&rsquo;t. O no,
+ I couldn&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why couldn&rsquo;t you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The sounds.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What are they?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that
+ there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well.
+ &lsquo;Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the
+ unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account of
+ the thick foliage of the grove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s something awful in the timing o&rsquo; that sound, ain&rsquo;t there, miss?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were two&mdash;what
+ is the other horrid sound?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The pumping-engine. That&rsquo;s close by the Old House, and sends water up the
+ hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly.... There,
+ now hark again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling
+ creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing
+ noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on
+ continually.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these
+ would finish him off, don&rsquo;t you think so, miss? That machine goes on night
+ and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. Ah, it
+ tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; though we
+ don&rsquo;t often hear it at the Great House.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased.
+ Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn&rsquo;t attend to that sort of thing
+ as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he&rsquo;s getten
+ old and very seldom goes there.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How many are there in family?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Only her father and herself. He&rsquo;s a&rsquo; old man of seventy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property, and
+ lived here alone.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, m&mdash;&rsquo; The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being
+ about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was
+ only speaking to the new lady&rsquo;s-maid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,&rsquo; he continued, as if
+ speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. &lsquo;The poor
+ old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.&rsquo; The man then drew a long
+ breath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why did you breathe sadly like that?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah!... When he&rsquo;s dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I
+ expect to see the old house turned inside out.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She will marry, do you mean?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Marry&mdash;not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she&rsquo;s as solitary
+ as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if not
+ relations. There&rsquo;s the rector, Mr. Raunham&mdash;he&rsquo;s a relation by
+ marriage&mdash;yet she&rsquo;s quite distant towards him. And people say that if
+ she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the
+ heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don&rsquo;t care. She&rsquo;s an extraordinary
+ picture of womankind&mdash;very extraordinary.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In what way besides?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&rsquo;ll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady&rsquo;s-maids this last
+ twelvemonth. I assure you &lsquo;tis one body&rsquo;s work to fetch &lsquo;em from the
+ station and take &lsquo;em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at
+ heart, or he&rsquo;d never permit such overbearen goings on!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Does she dismiss them directly they come!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not at all&mdash;she never dismisses them&mdash;they go theirselves. Ye
+ see &lsquo;tis like this. She&rsquo;s got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion
+ with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are
+ going; she&rsquo;s sorry for it and wishes they&rsquo;d stay, but she&rsquo;s as proud as a
+ lucifer, and her pride won&rsquo;t let her say, &ldquo;Stay,&rdquo; and away they go. &lsquo;Tis
+ like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, &ldquo;Ah, poor thing!&rdquo; she
+ says, &ldquo;Pooh! indeed!&rdquo; If you say, &ldquo;Pooh, indeed!&rdquo; &ldquo;Ah, poor thing!&rdquo; she
+ says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the
+ chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the
+ difference between &lsquo;em.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her
+ brother.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;However, you stand a very good chance,&rsquo; the man went on, &lsquo;for I think she
+ likes you more than common. I have never known her send the pony-carriage
+ to meet one before; &lsquo;tis always the trap, but this time she said, in a
+ very particular ladylike tone, &ldquo;Roobert, gaow with the pony-kerriage.&rdquo;...
+ There, &lsquo;tis true, pony and carriage too are getten rather shabby now,&rsquo; he
+ added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to keep Cytherea&rsquo;s pride
+ within reasonable limits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis to be hoped you&rsquo;ll please in dressen her to-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why to-night?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s a dinner-party of seventeen; &lsquo;tis her father&rsquo;s birthday, and
+ she&rsquo;s very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is the
+ house. Livelier up here, isn&rsquo;t it, miss?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of
+ trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the
+ mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves
+ among the trees behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. EVENING
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone
+ throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed at
+ the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called designers had
+ grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. The main block
+ approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a projection in the
+ centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the
+ inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards
+ again at their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court,
+ within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These erections
+ were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and
+ stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath
+ close-set shrubs and trees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to
+ enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the
+ remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this
+ quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the house
+ primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most satisfactory
+ kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the terrace beneath the
+ walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, upon the surface of
+ which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at leisure. An irregular
+ wooded island stood in the midst of the lake; beyond this and the further
+ margin of the water were plantations and greensward of varied outlines,
+ the trees heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite
+ landscape stretching behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the
+ angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at
+ which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy
+ smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs. Morris,
+ the housekeeper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Graye, I believe?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am not&mdash;O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,&rsquo; said Cytherea,
+ smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the
+ first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen&rsquo;s prophecy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here tea
+ was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion allowed,
+ at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover, if
+ possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret of her
+ knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it. But nothing
+ was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was perpetually
+ getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards, leaving the room
+ two or three minutes, and trotting back again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&rsquo;ll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;but &lsquo;tis the old gentleman&rsquo;s
+ birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that day,
+ though he&rsquo;s getting up in years now. However, none of them are sleepers&mdash;she
+ generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a lady with no
+ intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though it gives us
+ less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in the house.&rsquo;
+ Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of
+ the constitution and government of the estate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why,
+ you&rsquo;ve eaten nothing, I&rsquo;m sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient
+ that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a
+ little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making
+ shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning.
+ She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the
+ first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea, I
+ will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes&mdash;Miss
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s things are not laid out for to-night yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took
+ her into Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s dressing-room, on the first-floor; where, after
+ explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the housekeeper
+ left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her hands before
+ dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next room all that
+ she had been told would be required that evening, and then went again to
+ the little room which had been appropriated to herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like another
+ Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant pattern of
+ colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn&mdash;now richly crowded
+ with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had hitherto
+ enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic realities,
+ and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and
+ mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth
+ of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the
+ pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the
+ other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her eyes. She
+ was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was possible she
+ might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The petty, vulgar
+ details of servitude that she had just passed through, her dependence upon
+ the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of quenching all individuality
+ of character in herself, and relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help
+ on the wheel of this alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she
+ almost longed to pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under
+ trees or a hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like
+ shepherds and cowkeepers, and birds and animals&mdash;ay, like the sheep
+ she saw there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for
+ several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;like those sheep,&rsquo; she said aloud; and her face reddened with
+ surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the
+ surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white as
+ milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one of
+ them were marked in distinct red letters the initials &lsquo;E. S.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;E. S.&rsquo; could bring to Cytherea&rsquo;s mind only one thought; but that
+ immediately and for ever&mdash;the name of her lover, Edward Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, if it should be&mdash;!&rsquo; She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the drive;
+ but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to whom the
+ sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the other. She
+ flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Farmer Springrove&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What Farmer Springrove is that?&rsquo; she said quickly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker,
+ and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he
+ came in to see me the other day?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement
+ that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. &lsquo;O yes,&rsquo; she
+ said, &lsquo;of course.&rsquo; Her thoughts had run as follows in that short interval:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Farmer Springrove is Edward&rsquo;s father, and his name is Edward too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet
+ whenever he came home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady&rsquo;s-maid; and he
+ knew my brother and myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there was
+ no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward&rsquo;s doing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still
+ continued in her reverie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s bell,&rsquo; said Mrs. Morris.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose it is,&rsquo; said the young woman placidly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, it means that you must go up to her,&rsquo; the matron continued, in a
+ tone of surprise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden
+ irritation at Mrs. Morris&rsquo;s hint. But the good sense which had recognized
+ stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the flush passed,
+ and she said hastily&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell&mdash;whether
+ I want to or no.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life,
+ Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy
+ sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her now; she
+ did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward evidently did
+ not mind it; and this was Edward&rsquo;s own spot. She found time on her way to
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s dressing-room to hurriedly glide out by a side door, and
+ look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials.
+ She went up to them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that
+ they all stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell
+ down the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish
+ movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase, catching
+ glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the
+ passages like lightning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual survey,
+ conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any purpose save
+ the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of perfect order
+ nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the inevitable mirrors
+ with their accessories were arranged in a roomy recess not noticeable from
+ the door, lighted by a window of its own, called the dressing-window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque
+ Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something
+ between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly worked
+ in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the extraordinary
+ outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and decorator from
+ the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in cutting and
+ fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s immediate eye; the materials being the
+ remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the
+ lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining
+ portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
+ dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, &lsquo;I am glad you have come.
+ We shall get on capitally, I dare say.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the
+ earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm. But a
+ worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual
+ obliviousness of rich people to their dependents&rsquo; specialities, seemed to
+ have quite forgotten Cytherea&rsquo;s inexperience, and mechanically delivered
+ up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and with a mild
+ yawn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and black
+ boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were put on. Miss
+ Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and Cytherea drew
+ breath. If she could get through this first evening, all would be right.
+ She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial test for her powers
+ as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the threshold of her
+ arrival; but set to again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped
+ languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts of
+ her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let Miss
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it. It
+ proved to be all real; a satisfaction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went
+ on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to
+ the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?&rsquo; she exclaimed, with
+ widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea&rsquo;s little
+ hand tremble against her neck.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?&rsquo; said the maiden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no; that&rsquo;s the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of
+ my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is how I do my own,&rsquo; said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness of
+ tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable
+ circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe at
+ this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by having
+ felt the trembling of Cytherea&rsquo;s hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yours, indeed! <i>Your</i> hair! Come, go on.&rsquo; Considering that Cytherea
+ possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to
+ woman&rsquo;s beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some
+ excuse for Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s outburst. She remembered herself, however, and
+ said more quietly, &lsquo;Now then, Graye&mdash;By-the-bye, what do they call
+ you downstairs?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Graye,&rsquo; said the handmaid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing&mdash;not but that it is
+ quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing till
+ the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady&rsquo;s brow. Cytherea
+ began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her judgment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That won&rsquo;t do,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I look too young&mdash;an old dressed doll.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Will that, madam?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, I look a fright&mdash;a perfect fright!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This way, perhaps?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Heavens! Don&rsquo;t worry me so.&rsquo; She shut her lips like a trap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to be
+ a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea&rsquo;s in arranging it could
+ please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the remainder of
+ the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the muscles of her
+ body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief
+ and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without
+ betraying the least consciousness of another woman&rsquo;s presence behind her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find a
+ vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read; she
+ could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she could
+ not do that connectedly. &lsquo;If this is the beginning, what will the end be!&rsquo;
+ she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the policy of being
+ overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense of congruity with
+ a cherished past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. MIDNIGHT
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The company
+ had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s bell rang loudly and jerkingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful
+ sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair
+ waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state of
+ intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real motion&mdash;motion
+ without matter&mdash;the instants throbbing past in the company of a
+ feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the lady sitting before
+ the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and looking so queenly in
+ her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest
+ sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish
+ so imposing a pile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The lady&rsquo;s jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence&mdash;some by her
+ own listless hands, some by Cytherea&rsquo;s. Then followed the outer stratum of
+ clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and went
+ with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the wardrobe.
+ But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss Aldclyffe
+ waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on the first
+ resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the bed, and
+ re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She
+ paused in the middle of the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected.
+ During the short time of Cytherea&rsquo;s absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled off
+ a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat, which
+ she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to her
+ shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her. Her right
+ hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her night-gown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s proceeding was clearer to
+ Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly
+ thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up to
+ her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And now on
+ suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the
+ apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection,
+ she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was
+ removed, and she began adjusting her robes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her shoulders,
+ but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s temperament, that
+ she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea&rsquo;s youth, and the elder
+ lady&rsquo;s marked treatment of her as if she were a mere child or plaything.
+ The matter was too slight to reason about, and yet upon the whole it
+ seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical reason for concealing her
+ neck.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back
+ and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw the
+ impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if she
+ had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain it was
+ the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her eyes;
+ Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring
+ it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put
+ it on the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the
+ direct line of Cytherea&rsquo;s vision, she saw it reflected in the glass&mdash;the
+ fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between
+ throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light
+ burning on either side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And the lady&rsquo;s prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest
+ manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl,
+ reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque work
+ of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss Aldclyffe
+ had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put off with her
+ other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night&mdash;a slight
+ departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at first not
+ cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further thought, she
+ seemed to have become indifferent on the matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My dressing-gown,&rsquo; she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she
+ spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but
+ looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?&rsquo; she said to Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ reflected face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, madam, I did,&rsquo; said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s reflected face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea&rsquo;s reflection as if she were on the
+ point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said lightly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it a
+ secret&mdash;not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and
+ seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She ceased, took Cytherea&rsquo;s hand in her own, lifted the locket with the
+ other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a handsome face, is it not?&rsquo; she whispered mournfully, and even
+ timidly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and there
+ was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling in its
+ presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the miniature was
+ the face of her own father&mdash;younger and fresher than she had ever
+ known him&mdash;but her father!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this
+ the woman who had figured in the gate-man&rsquo;s story as answering the name of
+ Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, here was
+ the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the past hitherto
+ seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope allowed, clearly
+ defined therein by reason of its strangeness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature that
+ she had not been conscious of Cytherea&rsquo;s start of surprise. She went on
+ speaking in a low and abstracted tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I lost him.&rsquo; She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and
+ went on again. &lsquo;I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But
+ it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more than
+ usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is pronounced
+ the same way, though differently spelt.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The only means by which Cytherea&rsquo;s surname could have been spelt to Miss
+ Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She fancied
+ Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his
+ informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s remark obscure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of feeling
+ which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation, trifling as it
+ was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall; and the turmoil,
+ occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her life, found vent in
+ another kind of emotion&mdash;the result of a trivial accident.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s hair, adopted some plan with
+ it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion to
+ irritation ensued. The maiden&rsquo;s mere touch seemed to discharge the pent-up
+ regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How strangely you treat my hair!&rsquo; she exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course <i>nothing</i>
+ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.&rsquo; She spoke crossly
+ no less than emphatically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It shall not be, madam,&rsquo; said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the woman
+ of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why on earth did I tell you of my past?&rsquo; she went on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea made no answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The lady&rsquo;s vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the
+ disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was
+ done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning
+ responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject
+ of Cytherea&rsquo;s want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding the
+ sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging a
+ maid!&rsquo; She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe tried
+ again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three
+ questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l&mdash;,
+ the shape of her face and body! It <i>was</i> a fool&rsquo;s trick. There, I am
+ served right, quite right&mdash;by being deceived in such a way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I didn&rsquo;t deceive you,&rsquo; said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate one,
+ and was the very &lsquo;fuel to maintain its fires&rsquo; that the other&rsquo;s petulance
+ desired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You did,&rsquo; she said hotly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I told you I couldn&rsquo;t promise to be acquainted with every detail of
+ routine just at first.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s lip quivered. &lsquo;I would answer the remark if&mdash;if&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If what?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If it were a lady&rsquo;s!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You girl of impudence&mdash;what do you say? Leave the room this instant,
+ I tell you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is no
+ lady herself!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To a lady? A lady&rsquo;s-maid speaks in this way. The idea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t &ldquo;lady&rsquo;s-maid&rdquo; me: nobody is my mistress I won&rsquo;t have it!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good Heavens!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t have come&mdash;no&mdash;I wouldn&rsquo;t! if I had known!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Possest beyond the Muse&rsquo;s painting,&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A Woman, am I! I&rsquo;ll teach you if I am a Woman!&rsquo; and lifted her hand as if
+ she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden into
+ absolute defiance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I dare you to touch me!&rsquo; she cried. &lsquo;Strike me if you dare, madam! I am
+ not afraid of you&mdash;what do you mean by such an action as that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and
+ ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank back
+ in the chair. &lsquo;I was not going to strike you&mdash;go to your room&mdash;I
+ beg you to go to your room!&rsquo; she repeated in a husky whisper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to the
+ table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the candles
+ struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger likeness to
+ her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a grave, reckless,
+ and angered expression of countenance at the kindling wick as she held it
+ slanting into the other flame, her father&rsquo;s features were distinct in her.
+ It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood,
+ and wearing that expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s turn to start now; and the remark she made was an
+ instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to the
+ pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women&rsquo;s quarrels ridiculous.
+ Even Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s dignity had not sufficient power to postpone the
+ absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange suspicion that had
+ entered her head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don&rsquo;t you?&rsquo; she said,
+ with assumed indifference.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking
+ into the flame.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and saw
+ it myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s mistake was solved. &lsquo;O, was it?&rsquo; said
+ Cytherea. &lsquo;Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at
+ Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What was your father&rsquo;s trade?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any
+ longer. &lsquo;His was not a trade,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;He was an architect.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The idea of your being an architect&rsquo;s daughter!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s nothing to offend you in that, I hope?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why did you say &ldquo;the idea&rdquo;?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one
+ Christmas, many years ago?&mdash;but you would not know that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part of
+ London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is your Christian name?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see you
+ did.&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She was a
+ little agitated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you want me any longer?&rsquo; said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and
+ looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well&mdash;no: no longer,&rsquo; said the other lingeringly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah.&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the short
+ remainder of my stay?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered. Miss
+ Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious about
+ her name from the beginning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went
+ along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the
+ partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I waited out of bed till you came up,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;it being your first
+ night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on
+ with Miss Aldclyffe?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pretty well&mdash;though not so well as I could have wished.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has she been scolding?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A little.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She&rsquo;s a very odd lady&mdash;&lsquo;tis all one way or the other with her. She&rsquo;s
+ not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who don&rsquo;t
+ have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s family always been rich?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother&rsquo;s uncle. Her
+ family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her
+ mother married a Bradleigh&mdash;a mere nobody at that time&mdash;and was
+ on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch
+ of the family died out one by one&mdash;three of them, and Miss
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate,
+ to Captain Bradleigh and his wife&mdash;Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s father and mother&mdash;on
+ condition that they took the old family name as well. There&rsquo;s all about it
+ in the &ldquo;Landed Gentry.&rdquo; &lsquo;Tis a thing very often done.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered by
+ a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it was
+ that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first and
+ last of her experience as a lady&rsquo;s-maid. Starvation itself should not
+ compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant. &lsquo;Ah,&rsquo; she
+ thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little fragment of
+ self-conceit, &lsquo;Owen knows everything better than I.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, the
+ tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical matter
+ on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations
+ completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away to
+ the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an
+ instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and
+ bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the
+ natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst
+ passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s temper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the
+ hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary
+ lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent and
+ gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl
+ marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange
+ confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with
+ the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined
+ with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away and
+ leave the lonely being to loneliness still.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more persistently
+ than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring visions of the
+ possible past of this queenly lady, her mother&rsquo;s rival. Up the long vista
+ of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl&rsquo;s flirtation, little
+ or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or
+ to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the secret meetings between
+ Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and
+ other places: the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful
+ news, and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in
+ mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of her
+ own father with this his first love; the awakening of the passion, his
+ acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture, her tacit
+ acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the delight. Then his
+ declaration amid the evergreens: the utter change produced in her manner
+ thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid determination: and the total
+ concealment of her reason by herself and her parents, whatever it was.
+ Then the lady&rsquo;s course dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible
+ till she was discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still
+ unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty.
+ Cytherea imagined that her father&rsquo;s image was still warmly cherished in
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s heart, and was thankful that she herself had not been
+ betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this page of
+ her father&rsquo;s history, and the chief one, the lady&rsquo;s unaccountable
+ renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing towards the mistress
+ of the mansion more awkward, and would have been no benefit to either.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay
+ restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back again.
+ Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock strike
+ two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft rustle
+ in the passage outside her room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover it,
+ raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the
+ darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening.
+ Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels.
+ Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused a
+ faint rustling of the bed-clothes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given.
+ Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding her
+ awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The maiden&rsquo;s
+ physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The cold sweat
+ of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became hot and red;
+ her door was not locked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A distinct woman&rsquo;s whisper came to her through the keyhole: &lsquo;Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss
+ Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered
+ back, &lsquo;Yes?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me come in, darling.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It was
+ now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must let
+ her come in, poor thing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and
+ the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,&rsquo; said the
+ visitor. &lsquo;I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to come
+ down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are
+ mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you may
+ send me away if you choose. Shall I go?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no; you shan&rsquo;t indeed if you don&rsquo;t want to,&rsquo; said Cythie generously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the last
+ remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and pressed
+ her gently to her heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now kiss me,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of
+ treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment,
+ try how she would.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Come, kiss me,&rsquo; repeated Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the
+ bursting of a bubble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;More earnestly than that&mdash;come.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She gave another, a little but not much more expressively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, with
+ an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. &lsquo;I am an ill-tempered woman,
+ you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have had grief
+ more than you can think or dream of. But I can&rsquo;t help loving you&mdash;your
+ name is the same as mine&mdash;isn&rsquo;t it strange?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now, don&rsquo;t you think I must love you?&rsquo; continued the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to Owen
+ and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her father&rsquo;s
+ unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which seemed to ask
+ for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution. She would wait
+ till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and attachment to
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s father in past times: then she would tell her all she knew:
+ that would be honour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why can&rsquo;t you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can&rsquo;t you!&rsquo; She impressed
+ upon Cytherea&rsquo;s lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst
+ of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and be
+ loved by in return.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don&rsquo;t
+ know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very fool,
+ I believe. Yes. How old are you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Eighteen.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Eighteen!... Well, why don&rsquo;t you ask me how old I am?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I don&rsquo;t want to know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind if you don&rsquo;t. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater pleasure
+ to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told my age
+ truly for the last twenty years till now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why haven&rsquo;t you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it&mdash;weary, weary&mdash;and
+ I long to be what I shall never be again&mdash;artless and innocent, like
+ you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought,
+ as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don&rsquo;t you
+ talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;no! I forgot them to-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose you say them every night as a rule?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why do you do that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not
+ to. Do you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such
+ matters humbug for years&mdash;thought so so long that I should be glad to
+ think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the
+ polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and
+ others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear&mdash;you won&rsquo;t omit
+ them now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It seems hardly&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It would seem so like old times to me&mdash;when I was young, and nearer&mdash;far
+ nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following
+ conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had
+ linked his name with her brother Owen&rsquo;s in her nightly supplications to
+ the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above
+ all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the
+ honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of
+ omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous
+ prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of
+ her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly
+ circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little
+ finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing
+ for such trifling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I would rather not say them,&rsquo; she murmured first. It struck her then that
+ this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress, and was
+ delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously as
+ before. &lsquo;Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,&rsquo; she added
+ firmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the
+ simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen&rsquo;s name
+ was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness
+ was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent
+ intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to the
+ faintest whisper in spite of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thank you, dearest,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;I have prayed too, I verily
+ believe. You are a good girl, I think.&rsquo; Then the expected question came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Bless Owen,&rdquo; and whom, did you say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no help for it now, and out it came. &lsquo;Owen and Edward,&rsquo; said
+ Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who are Owen and Edward?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen is my brother, madam,&rsquo; faltered the maid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your brother, too?&rsquo; continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you want to tell me who Edward
+ is?&rsquo; she said at last, in a tone of meaning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t mind telling; only....&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You would rather not, I suppose?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. &lsquo;Were you ever in love?&rsquo; she inquired
+ suddenly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from
+ tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;I think I was&mdash;once,&rsquo; she murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A pause.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, were you?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t press me to tell&mdash;I can&rsquo;t&mdash;indeed, I won&rsquo;t, madam!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea&rsquo;s neck. &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis now with you
+ as it is always with all girls,&rsquo; she said, in jealous and gloomy accents.
+ &lsquo;You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.&rsquo; She then
+ changed her tone with fitful rapidity. &lsquo;Cytherea, try to love me more than
+ you love him&mdash;do. I love you more sincerely than any man can. Do,
+ Cythie: don&rsquo;t let any man stand between us. O, I can&rsquo;t bear that!&rsquo; She
+ clasped Cytherea&rsquo;s neck again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I must love him now I have begun,&rsquo; replied the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Must&mdash;yes&mdash;must,&rsquo; said the elder lady reproachfully. &lsquo;Yes,
+ women are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who
+ had not been sullied by a man&rsquo;s lips, and who had not practised or been
+ practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and
+ goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have not
+ been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the
+ admittedly notorious spots&mdash;the drawing-rooms of society&mdash;and
+ look in the villages&mdash;leave the villages and search in the schools&mdash;and
+ you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been <i>had</i>&mdash;is
+ not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the
+ staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the &ldquo;first
+ love&rdquo; they think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old
+ wrecked affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it
+ be that you, too, are like the rest?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no, no,&rsquo; urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the
+ impetuous woman&rsquo;s mind. &lsquo;He only kissed me once&mdash;twice I mean.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there&rsquo;s no
+ doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I&mdash;we
+ are all alike; and I&mdash;an old fool&mdash;have been sipping at your
+ mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the
+ spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow&mdash;now
+ you seem a dusty highway.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, no!&rsquo; Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on
+ extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She wished
+ Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her treasured
+ dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one sense soothing,
+ but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea&rsquo;s instincts desired. Though
+ it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; said the lady in continuation, &lsquo;who is he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too
+ much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s fiery mood again ruled her
+ tongue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Won&rsquo;t you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will, perhaps, another day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two
+ previous to your coming here?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round the
+ bay with your brother.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And without your brother&mdash;fie! There, there, don&rsquo;t let that little
+ heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly
+ thing. I didn&rsquo;t mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I
+ only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people. I
+ often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&mdash;I won&rsquo;t tell, madam&mdash;I cannot indeed!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Won&rsquo;t tell&mdash;very well, don&rsquo;t. You are very foolish to treasure up
+ his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him
+ for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long chain
+ of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had
+ theirs.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tisn&rsquo;t true! &lsquo;tisn&rsquo;t true! &lsquo;tisn&rsquo;t true!&rsquo; cried Cytherea in an agony of
+ torture. &lsquo;He has never loved anybody else, I know&mdash;I am sure he
+ hasn&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She continued&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a few
+ weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared for
+ anybody so absurdly much.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no, he doesn&rsquo;t&mdash;What does he do when he has thought that&mdash;Come,
+ tell me&mdash;tell me!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me nervous.
+ I can&rsquo;t tell you if you get in that flustered state.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do, do tell&mdash;O, it makes me so miserable! but tell&mdash;come tell
+ me!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;the tables are turned now, dear!&rsquo; she continued, in a tone which
+ mingled pity with derision&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Love&rsquo;s passions shall rock thee
+ As the storm rocks the ravens on high,
+ Bright reason will mock thee
+ Like the sun from a wintry sky.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What does he do next?&mdash;Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on
+ what he has heard of women&rsquo;s romantic impulses, and how easily men torture
+ them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned
+ everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily now&mdash;that
+ is, as heartily as a man can&mdash;and you love him in return, your loves
+ may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for ever. You,
+ as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade&mdash;bright eyes <i>will</i>
+ fade&mdash;and you will perhaps then die early&mdash;true to him to your
+ latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath also;
+ whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet nook,
+ will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will
+ long have ceased to regret you&mdash;will chat about you, as you were in
+ long past years&mdash;will say, &ldquo;Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair
+ like that&mdash;poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless
+ idle dream&mdash;that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and
+ simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time.&rdquo; Then he will
+ tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont&rsquo;s and particular ways, and
+ as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is not true! He can&rsquo;t, he c-can&rsquo;t be s-so cruel&mdash;and you are
+ cruel to me&mdash;you are, you are!&rsquo; She was at last driven to
+ desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through
+ the piece how imaginary her emotions were&mdash;she felt herself to be
+ weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she could not
+ control them: be agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long
+ day&rsquo;s labour, her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her,
+ and worn her out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical
+ working upon her imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept
+ bitterly. &lsquo;And now think how much I like you,&rsquo; resumed Miss Aldclyffe,
+ when Cytherea grew calmer. &lsquo;I shall never forget you for anybody else, as
+ men do&mdash;never. I will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you
+ promise to live with me always, and always be taken care of, and never
+ deserted?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I cannot. I will not be anybody&rsquo;s maid for another day on any
+ consideration.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no, no. You shan&rsquo;t be a lady&rsquo;s-maid. You shall be my companion. I
+ will get another maid.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Companion&mdash;that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the
+ evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence.
+ But she could not trust to the moment&rsquo;s impulse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma&rsquo;s neck, and give me
+ one good long kiss, and I won&rsquo;t talk any more in that way about your
+ lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even if
+ he&rsquo;s the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant man is
+ ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man&mdash;that is, while it
+ lasts.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk;
+ flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves up
+ for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious sense
+ of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a
+ protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon
+ sleeping calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances, she
+ continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She withdrew
+ herself from her companion&rsquo;s embrace, turned to the other side, and
+ endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the window-blind, and
+ noticing the light of the rising moon&mdash;now in her last quarter&mdash;creep
+ round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon which had but a few
+ days longer to live.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of
+ the same month&rsquo;s moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic evening
+ scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy moments&mdash;maiden
+ imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status quo which had had
+ several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a
+ strange and gloomy murmur.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low,
+ brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint
+ breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter
+ absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom&rsquo;s melancholy representation
+ lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own
+ nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour,
+ under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the
+ surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the
+ fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears to
+ catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another soon
+ came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The second was quite different from the first&mdash;a kind of intermittent
+ whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and anon,
+ like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some kind.
+ Yes, it was, a wheel&mdash;the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old
+ manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now that
+ she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it. She
+ could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy just
+ before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine the
+ inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a
+ necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably,
+ the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays,
+ striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a
+ glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a
+ captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling
+ water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which
+ laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be
+ nothing else left to be heard or to imagine&mdash;it was horrid that her
+ imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going to
+ sleep she would think this&mdash;suppose another sound <i>should</i> come&mdash;just
+ suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain, a
+ third sound came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle&mdash;of a strange and abnormal
+ kind&mdash;yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her
+ life&mdash;when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing,
+ it seemed to be almost close to her&mdash;either close outside the window,
+ close under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of
+ its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so
+ powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The same
+ instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the same
+ noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of
+ his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy notes
+ were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a long way
+ off, in every variety of wail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The little
+ dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds even
+ better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had taken
+ notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar, it
+ was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss
+ Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady&rsquo;s late
+ peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden&rsquo;s touch, Miss
+ Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She remembered her position instantly. &lsquo;O such a terrible dream!&rsquo; she
+ cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; &lsquo;and your
+ touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings,
+ hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me&mdash;grinning and
+ mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can&rsquo;t tell
+ you. I can&rsquo;t bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it means
+ death.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to dispel the
+ wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all likelihood
+ could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire into it: large
+ houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about them. She was
+ ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A silence of five minutes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you asleep?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How those dogs howl, don&rsquo;t they?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. A little dog in the house began it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father&rsquo;s bedroom
+ door. A nervous creature.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the landing
+ struck three.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?&rsquo; whispered Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;How wretched it is not to be able to sleep,
+ isn&rsquo;t it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still
+ awake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; she said, very softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on
+ her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars of
+ Ambrose&rsquo;s history,&rsquo; she murmured. &lsquo;But her being in love alters
+ everything.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at
+ Knapwater was already in possession of her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the
+ window to write an answer to Edward&rsquo;s letter, and an account of her
+ arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures that
+ Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the later
+ terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she smiled
+ in derision at her own excitability.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But writing Edward&rsquo;s letter was the great consoler, the effect of each
+ word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt how
+ much she would like to share his trouble&mdash;how well she could endure
+ poverty with him&mdash;and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be
+ explained at last, she knew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s room, intending, with
+ the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a
+ work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light of
+ morning made a vast difference in the elder lady&rsquo;s behaviour to her
+ dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea&rsquo;s judgment, had effected
+ the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her
+ regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read,
+ talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed at
+ the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making
+ confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the
+ calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely
+ conscious of Cytherea&rsquo;s presence in the room, even when greeting her, was
+ the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these antitheses
+ are to be observed in the individual most open to our observation&mdash;ourselves.
+ We pass the evening with faces lit up by some flaring illumination or
+ other: we get up the next morning&mdash;the fiery jets have all gone out,
+ and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled pipes and sooty wirework,
+ hardly even recalling the outline of the blazing picture that arrested our
+ eyes before bedtime.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably
+ nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written
+ after nine or ten o&rsquo;clock in the evening, and sent off before day returns
+ to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch our glance as
+ we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of dressing-time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled
+ from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, but the
+ hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that Cytherea
+ need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said
+ abruptly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can tell that young man&rsquo;s name.&rsquo; She looked keenly at Cytherea. &lsquo;It is
+ Edward Springrove, my tenant&rsquo;s son.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which to
+ her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss Aldclyffe
+ that she had divined the truth at last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;it is he, is it?&rsquo; she continued. &lsquo;Well, I wanted to know for
+ practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my
+ estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought
+ of him.&rsquo; This was perfectly true.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you mean?&rsquo; said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and
+ that the wedding is soon to take place.&rsquo; She made the remark bluntly and
+ superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family
+ pride for the weak confidences of the night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s morning mood was overcome by
+ the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words had
+ produced upon Cytherea&rsquo;s face. She sank back into a chair, and buried her
+ face in her hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t be so foolish,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;Come, make the best of it. I
+ cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe the
+ match can be broken off.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, no.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I&rsquo;ll help you
+ to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling of last
+ night in not wanting you ever to go away from me&mdash;of course, I could
+ not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I&rsquo;ll help you, and
+ that&rsquo;s enough. He&rsquo;s tired of his first choice now that he&rsquo;s been away from
+ home for a while. The love that no outer attack can frighten away quails
+ before its idol&rsquo;s own homely ways; it is always so.... Come, finish what
+ you are doing if you are going to, and don&rsquo;t be a little goose about such
+ a trumpery affair as that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who&mdash;is he engaged to?&rsquo; Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips
+ but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered
+ not, Cytherea thought. Another woman&mdash;that was enough for her:
+ curiosity was stunned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss
+ Aldclyffe went on:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You were too easily won. I&rsquo;d have made him or anybody else speak out
+ before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one of
+ those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their
+ hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the first
+ place, you shouldn&rsquo;t have loved him so quickly: in the next, if you must
+ have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It tickled his
+ vanity: &ldquo;By Jove, that girl&rsquo;s in love with me already!&rdquo; he thought.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris&mdash;who
+ stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out,
+ bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged&mdash;that
+ she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was
+ her only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned matron
+ with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray, cheerfully
+ insisting that she should eat it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. &lsquo;No,
+ thank you, Mrs. Morris,&rsquo; she said, keeping the door closed. Despite the
+ incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant person
+ see her face then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Immediate revocation&mdash;even if revocation would be more effective by
+ postponement&mdash;is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went
+ to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so
+ full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with a
+ little seal bearing &lsquo;Good Faith&rsquo; as its motto, tore the missive into fifty
+ pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest of
+ anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, and
+ see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning&mdash;to feel
+ that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she had
+ penned them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Pity for one&rsquo;s self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of
+ abnegation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his
+ love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, was
+ clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not quite
+ dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had gone to
+ London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way as Miss
+ Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward&rsquo;s own parish, reminded
+ continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so
+ much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted&mdash;all
+ gone but herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be
+ continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It
+ was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the
+ breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with increasing
+ infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea entered. Miss
+ Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail of white smoke
+ along the distant landscape&mdash;signifying a passing train. At
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s entry she turned and looked inquiry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I must tell you now,&rsquo; began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, what?&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am not going to stay with you. I must go away&mdash;a very long way. I
+ am very sorry, but indeed I can&rsquo;t remain!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pooh&mdash;what shall we hear next?&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ face with leisurely criticism. &lsquo;You are breaking your heart again about
+ that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam
+ says of Juliet&mdash;what little reason you may have possessed originally
+ has all been whirled away by this love. I shan&rsquo;t take this notice, mind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do let me go!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet&rsquo;s hand, and said with severity, &lsquo;As to
+ hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that&rsquo;s absurd. But
+ you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such
+ proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie,
+ come with me; we&rsquo;ll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after
+ that we&rsquo;ll see what had better be done.&rsquo; She took Cytherea into her
+ workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it
+ finished.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea&rsquo;s own room. &lsquo;There,&rsquo; she
+ said, &lsquo;now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one thing&mdash;that
+ you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for two hours unless
+ I send for you&mdash;I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch&mdash;you
+ are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the window&mdash;think
+ over the whole matter, and get cooled; don&rsquo;t let the foolish love-affair
+ prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time
+ you still say you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in
+ the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility
+ was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss
+ Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the articles
+ of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a reverie which
+ took no account whatever of the lapse of time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. TEN TO TWELVE O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became attracted
+ from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. She opened
+ the door and listened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors,
+ trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from
+ which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there just
+ in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the station
+ vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse&mdash;galloping at the top
+ of the animal&rsquo;s speed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another man went off in the direction of the village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or meddle
+ with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were requested to,
+ especially after Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s strict charge to her. She sat down
+ again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her movements.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw
+ was a clergyman walk up and enter the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, he
+ returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting
+ behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in
+ livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as
+ before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The whole household&mdash;master, mistress, and servants&mdash;appeared to
+ have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost
+ wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman, and
+ two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various directions.
+ Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road opposite the house,
+ or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows and chimneys.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A tap came to Cytherea&rsquo;s door. She opened it to a young maid-servant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo; Cytherea hastened down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel, her
+ hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but very
+ pale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; she said in a whisper, &lsquo;come here.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea went close.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Something very serious has taken place,&rsquo; she said again, and then paused,
+ with a tremulous movement of her mouth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Dead!&rsquo; echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the
+ announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be
+ contained in a statement so small.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, dead,&rsquo; murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. &lsquo;He died alone, though
+ within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea said hurriedly, &lsquo;Do they know at what hour?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The doctor says it must have been between two and three o&rsquo;clock this
+ morning.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then I heard him!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Heard him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Heard him die!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You heard him die? What did you hear?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A sound I heard once before in my life&mdash;at the deathbed of my
+ mother. I could not identify it&mdash;though I recognized it. Then the dog
+ howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I
+ had heard a little earlier.&rsquo; She looked agonized.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It would have been useless,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;All was over by that
+ time.&rsquo; She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, &lsquo;Is
+ it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be
+ left entirely alone?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now recurred
+ to both in one moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you still wish to go?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t want to go now,&rsquo; Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the
+ other&rsquo;s question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being
+ still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her life,
+ for the sake of any trivial vexation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said
+ musingly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and
+ motherless as you were.&rsquo; Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she
+ did not mention them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I did. Poor papa!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I was always at variance with mine, and can&rsquo;t weep for him now! But you
+ must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of her
+ advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And, once more in
+ the history of human endeavour, a position which it was impossible to
+ reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker&rsquo;s swerving from the
+ path, and regarding the original object as one of secondary importance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The time of day was four o&rsquo;clock in the afternoon. The place was the
+ lady&rsquo;s study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe
+ sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been
+ read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years previous
+ to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. Nyttleton and
+ Tayling, of Lincoln&rsquo;s Inn Fields. The whole of his estate, real and
+ personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole and
+ absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, their
+ relative, and a few small amounts to the servants.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit in,
+ or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high,
+ narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to remain in
+ the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic quaintness to
+ an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to stand in to reach
+ for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she had sat erect in this
+ chair for more than an hour, for the reason that she was utterly
+ unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings were. The chair had
+ stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she had gone to it in a
+ dream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated
+ thought&mdash;as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her
+ body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the
+ chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a
+ footstool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side. Her
+ pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions became
+ more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and further the
+ problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew a long breath: she
+ sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose,
+ walked up and down the room&mdash;at first abstractedly, with her features
+ as firmly set as ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps
+ became lighter and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no
+ longer bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she said aloud. &lsquo;To get <i>him</i> here without letting him know
+ that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man&mdash;that&rsquo;s
+ the difficulty&mdash;and that I think I can master.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey hairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was not far off, and came in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe
+ abruptly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Know anything?&rsquo; replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to consider
+ the compass of the question.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;know anything,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen is an architect and surveyor&rsquo;s draughtsman,&rsquo; the maiden said, and
+ thought of somebody else who was likewise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes! that&rsquo;s why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work
+ comprised in an architect&rsquo;s practice? They lay out estates, and
+ superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among other
+ things?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Those are, more properly, a land or building steward&rsquo;s duties&mdash;at
+ least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things
+ in their practice; city architects don&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know that, child. But a steward&rsquo;s is an indefinite fast and loose
+ profession, it seems to me. Shouldn&rsquo;t you think that a man who had been
+ brought up as an architect would do for a steward?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting
+ it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country
+ buildings&mdash;such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; he does.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And superintends the building of them?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; he will soon.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And he surveys land?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And he knows about hedges and ditches&mdash;how wide they ought to be,
+ boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring
+ timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those
+ things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. And
+ then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen&rsquo;s
+ accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don&rsquo;t know much more about the matter
+ than I do myself.... I am going out just now,&rsquo; she continued. &lsquo;I shall not
+ want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then
+ turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed
+ into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This she
+ followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, which was
+ also the lowest ground in the whole grove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the
+ ground, that a whole summer&rsquo;s day was scarcely long enough to change the
+ air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a
+ temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of
+ the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep,
+ sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall.
+ Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, she
+ came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water, revealing
+ a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded, covered with
+ froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps, and she was
+ opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its further
+ boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a
+ crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees
+ above.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same
+ standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less
+ sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue and
+ grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where the
+ ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus laid
+ open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which the
+ dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate and
+ well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was now
+ interesting Miss Aldclyffe&mdash;not artistically or historically, but
+ practically&mdash;as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern
+ requirements.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion of
+ the structure&mdash;an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two
+ small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered over
+ the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the
+ Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten or
+ twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still
+ existed&mdash;an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be
+ contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall
+ could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables
+ which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows,
+ containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two
+ or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames
+ carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was now
+ applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to form
+ cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper portion was
+ arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and fruit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, went
+ up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the paving-stones
+ were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the grasses between
+ them. Two or three little children, with their fingers in their mouths,
+ came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their mothers in loud
+ tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however,
+ did not come in. She concluded her survey of the exterior by making a
+ complete circuit of the building; then turned into a nook a short distance
+ off where round and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps
+ of building stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of
+ operations for the building work done on the estate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of
+ the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her. It
+ was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since her
+ father&rsquo;s death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without much
+ trouble?&rsquo; she inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed itself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You don&rsquo;t forget, ma&rsquo;am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled
+ down, or gone to ruin?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; I know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And that what&rsquo;s left may almost as well be, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why may it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole
+ carcase is full of cracks.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little
+ outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or
+ eight-roomed house?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;About what would it cost?&rsquo; was the question which had invariably come
+ next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending
+ workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise,
+ Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an
+ old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what was
+ so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thank you: that&rsquo;s sufficient, Strooden,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;You will understand
+ that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short time,
+ with reference to the management of the affairs.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Strooden said &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; in a complex voice, and looked uneasy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works,
+ and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now it may
+ be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach further
+ upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did your late
+ master&rsquo;s. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail superintend
+ all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then&mdash;I shall not be wanted, ma&rsquo;am?&rsquo; he faltered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops only.
+ I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I will
+ send for you in a few days.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train&mdash;distracted
+ application to his duties, and an undefined number of sleepless nights and
+ untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her watch and returned to the
+ House. She was about to keep an appointment with her solicitor, Mr.
+ Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his
+ way back to London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton&rsquo;s visit to Knapwater House,
+ the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder
+ newspapers:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;LAND STEWARD.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately
+ for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon which
+ agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are contemplated.
+ He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not more than
+ thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown for one who
+ possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of planning and
+ laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of 220 pounds, with
+ the old manor-house as a residence&mdash;Address Messrs. Nyttleton and
+ Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln&rsquo;s Inn Fields.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of publication.
+ The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising for a steward,
+ who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the papers containing
+ the announcement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely
+ made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were told
+ her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She remembered
+ the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen.
+ Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious, that he was well
+ educated and practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the
+ details of the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might
+ be ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who
+ would reply. She hazarded a question:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not at all,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another man, whose name,
+ in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured pride, lingered in
+ her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was qualified for a
+ stewardship under a king.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?&rsquo; she said,
+ resolutely enunciating the name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None whatever,&rsquo; replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are very unkind to speak in that way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now don&rsquo;t pout like a goosie, as you are. I don&rsquo;t want men like either of
+ them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather than to
+ that of any individual. The man I want must have been more specially
+ educated. I have told you that we are going to London next week; it is
+ mostly on this account.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell her
+ brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to
+ London, and, with scarcely a minute&rsquo;s pause, to the solicitors&rsquo; offices in
+ Lincoln&rsquo;s Inn Fields.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the place&mdash;a
+ gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by
+ lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be seen
+ there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the front were
+ rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the successive
+ coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone days, had been
+ completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which lifted off the
+ paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on palings,
+ standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices
+ were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed
+ them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the
+ doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was
+ visible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying
+ with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the pair
+ ascended. He politely took them inside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our
+ interview?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when they
+ were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly&mdash;Mr. Tayling&rsquo;s.&rsquo; Cytherea was shown into an inner room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only
+ imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss
+ Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton&rsquo;s
+ experienced old eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now then,&rsquo; the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; &lsquo;what is
+ the result of our advertisement?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and
+ surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the
+ advertisement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;You will
+ probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, certainly,&rsquo; said she.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly unfit
+ at first sight,&rsquo; he continued; and began selecting from the heap twos and
+ threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn&rsquo;t deceive me, and
+ from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be
+ communicated with.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I should like to see every one&mdash;only just to glance them over&mdash;exactly
+ as they came,&rsquo; she said suasively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his
+ sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them
+ out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could
+ spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to hers,
+ and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of the
+ letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony. He
+ thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five men who
+ at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed
+ themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one,
+ and put it down with the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many
+ replies as they possibly could before selecting&mdash;&lsquo;to give us a wider
+ choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already
+ had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there would
+ be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now could
+ command would possibly not be available.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind, we will run that risk,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;Let the
+ advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle the
+ matter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single
+ woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself with
+ business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich, and
+ handsome still. &lsquo;She&rsquo;s a new broom in estate-management as yet,&rsquo; he
+ thought. &lsquo;She will soon get tired of this,&rsquo; and he parted from her without
+ a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo
+ Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual
+ well-dressed clubbists&mdash;rubicund with alcohol&mdash;were to be seen,
+ in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When
+ they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit
+ down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did&mdash;the
+ growl of Piccadilly on their left hand&mdash;the monastic seclusion of the
+ Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses of
+ Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth
+ sky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and
+ while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around, glanced
+ again at the advertisement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action her
+ eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover, one
+ relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the Institute
+ of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but was addressed
+ to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings at the
+ Institute&rsquo;s rooms would close at the end of that week.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then
+ turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms of
+ the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making her
+ payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the company
+ of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, she turned
+ back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the members. She
+ was a little connected with the architectural world, she said, with a
+ smile, and was interested in some of the names.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Here it is, madam,&rsquo; he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet
+ containing the names.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name
+ she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the
+ case with all the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross.
+ &lsquo;Chambers,&rsquo; as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply
+ the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, &lsquo;There still.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind
+ than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished to
+ act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the envelopes
+ lying on the secretary&rsquo;s table, stamped with the die of the Institute; and
+ in order to get it she was about to ask if she might write a note.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the secretary&rsquo;s back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards one
+ of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask some
+ question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss
+ Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one of
+ the envelopes and put it in her pocket.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then
+ withdrew and returned to her hotel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the
+ envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society&rsquo;s stamp, and directed
+ it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of
+ members&rsquo; names submitted to her:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ.,
+ WYKEHAM CHAMBERS,
+ SPRING GARDENS.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ This ended her first day&rsquo;s work in London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe
+ informing her companion that business would detain them in London another
+ week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in a city at
+ that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares and
+ terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of blind
+ men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number of
+ replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview, by
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s request&mdash;either from whim or design.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Ten additional letters were the result of the second week&rsquo;s insertion,
+ making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One
+ was signed&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET,
+ LIVERPOOL.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one
+ or two,&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and
+ references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston&rsquo;s missive, after a mere
+ glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had
+ finished, five lay in the group he had selected. &lsquo;Would you like to add to
+ the number?&rsquo; he said, turning to the lady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; she said carelessly. &lsquo;Well, two or three additional ones rather took
+ my fancy,&rsquo; she added, searching for some in the larger collection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She drew out three. One was Manston&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;These eight, then, shall be communicated with,&rsquo; said the lawyer, taking
+ up the eight letters and placing them by themselves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They stood up. &lsquo;If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned
+ personally,&rsquo; he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter singly,
+ &lsquo;I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, is not
+ afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted with&mdash;a
+ rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well recommended,
+ and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he
+ is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs,
+ served on an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now
+ well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man is sure
+ to have a fine head for a manor like yours.&rsquo; He tapped the letter as he
+ spoke. &lsquo;Yes, I should choose him without hesitation&mdash;speaking
+ personally.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I think,&rsquo; she said artificially, &lsquo;I should choose this one as a
+ matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can&rsquo;t be given way to when
+ practical questions have to be considered.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, had
+ become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss Aldclyffe and
+ the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game at cards. She looked
+ inquiringly at the two letters&mdash;one in Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s hand, the
+ other in Mr. Nyttleton&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is the name of your man?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;His name&mdash;&rsquo; said the lawyer, looking down the page; &lsquo;what is his
+ name?&mdash;it is Edward Springrove.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by
+ turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The name of my man,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in turn;
+ &lsquo;is, I think&mdash;yes&mdash;AEneas Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to
+ be at the lawyer&rsquo;s offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in
+ town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a
+ private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing her
+ veil down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each
+ candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding
+ and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short
+ conversations with Mr. Nyttleton&mdash;terse, and to the point. Miss
+ Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have
+ been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been for what
+ was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her countenance&mdash;the
+ rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the lawyer and his
+ interlocutor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was
+ ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former
+ time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally
+ preferred. &lsquo;I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man whose
+ letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, in short,
+ most suitable generally.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion still&mdash;that
+ Mr.&mdash;Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and even
+ specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the court.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; a
+ sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to conclusions
+ truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about calculations,
+ based on long experience. I must say I shouldn&rsquo;t recommend him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, pray?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement. He
+ didn&rsquo;t reply till the last insertion; that&rsquo;s one thing. His letter is bold
+ and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after reading
+ it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It
+ is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us
+ in his statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he
+ tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he
+ should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don&rsquo;t quite see the grounds of
+ your reasoning.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties
+ of a city architect, the experience we don&rsquo;t want. You want a man whose
+ acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical and closer&mdash;somebody
+ who, if he has not filled exactly such an office before, has lived a
+ country life, knows the ins and outs of country tenancies, building,
+ farming, and so on.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s by far the most intellectual looking of them all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; he may be&mdash;your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than
+ mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts&mdash;his
+ brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the
+ post, I don&rsquo;t much doubt that. But to speak clearly&rsquo; (here his words
+ started off at a jog-trot) &lsquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t run the risk of placing the
+ management of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever.
+ There, that&rsquo;s flat and plain, madam.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But, definitely,&rsquo; she said, with a show of impatience, &lsquo;what is your
+ reason?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man&mdash;as
+ bad as it is rare.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,&rsquo; said Miss
+ Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply
+ signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further in
+ this,&rsquo; continued the lady. &lsquo;He&rsquo;s quite good enough for a little
+ insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not
+ get on with one of the others for a single month. We&rsquo;ll try him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,&rsquo; said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was written
+ to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her,
+ that minute you were in the room?&rsquo; said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their
+ client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody&rsquo;s
+ character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable slyness,
+ which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the Improver, into
+ honourable circumspection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity
+ of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the
+ man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,&rsquo;
+ continued Nyttleton. &lsquo;His handsome face is his qualification in her eyes.
+ They have met before; I saw that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He didn&rsquo;t seem conscious of it,&rsquo; said the junior.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He didn&rsquo;t. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman&rsquo;s
+ face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that she
+ was with him. Poor old maid, she&rsquo;s almost old enough to be his mother. If
+ that Manston&rsquo;s a schemer he&rsquo;ll marry her, as sure as I am Nyttleton. Let&rsquo;s
+ hope he&rsquo;s honest, however.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t think she&rsquo;s in love with him,&rsquo; said Tayling. He had seen but
+ little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed in
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a
+ woman towards her lover.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than mine,&rsquo;
+ rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. &lsquo;And you may remember the nature of it
+ best.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0009" id="link2H_4_0009">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her
+ irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness. Like
+ Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent luxuriant
+ vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated for her
+ outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be completely
+ won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose modesty was
+ absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect as was
+ compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm of
+ womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that
+ her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and
+ habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally
+ imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive
+ delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over
+ out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could feel
+ no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much as
+ thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her
+ companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only seemed
+ to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished in her a
+ feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She would have
+ infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere dependent, by
+ such a changeable nature&mdash;like a fountain, always herself, yet always
+ another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been perpetrated or
+ participated in by her namesake, she would not believe; but the reckless
+ adventuring of the lady&rsquo;s youth seemed connected with deeds of darkness
+ rather than of light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some
+ absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea
+ hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might thus
+ be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme suffering.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s reticence concerning her past was not imitated by
+ Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge that
+ the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated abnormally,
+ the maiden&rsquo;s natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down for special
+ guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment by fragment,
+ every detail of her father&rsquo;s history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss
+ Aldclyffe sympathized&mdash;and it compensated her, to some extent, for
+ the hasty resentments of other times.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the
+ House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe
+ and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the
+ facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up into a
+ taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural machinery
+ be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary
+ to a scandal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Another letter had come to her from Edward&mdash;very short, but full of
+ entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line&mdash;just one line
+ of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by
+ little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last
+ wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another
+ woman. &lsquo;Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!&rsquo; she said. The
+ young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read it,
+ almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense he must
+ be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She
+ felt that she must send him a line&mdash;one little line&mdash;just a wee
+ line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Ah, were he now before me,
+ In spite of injured pride,
+ I fear my eyes would pardon
+ Before my tongue could chide.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ 2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the
+ village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions
+ made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society she
+ patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies&rsquo;
+ Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of shillings
+ from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea&rsquo;s appearance that
+ afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying to look
+ at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, coquettish
+ jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a war of lilies
+ and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the mistress of the
+ mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less of the nature of
+ affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last
+ four,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea&rsquo;s share: then came a
+ Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove the elder.
+ Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s handwriting, &lsquo;Mr.
+ Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or
+ four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been
+ altered and repaired for his reception.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Call on Mr. Manston,&rsquo; said the lady impressively, looking at the name
+ written under Cytherea&rsquo;s portion of the list.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But he does not subscribe yet?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don&rsquo;t forget it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;say I should be pleased if he would,&rsquo; repeated Miss Aldclyffe,
+ smiling. &lsquo;Good-bye. Don&rsquo;t hurry in your walk. If you can&rsquo;t get easily
+ through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to the
+ old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief to her.
+ She called then on the two gentleman-farmers&rsquo; wives, who soon transacted
+ their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her personality. A person
+ who socially is nothing is thought less of by people who are not much than
+ by those who are a great deal.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton,
+ who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog as
+ companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired thither
+ four years before this time, after having filled the post of editor to the
+ Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There he died soon
+ after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his daughter
+ sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and claimant of
+ sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as mistress at
+ Peakhill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At Cytherea&rsquo;s knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and
+ footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea stood
+ face to face with the lady herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair was
+ plentiful, like Cytherea&rsquo;s own; her teeth equalled Cytherea&rsquo;s in
+ regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features too
+ transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth
+ expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea&rsquo;s, and, as a natural result of
+ her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more
+ self-possessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by
+ way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is an
+ end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, &lsquo;a good sensible wife
+ for any man, if she cares to marry,&rsquo; the caring to marry being thrown in
+ as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. Yet it would be
+ singular if, in such cases, the important subject of marriage should be
+ excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready for practical
+ performance in every domestic concern besides.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good afternoon! O yes&mdash;Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s. I have
+ seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if
+ I have change enough to pay my subscription.&rsquo; She spoke girlishly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled herself
+ down to that younger woman&rsquo;s age from a sense of justice to herself&mdash;as
+ if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It doesn&rsquo;t matter. I&rsquo;ll come again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for a
+ minute. Do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have been wanting to come for several weeks.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s right. Now you must see my house&mdash;lonely, isn&rsquo;t it, for a
+ single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on
+ a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your
+ own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you would
+ say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to
+ my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or
+ toad to kill, Jane does it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How nice! It is better than living in a town.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea&rsquo;s mind, that Edward
+ had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small
+ drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How lonely it must be here at night!&rsquo; said Cytherea. &lsquo;Aren&rsquo;t you afraid?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know a
+ sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself
+ sometimes at night, &ldquo;If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth the
+ trouble of a worm&rsquo;s ghost to appear to me, I should think that every sound
+ I hear was a spirit.&rdquo; But you must see all over my house.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was highly interested in seeing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I say you <i>must</i> do this, and you <i>must</i> do that, as if you
+ were a child,&rsquo; remarked Adelaide. &lsquo;A privileged friend of mine tells me
+ this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody&rsquo;s
+ society but my own.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea called the friend &lsquo;she&rsquo; by a rule of ladylike practice; for a
+ woman&rsquo;s &lsquo;friend&rsquo; is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their
+ own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are
+ called she&rsquo;s until they prove themselves he&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,&rsquo; she
+ continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Humorous reproof:&rdquo; that&rsquo;s not from a woman: who can reprove humorously
+ but a man?&rsquo; was the groove of Cytherea&rsquo;s thought at the remark. &lsquo;Your
+ brother reproves you, I expect,&rsquo; said that innocent young lady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis only a professional man I
+ am acquainted with.&rsquo; She looked out of the window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash through
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss Aldclyffe
+ in a mild form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I imagine he&rsquo;s a lover,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity as to
+ deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does happen to
+ be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so benighted as
+ to have got no further than suspecting it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There now&mdash;Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!&rsquo; said
+ Cytherea accusingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Adelaide nodded her head practically. &lsquo;Well, yes, I am,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The word &lsquo;engaged&rsquo; had no sooner passed Cytherea&rsquo;s lips than the sound of
+ it&mdash;the mere sound of her own lips&mdash;carried her mind to the time
+ and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself.
+ A sickening thought followed&mdash;based but on a mere surmise; yet its
+ presence took every other idea away from Cytherea&rsquo;s mind. Miss Hinton had
+ used Edward&rsquo;s words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending
+ to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that Miss
+ Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you going to be married soon?&rsquo; she inquired, with a steadiness the
+ result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not very soon&mdash;still, soon.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah-ha! In less than three months?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Two.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more prompting.
+ &lsquo;You won&rsquo;t tell anybody if I show you something?&rsquo; she said, with eager
+ mystery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nothing proved yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What&rsquo;s his name?&rsquo; said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun
+ their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her
+ face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you think?&rsquo; said Miss Hinton.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;George?&rsquo; said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; said Adelaide. &lsquo;But now, you shall see him first; come here;&rsquo; and
+ she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the dressing
+ table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward
+ Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There he is,&rsquo; Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you very fond of him?&rsquo; continued the miserable Cytherea at length.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, of course I am,&rsquo; her companion replied, but in the tone of one who
+ &lsquo;lived in Abraham&rsquo;s bosom all the year,&rsquo; and was therefore untouched by
+ solemn thought at the fact. &lsquo;He&rsquo;s my cousin&mdash;a native of this
+ village. We were engaged before my father&rsquo;s death left me so lonely. I was
+ only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other
+ thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and
+ then.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, it&rsquo;s only in fun. He&rsquo;s very naughty sometimes&mdash;not really, you
+ know&mdash;but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to be
+ miserable upon when she had time, &lsquo;How do you know that?&rsquo; Cytherea asked,
+ with a swelling heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, you know how things do come to women&rsquo;s ears. He used to live at
+ Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy
+ thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day or two.
+ But I don&rsquo;t feel jealous at all&mdash;our engagement is so matter-of-fact
+ that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere flirtation&mdash;she
+ was too silly for him. He&rsquo;s fond of rowing, and kindly gave her an airing
+ for an evening or two. I&rsquo;ll warrant they talked the most unmitigated
+ rubbish under the sun&mdash;all shallowness and pastime, just as
+ everything is at watering places&mdash;neither of them caring a bit for
+ the other&mdash;she giggling like a goose all the time&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air. &lsquo;She <i>didn&rsquo;t</i>!
+ and it <i>wasn&rsquo;t</i> shallowness!&rsquo; Cytherea burst out, with brimming eyes.
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence on the other&mdash;yes,
+ it was!&rsquo; The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen inside the young
+ thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The instant the words were
+ out she would have given worlds to have been able to recall them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know her&mdash;or him?&rsquo; said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion
+ at the warmth shown.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same
+ keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind in
+ both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is
+ invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject of
+ an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences which
+ distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties common to
+ them as atoms of a sex.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself. &lsquo;Yes,
+ I know her,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; said Miss Hinton, &lsquo;I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly of
+ any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, never mind,&rsquo; Cytherea returned; &lsquo;it doesn&rsquo;t matter, Miss Hinton. I
+ think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes&mdash;I
+ must go.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely
+ downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and
+ flitted down the garden into the lane.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself
+ misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove&rsquo;s name was next on the list, and
+ she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that on
+ one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or privet,
+ over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich with produce.
+ It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and the laden trees
+ were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft pattering of the
+ falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified by the loud rattle
+ of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the
+ rounded and stooping backs of the collectors&mdash;mostly children, who
+ would have cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other
+ quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed
+ almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line of
+ the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected with a row
+ of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an uncommonly
+ characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone
+ times; and standing on one of the great highways in this part of England,
+ had in its time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as
+ the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any
+ halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole stream of
+ traffic which formerly flowed through the village and along by the ancient
+ door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed landlord, who used only to farm
+ a few fields at the back of the house, to the necessity of eking out his
+ attenuated income by increasing the extent of his agricultural business if
+ he would still maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness
+ pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was
+ the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the
+ Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where
+ once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard,
+ to and from the stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of
+ roofs&mdash;once so straight&mdash;over the decayed stalls, had sunk into
+ vast hollows till they seemed like the cheeks of toothless age.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three large,
+ wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended&mdash;representing
+ the three men called tranters (irregular carriers), standing side by side,
+ and exactly alike to a hair&rsquo;s-breadth, the grain of the wood and joints of
+ the boards being visible through the thin paint depicting their forms,
+ which were still further disfigured by red stains running downwards from
+ the rusty nails above.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot
+ sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men, the
+ parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries, a
+ woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little boys
+ with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men&rsquo;s backs were
+ turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a farmer,
+ and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of labour of
+ the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now engaged in
+ packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his
+ man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at his side. The shovel
+ shone like silver from the action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its
+ motion to and fro, caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them
+ in bristling stars of light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the
+ Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in him
+ now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was more the
+ result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too kindly
+ constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet
+ humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a frequent
+ melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one of
+ abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked
+ with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and
+ fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and two
+ or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be seen
+ sticking on them here and there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish clerk,
+ a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman, and had the
+ rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group, brown-faced
+ peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders with hearts and
+ diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap, another being
+ worn round the right wrist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?&rsquo; said the clerk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Just a glimpse of him; but &lsquo;twas just enough to show me that he&rsquo;s not
+ here for long.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why mid that be?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;ll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the reins&mdash;not
+ he.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She d&rsquo; pay en well,&rsquo; said a grinder; &lsquo;and money&rsquo;s money.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;&lsquo;tis: very much so,&rsquo; the clerk replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,&rsquo; said Springrove, &lsquo;but she&rsquo;ll vlee in a
+ passion&mdash;all the fat will be in the fire&mdash;and there&rsquo;s an end
+ o&rsquo;t.... Yes, she is a one,&rsquo; continued the farmer, resting, raising his
+ eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is,&rsquo; said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman
+ is in following his master&rsquo;s initiative to rest) and reflectively
+ regarding the ground in front of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;True: a one is she,&rsquo; the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She has such a temper,&rsquo; said the farmer, &lsquo;and is so wilful too. You may
+ as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything
+ into her head. I&rsquo;d as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi&rsquo;
+ her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a temper she hev, &lsquo;tis,&rsquo; the clerk replied, &lsquo;though I be a servant
+ of the Church that say it. But she isn&rsquo;t goen to flee in a passion this
+ time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew
+ from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went on,
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s some&rsquo;at between &lsquo;em: mark my words, naibours&mdash;there&rsquo;s
+ some&rsquo;at between &lsquo;em.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;D&rsquo;ye mean it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I d&rsquo; know it. He came last Saturday, didn&rsquo;t he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;A did, truly,&rsquo; said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from the
+ hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder to be
+ ground up for cider.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He went to church a-Sunday,&rsquo; said the clerk again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;A did.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren between
+ red and white, but never stoppen at either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; said the clerk, &lsquo;you don&rsquo;t call her the kind o&rsquo; woman to make
+ mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o&rsquo; God? Why, as a rule
+ she&rsquo;s as right as I be myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press,
+ followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders
+ expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were
+ as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, as right in the service o&rsquo; God as I be myself,&rsquo; repeated the clerk.
+ &lsquo;But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says she,
+ &ldquo;Incline our hearts to keep this law,&rdquo; says she, when &lsquo;twas &ldquo;Laws in our
+ hearts, we beseech Thee,&rdquo; all the church through. Her eye was upon <i>him</i>&mdash;she
+ was quite lost&mdash;&ldquo;Hearts to keep this law,&rdquo; says she; she was no more
+ than a mere shadder at that tenth time&mdash;a mere shadder. You mi&rsquo;t ha&rsquo;
+ mouthed across to her &ldquo;Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee,&rdquo; fifty times
+ over&mdash;she&rsquo;d never ha&rsquo; noticed ye. She&rsquo;s in love wi&rsquo; the man, that&rsquo;s
+ what she is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then she&rsquo;s a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,&rsquo; said Mr. Springrove.
+ &lsquo;Why, she&rsquo;s old enough to be his mother.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The row&rsquo;ll be between her and that young Curlywig, you&rsquo;ll see. She won&rsquo;t
+ run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Clerk Crickett, I d&rsquo; fancy you d&rsquo; know everything about everybody,&rsquo; said
+ Gad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well so&rsquo;s,&rsquo; said the clerk modestly. &lsquo;I do know a little. It comes to
+ me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I d&rsquo; know where from.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That wife o&rsquo; thine. She&rsquo;s an entertainen woman, not to speak
+ disrespectful.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she&rsquo;ve had&mdash;God bless
+ her!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,&rsquo; said Mr.
+ Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, &lsquo;t has been a power o&rsquo; marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes, matrimony
+ do begin wi&rsquo; &ldquo;Dearly beloved,&rdquo; and ends wi&rsquo; &ldquo;Amazement,&rdquo; as the
+ prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? &lsquo;Twas ordained
+ to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me when I had
+ just married. &ldquo;Ah, Mr. Crickett,&rdquo; says she, &ldquo;your wife will soon settle
+ you as she did her other two: here&rsquo;s a glass o&rsquo; rum, for I shan&rsquo;t see your
+ poor face this time next year.&rdquo; I swallered the rum, called again next
+ year, and said, &ldquo;Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass o&rsquo; rum last year
+ because I was going to die&mdash;here I be alive still, you see.&rdquo; &ldquo;Well
+ said, clerk! Here&rsquo;s two glasses for you now, then,&rdquo; says she. &ldquo;Thank you,
+ mem,&rdquo; I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I
+ thought I&rsquo;d call again and get three. And call I did. But she wouldn&rsquo;t
+ give me a drop o&rsquo; the commonest. &ldquo;No, clerk,&rdquo; says she, &ldquo;you be too tough
+ for a woman&rsquo;s pity.&rdquo;... Ah, poor soul, &lsquo;twas true enough! Here be I, that
+ was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail, you see, and there&rsquo;s she
+ moulderen in her grave.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I used to think &lsquo;twas your wife&rsquo;s fate not to have a liven husband when I
+ zid &lsquo;em die off so,&rsquo; said Gad.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so &lsquo;twas her fate; but she struggled to have
+ one, and would, and did. Fate&rsquo;s nothen beside a woman&rsquo;s schemen!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest
+ o&rsquo; &lsquo;em up above there,&rsquo; said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hullo! Here&rsquo;s the young woman comen that we were a-talken about by-now,&rsquo;
+ said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. &lsquo;She&rsquo;s comen up here, as I be
+ alive!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship
+ tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,&rsquo; said
+ the clerk. &lsquo;Sheenen curls, and plenty o&rsquo; em.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If there&rsquo;s one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young
+ woman, &lsquo;tis being proud of her hair,&rsquo; said Mr. Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Dear man!&mdash;the pride there is only a small piece o&rsquo; the whole. I
+ warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha&rsquo;n&rsquo;t a stick o&rsquo;
+ furniture to call her own.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,&rsquo; said
+ Farmer Springrove chivalrously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O,&rsquo; replied the servant of the Church; &lsquo;I&rsquo;ve nothen to say against it&mdash;O
+ no:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;The chimney-sweeper&rsquo;s daughter Sue
+ As I have heard declare, O,
+ Although she&rsquo;s neither sock nor shoe
+ Will curl and deck her hair, O.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation of
+ the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she saw
+ all the cider-makers&rsquo; eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove&rsquo;s, whose
+ natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but instead
+ of advancing further, hesitated on its border.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she
+ saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in
+ his apron.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know your errand, missie,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;and am glad to see you, and attend
+ to it. I&rsquo;ll step indoors.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then if so be you really wouldn&rsquo;t mind, we&rsquo;ll wring down this last
+ filling to let it drain all night?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not at all. I like to see you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,&rsquo;
+ continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his
+ cider-making any well-dressed woman. &lsquo;They rot as black as a chimney-crook
+ if we keep &lsquo;em till the regulars turn in.&rsquo; As he spoke he went back to the
+ press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. &lsquo;I&rsquo;m later than I should have been
+ by rights,&rsquo; he continued, taking up a lever for propelling the screw, and
+ beckoning to the men to come forward. &lsquo;The truth is, my son Edward had
+ promised to come to-day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes
+ a letter: &ldquo;London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father,&rdquo; says he, and
+ went on to tell me he couldn&rsquo;t. It threw me out a bit.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course,&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s got a place &lsquo;a b&rsquo;lieve?&rsquo; said the clerk, drawing near.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but
+ couldn&rsquo;t manage to get it. I don&rsquo;t know the rights o&rsquo; the matter, but
+ willy-nilly they wouldn&rsquo;t have him for steward. Now mates, form in line.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves behind
+ the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon your
+ tongue to gainsay, by the look o&rsquo; en,&rsquo; rejoined Clerk Crickett.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;One o&rsquo; them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o&rsquo; for
+ stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,&rsquo; said a
+ grinder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, he&rsquo;s all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman&mdash;no
+ doubt about that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;So would my Ted ha&rsquo; been, for the matter o&rsquo; that,&rsquo; the farmer said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s true: &lsquo;a would, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I said, I&rsquo;ll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I
+ would have done it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, that you would so,&rsquo; said the chorus of assistants solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little; and as
+ a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his cousin.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When&rsquo;s the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Uncertain&mdash;but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything
+ pretty nearly, and yet can&rsquo;t get a straightforward living. I wish
+ sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a
+ one for the pencil.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now then, missie, if you&rsquo;ll come indoors, please.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew with
+ the farmer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I could tell by the tongue o&rsquo; her that she didn&rsquo;t take her degrees in our
+ county,&rsquo; he said in an undertone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The railways have left you lonely here,&rsquo; she observed, when they were
+ indoors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude, not
+ a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the last
+ passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that had run
+ by.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,&rsquo; the farmer replied,
+ looking at the room and then at himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, Mr. Springrove,&rsquo; said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; &lsquo;I am
+ much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.&rsquo; She began to
+ warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition
+ which reminded her of her own father.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted&mdash;that&rsquo;s my son&mdash;Ted said a
+ fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something in
+ the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that&rsquo;s all. Ay, I miss
+ my son very much.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; he continued, &lsquo;sometimes I can&rsquo;t help feeling uneasy about him. You
+ know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer over
+ it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he&rsquo;ll be better when he&rsquo;s married to
+ Adelaide.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a sick
+ person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow clock.
+ She had lived further on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Everything depends upon whether he loves her,&rsquo; she said tremulously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He used to&mdash;he doesn&rsquo;t show it so much now; but that&rsquo;s because he&rsquo;s
+ older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as
+ young man and young woman. She&rsquo;s altered too from what she was when he
+ first courted her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How, sir?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, she&rsquo;s more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she&rsquo;d creep
+ up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the letter, and
+ read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and seeing none.
+ Then the cuckoo would cry&mdash;away the letter would slip, and she&rsquo;d
+ start wi&rsquo; fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the quickest
+ man among ye could say, &ldquo;Blood rush up.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His thoughts
+ were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers in his as
+ he said, earnestly and ingenuously&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can&rsquo;t help speaking
+ to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am afraid that
+ he&rsquo;ll never get on&mdash;that he&rsquo;ll die poor and despised under the worst
+ mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the race by men
+ whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing too far into
+ things&mdash;being discontented with make-shifts&mdash;thinking o&rsquo;
+ perfection in things, and then sickened that there&rsquo;s no such thing as
+ perfection. I shan&rsquo;t be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him
+ down and do him good.... Ay, we&rsquo;ll hope for the best.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, &lsquo;If you should
+ care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then, it will be
+ a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah look! a
+ thunderstorm is brewing&mdash;be quick home. Or shall I step up with you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,&rsquo; she said in a low voice,
+ and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled with
+ her love.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. FIVE TO SIX P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely
+ that the pass appeared like a rabbit&rsquo;s burrow, and presently reached a
+ side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the farmer
+ had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained incoherently.
+ Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French painters, made a
+ mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and seemed to insist
+ upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way across the park the
+ thunder rumbled distinctly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old
+ manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of
+ the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her,
+ and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on, with
+ a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew near
+ the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and sky in
+ tones of strange whiteness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the
+ level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the
+ position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering
+ height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his hands
+ behind him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his
+ front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn under
+ the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond the Old
+ House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, unconsciously
+ averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon another
+ path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. It came
+ from the steps of the Old House. &lsquo;I am exactly opposite him now,&rsquo; she
+ thought, &lsquo;and his eyes are going through me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you afraid?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed
+ himself to be the object of fear, if any. &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t think I am,&rsquo; she
+ stammered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He seemed to know that she thought in that sense.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of the thunder, I mean,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;not of myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She must turn to him now. &lsquo;I think it is going to rain,&rsquo; she remarked for
+ the sake of saying something.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and bearing.
+ He said courteously, &lsquo;It may possibly not rain before you reach the House,
+ if you are going there?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I am,&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo; Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a
+ woman of higher station than was hers, she added, &lsquo;I am Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ companion. I don&rsquo;t mind the loneliness.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a
+ subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become a
+ subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I&rsquo;ll subscribe if she
+ wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; let me see&mdash;what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I
+ haven&rsquo;t enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to
+ her to have practical proof of my willingness. I&rsquo;ll get it, and be out in
+ one minute.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had
+ named. &lsquo;This is it,&rsquo; he said pleasantly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of her
+ glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers
+ should have touched her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think after all,&rsquo; he continued, &lsquo;that the rain is upon us, and will
+ drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had
+ suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The
+ clouds make it seem later than it really is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning
+ and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept his
+ invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the
+ porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his
+ person, as they waited there in silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an age
+ which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The most striking
+ point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost preternatural, clearness
+ of his complexion. There was not a blemish or speck of any kind to mar the
+ smoothness of its surface or the beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was
+ square and broad, his brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and
+ clear. By collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person
+ who theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their
+ owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in the
+ world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his destiny to do
+ so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the vindictive
+ determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both would have
+ expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be pleasing, had their
+ force not been counteracted by the lines and tone of the lips. These were
+ full and luscious to a surprising degree, possessing a woman-like softness
+ of curve, and a ruby redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much
+ susceptibility of heart where feminine beauty was concerned&mdash;a
+ susceptibility that might require all the ballast of brain with which he
+ had previously been credited to confine within reasonable channels.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and
+ unconstrained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of thunder
+ was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the ears of both
+ seemed to be absently following the low roar of the waterfall as it became
+ gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain upon the trees and
+ herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him, Cytherea had turned
+ her head towards the avenue for a while, and now, glancing back again for
+ an instant, she discovered that his eyes were engaged in a steady, though
+ delicate, regard of her face and form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses
+ touched, and remained in contact.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her dress
+ is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her intelligence if
+ not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. By the slightest
+ hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation. Crease but the very
+ Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her as much as pinching
+ her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to
+ the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is
+ there almost before you.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill
+ through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a
+ mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt
+ him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing it
+ was necessary to advance a little into the rain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;Step inside
+ the door.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea hesitated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perfectly safe, I assure you,&rsquo; he added, laughing, and holding the door
+ open. &lsquo;You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in&mdash;boxes
+ on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An
+ old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to
+ rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have never been in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here,
+ they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is now
+ my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old
+ chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly
+ for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the top,
+ and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and be merry
+ by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from that monstrous
+ fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate, though you can
+ see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had it in its
+ original state.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;With more romance and less comfort.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see how
+ the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only piece of
+ ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;An organ?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case this
+ afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very large one,
+ but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil your
+ touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano isn&rsquo;t
+ much as an instrument.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That isn&rsquo;t altogether a right sentiment about things being good enough.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a
+ rule from their teeth, merely for fashion&rsquo;s sake, because cleverer men
+ have said it before them&mdash;not from the experience of their ears.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a
+ great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. He
+ charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her
+ blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of
+ mental superiority which vexed her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I play for my private amusement only,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;I have never learned
+ scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific force.
+ The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire
+ continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above
+ their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the
+ steward&rsquo;s descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a
+ volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are not going to play now, are you?&rsquo; said Cytherea uneasily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes. Why not now?&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;You can&rsquo;t go home, and therefore we may as
+ well be amused, if you don&rsquo;t mind sitting on this box. The few chairs I
+ have unpacked are in the other room.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the organ
+ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every variety of
+ expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he ceased and
+ began searching for some music-book.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What a splendid flash!&rsquo; he said, as the lightning again shone in through
+ the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole extent of
+ the original hall, was much too large for the present room. The thunder
+ pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened, not only at
+ the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which seemed to
+ surround her there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wish I&mdash;the lightning wasn&rsquo;t so bright. Do you think it will last
+ long?&rsquo; she said timidly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It can&rsquo;t last much longer,&rsquo; he murmured, without turning, running his
+ fingers again over the keys. &lsquo;But this is nothing,&rsquo; he continued, suddenly
+ stopping and regarding her. &lsquo;It seems brighter because of the deep shadow
+ under those trees yonder. Don&rsquo;t mind it; now look at me&mdash;look in my
+ face&mdash;now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong
+ eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the
+ too-delicately beautiful face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as
+ firmly as before. &lsquo;There,&rsquo; he said, turning to her, &lsquo;that&rsquo;s the way to
+ look at lightning.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, it might have blinded you!&rsquo; she exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense&mdash;not lightning of this sort&mdash;I shouldn&rsquo;t have stared
+ at it if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will
+ you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, thank you&mdash;I don&rsquo;t want to hear it whilst it thunders so.&rsquo; But
+ he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again,
+ marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance
+ which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why do you play such saddening chords?&rsquo; she said, when he next paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;H&rsquo;m&mdash;because I like them, I suppose,&rsquo; said he lightly. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you
+ like sad impressions sometimes?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, sometimes, perhaps.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When you are full of trouble.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, why shouldn&rsquo;t I when I am full of trouble?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you troubled?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am troubled.&rsquo; He said this thoughtfully and abruptly&mdash;so abruptly
+ that she did not push the dialogue further.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the
+ completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which
+ reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space of
+ the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound outside,
+ moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power of the mere
+ notes, practised as was the hand that produced them. The varying strains&mdash;now
+ loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous,
+ subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a graceful
+ and easy flow&mdash;shook and bent her to themselves, as a gushing brook
+ shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. The power of the music
+ did not show itself so much by attracting her attention to the subject of
+ the piece, as by taking up and developing as its libretto the poem of her
+ own life and soul, shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her
+ judgment and holding them in its own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before
+ her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into her
+ with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the thunder
+ close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up beside him,
+ and looking with parted lips at his face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the ideal
+ element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which woman&rsquo;s
+ instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell; and he
+ saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost touched
+ her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you very much like this piece?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very much indeed,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thank you much.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, not for me. Don&rsquo;t bring it,&rsquo; she said hastily. &lsquo;I shouldn&rsquo;t like you
+ to.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me see&mdash;to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall
+ be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you
+ there, and I should like you to have it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well,&rsquo; she said, to get rid of the look.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in
+ seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the
+ western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was
+ full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house, and
+ the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished. It
+ was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into frankness
+ by the wiles of a stranger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Allow me to come with you,&rsquo; he said, accompanying her to the door, and
+ again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His
+ influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned
+ her back upon him. &lsquo;May I come?&rsquo; he repeated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile&mdash;it is really not
+ necessary, thank you,&rsquo; she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening,
+ without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing at
+ the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?&rsquo; was all she could think. Her
+ own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could see.
+ Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were upon her
+ until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by ascending the
+ rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the overhanging
+ trees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an
+ invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more
+ wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the
+ slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she was
+ full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston&mdash;-the next,
+ Edward&rsquo;s image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston&rsquo;s black
+ eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth appeared
+ bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those troubles
+ to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them.
+ Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On coming into Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s presence Cytherea told her of the
+ incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her
+ ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea&rsquo;s slight departure from
+ the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked
+ delighted. The usual cross-examination followed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And so you were with him all that time?&rsquo; said the lady, with assumed
+ severity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I was.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I didn&rsquo;t call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What remarks did he make, do you say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A very important remark, that. Did he&mdash;&rsquo; she turned her glance full
+ upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did he say anything about <i>me</i>?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing,&rsquo; said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, &lsquo;except that I was to
+ give you the subscription.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are quite sure?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Quite.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Only one thing&mdash;that he was troubled,&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Troubled!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such
+ behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making a
+ confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was mistaken,
+ nothing more was said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell
+ letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable and
+ brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only
+ dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told him
+ that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement to
+ another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour bade
+ him marry his early love&mdash;a woman far better than her unworthy self,
+ who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember that he was
+ not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity and cruelty in
+ meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss
+ from her lips on the last evening of the water excursions. &lsquo;I never, never
+ can forget it!&rsquo; she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her
+ duty, ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were
+ of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever approach
+ her more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering
+ tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing Dante
+ from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being who
+ contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point a pretty
+ woman&rsquo;s jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover hints for
+ excusing himself at each fresh indictment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with
+ weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he
+ had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly
+ that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would
+ have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained
+ over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being
+ able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he
+ was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;KNAPWATER HOUSE
+ September 20th.
+
+ &lsquo;I find I cannot meet you at seven o&rsquo;clock by the waterfall as I
+ promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+
+ &lsquo;C. GRAYE.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, and
+ thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman carry
+ off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with the other,
+ she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether she had acted
+ very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so influenced her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The foremost figure within Cytherea&rsquo;s horizon, exclusive of the inmates of
+ Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible that
+ they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be engaged in
+ the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting at some spot
+ or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance
+ she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a
+ glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe
+ furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked
+ beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House
+ turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a certainty.
+ She knew that he loved her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He was
+ palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to hide, the
+ weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own conscience than
+ from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one of his encounters with
+ her was anything more than the result of pure accident. He made no
+ advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never sought her: the words he
+ had whispered at their first interview now proved themselves to be quite
+ as much the result of unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held
+ him back, bound his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of
+ his person, nor fear that she would refuse him&mdash;a course she
+ unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare himself.
+ She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as she might have
+ been in some fascinating panther or leopard&mdash;for some undefinable
+ reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired. The keynote of her
+ nature, a warm &lsquo;precipitance of soul,&rsquo; as Coleridge happily writes it,
+ which Manston had so directly pounced upon at their very first interview,
+ gave her now a tremulous sense of being in some way in his power.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and
+ inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any
+ other, led her to cherish Edward&rsquo;s image now, was that he had taken no
+ notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It
+ was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she
+ thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Ingenium mulierum,
+ Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ The month of October passed, and November began its course. The
+ inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that Miss
+ Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and became
+ very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s ears) to the
+ effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye. Indeed,
+ the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to say about it
+ except that their marriage would be an excellent one for both;&mdash;for
+ her in point of comfort&mdash;and for him in point of love.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first
+ had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her
+ neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By the
+ middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other two was
+ received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty intrigue
+ had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before,
+ when he was a very young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some
+ womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was
+ becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady&rsquo;s jealousy
+ would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new attachment to
+ Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe this was Cytherea
+ herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were hidden from all besides. It
+ was not only in public, but even more markedly in secluded places, on
+ occasions when gallantry would have been safe from all discovery, that
+ this guarded course of action was pursued, all the strength of a consuming
+ passion burning in his eyes the while.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a visit
+ to his sister.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth,
+ and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to
+ his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in the
+ afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next morning,
+ Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him lodging for
+ an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He reached the house about four o&rsquo;clock, and ringing the bell, asked of
+ the page who answered it for Miss Graye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming out
+ from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule and
+ heard the question. The steward&rsquo;s face grew hot, and he secretly clenched
+ his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and saw that
+ the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown into the
+ house. Manston went back to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who was that man?&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has he ever been here before?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How many times?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Three.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are sure you don&rsquo;t know him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think he is Miss Graye&rsquo;s brother, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then, why the devil didn&rsquo;t you say so before!&rsquo; Manston exclaimed, and
+ again went on his way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course, that was not the man of my dreams&mdash;of course, it couldn&rsquo;t
+ be!&rsquo; he said to himself. &lsquo;That I should be such a fool&mdash;such an utter
+ fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after day,
+ till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady&rsquo;s dependent, a waif, a
+ helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that is
+ just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows of
+ circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to
+ an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at
+ the potter&rsquo;s yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a
+ remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was what
+ still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his
+ excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly
+ remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with
+ Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How I am harassed!&rsquo; he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour,
+ while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. &lsquo;How I am
+ harassed by these emotions of mine!&rsquo; He calmed himself by an effort.
+ &lsquo;Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it. &ldquo;Honesty
+ is the best policy;&rdquo;&rsquo; with which vigorously uttered resolve he once more
+ attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward came
+ from the potter&rsquo;s door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did not tend
+ to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to attract his eye,
+ he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along the margin of turnip
+ fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of the crop struck flatly
+ against his feet at every step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of
+ moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was
+ unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and
+ followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced by the
+ overhanging trees.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few minutes,
+ he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely familiar to
+ him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming at right angles
+ upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with outstretched hands soon
+ told him to be a rail fence. However, as the wood was not large, he
+ experienced no alarm about finding the path again, and with some sense of
+ pleasure halted awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely
+ melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on,
+ the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly
+ discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him waving
+ restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their boughs like
+ hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its striking and emphatic
+ loneliness, began to grow congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed
+ at the antipodes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie,
+ and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among
+ the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light coming
+ forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated oblong
+ pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance with
+ the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but
+ momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway,
+ being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting in the
+ midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver having the
+ fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The train had,
+ when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle
+ was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it was
+ only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his position
+ of facing the railway.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing
+ him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like
+ state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still continued
+ pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his other heel
+ raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the cutting. The only
+ movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower jaw, separating his
+ previously closed lips a little way, as when a strange conviction rushes
+ home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the
+ first, had taken possession of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a
+ second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face,
+ reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it. The
+ face was a woman&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his
+ hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction as
+ to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its way
+ to another person&rsquo;s intelligence. &lsquo;How can my address have become known?&rsquo;
+ he said at length, audibly. &lsquo;Well, it is a blessing I have been
+ circumspect and honourable, in relation to that&mdash;yes, I will say it,
+ for once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea,
+ never to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!&rsquo; The
+ great sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been
+ exercised upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and
+ presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the
+ railway by a bridge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by
+ degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and
+ he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;A woman shall compass a man.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ 3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered along
+ the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye&rsquo;s bedroom opened,
+ and a tap was given upon his door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen, Owen, are you awake?&rsquo; said Cytherea in a whisper through the
+ keyhole. &lsquo;You must get up directly, or you&rsquo;ll miss the train.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When he descended to his sister&rsquo;s little room, he found her there already
+ waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table for him. A
+ hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his overcoat and
+ finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long deserted
+ passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast walking before
+ them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast long wheeling
+ shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed, their remoter
+ ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage
+ which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror of
+ giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their
+ men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social
+ position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I want to talk to you as long as I can,&rsquo; she said tenderly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The
+ feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under which
+ the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting that
+ apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused by the
+ world getting lighter instead of darker. &lsquo;The tearful glimmer of the
+ languid dawn&rsquo; was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy red
+ leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon
+ loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had
+ collected from the foggy air.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had
+ proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the
+ turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the
+ building.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn
+ over her head and closely round her face&mdash;so closely that her eyes
+ were the sole features uncovered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect
+ stillness and silence pervaded the steward&rsquo;s residence from basement to
+ chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two,
+ or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the
+ park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention of
+ letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid
+ observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her
+ pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out
+ again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced
+ by Owen and his sister.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it as
+ the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking for a
+ gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the hard
+ ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the
+ still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached her
+ ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights
+ whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the
+ attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the
+ position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed
+ them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you believe in such odd coincidences?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, one will occur often enough&mdash;that is, two disconnected events
+ will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the
+ fact beyond saying, &ldquo;Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the
+ same,&rdquo; and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent
+ reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means
+ at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten
+ times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I don&rsquo;t
+ see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the
+ public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name
+ and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact
+ that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was
+ simply owing to Springrove.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first loved,
+ and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s; you can&rsquo;t get over that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on the
+ designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and went
+ into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s history.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?&rsquo; she inquired at
+ last.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What&rsquo;s the use?&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;Your possessing the knowledge does no harm;
+ you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe
+ might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,&rsquo; Cytherea went on,
+ &lsquo;had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible,
+ and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which is
+ more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is in love with him!&rsquo; exclaimed Owen; &lsquo;fancy that!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;that&rsquo;s what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice
+ anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that
+ she is in love with him at all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why can&rsquo;t you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She doesn&rsquo;t act as if she were. She isn&rsquo;t&mdash;you will know I don&rsquo;t say
+ it from any vanity, Owen&mdash;she isn&rsquo;t the least jealous of me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps she is in some way in his power.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty
+ or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And
+ since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise
+ herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here at
+ all?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do,
+ Cyth, that with women there&rsquo;s nothing between the two poles of emotion
+ towards an interesting male acquaintance. &lsquo;Tis either love or aversion.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea&rsquo;s eyes
+ accidentally fell upon her brother&rsquo;s feet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;do you know that there is something unusual in your
+ manner of walking?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is it like?&rsquo; he asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t quite say, except that you don&rsquo;t walk so regularly as you used
+ to.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their
+ footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their
+ conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to
+ give over listening to them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; Owen returned with assumed carelessness, &lsquo;I do know it. I think the
+ cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle
+ sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by
+ steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to
+ you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking
+ about.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But is it anything serious, dear Owen?&rsquo; Cytherea exclaimed, with some
+ alarm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of it
+ when I sit in the office.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked
+ at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed on
+ upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old channel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and
+ hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to a
+ gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly
+ opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the
+ railway station.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently she heard Owen Graye&rsquo;s footsteps in her rear, his quickened pace
+ implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon increased
+ her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced her
+ fellow-traveller.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails;
+ and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was
+ shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered the
+ waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the movements
+ of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked
+ for a ticket for London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there
+ and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing
+ with the perception.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. EIGHT TO TEN O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk&rsquo;s wife, a
+ fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by
+ which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing
+ almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old
+ manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on
+ that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable
+ kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could
+ be made with some person as permanent domestic.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted the
+ fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and
+ husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston.
+ Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and
+ had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his
+ bed, and put the house in order for the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the morning of Owen Graye&rsquo;s departure, she went through the operations
+ of her first visit as usual&mdash;proceeded home to breakfast, and went
+ back again, to perform those of the second.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Entering Manston&rsquo;s empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she
+ indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, &lsquo;What a
+ remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!&rsquo; The upper bed-clothes were
+ flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. &lsquo;Anybody
+ would almost fancy,&rsquo; she thought, &lsquo;that he had made it himself after
+ rising.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. Crickett
+ set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and sheets, and
+ stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something arrested her
+ attention; she looked closely&mdash;more closely&mdash;very closely.
+ &lsquo;Well, to be sure!&rsquo; was all she could say. The clerk&rsquo;s wife stood as if
+ the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less than
+ a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman&rsquo;s head.
+ She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there holding it
+ out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in meditation: her
+ gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair, involuntarily
+ dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner
+ vision obscured the outer one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound it
+ round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in her
+ pocket. Mrs. Crickett&rsquo;s thoughts were with her work no more that morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of
+ feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house,
+ fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, she
+ saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the
+ village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat, an
+ intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique diseases
+ and afflictions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on high
+ before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned and
+ wandered after it like a cat&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is it?&rsquo; said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching out
+ towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been an
+ unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You shall hear,&rsquo; said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the
+ treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly imparted,
+ together with the accident of its discovery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the middle
+ of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon it. The
+ pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows on the
+ edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly touching,
+ and their eyes upon the hair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He ha&rsquo; been mad a&rsquo;ter my lady Cytherea,&rsquo; said Mrs. Crickett, &lsquo;and &lsquo;tis my
+ very belief the hair is&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No &lsquo;tidn&rsquo;. Hers idn&rsquo; so dark as that,&rsquo; said Elizabeth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the Church,
+ I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I don&rsquo;t wish to
+ say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I believe her to
+ be a nameless thing, and she&rsquo;s no right to stick a moral clock in her
+ face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn&rsquo;t of a bad stock
+ at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she wasn&rsquo;t bad in the
+ planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the growen, she&rsquo;s made
+ bad by what she&rsquo;s gone through since.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But I have another reason for knowing it idn&rsquo; hers,&rsquo; said Mrs. Leat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah! I know whose it is then&mdash;Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s, upon my song!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis the colour of hers, but I don&rsquo;t believe it to be hers either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you believe what they d&rsquo; say about her and him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I say nothen about that; but you don&rsquo;t know what I know about his
+ letters.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What about &lsquo;em?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He d&rsquo; post all his letters here except those for one person, and they he
+ d&rsquo; take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know, and
+ as he d&rsquo; sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all the
+ people who d&rsquo; post letters. Mr. Manston d&rsquo; unvariably go there wi&rsquo; letters
+ for that person; my boy d&rsquo; know &lsquo;em by sight well enough now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is it a she?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a she.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What&rsquo;s her name?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn&rsquo;t call to mind more than that &lsquo;tis
+ Miss Somebody, of London. However, that&rsquo;s the woman who ha&rsquo; been here,
+ depend upon&rsquo;t&mdash;a wicked one&mdash;some poor street-wench escaped from
+ Sodom, I warrant ye.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That may be.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. &lsquo;Tis no miss who came here to see
+ our steward last night&mdash;whenever she came or wherever she vanished.
+ Do you think he would ha&rsquo; let a miss get here how she could, go away how
+ she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Elizabeth shook her head&mdash;Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the grate
+ was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers, and he
+ was still in bed. No, he wouldn&rsquo;t take the trouble to write letters to a
+ girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There&rsquo;s a tie between &lsquo;em
+ stronger than feelen. She&rsquo;s his wife.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He married! The Lord so &lsquo;s, what shall we hear next? Do he look married
+ now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Perhaps she&rsquo;s a tame one&mdash;but she&rsquo;s his wife still.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no: he&rsquo;s not a married man.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes, he is. I&rsquo;ve had three, and I ought to know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, well,&rsquo; said Mrs. Leat, giving way. &lsquo;Whatever may be the truth on&rsquo;t
+ I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, ay, Elizabeth,&rsquo; rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as she
+ turned on her foot to go home, &lsquo;good people like you may say so, but I
+ have always found Providence a different sort of feller.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s custom, a custom originated by her father, and
+ nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every
+ morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as was the
+ case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was brought
+ upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out the
+ contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the
+ entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a
+ kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of
+ her namesake only.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the
+ operation of being brushed and dressed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What woman can this be, I wonder?&rsquo; she said on the morning succeeding
+ that of the last section. &lsquo;&ldquo;London, N.!&rdquo; It is the first time in my life I
+ ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of London.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything
+ for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an
+ exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few
+ lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, &lsquo;tis nothing,&rsquo; she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in a
+ noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into
+ silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very
+ anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon Cytherea
+ went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the room to
+ follow her own pursuits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and then
+ she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all their
+ accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen of her
+ was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the flower-beds;
+ her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she crumpled a letter in
+ her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed
+ seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way of
+ eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter of
+ the morning. One passage in it ran thus:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him to
+ acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and reasonings
+ that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited again, and the
+ time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at first. To show you
+ how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not till a fortnight ago,
+ when by stress of circumstances I had been driven to new lodgings, have I
+ ever assumed my married name, solely on account of its having been his
+ request all along that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is
+ my first disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to
+ visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like a
+ street dog&mdash;left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of
+ the house as she best may&mdash;is justified in doing anything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be
+ involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal
+ flinging my name the length and breadth of the country.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with him
+ privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a decent and
+ careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any respectable man,
+ whose wife had been living away from him for some time, by reason, say, of
+ peculiar family circumstances which had caused disunion, but not enmity,
+ and who at length was enabled to reinstate her in his house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a
+ peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has
+ lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you by
+ describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, know <i>all
+ the sides of the story</i>, those from whom I collected it having each
+ only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing. One
+ person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; another,
+ of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses;
+ another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what
+ fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the
+ natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct for a
+ young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at least of
+ these things were revealed to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is the
+ ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling that
+ you will be too generous to refuse it to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need he
+ if you remember my request.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A threat&mdash;a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words
+ as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an
+ Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat
+ on his account&mdash;O, O! shall it be?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body
+ became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely
+ necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer to
+ Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston&rsquo;s possession of such a near
+ relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see what
+ could be done in such an unfortunate affair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the
+ House punctually at eight o&rsquo;clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe was
+ brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could not
+ look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was immediately
+ struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment. The fire was
+ dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small one, was burning
+ at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of the lofty and sombre
+ room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible
+ the titles of the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the
+ lower tiers of the bookshelves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe
+ knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh,
+ and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered the
+ room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not
+ discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all attempt
+ at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the perception that
+ probably his secret was by some means or other known to her; how it had
+ become known he could not tell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting it
+ hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the light
+ from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You know whose writing this is?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and
+ hazard all on an advance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My wife&rsquo;s,&rsquo; he said calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an
+ answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, &lsquo;Do you feel
+ your sin?&rsquo; She had clearly expected a sudden alarm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And why all this concealment?&rsquo; she said again, her voice rising, as she
+ vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It doesn&rsquo;t follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every
+ stranger of it, madam,&rsquo; he answered, just as calmly as before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to
+ conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as
+ you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this
+ practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course I remember.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation. I
+ was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a
+ restriction of this kind, leaving one&rsquo;s wife behind is always accepted as
+ a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The other
+ reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible excuse for
+ escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been mistaken in
+ marrying.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mistaken! what was she?&rsquo; the lady inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool last
+ summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an architect.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where did she come from?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been
+ married a week.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She was ugly, I imagine?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is not an ugly woman by any means.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Up to the ordinary standard?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Quite up to the ordinary standard&mdash;indeed, handsome. After a while
+ we quarrelled and separated.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You did not ill-use her, of course?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little
+ sarcasm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I did not.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place;
+ however, he said quietly, &lsquo;I did get tired of her. I never told her so,
+ but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London
+ and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your
+ advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell you
+ the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when your
+ satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have proved
+ the risk to be a safe one to run.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She bowed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to a
+ greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by the
+ frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was vexed
+ at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three nights ago; I
+ was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the railway. The
+ down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage
+ window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had thereupon
+ determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes before she
+ came in, next morning early she left again&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because you treated her so cavalierly?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That&rsquo;s the whole story of her,
+ madam.&rsquo; Whatever were Manston&rsquo;s real feelings towards the lady who had
+ received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained locked
+ within him as within a casket of steel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?&rsquo; she continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not
+ passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income
+ when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before our
+ marriage, and in her maiden name.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has she any friends?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on
+ some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do
+ much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I understand,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;Now, though I have no direct right to concern
+ myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your
+ misleading me and getting the office you hold)&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;As to that, madam,&rsquo; he interrupted, rather hotly, &lsquo;as to coming here, I
+ am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of Architects&mdash;who,
+ I could never tell&mdash;sent to my old address in London your
+ advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted to get
+ away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way on
+ purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement
+ certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I
+ anxious to stay.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion
+ with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the whole
+ lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of
+ Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don&rsquo;t suppose I wish to be
+ overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this
+ much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well as
+ in yourself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly, madam,&rsquo; he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the
+ dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the
+ effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught him to
+ flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural selection
+ for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him,
+ as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object to, seeing that
+ it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on
+ the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm,
+ he had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have power
+ over her who did. But at this hint of the lady&rsquo;s wish to take his wife
+ under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any sinister motive
+ in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be troubled with these
+ doubts, which only concerned his wife&rsquo;s happiness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She tells me,&rsquo; continued Miss Aldclyffe, &lsquo;how utterly alone in the world
+ she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should sympathize with
+ her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your retirement from the
+ post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I will retain you as my
+ steward still, on condition that you bring home your wife, and live with
+ her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; you understand. I <i>wish</i>
+ you to stay here if you grant that everything shall flow smoothly between
+ yourself and her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of
+ defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he controlled
+ himself and said, in his natural voice&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers
+ will,&rsquo; replied Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;That will be satisfactory, then.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to
+ put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced that
+ telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception of his
+ love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had never
+ served him in better stead than it had done that night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea&rsquo;s beauty with the
+ bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed
+ himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his wife:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;KNAPWATER,
+ November 21, 1864.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DEAR EUNICE,&mdash;I hope you reached London safely after your flighty
+ visit to me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and your
+ wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all, it was
+ perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you did,
+ ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly worth
+ while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may have
+ gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous things
+ at a broker&rsquo;s; your bringing them would only make a talk in this parish,
+ and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house separately.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can
+ occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the
+ remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the
+ night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train&mdash;Your
+ very affectionate husband,
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;AENEAS MANSTON.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The address on the envelope was&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON,
+ LONDON, N.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country
+ post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of
+ troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no
+ longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another
+ matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had left
+ the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business engagement
+ with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman&rsquo;s residence thirteen
+ miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife, had, in the
+ interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting could not now
+ be put off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not be
+ postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely prevent
+ him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had intended,
+ but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with a conveyance
+ when she arrived there in the evening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next day came his wife&rsquo;s answer to his first letter, in which she said
+ that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having already
+ written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands, he made no
+ further reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become
+ generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a little
+ judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy upon the
+ subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were placidly
+ received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the unsophisticated
+ minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity in the matter,
+ beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady&rsquo;s face, was well-nigh
+ extinguished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0011" id="link2H_4_0011">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M.
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s journey from London to her
+ husband&rsquo;s house; a day of singular and great events, influencing the
+ present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a complex
+ drama form the subject of this record.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking his
+ breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight, the
+ horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at the
+ door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw which
+ showed the details and duration of the selected train&rsquo;s journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid of
+ one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more
+ carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been
+ Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger ran,
+ a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular place, to
+ imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By this oversight
+ he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford Road Station would
+ not be till late in the evening: by the second half of the train,
+ containing the third-class passengers, and passing two hours and
+ three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady, as a
+ second-class passenger, would really be brought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return
+ from his day&rsquo;s engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast,
+ gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations that
+ were to be made for the lady&rsquo;s reception, jumped into his gig, and drove
+ off to Lord Claydonfield&rsquo;s, at Chettlewood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning
+ to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea&rsquo;s room. Whilst he
+ looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish came
+ upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on previous
+ occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along the smooth
+ white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl
+ whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston
+ reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood,
+ ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary
+ with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation
+ whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella,
+ walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night,
+ listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual signs
+ of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in that this
+ seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband&rsquo;s neglect&mdash;the
+ first having been shown in his not fetching her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order to
+ secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage,
+ except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband&rsquo;s house,
+ as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters if he
+ could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to do it
+ himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs.
+ Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have
+ preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion
+ would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period than
+ two or three minutes together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the effect
+ that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the station for
+ her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants of the parish.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He told her categorically the names of the chief&mdash;first the chief
+ possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first among
+ the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in his
+ power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been saying&mdash;before
+ Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s existence was heard of&mdash;how well the handsome Mr.
+ Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each other as man and
+ wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the parish who took no
+ interest in bringing about the match.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He rather liked her you think?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to
+ correct the error.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, he don&rsquo;t care a bit about her, ma&rsquo;am,&rsquo; he said solemnly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not more than he does about me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not a bit.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then that must be little indeed,&rsquo; Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood still,
+ as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled to her
+ mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked petulantly a
+ few steps back again in the direction of the station.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The porter stood still and looked surprised.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll go back again; yes, indeed, I&rsquo;ll go back again!&rsquo; she said
+ plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the deserted
+ road.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, I mustn&rsquo;t go back now,&rsquo; she continued, in a tone of resignation.
+ Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as
+ before, giving vent to a slight laugh.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to hide
+ the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of
+ indifference.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak,
+ though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute: one
+ whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the
+ ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!&rsquo; she murmured
+ again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What did you say, ma&rsquo;am?&rsquo; said the porter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this
+ time, I imagine?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very near now, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They soon reached Manston&rsquo;s residence, round which the wind blew
+ mournfully and chill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter
+ stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of
+ rappings&mdash;less forcible, but more sustained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible;
+ nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry
+ scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of
+ the porch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting that
+ anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the place
+ in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go into the
+ village and converse with her friends.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is there an inn in the village?&rsquo; said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth and
+ loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in the
+ fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who keeps it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Farmer Springrove.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will go there to-night,&rsquo; she said decisively. &lsquo;It is too cold, and
+ altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody&rsquo;s
+ account, gentle or simple.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of
+ Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging
+ upon ten o&rsquo;clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the
+ season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the
+ trees had greeted Cytherea&rsquo;s eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a vast
+ cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and the
+ occasional creak of the swinging sign.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold,
+ than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of winter
+ winds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London
+ either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his father
+ came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of disappointment
+ seldom witnessed in a man&rsquo;s face was visible in old Mr. Springrove&rsquo;s, when
+ he saw that the comer was a stranger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward
+ was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable for
+ Edward, should he come in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even
+ lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her
+ apartment, the chambermaid preceding her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If Mr. Manston comes to-night,&rsquo; she said, sitting on the bed as she had
+ come in, and addressing the woman, &lsquo;tell him I cannot see him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, ma&rsquo;am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before the
+ servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston
+ unfastened the door again, and held it ajar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Bring me some brandy,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a
+ tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a
+ single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still quite
+ undecided upon the course it was best to adopt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen
+ for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This is welcome home!&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove
+ had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground,
+ lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked upon
+ as irreclaimable waste.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the
+ sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and
+ now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s arrival, and one
+ or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament than
+ Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the back of
+ the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for though no
+ danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately still, a
+ brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a spark
+ across.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, that&rsquo;s true enough,&rsquo; said Springrove. &lsquo;I must look round before going
+ to bed and see that everything&rsquo;s safe; but to tell the truth I am anxious
+ to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it into ground
+ again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to burn, and bringing
+ it back again, why, &lsquo;tis more than the ashes would be worth.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, that&rsquo;s very true,&rsquo; said the neighbours, and passed on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he
+ went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring up for
+ the night, he made a final and more careful examination. The
+ slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity.
+ Springrove&rsquo;s perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap was
+ not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from then, the
+ couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of danger to
+ anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more than a yard
+ off.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same
+ state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked in
+ the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked
+ towards it, but less carefully than on the first night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old
+ smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a
+ probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing her
+ retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a sound of
+ his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter, who sat for a
+ while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young Mr. Springrove get
+ out of the train, at which intelligence the old man concluded that he
+ would probably not see his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto
+ made a point of coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time
+ going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and in
+ at the back of the house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; two
+ nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to bolt and
+ bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a possibility
+ of his son&rsquo;s return by the latest train, unlikely as it was that he would
+ be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to
+ his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten
+ o&rsquo;clock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap
+ of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days,
+ and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal ash,
+ displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the volcano-like
+ smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet process is
+ throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that
+ is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame
+ so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door,
+ he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, a
+ quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat had
+ arisen inside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining the
+ Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past him
+ into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a gate,
+ about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could be discerned
+ the situation of the building he had just quitted. He carelessly turned
+ his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red glow indicating the
+ position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and
+ diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal
+ of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he
+ should not care to have a fire so near them as that&mdash;and the wind
+ rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the station,
+ where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road was now quite
+ deserted: till four o&rsquo;clock the next morning, when the carters would go by
+ to the stables there was little probability of any human being passing the
+ Three Tranters Inn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if the
+ treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for
+ devastation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard amid
+ the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter still,
+ and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered it,
+ sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then continuous
+ and strong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of
+ ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the houses
+ and inn, and there deposited it on the ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a
+ distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on the
+ ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now
+ to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few
+ things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the
+ straw covering of a long thatched heap or &lsquo;grave&rsquo; of mangel-wurzel, lying
+ in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the hedge.
+ There the fragment faded to darkness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and
+ seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel
+ grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the
+ straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame
+ should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end. Yet
+ had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now at
+ this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries are
+ mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the
+ frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did
+ on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less
+ than thirty seconds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three
+ Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made, the
+ rush was a rush for bare life.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man&rsquo;s voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were
+ heard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and
+ chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a
+ quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the
+ base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves,
+ which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its
+ substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting
+ forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power and
+ brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began to be
+ flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square outline
+ of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had hitherto been
+ a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a
+ light object against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the
+ flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out
+ from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse of
+ ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the village
+ into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr. Raunham.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the men,
+ and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr. Raunham and
+ the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in the village,
+ except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble the hose was
+ connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny instrument
+ began to play.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid faces
+ looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion a woman
+ cried, &lsquo;Ring the bells backwards!&rsquo; and three or four of the old and
+ superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably. Some were
+ only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was Clerk
+ Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood, ghastly
+ and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had not the
+ slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the wound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the
+ furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour, from
+ which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old silver
+ candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a
+ deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in
+ the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining,
+ upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector&rsquo;s
+ engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as
+ nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the fire
+ prevailed without a minute&rsquo;s hindrance, and dived through to the rafters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly arose a cry, &lsquo;Where&rsquo;s Mr. Springrove?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been
+ standing a few minutes earlier.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I fancy he&rsquo;s gone inside,&rsquo; said a voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Madness and folly! what can he save?&rsquo; said another. &lsquo;Good God, find him!
+ Help here!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance of
+ the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves through
+ it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of their search
+ lying senseless on the floor of the passage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a basin
+ of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover
+ consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No sooner
+ were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames lit up as
+ if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames. Simultaneously, the
+ joints of the boards forming the front door started into view as glowing
+ bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the centre, gradually
+ increasing in size till the flames rushed forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the staircase fell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Everybody is out safe,&rsquo; said a voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, thank God!&rsquo; said three or four others.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I hope she is,&rsquo; said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. It
+ was the chambermaid&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and
+ threw his hands up wildly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to
+ fetch her out, but I fell.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly by
+ this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which followed
+ his words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one
+ intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over
+ them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash,
+ pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of
+ wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of black
+ dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed the uproar
+ of the fall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who is she? what is she?&rsquo; burst from every lip again and again,
+ incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a
+ reply been volunteered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the dying
+ old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible materials that
+ it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat in the road
+ increased, and now for an instant at the height of the conflagration all
+ stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and helpless, in the presence
+ of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds full of the tragedy unfolded
+ to them, they rushed forward again with the obtuse directness of waves, to
+ their labour of saving goods from the houses adjoining, which it was
+ evident were all doomed to destruction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of
+ red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church clock
+ opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered chimes,
+ scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered through the
+ wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no
+ very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater Old
+ House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than disagreeable,
+ was positively distasteful to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever fortunate
+ cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s manor, would never again fall to his
+ lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma, hoping that
+ some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him; married as he
+ was, he was near Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing
+ the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road
+ Station just soon enough to meet the last London train.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the horizon.
+ It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then the glare
+ visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its origin was
+ affected by the strong wind prevailing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a rick-yard on fire,&rsquo; he thought; &lsquo;no house could produce such a
+ raging flame so suddenly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in the
+ neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the
+ excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being
+ an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming such
+ judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real
+ remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so
+ near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could
+ hear no sound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an
+ angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon,
+ he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of
+ further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire
+ was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was at
+ that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward&rsquo;s
+ position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended. The
+ younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father&rsquo;s house
+ by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring his wife,
+ the truth being that Edward&rsquo;s lateness was owing to the simplest of all
+ causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey
+ for the sake of travelling at third-class fare.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove had received Cytherea&rsquo;s bitter and admonitory letter, and he
+ was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which he had
+ placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long engagement. An
+ increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of ecstasy with
+ Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue till speaking
+ was too late.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?&rsquo; he asked himself as he
+ walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: &lsquo;miserable folly!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An impressionable heart had for years&mdash;perhaps as many as six or
+ seven years&mdash;been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to
+ yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself,
+ though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes
+ women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion
+ which pervades the whole community at the present day&mdash;the habit of
+ exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact
+ remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the
+ sentiments of life the difference of sex is but a difference of degree.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still
+ continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or
+ rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too
+ unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon, he
+ developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the
+ heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the
+ earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters
+ satisfying himself with his cousin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Tis She, and here
+ Lo! I unclothe and clear
+ My wishes&rsquo; cloudy character.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man&rsquo;s heart that the judgment
+ cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the situation,
+ that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the new. Such
+ women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there are very
+ few of them. Cytherea was one.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these
+ things, and had not answered it at all. But &lsquo;hungry generations&rsquo; soon
+ tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong
+ necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was
+ ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation as
+ assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the
+ duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the intervening
+ time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself on the road
+ homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a last glimpse
+ of Cytherea there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. MIDNIGHT
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard. The
+ train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he
+ crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had returned
+ to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he entered,
+ and immediately came towards him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Manston came by the nine o&rsquo;clock train, sir,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Her luggage is here, sir,&rsquo; the porter said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Directly this train is in and gone, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where is that fire?&rsquo; Manston said to the booking-clerk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the question
+ without having heard it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!&rsquo; he exclaimed. &lsquo;You can&rsquo;t see
+ the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the
+ bridge&mdash;&lsquo;tis tremendous!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came
+ in the next minute.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his
+ ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a black
+ bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the steps,
+ and struck out into the darkness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who was that young man?&rsquo; said Manston, when the porter had returned. The
+ young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward&rsquo;s thoughts after
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s an architect.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,&rsquo; Manston
+ murmured. &lsquo;What&rsquo;s his name?&rsquo; he said again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Springrove&mdash;Farmer Springrove&rsquo;s son, Edward.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Farmer Springrove&rsquo;s son, Edward,&rsquo; the steward repeated to himself, and
+ considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The matter was Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s mention of the young man as Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,&rsquo; he
+ pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the
+ luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one box,
+ which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, as his
+ eyes watched the process&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted
+ the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. He soon
+ could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the crackling of
+ burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the conflagration.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the
+ right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking in
+ darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching nearer,
+ to screen them from the glare of the reflector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally,
+ who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hoy!&rsquo; cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is that Mr. Manston?&rsquo; said the man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Somebody ha&rsquo; come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, well.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, unfortunately she&rsquo;s come, I know, and asleep long before this time,
+ I suppose.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his
+ face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, she did come,&rsquo; he said.... &lsquo;I beg pardon, sir, but I should be glad
+ of&mdash;of&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not a farthing! I didn&rsquo;t want your news, I knew she was come.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Won&rsquo;t you give me a shillen, sir?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly not.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don&rsquo;t know what
+ to do. If I don&rsquo;t pay you back some day I&rsquo;ll be d&mdash;d.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The devil is so cheated that perdition isn&rsquo;t worth a penny as a
+ security.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Oh!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me go on,&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thy wife is <i>dead</i>; that&rsquo;s the rest o&rsquo; the news,&rsquo; said the labourer
+ slowly. He waited for a reply; none came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn&rsquo;t get into thy house,
+ the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up, and she&rsquo;s
+ a cinder, as thou&rsquo;lt be some day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That will do, let me drive on,&rsquo; said the steward calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes the
+ brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back into the
+ ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such an unmoved
+ David as this.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and ran
+ on foot to the site of the fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through, and
+ all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what furniture
+ they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already on fire. The
+ Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was small, and
+ ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a coat which
+ had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, was directing
+ on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of goods into the
+ church, and with the other was pointing out the spot on which it was most
+ desirable that the puny engines at their disposal should be made to play.
+ Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight of Manston&rsquo;s pale and clear
+ countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming faces
+ of the toiling villagers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Was she burnt?&rsquo; he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into
+ the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. &lsquo;Is she
+ burnt?&rsquo; repeated Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of burning,&rsquo;
+ the rector said solemnly; &lsquo;the roof and gable fell in upon her, and
+ crushed her. Instant death must have followed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why was she here?&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door of
+ your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being that
+ your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came back to
+ the inn and went to bed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where&rsquo;s the landlord?&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and
+ corroborated the evidence given by the rector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?&rsquo; said the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t say. I didn&rsquo;t see; but I think&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you think?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She was much put out about something.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My not meeting her, naturally,&rsquo; murmured the other, lost in reverie. He
+ turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the shining
+ light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means at
+ their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each presented
+ itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking ruins at the end
+ where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass&mdash;glowing as none
+ but wood embers will glow&mdash;at the other.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here&mdash;steam.
+ There was present what is not observable in towns&mdash;incandescence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke from
+ the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back from the
+ road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups in the
+ churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of generations,
+ stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and almost even with
+ the top of the low wall dividing one from the other. The headstones stood
+ forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being
+ repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a
+ mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning
+ gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten church in
+ the background.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of the
+ case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the night,
+ the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from the several
+ houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and they accordingly
+ were gathered there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, and
+ now entered the opened door of the building.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in the
+ north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own wall
+ from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the same side.
+ The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow candle,
+ standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to that in
+ which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was piled. The
+ candle&rsquo;s mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from the ruins,
+ making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his son
+ Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They were speaking
+ of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was relinquished for
+ that of the houses burnt.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under
+ the following circumstances:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages afterwards
+ stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village street, difficult
+ to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a large bed of flints
+ called locally a &lsquo;lanch&rsquo; or &lsquo;lanchet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that a
+ row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly
+ granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each lessee
+ was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for the whole
+ term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and delivered
+ it up intact at the end of the term.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, either
+ by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove&rsquo;s father. New lives were added in
+ some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., and all
+ the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the chief
+ provisions for his old age.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward had become interested in the following conversation:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The words came from Edward in an anxious tone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,&rsquo; returned the old man
+ gloomily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not?&rsquo; the son asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not one!&rsquo; said the farmer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had
+ been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years, gave
+ up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had done
+ previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and greatness of the
+ risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been continually
+ intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who expects a
+ fire?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you remember the terms of the leases?&rsquo; said Edward, still more
+ uneasily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, not particularly,&rsquo; said his father absently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where are they?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In the bureau there; that&rsquo;s why I tried to save it first, among other
+ things.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, we must see to that at once.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you want?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The key.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then
+ proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under the
+ gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, whilst
+ his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers, and
+ spread the first out before him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You read it, Ted. I can&rsquo;t see without my glasses. This one will be
+ sufficient. The terms of all are the same.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some
+ time; then aloud and slowly as follows:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and
+ administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt
+ Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his heirs
+ and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald Fellcourt
+ Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten shillings and
+ sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed for the payment
+ thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times during the said term
+ well and sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house
+ and all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be
+ erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without
+ exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the determination
+ of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his
+ heirs and assigns.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without
+ speaking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the
+ farmer&rsquo;s own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of
+ sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step
+ aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose to
+ do so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who is he?&rsquo; whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Manston, the steward.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger
+ man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which still
+ lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of each across
+ the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and also
+ illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had learnt,
+ by a letter from home, of the steward&rsquo;s passion for Cytherea, and his
+ mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That
+ marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man&rsquo;s newly acquired freedom,
+ and felt an instinctive enmity towards him&mdash;he would hardly own to
+ himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea&rsquo;s attachment to Edward, and
+ looked keenly and inscrutably at him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 7. ONE TO TWO A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. Entering
+ the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once proceeded
+ upstairs to his bedroom.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot
+ repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the soul
+ to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed with the
+ title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and inhumanly, but
+ honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent catastrophe. Beside his
+ bed, for that first time during a period of nearly twenty years, he fell
+ down upon his knees in a passionate outburst of feeling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then
+ seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was
+ necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving
+ there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain
+ number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still red-hot
+ and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards searching
+ them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in the company
+ of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire from the
+ scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could live amid the
+ embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for
+ the remains of his unfortunate wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0012" id="link2H_4_0012">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o&rsquo;clock came without
+ bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed the
+ hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern
+ manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and to
+ place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search for any
+ relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an instant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the
+ death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity
+ deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to
+ require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of
+ the steps which had better be taken to remedy it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke to
+ him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in him,
+ peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this tone: the
+ demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she could not
+ tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, I am,&rsquo; he answered shortly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He confessed it&mdash;&lsquo;For she was not a good woman,&rsquo; he added.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,&rsquo;
+ Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why?&rsquo; he asked. &lsquo;Why should I praise her if she doesn&rsquo;t deserve it? I say
+ exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his letters&mdash;that
+ neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but good of the
+ dead. And now, madam,&rsquo; he continued, after a short interval of thought, &lsquo;I
+ may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in
+ endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about you, one in whom
+ I am much interested already.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, Cytherea.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You have been loving Cytherea all the while?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to rise
+ from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward quietly
+ looked on and added, &lsquo;I have been loving and still love her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand
+ moving indecisively at her side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that
+ backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell me, has
+ been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her attractions.&rsquo;
+ Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of inquiry; but none
+ of jealousy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just
+ that one thing&mdash;a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not
+ give me credit for.&rsquo; The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone of
+ pride.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And now,&rsquo; he went on, &lsquo;I may as well say a word in vindication of my
+ conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in
+ submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live
+ with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office
+ which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but this
+ unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, folly, and
+ even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try to continue
+ near her, even as the husband of another woman.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He waited for her to speak: she did not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye&rsquo;s
+ love,&rsquo; he went on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, Edward Springrove,&rsquo; she said quietly. &lsquo;I know it, I did once want to
+ see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be made
+ up again, unless&mdash;&rsquo; she spoke as if she had only half attended to
+ Manston&rsquo;s last statement.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,&rsquo; said the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pooh!&rsquo; said she, &lsquo;you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that&rsquo;s nothing to
+ help us; he&rsquo;s now come home to break it off.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He must not break it off,&rsquo; said Manston, firmly and calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said
+ haughtily, &lsquo;Well, that&rsquo;s your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been to
+ see her <i>your</i> wife, I can&rsquo;t do anything dishonourable to bring about
+ such a result.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But it must be <i>made</i> your affair,&rsquo; he said in a hard, steady voice,
+ looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her past.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that
+ peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman&rsquo;s countenance when, after
+ having been sedulously engaged in establishing another&rsquo;s position, she
+ suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss
+ Aldclyffe looked at the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&mdash;know&mdash;something&mdash;of me?&rsquo; she faltered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know all,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn&rsquo;t tell you!&rsquo;
+ she burst out. &lsquo;Couldn&rsquo;t she keep her word for a day?&rsquo; She reflected and
+ then said, but no more as to a stranger, &lsquo;I will not yield. I have
+ committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment of weakness,
+ though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was chiefly because I
+ was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! I will put up with
+ threats no more. O, can <i>you</i> threaten me?&rsquo; she added softly, as if
+ she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been speaking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My love must be made your affair,&rsquo; he repeated, without taking his eyes
+ from her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret,
+ obstructed her utterance for a time. &lsquo;How can you turn upon me so when I
+ schemed to get you here&mdash;schemed that you might win her till I found
+ you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!&rsquo; She wept; and the weeping of
+ such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret&mdash;the most
+ absurd thing in the world,&rsquo; he said, not heeding her distress. &lsquo;I knew
+ all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found
+ that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it
+ fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere
+ spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you
+ threaten me when you know&mdash;you know&mdash;that I would befriend you
+ readily without a threat!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes, I think you would,&rsquo; he said more kindly; &lsquo;but your indifference
+ for so many, many years has made me doubt it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, not indifference&mdash;&lsquo;twas enforced silence. My father lived.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took her hand, and held it gently.
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now listen,&rsquo; he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become
+ calmer: &lsquo;Springrove must marry the woman he&rsquo;s engaged to. You may make
+ him, but only in one way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well: but don&rsquo;t speak sternly, AEneas!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the
+ last two or three years?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been
+ promptly paid, haven&rsquo;t they?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are
+ burnt?&rsquo; he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel
+ him even to rebuild every house. &lsquo;The case is the clearest case of fire by
+ negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,&rsquo; he continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father,
+ directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the park?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, but that doesn&rsquo;t affect the position, which is that Farmer
+ Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I won&rsquo;t do it&mdash;&lsquo;tis a conspiracy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Won&rsquo;t you for me?&rsquo; he said eagerly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe changed colour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t threaten now, I implore,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because you might threaten if you chose,&rsquo; she mournfully answered. &lsquo;But
+ why be so&mdash;when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long
+ before it was yours? What must I do?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove,
+ which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected to
+ rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in order
+ that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an impulse
+ of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses. To rebuild
+ them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost
+ surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the
+ leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling
+ an old tenant like his father to any such painful extreme&mdash;there
+ shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then
+ speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, and
+ whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with hope
+ deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, as some
+ return for your consideration towards his father. Don&rsquo;t suggest too early
+ a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you of some motive beyond
+ womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to her that she shall be his
+ wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, on assenting to this, to
+ write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She has already asked him to do that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;So much the better&mdash;and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil
+ his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth
+ while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she
+ knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening I
+ saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust me, he
+ will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be
+ induced to marry me&mdash;perhaps before; a woman&rsquo;s pride is soon
+ wounded.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And hadn&rsquo;t I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more particularly
+ what&rsquo;s the law upon the houses?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, there&rsquo;s no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case stands&mdash;quite
+ well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want the pressure to
+ be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from home again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he became
+ lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the carpet.
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes, she will be mine,&rsquo; he whispered, careless of Cytherea
+ Aldclyffe&rsquo;s presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will do my best, AEneas,&rsquo; she answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the
+ blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise that,
+ even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the unfortunate
+ Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and
+ chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one
+ glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks and
+ flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was persistently
+ hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive the effect of
+ the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly for thirty
+ hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was found to set at
+ rest any doubts of her fate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few
+ coins, and two charred and blackened bones.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held
+ at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the
+ chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern&mdash;the only
+ remaining one in the village&mdash;was crowded to excess by the
+ neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who could by
+ any possibility obtain an hour&rsquo;s release from their duties being present
+ as listeners.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in a
+ white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin
+ lined with white silk (by Manston&rsquo;s order), which stood in an adjoining
+ room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully
+ arranged flowers and evergreens&mdash;also the steward&rsquo;s own doing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London&mdash;an old white-headed man, without
+ the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing&mdash;was sworn, and
+ deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday
+ evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very
+ little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not
+ inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave
+ her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee of
+ her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived for
+ three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one night
+ during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of
+ November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o&rsquo;clock
+ in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She
+ paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week
+ previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only took
+ half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when she
+ left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with black
+ japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he saw
+ Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out of a
+ second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood beside
+ him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, consisting of
+ the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was placed in the
+ cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there to meet her. She
+ asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr.
+ Manston&rsquo;s house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty at that time, and
+ offered to go himself. The witness here repeated the conversation he had
+ had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her
+ at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston&rsquo;s house being closed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and commiseration
+ passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously
+ thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of
+ scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the
+ result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when
+ he spoke.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and
+ asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the
+ passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order.
+ The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs.
+ Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her
+ altogether.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son
+ Edward&rsquo;s return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught sight
+ of her shadow moving about the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THE CORONER: &lsquo;Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ SPRINGROVE: &lsquo;I cannot say, as I didn&rsquo;t take particular notice. It moved
+ backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing up
+ and down the room.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Fitler, the ostler&rsquo;s wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded
+ Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs.
+ Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little brandy.
+ Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put it on the
+ dressing-table.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ THE CORONER: &lsquo;Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she came
+ in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did she begin to undress before you left?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was on
+ the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes when
+ pulled off?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she
+ seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And did you hear or see any more of her?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No more, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance
+ with Mr. Manston&rsquo;s orders, everything had been made comfortable in the
+ house for Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston told
+ her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till between
+ eleven and twelve o&rsquo;clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not expecting
+ Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs.
+ Leat the postmistress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he had
+ mistaken the time of the train&rsquo;s arrival, and hence was not at the station
+ when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife&rsquo;s&mdash;he knew it
+ by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of keys
+ belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr.
+ Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the
+ evening after their day&rsquo;s business had been settled, that he was going to
+ meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the last
+ train that night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small
+ fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae&mdash;the other
+ the head of the os femoris&mdash;but they were both so far gone that it
+ was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a
+ male or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman&rsquo;s. He did
+ not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was
+ crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as the
+ floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the
+ deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning
+ of the Three Tranters Inn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of the
+ inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park, a
+ distance of about a stone&rsquo;s-throw.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Everybody,&rsquo; said the old farmer, with deep sadness, &lsquo;&rsquo;tis quite a misery
+ to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it breaks. I
+ think of the words, &ldquo;In the morning thou shalt say, Would God it were
+ even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for the fear
+ of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of thine eyes
+ which thou shalt see.&rdquo;&rsquo; His voice became broken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;true. I read Deuteronomy myself,&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But my loss is as nothing to yours,&rsquo; the farmer continued.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling if I
+ didn&rsquo;t, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. Indeed
+ my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in nature as it
+ is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in place
+ again?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,&rsquo; said the old man, with
+ more agitation in his voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, exactly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s mind to give me an idea of how she
+ means to treat me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her
+ mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory;
+ she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in
+ consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly think
+ more.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the road
+ with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece&rsquo;s cottage, in
+ which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken
+ refuge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible.
+ Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the afternoon,
+ nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from him. Edward
+ continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or floor, quite
+ unconscious of another&rsquo;s presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but
+ quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. DECEMBER THE THIRD
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son was
+ alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation with
+ the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,&rsquo; said Edward vehemently. &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll see
+ Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you&rsquo;ll not believe
+ till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will do
+ any such unjust thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the
+ high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short
+ cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes,
+ meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying the
+ scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of little
+ things without being conscious of them at the time, though they appear in
+ the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, lustrous, late
+ autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning and evening seem
+ to meet together without the intervention of a noon. The clear yellow
+ sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same
+ time taking a walk in the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered
+ he heard behind the plantation a woman&rsquo;s dress brushing along amid the
+ prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the boughs of
+ the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request a
+ few minutes&rsquo; conversation with her, when she directly addressed him on the
+ subject of the fire. &lsquo;It is a sad misfortune for your father&rsquo; she said,
+ &lsquo;and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general
+ terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, the
+ disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row of
+ houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of some
+ hundreds of pounds?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She assented. &lsquo;I have been thinking of it,&rsquo; she went on, and then repeated
+ in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward. Some disturbance
+ of thought might have been fancied as taking place in Springrove&rsquo;s mind
+ during her statement, but before she had reached the end, his eyes were
+ clear, and directed upon her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t accept your conditions of release,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They are not conditions exactly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not at all&mdash;the houses have been burnt by your family&rsquo;s negligence.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t refer to the houses&mdash;you have of course the best of all
+ rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively,
+ have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate
+ subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and
+ myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly not
+ realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an
+ educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society
+ from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford
+ parish, and that hence he had all a developed man&rsquo;s unorthodox opinion
+ about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth
+ into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the
+ dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his
+ love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion
+ to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second
+ person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were prepared
+ to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness resented a
+ criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, Manston&rsquo;s
+ discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion only, was now
+ adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried
+ palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring
+ strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she
+ descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to her
+ dying hour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t quite see, Mr. Springrove,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;that I am altogether what
+ you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at any rate,
+ for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly well, and her
+ state of mind with regard to this matter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was
+ willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea&rsquo;s state of mind, even
+ through so dangerous a medium.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A letter I received from her&rsquo; he said, with assumed coldness, &lsquo;tells me
+ clearly enough what Miss Graye&rsquo;s mind is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do&mdash;all men are
+ like that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have reason to.&rsquo; He could feign no further than the first speech.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I should be interested in knowing what reason?&rsquo; she said, with sarcastic
+ archness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he
+ rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his
+ antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early
+ evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly
+ conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary
+ Stuart&rsquo;s charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her
+ honestly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The best of reasons&mdash;the tone of her letter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pooh, Mr. Springrove!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be
+ strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy
+ could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of love&mdash;love
+ is only suppressed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman&rsquo;s pity for
+ the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is often mistaken
+ for suppressed love?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft insidiousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea&rsquo;s tone which he had
+ certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I had never thought of it,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And don&rsquo;t believe it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My intention was&mdash;what I did not dream of owning to you&mdash;my
+ intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton
+ not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye
+ with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I
+ did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven to
+ say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you&mdash;for it was a most
+ pronounced dismissal&mdash;not on account of your engagement. She is old
+ enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be
+ made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not
+ with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good&mdash;! I can&rsquo;t listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn&rsquo;t
+ seen him!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could prove
+ to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went voluntarily to
+ his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for two hours playing
+ and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she went straight home,
+ and wrote the letter saying she should not see you again, entirely because
+ she had seen him and fallen desperately in love with him&mdash;a perfectly
+ natural thing for a young girl to do, considering that he&rsquo;s the handsomest
+ man in the county. Why else should she not have written to you before?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I was such a&mdash;because she did not know of the connection
+ between me and my cousin until then.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I must think she did.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;On what ground?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very first
+ day she came to live with me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This&mdash;that the
+ day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part,
+ coincided with the day she had seen a certain man&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A remarkably handsome and talented man.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I admit that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, just when she had seen him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And been to his house alone with him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is nothing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And stayed there playing and singing with him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Admit that, too,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;an accident might have caused it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a letter
+ referring to a secret appointment with him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never, by God, madam! never!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you say, sir?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sneered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very
+ trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady&rsquo;s word is truthful,
+ though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself. You shall
+ learn that she <i>did</i> write him a letter concerning an assignation&mdash;that
+ is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be considerate enough to lend it
+ me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But besides,&rsquo; continued Edward, &lsquo;a married man to do what would cause a
+ young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She flushed a little.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That I don&rsquo;t know anything about,&rsquo; she stammered. &lsquo;But Cytherea didn&rsquo;t,
+ of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he was
+ married.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course she didn&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly
+ afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. It is
+ notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her attractions, and
+ succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching them.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We&rsquo;ll hope that he did.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But circumstances are changed now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very greatly changed,&rsquo; he murmured abstractedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You must remember,&rsquo; she added more suasively, &lsquo;that Miss Graye has a
+ perfect right to do what she likes with her own&mdash;her heart, that is
+ to say.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward&rsquo;s faith
+ was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward&rsquo;s thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview with
+ her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,&rsquo; he remarked,
+ gloomily; &lsquo;our conversation has ended sadly for me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t think so,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;and don&rsquo;t be mistaken. I am older than you
+ are, many years older, and I know many things.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his
+ father&rsquo;s expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward
+ slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin&rsquo;s house.
+ The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting
+ there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, Ted, what does she say?&rsquo; he asked, in the intensely sanguine tones
+ which fall sadly upon a listener&rsquo;s ear, because, antecedently, they raise
+ pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in some direction
+ or another.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing for us to be alarmed at,&rsquo; said Edward, with a forced
+ cheerfulness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But must we rebuild?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It seems we must, father.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The old man&rsquo;s eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without
+ making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again.
+ When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding
+ the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading
+ them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she watched
+ the farmer&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I hope it won&rsquo;t kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything
+ were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in the
+ world.&rsquo; It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up with
+ her after that remark.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She continued: &lsquo;And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the
+ fire, that he wouldn&rsquo;t for the world let any one else give me away to you
+ when we are married.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward&rsquo;s mind as to the
+ justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the
+ alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well as
+ independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he had
+ thought of his father&rsquo;s peace of mind!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking his
+ son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce Miss
+ Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an unfair
+ woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody to
+ condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward&rsquo;s face:
+ their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in aspect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If she will only agree to that!&rsquo; he reiterated for the hundredth time,
+ increasing the sadness of his listeners.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a letter,
+ addressed&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Charles from Knapwater House brought it,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s writing,&rsquo; said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had
+ recognized it himself. &lsquo;Now &lsquo;tis all right; she&rsquo;s going to make an offer;
+ she doesn&rsquo;t want the houses there, not she; they are going to make that
+ the way into the park.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a supreme
+ effort of self-command&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected
+ with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly
+ afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward opened
+ and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea&rsquo;s handwriting,
+ addressed to &lsquo;&mdash;&mdash; Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.&rsquo; Inside this
+ was the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his
+ house by the thunderstorm&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ September 20th.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I find I cannot meet you at seven o&rsquo;clock by the waterfall as I promised.
+ The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. &lsquo;C. GRAYE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule
+ observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed
+ ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe in
+ the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under the
+ trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful in her
+ portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her assumption of
+ causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea&mdash;the
+ hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea&mdash;had, at any rate, looked with
+ something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and form
+ of Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to love
+ the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love? No;
+ never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her old,
+ innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew it&mdash;before
+ she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom it had flown.
+ Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result of first reflection.
+ Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a scoundrel, but for one
+ strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent to the whole parish, and had
+ come to Edward&rsquo;s own knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as
+ a married man, conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days
+ of his arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances
+ had rested upon him&mdash;his upon her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through. He
+ was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the
+ letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, &lsquo;All the
+ day long I have been thinking,&rsquo; afforded justifiable ground for assuming
+ that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward&rsquo;s sight far
+ sweeter one) to the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the
+ genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was a
+ short and shallow feeling&mdash;not perfect love:
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Love is not love
+ Which alters when it alteration finds.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. It
+ would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit away so
+ softly, and leave so few traces behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole matter
+ by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from Manston, and
+ her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in connection
+ with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her eagerness,
+ too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea indeed loved
+ the steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from side
+ to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his ears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon the
+ landing he found his father&rsquo;s bedroom door already open. Edward concluded
+ that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone out into the
+ fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer doors was
+ unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. Then animated
+ by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour, in which the few
+ wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked in at the door.
+ Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been opened half way, he
+ saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his
+ body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were
+ ghostly-looking square folds of parchment&mdash;the leases of the houses
+ destroyed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young
+ man as his face came into the faint light.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Edward, why did you get up so early?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I was uneasy, and could not sleep.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to become
+ lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes, he said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This is more than we can bear, Ted&mdash;more than we can bear! Ted, this
+ will kill me. Not the loss only&mdash;the sense of my neglect about the
+ insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. &lsquo;Tis all misery now. God
+ help us&mdash;all misery now!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight
+ outside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ted,&rsquo; the farmer went on, &lsquo;this upset of be-en burnt out o&rsquo; home makes me
+ very nervous and doubtful about everything. There&rsquo;s this troubles me
+ besides&mdash;our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It
+ must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn&rsquo;t mind. Have you said
+ anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing at all lately.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You know,
+ no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, and I think
+ it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so long&mdash;you
+ are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify matters
+ very much, if you were to walk up to church wi&rsquo; her one of these mornings,
+ get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you don&rsquo;t I must
+ get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two
+ little freeholds over the hill&mdash;not a morsel a-piece, divided as they
+ were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just
+ think about it, will ye, Ted?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his
+ mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I will,&rsquo; said Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,&rsquo; the farmer
+ went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. &lsquo;I must know the
+ rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don&rsquo;t like seeing her, but
+ I&rsquo;d rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she&rsquo;ll say to me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her
+ what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her
+ character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had
+ once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at last
+ resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a promise
+ to that effect, she would say, &lsquo;Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt:
+ we&rsquo;ll let them go: trouble no more about them.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His mind was already made up. He said calmly, &lsquo;Father, when you are
+ talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if
+ she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union
+ with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,&rsquo; the
+ farmer murmured. &lsquo;Very well, Ted, I&rsquo;ll tell her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman&rsquo;s heart, two
+ had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea&rsquo;s bosom just at this time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove&rsquo;s visit to
+ Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having risen
+ an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the window of an
+ elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had been
+ appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that she
+ might not be driven into that lady&rsquo;s presence against her will. She leant
+ with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air. A yellow
+ glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one
+ side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there,
+ contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which
+ received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her
+ shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite
+ of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood which
+ two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a peremptory and
+ final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some answer other than the
+ only possible one a man who, as she held, did not love her wildly, could
+ send to such a communication. For a lover who did love wildly, she had
+ left one little loophole in her otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she
+ expected the letter on some morning of this particular week was, that
+ hearing of his return to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to
+ ask for an interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last
+ few days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of the
+ postman&rsquo;s arrival.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from
+ beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive
+ through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without
+ reference to paths&mdash;as country postmen do&mdash;and come to the
+ porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards
+ the village, without hindering himself for a single pace.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and
+ carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She thought
+ then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, &lsquo;He asks to see me! Perhaps
+ he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s bell&mdash;rather earlier than usual.
+ &lsquo;She must have heard the post-bag brought,&rsquo; said the maiden, as, tired of
+ the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew imaginative
+ pictures of her future therein.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A tap came to the door, and the lady&rsquo;s-maid entered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe is awake,&rsquo; she said; &lsquo;and she asked if you were moving
+ yet, miss.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll run up to her,&rsquo; said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance of
+ the words. &lsquo;Very fortunate this,&rsquo; she thought; &lsquo;I shall see what is in the
+ bag this morning all the sooner.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s bedroom,
+ pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating
+ the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,&rsquo; said
+ Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you like,&rsquo;
+ she continued, yawning factitiously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Strange!&rsquo; Cytherea thought; &lsquo;it seems as if she knew there was likely to
+ be a letter for me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl&rsquo;s face as she tremblingly
+ opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in
+ Edward&rsquo;s handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the
+ decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing,
+ survey of his own, his father&rsquo;s, his cousin Adelaide&rsquo;s, and what he
+ believed to be Cytherea&rsquo;s, position.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The haughty mistress&rsquo;s soul sickened remorsefully within her when she saw
+ suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady before her
+ a wan desolate look of agony.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The master-sentences of Edward&rsquo;s letter were these: &lsquo;You speak truly. That
+ we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I regret
+ the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for me to
+ say.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0013" id="link2H_4_0013">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. DECEMBER TO APRIL
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had
+ passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary
+ winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, wind in
+ dust. Showery days had come&mdash;the period of pink dawns and white
+ sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the
+ fourth, the nightingale.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new
+ office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of Carriford
+ that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton would
+ terminate in marriage at the end of the year.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at
+ Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the
+ decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of her,
+ and beside Miss Hinton.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the
+ full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he
+ continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under the
+ conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with
+ contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure at
+ other times, becomes a positive enemy&mdash;racking, bewildering,
+ unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the verse&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Like some fair tree which, fed by streams,
+ With timely fruit doth bend,
+ He still shall flourish, and success
+ All his designs attend.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could she
+ help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man to
+ whom she applied them sat at her rival&rsquo;s side?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman&rsquo;s petty cleverness under
+ thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme
+ foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply just,
+ her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in general&mdash;the
+ power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the rod by a
+ punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the Sermon on
+ the Mount.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for Edward&mdash;a little like other men of his temperament, to whom,
+ it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in
+ itself a recommendation&mdash;his sentiment, as he looked over his
+ cousin&rsquo;s book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;O, what hast thou of her, of her
+ Whose every look did love inspire;
+ Whose every breathing fanned my fire,
+ And stole me from myself away!&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early, and
+ went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she tried
+ bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: &lsquo;My nature
+ is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers! She can&rsquo;t
+ appreciate all the sides of him&mdash;she never will! He is more tangible
+ to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to her!&rsquo; She was
+ less noble then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till the
+ effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried to
+ hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very dearly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston
+ continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his bearing
+ for a long time after the calamity of November, had not simulated a grief
+ that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so to absorb him&mdash;though
+ as a startling change rather than as a heavy sorrow&mdash;that he paid
+ Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was uniformly kind and
+ respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the catastrophe grew
+ remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards her. He always
+ contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on her side that
+ she was comparatively more dependent than himself&mdash;making much of her
+ womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion
+ offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not
+ officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her
+ friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest symptom of
+ the old love to be apparent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his
+ behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. THE THIRD OF MAY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private
+ grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked
+ the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection in
+ the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they
+ stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The month was May&mdash;the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds,
+ and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road
+ was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the
+ sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans
+ floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water
+ towards them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They seem to come to us without any will of their own&mdash;quite
+ involuntarily&mdash;don&rsquo;t they?&rsquo; said Cytherea, looking at the birds&rsquo;
+ graceful advance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the
+ water, working with the greatest energy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;d rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to
+ direction which we associate with a swan.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It does; we&rsquo;ll have &ldquo;involuntarily.&rdquo; Ah, now this reminds me of
+ something.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of what?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s face; her eyes grew round as
+ circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. She
+ had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife&rsquo;s sudden
+ appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death,
+ was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is it a man or woman?&rsquo; she said, quite innocently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Manston,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe quietly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Manston attracted by me <i>now</i>?&rsquo; said Cytherea, standing at gaze.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Didn&rsquo;t you know it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method, or
+ rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as &ldquo;falling in
+ love.&rdquo; He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very
+ account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it
+ exists definitely&mdash;and very intensely, I assure you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose then, that if he can&rsquo;t help it, it is no harm of him,&rsquo; said
+ Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course it isn&rsquo;t&mdash;you know that well enough. She was a great
+ burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston&rsquo;s
+ arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward&rsquo;s claims, checked Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ utterance for awhile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There, don&rsquo;t look at me like that, for Heaven&rsquo;s sake!&rsquo; said Miss
+ Aldclyffe. &lsquo;You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you
+ can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward once in the young lady&rsquo;s thoughts, there was no getting rid of him.
+ She wanted to be alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you want me here?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,&rsquo; said Miss
+ Aldclyffe, taking her hand. &lsquo;But you mustn&rsquo;t, my dear. There&rsquo;s nothing in
+ the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston&rsquo;s honourable conduct
+ towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and
+ yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next stage in Manston&rsquo;s advances towards her hand was a clearly
+ defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was
+ necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to
+ impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance towards
+ an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be inclined
+ to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of him as to
+ render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter of
+ difficulty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very
+ religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by
+ argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in
+ England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a zealous
+ Episcopalian&mdash;the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from his
+ pew.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery,
+ everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as in
+ the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she felt
+ it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its effect, he
+ occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of female beauty&mdash;the
+ worthlessness of mere appearance. &lsquo;Handsome is that handsome does&rsquo; he
+ considered a proverb which should be written on the looking-glass of every
+ woman in the land. &lsquo;Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,&rsquo; he
+ said, in a tone of playful sadness. &lsquo;They are beautiful. But I see these
+ things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are gliding
+ to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face, poor maiden!
+ &ldquo;Where will her glories be in twenty years?&rdquo; I say. &ldquo;Where will all of her
+ be in a hundred?&rdquo; Then I think it is cruel that you should bloom a day,
+ and fade for ever and ever. It seems hard and sad that you will die as
+ ordinarily as I, and be buried; be food for roots and worms, be forgotten
+ and come to earth, and grow up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy
+ leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you,
+ and the love I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting
+ than that I felt at the beginning.&rsquo; Again an ardent flash of his handsome
+ eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and offer
+ of his hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough
+ to accept it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for what
+ he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere lady&rsquo;s
+ attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know of her
+ refusal, a chance of sneering at him&mdash;certainly a ground for thinking
+ less of his standing than before&mdash;he went home to the Old House, and
+ walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside, he leant his
+ arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the corner, and
+ looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his
+ face with the greenish shades of Correggio&rsquo;s nudes. Staves of sunlight
+ slanted down through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful
+ distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and
+ tumbled in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest;
+ perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at most a
+ head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four hours.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Damn my position! Why shouldn&rsquo;t I be happy through my little day too? Let
+ the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I&rsquo;ll get her, if I move heaven
+ and earth to do it!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first place,
+ and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would have
+ been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished to have
+ them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule at all can
+ be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is notoriously
+ beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to pet a snubbed
+ man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston with Springrove&rsquo;s
+ encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward with Manston&rsquo;s
+ repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her
+ supreme indifference added fuel to Manston&rsquo;s ardour&mdash;it completely
+ disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a
+ susceptible Princess.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her
+ brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement of that
+ cloud no bigger than a man&rsquo;s hand which had for nearly a twelvemonth hung
+ before them in the distance, and which was soon to give a colour to their
+ whole sky from horizon to horizon.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;BUDMOUTH REGIS,
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Saturday.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DARLING SIS,&mdash;I have delayed telling you for a long time of a little
+ matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is
+ sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you any
+ longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed by that
+ lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead Cove, and
+ again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an unusual pain in
+ my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just found fresh
+ symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a month ago&mdash;when
+ you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to
+ tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it
+ was not worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able
+ to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that Mr. G.
+ will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and that I shall
+ be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for the best. How it came,
+ what was its origin, or what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear
+ again in a day or two, if it is no better...&mdash;Your loving brother,
+ OWEN.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but
+ suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of
+ which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that it
+ was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you my word
+ that I will conceal nothing&mdash;so that there will be no excuse whatever
+ for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I say. This
+ morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay away from
+ the office. Don&rsquo;t be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that
+ is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of
+ six months.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a visit from her he wrote again:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of
+ rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My leg
+ and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied, and
+ also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever in a
+ very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see you.
+ Don&rsquo;t trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about your
+ being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at the
+ end of the week.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the time mentioned came the following:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening after
+ my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that there has
+ been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been treated for
+ rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they pricked the place
+ with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr. Chestman was in doubt
+ about something, and I requested that he would call in a brother
+ professional man to see me as well. They consulted together and then told
+ me that rheumatism was not the disease after all, but erysipelas. They
+ then began treating it differently, as became a different matter.
+ Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of the day now&mdash;medicine,
+ of course, besides.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been
+ obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much, though,
+ of course, it could not be avoided.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as often
+ as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as cheerful a
+ countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which might depress
+ him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then told her these
+ additional facts:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out
+ what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is
+ wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to
+ me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but I
+ am worn out.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her
+ brother&rsquo;s illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea
+ might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her power.
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room, and
+ hasten to the station.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, Cytherea,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; &lsquo;just one word. Has
+ Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; said Cytherea, blushing timorously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He proposed?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And you refused him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically,
+ &lsquo;and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers you
+ of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur again.
+ His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy
+ one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not
+ sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me
+ whist, &ldquo;When in doubt win the trick!&rdquo; That advice is ten times as valuable
+ to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is always
+ the risk that you may never get another offer.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why didn&rsquo;t you win the trick when you were a girl?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Come, my lady Pert; I&rsquo;m not the text,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, her face
+ glowing like fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea laughed stealthily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I was about to say,&rsquo; resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, &lsquo;that here is Mr.
+ Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you overlooking
+ it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you might benefit your
+ sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will please me <i>very much</i>
+ by giving him some encouragement. You understand me, Cythie dear?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was silent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, &lsquo;on your promising
+ that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care of
+ your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she whispered, leaving the room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to
+ Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly
+ thin and pale&mdash;thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before.
+ The brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain
+ upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was
+ everything.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen told her the result in his next letter:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the
+ head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay in
+ the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago (after
+ taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak, my
+ spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again? I asked
+ the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They shook their
+ heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired.
+ They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so
+ drearily. O Cytherea, you can&rsquo;t think how drearily!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the
+ Old House, to Manston. On the maiden&rsquo;s return, tired and sick at heart as
+ usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked politely if
+ he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced. During their
+ walk he inquired the particulars of her brother&rsquo;s illness, and with an
+ irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one, she told him of
+ the length of time which must elapse before he could be strong again, and
+ of the lack of comfort in lodgings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: &lsquo;Miss Graye, I will
+ not mince matters&mdash;I love you&mdash;you know it. Stratagem they say
+ is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I
+ cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you&mdash;any
+ remote day you may name will satisfy me&mdash;and you shall find him well
+ provided for.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at her
+ side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous nature
+ of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a quiet and
+ polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching white heat.
+ She perceived how animal was the love which bargained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I do not love you, Mr. Manston,&rsquo; she replied coldly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same dreary
+ accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad visits.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted in
+ his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw how
+ unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of Dares at
+ the Sicilian games&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;He, like a captain who beleaguers round
+ Some strong-built castle on a rising ground,
+ Views all the approaches with observing eyes,
+ This and that other part again he tries,
+ And more on industry than force relies.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to Owen from
+ herself depended entirely upon Cytherea&rsquo;s acceptance of her steward.
+ Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea&rsquo;s answers to his importunities grew
+ less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen&rsquo;s malady fluctuated.
+ Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept, it would have
+ rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with
+ Opium&mdash;perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling
+ dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and
+ monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the
+ well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in
+ famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny rooms. &lsquo;So
+ like, so very like, was day to day.&rsquo; Extreme lassitude seemed all that the
+ world could show her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her
+ brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth
+ concerning Owen&rsquo;s condition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been
+ thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might still
+ be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But the time
+ such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How long would it be?&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then he might be well in four or six months.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had
+ borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half that
+ time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open&mdash;her
+ becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County Hospital.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for
+ some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being
+ Manston&rsquo;s wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from Miss
+ Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the
+ hospital.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;County Hospital!&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe; &lsquo;why, it is only another name for
+ slaughter-house&mdash;in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if anything
+ about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in a fashion,
+ but &lsquo;tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart again.&rsquo; Then she
+ terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating horrid stories of
+ how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a moment&rsquo;s notice,
+ especially in cases where the restorative treatment was likely to be long
+ and tedious.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,&rsquo; she added
+ reproachfully. &lsquo;You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you
+ selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads
+ out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no, I
+ cannot.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but this
+ time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston&rsquo;s eye
+ sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance, if
+ only systematic, was irresistible by womankind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that the
+ steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her brother.
+ A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand. Owen spoke in
+ warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call, as he could not
+ have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind, whose presence had
+ served to help away the tedious hours of a long day, and who had,
+ moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which the accompanying
+ basket implied&mdash;antecedent consideration, so telling upon all
+ invalids&mdash;and which he so seldom experienced except from the hands of
+ his sister.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and
+ cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return journey.
+ Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same place, she
+ was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly her thanks
+ for what he had done. The same request that he might see her home was
+ made.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional
+ kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. &lsquo;Though I let
+ my offer on her brother&rsquo;s&mdash;my friend&rsquo;s&mdash;behalf, seem dependent
+ on my lady&rsquo;s graciousness to me,&rsquo; he whispered wooingly in the course of
+ their walk, &lsquo;I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was
+ said with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to
+ have me, or whether you don&rsquo;t, I love you too devotedly to be anything but
+ kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,&rsquo; he
+ continued earnestly, &lsquo;to give you pleasure&mdash;indeed I will.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from his
+ illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man beside her,
+ on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her self-enforced
+ poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of common sense, to
+ refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason in this. But there was
+ more behind than a hundred reasons&mdash;a woman&rsquo;s gratitude and her
+ impulse to be kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed it,
+ and caught at the opportunity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the midst
+ of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework&mdash;the only
+ signs of masonry remaining&mdash;the water gurgled down from the old
+ millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves&mdash;the
+ sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun,
+ resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below
+ copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of
+ pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun
+ were overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats
+ shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of
+ fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only wish
+ the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless. The
+ helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such
+ temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a
+ single entity under the sky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He came so close that their clothes touched. &lsquo;Will you try to love me? Do
+ try to love me!&rsquo; he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never
+ taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it held
+ hers in its clasp.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and
+ Edward&rsquo;s fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly pitiful
+ it was to feel his hand tremble so&mdash;all for her! Should she withdraw
+ her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and hesitating, she
+ looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy ground would allow her to
+ see distinctly. There was the fragment of a hedge&mdash;all that remained
+ of a &lsquo;wet old garden&rsquo;&mdash;standing in the middle of the mead, without a
+ definite beginning or ending, purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown,
+ and choked with mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their
+ shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it
+ now; it was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in
+ a boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river&mdash;she knew
+ not whither.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not
+ going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village
+ post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine
+ encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire this
+ pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel behind the
+ corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered. Nobody was in
+ the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted as postmistress,
+ walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs
+ to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished her object, another
+ form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Both on the same errand,&rsquo; he said gracefully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will call her,&rsquo; said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the
+ stairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;One moment.&rsquo; He glided to her side. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t call her for a moment,&rsquo; he
+ repeated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she had said, &lsquo;Mrs. Leat!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He seized Cytherea&rsquo;s hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it
+ by her side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she
+ had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her
+ tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be spoken
+ Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no
+ remonstrance came.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her, he
+ quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones of
+ which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed its
+ presence to herself, and left the house&mdash;putting it out of her power
+ to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late action
+ of kissing her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In
+ this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her
+ unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week ago,
+ he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day on which he
+ wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a settlement, that
+ &lsquo;his <i>sister&rsquo;s suitor</i> had guaranteed the sum.&rsquo; &lsquo;Is he Mr. Manston?
+ tell me, Cytherea,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired for his
+ especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced towards
+ convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. &lsquo;Is this Mr. Manston&rsquo;s
+ doing?&rsquo; he inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for guidance,
+ no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and for all
+ choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of her heart.
+ She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her lost mother&rsquo;s
+ return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have tender counsel to
+ guide her through this, her great difficulty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward&rsquo;s to quite the
+ extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting himself
+ towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so light of
+ her. She knew he had stifled his love for her&mdash;was utterly lost to
+ her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman&rsquo;s pleasure
+ of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and
+ then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If I were rich,&rsquo; she thought, &lsquo;I would give way to the luxury of being
+ morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent; and
+ what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate
+ circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from poverty,
+ and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr. Manston&rsquo;s wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not love him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love?
+ Alas, not much; but still a kind of home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she thought, &lsquo;I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Did anything nobler in her say so too?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With the death (to her) of Edward her heart&rsquo;s occupation was gone. Was it
+ necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she used
+ to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two hearts
+ whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do good to two
+ men whose lives were far more important than hers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she said again, &lsquo;even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic
+ self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content in
+ the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what
+ really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual
+ harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as
+ gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation
+ and devotedness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping him
+ now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took place in
+ the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer side by the
+ low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to his assumption
+ of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He stooped and
+ kissed her brow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It was
+ too late in the evening for the postman&rsquo;s visit, and she placed the letter
+ on the mantelpiece to send it the next day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen&rsquo;s letter of the
+ day before:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;September 9, 1865.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DEAR CYTHEREA&mdash;I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr.
+ Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in
+ which he hopes to stand towards you. Can&rsquo;t you love him? Why not? Try, for
+ he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the weary
+ and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in your
+ present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except by
+ marriage? I don&rsquo;t. Don&rsquo;t go against your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.&mdash;Ever
+ affectionately yours, OWEN.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same
+ favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her doom.
+ Yet
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;So true a fool is love,&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at the
+ last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour the
+ old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service at
+ Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward
+ from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked at all the
+ people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards like a forest
+ of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village children singing
+ too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes listlessly tracing some
+ crack in the old walls, or following the movement of a distant bough or
+ bird with features petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at
+ Manston; he was already regarding her with some purpose in his glance.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is coming this evening,&rsquo; she said in her mind. A minute later, at the
+ end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston came
+ down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped from
+ it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact with each
+ other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t let&rsquo;s hurry,&rsquo; he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the private
+ path to the House as usual. &lsquo;Would you mind turning down this way for a
+ minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on
+ their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate
+ of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate was
+ reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in his
+ hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We are going inside for a minute,&rsquo; said Manston to him, taking the keys
+ unceremoniously. &lsquo;I will bring them to you when we return.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the
+ porch, and up the nave.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere
+ with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them.
+ Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading red glare
+ from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, emphasizing the
+ end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed walls, the uneven
+ paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent occupation, and the
+ dank air of death which had gathered with the evening, would have made
+ grave a lighter mood than Cytherea&rsquo;s was then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What sensations does the place impress you with?&rsquo; she said at last, very
+ sadly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of
+ achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such as
+ these.&rsquo; He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,&rsquo; she
+ murmured; &lsquo;that&rsquo;s the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce me to
+ be honest particularly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I pity you sometimes,&rsquo; he said more emphatically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not needlessly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much,
+ when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That can&rsquo;t be,&rsquo; she said, turning away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went on, &lsquo;I think the real and only good thing that can be done for him
+ is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering whether
+ it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for a few
+ weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would be!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It would.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her hand
+ more firmly, as he continued, &lsquo;Cytherea, why do you say &ldquo;It would,&rdquo; so
+ entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I want him
+ to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I cannot live
+ without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my wife!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a
+ whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She said firmly and distinctly, &lsquo;Yes, I will.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Next month?&rsquo; he said on the instant, before taking breath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No; not next month.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The next?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;December? Christmas Day, say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t mind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, you darling!&rsquo; He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold
+ mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t kiss me&mdash;at least where we are now!&rsquo; she whispered
+ imploringly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We are too near God.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so
+ emphatically that the words &lsquo;Near God&rsquo; echoed back again through the
+ hollow building from the far end of the chancel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What a thing to say!&rsquo; he exclaimed; &lsquo;surely a pure kiss is not
+ inappropriate to the place!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; she replied, with a swelling heart; &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know why I burst out so&mdash;I
+ can&rsquo;t tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How shall I say &ldquo;Yes&rdquo; without judging you? How shall I say &ldquo;No&rdquo; without
+ losing the pleasure of saying &ldquo;Yes?&rdquo;&rsquo; He was himself again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know,&rsquo; she absently murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll say &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo;&rsquo; he answered daintily. &lsquo;It is sweeter to fancy we are
+ forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the
+ sweetness without the need.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now,
+ and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked the
+ door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the
+ churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the great
+ matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on
+ indifferent subjects.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Christmas Day, then,&rsquo; he said, as they were parting at the end of the
+ shrubbery.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I meant Old Christmas Day,&rsquo; she said evasively.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;H&rsquo;m, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?&rsquo; It seemed to
+ be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well, love,&rsquo; he said gently. &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a fortnight longer still; but
+ never mind. Old Christmas Day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There. It will be on a Friday!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was the
+ afternoon of the day following that of the steward&rsquo;s successful
+ solicitation of her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell him
+ it is a Friday?&rsquo; she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking at her
+ hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old House. Proper
+ or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the disagreeable,
+ though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the coincidence had
+ occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to search for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked.
+ Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few
+ yards she had hurried forward with alacrity&mdash;now that the practical
+ expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never
+ sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very
+ stern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It will be on a Friday,&rsquo; she said confusedly, and without any preface.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Come this way!&rsquo; said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not being
+ able to alter at an instant&rsquo;s notice. He gave her his arm and led her back
+ into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. &lsquo;On a Friday, will it,
+ dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That&rsquo;s nonsense.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not seriously mind them, exactly&mdash;but if it could be any other day?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas Eve?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, Old Christmas Eve.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised to
+ marry you if I had not meant it. Don&rsquo;t think I should.&rsquo; She spoke the
+ words with a dignified impressiveness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of
+ an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no.&rsquo; She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he spoke
+ of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and wanted
+ to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity of the
+ house, afforded her a means of escape. &lsquo;I must be with Miss Aldclyffe now&mdash;will
+ you excuse my hasty coming and going?&rsquo; she said prettily. Before he had
+ replied she had parted from him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue
+ just now?&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Yes.&rdquo; Come, why don&rsquo;t you say more than that? I hate those taciturn
+ &ldquo;Yesses&rdquo; of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as wax
+ with me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I parted from him because I wanted to come in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s face kindled into intense interest at once. &lsquo;Is it
+ indeed? When is it to be?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;On Old Christmas Eve.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Old Christmas Eve.&rsquo; Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front, and
+ took a hand in each of her own. &lsquo;And then you will be a bride!&rsquo; she said
+ slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden&rsquo;s delicately
+ rounded cheeks.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly
+ after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, &lsquo;You did not say &ldquo;Old Christmas
+ Eve&rdquo; as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don&rsquo;t receive my
+ remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How
+ many weeks are there to the time?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have not reckoned them.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the lead in
+ this matter&mdash;you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or
+ something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea silently fetched the book.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, and
+ counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of December&mdash;a
+ Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no appetite for the
+ scene.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first of
+ January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday
+ fifth&mdash;you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A Thursday, surely?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. &lsquo;Well, it must be a
+ Friday,&rsquo; she murmured in a reverie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No: have it altered, of course,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully. &lsquo;There&rsquo;s
+ nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be thinking about
+ its being unlucky&mdash;in fact, I wouldn&rsquo;t choose a Friday myself to be
+ married on, since all the other days are equally available.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I shall not have it altered,&rsquo; said Cytherea firmly; &lsquo;it has been altered
+ once already: I shall let it be.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus advanced
+ more than a quarter of a year.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of a
+ man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing, and
+ whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed, vainly
+ endeavouring to sleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied past,
+ and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and months had
+ dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a vanishing
+ stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly behind. That
+ a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his memory, she would not
+ admit: that she did not approach Manston with feelings which could by any
+ stretch of words be called hymeneal, she calmly owned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why do I marry him?&rsquo; she said to herself. &lsquo;Because Owen, dear Owen my
+ brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been,
+ uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. &ldquo;Act in obedience to the dictates of
+ common-sense,&rdquo; Owen said, &ldquo;and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How many
+ thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, to
+ secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all go
+ far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what a
+ timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the
+ heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with the
+ wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one&rsquo;s self by the
+ name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I&rsquo;d rather scheme to
+ die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only were
+ concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I please
+ my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those who are
+ more valuable than I?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated with
+ surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist between
+ her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises outside the
+ walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be caused by the
+ wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical periods of her
+ existence. &lsquo;It is strange,&rsquo; she pondered, &lsquo;that this my last night in
+ Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first was, no
+ occurrence of the kind having intervened.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one were
+ beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She would
+ gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, but they
+ were without doubt all asleep.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have brains
+ enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but Cytherea
+ never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s room, though she was always welcome
+ there, and was often almost compelled to go against her will.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was now
+ intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. The
+ wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and some
+ portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and fall of a
+ branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking against the wall,
+ and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained matter
+ was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house during
+ the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man playing
+ castanets or shaking dice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She thought, &lsquo;Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with
+ these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she was
+ being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at every
+ blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and shrank
+ and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which she was
+ tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his mask, but his
+ form was like Manston&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thank Heaven!&rsquo; she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light struggling
+ through her blind. &lsquo;Now what were those noises?&rsquo; To settle that question
+ seemed more to her than the event of the day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening
+ previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air from
+ the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle still
+ continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an extent
+ such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter of a pin&rsquo;s
+ head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in the park were bent
+ almost to the earth with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance;
+ the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their
+ burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on the
+ nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch that had
+ terrified her had been splintered from the trunk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I never could have believed it possible,&rsquo; she thought, surveying the
+ bowed-down branches, &lsquo;that trees would bend so far out of their true
+ positions without breaking.&rsquo; By watching a twig she could see a drop
+ collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there
+ become coagulated as the others had done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,&rsquo; she continued. &lsquo;On this
+ morning I am to be married&mdash;unless this is a scheme of the great
+ Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for
+ my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. MORNING
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary to
+ the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first surgical
+ operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though he could
+ only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from Knapwater
+ House, and not from her brother&rsquo;s lodgings at Budmouth, which was
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The
+ capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the wedding
+ with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and appeared
+ determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her dignity, to
+ render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At
+ eight o&rsquo;clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands and
+ knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire, panting
+ from his exertions in pedestrianism.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House on
+ such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole system,
+ like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the domestics,
+ wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble imitation of
+ its flicker was continually attempted by a family of polished metallic
+ utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls opposite, the whole
+ collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A
+ step further in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs
+ just gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome,
+ white-aproned, and floury&mdash;looking as edible as the food she
+ manipulated&mdash;her movements being supported and assisted by her
+ satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds
+ prevailed&mdash;the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and
+ the light touches of the women&rsquo;s slippers upon the stone floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone, and
+ looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No wedden this mornen&mdash;that&rsquo;s my opinion. In fact, there can&rsquo;t be,&rsquo;
+ he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered
+ thought that had existed complete in his head.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long
+ toasting-fork, which she held at arm&rsquo;s length towards the unapproachable
+ fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Bad out of doors, isn&rsquo;t it?&rsquo; she said, with a look of commiseration for
+ things in general.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level ground.
+ As to getten up hill to the church, &lsquo;tis perfect lunacy. And I speak of
+ foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, &lsquo;tis murder to think of &lsquo;em. I
+ am going to send straight as a line into the breakfast-room, and say &lsquo;tis
+ a closer.... Hullo&mdash;here&rsquo;s Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now
+ just look at &lsquo;em and picture a wedden if you can.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener were
+ seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&rsquo;ll have to go if it breaks all the horses&rsquo; legs in the county,&rsquo; said
+ the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door with the
+ tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a clang.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, O; why shall I?&rsquo; asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a
+ glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give up
+ for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or
+ earth?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&mdash;&mdash;Mornen so&rsquo;s&mdash;such as it is!&rsquo; interrupted Mr. Crickett
+ cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking
+ at the fire. &lsquo;Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you
+ say? You might ha&rsquo; cut it short by sayen &ldquo;to Miss Aldclyffe,&rdquo; and leaven
+ out heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a
+ thing isn&rsquo;t getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The
+ cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre of
+ a little crater of flour in a platter&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It might be in this case; she&rsquo;s so indifferent.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news&mdash;I
+ thought there was something upon my tongue; but &lsquo;tis a secret; not a word,
+ mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes?&rsquo; inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;D&rsquo;ye think that&rsquo;s all?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t be so three-cunning&mdash;if it is all, deliver you from the evil
+ of raising a woman&rsquo;s expectations wrongfully; I&rsquo;ll skimmer your pate as
+ sure as you cry Amen!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, it isn&rsquo;t all. When I got home last night my wife said, &ldquo;Miss
+ Adelaide took a holiday this mornen,&rdquo; says she (my wife, that is); &ldquo;walked
+ over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!&rdquo; says she.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Springrove, no&mdash;no&mdash;Springrove&rsquo;s nothen to do wi&rsquo; it&mdash;&lsquo;twas
+ Farmer Bollens. They&rsquo;ve been playing bo-peep for these two or three months
+ seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken,
+ and spetten about having her, she&rsquo;s quietly left him all forsook. Serve
+ him right. I don&rsquo;t blame the little woman a bit.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he&rsquo;s so rich that
+ he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint cups.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Lord, I wish it was me, don&rsquo;t I wish &lsquo;twas me!&rsquo; said the scullery-maid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, &lsquo;twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,&rsquo; continued the
+ clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a
+ distance. &lsquo;Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only one
+ in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the wedden,
+ went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was Mrs.
+ Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on the house
+ till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he could get
+ another tenant.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Just like her independence,&rsquo; said the cook.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, independent or no, she&rsquo;s Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never forget
+ once when I went by Farmer Bollens&rsquo;s garden&mdash;years ago now&mdash;years,
+ when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was at that time, a
+ very merry feller&mdash;for &lsquo;twas before I took holy orders, and it didn&rsquo;t
+ prick my conscience as &lsquo;twould now. &ldquo;Farmer,&rdquo; says I, &ldquo;little taties seem
+ to turn out small this year, don&rsquo;t em?&rdquo; &ldquo;O no, Crickett,&rdquo; says he, &ldquo;some
+ be fair-sized.&rdquo; He&rsquo;s a dull man&mdash;Farmer Bollens is&mdash;he always
+ was. However, that&rsquo;s neither here nor there; he&rsquo;s a-married to a sharp
+ woman, and if I don&rsquo;t make a mistake she&rsquo;ll bring him a pretty good
+ family, gie her time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, it don&rsquo;t matter; there&rsquo;s a Providence in it,&rsquo; said the
+ scullery-maid. &lsquo;God A&rsquo;mighty always sends bread as well as children.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But &lsquo;tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often.
+ However, I think I can see my lady Hinton&rsquo;s reason for chosen yesterday to
+ sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one
+ another&rsquo;s path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that
+ when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn&rsquo;t caren to have en, she thought
+ she&rsquo;d be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too.
+ That&rsquo;s maids&rsquo; logic all over, and maids&rsquo; malice likewise.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man&rsquo;s
+ partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against
+ his attack. &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll just tell you one thing then,&rsquo; said the cook, shaking
+ out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with. &lsquo;Whatever
+ maids&rsquo; logic is and maids&rsquo; malice too, if Cytherea Graye even now knows
+ that young Springrove is free again, she&rsquo;ll fling over the steward as soon
+ as look at him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no: not now,&rsquo; the coachman broke in like a moderator. &lsquo;There&rsquo;s honour
+ in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton&rsquo;s tricks in her.
+ She&rsquo;ll stick to Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pifh!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven&rsquo;s sake,&rsquo; the
+ clerk continued. &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me, if my
+ news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour
+ or two, for you&rsquo;ll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if she
+ don&rsquo;t! &lsquo;Tis a poor womanly feller!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You shouldn&rsquo;t ha&rsquo; begun it, clerk. I knew how &lsquo;twould be,&rsquo; said the
+ gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk&rsquo;s mangled remains.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. NOON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By ten
+ o&rsquo;clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the extent
+ of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One mass of
+ heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to feel damp
+ and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass of
+ the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night itself
+ inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth or spirit
+ imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a vigorous&mdash;even
+ Spenserian&mdash;bridal-mood throughout the morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the air
+ surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were
+ constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came
+ occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had
+ assembled to see the termination of Cytherea&rsquo;s existence as a single
+ woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they
+ could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like a
+ statue than Cytherea Graye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in a
+ man&rsquo;s idea of things&mdash;a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are
+ there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of
+ nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in
+ regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of the
+ thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time upon
+ the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there is no
+ fetichism in his idea of them&mdash;they are still only a covering he uses
+ for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost
+ indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had
+ nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry
+ trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The irrevocable words were soon spoken&mdash;the indelible writing soon
+ written&mdash;and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary
+ here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the church
+ the light from the candles streamed from the small open door, and across
+ the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side, dividing it from
+ a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul&rsquo;s peace of some Aldclyffe
+ of the past. Through the open-work of this screen could now be seen
+ illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged
+ knights, damp and green with age, and above them a huge classic monument,
+ also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous
+ marble.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Leaning here&mdash;almost hanging to the monument&mdash;was Edward
+ Springrove, or his spirit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the
+ screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him
+ forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in
+ that direction. The sight was a sad one&mdash;sad beyond all description.
+ His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly
+ paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get
+ no breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own
+ control.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart
+ of a year&rsquo;s silence&mdash;a year and a half&rsquo;s separation&mdash;was undone
+ in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere sight&mdash;commoner
+ in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest of all&mdash;had
+ taken place in her&mdash;so transcendently, that even to herself it seemed
+ more like a new creation than a revival.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Marrying for a home&mdash;what a mockery it was!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a
+ maiden&rsquo;s heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her
+ despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when
+ owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If he
+ is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable because
+ deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea&rsquo;s case now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which
+ presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of the
+ porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words, &lsquo;He&rsquo;s
+ dying&mdash;dying! O God, save us!&rsquo; She began to sink down, and would have
+ fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her
+ vinaigrette.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What did she say?&rsquo; inquired Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was far
+ too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not faint, and
+ soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage of the
+ hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen. He was
+ enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable intrusion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone, nobody
+ could tell how or whither.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. AFTERNOON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place in
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an
+ opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her on
+ what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and unreal&mdash;an
+ expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed him. He spoke
+ to her severely and sadly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But
+ remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman
+ enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don&rsquo;t think
+ anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had no
+ business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea, and
+ I am vexed with you more than I can say&mdash;very vexed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Say ashamed of me at once,&rsquo; she bitterly answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am ashamed of you,&rsquo; he retorted angrily; &lsquo;the mood has not left you
+ yet, then?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen,&rsquo; she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of sensations
+ too deep for tears. &lsquo;No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will be honest. I
+ own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last night I did not
+ own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love Edward Springrove with
+ all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me a wanton for it, don&rsquo;t
+ you? I don&rsquo;t care; I have gone beyond caring for anything!&rsquo; She looked
+ stonily into his face and made the speech calmly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, poor Cytherea, don&rsquo;t talk like that!&rsquo; he said, alarmed at her
+ manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I thought that I did not love him at all,&rsquo; she went on hysterically. &lsquo;A
+ year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his
+ garden without thinking of him&mdash;look at his seat in church and not
+ care. But I saw him this morning&mdash;dying because he loves me so&mdash;I
+ know it is that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love
+ him, and I don&rsquo;t care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance&mdash;I
+ know we have. O, if I could only die!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He held her in his arms. &lsquo;Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,&rsquo; he said,
+ &lsquo;and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such
+ impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you.
+ It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell
+ upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.&rsquo; His voice grew husky as he
+ made the reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had seen
+ Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen&mdash;her name&mdash;position&mdash;future&mdash;had
+ been as if they did not exist.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I won&rsquo;t give way and become a disgrace to <i>you</i>, at any rate,&rsquo; she
+ said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you
+ should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and try
+ to love your husband.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;my duty to society,&rsquo; she murmured. &lsquo;But ah, Owen, it is
+ difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all!
+ Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for
+ the indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many,
+ and duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can
+ be said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of
+ mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in
+ this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in
+ time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other&rsquo;s accent, or some
+ other&rsquo;s song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to
+ what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so
+ soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to me, and
+ think, &ldquo;Poor girl!&rdquo; believing they do great justice to my memory by this.
+ But they will never, never realize that it was my single opportunity of
+ existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are regarding; they
+ will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily held in those two
+ words of pity, &ldquo;Poor girl!&rdquo; was a whole life to me; as full of hours,
+ minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings,
+ tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to them their world, and
+ they in that life of mine, however much I cared for them, only as the
+ thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter into another&rsquo;s nature
+ truly, that&rsquo;s what is so grievous.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, it cannot be helped,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But we must not stay here,&rsquo; she continued, starting up and going. &lsquo;We
+ shall be missed. I&rsquo;ll do my best, Owen&mdash;I will, indeed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads,
+ the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest
+ hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to
+ Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the
+ evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to
+ Paris&mdash;a place Cytherea had never visited&mdash;for their wedding
+ tour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless that
+ she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took little
+ part in the day&rsquo;s proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively conscious of
+ all their movements, put down her charge&rsquo;s agitation for once as the
+ natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as
+ could be wished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it, she
+ thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden, having
+ in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to take a last
+ look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected there. She
+ pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not a soul was in or
+ around the place. The gardener was making merry on Manston&rsquo;s and her
+ account.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it
+ exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The
+ gardener thought &lsquo;How happy they are!&rsquo; and the thought made him happier
+ than they.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning
+ indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last
+ of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood still,
+ unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the straw-covered
+ beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no part of which
+ was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river at the foot,
+ dividing it from the meadows without.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the river;
+ she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the presence of
+ Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it might not be one
+ who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why should he have
+ reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out of her sight for
+ ever?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the
+ river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably
+ depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream,
+ which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any
+ passer on the other side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow
+ herself to see him&mdash;she would hear him pass, and then look to see if
+ it had been Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected in
+ the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way
+ that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted
+ their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form was
+ that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she could
+ not definitely characterize him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was looking at the upper windows of the House&mdash;at hers&mdash;was
+ it Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say
+ one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very
+ slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely
+ hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she
+ suddenly asked herself a question: &lsquo;Can it be possible that he sees my
+ reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was looking at her in the water.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged
+ from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was
+ Edward Springrove&mdash;till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no
+ more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Springrove,&rsquo; she returned, in a low voice, across the stream.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was the first to speak again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite
+ as strangers to each other.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;not now&mdash;I did not mean to speak&mdash;it is not right,
+ Edward.&rsquo; She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air
+ with her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not one common word of explanation?&rsquo; he implored. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t think I am bad
+ enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go&mdash;it is better.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed&mdash;and
+ dreaded&mdash;to hear his explanation!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is it?&rsquo; she said desperately.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to distress
+ you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before you were&mdash;married.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stepped closer, and went on, &lsquo;You know what has taken place? Surely you
+ do?&mdash;my cousin is married, and I am free.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Married&mdash;and not to you?&rsquo; Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted
+ me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting
+ me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own
+ relations. But that&rsquo;s nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if....
+ But I was too late.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But, Edward, what&rsquo;s that, what&rsquo;s that!&rsquo; she cried, in an agony of
+ reproach. &lsquo;Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me
+ that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love&mdash;like&mdash;Mr. Manston, and
+ how could you be anything to me&mdash;or care for me? Surely I acted
+ naturally?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no&mdash;never! I loved you&mdash;only you&mdash;not him&mdash;always
+ you!&mdash;till lately.... I try to love him now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But that can&rsquo;t be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to hear
+ no more of me&mdash;proved it to me!&rsquo; said Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never! she couldn&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter&mdash;a love-letter, you
+ wrote to Mr. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A love-letter I wrote?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, a love-letter&mdash;you could not meet him just then, you said you
+ were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of
+ realities.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this distortion
+ of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there followed the
+ slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery of an
+ explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss Aldclyffe were
+ schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea, under the immediate
+ oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her position was
+ irretrievable.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half-misrepresentations&mdash;worse
+ than downright lies&mdash;which had just been sufficient to turn the scale
+ both with him and with her; and from the bottom of his soul he cursed the
+ woman and man who had brought all this agony upon him and his Love. But he
+ could not add more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too
+ much. The whole scheme she should never know.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I was indifferent to my own future,&rsquo; Edward said, &lsquo;and was urged to
+ promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss
+ Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on
+ account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care
+ about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised by
+ what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin&rsquo;s marriage. He said
+ that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day&mdash;that is
+ to-morrow&mdash;he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought you
+ loved me still. It was enough for me&mdash;I came down by the earliest
+ morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I
+ thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you
+ might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached
+ the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to
+ the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you come
+ out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was compelled to
+ tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live content&mdash;or die
+ content!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am to blame, Edward, I am,&rsquo; she said mournfully; &lsquo;I was taught to dread
+ pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually reiterated
+ in my ears till I believed it&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;The world and its ways have a certain worth,
+ And to press a point where these oppose
+ Were a simple policy.&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But I will say nothing about who influenced&mdash;who persuaded. The act
+ is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread
+ upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly
+ represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place
+ which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot
+ for the heart to anchor upon&mdash;O, it is mournful and harassing!... But
+ that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by my
+ miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned me! You
+ were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably
+ kind. Well, the deed is done&mdash;I must abide by it. I shall never let
+ him know that I do not love him&mdash;never. If things had only remained
+ as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and married another
+ woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I
+ know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward, and live
+ out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be long. O, I hope
+ they will not be long!... Now, good-bye, good-bye!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,&rsquo; said Springrove,
+ in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating
+ over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow,
+ the stream was deep, and there was no bridge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards
+ his, but not into them. The river was too wide.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind,&rsquo; said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, &lsquo;I must be
+ going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I must touch you, I must press your hand,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They came near&mdash;nearer&mdash;nearer still&mdash;their fingers met.
+ There was a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel
+ the other&rsquo;s pulse throbbing beside its own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and ran
+ up the garden without looking back. All was over between them. The river
+ flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows gathered again
+ in their favourite spot as if they had never been disturbed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart was
+ near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed there. At
+ these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she will in the
+ moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony of such refined and
+ special torture that it is indescribable by men&rsquo;s words, she moves among
+ her acquaintances much as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in
+ the old moulds that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in
+ his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood
+ upon his crutches whilst the train was starting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they
+ saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was
+ pale, and apparently very ill.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Look at that poor sick man,&rsquo; said Cytherea compassionately, &lsquo;surely he
+ ought not to be here.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,&rsquo; another porter answered.
+ &lsquo;He do hardly hear when he&rsquo;s spoken to, and d&rsquo; seem giddy, or as if
+ something was on his mind. He&rsquo;s been like it for this month past, but
+ nothing so bad as he is to-day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Poor thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most
+ deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him
+ money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever he
+ wanted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent
+ thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were
+ unknown to her that she wept all the while.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the lonely
+ place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on the
+ marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking up
+ his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads with
+ no object in view save that of getting rid of time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from
+ the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter
+ from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and
+ lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when he
+ turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to
+ himself&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called
+ presentiments&mdash;and I don&rsquo;t believe there is&mdash;there will be in
+ mine to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and shoulders
+ of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen&rsquo;s view. It was old
+ Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other by reason of
+ Owen&rsquo;s visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer inquired how
+ Owen&rsquo;s foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so nimble again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How is your son?&rsquo; said Owen mechanically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He is at home, sitting by the fire,&rsquo; said the farmer, in a sad voice.
+ &lsquo;This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits
+ and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I
+ can&rsquo;t help feeling for him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is he married?&rsquo; said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the
+ interview in the garden.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No. I can&rsquo;t quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too,
+ who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a
+ careless fellow&mdash;not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know
+ what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn&rsquo;t been for that heart affair, he
+ might have done&mdash;but the less said about him the better. I don&rsquo;t know
+ what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the
+ conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in
+ making it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.&rsquo; He
+ ceased speaking, and looked round at the sky.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Have you heard o&rsquo; what&rsquo;s happened?&rsquo; he said suddenly; &lsquo;I was just coming
+ out to learn about it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I haven&rsquo;t heard of anything.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is something very serious, though I don&rsquo;t know what. All I know is
+ what I heard a man call out bynow&mdash;that it very much concerns
+ somebody who lives in the parish.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in
+ adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a
+ thought crossed Owen&rsquo;s mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned
+ might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire
+ was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than his
+ own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever
+ afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next
+ half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not
+ refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after
+ hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way.
+ &lsquo;How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a
+ foreseeing God,&rsquo; he frequently said in after-time. &lsquo;Columbus on the eve of
+ his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and, as
+ has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the
+ village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which
+ opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in a
+ drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their
+ respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at one
+ another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the
+ village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round to
+ the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went
+ hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their
+ wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed
+ uncertain how to act in some matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If they want me, surely they will call me,&rsquo; he thought, wondering more
+ and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the subject
+ of their discourse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first who approached him was a boy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What has occurred?&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, a man ha&rsquo; got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa&rsquo;son.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is that all?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he&rsquo;s almost out of his mind
+ wi&rsquo; wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who is he?&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be night-porter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to
+ come to the Old House for something, but he hasn&rsquo;t been. But has anything
+ else happened&mdash;anything that concerns the wedding to-day?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between
+ himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in a
+ much quieter frame of mind&mdash;yet scarcely satisfied with the solution.
+ The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the
+ gate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking over
+ one of his father&rsquo;s fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four cottages
+ some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the gate of the
+ field.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and
+ jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. &lsquo;This is a
+ pretty set-to in your place, sir,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;You don&rsquo;t know about it, I
+ suppose?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo; said Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a
+ confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a
+ clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, &lsquo;Bring
+ her home!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next&mdash;did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably
+ did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman he
+ loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make
+ perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by
+ telling it him with his own lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of the
+ field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw had so
+ loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted by his feet
+ at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid motion, as it
+ were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the customary effort of
+ running,
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he ran on&mdash;uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike&mdash;like
+ the shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen&rsquo;s, was
+ through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of
+ Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three
+ hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing
+ subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards
+ the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen approached him and said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I suppose?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not he&mdash;he&rsquo;s sensible enough,&rsquo; said the dairyman, and paused. He was
+ a man noisy with his associates&mdash;stolid and taciturn with strangers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s the man, sir.&rsquo; The maids and men sitting under the cows were all
+ attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly
+ directing the jets against the sides of the pail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything of
+ the nature of ridicule. &lsquo;The people all seem to look at me, as if
+ something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is
+ it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing
+ concerns you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What strange thing?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What did he confess? Tell me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If you really ha&rsquo;n&rsquo;t heard, &lsquo;tis this. He was as usual on duty at the
+ station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn&rsquo;t ha&rsquo;
+ known it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Known what? For God&rsquo;s sake tell, man!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the
+ east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the
+ barton.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: &lsquo;Your sister
+ is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it comes out I
+ don&rsquo;t know!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!&rsquo; said the rector
+ breathlessly. &lsquo;I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ looking for you&mdash;something very extraordinary.&rsquo; He beckoned to Owen,
+ afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three stepped aside
+ together.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a
+ strange state all day, but he wouldn&rsquo;t go home. Your sister was kind to
+ him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he went
+ on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way, as if he
+ were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at last. Then
+ he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something on his mind, he
+ said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last November
+ twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter&rsquo;s room,
+ almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He
+ went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to
+ Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when would be
+ another train to London? The first the next morning, he told her, was at a
+ quarter-past six o&rsquo;clock from Budmouth, but that it was express, and
+ didn&rsquo;t stop at Carriford Road&mdash;it didn&rsquo;t stop till it got to
+ Anglebury. &ldquo;How far is it to Anglebury?&rdquo; she said. He told her, and she
+ thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short time she ran back and
+ took out her purse. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t on any account say a word in the village or
+ anywhere that I have been here, or a single breath about me&mdash;I&rsquo;m
+ ashamed ever to have come.&rdquo; He promised; she took out two sovereigns.
+ &ldquo;Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;and I&rsquo;ll pay
+ you these.&rdquo; He got the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and
+ she left him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all
+ through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he
+ possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet the
+ nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The actual
+ marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister&rsquo;s kindness
+ afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He thought he had
+ ruined her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But whatever can be done? Why didn&rsquo;t he speak sooner?&rsquo; cried Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He actually called at my house twice yesterday,&rsquo; the rector continued,
+ &lsquo;resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times&mdash;he
+ left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was
+ defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last
+ night&mdash;started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock&mdash;and then
+ went home again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,&rsquo; said Owen
+ bitterly. &lsquo;The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner&mdash;the
+ criminality of the thing!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, that&rsquo;s the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put to
+ us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have
+ escaped than have been burnt&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it all
+ means?&rsquo; Edward interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless
+ he&rsquo;s her husband,&rsquo; said Owen. &lsquo;I shall go and separate them.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly you will,&rsquo; said the rector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where&rsquo;s the man?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In his cottage.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake them&mdash;lay
+ the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and certain proofs of
+ his first wife&rsquo;s death. An up-train passes soon, I think.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where have they gone?&rsquo; said Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To Paris&mdash;as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow
+ morning.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Where in Southampton?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I really don&rsquo;t know&mdash;some hotel. I only have their Paris address.
+ But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now
+ opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to gum
+ a small railway time-table&mdash;cut from the local newspaper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The afternoon express is just gone,&rsquo; he said, holding open the page, &lsquo;and
+ the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o&rsquo;clock. Now it
+ wants&mdash;let me see&mdash;five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr.
+ Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter&rsquo;s cottage, where I
+ will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get him to
+ sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering between Mr.
+ and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere hearsay story.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The suggestion seemed a good one. &lsquo;Yes, there will be time before the
+ train starts,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward had been musing restlessly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?&rsquo; he
+ said suddenly to Graye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,&rsquo;
+ returned Owen coldly. &lsquo;Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much
+ better see him myself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There is no doubt,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham, &lsquo;that the death of his wife was
+ fully believed in by himself.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None whatever,&rsquo; said Owen; &lsquo;and the news must be broken to him, and the
+ question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for Mr.
+ Springrove to appear in the case at all.&rsquo; He still spoke rather coldly;
+ the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward was not a
+ pleasant one to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You will never find them,&rsquo; said Edward. &lsquo;You have never been to
+ Southampton, and I know every house there.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That makes little difference,&rsquo; said the rector; &lsquo;he will have a cab.
+ Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Stay; I&rsquo;ll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the
+ terminus,&rsquo; said Owen; &lsquo;that is, if their train has not already arrived.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. &lsquo;The two-thirty train
+ reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector
+ suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to &lsquo;all the
+ respectable hotels in Southampton,&rsquo; on the chance of its finding them, and
+ thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the
+ place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,&rsquo; said Edward&mdash;an
+ offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the
+ direction of the porter&rsquo;s cottage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road
+ towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen&rsquo;s proceedings
+ were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of
+ Manston&rsquo;s good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any
+ arrangement which should clear up the mystery. &lsquo;But,&rsquo; thought Edward,
+ &lsquo;suppose&mdash;and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it&mdash;that
+ Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced
+ fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story or
+ another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then
+ the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their futures
+ irremediably.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form
+ of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to the
+ Southampton platform, and wait for Owen&rsquo;s arrival, as he valued his
+ reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward
+ guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected
+ with the search would be paid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within him
+ at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the time, a
+ knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a forewarning
+ which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of raps,
+ Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by a long
+ sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into the
+ station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It was
+ certainly a passenger train.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet the booking-office window was closed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up the
+ line. The incline again?&rsquo; The voice was the stationmaster&rsquo;s, and the reply
+ seemed to come from the guard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a perfect
+ cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to bring them
+ through the cutting at twice.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?&rsquo; the voice continued. The
+ few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this
+ time, had taken their places at once.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward&rsquo;s mind; then a wish overwhelmed
+ him. The conviction&mdash;as startling as it was sudden&mdash;was that
+ Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that his
+ wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might possess
+ Cytherea. The wish was&mdash;to proceed at once by this very train that
+ was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words of the
+ telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be with him&mdash;charge
+ him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent confusion (if he
+ were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary riddle, and the release
+ of Cytherea!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at
+ which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle, Edward
+ opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved along, and he
+ was soon out of sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across the
+ course of falling in love&mdash;if, indeed, it may not be called the
+ initial itself of the complete passion&mdash;a longing to cherish; when
+ the woman is shifted in a man&rsquo;s mind from the region of mere admiration to
+ the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she
+ changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one that
+ said &lsquo;She&rsquo; before, says &lsquo;We&rsquo; now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes
+ to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a
+ brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the
+ dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized
+ accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. FIVE TO EIGHT O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward
+ remembered that he had nothing to show&mdash;no legal authority whatever
+ to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband and
+ wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed confession
+ from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed confession&mdash;perhaps
+ not worth anything legally&mdash;but it would be held by Owen; and he
+ alone, as Cytherea&rsquo;s natural guardian, could separate them on the mere
+ ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be called the
+ hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly
+ convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man&rsquo;s story, and
+ paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound
+ through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as
+ resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime
+ during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram and the
+ hour at which Owen&rsquo;s train would arrive&mdash;trusting to circumstances
+ for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up his mind to be a
+ ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the station
+ at Southampton&mdash;a clear hour before the train containing Owen could
+ possibly arrive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his investigation
+ carefully and inductively, he went into the town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and
+ inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always
+ receiving the same reply&mdash;nobody of that name, or answering to that
+ description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called,
+ asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might
+ possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he
+ hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries among
+ hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and weary
+ appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he went,
+ which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several houses
+ in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered the door
+ of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking
+ eight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this
+ evening?&rsquo; he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from
+ very familiarity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A new-married couple, did you say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They are, though I didn&rsquo;t say so.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are they indoors?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know. Eliza!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, m&rsquo;m.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;See if number thirteen is in&mdash;that gentleman and his wife.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, m&rsquo;m.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has any telegram come for them?&rsquo; said Edward, when the maid had gone on
+ her errand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;nothing that I know of.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such name,
+ were here this evening,&rsquo; said another voice from the back of the
+ bar-parlour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And did they get the message?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course they did not&mdash;they were not here&mdash;they didn&rsquo;t come
+ till half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message.
+ I told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had
+ been asked for, but they didn&rsquo;t seem to understand why it should be, and
+ so the matter dropped.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The chambermaid came back. &lsquo;The gentleman is not in, but the lady is. Who
+ shall I say?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nobody,&rsquo; said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his
+ method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts&mdash;apart
+ from the wish to assist Owen&mdash;had been to see Manston, ask him flatly
+ for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the presence
+ of Cytherea&mdash;so as to prevent the possibility of the steward&rsquo;s
+ palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came.
+ But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of
+ affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the house
+ alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston&rsquo;s
+ absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see him&mdash;his
+ intrusion would seem odd&mdash;and Manston might return at any moment. He
+ certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the accusation upon his
+ tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful course. That idea had
+ been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was not married. If the first
+ wife were really dead after all&mdash;and he felt sick at the thought&mdash;Cytherea
+ as the steward&rsquo;s wife might in after-years&mdash;perhaps, at once&mdash;be
+ subjected to indignity and cruelty on account of an old lover&rsquo;s
+ interference now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for her
+ from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite
+ deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of the
+ attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing between
+ him and Cytherea&rsquo;s presence. Reason was powerless now; he must see her&mdash;right
+ or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston&mdash;offensive to her brother or no.
+ His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved
+ her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a
+ time, and followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered
+ thirteen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He knocked softly: nobody answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston
+ came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the
+ table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief
+ light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a
+ sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders&mdash;still as precious to
+ him as ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There is an attitude&mdash;approximatively called pensive&mdash;in which
+ the soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly
+ and expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems
+ more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea&rsquo;s expression now.
+ What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her
+ reverie had caused her not to notice his knock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea!&rsquo; he said softly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her
+ visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no preface on Springrove&rsquo;s tongue; he forgot his position&mdash;hers&mdash;that
+ he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs of being a widower&mdash;everything&mdash;and
+ jumped to a conclusion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are not his wife, Cytherea&mdash;come away, he has a wife living!&rsquo; he
+ cried in an agitated whisper. &lsquo;Owen will be here directly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them
+ afterwards. &lsquo;Not his wife? O, what is it&mdash;what&mdash;who is living?&rsquo;
+ She awoke by degrees. &lsquo;What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you
+ come? Where is Owen?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife? Tell
+ me quick.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing&mdash;we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother
+ Owen? I want him, I want him!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him&mdash;do,&rsquo;
+ implored Springrove. &lsquo;If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am
+ nobody,&rsquo; he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly
+ shadowed forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,&rsquo; she
+ said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly
+ looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the act
+ of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, I&rsquo;ll not go out with you,&rsquo; she said, flinging the articles down
+ again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and downstairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Give me a private room&mdash;quite private,&rsquo; she said breathlessly to
+ some one below.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,&rsquo; said some tongue
+ in astonishment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried
+ upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room specified,
+ and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nobody but Owen shall speak to me&mdash;nobody!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He will be here directly,&rsquo; said Springrove, close against the panel, and
+ then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the
+ railway-station.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to
+ think. She listened till the echo of Edward&rsquo;s footsteps had died away,
+ then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape
+ from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily,
+ which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during
+ the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position than
+ she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that single fact
+ which had been told her&mdash;that the first Mrs. Manston was still living&mdash;till
+ her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing.
+ It was only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the
+ discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery on
+ her husband&rsquo;s part, which was only matter of inference. And thus there
+ arose in her a personal fear of him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Suppose he should come in now and seize me!&rsquo; This at first mere frenzied
+ supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his presence, and
+ especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to a heat of
+ excitement, which was none the less real for being vented in no cry of any
+ kind. No; she could not meet Manston&rsquo;s eye alone, she would only see him
+ in her brother&rsquo;s company.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent
+ all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word being
+ flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came to
+ the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it a
+ pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself, whose
+ curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no bounds.
+ The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the
+ door locked. &lsquo;Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,&rsquo; she
+ said from the inside, &lsquo;and that I cannot see him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly I will, madam,&rsquo; said the landlady. &lsquo;Won&rsquo;t you have a fire?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, thank you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nor a light?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t want one, thank you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nor anything?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the
+ sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round,
+ rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to be
+ seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is in number twelve room,&rsquo; added the maid.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. &lsquo;Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am unwell, I cannot see you,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, not seriously.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me come in; I will get a doctor.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, he can&rsquo;t see me either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She won&rsquo;t open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!&rsquo; said the
+ chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hold your tongue, and be off!&rsquo; said Manston with a snap.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The maid vanished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Come, Cytherea, this is foolish&mdash;indeed it is&mdash;not opening the
+ door.... I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a
+ doctor either, unless he sees you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but nothing
+ could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes, Manston went
+ back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up and
+ down. She thought, &lsquo;Suppose he insists upon seeing me&mdash;he probably
+ may&mdash;and will burst open the door!&rsquo; This notion increased, and she
+ sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the
+ slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that
+ outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting to
+ laugh her to scorn.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform of
+ the railway-station. Half-past eight o&rsquo;clock&mdash;the time at which
+ Owen&rsquo;s train was due&mdash;had come, and passed, but no train appeared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When will the eight-thirty train be in?&rsquo; he asked of a man who was
+ sweeping the mud from the steps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is not expected yet this hour.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How is that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Christmas-time, you see, &lsquo;tis always so. People are running about to see
+ their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas Eve, and
+ will be for another week yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He found
+ it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so intent upon the
+ importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the station
+ unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the streets of
+ the town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The hour expired. Ten o&rsquo;clock struck. &lsquo;When will the train be in?&rsquo; said
+ Edward to the telegraph clerk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In five-and-thirty minutes. She&rsquo;s now at L&mdash;&mdash;. They have extra
+ passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually
+ glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the
+ outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was
+ quite bewildered, and could not speak.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Here I am, Mr. Graye,&rsquo; said Edward cheerfully. &lsquo;I have seen Cytherea, and
+ she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen took Edward&rsquo;s hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such
+ was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did he
+ think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 10. ELEVEN O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between
+ Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting
+ outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently
+ overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being Manston&rsquo;s
+ wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in his
+ proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been
+ occupied by Cytherea on Edward&rsquo;s visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen
+ had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His face
+ appeared harassed&mdash;much more troubled than the slight circumstance
+ which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston could form no reason for Owen&rsquo;s presence, but intuitively linked
+ it with Cytherea&rsquo;s seclusion. &lsquo;Altogether this is most unseemly,&rsquo; he said,
+ &lsquo;whatever it may mean.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,&rsquo; said
+ Owen earnestly; &lsquo;but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise
+ than come.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily
+ written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston&rsquo;s face
+ whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and mysterious
+ enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could be too
+ complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not overridden
+ them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible expression&mdash;one
+ unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified amazement in the steward&rsquo;s
+ mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only
+ confirmed him in the belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to
+ Edward&rsquo;s suspicions.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs. Manston
+ lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have feared by
+ his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was quite
+ futile to conjecture.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole
+ matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,&rsquo; said Owen when he
+ had finished reading. &lsquo;But is it not best for both that Cytherea should
+ come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the
+ circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whatever Manston&rsquo;s original feelings had been, all in him now gave way to
+ irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room till he
+ had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly, I know no more than you and others know&mdash;it was a
+ gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should
+ you, or anybody, have doubted me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, where is my sister?&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Locked in the next room.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable
+ means, have had an inkling of the event.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea&rsquo;s room.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea, darling&mdash;&lsquo;tis Owen,&rsquo; he said, outside the door. A rustling
+ of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, &lsquo;Is it
+ really you, Owen,&mdash;is it really?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, will you take care of me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Always.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from the
+ other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the
+ darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to
+ Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a
+ lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and
+ shivered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sight of her again kindled all Manston&rsquo;s passions into activity. &lsquo;She
+ shall not go with you,&rsquo; he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two closer,
+ &lsquo;unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can&rsquo;t do it!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;This is proof,&rsquo; said Owen, holding up the paper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No proof at all,&rsquo; said Manston hotly. &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis not a death-bed confession,
+ and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Send for a lawyer,&rsquo; Owen returned, &lsquo;and let him tell us the proper course
+ to adopt.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind the law&mdash;let me go with Owen!&rsquo; cried Cytherea, still
+ holding on to him. &lsquo;You will let me go with him, won&rsquo;t you, sir?&rsquo; she
+ said, turning appealingly to Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We&rsquo;ll have it all right and square,&rsquo; said Manston, with more quietness.
+ &lsquo;I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants
+ to.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was getting on for twelve o&rsquo;clock, but the proprietor of the hotel had
+ not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor, which
+ was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked over
+ the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye that the
+ wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent into their
+ confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on, in order to
+ acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the episode of the
+ evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called the landlord up to
+ where they stood, and told him the main facts of the story.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative
+ smoker.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know the very man you want to see&mdash;the very man,&rsquo; he said, looking
+ at the general features of the candle-flame. &lsquo;Sharp as a needle, and not
+ over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time&mdash;trust Timms
+ for that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s in bed by this time for certain,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never mind that&mdash;Timms knows me, I know him. He&rsquo;ll oblige me as a
+ personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he&rsquo;s up at some party or
+ another&mdash;he&rsquo;s a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind
+ you, sharp as a needle, too.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three
+ persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless,
+ awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the
+ long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man
+ could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them
+ seemed unendurable to her&mdash;she could never last out the time. Owen
+ was annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once;
+ Manston at Owen&rsquo;s homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney,
+ as if he would be a touchstone of infallible proof.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few
+ moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend. &lsquo;Mr.
+ Timms has not been in bed,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;he had just returned from dining
+ with a few friends, so there&rsquo;s no trouble given. To save time I explained
+ the matter as we came along.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty
+ exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner
+ with a few friends.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;As far as I can see,&rsquo; said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision
+ inward by main force, &lsquo;it is quite a matter for private arrangement
+ between the parties, whoever the parties are&mdash;at least at present. I
+ speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young
+ lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame&rsquo;s way, until the
+ mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence prove to
+ be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you, her husband,
+ you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes,&rsquo; said Manston, who had completely recovered his self-possession
+ and common-sense; &lsquo;let it all be settled by herself.&rsquo; Turning to Cytherea
+ he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the words&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here
+ miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll go back with Owen.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well.&rsquo; He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: &lsquo;And
+ remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as
+ you are yourself. Do you believe me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I do,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don&rsquo;t think she
+ does even now. Do you believe me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I believe you,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And now, good-evening,&rsquo; he continued, opening the door and politely
+ intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further
+ necessity for their remaining in his room. &lsquo;In three days I shall claim
+ her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as much
+ of his sister&rsquo;s clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his arm, and
+ followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had been left
+ standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly forgotten.
+ Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned
+ them, looked to the packing, and went to the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the
+ house, was called up, and Cytherea&rsquo;s luggage put upon it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night
+ arrivals?&rsquo; Owen inquired of the driver.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn&mdash;and the
+ gentleman wished me to give you this.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,&rsquo; said Owen to
+ himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly
+ traced in pencil:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that I
+ should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having caused
+ her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did&mdash;but it cannot be helped
+ now. E.S.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Poor Springrove&mdash;I think we have served him rather badly,&rsquo; he said
+ to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them.
+ They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling
+ coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who was
+ only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had forgotten
+ herself, and her position for the instant.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was she still Manston&rsquo;s wife&mdash;that was the terrible supposition, and
+ her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the
+ late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have been
+ only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would ensue if
+ she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the reflection;
+ Edward knew the truth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them by
+ the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed
+ themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train
+ the next day.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on
+ the wheels of the night-mail.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to raise in
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The instant
+ after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the hotel at
+ Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her presence
+ for a week than her respect for ever.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,&rsquo; he insisted. And
+ then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which,
+ to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event,
+ appeared the least likely of possible contingencies.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on
+ Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing
+ would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done
+ openly&mdash;even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and
+ stated this to be his resolve.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham, &lsquo;it is best to proceed candidly and fairly,
+ or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion, take active
+ steps at once.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and
+ silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what
+ can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry is
+ not to be found&mdash;I mean the porter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last
+ night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where he
+ has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not
+ there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has
+ not come back yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I rather doubt if we shall see him again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not think
+ of doing&mdash;set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for your
+ missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the meantime?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Advertise. I&rsquo;ll think about it,&rsquo; said Manston, lingering on the word as
+ he pronounced it. &lsquo;Yes, that seems a right thing&mdash;quite a right
+ thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the next&mdash;for
+ nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he went out with an
+ uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which resulted, however, in
+ leading him again to the rectory.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He saw Mr. Raunham. &lsquo;Have you done anything yet?&rsquo; the rector inquired.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;I have not,&rsquo; said Manston absently. &lsquo;But I am going to set about
+ it.&rsquo; He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to betray.
+ &lsquo;My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings from
+ Budmouth of my&mdash;Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were
+ interested in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston&rsquo;s tone now, and the rector
+ paused to weigh his words ere he replied.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have not heard directly from her,&rsquo; he said gently. &lsquo;But her brother has
+ communicated with some people in the parish&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The Springroves, I suppose,&rsquo; said Manston gloomily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say, likely
+ to be for some days.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Surely, surely, I must go and see her!&rsquo; Manston cried.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I would advise you not to go,&rsquo; said Raunham. &lsquo;But do this instead&mdash;be
+ as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth as
+ regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step
+ place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself
+ for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are
+ socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which
+ is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same indecision!&mdash;not
+ the indecision of weakness&mdash;the indecision of conscious perplexity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On Manston&rsquo;s return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the door
+ of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar, and it being
+ three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he entered the
+ tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the front room where
+ Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened off from the
+ remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part of the screen,
+ he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed his footsteps,
+ and continued their discourse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man who
+ had met him with tidings of his wife&rsquo;s death on the evening of the
+ conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same mode
+ of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and confidential
+ tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being an
+ unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the
+ fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to
+ forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was
+ strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the house
+ again without being seen or heard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off
+ under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire, and
+ burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by unheeded.
+ First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did not notice it.
+ Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew cold; still he
+ thought on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time,
+ had, under the same conditions&mdash;an unrestricted mental absorption&mdash;shown
+ nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss
+ Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a
+ determination.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House;
+ where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him. She had
+ been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the confession of
+ the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the denial, he
+ shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his departure for
+ London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his
+ journey thither&mdash;to recover traces of his missing wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and
+ other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case.
+ The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature
+ which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including Mr.
+ Raunham&mdash;that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true, it
+ seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys behind
+ on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore she would
+ not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon
+ her. The writers added that the police were on the track of the porter,
+ who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was
+ criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy
+ energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London and
+ Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the
+ rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had made at
+ his wife&rsquo;s old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of results.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that
+ he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to
+ fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing woman in
+ three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully considered
+ and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart, or at least the
+ understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own nature left in her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no answer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as
+ before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I cannot try any further,&rsquo; said Manston speciously to the rector, his
+ sole auditor throughout the proceedings. &lsquo;Mr. Raunham, I&rsquo;ll tell you the
+ truth plainly: I don&rsquo;t love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of this
+ business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against me. I
+ hope to God I shall never see her again.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But you will do your duty at least?&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have done it,&rsquo; said Manston. &lsquo;If ever a man on the face of this earth
+ has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her&mdash;living
+ or dead&mdash;at least,&rsquo; he added, correcting himself, &lsquo;since I have lived
+ at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time&mdash;I own that, as I have
+ owned it before.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if
+ advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,&rsquo; said the rector emphatically.
+ &lsquo;But at any rate, try advertising once more. There&rsquo;s a satisfaction in
+ having made any attempt three several times.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire for
+ a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went to his
+ private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by dipping his
+ pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then dipping it again,
+ he took the following note of events:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;January 25.&mdash;Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the
+ subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending
+ the three interviews:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to do
+ everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he was
+ convinced he should never see her again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first
+ wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea&rsquo;s welfare.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all consistency.
+ Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is strong) and
+ evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s fate, he was
+ unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to advise him to
+ <i>advertise again</i> for her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A paragraph
+ was attached, which stated that this would be the last time the
+ announcement would appear.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston,
+ directed in a woman&rsquo;s hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A bachelor friend of the steward&rsquo;s, Mr. Dickson by name, who was somewhat
+ of a chatterer&mdash;plenus rimarum&mdash;and who boasted of an endless
+ string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding day
+ by invitation&mdash;an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise to
+ Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore almost
+ to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at breakfast
+ with his host when the important missive arrived.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the name
+ of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as follows:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;MY HUSBAND,&mdash;I implore your forgiveness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred
+ times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now,
+ namely, that I am alive and in perfect health.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence has
+ won me round. Surely, I thought, he <i>must</i> love me still. Why else
+ should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will be,
+ can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?&mdash;rather
+ the reverse, indeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;You yourself state my own mind&mdash;that the only grounds upon which we
+ can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must be a
+ mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily and
+ willingly forget everything&mdash;and forgive everything. You will do the
+ same, as your actions show.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts
+ relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the heads
+ in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch me, more
+ grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your absence from
+ home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate sense of wrong
+ done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till
+ the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not
+ come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed,
+ but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping
+ my keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of the
+ house. The&mdash;&ldquo;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, that&rsquo;s a rum story,&rsquo; said Mr. Dickson, interrupting.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What&rsquo;s a rum story?&rsquo; said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do
+ such a thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such immediate
+ danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman in her senses,
+ who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so forgetful.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to
+ assume that she was not in her senses, for that&rsquo;s what she did plainly, or
+ how could the things have been found there? Besides, she&rsquo;s truthful
+ enough.&rsquo; He spoke eagerly and peremptorily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes.&rsquo; Manston read on:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;&mdash;and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up
+ brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike me;
+ I did not consider that it might be thatched.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come
+ in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the fire
+ broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still
+ determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station, which
+ was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there concerning
+ the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the effect the
+ fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not in any
+ detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of the
+ village to my former abode, might set people on my track should they doubt
+ my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again to Knapwater&mdash;a
+ place which had seemed inimical to me from first to last&mdash;prompted me
+ to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to
+ Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning
+ train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these
+ lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by needlework,
+ endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to America, but
+ making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that is changed&mdash;can
+ I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am happy. Tell me what I
+ am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful wife, EUNICE.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;My name here is (as before)
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;MRS. RONDLEY, and my address,
+ 79 ADDINGTON STREET,
+ LAMBETH.&rsquo;&rdquo;
+ </pre>
+ <p>
+ The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;So it&rsquo;s to be all right at last then,&rsquo; said Manston&rsquo;s friend. &lsquo;But after
+ all there&rsquo;s another woman in the case. You don&rsquo;t seem very sorry for the
+ little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of affairs? I wonder
+ you can let her go so coolly.&rsquo; The speaker was looking out between the
+ mullions of the window&mdash;noticing that some of the lights were glazed
+ in lozenges, some in squares&mdash;as he said the words, otherwise he
+ would have seen the passionate expression of agonized hopelessness that
+ flitted across the steward&rsquo;s countenance when the remark was made. He did
+ not see it, and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which
+ he spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a few
+ short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret heart, he
+ idolized still, as far as such a form of love was compatible with his
+ nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he meant to act up to the
+ requirements of the position into which fate appeared determined to drive
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s neither here nor there,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;it is a point of honour to do
+ as I am doing, and there&rsquo;s an end of it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first
+ bargain.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of wives
+ when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to be. But
+ anything for a change&mdash;Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered. You
+ would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another bride&mdash;in
+ fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead of having
+ only done so virtually.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cui bono?&rsquo; The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his
+ intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,&rsquo; he resumed. &lsquo;It
+ would be awkward&mdash;either seeing or communicating with her again. The
+ best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course&mdash;she&rsquo;ll
+ find it all out soon enough.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in his
+ hands, and murmured, &lsquo;O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should come to
+ this is hard for me! &lsquo;Tis now all darkness&mdash;&ldquo;a land of darkness as
+ darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and where
+ the light is as darkness.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted
+ before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the inn,
+ left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Knapwater Park is the picture&mdash;at eleven o&rsquo;clock on a muddy, quiet,
+ hazy, but bright morning&mdash;a morning without any blue sky, and without
+ any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit of
+ an invisible sun than by its bodily presence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The local Hunt had met for the day&rsquo;s sport on the open space of ground
+ immediately in front of the steward&rsquo;s residence&mdash;called in the list
+ of appointments, &lsquo;Old House, Knapwater&rsquo;&mdash;the meet being here once
+ every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with the
+ keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats, rich-coloured
+ horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and long-lost
+ woman, Mrs. Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned
+ towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of
+ conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day. She
+ did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed rather
+ to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented exultation,
+ subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly position.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive woman&mdash;comely
+ as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was palpable enough that
+ God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least seven years older than
+ Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double the number, the artificial
+ means employed to heighten the natural good appearance of her face being
+ very cleverly applied. Her form was full and round, its voluptuous
+ maturity standing out in strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ lissom girlishness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has courted,
+ or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms dangerous to her
+ honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance whenever the moment
+ arrives in which the glance is strongly asked for, even if her life and
+ whole future depended upon that moment&rsquo;s abstinence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife&rsquo;s countenance what might
+ now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman&rsquo;s as she caught a stray glance
+ of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants outside, he
+ would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy and doubt.
+ But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover, calmly attending
+ to his business at the other end of the manor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way a few
+ days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next morning&mdash;at
+ once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the riddling
+ inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its
+ neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to
+ Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston
+ better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management. All felt
+ their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford as in
+ other parts of the world&mdash;immediately circumstantial evidence became
+ exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey,
+ and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for
+ speculation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0016" id="link2H_4_0016">
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+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Owen Graye&rsquo;s recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so
+ long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him
+ in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and his
+ movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the
+ lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the
+ forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which,
+ pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some
+ future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a month
+ after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back to him in
+ the wake of his restored health, and offered him the superintendence, as
+ clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly rebuilt at the village
+ of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from Budmouth, and about half that
+ distance from Carriford.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,&rsquo; he
+ said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, &lsquo;and you shall never,
+ Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady&rsquo;s beck and call again as long as I
+ live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it&rsquo;s no disgrace
+ to you. Cheer up; you&rsquo;ll be somebody&rsquo;s happy wife yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not say Edward Springrove&rsquo;s, for, greatly to his disappointment, a
+ report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed so much
+ had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia. However, this
+ was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s existence had been
+ dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship
+ in which Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one
+ of distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for
+ circumstances about to be mentioned.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly
+ dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s return had reached them, she
+ had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing
+ forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual dread
+ lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks earlier,
+ she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet assent, not
+ unmixed with cheerfulness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction&mdash;by Mrs.
+ Manston&rsquo;s arrival, and her own consequent freedom&mdash;had been the
+ imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding
+ of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably
+ reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no
+ happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again
+ show herself the sparkling creature she once had been&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Apt to entice a deity.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point of
+ concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the
+ unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which
+ they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for
+ which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a mood
+ that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance
+ necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon as
+ the work commenced.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not far
+ from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain of the
+ original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque dwelling
+ sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered it being
+ overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and threes had
+ been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting up the whole
+ harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace,
+ enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood
+ mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker&mdash;the subjects
+ mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a curly-tailed
+ dog behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the quaint
+ scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself through
+ the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to her
+ complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole
+ remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she
+ began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;&mdash;I said, if there&rsquo;s peace to be found in the world,
+ A heart that is humble may hope for it here.&rdquo;&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ 2. THE THIRD OF MARCH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards
+ the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by,
+ and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting down
+ to toast and tea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new
+ vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening
+ dining with the Squire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was uneasy at the sound&mdash;she did not know why, unless it was
+ because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone.
+ Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What nonsense, Cytherea!&rsquo; said her brother, going to the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Capital&mdash;not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!&rsquo; cried
+ Owen. &lsquo;What&rsquo;s the use of going to such a place as that?&mdash;I never
+ believed that you would.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am going back to London again to-morrow,&rsquo; said Springrove, &lsquo;and I
+ called to say a word before going. Where is... ?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She has just run upstairs. Come in&mdash;never mind scraping your shoes&mdash;we
+ are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all,
+ you see.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Manston came,&rsquo; said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the
+ chimney-corner by preference.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo; At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at
+ once, and fell into a reverie.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The history of her escape is very simple.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the
+ circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could sleep
+ so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too late
+ even to give shout or sound of any kind.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long
+ wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds before
+ they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely burnt to
+ ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it at the
+ time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of bone! Why
+ he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying that if it
+ has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that
+ jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and
+ not the penetration of one.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is she quite well?&rsquo; said Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who?&mdash;O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I&rsquo;ll call
+ her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen sat down again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as
+ ever.... I think she loves me too,&mdash;does she really?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of
+ matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and
+ guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he
+ was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, she may possibly love you still,&rsquo; he said, as if rather in doubt as
+ to the truth of his words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove&rsquo;s countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I made
+ her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions attached&mdash;that
+ we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till a great debt, which
+ all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be paid? My father, by
+ reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under a great obligation to
+ Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing his energies. I am
+ attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my prospects gloomy
+ enough at present.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But consider again,&rsquo; he went on. &lsquo;Cytherea has been left in a nameless
+ and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and now
+ void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under the&mdash;materially&mdash;untoward
+ conditions I have mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a
+ locus standi. If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we
+ would go to another part of England&mdash;emigrate&mdash;do anything.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll call Cytherea,&rsquo; said Owen. &lsquo;It is a matter which she alone can
+ settle.&rsquo; He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity
+ which Edward&rsquo;s visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other affair,
+ his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying off old
+ debts himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,&rsquo; he said, at the foot of the staircase.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread, and
+ stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand to
+ Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes averted&mdash;a
+ habit which had engendered itself in her since the beginning of her
+ illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went out&mdash;leaving
+ the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since the memorable
+ night at Southampton.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will get a light,&rsquo; she said, with a little embarrassment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;don&rsquo;t, please, Cytherea,&rsquo; said Edward softly, &lsquo;Come and sit down
+ with me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes. I ought to have asked <i>you</i> to,&rsquo; she returned timidly.
+ &lsquo;Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that
+ side. I&rsquo;ll sit here.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two recesses&mdash;one on the right, one on the left hand&mdash;were cut
+ in the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other,
+ on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between
+ their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and
+ spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the
+ setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a long
+ shadow towards the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke that
+ went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen through its
+ medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing is so potent for
+ coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet silence in the man who
+ has so lost them&mdash;and thus the patient Edward coaxed hers. After
+ lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in vain for another
+ word from him, they were lifted into his face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was ready primed to receive them. &lsquo;Cytherea, will you marry me?&rsquo; he
+ said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He could not wait in his original position till the answer came. Stepping
+ across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney corner, he
+ reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She continued in silence
+ awhile.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Edward, I can never be anybody&rsquo;s wife,&rsquo; she then said sadly, and with
+ firmness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Think of it in every light,&rsquo; he pleaded; &lsquo;the light of love, first. Then,
+ when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can only offer
+ you poverty as yet, but I want&mdash;I do so long to secure you from the
+ intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always be thrust
+ before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you do now&mdash;a
+ life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside world it appears
+ like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn&mdash;and tongues are
+ busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know all about it,&rsquo; she said hastily; &lsquo;and those are the grounds of my
+ refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth&mdash;the two I love best on
+ earth&mdash;and I am content. But the scandal will be continually
+ repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to you&mdash;that&mdash;your
+ wife....&rsquo; She utterly broke down and wept.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t, my own darling!&rsquo; he entreated. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t, Cytherea!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Please to leave me&mdash;we will be friends, Edward&mdash;but don&rsquo;t press
+ me&mdash;my mind is made up&mdash;I cannot&mdash;I will not marry you or
+ any man under the present ambiguous circumstances&mdash;never will I&mdash;I
+ have said it: never!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness
+ overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars of the
+ chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst through the
+ square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked down upon them
+ from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At any rate you will love me?&rsquo; he murmured to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;always&mdash;for ever and for ever!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly
+ withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained with
+ her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was not
+ extinguished even now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a small
+ red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was pacing up
+ and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him the result of
+ the interview.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are a good fellow, Edward,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;but I think my sister is
+ right.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,&rsquo; said Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now&mdash;family feeling
+ prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad
+ man.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward could keep the secret of Manston&rsquo;s coercion of Miss Aldclyffe in
+ the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole story.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s one thing,&rsquo; he continued, &lsquo;but not all. What do you think of this&mdash;I
+ have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a letter the day
+ before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in the papers. One
+ was there for him, and it was directed in his wife&rsquo;s handwriting, as I can
+ prove. This was not till after the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but
+ if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a farce, there is a strong
+ presumption that the rest of the piece was.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his eyes
+ upon his companion.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Collusion!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;With his first wife?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What did you discover?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the
+ day <i>before</i> the first advertisement appeared.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Graye was lost in a long consideration. &lsquo;Ah!&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;it would be
+ difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be
+ sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have other suspicions&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;as you said&rsquo; interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able
+ to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position.
+ &lsquo;Yes, there is this to be remembered&mdash;Cytherea had been taken from
+ him before that letter came&mdash;and his knowledge of his wife&rsquo;s
+ existence could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have
+ sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, I have other suspicions,&rsquo; repeated Edward; &lsquo;and if I only had the
+ right&mdash;if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of
+ bigamy yet.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The reproof was not needed,&rsquo; said Owen, with a little bitterness. &lsquo;What
+ can I do&mdash;a man with neither money nor friends&mdash;whilst Manston
+ has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what
+ lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired&mdash;if
+ it is true&mdash;I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one&mdash;a
+ thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward&rsquo;s disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye&rsquo;s thoughts into
+ an entirely new and uncommon channel.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the Monday after Springrove&rsquo;s visit, Owen had walked to the top of a
+ hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch&mdash;a wild hill that had no name,
+ beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity
+ of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a
+ weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys&mdash;seeing
+ only Manston&rsquo;s imagined form.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question which
+ affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew, dictated
+ solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute, and had not
+ been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting for her seclusion
+ had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had hinted, that he, her
+ brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in allowing Manston to thrive
+ unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head for no fault at all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have
+ contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the return
+ of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new toy? Had he
+ believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such circumstances as chance
+ would throw in his way, he could escape all suspicion of having known that
+ she lived? Only one fact within his own direct knowledge afforded the
+ least ground for such a supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman
+ only in the humble and unprotected station of a lady&rsquo;s hired companion,
+ his sister&rsquo;s beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a
+ selfish man like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the
+ possibility of getting rid of her again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But for that stratagem of Manston&rsquo;s in relation to the Springroves,&rsquo; Owen
+ thought, &lsquo;Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward. True, that
+ he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward&rsquo;s suspicions, but the
+ grounds are good&mdash;the probability is strong.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He went indoors and questioned Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?&rsquo; he
+ asked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t know who started the report.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Was it Manston?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he
+ came to the spot&mdash;that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did
+ not escape <i>after</i> the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the
+ fact that she might have left before&mdash;of course that would have
+ seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, until the porter&rsquo;s story of her irritation and doubt as to her
+ course made it natural.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What settled the matter at the inquest,&rsquo; said Cytherea, &lsquo;was Mr.
+ Manston&rsquo;s evidence that the watch was his wife&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He was sure of that, wasn&rsquo;t he?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I believe he said he was certain of it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It might have been hers&mdash;left behind in her perturbation, as they
+ say it was&mdash;impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes&mdash;on the
+ whole, he might have believed in her death.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after, he
+ had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before the
+ porter&rsquo;s confession he knew something about her&mdash;though not that she
+ lived.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why do you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had
+ fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward&rsquo;s visit. He must
+ have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a
+ passion of uneasy doubt. He said, &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t suppose my first wife is come
+ to light again, madam, surely?&rdquo; Directly he had let the remark slip out,
+ he seemed anxious to withdraw it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s odd,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I thought it very odd.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by
+ accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover
+ remains the same as ever&mdash;did he doubt his first impression of her
+ death <i>before</i> he married you. I can&rsquo;t help thinking he did, although
+ he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It was perhaps only a short time before,&rsquo; said Cytherea; &lsquo;when he could
+ hardly recede from having me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. &lsquo;Tis unfair to yourself
+ to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a bigamist&mdash;supposing
+ him to be one&mdash;I should die happy. That&rsquo;s what we must find out by
+ fair means or foul&mdash;was he a wilful bigamist?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and how
+ can you do that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t at all&mdash;I know that very well. But neither do I altogether
+ wish to at present&mdash;a lawyer must have a case&mdash;facts to go upon,
+ that means. Now they are scarce at present&mdash;as scarce as money is
+ with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer.
+ Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only
+ thing we lose in working alone in this way, is time&mdash;not the issue:
+ for the fruit that one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more
+ perfectly organized whole than that of twelve minds in one month,
+ especially if the interests of the single one are vitally concerned, and
+ those of the twelve are only hired. But there is not only my mind
+ available&mdash;you are a shrewd woman, Cythie, and Edward is an earnest
+ ally. Then, if we really get a sure footing for a criminal prosecution,
+ the Crown will take up the case.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t much care to press on in the matter,&rsquo; she murmured. &lsquo;What good
+ can it do us, Owen, after all?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Selfishly speaking, it will do this good&mdash;that all the facts of your
+ journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die.
+ Besides, Manston will have to suffer&mdash;it&rsquo;s an act of justice to you
+ and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the
+ Springroves&rsquo; obligation to Miss Aldclyffe&mdash;and their nearly certain
+ knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their
+ embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And now,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs.
+ Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications
+ passed between them after the fire.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If we only had Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s countenance and assistance as I used to
+ have them,&rsquo; Cytherea returned, &lsquo;how strong we should be! O, what power is
+ it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She loves me
+ now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed for me&mdash;yes,
+ she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an
+ old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this,
+ notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a mystery; but never mind that now,&rsquo; said Owen impressively. &lsquo;About
+ where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of it first&mdash;learn
+ the place of her stay in the early stage of their separation, during the
+ period of Manston&rsquo;s arrival here, and so on, for that was where she was
+ first communicated with on the subject of coming to Knapwater, before the
+ fire; and that address, too, was her point of departure when she came to
+ her husband by stealth in the night&mdash;you know&mdash;the time I
+ visited you in the evening and went home early in the morning, and it was
+ found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn&rsquo;t we inquire of Mrs. Leat,
+ who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she remembers where the letters
+ to Mrs. Manston were directed?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He never posted his letters to her in the parish&mdash;it was remarked at
+ the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not be
+ found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of the
+ date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a
+ certainty.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. &lsquo;Who has a file of the
+ Chronicles?&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Raunham used to file them,&rsquo; said Cytherea. &lsquo;He was rather
+ friendly-disposed towards me, too.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the
+ church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary,
+ unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist. &lsquo;I
+ act under your orders, Owen,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0017" id="link2H_4_0017">
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+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE SIXTH
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under
+ cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or so
+ of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she saw again
+ the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her sojourn under
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s roof&mdash;the outline of the hills, the meadow streams,
+ the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house,
+ and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous
+ to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever surmised.
+ Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish matters,
+ more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt
+ very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on
+ the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady
+ of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our
+ line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our vitality
+ was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in the chain.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Since the death of the old captain, the rector&rsquo;s bearing in Knapwater
+ House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which he himself
+ was the last man in the world to regret. This polite indifference was so
+ frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern himself to preach at
+ her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she did not take the trouble
+ to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal
+ more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow,
+ contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh and
+ healthy as a lad&rsquo;s. Cytherea&rsquo;s bright eyes, mutely and demurely glancing
+ up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving away many of
+ the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during the hours of a
+ solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them, when she left his
+ parish, by those others of a more aching nature which accompany an
+ over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge of feeling towards her
+ that passion to which his dignified self-respect would not give its true
+ name, even in the privacy of his own thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him. He
+ saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good nature
+ made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see the
+ Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before her on
+ his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then left her
+ entirely to herself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected with the
+ subject of her search&mdash;&lsquo;Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at
+ Carriford.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so dizzy
+ that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling
+ recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully
+ read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was
+ remembered already.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned on to the following week&rsquo;s report of the inquest. After a
+ miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s
+ address than this:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had
+ been living, deposed,&rsquo; etc.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart,
+ first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors
+ gardening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?&rsquo; he said, using her Christian name
+ by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he called her
+ Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at the wedding.
+ Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless replying
+ evasively&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I only guess and fear.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He earnestly looked at her again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it, you
+ will come to me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The gate closed between them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You don&rsquo;t want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?&rsquo; he repeated.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If he had spoken what he felt, &lsquo;I want very much to help you, Cytherea,
+ and have been watching Manston on your account,&rsquo; she would gladly have
+ accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to
+ his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with
+ still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over
+ the gate&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, thank you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day&rsquo;s work. Owen&rsquo;s greeting was
+ anxious&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, Cytherea?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a slip
+ of paper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now to find out the name of the street and number,&rsquo; Owen remarked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I don&rsquo;t
+ think I can&mdash;indeed I don&rsquo;t think I can&mdash;take any further steps
+ towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and it
+ does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any
+ way.&rsquo; She added more gravely, &lsquo;It is beneath my dignity as a woman to
+ labour for this; I have felt it so all day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well,&rsquo; he said, somewhat shortly; &lsquo;I shall work without you then.
+ There&rsquo;s dignity in justice.&rsquo; He caught sight of her pale tired face, and
+ the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. &lsquo;Darling,&rsquo; he
+ continued warmly, and kissing her, &lsquo;you shall not work so hard again&mdash;you
+ are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. MARCH THE TENTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the
+ house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and came
+ out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was, and asked
+ the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of the inquest at
+ Carriford in the December of the year preceding the last&mdash;just adding
+ that a family entanglement, of which the reporter probably knew something,
+ made him anxious to ascertain some additional details of the event, if any
+ existed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Certainly,&rsquo; said the other, without hesitation; &lsquo;though I am afraid I
+ haven&rsquo;t much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see&mdash;my old
+ note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will come
+ with me I can refer to them there.&rsquo; His wife and family were at tea inside
+ the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he seemed
+ glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an inner
+ room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The precise
+ address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but written
+ down by the reporter, was as follows:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;ABRAHAM BROWN,
+ LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. &lsquo;I want to keep this
+ inquiry private for the present,&rsquo; he said hesitatingly. &lsquo;You will perhaps
+ understand why, and oblige me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The reporter promised. &lsquo;News is shop with me,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;and to escape
+ from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted up
+ with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter came
+ out from the inner apartment in Graye&rsquo;s company, answering an expression
+ of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no trouble. At the
+ moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door between the two rooms,
+ still holding his note-book in his hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also
+ speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, &lsquo;I will
+ take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn&rsquo;t post it to
+ me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized him.
+ Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with
+ Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to be
+ told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his hand,
+ opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an old
+ reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter&rsquo;s face, whose
+ experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a
+ consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late
+ proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward.
+ Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the
+ office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening,
+ before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating
+ therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging him, as
+ he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man was standing
+ under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the post-office, when
+ he dropped the letter into the box.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with Owen
+ Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to London
+ by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o&rsquo;clock. But remembering
+ that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had obtained his
+ information&mdash;whatever that was&mdash;could not be delivered in London
+ till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to Knapwater.
+ Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements were set on
+ foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was
+ usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from the
+ village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very civilly
+ of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer&rsquo;s barometer
+ stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It was not in
+ Mr. Springrove&rsquo;s nature&mdash;going to church as he was, too&mdash;to
+ return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his
+ feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was
+ continued on terms of greater friendliness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after the
+ rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, but I don&rsquo;t know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The old
+ window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget. No
+ window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to it for
+ more than fifty years. Ted says &lsquo;tis a great loss to me, and he knows
+ exactly what I feel.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?&rsquo; said Manston,
+ imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives
+ which passes for high breeding in country villages.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, sir. I hope he&rsquo;ll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis to be hoped he&rsquo;ll be steady now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s always been that, I assure &lsquo;ee,&rsquo; said the old man tartly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;yes&mdash;I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats
+ will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Intellectual gingerbread! Ted&rsquo;s steady enough&mdash;that&rsquo;s all I know
+ about it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course&mdash;of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience
+ has shown me that that&rsquo;s a great thing to a young man living alone in
+ London.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Warwick Street, Charing Cross&mdash;that&rsquo;s where he is.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, to be sure&mdash;strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live
+ at number fifty-two in that very same street.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Edward lives at number forty-nine&mdash;how very near being the same
+ house!&rsquo; said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very,&rsquo; said Manston. &lsquo;Well, I suppose we had better step along a little
+ quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson&rsquo;s bell has just begun.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Number forty-nine,&rsquo; he murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. MARCH THE TWELFTH
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward received Owen&rsquo;s letter in due time, but on account of his daily
+ engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck
+ five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he
+ called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked at
+ the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs.
+ Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been
+ clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly in
+ style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the same
+ instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven along Old
+ Street in Edward&rsquo;s rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove knocked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This brought out two people&mdash;one at the door he had been knocking
+ upon, the other from the next on the right.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Is Mr. Brown at home?&rsquo; said Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When will he be in?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Quite uncertain.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Can you tell me where I may find him?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No. O, here he is coming, sir. That&rsquo;s Mr. Brown.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the woman,
+ and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who had
+ not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to speak
+ out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to the
+ stranger, &lsquo;One word with you&mdash;do you remember a lady lodger of yours
+ of the name of Mrs. Manston?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were
+ looking into a telescope at the wrong end.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have never let lodgings in my life,&rsquo; he said, after his survey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Didn&rsquo;t you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to lodgings,
+ I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty years, but I have
+ never let an inch.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose there is some mistake,&rsquo; Edward murmured, and turned away. He
+ and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked
+ at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the
+ result of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you
+ want, sir,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other day?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very likely that is the man,&rsquo; said Edward, his interest reawakening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He couldn&rsquo;t make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to
+ Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who had
+ often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the
+ change; for after London they say he couldn&rsquo;t stand the rainy west winds
+ they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step into
+ the passage?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s unfortunate,&rsquo; said Edward, going in. &lsquo;But perhaps you remember a
+ Mrs. Manston living next door to you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes,&rsquo; said the landlady, closing the door. &lsquo;The lady who was supposed
+ to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw
+ her the other day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Since the fire at Carriford?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here&mdash;just
+ as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week or
+ fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries, she
+ was with him. But I did not speak to her&mdash;she stood back, as if she
+ were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all
+ about her when he came back from the inquest.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No. You see she was only Mr. Brown&rsquo;s lodger for two or three weeks, and I
+ didn&rsquo;t know she was living there till she was near upon leaving again&mdash;we
+ don&rsquo;t notice next-door people much here in London. I much regretted I had
+ not known her when I heard what had happened. It led me and Mr. Brown to
+ talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little thought I should see her
+ alive after all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And when do you say they came here together?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t exactly remember the day&mdash;though I remember a very beautiful
+ dream I had that same night&mdash;ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of
+ lodgers coming along the square with angels&rsquo; wings and bright golden
+ sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They
+ would not give any less; no, not if you&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left these
+ lodgings originally?&rsquo; said Edward, though his heart sank as he asked. He
+ felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been there before
+ him, clearing the ground of all traces.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have always said &ldquo;No&rdquo; hitherto,&rsquo; replied the woman, &lsquo;considering I
+ could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking
+ in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few
+ things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in a
+ workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was rather
+ angry at what occurred&mdash;you see, she had a temper by all account, and
+ so I didn&rsquo;t like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came the
+ other day with her husband.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And about the workbox?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few
+ articles of furniture she didn&rsquo;t want, and when she was leaving they were
+ put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very much
+ alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn&rsquo;t, and Mr.
+ Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the sale.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What was in it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, nothing in particular, or of any value&mdash;some accounts, and her
+ usual sewing materials I think&mdash;nothing more. She didn&rsquo;t take much
+ trouble to get it back&mdash;she said the bills were worth nothing to her
+ or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because
+ her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she
+ had parted with it, he would be vexed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to
+ this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten it&mdash;indeed,
+ she didn&rsquo;t make any inquiry at all, only standing behind him, listening to
+ his; and he probably had never been told anything about it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning from
+ the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the shop&mdash;his
+ name is written up.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was dictated
+ more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of doing much. When
+ he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had watched him, came
+ up to the woman&rsquo;s door, with an appearance of being in breathless haste.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes; he&rsquo;s just gone.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Dear me! I want him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He&rsquo;s gone to Mr. Halway&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay
+ pretty liberally?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He gave me half-a-crown.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That scale will do. I&rsquo;m a poor man, and will see what my little
+ contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you
+ told him all I know&mdash;where she lived before coming to live here?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I didn&rsquo;t know where she lived before coming here. O no&mdash;I only said
+ what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I
+ shouldn&rsquo;t have been so open as I was.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway&rsquo;s,&rsquo; said the man, and went away
+ as hastily as he had come.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some
+ difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement to
+ an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he stood
+ in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer&rsquo;s book gave
+ the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the lot
+ which had included Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s workbox.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the
+ other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized the
+ first he came to.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who did you woant?&rsquo; said a thin voice from somewhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who did you woant?&rsquo; said the thin voice again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering the
+ basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a child&rsquo;s
+ white face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who did you woant?&rsquo; said the voice the third time, with precisely the
+ same languid inflection.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Higgins,&rsquo; said Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Third bell up,&rsquo; said the face, and disappeared.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another
+ child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little
+ thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment one
+ winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink, and sank
+ into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were the chief
+ articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they occupied. A
+ roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an
+ overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of
+ level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down
+ beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy
+ (&lsquo;foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora&rsquo;). A
+ baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven
+ being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat
+ helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but never
+ one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost useless as a
+ screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a city.
+ Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and wife
+ taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after the sale of
+ some necessary article of furniture, they were under the influence of a
+ quartern of gin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now
+ have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so
+ lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that
+ the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife
+ ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward hastened to despatch his errand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles of
+ lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went downstairs
+ to the pawnbroker&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection of
+ articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his
+ ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the
+ probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off under
+ his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it locked.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small
+ sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a light,
+ and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his purchase
+ rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open the cover
+ with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly beneath, and
+ found&mdash;nothing.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the underside
+ of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand within, found that
+ it really contained some substance. First he pulled out about a dozen
+ tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were a short household
+ account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of carte-de-visite
+ photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs. Manston&mdash;&lsquo;Eunice&rsquo;
+ being written under it in ink&mdash;the other of Manston himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task&mdash;not a
+ single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him&mdash;and was it
+ likely there would be?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to
+ Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he
+ scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an envelope.
+ Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to seven; by
+ affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them by that
+ evening&rsquo;s post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it at once to
+ the post-office at Charing Cross.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely.
+ He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the
+ pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he
+ uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled
+ paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man&rsquo;s handwriting. He
+ recognized it as Manston&rsquo;s, having seen notes and bills from him at his
+ father&rsquo;s house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive
+ of the lady who was now Manston&rsquo;s wife.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;EUNICE.
+
+ &lsquo;Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect&rsquo;s changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ &lsquo;AE. M.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was
+ now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Disappointed again,&rsquo; he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper,
+ and the withered twig that had lain with it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he considered
+ that it would be worth while to make good the statement in his late note
+ to Graye&mdash;that he had sent everything the box contained except the
+ sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and myrtle-twig in another
+ envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked them in his first search,
+ and put it on the table for the next day&rsquo;s post.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him,
+ Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not waited
+ to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all that he had
+ done had been visible from the street. But as on an average not one person
+ a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time of the evening, the
+ discovery of the omission did not much concern his mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the
+ opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came
+ out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him and
+ saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further trouble
+ himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his
+ wife&rsquo;s workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he
+ guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had
+ been sent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the
+ two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he
+ rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell
+ Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he
+ passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the
+ publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed to
+ see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston
+ retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and then to
+ the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and topographical
+ description of the village he read:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Postmistress&mdash;Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by
+ foot-post from Anglebury.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office,
+ thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where he
+ now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him. Some
+ absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He paid his
+ bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the streets and
+ over the river till the time should have arrived at which the night-mail
+ left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a
+ man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life,
+ casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an
+ interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration
+ did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the lively
+ thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant; little men
+ looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute looking as
+ happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn
+ and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they
+ followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner,
+ and all were equally unconscious of the significant whole they
+ collectively showed forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At ten o&rsquo;clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, and
+ entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down
+ mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove&rsquo;s letter to Graye, far
+ away from London.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0018" id="link2H_4_0018">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning,
+ the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to
+ three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought out,
+ noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax from
+ innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard took them
+ into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain was
+ falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once away
+ from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood on the
+ side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in the
+ street of about two hundred yards.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first
+ part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up
+ and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself to
+ walk backwards and forwards a stone&rsquo;s throw in each direction. Although
+ the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition of suspense
+ in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to
+ pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain
+ increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the
+ hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint
+ halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a
+ living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon
+ afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street
+ leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch
+ beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final hitch-up,
+ stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with a brisk
+ shuffle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two
+ minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty,
+ laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a
+ little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light
+ upon the road ahead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A tryen mornen for travellers!&rsquo; the postman cried, in a cheerful voice,
+ without turning his head or slackening his trot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is, indeed,&rsquo; said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. &lsquo;You have a
+ long walk every day.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;a long walk&mdash;for though the distance is only sixteen miles
+ on the straight&mdash;that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back,
+ what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen&rsquo;s houses, it makes
+ two-and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I
+ used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don&rsquo;t care to think o&rsquo; my wear
+ and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate the
+ different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew very
+ friendly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Postman, I don&rsquo;t know what your custom is,&rsquo; he said, after a while; &lsquo;but
+ between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my pocket
+ when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.&rsquo; He handed the bottle of
+ brandy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If you&rsquo;ll excuse me, please. I haven&rsquo;t took no stimmilents these five
+ years.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis never too late to mend.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Against the regulations, I be afraid.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Who&rsquo;ll know it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s true&mdash;nobody will know it. Still, honesty&rsquo;s the best policy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;it is certainly. But, thank God, I&rsquo;ve been able to get on
+ without it yet. You&rsquo;ll surely drink with me?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Really, &lsquo;tis a&rsquo;most too early for that sort o&rsquo; thing&mdash;however, to
+ oblige a friend, I don&rsquo;t object to the faintest shadder of a drop.&rsquo; The
+ postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five
+ minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well done!&rsquo; said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; &lsquo;but guide my
+ soul, I be afraid &lsquo;twill hardly do!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not unless &lsquo;tis well followed, like any other line you take up,&rsquo; said
+ Manston. &lsquo;Besides, there&rsquo;s a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of being
+ good&mdash;even religious&mdash;at the same time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never get
+ into the knack o&rsquo; it; not I.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, you needn&rsquo;t be troubled; it isn&rsquo;t necessary for the higher class of
+ mind to be religious&mdash;they have so much common-sense that they can
+ risk playing with fire.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That hits me exactly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but &ldquo;Me;&rdquo; and devoutly
+ loved his neighbour&rsquo;s wife, says now that believing is a mistake.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very few
+ people, after all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A true remark.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain like
+ this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or grace.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nor in mine.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, you may depend upon it they&rsquo;ll do away wi&rsquo; Goddymity altogether afore
+ long, although we&rsquo;ve had him over us so many years.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s no knowing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I suppose the Queen &lsquo;ill be done away wi&rsquo; then. A pretty concern
+ that&rsquo;ll be! Nobody&rsquo;s head to put on your letters; and then your honest man
+ who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don&rsquo;t. O,
+ &lsquo;tis a nation!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here&rsquo;s the bottle waiting.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll oblige you, my friend.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and at
+ length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in the
+ chorus.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;He flung his mallet against the wall,
+ Said, &ldquo;The Lord make churches and chapels to fall,
+ And there&rsquo;ll be work for tradesmen all!&rdquo;
+ When Joan&rsquo;s ale was new,
+ My boys,
+ When Joan&rsquo;s ale was new.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You understand, friend,&rsquo; the postman added, &lsquo;I was originally a mason by
+ trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;None at all,&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with alacrity,
+ the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound its way
+ being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted by the
+ falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were passing
+ by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon some
+ large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked arable,
+ the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with each pace
+ they took.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all
+ locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining
+ inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the
+ postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and
+ thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver&rsquo;s
+ cottage&mdash;the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who
+ had not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed
+ that such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been
+ stirring.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still
+ continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to
+ search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road
+ cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting
+ through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very
+ great risk indeed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay a
+ short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct track
+ of the postman&rsquo;s journey. To save time and distance, at the point of
+ junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was
+ hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his
+ missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to
+ collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage and
+ Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this
+ principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the
+ postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his intentions
+ much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier stages of his
+ journey.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the
+ flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and they
+ approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which Owen and
+ Cytherea were living.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his
+ lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not
+ perform the task.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We be crippled disciples a b&rsquo;lieve,&rsquo; he said, with a sigh and a stagger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not drunk, but market-merry,&rsquo; said Manston cheerfully.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well done! If I baint so weak that I can&rsquo;t see the clouds&mdash;much less
+ letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen&rsquo;s
+ postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through
+ Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned&mdash;as safe as houses&mdash;and
+ be fined, and who&rsquo;ll pay for a poor martel! O, &lsquo;tis a world!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Trust in the Lord&mdash;he&rsquo;ll pay.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He pay a b&rsquo;lieve! why should he when he didn&rsquo;t drink the drink? He pay a
+ b&rsquo;lieve! D&rsquo;ye think the man&rsquo;s a fool?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings&mdash;but how was
+ I to know you were so sensitive?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;True&mdash;you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here&rsquo;s a caddle wi&rsquo;
+ these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston offered his services.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They are to be divided,&rsquo; the man said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How?&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage or
+ vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here. There&rsquo;s
+ none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I started there
+ was one for the clerk o&rsquo; works at the new church. This is it, isn&rsquo;t it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove&rsquo;s handwriting:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;MR. O. GRAYE,
+ CLERK OF WORKS,
+ TOLCHURCH,
+ NEAR ANGLEBURY.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square. There
+ was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the opportunity such a
+ lonely spot would have afforded mischievous peasant-boys of doing damage
+ had such been the case; but at the side was a small iron door, kept close
+ by an iron reversible strap locked across it. One side of this strap was
+ painted black, the other white, and white or black outwards implied
+ respectively that there were letters inside, or none.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to insert
+ it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other, above,
+ below, but never made a straight hit.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Let me unlock it,&rsquo; said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He
+ opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen&rsquo;s letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no. O no&mdash;no,&rsquo; the postman said. &lsquo;As one of&mdash;Majesty&rsquo;s
+ servants&mdash;care&mdash;Majesty&rsquo;s mails&mdash;duty&mdash;put letters&mdash;own
+ hands.&rsquo; He slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now lock it,&rsquo; he said, closing the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards,
+ signifying &lsquo;empty,&rsquo; and turned the key.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&rsquo;ve put the wrong side outwards!&rsquo; said the postman. &lsquo;&rsquo;Tisn&rsquo;t empty.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can&rsquo;t alter it,&rsquo; said the
+ steward, letting something fall.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What an awkward thing!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is an awkward thing.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had reduced
+ to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little lantern from
+ his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground, the rain still
+ drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the heavy clouds that
+ daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were
+ rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost
+ tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and
+ knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman&rsquo;s cape
+ and private bags, and the steward&rsquo;s valise, glistening as if they had been
+ varnished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It fell on the grass,&rsquo; said the postman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No; it fell in the mud,&rsquo; said Manston. They searched again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;m afraid we shan&rsquo;t find it by this light,&rsquo; said the steward at length,
+ washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;m afraid we shan&rsquo;t,&rsquo; said the other, standing up.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll tell you what we had better do,&rsquo; said Manston. &lsquo;I shall be back this
+ way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I&rsquo;ll look again, and
+ shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I&rsquo;ll hide the key here for
+ you.&rsquo; He pointed to a spot behind the post. &lsquo;It will be too late to turn
+ the index then, as the people will have been here, so that the box had
+ better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day, and that will
+ not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron the wrong way
+ without knowing it, and all will be well.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under the
+ circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and come
+ to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their paths
+ now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked
+ back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus
+ avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket, where
+ it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen&rsquo;s letter. This
+ done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in his valise
+ adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the quarter in
+ which he was known.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An hour and half&rsquo;s sharp walking brought him to his own door in Knapwater
+ Park.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. EIGHT O&rsquo;CLOCK A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter, and
+ waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took out
+ Edward&rsquo;s note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs, regarding
+ them with the keenest interest and anxiety.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored
+ to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger and
+ thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it for
+ half-a-minute or more, meditating.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,&rsquo; he muttered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the office
+ for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay on the
+ table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who had so
+ lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the rest of the
+ collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in different
+ attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he held in his
+ hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter
+ in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and
+ returned with it to his office.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon it,
+ and sitting down tried to read.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts, he
+ found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was
+ mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the
+ recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the
+ album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the
+ other scraps.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two
+ photographs, both having the same photographer&rsquo;s name on the back and
+ consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his
+ own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife&rsquo;s name
+ was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which this
+ latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted upon it,
+ had been changed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He
+ followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had
+ done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is indeed a great risk to run,&rsquo; she said, sipping her tea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But it would be a greater not to do it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in his
+ pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback, riding
+ in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well as he
+ could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road by the
+ vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain that no
+ person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the key in its
+ hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by
+ a roundabout way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. AFTERNOON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the
+ vicar&rsquo;s servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual,
+ to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had
+ told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection; but
+ no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was considered. The
+ contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as
+ useless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next morning brought Springrove&rsquo;s second letter, the existence of
+ which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward&rsquo;s handwriting again
+ raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the
+ envelope and pulled out the twig and verse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing that&rsquo;s of the slightest use, after all,&rsquo; he said to her; &lsquo;we are
+ as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would convict
+ him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting, if not
+ knowing, her to be alive all the time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What has Edward sent?&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;An old amatory verse in Manston&rsquo;s writing. Fancy,&rsquo; he said bitterly,
+ &lsquo;this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting&mdash;as
+ he did you, I suppose.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He handed her the verse and she read&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;EUNICE.
+
+ &lsquo;Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect&rsquo;s changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ &lsquo;AE. M.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ A strange expression had overspread Cytherea&rsquo;s countenance. It rapidly
+ increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper, seized
+ Owen&rsquo;s hand tremblingly, and covered her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven&rsquo;s sake?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen&mdash;suppose&mdash;O, you don&rsquo;t know what I think.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;<i>The light of azure eyes</i>,&rdquo;&rsquo; she repeated with ashy lips.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, &ldquo;the light of azure eyes&rdquo;?&rsquo; he said, astounded at her manner.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are <i>black</i>!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;H&rsquo;m. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake&mdash;nothing likelier.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She didn&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They might be either in this photograph,&rsquo; said Owen, looking at the card
+ bearing Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s name.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,&rsquo; said
+ Cytherea. &lsquo;No, they seem black here, certainly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that he
+ forgets the colour of his mistress&rsquo;s eyes. Besides she would have seen the
+ mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s true, she would,&rsquo; mused Owen. &lsquo;Then, Cytherea, it comes to this&mdash;you
+ must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no other
+ alternative.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose I must.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her looks belied her words.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What makes you so strange&mdash;ill?&rsquo; said Owen again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can&rsquo;t believe Mrs. Morris wrong.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had blue
+ eyes two years ago, she <i>must</i> have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs.
+ Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could
+ change the colour of a woman&rsquo;s eyes to hear you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes,&rsquo; she said, and paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You say yes, as if he could,&rsquo; said Owen impatiently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;By changing the woman herself,&rsquo; she exclaimed. &lsquo;Owen, don&rsquo;t you see the
+ horrid&mdash;what I dread?&mdash;that the woman he lives with is not Mrs.
+ Manston&mdash;that she was burnt after all&mdash;and that I am <i>his wife</i>!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble, but
+ no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she crept
+ to him and leant against his breast.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs and
+ got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of it up
+ the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon the
+ fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea&rsquo;s new view seemed
+ incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary to
+ clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear should
+ have preyed too deeply upon her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;this will not do. You must stay here alone all the
+ afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no, don&rsquo;t go!&rsquo; she implored.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Soon, then, not directly.&rsquo; He saw her subtle reasoning&mdash;that it was
+ folly to be wise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering in his
+ intention and dispelling his sister&rsquo;s idle fears. Anything was better than
+ this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till Sunday, the
+ first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston without
+ suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove, requesting him
+ to go again to Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s former lodgings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0019" id="link2H_4_0019">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of hill
+ and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward Springrove&rsquo;s answer to the last letter, after expressing his
+ amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs.
+ Morris&rsquo;s letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the
+ neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description of
+ Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by hearsay. She
+ was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested, and she had a
+ straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the informant did
+ not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street as she went in or
+ out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs.
+ Manston when she had called with her husband lately, but she had kept her
+ veil down. Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was quite unknown to
+ this next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no manner of clue to it
+ from any other source.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began chiming.
+ Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles. From
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s frequent description of how and where herself and others used
+ to sit, he knew where to look for Manston&rsquo;s seat; and after two or three
+ errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was written
+ &lsquo;Eunice Manston.&rsquo; The book was nearly new, and the date of the writing
+ about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established: that the
+ woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no other than his
+ lawful wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place of
+ worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers sat
+ where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north side, close
+ behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was completely
+ allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers, Manston&rsquo;s pew
+ being in the midst of them. Owen&rsquo;s position on the other side of the
+ passage was a little in advance of Manston&rsquo;s seat, and so situated that by
+ leaning forward he could look directly into the face of any person sitting
+ there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by
+ the intervening pillar.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat,
+ without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation. A
+ rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston&rsquo;s seat, told
+ him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the
+ accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and saw
+ a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of
+ Manston&rsquo;s figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye
+ read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was a tall woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was broad at the shoulders.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was full-bosomed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be
+ discerned of the colour of her eyes.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the service
+ continued&mdash;only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the
+ suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning
+ this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended to
+ the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the portrait&mdash;could
+ he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice Manston&rsquo;s eyes were
+ blue, and it was necessary that this woman&rsquo;s eyes should be blue also.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy
+ exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this
+ to be the case in his own and Edward&rsquo;s attempts to follow up the clue
+ afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test in
+ the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable attribute&mdash;a
+ capability of being applied privately; that in the event of its proving
+ the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede
+ without obloquy from an untenable position.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But to see Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he
+ could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss
+ Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling
+ that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from
+ the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence in
+ the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered away
+ into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call on Farmer
+ Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at rest. Two
+ hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of
+ proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House
+ and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the
+ place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial
+ view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells began
+ chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons came from
+ the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently saw to be
+ Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried
+ one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed
+ the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a direction away
+ from the church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the
+ humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and
+ went into the church path.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along
+ towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the
+ other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He
+ discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him at
+ first&mdash;that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of a
+ stranger&rsquo;s eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors. That
+ Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to look
+ closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it would
+ not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within speaking
+ distance, he went up to her and said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The second on the right,&rsquo; said Mrs. Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear&mdash;conveying to
+ the lady the idea that he was deaf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She came closer and said more distinctly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The second turning on the right.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in
+ search of. But had his eyes deceived him?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a
+ glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How very deaf!&rsquo; she murmured. She exclaimed loudly&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;<i>The second turning to the right</i>.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking
+ mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now his
+ first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as
+ midnight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having been
+ solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had withdrawn
+ her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would read her very
+ soul&mdash;expressing with his eyes the notification of which, apart from
+ emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other&mdash;inquiry.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her face changed its expression&mdash;then its colour. The natural tint of
+ the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew
+ purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had left
+ the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with
+ pearl-powder and carmine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen&rsquo;s
+ farewell remark of &lsquo;Good-day,&rsquo; and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting
+ her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She wears false hair,&rsquo; he thought, &lsquo;or has changed its colour
+ artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown&rsquo;s neighbours had said about nearly
+ recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit&mdash;which might have meant
+ anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his
+ previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and
+ backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance
+ and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the woman
+ was an impostor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What could be Manston&rsquo;s reason for such an astounding trick he could by no
+ stretch of imagination divine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and
+ plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea&rsquo;s dread
+ of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the first Mrs.
+ Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the inquest and
+ verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who was known to be a
+ Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train to London, as the porter
+ had said, and then left the country under an assumed name, to escape that
+ worst kind of widowhood&mdash;the misery of being wedded to a fickle,
+ faithless, and truant husband?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother, Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of Carriford. She
+ told Owen of Mr. Raunham&rsquo;s warm-hearted behaviour towards herself, and of
+ his strongly expressed wish to aid her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head on
+ our side.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And he is a magistrate,&rsquo; said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He thought,
+ too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but there was a
+ difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that his sister and
+ himself might both be present at an interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it
+ would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the sight of all the
+ servants and parish of Carriford.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There could be no objection to their writing him a letter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to him
+ at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice they
+ sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance that there
+ was a real justification for the additional request they made&mdash;that
+ instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of the week come
+ to their cottage at Tolchurch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr.
+ Raunham appeared at Owen&rsquo;s door. His arrival was hailed with genuine
+ gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered
+ indoors and put into the easy-chair.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first
+ suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in
+ endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon marks
+ which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as
+ marvellous as the first, yet more prominent.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of
+ confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her
+ hand pityingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a serious charge,&rsquo; he said, as a sort of original twig on which his
+ thoughts might precipitate themselves.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy
+ matter by fortuitous events,&rsquo; he continued, &lsquo;there is this consideration
+ to be placed beside it&mdash;what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had
+ which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very great
+ risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular crisis, have
+ taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new companion.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Unfortunately for us,&rsquo; the rector resumed, &lsquo;no more evidence is to be
+ obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of him?
+ He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to America,
+ but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there is no
+ doubt of the truth of his confession&mdash;in fact, his conduct tends to
+ prove it true&mdash;and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs.
+ Manston left here to go back by that morning&rsquo;s train. This being the case,
+ then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the
+ advertisement&mdash;I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the
+ information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should be
+ personified without her own connivance?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think that argument is overthrown,&rsquo; Graye said, &lsquo;by my earliest
+ assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her to
+ him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let&rsquo;s suppose she has married
+ another man&mdash;somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her own
+ sake.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You&rsquo;ve hit the only genuine possibility,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham, tapping his
+ finger upon his knee. &lsquo;That would decidedly dispose of the second
+ difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their
+ conversation. &lsquo;She&rsquo;s burnt,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;O yes; I fear&mdash;I fear she
+ is!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t think we can seriously believe that now, after what has
+ happened,&rsquo; said the rector.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Still straining her thought towards the worst, &lsquo;Then, perhaps, the first
+ Mrs. Manston was not his wife,&rsquo; she returned; &lsquo;and then I should be his
+ wife just the same, shouldn&rsquo;t I?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They were married safely enough,&rsquo; said Owen. &lsquo;There is abundance of
+ circumstantial evidence to prove that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Upon the whole,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham, &lsquo;I should advise your asking in a
+ straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present
+ woman is really his original wife&mdash;a thing which, to my mind, you
+ should have done at the outset.&rsquo; He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked
+ her what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her
+ unquenched love for Edward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your terrified state no doubt,&rsquo; he said, answering for her, in the manner
+ of those accustomed to the pulpit. &lsquo;But into such a solemn compact as
+ marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and morally, enter;
+ it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved. Doubtless Mr.
+ Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody but yourself
+ that her identity should be publicly established (and by your absenteeism
+ you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them.
+ Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in
+ the least&mdash;that&rsquo;s the way of the world always. You, who should have
+ required all things to be made clear, ran away.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That was partly my doing,&rsquo; said Owen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The same explanation&mdash;her want of love for Manston&mdash;applied here
+ too, but she shunned the revelation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But never mind,&rsquo; added the rector, &lsquo;it was all the greater credit to your
+ womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line to Mr.
+ Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally clear (in
+ case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have no doubt
+ that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I&rsquo;ll write myself?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O no, sir, no,&rsquo; pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing
+ quickly. &lsquo;Please don&rsquo;t say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so
+ afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his
+ wife, and I don&rsquo;t want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him
+ continue his deception&mdash;it is much the best for me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever
+ existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At any rate,&rsquo; he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, &lsquo;I will
+ see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I will not
+ lead you into difficulty.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Conceal it,&rsquo; she still pleaded.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We&rsquo;ll see&mdash;but of course I must do my duty.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;don&rsquo;t do your duty!&rsquo; She looked up at him through the gloom,
+ illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will consider, then,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his
+ horse&rsquo;s head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear March
+ sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was unconscious
+ of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea&rsquo;s voice and glance of
+ entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly before himself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation&mdash;that
+ he must own. Was he&mdash;a clergyman, magistrate, and conscientious man&mdash;justified
+ in yielding to Cytherea&rsquo;s importunities to keep silence, because she
+ dreaded the possibility of a return to Manston? Was she wise in her
+ request? Holding her present belief, and with no definite evidence either
+ way, she could, for one thing, never conscientiously marry any one else.
+ Suppose that Cytherea were Manston&rsquo;s wife&mdash;i.e., that the first wife
+ was really burnt? The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr.
+ Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning
+ of the statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston&rsquo;s
+ restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose
+ marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this woman was
+ not Manston&rsquo;s wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had suggested, in
+ America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really safe
+ as Manston&rsquo;s wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the gentle,
+ defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody&rsquo;s business to help or defend,
+ should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had but one
+ life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now regarded her
+ should be compensated in some measure by the man whose carelessness&mdash;to
+ set him in the best light&mdash;had caused it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An
+ inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home, he sat
+ down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and despatched
+ it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in his chair, and
+ went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the suspicion? There
+ could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a
+ motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal
+ conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St.
+ George&rsquo;s dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture on such
+ a course for the possession alone of the woman&mdash;there was no reason
+ for it&mdash;she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect, physical and
+ mental.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action, that
+ a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than a
+ twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact, the
+ whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually for
+ unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate righting
+ of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that curious
+ business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their being left
+ behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only
+ unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers&mdash;that
+ she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape, a motive
+ which would have clashed with the possibility of her being fished back by
+ an advertisement, as the present woman had been. Again, there were the two
+ charred bones. He shuffled the books and papers in his study, and walked
+ about the room, restlessly musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid
+ entered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Young Mr. Springrove?&rsquo; said the rector, surprised.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, sir.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short
+ moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood in
+ the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old gray
+ cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier when
+ returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed a true
+ impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I have this moment come from London,&rsquo; he said, as the door was closed
+ behind him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical
+ experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham&rsquo;s reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;About the Grayes and Manston?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Prove it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can prove that she is somebody else&mdash;that her name is Anne
+ Seaway.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And are their suspicions true indeed!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I can do what&rsquo;s more to the purpose at present.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Suggest Manston&rsquo;s motive?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the
+ facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can
+ hardly conceive of another.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was in Edward&rsquo;s bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself
+ which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at
+ moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial story
+ to communicate, whatever the story was.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Sit down,&rsquo; said Mr. Raunham. &lsquo;My mind has been on the stretch all the
+ evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no
+ purpose&mdash;entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen
+ Graye?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nothing&mdash;nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter
+ might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to
+ this interview.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The
+ conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried
+ on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors, and
+ in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters of an
+ hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector&rsquo;s study and again
+ flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward, he went
+ first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having despatched
+ which he proceeded to his father&rsquo;s house for the first time since his
+ arrival in the village.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. FROM NINE TO TEN O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of
+ the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and
+ had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him sat
+ the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Things are looking desperate with us,&rsquo; he said gloomily. His gloom was
+ not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its
+ origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to
+ her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I almost expected some such news as this,&rsquo; she replied, in a tone of much
+ greater indifference. &lsquo;I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that young
+ man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard;
+ latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. &lsquo;If they
+ prove you to be&mdash;who you are.... Yes, if they do,&rsquo; he murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They must not find that out,&rsquo; she said, in a positive voice, and looking
+ at him. &lsquo;But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to be so
+ serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of yours. It
+ makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did not reply, and she continued, &lsquo;If they say and prove that Eunice is
+ indeed living&mdash;and dear, you know she is&mdash;she is sure to come
+ back.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he had
+ done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized the
+ events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on every
+ incident of that night&rsquo;s history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety which
+ was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his wife
+ must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames. She arose
+ from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then
+ she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. &lsquo;Come, supposing
+ she escaped&mdash;just supposing she escaped&mdash;where is she?&rsquo; coaxed
+ the lady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why are you so curious continually?&rsquo; said Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well&mdash;if she is in
+ England, she will come back.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is not in England.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But she will come back?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, she won&rsquo;t.... Come, madam,&rsquo; he said, arousing himself, &lsquo;I shall not
+ answer any more questions.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;ah&mdash;ah&mdash;she is not dead,&rsquo; the woman murmured again
+ poutingly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She is, I tell you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I don&rsquo;t think so, love.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She was burnt, I tell you!&rsquo; he exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive&mdash;just
+ the possibility.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O yes&mdash;to please you I will admit that,&rsquo; he said quickly. &lsquo;Yes, I
+ admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been said
+ in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest remove from
+ jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no information of any
+ kind was to be read there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is only natural that I should be curious,&rsquo; she murmured pettishly, &lsquo;if
+ I resemble her as much as you say I do.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You are handsomer,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;though you are about her own height and
+ size. But don&rsquo;t worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul
+ united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She bridled a little at the remark. &lsquo;Wife,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;most certainly
+ wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and
+ position, and incurring heavy penalties.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I own it&mdash;it was well said, though mistakenly&mdash;very
+ mistakenly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was
+ your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your beauty,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come, what
+ was your motive?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your wit.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time instead
+ of what I am.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Your virtue.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Or virtue either.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I tell you it was your beauty&mdash;really.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I
+ am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The aspect of Manston&rsquo;s face at these words from her was so confirmatory
+ of her hint, that his forced reply of &lsquo;O no,&rsquo; tended to develop her
+ chagrin.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mere liking or love for me,&rsquo; she resumed, &lsquo;would not have sprung up all
+ of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London several
+ times between the time of the fire and your marriage with Cytherea&mdash;you
+ had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared that I was out of
+ a situation and poor. But the week after you married her and were
+ separated from her, off you rush to make love to me&mdash;not first to me
+ either, for you went to several places&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, not several places.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, you told me so yourself&mdash;that you went first to the only
+ lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you
+ found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that
+ nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife&rsquo;s
+ personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out&mdash;that
+ I should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something
+ more serious than love had to do with the matter.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Humbug&mdash;what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea
+ would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left
+ alone again. Was that unnatural?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And those favouring accidents you mention&mdash;that nobody knew my first
+ wife&mdash;seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and
+ merely perfected a half-formed impulse&mdash;that I should call you my
+ first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come
+ here as anything else.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;My love, that story won&rsquo;t do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom
+ you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as
+ your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of her
+ turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me, and
+ ruining your name and prospects?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why&mdash;because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk
+ (assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have
+ risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a
+ personator of herself&mdash;the first one.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You came easiest to hand&mdash;remember that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach me your
+ first wife&rsquo;s history. All about how she was a native of Philadelphia. Then
+ making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and details of American
+ life and manners, in case the birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice,
+ should ever become known in this neighbourhood&mdash;unlikely as it was.
+ Ah! and then about the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the
+ dying my hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean
+ to say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in
+ arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and live with
+ you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new pleasure
+ and an easy life&mdash;and I was fool enough to give in to you&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good heavens above!&mdash;did I ask you to insert those advertisements
+ for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you
+ to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third
+ advertisement appeared&mdash;purporting to come from the long-lost wife,
+ and giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life&mdash;all
+ which you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then
+ enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the real
+ wife wouldn&rsquo;t answer it, and upset all your plans?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Because I knew she was burnt.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why didn&rsquo;t you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have
+ caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, <i>what was your
+ motive in having me here as your first wife</i>?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Silence!&rsquo; he exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going
+ on to mutter, &lsquo;And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite
+ young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an
+ expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you
+ exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as if
+ I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power,
+ indeed!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That wouldn&rsquo;t make her avoid me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes it would,&rsquo; he exclaimed impatiently. &lsquo;I wish I was dead&mdash;dead!&rsquo;
+ He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked
+ wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked in
+ her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,&rsquo; he
+ said. &lsquo;The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for a
+ satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free&mdash;but it may mean
+ more.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What may it mean?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How should I know?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, well, never mind, old boy,&rsquo; she said, approaching him to make up
+ the quarrel. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t be so alarmed&mdash;anybody would think that you were
+ the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am&mdash;we can
+ go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, &ldquo;His
+ first wife was burnt to death&rdquo; (or &ldquo;ran away to the Colonies,&rdquo; as the case
+ may be); &ldquo;He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway.&rdquo; A very
+ everyday case&mdash;nothing so horrible, after all.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He made an impatient movement. &lsquo;Whichever way we do it, <i>nobody must
+ know that you are not my wife Eunice</i>. And now I must think about
+ arranging matters.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the remainder
+ of the evening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0020" id="link2H_4_0020">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his companion,
+ Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that they would enter
+ upon the details of it when he came home at night. The fortunate fact that
+ the rector&rsquo;s letter did not require an immediate answer would give him
+ time to consider.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily
+ superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare
+ intervals, to dust Manston&rsquo;s office with her own hands, a servant being
+ supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly
+ wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards
+ standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if any
+ noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an
+ old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed
+ in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the
+ floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded
+ to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space between
+ them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the third of
+ three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with the
+ woman&rsquo;s eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself
+ distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the
+ central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited
+ film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the others;
+ that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower
+ edge.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the
+ matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston&rsquo;s
+ office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion here,
+ after the arrival of the rector&rsquo;s letter, and their subsequent discourse,
+ than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there would have been
+ nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one recollection. Manston
+ had once casually told her that each of the two side-lockers included half
+ the middle space, the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for
+ symmetry. It was possible that he had opened this compartment by
+ candlelight the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the
+ dust, and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her
+ an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering. She
+ considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse her all
+ knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar circumstances of
+ her connection with him. She went close to the cabinet. As there was no
+ keyhole, the door must be capable of being opened by the unassisted hand.
+ The circles in the dust told her at which edge to apply her force. Here
+ she pulled with the tips of her fingers, but the panel would not come
+ forward. She fetched a chair and looked over the top of the cabinet, but
+ no bolt, knob, or spring was to be seen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, never mind,&rsquo; she said, with indifference; &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll ask him about it, and
+ he will tell me.&rsquo; Down she came and turned away. Then looking back again
+ she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her. She retraced
+ her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the cabinet, pushing
+ in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the board.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it.
+ Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the tip
+ of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in
+ addition, a line ran across it diametrically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.&rsquo; Whatever mysterious
+ contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of the
+ cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute
+ provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She
+ fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a
+ penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity
+ contained&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names
+ only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice.
+ Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his
+ advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly
+ through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own
+ regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as far
+ as Eunice&rsquo;s first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before their
+ marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a period of
+ their existence. Some little time after he had made her his wife, and when
+ he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and now their contents
+ arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the
+ letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully
+ perused them in the order of their dates.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;JOHN STREET,
+ October 17, 1864.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;MY DEAREST HUSBAND,&mdash;I received your hurried line of yesterday, and
+ was of course content with it. But why don&rsquo;t you tell me your exact
+ address instead of that &ldquo;Post-Office, Budmouth?&rdquo; This matter is all a
+ mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is
+ the same kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command
+ that I am to stay here awhile until you can &ldquo;see how things look&rdquo; and can
+ arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a
+ married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you, and
+ that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your
+ position, why did you think of going at all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome, vexing,
+ and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street bearing her
+ husband&rsquo;s name openly&mdash;living with him in the most matter-of-fact
+ ease, and why shouldn&rsquo;t I? I wish I was back again in Liverpool.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too long
+ for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is gusty
+ and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside the door
+ since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.&mdash;Very
+ affectionately yours, EUNICE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;JOHN STREET,
+ October 25, 1864.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;MY DEAR HUSBAND,&mdash;Why don&rsquo;t you write? Do you hate me? I have not
+ had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be
+ in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my
+ first lodging for debt&mdash;among other things, they charged me for a lot
+ of brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell
+ and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and changed
+ my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was
+ the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being
+ there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street that you left me
+ in originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so dreadfully
+ that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to get out of bed to
+ stop it. This morning I have been walking&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know how far&mdash;but
+ far enough to make my feet ache. I have been looking at the outside of two
+ or three of the theatres, but they seem forbidding if I regard them with
+ the eye of an actress in search of an engagement. Though you said I was to
+ think no more of the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me
+ there. But I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one.
+ I am too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager&rsquo;s wife. I
+ certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this
+ strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London and then left
+ here alone! Why didn&rsquo;t you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I
+ might have told somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a
+ living friend to whom I could impart it&mdash;no such good fortune! In
+ fact, my nearest friend is no nearer than what most people would call a
+ stranger. But perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my
+ last letter to you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia
+ (the only near relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to
+ send a line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that
+ neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did
+ not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and
+ I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But
+ God knows if the letter will ever reach him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do write me an answer, and send something.&mdash;Your affectionate wife,
+ EUNICE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;FRIDAY, October 28.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;MY DEAR HUSBAND,&mdash;The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am
+ truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah&mdash;well,
+ if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by
+ this time, so don&rsquo;t think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can
+ you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant
+ tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me! You
+ are inconstant&mdash;I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I
+ love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond&mdash;that&rsquo;s my
+ nature. I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there
+ is another woman supplanting me in your heart&mdash;yes, I know it. Come
+ to me&mdash;do come. EUNICE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON,
+ November 19.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DEAR AENEAS,&mdash;Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you
+ have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would
+ have tried to do it&mdash;you know she would have. And no woman would have
+ lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call
+ myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of this
+ month&mdash;what could you expect?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly. Banished
+ as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the indignity was
+ about to lead to important results. But in crossing the park I overheard
+ the conversation of a young man and woman who had also risen early. I
+ believe her to be the girl who has won you away from me. Well, their
+ conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, <i>very peculiarly</i>. The
+ remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing it, told me of
+ what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that
+ neither of you understand. Two negatives never made such a telling
+ positive before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single
+ consideration prevents my revealing it&mdash;just one doubt as to whether
+ your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me. Civility now,
+ please. EUNICE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ Tuesday, November 22.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;MY DARLING HUSBAND,&mdash;Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I
+ have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at
+ the broker&rsquo;s in the next street. All this movement and bustle is
+ delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a
+ relief to wish the place good-bye&mdash;London always has seemed so much
+ more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do
+ nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss
+ Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.&mdash;Your loving wife,
+ EUNICE.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One other,
+ in Mrs. Manston&rsquo;s handwriting, and in the same packet, was differently
+ addressed.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD,
+ November 28, 1864.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DEAR COUSIN JAMES,&mdash;Thank you indeed for answering my letter so
+ promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the
+ least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write
+ again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible to
+ conceive.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don&rsquo;t blame me&mdash;it
+ was my husband&rsquo;s influence. I hardly know where to begin my story. I had
+ been living apart from him for a time&mdash;then he sent for me (this was
+ last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he did. He
+ promised to fetch me, and did not&mdash;leaving me to do the journey
+ alone. He promised to meet me at the station here&mdash;he did not. I went
+ on through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and
+ himself away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to
+ you in a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present
+ moment to write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure
+ when you detail it on paper&mdash;poor pleasure though.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But this is what I want to know&mdash;and I am ashamed to tell it. I
+ would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have
+ not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly
+ enough&mdash;do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist
+ in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks.
+ Will you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know
+ that you...&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the
+ writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production,
+ and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to write
+ at all?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she
+ had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England
+ for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters,
+ corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first, he
+ had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in the
+ fire.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably
+ thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt
+ with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was
+ burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one&mdash;kindling a
+ burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this
+ letter?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation of
+ all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do with
+ his reason for never showing it to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and up
+ to the time of the porter&rsquo;s confession, Manston believed&mdash;honestly
+ believed&mdash;that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of
+ course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could
+ possibly have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment
+ that he believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his
+ wedding. And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have
+ communicated with each other?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The existence of the letter&mdash;as much as, or more than its contents&mdash;implying
+ that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that calamity must have
+ terminated at the moment he obtained possession of the letter, if no
+ earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle that Anne could
+ discern, the true one?&mdash;that he had communicated with his wife
+ somewhere about the commencement of Anne&rsquo;s residence with him, or at any
+ time since?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken her
+ husband should countenance his scheme to personify her&mdash;whether she
+ were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston&rsquo;s real motive
+ in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne.
+ It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts
+ had reverted to Mr. Raunham&rsquo;s letter, asking for proofs of her identity
+ with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape for
+ the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst
+ alternative was not so very bad after all&mdash;the getting the name of
+ libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court of
+ law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly
+ progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently,
+ terrible as death itself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other
+ letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information,
+ fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never
+ seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity is
+ the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the mere
+ sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man&rsquo;s strange
+ bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with all the
+ woman Anne&rsquo;s faults, she had not descended to such depths of depravity as
+ to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known that a living
+ wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of
+ the question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of
+ subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after a
+ bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay mansion.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;Non illa colo calathisve Minervae
+ Foemineas assueta manus.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ 2. AFTERNOON
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a
+ machinery which they hoped to find working out important results.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following morning.
+ It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove&rsquo;s
+ communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to the
+ old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that, having
+ arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult intellectual feat
+ of suspending one&rsquo;s judgment becomes possible, he was now putting it in
+ practice, though not without the penalty of watchful effort.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his relative,
+ Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the subject
+ occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still beloved by this
+ solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private inquiries
+ concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness in her tone
+ when the young lady&rsquo;s name was mentioned, which showed that from whatever
+ cause the elder Cytherea&rsquo;s renunciation of her favourite and namesake
+ proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an
+ upright man?&rsquo; he said to the lady.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Never the slightest. Have you?&rsquo; said she reservedly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well&mdash;I have.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What is it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions
+ are very strong.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were first
+ married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he was; but I
+ think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the neglect.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke
+ honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with
+ the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston&mdash;much less that a
+ greater matter might be behind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s not it&mdash;I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that
+ the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston&rsquo;s wife.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not&mdash;Mr. Manston&rsquo;s wife?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That is it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. &lsquo;Not Mr. Manston&rsquo;s wife&mdash;who
+ else can she be?&rsquo; she said simply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary
+ interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had
+ endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she was
+ shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding between
+ herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets, also showed
+ that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had
+ lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding himself
+ mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the matter.
+ This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss
+ Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had
+ adopted on his opening the subject.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an
+ elaborate argument,&rsquo; she replied, &lsquo;were it not for one fact, which bears
+ in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof
+ can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which could induce
+ any sane man&mdash;leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston&rsquo;s clear-headedness
+ and integrity&mdash;to venture upon such an extraordinary course of
+ conduct&mdash;no motive on earth.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night&mdash;a
+ friend of mine and poor little Cytherea&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;and Cytherea,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised
+ by the name. &lsquo;That he loved Cytherea&mdash;yes and loves her now, wildly
+ and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years
+ younger than Mrs. Manston&mdash;as I shall call her&mdash;twice as sweet
+ in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up
+ quietly and suddenly for a common&mdash;Mr. Raunham, your story is
+ monstrous, and I don&rsquo;t believe it!&rsquo; She glowed in her earnestness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The rector might now have advanced his second proposition&mdash;the
+ possible motive&mdash;but for reasons of his own he did not.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your belief.
+ Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife or no, and
+ see how he receives it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will to-morrow, most certainly,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;I always let these things
+ die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of
+ mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her mind at
+ rest could not brook a night&rsquo;s delay. It was with the utmost difficulty
+ that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her movements.
+ Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and before it was
+ quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left the house, and
+ walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of the old
+ manor-house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to share the
+ rector&rsquo;s usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official appearance,
+ commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward Springrove.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of
+ Anne Seaway. Her woman&rsquo;s nature insisted that Manston had no right to keep
+ all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself. Perplexity
+ had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been continuous.
+ The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon at
+ mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances&mdash;almost indifferent to
+ whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something
+ portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully
+ observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them, the
+ thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away secretly.
+ She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was vague, and
+ she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him drive
+ away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go there
+ herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on foot
+ notwithstanding the distance&mdash;ostensibly to do some shopping.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at the
+ druggist&rsquo;s. Near the druggist&rsquo;s stood the County Bank. Looking out of the
+ shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come down the
+ steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and
+ pulling his coat close over its mouth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be
+ carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if
+ they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had in
+ all likelihood been taking money&mdash;possibly on Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ account&mdash;that was continual with him. And he might have been removing
+ his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner.
+ Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters
+ were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn&mdash;almost
+ haggard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation
+ withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion, the
+ mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a tap came
+ to the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and
+ answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. &lsquo;I should
+ be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is a dry, starlight evening,&rsquo; she replied. &lsquo;I will go for a little
+ walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss Aldclyffe.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well, do; there&rsquo;s no accounting for tastes,&rsquo; he said. A few
+ commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went
+ upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front
+ door, and went out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and quiet.
+ Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested her
+ absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know the
+ subject of Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s conversation with him. Simple curiosity was
+ not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly aroused
+ by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future depended on
+ her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances, would be far
+ from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to acquire the
+ important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought and thought,
+ and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could
+ be done.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing
+ and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which Miss
+ Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the
+ keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and opened
+ the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so
+ delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it.
+ At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;There&rsquo;s a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed the
+ door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The parlour,
+ or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the
+ window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the
+ back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one on each
+ side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were fastened by a
+ bolt passing continuously through them and the wood mullion within, the
+ bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till
+ Manston and herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at
+ all.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any
+ moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part of the
+ garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from disturbance.
+ The idea was worth a trial.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her
+ finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely
+ withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst,
+ where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of an
+ inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the room.
+ She applied her eye to the orifice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to
+ the window, his companion facing it. The lady&rsquo;s demeanour was severe,
+ condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned
+ sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her ear
+ upon the hole.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You know where,&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe. &lsquo;And how could you, a man, act a
+ double deceit like this?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Men do strange things sometimes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What was your reason&mdash;come?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A mere whim.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea, or
+ if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of her.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And can&rsquo;t you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married
+ Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that
+ my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman I
+ love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in
+ reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman to
+ come to me, as being better than no companion at all?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind as
+ that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an object
+ of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway at all, and
+ certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation by bringing her
+ here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn&rsquo;t, AEneas.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;So am I,&rsquo; he said bluntly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession was
+ like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly, and
+ with tears.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any
+ respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this
+ place&mdash;the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day
+ or two!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow&mdash;nobody
+ knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized globe, as
+ AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife, or I am damned
+ past redemption!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You must do something,&rsquo; he murmured. &lsquo;You must. Yes, you must.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I never will,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;It is a criminal act.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked at her earnestly. &lsquo;Will you not support me through this
+ deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this
+ place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston repeated gloomily the same words. &lsquo;My life depends upon your
+ supporting me&mdash;my very life.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he held
+ her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came over
+ her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still he held
+ her and whispered on.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her
+ hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in her
+ outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely
+ quivered: &lsquo;They have no money. What can they prove?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it was
+ in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain to
+ Anne, and that only inductively&mdash;that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he
+ had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston&rsquo;s
+ behalf.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining, yet she
+ lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the crestfallen
+ and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne quickly inserted
+ the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down the steps into the
+ park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge lime-tree, which
+ absorbed her dark outline into its own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his arm,
+ cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the house. She
+ watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots, towards the
+ mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the dark mass of
+ walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s outline became
+ visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was darkness again. The
+ form of Manston returning alone arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne
+ in her hiding-place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any kind
+ might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now that
+ she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to
+ disguise the real state of his mind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston still
+ talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a mistrustful
+ woman? A man&rsquo;s cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera to the thin
+ tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he was attempting
+ something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was trying to distract
+ her attention, that he might be unobserved in some special movement of his
+ hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became
+ attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated
+ condition at such times&mdash;when the existence divides itself into two,
+ and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another
+ person, to hide the timorous spy.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly over
+ when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be
+ accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked
+ steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said
+ sententiously, &lsquo;Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb show than
+ the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of incentive&mdash;from
+ the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest hints for action.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, in what way?&rsquo; she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite
+ unintelligible to her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic,
+ business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They
+ make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant
+ shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several
+ attitudes imply &ldquo;Make ready.&rdquo; The &ldquo;make ready&rdquo; of ten minutes to one
+ differs from the &ldquo;make ready&rdquo; of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs
+ from age. &ldquo;Upward and onward&rdquo; says twenty-five minutes to eleven. Mid-day
+ or midnight expresses distinctly &ldquo;It is done.&rdquo; You surely have noticed
+ that?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, I have.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He continued with affected quaintness:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a
+ quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must
+ have been observed by everybody.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of
+ imagination in your fancy,&rsquo; she said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He still contemplated the clock.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the
+ eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched top,
+ half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the upper
+ part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic, elevating
+ his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good and evil.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted to
+ get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his
+ suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the
+ clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time
+ had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah,&rsquo; he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her out a
+ glass of wine. &lsquo;Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must nearly
+ want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you do it at
+ once, my dear.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to
+ perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect
+ her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to the
+ rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and ground
+ heavily during winding.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the interval,
+ and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by her ears.
+ But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall at her right
+ hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her
+ glass of wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She
+ methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she faced
+ him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to
+ realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can have
+ made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been
+ prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she could
+ not instantly put on a fear of her position.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition served
+ to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was the act of
+ a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery, unless there
+ were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston could possibly
+ have.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make her
+ sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original suspicion,
+ that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was going to set
+ about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be kept in utter
+ darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the wine.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for
+ nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to throw
+ the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one sip. This she
+ did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her handkerchief.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in
+ proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized the
+ glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round again
+ she was holding the glass to her lips, empty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were fastened.
+ She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a few minutes
+ later they retired for the night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 5. FROM ELEVEN O&rsquo;CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing,
+ that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the
+ gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this
+ operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer of
+ the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided out
+ of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place a small
+ phial she had seen there before. It was labelled &lsquo;Battley&rsquo;s Solution of
+ Opium.&rsquo; She felt relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was
+ to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to
+ be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she reached
+ the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had closed the door,
+ under which a faint gleam showed that he had obtained a light. She crept
+ to the door, but could not venture to open it, however slightly. Placing
+ her ear to the panel, she could hear him tearing up papers of some sort,
+ and a brighter and quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an
+ instant later, implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of
+ his footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he was
+ approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into bed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered it&mdash;again
+ without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure himself that
+ she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their ready-money was
+ kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne&rsquo;s ear distinctly
+ caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold as he handled it.
+ Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to its place. He stood
+ thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While lingering thus, he
+ noticed the reflected image of his own face in the glass&mdash;pale and
+ spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather
+ which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired
+ from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door,
+ and go out into the yard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the
+ bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the
+ door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. &lsquo;A
+ precaution&mdash;it can be no more,&rsquo; she muttered. Yet she was all the
+ more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave
+ home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in,
+ holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a
+ mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt.
+ How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the
+ bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a
+ dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no
+ other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out
+ upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne
+ took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room
+ and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the small
+ parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the gravel
+ path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till her toes
+ swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she adroitly
+ alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the evening
+ the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole landscape
+ rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as an attribute of
+ the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house, listening intently.
+ The steward had had at least ten minutes&rsquo; start of her. She had waited
+ here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a movement in the
+ outhouse&mdash;a fragment once attached to the main building. This
+ outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which had been a
+ kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were pulled down,
+ but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only
+ means of access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door
+ of this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the exterior.
+ It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was evidently in the
+ outhouse.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped in
+ gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the floor
+ from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This light
+ was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice. Glancing
+ in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the various
+ apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress of a single
+ ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the bar of light
+ fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon
+ it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop
+ was also partly visible from her position through the two half-open doors.
+ Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the tools, gallipots,
+ and old iron it contained. When it was quite cleared he took a chisel, and
+ with it began to withdraw the hooks and shoulder-nails holding the
+ cupboard to the wall. All these being loosened, he extended his arms,
+ lifted the cupboard bodily from the brackets under it, and deposited it on
+ the floor beside him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now
+ laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the
+ bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind of tool,
+ flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now stripped clear
+ about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar between the joints of
+ the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until several were loosened. There
+ was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven, which was apparently contrived
+ in the thickness of the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been
+ closed up with bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple
+ old-fashioned plan of oven-building&mdash;a mere oblate cavity without a
+ flue.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy weight
+ of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who watched him
+ could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack, nearly full, and
+ was tied at the mouth in the usual way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and
+ his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the
+ light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had
+ certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard it.
+ &lsquo;One of the rats,&rsquo; she thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics
+ completely. He did not light his candle&mdash;going on with his work in
+ the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she
+ could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven&rsquo;s
+ mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not
+ left her brain all the interval of her inspection&mdash;how should she get
+ back into her bedroom again?&mdash;now received a solution. Whilst he was
+ replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the key
+ from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back
+ the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think
+ the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention,
+ occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and hardly
+ disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning of his
+ actions in the workshop.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she
+ advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual
+ footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the
+ floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the
+ copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied by
+ Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him breathe
+ between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern anything of
+ him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly
+ she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of
+ touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or
+ woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm foot,
+ covered with a polished boot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a
+ sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow.
+ Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough
+ to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise of
+ Manston&rsquo;s scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the slight
+ rustle of her dress.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was
+ somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage
+ of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand
+ upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed
+ her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure:
+ she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences. The
+ motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite
+ unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again,
+ feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her
+ side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time
+ was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The
+ comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured
+ resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical
+ inferences:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness to
+ get there, as she had to enter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached
+ the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for
+ purposes of his own.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his
+ re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had
+ contained&mdash;bottle by bottle, tool by tool&mdash;after which he came
+ into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths
+ covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely
+ relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop,
+ hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some
+ other article. Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed
+ the brewhouse, and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could
+ see his outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was
+ slung at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings
+ of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the
+ copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of
+ this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of a
+ broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the
+ steward.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow.
+ Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had touched
+ was, in his turn, watched and followed also.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The
+ unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and pondered
+ awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she stood up from
+ the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard without producing
+ the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went in the direction the
+ others had taken.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne waited yet another minute&mdash;then in her turn noiselessly followed
+ the last woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that in
+ coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were
+ following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned,
+ standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston&rsquo;s horse and gig, ready
+ harnessed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed the
+ horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house and her
+ exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this branch of
+ the night&rsquo;s events. She turned about again, and continued on the trail of
+ the other three.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a
+ watcher.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park plantation,
+ at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground, completely
+ overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which was as soft as
+ velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that is, the man walking
+ immediately behind Manston, now fell back, when Manston&rsquo;s housekeeper,
+ knowing the ground pretty well, dived circuitously among the trees and got
+ directly behind the steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded
+ but slowly. The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a
+ little in advance, but on Manston&rsquo;s other hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house. There
+ he stopped, wiped his face, and listened.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half
+ filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled
+ themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of them,
+ placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a large
+ heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush, and
+ turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped
+ behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he,
+ too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher,
+ the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in
+ hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward
+ than was Anne Seaway.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward&rsquo;s spade,
+ as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible to her
+ ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the engine
+ concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought the subdued
+ roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank that screened it. A
+ large hole&mdash;some four or five feet deep&mdash;had been excavated by
+ Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately placed the sack,
+ and then began filling in the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he
+ carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of
+ the pit, burying the ground with them as they had buried it before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation of
+ leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be disturbed
+ again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still decayed and
+ added to the mould beneath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne could
+ now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from behind the
+ tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense contemplation of
+ the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white and motionless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the
+ completion of his labour he turned, and did so.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ho&mdash;you here!&rsquo; he exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t think I am a spy upon you,&rsquo; she said, in an imploring whisper. Anne
+ recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in the
+ recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he had
+ come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear any
+ part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water, which
+ could reach him unimpeded by the bank.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the
+ first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed
+ to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage
+ himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the blade
+ of the instrument. The man fell to the ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Fly!&rsquo; said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the trees.
+ Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked at
+ the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable magnanimity
+ when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because it is one&rsquo;s
+ duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no law of
+ reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently turned him
+ over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her assistance he was
+ soon able to stand upright.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his
+ ideas. &lsquo;Who are you?&rsquo; he said to the woman, mechanically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. &lsquo;I am the supposed Mrs.
+ Manston,&rsquo; she said. &lsquo;Who are you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery&mdash;which
+ may be criminal.&rsquo; He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and seemed
+ gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his utterance.
+ &lsquo;Never you mind who I am,&rsquo; he continued. &lsquo;Well, it doesn&rsquo;t matter now,
+ either&mdash;it will no longer be a secret.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had taken&mdash;coming
+ back again after the lapse of a minute.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It&rsquo;s only an aggravated assault, after all,&rsquo; he said hastily, &lsquo;until we
+ have found out for certain what&rsquo;s buried here. It may be only a bag of
+ building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.&rsquo; He seized the
+ spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit,
+ continuing a muttered discourse. &lsquo;It&rsquo;s no use my running after him
+ single-handed,&rsquo; he said. &lsquo;He&rsquo;s ever so far off by this time. The best step
+ is to see what is here.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been
+ for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out,
+ and the sack dragged forth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hold this,&rsquo; he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing
+ near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave it
+ into her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer laid
+ the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth the
+ contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in
+ impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling open
+ the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something, hanging
+ on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it felt
+ stringy, and adhered to his fingers. &lsquo;Hold the light close,&rsquo; he said.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered
+ at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb. It
+ was a long hair; the hair of a woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;God! I couldn&rsquo;t believe it&mdash;no, I couldn&rsquo;t believe it!&rsquo; the
+ detective whispered, horror-struck. &lsquo;And I have lost the man for the
+ present through my unbelief. Let&rsquo;s get into a sheltered place.... Now wait
+ a minute whilst I prove it.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a minute
+ packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled in the
+ middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk&rsquo;s wife had found on
+ Manston&rsquo;s pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held the two
+ hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid them
+ parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length to a
+ nicety. The detective turned to Anne.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is the body of his first wife,&rsquo; he said quietly. &lsquo;He murdered her, as
+ Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected&mdash;but how and when, God only
+ knows.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I!&rsquo; exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of events
+ and motives explanatory of the whole crime&mdash;events and motives
+ shadowed forth by the letter, Manston&rsquo;s possession of it, his renunciation
+ of Cytherea, and instalment of herself&mdash;flashing upon her mind with
+ the rapidity of lightning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;I see,&rsquo; said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and
+ a handcuff was on her wrist. &lsquo;You must come with me, madam. Knowing as
+ much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it
+ doesn&rsquo;t make you a goddess&mdash;far from it.&rsquo; He directed the bull&rsquo;s-eye
+ into her face.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Pooh&mdash;lead on,&rsquo; she said scornfully, &lsquo;and don&rsquo;t lose your principal
+ actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the grove&mdash;making
+ her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A light was burning
+ here, and an auxiliary of the detective&rsquo;s awaiting him: a horse ready
+ harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You have come&mdash;I wish I had known that,&rsquo; the detective said to his
+ assistant, hurriedly and angrily. &lsquo;Well, we&rsquo;ve blundered&mdash;he&rsquo;s gone&mdash;you
+ should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss Aldclyffe&mdash;she
+ watched me.&rsquo; He hastily gave directions in an undertone to this man. The
+ concluding words were, &lsquo;Go in to the rector&mdash;he&rsquo;s up. Detain Miss
+ Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge with this one,
+ and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets light.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went,
+ the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at
+ each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came to
+ a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance on
+ both sides. It was totally dark here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at
+ the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective drove
+ against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the ground.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out his
+ hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of another
+ conveyance of some kind.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hoy!&rsquo; said the officer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Nobody answered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Hoy, you man asleep there!&rsquo; he said again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ No reply.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, that&rsquo;s odd&mdash;this comes of the folly of travelling without
+ gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.&rsquo; He jumped to the ground and turned
+ on his lantern.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of the
+ road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near the
+ vehicle.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know whose gig this is?&rsquo; he said to the woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward&rsquo;s.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;ll swear it&rsquo;s Manston&rsquo;s! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However, you
+ needn&rsquo;t say anything which may criminate you. What forethought the man
+ must have had&mdash;how carefully he must have considered possible
+ contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he
+ began shifting the body.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the
+ occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the
+ light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing
+ beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many
+ yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done by
+ the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne. If he
+ had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have stepped
+ unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the greatest ease.
+ Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston&rsquo;s
+ circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer
+ felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He hastily tied the head of Manston&rsquo;s horse to the back of his own
+ vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of
+ escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to the
+ county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and then
+ took immediate steps for the capture of Manston.
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston&rsquo;s escape.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside the
+ corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them critically
+ as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke of Manston.
+ Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using their constant
+ phrase, &lsquo;The next article, please?&rsquo; substituted, &lsquo;Have you heard if he&rsquo;s
+ caught?&rsquo; Dairymen and drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens,
+ spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into
+ the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost
+ keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, &lsquo;Ay, ay, so&rsquo;s: they&rsquo;ll
+ have him avore night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and
+ anxiously. &lsquo;Well, have you heard any more?&rsquo; he said to an acquaintance who
+ accosted him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They tracked him in this way,&rsquo; said the other young man. &lsquo;A vagrant first
+ told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under which this man
+ was lying. They followed the track he pointed out and ultimately came to a
+ stile. On the other side was a heap of half-hardened mud, scraped from the
+ road. On the surface of the heap, where it had been smoothed by the
+ shovel, was distinctly imprinted the form of a man&rsquo;s hand, the buttons of
+ his waistcoat, and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in
+ hurrying over the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved
+ the man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford
+ crossed by stepping-stones&mdash;on the further bank were the same
+ footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of this
+ course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went, and the next
+ clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space
+ three or four yards wide ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying
+ about a ewe-lease, it was a proof that somebody had passed there not more
+ than half-an-hour earlier. At twelve o&rsquo;clock that day he had noticed such
+ a feature in his flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got
+ into Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at
+ eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to
+ France by way of Jersey and St. Malo&mdash;his only chance, all the
+ railway-stations being watched.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again at
+ half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under the
+ lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office door,
+ and one or two more up Mary Street&mdash;the straight cut to the quay. At
+ a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the attention
+ of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street came a man as
+ boldly as possible. The gait was Manston&rsquo;s, but not the clothes. He passed
+ over to the shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this
+ warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and waited,
+ but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised&mdash;they searched
+ the town high and low&mdash;no Manston. All this morning they have been
+ searching, but there&rsquo;s not a sign of him anywhere. However, he has lost
+ his last chance of getting across the Channel. It is reported that he has
+ since changed clothes with a labourer.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow a
+ shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots&mdash;who was
+ stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and
+ concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a
+ bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the
+ High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from
+ the country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and
+ leave it there.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the
+ direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see
+ stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man
+ to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty
+ yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side.
+ This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle
+ of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his brain:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man&mdash;a brown
+ smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on second
+ thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw with the
+ greatest ease and naturalness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where
+ Cytherea was living.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire,
+ Cytherea was the steward&rsquo;s lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of
+ results, might rush to his wife and harm her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain;
+ but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for
+ Tolchurch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. ONE TO TWO O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by
+ the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and was
+ riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might ascertain
+ the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him concerning
+ Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to her of the
+ matter.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the lane
+ for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare in
+ this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside were
+ invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to a
+ novelty.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the house.
+ It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly deserted, and
+ more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his sister were
+ staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of cottages. The
+ man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted the door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced to
+ the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he next
+ pressed his face against the glass, peering in.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea&rsquo;s experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as ever
+ fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the peering
+ face that of the man she had married.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear was
+ great; but had she known the truth&mdash;that the man outside, feeling he
+ had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of
+ recklessness, terrified nature must have given way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;let me come in: I am your husband.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No,&rsquo; she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. &lsquo;If you
+ want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, he&rsquo;s not at home? Cytherea, I can&rsquo;t live without you! All my sin has
+ been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough for
+ us both&mdash;only come with me.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Not now&mdash;not now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You cannot,&rsquo; she said faintly. His words began to terrify her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I will, I say!&rsquo; he exclaimed. &lsquo;Will you let me in, I ask once more?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;I will not,&rsquo; said Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Then I will let myself in!&rsquo; he answered resolutely. &lsquo;I will, if I die for
+ it!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements.
+ He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the hole,
+ unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began opening the
+ window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with
+ desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Damn you!&rsquo; he exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now: he
+ thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened it in
+ the same way as the former one had been opened, before the terror-stricken
+ girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant he stood in the
+ pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung back the shutters,
+ and held out his arms to embrace her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either
+ flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution at
+ the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this preserved
+ her consciousness.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Never before had the poor child&rsquo;s natural agility served her in such good
+ stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room. Round
+ this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her large
+ eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed upon
+ Manston&rsquo;s, to read by his expression whether his next intention was to
+ dart to the right or the left.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of
+ unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers. It had
+ surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston continued his
+ pursuit with a lowered eye.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The panting and maddened desperado&mdash;blind to everything but the
+ capture of his wife&mdash;went with a rush under the table: she went over
+ it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at
+ the other side.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;One on her youth and pliant limbs relies,
+ One on his sinews and his giant size.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run. She
+ felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she uttered
+ a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to echo for
+ miles.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about her
+ shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient to
+ confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended
+ direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At last! my Cytherea!&rsquo; he cried, overturning the table, springing over
+ it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and
+ clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast, and
+ fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was leisurely.
+ He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, &lsquo;Rest there for a while, my
+ frightened little bird!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by the
+ collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram against
+ the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung in at the
+ open window, and stood once more between man and wife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one
+ side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them. It
+ was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: &lsquo;Hast thou
+ found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because thou
+ hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the taller,
+ but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the delicate flesh of
+ the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws of a gin. In a minute
+ they were both on the floor, rolling over and over, locked in each other&rsquo;s
+ grasp as tightly as if they had been one organic being at war with itself&mdash;Edward
+ trying to secure Manston&rsquo;s arms with a small thong he had drawn from his
+ pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous
+ space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so similar
+ in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke of their
+ heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of body or
+ limbs.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She had
+ then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer,
+ unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, &lsquo;Come! Help! O,
+ help!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed
+ forward at her words. &lsquo;Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on
+ lately?&rsquo; they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as
+ before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward&rsquo;s grasp, seemed at this
+ moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a desperate
+ end. &lsquo;I give it all up for life&mdash;dear life!&rsquo; he cried, with a hoarse
+ laugh. &lsquo;A reckless man has a dozen lives&mdash;see how I&rsquo;ll baffle you all
+ yet!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In one
+ half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts
+ had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the
+ lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank by
+ the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion. He ran
+ up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled to stand
+ upright&mdash;clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to imprint
+ a kiss upon her lips then!
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose
+ wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt
+ at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm
+ for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially
+ recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting
+ anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the door.
+ Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its wheels
+ and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed; ornament
+ had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use. Three men sat
+ on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands were bound in front
+ of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard,
+ and fixed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston&rsquo;s crime in a few short words. He
+ now said solemnly, &lsquo;He is to die.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And I cannot mourn for him,&rsquo; she replied with a shudder, leaning back and
+ covering her face with her hands.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched the
+ cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually dying
+ away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <a name="link2H_4_0022" id="link2H_4_0022">
+ <!-- H2 anchor --> </a>
+ </p>
+ <div style="height: 4em;">
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+ </h2>
+ <h3>
+ 1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON
+ </h3>
+ <p>
+ Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the
+ bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer
+ Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his
+ friend, Farmer Baker.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down the
+ street at some object which had attracted his attention. &lsquo;Ah, &lsquo;tis what we
+ shall all come to!&rsquo; he murmured.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The other looked in the same direction. &lsquo;True, neighbour Springrove;
+ true.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were
+ what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their
+ shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as that,&rsquo;
+ said Springrove, still regarding the men&rsquo;s sad burden. &lsquo;I call it a sort
+ of medicine.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this way
+ lately? D&rsquo;seem as if the person died suddenly.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don&rsquo;t we? But there&rsquo;s no
+ difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other
+ sort. There&rsquo;s no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid down
+ to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end&mdash;thoughtfully
+ formed as any other&mdash;which has been existing at that very same point
+ from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the
+ Lord&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now you&rsquo;ll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front
+ of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi&rsquo; that threshing and
+ winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand
+ still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and the
+ Wherefores, before the end o&rsquo; it all, and we go down into the
+ mouldering-place, and are forgotten?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a feeling that will come. But &lsquo;twont bear looking into. There&rsquo;s a
+ back&rsquo;ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in
+ order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here with
+ the coffin, look.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand.
+ The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the way.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a man&rsquo;s coffin, and a tall man&rsquo;s, too,&rsquo; continued Farmer Springrove.
+ &lsquo;His was a fine frame, whoever he was.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A very plain box for the poor soul&mdash;just the rough elm, you see.&rsquo;
+ The corner of the cloth had blown aside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death&rsquo;s all the less insult to him. I
+ have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look than
+ the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all the
+ reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty&mdash;and I speak from
+ experience&mdash;is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty
+ of his life shows itself more than usual.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across a
+ gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy
+ archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals,
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;COUNTY GAOL.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the two
+ iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally stepped
+ over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length through the
+ aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from sight.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Somebody in the gaol, then?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, one of the prisoners,&rsquo; said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who
+ passed on whistling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Do you know the name of the man who is dead?&rsquo; inquired Baker of a third
+ bystander.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, &lsquo;tis all over town&mdash;surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why,
+ Manston, Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s steward. He was found dead the first thing this
+ morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way, by
+ a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his
+ features were scarcely changed, as he looked at &lsquo;em with the early sun
+ a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the
+ murder, and all that led to it. So there&rsquo;s an end of him.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was perfectly true: Manston was dead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and had
+ occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following
+ confession:&mdash;
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;LAST WORDS.
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Having found man&rsquo;s life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce
+ it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected
+ with my past proceedings.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the fire
+ at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested, I went, a
+ second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that nothing could
+ be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned home again in
+ the company of Mr. Raunham.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards the
+ rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange
+ deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park
+ trees. It was the figure of a woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire: it
+ was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil covering
+ her face. These features, together with her size and gait, aided also by a
+ flash of perception as to the chain of events which had saved her life,
+ told me that she was my wife Eunice.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had
+ gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint, whose
+ mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion of feeling
+ was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a mocking
+ tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She came close&mdash;started at seeing me outside&mdash;then spoke to me.
+ Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and
+ sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both
+ lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints to
+ irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which
+ concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it&mdash;more
+ surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;How could you serve me so?&rdquo; she said, her breath smelling of spirits
+ even then. &ldquo;You love another woman&mdash;yes, you do. See how you drive me
+ about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and
+ yet I come to try you once more.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked&mdash;rage
+ and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously
+ raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She
+ turned quickly&mdash;and it was the poor creature&rsquo;s end. By her movement
+ my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck&mdash;as men strike
+ a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must
+ have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements,
+ and uttered one low sound.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm with
+ my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For
+ several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences of
+ my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she left
+ the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the
+ parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Upon this I acted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the
+ moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and
+ waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four
+ o&rsquo;clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I
+ would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I found,
+ when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the wall
+ sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an old
+ oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house was
+ prepared for me.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few
+ minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body again
+ the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven, packed in
+ the bricks, and replaced the cupboard.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very remote
+ possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was not
+ consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck me
+ most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no
+ remains whatever should be found.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place it
+ among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on
+ account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire. One
+ remedy remained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must take
+ down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the bricks,
+ pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys from her
+ pocket and the watch from her side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I then replaced everything as before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my way
+ through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the back. Here
+ I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where pieces of
+ bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the laurel-bushes.
+ I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these old bones; but
+ though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish here, there was not
+ one now. I then groped in the other corner with the same result&mdash;nowhere
+ could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were
+ all I could collect, and with these I was forced to be content.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the inn,
+ where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the hedge, I
+ could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the spot.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over
+ the hedge and over the men&rsquo;s heads into the smoking embers. When the bones
+ had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the watch.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as
+ the dawn began to break. I exulted&mdash;&ldquo;Cytherea is mine again!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At breakfast-time I thought, &ldquo;Suppose the cupboard should by some
+ unlikely chance get moved to-day!&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I went to the mason&rsquo;s yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast, and
+ brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse, again
+ shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven behind.
+ Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for the next
+ night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was in a
+ tolerably safe hiding-place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had been
+ on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went to the
+ outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in the
+ shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. &ldquo;I will bury her
+ to-morrow night, however,&rdquo; I thought.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my
+ reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after
+ all, never likely to be opened in my time.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church
+ with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on
+ good intentions, than I did on that morning.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When Cytherea&rsquo;s brother made his appearance at the hotel in Southampton,
+ bearing his strange evidence of the porter&rsquo;s disclosure, I was staggered
+ beyond expression. I thought they had found the body. &ldquo;Am I to be
+ apprehended and to lose her even now?&rdquo; I mourned. I saw my error, and
+ instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an honourable man. So
+ at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated on several schemes
+ for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal right to claim as my
+ wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in a
+ state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife
+ dead without compromising myself.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts
+ by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced
+ to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in the
+ settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk&mdash;their
+ conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to that
+ stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the night
+ of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet me, and break
+ the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did; but because I would
+ not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood of vindictiveness. When the
+ fire was over, he joined his comrade. The favourable hour of the night
+ suggested to them the possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight
+ came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his
+ repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my birds.
+ I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was
+ disinclined to go, and the first went off alone.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It was now about three o&rsquo;clock. He had advanced as far as the shrubbery,
+ which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied he heard,
+ above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side of the building.
+ He described them in these words, &ldquo;Ghostly mouths talking&mdash;then a
+ fall&mdash;then a groan&mdash;then the rush of the water and creak of the
+ engine as before.&rdquo; Only one explanation occurred to him; the house was
+ haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices of any kind
+ were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He stealthily crept
+ home.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal his
+ adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the
+ railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then he
+ asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an
+ enactment in the flesh between me and my wife?
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The words of the other man were:
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Why don&rsquo;t he try to find her if she&rsquo;s alive?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;True,&rdquo; said the first. &ldquo;Well, I don&rsquo;t forget what I heard, and if she
+ don&rsquo;t turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her murder,
+ and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the treadmill
+ for being where I was.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;And if she should turn up alive?&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&ldquo;Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well
+ as a rogue, hold my tongue.&rdquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven or
+ earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put upon me&mdash;the
+ dread of a death upon the gallows.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only
+ effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a simple
+ one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the suspicions
+ of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless, innocent
+ creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth, and who had for
+ some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On account of this
+ lady&rsquo;s sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious position, as
+ regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind of woman for
+ the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of hers was
+ valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next day, called
+ at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been
+ known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the
+ way of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my
+ course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my plan.
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne
+ came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in
+ which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond
+ waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the
+ first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me.
+ During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but
+ could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the
+ body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I
+ went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss
+ Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no right or
+ wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more. She said
+ that she could tell by Mr. Raunham&rsquo;s manner that evening, that he kept
+ back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one he spoke
+ of, and that strangers were in his house even then.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten her
+ to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I killed my
+ wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon the advantage
+ to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory that
+ evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my residence.
+ This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging my wife&rsquo;s
+ grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack contained.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost
+ always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is strange
+ and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men, who have
+ scarcely ever been otherwise.
+ </p>
+<pre xml:space="preserve">
+ &lsquo;AENEAS MANSTON.&rsquo;
+</pre>
+ <p>
+ The steward&rsquo;s confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various
+ kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from
+ all suspicion of complicity with the murderer.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 2. SIX O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was evening&mdash;just at sunset&mdash;on the day of Manston&rsquo;s death.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea,
+ her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the window
+ conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white as a lily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated
+ the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner of
+ the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in a
+ flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of the
+ wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came nearer,
+ and arrived opposite Owen&rsquo;s door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave
+ a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s carriage!&rsquo; they all exclaimed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen went out. &lsquo;Is Miss Graye at home?&rsquo; said the man. &lsquo;A note for her, and
+ I am to wait for an answer.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:&mdash;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;DEAR MISS GRAYE,&mdash;Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She
+ continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you. If you
+ possibly can, come in the carriage.&mdash;Very sincerely yours, JOHN
+ RAUNHAM.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;How comes she ill?&rsquo; Owen inquired of the coachman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on the
+ night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she complained
+ of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran in and told
+ her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol&mdash;she shrieked&mdash;broke
+ a blood-vessel&mdash;and fell upon the floor. Severe internal haemorrhage
+ continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is sure to get over
+ it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it before.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 3. SEVEN O&rsquo;CLOCK P.M.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Soft as was Cytherea&rsquo;s motion along the corridors of Knapwater House, the
+ preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught the
+ maiden&rsquo;s well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with suspended
+ breath.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so
+ rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady&rsquo;s weak
+ act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the
+ universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the
+ room on Cytherea&rsquo;s entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged in a
+ whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been
+ pronounced out of danger.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a
+ change&mdash;Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a
+ forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the
+ haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter
+ mild placidity had taken its place.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone
+ with Cytherea.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea?&rsquo; she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea clasped the lady&rsquo;s weak hand, and sank beside her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. &lsquo;They say I am certain to live; but I know
+ that I am certainly going to die.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;They know, I think, and hope.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know best, but we&rsquo;ll leave that. Cytherea&mdash;O Cytherea, can you
+ forgive me!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Her companion pressed her hand.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But you don&rsquo;t know yet&mdash;you don&rsquo;t know yet,&rsquo; the invalid murmured.
+ &lsquo;It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I
+ implore, and for putting such force upon him&mdash;that which caused all
+ the train of your innumerable ills!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know all&mdash;all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that
+ is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I
+ myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s eyes, and mingled with those of her
+ young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions of
+ strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from the
+ broken-spirited woman.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But you don&rsquo;t know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would pity
+ me then!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman
+ appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a
+ voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there
+ pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones to
+ bear it out worthily.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Cytherea,&rsquo; she said, &lsquo;listen to me before I die.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A long time ago&mdash;more than thirty years ago&mdash;a young girl of
+ seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of
+ six-and-twenty. He went to India, and died.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her parents
+ from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the money she
+ possessed, pinned it on her infant&rsquo;s bosom, together with a letter,
+ stating, among other things, what she wished the child&rsquo;s Christian name to
+ be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to Clapham. Here, in a
+ retired street, she selected a house. She placed the child on the doorstep
+ and knocked at the door, then ran away and watched. They took it up and
+ carried it indoors.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for
+ cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents&rsquo; counsel to
+ secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn&rsquo;t know what to do.
+ She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked
+ her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named. These
+ were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The
+ woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one
+ meeting&mdash;at an inn in Hammersmith&mdash;she made her appearance
+ without the child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live
+ through the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully
+ agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her, bent
+ over her, and begged her not to go on speaking.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;I must,&rsquo; she cried, between her sobs. &lsquo;I will&mdash;I must go
+ on! And I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am
+ gone, Cytherea.&rsquo; The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The name of the woman who had taken the child was <i>Manston</i>. She was
+ the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a
+ relation.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of the
+ inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever since.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A twelvemonth passed&mdash;fifteen months&mdash;and the saddened girl met
+ a man at her father&rsquo;s house named Graye&mdash;your father, Cytherea, then
+ unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to be
+ loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her secret
+ he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort, and pined.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and
+ estates by her father&rsquo;s death, she formed the weak scheme of having near
+ her the son whom, in her father&rsquo;s life-time, she had been forbidden to
+ recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is.
+ </p>
+ <hr />
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I
+ wanted to see him <i>your husband</i>, Cytherea!&mdash;the husband of my
+ true lover&rsquo;s child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me&mdash;O, pity
+ me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I
+ love him now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose you must leave me again&mdash;you always leave me,&rsquo; she said,
+ after holding the young woman&rsquo;s hand a long while in silence.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No&mdash;indeed I&rsquo;ll stay always. Do you like me to stay?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the
+ old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. &lsquo;But you are your
+ brother&rsquo;s housekeeper?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go
+ home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come
+ again, won&rsquo;t you, dearest, come again&mdash;we&rsquo;ll fetch you. But you
+ mustn&rsquo;t stay now, and put Owen out. O no&mdash;it would be absurd.&rsquo; The
+ absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen
+ in very sick people, was present here.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay
+ continuously.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die&mdash;I shan&rsquo;t die
+ till to-morrow.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;We hope for your recovery&mdash;all of us.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I know best. Come at six o&rsquo;clock, darling.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;As soon as ever I can,&rsquo; returned Cytherea tenderly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But six is too early&mdash;you will have to think of your brother&rsquo;s
+ breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known had her
+ companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of Cytherea&rsquo;s
+ nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a proceeding
+ would have involved.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the
+ pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage to
+ put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in
+ readiness to bring her back earlier.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ 4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The third and last instance of Cytherea&rsquo;s subjection to those periodic
+ terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the
+ Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was about four o&rsquo;clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most
+ probably dreaming, seemed to awake&mdash;and instantly was transfixed by a
+ sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the foot of
+ her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of entreaty beyond the
+ power of words to portray, was the form of Miss Aldclyffe&mdash;wan and
+ distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but longing&mdash;earnest
+ longing&mdash;was written in every feature.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in thinking,
+ without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before her in flesh
+ and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead Cytherea to ask
+ herself how such a thing could have occurred.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I would have remained with you&mdash;why would you not allow me to stay!&rsquo;
+ Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and
+ the figure vanished.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet, and
+ not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep, she went
+ and tapped at his door.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Owen!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What do you want, Cytherea?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I really
+ think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What time is it?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A few minutes past four.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should
+ have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to bed
+ again.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to
+ the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen&rsquo;s
+ window. He waited&mdash;the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been
+ thrown against it to arouse him.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white
+ face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch the
+ first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a Knapwater
+ man sitting on horseback.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every
+ man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Miss Aldclyffe....&rsquo; said the messenger, and paused.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;dead?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;she is dead.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;When did she die?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you see,
+ sir. I started directly, by the rector&rsquo;s orders.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
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+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </div>
+ <h2>
+ SEQUEL
+ </h2>
+ <p>
+ Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night,
+ 1867.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford
+ Church, at ten o&rsquo;clock in the evening.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light
+ of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six
+ Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in
+ the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and
+ the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is an
+ assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The six natives&mdash;in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats&mdash;pull
+ and catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair
+ waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who has
+ the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat. Their
+ ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of
+ kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed
+ on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four
+ unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the men,
+ is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower archway. At
+ the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and chancel can be
+ seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window of the church&mdash;blue,
+ phosphoric, and ghostly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had
+ taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been
+ provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and the
+ pivots lubricated. Bright red &lsquo;sallies&rsquo; of woollen texture&mdash;soft to
+ the hands and easily caught&mdash;glowed on the ropes in place of the old
+ ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more
+ evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and
+ rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes and
+ leaving the place for the night.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Piph&mdash;h&mdash;h&mdash;h! A good forty minutes,&rsquo; said a man with a
+ streaming face, and blowing out his breath&mdash;one of the pair who had
+ taken the tenor bell.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Our friend here pulled proper well&mdash;that &lsquo;a did&mdash;seeing he&rsquo;s
+ but a stranger,&rsquo; said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second
+ rope, and addressing the man in the black coat.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;A did,&rsquo; said the rest.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I enjoyed it much,&rsquo; said the man modestly.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;What we should ha&rsquo; done without you words can&rsquo;t tell. The man that
+ d&rsquo;belong by rights to that there bell is ill o&rsquo; two gallons o&rsquo; wold
+ cider.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And now so&rsquo;s,&rsquo; remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last
+ allusion, &lsquo;we&rsquo;ll finish this drop o&rsquo; metheglin and cider, and every man
+ home&mdash;along straight as a line.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Wi&rsquo; all my heart,&rsquo; Clerk Crickett replied. &lsquo;And the Lord send if I ha&rsquo;n&rsquo;t
+ done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove&mdash;that I have so.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And the rest o&rsquo; us,&rsquo; they said, as the cup was handed round.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay, ay&mdash;in ringen&mdash;but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o&rsquo;
+ this mornen&rsquo;s business o&rsquo; mine up by the chancel rails there. &lsquo;Twas very
+ convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o&rsquo; doen it at that
+ twopenny-halfpenny town o&rsquo; Budm&rsquo;th. Very convenient.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah&mdash;well. Money&rsquo;s money&mdash;very much so&mdash;very&mdash;I always
+ have said it. But &lsquo;twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like
+ any maid, that &lsquo;a did.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well enough &lsquo;a mid colour up. &lsquo;Tis no small matter for a man to play wi&rsquo;
+ fire.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Whatever it may be to a woman,&rsquo; said the clerk absently.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Thou&rsquo;rt thinken o&rsquo; thy wife, clerk,&rsquo; said Gad Weedy. &lsquo;She&rsquo;ll play wi&rsquo;it
+ again when thou&rsquo;st got mildewed.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well&mdash;let her, God bless her; for I&rsquo;m but a poor third man, I. The
+ Lord have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy&rsquo;s got his own at last. What
+ little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you
+ choose your pig&mdash;a small ear and a small tale&mdash;that was always
+ my joke when I was a merry feller, ah&mdash;years agone now! But Teddy&rsquo;s
+ got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi&rsquo; grief&mdash;so
+ was she.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Maybe she&rsquo;ll pick up now.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;True&mdash;&lsquo;tis nater&rsquo;s law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I
+ bear in mind what I said to Pa&rsquo;son Raunham, about thy mother&rsquo;s family o&rsquo;
+ seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my
+ prime. &ldquo;And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?&rdquo; he says.
+ &ldquo;Six, sir,&rdquo; says I, &ldquo;and every one of &lsquo;em has a brother!&rdquo; &ldquo;Poor woman,&rdquo;
+ says he, &ldquo;a dozen children!&mdash;give her this half-sovereign from me,
+ clerk.&rdquo; &lsquo;A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my
+ merry nater&mdash;&lsquo;a did. But there, &lsquo;tis over wi&rsquo; me now. Enteren the
+ Church is the ruin of a man&rsquo;s wit for wit&rsquo;s nothen without a faint shadder
+ o&rsquo; sin.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they&rsquo;d both ha&rsquo;
+ died,&rsquo; said Gad emphatically.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But now instead o&rsquo; death there&rsquo;ll be increase o&rsquo; life,&rsquo; answered the
+ clerk.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;It all went proper well,&rsquo; said the fifth bell-ringer. &lsquo;They didn&rsquo;t flee
+ off to Babylonish places&mdash;not they.&rsquo; He struck up an attitude&mdash;&lsquo;Here&rsquo;s
+ Master Springrove standen so: here&rsquo;s the married woman standen likewise;
+ here they d&rsquo;walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d&rsquo;bide in the
+ chimley corner, hard and fast.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes, &lsquo;twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,&rsquo; added the clerk. &lsquo;Here
+ was my lady herself&mdash;red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove,
+ looken as if he half wished he&rsquo;d never a-come&mdash;ah, poor souls!&mdash;the
+ men always do! The women do stand it best&mdash;the maid was in her glory.
+ Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it
+ did so&rsquo;s.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ay,&rsquo; said Gad, &lsquo;and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen
+ carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders. There
+ was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see &lsquo;em come out&mdash;whip
+ in hand&mdash;that &lsquo;a was. Then up comes two master tailors. Then there
+ was Christopher Runt wi&rsquo; his pickaxe and shovel. There was wimmen-folk and
+ there was men-folk traypsen up and down church&rsquo;ard till they wore a path
+ wi&rsquo; traypsen so&mdash;letten the squallen children slip down through their
+ arms and nearly skinnen o&rsquo; em. And these were all over and above the
+ gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last
+ dressed up quite the dand. &ldquo;Well, Mr. Graye,&rdquo; says I from the top o&rsquo;
+ church&rsquo;ard wall, &ldquo;how&rsquo;s yerself?&rdquo; Mr. Graye never spoke&mdash;he&rsquo;d prided
+ away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn&rsquo; want en to spak. Teddy hears it,
+ and turns round: &ldquo;All right, Gad!&rdquo; says he, and laughed like a boy.
+ There&rsquo;s more in Teddy.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well,&rsquo; said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, &lsquo;now you&rsquo;ve been
+ among us so long, and d&rsquo;know us so well, won&rsquo;t ye tell us what ye&rsquo;ve come
+ here for, and what your trade is?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I am no trade,&rsquo; said the thin man, smiling, &lsquo;and I came to see the
+ wickedness of the land.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I said thou wast one o&rsquo; the devil&rsquo;s brood wi&rsquo; thy black clothes,&rsquo; replied
+ a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;No, the truth is,&rsquo; said the thin man, retracting at this horrible
+ translation, &lsquo;I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now let&rsquo;s be off, neighbours,&rsquo; the clerk interrupted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out
+ into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full, and
+ just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the south-east
+ side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness against the
+ illuminated atmosphere behind them.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Good-night,&rsquo; the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked.
+ &lsquo;My nearest way is through the park.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I suppose mine is too?&rsquo; said the stranger. &lsquo;I am going to the
+ railway-station.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Of course&mdash;come on.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party
+ going into the road on the opposite side.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And so the romance has ended well,&rsquo; the clerk&rsquo;s companion remarked, as
+ they brushed along through the grass. &lsquo;But what is the truth of the story
+ about the property?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now look here, neighbour,&rsquo; said Clerk Crickett, &lsquo;if so be you&rsquo;ll tell me
+ what your line o&rsquo; life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day, I&rsquo;ll
+ tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Very well&mdash;I will when you have done,&rsquo; said the other man.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;&rsquo;Tis a bargain; and this is the right o&rsquo; the story. When Miss Aldclyffe&rsquo;s
+ will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the very day that
+ Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And this is what
+ that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North Star. She
+ bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to &ldquo;THE WIFE OF AENEAS
+ MANSTON&rdquo; (with one exception): failen her life to her husband: failen his
+ life to the heirs of his head&mdash;body I would say: failen them to her
+ absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa&rsquo;son Raunham, and so
+ on to the end o&rsquo; the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme?
+ Why, although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for Miss
+ Cytherea, by the word &ldquo;wife&rdquo; being used, and not Cytherea&rsquo;s name, whoever
+ was the wife o&rsquo; Manston would come in for&rsquo;t. Wasn&rsquo;t that rale depth? It
+ was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under any circumstances, should
+ be master o&rsquo; the property, without folk knowen it was her son or
+ suspecting anything, as they would if it had been left to en straightway.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa&rsquo;son Raunham.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And Miss Cytherea was now Manston&rsquo;s widow and only relative, and
+ inherited all absolutely.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;True, she did. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; says she, &ldquo;I shan&rsquo;t have it&rdquo; (she didn&rsquo;t like the
+ notion o&rsquo; getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty dear).
+ She waived her right in favour o&rsquo; Mr. Raunham. Now, if there&rsquo;s a man in
+ the world that d&rsquo;care nothen about land&mdash;I don&rsquo;t say there is, but <i>if</i>
+ there is&mdash;&lsquo;tis our pa&rsquo;son. He&rsquo;s like a snail. He&rsquo;s a-growed so to the
+ shape o&rsquo; that there rectory that &lsquo;a wouldn&rsquo; think o&rsquo; leaven it even in
+ name. &ldquo;&lsquo;Tis yours, Miss Graye,&rdquo; says he. &ldquo;No, &lsquo;tis yours,&rdquo; says she.
+ &ldquo;&lsquo;Tis&rsquo;n&rsquo; mine,&rdquo; says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case,
+ thinken o&rsquo; forfeiture by felony&mdash;but &lsquo;twas no such thing, and &lsquo;a gied
+ it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?&mdash;three people, a man and a
+ woman, and a Crown&mdash;neither o&rsquo; em in a madhouse&mdash;flingen an
+ estate backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this
+ way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward,
+ and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand&mdash;just as if
+ &lsquo;twas his own. He does just what he&rsquo;d like&mdash;Mr. Raunham never
+ interferen&mdash;and hither to-day he&rsquo;s brought his new wife, Cytherea.
+ And a settlement ha&rsquo; been drawn up this very day, whereby their children,
+ heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham&rsquo;s death. Good fortune
+ came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some
+ architectural competition, and is about to move to London. Here&rsquo;s the
+ house, look. Stap out from these bushes, and you&rsquo;ll get a clear sight
+ o&rsquo;t.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down
+ the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the
+ mansion, they halted.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of
+ the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a
+ white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon as
+ pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the
+ fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and
+ two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they. A
+ young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress&mdash;Cytherea Springrove: a
+ young man in black stereotype raiment&mdash;Edward, her husband.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the
+ water, and the general loveliness of the prospect.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;That&rsquo;s the married man and wife&mdash;there, I&rsquo;ve illustrated my story by
+ rale liven specimens,&rsquo; the clerk whispered.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn&rsquo; slip a
+ penny-piece between &lsquo;em&mdash;that you couldn&rsquo;! Beautiful to see it, isn&rsquo;t
+ it&mdash;beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won&rsquo;t let &lsquo;em
+ see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow
+ night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the wicket,
+ and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk&rsquo;s house at the further
+ boundary of the park, they paused to part.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Now for your half o&rsquo; the bargain,&rsquo; said Clerk Crickett. &lsquo;What&rsquo;s your line
+ o&rsquo; life, and what d&rsquo;ye come here for?&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I&rsquo;m the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up the
+ news. Good-night.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several
+ minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying
+ alongside.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;O, Edward,&rsquo; said Cytherea, &lsquo;you must do something that has just come into
+ my head!&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Well, dearest&mdash;I know.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Yes&mdash;give me one half-minute&rsquo;s row on the lake here now, just as you
+ did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from shore.
+ When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he paused and
+ looked at her.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,&rsquo; said
+ Springrove. &lsquo;You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in this
+ way. Then I turned round and sat beside you&mdash;in this way. Then I put
+ my hand on the other side of your little neck&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine&mdash;&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;But, dearest&mdash;you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I
+ couldn&rsquo;t then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to
+ you, and I wouldn&rsquo;t be that.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ &lsquo;And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips round
+ upon those two lips, and kissed them&mdash;so.&rsquo;
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ <br /><br /><br /><br />
+ </p>
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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Desperate Remedies, by Thomas Hardy
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+Title: Desperate Remedies
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+Author: Thomas Hardy
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+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DESPERATE REMEDIES ***
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+DESPERATE REMEDIES
+
+
+By Thomas Hardy
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+
+ I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+ II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+ III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+ IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+ VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+ IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+ X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+ XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+ XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+ XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+ XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+ XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+ XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+ XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+ XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+ XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+ SEQUEL
+
+
+
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+
+The following story, the first published by the author, was written
+nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a
+method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt, too
+exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and moral
+obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of the scenes,
+and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not unworthy of a
+little longer preservation; and as they could hardly be reproduced in a
+fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete--the more readily that
+it has for some considerable time been reprinted and widely circulated
+in America. January 1889.
+
+To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present edition of
+'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places that are common
+to the scenes of several of these stories have been called for the
+first time by the names under which they appear elsewhere, for the
+satisfaction of any reader who may care for consistency in such matters.
+
+This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain
+characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story were
+present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no French
+name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered.
+
+T.H. February 1896.
+
+
+
+
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+
+1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36
+
+In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which
+renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward
+Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue
+was a Christmas visit.
+
+In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who
+had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland town of
+Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to spend the
+Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had
+gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together,
+Huntway, the friend, had taken orders.
+
+Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought
+which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature, picturesqueness;
+on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three.
+
+Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in
+a new friend is to most people only an additional experience: to him it
+was ever a surprise.
+
+While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the
+Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in
+a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than
+comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an ancient family
+whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of the most illustrious
+and well-known in the kingdom.
+
+The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most
+beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen
+or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very
+unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect.
+She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere
+distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is often read as
+the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him no less than
+perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in very nature.
+Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only eclipsed by its
+hazardousness. He loved her at first sight.
+
+His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents
+two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and
+accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together as frequently
+the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few
+friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he
+was received on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not
+only strong, but ineffably exalted: she, without positively encouraging
+him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and
+mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without
+money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding
+consequence of the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if
+not actual favour.
+
+Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and unaccountable
+episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet experience, he had
+arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza--before plunging into an
+emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was
+necessary for the young architect to leave town.
+
+Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had
+been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his
+presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had
+repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which
+drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural
+tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present
+seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually, even if love is
+in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning to be enjoyed.
+
+In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a
+spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took
+her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the
+evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the
+freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as
+fresh and beautiful as they.
+
+'My love--my darling, be my wife!'
+
+She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she faltered,
+in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She loosened her hand and
+rushed away.
+
+In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who
+shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words
+was put into his hand?
+
+'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something divides us
+eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before; but your love was
+sweet! Never mention me.'
+
+That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of
+things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to
+a relative in a western county. No message or letter of entreaty could
+wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and
+the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from
+the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he
+at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her
+reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to
+reveal it.
+
+A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house
+and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his friend
+answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor
+food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered through a friend.
+Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had
+been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and her cousin, an officer
+of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly
+been terminated by the cousin's departure for India, and the young
+lady's travelling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the
+ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said
+that circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still.
+Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates
+in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening lives. This
+had caused their removal from the small house in Bloomsbury, and, as it
+appeared, a renunciation of their old friends in that quarter.
+
+Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love.
+But he could not forget her.
+
+2. FROM 1843 TO 1861
+
+Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without
+relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met
+a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good
+gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of
+Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the
+beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit;
+but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will
+make a passing love permanent for ever.
+
+This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first
+or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but
+few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless
+repining at the loss of its first idol.
+
+His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional constitutions
+will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their
+imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant
+disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances
+as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and
+sanguine receptivity of his early life developed by degrees a moody
+nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope
+he was the victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of
+such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious
+improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a
+religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned.
+But as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of
+spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been
+found to lead to disaster.
+
+In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children.
+The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from
+school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his
+father's office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen's junior
+by a year.
+
+Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why.
+
+3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863
+
+We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of
+these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of
+Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of
+October.
+
+The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen
+wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the
+time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical
+garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and
+enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible
+advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace
+its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when
+business--which, carried on under the gables of an old country place,
+is not devoid of a romantic sparkle--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly,
+the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting
+to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and
+provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.
+
+Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they
+interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious
+of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to
+be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable
+caricatures which spoil them.
+
+The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at the
+intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past two
+to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from
+Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those persons
+who had already assembled within the building were noticing the entrance
+of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--questioning the
+genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating their private means.
+
+Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid
+the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble.
+She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with grey strings
+and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize. She lightly walked
+up the side passage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and
+entered the seat pointed out to her.
+
+The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen.
+During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat and
+listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed
+an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring eyes.
+
+Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect
+than her figure, which approached unusually near to the standard of
+faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the
+gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an
+extreme degree.
+
+Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most extended
+scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of
+her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of her lip. The
+carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide upon a glide--was
+as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and
+elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by
+observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally developed itself with her
+years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the
+inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usually left her
+safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscillations
+and whirls for the preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas
+parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was
+heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her
+apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood,
+and compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon
+her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn.
+And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this
+point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not
+found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details.
+
+Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a shining
+corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-brown as
+each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue,
+though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed
+the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as
+distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express
+faithfulness only to the object confronting them.
+
+But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating
+woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the
+effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--or of a
+full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it
+may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that
+among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly
+striking:--
+
+ During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
+ smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
+ space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
+ degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
+ and Nay.
+
+ During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
+ accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of
+ the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree
+ of intimacy dictated.
+
+ When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
+
+She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of the
+present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window.
+
+Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre
+performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their
+intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why they were
+remembered and individualized by herself and others through after
+years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the
+extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in which the real
+meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of
+experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge
+of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterwards--to
+continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of
+twenty-nine subsequent months.
+
+The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone, and
+through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of the room
+the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also the upper
+part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of completion under
+the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the architect to the work.
+
+That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the
+room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with some
+interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being
+enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage
+of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon this stood five men--four
+in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the
+fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman.
+
+The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's labourer.
+The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been giving
+directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow footway
+allowed, stood perfectly still.
+
+The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious
+and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark
+margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by
+contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.
+
+The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the
+five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere and
+experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger
+than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like
+silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a
+person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose:
+that they were indifferent to--even unconscious of--the distracted world
+beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked off the
+scaffolding.
+
+Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood motionless,
+with attention to the operations of the others. He appeared to be lost
+in reflection, and had directed his face towards a new stone they were
+lifting.
+
+'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up to
+that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarentines,
+who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the Theatre the entry
+into their Harbour of a power that overturned the State.
+
+She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she whispered,
+still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so dangerous to be
+absent-minded up there.'
+
+When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid hold
+of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go
+and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling
+forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately
+disappearing downwards.
+
+His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her
+lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by
+one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their
+heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the
+sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor.
+
+The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of being
+carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the steps of her
+own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had
+passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the
+door--through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few
+instants before--her eyes caught sight of the south-western sky, and,
+without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a
+rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that
+are simultaneous--however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as
+chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that
+time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene
+from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.
+
+4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH
+
+When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of
+horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from the
+clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce.
+
+The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanour,
+Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire, engaged
+in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of
+papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of all
+to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white paper
+tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers
+bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap wrapped round with
+crude red tape.
+
+The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted
+to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were
+ascertained:--
+
+ First, that their father's income from professional sources had
+ been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure;
+ and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied
+ for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to
+ unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too
+ open-hearted trustfulness.
+
+ Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain
+ his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable
+ instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at
+ Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his
+ spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which
+ had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be
+ considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security
+ whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most
+ unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all
+ such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and
+ all Mr. Graye's money with it.
+
+ Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he
+ knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few
+ pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name.
+
+ Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had
+ awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by
+ his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal
+ in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a
+ portion of the little fortune he had let go.
+
+Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these
+examinations. She often remarked sadly--
+
+'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time, didn't
+he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would
+claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that
+from it sprang all the ills of his life--everything connected with his
+gloom, and the lassitude in business we used so often to see about him.'
+
+'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up
+late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you
+will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to
+a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,"
+father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am going to,
+Cytherea.'
+
+'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, because he
+did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where
+she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about
+her. Papa never told us her name, did he?'
+
+'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she was not
+our mother.'
+
+The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow was
+precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls
+ponder in their hearts.
+
+5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH
+
+Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the reintegration of
+his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put
+them for ever out of his power.
+
+Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in
+immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously
+unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in Chancery to
+have the assets, such as they were, administered by the Court.
+
+'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually.
+
+There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest time
+persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there must be a
+special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the
+remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and
+Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of
+possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with
+themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those
+of other people similarly circumstanced.'
+
+Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some decision
+on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to
+letters, and in the examination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden
+hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch.
+In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as some well-meaning
+people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted
+truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every
+farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the
+daughter had been brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had
+made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the
+nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not
+hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in
+some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances passed
+them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving shopkeepers, in
+their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-doors--their toes
+hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over
+their toes--and in discourses with friends on the pavement, formulated
+the course of the improvident, and reduced the children's prospects to a
+shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of
+a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a
+stare unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it.
+
+Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think of
+us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or
+object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is
+the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession
+by a hundred acquaintances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our
+skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a
+chat over it by a party of half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though
+these may be.
+
+Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would have
+been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. But
+unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and before the skin has
+had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their
+opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of
+his father's impressibility, a larger share of his father's pride, and a
+squareness of idea which, if coupled with a little more blindness, would
+have amounted to positive prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had
+thought of it at all, was rather divided into distinct classes than
+blended from extreme to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which
+might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected
+opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere
+sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation,
+sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical indifference,
+but superciliousness was too incisive.
+
+After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his
+father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly
+fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and
+sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England,
+drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter
+creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the
+position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open
+to them--that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by
+following his profession as a humble under-draughtsman.
+
+He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier
+grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of
+employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and the
+absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary results
+from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case when a
+professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in the art
+and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though
+anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at which
+industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world,
+are induced by their own common sense to whip on themselves. Hence his
+knowledge of plans, elevations, sections, and specifications, was not
+greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have
+been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability--himself, for
+instance--amid a bustling London practice.
+
+But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the
+profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his indentures.
+A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight
+conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was in practice in
+Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in the south of
+England.
+
+After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking the
+necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and stating
+that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He would be glad
+to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining
+two years, provided payment could begin at once.
+
+The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a
+pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Graye
+mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of
+some young man in his office--for a short time only, probably about two
+months--to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the
+kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior position as
+these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with
+his expectations would be considered merely nominal, the post would give
+him an opportunity for learning a few more details of the profession.
+
+'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the
+shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen.
+
+Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to the
+even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked out. One
+advantage had accrued to her through her mother's possession of a fair
+share of personal property, and perhaps only one. She had been carefully
+educated. Upon this consideration her plan was based. She was to take
+up her abode in her brother's lodging at Budmouth, when she would
+immediately advertise for a situation as governess, having obtained
+the consent of a lawyer at Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's
+affairs, and who knew the history of her position, to allow himself to
+be referred to in the matter of her past life and respectability.
+
+Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving behind
+them scarcely a trace of their footsteps.
+
+Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step.
+'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where they
+are known! There is no doubt that they would.'
+
+But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about
+any end necessary to happiness.
+
+Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life--or
+no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that usual
+end.
+
+
+
+
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+
+1. THE NINTH OF JULY
+
+The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the climax
+of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of
+landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they
+steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining
+under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue colour. Clover
+fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep red
+flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful
+owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered
+inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of
+the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the
+beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there.
+
+To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery, is
+a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations
+from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days--the
+mark of an imperishable brightness of nature.
+
+Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They
+watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their companions;
+the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and
+abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry--the spots
+upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as
+circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of innumerable
+little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating
+beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich-coloured cows,
+with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood
+motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea now interested them, which
+became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the
+platform at Budmouth.
+
+'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression
+throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who had
+been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr. Gradfield had
+forgotten it.
+
+However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout, active,
+grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence work in his
+office the following week.
+
+The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement appended:--
+
+
+ 'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as
+ _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English,
+ French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G.,
+ Post-Office, Budmouth.'
+
+
+It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus
+delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!' she
+said, and smiled.
+
+2. JULY THE ELEVENTH
+
+On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye
+attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his
+sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time.
+
+Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted
+cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of
+scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of
+freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature
+ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives.
+Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to
+produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that
+move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity
+for pleasure.
+
+Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A
+thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already definitely
+pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her on to picturing
+its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and
+vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be
+separated from her brother.
+
+Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell
+on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by
+symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very frequently, if
+not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea's
+thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this
+romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of the
+fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the
+tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering member for a
+long time.
+
+She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be?
+
+'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with
+the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the
+least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall
+hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all the time.
+
+'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round,
+take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value, and
+desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes unflinchingly
+upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle before the enemy
+(though, in reality, very fond of me, of course), and blush as much as I
+shall.
+
+'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way,
+and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression
+about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as
+if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the very height of
+observation and envy by a great crowd saying, "Ah! they are happy now!"
+
+'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate, but
+still poor--'
+
+Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this
+fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself
+for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their
+present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea.
+
+Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr.
+Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had sat
+down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular sisterly
+way.
+
+'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like--do
+you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?'
+
+'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head
+draughtsman with me.'
+
+Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a
+moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose. Cytherea's
+interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his representative.
+
+'What sort of a man is he?'
+
+'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly tell
+to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow; there's
+no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read
+widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in books and art.
+In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as most professional
+men's.'
+
+'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional men
+they are, as a rule, the most professional.'
+
+'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind,
+I think.'
+
+'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a while,
+pouring out some more tea.
+
+'Family; no!'
+
+'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?'
+
+'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a
+conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say
+what he should wish his wife to be like.'
+
+'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great apparent
+lack of interest.
+
+'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth to do
+without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that
+must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And yet I should like
+her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look at her hard," he said,
+"which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backwards and
+forwards. I must have what comes, I suppose," he said, "and whatever she
+may be, thank God she's no worse. However, if he might give a final hint
+to Providence," he said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among
+pains was the rough outline of his requirement."'
+
+'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.'
+
+'He did, indeed.'
+
+3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY
+
+As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have
+no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important
+idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others;
+and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum
+the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea's world was tolerably
+vacant at this time, and the young architectural designer's image became
+very pervasive. The next evening this subject was again renewed.
+
+'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a thorough
+artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who has made
+himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the
+kind.'
+
+'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.'
+
+'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually
+meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little
+the worse nevertheless.
+
+'Of course he's rather old by this time.'
+
+'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.'
+
+'Ah, I see.... What is he like, Owen?'
+
+'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a difficult
+thing to do.'
+
+'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should
+describe as short, I fancy.'
+
+'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see
+him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form and
+figure.'
+
+'I wish you were, then.'
+
+'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.'
+
+'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the
+street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it could
+be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and
+a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines when he looked
+narrowly at anything.'
+
+'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.'
+
+'Not a bit like him in all probability.'
+
+'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth, and
+an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.'
+
+'Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose he's not
+generally called pleasing, or--'
+
+'Handsome?'
+
+'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?'
+
+'Rather.'
+
+'His tout ensemble is striking?'
+
+'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his
+waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.'
+
+'How vexing!... it must be to himself, poor thing.'
+
+'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of
+verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed,
+he's a poet himself in a small way.'
+
+'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.'
+
+'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly.
+
+She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.'
+
+'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired.
+
+'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had showed
+itself in her face at different times during the day, became visible
+again.
+
+Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more
+of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very friendly, and he
+had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his--some
+serious and sad--some humorous--which had appeared in the poets' corner
+of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who
+instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful.
+
+'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously.
+
+'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking up
+from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as these!'
+
+'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on account of
+the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he said when the
+fellows were talking about falling in love.'
+
+'Which you will tell me?'
+
+'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a
+sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He doesn't
+know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the light when he is
+cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but
+right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Sometime later he
+ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or
+wrong kind--he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he
+asks himself, "Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and
+was firmly resolved not to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and
+then comes the tussle--'
+
+'Do they marry and live happily?'
+
+'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget what
+he said.'
+
+'That _is_ stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.'
+
+'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive
+fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love
+affair.'
+
+Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again
+in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed
+him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a fortnight to push his
+fortunes in London.
+
+An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart.
+Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought,
+concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic
+enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she
+had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question, she
+knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news.
+
+4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was
+announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by
+the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day. The
+weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the kind
+offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest.
+
+They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an hour
+over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye recollected that
+two or three miles yet further inland from this spot was an interesting
+mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar with its characteristics through
+the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close
+to the reality, felt inclined to verify some theory he had formed
+respecting it. Concluding that there would be just sufficient time for
+him to go there and return before the boat had left the shore, he parted
+from Cytherea on the hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery
+valley.
+
+She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of his
+expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly
+spread out before her on the south was the open Channel, reflecting a
+blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted
+in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft of contrasting rig, their
+sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the
+varying actual colours varied again in a double degree by the rays of
+the declining sun.
+
+Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the
+passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps
+and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming intermingled
+with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when their crests
+rolled over--at the point where the check of the shallows was first
+felt--and then thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand.
+
+She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if
+possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the
+strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the
+back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the western light,
+adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the
+very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious
+brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the
+colours that they seemed to stand above the surface of the earth and
+float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys,
+between the hillocks and ridges which diversified the contour of the
+basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall,
+heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green
+dress--a broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like
+a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill,
+and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew
+holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the whole
+surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and
+there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes.
+
+The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and
+what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should
+be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her
+handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and fossils
+which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and mingled with
+the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points
+around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had
+returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive
+plan of a narrow plank on two wheels--the women being assisted by a
+rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow,
+and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay
+provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains,
+resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors
+where engines are the propelling power.
+
+'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's up.
+Who are you looking for, miss?'
+
+'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here
+directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?'
+
+'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout,
+round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so
+expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his, and
+with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride
+at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to
+be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice in this
+way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some among
+the passengers began to murmur.
+
+'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I
+shall wait for him.'
+
+'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said the
+captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.'
+
+'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another
+passenger.
+
+'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half
+hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down
+the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore.
+
+'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said. 'People
+should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--'
+
+'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since
+'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a minute,
+now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as might be,
+and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon
+this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want us to wait, too,
+wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.'
+
+The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this
+remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff
+immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were
+now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance of about
+twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment. To save time,
+Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank.
+
+'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs.
+
+'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by sliding
+one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other behind it,
+and so on alternately--her lips compressed by concentration on the feat,
+her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to the rope, and her immediate
+thought to the fact of the distressing narrowness of her footing. Steps
+now shook the lower end of the board, and in an instant were up to her
+heels with a bound.
+
+'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning. 'Don't,
+don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do.... There, I am up.
+Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a lower tone, turning
+round to him as she reached the top.
+
+Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck,
+demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the
+new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown waistcoat;
+unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total stranger.
+
+Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered in
+confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into deep
+water.
+
+One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and looked
+at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her ears had but
+just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she saw him advancing
+directly to address her.
+
+'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a
+surreptitious knowledge of him.
+
+'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago, and
+soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been deceived in
+the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the ruin, on account
+of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot. I proposed that
+he should go on, since he had got so near; and afterwards, instead of
+walking back to the boat, get across to Anglebury Station--a shorter
+walk for him--where he could catch the late train, and go directly home.
+I could let you know what he had done, and allay any uneasiness.'
+
+'Is the lameness serious, do you know?'
+
+'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well to
+ride home.'
+
+Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able slightly
+to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward Springrove--who now
+removed his hat for a while, to cool himself. He was rather above her
+brother's height. Although the upper part of his face and head was
+handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of sufficiently masculine
+regularity, his brows were somewhat too softly arched, and finely
+pencilled for one of his sex; without prejudice, however, to the belief
+which the sum total of his features inspired--that though they did not
+prove that the man who thought inside them would do much in the
+world, men who had done most of all had had no better ones. Across his
+forehead, otherwise perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy
+freshness of his remaining features expressing that it had come there
+prematurely.
+
+Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids
+good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-hunting
+and investments, he had reached the period in a young man's life when
+episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing death, have
+begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance
+sometimes seeming to state, 'I have already thought out the issue of
+such conditions as these we are experiencing.' At other times he wore an
+abstracted look: 'I seem to have lived through this moment before.'
+
+He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black
+kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and stood
+obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases.
+
+'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into
+her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked
+together, and the single instant only which good breeding allows as
+the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of
+intelligence had shot from each into each, giving birth to one of those
+unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand
+has been touched or the merest compliment passed, by something stronger
+than mathematical proof, the conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.'
+
+Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in
+each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young architect of
+his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young architect.
+
+A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the parties
+engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and commonplace
+remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a lively melody,
+and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the
+horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing herself at their
+stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss produced by the
+bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be
+distinctly heard. The passengers who did not dance, including Cytherea
+and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes,
+or standing aloof--noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of
+the dance--watching the waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and
+easily under each other's edges.
+
+Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour,
+sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the
+shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which
+reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves
+to sparkles as fine as gold dust.
+
+'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train
+arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed.
+
+She thanked him much.
+
+'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She looked
+as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the
+way.
+
+They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month
+the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop at
+Anglebury station.
+
+'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove.
+
+'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea.
+
+'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by the
+first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?'
+
+'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I must go
+indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.'
+
+'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded.
+
+'No, thank you; we live close by.'
+
+He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she
+was inexorable.
+
+'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer.
+
+'Let me see you sometimes,' he said.
+
+'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in
+lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and
+upstairs.
+
+The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often felt as
+an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. More, too,
+after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply
+that they would never come together again.
+
+The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and watched
+her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut
+short by her approaching the window and pulling down the blind--Edward
+dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to
+that which Adam is said by logicians to have felt when he first saw the
+sun set, and thought, in his inexperience, that it would return no more.
+
+He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding
+the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left the street,
+crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary chamber on the
+other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for undefined reasons),
+
+ 'One hope is too like despair
+ For prudence to smother.'
+
+
+
+
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY
+
+But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward
+Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the
+fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or
+displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely
+new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale blue sky we see
+a star come into existence where nothing was before.
+
+His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a hundred
+times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she
+could not help toying with them,--looking at them from all points,
+and investing them with meanings of love and faithfulness,--ostensibly
+entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time,
+yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of
+their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her
+reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove,
+pleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel
+and unyielding nature at crises.
+
+To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves,
+it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance
+which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position
+between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned.
+
+At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass
+without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully
+expected he would do, Owen entered the room.
+
+'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course.
+Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?'
+
+'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?'
+
+'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now... Cytherea, I hope
+you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.'
+
+'Yes. I think he is, except that--'
+
+'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there, didn't
+it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could not get on by
+train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about
+five miles along a path beside the railway. It then struck me that I
+might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the
+bothering foot, so I looked for a place to sleep at. There was
+no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a
+gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in.'
+
+They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
+
+'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid,
+Owen,' said his sister.
+
+'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow
+quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had
+only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such an
+extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by Jove,
+I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was saying,
+he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be
+fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I
+agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself on the floor
+close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had
+not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the
+luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But
+worse than this, he talked continually in his sleep, and occasionally
+struck out with his limbs at something or another, knocking against the
+post of the bedstead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether
+so unsatisfactory that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had
+been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at
+all. He begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually
+let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had
+once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name,
+and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair
+had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had made him think
+and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I
+said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I asked then. He then
+told me that when he was a young man in London he borrowed a few pounds
+to add to a few he had saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith.
+One evening, after the inn had been open about a couple of months,
+every idler in the neighbourhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of
+Parliament were on fire.
+
+'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began
+picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily relinquished.
+At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked
+if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss Jane Taylor. He said no;
+asked the young lady if she would wait, and showed her into the small
+inner room. There was a glass-pane in the partition dividing this room
+from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat
+there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy about the
+behaviour of the girl who called, caused my informant to look frequently
+at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with
+her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in
+such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by
+name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them:--
+
+'"Why have you not brought him?"
+
+'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night."
+
+'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to the
+floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in
+and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not for a long
+time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. "Who
+is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman. "I know her," the other
+said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed
+allied, and yet strangers.
+
+'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an
+inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get some
+information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear,
+and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman napping
+is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says the
+gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately--
+
+'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.'
+
+'My own name!' said Cytherea.
+
+'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be
+equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that they
+might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered,
+for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!" and was quite
+overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now
+doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than
+that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the woman was
+her main object. He also learnt from words the elderly woman casually
+dropped, that meetings of the same kind had been held before, and that
+the falseness of the soi-disant Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been
+suspected by this dependent or confederate till then.
+
+'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her
+companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the
+house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing about
+the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to his
+own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any more
+particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he should never
+hear any more of that! too many years had passed since it happened. "At
+any rate, you found out her surname?" I said. "Well, well, that's my
+secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never have been in this part of
+the world if it hadn't been for that. I failed as a publican, you know."
+I imagine the situation of gateman was given him and his debts paid off
+as a bribe to silence; but I can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long
+breath. "I have never heard that name mentioned since that time till
+to-night, and then there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that
+young lady lying in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell
+asleep. Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient
+Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the
+remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?'
+
+'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.'
+
+'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen. 'The
+man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient for his
+invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it either.'
+
+Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything else
+in connection with the story?' she said.
+
+'What?' he asked.
+
+'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was
+the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously
+renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same
+woman.'
+
+'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically.
+
+'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in England.
+In what year used papa to say the event took place?'
+
+'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.'
+
+'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell you.'
+She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates, and found
+one in an old school history.
+
+'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the
+sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.'
+
+'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen.
+
+They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful absorbing
+interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea by-and-by.
+'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a
+clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had
+really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history
+than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to
+do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there
+find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret,
+Owen?'
+
+'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if
+she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a family story
+to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall never know any
+more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.'
+
+Cytherea sat silently thinking.
+
+'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?' he
+continued.
+
+'None.'
+
+'I could see that by your looks when I came in.'
+
+'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there must be
+people somewhere who want governesses?'
+
+'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them
+mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and
+can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.'
+
+'What shall I do?'
+
+'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty trouble
+your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a
+plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to
+much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and we live quite as
+sparingly as journeymen mechanics... It is a meagre narrow life we are
+drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it is a degree more tolerable
+than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which
+we experienced at Hocbridge.'
+
+'I couldn't go back there again,' she said.
+
+'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite right in
+dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the remark were almost
+too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he continued, 'something better for
+me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent
+one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer
+time, but all is uncertain.'
+
+'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said firmly.
+'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of
+October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should we do if I were
+dependent on you only throughout the winter?'
+
+They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be
+supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and
+feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had
+been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed
+at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced
+a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this
+presumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. The new
+and humbler attempt appeared in the following form:--
+
+
+ 'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to
+ hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very
+ moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.'
+
+
+In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down
+the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few words
+to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face had become
+crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few minutes. This
+time the three walked a little way together, Edward ostensibly talking
+to Owen, though with a single thought to the reception of his words by
+the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting,
+and who was attentively listening--looking fixedly upon the pavement the
+while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their
+ears.
+
+As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as
+Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now
+became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason
+for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing. He thought
+of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This was assented
+to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats
+moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat in the stern steering.
+
+They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of
+rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in
+the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her figure
+welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she
+girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form
+with it an organic whole.
+
+Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward
+did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board,
+Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair of sculls; but
+not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing
+before a parade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on,
+and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might
+come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated
+along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening on the
+water.
+
+But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship,
+and much more exclusive connection.
+
+2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's management
+at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return from Budmouth to
+his father's house, previous to his departure for London.
+
+Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land
+nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would
+occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the
+evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of
+sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her
+brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under this
+arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window
+for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew what. Half-past
+five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official day. Two minutes
+later Springrove walked by.
+
+She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no
+longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that Edward would have
+found some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not.
+Hastily dressing herself she went out, when the farce of an accidental
+meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first
+turning, and, like the Great Duke Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the
+Bust'--
+
+ 'He looked at her as a lover can;
+ She looked at him as one who awakes--
+ The past was a sleep, and her life began.'
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively.
+
+How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in
+the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which
+prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set
+in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and
+before the consideration of what this love is, has given birth to the
+consideration of what difficulties it tends to create; when on the man's
+part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in picturesque, hazy, and
+fresh morning lights, and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is
+known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality;
+as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright
+particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on
+her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and does, lest she
+should be misconstrued or under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a
+hair.
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to
+his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at the
+ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of
+minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed the usual
+signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions.
+
+Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit
+in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on
+the water was, under any circumstances, a natural thing. Without another
+word being spoken on either side, they went down the steps. He carefully
+handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away
+from the shore.
+
+They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell,
+and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The
+boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his hands came
+forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her that her vivid
+imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp
+his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong that she could not run
+the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned
+aside to inspect the distant horizon; then she grew weary of looking
+sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At
+this instant he again leant forward to begin, and met her glance by
+an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment
+caused her to give a vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the
+boat's head round till they stood directly for shore.
+
+His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her
+look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they
+were going.
+
+'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said, looking
+over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great semicircle,
+preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.'
+
+She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired. 'Mine,
+I suppose?'
+
+'I can't help saying that it is yours.'
+
+She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of
+vexation at the answer.
+
+'Why do you let go?'
+
+'I do it so badly.'
+
+'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to
+return?'
+
+'Yes, if you please.'
+
+'Of course, then, I will at once.'
+
+'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd
+directions, and all through my wretched steering.'
+
+'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not so weak
+as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?'
+
+Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him
+to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt
+the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of
+being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though
+less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the
+intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly
+and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a
+minute earlier--
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back but
+to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the operation,
+necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk
+of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His warm breath
+touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently
+only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he
+seated himself. He read in her face what that something was--she had
+experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance
+over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line
+towards the shore.
+
+Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart,
+and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was inwardly
+distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words about returning
+home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her
+secret; but more than all she was not able to endure the perception of
+his learning it and continuing unmoved.
+
+There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he
+would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable She
+would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the fact,
+that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind.
+
+They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting
+for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be
+slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to the
+occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god--
+
+'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting her
+young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little.
+
+'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry which a
+slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?'
+
+'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening,'
+she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little longer row if you
+don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before if it makes it easier
+for you. I'll try very hard.'
+
+It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We
+understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and pulled
+back into the Bay once more.
+
+'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind the
+directness of the course--wherever you will.'
+
+'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of beach
+northward from Budmouth Esplanade.
+
+'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She took
+the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left.
+
+For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip
+of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at length
+spoke.
+
+'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively.
+
+'Yes,' she replied faintly.
+
+'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.'
+
+'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness.
+
+'But I shan't advance.'
+
+'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an
+architect's work is another man's play.'
+
+'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon mastering
+it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who get rich need have
+no skill at all as artists.'
+
+'What need they have?'
+
+'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art possess
+very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances, and a love
+for using them. They give their whole attention to the art of
+dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve up in
+conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely to make a
+name?'
+
+'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.'
+
+'What's that?'
+
+'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common
+in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably
+successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are geniuses.'
+
+'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark I
+should fancy you had bought experience.'
+
+She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with wistful
+thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him.
+
+Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused.
+'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to be in the
+fashion,' he said at last... 'Well, when I found all this out that I
+was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From having already
+loved verse passionately, I went on to read it continually; then I went
+rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupation,
+and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is
+the habit of writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better
+be left to die from want of nourishment.'
+
+'Do you write poems now?' she said.
+
+'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual
+rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they
+pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they are
+ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world worth living for.'
+
+'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is, that
+one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other continues
+deluded all his days.'
+
+'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark
+unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate the
+thankless Muse" no longer, but....' He paused, as if endeavouring to
+think what better thing he did.
+
+Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their
+startling harmony with the present situation suggested the fancy that he
+was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her
+face.
+
+Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said
+'Yes.' Then they were silent again.
+
+'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made
+arrangements for leaving,' he resumed.
+
+Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable to
+Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her
+attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a vague and
+dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his
+time.
+
+'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once
+more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I have
+advertised for something to do.'
+
+'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But we
+must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon
+the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to come very
+slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it will be time
+for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now, but for an easy
+life of reasonable comfort.'
+
+It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion
+as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for
+conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the possibility
+of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting out of their
+power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works
+up a good income has had no time to learn love to its solemn extreme;
+the man who has learnt that has had no time to get rich.
+
+'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth,'
+she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no
+middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.'
+
+'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with
+a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and
+exclusive.'
+
+'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but discouragement,
+wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in--'
+
+'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But the
+long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a thing if
+they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much admiration
+for the flowers they see growing in other people's borders; which I am
+afraid has been my case.' He looked into the far distance and paused.
+
+Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success is
+possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found
+in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such
+combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying
+paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there are
+bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account of their
+remoteness.
+
+They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of
+strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the Bay,
+whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the place of
+sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided noiselessly,
+without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the
+air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare
+glassy smoothness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the
+least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were reflected
+from this mirror accordingly as each undulation sloped east or west.
+They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them,
+luxuriant with weeds of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures
+reflecting a silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes.
+
+At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of
+encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had
+come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative
+rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At
+that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept.
+Leaving his seat amidships he came and gently edged himself down beside
+her upon the narrow seat at the stern.
+
+She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his own
+right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till
+it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust away. Lightly
+pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards his own; when, at
+this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or spell within him
+suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed as much to himself as
+to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?'
+
+Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its
+nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near
+the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was
+thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute's length,
+the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon
+on unusually friendly terms with its mate. Though conscious of her
+success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at
+the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the
+time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than
+half a pulsation: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her
+again with a longer kiss.
+
+It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom' and
+the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts
+could hardly believe the evidence of their lips.
+
+'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered.
+
+She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them
+from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the
+water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all 'many
+a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each other.
+
+But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been
+connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. 'I
+could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at
+the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim you as mine; I
+would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is not this; you don't
+know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love?' She
+was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question.
+
+'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which has
+now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to love you;
+but I did it. Something forbade--'
+
+'What?' she exclaimed.
+
+'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and now
+nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all... I must, however,
+speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go
+indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and explain everything.'
+
+Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known of
+this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere
+acquaintanceship--never, never!
+
+'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite,
+carking doubt had taken possession of her.
+
+'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My only
+reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell
+an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell. I am to blame
+for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me, sweet--forgive me.'
+Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned
+to his place and took to the oars.
+
+They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of houses,
+lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky. The sun
+had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their
+destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the
+red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the
+increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the
+sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send
+long tap-roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By-and-by they
+reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as
+cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished till he reached
+her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner:
+he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured
+sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the
+Esplanade.
+
+Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she did
+in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out of sight
+she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him
+sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him,
+forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as she mused in his
+neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos
+and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the
+open windows of which the lamp-light streamed to join that of the
+orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay in front. Then Edward
+began to pace up and down, and Cytherea, fearing that he would notice
+her, hastened homeward, flinging him a last look as she passed out of
+sight. No promise from him to write: no request that she herself would
+do so--nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some
+fear unknown to her. Alas, alas!
+
+When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room, and
+creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered her there
+lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and
+jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to
+the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet
+traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes.
+
+ 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe,
+ A living death, and ever-dying life.'
+
+'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and
+vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!' she
+said.
+
+'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early
+to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and
+cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.'
+
+'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he told
+you _all_?'
+
+'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply.
+
+Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she could
+not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled
+to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be
+deluding her.
+
+'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I must
+dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something far more
+pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily
+in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once
+more.'
+
+'Advertising is no use.'
+
+'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her
+answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him.
+'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was
+her third effort:--
+
+
+ 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.'
+
+
+Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated in a
+nameless, varying tone, the two words--
+
+'Lady's-maid!'
+
+'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea bravely.
+
+'But _you_, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes, I--who am I?'
+
+'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.'
+
+'I shall try to be, at any rate.'
+
+'Such a disgrace--'
+
+'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather warmly.
+'You know very well--'
+
+'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put
+"inexperienced?"'
+
+'Because I am.'
+
+'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor, Cytherea,
+aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems that the two
+months will close my engagement here.'
+
+'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us work
+to do.... Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as a curse, and
+even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and never mind!'
+
+In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the
+brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet, angelic,
+as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out
+many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a hopefulness
+intense enough to quell them.
+
+
+
+
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last
+note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of
+hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as Cytherea
+seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for
+obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of that in which
+she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles off. The reply ran
+thus:--
+
+
+ KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ August 3, 1864.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The duties
+of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth on Thursday,
+when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she would like to see
+her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four o'clock. No answer need
+be returned to this note.'
+
+
+A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest
+bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation,
+the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised
+the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and restored to her
+tread a portion of that elasticity which her past troubles, and thoughts
+of Edward, had well-nigh taken away.
+
+She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar.
+
+'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in the
+foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs,
+and clamps of gold, in the background.
+
+'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a
+shade too pretty for a plain dresser.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third person,
+out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact
+newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room--be quick.' From the
+alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea
+that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance.
+
+'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the landlady
+inquired.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a
+money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would
+bring no profit to the house.
+
+Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the
+building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as occasion
+necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first-floor
+corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains, carpet, and
+coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which the cold light
+coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a wide roof of new
+slates--the only object the small window commanded--imparted a more
+striking paleness. But underneath the door, communicating with the next
+room of the suite, gleamed an infinitesimally small, yet very powerful,
+fraction of contrast--a very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the
+sun beamed strongly into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was
+the only cheering thing visible in the place.
+
+People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait;
+the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard and fast
+line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and
+began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side as the source
+of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty
+world.
+
+Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant
+chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the
+house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts down the corridor,
+and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied.
+
+The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused
+by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light footstep
+on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot tapped
+impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken imperiously by a
+lady's tongue.
+
+'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the
+attendant.
+
+'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.'
+
+Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink
+under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob,
+when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door was pulled open
+from the other side.
+
+2. FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the
+crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from the
+crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor
+of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady
+standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. The
+stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue gloom, and
+assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall black figure
+standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely-built
+woman, of spare though not angular proportions.
+
+Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a step
+or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe's face
+in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light
+that was reflected from the varnished panels of the door. She was not
+a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic
+autumnal phase.
+
+'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the
+embrasure of the window.
+
+Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked forward
+in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that she had
+been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint added to
+Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple life had not
+yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst in the elder
+lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been
+called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying
+complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once
+possessed.
+
+She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily
+have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady eyes, a Roman
+nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent chin with which
+the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a mouth expressing a
+capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by
+pride. There was a severity about the lower outlines of the face which
+gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly
+weakness was nowhere visible save in one part--the curve of her forehead
+and brows--there it was clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a
+brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers.
+
+'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid giving
+the address, G., Cross Street?'
+
+'Yes, madam. Graye.'
+
+'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper, mentioned
+you, and pointed out your advertisement.'
+
+This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to
+consider it.
+
+'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.'
+
+'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too
+girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with such
+assurance? It misleads people.'
+
+'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother said it
+is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let
+it remain.'
+
+'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?'
+
+'I have no mother, madam.'
+
+'Your father, then?'
+
+'I have no father.'
+
+'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.'
+
+'They didn't think anything about it.'
+
+'You didn't ask them, I suppose.'
+
+'No.'
+
+'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?'
+
+'Because I haven't any of them, either.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then at
+any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone. 'However, I
+am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an elderly person. You
+see, I want an experienced maid who knows all the usual duties of the
+office.' She was going to add, 'Though I like your appearance,' but the
+words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she
+modified them to, 'though I like you much.'
+
+'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying.
+
+'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea.
+
+'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.'
+
+Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be one
+of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was
+compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was
+compatible with beauty.
+
+And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a
+faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze's 'Head
+of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance at the turning.
+It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their
+fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes
+within the year: but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an
+emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the
+bosom away and leaves the eyes behind.
+
+Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had
+closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless
+attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden's
+retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is almost worth while
+to be bored with instructing her in order to have a creature who could
+glide round my luxurious indolent body in that manner, and look at me
+in that way--I warrant how light her fingers are upon one's head and
+neck.... What a silly modest young thing she is, to go away so suddenly
+as that!' She rang the bell.
+
+'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she said
+to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.'
+
+Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her
+history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household;
+yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger.
+When she was recalled she turned back without feeling much surprise.
+Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss
+Aldclyffe.
+
+'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when
+Cytherea had re-entered the room.
+
+'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.'
+
+'And are you a clever needlewoman?'
+
+'I am considered to be.'
+
+'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding is
+very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and neither of
+the five I have already seen seem to do for me.... Well, I will write to
+Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory, you shall hear from me. It
+will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday.'
+
+When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe
+asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr.
+Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr. Thorn's reply
+to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from his own imperfect
+acquaintance with the young creature more than from circumstantial
+knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that
+I did not give her one trial in spite of other people's prejudices. All
+her account of herself is reliable enough--yes, I can see that by her
+face. I like that face of hers.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing to
+Mr. Thorn.
+
+
+
+
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON
+
+At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so
+anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him
+narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less
+tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form came
+into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea.
+
+One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come
+on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday
+evening.
+
+The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the
+bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him than
+his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he had met
+her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to
+time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards those faces
+as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as well as her
+present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He pictured her of
+sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in trouble; he loved her.
+Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love
+was evanescent.
+
+He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstances (a
+long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present)
+operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this
+more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now--and it was
+the cause of his abrupt behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive
+him. He saw now an honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception
+had prompted him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the
+hope of possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour
+generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a
+position she would think worthy to be shared with him?
+
+Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a
+love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was unconsciously
+clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write
+himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without
+knowing much about him. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her
+imagination than he did in his shoes.
+
+During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure,
+packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy
+of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her
+involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet.
+
+In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put her
+in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to Knapwater House.
+
+Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found nobody
+there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting outside. In two
+minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery running towards her
+from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent
+to fetch her. There are two ways of getting rid of sorrows: one by
+living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his.
+
+He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon in
+about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove off.
+
+Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her against
+the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning this new
+undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of
+mind which is required for the critical observation of surrounding
+objects. It was just that stage in the slow decline of the summer days,
+when the deep, dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are beginning to be
+replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. They
+trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which
+brought them just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned
+through large lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a
+pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound
+along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the
+form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track
+completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it,
+which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the lowest boughs
+hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass--the extreme
+height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach.
+
+'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a grey
+gable between the trees, and losing it again.
+
+'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it. The
+Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. 'Tis
+now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't care to live
+there.'
+
+'Why didn't they?'
+
+'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been
+pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a small
+residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low
+down in the hollow to be healthy.'
+
+'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?'
+
+'No, not a single one.'
+
+'Ah, that's a pity.'
+
+'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly
+hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it will
+have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word of
+the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In fact, I
+couldn't. O no, I couldn't.'
+
+'Why couldn't you?'
+
+'The sounds.'
+
+'What are they?'
+
+'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that
+there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well.
+'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.'
+
+He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the
+unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account
+of the thick foliage of the grove.
+
+'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there,
+miss?'
+
+'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there were
+two--what is the other horrid sound?'
+
+'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water up
+the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly....
+There, now hark again.'
+
+From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling
+creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute, with a sousing
+noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on
+continually.
+
+'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these
+would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine goes on
+night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited.
+Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well;
+though we don't often hear it at the Great House.'
+
+'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel greased.
+Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?'
+
+'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of thing
+as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now he's getten
+old and very seldom goes there.'
+
+'How many are there in family?'
+
+'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.'
+
+'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the property,
+and lived here alone.'
+
+'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being
+about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was
+only speaking to the new lady's-maid.
+
+'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as if
+speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity. 'The poor
+old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then drew a long
+breath.
+
+'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Ah!... When he's dead peace will be all over with us old servants. I
+expect to see the old house turned inside out.'
+
+'She will marry, do you mean?'
+
+'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as solitary
+as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if
+not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation by
+marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say that if
+she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the
+heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. She's an extraordinary
+picture of womankind--very extraordinary.'
+
+'In what way besides?'
+
+'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this last
+twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em from the
+station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a neglectful party at
+heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen goings on!'
+
+'Does she dismiss them directly they come!'
+
+'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see 'tis
+like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a passion with
+them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are
+going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but she's as proud as
+a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say, "Stay," and away they go.
+'Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, "Ah, poor
+thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor
+thing!" she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and
+restores the chief butler, as mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh
+herself can see the difference between 'em.'
+
+Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her
+brother.
+
+'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I
+think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send the
+pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this time
+she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow with the
+pony-kerriage."... There, 'tis true, pony and carriage too are getten
+rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to
+keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits.
+
+''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.'
+
+'Why to-night?'
+
+'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday, and
+she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see; this is
+the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?'
+
+They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of
+trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the
+mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves
+among the trees behind.
+
+2. EVENING
+
+The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey freestone
+throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism which prevailed
+at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called
+designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders.
+The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a
+projection in the centre of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From
+each angle of the inferior side ran a line of buildings lower than the
+rest, turning inwards again at their further end, and forming
+within them a spacious open court, within which resounded an echo of
+astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by
+ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of
+subsidiary buildings being half buried beneath close-set shrubs and
+trees.
+
+There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to
+enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the
+remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour of this
+quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the
+house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole, most
+satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the
+terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below,
+upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at
+leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst of the lake;
+beyond this and the further margin of the water were plantations and
+greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening, by half veiling,
+the softness of the exquisite landscape stretching behind.
+
+The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by the
+angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at
+which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy
+smiles and general pleasantness, who announced herself to be Mrs.
+Morris, the housekeeper.
+
+'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said.
+
+'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea, smiling,
+but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably like the first
+slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's prophecy.
+
+Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room. Here
+tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever occasion
+allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover,
+if possible, something in her which should give a clue to the secret
+of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation based upon it.
+But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was
+perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards,
+leaving the room two or three minutes, and trotting back again.
+
+'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old gentleman's
+birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that
+day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of them are
+sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a
+lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though
+it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in
+the house.' Mrs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches
+an outline of the constitution and government of the estate.
+
+'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why,
+you've eaten nothing, I'm sure.... Well, now, it is rather inconvenient
+that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a
+little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making
+shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning.
+She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the
+first thing.... I was going to say that if you have really done tea,
+I will take you upstairs, and show you through the wardrobes--Miss
+Aldclyffe's things are not laid out for to-night yet.'
+
+She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took
+her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor; where,
+after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of apparel, the
+housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her
+hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next
+room all that she had been told would be required that evening, and then
+went again to the little room which had been appropriated to herself.
+
+Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like
+another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the brilliant
+pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn--now richly
+crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of spirit which had
+hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the pressure of prosaic
+realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing most
+conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid cold red and green of the
+verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the
+calceolaria, backed by the pale hue of a flock of meek sheep feeding in
+the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great
+extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth
+while; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did
+it matter? The petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just
+passed through, her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the
+necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and
+relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien
+establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to pursue
+some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know
+no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and
+birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window.
+She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their
+enjoyment of the rich grass.
+
+'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with
+surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
+
+The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes: the
+surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion, and white
+as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left buttock of every one
+of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials 'E. S.'
+
+'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that
+immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove.
+
+'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss
+Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the
+drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to
+whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest one way or the
+other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
+
+'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's.'
+
+'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly.
+
+'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker,
+and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to me when he
+came in to see me the other day?'
+
+Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement
+that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. 'O yes,'
+she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as follows in that short
+interval:--
+
+'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too.
+
+'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind.
+
+'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached.
+
+'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might meet
+whenever he came home.
+
+'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid; and he
+knew my brother and myself.
+
+'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.'
+
+The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there
+was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward's doing.
+
+The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still
+continued in her reverie.
+
+'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris.
+
+'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly.
+
+'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued, in a
+tone of surprise.
+
+Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden
+irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had
+recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence; the
+flush passed, and she said hastily--
+
+'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell--whether
+I want to or no.'
+
+However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life,
+Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy
+sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to her
+now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because Edward
+evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot. She found
+time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to hurriedly glide out
+by a side door, and look for a moment at the unconscious sheep bearing
+the friendly initials. She went up to them to try to touch one of the
+flock, and felt vexed that they all stared sceptically at her kind
+advances, and then ran pell-mell down the hill. Then, fearing any one
+should discover her childish movements, she slipped indoors again,
+and ascended the staircase, catching glimpses, as she passed, of
+silver-buttoned footmen, who flashed about the passages like lightning.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual
+survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any
+purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of
+perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the
+inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy
+recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own,
+called the dressing-window.
+
+The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque
+Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance something
+between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface being richly
+worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration, but the
+extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious joiner and
+decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of painful toil in
+cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's immediate eye; the materials
+being the remains of two or three old cabinets the lady had found in the
+lumber-room. About two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining
+portion being laid with parquetry of light and dark woods.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
+dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have
+come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.'
+
+Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on the
+earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less warm.
+But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with the usual
+obliviousness of rich people to their dependents' specialities, seemed
+to have quite forgotten Cytherea's inexperience, and mechanically
+delivered up her body to her handmaid without a thought of details, and
+with a mild yawn.
+
+Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and
+black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were
+put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face, and
+Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first evening, all
+would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that such a crucial
+test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have been applied on the
+threshold of her arrival; but set to again.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped
+languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The instincts
+of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next movement. She let
+Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders, and began to arrange it.
+It proved to be all real; a satisfaction.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation went
+on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed to turn to
+the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass.
+
+'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with
+widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's little
+hand tremble against her neck.
+
+'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the maiden.
+
+'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more show of
+my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God forbid!'
+
+'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness
+of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under favourable
+circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss Aldclyffe
+at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for her vice by
+having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand.
+
+'Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.' Considering that Cytherea
+possessed at least five times as much of that valuable auxiliary to
+woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the same time some
+excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered herself, however,
+and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye--By-the-bye, what do they call
+you downstairs?'
+
+'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid.
+
+'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is
+quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.'
+
+This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing
+till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's brow.
+Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very best of her
+judgment.
+
+'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'I look too young--an old dressed doll.'
+
+'Will that, madam?'
+
+'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!'
+
+'This way, perhaps?'
+
+'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap.
+
+Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was to
+be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in arranging
+it could please her. She continued in a smouldering passion during the
+remainder of the performance, keeping her lips firmly closed, and the
+muscles of her body rigid. Finally, snatching up her gloves, and taking
+her handkerchief and fan in her hand, she silently sailed out of the
+room, without betraying the least consciousness of another woman's
+presence behind her.
+
+Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would find
+a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried to read;
+she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried to muse; she
+could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the beginning, what will
+the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt many misgivings as to the
+policy of being overhasty in establishing an independence at the expense
+of congruity with a cherished past.
+
+3. MIDNIGHT
+
+The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The
+company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and
+jerkingly.
+
+Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a fitful
+sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily in her chair
+waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain in that state
+of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of Time as a real
+motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing past in the
+company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room, to find the
+lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on both sides, and
+looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute repose, that the younger
+woman felt the awfullest sense of responsibility at her Vandalism in
+having undertaken to demolish so imposing a pile.
+
+The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her own
+listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer stratum of
+clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in her hand and
+went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to hang it in the
+wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she might not keep Miss
+Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than necessary, she flung it down on
+the first resting-place that came to hand, which happened to be the
+bed, and re-entered the dressing-room with the noiseless footfall of a
+kitten. She paused in the middle of the room.
+
+She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been expected.
+During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss Aldclyffe had pulled
+off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn high above the throat,
+which she had worn with her evening dress as a semi-opaque covering to
+her shoulders, and in its place had put her night-gown round her.
+Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as if engaged in fastening her
+night-gown.
+
+But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to
+Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been carelessly
+thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied in holding up
+to her eyes some small object that she was keenly scrutinizing. And
+now on suddenly discovering the presence of Cytherea at the back of the
+apartment, instead of naturally continuing or concluding her inspection,
+she desisted hurriedly; the tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand
+was removed, and she began adjusting her robes.
+
+Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her
+shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's
+temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid, Cytherea's
+youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if she were a
+mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to reason about, and
+yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe must have a practical
+reason for concealing her neck.
+
+With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step back
+and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe turned, saw
+the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking into her eyes as if
+she had half an intention to explain something. Cytherea felt certain
+it was the little mystery of her late movements. The other withdrew her
+eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled round
+again to bring it up to Miss Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her
+night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back
+towards Cytherea.
+
+Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the
+direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the glass--the
+fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of curves between
+throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly lit up by the light
+burning on either side.
+
+And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest
+manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl,
+reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with arabesque
+work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss
+Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not having been put
+off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night--a
+slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at
+first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now, on further
+thought, she seemed to have become indifferent on the matter.
+
+'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as she
+spoke.
+
+Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but
+looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass.
+
+'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's
+reflected face.
+
+'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected face.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were
+on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said
+lightly--
+
+'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it
+a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and
+seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that....'
+
+She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with the
+other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature.
+
+'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and even
+timidly.
+
+'It is.'
+
+But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and
+there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling
+in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The face in the
+miniature was the face of her own father--younger and fresher than she
+had ever known him--but her father!
+
+Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this
+the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering the name
+of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so,
+here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the
+past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope
+allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature
+that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. She
+went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone.
+
+'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and
+went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But
+it was best that it should be so.... I was led to think rather more
+than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is
+pronounced the same way, though differently spelt.'
+
+The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to
+Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She
+fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward was his
+informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure.
+
+Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of
+feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation,
+trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond recall;
+and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that chapter of her
+life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the result of a trivial
+accident.
+
+Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some plan
+with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid revulsion
+to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to discharge the
+pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of electricity.
+
+'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed.
+
+A silence.
+
+'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course
+_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.' She
+spoke crossly no less than emphatically.
+
+'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the
+woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her.
+
+'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on.
+
+Cytherea made no answer.
+
+The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to the
+disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But what was
+done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning
+responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She recurred to the subject
+of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who finding
+the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhymes.
+
+'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in engaging
+a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came. Miss Aldclyffe
+tried again.
+
+'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three
+questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l--,
+the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool's trick. There, I am
+served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.'
+
+'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an unfortunate
+one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that the other's
+petulance desired.
+
+'You did,' she said hotly.
+
+'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of
+routine just at first.'
+
+'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I say.'
+
+Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--'
+
+'If what?'
+
+'If it were a lady's!'
+
+'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I
+tell you.'
+
+'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me, is
+no lady herself!'
+
+'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!'
+
+'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!'
+
+'Good Heavens!'
+
+'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!'
+
+'What?'
+
+'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!'
+
+'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed--
+
+'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her hand as
+if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung the maiden
+into absolute defiance.
+
+'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam! I am
+not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and
+ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank
+back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to your room--I
+beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky whisper.
+
+Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to
+the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from the
+candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger
+likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a
+grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling
+wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father's features
+were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her
+in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably
+its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the
+remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from
+high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes
+women's quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not
+sufficient power to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle
+the strange suspicion that had entered her head.
+
+'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she said,
+with assumed indifference.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking
+into the flame.
+
+'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked and
+saw it myself.'
+
+The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?' said
+Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at
+Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.'
+
+'What was your father's trade?'
+
+Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any
+longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.'
+
+'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!'
+
+'There's nothing to offend you in that, I hope?'
+
+'O no.'
+
+'Why did you say "the idea"?'
+
+'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury, one
+Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.'
+
+'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that part
+of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his.'
+
+'What is your Christian name?'
+
+'Cytherea.'
+
+'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see
+you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips impassibly. She
+was a little agitated.
+
+'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand and
+looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face.
+
+'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly.
+
+'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning, madam.'
+
+'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying.
+
+'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the
+short remainder of my stay?'
+
+Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had answered.
+Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious
+about her name from the beginning.
+
+The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went
+along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled against the
+partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out.
+
+'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your first
+night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on
+with Miss Aldclyffe?'
+
+'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.'
+
+'Has she been scolding?'
+
+'A little.'
+
+'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her. She's
+not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who
+don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years and years.'
+
+'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea.
+
+'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. Her
+family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her
+mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time--and was on that
+account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of
+the family died out one by one--three of them, and Miss Aldclyffe's
+great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to
+Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss Aldclyffe's father and mother--on
+condition that they took the old family name as well. There's all about
+it in the "Landed Gentry." 'Tis a thing very often done.'
+
+'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.'
+
+
+
+
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+
+1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed, bewildered
+by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it
+was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first
+and last of her experience as a lady's-maid. Starvation itself should
+not compel her to hold such a humiliating post for another instant.
+'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the martyrdom of her last little
+fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows everything better than I.'
+
+She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning,
+the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical
+matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations
+completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away
+to the contemplation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an
+instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in face and
+bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the
+natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst
+passing through the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty
+of Miss Aldclyffe's temper.
+
+But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on the
+hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the solitary
+lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so repellent
+and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl
+marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled before, at the strange
+confluence of circumstances which had brought herself into contact with
+the one woman in the world whose history was so romantically intertwined
+with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away
+and leave the lonely being to loneliness still.
+
+In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more
+persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring
+visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's rival.
+Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl's
+flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been
+nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the
+secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little
+inn at Hammersmith and other places: the commonplace name she adopted:
+her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder
+female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards,
+the acquaintanceship of her own father with this his first love; the
+awakening of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of
+his rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under
+the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter
+change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid
+determination: and the total concealment of her reason by herself
+and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course dropped into
+darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was discovered here at
+Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful,
+but lonely, embittered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father's
+image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was
+thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that
+she knew many particulars of this page of her father's history, and the
+chief one, the lady's unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have
+made her bearing towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and
+would have been no benefit to either.
+
+Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay
+restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back
+again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock
+strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft
+rustle in the passage outside her room.
+
+To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to uncover
+it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide open in the
+darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening.
+Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time.
+
+It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the panels.
+Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused
+a faint rustling of the bed-clothes.
+
+Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given.
+Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon finding
+her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The
+maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its opposite. The
+cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became
+hot and red; her door was not locked.
+
+A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole: 'Cytherea!'
+
+Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was Miss
+Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered
+back, 'Yes?'
+
+'Let me come in, darling.'
+
+The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion. It
+was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes; she must
+let her come in, poor thing.
+
+She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and
+the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown.
+
+'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the
+visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to
+come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you are
+mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and that you
+may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?'
+
+'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie generously.
+
+The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the
+last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl, and
+pressed her gently to her heart.
+
+'Now kiss me,' she said.
+
+Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of
+treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as
+Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment,
+try how she would.
+
+'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the
+bursting of a bubble.
+
+'More earnestly than that--come.'
+
+She gave another, a little but not much more expressively.
+
+'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss Aldclyffe,
+with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an ill-tempered
+woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have
+had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I can't help loving
+you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it strange?'
+
+Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent.
+
+'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to
+Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her
+father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which
+seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution.
+She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her acquaintanceship and
+attachment to Cytherea's father in past times: then she would tell her
+all she knew: that would be honour.
+
+'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She impressed
+upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if in the outburst
+of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and
+be loved by in return.
+
+'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I don't
+know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very
+fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?'
+
+'Eighteen.'
+
+'Eighteen!... Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?'
+
+'Because I don't want to know.'
+
+'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater
+pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not told
+my age truly for the last twenty years till now.'
+
+'Why haven't you?'
+
+'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary--and I
+long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent, like you.
+But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth a thought, as
+every new friend does on more intimate knowledge. Come, why don't you
+talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?'
+
+'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.'
+
+'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Why do you do that?'
+
+'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were not
+to. Do you?'
+
+'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such
+matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should be glad to
+think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the code of the
+polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary Societies and
+others of the sort.... Well, say your prayers, dear--you won't omit them
+now you recollect it. I should like to hear you very much. Will you?'
+
+'It seems hardly--'
+
+'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and
+nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,'
+
+Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the following
+conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward Springrove, she had
+linked his name with her brother Owen's in her nightly supplications to
+the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and, above
+all, a secret from a woman like Miss Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and
+the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of
+omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous
+prayers for his success by an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked
+of her, she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly
+circumstances she might have thought the position justified a little
+finesse, and have skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a
+thing for such trifling.
+
+'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her then
+that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in another dress,
+and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just as unceremoniously
+as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you shall hear me,' she
+added firmly.
+
+She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the
+simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's name
+was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case, maidenly shyness
+was too strong even for religion, and that when supported by excellent
+intentions. At the name of Edward she stammered, and her voice sank to
+the faintest whisper in spite of her.
+
+'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I verily
+believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected question came.
+
+'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?'
+
+There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,' said
+Cytherea.
+
+'Who are Owen and Edward?'
+
+'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid.
+
+'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?'
+
+A silence.
+
+'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who Edward
+is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning.
+
+'I don't mind telling; only....'
+
+'You would rather not, I suppose?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she inquired
+suddenly.
+
+Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered from
+tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment.
+
+'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured.
+
+'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?'
+
+A pause.
+
+'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply.
+
+'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now with
+you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and gloomy
+accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you for. No, no.'
+She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity. 'Cytherea, try to love
+me more than you love him--do. I love you more sincerely than any man
+can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man stand between us. O, I can't bear
+that!' She clasped Cytherea's neck again.
+
+'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other.
+
+'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women are
+all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who had
+not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or been
+practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and sweetness and
+goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth and ears have
+not been made a regular highway of by some man or another! Leave the
+admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of society--and look in
+the villages--leave the villages and search in the schools--and you can
+hardly find a girl whose heart has not been _had_--is not an old thing
+half worn out by some He or another! If men only knew the staleness of
+the freshest of us! that nine times out of ten the "first love" they
+think they are winning from a woman is but the hulk of an old wrecked
+affection, fitted with new sails and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that
+you, too, are like the rest?'
+
+'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in the
+impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.'
+
+'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's no
+doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I--we are
+all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your mouth as if
+it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew the spot. But
+a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh spring meadow--now you
+seem a dusty highway.'
+
+'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on
+extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She
+wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and her
+treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was in one
+sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that Cytherea's instincts
+desired. Though it was generous, it seemed somewhat too rank and
+capricious for endurance.
+
+'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?'
+
+Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she too
+much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled her
+tongue.
+
+'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have shown?'
+
+'I will, perhaps, another day.'
+
+'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or two
+previous to your coming here?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you round
+the bay with your brother.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little
+heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you silly
+thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone with him. I
+only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the rest of the people.
+I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very good figure: now who was
+he?'
+
+'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!'
+
+'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up his
+name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you, trust him
+for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link in a long
+chain of others like you: who only have your little day as they have had
+theirs.'
+
+''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an agony
+of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am sure he
+hasn't.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She
+continued--
+
+'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in a
+few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have cared
+for anybody so absurdly much.'
+
+'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come,
+tell me--tell me!'
+
+'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me
+nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.'
+
+'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!'
+
+'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone which
+mingled pity with derision--
+
+ '"Love's passions shall rock thee
+ As the storm rocks the ravens on high,
+ Bright reason will mock thee
+ Like the sun from a wintry sky."
+
+'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on what
+he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men torture
+them when they have given way to those feelings, and have resigned
+everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves you heartily
+now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love him in return, your
+loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you may be separated for
+ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by will fade and fade--bright
+eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then die early--true to him to
+your latest breath, and believing him to be true to the latest breath
+also; whilst he, in some gay and busy spot far away from your last quiet
+nook, will have married some dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of
+you, will long have ceased to regret you--will chat about you, as you
+were in long past years--will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her
+hair like that--poor innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless
+idle dream--that dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and
+simple, silly heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will
+tell the tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways,
+and as he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.'
+
+'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are cruel
+to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to desperation: her
+natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all through the piece how
+imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself to be weak and foolish in
+permitting them to rise; but even then she could not control them: be
+agonized she must. She was only eighteen, and the long day's labour,
+her weariness, her excitement, had completely unnerved her, and worn her
+out: she was bent hither and thither by this tyrannical working upon her
+imagination, as a young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now
+think how much I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew
+calmer. 'I shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I
+will be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me
+always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?'
+
+'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any
+consideration.'
+
+'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my companion. I
+will get another maid.'
+
+Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the evidently
+heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her presence. But she
+could not trust to the moment's impulse.
+
+'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.'
+
+'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and give
+me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way about your
+lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as others; but even
+if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The love of an inconstant
+man is ten times more ardent than that of a faithful man--that is, while
+it lasts.'
+
+Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further talk;
+flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss Aldclyffe's
+shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing, making themselves
+up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give herself over to a luxurious
+sense of content and quiet, as if the maiden at her side afforded her a
+protection against dangers which had menaced her for years; she was soon
+sleeping calmly.
+
+2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.
+
+With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and circumstances,
+she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally distressed. She
+withdrew herself from her companion's embrace, turned to the other
+side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain by looking at the
+window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising moon--now in her last
+quarter--creep round upon it: it was the light of an old waning moon
+which had but a few days longer to live.
+
+The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays of
+the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic
+evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those happy
+moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a status
+quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly reality.
+
+But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware of a
+strange and gloomy murmur.
+
+She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and low,
+brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House by a faint
+breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason of the utter
+absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's melancholy representation
+lent to the sound a more dismal effect than it would have had of its own
+nature. She began to fancy what the waterfall must be like at that hour,
+under the trees in the ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over
+the surface of the deep cold hole into which it fell; white and
+frothy at the fall; black and white, like a pall and its border; sad
+everywhere.
+
+She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her ears
+to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind. Another
+soon came.
+
+The second was quite different from the first--a kind of intermittent
+whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic creak, ever and
+anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at least a wheel of some
+kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel in the shrubbery by the old
+manor-house, which the coachman had said would drive him mad.
+
+She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now
+that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to it.
+She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread expectancy
+just before the end of each half-minute that brought them. To imagine
+the inside of the engine-house, whence these noises proceeded, was now a
+necessity. No window, but crevices in the door, through which, probably,
+the moonbeams streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays,
+striking sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a
+glistening wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a
+captive starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling
+water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water which
+laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay.
+
+She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be
+nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her
+imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before going
+to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_ come--just
+suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed through her brain,
+a third sound came.
+
+The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and abnormal
+kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period of her
+life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more disturbing, it
+seemed to be almost close to her--either close outside the window, close
+under the floor, or close above the ceiling. The accidental fact of
+its coming so immediately upon the heels of her supposition, told so
+powerfully upon her excited nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The
+same instant, a little dog in some room near, having probably heard the
+same noise, set up a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing
+the moan of his associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His
+melancholy notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the
+kennel a long way off, in every variety of wail.
+
+One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The
+little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two sounds
+even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them, but he had
+taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an unusual sound.
+
+It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-jar,
+it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
+
+She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss
+Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's late
+peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's touch, Miss
+Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
+
+She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!' she
+cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn; 'and
+your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his wings,
+hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me--grinning and
+mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only... But I can't tell
+you. I can't bear to think of it. How those dogs howl! People say it
+means death.'
+
+The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to
+dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven in
+Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something which in all
+likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were taken to inquire
+into it: large houses had all kinds of strange sounds floating about
+them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe her terrors.
+
+A silence of five minutes.
+
+'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
+
+'How those dogs howl, don't they?'
+
+'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.'
+
+'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's
+bedroom door. A nervous creature.'
+
+There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the
+landing struck three.
+
+'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea.
+
+'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to sleep,
+isn't it?'
+
+'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
+
+Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was still
+awake.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, very softly.
+
+Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
+
+The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose, put on
+her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own room.
+
+'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the particulars
+of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in love alters
+everything.'
+
+3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain at
+Knapwater was already in possession of her.
+
+Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the
+window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her
+arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking pictures
+that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding evening, the
+later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of shadows, and she
+smiled in derision at her own excitability.
+
+But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of each
+word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it. She felt
+how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she could endure
+poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was. But all would be
+explained at last, she knew.
+
+At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending, with
+the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with pleasure, as a
+work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply intolerable.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light
+of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to her
+dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had effected
+the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her
+regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read,
+talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed
+at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making
+confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the
+calm lady sitting aristocratically at the toilet table, seeming scarcely
+conscious of Cytherea's presence in the room, even when greeting her,
+was the passionate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before.
+
+It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these
+antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our
+observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some
+flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the fiery
+jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few crinkled
+pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline of the
+blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime.
+
+Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light. Probably
+nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession are written
+after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off before day
+returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch
+our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the frigid criticism of
+dressing-time.
+
+The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled
+from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours,
+but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that
+Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to, Miss
+Aldclyffe said abruptly--
+
+'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea. 'It
+is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.'
+
+The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name which
+to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss
+Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last.
+
+'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for
+practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my
+estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought
+of him.' This was perfectly true.
+
+'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
+
+'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and
+that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the remark bluntly and
+superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family
+pride for the weak confidences of the night.
+
+But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome by
+the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words
+had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a chair, and
+buried her face in her hands.
+
+'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of it.
+I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But I believe
+the match can be broken off.'
+
+'O no, no.'
+
+'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll help
+you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling
+of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of course, I
+could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have said I'll help
+you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first choice now that he's
+been away from home for a while. The love that no outer attack can
+frighten away quails before its idol's own homely ways; it is always
+so.... Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don't be
+a little goose about such a trumpery affair as that.'
+
+'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips but
+no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It mattered
+not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for her: curiosity
+was stunned.
+
+She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss
+Aldclyffe went on:--
+
+'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak out
+before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you are one
+of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw away their
+hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the
+first place, you shouldn't have loved him so quickly: in the next,
+if you must have loved him off-hand, you should have concealed it. It
+tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that girl's in love with me already!" he
+thought.'
+
+To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who
+stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out,
+bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged--that she
+wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her bedroom, was her
+only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned
+matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-and-butter on a tray,
+cheerfully insisting that she should eat it.
+
+To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. 'No,
+thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed. Despite
+the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant
+person see her face then.
+
+Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by
+postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went
+to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so
+full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with
+a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore the missive into
+fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest
+of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written,
+and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning--to feel
+that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she
+had penned them.
+
+Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of
+abnegation.
+
+The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his
+love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking,
+was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a conscience not
+quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had
+gone to London: she would be dismissed from his memory, in the same way
+as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward's own parish,
+reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape,
+yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall
+deserted--all gone but herself.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be
+continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It
+was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there.
+
+She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the
+breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with
+increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea
+entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail
+of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a passing train.
+At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry.
+
+'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
+
+'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way. I am
+very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!'
+
+'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's face
+with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again about that
+worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says
+of Juliet--what little reason you may have possessed originally has all
+been whirled away by this love. I shan't take this notice, mind.'
+
+'Do let me go!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As to
+hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's absurd.
+But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such
+proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie,
+come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after
+that we'll see what had better be done.' She took Cytherea into her
+workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen.
+
+'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it
+finished.'
+
+She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. 'There,'
+she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one
+thing--that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for
+two hours unless I send for you--I insist kindly, dear. Whilst you
+stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the
+window--think over the whole matter, and get cooled; don't let the
+foolish love-affair prevent your thinking as a woman of the world. If
+at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will
+have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit
+here the time I name.'
+
+To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility
+was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and sat down. Miss
+Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated.
+
+She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the
+articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a
+reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time.
+
+4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became
+attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs.
+She opened the door and listened.
+
+There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors,
+trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom, from
+which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there
+just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the
+station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse--galloping at the
+top of the animal's speed.
+
+Another man went off in the direction of the village.
+
+Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or
+meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were
+requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to her.
+She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her
+movements.
+
+Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw
+was a clergyman walk up and enter the door.
+
+All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left,
+he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting
+behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in
+livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as
+before.
+
+The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to have
+forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost
+wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity.
+
+Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gentleman,
+and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various
+directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the road
+opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows
+and chimneys.
+
+A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid-servant.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the mantel,
+her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but
+very pale.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.'
+
+Cytherea went close.
+
+'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then
+paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea.
+
+'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.'
+
+'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the
+announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could be
+contained in a statement so small.
+
+'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone, though
+within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly over his own.'
+
+Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?'
+
+'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock this
+morning.'
+
+'Then I heard him!'
+
+'Heard him?'
+
+'Heard him die!'
+
+'You heard him die? What did you hear?'
+
+'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my mother. I
+could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the dog howled: you
+remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I had heard
+a little earlier.' She looked agonized.
+
+'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by that
+time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued, 'Is
+it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture that I might not be
+left entirely alone?'
+
+Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea's
+seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The fact now
+recurred to both in one moment.
+
+'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously.
+
+'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with the
+other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss
+Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the appearance of being
+still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her
+life, for the sake of any trivial vexation.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and said
+musingly--
+
+'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and
+motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she
+did not mention them.
+
+'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?'
+
+'Yes, I did. Poor papa!'
+
+'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now! But you
+must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.'
+
+The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of
+her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And,
+once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was
+impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the seeker's
+swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of
+secondary importance.
+
+
+
+
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH
+
+The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was the
+lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss Aldclyffe
+sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning.
+
+The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had been
+read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years
+previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs.
+Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole of his estate,
+real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole
+and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector,
+their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit
+in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable, high,
+narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to
+remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic
+quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to
+stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she
+had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that
+she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings
+were. The chair had stood nearest her path on entering the room, and she
+had gone to it in a dream.
+
+She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated
+thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body
+bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by the back of the chair;
+her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a
+footstool.
+
+At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side.
+Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions
+became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry further and
+further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew
+a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her forehead upon her
+hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room--at first
+abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees
+her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her
+head rode gracefully and was no longer bowed. She plumed herself like a
+swan after exertion.
+
+'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get _him_ here without letting him know that
+I have any other object than that of getting a useful man--that's the
+difficulty--and that I think I can master.'
+
+She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey
+hairs.
+
+'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.'
+
+Cytherea was not far off, and came in.
+
+'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss
+Aldclyffe abruptly.
+
+'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to
+consider the compass of the question.
+
+'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said, and
+thought of somebody else who was likewise.
+
+'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work
+comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and
+superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among
+other things?'
+
+'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at least
+I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in
+their practice; city architects don't.'
+
+'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and loose
+profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man who had been
+brought up as an architect would do for a steward?'
+
+Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do.
+
+The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting
+it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively--
+
+'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country
+buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so on?'
+
+'Yes; he does.'
+
+'And superintends the building of them?'
+
+'Yes; he will soon.'
+
+'And he surveys land?'
+
+'O yes.'
+
+'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be,
+boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring
+timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?'
+
+'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does those
+things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.'
+
+'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course.
+And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of tradesmen's
+accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much more about the
+matter than I do myself.... I am going out just now,' she continued. 'I
+shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn: then
+turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket and passed
+into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down the hill. This
+she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression,
+which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove.
+
+The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near the
+ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to change
+the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a
+temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of
+the ground to the level of the springs, and by the presence of a deep,
+sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by bushes and a high wall.
+Following the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream,
+she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side of the water,
+revealing a large rectangular nook from which the stream proceeded,
+covered with froth, and accompanied by a dull roar. Two more steps,
+and she was opposite the nook, in full view of the cascade forming its
+further boundary. Over the top could be seen the bright outer sky in the
+form of a crescent, caused by the curve of a bridge across the rapids,
+and the trees above.
+
+Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The same
+standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less
+sombre than the water on the right or the trees all around. The avenue
+and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where
+the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus
+laid open, stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which
+the dark margin-line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate
+and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was
+now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not artistically or historically,
+but practically--as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern
+requirements.
+
+In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion
+of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two
+small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered
+over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the
+Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten
+or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still
+existed--an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be
+contained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall
+could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables
+which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows,
+containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent
+of two or three, and the remaining portion fitted with cottage
+window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the
+old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms
+downstairs to form cottages for two labourers and their families; the
+upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and
+fruit.
+
+The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this
+point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the
+paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the
+grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their fingers
+in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their
+mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was coming. Miss
+Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the
+exterior by making a complete circuit of the building; then turned into
+a nook a short distance off where round and square timber, a saw-pit,
+planks, grindstones, heaps of building stone and brick, explained that
+the spot was the centre of operations for the building work done on the
+estate.
+
+She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the window of
+the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his hat to her.
+It was the first time she had been seen walking outside the house since
+her father's death.
+
+'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of, without
+much trouble?' she inquired.
+
+The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed
+itself.
+
+'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled
+down, or gone to ruin?'
+
+'Yes; I know.'
+
+'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.'
+
+'Why may it?'
+
+''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the whole
+carcase is full of cracks.'
+
+'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little
+outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or
+eight-roomed house?'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably come
+next in every communication of this kind to which the superintending
+workman had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise,
+Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her object in altering an
+old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what
+was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all.
+
+'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will understand
+that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short
+time, with reference to the management of the affairs.'
+
+Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy.
+
+'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of works,
+and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well. But now
+it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will encroach
+further upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did
+your late master's. What I mean is, that he will directly and in detail
+superintend all.'
+
+'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered.
+
+'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops
+only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better consider. I
+will send for you in a few days.'
+
+Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its
+train--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number
+of sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her
+watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an appointment
+with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Budmouth, and was
+coming to Knapwater on his way back to London.
+
+2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH
+
+On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater House,
+the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the Builder
+newspapers:--
+
+
+ 'LAND STEWARD.
+
+'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately
+for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000 acres, upon
+which agricultural improvements and the erection of buildings are
+contemplated. He must be a man of superior education, unmarried, and not
+more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown
+for one who possesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of
+planning and laying out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of
+220 pounds, with the old manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs.
+Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.'
+
+
+A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of
+publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising
+for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house, showing her the
+papers containing the announcement.
+
+What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely
+made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were
+told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She
+remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her
+brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious,
+that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart
+and soul to the details of the profession and all connected with
+it. Miss Aldclyffe might be ready to take him if he could compete
+successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a question:
+
+'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?'
+
+'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily.
+
+A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss
+Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of another
+man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations and injured
+pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was
+qualified for a stewardship under a king.
+
+'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she
+said, resolutely enunciating the name.
+
+'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided tone.
+
+'You are very unkind to speak in that way.'
+
+'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like either
+of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the estate rather
+than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more
+specially educated. I have told you that we are going to London next
+week; it is mostly on this account.'
+
+Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's
+peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to tell
+her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to reply.
+
+3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH
+
+Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to
+London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors' offices
+in Lincoln's Inn Fields.
+
+They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the
+place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked by
+lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be
+seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings along the
+front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the
+successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in bygone
+days, had been completely undermined by the same insidious canker, which
+lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on
+palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood-red.
+
+But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices
+were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which enclosed
+them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the
+doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was
+visible.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was staying
+with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the
+pair ascended. He politely took them inside.
+
+'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our
+interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea when
+they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got home.
+
+'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room.
+
+Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only
+imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised to Miss
+Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr. Nyttleton's
+experienced old eyes.
+
+'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what is
+the result of our advertisement?'
+
+It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and
+surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the
+advertisement.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You will
+probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said.
+
+'Yes, certainly,' said she.
+
+'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly
+unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the heap
+twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his hand.
+
+'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive me,
+and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be
+communicated with.'
+
+'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over--exactly
+as they came,' she said suasively.
+
+He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing his
+sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he laid them
+out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly as he could
+spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner of his eye to
+hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the name at the bottom of
+the letter, and then put the enclosure aside without further ceremony.
+He thought this an odd way of inquiring into the merits of forty-five
+men who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed
+themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one,
+and put it down with the rest.
+
+Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many
+replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a wider
+choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?'
+
+It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already
+had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more, there
+would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now
+could command would possibly not be available.
+
+'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the
+advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly settle
+the matter.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a single
+woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself
+with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich,
+and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in estate-management as yet,'
+he thought. 'She will soon get tired of this,' and he parted from her
+without a sentiment which could mar his habitual blandness.
+
+The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in Waterloo
+Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of the usual
+well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be seen, in linen
+pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white lead. When they
+had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that they should sit down
+awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did--the
+growl of Piccadilly on their left hand--the monastic seclusion of the
+Palace on their right: before them, the clock tower of the Houses
+of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic lustre against a livid
+Lambeth sky.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper, and
+while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture around,
+glanced again at the advertisement.
+
+She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action
+her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the cover,
+one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members of the
+Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but
+was addressed to the public, and stated that the exhibition of drawings
+at the Institute's rooms would close at the end of that week.
+
+Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then
+turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to the rooms
+of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby. After making
+her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the
+company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition,
+she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the
+members. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she
+said, with a smile, and was interested in some of the names.
+
+'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet
+containing the names.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name
+she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended, as was the
+case with all the rest.
+
+The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross.
+'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the lady to imply
+the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, 'There still.'
+
+Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind
+than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished
+to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of the
+envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die of the
+Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might
+write a note.
+
+But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went towards
+one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask
+some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought, Miss
+Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one
+of the envelopes and put it in her pocket.
+
+She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then
+withdrew and returned to her hotel.
+
+Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into the
+envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and directed
+it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of
+members' names submitted to her:--
+
+ AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ.,
+ WYKEHAM CHAMBERS,
+ SPRING GARDENS.
+
+This ended her first day's work in London.
+
+4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST
+
+The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe
+informing her companion that business would detain them in London
+another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can pass in
+a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares
+and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of
+blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number
+of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the interview,
+by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either from whim or design.
+
+Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's insertion,
+making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One
+was signed--
+
+AENEAS MANSTON, 133, TURNGATE STREET,
+ LIVERPOOL.
+
+'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add one
+or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and
+references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a mere
+glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he had
+finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you like to add
+to the number?' he said, turning to the lady.
+
+'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones rather
+took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger collection.
+
+She drew out three. One was Manston's.
+
+'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer, taking
+up the eight letters and placing them by themselves.
+
+They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned
+personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter
+singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly,
+is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself well acquainted
+with--a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well
+recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination.
+Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied
+building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an
+architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and
+surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.'
+He tapped the letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without
+hesitation--speaking personally.'
+
+'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a
+matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way to
+when practical questions have to be considered.'
+
+Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers,
+had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss
+Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of a game
+at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in Miss
+Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's.
+
+'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his
+name?--it is Edward Springrove.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by
+turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in
+turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.'
+
+5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which were to
+be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling were both in
+town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a
+private room. In the window recess was seated Miss Aldclyffe, wearing
+her veil down.
+
+The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each
+candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding
+and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short
+conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point. Miss
+Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have
+been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been
+for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her
+countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes, directed towards the
+lawyer and his interlocutor.
+
+Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all was
+ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the former
+time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally
+preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man
+whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified,
+in short, most suitable generally.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion
+still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and
+even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-run.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the
+court.
+
+'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable;
+a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to
+conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round-about
+calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn't recommend
+him.'
+
+'Why, pray?'
+
+'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertisement.
+He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one thing. His letter is
+bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after
+reading it is that not honesty, but unscrupulousness of conscience
+dictated it. It is written in an indifferent mood, as if he felt that he
+was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such
+an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which
+required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.'
+
+'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds of
+your reasoning.'
+
+'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties
+of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want a man
+whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more practical
+and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office
+before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country
+tenancies, building, farming, and so on.'
+
+'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.'
+
+'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than mine
+in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts--his brain
+power would soon enable him to master details and fit him for the post,
+I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly' (here his words started
+off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk of placing the management
+of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that's
+flat and plain, madam.'
+
+'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is your
+reason?'
+
+'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man--as
+bad as it is rare.'
+
+'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply
+signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad.
+
+'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further
+in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little
+insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not
+get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try him.'
+
+'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was
+written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor.
+
+'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of her,
+that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling, when their
+client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody's
+character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable
+slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been moulded by Time, the
+Improver, into honourable circumspection.
+
+We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity
+of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the
+man.
+
+'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man,'
+continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification in her
+eyes. They have met before; I saw that.'
+
+'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior.
+
+'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a woman's
+face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that
+she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough to be his
+mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as sure as I am
+Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.'
+
+'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen but
+little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed
+in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the bearing of a
+woman towards her lover.
+
+'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than
+mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the nature
+of it best.'
+
+
+
+
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of her
+irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting fondness.
+Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the subsequent
+luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss Aldclyffe compensated
+for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterwards. She seemed to be
+completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whose
+modesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect
+as was compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm
+of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction
+that her influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas
+and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally
+imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive
+delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over
+out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem whilst dressing.
+
+Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could
+feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much
+as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her
+companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only
+seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished
+in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread. She
+would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere
+dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always
+herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been
+perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe;
+but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed connected with
+deeds of darkness rather than of light.
+
+Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some
+absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea
+hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that she might
+thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme
+suffering.
+
+But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated by
+Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge
+that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated
+abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down
+for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe to worm from her, fragment
+by fragment, every detail of her father's history. Cytherea saw how
+deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it compensated her, to some
+extent, for the hasty resentments of other times.
+
+Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the
+House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss Aldclyffe
+and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the
+facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up
+into a taking story. Whether, as old critics disputed, a supernatural
+machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an ungodly machinery is
+decidedly necessary to a scandal.
+
+Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of
+entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one line of
+cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by
+little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh with him; and at last
+wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another
+woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!' she said. The
+young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it and re-read
+it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense
+he must be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her
+cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line--one little line--just a
+wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara--
+
+
+ 'Ah, were he now before me,
+ In spite of injured pride,
+ I fear my eyes would pardon
+ Before my tongue could chide.'
+
+
+2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M.
+
+It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea's
+arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the
+village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions
+made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society
+she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies'
+Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of
+shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own pound at the end.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance that
+afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying
+to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress,
+coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye and a
+war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure to the
+mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which appeared to partake less
+of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification.
+
+Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffe's
+list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to each.
+
+'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last
+four,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then came
+a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove
+the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss Aldclyffe's
+handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.'
+
+Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or
+four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had been
+altered and repaired for his reception.
+
+'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the name
+written under Cytherea's portion of the list.
+
+'But he does not subscribe yet?'
+
+'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.'
+
+'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?'
+
+'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe,
+smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get easily
+through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.'
+
+Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to
+the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a relief
+to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives, who
+soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to her
+personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less of by
+people who are not much than by those who are a great deal.
+
+She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Hinton,
+who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog
+as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired
+thither four years before this time, after having filled the post of
+editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or twenty years. There
+he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his
+daughter sufficiently well provided for as a modest fundholder and
+claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as
+mistress at Peakhill.
+
+At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and
+footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea
+stood face to face with the lady herself.
+
+Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair
+was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in
+regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features
+too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her mouth
+expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a natural result
+of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more
+self-possessed.
+
+She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not forward, by
+way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with whom loving is
+an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, 'a good sensible
+wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the caring to marry being
+thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical.
+Yet it would be singular if, in such cases, the important subject of
+marriage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that are ready
+for practical performance in every domestic concern besides.
+
+Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty.
+
+'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have seen
+you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I wonder if I
+have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke girlishly.
+
+Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled
+herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to
+herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity.
+
+'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.'
+
+'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in for
+a minute. Do.'
+
+'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.'
+
+'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a single
+person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a
+house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your
+own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you
+would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove
+attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there
+is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it.'
+
+'How nice! It is better than living in a town.'
+
+'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.'
+
+The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that
+Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth.
+
+Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small
+drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles.
+
+The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued.
+
+'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you
+afraid?'
+
+'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you know
+a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself
+sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth
+the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should think that every
+sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all over my house.'
+
+Cytherea was highly interested in seeing.
+
+'I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were a
+child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me this
+use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's society
+but my own.'
+
+'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.'
+
+Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for a
+woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of their
+own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as cats are
+called she's until they prove themselves he's.
+
+Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously.
+
+'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she
+continued.
+
+'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove humorously
+but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the remark. 'Your
+brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent young lady.
+
+'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a professional man
+I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the window.
+
+Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash
+through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a Miss
+Aldclyffe in a mild form.
+
+'I imagine he's a lover,' she said.
+
+Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line.
+
+Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity
+as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it does
+happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so
+benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it.
+
+'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said Cytherea
+accusingly.
+
+Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said.
+
+The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the sound
+of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the time and
+circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it towards herself.
+A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere surmise; yet its
+presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's mind. Miss Hinton
+had used Edward's words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Springrove as
+attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that
+Miss Aldclyffe had planned to reveal her rival thus!
+
+'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness the
+result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference.
+
+'Not very soon--still, soon.'
+
+'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Two.'
+
+Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more
+prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she said,
+with eager mystery.
+
+'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?'
+
+'No.'
+
+Nothing proved yet.
+
+'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had begun
+their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her
+face.
+
+'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton.
+
+'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
+
+'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;'
+and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the
+dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward
+Springrove.
+
+'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
+
+'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at length.
+
+'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one who
+'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore untouched by
+solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native of this village.
+We were engaged before my father's death left me so lonely. I was only
+twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other
+thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermonizing now and
+then.'
+
+'Why?'
+
+'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you
+know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.'
+
+Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to
+be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?' Cytherea
+asked, with a swelling heart.
+
+'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live at
+Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young giddy
+thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a day
+or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so
+matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere
+flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and kindly
+gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they talked the
+most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness and pastime,
+just as everything is at watering places--neither of them caring a bit
+for the other--she giggling like a goose all the time--'
+
+Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air.
+'She _didn't_! and it _wasn't_ shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, with
+brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire confidence
+on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had swollen and swollen
+inside the young thing till the dam could no longer embay it. The
+instant the words were out she would have given worlds to have been able
+to recall them.
+
+'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at
+the warmth shown.
+
+The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the same
+keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the same mind
+in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each other. As is
+invariably the case with women when a man they care for is the subject
+of an excitement among them, the situation abstracted the differences
+which distinguished them as individuals, and left only the properties
+common to them as atoms of a sex.
+
+Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself.
+'Yes, I know her,' she said.
+
+'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so lightly
+of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--'
+
+'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton. I
+think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes--I must
+go.'
+
+Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor politely
+downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried adieu, and
+flitted down the garden into the lane.
+
+She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving herself
+misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on the list, and
+she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M.
+
+The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but that
+on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn or
+privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards rich
+with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple-harvest, and
+the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the gatherers; the soft
+pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy ground being diversified
+by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a rail, hencoop, basket,
+or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and stooping backs of the
+collectors--mostly children, who would have cried bitterly at receiving
+such a smart blow from any other quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be
+but fun in apples.
+
+The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building, constructed
+almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood close to the line
+of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard, and was connected
+with a row of cottages on the left by thatched outbuildings. It was an
+uncommonly characteristic and handsome specimen of the genuine roadside
+inn of bygone times; and standing on one of the great highways in this
+part of England, had in its time been the scene of as much of what is
+now looked upon as the romantic and genial experience of stage-coach
+travelling as any halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed
+the whole stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village
+and along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed
+landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the house,
+to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by increasing the
+extent of his agricultural business if he would still maintain his
+social standing. Next to the general stillness pervading the spot, the
+long line of outbuildings adjoining the house was the most striking and
+saddening witness to the passed-away fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn.
+It was the bulk of the original stabling, and where once the hoofs of
+two-score horses had daily rattled over the stony yard, to and from the
+stalls within, thick grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so
+straight--over the decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they
+seemed like the cheeks of toothless age.
+
+On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or
+three large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was
+suspended--representing the three men called tranters (irregular
+carriers), standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth,
+the grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the
+thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further disfigured by
+red stains running downwards from the rusty nails above.
+
+Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot
+sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his men,
+the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and supernumeraries,
+a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of pigeons, and some little
+boys with straws in their mouths, endeavouring, whenever the men's backs
+were turned, to get a sip of the sweet juice issuing from the vat.
+
+Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a
+farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an employer of
+labour of the old school, who worked himself among his men. He was now
+engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags with a rammer, and
+Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up more from a tub at
+his side. The shovel shone like silver from the action of the juice,
+and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro, caught the rays of the
+declining sun and reflected them in bristling stars of light.
+
+Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of the
+Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host left in
+him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose sturdiness was
+more the result of external circumstances than of intrinsic nature. Too
+kindly constituted to be very provident, he was yet not imprudent.
+He had a quiet humorousness of disposition, not out of keeping with a
+frequent melancholy, the general expression of his countenance being one
+of abstraction. Like Walt Whitman he felt as his years increased--
+
+ 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.'
+
+On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and worked
+with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows, disclosing solid and
+fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were stained by the cider, and
+two or three brown apple-pips from the pomace he was handling were to be
+seen sticking on them here and there.
+
+The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish
+clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman,
+and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the group,
+brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the shoulders
+with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle with a strap,
+another being worn round the right wrist.
+
+'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk.
+
+'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's not
+here for long.'
+
+'Why mid that be?'
+
+'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the
+reins--not he.'
+
+'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.'
+
+'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied.
+
+'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee in a
+passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end o't....
+Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting, raising his eyes, and
+reading the features of a distant apple.
+
+'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a journeyman
+is in following his master's initiative to rest) and reflectively
+regarding the ground in front of him.
+
+'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head ominously.
+
+'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too. You may
+as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has taken anything
+into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs all day as live wi'
+her.'
+
+''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a servant
+of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a passion this
+time.'
+
+The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they knew
+from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future.
+
+The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then went
+on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours--there's
+some'at between 'em.'
+
+'D'ye mean it?'
+
+'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?'
+
+''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple from
+the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the remainder
+to be ground up for cider.
+
+'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again.
+
+''A did.'
+
+'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren
+between red and white, but never stoppen at either.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press.
+
+'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to make
+mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God? Why, as a
+rule she's as right as I be myself.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the press,
+followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two grinders
+expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss Aldclyffe were
+as right at church as the clerk, she must be right indeed.
+
+'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the
+clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment, says
+she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when 'twas "Laws
+in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through. Her eye was
+upon _him_--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this law," says she; she
+was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a mere shadder. You
+mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in our hearts we beseech Thee,"
+fifty times over--she'd never ha' noticed ye. She's in love wi' the man,
+that's what she is.'
+
+'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr. Springrove.
+'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.'
+
+'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She
+won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.'
+
+'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,'
+said Gad.
+
+'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It comes to
+me.'
+
+'And I d' know where from.'
+
+'Ah.'
+
+'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak
+disrespectful.'
+
+'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God bless
+her!'
+
+'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said Mr.
+Springrove.
+
+'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes,
+matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement," as
+the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove? 'Twas
+ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady said to me
+when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she, "your wife will
+soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a glass o' rum, for
+I shan't see your poor face this time next year." I swallered the rum,
+called again next year, and said, "Mrs. Springrove, you gave me a glass
+o' rum last year because I was going to die--here I be alive still, you
+see." "Well said, clerk! Here's two glasses for you now, then," says
+she. "Thank you, mem," I said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old
+sides, next year I thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did.
+But she wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says
+she, "you be too tough for a woman's pity."... Ah, poor soul, 'twas true
+enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as a nail,
+you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.'
+
+'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband when
+I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad.
+
+'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled to
+have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's schemen!'
+
+'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the rest
+o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky.
+
+'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about
+by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up here, as
+I be alive!'
+
+The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a ship
+tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new interest.
+
+'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,'
+said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.'
+
+'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young
+woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove.
+
+'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I
+warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick o'
+furniture to call her own.'
+
+'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,' said
+Farmer Springrove chivalrously.
+
+'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against
+it--O no:
+
+ '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue
+ As I have heard declare, O,
+ Although she's neither sock nor shoe
+ Will curl and deck her hair, O."'
+
+Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual cessation
+of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still more when she
+saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except Mr. Springrove's,
+whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared the plot of grass, but
+instead of advancing further, hesitated on its border.
+
+Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when she
+saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his hands in
+his apron.
+
+'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and
+attend to it. I'll step indoors.'
+
+'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said Cytherea.
+
+'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last
+filling to let it drain all night?'
+
+'Not at all. I like to see you.'
+
+'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,'
+continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by
+his cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a
+chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he spoke he
+went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow. 'I'm later than
+I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking up a lever for
+propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to come forward.
+'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-day, and I made
+preparations; but instead of him comes a letter: "London, September the
+eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went on to tell me he couldn't.
+It threw me out a bit.'
+
+'Of course,' said Cytherea.
+
+'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near.
+
+'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know, but
+couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the matter, but
+willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now mates, form in
+line.'
+
+Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves
+behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers wheeling.
+
+'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon
+your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett.
+
+'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for
+stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said a
+grinder.
+
+'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no doubt
+about that.'
+
+'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said.
+
+'That's true: 'a would, sir.'
+
+'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes, and I
+would have done it.'
+
+'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly.
+
+'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little;
+and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and his
+cousin.'
+
+'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?'
+
+'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything pretty
+nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish sometimes I
+had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was such a one for the
+pencil.'
+
+He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor.
+
+'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.'
+
+Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew
+with the farmer.
+
+'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees in
+our county,' he said in an undertone.
+
+
+'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they were
+indoors.
+
+Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the solitude,
+not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have entered it since the
+last passenger had been called out to mount the last stage-coach that
+had run by.
+
+'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer replied,
+looking at the room and then at himself.
+
+'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself; 'I am
+much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.' She began to
+warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness of disposition
+which reminded her of her own father.
+
+'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a
+fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing something
+in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper, that's all. Ay, I
+miss my son very much.'
+
+She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising colour.
+
+'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about him.
+You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets very queer
+over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when he's married to
+Adelaide.'
+
+A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a
+sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a slow
+clock. She had lived further on.
+
+'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said tremulously.
+
+'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's
+older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together as
+young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was when he
+first courted her.'
+
+'How, sir?'
+
+'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd
+creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the
+letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills and
+seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would slip, and
+she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red skin before the
+quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."'
+
+He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His
+thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little fingers
+in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously--
+
+''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help
+speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am
+afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised under
+the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been passed in the
+race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all through his seeing
+too far into things--being discontented with make-shifts--thinking o'
+perfection in things, and then sickened that there's no such thing as
+perfection. I shan't be sorry to see him marry, since it may settle him
+down and do him good.... Ay, we'll hope for the best.'
+
+He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you
+should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then,
+it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening to ye.... Ah
+look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or shall I step up with
+you?'
+
+'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low voice,
+and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward had trifled
+with her love.
+
+4. FIVE TO SIX P.M.
+
+She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely
+that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently reached a
+side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the
+farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and complained
+incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the modern French
+painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and
+seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way
+across the park the thunder rumbled distinctly.
+
+The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old
+manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of
+the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the waterfall before her,
+and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on,
+with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew
+near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and
+sky in tones of strange whiteness.
+
+On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to the
+level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the relief the
+position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be of towering
+height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the sky, with his
+hands behind him.
+
+It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of his
+front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to turn
+under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond
+the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically,
+unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the
+ground.
+
+Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon
+another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing.
+It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly opposite him
+now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.'
+
+A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant--
+
+'Are you afraid?'
+
+She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed
+himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I am,' she
+stammered.
+
+He seemed to know that she thought in that sense.
+
+'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.'
+
+She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she remarked
+for the sake of saying something.
+
+He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and
+bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you reach
+the House, if you are going there?'
+
+'Yes, I am,'
+
+'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.'
+
+'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a
+woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am Miss Aldclyffe's
+companion. I don't mind the loneliness.'
+
+'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to take a
+subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me to become
+a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course I'll subscribe if
+she wishes it. I take a great interest in the Society.'
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.'
+
+'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I haven't
+enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to
+have practical proof of my willingness. I'll get it, and be out in one
+minute.'
+
+He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he had
+named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly.
+
+She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of
+her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers
+should have touched her.
+
+'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and will
+drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.'
+
+He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had
+suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step.
+
+'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The
+clouds make it seem later than it really is.'
+
+Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning
+and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no, to accept
+his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the
+porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his
+person, as they waited there in silence.
+
+He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of an
+age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The
+most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost
+preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or
+speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of
+its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight
+and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By collecting the round of
+expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters
+would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick
+against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position
+because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself
+to resist fate with the vindictive determination of a Theomachist.
+Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too
+severely to be pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the
+lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising
+degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness
+so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of heart where
+feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that might require
+all the ballast of brain with which he had previously been credited to
+confine within reasonable channels.
+
+His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished and
+unconstrained.
+
+The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of
+thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which
+the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the
+waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of rain
+upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him,
+Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while, and now,
+glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his eyes were
+engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face and form.
+
+At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses
+touched, and remained in contact.
+
+His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman
+her dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her
+intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing.
+By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has sensation.
+Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her
+as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every
+outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest:
+the fair creature is there almost before you.
+
+Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a thrill
+through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature of a
+mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt
+him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing
+it was necessary to advance a little into the rain.
+
+'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step
+inside the door.'
+
+Cytherea hesitated.
+
+'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the door
+open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in--boxes on
+boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of transposition. An
+old woman is in the back quarters somewhere, beginning to put things to
+rights.... You know the inside of the house, I dare say?'
+
+'I have never been in.'
+
+'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through, here,
+they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is
+now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old
+chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly
+for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the
+top, and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and
+be merry by the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from
+that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate,
+though you can see the old outline still. I almost wish I could have had
+it in its original state.'
+
+'With more romance and less comfort.'
+
+'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will see
+how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all. The only
+piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.'
+
+'An organ?'
+
+'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case
+this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very
+large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare
+say?'
+
+'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.'
+
+'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil
+your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano
+isn't much as an instrument.'
+
+'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.'
+
+'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good
+enough.'
+
+'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule
+from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer men have
+said it before them--not from the experience of their ears.'
+
+Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of a
+great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself.
+He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the least mind her
+blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him into a position of
+mental superiority which vexed her.
+
+'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never learned
+scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.'
+
+The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific
+force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire
+continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred yards above
+their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the
+steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ, in the midst of a
+volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney.
+
+'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily.
+
+'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore we may
+as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box. The few chairs
+I have unpacked are in the other room.'
+
+Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the
+organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every
+variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he
+ceased and began searching for some music-book.
+
+'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in
+through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole
+extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room.
+The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of herself, was frightened,
+not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdness which
+seemed to surround her there.
+
+'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will last
+long?' she said timidly.
+
+'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running
+his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he continued,
+suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter because of
+the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; now look at
+me--look in my face--now.'
+
+He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark strong
+eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the
+too-delicately beautiful face.
+
+The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as
+firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the way to
+look at lightning.'
+
+'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed.
+
+'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it
+if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now, will you
+have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?'
+
+'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But he
+had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless again,
+marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstance
+which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the music before
+him.
+
+'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next paused.
+
+'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you like
+sad impressions sometimes?'
+
+'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.'
+
+'When you are full of trouble.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?'
+
+'Are you troubled?'
+
+'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so abruptly
+that she did not push the dialogue further.
+
+He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the
+completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which
+reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space
+of the room, heightened by the elemental strife of light and sound
+outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power
+of the mere notes, practised as was the hand that produced them.
+The varying strains--now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, weird,
+touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet
+modulating into the next with a graceful and easy flow--shook and bent
+her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast
+across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much
+by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking
+up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul,
+shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and
+holding them in its own.
+
+She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before
+her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into
+her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the
+thunder close upon it. She found herself involuntarily shrinking up
+beside him, and looking with parted lips at his face.
+
+He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the
+ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which
+woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell;
+and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his lips almost
+touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the harmonies--
+
+'Do you very much like this piece?'
+
+'Very much indeed,' she said.
+
+'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.'
+
+'Thank you much.'
+
+'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?'
+
+'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't like you
+to.'
+
+'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall be
+passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently give it you
+there, and I should like you to have it.'
+
+He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes.
+
+'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look.
+
+The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and in
+seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the
+western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun.
+
+Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She was
+full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house,
+and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished.
+It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into
+frankness by the wiles of a stranger.
+
+'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door, and
+again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with her. His
+influence over her had vanished with the musical chords, and she turned
+her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated.
+
+'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not
+necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening,
+without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving him standing
+at the door.
+
+'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could think.
+Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all she could
+see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were
+upon her until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by
+ascending the rise had become hidden from his view by the boughs of the
+overhanging trees.
+
+5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M.
+
+The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an
+invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more
+wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the
+slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she
+was full of the wild music and stirring scene with Manston---the next,
+Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston's
+black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless voluptuous mouth
+appeared bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those
+troubles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the
+bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her.
+
+On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the
+incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her
+ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure
+from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked
+delighted. The usual cross-examination followed.
+
+'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with assumed
+severity.
+
+'Yes, I was.'
+
+'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.'
+
+'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.'
+
+'What remarks did he make, do you say?'
+
+'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.'
+
+'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance full
+upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said--
+
+'Did he say anything about _me_?'
+
+'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I was
+to give you the subscription.'
+
+'You are quite sure?'
+
+'Quite.'
+
+'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?'
+
+'Only one thing--that he was troubled,'
+
+'Troubled!'
+
+After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such
+behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making
+a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was
+mistaken, nothing more was said.
+
+When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell
+letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable
+and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and only
+dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told
+him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his engagement
+to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honour
+bade him marry his early love--a woman far better than her unworthy
+self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and begged him to remember
+that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity
+and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Budmouth, and above all
+in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water
+excursions. 'I never, never can forget it!' she said, and then felt a
+sensation of having done her duty, ostensibly persuading herself that
+her reproaches and commands were of such a force that no man to whom
+they were uttered could ever approach her more.
+
+Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering
+tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing
+Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being
+who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she betrayed at every point
+a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover
+hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment.
+
+This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself with
+weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence her as he
+had done that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly
+that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would
+have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained
+over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not
+being able to endure the notion of his living a minute longer in the
+belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE
+ September 20th.
+
+ 'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+ promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+
+ 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+
+A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts,
+and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman
+carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with
+the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether
+she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so
+influenced her.
+
+
+
+
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+
+1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER
+
+The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the inmates
+of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible
+that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be
+engaged in the same service, and attend the same church, without meeting
+at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her
+pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting
+desirously for a glimpse of hers, and, at first more strangely, the eyes
+of Miss Aldclyffe furtively resting on him. On coming out of church he
+frequently walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at
+which residents in the House turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a
+conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her.
+
+But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love. He
+was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least to
+hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own
+conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one
+of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of pure
+accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never
+sought her: the words he had whispered at their first interview now
+proved themselves to be quite as much the result of unguarded impulse as
+was her answer. Something held him back, bound his impulse down, but
+she saw that it was neither pride of his person, nor fear that she would
+refuse him--a course she unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think
+fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous
+beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or
+leopard--for some undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst
+she admired. The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,'
+as Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced
+upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of
+being in some way in his power.
+
+The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and
+inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than any
+other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had taken no
+notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It
+was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she
+thereupon could not quite leave off caring deeply for him:--
+
+ 'Ingenium mulierum,
+ Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.'
+
+The month of October passed, and November began its course. The
+inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that
+Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose and
+became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's ears)
+to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye.
+Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to
+say about it except that their marriage would be an excellent one for
+both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in point of love.
+
+As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first
+had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her
+neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt advances. By
+the middle of November, a theory made up of a combination of the other
+two was received with general favour: its substance being that a guilty
+intrigue had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some
+years before, when he was a very young man, and she still in the
+enjoyment of some womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began
+to grow emphatic she was becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the
+effect of the lady's jealousy would, they said, thus lead him to conceal
+from her his new attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did
+not believe this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which
+were hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more
+markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have been
+safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was pursued,
+all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes the while.
+
+2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a
+visit to his sister.
+
+His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Budmouth,
+and in order that there should be as little interruption as possible to
+his duties there, he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in
+the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by the first train the next
+morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point of frequently offering him
+lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea.
+
+He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked of
+the page who answered it for Miss Graye.
+
+When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just coming
+out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule
+and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and he secretly
+clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and
+saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown
+into the house. Manston went back to him.
+
+'Who was that man?' he said.
+
+'I don't know, sir.'
+
+'Has he ever been here before?'
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'How many times?'
+
+'Three.'
+
+'You are sure you don't know him?'
+
+'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.'
+
+'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed, and
+again went on his way.
+
+'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it couldn't
+be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool--such an utter
+fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after
+day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady's dependent, a waif,
+a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world; yes, curse it; that
+is just why it is; that fact of her being so helpless against the blows
+of circumstances which renders her so deliciously sweet!'
+
+He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No.
+
+He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to proceed to
+an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining, and to call at
+the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the supply of pipes. But a
+remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in relation to Cytherea was
+what still occupied his mind, and had been the immediate cause of his
+excitement at the sight of her brother. Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly
+remarked during their intercourse, that Cytherea was wildly in love with
+Edward Springrove, in spite of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide.
+
+'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-hour,
+while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence. 'How I am
+harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed himself by an effort.
+'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can effect it.
+"Honesty is the best policy;"' with which vigorously uttered resolve
+he once more attempted to turn his attention to the prosy object of his
+journey.
+
+The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the steward
+came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The gloom did
+not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of objects to
+attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before. It was along
+the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the large leaves of
+the crop struck flatly against his feet at every step, pouring upon them
+the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon their broad surfaces; but
+the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching a fir plantation, he mounted
+the stile and followed the path into the midst of the darkness produced
+by the overhanging trees.
+
+After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few
+minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was scarcely
+familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by his coming
+at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful feeling with
+outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence. However, as the
+wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about finding the path
+again, and with some sense of pleasure halted awhile against the rails,
+to listen to the intensely melancholy yet musical wail of the fir-tops,
+and as the wind passed on, the prompt moan of an adjacent plantation in
+reply. He could just dimly discern the airy summits of the two or
+three trees nearest him waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and
+stretching out their boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The
+scene, from its striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow
+congenial to his mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes.
+
+A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his reverie,
+and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise up from among
+the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red glare of light
+coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama of illuminated
+oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more impressive than ever.
+
+The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect acquaintance
+with the topographical features of that end of the estate, had been but
+momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to dwellers by a railway,
+being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing along a shallow cutting
+in the midst of the wood immediately below where he stood, the driver
+having the fire-door of the engine open at the minute of going by. The
+train had, when passing him, already considerably slackened speed, and
+now a whistle was heard, announcing that Carriford Road Station was not
+far in its van.
+
+But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it
+was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his
+position of facing the railway.
+
+If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning transfixing
+him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a more trance-like
+state. He still leant against the railings, his right hand still
+continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight on one foot, his
+other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the blackness of the
+cutting. The only movement in him was a slight dropping of the lower
+jaw, separating his previously closed lips a little way, as when a
+strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a man. A new surprise, not
+nearly so trivial as the first, had taken possession of him.
+
+It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a
+second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale face,
+reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full upon it.
+The face was a woman's.
+
+At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted his
+hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every direction
+as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed had found its
+way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my address have become
+known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it is a blessing I have been
+circumspect and honourable, in relation to that--yes, I will say it, for
+once, even if the words choke me, that darling of mine, Cytherea, never
+to be my own, never. I suppose all will come out now. All!' The great
+sadness of his utterance proved that no mean force had been exercised
+upon himself to sustain the circumspection he had just claimed.
+
+He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence, and
+presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which crossed the
+railway by a bridge.
+
+As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by
+degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips, and
+he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah--
+
+ 'A woman shall compass a man.'
+
+3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK
+
+Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered
+along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's bedroom
+opened, and a tap was given upon his door.
+
+'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the
+keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.'
+
+When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there
+already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the table
+for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of putting on his
+overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went softly through the long
+deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had prepared their breakfast
+walking before them with a lamp held high above her head, which cast
+long wheeling shadows down corridors intersecting the one they followed,
+their remoter ends being lost in darkness. The door was unbolted and
+they stepped out.
+
+Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-carriage
+which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a morbid horror
+of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and especially to their
+men-servants, who looked down upon him as a hybrid monster in social
+position. Cytherea proposed to walk a little way with him.
+
+'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly.
+
+Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive. The
+feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those under
+which the steward had left the house the evening previous, excepting
+that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence, which is caused
+by the world getting lighter instead of darker. 'The tearful glimmer of
+the languid dawn' was just sufficient to reveal to them the melancholy
+red leaves, lying thickly in the channels by the roadside, ever and anon
+loudly tapped on by heavy drops of water, which the boughs above had
+collected from the foggy air.
+
+They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had
+proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of the
+turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch of the
+building.
+
+She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was drawn
+over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her eyes were
+the sole features uncovered.
+
+With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect
+stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement to
+chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came forth.
+
+Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for two,
+or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others in the
+park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent intention
+of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing to avoid
+observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it rapidly to her
+pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour, she hurried out
+again, and across the park by a still more oblique line than that traced
+by Owen and his sister.
+
+These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along it
+as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge, looking
+for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the grass upon the
+hard ground.
+
+Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in the
+still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile, reached
+her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters and sights
+whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as precisely in the
+attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if she had studied the
+position from the play. When they had advanced a few steps, she followed
+them in some doubt, still screened by the hedge.
+
+'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea.
+
+'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.'
+
+'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events will
+fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice the fact
+beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so were the same,"
+and so on. But when three such events coincide without any apparent
+reason for the coincidence, it seems as if there must be invisible means
+at work. You see, three things falling together in that manner are ten
+times as singular as two cases of coincidence which are distinct.'
+
+'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But I
+don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept the
+public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out her name
+and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for by the fact
+that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you came here was
+simply owing to Springrove.'
+
+'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first
+loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over that.'
+
+From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine on
+the designs of Providence which were apparent in such conjunctures, and
+went into a variety of details connected with Miss Aldclyffe's history.
+
+'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she inquired at
+last.
+
+'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no harm;
+you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss Aldclyffe
+might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.'
+
+'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went on,
+'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost imperceptible,
+and yet real connection of some kind between her and Mr. Manston, which
+is more than that of a mutual interest in the estate.'
+
+'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!'
+
+'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice
+anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself that
+she is in love with him at all.'
+
+'Why can't you?'
+
+'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't say it
+from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.'
+
+'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.'
+
+'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from forty or
+fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose it was. And
+since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing to compromise
+herself in any way. Besides, why should she have brought an enemy here
+at all?'
+
+'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I do,
+Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of emotion
+towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love or aversion.'
+
+They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes
+accidentally fell upon her brother's feet.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in your
+manner of walking?'
+
+'What is it like?' he asked.
+
+'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you used
+to.'
+
+The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their
+footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their
+conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed reluctant to
+give over listening to them.
+
+'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I think
+the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above my ankle
+sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day we went by
+steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from coming back to
+you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we have been talking
+about.'
+
+'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with some
+alarm.
+
+'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a sign of
+it when I sit in the office.'
+
+Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and looked
+at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue still flowed
+on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of returning to its old
+channel.
+
+Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope, and
+hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and came to
+a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind. This she softly
+opened, and came out upon the road, following it in the direction of the
+railway station.
+
+Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his quickened
+pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The woman thereupon
+increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few minutes safely distanced
+her fellow-traveller.
+
+The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of rails;
+and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to Budmouth was
+shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train passed. Graye entered
+the waiting-room, and the door being open he listlessly observed the
+movements of a woman wearing a long grey cloak, and closely hooded, who
+had asked for a ticket for London.
+
+He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting there
+and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of her ceasing
+with the perception.
+
+4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a
+fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye by
+which, without turning her head, she could see what people were doing
+almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the old
+manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she had on
+that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a respectable
+kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled arrangement could
+be made with some person as permanent domestic.
+
+Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted
+the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself and
+husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr. Manston.
+Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had eaten his, and
+had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to clear away, make his
+bed, and put the house in order for the day.
+
+On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the
+operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast, and
+went back again, to perform those of the second.
+
+Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she
+indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling it.
+
+Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a
+remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper bed-clothes
+were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged.
+'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he had made it himself
+after rising.'
+
+But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs.
+Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and
+sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something
+arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very closely.
+'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's wife stood as if
+the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it.
+
+The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less
+than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman's
+head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the window; there
+holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in
+meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively settled on the hair,
+involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the
+floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one.
+
+She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound
+it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in
+her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no more that
+morning.
+
+She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other trace of
+feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be found.
+
+She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-house,
+fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again,
+she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to be her own.
+
+Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the
+village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth Leat,
+an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique
+diseases and afflictions.
+
+Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on
+high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately mooned
+and wandered after it like a cat's.
+
+'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching
+out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been
+an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli.
+
+'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the
+treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly
+imparted, together with the accident of its discovery.
+
+A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the
+middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out upon
+it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbows
+on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their foreheads nearly
+touching, and their eyes upon the hair.
+
+'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and 'tis
+my very belief the hair is--'
+
+'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth.
+
+'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the
+Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I
+don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say, that I
+believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to stick a moral
+clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn't
+of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the planten, and if she
+wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the
+growen, she's made bad by what she's gone through since.'
+
+'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs. Leat.
+
+'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!'
+
+''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.'
+
+'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?'
+
+'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his
+letters.'
+
+'What about 'em?'
+
+'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and they
+he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as you know,
+and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all
+the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d' unvariably go there wi'
+letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em by sight well enough now.'
+
+'Is it a she?'
+
+''Tis a she.'
+
+'What's her name?'
+
+'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than that
+'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who ha' been
+here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench escaped from
+Sodom, I warrant ye.'
+
+'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.'
+
+'That may be.'
+
+'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here to
+see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she vanished.
+Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she could, go away how
+she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?'
+
+Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly.
+
+'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the
+grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers,
+and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble to write
+letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that. There's a tie
+between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.'
+
+'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look married
+now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married man.'
+
+'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.'
+
+'No, no: he's not a married man.'
+
+'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.'
+
+'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the truth
+on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He always
+do.'
+
+'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as
+she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say so, but
+I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.'
+
+5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH
+
+It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father, and
+nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every
+morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as
+was the case in most of the neighbouring county families. The bag was
+brought upstairs each morning to her dressing-room, where she took out
+the contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who
+had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the
+morning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss
+Aldclyffe of her namesake only.
+
+Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the
+operation of being brushed and dressed.
+
+'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning succeeding
+that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the first time in my
+life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of
+London.'
+
+Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything
+for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss Aldclyffe's
+corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had raised such an
+exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few
+lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her
+side.
+
+'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in
+a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into
+silence. Not another word was said about the letter: she seemed very
+anxious to get her dressing done, and the room cleared. Thereupon
+Cytherea went away to the other window, and a few minutes later left the
+room to follow her own pursuits.
+
+It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and
+then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and all
+their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that was seen
+of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and round the
+flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful, and she
+crumpled a letter in her hand.
+
+Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed
+seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way
+of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as it was taken
+in.
+
+In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the letter
+of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:--
+
+
+'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him
+to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and
+reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited
+again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer than at
+first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not
+till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I had been driven
+to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely on account
+of its having been his request all along that I should not do it. This
+writing to you, madam, is my first disobedience, and I am justified in
+it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night
+and then sent away like a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar,
+and find her way out of the house as she best may--is justified in doing
+anything.
+
+'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be
+involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal
+flinging my name the length and breadth of the country.
+
+'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with
+him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a
+decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by any
+respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for some
+time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which had caused
+disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled to reinstate her
+in his house.
+
+'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a
+peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has
+lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you
+by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living,
+know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I collected it having
+each only a partial knowledge which confuses them and points to nothing.
+One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination;
+another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and
+coffee-houses; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so
+on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows
+them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line
+of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that
+some at least of these things were revealed to me.
+
+'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is
+the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling
+that you will be too generous to refuse it to me.
+
+'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need
+he if you remember my request.'
+
+
+'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as
+the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature to an
+Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family either! A threat
+on his account--O, O! shall it be?'
+
+Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her body
+became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely
+necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer
+to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's possession of such
+a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she would see
+what could be done in such an unfortunate affair.
+
+6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the
+House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe
+was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in view she could
+not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon her.
+
+The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was
+immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment.
+The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comparatively small
+one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the main proportion of
+the lofty and sombre room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful
+enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto volumes
+which were jammed into the lower tiers of the bookshelves.
+
+After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss Aldclyffe
+knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of human flesh,
+and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human speech) she entered
+the room.
+
+Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not
+discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all
+attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the
+perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known to
+her; how it had become known he could not tell.
+
+She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting
+it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the
+light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface.
+
+'You know whose writing this is?' she said.
+
+He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and
+hazard all on an advance.
+
+'My wife's,' he said calmly.
+
+His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an
+answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the pulpit, 'Do you
+feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden alarm.
+
+'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as she
+vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were.
+
+'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every
+stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before.
+
+'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose to
+conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as
+you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my advertisement.'
+
+'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was this
+practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you remember?'
+
+'Of course I remember.'
+
+'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation.
+I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office where there is a
+restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind is always accepted
+as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her behind for awhile. The
+other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible
+excuse for escaping (for a short time) the company of a woman I had been
+mistaken in marrying.'
+
+'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired.
+
+'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool
+last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an
+architect.'
+
+'Where did she come from?'
+
+'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been
+married a week.'
+
+'She was ugly, I imagine?'
+
+'She is not an ugly woman by any means.'
+
+'Up to the ordinary standard?'
+
+'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while we
+quarrelled and separated.'
+
+'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little
+sarcasm.
+
+'I did not.'
+
+'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.'
+
+Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place;
+however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her so,
+but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as London
+and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and though your
+advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell
+you the whole truth; and this was when I was going to tell it, when
+your satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have
+proved the risk to be a safe one to run.'
+
+She bowed.
+
+'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to
+a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by
+the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was
+vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters stood till three
+nights ago; I was then walking home from the pottery, and came up to the
+railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at
+a carriage window, I saw my wife: she had found out my address, and had
+thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes
+before she came in, next morning early she left again--'
+
+'Because you treated her so cavalierly?'
+
+'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of her,
+madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady who had
+received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they remained
+locked within him as within a casket of steel.
+
+'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?' she continued.
+
+'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.'
+
+'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has not
+passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?'
+
+'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain income
+when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre as before
+our marriage, and in her maiden name.'
+
+'Has she any friends?'
+
+'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on
+some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do
+much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.'
+
+A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to concern
+myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from your
+misleading me and getting the office you hold)--'
+
+'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming here,
+I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Institute of
+Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old address in London
+your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted
+to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way
+on purpose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertisement
+certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here, nor am I
+anxious to stay.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion
+with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the
+whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of
+Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart.
+
+'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be
+overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say this
+much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well
+as in yourself.'
+
+'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in the
+dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the
+effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse, had taught
+him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural
+selection for the extraordinary interest Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto
+taken in him, as an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object
+to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of
+no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like
+Curius at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess
+gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of
+the lady's wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed:
+could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow
+himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his
+wife's happiness.
+
+'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in
+the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should
+sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of your
+retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I
+will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home
+your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her;
+you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you grant that everything
+shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.'
+
+The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression
+of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he
+controlled himself and said, in his natural voice--
+
+'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.'
+
+'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers
+will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.'
+
+After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished to
+put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired.
+
+He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was convinced
+that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the single exception
+of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even from himself), had
+never served him in better stead than it had done that night.
+
+Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the
+bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he calmed
+himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter to his
+wife:--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER,
+ November 21, 1864.
+
+'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty visit
+to me.
+
+'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and
+your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all,
+it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly as you
+did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me.
+
+'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly
+worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may
+have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous
+things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make a talk in
+this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house
+separately.
+
+'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can
+occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and the
+remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the
+night before, and we will come down together by the mid-day train--Your
+very affectionate husband,
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.
+
+'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.'
+
+
+The address on the envelope was--
+
+MRS. MANSTON, 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON,
+ LONDON, N.
+
+He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country
+post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge, instead of
+troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as heretofore. He had no
+longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret.
+
+7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER
+
+But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of another
+matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey.
+
+The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had
+left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important business
+engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that gentleman's residence
+thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife,
+had, in the interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting
+could not now be put off.
+
+So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not
+be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would entirely
+prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had
+intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road Station with
+a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening.
+
+The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which she
+said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having
+already written his second letter, which was by that time in her hands,
+he made no further reply.
+
+The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become
+generally known in the village that he was a married man, and by a
+little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy
+upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were
+placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the
+unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his neighbours, that curiosity
+in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady's face, was
+well-nigh extinguished.
+
+
+
+
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M.
+
+Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to
+her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing
+the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a
+complex drama form the subject of this record.
+
+The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst taking
+his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing to eight,
+the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at
+the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the column of Bradshaw
+which showed the details and duration of the selected train's journey.
+
+The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the aid
+of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much more
+carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-comer been
+Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife.
+
+He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger
+ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular
+place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. By
+this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carriford
+Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by the second half
+of the train, containing the third-class passengers, and passing two
+hours and three-quarters later than the previous one, by which the lady,
+as a second-class passenger, would really be brought.
+
+He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to return
+from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast,
+gave proper and precise directions to his servant on the preparations
+that were to be made for the lady's reception, jumped into his gig, and
+drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at Chettlewood.
+
+He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning
+to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. Whilst he
+looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish
+came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on
+previous occasions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along
+the smooth white road, again endeavouring to banish all thought of the
+young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him.
+
+Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston
+reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at Chettlewood,
+ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platform, dreary
+with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation
+whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home.
+
+The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella,
+walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night,
+listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual
+signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more irritated in
+that this seemed a second and culminating instance of her husband's
+neglect--the first having been shown in his not fetching her.
+
+Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order
+to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage,
+except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband's
+house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of the porters
+if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he offered to
+do it himself.
+
+The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs.
+Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have
+preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her companion
+would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period
+than two or three minutes together.
+
+He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the
+effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the
+station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the inhabitants
+of the parish.
+
+He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief
+possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first
+among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye.
+
+After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in
+his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been
+saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well the
+handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each
+other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in the
+parish who took no interest in bringing about the match.
+
+'He rather liked her you think?'
+
+The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to
+correct the error.
+
+'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly.
+
+'Not more than he does about me?'
+
+'Not a bit.'
+
+'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood
+still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled
+to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked
+petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station.
+
+The porter stood still and looked surprised.
+
+'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said
+plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the
+deserted road.
+
+'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of resignation.
+Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned about and came on as
+before, giving vent to a slight laugh.
+
+It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to
+hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of
+indifference.
+
+Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a weak,
+though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to execute:
+one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be frustrated by the
+ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical hour of action.
+
+'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she murmured
+again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves.
+
+'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter.
+
+'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by this
+time, I imagine?'
+
+'Very near now, ma'am.'
+
+They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew
+mournfully and chill.
+
+Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter
+stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited.
+
+Nobody came.
+
+Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of
+rappings--less forcible, but more sustained.
+
+There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible;
+nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry
+scratching of the withered leaves blown about her feet upon the floor of
+the porch.
+
+The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting
+that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the
+place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go
+into the village and converse with her friends.
+
+'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth
+and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in
+the fourth and loudest echo from the passages inside.
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'Who keeps it?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove.'
+
+'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold, and
+altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody's
+account, gentle or simple.'
+
+They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of
+Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was verging
+upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months earlier in the
+season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the
+trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a
+vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms, and
+the occasional creak of the swinging sign.
+
+They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold,
+than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the coldest of
+winter winds.
+
+It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London
+either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices his
+father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A picture of
+disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was visible in old Mr.
+Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a stranger.
+
+Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for Edward
+was immediately named as being ready for her, another being adaptable
+for Edward, should he come in.
+
+Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even
+lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up to her
+apartment, the chambermaid preceding her.
+
+'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she had
+come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before
+the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston
+unfastened the door again, and held it ajar.
+
+'Bring me some brandy,' she said.
+
+The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a
+tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed a
+single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if still
+quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt.
+
+Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen
+for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself.
+
+'This is welcome home!' she said.
+
+2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M.
+
+A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us.
+
+During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr. Springrove
+had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground,
+lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked
+upon as irreclaimable waste.
+
+The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the
+sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary way, and
+now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot.
+
+It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival, and
+one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament
+than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the
+back of the house for its continuance to be unattended with risk; for
+though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air remained moderately
+still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house might possibly carry a
+spark across.
+
+'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round before
+going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the truth I
+am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes to wash it
+into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back field to
+burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than the ashes would be
+worth.'
+
+'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on.
+
+Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he
+went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and barring
+up for the night, he made a final and more careful examination.
+The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity.
+Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap
+was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from
+then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of
+danger to anything, even a combustible substance, though it were no more
+than a yard off.
+
+The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the same
+state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked
+in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the farmer looked
+towards it, but less carefully than on the first night.
+
+The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old
+smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there seemed a
+probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the morrow.
+
+After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and hearing
+her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a
+sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter,
+who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young
+Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which intelligence the old man
+concluded that he would probably not see his son till the next day,
+as Edward had hitherto made a point of coming by the train which had
+brought Mrs. Manston.
+
+Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same time
+going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked round and
+in at the back of the house.
+
+The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing;
+two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was about to
+bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there was just a
+possibility of his son's return by the latest train, unlikely as it
+was that he would be so delayed. The old man thereupon left the door
+unfastened, looked to his usual matters indoors, and went to bed, it
+being then half-past ten o'clock.
+
+Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a heap
+of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for many days,
+and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal
+ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the
+volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this quiet
+process is throughout its length at the mercy of one particular whim
+of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be
+fanned into a flame so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two.
+
+Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door,
+he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit,
+a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat
+had arisen inside.
+
+As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining
+the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past
+him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a
+gate, about three hundred yards from the inn. Over the gate could
+be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He
+carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear red
+glow indicating the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame,
+increasing and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or
+fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had
+been his, he thought, he should not care to have a fire so near them as
+that--and the wind rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on
+his way to the station, where he was about to resume duty for the night.
+The road was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning,
+when the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability
+of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if
+the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for
+devastation.
+
+At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard
+amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter
+still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered
+it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then
+continuous and strong.
+
+At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of
+ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the
+houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground.
+
+Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a
+distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on
+the ground.
+
+Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now
+to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature does few
+things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment fell upon the
+straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of mangel-wurzel,
+lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the
+hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness.
+
+A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and
+seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-wurzel
+grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the
+straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame
+should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a piggery at the end.
+Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-honoured hostel would even now
+at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries
+are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof
+of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the
+shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof
+in less than thirty seconds.
+
+3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M.
+
+A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three
+Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was made,
+the rush was a rush for bare life.
+
+A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were
+heard.
+
+Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler and
+chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been stated, was a
+quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the
+base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves,
+which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its
+substance, every feature in its construction, favoured the fire.
+
+The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting
+forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased tenfold in power
+and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began
+to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square
+outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had
+hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began
+to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the
+narrow surface of the flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark
+surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing
+light.
+
+Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The lapse
+of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the
+village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector, Mr.
+Raunham.
+
+Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the
+men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr.
+Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one in
+the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little trouble
+the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny
+instrument began to play.
+
+Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid
+faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion
+a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or four of the old
+and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled them indescribably.
+Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was
+Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with blood,
+ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had
+not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the
+wound.
+
+The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the
+furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlour,
+from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old
+silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light articles; but these were
+all.
+
+Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a
+deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying in
+the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining,
+upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector's
+engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt of water was as
+nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the thatched roof; the
+fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and dived through to the
+rafters.
+
+Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?'
+
+He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had been
+standing a few minutes earlier.
+
+'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice.
+
+'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God, find
+him! Help here!'
+
+A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance
+of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves
+through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found the object of
+their search lying senseless on the floor of the passage.
+
+To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a
+basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover
+consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No
+sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames
+lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames.
+Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door started
+into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light penetrated the
+centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames rushed forth.
+
+Then the staircase fell.
+
+'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice.
+
+'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others.
+
+'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.'
+
+'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from behind.
+It was the chambermaid's.
+
+Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet, and
+threw his hands up wildly.
+
+'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I tried to
+fetch her out, but I fell.'
+
+An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly
+by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which
+followed his words.
+
+An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one
+intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over
+them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a crash,
+pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front wall of
+wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of
+black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed
+the uproar of the fall.
+
+'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again,
+incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply, had a
+reply been volunteered.
+
+The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the
+dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible
+materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat
+in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the
+conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and
+helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with minds
+full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward again with
+the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving goods from the
+houses adjoining, which it was evident were all doomed to destruction.
+
+The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap of
+red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the church
+clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the bewildered
+chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames, wandered
+through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth Psalm.
+
+4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in no
+very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in Knapwater
+Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was more than
+disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him.
+
+Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever
+fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never again
+fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this dilemma,
+hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest itself to him;
+married as he was, he was near Cytherea.
+
+He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes, timing
+the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach Carriford Road
+Station just soon enough to meet the last London train.
+
+He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the
+horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder; then
+the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing that its
+origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing.
+
+Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered.
+
+'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce such a
+raging flame so suddenly.'
+
+He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features in
+the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do, and the
+excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its direction, not being
+an old inhabitant of the district, or a countryman used to forming
+such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of the light shortened its real
+remoteness to an apparent distance of not more than half: it seemed so
+near that he again stopped his horse, this time to listen; but he could
+hear no sound.
+
+Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to an
+angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical horizon,
+he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in possession of
+further knowledge, having however assumed in the interim, that the fire
+was somewhere between Carriford Road Station and the village.
+
+The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He was
+at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the steward's
+position, but nearing the same point as that to which Manston tended.
+The younger Edward Springrove was returning from London to his father's
+house by the identical train which the steward was expecting to bring
+his wife, the truth being that Edward's lateness was owing to the
+simplest of all causes, his temporary want of money, which led him to
+make a slow journey for the sake of travelling at third-class fare.
+
+Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and he
+was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in which
+he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his long
+engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those few days of
+ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and tied his tongue
+till speaking was too late.
+
+'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself as
+he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable folly!'
+
+An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or seven
+years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself to yearn
+for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of himself, though
+rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were men, sometimes women,
+his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in spite of a fashion which
+pervades the whole community at the present day--the habit of exclaiming
+that woman is not undeveloped man, but diverse, the fact remains that,
+after all, women are Mankind, and that in many of the sentiments of life
+the difference of sex is but a difference of degree.
+
+But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still
+continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas, or
+rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were probably too
+unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a woman. Thereupon,
+he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by wandering away to the
+heroines of poetical imagination, and took no further thought on the
+earthly realization of his formless desire, in more homely matters
+satisfying himself with his cousin.
+
+Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke:
+
+ 'Tis She, and here
+ Lo! I unclothe and clear
+ My wishes' cloudy character.'
+
+Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the judgment
+cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending the
+situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already treachery to the
+new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest of their sex, but there
+are very few of them. Cytherea was one.
+
+On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these
+things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations' soon
+tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the strong
+necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence of which was
+ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he obtained a situation
+as assistant to an architect in the neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the
+duties would not begin till after the lapse of a month.
+
+He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the
+intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found himself
+on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope of getting a
+last glimpse of Cytherea there.
+
+5. MIDNIGHT
+
+It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard.
+The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang as he
+crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform.
+
+The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had
+returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as he
+entered, and immediately came towards him.
+
+'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said.
+
+The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation.
+
+'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said.
+
+'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said Manston.
+
+'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.'
+
+The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train.
+
+'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk.
+
+Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the
+question without having heard it.
+
+'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You can't see
+the flames from this station on account of the trees, but step on the
+bridge--'tis tremendous!'
+
+He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which came
+in the next minute.
+
+The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up his
+ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man with a
+black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the door, down the
+steps, and struck out into the darkness.
+
+'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had returned.
+The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the steward's thoughts
+after him.
+
+'He's an architect.'
+
+'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,'
+Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again.
+
+'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself, and
+considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind.
+
+The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as Cytherea's
+lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts.
+
+'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival,' he
+pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him, into the
+luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and putting in one
+box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought,
+as his eyes watched the process--
+
+'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.'
+
+He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins, mounted
+the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater Park.
+
+The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home.
+He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames,
+the crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the
+conflagration.
+
+Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from the
+right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking
+in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching
+nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector.
+
+Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally,
+who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed poacher.
+
+'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the
+way.
+
+'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you,
+sir.'
+
+'Well, well.'
+
+'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?'
+
+'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this
+time, I suppose.'
+
+The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his
+face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston's.
+
+'Yes, she did come,' he said.... 'I beg pardon, sir, but I should be
+glad of--of--'
+
+'What?'
+
+'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.'
+
+'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.'
+
+'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?'
+
+'Certainly not.'
+
+'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't know
+what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.'
+
+'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a
+security.'
+
+'Oh!'
+
+'Let me go on,' said Manston.
+
+'Thy wife is _dead_; that's the rest o' the news,' said the labourer
+slowly. He waited for a reply; none came.
+
+'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy
+house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called up,
+and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.'
+
+'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly.
+
+Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes
+the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer sank back
+into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the possibility of such
+an unmoved David as this.
+
+Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse, and
+ran on foot to the site of the fire.
+
+The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through,
+and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what
+furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being already
+on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot, but it was
+small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a
+coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions,
+was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the removal of
+goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot
+on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal
+should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight
+of Manston's pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with
+the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers.
+
+'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into
+the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him aside. 'Is
+she burnt?' repeated Manston.
+
+'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of
+burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon
+her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.'
+
+'Why was she here?' said Manston.
+
+'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door
+of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being
+that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper. She then came
+back to the inn and went to bed.'
+
+'Where's the landlord?' said Manston.
+
+Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and
+corroborated the evidence given by the rector.
+
+'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward.
+
+'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--'
+
+'What do you think?'
+
+'She was much put out about something.'
+
+'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in reverie.
+He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the
+shining light.
+
+Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means
+at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each
+presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking
+ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming
+mass--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other.
+
+A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent
+here--steam. There was present what is not observable in
+towns--incandescence.
+
+The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke
+from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back
+from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups
+in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of
+generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and
+almost even with the top of the low wall dividing one from the other.
+The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews,
+their brightness being repeated on the white smock-frocks of some of the
+labourers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on
+those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the
+weather-beaten church in the background.
+
+The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of
+the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the
+night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from
+the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and
+they accordingly were gathered there.
+
+6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M.
+
+Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard,
+and now entered the opened door of the building.
+
+He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in
+the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own
+wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills on the
+same side. The only light burning inside the church was a small tallow
+candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of the building to
+that in which Manston had sat down, and near where the furniture was
+piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by the ruddier light from
+the ruins, making the weak flame to appear like the moon by day.
+
+Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by his
+son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They
+were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was
+relinquished for that of the houses burnt.
+
+This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under
+the following circumstances:--
+
+Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages
+afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village
+street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of a
+large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.'
+
+The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that
+a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly
+granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each
+lessee was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for
+the whole term of lives, on condition that he built his own cottage, and
+delivered it up intact at the end of the term.
+
+Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures,
+either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives were
+added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc.,
+and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the
+chief provisions for his old age.
+
+The steward had become interested in the following conversation:--
+
+'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.'
+
+The words came from Edward in an anxious tone.
+
+'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man
+gloomily.
+
+'Not?' the son asked.
+
+'Not one!' said the farmer.
+
+'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?'
+
+'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had
+been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for some years,
+gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other fire-offices had
+done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and
+greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been
+continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who
+expects a fire?'
+
+'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more
+uneasily.
+
+'No, not particularly,' said his father absently.
+
+'Where are they?'
+
+'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among other
+things.'
+
+'Well, we must see to that at once.'
+
+'What do you want?'
+
+'The key.'
+
+They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then
+proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under
+the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle,
+whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one of the drawers,
+and spread the first out before him.
+
+'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will be
+sufficient. The terms of all are the same.'
+
+Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for some
+time; then aloud and slowly as follows:--
+
+
+'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and
+administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt
+Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his
+heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten
+shillings and sixpence.... at the several times hereinbefore appointed
+for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times
+during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said
+Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or
+buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair
+in every respect without exception and the said premises in such good
+repair upon the determination of this demise shall yield up unto the
+said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.'
+
+
+They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church without
+speaking.
+
+Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the
+farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of
+sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step
+aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if he chose
+to do so.
+
+'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached.
+
+'Mr. Manston, the steward.'
+
+Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger
+man. Their faces came almost close together: one large flame, which
+still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of
+each across the nave till they bent upwards against the aisle wall, and
+also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had
+learnt, by a letter from home, of the steward's passion for Cytherea,
+and his mysterious repression of it, afterwards explained by his
+marriage. That marriage was now nought. Edward realized the man's newly
+acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive enmity towards him--he would
+hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment
+to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him.
+
+7. ONE TO TWO A.M.
+
+Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions.
+Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at once
+proceeded upstairs to his bedroom.
+
+Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot
+repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the
+soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is dismissed
+with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was selfishly and
+inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for the recent
+catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during a period
+of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a passionate
+outburst of feeling.
+
+Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then
+seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was
+necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the night.
+
+Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire, arriving
+there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with a certain
+number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes were still
+red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be done towards
+searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again, in
+the company of the rector, who had considerately persuaded him to retire
+from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could
+live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully
+searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife.
+
+Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning.
+
+
+
+
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came without
+bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and crossed
+the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and modern
+manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence, and
+to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the search
+for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an
+instant.
+
+He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if the
+death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of necessity
+deeply lament; and when all under this head that social form seemed to
+require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of
+the steps which had better be taken to remedy it.
+
+It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke
+to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in
+him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this
+tone: the demeanour of the subject of her favouritism had altered, she
+could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man.
+
+'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said.
+
+'Well, I am,' he answered shortly.
+
+'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?'
+
+He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added.
+
+'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead,'
+Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully.
+
+'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve it? I
+say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his
+letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to speak nothing but
+good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued, after a short interval
+of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not
+thwart me, in endeavouring to win the love of a young lady living about
+you, one in whom I am much interested already.'
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Yes, Cytherea.'
+
+'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her
+to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward
+quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love her.'
+
+She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand
+moving indecisively at her side.
+
+'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that
+backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they tell
+me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to her
+attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of
+inquiry; but none of jealousy.
+
+'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was just
+that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not
+give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone
+of pride.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence.
+
+'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of my
+conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in
+submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live
+with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office
+which brings me greater comforts than any I have enjoyed before, but
+this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness,
+folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try
+to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman.'
+
+He waited for her to speak: she did not.
+
+'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss Graye's
+love,' he went on.
+
+'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once want
+to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it will soon be
+made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only half attended to
+Manston's last statement.
+
+'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the
+steward.
+
+'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's nothing to
+help us; he's now come home to break it off.'
+
+'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly.
+
+His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said
+haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been
+to see her _your_ wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to bring about
+such a result.'
+
+'But it must be _made_ your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice,
+looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her
+past.
+
+One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that
+peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when, after
+having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's position, she
+suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was thus that Miss
+Aldclyffe looked at the steward.
+
+'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered.
+
+'I know all,' he said.
+
+'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't tell
+you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?' She
+reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will not
+yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment
+of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was
+chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh!
+I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_ threaten me?' she added
+softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been
+speaking.
+
+'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his eyes
+from her.
+
+An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret,
+obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so when I
+schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till I found
+you were married. O, how can you! O!... O!' She wept; and the weeping of
+such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man.
+
+'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most absurd
+thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I knew all,
+except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly I found that
+my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter of chance, it
+fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere
+spark of life, to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole.'
+
+'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you
+threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you readily
+without a threat!'
+
+'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your
+indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.'
+
+'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.'
+
+He took her hand, and held it gently.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become
+calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may make
+him, but only in one way.'
+
+'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!'
+
+'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the
+last two or three years?'
+
+'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been
+promptly paid, haven't they?'
+
+'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are
+burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel
+him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest case of
+fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that,' he
+continued.
+
+'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father,
+directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the
+park?'
+
+'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer
+Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him.'
+
+'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.'
+
+'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe changed colour.
+
+'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said.
+
+'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered. 'But
+why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long before
+it was yours? What must I do?'
+
+'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove,
+which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected
+to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man. See him yourself, in
+order that the proposals made may not appear to be anything more than an
+impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the houses.
+To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and
+he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme
+letter of the leases. Then tell him that scarcely can you yourself
+think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful
+extreme--there shall be no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of
+the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you
+respect and love, and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is
+heart-sick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and
+your friend, as some return for your consideration towards his father.
+Don't suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you
+of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to
+her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him,
+on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her.'
+
+'She has already asked him to do that.'
+
+'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfil
+his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth
+while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of me before she
+knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening
+I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust
+me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea
+will be induced to marry me--perhaps before; a woman's pride is soon
+wounded.'
+
+'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more
+particularly what's the law upon the houses?'
+
+'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case
+stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I want
+the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from
+home again.'
+
+She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he
+became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the
+carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of Cytherea
+Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly.
+
+'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered.
+
+Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went towards the
+blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing.
+
+2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND
+
+The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise
+that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the
+unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable.
+
+Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and
+chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one
+glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted sparks
+and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was
+persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive
+the effect of the hot coals, and after a search pursued uninterruptedly
+for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was
+found to set at rest any doubts of her fate.
+
+The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few
+coins, and two charred and blackened bones.
+
+Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held
+at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the
+chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the only remaining
+one in the village--was crowded to excess by the neighbouring peasantry
+as well as their richer employers: all who could by any possibility
+obtain an hour's release from their duties being present as listeners.
+
+The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in
+a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin
+lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an adjoining
+room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully
+arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's own doing.
+
+Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without the
+ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and deposed
+that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a Saturday
+evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very
+little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not
+inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave
+her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if he wished for any guarantee
+of her respectability, to Mr. Manston, Knapwater Park. Here she lived
+for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one
+night during the time. At the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of
+November, she left his house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock
+in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She
+paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week
+previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only
+took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak, when
+she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal, with
+black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas.
+
+Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that he
+saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get out
+of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood
+beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage,
+consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was
+placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at finding nobody there
+to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her, and carry
+her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty
+at that time, and offered to go himself. The witness here repeated
+the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and
+testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr.
+Manston's house being closed.
+
+Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and
+commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward.
+
+The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nervously
+thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere spot of
+scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had contracted, seemed the
+result of a heavy sickness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when
+he spoke.
+
+His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and
+asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood in the
+passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order.
+The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs.
+Manston followed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her
+altogether.
+
+Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son
+Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught
+sight of her shadow moving about the room.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?'
+
+SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It moved
+backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or merely pacing
+up and down the room.'
+
+Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she preceded
+Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went out. Mrs.
+Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little
+brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put
+it on the dressing-table.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came back?'
+
+'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she
+came in.'
+
+'Did she begin to undress before you left?'
+
+'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was
+on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes
+when pulled off?'
+
+'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?'
+
+'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for she
+seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all.'
+
+'And did you hear or see any more of her?'
+
+'No more, sir.'
+
+Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance
+with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made comfortable in the
+house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on Monday night. Mr. Manston
+told her that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till
+between eleven and twelve o'clock, and that supper was to be ready. Not
+expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very important
+errand to Mrs. Leat the postmistress.
+
+Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he
+had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at the
+station when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife's--he knew
+it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of
+keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the locks of her two boxes.
+
+Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr.
+Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the
+evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was going
+to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was coming by the
+last train that night.
+
+The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small
+fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the other
+the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone that it was
+impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male
+or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman's. He did
+not believe that death resulted from burning by fire. He thought she was
+crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as
+the floor, burnt after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it.
+
+Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony.
+
+The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that the
+deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the burning
+of the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON
+
+When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end of
+the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to the park,
+a distance of about a stone's-throw.
+
+'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.'
+
+'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a
+misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it
+breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would God
+it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for
+the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of
+thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice became broken.
+
+'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston.
+
+'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued.
+
+'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling
+if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind.
+Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in
+nature as it is.'
+
+'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in
+place again?'
+
+'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.'
+
+'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man, with
+more agitation in his voice.
+
+'Yes, exactly.'
+
+'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of how
+she means to treat me?'
+
+'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her
+mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory;
+she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in
+consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly
+think more.'
+
+The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along the
+road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's cottage,
+in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken
+refuge.
+
+The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible.
+Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the
+afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from
+him. Edward continually discovered him looking fixedly at the wall or
+floor, quite unconscious of another's presence. At supper he ate just as
+usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction.
+
+4. DECEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his son
+was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation
+with the steward.
+
+'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently. 'I'll see
+Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that you'll not believe
+till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss Aldclyffe will
+do any such unjust thing.'
+
+Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along the
+high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of a short
+cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a few minutes,
+meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying
+the scene before him in that absent mood which takes cognizance of
+little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they
+appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions. It was a yellow,
+lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning
+and evening seem to meet together without the intervention of a noon.
+The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss Aldclyffe herself, who
+was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village.
+As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman's dress
+brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into
+the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she
+stood in front of him.
+
+He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request
+a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly addressed him
+on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune for your father' she
+said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?'
+
+'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general
+terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire,
+the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding the whole row
+of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extent of
+some hundreds of pounds?'
+
+She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then
+repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward.
+Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in
+Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had reached the
+end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her.
+
+'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said.
+
+'They are not conditions exactly.'
+
+'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.'
+
+'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's negligence.'
+
+'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all rights
+to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have
+no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate
+subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Miss Hinton,
+and myself.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly
+not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an
+educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view society
+from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in Carriford
+parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's unorthodox opinion
+about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth
+into which he had wandered between his wish to behave honourably in the
+dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide and the intensity of
+his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any
+allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable
+warmth.
+
+And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any second
+person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she were
+prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness
+resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this,
+Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion
+only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work.
+
+A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and tried
+palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring
+strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she
+descended to an action the meanness of which haunted her conscience to
+her dying hour.
+
+'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether
+what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at
+any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye particularly
+well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter.'
+
+Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was
+willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of mind,
+even through so dangerous a medium.
+
+'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness, 'tells me
+clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.'
+
+'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men are
+like that.'
+
+'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first speech.
+
+'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with
+sarcastic archness.
+
+Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he
+rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his
+antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early
+evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a keenly
+conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mary
+Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her
+honestly.
+
+'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.'
+
+'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!'
+
+'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be
+strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy
+could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of
+love--love is only suppressed.'
+
+'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's pity
+for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is
+often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft
+insidiousness.
+
+This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he had
+certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it.
+
+'I had never thought of it,' he said.
+
+'And don't believe it?'
+
+'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.'
+
+She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly--
+
+'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my intention
+was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss Hinton not
+solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye
+with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even more than I do you. I
+did not mean to drag her name into the affair at all, but I am driven
+to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you--for it was a
+most pronounced dismissal--not on account of your engagement. She is old
+enough to know that engagements can be broken as easily as they can be
+made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not
+with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.'
+
+'Who?'
+
+'Mr. Manston.'
+
+'Good--! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn't
+seen him!'
+
+'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could
+prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went
+voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed for
+two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she
+went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should not see you
+again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen desperately in love
+with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering
+that he's the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have
+written to you before?'
+
+'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection
+between me and my cousin until then.'
+
+'I must think she did.'
+
+'On what ground?'
+
+'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very
+first day she came to live with me.'
+
+'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that the
+day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should part,
+coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--'
+
+'A remarkably handsome and talented man.'
+
+'Yes, I admit that.'
+
+'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing him.'
+
+'Yes, just when she had seen him.'
+
+'And been to his house alone with him.'
+
+'It is nothing.'
+
+'And stayed there playing and singing with him.'
+
+'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.'
+
+'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a
+letter referring to a secret appointment with him.'
+
+'Never, by God, madam! never!'
+
+'What do you say, sir?'
+
+'Never.'
+
+She sneered.
+
+'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very
+trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is
+truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor herself.
+You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter concerning an
+assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be
+considerate enough to lend it me.'
+
+'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would cause a
+young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!'
+
+She flushed a little.
+
+'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea didn't,
+of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he
+was married.'
+
+'Of course she didn't.'
+
+'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly
+afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to.
+It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her
+attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching
+them.'
+
+'We'll hope that he did.'
+
+'But circumstances are changed now.'
+
+'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly.
+
+'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has a
+perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that is to
+say.'
+
+Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's faith
+was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her.
+
+Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his interview
+with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him.
+
+'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked,
+gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.'
+
+'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than you
+are, many years older, and I know many things.'
+
+
+Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his
+father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment, Edward
+slowly went his way into the village, and approached his cousin's house.
+The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting
+there for more than half-an-hour. His eye kindled quickly.
+
+'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine
+tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently,
+they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in
+some direction or another.
+
+'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced
+cheerfulness.
+
+'But must we rebuild?'
+
+'It seems we must, father.'
+
+The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without
+making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again.
+When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding
+the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading
+them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again.
+
+Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she
+watched the farmer--
+
+'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything
+were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in
+the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward felt more bound up
+with her after that remark.
+
+She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before the
+fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me away to
+you when we are married.'
+
+For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as to
+the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse the
+alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness as well
+as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart, how little he
+had thought of his father's peace of mind!
+
+The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking
+his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what might induce
+Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of her now not as an
+unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behoved nobody
+to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward's
+face: their expression was woful: the pupils were dilated and strange in
+aspect.
+
+'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth time,
+increasing the sadness of his listeners.
+
+An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a
+letter, addressed--
+
+ 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.'
+
+'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had
+recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an
+offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to
+make that the way into the park.'
+
+Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a
+supreme effort of self-command--
+
+'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing connected
+with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night.'
+
+His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly
+afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward
+opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence.
+
+The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting,
+addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was the
+note she had written to the steward after her detention in his house by
+the thunderstorm--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ September 20th.
+
+'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule
+observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed
+ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been.
+
+He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of
+Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss Aldclyffe
+in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under
+the trying experience, concluded that because the lady was truthful
+in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be right in her
+assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea--the
+hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate, looked with
+something more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and
+form of Manston.
+
+Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to
+love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her love?
+No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her
+old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew
+it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom
+it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the result
+of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a
+scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent
+to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own knowledge by that
+indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, conscientiously
+avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which
+her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances had rested upon him--his
+upon her.
+
+Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing
+Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through.
+He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore the date of the
+letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it the phrase, 'All the
+day long I have been thinking,' afforded justifiable ground for assuming
+that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward's sight far
+sweeter one) to the steward.
+
+But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the
+genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It was
+a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love:
+
+ 'Love is not love
+ Which alters when it alteration finds.'
+
+But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died.
+It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit
+away so softly, and leave so few traces behind.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole
+matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from
+Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in
+connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for, Cytherea, her
+eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea
+indeed loved the steward.
+
+5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH
+
+Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly from
+side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing in his
+ears.
+
+Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon
+the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward
+concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone
+out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the outer
+doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty.
+Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlour,
+in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and looked
+in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been
+opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows
+resting on the flap, his body nearly doubled, his hands clasping his
+forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the
+leases of the houses destroyed.
+
+His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young
+man as his face came into the faint light.
+
+'Edward, why did you get up so early?'
+
+'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.'
+
+The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to
+become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his eyes,
+he said--
+
+'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted, this
+will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about the
+insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery now. God
+help us--all misery now!'
+
+Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight
+outside.
+
+'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home makes
+me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this troubles me
+besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It
+must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn't mind. Have you
+said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?'
+
+'Nothing at all lately.'
+
+'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together. You
+know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last,
+and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so
+long--you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify
+matters very much, if you were to walk up to church wi' her one of these
+mornings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you
+don't I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too,
+about the two little freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece,
+divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied
+together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?'
+
+He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of his
+mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son.
+
+'Yes, I will,' said Edward.
+
+'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the farmer
+went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must know the
+rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like seeing her,
+but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she'll say to
+me.'
+
+The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father asked her
+what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to Manston: her
+character was not that of a woman who shrank from a proposition she had
+once laid down. If his father were to say to her that his son had at
+last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had given her a
+promise to that effect, she would say, 'Mr. Springrove, the houses are
+burnt: we'll let them go: trouble no more about them.'
+
+His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are
+talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide if
+she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in my union
+with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.'
+
+'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the
+farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.'
+
+6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH
+
+Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart, two
+had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at this time.
+
+It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit
+to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having
+risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the
+window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor, which had
+been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss Aldclyffe, that
+she might not be driven into that lady's presence against her will. She
+leant with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy grey air.
+A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame of the newly-lit fire fluttered
+on one side of her face and neck like a butterfly about to settle there,
+contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which
+received from the window the faint cold morning light, so weak that her
+shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on the window-shutter in
+spite of it. There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim.
+
+The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive
+mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a
+peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some
+answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not
+love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who
+did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise
+straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morning of
+this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she
+fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left.
+Hence it was, too, that for the last few days, she had not been able to
+keep in bed later than the time of the postman's arrival.
+
+The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from
+beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive
+through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without
+reference to paths--as country postmen do--and come to the porch. She
+heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away towards the
+village, without hindering himself for a single pace.
+
+Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and
+carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyffe's
+dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted by sounds.
+
+She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She
+thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to see
+me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.'
+
+A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than usual.
+'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden, as,
+tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew
+imaginative pictures of her future therein.
+
+A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were moving
+yet, miss.'
+
+'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the utterance
+of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I shall see what is
+in the bag this morning all the sooner.'
+
+She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's bedroom,
+pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating
+the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters.
+
+'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,'
+said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you
+like,' she continued, yawning factitiously.
+
+'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was likely
+to be a letter for me.'
+
+From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she tremblingly
+opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressed to her in
+Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day before, after the
+decision he had come to on an impartial, and on that account torturing,
+survey of his own, his father's, his cousin Adelaide's, and what he
+believed to be Cytherea's, position.
+
+The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when she
+saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young lady
+before her a wan desolate look of agony.
+
+The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak truly.
+That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper course. That I
+regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is hardly necessary for
+me to say.'
+
+
+
+
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+
+1. DECEMBER TO APRIL
+
+Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had
+passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary
+winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind,
+wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period of pink dawns and white
+sunsets; with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared, with the
+fourth, the nightingale.
+
+Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his
+new office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of
+Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide Hinton
+would terminate in marriage at the end of the year.
+
+The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at
+Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of the
+decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in front of
+her, and beside Miss Hinton.
+
+The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the
+full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss Aldclyffe; and he
+continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service.
+
+It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under
+the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with
+contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure
+at other times, becomes a positive enemy--racking, bewildering,
+unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm and came to the
+verse--
+
+ 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams,
+ With timely fruit doth bend,
+ He still shall flourish, and success
+ All his designs attend.'
+
+Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but could
+she help singing the words in the depths of her being, although the man
+to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side?
+
+Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness
+under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme
+foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be simply
+just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in
+general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to kiss the
+rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating doctrines in the
+Sermon on the Mount.
+
+As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, it
+is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in
+itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his cousin's
+book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic--
+
+ 'O, what hast thou of her, of her
+ Whose every look did love inspire;
+ Whose every breathing fanned my fire,
+ And stole me from myself away!'
+
+Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church early,
+and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her ears as she
+tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live:
+'My nature is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers!
+She can't appreciate all the sides of him--she never will! He is more
+tangible to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to
+her!' She was less noble then.
+
+But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till
+the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried
+to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one another very
+dearly.
+
+The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile, Manston
+continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his
+bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had not
+simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so
+to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as a heavy
+sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His conduct was
+uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then, as the date of the
+catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a different aspect towards
+her. He always contrived to obliterate by his manner all recollection on
+her side that she was comparatively more dependent than himself--making
+much of her womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her
+whenever occasion offered, and full of delightful petits soins at all
+times, he was not officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself
+a position as her friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the
+faintest symptom of the old love to be apparent.
+
+Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on his
+behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MAY
+
+She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private
+grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple; it overlooked
+the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection
+in the smooth still water. Here the old and young maid halted; here they
+stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene.
+
+The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds, and
+sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and twitter. The road
+was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the
+sparkling grey dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans
+floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water
+towards them.
+
+'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite
+involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds'
+graceful advance.
+
+'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the
+water, working with the greatest energy.'
+
+'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to
+direction which we associate with a swan.'
+
+'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of
+something.'
+
+'Of what?'
+
+'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.'
+
+Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as
+circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance.
+She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden
+appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a death,
+was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things.
+
+'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently.
+
+'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly.
+
+'Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze.
+
+'Didn't you know it?'
+
+'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six months.'
+
+'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method,
+or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as "falling
+in love." He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very
+account you mention; but conceal it as he may from himself and us, it
+exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure you.'
+
+'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,' said
+Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder.
+
+'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great burden
+and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both.'
+
+A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Manston's
+arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims, checked
+Cytherea's utterance for awhile.
+
+'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss
+Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you
+can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.'
+
+Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid of
+him. She wanted to be alone.
+
+'Do you want me here?' she said.
+
+'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear. There's nothing
+in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Manston's honourable conduct
+towards his wife and yourself, with Springrove towards his betrothed and
+yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts.'
+
+3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE
+
+The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly
+defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance was
+necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to
+impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance
+towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though she may not be
+inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of
+him as to render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter
+of difficulty.
+
+Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was very
+religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by
+argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in
+England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a
+zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from
+his pew.
+
+Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery,
+everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that, as
+in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she
+felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its
+effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of
+female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance. 'Handsome is that
+handsome does' he considered a proverb which should be written on the
+looking-glass of every woman in the land. 'Your form, your motions, your
+heart have won me,' he said, in a tone of playful sadness. 'They are
+beautiful. But I see these things, and it comes into my mind that they
+are doomed, they are gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor
+mouth, poor face, poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty
+years?" I say. "Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think
+it is cruel that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It
+seems hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried;
+be food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow up
+a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when
+I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love I feel then
+is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that I felt at the
+beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome eyes.
+
+It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and
+offer of his hand.
+
+She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough
+to accept it.
+
+An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself for
+what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere
+lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know
+of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a ground for
+thinking less of his standing than before--he went home to the Old
+House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard. Turning aside,
+he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt standing in the
+corner, and looked into it. The reflection from the smooth stagnant
+surface tinged his face with the greenish shades of Correggio's nudes.
+Staves of sunlight slanted down through the still pool, lighting it
+up with wonderful distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living
+creatures sported and tumbled in its depth with every contortion that
+gaiety could suggest; perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head,
+or a tail, or at most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within
+the twenty-four hours.
+
+'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day too?
+Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if I move
+heaven and earth to do it!'
+
+Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first
+place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that would
+have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished
+to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if any rule
+at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is
+notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a petted man, and to
+pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of both kinds. Manston
+with Springrove's encouragement would have become indifferent. Edward
+with Manston's repulses would have sheered off at the outset, as he did
+afterwards. Her supreme indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it
+completely disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to
+him than a susceptible Princess.
+
+4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY
+
+Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her
+brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement
+of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a
+twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to give
+a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon.
+
+
+ 'BUDMOUTH REGIS,
+
+Saturday.
+
+'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a
+little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is
+sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you
+any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed
+by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lulstead
+Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an
+unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just
+found fresh symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a
+month ago--when you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I
+had a good mind to tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a
+few days, I thought it was not worth while. Since that time it has
+increased, but I am still able to work in the office, sitting on the
+stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring
+work for me to do soon, and that I shall be obliged to decline it.
+However, we will hope for the best. How it came, what was its origin, or
+what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two,
+if it is no better...--Your loving brother, OWEN.'
+
+
+This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but
+suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of
+which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:--
+
+
+'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that
+it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you
+my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no excuse
+whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I
+say. This morning then, for the first time, I have been obliged to stay
+away from the office. Don't be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest
+is all that is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week, I may avoid
+an illness of six months.'
+
+
+After a visit from her he wrote again:--
+
+
+'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort of
+rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My
+leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied,
+and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever
+in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see
+you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about
+your being away, for I am going on capitally.... You shall hear again at
+the end of the week.'
+
+
+At the time mentioned came the following:--
+
+
+'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening
+after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that
+there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been
+treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they
+pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr.
+Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would
+call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They consulted
+together and then told me that rheumatism was not the disease after all,
+but erysipelas. They then began treating it differently, as became a
+different matter. Blisters, flour, and starch, seem to be the order of
+the day now--medicine, of course, besides.
+
+'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been
+obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much,
+though, of course, it could not be avoided.'
+
+
+A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him
+as often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as
+cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing which
+might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then
+told her these additional facts:--
+
+
+'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out
+what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew! This suspense is
+wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to
+me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain, but
+I am worn out.'
+
+
+Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn her
+brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that Cytherea
+might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her
+power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to leave the room,
+and hasten to the station.
+
+'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one word.
+Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?'
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously.
+
+'He proposed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And you refused him?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically,
+'and accept him before he changes his mind. The chance which he offers
+you of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur
+again. His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would
+be a happy one. You may not be sure that you love him madly; but suppose
+you are not sure? My father used to say to me as a child when he was
+teaching me whist, "When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten
+times as valuable to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a
+man there is always the risk that you may never get another offer.'
+
+'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her face
+glowing like fire.
+
+Cytherea laughed stealthily.
+
+'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is
+Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you
+overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you
+might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will
+please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You understand
+me, Cythie dear?'
+
+Cytherea was silent.
+
+'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your promising
+that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care
+of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room.
+
+She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned to
+Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly
+thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. The
+brother and sister had that day decided that notwithstanding the drain
+upon their slender resources, another surgeon should see him. Time was
+everything.
+
+Owen told her the result in his next letter:--
+
+
+'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the
+head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the secret lay
+in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ago
+(after taking chloroform)... Thank God it is over. Though I am so weak,
+my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again?
+I asked the surgeons how long it would be first. I said a month? They
+shook their heads. A year? I said. Not so long, they said. Six months? I
+inquired. They would not, or could not, tell me. But never mind.
+
+'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so
+drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!'
+
+
+She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note to the
+Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and sick at heart
+as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting her. He asked
+politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She tacitly acquiesced.
+During their walk he inquired the particulars of her brother's illness,
+and with an irresistible desire to pour out her trouble to some one,
+she told him of the length of time which must elapse before he could be
+strong again, and of the lack of comfort in lodgings.
+
+Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye, I will
+not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they say is fair
+in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for I cannot
+help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you--any remote
+day you may name will satisfy me--and you shall find him well provided
+for.'
+
+For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at
+her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous
+nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a
+quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching
+white heat. She perceived how animal was the love which bargained.
+
+'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly.
+
+5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same
+dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad
+visits.
+
+She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still persisted
+in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now that he saw
+how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of
+Dares at the Sicilian games--
+
+ 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round
+ Some strong-built castle on a rising ground,
+ Views all the approaches with observing eyes,
+ This and that other part again he tries,
+ And more on industry than force relies.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to
+Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of
+her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his
+importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as Owen's
+malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful oscillations been kept,
+it would have rivalled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates
+his combat with Opium--perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which
+a thrilling dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she
+wearily and monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays
+to the well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and
+Elisha in famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny
+rooms. 'So like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude seemed
+all that the world could show her.
+
+Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her
+brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth
+concerning Owen's condition.
+
+The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been
+thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might
+still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But
+the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be ruinous.
+
+'How long would it be?' she said.
+
+'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.'
+
+'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?'
+
+'Then he might be well in four or six months.'
+
+Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he had
+borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half
+that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open--her
+becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County
+Hospital.
+
+Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about for
+some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being
+Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out from
+Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the
+hospital.
+
+'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another
+name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if
+anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you together in
+a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be apart
+again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating
+horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor people were cut off at a
+moment's notice, especially in cases where the restorative treatment was
+likely to be long and tedious.
+
+'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added
+reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you
+selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path which leads
+out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you; no,
+I cannot.'
+
+Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but
+this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's eye
+sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that perseverance,
+if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind.
+
+6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise that
+the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had seen her
+brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the same hand.
+Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call,
+as he could not have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind,
+whose presence had served to help away the tedious hours of a long day,
+and who had, moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which
+the accompanying basket implied--antecedent consideration, so telling
+upon all invalids--and which he so seldom experienced except from the
+hands of his sister.
+
+How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and
+cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone?
+
+Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return
+journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the same
+place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly
+her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he might see her
+home was made.
+
+He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional
+kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of it. 'Though I
+let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf, seem dependent on my
+lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered wooingly in the course of their
+walk, 'I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was said
+with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have
+me, or whether you don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but
+kind to your brother.... Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he
+continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.'
+
+She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from
+his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man
+beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her
+self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of
+common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason
+in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a woman's
+gratitude and her impulse to be kind.
+
+The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed
+it, and caught at the opportunity.
+
+They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the
+midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the only
+signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old millpond
+to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the sensuous
+natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, resting on
+the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below copper-coloured
+and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a sky of pale soft
+green. All dark objects on the earth that lay towards the sun were
+overspread by a purple haze, against which a swarm of wailing gnats
+shone forth luminously, rising upward and floating away like sparks of
+fire.
+
+The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only
+wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless.
+The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all such
+temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority to, a
+single entity under the sky.
+
+He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love me?
+Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He had never
+taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling exceedingly as it
+held hers in its clasp.
+
+Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and
+Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly
+pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she
+withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and
+hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy
+ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of a
+hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the middle
+of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending, purposeless and
+valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with mandrakes, and she could
+almost fancy she heard their shrieks.... Should she withdraw her hand?
+No, she could not withdraw it now; it was too late, the act would not
+imply refusal. She felt as one in a boat without oars, drifting with
+closed eyes down a river--she knew not whither.
+
+He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it.
+
+Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was not
+going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite.
+
+7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village
+post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine
+encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to admire
+this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the gravel
+behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and entered.
+Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the widow who acted
+as postmistress, walking about over her head. Cytherea was going to the
+foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but before she had accomplished
+her object, another form stood at the half-open door. Manston came in.
+
+'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully.
+
+'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the
+stairs.
+
+'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a moment,' he
+repeated.
+
+But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!'
+
+He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully replaced it
+by her side.
+
+She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until she
+had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was now on her
+tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word could be
+spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the floor, and no
+remonstrance came.
+
+With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with her,
+he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in the tones
+of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that it only showed
+its presence to herself, and left the house--putting it out of her
+power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to object to his late
+action of kissing her hand.
+
+The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother. In
+this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should distress her
+unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few pounds. A week
+ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but that on the day
+on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there was no hurry for a
+settlement, that 'his _sister's suitor_ had guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he
+Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said Owen.
+
+He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired
+for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough advanced
+towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is this Mr.
+Manston's doing?' he inquired.
+
+She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for
+guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must once and
+for all choose between the dictates of her understanding and those of
+her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to bursting, for her
+lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute, that she might have
+tender counsel to guide her through this, her great difficulty.
+
+As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite
+the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in conducting
+himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel afterwards in making so
+light of her. She knew he had stifled his love for her--was utterly
+lost to her. But for all that she could not help indulging in a woman's
+pleasure of recreating defunct agonies, and lacerating herself with them
+now and then.
+
+'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of being
+morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.'
+
+But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent;
+and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate
+circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from
+poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr.
+Manston's wife.
+
+She did not love him.
+
+But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love?
+Alas, not much; but still a kind of home.
+
+'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Did anything nobler in her say so too?
+
+With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. Was
+it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she
+used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister?
+
+By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two
+hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do
+good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers.
+
+'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic
+self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content
+in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was what
+really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual
+harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as
+gushing natures will do under such circumstances, as genuine resignation
+and devotedness.
+
+Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no escaping
+him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took
+place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the outer
+side by the low hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to
+his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He
+stooped and kissed her brow.
+
+Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It
+was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she placed the
+letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day.
+
+The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter of
+the day before:--
+
+
+ 'September 9, 1865.
+
+'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr.
+Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in
+which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him? Why not? Try,
+for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured man. Think of the
+weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in
+your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except
+by marriage? I don't. Don't go against your heart, Cytherea, but be
+wise.--Ever affectionately yours, OWEN.'
+
+
+She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same
+favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her
+doom. Yet
+
+ 'So true a fool is love,'
+
+that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen at
+the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and favour
+the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down.
+
+8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon service
+at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn.
+
+Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats forward
+from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and Cytherea.
+
+The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in
+Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked
+at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards and forwards
+like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then at the village
+children singing too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes
+listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or following the
+movement of a distant bough or bird with features petrified almost to
+painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was already regarding her
+with some purpose in his glance.
+
+'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later, at
+the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston
+came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped
+from it, the remainder of their progress to the door being in contact
+with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered behind.
+
+'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the
+private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down this
+way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?'
+
+She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on
+their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the other gate
+of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time the further gate
+was reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in
+his hand.
+
+'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the keys
+unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.'
+
+The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the
+porch, and up the nave.
+
+They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way interfere
+with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them.
+Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay: the fading
+red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window,
+emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed
+walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the sense of recent
+occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the
+evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea's was then.
+
+'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last,
+very sadly.
+
+'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of
+achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such
+as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise.
+
+'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world,'
+she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does not induce
+me to be honest particularly.'
+
+He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes.
+
+'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically.
+
+'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?'
+
+'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.'
+
+'Not needlessly.'
+
+'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so much,
+when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?'
+
+'That can't be,' she said, turning away.
+
+He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done for
+him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been wondering
+whether it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for
+a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would
+be!'
+
+'It would.'
+
+He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her
+hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It would,"
+so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there: I
+want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be my wife! I
+cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my love, come and be my
+wife!'
+
+His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to a
+whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong.
+
+She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.'
+
+'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath.
+
+'No; not next month.'
+
+'The next?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'December? Christmas Day, say?'
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale, cold
+mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand.
+
+'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered imploringly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'We are too near God.'
+
+He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so
+emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the
+hollow building from the far end of the chancel.
+
+'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not
+inappropriate to the place!'
+
+'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst out
+so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?'
+
+'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No" without
+losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again.
+
+'I don't know,' she absently murmured.
+
+'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we
+are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have the
+sweetness without the need.'
+
+She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now,
+and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked
+the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way out of the
+churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house together, but the
+great matter having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on
+indifferent subjects.
+
+'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of the
+shrubbery.
+
+'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively.
+
+'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.'
+
+'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It seemed
+to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost.
+
+'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still; but
+never mind. Old Christmas Day.'
+
+9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+'There. It will be on a Friday!'
+
+She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was
+the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's successful
+solicitation of her hand.
+
+'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell
+him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking
+at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards the Old
+House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the
+disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the
+coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to
+search for him.
+
+Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked.
+Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few
+yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now that the practical
+expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never
+sought him on such an errand; in his business-mood he was perhaps very
+stern.
+
+'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any preface.
+
+'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not
+being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and
+led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On
+a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely? That's
+nonsense.'
+
+'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other day?'
+
+'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old Christmas
+Eve?'
+
+'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?'
+
+'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have promised
+to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.' She spoke the
+words with a dignified impressiveness.
+
+'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of
+an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?'
+
+'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when he
+spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and
+wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the proximity
+of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be with Miss
+Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?' she said
+prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him.
+
+'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue
+just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those taciturn
+"Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as
+wax with me.'
+
+'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.'
+
+'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it
+indeed? When is it to be?'
+
+'On Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her front,
+and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a bride!'
+she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon the maiden's
+delicately rounded cheeks.
+
+The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased perceptibly
+after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder lady.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old Christmas
+Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don't receive my
+remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a bright future.... How
+many weeks are there to the time?'
+
+'I have not reckoned them.'
+
+'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the
+lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or
+something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once.'
+
+Cytherea silently fetched the book.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac,
+and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of
+December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no
+appetite for the scene.
+
+'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the first
+of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday fourth, Friday
+fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!'
+
+'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea.
+
+'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.'
+
+The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a
+Friday,' she murmured in a reverie.
+
+'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully.
+'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be
+thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a
+Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally
+available.'
+
+'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been
+altered once already: I shall let it be.'
+
+
+
+
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
+
+We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus
+advanced more than a quarter of a year.
+
+On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife of
+a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of bearing,
+and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her little bed,
+vainly endeavouring to sleep.
+
+She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied
+past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and
+months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a
+vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard faintly
+behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true to his
+memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach Manston with
+feelings which could by any stretch of words be called hymeneal, she
+calmly owned.
+
+'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen my
+brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has been,
+uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the dictates
+of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of poverty. How
+many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason,
+to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material comforts, which after all
+go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy."
+
+''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew what
+a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the
+heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with
+the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation of one's self
+by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I'd rather
+scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I know that if I only
+were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I
+please my useless self overmuch, when by doing otherwise I please those
+who are more valuable than I?'
+
+In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated
+with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist
+between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises
+outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be
+caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical
+periods of her existence. 'It is strange,' she pondered, 'that this my
+last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first
+was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened.'
+
+As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one
+were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She
+would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids,
+but they were without doubt all asleep.
+
+The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have
+brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but
+Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was
+always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her
+will.
+
+The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was
+now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice.
+The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and
+some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and
+fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking
+against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time.
+
+Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained
+matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house
+during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man
+playing castanets or shaking dice.
+
+She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with
+these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?'
+
+During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that she
+was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which rattled at
+every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that she shifted and
+shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which
+she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his
+mask, but his form was like Manston's.
+
+'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light
+struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To settle
+that question seemed more to her than the event of the day.
+
+She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The evening
+previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a piercing air
+from the north, and now its effects were visible. The hoary drizzle
+still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden with icicles to an
+extent such as she had never before witnessed. A shoot of the diameter
+of a pin's head was iced as thick as her finger; all the boughs in
+the park were bent almost to the earth with the immense weight of the
+glistening incumbrance; the walks were like a looking-glass. Many boughs
+had snapped beneath their burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass.
+Opposite her eye, on the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing
+where the branch that had terrified her had been splintered from the
+trunk.
+
+'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying the
+bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their true
+positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see a drop
+collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point, and there
+become coagulated as the others had done.
+
+'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On this
+morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the great Mother
+to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it possible for my
+wedding to take place in the face of such weather as this?'
+
+2. MORNING
+
+Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House. Contrary
+to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after the first
+surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring strength, though
+he could only as yet get about on crutches, or ride, or be dragged in a
+chair.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from
+Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth, which
+was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the plan. The
+capricious old maid had latterly taken to the contemplation of the
+wedding with even greater warmth than had at first inspired her, and
+appeared determined to do everything in her power, consistent with her
+dignity, to render the adjuncts of the ceremony pleasing and complete.
+
+But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole proceeding. At
+eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House almost upon his hands
+and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with his back to the fire,
+panting from his exertions in pedestrianism.
+
+The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House
+on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the whole
+system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures of the
+domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A nervously-feeble
+imitation of its flicker was continually attempted by a family of
+polished metallic utensils standing in rows and groups against the walls
+opposite, the whole collection of shines nearly annihilating the weak
+daylight from outside. A step further in, and the nostrils were greeted
+by the scent of green herbs just gathered, and the eye by the plump form
+of the cook, wholesome, white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as
+the food she manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by
+her satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds
+prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and the
+light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor.
+
+The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the hearthstone,
+and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner of the dresser.
+
+'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't be,' he
+said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a many-membered
+thought that had existed complete in his head.
+
+The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very long
+toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the unapproachable
+fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
+
+'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration for
+things in general.
+
+'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level
+ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy. And
+I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis murder
+to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into the
+breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer.... Hullo--here's Clerk Crickett
+and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and picture a wedden if you
+can.'
+
+All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and gardener
+were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel and Nebo.
+
+'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,'
+said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-door
+with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it together with a
+clang.
+
+'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory by a
+glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
+
+'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to give
+up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in heaven or
+earth?'
+
+'----Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett cheerily,
+coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without looking at the
+fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or earth, did you say?
+You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss Aldclyffe," and leaven out
+heaven and earth as trifles. But it might be put off; putten off a thing
+isn't getten rid of a thing, if that thing is a woman. O no, no!'
+
+The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries. The
+cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact centre
+of a little crater of flour in a platter--
+
+'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.'
+
+'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I thought
+there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a word, mind,
+not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.'
+
+'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity.
+
+'D'ye think that's all?'
+
+'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil of
+raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate as
+sure as you cry Amen!'
+
+'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss
+Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is);
+"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!" says
+she.'
+
+'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?'
+
+'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer
+Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months
+seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and hawken,
+and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all forsook. Serve
+him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.'
+
+'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!'
+
+'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so rich
+that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in half-pint
+cups.'
+
+'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the scullery-maid.
+
+'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,' continued
+the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the process from a
+distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my wife is the only
+one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton came back from the
+wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out large, and said she was
+Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had no objection to keep on
+the house till the regular time of giving notice had expired, or till he
+could get another tenant.'
+
+'Just like her independence,' said the cook.
+
+'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall
+never forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago
+now--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was
+at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy orders,
+and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer," says I,
+"little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?" "O no,
+Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man--Farmer
+Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor there; he's
+a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a mistake she'll bring
+him a pretty good family, gie her time.'
+
+'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the
+scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as children.'
+
+'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very often.
+However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for chosen yesterday
+to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and that one, had crossed one
+another's path in regard to young Master Springrove; and I expect that
+when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye wasn't caren to have en, she thought
+she'd be beforehand with her old enemy in marrying somebody else too.
+That's maids' logic all over, and maids' malice likewise.'
+
+Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's
+partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause against
+his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the cook,
+shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating eggs with.
+'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if Cytherea Graye even
+now knows that young Springrove is free again, she'll fling over the
+steward as soon as look at him.'
+
+'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator. 'There's
+honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss Hinton's tricks
+in her. She'll stick to Manston.'
+
+'Pifh!'
+
+'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's sake,'
+the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and quarter me,
+if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute like this.'
+
+'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an hour
+or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling parish if
+she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!'
+
+'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said the
+gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled remains.
+
+The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand.
+
+3. NOON
+
+The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By
+ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to the
+extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater Park. One
+mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the air began to
+feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and frosty within.
+
+They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured glass
+of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning almost night
+itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began. The only warmth
+or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom, who retained a
+vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the morning.
+
+Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as the
+air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party were
+constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the church came
+occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the weather, had
+assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's existence as a single
+woman. Many poor people loved her. They pitied her success, why, they
+could not tell, except that it was because she seemed to stand more like
+a statue than Cytherea Graye.
+
+Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction in
+a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction. Are
+there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a difference of
+nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it is commonly put, in
+regard to the amount of consideration given, but in the conception of
+the thing considered. A man emasculated by coxcombry may spend more time
+upon the arrangement of his clothes than any woman, but even then there
+is no fetichism in his idea of them--they are still only a covering
+he uses for a time. But here was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart
+almost indifferent to life, yet possessing an instinct with which her
+heart had nothing to do, the instinct to be particularly regardful of
+those sorry trifles, her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves.
+
+The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon
+written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been necessary
+here to enable them to sign their names, and on their return to the
+church the light from the candles streamed from the small open door,
+and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen on the south side,
+dividing it from a small chapel or chantry, erected for the soul's peace
+of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through the open-work of this screen
+could now be seen illuminated, inside the chantry, the reclining figures
+of cross-legged knights, damp and green with age, and above them a
+huge classic monument, also inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily
+sculptured in cadaverous marble.
+
+Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove, or
+his spirit.
+
+The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by the
+screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front showed him
+forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose eyes wandered in
+that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad beyond all description. His
+eyes were wild, their orbits leaden. His face was of a sickly paleness,
+his hair dry and disordered, his lips parted as if he could get no
+breath. His figure was spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own
+control.
+
+Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her heart
+of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was undone in
+an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by mere
+sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women commonest
+of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that even to herself
+it seemed more like a new creation than a revival.
+
+Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was!
+
+It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in a
+maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits in her
+despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from herself; when
+owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for his own fault. If
+he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames him; if he is miserable
+because deeply to blame, she blames herself. The latter was Cytherea's
+case now.
+
+First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her, which
+presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming out of
+the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the words,
+'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink down, and would
+have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief bridesmaid applied her
+vinaigrette.
+
+'What did she say?' inquired Manston.
+
+Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he was
+far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did not
+faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took advantage
+of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had been seen.
+He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an unwarrantable
+intrusion.
+
+But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone,
+nobody could tell how or whither.
+
+4. AFTERNOON
+
+It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken place
+in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled.
+
+The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find an
+opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with her
+on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard, wild, and
+unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and it disturbed
+him. He spoke to her severely and sadly.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours. But
+remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been woman
+enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and don't
+think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove; he had
+no business to come there as he did. You are altogether wrong, Cytherea,
+and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very vexed.'
+
+'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered.
+
+'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left you
+yet, then?'
+
+'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of
+sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I will
+be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words, what last
+night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of it. I love
+Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and soul. You call me
+a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have gone beyond caring for
+anything!' She looked stonily into his face and made the speech calmly.
+
+'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her
+manner.
+
+'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on hysterically. 'A
+year and a half had passed since we met. I could go by the gate of his
+garden without thinking of him--look at his seat in church and not care.
+But I saw him this morning--dying because he loves me so--I know it is
+that! Can I help loving him too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and
+I don't care! We have been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know
+we have. O, if I could only die!'
+
+He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,' he
+said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting upon such
+impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose as well as you.
+It seems that do what I will by way of remedying the stains which fell
+upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.' His voice grew husky as
+he made the reply.
+
+The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had
+seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her
+name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist.
+
+'I won't give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,' she
+said.
+
+'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that you
+should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good wife, and
+try to love your husband.'
+
+'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is difficult
+to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to all! Though
+it may be right to care more for the benefit of the many than for the
+indulgence of your own single self, when you consider that the many, and
+duty to them, only exist to you through your own existence, what can be
+said? What do our own acquaintances care about us? Not much. I think of
+mine. Mine will now (do they learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in
+this affair) look at me, smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far
+in time to come, when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some
+other's song, or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back
+to what I used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed
+me so soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to
+me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my
+memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my single
+opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which they are
+regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a thought, easily
+held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a whole life to me;
+as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes, of hopes and dreads,
+smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it was my world, what is to
+them their world, and they in that life of mine, however much I cared
+for them, only as the thought I seem to them to be. Nobody can enter
+into another's nature truly, that's what is so grievous.'
+
+'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen.
+
+'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going. 'We
+shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.'
+
+It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the roads,
+the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till the latest
+hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to take them to
+Southampton (their destination that night) by a reasonable time in the
+evening. They intended the next morning to cross to Havre, and thence to
+Paris--a place Cytherea had never visited--for their wedding tour.
+
+The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so restless
+that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who, though she took
+little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it were, instinctively
+conscious of all their movements, put down her charge's agitation for
+once as the natural result of the novel event, and Manston himself was
+as indulgent as could be wished.
+
+At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in it,
+she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer garden,
+having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also like to
+take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant leaves collected
+there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and thither she went. Not
+a soul was in or around the place. The gardener was making merry on
+Manston's and her account.
+
+The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it
+exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself. The
+gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him happier
+than they.
+
+Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of returning
+indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude would be her last
+of freedom induced her to prolong them a little, and she stood
+still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved plants, the
+straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her. The garden, no
+part of which was visible from the house, sloped down to a narrow river
+at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without.
+
+A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the
+river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the
+presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that it
+might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept it. Why
+should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that he went out
+of her sight for ever?
+
+She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to the
+river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been considerably
+depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low over the stream,
+which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened her from the eyes of any
+passer on the other side.
+
+She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow
+herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if it
+had been Edward.
+
+But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object reflected
+in the water from under the tree which hung over the river in such a way
+that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon it, it permitted
+their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs. The reflected form
+was that of the man she had seen further off, but being inverted, she
+could not definitely characterize him.
+
+He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it
+Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to say
+one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and walked very
+slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She kept more safely
+hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to see him. But she
+suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be possible that he sees my
+reflected image, as I see his? Of course he does!'
+
+He was looking at her in the water.
+
+She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he emerged
+from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before her. It was
+Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his eye, dreaming no
+more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing the dead themselves.
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream.
+
+He was the first to speak again.
+
+'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become quite
+as strangers to each other.'
+
+'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.' She
+spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand.
+
+'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I am bad
+enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.'
+
+Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed--and
+dreaded--to hear his explanation!
+
+'What is it?' she said desperately.
+
+'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to
+distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before
+you were--married.'
+
+He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place? Surely
+you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.'
+
+'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper.
+
+'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted
+me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting
+me, she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own
+relations. But that's nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if....
+But I was too late.'
+
+'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of
+reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me
+that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!'
+
+'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how could
+you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?'
+
+'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till
+lately.... I try to love him now.'
+
+'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to
+hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward.
+
+'Never! she couldn't.'
+
+'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you wrote
+to Mr. Manston.'
+
+'A love-letter I wrote?'
+
+'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you
+were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful of
+realities.'
+
+The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this
+distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then there
+followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all the misery
+of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss
+Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea,
+under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in the sense that her
+position was irretrievable.
+
+Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning
+half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been
+sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the
+bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this
+agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more misery to the
+future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she
+should never know.
+
+'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to
+promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss
+Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on
+account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I care
+about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised
+by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin's marriage. He
+said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day--that
+is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance with pity: he thought
+you loved me still. It was enough for me--I came down by the earliest
+morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day, the day, as I
+thought, before your marriage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that
+you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I
+reached the village I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate
+leading to the House open. I ran into the church by the small door and
+saw you come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you.
+I was compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live
+content--or die content!'
+
+'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to
+dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was continually
+reiterated in my ears till I believed it--
+
+ '"The world and its ways have a certain worth,
+ And to press a point where these oppose
+ Were a simple policy."
+
+'But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act
+is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my bread
+upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was clearly
+represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have another place
+which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to have no other spot
+for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful and harassing!... But
+that without which all persuasion would have been as air, was added by
+my miserable conviction that you were false; that did it, that turned
+me! You were to be considered as nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was
+invariably kind. Well, the deed is done--I must abide by it. I shall
+never let him know that I do not love him--never. If things had only
+remained as they seemed to be, if you had really forgotten me and
+married another woman, I could have borne it better. I wish I did not
+know the truth as I know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be
+brave, Edward, and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They
+will not be long. O, I hope they will not be long!... Now, good-bye,
+good-bye!'
+
+'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said Springrove,
+in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and clear.
+
+They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was floating
+over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver; though narrow,
+the stream was deep, and there was no bridge.
+
+'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.'
+
+She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers towards
+his, but not into them. The river was too wide.
+
+'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must be
+going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!'
+
+'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said.
+
+They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was
+a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the
+other's pulse throbbing beside its own.
+
+'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!'
+
+She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned, and
+ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between them.
+The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the minnows
+gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never been
+disturbed.
+
+Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her heart
+was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which gnawed
+there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or scream, as she
+will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by a mental agony
+of such refined and special torture that it is indescribable by men's
+words, she moves among her acquaintances much as before, and contrives
+so to cast her actions in the old moulds that she is only considered to
+be rather duller than usual.
+
+5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station, and in
+his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham and stood
+upon his crutches whilst the train was starting.
+
+When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage they
+saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at them. He was
+pale, and apparently very ill.
+
+'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely he
+ought not to be here.'
+
+'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter
+answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem giddy, or
+as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for this month past,
+but nothing so bad as he is to-day.'
+
+'Poor thing.'
+
+She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this most
+deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she gave him
+money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine or whatever
+he wanted.
+
+The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his incoherent
+thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him as if it were
+unknown to her that she wept all the while.
+
+Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the
+lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having forced on
+the marriage of his sister with a little too much peremptoriness. Taking
+up his crutches he went out of doors and wandered about the muddy roads
+with no object in view save that of getting rid of time.
+
+The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared from
+the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a weakly twitter
+from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path to the waterfall, and
+lingered thereabout till the solitude of the place oppressed him, when
+he turned back and into the road to the village. He was sad; he said to
+himself--
+
+'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are called
+presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in mine
+to-day.... Poor little Cytherea!'
+
+At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and
+shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's
+view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with each other
+by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past year. The farmer
+inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was glad to see him so
+nimble again.
+
+'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically.
+
+'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad voice.
+'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and there he sits
+and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his head so hard, that I
+can't help feeling for him.'
+
+'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the
+interview in the garden.
+
+'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests.... Ah! Edward, too,
+who started with such promise; that he should now have become such a
+careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr. Graye, I know what
+it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for that heart affair, he might
+have done--but the less said about him the better. I don't know what we
+should have done if Miss Aldclyffe had insisted upon the conditions of
+the leases. Your brother-in-law, the steward, had a hand in making
+it light for us, I know, and I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased
+speaking, and looked round at the sky.
+
+'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just
+coming out to learn about it.'
+
+'I haven't heard of anything.'
+
+'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know is
+what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns somebody
+who lives in the parish.'
+
+It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in
+adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of a
+thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter concerned
+might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event about to transpire
+was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was more dear to him than
+his own, as any, short of death itself, could possibly be; and ever
+afterwards, when he considered the effect of the knowledge the next
+half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his practical good sense could not
+refrain from wonder that he should have walked toward the village after
+hearing those words of the farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a
+way. 'How unutterably mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye
+of a foreseeing God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the
+eve of his discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.'
+
+After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him, and,
+as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently towards the
+village.
+
+The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate, which
+opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They went along in
+a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to turn in at their
+respective doorways. But upon seeing him they looked significantly at
+one another, and paused. He came into the road, on that side of the
+village-green which was opposite the row of cottages, and turned round
+to the right. When Owen turned, all eyes turned; one or two men went
+hurriedly indoors, and afterwards appeared at the doorstep with their
+wives, who also contemplated him, talking as they looked. They seemed
+uncertain how to act in some matter.
+
+'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering
+more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with the
+subject of their discourse.
+
+The first who approached him was a boy.
+
+'What has occurred?' said Owen.
+
+'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.'
+
+'Is that all?'
+
+'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of his
+mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.'
+
+'Who is he?' said Owen.
+
+'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be
+night-porter.'
+
+'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to come
+to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has anything
+else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?'
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between
+himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's
+friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards in
+a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the solution.
+The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and he opened the
+gate.
+
+Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was looking
+over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of three or four
+cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-gate was close by the
+gate of the field.
+
+The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road, and
+jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove. 'This is
+a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't know about it,
+I suppose?'
+
+'What?' said Springrove.
+
+The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in a
+confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle, gave a
+clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled away.
+
+Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was, 'Bring
+her home!'
+
+The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably
+did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman
+he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate make
+perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the knowledge, by
+telling it him with his own lips.
+
+Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest of
+the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh. The thaw
+had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud were lifted
+by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him by his rapid
+motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and increasing tenfold the
+customary effort of running,
+
+But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the
+shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was through
+the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure of Edward
+rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two or three
+hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows.
+
+The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing
+subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face towards
+the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking.
+
+Owen approached him and said--
+
+'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I
+suppose?'
+
+'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He was a
+man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with strangers.
+
+'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?'
+
+'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows were all
+attentively listening to this discourse, milking irregularly, and softly
+directing the jets against the sides of the pail.
+
+Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded anything
+of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at me, as if
+something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid matter, or what is
+it?'
+
+'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange thing
+concerns you.'
+
+'What strange thing?'
+
+'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.'
+
+'What did he confess? Tell me.'
+
+'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at the
+station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he wouldn't ha'
+known it.'
+
+'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!'
+
+But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on the
+east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously.
+
+The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across the
+barton.
+
+Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your
+sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How it
+comes out I don't know!'
+
+'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector
+breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss
+Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He beckoned
+to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and the three
+stepped aside together.
+
+'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had been in a
+strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your sister was kind
+to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her husband had gone, he
+went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans. Well, he got in the way,
+as if he were quite lost to what was going on, and they sent him home at
+last. Then he wished to see me. I went directly. There was something
+on his mind, he said, and told it. About the time when the fire of last
+November twelvemonth was got under, whilst he was by himself in the
+porter's room, almost asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to
+open the door. He went out and found the person to be the lady he had
+accompanied to Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She
+asked, when would be another train to London? The first the next
+morning, he told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth,
+but that it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't
+stop till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said.
+He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a short
+time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any account say
+a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here, or a single
+breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He promised; she took
+out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament in the waiting-room," she
+said, "and I'll pay you these." He got the book, took an oath upon it,
+received the money, and she left him. He was off duty at half-past
+five. He has kept silence all through the intervening time till now, but
+lately the knowledge he possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience
+and weak mind. Yet the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared
+to tell. The actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your
+sister's kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart.
+He thought he had ruined her.'
+
+'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen.
+
+'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector continued,
+'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out both times--he
+left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved that his object was
+defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to you at the Old House last
+night--started, reached the door, and dreaded to knock--and then went
+home again.'
+
+'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen
+bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the criminality
+of the thing!'
+
+'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is put
+to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she should have
+escaped than have been burnt--'
+
+'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what it
+all means?' Edward interrupted.
+
+'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister unless
+he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate them.'
+
+'Certainly you will,' said the rector.
+
+'Where's the man?'
+
+'In his cottage.'
+
+''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and overtake
+them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for additional and
+certain proofs of his first wife's death. An up-train passes soon, I
+think.'
+
+'Where have they gone?' said Edward.
+
+'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-morrow
+morning.'
+
+'Where in Southampton?'
+
+'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address. But I
+shall find them by making a few inquiries.'
+
+The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and now
+opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every month to
+gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local newspaper.
+
+'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the page,
+'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to six o'clock.
+Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to that time. Mr.
+Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the porter's cottage, where
+I will shortly write out the substance of what he has said, and get
+him to sign it. You will then have far better grounds for interfering
+between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if you went to them with a mere
+hearsay story.'
+
+The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before the
+train starts,' said Owen.
+
+Edward had been musing restlessly.
+
+'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your lameness?'
+he said suddenly to Graye.
+
+'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the offer,'
+returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man, and I had much
+better see him myself.'
+
+'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife was
+fully believed in by himself.'
+
+'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and the
+question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not do for
+Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke rather
+coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister and Edward
+was not a pleasant one to him.
+
+'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to
+Southampton, and I know every house there.'
+
+'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a cab.
+Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.'
+
+'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the
+terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already arrived.'
+
+Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train
+reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said.
+
+It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the rector
+suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to 'all the
+respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its finding them,
+and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in searching about the
+place.
+
+'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward--an
+offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off in the
+direction of the porter's cottage.
+
+Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road
+towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's proceedings
+were based on the assumption, natural under the circumstances, of
+Manston's good faith, and that he would readily acquiesce in any
+arrangement which should clear up the mystery. 'But,' thought Edward,
+'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot help supposing it--that
+Manston is not that honourable man, what will a young and inexperienced
+fellow like Owen do? Will he not be hoodwinked by some specious story
+or another, framed to last till Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea?
+And then the disclosure of the truth will ruin and blacken both their
+futures irremediably.'
+
+However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the form
+of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would come to
+the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he valued his
+reputation. The message was directed as the rector had suggested, Edward
+guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that every expense connected
+with the search would be paid.
+
+No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank within
+him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had Manston, all the
+time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the telegram would be a
+forewarning which might enable him to defeat Owen still more signally.
+
+Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of
+raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed by
+a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing softly into
+the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring of a bell. It
+was certainly a passenger train.
+
+Yet the booking-office window was closed.
+
+'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations up
+the line. The incline again?' The voice was the stationmaster's, and the
+reply seemed to come from the guard.
+
+'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a
+perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We had to
+bring them through the cutting at twice.'
+
+'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued. The
+few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long before this
+time, had taken their places at once.
+
+A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish
+overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was that
+Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered that
+his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that he might
+possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this very train
+that was starting, find Manston before he would expect from the words
+of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from Carriford could be
+with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and trust to his consequent
+confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution of the extraordinary
+riddle, and the release of Cytherea!
+
+The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time at
+which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his whistle,
+Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The train moved
+along, and he was soon out of sight.
+
+Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies across
+the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be called the
+initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to cherish; when the
+woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region of mere admiration to
+the region of warm fellowship. At this assumption of her nature, she
+changes to him in tone, hue, and expression. All about the loved one
+that said 'She' before, says 'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued
+become eyes to be feared for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism
+becomes a brain that is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to
+be tested in the dance become feet that are not to be distressed; the
+once-criticized accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a
+special pleader.
+
+6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down, Edward
+remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority whatever to
+question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea as husband
+and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in obtaining a signed
+confession from the porter. The document would not be a death-bed
+confession--perhaps not worth anything legally--but it would be held by
+Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural guardian, could separate them
+on the mere ground of an unproved probability, or what might perhaps be
+called the hallucination of an idiot. Edward himself, however, was as
+firmly convinced as the rector had been of the truth of the man's story,
+and paced backward and forward the solitary compartment as the train
+wound through the dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning
+coppices, as resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with
+the crime during the critical interval between the reception of the
+telegram and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to
+circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making up
+his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might arise.
+
+At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the
+station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing Owen
+could possibly arrive.
+
+Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his
+investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town.
+
+At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels and
+inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and always
+receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering to that
+description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-office had called,
+asking for the same persons, if they recollected rightly.
+
+He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they might
+possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat. Then he
+hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his inquiries
+among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class. His stained and
+weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of civility, wherever he
+went, which made his task yet more difficult. He called at three several
+houses in this neighbourhood, with the same result as before. He entered
+the door of the fourth house whilst the clock of the nearest church was
+striking eight.
+
+'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here this
+evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his ears from
+very familiarity.
+
+'A new-married couple, did you say?'
+
+'They are, though I didn't say so.'
+
+'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.'
+
+'Are they indoors?'
+
+'I don't know. Eliza!'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had gone on
+her errand.
+
+'No--nothing that I know of.'
+
+'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such
+name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of the
+bar-parlour.
+
+'And did they get the message?'
+
+'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till
+half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no message. I
+told them when they came that they, or a name something like theirs, had
+been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand why it should be, and
+so the matter dropped.'
+
+The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady is.
+Who shall I say?'
+
+'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon his
+method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts--apart
+from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him flatly
+for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in the
+presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the steward's
+palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother when he came.
+But here were two important modifications of the expected condition of
+affairs. The telegram had not been received, and Cytherea was in the
+house alone.
+
+He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's
+absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see
+him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at
+any moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the
+accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a doubtful
+course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that Cytherea was
+not married. If the first wife were really dead after all--and he
+felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife might in
+after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity and cruelty on
+account of an old lover's interference now.
+
+Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely for
+her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost expired.
+
+But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were quite
+deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the minds of
+the attendants as if they had never been. There was absolutely nothing
+between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was powerless now; he must
+see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to Manston--offensive to her
+brother or no. His lips must be the first to tell the alarming story to
+her. Who loved her as he! He went back lightly through the hall, up the
+stairs, two at a time, and followed the corridor till he came to the
+door numbered thirteen.
+
+He knocked softly: nobody answered.
+
+There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before Manston
+came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The lamp on the
+table burned low, and showed writing materials open beside it; the chief
+light came from the fire, the direct rays of which were obscured by a
+sweet familiar outline of head and shoulders--still as precious to him
+as ever.
+
+7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the soul
+of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates outwardly and
+expresses its presence so strongly, that the intangible essence seems
+more apparent than the body itself. This was Cytherea's expression now.
+What old days and sunny eves at Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her
+reverie had caused her not to notice his knock.
+
+'Cytherea!' he said softly.
+
+She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that her
+visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the voice.
+
+There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his
+position--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other
+proofs of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion.
+
+'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!' he
+cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.'
+
+She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them
+afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?' She
+awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did you come?
+Where is Owen?'
+
+'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife?
+Tell me quick.'
+
+'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother Owen?
+I want him, I want him!'
+
+'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,' implored
+Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from me: I am
+nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words had faintly
+shadowed forth.
+
+'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,' she
+said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she wildly
+looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on, but in the
+act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry.
+
+'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles
+down again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and
+downstairs.
+
+'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to some
+one below.
+
+'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some
+tongue in astonishment.
+
+Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried
+upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room
+specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out--
+
+'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!'
+
+'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the panel,
+and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was enough.
+
+He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at the
+railway-station.
+
+As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what to
+think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died away,
+then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been to escape
+from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain, mental and bodily,
+which had been put upon her by the scenes she had passed through during
+the long day, rendered her much more timid and shaken by her position
+than she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that
+single fact which had been told her--that the first Mrs. Manston was
+still living--till her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with
+excess of throbbing. It was only natural that she should, by degrees,
+be unable to separate the discovery, which was matter of fact, from the
+suspicion of treachery on her husband's part, which was only matter of
+inference. And thus there arose in her a personal fear of him.
+
+'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere
+frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his
+presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to
+a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for being vented
+in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet Manston's eye alone, she
+would only see him in her brother's company.
+
+Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent
+all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word
+being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she was.
+
+8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came
+to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope and gave it
+a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the landlady herself,
+whose curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew no
+bounds. The landlady attempted to turn the handle of the door. Cytherea
+kept the door locked. 'Please tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am
+ill,' she said from the inside, 'and that I cannot see him.'
+
+'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a fire?'
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+'Nor a light?'
+
+'I don't want one, thank you.'
+
+'Nor anything?'
+
+'Nothing.'
+
+The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane.
+
+Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the
+sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked round,
+rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was too ill to
+be seen.
+
+'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid.
+
+Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!'
+
+'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said.
+
+'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.'
+
+'No, not seriously.'
+
+'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.'
+
+'No, he can't see me either.'
+
+'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the
+chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes.
+
+'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap.
+
+The maid vanished.
+
+'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the door....
+I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you. Nor can a doctor
+either, unless he sees you.'
+
+Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but
+nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating scenes,
+Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and perplexed.
+
+And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up
+and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he probably
+may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased, and she sank
+into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears alive to the
+slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the delirious fancy that
+outside her door stood Manston and all the people in the hotel, waiting
+to laugh her to scorn.
+
+9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival platform
+of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time at which
+Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train appeared.
+
+'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was
+sweeping the mud from the steps.
+
+'She is not expected yet this hour.'
+
+'How is that?'
+
+'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about to
+see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since Christmas
+Eve, and will be for another week yet.'
+
+Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof. He
+found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so
+intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him of
+Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might leave the
+station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost to him in the
+streets of the town.
+
+The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?' said
+Edward to the telegraph clerk.
+
+'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra
+passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.'
+
+At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in.
+
+The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He casually
+glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was hurrying to the
+outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of his friend he was
+quite bewildered, and could not speak.
+
+'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen Cytherea,
+and she has been waiting for you these two or three hours.'
+
+Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence. Such
+was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes after did
+he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be there before
+him.
+
+10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between
+Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward waiting
+outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend had frequently
+overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his sister being
+Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to avoid any rashness in
+his proceedings which might lead to bitterness hereafter.
+
+Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had been
+occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier. Before Owen
+had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed the door. His
+face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the slight circumstance
+which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to account for.
+
+Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively linked
+it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most unseemly,' he
+said, 'whatever it may mean.'
+
+'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,' said
+Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do otherwise
+than come.'
+
+He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as hastily
+written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of Manston's
+face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange, dark, and
+mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no deceit could
+be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses, had there not
+overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and irrepressible
+expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of unqualified
+amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard. Owen looked up
+and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the belief he had held
+throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions.
+
+There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs.
+Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could have
+feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to fear, it was
+quite futile to conjecture.
+
+'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the whole
+matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said Owen when he
+had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both that Cytherea should
+come back with me till the matter is cleared up? In fact, under the
+circumstances, no other course is left open to me than to request it.'
+
+Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave way
+to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the room
+till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones--
+
+'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a gratuitous
+unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why should you, or
+anybody, have doubted me?'
+
+'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen.
+
+'Locked in the next room.'
+
+His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some inscrutable
+means, have had an inkling of the event.
+
+Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room.
+
+'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A rustling
+of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the inside, 'Is it
+really you, Owen,--is it really?'
+
+'It is.'
+
+'O, will you take care of me?'
+
+'Always.'
+
+She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward from
+the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open the door.
+
+Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in the
+darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She leapt up to
+Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like the leaves of a
+lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling hands round his neck and
+shivered.
+
+The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity.
+'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or two
+closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't do it!'
+
+'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper.
+
+'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed confession,
+and those are the only things of the kind held as good evidence.'
+
+'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper
+course to adopt.'
+
+'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still holding
+on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?' she said,
+turning appealingly to Manston.
+
+'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more quietness.
+'I have no objection to your brother sending for a lawyer, if he wants
+to.'
+
+It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the hotel
+had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first floor,
+which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging. Owen looked
+over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall. It struck Graye
+that the wisest course would be to take the landlord to a certain extent
+into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a gentleman, and so on,
+in order to acquire the information he wanted, and also to prevent the
+episode of the evening from becoming a public piece of news. He called
+the landlord up to where they stood, and told him the main facts of the
+story.
+
+The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a meditative
+smoker.
+
+'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said, looking
+at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a needle, and not
+over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no time--trust Timms for
+that.'
+
+'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen.
+
+'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a
+personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some party or
+another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle, too; mind you,
+sharp as a needle, too.'
+
+He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the three
+persons most concerned entering the room, and standing motionless,
+awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea pictured to herself the
+long weary minutes she would have to stand there, whilst a sleepy man
+could be prepared for consultation, till the constraint between them
+seemed unendurable to her--she could never last out the time. Owen was
+annoyed that Manston had not quietly arranged with him at once; Manston
+at Owen's homeliness of idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if
+he would be a touchstone of infallible proof.
+
+Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few
+moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend.
+'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from
+dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save time I
+explained the matter as we came along.'
+
+It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty
+exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding dinner
+with a few friends.
+
+'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his vision
+inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private arrangement
+between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least at present. I
+speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true, but, let the young
+lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out of shame's way, until
+the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery is. Should the evidence
+prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody to get her away from you,
+her husband, you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay.'
+
+'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his
+self-possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.'
+Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear the
+words--
+
+'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here
+miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own husband.'
+
+'I'll go back with Owen.'
+
+'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly: 'And
+remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as
+you are yourself. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I do,' she said.
+
+'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't think
+she does even now. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I believe you,' she said.
+
+'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely
+intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further
+necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall claim
+her.'
+
+The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up as
+much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her upon his
+arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had
+been left standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly
+forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and the lawyer for the trouble he had
+occasioned them, looked to the packing, and went to the door.
+
+A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of the
+house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it.
+
+'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night
+arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver.
+
+'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and the
+gentleman wished me to give you this.'
+
+'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen to
+himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines, hurriedly
+traced in pencil:--
+
+'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties that
+I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for having
+caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it cannot be
+helped now. E.S.'
+
+Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to drive
+on.
+
+'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said to
+Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her.
+
+A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them.
+They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress; the trifling
+coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who
+was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet thought, she had
+forgotten herself, and her position for the instant.
+
+Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and
+her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the
+late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would otherwise have
+been only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow.
+
+Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would
+ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the
+reflection; Edward knew the truth.
+
+They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for them
+by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed
+themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by the first train
+the next day.
+
+At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on
+the wheels of the night-mail.
+
+
+
+
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY
+
+Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry.
+
+This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to
+raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The
+instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him in the
+hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her
+presence for a week than her respect for ever.
+
+'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted. And
+then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which,
+to all those who were in any degree acquainted with the recent event,
+appeared the least likely of possible contingencies.
+
+He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to call on
+Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him that nothing
+would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done
+openly--even religiously. At least, he called on the rector, and stated
+this to be his resolve.
+
+'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and
+fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my opinion,
+take active steps at once.'
+
+'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery, and
+silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me. But what
+can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the chain of inquiry
+is not to be found--I mean the porter.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station last
+night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage where
+he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought. He was not
+there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back soon. But he has
+not come back yet.'
+
+'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.'
+
+'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not
+think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for
+your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the
+meantime?'
+
+'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the word as
+he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a right thing.'
+
+He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the
+next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he
+went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk, which
+resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory.
+
+He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector inquired.
+
+'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set about
+it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was about to
+betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard any tidings
+from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her as one you were
+interested in.'
+
+There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the
+rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied.
+
+'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her brother
+has communicated with some people in the parish--'
+
+'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily.
+
+'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say,
+likely to be for some days.'
+
+'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried.
+
+'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead--be
+as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining the truth
+as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr. Manston, an out-step
+place like this is not like a city, and there is nobody to busy himself
+for the good of the community; whilst poor Cytherea and her brother are
+socially too dependent to be able to make much stir in the matter, which
+is a greater reason still why you should be disinterestedly prompt.'
+
+The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same
+indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of conscious
+perplexity.
+
+On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed the
+door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his cigar,
+and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the park, he
+entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer portion of the
+front room where Manston stood, but a space round the fire was screened
+off from the remainder, and inside the high oak settle, forming a part
+of the screen, he heard voices conversing. The speakers had not noticed
+his footsteps, and continued their discourse.
+
+One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man
+who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of the
+conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the same
+mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic and
+confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being
+an unaccountable experience that one of them had had on the night of the
+fire.
+
+What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him to
+forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon him was
+strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape from the
+house again without being seen or heard.
+
+Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode off
+under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the fire,
+and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to pass by
+unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and stunk: he did
+not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not see it. His feet grew
+cold; still he thought on.
+
+It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this time,
+had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental absorption--shown
+nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced now. The lady was Miss
+Aldclyffe.
+
+It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a
+determination.
+
+The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater House;
+where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see him.
+She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever since the
+confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much aggrieved at the
+denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway-station and took his
+departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the
+reason of his journey thither--to recover traces of his missing wife.
+
+During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local and
+other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this singular case.
+The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt forcibly upon a feature
+which had at first escaped the observation of the villagers, including
+Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of the man Chinney were true,
+it seemed extremely probable that Mrs. Manston left her watch and keys
+behind on purpose to blind people as to her escape; and that therefore
+she would not now let herself be discovered, unless a strong pressure
+were put upon her. The writers added that the police were on the track
+of the porter, who very possibly had absconded in the fear that his
+reticence was criminal, and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with
+praiseworthy energy, making every effort to clear the whole matter up.
+
+2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY
+
+Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from London
+and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He explained to the
+rector and other of his acquaintance that all the inquiries he had
+made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had been totally barren of
+results.
+
+But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now that
+he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he proceeded to
+fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for the missing
+woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement was a carefully
+considered and even attractive effusion, calculated to win the heart,
+or at least the understanding, of any woman who had a spark of her own
+nature left in her.
+
+There was no answer.
+
+Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as
+before.
+
+'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector, his
+sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll tell you the
+truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea, and the whole of
+this business of searching for the other woman goes altogether against
+me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.'
+
+'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham.
+
+'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this earth
+has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her--living or
+dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I have lived at
+Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own that, as I have owned
+it before.'
+
+'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her
+if advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector
+emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's a
+satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.'
+
+When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the fire
+for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection. He went
+to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied only by
+dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve, and then
+dipping it again, he took the following note of events:--
+
+
+'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the
+subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities attending
+the three interviews:--
+
+'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great anxiety to
+do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his bearing that he
+was convinced he should never see her again.
+
+'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his first
+wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare.
+
+'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all
+consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which certainly is
+strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the first Mrs. Manston's
+fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of his eagerness for me to
+advise him to _advertise again_ for her.'
+
+
+A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A
+paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last time
+the announcement would appear.
+
+3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY
+
+At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for Manston,
+directed in a woman's hand.
+
+A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was
+somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an endless
+string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the preceding
+day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant surprise
+to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted him a bore
+almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and was sitting at
+breakfast with his host when the important missive arrived.
+
+Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the
+name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud as
+follows:--
+
+
+'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness.
+
+'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a hundred
+times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell you now,
+namely, that I am alive and in perfect health.
+
+'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence
+has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why else
+should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as she will
+be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring nothing?--rather
+the reverse, indeed.
+
+'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which we
+can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness, must
+be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences. I heartily
+and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything. You will do the
+same, as your actions show.
+
+'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few facts
+relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only give the
+heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not coming to fetch
+me, more grieved at your absence from the station, most of all by your
+absence from home. On my journey to the inn I writhed under a passionate
+sense of wrong done me. When I had been shown to my room I waited and
+hoped for you till the landlord had gone upstairs to bed. I still found
+that you did not come, and then I finally made up my mind to leave. I
+had half undressed, but I put on my things again, forgetting my watch
+(and I suppose dropping my keys, though I am not sure where) in my
+hurry, and slipped out of the house. The--"'
+
+
+'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting.
+
+'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the face.
+
+'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.'
+
+'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might do
+such a thing.'
+
+'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such
+immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any woman
+in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be so
+forgetful.'
+
+'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to
+assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did plainly,
+or how could the things have been found there? Besides, she's truthful
+enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily.
+
+'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.'
+
+'O yes.' Manston read on:--
+
+
+'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up
+brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not strike
+me; I did not consider that it might be thatched.
+
+'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had come
+in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there the
+fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I was still
+determined not to stay in the place. I went to the railway-station,
+which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary man on duty there
+concerning the trains. It was not till I had left the man that I saw the
+effect the fire might have on my history. I considered also, though not
+in any detailed manner, that the event, by attracting the attention of
+the village to my former abode, might set people on my track should
+they doubt my death, and a sudden dread of having to go back again
+to Knapwater--a place which had seemed inimical to me from first to
+last--prompted me to run back and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then
+walked on to Anglebury, lingering about the outskirts of the town till
+the morning train came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then
+took these lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by
+needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home to
+America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However, all that
+is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course not. I am
+happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to be your faithful
+wife, EUNICE.
+
+'"My name here is (as before)
+
+ '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address,
+ 79 ADDINGTON STREET,
+ LAMBETH.'"
+
+
+The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper.
+
+'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But
+after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very
+sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn of
+affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker was looking
+out between the mullions of the window--noticing that some of the
+lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he said the words,
+otherwise he would have seen the passionate expression of agonized
+hopelessness that flitted across the steward's countenance when the
+remark was made. He did not see it, and Manston answered after a short
+interval. The way in which he spoke of the young girl who had believed
+herself his wife, whom, a few short days ago, he had openly idolized,
+and whom, in his secret heart, he idolized still, as far as such a
+form of love was compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or
+otherwise, he meant to act up to the requirements of the position into
+which fate appeared determined to drive him.
+
+'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour to do
+as I am doing, and there's an end of it.'
+
+'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first
+bargain.'
+
+'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary of
+wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she used to
+be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal is recovered.
+You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy to be quite another
+bride--in fact, almost as if she had really risen from the dead, instead
+of having only done so virtually.'
+
+'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is coming?'
+
+'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of his
+intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips.
+
+'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed. 'It
+would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again. The
+best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course--she'll find
+it all out soon enough.'
+
+Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face in
+his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it should
+come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land of darkness
+as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without any order, and
+where the light is as darkness."'
+
+Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted
+before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the
+inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud.
+
+4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY
+
+Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet,
+hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and without
+any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by the spirit
+of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence.
+
+The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of ground
+immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in the list of
+appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being here once every
+season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her friends.
+
+Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with
+the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats,
+rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned and
+long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston.
+
+The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally turned
+towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the subject of
+conversation equally with or more than the chances of the coming day.
+She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the contrary, she seemed
+rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with a light of contented
+exultation, subdued to square with the circumstances of her matronly
+position.
+
+She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive
+woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was
+palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at least
+seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior by double
+the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the natural good
+appearance of her face being very cleverly applied. Her form was full
+and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in strong contrast to
+the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness.
+
+It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has
+courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms
+dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning glance
+whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly asked
+for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that moment's
+abstinence.
+
+Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what
+might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a
+stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated gallants
+outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of restless jealousy
+and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband, and he was, moreover,
+calmly attending to his business at the other end of the manor.
+
+The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way
+a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next
+morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the
+riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and its
+neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far inferior to
+Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager, thought Manston
+better off with such a wife than he would have been with one of
+Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in household management.
+All felt their curiosity dying out of them. It was the same in Carriford
+as in other parts of the world--immediately circumstantial evidence
+became exchanged for direct, the loungers in court yawned, gave a final
+survey, and turned away to a subject which would afford more scope for
+speculation.
+
+
+
+
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH
+
+Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him for so
+long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter prospect for him
+in every direction, though the change was at first very gradual, and
+his movements and efforts were little more than mechanical. With the
+lengthening of the days, and the revival of building operations for the
+forthcoming season, he saw himself, for the first time, on a road which,
+pursued with care, would probably lead to a comfortable income at some
+future day. But he was still very low down the hill as yet.
+
+The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a
+month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come back
+to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the
+superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be nearly
+rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles from
+Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford.
+
+'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a year,'
+he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you shall never,
+Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call again as long as
+I live. Never pine or think about what has happened, dear; it's no
+disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be somebody's happy wife yet.'
+
+He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his disappointment,
+a report had reached his ears that the friend to whom Cytherea owed
+so much had been about to pack up his things and sail for Australia.
+However, this was before the uncertainty concerning Mrs. Manston's
+existence had been dispersed by her return, a phenomenon that altered
+the cloudy relationship in which Cytherea had lately been standing
+towards her old lover, to one of distinctness; which result would have
+been delightful but for circumstances about to be mentioned.
+
+Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly
+dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them, she
+had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never venturing
+forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been in perpetual
+dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom, only a few weeks
+earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future husband with quiet
+assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness.
+
+But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs. Manston's
+arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the imposition of pain
+in another. Utterly fictitious details of the finding of Cytherea and
+Manston had been invented and circulated, unavoidably reaching her ears
+in the course of time. Thus the freedom brought no happiness, and it
+seemed well-nigh impossible that she could ever again show herself the
+sparkling creature she once had been--
+
+ 'Apt to entice a deity.'
+
+On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a point
+of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with regard to the
+unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the humiliation to which
+they had been subjected, till the resentment it gave rise to, and for
+which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond endurance; it induced a
+mood that did serious damage to the material and plodding perseverance
+necessary if he would secure permanently the comforts of a home for
+them.
+
+They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as soon
+as the work commenced.
+
+Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing not
+far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to remain
+of the original structure). The long steep roof of this picturesque
+dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles that covered
+it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red tiles in twos and
+threes had been used for patching the holes wrought by decay, lighting
+up the whole harmonious surface with dots of brilliant scarlet.
+
+The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide fireplace,
+enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches on the wood
+mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker--the subjects
+mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect, with a
+curly-tailed dog behind.
+
+After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the
+quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread itself
+through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to
+her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to live the whole
+remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters: she
+began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches--
+
+ '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world,
+ A heart that is humble may hope for it here."'
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MARCH
+
+Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening towards
+the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by,
+and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting
+down to toast and tea.
+
+A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door.
+
+The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new
+vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that evening
+dining with the Squire.
+
+Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it was
+because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone.
+Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and upstairs.
+
+'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door.
+
+Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside.
+
+'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried Owen.
+'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never believed that
+you would.'
+
+'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I
+called to say a word before going. Where is... ?'
+
+'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your shoes--we
+are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-corner, and all,
+you see.'
+
+'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in the
+chimney-corner by preference.
+
+'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness at
+once, and fell into a reverie.
+
+'The history of her escape is very simple.'
+
+'Very.'
+
+'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of the
+circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman could
+sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till it was too
+late even to give shout or sound of any kind.'
+
+'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long
+wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds
+before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be completely
+burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody seemed to see it
+at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too, about those bits of
+bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can tell. I cannot help saying
+that if it has ever been possible to find pure stupidity incarnate, it
+was in that jury of Carriford. There existed in the mass the stupidity
+of twelve and not the penetration of one.'
+
+'Is she quite well?' said Springrove.
+
+'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll call
+her.'
+
+'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.'
+
+Owen sat down again.
+
+'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as
+ever.... I think she loves me too,--does she really?'
+
+There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of
+matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and
+guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger as he
+was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect.
+
+'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in doubt
+as to the truth of his words.
+
+Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a simple
+'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater depression--
+
+'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if
+I made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions
+attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system, till
+a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off, shall be
+paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell him, is under
+a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting old, and losing
+his energies. I am attempting to work free of the burden. This makes my
+prospects gloomy enough at present.
+
+'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a nameless
+and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this unfortunate, and
+now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with me, though under
+the--materially--untoward conditions I have mentioned, would make us
+happy; it would give her a locus standi. If she wished to be out of
+the sound of her misfortunes we would go to another part of
+England--emigrate--do anything.'
+
+'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone can
+settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure the pity
+which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in the other
+affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same beat for paying
+off old debts himself.
+
+'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the staircase.
+
+His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread,
+and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand
+to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes
+averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the
+beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and went
+out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had met since
+the memorable night at Southampton.
+
+'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment.
+
+'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit down
+with me.'
+
+'O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,' she returned timidly.
+'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on that
+side. I'll sit here.'
+
+Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in the
+inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each other, on
+benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the hearth between
+their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes of their faces, and
+spread out over the floor of the room with the low horizontality of the
+setting sun, giving to every grain of sand and tumour in the paving a
+long shadow towards the door.
+
+Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of smoke
+that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as seen
+through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom. Nothing
+is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a discreet
+silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the patient Edward
+coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half a minute, waiting in
+vain for another word from him, they were lifted into his face.
+
+He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?' he
+said.
+
+He could not wait in his original position till the answer came.
+Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney
+corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She
+continued in silence awhile.
+
+'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and with
+firmness.
+
+'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first.
+Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I can
+only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to secure you
+from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will often and always
+be thrust before you as long as you live the shrinking solitary life you
+do now--a life which purity chooses, it may be; but to the outside
+world it appears like the enforced loneliness of neglect and scorn--and
+tongues are busy inventing a reason for it which does not exist.'
+
+'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds of
+my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love best on
+earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be continually
+repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity of saying to
+you--that--your wife....' She utterly broke down and wept.
+
+'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!'
+
+'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me--my
+mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under the
+present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it: never!'
+
+They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated blackness
+overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides and bars
+of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient aisles; whilst
+through the square opening in the midst one or two bright stars looked
+down upon them from the grey March sky. The sight seemed to cheer him.
+
+'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her.
+
+'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!'
+
+He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet, slowly
+withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea remained
+with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving, but hope was
+not extinguished even now.
+
+He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a
+small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was
+pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told him
+the result of the interview.
+
+'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is
+right.'
+
+'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said Springrove.
+
+'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling
+prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a bad
+man.'
+
+Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe
+in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the whole
+story.
+
+'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think of
+this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for a
+letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife appeared in
+the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed in his wife's
+handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after the marriage with
+Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show) the advertising was a
+farce, there is a strong presumption that the rest of the piece was.'
+
+Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed his
+eyes upon his companion.
+
+'Collusion!'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'With his first wife?'
+
+'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.'
+
+'What did you discover?'
+
+'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her the
+day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.'
+
+Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be
+difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not be
+sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.'
+
+'I have other suspicions--'
+
+'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able to
+form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the position.
+'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been taken from him
+before that letter came--and his knowledge of his wife's existence
+could not have originated till after the wedding. I could have sworn he
+believed her dead then. His manner was unmistakable.'
+
+'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had
+the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted of
+bigamy yet.'
+
+'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness. 'What
+can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston has Miss
+Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only knows what lies
+between the mistress and her steward, but since this has transpired--if
+it is true--I can believe the connection to be even an unworthy one--a
+thing I certainly never so much as owned to myself before.'
+
+3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH
+
+Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's thoughts
+into an entirely new and uncommon channel.
+
+On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top of
+a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no name,
+beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In the intensity
+of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat down on a
+weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant valleys--seeing
+only Manston's imagined form.
+
+Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question
+which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he knew,
+dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in repute,
+and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale accounting
+for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true, as Edward had
+hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty towards her in
+allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she was hiding her head
+for no fault at all?
+
+Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have
+contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the
+return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his
+new toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such
+circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all
+suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his own
+direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a supposition.
+It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble and unprotected
+station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's beauty might scarcely
+have been sufficient to induce a selfish man like Manston to make her
+his wife, unless he had foreseen the possibility of getting rid of her
+again.
+
+'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the Springroves,'
+Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy wife of Edward.
+True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests on Edward's
+suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is strong.'
+
+He went indoors and questioned Cytherea.
+
+'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was burnt?'
+he asked.
+
+'I don't know who started the report.'
+
+'Was it Manston?'
+
+'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed before he
+came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew that she did not
+escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all overlooked the fact
+that she might have left before--of course that would have seemed such
+an improbable thing for anybody to do.'
+
+'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her
+course made it natural.'
+
+'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr.
+Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.'
+
+'He was sure of that, wasn't he?'
+
+'I believe he said he was certain of it.'
+
+'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they say
+it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the whole, he
+might have believed in her death.'
+
+'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time after,
+he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think that before
+the porter's confession he knew something about her--though not that she
+lived.'
+
+'Why do you?'
+
+'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I had
+fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit. He must
+have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated, and in a
+passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my first wife is
+come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had let the remark slip
+out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.'
+
+'That's odd,' said Owen.
+
+'I thought it very odd.'
+
+'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by
+accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to discover
+remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression of her death
+_before_ he married you. I can't help thinking he did, although he was
+so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears he did.'
+
+'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he could
+hardly recede from having me.'
+
+'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to
+yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a
+bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what we
+must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?'
+
+'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor, and
+how can you do that?'
+
+'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether wish
+to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon, that means.
+Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is with us, and till
+we have found more money there is no hurry for a lawyer. Perhaps by the
+time we have the facts we shall have the money. The only thing we lose
+in working alone in this way, is time--not the issue: for the fruit that
+one mind matures in a twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole
+than that of twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of
+the single one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only
+hired. But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman,
+Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a sure
+footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the case.'
+
+'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What good
+can it do us, Owen, after all?'
+
+'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of your
+journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will die.
+Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice to you and
+to other women, and to Edward Springrove.'
+
+He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the
+Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain
+knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their
+embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened.
+
+'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs.
+Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first communications
+passed between them after the fire.'
+
+'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I used to
+have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O, what power
+is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he wishes! She
+loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss Aldclyffe prayed
+for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and crying. Miss Aldclyffe
+did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris knowing it, either. Yet in
+opposition to this, notice her dead silence and inaction throughout this
+proceeding.'
+
+'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively.
+'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of
+it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their
+separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on, for
+that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of coming
+to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her point
+of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the night--you
+know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home early in the
+morning, and it was found that he had been visited too. Ah! couldn't
+we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at Carriford, if she
+remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were directed?'
+
+'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked at
+the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address might not
+be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge Chronicle of
+the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in the papers to a
+certainty.'
+
+Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of the
+Chronicles?' he said.
+
+'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather
+friendly-disposed towards me, too.'
+
+Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at the
+church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became necessary,
+unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself should assist.
+'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said.
+
+
+
+
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+
+1. MARCH THE SIXTH
+
+The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea, under
+cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within a mile or
+so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of depression that she
+saw again the objects which had become familiar to her eye during her
+sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the outline of the hills, the
+meadow streams, the old park trees. She hastened by a lonely path to the
+rectory-house, and asked if Mr. Raunham was at home.
+
+Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and courteous
+to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was Cytherea's
+friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she had ever
+surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe, except on parish
+matters, more rarely still being called upon by Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea
+had learnt very little of him whilst she lived at Knapwater. The
+relationship was on the impecunious paternal side, and for this branch
+of her family the lady of the estate had never evinced much sympathy. In
+looking back upon our line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel
+that all our vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal
+marriage in the chain.
+
+Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in Knapwater
+House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance which
+he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This polite
+indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did not concern
+himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a rector; and she
+did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor stuff, which in a
+cynical woman was a great deal more.
+
+Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow,
+contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as fresh
+and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and demurely
+glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means of driving
+away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an empty heart during
+the hours of a solitary life; in this case, however, to supplant them,
+when she left his parish, by those others of a more aching nature
+which accompany an over-full one. In short, he had been on the verge
+of feeling towards her that passion to which his dignified self-respect
+would not give its true name, even in the privacy of his own thought.
+
+He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with him.
+He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste and good
+nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be allowed to see
+the Chronicle for the year before the last. He placed the papers before
+her on his study table, with a timidity as great as her own, and then
+left her entirely to herself.
+
+She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected
+with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at
+Carriford.'
+
+The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so
+dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters. Stifling
+recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work, and carefully
+read the column. The account reminded her of no other fact than was
+remembered already.
+
+She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After a
+miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs. Manston's
+address than this:--
+
+'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman had
+been living, deposed,' etc.
+
+Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to depart,
+first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was out of doors
+gardening.
+
+He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate.
+
+'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian
+name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he
+called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at
+the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it, nevertheless
+replying evasively--
+
+'I only guess and fear.'
+
+He earnestly looked at her again.
+
+'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give it,
+you will come to me.'
+
+'I will,' she said.
+
+The gate closed between them.
+
+'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he repeated.
+
+If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you, Cytherea,
+and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would gladly have
+accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and raised her eyes to
+his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but as modestly, and with
+still enough brightness in them to do fearful execution as she said over
+the gate--
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's greeting was
+anxious--
+
+'Well, Cytherea?'
+
+She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on a
+slip of paper.
+
+'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say? I
+don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further steps
+towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless task, and
+it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr. Manston in any
+way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my dignity as a woman to
+labour for this; I have felt it so all day.'
+
+'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you then.
+There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale tired face, and
+the dilated eye which always appeared in her with weariness. 'Darling,'
+he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you shall not work so hard
+again--you are worn out quite. But you must let me do as I like.'
+
+2. MARCH THE TENTH
+
+On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at the
+house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at home, and
+came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and what he was,
+and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to his notes of
+the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year preceding the
+last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which the reporter
+probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain some additional
+details of the event, if any existed.
+
+'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid
+I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my old
+note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you will
+come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family were at tea
+inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty everywhere he
+seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic groove.
+
+They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an
+inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book required. The
+precise address, not given in the condensed report that was printed, but
+written down by the reporter, was as follows:--
+
+
+ 'ABRAHAM BROWN,
+ LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON.'
+
+
+Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep
+this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You will
+perhaps understand why, and oblige me.'
+
+The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to escape
+from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.'
+
+It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was lighted
+up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark, the reporter
+came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company, answering an
+expression of obligation from Owen with the words that it was no
+trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind him the door
+between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in his hand.
+
+Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also
+speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I will
+take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't post it
+to me.'
+
+The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized
+him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston.
+
+Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door with
+Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did not need to
+be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he held in his
+hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting-paper, was an
+old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the reporter's face, whose
+experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a
+consciousness, to one half initiated as the other was, that his late
+proceeding had been connected with events in the life of the steward.
+Manston said no more, but, taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the
+office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street.
+
+Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening,
+before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him, stating
+therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging
+him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A tall man
+was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards above the
+post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box.
+
+That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with
+Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to
+London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten o'clock.
+But remembering that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had
+obtained his information--whatever that was--could not be delivered
+in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to
+Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements
+were set on foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night.
+
+3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH
+
+Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than was
+usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the road from
+the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston spoke very
+civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how the farmer's
+barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind might change. It
+was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to church as he was, too--to
+return anything but a civil answer to such civil questions, however his
+feelings might have been biassed by late events. The conversation was
+continued on terms of greater friendliness.
+
+'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove, after
+the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in November.'
+
+'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston. The
+old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never forget.
+No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had been used to
+it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great loss to me, and he
+knows exactly what I feel.'
+
+'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston,
+imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the natives
+which passes for high breeding in country villages.
+
+'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to it.'
+
+''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.'
+
+'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly.
+
+'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats will
+thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.'
+
+'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know about
+it.'
+
+'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own experience
+has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man living alone in
+London.'
+
+'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.'
+
+'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live at
+number fifty-two in that very same street.'
+
+'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same house!'
+said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself.
+
+'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a little
+quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.'
+
+'Number forty-nine,' he murmured.
+
+4. MARCH THE TWELFTH
+
+Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his daily
+engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock had struck
+five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in Westminster, he
+called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few minutes later he knocked
+at the door of number forty-one, Charles Square, the old lodging of Mrs.
+Manston.
+
+A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been
+clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too elderly
+in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet square at the
+same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that had been driven
+along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled confidently when Springrove
+knocked.
+
+Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again.
+
+This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking upon,
+the other from the next on the right.
+
+'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove.
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+'When will he be in?'
+
+'Quite uncertain.'
+
+'Can you tell me where I may find him?'
+
+'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.'
+
+Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the
+woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet him.
+
+Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman, who
+had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural impulse to
+speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in a quiet tone to
+the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a lady lodger of yours
+of the name of Mrs. Manston?'
+
+Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were
+looking into a telescope at the wrong end.
+
+'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey.
+
+'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?'
+
+'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to
+lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty
+years, but I have never let an inch.'
+
+'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away. He
+and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had knocked
+at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the inquiry and the
+result of it.
+
+'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that you
+want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the other
+day?'
+
+'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest reawakening.
+
+'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went to
+Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived, who
+had often asked him to come home again. But there was little luck in the
+change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the rainy west winds
+they get there, and he died in the December following. Will you step
+into the passage?'
+
+'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you remember a
+Mrs. Manston living next door to you?'
+
+'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was supposed
+to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all the time. I saw
+her the other day.'
+
+'Since the fire at Carriford?'
+
+'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here--just
+as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one evening, a week
+or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make further inquiries,
+she was with him. But I did not speak to her--she stood back, as if she
+were shy. I was interested, however, for old Mr. Brown had told me all
+about her when he came back from the inquest.'
+
+'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?'
+
+'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three weeks,
+and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon leaving
+again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London. I much
+regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened. It led
+me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards. I little
+thought I should see her alive after all.'
+
+'And when do you say they came here together?'
+
+'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very beautiful
+dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it! Shoals of
+lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and bright golden
+sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West End prices. They
+would not give any less; no, not if you--'
+
+'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she left
+these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank as he
+asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife had been
+there before him, clearing the ground of all traces.
+
+'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering I
+could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But speaking
+in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I believe a few
+things of some kind (though I doubt if they were papers) were left in
+a workbox she had, because she talked about it to Mr. Brown, and was
+rather angry at what occurred--you see, she had a temper by all account,
+and so I didn't like to remind the lady of this workbox when she came
+the other day with her husband.'
+
+'And about the workbox?'
+
+'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a few
+articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving they
+were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two workboxes very
+much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the other she didn't, and
+Mr. Brown, who collected the things together, took the wrong one to the
+sale.'
+
+'What was in it?'
+
+'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her usual
+sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much trouble
+to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her or anybody
+else, but that she should have liked to keep the box because her husband
+gave it her when they were first married, and if he found she had parted
+with it, he would be vexed.'
+
+'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude to
+this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?'
+
+'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten
+it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind
+him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything
+about it.'
+
+'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?'
+
+'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third turning
+from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will tell you the
+shop--his name is written up.'
+
+Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was
+dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of
+doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who had
+watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of being in
+breathless haste.
+
+'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?'
+
+'Yes; he's just gone.'
+
+'Dear me! I want him.'
+
+'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.'
+
+'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he pay
+pretty liberally?'
+
+'He gave me half-a-crown.'
+
+'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little
+contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps you
+told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live here?'
+
+'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only said
+what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young man, or I
+shouldn't have been so open as I was.'
+
+'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and went
+away as hastily as he had come.
+
+Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some
+difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only inducement
+to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the information he
+stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him. The auctioneer's book
+gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley Passage, as the purchaser of the
+lot which had included Mrs. Manston's workbox.
+
+Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one above the
+other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post. Edward seized
+the first he came to.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere.
+
+Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again.
+
+He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating covering
+the basement window. He dropped his glance through the bars, and saw a
+child's white face.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely the
+same languid inflection.
+
+'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward.
+
+'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared.
+
+He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by another
+child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He gave the little
+thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child led him upstairs.
+
+Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment
+one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to drink,
+and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a table were
+the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back room which they
+occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor; beside it a pap-clogged
+spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup. Against the wall a Dutch clock was
+fixed out of level, and ticked wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails
+hanging down beneath its white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a
+Harpy ('foedissima ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper
+ora'). A baby was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of
+six or seven being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs.
+Higgins sat helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in
+plenty, but never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the
+dress almost useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible
+anywhere.
+
+It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a
+city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband and
+wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after
+the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were under the
+influence of a quartern of gin.
+
+Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till now
+have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so
+lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old fact, that
+the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye, find a wife
+ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company.
+
+Edward hastened to despatch his errand.
+
+Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles
+of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her, and went
+downstairs to the pawnbroker's.
+
+In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous collection
+of articles and odours invariably crowding such places, he produced his
+ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all proportion to the
+probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it off
+under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it
+locked.
+
+It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small
+sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a
+light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his
+purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open
+the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly
+beneath, and found--nothing.
+
+He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the
+underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand
+within, found that it really contained some substance. First he pulled
+out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were
+a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of
+carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs.
+Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of Manston
+himself.
+
+He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a single
+letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it likely
+there would be?
+
+However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to
+Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far,
+he scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an
+envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes to
+seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch them
+by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it
+at once to the post-office at Charing Cross.
+
+On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely.
+He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the
+pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this he
+uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of crumpled
+paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's handwriting. He
+recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and bills from him at his
+father's house. The stanza was of a complimentary character, descriptive
+of the lady who was now Manston's wife.
+
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+
+To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it was
+now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more.
+
+'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of paper,
+and the withered twig that had lain with it.
+
+Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he
+considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement in
+his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box contained
+except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse and
+myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked
+them in his first search, and put it on the table for the next day's
+post.
+
+In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him,
+Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not
+waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all
+that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an average
+not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at this time
+of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much concern his
+mind.
+
+But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against the
+opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When Edward came
+out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man followed him
+and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did not further
+trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again.
+
+Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his
+wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he
+guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had
+been sent.
+
+He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at the
+two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he
+rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell
+Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to importune him as he
+passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the
+publishing-office of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to be allowed
+to see the Directory of the south-west counties of England for a moment.
+
+The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston
+retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and
+then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the historical and
+topographical description of the village he read:--
+
+'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.30 A.M. by foot-post
+from Anglebury.'
+
+Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office,
+thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where
+he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him.
+Some absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He
+paid his bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the
+streets and over the river till the time should have arrived at which
+the night-mail left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to
+return homeward.
+
+There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a
+man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life,
+casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an
+interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration
+did Manston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the
+lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall men looking insignificant;
+little men looking great and profound; lost women of miserable repute
+looking as happy as the days are long; wives, happy by assumption,
+looking careworn and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one
+respect, that they followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads
+which form a banner, and all were equally unconscious of the significant
+whole they collectively showed forth.
+
+At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river,
+and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down
+mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye, far
+away from London.
+
+
+
+
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early morning,
+the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five minutes to
+three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought
+out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax
+from innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard
+took them into a fly, and was driven down the road to the post-office.
+
+It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain
+was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and walked at once
+away from the station, pursuing his way through the gloom till he stood
+on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance from the last house in
+the street of about two hundred yards.
+
+The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the first
+part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the highway up
+and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston methodically set himself
+to walk backwards and forwards a stone's throw in each direction.
+Although the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition
+of suspense in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of
+chilliness to pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The
+drizzling rain increased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell
+noisily upon the hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy
+surface the faint halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent
+town.
+
+Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing a
+living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon
+afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street
+leading towards him. They were those of the postman for the Tolchurch
+beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his bags a final
+hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for the country with
+a brisk shuffle.
+
+Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two
+minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook
+him.
+
+The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-forty,
+laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and carrying a
+little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny patch of light
+upon the road ahead.
+
+'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful voice,
+without turning his head or slackening his trot.
+
+'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You have a
+long walk every day.'
+
+'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on the
+straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back, what with
+the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes two-and-twenty for
+my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a year? I used to reckon
+it, but I never do now. I don't care to think o' my wear and tear, now
+it do begin to tell upon me.'
+
+Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to narrate
+the different strange events that marked his experience. Manston grew
+very friendly.
+
+'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while;
+'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in my
+pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He handed the
+bottle of brandy.
+
+'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these five
+years.'
+
+''Tis never too late to mend.'
+
+'Against the regulations, I be afraid.'
+
+'Who'll know it?'
+
+'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best policy.'
+
+'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on without
+it yet. You'll surely drink with me?'
+
+'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to
+oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.' The
+postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five
+minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again.
+
+'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but guide
+my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!'
+
+'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,' said
+Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of
+being good--even religious--at the same time.'
+
+'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could never
+get into the knack o' it; not I.'
+
+'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher class
+of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that they can
+risk playing with fire.'
+
+'That hits me exactly.'
+
+'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and
+devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a
+mistake.'
+
+'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very
+few people, after all.'
+
+'A true remark.'
+
+'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain
+like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or
+grace.'
+
+'Nor in mine.'
+
+'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether
+afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.'
+
+'There's no knowing.'
+
+'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty concern
+that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then your honest
+man who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don't.
+O, 'tis a nation!'
+
+'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle waiting.'
+
+'I'll oblige you, my friend.'
+
+The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on, and
+at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in
+the chorus.
+
+
+ 'He flung his mallet against the wall,
+ Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall,
+ And there'll be work for tradesmen all!"
+ When Joan's ale was new,
+ My boys,
+ When Joan's ale was new.'
+
+
+'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a mason
+by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?'
+
+'None at all,' said Manston.
+
+The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with
+alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane wound
+its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound emitted
+by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were
+passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon
+some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked
+arable, the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with
+each pace they took.
+
+Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all
+locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining
+inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to, the
+postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that place, and
+thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver's
+cottage--the village post-offices being mostly kept by old women who had
+not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed that
+such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring.
+
+The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still
+continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to
+search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road
+cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting
+through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very
+great risk indeed.
+
+It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc., lay
+a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the direct
+track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance, at the point
+of junction of some of these paths with the main road, the gate-post was
+hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his
+missives in the morning, looking in the box again in the evening to
+collect those placed there for the return post. Tolchurch Vicarage
+and Farmstead, lying back from the village street, were served on this
+principle. This fact the steward now learnt by conversing with the
+postman, and the discovery relieved Manston greatly, making his
+intentions much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier
+stages of his journey.
+
+They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted upon the
+flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This was done, and
+they approached the church, the vicarage, and the farmhouse in which
+Owen and Cytherea were living.
+
+The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his
+lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not
+perform the task.
+
+'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a
+stagger.
+
+'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully.
+
+'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much
+less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the Queen's
+postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through
+Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as houses--and
+be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a world!'
+
+'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.'
+
+'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He pay
+a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?'
+
+'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how was I
+to know you were so sensitive?'
+
+'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi'
+these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!'
+
+Manston offered his services.
+
+'They are to be divided,' the man said.
+
+'How?' said Manston.
+
+'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage
+or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post just here.
+There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I saw when I
+started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new church. This is
+it, isn't it?'
+
+He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's
+handwriting:--
+
+ 'MR. O. GRAYE,
+ CLERK OF WORKS,
+ TOLCHURCH,
+ NEAR ANGLEBURY.'
+
+The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square.
+There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the
+opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous
+peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side was
+a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked across
+it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other white, and white
+or black outwards implied respectively that there were letters inside,
+or none.
+
+The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to
+insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other,
+above, below, but never made a straight hit.
+
+'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He
+opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's letter.
+
+'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's
+servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He
+slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity.
+
+'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door.
+
+The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards,
+signifying 'empty,' and turned the key.
+
+'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't empty.'
+
+'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the
+steward, letting something fall.
+
+'What an awkward thing!'
+
+'It is an awkward thing.'
+
+They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had
+reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his little
+lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground,
+the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the
+heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of
+the lantern were rendered individually visible upon the thick mist, and
+seemed almost tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating
+the faces and knees of the two stooping figures dripping with wet; the
+postman's cape and private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as
+if they had been varnished.
+
+'It fell on the grass,' said the postman.
+
+'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at
+length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up.
+
+'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be back
+this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll look
+again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll hide the
+key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post. 'It will be too
+late to turn the index then, as the people will have been here, so that
+the box had better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day,
+and that will not be noticed; if it is, you can say you placed the iron
+the wrong way without knowing it, and all will be well.'
+
+This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under
+the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and
+come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his companion that their
+paths now diverged, turned off to the left towards Carriford.
+
+No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston stalked
+back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus
+avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket,
+where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen's letter.
+This done, he turned towards home, by the help of what he carried in
+his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the
+quarter in which he was known.
+
+An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in
+Knapwater Park.
+
+2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter,
+and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. He took
+out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and the photographs,
+regarding them with the keenest interest and anxiety.
+
+The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he restored
+to their places again. The other photograph he took between his finger
+and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the grate. There he held it
+for half-a-minute or more, meditating.
+
+'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered.
+
+Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the
+office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits, which lay
+on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who
+had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were interspersed among the
+rest of the collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in
+different attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he
+held in his hand. One of them, the one most resembling that abstracted
+from the letter in general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from
+the rest, and returned with it to his office.
+
+Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon
+it, and sitting down tried to read.
+
+At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts,
+he found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was
+mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the
+recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the
+album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the
+other scraps.
+
+The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two
+photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the back and
+consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one which showed his
+own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife's
+name was written; whilst the central feature, and whole matter to which
+this latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a lady mounted
+upon it, had been changed.
+
+Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast. He
+followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had
+done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result.
+
+'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea.
+
+'But it would be a greater not to do it.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in
+his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on horseback,
+riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well
+as he could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road
+by the vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about, to ascertain
+that no person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the
+key in its hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode
+homewards by a roundabout way.
+
+3. AFTERNOON
+
+The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of the
+vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual,
+to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had
+told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection;
+but no particular attention was paid to the mistake, as it was
+considered. The contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and
+flung aside as useless.
+
+The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence of
+which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting again
+raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the
+envelope and pulled out the twig and verse.
+
+'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her; 'we
+are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would
+convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting,
+if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.'
+
+'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea.
+
+'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said bitterly,
+'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting--as he
+did you, I suppose.'
+
+He handed her the verse and she read--
+
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+
+A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It rapidly
+increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down the paper,
+seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face.
+
+'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?'
+
+'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.'
+
+'What?'
+
+'"_The light of azure eyes_,"' she repeated with ashy lips.
+
+'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner.
+
+'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!'
+
+'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.'
+
+'She didn't.'
+
+'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the
+card bearing Mrs. Manston's name.
+
+'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said
+Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.'
+
+'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.'
+
+'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not that
+he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she would have
+seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it corrected.'
+
+'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to
+this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no
+other alternative.'
+
+'I suppose I must.'
+
+Her looks belied her words.
+
+'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again.
+
+'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.'
+
+'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had
+blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs.
+Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could
+change the colour of a woman's eyes to hear you.'
+
+'Yes,' she said, and paused.
+
+'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently.
+
+'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you see
+the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not Mrs.
+Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his wife_!'
+
+She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new trouble,
+but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she
+crept to him and leant against his breast.
+
+Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs
+and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of
+it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some conclusion upon
+the fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea's new view seemed
+incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary
+to clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear
+should have preyed too deeply upon her.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone all the
+afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return.'
+
+'No, no, don't go!' she implored.
+
+'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it was
+folly to be wise.
+
+Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering
+in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything was
+better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till
+Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston
+without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove,
+requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former lodgings.
+
+
+
+
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+
+1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of
+hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford.
+
+Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing his
+amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs.
+Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited the
+neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a description
+of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-hand, and by
+hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders, and full-chested,
+and she had a straight and rather large nose. The colour of her eyes the
+informant did not know, for she had only seen the lady in the street
+as she went in or out. This confusing remark was added. The woman had
+almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she had called with her husband
+lately, but she had kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came
+to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward
+could get no manner of clue to it from any other source.
+
+Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began
+chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the aisles.
+From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where herself and others
+used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's seat; and after two
+or three errors of examination he took up a prayer-book in which was
+written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was nearly new, and the date of the
+writing about a month earlier. One point was at any rate established:
+that the woman living with Manston was presented to the world as no
+other than his lawful wife.
+
+The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their place
+of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and strangers
+sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on the north
+side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north aisle, which was
+completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers, and her retainers,
+Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's position on the other
+side of the passage was a little in advance of Manston's seat, and so
+situated that by leaning forward he could look directly into the face
+of any person sitting there, though, if he sat upright, he was wholly
+hidden from such a one by the intervening pillar.
+
+Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen sat,
+without once turning his head, during the entrance of the congregation.
+A rustling of silk round by the north passage and into Manston's seat,
+told him that some woman had entered there, and as it seemed from the
+accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston was with her.
+
+Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction, and
+saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself. Portions of
+Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In two glances Graye
+read thus many of her characteristics, and in the following order:--
+
+She was a tall woman.
+
+She was broad at the shoulders.
+
+She was full-bosomed.
+
+She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be
+discerned of the colour of her eyes.
+
+With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the
+service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to the
+suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister concerning
+this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and probabilities tended
+to the opposite conclusion. There sat the genuine original of the
+portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea wished for more. Eunice
+Manston's eyes were blue, and it was necessary that this woman's eyes
+should be blue also.
+
+Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the energy
+exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction. Owen felt this
+to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to follow up the clue
+afforded them. Think as he might, he could not think of a crucial test
+in the matter absorbing him, which should possess the indispensable
+attribute--a capability of being applied privately; that in the event of
+its proving the lady to be the rightful owner of the name she used, he
+might recede without obloquy from an untenable position.
+
+But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and he
+could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present. Miss
+Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and feeling
+that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a secret from
+the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to keep his presence
+in the village a secret from him; at any rate, till the day was over.
+
+At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and wandered
+away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could not call
+on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter was set at
+rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and afternoon services.
+
+This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method of
+proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old House
+and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn near the
+place, and was standing still in the public path, from which a partial
+view of the front of the building could be obtained, when the bells
+began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye paused, two persons
+came from the front door of the half-hidden dwelling whom he presently
+saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston was wearing his old garden-hat,
+and carried one of the monthly magazines under his arm. Immediately
+they had passed the gateway he branched off and went over the hill in a
+direction away from the church, evidently intending to ramble along,
+and read as the humour moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other
+direction, and went into the church path.
+
+Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried along
+towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back upon the
+other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive.
+
+In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He
+discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck him
+at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the colour of
+a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path out of doors.
+That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and not only so, but to
+look closely at him, if his purpose were to be accomplished.
+
+He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it
+would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within
+speaking distance, he went up to her and said--
+
+'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?'
+
+'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston.
+
+Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to the
+lady the idea that he was deaf.
+
+She came closer and said more distinctly--
+
+'The second turning on the right.'
+
+Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he was in
+search of. But had his eyes deceived him?
+
+Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a
+glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him.
+
+'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly--
+
+'_The second turning to the right_.'
+
+She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in speaking
+mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon his. And now
+his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her eyes were as black as
+midnight.
+
+All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having
+been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she had
+withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he would
+read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification of which,
+apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any other--inquiry.
+
+Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint of
+the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks grew
+purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after blood had
+left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially coated with
+pearl-powder and carmine.
+
+She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to Owen's
+farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous twitch lifting
+her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a light-brown colour.
+
+'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour
+artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.'
+
+And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about nearly
+recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might have meant
+anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in spite of his
+previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of her silence and
+backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston, and of her appearance
+and distress at the present moment, Graye had a conviction that the
+woman was an impostor.
+
+What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could by
+no stretch of imagination divine.
+
+He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and
+plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch.
+
+One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's
+dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the
+first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the
+inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston, who
+was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the train
+to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country under an
+assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the misery of
+being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband?
+
+
+In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother,
+Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of
+Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour towards
+herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her.
+
+'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old head
+on our side.'
+
+'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He
+thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector, but
+there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He wished that
+his sister and himself might both be present at an interview with Mr.
+Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call on him together, in the
+sight of all the servants and parish of Carriford.
+
+There could be no objection to their writing him a letter.
+
+No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote to
+him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some advice
+they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their assurance
+that there was a real justification for the additional request they
+made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would any evening of
+the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch.
+
+2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour, Mr.
+Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with genuine
+gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the rector ushered
+indoors and put into the easy-chair.
+
+Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first
+suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in
+endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon
+marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice as
+marvellous as the first, yet more prominent.
+
+Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a manner of
+confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr. Raunham took her
+hand pityingly.
+
+'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on which
+his thoughts might precipitate themselves.
+
+'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy
+matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this consideration
+to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr. Manston have had
+which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to run such a very
+great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at that particular
+crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere pleasure of a new
+companion.'
+
+Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not.
+
+'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to be
+obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what became of
+him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work his way to
+America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was drowned. But there
+is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in fact, his conduct tends
+to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the fact that the real Mrs.
+Manston left here to go back by that morning's train. This being the
+case, then, why, if this woman is not she, did she take no notice of the
+advertisement--I mean not necessarily a friendly notice, but from the
+information it afforded her have rendered it impossible that she should
+be personified without her own connivance?'
+
+'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest
+assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound her
+to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose she has
+married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be silent for her
+own sake.'
+
+'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping
+his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the second
+difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.'
+
+Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their
+conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she is!'
+
+'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has
+happened,' said the rector.
+
+Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the first
+Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I should be his
+wife just the same, shouldn't I?'
+
+'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance of
+circumstantial evidence to prove that.'
+
+'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in a
+straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the present
+woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my mind, you should
+have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea kindly, and asked her
+what made her give up her husband so unceremoniously.
+
+She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her
+unquenched love for Edward.
+
+'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the
+manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn
+compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and
+morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly proved.
+Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it concerns nobody
+but yourself that her identity should be publicly established (and by
+your absenteeism you act as if you were satisfied) he has not troubled
+to exhibit them. Nobody else has taken the trouble to prove what does
+not affect them in the least--that's the way of the world always. You,
+who should have required all things to be made clear, ran away.'
+
+'That was partly my doing,' said Owen.
+
+The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here too,
+but she shunned the revelation.
+
+'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit to
+your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write a line
+to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is legally
+clear (in case you should want to marry again, for instance), and I have
+no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would rather, I'll write myself?'
+
+'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and breathing
+quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here with Owen. I am so
+afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go to Knapwater and be his
+wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal what we have told you. Let him
+continue his deception--it is much the best for me.'
+
+Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had ever
+existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling now.
+
+'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare, 'I
+will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it that I
+will not lead you into difficulty.'
+
+'Conceal it,' she still pleaded.
+
+'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.'
+
+'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom,
+illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held.
+
+'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He turned his
+horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door.
+
+The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear
+March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was
+unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's voice
+and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview clearly
+before himself.
+
+The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had
+foundation--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and
+conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities
+to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to
+Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief, and
+with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing, never
+conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea were Manston's
+wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt? The adultery of
+Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought, cruelty sufficient to
+bring the case within the meaning of the statute. Suppose the new woman
+was, as stated, Mr. Manston's restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe
+as a single woman whose marriage had been void. And if it turned out
+that, though this woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still
+living, as Owen had suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was
+safe.
+
+The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she really
+safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might be, the
+gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business to help or
+defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this man. She had
+but one life, and the superciliousness with which all the world now
+regarded her should be compensated in some measure by the man whose
+carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused it.
+
+Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be done. An
+inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on reaching home,
+he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to Mr. Manston, and
+despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he flung himself back in
+his chair, and went on with his meditation. Was there anything in the
+suspicion? There could be nothing, surely. Nothing is done by a clever
+man without a motive, and what conceivable motive could Manston have for
+such abnormal conduct? Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on
+virginity like St. George's dragon, he would never have been absurd
+enough to venture on such a course for the possession alone of the
+woman--there was no reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every
+respect, physical and mental.
+
+On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the action,
+that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband for more than
+a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere advertisement. In fact,
+the whole business had worked almost too smoothly and effectually
+for unpremeditated sequence. It was too much like the indiscriminate
+righting of everything at the end of an old play. And there was that
+curious business of the keys and watch. Her way of accounting for their
+being left behind by forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather
+forced. The only unforced explanation was that suggested by the
+newspaper writers--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people
+as to her escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility
+of her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had
+been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the books and
+papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly musing on the
+same subject. The parlour-maid entered.
+
+'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?'
+
+'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised.
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.'
+
+Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few short
+moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him. He stood
+in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the same old
+gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen months earlier
+when returning on the night of the fire. This appearance of his conveyed
+a true impression; he had become a stagnant man. But he was excited now.
+
+'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was closed
+behind him.
+
+The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical
+experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply.
+
+'About the Grayes and Manston?'
+
+'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'Prove it.'
+
+'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne Seaway.'
+
+'And are their suspicions true indeed!'
+
+'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.'
+
+'Suggest Manston's motive?'
+
+'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly with the
+facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me, that I can
+hardly conceive of another.'
+
+There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself
+which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at
+moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no trivial
+story to communicate, whatever the story was.
+
+'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all the
+evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all to no
+purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to Owen Graye?'
+
+'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter might
+have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings me to this
+interview.'
+
+Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together. The
+conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was carried
+on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the interlocutors,
+and in phrases which hesitated to complete themselves. Three-quarters
+of an hour passed. Then Edward arose, came out of the rector's study and
+again flung his cloak around him. Instead of going thence homeward,
+he went first to the Carriford Road Station with a telegram, having
+despatched which he proceeded to his father's house for the first time
+since his arrival in the village.
+
+3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the evening of
+the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his parlour fire, and
+had been reading the letter arrived from the rectory. Opposite to him
+sat the woman known to the village and neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston.
+
+'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom was
+not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which has its
+origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed the letter to
+her.
+
+'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone of
+much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes of that
+young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could have sworn
+it.'
+
+Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and haggard;
+latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of old. 'If they
+prove you to be--who you are.... Yes, if they do,' he murmured.
+
+'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and
+looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to me to
+be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible look of
+yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.'
+
+He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that Eunice
+is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to come back.'
+
+This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as he
+had done a hundred times during their residence together, he categorized
+the events connected with the fire at the Three Tranters. He dwelt on
+every incident of that night's history, and endeavoured, with an anxiety
+which was extraordinary in the apparent circumstances, to prove that his
+wife must, by the very nature of things, have perished in the flames.
+She arose from her seat, crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to
+soothe him; then she whispered that she was still as unbelieving as
+ever. 'Come, supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is
+she?' coaxed the lady.
+
+'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston.
+
+'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?'
+
+'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.'
+
+'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in England,
+she will come back.'
+
+'She is not in England.'
+
+'But she will come back?'
+
+'No, she won't.... Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I shall not
+answer any more questions.'
+
+'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly.
+
+'She is, I tell you.'
+
+'I don't think so, love.'
+
+'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive--just
+the possibility.'
+
+'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I admit
+the possibility of her being alive, to please you.'
+
+She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have been
+said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the furthest
+remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes, but no
+information of any kind was to be read there.
+
+'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured pettishly,
+'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.'
+
+'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height and
+size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are body and soul
+united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.'
+
+She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most certainly
+wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your character and
+position, and incurring heavy penalties.'
+
+'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.'
+
+'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what was
+your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?'
+
+'Your beauty,' he said.
+
+'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it. Come,
+what was your motive?'
+
+'Your wit.'
+
+'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time
+instead of what I am.'
+
+'Your virtue.'
+
+'Or virtue either.'
+
+'I tell you it was your beauty--really.'
+
+'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is true, I
+am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years older.'
+
+The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so confirmatory
+of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to develop her
+chagrin.
+
+'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up
+all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to London
+several times between the time of the fire and your marriage with
+Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence or cared
+that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after you married
+her and were separated from her, off you rush to make love to me--not
+first to me either, for you went to several places--'
+
+'No, not several places.'
+
+'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only lodging
+in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when you found
+that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and that nobody
+else in the street had any definite ideas as to your wife's personal
+appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we carried out--that I
+should personate her. Your taking all this trouble shows that something
+more serious than love had to do with the matter.'
+
+'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea would
+not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being left
+alone again. Was that unnatural?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my first
+wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual benefit, and
+merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should call you my first
+wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen if you had come here
+as anything else.'
+
+'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea, whom
+you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with you as
+your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run the risk of
+her turning up again at any moment and exposing your substitution of me,
+and ruining your name and prospects?'
+
+'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk
+(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).'
+
+'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather have
+risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than with me as a
+personator of herself--the first one.'
+
+'You came easiest to hand--remember that.'
+
+'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach
+me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of
+Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to Philadelphia, and
+details of American life and manners, in case the birthplace and
+history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become known in this
+neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about the handwriting of
+hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my hair, and rouging, to make
+the transformation complete? You mean to say that that was taking less
+trouble than there would have been in arranging events to make Cytherea
+believe herself your wife, and live with you?'
+
+'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new
+pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--'
+
+'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements for
+your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I ask you
+to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you when the third
+advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the long-lost wife, and
+giving a detailed history of her escape and subsequent life--all which
+you had invented yourself? You deluded me into loving you, and then
+enticed me here! Ah, and this is another thing. How did you know the
+real wife wouldn't answer it, and upset all your plans?'
+
+'Because I knew she was burnt.'
+
+'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I have
+caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what was your
+motive in having me here as your first wife_?'
+
+'Silence!' he exclaimed.
+
+She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in going
+on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her favourite
+young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted without an
+expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I often think you
+exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And she always shuns me as
+if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used creature like me sharing power,
+indeed!'
+
+'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'That wouldn't make her avoid me.'
+
+'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead--dead!'
+He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and now walked
+wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more decisively, he looked
+in her face.
+
+'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,'
+he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for
+a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean
+more.'
+
+'What may it mean?'
+
+'How should I know?'
+
+'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make up
+the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you were the
+woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am--we can go away
+from here and keep house as usual. People will say of you, "His first
+wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the Colonies," as the case
+may be); "He married a second, and deserted her for Anne Seaway." A very
+everyday case--nothing so horrible, after all.'
+
+He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, _nobody must
+know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about
+arranging matters.'
+
+Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the
+remainder of the evening.
+
+
+
+
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING
+
+Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his
+companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that
+they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night. The
+fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an immediate
+answer would give him time to consider.
+
+Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily
+superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at rare
+intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a servant being
+supposed to disturb the books and papers unnecessarily. She softly
+wandered from table to shelf with the duster in her hand, afterwards
+standing in the middle of the room, and glancing around to discover if
+any noteworthy collection of dust had still escaped her.
+
+Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an
+old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship, placed
+in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet from the
+floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the ledge alluded
+to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the centre space
+between them being filled out by a panel of similar size, making the
+third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was nearly on a level with
+the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in quantity, showed itself
+distinctly on account of this obliquity of vision. Now opposite the
+central panel, concentric quarter-circles were traced in the deposited
+film, expressing to her that this panel, too, was a door like the
+others; that it had lately been opened, and had skimmed the dust with
+its lower edge.
+
+At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right of the
+matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of Manston's
+office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long seclusion
+here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their subsequent
+discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness. Still, there
+would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this sight but for one
+recollection. Manston had once casually told her that each of the two
+side-lockers included half the middle space, the panel of which did
+not open, and was only put in for symmetry. It was possible that he had
+opened this compartment by candlelight the preceding night, or he would
+have seen the marks in the dust, and effaced them, that he might not
+be proved guilty of telling her an untruth. She balanced herself on one
+foot and stood pondering. She considered that it was very vexing and
+unfair in him to refuse her all knowledge of his remaining secrets,
+under the peculiar circumstances of her connection with him. She went
+close to the cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable
+of being opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her
+at which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her
+fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair and
+looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring was to
+be seen.
+
+'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about it,
+and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then looking back
+again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should puzzle her.
+She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the ledge of the
+cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the underside of the
+board.
+
+Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into it.
+Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked at the
+tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the circle, and, in
+addition, a line ran across it diametrically.
+
+'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious
+contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of
+the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough substitute
+provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to recede now. She
+fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled the door open with a
+penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten inches square. The cavity
+contained--
+
+Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian names
+only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his wife Eunice.
+Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in answer to his
+advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of paper.
+
+The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced carelessly
+through, and then put them aside. They were too similar to her own
+regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to excite it.
+
+The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back as
+far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones before
+their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women at such a
+period of their existence. Some little time after he had made her his
+wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series began again, and
+now their contents arrested her attention more forcibly. She closed the
+cabinet, carried the letters into the parlour, reclined herself on the
+sofa, and carefully perused them in the order of their dates.
+
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 17, 1864.
+
+'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and was
+of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact address
+instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all a mystery to
+me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot fancy it is the same
+kind of occupation you have been used to hitherto. Your command that
+I am to stay here awhile until you can "see how things look" and can
+arrange to send for me, I must necessarily abide by. But if, as you say,
+a married man would have been rejected by the person who engaged you,
+and that hence my existence must be kept a secret until you have secured
+your position, why did you think of going at all?
+
+'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome,
+vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street
+bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most
+matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again in
+Liverpool.
+
+'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little too
+long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The weather is
+gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set foot outside
+the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am to come.--Very
+affectionately yours, EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 25, 1864.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not had
+the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife, should be in
+this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been obliged to leave my
+first lodging for debt--among other things, they charged me for a lot of
+brandy which I am quite sure I did not taste. Then I went to Camberwell
+and was found out by them. I went away privately from thence, and
+changed my name the second time. I am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new
+lodging was the wretchedest and dearest I ever set foot in, and I left
+it after being there only a day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street
+that you left me in originally. All last night the sash of my window
+rattled so dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy
+enough to get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I
+don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have been
+looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but they seem
+forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in search of
+an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of the stage,
+I believe you would not care if you found me there. But I am not an
+actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am too timid and
+retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I certainly shall not
+try to go on the boards again whilst I am in this strange place. The
+idea of being brought on as far as London and then left here alone! Why
+didn't you leave me in Liverpool? Perhaps you thought I might have told
+somebody that my real name was Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend
+to whom I could impart it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest
+friend is no nearer than what most people would call a stranger. But
+perhaps I ought to tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to
+you, after wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near
+relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a line to
+my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that neighbourhood.
+He has never seen me since we were babies together. I did not tell him
+of my marriage, because I thought you might not like it, and I gave my
+real maiden name, and an address at the post-office here. But God knows
+if the letter will ever reach him.
+
+'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife,
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'FRIDAY, October 28.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am
+truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah--well, if
+I had only had the money I should have been on my way to America by this
+time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own free-will. Who can
+you have met with at that new place? Remember I say this in no malignant
+tone, but certainly the facts go to prove that you have deserted me!
+You are inconstant--I know it. O, why are you so? Now I have lost you, I
+love you in spite of your neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature.
+I fear that upon the whole my life has been wasted. I know there is
+another woman supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to
+me--do come. EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON,
+ November 19.
+
+'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you have
+been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman would have
+tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman would have lived
+under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat that I did not call
+myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging at the beginning of
+this month--what could you expect?
+
+'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly.
+Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the
+indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing the
+park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who had also
+risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you away from
+me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss Aldclyffe, _very
+peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you yourself, without knowing
+it, told me of what, added to their conversation, completely reveals a
+secret to me that neither of you understand. Two negatives never made
+such a telling positive before. One clue more, and you would see it.
+A single consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to
+whether your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me.
+Civility now, please. EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ Tuesday, November 22.
+
+'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I have
+acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish at the
+broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is delightful
+to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is a relief to wish
+the place good-bye--London always has seemed so much more foreign to
+me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday will do nicely for me. I
+shall be anxiously looking out for you on Sunday night.
+
+'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss
+Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving wife,
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One
+other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was
+differently addressed.
+
+
+ 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD,
+ November 28, 1864.
+
+'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so
+promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in the
+least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject. I write
+again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it is possible
+to conceive.
+
+'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't blame
+me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to begin my
+story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then he sent for me
+(this was last week) and I was glad to go to him. Then this is what he
+did. He promised to fetch me, and did not--leaving me to do the journey
+alone. He promised to meet me at the station here--he did not. I went on
+through the darkness to his house, and found his door locked and himself
+away from home. I have been obliged to come here, and I write to you in
+a strange room in a strange village inn! I choose the present moment to
+write to drive away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you
+detail it on paper--poor pleasure though.
+
+'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I would
+gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I have
+not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want me badly
+enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage to subsist in
+London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month or six weeks. Will
+you send it to the same address at the post-office? But how do I know
+that you...'
+
+Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that the
+writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her production,
+and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write another, or not to
+write at all?
+
+The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story she
+had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left England
+for America, might be truthful, according to two of these letters,
+corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And yet, at first,
+he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most certainly consumed in
+the fire.
+
+If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and probably
+thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have been burnt
+with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did he say she was
+burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter?
+
+The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a
+burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this
+letter?
+
+That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation
+of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to do
+with his reason for never showing it to her.
+
+She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea, and
+up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed--honestly
+believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and hence, of course,
+that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no communication could possibly
+have passed between his wife and himself from the first moment that he
+believed her dead on the night of the fire, to the day of his wedding.
+And yet he had that letter. How soon afterwards could they have
+communicated with each other?
+
+The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its
+contents--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that
+calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of
+the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle
+that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated with
+his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne's residence with him,
+or at any time since?
+
+It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had forsaken
+her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her--whether she
+were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of Knapwater.
+
+Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real motive
+in risking his name on the deception he was practising as regarded Anne.
+It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere passion. Her thoughts
+had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking for proofs of her identity
+with the original Mrs. Manston. She could see no loophole of escape
+for the man who supported her. True, in her own estimation, his worst
+alternative was not so very bad after all--the getting the name of
+libertine, a possible appearance in the divorce or some other court
+of law, and a question of damages. Such an exposure might hinder
+his worldly progress for some time. Yet to him this alternative was,
+apparently, terrible as death itself.
+
+She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the other
+letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh information,
+fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its former condition.
+
+Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had never
+seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral obliquity
+is the possessor of great physical and intellectual attractions, the
+mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to dread. The man's
+strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified Cytherea; for with
+all the woman Anne's faults, she had not descended to such depths of
+depravity as to willingly participate in crime. She had not even known
+that a living wife was being displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put
+retreat out of the question, and had looked upon personation simply as
+a mode of subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone,
+after a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay
+mansion.
+
+ 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae
+ Foemineas assueta manus.'
+
+2. AFTERNOON
+
+Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a
+machinery which they hoped to find working out important results.
+
+The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following
+morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that Springrove's
+communication wore a deeper complexion than any that had been made to
+the old magistrate for many months or years past. The fact was that,
+having arrived at the stage of existence in which the difficult
+intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes possible, he was
+now putting it in practice, though not without the penalty of watchful
+effort.
+
+It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his
+relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the
+subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still
+beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several private
+inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was ever a sadness
+in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned, which showed that
+from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's renunciation of her favourite
+and namesake proceeded, it was not from indifference to her fate.
+
+'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything but an
+upright man?' he said to the lady.
+
+'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly.
+
+'Well--I have.'
+
+'What is it?'
+
+'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my suspicions
+are very strong.'
+
+'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were
+first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know he
+was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned for the
+neglect.'
+
+He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she spoke
+honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who lived with
+the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less that a greater
+matter might be behind.
+
+'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that the
+woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.'
+
+'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?'
+
+'That is it.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's
+wife--who else can she be?' she said simply.
+
+'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.'
+
+Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the extraordinary
+interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her steward, and had
+endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The extent to which she
+was shaken by his information, whilst it proved that the understanding
+between herself and Manston did not make her a sharer of his secrets,
+also showed that the tie which bound her to him was still unbroken. Mr.
+Raunham had lately begun to doubt the latter fact, and now, on finding
+himself mistaken, regretted that he had not kept his own counsel in the
+matter. This it was too late to do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He
+gave Miss Aldclyffe in detail the grounds of his belief.
+
+Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had
+adopted on his opening the subject.
+
+'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after such an
+elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact, which bears
+in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but absolute proof
+can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable motive which
+could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr. Manston's
+clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an extraordinary
+course of conduct--no motive on earth.'
+
+'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last night--a
+friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.'
+
+'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised
+by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly and
+devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is years younger
+than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet in disposition,
+three times as beautiful. Would he have given her up quietly and
+suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is monstrous, and I don't
+believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness.
+
+The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the possible
+motive--but for reasons of his own he did not.
+
+'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your
+belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his wife
+or no, and see how he receives it.'
+
+'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these things
+die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.'
+
+But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of
+mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her
+mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the utmost
+difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen her
+movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon, and
+before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her, softly left
+the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in the direction of
+the old manor-house.
+
+The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to
+share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of official
+appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other was Edward
+Springrove.
+
+
+The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind of
+Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no right to
+keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from herself.
+Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment; curiosity had been
+continuous. The whole morning this resentment and curiosity increased.
+
+The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon
+at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent to
+whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that something
+portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing. By carefully
+observing every trifling action, as only a woman can observe them,
+the thought at length dawned upon her that he was going to run away
+secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge of law and justice was
+vague, and she fancied she might in some way be made responsible for
+him.
+
+In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him
+drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire to go
+there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour, followed him on
+foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do some shopping.
+
+One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase at
+the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank. Looking out
+of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she saw Manston come
+down the steps of the bank, in the act of withdrawing his hand from his
+pocket, and pulling his coat close over its mouth.
+
+It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to be
+carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving money; if
+they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The steward had
+in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss Aldclyffe's
+account--that was continual with him. And he might have been removing
+his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave the country.
+
+3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for dinner.
+Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted, the shutters
+were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale and worn--almost
+haggard.
+
+The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation
+withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant companion,
+the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she was rising a
+tap came to the door.
+
+Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room and
+answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I should
+be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.'
+
+'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a
+little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with Miss
+Aldclyffe.'
+
+'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few
+commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne went
+upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened the front
+door, and went out.
+
+She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and
+quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had requested
+her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in her to know
+the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him. Simple curiosity
+was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions had been thoroughly
+aroused by the discovery of the morning. A conviction that her future
+depended on her power to combat a man who, in desperate circumstances,
+would be far from a friend to her, prompted a strategic movement to
+acquire the important secret that was in handling now. The woman thought
+and thought, and regarded the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how
+the thing could be done.
+
+Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and advancing
+and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the room in which
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could be heard through the
+keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly turned the knob and
+opened the door to a width of about half-an-inch, performing the act so
+delicately that three minutes, at least, were occupied in completing it.
+At that instant Miss Aldclyffe said--
+
+'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.'
+
+Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and closed
+the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered again. The
+parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took place, had the
+window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window, as is usual in the
+back portions of old country-houses. The shutters were hinged one
+on each side of the opening, and met in the middle, where they were
+fastened by a bolt passing continuously through them and the wood
+mullion within, the bolt being secured on the inside by a pin, which was
+seldom inserted till Manston and herself were about to retire for the
+night; sometimes not at all.
+
+If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at any
+moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a part
+of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe from
+disturbance. The idea was worth a trial.
+
+She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between her
+finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was entirely
+withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as before, whilst,
+where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole three-quarters of
+an inch in diameter, through which one might see into the middle of the
+room. She applied her eye to the orifice.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back to
+the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was severe,
+condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne then turned
+sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters and placed her
+ear upon the hole.
+
+'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man, act a
+double deceit like this?'
+
+'Men do strange things sometimes.'
+
+'What was your reason--come?'
+
+'A mere whim.'
+
+'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than Cytherea,
+or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had grown tired of
+her.'
+
+'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I married
+Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was alive, found that
+my wife would not come to live with me, and then, not to let any woman
+I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of being displaced and ruined in
+reputation, should my wife ever think fit to return, induced this woman
+to come to me, as being better than no companion at all?'
+
+'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind
+as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As an
+object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne Seaway
+at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your reputation
+by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure you didn't,
+AEneas.'
+
+'So am I,' he said bluntly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the confession
+was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach him bitterly,
+and with tears.
+
+'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had any
+respect for, by such inexplicable doings!... That woman must leave this
+place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak out in a day or
+two!'
+
+'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled
+somehow--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the
+civilized globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my
+wife, or I am damned past redemption!'
+
+'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may be.'
+
+'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.'
+
+'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.'
+
+He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this
+deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?'
+
+'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave this
+place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had better come
+now.'
+
+Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon your
+supporting me--my very life.'
+
+He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke he
+held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange expressions came
+over her face; the workings of her mouth were painful to observe. Still
+he held her and whispered on.
+
+The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her
+hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in
+her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which absolutely
+quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?'
+
+The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but it
+was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was plain
+to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from what he
+had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on Manston's
+behalf.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining,
+yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the
+crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne
+quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and down
+the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of a huge
+lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own.
+
+In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his
+arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the
+house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black spots,
+towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of light in the
+dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened. Miss Aldclyffe's
+outline became visible upon it; the door shut her in, and all was
+darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone arose from the
+gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place.
+
+Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of any
+kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house.
+
+4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now
+that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts to
+disguise the real state of his mind.
+
+Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper, Manston
+still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye of a
+mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour of Sisera
+to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his adroitness, that he
+was attempting something more than a disguise of his feeling. He was
+trying to distract her attention, that he might be unobserved in some
+special movement of his hands.
+
+What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body became
+attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the duplicated
+condition at such times--when the existence divides itself into two, and
+the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in front, like another person,
+to hide the timorous spy.
+
+Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was nearly
+over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object might be
+accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective air, and looked
+steadily at the clock standing against the wall opposite to him. He said
+sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of expressing more by dumb
+show than the face of a clock. You may see in it every variety of
+incentive--from the softest seductions to negligence to the strongest
+hints for action.'
+
+'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite
+unintelligible to her.
+
+'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic,
+business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands. They
+make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at the piquant
+shyness of its face when the two hands are over each other. Several
+attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of ten minutes to one
+differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to twelve, as youth differs
+from age. "Upward and onward" says twenty-five minutes to eleven.
+Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly "It is done." You surely have
+noticed that?'
+
+'Yes, I have.'
+
+He continued with affected quaintness:--
+
+'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of a
+quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past, must
+have been observed by everybody.'
+
+'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of
+imagination in your fancy,' she said.
+
+He still contemplated the clock.
+
+'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon the
+eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its arched
+top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship rocking at the
+upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being an old cynic,
+elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen wavering between good
+and evil.'
+
+A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he wanted
+to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to excite his
+suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked behind her at the
+clock as he spoke, recovering her old position again instantly. The time
+had not been long enough for any action whatever on his part.
+
+'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her
+out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it must
+nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night. Suppose you
+do it at once, my dear.'
+
+There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned to
+perform the operation: anything was better than that he should suspect
+her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of workmanship suited to
+the rest of the antique furniture that Manston had collected there, and
+ground heavily during winding.
+
+Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the
+interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning anything by
+her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his shadow on the wall
+at her right hand.
+
+What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into her
+glass of wine.
+
+He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She
+methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she
+faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen.
+
+In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult to
+realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect, can
+have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must have been
+prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her, and yet she
+could not instantly put on a fear of her position.
+
+And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition
+served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It was
+the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of discovery,
+unless there were far more reason for the crime than any that Manston
+could possibly have.
+
+Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make
+her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original
+suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he was
+going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was to be
+kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid drinking the
+wine.
+
+By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for
+nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to
+throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one
+sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her
+handkerchief.
+
+Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to him in
+proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She instantly seized
+the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom. When he faced round
+again she was holding the glass to her lips, empty.
+
+In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were
+fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and a
+few minutes later they retired for the night.
+
+5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT
+
+When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her breathing,
+that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed himself in the
+gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard him complete this
+operation; then he took something from his pocket, put it in the drawer
+of the dressing-table, went to the door, and down the stairs. She glided
+out of bed and looked in the drawer. He had only restored to its place
+a small phial she had seen there before. It was labelled 'Battley's
+Solution of Opium.' She felt relieved that her life had not been
+attempted. That was to have been her sleeping-draught. No time was to
+be lost if she meant to be a match for him. She followed him in her
+nightdress. When she reached the foot of the staircase he was in the
+office and had closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that
+he had obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to
+open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could hear
+him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and quivering ray of
+light coming from the threshold an instant later, implied that he was
+burning them. By the slight noise of his footsteps on the uncarpeted
+floor, she at length imagined that he was approaching the door. She
+flitted upstairs again and crept into bed.
+
+Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered
+it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to assure
+himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which their
+ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained it. Anne's
+ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink of the gold
+as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he returned to
+its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a possibility. While
+lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image of his own face in the
+glass--pale and spectre-like in its indistinctness. The sight seemed to
+be the feather which turned the balance of indecision: he drew a heavy
+breath, retired from the room, and passed downstairs. She heard him
+unbar the back-door, and go out into the yard.
+
+Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the
+bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to the
+door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind him. 'A
+precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was all the more
+perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been going to leave home
+immediately, he would scarcely have taken the trouble to lock her in,
+holding the belief that she was in a drugged sleep. The lock shot into a
+mortice, so that there was no possibility of her pushing back the bolt.
+How should she follow him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the
+bedroom: it was large, and had some time heretofore been used as a
+dressing or bath room, but had been found inconvenient from having no
+other outlet to the landing. The window of this little room looked out
+upon the roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne
+took a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room
+and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the
+small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon the
+gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands till
+her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this position she
+adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the path.
+
+Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the
+evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the whole
+landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it appeared as
+an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back of the house,
+listening intently. The steward had had at least ten minutes' start of
+her. She had waited here whilst one might count fifty, when she heard a
+movement in the outhouse--a fragment once attached to the main building.
+This outhouse was partitioned into an outer and an inner room, which
+had been a kitchen and a scullery before the connecting erections were
+pulled down, but they were now used respectively as a brewhouse and
+workshop, the only means of access to the latter being through the
+brewhouse. The outer door of this first apartment was usually fastened
+by a padlock on the exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened.
+Manston was evidently in the outhouse.
+
+She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was wrapped
+in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line across the
+floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not quite closed. This
+light was unexpected, none having been visible through hole or crevice.
+Glancing in, the woman found that he had placed cloths and mats at the
+various apertures, and hung a sack at the window to prevent the egress
+of a single ray. She could also perceive from where she stood that the
+bar of light fell across the brewing-copper just outside the inner door,
+and that upon it lay the key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of
+the workshop was also partly visible from her position through the two
+half-open doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the
+tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite
+cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks
+and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these being
+loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily from the
+brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside him.
+
+That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was now
+laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently than the
+bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with some kind
+of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell. Having now
+stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a crowbar
+between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling it until
+several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth of an old oven,
+which was apparently contrived in the thickness of the wall, and having
+fallen into disuse, had been closed up with bricks in this manner. It
+was formed after the simple old-fashioned plan of oven-building--a mere
+oblate cavity without a flue.
+
+Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy
+weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who
+watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-sack,
+nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way.
+
+The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds, and
+his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put out the
+light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some kind had
+certainly been made in the intervening portion of the house. She heard
+it. 'One of the rats,' she thought.
+
+He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics
+completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in the
+dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as she
+could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the oven's
+mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query that had not
+left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how should she get
+back into her bedroom again?--now received a solution. Whilst he was
+replacing the cupboard, she would glide across the brewhouse, take the
+key from the top of the copper, run upstairs, unlock the door, and bring
+back the key again: if he returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would
+think the lock had failed to catch in the staple. This thought and
+intention, occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an
+instant, and hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the
+meaning of his actions in the workshop.
+
+Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her, she
+advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every individual
+footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of rubbish on the
+floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon stood close by the
+copper, and not more than a foot from the door of the room occupied
+by Manston himself, from which position she could distinctly hear him
+breathe between each exertion, although it was far too dark to discern
+anything of him.
+
+To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and accordingly
+she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it lay. Instead of
+touching it, her fingers came in contact with the boot of a human being.
+
+She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man or
+woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A warm
+foot, covered with a polished boot.
+
+The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly repress a
+sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the flight of an arrow.
+Her touch was so light that the leather seemed to have been thick enough
+to keep the owner of the foot in entire ignorance of it, and the noise
+of Manston's scraping might have been quite sufficient to drown the
+slight rustle of her dress.
+
+The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It was
+somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken advantage
+of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the brewhouse and stand
+upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear which had at first paralyzed
+her lessened with the birth of a sense that fear now was utter failure:
+she was in a desperate position and must abide by the consequences.
+The motionless person on the copper was, equally with Manston, quite
+unconscious of her proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand
+again, feeling behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to
+her side, her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg.
+
+It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this time
+was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to wait. The
+comparative security from discovery that her new position ensured
+resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some logical
+inferences:--
+
+1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the darkness
+to get there, as she had to enter.
+
+2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had reached
+the door.
+
+3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system, and for
+purposes of his own.
+
+She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his
+re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it had
+contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came into the
+brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths covering it;
+but the window being rather small, this unveiling scarcely relieved the
+darkness of the interior. He returned to the workshop, hoisted something
+to his back by a jerk, and felt about the room for some other article.
+Having found it, he emerged from the inner door, crossed the brewhouse,
+and went into the yard. Directly he stepped out she could see his
+outline by the light of the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung
+at his back, and in his hand he carried a spade.
+
+Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the proceedings
+of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him descend from the
+copper, and then the square opening of the doorway showed the outline of
+this other watcher passing through it likewise. The form was that of
+a broad-shouldered man enveloped in a long coat. He vanished after the
+steward.
+
+The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow.
+Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had
+touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also.
+
+It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again. The
+unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard, and
+pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped, she
+stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the yard
+without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps, and went
+in the direction the others had taken.
+
+Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly followed
+the last woman.
+
+But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding, that
+in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any person were
+following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but she discerned,
+standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's horse and gig, ready
+harnessed.
+
+He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have placed
+the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving the house
+and her exit by the window. However, there was not time to weigh this
+branch of the night's events. She turned about again, and continued on
+the trail of the other three.
+
+6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M.
+
+Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become a
+watcher.
+
+The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park
+plantation, at equidistances of about seventy yards. Here the ground,
+completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick moss which
+was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first watcher, that
+is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now fell back,
+when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty well, dived
+circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the steward, who,
+encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly. The other woman
+seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little in advance, but on
+Manston's other hand.
+
+He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house.
+There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened.
+
+Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves, half
+filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike, mingled
+themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the midst of
+them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves aside into a
+large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer, crept into a bush,
+and turning her head to survey the rest, missed the man who had dropped
+behind, and whom we have called the first watcher. Concluding that he,
+too, had hidden himself, she turned her attention to the second watcher,
+the other woman, who had meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay
+in hiding, and now seated herself behind a tree, still closer to the
+steward than was Anne Seaway.
+
+Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's
+spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly perceptible
+to her ears when the periodic cessations between the creaks of the
+engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which otherwise brought
+the subdued roar of the cascade from the further side of the bank
+that screened it. A large hole--some four or five feet deep--had been
+excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes. Into this he immediately
+placed the sack, and then began filling in the earth, and treading it
+down. Lastly he carefully raked the whole mass of dead and dry leaves
+into the middle of the pit, burying the ground with them as they had
+buried it before.
+
+For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation
+of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be
+disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers still
+decayed and added to the mould beneath.
+
+By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne
+could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching from
+behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her intense
+contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her countenance was white
+and motionless.
+
+It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the
+completion of his labour he turned, and did so.
+
+'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring whisper.
+Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's.
+
+The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned in
+the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first watcher, if he
+had come no nearer than his original position, was too far off to hear
+any part of this dialogue, on account of the roar of the falling water,
+which could reach him unimpeded by the bank.
+
+The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning the
+first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand, instantly rushed
+to where the man was concealed, and, before the latter could disengage
+himself from the boughs, the steward struck him on the head with the
+blade of the instrument. The man fell to the ground.
+
+'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the
+trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction.
+
+Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and looked
+at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless.
+
+Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable
+magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply because
+it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the result of no
+law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to him and gently
+turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of life. By her
+assistance he was soon able to stand upright.
+
+He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect his
+ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically.
+
+It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs.
+Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?'
+
+'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery--which
+may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head, and
+seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious in his
+utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well, it doesn't
+matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.'
+
+He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had
+taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute.
+
+'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily, 'until we
+have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be only a bag of
+building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help me dig.' He seized
+the spade with the awkwardness of a town man, and went into the pit,
+continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no use my running after him
+single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far off by this time. The best
+step is to see what is here.'
+
+It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had been
+for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam thrown out,
+and the sack dragged forth.
+
+'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her standing
+near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had brought, and gave
+it into her hand.
+
+The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The officer
+laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and jerked forth
+the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully wrapped up in
+impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the point of pulling
+open the folds at one end, when a light coloured thread of something,
+hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He put his hand upon it; it
+felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers. 'Hold the light close,' he
+said.
+
+She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both peered
+at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger and thumb.
+It was a long hair; the hair of a woman.
+
+'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the detective
+whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for the present
+through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place.... Now wait a
+minute whilst I prove it.'
+
+He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a
+minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled
+in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife had
+found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire. He held
+the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown hue. He laid
+them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were of the same length
+to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne.
+
+'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered her,
+as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when, God only
+knows.'
+
+'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of
+events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and
+motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it, his
+renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing upon her
+mind with the rapidity of lightning.
+
+'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her: and
+a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam. Knowing as
+much about a secret murder as God knows is a very suspicious thing: it
+doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He directed the bull's-eye
+into her face.
+
+'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal
+actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.'
+
+He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the
+grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory. A
+light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's awaiting
+him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing outside.
+
+'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his
+assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's gone--you
+should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that woman, Miss
+Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions in an undertone
+to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to the rector--he's up.
+Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am driving to Casterbridge
+with this one, and for help. We shall be sure to have him when it gets
+light.'
+
+He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they went,
+the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy quarters at
+each side, like a white riband, and made their progress easy. They came
+to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense firs for some distance
+on both sides. It was totally dark here.
+
+There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its length, at
+the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the detective
+drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung them both to the
+ground.
+
+The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out
+his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that of
+another conveyance of some kind.
+
+'Hoy!' said the officer.
+
+Nobody answered.
+
+'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again.
+
+No reply.
+
+'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without
+gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and
+turned on his lantern.
+
+There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle of
+the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or near
+the vehicle.
+
+'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman.
+
+'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's.
+
+'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone. However,
+you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What forethought
+the man must have had--how carefully he must have considered possible
+contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse and gig ready before he
+began shifting the body.'
+
+He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but the
+occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He threw the
+light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could see nothing
+beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that Manston was not many
+yards off, but the question was how to find him. Nothing could be done
+by the detective just then, encumbered as he was by the horse and Anne.
+If he had entered the thicket on a search unaided, Manston might have
+stepped unobserved from behind a bush and murdered him with the
+greatest ease. Indeed, there were such strong reasons for the exploit in
+Manston's circumstances at that moment that without showing cowardice,
+his pursuer felt it hazardous to remain any longer where he stood.
+
+He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own
+vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means of
+escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his prisoner to
+the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the police-station, and
+then took immediate steps for the capture of Manston.
+
+
+
+
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY
+
+Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape.
+
+It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and inside
+the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and poured them
+critically as usual from one palm to another, but they thought and spoke
+of Manston. Grocers serving behind their counters, instead of using
+their constant phrase, 'The next article, please?' substituted, 'Have
+you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and drovers standing beside the
+sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs firmly, readjusted their hats,
+thrust their hands into the lowest depths of their pockets, regarded the
+animals with the utmost keenness of which the eye was capable, and said,
+'Ay, ay, so's: they'll have him avore night.'
+
+Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly and
+anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an acquaintance
+who accosted him.
+
+'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A vagrant
+first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak, under
+which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed out
+and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of
+half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the heap,
+where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly imprinted the
+form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat, and his watch-chain,
+showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over the stile, and fallen
+there. The pattern of the chain proved the man to have been Manston.
+They followed on till they reached a ford crossed by stepping-stones--on
+the further bank were the same footmarks that had shown themselves
+beside the stile. The whole of this course had been in the direction
+of Budmouth. On they went, and the next clue was furnished them by a
+shepherd. He said that wherever a clear space three or four yards wide
+ran in a line through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a
+proof that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier.
+At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his flock.
+Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into Budmouth. The
+steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at eleven last night,
+and they at once concluded that his hope was to get to France by way
+of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all the railway-stations being
+watched.
+
+'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went again
+at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed themselves under
+the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another stayed by the office
+door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the straight cut to the quay.
+At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were put on board. Whilst the
+attention of the idlers was directed to the mails, down Mary Street
+came a man as boldly as possible. The gait was Manston's, but not the
+clothes. He passed over to the shaded part of the street: heads were
+turned. I suppose this warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow.
+They watched and waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm
+was raised--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All
+this morning they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him
+anywhere. However, he has lost his last chance of getting across
+the Channel. It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a
+labourer.'
+
+During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes follow
+a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who was stalking
+down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung and concealed
+his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a man with a bundle
+of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his head, to go down the High
+Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge which divided the town from the
+country, place his shaggy encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave
+it there.
+
+Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the
+direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could see
+stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he noticed a man
+to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two hundred and fifty
+yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a wicket on the other side.
+This figure seemed like that of the man who had been carrying the bundle
+of straw. He looked at the straw: it still stood alone.
+
+The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his
+brain:--
+
+Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a brown
+smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a labourer, on
+second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his bundle of straw
+with the greatest ease and naturalness.
+
+The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch, where
+Cytherea was living.
+
+If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the fire,
+Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and reckless of
+results, might rush to his wife and harm her.
+
+It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to entertain;
+but Springrove could not resist its influence. He started off for
+Tolchurch.
+
+2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch by
+the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village and
+was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he might
+ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had reached him
+concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had said nothing to
+her of the matter.
+
+She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up the
+lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by were so rare
+in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt by the wayside
+were invariably lifted to every one on the road, great and small, as to
+a novelty.
+
+A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the
+house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly
+deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and his
+sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the body of
+cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose and bolted
+the door.
+
+Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He advanced
+to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the window; he
+next pressed his face against the glass, peering in.
+
+Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as
+ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in the
+peering face that of the man she had married.
+
+But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her fear
+was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside, feeling
+he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last stage of
+recklessness, terrified nature must have given way.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.'
+
+'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril. 'If
+you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.'
+
+'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my sin has
+been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have money enough
+for us both--only come with me.'
+
+'Not now--not now.'
+
+'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.'
+
+'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her.
+
+'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once more?'
+
+'No--I will not,' said Cytherea.
+
+'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I die
+for it!'
+
+The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in casements.
+He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand through the
+hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement close, and began
+opening the window.
+
+Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred with
+desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside.
+
+'Damn you!' he exclaimed.
+
+He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater now:
+he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and opened
+it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before the
+terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an instant
+he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she was, flung
+back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her.
+
+In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea either
+flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her constitution
+at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to foot, and this
+preserved her consciousness.
+
+Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such
+good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the room.
+Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and Manston, her
+large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils constantly fixed
+upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether his next intention was
+to dart to the right or the left.
+
+Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of
+unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers.
+It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston
+continued his pursuit with a lowered eye.
+
+The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the capture
+of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went over it like
+a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it, and was out at the
+other side.
+
+ 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies,
+ One on his sinews and his giant size.'
+
+But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run.
+She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath; she
+uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity seemed to
+echo for miles.
+
+At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down about
+her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is sufficient
+to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight of his intended
+direction for one instant, and he immediately outmanoeuvred her.
+
+'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing over
+it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards him, and
+clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms and breast,
+and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his action was
+leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming, 'Rest there for a
+while, my frightened little bird!'
+
+And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched by
+the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-ram
+against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless, had sprung
+in at the open window, and stood once more between man and wife.
+
+Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the one
+side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between them.
+It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite: 'Hast
+thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I have found thee: because
+thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the sight of the Lord.'
+
+A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the
+taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the
+delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the jaws
+of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling over and
+over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they had been one
+organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to secure Manston's arms
+with a small thong he had drawn from his pocket, Manston trying to reach
+his knife.
+
+Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this momentous
+space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two combatants, so
+similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other was the stroke
+of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at every contortion of
+body or limbs.
+
+Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute. She
+had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her deliverer,
+unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly, 'Come! Help! O,
+help!'
+
+Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They dashed
+forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a smock-frock on
+lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and ran on the same as
+before.
+
+Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed
+at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to a
+desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried, with a
+hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how I'll baffle you
+all yet!'
+
+He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last. In
+one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his pursuers.
+
+
+Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His thoughts
+had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to hasten up the
+lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her leaning upon a bank
+by the roadside, where she had flung herself down in sheer exhaustion.
+He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and thus aided she was enabled
+to stand upright--clinging to him. What would Springrove have given to
+imprint a kiss upon her lips then!
+
+They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of whose
+wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated pleasure he felt
+at her grateful recognition of him, and her confiding seizure of his arm
+for support. He conveyed her carefully into the house.
+
+A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially
+recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her waiting
+anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart pass the
+door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains disfigured its
+wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been scratched and dimmed;
+ornament had long been forgotten in a restless contemplation of use.
+Three men sat on the seat, the middle one being Manston. His hands
+were bound in front of him, his eyes were set directly forward, his
+countenance pallid, hard, and fixed.
+
+Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short words. He
+now said solemnly, 'He is to die.'
+
+'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning back
+and covering her face with her hands.
+
+In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove watched
+the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its wheels gradually
+dying away as it rolled in the direction of the county-town.
+
+
+
+
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON
+
+Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the
+bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer
+Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to his
+friend, Farmer Baker.
+
+There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking down
+the street at some object which had attracted his attention. 'Ah, 'tis
+what we shall all come to!' he murmured.
+
+The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour Springrove;
+true.'
+
+Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road, were
+what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore on their
+shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth.
+
+'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as
+that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I call it
+a sort of medicine.'
+
+'And it is medicine.... I have not heard of any body being ill up this
+way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.'
+
+'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's no
+difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any other
+sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what was laid
+down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end--thoughtfully
+formed as any other--which has been existing at that very same point
+from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so soon.'
+
+'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in the
+Lord's.'
+
+'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our sight.'
+
+'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in front
+of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that threshing and
+winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why should we not stand
+still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye upon the Whys and
+the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we go down into the
+mouldering-place, and are forgotten?'
+
+''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into. There's a
+back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost to advance in
+order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are turning in here
+with the coffin, look.'
+
+The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at hand.
+The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them along the
+way.
+
+''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer
+Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.'
+
+'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.' The
+corner of the cloth had blown aside.
+
+'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to him. I
+have often thought how much smaller the richer class are made to look
+than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the greatest of all
+the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and I speak from
+experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when the uncertainty of
+his life shows itself more than usual.'
+
+As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went across
+a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim and heavy
+archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited.
+
+Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals,
+
+ 'COUNTY GAOL.'
+
+The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the
+two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men severally
+stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its melancholy length
+through the aperture, and both entered the court, and were covered from
+sight.
+
+'Somebody in the gaol, then?'
+
+'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment, who
+passed on whistling.
+
+'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a third
+bystander.
+
+'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why, Manston,
+Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first thing this
+morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his cell, in some way,
+by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes. The turnkey says his
+features were scarcely changed, as he looked at 'em with the early sun
+a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has left a full account of the
+murder, and all that led to it. So there's an end of him.'
+
+
+It was perfectly true: Manston was dead.
+
+The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials, and
+had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the following
+confession:--
+
+
+ 'LAST WORDS.
+
+'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I renounce
+it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the facts connected
+with my past proceedings.
+
+'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the
+fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I detested,
+I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and, finding that
+nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly afterwards I returned
+home again in the company of Mr. Raunham.
+
+'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards
+the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange
+deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the park
+trees. It was the figure of a woman.
+
+'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her attire:
+it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a thick veil
+covering her face. These features, together with her size and gait,
+aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain of events which had
+saved her life, told me that she was my wife Eunice.
+
+'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I had
+gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was complaint,
+whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day. The revulsion
+of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just thanked, seemed a
+mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a madman.
+
+'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me. Her
+first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done, and
+sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as we both
+lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her complaints
+to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had discovered, which
+concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was surprised to learn it--more
+surprised that she knew it, but concealed my feeling.
+
+'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of spirits
+even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how you drive me
+about! I have been to the station, intending to leave you for ever, and
+yet I come to try you once more."
+
+'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked--rage
+and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I furiously
+raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to strike her. She
+turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end. By her movement my
+hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the neck--as men strike a hare
+to kill it. The effect staggered me with amazement. The blow must have
+disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at my feet, made a few movements, and
+uttered one low sound.
+
+'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her arm
+with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was dead.
+
+'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position. For
+several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the consequences
+of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody seen her since she
+left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was already believed by the
+parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should never be found out.
+
+'Upon this I acted.
+
+'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of the
+moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-house and
+waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time. It was now four
+o'clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring about the place. I
+would put off burying her till the next night. I carried her indoors.
+
+'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I
+found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that the
+wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the plaster an
+old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up when the house
+was prepared for me.
+
+'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a few
+minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the body
+again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the oven,
+packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard.
+
+'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very
+remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife was
+not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing which struck
+me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might think it odd that no
+remains whatever should be found.
+
+'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and place
+it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do this, on
+account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of the fire.
+One remedy remained.
+
+'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I must
+take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled out the
+bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took her keys
+from her pocket and the watch from her side.
+
+'I then replaced everything as before.
+
+'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took my
+way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from the
+back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the nook where
+pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled behind the
+laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a skull among these
+old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or two in the rubbish
+here, there was not one now. I then groped in the other corner with the
+same result--nowhere could I find a skull. Three or four fragments of
+leg and back-bones were all I could collect, and with these I was forced
+to be content.
+
+'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind the
+inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind the
+hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who watched the
+spot.
+
+'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one over
+the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers. When the
+bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I threw the
+watch.
+
+'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just as
+the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!"
+
+'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some
+unlikely chance get moved to-day!"
+
+'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at breakfast,
+and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into the outhouse,
+again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the mouth of the oven
+behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its place, I waited for
+the next night that I might bury the body, though upon the whole it was
+in a tolerably safe hiding-place.
+
+'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they had
+been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body. I went
+to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly drove in
+the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I will bury her
+to-morrow night, however," I thought.
+
+'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my
+reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was, after
+all, never likely to be opened in my time.
+
+'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the church
+with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain more fixed on
+good intentions, than I did on that morning.
+
+'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in
+Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's disclosure, I
+was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had found the body.
+"Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?" I mourned. I saw
+my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act externally like an
+honourable man. So at his request I yielded her up to him, and meditated
+on several schemes for enabling me to claim the woman I had a legal
+right to claim as my wife, without disclosing the reason why I knew
+myself to have it.
+
+'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived in
+a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving my wife
+dead without compromising myself.
+
+'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her whereabouts
+by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one evening I chanced
+to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious poachers were sitting in
+the settle, which screened my entrance. They were half drunk--their
+conversation was carried on in the solemn and emphatic tone common to
+that stage of intoxication, and I myself was the subject of it.
+
+'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On the
+night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to meet
+me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he did;
+but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a mood
+of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his comrade. The
+favourable hour of the night suggested to them the possibility of some
+unlawful gain before daylight came. My fowlhouse stood in a tempting
+position, and still resenting his repulse during the evening, one of
+them proposed to operate upon my birds. I was believed to have gone to
+the rectory with Mr. Raunham. The other was disinclined to go, and the
+first went off alone.
+
+'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the
+shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he fancied
+he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the other side
+of the building. He described them in these words, "Ghostly mouths
+talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of the water and creak
+of the engine as before." Only one explanation occurred to him; the
+house was haunted. And, whether those of the living or the dead, voices
+of any kind were inimical to one who had come on such an errand. He
+stealthily crept home.
+
+'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal
+his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the
+railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement. Then
+he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been really an
+enactment in the flesh between me and my wife?
+
+'The words of the other man were:
+
+'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?"
+
+'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if she
+don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her
+murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on the
+treadmill for being where I was."
+
+'"And if she should turn up alive?"
+
+'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as well
+as a rogue, hold my tongue."
+
+'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in heaven
+or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was now put
+upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows.
+
+'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only
+effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a
+simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before the
+suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further.
+
+'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute.
+
+'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless,
+innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth,
+and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London. On
+account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a precarious
+position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was not the best kind
+of woman for the scheme; but there was no alternative. One quality of
+hers was valuable; she was not a talker. I went to London the very next
+day, called at the Hoxton lodging of my wife (the only place at
+which she had been known as Mrs. Manston), and found that no great
+difficulties stood in the way of a personation. And thus favouring
+circumstances determined my course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to
+her, and propounded my plan.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension. Anne
+came home from church that morning, and told me of the suspicious way in
+which a young man had looked at her there. Nothing could be done beyond
+waiting the issue of events. Then the letter came from Raunham. For the
+first time in my life I was half indifferent as to what fate awaited me.
+During the succeeding day I thought once or twice of running away, but
+could not quite make up my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury
+the body of my wife, I thought, for the oven might be opened at any
+time. I went to Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening
+Miss Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no
+right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still more.
+She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that evening, that
+he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance even than the one
+he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house even then.
+
+'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to enlighten
+her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I said that I
+killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire, dwelling upon
+the advantage to her of the death of the only woman who knew her secret.
+
+'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory
+that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to my
+residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after digging
+my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what the sack
+contained.
+
+'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are almost
+always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men, it is
+strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly dead men,
+who have scarcely ever been otherwise.
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.'
+
+
+The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of various
+kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss Aldclyffe from
+all suspicion of complicity with the murderer.
+
+2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death.
+
+In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of Cytherea,
+her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat by the
+window conversing of the strange events which had just taken place. In
+Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her face was as white
+as a lily.
+
+Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that coated
+the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round the corner
+of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the rays of the sun in
+a flash from its polished panels as it turned the angle, the spokes of
+the wheels bristling in the same light like bayonets. The vehicle came
+nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's door, when the driver pulled the
+rein and gave a shout, and the panting and sweating horses stopped.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed.
+
+Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for her,
+and I am to wait for an answer.'
+
+Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:--
+
+
+'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously. She
+continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see you.
+If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely yours, JOHN
+RAUNHAM.'
+
+
+'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman.
+
+'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on
+the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she
+complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid ran
+in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in gaol--she
+shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor. Severe internal
+haemorrhage continued for some time and then stopped. They say she is
+sure to get over it; but she herself says no. She has suffered from it
+before.'
+
+Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage.
+
+3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater House,
+the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman caught
+the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the sick-chamber with
+suspended breath.
+
+In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so
+rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's
+weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of the
+universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having left the
+room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon being engaged
+in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their patient had been
+pronounced out of danger.
+
+Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what a
+change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a forbidding
+change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the haughtiness was
+extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a sweeter mild placidity
+had taken its place.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be alone
+with Cytherea.
+
+'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed.
+
+Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but I
+know that I am certainly going to die.'
+
+'They know, I think, and hope.'
+
+'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you
+forgive me!'
+
+Her companion pressed her hand.
+
+'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured. 'It
+is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove that I
+implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which caused all the
+train of your innumerable ills!'
+
+'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse that is
+revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely: as I myself
+hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.'
+
+Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of her
+young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy. Expressions
+of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst again and again from
+the broken-spirited woman.
+
+'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you would
+pity me then!'
+
+Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman
+appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on in a
+voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and yet there
+pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to demand firm tones
+to bear it out worthily.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die.
+
+'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of seventeen
+was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six-and-twenty. He
+went to India, and died.
+
+'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her
+parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the
+money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with
+a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's
+Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with it to
+Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house. She placed
+the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then ran away and
+watched. They took it up and carried it indoors.
+
+'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly for
+cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents' counsel to
+secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't know what to do.
+She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had taken it in, and asked
+her to meet the writer with the infant at certain places she named.
+These were hotels or coffee-houses in Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith.
+The woman, being well paid, always came, and asked no questions. At one
+meeting--at an inn in Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the
+child, and told the girl it was so ill that it would not live through
+the night. The news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit....'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully
+agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for her,
+bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking.
+
+'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on! And
+I must tell yet more plainly!... you must hear it before I am gone,
+Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down again.
+
+'The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was
+the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of a
+relation.
+
+'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper of
+the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased ever
+since.
+
+'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a
+man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then
+unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was to
+be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he known her
+secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him by an effort,
+and pined.
+
+'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune and
+estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of having near
+her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had been forbidden to
+recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman is.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And I
+wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true
+lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me.... Pity me--O, pity me! To
+die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father, and I love him
+now.'
+
+
+That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe.
+
+'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said,
+after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence.
+
+'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though the
+old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you are your
+brother's housekeeper?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.... Go
+home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning come
+again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you. But you mustn't
+stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.' The absorbing
+concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so often seen in very
+sick people, was present here.
+
+Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay
+continuously.
+
+'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die till
+to-morrow.'
+
+'We hope for your recovery--all of us.'
+
+'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.'
+
+'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly.
+
+'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's
+breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?'
+
+Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known
+had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of
+Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which such a
+proceeding would have involved.
+
+An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the
+pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage
+to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be in
+readiness to bring her back earlier.
+
+4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK
+
+The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those periodic
+terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection with the
+Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date.
+
+It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most
+probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by a
+sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At the
+foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of
+entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss
+Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but
+longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature.
+
+Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in
+thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood before
+her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to lead
+Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred.
+
+'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to stay!'
+Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became broadly awake; and
+the figure vanished.
+
+It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of disquiet,
+and not being able to endure the thought of her brother being asleep,
+she went and tapped at his door.
+
+'Owen!'
+
+He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to rise.
+
+'What do you want, Cytherea?'
+
+'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not. I
+really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.'
+
+'What time is it?'
+
+'A few minutes past four.'
+
+'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we should
+have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.'
+
+Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went to
+bed again.
+
+An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came to
+the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of Owen's
+window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel had been
+thrown against it to arouse him.
+
+He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn white
+face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining to catch
+the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the face of a
+Knapwater man sitting on horseback.
+
+Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of every
+man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe....' said the messenger, and paused.
+
+'Ah--dead?'
+
+'Yes--she is dead.'
+
+'When did she die?'
+
+'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best, you
+see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.'
+
+
+
+
+SEQUEL
+
+Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer Night,
+1867.
+
+The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford
+Church, at ten o'clock in the evening.
+
+Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the light
+of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall. The six
+Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned old bells in
+the key of F, which have been music to the ears of Carriford parish and
+the outlying districts for the last four hundred years. The stranger is
+an assistant, who has appeared from nobody knows where.
+
+The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and
+catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair
+waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger, who
+has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and coat.
+Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless variety of
+kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are religiously fixed
+on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is chalked on the floor.
+
+Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the four
+unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes of the
+men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the tower
+archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of the nave and
+chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at the east window
+of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly.
+
+A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories had
+taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes had been
+provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its carriage, and
+the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of woollen texture--soft
+to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the ropes in place of the old
+ragged knots, all of which newness in small details only rendered more
+evident the irrepressible aspect of age in the mass surrounding them.
+
+The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces and
+rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the ropes
+and leaving the place for the night.
+
+'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming face,
+and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the tenor
+bell.
+
+'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a
+stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second rope,
+and addressing the man in the black coat.
+
+''A did,' said the rest.
+
+'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly.
+
+'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that
+d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold
+cider.'
+
+'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last
+allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every man
+home--along straight as a line.'
+
+'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I
+ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.'
+
+'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round.
+
+'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this
+mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very
+convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that
+twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.'
+
+'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.'
+
+'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said it. But
+'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like any maid, that
+'a did.'
+
+'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to play
+wi' fire.'
+
+'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently.
+
+'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play wi'it
+again when thou'st got mildewed.'
+
+'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The Lord
+have mercy upon the fourth!... Ay, Teddy's got his own at last. What
+little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your wife as you
+choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was always my joke
+when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But Teddy's got her.
+Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi' grief--so was she.'
+
+'Maybe she'll pick up now.'
+
+'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I bear
+in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's family o'
+seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I was just in my
+prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy got, clerk?" he says.
+"Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has a brother!" "Poor woman,"
+says he, "a dozen children!--give her this half-sovereign from me,
+clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes afterwards, when he found out my
+merry nater--'a did. But there, 'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church
+is the ruin of a man's wit for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o'
+sin.'
+
+'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd both
+ha' died,' said Gad emphatically.
+
+'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered the
+clerk.
+
+'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't flee
+off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude--'Here's
+Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman standen likewise;
+here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and there they d'bide in the
+chimley corner, hard and fast.'
+
+'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk. 'Here
+was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master Springrove, looken
+as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor souls!--the men always
+do! The women do stand it best--the maid was in her glory. Though she
+was so shy the glory shone plain through that shy skin. Ah, it did
+so's.'
+
+'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen
+carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders.
+There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em come
+out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master tailors.
+Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and shovel. There was
+wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up and down church'ard till
+they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten the squallen children slip down
+through their arms and nearly skinnen o' em. And these were all over and
+above the gentry and Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye
+at last dressed up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the
+top o' church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd
+prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak. Teddy
+hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and laughed like a
+boy. There's more in Teddy.'
+
+'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now you've
+been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell us what
+ye've come here for, and what your trade is?'
+
+'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the
+wickedness of the land.'
+
+'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,'
+replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before.
+
+'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible
+translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.'
+
+'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted.
+
+The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped out
+into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two of full,
+and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood on the
+south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat darkness
+against the illuminated atmosphere behind them.
+
+'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was locked.
+'My nearest way is through the park.'
+
+'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the
+railway-station.'
+
+'Of course--come on.'
+
+The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the party
+going into the road on the opposite side.
+
+'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked,
+as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of the
+story about the property?'
+
+'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll tell
+me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here to-day,
+I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.'
+
+'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man.
+
+''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss
+Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on the
+very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea Graye. And
+this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep as the North
+Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and personal, to "THE WIFE
+OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception): failen her life to her husband:
+failen his life to the heirs of his head--body I would say: failen
+them to her absolutely and her heirs for ever: failen these to Pa'son
+Raunham, and so on to the end o' the human race. Now do you see the
+depth of her scheme? Why, although upon the surface it appeared her
+whole property was for Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used,
+and not Cytherea's name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come
+in for't. Wasn't that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her
+son AEneas, under any circumstances, should be master o' the property,
+without folk knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would
+if it had been left to en straightway.'
+
+'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?'
+
+'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.'
+
+'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and
+inherited all absolutely.'
+
+'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't like
+the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally enough, pretty
+dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr. Raunham. Now, if there's
+a man in the world that d'care nothen about land--I don't say there is,
+but _if_ there is--'tis our pa'son. He's like a snail. He's a-growed so
+to the shape o' that there rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it
+even in name. "'Tis yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says
+she. "'Tis'n' mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case,
+thinken o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied
+it up, too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and
+a woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate
+backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this way.
+Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and steward, and
+put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand--just as if 'twas
+his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham never interferen--and
+hither to-day he's brought his new wife, Cytherea. And a settlement ha'
+been drawn up this very day, whereby their children, heirs, and cetrer,
+be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's death. Good fortune came at last. Her
+brother, too, is doen well. He came in first man in some architectural
+competition, and is about to move to London. Here's the house, look.
+Stap out from these bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.'
+
+They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and down
+the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre of the
+mansion, they halted.
+
+It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The whole of
+the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices, was built of a
+white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the rays of the moon
+as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in the scene rivalling the
+fairness of the facade were a dozen swans floating upon the lake.
+
+At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened, and
+two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures were they.
+A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea Springrove: a young
+man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her husband.
+
+They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon, the
+water, and the general loveliness of the prospect.
+
+'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story by
+rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered.
+
+'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a
+penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it, isn't
+it--beautiful!... But this is a private path, and we won't let 'em see
+us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and dance to-morrow
+night.'
+
+The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the
+wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at the
+further boundary of the park, they paused to part.
+
+'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's your
+line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?'
+
+'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick up
+the news. Good-night.'
+
+
+Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for several
+minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff was lying
+alongside.
+
+'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just come
+into my head!'
+
+'Well, dearest--I know.'
+
+'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as you
+did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.'
+
+He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from
+shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake, he
+paused and looked at her.
+
+'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,' said
+Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the sculls in
+this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this way. Then I
+put my hand on the other side of your little neck--'
+
+'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.'
+
+'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--'
+
+'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I
+couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being unkind to
+you, and I wouldn't be that.'
+
+'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips
+round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.'
+
+
+
+
+
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+
+
+ DESPERATE REMEDIES
+
+
+
+ CONTENTS
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+ SEQUEL
+
+
+
+ PREFATORY NOTE
+
+The following story, the first published by the author, was written
+nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a
+method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt,
+too exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and
+moral obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of
+the scenes, and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not
+unworthy of a little longer preservation; and as they could hardly
+be reproduced in a fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete
+--the more readily that it has for some considerable time been
+reprinted and widely circulated in America.
+January 1889.
+
+To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present
+edition of 'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places
+that are common to the scenes of several of these stories have been
+called for the first time by the names under which they appear
+elsewhere, for the satisfaction of any reader who may care for
+consistency in such matters.
+
+This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain
+characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story
+were present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no
+French name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered.
+
+T.H.
+February 1896.
+
+
+
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+
+1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36
+
+In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which
+renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward
+Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the
+issue was a Christmas visit.
+
+In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect
+who had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland
+town of Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to
+spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury.
+They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after
+graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had taken orders.
+
+Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought
+which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature,
+picturesqueness; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule,
+broadcast, it was all three.
+
+Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover
+evil in a new friend is to most people only an additional
+experience: to him it was ever a surprise.
+
+While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the
+Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived
+in a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no
+more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an
+ancient family whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of
+the most illustrious and well-known in the kingdom.
+
+The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most
+beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about
+nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not
+so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one
+respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were
+not. A mere distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is
+often read as the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him
+no less than perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in
+very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only
+eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight.
+
+His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her
+parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in
+London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together
+as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye,
+and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their
+superiors in position), he was received on very generous terms. His
+passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably exalted:
+she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his
+schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have
+lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give
+effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of
+the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual
+favour.
+
+Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and
+unaccountable episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet
+experience, he had arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza
+--before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in
+January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect
+to leave town.
+
+Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had
+been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his
+presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had
+repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which
+drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural
+tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The
+present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually,
+even if love is in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning
+to be enjoyed.
+
+In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a
+spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He
+took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among
+the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely
+enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the
+declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they.
+
+'My love--my darling, be my wife!'
+
+She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she
+faltered, in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She
+loosened her hand and rushed away.
+
+In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning.
+Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these
+words was put into his hand?
+
+'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something
+divides us eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before;
+but your love was sweet! Never mention me.'
+
+That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful
+condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a
+promised visit to a relative in a western county. No message or
+letter of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged
+him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her
+father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received
+from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One
+thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew
+what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it.
+
+A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house
+and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his
+friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her.
+But very poor food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered
+through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said
+he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea
+and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or three years before
+Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the cousin's
+departure for India, and the young lady's travelling on the
+Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on
+account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that
+circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still.
+Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and
+estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening
+lives. This had caused their removal from the small house in
+Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their old friends
+in that quarter.
+
+Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his
+love. But he could not forget her.
+
+2. FROM 1843 TO 1861
+
+Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without
+relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met
+a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good
+gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of
+Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the
+beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude
+pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special
+event which will make a passing love permanent for ever.
+
+This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not,
+first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to
+all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned
+from useless repining at the loss of its first idol.
+
+His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional
+constitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having
+missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a
+gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly
+regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those
+persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity of his early
+life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not
+picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of
+indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition
+was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for
+every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious
+exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But
+as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of
+spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been
+found to lead to disaster.
+
+In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two
+children. The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen,
+was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of
+architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a
+daughter, and Owen's junior by a year.
+
+Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why.
+
+3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863
+
+We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of
+these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of
+Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of
+October.
+
+The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be
+seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account
+of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the
+practical garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long
+shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any
+perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing
+tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the
+progress of the week when business--which, carried on under the
+gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle
+--was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally
+bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors
+the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns
+trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.
+
+Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they
+interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities
+unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they
+attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce
+disagreeable caricatures which spoil them.
+
+The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at
+the intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past
+two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from
+Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those
+persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing
+the entrance of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress
+--questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating
+their private means.
+
+Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed
+amid the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown
+stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with
+grey strings and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize.
+She lightly walked up the side passage of the room, cast a slight
+glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her.
+
+The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen.
+During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat
+and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance
+formed an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring
+eyes.
+
+Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less
+perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the
+standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded
+the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating
+and delightful to an extreme degree.
+
+Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most
+extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the
+uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of
+her lip. The carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide
+upon a glide--was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And
+this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule,
+nor even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had
+naturally developed itself with her years. In childhood, a stone or
+stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall
+to her playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet
+after the narrowest escape by oscillations and whirls for the
+preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she
+numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on
+that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in
+the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and
+compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon
+her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to
+contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had
+shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external
+self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of
+finish in its details.
+
+Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a
+shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite
+nut-brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a
+sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears;
+they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and
+good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which
+seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them.
+
+But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating
+woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate
+the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern
+--or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession.
+Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here
+ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these
+were particularly striking:--
+
+ During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
+ smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
+ space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
+ degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
+ and Nay.
+
+ During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
+ accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of
+ the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree
+ of intimacy dictated.
+
+ When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
+
+She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of
+the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the
+window.
+
+Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre
+performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which
+their intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why
+they were remembered and individualized by herself and others
+through after years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it
+were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in
+which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It
+was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind
+entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she
+stepped immediately afterwards--to continue a perplexed course along
+its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months.
+
+The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone,
+and through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of
+the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also
+the upper part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of
+completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the
+architect to the work.
+
+That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in
+the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with
+some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that
+was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical
+stonework rose a cage of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon
+this stood five men--four in clothes as white as the new erection
+close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a
+gentleman.
+
+The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's
+labourer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been
+giving directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow
+footway allowed, stood perfectly still.
+
+The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was
+curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by
+the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which
+emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.
+
+The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and
+the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere
+and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little
+larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft,
+spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to
+the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely,
+concentration of purpose: that they were indifferent to--even
+unconscious of--the distracted world beneath them, and all that
+moved upon it. They never looked off the scaffolding.
+
+Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood
+motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He
+appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face towards
+a new stone they were lifting.
+
+'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up
+to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient
+Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the
+Theatre the entry into their Harbour of a power that overturned the
+State.
+
+She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she
+whispered, still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so
+dangerous to be absent-minded up there.'
+
+When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid
+hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then
+let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An
+instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the
+air, immediately disappearing downwards.
+
+His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement.
+Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no
+sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had
+happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible
+upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer,
+and she fell to the floor.
+
+The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of
+being carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the
+steps of her own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection
+of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they
+entered the door--through which another and sadder burden had been
+carried but a few instants before--her eyes caught sight of the
+south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw white sunlight shining
+in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will
+attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous--however foreign
+in essence these scenes may be--as chemical waters will crystallize
+on twigs and wires. Even after that time any mental agony brought
+less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from the Town Hall windows
+than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.
+
+4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH
+
+When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of
+horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from
+the clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce.
+
+The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his
+demeanour, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire,
+engaged in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of
+papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of
+all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white
+paper tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other
+white papers bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap
+wrapped round with crude red tape.
+
+The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted
+to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were
+ascertained:--
+
+ First, that their father's income from professional sources had
+ been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure;
+ and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied
+ for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to
+ unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too
+ open-hearted trustfulness.
+
+ Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain
+ his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable
+ instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at
+ Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his
+ spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which
+ had put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be
+ considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security
+ whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most
+ unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all
+ such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and
+ all Mr. Graye's money with it.
+
+ Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he
+ knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few
+ pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name.
+
+ Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had
+ awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by
+ his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal
+ in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a
+ portion of the little fortune he had let go.
+
+Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these
+examinations. She often remarked sadly--
+
+'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time,
+didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he
+never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening
+blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of his life
+--everything connected with his gloom, and the lassitude in
+business we used so often to see about him.'
+
+'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up
+late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you
+will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to
+a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not
+mine," father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am
+going to, Cytherea.'
+
+'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin,
+because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her.
+I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find
+out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?'
+
+'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she
+was not our mother.'
+
+The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow
+was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but
+girls ponder in their hearts.
+
+5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH
+
+Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the
+reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form
+when his sudden death put them for ever out of his power.
+
+Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in
+immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously
+unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in
+Chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the
+Court.
+
+'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually.
+
+There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest
+time persists in inferring that because we are _ourselves_, there
+must be a special future in store for us, though our nature and
+antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to
+thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their
+lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others
+who knew their position equally well with themselves the question
+was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those of other people
+similarly circumstanced.'
+
+Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some
+decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting
+for answers to letters, and in the examination of schemes more or
+less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved
+but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks,
+disguise them as some well-meaning people might, were floating
+around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the
+children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money
+and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the daughter had been
+brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had made no
+progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the
+nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not
+hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears
+in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances
+passed them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving
+shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their
+shop-doors--their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their
+obese waists hanging over their toes--and in discourses with friends
+on the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and
+reduced the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The
+sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and
+smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated
+by any of the respect that had formerly softened it.
+
+Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think
+of us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means,
+parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon
+in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread
+most; and the possession by a hundred acquaintances, severally
+insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is
+not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of
+half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though these may be.
+
+Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would
+have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving
+circumstances. But unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and
+before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible
+inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen
+was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share
+of his father's pride, and a squareness of idea which, if coupled
+with a little more blindness, would have amounted to positive
+prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at all,
+was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme
+to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if
+it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and
+instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness
+would have endured. He could have submitted to separation,
+sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical
+indifference, but superciliousness was too incisive.
+
+After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his
+father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly
+fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and
+sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of
+England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh
+critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the
+cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road
+their great poverty left open to them--that of his obtaining some
+employment in a distant place by following his profession as a
+humble under-draughtsman.
+
+He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier
+grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of
+employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and
+the absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary
+results from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case
+when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in
+the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant
+indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly
+reached the age at which industrious men who lack an external whip
+to send them on in the world, are induced by their own common sense
+to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, elevations,
+sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of two
+years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six
+months by a youth of average ability--himself, for instance--amid a
+bustling London practice.
+
+But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the
+profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his
+indentures. A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey.
+He had a slight conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was
+in practice in Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in
+the south of England.
+
+After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking
+the necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and
+stating that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He
+would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the
+whole remaining two years, provided payment could begin at once.
+
+The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a
+pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr.
+Graye mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to
+be in want of some young man in his office--for a short time only,
+probably about two months--to trace drawings, and attend to other
+subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy
+such an inferior position as these duties would entail, and to
+accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be
+considered merely nominal, the post would give him an opportunity
+for learning a few more details of the profession.
+
+'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the
+shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen.
+
+Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to
+the even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked
+out. One advantage had accrued to her through her mother's
+possession of a fair share of personal property, and perhaps only
+one. She had been carefully educated. Upon this consideration her
+plan was based. She was to take up her abode in her brother's
+lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise for a
+situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at
+Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's affairs, and who knew
+the history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in
+the matter of her past life and respectability.
+
+Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving
+behind them scarcely a trace of their footsteps.
+
+Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step.
+'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where
+they are known! There is no doubt that they would.'
+
+But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring
+about any end necessary to happiness.
+
+Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life
+--or no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to
+that usual end.
+
+
+
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+
+1. THE NINTH OF JULY
+
+The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the
+climax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide
+expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper,
+as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of
+sheep reclining under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue
+colour. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun
+upon their deep red flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to
+the shade by their careful owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces;
+well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to
+preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water
+seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the
+peasantry who toiled or idled there.
+
+To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery,
+is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new
+sensations from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these
+feverish days--the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature.
+
+Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably.
+They watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their
+companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its
+angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and
+dry--the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing
+themselves as circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of
+innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs,
+abruptly terminating beside meadows cleanly mown, in which
+high-hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs horizontal and straight
+as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of
+the sea now interested them, which became more and more frequent
+till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Budmouth.
+
+'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression
+throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who
+had been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr.
+Gradfield had forgotten it.
+
+However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout,
+active, grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence
+work in his office the following week.
+
+The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement
+appended:--
+
+
+ 'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an _engagement_ as
+ _governess_ or _companion_. She is competent to teach English,
+ French, and Music. Satisfactory references--Address, C. G.,
+ Post-Office, Budmouth.'
+
+
+It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus
+delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!'
+she said, and smiled.
+
+2. JULY THE ELEVENTH
+
+On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye
+attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his
+sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time.
+
+Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted
+cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of
+scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of
+freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature
+ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives.
+Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than
+to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation
+that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away
+the capacity for pleasure.
+
+Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A
+thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already
+definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her
+on to picturing its individual members, their possible peculiarities,
+virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that
+she would be separated from her brother.
+
+Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes
+fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth
+finger by symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very
+frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic
+ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became
+directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair,
+and taking hold of the fourth finger, which had attracted her
+attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at
+the smooth and tapering member for a long time.
+
+She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be?
+
+'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just
+with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and
+the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I
+shall hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all
+the time.
+
+'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn
+round, take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value,
+and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes
+unflinchingly upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle
+before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course),
+and blush as much as I shall.
+
+'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way,
+and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of
+expression about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a
+simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at
+the very height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying,
+"Ah! they are happy now!"
+
+'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate,
+but still poor--'
+
+Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this
+fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself
+for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of
+their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make
+tea.
+
+Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr.
+Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had
+sat down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular
+sisterly way.
+
+'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place
+like--do you think you will like Mr. Gradfield?'
+
+'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head
+draughtsman with me.'
+
+Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at
+a moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose.
+Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his
+representative.
+
+'What sort of a man is he?'
+
+'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly
+tell to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow;
+there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man
+he has read widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in
+books and art. In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as
+most professional men's.'
+
+'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional
+men they are, as a rule, the most professional.'
+
+'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of
+mind, I think.'
+
+'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a
+while, pouring out some more tea.
+
+'Family; no!'
+
+'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?'
+
+'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a
+conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say
+what he should wish his wife to be like.'
+
+'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great
+apparent lack of interest.
+
+'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth
+to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he
+said, that must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And
+yet I should like her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look
+at her hard," he said, "which brings me back to the girl again: and
+so I flit backwards and forwards. I must have what comes, I
+suppose," he said, "and whatever she may be, thank God she's no
+worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence," he
+said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains was the
+rough outline of his requirement."'
+
+'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.'
+
+'He did, indeed.'
+
+3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY
+
+As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they
+have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any
+important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted
+crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever
+length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to
+it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the
+young architectural designer's image became very pervasive. The
+next evening this subject was again renewed.
+
+'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a
+thorough artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who
+has made himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or
+something of the kind.'
+
+'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.'
+
+'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually
+meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a
+little the worse nevertheless.
+
+'Of course he's rather old by this time.'
+
+'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.'
+
+'Ah, I see. . . . What is he like, Owen?'
+
+'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a
+difficult thing to do.'
+
+'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should
+describe as short, I fancy.'
+
+'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see
+him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form
+and figure.'
+
+'I wish you were, then.'
+
+'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.'
+
+'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in
+the street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it
+could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round
+face, and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines
+when he looked narrowly at anything.'
+
+'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.'
+
+'Not a bit like him in all probability.'
+
+'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth,
+and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.'
+
+'Ah, there now, Owen, you _have_ described him! But I suppose
+he's not generally called pleasing, or--'
+
+'Handsome?'
+
+'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he
+handsome?'
+
+'Rather.'
+
+'His tout ensemble is striking?'
+
+'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his
+waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.'
+
+'How vexing! . . . it must be to himself, poor thing.'
+
+'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of
+verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes.
+Indeed, he's a poet himself in a small way.'
+
+'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.'
+
+'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly.
+
+She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.'
+
+'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired.
+
+'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had
+showed itself in her face at different times during the day, became
+visible again.
+
+Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt
+more of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very
+friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some
+poems of his--some serious and sad--some humorous--which had
+appeared in the poets' corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen
+showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them
+carefully and to think them very beautiful.
+
+'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously.
+
+'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking
+up from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as
+these!'
+
+'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on
+account of the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he
+said when the fellows were talking about falling in love.'
+
+'Which you will tell me?'
+
+'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to
+a sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He
+doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the
+light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she
+is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a
+prize. Sometime later he ponders whether she is the right kind of
+prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind--he has called her his, and
+must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, "Has she the
+temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not
+to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and then comes the
+tussle--'
+
+'Do they marry and live happily?'
+
+'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget
+what he said.'
+
+'That _is_ stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.'
+
+'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an
+impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his
+rashness in some love affair.'
+
+Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses
+again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove
+had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a
+fortnight to push his fortunes in London.
+
+An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart.
+Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought,
+concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic
+enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if
+she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this
+question, she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news.
+
+4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was
+announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by
+the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day.
+The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the
+kind offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest.
+
+They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an
+hour over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye
+recollected that two or three miles yet further inland from this
+spot was an interesting mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar
+with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological
+work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined
+to verify some theory he had formed respecting it. Concluding that
+there would be just sufficient time for him to go there and return
+before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on the
+hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley.
+
+She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of
+his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around.
+Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open Channel,
+reflecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky
+overhead, and dotted in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft
+of contrasting rig, their sails graduating in hue from extreme
+whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colours varied again
+in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun.
+
+Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the
+passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the
+harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming
+intermingled with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when
+their crests rolled over--at the point where the check of the
+shallows was first felt--and then thinned away up the slope of
+pebbles and sand.
+
+She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if
+possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the
+strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay
+at the back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the
+western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the
+heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the
+slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its
+shades. The light so intensified the colours that they seemed to
+stand above the surface of the earth and float in mid-air like an
+exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the hillocks and
+ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did not
+disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed
+ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress--a
+broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a
+stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill,
+and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew
+holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the
+whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and
+here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with
+rushes.
+
+The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself,
+and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen
+should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of
+her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and
+fossils which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and
+mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other
+interesting points around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired
+conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all
+went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels
+--the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the
+very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat
+and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain
+Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed
+effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are
+the propelling power.
+
+'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's
+up. Who are you looking for, miss?'
+
+'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here
+directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?'
+
+'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout,
+round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so
+expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his,
+and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of
+pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought
+to be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice
+in this way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till
+some among the passengers began to murmur.
+
+'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I
+shall wait for him.'
+
+'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said
+the captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.'
+
+'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another
+passenger.
+
+'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half
+hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace
+down the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore.
+
+'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said.
+'People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if--'
+
+'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since
+'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a
+minute, now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as
+might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an
+evening upon this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want
+us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.'
+
+The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this
+remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff
+immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps
+were now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance
+of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment.
+To save time, Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank.
+
+'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs.
+
+'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by
+sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other
+behind it, and so on alternately--her lips compressed by
+concentration on the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to
+the rope, and her immediate thought to the fact of the distressing
+narrowness of her footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the
+board, and in an instant were up to her heels with a bound.
+
+'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning.
+'Don't, don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do. . . .
+There, I am up. Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a
+lower tone, turning round to him as she reached the top.
+
+Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck,
+demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the
+new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown
+waistcoat; unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total
+stranger.
+
+Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered
+in confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into
+deep water.
+
+One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and
+looked at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her
+ears had but just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she
+saw him advancing directly to address her.
+
+'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a
+surreptitious knowledge of him.
+
+'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago,
+and soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been
+deceived in the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the
+ruin, on account of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot.
+I proposed that he should go on, since he had got so near; and
+afterwards, instead of walking back to the boat, get across to
+Anglebury Station--a shorter walk for him--where he could catch the
+late train, and go directly home. I could let you know what he had
+done, and allay any uneasiness.'
+
+'Is the lameness serious, do you know?'
+
+'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well
+to ride home.'
+
+Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able
+slightly to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward
+Springrove--who now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself.
+He was rather above her brother's height. Although the upper part
+of his face and head was handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of
+sufficiently masculine regularity, his brows were somewhat too
+softly arched, and finely pencilled for one of his sex; without
+prejudice, however, to the belief which the sum total of his
+features inspired--that though they did not prove that the man who
+thought inside them would do much in the world, men who had done
+most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, otherwise
+perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of his
+remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely.
+
+Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids
+good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to
+house-hunting and investments, he had reached the period in a young
+man's life when episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a
+disappointing death, have begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit
+of generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, 'I have
+already thought out the issue of such conditions as these we are
+experiencing.' At other times he wore an abstracted look: 'I seem
+to have lived through this moment before.'
+
+He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black
+kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and
+stood obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the
+creases.
+
+'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into
+her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually
+locked together, and the single instant only which good breeding
+allows as the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear
+penetrating ray of intelligence had shot from each into each, giving
+birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to
+the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compliment
+passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the
+conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.'
+
+Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much
+in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young
+architect of his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young
+architect.
+
+A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the
+parties engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and
+commonplace remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a
+lively melody, and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping
+beneath the horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing
+herself at their stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss
+produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind
+the paddles could be distinctly heard. The passengers who did not
+dance, including Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence,
+leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof--noticing the
+trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance--watching the waves
+from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's
+edges.
+
+Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour,
+sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the
+shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which
+reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced
+themselves to sparkles as fine as gold dust.
+
+'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train
+arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed.
+
+She thanked him much.
+
+'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She
+looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by
+showing the way.
+
+They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month
+the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop
+at Anglebury station.
+
+'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove.
+
+'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea.
+
+'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by
+the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?'
+
+'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I
+must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.'
+
+'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded.
+
+'No, thank you; we live close by.'
+
+He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back.
+But she was inexorable.
+
+'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer.
+
+'Let me see you sometimes,' he said.
+
+'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in
+lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and
+upstairs.
+
+The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often
+felt as an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the
+maiden. More, too, after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling,
+she had seemed to imply that they would never come together again.
+
+The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and
+watched her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his
+gaze was cut short by her approaching the window and pulling down
+the blind--Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless
+sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to have
+felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his
+inexperience, that it would return no more.
+
+He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when,
+finding the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left
+the street, crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary
+chamber on the other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for
+undefined reasons),
+
+ 'One hope is too like despair
+ For prudence to smother.'
+
+
+
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY
+
+But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward
+Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the
+fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or
+displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up
+entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale
+blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before.
+
+His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a
+hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably
+commonplace, she could not help toying with them,--looking at them
+from all points, and investing them with meanings of love and
+faithfulness,--ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables
+wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached
+instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours
+after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten
+will sport with a dove, pleasantly and smoothly through easy
+attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises.
+
+To turn now to the more material media through which this story
+moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a
+circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and
+important position between the past and the future of the persons
+herein concerned.
+
+At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass
+without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had
+fully expected he would do, Owen entered the room.
+
+'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course.
+Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no
+train?'
+
+'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?'
+
+'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now . . . Cytherea,
+I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.'
+
+'Yes. I think he is, except that--'
+
+'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there,
+didn't it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could
+not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk
+home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It
+then struck me that I might not be fit for anything to-day if I
+walked and aggravated the bothering foot, so I looked for a place to
+sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually
+got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to
+take me in.'
+
+They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
+
+'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid,
+Owen,' said his sister.
+
+'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow
+quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had
+only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such
+an extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by
+Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was
+saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford
+to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer
+one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself
+on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life,
+and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one
+thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the
+early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked continually
+in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at
+something or another, knocking against the post of the bedstead and
+making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory
+that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming
+about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He
+begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let
+fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had
+once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same
+name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting.
+The affair had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had
+made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What
+was the word? I said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I
+asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London
+he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had saved up, and opened
+a little inn at Hammersmith. One evening, after the inn had been
+open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighbourhood ran
+off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire.
+
+'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began
+picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily
+relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen
+came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss
+Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young lady if she would wait,
+and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass-pane in
+the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord
+to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious
+awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the girl who
+called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the
+partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face
+buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a
+house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by
+name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between
+them:--
+
+'"Why have you not brought him?"
+
+'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night."
+
+'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to
+the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord
+ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not
+for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be
+much alarmed. "Who is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman.
+"I know her," the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The
+elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers.
+
+'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of
+an inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get
+some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to
+her ear, and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman
+napping is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says
+the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately--
+
+'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.'
+
+'My own name!' said Cytherea.
+
+'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be
+equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that
+they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously
+uttered, for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!"
+and was quite overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation
+that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was
+very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident
+that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learnt from
+words the elderly woman casually dropped, that meetings of the same
+kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant
+Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this dependent
+or confederate till then.
+
+'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her
+companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the
+house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing
+about the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to
+his own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any
+more particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he
+should never hear any more of that! too many years had passed since
+it happened. "At any rate, you found out her surname?" I said.
+"Well, well, that's my secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never
+have been in this part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I
+failed as a publican, you know." I imagine the situation of gateman
+was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence; but I
+can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long breath. "I have never
+heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then
+there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying
+in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell asleep.
+Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient
+Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the
+remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?'
+
+'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.'
+
+'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen.
+'The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient
+for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it
+either.'
+
+Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything
+else in connection with the story?' she said.
+
+'What?' he asked.
+
+'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was the
+name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously
+renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same
+woman.'
+
+'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically.
+
+'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in
+England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?'
+
+'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.'
+
+'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell
+you.' She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates,
+and found one in an old school history.
+
+'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the
+sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.'
+
+'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen.
+
+They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful
+absorbing interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea
+by-and-by. 'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have
+searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never
+found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover
+more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to
+Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the
+opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told
+us. What could have been the secret, Owen?'
+
+'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this
+way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a
+family story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall
+never know any more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.'
+
+Cytherea sat silently thinking.
+
+'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?'
+he continued.
+
+'None.'
+
+'I could see that by your looks when I came in.'
+
+'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there
+must be people somewhere who want governesses?'
+
+'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them
+mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and
+can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.'
+
+'What shall I do?'
+
+'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty
+trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you,
+Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do
+not amount to much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and
+we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics. . . It is a
+meagre narrow life we are drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it
+is a degree more tolerable than the worrying sensation of all the
+world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Hocbridge.'
+
+'I couldn't go back there again,' she said.
+
+'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite
+right in dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the
+remark were almost too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he
+continued, 'something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish
+my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two
+months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is
+uncertain.'
+
+'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said
+firmly. 'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the
+beginning of October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should
+we do if I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?'
+
+They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be
+supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and
+feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising
+had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea
+was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so
+inexperienced a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had
+a fancy that this presumption of hers might be one reason why no
+ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the
+following form:--
+
+
+ 'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to
+ hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very
+ moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.'
+
+
+In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and
+down the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few
+words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face
+had become crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few
+minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward
+ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the
+reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom
+his gaze was mostly resting, and who was attentively listening
+--looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said
+that men love with their eyes; women with their ears.
+
+As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and
+as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age,
+it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find
+a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing.
+He thought of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This
+was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the
+gaily painted boats moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat
+in the stern steering.
+
+They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of
+rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting
+in the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her
+figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation,
+as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming
+to form with it an organic whole.
+
+Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe.
+Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen
+Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair
+of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to
+do finished rowing before a parade full of promenaders when there
+was a little swell on, and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he
+begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She
+stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus
+passed the fifth evening on the water.
+
+But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer companionship,
+and much more exclusive connection.
+
+2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's
+management at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return
+from Budmouth to his father's house, previous to his departure for
+London.
+
+Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land
+nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would
+occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the
+evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of
+sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her
+brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under
+this arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of
+the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew
+what. Half-past five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official
+day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by.
+
+She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could
+endure no longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that
+Edward would have found some reason or other for calling, but it
+seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when
+the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon
+her in the street at the first turning, and, like the Great Duke
+Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the Bust'--
+
+ 'He looked at her as a lover can;
+ She looked at him as one who awakes--
+ The past was a sleep, and her life began.'
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively.
+
+How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in
+the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which
+prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has
+set in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by
+name, and before the consideration of what this love is, has given
+birth to the consideration of what difficulties it tends to create;
+when on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in
+picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights, and soft morning
+shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress,
+which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special
+position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the speaker
+of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful
+over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or
+under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair.
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to
+his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at
+the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a
+series of minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed
+the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions.
+
+Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of
+habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed
+that a row on the water was, under any circumstances, a natural
+thing. Without another word being spoken on either side, they went
+down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid
+noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore.
+
+They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell,
+and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers.
+The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his
+hands came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her
+that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he
+was going to clasp his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong
+that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those
+critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon;
+then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to
+her natural position again. At this instant he again leant forward
+to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An
+involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a
+vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat's head
+round till they stood directly for shore.
+
+His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her
+look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they
+were going.
+
+'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said,
+looking over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great
+semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.'
+
+She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired.
+'Mine, I suppose?'
+
+'I can't help saying that it is yours.'
+
+She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of
+vexation at the answer.
+
+'Why do you let go?'
+
+'I do it so badly.'
+
+'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to
+return?'
+
+'Yes, if you please.'
+
+'Of course, then, I will at once.'
+
+'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd
+directions, and all through my wretched steering.'
+
+'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not
+so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?'
+
+Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by
+him to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life
+she felt the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant
+subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved.
+Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not
+have had the intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She
+replied quietly and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the
+contrary fact a minute earlier--
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back
+but to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the
+operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against
+the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His
+warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he
+was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of
+something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that
+something was--she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But
+he flung a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and
+they sped in a straight line towards the shore.
+
+Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart,
+and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was
+inwardly distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words
+about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended
+him to learn her secret; but more than all she was not able to
+endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved.
+
+There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore;
+he would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable
+She would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the
+fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his
+mind.
+
+They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now
+waiting for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must
+not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to
+the occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god--
+
+'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting
+her young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little.
+
+'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry
+which a slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?'
+
+'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant
+evening,' she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little
+longer row if you don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before
+if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard.'
+
+It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We
+understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and
+pulled back into the Bay once more.
+
+'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind
+the directness of the course--wherever you will.'
+
+'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of
+beach northward from Budmouth Esplanade.
+
+'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She
+took the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left.
+
+For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip
+of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at
+length spoke.
+
+'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively.
+
+'Yes,' she replied faintly.
+
+'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.'
+
+'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness.
+
+'But I shan't advance.'
+
+'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that
+an architect's work is another man's play.'
+
+'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon
+mastering it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who
+get rich need have no skill at all as artists.'
+
+'What need they have?'
+
+'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art
+possess very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances,
+and a love for using them. They give their whole attention to the
+art of dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve
+up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely
+to make a name?'
+
+'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.'
+
+'What's that?'
+
+'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common
+in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably
+successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are
+geniuses.'
+
+'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark
+I should fancy you had bought experience.'
+
+She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with
+wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him.
+
+Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and
+mused. 'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to
+be in the fashion,' he said at last. . . 'Well, when I found all
+this out that I was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From
+having already loved verse passionately, I went on to read it
+continually; then I went rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins
+a man for useful occupation, and for content with reasonable success
+in a profession or trade, it is the habit of writing verses on
+emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want
+of nourishment.'
+
+'Do you write poems now?' she said.
+
+'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the
+usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass
+through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or
+thinking they are ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world
+worth living for.'
+
+'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is,
+that one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other
+continues deluded all his days.'
+
+'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark
+unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate
+the thankless Muse" no longer, but. . .' He paused, as if
+endeavouring to think what better thing he did.
+
+Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and
+their startling harmony with the present situation suggested the
+fancy that he was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward
+contemplativeness to her face.
+
+Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said
+'Yes.' Then they were silent again.
+
+'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made
+arrangements for leaving,' he resumed.
+
+Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable
+to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side
+of her attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a
+vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and
+frittering away his time.
+
+'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once
+more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I
+have advertised for something to do.'
+
+'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But
+we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended
+upon the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to
+come very slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it
+will be time for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now,
+but for an easy life of reasonable comfort.'
+
+It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion
+as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for
+conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the
+possibility of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting
+out of their power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage.
+The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to
+its solemn extreme; the man who has learnt that has had no time to
+get rich.
+
+'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable
+wealth,' she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great
+stand upon no middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.'
+
+'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a
+sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and
+exclusive.'
+
+'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but
+discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not
+quite right in--'
+
+'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But
+the long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a
+thing if they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much
+admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's
+borders; which I am afraid has been my case.' He looked into the
+far distance and paused.
+
+Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success
+is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also
+found in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such
+combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the
+outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own,
+there are bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account
+of their remoteness.
+
+
+
+They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of
+strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the
+Bay, whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the
+place of sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided
+noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so
+strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away,
+leaving the water of that rare glassy smoothness which is unmarked
+even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and
+blues of divers shades were reflected from this mirror accordingly
+as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see the rocky
+bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of
+various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a
+silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes.
+
+At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of
+encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat
+had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a
+contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something
+from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution
+hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amidships he came and
+gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the
+stern.
+
+She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his
+own right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her
+neck till it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust
+away. Lightly pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards
+his own; when, at this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or
+spell within him suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed
+as much to himself as to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?'
+
+Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that
+its nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from
+so near the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes
+accent. It was thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter
+of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like
+the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with its
+mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word
+she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense
+as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was
+so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation:
+pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a
+longer kiss.
+
+It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom'
+and the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their
+hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips.
+
+'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered.
+
+She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around
+them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent
+shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss,
+were all 'many a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each
+other.
+
+But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been
+connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier.
+'I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would
+work at the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim
+you as mine; I would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is
+not this; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you
+forgive as you can love?' She was alarmed to see that he had become
+pale with the question.
+
+'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which
+has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to
+love you; but I did it. Something forbade--'
+
+'What?' she exclaimed.
+
+'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and
+now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . I
+must, however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest,
+you had better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and
+explain everything.'
+
+Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known
+of this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier
+of mere acquaintanceship--never, never!
+
+'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite,
+carking doubt had taken possession of her.
+
+'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My
+only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I
+may tell an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell.
+I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me,
+sweet--forgive me.' Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not
+answer him. He returned to his place and took to the oars.
+
+They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of
+houses, lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky.
+The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew
+nearer their destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly
+with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear
+as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the
+long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small
+and yellow, and seeming to send long tap-roots of fire quivering
+down deep into the sea. By-and-by they reached the landing-steps.
+He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about
+them. It was not relinquished till he reached her door. His
+assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw that
+she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow.
+Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade.
+
+Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she
+did in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out
+of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to
+see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement
+behind him, forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as
+she mused in his neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding,
+the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses
+at her back, from the open windows of which the lamp-light streamed
+to join that of the orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay
+in front. Then Edward began to pace up and down, and Cytherea,
+fearing that he would notice her, hastened homeward, flinging him a
+last look as she passed out of sight. No promise from him to write:
+no request that she herself would do so--nothing but an indefinite
+expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas,
+alas!
+
+When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room,
+and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered
+her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her
+hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and
+succumbed to the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends
+full-blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her
+long drooping lashes.
+
+ 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe,
+ A living death, and ever-dying life.'
+
+'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and
+vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!'
+she said.
+
+'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early
+to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me,
+and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.'
+
+'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he
+told you _all_?'
+
+'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply.
+
+Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she
+could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters.
+She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility
+that he might be deluding her.
+
+'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I
+must dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something
+far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my
+position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I
+mean to advertise once more.'
+
+'Advertising is no use.'
+
+'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her
+answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it
+him. 'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly.
+This was her third effort:--
+
+
+ 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street,
+ Budmouth.'
+
+
+Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated
+in a nameless, varying tone, the two words--
+
+'Lady's-maid!'
+
+'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea
+bravely.
+
+'But _you_, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes, I--who am I?'
+
+'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.'
+
+'I shall try to be, at any rate.'
+
+'Such a disgrace--'
+
+'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather
+warmly. 'You know very well--'
+
+'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put
+"inexperienced?"'
+
+'Because I am.'
+
+'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor,
+Cytherea, aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems
+that the two months will close my engagement here.'
+
+'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us
+work to do. . . . Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as
+a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and
+never mind!'
+
+In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the
+brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet,
+angelic, as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that
+shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a
+hopefulness intense enough to quell them.
+
+
+
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last
+note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of
+hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as
+Cytherea seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means
+adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of
+that in which she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles
+off. The reply ran thus:--
+
+
+ KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ August 3, 1864.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The
+duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth
+on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she
+would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four
+o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note.'
+
+
+A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest
+bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel.
+Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending
+outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and
+restored to her tread a portion of that elasticity which her past
+troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away.
+
+She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar.
+
+'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in
+the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains,
+knobs, and clamps of gold, in the background.
+
+'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea
+looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third
+person, out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several
+days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room
+--be quick.' From the alacrity with which the order was given and
+taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of
+considerable importance.
+
+'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the
+landlady inquired.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a
+money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would
+bring no profit to the house.
+
+Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of
+the building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as
+occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the
+first-floor corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains,
+carpet, and coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which
+the cold light coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a
+wide roof of new slates--the only object the small window commanded
+--imparted a more striking paleness. But underneath the door,
+communicating with the next room of the suite, gleamed an
+infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast--a
+very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the sun beamed strongly
+into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was the only
+cheering thing visible in the place.
+
+People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they
+wait; the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard
+and fast line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the
+streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side
+as the source of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good
+deed in a naughty world.
+
+Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the
+brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the
+front of the house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts
+down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one
+Cytherea occupied.
+
+The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak
+caused by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light
+footstep on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot
+tapped impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken
+imperiously by a lady's tongue.
+
+'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the
+attendant.
+
+'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.'
+
+Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the
+chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand
+on the knob, when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door
+was pulled open from the other side.
+
+2. FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the
+crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from
+the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the
+floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of
+a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand.
+The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue
+gloom, and assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall
+black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a
+finely-built woman, of spare though not angular proportions.
+
+Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a
+step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss
+Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary
+and softer light that was reflected from the varnished panels of the
+door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much
+beauty of the majestic autumnal phase.
+
+'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the
+embrasure of the window.
+
+Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked
+forward in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that
+she had been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint
+added to Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple
+life had not yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst
+in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which
+might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and
+warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it
+plainly had once possessed.
+
+She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might
+easily have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady
+eyes, a Roman nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent
+chin with which the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a
+mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion,
+habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity about the
+lower outlines of the face which gave a masculine cast to this
+portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible
+save in one part--the curve of her forehead and brows--there it was
+clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress,
+and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers.
+
+'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid
+giving the address, G., Cross Street?'
+
+'Yes, madam. Graye.'
+
+'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper,
+mentioned you, and pointed out your advertisement.'
+
+This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to
+consider it.
+
+'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.'
+
+'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too
+girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with
+such assurance? It misleads people.'
+
+'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother
+said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and
+would not let it remain.'
+
+'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?'
+
+'I have no mother, madam.'
+
+'Your father, then?'
+
+'I have no father.'
+
+'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.'
+
+'They didn't think anything about it.'
+
+'You didn't ask them, I suppose.'
+
+'No.'
+
+'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?'
+
+'Because I haven't any of them, either.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then
+at any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone.
+'However, I am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an
+elderly person. You see, I want an experienced maid who knows all
+the usual duties of the office.' She was going to add, 'Though I
+like your appearance,' but the words seemed offensive to apply to
+the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, 'though I
+like you much.'
+
+'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying.
+
+'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea.
+
+'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.'
+
+Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be
+one of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as
+was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was
+compatible with beauty.
+
+And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady
+with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember
+Greuze's 'Head of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance
+at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to
+set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible
+average of takes within the year: but the action that tugs the
+hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of
+turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes behind.
+
+Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea
+had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her
+motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the
+maiden's retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is
+almost worth while to be bored with instructing her in order to have
+a creature who could glide round my luxurious indolent body in that
+manner, and look at me in that way--I warrant how light her fingers
+are upon one's head and neck. . . . What a silly modest young thing
+she is, to go away so suddenly as that!' She rang the bell.
+
+'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she
+said to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.'
+
+Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her
+history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the
+household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a
+stranger. When she was recalled she turned back without feeling
+much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not
+seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when
+Cytherea had re-entered the room.
+
+'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.'
+
+'And are you a clever needlewoman?'
+
+'I am considered to be.'
+
+'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding
+is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and
+neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me. . . .
+Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory,
+you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in
+readiness to come on Monday.'
+
+When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe
+asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with
+Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr.
+Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from
+his own imperfect acquaintance with the young creature more than
+from circumstantial knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up.
+Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of
+other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable
+enough--yes, I can see that by her face. I like that face of hers.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing
+to Mr. Thorn.
+
+
+
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON
+
+At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so
+anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him
+narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less
+tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form
+came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea.
+
+One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to
+come on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House
+by Monday evening.
+
+The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the
+bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him
+than his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he
+had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces
+from time to time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards
+those faces as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as
+well as her present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He
+pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in
+trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for
+her, without which all love was evanescent.
+
+He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable
+circumstances (a long history, with which it was impossible to
+acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon
+his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their
+parting than he did now--and it was the cause of his abrupt
+behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an
+honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception had prompted
+him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of
+possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour
+generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a
+position she would think worthy to be shared with him?
+
+Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a
+love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was
+unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that
+kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who
+loves him without knowing much about him. Springrove already stood
+a cubit higher in her imagination than he did in his shoes.
+
+During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure,
+packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy
+of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her
+involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet.
+
+In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put
+her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to
+Knapwater House.
+
+Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found
+nobody there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting
+outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery
+running towards her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved
+to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two ways of getting
+rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning
+them. The coachman drowned his.
+
+He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon
+in about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove
+off.
+
+Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her
+against the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning
+this new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the
+confident ease of mind which is required for the critical
+observation of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the
+slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, dark, and vacuous
+hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue ones that
+have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the
+turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them
+just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large
+lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of
+bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along
+a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the
+form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the
+track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade
+over it, which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the
+lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the
+grass--the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle
+could reach.
+
+'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a
+grey gable between the trees, and losing it again.
+
+'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it.
+The Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty.
+'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't
+care to live there.'
+
+'Why didn't they?'
+
+'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been
+pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a
+small residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses
+stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy.'
+
+'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?'
+
+'No, not a single one.'
+
+'Ah, that's a pity.'
+
+'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly
+hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it
+will have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word
+of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In
+fact, I couldn't. O no, I couldn't.'
+
+'Why couldn't you?'
+
+'The sounds.'
+
+'What are they?'
+
+'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear
+that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill
+or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.'
+
+He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air
+came the unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot
+unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove.
+
+'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there,
+miss?'
+
+'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there
+were two--what is the other horrid sound?'
+
+'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water
+up the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that
+directly. . . . There, now hark again.'
+
+From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the
+whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute,
+with a sousing noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another
+creak, and so on continually.
+
+'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds,
+these would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine
+goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased
+or visited. Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are
+not very well; though we don't often hear it at the Great House.'
+
+'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel
+greased. Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?'
+
+'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of
+thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now
+he's getten old and very seldom goes there.'
+
+'How many are there in family?'
+
+'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.'
+
+'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the
+property, and lived here alone.'
+
+'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being
+about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he
+was only speaking to the new lady's-maid.
+
+'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as
+if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity.
+'The poor old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then
+drew a long breath.
+
+'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Ah! . . . When he's dead peace will be all over with us old
+servants. I expect to see the old house turned inside out.'
+
+'She will marry, do you mean?'
+
+'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as
+solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty,
+if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation
+by marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say
+that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr.
+Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care.
+She's an extraordinary picture of womankind--very extraordinary.'
+
+'In what way besides?'
+
+'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this
+last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em
+from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a
+neglectful party at heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen
+goings on!'
+
+'Does she dismiss them directly they come!'
+
+'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see
+'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a
+passion with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and
+say they are going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but
+she's as proud as a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say,
+"Stay," and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to
+her about anybody, "Ah, poor thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If
+you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor thing!" she says directly. She
+hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the chief butler, as
+mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difference
+between 'em.'
+
+Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her
+brother.
+
+'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I
+think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send
+the pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this
+time she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow
+with the pony-kerriage.". . . There, 'tis true, pony and carriage
+too are getten rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the
+vehicle as if to keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits.
+
+''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.'
+
+'Why to-night?'
+
+'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday,
+and she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see;
+this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?'
+
+They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of
+trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the
+mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing
+themselves among the trees behind.
+
+2. EVENING
+
+The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey
+freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism
+which prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the
+copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in
+the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the
+ground plan, having a projection in the centre of each side,
+surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the inferior side ran
+a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards again at
+their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court,
+within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These
+erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses,
+laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being
+half buried beneath close-set shrubs and trees.
+
+There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand
+to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement
+of the remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour
+of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of
+the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole,
+most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from
+the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying
+below, upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt
+floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst
+of the lake; beyond this and the further margin of the water were
+plantations and greensward of varied outlines, the trees
+heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite
+landscape stretching behind.
+
+The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by
+the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side
+door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly
+woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who announced
+herself to be Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper.
+
+'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said.
+
+'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea,
+smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably
+like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's
+prophecy.
+
+Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room.
+Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever
+occasion allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity,
+to discover, if possible, something in her which should give a clue
+to the secret of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation
+based upon it. But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then.
+Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets,
+going to cupboards, leaving the room two or three minutes, and
+trotting back again.
+
+'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old
+gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner
+on that day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of
+them are sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of
+lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many
+acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all
+the duller for the younger maids in the house.' Mrs. Morris then
+proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the
+constitution and government of the estate.
+
+'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more?
+Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure. . . . Well, now, it is rather
+inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of
+the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe
+has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all
+yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she
+will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing. . . . I was going to
+say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs, and
+show you through the wardrobes--Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid
+out for to-night yet.'
+
+She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then
+took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor;
+where, after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of
+apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour
+yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the
+bed in the next room all that she had been told would be required
+that evening, and then went again to the little room which had been
+appropriated to herself.
+
+Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like
+another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the
+brilliant pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn
+--now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of
+spirit which had hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the
+pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the
+geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid
+cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia,
+and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the pale hue
+of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the
+other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her
+eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was
+possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The
+petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just passed through,
+her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of
+quenching all individuality of character in herself, and
+relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this
+alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to
+pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a
+hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds
+and cowkeepers, and birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw
+there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for
+several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass.
+
+'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with
+surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
+
+The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes:
+the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion,
+and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left
+buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red letters the
+initials 'E. S.'
+
+'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that
+immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove.
+
+'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve.
+Miss Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in
+the drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to
+ascertain to whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest
+one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
+
+'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's.'
+
+'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly.
+
+'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the
+cider-maker, and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended
+you to me when he came in to see me the other day?'
+
+Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her
+excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her
+love. 'O yes,' she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as
+follows in that short interval:--
+
+'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too.
+
+'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind.
+
+'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached.
+
+'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might
+meet whenever he came home.
+
+'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid;
+and he knew my brother and myself.
+
+'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.'
+
+The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and
+there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all
+Edward's doing.
+
+The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still
+continued in her reverie.
+
+'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris.
+
+'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly.
+
+'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued,
+in a tone of surprise.
+
+Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden
+irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had
+recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence;
+the flush passed, and she said hastily--
+
+'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell
+--whether I want to or no.'
+
+However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in
+life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the
+gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to
+her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because
+Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot.
+She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to
+hurriedly glide out by a side door, and look for a moment at the
+unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to
+them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all
+stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell down
+the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish
+movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase,
+catching glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who
+flashed about the passages like lightning.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual
+survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any
+purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of
+perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the
+inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy
+recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own,
+called the dressing-window.
+
+The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque
+Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance
+something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface
+being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration,
+but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious
+joiner and decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of
+painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's
+immediate eye; the materials being the remains of two or three old
+cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About two-thirds of
+the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being laid with
+parquetry of light and dark woods.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
+dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have
+come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.'
+
+Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on
+the earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less
+warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with
+the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents'
+specialities, seemed to have quite forgotten Cytherea's
+inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body to her handmaid
+without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn.
+
+Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and
+black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were
+put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face,
+and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first
+evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that
+such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have
+been applied on the threshold of her arrival; but set to again.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped
+languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The
+instincts of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next
+movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders,
+and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real; a satisfaction.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation
+went on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed
+to turn to the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass.
+
+'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with
+widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's
+little hand tremble against her neck.
+
+'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the
+maiden.
+
+'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more
+show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God
+forbid!'
+
+'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness
+of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under
+favourable circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss
+Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for
+her vice by having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand.
+
+'Yours, indeed! _Your_ hair! Come, go on.' Considering that
+Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of that valuable
+auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the
+same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered
+herself, however, and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye
+--By-the-bye, what do they call you downstairs?'
+
+'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid.
+
+'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is
+quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.'
+
+This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing
+till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's
+brow. Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very
+best of her judgment.
+
+'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'I look too young--an old dressed doll.'
+
+'Will that, madam?'
+
+'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!'
+
+'This way, perhaps?'
+
+'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap.
+
+Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was
+to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in
+arranging it could please her. She continued in a smouldering
+passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips
+firmly closed, and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally,
+snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her
+hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the
+least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her.
+
+Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would
+find a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried
+to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried
+to muse; she could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the
+beginning, what will the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt
+many misgivings as to the policy of being overhasty in establishing
+an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished past.
+
+3. MIDNIGHT
+
+The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The
+company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and
+jerkingly.
+
+Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a
+fitful sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily
+in her chair waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain
+in that state of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of
+Time as a real motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing
+past in the company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room,
+to find the lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on
+both sides, and looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute
+repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest sense of
+responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish so
+imposing a pile.
+
+The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her
+own listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer
+stratum of clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in
+her hand and went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to
+hang it in the wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she
+might not keep Miss Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than
+necessary, she flung it down on the first resting-place that came to
+hand, which happened to be the bed, and re-entered the dressing-room
+with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She paused in the middle
+of the room.
+
+She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been
+expected. During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss
+Aldclyffe had pulled off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn
+high above the throat, which she had worn with her evening dress as
+a semi-opaque covering to her shoulders, and in its place had put
+her night-gown round her. Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as
+if engaged in fastening her night-gown.
+
+But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to
+Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been
+carelessly thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied
+in holding up to her eyes some small object that she was keenly
+scrutinizing. And now on suddenly discovering the presence of
+Cytherea at the back of the apartment, instead of naturally
+continuing or concluding her inspection, she desisted hurriedly; the
+tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was removed, and she began
+adjusting her robes.
+
+Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her
+shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's
+temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid,
+Cytherea's youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if
+she were a mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to
+reason about, and yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe
+must have a practical reason for concealing her neck.
+
+With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step
+back and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe
+turned, saw the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking
+into her eyes as if she had half an intention to explain something.
+Cytherea felt certain it was the little mystery of her late
+movements. The other withdrew her eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the
+dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring it up to Miss
+Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put it on
+the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea.
+
+Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from
+the direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the
+glass--the fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of
+curves between throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly
+lit up by the light burning on either side.
+
+And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest
+manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of
+pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with
+arabesque work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly
+what Miss Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not
+having been put off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained
+during the night--a slight departure from the custom of ladies which
+Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new
+assistant, though now, on further thought, she seemed to have become
+indifferent on the matter.
+
+'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as
+she spoke.
+
+Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her
+head, but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass.
+
+'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's
+reflected face.
+
+'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected
+face.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were
+on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said
+lightly--
+
+'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep
+it a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you,
+and seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences
+that. . .'
+
+She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with
+the other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature.
+
+'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and
+even timidly.
+
+'It is.'
+
+But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and
+there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so
+thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The
+face in the miniature was the face of her own father--younger and
+fresher than she had ever known him--but her father!
+
+Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was
+this the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering
+the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was.
+And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden
+stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as
+far as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its
+strangeness.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature
+that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise.
+She went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone.
+
+'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation,
+and went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my
+past. But it was best that it should be so. . . . I was led to
+think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because
+of your name. It is pronounced the same way, though differently
+spelt.'
+
+The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to
+Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove.
+She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward
+was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure.
+
+Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of
+feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation,
+trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond
+recall; and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that
+chapter of her life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the
+result of a trivial accident.
+
+Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some
+plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid
+revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to
+discharge the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of
+electricity.
+
+'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed.
+
+A silence.
+
+'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course
+_nothing_ that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.'
+She spoke crossly no less than emphatically.
+
+'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the
+woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her.
+
+'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on.
+
+Cytherea made no answer.
+
+The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to
+the disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But
+what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a
+most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She
+recurred to the subject of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a
+bitter reviewer, who finding the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable,
+quarrels with his rhymes.
+
+'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in
+engaging a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came.
+Miss Aldclyffe tried again.
+
+'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three
+questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good
+l--, the shape of her face and body! It _was_ a fool's trick. There,
+I am served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.'
+
+'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an
+unfortunate one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that
+the other's petulance desired.
+
+'You did,' she said hotly.
+
+'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of
+routine just at first.'
+
+'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I
+say.'
+
+Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--'
+
+'If what?'
+
+'If it were a lady's!'
+
+'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this
+instant, I tell you.'
+
+'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me,
+is no lady herself!'
+
+'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!'
+
+'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!'
+
+'Good Heavens!'
+
+'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!'
+
+'What?'
+
+'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!'
+
+'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed--
+
+'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her
+hand as if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung
+the maiden into absolute defiance.
+
+'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam!
+I am not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit,
+and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words.
+She sank back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to
+your room--I beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky
+whisper.
+
+Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to
+the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from
+the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much
+stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking
+with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the
+kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her
+father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss
+Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that
+expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss
+Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an
+instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to
+the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels
+ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not sufficient power
+to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange
+suspicion that had entered her head.
+
+'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she
+said, with assumed indifference.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still
+looking into the flame.
+
+'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked
+and saw it myself.'
+
+The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?'
+said Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house
+keeper at Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y, E.'
+
+'What was your father's trade?'
+
+Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any
+longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.'
+
+'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!'
+
+'There's nothing to offend, you in that, I hope?'
+
+'O no.'
+
+'Why did you say "the idea"?'
+
+'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury,
+one Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.'
+
+'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that
+part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of
+his.'
+
+'What is your Christian name?'
+
+'Cytherea.'
+
+'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes,
+I see you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips
+impassibly. She was a little agitated.
+
+'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand
+and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face.
+
+'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly.
+
+'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning,
+madam.'
+
+'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying.
+
+'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the
+short remainder of my stay?'
+
+Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had
+answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had
+been curious about her name from the beginning.
+
+The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea
+went along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled
+against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris
+looked out.
+
+'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your
+first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have
+you got on with Miss Aldclyffe?'
+
+'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.'
+
+'Has she been scolding?'
+
+'A little.'
+
+'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her.
+She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of
+us who don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years
+and years.'
+
+'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea.
+
+'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle.
+Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal
+side. Her mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time
+--and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly
+the other branch of the family died out one by one--three of them,
+and Miss Aldclyffe's great-uncle then left all his property,
+including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss
+Aldclyffe's father and mother--on condition that they took the old
+family name as well. There's all about it in the "Landed Gentry."
+'Tis a thing very often done.'
+
+'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.'
+
+
+
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+
+1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the bed,
+bewildered by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her
+mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was
+to be the first and last of her experience as a lady's-maid.
+Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating
+post for another instant. 'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the
+martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows
+everything better than I.'
+
+She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the
+morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what
+practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All
+these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind
+unconsciously drifting away to the contemplation of her late
+surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of
+her own magnificent resources in face and bosom, and to mark their
+attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a
+young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst passing through
+the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of Miss
+Aldclyffe's temper.
+
+But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on
+the hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the
+solitary lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so
+repellent and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then
+the young girl marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled
+before, at the strange confluence of circumstances which had brought
+herself into contact with the one woman in the world whose history
+was so romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to
+wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely being to
+loneliness still.
+
+In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more
+persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring
+visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's
+rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the
+young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that
+seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily
+in some way. Then the secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and
+the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and other places:
+the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful news,
+and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in
+mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of
+her own father with this his first love; the awakening of the
+passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture,
+her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the
+delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter
+change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a
+rigid determination: and the total concealment of her reason by
+herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course
+dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was
+discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still
+unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty.
+Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished
+in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not
+been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this
+page of her father's history, and the chief one, the lady's
+unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing
+towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have
+been no benefit to either.
+
+Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay
+restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back
+again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a
+clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could
+distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room.
+
+To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to
+uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide
+open in the darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of
+her listening. Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time.
+
+It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the
+panels. Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement
+which caused a faint rustling of the bed-clothes.
+
+Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given.
+Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon
+finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the
+hope. The maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its
+opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took
+the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked.
+
+A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole:
+'Cytherea!'
+
+Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was
+Miss Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and
+whispered back, 'Yes?'
+
+'Let me come in, darling.'
+
+The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion.
+It was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes;
+she must let her come in, poor thing.
+
+She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes
+and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her
+dressing-gown.
+
+'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the
+visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you
+to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that
+you are mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and
+that you may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?'
+
+'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie
+generously.
+
+The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the
+last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl,
+and pressed her gently to her heart.
+
+'Now kiss me,' she said.
+
+Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of
+treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so
+impetuous as Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her
+lips for a moment, try how she would.
+
+'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as
+the bursting of a bubble.
+
+'More earnestly than that--come.'
+
+She gave another, a little but not much more expressively.
+
+'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an
+ill-tempered woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I
+am; but I have had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I
+can't help loving you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it
+strange?'
+
+Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent.
+
+'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty
+to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of
+her father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her,
+which seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was
+a solution. She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her
+acquaintanceship and attachment to Cytherea's father in past times:
+then she would tell her all she knew: that would be honour.
+
+'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She
+impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if
+in the outburst of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for
+something to love and be loved by in return.
+
+'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I
+don't know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am
+a very fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?'
+
+'Eighteen.'
+
+'Eighteen! . . . Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?'
+
+'Because I don't want to know.'
+
+'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater
+pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not
+told my age truly for the last twenty years till now.'
+
+'Why haven't you?'
+
+'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary
+--and I long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent,
+like you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth
+a thought, as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge.
+Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?'
+
+'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.'
+
+'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Why do you do that?'
+
+'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were
+not to. Do you?'
+
+'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought
+all such matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should
+be glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the
+code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary
+Societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers,
+dear--you won't omit them now you recollect it. I should like to
+hear you very much. Will you?'
+
+'It seems hardly--'
+
+'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and
+nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,'
+
+Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the
+following conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward
+Springrove, she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her
+nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love
+for him a secret, and, above all, a secret from a woman like Miss
+Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not
+for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so
+endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by
+an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of her, she thought, and
+a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might
+have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have
+skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such
+trifling.
+
+'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her
+then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in
+another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just
+as unceremoniously as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you
+shall hear me,' she added firmly.
+
+She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the
+simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's
+name was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case,
+maidenly shyness was too strong even for religion, and that when
+supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she
+stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of
+her.
+
+'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I
+verily believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected
+question came.
+
+'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?'
+
+There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,'
+said Cytherea.
+
+'Who are Owen and Edward?'
+
+'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid.
+
+'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?'
+
+A silence.
+
+'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who
+Edward is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning.
+
+'I don't mind telling; only . . .'
+
+'You would rather not, I suppose?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she
+inquired suddenly.
+
+Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered
+from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment.
+
+'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured.
+
+'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?'
+
+A pause.
+
+'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply.
+
+'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now
+with you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and
+gloomy accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you
+for. No, no.' She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity.
+'Cytherea, try to love me more than you love him--do. I love you
+more sincerely than any man can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man
+stand between us. O, I can't bear that!' She clasped Cytherea's
+neck again.
+
+'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other.
+
+'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women
+are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who
+had not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or
+been practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and
+sweetness and goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth
+and ears have not been made a regular highway of by some man or
+another! Leave the admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of
+society--and look in the villages--leave the villages and search in
+the schools--and you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been
+_had_--is not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If
+men only knew the staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times
+out of ten the "first love" they think they are winning from a woman
+is but the hulk of an old wrecked affection, fitted with new sails
+and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that you, too, are like the
+rest?'
+
+'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in
+the impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.'
+
+'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's
+no doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I
+--we are all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your
+mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew
+the spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh
+spring meadow--now you seem a dusty highway.'
+
+'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on
+extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She
+wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and
+her treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was
+in one sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that
+Cytherea's instincts desired. Though it was generous, it seemed
+somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance.
+
+'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?'
+
+Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she
+too much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled
+her tongue.
+
+'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have
+shown?'
+
+'I will, perhaps, another day.'
+
+'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or
+two previous to your coming here?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you
+round the bay with your brother.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little
+heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you
+silly thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone
+with him. I only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the
+rest of the people. I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very
+good figure: now who was he?'
+
+'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!'
+
+'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up
+his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you,
+trust him for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link
+in a long chain of others like you: who only have your little day
+as they have had theirs.'
+
+''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an
+agony of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am
+sure he hasn't.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She
+continued--
+
+'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in
+a few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have
+cared for anybody so absurdly much.'
+
+'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come,
+tell me--tell me!'
+
+'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me
+nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.'
+
+'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell--come tell me!'
+
+'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone
+which mingled pity with derision--
+
+ '"Love's passions shall rock thee
+ As the storm rocks the ravens on high,
+ Bright reason will mock thee
+ Like the sun from a wintry sky."
+
+'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on
+what he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men
+torture them when they have given way to those feelings, and have
+resigned everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves
+you heartily now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love
+him in return, your loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you
+may be separated for ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by
+will fade and fade--bright eyes _will_ fade--and you will perhaps then
+die early--true to him to your latest breath, and believing him to
+be true to the latest breath also; whilst he, in some gay and busy
+spot far away from your last quiet nook, will have married some
+dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will long have ceased
+to regret you--will chat about you, as you were in long past years
+--will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair like that--poor
+innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless idle dream--that
+dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and simple, silly
+heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will tell the
+tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways, and as
+he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.'
+
+'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are
+cruel to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to
+desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all
+through the piece how imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself
+to be weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she
+could not control them: be agonized she must. She was only
+eighteen, and the long day's labour, her weariness, her excitement,
+had completely unnerved her, and worn her out: she was bent hither
+and thither by this tyrannical working upon her imagination, as a
+young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now think how much
+I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew calmer. 'I
+shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I will
+be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me
+always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?'
+
+'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any
+consideration.'
+
+'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my companion.
+I will get another maid.'
+
+Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the
+evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her
+presence. But she could not trust to the moment's impulse.
+
+'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.'
+
+'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and
+give me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way
+about your lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as
+others; but even if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The
+love of an inconstant man is ten times more ardent than that of a
+faithful man--that is, while it lasts.'
+
+Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further
+talk; flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss
+Aldclyffe's shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing,
+making themselves up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give
+herself over to a luxurious sense of content and quiet, as if the
+maiden at her side afforded her a protection against dangers which
+had menaced her for years; she was soon sleeping calmly.
+
+2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.
+
+With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and
+circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally
+distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's embrace,
+turned to the other side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain
+by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising
+moon--now in her last quarter--creep round upon it: it was the
+light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to live.
+
+The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays
+of the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic
+evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those
+happy moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a
+status quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly
+reality.
+
+But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware
+of a strange and gloomy murmur.
+
+She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and
+low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House
+by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason
+of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's
+melancholy representation lent to the sound a more dismal effect
+than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fancy what
+the waterfall must be like at that hour, under the trees in the
+ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the
+deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the fall;
+black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere.
+
+She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her
+ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind.
+Another soon came.
+
+The second was quite different from the first--a kind of
+intermittent whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic
+creak, ever and anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at
+least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel
+in the shrubbery by the old manor-house, which the coachman had said
+would drive him mad.
+
+She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now
+that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to
+it. She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread
+expectancy just before the end of each half-minute that brought
+them. To imagine the inside of the engine-house, whence these
+noises proceeded, was now a necessity. No window, but crevices in
+the door, through which, probably, the moonbeams streamed in the
+most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, striking sharply upon
+portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a glistening wheel, turning
+incessantly, labouring in the dark like a captive starving in a
+dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling water, which on
+account of the darkness could only be heard; water which laboured up
+dark pipes almost to where she lay.
+
+She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be
+nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her
+imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before
+going to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound _should_
+come--just suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed
+through her brain, a third sound came.
+
+The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and
+abnormal kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period
+of her life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more
+disturbing, it seemed to be almost close to her--either close
+outside the window, close under the floor, or close above the
+ceiling. The accidental fact of its coming so immediately upon the
+heels of her supposition, told so powerfully upon her excited nerves
+that she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little dog in
+some room near, having probably heard the same noise, set up a low
+whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of his
+associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy
+notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a
+long way off, in every variety of wail.
+
+One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The
+little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two
+sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them,
+but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an
+unusual sound.
+
+It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the
+night-jar, it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
+
+She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss
+Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's
+late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's
+touch, Miss Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
+
+She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!'
+she cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn;
+'and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his
+wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me
+--grinning and mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me
+only . . . But I can't tell you. I can't bear to think of it. How
+those dogs howl! People say it means death.'
+
+The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to
+dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven
+in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something
+which in all likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were
+taken to inquire into it: large houses had all kinds of strange
+sounds floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe
+her terrors.
+
+A silence of five minutes.
+
+'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
+
+'How those dogs howl, don't they?'
+
+'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.'
+
+'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's
+bedroom door. A nervous creature.'
+
+There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the
+landing struck three.
+
+'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea.
+
+'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to
+sleep, isn't it?'
+
+'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
+
+Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was
+still awake.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, very softly.
+
+Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
+
+The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose,
+put on her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own
+room.
+
+'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the
+particulars of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in
+love alters everything.'
+
+3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain
+at Knapwater was already in possession of her.
+
+Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the
+window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her
+arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking
+pictures that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding
+evening, the later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of
+shadows, and she smiled in derision at her own excitability.
+
+But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of
+each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it.
+She felt how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she
+could endure poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was.
+But all would be explained at last, she knew.
+
+At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending,
+with the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with
+pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply
+intolerable.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light
+of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to
+her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had
+effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons
+forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable
+creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required,
+she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in
+the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions.
+Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting aristocratically
+at the toilet table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's
+presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passionate
+creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before.
+
+It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these
+antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our
+observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by
+some flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the
+fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few
+crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline
+of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime.
+
+Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light.
+Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession
+are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off
+before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain
+open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the
+frigid criticism of dressing-time.
+
+The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus
+cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later
+hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a
+remark that Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she
+wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said abruptly--
+
+'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea.
+'It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.'
+
+The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name
+which to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told
+Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last.
+
+'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for
+practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in
+my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no
+thought of him.' This was perfectly true.
+
+'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
+
+'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married,
+and that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the remark
+bluntly and superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the hands
+of her family pride for the weak confidences of the night.
+
+But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome
+by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered
+words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a
+chair, and buried her face in her hands.
+
+'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of
+it. I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But
+I believe the match can be broken off.'
+
+'O no, no.'
+
+'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll
+help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd
+feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of
+course, I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have
+said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first
+choice now that he's been away from home for a while. The love that
+no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own
+homely ways; it is always so. . . . Come, finish what you are doing
+if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a
+trumpery affair as that.'
+
+'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips
+but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It
+mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for
+her: curiosity was stunned.
+
+She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how.
+Miss Aldclyffe went on:--
+
+'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak
+out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you
+are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to
+throw away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says
+good-morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so
+quickly: in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you
+should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that
+girl's in love with me already!" he thought.'
+
+To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who
+stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured
+out, bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged
+--that she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her
+bedroom, was her only thought. She was followed thither by the
+well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of
+bread-and-butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should
+eat it.
+
+To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity.
+'No, thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed.
+Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let
+a pleasant person see her face then.
+
+Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by
+postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea
+went to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully
+written, so full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up
+so neatly with a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore
+the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It
+was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words
+she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated
+forms without meaning--to feel that his eye would never read them,
+nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them.
+
+Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these
+moods of abnegation.
+
+The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of
+his love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of
+speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a
+conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and
+fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dismissed from
+his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here
+she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what
+she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright
+to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted--all gone but
+herself.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be
+continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing
+him. It was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there.
+
+She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the
+breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with
+increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea
+entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a
+trail of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a
+passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry.
+
+'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
+
+'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way.
+I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!'
+
+'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's
+face with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again
+about that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It
+is as Hallam says of Juliet--what little reason you may have
+possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I
+shan't take this notice, mind.'
+
+'Do let me go!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As
+to hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's
+absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding
+upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to
+say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and
+spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done.'
+She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth
+a roll of linen.
+
+'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it
+finished.'
+
+She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room.
+'There,' she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and
+remember one thing--that you are not to leave the room on any
+pretext whatever for two hours unless I send for you--I insist
+kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and
+not go mooning out of the window--think over the whole matter, and
+get cooled; don't let the foolish love-affair prevent your thinking
+as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say
+you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the
+matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.'
+
+To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and
+docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and
+sat down. Miss Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated.
+
+She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the
+articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a
+reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time.
+
+4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became
+attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements
+downstairs. She opened the door and listened.
+
+There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors,
+trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom,
+from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived
+there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her
+from the station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse
+--galloping at the top of the animal's speed.
+
+Another man went off in the direction of the village.
+
+Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or
+meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were
+requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to
+her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity
+influence her movements.
+
+Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she
+saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door.
+
+All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left,
+he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and
+trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven
+by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was
+again the same as before.
+
+The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to
+have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She
+almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity.
+
+Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly
+gentleman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in
+various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the
+road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the
+windows and chimneys.
+
+A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young
+maid-servant.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the
+mantel, her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly
+calm, but very pale.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.'
+
+Cytherea went close.
+
+'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then
+paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea.
+
+'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.'
+
+'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the
+announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could
+be contained in a statement so small.
+
+'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone,
+though within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly
+over his own.'
+
+Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?'
+
+'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock
+this morning.'
+
+'Then I heard him!'
+
+'Heard him?'
+
+'Heard him die!'
+
+'You heard him die? What did you hear?'
+
+'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my
+mother. I could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the
+dog howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to
+tell you what I had heard a little earlier.' She looked agonized.
+
+'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by
+that time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she
+continued, 'Is it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture
+that I might not be left entirely alone?'
+
+Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of
+Cytherea's seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The
+fact now recurred to both in one moment.
+
+'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously.
+
+'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with
+the other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness
+which Miss Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the
+appearance of being still another call to her not to forsake this
+woman so linked to her life, for the sake of any trivial vexation.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and
+said musingly--
+
+'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and
+motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but
+she did not mention them.
+
+'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?'
+
+'Yes, I did. Poor papa!'
+
+'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now!
+But you must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.'
+
+The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure
+of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And,
+once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was
+impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the
+seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object
+as one of secondary importance.
+
+
+
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH
+
+The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was
+the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss
+Aldclyffe sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning.
+
+The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had
+been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five
+years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors,
+Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole
+of his estate, real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter
+Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment
+of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts
+to the servants.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to
+sit in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable,
+high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed
+to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in
+artistic quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used
+except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of
+shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour,
+for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions
+and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on
+entering the room, and she had gone to it in a dream.
+
+She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense,
+concentrated thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were
+together, her body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by
+the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed
+intently on the corner of a footstool.
+
+At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side.
+Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in.
+Motions became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry
+further and further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat
+back and drew a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her
+forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down
+the room--at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as
+ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter
+and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer
+bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion.
+
+'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get _him_ here without letting him know
+that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man
+--that's the difficulty--and that I think I can master.'
+
+She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey
+hairs.
+
+'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.'
+
+Cytherea was not far off, and came in.
+
+'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss
+Aldclyffe abruptly.
+
+'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to
+consider the compass of the question.
+
+'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said,
+and thought of somebody else who was likewise.
+
+'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work
+comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and
+superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among
+other things?'
+
+'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at
+least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those
+things in their practice; city architects don't.'
+
+'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and
+loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man
+who had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward?'
+
+Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do.
+
+The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not
+adopting it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively--
+
+'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for
+country buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so
+on?'
+
+'Yes; he does.'
+
+'And superintends the building of them?'
+
+'Yes; he will soon.'
+
+'And he surveys land?'
+
+'O yes.'
+
+'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be,
+boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds,
+measuring timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?'
+
+'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does
+those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.'
+
+'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course.
+And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of
+tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much
+more about the matter than I do myself. . . . I am going out just
+now,' she continued. 'I shall not want you to walk with me to-day.
+Run away till dinner-time.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn:
+then turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket
+and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down
+the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its
+greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole
+grove.
+
+The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near
+the ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to
+change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness
+to even a temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by
+the nearness of the ground to the level of the springs, and by the
+presence of a deep, sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by
+bushes and a high wall. Following the road, which now ran along at
+the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the
+other side of the water, revealing a large rectangular nook from
+which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a
+dull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in full
+view of the cascade forming its further boundary. Over the top
+could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent, caused
+by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees above.
+
+Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The
+same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the
+front, less sombre than the water on the right or the trees all
+around. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a
+few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote
+edge of the greensward thus laid open, stood all that remained of
+the original manor-house, to which the dark margin-line of the trees
+in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the
+picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not
+artistically or historically, but practically--as regarded its
+fitness for adaptation to modern requirements.
+
+In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient
+portion of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the
+bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which
+had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable
+to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind
+this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of
+the main building that still existed--an Elizabethan fragment,
+consisting of as much as could be contained under three gables and a
+cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines
+indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined
+it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or
+six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three,
+and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames
+carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was
+now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to
+form cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper
+portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and
+fruit.
+
+The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point,
+went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the
+paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the
+grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their
+fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to
+tell their mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was
+coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded
+her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the
+building; then turned into a nook a short distance off where round
+and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building
+stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of
+operations for the building work done on the estate.
+
+She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the
+window of the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his
+hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walking outside
+the house since her father's death.
+
+'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of,
+without much trouble?' she inquired.
+
+The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed
+itself.
+
+'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already
+pulled down, or gone to ruin?'
+
+'Yes; I know.'
+
+'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.'
+
+'Why may it?'
+
+''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the
+whole carcase is full of cracks.'
+
+'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little
+outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six
+or eight-roomed house?'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably
+come next in every communication of this kind to which the
+superintending workman had been a party during his whole experience.
+To his surprise, Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her
+object in altering an old house must have been an unusually
+absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as
+hardly to require any prompting at all.
+
+'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will
+understand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here
+in a short time, with reference to the management of the affairs.'
+
+Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy.
+
+'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of
+works, and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well.
+But now it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will
+encroach further upon things which have hitherto been left in your
+hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, that he will
+directly and in detail superintend all.'
+
+'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered.
+
+'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops
+only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better
+consider. I will send for you in a few days.'
+
+Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train
+--distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number of
+sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her
+watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an
+appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to
+Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London.
+
+2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH
+
+On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater
+House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the
+Builder newspapers:--
+
+
+ 'LAND STEWARD.
+
+'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required
+immediately for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000
+acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erection of
+buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of superior education,
+unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable
+preference will be shown for one who possesses an artistic as well
+as a practical knowledge of planning and laying out. The
+remuneration will consist of a salary of 220 pounds, with the old
+manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling,
+solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.'
+
+
+A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of
+publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was
+advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house,
+showing her the papers containing the announcement.
+
+What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it
+merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other
+arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more
+meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about
+architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew
+that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and
+practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the details of
+the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might be
+ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who
+would reply. She hazarded a question:
+
+'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?'
+
+'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily.
+
+A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss
+Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of
+another man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations
+and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain.
+That man was qualified for a stewardship under a king.
+
+'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she
+said, resolutely enunciating the name.
+
+'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided
+tone.
+
+'You are very unkind to speak in that way.'
+
+'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like
+either of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the
+estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must
+have been more specially educated. I have told you that we are
+going to London next week; it is mostly on this account.'
+
+Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's
+peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to
+tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to
+reply.
+
+3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH
+
+Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to
+London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors'
+offices in Lincoln's Inn Fields.
+
+They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the
+place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked
+by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent
+to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings
+along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of
+wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were
+overlaid in bygone days, had been completely undermined by the same
+insidious canker, which lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the
+raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a
+staring blood-red.
+
+But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and
+offices were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork
+which enclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over,
+within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not
+a particle of dust was visible.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was
+staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own
+staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside.
+
+'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during
+our interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea
+when they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got
+home.
+
+'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room.
+
+Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is
+only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised
+to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr.
+Nyttleton's experienced old eyes.
+
+'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what
+is the result of our advertisement?'
+
+It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and
+surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the
+advertisement.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You
+will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said.
+
+'Yes, certainly,' said she.
+
+'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly
+unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the
+heap twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his
+hand.
+
+'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive
+me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number
+to be communicated with.'
+
+'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over
+--exactly as they came,' she said suasively.
+
+He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing
+his sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he
+laid them out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly
+as he could spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner
+of his eye to hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the
+name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the enclosure aside
+without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inquiring
+into the merits of forty-five men who at considerable trouble gave
+in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a
+certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the
+rest.
+
+Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as
+many replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a
+wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?'
+
+It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they
+already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for
+more, there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of
+those they now could command would possibly not be available.
+
+'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the
+advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly
+settle the matter.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a
+single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned
+herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But
+she was rich, and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in
+estate-management as yet,' he thought. 'She will soon get tired of
+this,' and he parted from her without a sentiment which could mar
+his habitual blandness.
+
+The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in
+Waterloo Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of
+the usual well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be
+seen, in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white
+lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that
+they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the
+hill. This they did--the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand
+--the monastic seclusion of the Palace on their right: before them,
+the clock tower of the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a
+metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth sky.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper,
+and while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture
+around, glanced again at the advertisement.
+
+She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the
+action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the
+cover, one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members
+of the Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same
+source, but was addressed to the public, and stated that the
+exhibition of drawings at the Institute's rooms would close at the
+end of that week.
+
+Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab,
+then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to
+the rooms of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby.
+After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on
+the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other
+visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might
+be allowed to see a list of the members. She was a little connected
+with the architectural world, she said, with a smile, and was
+interested in some of the names.
+
+'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet
+containing the names.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The
+name she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended,
+as was the case with all the rest.
+
+The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing
+Cross. 'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the
+lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words,
+'There still.'
+
+Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable
+kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she
+wished to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of
+the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die
+of the Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she
+might write a note.
+
+But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went
+towards one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called
+him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick
+as thought, Miss Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand
+behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket.
+
+She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then
+withdrew and returned to her hotel.
+
+Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into
+the envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and
+directed it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in
+the list of members' names submitted to her:--
+
+ AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ.,
+ WYKEHAM CHAMBERS,
+ SPRING GARDENS.
+
+This ended her first day's work in London.
+
+4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST
+
+The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe
+informing her companion that business would detain them in London
+another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can
+pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about
+the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and
+sightless orbs of blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called,
+bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea
+was present at the interview, by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either
+from whim or design.
+
+Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's
+insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them
+over as before. One was signed--
+
+AENEAS MANSTON,
+ 133, TURNGATE STREET,
+ LIVERPOOL.
+
+'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add
+one or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and
+references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a
+mere glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he
+had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you
+like to add to the number?' he said, turning to the lady.
+
+'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones
+rather took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger
+collection.
+
+She drew out three. One was Manston's.
+
+'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer,
+taking up the eight letters and placing them by themselves.
+
+They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned
+personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter
+singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes
+honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself
+well acquainted with--a rare thing to find in answers to
+advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities
+rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a
+steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on
+an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now
+well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man
+is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.' He tapped the
+letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without hesitation
+--speaking personally.'
+
+'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a
+matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way
+to when practical questions have to be considered.'
+
+Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the
+newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the
+clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of
+a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in
+Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's.
+
+'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his
+name?--it is Edward Springrove.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and
+pale by turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in
+turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.'
+
+5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which
+were to be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling
+were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one
+by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Miss
+Aldclyffe, wearing her veil down.
+
+The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each
+candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those
+preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and
+had short conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point.
+Miss Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it
+might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it
+not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil
+covering her countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes,
+directed towards the lawyer and his interlocutor.
+
+Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all
+was ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the
+former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she
+personally preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to,
+Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by
+far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion
+still--that Mr.--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing,
+and even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the
+long-run.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the
+court.
+
+'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable;
+a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to
+conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious
+round-about calculations, based on long experience. I must say I
+shouldn't recommend him.'
+
+'Why, pray?'
+
+'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the
+advertisement. He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one
+thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that
+the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but
+unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an
+indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his
+statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he
+tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he
+should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.'
+
+'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds
+of your reasoning.'
+
+'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office
+duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want
+a man whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more
+practical and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly
+such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and
+outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on.'
+
+'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.'
+
+'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than
+mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts
+--his brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit
+him for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly'
+(here his words started off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk
+of placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any
+account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam.'
+
+'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is
+your reason?'
+
+'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man
+--as bad as it is rare.'
+
+'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said
+Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply
+signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad.
+
+'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further
+in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little
+insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could
+not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try
+him.'
+
+'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was
+written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor.
+
+'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of
+her, that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling,
+when their client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who
+surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern
+light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been
+moulded by Time, the Improver, into honourable circumspection.
+
+We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the
+simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the
+knowledge of the man.
+
+'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her
+man,' continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification
+in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that.'
+
+'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior.
+
+'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a
+woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers
+did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough
+to be his mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as
+sure as I am Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.'
+
+'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen
+but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had
+noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the
+bearing of a woman towards her lover.
+
+'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than
+mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the
+nature of it best.'
+
+
+
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of
+her irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting
+fondness. Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the
+subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss
+Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity
+afterwards. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close
+contact with a young woman whose modesty was absolutely unimpaired,
+and whose artlessness was as perfect as was compatible with the
+complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood.
+Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her
+influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and
+habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally
+imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a
+positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers,
+dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem
+whilst dressing.
+
+Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could
+feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much
+as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her
+companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only
+seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished
+in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread.
+She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the
+mere dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always
+herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever
+been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not
+believe; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed
+connected with deeds of darkness rather than of light.
+
+Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some
+absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her.
+Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that
+she might thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously
+known extreme suffering.
+
+But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated
+by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her
+knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father
+terminated abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on
+subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe
+to worm from her, fragment by fragment, every detail of her father's
+history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it
+compensated her, to some extent, for the hasty resentments of other
+times.
+
+Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of
+the House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss
+Aldclyffe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not
+woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they
+could not be worked up into a taking story. Whether, as old critics
+disputed, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an
+ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary to a scandal.
+
+Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of
+entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one
+line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to
+think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh
+with him; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for
+being engaged to another woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me
+stronger than you!' she said. The young maid now continually pulled
+out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the
+while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her
+silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she
+must send him a line--one little line--just a wee line to keep him
+alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara--
+
+
+ 'Ah, were he now before me,
+ In spite of injured pride,
+ I fear my eyes would pardon
+ Before my tongue could chide.'
+
+
+2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M.
+
+It was the third week in September, about five weeks after
+Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go
+through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting
+the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a
+religious society she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what
+was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected
+tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own
+pound at the end.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance
+that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed,
+gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an
+airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in
+each eye and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable
+pleasure to the mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which
+appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction
+than of mental gratification.
+
+Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss
+Aldclyffe's list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to
+each.
+
+'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last
+four,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then
+came a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr.
+Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss
+Aldclyffe's handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.'
+
+Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three
+or four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had
+been altered and repaired for his reception.
+
+'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the
+name written under Cytherea's portion of the list.
+
+'But he does not subscribe yet?'
+
+'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.'
+
+'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?'
+
+'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe,
+smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get
+easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.'
+
+Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place
+to the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a
+relief to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives,
+who soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to
+her personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less
+of by people who are not much than by those who are a great deal.
+
+She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss
+Hinton, who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and
+a house-dog as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent,
+had retired thither four years before this time, after having filled
+the post of editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or
+twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a
+poor man, he left his daughter sufficiently well provided for as a
+modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to
+maintain herself as mistress at Peakhill.
+
+At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and
+footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute
+Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself.
+
+Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair
+was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in
+regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features
+too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her
+mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a
+natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic,
+and she was more self-possessed.
+
+She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not
+forward, by way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with
+whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of
+her, 'a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the
+caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because
+she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if, in such cases,
+the important subject of marriage should be excluded from
+manipulation by hands that are ready for practical performance in
+every domestic concern besides.
+
+Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty.
+
+'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have
+seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I
+wonder if I have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke
+girlishly.
+
+Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled
+herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to
+herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in
+equity.
+
+'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.'
+
+'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in
+for a minute. Do.'
+
+'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.'
+
+'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a
+single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to
+keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of
+locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned
+supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being
+called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends
+to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does
+it.'
+
+'How nice! It is better than living in a town.'
+
+'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.'
+
+The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that
+Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth.
+
+Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small
+drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles.
+
+The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued.
+
+'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you
+afraid?'
+
+'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you
+know a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to
+myself sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman,
+not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should
+think that every sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all
+over my house.'
+
+Cytherea was highly interested in seeing.
+
+'I say you _must_ do this, and you _must_ do that, as if you were
+a child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me
+this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's
+society but my own.'
+
+'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.'
+
+Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for
+a woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of
+their own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as
+cats are called she's until they prove themselves he's.
+
+Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously.
+
+'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she
+continued.
+
+'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove
+humorously but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the
+remark. 'Your brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent
+young lady.
+
+'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a
+professional man I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the
+window.
+
+Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash
+through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a
+Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form.
+
+'I imagine he's a lover,' she said.
+
+Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line.
+
+Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity
+as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it
+does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who
+is so benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it.
+
+'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said
+Cytherea accusingly.
+
+Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said.
+
+The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the
+sound of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the
+time and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it
+towards herself. A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere
+surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's
+mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns; she
+mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending to her garden. It could not
+be that Edward was the man! that Miss Aldclyffe had planned to
+reveal her rival thus!
+
+'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness
+the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference.
+
+'Not very soon--still, soon.'
+
+'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Two.'
+
+Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more
+prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she
+said, with eager mystery.
+
+'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?'
+
+'No.'
+
+Nothing proved yet.
+
+'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had
+begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could
+not see her face.
+
+'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton.
+
+'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
+
+'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;'
+and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on
+the dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait
+of Edward Springrove.
+
+'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
+
+'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at
+length.
+
+'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one
+who 'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore
+untouched by solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native
+of this village. We were engaged before my father's death left me
+so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am
+now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him
+a little sermonizing now and then.'
+
+'Why?'
+
+'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you
+know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.'
+
+Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to
+be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?'
+Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart.
+
+'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live
+at Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young
+giddy thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a
+day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so
+matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere
+flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and
+kindly gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they
+talked the most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness
+and pastime, just as everything is at watering places--neither of
+them caring a bit for the other--she giggling like a goose all the
+time--'
+
+Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air.
+'She _didn't_! and it _wasn't_ shallowness!' Cytherea burst out,
+with brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire
+confidence on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had
+swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no
+longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have
+given worlds to have been able to recall them.
+
+'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion
+at the warmth shown.
+
+The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the
+same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the
+same mind in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each
+other. As is invariably the case with women when a man they care
+for is the subject of an excitement among them, the situation
+abstracted the differences which distinguished them as individuals,
+and left only the properties common to them as atoms of a sex.
+
+Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself.
+'Yes, I know her,' she said.
+
+'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so
+lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--'
+
+'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton.
+I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes
+--I must go.'
+
+Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor
+politely downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried
+adieu, and flitted down the garden into the lane.
+
+She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving
+herself misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on
+the list, and she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters
+Inn.
+
+3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M.
+
+The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but
+that on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn
+or privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards
+rich with produce. It was about the middle of the early
+apple-harvest, and the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the
+gatherers; the soft pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy
+ground being diversified by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a
+rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and
+stooping backs of the collectors--mostly children, who would have
+cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other
+quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples.
+
+The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building,
+constructed almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood
+close to the line of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard,
+and was connected with a row of cottages on the left by thatched
+outbuildings. It was an uncommonly characteristic and handsome
+specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone times; and standing
+on one of the great highways in this part of England, had in its
+time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as the
+romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any
+halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole
+stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village and
+along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed
+landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the
+house, to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by
+increasing the extent of his agricultural business if he would still
+maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness
+pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the
+house was the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away
+fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original
+stabling, and where once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily
+rattled over the stony yard, to and from the stalls within, thick
+grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so straight--over the
+decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they seemed like the
+cheeks of toothless age.
+
+On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three
+large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended
+--representing the three men called tranters (irregular carriers),
+standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth, the
+grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the
+thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further
+disfigured by red stains running downwards from the rusty nails
+above.
+
+Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot
+sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his
+men, the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and
+supernumeraries, a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of
+pigeons, and some little boys with straws in their mouths,
+endeavouring, whenever the men's backs were turned, to get a sip of
+the sweet juice issuing from the vat.
+
+Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a
+farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an
+employer of labour of the old school, who worked himself among his
+men. He was now engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags
+with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up
+more from a tub at his side. The shovel shone like silver from the
+action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro,
+caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them in bristling
+stars of light.
+
+Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of
+the Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host
+left in him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose
+sturdiness was more the result of external circumstances than of
+intrinsic nature. Too kindly constituted to be very provident, he
+was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet humorousness of disposition,
+not out of keeping with a frequent melancholy, the general
+expression of his countenance being one of abstraction. Like Walt
+Whitman he felt as his years increased--
+
+ 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.'
+
+On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and
+worked with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows,
+disclosing solid and fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were
+stained by the cider, and two or three brown apple-pips from the
+pomace he was handling were to be seen sticking on them here and
+there.
+
+The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish
+clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman,
+and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the
+group, brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the
+shoulders with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle
+with a strap, another being worn round the right wrist.
+
+'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk.
+
+'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's
+not here for long.'
+
+'Why mid that be?'
+
+'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the
+reins--not he.'
+
+'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.'
+
+'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied.
+
+'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee
+in a passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end
+o't. . . . Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting,
+raising his eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple.
+
+'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a
+journeyman is in following his master's initiative to rest) and
+reflectively regarding the ground in front of him.
+
+'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head
+ominously.
+
+'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too.
+You may as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has
+taken anything into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs
+all day as live wi' her.'
+
+''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a
+servant of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a
+passion this time.'
+
+The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they
+knew from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future.
+
+The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then
+went on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours
+--there's some'at between 'em.'
+
+'D'ye mean it?'
+
+'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?'
+
+''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple
+from the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the
+remainder to be ground up for cider.
+
+'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again.
+
+''A did.'
+
+'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren
+between red and white, but never stoppen at either.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press.
+
+'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to
+make mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God?
+Why, as a rule she's as right as I be myself.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the
+press, followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two
+grinders expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss
+Aldclyffe were as right at church as the clerk, she must be right
+indeed.
+
+'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the
+clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment,
+says she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when
+'twas "Laws in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through.
+Her eye was upon _him_--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this
+law," says she; she was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth
+time--a mere shadder. You mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in
+our hearts we beseech Thee," fifty times over--she'd never ha'
+noticed ye. She's in love wi' the man, that's what she is.'
+
+'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr.
+Springrove. 'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.'
+
+'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She
+won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.'
+
+'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,'
+said Gad.
+
+'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It
+comes to me.'
+
+'And I d' know where from.'
+
+'Ah.'
+
+'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak
+disrespectful.'
+
+'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God
+bless her!'
+
+'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said
+Mr. Springrove.
+
+'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes,
+matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement,"
+as the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove?
+'Twas ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady
+said to me when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she,
+"your wife will soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a
+glass o' rum, for I shan't see your poor face this time next year."
+I swallered the rum, called again next year, and said, "Mrs.
+Springrove, you gave me a glass o' rum last year because I was going
+to die--here I be alive still, you see." "Well said, clerk! Here's
+two glasses for you now, then," says she. "Thank you, mem," I
+said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I
+thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. But she
+wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says she,
+"you be too tough for a woman's pity." . . . Ah, poor soul, 'twas
+true enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as
+a nail, you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.'
+
+'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband
+when I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad.
+
+'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled
+to have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's
+schemen!'
+
+'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the
+rest o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky.
+
+'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about
+by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up
+here, as I be alive!'
+
+The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a
+ship tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new
+interest.
+
+'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,'
+said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.'
+
+'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young
+woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove.
+
+'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I
+warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick
+o' furniture to call her own.'
+
+'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,'
+said Farmer Springrove chivalrously.
+
+'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against
+it--O no:
+
+ '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue
+ As I have heard declare, O,
+ Although she's neither sock nor shoe
+ Will curl and deck her hair, O."'
+
+Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual
+cessation of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still
+more when she saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except
+Mr. Springrove's, whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared
+the plot of grass, but instead of advancing further, hesitated on
+its border.
+
+Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when
+she saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his
+hands in his apron.
+
+'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and
+attend to it. I'll step indoors.'
+
+'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said
+Cytherea.
+
+'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last
+filling to let it drain all night?'
+
+'Not at all. I like to see you.'
+
+'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,'
+continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his
+cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a
+chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he
+spoke he went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow.
+'I'm later than I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking
+up a lever for propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to
+come forward. 'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come
+to-day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes a letter:
+"London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went
+on to tell me he couldn't. It threw me out a bit.'
+
+'Of course,' said Cytherea.
+
+'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near.
+
+'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know,
+but couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the
+matter, but willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now
+mates, form in line.'
+
+Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves
+behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers
+wheeling.
+
+'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon
+your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett.
+
+'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for
+stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said
+a grinder.
+
+'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no
+doubt about that.'
+
+'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said.
+
+'That's true: 'a would, sir.'
+
+'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes,
+and I would have done it.'
+
+'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly.
+
+'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little;
+and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and
+his cousin.'
+
+'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?'
+
+'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything
+pretty nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish
+sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was
+such a one for the pencil.'
+
+He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor.
+
+'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.'
+
+Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew
+with the farmer.
+
+'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees
+in our county,' he said in an undertone.
+
+
+
+'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they
+were indoors.
+
+Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the
+solitude, not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have
+entered it since the last passenger had been called out to mount the
+last stage-coach that had run by.
+
+'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer
+replied, looking at the room and then at himself.
+
+'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself;
+'I am much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.'
+She began to warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness
+of disposition which reminded her of her own father.
+
+'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a
+fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing
+something in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper,
+that's all. Ay, I miss my son very much.'
+
+She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising
+colour.
+
+'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about
+him. You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets
+very queer over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when
+he's married to Adelaide.'
+
+A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a
+sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a
+slow clock. She had lived further on.
+
+'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said
+tremulously.
+
+'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's
+older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together
+as young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was
+when he first courted her.'
+
+'How, sir?'
+
+'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd
+creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the
+letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills
+and seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would
+slip, and she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red
+skin before the quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."'
+
+He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His
+thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little
+fingers in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously--
+
+''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help
+speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am
+afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised
+under the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been
+passed in the race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all
+through his seeing too far into things--being discontented with
+make-shifts--thinking o' perfection in things, and then sickened
+that there's no such thing as perfection. I shan't be sorry to see
+him marry, since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay,
+we'll hope for the best.'
+
+He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you
+should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and
+then, it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening
+to ye. . . . Ah look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or
+shall I step up with you?'
+
+'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low
+voice, and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward
+had trifled with her love.
+
+4. FIVE TO SIX P.M.
+
+She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so
+densely that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently
+reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly
+than the farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and
+complained incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the
+modern French painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts
+of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath.
+Before she was half-way across the park the thunder rumbled
+distinctly.
+
+The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old
+manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low
+rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the
+waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes
+hard by it. Hurrying on, with a growing dread of the gloom and of
+the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising
+before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of strange
+whiteness.
+
+On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to
+the level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the
+relief the position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be
+of towering height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the
+sky, with his hands behind him.
+
+It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of
+his front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to
+turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point
+beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on
+mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping
+her glance to the ground.
+
+Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon
+another path branching in a right line from the path she was
+pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly
+opposite him now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.'
+
+A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant--
+
+'Are you afraid?'
+
+She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment,
+assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I
+am,' she stammered.
+
+He seemed to know that she thought in that sense.
+
+'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.'
+
+She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she
+remarked for the sake of saying something.
+
+He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and
+bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you
+reach the House, if you are going there?'
+
+'Yes, I am,'
+
+'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.'
+
+'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was
+addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am
+Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneliness.'
+
+'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to
+take a subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me
+to become a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course
+I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the
+Society.'
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.'
+
+'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I
+haven't enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a
+satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my willingness. I'll
+get it, and be out in one minute.'
+
+He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he
+had named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly.
+
+She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm
+of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his
+fingers should have touched her.
+
+'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and
+will drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.'
+
+He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which
+had suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step.
+
+'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet.
+The clouds make it seem later than it really is.'
+
+Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of
+lightning and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no,
+to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him
+just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of
+short views of his person, as they waited there in silence.
+
+He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of
+an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The
+most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost
+preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish
+or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the
+beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his
+brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By
+collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who
+theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their
+owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in
+the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his
+destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the
+vindictive determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both
+would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be
+pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the lines and
+tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising
+degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby
+redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of
+heart where feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that
+might require all the ballast of brain with which he had previously
+been credited to confine within reasonable channels.
+
+His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished
+and unconstrained.
+
+The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of
+thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the
+ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the
+waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of
+rain upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks
+at him, Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while,
+and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his
+eyes were engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face
+and form.
+
+At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their
+dresses touched, and remained in contact.
+
+His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her
+dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her
+intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails
+swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has
+sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce,
+and it hurts her as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or
+feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she
+is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is there almost
+before you.
+
+Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a
+thrill through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature
+of a mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but
+still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away,
+though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the
+rain.
+
+'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step
+inside the door.'
+
+Cytherea hesitated.
+
+'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the
+door open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in
+--boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of
+transposition. An old woman is in the back quarters somewhere,
+beginning to put things to rights. . . . You know the inside of the
+house, I dare say?'
+
+'I have never been in.'
+
+'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through,
+here, they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one
+part is now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling,
+hiding the old chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and
+would have been chilly for me; you see, being the original hall, it
+was open right up to the top, and here the lord of the manor and his
+retainers used to meet and be merry by the light from the monstrous
+fire which shone out from that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to
+a mere nothing for my grate, though you can see the old outline
+still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state.'
+
+'With more romance and less comfort.'
+
+'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will
+see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all.
+The only piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.'
+
+'An organ?'
+
+'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the
+case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not
+a very large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You
+play, I dare say?'
+
+'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.'
+
+'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would
+spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal.
+A piano isn't much as an instrument.'
+
+'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.'
+
+'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good
+enough.'
+
+'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a
+rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer
+men have said it before them--not from the experience of their
+ears.'
+
+Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of
+a great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain
+herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the
+least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him
+into a position of mental superiority which vexed her.
+
+'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never
+learned scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.'
+
+The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific
+force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of
+fire continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred
+yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal
+made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ,
+in the midst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from
+foundations to chimney.
+
+'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily.
+
+'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore
+we may as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box.
+The few chairs I have unpacked are in the other room.'
+
+Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the
+organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through
+every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable.
+Presently he ceased and began searching for some music-book.
+
+'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in
+through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the
+whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the
+present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of
+herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general
+unearthly weirdness which seemed to surround her there.
+
+'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will
+last long?' she said timidly.
+
+'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running
+his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he
+continued, suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter
+because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it;
+now look at me--look in my face--now.'
+
+He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark
+strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and
+looked in the too-delicately beautiful face.
+
+The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed
+as firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the
+way to look at lightning.'
+
+'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed.
+
+'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it
+if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now,
+will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?'
+
+'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But
+he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless
+again, marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external
+circumstance which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the
+music before him.
+
+'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next
+paused.
+
+'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you
+like sad impressions sometimes?'
+
+'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.'
+
+'When you are full of trouble.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?'
+
+'Are you troubled?'
+
+'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so
+abruptly that she did not push the dialogue further.
+
+He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in
+the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the
+organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the
+comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the elemental
+strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of
+proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, practised as was
+the hand that produced them. The varying strains--now loud, now
+soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous,
+subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a
+graceful and easy flow--shook and bent her to themselves, as a
+gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface.
+The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her
+attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and
+developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul,
+shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and
+holding them in its own.
+
+She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man
+before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and
+entered into her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of
+lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. She found herself
+involuntarily shrinking up beside him, and looking with parted lips
+at his face.
+
+He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the
+ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which
+woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to
+tell; and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his
+lips almost touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the
+harmonies--
+
+'Do you very much like this piece?'
+
+'Very much indeed,' she said.
+
+'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.'
+
+'Thank you much.'
+
+'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask
+for?'
+
+'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't
+like you to.'
+
+'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I
+shall be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently
+give it you there, and I should like you to have it.'
+
+He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes.
+
+'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look.
+
+The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and
+in seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around
+the western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking
+sun.
+
+Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She
+was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old
+manor-house, and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a
+thing she wished. It was such a foolish thing to have been excited
+and dragged into frankness by the wiles of a stranger.
+
+'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door,
+and again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with
+her. His influence over her had vanished with the musical chords,
+and she turned her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated.
+
+'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really
+not necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him
+good-evening, without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps,
+leaving him standing at the door.
+
+'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could
+think. Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all
+she could see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that
+his eyes were upon her until she had passed the hollow by the
+waterfall, and by ascending the rise had become hidden from his view
+by the boughs of the overhanging trees.
+
+5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M.
+
+The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an
+invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more
+wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for
+the slightest link of connection between one and another. One
+moment she was full of the wild music and stirring scene with
+Manston---the next, Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy
+ghost. Then Manston's black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the
+reckless voluptuous mouth appeared bending to the curves of his
+special words. What could be those troubles to which he had
+alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. Sad at
+heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her.
+
+On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the
+incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her
+ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure
+from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe
+looked delighted. The usual cross-examination followed.
+
+'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with
+assumed severity.
+
+'Yes, I was.'
+
+'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.'
+
+'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.'
+
+'What remarks did he make, do you say?'
+
+'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.'
+
+'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance
+full upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said--
+
+'Did he say anything about _me_?'
+
+'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I
+was to give you the subscription.'
+
+'You are quite sure?'
+
+'Quite.'
+
+'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about
+himself?'
+
+'Only one thing--that he was troubled,'
+
+'Troubled!'
+
+After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such
+behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her
+making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once
+she was mistaken, nothing more was said.
+
+When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell
+letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable
+and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and
+only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all.
+She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his
+engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted
+that all honour bade him marry his early love--a woman far better
+than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and
+begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She
+upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at
+Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the
+last evening of the water excursions. 'I never, never can forget
+it!' she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty,
+ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were
+of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever
+approach her more.
+
+Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a
+lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice
+accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the
+superior being who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she
+betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and
+covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh
+indictment.
+
+This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself
+with weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence
+her as he had done that evening. What right on earth had he to
+suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to
+receive his music? She would have given much to be able to
+annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that
+extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being able to endure
+the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he was then
+holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE
+ September 20th.
+
+ 'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+ promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+
+ 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+
+
+A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts,
+and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the
+postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a
+messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the
+question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of
+the two men who had so influenced her.
+
+
+
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+
+1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER
+
+The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the
+inmates of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It
+was impossible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of
+each other, be engaged in the same service, and attend the same
+church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a
+week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head,
+Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers,
+and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe furtively
+resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked beside
+Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House
+turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a
+certainty. She knew that he loved her.
+
+But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love.
+He was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least
+to hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his
+own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not
+one of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of
+pure accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her,
+he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first
+interview now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of
+unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound
+his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his
+person, nor fear that she would refuse him--a course she
+unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare
+himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as
+she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard--for some
+undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired.
+The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,' as
+Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced
+upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense
+of being in some way in his power.
+
+The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and
+inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than
+any other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had
+taken no notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she
+discarded him. It was plain then, she said, that he did not care
+deeply for her, and she thereupon could not quite leave off caring
+deeply for him:--
+
+ 'Ingenium mulierum,
+ Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.'
+
+The month of October passed, and November began its course. The
+inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that
+Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose
+and became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's
+ears) to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with
+Cytherea Graye. Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was
+nothing left to say about it except that their marriage would be an
+excellent one for both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in
+point of love.
+
+As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at
+first had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread
+to her neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt
+advances. By the middle of November, a theory made up of a
+combination of the other two was received with general favour: its
+substance being that a guilty intrigue had been commenced between
+Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before, when he was a very
+young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some womanly beauty,
+but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was becoming
+distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady's jealousy
+would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new
+attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe
+this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were
+hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more
+markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have
+been safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was
+pursued, all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes
+the while.
+
+2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a
+visit to his sister.
+
+His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at
+Budmouth, and in order that there should be as little interruption
+as possible to his duties there, he had decided not to come to
+Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by
+the first train the next morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point
+of frequently offering him lodging for an unlimited period, to the
+great pleasure of Cytherea.
+
+He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked
+of the page who answered it for Miss Graye.
+
+When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just
+coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the
+vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and
+he secretly clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then
+turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though
+Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him.
+
+'Who was that man?' he said.
+
+'I don't know, sir.'
+
+'Has he ever been here before?'
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'How many times?'
+
+'Three.'
+
+'You are sure you don't know him?'
+
+'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.'
+
+'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed,
+and again went on his way.
+
+'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it
+couldn't be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool
+--such an utter fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me
+like this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A
+lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of
+the world; yes, curse it; that is just why it is; that fact of her
+being so helpless against the blows of circumstances which renders
+her so deliciously sweet!'
+
+He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No.
+
+He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to
+proceed to an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining,
+and to call at the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the
+supply of pipes. But a remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in
+relation to Cytherea was what still occupied his mind, and had been
+the immediate cause of his excitement at the sight of her brother.
+Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly remarked during their intercourse, that
+Cytherea was wildly in love with Edward Springrove, in spite of his
+engagement to his cousin Adelaide.
+
+'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for
+half-an-hour, while still continuing his walk with the greatest
+vehemence. 'How I am harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed
+himself by an effort. 'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly
+as I can effect it. "Honesty is the best policy;"' with which
+vigorously uttered resolve he once more attempted to turn his
+attention to the prosy object of his journey.
+
+The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the
+steward came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The
+gloom did not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of
+objects to attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before.
+It was along the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the
+large leaves of the crop struck flatly against his feet at every
+step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon
+their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching
+a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and followed the path into
+the midst of the darkness produced by the overhanging trees.
+
+After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few
+minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was
+scarcely familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by
+his coming at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful
+feeling with outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence.
+However, as the wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about
+finding the path again, and with some sense of pleasure halted
+awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely melancholy yet
+musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on, the prompt
+moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly
+discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him
+waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their
+boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its
+striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow congenial to his
+mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes.
+
+A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his
+reverie, and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise
+up from among the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red
+glare of light coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama
+of illuminated oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more
+impressive than ever.
+
+The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect
+acquaintance with the topographical features of that end of the
+estate, had been but momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to
+dwellers by a railway, being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing
+along a shallow cutting in the midst of the wood immediately below
+where he stood, the driver having the fire-door of the engine open
+at the minute of going by. The train had, when passing him, already
+considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle was heard,
+announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van.
+
+But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it
+was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his
+position of facing the railway.
+
+If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning
+transfixing him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a
+more trance-like state. He still leant against the railings, his
+right hand still continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight
+on one foot, his other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the
+blackness of the cutting. The only movement in him was a slight
+dropping of the lower jaw, separating his previously closed lips a
+little way, as when a strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a
+man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the first, had taken
+possession of him.
+
+It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a
+second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale
+face, reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full
+upon it. The face was a woman's.
+
+At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted
+his hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every
+direction as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed
+had found its way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my
+address have become known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it
+is a blessing I have been circumspect and honourable, in relation to
+that--yes, I will say it, for once, even if the words choke me, that
+darling of mine, Cytherea, never to be my own, never. I suppose all
+will come out now. All!' The great sadness of his utterance proved
+that no mean force had been exercised upon himself to sustain the
+circumspection he had just claimed.
+
+He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence,
+and presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which
+crossed the railway by a bridge.
+
+As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by
+degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips,
+and he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah--
+
+ 'A woman shall compass a man.'
+
+3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK
+
+Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered
+along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's
+bedroom opened, and a tap was given upon his door.
+
+'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the
+keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.'
+
+When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there
+already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the
+table for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of
+putting on his overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went
+softly through the long deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had
+prepared their breakfast walking before them with a lamp held high
+above her head, which cast long wheeling shadows down corridors
+intersecting the one they followed, their remoter ends being lost in
+darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out.
+
+Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the
+pony-carriage which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having
+a morbid horror of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and
+especially to their men-servants, who looked down upon him as a
+hybrid monster in social position. Cytherea proposed to walk a
+little way with him.
+
+'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly.
+
+Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive.
+The feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those
+under which the steward had left the house the evening previous,
+excepting that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence,
+which is caused by the world getting lighter instead of darker.
+'The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn' was just sufficient to
+reveal to them the melancholy red leaves, lying thickly in the
+channels by the roadside, ever and anon loudly tapped on by heavy
+drops of water, which the boughs above had collected from the foggy
+air.
+
+They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had
+proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of
+the turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch
+of the building.
+
+She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was
+drawn over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her
+eyes were the sole features uncovered.
+
+With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect
+stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement
+to chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came
+forth.
+
+Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for
+two, or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others
+in the park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent
+intention of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing
+to avoid observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it
+rapidly to her pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour,
+she hurried out again, and across the park by a still more oblique
+line than that traced by Owen and his sister.
+
+These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along
+it as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge,
+looking for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the
+grass upon the hard ground.
+
+Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in
+the still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile,
+reached her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters
+and sights whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as
+precisely in the attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if
+she had studied the position from the play. When they had advanced
+a few steps, she followed them in some doubt, still screened by the
+hedge.
+
+'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea.
+
+'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.'
+
+'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events
+will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice
+the fact beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so
+were the same," and so on. But when three such events coincide
+without any apparent reason for the coincidence, it seems as if
+there must be invisible means at work. You see, three things
+falling together in that manner are ten times as singular as two
+cases of coincidence which are distinct.'
+
+'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But
+I don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept
+the public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out
+her name and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for
+by the fact that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you
+came here was simply owing to Springrove.'
+
+'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first
+loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over
+that.'
+
+From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine
+on the designs of Providence which were apparent in such
+conjunctures, and went into a variety of details connected with Miss
+Aldclyffe's history.
+
+'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she
+inquired at last.
+
+'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no
+harm; you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss
+Aldclyffe might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.'
+
+'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went
+on, 'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost
+imperceptible, and yet real connection of some kind between her and
+Mr. Manston, which is more than that of a mutual interest in the
+estate.'
+
+'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!'
+
+'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice
+anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself
+that she is in love with him at all.'
+
+'Why can't you?'
+
+'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't
+say it from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.'
+
+'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.'
+
+'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from
+forty or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose
+it was. And since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing
+to compromise herself in any way. Besides, why should she have
+brought an enemy here at all?'
+
+'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I
+do, Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of
+emotion towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love
+or aversion.'
+
+They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes
+accidentally fell upon her brother's feet.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in
+your manner of walking?'
+
+'What is it like?' he asked.
+
+'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you
+used to.'
+
+The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their
+footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their
+conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed
+reluctant to give over listening to them.
+
+'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I
+think the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above
+my ankle sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day
+we went by steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from
+coming back to you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we
+have been talking about.'
+
+'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with
+some alarm.
+
+'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a
+sign of it when I sit in the office.'
+
+Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and
+looked at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue
+still flowed on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of
+returning to its old channel.
+
+Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope,
+and hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and
+came to a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind.
+This she softly opened, and came out upon the road, following it in
+the direction of the railway station.
+
+Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his
+quickened pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The
+woman thereupon increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few
+minutes safely distanced her fellow-traveller.
+
+The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of
+rails; and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to
+Budmouth was shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train
+passed. Graye entered the waiting-room, and the door being open he
+listlessly observed the movements of a woman wearing a long grey
+cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked for a ticket for London.
+
+He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting
+there and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of
+her ceasing with the perception.
+
+4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a
+fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye
+by which, without turning her head, she could see what people were
+doing almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the
+old manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she
+had on that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a
+respectable kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled
+arrangement could be made with some person as permanent domestic.
+
+Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted
+the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself
+and husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr.
+Manston. Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had
+eaten his, and had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to
+clear away, make his bed, and put the house in order for the day.
+
+On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the
+operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast,
+and went back again, to perform those of the second.
+
+Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she
+indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling
+it.
+
+Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a
+remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper
+bed-clothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely
+disarranged. 'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he
+had made it himself after rising.'
+
+But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs.
+Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and
+sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something
+arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very
+closely. 'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's
+wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her
+fixed like a fly in it.
+
+The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less
+than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some
+woman's head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the
+window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became
+utterly lost in meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively
+settled on the hair, involuntarily dropped past its object by
+degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the
+outer one.
+
+She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair,
+wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the
+whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no
+more that morning.
+
+She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other
+trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be
+found.
+
+She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft,
+green-house, fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign.
+Coming in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and
+found it to be her own.
+
+Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered
+the village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth
+Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several
+unique diseases and afflictions.
+
+Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on
+high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately
+mooned and wandered after it like a cat's.
+
+'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and
+stretching out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that
+would have been an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo
+Crivelli.
+
+'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the
+treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly
+imparted, together with the accident of its discovery.
+
+A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the
+middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out
+upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides,
+their elbows on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their
+foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair.
+
+'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and
+'tis my very belief the hair is--'
+
+'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth.
+
+'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the
+Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I
+don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say,
+that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to
+stick a moral clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a
+way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the
+planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the
+growen, and if not in the growen, she's made bad by what she's gone
+through since.'
+
+'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs.
+Leat.
+
+'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!'
+
+''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.'
+
+'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?'
+
+'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his
+letters.'
+
+'What about 'em?'
+
+'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and
+they he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as
+you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the
+window all the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d'
+unvariably go there wi' letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em
+by sight well enough now.'
+
+'Is it a she?'
+
+''Tis a she.'
+
+'What's her name?'
+
+'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than
+that 'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who
+ha' been here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench
+escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye.'
+
+'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.'
+
+'That may be.'
+
+'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here
+to see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she
+vanished. Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she
+could, go away how she would, without breakfast or help of any
+kind?'
+
+Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly.
+
+'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the
+grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these
+fingers, and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble
+to write letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that.
+There's a tie between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.'
+
+'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look
+married now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married
+man.'
+
+'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.'
+
+'No, no: he's not a married man.'
+
+'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.'
+
+'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the
+truth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He
+always do.'
+
+'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh,
+as she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say
+so, but I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.'
+
+5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH
+
+It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father,
+and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag
+herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on
+the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbouring county
+families. The bag was brought upstairs each morning to her
+dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mostly in the
+presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber
+at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a kind of
+reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of her
+namesake only.
+
+Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the
+operation of being brushed and dressed.
+
+'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning
+succeeding that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the
+first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish
+place, the North side of London.'
+
+Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was
+anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss
+Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had
+raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the
+envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before
+Cytherea could reach her side.
+
+'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks
+in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon
+lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter:
+she seemed very anxious to get her dressing done, and the room
+cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the other window, and a
+few minutes later left the room to follow her own pursuits.
+
+It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and
+then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and
+all their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that
+was seen of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and
+round the flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful,
+and she crumpled a letter in her hand.
+
+Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or
+indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did
+in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as
+it was taken in.
+
+In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the
+letter of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:--
+
+
+'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him
+to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and
+reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and
+waited again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer
+than at first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell
+you that not till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I
+had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married
+name, solely on account of its having been his request all along
+that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is my first
+disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to
+visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like
+a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of
+the house as she best may--is justified in doing anything.
+
+'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be
+involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal
+flinging my name the length and breadth of the country.
+
+'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason
+with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish
+in a decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by
+any respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for
+some time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which
+had caused disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled
+to reinstate her in his house.
+
+'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a
+peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago,
+has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present
+trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all
+people living, know _all the sides of the story_, those from whom I
+collected it having each only a partial knowledge which confuses
+them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early
+engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of
+those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; another, of what
+was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one
+and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the
+natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct
+for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at
+least of these things were revealed to me.
+
+'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both,
+is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a
+feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me.
+
+'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither
+need he if you remember my request.'
+
+
+'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words
+as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature
+to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family
+either! A threat on his account--O, O! shall it be?'
+
+Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her
+body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was
+absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a
+short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's
+possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself,
+and that she would see what could be done in such an unfortunate
+affair.
+
+6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at
+the House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss
+Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in
+view she could not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon
+her.
+
+The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was
+immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the
+apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a
+comparatively small one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the
+main proportion of the lofty and sombre room in an artificial
+twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of
+the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the lower tiers
+of the bookshelves.
+
+After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss
+Aldclyffe knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of
+human flesh, and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human
+speech) she entered the room.
+
+Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not
+discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all
+attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the
+perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known
+to her; how it had become known he could not tell.
+
+She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him,
+letting it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so
+that the light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its
+surface.
+
+'You know whose writing this is?' she said.
+
+He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships
+and hazard all on an advance.
+
+'My wife's,' he said calmly.
+
+His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more
+expected an answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the
+pulpit, 'Do you feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden
+alarm.
+
+'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as
+she vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were.
+
+'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell
+every stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before.
+
+'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose
+to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this
+question, as you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my
+advertisement.'
+
+'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was
+this practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you
+remember?'
+
+'Of course I remember.'
+
+'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the
+situation. I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office
+where there is a restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind
+is always accepted as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her
+behind for awhile. The other reason is, that these terms of yours
+afforded me a plausible excuse for escaping (for a short time) the
+company of a woman I had been mistaken in marrying.'
+
+'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired.
+
+'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool
+last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an
+architect.'
+
+'Where did she come from?'
+
+'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had
+been married a week.'
+
+'She was ugly, I imagine?'
+
+'She is not an ugly woman by any means.'
+
+'Up to the ordinary standard?'
+
+'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while
+we quarrelled and separated.'
+
+'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a
+little sarcasm.
+
+'I did not.'
+
+'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.'
+
+Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place;
+however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her
+so, but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as
+London and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and
+though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always
+intended to tell you the whole truth; and this was when I was going
+to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of
+your affairs should have proved the risk to be a safe one to run.'
+
+She bowed.
+
+'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare
+to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging
+you by the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to
+hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters
+stood till three nights ago; I was then walking home from the
+pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along
+close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage window, I saw my wife:
+she had found out my address, and had thereupon determined to follow
+me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in, next
+morning early she left again--'
+
+'Because you treated her so cavalierly?'
+
+'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of
+her, madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady
+who had received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they
+remained locked within him as within a casket of steel.
+
+'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Manston?' she continued.
+
+'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.'
+
+'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has
+not passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?'
+
+'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain
+income when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre
+as before our marriage, and in her maiden name.'
+
+'Has she any friends?'
+
+'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here
+on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going
+to do much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.'
+
+A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to
+concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise
+from your misleading me and getting the office you hold)--'
+
+'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming
+here, I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the
+Institute of Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old
+address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was
+forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed
+as if this was put in my way on purpose, by some old friend or
+other. I answered the advertisement certainly, but I was not
+particularly anxious to come here, nor am I anxious to stay.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly
+persuasion with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the
+Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of
+the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to
+hide a failing heart.
+
+'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be
+overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say
+this much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife,
+as well as in yourself.'
+
+'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in
+the dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous
+experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en
+masse, had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by
+the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest
+Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, as an unmarried man; an
+interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near
+Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate
+as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, he
+had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have
+power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take
+his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any
+sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be
+troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's
+happiness.
+
+'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in the
+world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should
+sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of
+your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests
+altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that
+you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short,
+as if you loved her; you understand. I _wish_ you to stay here if you
+grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.'
+
+The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of
+defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he
+controlled himself and said, in his natural voice--
+
+'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.'
+
+'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers
+will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.'
+
+After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished
+to put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and
+retired.
+
+He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was
+convinced that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the
+single exception of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide
+even from himself), had never served him in better stead than it had
+done that night.
+
+Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the
+bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he
+calmed himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter
+to his wife:--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER,
+ November 21, 1864.
+
+'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty
+visit to me.
+
+'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and
+your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After
+all, it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly
+as you did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound
+me.
+
+'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is
+hardly worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage
+you may have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of
+superfluous things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make
+a talk in this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been
+keeping house separately.
+
+'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that
+can occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and
+the remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in
+London the night before, and we will come down together by the
+mid-day train--Your very affectionate husband,
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.
+
+'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.'
+
+
+The address on the envelope was--
+
+MRS. MANSTON,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON,
+ LONDON, N.
+
+He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the
+country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge,
+instead of troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as
+heretofore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a
+secret.
+
+7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER
+
+But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of
+another matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the
+journey.
+
+The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he
+had left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important
+business engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that
+gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had
+suggested to his wife, had, in the interim, been appropriated by his
+correspondent. The meeting could not now be put off.
+
+So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could
+not be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would
+entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night
+as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road
+Station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening.
+
+The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which
+she said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named.
+Having already written his second letter, which was by that time in
+her hands, he made no further reply.
+
+The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it
+become generally known in the village that he was a married man, and
+by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past
+secrecy upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the
+story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and
+justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his
+neighbours, that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity
+to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extinguished.
+
+
+
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M.
+
+Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to
+her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing
+the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in
+a complex drama form the subject of this record.
+
+The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst
+taking his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing
+to eight, the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood
+waiting ready at the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the
+column of Bradshaw which showed the details and duration of the
+selected train's journey.
+
+The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the
+aid of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much
+more carelessly than would have been the case had the expected
+new-comer been Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife.
+
+He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger
+ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular
+place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two.
+By this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at
+Carriford Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by
+the second half of the train, containing the third-class passengers,
+and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous
+one, by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really be
+brought.
+
+He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to
+return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished
+his breakfast, gave proper and precise directions to his servant on
+the preparations that were to be made for the lady's reception,
+jumped into his gig, and drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at
+Chettlewood.
+
+He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help
+turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room.
+Whilst he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and
+sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few
+seconds; then, as on previous occasions, it was resolutely
+repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again
+endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl whose beauty
+and grace had so enslaved him.
+
+Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston
+reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at
+Chettlewood, ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the
+platform, dreary with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign
+that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and
+conduct home.
+
+The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her
+umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the
+chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed
+all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more
+irritated in that this seemed a second and culminating instance of
+her husband's neglect--the first having been shown in his not
+fetching her.
+
+Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order
+to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her
+luggage, except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her
+husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one
+of the porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her
+bag: he offered to do it himself.
+
+The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs.
+Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably
+have preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her
+companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a
+longer period than two or three minutes together.
+
+He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the
+effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the
+station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the
+inhabitants of the parish.
+
+He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief
+possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As
+first among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye.
+
+After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in
+his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had
+been saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well
+the handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited
+for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only
+one in the parish who took no interest in bringing about the match.
+
+'He rather liked her you think?'
+
+The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to
+correct the error.
+
+'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly.
+
+'Not more than he does about me?'
+
+'Not a bit.'
+
+'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood
+still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had
+recalled to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and
+walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the
+station.
+
+The porter stood still and looked surprised.
+
+'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said
+plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the
+deserted road.
+
+'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of
+resignation. Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned
+about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh.
+
+It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks
+to hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the
+mask of indifference.
+
+Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a
+weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to
+execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be
+frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical
+hour of action.
+
+'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she
+murmured again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves.
+
+'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter.
+
+'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by
+this time, I imagine?'
+
+'Very near now, ma'am.'
+
+They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew
+mournfully and chill.
+
+Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The
+porter stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited.
+
+Nobody came.
+
+Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series
+of rappings--less forcible, but more sustained.
+
+There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light
+visible; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the
+passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about
+her feet upon the floor of the porch.
+
+The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not
+expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later
+train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then
+locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her
+friends.
+
+'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the
+fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had
+resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the passages
+inside.
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'Who keeps it?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove.'
+
+'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold,
+and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on
+anybody's account, gentle or simple.'
+
+They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of
+Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was
+verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months
+earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making
+cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now
+intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low
+sough of the elms, and the occasional creak of the swinging sign.
+
+They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the
+cold, than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the
+coldest of winter winds.
+
+It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from
+London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of
+voices his father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A
+picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was
+visible in old Mr. Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a
+stranger.
+
+Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for
+Edward was immediately named as being ready for her, another being
+adaptable for Edward, should he come in.
+
+Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or
+even lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up
+to her apartment, the chambermaid preceding her.
+
+'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she
+had come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before
+the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs.
+Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar.
+
+'Bring me some brandy,' she said.
+
+The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a
+tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed
+a single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if
+still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt.
+
+Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to
+listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself.
+
+'This is welcome home!' she said.
+
+2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M.
+
+A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us.
+
+During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr.
+Springrove had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded
+piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many
+years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste.
+
+The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in
+the sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary
+way, and now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the
+plot.
+
+It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival,
+and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine
+temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost
+too near the back of the house for its continuance to be unattended
+with risk; for though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air
+remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house
+might possibly carry a spark across.
+
+'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round
+before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the
+truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes
+to wash it into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the
+back field to burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than
+the ashes would be worth.'
+
+'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on.
+
+Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit,
+he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and
+barring up for the night, he made a final and more careful
+examination. The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs
+of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as
+long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the
+quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there
+could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible
+substance, though it were no more than a yard off.
+
+The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the
+same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap
+smoked in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the
+farmer looked towards it, but less carefully than on the first
+night.
+
+The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its
+old smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there
+seemed a probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the
+morrow.
+
+After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and
+hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to
+listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the
+railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had
+not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which
+intelligence the old man concluded that he would probably not see
+his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto made a point of
+coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston.
+
+Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same
+time going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked
+round and in at the back of the house.
+
+The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in
+passing; two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was
+about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there
+was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train,
+unlikely as it was that he would be so delayed. The old man
+thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to his usual matters
+indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten o'clock.
+
+Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a
+heap of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for
+many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a
+powdery charcoal ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of
+combustion beyond the volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the
+continuance of this quiet process is throughout its length at the
+mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze,
+by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame so brisk as to
+consume the whole in an hour or two.
+
+Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the
+door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from
+its summit, a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a
+considerable heat had arisen inside.
+
+As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses
+adjoining the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and
+spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road
+till he came to a gate, about three hundred yards from the inn.
+Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he
+had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw
+behind him a clear red glow indicating the position of the
+couch-heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and diminishing in
+brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly
+lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he
+should not care to have a fire so near them as that--and the wind
+rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the
+station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road
+was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning, when
+the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability
+of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if
+the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity
+for devastation.
+
+At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard
+amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed
+brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another
+breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous
+and weak, then continuous and strong.
+
+At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of
+ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the
+houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground.
+
+Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a
+distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly
+on the ground.
+
+Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even
+now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature
+does few things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment
+fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of
+mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house,
+and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness.
+
+A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits
+and seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the
+mangel-wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by
+the wind; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable
+that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a
+piggery at the end. Yet had the piggery been tiled, the
+time-honoured hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe;
+but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood
+and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became
+ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of
+the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty
+seconds.
+
+3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M.
+
+A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three
+Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was
+made, the rush was a rush for bare life.
+
+A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts
+were heard.
+
+Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler
+and chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been
+stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive;
+it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again
+overhung at the eaves, which were finished with heavy oak
+barge-boards; every atom in its substance, every feature in its
+construction, favoured the fire.
+
+The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view,
+bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased
+tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long
+quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the
+end of the house; the square outline of the church tower, on the
+other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a
+sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object
+against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the
+flag-staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought
+out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light.
+
+Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The
+lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of
+the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector,
+Mr. Raunham.
+
+Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the
+men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr.
+Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one
+in the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little
+trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard,
+and the puny instrument began to play.
+
+Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid
+faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the
+confusion a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or
+four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled
+them indescribably. Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the
+horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a
+face streaming with blood, ghastly and pitiful to see, his
+excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception
+of how, when, or where he came by the wound.
+
+The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the
+furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the
+parlour, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few
+chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light
+articles; but these were all.
+
+Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a
+deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying
+in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages
+adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from
+the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt
+of water was as nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the
+thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and
+dived through to the rafters.
+
+Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?'
+
+He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had
+been standing a few minutes earlier.
+
+'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice.
+
+'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God,
+find him! Help here!'
+
+A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in
+defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced
+themselves through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found
+the object of their search lying senseless on the floor of the
+passage.
+
+To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a
+basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover
+consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No
+sooner were his preservers out of the building than the
+window-frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of
+flames. Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front
+door started into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light
+penetrated the centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames
+rushed forth.
+
+Then the staircase fell.
+
+'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice.
+
+'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others.
+
+'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.'
+
+'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from
+behind. It was the chambermaid's.
+
+Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet,
+and threw his hands up wildly.
+
+'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I
+tried to fetch her out, but I fell.'
+
+An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly
+by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which
+followed his words.
+
+An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one
+intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured
+over them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a
+crash, pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front
+wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a
+cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of
+flame followed the uproar of the fall.
+
+'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again,
+incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply,
+had a reply been volunteered.
+
+The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the
+dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible
+materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat
+in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the
+conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and
+helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with
+minds full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward
+again with the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving
+goods from the houses adjoining, which it was evident were all
+doomed to destruction.
+
+The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap
+of red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the
+church clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the
+bewildered chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames,
+wandered through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth
+Psalm.
+
+4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in
+no very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in
+Knapwater Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was
+more than disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him.
+
+Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever
+fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never
+again fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this
+dilemma, hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest
+itself to him; married as he was, he was near Cytherea.
+
+He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes,
+timing the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach
+Carriford Road Station just soon enough to meet the last London
+train.
+
+He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the
+horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder;
+then the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing
+that its origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing.
+
+Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered.
+
+'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce
+such a raging flame so suddenly.'
+
+He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features
+in the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do,
+and the excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its
+direction, not being an old inhabitant of the district, or a
+countryman used to forming such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of
+the light shortened its real remoteness to an apparent distance of
+not more than half: it seemed so near that he again stopped his
+horse, this time to listen; but he could hear no sound.
+
+Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to
+an angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical
+horizon, he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in
+possession of further knowledge, having however assumed in the
+interim, that the fire was somewhere between Carriford Road Station
+and the village.
+
+The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He
+was at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the
+steward's position, but nearing the same point as that to which
+Manston tended. The younger Edward Springrove was returning from
+London to his father's house by the identical train which the
+steward was expecting to bring his wife, the truth being that
+Edward's lateness was owing to the simplest of all causes, his
+temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey for
+the sake of travelling at third-class fare.
+
+Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and
+he was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in
+which he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his
+long engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those
+few days of ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and
+tied his tongue till speaking was too late.
+
+'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself
+as he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable
+folly!'
+
+An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or
+seven years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself
+to yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of
+himself, though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were
+men, sometimes women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in
+spite of a fashion which pervades the whole community at the present
+day--the habit of exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but
+diverse, the fact remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and
+that in many of the sentiments of life the difference of sex is but
+a difference of degree.
+
+But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still
+continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas,
+or rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were
+probably too unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a
+woman. Thereupon, he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by
+wandering away to the heroines of poetical imagination, and took no
+further thought on the earthly realization of his formless desire,
+in more homely matters satisfying himself with his cousin.
+
+Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke:
+
+ 'Tis She, and here
+ Lo! I unclothe and clear
+ My wishes' cloudy character.'
+
+Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the
+judgment cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending
+the situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already
+treachery to the new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest
+of their sex, but there are very few of them. Cytherea was one.
+
+On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these
+things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations'
+soon tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the
+strong necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence
+of which was ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he
+obtained a situation as assistant to an architect in the
+neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the duties would not begin till
+after the lapse of a month.
+
+He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the
+intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found
+himself on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope
+of getting a last glimpse of Cytherea there.
+
+5. MIDNIGHT
+
+It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard.
+The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang
+as he crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform.
+
+The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had
+returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as
+he entered, and immediately came towards him.
+
+'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said.
+
+The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation.
+
+'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said.
+
+'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said
+Manston.
+
+'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.'
+
+The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train.
+
+'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk.
+
+Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the
+question without having heard it.
+
+'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You
+can't see the flames from this station on account of the trees, but
+step on the bridge--'tis tremendous!'
+
+He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which
+came in the next minute.
+
+The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up
+his ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man
+with a black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the
+door, down the steps, and struck out into the darkness.
+
+'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had
+returned. The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the
+steward's thoughts after him.
+
+'He's an architect.'
+
+'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,'
+Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again.
+
+'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself,
+and considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled
+his mind.
+
+The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as
+Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from
+his thoughts.
+
+'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my
+rival,' he pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to
+him, into the luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and
+putting in one box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig,
+Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process--
+
+'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.'
+
+He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins,
+mounted the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater
+Park.
+
+The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home.
+He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the
+crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the
+conflagration.
+
+Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from
+the right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been
+walking in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on
+approaching nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector.
+
+Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer
+originally, who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed
+poacher.
+
+'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of
+the way.
+
+'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern
+you, sir.'
+
+'Well, well.'
+
+'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?'
+
+'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this
+time, I suppose.'
+
+The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned
+his face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to
+Manston's.
+
+'Yes, she did come,' he said. . . . 'I beg pardon, sir, but I
+should be glad of--of--'
+
+'What?'
+
+'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.'
+
+'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.'
+
+'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?'
+
+'Certainly not.'
+
+'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't
+know what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.'
+
+'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a
+security.'
+
+'Oh!'
+
+'Let me go on,' said Manston.
+
+'Thy wife is _dead_; that's the rest o' the news,' said the
+labourer slowly. He waited for a reply; none came.
+
+'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy
+house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called
+up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.'
+
+'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly.
+
+Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure
+strikes the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer
+sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the
+possibility of such an unmoved David as this.
+
+Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse,
+and ran on foot to the site of the fire.
+
+The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through,
+and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what
+furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being
+already on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot,
+but it was small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the
+rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and
+torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings
+relative to the removal of goods into the church, and with the other
+was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the
+puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue
+was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear
+countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming
+faces of the toiling villagers.
+
+'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping
+into the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him
+aside. 'Is she burnt?' repeated Manston.
+
+'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of
+burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon
+her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.'
+
+'Why was she here?' said Manston.
+
+'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the
+door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the
+fact being that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper.
+She then came back to the inn and went to bed.'
+
+'Where's the landlord?' said Manston.
+
+Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and
+corroborated the evidence given by the rector.
+
+'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward.
+
+'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--'
+
+'What do you think?'
+
+'She was much put out about something.'
+
+'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in
+reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and
+retired from the shining light.
+
+Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means
+at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each
+presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking
+ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass
+--glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other.
+
+A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here
+--steam. There was present what is not observable in towns
+--incandescence.
+
+The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong
+smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the
+villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now
+stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by
+the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the
+level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall
+dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely
+against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on
+the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a mellower,
+ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning
+gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten
+church in the background.
+
+The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of
+the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for
+the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved
+from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for
+them, and they accordingly were gathered there.
+
+6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M.
+
+Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the
+churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building.
+
+He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in
+the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by
+its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills
+on the same side. The only light burning inside the church was a
+small tallow candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of
+the building to that in which Manston had sat down, and near where
+the furniture was piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by
+the ruddier light from the ruins, making the weak flame to appear
+like the moon by day.
+
+Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by
+his son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They
+were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was
+relinquished for that of the houses burnt.
+
+This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built
+under the following circumstances:--
+
+Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages
+afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village
+street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of
+a large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.'
+
+The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea
+that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and
+accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable
+inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject to the payment of a
+merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives, on condition that
+he built his own cottage, and delivered it up intact at the end of
+the term.
+
+Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures,
+either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives
+were added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the
+manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself,
+as one of the chief provisions for his old age.
+
+The steward had become interested in the following conversation:--
+
+'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.'
+
+The words came from Edward in an anxious tone.
+
+'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man
+gloomily.
+
+'Not?' the son asked.
+
+'Not one!' said the farmer.
+
+'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?'
+
+'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office,
+which had been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for
+some years, gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other
+fire-offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the
+uncertainty and greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever
+since then I have been continually intending to go to another
+office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?'
+
+'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more
+uneasily.
+
+'No, not particularly,' said his father absently.
+
+'Where are they?'
+
+'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among
+other things.'
+
+'Well, we must see to that at once.'
+
+'What do you want?'
+
+'The key.'
+
+They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and
+then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner
+under the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding
+the candle, whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one
+of the drawers, and spread the first out before him.
+
+'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will
+be sufficient. The terms of all are the same.'
+
+Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for
+some time; then aloud and slowly as follows:--
+
+
+'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and
+administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John
+Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto
+the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear
+yearly rent of ten shillings and sixpence . . . . at the several
+times hereinbefore appointed for the payment thereof respectively.
+And also shall and at all times during the said term well and
+sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and
+all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be
+erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without
+exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the
+determination of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.'
+
+
+They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church
+without speaking.
+
+Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the
+farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of
+sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to
+step aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if
+he chose to do so.
+
+'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached.
+
+'Mr. Manston, the steward.'
+
+Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the
+younger man. Their faces came almost close together: one large
+flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long
+dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upwards
+against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met
+those of the other. Edward had learnt, by a letter from home, of
+the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of
+it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That marriage was now
+nought. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt
+an instinctive enmity towards him--he would hardly own to himself
+why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and
+looked keenly and inscrutably at him.
+
+7. ONE TO TWO A.M.
+
+Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions.
+Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at
+once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom.
+
+Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness,
+cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour
+out the soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is
+dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was
+selfishly and inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for
+the recent catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during
+a period of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a
+passionate outburst of feeling.
+
+Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and
+then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his
+part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the
+night.
+
+Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire,
+arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with
+a certain number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes
+were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be
+done towards searching them at that hour of the night. He turned
+homeward again, in the company of the rector, who had considerately
+persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised
+that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three
+Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of
+his unfortunate wife.
+
+Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning.
+
+
+
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came
+without bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and
+crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and
+modern manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence,
+and to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the
+search for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be
+delayed an instant.
+
+He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if
+the death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of
+necessity deeply lament; and when all under this head that social
+form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material
+damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy
+it.
+
+It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she
+spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of
+bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto
+forbidden her this tone: the demeanour of the subject of her
+favouritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was
+entirely a changed man.
+
+'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said.
+
+'Well, I am,' he answered shortly.
+
+'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?'
+
+He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added.
+
+'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is
+dead,' Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully.
+
+'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve
+it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in
+one of his letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to
+speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued,
+after a short interval of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you
+will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavouring to win the
+love of a young lady living about you, one in whom I am much
+interested already.'
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Yes, Cytherea.'
+
+'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to
+rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward
+quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love
+her.'
+
+She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand
+moving indecisively at her side.
+
+'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for
+that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they
+tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to
+her attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well
+as of inquiry; but none of jealousy.
+
+'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was
+just that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you
+did not give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a
+mien and tone of pride.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence.
+
+'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of
+my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual
+motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late
+wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to
+retain an office which brings me greater comforts than any I have
+enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though
+I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it
+still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of
+another woman.'
+
+He waited for her to speak: she did not.
+
+'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss
+Graye's love,' he went on.
+
+'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once
+want to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it
+will soon be made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only
+half attended to Manston's last statement.
+
+'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the
+steward.
+
+'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's
+nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it off.'
+
+'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly.
+
+His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said
+haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has
+been to see her _your_ wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to
+bring about such a result.'
+
+'But it must be _made_ your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice,
+looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her
+past.
+
+One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that
+peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when,
+after having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's
+position, she suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was
+thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward.
+
+'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered.
+
+'I know all,' he said.
+
+'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't
+tell you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?'
+She reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will
+not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in
+a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the
+time: it was chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to
+know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. O, can _you_
+threaten me?' she added softly, as if she had for the moment
+forgotten to whom she had been speaking.
+
+'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his
+eyes from her.
+
+An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret,
+obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so
+when I schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till
+I found you were married. O, how can you! O! . . . O!' She wept;
+and the weeping of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of
+a man.
+
+'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most
+absurd thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I
+knew all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly
+I found that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter
+of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was
+required was the mere spark of life, to make of a bundle of
+perceptions an organic whole.'
+
+'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can
+you threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you
+readily without a threat!'
+
+'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your
+indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.'
+
+'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.'
+
+He took her hand, and held it gently.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become
+calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may
+make him, but only in one way.'
+
+'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!'
+
+'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for
+the last two or three years?'
+
+'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have
+been promptly paid, haven't they?'
+
+'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which
+are burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might
+compel him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest
+case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to
+that,' he continued.
+
+'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father,
+directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the
+park?'
+
+'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer
+Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for
+him.'
+
+'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.'
+
+'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe changed colour.
+
+'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said.
+
+'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered.
+'But why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long
+before it was yours? What must I do?'
+
+'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr.
+Springrove, which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he
+will be expected to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man.
+See him yourself, in order that the proposals made may not appear to
+be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring
+up the subject of the houses. To rebuild them would be a matter of
+at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we
+are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then
+tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling an old
+tenant like his father to any such painful extreme--there shall be
+no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then
+speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love,
+and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with
+hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend,
+as some return for your consideration towards his father. Don't
+suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you
+of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise
+to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and
+get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely
+renouncing her.'
+
+'She has already asked him to do that.'
+
+'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to
+fulfil his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think
+it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of
+me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote
+me the first evening I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I
+could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married
+to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me--perhaps
+before; a woman's pride is soon wounded.'
+
+'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more
+particularly what's the law upon the houses?'
+
+'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case
+stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I
+want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes
+away from home again.'
+
+She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he
+became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of
+the carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of
+Cytherea Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes
+inquiringly.
+
+'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered.
+
+Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went
+towards the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and
+probing.
+
+2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND
+
+The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise
+that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the
+unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable.
+
+Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and
+chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one
+glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted
+sparks and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside.
+It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body
+would survive the effect of the hot coals, and after a search
+pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of
+Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her
+fate.
+
+The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a
+few coins, and two charred and blackened bones.
+
+Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was
+held at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury
+of the chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the
+only remaining one in the village--was crowded to excess by the
+neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who
+could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties
+being present as listeners.
+
+The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded
+in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished
+coffin lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an
+adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in
+with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's
+own doing.
+
+Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without
+the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and
+deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a
+Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to
+him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second
+floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week
+in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if
+he wished for any guarantee of her respectability, to Mr. Manston,
+Knapwater Park. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out.
+She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time. At the
+end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his
+house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day,
+telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She paid
+all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week
+previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only
+took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak,
+when she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal,
+with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas.
+
+Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that
+he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get
+out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth.
+She stood beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The
+luggage, consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with
+canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at
+finding nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to
+accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater
+Park. He was just off duty at that time, and offered to go himself.
+The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs.
+Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the
+door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston's house being closed.
+
+Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and
+commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward.
+
+The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his
+nervously thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and
+the mere spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had
+contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sickness. A perfect
+silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke.
+
+His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold,
+and asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood
+in the passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room
+was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the
+staircase, when Mrs. Manston followed her up to the room. He did
+not speak ten words with her altogether.
+
+Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son
+Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught
+sight of her shadow moving about the room.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman
+undressing?'
+
+SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It
+moved backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or
+merely pacing up and down the room.'
+
+Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she
+preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went
+out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring
+a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought
+it up, and put it on the dressing-table.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came
+back?'
+
+'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when
+she came in.'
+
+'Did she begin to undress before you left?'
+
+'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and
+was on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does
+sometimes when pulled off?'
+
+'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?'
+
+'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for
+she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters
+at all.'
+
+'And did you hear or see any more of her?'
+
+'No more, sir.'
+
+Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in
+accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made
+comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on
+Monday night. Mr. Manston told her that himself and Mrs. Manston
+would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and
+that supper was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early,
+she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. Leat the
+postmistress.
+
+Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he
+had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at
+the station when she came. The broken watch produced was his
+wife's--he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other
+signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the
+locks of her two boxes.
+
+Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr.
+Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in
+the evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was
+going to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was
+coming by the last train that night.
+
+The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The
+small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the
+other the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone
+that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to
+the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they
+were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burning
+by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable,
+which being of wood, as well as the floor, burnt after it had
+fallen, and consumed the body with it.
+
+Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony.
+
+The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that
+the deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the
+burning of the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON
+
+When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end
+of the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to
+the park, a distance of about a stone's-throw.
+
+'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.'
+
+'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a
+misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it
+breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would
+God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were
+morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and
+for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice
+became broken.
+
+'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston.
+
+'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued.
+
+'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than
+unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and
+solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to
+yours, different in nature as it is.'
+
+'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in
+place again?'
+
+'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.'
+
+'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man,
+with more agitation in his voice.
+
+'Yes, exactly.'
+
+'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of
+how she means to treat me?'
+
+'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of
+her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather
+peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth
+perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I
+should hardly think more.'
+
+The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along
+the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's
+cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had
+temporarily taken refuge.
+
+The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself
+perceptible. Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the
+whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could
+be drawn from him. Edward continually discovered him looking
+fixedly at the wall or floor, quite unconscious of another's
+presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically,
+and with the same abstraction.
+
+4. DECEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his
+son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the
+conversation with the steward.
+
+'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently.
+'I'll see Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that
+you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it,
+that Miss Aldclyffe will do any such unjust thing.'
+
+Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along
+the high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of
+a short cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a
+few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech,
+and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes
+cognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the
+time, though they appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions.
+It was a yellow, lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the
+quarter when morning and evening seem to meet together without the
+intervention of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth
+Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in
+the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard
+behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the
+prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the
+boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front
+of him.
+
+He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to
+request a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly
+addressed him on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune
+for your father' she said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his
+insurances expire?'
+
+'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the
+general terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of
+the fire, the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding
+the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate,
+to the extent of some hundreds of pounds?'
+
+She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then
+repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward.
+Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place
+in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had
+reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her.
+
+'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said.
+
+'They are not conditions exactly.'
+
+'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.'
+
+'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's
+negligence.'
+
+'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all
+rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me
+comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes
+upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but
+Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and myself.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly
+not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become
+an educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view
+society from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in
+Carriford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's
+unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully
+conscious of the labyrinth into which he had wandered between his
+wish to behave honourably in the dilemma of his engagement to his
+cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his love for Cytherea,
+Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case.
+He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth.
+
+And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any
+second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she
+were prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her
+haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke.
+By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by
+compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into
+the work.
+
+A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and
+tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and
+evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain
+herself as mistress, she descended to an action the meanness of
+which haunted her conscience to her dying hour.
+
+'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether
+what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family,
+at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye
+particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this
+matter.'
+
+Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward
+was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of
+mind, even through so dangerous a medium.
+
+'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness,
+'tells me clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.'
+
+'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men
+are like that.'
+
+'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first
+speech.
+
+'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with
+sarcastic archness.
+
+Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he
+rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his
+antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the
+early evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a
+keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration,
+as Mary Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again
+answered her honestly.
+
+'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.'
+
+'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!'
+
+'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be
+strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that
+intimacy could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack
+of love--love is only suppressed.'
+
+'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's
+pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is
+often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft
+insidiousness.
+
+This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he
+had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own
+it.
+
+'I had never thought of it,' he said.
+
+'And don't believe it?'
+
+'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.'
+
+She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly--
+
+'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my
+intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss
+Hinton not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love
+Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even
+more than I do you. I did not mean to drag her name into the affair
+at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of
+dismissal to you--for it was a most pronounced dismissal--not on
+account of your engagement. She is old enough to know that
+engagements can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote
+it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not with any
+idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.'
+
+'Who?'
+
+'Mr. Manston.'
+
+'Good--! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she
+hadn't seen him!'
+
+'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could
+prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went
+voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed
+for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him
+than she went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should
+not see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen
+desperately in love with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young
+girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county.
+Why else should she not have written to you before?'
+
+'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection
+between me and my cousin until then.'
+
+'I must think she did.'
+
+'On what ground?'
+
+'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very
+first day she came to live with me.'
+
+'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that
+the day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should
+part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--'
+
+'A remarkably handsome and talented man.'
+
+'Yes, I admit that.'
+
+'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing
+him.'
+
+'Yes, just when she had seen him.'
+
+'And been to his house alone with him.'
+
+'It is nothing.'
+
+'And stayed there playing and singing with him.'
+
+'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.'
+
+'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a
+letter referring to a secret appointment with him.'
+
+'Never, by God, madam! never!'
+
+'What do you say, sir?'
+
+'Never.'
+
+She sneered.
+
+'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a
+very trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word
+is truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor
+herself. You shall learn that she _did_ write him a letter
+concerning an assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it,
+and will be considerate enough to lend it me.'
+
+'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would
+cause a young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!'
+
+She flushed a little.
+
+'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea
+didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the
+parish, that he was married.'
+
+'Of course she didn't.'
+
+'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly
+afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to.
+It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her
+attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in
+quenching them.'
+
+'We'll hope that he did.'
+
+'But circumstances are changed now.'
+
+'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly.
+
+'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has
+a perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that
+is to say.'
+
+Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's
+faith was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it
+gratified her.
+
+Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his
+interview with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him.
+
+'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked,
+gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.'
+
+'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than
+you are, many years older, and I know many things.'
+
+
+
+Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised
+his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment,
+Edward slowly went his way into the village, and approached his
+cousin's house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him.
+He had been waiting there for more than half-an-hour. His eye
+kindled quickly.
+
+'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine
+tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently,
+they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in
+some direction or another.
+
+'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced
+cheerfulness.
+
+'But must we rebuild?'
+
+'It seems we must, father.'
+
+The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in,
+without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished
+in him again. When Edward went in he found his father with the
+bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them
+up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only
+to remove them again.
+
+Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she
+watched the farmer--
+
+'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if
+anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you
+and I have in the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward
+felt more bound up with her after that remark.
+
+She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before
+the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me
+away to you when we are married.'
+
+For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as
+to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse
+the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness
+as well as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart,
+how little he had thought of his father's peace of mind!
+
+The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began
+asking his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what
+might induce Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of
+her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose
+course it behoved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once
+turned his eyes on Edward's face: their expression was woful: the
+pupils were dilated and strange in aspect.
+
+'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth
+time, increasing the sadness of his listeners.
+
+An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a
+letter, addressed--
+
+ 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.'
+
+'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had
+recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an
+offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to
+make that the way into the park.'
+
+Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a
+supreme effort of self-command--
+
+'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing
+connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send
+it to-night.'
+
+His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly
+afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward
+opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence.
+
+The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting,
+addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was
+the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his
+house by the thunderstorm--
+
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ September 20th.
+
+'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+ 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule
+observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence
+seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could
+have been.
+
+He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject
+of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss
+Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural
+enough under the trying experience, concluded that because the lady
+was truthful in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be
+right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that
+Cytherea--the hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate,
+looked with something more than indifference upon the extremely
+handsome face and form of Manston.
+
+Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself
+to love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her
+love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in
+her old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she
+knew it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man
+to whom it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the
+result of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have
+called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had
+been patent to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own
+knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man,
+conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his
+arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances
+had rested upon him--his upon her.
+
+Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing
+Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it
+through. He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore
+the date of the letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it
+the phrase, 'All the day long I have been thinking,' afforded
+justifiable ground for assuming that it was written subsequently to
+the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter one) to the steward.
+
+But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the
+genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It
+was a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love:
+
+ 'Love is not love
+ Which alters when it alteration finds.'
+
+But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had
+died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her
+could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole
+matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from
+Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin.
+Taken in connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for,
+Cytherea, her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the
+ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward.
+
+5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH
+
+Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly
+from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing
+in his ears.
+
+Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon
+the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward
+concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and
+gone out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the
+outer doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it
+empty. Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little
+back parlour, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were
+deposited, and looked in at the door. Here, near the window, the
+shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father
+leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body
+nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were
+ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the leases of the houses
+destroyed.
+
+His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the
+young man as his face came into the faint light.
+
+'Edward, why did you get up so early?'
+
+'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.'
+
+The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to
+become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his
+eyes, he said--
+
+'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted,
+this will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about
+the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery
+now. God help us--all misery now!'
+
+Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary
+daylight outside.
+
+'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home
+makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this
+troubles me besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up
+her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she
+doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you
+are going to marry her?'
+
+'Nothing at all lately.'
+
+'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together.
+You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or
+last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so
+patiently and so long--you are almost called upon to say you are
+ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to walk up
+to church wi' her one of these mornings, get the thing done, and go
+on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the
+sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little
+freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, divided as they were
+between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just
+think about it, will ye, Ted?'
+
+He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of
+his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son.
+
+'Yes, I will,' said Edward.
+
+'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the
+farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must
+know the rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like
+seeing her, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder
+what she'll say to me.'
+
+The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father
+asked her what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to
+Manston: her character was not that of a woman who shrank from a
+proposition she had once laid down. If his father were to say to
+her that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the
+year, and had given her a promise to that effect, she would say,
+'Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt: we'll let them go: trouble
+no more about them.'
+
+His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are
+talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide
+if she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in
+my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.'
+
+'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the
+farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.'
+
+6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH
+
+Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart,
+two had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at
+this time.
+
+It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit
+to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended.
+Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat
+at the window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor,
+which had been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss
+Aldclyffe, that she might not be driven into that lady's presence
+against her will. She leant with her face on her hand, looking out
+into the gloomy grey air. A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame
+of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one side of her face and neck
+like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the
+other side of the same fair face, which received from the window the
+faint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow from the fire had
+a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite of it. There the
+shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim.
+
+The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood
+which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a
+peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some
+answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did
+not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a
+lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her
+otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on
+some morning of this particular week was, that hearing of his return
+to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an
+interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last few
+days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of
+the postman's arrival.
+
+The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge
+from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the
+wicket, dive through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk
+across it without reference to paths--as country postmen do--and
+come to the porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat,
+and turn away towards the village, without hindering himself for a
+single pace.
+
+Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and
+carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss
+Aldclyffe's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been
+depicted by sounds.
+
+She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She
+thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to
+see me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.'
+
+A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than
+usual. 'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden,
+as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire,
+and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein.
+
+A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were
+moving yet, miss.'
+
+'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the
+utterance of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I
+shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner.'
+
+She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's
+bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in
+bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at
+her letters.
+
+'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,'
+said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child,
+if you like,' she continued, yawning factitiously.
+
+'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was
+likely to be a letter for me.'
+
+From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she
+tremblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope
+addressed to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day
+before, after the decision he had come to on an impartial, and on
+that account torturing, survey of his own, his father's, his cousin
+Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cytherea's, position.
+
+The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when
+she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young
+lady before her a wan desolate look of agony.
+
+The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak
+truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper
+course. That I regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is
+hardly necessary for me to say.'
+
+
+
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+
+1. DECEMBER TO APRIL
+
+Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by.
+Christmas had passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given
+place to more dreary winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in
+rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period
+of pink dawns and white sunsets; with the third week in April the
+cuckoo had appeared, with the fourth, the nightingale.
+
+Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new
+office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of
+Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide
+Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year.
+
+The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at
+Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of
+the decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in
+front of her, and beside Miss Hinton.
+
+The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in
+the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss
+Aldclyffe; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the
+service.
+
+It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes
+under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been
+treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music,
+friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy
+--racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the
+first Psalm and came to the verse--
+
+ 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams,
+ With timely fruit doth bend,
+ He still shall flourish, and success
+ All his designs attend.'
+
+Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but
+could she help singing the words in the depths of her being,
+although the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side?
+
+Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness
+under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her
+extreme foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be
+simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to
+men in general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to
+kiss the rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating
+doctrines in the Sermon on the Mount.
+
+As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom,
+it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love
+is in itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his
+cousin's book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic--
+
+ 'O, what hast thou of her, of her
+ Whose every look did love inspire;
+ Whose every breathing fanned my fire,
+ And stole me from myself away!'
+
+Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church
+early, and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her
+ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would
+nevertheless live: 'My nature is one capable of more, far more,
+intense feeling than hers! She can't appreciate all the sides of
+him--she never will! He is more tangible to me even now, as a
+thought, than his presence itself is to her!' She was less noble
+then.
+
+But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart
+till the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she
+even tried to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one
+another very dearly.
+
+The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile,
+Manston continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued
+in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had
+not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss
+seemed so to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as
+a heavy sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His
+conduct was uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then,
+as the date of the catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a
+different aspect towards her. He always contrived to obliterate by
+his manner all recollection on her side that she was comparatively
+more dependent than himself--making much of her womanhood, nothing
+of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion offered, and
+full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not officious.
+In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her
+friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest
+symptom of the old love to be apparent.
+
+Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on
+his behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MAY
+
+She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the
+private grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple;
+it overlooked the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their
+undisturbed reflection in the smooth still water. Here the old and
+young maid halted; here they stood, side by side, mentally imbibing
+the scene.
+
+The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes,
+blackbirds, and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and
+twitter. The road was spotted white with the fallen leaves of
+apple-blossoms, and the sparkling grey dew still lingered on the
+grass and flowers. Two swans floated into view in front of the
+women, and then crossed the water towards them.
+
+'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite
+involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds'
+graceful advance.
+
+'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath
+the water, working with the greatest energy.'
+
+'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference
+to direction which we associate with a swan.'
+
+'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of
+something.'
+
+'Of what?'
+
+'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.'
+
+Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as
+circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance.
+She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden
+appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a
+death, was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things.
+
+'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently.
+
+'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly.
+
+'Mr. Manston attracted by me _now_?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze.
+
+'Didn't you know it?'
+
+'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six
+months.'
+
+'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or
+method, or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as
+"falling in love." He does not want his love to be observed just
+yet, on the very account you mention; but conceal it as he may from
+himself and us, it exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure
+you.'
+
+'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,'
+said Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder.
+
+'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great
+burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you
+both.'
+
+A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before
+Manston's arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims,
+checked Cytherea's utterance for awhile.
+
+'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss
+Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach
+you can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.'
+
+Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid
+of him. She wanted to be alone.
+
+'Do you want me here?' she said.
+
+'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said
+Miss Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear.
+There's nothing in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr.
+Manston's honourable conduct towards his wife and yourself, with
+Springrove towards his betrothed and yourself, and then see which
+appears the more worthy of your thoughts.'
+
+3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE
+
+The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly
+defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance
+was necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next
+to impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive
+repugnance towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though
+she may not be inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so
+alarmed at the sight of him as to render a meeting and conversation
+with her more than a matter of difficulty.
+
+Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was
+very religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever
+converted by argument, but there is a single one which will make any
+Laodicean in England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books
+and become a zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart
+can be seen from his pew.
+
+Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery,
+everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that,
+as in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice,
+though she felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to
+heighten its effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the
+evanescence of female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance.
+'Handsome is that handsome does' he considered a proverb which
+should be written on the looking-glass of every woman in the land.
+'Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,' he said, in a
+tone of playful sadness. 'They are beautiful. But I see these
+things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are
+gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face,
+poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty years?" I say.
+"Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think it is cruel
+that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It seems
+hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; be
+food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow
+up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss
+Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love
+I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that
+I felt at the beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome
+eyes.
+
+It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and
+offer of his hand.
+
+She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him
+enough to accept it.
+
+An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself
+for what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave
+of a mere lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should
+they know of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a
+ground for thinking less of his standing than before--he went home
+to the Old House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard.
+Turning aside, he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-butt
+standing in the corner, and looked into it. The reflection
+from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his face with the greenish
+shades of Correggio's nudes. Staves of sunlight slanted down
+through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful distinctness.
+Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and tumbled
+in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest;
+perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at
+most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four
+hours.
+
+'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day
+too? Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if
+I move heaven and earth to do it!'
+
+Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first
+place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that
+would have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who
+wished to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if
+any rule at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men
+collectively, is notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a
+petted man, and to pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of
+both kinds. Manston with Springrove's encouragement would have
+become indifferent. Edward with Manston's repulses would have
+sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her supreme
+indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it completely disarmed
+his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a
+susceptible Princess.
+
+4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY
+
+Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her
+brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement
+of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a
+twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to
+give a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon.
+
+
+ 'BUDMOUTH REGIS,
+
+Saturday.
+
+'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a
+little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about,
+is sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from
+you any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been
+distressed by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we
+went to Lulstead Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning
+early. It is an unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and
+the ankle. I had just found fresh symptoms of it when you were here
+for that half-hour about a month ago--when you said in fun that I
+began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to tell you then,
+but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it was not
+worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able
+to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that
+Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and
+that I shall be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for
+the best. How it came, what was its origin, or what it tends to, I
+cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, if it is no
+better. . .--Your loving brother, OWEN.'
+
+
+This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear,
+but suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter
+from him, of which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:--
+
+
+'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you
+that it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give
+you my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no
+excuse whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am
+worse than I say. This morning then, for the first time, I have
+been obliged to stay away from the office. Don't be frightened at
+this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that is wanted, and by nursing
+myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of six months.'
+
+
+After a visit from her he wrote again:--
+
+
+'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort
+of rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its
+cure. My leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have
+been applied, and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall
+be as right as ever in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run
+up by the train to see you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss
+Aldclyffe grumbles again about your being away, for I am going on
+capitally. . . . You shall hear again at the end of the week.'
+
+
+At the time mentioned came the following:--
+
+
+'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening
+after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that
+there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been
+treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they
+pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr.
+Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would
+call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They
+consulted together and then told me that rheumatism was not the
+disease after all, but erysipelas. They then began treating it
+differently, as became a different matter. Blisters, flour, and
+starch, seem to be the order of the day now--medicine, of course,
+besides.
+
+'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been
+obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much,
+though, of course, it could not be avoided.'
+
+
+A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as
+often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as
+cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing
+which might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter
+from him then told her these additional facts:--
+
+
+'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot
+make out what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew!
+This suspense is wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you
+for a day? Do come to me. We will talk about the best course then.
+I am sorry to complain, but I am worn out.'
+
+
+Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn
+her brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that
+Cytherea might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which
+lay in her power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to
+leave the room, and hasten to the station.
+
+'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one
+word. Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?'
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously.
+
+'He proposed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And you refused him?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe
+emphatically, 'and accept him before he changes his mind. The
+chance which he offers you of settling in life is one that may
+possibly, probably, not occur again. His position is good and
+secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy one. You may not
+be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not sure? My
+father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me whist,
+"When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten times as valuable
+to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is
+always the risk that you may never get another offer.'
+
+'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her
+face glowing like fire.
+
+Cytherea laughed stealthily.
+
+'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is
+Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you
+overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you
+might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will
+please me _very much_ by giving him some encouragement. You
+understand me, Cythie dear?'
+
+Cytherea was silent.
+
+'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your
+promising that you will accept him some time this year, I will take
+especial care of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room.
+
+She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned
+to Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked
+startlingly thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen
+him before. The brother and sister had that day decided that
+notwithstanding the drain upon their slender resources, another
+surgeon should see him. Time was everything.
+
+Owen told her the result in his next letter:--
+
+
+'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on
+the head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the
+secret lay in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal
+three days ago (after taking chloroform). . . Thank God it is over.
+Though I am so weak, my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I
+shall be at work again? I asked the surgeons how long it would be
+first. I said a month? They shook their heads. A year? I said.
+Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. They would not, or
+could not, tell me. But never mind.
+
+'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on
+so drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!'
+
+
+She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note
+to the Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and
+sick at heart as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting
+her. He asked politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She
+tacitly acquiesced. During their walk he inquired the particulars
+of her brother's illness, and with an irresistible desire to pour
+out her trouble to some one, she told him of the length of time
+which must elapse before he could be strong again, and of the lack
+of comfort in lodgings.
+
+Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye,
+I will not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they
+say is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive
+me, for I cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that
+may suit you--any remote day you may name will satisfy me--and you
+shall find him well provided for.'
+
+For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at
+her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot
+voluptuous nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he
+might under a quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth
+with a scorching white heat. She perceived how animal was the love
+which bargained.
+
+'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly.
+
+5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same
+dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad
+visits.
+
+She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still
+persisted in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now
+that he saw how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was
+the system of Dares at the Sicilian games--
+
+ 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round
+ Some strong-built castle on a rising ground,
+ Views all the approaches with observing eyes,
+ This and that other part again he tries,
+ And more on industry than force relies.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to
+Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of
+her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his
+importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as
+Owen's malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful
+oscillations been kept, it would have rivalled in pathos the diary
+wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with Opium--perhaps as
+noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling dramatic power
+has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and monotonously
+lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the well-known
+round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in
+famine and drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny
+rooms. 'So like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude
+seemed all that the world could show her.
+
+Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her
+brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual
+truth concerning Owen's condition.
+
+The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been
+thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might
+still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure.
+But the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be
+ruinous.
+
+'How long would it be?' she said.
+
+'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.'
+
+'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?'
+
+'Then he might be well in four or six months.'
+
+Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he
+had borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half
+that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open
+--her becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the
+County Hospital.
+
+Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about
+for some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of
+being Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out
+from Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated
+in the hospital.
+
+'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another
+name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly
+if anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you
+together in a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as
+well be apart again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious
+maiden by relating horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor
+people were cut off at a moment's notice, especially in cases where
+the restorative treatment was likely to be long and tedious.
+
+'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added
+reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why
+do you selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path
+which leads out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience,
+countenance you; no, I cannot.'
+
+Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but
+this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's
+eye sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that
+perseverance, if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind.
+
+6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise
+that the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had
+seen her brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the
+same hand. Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and
+unceremonious call, as he could not have refrained from doing of any
+person, of any kind, whose presence had served to help away the
+tedious hours of a long day, and who had, moreover, shown that sort
+of consideration for him which the accompanying basket implied
+--antecedent consideration, so telling upon all invalids--and which
+he so seldom experienced except from the hands of his sister.
+
+How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise,
+and cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone?
+
+Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return
+journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the
+same place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured
+brokenly her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he
+might see her home was made.
+
+He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a
+conditional kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of
+it. 'Though I let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf,
+seem dependent on my lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered
+wooingly in the course of their walk, 'I could not conscientiously
+adhere to my statement; it was said with all the impulsive
+selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have me, or whether you
+don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but kind to your
+brother. . . . Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he
+continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.'
+
+She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from
+his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man
+beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her
+self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course
+of common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was
+reason in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a
+woman's gratitude and her impulse to be kind.
+
+The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He
+noticed it, and caught at the opportunity.
+
+They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the
+midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the
+only signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old
+millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the
+sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun,
+resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below
+copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a
+sky of pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay
+towards the sun were overspread by a purple haze, against which a
+swarm of wailing gnats shone forth luminously, rising upward and
+floating away like sparks of fire.
+
+The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only
+wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless.
+The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all
+such temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority
+to, a single entity under the sky.
+
+He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love
+me? Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He
+had never taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling
+exceedingly as it held hers in its clasp.
+
+Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and
+Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly
+pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she
+withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and
+hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy
+ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of
+a hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the
+middle of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending,
+purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with
+mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their shrieks. . .
+Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it now; it
+was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in a
+boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river--she knew
+not whither.
+
+He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it.
+
+Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was
+not going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite.
+
+7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village
+post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine
+encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to
+admire this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the
+gravel behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and
+entered. Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the
+widow who acted as postmistress, walking about over her head.
+Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but
+before she had accomplished her object, another form stood at the
+half-open door. Manston came in.
+
+'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully.
+
+'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the
+stairs.
+
+'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a moment,'
+he repeated.
+
+But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!'
+
+He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully
+replaced it by her side.
+
+She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until
+she had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was
+now on her tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word
+could be spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the
+floor, and no remonstrance came.
+
+With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with
+her, he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in
+the tones of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that
+it only showed its presence to herself, and left the house--putting
+it out of her power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to
+object to his late action of kissing her hand.
+
+The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother.
+In this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should
+distress her unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few
+pounds. A week ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but
+that on the day on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there
+was no hurry for a settlement, that 'his _sister's suitor_ had
+guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said
+Owen.
+
+He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired
+for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough
+advanced towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is
+this Mr. Manston's doing?' he inquired.
+
+She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for
+guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must
+once and for all choose between the dictates of her understanding
+and those of her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to
+bursting, for her lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute,
+that she might have tender counsel to guide her through this, her
+great difficulty.
+
+As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite
+the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in
+conducting himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel
+afterwards in making so light of her. She knew he had stifled his
+love for her--was utterly lost to her. But for all that she could
+not help indulging in a woman's pleasure of recreating defunct
+agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and then.
+
+'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of
+being morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.'
+
+But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent;
+and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate
+circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from
+poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr.
+Manston's wife.
+
+She did not love him.
+
+But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without
+love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home.
+
+'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Did anything nobler in her say so too?
+
+With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone.
+Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of
+it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable
+minister?
+
+By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two
+hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would
+do good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers.
+
+'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic
+self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more
+content in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the
+future was what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she
+was, by the perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she
+regarded this indifference, as gushing natures will do under such
+circumstances, as genuine resignation and devotedness.
+
+Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no
+escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them,
+which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall,
+obscured on the outer side by the low hanging branches of the limes,
+she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than
+any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow.
+
+Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter.
+It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she
+placed the letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day.
+
+The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter
+of the day before:--
+
+
+ 'September 9, 1865.
+
+'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr.
+Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also
+that in which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him?
+Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured
+man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you
+continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way
+of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against
+your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.--Ever affectionately yours,
+OWEN.'
+
+
+She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same
+favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her
+doom. Yet
+
+ 'So true a fool is love,'
+
+that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen
+at the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and
+favour the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust
+down.
+
+8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon
+service at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the
+Evening Hymn.
+
+Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats
+forward from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and
+Cytherea.
+
+The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in
+Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She
+looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards
+and forwards like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then
+at the village children singing too, their heads inclined to one
+side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or
+following the movement of a distant bough or bird with features
+petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was
+already regarding her with some purpose in his glance.
+
+'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later,
+at the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out,
+Manston came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as
+she stepped from it, the remainder of their progress to the door
+being in contact with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered
+behind.
+
+'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the
+private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down
+this way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?'
+
+She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded
+path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to
+the other gate of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time
+the further gate was reached, the church was closed. They met the
+sexton with the keys in his hand.
+
+'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the
+keys unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.'
+
+The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into
+the porch, and up the nave.
+
+They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way
+interfere with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere
+around them. Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay:
+the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west
+window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings,
+the mildewed walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the
+sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had
+gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than
+Cytherea's was then.
+
+'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last,
+very sadly.
+
+'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of
+achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are
+such as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or
+otherwise.
+
+'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a
+world,' she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does
+not induce me to be honest particularly.'
+
+He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her
+eyes.
+
+'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically.
+
+'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?'
+
+'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.'
+
+'Not needlessly.'
+
+'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so
+much, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?'
+
+'That can't be,' she said, turning away.
+
+He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done
+for him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been
+wondering whether it could not be managed for him to come to my
+house to live for a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you.
+How pleasant it would be!'
+
+'It would.'
+
+He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her
+hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It
+would," so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him
+there: I want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be
+my wife! I cannot live without you. O Cytherea, my darling, my
+love, come and be my wife!'
+
+His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to
+a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong.
+
+She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.'
+
+'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath.
+
+'No; not next month.'
+
+'The next?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'December? Christmas Day, say?'
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale,
+cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand.
+
+'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered
+imploringly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'We are too near God.'
+
+He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so
+emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the
+hollow building from the far end of the chancel.
+
+'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not
+inappropriate to the place!'
+
+'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst
+out so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?'
+
+'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No"
+without losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again.
+
+'I don't know,' she absently murmured.
+
+'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we
+are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have
+the sweetness without the need.'
+
+She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark
+now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he
+locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way
+out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house
+together, but the great matter having been set at rest, she
+persisted in talking only on indifferent subjects.
+
+'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of
+the shrubbery.
+
+'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively.
+
+'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.'
+
+'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It
+seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost.
+
+'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still;
+but never mind. Old Christmas Day.'
+
+9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+'There. It will be on a Friday!'
+
+She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It
+was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's
+successful solicitation of her hand.
+
+'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and
+tell him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet,
+looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards
+the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards
+remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded
+impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house
+directly, and went to search for him.
+
+Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they
+worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a
+distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now
+that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished
+almost she had never sought him on such an errand; in his
+business-mood he was perhaps very stern.
+
+'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any
+preface.
+
+'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not
+being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and
+led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On
+a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely?
+That's nonsense.'
+
+'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other
+day?'
+
+'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old
+Christmas Eve?'
+
+'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?'
+
+'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have
+promised to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.'
+She spoke the words with a dignified impressiveness.
+
+'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the
+worse of an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?'
+
+'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when
+he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical
+way, and wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the
+proximity of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be
+with Miss Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?'
+she said prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him.
+
+'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the
+avenue just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those
+taciturn "Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are
+as close as wax with me.'
+
+'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.'
+
+'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it
+indeed? When is it to be?'
+
+'On Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her
+front, and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a
+bride!' she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon
+the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks.
+
+The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased
+perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder
+lady.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old
+Christmas Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you
+don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a
+bright future. . . . How many weeks are there to the time?'
+
+'I have not reckoned them.'
+
+'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the
+lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid,
+or something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at
+once.'
+
+Cytherea silently fetched the book.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac,
+and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of
+December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no
+appetite for the scene.
+
+'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the
+first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday
+fourth, Friday fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!'
+
+'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea.
+
+'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.'
+
+The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a
+Friday,' she murmured in a reverie.
+
+'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully.
+'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be
+thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a
+Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally
+available.'
+
+'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been
+altered once already: I shall let it be.'
+
+
+
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
+
+We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus
+advanced more than a quarter of a year.
+
+On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife
+of a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of
+bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her
+little bed, vainly endeavouring to sleep.
+
+She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied
+past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and
+months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a
+vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard
+faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true
+to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach
+Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called
+hymeneal, she calmly owned.
+
+'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen
+my brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has
+been, uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the
+dictates of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of
+poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for
+the same reason, to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material
+comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not
+supremely happy."
+
+''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew
+what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows
+up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed
+shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation
+of one's self by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to
+marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my
+heart; I know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a
+single future. But why should I please my useless self overmuch,
+when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than
+I?'
+
+In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated
+with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to
+exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard
+dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not
+quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such
+disturbances at critical periods of her existence. 'It is strange,'
+she pondered, 'that this my last night in Knapwater House should be
+disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind
+having intervened.'
+
+As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some
+one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches.
+She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the
+maids, but they were without doubt all asleep.
+
+The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have
+brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but
+Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was
+always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against
+her will.
+
+The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and
+was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling
+of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then
+a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the
+breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees
+outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate
+rattling, ceased from that time.
+
+Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained
+matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the
+house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like
+a man playing castanets or shaking dice.
+
+She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected
+with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of
+the kind?'
+
+During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that
+she was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which
+rattled at every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that
+she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then
+upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of
+the executioner for his mask, but his form was like Manston's.
+
+'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light
+struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To
+settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day.
+
+She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The
+evening previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a
+piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The
+hoary drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden
+with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A
+shoot of the diameter of a pin's head was iced as thick as her
+finger; all the boughs in the park were bent almost to the earth
+with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance; the walks
+were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their
+burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on
+the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch
+that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk.
+
+'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying
+the bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their
+true positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see
+a drop collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point,
+and there become coagulated as the others had done.
+
+'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On
+this morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the
+great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it
+possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as
+this?'
+
+2. MORNING
+
+Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House.
+Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after
+the first surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring
+strength, though he could only as yet get about on crutches, or
+ride, or be dragged in a chair.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from
+Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth,
+which was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the
+plan. The capricious old maid had latterly taken to the
+contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at
+first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her
+power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the
+ceremony pleasing and complete.
+
+But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole
+proceeding. At eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House
+almost upon his hands and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with
+his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism.
+
+The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House
+on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the
+whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures
+of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A
+nervously-feeble imitation of its flicker was continually attempted
+by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in rows and
+groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines
+nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step further
+in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs just
+gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome,
+white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as the food she
+manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by her
+satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds
+prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and
+the light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor.
+
+The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the
+hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner
+of the dresser.
+
+'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't
+be,' he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a
+many-membered thought that had existed complete in his head.
+
+The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very
+long toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the
+unapproachable fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
+
+'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration
+for things in general.
+
+'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level
+ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy.
+And I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis
+murder to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into
+the breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer. . . . Hullo--here's
+Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and
+picture a wedden if you can.'
+
+All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and
+gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel
+and Nebo.
+
+'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,'
+said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the
+oven-door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it
+together with a clang.
+
+'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory
+by a glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
+
+'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to
+give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in
+heaven or earth?'
+
+'----Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett
+cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without
+looking at the fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or
+earth, did you say? You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss
+Aldclyffe," and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it
+might be put off; putten off a thing isn't getten rid of a thing, if
+that thing is a woman. O no, no!'
+
+The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries.
+The cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact
+centre of a little crater of flour in a platter--
+
+'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.'
+
+'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I
+thought there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a
+word, mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.'
+
+'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity.
+
+'D'ye think that's all?'
+
+'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil
+of raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate
+as sure as you cry Amen!'
+
+'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss
+Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is);
+"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!"
+says she.'
+
+'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?'
+
+'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer
+Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months
+seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and
+hawken, and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all
+forsook. Serve him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.'
+
+'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!'
+
+'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so
+rich that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in
+half-pint cups.'
+
+'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the
+scullery-maid.
+
+'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,'
+continued the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the
+process from a distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my
+wife is the only one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton
+came back from the wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out
+large, and said she was Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had
+no objection to keep on the house till the regular time of giving
+notice had expired, or till he could get another tenant.'
+
+'Just like her independence,' said the cook.
+
+'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never
+forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago now
+--years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was
+at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy
+orders, and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer,"
+says I, "little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?"
+"O no, Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man
+--Farmer Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor
+there; he's a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a
+mistake she'll bring him a pretty good family, gie her time.'
+
+'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the
+scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as
+children.'
+
+'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very
+often. However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for
+chosen yesterday to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and
+that one, had crossed one another's path in regard to young Master
+Springrove; and I expect that when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye
+wasn't caren to have en, she thought she'd be beforehand with her
+old enemy in marrying somebody else too. That's maids' logic all
+over, and maids' malice likewise.'
+
+Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's
+partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause
+against his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the
+cook, shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating
+eggs with. 'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if
+Cytherea Graye even now knows that young Springrove is free again,
+she'll fling over the steward as soon as look at him.'
+
+'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator.
+'There's honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss
+Hinton's tricks in her. She'll stick to Manston.'
+
+'Pifh!'
+
+'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's
+sake,' the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and
+quarter me, if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute
+like this.'
+
+'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an
+hour or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling
+parish if she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!'
+
+'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said
+the gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled
+remains.
+
+The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand.
+
+3. NOON
+
+The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By
+ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to
+the extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater
+Park. One mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the
+air began to feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and
+frosty within.
+
+They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured
+glass of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning
+almost night itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began.
+The only warmth or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom,
+who retained a vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the
+morning.
+
+Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as
+the air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party
+were constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the
+church came occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the
+weather, had assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's
+existence as a single woman. Many poor people loved her. They
+pitied her success, why, they could not tell, except that it was
+because she seemed to stand more like a statue than Cytherea Graye.
+
+Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction
+in a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction.
+Are there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a
+difference of nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it
+is commonly put, in regard to the amount of consideration given, but
+in the conception of the thing considered. A man emasculated by
+coxcombry may spend more time upon the arrangement of his clothes
+than any woman, but even then there is no fetichism in his idea of
+them--they are still only a covering he uses for a time. But here
+was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost indifferent to life,
+yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had nothing to do,
+the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry trifles,
+her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves.
+
+The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon
+written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been
+necessary here to enable them to sign their names, and on their
+return to the church the light from the candles streamed from the
+small open door, and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen
+on the south side, dividing it from a small chapel or chantry,
+erected for the soul's peace of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through
+the open-work of this screen could now be seen illuminated, inside
+the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged knights, damp and
+green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, also
+inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous
+marble.
+
+Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove,
+or his spirit.
+
+The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by
+the screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front
+showed him forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose
+eyes wandered in that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad
+beyond all description. His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden.
+His face was of a sickly paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his
+lips parted as if he could get no breath. His figure was
+spectre-thin. His actions seemed beyond his own control.
+
+Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her
+heart of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was
+undone in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by
+mere sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women
+commonest of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that
+even to herself it seemed more like a new creation than a revival.
+
+Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was!
+
+It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in
+a maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits
+in her despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from
+herself; when owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for
+his own fault. If he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames
+him; if he is miserable because deeply to blame, she blames herself.
+The latter was Cytherea's case now.
+
+First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her,
+which presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming
+out of the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the
+words, 'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink
+down, and would have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief
+bridesmaid applied her vinaigrette.
+
+'What did she say?' inquired Manston.
+
+Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he
+was far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did
+not faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took
+advantage of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had
+been seen. He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an
+unwarrantable intrusion.
+
+But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone,
+nobody could tell how or whither.
+
+4. AFTERNOON
+
+It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken
+place in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled.
+
+The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find
+an opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with
+her on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard,
+wild, and unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and
+it disturbed him. He spoke to her severely and sadly.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours.
+But remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been
+woman enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and
+don't think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove;
+he had no business to come there as he did. You are altogether
+wrong, Cytherea, and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very
+vexed.'
+
+'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered.
+
+'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left
+you yet, then?'
+
+'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of
+sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I
+will be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words,
+what last night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of
+it. I love Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and
+soul. You call me a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have
+gone beyond caring for anything!' She looked stonily into his face
+and made the speech calmly.
+
+'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her
+manner.
+
+'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on
+hysterically. 'A year and a half had passed since we met. I could
+go by the gate of his garden without thinking of him--look at his
+seat in church and not care. But I saw him this morning--dying
+because he loves me so--I know it is that! Can I help loving him
+too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and I don't care! We have
+been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know we have. O, if I
+could only die!'
+
+He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,'
+he said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting
+upon such impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose
+as well as you. It seems that do what I will by way of remedying
+the stains which fell upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.'
+His voice grew husky as he made the reply.
+
+The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had
+seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her
+name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist.
+
+'I won't give way and become a disgrace to _you_, at any rate,' she
+said.
+
+'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that
+you should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good
+wife, and try to love your husband.'
+
+'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is
+difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to
+all! Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the
+many than for the indulgence of your own single self, when you
+consider that the many, and duty to them, only exist to you through
+your own existence, what can be said? What do our own acquaintances
+care about us? Not much. I think of mine. Mine will now (do they
+learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in this affair) look at me,
+smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in time to come,
+when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some other's song,
+or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to what I
+used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so
+soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to
+me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my
+memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my
+single opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which
+they are regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a
+thought, easily held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a
+whole life to me; as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes,
+of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it
+was my world, what is to them their world, and they in that life of
+mine, however much I cared for them, only as the thought I seem to
+them to be. Nobody can enter into another's nature truly, that's
+what is so grievous.'
+
+'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen.
+
+'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going.
+'We shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.'
+
+It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the
+roads, the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till
+the latest hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to
+take them to Southampton (their destination that night) by a
+reasonable time in the evening. They intended the next morning to
+cross to Havre, and thence to Paris--a place Cytherea had never
+visited--for their wedding tour.
+
+The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so
+restless that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who,
+though she took little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it
+were, instinctively conscious of all their movements, put down her
+charge's agitation for once as the natural result of the novel
+event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as could be wished.
+
+At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in
+it, she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer
+garden, having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also
+like to take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant
+leaves collected there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and
+thither she went. Not a soul was in or around the place. The
+gardener was making merry on Manston's and her account.
+
+The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it
+exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself.
+The gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him
+happier than they.
+
+Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of
+returning indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude
+would be her last of freedom induced her to prolong them a little,
+and she stood still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved
+plants, the straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her.
+The garden, no part of which was visible from the house, sloped down
+to a narrow river at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without.
+
+A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the
+river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the
+presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that
+it might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept
+it. Why should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that
+he went out of her sight for ever?
+
+She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to
+the river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been
+considerably depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low
+over the stream, which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened
+her from the eyes of any passer on the other side.
+
+She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow
+herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if
+it had been Edward.
+
+But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object
+reflected in the water from under the tree which hung over the river
+in such a way that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon
+it, it permitted their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs.
+The reflected form was that of the man she had seen further off, but
+being inverted, she could not definitely characterize him.
+
+He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it
+Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to
+say one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and
+walked very slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She
+kept more safely hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to
+see him. But she suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be
+possible that he sees my reflected image, as I see his? Of course
+he does!'
+
+He was looking at her in the water.
+
+She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he
+emerged from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before
+her. It was Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his
+eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing
+the dead themselves.
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream.
+
+He was the first to speak again.
+
+'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become
+quite as strangers to each other.'
+
+'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.'
+She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with
+her hand.
+
+'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I
+am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.'
+
+Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed
+--and dreaded--to hear his explanation!
+
+'What is it?' she said desperately.
+
+'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to
+distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you
+before you were--married.'
+
+He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place?
+Surely you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.'
+
+'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper.
+
+'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she
+jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but
+that by jilting me, she only exercised the right everybody has of
+snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to
+you to ask once more if. . . . But I was too late.'
+
+'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of
+reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you
+write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!'
+
+'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how
+could you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted
+naturally?'
+
+'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till
+lately. . . . I try to love him now.'
+
+'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted
+to hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward.
+
+'Never! she couldn't.'
+
+'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you
+wrote to Mr. Manston.'
+
+'A love-letter I wrote?'
+
+'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you
+were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful
+of realities.'
+
+The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this
+distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then
+there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all
+the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question
+whether Miss Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over
+by Cytherea, under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in
+the sense that her position was irretrievable.
+
+Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning
+half-misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just
+been sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and
+from the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had
+brought all this agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add
+more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much.
+The whole scheme she should never know.
+
+'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to
+promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss
+Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on
+account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I
+care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was
+first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my
+cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on
+Old Christmas Day--that is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance
+with pity: he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me--I
+came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you
+some time to-day, the day, as I thought, before your marriage,
+hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to
+marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the village I
+saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the
+House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you
+come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was
+compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live
+content--or die content!'
+
+'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to
+dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was
+continually reiterated in my ears till I believed it--
+
+ '"The world and its ways have a certain worth,
+ And to press a point where these oppose
+ Were a simple policy."
+
+'But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act
+is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my
+bread upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was
+clearly represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have
+another place which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to
+have no other spot for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful
+and harassing! . . . But that without which all persuasion would
+have been as air, was added by my miserable conviction that you were
+false; that did it, that turned me! You were to be considered as
+nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably kind. Well, the deed
+is done--I must abide by it. I shall never let him know that I do
+not love him--never. If things had only remained as they seemed to
+be, if you had really forgotten me and married another woman, I
+could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I
+know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward,
+and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be
+long. O, I hope they will not be long! . . . Now, good-bye,
+good-bye!'
+
+'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said
+Springrove, in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and
+clear.
+
+They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was
+floating over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver;
+though narrow, the stream was deep, and there was no bridge.
+
+'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.'
+
+She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers
+towards his, but not into them. The river was too wide.
+
+'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must
+be going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!'
+
+'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said.
+
+They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was
+a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the
+other's pulse throbbing beside its own.
+
+'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!'
+
+She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned,
+and ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between
+them. The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the
+minnows gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never
+been disturbed.
+
+Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her
+heart was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which
+gnawed there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or
+scream, as she will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by
+a mental agony of such refined and special torture that it is
+indescribable by men's words, she moves among her acquaintances much
+as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in the old moulds
+that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual.
+
+5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station,
+and in his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham
+and stood upon his crutches whilst the train was starting.
+
+When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage
+they saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at
+them. He was pale, and apparently very ill.
+
+'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely
+he ought not to be here.'
+
+'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter
+answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem
+giddy, or as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for
+this month past, but nothing so bad as he is to-day.'
+
+'Poor thing.'
+
+She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this
+most deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she
+gave him money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine
+or whatever he wanted.
+
+The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his
+incoherent thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him
+as if it were unknown to her that she wept all the while.
+
+Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the
+lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having
+forced on the marriage of his sister with a little too much
+peremptoriness. Taking up his crutches he went out of doors and
+wandered about the muddy roads with no object in view save that of
+getting rid of time.
+
+The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared
+from the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a
+weakly twitter from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path
+to the waterfall, and lingered thereabout till the solitude of the
+place oppressed him, when he turned back and into the road to the
+village. He was sad; he said to himself--
+
+'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are
+called presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in
+mine to-day. . . . Poor little Cytherea!'
+
+At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and
+shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's
+view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with
+each other by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past
+year. The farmer inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was
+glad to see him so nimble again.
+
+'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically.
+
+'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad
+voice. 'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and
+there he sits and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his
+head so hard, that I can't help feeling for him.'
+
+'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the
+interview in the garden.
+
+'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests. . . . Ah!
+Edward, too, who started with such promise; that he should now have
+become such a careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr.
+Graye, I know what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for
+that heart affair, he might have done--but the less said about him
+the better. I don't know what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe
+had insisted upon the conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-law,
+the steward, had a hand in making it light for us, I know, and
+I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased speaking, and looked round
+at the sky.
+
+'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just
+coming out to learn about it.'
+
+'I haven't heard of anything.'
+
+'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know
+is what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns
+somebody who lives in the parish.'
+
+It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in
+adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of
+a thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter
+concerned might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event
+about to transpire was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was
+more dear to him than his own, as any, short of death itself, could
+possibly be; and ever afterwards, when he considered the effect of
+the knowledge the next half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his
+practical good sense could not refrain from wonder that he should
+have walked toward the village after hearing those words of the
+farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. 'How unutterably
+mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a foreseeing
+God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the eve of his
+discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.'
+
+After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him,
+and, as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently
+towards the village.
+
+The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate,
+which opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They
+went along in a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to
+turn in at their respective doorways. But upon seeing him they
+looked significantly at one another, and paused. He came into the
+road, on that side of the village-green which was opposite the row
+of cottages, and turned round to the right. When Owen turned, all
+eyes turned; one or two men went hurriedly indoors, and afterwards
+appeared at the doorstep with their wives, who also contemplated
+him, talking as they looked. They seemed uncertain how to act in
+some matter.
+
+'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering
+more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with
+the subject of their discourse.
+
+The first who approached him was a boy.
+
+'What has occurred?' said Owen.
+
+'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.'
+
+'Is that all?'
+
+'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of
+his mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.'
+
+'Who is he?' said Owen.
+
+'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be
+night-porter.'
+
+'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to
+come to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has
+anything else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?'
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between
+himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's
+friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards
+in a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the
+solution. The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and
+he opened the gate.
+
+Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was
+looking over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of
+three or four cottages some mile and a half distant. A
+turnpike-gate was close by the gate of the field.
+
+The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road,
+and jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove.
+'This is a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't
+know about it, I suppose?'
+
+'What?' said Springrove.
+
+The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in
+a confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle,
+gave a clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled
+away.
+
+Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was,
+'Bring her home!'
+
+The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably
+did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman
+he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate
+make perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the
+knowledge, by telling it him with his own lips.
+
+Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest
+of the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh.
+The thaw had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud
+were lifted by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him
+by his rapid motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and
+increasing tenfold the customary effort of running,
+
+But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the
+shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was
+through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure
+of Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two
+or three hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows.
+
+The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing
+subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face
+towards the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking.
+
+Owen approached him and said--
+
+'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I
+suppose?'
+
+'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He
+was a man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with
+strangers.
+
+'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?'
+
+'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows
+were all attentively listening to this discourse, milking
+irregularly, and softly directing the jets against the sides of the
+pail.
+
+Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded
+anything of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at
+me, as if something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid
+matter, or what is it?'
+
+'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange
+thing concerns you.'
+
+'What strange thing?'
+
+'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.'
+
+'What did he confess? Tell me.'
+
+'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at
+the station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he
+wouldn't ha' known it.'
+
+'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!'
+
+But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on
+the east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously.
+
+The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across
+the barton.
+
+Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your
+sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How
+it comes out I don't know!'
+
+'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector
+breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss
+Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He
+beckoned to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and
+the three stepped aside together.
+
+'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had
+been in a strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your
+sister was kind to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her
+husband had gone, he went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans.
+Well, he got in the way, as if he were quite lost to what was going
+on, and they sent him home at last. Then he wished to see me. I
+went directly. There was something on his mind, he said, and told
+it. About the time when the fire of last November twelvemonth was
+got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter's room, almost
+asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He
+went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to
+Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when
+would be another train to London? The first the next morning, he
+told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth, but that
+it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't stop
+till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said.
+He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a
+short time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any
+account say a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here,
+or a single breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He
+promised; she took out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament
+in the waiting-room," she said, "and I'll pay you these." He got
+the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and she left
+him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all
+through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he
+possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet
+the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The
+actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister's
+kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He
+thought he had ruined her.'
+
+'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen.
+
+'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector
+continued, 'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out
+both times--he left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved
+that his object was defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to
+you at the Old House last night--started, reached the door, and
+dreaded to knock--and then went home again.'
+
+'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen
+bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the
+criminality of the thing!'
+
+'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is
+put to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she
+should have escaped than have been burnt--'
+
+'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what
+it all means?' Edward interrupted.
+
+'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister
+unless he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate
+them.'
+
+'Certainly you will,' said the rector.
+
+'Where's the man?'
+
+'In his cottage.'
+
+''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and
+overtake them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for
+additional and certain proofs of his first wife's death. An
+up-train passes soon, I think.'
+
+'Where have they gone?' said Edward.
+
+'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed
+to-morrow morning.'
+
+'Where in Southampton?'
+
+'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address.
+But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.'
+
+The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and
+now opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every
+month to gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local
+newspaper.
+
+'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the
+page, 'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to
+six o'clock. Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to
+that time. Mr. Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the
+porter's cottage, where I will shortly write out the substance of
+what he has said, and get him to sign it. You will then have far
+better grounds for interfering between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if
+you went to them with a mere hearsay story.'
+
+The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before
+the train starts,' said Owen.
+
+Edward had been musing restlessly.
+
+'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your
+lameness?' he said suddenly to Graye.
+
+'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the
+offer,' returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man,
+and I had much better see him myself.'
+
+'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife
+was fully believed in by himself.'
+
+'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and
+the question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not
+do for Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke
+rather coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister
+and Edward was not a pleasant one to him.
+
+'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to
+Southampton, and I know every house there.'
+
+'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a
+cab. Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.'
+
+'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the
+terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already
+arrived.'
+
+Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train
+reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said.
+
+It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the
+rector suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to
+'all the respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its
+finding them, and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in
+searching about the place.
+
+'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward
+--an offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off
+in the direction of the porter's cottage.
+
+Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road
+towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's
+proceedings were based on the assumption, natural under the
+circumstances, of Manston's good faith, and that he would readily
+acquiesce in any arrangement which should clear up the mystery.
+'But,' thought Edward, 'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot
+help supposing it--that Manston is not that honourable man, what
+will a young and inexperienced fellow like Owen do? Will he not be
+hoodwinked by some specious story or another, framed to last till
+Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then the disclosure of the
+truth will ruin and blacken both their futures irremediably.'
+
+However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the
+form of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would
+come to the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he
+valued his reputation. The message was directed as the rector had
+suggested, Edward guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that
+every expense connected with the search would be paid.
+
+No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank
+within him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had
+Manston, all the time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the
+telegram would be a forewarning which might enable him to defeat
+Owen still more signally.
+
+Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of
+raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed
+by a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing
+softly into the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring
+of a bell. It was certainly a passenger train.
+
+Yet the booking-office window was closed.
+
+'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations
+up the line. The incline again?' The voice was the stationmaster's,
+and the reply seemed to come from the guard.
+
+'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a
+perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We
+had to bring them through the cutting at twice.'
+
+'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued.
+The few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long
+before this time, had taken their places at once.
+
+A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish
+overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was
+that Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered
+that his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that
+he might possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this
+very train that was starting, find Manston before he would expect
+from the words of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from
+Carriford could be with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and
+trust to his consequent confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution
+of the extraordinary riddle, and the release of Cytherea!
+
+The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time
+at which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his
+whistle, Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The
+train moved along, and he was soon out of sight.
+
+Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies
+across the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be
+called the initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to
+cherish; when the woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region
+of mere admiration to the region of warm fellowship. At this
+assumption of her nature, she changes to him in tone, hue, and
+expression. All about the loved one that said 'She' before, says
+'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes to be feared
+for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a brain that
+is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the dance
+become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized
+accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader.
+
+6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down,
+Edward remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority
+whatever to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea
+as husband and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in
+obtaining a signed confession from the porter. The document would
+not be a death-bed confession--perhaps not worth anything legally
+--but it would be held by Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural
+guardian, could separate them on the mere ground of an unproved
+probability, or what might perhaps be called the hallucination of an
+idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly convinced as the
+rector had been of the truth of the man's story, and paced backward
+and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound through the
+dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as
+resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime
+during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram
+and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to
+circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making
+up his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might
+arise.
+
+At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the
+station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing
+Owen could possibly arrive.
+
+Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his
+investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town.
+
+At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven
+hotels and inns, large and small, asking the same questions at
+each, and always receiving the same reply--nobody of that name,
+or answering to that description, had been there. A boy from the
+telegraph-office had called, asking for the same persons, if they
+recollected rightly.
+
+He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they
+might possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat.
+Then he hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his
+inquiries among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class.
+His stained and weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of
+civility, wherever he went, which made his task yet more difficult.
+He called at three several houses in this neighbourhood, with the
+same result as before. He entered the door of the fourth house
+whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking eight.
+
+'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here
+this evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his
+ears from very familiarity.
+
+'A new-married couple, did you say?'
+
+'They are, though I didn't say so.'
+
+'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.'
+
+'Are they indoors?'
+
+'I don't know. Eliza!'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had
+gone on her errand.
+
+'No--nothing that I know of.'
+
+'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such
+name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of
+the bar-parlour.
+
+'And did they get the message?'
+
+'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till
+half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no
+message. I told them when they came that they, or a name something
+like theirs, had been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand
+why it should be, and so the matter dropped.'
+
+The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady
+is. Who shall I say?'
+
+'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon
+his method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts
+--apart from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask
+him flatly for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message
+in the presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the
+steward's palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother
+when he came. But here were two important modifications of the
+expected condition of affairs. The telegram had not been received,
+and Cytherea was in the house alone.
+
+He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's
+absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see
+him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at any
+moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the
+accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a
+doubtful course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that
+Cytherea was not married. If the first wife were really dead after
+all--and he felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife
+might in after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity
+and cruelty on account of an old lover's interference now.
+
+Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely
+for her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost
+expired.
+
+But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were
+quite deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the
+minds of the attendants as if they had never been. There was
+absolutely nothing between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was
+powerless now; he must see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to
+Manston--offensive to her brother or no. His lips must be the first
+to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved her as he! He went
+back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a time, and
+followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered thirteen.
+
+He knocked softly: nobody answered.
+
+There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before
+Manston came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The
+lamp on the table burned low, and showed writing materials open
+beside it; the chief light came from the fire, the direct rays of
+which were obscured by a sweet familiar outline of head and
+shoulders--still as precious to him as ever.
+
+7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the
+soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates
+outwardly and expresses its presence so strongly, that the
+intangible essence seems more apparent than the body itself. This
+was Cytherea's expression now. What old days and sunny eves at
+Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her reverie had caused her not to
+notice his knock.
+
+'Cytherea!' he said softly.
+
+She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that
+her visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the
+voice.
+
+There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his position
+--hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs
+of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion.
+
+'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!'
+he cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.'
+
+She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them
+afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?'
+She awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did
+you come? Where is Owen?'
+
+'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife?
+Tell me quick.'
+
+'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother
+Owen? I want him, I want him!'
+
+'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,'
+implored Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from
+me: I am nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words
+had faintly shadowed forth.
+
+'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,'
+she said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she
+wildly looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on,
+but in the act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry.
+
+'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles down
+again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and
+downstairs.
+
+'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to
+some one below.
+
+'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some
+tongue in astonishment.
+
+Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried
+upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room
+specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out--
+
+'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!'
+
+'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the
+panel, and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was
+enough.
+
+He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at
+the railway-station.
+
+As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what
+to think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died
+away, then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been
+to escape from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain,
+mental and bodily, which had been put upon her by the scenes she had
+passed through during the long day, rendered her much more timid and
+shaken by her position than she would naturally have been. She
+thought and thought of that single fact which had been told her
+--that the first Mrs. Manston was still living--till her brain seemed
+ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. It was
+only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the
+discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery
+on her husband's part, which was only matter of inference. And thus
+there arose in her a personal fear of him.
+
+'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere
+frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his
+presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised
+herself to a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for
+being vented in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet
+Manston's eye alone, she would only see him in her brother's
+company.
+
+Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to
+prevent all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look
+or word being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she
+was.
+
+8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she
+came to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope
+and gave it a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the
+landlady herself, whose curiosity to know the meaning of these
+strange proceedings knew no bounds. The landlady attempted to turn
+the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the door locked. 'Please
+tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,' she said from the
+inside, 'and that I cannot see him.'
+
+'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a
+fire?'
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+'Nor a light?'
+
+'I don't want one, thank you.'
+
+'Nor anything?'
+
+'Nothing.'
+
+The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane.
+
+Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the
+sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked
+round, rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was
+too ill to be seen.
+
+'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid.
+
+Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!'
+
+'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said.
+
+'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.'
+
+'No, not seriously.'
+
+'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.'
+
+'No, he can't see me either.'
+
+'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the
+chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes.
+
+'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap.
+
+The maid vanished.
+
+'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the
+door. . . . I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you.
+Nor can a doctor either, unless he sees you.'
+
+Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but
+nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating
+scenes, Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and
+perplexed.
+
+And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up
+and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he
+probably may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased,
+and she sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears
+alive to the slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the
+delirious fancy that outside her door stood Manston and all the
+people in the hotel, waiting to laugh her to scorn.
+
+9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival
+platform of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time
+at which Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train
+appeared.
+
+'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was
+sweeping the mud from the steps.
+
+'She is not expected yet this hour.'
+
+'How is that?'
+
+'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about
+to see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since
+Christmas Eve, and will be for another week yet.'
+
+Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof.
+He found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so
+intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him
+of Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might
+leave the station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost
+to him in the streets of the town.
+
+The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?'
+said Edward to the telegraph clerk.
+
+'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra
+passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.'
+
+At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in.
+
+The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He
+casually glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was
+hurrying to the outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of
+his friend he was quite bewildered, and could not speak.
+
+'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen
+Cytherea, and she has been waiting for you these two or three
+hours.'
+
+Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence.
+Such was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes
+after did he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be
+there before him.
+
+10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between
+Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward
+waiting outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend
+had frequently overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his
+sister being Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to
+avoid any rashness in his proceedings which might lead to bitterness
+hereafter.
+
+Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had
+been occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier.
+Before Owen had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed
+the door. His face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the
+slight circumstance which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to
+account for.
+
+Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively
+linked it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most
+unseemly,' he said, 'whatever it may mean.'
+
+'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,'
+said Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do
+otherwise than come.'
+
+He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as
+hastily written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of
+Manston's face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange,
+dark, and mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no
+deceit could be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses,
+had there not overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and
+irrepressible expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of
+unqualified amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard.
+Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the
+belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions.
+
+There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs.
+Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could
+have feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to
+fear, it was quite futile to conjecture.
+
+'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the
+whole matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said
+Owen when he had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both
+that Cytherea should come back with me till the matter is cleared
+up? In fact, under the circumstances, no other course is left open
+to me than to request it.'
+
+Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave
+way to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the
+room till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones--
+
+'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a
+gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why
+should you, or anybody, have doubted me?'
+
+'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen.
+
+'Locked in the next room.'
+
+His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some
+inscrutable means, have had an inkling of the event.
+
+Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room.
+
+'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A
+rustling of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the
+inside, 'Is it really you, Owen,--is it really?'
+
+'It is.'
+
+'O, will you take care of me?'
+
+'Always.'
+
+She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward
+from the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open
+the door.
+
+Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in
+the darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She
+leapt up to Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like
+the leaves of a lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling
+hands round his neck and shivered.
+
+The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity.
+'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or
+two closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't
+do it!'
+
+'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper.
+
+'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed
+confession, and those are the only things of the kind held as good
+evidence.'
+
+'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper
+course to adopt.'
+
+'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still
+holding on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?'
+she said, turning appealingly to Manston.
+
+'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more
+quietness. 'I have no objection to your brother sending for a
+lawyer, if he wants to.'
+
+It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the
+hotel had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first
+floor, which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging.
+Owen looked over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall.
+It struck Graye that the wisest course would be to take the landlord
+to a certain extent into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a
+gentleman, and so on, in order to acquire the information he wanted,
+and also to prevent the episode of the evening from becoming a
+public piece of news. He called the landlord up to where they
+stood, and told him the main facts of the story.
+
+The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a
+meditative smoker.
+
+'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said,
+looking at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a
+needle, and not over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no
+time--trust Timms for that.'
+
+'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen.
+
+'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a
+personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some
+party or another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle,
+too; mind you, sharp as a needle, too.'
+
+He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the
+three persons most concerned entering the room, and standing
+motionless, awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea
+pictured to herself the long weary minutes she would have to stand
+there, whilst a sleepy man could be prepared for consultation, till
+the constraint between them seemed unendurable to her--she could
+never last out the time. Owen was annoyed that Manston had not
+quietly arranged with him at once; Manston at Owen's homeliness of
+idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if he would be a
+touchstone of infallible proof.
+
+Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few
+moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend.
+'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from
+dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save
+time I explained the matter as we came along.'
+
+It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty
+exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding
+dinner with a few friends.
+
+'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his
+vision inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private
+arrangement between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least
+at present. I speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true,
+but, let the young lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out
+of shame's way, until the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery
+is. Should the evidence prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody
+to get her away from you, her husband, you may sue them for the
+damages accruing from the delay.'
+
+'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his
+self-possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.'
+Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear
+the words--
+
+'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me
+here miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own
+husband.'
+
+'I'll go back with Owen.'
+
+'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly:
+'And remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this
+thing as you are yourself. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I do,' she said.
+
+'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't
+think she does even now. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I believe you,' she said.
+
+'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely
+intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further
+necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall
+claim her.'
+
+The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up
+as much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her
+upon his arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed
+everything, who had been left standing in the street like a dog
+without a home, was utterly forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and
+the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned them, looked to the
+packing, and went to the door.
+
+A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of
+the house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it.
+
+'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night
+arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver.
+
+'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and
+the gentleman wished me to give you this.'
+
+'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen
+to himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines,
+hurriedly traced in pencil:--
+
+'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties
+that I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for
+having caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it
+cannot be helped now. E.S.'
+
+Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to
+drive on.
+
+'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said
+to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her.
+
+A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to
+them. They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress;
+the trifling coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed
+by no man who was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet
+thought, she had forgotten herself, and her position for the
+instant.
+
+Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and
+her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account
+of the late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would
+otherwise have been only a sadness, must become a burden of
+unutterable sorrow.
+
+Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would
+ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied
+the reflection; Edward knew the truth.
+
+They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for
+them by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they
+installed themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by
+the first train the next day.
+
+At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native
+county on the wheels of the night-mail.
+
+
+
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY
+
+Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry.
+
+This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to
+raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him.
+The instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him
+in the hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be
+to lose her presence for a week than her respect for ever.
+
+'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted.
+And then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that
+object, which, to all those who were in any degree acquainted with
+the recent event, appeared the least likely of possible
+contingencies.
+
+He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to
+call on Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him
+that nothing would be gained by such a step. No; every action of
+his should be done openly--even religiously. At least, he called on
+the rector, and stated this to be his resolve.
+
+'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and
+fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my
+opinion, take active steps at once.'
+
+'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery,
+and silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me.
+But what can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the
+chain of inquiry is not to be found--I mean the porter.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station
+last night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage
+where he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought.
+He was not there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back
+soon. But he has not come back yet.'
+
+'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.'
+
+'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not
+think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for
+your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the
+meantime?'
+
+'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the
+word as he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a
+right thing.'
+
+He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the
+next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he
+went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk,
+which resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory.
+
+He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector
+inquired.
+
+'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set
+about it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was
+about to betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard
+any tidings from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her
+as one you were interested in.'
+
+There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the
+rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied.
+
+'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her
+brother has communicated with some people in the parish--'
+
+'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily.
+
+'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say,
+likely to be for some days.'
+
+'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried.
+
+'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead
+--be as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining
+the truth as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr.
+Manston, an out-step place like this is not like a city, and there
+is nobody to busy himself for the good of the community; whilst poor
+Cytherea and her brother are socially too dependent to be able to
+make much stir in the matter, which is a greater reason still why
+you should be disinterestedly prompt.'
+
+The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same
+indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of
+conscious perplexity.
+
+On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed
+the door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his
+cigar, and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the
+park, he entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer
+portion of the front room where Manston stood, but a space round the
+fire was screened off from the remainder, and inside the high oak
+settle, forming a part of the screen, he heard voices conversing.
+The speakers had not noticed his footsteps, and continued their
+discourse.
+
+One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man
+who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of
+the conflagration. The other seemed to be a stranger following the
+same mode of life. The conversation was carried on in the emphatic
+and confidential tone of men who are slightly intoxicated, its
+subject being an unaccountable experience that one of them had had
+on the night of the fire.
+
+What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him
+to forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon
+him was strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape
+from the house again without being seen or heard.
+
+Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode
+off under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the
+fire, and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to
+pass by unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and
+stunk: he did not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not
+see it. His feet grew cold; still he thought on.
+
+It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this
+time, had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental
+absorption--shown nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced
+now. The lady was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a
+determination.
+
+The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater
+House; where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see
+him. She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever
+since the confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much
+aggrieved at the denial, he shortly afterwards went to the
+railway-station and took his departure for London, leaving a letter
+for Miss Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his journey thither--to
+recover traces of his missing wife.
+
+During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local
+and other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this
+singular case. The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt
+forcibly upon a feature which had at first escaped the observation
+of the villagers, including Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of
+the man Chinney were true, it seemed extremely probable that Mrs.
+Manston left her watch and keys behind on purpose to blind people as
+to her escape; and that therefore she would not now let herself be
+discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon her. The writers
+added that the police were on the track of the porter, who very
+possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was criminal,
+and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy energy,
+making every effort to clear the whole matter up.
+
+2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY
+
+Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from
+London and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He
+explained to the rector and other of his acquaintance that all the
+inquiries he had made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had
+been totally barren of results.
+
+But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now
+that he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he
+proceeded to fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for
+the missing woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement
+was a carefully considered and even attractive effusion, calculated
+to win the heart, or at least the understanding, of any woman who
+had a spark of her own nature left in her.
+
+There was no answer.
+
+Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as
+before.
+
+'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector,
+his sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll
+tell you the truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea,
+and the whole of this business of searching for the other woman goes
+altogether against me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.'
+
+'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham.
+
+'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this
+earth has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her
+--living or dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I
+have lived at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own
+that, as I have owned it before.'
+
+'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if
+advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector
+emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's
+a satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.'
+
+When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the
+fire for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection.
+He went to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied
+only by dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve,
+and then dipping it again, he took the following note of events:--
+
+
+'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the
+subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities
+attending the three interviews:--
+
+'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great
+anxiety to do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his
+bearing that he was convinced he should never see her again.
+
+'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his
+first wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare.
+
+'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all
+consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which
+certainly is strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the
+first Mrs. Manston's fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of
+his eagerness for me to advise him to _advertise again_ for her.'
+
+
+A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A
+paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last
+time the announcement would appear.
+
+3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY
+
+At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for
+Manston, directed in a woman's hand.
+
+A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was
+somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an
+endless string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the
+preceding day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant
+surprise to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted
+him a bore almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and
+was sitting at breakfast with his host when the important missive
+arrived.
+
+Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the
+name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud
+as follows:--
+
+
+'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness.
+
+'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a
+hundred times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell
+you now, namely, that I am alive and in perfect health.
+
+'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence
+has won me round. Surely, I thought, he _must_ love me still. Why
+else should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as
+she will be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring
+nothing?--rather the reverse, indeed.
+
+'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which
+we can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness,
+must be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences.
+I heartily and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything.
+You will do the same, as your actions show.
+
+'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few
+facts relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only
+give the heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not
+coming to fetch me, more grieved at your absence from the station,
+most of all by your absence from home. On my journey to the inn I
+writhed under a passionate sense of wrong done me. When I had been
+shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till the landlord had
+gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not come, and then
+I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed, but I put
+on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping my
+keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of
+the house. The--"'
+
+
+'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting.
+
+'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the
+face.
+
+'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.'
+
+'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might
+do such a thing.'
+
+'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such
+immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any
+woman in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be
+so forgetful.'
+
+'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to
+assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did
+plainly, or how could the things have been found there? Besides,
+she's truthful enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily.
+
+'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.'
+
+'O yes.' Manston read on:--
+
+
+'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up
+brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not
+strike me; I did not consider that it might be thatched.
+
+'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had
+come in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there
+the fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I
+was still determined not to stay in the place. I went to the
+railway-station, which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary
+man on duty there concerning the trains. It was not till I had left
+the man that I saw the effect the fire might have on my history. I
+considered also, though not in any detailed manner, that the event,
+by attracting the attention of the village to my former abode, might
+set people on my track should they doubt my death, and a sudden
+dread of having to go back again to Knapwater--a place which had
+seemed inimical to me from first to last--prompted me to run back
+and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to Anglebury,
+lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning train
+came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these
+lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by
+needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home
+to America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However,
+all that is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course
+not. I am happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to
+be your faithful wife, EUNICE.
+
+'"My name here is (as before)
+
+ '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address,
+ 79 ADDINGTON STREET,
+ LAMBETH.'"
+
+
+The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper.
+
+'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But
+after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very
+sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn
+of affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker
+was looking out between the mullions of the window--noticing that
+some of the lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he
+said the words, otherwise he would have seen the passionate
+expression of agonized hopelessness that flitted across the
+steward's countenance when the remark was made. He did not see it,
+and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which he
+spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a
+few short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret
+heart, he idolized still, as far as such a form of love was
+compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he
+meant to act up to the requirements of the position into which fate
+appeared determined to drive him.
+
+'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour
+to do as I am doing, and there's an end of it.'
+
+'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first
+bargain.'
+
+'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary
+of wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she
+used to be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal
+is recovered. You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy
+to be quite another bride--in fact, almost as if she had really
+risen from the dead, instead of having only done so virtually.'
+
+'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is
+coming?'
+
+'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of
+his intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips.
+
+'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed.
+'It would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again.
+The best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course
+--she'll find it all out soon enough.'
+
+Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face
+in his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it
+should come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land
+of darkness as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without
+any order, and where the light is as darkness."'
+
+Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted
+before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the
+inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud.
+
+4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY
+
+Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet,
+hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and
+without any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by
+the spirit of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence.
+
+The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of
+ground immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in
+the list of appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being
+here once every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her
+friends.
+
+Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with
+the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats,
+rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned
+and long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston.
+
+The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally
+turned towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the
+subject of conversation equally with or more than the chances of the
+coming day. She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the
+contrary, she seemed rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with
+a light of contented exultation, subdued to square with the
+circumstances of her matronly position.
+
+She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive
+woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was
+palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at
+least seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior
+by double the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the
+natural good appearance of her face being very cleverly applied.
+Her form was full and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in
+strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness.
+
+It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has
+courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms
+dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning
+glance whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly
+asked for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that
+moment's abstinence.
+
+Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what
+might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a
+stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated
+gallants outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of
+restless jealousy and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband,
+and he was, moreover, calmly attending to his business at the other
+end of the manor.
+
+The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way
+a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next
+morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the
+riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and
+its neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far
+inferior to Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager,
+thought Manston better off with such a wife than he would have been
+with one of Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in
+household management. All felt their curiosity dying out of them.
+It was the same in Carriford as in other parts of the world
+--immediately circumstantial evidence became exchanged for direct,
+the loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey, and turned away
+to a subject which would afford more scope for speculation.
+
+
+
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH
+
+Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him
+for so long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter
+prospect for him in every direction, though the change was at first
+very gradual, and his movements and efforts were little more than
+mechanical. With the lengthening of the days, and the revival of
+building operations for the forthcoming season, he saw himself, for
+the first time, on a road which, pursued with care, would probably
+lead to a comfortable income at some future day. But he was still
+very low down the hill as yet.
+
+The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a
+month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come
+back to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the
+superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be
+nearly rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles
+from Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford.
+
+'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a
+year,' he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you
+shall never, Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call
+again as long as I live. Never pine or think about what has
+happened, dear; it's no disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be
+somebody's happy wife yet.'
+
+He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his
+disappointment, a report had reached his ears that the friend to
+whom Cytherea owed so much had been about to pack up his things and
+sail for Australia. However, this was before the uncertainty
+concerning Mrs. Manston's existence had been dispersed by her
+return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship in which
+Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one of
+distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for
+circumstances about to be mentioned.
+
+Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly
+dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them,
+she had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never
+venturing forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been
+in perpetual dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom,
+only a few weeks earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future
+husband with quiet assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness.
+
+But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs.
+Manston's arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the
+imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the
+finding of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated,
+unavoidably reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the
+freedom brought no happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible
+that she could ever again show herself the sparkling creature she
+once had been--
+
+ 'Apt to entice a deity.'
+
+On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a
+point of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with
+regard to the unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the
+humiliation to which they had been subjected, till the resentment it
+gave rise to, and for which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond
+endurance; it induced a mood that did serious damage to the material
+and plodding perseverance necessary if he would secure permanently
+the comforts of a home for them.
+
+They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as
+soon as the work commenced.
+
+Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing
+not far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to
+remain of the original structure). The long steep roof of this
+picturesque dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles
+that covered it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red
+tiles in twos and threes had been used for patching the holes
+wrought by decay, lighting up the whole harmonious surface with dots
+of brilliant scarlet.
+
+The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide
+fireplace, enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches
+on the wood mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker
+--the subjects mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect,
+with a curly-tailed dog behind.
+
+After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the
+quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread
+itself through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a
+preface to her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to
+live the whole remainder of her days in the retirement of their
+present quarters: she began to sing about the house in low
+tremulous snatches--
+
+ '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world,
+ A heart that is humble may hope for it here."'
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MARCH
+
+Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening
+towards the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the
+building hard by, and was changing his muddy boots for slippers,
+previously to sitting down to toast and tea.
+
+A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door.
+
+The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the
+new vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that
+evening dining with the Squire.
+
+Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it
+was because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had
+undergone. Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and
+upstairs.
+
+'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door.
+
+Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside.
+
+'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried
+Owen. 'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never
+believed that you would.'
+
+'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I
+called to say a word before going. Where is . . . ?'
+
+'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your
+shoes--we are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning
+chimney-corner, and all, you see.'
+
+'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in
+the chimney-corner by preference.
+
+'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness
+at once, and fell into a reverie.
+
+'The history of her escape is very simple.'
+
+'Very.'
+
+'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of
+the circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman
+could sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till
+it was too late even to give shout or sound of any kind.'
+
+'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long
+wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds
+before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be
+completely burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody
+seemed to see it at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too,
+about those bits of bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can
+tell. I cannot help saying that if it has ever been possible to
+find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that jury of Carriford.
+There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and not the
+penetration of one.'
+
+'Is she quite well?' said Springrove.
+
+'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll
+call her.'
+
+'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.'
+
+Owen sat down again.
+
+'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as
+ever. . . . I think she loves me too,--does she really?'
+
+There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of
+matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and
+guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger
+as he was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect.
+
+'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in
+doubt as to the truth of his words.
+
+Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a
+simple 'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater
+depression--
+
+'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I
+made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions
+attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system,
+till a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off,
+shall be paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell
+him, is under a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting
+old, and losing his energies. I am attempting to work free of the
+burden. This makes my prospects gloomy enough at present.
+
+'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a
+nameless and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this
+unfortunate, and now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with
+me, though under the--materially--untoward conditions I have
+mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a locus standi.
+If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we would go
+to another part of England--emigrate--do anything.'
+
+'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone
+can settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure
+the pity which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in
+the other affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same
+beat for paying off old debts himself.
+
+'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the
+staircase.
+
+His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread,
+and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand
+to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes
+averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the
+beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and
+went out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had
+met since the memorable night at Southampton.
+
+'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment.
+
+'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit
+down with me.'
+
+'O yes. I ought to have asked _you_ to,' she returned timidly.
+'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on
+that side. I'll sit here.'
+
+Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in
+the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each
+other, on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the
+hearth between their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes
+of their faces, and spread out over the floor of the room with the
+low horizontality of the setting sun, giving to every grain of sand
+and tumour in the paving a long shadow towards the door.
+
+Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of
+smoke that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as
+seen through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom.
+Nothing is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a
+discreet silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the
+patient Edward coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half
+a minute, waiting in vain for another word from him, they were
+lifted into his face.
+
+He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?'
+he said.
+
+He could not wait in his original position till the answer came.
+Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney
+corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She
+continued in silence awhile.
+
+'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and
+with firmness.
+
+'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first.
+Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I
+can only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to
+secure you from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will
+often and always be thrust before you as long as you live the
+shrinking solitary life you do now--a life which purity chooses, it
+may be; but to the outside world it appears like the enforced
+loneliness of neglect and scorn--and tongues are busy inventing a
+reason for it which does not exist.'
+
+'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds
+of my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love
+best on earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be
+continually repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity
+of saying to you--that--your wife . . . .' She utterly broke down
+and wept.
+
+'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!'
+
+'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me
+--my mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under
+the present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it:
+never!'
+
+They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated
+blackness overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides
+and bars of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient
+aisles; whilst through the square opening in the midst one or two
+bright stars looked down upon them from the grey March sky. The
+sight seemed to cheer him.
+
+'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her.
+
+'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!'
+
+He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet,
+slowly withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea
+remained with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving,
+but hope was not extinguished even now.
+
+He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a
+small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was
+pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told
+him the result of the interview.
+
+'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is
+right.'
+
+'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said
+Springrove.
+
+'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling
+prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a
+bad man.'
+
+Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe
+in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the
+whole story.
+
+'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think
+of this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for
+a letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife
+appeared in the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed
+in his wife's handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after
+the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show)
+the advertising was a farce, there is a strong presumption that the
+rest of the piece was.'
+
+Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed
+his eyes upon his companion.
+
+'Collusion!'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'With his first wife?'
+
+'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.'
+
+'What did you discover?'
+
+'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her
+the day _before_ the first advertisement appeared.'
+
+Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be
+difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not
+be sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.'
+
+'I have other suspicions--'
+
+'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able
+to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the
+position. 'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been
+taken from him before that letter came--and his knowledge of his
+wife's existence could not have originated till after the wedding.
+I could have sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was
+unmistakable.'
+
+'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had
+the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted
+of bigamy yet.'
+
+'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness.
+'What can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston
+has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only
+knows what lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this
+has transpired--if it is true--I can believe the connection to be
+even an unworthy one--a thing I certainly never so much as owned to
+myself before.'
+
+3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH
+
+Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's
+thoughts into an entirely new and uncommon channel.
+
+On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top
+of a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no
+name, beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In
+the intensity of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat
+down on a weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant
+valleys--seeing only Manston's imagined form.
+
+Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question
+which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he
+knew, dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in
+repute, and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale
+accounting for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true,
+as Edward had hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty
+towards her in allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she
+was hiding her head for no fault at all?
+
+Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have
+contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the
+return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new
+toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such
+circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all
+suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his
+own direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a
+supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble
+and unprotected station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's
+beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a selfish man
+like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the
+possibility of getting rid of her again.
+
+'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the
+Springroves,' Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy
+wife of Edward. True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests
+on Edward's suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is
+strong.'
+
+He went indoors and questioned Cytherea.
+
+'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was
+burnt?' he asked.
+
+'I don't know who started the report.'
+
+'Was it Manston?'
+
+'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed
+before he came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew
+that she did not escape _after_ the house was on fire, and thus all
+overlooked the fact that she might have left before--of course that
+would have seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.'
+
+'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her
+course made it natural.'
+
+'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr.
+Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.'
+
+'He was sure of that, wasn't he?'
+
+'I believe he said he was certain of it.'
+
+'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they
+say it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the
+whole, he might have believed in her death.'
+
+'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time
+after, he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think
+that before the porter's confession he knew something about her
+--though not that she lived.'
+
+'Why do you?'
+
+'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I
+had fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit.
+He must have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated,
+and in a passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my
+first wife is come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had
+let the remark slip out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.'
+
+'That's odd,' said Owen.
+
+'I thought it very odd.'
+
+'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by
+accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to
+discover remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression
+of her death _before_ he married you. I can't help thinking he did,
+although he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears
+he did.'
+
+'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he
+could hardly recede from having me.
+
+'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to
+yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a
+bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what
+we must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?'
+
+'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor,
+and how can you do that?'
+
+'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether
+wish to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon,
+that means. Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is
+with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a
+lawyer. Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the
+money. The only thing we lose in working alone in this way, is
+time--not the issue: for the fruit that one mind matures in a
+twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole than that of
+twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of the single
+one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only hired.
+But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman,
+Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a
+sure footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the
+case.'
+
+'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What
+good can it do us, Owen, after all?'
+
+'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of
+your journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will
+die. Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice
+to you and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.'
+
+He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the
+Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain
+knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their
+embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened.
+
+'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs.
+Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first
+communications passed between them after the fire.'
+
+'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I
+used to have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O,
+what power is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he
+wishes! She loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss
+Aldclyffe prayed for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and
+crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris
+knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this, notice her dead
+silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.'
+
+'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively.
+'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of
+it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their
+separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on,
+for that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of
+coming to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her
+point of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the
+night--you know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home
+early in the morning, and it was found that he had been visited too.
+Ah! couldn't we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at
+Carriford, if she remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were
+directed?'
+
+'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked
+at the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address
+might not be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge
+Chronicle of the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in
+the papers to a certainty.'
+
+Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of
+the Chronicles?' he said.
+
+'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather
+friendly-disposed towards me, too.'
+
+Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at
+the church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became
+necessary, unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself
+should assist. 'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said.
+
+
+
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+
+1. MARCH THE SIXTH
+
+The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea,
+under cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within
+a mile or so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of
+depression that she saw again the objects which had become familiar
+to her eye during her sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the
+outline of the hills, the meadow streams, the old park trees. She
+hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house, and asked if Mr.
+Raunham was at home.
+
+Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and
+courteous to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was
+Cytherea's friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she
+had ever surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe,
+except on parish matters, more rarely still being called upon by
+Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt very little of him whilst she
+lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on the impecunious
+paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady of the
+estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our
+line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our
+vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in
+the chain.
+
+Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in
+Knapwater House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance
+which he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This
+polite indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did
+not concern himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a
+rector; and she did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor
+stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal more.
+
+Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow,
+contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as
+fresh and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and
+demurely glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means
+of driving away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an
+empty heart during the hours of a solitary life; in this case,
+however, to supplant them, when she left his parish, by those others
+of a more aching nature which accompany an over-full one. In short,
+he had been on the verge of feeling towards her that passion to
+which his dignified self-respect would not give its true name, even
+in the privacy of his own thought.
+
+He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with
+him. He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste
+and good nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be
+allowed to see the Chronicle for the year before the last. He
+placed the papers before her on his study table, with a timidity as
+great as her own, and then left her entirely to herself.
+
+She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected
+with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at
+Carriford.'
+
+The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so
+dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters.
+Stifling recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work,
+and carefully read the column. The account reminded her of no other
+fact than was remembered already.
+
+She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After
+a miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs.
+Manston's address than this:--
+
+'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman
+had been living, deposed,' etc.
+
+Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to
+depart, first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was
+out of doors gardening.
+
+He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate.
+
+'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian
+name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he
+called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at
+the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it,
+nevertheless replying evasively--
+
+'I only guess and fear.'
+
+He earnestly looked at her again.
+
+'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give
+it, you will come to me.'
+
+'I will,' she said.
+
+The gate closed between them.
+
+'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he
+repeated.
+
+If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you,
+Cytherea, and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would
+gladly have accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and
+raised her eyes to his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but
+as modestly, and with still enough brightness in them to do fearful
+execution as she said over the gate--
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's
+greeting was anxious--
+
+'Well, Cytherea?'
+
+She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on
+a slip of paper.
+
+'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say?
+I don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further
+steps towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless
+task, and it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr.
+Manston in any way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my
+dignity as a woman to labour for this; I have felt it so all day.'
+
+'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you
+then. There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale
+tired face, and the dilated eye which always appeared in her with
+weariness. 'Darling,' he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you
+shall not work so hard again--you are worn out quite. But you must
+let me do as I like.'
+
+2. MARCH THE TENTH
+
+On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at
+the house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at
+home, and came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and
+what he was, and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to
+his notes of the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year
+preceding the last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which
+the reporter probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain
+some additional details of the event, if any existed.
+
+'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid
+I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my
+old note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you
+will come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family
+were at tea inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty
+everywhere he seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic
+groove.
+
+They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an
+inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book
+required. The precise address, not given in the condensed report
+that was printed, but written down by the reporter, was as follows:--
+
+
+ 'ABRAHAM BROWN,
+ LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON.'
+
+
+Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep
+this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You
+will perhaps understand why, and oblige me.'
+
+The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to
+escape from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.'
+
+It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was
+lighted up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark,
+the reporter came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company,
+answering an expression of obligation from Owen with the words that
+it was no trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind
+him the door between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in
+his hand.
+
+Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also
+speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I
+will take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't
+post it to me.'
+
+The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized
+him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston.
+
+Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door
+with Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did
+not need to be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he
+held in his hand, opening endways and interleaved with
+blotting-paper, was an old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the
+reporter's face, whose experience had not so schooled his features
+but that they betrayed a consciousness, to one half initiated as the
+other was, that his late proceeding had been connected with events
+in the life of the steward. Manston said no more, but, taking his
+newspaper, followed Owen from the office, and disappeared in the
+gloom of the street.
+
+Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening,
+before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him,
+stating therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and
+begging him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A
+tall man was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards
+above the post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box.
+
+That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter
+with Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off
+suddenly to London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten
+o'clock. But remembering that letters posted after the hour at
+which Owen had obtained his information--whatever that was--could
+not be delivered in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind
+and went home to Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to
+his wife, arrangements were set on foot for his departure by the
+mail on Sunday night.
+
+3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH
+
+Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than
+was usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the
+road from the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston
+spoke very civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how
+the farmer's barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind
+might change. It was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to
+church as he was, too--to return anything but a civil answer to such
+civil questions, however his feelings might have been biassed by
+late events. The conversation was continued on terms of greater
+friendliness.
+
+'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove,
+after the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in
+November.'
+
+'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston.
+The old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never
+forget. No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had
+been used to it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great
+loss to me, and he knows exactly what I feel.'
+
+'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston,
+imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the
+natives which passes for high breeding in country villages.
+
+'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to
+it.'
+
+''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.'
+
+'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly.
+
+'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats
+will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.'
+
+'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know
+about it.'
+
+'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own
+experience has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man
+living alone in London.'
+
+'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.'
+
+'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live
+at number fifty-two in that very same street.'
+
+'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same
+house!' said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself.
+
+'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a
+little quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.'
+
+'Number forty-nine,' he murmured.
+
+4. MARCH THE TWELFTH
+
+Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his
+daily engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock
+had struck five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in
+Westminster, he called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few
+minutes later he knocked at the door of number forty-one, Charles
+Square, the old lodging of Mrs. Manston.
+
+A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been
+clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too
+elderly in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet
+square at the same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that
+had been driven along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled
+confidently when Springrove knocked.
+
+Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again.
+
+This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking
+upon, the other from the next on the right.
+
+'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove.
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+'When will he be in?'
+
+'Quite uncertain.'
+
+'Can you tell me where I may find him?'
+
+'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.'
+
+Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the
+woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet
+him.
+
+Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman,
+who had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural
+impulse to speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in
+a quiet tone to the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a
+lady lodger of yours of the name of Mrs. Manston?'
+
+Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were
+looking into a telescope at the wrong end.
+
+'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey.
+
+'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?'
+
+'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to
+lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty
+years, but I have never let an inch.'
+
+'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away.
+He and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had
+knocked at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the
+inquiry and the result of it.
+
+'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that
+you want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the
+other day?'
+
+'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest
+reawakening.
+
+'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went
+to Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived,
+who had often asked him to come home again. But there was little
+luck in the change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the
+rainy west winds they get there, and he died in the December
+following. Will you step into the passage?'
+
+'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you
+remember a Mrs. Manston living next door to you?'
+
+'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was
+supposed to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all
+the time. I saw her the other day.'
+
+'Since the fire at Carriford?'
+
+'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here
+--just as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one
+evening, a week or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make
+further inquiries, she was with him. But I did not speak to her
+--she stood back, as if she were shy. I was interested, however,
+for old Mr. Brown had told me all about her when he came back from
+the inquest.'
+
+'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?'
+
+'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three
+weeks, and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon
+leaving again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London.
+I much regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened.
+It led me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards.
+I little thought I should see her alive after all.'
+
+'And when do you say they came here together?'
+
+'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very
+beautiful dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it!
+Shoals of lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and
+bright golden sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West
+End prices. They would not give any less; no, not if you--'
+
+'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she
+left these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank
+as he asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife
+had been there before him, clearing the ground of all traces.
+
+'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering
+I could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But
+speaking in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I
+believe a few things of some kind (though I doubt if they were
+papers) were left in a workbox she had, because she talked about it
+to Mr. Brown, and was rather angry at what occurred--you see, she
+had a temper by all account, and so I didn't like to remind the lady
+of this workbox when she came the other day with her husband.'
+
+'And about the workbox?'
+
+'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a
+few articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving
+they were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two
+workboxes very much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the
+other she didn't, and Mr. Brown, who collected the things together,
+took the wrong one to the sale.'
+
+'What was in it?'
+
+'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her
+usual sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much
+trouble to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her
+or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box
+because her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if
+he found she had parted with it, he would be vexed.'
+
+'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude
+to this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?'
+
+'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten
+it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind
+him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything
+about it.'
+
+'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?'
+
+'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third
+turning from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will
+tell you the shop--his name is written up.'
+
+Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was
+dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of
+doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who
+had watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of
+being in breathless haste.
+
+'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?'
+
+'Yes; he's just gone.'
+
+'Dear me! I want him.'
+
+'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.'
+
+'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he
+pay pretty liberally?'
+
+'He gave me half-a-crown.'
+
+'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little
+contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps
+you told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live
+here?'
+
+'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only
+said what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young
+man, or I shouldn't have been so open as I was.'
+
+'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and
+went away as hastily as he had come.
+
+Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some
+difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only
+inducement to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the
+information he stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him.
+The auctioneer's book gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley
+Passage, as the purchaser of the lot which had included Mrs.
+Manston's workbox.
+
+Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one
+above the other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post.
+Edward seized the first he came to.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere.
+
+Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again.
+
+He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating
+covering the basement window. He dropped his glance through the
+bars, and saw a child's white face.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely
+the same languid inflection.
+
+'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward.
+
+'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared.
+
+He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by
+another child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He
+gave the little thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child
+led him upstairs.
+
+Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment
+one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to
+drink, and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a
+table were the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back
+room which they occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor;
+beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup.
+Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of level, and ticked
+wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down beneath its
+white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy ('foedissima
+ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora'). A baby
+was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven
+being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat
+helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but
+never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost
+useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere.
+
+It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a
+city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband
+and wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when,
+after the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were
+under the influence of a quartern of gin.
+
+Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till
+now have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not
+one so lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old
+fact, that the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye,
+find a wife ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his
+company.
+
+Edward hastened to despatch his errand.
+
+Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless
+articles of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her,
+and went downstairs to the pawnbroker's.
+
+In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous
+collection of articles and odours invariably crowding such places,
+he produced his ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all
+proportion to the probable worth of his acquisition, took the box
+and carried it off under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as
+he walked, but found it locked.
+
+It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small
+sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a
+light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon
+his purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand.
+Breaking open the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray,
+he glanced eagerly beneath, and found--nothing.
+
+He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the
+underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand
+within, found that it really contained some substance. First he
+pulled out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under
+them were a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old
+pair of carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of
+Mrs. Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of
+Manston himself.
+
+He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a
+single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it
+likely there would be?
+
+However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to
+Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he
+scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an
+envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes
+to seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch
+them by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and
+ran with it at once to the post-office at Charing Cross.
+
+On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more
+leisurely. He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray
+under the pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting
+this he uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of
+crumpled paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's
+handwriting. He recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and
+bills from him at his father's house. The stanza was of a
+complimentary character, descriptive of the lady who was now
+Manston's wife.
+
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+
+To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it
+was now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing
+more.
+
+'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of
+paper, and the withered twig that had lain with it.
+
+Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he
+considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement
+in his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box
+contained except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse
+and myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had
+overlooked them in his first search, and put it on the table for the
+next day's post.
+
+In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him,
+Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not
+waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently
+all that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an
+average not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at
+this time of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much
+concern his mind.
+
+But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against
+the opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When
+Edward came out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man
+followed him and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger
+did not further trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his
+lodging again.
+
+Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his
+wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them,
+he guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom
+they had been sent.
+
+He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at
+the two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him.
+Then he rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to
+Old Boswell Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to
+importune him as he passed under the colonnade, he turned up the
+narrow passage to the publishing-office of the Post-Office
+Directory. He begged to be allowed to see the Directory of the
+south-west counties of England for a moment.
+
+The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and
+Manston retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the
+county, and then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the
+historical and topographical description of the village he read:--
+
+'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.3O A.M. by
+foot-post from Anglebury.'
+
+Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the
+office, thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the
+Strand, where he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed
+impossible with him. Some absorbing intention kept his body
+continually on the move. He paid his bill, took his bag in his
+hand, and went out to idle about the streets and over the river till
+the time should have arrived at which the night-mail left the
+Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward.
+
+There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which,
+when a man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of
+his life, casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander
+softly for an interval, before being banished altogether. Thus,
+amid his concentration did Manston receive perceptions of the
+individuals about him in the lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall
+men looking insignificant; little men looking great and profound;
+lost women of miserable repute looking as happy as the days are
+long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn and miserable.
+Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they followed a
+solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, and all
+were equally unconscious of the significant whole they collectively
+showed forth.
+
+At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river,
+and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down
+mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye,
+far away from London.
+
+
+
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early
+morning, the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five
+minutes to three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the
+mail-bags brought out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many
+shabby blotches of wax from innumerable seals that had been set upon
+their mouths. The guard took them into a fly, and was driven down
+the road to the post-office.
+
+It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little
+rain was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and
+walked at once away from the station, pursuing his way through the
+gloom till he stood on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance
+from the last house in the street of about two hundred yards.
+
+The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the
+first part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the
+highway up and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston
+methodically set himself to walk backwards and forwards a stone's
+throw in each direction. Although the spring was temperate, the
+time of day, and the condition of suspense in which the steward
+found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to pervade his frame
+in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain increased, and
+drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the hard road
+beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint halo
+of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town.
+
+Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing
+a living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five,
+and soon afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of
+the street leading towards him. They were those of the postman for
+the Tolchurch beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his
+bags a final hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for
+the country with a brisk shuffle.
+
+Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on.
+In two minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the
+postman overtook him.
+
+The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above
+five-and-forty, laden on both sides with leather bags large and
+small, and carrying a little lantern strapped to his breast, which
+cast a tiny patch of light upon the road ahead.
+
+'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful
+voice, without turning his head or slackening his trot.
+
+'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You
+have a long walk every day.'
+
+'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on
+the straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back,
+what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes
+two-and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a
+year? I used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don't care to
+think o' my wear and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.'
+
+Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to
+narrate the different strange events that marked his experience.
+Manston grew very friendly.
+
+'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while;
+'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in
+my pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He
+handed the bottle of brandy.
+
+'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these
+five years.'
+
+''Tis never too late to mend.'
+
+'Against the regulations, I be afraid.'
+
+'Who'll know it?'
+
+'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best
+policy.'
+
+'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on
+without it yet. You'll surely drink with me?'
+
+'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to
+oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.'
+The postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree.
+Five minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled
+out again.
+
+'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but
+guide my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!'
+
+'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,'
+said Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor,
+and of being good--even religious--at the same time.'
+
+'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could
+never get into the knack o' it; not I.'
+
+'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher
+class of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that
+they can risk playing with fire.'
+
+'That hits me exactly.'
+
+'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and
+devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a
+mistake.'
+
+'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by
+very few people, after all.'
+
+'A true remark.'
+
+'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain
+like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin
+or grace.'
+
+'Nor in mine.'
+
+'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether
+afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.'
+
+'There's no knowing.'
+
+'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty
+concern that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then
+your honest man who do pay his penny will never be known from your
+scamp who don't. O, 'tis a nation!'
+
+'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle
+waiting.'
+
+'I'll oblige you, my friend.'
+
+The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on,
+and at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself
+joining in the chorus.
+
+
+ 'He flung his mallet against the wall,
+ Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall,
+ And there'll be work for tradesmen all!"
+ When Joan's ale was new,
+ My boys,
+ When Joan's ale was new.'
+
+
+'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a
+mason by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?'
+
+'None at all,' said Manston.
+
+The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with
+alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane
+wound its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound
+emitted by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed
+that they were passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that
+the rain fell upon some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling
+plash announced the naked arable, the low sound of the wind in their
+ears rising and falling with each pace they took.
+
+Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were
+all locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the
+remaining inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet
+they came to, the postman searched for the packet of letters
+destined for that place, and thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole
+cut in the door of the receiver's cottage--the village post-offices
+being mostly kept by old women who had not yet risen, though lights
+moving in other cottage windows showed that such people as carters,
+woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring.
+
+The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still
+continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to
+search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the
+road cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man
+trotting through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to
+run a very great risk indeed.
+
+It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc.,
+lay a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the
+direct track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance,
+at the point of junction of some of these paths with the main road,
+the gate-post was hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the
+postman deposited his missives in the morning, looking in the box
+again in the evening to collect those placed there for the return
+post. Tolchurch Vicarage and Farmstead, lying back from the village
+street, were served on this principle. This fact the steward now
+learnt by conversing with the postman, and the discovery relieved
+Manston greatly, making his intentions much clearer to himself than
+they had been in the earlier stages of his journey.
+
+They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted
+upon the flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This
+was done, and they approached the church, the vicarage, and the
+farmhouse in which Owen and Cytherea were living.
+
+The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his
+lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could
+not perform the task.
+
+'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a
+stagger.
+
+'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully.
+
+'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much
+less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the
+Queen's postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go
+through Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as
+houses--and be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a
+world!'
+
+'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.'
+
+'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He
+pay a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?'
+
+'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how
+was I to know you were so sensitive?'
+
+'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi'
+these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!'
+
+Manston offered his services.
+
+'They are to be divided,' the man said.
+
+'How?' said Manston.
+
+'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the
+vicarage or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post
+just here. There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I
+saw when I started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new
+church. This is it, isn't it?'
+
+He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's
+handwriting:--
+
+ 'MR. O. GRAYE,
+ CLERK OF WORKS,
+ TOLCHURCH,
+ NEAR ANGLEBURY.'
+
+The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square.
+There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the
+opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous
+peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side
+was a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked
+across it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other
+white, and white or black outwards implied respectively that there
+were letters inside, or none.
+
+The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to
+insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the
+other, above, below, but never made a straight hit.
+
+'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman.
+He opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's
+letter.
+
+'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's
+servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He
+slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity.
+
+'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door.
+
+The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards,
+signifying 'empty,' and turned the key.
+
+'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't
+empty.'
+
+'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the
+steward, letting something fall.
+
+'What an awkward thing!'
+
+'It is an awkward thing.'
+
+They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had
+reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his
+little lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the
+ground, the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on
+account of the heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed
+indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were rendered individually
+visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost tangible as they
+passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and knees of the
+two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman's cape and
+private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as if they had
+been varnished.
+
+'It fell on the grass,' said the postman.
+
+'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at
+length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up.
+
+'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be
+back this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll
+look again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll
+hide the key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post.
+'It will be too late to turn the index then, as the people will have
+been here, so that the box had better stay as it is. The letter
+will only be delayed a day, and that will not be noticed; if it is,
+you can say you placed the iron the wrong way without knowing it,
+and all will be well.'
+
+This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under
+the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the
+village and come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his
+companion that their paths now diverged, turned off to the left
+towards Carriford.
+
+No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston
+stalked back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence,
+and thus avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from
+his pocket, where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted
+Owen's letter. This done, he turned towards home, by the help of
+what he carried in his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary
+appearance as he neared the quarter in which he was known.
+
+An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in
+Knapwater Park.
+
+2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen
+letter, and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be
+loosened. He took out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and
+the photographs, regarding them with the keenest interest and
+anxiety.
+
+The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he
+restored to their places again. The other photograph he took
+between his finger and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the
+grate. There he held it for half-a-minute or more, meditating.
+
+'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered.
+
+Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the
+office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits,
+which lay on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of
+the lady who had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were
+interspersed among the rest of the collection, and carefully
+regarded them. They were taken in different attitudes and styles,
+and he compared each singly with that he held in his hand. One of
+them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter in
+general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and
+returned with it to his office.
+
+Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat
+upon it, and sitting down tried to read.
+
+At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual
+attempts, he found that each photograph would peel from the card on
+which it was mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the
+original likeness and the recent card, stuck upon the original card
+the recent likeness from the album, dried it before the fire, and
+placed it in the envelope with the other scraps.
+
+The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were
+now two photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the
+back and consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one
+which showed his own likeness, his own name was written down; on the
+other his wife's name was written; whilst the central feature, and
+whole matter to which this latter card and writing referred, the
+likeness of a lady mounted upon it, had been changed.
+
+Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast.
+He followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what
+he had done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her
+the result.
+
+'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea.
+
+'But it would be a greater not to do it.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in
+his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on
+horseback, riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the
+fields, as well as he could, for the greater part of the way, he
+dropped into the road by the vicarage letter-box, and looking
+carefully about, to ascertain that no person was near, he restored
+the letter to its nook, placed the key in its hiding-place, as he
+had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by a roundabout
+way.
+
+3. AFTERNOON
+
+The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of
+the vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key,
+as usual, to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that
+the index had told falsely that morning for the first time within
+his recollection; but no particular attention was paid to the
+mistake, as it was considered. The contents of the envelope were
+scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as useless.
+
+The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence
+of which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting
+again raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had
+opened the envelope and pulled out the twig and verse.
+
+'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her;
+'we are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that
+would convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you,
+suspecting, if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.'
+
+'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea.
+
+'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said
+bitterly, 'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were
+courting--as he did you, I suppose.'
+
+He handed her the verse and she read--
+
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+
+A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It
+rapidly increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down
+the paper, seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face.
+
+'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?'
+
+'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.'
+
+'What?'
+
+'"_The light of azure eyes_,"' she repeated with ashy lips.
+
+'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner.
+
+'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are _black_!'
+
+'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.'
+
+'She didn't.'
+
+'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the
+card bearing Mrs. Manston's name.
+
+'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said
+Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.'
+
+'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.'
+
+'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not
+that he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she
+would have seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it
+corrected.'
+
+'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to
+this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is
+no other alternative.'
+
+'I suppose I must.'
+
+Her looks belied her words.
+
+'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again.
+
+'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.'
+
+'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman
+had blue eyes two years ago, she _must_ have blue eyes now,
+whatever Mrs. Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would
+think that Manston could change the colour of a woman's eyes to
+hear you.'
+
+'Yes,' she said, and paused.
+
+'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently.
+
+'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you
+see the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not
+Mrs. Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am _his
+wife_!'
+
+She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new
+trouble, but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so
+overwhelming that she crept to him and leant against his breast.
+
+Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her
+upstairs and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and
+stared out of it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some
+conclusion upon the fantastic enigma that confronted him.
+Cytherea's new view seemed incredible, yet it had such a hold upon
+her that it would be necessary to clear it away by positive proof
+before contemplation of her fear should have preyed too deeply upon
+her.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone
+all the afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I
+return.'
+
+'No, no, don't go!' she implored.
+
+'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it
+was folly to be wise.
+
+Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering
+in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything
+was better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to
+wait till Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing
+Mrs. Manston without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward
+Springrove, requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former
+lodgings.
+
+
+
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+
+1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of
+hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford.
+
+Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing
+his amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and
+Mrs. Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again
+visited the neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as
+near a description of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at
+second-hand, and by hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the
+shoulders, and full-chested, and she had a straight and rather
+large nose. The colour of her eyes the informant did not know,
+for she had only seen the lady in the street as she went in or out.
+This confusing remark was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs.
+Manston when she had called with her husband lately, but she had
+kept her veil down. Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was
+quite unknown to this next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no
+manner of clue to it from any other source.
+
+Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began
+chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the
+aisles. From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where
+herself and others used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's
+seat; and after two or three errors of examination he took up a
+prayer-book in which was written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was
+nearly new, and the date of the writing about a month earlier. One
+point was at any rate established: that the woman living with
+Manston was presented to the world as no other than his lawful wife.
+
+The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their
+place of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and
+strangers sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on
+the north side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north
+aisle, which was completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers,
+and her retainers, Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's
+position on the other side of the passage was a little in advance of
+Manston's seat, and so situated that by leaning forward he could
+look directly into the face of any person sitting there, though, if
+he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by the
+intervening pillar.
+
+Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen
+sat, without once turning his head, during the entrance of the
+congregation. A rustling of silk round by the north passage and
+into Manston's seat, told him that some woman had entered there, and
+as it seemed from the accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston
+was with her.
+
+Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction,
+and saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself.
+Portions of Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In
+two glances Graye read thus many of her characteristics, and in the
+following order:--
+
+She was a tall woman.
+
+She was broad at the shoulders.
+
+She was full-bosomed.
+
+She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be
+discerned of the colour of her eyes.
+
+With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the
+service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to
+the suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister
+concerning this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and
+probabilities tended to the opposite conclusion. There sat the
+genuine original of the portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea
+wished for more. Eunice Manston's eyes were blue, and it was
+necessary that this woman's eyes should be blue also.
+
+Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the
+energy exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction.
+Owen felt this to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to
+follow up the clue afforded them. Think as he might, he could not
+think of a crucial test in the matter absorbing him, which should
+possess the indispensable attribute--a capability of being applied
+privately; that in the event of its proving the lady to be the
+rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede without obloquy
+from an untenable position.
+
+But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and
+he could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present.
+Miss Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and
+feeling that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a
+secret from the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to
+keep his presence in the village a secret from him; at any rate,
+till the day was over.
+
+At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and
+wandered away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could
+not call on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter
+was set at rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and
+afternoon services.
+
+This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method
+of proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old
+House and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn
+near the place, and was standing still in the public path, from
+which a partial view of the front of the building could be obtained,
+when the bells began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye
+paused, two persons came from the front door of the half-hidden
+dwelling whom he presently saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston
+was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried one of the monthly
+magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed the gateway he
+branched off and went over the hill in a direction away from the
+church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the humour
+moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and
+went into the church path.
+
+Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried
+along towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back
+upon the other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive.
+
+In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He
+discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck
+him at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the
+colour of a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path
+out of doors. That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and
+not only so, but to look closely at him, if his purpose were to be
+accomplished.
+
+He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it
+would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within
+speaking distance, he went up to her and said--
+
+'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to Casterbridge?'
+
+'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston.
+
+Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to
+the lady the idea that he was deaf.
+
+She came closer and said more distinctly--
+
+'The second turning on the right.'
+
+Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he
+was in search of. But had his eyes deceived him?
+
+Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a
+glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him.
+
+'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly--
+
+'_The second turning to the right_.'
+
+She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in
+speaking mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon
+his. And now his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her
+eyes were as black as midnight.
+
+All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having
+been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she
+had withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he
+would read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification
+of which, apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any
+other--inquiry.
+
+Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint
+of the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks
+grew purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after
+blood had left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially
+coated with pearl-powder and carmine.
+
+She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to
+Owen's farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous
+twitch lifting her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a
+light-brown colour.
+
+'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour
+artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.'
+
+And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about
+nearly recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might
+have meant anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in
+spite of his previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of
+her silence and backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston,
+and of her appearance and distress at the present moment, Graye had
+a conviction that the woman was an impostor.
+
+What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could
+by no stretch of imagination divine.
+
+He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and
+plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch.
+
+One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's
+dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the
+first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the
+inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston,
+who was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the
+train to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country
+under an assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the
+misery of being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband?
+
+
+
+In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother,
+Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of
+Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour
+towards herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her.
+
+'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old
+head on our side.'
+
+'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He
+thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector,
+but there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He
+wished that his sister and himself might both be present at an
+interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call
+on him together, in the sight of all the servants and parish of
+Carriford.
+
+There could be no objection to their writing him a letter.
+
+No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote
+to him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some
+advice they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their
+assurance that there was a real justification for the additional
+request they made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would
+any evening of the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch.
+
+2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour,
+Mr. Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with
+genuine gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the
+rector ushered indoors and put into the easy-chair.
+
+Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first
+suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in
+endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon
+marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice
+as marvellous as the first, yet more prominent.
+
+Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a
+manner of confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr.
+Raunham took her hand pityingly.
+
+'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on
+which his thoughts might precipitate themselves.
+
+'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy
+matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this
+consideration to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr.
+Manston have had which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to
+run such a very great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at
+that particular crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere
+pleasure of a new companion.'
+
+Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not.
+
+'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to
+be obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what
+became of him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work
+his way to America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was
+drowned. But there is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in
+fact, his conduct tends to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the
+fact that the real Mrs. Manston left here to go back by that
+morning's train. This being the case, then, why, if this woman is
+not she, did she take no notice of the advertisement--I mean not
+necessarily a friendly notice, but from the information it afforded
+her have rendered it impossible that she should be personified
+without her own connivance?'
+
+'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest
+assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound
+her to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose
+she has married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be
+silent for her own sake.'
+
+'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping
+his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the
+second difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.'
+
+Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their
+conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she
+is!'
+
+'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has
+happened,' said the rector.
+
+Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the
+first Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I
+should be his wife just the same, shouldn't I?'
+
+'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance
+of circumstantial evidence to prove that.'
+
+'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in
+a straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the
+present woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my
+mind, you should have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea
+kindly, and asked her what made her give up her husband so
+unceremoniously.
+
+She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her
+unquenched love for Edward.
+
+'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the
+manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn
+compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and
+morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly
+proved. Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it
+concerns nobody but yourself that her identity should be publicly
+established (and by your absenteeism you act as if you were
+satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them. Nobody else has
+taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in the least
+--that's the way of the world always. You, who should have required
+all things to be made clear, ran away.'
+
+'That was partly my doing,' said Owen.
+
+The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here
+too, but she shunned the revelation.
+
+'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit
+to your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write
+a line to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is
+legally clear (in case you should want to marry again, for
+instance), and I have no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would
+rather, I'll write myself?'
+
+'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and
+breathing quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here
+with Owen. I am so afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go
+to Knapwater and be his wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal
+what we have told you. Let him continue his deception--it is much
+the best for me.'
+
+Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had
+ever existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling
+now.
+
+'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare,
+'I will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it
+that I will not lead you into difficulty.'
+
+'Conceal it,' she still pleaded.
+
+'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.'
+
+'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom,
+illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held.
+
+'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He
+turned his horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door.
+
+The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear
+March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was
+unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's
+voice and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview
+clearly before himself.
+
+The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation
+--that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and
+conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities
+to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to
+Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief,
+and with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing,
+never conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea
+were Manston's wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt?
+The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought,
+cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning of the
+statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston's
+restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose
+marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this
+woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had
+suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe.
+
+The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she
+really safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might
+be, the gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business
+to help or defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this
+man. She had but one life, and the superciliousness with which all
+the world now regarded her should be compensated in some measure by
+the man whose carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused
+it.
+
+Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be
+done. An inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on
+reaching home, he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to
+Mr. Manston, and despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he
+flung himself back in his chair, and went on with his meditation.
+Was there anything in the suspicion? There could be nothing,
+surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a motive, and what
+conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal conduct?
+Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St.
+George's dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture
+on such a course for the possession alone of the woman--there was no
+reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect,
+physical and mental.
+
+On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the
+action, that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband
+for more than a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere
+advertisement. In fact, the whole business had worked almost too
+smoothly and effectually for unpremeditated sequence. It was too
+much like the indiscriminate righting of everything at the end of an
+old play. And there was that curious business of the keys and
+watch. Her way of accounting for their being left behind by
+forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only
+unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers
+--that she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her
+escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility of
+her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had
+been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the
+books and papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly
+musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid entered.
+
+'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?'
+
+'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised.
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.'
+
+Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few
+short moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him.
+He stood in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the
+same old gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen
+months earlier when returning on the night of the fire. This
+appearance of his conveyed a true impression; he had become a
+stagnant man. But he was excited now.
+
+'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was
+closed behind him.
+
+The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical
+experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply.
+
+'About the Grayes and Manston?'
+
+'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'Prove it.'
+
+'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne
+Seaway.'
+
+'And are their suspicions true indeed!'
+
+'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.'
+
+'Suggest Manston's motive?'
+
+'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly
+with the facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me,
+that I can hardly conceive of another.'
+
+There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself
+which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at
+moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no
+trivial story to communicate, whatever the story was.
+
+'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all
+the evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all
+to no purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to
+Owen Graye?'
+
+'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter
+might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings
+me to this interview.'
+
+Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together.
+The conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was
+carried on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the
+interlocutors, and in phrases which hesitated to complete
+themselves. Three-quarters of an hour passed. Then Edward arose,
+came out of the rector's study and again flung his cloak around him.
+Instead of going thence homeward, he went first to the Carriford
+Road Station with a telegram, having despatched which he proceeded
+to his father's house for the first time since his arrival in the
+village.
+
+3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the
+evening of the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his
+parlour fire, and had been reading the letter arrived from the
+rectory. Opposite to him sat the woman known to the village and
+neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston.
+
+'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom
+was not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which
+has its origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed
+the letter to her.
+
+'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone
+of much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes
+of that young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could
+have sworn it.'
+
+Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and
+haggard; latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of
+old. 'If they prove you to be--who you are. . . . Yes, if they
+do,' he murmured.
+
+'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and
+looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to
+me to be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible
+look of yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.'
+
+He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that
+Eunice is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to
+come back.'
+
+This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as
+he had done a hundred times during their residence together, he
+categorized the events connected with the fire at the Three
+Tranters. He dwelt on every incident of that night's history, and
+endeavoured, with an anxiety which was extraordinary in the apparent
+circumstances, to prove that his wife must, by the very nature of
+things, have perished in the flames. She arose from her seat,
+crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then she
+whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. 'Come,
+supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is she?'
+coaxed the lady.
+
+'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston.
+
+'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?'
+
+'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.'
+
+'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in
+England, she will come back.'
+
+'She is not in England.'
+
+'But she will come back?'
+
+'No, she won't. . . . Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I
+shall not answer any more questions.'
+
+'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly.
+
+'She is, I tell you.'
+
+'I don't think so, love.'
+
+'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive
+--just the possibility.'
+
+'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I
+admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.'
+
+She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have
+been said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the
+furthest remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes,
+but no information of any kind was to be read there.
+
+'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured
+pettishly, 'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.'
+
+'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height
+and size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are
+body and soul united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.'
+
+She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most
+certainly wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your
+character and position, and incurring heavy penalties.'
+
+'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.'
+
+'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what
+was your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?'
+
+'Your beauty,' he said.
+
+'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it.
+Come, what was your motive?'
+
+'Your wit.'
+
+'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time
+instead of what I am.'
+
+'Your virtue.'
+
+'Or virtue either.'
+
+'I tell you it was your beauty--really.'
+
+'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is
+true, I am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years
+older.'
+
+The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so
+confirmatory of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to
+develop her chagrin.
+
+'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up
+all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to
+London several times between the time of the fire and your marriage
+with Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence
+or cared that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after
+you married her and were separated from her, off you rush to make
+love to me--not first to me either, for you went to several places--'
+
+'No, not several places.'
+
+'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only
+lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when
+you found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and
+that nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your
+wife's personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we
+carried out--that I should personate her. Your taking all this
+trouble shows that something more serious than love had to do with
+the matter.'
+
+'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea
+would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being
+left alone again. Was that unnatural?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my
+first wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual
+benefit, and merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should
+call you my first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen
+if you had come here as anything else.'
+
+'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea,
+whom you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with
+you as your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run
+the risk of her turning up again at any moment and exposing your
+substitution of me, and ruining your name and prospects?'
+
+'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk
+(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).'
+
+'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather
+have risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than
+with me as a personator of herself--the first one.'
+
+'You came easiest to hand--remember that.'
+
+'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach
+me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of
+Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to
+Philadelphia, and details of American life and manners, in case the
+birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become
+known in this neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about
+the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my
+hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean to
+say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in
+arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and
+live with you?'
+
+'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new
+pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--'
+
+'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements
+for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I
+ask you to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you
+when the third advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the
+long-lost wife, and giving a detailed history of her escape and
+subsequent life--all which you had invented yourself? You deluded
+me into loving you, and then enticed me here! Ah, and this is
+another thing. How did you know the real wife wouldn't answer it,
+and upset all your plans?'
+
+'Because I knew she was burnt.'
+
+'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I
+have caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, _what
+was your motive in having me here as your first wife_?'
+
+'Silence!' he exclaimed.
+
+She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in
+going on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her
+favourite young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted
+without an expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I
+often think you exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And
+she always shuns me as if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used
+creature like me sharing power, indeed!'
+
+'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'That wouldn't make her avoid me.'
+
+'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead
+--dead!' He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words,
+and now walked wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more
+decisively, he looked in her face.
+
+'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,'
+he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for
+a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean
+more.'
+
+'What may it mean?'
+
+'How should I know?'
+
+'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make
+up the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you
+were the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am
+--we can go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say
+of you, "His first wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the
+Colonies," as the case may be); "He married a second, and deserted
+her for Anne Seaway." A very everyday case--nothing so horrible,
+after all.'
+
+He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, _nobody must
+know that you are not my wife Eunice_. And now I must think about
+arranging matters.'
+
+Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the
+remainder of the evening.
+
+
+
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING
+
+Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his
+companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that
+they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night.
+The fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an
+immediate answer would give him time to consider.
+
+Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily
+superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at
+rare intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a
+servant being supposed to disturb the books and papers
+unnecessarily. She softly wandered from table to shelf with the
+duster in her hand, afterwards standing in the middle of the room,
+and glancing around to discover if any noteworthy collection of dust
+had still escaped her.
+
+Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an
+old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship,
+placed in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet
+from the floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the
+ledge alluded to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the
+centre space between them being filled out by a panel of similar
+size, making the third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was
+nearly on a level with the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in
+quantity, showed itself distinctly on account of this obliquity of
+vision. Now opposite the central panel, concentric quarter-circles
+were traced in the deposited film, expressing to her that this
+panel, too, was a door like the others; that it had lately been
+opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower edge.
+
+At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right
+of the matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of
+Manston's office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long
+seclusion here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their
+subsequent discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness.
+Still, there would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this
+sight but for one recollection. Manston had once casually told her
+that each of the two side-lockers included half the middle space,
+the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for symmetry.
+It was possible that he had opened this compartment by candlelight
+the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the dust,
+and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her
+an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering.
+She considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse
+her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar
+circumstances of her connection with him. She went close to the
+cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable of being
+opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her at
+which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her
+fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair
+and looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring
+was to be seen.
+
+'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about
+it, and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then
+looking back again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should
+puzzle her. She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the
+ledge of the cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the
+underside of the board.
+
+Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into
+it. Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked
+at the tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the
+circle, and, in addition, a line ran across it diametrically.
+
+'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious
+contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of
+the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough
+substitute provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to
+recede now. She fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled
+the door open with a penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten
+inches square. The cavity contained--
+
+Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian
+names only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his
+wife Eunice. Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in
+answer to his advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of
+paper.
+
+The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced
+carelessly through, and then put them aside. They were too similar
+to her own regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to
+excite it.
+
+The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back
+as far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones
+before their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women
+at such a period of their existence. Some little time after he had
+made her his wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series
+began again, and now their contents arrested her attention more
+forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the letters into the
+parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully perused them in
+the order of their dates.
+
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 17, 1864.
+
+'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and
+was of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact
+address instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all
+a mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot
+fancy it is the same kind of occupation you have been used to
+hitherto. Your command that I am to stay here awhile until you can
+"see how things look" and can arrange to send for me, I must
+necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a married man would have
+been rejected by the person who engaged you, and that hence my
+existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your
+position, why did you think of going at all?
+
+'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome,
+vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street
+bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most
+matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again
+in Liverpool.
+
+'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little
+too long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The
+weather is gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set
+foot outside the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am
+to come.--Very affectionately yours, EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 25, 1864.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not
+had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife,
+should be in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been
+obliged to leave my first lodging for debt--among other things, they
+charged me for a lot of brandy which I am quite sure I did not
+taste. Then I went to Camberwell and was found out by them. I went
+away privately from thence, and changed my name the second time. I
+am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was the wretchedest and
+dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being there only a
+day. I am now at No. 20 in the same street that you left me in
+originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so
+dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to
+get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I
+don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have
+been looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but
+they seem forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in
+search of an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of
+the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me there. But
+I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am
+too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I
+certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in
+this strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London
+and then left here alone! Why didn't you leave me in Liverpool?
+Perhaps you thought I might have told somebody that my real name was
+Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend to whom I could impart
+it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest friend is no nearer
+than what most people would call a stranger. But perhaps I ought to
+tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to you, after
+wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near
+relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a
+line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that
+neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together.
+I did not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not
+like it, and I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the
+post-office here. But God knows if the letter will ever reach him.
+
+'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife,
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'FRIDAY, October 28.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am
+truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah
+--well, if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to
+America by this time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own
+free-will. Who can you have met with at that new place? Remember I
+say this in no malignant tone, but certainly the facts go to prove
+that you have deserted me! You are inconstant--I know it. O, why
+are you so? Now I have lost you, I love you in spite of your
+neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature. I fear that upon the
+whole my life has been wasted. I know there is another woman
+supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to me--do come.
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON,
+ November 19.
+
+'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you
+have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman
+would have tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman
+would have lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat
+that I did not call myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging
+at the beginning of this month--what could you expect?
+
+'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly.
+Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the
+indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing
+the park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who
+had also risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you
+away from me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss
+Aldclyffe, _very peculiarly_. The remarkable thing is that you
+yourself, without knowing it, told me of what, added to their
+conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that neither of you
+understand. Two negatives never made such a telling positive
+before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single
+consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to whether
+your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me.
+Civility now, please.
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ Tuesday, November 22.
+
+'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I
+have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish
+at the broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is
+delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is
+a relief to wish the place good-bye--London always has seemed so
+much more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday
+will do nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on
+Sunday night.
+
+'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss
+Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving
+wife, EUNICE.'
+
+
+This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One
+other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was
+differently addressed.
+
+
+ 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD,
+ November 28, 1864.
+
+'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so
+promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in
+the least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject.
+I write again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it
+is possible to conceive.
+
+'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't
+blame me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to
+begin my story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then
+he sent for me (this was last week) and I was glad to go to him.
+Then this is what he did. He promised to fetch me, and did not
+--leaving me to do the journey alone. He promised to meet me at the
+station here--he did not. I went on through the darkness to his
+house, and found his door locked and himself away from home. I have
+been obliged to come here, and I write to you in a strange room in a
+strange village inn! I choose the present moment to write to drive
+away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you detail it
+on paper--poor pleasure though.
+
+'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I
+would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I
+have not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want
+me badly enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage
+to subsist in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month
+or six weeks. Will you send it to the same address at the
+post-office? But how do I know that you . . . '
+
+Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that
+the writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her
+production, and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write
+another, or not to write at all?
+
+The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story
+she had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left
+England for America, might be truthful, according to two of these
+letters, corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And
+yet, at first, he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most
+certainly consumed in the fire.
+
+If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and
+probably thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have
+been burnt with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did
+he say she was burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter?
+
+The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a
+burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this
+letter?
+
+That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation
+of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to
+do with his reason for never showing it to her.
+
+She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea,
+and up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed
+--honestly believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and
+hence, of course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no
+communication could possibly have passed between his wife and
+himself from the first moment that he believed her dead on the night
+of the fire, to the day of his wedding. And yet he had that letter.
+How soon afterwards could they have communicated with each other?
+
+The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its contents
+--implying that Mrs. Manston was not burnt, his belief in that
+calamity must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession
+of the letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the
+riddle that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had
+communicated with his wife somewhere about the commencement of
+Anne's residence with him, or at any time since?
+
+It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had
+forsaken her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her
+--whether she were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood
+of Knapwater.
+
+Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real
+motive in risking his name on the deception he was practising as
+regarded Anne. It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere
+passion. Her thoughts had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking
+for proofs of her identity with the original Mrs. Manston. She
+could see no loophole of escape for the man who supported her.
+True, in her own estimation, his worst alternative was not so very
+bad after all--the getting the name of libertine, a possible
+appearance in the divorce or some other court of law, and a question
+of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly progress for
+some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently, terrible as
+death itself.
+
+She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the
+other letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh
+information, fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its
+former condition.
+
+Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had
+never seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral
+obliquity is the possessor of great physical and intellectual
+attractions, the mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to
+dread. The man's strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified
+Cytherea; for with all the woman Anne's faults, she had not
+descended to such depths of depravity as to willingly participate in
+crime. She had not even known that a living wife was being
+displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of the
+question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of
+subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after
+a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay
+mansion.
+
+ 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae
+ Foemineas assueta manus.'
+
+2. AFTERNOON
+
+Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a
+machinery which they hoped to find working out important results.
+
+The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following
+morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that
+Springrove's communication wore a deeper complexion than any that
+had been made to the old magistrate for many months or years past.
+The fact was that, having arrived at the stage of existence in which
+the difficult intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes
+possible, he was now putting it in practice, though not without the
+penalty of watchful effort.
+
+It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his
+relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the
+subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still
+beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several
+private inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was
+ever a sadness in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned,
+which showed that from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's
+renunciation of her favourite and namesake proceeded, it was not
+from indifference to her fate.
+
+'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything
+but an upright man?' he said to the lady.
+
+'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly.
+
+'Well--I have.'
+
+'What is it?'
+
+'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my
+suspicions are very strong.'
+
+'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were
+first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know
+he was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned
+for the neglect.'
+
+He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she
+spoke honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who
+lived with the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less
+that a greater matter might be behind.
+
+'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that
+the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.'
+
+'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?'
+
+'That is it.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's
+wife--who else can she be?' she said simply.
+
+'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.'
+
+Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the
+extraordinary interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her
+steward, and had endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The
+extent to which she was shaken by his information, whilst it proved
+that the understanding between herself and Manston did not make her
+a sharer of his secrets, also showed that the tie which bound her to
+him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had lately begun to doubt the
+latter fact, and now, on finding himself mistaken, regretted that he
+had not kept his own counsel in the matter. This it was too late to
+do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss Aldclyffe in
+detail the grounds of his belief.
+
+Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had
+adopted on his opening the subject.
+
+'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after
+such an elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact,
+which bears in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but
+absolute proof can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable
+motive which could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr.
+Manston's clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an
+extraordinary course of conduct--no motive on earth.'
+
+'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last
+night--a friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.'
+
+'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised
+by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly
+and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is
+years younger than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet
+in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her
+up quietly and suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is
+monstrous, and I don't believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness.
+
+The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the
+possible motive--but for reasons of his own he did not.
+
+'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your
+belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his
+wife or no, and see how he receives it.'
+
+'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these
+things die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.'
+
+But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of
+mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her
+mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the
+utmost difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen
+her movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon,
+and before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her,
+softly left the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in
+the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to
+share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of
+official appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other
+was Edward Springrove.
+
+
+
+The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind
+of Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no
+right to keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from
+herself. Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment;
+curiosity had been continuous. The whole morning this resentment
+and curiosity increased.
+
+The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon
+at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent
+to whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that
+something portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing.
+By carefully observing every trifling action, as only a woman can
+observe them, the thought at length dawned upon her that he was
+going to run away secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge
+of law and justice was vague, and she fancied she might in some way
+be made responsible for him.
+
+In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him
+drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire
+to go there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour,
+followed him on foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do
+some shopping.
+
+One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase
+at the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank.
+Looking out of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she
+saw Manston come down the steps of the bank, in the act of
+withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and pulling his coat close
+over its mouth.
+
+It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to
+be carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving
+money; if they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The
+steward had in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss
+Aldclyffe's account--that was continual with him. And he might have
+been removing his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave
+the country.
+
+3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for
+dinner. Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted,
+the shutters were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale
+and worn--almost haggard.
+
+The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation
+withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant
+companion, the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she
+was rising a tap came to the door.
+
+Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room
+and answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I
+should be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.'
+
+'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a
+little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with
+Miss Aldclyffe.'
+
+'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few
+commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne
+went upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened
+the front door, and went out.
+
+She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and
+quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had
+requested her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in
+her to know the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him.
+Simple curiosity was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions
+had been thoroughly aroused by the discovery of the morning. A
+conviction that her future depended on her power to combat a man
+who, in desperate circumstances, would be far from a friend to her,
+prompted a strategic movement to acquire the important secret that
+was in handling now. The woman thought and thought, and regarded
+the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could be done.
+
+Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and
+advancing and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the
+room in which Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could
+be heard through the keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly
+turned the knob and opened the door to a width of about
+half-an-inch, performing the act so delicately that three minutes,
+at least, were occupied in completing it. At that instant Miss
+Aldclyffe said--
+
+'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.'
+
+Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and
+closed the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered
+again. The parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took
+place, had the window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window,
+as is usual in the back portions of old country-houses. The
+shutters were hinged one on each side of the opening, and met in the
+middle, where they were fastened by a bolt passing continuously
+through them and the wood mullion within, the bolt being secured on
+the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till Manston and
+herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at all.
+
+If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at
+any moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a
+part of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe
+from disturbance. The idea was worth a trial.
+
+She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between
+her finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was
+entirely withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as
+before, whilst, where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole
+three-quarters of an inch in diameter, through which one might see
+into the middle of the room. She applied her eye to the orifice.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back
+to the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was
+severe, condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne
+then turned sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters
+and placed her ear upon the hole.
+
+'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man,
+act a double deceit like this?'
+
+'Men do strange things sometimes.'
+
+'What was your reason--come?'
+
+'A mere whim.'
+
+'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than
+Cytherea, or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had
+grown tired of her.'
+
+'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I
+married Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was
+alive, found that my wife would not come to live with me, and then,
+not to let any woman I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of
+being displaced and ruined in reputation, should my wife ever think
+fit to return, induced this woman to come to me, as being better
+than no companion at all?'
+
+'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind
+as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As
+an object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne
+Seaway at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your
+reputation by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure
+you didn't, AEneas.'
+
+'So am I,' he said bluntly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the
+confession was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach
+him bitterly, and with tears.
+
+'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had
+any respect for, by such inexplicable doings! . . . That woman must
+leave this place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak
+out in a day or two!'
+
+'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow
+--nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized
+globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife,
+or I am damned past redemption!'
+
+'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may
+be.'
+
+'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.'
+
+'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.'
+
+He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this
+deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?'
+
+'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave
+this place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had
+better come now.'
+
+Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon
+your supporting me--my very life.'
+
+He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke
+he held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange
+expressions came over her face; the workings of her mouth were
+painful to observe. Still he held her and whispered on.
+
+The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her
+hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in
+her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which
+absolutely quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?'
+
+The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but
+it was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was
+plain to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from
+what he had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on
+Manston's behalf.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining,
+yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the
+crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne
+quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and
+down the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of
+a huge lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own.
+
+In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his
+arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the
+house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black
+spots, towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of
+light in the dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened.
+Miss Aldclyffe's outline became visible upon it; the door shut her
+in, and all was darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone
+arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place.
+
+Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of
+any kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house.
+
+4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now
+that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts
+to disguise the real state of his mind.
+
+Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper,
+Manston still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye
+of a mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour
+of Sisera to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his
+adroitness, that he was attempting something more than a disguise of
+his feeling. He was trying to distract her attention, that he might
+be unobserved in some special movement of his hands.
+
+What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body
+became attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the
+duplicated condition at such times--when the existence divides
+itself into two, and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in
+front, like another person, to hide the timorous spy.
+
+Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was
+nearly over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object
+might be accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective
+air, and looked steadily at the clock standing against the wall
+opposite to him. He said sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of
+expressing more by dumb show than the face of a clock. You may see
+in it every variety of incentive--from the softest seductions to
+negligence to the strongest hints for action.'
+
+'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite
+unintelligible to her.
+
+'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic,
+business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands.
+They make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at
+the piquant shyness of its face when the two hands are over each
+other. Several attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of
+ten minutes to one differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to
+twelve, as youth differs from age. "Upward and onward" says
+twenty-five minutes to eleven. Mid-day or midnight expresses
+distinctly "It is done." You surely have noticed that?'
+
+'Yes, I have.'
+
+He continued with affected quaintness:--
+
+'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of
+a quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past,
+must have been observed by everybody.'
+
+'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of
+imagination in your fancy,' she said.
+
+He still contemplated the clock.
+
+'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon
+the eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its
+arched top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship
+rocking at the upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being
+an old cynic, elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen
+wavering between good and evil.'
+
+A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he
+wanted to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to
+excite his suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked
+behind her at the clock as he spoke, recovering her old position
+again instantly. The time had not been long enough for any action
+whatever on his part.
+
+'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her
+out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it
+must nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night.
+Suppose you do it at once, my dear.'
+
+There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned
+to perform the operation: anything was better than that he should
+suspect her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of
+workmanship suited to the rest of the antique furniture that Manston
+had collected there, and ground heavily during winding.
+
+Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the
+interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning
+anything by her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his
+shadow on the wall at her right hand.
+
+What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into
+her glass of wine.
+
+He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She
+methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she
+faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen.
+
+In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult
+to realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect,
+can have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must
+have been prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her,
+and yet she could not instantly put on a fear of her position.
+
+And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition
+served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It
+was the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of
+discovery, unless there were far more reason for the crime than any
+that Manston could possibly have.
+
+Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make
+her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original
+suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he
+was going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was
+to be kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid
+drinking the wine.
+
+By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for
+nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to
+throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one
+sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her
+handkerchief.
+
+Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to
+him in proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She
+instantly seized the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom.
+When he faced round again she was holding the glass to her lips,
+empty.
+
+In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were
+fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and
+a few minutes later they retired for the night.
+
+5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT
+
+When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her
+breathing, that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed
+himself in the gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard
+him complete this operation; then he took something from his pocket,
+put it in the drawer of the dressing-table, went to the door, and
+down the stairs. She glided out of bed and looked in the drawer.
+He had only restored to its place a small phial she had seen there
+before. It was labelled 'Battley's Solution of Opium.' She felt
+relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was to have
+been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to
+be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she
+reached the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had
+closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that he had
+obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to
+open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could
+hear him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and
+quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an instant later,
+implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of his
+footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he
+was approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into
+bed.
+
+Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered
+it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to
+assure himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which
+their ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained
+it. Anne's ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink
+of the gold as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he
+returned to its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a
+possibility. While lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image
+of his own face in the glass--pale and spectre-like in its
+indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather which turned the
+balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired from the
+room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door, and
+go out into the yard.
+
+Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the
+bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to
+the door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind
+him. 'A precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was
+all the more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been
+going to leave home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the
+trouble to lock her in, holding the belief that she was in a drugged
+sleep. The lock shot into a mortice, so that there was no
+possibility of her pushing back the bolt. How should she follow
+him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the bedroom: it was
+large, and had some time heretofore been used as a dressing or bath
+room, but had been found inconvenient from having no other outlet to
+the landing. The window of this little room looked out upon the
+roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne took
+a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room
+and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the
+small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon
+the gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands
+till her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this
+position she adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the
+path.
+
+Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the
+evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the
+whole landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it
+appeared as an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back
+of the house, listening intently. The steward had had at least ten
+minutes' start of her. She had waited here whilst one might count
+fifty, when she heard a movement in the outhouse--a fragment once
+attached to the main building. This outhouse was partitioned into
+an outer and an inner room, which had been a kitchen and a scullery
+before the connecting erections were pulled down, but they were now
+used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only means of
+access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door of
+this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the
+exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was
+evidently in the outhouse.
+
+She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was
+wrapped in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line
+across the floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not
+quite closed. This light was unexpected, none having been visible
+through hole or crevice. Glancing in, the woman found that he had
+placed cloths and mats at the various apertures, and hung a sack at
+the window to prevent the egress of a single ray. She could also
+perceive from where she stood that the bar of light fell across the
+brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon it lay the
+key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop was
+also partly visible from her position through the two half-open
+doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the
+tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite
+cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks
+and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these
+being loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily
+from the brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside
+him.
+
+That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was
+now laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently
+than the bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with
+some kind of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell.
+Having now stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a
+crowbar between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling
+it until several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth
+of an old oven, which was apparently contrived in the thickness of
+the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been closed up with
+bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple old-fashioned
+plan of oven-building--a mere oblate cavity without a flue.
+
+Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy
+weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman
+who watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common
+corn-sack, nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way.
+
+The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds,
+and his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put
+out the light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some
+kind had certainly been made in the intervening portion of the
+house. She heard it. 'One of the rats,' she thought.
+
+He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics
+completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in
+the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as
+she could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the
+oven's mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query
+that had not left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how
+should she get back into her bedroom again?--now received a
+solution. Whilst he was replacing the cupboard, she would glide
+across the brewhouse, take the key from the top of the copper, run
+upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back the key again: if he
+returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think the lock had
+failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention,
+occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and
+hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning
+of his actions in the workshop.
+
+Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her,
+she advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every
+individual footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of
+rubbish on the floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon
+stood close by the copper, and not more than a foot from the door of
+the room occupied by Manston himself, from which position she could
+distinctly hear him breathe between each exertion, although it was
+far too dark to discern anything of him.
+
+To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and
+accordingly she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it
+lay. Instead of touching it, her fingers came in contact with the
+boot of a human being.
+
+She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man
+or woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A
+warm foot, covered with a polished boot.
+
+The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly
+repress a sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the
+flight of an arrow. Her touch was so light that the leather seemed
+to have been thick enough to keep the owner of the foot in entire
+ignorance of it, and the noise of Manston's scraping might have been
+quite sufficient to drown the slight rustle of her dress.
+
+The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It
+was somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken
+advantage of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the
+brewhouse and stand upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear
+which had at first paralyzed her lessened with the birth of a sense
+that fear now was utter failure: she was in a desperate position
+and must abide by the consequences. The motionless person on the
+copper was, equally with Manston, quite unconscious of her
+proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again, feeling
+behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her side,
+her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg.
+
+It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this
+time was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to
+wait. The comparative security from discovery that her new position
+ensured resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some
+logical inferences:--
+
+1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the
+darkness to get there, as she had to enter.
+
+2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had
+reached the door.
+
+3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system,
+and for purposes of his own.
+
+She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his
+re-erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it
+had contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came
+into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths
+covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling
+scarcely relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the
+workshop, hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about
+the room for some other article. Having found it, he emerged from
+the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, and went into the yard.
+Directly he stepped out she could see his outline by the light of
+the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung at his back, and in
+his hand he carried a spade.
+
+Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the
+proceedings of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him
+descend from the copper, and then the square opening of the doorway
+showed the outline of this other watcher passing through it
+likewise. The form was that of a broad-shouldered man enveloped in
+a long coat. He vanished after the steward.
+
+The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow.
+Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had
+touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also.
+
+It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again.
+The unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard,
+and pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped,
+she stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the
+yard without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps,
+and went in the direction the others had taken.
+
+Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly
+followed the last woman.
+
+But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding,
+that in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any
+person were following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but
+she discerned, standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's
+horse and gig, ready harnessed.
+
+He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have
+placed the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving
+the house and her exit by the window. However, there was not time
+to weigh this branch of the night's events. She turned about again,
+and continued on the trail of the other three.
+
+6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M.
+
+Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become
+a watcher.
+
+The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park
+plantation, at equi-distances of about seventy yards. Here the
+ground, completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick
+moss which was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first
+watcher, that is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now
+fell back, when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty
+well, dived circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the
+steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly.
+The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little
+in advance, but on Manston's other hand.
+
+He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house.
+There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened.
+
+Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves,
+half filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike,
+mingled themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the
+midst of them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves
+aside into a large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer,
+crept into a bush, and turning her head to survey the rest, missed
+the man who had dropped behind, and whom we have called the first
+watcher. Concluding that he, too, had hidden himself, she turned
+her attention to the second watcher, the other woman, who had
+meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in hiding, and now seated
+herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward than was Anne
+Seaway.
+
+Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's
+spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly
+perceptible to her ears when the periodic cessations between the
+creaks of the engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which
+otherwise brought the subdued roar of the cascade from the further
+side of the bank that screened it. A large hole--some four or five
+feet deep--had been excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes.
+Into this he immediately placed the sack, and then began filling in
+the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he carefully raked the
+whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of the pit,
+burying the ground with them as they had buried it before.
+
+For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation
+of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be
+disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers
+still decayed and added to the mould beneath.
+
+By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne
+could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching
+from behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her
+intense contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her
+countenance was white and motionless.
+
+It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the
+completion of his labour he turned, and did so.
+
+'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring
+whisper. Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's.
+
+The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned
+in the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first
+watcher, if he had come no nearer than his original position, was
+too far off to hear any part of this dialogue, on account of the
+roar of the falling water, which could reach him unimpeded by the
+bank.
+
+The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning
+the first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand,
+instantly rushed to where the man was concealed, and, before the
+latter could disengage himself from the boughs, the steward struck
+him on the head with the blade of the instrument. The man fell to
+the ground.
+
+'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the
+trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction.
+
+Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and
+looked at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless.
+
+Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable
+magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply
+because it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the
+result of no law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to
+him and gently turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of
+life. By her assistance he was soon able to stand upright.
+
+He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect
+his ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically.
+
+It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs.
+Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?'
+
+'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery
+--which may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head,
+and seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious
+in his utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well,
+it doesn't matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.'
+
+He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had
+taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute.
+
+'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily,
+'until we have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be
+only a bag of building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help
+me dig.' He seized the spade with the awkwardness of a town man,
+and went into the pit, continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no
+use my running after him single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far
+off by this time. The best step is to see what is here.'
+
+It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had
+been for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam
+thrown out, and the sack dragged forth.
+
+'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her
+standing near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had
+brought, and gave it into her hand.
+
+The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The
+officer laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and
+jerked forth the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully
+wrapped up in impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the
+point of pulling open the folds at one end, when a light coloured
+thread of something, hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He
+put his hand upon it; it felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers.
+'Hold the light close,' he said.
+
+She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both
+peered at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger
+and thumb. It was a long hair; the hair of a woman.
+
+'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the
+detective whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for
+the present through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place.
+. . . Now wait a minute whilst I prove it.'
+
+He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a
+minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled
+in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife
+had found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire.
+He held the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown
+hue. He laid them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were
+of the same length to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne.
+
+'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered
+her, as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when,
+God only knows.'
+
+'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of
+events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and
+motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it,
+his renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing
+upon her mind with the rapidity of lightning.
+
+'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her:
+and a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam.
+Knowing as much about a secret murder as God knows is a very
+suspicious thing: it doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He
+directed the bull's-eye into her face.
+
+'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal
+actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.'
+
+He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the
+grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory.
+A light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's
+awaiting him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing
+outside.
+
+'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his
+assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's
+gone--you should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that
+woman, Miss Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions
+in an undertone to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to
+the rector--he's up. Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am
+driving to Casterbridge with this one, and for help. We shall be
+sure to have him when it gets light.'
+
+He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they
+went, the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy
+quarters at each side, like a white riband, and made their progress
+easy. They came to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense
+firs for some distance on both sides. It was totally dark here.
+
+There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its
+length, at the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the
+detective drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung
+them both to the ground.
+
+The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out
+his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that
+of another conveyance of some kind.
+
+'Hoy!' said the officer.
+
+Nobody answered.
+
+'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again.
+
+No reply.
+
+'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without
+gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and
+turned on his lantern.
+
+There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle
+of the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or
+near the vehicle.
+
+'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman.
+
+'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's.
+
+'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone.
+However, you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What
+forethought the man must have had--how carefully he must have
+considered possible contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse
+and gig ready before he began shifting the body.'
+
+He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but
+the occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He
+threw the light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could
+see nothing beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that
+Manston was not many yards off, but the question was how to find
+him. Nothing could be done by the detective just then, encumbered
+as he was by the horse and Anne. If he had entered the thicket on a
+search unaided, Manston might have stepped unobserved from behind a
+bush and murdered him with the greatest ease. Indeed, there were
+such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston's circumstances at
+that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer felt it
+hazardous to remain any longer where he stood.
+
+He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own
+vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means
+of escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his
+prisoner to the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the
+police-station, and then took immediate steps for the capture of
+Manston.
+
+
+
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY
+
+Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape.
+
+It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and
+inside the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and
+poured them critically as usual from one palm to another, but they
+thought and spoke of Manston. Grocers serving behind their
+counters, instead of using their constant phrase, 'The next article,
+please?' substituted, 'Have you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and
+drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs
+firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into the lowest
+depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost
+keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, 'Ay, ay, so's:
+they'll have him avore night.'
+
+Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly
+and anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an
+acquaintance who accosted him.
+
+'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A
+vagrant first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak,
+under which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed
+out and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of
+half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the
+heap, where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly
+imprinted the form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat,
+and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over
+the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved the
+man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford
+crossed by stepping-stones--on the further bank were the same
+footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of
+this course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went,
+and the next clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that
+wherever a clear space three or four yards wide ran in a line
+through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a proof
+that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier.
+At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his
+flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into
+Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at
+eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to
+get to France by way of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all
+the railway-stations being watched.
+
+'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went
+again at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed
+themselves under the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another
+stayed by the office door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the
+straight cut to the quay. At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were
+put on board. Whilst the attention of the idlers was directed to
+the mails, down Mary Street came a man as boldly as possible. The
+gait was Manston's, but not the clothes. He passed over to the
+shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this
+warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and
+waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised
+--they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All this morning
+they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him anywhere.
+However, he has lost his last chance of getting across the Channel.
+It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a labourer.'
+
+During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes
+follow a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who
+was stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung
+and concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a
+man with a bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his
+head, to go down the High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge
+which divided the town from the country, place his shaggy
+encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave it there.
+
+Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the
+direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could
+see stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he
+noticed a man to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two
+hundred and fifty yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a
+wicket on the other side. This figure seemed like that of the man
+who had been carrying the bundle of straw. He looked at the straw:
+it still stood alone.
+
+The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his
+brain:--
+
+Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a
+brown smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a
+labourer, on second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his
+bundle of straw with the greatest ease and naturalness.
+
+The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch,
+where Cytherea was living.
+
+If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the
+fire, Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and
+reckless of results, might rush to his wife and harm her.
+
+It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to
+entertain; but Springrove could not resist its influence. He
+started off for Tolchurch.
+
+2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch
+by the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village
+and was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he
+might ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had
+reached him concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had
+said nothing to her of the matter.
+
+She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up
+the lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by
+were so rare in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt
+by the wayside were invariably lifted to every one on the road,
+great and small, as to a novelty.
+
+A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the
+house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly
+deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and
+his sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the
+body of cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose
+and bolted the door.
+
+Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He
+advanced to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the
+window; he next pressed his face against the glass, peering in.
+
+Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as
+ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in
+the peering face that of the man she had married.
+
+But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her
+fear was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside,
+feeling he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last
+stage of recklessness, terrified nature must have given way.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.'
+
+'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril.
+'If you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.'
+
+'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my
+sin has been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have
+money enough for us both--only come with me.'
+
+'Not now--not now.'
+
+'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.'
+
+'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her.
+
+'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once
+more?'
+
+'No--I will not,' said Cytherea.
+
+'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I
+die for it!'
+
+The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in
+casements. He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand
+through the hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement
+close, and began opening the window.
+
+Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred
+with desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside.
+
+'Damn you!' he exclaimed.
+
+He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater
+now: he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and
+opened it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before
+the terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an
+instant he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she
+was, flung back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her.
+
+In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea
+either flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her
+constitution at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to
+foot, and this preserved her consciousness.
+
+Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such
+good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the
+room. Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and
+Manston, her large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils
+constantly fixed upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether
+his next intention was to dart to the right or the left.
+
+Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of
+unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers.
+It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston
+continued his pursuit with a lowered eye.
+
+The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the
+capture of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went
+over it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it,
+and was out at the other side.
+
+ 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies,
+ One on his sinews and his giant size.'
+
+But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run.
+She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath;
+she uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity
+seemed to echo for miles.
+
+At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down
+about her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is
+sufficient to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight
+of his intended direction for one instant, and he immediately
+outmanoeuvred her.
+
+'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing
+over it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards
+him, and clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms
+and breast, and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his
+action was leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming,
+'Rest there for a while, my frightened little bird!'
+
+And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched
+by the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a
+battering-ram against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and
+breathless, had sprung in at the open window, and stood once more
+between man and wife.
+
+Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the
+one side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between
+them. It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the
+Jezreelite: 'Hast thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I
+have found thee: because thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the
+sight of the Lord.'
+
+A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the
+taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the
+delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the
+jaws of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling
+over and over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they
+had been one organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to
+secure Manston's arms with a small thong he had drawn from his
+pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife.
+
+Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this
+momentous space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two
+combatants, so similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other
+was the stroke of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at
+every contortion of body or limbs.
+
+Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute.
+She had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her
+deliverer, unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly,
+'Come! Help! O, help!'
+
+Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They
+dashed forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a
+smock-frock on lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and
+ran on the same as before.
+
+Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed
+at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to
+a desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried,
+with a hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how
+I'll baffle you all yet!'
+
+He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last.
+In one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his
+pursuers.
+
+
+
+Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His
+thoughts had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to
+hasten up the lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her
+leaning upon a bank by the roadside, where she had flung herself
+down in sheer exhaustion. He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and
+thus aided she was enabled to stand upright--clinging to him. What
+would Springrove have given to imprint a kiss upon her lips then!
+
+They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of
+whose wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated
+pleasure he felt at her grateful recognition of him, and her
+confiding seizure of his arm for support. He conveyed her carefully
+into the house.
+
+A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially
+recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her
+waiting anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart
+pass the door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains
+disfigured its wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been
+scratched and dimmed; ornament had long been forgotten in a restless
+contemplation of use. Three men sat on the seat, the middle one
+being Manston. His hands were bound in front of him, his eyes were
+set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard, and fixed.
+
+Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short
+words. He now said solemnly, 'He is to die.'
+
+'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning
+back and covering her face with her hands.
+
+In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove
+watched the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its
+wheels gradually dying away as it rolled in the direction of the
+county-town.
+
+
+
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON
+
+Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the
+bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer
+Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to
+his friend, Farmer Baker.
+
+There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking
+down the street at some object which had attracted his attention.
+'Ah, 'tis what we shall all come to!' he murmured.
+
+The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour
+Springrove; true.'
+
+Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road,
+were what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore
+on their shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth.
+
+'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as
+that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I
+call it a sort of medicine.'
+
+'And it is medicine. . . . I have not heard of any body being ill
+up this way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.'
+
+'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's
+no difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any
+other sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what
+was laid down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end
+--thoughtfully formed as any other--which has been existing at that
+very same point from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so
+soon.'
+
+'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in
+the Lord's.'
+
+'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our
+sight.'
+
+'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in
+front of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that
+threshing and winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why
+should we not stand still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye
+upon the Whys and the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we
+go down into the mouldering-place, and are forgotten?'
+
+''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into.
+There's a back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost
+to advance in order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are
+turning in here with the coffin, look.'
+
+The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at
+hand. The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them
+along the way.
+
+''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer
+Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.'
+
+'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.'
+The corner of the cloth had blown aside.
+
+'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to
+him. I have often thought how much smaller the richer class are
+made to look than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the
+greatest of all the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and
+I speak from experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when
+the uncertainty of his life shows itself more than usual.'
+
+As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went
+across a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim
+and heavy archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited.
+
+Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals,
+
+ 'COUNTY GAOL.'
+
+The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the
+two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men
+severally stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its
+melancholy length through the aperture, and both entered the court,
+and were covered from sight.
+
+'Somebody in the gaol, then?'
+
+'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment,
+who passed on whistling.
+
+'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a
+third bystander.
+
+'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why,
+Manston, Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first
+thing this morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his
+cell, in some way, by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes.
+The turnkey says his features were scarcely changed, as he looked at
+'em with the early sun a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has
+left a full account of the murder, and all that led to it. So
+there's an end of him.'
+
+
+
+It was perfectly true: Manston was dead.
+
+The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials,
+and had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the
+following confession:--
+
+
+ 'LAST WORDS.
+
+'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I
+renounce it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the
+facts connected with my past proceedings.
+
+'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the
+fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I
+detested, I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and,
+finding that nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly
+afterwards I returned home again in the company of Mr. Raunham.
+
+'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards
+the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange
+deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the
+park trees. It was the figure of a woman.
+
+'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her
+attire: it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a
+thick veil covering her face. These features, together with her
+size and gait, aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain
+of events which had saved her life, told me that she was my wife
+Eunice.
+
+'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I
+had gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was
+complaint, whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day.
+The revulsion of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just
+thanked, seemed a mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a
+madman.
+
+'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me.
+Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done,
+and sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as
+we both lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her
+complaints to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had
+discovered, which concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was
+surprised to learn it--more surprised that she knew it, but
+concealed my feeling.
+
+'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of
+spirits even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how
+you drive me about! I have been to the station, intending to leave
+you for ever, and yet I come to try you once more."
+
+'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked
+--rage and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I
+furiously raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to
+strike her. She turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end.
+By her movement my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the
+neck--as men strike a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with
+amazement. The blow must have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at
+my feet, made a few movements, and uttered one low sound.
+
+'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her
+arm with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was
+dead.
+
+'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position.
+For several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the
+consequences of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody
+seen her since she left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was
+already believed by the parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should
+never be found out.
+
+'Upon this I acted.
+
+'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse
+of the moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the
+engine-house and waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have
+time. It was now four o'clock, and the working-men would soon be
+stirring about the place. I would put off burying her till the next
+night. I carried her indoors.
+
+'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I
+found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that
+the wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the
+plaster an old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up
+when the house was prepared for me.
+
+'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a
+few minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the
+body again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the
+oven, packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard.
+
+'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very
+remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife
+was not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing
+which struck me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might
+think it odd that no remains whatever should be found.
+
+'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and
+place it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do
+this, on account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of
+the fire. One remedy remained.
+
+'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I
+must take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled
+out the bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took
+her keys from her pocket and the watch from her side.
+
+'I then replaced everything as before.
+
+'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took
+my way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from
+the back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the
+nook where pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled
+behind the laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a
+skull among these old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or
+two in the rubbish here, there was not one now. I then groped in
+the other corner with the same result--nowhere could I find a skull.
+Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were all I could
+collect, and with these I was forced to be content.
+
+'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind
+the inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind
+the hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who
+watched the spot.
+
+'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one
+over the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers.
+When the bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I
+threw the watch.
+
+'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just
+as the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!"
+
+'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some
+unlikely chance get moved to-day!"
+
+'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at
+breakfast, and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into
+the outhouse, again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the
+mouth of the oven behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its
+place, I waited for the next night that I might bury the body,
+though upon the whole it was in a tolerably safe hiding-place.
+
+'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they
+had been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body.
+I went to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly
+drove in the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I
+will bury her to-morrow night, however," I thought.
+
+'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my
+reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was,
+after all, never likely to be opened in my time.
+
+'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the
+church with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain
+more fixed on good intentions, than I did on that morning.
+
+'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in
+Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's
+disclosure, I was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had
+found the body. "Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?"
+I mourned. I saw my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act
+externally like an honourable man. So at his request I yielded her
+up to him, and meditated on several schemes for enabling me to claim
+the woman I had a legal right to claim as my wife, without
+disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it.
+
+'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived
+in a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving
+my wife dead without compromising myself.
+
+'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her
+whereabouts by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one
+evening I chanced to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious
+poachers were sitting in the settle, which screened my entrance.
+They were half drunk--their conversation was carried on in the
+solemn and emphatic tone common to that stage of intoxication, and I
+myself was the subject of it.
+
+'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On
+the night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to
+meet me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he
+did; but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a
+mood of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his
+comrade. The favourable hour of the night suggested to them the
+possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight came. My
+fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his
+repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my
+birds. I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham.
+The other was disinclined to go, and the first went off alone.
+
+'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the
+shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he
+fancied he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the
+other side of the building. He described them in these words,
+"Ghostly mouths talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of
+the water and creak of the engine as before." Only one explanation
+occurred to him; the house was haunted. And, whether those of the
+living or the dead, voices of any kind were inimical to one who had
+come on such an errand. He stealthily crept home.
+
+'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal
+his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the
+railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement.
+Then he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been
+really an enactment in the flesh between me and my wife?
+
+'The words of the other man were:
+
+'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?"
+
+'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if
+she don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her
+murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on
+the treadmill for being where I was."
+
+'"And if she should turn up alive?"
+
+'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as
+well as a rogue, hold my tongue."
+
+'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in
+heaven or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was
+now put upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows.
+
+'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only
+effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a
+simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before
+the suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further.
+
+'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute.
+
+'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless,
+innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth,
+and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London.
+On account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a
+precarious position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was
+not the best kind of woman for the scheme; but there was no
+alternative. One quality of hers was valuable; she was not a
+talker. I went to London the very next day, called at the Hoxton
+lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been known as
+Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the way
+of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my
+course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my
+plan.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension.
+Anne came home from church that morning, and told me of the
+suspicious way in which a young man had looked at her there.
+Nothing could be done beyond waiting the issue of events. Then the
+letter came from Raunham. For the first time in my life I was half
+indifferent as to what fate awaited me. During the succeeding day I
+thought once or twice of running away, but could not quite make up
+my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the body of my wife,
+I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I went to
+Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss
+Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no
+right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still
+more. She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that
+evening, that he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance
+even than the one he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house
+even then.
+
+'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to
+enlighten her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I
+said that I killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire,
+dwelling upon the advantage to her of the death of the only woman
+who knew her secret.
+
+'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory
+that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to
+my residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after
+digging my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what
+the sack contained.
+
+'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are
+almost always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men,
+it is strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly
+dead men, who have scarcely ever been otherwise.
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.'
+
+
+The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of
+various kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss
+Aldclyffe from all suspicion of complicity with the murderer.
+
+2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death.
+
+In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of
+Cytherea, her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat
+by the window conversing of the strange events which had just taken
+place. In Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her
+face was as white as a lily.
+
+Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that
+coated the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round
+the corner of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the
+rays of the sun in a flash from its polished panels as it turned the
+angle, the spokes of the wheels bristling in the same light like
+bayonets. The vehicle came nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's
+door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave a shout, and the
+panting and sweating horses stopped.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed.
+
+Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for
+her, and I am to wait for an answer.'
+
+Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:--
+
+
+'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously.
+She continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see
+you. If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely
+yours, JOHN RAUNHAM.'
+
+
+'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman.
+
+'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on
+the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she
+complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid
+ran in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in
+gaol--she shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor.
+Severe internal haemorrhage continued for some time and then
+stopped. They say she is sure to get over it; but she herself says
+no. She has suffered from it before.'
+
+Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage.
+
+3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater
+House, the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering
+woman caught the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the
+sick-chamber with suspended breath.
+
+In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so
+rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's
+weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of
+the universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having
+left the room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon
+being engaged in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their
+patient had been pronounced out of danger.
+
+Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what
+a change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a
+forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the
+haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a
+sweeter mild placidity had taken its place.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be
+alone with Cytherea.
+
+'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed.
+
+Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but
+I know that I am certainly going to die.'
+
+'They know, I think, and hope.'
+
+'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you
+forgive me!'
+
+Her companion pressed her hand.
+
+'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured.
+'It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove
+that I implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which
+caused all the train of your innumerable ills!'
+
+'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse
+that is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely:
+as I myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.'
+
+Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of
+her young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy.
+Expressions of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst
+again and again from the broken-spirited woman.
+
+'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you
+would pity me then!'
+
+Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman
+appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on
+in a voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and
+yet there pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to
+demand firm tones to bear it out worthily.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die.
+
+'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of
+seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of
+six-and-twenty. He went to India, and died.
+
+'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her
+parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the
+money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with
+a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's
+Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with
+it to Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house.
+She placed the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then
+ran away and watched. They took it up and carried it indoors.
+
+'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly
+for cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents'
+counsel to secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't
+know what to do. She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had
+taken it in, and asked her to meet the writer with the infant at
+certain places she named. These were hotels or coffee-houses in
+Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The woman, being well paid,
+always came, and asked no questions. At one meeting--at an inn in
+Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the child, and told the
+girl it was so ill that it would not live through the night. The
+news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit . . .'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully
+agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for
+her, bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking.
+
+'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on!
+And I must tell yet more plainly! . . . you must hear it before I am
+gone, Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down
+again.
+
+'The name of the woman who had taken the child was _Manston_. She was
+the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of
+a relation.
+
+'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper
+of the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased
+ever since.
+
+'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a
+man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then
+unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was
+to be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he
+known her secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him
+by an effort, and pined.
+
+'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune
+and estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of
+having near her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had
+been forbidden to recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman
+is.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And
+I wanted to see him _your husband_, Cytherea!--the husband of my true
+lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me. . . . Pity me--O, pity
+me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father,
+and I love him now.'
+
+
+
+That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe.
+
+'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said,
+after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence.
+
+'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though
+the old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you
+are your brother's housekeeper?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this.
+. . . Go home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow
+morning come again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you.
+But you mustn't stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.'
+The absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so
+often seen in very sick people, was present here.
+
+Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay
+continuously.
+
+'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die
+till to-morrow.'
+
+'We hope for your recovery--all of us.'
+
+'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.'
+
+'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly.
+
+'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's
+breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?'
+
+Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known
+had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of
+Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which
+such a proceeding would have involved.
+
+An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the
+pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage
+to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be
+in readiness to bring her back earlier.
+
+4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK
+
+The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those
+periodic terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection
+with the Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date.
+
+It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most
+probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by
+a sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At
+the foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of
+entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss
+Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but
+longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature.
+
+Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in
+thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood
+before her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to
+lead Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred.
+
+'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to
+stay!' Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became
+broadly awake; and the figure vanished.
+
+It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of
+disquiet, and not being able to endure the thought of her brother
+being asleep, she went and tapped at his door.
+
+'Owen!'
+
+He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to
+rise.
+
+'What do you want, Cytherea?'
+
+'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not.
+I really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.'
+
+'What time is it?'
+
+'A few minutes past four.'
+
+'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we
+should have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.'
+
+Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went
+to bed again.
+
+An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came
+to the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of
+Owen's window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel
+had been thrown against it to arouse him.
+
+He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn
+white face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining
+to catch the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the
+face of a Knapwater man sitting on horseback.
+
+Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of
+every man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe . . .' said the messenger, and paused.
+
+'Ah--dead?'
+
+'Yes--she is dead.'
+
+'When did she die?'
+
+'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best,
+you see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.'
+
+
+
+ SEQUEL
+
+Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer
+Night, 1867.
+
+The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford
+Church, at ten o'clock in the evening.
+
+Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the
+light of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall.
+The six Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned
+old bells in the key of F, which have been music to the ears of
+Carriford parish and the outlying districts for the last four
+hundred years. The stranger is an assistant, who has appeared from
+nobody knows where.
+
+The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and
+catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair
+waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger,
+who has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and
+coat. Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless
+variety of kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are
+religiously fixed on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is
+chalked on the floor.
+
+Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the
+four unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes
+of the men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the
+tower archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of
+the nave and chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at
+the east window of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly.
+
+A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories
+had taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes
+had been provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its
+carriage, and the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of
+woollen texture--soft to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the
+ropes in place of the old ragged knots, all of which newness in
+small details only rendered more evident the irrepressible aspect of
+age in the mass surrounding them.
+
+The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces
+and rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the
+ropes and leaving the place for the night.
+
+'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming
+face, and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the
+tenor bell.
+
+'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a
+stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second
+rope, and addressing the man in the black coat.
+
+''A did,' said the rest.
+
+'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly.
+
+'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that
+d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold
+cider.'
+
+'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last
+allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every
+man home--along straight as a line.'
+
+'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I
+ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.'
+
+'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round.
+
+'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this
+mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very
+convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that
+twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.'
+
+'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.'
+
+'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said
+it. But 'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like
+any maid, that 'a did.'
+
+'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to
+play wi' fire.'
+
+'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently.
+
+'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play
+wi'it again when thou'st got mildewed.'
+
+'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The
+Lord have mercy upon the fourth! . . . Ay, Teddy's got his own at
+last. What little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your
+wife as you choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was
+always my joke when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But
+Teddy's got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi'
+grief--so was she.'
+
+'Maybe she'll pick up now.'
+
+'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I
+bear in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's
+family o' seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I
+was just in my prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy
+got, clerk?" he says. "Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has
+a brother!" "Poor woman," says he, "a dozen children!--give her
+this half-sovereign from me, clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes
+afterwards, when he found out my merry nater--'a did. But there,
+'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church is the ruin of a man's wit
+for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o' sin.'
+
+'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd
+both ha' died,' said Gad emphatically.
+
+'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered
+the clerk.
+
+'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't
+flee off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude
+--'Here's Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman
+standen likewise; here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and
+there they d'bide in the chimley corner, hard and fast.'
+
+'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk.
+'Here was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master
+Springrove, looken as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor
+souls!--the men always do! The women do stand it best--the maid was
+in her glory. Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through
+that shy skin. Ah, it did so's.'
+
+'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen
+carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders.
+There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em
+come out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master
+tailors. Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and
+shovel. There was wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up
+and down church'ard till they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten
+the squallen children slip down through their arms and nearly
+skinnen o' em. And these were all over and above the gentry and
+Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last dressed
+up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the top o'
+church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd
+prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak.
+Teddy hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and
+laughed like a boy. There's more in Teddy.'
+
+'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now
+you've been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell
+us what ye've come here for, and what your trade is?'
+
+'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the
+wickedness of the land.'
+
+'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,'
+replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before.
+
+'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible
+translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.'
+
+'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted.
+
+The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped
+out into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two
+of full, and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood
+on the south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat
+darkness against the illuminated atmosphere behind them.
+
+'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was
+locked. 'My nearest way is through the park.'
+
+'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the
+railway-station.'
+
+'Of course--come on.'
+
+The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the
+party going into the road on the opposite side.
+
+'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked,
+as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of
+the story about the property?'
+
+'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll
+tell me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here
+to-day, I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.'
+
+'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man.
+
+''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss
+Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on
+the very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea
+Graye. And this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep
+as the North Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and
+personal, to "THE WIFE OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception):
+failen her life to her husband: failen his life to the heirs of his
+head--body I would say: failen them to her absolutely and her heirs
+for ever: failen these to Pa'son Raunham, and so on to the end o'
+the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme? Why,
+although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for
+Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used, and not Cytherea's
+name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come in for't. Wasn't
+that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under
+any circumstances, should be master o' the property, without folk
+knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would if it
+had been left to en straightway.'
+
+'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?'
+
+'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.'
+
+'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and
+inherited all absolutely.'
+
+'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't
+like the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally
+enough, pretty dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr.
+Raunham. Now, if there's a man in the world that d'care nothen
+about land--I don't say there is, but _if_ there is--'tis our pa'son.
+He's like a snail. He's a-growed so to the shape o' that there
+rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it even in name. "'Tis
+yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says she. "'Tis'n'
+mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, thinken
+o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied it up,
+too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and a
+woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate
+backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this
+way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and
+steward, and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand
+--just as if 'twas his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham
+never interferen--and hither to-day he's brought his new wife,
+Cytherea. And a settlement ha' been drawn up this very day, whereby
+their children, heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's
+death. Good fortune came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well.
+He came in first man in some architectural competition, and is about
+to move to London. Here's the house, look. Stap out from these
+bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.'
+
+They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and
+down the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre
+of the mansion, they halted.
+
+It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The
+whole of the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices,
+was built of a white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the
+rays of the moon as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in
+the scene rivalling the fairness of the facade were a dozen swans
+floating upon the lake.
+
+At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened,
+and two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures
+were they. A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea
+Springrove: a young man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her
+husband.
+
+They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon,
+the water, and the general loveliness of the prospect.
+
+'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story
+by rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered.
+
+'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a
+penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it,
+isn't it--beautiful! . . . But this is a private path, and we won't
+let 'em see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and
+dance to-morrow night.'
+
+The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the
+wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at
+the further boundary of the park, they paused to part.
+
+'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's
+your line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?'
+
+'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick
+up the news. Good-night.'
+
+
+
+Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for
+several minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff
+was lying alongside.
+
+'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just
+come into my head!'
+
+'Well, dearest--I know.'
+
+'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as
+you did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.'
+
+He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from
+shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake,
+he paused and looked at her.
+
+'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,'
+said Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the
+sculls in this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this
+way. Then I put my hand on the other side of your little neck--'
+
+'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.'
+
+'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--'
+
+'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I
+couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being
+unkind to you, and I wouldn't be that.'
+
+'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips
+round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.'
+
+
+
+
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+DESPERATE REMEDIES
+
+
+
+
+CONTENTS
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+ SEQUEL
+
+
+
+PREFATORY NOTE
+
+
+
+The following story, the first published by the author, was written
+nineteen years ago, at a time when he was feeling his way to a
+method. The principles observed in its composition are, no doubt,
+too exclusively those in which mystery, entanglement, surprise, and
+moral obliquity are depended on for exciting interest; but some of
+the scenes, and at least one of the characters, have been deemed not
+unworthy of a little longer preservation; and as they could hardly
+be reproduced in a fragmentary form the novel is reissued complete--
+the more readily that it has for some considerable time been
+reprinted and widely circulated in America.
+January 1889.
+
+To the foregoing note I have only to add that, in the present
+edition of 'Desperate Remedies,' some Wessex towns and other places
+that are common to the scenes of several of these stories have been
+called for the first time by the names under which they appear
+elsewhere, for the satisfaction of any reader who may care for
+consistency in such matters.
+
+This is the only material change; for, as it happened that certain
+characteristics which provoked most discussion in my latest story
+were present in this my first--published in 1871, when there was no
+French name for them it has seemed best to let them stand unaltered.
+
+T.H.
+February 1896.
+
+
+
+
+I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS
+
+1. DECEMBER AND JANUARY, 1835-36
+
+In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which
+renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward
+Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the
+issue was a Christmas visit.
+
+In the above-mentioned year, 1835, Ambrose Graye, a young architect
+who had just begun the practice of his profession in the midland
+town of Hocbridge, to the north of Christminster, went to London to
+spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury.
+They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after
+graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had taken orders.
+
+Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a quality of thought
+which, exercised on homeliness, was humour; on nature,
+picturesqueness; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule,
+broadcast, it was all three.
+
+Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover
+evil in a new friend is to most people only an additional
+experience: to him it was ever a surprise.
+
+While in London he became acquainted with a retired officer in the
+Navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived
+in a street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no
+more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an
+ancient family whose genealogical tree was interlaced with some of
+the most illustrious and well-known in the kingdom.
+
+The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most
+beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about
+nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not
+so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one
+respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were
+not. A mere distinguishing peculiarity, by catching the eye, is
+often read as the pervading characteristic, and she appeared to him
+no less than perfection throughout--transcending her rural rivals in
+very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only
+eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight.
+
+His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her
+parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in
+London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together
+as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye,
+and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their
+superiors in position), he was received on very generous terms. His
+passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably exalted:
+she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his
+schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have
+lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give
+effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of
+the young people's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual
+favour.
+
+Graye's whole impassioned dream terminated in a sad and
+unaccountable episode. After passing through three weeks of sweet
+experience, he had arrived at the last stage--a kind of moral Gaza--
+before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in
+January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect
+to leave town.
+
+Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had
+been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his
+presence as a sweetheart should do, yet from first to last she had
+repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which
+drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural
+tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The
+present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope: usually,
+even if love is in itself an end, it must be regarded as a beginning
+to be enjoyed.
+
+In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a
+spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He
+took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among
+the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely
+enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the
+declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they.
+
+'My love--my darling, be my wife!'
+
+She seemed like one just awakened. 'Ah--we must part now!' she
+faltered, in a voice of anguish. 'I will write to you.' She
+loosened her hand and rushed away.
+
+In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning.
+Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these
+words was put into his hand?
+
+'Good-bye; good-bye for ever. As recognized lovers something
+divides us eternally. Forgive me--I should have told you before;
+but your love was sweet! Never mention me.'
+
+That very day, and as it seemed, to put an end to a painful
+condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a
+promised visit to a relative in a western county. No message or
+letter of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged
+him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her
+father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received
+from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One
+thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew
+what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it.
+
+A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Huntway's house
+and saw no more of the Love he mourned. From time to time his
+friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her.
+But very poor food to a lover is intelligence of a mistress filtered
+through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said
+he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea
+and her cousin, an officer of the line, two or three years before
+Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the cousin's
+departure for India, and the young lady's travelling on the
+Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on
+account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that
+circumstances had rendered Graye's attachment more hopeless still.
+Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and
+estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of some intervening
+lives. This had caused their removal from the small house in
+Bloomsbury, and, as it appeared, a renunciation of their old friends
+in that quarter.
+
+Young Graye concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his
+love. But he could not forget her.
+
+2. FROM 1843 TO 1861
+
+Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed--a man without
+relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends--Ambrose Graye met
+a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good
+gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of
+Cytherea, it was an absolute impossibility with him. With all, the
+beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude
+pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special
+event which will make a passing love permanent for ever.
+
+This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not,
+first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to
+all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned
+from useless repining at the loss of its first idol.
+
+His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional
+constitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having
+missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a
+gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly
+regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those
+persons to be. The winning and sanguine receptivity of his early
+life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not
+picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of
+indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition
+was improvidence, originally almost an unconscious improvidence, for
+every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with a religious
+exactness from the treasures of expectation before mentioned. But
+as years revolved, the same course was continued from the lack of
+spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been
+found to lead to disaster.
+
+In the year 1861 his wife died, leaving him a widower with two
+children. The elder, a son named Owen, now just turned seventeen,
+was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of
+architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a
+daughter, and Owen's junior by a year.
+
+Her christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why.
+
+3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863
+
+We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of
+these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of
+Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of
+October.
+
+The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be
+seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account
+of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the
+practical garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long
+shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any
+perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing
+tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the
+progress of the week when business--which, carried on under the
+gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle-
+-was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally
+bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors
+the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns
+trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things.
+
+Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they
+interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities
+unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they
+attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce
+disagreeable caricatures which spoil them.
+
+The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing at
+the intersection of the three chief streets was expressing half-past
+two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from
+Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open, and those
+persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing
+the entrance of the new-comers--silently criticizing their dress--
+questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair--estimating
+their private means.
+
+Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed
+amid the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown
+stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with
+grey strings and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to harmonize.
+She lightly walked up the side passage of the room, cast a slight
+glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her.
+
+The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen.
+During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in her seat
+and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance
+formed an interesting subject of study for several neighbouring
+eyes.
+
+Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less
+perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the
+standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded
+the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating
+and delightful to an extreme degree.
+
+Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most
+extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the
+uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting of
+her lip. The carriage of her head--motion within motion--a glide
+upon a glide--was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And
+this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule,
+nor even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had
+naturally developed itself with her years. In childhood, a stone or
+stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall
+to her playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet
+after the narrowest escape by oscillations and whirls for the
+preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she
+numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on
+that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in
+the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and
+compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon
+her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to
+contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had
+shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external
+self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of
+finish in its details.
+
+Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a
+shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite nut-
+brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a
+sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears;
+they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and
+good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which
+seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them.
+
+But to attempt to gain a view of her--or indeed of any fascinating
+woman--from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate
+the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern--
+or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession.
+Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here
+ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these
+were particularly striking:--
+
+ During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
+smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
+space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
+degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
+and Nay.
+
+ During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
+accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of the
+listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree of
+intimacy dictated.
+
+ When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
+
+She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress of
+the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the
+window.
+
+Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre
+performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which
+their intrinsic insignificance would naturally have involved--why
+they were remembered and individualized by herself and others
+through after years--was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it
+were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life, in
+which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It
+was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind
+entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she
+stepped immediately afterwards--to continue a perplexed course along
+its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months.
+
+The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown stone,
+and through one of the windows could be seen from the interior of
+the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent street, and also
+the upper part of a neighbouring church spire, now in course of
+completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the
+architect to the work.
+
+That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in
+the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with
+some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that
+was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical
+stonework rose a cage of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon
+this stood five men--four in clothes as white as the new erection
+close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a
+gentleman.
+
+The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's
+labourer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been
+giving directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow
+footway allowed, stood perfectly still.
+
+The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was
+curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by
+the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which
+emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.
+
+The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and
+the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the sphere
+and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little
+larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft,
+spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to
+the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely,
+concentration of purpose: that they were indifferent to--even
+unconscious of--the distracted world beneath them, and all that
+moved upon it. They never looked off the scaffolding.
+
+Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood
+motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He
+appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face towards
+a new stone they were lifting.
+
+'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at length--up
+to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient
+Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from the
+Theatre the entry into their Harbour of a power that overturned the
+State.
+
+She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she
+whispered, still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so
+dangerous to be absent-minded up there.'
+
+When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively laid
+hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then
+let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An
+instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the
+air, immediately disappearing downwards.
+
+His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement.
+Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no
+sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had
+happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible
+upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer,
+and she fell to the floor,
+
+The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was of
+being carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the
+steps of her own house by her brother and an older man.
+Recollection of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and
+just as they entered the door--through which another and sadder
+burden had been carried but a few instants before--her eyes caught
+sight of the south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw white
+sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud.
+Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous--
+however foreign in essence these scenes may be--as chemical waters
+will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after that time any
+mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from
+the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines.
+
+4. OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH
+
+When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of
+horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself: horror, from
+the clouds of blackness we designedly labour to introduce.
+
+The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his
+demeanour, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire,
+engaged in turning out and unfolding a heterogeneous collection of
+papers--forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times--most of
+all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white
+paper tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other
+white papers bounded by black edges--these with blue foolscap
+wrapped round with crude red tape.
+
+The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted
+to a careful examination, by which the appended particulars were
+ascertained:--
+
+ First, that their father's income from professional sources had
+been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure;
+and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied
+for the balance, had been sunk and lost in unwise loans to
+unscrupulous men, who had traded upon their father's too open-
+hearted trustfulness.
+
+ Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavoured to regain
+his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable
+instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at
+Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his
+spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which had
+put into the harbour in distress. The profit was to be
+considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security
+whatever. The circumstances of the case tendered it the most
+unfortunate speculation that a man like himself--ignorant of all
+such matters--could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and
+all Mr. Graye's money with it.
+
+ Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he
+knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few
+pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name.
+
+ Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had
+awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty by
+his children. He had then resolved to reinstate by unflagging zeal
+in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a
+portion of the little fortune he had let go.
+
+Cytherea was frequently at her brother's elbow during these
+examinations. She often remarked sadly--
+
+'Poor papa failed to fulfil his good intention for want of time,
+didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he
+never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening
+blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of his life--
+everything connected with his gloom, and the lassitude in business
+we used so often to see about him.'
+
+'I remember what he said once,' returned the brother, 'when I sat up
+late with him. He said, "Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you
+will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to
+a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not
+mine," father said. "Cultivate the art of renunciation." And I am
+going to, Cytherea.'
+
+'And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin,
+because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her.
+I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find
+out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?'
+
+'That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her; she
+was not our mother.'
+
+The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheartening blow
+was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but
+girls ponder in their hearts.
+
+5. FROM OCTOBER THE NINETEENTH TO JULY THE NINTH
+
+Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the
+reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form when
+his sudden death put them for ever out of his power.
+
+Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in
+immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously
+unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in
+Chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the
+Court.
+
+'What will become of us now?' thought Owen continually.
+
+There is in us an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloomiest
+time persists in inferring that because we are OURSELVES, there must
+be a special future in store for us, though our nature and
+antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to
+thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their
+lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others
+who knew their position equally well with themselves the question
+was the easiest that could be asked--'Like those of other people
+similarly circumstanced.'
+
+Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to some
+decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting
+for answers to letters, and in the examination of schemes more or
+less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved
+but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks,
+disguise them as some well-meaning people might, were floating
+around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the
+children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money
+and ran into debt with his neighbours--that the daughter had been
+brought up to no profession--that the son who had, had made no
+progress in it, and might come to the dogs--could not from the
+nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not
+hurt their feelings; and as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears
+in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaintances
+passed them hurriedly. Ancient pot-wallopers, and thriving
+shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop-
+doors--their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese
+waists hanging over their toes--and in discourses with friends on
+the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and reduced
+the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The sons of
+these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and smoked
+humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated by any
+of the respect that had formerly softened it.
+
+Now it is a noticeable fact that we do not much mind what men think
+of us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means,
+parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon
+in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread
+most; and the possession by a hundred acquaintances, severally
+insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton-closet's whereabouts, is
+not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of
+half-a-dozen--exclusive depositaries though these may be.
+
+Perhaps, though Hocbridge watched and whispered, its animus would
+have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving
+circumstances. But unfortunately, poverty, whilst it is new, and
+before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible
+inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen
+was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share
+of his father's pride, and a squareness of idea which, if coupled
+with a little more blindness, would have amounted to positive
+prejudice. To him humanity, so far as he had thought of it at all,
+was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme
+to extreme. Hence by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if
+it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and
+instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness
+would have endured. He could have submitted to separation,
+sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst, with stoical
+indifference, but superciliousness was too incisive.
+
+After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his
+father's successor in the profession--attempts which were utterly
+fruitless by reason of his inexperience--Graye came to a simple and
+sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of
+England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh
+critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the
+cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road
+their great poverty left open to them--that of his obtaining some
+employment in a distant place by following his profession as a
+humble under-draughtsman.
+
+He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier
+grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of
+employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and
+the absence of direct and uncompromising pressure towards monetary
+results from a pupil's labour (which seems to be always the case
+when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in
+the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant
+indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly
+reached the age at which industrious men who lack an external whip
+to send them on in the world, are induced by their own common sense
+to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, elevations,
+sections, and specifications, was not greater at the end of two
+years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six
+months by a youth of average ability--himself, for instance--amid a
+bustling London practice.
+
+But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the
+profession--some man in a remote town--and there fulfil his
+indentures. A tangible inducement lay in this direction of survey.
+He had a slight conception of such a man--a Mr. Gradfield--who was
+in practice in Budmouth Regis, a seaport town and watering-place in
+the south of England.
+
+After some doubts, Graye ventured to write to this gentleman, asking
+the necessary question, shortly alluding to his father's death, and
+stating that his term of apprenticeship had only half expired. He
+would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the
+whole remaining two years, provided payment could begin at once.
+
+The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in want of a
+pupil who would serve the remainder of his time on the terms Mr.
+Graye mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to
+be in want of some young man in his office--for a short time only,
+probably about two months--to trace drawings, and attend to other
+subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy
+such an inferior position as these duties would entail, and to
+accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be
+considered merely nominal, the post would give him an opportunity
+for learning a few more details of the profession.
+
+'It is a beginning, and, above all, an abiding-place, away from the
+shadow of the cloud which hangs over us here--I will go,' said Owen.
+
+Cytherea's plan for her future, an intensely simple one, owing to
+the even greater narrowness of her resources, was already marked
+out. One advantage had accrued to her through her mother's
+possession of a fair share of personal property, and perhaps only
+one. She had been carefully educated. Upon this consideration her
+plan was based. She was to take up her abode in her brother's
+lodging at Budmouth, when she would immediately advertise for a
+situation as governess, having obtained the consent of a lawyer at
+Aldbrickham who was winding up her father's affairs, and who knew
+the history of her position, to allow himself to be referred to in
+the matter of her past life and respectability.
+
+Early one morning they departed from their native town, leaving
+behind them scarcely a trace of their footsteps.
+
+Then the town pitied their want of wisdom in taking such a step.
+'Rashness; they would have made a better income in Hocbridge, where
+they are known! There is no doubt that they would.'
+
+But what is Wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring
+about any end necessary to happiness.
+
+Yet whether one's end be the usual end--a wealthy position in life--
+or no, the name of wisdom is seldom applied but to the means to that
+usual end.
+
+
+
+II. THE EVENTS OF A FORTNIGHT
+
+1. THE NINTH OF JULY
+
+The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the
+climax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide
+expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper,
+as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of
+sheep reclining under trees a little way off appeared of a pale blue
+colour. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun
+upon their deep red flowers. All waggons and carts were moved to
+the shade by their careful owners, rain-water butts fell to pieces;
+well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to
+preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water
+seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the
+peasantry who toiled or idled there.
+
+To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery,
+is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new
+sensations from an old experience--a healthy sign, rare in these
+feverish days--the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature.
+
+Both brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably.
+They watched the undulating corn-lands, monotonous to all their
+companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its
+angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and
+dry--the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing
+themselves as circles of smooth bare soil, over-run by a net-work of
+innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs,
+abruptly terminating beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-
+hipped, rich-coloured cows, with backs horizontal and straight as
+the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of
+the sea now interested them, which became more and more frequent
+till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Budmouth.
+
+'The whole town is looking out for us,' had been Graye's impression
+throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Gradfield--the only man who
+had been directly informed of his coming--and found that Mr.
+Gradfield had forgotten it.
+
+However, arrangements were made with this gentleman--a stout,
+active, grey-bearded burgher of sixty--by which Owen was to commence
+work in his office the following week.
+
+The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertisement
+appended:--
+
+'A YOUNG LADY is desirous of meeting with an ENGAGEMENT as GOVERNESS
+or COMPANION. She is competent to teach English, French, and Music.
+Satisfactory references--Address, C. G., Post-Office, Budmouth.'
+
+It seemed a more material existence than her own that she saw thus
+delineated on the paper. 'That can't be myself; how odd I look!'
+she said, and smiled.
+
+2. JULY THE ELEVENTH
+
+On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Budmouth, Owen Graye
+attended at Mr. Gradfield's office to enter upon his duties, and his
+sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time.
+
+Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted
+cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of
+scene--and that to untravelled eyes--conjoined with the sensation of
+freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature
+ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives.
+Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than
+to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation
+that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away
+the capacity for pleasure.
+
+Her expectations from the advertisement began to be extravagant. A
+thriving family, who had always sadly needed her, was already
+definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its exuberance, led her
+on to picturing its individual members, their possible
+peculiarities, virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the
+recollection that she would be separated from her brother.
+
+Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes
+fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth
+finger by symbol-loving girlhood of this age is, it seems, very
+frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic
+ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became
+directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair,
+and taking hold of the fourth finger, which had attracted her
+attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at
+the smooth and tapering member for a long time.
+
+She whispered idly, 'I wonder who and what he will be?
+
+'If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just
+with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and
+the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I
+shall hardly know it is there--looking delightfully into my eyes all
+the time.
+
+'If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn
+round, take the ring as if it equalled her Majesty's crown in value,
+and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes
+unflinchingly upon what he is doing--just as if he stood in battle
+before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of course),
+and blush as much as I shall.
+
+'If he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way,
+and deck it out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of
+expression about his mouth, as sailors do: kiss it, perhaps, with a
+simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at
+the very height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying,
+"Ah! they are happy now!"
+
+'If he should be rather a poor man--noble-minded and affectionate,
+but still poor--'
+
+Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs, interrupted this
+fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself
+for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of
+their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make
+tea.
+
+Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr.
+Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. Almost before they had
+sat down to table, she began cross-examining him in the regular
+sisterly way.
+
+'Well, Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place
+like--do you think you will like Mr Gradfield?'
+
+'O yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head
+draughtsman with me.'
+
+Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a
+moment's notice the drama of whosoever's life they choose.
+Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Gradfield to his
+representative.
+
+'What sort of a man is he?'
+
+'He seems a very nice fellow indeed; though of course I can hardly
+tell to a certainty as yet. But I think he's a very worthy fellow;
+there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man
+he has read widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in
+books and art. In fact, his knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as
+most professional men's.'
+
+'That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all professional
+men they are, as a rule, the most professional.'
+
+'Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of
+mind, I think.'
+
+'Has the managing clerk any family?' she mildly asked, after a
+while, pouring out some more tea.
+
+'Family; no!'
+
+'Well, dear Owen, how should I know?'
+
+'Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a
+conversation about women going on in the office, and I heard him say
+what he should wish his wife to be like.'
+
+'What would he wish his wife to be like?' she said, with great
+apparent lack of interest.
+
+'O, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loth
+to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he
+said, that must be in her; she must have womanly cleverness. "And
+yet I should like her to blush if only a cock-sparrow were to look
+at her hard," he said, "which brings me back to the girl again: and
+so I flit backwards and forwards. I must have what comes, I
+suppose," he said, "and whatever she may be, thank God she's no
+worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence," he
+said, "a child among pleasures, and a woman among pains was the
+rough outline of his requirement."'
+
+'Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be.'
+
+'He did, indeed.'
+
+3. FROM THE TWELFTH TO THE FIFTEENTH OF JULY
+
+As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they
+have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any
+important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted
+crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever
+length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to
+it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the
+young architectural designer's image became very pervasive. The
+next evening this subject was again renewed.
+
+'His name is Springrove,' said Owen, in reply to her. 'He is a
+thorough artist, but a man of rather humble origin, it seems, who
+has made himself so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or
+something of the kind.'
+
+'Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose.'
+
+'None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually
+meeting people going up.' But Owen had felt that Springrove was a
+little the worse nevertheless.
+
+'Of course he's rather old by this time.'
+
+'O no. He's about six-and-twenty--not more.'
+
+'Ah, I see. . . . What is he like, Owen?'
+
+'I can't exactly tell you his appearance: 'tis always such a
+difficult thing to do.'
+
+'A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should
+describe as short, I fancy.'
+
+'I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see
+him sitting in the office, of course I am not certain about his form
+and figure.'
+
+'I wish you were, then.'
+
+'Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see.'
+
+'Of course not, you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in
+the street to-day whom I fancied was he--and yet, I don't see how it
+could be, either. He had light brown hair, a snub nose, very round
+face, and a peculiar habit of reducing his eyes to straight lines
+when he looked narrowly at anything.'
+
+'O no. That was not he, Cytherea.'
+
+'Not a bit like him in all probability.'
+
+'Not a bit. He has dark hair--almost a Grecian nose, regular teeth,
+and an intellectual face, as nearly as I can recall to mind.'
+
+'Ah, there now, Owen, you HAVE described him! But I suppose he's
+not generally called pleasing, or--'
+
+'Handsome?'
+
+'I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he
+handsome?'
+
+'Rather.'
+
+'His tout ensemble is striking?'
+
+'Yes--O no, no--I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his
+waistcoat, and neck-ties, and hair.'
+
+'How vexing!. . . it must be to himself, poor thing.'
+
+'He's a thorough bookworm--despises the pap-and-daisy school of
+verse--knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes.
+Indeed, he's a poet himself in a small way.'
+
+'How delicious!' she said. 'I have never known a poet.'
+
+'And you don't know him,' said Owen dryly.
+
+She reddened. 'Of course I don't. I know that.'
+
+'Have you received any answer to your advertisement?' he inquired.
+
+'Ah--no!' she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had
+showed itself in her face at different times during the day, became
+visible again.
+
+Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt
+more of the head draughtsman. He and Graye had become very
+friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some
+poems of his--some serious and sad--some humorous--which had
+appeared in the poets' corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen
+showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them
+carefully and to think them very beautiful.
+
+'Yes--Springrove's no fool,' said Owen sententiously.
+
+'No fool!--I should think he isn't, indeed,' said Cytherea, looking
+up from the paper in quite an excitement: 'to write such verses as
+these!'
+
+'What logic are you chopping, Cytherea? Well, I don't mean on
+account of the verses, because I haven't read them; but for what he
+said when the fellows were talking about falling in love.'
+
+'Which you will tell me?'
+
+'He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to
+a sweetheart, like a man who has caught something in the dark. He
+doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird, and takes it to the
+light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she
+is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a
+prize. Sometime later he ponders whether she is the right kind of
+prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind--he has called her his, and
+must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, "Has she the
+temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not
+to do without?" He finds it is all wrong, and then comes the
+tussle--'
+
+'Do they marry and live happily?'
+
+'Who? O, the supposed pair. I think he said--well, I really forget
+what he said.'
+
+'That IS stupid of you!' said the young lady with dismay.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'But he's a satirist--I don't think I care about him now.'
+
+'There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an
+impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his
+rashness in some love affair.'
+
+Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses
+again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove
+had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Gradfield's in a
+fortnight to push his fortunes in London.
+
+An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart.
+Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought,
+concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic
+enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if
+she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this
+question, she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news.
+
+4. JULY THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+A very popular local excursion by steamboat to Lulstead Cove was
+announced through the streets of Budmouth one Thursday morning by
+the weak-voiced town-crier, to start at six o'clock the same day.
+The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the
+kind offered to them, Owen and Cytherea went with the rest.
+
+They had reached the Cove, and had walked landward for nearly an
+hour over the hill which rose beside the strand, when Graye
+recollected that two or three miles yet further inland from this
+spot was an interesting mediaeval ruin. He was already familiar
+with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological
+work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined
+to verify some theory he had formed respecting it. Concluding that
+there would be just sufficient time for him to go there and return
+before the boat had left the shore, he parted from Cytherea on the
+hill, struck downwards, and then up a heathery valley.
+
+She remained on the summit where he had left her till the time of
+his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around.
+Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open Channel,
+reflecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky
+overhead, and dotted in the foreground by half-a-dozen small craft
+of contrasting rig, their sails graduating in hue from extreme
+whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colours varied again
+in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun.
+
+Presently the distant bell from the boat was heard, warning the
+passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the
+harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, becoming
+intermingled with, though not marred by, the brush of the waves when
+their crests rolled over--at the point where the check of the
+shallows was first felt--and then thinned away up the slope of
+pebbles and sand.
+
+She turned her face landward and strained her eyes to discern, if
+possible, some sign of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the
+strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay
+at the back of the hill in this direction was blazing with the
+western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the
+heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the
+slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its
+shades. The light so intensified the colours that they seemed to
+stand above the surface of the earth and float in mid-air like an
+exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the hillocks and
+ridges which diversified the contour of the basin, but did not
+disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed
+ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress--a
+broad riband of them with the path in their midst winding like a
+stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of the hill,
+and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew
+holly bushes deeper in tint than any shadow about them, whilst the
+whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and
+here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with
+rushes.
+
+The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself,
+and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen
+should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of
+her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, plants, and
+fossils which the locality produced, started off to the sands, and
+mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other
+interesting points around; from the inn, the cottages, and hired
+conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all
+went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels--
+the women being assisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the very
+last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat and
+the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs,
+a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects of
+fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the propelling
+power.
+
+'Now then, missy, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's
+up. Who are you looking for, miss?'
+
+'My brother--he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here
+directly. Could you wait for him--just a minute?'
+
+'Really, I am afraid not, m'm.' Cytherea looked at the stout,
+round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so
+expressive of her own opinion being the same, on reflection, as his,
+and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of
+pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought
+to be--works of supererogation are the only sacrifices that entice
+in this way--and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till
+some among the passengers began to murmur.
+
+'There, never mind,' said Cytherea decisively. 'Go on without me--I
+shall wait for him.'
+
+'Well, 'tis a very awkward thing to leave you here all alone,' said
+the captain. 'I certainly advise you not to wait.'
+
+'He's gone across to the railway station, for certain,' said another
+passenger.
+
+'No--here he is!' Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half
+hidden figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace
+down the ravine which lay between the heath and the shore.
+
+'He can't get here in less than five minutes,' a passenger said.
+'People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if-
+-'
+
+'You see, sir,' said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, 'since
+'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a
+minute, now he's in sight. Suppose, now, you were a young woman, as
+might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an
+evening upon this here wild lonely shore, like her, why you'd want
+us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would.'
+
+The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this
+remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff
+immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps
+were now heard striking sharply upon the flinty road at a distance
+of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behind the escarpment.
+To save time, Cytherea prepared to ascend the plank.
+
+'Let me give you my hand, miss,' said Captain Jacobs.
+
+'No--please don't touch me,' said she, ascending cautiously by
+sliding one foot forward two or three inches, bringing up the other
+behind it, and so on alternately--her lips compressed by
+concentration on the feat, her eyes glued to the plank, her hand to
+the rope, and her immediate thought to the fact of the distressing
+narrowness of her footing. Steps now shook the lower end of the
+board, and in an instant were up to her heels with a bound.
+
+'O, Owen, I am so glad you are come!' she said without turning.
+'Don't, don't shake the plank or touch me, whatever you do. . . .
+There, I am up. Where have you been so long?' she continued, in a
+lower tone, turning round to him as she reached the top.
+
+Raising her eyes from her feet, which, standing on the firm deck,
+demanded her attention no longer, she acquired perceptions of the
+new-comer in the following order: unknown trousers; unknown
+waistcoat; unknown face. The man was not her brother, but a total
+stranger.
+
+Off went the plank; the paddles started, stopped, backed, pattered
+in confusion, then revolved decisively, and the boat passed out into
+deep water.
+
+One or two persons had said, 'How d'ye do, Mr. Springrove?' and
+looked at Cytherea, to see how she bore her disappointment. Her
+ears had but just caught the name of the head draughtsman, when she
+saw him advancing directly to address her.
+
+'Miss Graye, I believe?' he said, lifting his hat.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, colouring, and trying not to look guilty of a
+surreptitious knowledge of him.
+
+'I am Mr. Springrove. I passed Corvsgate Castle about an hour ago,
+and soon afterwards met your brother going that way. He had been
+deceived in the distance, and was about to turn without seeing the
+ruin, on account of a lameness that had come on in his leg or foot.
+I proposed that he should go on, since he had got so near; and
+afterwards, instead of walking back to the boat, get across to
+Anglebury Station--a shorter walk for him--where he could catch the
+late train, and go directly home. I could let you know what he had
+done, and allay any uneasiness.'
+
+'Is the lameness serious, do you know?'
+
+'O no; simply from over-walking himself. Still, it was just as well
+to ride home.'
+
+Relieved from her apprehensions on Owen's score, she was able
+slightly to examine the appearance of her informant--Edward
+Springrove--who now removed his hat for a while, to cool himself.
+He was rather above her brother's height. Although the upper part
+of his face and head was handsomely formed, and bounded by lines of
+sufficiently masculine regularity, his brows were somewhat too
+softly arched, and finely pencilled for one of his sex; without
+prejudice, however, to the belief which the sum total of his
+features inspired--that though they did not prove that the man who
+thought inside them would do much in the world, men who had done
+most of all had had no better ones. Across his forehead, otherwise
+perfectly smooth, ran one thin line, the healthy freshness of his
+remaining features expressing that it had come there prematurely.
+
+Though some years short of the age at which the clear spirit bids
+good-bye to the last infirmity of noble mind, and takes to house-
+hunting and investments, he had reached the period in a young man's
+life when episodic periods, with a hopeful birth and a disappointing
+death, have begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of
+generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, 'I have already
+thought out the issue of such conditions as these we are
+experiencing.' At other times he wore an abstracted look: 'I seem
+to have lived through this moment before.'
+
+He was carelessly dressed in dark grey, wearing a rolled-up black
+kerchief as a neck-cloth; the knot of which was disarranged, and
+stood obliquely--a deposit of white dust having lodged in the
+creases.
+
+'I am sorry for your disappointment,' he continued, glancing into
+her face. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually
+locked together, and the single instant only which good breeding
+allows as the length of such a look, became trebled: a clear
+penetrating ray of intelligence had shot from each into each, giving
+birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to
+the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compliment
+passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the
+conviction, 'A tie has begun to unite us.'
+
+Both faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much
+in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the young
+architect of his sister as freely as to Cytherea of the young
+architect.
+
+A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the
+parties engaged because it consisted only of the most trivial and
+commonplace remarks. Then the band of harps and violins struck up a
+lively melody, and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping
+beneath the horizon during the proceeding, and the moon showing
+herself at their stern. The sea was so calm, that the soft hiss
+produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind
+the paddles could be distinctly heard. The passengers who did not
+dance, including Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence,
+leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof--noticing the
+trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance--watching the waves
+from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's
+edges.
+
+Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Budmouth harbour,
+sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in opposition to the
+shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which
+reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced
+themselves to sparkles as fine as gold dust.
+
+'I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train
+arrives,' said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed.
+
+She thanked him much.
+
+'Perhaps we might walk together,' he suggested hesitatingly. She
+looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by
+showing the way.
+
+They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month
+the particular train selected for Graye's return had ceased to stop
+at Anglebury station.
+
+'I am very sorry I misled him,' said Springrove.
+
+'O, I am not alarmed at all,' replied Cytherea.
+
+'Well, it's sure to be all right--he will sleep there, and come by
+the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?'
+
+'I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is very friendly. I
+must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove.'
+
+'Let me go round to your door with you?' he pleaded.
+
+'No, thank you; we live close by.'
+
+He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back.
+But she was inexorable.
+
+'Don't--forget me,' he murmured. She did not answer.
+
+'Let me see you sometimes,' he said.
+
+'Perhaps you never will again--I am going away,' she replied in
+lingering tones; and turning into Cross Street, ran indoors and
+upstairs.
+
+The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous at first, is often
+felt as an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the
+maiden. More, too, after a meeting so pleasant and so enkindling,
+she had seemed to imply that they would never come together again.
+
+The young man softly followed her, stood opposite the house and
+watched her come into the upper room with the light. Presently his
+gaze was cut short by her approaching the window and pulling down
+the blind--Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless
+sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to have
+felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his
+inexperience, that it would return no more.
+
+He waited till her shadow had twice crossed the window, when,
+finding the charming outline was not to be expected again, he left
+the street, crossed the harbour-bridge, and entered his own solitary
+chamber on the other side, vaguely thinking as he went (for
+undefined reasons),
+
+ 'One hope is too like despair
+ For prudence to smother.'
+
+
+
+III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF JULY
+
+But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward
+Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the
+fascinating attributes of a first experience, not succeeding to or
+displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up
+entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale
+blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before.
+
+His parting words, 'Don't forget me,' she repeated to herself a
+hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably
+commonplace, she could not help toying with them,--looking at them
+from all points, and investing them with meanings of love and
+faithfulness,--ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables
+wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached
+instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours
+after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten
+will sport with a dove, pleasantly and smoothly through easy
+attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises.
+
+To turn now to the more material media through which this story
+moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a
+circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and
+important position between the past and the future of the persons
+herein concerned.
+
+At breakfast time, just as Cytherea had again seen the postman pass
+without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had
+fully expected he would do, Owen entered the room.
+
+'Well,' he said, kissing her, 'you have not been alarmed, of course.
+Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no
+train?'
+
+'Yes, it was all clear. But what is the lameness owing to?'
+
+'I don't know--nothing. It has quite gone off now . . . Cytherea,
+I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fellow, you know.'
+
+'Yes. I think he is, except that--'
+
+'It happened just to the purpose that I should meet him there,
+didn't it? And when I reached the station and learnt that I could
+not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk
+home, and went about five miles along a path beside the railway. It
+then struck me that I might not be fit for anything today if I
+walked and aggravated the bothering foot, so I looked for a place to
+sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually
+got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to
+take me in.'
+
+They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned.
+
+'You didn't get much sleep at the gate-house last night, I'm afraid,
+Owen,' said his sister.
+
+'To tell the truth, I didn't. I was in such very close and narrow
+quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had
+only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by-the-bye, Cythie, I have such
+an extraordinary thing to tell you in connection with this man!--by
+Jove, I had nearly forgotten it! But I'll go straight on. As I was
+saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford
+to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer
+one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rough pallet for himself
+on the floor close beside me. Well, I could not sleep for my life,
+and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one
+thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the
+early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked continually
+in his sleep, and occasionally struck out with his limbs at
+something or another, knocking against the post of the bedstead and
+making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory
+that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming
+about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. He
+begged my pardon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let
+fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had
+once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same
+name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting.
+The affair had occurred years and years ago; but what I had said had
+made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What
+was the word? I said. "Cytherea," he said. What was the story? I
+asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man in London
+he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had saved up, and opened
+a little inn at Hammersmith. One evening, after the inn had been
+open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighbourhood ran
+off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire.
+
+'Not a soul remained in his parlour besides himself, and he began
+picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had hastily
+relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen
+came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself--Miss
+Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young lady if she would wait,
+and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass-pane in
+the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord
+to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious
+awkwardness and melancholy about the behaviour of the girl who
+called, caused my informant to look frequently at her through the
+partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face
+buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a
+house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by
+name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between
+them:--
+
+'"Why have you not brought him?"
+
+'"He is ill; he is not likely to live through the night."
+
+'At this announcement from the elderly woman, the young lady fell to
+the floor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord
+ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would they could not
+for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be
+much alarmed. "Who is she?" the innkeeper said to the other woman.
+"I know her," the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The
+elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers.
+
+'She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of
+an inquisitive turn), that in her half-bewildered state he might get
+some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to
+her ear, and said sharply, "What's your name?" "To catch a woman
+napping is difficult, even when she's half dead; but I did it," says
+the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately--
+
+'"Cytherea"--and stopped suddenly.'
+
+'My own name!' said Cytherea.
+
+'Yes--your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be
+equally with Jane a name she had invented for the occasion, that
+they might not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously
+uttered, for she added directly afterwards: "O, what have I said!"
+and was quite overcome again--this time with fright. Her vexation
+that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was
+very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident
+that to blind the woman was her main object. He also learnt from
+words the elderly woman casually dropped, that meetings of the same
+kind had been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disant
+Miss Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this dependent
+or confederate till then.
+
+'She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first sending off her
+companion peremptorily (which was another odd thing), she left the
+house, offering the landlord all the money she had to say nothing
+about the circumstance. He has never seen her since, according to
+his own account. I said to him again and again, "Did you find any
+more particulars afterwards?" "Not a syllable," he said. O, he
+should never hear any more of that! too many years had passed since
+it happened. "At any rate, you found out her surname?" I said.
+"Well, well, that's my secret," he went on. "Perhaps I should never
+have been in this part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I
+failed as a publican, you know." I imagine the situation of gateman
+was given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence; but I
+can't say. "Ah, yes!" he said, with a long breath. "I have never
+heard that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and then
+there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young lady lying
+in a fainting fit." He then stopped talking and fell asleep.
+Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Ancient
+Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another sound for the
+remainder of the night. Now isn't that an odd story?'
+
+'It is indeed,' Cytherea murmured. 'Very, very strange.'
+
+'Why should she have said your most uncommon name?' continued Owen.
+'The man was evidently truthful, for there was not motive sufficient
+for his invention of such a tale, and he could not have done it
+either.'
+
+Cytherea looked long at her brother. 'Don't you recognize anything
+else in connection with the story?' she said.
+
+'What?' he asked.
+
+'Do you remember what poor papa once let drop--that Cytherea was the
+name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, who so mysteriously
+renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me that this was the same
+woman.'
+
+'O no--not likely,' said her brother sceptically.
+
+'How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in
+England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?'
+
+'Eighteen hundred and thirty-five.'
+
+'And when were the Houses of Parliament burnt?--stop, I can tell
+you.' She searched their little stock of books for a list of dates,
+and found one in an old school history.
+
+'The Houses of Parliament were burnt down in the evening of the
+sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four.'
+
+'Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father,' remarked Owen.
+
+They were silent. 'If papa had been alive, what a wonderful
+absorbing interest this story would have had for him,' said Cytherea
+by-and-by. 'And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have
+searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never
+found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover
+more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to
+Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the
+opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told
+us. What could have been the secret, Owen?'
+
+'Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this
+way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all--a
+family story to tell our friends if we ever have any. But we shall
+never know any more of the episode now--trust our fates for that.'
+
+Cytherea sat silently thinking.
+
+'There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?'
+he continued.
+
+'None.'
+
+'I could see that by your looks when I came in.'
+
+'Fancy not getting a single one,' she said sadly. 'Surely there
+must be people somewhere who want governesses?'
+
+'Yes; but those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them
+mostly by friends' recommendations; whilst those who want them, and
+can't afford to have them, make use of their poor relations.'
+
+'What shall I do?'
+
+'Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the difficulty
+trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you,
+Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do
+not amount to much truly; but then many mechanics have no more, and
+we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics. . . It is a
+meagre narrow life we are drifting into,' he added gloomily, 'but it
+is a degree more tolerable than the worrying sensation of all the
+world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Hocbridge.'
+
+'I couldn't go back there again,' she said.
+
+'Nor I. O, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did quite
+right in dropping out of the world.' The sneering tones of the
+remark were almost too laboured to be real. 'Besides,' he
+continued, 'something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish
+my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two
+months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is
+uncertain.'
+
+'I wish I could get something to do; and I must too,' she said
+firmly. 'Suppose, as is very probable, you are not wanted after the
+beginning of October--the time Mr. Gradfield mentioned--what should
+we do if I were dependent on you only throughout the winter?'
+
+They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be
+supposed to earn a decent livelihood--more or less convenient and
+feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising
+had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea
+was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so
+inexperienced a being as herself was a qualified governess; and had
+a fancy that this presumption of hers might be one reason why no
+ladies applied. The new and humbler attempt appeared in the
+following form:--
+
+'NURSERY GOVERNESS OR USEFUL COMPANION. A young person wishes to
+hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very
+moderate. She is a good needle-woman--Address G., 3 Cross Street,
+Budmouth.'
+
+In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and
+down the Parade for a while. Soon they met Springrove, said a few
+words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face
+had become crimson. Rather oddly they met Springrove again in a few
+minutes. This time the three walked a little way together, Edward
+ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought to the
+reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom
+his gaze was mostly resting, and who was attentively listening--
+looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said that
+men love with their eyes; women with their ears.
+
+As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and
+as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age,
+it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find
+a reason for continuing near Cytherea by saying some nice new thing.
+He thought of a new thing; he proposed a pull across the bay. This
+was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the
+gaily painted boats moored alongside and sheered off. Cytherea sat
+in the stern steering.
+
+They rowed that evening; the next came, and with it the necessity of
+rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting
+in the stern with the tiller ropes in her hand. The curves of her
+figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect
+continuation, as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and
+sinking, seeming to form with it an organic whole.
+
+Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe.
+Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen
+Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull off after him with a pair
+of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to
+do finished rowing before a parade full of promenaders when there
+was a little swell on, and with the rudder unshipped in addition, he
+begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She
+stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus
+passed the fifth evening on the water.
+
+But the sympathetic pair were thrown into still closer
+companionship, and much more exclusive connection.
+
+2. JULY THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+It was a sad time for Cytherea--the last day of Springrove's
+management at Gradfield's, and the last evening before his return
+from Budmouth to his father's house, previous to his departure for
+London.
+
+Graye had been requested by the architect to survey a plot of land
+nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would
+occupy him the whole day, and prevent his returning till late in the
+evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of
+sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her
+brother's absence. Mid-day found her restless and miserable under
+this arrangement. All the afternoon she sat alone, looking out of
+the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoping she scarcely knew
+what. Half-past five o'clock came--the end of Springrove's official
+day. Two minutes later Springrove walked by.
+
+She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could
+endure no longer. She had hoped--while affecting to fear--that
+Edward would have found some reason or other for calling, but it
+seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself she went out, when
+the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon
+her in the street at the first turning, and, like the Great Duke
+Ferdinand in 'The Statue and the Bust'--
+
+ 'He looked at her as a lover can;
+ She looked at him as one who awakes--
+ The past was a sleep, and her life began.'
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said impulsively.
+
+How blissful it all is at first. Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in
+the course of love which can truly be called Eden-like is that which
+prevails immediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has
+set in--at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by
+name, and before the consideration of what this love is, has given
+birth to the consideration of what difficulties it tends to create;
+when on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in
+picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights, and soft morning
+shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress,
+which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special
+position, the giver of one bright particular glance, and the speaker
+of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful
+over what she says and does, lest she should be misconstrued or
+under-rated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair.
+
+'Shall we have a boat?' he said again, more softly, seeing that to
+his first question she had not answered, but looked uncertainly at
+the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a
+series of minute blushes, left off in the midst of them, and showed
+the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions.
+
+Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of
+habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed
+that a row on the water was, under any circumstances, a natural
+thing. Without another word being spoken on either side, they went
+down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid
+noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore.
+
+They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle-shell,
+and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers.
+The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls, when his
+hands came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her
+that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he
+was going to clasp his arms round her. The sensation grew so strong
+that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those
+critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon;
+then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to
+her natural position again. At this instant he again leant forward
+to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An
+involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a
+vehement pull at the tiller-rope, which brought the boat's head
+round till they stood directly for shore.
+
+His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her
+look askance, now left her; he perceived the direction in which they
+were going.
+
+'Why, you have completely turned the boat, Miss Graye?' he said,
+looking over his shoulder. 'Look at our track on the water--a great
+semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see.'
+
+She looked attentively. 'Is it my fault or yours?' she inquired.
+'Mine, I suppose?'
+
+'I can't help saying that it is yours.'
+
+She dropped the ropes decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of
+vexation at the answer.
+
+'Why do you let go?'
+
+'I do it so badly.'
+
+'O no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to
+return?'
+
+'Yes, if you please.'
+
+'Of course, then, I will at once.'
+
+'I fear what the people will think of us--going in such absurd
+directions, and all through my wretched steering.'
+
+'Never mind what the people think.' A pause. 'You surely are not
+so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?'
+
+Those words might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by
+him to her; but never mind. For almost the first time in her life
+she felt the charming sensation, although on such an insignificant
+subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved.
+Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not
+have had the intellectual independence to answer a woman thus. She
+replied quietly and honestly--as honestly as when she had stated the
+contrary fact a minute earlier--
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'I'll unship the tiller that you may have nothing to do going back
+but to hold your parasol,' he continued, and arose to perform the
+operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against
+the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his hands astern. His
+warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he
+was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of
+something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that
+something was--she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But
+he flung a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and
+they sped in a straight line towards the shore.
+
+Cytherea saw that he noted in her face what had passed in her heart,
+and that noting it, he continued as decided as before. She was
+inwardly distressed. She had not meant him to translate her words
+about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended
+him to learn her secret; but more than all she was not able to
+endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved.
+
+There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore;
+he would say good-night, go to London to-morrow, and the miserable
+She would lose him for ever. She did not quite suppose what was the
+fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his
+mind.
+
+They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now
+waiting for a 'smooth' to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must
+not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reasoning. She was equal to
+the occasion--ladies are--and delivered the god--
+
+'Do you want very much to land, Mr. Springrove?' she said, letting
+her young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little.
+
+'I? Not at all,' said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry
+which a slight twinkle of his eye half belied. 'But you do?'
+
+'I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant
+evening,' she said gently and sweetly, 'I should like a little
+longer row if you don't mind? I'll try to steer better than before
+if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard.'
+
+It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, 'We
+understand each other--ah, we do, darling!' turned the boat, and
+pulled back into the Bay once more.
+
+'Now steer wherever you will,' he said, in a low voice. 'Never mind
+the directness of the course--wherever you will.'
+
+'Shall it be Creston Shore?' she said, pointing to a stretch of
+beach northward from Budmouth Esplanade.
+
+'Creston Shore certainly,' he responded, grasping the sculls. She
+took the strings daintily, and they wound away to the left.
+
+For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip
+of the oars, and their movement in the rowlocks. Springrove at
+length spoke.
+
+'I must go away to-morrow,' he said tentatively.
+
+'Yes,' she replied faintly.
+
+'To endeavour to advance a little in my profession in London.'
+
+'Yes,' she said again, with the same preoccupied softness.
+
+'But I shan't advance.'
+
+'Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that
+an architect's work is another man's play.'
+
+'Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon
+mastering it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who
+get rich need have no skill at all as artists.'
+
+'What need they have?'
+
+'A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for art
+possess very seldom indeed--an earnestness in making acquaintances,
+and a love for using them. They give their whole attention to the
+art of dining out, after mastering a few rudimentary facts to serve
+up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man likely
+to make a name?'
+
+'You seem a man likely to make a mistake.'
+
+'What's that?'
+
+'To give too much room to the latent feeling which is rather common
+in these days among the unappreciated, that because some remarkably
+successful men are fools, all remarkably unsuccessful men are
+geniuses.'
+
+'Pretty subtle for a young lady,' he said slowly. 'From that remark
+I should fancy you had bought experience.'
+
+She passed over the idea. 'Do try to succeed,' she said, with
+wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him.
+
+Springrove flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and
+mused. 'Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what I despise, to
+be in the fashion,' he said at last. . . 'Well, when I found all
+this out that I was speaking of, what ever do you think I did? From
+having already loved verse passionately, I went on to read it
+continually; then I went rhyming myself. If anything on earth ruins
+a man for useful occupation, and for content with reasonable success
+in a profession or trade, it is the habit of writing verses on
+emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want
+of nourishment.'
+
+'Do you write poems now?' she said.
+
+'None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the
+usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass
+through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or
+thinking they are ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world
+worth living for.'
+
+'Then the difference between a common man and a recognized poet is,
+that one has been deluded, and cured of his delusion, and the other
+continues deluded all his days.'
+
+'Well, there's just enough truth in what you say, to make the remark
+unbearable. However, it doesn't matter to me now that I "meditate
+the thankless Muse" no longer, but. . .' He paused, as if
+endeavouring to think what better thing he did.
+
+Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and
+their startling harmony with the present situation suggested the
+fancy that he was 'sporting' with her, and brought an awkward
+contemplativeness to her face.
+
+Springrove guessed her thoughts, and in answer to them simply said
+'Yes.' Then they were silent again.
+
+'If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made
+arrangements for leaving,' he resumed.
+
+Such levity, superimposed on the notion of 'sport', was intolerable
+to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side
+of her attachment, though the most devoted lover has all the time a
+vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and
+frittering away his time.
+
+'But will you not try again to get on in your profession? Try once
+more; do try once more,' she murmured. 'I am going to try again. I
+have advertised for something to do.'
+
+'Of course I will,' he said, with an eager gesture and smile. 'But
+we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended
+upon the accident of a fire in Pudding Lane. My successes seem to
+come very slowly. I often think, that before I am ready to live, it
+will be time for me to die. However, I am trying--not for fame now,
+but for an easy life of reasonable comfort.'
+
+It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in proportion
+as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for
+conjugal love of the highest and purest kind, they limit the
+possibility of their being able to exercise it--the very act putting
+out of their power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage.
+The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to
+its solemn extreme; the man who has learnt that has had no time to
+get rich.
+
+'And if you should fail--utterly fail to get that reasonable
+wealth,' she said earnestly, 'don't be perturbed. The truly great
+stand upon no middle ledge; they are either famous or unknown.'
+
+'Unknown,' he said, 'if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a
+sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and
+exclusive.'
+
+'Yes; and I am afraid from that, that my remark was but
+discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not
+quite right in--'
+
+'It depends entirely upon what is meant by being truly great. But
+the long and the short of the matter is, that men must stick to a
+thing if they want to succeed in it--not giving way to over-much
+admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's
+borders; which I am afraid has been my case.' He looked into the
+far distance and paused.
+
+Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to ensure success
+is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also
+found in them a power--commonplace in its nature, but rare in such
+combination--the power of assuming to conviction that in the
+outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own,
+there are bitternesses equally great--unperceived simply on account
+of their remoteness.
+
+
+
+They were opposite Ringsworth Shore. The cliffs here were formed of
+strata completely contrasting with those of the further side of the
+Bay, whilst in and beneath the water hard boulders had taken the
+place of sand and shingle, between which, however, the sea glided
+noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so
+strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away,
+leaving the water of that rare glassy smoothness which is unmarked
+even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and
+blues of divers shades were reflected from this mirror accordingly
+as each undulation sloped east or west. They could see the rocky
+bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of
+various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a
+silvery and spangled radiance upwards to their eyes.
+
+At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of
+encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat
+had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a
+contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something
+from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution
+hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amidships he came and
+gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the
+stern.
+
+She breathed more quickly and warmly: he took her right hand in his
+own right: it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her
+neck till it came round upon her left cheek: it was not thrust
+away. Lightly pressing her, he brought her face and mouth towards
+his own; when, at this the very brink, some unaccountable thought or
+spell within him suddenly made him halt--even now, and as it seemed
+as much to himself as to her, he timidly whispered 'May I?'
+
+Her endeavour was to say No, so denuded of its flesh and sinews that
+its nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from
+so near the affirmative frontier as to be affected with the Yes
+accent. It was thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter
+of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like
+the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with its
+mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word
+she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense
+as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was
+so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a pulsation:
+pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a
+longer kiss.
+
+It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The 'bloom'
+and the 'purple light' were strong on the lineaments of both. Their
+hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips.
+
+'I love you, and you love me, Cytherea!' he whispered.
+
+She did not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around
+them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent
+shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss,
+were all 'many a voice of one delight,' and in unison with each
+other.
+
+But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been
+connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier.
+'I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would
+work at the meanest, honest trade to be near you--much less claim
+you as mine; I would--anything. But I have not told you all; it is
+not this; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you
+forgive as you can love?' She was alarmed to see that he had become
+pale with the question.
+
+'No--do not speak,' he said. 'I have kept something from you, which
+has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right--to
+love you; but I did it. Something forbade--'
+
+'What?' she exclaimed.
+
+'Something forbade me--till the kiss--yes, till the kiss came; and
+now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . I
+must, however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest,
+you had better go indoors whilst I meet him at the station, and
+explain everything.'
+
+Cytherea's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. O, if she had known
+of this sequel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier
+of mere acquaintanceship--never, never!
+
+'Will you not explain to me?' she faintly urged. Doubt--indefinite,
+carking doubt had taken possession of her.
+
+'Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily,' he said tenderly. 'My
+only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I
+may tell an untrue story. It may be that there is nothing to tell.
+I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. Forgive me,
+sweet--forgive me.' Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not
+answer him. He returned to his place and took to the oars.
+
+They again made for the distant Esplanade, now, with its line of
+houses, lying like a dark grey band against the light western sky.
+The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew
+nearer their destination, Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly
+with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear
+as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the
+long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small
+and yellow, and seeming to send long tap-roots of fire quivering
+down deep into the sea. By-and-by they reached the landing-steps.
+He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about
+them. It was not relinquished till he reached her door. His
+assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw that
+she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captured sparrow.
+Left alone, he went and seated himself in a chair on the Esplanade.
+
+Neither could she go indoors to her solitary room, feeling as she
+did in such a state of desperate heaviness. When Springrove was out
+of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to
+see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement
+behind him, forgetting herself to marble like Melancholy herself as
+she mused in his neighbourhood unseen. She heard, without heeding,
+the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses
+at her back, from the open windows of which the lamp-light streamed
+to join that of the orange-hued full moon, newly risen over the Bay
+in front. Then Edward began to pace up and down, and Cytherea,
+fearing that he would notice her, hastened homeward, flinging him a
+last look as she passed out of sight. No promise from him to write:
+no request that she herself would do so--nothing but an indefinite
+expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas,
+alas!
+
+When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sitting-room,
+and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light, he discovered
+her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her
+hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and
+succumbed to the unwonted oppressiveness that ever attends full-
+blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her long
+drooping lashes.
+
+ 'Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe,
+ A living death, and ever-dying life.'
+
+'Cytherea,' he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and
+vented an exclamation before recovering her judgment. 'He's gone!'
+she said.
+
+'He has told me all,' said Graye soothingly. 'He is going off early
+to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me,
+and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret.'
+
+'We couldn't help it,' she said, and then jumping up--'Owen, has he
+told you ALL?'
+
+'All of your love from beginning to end,' he said simply.
+
+Edward then had not told more--as he ought to have done: yet she
+could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters.
+She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility
+that he might be deluding her.
+
+'Owen,' she continued, with dignity, 'what is he to me? Nothing. I
+must dismiss such weakness as this--believe me, I will. Something
+far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my
+position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I
+mean to advertise once more.'
+
+'Advertising is no use.'
+
+'This one will be.' He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her
+answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it
+him. 'See what I am going to do,' she said sadly, almost bitterly.
+This was her third effort:--
+
+ 'LADY'S-MAID. Inexperienced. Age eighteen.--G., 3 Cross Street,
+Budmouth.'
+
+Owen--Owen the respectable--looked blank astonishment. He repeated
+in a nameless, varying tone, the two words--
+
+'Lady's-maid!'
+
+'Yes; lady's-maid. 'Tis an honest profession,' said Cytherea
+bravely.
+
+'But YOU, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes, I--who am I?'
+
+'You will never be a lady's-maid--never, I am quite sure.'
+
+'I shall try to be, at any rate.'
+
+'Such a disgrace--'
+
+'Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!' she said, rather
+warmly. 'You know very well--'
+
+'Well, since you will, you must,' he interrupted. 'Why do you put
+"inexperienced?"'
+
+'Because I am.'
+
+'Never mind that--scratch out "inexperienced." We are poor,
+Cytherea, aren't we?' he murmured, after a silence, 'and it seems
+that the two months will close my engagement here.'
+
+'We can put up with being poor,' she said, 'if they only give us
+work to do. . . . Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given us as
+a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful, Owen, and
+never mind!'
+
+In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the
+brighter endurance of women at these epochs--invaluable, sweet,
+angelic, as it is--owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that
+shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van, than to a
+hopefulness intense enough to quell them.
+
+
+
+IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE FOURTH. TILL FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cytherea's last
+note of hope in the way of advertisement--not from a distance of
+hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent--as
+Cytherea seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means
+adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighbourhood of
+that in which she was living--a country mansion not twenty miles
+off. The reply ran thus:--
+
+ KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ August 3, 1864.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is in want of a young person as lady's-maid. The
+duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Budmouth
+on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a place) she
+would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, Esplanade, at four
+o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note.'
+
+
+A little earlier than the time named, Cytherea, clothed in a modest
+bonnet, and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel.
+Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending
+outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colours to her cheeks, and
+restored to her tread a portion of that elasticity which her past
+troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away.
+
+She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar.
+
+'Is Miss Aldclyffe here?' she said to a nicely-dressed barmaid in
+the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains,
+knobs, and clamps of gold, in the background.
+
+'No, she isn't,' said the barmaid, not very civilly. Cytherea
+looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is expected here,' the landlady said to a third
+person, out of sight, in the tone of one who had known for several
+days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. 'Get ready her room--
+be quick.' From the alacrity with which the order was given and
+taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of
+considerable importance.
+
+'You are to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?' the
+landlady inquired.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'The young person had better wait,' continued the landlady. With a
+money-taker's intuition she had rightly divined that Cytherea would
+bring no profit to the house.
+
+Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of
+the building, which appeared to be either bedroom or dayroom, as
+occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the
+first-floor corridor. The prevailing colour of the walls, curtains,
+carpet, and coverings of furniture, was more or less blue, to which
+the cold light coming from the north easterly sky, and falling on a
+wide roof of new slates--the only object the small window commanded-
+-imparted a more striking paleness. But underneath the door,
+communicating with the next room of the suite, gleamed an
+infinitesimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast--a
+very thin line of ruddy light, showing that the sun beamed strongly
+into this room adjoining. The line of radiance was the only
+cheering thing visible in the place.
+
+People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they
+wait; the battle-field of life is temporarily fenced off by a hard
+and fast line--the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the
+streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other side
+as the source of such a beam--reminding her of the well-known good
+deed in a naughty world.
+
+Whilst she watched the particles of dust floating before the
+brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the
+front of the house. Afterwards came the rustle of a lady's skirts
+down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one
+Cytherea occupied.
+
+The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak
+caused by the striking of a match; there was the fall of a light
+footstep on the floor just behind it: then a pause. Then the foot
+tapped impatiently, and 'There's no one here!' was spoken
+imperiously by a lady's tongue.
+
+'No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her,' said the
+attendant.
+
+'That will do--or you needn't go in; I will call her.'
+
+Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the
+chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand
+on the knob, when it slipped round within her fingers, and the door
+was pulled open from the other side.
+
+2. FOUR O'CLOCK
+
+The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the
+crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflections from
+the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the
+floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of
+a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand.
+The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes--fresh from the blue
+gloom, and assisted by an imagination fresh from nature--like a tall
+black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a
+finely-built woman, of spare though not angular proportions.
+
+Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, retreated a
+step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss
+Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary
+and softer light that was reflected from the varnished panels of the
+door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much
+beauty of the majestic autumnal phase.
+
+'O,' said the lady, 'come this way.' Cytherea followed her to the
+embrasure of the window.
+
+Both the women showed off themselves to advantage as they walked
+forward in the orange light; and each showed too in her face that
+she had been struck with her companion's appearance. The warm tint
+added to Cytherea's face a voluptuousness which youth and a simple
+life had not yet allowed to express itself there ordinarily; whilst
+in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which
+might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and
+warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it
+plainly had once possessed.
+
+She appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might
+easily have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear steady
+eyes, a Roman nose in its purest form, and also the round prominent
+chin with which the Caesars are represented in ancient marbles; a
+mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion,
+habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity about the
+lower outlines of the face which gave a masculine cast to this
+portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible
+save in one part--the curve of her forehead and brows--there it was
+clear and emphatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress,
+and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers.
+
+'You inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's-maid
+giving the address, G., Cross Street?'
+
+'Yes, madam. Graye.'
+
+'Yes. I have heard your name--Mrs. Morris, my housekeeper,
+mentioned you, and pointed out your advertisement.'
+
+This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to
+consider it.
+
+'Where did you live last?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I have never been a servant before. I lived at home.'
+
+'Never been out? I thought too at sight of you that you were too
+girlish-looking to have done much. But why did you advertise with
+such assurance? It misleads people.'
+
+'I am very sorry: I put "inexperienced" at first, but my brother
+said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and
+would not let it remain.'
+
+'But your mother knew what was right, I suppose?'
+
+'I have no mother, madam.'
+
+'Your father, then?'
+
+'I have no father.'
+
+'Well,' she said, more softly, 'your sisters, aunts, or cousins.'
+
+'They didn't think anything about it.'
+
+'You didn't ask them, I suppose.'
+
+'No.'
+
+'You should have done so, then. Why didn't you?'
+
+'Because I haven't any of them, either.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe showed her surprise. 'You deserve forgiveness then
+at any rate, child,' she said, in a sort of drily-kind tone.
+'However, I am afraid you do not suit me, as I am looking for an
+elderly person. You see, I want an experienced maid who knows all
+the usual duties of the office.' She was going to add, 'Though I
+like your appearance,' but the words seemed offensive to apply to
+the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, 'though I
+like you much.'
+
+'I am sorry I misled you, madam,' said Cytherea.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying.
+
+'Good afternoon,' continued Cytherea.
+
+'Good-bye, Miss Graye--I hope you will succeed.'
+
+Cytherea turned away towards the door. The movement chanced to be
+one of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as
+was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was
+compatible with beauty.
+
+And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady
+with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember
+Greuze's 'Head of a Girl,' have an idea of Cytherea's look askance
+at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to
+set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible
+average of takes within the year: but the action that tugs the
+hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of
+turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes behind.
+
+Now Miss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea
+had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her
+motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the
+maiden's retreating footsteps. She murmured to herself, 'It is
+almost worth while to be bored with instructing her in order to have
+a creature who could glide round my luxurious indolent body in that
+manner, and look at me in that way--I warrant how light her fingers
+are upon one's head and neck. . . . What a silly modest young thing
+she is, to go away so suddenly as that!' She rang the bell.
+
+'Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again,' she
+said to the attendant. 'Quick! or she will be gone.'
+
+Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her
+history, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the
+household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a
+stranger. When she was recalled she turned back without feeling
+much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not
+seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'You have somebody to refer me to, of course,' the lady said, when
+Cytherea had re-entered the room.
+
+'Yes: Mr. Thorn, a solicitor at Aldbrickham.'
+
+'And are you a clever needlewoman?'
+
+'I am considered to be.'
+
+'Then I think that at any rate I will write to Mr. Thorn,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with a little smile. 'It is true, the whole proceeding
+is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next Monday, and
+neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me. . . .
+Well, I will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory,
+you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in
+readiness to come on Monday.'
+
+When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss Aldclyffe
+asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with
+Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. 'Suppose Mr.
+Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening--and even if so from
+his own imperfect acquaintance with the young creature more than
+from circumstantial knowledge--I shall feel obliged to give her up.
+Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of
+other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable
+enough--yes, I can see that by her face. I like that face of hers.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe put down the pen and left the hotel without writing
+to Mr. Thorn.
+
+
+
+V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. AUGUST THE EIGHTH. MORNING AND AFTERNOON
+
+At post-time on that following Monday morning, Cytherea watched so
+anxiously for the postman, that as the time which must bring him
+narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less
+tangibility than his presence itself. In another second his form
+came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea.
+
+One from Miss Aldclyffe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to
+come on trial: that she would require her to be at Knapwater House
+by Monday evening.
+
+The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the
+bright spot of his life: that her existence was far dearer to him
+than his own: that he had never known what it was to love till he
+had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces
+from time to time; but they all had been weak inclinations towards
+those faces as they then appeared. He loved her past and future, as
+well as her present. He pictured her as a child: he loved her. He
+pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in
+trouble; he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for
+her, without which all love was evanescent.
+
+He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable
+circumstances (a long history, with which it was impossible to
+acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon
+his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their
+parting than he did now--and it was the cause of his abrupt
+behaviour, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an
+honourable way of freeing himself, and the perception had prompted
+him to write. In the meantime might he indulge in the hope of
+possessing her on some bright future day, when by hard labour
+generated from her own encouraging words, he had placed himself in a
+position she would think worthy to be shared with him?
+
+Dear little letter; she huddled it up. So much more important a
+love-letter seems to a girl than to a man. Springrove was
+unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that
+kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who
+loves him without knowing much about him. Springrove already stood
+a cubit higher in her imagination than he did in his shoes.
+
+During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure,
+packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy
+of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her
+involuntarily, like prophesyings from a prophet.
+
+In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway-station, and put
+her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest to
+Knapwater House.
+
+Half-an-hour later she stepped out upon the platform, and found
+nobody there to receive her--though a pony-carriage was waiting
+outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy man in cheerful livery
+running towards her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved
+to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two ways of getting
+rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning
+them. The coachman drowned his.
+
+He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring-waggon
+in about half-an-hour; then helped her into the chaise and drove
+off.
+
+Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortified her
+against the restless timidity she had previously felt concerning
+this new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the
+confident ease of mind which is required for the critical
+observation of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the
+slow decline of the summer days, when the deep, dark, and vacuous
+hot-weather shadows are beginning to be replaced by blue ones that
+have a surface and substance to the eye. They trotted along the
+turnpike road for a distance of about a mile, which brought them
+just outside the village of Carriford, and then turned through large
+lodge-gates, on the heavy stone piers of which stood a pair of
+bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along
+a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the
+form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the
+track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade
+over it, which almost approached gloom--the under surface of the
+lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the
+grass--the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle
+could reach.
+
+'Is that the house?' said Cytherea expectantly, catching sight of a
+grey gable between the trees, and losing it again.
+
+'No; that's the old manor-house--or rather all that's left of it.
+The Aldycliffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty.
+'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't
+care to live there.'
+
+'Why didn't they?'
+
+'Well, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see so much of it has been
+pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a
+small residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses
+stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy.'
+
+'Do they tell any horrid stories about it?'
+
+'No, not a single one.'
+
+'Ah, that's a pity.'
+
+'Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis jest the house for a nice ghastly
+hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Perhaps it
+will have one some day to make it complete; but there's not a word
+of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all that. In
+fact, I couldn't. O no, I couldn't.'
+
+'Why couldn't you?'
+
+'The sounds.'
+
+'What are they?'
+
+'One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear
+that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill
+or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad: now hark.'
+
+He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air
+came the unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot
+unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove.
+
+'There's something awful in the timing o' that sound, ain't there,
+miss?'
+
+'When you say there is, there really seems to be. You said there
+were two--what is the other horrid sound?'
+
+'The pumping-engine. That's close by the Old House, and sends water
+up the hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that
+directly. . . . There, now hark again.'
+
+From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the
+whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half-a-minute,
+with a sousing noise between each: a creak, a souse, then another
+creak, and so on continually.
+
+'Now if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds,
+these would finish him off, don't you think so, miss? That machine
+goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased
+or visited. Ah, it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are
+not very well; though we don't often hear it at the Great House.'
+
+'That sound is certainly very dismal. They might have the wheel
+greased. Does Miss Aldclyffe take any interest in these things?'
+
+'Well, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of
+thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. But now
+he's getten old and very seldom goes there.'
+
+'How many are there in family?'
+
+'Only her father and herself. He's a' old man of seventy.'
+
+'I had thought that Miss Aldclyffe was sole mistress of the
+property, and lived here alone.'
+
+'No, m--' The coachman was continually checking himself thus, being
+about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he
+was only speaking to the new lady's-maid.
+
+'She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid,' he continued, as
+if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordinary humanity.
+'The poor old gentleman has decayed very fast lately.' The man then
+drew a long breath.
+
+'Why did you breathe sadly like that?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Ah!. . . When he's dead peace will be all over with us old
+servants. I expect to see the old house turned inside out.'
+
+'She will marry, do you mean?'
+
+'Marry--not she! I wish she would. No, in her soul she's as
+solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty,
+if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham--he's a relation
+by marriage--yet she's quite distant towards him. And people say
+that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr.
+Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care.
+She's an extraordinary picture of womankind--very extraordinary.'
+
+'In what way besides?'
+
+'You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's-maids this
+last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em
+from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a
+neglectful party at heart, or he'd never permit such overbearen
+goings on!'
+
+'Does she dismiss them directly they come!'
+
+'Not at all--she never dismisses them--they go theirselves. Ye see
+'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flees in a
+passion with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and
+say they are going; she's sorry for it and wishes they'd stay, but
+she's as proud as a lucifer, and her pride won't let her say,
+"Stay," and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to
+her about anybody, "Ah, poor thing!" she says, "Pooh! indeed!" If
+you say, "Pooh, indeed!" "Ah, poor thing!" she says directly. She
+hangs the chief baker, as mid be, and restores the chief butler, as
+mid be, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difference
+between 'em.'
+
+Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her
+brother.
+
+'However, you stand a very good chance,' the man went on, 'for I
+think she likes you more than common. I have never known her send
+the pony-carriage to meet one before; 'tis always the trap, but this
+time she said, in a very particular ladylike tone, "Roobert, gaow
+with the pony-kerriage.". . . There, 'tis true, pony and carriage
+too are getten rather shabby now,' he added, looking round upon the
+vehicle as if to keep Cytherea's pride within reasonable limits.
+
+''Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night.'
+
+'Why to-night?'
+
+'There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birthday,
+and she's very particular about her looks at such times. Now see;
+this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?'
+
+They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of
+trees. Still a little higher than where they stood was situated the
+mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing
+themselves among the trees behind.
+
+2. EVENING
+
+The house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey
+freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism
+which prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the
+copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in
+the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the
+ground plan, having a projection in the centre of each side,
+surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the inferior side ran
+a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards again at
+their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court,
+within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These
+erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses,
+laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being
+half buried beneath close-set shrubs and trees.
+
+There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand
+to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement
+of the remoter or lawn front also. The natural features and contour
+of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of
+the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon the whole,
+most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from
+the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying
+below, upon the surface of which a dozen swans and a green punt
+floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst
+of the lake; beyond this and the further margin of the water were
+plantations and greensward of varied outlines, the trees
+heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the exquisite
+landscape stretching behind.
+
+The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked by
+the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side
+door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly
+woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who announced
+herself to be Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper.
+
+'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said.
+
+'I am not--O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea,
+smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably
+like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's
+prophecy.
+
+Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room.
+Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever
+occasion allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity,
+to discover, if possible, something in her which should give a clue
+to the secret of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation
+based upon it. But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then.
+Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets,
+going to cupboards, leaving the room two or three minutes, and
+trotting back again.
+
+'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old
+gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner
+on that day, though he's getting up in years now. However, none of
+them are sleepers--she generally keeps the house pretty clear of
+lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many
+acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all
+the duller for the younger maids in the house.' Mrs. Morris then
+proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the
+constitution and government of the estate.
+
+'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more?
+Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure. . . . Well, now, it is rather
+inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of
+the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe
+has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all
+yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she
+will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing. . . . I was going to
+say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs, and
+show you through the wardrobes--Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid
+out for to-night yet.'
+
+She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then
+took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first-floor;
+where, after explaining the whereabouts of various articles of
+apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour
+yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the
+bed in the next room all that she had been told would be required
+that evening, and then went again to the little room which had been
+appropriated to herself.
+
+Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill like
+another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the
+brilliant pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the lawn--
+now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity of
+spirit which had hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under the
+pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the
+geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid
+cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia,
+and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the pale hue
+of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the
+other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her
+eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was
+possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The
+petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just passed through,
+her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the necessity of
+quenching all individuality of character in herself, and
+relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this
+alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost longed to
+pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a
+hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds
+and cowkeepers, and birds and animals--ay, like the sheep she saw
+there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for
+several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass.
+
+'Yes--like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened with
+surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
+
+The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes:
+the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushion,
+and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the left
+buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red letters the
+initials 'E. S.'
+
+'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but that
+immediately and for ever--the name of her lover, Edward Springrove.
+
+'O, if it should be--!' She interrupted her words by a resolve.
+Miss Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in
+the drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to
+ascertain to whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at rest
+one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
+
+'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's.'
+
+'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly.
+
+'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-
+maker, and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended you to
+me when he came in to see me the other day?'
+
+Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her
+excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her
+love. 'O yes,' she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as
+follows in that short interval:--
+
+'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward too.
+
+'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind.
+
+'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being attached.
+
+'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we might
+meet whenever he came home.
+
+'He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's-maid;
+and he knew my brother and myself.
+
+'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Aldclyffe.'
+
+The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and
+there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all
+Edward's doing.
+
+The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and still
+continued in her reverie.
+
+'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris.
+
+'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly.
+
+'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron continued,
+in a tone of surprise.
+
+Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden
+irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which had
+recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious independence;
+the flush passed, and she said hastily--
+
+'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the bell--
+whether I want to or no.'
+
+However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in
+life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the
+gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like home to
+her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation, because
+Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own spot.
+She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room to
+hurriedly glide out by a side door, and look for a moment at the
+unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to
+them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all
+stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell down
+the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish
+movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase,
+catching glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who
+flashed about the passages like lightning.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a casual
+survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for almost any
+purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In its hours of
+perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was visible; even the
+inevitable mirrors with their accessories were arranged in a roomy
+recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by a window of its own,
+called the dressing-window.
+
+The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with grotesque
+Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in appearance
+something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the surface
+being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic decoration,
+but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by an ingenious
+joiner and decorator from the neighbouring town, after months of
+painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss Aldclyffe's
+immediate eye; the materials being the remains of two or three old
+cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About two-thirds of
+the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being laid with
+parquetry of light and dark woods.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
+dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have
+come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.'
+
+Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on
+the earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less
+warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with
+the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents'
+specialities, seemed to have quite forgotten Cytherea's
+inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body to her handmaid
+without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn.
+
+Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings and
+black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes were
+put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and face,
+and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first
+evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that
+such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have
+been applied on the threshold of her arrival; but set to again.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and dropped
+languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass. The
+instincts of her sex and her own practice told Cytherea the next
+movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her shoulders,
+and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real; a satisfaction.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the operation
+went on for some minutes in silence. At length her thoughts seemed
+to turn to the present, and she lifted her eyes to the glass.
+
+'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed, with
+widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of Cytherea's
+little hand tremble against her neck.
+
+'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the
+maiden.
+
+'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more
+show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God
+forbid!'
+
+'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a sweetness
+of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious under
+favourable circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant with Miss
+Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of palatable food for
+her vice by having felt the trembling of Cytherea's hand.
+
+'Yours, indeed! YOUR hair! Come, go on.' Considering that
+Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of that valuable
+auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her, there was at the
+same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's outburst. She remembered
+herself, however, and said more quietly, 'Now then, Graye-- By-the-
+bye, what do they call you downstairs?'
+
+'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid.
+
+'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing--not but that it is
+quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.'
+
+This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the hairdressing
+till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon the lady's
+brow. Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to the very
+best of her judgment.
+
+'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'I look too young--an old dressed doll.'
+
+'Will that, madam?'
+
+'No, I look a fright--a perfect fright!'
+
+'This way, perhaps?'
+
+'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap.
+
+Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress was
+to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in
+arranging it could please her. She continued in a smouldering
+passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips
+firmly closed, and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally,
+snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her
+hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the
+least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her.
+
+Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger would
+find a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She tried
+to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She tried
+to muse; she could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the
+beginning, what will the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt
+many misgivings as to the policy of being overhasty in establishing
+an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished past.
+
+3. MIDNIGHT
+
+The clock struck twelve. The Aldclyffe state dinner was over. The
+company had all gone, and Miss Aldclyffe's bell rang loudly and
+jerkingly.
+
+Cytherea started to her feet at the sound, which broke in upon a
+fitful sleep that had overtaken her. She had been sitting drearily
+in her chair waiting minute after minute for the signal, her brain
+in that state of intentness which takes cognizance of the passage of
+Time as a real motion--motion without matter--the instants throbbing
+past in the company of a feverish pulse. She hastened to the room,
+to find the lady sitting before the dressing shrine, illuminated on
+both sides, and looking so queenly in her attitude of absolute
+repose, that the younger woman felt the awfullest sense of
+responsibility at her Vandalism in having undertaken to demolish so
+imposing a pile.
+
+The lady's jewelled ornaments were taken off in silence--some by her
+own listless hands, some by Cytherea's. Then followed the outer
+stratum of clothing. The dress being removed, Cytherea took it in
+her hand and went with it into the bedroom adjoining, intending to
+hang it in the wardrobe. But on second thoughts, in order that she
+might not keep Miss Aldclyffe waiting a moment longer than
+necessary, she flung it down on the first resting-place that came to
+hand, which happened to be the bed, and re-entered the dressing-room
+with the noiseless footfall of a kitten. She paused in the middle
+of the room.
+
+She was unnoticed, and her sudden return had plainly not been
+expected. During the short time of Cytherea's absence, Miss
+Aldclyffe had pulled off a kind of chemisette of Brussels net, drawn
+high above the throat, which she had worn with her evening dress as
+a semi-opaque covering to her shoulders, and in its place had put
+her night-gown round her. Her right hand was lifted to her neck, as
+if engaged in fastening her night-gown.
+
+But on a second glance Miss Aldclyffe's proceeding was clearer to
+Cytherea. She was not fastening her night-gown; it had been
+carelessly thrown round her, and Miss Aldclyffe was really occupied
+in holding up to her eyes some small object that she was keenly
+scrutinizing. And now on suddenly discovering the presence of
+Cytherea at the back of the apartment, instead of naturally
+continuing or concluding her inspection, she desisted hurriedly; the
+tiny snap of a spring was heard, her hand was removed, and she began
+adjusting her robes.
+
+Modesty might have directed her hasty action of enwrapping her
+shoulders, but it was scarcely likely, considering Miss Aldclyffe's
+temperament, that she had all her life been used to a maid,
+Cytherea's youth, and the elder lady's marked treatment of her as if
+she were a mere child or plaything. The matter was too slight to
+reason about, and yet upon the whole it seemed that Miss Aldclyffe
+must have a practical reason for concealing her neck.
+
+With a timid sense of being an intruder Cytherea was about to step
+back and out of the room; but at the same moment Miss Aldclyffe
+turned, saw the impulse, and told her companion to stay, looking
+into her eyes as if she had half an intention to explain something.
+Cytherea felt certain it was the little mystery of her late
+movements. The other withdrew her eyes; Cytherea went to fetch the
+dressing-gown, and wheeled round again to bring it up to Miss
+Aldclyffe, who had now partly removed her night-dress to put it on
+the proper way, and still sat with her back towards Cytherea.
+
+Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from
+the direct line of Cytherea's vision, she saw it reflected in the
+glass--the fair white surface, and the inimitable combination of
+curves between throat and bosom which artists adore, being brightly
+lit up by the light burning on either side.
+
+And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest
+manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of
+pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with
+arabesque work of blue, red, and white enamel. That was undoubtedly
+what Miss Aldclyffe had been contemplating; and, moreover, not
+having been put off with her other ornaments, it was to be retained
+during the night--a slight departure from the custom of ladies which
+Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new
+assistant, though now, on further thought, she seemed to have become
+indifferent on the matter.
+
+'My dressing-gown,' she said, quietly fastening her night-dress as
+she spoke.
+
+Cytherea came forward with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her
+head, but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass.
+
+'You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?' she said to Cytherea's
+reflected face.
+
+'Yes, madam, I did,' said Cytherea to Miss Aldclyffe's reflected
+face.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she were
+on the point of explaining. Again she checked her resolve, and said
+lightly--
+
+'Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep
+it a secret--not that it matters much. But I was careless with you,
+and seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences
+that. . .'
+
+She ceased, took Cytherea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with
+the other, touched the spring and disclosed a miniature.
+
+'It is a handsome face, is it not?' she whispered mournfully, and
+even timidly.
+
+'It is.'
+
+But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and
+there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so
+thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupportable. The
+face in the miniature was the face of her own father--younger and
+fresher than she had ever known him--but her father!
+
+Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was
+this the woman who had figured in the gate-man's story as answering
+the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was.
+And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden
+stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as
+far as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its
+strangeness.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature
+that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise.
+She went on speaking in a low and abstracted tone.
+
+'Yes, I lost him.' She interrupted her words by a short meditation,
+and went on again. 'I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my
+past. But it was best that it should be so. . . . I was led to
+think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because
+of your name. It is pronounced the same way, though differently
+spelt.'
+
+The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelt to
+Miss Aldclyffe must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove.
+She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelt it properly if Edward
+was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure.
+
+Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of
+feeling which had led Miss Aldclyffe to indulge in this revelation,
+trifling as it was, died out immediately her words were beyond
+recall; and the turmoil, occasioned in her by dwelling upon that
+chapter of her life, found vent in another kind of emotion--the
+result of a trivial accident.
+
+Cytherea, after letting down Miss Aldclyffe's hair, adopted some
+plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rapid
+revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to
+discharge the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar of
+electricity.
+
+'How strangely you treat my hair!' she exclaimed.
+
+A silence.
+
+'I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; of course
+NOTHING that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside it.' She
+spoke crossly no less than emphatically.
+
+'It shall not be, madam,' said Cytherea, agitated and vexed that the
+woman of her romantic wonderings should be so disagreeable to her.
+
+'Why on earth did I tell you of my past?' she went on.
+
+Cytherea made no answer.
+
+The lady's vexation with herself, and the accident which had led to
+the disclosure swelled little by little till it knew no bounds. But
+what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a
+most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss Aldclyffe must. She
+recurred to the subject of Cytherea's want of expertness, like a
+bitter reviewer, who finding the sentiments of a poet unimpeachable,
+quarrels with his rhymes.
+
+'Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as this in
+engaging a maid!' She waited for an expostulation: none came.
+Miss Aldclyffe tried again.
+
+'The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three
+questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good l--
+, the shape of her face and body! It WAS a fool's trick. There, I
+am served right, quite right--by being deceived in such a way.'
+
+'I didn't deceive you,' said Cytherea. The speech was an
+unfortunate one, and was the very 'fuel to maintain its fires' that
+the other's petulance desired.
+
+'You did,' she said hotly.
+
+'I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of
+routine just at first.'
+
+'Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling untruths, I
+say.'
+
+Cytherea's lip quivered. 'I would answer the remark if--if--'
+
+'If what?'
+
+'If it were a lady's!'
+
+'You girl of impudence--what do you say? Leave the room this
+instant, I tell you.'
+
+'And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me,
+is no lady herself!'
+
+'To a lady? A lady's-maid speaks in this way. The idea!'
+
+'Don't "lady's-maid" me: nobody is my mistress I won't have it!'
+
+'Good Heavens!'
+
+'I wouldn't have come--no--I wouldn't! if I had known!'
+
+'What?'
+
+'That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!'
+
+'Possest beyond the Muse's painting,' Miss Aldclyffe exclaimed--
+
+'A Woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a Woman!' and lifted her
+hand as if she would have liked to strike her companion. This stung
+the maiden into absolute defiance.
+
+'I dare you to touch me!' she cried. 'Strike me if you dare, madam!
+I am not afraid of you--what do you mean by such an action as that?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit,
+and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words.
+She sank back in the chair. 'I was not going to strike you--go to
+your room--I beg you to go to your room!' she repeated in a husky
+whisper.
+
+Cytherea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and advanced to
+the table to get a light. As she stood close to them the rays from
+the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much
+stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking
+with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the
+kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her
+father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss
+Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that
+expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss
+Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an
+instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to
+the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels
+ridiculous. Even Miss Aldclyffe's dignity had not sufficient power
+to postpone the absorbing desire she now felt to settle the strange
+suspicion that had entered her head.
+
+'You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?' she
+said, with assumed indifference.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still
+looking into the flame.
+
+'Yes, surely? The name was spelt that way on your boxes: I looked
+and saw it myself.'
+
+The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. 'O, was it?'
+said Cytherea. 'Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house
+keeper at Budmouth, labelled them. We spell our name G, R, A, Y,
+E.'
+
+'What was your father's trade?'
+
+Cytherea thought it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any
+longer. 'His was not a trade,' she said. 'He was an architect.'
+
+'The idea of your being an architect's daughter!'
+
+'There's nothing to offend, you in that, I hope?'
+
+'O no.'
+
+'Why did you say "the idea"?'
+
+'Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower Street, Bloomsbury,
+one Christmas, many years ago?--but you would not know that.'
+
+'I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway, a curate somewhere in that
+part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of
+his.'
+
+'What is your Christian name?'
+
+'Cytherea.'
+
+'No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes,
+I see you did.' Miss Aldclyffe stopped, and closed her lips
+impassibly. She was a little agitated.
+
+'Do you want me any longer?' said Cytherea, standing candle in hand
+and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face.
+
+'Well--no: no longer,' said the other lingeringly.
+
+'With your permission, I will leave the house to morrow morning,
+madam.'
+
+'Ah.' Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying.
+
+'And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the
+short remainder of my stay?'
+
+Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion had
+answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had
+been curious about her name from the beginning.
+
+The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea
+went along the passage leading to her room her skirts rustled
+against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris
+looked out.
+
+'I waited out of bed till you came up,' she said, 'it being your
+first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have
+you got on with Miss Aldclyffe?'
+
+'Pretty well--though not so well as I could have wished.'
+
+'Has she been scolding?'
+
+'A little.'
+
+'She's a very odd lady--'tis all one way or the other with her.
+She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of
+us who don't have much to do with her personally, stay on for years
+and years.'
+
+'Has Miss Aldclyffe's family always been rich?' said Cytherea.
+
+'O no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle.
+Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal
+side. Her mother married a Bradleigh--a mere nobody at that time--
+and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly
+the other branch of the family died out one by one--three of them,
+and Miss Aldclyffe's great-uncle then left all his property,
+including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife--Miss
+Aldclyffe's father and mother--on condition that they took the old
+family name as well. There's all about it in the "Landed Gentry."
+'Tis a thing very often done.'
+
+'O, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good-night.'
+
+
+
+VI. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS
+
+1. AUGUST THE NINTH. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea entered her bedroom, and flung herself on the, bed,
+bewildered by a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her
+mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was
+to be the first and last of her experience as a lady's-maid.
+Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating
+post for another instant. 'Ah,' she thought, with a sigh, at the
+martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-conceit, 'Owen knows
+everything better than I.'
+
+She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the
+morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what
+practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All
+these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind
+unconsciously drifting away to the contemplation of her late
+surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of
+her own magnificent resources in face and bosom, and to mark their
+attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a
+young woman who had so lately been chidden whilst passing through
+the harassing experience of decorating an older beauty of Miss
+Aldclyffe's temper.
+
+But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing reflections on
+the hidden troubles which must have thronged the past years of the
+solitary lady, to keep her, though so rich and courted, in a mood so
+repellent and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then
+the young girl marvelled again and again, as she had marvelled
+before, at the strange confluence of circumstances which had brought
+herself into contact with the one woman in the world whose history
+was so romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to
+wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely being to
+loneliness still.
+
+In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more
+persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring
+visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's
+rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the
+young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that
+seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily
+in some way. Then the secret meetings between Miss Aldclyffe and
+the other woman at the little inn at Hammersmith and other places:
+the commonplace name she adopted: her swoon at some painful news,
+and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in
+mystery. Then, more than a year afterwards, the acquaintanceship of
+her own father with this his first love; the awakening of the
+passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of his rapture,
+her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the
+delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens: the utter
+change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a
+rigid determination: and the total concealment of her reason by
+herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course
+dropped into darkness, and nothing more was visible till she was
+discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still
+unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embittered, and haughty.
+Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished
+in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not
+been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this
+page of her father's history, and the chief one, the lady's
+unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing
+towards the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have
+been no benefit to either.
+
+Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay
+restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back
+again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a
+clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could
+distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room.
+
+To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; then to
+uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eyes wide
+open in the darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of
+her listening. Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time.
+
+It began again and came close to her door, lightly touching the
+panels. Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement
+which caused a faint rustling of the bed-clothes.
+
+Before she had time to think another thought a light tap was given.
+Cytherea breathed: the person outside was evidently bent upon
+finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the
+hope. The maiden's physical condition shifted from one pole to its
+opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took
+the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked.
+
+A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the keyhole:
+'Cytherea!'
+
+Only one being in the house knew her Christian name, and that was
+Miss Aldclyffe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and
+whispered back, 'Yes?'
+
+'Let me come in, darling.'
+
+The young woman paused in a conflict between judgment and emotion.
+It was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes;
+she must let her come in, poor thing.
+
+She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes
+and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-
+gown.
+
+'Now you see that it is really myself; put out the light,' said the
+visitor. 'I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you
+to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that
+you are mistress in this room, and that I have no business here, and
+that you may send me away if you choose. Shall I go?'
+
+'O no; you shan't indeed if you don't want to,' said Cythie
+generously.
+
+The instant they were in bed Miss Aldclyffe freed herself from the
+last remnant of restraint. She flung her arms round the young girl,
+and pressed her gently to her heart.
+
+'Now kiss me,' she said.
+
+Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of
+treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so
+impetuous as Miss Aldclyffe's. She could not bring her soul to her
+lips for a moment, try how she would.
+
+'Come, kiss me,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as
+the bursting of a bubble.
+
+'More earnestly than that--come.'
+
+She gave another, a little but not much more expressively.
+
+'I don't deserve a more feeling one, I suppose,' said Miss
+Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. 'I am an
+ill-tempered woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I
+am; but I have had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I
+can't help loving you--your name is the same as mine--isn't it
+strange?'
+
+Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent.
+
+'Now, don't you think I must love you?' continued the other.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty
+to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of
+her father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her,
+which seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was
+a solution. She would wait till Miss Aldclyffe referred to her
+acquaintanceship and attachment to Cytherea's father in past times:
+then she would tell her all she knew: that would be honour.
+
+'Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you!' She
+impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm motherly salute, given as if
+in the outburst of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for
+something to love and be loved by in return.
+
+'Do you think badly of me for my behaviour this evening, child? I
+don't know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am
+a very fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?'
+
+'Eighteen.'
+
+'Eighteen! . . . Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?'
+
+'Because I don't want to know.'
+
+'Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater
+pleasure to tell you this than it does to you to listen. I have not
+told my age truly for the last twenty years till now.'
+
+'Why haven't you?'
+
+'I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it--weary, weary--
+and I long to be what I shall never be again--artless and innocent,
+like you. But I suppose that you, too, will, prove to be not worth
+a thought, as every new friend does on more intimate knowledge.
+Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?'
+
+'Yes--no! I forgot them to-night.'
+
+'I suppose you say them every night as a rule?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Why do you do that?'
+
+'Because I have always done so, and it would seem strange if I were
+not to. Do you?'
+
+'I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought
+all such matters humbug for years--thought so so long that I should
+be glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet, such is the
+code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to Missionary
+Societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers,
+dear--you won't omit them now you recollect it. I should like to
+hear you very much. Will you?'
+
+'It seems hardly--'
+
+'It would seem so like old times to me--when I was young, and
+nearer--far nearer Heaven than I am now. Do, sweet one,'
+
+Cytherea was embarrassed, and her embarrassment arose from the
+following conjuncture of affairs. Since she had loved Edward
+Springrove, she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her
+nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love
+for him a secret, and, above all, a secret from a woman like Miss
+Aldclyffe; yet her conscience and the honesty of her love would not
+for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so
+endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by
+an unworthy shame now: it would be wicked of her, she thought, and
+a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances she might
+have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have
+skipped him for once; but prayer was too solemn a thing for such
+trifling.
+
+'I would rather not say them,' she murmured first. It struck her
+then that this declining altogether was the same cowardice in
+another dress, and was delivering her poor Edward over to Satan just
+as unceremoniously as before. 'Yes; I will say my prayers, and you
+shall hear me,' she added firmly.
+
+She turned her face to the pillow and repeated in low soft tones the
+simple words she had used from childhood on such occasions. Owen's
+name was mentioned without faltering, but in the other case,
+maidenly shyness was too strong even for religion, and that when
+supported by excellent intentions. At the name of Edward she
+stammered, and her voice sank to the faintest whisper in spite of
+her.
+
+'Thank you, dearest,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'I have prayed too, I
+verily believe. You are a good girl, I think.' Then the expected
+question came.
+
+'"Bless Owen," and whom, did you say?'
+
+There was no help for it now, and out it came. 'Owen and Edward,'
+said Cytherea.
+
+'Who are Owen and Edward?'
+
+'Owen is my brother, madam,' faltered the maid.
+
+'Ah, I remember. Who is Edward?'
+
+A silence.
+
+'Your brother, too?' continued Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe reflected a moment. 'Don't you want to tell me who
+Edward is?' she said at last, in a tone of meaning.
+
+'I don't mind telling; only . . .'
+
+'You would rather not, I suppose?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe shifted her ground. 'Were you ever in love?' she
+inquired suddenly.
+
+Cytherea was surprised to hear how quickly the voice had altered
+from tenderness to harshness, vexation, and disappointment.
+
+'Yes--I think I was--once,' she murmured.
+
+'Aha! And were you ever kissed by a man?'
+
+A pause.
+
+'Well, were you?' said Miss Aldclyffe, rather sharply.
+
+'Don't press me to tell--I can't--indeed, I won't, madam!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe removed her arms from Cytherea's neck. ''Tis now
+with you as it is always with all girls,' she said, in jealous and
+gloomy accents. 'You are not, after all, the innocent I took you
+for. No, no.' She then changed her tone with fitful rapidity.
+'Cytherea, try to love me more than you love him--do. I love you
+more sincerely than any man can. Do, Cythie: don't let any man
+stand between us. O, I can't bear that!' She clasped Cytherea's
+neck again.
+
+'I must love him now I have begun,' replied the other.
+
+'Must--yes--must,' said the elder lady reproachfully. 'Yes, women
+are all alike. I thought I had at last found an artless woman who
+had not been sullied by a man's lips, and who had not practised or
+been practised upon by the arts which ruin all the truth and
+sweetness and goodness in us. Find a girl, if you can, whose mouth
+and ears have not been made a regular highway of by some man or
+another! Leave the admittedly notorious spots--the drawing-rooms of
+society--and look in the villages--leave the villages and search in
+the schools--and you can hardly find a girl whose heart has not been
+HAD--is not an old thing half worn out by some He or another! If
+men only knew the staleness of the freshest of us! that nine times
+out of ten the "first love" they think they are winning from a woman
+is but the hulk of an old wrecked affection, fitted with new sails
+and re-used. O Cytherea, can it be that you, too, are like the
+rest?'
+
+'No, no, no,' urged Cytherea, awed by the storm she had raised in
+the impetuous woman's mind. 'He only kissed me once--twice I mean.'
+
+'He might have done it a thousand times if he had cared to, there's
+no doubt about that, whoever his lordship is. You are as bad as I--
+we are all alike; and I--an old fool--have been sipping at your
+mouth as if it were honey, because I fancied no wasting lover knew
+the spot. But a minute ago, and you seemed to me like a fresh
+spring meadow--now you seem a dusty highway.'
+
+'O no, no!' Cytherea was not weak enough to shed tears except on
+extraordinary occasions, but she was fain to begin sobbing now. She
+wished Miss Aldclyffe would go to her own room, and leave her and
+her treasured dreams alone. This vehement imperious affection was
+in one sense soothing, but yet it was not of the kind that
+Cytherea's instincts desired. Though it was generous, it seemed
+somewhat too rank and capricious for endurance.
+
+'Well,' said the lady in continuation, 'who is he?'
+
+Her companion was desperately determined not to tell his name: she
+too much feared a taunt when Miss Aldclyffe's fiery mood again ruled
+her tongue.
+
+'Won't you tell me? not tell me after all the affection I have
+shown?'
+
+'I will, perhaps, another day.'
+
+'Did you wear a hat and white feather in Budmouth for the week or
+two previous to your coming here?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Then I have seen you and your lover at a distance! He rowed you
+round the bay with your brother.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And without your brother--fie! There, there, don't let that little
+heart beat itself to death: throb, throb: it shakes the bed, you
+silly thing. I didn't mean that there was any harm in going alone
+with him. I only saw you from the Esplanade, in common with the
+rest of the people. I often run down to Budmouth. He was a very
+good figure: now who was he?'
+
+'I--I won't tell, madam--I cannot indeed!'
+
+'Won't tell--very well, don't. You are very foolish to treasure up
+his name and image as you do. Why, he has had loves before you,
+trust him for that, whoever he is, and you are but a temporary link
+in a long chain of others like you: who only have your little day
+as they have had theirs.'
+
+''Tisn't true! 'tisn't true! 'tisn't true!' cried Cytherea in an
+agony of torture. 'He has never loved anybody else, I know--I am
+sure he hasn't.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was as jealous as any man could have been. She
+continued--
+
+'He sees a beautiful face and thinks he will never forget it, but in
+a few weeks the feeling passes off, and he wonders how he could have
+cared for anybody so absurdly much.'
+
+'No, no, he doesn't--What does he do when he has thought that--Come,
+tell me--tell me!'
+
+'You are as hot as fire, and the throbbing of your heart makes me
+nervous. I can't tell you if you get in that flustered state.'
+
+'Do, do tell--O, it makes me so miserable! but tell---come tell me!'
+
+'Ah--the tables are turned now, dear!' she continued, in a tone
+which mingled pity with derision--
+
+ '"Love's passions shall rock thee
+ As the storm rocks the ravens on high,
+ Bright reason will mock thee
+ Like the sun from a wintry sky."
+
+'What does he do next?--Why, this is what he does next: ruminate on
+what he has heard of women's romantic impulses, and how easily men
+torture them when they have given way to those feelings, and have
+resigned everything for their hero. It may be that though he loves
+you heartily now--that is, as heartily as a man can--and you love
+him in return, your loves may be impracticable and hopeless, and you
+may be separated for ever. You, as the weary, weary years pass by
+will fade and fade--bright eyes WILL fade--and you will perhaps then
+die early--true to him to your latest breath, and believing him to
+be true to the latest breath also; whilst he, in some gay and busy
+spot far away from your last quiet nook, will have married some
+dashing lady, and not purely oblivious of you, will long have ceased
+to regret you--will chat about you, as you were in long past years--
+will say, "Ah, little Cytherea used to tie her hair like that--poor
+innocent trusting thing; it was a pleasant useless idle dream--that
+dream of mine for the maid with the bright eyes and simple, silly
+heart; but I was a foolish lad at that time." Then he will tell the
+tale of all your little Wills and Wont's and particular ways, and as
+he speaks, turn to his wife with a placid smile.'
+
+'It is not true! He can't, he c-can't be s-so cruel--and you are
+cruel to me--you are, you are!' She was at last driven to
+desperation: her natural common sense and shrewdness had seen all
+through the piece how imaginary her emotions were--she felt herself
+to be weak and foolish in permitting them to rise; but even then she
+could not control them: be agonized she must. She was only
+eighteen, and the long day's labour, her weariness, her excitement,
+had completely unnerved her, and worn her out: she was bent hither
+and thither by this tyrannical working upon her imagination, as a
+young rush in the wind. She wept bitterly. 'And now think how much
+I like you,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea grew calmer. 'I
+shall never forget you for anybody else, as men do--never. I will
+be exactly as a mother to you. Now will you promise to live with me
+always, and always be taken care of, and never deserted?'
+
+'I cannot. I will not be anybody's maid for another day on any
+consideration.'
+
+'No, no, no. You shan't be a lady's-maid. You shall be my
+companion. I will get another maid.'
+
+Companion--that was a new idea. Cytherea could not resist the
+evidently heartfelt desire of the strange-tempered woman for her
+presence. But she could not trust to the moment's impulse.
+
+'I will stay, I think. But do not ask for a final answer to-night.'
+
+'Never mind now, then. Put your hair round your mamma's neck, and
+give me one good long kiss, and I won't talk any more in that way
+about your lover. After all, some young men are not so fickle as
+others; but even if he's the ficklest, there is consolation. The
+love of an inconstant man is ten times more ardent than that of a
+faithful man--that is, while it lasts.'
+
+Cytherea did as she was told, to escape the punishment of further
+talk; flung the twining tresses of her long, rich hair over Miss
+Aldclyffe's shoulders as directed, and the two ceased conversing,
+making themselves up for sleep. Miss Aldclyffe seemed to give
+herself over to a luxurious sense of content and quiet, as if the
+maiden at her side afforded her a protection against dangers which
+had menaced her for years; she was soon sleeping calmly.
+
+2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.
+
+With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and
+circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally
+distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's embrace,
+turned to the other side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain
+by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the rising
+moon--now in her last quarter--creep round upon it: it was the
+light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to live.
+
+The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the rays
+of the same month's moon, a little before its full, the ecstatic
+evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of those
+happy moments--maiden imagination bringing about the apotheosis of a
+status quo which had had several unpleasantnesses in its earthly
+reality.
+
+But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became aware
+of a strange and gloomy murmur.
+
+She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint and
+low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the House
+by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by reason
+of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's
+melancholy representation lent to the sound a more dismal effect
+than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fancy what
+the waterfall must be like at that hour, under the trees in the
+ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the
+deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the fall;
+black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere.
+
+She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained her
+ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of mind.
+Another soon came.
+
+The second was quite different from the first--a kind of
+intermittent whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic
+creak, ever and anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at
+least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was, a wheel--the water-wheel
+in the shrubbery by the old manor-house, which the coachman had said
+would drive him mad.
+
+She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but now
+that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her ears to
+it. She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a dread
+expectancy just before the end of each half-minute that brought
+them. To imagine the inside of the engine-house, whence these
+noises proceeded, was now a necessity. No window, but crevices in
+the door, through which, probably, the moonbeams streamed in the
+most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, striking sharply upon
+portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a glistening wheel, turning
+incessantly, labouring in the dark like a captive starving in a
+dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling water, which on
+account of the darkness could only be heard; water which laboured up
+dark pipes almost to where she lay.
+
+She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could be
+nothing else left to be heard or to imagine--it was horrid that her
+imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant before
+going to sleep she would think this--suppose another sound SHOULD
+come--just suppose it should! Before the thought had well passed
+through her brain, a third sound came.
+
+The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle--of a strange and
+abnormal kind--yet a sound she had heard before at some past period
+of her life--when, she could not recollect. To make it the more
+disturbing, it seemed to be almost close to her--either close
+outside the window, close under the floor, or close above the
+ceiling. The accidental fact of its coming so immediately upon the
+heels of her supposition, told so powerfully upon her excited nerves
+that she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little dog in
+some room near, having probably heard the same noise, set up a low
+whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of his
+associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy
+notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a
+long way off, in every variety of wail.
+
+One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain. The
+little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two
+sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them,
+but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an
+unusual sound.
+
+It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the night-
+jar, it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
+
+She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round Miss
+Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the lady's
+late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the maiden's
+touch, Miss Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
+
+She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible dream!'
+she cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her turn;
+'and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time, with his
+wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to me--
+grinning and mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me only. .
+. But I can't tell you. I can't bear to think of it. How those
+dogs howl! People say it means death.'
+
+The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to
+dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven
+in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something
+which in all likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were
+taken to inquire into it: large houses had all kinds of strange
+sounds floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe
+her terrors.
+
+A silence of five minutes.
+
+'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
+
+'How those dogs howl, don't they?'
+
+'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.'
+
+'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my father's
+bedroom door. A nervous creature.'
+
+There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on the
+landing struck three.
+
+'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea.
+
+'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to
+sleep, isn't it?'
+
+'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
+
+Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe was
+still awake.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, very softly.
+
+Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
+
+The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose,
+put on her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own
+room.
+
+'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the
+particulars of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in
+love alters everything.'
+
+3. HALF-PAST SEVEN TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Cytherea awoke, quiet in mind and refreshed. A conclusion to remain
+at Knapwater was already in possession of her.
+
+Finding Miss Aldclyffe gone, she dressed herself and sat down at the
+window to write an answer to Edward's letter, and an account of her
+arrival at Knapwater to Owen. The dismal and heart-breaking
+pictures that Miss Aldclyffe had placed before her the preceding
+evening, the later terrors of the night, were now but as shadows of
+shadows, and she smiled in derision at her own excitability.
+
+But writing Edward's letter was the great consoler, the effect of
+each word upon him being enacted in her own face as she wrote it.
+She felt how much she would like to share his trouble--how well she
+could endure poverty with him--and wondered what his trouble was.
+But all would be explained at last, she knew.
+
+At the appointed time she went to Miss Aldclyffe's room, intending,
+with the contradictoriness common in people, to perform with
+pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simply
+intolerable.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was already out of bed. The bright penetrating light
+of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's behaviour to
+her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had
+effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons
+forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable
+creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required,
+she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in
+the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions.
+Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting aristocratically
+at the toilet table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's
+presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passionate
+creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before.
+
+It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these
+antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our
+observation--ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by
+some flaring illumination or other: we get up the next morning--the
+fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing confronts us but a few
+crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly even recalling the outline
+of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime.
+
+Emotions would be half starved if there were no candle-light.
+Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet confession
+are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off
+before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain
+open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning, survive the
+frigid criticism of dressing-time.
+
+The subjects uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus
+cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later
+hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a
+remark that Cytherea need not assist her in dressing unless she
+wished to, Miss Aldclyffe said abruptly--
+
+'I can tell that young man's name.' She looked keenly at Cytherea.
+'It is Edward Springrove, my tenant's son.'
+
+The inundation of colour upon the younger lady at hearing a name
+which to her was a world, handled as if it were only an atom, told
+Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last.
+
+'Ah--it is he, is it?' she continued. 'Well, I wanted to know for
+practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in
+my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no
+thought of him.' This was perfectly true.
+
+'What do you mean?' said Cytherea, visibly alarmed.
+
+'Mean? Why that all the world knows him to be engaged to be
+married, and that the wedding is soon to take place.' She made the
+remark bluntly and superciliously, as if to obtain absolution at the
+hands of her family pride for the weak confidences of the night.
+
+But even the frigidity of Miss Aldclyffe's morning mood was overcome
+by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered
+words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a
+chair, and buried her face in her hands.
+
+'Don't be so foolish,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Come, make the best of
+it. I cannot upset the fact I have told you of, unfortunately. But
+I believe the match can be broken off.'
+
+'O no, no.'
+
+'Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll
+help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd
+feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me--of
+course, I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now I have
+said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first
+choice now that he's been away from home for a while. The love that
+no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own
+homely ways; it is always so. . . . Come, finish what you are doing
+if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a
+trumpery affair as that.'
+
+'Who--is he engaged to?' Cytherea inquired by a movement of her lips
+but no sound of her voice. But Miss Aldclyffe did not answer. It
+mattered not, Cytherea thought. Another woman--that was enough for
+her: curiosity was stunned.
+
+She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how.
+Miss Aldclyffe went on:--
+
+'You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak
+out before he should have kissed my face for his pleasure. But you
+are one of those precipitantly fond things who are yearning to throw
+away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-
+morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so
+quickly: in the next, if you must have loved him off-hand, you
+should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: "By Jove, that
+girl's in love with me already!" he thought.'
+
+To hasten away at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris--who
+stood waiting in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured
+out, bread-and-butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged-
+-that she wanted no breakfast: then to shut herself alone in her
+bedroom, was her only thought. She was followed thither by the
+well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread-
+and-butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should eat it.
+
+To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity.
+'No, thank you, Mrs. Morris,' she said, keeping the door closed.
+Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let
+a pleasant person see her face then.
+
+Immediate revocation--even if revocation would be more effective by
+postponement--is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea
+went to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully
+written, so full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up
+so neatly with a little seal bearing 'Good Faith' as its motto, tore
+the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It
+was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words
+she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated
+forms without meaning--to feel that his eye would never read them,
+nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them.
+
+Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these
+moods of abnegation.
+
+The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of
+his love, his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of
+speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickerings of a
+conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and
+fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dismissed from
+his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here
+she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what
+she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright
+to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted--all gone but
+herself.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be
+continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing
+him. It was altogether unbearable: she would not stay there.
+
+She went downstairs and found Miss Aldclyffe had gone into the
+breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later with
+increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appearance. Cytherea
+entered. Miss Aldclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a
+trail of white smoke along the distant landscape--signifying a
+passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and looked inquiry.
+
+'I must tell you now,' began Cytherea, in a tremulous voice.
+
+'Well, what?' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+'I am not going to stay with you. I must go away--a very long way.
+I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!'
+
+'Pooh--what shall we hear next?' Miss Aldclyffe surveyed Cytherea's
+face with leisurely criticism. 'You are breaking your heart again
+about that worthless young Springrove. I knew how it would be. It
+is as Hallam says of Juliet--what little reason you may have
+possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I
+shan't take this notice, mind.'
+
+'Do let me go!'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took her new pet's hand, and said with severity, 'As
+to hindering you, if you are determined to go, of course that's
+absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding
+upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to
+say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and
+spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done.'
+She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth
+a roll of linen.
+
+'This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it
+finished.'
+
+She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room.
+'There,' she said, 'now sit down here, go on with this work, and
+remember one thing--that you are not to leave the room on any
+pretext whatever for two hours unless I send for you--I insist
+kindly, dear. Whilst you stitch--you are to stitch, recollect, and
+not go mooning out of the window--think over the whole matter, and
+get cooled; don't let the foolish love-affair prevent your thinking
+as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say
+you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the
+matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name.'
+
+To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and
+docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She promised, and
+sat down. Miss Aldclyffe shut the door upon her and retreated.
+
+She sewed, stopped to think, shed a tear or two, recollected the
+articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a
+reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time.
+
+4. TEN TO TWELVE O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became
+attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements
+downstairs. She opened the door and listened.
+
+There were hurryings along passages, opening and shutting of doors,
+trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom,
+from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived
+there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her
+from the station vanishing down the coach-road on a black horse--
+galloping at the top of the animal's speed.
+
+Another man went off in the direction of the village.
+
+Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or
+meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were
+requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to
+her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity
+influence her movements.
+
+Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she
+saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door.
+
+All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left,
+he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and
+trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven
+by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was
+again the same as before.
+
+The whole household--master, mistress, and servants--appeared to
+have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She
+almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity.
+
+Half-an-hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly
+gentleman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in
+various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang about the
+road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the
+windows and chimneys.
+
+A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid-
+servant.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am.' Cytherea hastened down.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe was standing on the hearthrug, her elbow on the
+mantel, her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly
+calm, but very pale.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said in a whisper, 'come here.'
+
+Cytherea went close.
+
+'Something very serious has taken place,' she said again, and then
+paused, with a tremulous movement of her mouth.
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea.
+
+'My father. He was found dead in his bed this morning.'
+
+'Dead!' echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the
+announcement could be true; that knowledge of so great a fact could
+be contained in a statement so small.
+
+'Yes, dead,' murmured Miss Aldclyffe solemnly. 'He died alone,
+though within a few feet of me. The room we slept in is exactly
+over his own.'
+
+Cytherea said hurriedly, 'Do they know at what hour?'
+
+'The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock
+this morning.'
+
+'Then I heard him!'
+
+'Heard him?'
+
+'Heard him die!'
+
+'You heard him die? What did you hear?'
+
+'A sound I heard once before in my life--at the deathbed of my
+mother. I could not identify it--though I recognized it. Then the
+dog howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to
+tell you what I had heard a little earlier.' She looked agonized.
+
+'It would have been useless,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'All was over by
+that time.' She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she
+continued, 'Is it a Providence who sent you here at this juncture
+that I might not be left entirely alone?'
+
+Till this instant Miss Aldclyffe had forgotten the reason of
+Cytherea's seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea herself. The
+fact now recurred to both in one moment.
+
+'Do you still wish to go?' said Miss Aldclyffe anxiously.
+
+'I don't want to go now,' Cytherea had remarked simultaneously with
+the other's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness
+which Miss Aldclyffe's bereavement bore to her own; it had the
+appearance of being still another call to her not to forsake this
+woman so linked to her life, for the sake of any trivial vexation.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe held her almost as a lover would have held her, and
+said musingly--
+
+'We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and
+motherless as you were.' Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but
+she did not mention them.
+
+'You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?'
+
+'Yes, I did. Poor papa!'
+
+'I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now!
+But you must stay here always, and make a better woman of me.'
+
+The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure
+of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable Companion. And,
+once more in the history of human endeavour, a position which it was
+impossible to reach by any direct attempt, was come to by the
+seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object
+as one of secondary importance.
+
+
+
+VII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. AUGUST THE SEVENTEENTH
+
+The time of day was four o'clock in the afternoon. The place was
+the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss
+Aldclyffe sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning.
+
+The funeral of the old Captain had taken place, and his will had
+been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five
+years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors,
+Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's Inn Fields. The whole
+of his estate, real and personal, was bequeathed to his daughter
+Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment
+of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts
+to the servants.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to
+sit in, or even a chair of ordinary comfort, but an uncomfortable,
+high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed
+to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in
+artistic quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used
+except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of
+shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour,
+for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions
+and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on
+entering the room, and she had gone to it in a dream.
+
+She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense,
+concentrated thought--as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were
+together, her body bent a little forward, and quite unsupported by
+the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed
+intently on the corner of a footstool.
+
+At last she moved and tapped her fingers upon the table at her side.
+Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in.
+Motions became more and more frequent as she laboured to carry
+further and further the problem which occupied her brain. She sat
+back and drew a long breath: she sat sideways and leant her
+forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down
+the room--at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as
+ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter
+and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer
+bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion.
+
+'Yes,' she said aloud. 'To get HIM here without letting him know
+that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man--
+that's the difficulty--and that I think I can master.'
+
+She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty with a few grey
+hairs.
+
+'Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me.'
+
+Cytherea was not far off, and came in.
+
+'Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?' said Miss
+Aldclyffe abruptly.
+
+'Know anything?' replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to
+consider the compass of the question.
+
+'Yes--know anything,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'Owen is an architect and surveyor's draughtsman,' the maiden said,
+and thought of somebody else who was likewise.
+
+'Yes! that's why I asked you. What are the different kinds of work
+comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates, and
+superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among
+other things?'
+
+'Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties--at
+least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those
+things in their practice; city architects don't.'
+
+'I know that, child. But a steward's is an indefinite fast and
+loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man
+who had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward?'
+
+Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do.
+
+The chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not
+adopting it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively--
+
+'Nonsense; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for
+country buildings--such as cottages, stables, homesteads, and so
+on?'
+
+'Yes; he does.'
+
+'And superintends the building of them?'
+
+'Yes; he will soon.'
+
+'And he surveys land?'
+
+'O yes.'
+
+'And he knows about hedges and ditches--how wide they ought to be,
+boundaries, levelling, planting trees to keep away the winds,
+measuring timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?'
+
+'I have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Gradfield does
+those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.'
+
+'Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course.
+And then there are rent-days, the audit and winding up of
+tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much
+more about the matter than I do myself. . . . I am going out just
+now,' she continued. 'I shall not want you to walk with me to-day.
+Run away till dinner-time.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn:
+then turning to the left, through a shrubbery, she opened a wicket
+and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage-drive, leading down
+the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its
+greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole
+grove.
+
+The trees here were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near
+the ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to
+change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness
+to even a temporary warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by
+the nearness of the ground to the level of the springs, and by the
+presence of a deep, sluggish stream close by, equally well shaded by
+bushes and a high wall. Following the road, which now ran along at
+the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the
+other side of the water, revealing a large rectangular nook from
+which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a
+dull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in full
+view of the cascade forming its further boundary. Over the top
+could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent, caused
+by the curve of a bridge across the rapids, and the trees above.
+
+Beautiful as was the scene she did not look in that direction. The
+same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the
+front, less sombre than the water on the right or the trees all
+around. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a
+few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote
+edge of the greensward thus laid open, stood all that remained of
+the original manor-house, to which the dark margin-line of the trees
+in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the
+picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe--not
+artistically or historically, but practically--as regarded its
+fitness for adaptation to modern requirements.
+
+In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient
+portion of the structure--an old arched gateway, flanked by the
+bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which
+had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable
+to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind
+this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of
+the main building that still existed--an Elizabethan fragment,
+consisting of as much as could be contained under three gables and a
+cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines
+indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined
+it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or
+six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three,
+and the remaining portion fitted with cottage window-frames
+carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was
+now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to
+form cottages for two labourers and their families; the upper
+portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and
+fruit.
+
+The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point,
+went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the
+paving-stones were pushed sideways and upwards by the thrust of the
+grasses between them. Two or three little children, with their
+fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to
+tell their mothers in loud tones of secrecy that Miss Aldclyffe was
+coming. Miss Aldclyffe, however, did not come in. She concluded
+her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the
+building; then turned into a nook a short distance off where round
+and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building
+stone and brick, explained that the spot was the centre of
+operations for the building work done on the estate.
+
+She paused, and looked around. A man who had seen her from the
+window of the workshops behind, came out and respectfully lifted his
+hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walking outside
+the house since her father's death.
+
+'Strooden, could the Old House be made a decent residence of,
+without much trouble?' she inquired.
+
+The mechanic considered, and spoke as each consideration completed
+itself.
+
+'You don't forget, ma'am, that two-thirds of the place is already
+pulled down, or gone to ruin?'
+
+'Yes; I know.'
+
+'And that what's left may almost as well be, ma'am.'
+
+'Why may it?'
+
+''Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages, that the
+whole carcase is full of cracks.'
+
+'Still by pulling down the inserted partitions, and adding a little
+outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six
+or eight-roomed house?'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'About what would it cost?' was the question which had invariably
+come next in every communication of this kind to which the
+superintending workman had been a party during his whole experience.
+To his surprise, Miss Aldclyffe did not put it. The man thought her
+object in altering an old house must have been an unusually
+absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as
+hardly to require any prompting at all.
+
+'Thank you: that's sufficient, Strooden,' she said. 'You will
+understand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here
+in a short time, with reference to the management of the affairs.'
+
+Strooden said 'Yes,' in a complex voice, and looked uneasy.
+
+'During the life of Captain Aldclyffe, with you as the foreman of
+works, and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well.
+But now it may be necessary to have a steward, whose management will
+encroach further upon things which have hitherto been left in your
+hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, that he will
+directly and in detail superintend all.'
+
+'Then--I shall not be wanted, ma'am?' he faltered.
+
+'O yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops
+only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had better
+consider. I will send for you in a few days.'
+
+Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train--
+distracted application to his duties, and an undefined number of
+sleepless nights and untasted dinners, Miss Aldclyffe looked at her
+watch and returned to the House. She was about to keep an
+appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to
+Budmouth, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London.
+
+2. AUGUST THE TWENTIETH
+
+On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knapwater
+House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the Field and the
+Builder newspapers:--
+
+ 'LAND STEWARD.
+
+'A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required
+immediately for the MANAGEMENT of an ESTATE, containing about 1000
+acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erection of
+buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of superior education,
+unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable
+preference will be shown for one who possesses an artistic as well
+as a practical knowledge of planning and laying out. The
+remuneration will consist of a salary of 22O pounds, with the old
+manor-house as a residence--Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling,
+solicitors, Lincoln's Inn Fields.'
+
+A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of
+publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was
+advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor-house,
+showing her the papers containing the announcement.
+
+What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it
+merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other
+arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more
+meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about
+architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew
+that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and
+practical, and was applying himself heart and soul to the details of
+the profession and all connected with it. Miss Aldclyffe might be
+ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who
+would reply. She hazarded a question:
+
+'Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?'
+
+'Not at all,' said Miss Aldclyffe peremptorily.
+
+A flat answer of this kind had ceased to alarm Cytherea. Miss
+Aldclyffe's blunt mood was not her worst. Cytherea thought of
+another man, whose name, in spite of resolves, tears, renunciations
+and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain.
+That man was qualified for a stewardship under a king.
+
+'Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?' she
+said, resolutely enunciating the name.
+
+'None whatever,' replied Miss Aldclyffe, again in the same decided
+tone.
+
+'You are very unkind to speak in that way.'
+
+'Now don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like
+either of them, for, of course, I must look to the good of the
+estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must
+have been more specially educated. I have told you that we are
+going to London next week; it is mostly on this account.'
+
+Cytherea found that she had mistaken the drift of Miss Aldclyffe's
+peculiar explicitness on the subject of advertising, and wrote to
+tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would be useless to
+reply.
+
+3. AUGUST THE TWENTY-FIFTH
+
+Five days after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to
+London, and, with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitors'
+offices in Lincoln's Inn Fields.
+
+They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about the
+place--a gate which was never, and could never be, closed, flanked
+by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent
+to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The palings
+along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of
+wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were
+overlaid in bygone days, had been completely undermined by the same
+insidious canker, which lifted off the paint in flakes, leaving the
+raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a
+staring blood-red.
+
+But once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and
+offices were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork
+which enclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over,
+within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not
+a particle of dust was visible.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from Margate, where he was
+staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own
+staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside.
+
+'Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during
+our interview?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was rather a favourite habit of hers to make much of Cytherea
+when they were out, and snub her for it afterwards when they got
+home.
+
+'Certainly--Mr. Tayling's.' Cytherea was shown into an inner room.
+
+Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is
+only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpractised
+to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpractised to Mr.
+Nyttleton's experienced old eyes.
+
+'Now then,' the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; 'what
+is the result of our advertisement?'
+
+It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering, and
+surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the
+advertisement.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before Miss Aldclyffe. 'You
+will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?' he said.
+
+'Yes, certainly,' said she.
+
+'I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly
+unfit at first sight,' he continued; and began selecting from the
+heap twos and threes which he had marked, collecting others into his
+hand.
+
+'The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive
+me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number
+to be communicated with.'
+
+'I should like to see every one--only just to glance them over--
+exactly as they came,' she said suasively.
+
+He looked as if he thought this a waste of his time, but dismissing
+his sentiment unfolded each singly and laid it before her. As he
+laid them out, it struck him that she studied them quite as rapidly
+as he could spread them. He slyly glanced up from the outer corner
+of his eye to hers, and noticed that all she did was look at the
+name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the enclosure aside
+without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inquiring
+into the merits of forty-five men who at considerable trouble gave
+in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a
+certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the
+rest.
+
+Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as
+many replies as they possibly could before selecting--'to give us a
+wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Nyttleton?'
+
+It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they
+already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for
+more, there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of
+those they now could command would possibly not be available.
+
+'Never mind, we will run that risk,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'Let the
+advertisement be inserted once more, and then we will certainly
+settle the matter.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffe, for a
+single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned
+herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But
+she was rich, and handsome still. 'She's a new broom in estate-
+management as yet,' he thought. 'She will soon get tired of this,'
+and he parted from her without a sentiment which could mar his
+habitual blandness.
+
+The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the cab in
+Waterloo Place, they went along Pall Mall on foot, where in place of
+the usual well-dressed clubbists--rubicund with alcohol--were to be
+seen, in linen pinafores, flocks of house-painters pallid from white
+lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cytherea proposed that
+they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the
+hill. This they did--the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand--
+the monastic seclusion of the Palace on their right: before them,
+the clock tower of the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a
+metallic lustre against a livid Lambeth sky.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe still carried in her hand a copy of the newspaper,
+and while Cytherea had been interesting herself in the picture
+around, glanced again at the advertisement.
+
+She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the
+action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertisements on the
+cover, one relating to some lecture on Art, and addressed to members
+of the Institute of Architects. The other emanated from the same
+source, but was addressed to the public, and stated that the
+exhibition of drawings at the Institute's rooms would close at the
+end of that week.
+
+Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab,
+then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond Street, and proceeded to
+the rooms of the Institute. The secretary was sitting in the lobby.
+After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on
+the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other
+visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might
+be allowed to see a list of the members. She was a little connected
+with the architectural world, she said, with a smile, and was
+interested in some of the names.
+
+'Here it is, madam,' he replied, politely handing her a pamphlet
+containing the names.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The
+name she hoped to find there was there, with the address appended,
+as was the case with all the rest.
+
+The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing
+Cross. 'Chambers,' as a residence, had always been assumed by the
+lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words,
+'There still.'
+
+Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable
+kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she
+wished to act throughout this episode. Her object was to get one of
+the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die
+of the Institute; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she
+might write a note.
+
+But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went
+towards one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called
+him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick
+as thought, Miss Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand
+behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket.
+
+She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then
+withdrew and returned to her hotel.
+
+Here she cut the Knapwater advertisement from the paper, put it into
+the envelope she had stolen, embossed with the society's stamp, and
+directed it in a round clerkly hand to the address she had seen in
+the list of members' names submitted to her:--
+
+ AENEAS MANSTON, ESQ.,
+ WYKEHAM CHAMBERS,
+ SPRING GARDENS.
+
+This ended her first day's work in London.
+
+4. FROM AUGUST THE TWENTY-SIXTH TO SEPTEMBER THE FIRST
+
+The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel, Miss Aldclyffe
+informing her companion that business would detain them in London
+another week. The days passed as slowly and quietly as days can
+pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about
+the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and
+sightless orbs of blind men. On Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called,
+bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea
+was present at the interview, by Miss Aldclyffe's request--either
+from whim or design.
+
+Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's
+insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them
+over as before. One was signed--
+
+AENEAS MANSTON,
+ 133, TURNGATE STREET,
+ LIVERPOOL.
+
+'Now, then, Mr. Nyttleton, will you make a selection, and I will add
+one or two,' Miss Aldclyffe said.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials, and
+references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's missive, after a
+mere glance, was thrown amongst the summarily rejected ones.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe read, or pretended to read after the lawyer. When he
+had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. 'Would you
+like to add to the number?' he said, turning to the lady.
+
+'No,' she said carelessly. 'Well, two or three additional ones
+rather took my fancy,' she added, searching for some in the larger
+collection.
+
+She drew out three. One was Manston's.
+
+'These eight, then, shall be communicated with,' said the lawyer,
+taking up the eight letters and placing them by themselves.
+
+They stood up. 'If I myself, Miss Aldclyffe, were only concerned
+personally,' he said, in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter
+singly, 'I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes
+honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider himself
+well acquainted with--a rare thing to find in answers to
+advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities
+rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a
+steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on
+an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now
+well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man
+is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours.' He tapped the
+letter as he spoke. 'Yes, I should choose him without hesitation--
+speaking personally.'
+
+'And I think,' she said artificially, 'I should choose this one as a
+matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way
+to when practical questions have to be considered.'
+
+Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the
+newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the
+clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which reminded her of
+a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters--one in
+Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's.
+
+'What is the name of your man?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'His name--' said the lawyer, looking down the page; 'what is his
+name?--it is Edward Springrove.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe glanced towards Cytherea, who was getting red and
+pale by turns. She looked imploringly at Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'The name of my man,' said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in
+turn; 'is, I think--yes--AEneas Manston.'
+
+5. SEPTEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning but one was appointed for the interviews, which
+were to be at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nyttleton and Mr. Tayling
+were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one
+by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Miss
+Aldclyffe, wearing her veil down.
+
+The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each
+candidate at an interval of ten or fifteen minutes from those
+preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and
+had short conversations with Mr. Nyttleton--terse, and to the point.
+Miss Aldclyffe neither moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it
+might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it
+not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil
+covering her countenance--the rays from two bright black eyes,
+directed towards the lawyer and his interlocutor.
+
+Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the examination of all
+was ended, and the last man had retired, Nyttleton, again as at the
+former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she
+personally preferred. 'I still think the fifth we spoke to,
+Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by
+far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion
+still--that Mr--Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing,
+and even specifically; I think he would suit me best in the long-
+run.'
+
+Mr. Nyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the
+court.
+
+'Of course, madam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable;
+a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a short cut to
+conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious round-
+about calculations, based on long experience. I must say I
+shouldn't recommend him.'
+
+'Why, pray?'
+
+'Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the
+advertisement. He didn't reply till the last insertion; that's one
+thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that
+the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but
+unscrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an
+indifferent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his
+statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he
+tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he
+should neglect no opportunity that came in his way.'
+
+'You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds
+of your reasoning.'
+
+'He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office
+duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want
+a man whose acquaintance with rural landed properties is more
+practical and closer--somebody who, if he has not filled exactly
+such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and
+outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on.'
+
+'He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all.'
+
+'Yes; he may be--your opinion, Miss Aldclyffe, is worth more than
+mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts--
+his brain power would soon enable him to master details and fit him
+for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly' (here
+his words started off at a jog-trot) 'I wouldn't run the risk of
+placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any
+account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam.'
+
+'But, definitely,' she said, with a show of impatience, 'what is
+your reason?'
+
+'He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man--
+as bad as it is rare.'
+
+'Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttleton,' said
+Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with displeasure.
+
+Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply
+signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad.
+
+'And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further
+in this,' continued the lady. 'He's quite good enough for a little
+insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could
+not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try
+him.'
+
+'Certainly, Miss Aldclyffe,' said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was
+written to, to the effect that he was the successful competitor.
+
+'Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the better of
+her, that minute you were in the room?' said Nyttleton to Tayling,
+when their client had left the house. Nyttleton was a man who
+surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern
+light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been
+moulded by Time, the Improver, into honourable circumspection.
+
+We frequently find that the quality which, conjoined with the
+simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the
+knowledge of the man.
+
+'She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her
+man,' continued Nyttleton. 'His handsome face is his qualification
+in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that.'
+
+'He didn't seem conscious of it,' said the junior.
+
+'He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. But still, if ever a
+woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers
+did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough
+to be his mother. If that Manston's a schemer he'll marry her, as
+sure as I am Nyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however.'
+
+'I don't think she's in love with him,' said Tayling. He had seen
+but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had
+noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behaviour with the idea that it was the
+bearing of a woman towards her lover.
+
+'Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than
+mine,' rejoined Nyttleton carelessly. 'And you may remember the
+nature of it best.'
+
+
+
+VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS
+
+1. FROM THE THIRD TO THE NINETEENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's tenderness towards Cytherea, between the hours of
+her irascibility, increased till it became no less than doting
+fondness. Like Nature in the tropics, with her hurricanes and the
+subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Miss
+Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity
+afterwards. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close
+contact with a young woman whose modesty was absolutely unimpaired,
+and whose artlessness was as perfect as was compatible with the
+complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood.
+Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her
+influence for good over Miss Aldclyffe was considerable. Ideas and
+habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally
+imitated as a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a
+positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers,
+dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem
+whilst dressing.
+
+Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cytherea could
+feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much
+as thankful. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her
+companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only
+seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished
+in her a feeling which was scarcely too slight to be called dread.
+She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the
+mere dependent, by such a changeable nature--like a fountain, always
+herself, yet always another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever
+been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not
+believe; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed
+connected with deeds of darkness rather than of light.
+
+Sometimes Miss Aldclyffe appeared to be on the point of making some
+absorbing confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her.
+Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come with time, and that
+she might thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously
+known extreme suffering.
+
+But Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated
+by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her
+knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father
+terminated abnormally, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on
+subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss Aldclyffe
+to worm from her, fragment by fragment, every detail of her father's
+history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss Aldclyffe sympathized--and it
+compensated her, to some extent, for the hasty resentments of other
+times.
+
+Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of
+the House that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss
+Aldclyffe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not
+woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they
+could not be worked up into a taking story. Whether, as old critics
+disputed, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, an
+ungodly machinery is decidedly necessary to a scandal.
+
+Another letter had come to her from Edward--very short, but full of
+entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line--just one
+line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to
+think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too harsh
+with him; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for
+being engaged to another woman. 'Ah, Brain, there is one in me
+stronger than you!' she said. The young maid now continually pulled
+out his letter, read it and re-read it, almost crying with pity the
+while, to think what wretched suspense he must be enduring at her
+silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she
+must send him a line--one little line--just a wee line to keep him
+alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara--
+
+ 'Ah, were he now before me,
+ In spite of injured pride,
+ I fear my eyes would pardon
+ Before my tongue could chide.'
+
+2. SEPTEMBER THE TWENTIETH. THREE TO FOUR P.M.
+
+It was the third week in September, about five weeks after
+Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go
+through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting
+the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a
+religious society she patronized. Miss Aldclyffe formed one of what
+was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected
+tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors, to add to her own
+pound at the end.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appearance
+that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed,
+gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an
+airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in
+each eye and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable
+pleasure to the mistress of the mansion, yet a pleasure which
+appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction
+than of mental gratification.
+
+Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss
+Aldclyffe's list, with the amount of subscription-money attached to
+each.
+
+'I will collect the first four, whilst you do the same with the last
+four,' said Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share: then
+came a Miss Hinton: last of all in the printed list was Mr.
+Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was pencilled, in Miss
+Aldclyffe's handwriting, 'Mr. Manston.'
+
+Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three
+or four days previously, and occupied the old manor-house, which had
+been altered and repaired for his reception.
+
+'Call on Mr. Manston,' said the lady impressively, looking at the
+name written under Cytherea's portion of the list.
+
+'But he does not subscribe yet?'
+
+'I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it.'
+
+'Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?'
+
+'Yes--say I should be pleased if he would,' repeated Miss Aldclyffe,
+smiling. 'Good-bye. Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get
+easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrow.'
+
+Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place
+to the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, which was a
+relief to her. She called then on the two gentleman-farmers' wives,
+who soon transacted their business with her, frigidly indifferent to
+her personality. A person who socially is nothing is thought less
+of by people who are not much than by those who are a great deal.
+
+She then turned towards Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss
+Hinton, who lived there happily enough, with an elderly servant and
+a house-dog as companions. Her father, and last remaining parent,
+had retired thither four years before this time, after having filled
+the post of editor to the Casterbridge Chronicle for eighteen or
+twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a
+poor man, he left his daughter sufficiently well provided for as a
+modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to
+maintain herself as mistress at Peakhill.
+
+At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and
+footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute
+Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself.
+
+Adelaide Hinton was about nine-and-twenty years of age. Her hair
+was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equalled Cytherea's in
+regularity and whiteness. But she was much paler, and had features
+too transparent to be in place among household surroundings. Her
+mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a
+natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic,
+and she was more self-possessed.
+
+She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not
+forward, by way of contrast, when disparaging those warmer ones with
+whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of
+her, 'a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry,' the
+caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because
+she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if, in such cases,
+the important subject of marriage should be excluded from
+manipulation by hands that are ready for practical performance in
+every domestic concern besides.
+
+Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty.
+
+'Good afternoon! O yes--Miss Graye, from Miss Aldclyffe's. I have
+seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called! Come in. I
+wonder if I have change enough to pay my subscription.' She spoke
+girlishly.
+
+Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always levelled
+herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to
+herself--as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in
+equity.
+
+'It doesn't matter. I'll come again.'
+
+'Yes, do at any time; not only on this errand. But you must step in
+for a minute. Do.'
+
+'I have been wanting to come for several weeks.'
+
+'That's right. Now you must see my house--lonely, isn't it, for a
+single person? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to
+keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of
+locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned
+supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being
+called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends
+to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does
+it.'
+
+'How nice! It is better than living in a town.'
+
+'Far better. A town makes a cynic of me.'
+
+The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind, that
+Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Budmouth.
+
+Miss Hinton opened an interior door and led her visitor into a small
+drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles.
+
+The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat continued.
+
+'How lonely it must be here at night!' said Cytherea. 'Aren't you
+afraid?'
+
+'At first I was, slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you
+know a sort of commonsense will creep even into timidity. I say to
+myself sometimes at night, "If I were anybody but a harmless woman,
+not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should
+think that every sound I hear was a spirit." But you must see all
+over my house.'
+
+Cytherea was highly interested in seeing.
+
+'I say you MUST do this, and you MUST do that, as if you were a
+child,' remarked Adelaide. 'A privileged friend of mine tells me
+this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's
+society but my own.'
+
+'Ah, yes. I suppose she is right.'
+
+Cytherea called the friend 'she' by a rule of ladylike practice; for
+a woman's 'friend' is delicately assumed by another friend to be of
+their own sex in the absence of knowledge to the contrary; just as
+cats are called she's until they prove themselves he's.
+
+Miss Hinton laughed mysteriously.
+
+'I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure you,' she
+continued.
+
+'"Humorous reproof:" that's not from a woman: who can reprove
+humorously but a man?' was the groove of Cytherea's thought at the
+remark. 'Your brother reproves you, I expect,' said that innocent
+young lady.
+
+'No,' said Miss Hinton, with a candid air. ''Tis only a
+professional man I am acquainted with.' She looked out of the
+window.
+
+Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash
+through Cytherea's mind that the man was a lover than she became a
+Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form.
+
+'I imagine he's a lover,' she said.
+
+Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line.
+
+Few women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity
+as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. When it
+does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who
+is so benighted as to have got no further than suspecting it.
+
+'There now--Miss Hinton; you are engaged to be married!' said
+Cytherea accusingly.
+
+Adelaide nodded her head practically. 'Well, yes, I am,' she said.
+
+The word 'engaged' had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the
+sound of it--the mere sound of her own lips--carried her mind to the
+time and circumstances under which Miss Aldclyffe had used it
+towards herself. A sickening thought followed--based but on a mere
+surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's
+mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns; she
+mentioned Mr. Springrove as attending to her garden. It could not
+be that Edward was the man! that Miss Aldclyffe had planned to
+reveal her rival thus!
+
+'Are you going to be married soon?' she inquired, with a steadiness
+the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference.
+
+'Not very soon--still, soon.'
+
+'Ah-ha! In less than three months?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Two.'
+
+Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more
+prompting. 'You won't tell anybody if I show you something?' she
+said, with eager mystery.
+
+'O no, nobody. But does he live in this parish?'
+
+'No.'
+
+Nothing proved yet.
+
+'What's his name?' said Cytherea flatly. Her breath and heart had
+begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could
+not see her face.
+
+'What do you think?' said Miss Hinton.
+
+'George?' said Cytherea, with deceitful agony.
+
+'No,' said Adelaide. 'But now, you shall see him first; come here;'
+and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on
+the dressing table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait
+of Edward Springrove.
+
+'There he is,' Miss Hinton said, and a silence ensued.
+
+'Are you very fond of him?' continued the miserable Cytherea at
+length.
+
+'Yes, of course I am,' her companion replied, but in the tone of one
+who 'lived in Abraham's bosom all the year,' and was therefore
+untouched by solemn thought at the fact. 'He's my cousin--a native
+of this village. We were engaged before my father's death left me
+so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am
+now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him
+a little sermonizing now and then.'
+
+'Why?'
+
+'O, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes--not really, you
+know--but he will look at any pretty face when he sees it.'
+
+Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to
+be miserable upon when she had time, 'How do you know that?'
+Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart.
+
+'Well, you know how things do come to women's ears. He used to live
+at Budmouth as an assistant-architect, and I found out that a young
+giddy thing of a girl who lives there somewhere took his fancy for a
+day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all--our engagement is so
+matter-of-fact that neither of us can be jealous. And it was a mere
+flirtation--she was too silly for him. He's fond of rowing, and
+kindly gave her an airing for an evening or two. I'll warrant they
+talked the most unmitigated rubbish under the sun--all shallowness
+and pastime, just as everything is at watering places--neither of
+them caring a bit for the other--she giggling like a goose all the
+time--'
+
+Concentrated essence of woman pervaded the room rather than air.
+'She DIDN'T! and it WASN'T shallowness!' Cytherea burst out, with
+brimming eyes. ''Twas deep deceit on one side, and entire
+confidence on the other--yes, it was!' The pent-up emotion had
+swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam could no
+longer embay it. The instant the words were out she would have
+given worlds to have been able to recall them.
+
+'Do you know her--or him?' said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion
+at the warmth shown.
+
+The two rivals had now lost their personality quite. There was the
+same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of the mouth, the
+same mind in both, as they looked doubtingly and excitedly at each
+other. As is invariably the case with women when a man they care
+for is the subject of an excitement among them, the situation
+abstracted the differences which distinguished them as individuals,
+and left only the properties common to them as atoms of a sex.
+
+Cytherea caught at the chance afforded her of not betraying herself.
+'Yes, I know her,' she said.
+
+'Well,' said Miss Hinton, 'I am really vexed if my speaking so
+lightly of any friend of yours has hurt your feelings, but--'
+
+'O, never mind,' Cytherea returned; 'it doesn't matter, Miss Hinton.
+I think I must leave you now. I have to call at other places. Yes-
+-I must go.'
+
+Miss Hinton, in a perplexed state of mind, showed her visitor
+politely downstairs to the door. Here Cytherea bade her a hurried
+adieu, and flitted down the garden into the lane.
+
+She persevered in her duties with a wayward pleasure in giving
+herself misery, as was her wont. Mr. Springrove's name was next on
+the list, and she turned towards his dwelling, the Three Tranters
+Inn.
+
+3. FOUR TO FIVE P.M.
+
+The cottages along Carriford village street were not so close but
+that on one side or other of the road was always a hedge of hawthorn
+or privet, over or through which could be seen gardens or orchards
+rich with produce. It was about the middle of the early apple-
+harvest, and the laden trees were shaken at intervals by the
+gatherers; the soft pattering of the falling crop upon the grassy
+ground being diversified by the loud rattle of vagrant ones upon a
+rail, hencoop, basket, or lean-to roof, or upon the rounded and
+stooping backs of the collectors--mostly children, who would have
+cried bitterly at receiving such a smart blow from any other
+quarter, but smilingly assumed it to be but fun in apples.
+
+The Three Tranters Inn, a many-gabled, mediaeval building,
+constructed almost entirely of timber, plaster, and thatch, stood
+close to the line of the roadside, almost opposite the churchyard,
+and was connected with a row of cottages on the left by thatched
+outbuildings. It was an uncommonly characteristic and handsome
+specimen of the genuine roadside inn of bygone times; and standing
+on one of the great highways in this part of England, had in its
+time been the scene of as much of what is now looked upon as the
+romantic and genial experience of stage-coach travelling as any
+halting-place in the country. The railway had absorbed the whole
+stream of traffic which formerly flowed through the village and
+along by the ancient door of the inn, reducing the empty-handed
+landlord, who used only to farm a few fields at the back of the
+house, to the necessity of eking out his attenuated income by
+increasing the extent of his agricultural business if he would still
+maintain his social standing. Next to the general stillness
+pervading the spot, the long line of outbuildings adjoining the
+house was the most striking and saddening witness to the passed-away
+fortunes of the Three Tranters Inn. It was the bulk of the original
+stabling, and where once the hoofs of two-score horses had daily
+rattled over the stony yard, to and from the stalls within, thick
+grass now grew, whilst the line of roofs--once so straight--over the
+decayed stalls, had sunk into vast hollows till they seemed like the
+cheeks of toothless age.
+
+On a green plot at the other end of the building grew two or three
+large, wide-spreading elm-trees, from which the sign was suspended--
+representing the three men called tranters (irregular carriers),
+standing side by side, and exactly alike to a hair's-breadth, the
+grain of the wood and joints of the boards being visible through the
+thin paint depicting their forms, which were still further
+disfigured by red stains running downwards from the rusty nails
+above.
+
+Under the trees now stood a cider-mill and press, and upon the spot
+sheltered by the boughs were gathered Mr. Springrove himself, his
+men, the parish clerk, two or three other men, grinders and
+supernumeraries, a woman with an infant in her arms, a flock of
+pigeons, and some little boys with straws in their mouths,
+endeavouring, whenever the men's backs were turned, to get a sip of
+the sweet juice issuing from the vat.
+
+Edward Springrove the elder, the landlord, now more particularly a
+farmer, and for two months in the year a cider-maker, was an
+employer of labour of the old school, who worked himself among his
+men. He was now engaged in packing the pomace into horsehair bags
+with a rammer, and Gad Weedy, his man, was occupied in shovelling up
+more from a tub at his side. The shovel shone like silver from the
+action of the juice, and ever and anon, in its motion to and fro,
+caught the rays of the declining sun and reflected them in bristling
+stars of light.
+
+Mr. Springrove had been too young a man when the pristine days of
+the Three Tranters had departed for ever to have much of the host
+left in him now. He was a poet with a rough skin: one whose
+sturdiness was more the result of external circumstances than of
+intrinsic nature. Too kindly constituted to be very provident, he
+was yet not imprudent. He had a quiet humorousness of disposition,
+not out of keeping with a frequent melancholy, the general
+expression of his countenance being one of abstraction. Like Walt
+Whitman he felt as his years increased--
+
+ 'I foresee too much; it means more than I thought.'
+
+On the present occasion he wore gaiters and a leathern apron, and
+worked with his shirt-sleeves rolled up beyond his elbows,
+disclosing solid and fleshy rather than muscular arms. They were
+stained by the cider, and two or three brown apple-pips from the
+pomace he was handling were to be seen sticking on them here and
+there.
+
+The other prominent figure was that of Richard Crickett, the parish
+clerk, a kind of Bowdlerized rake, who ate only as much as a woman,
+and had the rheumatism in his left hand. The remainder of the
+group, brown-faced peasants, wore smock-frocks embroidered on the
+shoulders with hearts and diamonds, and were girt round their middle
+with a strap, another being worn round the right wrist.
+
+'And have you seen the steward, Mr. Springrove?' said the clerk.
+
+'Just a glimpse of him; but 'twas just enough to show me that he's
+not here for long.'
+
+'Why mid that be?'
+
+'He'll never stand the vagaries of the female figure holden the
+reins--not he.'
+
+'She d' pay en well,' said a grinder; 'and money's money.'
+
+'Ah--'tis: very much so,' the clerk replied.
+
+'Yes, yes, naibour Crickett,' said Springrove, 'but she'll vlee in a
+passion--all the fat will be in the fire--and there's an end o't. .
+. . Yes, she is a one,' continued the farmer, resting, raising his
+eyes, and reading the features of a distant apple.
+
+'She is,' said Gad, resting too (it is wonderful how prompt a
+journeyman is in following his master's initiative to rest) and
+reflectively regarding the ground in front of him.
+
+'True: a one is she,' the clerk chimed in, shaking his head
+ominously.
+
+'She has such a temper,' said the farmer, 'and is so wilful too.
+You may as well try to stop a footpath as stop her when she has
+taken anything into her head. I'd as soon grind little green crabs
+all day as live wi' her.'
+
+''Tis a temper she hev, 'tis,' the clerk replied, 'though I be a
+servant of the Church that say it. But she isn't goen to flee in a
+passion this time.'
+
+The audience waited for the continuation of the speech, as if they
+knew from experience the exact distance off it lay in the future.
+
+The clerk swallowed nothing as if it were a great deal, and then
+went on, 'There's some'at between 'em: mark my words, naibours--
+there's some'at between 'em.'
+
+'D'ye mean it?'
+
+'I d' know it. He came last Saturday, didn't he?'
+
+''A did, truly,' said Gad Weedy, at the same time taking an apple
+from the hopper of the mill, eating a piece, and flinging back the
+remainder to be ground up for cider.
+
+'He went to church a-Sunday,' said the clerk again.
+
+''A did.'
+
+'And she kept her eye upon en all the service, her face flickeren
+between red and white, but never stoppen at either.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded, and went to the press.
+
+'Well,' said the clerk, 'you don't call her the kind o' woman to
+make mistakes in just trotten through the weekly service o' God?
+Why, as a rule she's as right as I be myself.'
+
+Mr. Springrove nodded again, and gave a twist to the screw of the
+press, followed in the movement by Gad at the other side; the two
+grinders expressing by looks of the greatest concern that, if Miss
+Aldclyffe were as right at church as the clerk, she must be right
+indeed.
+
+'Yes, as right in the service o' God as I be myself,' repeated the
+clerk. 'But last Sunday, when we were in the tenth commandment,
+says she, "Incline our hearts to keep this law," says she, when
+'twas "Laws in our hearts, we beseech Thee," all the church through.
+Her eye was upon HIM--she was quite lost--"Hearts to keep this law,"
+says she; she was no more than a mere shadder at that tenth time--a
+mere shadder. You mi't ha' mouthed across to her "Laws in our
+hearts we beseech Thee," fifty times over--she'd never ha' noticed
+ye. She's in love wi' the man, that's what she is.'
+
+'Then she's a bigger stunpoll than I took her for,' said Mr.
+Springrove. 'Why, she's old enough to be his mother.'
+
+'The row'll be between her and that young Curlywig, you'll see. She
+won't run the risk of that pretty face be-en near.'
+
+'Clerk Crickett, I d' fancy you d' know everything about everybody,'
+said Gad.
+
+'Well so's,' said the clerk modestly. 'I do know a little. It
+comes to me.'
+
+'And I d' know where from.'
+
+'Ah.'
+
+'That wife o' thine. She's an entertainen woman, not to speak
+disrespectful.'
+
+'She is: and a winnen one. Look at the husbands she've had--God
+bless her!'
+
+'I wonder you could stand third in that list, Clerk Crickett,' said
+Mr. Springrove.
+
+'Well, 't has been a power o' marvel to myself oftentimes. Yes,
+matrimony do begin wi' "Dearly beloved," and ends wi' "Amazement,"
+as the prayer-book says. But what could I do, naibour Springrove?
+'Twas ordained to be. Well do I call to mind what your poor lady
+said to me when I had just married. "Ah, Mr. Crickett," says she,
+"your wife will soon settle you as she did her other two: here's a
+glass o' rum, for I shan't see your poor face this time next year."
+I swallered the rum, called again next year, and said, "Mrs.
+Springrove, you gave me a glass o' rum last year because I was going
+to die--here I be alive still, you see." "Well said, clerk! Here's
+two glasses for you now, then," says she. "Thank you, mem," I
+said, and swallered the rum. Well, dang my old sides, next year I
+thought I'd call again and get three. And call I did. But she
+wouldn't give me a drop o' the commonest. "No, clerk," says she,
+"you be too tough for a woman's pity.". . . Ah, poor soul, 'twas
+true enough! Here be I, that was expected to die, alive and hard as
+a nail, you see, and there's she moulderen in her grave.'
+
+'I used to think 'twas your wife's fate not to have a liven husband
+when I zid 'em die off so,' said Gad.
+
+'Fate? Bless thy simplicity, so 'twas her fate; but she struggled
+to have one, and would, and did. Fate's nothen beside a woman's
+schemen!'
+
+'I suppose, then, that Fate is a He, like us, and the Lord, and the
+rest o' 'em up above there,' said Gad, lifting his eyes to the sky.
+
+'Hullo! Here's the young woman comen that we were a-talken about
+by-now,' said a grinder, suddenly interrupting. 'She's comen up
+here, as I be alive!'
+
+The two grinders stood and regarded Cytherea as if she had been a
+ship tacking into a harbour, nearly stopping the mill in their new
+interest.
+
+'Stylish accoutrements about the head and shoulders, to my thinken,'
+said the clerk. 'Sheenen curls, and plenty o' em.'
+
+'If there's one kind of pride more excusable than another in a young
+woman, 'tis being proud of her hair,' said Mr. Springrove.
+
+'Dear man!--the pride there is only a small piece o' the whole. I
+warrant now, though she can show such a figure, she ha'n't a stick
+o' furniture to call her own.'
+
+'Come, Clerk Crickett, let the maid be a maid while she is a maid,'
+said Farmer Springrove chivalrously.
+
+'O,' replied the servant of the Church; 'I've nothen to say against
+it--O no:
+
+ '"The chimney-sweeper's daughter Sue
+ As I have heard declare, O,
+ Although she's neither sock nor shoe
+ Will curl and deck her hair, O."'
+
+Cytherea was rather disconcerted at finding that the gradual
+cessation of the chopping of the mill was on her account, and still
+more when she saw all the cider-makers' eyes fixed upon her except
+Mr. Springrove's, whose natural delicacy restrained him. She neared
+the plot of grass, but instead of advancing further, hesitated on
+its border.
+
+Mr. Springrove perceived her embarrassment, which was relieved when
+she saw his old-established figure coming across to her, wiping his
+hands in his apron.
+
+'I know your errand, missie,' he said, 'and am glad to see you, and
+attend to it. I'll step indoors.'
+
+'If you are busy I am in no hurry for a minute or two,' said
+Cytherea.
+
+'Then if so be you really wouldn't mind, we'll wring down this last
+filling to let it drain all night?'
+
+'Not at all. I like to see you.'
+
+'We are only just grinding down the early pickthongs and griffins,'
+continued the farmer, in a half-apologetic tone for detaining by his
+cider-making any well-dressed woman. 'They rot as black as a
+chimney-crook if we keep 'em till the regulars turn in.' As he
+spoke he went back to the press, Cytherea keeping at his elbow.
+'I'm later than I should have been by rights,' he continued, taking
+up a lever for propelling the screw, and beckoning to the men to
+come forward. 'The truth is, my son Edward had promised to come to-
+day, and I made preparations; but instead of him comes a letter:
+"London, September the eighteenth, Dear Father," says he, and went
+on to tell me he couldn't. It threw me out a bit.'
+
+'Of course,' said Cytherea.
+
+'He's got a place 'a b'lieve?' said the clerk, drawing near.
+
+'No, poor mortal fellow, no. He tried for this one here, you know,
+but couldn't manage to get it. I don't know the rights o' the
+matter, but willy-nilly they wouldn't have him for steward. Now
+mates, form in line.'
+
+Springrove, the clerk, the grinders, and Gad, all ranged themselves
+behind the lever of the screw, and walked round like soldiers
+wheeling.
+
+'The man that the old quean hev got is a man you can hardly get upon
+your tongue to gainsay, by the look o' en,' rejoined Clerk Crickett.
+
+'One o' them people that can contrive to be thought no worse o' for
+stealen a horse than another man for looken over hedge at en,' said
+a grinder.
+
+'Well, he's all there as steward, and is quite the gentleman--no
+doubt about that.'
+
+'So would my Ted ha' been, for the matter o' that,' the farmer said.
+
+'That's true: 'a would, sir.'
+
+'I said, I'll give Ted a good education if it do cost me my eyes,
+and I would have done it.'
+
+'Ay, that you would so,' said the chorus of assistants solemnly.
+
+'But he took to books and drawing naturally, and cost very little;
+and as a wind-up the womenfolk hatched up a match between him and
+his cousin.'
+
+'When's the wedden to be, Mr. Springrove?'
+
+'Uncertain--but soon, I suppose. Edward, you see, can do anything
+pretty nearly, and yet can't get a straightforward living. I wish
+sometimes I had kept him here, and let professions go. But he was
+such a one for the pencil.'
+
+He dropped the lever in the hedge, and turned to his visitor.
+
+'Now then, missie, if you'll come indoors, please.'
+
+Gad Weedy looked with a placid criticism at Cytherea as she withdrew
+with the farmer.
+
+'I could tell by the tongue o' her that she didn't take her degrees
+in our county,' he said in an undertone.
+
+
+
+'The railways have left you lonely here,' she observed, when they
+were indoors.
+
+Save the withered old flies, which were quite tame from the
+solitude, not a being was in the house. Nobody seemed to have
+entered it since the last passenger had been called out to mount the
+last stage-coach that had run by.
+
+'Yes, the Inn and I seem almost a pair of fossils,' the farmer
+replied, looking at the room and then at himself.
+
+'O, Mr. Springrove,' said Cytherea, suddenly recollecting herself;
+'I am much obliged to you for recommending me to Miss Aldclyffe.'
+She began to warm towards the old man; there was in him a gentleness
+of disposition which reminded her of her own father.
+
+'Recommending? Not at all, miss. Ted--that's my son--Ted said a
+fellow-draughtsman of his had a sister who wanted to be doing
+something in the world, and I mentioned it to the housekeeper,
+that's all. Ay, I miss my son very much.'
+
+She kept her back to the window that he might not see her rising
+colour.
+
+'Yes,' he continued, 'sometimes I can't help feeling uneasy about
+him. You know, he seems not made for a town life exactly: he gets
+very queer over it sometimes, I think. Perhaps he'll be better when
+he's married to Adelaide.'
+
+A half-impatient feeling arose in her, like that which possesses a
+sick person when he hears a recently-struck hour struck again by a
+slow clock. She had lived further on.
+
+'Everything depends upon whether he loves her,' she said
+tremulously.
+
+'He used to--he doesn't show it so much now; but that's because he's
+older. You see, it was several years ago they first walked together
+as young man and young woman. She's altered too from what she was
+when he first courted her.'
+
+'How, sir?'
+
+'O, she's more sensible by half. When he used to write to her she'd
+creep up the lane and look back over her shoulder, and slide out the
+letter, and read a word and stand in thought looking at the hills
+and seeing none. Then the cuckoo would cry--away the letter would
+slip, and she'd start wi' fright at the mere bird, and have a red
+skin before the quickest man among ye could say, "Blood rush up."'
+
+He came forward with the money and dropped it into her hand. His
+thoughts were still with Edward, and he absently took her little
+fingers in his as he said, earnestly and ingenuously--
+
+''Tis so seldom I get a gentlewoman to speak to that I can't help
+speaking to you, Miss Graye, on my fears for Edward; I sometimes am
+afraid that he'll never get on--that he'll die poor and despised
+under the worst mental conditions, a keen sense of having been
+passed in the race by men whose brains are nothing to his own, all
+through his seeing too far into things--being discontented with
+make-shifts--thinking o' perfection in things, and then sickened
+that there's no such thing as perfection. I shan't be sorry to see
+him marry, since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay,
+we'll hope for the best.'
+
+He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door saying, 'If you
+should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and
+then, it will be a great delight to him, Miss Graye. Good-evening
+to ye. . . . Ah look! a thunderstorm is brewing--be quick home. Or
+shall I step up with you?'
+
+'No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good evening,' she said in a low
+voice, and hurried away. One thought still possessed her; Edward
+had trifled with her love.
+
+4. FIVE TO SIX P.M.
+
+She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so
+densely that the pass appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently
+reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly
+than the farmer had anticipated: the sheep moved in a trail, and
+complained incoherently. Livid grey shades, like those of the
+modern French painters, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts
+of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath.
+Before she was half-way across the park the thunder rumbled
+distinctly.
+
+The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old
+manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low
+rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roar of the
+waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes
+hard by it. Hurrying on, with a growing dread of the gloom and of
+the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising
+before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of strange
+whiteness.
+
+On the flight of steps, which descended from a terrace in front to
+the level of the park, stood a man. He appeared, partly from the
+relief the position gave to his figure, and partly from fact, to be
+of towering height. He was dark in outline, and was looking at the
+sky, with his hands behind him.
+
+It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line of
+his front. She felt so reluctant to do this, that she was about to
+turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point
+beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on
+mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping
+her glance to the ground.
+
+Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon
+another path branching in a right line from the path she was
+pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old House. 'I am exactly
+opposite him now,' she thought, 'and his eyes are going through me.'
+
+A clear masculine voice said, at the same instant--
+
+'Are you afraid?'
+
+She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment,
+assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. 'I don't think I
+am,' she stammered.
+
+He seemed to know that she thought in that sense.
+
+'Of the thunder, I mean,' he said; 'not of myself.'
+
+She must turn to him now. 'I think it is going to rain,' she
+remarked for the sake of saying something.
+
+He could not conceal his surprise and admiration of her face and
+bearing. He said courteously, 'It may possibly not rain before you
+reach the House, if you are going there?'
+
+'Yes, I am,'
+
+'May I walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees.'
+
+'No.' Fearing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was
+addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added, 'I am
+Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneliness.'
+
+'O, Miss Aldclyffe's companion. Then will you be kind enough to
+take a subscription to her? She sent to me this afternoon to ask me
+to become a subscriber to her Society, and I was out. Of course
+I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the
+Society.'
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe will be glad to hear that, I know.'
+
+'Yes; let me see--what Society did she say it was? I am afraid I
+haven't enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a
+satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my willingness. I'll
+get it, and be out in one minute.'
+
+He entered the house and was at her side again within the time he
+had named. 'This is it,' he said pleasantly.
+
+She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm
+of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his
+fingers should have touched her.
+
+'I think after all,' he continued, 'that the rain is upon us, and
+will drench you before you reach the House. Yes: see there.'
+
+He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which
+had suddenly appeared upon the white surface of the step.
+
+'You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet.
+The clouds make it seem later than it really is.'
+
+Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of
+lightning and sharp rattling thunder compelled her, willingly or no,
+to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him
+just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of
+short views of his person, as they waited there in silence.
+
+He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed, and well-dressed, of
+an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The
+most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost
+preternatural, clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish
+or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the
+beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his
+brows straight and firm, his eyes penetrating and clear. By
+collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who
+theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their
+owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in
+the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his
+destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate with the
+vindictive determination of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both
+would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be
+pleasing, had their force not been counteracted by the lines and
+tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising
+degree, possessing a woman-like softness of curve, and a ruby
+redness so intense, as to testify strongly to much susceptibility of
+heart where feminine beauty was concerned--a susceptibility that
+might require all the ballast of brain with which he had previously
+been credited to confine within reasonable channels.
+
+His manner was rather elegant than good: his speech well-finished
+and unconstrained.
+
+The pause in their discourse, which had been caused by the peal of
+thunder was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the
+ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the
+waterfall as it became gradually rivalled by the increasing rush of
+rain upon the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks
+at him, Cytherea had turned her head towards the avenue for a while,
+and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discovered that his
+eyes were engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face
+and form.
+
+At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their
+dresses touched, and remained in contact.
+
+His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her
+dress is part of her body. Its motions are all present to her
+intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails
+swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said that her dress has
+sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce,
+and it hurts her as much as pinching her. Delicate antennae, or
+feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. Go to the uppermost: she
+is there; tread on the lowest: the fair creature is there almost
+before you.
+
+Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston, sent a
+thrill through Cytherea, seeing, moreover, that he was of the nature
+of a mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but
+still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away,
+though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the
+rain.
+
+'Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you,' he said. 'Step
+inside the door.'
+
+Cytherea hesitated.
+
+'Perfectly safe, I assure you,' he added, laughing, and holding the
+door open. 'You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in--
+boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery, in every form of
+transposition. An old woman is in the back quarters somewhere,
+beginning to put things to rights. . . . You know the inside of the
+house, I dare say?'
+
+'I have never been in.'
+
+'O well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through,
+here, they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one
+part is now my parlour; there they have put a plaster ceiling,
+hiding the old chestnut-carved roof because it was too high and
+would have been chilly for me; you see, being the original hall, it
+was open right up to the top, and here the lord of the manor and his
+retainers used to meet and be merry by the light from the monstrous
+fire which shone out from that monstrous fire-place, now narrowed to
+a mere nothing for my grate, though you can see the old outline
+still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state.'
+
+'With more romance and less comfort.'
+
+'Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish is not deep-seated. You will
+see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing-cases and all.
+The only piece of ornamental furniture yet unpacked is this one.'
+
+'An organ?'
+
+'Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the
+case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not
+a very large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You
+play, I dare say?'
+
+'The piano. I am not at all used to an organ.'
+
+'You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would
+spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal.
+A piano isn't much as an instrument.'
+
+'It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough.'
+
+'That isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good
+enough.'
+
+'No--no. What I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a
+rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer
+men have said it before them--not from the experience of their
+ears.'
+
+Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush at the consciousness of
+a great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain
+herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in the
+least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this attitude forced him
+into a position of mental superiority which vexed her.
+
+'I play for my private amusement only,' he said. 'I have never
+learned scientifically. All I know is what I taught myself.'
+
+The thunder, lightning, and rain had now increased to a terrific
+force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of
+fire continually sprang, did not appear to be more than a hundred
+yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal
+made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went towards the organ,
+in the midst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from
+foundations to chimney.
+
+'You are not going to play now, are you?' said Cytherea uneasily.
+
+'O yes. Why not now?' he said. 'You can't go home, and therefore
+we may as well be amused, if you don't mind sitting on this box.
+The few chairs I have unpacked are in the other room.'
+
+Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the
+organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through
+every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable.
+Presently he ceased and began searching for some music-book.
+
+'What a splendid flash!' he said, as the lightning again shone in
+through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the
+whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the
+present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea, in spite of
+herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general
+unearthly weirdness which seemed to surround her there.
+
+'I wish I--the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will
+last long?' she said timidly.
+
+'It can't last much longer,' he murmured, without turning, running
+his fingers again over the keys. 'But this is nothing,' he
+continued, suddenly stopping and regarding her. 'It seems brighter
+because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it;
+now look at me--look in my face--now.'
+
+He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark
+strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and
+looked in the too-delicately beautiful face.
+
+The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed
+as firmly as before. 'There,' he said, turning to her, 'that's the
+way to look at lightning.'
+
+'O, it might have blinded you!' she exclaimed.
+
+'Nonsense--not lightning of this sort--I shouldn't have stared at it
+if there had been danger. It is only sheet-lightning now. Now,
+will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?'
+
+'No, thank you--I don't want to hear it whilst it thunders so.' But
+he had begun without heeding her answer, and she stood motionless
+again, marvelling at the wonderful indifference to all external
+circumstance which was now evinced by his complete absorption in the
+music before him.
+
+'Why do you play such saddening chords?' she said, when he next
+paused.
+
+'H'm--because I like them, I suppose,' said he lightly. 'Don't you
+like sad impressions sometimes?'
+
+'Yes, sometimes, perhaps.'
+
+'When you are full of trouble.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?'
+
+'Are you troubled?'
+
+'I am troubled.' He said this thoughtfully and abruptly--so
+abruptly that she did not push the dialogue further.
+
+He now played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in
+the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the
+organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the
+comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the elemental
+strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of
+proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, practised as was
+the hand that produced them. The varying strains--now loud, now
+soft; simple, complicated, weird, touching, grand, boisterous,
+subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulating into the next with a
+graceful and easy flow--shook and bent her to themselves, as a
+gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface.
+The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her
+attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and
+developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul,
+shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment and
+holding them in its own.
+
+She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man
+before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and
+entered into her with a gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of
+lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. She found herself
+involuntarily shrinking up beside him, and looking with parted lips
+at his face.
+
+He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the
+ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which
+woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to
+tell; and he saw it. Bending his handsome face over her till his
+lips almost touched her ear, he murmured, without breaking the
+harmonies--
+
+'Do you very much like this piece?'
+
+'Very much indeed,' she said.
+
+'I could see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you.'
+
+'Thank you much.'
+
+'I will bring it to the House to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask
+for?'
+
+'O, not for me. Don't bring it,' she said hastily. 'I shouldn't
+like you to.'
+
+'Let me see--to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I
+shall be passing the waterfall on my way home. I could conveniently
+give it you there, and I should like you to have it.'
+
+He modulated into the Pastoral Symphony, still looking in her eyes.
+
+'Very well,' she said, to get rid of the look.
+
+The storm had by this time considerably decreased in violence, and
+in seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around
+the western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking
+sun.
+
+Cytherea drew a long breath of relief, and prepared to go away. She
+was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-
+house, and the acquaintanceship it had set on foot, was not a thing
+she wished. It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and
+dragged into frankness by the wiles of a stranger.
+
+'Allow me to come with you,' he said, accompanying her to the door,
+and again showing by his behaviour how much he was impressed with
+her. His influence over her had vanished with the musical chords,
+and she turned her back upon him. 'May I come?' he repeated.
+
+'No, no. The distance is not a quarter of a mile--it is really not
+necessary, thank you,' she said quietly. And wishing him good-
+evening, without meeting his eyes, she went down the steps, leaving
+him standing at the door.
+
+'O, how is it that man has so fascinated me?' was all she could
+think. Her own self, as she had sat spell-bound before him, was all
+she could see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that
+his eyes were upon her until she had passed the hollow by the
+waterfall, and by ascending the rise had become hidden from his view
+by the boughs of the overhanging trees.
+
+5. SIX TO SEVEN P.M.
+
+The wet shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an
+invidious lustre which rendered the restlessness of her mood more
+wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for
+the slightest link of connection between one and another. One
+moment she was full of the wild music and stirring scene with
+Manston---the next, Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy
+ghost. Then Manston's black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the
+reckless voluptuous mouth appeared bending to the curves of his
+special words. What could be those troubles to which he had
+alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyffe was at the bottom of them. Sad at
+heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her.
+
+On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence Cytherea told her of the
+incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her
+ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure
+from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe
+looked delighted. The usual cross-examination followed.
+
+'And so you were with him all that time?' said the lady, with
+assumed severity.
+
+'Yes, I was.'
+
+'I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice.'
+
+'I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch.'
+
+'What remarks did he make, do you say?'
+
+'That the lightning was not so bad as I thought.'
+
+'A very important remark, that. Did he--' she turned her glance
+full upon the girl, and eyeing her searchingly, said--
+
+'Did he say anything about ME?'
+
+'Nothing,' said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, 'except that I
+was to give you the subscription.'
+
+'You are quite sure?'
+
+'Quite.'
+
+'I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about
+himself?'
+
+'Only one thing--that he was troubled,'
+
+'Troubled!'
+
+After saying the word, Miss Aldclyffe relapsed into silence. Such
+behaviour as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her
+making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once
+she was mistaken, nothing more was said.
+
+When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell
+letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable
+and brimming young woman of nineteen to feel that the wisest and
+only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all.
+She told him that, to her painful surprise, she had learnt that his
+engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted
+that all honour bade him marry his early love--a woman far better
+than her unworthy self, who only deserved to be forgotten, and
+begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She
+upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at
+Budmouth, and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the
+last evening of the water excursions. 'I never, never can forget
+it!' she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her duty,
+ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and commands were
+of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever
+approach her more.
+
+Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a
+lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice
+accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the
+superior being who contemned such mere eye-sensuousness, she
+betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and
+covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh
+indictment.
+
+This done, Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided herself
+with weakness in allowing a stranger like Mr. Manston to influence
+her as he had done that evening. What right on earth had he to
+suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to
+receive his music? She would have given much to be able to
+annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that
+extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not being able to endure
+the notion of his living a minute longer in the belief he was then
+holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also:--
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE
+ September 20th.
+
+'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+
+ 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+
+
+A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts,
+and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the
+postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a
+messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the
+question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of
+the two men who had so influenced her.
+
+
+
+IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS
+
+1. FROM SEPTEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST TO THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER
+
+The foremost figure within Cytherea's horizon, exclusive of the
+inmates of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It
+was impossible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of
+each other, be engaged in the same service, and attend the same
+church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a
+week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head,
+Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers,
+and, at first more strangely, the eyes of Miss Aldclyffe furtively
+resting on him. On coming out of church he frequently walked beside
+Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the House
+turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a
+certainty. She knew that he loved her.
+
+But a strange fact was connected with the development of his love.
+He was palpably making the strongest efforts to subdue, or at least
+to hide, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his
+own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not
+one of his encounters with her was anything more than the result of
+pure accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her,
+he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first
+interview now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of
+unguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound
+his impulse down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his
+person, nor fear that she would refuse him--a course she
+unhesitatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare
+himself. She was interested in him and his marvellous beauty, as
+she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard--for some
+undefinable reason she shrank from him, even whilst she admired.
+The keynote of her nature, a warm 'precipitance of soul,' as
+Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced
+upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense
+of being in some way in his power.
+
+The state of mind was, on the whole, a dangerous one for a young and
+inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circumstance which, more than
+any other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had
+taken no notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she
+discarded him. It was plain then, she said, that he did not care
+deeply for her, and she thereupon could not quite leave off caring
+deeply for him:--
+
+ 'Ingenium mulierum,
+ Nolunt ubi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro.'
+
+The month of October passed, and November began its course. The
+inhabitants of the village of Carriford grew weary of supposing that
+Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. New whispers arose
+and became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyffe's
+ears) to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with
+Cytherea Graye. Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was
+nothing left to say about it except that their marriage would be an
+excellent one for both;--for her in point of comfort--and for him in
+point of love.
+
+As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at
+first had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread
+to her neighbours, and they, too, wondered that he made no overt
+advances. By the middle of November, a theory made up of a
+combination of the other two was received with general favour: its
+substance being that a guilty intrigue had been commenced between
+Manston and Miss Aldclyffe, some years before, when he was a very
+young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some womanly beauty,
+but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was becoming
+distasteful to him. His fear of the effect of the lady's jealousy
+would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new
+attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe
+this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were
+hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more
+markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry would have
+been safe from all discovery, that this guarded course of action was
+pursued, all the strength of a consuming passion burning in his eyes
+the while.
+
+2. NOVEMBER THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Graye paid a
+visit to his sister.
+
+His zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at
+Budmouth, and in order that there should be as little interruption
+as possible to his duties there, he had decided not to come to
+Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Budmouth by
+the first train the next morning, Miss Aldclyffe having made a point
+of frequently offering him lodging for an unlimited period, to the
+great pleasure of Cytherea.
+
+He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell, asked
+of the page who answered it for Miss Graye.
+
+When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Manston, who was just
+coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the
+vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and
+he secretly clenched his hands. He half crossed the court, then
+turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though
+Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him.
+
+'Who was that man?' he said.
+
+'I don't know, sir.'
+
+'Has he ever been here before?'
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'How many times?'
+
+'Three.'
+
+'You are sure you don't know him?'
+
+'I think he is Miss Graye's brother, sir.'
+
+'Then, why the devil didn't you say so before!' Manston exclaimed,
+and again went on his way.
+
+'Of course, that was not the man of my dreams--of course, it
+couldn't be!' he said to himself. 'That I should be such a fool--
+such an utter fool. Good God! to allow a girl to influence me like
+this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A
+lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of
+the world; yes, curse it; that is just why it is; that fact of her
+being so helpless against the blows of circumstances which renders
+her so deliciously sweet!'
+
+He paused opposite his house. Should he get his horse saddled? No.
+
+He went down the drive and out of the park, having started to
+proceed to an outlying spot on the estate concerning some draining,
+and to call at the potter's yard to make an arrangement for the
+supply of pipes. But a remark which Miss Aldclyffe had dropped in
+relation to Cytherea was what still occupied his mind, and had been
+the immediate cause of his excitement at the sight of her brother.
+Miss Aldclyffe had meaningly remarked during their intercourse, that
+Cytherea was wildly in love with Edward Springrove, in spite of his
+engagement to his cousin Adelaide.
+
+'How I am harassed!' he said aloud, after deep thought for half-an-
+hour, while still continuing his walk with the greatest vehemence.
+'How I am harassed by these emotions of mine!' He calmed himself by
+an effort. 'Well, duty after all it shall be, as nearly as I can
+effect it. "Honesty is the best policy;"' with which vigorously
+uttered resolve he once more attempted to turn his attention to the
+prosy object of his journey.
+
+The evening had closed in to a dark and dreary night when the
+steward came from the potter's door to proceed homewards again. The
+gloom did not tend to raise his spirits, and in the total lack of
+objects to attract his eye, he soon fell to introspection as before.
+It was along the margin of turnip fields that his path lay, and the
+large leaves of the crop struck flatly against his feet at every
+step, pouring upon them the rolling drops of moisture gathered upon
+their broad surfaces; but the annoyance was unheeded. Next reaching
+a fir plantation, he mounted the stile and followed the path into
+the midst of the darkness produced by the overhanging trees.
+
+After walking under the dense shade of the inky boughs for a few
+minutes, he fancied he had mistaken the path, which as yet was
+scarcely familiar to him. This was proved directly afterwards by
+his coming at right angles upon some obstruction, which careful
+feeling with outstretched hands soon told him to be a rail fence.
+However, as the wood was not large, he experienced no alarm about
+finding the path again, and with some sense of pleasure halted
+awhile against the rails, to listen to the intensely melancholy yet
+musical wail of the fir-tops, and as the wind passed on, the prompt
+moan of an adjacent plantation in reply. He could just dimly
+discern the airy summits of the two or three trees nearest him
+waving restlessly backwards and forwards, and stretching out their
+boughs like hairy arms into the dull sky. The scene, from its
+striking and emphatic loneliness, began to grow congenial to his
+mood; all of human kind seemed at the antipodes.
+
+A sudden rattle on his right hand caused him to start from his
+reverie, and turn in that direction. There, before him, he saw rise
+up from among the trees a fountain of sparks and smoke, then a red
+glare of light coming forward towards him; then a flashing panorama
+of illuminated oblong pictures; then the old darkness, more
+impressive than ever.
+
+The surprise, which had owed its origin to his imperfect
+acquaintance with the topographical features of that end of the
+estate, had been but momentary; the disturbance, a well-known one to
+dwellers by a railway, being caused by the 6.50 down-train passing
+along a shallow cutting in the midst of the wood immediately below
+where he stood, the driver having the fire-door of the engine open
+at the minute of going by. The train had, when passing him, already
+considerably slackened speed, and now a whistle was heard,
+announcing that Carriford Road Station was not far in its van.
+
+But contrary to the natural order of things, the discovery that it
+was only a commonplace train had not caused Manston to stir from his
+position of facing the railway.
+
+If the 6.50 down-train had been a flash of forked lightning
+transfixing him to the earth, he could scarcely have remained in a
+more trance-like state. He still leant against the railings, his
+right hand still continued pressing on his walking-stick, his weight
+on one foot, his other heel raised, his eyes wide open towards the
+blackness of the cutting. The only movement in him was a slight
+dropping of the lower jaw, separating his previously closed lips a
+little way, as when a strange conviction rushes home suddenly upon a
+man. A new surprise, not nearly so trivial as the first, had taken
+possession of him.
+
+It was on this account. At one of the illuminated windows of a
+second-class carriage in the series gone by, he had seen a pale
+face, reclining upon one hand, the light from the lamp falling full
+upon it. The face was a woman's.
+
+At last Manston moved; gave a whispering kind of whistle, adjusted
+his hat, and walked on again, cross-questioning himself in every
+direction as to how a piece of knowledge he had carefully concealed
+had found its way to another person's intelligence. 'How can my
+address have become known?' he said at length, audibly. 'Well, it
+is a blessing I have been circumspect and honourable, in relation to
+that--yes, I will say it, for once, even if the words choke me, that
+darling of mine, Cytherea, never to be my own, never. I suppose all
+will come out now. All!' The great sadness of his utterance proved
+that no mean force had been exercised upon himself to sustain the
+circumspection he had just claimed.
+
+He wheeled to the left, pursued the ditch beside the railway fence,
+and presently emerged from the wood, stepping into a road which
+crossed the railway by a bridge.
+
+As he neared home, the anxiety lately written in his face, merged by
+degrees into a grimly humorous smile, which hung long upon his lips,
+and he quoted aloud a line from the book of Jeremiah--
+
+ 'A woman shall compass a man.'
+
+3. NOVEMBER THE NINETEENTH. DAYBREAK
+
+Before it was light the next morning, two little naked feet pattered
+along the passage in Knapwater House, from which Owen Graye's
+bedroom opened, and a tap was given upon his door.
+
+'Owen, Owen, are you awake?' said Cytherea in a whisper through the
+keyhole. 'You must get up directly, or you'll miss the train.'
+
+When he descended to his sister's little room, he found her there
+already waiting with a cup of cocoa and a grilled rasher on the
+table for him. A hasty meal was despatched in the intervals of
+putting on his overcoat and finding his hat, and they then went
+softly through the long deserted passages, the kitchen-maid who had
+prepared their breakfast walking before them with a lamp held high
+above her head, which cast long wheeling shadows down corridors
+intersecting the one they followed, their remoter ends being lost in
+darkness. The door was unbolted and they stepped out.
+
+Owen had preferred walking to the station to accepting the pony-
+carriage which Miss Aldclyffe had placed at his disposal, having a
+morbid horror of giving trouble to people richer than himself, and
+especially to their men-servants, who looked down upon him as a
+hybrid monster in social position. Cytherea proposed to walk a
+little way with him.
+
+'I want to talk to you as long as I can,' she said tenderly.
+
+Brother and sister then emerged by the heavy door into the drive.
+The feeling and aspect of the hour were precisely similar to those
+under which the steward had left the house the evening previous,
+excepting that apparently unearthly reversal of natural sequence,
+which is caused by the world getting lighter instead of darker.
+'The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn' was just sufficient to
+reveal to them the melancholy red leaves, lying thickly in the
+channels by the roadside, ever and anon loudly tapped on by heavy
+drops of water, which the boughs above had collected from the foggy
+air.
+
+They passed the Old House, engaged in a deep conversation, and had
+proceeded about twenty yards by a cross route, in the direction of
+the turnpike road, when the form of a woman emerged from the porch
+of the building.
+
+She was wrapped in a grey waterproof cloak, the hood of which was
+drawn over her head and closely round her face--so closely that her
+eyes were the sole features uncovered.
+
+With this one exception of her appearance there, the most perfect
+stillness and silence pervaded the steward's residence from basement
+to chimney. Not a shutter was open; not a twine of smoke came
+forth.
+
+Underneath the ivy-covered gateway she stood still and listened for
+two, or possibly three minutes, till she became conscious of others
+in the park. Seeing the pair she stepped back, with the apparent
+intention of letting them pass out of sight, and evidently wishing
+to avoid observation. But looking at her watch, and returning it
+rapidly to her pocket, as if surprised at the lateness of the hour,
+she hurried out again, and across the park by a still more oblique
+line than that traced by Owen and his sister.
+
+These in the meantime had got into the road, and were walking along
+it as the woman came up on the other side of the boundary hedge,
+looking for a gate or stile, by which she, too, might get off the
+grass upon the hard ground.
+
+Their conversation, of which every word was clear and distinct, in
+the still air of the dawn, to the distance of a quarter of a mile,
+reached her ears, and withdrew her attention from all other matters
+and sights whatsoever. Thus arrested she stood for an instant as
+precisely in the attitude of Imogen by the cave of Belarius, as if
+she had studied the position from the play. When they had advanced
+a few steps, she followed them in some doubt, still screened by the
+hedge.
+
+'Do you believe in such odd coincidences?' said Cytherea.
+
+'How do you mean, believe in them? They occur sometimes.'
+
+'Yes, one will occur often enough--that is, two disconnected events
+will fall strangely together by chance, and people scarcely notice
+the fact beyond saying, "Oddly enough it happened that so and so
+were the same," and so on. But when three such events coincide
+without any apparent reason for the coincidence, it seems as if
+there must be invisible means at work. You see, three things
+falling together in that manner are ten times as singular as two
+cases of coincidence which are distinct.'
+
+'Well, of course: what a mathematical head you have, Cytherea! But
+I don't see so much to marvel at in our case. That the man who kept
+the public-house in which Miss Aldclyffe fainted, and who found out
+her name and position, lives in this neighbourhood, is accounted for
+by the fact that she got him the berth to stop his tongue. That you
+came here was simply owing to Springrove.'
+
+'Ah, but look at this. Miss Aldclyffe is the woman our father first
+loved, and I have come to Miss Aldclyffe's; you can't get over
+that.'
+
+From these premises, she proceeded to argue like an elderly divine
+on the designs of Providence which were apparent in such
+conjunctures, and went into a variety of details connected with Miss
+Aldclyffe's history.
+
+'Had I better tell Miss Aldclyffe that I know all this?' she
+inquired at last.
+
+'What's the use?' he said. 'Your possessing the knowledge does no
+harm; you are at any rate comfortable here, and a confession to Miss
+Aldclyffe might only irritate her. No, hold your tongue, Cytherea.'
+
+'I fancy I should have been tempted to tell her too,' Cytherea went
+on, 'had I not found out that there exists a very odd, almost
+imperceptible, and yet real connection of some kind between her and
+Mr. Manston, which is more than that of a mutual interest in the
+estate.'
+
+'She is in love with him!' exclaimed Owen; 'fancy that!'
+
+'Ah--that's what everybody says who has been keen enough to notice
+anything. I said so at first. And yet now I cannot persuade myself
+that she is in love with him at all.'
+
+'Why can't you?'
+
+'She doesn't act as if she were. She isn't--you will know I don't
+say it from any vanity, Owen--she isn't the least jealous of me.'
+
+'Perhaps she is in some way in his power.'
+
+'No--she is not. He was openly advertised for, and chosen from
+forty or fifty who answered the advertisement, without knowing whose
+it was. And since he has been here, she has certainly done nothing
+to compromise herself in any way. Besides, why should she have
+brought an enemy here at all?'
+
+'Then she must have fallen in love with him. You know as well as I
+do, Cyth, that with women there's nothing between the two poles of
+emotion towards an interesting male acquaintance. 'Tis either love
+or aversion.'
+
+They walked for a few minutes in silence, when Cytherea's eyes
+accidentally fell upon her brother's feet.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'do you know that there is something unusual in
+your manner of walking?'
+
+'What is it like?' he asked.
+
+'I can't quite say, except that you don't walk so regularly as you
+used to.'
+
+The woman behind the hedge, who had still continued to dog their
+footsteps, made an impatient movement at this change in their
+conversation, and looked at her watch again. Yet she seemed
+reluctant to give over listening to them.
+
+'Yes,' Owen returned with assumed carelessness, 'I do know it. I
+think the cause of it is that mysterious pain which comes just above
+my ankle sometimes. You remember the first time I had it? That day
+we went by steam-packet to Lulstead Cove, when it hindered me from
+coming back to you, and compelled me to sleep with the gateman we
+have been talking about.'
+
+'But is it anything serious, dear Owen?' Cytherea exclaimed, with
+some alarm.
+
+'O, nothing at all. It is sure to go off again. I never find a
+sign of it when I sit in the office.'
+
+Again their unperceived companion made a gesture of vexation, and
+looked at her watch as if time were precious. But the dialogue
+still flowed on upon this new subject, and showed no sign of
+returning to its old channel.
+
+Gathering up her skirt decisively she renounced all further hope,
+and hurried along the ditch till she had dropped into a valley, and
+came to a gate which was beyond the view of those coming behind.
+This she softly opened, and came out upon the road, following it in
+the direction of the railway station.
+
+Presently she heard Owen Graye's footsteps in her rear, his
+quickened pace implying that he had parted from his sister. The
+woman thereupon increased her rapid walk to a run, and in a few
+minutes safely distanced her fellow-traveller.
+
+The railway at Carriford Road consisted only of a single line of
+rails; and the short local down-train by which Owen was going to
+Budmouth was shunted on to a siding whilst the first up-train
+passed. Graye entered the waiting-room, and the door being open he
+listlessly observed the movements of a woman wearing a long grey
+cloak, and closely hooded, who had asked for a ticket for London.
+
+He followed her with his eyes on to the platform, saw her waiting
+there and afterwards stepping into the train: his recollection of
+her ceasing with the perception.
+
+4. EIGHT TO TEN O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Mrs. Crickett, twice a widow, and now the parish clerk's wife, a
+fine-framed, scandal-loving woman, with a peculiar corner to her eye
+by which, without turning her head, she could see what people were
+doing almost behind her, lived in a cottage standing nearer to the
+old manor-house than any other in the village of Carriford, and she
+had on that account been temporarily engaged by the steward, as a
+respectable kind of charwoman and general servant, until a settled
+arrangement could be made with some person as permanent domestic.
+
+Every morning, therefore, Mrs. Crickett, immediately she had lighted
+the fire in her own cottage, and prepared the breakfast for herself
+and husband, paced her way to the Old House to do the same for Mr.
+Manston. Then she went home to breakfast; and when the steward had
+eaten his, and had gone out on his rounds, she returned again to
+clear away, make his bed, and put the house in order for the day.
+
+On the morning of Owen Graye's departure, she went through the
+operations of her first visit as usual--proceeded home to breakfast,
+and went back again, to perform those of the second.
+
+Entering Manston's empty bedroom, with her hands on her hips, she
+indifferently cast her eyes upon the bed, previously to dismantling
+it.
+
+Whilst she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner, 'What a
+remarkably quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!' The upper bed-
+clothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely
+disarranged. 'Anybody would almost fancy,' she thought, 'that he
+had made it himself after rising.'
+
+But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs.
+Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counterpane, blankets and
+sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thus stooping, something
+arrested her attention; she looked closely--more closely--very
+closely. 'Well, to be sure!' was all she could say. The clerk's
+wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her
+fixed like a fly in it.
+
+The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, very little less
+than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some
+woman's head. She drew it off the pillow, and took it to the
+window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became
+utterly lost in meditation: her gaze, which had at first actively
+settled on the hair, involuntarily dropped past its object by
+degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the
+outer one.
+
+She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair,
+wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the
+whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no
+more that morning.
+
+She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar, for some other
+trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none was to be
+found.
+
+She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green-
+house, fowl-house, and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming
+in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it; and found it to
+be her own.
+
+Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered
+the village again, and called at once on the postmistress, Elizabeth
+Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several
+unique diseases and afflictions.
+
+Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it on
+high before the perplexed eyes of Elizabeth, which immediately
+mooned and wandered after it like a cat's.
+
+'What is it?' said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and
+stretching out towards the invisible object a narrow bony hand that
+would have been an unmitigated delight to the pencil of Carlo
+Crivelli.
+
+'You shall hear,' said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gathering up the
+treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly
+imparted, together with the accident of its discovery.
+
+A shaving-glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the
+middle of a table by the window, and the hair spread carefully out
+upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides,
+their elbows on the edge, their hands supporting their heads, their
+foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair.
+
+'He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea,' said Mrs. Crickett, 'and
+'tis my very belief the hair is--'
+
+'No 'tidn'. Hers idn' so dark as that,' said Elizabeth.
+
+'Elizabeth, you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the
+Church, I should be glad to think as you do about the girl. Mind I
+don't wish to say anything against Miss Graye, but this I do say,
+that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to
+stick a moral clock in her face, and deceive the country in such a
+way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset she was bad in the
+planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the
+growen, and if not in the growen, she's made bad by what she's gone
+through since.'
+
+'But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers,' said Mrs.
+Leat.
+
+'Ah! I know whose it is then--Miss Aldclyffe's, upon my song!'
+
+''Tis the colour of hers, but I don't believe it to be hers either.'
+
+'Don't you believe what they d' say about her and him?'
+
+'I say nothen about that; but you don't know what I know about his
+letters.'
+
+'What about 'em?'
+
+'He d' post all his letters here except those for one person, and
+they he d' take to Budmouth. My son is in Budmouth Post Office, as
+you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the
+window all the people who d' post letters. Mr. Manston d'
+unvariably go there wi' letters for that person; my boy d' know 'em
+by sight well enough now.'
+
+'Is it a she?'
+
+''Tis a she.'
+
+'What's her name?'
+
+'The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than
+that 'tis Miss Somebody, of London. However, that's the woman who
+ha' been here, depend upon't--a wicked one--some poor street-wench
+escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye.'
+
+'Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly.'
+
+'That may be.'
+
+'No, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here
+to see our steward last night--whenever she came or wherever she
+vanished. Do you think he would ha' let a miss get here how she
+could, go away how she would, without breakfast or help of any
+kind?'
+
+Elizabeth shook her head--Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly.
+
+'I say I know she had no help of any kind; I know it was so, for the
+grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these
+fingers, and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble
+to write letters to a girl and then treat her so off-hand as that.
+There's a tie between 'em stronger than feelen. She's his wife.'
+
+'He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next? Do he look
+married now? His are not the abashed eyes and lips of a married
+man.'
+
+'Perhaps she's a tame one--but she's his wife still.'
+
+'No, no: he's not a married man.'
+
+'Yes, yes, he is. I've had three, and I ought to know.'
+
+'Well, well,' said Mrs. Leat, giving way. 'Whatever may be the
+truth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as He
+always do.'
+
+'Ay, ay, Elizabeth,' rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh,
+as she turned on her foot to go home, 'good people like you may say
+so, but I have always found Providence a different sort of feller.'
+
+5. NOVEMBER THE TWENTIETH
+
+It was Miss Aldclyffe's custom, a custom originated by her father,
+and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag
+herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on
+the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbouring county
+families. The bag was brought upstairs each morning to her
+dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mostly in the
+presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber
+at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a kind of
+reception on a small scale, which was held by Miss Aldclyffe of her
+namesake only.
+
+Here she read her letters before the glass, whilst undergoing the
+operation of being brushed and dressed.
+
+'What woman can this be, I wonder?' she said on the morning
+succeeding that of the last section. '"London, N.!" It is the
+first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish
+place, the North side of London.'
+
+Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was
+anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Miss
+Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curiosity which had
+raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the
+envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before
+Cytherea could reach her side.
+
+'O, 'tis nothing,' she said. She proceeded to make general remarks
+in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon
+lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter:
+she seemed very anxious to get her dressing done, and the room
+cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the other window, and a
+few minutes later left the room to follow her own pursuits.
+
+It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast-table and
+then she seemed there to no purpose; tea, coffee, eggs, cutlets, and
+all their accessories, were left absolutely untasted. The next that
+was seen of her was when walking up and down the south terrace, and
+round the flower-beds; her face was pale, and her tread was fitful,
+and she crumpled a letter in her hand.
+
+Dinner-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or
+indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did
+in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as intact as
+it was taken in.
+
+In her own private apartment Miss Aldclyffe again pulled out the
+letter of the morning. One passage in it ran thus:--
+
+'Of course, being his wife, I could publish the fact, and compel him
+to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstanding his threats, and
+reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and
+waited again, and the time for such acknowledgment seems no nearer
+than at first. To show you how patiently I have waited I can tell
+you that not till a fortnight ago, when by stress of circumstances I
+had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married
+name, solely on account of its having been his request all along
+that I should not do it. This writing to you, madam, is my first
+disobedience, and I am justified in it. A woman who is driven to
+visit her husband like a thief in the night and then sent away like
+a street dog--left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of
+the house as she best may--is justified in doing anything.
+
+'But should I demand of him a restitution of rights, there would be
+involved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal
+flinging my name the length and breadth of the country.
+
+'What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason
+with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish
+in a decent and careful manner, in the way that would be adopted by
+any respectable man, whose wife had been living away from him for
+some time, by reason, say, of peculiar family circumstances which
+had caused disunion, but not enmity, and who at length was enabled
+to reinstate her in his house.
+
+'You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a
+peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago,
+has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present
+trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all
+people living, know ALL THE SIDES OF THE STORY, those from whom I
+collected it having each only a partial knowledge which confuses
+them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early
+engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of
+those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; another, of what
+was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one
+and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the
+natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct
+for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it was that some at
+least of these things were revealed to me.
+
+'This knowledge then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both,
+is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a
+feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me.
+
+'I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither
+need he if you remember my request.'
+
+
+
+'A threat--a flat stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words
+as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown creature
+to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud member of the family
+either! A threat on his account--O, O! shall it be?'
+
+Presently this humour of defiance vanished, and the members of her
+body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was
+absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a
+short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's
+possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself,
+and that she would see what could be done in such an unfortunate
+affair.
+
+6. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-FIRST
+
+Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at
+the House punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss
+Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the purpose she had in
+view she could not look him in the face whilst daylight shone upon
+her.
+
+The steward was shown into the library. On entering it, he was
+immediately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the
+apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a
+comparatively small one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the
+main proportion of the lofty and sombre room in an artificial
+twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of
+the folio and quarto volumes which were jammed into the lower tiers
+of the bookshelves.
+
+After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss
+Aldclyffe knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiffness out of
+human flesh, and for extracting all pre-arrangement from human
+speech) she entered the room.
+
+Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not
+discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all
+attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the
+perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known
+to her; how it had become known he could not tell.
+
+She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him,
+letting it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so
+that the light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its
+surface.
+
+'You know whose writing this is?' she said.
+
+He saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships
+and hazard all on an advance.
+
+'My wife's,' he said calmly.
+
+His quiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more
+expected an answer than does a preacher when he exclaims from the
+pulpit, 'Do you feel your sin?' She had clearly expected a sudden
+alarm.
+
+'And why all this concealment?' she said again, her voice rising, as
+she vainly endeavoured to control her feelings, whatever they were.
+
+'It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell
+every stranger of it, madam,' he answered, just as calmly as before.
+
+'Stranger! well, perhaps not; but, Mr. Manston, why did you choose
+to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this
+question, as you will perceive, if you consider the terms of my
+advertisement.'
+
+'I will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first was
+this practical one; you advertised for an unmarried man, if you
+remember?'
+
+'Of course I remember.'
+
+'Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the
+situation. I was married; but, knowing that in getting an office
+where there is a restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife behind
+is always accepted as a fulfilment of the condition, I left her
+behind for awhile. The other reason is, that these terms of yours
+afforded me a plausible excuse for escaping (for a short time) the
+company of a woman I had been mistaken in marrying.'
+
+'Mistaken! what was she?' the lady inquired.
+
+'A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool
+last summer, where I had gone to fulfil a short engagement with an
+architect.'
+
+'Where did she come from?'
+
+'She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had
+been married a week.'
+
+'She was ugly, I imagine?'
+
+'She is not an ugly woman by any means.'
+
+'Up to the ordinary standard?'
+
+'Quite up to the ordinary standard--indeed, handsome. After a while
+we quarrelled and separated.'
+
+'You did not ill-use her, of course?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with a
+little sarcasm.
+
+'I did not.'
+
+'But at any rate, you got thoroughly tired of her.'
+
+Manston looked as if he began to think her questions put of place;
+however, he said quietly, 'I did get tired of her. I never told her
+so, but we separated; I to come here, bringing her with me as far as
+London and leaving her there in perfectly comfortable quarters; and
+though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always
+intended to tell you the whole truth; and this was when I was going
+to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of
+your affairs should have proved the risk to be a safe one to run.'
+
+She bowed.
+
+'Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare
+to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging
+you by the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to
+hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of affairs. So matters
+stood till three nights ago; I was then walking home from the
+pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along
+close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage window, I saw my wife:
+she had found out my address, and had thereupon determined to follow
+me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in, next
+morning early she left again--'
+
+'Because you treated her so cavalierly?'
+
+'And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of
+her, madam.' Whatever were Manston's real feelings towards the lady
+who had received his explanation in these supercilious tones, they
+remained locked within him as within a casket of steel.
+
+'Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr Manston?' she continued.
+
+'Nobody at all; we kept it a secret for various reasons.'
+
+'It is true then that, as your wife tells me in this letter, she has
+not passed as Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?'
+
+'It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncertain
+income when we married; and so she continued playing at the theatre
+as before our marriage, and in her maiden name.'
+
+'Has she any friends?'
+
+'I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here
+on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going
+to do much, but who never did anything; and here she has remained.'
+
+A pause ensued, which was terminated by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+'I understand,' she said. 'Now, though I have no direct right to
+concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise
+from your misleading me and getting the office you hold)--'
+
+'As to that, madam,' he interrupted, rather hotly, 'as to coming
+here, I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the
+Institute of Architects--who, I could never tell--sent to my old
+address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was
+forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverpool, and it seemed
+as if this was put in my way on purpose, by some old friend or
+other. I answered the advertisement certainly, but I was not
+particularly anxious to come here, nor am I anxious to stay.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe descended from haughty superiority to womanly
+persuasion with a haste which was almost ludicrous. Indeed, the
+Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of
+the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to
+hide a failing heart.
+
+'Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be
+overbearing, or anything of the kind; and you will allow me to say
+this much, at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife,
+as well as in yourself.'
+
+'Certainly, madam,' he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in
+the dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous
+experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en
+masse, had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by
+the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest
+Miss Aldclyffe had hitherto taken in him, as an unmarried man; an
+interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near
+Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate
+as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curius at his Sabine farm, he
+had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have
+power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take
+his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any
+sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be
+troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's
+happiness.
+
+'She tells me,' continued Miss Aldclyffe, 'how utterly alone in the
+world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should
+sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting the favour of
+your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests
+altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that
+you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short,
+as if you loved her; you understand. I WISH you to stay here if you
+grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her.'
+
+The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expression of
+defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he
+controlled himself and said, in his natural voice--
+
+'My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam.'
+
+'And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the world ensures that hers
+will,' replied Miss Aldclyffe. 'That will be satisfactory, then.'
+
+After a few additional remarks, she gently signified that she wished
+to put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and
+retired.
+
+He felt vexed and mortified; yet in walking homeward he was
+convinced that telling the whole truth as he had done, with the
+single exception of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide
+even from himself), had never served him in better stead than it had
+done that night.
+
+Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the
+bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few minutes he
+calmed himself by a stoical effort, and wrote the subjoined letter
+to his wife:--
+
+ 'KNAPWATER,
+ November 21, 1864.
+
+'DEAR EUNICE,--I hope you reached London safely after your flighty
+visit to me.
+
+'As I promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, and
+your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After
+all, it was perfectly natural that you should have spoken unkindly
+as you did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound
+me.
+
+'So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is
+hardly worth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage
+you may have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of
+superfluous things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make
+a talk in this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been
+keeping house separately.
+
+'Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that
+can occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can see, and
+the remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in
+London the night before, and we will come down together by the mid-
+day train--Your very affectionate husband,
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.
+
+'Now, of course, I shall no longer write to you as Mrs. Rondley.'
+
+The address on the envelope was--
+
+MRS. MANSTON,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON,
+ LONDON, N.
+
+He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the
+country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Casterbridge,
+instead of troubling to go to Budmouth with it himself as
+heretofore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a
+secret.
+
+7. FROM THE TWENTY-SECOND TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF NOVEMBER
+
+But the next morning Manston found that he had been forgetful of
+another matter, in naming the following Monday to his wife for the
+journey.
+
+The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he
+had left the whole of the succeeding week open for an important
+business engagement with a neighbouring land-agent, at that
+gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had
+suggested to his wife, had, in the interim, been appropriated by his
+correspondent. The meeting could not now be put off.
+
+So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could
+not be postponed, called him away from home on Monday, and would
+entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night
+as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carriford Road
+Station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening.
+
+The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which
+she said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named.
+Having already written his second letter, which was by that time in
+her hands, he made no further reply.
+
+The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it
+become generally known in the village that he was a married man, and
+by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past
+secrecy upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the
+story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and
+justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of nine-tenths of his
+neighbours, that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity
+to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extinguished.
+
+
+
+X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-EIGHTH. UNTIL TEN P.M.
+
+Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to
+her husband's house; a day of singular and great events, influencing
+the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in
+a complex drama form the subject of this record.
+
+The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. Whilst
+taking his breakfast on this particular morning, the clock pointing
+to eight, the horse-and-gig that was to take him to Chettlewood
+waiting ready at the door, Manston hurriedly cast his eyes down the
+column of Bradshaw which showed the details and duration of the
+selected train's journey.
+
+The inspection was carelessly made, the leaf being kept open by the
+aid of one hand, whilst the other still held his cup of coffee; much
+more carelessly than would have been the case had the expected new-
+comer been Cytherea Graye, instead of his lawful wife.
+
+He did not perceive, branching from the column down which his finger
+ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line, inserted at a particular
+place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two.
+By this oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at
+Carriford Road Station would not be till late in the evening: by
+the second half of the train, containing the third-class passengers,
+and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous
+one, by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really be
+brought.
+
+He then considered that there would be plenty of time for him to
+return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished
+his breakfast, gave proper and precise directions to his servant on
+the preparations that were to be made for the lady's reception,
+jumped into his gig, and drove off to Lord Claydonfield's, at
+Chettlewood.
+
+He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help
+turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room.
+Whilst he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and
+sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few
+seconds; then, as on previous occasions, it was resolutely
+repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again
+endeavouring to banish all thought of the young girl whose beauty
+and grace had so enslaved him.
+
+Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. Manston
+reached Carriford Road Station, her husband was still at
+Chettlewood, ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the
+platform, dreary with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign
+that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and
+conduct home.
+
+The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her
+umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the
+chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed
+all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: she was the more
+irritated in that this seemed a second and culminating instance of
+her husband's neglect--the first having been shown in his not
+fetching her.
+
+Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order
+to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her
+luggage, except a dressing-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her
+husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one
+of the porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her
+bag: he offered to do it himself.
+
+The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs.
+Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably
+have preferred walking beside him without saying a word: but her
+companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a
+longer period than two or three minutes together.
+
+He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the
+effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the
+station for her, when she suddenly asked him concerning the
+inhabitants of the parish.
+
+He told her categorically the names of the chief--first the chief
+possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As
+first among the latter he mentioned Miss Cytherea Graye.
+
+After getting him to describe her appearance as completely as lay in
+his power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had
+been saying--before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of--how well
+the handsome Mr. Manston and the beautiful Miss Graye were suited
+for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only
+one in the parish who took no interest in bringing about the match.
+
+'He rather liked her you think?'
+
+The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and hastened to
+correct the error.
+
+'O no, he don't care a bit about her, ma'am,' he said solemnly.
+
+'Not more than he does about me?'
+
+'Not a bit.'
+
+'Then that must be little indeed,' Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood
+still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had
+recalled to her mind; then, with a sudden impulse, turned round, and
+walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the
+station.
+
+The porter stood still and looked surprised.
+
+'I'll go back again; yes, indeed, I'll go back again!' she said
+plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the
+deserted road.
+
+'No, I mustn't go back now,' she continued, in a tone of
+resignation. Seeing that the porter was watching her, she turned
+about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh.
+
+It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks
+to hide the painful perception of a humiliating position under the
+mask of indifference.
+
+Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she was, a
+weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to conceive, weak to
+execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for ever liable to be
+frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacillation at the critical
+hour of action.
+
+'O, if I had only known that all this was going to happen!' she
+murmured again, as they paced along upon the rustling leaves.
+
+'What did you say, ma'am?' said the porter.
+
+'O, nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor-house by
+this time, I imagine?'
+
+'Very near now, ma'am.'
+
+They soon reached Manston's residence, round which the wind blew
+mournfully and chill.
+
+Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The
+porter stepped forward, knocked heavily and waited.
+
+Nobody came.
+
+Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series
+of rappings--less forcible, but more sustained.
+
+There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light
+visible; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the
+passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about
+her feet upon the floor of the porch.
+
+The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not
+expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later
+train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then
+locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her
+friends.
+
+'Is there an inn in the village?' said Mrs. Manston, after the
+fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had
+resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the passages
+inside.
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+'Who keeps it?'
+
+'Farmer Springrove.'
+
+'I will go there to-night,' she said decisively. 'It is too cold,
+and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on
+anybody's account, gentle or simple.'
+
+They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of
+Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters, it was
+verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where two months
+earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making
+cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now
+intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low
+sough of the elms, and the occasional creak of the swinging sign.
+
+They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the
+cold, than from the dreariness of her emotions. Neglect is the
+coldest of winter winds.
+
+It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from
+London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of
+voices his father came to the door fully expecting to see him. A
+picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was
+visible in old Mr. Springrove's, when he saw that the comer was a
+stranger.
+
+Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been prepared for
+Edward was immediately named as being ready for her, another being
+adaptable for Edward, should he come in.
+
+Without taking any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or
+even lifting her veil, she walked straight along the passage and up
+to her apartment, the chambermaid preceding her.
+
+'If Mr. Manston comes to-night,' she said, sitting on the bed as she
+had come in, and addressing the woman, 'tell him I cannot see him.'
+
+'Yes, ma'am.'
+
+The woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the door. Before
+the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs.
+Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar.
+
+'Bring me some brandy,' she said.
+
+The chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up the spirit in a
+tumbler. When she came into the room, Mrs. Manston had not removed
+a single article of apparel, and was walking up and down, as if
+still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt.
+
+Outside the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to
+listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talking to herself.
+
+'This is welcome home!' she said.
+
+2. FROM TEN TO HALF-PAST ELEVEN P.M.
+
+A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us.
+
+During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted, Mr.
+Springrove had ploughed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded
+piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many
+years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste.
+
+The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in
+the sun; afterwards it was raked together, lighted in the customary
+way, and now lay smouldering in a large heap in the middle of the
+plot.
+
+It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Manston's arrival,
+and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine
+temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost
+too near the back of the house for its continuance to be unattended
+with risk; for though no danger could be apprehended whilst the air
+remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing towards the house
+might possibly carry a spark across.
+
+'Ay, that's true enough,' said Springrove. 'I must look round
+before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the
+truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burnt up before the rain comes
+to wash it into ground again. As to carrying the couch into the
+back field to burn, and bringing it back again, why, 'tis more than
+the ashes would be worth.'
+
+'Well, that's very true,' said the neighbours, and passed on.
+
+Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit,
+he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolting and
+barring up for the night, he made a final and more careful
+examination. The slowly-smoking pile showed not the slightest signs
+of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as
+long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the
+quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there
+could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible
+substance, though it were no more than a yard off.
+
+The next morning the burning couch was discovered in precisely the
+same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap
+smoked in the same manner the whole of that day: at bed-time the
+farmer looked towards it, but less carefully than on the first
+night.
+
+The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its
+old smouldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less, and there
+seemed a probability that it might have to be re-kindled on the
+morrow.
+
+After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening, and
+hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove return to the front door to
+listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the
+railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had
+not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out of the train, at which
+intelligence the old man concluded that he would probably not see
+his son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto made a point of
+coming by the train which had brought Mrs. Manston.
+
+Half-an-hour later the porter left the inn, Springrove at the same
+time going to the door to listen again an instant, then he walked
+round and in at the back of the house.
+
+The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in
+passing; two nights of safety seemed to ensure the third; and he was
+about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck him that there
+was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train,
+unlikely as it was that he would be so delayed. The old man
+thereupon left the door unfastened, looked to his usual matters
+indoors, and went to bed, it being then half-past ten o'clock.
+
+Farmers and horticulturists well know that it is in the nature of a
+heap of couch-grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smoulder for
+many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a
+powdery charcoal ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of
+combustion beyond the volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the
+continuance of this quiet process is throughout its length at the
+mercy of one particular whim of Nature: that is, a sudden breeze,
+by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame so brisk as to
+consume the whole in an hour or two.
+
+Had the farmer narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the
+door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from
+its summit, a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a
+considerable heat had arisen inside.
+
+As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses
+adjoining the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and
+spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road
+till he came to a gate, about three hundred yards from the inn.
+Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he
+had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw
+behind him a clear red glow indicating the position of the couch-
+heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and diminishing in
+brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly
+lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, he thought, he
+should not care to have a fire so near them as that--and the wind
+rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the
+station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road
+was now quite deserted: till four o'clock the next morning, when
+the carters would go by to the stables there was little probability
+of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if
+the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity
+for devastation.
+
+At a quarter past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard
+amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed
+brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another
+breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous
+and weak, then continuous and strong.
+
+At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of
+ignited fern several yards forward, in a direction parallel to the
+houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground.
+
+Five minutes later another puff of wind carried a similar piece to a
+distance of five-and-twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly
+on the ground.
+
+Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even
+now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But Nature
+does few things directly. A minute later yet, an ignited fragment
+fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or 'grave' of
+mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house,
+and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness.
+
+A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits
+and seemingly baffled attempts, another fragment fell on the mangel-
+wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the
+wind; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable
+that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch towards a
+piggery at the end. Yet had the piggery been tiled, the time-
+honoured hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe;
+but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood
+and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became
+ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of
+the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty
+seconds.
+
+3. HALF-PAST ELEVEN TO TWELVE P.M.
+
+A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Three
+Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the discovery was
+made, the rush was a rush for bare life.
+
+A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts
+were heard.
+
+Mr. Springrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the ostler
+and chambermaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as has been
+stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive;
+it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again
+overhung at the eaves, which were finished with heavy oak barge-
+boards; every atom in its substance, every feature in its
+construction, favoured the fire.
+
+The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view,
+bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, increased
+tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long
+quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the
+end of the house; the square outline of the church tower, on the
+other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a
+sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object
+against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the flag-
+staff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out
+from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light.
+
+Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. The
+lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of
+the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector,
+Mr. Raunham.
+
+Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the
+men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels were heard, and Mr.
+Raunham and the men reappeared, with the garden engine, the only one
+in the village, except that at Knapwater House. After some little
+trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard,
+and the puny instrument began to play.
+
+Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, their rigid
+faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the
+confusion a woman cried, 'Ring the bells backwards!' and three or
+four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry and jangled
+them indescribably. Some were only half dressed, and, to add to the
+horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a
+face streaming with blood, ghastly and pitiful to see, his
+excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception
+of how, when, or where he came by the wound.
+
+The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the
+furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the
+parlour, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few
+chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half-a-dozen light
+articles; but these were all.
+
+Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a
+deadened thud, whilst white flakes of straw and wood-ash were flying
+in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages
+adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from
+the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spirt
+of water was as nothing upon the heated and dry surface of the
+thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and
+dived through to the rafters.
+
+Suddenly arose a cry, 'Where's Mr. Springrove?'
+
+He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, where he had
+been standing a few minutes earlier.
+
+'I fancy he's gone inside,' said a voice.
+
+'Madness and folly! what can he save?' said another. 'Good God,
+find him! Help here!'
+
+A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in
+defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced
+themselves through it. Immediately inside the threshold they found
+the object of their search lying senseless on the floor of the
+passage.
+
+To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a
+basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover
+consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No
+sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-
+frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flames.
+Simultaneously, the joints of the boards forming the front door
+started into view as glowing bars of fire: a star of red light
+penetrated the centre, gradually increasing in size till the flames
+rushed forth.
+
+Then the staircase fell.
+
+'Everybody is out safe,' said a voice.
+
+'Yes, thank God!' said three or four others.
+
+'O, we forgot that a stranger came! I think she is safe.'
+
+'I hope she is,' said the weak voice of some one coming up from
+behind. It was the chambermaid's.
+
+Springrove at that moment aroused himself; he staggered to his feet,
+and threw his hands up wildly.
+
+'Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train, Mrs. Manston! I
+tried to fetch her out, but I fell.'
+
+An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd; it was caused partly
+by this disclosure of Springrove, more by the added perception which
+followed his words.
+
+An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one
+intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured
+over them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterwards fell in with a
+crash, pulling the gable after it, and thrusting outwards the front
+wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a
+cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of
+flame followed the uproar of the fall.
+
+'Who is she? what is she?' burst from every lip again and again,
+incoherently, and without leaving a sufficient pause for a reply,
+had a reply been volunteered.
+
+The autumn wind, tameless, and swift, and proud, still blew upon the
+dying old house, which was constructed so entirely of combustible
+materials that it burnt almost as fiercely as a corn-rick. The heat
+in the road increased, and now for an instant at the height of the
+conflagration all stood still, and gazed silently, awestruck and
+helpless, in the presence of so irresistible an enemy. Then, with
+minds full of the tragedy unfolded to them, they rushed forward
+again with the obtuse directness of waves, to their labour of saving
+goods from the houses adjoining, which it was evident were all
+doomed to destruction.
+
+The minutes passed by. The Three Tranters Inn sank into a mere heap
+of red-hot charcoal: the fire pushed its way down the row as the
+church clock opposite slowly struck the hour of midnight, and the
+bewildered chimes, scarcely heard amid the crackling of the flames,
+wandered through the wayward air of the Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth
+Psalm.
+
+4. NINE TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+Manston mounted his gig and set out from Chettlewood that evening in
+no very enviable frame of mind. The thought of domestic life in
+Knapwater Old House, with the now eclipsed wife of the past, was
+more than disagreeable, was positively distasteful to him.
+
+Yet he knew that the influential position, which, from whatever
+fortunate cause, he held on Miss Aldclyffe's manor, would never
+again fall to his lot on any other, and he tacitly assented to this
+dilemma, hoping that some consolation or other would soon suggest
+itself to him; married as he was, he was near Cytherea.
+
+He occasionally looked at his watch as he drove along the lanes,
+timing the pace of his horse by the hour, that he might reach
+Carriford Road Station just soon enough to meet the last London
+train.
+
+He soon began to notice in the sky a slight yellow halo, near the
+horizon. It rapidly increased; it changed colour, and grew redder;
+then the glare visibly brightened and dimmed at intervals, showing
+that its origin was affected by the strong wind prevailing.
+
+Manston reined in his horse on the summit of a hill, and considered.
+
+'It is a rick-yard on fire,' he thought; 'no house could produce
+such a raging flame so suddenly.'
+
+He trotted on again, attempting to particularize the local features
+in the neighbourhood of the fire; but this it was too dark to do,
+and the excessive winding of the roads misled him as to its
+direction, not being an old inhabitant of the district, or a
+countryman used to forming such judgments; whilst the brilliancy of
+the light shortened its real remoteness to an apparent distance of
+not more than half: it seemed so near that he again stopped his
+horse, this time to listen; but he could hear no sound.
+
+Entering now a narrow valley, the sides of which obscured the sky to
+an angle of perhaps thirty or forty degrees above the mathematical
+horizon, he was obliged to suspend his judgment till he was in
+possession of further knowledge, having however assumed in the
+interim, that the fire was somewhere between Carriford Road Station
+and the village.
+
+The self-same glare had just arrested the eyes of another man. He
+was at that minute gliding along several miles to the east of the
+steward's position, but nearing the same point as that to which
+Manston tended. The younger Edward Springrove was returning from
+London to his father's house by the identical train which the
+steward was expecting to bring his wife, the truth being that
+Edward's lateness was owing to the simplest of all causes, his
+temporary want of money, which led him to make a slow journey for
+the sake of travelling at third-class fare.
+
+Springrove had received Cytherea's bitter and admonitory letter, and
+he was clearly awakened to a perception of the false position in
+which he had placed himself, by keeping silence at Budmouth on his
+long engagement. An increasing reluctance to put an end to those
+few days of ecstasy with Cytherea had overruled his conscience, and
+tied his tongue till speaking was too late.
+
+'Why did I do it? how could I dream of loving her?' he asked himself
+as he walked by day, as he tossed on his bed by night: 'miserable
+folly!'
+
+An impressionable heart had for years--perhaps as many as six or
+seven years--been distracting him, by unconsciously setting itself
+to yearn for somebody wanting, he scarcely knew whom. Echoes of
+himself, though rarely, he now and then found. Sometimes they were
+men, sometimes women, his cousin Adelaide being one of these; for in
+spite of a fashion which pervades the whole community at the present
+day--the habit of exclaiming that woman is not undeveloped man, but
+diverse, the fact remains that, after all, women are Mankind, and
+that in many of the sentiments of life the difference of sex is but
+a difference of degree.
+
+But the indefinable helpmate to the remoter sides of himself still
+continued invisible. He grew older, and concluded that the ideas,
+or rather emotions, which possessed him on the subject, were
+probably too unreal ever to be found embodied in the flesh of a
+woman. Thereupon, he developed a plan of satisfying his dreams by
+wandering away to the heroines of poetical imagination, and took no
+further thought on the earthly realization of his formless desire,
+in more homely matters satisfying himself with his cousin.
+
+Cytherea appeared in the sky: his heart started up and spoke:
+
+ 'Tis She, and here
+ Lo! I unclothe and clear
+ My wishes' cloudy character.'
+
+Some women kindle emotion so rapidly in a man's heart that the
+judgment cannot keep pace with its rise, and finds, on comprehending
+the situation, that faithfulness to the old love is already
+treachery to the new. Such women are not necessarily the greatest
+of their sex, but there are very few of them. Cytherea was one.
+
+On receiving the letter from her he had taken to thinking over these
+things, and had not answered it at all. But 'hungry generations'
+soon tread down the muser in a city. At length he thought of the
+strong necessity of living. After a dreary search, the negligence
+of which was ultimately overcome by mere conscientiousness, he
+obtained a situation as assistant to an architect in the
+neighbourhood of Charing Cross: the duties would not begin till
+after the lapse of a month.
+
+He could not at first decide whither he should go to spend the
+intervening time; but in the midst of his reasonings he found
+himself on the road homeward, impelled by a secret and unowned hope
+of getting a last glimpse of Cytherea there.
+
+5. MIDNIGHT
+
+It was a quarter to twelve when Manston drove into the station-yard.
+The train was punctual, and the bell, announcing its arrival, rang
+as he crossed the booking-office to go out upon the platform.
+
+The porter who had accompanied Mrs. Manston to Carriford, and had
+returned to the station on his night duty, recognized the steward as
+he entered, and immediately came towards him.
+
+'Mrs. Manston came by the nine o'clock train, sir,' he said.
+
+The steward gave vent to an expression of vexation.
+
+'Her luggage is here, sir,' the porter said.
+
+'Put it up behind me in the gig if it is not too much,' said
+Manston.
+
+'Directly this train is in and gone, sir.'
+
+The man vanished and crossed the line to meet the entering train.
+
+'Where is that fire?' Manston said to the booking-clerk.
+
+Before the clerk could speak, another man ran in and answered the
+question without having heard it.
+
+'Half Carriford is burnt down, or will be!' he exclaimed. 'You
+can't see the flames from this station on account of the trees, but
+step on the bridge--'tis tremendous!'
+
+He also crossed the line to assist at the entry of the train, which
+came in the next minute.
+
+The steward stood in the office. One passenger alighted, gave up
+his ticket, and crossed the room in front of Manston: a young man
+with a black bag and umbrella in his hand. He passed out of the
+door, down the steps, and struck out into the darkness.
+
+'Who was that young man?' said Manston, when the porter had
+returned. The young man, by a kind of magnetism, had drawn the
+steward's thoughts after him.
+
+'He's an architect.'
+
+'My own old profession. I could have sworn it by the cut of him,'
+Manston murmured. 'What's his name?' he said again.
+
+'Springrove--Farmer Springrove's son, Edward.'
+
+'Farmer Springrove's son, Edward,' the steward repeated to himself,
+and considered a matter to which the words had painfully recalled
+his mind.
+
+The matter was Miss Aldclyffe's mention of the young man as
+Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from
+his thoughts.
+
+'But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my
+rival,' he pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to
+him, into the luggage-room. And whilst the man was carrying out and
+putting in one box, which was sufficiently portable for the gig,
+Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process--
+
+'But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival.'
+
+He examined the lamps of his gig, carefully laid out the reins,
+mounted the seat and drove along the turnpike-road towards Knapwater
+Park.
+
+The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home.
+He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of the flames, the
+crackling of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the
+conflagration.
+
+Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, within the compass of the rays from
+the right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been
+walking in darkness the newcomer raised his hands to his eyes, on
+approaching nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector.
+
+Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer
+originally, who had drunk himself down to a day-labourer and reputed
+poacher.
+
+'Hoy!' cried Manston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of
+the way.
+
+'Is that Mr. Manston?' said the man.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern
+you, sir.'
+
+'Well, well.'
+
+'Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?'
+
+'Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this
+time, I suppose.'
+
+The labourer leant his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned
+his face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to
+Manston's.
+
+'Yes, she did come,' he said. . . . 'I beg pardon, sir, but I
+should be glad of--of--'
+
+'What?'
+
+'Glad of a trifle for bringen ye the news.'
+
+'Not a farthing! I didn't want your news, I knew she was come.'
+
+'Won't you give me a shillen, sir?'
+
+'Certainly not.'
+
+'Then will you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out, and don't
+know what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d--d.'
+
+'The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as a
+security.'
+
+'Oh!'
+
+'Let me go on,' said Manston.
+
+'Thy wife is DEAD; that's 'the rest o' the news,' said the labourer
+slowly. He waited for a reply; none came.
+
+'She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get into thy
+house, the burnen roof fell in upon her before she could be called
+up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day.'
+
+'That will do, let me drive on,' said the steward calmly.
+
+Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure
+strikes the brain with more force than its fulfilment. The labourer
+sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not realize the
+possibility of such an unmoved David as this.
+
+Manston drove hastily to the turning of the road, tied his horse,
+and ran on foot to the site of the fire.
+
+The stagnation caused by the awful accident had been passed through,
+and all hands were helping to remove from the remaining cottage what
+furniture they could lay hold of; the thatch of the roofs being
+already on fire. The Knapwater fire-engine had arrived on the spot,
+but it was small, and ineffectual. A group was collected round the
+rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and
+torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings
+relative to the removal of goods into the church, and with the other
+was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the
+puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue
+was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear
+countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming
+faces of the toiling villagers.
+
+'Was she burnt?' he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping
+into the illuminated area. The rector came to him, and took him
+aside. 'Is she burnt?' repeated Manston.
+
+'She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of
+burning,' the rector said solemnly; 'the roof and gable fell in upon
+her, and crushed her. Instant death must have followed.'
+
+'Why was she here?' said Manston.
+
+'From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the
+door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the
+fact being that your servant, Mrs. Crickett, had gone out to supper.
+She then came back to the inn and went to bed.'
+
+'Where's the landlord?' said Manston.
+
+Mr. Springrove came up, walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and
+corroborated the evidence given by the rector.
+
+'Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?' said the steward.
+
+'I can't say. I didn't see; but I think--'
+
+'What do you think?'
+
+'She was much put out about something.'
+
+'My not meeting her, naturally,' murmured the other, lost in
+reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and
+retired from the shining light.
+
+Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means
+at their disposal. The whole row of houses was destroyed, and each
+presented itself as one stage of a series, progressing from smoking
+ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass--
+glowing as none but wood embers will glow--at the other.
+
+A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here--
+steam. There was present what is not observable in towns--
+incandescence.
+
+The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong
+smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the
+villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now
+stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by
+the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the
+level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall
+dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely
+against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on
+the white smock-frocks of some of the labourers, and in a mellower,
+ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning
+gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten
+church in the background.
+
+The rector had decided that, under the distressing circumstances of
+the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for
+the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved
+from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for
+them, and they accordingly were gathered there.
+
+6. HALF-PAST TWELVE TO ONE A.M.
+
+Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the
+churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building.
+
+He mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his own seat in
+the north aisle. The lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by
+its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the window-sills
+on the same side. The only light burning inside the church was a
+small tallow candle, standing in the font, in the opposite aisle of
+the building to that in which Manston had sat down, and near where
+the furniture was piled. The candle's mild rays were overpowered by
+the ruddier light from the ruins, making the weak flame to appear
+like the moon by day.
+
+Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, followed by
+his son Edward, still carrying his travelling-bag in his hand. They
+were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston, but the subject was
+relinquished for that of the houses burnt.
+
+This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built
+under the following circumstances:--
+
+Fifty years before this date, the spot upon which the cottages
+afterwards stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village
+street, difficult to cultivate, on account of the outcrop thereon of
+a large bed of flints called locally a 'lanch' or 'lanchet.'
+
+The Aldclyffe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea
+that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and
+accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable
+inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject to the payment of a
+merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives, on condition that
+he built his own cottage, and delivered it up intact at the end of
+the term.
+
+Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures,
+either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives
+were added in some cases, by payment of a sum to the lord of the
+manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself,
+as one of the chief provisions for his old age.
+
+The steward had become interested in the following conversation:--
+
+'Try not to be so depressed, father; they are all insured.'
+
+The words came from Edward in an anxious tone.
+
+'You mistake, Edward; they are not insured,' returned the old man
+gloomily.
+
+'Not?' the son asked.
+
+'Not one!' said the farmer.
+
+'In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?'
+
+'They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office,
+which had been raising the premiums on thatched premises higher for
+some years, gave up insuring them altogether, as two or three other
+fire-offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the
+uncertainty and greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever
+since then I have been continually intending to go to another
+office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?'
+
+'Do you remember the terms of the leases?' said Edward, still more
+uneasily.
+
+'No, not particularly,' said his father absently.
+
+'Where are they?'
+
+'In the bureau there; that's why I tried to save it first, among
+other things.'
+
+'Well, we must see to that at once.'
+
+'What do you want?'
+
+'The key.'
+
+They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and
+then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner
+under the gallery. Both leant over upon the flap; Edward holding
+the candle, whilst his father took the pieces of parchment from one
+of the drawers, and spread the first out before him.
+
+'You read it, Ted. I can't see without my glasses. This one will
+be sufficient. The terms of all are the same.'
+
+Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indistinctly for
+some time; then aloud and slowly as follows:--
+
+'And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs executors and
+administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John
+Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay unto
+the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns the clear
+yearly rent of ten shillings and sixpence. . . . at the several
+times hereinbefore appointed for the payment thereof respectively.
+And also shall and at all times during the said term well and
+sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and
+all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be
+erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without
+exception and the said premises in such good repair upon the
+determination of this demise shall yield up unto the said Gerald
+Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns.'
+
+They closed the bureau and turned towards the door of the church
+without speaking.
+
+Manston also had come forward out of the gloom. Notwithstanding the
+farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of
+sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to
+step aside, that Manston might pass out without speaking to them if
+he chose to do so.
+
+'Who is he?' whispered Edward to his father, as Manston approached.
+
+'Mr. Manston, the steward.'
+
+Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the
+younger man. Their faces came almost close together: one large
+flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long
+dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upwards
+against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met
+those of the other. Edward had learnt, by a letter from home, of
+the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of
+it, afterwards explained by his marriage. That marriage was now
+nought. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt
+an instinctive enmity towards him--he would hardly own to himself
+why. The steward, too, knew Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and
+looked keenly and inscrutably at him.
+
+7. ONE TO TWO A.M.
+
+Manston went homeward alone, his heart full of strange emotions.
+Entering the house, and dismissing the woman to her own home, he at
+once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom.
+
+Reasoning worldliness, especially when allied with sensuousness,
+cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour
+out the soul to some Being or Personality, who in frigid moments is
+dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was
+selfishly and inhumanly, but honestly and unutterably, thankful for
+the recent catastrophe. Beside his bed, for that first time during
+a period of nearly twenty years, he fell down upon his knees in a
+passionate outburst of feeling.
+
+Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and
+then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his
+part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstance of the
+night.
+
+Leaving the house at once, he went to the scene of the fire,
+arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrangement with
+a certain number of men to watch the spot till morning. The ashes
+were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found that nothing could be
+done towards searching them at that hour of the night. He turned
+homeward again, in the company of the rector, who had considerately
+persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised
+that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three
+Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of
+his unfortunate wife.
+
+Manston then went indoors, to wait for morning.
+
+
+
+XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS
+
+1. NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH
+
+The search began at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came
+without bringing any result. Manston ate a little breakfast, and
+crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the old and
+modern manor-houses, to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of condolence,
+and to place every man on the estate at his disposal, that the
+search for any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be
+delayed an instant.
+
+He accompanied her back to the house. At first they conversed as if
+the death of the poor woman was an event which the husband must of
+necessity deeply lament; and when all under this head that social
+form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material
+damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy
+it.
+
+It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she
+spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of
+bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto
+forbidden her this tone: the demeanour of the subject of her
+favouritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was
+entirely a changed man.
+
+'Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Manston?' she said.
+
+'Well, I am,' he answered shortly.
+
+'But only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?'
+
+He confessed it--'For she was not a good woman,' he added.
+
+'I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is
+dead,' Miss Aldclyffe returned reproachfully.
+
+'Why?' he asked. 'Why should I praise her if she doesn't deserve
+it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in
+one of his letters--that neither reason nor Scripture asks us to
+speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam,' he continued,
+after a short interval of thought, 'I may, perhaps, hope that you
+will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavouring to win the
+love of a young lady living about you, one in whom I am much
+interested already.'
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Yes, Cytherea.'
+
+'You have been loving Cytherea all the while?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to
+rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward
+quietly looked on and added, 'I have been loving and still love
+her.'
+
+She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand
+moving indecisively at her side.
+
+'And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for
+that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cytherea, which, they
+tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifference to
+her attractions.' Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well
+as of inquiry; but none of jealousy.
+
+'Yes,' he said; 'and not a dishonourable one. What held me back was
+just that one thing--a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you
+did not give me credit for.' The latter words were spoken with a
+mien and tone of pride.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence.
+
+'And now,' he went on, 'I may as well say a word in vindication of
+my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual
+motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late
+wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to
+retain an office which brings me greater comforts than any I have
+enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though
+I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it
+still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of
+another woman.'
+
+He waited for her to speak: she did not.
+
+'There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning Miss
+Graye's love,' he went on.
+
+'Yes, Edward Springrove,' she said quietly. 'I know it, I did once
+want to see them married; they have had a slight quarrel, and it
+will soon be made up again, unless--' she spoke as if she had only
+half attended to Manston's last statement.
+
+'He is already engaged to be married to somebody else,' said the
+steward.
+
+'Pooh!' said she, 'you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's
+nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it off.'
+
+'He must not break it off,' said Manston, firmly and calmly.
+
+His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said
+haughtily, 'Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has
+been to see her YOUR wife, I can't do anything dishonourable to
+bring about such a result.'
+
+'But it must be MADE your affair,' he said in a hard, steady voice,
+looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the whole panorama of her
+past.
+
+One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that
+peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's countenance when,
+after having been sedulously engaged in establishing another's
+position, she suddenly suspects him of undermining her own. It was
+thus that Miss Aldclyffe looked at the steward.
+
+'You--know--something--of me?' she faltered.
+
+'I know all,' he said.
+
+'Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't
+tell you!' she burst out. 'Couldn't she keep her word for a day?'
+She reflected and then said, but no more as to a stranger, 'I will
+not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in
+a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the
+time: it was chiefly because I was mystified as to how she got to
+know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. O, can YOU
+threaten me?' she added softly, as if she had for the moment
+forgotten to whom she had been speaking.
+
+'My love must be made your affair,' he repeated, without taking his
+eyes from her.
+
+An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a secret,
+obstructed her utterance for a time. 'How can you turn upon me so
+when I schemed to get you here--schemed that you might win her till
+I found you were married. O, how can you! O!. . . O!' She wept;
+and the weeping of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of
+a man.
+
+'Your getting me here was bad policy as to your secret--the most
+absurd thing in the world,' he said, not heeding her distress. 'I
+knew all, except the identity of the individual, long ago. Directly
+I found that my coming here was a contrived thing, and not a matter
+of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was
+required was the mere spark of life, to make of a bundle of
+perceptions an organic whole.'
+
+'Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can
+you threaten me when you know--you know--that I would befriend you
+readily without a threat!'
+
+'Yes, yes, I think you would,' he said more kindly; 'but your
+indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it.'
+
+'No, not indifference--'twas enforced silence. My father lived.'
+
+He took her hand, and held it gently.
+
+ * * *
+
+'Now listen,' he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become
+calmer: 'Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may
+make him, but only in one way.'
+
+'Well: but don't speak sternly, AEneas!'
+
+'Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for
+the last two or three years?'
+
+'I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have
+been promptly paid, haven't they?'
+
+'O yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which
+are burnt?' he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might
+compel him even to rebuild every house. 'The case is the clearest
+case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to
+that,' he continued.
+
+'I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father,
+directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the
+park?'
+
+'Yes, but that doesn't affect the position, which is that Farmer
+Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for
+him.'
+
+'I won't do it--'tis a conspiracy.'
+
+'Won't you for me?' he said eagerly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe changed colour.
+
+'I don't threaten now, I implore,' he said.
+
+'Because you might threaten if you chose,' she mournfully answered.
+'But why be so--when your marriage with her was my own pet idea long
+before it was yours? What must I do?'
+
+'Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr.
+Springrove, which I shall do in a day or two, and told him that he
+will be expected to rebuild the houses, do you see the young man.
+See him yourself, in order that the proposals made may not appear to
+be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring
+up the subject of the houses. To rebuild them would be a matter of
+at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we
+are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then
+tell him that scarcely can you yourself think of compelling an old
+tenant like his father to any such painful extreme--there shall be
+no compulsion to build, simply a surrender of the leases. Then
+speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love,
+and whose secret you have learnt to be that she is heart-sick with
+hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend,
+as some return for your consideration towards his father. Don't
+suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will suspect you
+of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise
+to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and
+get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely
+renouncing her.'
+
+'She has already asked him to do that.'
+
+'So much the better--and telling her, too, that he is about to
+fulfil his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think
+it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indisposed to think of
+me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote
+me the first evening I saw her, which looks rather warm, and which I
+could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married
+to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me--perhaps
+before; a woman's pride is soon wounded.'
+
+'And hadn't I better write to Mr. Nyttleton, and inquire more
+particularly what's the law upon the houses?'
+
+'O no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case
+stands--quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And I
+want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes
+away from home again.'
+
+She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speaking he
+became lost in thought, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of
+the carpet. 'Yes, yes, she will be mine,' he whispered, careless of
+Cytherea Aldclyffe's presence. At last he raised his eyes
+inquiringly.
+
+'I will do my best, AEneas,' she answered.
+
+Talibus incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went
+towards the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and
+probing.
+
+2. FROM NOVEMBER THE TWENTY-NINTH TO DECEMBER THE SECOND
+
+The smouldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise
+that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the
+unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable.
+
+Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and
+chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one
+glowing mass of embers, which, on being stirred about, emitted
+sparks and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside.
+It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body
+would survive the effect of the hot coals, and after a search
+pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of
+Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her
+fate.
+
+The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a
+few coins, and two charred and blackened bones.
+
+Two days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was
+held at the Rising Sun Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury
+of the chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern--the
+only remaining one in the village--was crowded to excess by the
+neighbouring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all who
+could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties
+being present as listeners.
+
+The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded
+in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished
+coffin lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an
+adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in
+with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens--also the steward's
+own doing.
+
+Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London--an old white-headed man, without
+the ruddiness which makes white hairs so pleasing--was sworn, and
+deposed that he kept a lodging-house at an address he named. On a
+Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to
+him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second
+floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week
+in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, referring him, if
+he wished for any guarantee of her respectability, to Mr. Manston,
+Knapwater Park. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out.
+She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time. At the
+end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his
+house in a four-wheeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day,
+telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo Station. She paid
+all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week
+previous to her going away, offered to pay for the next, but he only
+took half. She wore a thick black veil, and grey waterproof cloak,
+when she left him, and her luggage was two boxes, one of plain deal,
+with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas.
+
+Joseph Chinney, porter at the Carriford Road Station, deposed that
+he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as the last witness had described, get
+out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth.
+She stood beside him whilst her luggage was taken from the van. The
+luggage, consisting of the clamped deal box and another covered with
+canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at
+finding nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to
+accompany her, and carry her bag to Mr. Manston's house, Knapwater
+Park. He was just off duty at that time, and offered to go himself.
+The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs.
+Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the
+door of the Three Tranters Inn, Mr. Manston's house being closed.
+
+Next, Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of surprise and
+commiseration passed round the crowded room when he stepped forward.
+
+The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his
+nervously thoughtful nature that the blue orbits of his eyes, and
+the mere spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of his cheeks had
+contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sickness. A perfect
+silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke.
+
+His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold,
+and asked her to enter the parlour. She would not do so, and stood
+in the passage whilst the maid went upstairs to see that the room
+was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the
+staircase, when Mrs. Manston followed her up to the room. He did
+not speak ten words with her altogether.
+
+Afterwards, whilst he was standing at the door listening for his son
+Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, having first caught
+sight of her shadow moving about the room.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman
+undressing?'
+
+SPRINGROVE: 'I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It
+moved backwards and forwards; she might have been undressing or
+merely pacing up and down the room.'
+
+Mrs. Fitler, the ostler's wife and chambermaid, said that she
+preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle, and went
+out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring
+a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought
+it up, and put it on the dressing-table.
+
+THE CORONER: 'Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress, when you came
+back?'
+
+'No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when
+she came in.'
+
+'Did she begin to undress before you left?'
+
+'Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and
+was on the landing I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does
+sometimes when pulled off?'
+
+'Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?'
+
+'I cannot say as her bonnet and veil were still on when I left, for
+she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters
+at all.'
+
+'And did you hear or see any more of her?'
+
+'No more, sir.'
+
+Mrs. Crickett, temporary servant to Mr. Manston, said that in
+accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made
+comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on
+Monday night. Mr. Manston told her that himself and Mrs. Manston
+would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and
+that supper was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early,
+she had gone out on a very important errand to Mrs. Leat the
+postmistress.
+
+Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of Bradshaw he
+had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at
+the station when she came. The broken watch produced was his
+wife's--he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other
+signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her: two of them fitted the
+locks of her two boxes.
+
+Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr.
+Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in
+the evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was
+going to meet his wife at Carriford Road Station, where she was
+coming by the last train that night.
+
+The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The
+small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae--the
+other the head of the os femoris--but they were both so far gone
+that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to
+the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they
+were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burning
+by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable,
+which being of wood, as well as the floor, burnt after it had
+fallen, and consumed the body with it.
+
+Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testimony.
+
+The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation found that
+the deceased Mrs. Manston came by her death accidentally through the
+burning of the Three Tranters Inn.
+
+3. DECEMBER THE SECOND. AFTERNOON
+
+When Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Rising Sun at the end
+of the inquiry, Manston walked by his side as far as the stile to
+the park, a distance of about a stone's-throw.
+
+'Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned.'
+
+'Everybody,' said the old farmer, with deep sadness, ''tis quite a
+misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it
+breaks. I think of the words, "In the morning thou shalt say, Would
+God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were
+morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and
+for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see."' His voice
+became broken.
+
+'Ah--true. I read Deuteronomy myself,' said Manston.
+
+'But my loss is as nothing to yours,' the farmer continued.
+
+'Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than
+unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and
+solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to
+yours, different in nature as it is.'
+
+'What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in
+place again?'
+
+'I have roughly thought six or seven hundred pounds.'
+
+'If the letter of the law is to be acted up to,' said the old man,
+with more agitation in his voice.
+
+'Yes, exactly.'
+
+'Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of
+how she means to treat me?'
+
+'Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of
+her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather
+peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth
+perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I
+should hardly think more.'
+
+The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr. Springrove went along
+the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps towards his niece's
+cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had
+temporarily taken refuge.
+
+The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself
+perceptible. Though indoors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the
+whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could
+be drawn from him. Edward continually discovered him looking
+fixedly at the wall or floor, quite unconscious of another's
+presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically,
+and with the same abstraction.
+
+4. DECEMBER THE THIRD
+
+The next morning he was in no better spirits. Afternoon came: his
+son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the
+conversation with the steward.
+
+'Nonsense; he knows nothing about it,' said Edward vehemently.
+'I'll see Miss Aldclyffe myself. Now promise me, father, that
+you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it,
+that Miss Aldclyffe will do any such unjust thing.'
+
+Edward started at once for Knapwater House. He strode rapidly along
+the high-road, till he reached a wicket where a footpath allowed of
+a short cut to the mansion. Here he leant down upon the bars for a
+few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech,
+and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes
+cognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the
+time, though they appear in the eye afterwards as vivid impressions.
+It was a yellow, lustrous, late autumn day, one of those days of the
+quarter when morning and evening seem to meet together without the
+intervention of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth
+Miss Aldclyffe herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in
+the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard
+behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the
+prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the
+boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front
+of him.
+
+He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to
+request a few minutes' conversation with her, when she directly
+addressed him on the subject of the fire. 'It is a sad misfortune
+for your father' she said, 'and I hear that he has lately let his
+insurances expire?'
+
+'He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the
+general terms of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of
+the fire, the disaster may involve the necessity of his rebuilding
+the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate,
+to the extent of some hundreds of pounds?'
+
+She assented. 'I have been thinking of it,' she went on, and then
+repeated in substance the words put into her mouth by the steward.
+Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place
+in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had
+reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her.
+
+'I don't accept your conditions of release,' he said.
+
+'They are not conditions exactly.'
+
+'Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks.'
+
+'Not at all--the houses have been burnt by your family's
+negligence.'
+
+'I don't refer to the houses--you have of course the best of all
+rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me
+comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes
+upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but
+Miss Graye, Miss Hinton, and myself.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly
+not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become
+an educated man, who had learnt to feel his individuality, to view
+society from a Bohemian standpoint, far outside the farming grade in
+Carriford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's
+unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully
+conscious of the labyrinth into which he had wandered between his
+wish to behave honourably in the dilemma of his engagement to his
+cousin Adelaide and the intensity of his love for Cytherea,
+Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case.
+He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth.
+
+And Miss Aldclyffe was not a woman likely to be far behind any
+second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as if she
+were prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her
+haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke.
+By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by
+compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into
+the work.
+
+A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished persuasion and
+tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and
+evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain
+herself as mistress, she descended to an action the meanness of
+which haunted her conscience to her dying hour.
+
+'I don't quite see, Mr. Springrove,' she said, 'that I am altogether
+what you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family,
+at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Graye
+particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this
+matter.'
+
+Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward
+was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of
+mind, even through so dangerous a medium.
+
+'A letter I received from her' he said, with assumed coldness,
+'tells me clearly enough what Miss Graye's mind is.'
+
+'You think she still loves you? O yes, of course you do--all men
+are like that.'
+
+'I have reason to.' He could feign no further than the first
+speech.
+
+'I should be interested in knowing what reason?' she said, with
+sarcastic archness.
+
+Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he
+rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his
+antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the
+early evening of their beauty, was not without its influence upon a
+keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration,
+as Mary Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again
+answered her honestly.
+
+'The best of reasons--the tone of her letter.'
+
+'Pooh, Mr. Springrove!'
+
+'Not at all, Miss Aldclyffe! Miss Graye desired that we should be
+strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that
+intimacy could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack
+of love--love is only suppressed.'
+
+'Don't you know yet, that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's
+pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is
+often mistaken for suppressed love?' said Miss Aldclyffe, with soft
+insidiousness.
+
+This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he
+had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own
+it.
+
+'I had never thought of it,' he said.
+
+'And don't believe it?'
+
+'Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view.'
+
+She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly--
+
+'My intention was--what I did not dream of owning to you--my
+intention was to try to induce you to fulfil your promise to Miss
+Hinton not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love
+Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I want to see her happy even
+more than I do you. I did not mean to drag her name into the affair
+at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of
+dismissal to you--for it was a most pronounced dismissal--not on
+account of your engagement. She is old enough to know that
+engagements can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote
+it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not with any
+idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less deeply.'
+
+'Who?'
+
+'Mr. Manston.'
+
+'Good ---! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she
+hadn't seen him!'
+
+'She had; he came here the day before she wrote to you; and I could
+prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day she went
+voluntarily to his house, though not artfully or blamably; stayed
+for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him
+than she went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should
+not see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen
+desperately in love with him--a perfectly natural thing for a young
+girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county.
+Why else should she not have written to you before?'
+
+'Because I was such a--because she did not know of the connection
+between me and my cousin until then.'
+
+'I must think she did.'
+
+'On what ground?'
+
+'On the strong ground of my having told her so, distinctly, the very
+first day she came to live with me.'
+
+'Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This--that
+the day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was better that we should
+part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man--'
+
+'A remarkably handsome and talented man.'
+
+'Yes, I admit that.'
+
+'And that it coincided with the hour just subsequent to her seeing
+him.'
+
+'Yes, just when she had seen him.'
+
+'And been to his house alone with him.'
+
+'It is nothing.'
+
+'And stayed there playing and singing with him.'
+
+'Admit that, too,' he said; 'an accident might have caused it.'
+
+'And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a
+letter referring to a secret appointment with him.'
+
+'Never, by God, madam! never!'
+
+'What do you say, sir?'
+
+'Never.'
+
+She sneered.
+
+'There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very
+trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is
+truthful, though upon a matter which concerns neither you nor
+herself. You shall learn that she DID write him a letter concerning
+an assignation--that is, if Mr. Manston still has it, and will be
+considerate enough to lend it me.'
+
+'But besides,' continued Edward, 'a married man to do what would
+cause a young girl to write a note of the kind you mention!'
+
+She flushed a little.
+
+'That I don't know anything about,' she stammered. 'But Cytherea
+didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the
+parish, that he was married.'
+
+'Of course she didn't.'
+
+'And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly
+afterwards, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to.
+It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her
+attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in
+quenching them.'
+
+'We'll hope that he did.'
+
+'But circumstances are changed now.'
+
+'Very greatly changed,' he murmured abstractedly.
+
+'You must remember,' she added more suasively, 'that Miss Graye has
+a perfect right to do what she likes with her own--her heart, that
+is to say.'
+
+Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's
+faith was really disturbed by her strong assertions, and it
+gratified her.
+
+Edward's thoughts flew to his father, and the object of his
+interview with her. Tongue-fencing was utterly distasteful to him.
+
+'I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam,' he remarked,
+gloomily; 'our conversation has ended sadly for me.'
+
+'Don't think so,' she said, 'and don't be mistaken. I am older than
+you are, many years older, and I know many things.'
+
+
+
+Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised
+his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfilment,
+Edward slowly went his way into the village, and approached his
+cousin's house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him.
+He had been waiting there for more than half-an-hour. His eye
+kindled quickly.
+
+'Well, Ted, what does she say?' he asked, in the intensely sanguine
+tones which fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently,
+they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in
+some direction or another.
+
+'Nothing for us to be alarmed at,' said Edward, with a forced
+cheerfulness.
+
+'But must we rebuild?'
+
+'It seems we must, father.'
+
+The old man's eyes swept the horizon, then he turned to go in,
+without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished
+in him again. When Edward went in he found his father with the
+bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them
+up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only
+to remove them again.
+
+Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she
+watched the farmer--
+
+'I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if
+anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you
+and I have in the world.' It was perfectly true, and somehow Edward
+felt more bound up with her after that remark.
+
+She continued: 'And he was only saying so hopefully the day before
+the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me
+away to you when we are married.'
+
+For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as
+to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolving to refuse
+the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyffe. Could it be selfishness
+as well as independence? How much he had thought of his own heart,
+how little he had thought of his father's peace of mind!
+
+The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began
+asking his son an endless number of hypothetical questions on what
+might induce Miss Aldclyffe to listen to kinder terms; speaking of
+her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose
+course it behoved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once
+turned his eyes on Edward's face: their expression was woful: the
+pupils were dilated and strange in aspect.
+
+'If she will only agree to that!' he reiterated for the hundredth
+time, increasing the sadness of his listeners.
+
+An aristocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a
+letter, addressed--
+
+ 'MR. EDWARD SPRINGROVE, Junior.'
+
+'Charles from Knapwater House brought it,' she said.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's writing,' said Mr. Springrove, before Edward had
+recognized it himself. 'Now 'tis all right; she's going to make an
+offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not she; they are going to
+make that the way into the park.'
+
+Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a
+supreme effort of self-command--
+
+'It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffe, and refers to nothing
+connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send
+it to-night.'
+
+His father looked absently at him and turned away again. Shortly
+afterwards they retired for the night. Alone in his bedroom Edward
+opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence.
+
+The envelope contained another envelope in Cytherea's handwriting,
+addressed to '---- Manston, Esq., Old Manor House.' Inside this was
+the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his
+house by the thunderstorm--
+
+ 'KNAPWATER HOUSE,
+ September 20th.
+
+'I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I
+promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities.
+ 'C. GRAYE.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvarying rule
+observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence
+seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could
+have been.
+
+He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject
+of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between himself and Miss
+Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural
+enough under the trying experience, concluded that because the lady
+was truthful in her portraiture of effects, she must necessarily be
+right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that
+Cytherea--the hitherto-believed faithful Cytherea--had, at any rate,
+looked with something more than indifference upon the extremely
+handsome face and form of Manston.
+
+Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself
+to love the newcomer in the face of his not being free to return her
+love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in
+her old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she
+knew it--before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man
+to whom it had flown. Perhaps the very note enclosed to him was the
+result of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have
+called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had
+been patent to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own
+knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man,
+conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his
+arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances
+had rested upon him--his upon her.
+
+Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing
+Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it
+through. He was upbraided therein, and he was dismissed. It bore
+the date of the letter sent to Manston, and by containing within it
+the phrase, 'All the day long I have been thinking,' afforded
+justifiable ground for assuming that it was written subsequently to
+the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter one) to the steward.
+
+But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the
+genuineness, in its kind, of her partiality for him at Budmouth. It
+was a short and shallow feeling--not perfect love:
+
+ 'Love is not love
+ Which alters when it alteration finds.'
+
+But it was not flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had
+died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her
+could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole
+matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from
+Manston, and her labours to induce himself to marry his cousin.
+Taken in connection with her apparent interest in, if not love for,
+Cytherea, her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the
+ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward.
+
+5. DECEMBER THE FOURTH
+
+Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how, tossing feverishly
+from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples, and singing
+in his ears.
+
+Before the day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon
+the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward
+concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and
+gone out into the fields to start the labourers. But neither of the
+outer doors was unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it
+empty. Then animated by a new idea, he went round to the little
+back parlour, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were
+deposited, and looked in at the door. Here, near the window, the
+shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father
+leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body
+nearly doubled, his hands clasping his forehead. Beside him were
+ghostly-looking square folds of parchment--the leases of the houses
+destroyed.
+
+His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the
+young man as his face came into the faint light.
+
+'Edward, why did you get up so early?'
+
+'I was uneasy, and could not sleep.'
+
+The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to
+become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, without lifting his
+eyes, he said--
+
+'This is more than we can bear, Ted--more than we can bear! Ted,
+this will kill me. Not the loss only--the sense of my neglect about
+the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery
+now. God help us--all misery now!'
+
+Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary
+daylight outside.
+
+'Ted,' the farmer went on, 'this upset of be-en burnt out o' home
+makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this
+troubles me besides--our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up
+her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she
+doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you
+are going to marry her?'
+
+'Nothing at all lately.'
+
+'Well, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in together.
+You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or
+last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so
+patiently and so long--you are almost called upon to say you are
+ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to walk up
+to church wi' her one of these mornings, get the thing done, and go
+on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the
+sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little
+freeholds over the hill--not a morsel a-piece, divided as they were
+between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just
+think about it, will ye, Ted?'
+
+He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense concentration of
+his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son.
+
+'Yes, I will,' said Edward.
+
+'But I am going to see her of the Great House this morning,' the
+farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old subject. 'I must
+know the rights of the matter, the when and the where. I don't like
+seeing her, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder
+what she'll say to me.'
+
+The younger man knew exactly what she would say. If his father
+asked her what he was to do, and when, she would simply refer him to
+Manston: her character was not that of a woman who shrank from a
+proposition she had once laid down. If his father were to say to
+her that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the
+year, and had given her a promise to that effect, she would say,
+'Mr. Springrove, the houses are burnt: we'll let them go: trouble
+no more about them.'
+
+His mind was already made up. He said calmly, 'Father, when you are
+talking to Miss Aldclyffe, mention to her that I have asked Adelaide
+if she is willing to marry me next Christmas. She is interested in
+my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her.'
+
+'And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her property,' the
+farmer murmured. 'Very well, Ted, I'll tell her.'
+
+6. DECEMBER THE FIFTH
+
+Of the many contradictory particulars constituting a woman's heart,
+two had shown their vigorous contrast in Cytherea's bosom just at
+this time.
+
+It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Springrove's visit
+to Miss Aldclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended.
+Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat
+at the window of an elegant little sitting-room on the ground floor,
+which had been appropriated to her by the kindness or whim of Miss
+Aldclyffe, that she might not be driven into that lady's presence
+against her will. She leant with her face on her hand, looking out
+into the gloomy grey air. A yellow glimmer from the flapping flame
+of the newly-lit fire fluttered on one side of her face and neck
+like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the
+other side of the same fair face, which received from the window the
+faint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow from the fire had
+a distinct outline on the window-shutter in spite of it. There the
+shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim.
+
+The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood
+which two months earlier in the year had caused her to write a
+peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some
+answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did
+not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a
+lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her
+otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on
+some morning of this particular week was, that hearing of his return
+to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an
+interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last few
+days, she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of
+the postman's arrival.
+
+The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge
+from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the
+wicket, dive through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk
+across it without reference to paths--as country postmen do--and
+come to the porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat,
+and turn away towards the village, without hindering himself for a
+single pace.
+
+Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and
+carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss
+Aldclyffe's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been
+depicted by sounds.
+
+She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She
+thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, 'He asks to
+see me! Perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me.'
+
+A quarter to eight: Miss Aldclyffe's bell--rather earlier than
+usual. 'She must have heard the post-bag brought,' said the maiden,
+as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire,
+and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein.
+
+A tap came to the door, and the lady's-maid entered.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe is awake,' she said; 'and she asked if you were
+moving yet, miss.'
+
+'I'll run up to her,' said Cytherea, and flitted off with the
+utterance of the words. 'Very fortunate this,' she thought; 'I
+shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner.'
+
+She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyffe's
+bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in
+bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at
+her letters.
+
+'Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in to see me,'
+said Miss Aldclyffe. 'You can unlock the bag this morning, child,
+if you like,' she continued, yawning factitiously.
+
+'Strange!' Cytherea thought; 'it seems as if she knew there was
+likely to be a letter for me.'
+
+From her bed Miss Aldclyffe watched the girl's face as she
+tremblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope
+addressed to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day
+before, after the decision he had come to on an impartial, and on
+that account torturing, survey of his own, his father's, his cousin
+Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cytherea's, position.
+
+The haughty mistress's soul sickened remorsefully within her when
+she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of the young
+lady before her a wan desolate look of agony.
+
+The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: 'You speak
+truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only proper
+course. That I regret the past as much as you do yourself, it is
+hardly necessary for me to say.'
+
+
+
+XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS
+
+1. DECEMBER TO APRIL
+
+Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by.
+Christmas had passed; dreary winter with dark evenings had given
+place to more dreary winter with light evenings. Thaws had ended in
+rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come--the period
+of pink dawns and white sunsets; with the third week in April the
+cuckoo had appeared, with the fourth, the nightingale.
+
+Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new
+office, and it had become known throughout the neighbourhood of
+Carriford that the engagement between himself and Miss Adelaide
+Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year.
+
+The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at
+Budmouth watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of
+the decisive correspondence, was once in church, when he sat in
+front of her, and beside Miss Hinton.
+
+The rencounter was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in
+the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with Miss
+Aldclyffe; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the
+service.
+
+It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes
+under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been
+treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music,
+friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy--
+racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the first
+Psalm and came to the verse--
+
+ 'Like some fair tree which, fed by streams,
+ With timely fruit doth bend,
+ He still shall flourish, and success
+ All his designs attend.'
+
+Cytherea's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her; but
+could she help singing the words in the depths of her being,
+although the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side?
+
+Perhaps the moral compensation for all a woman's petty cleverness
+under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her
+extreme foolishness at these other times; her sheer inability to be
+simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to
+men in general--the power not only of kissing, but of delighting to
+kiss the rod by a punctilious observance of the self-immolating
+doctrines in the Sermon on the Mount.
+
+As for Edward--a little like other men of his temperament, to whom,
+it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love
+is in itself a recommendation--his sentiment, as he looked over his
+cousin's book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic--
+
+ 'O, what hast thou of her, of her
+ Whose every look did love inspire;
+ Whose every breathing fanned my fire,
+ And stole me from myself away!'
+
+Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipt out of church
+early, and went home, the tones of the organ still lingering in her
+ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would
+nevertheless live: 'My nature is one capable of more, far more,
+intense feeling than hers! She can't appreciate all the sides of
+him--she never will! He is more tangible to me even now, as a
+thought, than his presence itself is to her!' She was less noble
+then.
+
+But she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart
+till the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she
+even tried to hope that her lost lover and her rival would love one
+another very dearly.
+
+The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Meanwhile,
+Manston continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued
+in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of November, had
+not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss
+seemed so to absorb him--though as a startling change rather than as
+a heavy sorrow--that he paid Cytherea no attention whatever. His
+conduct was uniformly kind and respectful, but little more. Then,
+as the date of the catastrophe grew remoter, he began to wear a
+different aspect towards her. He always contrived to obliterate by
+his manner all recollection on her side that she was comparatively
+more dependent than himself--making much of her womanhood, nothing
+of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion offered, and
+full of delightful petits soins at all times, he was not officious.
+In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her
+friend, and the more easily in that he allowed not the faintest
+symptom of the old love to be apparent.
+
+Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring when the next move on
+his behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MAY
+
+She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the
+private grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple;
+it overlooked the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their
+undisturbed reflection in the smooth still water. Here the old and
+young maid halted; here they stood, side by side, mentally imbibing
+the scene.
+
+The month was May--the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes,
+blackbirds, and sparrows gave forth a perfect confusion of song and
+twitter. The road was spotted white with the fallen leaves of
+apple-blossoms, and the sparkling grey dew still lingered on the
+grass and flowers. Two swans floated into view in front of the
+women, and then crossed the water towards them.
+
+'They seem to come to us without any will of their own--quite
+involuntarily--don't they?' said Cytherea, looking at the birds'
+graceful advance.
+
+'Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath
+the water, working with the greatest energy.'
+
+'I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference
+to direction which we associate with a swan.'
+
+'It does; we'll have "involuntarily." Ah, now this reminds me of
+something.'
+
+'Of what?'
+
+'Of a human being who involuntarily comes towards yourself.'
+
+Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; her eyes grew round as
+circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance.
+She had not once regarded Manston as a lover since his wife's sudden
+appearance and subsequent death. The death of a wife, and such a
+death, was an overwhelming matter in her ideas of things.
+
+'Is it a man or woman?' she said, quite innocently.
+
+'Mr. Manston,' said Miss Aldclyffe quietly.
+
+'Mr. Manston attracted by me NOW?' said Cytherea, standing at gaze.
+
+'Didn't you know it?'
+
+'Certainly I did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead six
+months.'
+
+'Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or
+method, or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as
+"falling in love." He does not want his love to be observed just
+yet, on the very account you mention; but conceal it as he may from
+himself and us, it exists definitely--and very intensely, I assure
+you.'
+
+'I suppose then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him,'
+said Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder.
+
+'Of course it isn't--you know that well enough. She was a great
+burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you
+both.'
+
+A rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before
+Manston's arrival, had just as frankly advocated Edward's claims,
+checked Cytherea's utterance for awhile.
+
+'There, don't look at me like that, for Heaven's sake!' said Miss
+Aldclyffe. 'You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach
+you can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe.'
+
+Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no getting rid
+of him. She wanted to be alone.
+
+'Do you want me here?' she said.
+
+'Now there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cry,' said
+Miss Aldclyffe, taking her hand. 'But you mustn't, my dear.
+There's nothing in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr.
+Manston's honourable conduct towards his wife and yourself, with
+Springrove towards his betrothed and yourself, and then see which
+appears the more worthy of your thoughts.'
+
+3. FROM THE FOURTH OF MAY TO THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE
+
+The next stage in Manston's advances towards her hand was a clearly
+defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and some contrivance
+was necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next
+to impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive
+repugnance towards an unusually handsome and gifted man, even though
+she may not be inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so
+alarmed at the sight of him as to render a meeting and conversation
+with her more than a matter of difficulty.
+
+Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. Manston was
+very religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever
+converted by argument, but there is a single one which will make any
+Laodicean in England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books
+and become a zealous Episcopalian--the argument that his sweetheart
+can be seen from his pew.
+
+Manston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery,
+everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and intangible, that,
+as in the case of the poet Wordsworth and the Wandering Voice,
+though she felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to
+heighten its effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the
+evanescence of female beauty--the worthlessness of mere appearance.
+'Handsome is that handsome does' he considered a proverb which
+should be written on the looking-glass of every woman in the land.
+'Your form, your motions, your heart have won me,' he said, in a
+tone of playful sadness. 'They are beautiful. But I see these
+things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are
+gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face,
+poor maiden! "Where will her glories be in twenty years?" I say.
+"Where will all of her be in a hundred?" Then I think it is cruel
+that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It seems
+hard and sad that you will die as ordinarily as I, and be buried; be
+food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow
+up a mere blade of churchyard-grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss
+Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Nothing, I pity you, and the love
+I feel then is better and sounder, larger and more lasting than that
+I felt at the beginning.' Again an ardent flash of his handsome
+eyes.
+
+It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declaration and
+offer of his hand.
+
+She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him
+enough to accept it.
+
+An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursing himself
+for what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave
+of a mere lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should
+they know of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him--certainly a
+ground for thinking less of his standing than before--he went home
+to the Old House, and walked indecisively up and down his back-yard.
+Turning aside, he leant his arms upon the edge of the rain-water-
+butt standing in the corner, and looked into it. The reflection
+from the smooth stagnant surface tinged his face with the greenish
+shades of Correggio's nudes. Staves of sunlight slanted down
+through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful distinctness.
+Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and tumbled
+in its depth with every contortion that gaiety could suggest;
+perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at
+most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four
+hours.
+
+'Damn my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day
+too? Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if
+I move heaven and earth to do it!'
+
+Indeed, the inexperienced Cytherea had, towards Edward in the first
+place, and Manston afterwards, unconsciously adopted bearings that
+would have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who
+wished to have them each successively dangling at her heels. For if
+any rule at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men
+collectively, is notoriously beyond regulation, it is that to snub a
+petted man, and to pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of
+both kinds. Manston with Springrove's encouragement would have
+become indifferent. Edward with Manston's repulses would have
+sheered off at the outset, as he did afterwards. Her supreme
+indifference added fuel to Manston's ardour--it completely disarmed
+his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a
+susceptible Princess.
+
+4. FROM THE TWENTY-FIRST OF JUNE TO THE END OF JULY
+
+Cytherea had in the meantime received the following letter from her
+brother. It was the first definite notification of the enlargement
+of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which had for nearly a
+twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to
+give a colour to their whole sky from horizon to horizon.
+
+ 'BUDMOUTH REGIS,
+
+Saturday.
+
+'DARLING SIS,--I have delayed telling you for a long time of a
+little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about,
+is sufficiently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from
+you any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been
+distressed by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we
+went to Lulstead Cove, and again when I left Knapwater that morning
+early. It is an unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and
+the ankle. I had just found fresh symptoms of it when you were here
+for that half-hour about a month ago--when you said in fun that I
+began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to tell you then,
+but fancying it would go off in a few days, I thought it was not
+worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able
+to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that
+Mr. G. will have some out-door measuring work for me to do soon, and
+that I shall be obliged to decline it. However, we will hope for
+the best. How it came, what was its origin, or what it tends to, I
+cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, if it is no
+better. . .--Your loving brother, OWEN.'
+
+This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear,
+but suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter
+from him, of which the subjoined paragraph is a portion:--
+
+'I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you
+that it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give
+you my word that I will conceal nothing--so that there will be no
+excuse whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am
+worse than I say. This morning then, for the first time, I have
+been obliged to stay away from the office. Don't be frightened at
+this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that is wanted, and by nursing
+myself now for a week, I may avoid an illness of six months.'
+
+After a visit from her he wrote again:--
+
+'Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the ailment was some sort
+of rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its
+cure. My leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have
+been applied, and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall
+be as right as ever in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run
+up by the train to see you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss
+Aldclyffe grumbles again about your being away, for I am going on
+capitally. . . . You shall hear again at the end of the week.'
+
+At the time mentioned came the following:--
+
+'I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheartening
+after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and that
+there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been
+treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they
+pricked the place with a long needle several times,) I saw that Dr.
+Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would
+call in a brother professional man to see me as well. They
+consulted together and then told me that rheumatism was not the
+disease after all, but erysipelas. They then began treating it
+differently, as became a different matter. Blisters, flour, and
+starch, seem to be the order of the day now--medicine, of course,
+besides.
+
+'Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been
+obliged to get a designer in my place, which grieves me very much,
+though, of course, it could not be avoided.'
+
+A month passed away; throughout this period, Cytherea visited him as
+often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as
+cheerful a countenance as the womanly determination to do nothing
+which might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter
+from him then told her these additional facts:--
+
+'The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot
+make out what the disease is. O Cytherea! how I wish they knew!
+This suspense is wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you
+for a day? Do come to me. We will talk about the best course then.
+I am sorry to complain, but I am worn out."
+
+Cytherea went to Miss Aldclyffe, and told her of the melancholy turn
+her brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once said that
+Cytherea might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which
+lay in her power. Cytherea's eyes beamed gratitude as she turned to
+leave the room, and hasten to the station.
+
+'O, Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; 'just one
+word. Has Mr. Manston spoken to you lately?'
+
+'Yes,' said Cytherea, blushing timorously.
+
+'He proposed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'And you refused him?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice,' said Miss Aldclyffe
+emphatically, 'and accept him before he changes his mind. The
+chance which he offers you of settling in life is one that may
+possibly, probably, not occur again. His position is good and
+secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy one. You may not
+be sure that you love him madly; but suppose you are not sure? My
+father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me whist,
+"When in doubt win the trick!" That advice is ten times as valuable
+to a woman on the subject of matrimony. In refusing a man there is
+always the risk that you may never get another offer.'
+
+'Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?' said Cytherea.
+
+'Come, my lady Pert; I'm not the text,' said Miss Aldclyffe, her
+face glowing like fire.
+
+Cytherea laughed stealthily.
+
+'I was about to say,' resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, 'that here is
+Mr. Manston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you
+overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you
+might benefit your sick brother if you were Mrs. Manston. You will
+please me VERY MUCH by giving him some encouragement. You
+understand me, Cythie dear?'
+
+Cytherea was silent.
+
+'And,' said Miss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, 'on your
+promising that you will accept him some time this year, I will take
+especial care of your brother. You are listening, Cytherea?'
+
+'Yes,' she whispered, leaving the room.
+
+She went to Budmouth, passed the day with her brother, and returned
+to Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked
+startlingly thin and pale--thinner and paler than ever she had seen
+him before. The brother and sister had that day decided that
+notwithstanding the drain upon their slender resources, another
+surgeon should see him. Time was everything.
+
+Owen told her the result in his next letter:--
+
+'The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on
+the head, I hope. They probed the place, and discovered that the
+secret lay in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal
+three days ago (after taking chloroform). . . Thank God it is over.
+Though I am so weak, my spirits are rather better. I wonder when I
+shall be at work again? I asked the surgeons how long it would be
+first. I said a month? They shook their heads. A year? I said.
+Not so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. They would not, or
+could not, tell me. But never mind.
+
+'Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on
+so drearily. O Cytherea, you can't think how drearily!'
+
+She went. Immediately on her departure Miss Aldclyffe sent a note
+to the Old House, to Manston. On the maiden's return, tired and
+sick at heart as usual, she found Manston at the station awaiting
+her. He asked politely if he might accompany her to Knapwater. She
+tacitly acquiesced. During their walk he inquired the particulars
+of her brother's illness, and with an irresistible desire to pour
+out her trouble to some one, she told him of the length of time
+which must elapse before he could be strong again, and of the lack
+of comfort in lodgings.
+
+Manston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: 'Miss Graye,
+I will not mince matters--I love you--you know it. Stratagem they
+say is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive
+me, for I cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that
+may suit you--any remote day you may name will satisfy me--and you
+shall find him well provided for.'
+
+For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at
+her side who pleaded thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot
+voluptuous nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he
+might under a quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth
+with a scorching white heat. She perceived how animal was the love
+which bargained.
+
+'I do not love you, Mr. Manston,' she replied coldly.
+
+5. FROM THE FIRST TO THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+The long sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same
+dreary accounts from Budmouth, and saw Cytherea paying the same sad
+visits.
+
+She grew perceptibly weaker, in body and mind. Manston still
+persisted in his suit, but with more of his former indirectness, now
+that he saw how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was
+the system of Dares at the Sicilian games--
+
+ 'He, like a captain who beleaguers round
+ Some strong-built castle on a rising ground,
+ Views all the approaches with observing eyes,
+ This and that other part again he tries,
+ And more on industry than force relies.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to
+Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of
+her steward. Hemmed in and distressed, Cytherea's answers to his
+importunities grew less uniform; they were firm, or wavering, as
+Owen's malady fluctuated. Had a register of her pitiful
+oscillations been kept, it would have rivalled in pathos the diary
+wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with Opium--perhaps as
+noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling dramatic power
+has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and monotonously
+lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the wellknown round
+of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in famine and
+drought; on week-days to buzzing flies in hot sunny rooms. 'So
+like, so very like, was day to day.' Extreme lassitude seemed all
+that the world could show her.
+
+Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her
+brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual
+truth concerning Owen's condition.
+
+The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been
+thorough; that although the wound had healed, another attempt might
+still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure.
+But the time such a self-healing proceeding would occupy might be
+ruinous.
+
+'How long would it be?' she said.
+
+'It is impossible to say. A year or two, more or less.'
+
+'And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?'
+
+'Then he might be well in four or six months.'
+
+Now the remainder of his and her possessions, together with a sum he
+had borrowed, would not provide him with necessary comforts for half
+that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open--
+her becoming betrothed to Manston, or the sending Owen to the County
+Hospital.
+
+Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting and fluttering about
+for some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of
+being Manston's wife, the poor little bird endeavoured to find out
+from Miss Aldclyffe whether it was likely Owen would be well treated
+in the hospital.
+
+'County Hospital!' said Miss Aldclyffe; 'why, it is only another
+name for slaughter-house--in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly
+if anything about your body is snapt in two they do join you
+together in a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as
+well be apart again.' Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious
+maiden by relating horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor
+people were cut off at a moment's notice, especially in cases where
+the restorative treatment was likely to be long and tedious.
+
+'You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea,' she added
+reproachfully. 'You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why
+do you selfishly bar the clear, honourable, and only sisterly path
+which leads out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience,
+countenance you; no, I cannot.'
+
+Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but
+this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's
+eye sparkled; he saw for the hundredth time in his life, that
+perseverance, if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind.
+
+6. THE TWENTY-SEVENTH OF AUGUST
+
+On going to Budmouth three days later, she found to her surprise
+that the steward had been there, had introduced himself, and had
+seen her brother. A few delicacies had been brought him also by the
+same hand. Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and
+unceremonious call, as he could not have refrained from doing of any
+person, of any kind, whose presence had served to help away the
+tedious hours of a long day, and who had, moreover, shown that sort
+of consideration for him which the accompanying basket implied--
+antecedent consideration, so telling upon all invalids--and which he
+so seldom experienced except from the hands of his sister.
+
+How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise,
+and cummin, the weightier matters which were left undone?
+
+Again the steward met her at Carriford Road Station on her return
+journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meeting at the
+same place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured
+brokenly her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he
+might see her home was made.
+
+He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a
+conditional kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollection of
+it. 'Though I let my offer on her brother's--my friend's--behalf,
+seem dependent on my lady's graciousness to me,' he whispered
+wooingly in the course of their walk, 'I could not conscientiously
+adhere to my statement; it was said with all the impulsive
+selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have me, or whether you
+don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but kind to your
+brother. . . . Miss Graye, Cytherea, I will do anything,' he
+continued earnestly, 'to give you pleasure--indeed I will.'
+
+She saw on the one hand her poor and much-loved Owen recovering from
+his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man
+beside her, on the other she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her
+self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course
+of common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was
+reason in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons--a
+woman's gratitude and her impulse to be kind.
+
+The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He
+noticed it, and caught at the opportunity.
+
+They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the
+midst of a meadow. Between grey and half-overgrown stonework--the
+only signs of masonry remaining--the water gurgled down from the old
+millpond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves--the
+sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun,
+resting on the horizon-line, streamed across the ground from below
+copper-coloured and lilac clouds, stretched out in flats beneath a
+sky of pale soft green. All dark objects on the earth that lay
+towards the sun were overspread by a purple haze, against which a
+swarm of wailing gnats shone forth luminously, rising upward and
+floating away like sparks of fire.
+
+The stillness oppressed and reduced her to mere passivity. The only
+wish the humidity of the place left in her was to stand motionless.
+The helpless flatness of the landscape gave her, as it gives all
+such temperaments, a sense of bare equality with, and no superiority
+to, a single entity under the sky.
+
+He came so close that their clothes touched. 'Will you try to love
+me? Do try to love me!' he said, in a whisper, taking her hand. He
+had never taken it before. She could feel his hand trembling
+exceedingly as it held hers in its clasp.
+
+Considering his kindness to her brother, his love for herself, and
+Edward's fickleness, ought she to forbid him to do this? How truly
+pitiful it was to feel his hand tremble so--all for her! Should she
+withdraw her hand? She would think whether she would. Thinking, and
+hesitating, she looked as far as the autumnal haze on the marshy
+ground would allow her to see distinctly. There was the fragment of
+a hedge--all that remained of a 'wet old garden'--standing in the
+middle of the mead, without a definite beginning or ending,
+purposeless and valueless. It was overgrown, and choked with
+mandrakes, and she could almost fancy she heard their shrieks. . .
+Should she withdraw her hand? No, she could not withdraw it now; it
+was too late, the act would not imply refusal. She felt as one in a
+boat without oars, drifting with closed eyes down a river--she knew
+not whither.
+
+He gave her hand a gentle pressure, and relinquished it.
+
+Then it seemed as if he were coming to the point again. No, he was
+not going to urge his suit that evening. Another respite.
+
+7. THE EARLY PART OF SEPTEMBER
+
+Saturday came, and she went on some trivial errand to the village
+post-office. It was a little grey cottage with a luxuriant jasmine
+encircling the doorway, and before going in Cytherea paused to
+admire this pleasing feature of the exterior. Hearing a step on the
+gravel behind the corner of the house, she resigned the jasmine and
+entered. Nobody was in the room. She could hear Mrs. Leat, the
+widow who acted as postmistress, walking about over her head.
+Cytherea was going to the foot of the stairs to call Mrs. Leat, but
+before she had accomplished her object, another form stood at the
+half-open door. Manston came in.
+
+'Both on the same errand,' he said gracefully.
+
+'I will call her,' said Cytherea, moving in haste to the foot of the
+stairs.
+
+'One moment.' He glided to her side. 'Don't call her for a
+moment,' he repeated.
+
+But she had said, 'Mrs. Leat!'
+
+He seized Cytherea's hand, kissed it tenderly, and carefully
+replaced it by her side.
+
+She had that morning determined to check his further advances, until
+she had thoroughly considered her position. The remonstrance was
+now on her tongue, but as accident would have it, before the word
+could be spoken Mrs. Leat was stepping from the last stair to the
+floor, and no remonstrance came.
+
+With the subtlety which characterized him in all his dealings with
+her, he quickly concluded his own errand, bade her a good-bye, in
+the tones of which love was so garnished with pure politeness that
+it only showed its presence to herself, and left the house--putting
+it out of her power to refuse him her companionship homeward, or to
+object to his late action of kissing her hand.
+
+The Friday of the next week brought another letter from her brother.
+In this he informed her that, in absolute grief lest he should
+distress her unnecessarily, he had some time earlier borrowed a few
+pounds. A week ago, he said, his creditor became importunate, but
+that on the day on which he wrote, the creditor had told him there
+was no hurry for a settlement, that 'his SISTER'S SUITOR had
+guaranteed the sum.' 'Is he Mr. Manston? tell me, Cytherea,' said
+Owen.
+
+He also mentioned that a wheeled chair had been anonymously hired
+for his especial use, though as yet he was hardly far enough
+advanced towards convalescence to avail himself of the luxury. 'Is
+this Mr. Manston's doing?' he inquired.
+
+She could dally with her perplexity, evade it, trust to time for
+guidance, no longer. The matter had come to a crisis: she must
+once and for all choose between the dictates of her understanding
+and those of her heart. She longed, till her soul seemed nigh to
+bursting, for her lost mother's return to earth, but for one minute,
+that she might have tender counsel to guide her through this, her
+great difficulty.
+
+As for her heart, she half fancied that it was not Edward's to quite
+the extent that it once had been; she thought him cruel in
+conducting himself towards her as he did at Budmouth, cruel
+afterwards in making so light of her. She knew he had stifled his
+love for her--was utterly lost to her. But for all that she could
+not help indulging in a woman's pleasure of recreating defunct
+agonies, and lacerating herself with them now and then.
+
+'If I were rich,' she thought, 'I would give way to the luxury of
+being morbidly faithful to him for ever without his knowledge.'
+
+But she considered; in the first place she was a homeless dependent;
+and what did practical wisdom tell her to do under such desperate
+circumstances? To provide herself with some place of refuge from
+poverty, and with means to aid her brother Owen. This was to be Mr.
+Manston's wife.
+
+She did not love him.
+
+But what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without
+love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home.
+
+'Yes,' she thought, 'I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Did anything nobler in her say so too?
+
+With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone.
+Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of
+it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable
+minister?
+
+By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two
+hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would
+do good to two men whose lives were far more important than hers.
+
+'Yes,' she said again, 'even Christianity urges me to marry Mr.
+Manston.'
+
+Directly Cytherea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic self-
+abnegation had to do with the matter, she became much more content
+in the consideration of it. A wilful indifference to the future was
+what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the
+perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this
+indifference, as gushing natures will do under such circumstances,
+as genuine resignation and devotedness.
+
+Manston met her again the following day: indeed, there was no
+escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them,
+which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall,
+obscured on the outer side by the low hanging branches of the limes,
+she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than
+any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow.
+
+Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter.
+It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she
+placed the letter on the mantelpiece to send it the next day.
+
+The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript to Owen's letter
+of the day before:--
+
+ 'September 9, 1865.
+
+'DEAR CYTHEREA--I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr.
+Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also
+that in which he hopes to stand towards you. Can't you love him?
+Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that, but a cultured
+man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you
+continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way
+of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against
+your heart, Cytherea, but be wise.--Ever affectionately yours,
+OWEN.'
+
+She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same
+favouring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her
+doom. Yet
+
+ 'So true a fool is love,'
+
+that even now she nourished a half-hope that something would happen
+at the last moment to thwart her deliberately-formed intentions, and
+favour the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust
+down.
+
+8. THE TENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the afternoon
+service at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the
+Evening Hymn.
+
+Manston was at church as usual in his accustomed place two seats
+forward from the large square pew occupied by Miss Aldclyffe and
+Cytherea.
+
+The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening-service seemed, in
+Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She
+looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backwards
+and forwards like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle breeze; then
+at the village children singing too, their heads inclined to one
+side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or
+following the movement of a distant bough or bird with features
+petrified almost to painfulness. Then she looked at Manston; he was
+already regarding her with some purpose in his glance.
+
+'It is coming this evening,' she said in her mind. A minute later,
+at the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out,
+Manston came down the aisle. He was opposite the end of her seat as
+she stepped from it, the remainder of their progress to the door
+being in contact with each other. Miss Aldclyffe had lingered
+behind.
+
+'Don't let's hurry,' he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the
+private path to the House as usual. 'Would you mind turning down
+this way for a minute till Miss Aldclyffe has passed?'
+
+She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded
+path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to
+the other gate of the church-yard, walking very slowly. By the time
+the further gate was reached, the church was closed. They met the
+sexton with the keys in his hand.
+
+'We are going inside for a minute,' said Manston to him, taking the
+keys unceremoniously. 'I will bring them to you when we return.'
+
+The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into
+the porch, and up the nave.
+
+They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any way
+interfere with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere
+around them. Everything in the place was the embodiment of decay:
+the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west
+window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings,
+the mildewed walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy pews, the
+sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had
+gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than
+Cytherea's was then.
+
+'What sensations does the place impress you with?' she said at last,
+very sadly.
+
+'I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from very despair of
+achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are
+such as these.' He, too, spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or
+otherwise.
+
+'I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a
+world,' she murmured; 'that's the effect it has upon me; but it does
+not induce me to be honest particularly.'
+
+He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her
+eyes.
+
+'I pity you sometimes,' he said more emphatically.
+
+'I am pitiable, perhaps; so are many people. Why do you pity me?'
+
+'I think that you make yourself needlessly sad.'
+
+'Not needlessly.'
+
+'Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so
+much, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?'
+
+'That can't be,' she said, turning away.
+
+He went on, 'I think the real and only good thing that can be done
+for him is to get him away from Budmouth awhile; and I have been
+wondering whether it could not be managed for him to come to my
+house to live for a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you.
+How pleasant it would be!'
+
+'It would.'
+
+He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her
+hand more firmly, as he continued, 'Cytherea, why do you say "It
+would," so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him
+there: I want him to be my brother, too. Then make him so, and be
+my wife! I cannot live without you. O Cytherea. my darling, my
+love, come and be my wife!'
+
+His face bent closer and closer to hers, and the last words sank to
+a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was strong.
+
+She said firmly and distinctly, 'Yes, I will.'
+
+'Next month?' he said on the instant, before taking breath.
+
+'No; not next month.'
+
+'The next?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'December? Christmas Day, say?'
+
+'I don't mind.'
+
+'O, you darling!' He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale,
+cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand.
+
+'Don't kiss me--at least where we are now!' she whispered
+imploringly.
+
+'Why?'
+
+'We are too near God.'
+
+He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so
+emphatically that the words 'Near God' echoed back again through the
+hollow building from the far end of the chancel.
+
+'What a thing to say!' he exclaimed; 'surely a pure kiss is not
+inappropriate to the place !'
+
+'No,' she replied, with a swelling heart; 'I don't know why I burst
+out so--I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?'
+
+'How shall I say "Yes" without judging you? How shall I say "No"
+without losing the pleasure of saying "Yes?"' He was himself again.
+
+'I don't know,' she absently murmured.
+
+'I'll say "Yes,"' he answered daintily. 'It is sweeter to fancy we
+are forgiven, than to think we have not sinned; and you shall have
+the sweetness without the need.'
+
+She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark
+now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he
+locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wound her way
+out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the house
+together, but the great matter having been set at rest, she
+persisted in talking only on indifferent subjects.
+
+'Christmas Day, then,' he said, as they were parting at the end of
+the shrubbery.
+
+'I meant Old Christmas Day,' she said evasively.
+
+'H'm, people do not usually attach that meaning to the words.'
+
+'No; but I should like it best if it could not be till then?' It
+seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost.
+
+'Very well, love,' he said gently. ''Tis a fortnight longer still;
+but never mind. Old Christmas Day.'
+
+9. THE ELEVENTH OF SEPTEMBER
+
+'There. It will be on a Friday!'
+
+She sat upon a little footstool gazing intently into the fire. It
+was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's
+successful solicitation of her hand.
+
+'I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and
+tell him it is a Friday?' she said to herself, rising to her feet,
+looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window towards
+the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards
+remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded
+impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house
+directly, and went to search for him.
+
+Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they
+worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a
+distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity--now
+that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished
+almost she had never sought him on such an errand; in his business-
+mood he was perhaps very stern.
+
+'It will be on a Friday,' she said confusedly, and without any
+preface.
+
+'Come this way!' said Manston, in the tone he used for workmen, not
+being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and
+led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. 'On
+a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays, surely?
+That's nonsense.'
+
+'Not seriously mind them, exactly--but if it could be any other
+day?'
+
+'Well, let us say Old Christmas Eve, then. Shall it be Old
+Christmas Eve?'
+
+'Yes, Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Your word is solemn, and irrevocable now?'
+
+'Certainly, I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have
+promised to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should.'
+She spoke the words with a dignified impressiveness.
+
+'You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the
+worse of an ardent man, Cytherea, for showing some anxiety in love?'
+
+'No, no.' She could not say more. She was always ill at ease when
+he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical
+way, and wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day, and the
+proximity of the house, afforded her a means of escape. 'I must be
+with Miss Aldclyffe now--will you excuse my hasty coming and going?'
+she said prettily. Before he had replied she had parted from him.
+
+'Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the
+avenue just now?' said Miss Aldclyffe, when Cytherea joined her.
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'"Yes." Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those
+taciturn "Yesses" of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are
+as close as wax with me.'
+
+'I parted from him because I wanted to come in.'
+
+'What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the day fixed?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's face kindled into intense interest at once. 'Is it
+indeed? When is it to be?'
+
+'On Old Christmas Eve.'
+
+'Old Christmas Eve.' Miss Aldclyffe drew Cytherea round to her
+front, and took a hand in each of her own. 'And then you will be a
+bride!' she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfulness upon
+the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks.
+
+The normal area of the colour upon each of them decreased
+perceptibly after that slow and emphatic utterance by the elder
+lady.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe continued impressively, 'You did not say "Old
+Christmas Eve" as a fiancee should have said the words: and you
+don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that foreshadows a
+bright future. . . How many weeks are there to the time?'
+
+'I have not reckoned them.'
+
+'Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the
+lead in this matter--you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid,
+or something, about it, Bring me my diary, and we will count them at
+once.'
+
+Cytherea silently fetched the book.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac,
+and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of
+December--a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, looking on as if she had no
+appetite for the scene.
+
+'Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see, Monday will be the
+first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday third, Thursday
+fourth, Friday fifth--you have chosen a Friday, as I declare!'
+
+'A Thursday, surely?' said Cytherea.
+
+'No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday.'
+
+The perturbed little brain had reckoned wrong. 'Well, it must be a
+Friday,' she murmured in a reverie.
+
+'No: have it altered, of course,' said Miss Aldclyffe cheerfully.
+'There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be
+thinking about its being unlucky--in fact, I wouldn't choose a
+Friday myself to be married on, since all the other days are equally
+available.'
+
+'I shall not have it altered,' said Cytherea firmly; 'it has been
+altered once already: I shall let it be.'
+
+
+
+XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. THE FIFTH OF JANUARY. BEFORE DAWN
+
+We pass over the intervening weeks. The time of the story is thus
+advanced more than a quarter of a year.
+
+On the midnight preceding the morning which would make her the wife
+of a man whose presence fascinated her into involuntariness of
+bearing, and whom in absence she almost dreaded, Cytherea lay in her
+little bed, vainly endeavouring to sleep.
+
+She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied
+past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and
+months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a
+vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still be heard
+faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vibrated true
+to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approach
+Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be called
+hymeneal, she calmly owned.
+
+'Why do I marry him?' she said to herself. 'Because Owen, dear Owen
+my brother, wishes me to marry him. Because Mr. Manston is, and has
+been, uniformly kind to Owen, and to me. "Act in obedience to the
+dictates of common-sense," Owen said, "and dread the sharp sting of
+poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for
+the same reason, to secure a home, and mere ordinary, material
+comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not
+supremely happy."
+
+''Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. O, if people only knew
+what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows
+up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed
+shaken with the wind, as I am, they would not call this resignation
+of one's self by the name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to
+marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my
+heart; I know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a
+single future. But why should I please my useless self overmuch,
+when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than
+I?'
+
+In the midst of desultory reflections like these, which alternated
+with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to
+exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard
+dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not
+quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such
+disturbances at critical periods of her existence. 'It is strange,'
+she pondered, 'that this my last night in Knapwater House should be
+disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind
+having intervened.'
+
+As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some
+one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches.
+She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the
+maids, but they were without doubt all asleep.
+
+The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have
+brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but
+Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was
+always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against
+her will.
+
+The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and
+was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling
+of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then
+a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the
+breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees
+outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate
+rattling, ceased from that time.
+
+Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained
+matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the
+house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like
+a man playing castanets or shaking dice.
+
+She thought, 'Is it the intention of Fate that something connected
+with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of
+the kind?'
+
+During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamt that
+she was being whipped with dry bones suspended on strings, which
+rattled at every blow like those of a malefactor on a gibbet; that
+she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then
+upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of
+the executioner for his mask, but his form was like Manston's.
+
+'Thank Heaven!' she said, when she awoke and saw a faint light
+struggling through her blind. 'Now what were those noises?' To
+settle that question seemed more to her than the event of the day.
+
+She pulled the blind aside and looked out. All was plain. The
+evening previous had closed in with a grey drizzle, borne upon a
+piercing air from the north, and now its effects were visible. The
+hoary drizzle still continued; but the trees and shrubs were laden
+with icicles to an extent such as she had never before witnessed. A
+shoot of the diameter of a pin's head was iced as thick as her
+finger; all the boughs in the park were bent almost to the earth
+with the immense weight of the glistening incumbrance; the walks
+were like a looking-glass. Many boughs had snapped beneath their
+burden, and lay in heaps upon the icy grass. Opposite her eye, on
+the nearest tree, was a fresh yellow scar, showing where the branch
+that had terrified her had been splintered from the trunk.
+
+'I never could have believed it possible,' she thought, surveying
+the bowed-down branches, 'that trees would bend so far out of their
+true positions without breaking.' By watching a twig she could see
+a drop collect upon it from the hoary fog, sink to the lowest point,
+and there become coagulated as the others had done.
+
+'Or that I could so exactly have imitated them,' she continued. 'On
+this morning I am to be married--unless this is a scheme of the
+great Mother to hinder a union of which she does not approve. Is it
+possible for my wedding to take place in the face of such weather as
+this?'
+
+2. MORNING
+
+Her brother Owen was staying with Manston at the Old House.
+Contrary to the opinion of the doctors, the wound had healed after
+the first surgical operation, and his leg was gradually acquiring
+strength, though he could only as yet get about on crutches, or
+ride, or be dragged in a chair.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe had arranged that Cytherea should be married from
+Knapwater House, and not from her brother's lodgings at Budmouth,
+which was Cytherea's first idea. Owen, too, seemed to prefer the
+plan. The capricious old maid had latterly taken to the
+contemplation of the wedding with even greater warmth than had at
+first inspired her, and appeared determined to do everything in her
+power, consistent with her dignity, to render the adjuncts of the
+ceremony pleasing and complete.
+
+But the weather seemed in flat contradiction of the whole
+proceeding. At eight o'clock the coachman crept up to the House
+almost upon his hands and knees, entered the kitchen, and stood with
+his back to the fire, panting from his exertions in pedestrianism.
+
+The kitchen was by far the pleasantest apartment in Knapwater House
+on such a morning as this. The vast fire was the centre of the
+whole system, like a sun, and threw its warm rays upon the figures
+of the domestics, wheeling about it in true planetary style. A
+nervously-feeble imitation of its flicker was continually attempted
+by a family of polished metallic utensils standing in rows and
+groups against the walls opposite, the whole collection of shines
+nearly annihilating the weak daylight from outside. A step further
+in, and the nostrils were greeted by the scent of green herbs just
+gathered, and the eye by the plump form of the cook, wholesome,
+white-aproned, and floury--looking as edible as the food she
+manipulated--her movements being supported and assisted by her
+satellites, the kitchen and scullery maids. Minute recurrent sounds
+prevailed--the click of the smoke-jack, the flap of the flames, and
+the light touches of the women's slippers upon the stone floor.
+
+The coachman hemmed, spread his feet more firmly upon the
+hearthstone, and looked hard at a small plate in the extreme corner
+of the dresser.
+
+'No wedden this mornen--that's my opinion. In fact, there can't
+be,' he said abruptly, as if the words were the mere torso of a
+many-membered thought that had existed complete in his head.
+
+The kitchen-maid was toasting a slice of bread at the end of a very
+long toasting-fork, which she held at arm's length towards the
+unapproachable fire, travestying the Flanconnade in fencing.
+
+'Bad out of doors, isn't it?' she said, with a look of commiseration
+for things in general.
+
+'Bad? Not even a liven soul, gentle or simple, can stand on level
+ground. As to getten up hill to the church, 'tis perfect lunacy.
+And I speak of foot-passengers. As to horses and carriage, 'tis
+murder to think of 'em. I am going to send straight as a line into
+the breakfast-room, and say 'tis a closer. . . . Hullo--here's
+Clerk Crickett and John Day a-comen! Now just look at 'em and
+picture a wedden if you can.'
+
+All eyes were turned to the window, from which the clerk and
+gardener were seen crossing the court, bowed and stooping like Bel
+and Nebo.
+
+'You'll have to go if it breaks all the horses' legs in the county,'
+said the cook, turning from the spectacle, knocking open the oven-
+door with the tongs, glancing critically in, and slamming it
+together with a clang.
+
+'O, O; why shall I?' asked the coachman, including in his auditory
+by a glance the clerk and gardener who had just entered.
+
+'Because Mr. Manston is in the business. Did you ever know him to
+give up for weather of any kind, or for any other mortal thing in
+heaven or earth?'
+
+'---- Mornen so's--such as it is!' interrupted Mr. Crickett
+cheerily, coming forward to the blaze and warming one hand without
+looking at the fire. 'Mr. Manston gie up for anything in heaven or
+earth, did you say? You might ha' cut it short by sayen "to Miss
+Aldclyffe," and leaven out heaven and earth as trifles. But it
+might be put off; putten off a thing isn't getten rid of a thing, if
+that thing is a woman. O no, no!'
+
+The coachman and gardener now naturally subsided into secondaries.
+The cook went on rather sharply, as she dribbled milk into the exact
+centre of a little crater of flour in a platter--
+
+'It might be in this case; she's so indifferent.'
+
+'Dang my old sides! and so it might be. I have a bit of news--I
+thought there was something upon my tongue; but 'tis a secret; not a
+word, mind, not a word. Why, Miss Hinton took a holiday yesterday.'
+
+'Yes?' inquired the cook, looking up with perplexed curiosity.
+
+'D'ye think that's all?'
+
+'Don't be so three-cunning--if it is all, deliver you from the evil
+of raising a woman's expectations wrongfully; I'll skimmer your pate
+as sure as you cry Amen!'
+
+'Well, it isn't all. When I got home last night my wife said, "Miss
+Adelaide took a holiday this mornen," says she (my wife, that is);
+"walked over to Nether Mynton, met the comen man, and got married!"
+says she.'
+
+'Got married! what, Lord-a-mercy, did Springrove come?'
+
+'Springrove, no--no--Springrove's nothen to do wi' it--'twas Farmer
+Bollens. They've been playing bo-peep for these two or three months
+seemingly. Whilst Master Teddy Springrove has been daddlen, and
+hawken, and spetten about having her, she's quietly left him all
+forsook. Serve him right. I don't blame the little woman a bit.'
+
+'Farmer Bollens is old enough to be her father!'
+
+'Ay, quite; and rich enough to be ten fathers. They say he's so
+rich that he has business in every bank, and measures his money in
+half-pint cups.'
+
+'Lord, I wish it was me, don't I wish 'twas me!' said the scullery-
+maid.
+
+'Yes, 'twas as neat a bit of stitching as ever I heard of,'
+continued the clerk, with a fixed eye, as if he were watching the
+process from a distance. 'Not a soul knew anything about it, and my
+wife is the only one in our parish who knows it yet. Miss Hinton
+came back from the wedden, went to Mr. Manston, puffed herself out
+large, and said she was Mrs. Bollens, but that if he wished, she had
+no objection to keep on the house till the regular time of giving
+notice had expired, or till he could get another tenant.'
+
+'Just like her independence,' said the cook.
+
+'Well, independent or no, she's Mrs. Bollens now. Ah, I shall never
+forget once when I went by Farmer Bollens's garden--years ago now--
+years, when he was taking up ashleaf taties. A merry feller I was
+at that time, a very merry feller--for 'twas before I took holy
+orders, and it didn't prick my conscience as 'twould now. "Farmer,"
+says I, "little taties seem to turn out small this year, don't em?"
+"O no, Crickett," says he, "some be fair-sized." He's a dull man--
+Farmer Bollens is--he always was. However, that's neither here nor
+there; he's a-married to a sharp woman, and if I don't make a
+mistake she'll bring him a pretty good family, gie her time.'
+
+'Well, it don't matter; there's a Providence in it,' said the
+scullery-maid. 'God A'mighty always sends bread as well as
+children.'
+
+'But 'tis the bread to one house and the children to another very
+often. However, I think I can see my lady Hinton's reason for
+chosen yesterday to sickness-or-health-it. Your young miss, and
+that one, had crossed one another's path in regard to young Master
+Springrove; and I expect that when Addy Hinton found Miss Graye
+wasn't caren to have en, she thought she'd be beforehand with her
+old enemy in marrying somebody else too. That's maids' logic all
+over, and maids' malice likewise.'
+
+Women who are bad enough to divide against themselves under a man's
+partiality are good enough to instantly unite in a common cause
+against his attack. 'I'll just tell you one thing then,' said the
+cook, shaking out her words to the time of a whisk she was beating
+eggs with. 'Whatever maids' logic is and maids' malice too, if
+Cytherea Graye even now knows that young Springrove is free again,
+she'll fling over the steward as soon as look at him.'
+
+'No, no: not now,' the coachman broke in like a moderator.
+'There's honour in that maid, if ever there was in one. No Miss
+Hinton's tricks in her. She'll stick to Manston.'
+
+'Pifh!'
+
+'Don't let a word be said till the wedden is over, for Heaven's
+sake,' the clerk continued. 'Miss Aldclyffe would fairly hang and
+quarter me, if my news broke off that there wedden at a last minute
+like this.'
+
+'Then you had better get your wife to bolt you in the closet for an
+hour or two, for you'll chatter it yourself to the whole boiling
+parish if she don't! 'Tis a poor womanly feller!'
+
+'You shouldn't ha' begun it, clerk. I knew how 'twould be,' said
+the gardener soothingly, in a whisper to the clerk's mangled
+remains.
+
+The clerk turned and smiled at the fire, and warmed his other hand.
+
+3. NOON
+
+The weather gave way. In half-an-hour there began a rapid thaw. By
+ten o'clock the roads, though still dangerous, were practicable to
+the extent of the half-mile required by the people of Knapwater
+Park. One mass of heavy leaden cloud spread over the whole sky; the
+air began to feel damp and mild out of doors, though still cold and
+frosty within.
+
+They reached the church and passed up the nave, the deep-coloured
+glass of the narrow windows rendering the gloom of the morning
+almost night itself inside the building. Then the ceremony began.
+The only warmth or spirit imported into it came from the bridegroom,
+who retained a vigorous--even Spenserian--bridal-mood throughout the
+morning.
+
+Cytherea was as firm as he at this critical moment, but as cold as
+the air surrounding her. The few persons forming the wedding-party
+were constrained in movement and tone, and from the nave of the
+church came occasional coughs, emitted by those who, in spite of the
+weather, had assembled to see the termination of Cytherea's
+existence as a single woman. Many poor people loved her. They
+pitied her success, why, they could not tell, except that it was
+because she seemed to stand more like a statue than Cytherea Graye.
+
+Yet she was prettily and carefully dressed; a strange contradiction
+in a man's idea of things--a saddening, perplexing contradiction.
+Are there any points in which a difference of sex amounts to a
+difference of nature? Then this is surely one. Not so much, as it
+is commonly put, in regard to the amount of consideration given, but
+in the conception of the thing considered. A man emasculated by
+coxcombry may spend more time upon the arrangement of his clothes
+than any woman, but even then there is no fetichism in his idea of
+them--they are still only a covering he uses for a time. But here
+was Cytherea, in the bottom of her heart almost indifferent to life,
+yet possessing an instinct with which her heart had nothing to do,
+the instinct to be particularly regardful of those sorry trifles,
+her robe, her flowers, her veil, and her gloves.
+
+The irrevocable words were soon spoken--the indelible writing soon
+written--and they came out of the vestry. Candles had been
+necessary here to enable them to sign their names, and on their
+return to the church the light from the candles streamed from the
+small open door, and across the chancel to a black chestnut screen
+on the south side, dividing it from a small chapel or chantry,
+erected for the soul's peace of some Aldclyffe of the past. Through
+the open-work of this screen could now be seen illuminated, inside
+the chantry, the reclining figures of cross-legged knights, damp and
+green with age, and above them a huge classic monument, also
+inscribed to the Aldclyffe family, heavily sculptured in cadaverous
+marble.
+
+Leaning here--almost hanging to the monument--was Edward Springrove,
+or his spirit.
+
+The weak daylight would never have revealed him, shaded as he was by
+the screen; but the unexpected rays of candle-light in the front
+showed him forth in startling relief to any and all of those whose
+eyes wandered in that direction. The sight was a sad one--sad
+beyond all description. His eyes were wild, their orbits leaden.
+His face was of a sickly paleness, his hair dry and disordered, his
+lips parted as if he could get no breath. His figure was spectre-
+thin. His actions seemed beyond his own control.
+
+Manston did not see him; Cytherea did. The healing effect upon her
+heart of a year's silence--a year and a half's separation--was
+undone in an instant. One of those strange revivals of passion by
+mere sight--commoner in women than in men, and in oppressed women
+commonest of all--had taken place in her--so transcendently, that
+even to herself it seemed more like a new creation than a revival.
+
+Marrying for a home--what a mockery it was!
+
+It may be said that the means most potent for rekindling old love in
+a maiden's heart are, to see her lover in laughter and good spirits
+in her despite when the breach has been owing to a slight from
+herself; when owing to a slight from him, to see him suffering for
+his own fault. If he is happy in a clear conscience, she blames
+him; if he is miserable because deeply to blame, she blames herself.
+The latter was Cytherea's case now.
+
+First, an agony of face told of the suppressed misery within her,
+which presently could be suppressed no longer. When they were coming
+out of the porch, there broke from her in a low plaintive scream the
+words, 'He's dying--dying! O God, save us!' She began to sink
+down, and would have fallen had not Manston caught her. The chief
+bridesmaid applied her vinaigrette.
+
+'What did she say?' inquired Manston.
+
+Owen was the only one to whom the words were intelligible, and he
+was far too deeply impressed, or rather alarmed, to reply. She did
+not faint, and soon began to recover her self-command. Owen took
+advantage of the hindrance to step back to where the apparition had
+been seen. He was enraged with Springrove for what he considered an
+unwarrantable intrusion.
+
+But Edward was not in the chantry. As he had come, so he had gone,
+nobody could tell how or whither.
+
+4. AFTERNOON
+
+It might almost have been believed that a transmutation had taken
+place in Cytherea's idiosyncrasy, that her moral nature had fled.
+
+The wedding-party returned to the house. As soon as he could find
+an opportunity, Owen took his sister aside to speak privately with
+her on what had happened. The expression of her face was hard,
+wild, and unreal--an expression he had never seen there before, and
+it disturbed him. He spoke to her severely and sadly.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'I know the cause of this emotion of yours.
+But remember this, there was no excuse for it. You should have been
+woman enough to control yourself. Remember whose wife you are, and
+don't think anything more of a mean-spirited fellow like Springrove;
+he had no business to come there as he did. You are altogether
+wrong, Cytherea, and I am vexed with you more than I can say--very
+vexed.'
+
+'Say ashamed of me at once,' she bitterly answered.
+
+'I am ashamed of you,' he retorted angrily; 'the mood has not left
+you yet, then?'
+
+'Owen,' she said, and paused. Her lip trembled; her eye told of
+sensations too deep for tears. 'No, Owen, it has not left me; and I
+will be honest. I own now to you, without any disguise of words,
+what last night I did not own to myself, because I hardly knew of
+it. I love Edward Springrove with all my strength, and heart, and
+soul. You call me a wanton for it, don't you? I don't care; I have
+gone beyond caring for anything!' She looked stonily into his face
+and made the speech calmly.
+
+'Well, poor Cytherea, don't talk like that!' he said, alarmed at her
+manner.
+
+'I thought that I did not love him at all,' she went on
+hysterically. 'A year and a half had passed since we met. I could
+go by the gate of his garden without thinking of him--look at his
+seat in church and not care. But I saw him this morning--dying
+because he loves me so--I know it is that! Can I help loving him
+too? No, I cannot, and I will love him, and I don't care! We have
+been separated somehow by some contrivance--I know we have. O, if I
+could only die!'
+
+He held her in his arms. 'Many a woman has gone to ruin herself,'
+he said, 'and brought those who love her into disgrace, by acting
+upon such impulses as possess you now. I have a reputation to lose
+as well as you. It seems that do what I will by way of remedying
+the stains which fell upon us, it is all doomed to be undone again.'
+His voice grew husky as he made the reply.
+
+The right and only effective chord had been touched. Since she had
+seen Edward, she had thought only of herself and him. Owen--her
+name--position--future--had been as if they did not exist.
+
+'I won't give way and become a disgrace to YOU, at any rate,' she
+said.
+
+'Besides, your duty to society, and those about you, requires that
+you should live with (at any rate) all the appearance of a good
+wife, and try to love your husband.'
+
+'Yes--my duty to society,' she murmured. 'But ah, Owen, it is
+difficult to adjust our outer and inner life with perfect honesty to
+all! Though it may be right to care more for the benefit of the
+many than for the indulgence of your own single self, when you
+consider that the many, and duty to them, only exist to you through
+your own existence, what can be said? What do our own acquaintances
+care about us? Not much. I think of mine. Mine will now (do they
+learn all the wicked frailty of my heart in this affair) look at me,
+smile sickly, and condemn me. And perhaps, far in time to come,
+when I am dead and gone, some other's accent, or some other's song,
+or thought, like an old one of mine, will carry them back to what I
+used to say, and hurt their hearts a little that they blamed me so
+soon. And they will pause just for an instant, and give a sigh to
+me, and think, "Poor girl!" believing they do great justice to my
+memory by this. But they will never, never realize that it was my
+single opportunity of existence, as well as of doing my duty, which
+they are regarding; they will not feel that what to them is but a
+thought, easily held in those two words of pity, "Poor girl!" was a
+whole life to me; as full of hours, minutes, and peculiar minutes,
+of hopes and dreads, smiles, whisperings, tears, as theirs: that it
+was my world, what is to them their world, and they in that life of
+mine, however much I cared for them, only as the thought I seem to
+them to be. Nobody can enter into another's nature truly, that's
+what is so grievous.'
+
+'Well, it cannot be helped,' said Owen.
+
+'But we must not stay here,' she continued, starting up and going.
+'We shall be missed. I'll do my best, Owen--I will, indeed.'
+
+It had been decided that on account of the wretched state of the
+roads, the newly-married pair should not drive to the station till
+the latest hour in the afternoon at which they could get a train to
+take them to Southampton (their destination that night) by a
+reasonable time in the evening. They intended the next morning to
+cross to Havre, and thence to Paris--a place Cytherea had never
+visited--for their wedding tour.
+
+The afternoon drew on. The packing was done. Cytherea was so
+restless that she could stay still nowhere. Miss Aldclyffe, who,
+though she took little part in the day's proceedings, was, as it
+were, instinctively conscious of all their movements, put down her
+charge's agitation for once as the natural result of the novel
+event, and Manston himself was as indulgent as could be wished.
+
+At length Cytherea wandered alone into the conservatory. When in
+it, she thought she would run across to the hot-house in the outer
+garden, having in her heart a whimsical desire that she should also
+like to take a last look at the familiar flowers and luxuriant
+leaves collected there. She pulled on a pair of overshoes, and
+thither she went. Not a soul was in or around the place. The
+gardener was making merry on Manston's and her account.
+
+The happiness that a generous spirit derives from the belief that it
+exists in others is often greater than the primary happiness itself.
+The gardener thought 'How happy they are!' and the thought made him
+happier than they.
+
+Coming out of the forcing-house again, she was on the point of
+returning indoors, when a feeling that these moments of solitude
+would be her last of freedom induced her to prolong them a little,
+and she stood still, unheeding the wintry aspect of the curly-leaved
+plants, the straw-covered beds, and the bare fruit-trees around her.
+The garden, no part of which was visible from the house, sloped down
+to a narrow river at the foot, dividing it from the meadows without.
+
+A man was lingering along the public path on the other side of the
+river; she fancied she knew the form. Her resolutions, taken in the
+presence of Owen, did not fail her now. She hoped and prayed that
+it might not be one who had stolen her heart away, and still kept
+it. Why should he have reappeared at all, when he had declared that
+he went out of her sight for ever?
+
+She hastily hid herself, in the lowest corner of the garden close to
+the river. A large dead tree, thickly robed in ivy, had been
+considerably depressed by its icy load of the morning, and hung low
+over the stream, which here ran slow and deep. The tree screened
+her from the eyes of any passer on the other side.
+
+She waited timidly, and her timidity increased. She would not allow
+herself to see him--she would hear him pass, and then look to see if
+it had been Edward.
+
+But, before she heard anything, she became aware of an object
+reflected in the water from under the tree which hung over the river
+in such a way that, though hiding the actual path, and objects upon
+it, it permitted their reflected images to pass beneath its boughs.
+The reflected form was that of the man she had seen further off, but
+being inverted, she could not definitely characterize him.
+
+He was looking at the upper windows of the House--at hers--was it
+Edward, indeed? If so, he was probably thinking he would like to
+say one parting word. He came closer, gazed into the stream, and
+walked very slowly. She was almost certain that it was Edward. She
+kept more safely hidden. Conscience told her that she ought not to
+see him. But she suddenly asked herself a question: 'Can it be
+possible that he sees my reflected image, as I see his? Of course
+he does!'
+
+He was looking at her in the water.
+
+She could not help herself now. She stepped forward just as he
+emerged from the other side of the tree and appeared erect before
+her. It was Edward Springrove--till the inverted vision met his
+eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytherea there than of seeing
+the dead themselves.
+
+'Cytherea!'
+
+'Mr. Springrove,' she returned, in a low voice, across the stream.
+
+He was the first to speak again.
+
+'Since we have met, I want to tell you something, before we become
+quite as strangers to each other.'
+
+'No--not now--I did not mean to speak--it is not right, Edward.'
+She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with
+her hand.
+
+'Not one common word of explanation?' he implored. 'Don't think I
+am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go--it is better.'
+
+Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. O, how she longed--
+and dreaded--to hear his explanation!
+
+'What is it?' she said desperately.
+
+'It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to
+distress you: I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you
+before you were--married.'
+
+He stepped closer, and went on, 'You know what has taken place?
+Surely you do?--my cousin is married, and I am free.'
+
+'Married--and not to you?' Cytherea faltered, in a weak whisper.
+
+'Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she
+jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but
+that by jilting me, she only exercised the right everybody has of
+snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to
+you to ask once more if. . . . But I was too late.'
+
+'But, Edward, what's that, what's that!' she cried, in an agony of
+reproach. 'Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you
+write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me!'
+
+'Cytherea! Why, you had grown to love--like--Mr. Manston, and how
+could you be anything to me--or care for me? Surely I acted
+naturally?'
+
+'O no--never! I loved you--only you--not him--always you!--till
+lately. . . . I try to love him now.'
+
+'But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted
+to hear no more of me--proved it to me!' said Edward.
+
+'Never! she couldn't.'
+
+'She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter--a love-letter, you
+wrote to Mr. Manston.'
+
+'A love-letter I wrote?'
+
+'Yes, a love-letter--you could not meet him just then, you said you
+were sorry, but the emotion you had felt with him made you forgetful
+of realities.'
+
+The strife of thought in the unhappy girl who listened to this
+distortion of her meaning could find no vent in words. And then
+there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing with it all
+the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question
+whether Miss Aldclyffe were schemer or dupe was almost passed over
+by Cytherea, under the immediate oppressiveness of her despair in
+the sense that her position was irretrievable.
+
+Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half-
+misrepresentations--worse than downright lies--which had just been
+sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from
+the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought
+all this agony upon him and his Love. But he could not add more
+misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much. The
+whole scheme she should never know.
+
+'I was indifferent to my own future,' Edward said, 'and was urged to
+promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss
+Aldclyffe: now you are married I cannot tell you how, but it was on
+account of my father. Being forbidden to think of you, what did I
+care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was
+first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my
+cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on
+Old Christmas Day--that is to-morrow--he had noticed your appearance
+with pity: he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me--I
+came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you
+some time to-day, the day, as I thought, before your marriage,
+hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to
+marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the village I
+saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the
+House open. I ran into the church by the small door and saw you
+come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was
+compelled to tell you. O, my lost darling, now I shall live
+content--or die content!'
+
+'I am to blame, Edward, I am,' she said mournfully; 'I was taught to
+dread pauperism; my nights were made sleepless; there was
+continually reiterated in my ears till I believed it--
+
+ '"The world and its ways have a certain worth,
+ And to press a point where these oppose
+ Were a simple policy."
+
+But I will say nothing about who influenced--who persuaded. The act
+is mine, after all. Edward, I married to escape dependence for my
+bread upon the whim of Miss Aldclyffe, or others like her. It was
+clearly represented to me that dependence is bearable if we have
+another place which we can call home; but to be a dependent and to
+have no other spot for the heart to anchor upon--O, it is mournful
+and harassing!. . . But that without which all persuasion would
+have been as air, was added by my miserable conviction that you were
+false; that did it, that turned me! You were to be considered as
+nobody to me, and Mr. Manston was invariably kind. Well, the deed
+is done--I must abide by it. I shall never let him know that I do
+not love him--never. If things had only remained as they seemed to
+be, if you had really forgotten me and married another woman, I
+could have borne it better. I wish I did not know the truth as I
+know it now! But our life, what is it? Let us be brave, Edward,
+and live out our few remaining years with dignity. They will not be
+long. O, I hope they will not be long!. . . Now, good-bye, good-
+bye!'
+
+'I wish I could be near and touch you once, just once,' said
+Springrove, in a voice which he vainly endeavoured to keep firm and
+clear.
+
+They looked at the river, then into it; a shoal of minnows was
+floating over the sandy bottom, like the black dashes on miniver;
+though narrow, the stream was deep, and there was no bridge.
+
+'Cytherea, reach out your hand that I may just touch it with mine.'
+
+She stepped to the brink and stretched out her hand and fingers
+towards his, but not into them. The river was too wide.
+
+'Never mind,' said Cytherea, her voice broken by agitation, 'I must
+be going. God bless and keep you, my Edward! God bless you!'
+
+'I must touch you, I must press your hand,' he said.
+
+They came near--nearer--nearer still--their fingers met. There was
+a long firm clasp, so close and still that each hand could feel the
+other's pulse throbbing beside its own.
+
+'My Cytherea! my stolen pet lamb!'
+
+She glanced a mute farewell from her large perturbed eyes, turned,
+and ran up the garden without looking back. All was over between
+them. The river flowed on as quietly and obtusely as ever, and the
+minnows gathered again in their favourite spot as if they had never
+been disturbed.
+
+Nobody indoors guessed from her countenance and bearing that her
+heart was near to breaking with the intensity of the misery which
+gnawed there. At these times a woman does not faint, or weep, or
+scream, as she will in the moment of sudden shocks. When lanced by
+a mental agony of such refined and special torture that it is
+indescribable by men's words, she moves among her acquaintances much
+as before, and contrives so to cast her actions in the old moulds
+that she is only considered to be rather duller than usual.
+
+5. HALF-PAST TWO TO FIVE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Owen accompanied the newly-married couple to the railway-station,
+and in his anxiety to see the last of his sister, left the brougham
+and stood upon his crutches whilst the train was starting.
+
+When the husband and wife were about to enter the railway-carriage
+they saw one of the porters looking frequently and furtively at
+them. He was pale, and apparently very ill.
+
+'Look at that poor sick man,' said Cytherea compassionately, 'surely
+he ought not to be here.'
+
+'He's been very queer to-day, madam, very queer,' another porter
+answered. 'He do hardly hear when he's spoken to, and d' seem
+giddy, or as if something was on his mind. He's been like it for
+this month past, but nothing so bad as he is to-day.'
+
+'Poor thing.'
+
+She could not resist an innate desire to do some just thing on this
+most deceitful and wretched day of her life. Going up to him she
+gave him money, and told him to send to the old manor-house for wine
+or whatever he wanted.
+
+The train moved off as the trembling man was murmuring his
+incoherent thanks. Owen waved his hand; Cytherea smiled back to him
+as if it were unknown to her that she wept all the while.
+
+Owen was driven back to the Old House. But he could not rest in the
+lonely place. His conscience began to reproach him for having
+forced on the marriage of his sister with a little too much
+peremptoriness. Taking up his crutches he went out of doors and
+wandered about the muddy roads with no object in view save that of
+getting rid of time.
+
+The clouds which had hung so low and densely during the day cleared
+from the west just now as the sun was setting, calling forth a
+weakly twitter from a few small birds. Owen crawled down the path
+to the waterfall, and lingered thereabout till the solitude of the
+place oppressed him, when he turned back and into the road to the
+village. He was sad; he said to himself--
+
+'If there is ever any meaning in those heavy feelings which are
+called presentiments--and I don't believe there is--there will be in
+mine to-day. . . . Poor little Cytherea!'
+
+At that moment the last low rays of the sun touched the head and
+shoulders of a man who was approaching, and showed him up to Owen's
+view. It was old Mr. Springrove. They had grown familiar with
+each other by reason of Owen's visits to Knapwater during the past
+year. The farmer inquired how Owen's foot was progressing, and was
+glad to see him so nimble again.
+
+'How is your son?' said Owen mechanically.
+
+'He is at home, sitting by the fire,' said the farmer, in a sad
+voice. 'This morning he slipped indoors from God knows where, and
+there he sits and mopes, and thinks, and thinks, and presses his
+head so hard, that I can't help feeling for him.'
+
+'Is he married?' said Owen. Cytherea had feared to tell him of the
+interview in the garden.
+
+'No. I can't quite understand how the matter rests. . . . Ah!
+Edward, too, who started with such promise; that he should now have
+become such a careless fellow--not a month in one place. There, Mr.
+Graye, I know what it is mainly owing to. If it hadn't been for
+that heart affair, he might have done--but the less said about him
+the better. I don't know what we should have done if Miss Aldclyffe
+had insisted upon the conditions of the leases. Your brother-in-
+law, the steward, had a hand in making it light for us, I know, and
+I heartily thank him for it.' He ceased speaking, and looked round
+at the sky.
+
+'Have you heard o' what's happened?' he said suddenly; 'I was just
+coming out to learn about it.'
+
+'I haven't heard of anything.'
+
+'It is something very serious, though I don't know what. All I know
+is what I heard a man call out bynow--that it very much concerns
+somebody who lives in the parish.'
+
+It seems singular enough, even to minds who have no dim beliefs in
+adumbration and presentiment, that at that moment not the shadow of
+a thought crossed Owen's mind that the somebody whom the matter
+concerned might be himself, or any belonging to him. The event
+about to transpire was as portentous to the woman whose welfare was
+more dear to him than his own, as any, short of death itself, could
+possibly be; and ever afterwards, when he considered the effect of
+the knowledge the next half-hour conveyed to his brain, even his
+practical good sense could not refrain from wonder that he should
+have walked toward the village after hearing those words of the
+farmer, in so leisurely and unconcerned a way. 'How unutterably
+mean must my intelligence have appeared to the eye of a foreseeing
+God,' he frequently said in after-time. 'Columbus on the eve of his
+discovery of a world was not so contemptibly unaware.'
+
+After a few additional words of common-place the farmer left him,
+and, as has been said, Owen proceeded slowly and indifferently
+towards the village.
+
+The labouring men had just left work, and passed the park gate,
+which opened into the street as Owen came down towards it. They
+went along in a drift, earnestly talking, and were finally about to
+turn in at their respective doorways. But upon seeing him they
+looked significantly at one another, and paused. He came into the
+road, on that side of the village-green which was opposite the row
+of cottages, and turned round to the right. When Owen turned, all
+eyes turned; one or two men went hurriedly indoors, and afterwards
+appeared at the doorstep with their wives, who also contemplated
+him, talking as they looked. They seemed uncertain how to act in
+some matter.
+
+'If they want me, surely they will call me,' he thought, wondering
+more and more. He could no longer doubt that he was connected with
+the subject of their discourse.
+
+The first who approached him was a boy.
+
+'What has occurred?' said Owen.
+
+'O, a man ha' got crazy-religious, and sent for the pa'son.'
+
+'Is that all?'
+
+'Yes, sir. He wished he was dead, he said, and he's almost out of
+his mind wi' wishen it so much. That was before Mr. Raunham came.'
+
+'Who is he?' said Owen.
+
+'Joseph Chinney, one of the railway-porters; he used to be night-
+porter.'
+
+'Ah--the man who was ill this afternoon; by the way, he was told to
+come to the Old House for something, but he hasn't been. But has
+anything else happened--anything that concerns the wedding to-day?'
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+Concluding that the connection which had seemed to be traced between
+himself and the event must in some way have arisen from Cytherea's
+friendliness towards the man, Owen turned about and went homewards
+in a much quieter frame of mind--yet scarcely satisfied with the
+solution. The route he had chosen led through the dairy-yard, and
+he opened the gate.
+
+Five minutes before this point of time, Edward Springrove was
+looking over one of his father's fields at an outlying hamlet of
+three or four cottages some mile and a half distant. A turnpike-
+gate was close by the gate of the field.
+
+The carrier to Casterbridge came up as Edward stepped into the road,
+and jumped down from the van to pay toll. He recognized Springrove.
+'This is a pretty set-to in your place, sir,' he said. 'You don't
+know about it, I suppose?'
+
+'What?' said Springrove.
+
+The carrier paid his dues, came up to Edward, and spoke ten words in
+a confidential whisper: then sprang upon the shafts of his vehicle,
+gave a clinching nod of significance to Springrove, and rattled
+away.
+
+Edward turned pale with the intelligence. His first thought was,
+'Bring her home!'
+
+The next--did Owen Graye know what had been discovered? He probably
+did by that time, but no risks of probability must be run by a woman
+he loved dearer than all the world besides. He would at any rate
+make perfectly sure that her brother was in possession of the
+knowledge, by telling it him with his own lips.
+
+Off he ran in the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The path was across arable land, and was ploughed up with the rest
+of the field every autumn, after which it was trodden out afresh.
+The thaw had so loosened the soft earth, that lumps of stiff mud
+were lifted by his feet at every leap he took, and flung against him
+by his rapid motion, as it were doggedly impeding him, and
+increasing tenfold the customary effort of running,
+
+But he ran on--uphill, and downhill, the same pace alike--like the
+shadow of a cloud. His nearest direction, too, like Owen's, was
+through the dairy-barton, and as Owen entered it he saw the figure
+of Edward rapidly descending the opposite hill, at a distance of two
+or three hundred yards. Owen advanced amid the cows.
+
+The dairyman, who had hitherto been talking loudly on some absorbing
+subject to the maids and men milking around him, turned his face
+towards the head of the cow when Owen passed, and ceased speaking.
+
+Owen approached him and said--
+
+'A singular thing has happened, I hear. The man is not insane, I
+suppose?'
+
+'Not he--he's sensible enough,' said the dairyman, and paused. He
+was a man noisy with his associates--stolid and taciturn with
+strangers.
+
+'Is it true that he is Chinney, the railway-porter?'
+
+'That's the man, sir.' The maids and men sitting under the cows
+were all attentively listening to this discourse, milking
+irregularly, and softly directing the jets against the sides of the
+pail.
+
+Owen could contain himself no longer, much as his mind dreaded
+anything of the nature of ridicule. 'The people all seem to look at
+me, as if something seriously concerned me; is it this stupid
+matter, or what is it?'
+
+'Surely, sir, you know better than anybody else if such a strange
+thing concerns you.'
+
+'What strange thing?'
+
+'Don't you know! His confessing to Parson Raunham.'
+
+'What did he confess? Tell me.'
+
+'If you really ha'n't heard, 'tis this. He was as usual on duty at
+the station on the night of the fire last year, otherwise he
+wouldn't ha' known it.'
+
+'Known what? For God's sake tell, man!'
+
+But at this instant the two opposite gates of the dairy-yard, one on
+the east, the other on the west side, slammed almost simultaneously.
+
+The rector from one, Springrove from the other, came striding across
+the barton.
+
+Edward was nearest, and spoke first. He said in a low voice: 'Your
+sister is not legally married! His first wife is still living! How
+it comes out I don't know!'
+
+'O, here you are at last, Mr. Graye, thank Heaven!' said the rector
+breathlessly. 'I have been to the Old House, and then to Miss
+Aldclyffe's looking for you--something very extraordinary.' He
+beckoned to Owen, afterwards included Springrove in his glance, and
+the three stepped aside together.
+
+'A porter at the station. He was a curious nervous man. He had
+been in a strange state all day, but he wouldn't go home. Your
+sister was kind to him, it seems, this afternoon. When she and her
+husband had gone, he went on with his work, shifting luggage-vans.
+Well, he got in the way, as if he were quite lost to what was going
+on, and they sent him home at last. Then he wished to see me. I
+went directly. There was something on his mind, he said, and told
+it. About the time when the fire of last November twelvemonth was
+got under, whilst he was by himself in the porter's room, almost
+asleep, somebody came to the station and tried to open the door. He
+went out and found the person to be the lady he had accompanied to
+Carriford earlier in the evening, Mrs. Manston. She asked, when
+would be another train to London? The first the next morning, he
+told her, was at a quarter-past six o'clock from Budmouth, but that
+it was express, and didn't stop at Carriford Road--it didn't stop
+till it got to Anglebury. "How far is it to Anglebury?" she said.
+He told her, and she thanked him, and went away up the line. In a
+short time she ran back and took out her purse. "Don't on any
+account say a word in the village or anywhere that I have been here,
+or a single breath about me--I'm ashamed ever to have come." He
+promised; she took out two sovereigns. "Swear it on the Testament
+in the waiting-room," she said, "and I'll pay you these." He got
+the book, took an oath upon it, received the money, and she left
+him. He was off duty at half-past five. He has kept silence all
+through the intervening time till now, but lately the knowledge he
+possessed weighed heavily upon his conscience and weak mind. Yet
+the nearer came the wedding-day, the more he feared to tell. The
+actual marriage filled him with remorse. He says your sister's
+kindness afterwards was like a knife going through his heart. He
+thought he had ruined her.'
+
+'But whatever can be done? Why didn't he speak sooner?' cried Owen.
+
+'He actually called at my house twice yesterday,' the rector
+continued, 'resolved, it seems, to unburden his mind. I was out
+both times--he left no message, and, they say, he looked relieved
+that his object was defeated. Then he says he resolved to come to
+you at the Old House last night--started, reached the door, and
+dreaded to knock--and then went home again.'
+
+'Here will be a tale for the newsmongers of the county,' said Owen
+bitterly. 'The idea of his not opening his mouth sooner--the
+criminality of the thing!'
+
+'Ah, that's the inconsistency of a weak nature. But now that it is
+put to us in this way, how much more probable it seems that she
+should have escaped than have been burnt--'
+
+'You will, of course, go straight to Mr. Manston, and ask him what
+it all means?' Edward interrupted.
+
+'Of course I shall! Manston has no right to carry off my sister
+unless he's her husband,' said Owen. 'I shall go and separate
+them.'
+
+'Certainly you will,' said the rector.
+
+'Where's the man?'
+
+'In his cottage.'
+
+''Tis no use going to him, either. I must go off at once and
+overtake them--lay the case before Manston, and ask him for
+additional and certain proofs of his first wife's death. An up-
+train passes soon, I think.'
+
+'Where have they gone?' said Edward.
+
+'To Paris--as far as Southampton this afternoon, to proceed to-
+morrow morning.'
+
+'Where in Southampton?'
+
+'I really don't know--some hotel. I only have their Paris address.
+But I shall find them by making a few inquiries.'
+
+The rector had in the meantime been taking out his pocket-book, and
+now opened it at the first page, whereon it was his custom every
+month to gum a small railway time-table--cut from the local
+newspaper.
+
+'The afternoon express is just gone,' he said, holding open the
+page, 'and the next train to Southampton passes at ten minutes to
+six o'clock. Now it wants--let me see--five-and-forty minutes to
+that time. Mr. Graye, my advice is that you come with me to the
+porter's cottage, where I will shortly write out the substance of
+what he has said, and get him to sign it. You will then have far
+better grounds for interfering between Mr. and Mrs. Manston than if
+you went to them with a mere hearsay story.'
+
+The suggestion seemed a good one. 'Yes, there will be time before
+the train starts,' said Owen.
+
+Edward had been musing restlessly.
+
+'Let me go to Southampton in your place, on account of your
+lameness?' he said suddenly to Graye.
+
+'I am much obliged to you, but I think I can scarcely accept the
+offer,' returned Owen coldly. 'Mr. Manston is an honourable man,
+and I had much better see him myself.'
+
+'There is no doubt,' said Mr. Raunham, 'that the death of his wife
+was fully believed in by himself.'
+
+'None whatever,' said Owen; 'and the news must be broken to him, and
+the question of other proofs asked, in a friendly way. It would not
+do for Mr. Springrove to appear in the case at all.' He still spoke
+rather coldly; the recollection of the attachment between his sister
+and Edward was not a pleasant one to him.
+
+'You will never find them,' said Edward. 'You have never been to
+Southampton, and I know every house there.'
+
+'That makes little difference,' said the rector; 'he will have a
+cab. Certainly Mr. Graye is the proper man to go on the errand.'
+
+'Stay; I'll telegraph to ask them to meet me when I arrive at the
+terminus,' said Owen; 'that is, if their train has not already
+arrived.'
+
+Mr. Raunham pulled out his pocket-book again. 'The two-thirty train
+reached Southampton a quarter of an hour ago,' he said.
+
+It was too late to catch them at the station. Nevertheless, the
+rector suggested that it would be worth while to direct a message to
+'all the respectable hotels in Southampton,' on the chance of its
+finding them, and thus saving a deal of personal labour to Owen in
+searching about the place.
+
+'I'll go and telegraph, whilst you return to the man,' said Edward--
+an offer which was accepted. Graye and the rector then turned off
+in the direction of the porter's cottage.
+
+Edward, to despatch the message at once, hurriedly followed the road
+towards the station, still restlessly thinking. All Owen's
+proceedings were based on the assumption, natural under the
+circumstances, of Manston's good faith, and that he would readily
+acquiesce in any arrangement which should clear up the mystery.
+'But,' thought Edward, 'suppose--and Heaven forgive me, I cannot
+help supposing it--that Manston is not that honourable man, what
+will a young and inexperienced fellow like Owen do? Will he not be
+hoodwinked by some specious story or another, framed to last till
+Manston gets tired of poor Cytherea? And then the disclosure of the
+truth will ruin and blacken both their futures irremediably.'
+
+However, he proceeded to execute his commission. This he put in the
+form of a simple request from Owen to Manston, that Manston would
+come to the Southampton platform, and wait for Owen's arrival, as he
+valued his reputation. The message was directed as the rector had
+suggested, Edward guaranteeing to the clerk who sent it off that
+every expense connected with the search would be paid.
+
+No sooner had the telegram been despatched than his heart sank
+within him at the want of foresight shown in sending it. Had
+Manston, all the time, a knowledge that his first wife lived, the
+telegram would be a forewarning which might enable him to defeat
+Owen still more signally.
+
+Whilst the machine was still giving off its multitudinous series of
+raps, Edward heard a powerful rush under the shed outside, followed
+by a long sonorous creak. It was a train of some sort, stealing
+softly into the station, and it was an up-train. There was the ring
+of a bell. It was certainly a passenger train.
+
+Yet the booking-office window was closed.
+
+'Ho, ho, John, seventeen minutes after time and only three stations
+up the line. The incline again?' The voice was the
+stationmaster's, and the reply seemed to come from the guard.
+
+'Yes, the other side of the cutting. The thaw has made it all in a
+perfect cloud of fog, and the rails are as slippery as glass. We
+had to bring them through the cutting at twice.'
+
+'Anybody else for the four-forty-five express?' the voice continued.
+The few passengers, having crossed over to the other side long
+before this time, had taken their places at once.
+
+A conviction suddenly broke in upon Edward's mind; then a wish
+overwhelmed him. The conviction--as startling as it was sudden--was
+that Manston was a villain, who at some earlier time had discovered
+that his wife lived, and had bribed her to keep out of sight, that
+he might possess Cytherea. The wish was--to proceed at once by this
+very train that was starting, find Manston before he would expect
+from the words of the telegram (if he got it) that anybody from
+Carriford could be with him--charge him boldly with the crime, and
+trust to his consequent confusion (if he were guilty) for a solution
+of the extraordinary riddle, and the release of Cytherea!
+
+The ticket-office had been locked up at the expiration of the time
+at which the train was due. Rushing out as the guard blew his
+whistle, Edward opened the door of a carriage and leapt in. The
+train moved along, and he was soon out of sight.
+
+Springrove had long since passed that peculiar line which lies
+across the course of falling in love--if, indeed, it may not be
+called the initial itself of the complete passion--a longing to
+cherish; when the woman is shifted in a man's mind from the region
+of mere admiration to the region of warm fellowship. At this
+assumption of her nature, she changes to him in tone, hue, and
+expression. All about the loved one that said 'She' before, says
+'We' now. Eyes that were to be subdued become eyes to be feared
+for: a brain that was to be probed by cynicism becomes a brain that
+is to be tenderly assisted; feet that were to be tested in the dance
+become feet that are not to be distressed; the once-criticized
+accent, manner, and dress, become the clients of a special pleader.
+
+6. FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Now that he was fairly on the track, and had begun to cool down,
+Edward remembered that he had nothing to show--no legal authority
+whatever to question Manston or interfere between him and Cytherea
+as husband and wife. He now saw the wisdom of the rector in
+obtaining a signed confession from the porter. The document would
+not be a death-bed confession--perhaps not worth anything legally--
+but it would be held by Owen; and he alone, as Cytherea's natural
+guardian, could separate them on the mere ground of an unproved
+probability, or what might perhaps be called the hallucination of an
+idiot. Edward himself, however, was as firmly convinced as the
+rector had been of the truth of the man's story, and paced backward
+and forward the solitary compartment as the train wound through the
+dark heathery plains, the mazy woods, and moaning coppices, as
+resolved as ever to pounce on Manston, and charge him with the crime
+during the critical interval between the reception of the telegram
+and the hour at which Owen's train would arrive--trusting to
+circumstances for what he should say and do afterwards, but making
+up his mind to be a ready second to Owen in any emergency that might
+arise.
+
+At thirty-three minutes past seven he stood on the platform of the
+station at Southampton--a clear hour before the train containing
+Owen could possibly arrive.
+
+Making a few inquiries here, but too impatient to pursue his
+investigation carefully and inductively, he went into the town.
+
+At the expiration of another half-hour he had visited seven hotels
+and inns, large and small, asking the same questions at each, and
+always receiving the same reply--nobody of that name, or answering
+to that description, had been there. A boy from the telegraph-
+office had called, asking for the same persons, if they recollected
+rightly.
+
+He reflected awhile, struck again by a painful thought that they
+might possibly have decided to cross the Channel by the night-boat.
+Then he hastened off to another quarter of the town to pursue his
+inquiries among hotels of the more old-fashioned and quiet class.
+His stained and weary appearance obtained for him but a modicum of
+civility, wherever he went, which made his task yet more difficult.
+He called at three several houses in this neighbourhood, with the
+same result as before. He entered the door of the fourth house
+whilst the clock of the nearest church was striking eight.
+
+'Have a tall gentleman named Manston, and a young wife arrived here
+this evening?' he asked again, in words which had grown odd to his
+ears from very familiarity.
+
+'A new-married couple, did you say?'
+
+'They are, though I didn't say so.'
+
+'They have taken a sitting-room and bedroom, number thirteen.'
+
+'Are they indoors?'
+
+'I don't know. Eliza!'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'See if number thirteen is in--that gentleman and his wife.'
+
+'Yes, m'm.'
+
+'Has any telegram come for them?' said Edward, when the maid had
+gone on her errand.
+
+'No--nothing that I know of.'
+
+'Somebody did come and ask if a Mr. and Mrs. Masters, or some such
+name, were here this evening,' said another voice from the back of
+the bar-parlour.
+
+'And did they get the message?'
+
+'Of course they did not--they were not here--they didn't come till
+half-an-hour after that. The man who made inquiries left no
+message. I told them when they came that they, or a name something
+like theirs, had been asked for, but they didn't seem to understand
+why it should be, and so the matter dropped.'
+
+The chambermaid came back. 'The gentleman is not in, but the lady
+is. Who shall I say?'
+
+'Nobody,' said Edward. For it now became necessary to reflect upon
+his method of proceeding. His object in finding their whereabouts--
+apart from the wish to assist Owen--had been to see Manston, ask him
+flatly for an explanation, and confirm the request of the message in
+the presence of Cytherea--so as to prevent the possibility of the
+steward's palming off a story upon Cytherea, or eluding her brother
+when he came. But here were two important modifications of the
+expected condition of affairs. The telegram had not been received,
+and Cytherea was in the house alone.
+
+He hesitated as to the propriety of intruding upon her in Manston's
+absence. Besides, the women at the bottom of the stairs would see
+him--his intrusion would seem odd--and Manston might return at any
+moment. He certainly might call, and wait for Manston with the
+accusation upon his tongue, as he had intended. But it was a
+doubtful course. That idea had been based upon the assumption that
+Cytherea was not married. If the first wife were really dead after
+all--and he felt sick at the thought--Cytherea as the steward's wife
+might in after-years--perhaps, at once--be subjected to indignity
+and cruelty on account of an old lover's interference now.
+
+Yes, perhaps the announcement would come most properly and safely
+for her from her brother Owen, the time of whose arrival had almost
+expired.
+
+But, on turning round, he saw that the staircase and passage were
+quite deserted. He and his errand had as completely died from the
+minds of the attendants as if they had never been. There was
+absolutely nothing between him and Cytherea's presence. Reason was
+powerless now; he must see her--right or wrong, fair or unfair to
+Manston--offensive to her brother or no. His lips must be the first
+to tell the alarming story to her. Who loved her as he! He went
+back lightly through the hall, up the stairs, two at a time, and
+followed the corridor till he came to the door numbered thirteen.
+
+He knocked softly: nobody answered.
+
+There was no time to lose if he would speak to Cytherea before
+Manston came. He turned the handle of the door and looked in. The
+lamp on the table burned low, and showed writing materials open
+beside it; the chief light came from the fire, the direct rays of
+which were obscured by a sweet familiar outline of head and
+shoulders--still as precious to him as ever.
+
+7. A QUARTER-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+There is an attitude--approximatively called pensive--in which the
+soul of a human being, and especially of a woman, dominates
+outwardly and expresses its presence so strongly, that the
+intangible essence seems more apparent than the body itself. This
+was Cytherea's expression now. What old days and sunny eves at
+Budmouth Bay was she picturing? Her reverie had caused her not to
+notice his knock.
+
+'Cytherea!' he said softly.
+
+She let drop her hand, and turned her head, evidently thinking that
+her visitor could be no other than Manston, yet puzzled at the
+voice.
+
+There was no preface on Springrove's tongue; he forgot his position-
+-hers--that he had come to ask quietly if Manston had other proofs
+of being a widower--everything--and jumped to a conclusion.
+
+'You are not his wife, Cytherea--come away, he has a wife living!'
+he cried in an agitated whisper. 'Owen will be here directly.'
+
+She started up, recognized the tidings first, the bearer of them
+afterwards. 'Not his wife? O, what is it--what--who is living?'
+She awoke by degrees. 'What must I do? Edward, it is you! Why did
+you come? Where is Owen?'
+
+'What has Manston shown you in proof of the death of his other wife?
+Tell me quick.'
+
+'Nothing--we have never spoken of the subject. Where is my brother
+Owen? I want him, I want him!'
+
+'He is coming by-and-by. Come to the station to meet him--do,'
+implored Springrove. 'If Mr. Manston comes, he will keep you from
+me: I am nobody,' he added bitterly, feeling the reproach her words
+had faintly shadowed forth.
+
+'Mr. Manston is only gone out to post a letter he has just written,'
+she said, and without being distinctly cognizant of the action, she
+wildly looked for her bonnet and cloak, and began putting them on,
+but in the act of fastening them uttered a spasmodic cry.
+
+'No, I'll not go out with you,' she said, flinging the articles down
+again. Running to the door she flitted along the passage, and
+downstairs.
+
+'Give me a private room--quite private,' she said breathlessly to
+some one below.
+
+'Number twelve is a single room, madam, and unoccupied,' said some
+tongue in astonishment.
+
+Without waiting for any person to show her into it, Cytherea hurried
+upstairs again, brushed through the corridor, entered the room
+specified, and closed the door. Edward heard her sob out--
+
+'Nobody but Owen shall speak to me--nobody!'
+
+'He will be here directly,' said Springrove, close against the
+panel, and then went towards the stairs. He had seen her; it was
+enough.
+
+He descended, stepped into the street, and hastened to meet Owen at
+the railway-station.
+
+As for the poor maiden who had received the news, she knew not what
+to think. She listened till the echo of Edward's footsteps had died
+away, then bowed her face upon the bed. Her sudden impulse had been
+to escape from sight. Her weariness after the unwonted strain,
+mental and bodily, which had been put upon her by the scenes she had
+passed through during the long day, rendered her much more timid and
+shaken by her position than she would naturally have been. She
+thought and thought of that single fact which had been told her--
+that the first Mrs. Manston was still living--till her brain seemed
+ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. It was
+only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the
+discovery, which was matter of fact, from the suspicion of treachery
+on her husband's part, which was only matter of inference. And thus
+there arose in her a personal fear of him.
+
+'Suppose he should come in now and seize me!' This at first mere
+frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his
+presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised
+herself to a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for
+being vented in no cry of any kind. No; she could not meet
+Manston's eye alone, she would only see him in her brother's
+company.
+
+Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to
+prevent all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look
+or word being flung at her by anybody whilst she knew not what she
+was.
+
+8. HALF-PAST EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Then Cytherea felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she
+came to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rope
+and gave it a pull. Her summons was speedily answered by the
+landlady herself, whose curiosity to know the meaning of these
+strange proceedings knew no bounds. The landlady attempted to turn
+the handle of the door. Cytherea kept the door locked. 'Please
+tell Mr. Manston when he comes that I am ill,' she said from the
+inside, 'and that I cannot see him.'
+
+'Certainly I will, madam,' said the landlady. 'Won't you have a
+fire?'
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+'Nor a light?'
+
+'I don't want one, thank you.'
+
+'Nor anything?'
+
+'Nothing.'
+
+The landlady withdrew, thinking her visitor half insane.
+
+Manston came in about five minutes later, and went at once up to the
+sitting-room, fully expecting to find his wife there. He looked
+round, rang, and was told the words Cytherea had said, that she was
+too ill to be seen.
+
+'She is in number twelve room,' added the maid.
+
+Manston was alarmed, and knocked at the door. 'Cytherea!'
+
+'I am unwell, I cannot see you,' she said.
+
+'Are you seriously ill, dearest? Surely not.'
+
+'No, not seriously.'
+
+'Let me come in; I will get a doctor.'
+
+'No, he can't see me either.'
+
+'She won't open the door, sir, not to nobody at all!' said the
+chambermaid, with wonder-waiting eyes.
+
+'Hold your tongue, and be off!' said Manston with a snap.
+
+The maid vanished.
+
+'Come, Cytherea, this is foolish--indeed it is--not opening the
+door. . . . I cannot comprehend what can be the matter with you.
+Nor can a doctor either, unless he sees you.'
+
+Her voice had trembled more and more at each answer she gave, but
+nothing could induce her to come out and confront him. Hating
+scenes, Manston went back to the sitting-room, greatly irritated and
+perplexed.
+
+And there Cytherea from the adjoining room could hear him pacing up
+and down. She thought, 'Suppose he insists upon seeing me--he
+probably may--and will burst open the door!' This notion increased,
+and she sank into a corner in a half-somnolent state, but with ears
+alive to the slightest sound. Reason could not overthrow the
+delirious fancy that outside her door stood Manston and all the
+people in the hotel, waiting to laugh her to scorn.
+
+9. HALF-PAST EIGHT TO ELEVEN P.M.
+
+In the meantime, Springrove was pacing up and down the arrival
+platform of the railway-station. Half-past eight o'clock--the time
+at which Owen's train was due--had come, and passed, but no train
+appeared.
+
+'When will the eight-thirty train be in?' he asked of a man who was
+sweeping the mud from the steps.
+
+'She is not expected yet this hour.'
+
+'How is that?'
+
+'Christmas-time, you see, 'tis always so. People are running about
+to see their friends. The trains have been like it ever since
+Christmas Eve, and will be for another week yet.'
+
+Edward again went on walking and waiting under the draughty roof.
+He found it utterly impossible to leave the spot. His mind was so
+intent upon the importance of meeting with Owen, and informing him
+of Cytherea's whereabouts, that he could not but fancy Owen might
+leave the station unobserved if he turned his back, and become lost
+to him in the streets of the town.
+
+The hour expired. Ten o'clock struck. 'When will the train be in?'
+said Edward to the telegraph clerk.
+
+'In five-and-thirty minutes. She's now at L----. They have extra
+passengers, and the rails are bad to-day.'
+
+At last, at a quarter to eleven, the train came in.
+
+The first to alight from it was Owen, looking pale and cold. He
+casually glanced round upon the nearly deserted platform, and was
+hurrying to the outlet, when his eyes fell upon Edward. At sight of
+his friend he was quite bewildered, and could not speak.
+
+'Here I am, Mr. Graye,' said Edward cheerfully. 'I have seen
+Cytherea, and she has been waiting for you these two or three
+hours.'
+
+Owen took Edward's hand, pressed it, and looked at him in silence.
+Such was the concentration of his mind, that not till many minutes
+after did he think of inquiring how Springrove had contrived to be
+there before him.
+
+10. ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On their arrival at the door of the hotel, it was arranged between
+Springrove and Graye that the latter only should enter, Edward
+waiting outside. Owen had remembered continually what his friend
+had frequently overlooked, that there was yet a possibility of his
+sister being Manston's wife, and the recollection taught him to
+avoid any rashness in his proceedings which might lead to bitterness
+hereafter.
+
+Entering the room, he found Manston sitting in the chair which had
+been occupied by Cytherea on Edward's visit, three hours earlier.
+Before Owen had spoken, Manston arose, and stepping past him closed
+the door. His face appeared harassed--much more troubled than the
+slight circumstance which had as yet come to his knowledge seemed to
+account for.
+
+Manston could form no reason for Owen's presence, but intuitively
+linked it with Cytherea's seclusion. 'Altogether this is most
+unseemly,' he said, 'whatever it may mean.'
+
+'Don't think there is meant anything unfriendly by my coming here,'
+said Owen earnestly; 'but listen to this, and think if I could do
+otherwise than come.'
+
+He took from his pocket the confession of Chinney the porter, as
+hastily written out by the vicar, and read it aloud. The aspects of
+Manston's face whilst he listened to the opening words were strange,
+dark, and mysterious enough to have justified suspicions that no
+deceit could be too complicated for the possessor of such impulses,
+had there not overridden them all, as the reading went on, a new and
+irrepressible expression--one unmistakably honest. It was that of
+unqualified amazement in the steward's mind at the news he heard.
+Owen looked up and saw it. The sight only confirmed him in the
+belief he had held throughout, in antagonism to Edward's suspicions.
+
+There could no longer be a shadow of doubt that if the first Mrs.
+Manston lived, her husband was ignorant of the fact. What he could
+have feared by his ghastly look at first, and now have ceased to
+fear, it was quite futile to conjecture.
+
+'Now I do not for a moment doubt your complete ignorance of the
+whole matter; you cannot suppose for an instant that I do,' said
+Owen when he had finished reading. 'But is it not best for both
+that Cytherea should come back with me till the matter is cleared
+up? In fact, under the circumstances, no other course is left open
+to me than to request it.'
+
+Whatever Manston's original feelings had been, all in him now gave
+way to irritation, and irritation to rage. He paced up and down the
+room till he had mastered it; then said in ordinary tones--
+
+'Certainly, I know no more than you and others know--it was a
+gratuitous unpleasantness in you to say you did not doubt me. Why
+should you, or anybody, have doubted me?'
+
+'Well, where is my sister?' said Owen.
+
+'Locked in the next room.'
+
+His own answer reminded Manston that Cytherea must, by some
+inscrutable means, have had an inkling of the event.
+
+Owen had gone to the door of Cytherea's room.
+
+'Cytherea, darling--'tis Owen,' he said, outside the door. A
+rustling of clothes, soft footsteps, and a voice saying from the
+inside, 'Is it really you, Owen,--is it really?'
+
+'It is.'
+
+'O, will you take care of me?'
+
+'Always.'
+
+She unlocked the door, and retreated again. Manston came forward
+from the other room with a candle in his hand, as Owen pushed open
+the door.
+
+Her frightened eyes were unnaturally large, and shone like stars in
+the darkness of the background, as the light fell upon them. She
+leapt up to Owen in one bound, her small taper fingers extended like
+the leaves of a lupine. Then she clasped her cold and trembling
+hands round his neck and shivered.
+
+The sight of her again kindled all Manston's passions into activity.
+'She shall not go with you,' he said firmly, and stepping a pace or
+two closer, 'unless you prove that she is not my wife; and you can't
+do it!'
+
+'This is proof,' said Owen, holding up the paper.
+
+'No proof at all,' said Manston hotly. ''Tis not a death-bed
+confession, and those are the only things of the kind held as good
+evidence.'
+
+'Send for a lawyer,' Owen returned, 'and let him tell us the proper
+course to adopt.'
+
+'Never mind the law--let me go with Owen!' cried Cytherea, still
+holding on to him. 'You will let me go with him, won't you, sir?'
+she said, turning appealingly to Manston.
+
+'We'll have it all right and square,' said Manston, with more
+quietness. 'I have no objection to your brother sending for a
+lawyer, if he wants to.'
+
+It was getting on for twelve o'clock, but the proprietor of the
+hotel had not yet gone to bed on account of the mystery on the first
+floor, which was an occurrence unusual in the quiet family lodging.
+Owen looked over the banisters, and saw him standing in the hall.
+It struck Graye that the wisest course would be to take the landlord
+to a certain extent into their confidence, appeal to his honour as a
+gentleman, and so on, in order to acquire the information he wanted,
+and also to prevent the episode of the evening from becoming a
+public piece of news. He called the landlord up to where they
+stood, and told him the main facts of the story.
+
+The landlord was fortunately a quiet, prejudiced man, and a
+meditative smoker.
+
+'I know the very man you want to see--the very man,' he said,
+looking at the general features of the candle-flame. 'Sharp as a
+needle, and not over-rich. Timms will put you all straight in no
+time--trust Timms for that.'
+
+'He's in bed by this time for certain,' said Owen.
+
+'Never mind that--Timms knows me, I know him. He'll oblige me as a
+personal favour. Wait here a bit. Perhaps, too, he's up at some
+party or another--he's a nice, jovial fellow, sharp as a needle,
+too; mind you, sharp as a needle, too.'
+
+He went downstairs, put on his overcoat, and left the house, the
+three persons most concerned entering the room, and standing
+motionless, awkward, and silent in the midst of it. Cytherea
+pictured to herself the long weary minutes she would have to stand
+there, whilst a sleepy man could be prepared for consultation, till
+the constraint between them seemed unendurable to her--she could
+never last out the time. Owen was annoyed that Manston had not
+quietly arranged with him at once; Manston at Owen's homeliness of
+idea in proposing to send for an attorney, as if he would be a
+touchstone of infallible proof.
+
+Reflection was cut short by the approach of footsteps, and in a few
+moments the proprietor of the hotel entered, introducing his friend.
+'Mr. Timms has not been in bed,' he said; 'he had just returned from
+dining with a few friends, so there's no trouble given. To save
+time I explained the matter as we came along.'
+
+It occurred to Owen and Manston both that they might get a misty
+exposition of the law from Mr. Timms at that moment of concluding
+dinner with a few friends.
+
+'As far as I can see,' said the lawyer, yawning, and turning his
+vision inward by main force, 'it is quite a matter for private
+arrangement between the parties, whoever the parties are--at least
+at present. I speak more as a father than as a lawyer, it is true,
+but, let the young lady stay with her father, or guardian, safe out
+of shame's way, until the mystery is sifted, whatever the mystery
+is. Should the evidence prove to be false, or trumped up by anybody
+to get her away from you, her husband, you may sue them for the
+damages accruing from the delay.'
+
+'Yes, yes,' said Manston, who had completely recovered his self-
+possession and common-sense; 'let it all be settled by herself.'
+Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that Owen did not hear
+the words--
+
+'Do you wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me
+here miserable, and lonely, or will you stay with me, your own
+husband.'
+
+'I'll go back with Owen.'
+
+'Very well.' He relinquished his coaxing tone, and went on sternly:
+'And remember this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this
+thing as you are yourself. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I do,' she said.
+
+'I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I don't
+think she does even now. Do you believe me?'
+
+'I believe you,' she said.
+
+'And now, good-evening,' he continued, opening the door and politely
+intimating to the three men standing by that there was no further
+necessity for their remaining in his room. 'In three days I shall
+claim her.'
+
+The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gathering up
+as much of his sister's clothing as lay about the room, took her
+upon his arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed
+everything, who had been left standing in the street like a dog
+without a home, was utterly forgotten. Owen paid the landlord and
+the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned them, looked to the
+packing, and went to the door.
+
+A fly, which somewhat unaccountably was seen lingering in front of
+the house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upon it.
+
+'Do you know of any hotel near the station that is open for night
+arrivals?' Owen inquired of the driver.
+
+'A place has been bespoke for you, sir, at the White Unicorn--and
+the gentleman wished me to give you this.'
+
+'Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the fly, of course,' said Owen
+to himself. By the light of the street-lamp he read these lines,
+hurriedly traced in pencil:--
+
+'I have gone home by the mail-train. It is better for all parties
+that I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that I apologize for
+having caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems I did--but it
+cannot be helped now. E.S.'
+
+Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the flyman to
+drive on.
+
+'Poor Springrove--I think we have served him rather badly,' he said
+to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her.
+
+A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to
+them. They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress;
+the trifling coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed
+by no man who was only a friend. But, in entertaining that sweet
+thought, she had forgotten herself, and her position for the
+instant.
+
+Was she still Manston's wife--that was the terrible supposition, and
+her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account
+of the late jarring accident, a life with Manston which would
+otherwise have been only a sadness, must become a burden of
+unutterable sorrow.
+
+Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would
+ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied
+the reflection; Edward knew the truth.
+
+They soon reached the quiet old inn, which had been selected for
+them by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they
+installed themselves for the night, arranging to go to Budmouth by
+the first train the next day.
+
+At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native
+county on the wheels of the night-mail.
+
+
+
+XIV. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE SIXTH TO THE THIRTEENTH OF JANUARY
+
+Manston had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry.
+
+This much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to
+raise in Cytherea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him.
+The instant after the first burst of disappointment had escaped him
+in the hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be
+to lose her presence for a week than her respect for ever.
+
+'She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet,' he insisted.
+And then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that
+object, which, to all those who were in any degree acquainted with
+the recent event, appeared the least likely of possible
+contingencies.
+
+He returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was preparing to
+call on Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced itself upon him
+that nothing would be gained by such a step. No; every action of
+his should be done openly--even religiously. At least, he called on
+the rector, and stated this to be his resolve.
+
+'Certainly,' said Mr. Raunham, 'it is best to proceed candidly and
+fairly, or undue suspicion may fall on you. You should, in my
+opinion, take active steps at once.'
+
+'I will do the utmost that lies in my power to clear up the mystery,
+and silence the hubbub of gossip that has been set going about me.
+But what can I do? They say that the man who comes first in the
+chain of inquiry is not to be found--I mean the porter.'
+
+'I am sorry to say that he is not. When I returned from the station
+last night, after seeing Owen Graye off, I went again to the cottage
+where he has been lodging, to get more intelligence, as I thought.
+He was not there. He had gone out at dusk, saying he would be back
+soon. But he has not come back yet.'
+
+'I rather doubt if we shall see him again.'
+
+'Had I known of this, I would have done what in my flurry I did not
+think of doing--set a watch upon him. But why not advertise for
+your missing wife as a preliminary, consulting your solicitor in the
+meantime?'
+
+'Advertise. I'll think about it,' said Manston, lingering on the
+word as he pronounced it. 'Yes, that seems a right thing--quite a
+right thing.'
+
+He went home and remained moodily indoors all the next day and the
+next--for nearly a week, in short. Then, one evening at dusk, he
+went out with an uncertain air as to the direction of his walk,
+which resulted, however, in leading him again to the rectory.
+
+He saw Mr. Raunham. 'Have you done anything yet?' the rector
+inquired.
+
+'No--I have not,' said Manston absently. 'But I am going to set
+about it.' He hesitated, as if ashamed of some weakness he was
+about to betray. 'My object in calling was to ask if you had heard
+any tidings from Budmouth of my--Cytherea. You used to speak of her
+as one you were interested in.'
+
+There was, at any rate, real sadness in Manston's tone now, and the
+rector paused to weigh his words ere he replied.
+
+'I have not heard directly from her,' he said gently. 'But her
+brother has communicated with some people in the parish--'
+
+'The Springroves, I suppose,' said Manston gloomily.
+
+'Yes; and they tell me that she is very ill, and I am sorry to say,
+likely to be for some days.'
+
+'Surely, surely, I must go and see her!' Manston cried.
+
+'I would advise you not to go,' said Raunham. 'But do this instead-
+-be as quick as you can in making a movement towards ascertaining
+the truth as regards the existence of your wife. You see, Mr.
+Manston, an out-step place like this is not like a city, and there
+is nobody to busy himself for the good of the community; whilst poor
+Cytherea and her brother are socially too dependent to be able to
+make much stir in the matter, which is a greater reason still why
+you should be disinterestedly prompt.'
+
+The steward murmured an assent. Still there was the same
+indecision!--not the indecision of weakness--the indecision of
+conscious perplexity.
+
+On Manston's return from this interview at the rectory, he passed
+the door of the Rising Sun Inn. Finding he had no light for his
+cigar, and it being three-quarters of a mile to his residence in the
+park, he entered the tavern to get one. Nobody was in the outer
+portion of the front room where Manston stood, but a space round the
+fire was screened off from the remainder, and inside the high oak
+settle, forming a part of the screen, he heard voices conversing.
+The speakers had not noticed his footsteps, and continued their
+discourse.
+
+One of the two he recognized as a well-known night-poacher, the man
+who had met him with tidings of his wife's death on the evening of
+the conflagration. The
+other seemed to be a stranger following the same mode of life. The
+conversation was carried on in the emphatic and confidential tone of
+men who are slightly intoxicated, its subject being an unaccountable
+experience that one of them had had on the night of the fire.
+
+What the steward heard was enough, and more than enough, to lead him
+to forget or to renounce his motive in entering. The effect upon
+him was strange and strong. His first object seemed to be to escape
+from the house again without being seen or heard.
+
+Having accomplished this, he went in at the park gate, and strode
+off under the trees to the Old House. There sitting down by the
+fire, and burying himself in reflection, he allowed the minutes to
+pass by unheeded. First the candle burnt down in its socket and
+stunk: he did not notice it. Then the fire went out: he did not
+see it. His feet grew cold; still he thought on.
+
+It may be remarked that a lady, a year and a quarter before this
+time, had, under the same conditions--an unrestricted mental
+absorption--shown nearly the same peculiarities as this man evinced
+now. The lady was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+It was half-past twelve when Manston moved, as if he had come to a
+determination.
+
+The first thing he did the next morning was to call at Knapwater
+House; where he found that Miss Aldclyffe was not well enough to see
+him. She had been ailing from slight internal haemorrhage ever
+since the confession of the porter Chinney. Apparently not much
+aggrieved at the denial, he shortly afterwards went to the railway-
+station and took his departure for London, leaving a letter for Miss
+Aldclyffe, stating the reason of his journey thither--to recover
+traces of his missing wife.
+
+During the remainder of the week paragraphs appeared in the local
+and other newspapers, drawing attention to the facts of this
+singular case. The writers, with scarcely an exception, dwelt
+forcibly upon a feature which had at first escaped the observation
+of the villagers, including Mr. Raunham--that if the announcement of
+the man Chinney were true, it seemed extremely probable that Mrs.
+Manston left her watch and keys behind on purpose to blind people as
+to her escape; and that therefore she would not now let herself be
+discovered, unless a strong pressure were put upon her. The writers
+added that the police were on the track of the porter, who very
+possibly had absconded in the fear that his reticence was criminal,
+and that Mr. Manston, the husband, was, with praiseworthy energy,
+making every effort to clear the whole matter up.
+
+2. FROM THE EIGHTEENTH TO THE END OF JANUARY
+
+Five days from the time of his departure, Manston returned from
+London and Liverpool, looking very fatigued and thoughtful. He
+explained to the rector and other of his acquaintance that all the
+inquiries he had made at his wife's old lodgings and his own had
+been totally barren of results.
+
+But he seemed inclined to push the affair to a clear conclusion now
+that he had commenced. After the lapse of another day or two he
+proceeded to fulfil his promise to the rector, and advertised for
+the missing woman in three of the London papers. The advertisement
+was a carefully considered and even attractive effusion, calculated
+to win the heart, or at least the understanding, of any woman who
+had a spark of her own nature left in her.
+
+There was no answer.
+
+Three days later he repeated the experiment; with the same result as
+before.
+
+'I cannot try any further,' said Manston speciously to the rector,
+his sole auditor throughout the proceedings. 'Mr. Raunham, I'll
+tell you the truth plainly: I don't love her; I do love Cytherea,
+and the whole of this business of searching for the other woman goes
+altogether against me. I hope to God I shall never see her again.'
+
+'But you will do your duty at least?' said Mr. Raunham.
+
+'I have done it,' said Manston. 'If ever a man on the face of this
+earth has done his duty towards an absent wife, I have towards her--
+living or dead--at least,' he added, correcting himself, 'since I
+have lived at Knapwater. I neglected her before that time--I own
+that, as I have owned it before.'
+
+'I should, if I were you, adopt other means to get tidings of her if
+advertising fails, in spite of my feelings,' said the rector
+emphatically. 'But at any rate, try advertising once more. There's
+a satisfaction in having made any attempt three several times.'
+
+When Manston had left the study, the rector stood looking at the
+fire for a considerable length of time, lost in profound reflection.
+He went to his private diary, and after many pauses, which he varied
+only by dipping his pen, letting it dry, wiping it on his sleeve,
+and then dipping it again, he took the following note of events:--
+
+'January 25.--Mr. Manston has just seen me for the third time on the
+subject of his lost wife. There have been these peculiarities
+attending the three interviews:--
+
+'The first. My visitor, whilst expressing by words his great
+anxiety to do everything for her recovery, showed plainly by his
+bearing that he was convinced he should never see her again.
+
+'The second. He had left off feigning anxiety to do rightly by his
+first wife, and honestly asked after Cytherea's welfare.
+
+'The third (and most remarkable). He seemed to have lost all
+consistency. Whilst expressing his love for Cytherea (which
+certainly is strong) and evincing the usual indifference to the
+first Mrs. Manston's fate, he was unable to conceal the intensity of
+his eagerness for me to advise him to ADVERTISE AGAIN for her.'
+
+A week after the second, the third advertisement was inserted. A
+paragraph was attached, which stated that this would be the last
+time the announcement would appear.
+
+3. THE FIRST OF FEBRUARY
+
+At this, the eleventh hour, the postman brought a letter for
+Manston, directed in a woman's hand.
+
+A bachelor friend of the steward's, Mr. Dickson by name, who was
+somewhat of a chatterer--plenus rimarum--and who boasted of an
+endless string of acquaintances, had come over from Casterbridge the
+preceding day by invitation--an invitation which had been a pleasant
+surprise to Dickson himself, insomuch that Manston, as a rule, voted
+him a bore almost to his face. He had stayed over the night, and
+was sitting at breakfast with his host when the important missive
+arrived.
+
+Manston did not attempt to conceal the subject of the letter, or the
+name of the writer. First glancing the pages through, he read aloud
+as follows:--
+
+'"MY HUSBAND,--I implore your forgiveness.
+
+'"During the last thirteen months I have repeated to myself a
+hundred times that you should never discover what I voluntarily tell
+you now, namely, that I am alive and in perfect health.
+
+'"I have seen all your advertisements. Nothing but your persistence
+has won me round. Surely, I thought, he MUST love me still. Why
+else should he try to win back a woman who, faithful unto death as
+she will be, can, in a social sense, aid him towards acquiring
+nothing?--rather the reverse, indeed.
+
+'"You yourself state my own mind--that the only grounds upon which
+we can meet and live together, with a reasonable hope of happiness,
+must be a mutual consent to bury in oblivion all past differences.
+I heartily and willingly forget everything--and forgive everything.
+You will do the same, as your actions show.
+
+'"There will be plenty of opportunity for me to explain the few
+facts relating to my escape on the night of the fire. I will only
+give the heads in this hurried note. I was grieved at your not
+coming to fetch me, more grieved at your absence from the station,
+most of all by your absence from home. On my journey to the inn I
+writhed under a passionate sense of wrong done me. When I had been
+shown to my room I waited and hoped for you till the landlord had
+gone upstairs to bed. I still found that you did not come, and then
+I finally made up my mind to leave. I had half undressed, but I put
+on my things again, forgetting my watch (and I suppose dropping my
+keys, though I am not sure where) in my hurry, and slipped out of
+the house. The--"'
+
+'Well, that's a rum story,' said Mr. Dickson, interrupting.
+
+'What's a rum story?' said Manston hastily, and flushing in the
+face.
+
+'Forgetting her watch and dropping her keys in her hurry.'
+
+'I don't see anything particularly wonderful in it. Any woman might
+do such a thing.'
+
+'Any woman might if escaping from fire or shipwreck, or any such
+immediate danger. But it seems incomprehensible to me that any
+woman in her senses, who quietly decides to leave a house, should be
+so forgetful.'
+
+'All that is required to reconcile your seeming with her facts is to
+assume that she was not in her senses, for that's what she did
+plainly, or how could the things have been found there? Besides,
+she's truthful enough.' He spoke eagerly and peremptorily.
+
+'Yes, yes, I know that. I merely meant that it seemed rather odd.'
+
+'O yes.' Manston read on:--
+
+'"--and slipped out of the house. The rubbish-heap was burning up
+brightly, but the thought that the house was in danger did not
+strike me; I did not consider that it might be thatched.
+
+'"I idled in the lane behind the wood till the last down-train had
+come in, not being in a mood to face strangers. Whilst I was there
+the fire broke out, and this perplexed me still more. However, I
+was still determined not to stay in the place. I went to the
+railway-station, which was now quiet, and inquired of the solitary
+man on duty there concerning the trains. It was not till I had left
+the man that I saw the effect the fire might have on my history. I
+considered also, though not in any detailed manner, that the event,
+by attracting the attention of the village to my former abode, might
+set people on my track should they doubt my death, and a sudden
+dread of having to go back again to Knapwater--a place which had
+seemed inimical to me from first to last--prompted me to run back
+and bribe the porter to secrecy. I then walked on to Anglebury,
+lingering about the outskirts of the town till the morning train
+came in, when I proceeded by it to London, and then took these
+lodgings, where I have been supporting myself ever since by
+needlework, endeavouring to save enough money to pay my passage home
+to America, but making melancholy progress in my attempt. However,
+all that is changed--can I be otherwise than happy at it? Of course
+not. I am happy. Tell me what I am to do, and believe me still to
+be your faithful wife, EUNICE.
+
+'"My name here is (as before)
+
+ '"MRS. RONDLEY, and my address,
+ 79 ADDINGTON STREET,
+ LAMBETH.'"
+
+The name and address were written on a separate slip of paper.
+
+'So it's to be all right at last then,' said Manston's friend. 'But
+after all there's another woman in the case. You don't seem very
+sorry for the little thing who is put to such distress by this turn
+of affairs? I wonder you can let her go so coolly.' The speaker
+was looking out between the mullions of the window--noticing that
+some of the lights were glazed in lozenges, some in squares--as he
+said the words, otherwise he would have seen the passionate
+expression of agonized hopelessness that flitted across the
+steward's countenance when the remark was made. He did not see it,
+and Manston answered after a short interval. The way in which he
+spoke of the young girl who had believed herself his wife, whom, a
+few short days ago, he had openly idolized, and whom, in his secret
+heart, he idolized still, as far as such a form of love was
+compatible with his nature, showed that from policy or otherwise, he
+meant to act up to the requirements of the position into which fate
+appeared determined to drive him.
+
+'That's neither here nor there,' he said; 'it is a point of honour
+to do as I am doing, and there's an end of it.'
+
+'Yes. Only I thought you used not to care overmuch about your first
+bargain.'
+
+'I certainly did not at one time. One is apt to feel rather weary
+of wives when they are so devilish civil under all aspects, as she
+used to be. But anything for a change--Abigail is lost, but Michal
+is recovered. You would hardly believe it, but she seems in fancy
+to be quite another bride--in fact, almost as if she had really
+risen from the dead, instead of having only done so virtually.'
+
+'You let the young pink one know that the other has come or is
+coming?'
+
+'Cui bono?' The steward meditated critically, showing a portion of
+his intensely wide and regular teeth within the ruby lips.
+
+'I cannot say anything to her that will do any good,' he resumed.
+'It would be awkward--either seeing or communicating with her again.
+The best plan to adopt will be to let matters take their course--
+she'll find it all out soon enough.'
+
+Manston found himself alone a few minutes later. He buried his face
+in his hands, and murmured, 'O my lost one! O my Cytherea! That it
+should come to this is hard for me! 'Tis now all darkness--"a land
+of darkness as darkness itself; and of the shadow of death without
+any order, and where the light is as darkness."'
+
+Yes, the artificial bearing which this extraordinary man had adopted
+before strangers ever since he had overheard the conversation at the
+inn, left him now, and he mourned for Cytherea aloud.
+
+4. THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY
+
+Knapwater Park is the picture--at eleven o'clock on a muddy, quiet,
+hazy, but bright morning--a morning without any blue sky, and
+without any shadows, the earth being enlivened and lit up rather by
+the spirit of an invisible sun than by its bodily presence.
+
+The local Hunt had met for the day's sport on the open space of
+ground immediately in front of the steward's residence--called in
+the list of appointments, 'Old House, Knapwater'--the meet being
+here once every season, for the pleasure of Miss Aldclyffe and her
+friends.
+
+Leaning out from one of the first-floor windows, and surveying with
+the keenest interest the lively picture of pink and black coats,
+rich-coloured horses, and sparkling bits and spurs, was the returned
+and long-lost woman, Mrs. Manston.
+
+The eyes of those forming the brilliant group were occasionally
+turned towards her, showing plainly that her adventures were the
+subject of conversation equally with or more than the chances of the
+coming day. She did not flush beneath their scrutiny; on the
+contrary, she seemed rather to enjoy it, her eyes being kindled with
+a light of contented exultation, subdued to square with the
+circumstances of her matronly position.
+
+She was, at the distance from which they surveyed her, an attractive
+woman--comely as the tents of Kedar. But to a close observer it was
+palpable enough that God did not do all the picture. Appearing at
+least seven years older than Cytherea, she was probably her senior
+by double the number, the artificial means employed to heighten the
+natural good appearance of her face being very cleverly applied.
+Her form was full and round, its voluptuous maturity standing out in
+strong contrast to the memory of Cytherea's lissom girlishness.
+
+It seems to be an almost universal rule that a woman who once has
+courted, or who eventually will court, the society of men on terms
+dangerous to her honour cannot refrain from flinging the meaning
+glance whenever the moment arrives in which the glance is strongly
+asked for, even if her life and whole future depended upon that
+moment's abstinence.
+
+Had a cautious, uxorious husband seen in his wife's countenance what
+might now have been seen in this dark-eyed woman's as she caught a
+stray glance of flirtation from one or other of the red-coated
+gallants outside, he would have passed many days in an agony of
+restless jealousy and doubt. But Manston was not such a husband,
+and he was, moreover, calmly attending to his business at the other
+end of the manor.
+
+The steward had fetched home his wife in the most matter-of-fact way
+a few days earlier, walking round the village with her the very next
+morning--at once putting an end, by this simple solution, to all the
+riddling inquiries and surmises that were rank in the village and
+its neighbourhood. Some men said that this woman was as far
+inferior to Cytherea as earth to heaven; others, older and sager,
+thought Manston better off with such a wife than he would have been
+with one of Cytherea's youthful impulses, and inexperience in
+household management. All felt their curiosity dying out of them.
+It was the same in Carriford as in other parts of the world--
+immediately circumstantial evidence became exchanged for direct, the
+loungers in court yawned, gave a final survey, and turned away to a
+subject which would afford more scope for speculation.
+
+
+
+XV. THE EVENTS OF THREE WEEKS
+
+1. FROM THE TWELFTH OF FEBRUARY TO THE SECOND OF MARCH
+
+Owen Graye's recovery from the illness that had incapacitated him
+for so long a time was, professionally, the dawn of a brighter
+prospect for him in every direction, though the change was at first
+very gradual, and his movements and efforts were little more than
+mechanical. With the lengthening of the days, and the revival of
+building operations for the forthcoming season, he saw himself, for
+the first time, on a road which, pursued with care, would probably
+lead to a comfortable income at some future day. But he was still
+very low down the hill as yet.
+
+The first undertaking entrusted to him in the new year began about a
+month after his return from Southampton. Mr. Gradfield had come
+back to him in the wake of his restored health, and offered him the
+superintendence, as clerk of works, of a church which was to be
+nearly rebuilt at the village of Tolchurch, fifteen or sixteen miles
+from Budmouth, and about half that distance from Carriford.
+
+'I am now being paid at the rate of a hundred and fifty pounds a
+year,' he said to his sister in a burst of thankfulness, 'and you
+shall never, Cytherea, be at any tyrannous lady's beck and call
+again as long as I live. Never pine or think about what has
+happened, dear; it's no disgrace to you. Cheer up; you'll be
+somebody's happy wife yet.'
+
+He did not say Edward Springrove's, for, greatly to his
+disappointment, a report had reached his ears that the friend to
+whom Cytherea owed so much had been about to pack up his things and
+sail for Australia. However, this was before the uncertainty
+concerning Mrs. Manston's existence had been dispersed by her
+return, a phenomenon that altered the cloudy relationship in which
+Cytherea had lately been standing towards her old lover, to one of
+distinctness; which result would have been delightful but for
+circumstances about to be mentioned.
+
+Cytherea was still pale from her recent illness, and still greatly
+dejected. Until the news of Mrs. Manston's return had reached them,
+she had kept herself closely shut up during the day-time, never
+venturing forth except at night. Sleeping and waking she had been
+in perpetual dread lest she should still be claimed by a man whom,
+only a few weeks earlier, she had regarded in the light of a future
+husband with quiet assent, not unmixed with cheerfulness.
+
+But the removal of the uneasiness in this direction--by Mrs.
+Manston's arrival, and her own consequent freedom--had been the
+imposition of pain in another. Utterly fictitious details of the
+finding of Cytherea and Manston had been invented and circulated,
+unavoidably reaching her ears in the course of time. Thus the
+freedom brought no happiness, and it seemed well-nigh impossible
+that she could ever again show herself the sparkling creature she
+once had been--
+
+ 'Apt to entice a deity.'
+
+On this account, and for the first time in his life, Owen made a
+point of concealing from her the real state of his feelings with
+regard to the unhappy transaction. He writhed in secret under the
+humiliation to which they had been subjected, till the resentment it
+gave rise to, and for which there was no vent, was sometimes beyond
+endurance; it induced a mood that did serious damage to the material
+and plodding perseverance necessary if he would secure permanently
+the comforts of a home for them.
+
+They gave up their lodgings at Budmouth, and went to Tolchurch as
+soon as the work commenced.
+
+Here they were domiciled in one half of an old farmhouse, standing
+not far from the ivy-covered church tower (which was all that was to
+remain of the original structure). The long steep roof of this
+picturesque dwelling sloped nearly down to the ground, the old tiles
+that covered it being overgrown with rich olive-hued moss. New red
+tiles in twos and threes had been used for patching the holes
+wrought by decay, lighting up the whole harmonious surface with dots
+of brilliant scarlet.
+
+The chief internal features of this snug abode were a wide
+fireplace, enormous cupboards, a brown settle, and several sketches
+on the wood mantel, done in outline with the point of a hot poker--
+the subjects mainly consisting of old men walking painfully erect,
+with a curly-tailed dog behind.
+
+After a week or two of residence in Tolchurch, and rambles amid the
+quaint scenery circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to spread
+itself through the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a
+preface to her complete restoration. She felt ready and willing to
+live the whole remainder of her days in the retirement of their
+present quarters: she began to sing about the house in low
+tremulous snatches--
+
+ '"--I said, if there's peace to be found in the world,
+ A heart that is humble may hope for it here."'
+
+2. THE THIRD OF MARCH
+
+Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening
+towards the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the
+building hard by, and was changing his muddy boots for slippers,
+previously to sitting down to toast and tea.
+
+A prolonged though quiet knocking came to the door.
+
+The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the
+new vicar, the prime mover in the church-building. But he was that
+evening dining with the Squire.
+
+Cytherea was uneasy at the sound--she did not know why, unless it
+was because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had
+undergone. Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room, and
+upstairs.
+
+'What nonsense, Cytherea!' said her brother, going to the door.
+
+Edward Springrove stood in the grey light outside.
+
+'Capital--not gone to Australia, and not going, of course!' cried
+Owen. 'What's the use of going to such a place as that?--I never
+believed that you would.'
+
+'I am going back to London again to-morrow,' said Springrove, 'and I
+called to say a word before going. Where is . . .?'
+
+'She has just run upstairs. Come in--never mind scraping your
+shoes--we are regular cottagers now; stone floor, yawning chimney-
+corner, and all, you see.'
+
+'Mrs. Manston came,' said Edward awkwardly, when he had sat down in
+the chimney-corner by preference.
+
+'Yes.' At mention of one of his skeletons Owen lost his blitheness
+at once, and fell into a reverie.
+
+'The history of her escape is very simple.'
+
+'Very.'
+
+'You know I always had wondered, when my father was telling any of
+the circumstances of the fire to me, how it could be that a woman
+could sleep so soundly as to be unaware of her horrid position till
+it was too late even to give shout or sound of any kind.'
+
+'Well, I think that would have been possible, considering her long
+wearisome journey. People have often been suffocated in their beds
+before they awoke. But it was hardly likely a body would be
+completely burnt to ashes as this was assumed to be, though nobody
+seemed to see it at the time. And how positive the surgeon was too,
+about those bits of bone! Why he should have been so, nobody can
+tell. I cannot help saying that if it has ever been possible to
+find pure stupidity incarnate, it was in that jury of Carriford.
+There existed in the mass the stupidity of twelve and not the
+penetration of one.'
+
+'Is she quite well?' said Springrove.
+
+'Who?--O, my sister, Cytherea. Thank you, nearly well, now. I'll
+call her.'
+
+'Wait one minute. I have a word to say to you.'
+
+Owen sat down again.
+
+'You know, without my saying it, that I love Cytherea as dearly as
+ever. . . . I think she loves me too,--does she really?'
+
+There was in Owen enough of that worldly policy on the subject of
+matchmaking which naturally resides in the breasts of parents and
+guardians, to give him a certain caution in replying, and, younger
+as he was by five years than Edward, it had an odd effect.
+
+'Well, she may possibly love you still,' he said, as if rather in
+doubt as to the truth of his words.
+
+Springrove's countenance instantly saddened; he had expected a
+simple 'Yes,' at the very least. He continued in a tone of greater
+depression--
+
+'Supposing she does love me, would it be fair to you and to her if I
+made her an offer of marriage, with these dreary conditions
+attached--that we lived for a few years on the narrowest system,
+till a great debt, which all honour and duty require me to pay off,
+shall be paid? My father, by reason of the misfortune that befell
+him, is under a great obligation to Miss Aldclyffe. He is getting
+old, and losing his energies. I am attempting to work free of the
+burden. This makes my prospects gloomy enough at present.
+
+'But consider again,' he went on. 'Cytherea has been left in a
+nameless and unsatisfactory, though innocent state, by this
+unfortunate, and now void, marriage with Manston. A marriage with
+me, though under the--materially--untoward conditions I have
+mentioned, would make us happy; it would give her a locus standi.
+If she wished to be out of the sound of her misfortunes we would go
+to another part of England--emigrate--do anything.'
+
+'I'll call Cytherea,' said Owen. 'It is a matter which she alone
+can settle.' He did not speak warmly. His pride could not endure
+the pity which Edward's visit and errand tacitly implied. Yet, in
+the other affair, his heart went with Edward; he was on the same
+beat for paying off old debts himself.
+
+'Cythie, Mr. Springrove is here,' he said, at the foot of the
+staircase.
+
+His sister descended the creaking old steps with a faltering tread,
+and stood in the firelight from the hearth. She extended her hand
+to Springrove, welcoming him by a mere motion of the lip, her eyes
+averted--a habit which had engendered itself in her since the
+beginning of her illness and defamation. Owen opened the door and
+went out--leaving the lovers alone. It was the first time they had
+met since the memorable night at Southampton.
+
+'I will get a light,' she said, with a little embarrassment.
+
+'No--don't, please, Cytherea,' said Edward softly, 'Come and sit
+down with me.'
+
+'O yes. I ought to have asked YOU to,' she returned timidly.
+'Everybody sits in the chimney-corner in this parish. You sit on
+that side. I'll sit here.'
+
+Two recesses--one on the right, one on the left hand--were cut in
+the inside of the fireplace, and here they sat down facing each
+other, on benches fitted to the recesses, the fire glowing on the
+hearth between their feet. Its ruddy light shone on the underslopes
+of their faces, and spread out over the floor of the room with the
+low horizontality of the setting sun, giving to every grain of sand
+and tumour in the paving a long shadow towards the door.
+
+Edward looked at his pale love through the thin azure twines of
+smoke that went up like ringlets between them, and invested her, as
+seen through its medium, with the shadowy appearance of a phantom.
+Nothing is so potent for coaxing back the lost eyes of a woman as a
+discreet silence in the man who has so lost them--and thus the
+patient Edward coaxed hers. After lingering on the hearth for half
+a minute, waiting in vain for another word from him, they were
+lifted into his face.
+
+He was ready primed to receive them. 'Cytherea, will you marry me?'
+he said.
+
+He could not wait in his original position till the answer came.
+Stepping across the front of the fire to her own side of the chimney
+corner, he reclined at her feet, and searched for her hand. She
+continued in silence awhile.
+
+'Edward, I can never be anybody's wife,' she then said sadly, and
+with firmness.
+
+'Think of it in every light,' he pleaded; 'the light of love, first.
+Then, when you have done that, see how wise a step it would be. I
+can only offer you poverty as yet, but I want--I do so long to
+secure you from the intrusion of that unpleasant past, which will
+often and always be thrust before you as long as you live the
+shrinking solitary life you do now--a life which purity chooses, it
+may be; but to the outside world it appears like the enforced
+loneliness of neglect and scorn--and tongues are busy inventing a
+reason for it which does not exist.'
+
+'I know all about it,' she said hastily; 'and those are the grounds
+of my refusal. You and Owen know the whole truth--the two I love
+best on earth--and I am content. But the scandal will be
+continually repeated, and I can never give any one the opportunity
+of saying to you--that--your wife . . . .' She utterly broke down
+and wept.
+
+'Don't, my own darling!' he entreated. 'Don't, Cytherea!'
+
+'Please to leave me--we will be friends, Edward--but don't press me-
+-my mind is made up--I cannot--I will not marry you or any man under
+the present ambiguous circumstances--never will I--I have said it:
+never!'
+
+They were both silent. He listlessly regarded the illuminated
+blackness overhead, where long flakes of soot floated from the sides
+and bars of the chimney-throat like tattered banners in ancient
+aisles; whilst through the square opening in the midst one or two
+bright stars looked down upon them from the grey March sky. The
+sight seemed to cheer him.
+
+'At any rate you will love me?' he murmured to her.
+
+'Yes--always--for ever and for ever!'
+
+He kissed her once, twice, three times, and arose to his feet,
+slowly withdrawing himself from her side towards the door. Cytherea
+remained with her gaze fixed on the fire. Edward went out grieving,
+but hope was not extinguished even now.
+
+He smelt the fragrance of a cigar, and immediately afterwards saw a
+small red star of fire against the darkness of the hedge. Graye was
+pacing up and down the lane, smoking as he walked. Springrove told
+him the result of the interview.
+
+'You are a good fellow, Edward,' he said; 'but I think my sister is
+right.'
+
+'I wish you would believe Manston a villain, as I do,' said
+Springrove.
+
+'It would be absurd of me to say that I like him now--family feeling
+prevents it, but I cannot in honesty say deliberately that he is a
+bad man.'
+
+Edward could keep the secret of Manston's coercion of Miss Aldclyffe
+in the matter of the houses a secret no longer. He told Owen the
+whole story.
+
+'That's one thing,' he continued, 'but not all. What do you think
+of this--I have discovered that he went to Budmouth post-office for
+a letter the day before the first advertisement for his wife
+appeared in the papers. One was there for him, and it was directed
+in his wife's handwriting, as I can prove. This was not till after
+the marriage with Cytherea, it is true, but if (as it seems to show)
+the advertising was a farce, there is a strong presumption that the
+rest of the piece was.'
+
+Owen was too astounded to speak. He dropped his cigar, and fixed
+his eyes upon his companion.
+
+'Collusion!'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'With his first wife?'
+
+'Yes--with his wife. I am firmly persuaded of it.'
+
+'What did you discover?'
+
+'That he fetched from the post-office at Budmouth a letter from her
+the day BEFORE the first advertisement appeared.'
+
+Graye was lost in a long consideration. 'Ah!' he said, 'it would be
+difficult to prove anything of that sort now. The writing could not
+be sworn to, and if he is guilty the letter is destroyed.'
+
+'I have other suspicions--'
+
+'Yes--as you said' interrupted Owen, who had not till now been able
+to form the complicated set of ideas necessary for picturing the
+position. 'Yes, there is this to be remembered--Cytherea had been
+taken from him before that letter came--and his knowledge of his
+wife's existence could not have originated till after the wedding.
+I could have sworn he believed her dead then. His manner was
+unmistakable.'
+
+'Well, I have other suspicions,' repeated Edward; 'and if I only had
+the right--if I were her husband or brother, he should be convicted
+of bigamy yet.'
+
+'The reproof was not needed,' said Owen, with a little bitterness.
+'What can I do--a man with neither money nor friends--whilst Manston
+has Miss Aldclyffe and all her fortune to back him up? God only
+knows what lies between the mistress and her steward, but since this
+has transpired--if it is true--I can believe the connection to be
+even an unworthy one--a thing I certainly never so much as owned to
+myself before.'
+
+3. THE FIFTH OF MARCH
+
+Edward's disclosure had the effect of directing Owen Graye's
+thoughts into an entirely new and uncommon channel.
+
+On the Monday after Springrove's visit, Owen had walked to the top
+of a hill in the neighbourhood of Tolchurch--a wild hill that had no
+name, beside a barren down where it never looked like summer. In
+the intensity of his meditations on the ever-present subject, he sat
+down on a weather-beaten boundary-stone gazing towards the distant
+valleys--seeing only Manston's imagined form.
+
+Had his defenceless sister been trifled with? that was the question
+which affected him. Her refusal of Edward as a husband was, he
+knew, dictated solely by a humiliated sense of inadequacy to him in
+repute, and had not been formed till since the slanderous tale
+accounting for her seclusion had been circulated. Was it not true,
+as Edward had hinted, that he, her brother, was neglecting his duty
+towards her in allowing Manston to thrive unquestioned, whilst she
+was hiding her head for no fault at all?
+
+Was it possible that Manston was sensuous villain enough to have
+contemplated, at any moment before the marriage with Cytherea, the
+return of his first wife, when he should have grown weary of his new
+toy? Had he believed that, by a skilful manipulation of such
+circumstances as chance would throw in his way, he could escape all
+suspicion of having known that she lived? Only one fact within his
+own direct knowledge afforded the least ground for such a
+supposition. It was that, possessed by a woman only in the humble
+and unprotected station of a lady's hired companion, his sister's
+beauty might scarcely have been sufficient to induce a selfish man
+like Manston to make her his wife, unless he had foreseen the
+possibility of getting rid of her again.
+
+'But for that stratagem of Manston's in relation to the
+Springroves,' Owen thought, 'Cythie might now have been the happy
+wife of Edward. True, that he influenced Miss Aldclyffe only rests
+on Edward's suspicions, but the grounds are good--the probability is
+strong.'
+
+He went indoors and questioned Cytherea.
+
+'On the night of the fire, who first said that Mrs. Manston was
+burnt?' he asked.
+
+'I don't know who started the report.'
+
+'Was it Manston?'
+
+'It was certainly not he. All doubt on the subject was removed
+before he came to the spot--that I am certain of. Everybody knew
+that she did not escape AFTER the house was on fire, and thus all
+overlooked the fact that she might have left before--of course that
+would have seemed such an improbable thing for anybody to do.'
+
+'Yes, until the porter's story of her irritation and doubt as to her
+course made it natural.'
+
+'What settled the matter at the inquest,' said Cytherea, 'was Mr.
+Manston's evidence that the watch was his wife's.'
+
+'He was sure of that, wasn't he?'
+
+'I believe he said he was certain of it.'
+
+'It might have been hers--left behind in her perturbation, as they
+say it was--impossible as that seems at first sight. Yes--on the
+whole, he might have believed in her death.'
+
+'I know by several proofs that then, and at least for some time
+after, he had no other thought than that she was dead. I now think
+that before the porter's confession he knew something about her--
+though not that she lived.'
+
+'Why do you?'
+
+'From what he said to me on the evening of the wedding-day, when I
+had fastened myself in the room at the hotel, after Edward's visit.
+He must have suspected that I knew something, for he was irritated,
+and in a passion of uneasy doubt. He said, "You don't suppose my
+first wife is come to light again, madam, surely?" Directly he had
+let the remark slip out, he seemed anxious to withdraw it.'
+
+'That's odd,' said Owen.
+
+'I thought it very odd.'
+
+'Still we must remember he might only have hit upon the thought by
+accident, in doubt as to your motive. Yes, the great point to
+discover remains the same as ever--did he doubt his first impression
+of her death BEFORE he married you. I can't help thinking he did,
+although he was so astounded at our news that night. Edward swears
+he did.'
+
+'It was perhaps only a short time before,' said Cytherea; 'when he
+could hardly recede from having me.
+
+'Seasoning justice with mercy as usual, Cytherea. 'Tis unfair to
+yourself to talk like that. If I could only bring him to ruin as a
+bigamist--supposing him to be one--I should die happy. That's what
+we must find out by fair means or foul--was he a wilful bigamist?'
+
+'It is no use trying, Owen. You would have to employ a solicitor,
+and how can you do that?'
+
+'I can't at all--I know that very well. But neither do I altogether
+wish to at present--a lawyer must have a case--facts to go upon,
+that means. Now they are scarce at present--as scarce as money is
+with us, and till we have found more money there is no hurry for a
+lawyer. Perhaps by the time we have the facts we shall have the
+money. The only thing we lose in working alone in this way, is
+time--not the issue: for the fruit that one mind matures in a
+twelvemonth forms a more perfectly organized whole than that of
+twelve minds in one month, especially if the interests of the single
+one are vitally concerned, and those of the twelve are only hired.
+But there is not only my mind available--you are a shrewd woman,
+Cythie, and Edward is an earnest ally. Then, if we really get a
+sure footing for a criminal prosecution, the Crown will take up the
+case.'
+
+'I don't much care to press on in the matter,' she murmured. 'What
+good can it do us, Owen, after all?'
+
+'Selfishly speaking, it will do this good--that all the facts of
+your journey to Southampton will become known, and the scandal will
+die. Besides, Manston will have to suffer--it's an act of justice
+to you and to other women, and to Edward Springrove.'
+
+He now thought it necessary to tell her of the real nature of the
+Springroves' obligation to Miss Aldclyffe--and their nearly certain
+knowledge that Manston was the prime mover in effecting their
+embarrassment. Her face flushed as she listened.
+
+'And now,' he said, 'our first undertaking is to find out where Mrs.
+Manston lived during the separation; next, when the first
+communications passed between them after the fire.'
+
+'If we only had Miss Aldclyffe's countenance and assistance as I
+used to have them,' Cytherea returned, 'how strong we should be! O,
+what power is it that he exercises over her, swaying her just as he
+wishes! She loves me now. Mrs. Morris in her letter said that Miss
+Aldclyffe prayed for me--yes, she heard her praying for me, and
+crying. Miss Aldclyffe did not mind an old friend like Mrs. Morris
+knowing it, either. Yet in opposition to this, notice her dead
+silence and inaction throughout this proceeding.'
+
+'It is a mystery; but never mind that now,' said Owen impressively.
+'About where Mrs. Manston has been living. We must get this part of
+it first--learn the place of her stay in the early stage of their
+separation, during the period of Manston's arrival here, and so on,
+for that was where she was first communicated with on the subject of
+coming to Knapwater, before the fire; and that address, too, was her
+point of departure when she came to her husband by stealth in the
+night--you know--the time I visited you in the evening and went home
+early in the morning, and it was found that he had been visited too.
+Ah! couldn't we inquire of Mrs. Leat, who keeps the post-office at
+Carriford, if she remembers where the letters to Mrs. Manston were
+directed?'
+
+'He never posted his letters to her in the parish--it was remarked
+at the time. I was thinking if something relating to her address
+might not be found in the report of the inquest in the Casterbridge
+Chronicle of the date. Some facts about the inquest were given in
+the papers to a certainty.'
+
+Her brother caught eagerly at the suggestion. 'Who has a file of
+the Chronicles?' he said.
+
+'Mr. Raunham used to file them,' said Cytherea. 'He was rather
+friendly-disposed towards me, too.'
+
+Owen could not, on any consideration, escape from his attendance at
+the church-building till Saturday evening; and thus it became
+necessary, unless they actually wasted time, that Cytherea herself
+should assist. 'I act under your orders, Owen,' she said.
+
+
+
+XVI. THE EVENTS OF ONE WEEK
+
+1. MARCH THE SIXTH
+
+The next morning the opening move of the game was made. Cytherea,
+under cover of a thick veil, hired a conveyance and drove to within
+a mile or so of Carriford. It was with a renewed sense of
+depression that she saw again the objects which had become familiar
+to her eye during her sojourn under Miss Aldclyffe's roof--the
+outline of the hills, the meadow streams, the old park trees. She
+hastened by a lonely path to the rectory-house, and asked if Mr.
+Raunham was at home.
+
+Now the rector, though a solitary bachelor, was as gallant and
+courteous to womankind as an ancient Iberian; and, moreover, he was
+Cytherea's friend in particular, to an extent far greater than she
+had ever surmised. Rarely visiting his relative, Miss Aldclyffe,
+except on parish matters, more rarely still being called upon by
+Miss Aldclyffe, Cytherea had learnt very little of him whilst she
+lived at Knapwater. The relationship was on the impecunious
+paternal side, and for this branch of her family the lady of the
+estate had never evinced much sympathy. In looking back upon our
+line of descent it is an instinct with us to feel that all our
+vitality was drawn from the richer party to any unequal marriage in
+the chain.
+
+Since the death of the old captain, the rector's bearing in
+Knapwater House had been almost that of a stranger, a circumstance
+which he himself was the last man in the world to regret. This
+polite indifference was so frigid on both sides that the rector did
+not concern himself to preach at her, which was a great deal in a
+rector; and she did not take the trouble to think his sermons poor
+stuff, which in a cynical woman was a great deal more.
+
+Though barely fifty years of age, his hair was as white as snow,
+contrasting strangely with the redness of his skin, which was as
+fresh and healthy as a lad's. Cytherea's bright eyes, mutely and
+demurely glancing up at him Sunday after Sunday, had been the means
+of driving away many of the saturnine humours that creep into an
+empty heart during the hours of a solitary life; in this case,
+however, to supplant them, when she left his parish, by those others
+of a more aching nature which accompany an over-full one. In short,
+he had been on the verge of feeling towards her that passion to
+which his dignified self-respect would not give its true name, even
+in the privacy of his own thought.
+
+He received her kindly; but she was not disposed to be frank with
+him. He saw her wish to be reserved, and with genuine good taste
+and good nature made no comment whatever upon her request to be
+allowed to see the Chronicle for the year before the last. He
+placed the papers before her on his study table, with a timidity as
+great as her own, and then left her entirely to herself.
+
+She turned them over till she came to the first heading connected
+with the subject of her search--'Disastrous Fire and Loss of Life at
+Carriford.'
+
+The sight, and its calamitous bearing upon her own life, made her so
+dizzy that she could, for a while, hardly decipher the letters.
+Stifling recollection by an effort she nerved herself to her work,
+and carefully read the column. The account reminded her of no other
+fact than was remembered already.
+
+She turned on to the following week's report of the inquest. After
+a miserable perusal she could find no more pertaining to Mrs.
+Manston's address than this:--
+
+'ABRAHAM BROWN, of Hoxton, London, at whose house the deceased woman
+had been living, deposed,' etc.
+
+Nobody else from London had attended the inquest. She arose to
+depart, first sending a message of thanks to Mr. Raunham, who was
+out of doors gardening.
+
+He stuck his spade into the ground, and accompanied her to the gate.
+
+'Can I help you in anything, Cytherea?' he said, using her Christian
+name by an intuition that unpleasant memories might be revived if he
+called her Miss Graye after wishing her good-bye as Mrs. Manston at
+the wedding. Cytherea saw the motive and appreciated it,
+nevertheless replying evasively--
+
+'I only guess and fear.'
+
+He earnestly looked at her again.
+
+'Promise me that if you want assistance, and you think I can give
+it, you will come to me.'
+
+'I will,' she said.
+
+The gate closed between them.
+
+'You don't want me to help you in anything now, Cytherea?' he
+repeated.
+
+If he had spoken what he felt, 'I want very much to help you,
+Cytherea, and have been watching Manston on your account,' she would
+gladly have accepted his offer. As it was, she was perplexed, and
+raised her eyes to his, not so fearlessly as before her trouble, but
+as modestly, and with still enough brightness in them to do fearful
+execution as she said over the gate--
+
+'No, thank you.'
+
+She returned to Tolchurch weary with her day's work. Owen's
+greeting was anxious--
+
+'Well, Cytherea?'
+
+She gave him the words from the report of the inquest, pencilled on
+a slip of paper.
+
+'Now to find out the name of the street and number,' Owen remarked.
+
+'Owen,' she said, 'will you forgive me for what I am going to say?
+I don't think I can--indeed I don't think I can--take any further
+steps towards disentangling the mystery. I still think it a useless
+task, and it does not seem any duty of mine to be revenged upon Mr.
+Manston in any way.' She added more gravely, 'It is beneath my
+dignity as a woman to labour for this; I have felt it so all day.'
+
+'Very well,' he said, somewhat shortly; 'I shall work without you
+then. There's dignity in justice.' He caught sight of her pale
+tired face, and the dilated eye which always appeared in her with
+weariness. 'Darling,' he continued warmly, and kissing her, 'you
+shall not work so hard again--you are worn out quite. But you must
+let me do as I like.'
+
+2. MARCH THE TENTH
+
+On Saturday evening Graye hurried off to Casterbridge, and called at
+the house of the reporter to the Chronicle. The reporter was at
+home, and came out to Graye in the passage. Owen explained who and
+what he was, and asked the man if he would oblige him by turning to
+his notes of the inquest at Carriford in the December of the year
+preceding the last--just adding that a family entanglement, of which
+the reporter probably knew something, made him anxious to ascertain
+some additional details of the event, if any existed.
+
+'Certainly,' said the other, without hesitation; 'though I am afraid
+I haven't much beyond what we printed at the time. Let me see--my
+old note-books are in my drawer at the office of the paper: if you
+will come with me I can refer to them there.' His wife and family
+were at tea inside the room, and with the timidity of decent poverty
+everywhere he seemed glad to get a stranger out of his domestic
+groove.
+
+They crossed the street, entered the office, and went thence to an
+inner room. Here, after a short search, was found the book
+required. The precise address, not given in the condensed report
+that was printed, but written down by the reporter, was as follows:-
+-
+
+ 'ABRAHAM BROWN,
+ LODGING-HOUSE KEEPER,
+ 41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ HOXTON.'
+
+Owen copied it, and gave the reporter a small fee. 'I want to keep
+this inquiry private for the present,' he said hesitatingly. 'You
+will perhaps understand why, and oblige me.'
+
+The reporter promised. 'News is shop with me,' he said, 'and to
+escape from handling it is my greatest social enjoyment.'
+
+It was evening, and the outer room of the publishing-office was
+lighted up with flaring jets of gas. After making the above remark,
+the reporter came out from the inner apartment in Graye's company,
+answering an expression of obligation from Owen with the words that
+it was no trouble. At the moment of his speech, he closed behind
+him the door between the two rooms, still holding his note-book in
+his hand.
+
+Before the counter of the front room stood a tall man, who was also
+speaking, when they emerged. He said to the youth in attendance, 'I
+will take my paper for this week now I am here, so that you needn't
+post it to me.'
+
+The stranger then slightly turned his head, saw Owen, and recognized
+him. Owen passed out without recognizing the other as Manston.
+
+Manston then looked at the reporter, who, after walking to the door
+with Owen, had come back again to lock up his books. Manston did
+not need to be told that the shabby marble-covered book which he
+held in his hand, opening endways and interleaved with blotting-
+paper, was an old reporting-book. He raised his eyes to the
+reporter's face, whose experience had not so schooled his features
+but that they betrayed a consciousness, to one half initiated as the
+other was, that his late proceeding had been connected with events
+in the life of the steward. Manston said no more, but, taking his
+newspaper, followed Owen from the office, and disappeared in the
+gloom of the street.
+
+Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening,
+before leaving Casterbridge, Owen wrote a careful letter to him,
+stating therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and
+begging him, as he valued Cytherea, to make cautious inquiries. A
+tall man was standing under the lamp-post, about half-a-dozen yards
+above the post-office, when he dropped the letter into the box.
+
+That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter
+with Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off
+suddenly to London by the mail-train, which left Casterbridge at ten
+o'clock. But remembering that letters posted after the hour at
+which Owen had obtained his information--whatever that was--could
+not be delivered in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind
+and went home to Knapwater. Making a confidential explanation to
+his wife, arrangements were set on foot for his departure by the
+mail on Sunday night.
+
+3. MARCH THE ELEVENTH
+
+Starting for church the next morning several minutes earlier than
+was usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered along the
+road from the village till old Mr. Springrove overtook him. Manston
+spoke very civilly of the morning, and of the weather, asking how
+the farmer's barometer stood, and when it was probable that the wind
+might change. It was not in Mr. Springrove's nature--going to
+church as he was, too--to return anything but a civil answer to such
+civil questions, however his feelings might have been biassed by
+late events. The conversation was continued on terms of greater
+friendliness.
+
+'You must be feeling settled again by this time, Mr. Springrove,
+after the rough turn-out you had on that terrible night in
+November.'
+
+'Ay, but I don't know about feeling settled, either, Mr. Manston.
+The old window in the chimney-corner of the old house I shall never
+forget. No window in the chimney-corner where I am now, and I had
+been used to it for more than fifty years. Ted says 'tis a great
+loss to me, and he knows exactly what I feel.'
+
+'Your son is again in a good situation, I believe?' said Manston,
+imitating that inquisitiveness into the private affairs of the
+natives which passes for high breeding in country villages.
+
+'Yes, sir. I hope he'll keep it, or do something else and stick to
+it.'
+
+''Tis to be hoped he'll be steady now.'
+
+'He's always been that, I assure 'ee,' said the old man tartly.
+
+'Yes--yes--I mean intellectually steady. Intellectual wild oats
+will thrive in a soil of the strictest morality.'
+
+'Intellectual gingerbread! Ted's steady enough--that's all I know
+about it.'
+
+'Of course--of course. Has he respectable lodgings? My own
+experience has shown me that that's a great thing to a young man
+living alone in London.'
+
+'Warwick Street, Charing Cross--that's where he is.'
+
+'Well, to be sure--strange! A very dear friend of mine used to live
+at number fifty-two in that very same street.'
+
+'Edward lives at number forty-nine--how very near being the same
+house!' said the old farmer, pleased in spite of himself.
+
+'Very,' said Manston. 'Well, I suppose we had better step along a
+little quicker, Mr. Springrove; the parson's bell has just begun.'
+
+'Number forty-nine,' he murmured.
+
+4. MARCH THE TWELFTH
+
+Edward received Owen's letter in due time, but on account of his
+daily engagements he could not attend to any request till the clock
+had struck five in the afternoon. Rushing then from his office in
+Westminster, he called a hansom and proceeded to Hoxton. A few
+minutes later he knocked at the door of number forty-one, Charles
+Square, the old lodging of Mrs. Manston.
+
+A tall man who would have looked extremely handsome had he not been
+clumsily and closely wrapped up in garments that were much too
+elderly in style for his years, stood at the corner of the quiet
+square at the same instant, having, too, alighted from a cab, that
+had been driven along Old Street in Edward's rear. He smiled
+confidently when Springrove knocked.
+
+Nobody came to the door. Springrove knocked again.
+
+This brought out two people--one at the door he had been knocking
+upon, the other from the next on the right.
+
+'Is Mr. Brown at home?' said Springrove.
+
+'No, sir.'
+
+'When will he be in?'
+
+'Quite uncertain.'
+
+'Can you tell me where I may find him?'
+
+'No. O, here he is coming, sir. That's Mr. Brown.'
+
+Edward looked down the pavement in the direction pointed out by the
+woman, and saw a man approaching. He proceeded a few steps to meet
+him.
+
+Edward was impatient, and to a certain extent still a countryman,
+who had not, after the manner of city men, subdued the natural
+impulse to speak out the ruling thought without preface. He said in
+a quiet tone to the stranger, 'One word with you--do you remember a
+lady lodger of yours of the name of Mrs. Manston?'
+
+Mr. Brown half closed his eyes at Springrove, somewhat as if he were
+looking into a telescope at the wrong end.
+
+'I have never let lodgings in my life,' he said, after his survey.
+
+'Didn't you attend an inquest a year and a half ago, at Carriford?'
+
+'Never knew there was such a place in the world, sir; and as to
+lodgings, I have taken acres first and last during the last thirty
+years, but I have never let an inch.'
+
+'I suppose there is some mistake,' Edward murmured, and turned away.
+He and Mr. Brown were now opposite the door next to the one he had
+knocked at. The woman who was still standing there had heard the
+inquiry and the result of it.
+
+'I expect it is the other Mr. Brown, who used to live there, that
+you want, sir,' she said. 'The Mr. Brown that was inquired for the
+other day?'
+
+'Very likely that is the man,' said Edward, his interest
+reawakening.
+
+'He couldn't make a do of lodging-letting here, and at last he went
+to Cornwall, where he came from, and where his brother still lived,
+who had often asked him to come home again. But there was little
+luck in the change; for after London they say he couldn't stand the
+rainy west winds they get there, and he died in the December
+following. Will you step into the passage?'
+
+'That's unfortunate,' said Edward, going in. 'But perhaps you
+remember a Mrs. Manston living next door to you?'
+
+'O yes,' said the landlady, closing the door. 'The lady who was
+supposed to have met with such a horrible fate, and was alive all
+the time. I saw her the other day.'
+
+'Since the fire at Carriford?'
+
+'Yes. Her husband came to ask if Mr. Brown was still living here--
+just as you might. He seemed anxious about it; and then one
+evening, a week or fortnight afterwards, when he came again to make
+further inquiries, she was with him. But I did not speak to her--
+she stood back, as if she were shy. I was interested, however, for
+old Mr. Brown had told me all about her when he came back from the
+inquest.'
+
+'Did you know Mrs. Manston before she called the other day?'
+
+'No. You see she was only Mr. Brown's lodger for two or three
+weeks, and I didn't know she was living there till she was near upon
+leaving again--we don't notice next-door people much here in London.
+I much regretted I had not known her when I heard what had happened.
+It led me and Mr. Brown to talk about her a great deal afterwards.
+I little thought I should see her alive after all.'
+
+'And when do you say they came here together?'
+
+'I don't exactly remember the day--though I remember a very
+beautiful dream I had that same night--ah, I shall never forget it!
+Shoals of lodgers coming along the square with angels' wings and
+bright golden sovereigns in their hands wanting apartments at West
+End prices. They would not give any less; no, not if you--'
+
+'Yes. Did Mrs. Manston leave anything, such as papers, when she
+left these lodgings originally?' said Edward, though his heart sank
+as he asked. He felt that he was outwitted. Manston and his wife
+had been there before him, clearing the ground of all traces.
+
+'I have always said "No" hitherto,' replied the woman, 'considering
+I could say no more if put upon my oath, as I expected to be. But
+speaking in a common everyday way now the occurrence is past, I
+believe a few things of some kind (though I doubt if they were
+papers) were left in a workbox she had, because she talked about it
+to Mr. Brown, and was rather angry at what occurred--you see, she
+had a temper by all account, and so I didn't like to remind the lady
+of this workbox when she came the other day with her husband.'
+
+'And about the workbox?'
+
+'Well, from what was casually dropped, I think Mrs. Manston had a
+few articles of furniture she didn't want, and when she was leaving
+they were put in a sale just by. Amongst her things were two
+workboxes very much alike. One of these she intended to sell, the
+other she didn't, and Mr. Brown, who collected the things together,
+took the wrong one to the sale.'
+
+'What was in it?'
+
+'O, nothing in particular, or of any value--some accounts, and her
+usual sewing materials I think--nothing more. She didn't take much
+trouble to get it back--she said the bills were worth nothing to her
+or anybody else, but that she should have liked to keep the box
+because her husband gave it her when they were first married, and if
+he found she had parted with it, he would be vexed.'
+
+'Did Mrs. Manston, when she called recently with her husband, allude
+to this, or inquire for it, or did Mr. Manston?'
+
+'No--and I rather wondered at it. But she seemed to have forgotten
+it--indeed, she didn't make any inquiry at all, only standing behind
+him, listening to his; and he probably had never been told anything
+about it.'
+
+'Whose sale were these articles of hers taken to?'
+
+'Who was the auctioneer? Mr. Halway. His place is the third
+turning from the end of that street you see there. Anybody will
+tell you the shop--his name is written up.'
+
+Edward went off to follow up his clue with a promptness which was
+dictated more by a dogged will to do his utmost than by a hope of
+doing much. When he was out of sight, the tall and cloaked man, who
+had watched him, came up to the woman's door, with an appearance of
+being in breathless haste.
+
+'Has a gentleman been here inquiring about Mrs. Manston?'
+
+'Yes; he's just gone.'
+
+'Dear me! I want him.'
+
+'He's gone to Mr. Halway's.'
+
+'I think I can give him some information upon the subject. Does he
+pay pretty liberally?'
+
+'He gave me half-a-crown.'
+
+'That scale will do. I'm a poor man, and will see what my little
+contribution to his knowledge will fetch. But, by the way, perhaps
+you told him all I know--where she lived before coming to live
+here?'
+
+'I didn't know where she lived before coming here. O no--I only
+said what Mr. Brown had told me. He seemed a nice, gentle young
+man, or I shouldn't have been so open as I was.'
+
+'I shall now about catch him at Mr. Halway's,' said the man, and
+went away as hastily as he had come.
+
+Edward in the meantime had reached the auction-room. He found some
+difficulty, on account of the inertness of those whose only
+inducement to an action is a mere wish from another, in getting the
+information he stood in need of, but it was at last accorded him.
+The auctioneer's book gave the name of Mrs. Higgins, 3 Canley
+Passage, as the purchaser of the lot which had included Mrs.
+Manston's workbox.
+
+Thither Edward went, followed by the man. Four bell pulls, one
+above the other like waistcoat-buttons, appeared on the door-post.
+Edward seized the first he came to.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said a thin voice from somewhere.
+
+Edward looked above and around him; nobody was visible.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the thin voice again.
+
+He found now that the sound proceeded from below the grating
+covering the basement window. He dropped his glance through the
+bars, and saw a child's white face.
+
+'Who did you woant?' said the voice the third time, with precisely
+the same languid inflection.
+
+'Mrs. Higgins,' said Edward.
+
+'Third bell up,' said the face, and disappeared.
+
+He pulled the third bell from the bottom, and was admitted by
+another child, the daughter of the woman he was in search of. He
+gave the little thing sixpence, and asked for her mamma. The child
+led him upstairs.
+
+Mrs. Higgins was the wife of a carpenter who from want of employment
+one winter had decided to marry. Afterwards they both took to
+drink, and sank into desperate circumstances. A few chairs and a
+table were the chief articles of furniture in the third-floor back
+room which they occupied. A roll of baby-linen lay on the floor;
+beside it a pap-clogged spoon and an overturned tin pap-cup.
+Against the wall a Dutch clock was fixed out of level, and ticked
+wildly in longs and shorts, its entrails hanging down beneath its
+white face and wiry hands, like the faeces of a Harpy ('foedissima
+ventris proluvies, uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora'). A baby
+was crying against every chair-leg, the whole family of six or seven
+being small enough to be covered by a washing-tub. Mrs. Higgins sat
+helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty, but
+never one opposite the other, thereby rendering the dress almost
+useless as a screen to the bosom. No workbox was visible anywhere.
+
+It was a depressing picture of married life among the very poor of a
+city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty-four did husband
+and wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when,
+after the sale of some necessary article of furniture, they were
+under the influence of a quartern of gin.
+
+Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the beginning till
+now have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not
+one so lacerating to them, and to us who love them, as the trite old
+fact, that the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye,
+find a wife ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his
+company.
+
+Edward hastened to despatch his errand.
+
+Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless
+articles of lumber, she said. Edward bought the duplicate of her,
+and went downstairs to the pawnbroker's.
+
+In the back division of a musty shop, amid the heterogeneous
+collection of articles and odours invariably crowding such places,
+he produced his ticket, and with a sense of satisfaction out of all
+proportion to the probable worth of his acquisition, took the box
+and carried it off under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as
+he walked, but found it locked.
+
+It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. Entering his small
+sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a
+light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon
+his purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand.
+Breaking open the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray,
+he glanced eagerly beneath, and found--nothing.
+
+He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the
+underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand
+within, found that it really contained some substance. First he
+pulled out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under
+them were a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old
+pair of carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of
+Mrs. Manston--'Eunice' being written under it in ink--the other of
+Manston himself.
+
+He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task--not a
+single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him--and was it
+likely there would be?
+
+However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to
+Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he
+scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an
+envelope. Looking at his watch, he found it was then twenty minutes
+to seven; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to despatch
+them by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and
+ran with it at once to the post-office at Charing Cross.
+
+On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more
+leisurely. He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray
+under the pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting
+this he uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle, and a small scrap of
+crumpled paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's
+handwriting. He recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and
+bills from him at his father's house. The stanza was of a
+complimentary character, descriptive of the lady who was now
+Manston's wife.
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+To shake, pull, and ransack the box till he had almost destroyed it
+was now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing
+more.
+
+'Disappointed again,' he said, flinging down the box, the bit of
+paper, and the withered twig that had lain with it.
+
+Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he
+considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement
+in his late note to Graye--that he had sent everything the box
+contained except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he enclosed the verse
+and myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had
+overlooked them in his first search, and put it on the table for the
+next day's post.
+
+In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occupied him,
+Springrove, on entering his lodging and obtaining a light, had not
+waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently
+all that he had done had been visible from the street. But as on an
+average not one person a minute passed along the quiet pavement at
+this time of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much
+concern his mind.
+
+But the real state of the case was that a tall man had stood against
+the opposite wall and watched the whole of his proceeding. When
+Edward came out and went to the Charing Cross post-office, the man
+followed him and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger
+did not further trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his
+lodging again.
+
+Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his
+wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them,
+he guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom
+they had been sent.
+
+He paused a minute under the portico of the post-office, looking at
+the two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him.
+Then he rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to
+Old Boswell Court. Kicking aside the shoeblacks who began to
+importune him as he passed under the colonnade, he turned up the
+narrow passage to the publishing-office of the Post-Office
+Directory. He begged to be allowed to see the Directory of the
+south-west counties of England for a moment.
+
+The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and
+Manston retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the
+county, and then to the parish of Tolchurch. At the end of the
+historical and topographical description of the village he read:--
+
+'Postmistress--Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6.3O A.M. by foot-
+post from Anglebury.'
+
+Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the
+office, thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the
+Strand, where he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed
+impossible with him. Some absorbing intention kept his body
+continually on the move. He paid his bill, took his bag in his
+hand, and went out to idle about the streets and over the river till
+the time should have arrived at which the night-mail left the
+Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward.
+
+There exists, as it were, an outer chamber to the mind, in which,
+when a man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of
+his life, casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander
+softly for an interval, before being banished altogether. Thus,
+amid his concentration did Manston receive perceptions of the
+individuals about him in the lively thoroughfare of the Strand; tall
+men looking insignificant; little men looking great and profound;
+lost women of miserable repute looking as happy as the days are
+long; wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn and miserable.
+Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they followed a
+solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, and all
+were equally unconscious of the significant whole they collectively
+showed forth.
+
+At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river,
+and entered the railway-station, where he took his seat in the down
+mail-train, which bore him, and Edward Springrove's letter to Graye,
+far away from London.
+
+
+
+XVII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY
+
+1. MARCH THE THIRTEENTH. THREE TO SIX O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+They entered Anglebury Station in the dead, still time of early
+morning, the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty-five
+minutes to three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the
+mail-bags brought out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many
+shabby blotches of wax from innumerable seals that had been set upon
+their mouths. The guard took them into a fly, and was driven down
+the road to the post-office.
+
+It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little
+rain was falling. Manston drank a mouthful from his flask and
+walked at once away from the station, pursuing his way through the
+gloom till he stood on the side of the town adjoining, at a distance
+from the last house in the street of about two hundred yards.
+
+The station road was also the turnpike-road into the country, the
+first part of its course being across a heath. Having surveyed the
+highway up and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston
+methodically set himself to walk backwards and forwards a stone's
+throw in each direction. Although the spring was temperate, the
+time of day, and the condition of suspense in which the steward
+found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to pervade his frame
+in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain increased, and
+drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the hard road
+beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint halo
+of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town.
+
+Here he walked and lingered for two hours, without seeing or hearing
+a living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five,
+and soon afterwards, quick hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of
+the street leading towards him. They were those of the postman for
+the Tolchurch beat. He reached the bottom of the street, gave his
+bags a final hitch-up, stepped off the pavement, and struck out for
+the country with a brisk shuffle.
+
+Manston then turned his back upon the town, and walked slowly on.
+In two minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the
+postman overtook him.
+
+The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of above five-and-
+forty, laden on both sides with leather bags large and small, and
+carrying a little lantern strapped to his breast, which cast a tiny
+patch of light upon the road ahead.
+
+'A tryen mornen for travellers!' the postman cried, in a cheerful
+voice, without turning his head or slackening his trot.
+
+'It is, indeed,' said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. 'You
+have a long walk every day.'
+
+'Yes--a long walk--for though the distance is only sixteen miles on
+the straight--that is, eight to the furthest place and eight back,
+what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, it makes two-
+and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-twenty miles a day, how many a
+year? I used to reckon it, but I never do now. I don't care to
+think o' my wear and tear, now it do begin to tell upon me.'
+
+Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman proceeded to
+narrate the different strange events that marked his experience.
+Manston grew very friendly.
+
+'Postman, I don't know what your custom is,' he said, after a while;
+'but between you and me, I always carry a drop of something warm in
+my pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it.' He
+handed the bottle of brandy.
+
+'If you'll excuse me, please. I haven't took no stimmilents these
+five years.'
+
+''Tis never too late to mend.'
+
+'Against the regulations, I be afraid.'
+
+'Who'll know it?'
+
+'That's true--nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best
+policy.'
+
+'Ah--it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on
+without it yet. You'll surely drink with me?'
+
+'Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing--however, to
+oblige a friend, I don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop.'
+The postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree.
+Five minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled
+out again.
+
+'Well done!' said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; 'but
+guide my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do!'
+
+'Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up,'
+said Manston. 'Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor,
+and of being good--even religious--at the same time.'
+
+'Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-an-out fellers; but I could
+never get into the knack o' it; not I.'
+
+'Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher
+class of mind to be religious--they have so much common-sense that
+they can risk playing with fire.'
+
+'That hits me exactly.'
+
+'In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but "Me;" and
+devoutly loved his neighbour's wife, says now that believing is a
+mistake.'
+
+'Well, to be sure! However, believing in God is a mistake made by
+very few people, after all.'
+
+'A true remark.'
+
+'Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain
+like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin
+or grace.'
+
+'Nor in mine.'
+
+'Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Goddymity altogether
+afore long, although we've had him over us so many years.'
+
+'There's no knowing.'
+
+'And I suppose the Queen 'ill be done away wi' then. A pretty
+concern that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then
+your honest man who do pay his penny will never be known from your
+scamp who don't. O, 'tis a nation!'
+
+'Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle
+waiting.'
+
+'I'll oblige you, my friend.'
+
+The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as he went on,
+and at length favoured the steward with a song, Manston himself
+joining in the chorus.
+
+ 'He flung his mallet against the wall,
+ Said, "The Lord make churches and chapels to fall,
+ And there'll be work for tradesmen all!"
+ When Joan's ale was new,
+ My boys,
+ When Joan's ale was new.'
+
+'You understand, friend,' the postman added, 'I was originally a
+mason by trade: no offence to you if you be a parson?'
+
+'None at all,' said Manston.
+
+The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with
+alacrity, the produce of the several fields between which the lane
+wound its way being indicated by the peculiar character of the sound
+emitted by the falling drops. Sometimes a soaking hiss proclaimed
+that they were passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that
+the rain fell upon some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling
+plash announced the naked arable, the low sound of the wind in their
+ears rising and falling with each pace they took.
+
+Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were
+all locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the
+remaining inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet
+they came to, the postman searched for the packet of letters
+destined for that place, and thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole
+cut in the door of the receiver's cottage--the village post-offices
+being mostly kept by old women who had not yet risen, though lights
+moving in other cottage windows showed that such people as carters,
+woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring.
+
+The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still
+continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to
+search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the
+road cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man
+trotting through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to
+run a very great risk indeed.
+
+It frequently happened that the houses of farmers, clergymen, etc.,
+lay a short distance up or down a lane or path branching from the
+direct track of the postman's journey. To save time and distance,
+at the point of junction of some of these paths with the main road,
+the gate-post was hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the
+postman deposited his missives in the morning, looking in the box
+again in the evening to collect those placed there for the return
+post. Tolchurch Vicarage and Farmstead, lying back from the village
+street, were served on this principle. This fact the steward now
+learnt by conversing with the postman, and the discovery relieved
+Manston greatly, making his intentions much clearer to himself than
+they had been in the earlier stages of his journey.
+
+They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston insisted
+upon the flask being emptied before they proceeded further. This
+was done, and they approached the church, the vicarage, and the
+farmhouse in which Owen and Cytherea were living.
+
+The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his
+lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could
+not perform the task.
+
+'We be crippled disciples a b'lieve,' he said, with a sigh and a
+stagger.
+
+'Not drunk, but market-merry,' said Manston cheerfully.
+
+'Well done! If I baint so weak that I can't see the clouds--much
+less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the
+Queen's postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go
+through Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned--as safe as
+houses--and be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel! O, 'tis a
+world!'
+
+'Trust in the Lord--he'll pay.'
+
+'He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink? He
+pay a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?'
+
+'Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings--but how
+was I to know you were so sensitive?'
+
+'True--you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddle wi'
+these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!'
+
+Manston offered his services.
+
+'They are to be divided,' the man said.
+
+'How?' said Manston.
+
+'These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the
+vicarage or vicarage farm must be left in the box of the gate-post
+just here. There's none for the vicarage-house this mornen, but I
+saw when I started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new
+church. This is it, isn't it?'
+
+He held up a large envelope, directed in Edward Springrove's
+handwriting:--
+
+ 'MR. O. GRAYE,
+ CLERK OF WORKS,
+ TOLCHURCH,
+ NEAR ANGLEBURY.'
+
+The letter-box was scooped in an oak gate-post about a foot square.
+There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the
+opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous
+peasant-boys of doing damage had such been the case; but at the side
+was a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked
+across it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other
+white, and white or black outwards implied respectively that there
+were letters inside, or none.
+
+The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to
+insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the
+other, above, below, but never made a straight hit.
+
+'Let me unlock it,' said Manston, taking the key from the postman.
+He opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's
+letter.
+
+'No, no. O no--no,' the postman said. 'As one of--Majesty's
+servants--care--Majesty's mails--duty--put letters--own hands.' He
+slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity.
+
+'Now lock it,' he said, closing the door.
+
+The steward placed the bar across, with the black side outwards,
+signifying 'empty,' and turned the key.
+
+'You've put the wrong side outwards!' said the postman. ''Tisn't
+empty.'
+
+'And dropped the key in the mud, so that I can't alter it,' said the
+steward, letting something fall.
+
+'What an awkward thing!'
+
+'It is an awkward thing.'
+
+They both went searching in the mud, which their own trampling had
+reduced to the consistency of pap, the postman unstrapping his
+little lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the
+ground, the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on
+account of the heavy clouds that daylight seemed delayed
+indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were rendered individually
+visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost tangible as they
+passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and knees of the
+two stooping figures dripping with wet; the postman's cape and
+private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as if they had
+been varnished.
+
+'It fell on the grass,' said the postman.
+
+'No; it fell in the mud,' said Manston. They searched again.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light,' said the steward at
+length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank.
+
+'I'm afraid we shan't,' said the other, standing up.
+
+'I'll tell you what we had better do,' said Manston. 'I shall be
+back this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll
+look again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll
+hide the key here for you.' He pointed to a spot behind the post.
+'It will be too late to turn the index then, as the people will have
+been here, so that the box had better stay as it is. The letter
+will only be delayed a day, and that will not be noticed; if it is,
+you can say you placed the iron the wrong way without knowing it,
+and all will be well.'
+
+This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under
+the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the
+village and come to a crossroad, when the steward, telling his
+companion that their paths now diverged, turned off to the left
+towards Carriford.
+
+No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than Manston
+stalked back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence,
+and thus avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from
+his pocket, where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted
+Owen's letter. This done, he turned towards home, by the help of
+what he carried in his valise adjusting himself to his ordinary
+appearance as he neared the quarter in which he was known.
+
+An hour and half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in
+Knapwater Park.
+
+2. EIGHT O'CLOCK A.M.
+
+Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen
+letter, and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be
+loosened. He took out Edward's note, the accounts, the rosebud, and
+the photographs, regarding them with the keenest interest and
+anxiety.
+
+The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photograph, he
+restored to their places again. The other photograph he took
+between his finger and thumb, and held it towards the bars of the
+grate. There he held it for half-a-minute or more, meditating.
+
+'It is a great risk to run, even for such an end,' he muttered.
+
+Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the
+office for the front parlour. Taking up an album of portraits,
+which lay on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of
+the lady who had so lately displaced Cytherea, which were
+interspersed among the rest of the collection, and carefully
+regarded them. They were taken in different attitudes and styles,
+and he compared each singly with that he held in his hand. One of
+them, the one most resembling that abstracted from the letter in
+general tone, size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and
+returned with it to his office.
+
+Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat
+upon it, and sitting down tried to read.
+
+At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual
+attempts, he found that each photograph would peel from the card on
+which it was mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the
+original likeness and the recent card, stuck upon the original card
+the recent likeness from the album, dried it before the fire, and
+placed it in the envelope with the other scraps.
+
+The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were
+now two photographs, both having the same photographer's name on the
+back and consecutive numbers attached. At the bottom of the one
+which showed his own likeness, his own name was written down; on the
+other his wife's name was written; whilst the central feature, and
+whole matter to which this latter card and writing referred, the
+likeness of a lady mounted upon it, had been changed.
+
+Mrs. Manston entered the room, and begged him to come to breakfast.
+He followed her and they sat down. During the meal he told her what
+he had done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her
+the result.
+
+'It is indeed a great risk to run,' she said, sipping her tea.
+
+'But it would be a greater not to do it.'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in
+his pocket and went out. Shortly afterwards he was seen, on
+horseback, riding in a direction towards Tolchurch. Keeping to the
+fields, as well as he could, for the greater part of the way, he
+dropped into the road by the vicarage letter-box, and looking
+carefully about, to ascertain that no person was near, he restored
+the letter to its nook, placed the key in its hiding-place, as he
+had promised the postman, and again rode homewards by a roundabout
+way,
+
+3. AFTERNOON
+
+The letter was brought to Owen Graye, the same afternoon, by one of
+the vicar's servants who had been to the box with a duplicate key,
+as usual, to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that
+the index had told falsely that morning for the first time within
+his recollection; but no particular attention was paid to the
+mistake, as it was considered. The contents of the envelope were
+scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as useless.
+
+The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence
+of which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting
+again raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had
+opened the envelope and pulled out the twig and verse.
+
+'Nothing that's of the slightest use, after all,' he said to her;
+'we are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that
+would convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you,
+suspecting, if not knowing, her to be alive all the time.'
+
+'What has Edward sent?' said Cytherea.
+
+'An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy,' he said
+bitterly, 'this is the strain he addressed her in when they were
+courting--as he did you, I suppose.'
+
+He handed her the verse and she read--
+
+ 'EUNICE.
+
+ 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days
+ Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays,
+ Then turn away, can none recall
+ Beyond a galaxy of all
+ In hazy portraiture;
+ Lit by the light of azure eyes
+ Like summer days by summer skies:
+ Her sweet transitions seem to be
+ A kind of pictured melody,
+ And not a set contour.
+ 'AE. M.'
+
+A strange expression had overspread Cytherea's countenance. It
+rapidly increased to the most death-like anguish. She flung down
+the paper, seized Owen's hand tremblingly, and covered her face.
+
+'Cytherea! What is it, for Heaven's sake?'
+
+'Owen--suppose--O, you don't know what I think.'
+
+'What?'
+
+'"THE LIGHT OF AZURE EYES,"' she repeated with ashy lips.
+
+'Well, "the light of azure eyes"?' he said, astounded at her manner.
+
+'Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are BLACK!'
+
+'H'm. Mrs. Morris must have made a mistake--nothing likelier.'
+
+'She didn't.'
+
+'They might be either in this photograph,' said Owen, looking at the
+card bearing Mrs. Manston's name.
+
+'Blue eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that,' said
+Cytherea. 'No, they seem black here, certainly.'
+
+'Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses.'
+
+'But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but not
+that he forgets the colour of his mistress's eyes. Besides she
+would have seen the mistake when she read them, and have had it
+corrected.'
+
+'That's true, she would,' mused Owen. 'Then, Cytherea, it comes to
+this--you must have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is
+no other alternative.'
+
+'I suppose I must.'
+
+Her looks belied her words.
+
+'What makes you so strange--ill?' said Owen again.
+
+'I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong.'
+
+'But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman
+had blue eyes two years ago, she MUST have blue eyes now, whatever
+Mrs. Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that
+Manston could change the colour of a woman's eyes to hear you.'
+
+'Yes,' she said, and paused.
+
+'You say yes, as if he could,' said Owen impatiently.
+
+'By changing the woman herself,' she exclaimed. 'Owen, don't you
+see the horrid--what I dread?--that the woman he lives with is not
+Mrs. Manston--that she was burnt after all--and that I am HIS WIFE!'
+
+She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new
+trouble, but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so
+overwhelming that she crept to him and leant against his breast.
+
+Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her
+upstairs and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and
+stared out of it up the lane, vainly endeavouring to come to some
+conclusion upon the fantastic enigma that confronted him.
+Cytherea's new view seemed incredible, yet it had such a hold upon
+her that it would be necessary to clear it away by positive proof
+before contemplation of her fear should have preyed too deeply upon
+her.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'this will not do. You must stay here alone
+all the afternoon whilst I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I
+return.'
+
+'No, no, don't go!' she implored.
+
+'Soon, then, not directly.' He saw her subtle reasoning--that it
+was folly to be wise.
+
+Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering
+in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything
+was better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to
+wait till Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing
+Mrs. Manston without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward
+Springrove, requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former
+lodgings.
+
+
+
+XVIII. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS
+
+1. MARCH THE EIGHTEENTH
+
+Sunday morning had come, and Owen was trudging over the six miles of
+hill and dale that lay between Tolchurch and Carriford.
+
+Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after expressing his
+amazement at the strange contradiction between the verses and Mrs.
+Morris's letter, had been to the effect that he had again visited
+the neighbour of the dead Mr. Brown, and had received as near a
+description of Mrs. Manston as it was possible to get at second-
+hand, and by hearsay. She was a tall woman, wide at the shoulders,
+and full-chested, and she had a straight and rather large nose. The
+colour of her eyes the informant did not know, for she had only seen
+the lady in the street as she went in or out. This confusing remark
+was added. The woman had almost recognized Mrs. Manston when she
+had called with her husband lately, but she had kept her veil down.
+Her residence, before she came to Hoxton, was quite unknown to this
+next-door neighbour, and Edward could get no manner of clue to it
+from any other source.
+
+Owen reached the church-door a few minutes before the bells began
+chiming. Nobody was yet in the church, and he walked round the
+aisles. From Cytherea's frequent description of how and where
+herself and others used to sit, he knew where to look for Manston's
+seat; and after two or three errors of examination he took up a
+prayer-book in which was written 'Eunice Manston.' The book was
+nearly new, and the date of the writing about a month earlier. One
+point was at any rate established: that the woman living with
+Manston was presented to the world as no other than his lawful wife.
+
+The quiet villagers of Carriford required no pew-opener in their
+place of worship: natives and in-dwellers had their own seats, and
+strangers sat where they could. Graye took a seat in the nave, on
+the north side, close behind a pillar dividing it from the north
+aisle, which was completely allotted to Miss Aldclyffe, her farmers,
+and her retainers, Manston's pew being in the midst of them. Owen's
+position on the other side of the passage was a little in advance of
+Manston's seat, and so situated that by leaning forward he could
+look directly into the face of any person sitting there, though, if
+he sat upright, he was wholly hidden from such a one by the
+intervening pillar.
+
+Aiming to keep his presence unknown to Manston if possible, Owen
+sat, without once turning his head, during the entrance of the
+congregation. A rustling of silk round by the north passage and
+into Manston's seat, told him that some woman had entered there, and
+as it seemed from the accompaniment of heavier footsteps, Manston
+was with her.
+
+Immediately upon rising up, he looked intently in that direction,
+and saw a lady standing at the end of the seat nearest himself.
+Portions of Manston's figure appeared on the other side of her. In
+two glances Graye read thus many of her characteristics, and in the
+following order:--
+
+She was a tall woman.
+
+She was broad at the shoulders.
+
+She was full-bosomed.
+
+She was easily recognizable from the photograph but nothing could be
+discerned of the colour of her eyes.
+
+With a preoccupied mind he withdrew into his nook, and heard the
+service continued--only conscious of the fact that in opposition to
+the suspicion which one odd circumstance had bred in his sister
+concerning this woman, all ostensible and ordinary proofs and
+probabilities tended to the opposite conclusion. There sat the
+genuine original of the portrait--could he wish for more? Cytherea
+wished for more. Eunice Manston's eyes were blue, and it was
+necessary that this woman's eyes should be blue also.
+
+Unskilled labour wastes in beating against the bars ten times the
+energy exerted by the practised hand in the effective direction.
+Owen felt this to be the case in his own and Edward's attempts to
+follow up the clue afforded them. Think as he might, he could not
+think of a crucial test in the matter absorbing him, which should
+possess the indispensable attribute--a capability of being applied
+privately; that in the event of its proving the lady to be the
+rightful owner of the name she used, he might recede without obloquy
+from an untenable position.
+
+But to see Mrs. Manston's eyes from where he sat was impossible, and
+he could do nothing in the shape of a direct examination at present.
+Miss Aldclyffe had possibly recognized him, but Manston had not, and
+feeling that it was indispensable to keep the purport of his visit a
+secret from the steward, he thought it would be as well, too, to
+keep his presence in the village a secret from him; at any rate,
+till the day was over.
+
+At the first opening of the doors, Graye left the church and
+wandered away into the fields to ponder on another scheme. He could
+not call on Farmer Springrove, as he had intended, until this matter
+was set at rest. Two hours intervened between the morning and
+afternoon services.
+
+This time had nearly expired before Owen had struck out any method
+of proceeding, or could decide to run the risk of calling at the Old
+House and asking to see Mrs. Manston point-blank. But he had drawn
+near the place, and was standing still in the public path, from
+which a partial view of the front of the building could be obtained,
+when the bells began chiming for afternoon service. Whilst Graye
+paused, two persons came from the front door of the half-hidden
+dwelling whom he presently saw to be Manston and his wife. Manston
+was wearing his old garden-hat, and carried one of the monthly
+magazines under his arm. Immediately they had passed the gateway he
+branched off and went over the hill in a direction away from the
+church, evidently intending to ramble along, and read as the humour
+moved him. The lady meanwhile turned in the other direction, and
+went into the church path.
+
+Owen resolved to make something of this opportunity. He hurried
+along towards the church, doubled round a sharp angle, and came back
+upon the other path, by which Mrs. Manston must arrive.
+
+In about three minutes she appeared in sight without a veil. He
+discovered, as she drew nearer, a difficulty which had not struck
+him at first--that it is not an easy matter to particularize the
+colour of a stranger's eyes in a merely casual encounter on a path
+out of doors. That Mrs. Manston must be brought close to him, and
+not only so, but to look closely at him, if his purpose were to be
+accomplished.
+
+He shaped a plan. It might by chance be effectual; if otherwise, it
+would not reveal his intention to her. When Mrs. Manston was within
+speaking distance, he went up to her and said--
+
+'Will you kindly tell me which turning will take me to
+Casterbridge?'
+
+'The second on the right,' said Mrs. Manston.
+
+Owen put on a blank look: he held his hand to his ear--conveying to
+the lady the idea that he was deaf.
+
+She came closer and said more distinctly--
+
+'The second turning on the right.'
+
+Owen flushed a little. He fancied he had beheld the revelation he
+was in search of. But had his eyes deceived him?
+
+Once more he used the ruse, still drawing nearer and intimating by a
+glance that the trouble he gave her was very distressing to him.
+
+'How very deaf!' she murmured. She exclaimed loudly--
+
+'THE SECOND TURNING TO THE RIGHT.'
+
+She had advanced her face to within a foot of his own, and in
+speaking mouthed very emphatically, fixing her eyes intently upon
+his. And now his first suspicion was indubitably confirmed. Her
+eyes were as black as midnight.
+
+All this feigning was most distasteful to Graye. The riddle having
+been solved, he unconsciously assumed his natural look before she
+had withdrawn her face. She found him to be peering at her as if he
+would read her very soul--expressing with his eyes the notification
+of which, apart from emotion, the eyes are more capable than any
+other---inquiry.
+
+Her face changed its expression--then its colour. The natural tint
+of the lighter portions sank to an ashy gray; the pink of her cheeks
+grew purpler. It was the precise result which would remain after
+blood had left the face of one whose skin was dark, and artificially
+coated with pearl-powder and carmine.
+
+She turned her head and moved away, murmuring a hasty reply to
+Owen's farewell remark of 'Good-day,' and with a kind of nervous
+twitch lifting her hand and smoothing her hair, which was of a
+light-brown colour.
+
+'She wears false hair,' he thought, 'or has changed its colour
+artificially. Her true hair matched her eyes.'
+
+And now, in spite of what Mr. Brown's neighbours had said about
+nearly recognizing Mrs. Manston on her recent visit--which might
+have meant anything or nothing; in spite of the photograph, and in
+spite of his previous incredulity; in consequence of the verse, of
+her silence and backwardness at the visit to Hoxton with Manston,
+and of her appearance and distress at the present moment, Graye had
+a conviction that the woman was an impostor.
+
+What could be Manston's reason for such an astounding trick he could
+by no stretch of imagination divine.
+
+He changed his direction as soon as the woman was out of sight, and
+plodded along the lanes homeward to Tolchurch.
+
+One new idea was suggested to him by his desire to allay Cytherea's
+dread of being claimed, and by the difficulty of believing that the
+first Mrs. Manston lost her life as supposed, notwithstanding the
+inquest and verdict. Was it possible that the real Mrs. Manston,
+who was known to be a Philadelphian by birth, had returned by the
+train to London, as the porter had said, and then left the country
+under an assumed name, to escape that worst kind of widowhood--the
+misery of being wedded to a fickle, faithless, and truant husband?
+
+
+
+In her complicated distress at the news brought by her brother,
+Cytherea's thoughts at length reverted to her friend, the Rector of
+Carriford. She told Owen of Mr. Raunham's warm-hearted behaviour
+towards herself, and of his strongly expressed wish to aid her.
+
+'He is not only a good, but a sensible man. We seem to want an old
+head on our side.'
+
+'And he is a magistrate,' said Owen in a tone of concurrence. He
+thought, too, that no harm could come of confiding in the rector,
+but there was a difficulty in bringing about the confidence. He
+wished that his sister and himself might both be present at an
+interview with Mr. Raunham, yet it would be unwise for them to call
+on him together, in the sight of all the servants and parish of
+Carriford.
+
+There could be no objection to their writing him a letter.
+
+No sooner was the thought born than it was carried out. They wrote
+to him at once, asking him to have the goodness to give them some
+advice they sadly needed, and begging that he would accept their
+assurance that there was a real justification for the additional
+request they made--that instead of their calling upon him, he would
+any evening of the week come to their cottage at Tolchurch.
+
+2. MARCH THE TWENTIETH. SIX TO NINE O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Two evenings later, to the total disarrangement of his dinner-hour,
+Mr. Raunham appeared at Owen's door. His arrival was hailed with
+genuine gratitude. The horse was tied to the palings, and the
+rector ushered indoors and put into the easy-chair.
+
+Then Graye told him the whole story, reminding him that their first
+suspicions had been of a totally different nature, and that in
+endeavouring to obtain proof of their truth they had stumbled upon
+marks which had surprised them into these new uncertainties, thrice
+as marvellous as the first, yet more prominent.
+
+Cytherea's heart was so full of anxiety that it superinduced a
+manner of confidence which was a death-blow to all formality. Mr.
+Raunham took her hand pityingly.
+
+'It is a serious charge,' he said, as a sort of original twig on
+which his thoughts might precipitate themselves.
+
+'Assuming for a moment that such a substitution was rendered an easy
+matter by fortuitous events,' he continued, 'there is this
+consideration to be placed beside it--what earthly motive can Mr.
+Manston have had which would be sufficiently powerful to lead him to
+run such a very great risk? The most abandoned roue could not, at
+that particular crisis, have taken such a reckless step for the mere
+pleasure of a new companion.'
+
+Owen had seen that difficulty about the motive; Cytherea had not.
+
+'Unfortunately for us,' the rector resumed, 'no more evidence is to
+be obtained from the porter, Chinney. I suppose you know what
+became of him? He got to Liverpool and embarked, intending to work
+his way to America, but on the passage he fell overboard and was
+drowned. But there is no doubt of the truth of his confession--in
+fact, his conduct tends to prove it true--and no moral doubt of the
+fact that the real Mrs. Manston left here to go back by that
+morning's train. This being the case, then, why, if this woman is
+not she, did she take no notice of the advertisement--I mean not
+necessarily a friendly notice, but from the information it afforded
+her have rendered it impossible that she should be personified
+without her own connivance?'
+
+'I think that argument is overthrown,' Graye said, 'by my earliest
+assumption of her hatred of him, weariness of the chain which bound
+her to him, and a resolve to begin the world anew. Let's suppose
+she has married another man--somewhere abroad, say; she would be
+silent for her own sake.'
+
+'You've hit the only genuine possibility,' said Mr. Raunham, tapping
+his finger upon his knee. 'That would decidedly dispose of the
+second difficulty. But his motive would be as mysterious as ever.'
+
+Cytherea's pictured dreads would not allow her mind to follow their
+conversation. 'She's burnt,' she said. 'O yes; I fear--I fear she
+is!'
+
+'I don't think we can seriously believe that now, after what has
+happened,' said the rector.
+
+Still straining her thought towards the worst, 'Then, perhaps, the
+first Mrs. Manston was not his wife,' she returned; 'and then I
+should be his wife just the same, shouldn't I?'
+
+'They were married safely enough,' said Owen. 'There is abundance
+of circumstantial evidence to prove that.'
+
+'Upon the whole,' said Mr. Raunham, 'I should advise your asking in
+a straightforward way for legal proof from the steward that the
+present woman is really his original wife--a thing which, to my
+mind, you should have done at the outset.' He turned to Cytherea
+kindly, and asked her what made her give up her husband so
+unceremoniously.
+
+She could not tell the rector of her aversion to Manston, and of her
+unquenched love for Edward.
+
+'Your terrified state no doubt,' he said, answering for her, in the
+manner of those accustomed to the pulpit. 'But into such a solemn
+compact as marriage, all-important considerations, both legally and
+morally, enter; it was your duty to have seen everything clearly
+proved. Doubtless Mr. Manston is prepared with proofs, but as it
+concerns nobody but yourself that her identity should be publicly
+established (and by your absenteeism you act as if you were
+satisfied) he has not troubled to exhibit them. Nobody else has
+taken the trouble to prove what does not affect them in the least--
+that's the way of the world always. You, who should have required
+all things to be made clear, ran away.'
+
+'That was partly my doing,' said Owen.
+
+The same explanation--her want of love for Manston--applied here
+too, but she shunned the revelation.
+
+'But never mind,' added the rector, 'it was all the greater credit
+to your womanhood, perhaps. I say, then, get your brother to write
+a line to Mr. Manston, saying you wish to be satisfied that all is
+legally clear (in case you should want to marry again, for
+instance), and I have no doubt that you will be. Or, if you would
+rather, I'll write myself?'
+
+'O no, sir, no,' pleaded Cytherea, beginning to blanch, and
+breathing quickly. 'Please don't say anything. Let me live here
+with Owen. I am so afraid it will turn out that I shall have to go
+to Knapwater and be his wife, and I don't want to go. Do conceal
+what we have told you. Let him continue his deception--it is much
+the best for me.'
+
+Mr. Raunham at length divined that her love for Manston, if it had
+ever existed, had transmuted itself into a very different feeling
+now.
+
+'At any rate,' he said, as he took his leave and mounted his mare,
+'I will see about it. Rest content, Miss Graye, and depend upon it
+that I will not lead you into difficulty.'
+
+'Conceal it,' she still pleaded.
+
+'We'll see--but of course I must do my duty.'
+
+'No--don't do your duty!' She looked up at him through the gloom,
+illuminating her own face and eyes with the candle she held.
+
+'I will consider, then,' said Mr. Raunham, sensibly moved. He
+turned his horse's head, bade them a warm adieu, and left the door.
+
+The rector of Carriford trotted homewards under the cold and clear
+March sky, its countless stars fluttering like bright birds. He was
+unconscious of the scene. Recovering from the effect of Cytherea's
+voice and glance of entreaty, he laid the subject of the interview
+clearly before himself.
+
+The suspicions of Cytherea and Owen were honest, and had foundation-
+-that he must own. Was he--a clergyman, magistrate, and
+conscientious man--justified in yielding to Cytherea's importunities
+to keep silence, because she dreaded the possibility of a return to
+Manston? Was she wise in her request? Holding her present belief,
+and with no definite evidence either way, she could, for one thing,
+never conscientiously marry any one else. Suppose that Cytherea
+were Manston's wife--i.e., that the first wife was really burnt?
+The adultery of Manston would be proved, and, Mr. Raunham thought,
+cruelty sufficient to bring the case within the meaning of the
+statute. Suppose the new woman was, as stated, Mr. Manston's
+restored wife? Cytherea was perfectly safe as a single woman whose
+marriage had been void. And if it turned out that, though this
+woman was not Manston's wife, his wife was still living, as Owen had
+suggested, in America or elsewhere, Cytherea was safe.
+
+The first supposition opened up the worst contingency. Was she
+really safe as Manston's wife? Doubtful. But, however that might
+be, the gentle, defenceless girl, whom it seemed nobody's business
+to help or defend, should be put in a track to proceed against this
+man. She had but one life, and the superciliousness with which all
+the world now regarded her should be compensated in some measure by
+the man whose carelessness--to set him in the best light--had caused
+it.
+
+Mr. Raunham felt more and more positively that his duty must be
+done. An inquiry must be made into the matter. Immediately on
+reaching home, he sat down and wrote a plain and friendly letter to
+Mr. Manston, and despatched it at once to him by hand. Then he
+flung himself back in his chair, and went on with his meditation.
+Was there anything in the suspicion? There could be nothing,
+surely. Nothing is done by a clever man without a motive, and what
+conceivable motive could Manston have for such abnormal conduct?
+Corinthian that he might be, who had preyed on virginity like St.
+George's dragon, he would never have been absurd enough to venture
+on such a course for the possession alone of the woman--there was no
+reason for it--she was inferior to Cytherea in every respect,
+physical and mental.
+
+On the other hand, it seemed rather odd, when he analyzed the
+action, that a woman who deliberately hid herself from her husband
+for more than a twelvemonth should be brought back by a mere
+advertisement. In fact, the whole business had worked almost too
+smoothly and effectually for unpremeditated sequence. It was too
+much like the indiscriminate righting of everything at the end of an
+old play. And there was that curious business of the keys and
+watch. Her way of accounting for their being left behind by
+forgetfulness had always seemed to him rather forced. The only
+unforced explanation was that suggested by the newspaper writers--
+that she left them behind on purpose to blind people as to her
+escape, a motive which would have clashed with the possibility of
+her being fished back by an advertisement, as the present woman had
+been. Again, there were the two charred bones. He shuffled the
+books and papers in his study, and walked about the room, restlessly
+musing on the same subject. The parlour-maid entered.
+
+'Can young Mr. Springrove from London see you to-night, sir?'
+
+'Young Mr. Springrove?' said the rector, surprised.
+
+'Yes, sir.'
+
+'Yes, of course he can see me. Tell him to come in.'
+
+Edward came so impatiently into the room, as to show that the few
+short moments his announcement had occupied had been irksome to him.
+He stood in the doorway with the same black bag in his hand, and the
+same old gray cloak on his shoulders, that he had worn fifteen
+months earlier when returning on the night of the fire. This
+appearance of his conveyed a true impression; he had become a
+stagnant man. But he was excited now.
+
+'I have this moment come from London,' he said, as the door was
+closed behind him.
+
+The prophetic insight, which so strangely accompanies critical
+experiences, prompted Mr. Raunham's reply.
+
+'About the Grayes and Manston?'
+
+'Yes. That woman is not Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'Prove it.'
+
+'I can prove that she is somebody else--that her name is Anne
+Seaway.'
+
+'And are their suspicions true indeed!'
+
+'And I can do what's more to the purpose at present.'
+
+'Suggest Manston's motive?'
+
+'Only suggest it, remember. But my assumption fits so perfectly
+with the facts that have been secretly unearthed and conveyed to me,
+that I can hardly conceive of another.'
+
+There was in Edward's bearing that entire unconsciousness of himself
+which, natural to wild animals, only prevails in a sensitive man at
+moments of extreme intentness. The rector saw that he had no
+trivial story to communicate, whatever the story was.
+
+'Sit down,' said Mr. Raunham. 'My mind has been on the stretch all
+the evening to form the slightest guess at such an object, and all
+to no purpose--entirely to no purpose. Have you said anything to
+Owen Graye?'
+
+'Nothing--nor to anybody. I could not trust to the effect a letter
+might have upon yourself, either; the intricacy of the case brings
+me to this interview.'
+
+Whilst Springrove had been speaking the two had sat down together.
+The conversation, hitherto distinct to every corner of the room, was
+carried on now in tones so low as to be scarcely audible to the
+interlocutors, and in phrases which hesitated to complete
+themselves. Three-quarters of an hour passed. Then Edward arose,
+came out of the rector's study and again flung his cloak around him.
+Instead of going thence homeward, he went first to the Carriford
+Road Station with a telegram, having despatched which he proceeded
+to his father's house for the first time since his arrival in the
+village.
+
+3. FROM NINE TO TEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+The next presentation is the interior of the Old House on the
+evening of the preceding section. The steward was sitting by his
+parlour fire, and had been reading the letter arrived from the
+rectory. Opposite to him sat the woman known to the village and
+neighbourhood as Mrs. Manston.
+
+'Things are looking desperate with us,' he said gloomily. His gloom
+was not that of the hypochondriac, but the legitimate gloom which
+has its origin in a syllogism. As he uttered the words he handed
+the letter to her.
+
+'I almost expected some such news as this,' she replied, in a tone
+of much greater indifference. 'I knew suspicion lurked in the eyes
+of that young man who stared at me so in the church path: I could
+have sworn it.'
+
+Manston did not answer for some time. His face was worn and
+haggard; latterly his head had not been carried so uprightly as of
+old. 'If they prove you to be--who you are. . . . Yes, if they
+do,' he murmured.
+
+'They must not find that out,' she said, in a positive voice, and
+looking at him. 'But supposing they do, the trick does not seem to
+me to be so serious as to justify that wretched, miserable, horrible
+look of yours. It makes my flesh creep; it is perfectly deathlike.'
+
+He did not reply, and she continued, 'If they say and prove that
+Eunice is indeed living--and dear, you know she is--she is sure to
+come back.'
+
+This remark seemed to awaken and irritate him to speech. Again, as
+he had done a hundred times during their residence together, he
+categorized the events connected with the fire at the Three
+Tranters. He dwelt on every incident of that night's history, and
+endeavoured, with an anxiety which was extraordinary in the apparent
+circumstances, to prove that his wife must, by the very nature of
+things, have perished in the flames. She arose from her seat,
+crossed the hearthrug, and set herself to soothe him; then she
+whispered that she was still as unbelieving as ever. 'Come,
+supposing she escaped--just supposing she escaped--where is she?'
+coaxed the lady.
+
+'Why are you so curious continually?' said Manston.
+
+'Because I am a woman and want to know. Now where is she?'
+
+'In the Flying Isle of San Borandan.'
+
+'Witty cruelty is the cruellest of any. Ah, well--if she is in
+England, she will come back.'
+
+'She is not in England.'
+
+'But she will come back?'
+
+'No, she won't. . . . Come, madam,' he said, arousing himself, 'I
+shall not answer any more questions.'
+
+'Ah--ah--ah--she is not dead,' the woman murmured again poutingly.
+
+'She is, I tell you.'
+
+'I don't think so, love.'
+
+'She was burnt, I tell you!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Now to please me, admit the bare possibility of her being alive--
+just the possibility.'
+
+'O yes--to please you I will admit that,' he said quickly. 'Yes, I
+admit the possibility of her being alive, to please you.'
+
+She looked at him in utter perplexity. The words could only have
+been said in jest, and yet they seemed to savour of a tone the
+furthest remove from jesting. There was his face plain to her eyes,
+but no information of any kind was to be read there.
+
+'It is only natural that I should be curious,' she murmured
+pettishly, 'if I resemble her as much as you say I do.'
+
+'You are handsomer,' he said, 'though you are about her own height
+and size. But don't worry yourself. You must know that you are
+body and soul united with me, though you are but my housekeeper.'
+
+She bridled a little at the remark. 'Wife,' she said, 'most
+certainly wife, since you cannot dismiss me without losing your
+character and position, and incurring heavy penalties.'
+
+'I own it--it was well said, though mistakenly--very mistakenly.'
+
+'Don't riddle to me about mistakenly and such dark things. Now what
+was your motive, dearest, in running the risk of having me here?'
+
+'Your beauty,' he said.
+
+'She thanks you much for the compliment, but will not take it.
+Come, what was your motive?'
+
+'Your wit.'
+
+'No, no; not my wit. Wit would have made a wife of me by this time
+instead of what I am.'
+
+'Your virtue.'
+
+'Or virtue either.'
+
+'I tell you it was your beauty--really.'
+
+'But I cannot help seeing and hearing, and if what people say is
+true, I am not nearly so good-looking as Cytherea, and several years
+older.'
+
+The aspect of Manston's face at these words from her was so
+confirmatory of her hint, that his forced reply of 'O no,' tended to
+develop her chagrin.
+
+'Mere liking or love for me,' she resumed, 'would not have sprung up
+all of a sudden, as your pretended passion did. You had been to
+London several times between the time of the fire and your marriage
+with Cytherea--you had never visited me or thought of my existence
+or cared that I was out of a situation and poor. But the week after
+you married her and were separated from her, off you rush to make
+love to me--not first to me either, for you went to several places--
+'
+
+'No, not several places.'
+
+'Yes, you told me so yourself--that you went first to the only
+lodging in which your wife had been known as Mrs. Manston, and when
+you found that the lodging-house-keeper had gone away and died, and
+that nobody else in the street had any definite ideas as to your
+wife's personal appearance, and came and proposed the arrangement we
+carried out--that I should personate her. Your taking all this
+trouble shows that something more serious than love had to do with
+the matter.'
+
+'Humbug--what trouble after all did I take? When I found Cytherea
+would not stay with me after the wedding I was much put out at being
+left alone again. Was that unnatural?'
+
+'No.'
+
+'And those favouring accidents you mention--that nobody knew my
+first wife--seemed an arrangement of Providence for our mutual
+benefit, and merely perfected a half-formed impulse--that I should
+call you my first wife to escape the scandal that would have arisen
+if you had come here as anything else.'
+
+'My love, that story won't do. If Mrs. Manston was burnt, Cytherea,
+whom you love better than me, could have been compelled to live with
+you as your lawful wife. If she was not burnt, why should you run
+the risk of her turning up again at any moment and exposing your
+substitution of me, and ruining your name and prospects?'
+
+'Why--because I might have loved you well enough to run the risk
+(assuming her not to be burnt, which I deny).'
+
+'No--you would have run the risk the other way. You would rather
+have risked her finding you with Cytherea as a second wife, than
+with me as a personator of herself--the first one.'
+
+'You came easiest to hand--remember that.'
+
+'Not so very easy either, considering the labour you took to teach
+me your first wife's history. All about how she was a native of
+Philadelphia. Then making me read up the guide-book to
+Philadelphia, and details of American life and manners, in case the
+birthplace and history of your wife, Eunice, should ever become
+known in this neighbourhood--unlikely as it was. Ah! and then about
+the handwriting of hers that I had to imitate, and the dying my
+hair, and rouging, to make the transformation complete? You mean to
+say that that was taking less trouble than there would have been in
+arranging events to make Cytherea believe herself your wife, and
+live with you?'
+
+'You were a needy adventuress, who would dare anything for a new
+pleasure and an easy life--and I was fool enough to give in to you--
+'
+
+'Good heavens above!--did I ask you to insert those advertisements
+for your old wife, and to make me answer it as if I was she? Did I
+ask you to send me the letter for me to copy and send back to you
+when the third advertisement appeared--purporting to come from the
+long-lost wife, and giving a detailed history of her escape and
+subsequent life--all which you had invented yourself? You deluded
+me into loving you, and then enticed me here! Ah, and this is
+another thing. How did you know the real wife wouldn't answer it,
+and upset all your plans?'
+
+'Because I knew she was burnt.'
+
+'Why didn't you force Cytherea to come back, then? Now, my love, I
+have caught you, and you may just as well tell first as last, WHAT
+WAS YOUR MOTIVE IN HAVING ME HERE AS YOUR FIRST WIFE?'
+
+'Silence!' he exclaimed.
+
+She was silent for the space of two minutes, and then persisted in
+going on to mutter, 'And why was it that Miss Aldclyffe allowed her
+favourite young lady, Cythie, to be overthrown and supplanted
+without an expostulation or any show of sympathy? Do you know I
+often think you exercise a secret power over Miss Aldclyffe. And
+she always shuns me as if I shared the power. A poor, ill-used
+creature like me sharing power, indeed!'
+
+'She thinks you are Mrs. Manston.'
+
+'That wouldn't make her avoid me.'
+
+'Yes it would,' he exclaimed impatiently. 'I wish I was dead--
+dead!' He had jumped up from his seat in uttering the words, and
+now walked wearily to the end of the room. Coming back more
+decisively, he looked in her face.
+
+'We must leave this place if Raunham suspects what I think he does,'
+he said. 'The request of Cytherea and her brother may simply be for
+a satisfactory proof, to make her feel legally free--but it may mean
+more.'
+
+'What may it mean?'
+
+'How should I know?'
+
+'Well, well, never mind, old boy,' she said, approaching him to make
+up the quarrel. 'Don't be so alarmed--anybody would think that you
+were the woman and I the man. Suppose they do find out what I am--
+we can go away from here and keep house as usual. People will say
+of you, "His first wife was burnt to death" (or "ran away to the
+Colonies," as the case may be); "He married a second, and deserted
+her for Anne Seaway." A very everyday case--nothing so horrible,
+after all.'
+
+He made an impatient movement. 'Whichever way we do it, NOBODY MUST
+KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT MY WIFE EUNICE. And now I must think about
+arranging matters.'
+
+Manston then retired to his office, and shut himself up for the
+remainder of the evening.
+
+
+
+XIX. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-FIRST. MORNING
+
+Next morning the steward went out as usual. He shortly told his
+companion, Anne, that he had almost matured their scheme, and that
+they would enter upon the details of it when he came home at night.
+The fortunate fact that the rector's letter did not require an
+immediate answer would give him time to consider.
+
+Anne Seaway then began her duties in the house. Besides daily
+superintending the cook and housemaid one of these duties was, at
+rare intervals, to dust Manston's office with her own hands, a
+servant being supposed to disturb the books and papers
+unnecessarily. She softly wandered from table to shelf with the
+duster in her hand, afterwards standing in the middle of the room,
+and glancing around to discover if any noteworthy collection of dust
+had still escaped her.
+
+Her eye fell upon a faint layer which rested upon the ledge of an
+old-fashioned chestnut cabinet of French Renaissance workmanship,
+placed in a recess by the fireplace. At a height of about four feet
+from the floor the upper portion of the front receded, forming the
+ledge alluded to, on which opened at each end two small doors, the
+centre space between them being filled out by a panel of similar
+size, making the third of three squares. The dust on the ledge was
+nearly on a level with the woman's eye, and, though insignificant in
+quantity, showed itself distinctly on account of this obliquity of
+vision. Now opposite the central panel, concentric quarter-circles
+were traced in the deposited film, expressing to her that this
+panel, too, was a door like the others; that it had lately been
+opened, and had skimmed the dust with its lower edge.
+
+At last, then, her curiosity was slightly rewarded. For the right
+of the matter was that Anne had been incited to this exploration of
+Manston's office rather by a wish to know the reason of his long
+seclusion here, after the arrival of the rector's letter, and their
+subsequent discourse, than by any immediate desire for cleanliness.
+Still, there would have been nothing remarkable to Anne in this
+sight but for one recollection. Manston had once casually told her
+that each of the two side-lockers included half the middle space,
+the panel of which did not open, and was only put in for symmetry.
+It was possible that he had opened this compartment by candlelight
+the preceding night, or he would have seen the marks in the dust,
+and effaced them, that he might not be proved guilty of telling her
+an untruth. She balanced herself on one foot and stood pondering.
+She considered that it was very vexing and unfair in him to refuse
+her all knowledge of his remaining secrets, under the peculiar
+circumstances of her connection with him. She went close to the
+cabinet. As there was no keyhole, the door must be capable of being
+opened by the unassisted hand. The circles in the dust told her at
+which edge to apply her force. Here she pulled with the tips of her
+fingers, but the panel would not come forward. She fetched a chair
+and looked over the top of the cabinet, but no bolt, knob, or spring
+was to be seen.
+
+'O, never mind,' she said, with indifference; 'I'll ask him about
+it, and he will tell me.' Down she came and turned away. Then
+looking back again she thought it was absurd such a trifle should
+puzzle her. She retraced her steps, and opened a drawer beneath the
+ledge of the cabinet, pushing in her hand and feeling about on the
+underside of the board.
+
+Here she found a small round sinking, and pressed her finger into
+it. Nothing came of the pressure. She withdrew her hand and looked
+at the tip of her finger: it was marked with the impress of the
+circle, and, in addition, a line ran across it diametrically.
+
+'How stupid of me; it is the head of a screw.' Whatever mysterious
+contrivance had originally existed for opening the puny cupboard of
+the cabinet, it had at some time been broken, and this rough
+substitute provided. Stimulated curiosity would not allow her to
+recede now. She fetched a screwdriver, withdrew the screw, pulled
+the door open with a penknife, and found inside a cavity about ten
+inches square. The cavity contained--
+
+Letters from different women, with unknown signatures, Christian
+names only (surnames being despised in Paphos). Letters from his
+wife Eunice. Letters from Anne herself, including that she wrote in
+answer to his advertisement. A small pocket-book. Sundry scraps of
+paper.
+
+The letters from the strange women with pet names she glanced
+carelessly through, and then put them aside. They were too similar
+to her own regretted delusion, and curiosity requires contrast to
+excite it.
+
+The letters from his wife were next examined. They were dated back
+as far as Eunice's first meeting with Manston, and the early ones
+before their marriage contained the usual pretty effusions of women
+at such a period of their existence. Some little time after he had
+made her his wife, and when he had come to Knapwater, the series
+began again, and now their contents arrested her attention more
+forcibly. She closed the cabinet, carried the letters into the
+parlour, reclined herself on the sofa, and carefully perused them in
+the order of their dates.
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 17,
+1864.
+
+'MY DEAREST HUSBAND,--I received your hurried line of yesterday, and
+was of course content with it. But why don't you tell me your exact
+address instead of that "Post-Office, Budmouth?" This matter is all
+a mystery to me, and I ought to be told every detail. I cannot
+fancy it is the same kind of occupation you have been used to
+hitherto. Your command that I am to stay here awhile until you can
+"see how things look" and can arrange to send for me, I must
+necessarily abide by. But if, as you say, a married man would have
+been rejected by the person who engaged you, and that hence my
+existence must be kept a secret until you have secured your
+position, why did you think of going at all?
+
+'The truth is, this keeping our marriage a secret is troublesome,
+vexing, and wearisome to me. I see the poorest woman in the street
+bearing her husband's name openly--living with him in the most
+matter-of-fact ease, and why shouldn't I? I wish I was back again
+in Liverpool.
+
+'To-day I bought a grey waterproof cloak. I think it is a little
+too long for me, but it was cheap for one of such a quality. The
+weather is gusty and dreary, and till this morning I had hardly set
+foot outside the door since you left. Please do tell me when I am
+to come.--Very affectionately yours, EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'JOHN STREET,
+ October 25,
+1864.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--Why don't you write? Do you hate me? I have not
+had the heart to do anything this last week. That I, your wife,
+should be in this strait, and my husband well to do! I have been
+obliged to leave my first lodging for debt--among other things, they
+charged me for a lot of brandy which I am quite sure I did not
+taste. Then I went to Camberwell and was found out by them. I went
+away privately from thence, and changed my name the second time. I
+am now Mrs. Rondley. But the new lodging was the wretchedest and
+dearest I ever set foot in, and I left it after being there only a
+day. I am now at No. 2O in the same street that you left me in
+originally. All last night the sash of my window rattled so
+dreadfully that I could not sleep, but I had not energy enough to
+get out of bed to stop it. This morning I have been walking--I
+don't know how far--but far enough to make my feet ache. I have
+been looking at the outside of two or three of the theatres, but
+they seem forbidding if I regard them with the eye of an actress in
+search of an engagement. Though you said I was to think no more of
+the stage, I believe you would not care if you found me there. But
+I am not an actress by nature, and art will never make me one. I am
+too timid and retiring; I was intended for a cottager's wife. I
+certainly shall not try to go on the boards again whilst I am in
+this strange place. The idea of being brought on as far as London
+and then left here alone! Why didn't you leave me in Liverpool?
+Perhaps you thought I might have told somebody that my real name was
+Mrs. Manston. As if I had a living friend to whom I could impart
+it--no such good fortune! In fact, my nearest friend is no nearer
+than what most people would call a stranger. But perhaps I ought to
+tell you that a week before I wrote my last letter to you, after
+wishing that my uncle and aunt in Philadelphia (the only near
+relatives I had) were still alive, I suddenly resolved to send a
+line to my cousin James, who, I believe, is still living in that
+neighbourhood. He has never seen me since we were babies together.
+I did not tell him of my marriage, because I thought you might not
+like it, and I gave my real maiden name, and an address at the post-
+office here. But God knows if the letter will ever reach him.
+
+'Do write me an answer, and send something.--Your affectionate wife,
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ 'FRIDAY,
+October 28.
+
+'MY DEAR HUSBAND,--The order for ten pounds has just come, and I am
+truly glad to get it. But why will you write so bitterly? Ah--
+well, if I had only had the money I should have been on my way to
+America by this time, so don't think I want to bore you of my own
+free-will. Who can you have met with at that new place? Remember I
+say this in no malignant tone, but certainly the facts go to prove
+that you have deserted me! You are inconstant--I know it. O, why
+are you so? Now I have lost you, I love you in spite of your
+neglect. I am weakly fond--that's my nature. I fear that upon the
+whole my life has been wasted. I know there is another woman
+supplanting me in your heart--yes, I know it. Come to me--do come.
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE, HOXTON,
+ November
+19.
+
+'DEAR AENEAS,--Here I am back again after my visit. Why should you
+have been so enraged at my finding your exact address? Any woman
+would have tried to do it--you know she would have. And no woman
+would have lived under assumed names so long as I did. I repeat
+that I did not call myself Mrs. Manston until I came to this lodging
+at the beginning of this month--what could you expect?
+
+'A helpless creature I, had not fortune favoured me unexpectedly.
+Banished as I was from your house at dawn, I did not suppose the
+indignity was about to lead to important results. But in crossing
+the park I overheard the conversation of a young man and woman who
+had also risen early. I believe her to be the girl who has won you
+away from me. Well, their conversation concerned you and Miss
+Aldclyffe, VERY PECULIARLY. The remarkable thing is that you
+yourself, without knowing it, told me of what, added to their
+conversation, completely reveals a secret to me that neither of you
+understand. Two negatives never made such a telling positive
+before. One clue more, and you would see it. A single
+consideration prevents my revealing it--just one doubt as to whether
+your ignorance was real, and was not feigned to deceive me.
+Civility now, please.
+
+EUNICE.'
+
+
+ '41 CHARLES SQUARE,
+ Tuesday, November 22.
+
+'MY DARLING HUSBAND,--Monday will suit me excellently for coming. I
+have acted exactly up to your instructions, and have sold my rubbish
+at the broker's in the next street. All this movement and bustle is
+delightful to me after the weeks of monotony I have endured. It is
+a relief to wish the place good-bye--London always has seemed so
+much more foreign to me than Liverpool The mid-day train on Monday
+will do nicely for me. I shall be anxiously looking out for you on
+Sunday night.
+
+'I hope so much that you are not angry with me for writing to Miss
+Aldclyffe. You are not, dear, are you? Forgive me.--Your loving
+wife, EUNICE.'
+
+
+This was the last of the letters from the wife to the husband. One
+other, in Mrs. Manston's handwriting, and in the same packet, was
+differently addressed.
+
+
+ 'THREE TRANTERS INN, CARRIFORD,
+ November 28, 1864.
+
+'DEAR COUSIN JAMES,--Thank you indeed for answering my letter so
+promptly. When I called at the post-office yesterday I did not in
+the least think there would be one. But I must leave this subject.
+I write again at once under the strangest and saddest conditions it
+is possible to conceive.
+
+'I did not tell you in my last that I was a married woman. Don't
+blame me--it was my husband's influence. I hardly know where to
+begin my story. I had been living apart from him for a time--then
+he sent for me (this was last week) and I was glad to go to him.
+Then this is what he did. He promised to fetch me, and did not--
+leaving me to do the journey alone. He promised to meet me at the
+station here--he did not. I went on through the darkness to his
+house, and found his door locked and himself away from home. I have
+been obliged to come here, and I write to you in a strange room in a
+strange village inn! I choose the present moment to write to drive
+away my misery. Sorrow seems a sort of pleasure when you detail it
+on paper--poor pleasure though.
+
+'But this is what I want to know--and I am ashamed to tell it. I
+would gladly do as you say, and come to you as a housekeeper, but I
+have not the money even for a steerage passage. James, do you want
+me badly enough--do you pity me enough to send it? I could manage
+to subsist in London upon the proceeds of my sale for another month
+or six weeks. Will you send it to the same address at the post-
+office? But how do I know that you . . . '
+
+Thus the letter ended. From creases in the paper it was plain that
+the writer, having got so far, had become dissatisfied with her
+production, and had crumpled it in her hand. Was it to write
+another, or not to write at all?
+
+The next thing Anne Seaway perceived was that the fragmentary story
+she had coaxed out of Manston, to the effect that his wife had left
+England for America, might be truthful, according to two of these
+letters, corroborated by the evidence of the railway-porter. And
+yet, at first, he had sworn in a passion that his wife was most
+certainly consumed in the fire.
+
+If she had been burnt, this letter, written in her bedroom, and
+probably thrust into her pocket when she relinquished it, would have
+been burnt with her. Nothing was surer than that. Why, then, did
+he say she was burnt, and never show Anne herself this letter?
+
+The question suddenly raised a new and much stranger one--kindling a
+burst of amazement in her. How did Manston become possessed of this
+letter?
+
+That fact of possession was certainly the most remarkable revelation
+of all in connection with this epistle, and perhaps had something to
+do with his reason for never showing it to her.
+
+She knew by several proofs, that before his marriage with Cytherea,
+and up to the time of the porter's confession, Manston believed--
+honestly believed--that Cytherea would be his lawful wife, and
+hence, of course, that his wife Eunice was dead. So that no
+communication could possibly have passed between his wife and
+himself from the first moment that he believed her dead on the night
+of the fire, to the day of his wedding. And yet he had that letter.
+How soon afterwards could they have communicated with each other?
+
+The existence of the letter--as much as, or more than its contents--
+implying that Mrs Manston was not burnt, his belief in that calamity
+must have terminated at the moment he obtained possession of the
+letter, if no earlier. Was, then, the only solution to the riddle
+that Anne could discern, the true one?--that he had communicated
+with his wife somewhere about the commencement of Anne's residence
+with him, or at any time since?
+
+It was the most unlikely thing on earth that a woman who had
+forsaken her husband should countenance his scheme to personify her-
+-whether she were in America, in London, or in the neighbourhood of
+Knapwater.
+
+Then came the old and harassing question, what was Manston's real
+motive in risking his name on the deception he was practising as
+regarded Anne. It could not be, as he had always pretended, mere
+passion. Her thoughts had reverted to Mr. Raunham's letter, asking
+for proofs of her identity with the original Mrs. Manston. She
+could see no loophole of escape for the man who supported her.
+True, in her own estimation, his worst alternative was not so very
+bad after all--the getting the name of libertine, a possible
+appearance in the divorce or some other court of law, and a question
+of damages. Such an exposure might hinder his worldly progress for
+some time. Yet to him this alternative was, apparently, terrible as
+death itself.
+
+She restored the letters to their hiding-place, scanned anew the
+other letters and memoranda, from which she could gain no fresh
+information, fastened up the cabinet, and left everything in its
+former condition.
+
+Her mind was ill at ease. More than ever she wished that she had
+never seen Manston. Where the person suspected of mysterious moral
+obliquity is the possessor of great physical and intellectual
+attractions, the mere sense of incongruity adds an extra shudder to
+dread. The man's strange bearing terrified Anne as it had terrified
+Cytherea; for with all the woman Anne's faults, she had not
+descended to such depths of depravity as to willingly participate in
+crime. She had not even known that a living wife was being
+displaced till her arrival at Knapwater put retreat out of the
+question, and had looked upon personation simply as a mode of
+subsistence a degree better than toiling in poverty and alone, after
+a bustling and somewhat pampered life as housekeeper in a gay
+mansion.
+
+ 'Non illa colo calathisve Minervae
+ Foemineas assueta manus.'
+
+2. AFTERNOON
+
+Mr. Raunham and Edward Springrove had by this time set in motion a
+machinery which they hoped to find working out important results.
+
+The rector was restless and full of meditation all the following
+morning. It was plain, even to the servants about him, that
+Springrove's communication wore a deeper complexion than any that
+had been made to the old magistrate for many months or years past.
+The fact was that, having arrived at the stage of existence in which
+the difficult intellectual feat of suspending one's judgment becomes
+possible, he was now putting it in practice, though not without the
+penalty of watchful effort.
+
+It was not till the afternoon that he determined to call on his
+relative, Miss Aldclyffe, and cautiously probe her knowledge of the
+subject occupying him so thoroughly. Cytherea, he knew, was still
+beloved by this solitary woman. Miss Aldclyffe had made several
+private inquiries concerning her former companion, and there was
+ever a sadness in her tone when the young lady's name was mentioned,
+which showed that from whatever cause the elder Cytherea's
+renunciation of her favourite and namesake proceeded, it was not
+from indifference to her fate.
+
+'Have you ever had any reason for supposing your steward anything
+but an upright man?' he said to the lady.
+
+'Never the slightest. Have you?' said she reservedly.
+
+'Well--I have.'
+
+'What is it?'
+
+'I can say nothing plainly, because nothing is proved. But my
+suspicions are very strong.'
+
+'Do you mean that he was rather cool towards his wife when they were
+first married, and that it was unfair in him to leave her? I know
+he was; but I think his recent conduct towards her has amply atoned
+for the neglect.'
+
+He looked Miss Aldclyffe full in the face. It was plain that she
+spoke honestly. She had not the slightest notion that the woman who
+lived with the steward might be other than Mrs. Manston--much less
+that a greater matter might be behind.
+
+'That's not it--I wish it was no more. My suspicion is, first, that
+the woman living at the Old House is not Mr. Manston's wife.'
+
+'Not--Mr. Manston's wife?'
+
+'That is it.'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe looked blankly at the rector. 'Not Mr. Manston's
+wife--who else can she be?' she said simply.
+
+'An improper woman of the name of Anne Seaway.'
+
+Mr. Raunham had, in common with other people, noticed the
+extraordinary interest of Miss Aldclyffe in the well-being of her
+steward, and had endeavoured to account for it in various ways. The
+extent to which she was shaken by his information, whilst it proved
+that the understanding between herself and Manston did not make her
+a sharer of his secrets, also showed that the tie which bound her to
+him was still unbroken. Mr. Raunham had lately begun to doubt the
+latter fact, and now, on finding himself mistaken, regretted that he
+had not kept his own counsel in the matter. This it was too late to
+do, and he pushed on with his proofs. He gave Miss Aldclyffe in
+detail the grounds of his belief.
+
+Before he had done, she recovered the cloak of reserve that she had
+adopted on his opening the subject.
+
+'I might possibly be convinced that you were in the right, after
+such an elaborate argument,' she replied, 'were it not for one fact,
+which bears in the contrary direction so pointedly, that nothing but
+absolute proof can turn it. It is that there is no conceivable
+motive which could induce any sane man--leaving alone a man of Mr.
+Manston's clear-headedness and integrity--to venture upon such an
+extraordinary course of conduct--no motive on earth.'
+
+'That was my own opinion till after the visit of a friend last
+night--a friend of mine and poor little Cytherea's.'
+
+'Ah--and Cytherea,' said Miss Aldclyffe, catching at the idea raised
+by the name. 'That he loved Cytherea--yes and loves her now, wildly
+and devotedly, I am as positive as that I breathe. Cytherea is
+years younger than Mrs. Manston--as I shall call her--twice as sweet
+in disposition, three times as beautiful. Would he have given her
+up quietly and suddenly for a common--Mr. Raunham, your story is
+monstrous, and I don't believe it!' She glowed in her earnestness.
+
+The rector might now have advanced his second proposition--the
+possible motive--but for reasons of his own he did not.
+
+'Very well, madam. I only hope that facts will sustain you in your
+belief. Ask him the question to his face, whether the woman is his
+wife or no, and see how he receives it.'
+
+'I will to-morrow, most certainly,' she said. 'I always let these
+things die of wholesome ventilation, as every fungus does.'
+
+But no sooner had the rector left her presence, than the grain of
+mustard-seed he had sown grew to a tree. Her impatience to set her
+mind at rest could not brook a night's delay. It was with the
+utmost difficulty that she could wait till evening arrived to screen
+her movements. Immediately the sun had dropped behind the horizon,
+and before it was quite dark, she wrapped her cloak around her,
+softly left the house, and walked erect through the gloomy park in
+the direction of the old manor-house.
+
+The same minute saw two persons sit down in the rectory-house to
+share the rector's usually solitary dinner. One was a man of
+official appearance, commonplace in all except his eyes. The other
+was Edward Springrove.
+
+
+
+The discovery of the carefully-concealed letters rankled in the mind
+of Anne Seaway. Her woman's nature insisted that Manston had no
+right to keep all matters connected with his lost wife a secret from
+herself. Perplexity had bred vexation; vexation, resentment;
+curiosity had been continuous. The whole morning this resentment
+and curiosity increased.
+
+The steward said very little to his companion during their luncheon
+at mid-day. He seemed reckless of appearances--almost indifferent
+to whatever fate awaited him. All his actions betrayed that
+something portentous was impending, and still he explained nothing.
+By carefully observing every trifling action, as only a woman can
+observe them, the thought at length dawned upon her that he was
+going to run away secretly. She feared for herself; her knowledge
+of law and justice was vague, and she fancied she might in some way
+be made responsible for him.
+
+In the afternoon he went out of the house again, and she watched him
+drive away in the direction of the county-town. She felt a desire
+to go there herself, and, after an interval of half-an-hour,
+followed him on foot notwithstanding the distance--ostensibly to do
+some shopping.
+
+One among her several trivial errands was to make a small purchase
+at the druggist's. Near the druggist's stood the County Bank.
+Looking out of the shop window, between the coloured bottles, she
+saw Manston come down the steps of the bank, in the act of
+withdrawing his hand from his pocket, and pulling his coat close
+over its mouth.
+
+It is an almost universal habit with people, when leaving a bank, to
+be carefully adjusting their pockets if they have been receiving
+money; if they have been paying it in, their hands swing laxly. The
+steward had in all likelihood been taking money--possibly on Miss
+Aldclyffe's account--that was continual with him. And he might have
+been removing his own, as a man would do who was intending to leave
+the country.
+
+3. FROM FIVE TO EIGHT O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Anne reached home again in time to preside over preparations for
+dinner. Manston came in half-an-hour later. The lamp was lighted,
+the shutters were closed, and they sat down together. He was pale
+and worn--almost haggard.
+
+The meal passed off in almost unbroken silence. When preoccupation
+withstands the influence of a social meal with one pleasant
+companion, the mental scene must be surpassingly vivid. Just as she
+was rising a tap came to the door.
+
+Before a maid could attend to the knock, Manston crossed the room
+and answered it himself. The visitor was Miss Aldclyffe.
+
+Manston instantly came back and spoke to Anne in an undertone. 'I
+should be glad if you could retire to your room for a short time.'
+
+'It is a dry, starlight evening,' she replied. 'I will go for a
+little walk if your object is merely a private conversation with
+Miss Aldclyffe.'
+
+'Very well, do; there's no accounting for tastes,' he said. A few
+commonplaces then passed between her and Miss Aldclyffe, and Anne
+went upstairs to bonnet and cloak herself. She came down, opened
+the front door, and went out.
+
+She looked around to realize the night. It was dark, mournful, and
+quiet. Then she stood still. From the moment that Manston had
+requested her absence, a strong and burning desire had prevailed in
+her to know the subject of Miss Aldclyffe's conversation with him.
+Simple curiosity was not entirely what inspired her. Her suspicions
+had been thoroughly aroused by the discovery of the morning. A
+conviction that her future depended on her power to combat a man
+who, in desperate circumstances, would be far from a friend to her,
+prompted a strategic movement to acquire the important secret that
+was in handling now. The woman thought and thought, and regarded
+the dull dark trees, anxiously debating how the thing could be done.
+
+Stealthily re-opening the front door she entered the hall, and
+advancing and pausing alternately, came close to the door of the
+room in which Miss Aldclyffe and Manston conversed. Nothing could
+be heard through the keyhole or panels. At a great risk she softly
+turned the knob and opened the door to a width of about half-an-
+inch, performing the act so delicately that three minutes, at least,
+were occupied in completing it. At that instant Miss Aldclyffe
+said--
+
+'There's a draught somewhere. The door is ajar, I think.'
+
+Anne glided back under the staircase. Manston came forward and
+closed the door. This chance was now cut off, and she considered
+again. The parlour, or sitting-room, in which the conference took
+place, had the window-shutters fixed on the outside of the window,
+as is usual in the back portions of old country-houses. The
+shutters were hinged one on each side of the opening, and met in the
+middle, where they were fastened by a bolt passing continuously
+through them and the wood mullion within, the bolt being secured on
+the inside by a pin, which was seldom inserted till Manston and
+herself were about to retire for the night; sometimes not at all.
+
+If she returned to the door of the room she might be discovered at
+any moment, but could she listen at the window, which overlooked a
+part of the garden never visited after nightfall, she would be safe
+from disturbance. The idea was worth a trial.
+
+She glided round to the window, took the head of the bolt between
+her finger and thumb, and softly screwed it round until it was
+entirely withdrawn from its position. The shutters remained as
+before, whilst, where the bolt had come out, was now a shining hole
+three-quarters of an inch in diameter, through which one might see
+into the middle of the room. She applied her eye to the orifice.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe and Manston were both standing; Manston with his back
+to the window, his companion facing it. The lady's demeanour was
+severe, condemnatory, and haughty. No more was to be seen; Anne
+then turned sideways, leant with her shoulder against the shutters
+and placed her ear upon the hole.
+
+'You know where,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'And how could you, a man,
+act a double deceit like this?'
+
+'Men do strange things sometimes.'
+
+'What was your reason--come?'
+
+'A mere whim.'
+
+'I might even believe that, if the woman were handsomer than
+Cytherea, or if you had been married some time to Cytherea and had
+grown tired of her.'
+
+'And can't you believe it, too, under these conditions; that I
+married Cytherea, gave her up because I heard that my wife was
+alive, found that my wife would not come to live with me, and then,
+not to let any woman I love so well as Cytherea run any risk of
+being displaced and ruined in reputation, should my wife ever think
+fit to return, induced this woman to come to me, as being better
+than no companion at all?'
+
+'I cannot believe it. Your love for Cytherea was not of such a kind
+as that excuse would imply. It was Cytherea or nobody with you. As
+an object of passion, you did not desire the company of this Anne
+Seaway at all, and certainly not so much as to madly risk your
+reputation by bringing her here in the way you have done. I am sure
+you didn't, AEneas.'
+
+'So am I,' he said bluntly.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe uttered an exclamation of astonishment; the
+confession was like a blow in its suddenness. She began to reproach
+him bitterly, and with tears.
+
+'How could you overthrow my plans, disgrace the only girl I ever had
+any respect for, by such inexplicable doings!. . . That woman must
+leave this place--the country perhaps. Heavens! the truth will leak
+out in a day or two!'
+
+'She must do no such thing, and the truth must be stifled somehow--
+nobody knows how. If I stay here, or on any spot of the civilized
+globe, as AEneas Manston, this woman must live with me as my wife,
+or I am damned past redemption!'
+
+'I will not countenance your keeping her, whatever your motive may
+be.'
+
+'You must do something,' he murmured. 'You must. Yes, you must.'
+
+'I never will,' she said. 'It is a criminal act.'
+
+He looked at her earnestly. 'Will you not support me through this
+deception if my very life depends upon it? Will you not?'
+
+'Nonsense! Life! It will be a scandal to you, but she must leave
+this place. It will out sooner or later, and the exposure had
+better come now.'
+
+Manston repeated gloomily the same words. 'My life depends upon
+your supporting me--my very life.'
+
+He then came close to her, and spoke into her ear. Whilst he spoke
+he held her head to his mouth with both his hands. Strange
+expressions came over her face; the workings of her mouth were
+painful to observe. Still he held her and whispered on.
+
+The only words that could be caught by Anne Seaway, confused as her
+hearing frequently was by the moan of the wind and the waterfall in
+her outer ear, were these of Miss Aldclyffe, in tones which
+absolutely quivered: 'They have no money. What can they prove?'
+
+The listener tasked herself to the utmost to catch his answer, but
+it was in vain. Of the remainder of the colloquy one fact alone was
+plain to Anne, and that only inductively--that Miss Aldclyffe, from
+what he had revealed to her, was going to scheme body and soul on
+Manston's behalf.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe seemed now to have no further reason for remaining,
+yet she lingered awhile as if loth to leave him. When, finally, the
+crestfallen and agitated lady made preparations for departure, Anne
+quickly inserted the bolt, ran round to the entrance archway, and
+down the steps into the park. Here she stood close to the trunk of
+a huge lime-tree, which absorbed her dark outline into its own.
+
+In a few minutes she saw Manston, with Miss Aldclyffe leaning on his
+arm, cross the glade before her and proceed in the direction of the
+house. She watched them ascend the rise and advance, as two black
+spots, towards the mansion. The appearance of an oblong space of
+light in the dark mass of walls denoted that the door was opened.
+Miss Aldclyffe's outline became visible upon it; the door shut her
+in, and all was darkness again. The form of Manston returning alone
+arose from the gloom, and passed by Anne in her hiding-place.
+
+Waiting outside a quarter of an hour longer, that no suspicion of
+any kind might be excited, Anne returned to the old manor-house.
+
+4. FROM EIGHT TO ELEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Manston was very friendly that evening. It was evident to her, now
+that she was behind the scenes, that he was making desperate efforts
+to disguise the real state of his mind.
+
+Her terror of him did not decrease. They sat down to supper,
+Manston still talking cheerfully. But what is keener than the eye
+of a mistrustful woman? A man's cunning is to it as was the armour
+of Sisera to the thin tent-nail. She found, in spite of his
+adroitness, that he was attempting something more than a disguise of
+his feeling. He was trying to distract her attention, that he might
+be unobserved in some special movement of his hands.
+
+What a moment it was for her then! The whole surface of her body
+became attentive. She allowed him no chance whatever. We know the
+duplicated condition at such times--when the existence divides
+itself into two, and the ostensibly innocent chatterer stands in
+front, like another person, to hide the timorous spy.
+
+Manston played the same game, but more palpably. The meal was
+nearly over when he seemed possessed of a new idea of how his object
+might be accomplished. He tilted back his chair with a reflective
+air, and looked steadily at the clock standing against the wall
+opposite to him. He said sententiously, 'Few faces are capable of
+expressing more by dumb show than the face of a clock. You may see
+in it every variety of incentive--from the softest seductions to
+negligence to the strongest hints for action.'
+
+'Well, in what way?' she inquired. His drift was, as yet, quite
+unintelligible to her.
+
+'Why, for instance: look at the cold, methodical, unromantic,
+business-like air of all the right-angled positions of the hands.
+They make a man set about work in spite of himself. Then look at
+the piquant shyness of its face when the two hands are over each
+other. Several attitudes imply "Make ready." The "make ready" of
+ten minutes to one differs from the "make ready" of ten minutes to
+twelve, as youth differs from age. "Upward and onward" says twenty-
+five minutes to eleven. Mid-day or midnight expresses distinctly
+"It is done." You surely have noticed that?'
+
+'Yes, I have.'
+
+He continued with affected quaintness:--
+
+'The easy dash of ten minutes past seven, the rakish recklessness of
+a quarter past, the drooping weariness of twenty-five minutes past,
+must have been observed by everybody.'
+
+'Whatever amount of truth there may be, there is a good deal of
+imagination in your fancy,' she said.
+
+He still contemplated the clock.
+
+'Then, again, the general finish of the face has a great effect upon
+the eye. This old-fashioned brass-faced one we have here, with its
+arched top, half-moon slit for the day of the month, and ship
+rocking at the upper part, impresses me with the notion of its being
+an old cynic, elevating his brows, whose thoughts can be seen
+wavering between good and evil.'
+
+A thought now enlightened her: the clock was behind her, and he
+wanted to get her back turned. She dreaded turning, yet, not to
+excite his suspicion, she was on her guard; she quickly looked
+behind her at the clock as he spoke, recovering her old position
+again instantly. The time had not been long enough for any action
+whatever on his part.
+
+'Ah,' he casually remarked, and at the same minute began to pour her
+out a glass of wine. 'Speaking of the clock has reminded me that it
+must nearly want winding up. Remember that it is wound to-night.
+Suppose you do it at once, my dear.'
+
+There was no possible way of evading the act. She resolutely turned
+to perform the operation: anything was better than that he should
+suspect her. It was an old-fashioned eight-day clock, of
+workmanship suited to the rest of the antique furniture that Manston
+had collected there, and ground heavily during winding.
+
+Anne had given up all idea of being able to watch him during the
+interval, and the noise of the wheels prevented her learning
+anything by her ears. But, as she wound, she caught sight of his
+shadow on the wall at her right hand.
+
+What was he doing? He was in the very act of pouring something into
+her glass of wine.
+
+He had completed the manoeuvre before she had done winding. She
+methodically closed the clock-case and turned round again. When she
+faced him he was sitting in his chair as before she had risen.
+
+In a familiar scene which has hitherto been pleasant it is difficult
+to realize that an added condition, which does not alter its aspect,
+can have made it terrible. The woman thought that his action must
+have been prompted by no other intent than that of poisoning her,
+and yet she could not instantly put on a fear of her position.
+
+And before she had grasped these consequences, another supposition
+served to make her regard the first as unlikely, if not absurd. It
+was the act of a madman to take her life in a manner so easy of
+discovery, unless there were far more reason for the crime than any
+that Manston could possibly have.
+
+Was it not merely his intention, in tampering with her wine, to make
+her sleep soundly that night? This was in harmony with her original
+suspicion, that he intended secretly to abscond. At any rate, he
+was going to set about some stealthy proceeding, as to which she was
+to be kept in utter darkness. The difficulty now was to avoid
+drinking the wine.
+
+By means of one pretext and another she put off taking her glass for
+nearly five minutes, but he eyed her too frequently to allow her to
+throw the potion under the grate. It became necessary to take one
+sip. This she did, and found an opportunity of absorbing it in her
+handkerchief.
+
+Plainly he had no idea of her countermoves. The scheme seemed to
+him in proper train, and he turned to poke out the fire. She
+instantly seized the glass, and poured its contents down her bosom.
+When he faced round again she was holding the glass to her lips,
+empty.
+
+In due course he locked the doors and saw that the shutters were
+fastened. She attended to a few closing details of housewifery, and
+a few minutes later they retired for the night.
+
+5. FROM ELEVEN O'CLOCK TO MIDNIGHT
+
+When Manston was persuaded, by the feigned heaviness of her
+breathing, that Anne Seaway was asleep, he softly arose, and dressed
+himself in the gloom. With ears strained to their utmost she heard
+him complete this operation; then he took something from his pocket,
+put it in the drawer of the dressing-table, went to the door, and
+down the stairs. She glided out of bed and looked in the drawer.
+He had only restored to its place a small phial she had seen there
+before. It was labelled 'Battley's Solution of Opium.' She felt
+relieved that her life had not been attempted. That was to have
+been her sleeping-draught. No time was to be lost if she meant to
+be a match for him. She followed him in her nightdress. When she
+reached the foot of the staircase he was in the office and had
+closed the door, under which a faint gleam showed that he had
+obtained a light. She crept to the door, but could not venture to
+open it, however slightly. Placing her ear to the panel, she could
+hear him tearing up papers of some sort, and a brighter and
+quivering ray of light coming from the threshold an instant later,
+implied that he was burning them. By the slight noise of his
+footsteps on the uncarpeted floor, she at length imagined that he
+was approaching the door. She flitted upstairs again and crept into
+bed.
+
+Manston returned to the bedroom close upon her heels, and entered
+it--again without a light. Standing motionless for an instant to
+assure himself that she still slept, he went to the drawer in which
+their ready-money was kept, and removed the casket that contained
+it. Anne's ear distinctly caught the rustle of notes, and the chink
+of the gold as he handled it. Some he placed in his pocket, some he
+returned to its place. He stood thinking, as it were weighing a
+possibility. While lingering thus, he noticed the reflected image
+of his own face in the glass--pale and spectre-like in its
+indistinctness. The sight seemed to be the feather which turned the
+balance of indecision: he drew a heavy breath, retired from the
+room, and passed downstairs. She heard him unbar the back-door, and
+go out into the yard.
+
+Feeling safe in a conclusion that he did not intend to return to the
+bedroom again, she arose, and hastily dressed herself. On going to
+the door of the apartment she found that he had locked it behind
+him. 'A precaution--it can be no more,' she muttered. Yet she was
+all the more perplexed and excited on this account. Had he been
+going to leave home immediately, he would scarcely have taken the
+trouble to lock her in, holding the belief that she was in a drugged
+sleep. The lock shot into a mortice, so that there was no
+possibility of her pushing back the bolt. How should she follow
+him? Easily. An inner closet opened from the bedroom: it was
+large, and had some time heretofore been used as a dressing or bath
+room, but had been found inconvenient from having no other outlet to
+the landing. The window of this little room looked out upon the
+roof of the porch, which was flat and covered with lead. Anne took
+a pillow from the bed, gently opened the casement of the inner room
+and stepped forth on the flat. There, leaning over the edge of the
+small parapet that ornamented the porch, she dropped the pillow upon
+the gravel path, and let herself down over the parapet by her hands
+till her toes swung about two feet from the ground. From this
+position she adroitly alighted upon the pillow, and stood in the
+path.
+
+Since she had come indoors from her walk in the early part of the
+evening the moon had risen. But the thick clouds overspreading the
+whole landscape rendered the dim light pervasive and grey: it
+appeared as an attribute of the air. Anne crept round to the back
+of the house, listening intently. The steward had had at least ten
+minutes' start of her. She had waited here whilst one might count
+fifty, when she heard a movement in the outhouse--a fragment once
+attached to the main building. This outhouse was partitioned into
+an outer and an inner room, which had been a kitchen and a scullery
+before the connecting erections were pulled down, but they were now
+used respectively as a brewhouse and workshop, the only means of
+access to the latter being through the brewhouse. The outer door of
+this first apartment was usually fastened by a padlock on the
+exterior. It was now closed, but not fastened. Manston was
+evidently in the outhouse.
+
+She slightly moved the door. The interior of the brewhouse was
+wrapped in gloom, but a streak of light fell towards her in a line
+across the floor from the inner or workshop door, which was not
+quite closed. This light was unexpected, none having been visible
+through hole or crevice. Glancing in, the woman found that he had
+placed cloths and mats at the various apertures, and hung a sack at
+the window to prevent the egress of a single ray. She could also
+perceive from where she stood that the bar of light fell across the
+brewing-copper just outside the inner door, and that upon it lay the
+key of her bedroom. The illuminated interior of the workshop was
+also partly visible from her position through the two half-open
+doors. Manston was engaged in emptying a large cupboard of the
+tools, gallipots, and old iron it contained. When it was quite
+cleared he took a chisel, and with it began to withdraw the hooks
+and shoulder-nails holding the cupboard to the wall. All these
+being loosened, he extended his arms, lifted the cupboard bodily
+from the brackets under it, and deposited it on the floor beside
+him.
+
+That portion of the wall which had been screened by the cupboard was
+now laid bare. This, it appeared, had been plastered more recently
+than the bulk of the outhouse. Manston loosened the plaster with
+some kind of tool, flinging the pieces into a basket as they fell.
+Having now stripped clear about two feet area of wall, he inserted a
+crowbar between the joints of the bricks beneath, softly wriggling
+it until several were loosened. There was now disclosed the mouth
+of an old oven, which was apparently contrived in the thickness of
+the wall, and having fallen into disuse, had been closed up with
+bricks in this manner. It was formed after the simple old-fashioned
+plan of oven-building--a mere oblate cavity without a flue.
+
+Manston now stretched his arm into the oven, dragged forth a heavy
+weight of great bulk, and let it slide to the ground. The woman who
+watched him could see the object plainly. It was a common corn-
+sack, nearly full, and was tied at the mouth in the usual way.
+
+The steward had once or twice started up, as if he had heard sounds,
+and his motions now became more cat-like still. On a sudden he put
+out the light. Anne had made no noise, yet a foreign noise of some
+kind had certainly been made in the intervening portion of the
+house. She heard it. 'One of the rats,' she thought.
+
+He seemed soon to recover from his alarm, but changed his tactics
+completely. He did not light his candle--going on with his work in
+the dark. She had only sounds to go by now, and, judging as well as
+she could from these, he was piling up the bricks which closed the
+oven's mouth as they had been before he disturbed them. The query
+that had not left her brain all the interval of her inspection--how
+should she get back into her bedroom again?--now received a
+solution. Whilst he was replacing the cupboard, she would glide
+across the brewhouse, take the key from the top of the copper, run
+upstairs, unlock the door, and bring back the key again: if he
+returned to bed, which was unlikely, he would think the lock had
+failed to catch in the staple. This thought and intention,
+occupying such length of words, flashed upon her in an instant, and
+hardly disturbed her strong curiosity to stay and learn the meaning
+of his actions in the workshop.
+
+Slipping sideways through the first door and closing it behind her,
+she advanced into the darkness towards the second, making every
+individual footfall with the greatest care, lest the fragments of
+rubbish on the floor should crackle beneath her tread. She soon
+stood close by the copper, and not more than a foot from the door of
+the room occupied by Manston himself, from which position she could
+distinctly hear him breathe between each exertion, although it was
+far too dark to discern anything of him.
+
+To secure the key of her chamber was her first anxiety, and
+accordingly she cautiously reached out with her hand to where it
+lay. Instead of touching it, her fingers came in contact with the
+boot of a human being.
+
+She drooped faint in a cold sweat. It was the foot either of a man
+or woman, standing on the brewing-copper where the key had lain. A
+warm foot, covered with a polished boot.
+
+The startling discovery so terrified her that she could hardly
+repress a sound. She withdrew her hand with a motion like the
+flight of an arrow. Her touch was so light that the leather seemed
+to have been thick enough to keep the owner of the foot in entire
+ignorance of it, and the noise of Manston's scraping might have been
+quite sufficient to drown the slight rustle of her dress.
+
+The person was obviously not the steward: he was still busy. It
+was somebody who, since the light had been extinguished, had taken
+advantage of the gloom, to come from some dark recess in the
+brewhouse and stand upon the brickwork of the copper. The fear
+which had at first paralyzed her lessened with the birth of a sense
+that fear now was utter failure: she was in a desperate position
+and must abide by the consequences. The motionless person on the
+copper was, equally with Manston, quite unconscious of her
+proximity, and she ventured to advance her hand again, feeling
+behind the feet, till she found the key. On its return to her side,
+her finger-tip skimmed the lower verge of a trousers-leg.
+
+It was a man, then, who stood there. To go to the door just at this
+time was impolitic, and she shrank back into an inner corner to
+wait. The comparative security from discovery that her new position
+ensured resuscitated reason a little, and empowered her to form some
+logical inferences:--
+
+1. The man who stood on the copper had taken advantage of the
+darkness to get there, as she had to enter.
+
+2. The man must have been hidden in the outhouse before she had
+reached the door.
+
+3. He must be watching Manston with much calculation and system,
+and for purposes of his own.
+
+She could now tell by the noises that Manston had completed his re-
+erection of the cupboard. She heard him replacing the articles it
+had contained--bottle by bottle, tool by tool--after which he came
+into the brewhouse, went to the window, and pulled down the cloths
+covering it; but the window being rather small, this unveiling
+scarcely relieved the darkness of the interior. He returned to the
+workshop, hoisted something to his back by a jerk, and felt about
+the room for some other article. Having found it, he emerged from
+the inner door, crossed the brewhouse, and went into the yard.
+Directly he stepped out she could see his outline by the light of
+the clouded and weakly moon. The sack was slung at his back, and in
+his hand he carried a spade.
+
+Anne now waited in her corner in breathless suspense for the
+proceedings of the other man. In about half-a-minute she heard him
+descend from the copper, and then the square opening of the doorway
+showed the outline of this other watcher passing through it
+likewise. The form was that of a broad-shouldered man enveloped in
+a long coat. He vanished after the steward.
+
+The woman vented a sigh of relief, and moved forward to follow.
+Simultaneously, she discovered that the watcher whose foot she had
+touched was, in his turn, watched and followed also.
+
+It was by one of her own sex. Anne Seaway shrank backward again.
+The unknown woman came forward from the further side of the yard,
+and pondered awhile in hesitation. Tall, dark, and closely wrapped,
+she stood up from the earth like a cypress. She moved, crossed the
+yard without producing the slightest disturbance by her footsteps,
+and went in the direction the others had taken.
+
+Anne waited yet another minute--then in her turn noiselessly
+followed the last woman.
+
+But so impressed was she with the sensation of people in hiding,
+that in coming out of the yard she turned her head to see if any
+person were following her, in the same way. Nobody was visible, but
+she discerned, standing behind the angle of the stable, Manston's
+horse and gig, ready harnessed.
+
+He did intend to fly after all, then, she thought. He must have
+placed the horse in readiness, in the interval between his leaving
+the house and her exit by the window. However, there was not time
+to weigh this branch of the night's events. She turned about again,
+and continued on the trail of the other three.
+
+6. FROM MIDNIGHT TO HALF-PAST ONE A.M.
+
+Intentness pervaded everything; Night herself seemed to have become
+a watcher.
+
+The four persons proceeded across the glade, and into the park
+plantation, at equi-distances of about seventy yards. Here the
+ground, completely overhung by the foliage, was coated with a thick
+moss which was as soft as velvet beneath their feet. The first
+watcher, that is, the man walking immediately behind Manston, now
+fell back, when Manston's housekeeper, knowing the ground pretty
+well, dived circuitously among the trees and got directly behind the
+steward, who, encumbered with his load, had proceeded but slowly.
+The other woman seemed now to be about opposite to Anne, or a little
+in advance, but on Manston's other hand.
+
+He reached a pit, midway between the waterfall and the engine-house.
+There he stopped, wiped his face, and listened.
+
+Into this pit had drifted uncounted generations of withered leaves,
+half filling it. Oak, beech, and chestnut, rotten and brown alike,
+mingled themselves in one fibrous mass. Manston descended into the
+midst of them, placed his sack on the ground, and raking the leaves
+aside into a large heap, began digging. Anne softly drew nearer,
+crept into a bush, and turning her head to survey the rest, missed
+the man who had dropped behind, and whom we have called the first
+watcher. Concluding that he, too, had hidden himself, she turned
+her attention to the second watcher, the other woman, who had
+meanwhile advanced near to where Anne lay in hiding, and now seated
+herself behind a tree, still closer to the steward than was Anne
+Seaway.
+
+Here and thus Anne remained concealed. The crunch of the steward's
+spade, as it cut into the soft vegetable mould, was plainly
+perceptible to her ears when the periodic cessations between the
+creaks of the engine concurred with a lull in the breeze, which
+otherwise brought the subdued roar of the cascade from the further
+side of the bank that screened it. A large hole--some four or five
+feet deep--had been excavated by Manston in about twenty minutes.
+Into this he immediately placed the sack, and then began filling in
+the earth, and treading it down. Lastly he carefully raked the
+whole mass of dead and dry leaves into the middle of the pit,
+burying the ground with them as they had buried it before.
+
+For a hiding-place the spot was unequalled. The thick accumulation
+of leaves, which had not been disturbed for centuries, might not be
+disturbed again for centuries to come, whilst their lower layers
+still decayed and added to the mould beneath.
+
+By the time this work was ended the sky had grown clearer, and Anne
+could now see distinctly the face of the other woman, stretching
+from behind the tree, seemingly forgetful of her position in her
+intense contemplation of the actions of the steward. Her
+countenance was white and motionless.
+
+It was impossible that Manston should not soon notice her. At the
+completion of his labour he turned, and did so.
+
+'Ho--you here!' he exclaimed.
+
+'Don't think I am a spy upon you,' she said, in an imploring
+whisper. Anne recognized the voice as Miss Aldclyffe's.
+
+The trembling lady added hastily another remark, which was drowned
+in the recurring creak of the engine close at hand The first
+watcher, if he had come no nearer than his original position, was
+too far off to hear any part of this dialogue, on account of the
+roar of the falling water, which could reach him unimpeded by the
+bank.
+
+The remark of Miss Aldclyffe to Manston had plainly been concerning
+the first watcher, for Manston, with his spade in his hand,
+instantly rushed to where the man was concealed, and, before the
+latter could disengage himself from the boughs, the steward struck
+him on the head with the blade of the instrument. The man fell to
+the ground.
+
+'Fly!' said Miss Aldclyffe to Manston. Manston vanished amidst the
+trees. Miss Aldclyffe went off in a contrary direction.
+
+Anne Seaway was about to run away likewise, when she turned and
+looked at the fallen man. He lay on his face, motionless.
+
+Many of these women who own to no moral code show considerable
+magnanimity when they see people in trouble. To act right simply
+because it is one's duty is proper; but a good action which is the
+result of no law of reflection shines more than any. She went up to
+him and gently turned him over, upon which he began to show signs of
+life. By her assistance he was soon able to stand upright.
+
+He looked about him with a bewildered air, endeavouring to collect
+his ideas. 'Who are you?' he said to the woman, mechanically.
+
+It was bad policy now to attempt disguise. 'I am the supposed Mrs.
+Manston,' she said. 'Who are you?'
+
+'I am the officer employed by Mr. Raunham to sift this mystery--
+which may be criminal.' He stretched his limbs, pressed his head,
+and seemed gradually to awake to a sense of having been incautious
+in his utterance. 'Never you mind who I am,' he continued. 'Well,
+it doesn't matter now, either--it will no longer be a secret.'
+
+He stooped for his hat and ran in the direction the steward had
+taken--coming back again after the lapse of a minute.
+
+'It's only an aggravated assault, after all,' he said hastily,
+'until we have found out for certain what's buried here. It may be
+only a bag of building rubbish; but it may be more. Come and help
+me dig.' He seized the spade with the awkwardness of a town man,
+and went into the pit, continuing a muttered discourse. 'It's no
+use my running after him single-handed,' he said. 'He's ever so far
+off by this time. The best step is to see what is here.'
+
+It was far easier for the detective to re-open the hole than it had
+been for Manston to form it. The leaves were raked away, the loam
+thrown out, and the sack dragged forth.
+
+'Hold this,' he said to Anne, whose curiosity still kept her
+standing near. He turned on the light of a dark lantern he had
+brought, and gave it into her hand.
+
+The string which bound the mouth of the sack was now cut. The
+officer laid the bag on its side, seized it by the bottom, and
+jerked forth the contents. A large package was disclosed, carefully
+wrapped up in impervious tarpaulin, also well tied. He was on the
+point of pulling open the folds at one end, when a light coloured
+thread of something, hanging on the outside, arrested his eye. He
+put his hand upon it; it felt stringy, and adhered to his fingers.
+'Hold the light close,' he said.
+
+She held it close. He raised his hand to the glass, and they both
+peered at an almost intangible filament he held between his finger
+and thumb. It was a long hair; the hair of a woman.
+
+'God! I couldn't believe it--no, I couldn't believe it!' the
+detective whispered, horror-struck. 'And I have lost the man for
+the present through my unbelief. Let's get into a sheltered place.
+. . . Now wait a minute whilst I prove it.'
+
+He thrust his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and withdrew thence a
+minute packet of brown paper. Spreading it out he disclosed, coiled
+in the middle, another long hair. It was the hair the clerk's wife
+had found on Manston's pillow nine days before the Carriford fire.
+He held the two hairs to the light: they were both of a pale-brown
+hue. He laid them parallel and stretched out his arms: they were
+of the same length to a nicety. The detective turned to Anne.
+
+'It is the body of his first wife,' he said quietly. 'He murdered
+her, as Mr. Springrove and the rector suspected--but how and when,
+God only knows.'
+
+'And I!' exclaimed Anne Seaway, a probable and natural sequence of
+events and motives explanatory of the whole crime--events and
+motives shadowed forth by the letter, Manston's possession of it,
+his renunciation of Cytherea, and instalment of herself--flashing
+upon her mind with the rapidity of lightning.
+
+'Ah--I see,' said the detective, standing unusually close to her:
+and a handcuff was on her wrist. 'You must come with me, madam.
+Knowing as much about a secret murder as God knows is a very
+suspicious thing: it doesn't make you a goddess--far from it.' He
+directed the bull's-eye into her face.
+
+'Pooh--lead on,' she said scornfully, 'and don't lose your principal
+actor for the sake of torturing a poor subordinate like me.'
+
+He loosened her hand, gave her his arm, and dragged her out of the
+grove--making her run beside him till they had reached the rectory.
+A light was burning here, and an auxiliary of the detective's
+awaiting him: a horse ready harnessed to a spring-cart was standing
+outside.
+
+'You have come--I wish I had known that,' the detective said to his
+assistant, hurriedly and angrily. 'Well, we've blundered--he's
+gone--you should have been here, as I said! I was sold by that
+woman, Miss Aldclyffe--she watched me.' He hastily gave directions
+in an undertone to this man. The concluding words were, 'Go in to
+the rector--he's up. Detain Miss Aldclyffe. I, in the meantime, am
+driving to Casterbridge with this one, and for help. We shall be
+sure to have him when it gets light.'
+
+He assisted Anne into the vehicle, and drove off with her. As they
+went, the clear, dry road showed before them, between the grassy
+quarters at each side, like a white riband, and made their progress
+easy. They came to a spot where the highway was overhung by dense
+firs for some distance on both sides. It was totally dark here.
+
+There was a smash; and a rude shock. In the very midst of its
+length, at the point where the road began to drop down a hill, the
+detective drove against something with a jerk which nearly flung
+them both to the ground.
+
+The man recovered himself, placed Anne on the seat, and reached out
+his hand. He found that the off-wheel of his gig was locked in that
+of another conveyance of some kind.
+
+'Hoy!' said the officer.
+
+Nobody answered.
+
+'Hoy, you man asleep there!' he said again.
+
+No reply.
+
+'Well, that's odd--this comes of the folly of travelling without
+gig-lamps because you expect the dawn.' He jumped to the ground and
+turned on his lantern.
+
+There was the gig which had obstructed him, standing in the middle
+of the road; a jaded horse harnessed to it, but no human being in or
+near the vehicle.
+
+'Do you know whose gig this is?' he said to the woman.
+
+'No,' she said sullenly. But she did recognize it as the steward's.
+
+'I'll swear it's Manston's! Come, I can hear it by your tone.
+However, you needn't say anything which may criminate you. What
+forethought the man must have had--how carefully he must have
+considered possible contingencies! Why, he must have got the horse
+and gig ready before he began shifting the body.'
+
+He listened for a sound among the trees. None was to be heard but
+the occasional scamper of a rabbit over the withered leaves. He
+threw the light of his lantern through a gap in the hedge, but could
+see nothing beyond an impenetrable thicket. It was clear that
+Manston was not many yards off, but the question was how to find
+him. Nothing could be done by the detective just then, encumbered
+as he was by the horse and Anne. If he had entered the thicket on a
+search unaided, Manston might have stepped unobserved from behind a
+bush and murdered him with the greatest ease. Indeed, there were
+such strong reasons for the exploit in Manston's circumstances at
+that moment that without showing cowardice, his pursuer felt it
+hazardous to remain any longer where he stood.
+
+He hastily tied the head of Manston's horse to the back of his own
+vehicle, that the steward might be deprived of the use of any means
+of escape other than his own legs, and drove on thus with his
+prisoner to the county-town. Arrived there, he lodged her in the
+police-station, and then took immediate steps for the capture of
+Manston.
+
+
+
+XX. THE EVENTS OF THREE HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-THIRD. MIDDAY
+
+Thirty-six hours had elapsed since Manston's escape.
+
+It was market-day at the county-town. The farmers outside and
+inside the corn-exchange looked at their samples of wheat, and
+poured them critically as usual from one palm to another, but they
+thought and spoke of Manston. Grocers serving behind their
+counters, instead of using their constant phrase, 'The next article,
+please?' substituted, 'Have you heard if he's caught?' Dairymen and
+drovers standing beside the sheep and cattle pens, spread their legs
+firmly, readjusted their hats, thrust their hands into the lowest
+depths of their pockets, regarded the animals with the utmost
+keenness of which the eye was capable, and said, 'Ay, ay, so's:
+they'll have him avore night.'
+
+Later in the day Edward Springrove passed along the street hurriedly
+and anxiously. 'Well, have you heard any more?' he said to an
+acquaintance who accosted him.
+
+'They tracked him in this way,' said the other young man. 'A
+vagrant first told them that Manston had passed a rick at daybreak,
+under which this man was lying. They followed the track he pointed
+out and ultimately came to a stile. On the other side was a heap of
+half-hardened mud, scraped from the road. On the surface of the
+heap, where it had been smoothed by the shovel, was distinctly
+imprinted the form of a man's hand, the buttons of his waistcoat,
+and his watch-chain, showing that he had stumbled in hurrying over
+the stile, and fallen there. The pattern of the chain proved the
+man to have been Manston. They followed on till they reached a ford
+crossed by stepping-stones--on the further bank were the same
+footmarks that had shown themselves beside the stile. The whole of
+this course had been in the direction of Budmouth. On they went,
+and the next clue was furnished them by a shepherd. He said that
+wherever a clear space three or four yards wide ran in a line
+through a flock of sheep lying about a ewe-lease, it was a proof
+that somebody had passed there not more than half-an-hour earlier.
+At twelve o'clock that day he had noticed such a feature in his
+flock. Nothing more could be heard of him, and they got into
+Budmouth. The steam-packet to the Channel Islands was to start at
+eleven last night, and they at once concluded that his hope was to
+get to France by way of Jersey and St. Malo--his only chance, all
+the railway-stations being watched.
+
+'Well, they went to the boat: he was not on board then. They went
+again at half-past ten: he had not come. Two men now placed
+themselves under the lamp immediately beside the gangway. Another
+stayed by the office door, and one or two more up Mary Street--the
+straight cut to the quay. At a quarter to eleven the mail-bags were
+put on board. Whilst the attention of the idlers was directed to
+the mails, down Mary Street came a man as boldly as possible. The
+gait was Manston's, but not the clothes. He passed over to the
+shaded part of the street: heads were turned. I suppose this
+warned him, for he never emerged from the shadow. They watched and
+waited, but the steward did not reappear. The alarm was raised--
+they searched the town high and low--no Manston. All this morning
+they have been searching, but there's not a sign of him anywhere.
+However, he has lost his last chance of getting across the Channel.
+It is reported that he has since changed clothes with a labourer.'
+
+During this narration, Edward, lost in thought, had let his eyes
+follow a shabby man in a smock-frock, but wearing light boots--who
+was stalking down the street under a bundle of straw which overhung
+and concealed his head. It was a very ordinary circumstance for a
+man with a bundle of straw on his shoulders and overhanging his
+head, to go down the High Street. Edward saw him cross the bridge
+which divided the town from the country, place his shaggy
+encumbrance by the side of the road, and leave it there.
+
+Springrove now parted from his acquaintance, and went also in the
+direction of the bridge, and some way beyond it. As far as he could
+see stretched the turnpike road, and, while he was looking, he
+noticed a man to leap from the hedge at a point two hundred, or two
+hundred and fifty yards ahead, cross the road, and go through a
+wicket on the other side. This figure seemed like that of the man
+who had been carrying the bundle of straw. He looked at the straw:
+it still stood alone.
+
+The subjoined facts sprang, as it were, into juxtaposition in his
+brain:--
+
+Manston had been seen wearing the clothes of a labouring man--a
+brown smock-frock. So had this man, who seemed other than a
+labourer, on second thoughts: and he had concealed his face by his
+bundle of straw with the greatest ease and naturalness.
+
+The path the man had taken led, among other places, to Tolchurch,
+where Cytherea was living.
+
+If Mrs. Manston was murdered, as some said, on the night of the
+fire, Cytherea was the steward's lawful wife. Manston at bay, and
+reckless of results, might rush to his wife and harm her.
+
+It was a horrible supposition for a man who loved Cytherea to
+entertain; but Springrove could not resist its influence. He
+started off for Tolchurch.
+
+2. ONE TO TWO O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+On that self-same mid-day, whilst Edward was proceeding to Tolchurch
+by the footpath across the fields, Owen Graye had left the village
+and was riding along the turnpike road to the county-town, that he
+might ascertain the exact truth of the strange rumour which had
+reached him concerning Manston. Not to disquiet his sister, he had
+said nothing to her of the matter.
+
+She sat by the window reading. From her position she could see up
+the lane for a distance of at least a hundred yards. Passers-by
+were so rare in this retired nook, that the eyes of those who dwelt
+by the wayside were invariably lifted to every one on the road,
+great and small, as to a novelty.
+
+A man in a brown smock-frock turned the corner and came towards the
+house. It being market-day at Casterbridge, the village was nearly
+deserted, and more than this, the old farm-house in which Owen and
+his sister were staying, stood, as has been stated, apart from the
+body of cottages. The man did not look respectable; Cytherea arose
+and bolted the door.
+
+Unfortunately he was near enough to see her cross the room. He
+advanced to the door, knocked, and, receiving no answer, came to the
+window; he next pressed his face against the glass, peering in.
+
+Cytherea's experience at that moment was probably as trying a one as
+ever fell to the lot of a gentlewoman to endure. She recognized in
+the peering face that of the man she had married.
+
+But not a movement was made by her, not a sound escaped her. Her
+fear was great; but had she known the truth--that the man outside,
+feeling he had nothing on earth to lose by any act, was in the last
+stage of recklessness, terrified nature must have given way.
+
+'Cytherea,' he said, 'let me come in: I am your husband.'
+
+'No,' she replied, still not realizing the magnitude of her peril.
+'If you want to speak to us, wait till my brother comes.'
+
+'O, he's not at home? Cytherea, I can't live without you! All my
+sin has been because I love you so! Will you fly with me? I have
+money enough for us both--only come with me.'
+
+'Not now--not now.'
+
+'I am your husband, I tell you, and I must come in.'
+
+'You cannot,' she said faintly. His words began to terrify her.
+
+'I will, I say!' he exclaimed. 'Will you let me in, I ask once
+more?'
+
+'No--I will not,' said Cytherea.
+
+'Then I will let myself in!' he answered resolutely. 'I will, if I
+die for it!'
+
+The windows were glazed in lattice panes of leadwork, hung in
+casements. He broke one of the panes with a stone, thrust his hand
+through the hole, unfastened the latch which held the casement
+close, and began opening the window.
+
+Instantly the shutters flew together with a slam, and were barred
+with desperate quickness by Cytherea on the inside.
+
+'Damn you!' he exclaimed.
+
+He ran round to the back of the house. His impatience was greater
+now: he thrust his fist through the pantry window at one blow, and
+opened it in the same way as the former one had been opened, before
+the terror-stricken girl was aware that he had gone round. In an
+instant he stood in the pantry, advanced to the front room where she
+was, flung back the shutters, and held out his arms to embrace her.
+
+In extremely trying moments of bodily or mental pain, Cytherea
+either flushed hot or faded pale, according to the state of her
+constitution at the moment. Now she burned like fire from head to
+foot, and this preserved her consciousness.
+
+Never before had the poor child's natural agility served her in such
+good stead as now. A heavy oblong table stood in the middle of the
+room. Round this table she flew, keeping it between herself and
+Manston, her large eyes wide open with terror, their dilated pupils
+constantly fixed upon Manston's, to read by his expression whether
+his next intention was to dart to the right or the left.
+
+Even he, at that heated moment, could not endure the expression of
+unutterable agony which shone from that extraordinary gaze of hers.
+It had surely been given her by God as a means of defence. Manston
+continued his pursuit with a lowered eye.
+
+The panting and maddened desperado--blind to everything but the
+capture of his wife--went with a rush under the table: she went
+over it like a bird. He went heavily over it: she flew under it,
+and was out at the other side.
+
+ 'One on her youth and pliant limbs relies,
+ One on his sinews and his giant size.'
+
+But his superior strength was sure to tire her down in the long-run.
+She felt her weakness increasing with the quickness of her breath;
+she uttered a wild scream, which in its heartrending intensity
+seemed to echo for miles.
+
+At the same juncture her hair became unfastened, and rolled down
+about her shoulders. The least accident at such critical periods is
+sufficient to confuse the overwrought intelligence. She lost sight
+of his intended direction for one instant, and he immediately
+outmanoeuvred her.
+
+'At last! my Cytherea!' he cried, overturning the table, springing
+over it, seizing one of the long brown tresses, pulling her towards
+him, and clasping her round. She writhed downwards between his arms
+and breast, and fell fainting on the floor. For the first time his
+action was leisurely. He lifted her upon the sofa, exclaiming,
+'Rest there for a while, my frightened little bird!'
+
+And then there was an end of his triumph. He felt himself clutched
+by the collar, and whizzed backwards with the force of a battering-
+ram against the fireplace. Springrove, wild, red, and breathless,
+had sprung in at the open window, and stood once more between man
+and wife.
+
+Manston was on his legs again in an instant. A fiery glance on the
+one side, a glance of pitiless justice on the other, passed between
+them. It was again the meeting in the vineyard of Naboth the
+Jezreelite: 'Hast thou found me, O mine enemy? And he answered, I
+have found thee: because thou hast sold thyself to work evil in the
+sight of the Lord.'
+
+A desperate wrestle now began between the two men. Manston was the
+taller, but there was in Edward much hard tough muscle which the
+delicate flesh of the steward lacked. They flew together like the
+jaws of a gin. In a minute they were both on the floor, rolling
+over and over, locked in each other's grasp as tightly as if they
+had been one organic being at war with itself--Edward trying to
+secure Manston's arms with a small thong he had drawn from his
+pocket, Manston trying to reach his knife.
+
+Two characteristic noises pervaded the apartment through this
+momentous space of time. One was the sharp panting of the two
+combatants, so similar in each as to be undistinguishable; the other
+was the stroke of their heels and toes, as they smote the floor at
+every contortion of body or limbs.
+
+Cytherea had not lost consciousness for more than half-a-minute.
+She had then leapt up without recognizing that Edward was her
+deliverer, unfastened the door, and rushed out, screaming wildly,
+'Come! Help! O, help!'
+
+Three men stood not twenty yards off, looking perplexed. They
+dashed forward at her words. 'Have you seen a shabby man with a
+smock-frock on lately?' they inquired. She pointed to the door, and
+ran on the same as before.
+
+Manston, who had just loosened himself from Edward's grasp, seemed
+at this moment to renounce his intention of pushing the conflict to
+a desperate end. 'I give it all up for life--dear life!' he cried,
+with a hoarse laugh. 'A reckless man has a dozen lives--see how
+I'll baffle you all yet!'
+
+He rushed out of the house, but no further. The boast was his last.
+In one half-minute more he was helpless in the hands of his
+pursuers.
+
+
+
+Edward staggered to his feet, and paused to recover breath. His
+thoughts had never forsaken Cytherea, and his first act now was to
+hasten up the lane after her. She had not gone far. He found her
+leaning upon a bank by the roadside, where she had flung herself
+down in sheer exhaustion. He ran up and lifted her in his arms, and
+thus aided she was enabled to stand upright--clinging to him. What
+would Springrove have given to imprint a kiss upon her lips then!
+
+They walked slowly towards the house. The distressing sensation of
+whose wife she was could not entirely quench the resuscitated
+pleasure he felt at her grateful recognition of him, and her
+confiding seizure of his arm for support. He conveyed her carefully
+into the house.
+
+A quarter of an hour later, whilst she was sitting in a partially
+recovered, half-dozing state in an arm-chair, Edward beside her
+waiting anxiously till Graye should arrive, they saw a spring-cart
+pass the door. Old and dry mud-splashes from long-forgotten rains
+disfigured its wheels and sides; the varnish and paint had been
+scratched and dimmed; ornament had long been forgotten in a restless
+contemplation of use. Three men sat on the seat, the middle one
+being Manston. His hands were bound in front of him, his eyes were
+set directly forward, his countenance pallid, hard, and fixed.
+
+Springrove had told Cytherea of Manston's crime in a few short
+words. He now said solemnly, 'He is to die.'
+
+'And I cannot mourn for him,' she replied with a shudder, leaning
+back and covering her face with her hands.
+
+In the silence that followed the two short remarks, Springrove
+watched the cart round the corner, and heard the rattle of its
+wheels gradually dying away as it rolled in the direction of the
+county-town.
+
+
+
+XXI. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN HOURS
+
+1. MARCH THE TWENTY-NINTH. NOON
+
+Exactly seven days after Edward Springrove had seen the man with the
+bundle of straw walking down the streets of Casterbridge, old Farmer
+Springrove was standing on the edge of the same pavement, talking to
+his friend, Farmer Baker.
+
+There was a pause in their discourse. Mr. Springrove was looking
+down the street at some object which had attracted his attention.
+'Ah, 'tis what we shall all come to!' he murmured.
+
+The other looked in the same direction. 'True, neighbour
+Springrove; true.'
+
+Two men, advancing one behind the other in the middle of the road,
+were what the farmers referred to. They were carpenters, and bore
+on their shoulders an empty coffin, covered by a thin black cloth.
+
+'I always feel a satisfaction at being breasted by such a sight as
+that,' said Springrove, still regarding the men's sad burden. 'I
+call it a sort of medicine.'
+
+'And it is medicine. . . . I have not heard of any body being ill
+up this way lately? D'seem as if the person died suddenly.'
+
+'May be so. Ah, Baker, we say sudden death, don't we? But there's
+no difference in their nature between sudden death and death of any
+other sort. There's no such thing as a random snapping off of what
+was laid down to last longer. We only suddenly light upon an end--
+thoughtfully formed as any other--which has been existing at that
+very same point from the beginning, though unseen by us to be so
+soon.'
+
+'It is just a discovery to your own mind, and not an alteration in
+the Lord's.'
+
+'That's it. Unexpected is not as to the thing, but as to our
+sight.'
+
+'Now you'll hardly believe me, neighbour, but this little scene in
+front of us makes me feel less anxious about pushing on wi' that
+threshing and winnowing next week, that I was speaking about. Why
+should we not stand still, says I to myself, and fling a quiet eye
+upon the Whys and the Wherefores, before the end o' it all, and we
+go down into the mouldering-place, and are forgotten?'
+
+''Tis a feeling that will come. But 'twont bear looking into.
+There's a back'ard current in the world, and we must do our utmost
+to advance in order just to bide where we be. But, Baker, they are
+turning in here with the coffin, look.'
+
+The two carpenters had borne their load into a narrow way close at
+hand. The farmers, in common with others, turned and watched them
+along the way.
+
+''Tis a man's coffin, and a tall man's, too,' continued Farmer
+Springrove. 'His was a fine frame, whoever he was.'
+
+'A very plain box for the poor soul--just the rough elm, you see.'
+The corner of the cloth had blown aside.
+
+'Yes, for a very poor man. Well, death's all the less insult to
+him. I have often thought how much smaller the richer class are
+made to look than the poor at last pinches like this. Perhaps the
+greatest of all the reconcilers of a thoughtful man to poverty--and
+I speak from experience--is the grand quiet it fills him with when
+the uncertainty of his life shows itself more than usual.'
+
+As Springrove finished speaking, the bearers of the coffin went
+across a gravelled square facing the two men and approached a grim
+and heavy archway. They paused beneath it, rang a bell, and waited.
+
+Over the archway was written in Egyptian capitals,
+
+ 'COUNTY GAOL.'
+
+The small rectangular wicket, which was constructed in one of the
+two iron-studded doors, was opened from the inside. The men
+severally stepped over the threshold, the coffin dragged its
+melancholy length through the aperture, and both entered the court,
+and were covered from sight.
+
+'Somebody in the gaol, then?'
+
+'Yes, one of the prisoners,' said a boy, scudding by at the moment,
+who passed on whistling.
+
+'Do you know the name of the man who is dead?' inquired Baker of a
+third bystander.
+
+'Yes, 'tis all over town--surely you know, Mr. Springrove? Why,
+Manston, Miss Aldclyffe's steward. He was found dead the first
+thing this morning. He had hung himself behind the door of his
+cell, in some way, by a handkerchief and some strips of his clothes.
+The turnkey says his features were scarcely changed, as he looked at
+'em with the early sun a-shining in at the grating upon him. He has
+left a full account of the murder, and all that led to it. So
+there's an end of him.'
+
+
+
+It was perfectly true: Manston was dead.
+
+The previous day he had been allowed the use of writing-materials,
+and had occupied himself for nearly seven hours in preparing the
+following confession:--
+
+ 'LAST WORDS.
+
+'Having found man's life to be a wretchedly conceived scheme, I
+renounce it, and, to cause no further trouble, I write down the
+facts connected with my past proceedings.
+
+'After thanking God, on first entering my house, on the night of the
+fire at Carriford, for my release from bondage to a woman I
+detested, I went, a second time, to the scene of the disaster, and,
+finding that nothing could be done by remaining there, shortly
+afterwards I returned home again in the company of Mr. Raunham.
+
+'He parted from me at the steps of my porch, and went back towards
+the rectory. Whilst I still stood at the door, musing on my strange
+deliverance, I saw a figure advance from beneath the shadow of the
+park trees. It was the figure of a woman.
+
+'When she came near, the twilight was sufficient to show me her
+attire: it was a cloak reaching to the bottom of her dress, and a
+thick veil covering her face. These features, together with her
+size and gait, aided also by a flash of perception as to the chain
+of events which had saved her life, told me that she was my wife
+Eunice.
+
+'I gnashed my teeth in a frenzy of despair; I had lost Cytherea; I
+had gained one whose beauty had departed, whose utterance was
+complaint, whose mind was shallow, and who drank brandy every day.
+The revulsion of feeling was terrible. Providence, whom I had just
+thanked, seemed a mocking tormentor laughing at me. I felt like a
+madman.
+
+'She came close--started at seeing me outside--then spoke to me.
+Her first words were reproof for what I had unintentionally done,
+and sounded as an earnest of what I was to be cursed with as long as
+we both lived. I answered angrily; this tone of mine changed her
+complaints to irritation. She taunted me with a secret she had
+discovered, which concerned Miss Aldclyffe and myself. I was
+surprised to learn it--more surprised that she knew it, but
+concealed my feeling.
+
+'"How could you serve me so?" she said, her breath smelling of
+spirits even then. "You love another woman--yes, you do. See how
+you drive me about! I have been to the station, intending to leave
+you for ever, and yet I come to try you once more."
+
+'An indescribable exasperation had sprung up in me as she talked--
+rage and regret were all in all. Scarcely knowing what I did, I
+furiously raised my hand and swung it round with my whole force to
+strike her. She turned quickly--and it was the poor creature's end.
+By her movement my hand came edgewise exactly in the nape of the
+neck--as men strike a hare to kill it. The effect staggered me with
+amazement. The blow must have disturbed the vertebrae; she fell at
+my feet, made a few movements, and uttered one low sound.
+
+'I ran indoors for water and some wine, I came out and lanced her
+arm with my penknife. But she lay still, and I found that she was
+dead.
+
+'It was a long time before I could realize my horrible position.
+For several minutes I had no idea of attempting to escape the
+consequences of my deed. Then a light broke upon me. Had anybody
+seen her since she left the Three Tranters? Had they not, she was
+already believed by the parishioners to be dust and ashes. I should
+never be found out.
+
+'Upon this I acted.
+
+'The first question was how to dispose of the body. The impulse of
+the moment was to bury her at once in the pit between the engine-
+house and waterfall; but it struck me that I should not have time.
+It was now four o'clock, and the working-men would soon be stirring
+about the place. I would put off burying her till the next night.
+I carried her indoors.
+
+'In turning the outhouse into a workshop, earlier in the season, I
+found, when driving a nail into the wall for fixing a cupboard, that
+the wall sounded hollow. I examined it, and discovered behind the
+plaster an old oven which had long been disused, and was bricked up
+when the house was prepared for me.
+
+'To unfix this cupboard and pull out the bricks was the work of a
+few minutes. Then, bearing in mind that I should have to remove the
+body again the next night, I placed it in a sack, pushed it into the
+oven, packed in the bricks, and replaced the cupboard.
+
+'I then went to bed. In bed, I thought whether there were any very
+remote possibilities that might lead to the supposition that my wife
+was not consumed by the flames of the burning house. The thing
+which struck me most forcibly was this, that the searchers might
+think it odd that no remains whatever should be found.
+
+'The clinching and triumphant deed would be to take the body and
+place it among the ruins of the destroyed house. But I could not do
+this, on account of the men who were watching against an outbreak of
+the fire. One remedy remained.
+
+'I arose again, dressed myself, and went down to the outhouse. I
+must take down the cupboard again. I did take it down. I pulled
+out the bricks, pulled out the sack, pulled out the corpse, and took
+her keys from her pocket and the watch from her side.
+
+'I then replaced everything as before.
+
+'With these articles in my pocket I went out of the yard, and took
+my way through the withy copse to the churchyard, entering it from
+the back. Here I felt my way carefully along till I came to the
+nook where pieces of bones from newly-dug graves are sometimes piled
+behind the laurel-bushes. I had been earnestly hoping to find a
+skull among these old bones; but though I had frequently seen one or
+two in the rubbish here, there was not one now. I then groped in
+the other corner with the same result--nowhere could I find a skull.
+Three or four fragments of leg and back-bones were all I could
+collect, and with these I was forced to be content.
+
+'Taking them in my hand, I crossed the road, and got round behind
+the inn, where the couch heap was still smouldering. Keeping behind
+the hedge, I could see the heads of the three or four men who
+watched the spot.
+
+'Standing in this place I took the bones, and threw them one by one
+over the hedge and over the men's heads into the smoking embers.
+When the bones had all been thrown, I threw the keys; last of all I
+threw the watch.
+
+'I then returned home as I had gone, and went to bed once more, just
+as the dawn began to break. I exulted--"Cytherea is mine again!"
+
+'At breakfast-time I thought, "Suppose the cupboard should by some
+unlikely chance get moved to-day!"
+
+'I went to the mason's yard hard by, while the men were at
+breakfast, and brought away a shovelful of mortar. I took it into
+the outhouse, again shifted the cupboard, and plastered over the
+mouth of the oven behind. Simply pushing the cupboard back into its
+place, I waited for the next night that I might bury the body,
+though upon the whole it was in a tolerably safe hiding-place.
+
+'When the night came, my nerves were in some way weaker than they
+had been on the previous night. I felt reluctant to touch the body.
+I went to the outhouse, but instead of opening the oven, I firmly
+drove in the shoulder-nails that held the cupboard to the wall. "I
+will bury her to-morrow night, however," I thought.
+
+'But the next night I was still more reluctant to touch her. And my
+reluctance increased, and there the body remained. The oven was,
+after all, never likely to be opened in my time.
+
+'I married Cytherea Graye, and never did a bridegroom leave the
+church with a heart more full of love and happiness, and a brain
+more fixed on good intentions, than I did on that morning.
+
+'When Cytherea's brother made his appearance at the hotel in
+Southampton, bearing his strange evidence of the porter's
+disclosure, I was staggered beyond expression. I thought they had
+found the body. "Am I to be apprehended and to lose her even now?"
+I mourned. I saw my error, and instantly saw, too, that I must act
+externally like an honourable man. So at his request I yielded her
+up to him, and meditated on several schemes for enabling me to claim
+the woman I had a legal right to claim as my wife, without
+disclosing the reason why I knew myself to have it.
+
+'I went home to Knapwater the next day, and for nearly a week lived
+in a state of indecision. I could not hit upon a scheme for proving
+my wife dead without compromising myself.
+
+'Mr. Raunham hinted that I should take steps to discover her
+whereabouts by advertising. I had no energy for the farce. But one
+evening I chanced to enter the Rising Sun Inn. Two notorious
+poachers were sitting in the settle, which screened my entrance.
+They were half drunk--their conversation was carried on in the
+solemn and emphatic tone common to that stage of intoxication, and I
+myself was the subject of it.
+
+'The following was the substance of their disjointed remarks: On
+the night of the great fire at Carriford, one of them was sent to
+meet me, and break the news of the death of my wife to me. This he
+did; but because I would not pay him for his news, he left me in a
+mood of vindictiveness. When the fire was over, he joined his
+comrade. The favourable hour of the night suggested to them the
+possibility of some unlawful gain before daylight came. My
+fowlhouse stood in a tempting position, and still resenting his
+repulse during the evening, one of them proposed to operate upon my
+birds. I was believed to have gone to the rectory with Mr. Raunham.
+The other was disinclined to go, and the first went off alone.
+
+'It was now about three o'clock. He had advanced as far as the
+shrubbery, which grows near the north wall of the house, when he
+fancied he heard, above the rush of the waterfall, noises on the
+other side of the building. He described them in these words,
+"Ghostly mouths talking--then a fall--then a groan--then the rush of
+the water and creak of the engine as before." Only one explanation
+occurred to him; the house was haunted. And, whether those of the
+living or the dead, voices of any kind were inimical to one who had
+come on such an errand. He stealthily crept home.
+
+'His unlawful purpose in being behind the house led him to conceal
+his adventure. No suspicion of the truth entered his mind till the
+railway-porter had startled everybody by his strange announcement.
+Then he asked himself, had the horrifying sounds of that night been
+really an enactment in the flesh between me and my wife?
+
+'The words of the other man were:
+
+'"Why don't he try to find her if she's alive?"
+
+'"True," said the first. "Well, I don't forget what I heard, and if
+she don't turn up alive my mind will be as sure as a Bible upon her
+murder, and the parson shall know it, though I do get six months on
+the treadmill for being where I was."
+
+'"And if she should turn up alive?"
+
+'"Then I shall know that I am wrong, and believing myself a fool as
+well as a rogue, hold my tongue."
+
+'I glided out of the house in a cold sweat. The only pressure in
+heaven or earth which could have forced me to renounce Cytherea was
+now put upon me--the dread of a death upon the gallows.
+
+'I sat all that night weaving strategy of various kinds. The only
+effectual remedy for my hazardous standing that I could see was a
+simple one. It was to substitute another woman for my wife before
+the suspicions of that one easily-hoodwinked man extended further.
+
+'The only difficulty was to find a practicable substitute.
+
+'The one woman at all available for the purpose was a friendless,
+innocent creature, named Anne Seaway, whom I had known in my youth,
+and who had for some time been the housekeeper of a lady in London.
+On account of this lady's sudden death, Anne stood in rather a
+precarious position, as regarded her future subsistence. She was
+not the best kind of woman for the scheme; but there was no
+alternative. One quality of hers was valuable; she was not a
+talker. I went to London the very next day, called at the Hoxton
+lodging of my wife (the only place at which she had been known as
+Mrs. Manston), and found that no great difficulties stood in the way
+of a personation. And thus favouring circumstances determined my
+course. I visited Anne Seaway, made love to her, and propounded my
+plan.
+ . . .
+
+'We lived quietly enough until the Sunday before my apprehension.
+Anne came home from church that morning, and told me of the
+suspicious way in which a young man had looked at her there.
+Nothing could be done beyond waiting the issue of events. Then the
+letter came from Raunham. For the first time in my life I was half
+indifferent as to what fate awaited me. During the succeeding day I
+thought once or twice of running away, but could not quite make up
+my mind. At any rate it would be best to bury the body of my wife,
+I thought, for the oven might be opened at any time. I went to
+Casterbridge and made some arrangements. In the evening Miss
+Aldclyffe (who is united to me by a common secret which I have no
+right or wish to disclose) came to my house, and alarmed me still
+more. She said that she could tell by Mr. Raunham's manner that
+evening, that he kept back from her a suspicion of more importance
+even than the one he spoke of, and that strangers were in his house
+even then.
+
+'I guessed what this further suspicion was, and resolved to
+enlighten her to a certain extent, and so secure her assistance. I
+said that I killed my wife by an accident on the night of the fire,
+dwelling upon the advantage to her of the death of the only woman
+who knew her secret.
+
+'Her terror, and fears for my fate, led her to watch the rectory
+that evening. She saw the detective leave it, and followed him to
+my residence. This she told me hurriedly when I perceived her after
+digging my wife's grave in the plantation. She did not suspect what
+the sack contained.
+
+'I am now about to enter on my normal condition. For people are
+almost always in their graves. When we survey the long race of men,
+it is strange and still more strange to find that they are mainly
+dead men, who have scarcely ever been otherwise.
+
+ 'AENEAS MANSTON.'
+
+The steward's confession, aided by circumstantial evidence of
+various kinds, was the means of freeing both Anne Seaway and Miss
+Aldclyffe from all suspicion of complicity with the murderer.
+
+2. SIX O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+It was evening--just at sunset--on the day of Manston's death.
+
+In the cottage at Tolchurch was gathered a group consisting of
+Cytherea, her brother, Edward Springrove, and his father. They sat
+by the window conversing of the strange events which had just taken
+place. In Cytherea's eye there beamed a hopeful ray, though her
+face was as white as a lily.
+
+Whilst they talked, looking out at the yellow evening light that
+coated the hedges, trees, and church tower, a brougham rolled round
+the corner of the lane, and came in full view. It reflected the
+rays of the sun in a flash from its polished panels as it turned the
+angle, the spokes of the wheels bristling in the same light like
+bayonets. The vehicle came nearer, and arrived opposite Owen's
+door, when the driver pulled the rein and gave a shout, and the
+panting and sweating horses stopped.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe's carriage!' they all exclaimed.
+
+Owen went out. 'Is Miss Graye at home?' said the man. 'A note for
+her, and I am to wait for an answer.'
+
+Cytherea read in the handwriting of the Rector of Carriford:--
+
+'DEAR MISS GRAYE,--Miss Aldclyffe is ill, though not dangerously.
+She continually repeats your name, and now wishes very much to see
+you. If you possibly can, come in the carriage.--Very sincerely
+yours, JOHN RAUNHAM.'
+
+'How comes she ill?' Owen inquired of the coachman.
+
+'She caught a violent cold by standing out of doors in the damp, on
+the night the steward ran away. Ever since, till this morning, she
+complained of fulness and heat in the chest. This morning the maid
+ran in and told her suddenly that Manston had killed himself in
+gaol--she shrieked--broke a blood-vessel--and fell upon the floor.
+Severe internal haemorrhage continued for some time and then
+stopped. They say she is sure to get over it; but she herself says
+no. She has suffered from it before.'
+
+Cytherea was ready in a few moments, and entered the carriage.
+
+3. SEVEN O'CLOCK P.M.
+
+Soft as was Cytherea's motion along the corridors of Knapwater
+House, the preternaturally keen intelligence of the suffering woman
+caught the maiden's well-known footfall. She entered the sick-
+chamber with suspended breath.
+
+In the room everything was so still, and sensation was as it were so
+rarefied by solicitude, that thinking seemed acting, and the lady's
+weak act of trying to live a silent wrestling with all the powers of
+the universe. Nobody was present but Mr. Raunham, the nurse having
+left the room on Cytherea's entry, and the physician and surgeon
+being engaged in a whispered conversation in a side-chamber. Their
+patient had been pronounced out of danger.
+
+Cytherea went to the bedside, and was instantly recognized. O, what
+a change--Miss Aldclyffe dependent upon pillows! And yet not a
+forbidding change. With weakness had come softness of aspect: the
+haughtiness was extracted from the frail thin countenance, and a
+sweeter mild placidity had taken its place.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe signified to Mr. Raunham that she would like to be
+alone with Cytherea.
+
+'Cytherea?' she faintly whispered the instant the door was closed.
+
+Cytherea clasped the lady's weak hand, and sank beside her.
+
+Miss Aldclyffe whispered again. 'They say I am certain to live; but
+I know that I am certainly going to die.'
+
+'They know, I think, and hope.'
+
+'I know best, but we'll leave that. Cytherea--O Cytherea, can you
+forgive me!'
+
+Her companion pressed her hand.
+
+'But you don't know yet--you don't know yet,' the invalid murmured.
+'It is forgiveness for that misrepresentation to Edward Springrove
+that I implore, and for putting such force upon him--that which
+caused all the train of your innumerable ills!'
+
+'I know all--all. And I do forgive you. Not in a hasty impulse
+that is revoked when coolness comes, but deliberately and sincerely:
+as I myself hope to be forgiven, I accord you my forgiveness now.'
+
+Tears streamed from Miss Aldclyffe's eyes, and mingled with those of
+her young companion, who could not restrain hers for sympathy.
+Expressions of strong attachment, interrupted by emotion, burst
+again and again from the broken-spirited woman.
+
+'But you don't know my motive. O, if you only knew it, how you
+would pity me then!'
+
+Cytherea did not break the pause which ensued, and the elder woman
+appeared now to nerve herself by a superhuman effort. She spoke on
+in a voice weak as a summer breeze, and full of intermission, and
+yet there pervaded it a steadiness of intention that seemed to
+demand firm tones to bear it out worthily.
+
+'Cytherea,' she said, 'listen to me before I die.
+
+'A long time ago--more than thirty years ago--a young girl of
+seventeen was cruelly betrayed by her cousin, a wild officer of six-
+and-twenty. He went to India, and died.
+
+'One night when that miserable girl had just arrived home with her
+parents from Germany, where her baby had been born, she took all the
+money she possessed, pinned it on her infant's bosom, together with
+a letter, stating, among other things, what she wished the child's
+Christian name to be; wrapped up the little thing, and walked with
+it to Clapham. Here, in a retired street, she selected a house.
+She placed the child on the doorstep and knocked at the door, then
+ran away and watched. They took it up and carried it indoors.
+
+'Now that her poor baby was gone, the girl blamed herself bitterly
+for cruelty towards it, and wished she had adopted her parents'
+counsel to secretly hire a nurse. She longed to see it. She didn't
+know what to do. She wrote in an assumed name to the woman who had
+taken it in, and asked her to meet the writer with the infant at
+certain places she named. These were hotels or coffee-houses in
+Chelsea, Pimlico, or Hammersmith. The woman, being well paid,
+always came, and asked no questions. At one meeting--at an inn in
+Hammersmith--she made her appearance without the child, and told the
+girl it was so ill that it would not live through the night. The
+news, and fatigue, brought on a fainting-fit . . .'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe's sobs choked her utterance, and she became painfully
+agitated. Cytherea, pale and amazed at what she heard, wept for
+her, bent over her, and begged her not to go on speaking.
+
+'Yes--I must,' she cried, between her sobs. 'I will--I must go on!
+And I must tell yet more plainly!. . . you must hear it before I am
+gone, Cytherea.' The sympathizing and astonished girl sat down
+again.
+
+'The name of the woman who had taken the child was MANSTON. She was
+the widow of a schoolmaster. She said she had adopted the child of
+a relation.
+
+'Only one man ever found out who the mother was. He was the keeper
+of the inn in which she fainted, and his silence she has purchased
+ever since.
+
+'A twelvemonth passed--fifteen months--and the saddened girl met a
+man at her father's house named Graye--your father, Cytherea, then
+unmarried. Ah, such a man! Inexperience now perceived what it was
+to be loved in spirit and in truth! But it was too late. Had he
+known her secret he would have cast her out. She withdrew from him
+by an effort, and pined.
+
+'Years and years afterwards, when she became mistress of a fortune
+and estates by her father's death, she formed the weak scheme of
+having near her the son whom, in her father's life-time, she had
+been forbidden to recognize. Cytherea, you know who that weak woman
+is.
+
+ . . .
+
+'By such toilsome labour as this I got him here as my steward. And
+I wanted to see him YOUR HUSBAND, Cytherea!--the husband of my true
+lover's child. It was a sweet dream to me. . . . Pity me--O, pity
+me! To die unloved is more than I can bear! I loved your father,
+and I love him now.'
+
+
+
+That was the burden of Cytherea Aldclyffe.
+
+'I suppose you must leave me again--you always leave me,' she said,
+after holding the young woman's hand a long while in silence.
+
+'No--indeed I'll stay always. Do you like me to stay?'
+
+Miss Aldclyffe in the jaws of death was Miss Aldclyffe still, though
+the old fire had degenerated to mere phosphorescence now. 'But you
+are your brother's housekeeper?'
+
+'Yes.'
+
+'Well, of course you cannot stay with me on a sudden like this. . .
+Go home, or he will be at a loss for things. And to-morrow morning
+come again, won't you, dearest, come again--we'll fetch you. But
+you mustn't stay now, and put Owen out. O no--it would be absurd.'
+The absorbing concern about trifles of daily routine, which is so
+often seen in very sick people, was present here.
+
+Cytherea promised to go home, and come the next morning to stay
+continuously.
+
+'Stay till I die then, will you not? Yes, till I die--I shan't die
+till to-morrow.'
+
+'We hope for your recovery--all of us.'
+
+'I know best. Come at six o'clock, darling.'
+
+'As soon as ever I can,' returned Cytherea tenderly.
+
+'But six is too early--you will have to think of your brother's
+breakfast. Leave Tolchurch at eight, will you?'
+
+Cytherea consented to this. Miss Aldclyffe would never have known
+had her companion stayed in the house all night; but the honesty of
+Cytherea's nature rebelled against even the friendly deceit which
+such a proceeding would have involved.
+
+An arrangement was come to whereby she was to be taken home in the
+pony-carriage instead of the brougham that fetched her; the carriage
+to put up at Tolchurch farm for the night, and on that account to be
+in readiness to bring her back earlier.
+
+4. MARCH THE THIRTIETH. DAYBREAK
+
+The third and last instance of Cytherea's subjection to those
+periodic terrors of the night which had emphasized her connection
+with the Aldclyffe name and blood occurred at the present date.
+
+It was about four o'clock in the morning when Cytherea, though most
+probably dreaming, seemed to awake--and instantly was transfixed by
+a sort of spell, that had in it more of awe than of affright. At
+the foot of her bed, looking her in the face with an expression of
+entreaty beyond the power of words to portray, was the form of Miss
+Aldclyffe--wan and distinct. No motion was perceptible in her; but
+longing--earnest longing--was written in every feature.
+
+Cytherea believed she exercised her waking judgment as usual in
+thinking, without a shadow of doubt, that Miss Aldclyffe stood
+before her in flesh and blood. Reason was not sufficiently alert to
+lead Cytherea to ask herself how such a thing could have occurred.
+
+'I would have remained with you--why would you not allow me to
+stay!' Cytherea exclaimed. The spell was broken: she became
+broadly awake; and the figure vanished.
+
+It was in the grey time of dawn. She trembled in a sweat of
+disquiet, and not being able to endure the thought of her brother
+being asleep, she went and tapped at his door.
+
+'Owen!'
+
+He was not a heavy sleeper, and it was verging upon his time to
+rise.
+
+'What do you want, Cytherea?'
+
+'I ought not to have left Knapwater last night. I wish I had not.
+I really think I will start at once. She wants me, I know.'
+
+'What time is it?'
+
+'A few minutes past four.'
+
+'You had better not. Keep to the time agreed upon. Consider, we
+should have such a trouble in rousing the driver, and other things.'
+
+Upon the whole it seemed wiser not to act on a mere fancy. She went
+to bed again.
+
+An hour later, when Owen was thinking of getting up, a knocking came
+to the front door. The next minute something touched the glass of
+Owen's window. He waited--the noise was repeated. A little gravel
+had been thrown against it to arouse him.
+
+He crossed the room, pulled up the blind, and looked out. A solemn
+white face was gazing upwards from the road, expectantly straining
+to catch the first glimpse of a person within the panes. It was the
+face of a Knapwater man sitting on horseback.
+
+Owen saw his errand. There is an unmistakable look in the face of
+every man who brings tidings of death. Graye opened the window.
+
+'Miss Aldclyffe . . . ' said the messenger, and paused.
+
+'Ah--dead?'
+
+'Yes--she is dead.'
+
+'When did she die?'
+
+'At ten minutes past four, after another effusion. She knew best,
+you see, sir. I started directly, by the rector's orders.'
+
+
+
+SEQUEL
+
+Fifteen months have passed, and we are brought on to Midsummer
+Night, 1867.
+
+The picture presented is the interior of the old belfry of Carriford
+Church, at ten o'clock in the evening.
+
+Six Carriford men and one stranger are gathered there, beneath the
+light of a flaring candle stuck on a piece of wood against the wall.
+The six Carriford men are the well-known ringers of the fine-toned
+old bells in the key of F, which have been music to the ears of
+Carriford parish and the outlying districts for the last four
+hundred years. The stranger is an assistant, who has appeared from
+nobody knows where.
+
+The six natives--in their shirt-sleeves, and without hats--pull and
+catch frantically at the dancing bellropes, the locks of their hair
+waving in the breeze created by their quick motions; the stranger,
+who has the treble bell, does likewise, but in his right mind and
+coat. Their ever-changing shadows mingle on the wall in an endless
+variety of kaleidoscopic forms, and the eyes of all the seven are
+religiously fixed on a diagram like a large addition sum, which is
+chalked on the floor.
+
+Vividly contrasting with the yellow light of the candle upon the
+four unplastered walls of the tower, and upon the faces and clothes
+of the men, is the scene discernible through the screen beneath the
+tower archway. At the extremity of the long mysterious avenue of
+the nave and chancel can be seen shafts of moonlight streaming in at
+the east window of the church--blue, phosphoric, and ghostly.
+
+A thorough renovation of the bell-ringing machinery and accessories
+had taken place in anticipation of an interesting event. New ropes
+had been provided; every bell had been carefully shifted from its
+carriage, and the pivots lubricated. Bright red 'sallies' of
+woollen texture--soft to the hands and easily caught--glowed on the
+ropes in place of the old ragged knots, all of which newness in
+small details only rendered more evident the irrepressible aspect of
+age in the mass surrounding them.
+
+The triple-bob-major was ended, and the ringers wiped their faces
+and rolled down their shirt-sleeves, previously to tucking away the
+ropes and leaving the place for the night.
+
+'Piph--h--h--h! A good forty minutes,' said a man with a streaming
+face, and blowing out his breath--one of the pair who had taken the
+tenor bell.
+
+'Our friend here pulled proper well--that 'a did--seeing he's but a
+stranger,' said Clerk Crickett, who had just resigned the second
+rope, and addressing the man in the black coat.
+
+''A did,' said the rest.
+
+'I enjoyed it much,' said the man modestly.
+
+'What we should ha' done without you words can't tell. The man that
+d'belong by rights to that there bell is ill o' two gallons o' wold
+cider.'
+
+'And now so's,' remarked the fifth ringer, as pertaining to the last
+allusion, 'we'll finish this drop o' metheglin and cider, and every
+man home-along straight as a line.'
+
+'Wi' all my heart,' Clerk Crickett replied. 'And the Lord send if I
+ha'n't done my duty by Master Teddy Springrove--that I have so.'
+
+'And the rest o' us,' they said, as the cup was handed round.
+
+'Ay, ay--in ringen--but I was spaken in a spiritual sense o' this
+mornen's business o' mine up by the chancel rails there. 'Twas very
+convenient to lug her here and marry her instead o' doen it at that
+twopenny-halfpenny town o' Budm'th. Very convenient.'
+
+'Very. There was a little fee for Master Crickett.'
+
+'Ah--well. Money's money--very much so--very--I always have said
+it. But 'twas a pretty sight for the nation. He coloured up like
+any maid, that 'a did.'
+
+'Well enough 'a mid colour up. 'Tis no small matter for a man to
+play wi' fire.'
+
+'Whatever it may be to a woman,' said the clerk absently.
+
+'Thou'rt thinken o' thy wife, clerk,' said Gad Weedy. 'She'll play
+wi'it again when thou'st got mildewed.'
+
+'Well--let her, God bless her; for I'm but a poor third man, I. The
+Lord have mercy upon the fourth! . . . Ay, Teddy's got his own at
+last. What little white ears that maid hev, to be sure! choose your
+wife as you choose your pig--a small ear and a small tale--that was
+always my joke when I was a merry feller, ah--years agone now! But
+Teddy's got her. Poor chap, he was getten as thin as a hermit wi'
+grief--so was she.'
+
+'Maybe she'll pick up now.'
+
+'True--'tis nater's law, which no man shall gainsay. Ah, well do I
+bear in mind what I said to Pa'son Raunham, about thy mother's
+family o' seven, Gad, the very first week of his comen here, when I
+was just in my prime. "And how many daughters has that poor Weedy
+got, clerk?" he says. "Six, sir," says I, "and every one of 'em has
+a brother!" "Poor woman," says he, "a dozen children!--give her
+this half-sovereign from me, clerk." 'A laughed a good five minutes
+afterwards, when he found out my merry nater--'a did. But there,
+'tis over wi' me now. Enteren the Church is the ruin of a man's wit
+for wit's nothen without a faint shadder o' sin.'
+
+'If so be Teddy and the lady had been kept apart for life, they'd
+both ha' died,' said Gad emphatically.
+
+'But now instead o' death there'll be increase o' life,' answered
+the clerk.
+
+'It all went proper well,' said the fifth bell-ringer. 'They didn't
+flee off to Babylonish places--not they.' He struck up an attitude-
+-'Here's Master Springrove standen so: here's the married woman
+standen likewise; here they d'walk across to Knapwater House; and
+there they d'bide in the chimley corner, hard and fast.'
+
+'Yes, 'twas a pretty wedden, and well attended,' added the clerk.
+'Here was my lady herself--red as scarlet: here was Master
+Springrove, looken as if he half wished he'd never a-come--ah, poor
+souls!--the men always do! The women do stand it best--the maid was
+in her glory. Though she was so shy the glory shone plain through
+that shy skin. Ah, it did so's.'
+
+'Ay,' said Gad, 'and there was Tim Tankins and his five journeymen
+carpenters, standen on tiptoe and peepen in at the chancel winders.
+There was Dairyman Dodman waiten in his new spring-cart to see 'em
+come out--whip in hand--that 'a was. Then up comes two master
+tailors. Then there was Christopher Runt wi' his pickaxe and
+shovel. There was wimmen-folk and there was men-folk traypsen up
+and down church'ard till they wore a path wi' traypsen so--letten
+the squallen children slip down through their arms and nearly
+skinnen o' em. And these were all over and above the gentry and
+Sunday-clothes folk inside. Well, I seed Mr. Graye at last dressed
+up quite the dand. "Well, Mr. Graye," says I from the top o'
+church'ard wall, "how's yerself?" Mr. Graye never spoke--he'd
+prided away his hearen. Seize the man, I didn' want en to spak.
+Teddy hears it, and turns round: "All right, Gad!" says he, and
+laughed like a boy. There's more in Teddy.'
+
+'Well,' said Clerk Crickett, turning to the man in black, 'now
+you've been among us so long, and d'know us so well, won't ye tell
+us what ye've come here for, and what your trade is?'
+
+'I am no trade,' said the thin man, smiling, 'and I came to see the
+wickedness of the land.'
+
+'I said thou wast one o' the devil's brood wi' thy black clothes,'
+replied a sturdy ringer, who had not spoken before.
+
+'No, the truth is,' said the thin man, retracting at this horrible
+translation, 'I came for a walk because it is a fine evening.'
+
+'Now let's be off, neighbours,' the clerk interrupted.
+
+The candle was inverted in the socket, and the whole party stepped
+out into the churchyard. The moon was shining within a day or two
+of full, and just overlooked the three or four vast yews that stood
+on the south-east side of the church, and rose in unvaried and flat
+darkness against the illuminated atmosphere behind them.
+
+'Good-night,' the clerk said to his comrades, when the door was
+locked. 'My nearest way is through the park.'
+
+'I suppose mine is too?' said the stranger. 'I am going to the
+railway-station.'
+
+'Of course--come on.'
+
+The two men went over a stile to the west, the remainder of the
+party going into the road on the opposite side.
+
+'And so the romance has ended well,' the clerk's companion remarked,
+as they brushed along through the grass. 'But what is the truth of
+the story about the property?'
+
+'Now look here, neighbour,' said Clerk Crickett, 'if so be you'll
+tell me what your line o' life is, and your purpose in comen here
+to-day, I'll tell you the truth about the wedden particulars.'
+
+'Very well--I will when you have done,' said the other man.
+
+''Tis a bargain; and this is the right o' the story. When Miss
+Aldclyffe's will was opened, it was found to have been drawn up on
+the very day that Manston (her love-child) married Miss Cytherea
+Graye. And this is what that deep woman did. Deep? she was as deep
+as the North Star. She bequeathed all her property, real and
+personal, to "THE WIFE OF AENEAS MANSTON" (with one exception):
+failen her life to her husband: failen his life to the heirs of his
+head--body I would say: failen them to her absolutely and her heirs
+for ever: failen these to Pa'son Raunham, and so on to the end o'
+the human race. Now do you see the depth of her scheme? Why,
+although upon the surface it appeared her whole property was for
+Miss Cytherea, by the word "wife" being used, and not Cytherea's
+name, whoever was the wife o' Manston would come in for't. Wasn't
+that rale depth? It was done, of course, that her son AEneas, under
+any circumstances, should be master o' the property, without folk
+knowen it was her son or suspecting anything, as they would if it
+had been left to en straightway.'
+
+'A clever arrangement! And what was the exception?'
+
+'The payment of a legacy to her relative, Pa'son Raunham.'
+
+'And Miss Cytherea was now Manston's widow and only relative, and
+inherited all absolutely.'
+
+'True, she did. "Well," says she, "I shan't have it" (she didn't
+like the notion o' getten anything through Manston, naturally
+enough, pretty dear). She waived her right in favour o' Mr.
+Raunham. Now, if there's a man in the world that d'care nothen
+about land--I don't say there is, but IF there is--'tis our pa'son.
+He's like a snail. He's a-growed so to the shape o' that there
+rectory that 'a wouldn' think o' leaven it even in name. "'Tis
+yours, Miss Graye," says he. "No, 'tis yours," says she. "'Tis'n'
+mine," says he. The Crown had cast his eyes upon the case, thinken
+o' forfeiture by felony--but 'twas no such thing, and 'a gied it up,
+too. Did you ever hear such a tale?--three people, a man and a
+woman, and a Crown--neither o' em in a madhouse--flingen an estate
+backwards and forwards like an apple or nut? Well, it ended in this
+way. Mr. Raunham took it: young Springrove was had as agent and
+steward, and put to live in Knapwater House, close here at hand--
+just as if 'twas his own. He does just what he'd like--Mr. Raunham
+never interferen--and hither to-day he's brought his new wife,
+Cytherea. And a settlement ha' been drawn up this very day, whereby
+their children, heirs, and cetrer, be to inherit after Mr. Raunham's
+death. Good fortune came at last. Her brother, too, is doen well.
+He came in first man in some architectural competition, and is about
+to move to London. Here's the house, look. Stap out from these
+bushes, and you'll get a clear sight o't.'
+
+They emerged from the shrubbery, breaking off towards the lake, and
+down the south slope. When they arrived exactly opposite the centre
+of the mansion, they halted.
+
+It was a magnificent picture of the English country-house. The
+whole of the severe regular front, with its columns and cornices,
+was built of a white smoothly-faced freestone, which appeared in the
+rays of the moon as pure as Pentelic marble. The sole objects in
+the scene rivalling the fairness of the facade were a dozen swans
+floating upon the lake.
+
+At this moment the central door at the top of the steps was opened,
+and two figures advanced into the light. Two contrasting figures
+were they. A young lithe woman in an airy fairy dress--Cytherea
+Springrove: a young man in black stereotype raiment--Edward, her
+husband.
+
+They stood at the top of the steps together, looking at the moon,
+the water, and the general loveliness of the prospect.
+
+'That's the married man and wife--there, I've illustrated my story
+by rale liven specimens,' the clerk whispered.
+
+'To be sure, how close together they do stand! You couldn' slip a
+penny-piece between 'em--that you couldn'! Beautiful to see it,
+isn't it--beautiful!. . . But this is a private path, and we won't
+let 'em see us, as all the ringers be goen there to a supper and
+dance to-morrow night.'
+
+The speaker and his companion softly moved on, passed through the
+wicket, and into the coach-road. Arrived at the clerk's house at
+the further boundary of the park, they paused to part.
+
+'Now for your half o' the bargain,' said Clerk Crickett. 'What's
+your line o' life, and what d'ye come here for?'
+
+'I'm the reporter to the Casterbridge Chronicle, and I come to pick
+up the news. Good-night.'
+
+
+Meanwhile Edward and Cytherea, after lingering on the steps for
+several minutes, slowly descended the slope to the lake. The skiff
+was lying alongside.
+
+'O, Edward,' said Cytherea, 'you must do something that has just
+come into my head!'
+
+'Well, dearest--I know.'
+
+'Yes--give me one half-minute's row on the lake here now, just as
+you did on Budmouth Bay three years ago.'
+
+He handed her into the boat, and almost noiselessly pulled off from
+shore. When they were half-way between the two margins of the lake,
+he paused and looked at her.
+
+'Ah, darling, I remember exactly how I kissed you that first time,'
+said Springrove. 'You were there as you are now. I unshipped the
+sculls in this way. Then I turned round and sat beside you--in this
+way. Then I put my hand on the other side of your little neck--'
+
+'I think it was just on my cheek, in this way.'
+
+'Ah, so it was. Then you moved that soft red mouth round to mine--'
+
+'But, dearest--you pressed it round if you remember; and of course I
+couldn't then help letting it come to your mouth without being
+unkind to you, and I wouldn't be that.'
+
+'And then I put my cheek against that cheek, and turned my two lips
+round upon those two lips, and kissed them--so.'
+
+
+
+
+End of the Project Gutenberg eText of Desperate Remedies.
+
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