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diff --git a/32425.txt b/32425.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..be24865 --- /dev/null +++ b/32425.txt @@ -0,0 +1,21525 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Maurice Tiernay Soldier of Fortune, by +Charles James Lever + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Maurice Tiernay Soldier of Fortune + +Author: Charles James Lever + +Illustrator: A. D. M'Cormick + +Release Date: May 19, 2010 [EBook #32425] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MAURICE TIERNAY SOLDIER OF FORTUNE *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +MAURICE TIERNAY SOLDIER OF FORTUNE + +By Charles James Lever + + +The Novels Of Charles Lever + +Edited By His Daughter + +Illustrations by A. D. M'Cormick + +London + +Downey And Co., Limited + +12 York St. Covent Garden + +1898 + + + + +BIBLIOGRAPHICAL NOTE + +'Maurice Tiernay was first published as a serial in 'The Dublin +University Magazine,' commencing in the issue for April 1850, and ending +in the issue for December 1851. It was first published in book form +(as a volume of The Parlour Library) with the following title-page +(undated): + +Maurice Tiernay | The | Soldier of Fortune | By the Author of | 'Sir +Jasper Carew' | etc. etc. I London, | Thomas Hodgson, | 13 Paternoster +Bow. + +The earliest edition which has Lever's name on the title-page is one +published in Leipzig in 1861. This edition has the following title-page: + +Maurice Tiernay | the | Soldier of Fortune, | by | Charles Lever, I +Author of 'Charles O'Malley,' etc. I Copyright Edition. | In two VOLUMES +| VOL. I. | LEIPZIG | BERNHARD TAUCH-NITZ I 1861. + + + + +NOTICE + +The strangeness of some of the incidents, and the rapidity with which +events so remarkable succeeded each other, almost deterred the writer +from ever committing them to the press; nor was it till after much +consultation, and some persuasive influence on the part of friends, +that he at length yielded and decided upon so doing. Whether in that +determination his choice was a wise one, must be left to the judgment of +the reader; for himself, he has but to say that to ponder over some +of these early scenes, and turn over, in thought, some of his youthful +passages, has solaced many a weary hour of an age when men make few new +friendships, and have almost as few opportunities to cultivate old ones. + +That the chief events related in these pages--such, for instance, as +every detail of the French invasion, the capture of Wolfe Tone, and +the attack on Monte di Faccio--are described with rigid exactness, the +writer is most sincere in the expression of his conviction. For the +truth of incident purely personal, it is needless to press any claim, +seeing that the hero owns no higher name than that of--A Soldier of +Fortune. + + + + +MAURICE TIERNAY + +THE SOLDIER OF FORTUNE + + + +CHAPTER I. 'THE DAYS OF THE GUILLOTINE' + +Neither the tastes nor the temper of the age we live in are such as +to induce any man to boast of his family nobility. We see too many +preparations around us for laying down new foundations, to think it +a suitable occasion for alluding to the ancient edifice. I will, +therefore, confine myself to saying, that I am not to be regarded as a +mere pretender because my name is not chronicled by Burke or Debrett. My +great-grandfather, after whom I am called, served on the personal staff +of King James at the Battle of the Boyne, and was one of the few who +accompanied the monarch on his flight from the field, for which act of +devotion he was created a peer of Ireland, by the style and title of +Timmahoo--Lord Tiernay, of Timmahoo the family called it--and a very +rich-sounding and pleasant designation has it always seemed to me. + +The events of the time, the scanty intervals of leisure enjoyed by +the king, and other matters, prevented a due registry of my ancestors' +claims; and, in fact, when more peaceable days succeeded, it was +judged prudent to say nothing about a matter which might revive unhappy +recollections, and open old scores, seeing that there was now another +king on the throne 'who knew not Joseph'; and so, for this reason and +many others, my greatgrandfather went back to his old appellation of +Maurice Tiernay, and was only a lord among his intimate friends and +cronies of the neighbourhood. + +That I am simply recording a matter of fact, the patent of my ancestors' +nobility, now in my possession, will sufficiently attest: nor is its +existence the less conclusive, that it is inscribed on the back of his +commission as a captain in the Shanabogue Fencibles--the well-known +'Clear-the-way-boy s'--a proud title, it is said, to which they imparted +a new reading at the memorable battle aforementioned. + +The document bears the address of a small public-house called the +'Nest,' on the Kells road, and contains in one corner a somewhat lengthy +score for potables, suggesting the notion that his Majesty sympathised +with vulgar infirmities, and found, as the old song says, 'that grief +and sorrow are dry.' + +The prudence which for some years sealed my greatgrandfather's lips, +lapsed, after a time, into a careless and even boastful spirit, in which +he would allude to his rank in the peerage, the place he ought to +be holding, and so on: till at last, some of the Government people, +doubtless taking a liking to the snug house and demesne of Timmahoo, +denounced him as a rebel, on which he was arrested and thrown into gaol, +where he lingered for many years, and only came out at last to find his +estate confiscated, and himself a beggar. + +There was a small gathering of Jacobites in one of the towns of +Flanders, and thither he repaired; but how he lived, or how he died, +I never learned. I only know that his son wandered away to the east of +Europe, and took service in what was called Trenck's Pandours--as jolly +a set of robbers as ever stalked the map of Europe, from one side to +the other. This was my grandfather, whose name is mentioned in various +chronicles of that estimable corps, and who was hanged at Prague +afterwards, for an attempt to carry off an archduchess of the empire, +to whom, by the way, there is good reason to believe he was privately +married. This suspicion was strengthened by the fact that his infant +child, Joseph, was at once adopted by the imperial family, and placed as +a pupil in the great military school of Vienna. From thence he obtained +a commission in the Maria Theresa Hussars, and subsequently, being sent +on a private mission to France, entered the service of Louis xvi., +where he married a lady of the Queen's household--a Mademoiselle de la +Lasterie--of high rank and some fortune; and with whom he lived happily +till the dreadful events of 17--, when she lost her life, beside +my father, then fighting as a Garde du Corps, on the staircase at +Versailles. How he himself escaped on that day, and what were the next +features in his history, I never knew; but when again we heard of him, +he was married to the widow of a celebrated orator of the Mountain, and +he himself an intimate friend of St. Just and Marat, and all the most +violent of the Republicans. + +My father's history about this period is involved in such obscurity, and +his second marriage followed so rapidly on the death of his first wife, +that, strange as it may seem, I never knew which of the two was my +mother--the lineal descendant of a house, noble before the Crusades, +or--the humble _bourgeoise_ of the Quartier St. Denis. What peculiar +line of political action my father followed I am unable to say, nor +whether he was suspected with or without due cause; but suspected he +certainly was, and at a time when suspicion was all-sufficient for +conviction. He was arrested, and thrown into the Temple, where I +remember I used to visit him every week; and whence I accompanied him +one morning, as he was led forth with a string of others to the Place +de Greve, to be guillotined. I believe he was accused of royalism; and +I know that a white cockade was found among his effects, and in mockery +was fastened on his shoulder on the day of his execution. This emblem, +deep dyed with blood, and still dripping, was taken up by a bystander, +and pinned on my cap, with the savage observation, 'Voila, it is the +proper colour; see that you profit by the way it became so.' As, with +a bursting heart, and a head wild with terror, I turned to find my way +homeward, I felt my hand grasped by another--I looked up, and saw an old +man, whose threadbare black clothes and emaciated appearance bespoke the +priest in the times of the Convention. + +'You have no home now, my poor boy,' said he to me; 'come and share +mine.' + +I did not ask him why. I seemed to have suddenly become reckless as to +everything present or future. The terrible scene I had witnessed had +dried up all the springs of my youthful heart; and, infant as I was, I +was already a sceptic as to everything good or generous in human nature. +I followed him, therefore, without a word, and we walked on, leaving the +thoroughfares and seeking the less frequented streets, till we arrived +in what seemed a suburban part of Paris--at least the houses were +surrounded with trees and shrubs; and at a distance I could see the +hill of Montmartre and its windmills--objects well known to me by many a +Sunday visit. + +Even after my own home, the poverty of the Pere Michel's household +was most remarkable: he had but one small room, of which a miserable +settle-bed, two chairs, and a table constituted all the furniture; there +was no fireplace, a little pan for charcoal supplying the only means +for warmth or cookery; a crucifix and a few coloured prints of saints +decorated the whitewashed walls; and, with a string of wooden beads, +a cloth skull-cap, and a bracket with two or three books, made up the +whole inventory of his possessions; and yet, as he closed the door +behind him, and drew me towards him to kiss my cheek, the tears +glistened in his eyes with gratitude as he said-- + +'Now, my dear Maurice, you are at home.' + +'How do you know that I am called Maurice?' said I, in astonishment. + +'Because I was an old friend of your poor father, my child; we came from +the same country--we held the same faith, had the same hopes, and may +one day yet, perhaps, have the same fate.' + +He told me that the closest friendship had bound them together for years +past, and in proof of it showed me a variety of papers which my father +had intrusted to his keeping, well aware, as it would seem, of the +insecurity of his own life. + +'He charged me to take you home with me, Maurice, should the day come +when this might come to pass. You will now live with me, and I will be +your father, so far, at least, as humble means will suffer me.' + +I was too young to know how deep my debt of gratitude ought to be. I had +not tasted the sorrows of utter desertion; nor did I know from what a +hurricane of blood and anarchy Fortune had rescued me; still I accepted +the pere's benevolent offer with a thankful heart, and turned to him at +once as to all that was left to me in the world. + +All this time, it may be wondered how I neither spoke nor thought of +my mother, if she were indeed such; but for several weeks before my +father's death I had never seen her, nor did he ever once allude to her. +The reserve thus imposed upon me remained still, and I felt as though +it would have been like a treachery to his memory were I now to speak of +her whom, in his lifetime, I had not dared to mention. + +The pere lost no time in diverting my mind from the dreadful events I +had so lately witnessed. The next morning, soon after daybreak, I was +summoned to attend him to the little church of St. Blois, where he +said mass. It was a very humble little edifice, which once had been +the private chapel of a chateau, and stood in a weed-grown, neglected +garden, where broken statues and smashed fountains bore evidence of +the visits of the destroyer. A rude effigy of St. Blois, upon whom some +profane hand had stuck a Phrygian cap of liberty, and which none were +bold enough to displace, stood over the doorway; except this, not a +vestige of ornament or decoration existed. The altar, covered with +a white cloth, displayed none of the accustomed emblems; and a rude +crucifix of oak was the only symbol of the faith remaining. Small as was +the building, it was even too spacious for the few who came to worship. +The terror which prevailed on every side--the dread that devotion to +religion should be construed into an adherence to the monarchy, that +submission to God should be interpreted as an act of rebellion against +the sovereignty of human will--had gradually thinned the numbers, till +at last the few who came were only those whose afflictions had steeled +them against any reverses, and who were ready martyrs to whatever might +betide them. These were almost exclusively women--the mothers and wives +of those who had sealed their faith with their blood in the terrible +Place de Greve. Among them was one whose dress and appearance, although +not different from the rest, always created a movement of respect as she +passed in or out of the chapel. She was a very old lady, with hair white +as snow, and who led by the hand a little girl of about my own age; her +large dark eyes and brilliant complexion giving her a look of unearthly +beauty in that assemblage of furrowed cheeks, and eyes long dimmed by +weeping. It was not alone that her features were beautifully regular, or +that their lines were fashioned in the very perfection of symmetry, but +there was a certain character in the expression of the face so different +from all around it, as to be almost electrical in effect. Untouched by +the terrible calamities that weighed on every heart, she seemed, in +the glad buoyancy of her youth, to be at once above the very reach of +sorrow, like one who bore a charmed fate, and whom Fortune had exempted +from all the trials of this life. So at least did I read those features, +as they beamed upon me in such a contrast to the almost stern character +of the sad and sorrow-struck faces of the rest. + +It was a part of my duty to place a footstool each morning for the +'Marquise,' as she was distinctively called, and on these occasions +it was that I used to gaze upon that little girl's face with a kind of +admiring wonder that lingered in my heart for hours after. The bold +look with which she met mine, if it at first half abashed, at length +encouraged me; and as I stole noiselessly away, I used to feel as though +I carried with me some portion of that high hope which bounded within +her own heart. Strange magnetism! it seemed as though her spirit +whispered to me not to be downhearted or depressed--that the sorrows of +life came and went as shadows pass over the earth--that the season +of mourning was fast passing, and that for us the world would wear a +brighter and more glorious aspect. + +Such were the thoughts her dark eyes revealed to me, and such the hopes +I caught up from her proud features. + +It is easy to colour a life of monotony; any hue may soon tinge the +outer surface, and thus mine speedily assumed a hopeful cast; not the +less decided, that the distance was lost in vague uncertainty. The +nature of my studies--and the pere kept me rigidly to the desk--offered +little to the discursiveness of fancy. The rudiments of Greek and +Latin, the lives of saints and martyrs, the litanies of the Church, the +invocations peculiar to certain holy-days, chiefly filled up my time, +when not sharing those menial offices which our poverty exacted from our +own hands. + +Our life was of the very simplest; except a cup of coffee each morning +at daybreak, we took but one meal; our drink was always water. By what +means even the humble fare we enjoyed was procured I never knew, for I +never saw money in the pere's possession, nor did he ever appear to buy +anything. + +For about two hours in the week I used to enjoy entire liberty, as the +pere was accustomed every Saturday to visit certain persons of his flock +who were too infirm to go abroad. On these occasions he would leave me +with some thoughtful injunction about reflection or pious meditation, +perhaps suggesting, for my amusement, the life of St. Vincent de Paul, +or some other of those adventurous spirits whose missions among the +Indians are so replete with heroic struggles; but still with free +permission for me to walk out at large and enjoy myself as I liked best. +We lived so near the outer boulevard that I could already see the open +country from our windows; but fair and enticing as seemed the sunny +slopes of Montmartre--bright as glanced the young leaves of spring in +the gardens at its foot--I ever turned my steps into the crowded city, +and sought the thoroughfares where the great human tide rolled fullest. + +There were certain spots which held a kind of supernatural influence +over me--one of these was the Temple, another was the Place de Greve. +The window at which my father used to sit, from which, as a kind of +signal, I have so often seen his red kerchief floating, I never could +pass now, without stopping to gaze at--now, thinking of him who had been +its inmate; now, wondering who might be its present occupant. It needed +not the onward current of population that each Saturday bore along, to +carry me to the Place de Greve. It was the great day of the guillotine, +and as many as two hundred were often led out to execution. Although the +spectacle had now lost every charm of excitement to the population, from +its frequency, it had become a kind of necessity to their existence, +and the sight of blood alone seemed to slake that feverish thirst for +vengeance which no sufferings appeared capable of satiating. It was +rare, however, when some great and distinguished criminal did not absorb +all the interest of the scene. It was at that period when the fierce +tyrants of the Convention had turned upon each other, and sought, by +denouncing those who had been their bosom friends, to seal their new +allegiance to the people. There was something demoniacal in the +exultation with which the mob witnessed the fate of those whom, but a +few weeks back, they had acknowledged as their guides and teachers. The +uncertainty of human greatness appeared the most glorious recompense to +those whose station debarred them from all the enjoyments of power, and +they stood by the death-agonies of their former friends with a fiendish +joy that all the sufferings of their enemies had never yielded. + +To me the spectacle had all the fascination that scenes of horror +exercise over the mind of youth. I knew nothing of the terrible +conflict, nothing of the fierce passions enlisted in the struggle, +nothing of the sacred names so basely polluted, nothing of that +remorseless vengeance with which the low born and degraded were still +hounded on to slaughter. It was a solemn and a fearful sight, but it +was no more; and I gazed upon every detail of the scene with an interest +that never wandered from the spot whereon it was enacted. If the +parade of soldiers, of horse, foot, and artillery, gave these scenes +a character of public justice, the horrible mobs, who chanted ribald +songs, and danced around the guillotine, suggested the notion of popular +vengeance; so that I was lost in all my attempts to reconcile the +reasons of these executions with the circumstances that accompanied +them. + +Not daring to inform the Pere Michel of where I had been, I could not +ask him for any explanation; and thus was I left to pick up from the +scattered phrases of the crowd what was the guilt alleged against the +criminals. In many cases the simple word 'Chouan,' of which I knew not +the import, was all I heard; in others, jeering allusions to former rank +and station would be uttered; while against some the taunt would imply +that they had shed tears over others who fell as enemies of the people, +and that such sympathy was a costly pleasure to be paid for but with a +life's-blood. Such entire possession of me had these awful sights taken, +that I lived in a continual dream of them. The sound of every cart-wheel +recalled the dull rumble of the hurdle--every distant sound seemed like +the far-off hum of the coming multitude--every sudden noise suggested +the clanking drop of the guillotine! My sleep had no other images, and +I wandered about my little round of duties pondering over this terrible +theme. + +Had I been less occupied with my own thoughts, I must have seen that +the Pere Michel was suffering under some great calamity. The poor +priest became wasted to a shadow; for entire days long he would taste +of nothing; sometimes he would be absent from early morning to late at +night, and when he did return, instead of betaking himself to rest, +he would drop down before the crucifix in an agony of prayer, and thus +spend more than half the night. Often and often have I, when feigning +sleep, followed him as he recited the litanies of the breviary, adding +my own muttered prayers to his, and beseeching for a mercy whose object +I knew not. + +For some time his little chapel had been closed by the authorities; a +heavy padlock and two massive seals being placed upon the door, and a +notice, in a vulgar handwriting, appended, to the effect that it was by +the order of the Commissary of the Department. Could this be the source +of the pere's sorrow? or did not his affliction seem too great for such +a cause? were questions I asked myself again and again. + +In this state were matters, when one morning--it was a Saturday--the +priest enjoined me to spend the day in prayer, reciting particularly the +liturgies for the dead, and all those sacred offices for those who have +just departed this life. + +'Pray unceasingly, my dear child--pray with your whole heart, as +though it were for one you loved best in the world. I shall not return, +perhaps, till late to-night; but I will kiss you then, and to-morrow we +shall go into the woods together.' + +The tears fell from his cheek to mine as he said this, and his damp hand +trembled as he pressed my fingers. My heart was full to bursting at his +emotion, and I resolved faithfully to do his bidding. To watch him as he +went, I opened the sash, and as I did so, the sound of a distant drum, +the well-known muffled roll, floated on the air, and I remembered it was +the day of the guillotine--that day in which my feverish spirit turned, +as it were in relief, to the reality of blood. Remote as was the part +of the city we lived in, I could still mark the hastening steps of the +foot-passengers, as they listened to the far-off summons, and see the +tide was setting towards the fatal Place de Greve. It was a lowering, +heavy morning, overcast with clouds, and on its loaded atmosphere sounds +moved slowly and indistinctly; yet I could trace through all the din +of the great city, the incessant roll of the drums, and the loud shouts +that burst forth, from time to time, from some great multitude. + +Forgetting everything save my intense passion for scenes of terror, I +hastened down the stairs into the street, and at the top of my speed +hurried to the place of execution. As I went along, the crowded streets +and thronged avenues told of some event of more than common interest; +and in the words which fell from those around me, I could trace +that some deep Royalist plot had just been discovered, and that the +conspirators would all on that day be executed. Whether it was that the +frequent sight of blood was beginning to pall upon the popular appetite, +or that these wholesale massacres interested less than the sight of +individual suffering, I know not; but certainly there was less of +exultation, less of triumphant scorn in the tone of the speakers. They +talked of the coming event as of a common occurrence, which, from mere +repetition, was gradually losing interest. + +'I thought we had done with these Chouans,' said a man in a blouse, with +a paper cap on his head. '_Pardie!_ they must have been more numerous +than we ever suspected.' + +'That they were, citizen,' said a haggard-looking fellow, whose features +showed the signs of recent strife; 'they were the millions who gorged +and fed upon us for centuries--who sipped the red grape of Bordeaux, +while you and I drank the water of the Seine.' + +'Well, their time is come now,' cried a third. + +'And when will ours come?' asked a fresh-looking, dark-eyed girl, whose +dress bespoke her trade as a flower-girl, 'or do you call this our time, +my masters, when Paris has no more pleasant sight than blood, nor any +music save the "Ca ira" that drowns the cries of the guillotine? Is this +our time, when we have lost those who gave us bread, and got in their +place only those who would feed us with carnage?' + +'Down with her! down with the Chouane! _a bas la Royaliste!_' cried the +pale-faced fellow; and he struck the girl with his fist upon her face, +and left it covered with blood. + +'To the Lantern with her--to the Seine!' shouted several voices; and +now, rudely seizing her by the shoulders, the mob seemed bent upon +sudden vengeance; while the poor girl, letting fall her basket, begged +with clasped hands for mercy. + +'See here, see here, comrades,' cried a fellow, stooping down among the +flowers, 'she is a Royalist: here are lilies hid beneath the rest.' + +What sad consequences this discovery might have led to, there is no +knowing; when, suddenly, a violent rush of the crowd turned every +thought into a different direction. It was caused by a movement of the +_Gendarmerie a cheval_, who were clearing the way for the approaching +procession. I had just time to place the poor girl's basket in her +hands, as the onward impulse of the dense mob carried me forward. I saw +her no more. A flower--I know not how it came there--was in my +bosom, and seeing that it was a lily, I placed it within my cap for +concealment. + +The hoarse clangour of the bassoons--the only instruments which played +during the march--now told that the procession was approaching; and then +I could see, above the heads of the multitude, the leopard-skin helmets +of the dragoons, who led the way. Save this I could see nothing, as +I was borne along in the vast torrent towards the place of execution. +Slowly as we moved, our progress was far more rapid than that of the +procession, which was often obliged to halt from the density of the mob +in front. We arrived, therefore, at the Place a considerable time before +it; and now I found myself beside the massive wooden railing placed to +keep off the crowd from the space around the guillotine. + +It was the first time I had ever stood so close to the fatal spot, and +my eyes devoured every detail with the most searching intensity. The +colossal guillotine itself, painted red, and with its massive axe +suspended aloft--the terrible basket, half filled with sawdust, +beneath--the coarse table, on which a rude jar and a cup were +placed--and, more disgusting than all, the lounging group, who, with +their newspapers in hand, seemed from time to time to watch if the +procession were approaching. They sat beneath a misshapen statue of +wood, painted red like the guillotine. This was the goddess of Liberty. +I climbed one of the pillars of the paling, and could now see the great +cart, which, like a boat upon wheels, came slowly along, dragged by six +horses. It was crowded with people, so closely packed that they could +not move their bodies, and only waved their hands, which they did +incessantly. They seemed, too, as if they were singing; but the deep +growl of the bassoons, and the fierce howlings of the mob, drowned all +other sounds. As the cart came nearer, I could distinguish the faces, +amid which were those of age and youth, men and women, bold-visaged boys +and fair girls--some, whose air bespoke the very highest station, and +beside them, the hardy peasant, apparently more amazed than terrified +at all he saw around him. On they came, the great cart surging heavily, +like a bark in a stormy sea; and now it cleft the dense ocean that +filled the Place, and I could descry the lineaments wherein the +stiffened lines of death were already marked. Had any touch of pity +still lingered in that dense crowd, there might well have been some show +of compassion for the sad convoy, whose faces grew ghastly with terror +as they drew near the horrible engine. + +Down the furrowed cheek of age the heavy tears coursed freely, and sobs +and broken prayers burst forth from hearts that until now had beat high +and proudly. + +'There is the Due d'Angeac,' cried a fellow, pointing to a venerable +old man, who was seated at the corner of the cart with an air of calm +dignity; 'I know him well, for I was his perruquier.' + +'His hair must be content with sawdust this morning, instead of powder,' +said another; and a rude laugh followed the ruffian jest. + +'See! mark that woman with the long dark hair--that is La Bretonville, +the actress of the St. Martin.' + +'I have often seen her represent terror far more naturally,' cried +a fashionably dressed man, as he stared at the victim through his +opera-glass. + +'Bah!' replied his friend, 'she despises her audience, _voila tout_. +Look, Henri, if that little girl beside her be not Lucille, of the +Pantheon.' + +'_Parbleu!_ so it is. Why, they'll not leave a pirouette in the Grand +Opera. _Pauvre petite_, what had you to do with politics?' + +'Her little feet ought to have saved her head any day.' + +'See how grim that old lady beside her looks; I'd swear she is more +shocked at the company she's thrown into than the fate that awaits her. +I never saw a glance of prouder disdain than she has just bestowed on +poor Lucille.' + +'That is the old Marquise d'Estelles, the very essence of our old +nobility. They used to talk of their _mesalliance_ with the Bourbons as +the first misfortune of their house.' '_Pardi!_ they have lived to learn +deeper sorrows.' I had by this time discovered her they were speaking +of, whom I recognised at once as the old marquise of the chapel of St. +Blois. My hands nearly gave up their grasp as I gazed on those features, +which so often I had seen fixed in prayer, and which now--a thought +paler, perhaps--wore the self-same calm expression. With what +intense agony I peered into the mass, to see if the little girl, her +granddaughter, were with her; and, oh! the deep relief I felt as I saw +nothing but strange faces on every side. It was terrible to feel, as +my eyes ranged over that vast mass, where grief, and despair, and +heart-sinking terror were depicted, that I should experience a spirit +of joy and thankfulness; and yet I did so, and with my lips I uttered my +gratitude that she was spared! But I had not time for many reflections +like this; already the terrible business of the day had begun, and the +prisoners were now descending from the cart, ranging themselves, as +their names were called, in a line below the scaffold. With a +few exceptions, they took their places in all the calm of seeming +indifference. Death had long familiarised itself to their minds in a +thousand shapes. Day by day they had seen the vacant places left +by those led out to die, and if their sorrows had not rendered them +careless of life, the world itself had grown distasteful to them. In +some cases a spirit of proud scorn was manifested to the very last; and, +strange inconsistency of human nature! the very men whose licentiousness +and frivolity first evoked the terrible storm of popular fury, were the +first to display the most chivalrous courage in the terrible face of the +guillotine. Beautiful women, too, in all the pride of their loveliness, +met the inhuman stare of that mob undismayed. Nor were these traits +without their fruits. This noble spirit--this triumphant victory of the +well born and the great--was a continual insult to the populace, who saw +themselves defrauded of half their promised vengeance, and they learned +that they might kill, but they could never humiliate them. In vain they +dipped their hands in the red life-blood, and, holding up their dripping +fingers, asked--'How did it differ from that of the people?' Their +hearts gave the lie to the taunt; for they witnessed instances of +heroism, from grey hairs and tender womanhood, that would have shamed +the proudest deeds of their new-born chivalry! + +'Charles Gregoire Courcelles!' shouted out a deep voice from the +scaffold. + +'That is my name,' said a venerable-looking old gentleman, as he arose +from his seat, adding, with a placid smile, 'but for half a century my +friends have called me the Duc de Riancourt.' + +'We have no dukes nor marquises; we know of no titles in France,' +replied the functionary. 'All men are equal before the law.' + +'If it were so, my friend, you and I might change places; for you were +my steward, and plundered my chateau.' + +'Down with the Royalist--away with the aristocrat!' shouted a number of +voices from the crowd. + +'Be a little patient, good people,' said the old man, as he ascended the +steps with some difficulty; 'I was wounded in Canada, and have never yet +recovered. I shall probably be better a few minutes hence.' + +There was something of half simplicity in the careless way the words +were uttered that hushed the multitude, and already some expressions +of sympathy were heard; but as quickly the ribald insults of the hired +ruffians of the Convention drowned these sounds, and 'Down with the +Royalist' resounded on every side, while two officials assisted him to +remove his stock and bare his throat. The commissary, advancing to the +edge of the platform, and, as it were, addressing the people, read in +a hurried, slurring kind of voice, something that purported to be the +ground of the condemnation. But of this not a word could be heard. None +cared to hear the ten-thousand-time told tale of suspected Royalism, +nor would listen to the high-sounding declamation that proclaimed the +virtuous zeal of the Government--their untiring energy--their glorious +persistence in the cause of the people. The last words were as usual +responded to with an echoing shout, and the cry of '_Vive la Republique!_ +rose from the great multitude. + +'_Vive le Roi!_ cried the old man, with a voice heard high above the +clamour; but the words were scarce out when the lips that uttered them +were closed in death; so sudden was the act, that a cry burst forth from +the mob, but whether in reprobation or in ecstasy I know not. + +I will not follow the sad catalogue, wherein nobles, and peasants, +priests, soldiers, actors, men of obscure fortune, and women of lofty +station, succeeded each other, occupying for a brief minute every eye, +and passing away for ever. Many ascended the platform without a word; +some waved a farewell towards a distant quarter, where they suspected a +friend to be; others spent their last moments in prayer, and died in +the very act of supplication. All bore themselves with a noble and proud +courage; and now some five or six alone remained of whose fate none +seemed to guess the issue, since they had been taken from the Temple by +some mistake, and were not included in the list of the commissary. There +they sat, at the foot of the scaffold, speechless and stupefied--they +looked as though it were matter of indifference to which side their +steps should turn--to the gaol or the guillotine. Among these was the +marquise, who alone preserved her proud self-possession, and sat in all +her accustomed dignity; while close beside her an angry controversy was +maintained as to their future destiny--the commissary firmly refusing +to receive them for execution, and the delegate of the Temple, as he was +styled, as flatly asserting that he would not reconduct them to prison. +The populace soon grew interested in the dispute, and the most violent +altercations arose among the partisans of each side of the question. + +Meanwhile the commissary and his assistants prepared to depart. Already +the massive drapery of red cloth was drawn over the guillotine, +and every preparation made for withdrawing, when the mob, doubtless +dissatisfied that they should be defrauded of any portion of the +entertainment, began to climb over the wooden barricades, and, with +furious cries and shouts, threaten vengeance upon any who would screen +the enemies of the people. + +The troops resisted the movement, but rather with the air of men +entreating calmness than with the spirit of soldiery. It was plain to +see on which side the true force lay. + +'If you will not do it, the people will do it for you,' whispered the +delegate to the commissary; 'and who is to say where they will stop when +their hands once learn the trick!' + +The commissary grew lividly pale, and made no reply. + +'See there!' rejoined the other--'they are carrying a fellow on their +shoulders yonder--they mean him to be the executioner.' + +'But I dare not--I cannot--without my orders.' + +'Are not the people sovereign?--whose will have we sworn to obey but +theirs?' + +'My own head would be the penalty if I yielded.' + +'It will be, if you resist--even now it is too late.' + +And as he spoke he sprang from the scaffold, and disappeared in the +dense crowd that already thronged the space within the rails. + +By this time the populace were not only masters of the area around, +but had also gained the scaffold itself, from which many of them seemed +endeavouring to harangue the mob--others contenting themselves with +imitating the gestures of the commissary and his functionaries. It was +a scene of the wildest uproar and confusion--frantic cries and screams, +ribald songs and fiendish yellings on every side. The guillotine was +again uncovered, and the great crimson drapery, torn into fragments, +was waved about like flags, or twisted into uncouth head-dresses. The +commissary, failing in every attempt to restore order peaceably, and +either not possessing a sufficient force, or distrusting the temper of +the soldiers, descended from the scaffold, and gave the order to march. +This act of submission was hailed by the mob with the most furious yell +of triumph. Up to that very moment they had never credited the bare +possibility of a victory; and now they saw themselves suddenly masters +of the field--the troops, in all the array of horse and foot, retiring +in discomfiture. The exultation knew no bounds; and, doubtless, had +there been amongst them those with skill and daring to profit by the +enthusiasm, the torrent had rushed a longer and more terrific course +than through the blood-steeped clay of the Place de Greve. + +'Here is the man we want,' shouted a deep voice. 'St. Just told us +t' other day that the occasion never failed to produce one; and see, +here is "Jean Gougon"; and though he's but two feet high, his fingers +can reach the pin of the guillotine.' + +And he held aloft on his shoulders a misshapen dwarf, who was well known +on the Pont Neuf, where he gained his living by singing infamous songs, +and performing mockeries of the service of the mass. A cheer of welcome +acknowledged this speech, to which the dwarf responded by a mock +benediction, which he bestowed with all the ceremonious observance of an +archbishop. Shouts of the wildest laughter followed this ribaldry, and +in a kind of triumph they carried him up the steps, and deposited him on +the scaffold. + +Ascending one of the chairs, the little wretch proceeded to address the +mob, which he did with all the ease and composure of a practised public +speaker. Not a murmur was heard in that tumultuous assemblage, as +he, with a most admirable imitation of Hebert, then the popular idol, +assured them that France was, at that instant, the envy of surrounding +nations; and that, bating certain little weaknesses on the score of +humanity--certain traits of softness and over-mercy--her citizens +realised all that ever had been said of angels. From thence he passed +on to a mimicry of Marat, of Danton, and of Robespierre--tearing off his +cravat, baring his breast, and performing all the oft-exhibited antics +of the latter, as he vociferated, in a wild scream, the well-known +peroration of a speech he had lately made--'If we look for a glorious +morrow of freedom, the sun of our slavery must set in blood!' + +However amused by the dwarfs exhibition, a feeling of impatience began +to manifest itself among the mob, who felt that, by any longer delay, +it was possible time would be given for fresh troops to arrive, and the +glorious opportunity of popular sovereignty be lost in the very hour of +victory. + +'To work--to work, Master Gougon!' shouted hundreds of rude voices; 'we +cannot spend our day in listening to oratory.' + +'You forget, my dear friends,' said he blandly, 'that this is to me a +new walk in life. I have much to learn, ere I can acquit myself worthily +to the Republic.' + +'We have no leisure for preparatory studies, Gougon,' cried a fellow +below the scaffold. + +'Let me, then, just begin with monsieur,' said the dwarf, pointing to +the last speaker, and a shout of laughter closed the sentence. + +A brief and angry dispute now arose as to what was to be done; and it is +more than doubtful how the debate might have ended, when Gougon, with a +readiness all his own, concluded the discussion by saying-- + +'I have it, citizens, I have it! There is a lady here, who, however +respectable her family and connections, will leave few to mourn her +loss. She is, in a manner, public property, and if not born on the soil, +at least a naturalised Frenchwoman. We have done a great deal for her, +and in her name, for some time back, and I am not aware of any singular +benefit she has rendered us. With your permission, then, I 'll begin +with her.* + +'Name, name--name her!' was cried by thousands. + +'_La voila_,' said he archly, as he pointed with his thumb to the wooden +effigy of Liberty above his head. + +The absurdity of the suggestion was more than enough for its success. A +dozen hands were speedily at work, and down came the goddess of Liberty! +The other details of an execution were hurried over with all the speed +of practised address, and the figure was placed beneath the drop. Down +fell the axe, and Gougon, lifting up the wooden head, paraded it about +the scaffold, crying-- + +'Behold! an enemy of France. Long live the Republic, one and +indivisible!' + +Loud and wild were the shouts of laughter from this brutal mockery; and +for a time it almost seemed as if the ribaldry had turned the mob from +the sterner passions of their vengeance. This hope, if one there ever +cherished it, was short-lived, and again the cry arose for blood. It +was too plain that no momentary diversion, no passing distraction, +could withdraw them from that lust for cruelty that had now grown into a +passion. + +And now a bustle and movement of those around the stairs showed that +something was in preparation; and in the next moment the old marquise +was led forward between two men. + +'Where is the order for this woman's execution?' asked the dwarf, +mimicking the style and air of the commissary. + +'We give it--it is from us!' shouted the mob, with one savage roar. + +Gougon removed his cap, and bowed in token of obedience. + +'Let us proceed in order, citizens,' said he gravely; 'I see no priest +here.' + +'Shrive her yourself, Gougon; few know the mummeries better!' cried a +voice. + +'Is there not one here can remember a prayer, or even a verse of the +offices,' said Gougon, with a well-affected horror in his voice. + +'Yes, yes, I do,' cried I, my zeal overcoming all sense of the mockery +in which the words were spoken; 'I know them all by heart, and can +repeat them from "lux beatissima" down to "hora mortis"'; and as if to +gain credence for my self-laudation, I began at once to recite, in the +sing-song tone of the seminary-- + + 'Salve, mater salvatoris, + Fons salutis, vas honoris; + Scala coli, porta et via, + Salve semper, O Maria!' + +It is possible I should have gone on to the very end, if the uproarious +laughter which rung around had not stopped me. + +'There's a brave youth!' cried Gougon, pointing towards me, with mock +admiration. 'If it ever come to pass--as what may not in these strange +times?--that we turn to priestcraft again, thou shalt be the first +archbishop of Paris. Who taught thee that famous canticle?' + +'The Pere Michel,' replied I, in no way conscious of the ridicule +bestowed upon me; 'the Pere Michel of St. Blois.' + +The old lady lifted up her head at these words, and her dark eyes rested +steadily upon me; and then, with a sign of her hand, she motioned to me +to come over to her. + +'Yes; let him come,' said Gougon, as if answering the half-reluctant +glances of the crowd. And now I was assisted to descend, and passed +along over the heads of the people, till I was placed upon the scaffold. +Never can I forget the terror of that moment, as I stood within a few +feet of the terrible guillotine, and saw beside me the horrid basket +splashed with recent blood. + +'Look not at these things, child,' said the old lady, as she took my +hand and drew me towards her, 'but listen to me, and mark my words +well.' + +'I will, I will,' cried I, as the hot tears rolled down my cheeks. + +'Tell the pere--you will see him to-night--tell him that I have changed +my mind, and resolved upon another course, and that he is not to leave +Paris. Let them remain. The torrent runs too rapidly to last. This +cannot endure much longer. We shall be among the last victims. You hear +me, child?' + +'I do, I do,' cried I, sobbing. 'Why is not the Pere Michel with you +now?' + +'Because he is suing for my pardon--asking for mercy where its very name +is a derision. Kneel down beside me, and repeat the "Angelus."' + +I took off my cap, and knelt down at her feet, reciting, in a voice +broken by emotion, the words of the prayer. She repeated each syllable +after me, in a tone full and unshaken, and then stooping, she took up +the lily which lay in my cap. She pressed it to her lips two or three +times passionately. 'Give it to _her_; tell her I kissed it at my last +moment. Tell her----' + +'This "shrift" is beyond endurance. Away, holy father!' cried Gougon, as +he pushed me rudely back, and seized the marquise by the wrist. A faint +cry escaped her. I heard no more; for, jostled and pushed about by the +crowd, I was driven to the very rails of the scaffold. Stepping beneath +these, I mingled with the mob beneath; and burning with eagerness to +escape a scene, to have witnessed which would almost have made my +heart break, I forced my way into the dense mass, and, by squeezing and +creeping, succeeded at last in penetrating to the verge of the Place. A +terrible shout, and a rocking motion of the mob, like the heavy surging +of the sea, told me that all was over; but I never looked back to the +fatal spot, but, having gained the open streets, ran at the top of my +speed towards home. + + + + +CHAPTER II. THE RESTAURANT 'AU SCELERAT' + +As I gained the street, at a distance from the Place, I was able to +increase my speed; and I did so with an eagerness as if the world +depended on my haste. At any other time I would have bethought me of my +disobedience to the pere's commands, and looked forward to meeting him +with shame and sorrow, but now I felt a kind of importance in the charge +intrusted to me. I regarded my mission as something superior to any +petty consideration of self, while the very proximity in which I had +stood to peril and death made me seem a hero in my own eyes. + +At last I reached the street where we lived, and, almost breathless with +exertion, gained the door. What was my amazement, however, to find it +guarded by a sentry, a large, solemn-looking fellow, with a tattered +cocked-hat on his head, and a pair of worn striped trousers on his +legs, who cried out, as I appeared, 'Halte-la!' in a voice that at once +arrested my steps. + +'Where to, youngster?' said he, in a somewhat melted tone, seeing the +shock his first words had caused me. + +'I am going home, sir,' said I submissively; 'I live at the third +storey, in the apartment of the Pere Michel.' + +'The Pere Michel will live there no longer, my boy; his apartment is now +in the Temple,' said he slowly. + +'In the Temple!' said I, whose memory at once recalled my father's fate; +and then, unable to control my feelings, I sat down upon the steps and +burst into tears. + +'There, there, child, you must not cry thus,' said he; 'these are not +days when one should weep over misfortunes; they come too fast and too +thick on all of us for that. The pere was your tutor, I suppose?' + +I nodded. + +'And your father--where is he?' + +'Dead.' + +He made a sign to imitate the guillotine, and I assented by another nod. + +'Was he a Royalist, boy?' + +'He was an officer in the Garde du Corps,' said I proudly. The soldier +shook his head mournfully, but with what meaning I know not. + +'And your mother, boy?' + +'I do not know where she is,' said I, again relapsing into tears at the +thought of my utter desolation. The old soldier leaned upon his musket +in profound thought, and for some time did not utter a word. At last he +said-- + +'There is nothing but the Hotel de Ville for you, my child. They say +that the Republic adopts all the orphans of France. What she does with +them I cannot tell.' + +'But I can, though,' replied I fiercely; 'the Noyades or the Seine are +a quick and sure provision; I saw eighty drowned one morning below the +Pont Neuf myself.' + +'That tongue of yours will bring you into trouble, youngster,' said he +reprovingly; 'mind that you say not such things as these.' + +'What worse fortune can betide me than to see my father die at the +guillotine, and my last, my only friend, carried away to prison?' + +'You have no care for your own neck, then?' + +'Why should I---what value has life for me?' + +'Then it will be spared to you,' said he sententiously; 'mark my words, +lad. You never need fear death till you begin to love life. Get up, my +poor boy; you must not be found there when the relief comes, and that +will be soon. This is all that I have,' said he, placing three sous in +my palm, 'which will buy a loaf; to-morrow there may be better luck in +store for you.' + +I shook the rough hand he offered with cordial gratitude, and resolved +to bear myself as like a man as I could. I drew myself up, touched my +cap in soldierlike fashion, and cried out, adieu--and then, descending +into the street, hurried away to hide the tears that were almost +suffocating me. + +Hour after hour I walked the streets; the mere act of motion seemed to +divert my grief, and it was only when, footsore and weary, I could march +no longer, that my sorrows came back in full force, and overwhelmed +me in their flow. It was less pride or shame than a sense of my utter +helplessness, that prevented me addressing any one of the hundreds who +passed me. I bethought me of my inability to do anything for my own +support, and it was this consciousness that served to weigh me down more +than all else; and yet I felt with what devotion I could serve him who +would but treat me with the kindness he might bestow upon his dog; I +fancied with what zeal I could descend to very slavery for one word of +affection. The streets were crowded with people; groups were gathered +here and there, either listening to some mob orator of the day, or +hearing the newspapers read aloud. I tried, by forcing my way into the +crowd, to feel myself 'one of them,' and to think that I had my share of +interest in what was going forward, but in vain. Of the topics +discussed I knew nothing, and of the bystanders none even noticed +me. High-swelling phrases met the ear at every moment, that sounded +strangely enough to me. They spoke of Fraternity--of that brotherhood +which linked man to man in close affection; of Equality--that made all +sharers in this world's goods; of Liberty--that gave freedom to every +noble aspiration and generous thought; and for an instant, carried away +by the glorious illusion, I even forgot my solitary condition, and felt +proud of my heritage as a youth of France. I looked around me, however, +and what faces met my gaze! The same fearful countenances I had seen +around the scaffold--the wretches, blood-stained, and influenced +by passion--their bloated cheeks and strained eyeballs glowing with +intemperance--their oaths, their gestures--their very voices having +something terrible in them. The mockery soon disgusted me, and I moved +away, again to wander about without object or direction through the +weary streets. It was past midnight when I found myself, without knowing +where I was, in a large open space, in the midst of which a solitary +lamp was burning. I approached it and, to my horror, saw that it was the +guillotine, over which in mournful cadence a lantern swung, creaking +its chain as the night wind stirred it. The dim outline of the fearful +scaffold, the fitful light that fell upon the platform, and the +silence-all conspired to strike terror into my heart. All I had so +lately witnessed seemed to rise up again before me, and the victims +seemed to stand up again, pale, and livid, and shuddering, as last I saw +them. + +I knelt down and tried to pray, but terror was too powerful to suffer +my thoughts to take this direction, and, half fainting with fear and +exhaustion, I lay down upon the ground and slept--slept beneath the +platform of the guillotine. Not a dream crossed my slumber, nor did I +awake till dawn of day, when the low rumbling of the peasants' carts +aroused me, as they were proceeding to the market. I know not why or +whence, but I arose from the damp earth, and looked about me with a more +daring and courageous spirit than I had hitherto felt. It was May--the +first bright rays of sunshine were slanting along the Place, and the +fresh, brisk air felt invigorating and cheering. Whither to? asked I of +myself, and my eyes turned from the dense streets and thoroughfares of +the great city to the far-off hills beyond the barrier, and for a +moment I hesitated which road to take. I almost seemed to feel as if the +decision involved my whole future fortune--whether I should live and die +in the humble condition of a peasant, or play for a great stake in +life. Yes, said I, after a short hesitation, I will remain here--in the +terrible conflict going forward, many must be new adventurers, and never +was any one more greedy to learn the trade than myself. I will throw +sorrow behind me. Yesterday's tears are the last I shall shed. Now for +a bold heart and a ready will, and here goes for the world! With these +stout words I placed my cap jauntily on one side of my head, and with a +fearless air marched off for the very centre of the city. + +For some hours I amused myself gazing at the splendid shops, or staring +in at the richly decorated cafes, where the young celebrities of the day +were assembled at breakfast, in all the extravagance of the newfangled +costume. Then I followed the Guard to the parade at the 'Carrousel,' +and listened to the band; quitting which I wandered along the quays, +watching the boats as they dragged the river in search of murdered +bodies or suicides. Thence I returned to the Palais-Royal and listened +to the news of the day, as read out by some elected enlightener of his +countrymen. + +By what chance I know not, but at last my rambling steps brought me +opposite to the great solemn-looking towers of the 'Temple.' The gloomy +prison, within whose walls hundreds were then awaiting the fate which +already their friends had suffered--little groups, gathered here and +there in the open Place, were communicating to the prisoners by signs +and gestures, and from many a small-grated window, at an immense height, +handkerchiefs were seen to wave in recognition of those below. These +signals seemed to excite neither watchfulness nor prevention--indeed, +they needed none; and perhaps the very suspense they excited was a +torture that pleased the inhuman gaolers. Whatever the reason, the +custom was tolerated, and was apparently enjoyed at that moment by +several of the turnkeys, who sat at the windows, much amused at the +efforts made to communicate. Interested by the sight, I sat down upon a +stone bench to watch the scene, and fancied that I could read something +of the rank and condition of those who signalled from below their +messages of hope or fear. At last a deep bell within the prison tolled +the hour of noon; and now every window was suddenly deserted. It was the +hour for the muster of the prisoners, which always took place before +the dinner at one o'clock. The curious groups soon after broke up. A few +lingered around the gate, with, perhaps, some hope of admission to visit +their friends; but the greater number departed. + +My hunger was now such that I could no longer deny myself the +long-promised meal, and I looked about me for a shop where I might buy a +loaf of bread. In my search, I suddenly found myself opposite an immense +shop, where viands of every tempting description were ranged with +all that artistic skill so purely Parisian, making up a picture whose +composition Snyders would not have despised. Over the door was a +painting of a miserable wretch, with hands bound behind him, and his +hair cut close in the well-known crop for the scaffold; and underneath +was written, 'Au Scelerat'; while on a larger board, in gilt letters, +ran the inscription:-- + + 'Boivin Pere et fils, + Traiteurs pour MM. les Condamnees.' + +I could scarcely credit my eyes, as I read and re-read this infamous +announcement; but there it stood, and in the crowd that poured +incessantly to and from the door, I saw the success that attended the +traffic. A ragged knot were gathered around the window, eagerly gazing +at something, which, by their exclamations, seemed to claim all their +admiration. I pressed forward to see what it was, and beheld a miniature +guillotine, which, turned by a wheel, was employed to chop the meat for +sausages. This it was that formed the great object of attraction, even +to those to whom the prototype had grown flat and uninteresting. + +Disgusted as I was by this shocking sight, I stood watching all that +went forward within with a strange interest. It was a scene of incessant +bustle and movement; for now, as one o'clock drew nigh, various dinners +were being prepared for the prisoners, while parties of their friends +were assembling inside. Of these latter there seemed persons of every +rank and condition; some, dressed in all the brilliancy of the mode; +others, whose garments bespoke direst poverty. There were women, too, +whose costume emulated the classic drapery of the ancients, and who +displayed, in their looped togas, no niggard share of their forms; while +others, in shabby mourning, sat in obscure corners, not noticing the +scene before them, nor noticed themselves. A strange equipage, with two +horses extravagantly bedizened with rosettes and bouquets, stood at the +door; and, as I looked, a pale, haggard-looking man, whose foppery in +dress contrasted oddly with his careworn expression, hurried from the +shop and sprang into the carriage. In doing so, a pocket-book fell from +his pocket. I took it up; but as I did so, the carriage was already +away, and far beyond my power to overtake it. + +Without stopping to examine my prize, or hesitating for a second, I +entered the restaurant, and asked for M. Boivin. + +'Give your orders to me, boy,' said a man busily at work behind the +counter. + +'My business is with himself,' said I stoutly. + +'Then you 'll have to wait with some patience,' said he sneeringly. + +'I can do so,' was my answer, and I sat down in the shop. + +I might have been half an hour thus seated, when an enormously fat man, +with a huge _bonnet rouge_ on his head, entered from an inner room, and +passing close to where I was, caught sight of me. + +'Who are you, sirrah--what brings you here?' + +'I want to speak with M. Bouvin.' + +'Then speak!' said he, placing his hand upon his immense chest. + +'It must be alone,' said I. + +'How so, alone, sirrah?' said he, growing suddenly pale; 'I have no +secrets--I know of nothing that may not be told before all the world.' + +Though he said this in a kind of appeal to all around, the dubious looks +and glances interchanged seemed to make him far from comfortable. + +'So you refuse me, then?' said I, taking up my cap and preparing to +depart. + +'Come hither,' said he, leading the way into the room from which he had +emerged. It was a very small chamber, the most conspicuous ornaments +of which were busts and pictures of the various celebrities of the +Revolution. Some of these latter were framed ostentatiously, and one, +occupying the post of honour above the chimney, at once attracted +me, for in a glance I saw that it was a portrait of him who owned the +pocket-book, and bore beneath it the name 'Robespierre.' + +'Now, sir, for your communication,' said Boivin; 'and take care that +it is of sufficient importance to warrant the interview you have asked +for.' + +'I have no fears on that score,' said I calmly, still scanning the +features of the portrait, and satisfying myself of their identity. + +'Look at me, sir, and not at that picture,' said Boivin. + +'And yet it is of M. Robespierre I have to speak,' said I coolly. + +'How so--of M. Robespierre, boy? What is the meaning of this? If it be a +snare--if this be a trick, you never leave this spot living,' cried +he, as he placed a massive hand on each of my shoulders and shook me +violently. + +'I am not so easily to be terrified, citizen,' said I; 'nor have I any +secret cause for fear, whatever you may have. My business is of another +kind. This morning, in passing out to his carriage, he dropped his +pocket-book, which I picked up. Its contents may well be of a kind that +should not be read by other eyes than his own. My request is, then, that +you will seal it up before me, and then send some one along with me, +while I restore it to its owner.' + +'Is this a snare--what secret mischief have we here?' said Boivin, half +aloud, as he wiped the cold drops of perspiration from his forehead. + +'Any mishap that follows will depend upon your refusal to do what I +ask.' + +'How so--I never refused it; you dare not tell M. Robespierre that I +refused, sirrah?' + +'I will tell him nothing that is untrue,' said I calmly; for already a +sense of power had gifted me with composure. 'If M. Robespierre----' + +[Illustration: 054] + +'Who speaks of me here?' cried the identical personage, as he dashed +hurriedly into the room, and then, not waiting for the reply, went on--' +You must send out your scouts on every side--I lost my pocket-book as I +left this a while ago.' + +'It is here, sir,' said I, presenting it at once. + +'How--where was it found--in whose keeping has it been, boy?' + +'In mine only; I took it from the ground the same moment that you +dropped it, and then came here to place it in M. Boivin's hands.' + +'Who has taken care of it since that time?' continued Robespierre, with +a slow and sneering accentuation on every word. + +'The pocket-book has never left my possession since it quitted yours,' +was my reply. + +'Just so,' broke in Boivin, now slowly recovering from his terror. 'Of +its contents I know nothing; nor have I sought to know anything.' + +Robespierre looked at me as if to corroborate this statement, and I +nodded my head in acquiescence. + +'Who is your father, boy?' + +'I have none--he was guillotined.' + +'His name?' + +'Tiernay.' + +'Ah, I remember; he was called _l'Irlandais_.' + +'The same.' + +'A famous Royalist was that same Tiernay, and, doubtless, contrived to +leave a heritage of his opinions to his son.' + +'He left me nothing--I have neither house, nor home, nor even bread to +eat.' + +'But you have a head to plan, and a heart to feel, youngster; and it is +better that fellows like you should not want a dinner. Boivin, look to +it that he is taken care of. In a few days I will relieve you of the +charge. You will remain here, boy; there are worse resting-places, I +promise you. There are men who call themselves teachers of the people, +who would ask no better life than free quarters on Boivin.' And so +saying, he hurriedly withdrew, leaving me face to face with my host. + +'So then, youngster,' said Boivin, as he scratched his ear thoughtfully, +'I have gained a pensioner! _Parbleu!_ if life were not an uncertain +thing in these times, there's no saying how long we might not be blessed +with your amiable company.' + +'You shall not be burthened heavily, citizen,' said I: 'let me have my +dinner--I have not eaten since yesterday morning, and I will go my ways +peacefully.' + +'Which means straight to Robespierre's dwelling, to tell him that I have +turned you out of doors--eh, sirrah?' + +'You mistake me much,' said I; 'this would be sorry gratitude for eaten +bread. I meant what I said--that I will not be an unwelcome guest, even +though the alternative be, as it is, something very nigh starvation.' + +Boivin did not seem clearly to comprehend the meaning of what I said; or +perhaps my whole conduct and bearing puzzled him, for he made no reply +for several seconds. At last, with a kind of sigh, he said-- 'Well, +well, it cannot be helped; it must be even as he wished, though the odds +are, he 'll never think more about him. Come, lad, you shall have your +dinner.' + +I followed him through a narrow, unlighted passage, which opened into +a room, where, at a long table, were seated a number of men and boys at +dinner. Some were dressed as cooks; others wore a kind of grey blouse, +with a badge upon the arm, bearing the name 'Boivin' in large letters, +and were, as I afterwards learned, the messengers employed to carry +refreshments into the prison, and who, by virtue of this sign, were +freely admitted within the gates. + +Taking my place at the board, I proceeded to eat with a voracity that +only a long fast could have excused; and thus took but little heed of +my companions, whose solecisms in table etiquette might otherwise have +amused me. + +'Art a Marmiton, thou?' asked an elderly man in a cook's cap, as he +stared fixedly at me for some seconds. + +'No,' said I, helping myself and eating away as before. + +'Thou canst never be a commissionaire, friend, with an appetite like +that,' cried another; 'I wouldn't trust thee to carry a casserole to the +fire.' + +'Nor shall I be,' said I coolly. + +'What trade, then, has the good fortune to possess your shining +abilities.' + +'A trade that thrives well just now, friend--pass me the flask.' + +'Indeed, and what may it be?' + +'Can you not guess, citizen,' said I, 'if I tell you that it was never +more in vogue; and, if there be some who will not follow it, they'll +wear their heads just as safely by holding their peace?' + +'_Parbleu!_ thou hast puzzled me,' said the chief cook; 'and if thou +be'st not a coffin-maker----' A roar of merriment cut short his speech, +in which I myself could not but join heartily. + +'That is, I know,' said I, 'a thriving business; but mine is even +better; and, not to mystify you longer, I 'll just tell you what I am; +which is, simply, a friend of the Citizen Robespierre.' + +The blow told with full force; and I saw, in the terrified looks that +were interchanged around the table, that my sojourn amongst them, +whether destined to be of short or long duration, would not be disturbed +by further liberties. It was truly a reign of terror that same period! +The great agent of everything was the vague and shadowy dread of some +terrible vengeance, against which precautions were all in vain. Men met +each other with secret misgivings, and parted with the same dreadful +distrust. The ties of kindred were all broken; brotherly affection +died out. Existence was become like the struggle for life upon some +shipwrecked raft, where each sought safety by his neighbour's doom! At +such a time--with such terrible teachings--children became men in +all the sterner features of character; cruelty is a lesson so easily +learned. + +As for myself, energetic and ambitious by nature, the ascendency my +first assumption of power suggested was too grateful a passion to be +relinquished. The name--whose spell was like a talisman, because now the +secret engine by which I determined to work out my fortune--Robespierre +had become to my imagination like the slave of Aladdin's lamp; and +to conjure him up was to be all-powerful Even to Boivin himself this +influence extended; and it was easy to perceive that he regarded the +whole narrative of the pocket-book as a mere fable, invented to obtain a +position as a spy over his household. + +I was not unwilling to encourage the belief--it added to my importance, +by increasing the fear I inspired; and thus I walked indolently about, +giving myself those airs of _mouchard_ that I deemed most fitting, and +taking a mischievous delight in the terror I was inspiring. + +The indolence of my life, however, soon wearied me, and I began to long +for some occupation, or some pursuit. Teeming with excitement as the +world was--every day, every hour, brimful of events--it was impossible +to sit calmly on the shore, and watch the great, foaming current of +human passions, without longing to be in the stream. Had I been a man +at that time, I should have become a furious orator of the Mountain--an +impassioned leader of the people. The impulse to stand foremost--to take +a bold and prominent position--would have carried me to any lengths. I +had caught up enough of the horrid fanaticism of the time to think that +there was something grand and heroic in contempt for human suffering; +that a man rose proudly above all the weakness of his nature, when, in +the pursuit of some great object, he stifled within his breast every +throb of affection--every sentiment of kindness and mercy. Such were the +teachings rife at the time--such the first lessons that boyhood +learned; and oh! what a terrible hour had that been for humanity if +the generation then born had grown up to manhood unchastened and +unconverted! + +But to return to my daily life. As I perceived that a week had now +elapsed, and the Citizen Robespierre had not revisited the 'restaurant,' +nor taken any interest in my fate or fortunes, I began to fear lest +Boivin should master his terror regarding me, and take heart to put me +out of doors--an event which, in my present incertitude, would have +been sorely inconvenient. I resolved, therefore, to practise a petty +deception on my host, to sustain the influence of terror over him. This +was, to absent myself every day at a certain hour, under the pretence of +visiting my patron; letting fall, from time to time, certain indications +to show in what part of the city I had been, and occasionally, as if +in an unguarded moment, condescending to relate some piece of popular +gossip. None ventured to inquire the source of my information--not one +dared to impugn its veracity. Whatever their misgivings in secret, to +myself they displayed the most credulous faith. Nor was their trust so +much misplaced, for I had, in reality, become a perfect chronicle of all +that went forward in Paris--never missing a debate in the Convention, +where my retentive memory could carry away almost verbally all that +I heard--ever present at every public fete or procession, whether the +occasions were some insulting desecration of their former faith, or some +tasteless mockery of heathen ceremonial. + +My powers of mimicry, too, enabled me to imitate all the famous +characters of the period; and in my assumed inviolability, I used to +exhibit the uncouth gestures and spluttering utterance of Marat--the +wild and terrible ravings of Danton--and even the reedy treble of my own +patron Robespierre, as he screamed denunciations against the enemies +of the people. It is true these exhibitions of mine were only given in +secret to certain parties, who, by a kind of instinct, I felt could be +trusted. + +Such was my life, as one day, returning from the Convention, I beheld +a man affixing to a wall a great placard, to which the passing crowd +seemed to pay deep attention. It was a decree of the Committee of Public +Safety, containing the names of above seven hundred Royalists, who were +condemned to death, and who were to be executed in three _tournees_, on +three successive days. + +For sometime back the mob had not been gratified with a spectacle of +this nature. In the ribald language of the day, the 'holy guillotine had +grown thirsty from long drought'; and they read the announcement +with greedy eyes, commenting as they went upon those whose names were +familiar to them. There were many of noble birth among the proscribed, +but by far the greater number were priests, the whole sum of whose +offending seemed written in the simple and touching words, _ancien +cure_, of such a parish! It was strange to mark the bitterness of +invective with which the people loaded these poor and innocent men, as +though they were the source of all their misfortunes. The lazy indolence +with which they reproached them seemed ten times more offensive in their +eyes than the lives of ease and affluence led by the nobility. The fact +was, they could not forgive men of their own rank and condition what +they pardoned in the well born and the noble! an inconsistency that has +characterised democracy in other situations beside this. + +As I ran my eyes down the list of those confined in the Temple, I came +to a name which smote my heart with a pang of ingratitude as well as +sorrow--the 'Pere Michel Delannois, soi disant cure de St. Blois'--my +poor friend and protector was there among the doomed! If, up to that +moment, I had made no effort to see him, I must own the reason lay in my +own selfish feeling of shame--the dread that he should mark the change +that had taken place in me, a change that I felt extended to all about +me, and showed itself in my manner as it influenced my every action. It +was not alone that I lost the obedient air and quiet submissiveness of +the child, but I had assumed the very extravagance of that democratic +insolence which was the mode among the leading characters of the time. + +How should I present myself before him, the very impersonation of +all the vices against which he used to warn me--how exhibit the utter +failure of all his teachings and his hopes? What would this be but to +embitter his reflections needlessly. Such were the specious reasons with +which I fed my self-love, and satisfied my conscience; but now, as I +read his name in that terrible catalogue, their plausibility served me +no longer, and at last I forgot myself to remember only him. + +'I will see him at once,' thought I, 'whatever it may cost me--I will +stay beside him for his last few hours of life; and when he carries +with him from this world many an evil memory of shame and treachery, +ingratitude from me shall not increase the burthen.' And with this +resolve I turned my steps homeward. + + + + +CHAPTER III. THE 'TEMPLE' + +At the time of which I write, there was but one motive principle +throughout France--'Terror.' By the agency of terror and the threat +of denunciation was everything carried on, not only in the public +departments of the state, but in all the common occurrences of everyday +life. Fathers used it towards their children--children towards their +parents; mothers coerced their daughters--daughters, in turn, braved the +authority of their mothers. The tribunal of public opinion, open to all, +scattered its decrees with a reckless cruelty--denying to-day what +it had decreed but yesterday, and at last obliterating every trace of +'right' or 'principle' in a people who now only lived for the passing +hour, and who had no faith in the future, even of this world. + +Among the very children at play, this horrible doctrine had gained a +footing: the tyrant urchin, whose ingenuity enabled him to terrorise, +became the master of his playfellows. I was not slow in acquiring the +popular education of the period, and soon learned that fear was a 'Bank' +on which one might draw at will. Already the domineering habit had given +to my air and manner all the insolence of seeming power, and, while a +mere boy in years, I was a man in all the easy assumption of a certain +importance. + +It was with a bold and resolute air I entered the restaurant, and +calling Boivin aside, said-- + +'I have business in the Temple this morning, Boivin; see to it that I +shall not be denied admittance.' + +'I am not governor of the gaol,' grunted Boivin sulkily, 'nor have I the +privilege to pass any one.' + +'But your boys have the entree; the "rats" (so were they called) are +free to pass in and out.' + +'Ay, and I'm responsible for the young rascals, too, and for anything +that may be laid to their charge.' + +'And you shall extend this same protection to me, Master Boivin, for one +day, at least--nay, my good friend, there's no use in sulking about it. +A certain friend of ours, whose name I need not speak aloud, is +little in the habit of being denied anything; are you prepared for the +consequence of disobeying his orders?' + +'Let me see that they are his orders,' said he sturdily--'who tells me +that such is his will?' + +'I do,' was my brief reply, as, with a look of consummate effrontery, I +drew myself up and stared him insolently in the face. + +'Suppose, then, that I have my doubts on the matter--suppose----' + +'I will suppose all you wish, Boivin,' said I interrupting, 'and even +something more; for I will suppose myself returning to the quarter +whence I have just come, and within one hour--ay, within one hour, +Boivin--bringing back with me a written order, not to pass me into the +Temple, but to receive the body of the Citizen Jean Baptiste Boivin, and +be accountable for the same to the Committee of Public Safety.' + +He trembled from head to foot as I said these words, and in his shaking +cheeks and fallen jaw I saw that my spell was working. + +'And now, I ask for the last time, do you consent or not?' + +'How is it to be done?' cried he, in a voice of downright wretchedness. +'You are not "inscribed" at the secretaries' office as one of the +"rats."' + +'I should hope not,' said I, cutting him short; 'but I may take the +place of one for an hour or so. Tristan is about my own size; his blouse +and badge will just suit me.' + +'Ay, leave me to a fine of a thousand francs, if you should be found +out,' muttered Boivin, 'not to speak of a worse mayhap.' + +'Exactly so--far worse in case of your refusing; but there sounds the +bell for mustering the prisoners--it is now too late.' + +'Not so--not so,' cried Boivin, eagerly, as he saw me prepared to leave +the house. 'You shall go in Tristan's place. Send him here, that he may +tell you everything about the "service," and give you his blouse and +badge.' + +I was not slow in availing myself of the permission, nor was Tristan +sorry to find a substitute. He was a dull, depressed-looking boy, not +over communicative as to his functions, merely telling me that I was +to follow the others--that I came fourth in the line--to answer when +my name was called 'Tristan,' and to put the money I received in my +leathern pocket, without uttering a word, lest the gaolers should notice +it. + +To accoutre myself in the white cotton nightcap and the blouse of the +craft was the work of a few seconds; and then, with a great knife in my +girdle, and a capacious pocket slung at my side, I looked every inch a +'Marmiton.' + +In the kitchen the bustle had already begun, and half-a-dozen cooks, +with as many under-cooks, were dealing out 'portions' with all the speed +of a well-practised performance. Nothing short of great habit could +have prevented the confusion degenerating into downright anarchy. The +'service' was, indeed, effected with a wonderful rapidity; and certain +phrases, uttered with speed, showed how it progressed. 'Maigre des +Cures,'--'finished.' 'Bouillon for the "expectants,'"--'ready here.' +'Canards aux olives des condamnees,'--'all served.' 'Red partridges for +the reprieved at the upper table,'--'despatched.' Such were the quick +demands, and no less quick replies, that rung out, amidst the crash of +plates, knives, and glasses, and the incessant movement of feet, until, +at last, we were all marshalled in a long line, and, preceded by a drum, +set out for the prison. + +As we drew near, the heavy gates opened to receive, and closed behind us +with a loud bang that I could not help feeling must have smote heavily +on many a heart that had passed there. We were now in a large courtyard, +where several doors led off, each guarded by a sentinel, whose ragged +clothes and rusty accoutrements proclaimed a true soldier of the +Republic. One of the large hurdles used for carrying the prisoners to +the Place stood in one corner, and two or three workmen were busied in +repairing it for the coming occasion. + +So much I had time to observe, as we passed along; and now we entered a +dimly lighted corridor of great extent; passing down which, we emerged +into a second _cour_, traversed by a species of canal or river, over +which a bridge led. In the middle of this was a strongly barred iron +gate, guarded by two sentries. As we arrived here, our names were called +aloud by a species of turnkey; and at the call 'Tristan,' I advanced, +and, removing the covers from the different dishes, submitted them for +inspection to an old, savage-looking fellow, who, with a long steel +fork, pricked the pieces of meat, as though anything could have been +concealed within them. Meanwhile, another fellow examined my cotton cap +and pocket, and passed his hands along my arms and body. The whole did +not last more than a few minutes, and the word 'forward' was given to +pass on. The gloom of the place---the silence, only broken by the heavy +bang of an iron-barred door, or the clank of chains, the sad thoughts +of the many who trod these corridors on their way to death--depressed me +greatly, and equally unprepared me for what was to come; for as we drew +near the great hall, the busy hum of voices, the sound of laughter, and +the noises of a large assembly in full converse, suddenly burst upon the +ear; and as the wide doors were thrown open, I beheld above a hundred +people, who, either gathered in single groups, or walking up and down in +parties, seemed all in the fullest enjoyment of social intercourse. + +A great table, with here and there a large flagon of water, or a huge +loaf of the coarse bread used by the peasantry, ran from end to end of +the chamber. A few had already taken their places at this, but some were +satisfied with laying a cap or a kerchief on the bench opposite their +accustomed seat; while others again had retired into windows and +corners, as if to escape the general gaze, and partake of their humble +meal in solitude. + +Whatever restrictions prison discipline might have exercised elsewhere, +here the widest liberty seemed to prevail. The talk was loud, and even +boisterous; the manner to the turnkeys exhibited nothing of fear: the +whole assemblage presented rather the aspect of a gathering of riotous +republicans than of a band of prisoners under sentence. And yet such +were the greater number, and the terrible slip of paper attached to the +back of each, with a date, told the day on which he was to die. + +As I lingered to gaze on this strange gathering, I was admonished to +move on, and now perceived that my companion had advanced to the end +of the hall, by which a small flight of stone steps led out upon a +terrace--at the end of which we entered another and not less spacious +chamber, equally crowded and noisy. Here the company were of both sexes, +and of every grade and condition of rank--from the highest noble of the +former Court, to the humblest peasant of La Vendee. If the sounds of +mirth and levity were less frequent, the buzz of conversation was, +to the full, as loud as in the lower hall, where, from difference +of condition in life, the scenes passing presented stranger and more +curious contrasts. In one corner a group of peasants were gathered +around a white-haired priest, who, in a low but earnest voice, was +uttering his last exhortation to them; in another, some young and +fashionably dressed men were exhibiting to a party of ladies the very +airs and graces by which they would have adorned a saloon; here, was a +party at piquet--there, a little group, arranging, for the last time, +their household cares, and settling, with a few small coins, the +account of mutual expenditure. Of the ladies, several were engaged at +needlework--some little preparation for the morrow--the last demand that +ever vanity was to make of them! + +Although there was matter of curiosity in all around me, my eyes sought +for hut one object, the cure of St. Blois. Twice or thrice, from the +similarity of dress, I was deceived, and, at last, when I really did +behold him, as he sat alone in a window, reading, I could scarcely +satisfy myself of the reality, he was lividly pale, his eyes deep sunk, +and surrounded with two dark circles, while along his worn cheek +the tears had marked two channels of purple colour. What need of the +guillotine there--the lamp of life was in its last flicker without it. + +Our names were called, and the meats placed upon the table. Just as the +head-turnkey was about to give the order to be seated, a loud commotion, +and a terrible uproar in the court beneath, drew every one to the +window. It was a hurdle which, emerging from an archway, broke down from +overcrowding; and now the confusion of prisoners, gaolers, and sentries, +with plunging horses and screaming sufferers, made a scene of the +wildest uproar. Chained two by two, the prisoners were almost helpless, +and in their efforts to escape injury made the most terrific struggle. +Such were the instincts of life in those on the very road to death! + +Resolving to profit by the moment of confusion, I hastened to the +window, where alone, unmoved by the general commotion, sat the Pere +Michel. He lifted his glassy eyes as I came near, and in a low, mild +voice said-- + +'Thanks, my good boy, but I have no money to pay thee; nor does it +matter much now--it is but another day. + +I could have cried as I heard these sad words; but mastering emotions +which would have lost time so precious, I drew close, and whispered-- + +'Pere Michel, it is I, your own Maurice.' + +He started, and a deep flush suffused his cheek; and then stretching out +his hand, he pushed back my cap, and parted the hair of my forehead, as +if doubting the reality of what he saw; when with a weak voice he said-- + +'No, no, thou art not my own Maurice. His eyes shone not with that +worldly lustre--thine do; his brow was calm, and fair as children's +should be--thine is marked with manhood's craft and subtlety; and yet, +thou art like him.' + +A low sob broke from me as I listened to his words, and the tears gushed +forth, and rolled in torrents down my cheeks. + +'Yes,' cried he, clasping me in his arms, 'thou art my own dear boy. +I know thee now; but how art thou here, and thus?' and he touched my +blouse as he spoke. + +'I came to see and to save you, pere,' said I. 'Nay, do not try to +discourage me, but rather give me all your aid. I saw her--I was with +her in her last moments at the guillotine; she gave me a message for +you, but this you shall never hear till we are without these walls.' + +'It cannot be, it cannot be,' said he sorrowfully. + +'It can and shall be,' said I resolutely. 'I have merely assumed this +dress for the occasion; I have friends, powerful and willing to protect +me. Let us change robes--give me that "soutane," and put on the blouse. +When you leave this, hasten to the old garden of the chapel, and wait +for my coming--I will join you there before night.' + +'It cannot be,' replied he again. + +'Again I say, it shall, and must be. Nay, if you still refuse, there +shall be two victims, for I will tear off the dress here where I stand, +and openly declare myself the son of the Royalist Tiernay.' + +Already the commotion in the court beneath was beginning to subside, and +even now the turnkeys' voices were heard in the refectory, recalling the +prisoners to table--another moment and it would have been too late: it +was, then, less by persuasion than by actual force I compelled him to +yield, and, pulling off his black serge gown, drew over his shoulders my +yellow blouse, and placed upon his head the white cap of the 'Marmiton.' +The look of shame and sorrow of the poor cure would have betrayed him at +once, if any had given themselves the trouble to look at him. + +'And thou, my poor child,' said he, as he saw me array myself in his +priestly dress, 'what is to be thy fate?' + +'All will depend upon you, Pere Michel,' said I, holding him by the +arm, and trying to fix his wandering attention. 'Once out of the prison, +write to Boivin, the restaurateur of the "Scelerat," and tell him that +an escaped convict has scruples for the danger into which he has brought +a poor boy, one of his "Marmitons," and whom by a noxious drug he has +lulled into insensibility, while, having exchanged clothes, he has +managed his escape. Boivin will comprehend the danger he himself runs +by leaving me here. All will go well---and now there's not a moment to +lose. Take up your basket, and follow the others.' + +'But the falsehood of all this,' cried the pere. + +'But your life, and mine, too, lost, if you refuse,' said I, pushing him +away. + +'Oh, Maurice, how changed have you become!' cried he sorrowfully. + +'You will see a greater change in me yet, as I lie in the sawdust +beneath the scaffold,' said I hastily. 'Go, go.' + +There was, indeed, no more time to lose. The muster of the prisoners was +forming at one end of the chamber, while the 'Marmitons' were gathering +up their plates and dishes, previous to departure, at the other; and it +was only by the decisive step of laying myself down within the recesses +of the window, in the attitude of one overcome by sleep, that I could +force him to obey my direction. I could feel his presence as he bent +over me, and muttered something that must have been a prayer. I could +know, without seeing, that he still lingered near me, but as I never +stirred, he seemed to feel that my resolve was not to be shaken, and at +last he moved slowly away. + +At first the noise and clamour sounded like the crash of some desperate +conflict, but by degrees this subsided, and I could hear the names +called aloud and the responses of the prisoners, as they were 'told off' +in parties from the different parts of the prison. Tender leave-takings +and affectionate farewells from many who never expected to meet again, +accompanied these, and the low sobs of anguish were mingled with the +terrible chaos of voices; and at last I heard the name of 'Michel +Delannois': I felt as if my death-summons was in the words 'Michel +Delannois,' + +'That crazy priest can neither hear nor see, I believe,' said the gaoler +savagely. 'Will no one answer for him?' + +'He is asleep yonder in the window,' replied a voice from the crowd. + +'Let him sleep then,' said the turnkey; 'when awake he gives us no peace +with his prayers and exhortations.' + +'He has eaten nothing for three days,' observed another; 'he is, +perhaps, overcome by weakness more than by sleep.' + +'Be it so! if he only lie quiet, I care not,' rejoined the gaoler, and +proceeded to the next name on the list. + +The monotonous roll-call, the heat, the attitude in which I was lying, +all conspired to make me drowsy: even the very press of sensations that +crowded to my brain lent their aid, and at last I slept as soundly as +ever I had done in my bed at night. I was dreaming of the dark alleys in +the wood of Belleville, where so often I had strolled of an evening with +Pere Michel: I was fancying that we were gathering the fresh violets +beneath the old trees, when a rude hand shook my shoulder, and I awoke. +One of the turnkeys and Boivin stood over me, and I saw at once that my +plan had worked well. + +'Is this the fellow?' said the turnkey, pushing me rudely with his foot. + +'Yes,' replied Boivin, white with fear; 'this is the boy; his name +is Tristan.' The latter words were accompanied with a look of great +significance towards me. + +'What care we how he is called! let us hear in what manner he came +here.' + +'I can tell you little,' said I, staring and looking wildly around; 'I +must have been asleep, and dreaming, too.' + +'The letter,' whispered Boivin to the turnkey--'the letter says that he +was made to inhale some poisonous drug, and that while insensible----' + +'Bah,' said the other derisively, 'this will not gain credit here; there +has been complicity in the affair, Master Boivin. The commissaire is not +the man to believe a trumped-up tale of the sort; besides, you are +well aware that you are responsible for these "rats" of yours. It is a +private arrangement between you and the commissaire, and it is not very +probable that he'll get himself into a scrape for you.' + +'Then what are we to do?' cried Boivin passionately, as he wrung his +hands in despair. + +'I know what I should, in a like case,' was the dry reply. + +'And that is?-----' + +'_Laisser aller!_ was the curt rejoinder. 'The young rogue has passed +for a cure for the last afternoon; I'd even let him keep up the disguise +a little longer, and it will be all the same by this time to-morrow.' + +'You'd send me to the guillotine for another?' said I boldly; 'thanks +for the good intention, my friend; but Boivin knows better than to +follow your counsel. Hear me one moment,' said I, addressing the latter, +and drawing him to one side--'if you don't liberate me within a quarter +of an hour, I'll denounce you and yours to the commissary. I know well +enough what goes on at the "Scelerat,"--you understand me well. If +a priest has really made his escape from the prison, you are not +clean-handed enough to meet the accusation; see to it then, Boivin, that +I may be free at once.' + +'Imp of Satan,' exclaimed Boivin, grinding his teeth, 'I have never +enjoyed ease or quietness since the first hour I saw you.' + +'It may cost a couple of thousand francs, Boivin,' said I calmly; 'but +what then? Better that than take your seat along with us to-morrow in +the _Charrette Rouge_.' + +'Maybe he's right, after all,' muttered the turnkey in a half-whisper; +'speak to the commissary.' + +'Yes,' said I, affecting an air of great innocence and simplicity--'tell +him that a poor orphan boy, without friends or home, claims his pity.' + +'_Scelerat infame!_' cried Boivin, as he shook his fist at me, and then +followed the turnkey to the commissary's apartment. + +In less time than I could have believed possible, Boivin returned with +one of the upper gaolers, and told me, in a few dry words, that I was +free. 'But, mark me,' added he, 'we part here--come what may, you never +shall plant foot within my doors again.' + +'Agreed,' said I gaily; 'the world has other dupes as easy to play upon, +and I was getting well nigh weary of you.' + +'Listen to the scoundrel!' muttered Boivin; 'what will he say next?' + +'Simply this,' rejoined I--'that as these are not becoming garments for +me to wear--for I'm neither _pere_ nor _frere_--I must have others ere I +quit this.' + +If the insolence of my demand occasioned some surprise at first, a +little cool persistence on my part showed that compliance would be the +better policy; and, after conferring together for a few minutes, during +which I heard the sound of money, the turnkey retired, and came back +speedily with a jacket and cap belonging to one of the drummers of the +Republican Guard--a gaudy, tasteless affair enough, but, as a disguise, +nothing could have been more perfect. + +'Have you not a drum to give him?' said Boivin, with a most malignant +sneer at my equipment. + +'He 'll make a noise in the world without that,' muttered the gaoler, +half soliloquising; and the words fell upon my heart with a strange +significance. + +'Your blessing, Boivin,' said I, 'and we part.' '_Le te_----' + +'No, no; don't curse the boy,' interposed the gaoler good-humouredly. + +'Then, move off, youngster; I've lost too much time with you already.' + +The next moment I was in the Place; a light misty rain was falling, and +the night was dark and starless. The 'Scelerat' was brilliant with lamps +and candles, and crowds were passing in and out; but it was no longer a +home for me, so I passed on, and continued my way towards the Boulevard. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. 'THE NIGHT OF THE NINTH THERMIDOR' + +I had agreed with the Pere Michel to rendezvous at the garden of the +little chapel of St. Blois, and thitherward I now turned my steps. + +The success which followed this my first enterprise in life had already +worked a wondrous change in all my feelings. Instead of looking up to +the poor cure for advice and guidance, I felt as though our parts were +exchanged, and that it was I who was now the protector of the other. The +oft-repeated sneers at _les bons Pretres_, who were good for nothing, +must have had a share in this new estimate of my friend, but a certain +self-reliance just then springing up in my heart effectually completed +the change. + +The period was essentially one of action and not of reflection. Events +seemed to fashion themselves at the will of him who had daring and +courage to confront them, and they alone appeared weak and poor-spirited +who would not stem the tide of fortune. Sentiments like these were not, +as may be supposed, best calculated to elevate the worthy pere in my +esteem, and I already began to feel how unsuited was such companionship +for me, whose secret promptings whispered ever, 'Go forward.' + +The very vagueness of my hopes served but to extend the horizon of +futurity before me, and I fancied a thousand situations of distinction +that might yet be mine. Fame--or its poor counterfeit, notoriety--seemed +the most enviable of all possessions. It mattered little by what merits +it was won, for, in that fickle mood of popular opinion, great vices +were as highly prized as transcendent abilities, and one might be as +illustrious by crime as by genius. Such were not the teachings of +the pere; but they were the lessons that Paris dinned into my ears +unceasingly. Reputation, character, was of no avail, in a social +condition where all was change and vacillation. What was idolised one +day was execrated the next day. The hero of yesterday was the object +of popular vengeance to-day. The success of the passing hour was +everything. + +The streets were crowded as I passed along; although a drizzling rain +was falling, groups and knots of people were gathered together at every +corner, and, by their eager looks and gestures, showed that some event +of great moment had occurred. I stopped to ask what it meant, and +learned that Robespierre had been denounced in the Assembly, and that +his followers were hastening, in arms, to the Place de Greve. As yet, +men spoke in whispers, or broken phrases. Many were seen affectionately +embracing and clasping each other's hands in passionate emotion; but +few dared to trust themselves to words, for none knew if the peril were +really passed, or if the power of the tyrant might not become greater +than ever. While I yet listened to the tidings, which, in half-sentences +and broken words, reached my ears, the roll of drums, beating the +_generale_, was heard, and suddenly the head of a column appeared, +carrying torches, and seated upon ammunition-waggons and caissons, and +chanting in wild chorus the words of the 'Marseillaise.' On they came, +a terrible host of half-naked wretches, their heads bound in +handkerchiefs, and their brawny arms bare to the shoulders. + +The artillery of the Municipale followed, many of the magistrates riding +amongst them dressed in the tricoloured scarfs of officers. As the +procession advanced, the crowds receded, and gradually the streets were +left free to the armed force. + +While, terror-struck, I continued to gaze at the countenances over +which the lurid torchlight cast a horrid glare, a strong hand grasped my +collar, and by a jerk swung me up to a seat on one of the caissons; and +at the same time a deep voice said, 'Come, youngster, this is more in +thy way than mine,' and a black-bearded _sapeur_ pushed a drum before +me, and ordered me to beat the _generale_. Such was the din and uproar +that my performance did not belie my uniform, and I beat away manfully, +scarcely sorry, amid all my fears, at the elevated position from which I +now surveyed the exciting scene around me. + +As we passed, the shops were closed on either side in haste, and across +the windows of the upper storeys beds and mattresses were speedily +drawn, in preparation for the state of siege now so imminent. Lights +flickered from room to room, and all betokened a degree of alarm and +terror. Louder and louder pealed the 'Marseillaise,' as the columns +deployed into the open Place, from which every street and lane +now poured its crowds of armed men. The line was now formed by the +artillery, which, to the number of sixteen pieces, ranged from end to +end of the square, the dense crowd of horse and foot forming behind, the +mass dimly lighted by the waving torches that here and there marked the +presence of an officer. Gradually the sounds of the 'Marseillaise' grew +fainter and fainter, and soon a dreary silence pervaded that varied +host, more terrible now, as they stood speechless, than in all the +tumultuous din of the wildest uproar. Meanwhile, from the streets which +opened into the Place at the farthest ends, the columns of the National +Guard began to move up, the leading files carrying torches; behind +them came ten pieces of artillery, which, as they issued, were speedily +placed in battery, and flanked by the heavy dragoons of the Guard; and +now, in breathless silence, the two forces stood regarding each other, +the cannoniers with lighted matches in their hands, the dragoons firmly +clasping their sabres--all but waiting for the word to plunge into the +deadliest strife. It was a terrible moment--the slightest stir in the +ranks--the rattling of a horse's panoply--the clank of a sabre--fell +upon the heart like the toll of a death-bell. It was then that two or +three horsemen were seen to advance from the troops of the Convention, +and, approaching the others, were speedily lost among their ranks. A +low and indistinct murmur ran along the lines, which each moment +grew louder, till at last it burst forth into a cry of '_Vive la +Convention!_' Quitting their ranks, the men gathered around a general of +the National Guard, who addressed them in words of passionate eloquence, +but of which I was too distant to hear anything. Suddenly the ranks +began to thin; some were seen to pile their arms, and move away in +silence; others marched across the Place, and took up their position +beside the troops of the National Guard; of the cannoniers, many threw +down their matches, and extinguished the flame with their feet, while +others again, limbering up their guns, slowly retired to the barracks. + +As for myself, too much interested in the scene to remember that I was, +in some sort, an actor in it, I sat upon the caisson, watching all +that went forward so eagerly, that I never noticed the departure of my +companions, nor perceived that I was left by myself. I know not how much +later this discovery might have been deferred to me had not an officer +of the Guard ridden up to where I was, and said, 'Move up, move up, my +lad; keep close to the battery.' He pointed at the same time with his +sabre in the direction where a number of guns and carriages were already +proceeding. + +Not a little flattered by the order, I gathered up reins and whip, and, +thanks to the good drilling of the beasts, who readily took their proper +places, soon found myself in the line, which now drew up in the rear of +the artillery of the Guard, separated from the front by a great mass of +horse and foot. I knew nothing of what went forward in the Place; +from what I gathered, however, I could learn that the artillery was +in position, the matches burning, and everything in readiness for a +cannonade. Thus we remained for above an hour, when the order was given +to march. Little knew I that, in that brief interval, the whole fortunes +of France--ay, of humanity itself--had undergone a mighty change--that +the terrible reign of blood, the tyranny of Robespierre, had closed, +and that he who had sent so many to the scaffold now lay bleeding and +mutilated upon the very table where he had signed the death-warrants. + +The day was just beginning to dawn as we entered the barracks of the +Conciergerie, and drew up in a double line along its spacious square. +The men dismounted, and stood 'at ease,' awaiting the arrival of the +staff of the National Guard, which, it was said, was coming; and now the +thought occurred to me of what I should best do, whether make my escape +while it was yet time, or remain to see by what accident I had come +there. If a sense of duty to the Pere Michel urged me on one side, the +glimmering hope of some opening to fortune swayed me on the other. I +tried to persuade myself that my fate was bound up with his, and that +he should be my guide through the wild waste before me; but these +convictions could not stand against the very scene in which I stood. The +glorious panoply of war--the harnessed team--the helmeted dragoon--the +proud steed in all the trappings of battle! How faint were the pleadings +of duty against such arguments! The pere, too, designed me for a priest. +The life of a seminarist in a convent was to be mine! I was to wear the +red gown and the white cape of an acolyte!--to be taught how to swing a +censer, or snuff the candles of the high altar--to be a train-bearer +in a procession, or carry a relic in a glass-case! The hoarse bray of a +trumpet that then rung through the court routed these ignoble fancies, +and as the staff rode proudly in, my resolve was taken. I was determined +to be a soldier. + +The day, I have said, was just breaking, and the officers wore their +dark-grey capotes over their uniforms. One, however, had his coat partly +open, and I could see the blue and silver beneath, which, tarnished and +worn as it was, had to my eyes all the brilliancy of a splendid uniform. +He was an old man, and by his position in advance of the others showed +that he was the chief of the staff. This was General Lacoste, at that +time _en mission_ from the army of the Rhine, and now sent by the +Convention to report upon the state of events among the troops. Slowly +passing along the line, the old general halted before each gun, pointing +out to his staff certain minutiae, which, from his gestures and manner, +it was easy to see were not the subject of eulogy. Many of the pieces +were ill slung, and badly balanced on the trucks; the wheels, in some +cases, were carelessly put on, their tires worn, and the iron shoeing +defective. The harnessing, too, was patched and mended in a slovenly +fashion; the horses lean and out of condition; the drivers awkward and +inexperienced. + +'This is all bad, gentlemen,' said he, addressing the officers, but in a +tone to be easily heard all around him, 'and reflects but little credit +upon the state of your discipline in the capital. We have been now +seventeen months in the field before the enemy, and not idle either; and +yet I would take shame to myself if the worst battery in our artillery +were not better equipped, better horsed, better driven, and better +served, than any I see here.' + +One who seemed a superior officer here appeared to interpose some +explanation or excuse, but the general would not listen to him, and +continued his way along the line--passing around which he now entered +the space between the guns and the caissons. At last he stopped directly +in front of where I was, and fixed his dark and penetrating eyes +steadily on me. Such was their fascination that I could not look from +him, but continued to stare as fixedly at him. + +[Illustration: 80] + +'Look here, for instance,' cried he, as he pointed to me with his +sword, 'is that _gamin_ yonder like an artillery-driver? or is it to a +drummer-boy you intrust the caisson of an eight-pounder gun? Dismount, +sirrah, and come hither,' cried he to me, in a voice that sounded like +an order for instant execution. 'This popinjay dress of yours must have +been the fancy of some worthy shopkeeper of the 'Quai Lepelletier'; it +never could belong to any regular corps. Who are you?' + +'Maurice Tiernay, sir,' said I, bringing my hand to my cap in military +salute. + +'Maurice Tiernay,' repeated he, slowly, after me. 'And have you no more +to say for yourself than your name?' + +'Very little, sir,' said I, taking courage from the difficulty in which +I found myself. + +'What of your father, boy?--is he a soldier?' + +'He was, sir,' replied I, with firmness. + +'Then he is dead? In what corps did he serve?' + +'In the Garde du Corps,' said I proudly. + +The old general gave a short cough, and seemed to search for his +snuff-box to cover his confusion; the next moment, however, he had +regained his self-possession, and continued: 'And since that event--I +mean since you lost your father--what have you been doing? How have you +supported yourself?' + +'In various ways, sir, said I, with a shrug of the shoulders, to imply +that the answer was too tedious to listen to. 'I have studied to be a +priest, and I have served as a "rat" in the Prison du Temple.' + +'You have certainly tried the extremes of life,' said he, laughing; +'and now you wish, probably, to hit the _juste milieu_, by becoming a +soldier?' + +'Even so, sir,' said I easily. 'It was a mere accident that mounted me +upon this caisson, but I am quite ready to believe that Fortune intended +me kindly when she did so.' + +'These _gredins_ fancy that they are all born to be generals of France, +said the old man, laughing; 'but, after all, it is a harmless delusion, +and easily curable by a campaign or two. Come, sirrah, I'll find out a +place for you, where, if you cannot serve the Republic better, you +will, at least, do her less injury than as a driver in her artillery. +Bertholet, let him be enrolled in your detachment of the gendarme, and +give him my address--I wish to speak to him to-morrow.' + +'At what hour, general?' said I promptly. + +'At eight, or half-past--after breakfast,' replied he. + +'It may easily be before mine,' muttered I to myself. + +'What says he?' cried the general sharply. + +The aide-de-camp whispered a few words in answer, at which the other +smiled, and said, 'Let him come somewhat earlier--say eight o'clock.' + +'You hear that, boy?' said the aide-de-camp to me, while with a +slight gesture he intimated that I might retire. Then, as if suddenly +remembering that he had not given me the address of the general, he took +a scrap of crumpled paper from his pocket-book, and wrote a few words +hastily on it with his pencil. 'There,' cried he, throwing it towards +me, 'there is your billet for this day, at least.' I caught the scrap +of paper, and, after deciphering the words, perceived that they were +written on the back of an assignat for forty sous. + +It was a large sum to one who had not wherewithal to buy a morsel of +bread; and as I looked at it over and over, I fancied there would be no +end to the pleasures such wealth could purchase. I can breakfast on +the Quai Voltaire, thought I--ay, and sumptuously too, with coffee and +chestnuts, and a slice of melon, and another of cheese, and a _petite +goutte_ to finish, for five sous. The panther, at the corner of the +Pont Neuf, costs but a sou; and for three one can see the brown bear +of America, the hyaena, and another beast whose name I forget, but whose +image, as he is represented outside, carrying off a man in his teeth, I +shall retain to my last hour. Then there is the panorama of Dunkirk, +at the Rue Chopart, with the Duke of York begging his life from a +terrible-looking soldier in a red cap and a tricoloured scarf. After +that, there's the parade at the 'Carrousel'; and mayhap something more +solemn still at the 'Greve'; but there was no limit to the throng of +enjoyments which came rushing to my imagination, and it was in a kind of +ecstasy of delight I set forth on my voyage of pleasure. + + + + +CHAPTER V. THE CHOICE OF A LIFE + +In looking back, after a long lapse of years, I cannot refrain from a +feeling of astonishment to think how little remembrance I possess of the +occurrences of that day--one of the most memorable that ever dawned for +France--the eventful 29th of July, that closed the reign of terror +by the death of the tyrant! It is true, that all Paris was astir at +daybreak; that a sense of national vengeance seemed to pervade the +vast masses that filled the streets, which now were scenes of the most +exciting emotion. I can only account for the strange indifference that I +felt about these stirring themes by the frequency with which similar, or +what to me at least appeared similar, scenes had already passed before +my eyes. + +One of the most remarkable phases of the revolution was the change +it produced in all the social relations by substituting an assumed +nationality for the closer and dearer ties of kindred and affection. +France was everything--the family nothing; every generous wish, every +proud thought, every high ambition or noble endeavour, belonged to the +country. In this way, whatever patriotism may have gained, certainly +all the home affections were utterly wrecked; the humble and unobtrusive +virtues of domestic life seemed mean and insignificant beside the grand +displays of patriotic devotion which each day exhibited. + +Hence grew the taste for that 'life of the streets' then so +popular--everything should be en _evidence_. All the emotions which +delicacy would render sacred to the seclusion of home were now to be +paraded to the noonday. Fathers were reconciled to rebellious children +before the eyes of multitudes; wives received forgiveness from their +husbands in the midst of approving crowds; leave-takings the most +affecting; partings, for those never to meet again; the last utterings +of the death-bed; the faint whispers of expiring affection; the +imprecations of undying hate--all, all were exhibited in public, and the +gaze of the low, the vulgar, and the debauched associated with the most +agonising griefs that ever the heart endured. The scenes, which now are +shrouded in all the secrecy of domestic privacy, were then the daily +life of Paris; and to this cause alone can I attribute the hardened +indifference with which events the most terrible and heart-rending were +witnessed. Bred up amidst such examples, I saw little matter for emotion +in scenes of harrowing interest. An air of mockery was on everything, +and a bastard classicality destroyed every semblance of truth in +whatever would have been touching and affecting. + +The commotion of Paris on that memorable morning was, then, to my +thinking, little more than usual If the crowds who pressed their way to +the Place de la Revolution were greater--if the cries of vengeance +were in louder utterance--if the imprecations were deeper and more +terrible--the ready answer that satisfied all curiosity was--it was +Robespierre who was on his way to be executed. Little knew I what hung +upon that life! and how the fate of millions depended upon the blood +that morning was to shed! Too full of myself and my own projects, I +disengaged myself from the crowds that pressed eagerly towards the +Tuileries, and took my way by less-frequented streets in the direction +of the Boulevard Mont Parnasse. + +I wished, if possible, to see the pere once more, to take a last +farewell of him, and ask his blessing, too; for still a lingering faith +in the lessons he had taught me continued to haunt my mind amidst +all the evil influences with which my wayward life surrounded me. The +further I went from the quarter of the Tuileries, the more deserted +and solitary grew the streets. Not a carriage or horseman was to be +seen--scarcely a foot-passenger. All Paris had, apparently, assembled +on the Place de la Revolution; and the very beggars had quitted their +accustomed haunts to repair thither. Even the distant hum of the vast +multitude faded away, and it was only as the wind bore them that I could +catch the sounds of the hoarse cries that bespoke a people's vengeance. +And now I found myself in the little silent street which once had been +my home. I stood opposite the house where we used to live, afraid to +enter it lest I might compromise the safety of her I wished to save, +and yet longing once more to see the little chamber where we once sat +together--the chimney-corner where, in the dark nights of winter, I +nestled, with my hymn-book, and tried to learn the rhymes that every +plash of the falling hail against the windows routed--to lie down once +more in the little bed, where so often I had passed whole nights of +happy imaginings--bright thoughts of a peaceful future that were never +to be realised! + +Half choking with my emotion, I passed on, and soon saw the green +fields, and the windmill-covered hill of Montmartre rising above the +embankment of the Boulevards--and now the ivy-clothed wall of the +garden, within which stood the chapel of St. Blois. The gate lay ajar as +of old, and, pushing it open, I entered. Everything was exactly as I had +left it--the same desolation and desertion everywhere--so much so, that +I almost fancied no human foot had crossed its dreary precincts since +last I was there. On drawing nigh to the chapel, I found the door fast +barred and barricaded as before; but a window lay open, and on examining +it closer I discovered the marks of a recent foot-track on the ground +and the window-sill. Could the Pere Michel have been there? was the +question that at once occurred to my mind. Had the poor priest come +to take a last look and a farewell of a spot so dear to him? It could +scarcely have been any other. There was nothing to tempt cupidity in +that humble little church; an image of the 'Virgin and Child' in wax +was the only ornament of the altar. No, no; pillage had never been the +motive of him who entered here. + +Thus reasoning, I climbed up to the window, and entered the chapel. As +my footsteps echoed through the silent building, I felt that sense of +awe and reverence so inseparably connected with a place of worship, +and which is ever more impressive still as we stand in it alone. The +present, however, was less before me than the past, of which everything +reminded me. There was the seat the marquise used to sit in--there the +footstool I had so often placed at her feet. How different was the last +service I had rendered her! There the pillar, beside which I have +stood spell-bound, gazing at that fair face, whose beauty arrested +the thoughts that should have wended heavenward, and made my muttered +prayers like offerings to herself. The very bouquet of flowers some +pious hand had placed beneath the shrine--withered and faded--was there +still. But where were they whose beating hearts had throbbed with deep +devotion? How many had died upon the scaffold!--how many were still +lingering in imprisonment, some in exile, some in concealment, dragging +out lives of misery and anxiety! What was the sustaining spirit of +such martyrdom? I asked myself again and again. Was it the zeal of true +religion, or was it the energy of loyalty that bore them up against +every danger, and enabled them to brave death itself with firmness?--and +if this faith of theirs was thus ennobling, why could not France be of +one mind and heart? There came no answer to these doubts of mine, and I +slowly advanced towards the altar, still deeply buried in thought. What +was my surprise to see that two candles stood there, which bore signs +of having been recently lighted. At once the whole truth flashed across +me--the pere had been there; he had come to celebrate a mass--the last, +perhaps, he was ever to offer up at that altar. I knew with what warm +affection he loved every object and every spot endeared to him by long +time, and I fancied to myself the overflowing of his heart as he entered +once more, and for the last time, the little temple, associated with +all the joys and sorrows of his existence. Doubtless, too, he had waited +anxiously for my coming; mayhap in the prayers he offered I was not +forgotten. I thought of him kneeling there, in the silence of the night, +alone, as he was, his gentle voice the only sound in the stillness of +the hour, his pure heart throbbing with gratitude for his deliverance, +and prayerful hopes for those who had been his persecutors. I thought +over all this, and, in a torrent of emotions, I knelt down before +the altar to pray. I know not what words I uttered, but his name must +somehow have escaped my lips, for suddenly a door opened beside the +altar, and the Pere Michel, dressed in his full vestments, stood before +me. His features, wan and wasted as they were, had regained their wonted +expression of calm dignity, and by his look I saw that he would not +suffer the sacred spot to be profaned by any outburst of feeling on +either side. + +'Those dreadful shouts tell of another massacre,' said he solemnly, as +the wind bore towards us the deafening cries of the angry multitude. +'Let us pray for the souls' rest of the departed.' + +'Then will your prayers be offered for Robespierre, for Couthon, and St. +Just,' said I boldly. + +'And who are they who need more the saints' intercession--who have ever +been called to judgment with such crimes to expiate--who have ever so +widowed France, and so desecrated her altars? Happily, a few yet remain +where piety may kneel to implore pardon for their iniquity. Let us +recite the Litany for the Dead,' said he solemnly, and at once began the +impressive service. + +As I knelt beside the rails of the altar, and heard the prayers which, +with deep devotion, he uttered, I could not help feeling the contrast +between that touching evidence of Christian charity and the tumultuous +joy of the populace, whose frantic bursts of triumph were borne on the +air. + +'And now come with me, Maurice,' said he, as the Litany was concluded. +'Here, in this little sacristy, we are safe from all molestation; none +will think of us on such a day as this.' + +And as he spoke he drew his arm around me, and led me into the little +chamber where once the precious vessels and the decorations of the +church were kept. + +'Here we are safe,' said he, as he drew me to his side on the oaken +bench, which formed all the furniture of the room. 'To-morrow, Maurice, +we must leave this, and seek an asylum in another land; but we are not +friendless, my child--the brothers of the "Sacred Heart" will receive +us. Their convent is in the wilds of the Ardennes, beyond the frontiers +of France, and there, beloved by the faithful peasantry, they live in +security and peace. We need not take the vows of their order, which is +one of the strictest of all religious houses; but we may claim their +hospitality and protection, and neither will be denied us. Think what a +blessed existence will that be, Maurice, my son, to dwell under the same +roof with these holy men, and to imbibe from them the peace of mind +that holiness alone bestows; to awake at the solemn notes of the pealing +organ, and to sink to rest with the glorious liturgies still chanting +around you; to feel an atmosphere of devotion on every side, and to see +the sacred relics whose miracles have attested the true faith in ages +long past. Does it not stir thy heart, my child, to know that such +blessed privileges may be thine?' + +I hung my head in silence, for, in truth, I felt nothing of the +enthusiasm with which he sought to inspire me. The pere quickly saw what +passed in my mind, and endeavoured to depict the life of the monastery +as a delicious existence, embellished by all the graces of literature, +and adorned by the pleasures of intellectual converse. Poetry, romance, +scenery, all were pressed into the service of his persuasions; but how +weak were such arguments to one like me, the boy whose only education +had been what the streets of Paris afforded--whose notions of eloquence +were formed on the insane ravings of 'The Mountain,' and whose idea of +greatness was centred in mere notoriety! + +My dreamy look of inattention showed him again that he had failed; and I +could see, in the increased pallor of his face, the quivering motion of +his lip, the agitation the defeat was costing him. + +'Alas! alas!' cried he passionately, 'the work of ruin is perfect; the +mind of youth is corrupted, and the fountain of virtue denied at the +very source. O Maurice, I had never thought this possible of thee, the +child of my heart!' + +A burst of grief here overcame him; for some minutes he could not speak. +At last he arose from his seat, and wiping off the tears that covered +his cheeks with his robe, spoke, but in a voice whose full round tones +contrasted strongly with his former weak accents. + +'The life I have pictured seems to thee ignoble and unworthy, boy. So +did it not appear to Chrysostom, to Origen, and to Augustine--to the +blessed saints of our Church, the eldest-born of Christianity. Be it so. +Thine, mayhap, is not the age, nor this the era, in which to hope for +better things. Thy heart yearns for heroic actions--thy spirit is set +upon high ambitions--be it so. I say, never was the time more fitting +for thee. The enemy is up; his armies are in the field; thousands and +tens of thousands swell the ranks, already flushed with victory. Be +a soldier, then. Ay, Maurice, buckle on the sword--the battlefield is +before thee. Thou hast made choice to seek the enemy in the far-away +countries of heathen darkness, or here in our own native France, where +his camp is already spread. If danger be the lure that tempts thee--if +to confront peril be thy wish--there is enough of it. Be a soldier, +then, and gird thee for the great battle that is at hand. Ay, boy, if +thou feelest within thee the proud darings that foreshadow success, +speak the word, and thou shalt be a standard-bearer in the very van.' + +I waited not for more; but springing up, I clasped my arms around his +neck, and cried, in ecstasy, 'Yes! Pere Michel, you have guessed aright, +my heart's ambition is to be a soldier, and I want but your blessing to +be a brave one.' + +'And thou shalt have it. A thousand blessings follow those who go forth +to the good fight. But thou art yet young, Maurice--too young for this. +Thou needest time, and much teaching, too. He who would brave the enemy +before us, must be skilful as well as courageous. Thou art as yet but a +child.' + +'The general said he liked boy-soldiers,' said I promptly; 'he told me +so himself.' + +'What general--who told thee?' cried the pere, in trembling eagerness. + +'General Lacoste, the Chef d'Etat-major of the army of the Rhine; the +same who gave me a rendezvous for to-morrow at his quarters.' + +It was not till I had repeated my explanation again and again, nor, +indeed, until I had recounted all the circumstances of my last night's +adventure, that the poor pere could be brought to see his way through a +mystery that had almost become equally embarrassing to myself. When he +did, however, detect the clue, and when he had perceived the different +tracks on which our minds were travelling, his grief burst all bounds. +He inveighed against the armies of the Republic as hordes of pillagers +and bandits, the sworn enemies of the Church, the desecrators of her +altars. Their patriotism he called a mere pretence to shroud their +infidelity. Their heroism was the bloodthirstiness of democratic +cruelty. Seeing me still unmoved by all this passionate declamation, +he adopted another tactic, and suddenly asked me if it were for such a +cause as this my father had been a soldier? + +'No!' replied I firmly; 'for when my father was alive, the soil of +France had not been desecrated by the foot of the invader. The Austrian, +the Prussian, the Englishman, had not yet dared to dictate the laws +under which we were to live.' + +He appeared thunderstruck at my reply, revealing, as it seemed to him, +the extent of those teachings, whose corruptions he trembled at. + +'I knew it, I knew it!' cried he bitterly, as he wrung his hands. 'The +seed of the iniquity is sown--the harvest-time will not be long in +coming! And so, boy, thou hast spoken with one of these men--these +generals, as they call themselves, of that republican horde?' + +'The officer who commands the artillery of the army of the Rhine may +write himself general with little presumption,' said I, almost angrily. + +'They who once led our armies to battle were the nobles of France--men +whose proud station was the pledge for their chivalrous devotion. But +why do I discuss the question with thee? He who deserts his faith may +well forget that his birth was noble. Go, boy, join those with whom +your heart is already linked. Tour lesson will be an easy one--you have +nothing to unlearn. The songs of the Girondins are already more grateful +to your ear than our sacred canticles. Go, I say, since between us +henceforth there can be no companionship.' + +'Will you not bless me, pere,' said I, approaching him in deep humility; +'will you not let me carry with me thy benediction?' + +'How shall I bless the arm that is lifted to wound the Holy Church?--how +shall I pray for one whose place is in the ranks of the infidel? Hadst +thou faith in my blessing, boy, thou hadst never implored it in such a +cause. Renounce thy treason--and not alone my blessing, but thou shalt +have a 'Novena' to celebrate thy fidelity. Be of us, Maurice, and thy +name shall be honoured where honour is immortality.' + +The look of beaming affection with which he uttered this, more than the +words themselves, now shook my courage, and, in a conflict of doubt and +indecision, I held down my head without speaking. What might have been +my ultimate resolve, if left completely to myself, I know not; but at +that very moment a detachment of soldiers marched past in the street +without. They were setting off to join the army of the Rhine, and were +singing in joyous chorus the celebrated song of the day, 'Le chant du +depart.' The tramp of their feet--the clank of their weapons--their +mellow voices--but, more than all, the associations that thronged to my +mind, routed every other thought, and I darted from the spot, and never +stopped till I reached the street. + +A great crowd followed the detachment, composed partly of friends of the +soldiers, partly of the idle loungers of the capital. Mixing with these, +I moved onward, and speedily passed the outer boulevard and gained the +open country. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. 'THE ARMY SIXTY YEARS SINCE' + +I followed the soldiers as they marched beyond the outer boulevard and +gained the open country. Many of the idlers dropped off here; others +accompanied us a little farther; but at length, when the drums ceased +to beat, and were slung in marching order on the backs of the +drummers, when the men broke into the open order that French soldiers +instinctively assume on a march, the curiosity of the gazers appeared +to have nothing more to feed upon, and one by one they returned to the +capital, leaving me the only lingerer. + +To any one accustomed to military display, there was little to attract +notice in the column, which consisted of detachments from various corps, +horse, foot, and artillery; some were returning to their regiments after +a furlough; some had just issued from the hospitals, and were seated in +_charrettes_, or country cars; and others, again, were peasant boys only +a few days before drawn in the conscription. There was every variety of +uniform, and, I may add, of raggedness, too--a coarse blouse and a pair +of worn shoes, with a red or blue handkerchief on the head, being the +dress of many among them. The Republic was not rich in those days, +and cared little for the costume in which her victories were won. The +artillery alone seemed to preserve anything like uniformity in dress. +They wore a plain uniform of blue, with long white gaiters coming +half-way up the thigh; a low cocked-hat, without feather, but with the +tricoloured cockade in front. They were mostly men middle aged, or past +the prime of life, bronzed, weather-beaten, hardy-looking fellows, whose +white moustaches contrasted well with their sun-burned faces. All their +weapons and equipments were of a superior kind, and showed the care +bestowed upon an arm whose efficiency was the first discovery of the +republican generals. The greater number of these were Bretons, and +several of them had served in the fleet, still bearing in their looks +and carriage something of that air which seems inherent in the seaman. +They were grave, serious, and almost stern in manner, and very unlike +the young cavalry soldiers, who, mostly recruited from the south of +France, many of them Gascons, had all the high-hearted gaiety and +reckless levity of their own peculiar land. A campaign to these fellows +seemed a pleasant excursion; they made a jest of everything, from the +wan faces of the invalids to the black bread of the commissary; they +quizzed the new 'Tourlerous,' as the recruits were styled, and the old +'Grumblers,' as it was the fashion to call the veterans of the army; +they passed their jokes on the Republic, and even their own officers +came in for a share of their ridicule. The Grenadiers, however, were +those who especially were made the subject of their sarcasm. They were +generally from the north of France, and the frontier country toward +Flanders, whence they probably imbibed a portion of that phlegm and +moroseness so very unlike the general gaiety of French nature; and +when assailed by such adversaries, were perfectly incapable of reply or +retaliation. + +They all belonged to the army of the 'Sambre et Meuse,' which, although +at the beginning of the campaign highly distinguished for its successes, +had been latterly eclipsed by the extraordinary victories on the Upper +Rhine and in Western Germany; and it was curious to hear with what +intelligence and interest the greater questions of strategy were +discussed by those who carried their packs as common soldiers in the +ranks. Movements and manoeuvres were criticised, attacked, defended, +ridiculed, and condemned, with a degree of acuteness and knowledge that +showed the enormous progress the nation had made in military science, +and with what ease the Republic could recruit her officers from the +ranks of her soldiers. + +At noon the column halted in the wood of Belleville; and while the men +were resting, an express arrived announcing that a fresh body of troops +would soon arrive, and ordering the others to delay their march till +they came up. The orderly who brought the tidings could only say that +he believed some hurried news had come from Germany, for before he left +Paris the rappel was beating in different quarters, and the rumour +ran that reinforcements were to set out for Strasbourg with the utmost +despatch. + +'And what troops are coming to join us?' said an old artillery sergeant, +in evident disbelief of the tidings. + +'Two batteries of artillery and the voltigeurs of the 4th, I know for +certain are coming,' said the orderly, 'and they spoke of a battalion of +grenadiers.' + +'What! do these Germans need another lesson?' said the cannonier. 'I +thought Fleurus had taught them what our troops were made of.' + +'How you talk of Fleurus!' interrupted a young hussar of the south. 'I +have just come from the army of Italy, and, _ma foi!_ we should never +have mentioned such a battle as Fleurus in a despatch. Campaigning +amongst dikes and hedges--fighting with a river on one flank and a +fortress on t'other--parade manoeuvres--where, at the first check, the +enemy retreats, and leaves you free, for the whole afternoon, to write +off your successes to the Directory. Had you seen our fellows scaling +the Alps, with avalanches of snow descending at every fire of the great +guns--forcing pass after pass against an enemy, posted on every cliff +and crag above us--cutting our way to victory by roads the hardiest +hunter had seldom trod--I call that war.' + +'And I call it the skirmish of an outpost!' said the gruff veteran, as +he smoked away in thorough contempt for the enthusiasm of the other. 'I +have served under Kleber, Hoche, and Moreau, and I believe they are the +first generals of France.' + +'There is a name greater than them all,' cried the hussar, with +eagerness. + +'Let us hear it, then--you mean Pichegru, perhaps, or Massena?' + +'No, I mean Bonaparte!' said the hussar triumphantly. + +'A good officer, and one of us,' said the artilleryman, touching his +belt to intimate the arm of the service the general belonged to. 'He +commanded the siege-train at Toulon.' + +'He belongs to all,' said the other. 'He is a dragoon, a voltigeur, an +artillerist, a pontonnier--what you will--he knows everything, as I know +my horse's saddle, and cloak-bag.' + +Both parties now grew warm; and as each was not only an eager partisan, +but well acquainted with the leading events of the two campaigns they +undertook to defend, the dispute attracted a large circle of listeners, +who, either seated on the green sward, or lying at full length, formed +a picturesque group under the shadow of the spreading oak-trees. +Meanwhile, the cooking went speedily forward, and the camp-kettles +smoked with a steam whose savoury odour was not a little tantalising to +one who, like myself, felt that he did not belong to the company. + +'What's thy mess, boy?' said an old grenadier to me, as I sat at +a little distance off, and affecting--but I fear very ill--a total +indifference to what went forward. + +'He is asking to what corps thou belong'st?' said another, seeing that +the question puzzled me. + +'I Unfortunately I have none,' said I. 'I merely followed the march for +curiosity.' + +'And thy father and mother, child--what will they say to thee on thy +return home?' + +'I have neither father, mother, nor home,' said I promptly. + +'Just like myself,' said an old red-whiskered sapeur; 'or if I ever had +parents they never had the grace to own me. Come over here, child, and +take share of my dinner.' + +'No, _parbleu!_ I 'll have him for my comrade,' cried the young hussar. +'I was made a corporal yesterday, and have a larger ration. Sit here, my +boy, and tell us how art called.' + +'Maurice Tiernay.' + +'Maurice will do; few of us care for more than one name, except in the +dead muster they like to have it in full. Help thyself, my lad, and +here's the wine-flask beside thee.' + +'How comes it thou hast this old uniform, boy?' said he, pointing to my +sleeve. + +'It was one they gave me in the Temple,' said I. 'I was a _rat du +prison_ for some time.' + +'Thunder of war!' exclaimed the cannonier, 'I had rather stand a whole +platoon-fire than see what thou must have seen, child.' + +'And hast heart to go back there, boy,' said the corporal, 'and live the +same life again?' + +'No, I 'll never go back,' said I. 'I 'll be a soldier.' + +'Well said, _mon brave_--thou'lt be a hussar, I know.' + +'If nature has given thee a good head, and a quick eye, my boy, thou +might even do better, and in time, perhaps, wear a coat like mine,' said +the cannonier. + +'_Sacrebleu!_ cried a little fellow, whose age might have been anything +from boyhood to manhood--for while small of stature, he was shrivelled +and wrinkled like a mummy--'why not be satisfied with the coat he +wears?' + +'And be a drummer, like thee?' said the cannonier. + +'Just so, like me, and like Massena--he was a drummer, too.' + +'No, no!' cried a dozen voices together; 'that's not true.' + +'He's right; Massena was a drummer in the Eighth,' said the cannonier; +'I remember him when he was like that boy yonder.' + +'To be sure,' said the little fellow, who, I now perceived, wore the +dress of a _tambour_; and is it a disgrace to be the first to face the +enemy?' + +'And the first to turn his back to him, comrade,' cried another. + +'Not always---not always,' said the little fellow, regardless of the +laugh against him. 'Had it been so, I had not gained the battle of +Grandrengs on the Sambre.' + +'Thou gain a battle!' shouted half a dozen, in derisive laughter. + +'What, Petit Pierre gained the day at Grandrengs!' said the cannonier; +'why, I was there myself, and never heard of that till now.' + +'I can believe it well,' replied Pierre; 'many a man's merits go +unacknowledged--and Kleber got all the credit that belonged to Pierre +Canot.' + +'Let us hear about it, Pierre, for even thy victory is unknown by name +to us poor devils of the army of Italy. How call'st thou the place?' + +'Grandrengs,' said Pierre proudly. 'It's name will live as long, +perhaps, as many of those high-sounding ones you have favoured us with. +Mayhap, thou hast heard of Cambray?' + +'Never!' said the hussar, shaking his head. + +'Nor of Mons, either, I'll be sworn?' continued Pierre. + +'Quite true, I never heard of it before.' + +'_Voila!_ exclaimed Pierre, in contemptuous triumph. 'And these are the +fellows that pretend to feel their country's glory, and take pride in +her conquests. Where hast thou been, lad, not to hear of places that +every child syllables nowadays?' + +'I will tell you where I've been,' said the hussar haughtily, and +dropping at the same time the familiar 'thee' and 'thou' of soldier +intercourse--'I've been at Montenotte, at Millesimo, at Mondove--- + +'_Allons, donc!_ with your disputes,' broke in an old grenadier; 'as if +France was not victorious whether the enemies were English or German. +Let us hear how Pierre won his battle at--at----' + +'At Grandrengs,' said Pierre. 'They call it in the despatch the "action +of the Sambre," because Kleber came up there--and Kleber being a great +man, and Pierre Canot a little one, you understand, the glory attaches +to the place where the bullion epaulettes are found--just as the old +King of Prussia used to say, "Le bon Dieu est toujours a cote des gros +bataillons."' + +'I see we'll never come to this same victory of Grandrengs, with all +these turnings and twistings,' muttered the artillery sergeant. + +'Thou art very near it now, comrade, if thou'lt listen,' said Pierre, +as he wiped his mouth after a long draught of the wine-flask. 'I'll +not weary the honourable company with any description of the battle +generally, but just confine myself to that part of it in which I was +myself in action. It is well known, that though we claimed the victory +of the 10th May, we did little more than keep our own, and were obliged +to cross the Sambre, and be satisfied with such a position as enabled us +to hold the two bridges over the river--and there we remained for four +days; some said preparing for a fresh attack upon Kaunitz, who commanded +the allies; some, and I believe they were right, alleging that +our generals were squabbling all day, and all night, too, with two +commissaries that the Government had sent down to teach us how to win +battles. _Ma foi!_ we had had some experience in that way ourselves, +without learning the art from two citizens with tricoloured scarfs round +their waists, and yellow tops to their boots! However that might be, +early on the morning of the 20th we received orders to cross the river +in two strong columns, and form on the opposite side; at the same time +that a division was to pass the stream by boat two miles higher up, +and, concealing themselves in a pine wood, be ready to take the enemy in +flank, when they believed that all the force was in the front.' + +'_Sacre tonnerre!_ I believe that our armies of the Sambre and the +Rhine never have any other notion of battles than that eternal flank +movement!' cried a young sergeant of the voltigeurs, who had just come +up from the army of Italy. 'Our general used to split the enemy by the +centre, cut him piecemeal by attack in columns, and then mow him down +with artillery at short range--not leaving him time for a retreat in +heavy masses----' + +'Silence, silence, and let us hear Petit Pierre!' shouted a dozen +voices, who cared far more for an incident than a scientific discussion +about manoeuvres. + +'The plan I speak of was General Moreau's,' continued Pierre; 'and I +fancy that your Bonaparte has something to learn ere he be his equal!' + +This rebuke seeming to have engaged the suffrages of the company, he +went on: 'The boat division consisted of four battalions of infantry, +two batteries of light artillery, and a voltigeur company of the +"Regiment de Marboeuf"--to which I was then, for the time, attached as +_tambour en chef_. What fellows they were--the greatest devils in +the whole army! They came from the Faubourg St. Antoine, and were as +reckless and undisciplined as when they strutted the streets of Paris. +When they were thrown out to skirmish, they used to play as many tricks +as schoolboys: sometimes they 'd run up to the roof of a cabin or a +hut--and they could climb like cats--and, sitting down on the chimney, +begin firing away at the enemy as coolly as if from a battery; sometimes +they'd capture half-a-dozen asses, and ride forward as if to charge, and +then, affecting to tumble off, the fellows would pick down any of the +enemy's officers that were fools enough to come near--scampering back to +the cover of the line, laughing and joking as if the whole were sport. +I saw one when his wrist was shattered by a shot, and he couldn't fire, +take a comrade on his back and caper away like a horse, just to tempt +the Germans to come out of their lines. It was with these blessed youths +I was now to serve, for the _tambour_ of the "Marboeuf" was drowned in +crossing the Sambre a few days before. Well, we passed the river safely, +and, unperceived by the enemy, gained the pine wood, where we formed +in two columns, one of attack, and the other of support--the voltigeurs +about five hundred paces in advance of the leading files. The morning +was dull and hazy, for a heavy rain had fallen during the night; and +the country is flat, and so much intersected with drains, and dikes, and +ditches, that, after rain, the vapour is too thick to see twenty yards +on any side. Our business was to make a counter-march to the right, +and, guided by the noise of the cannonade, to come down upon the enemy's +flank in the thickest of the engagement. As we advanced, we found +ourselves in a kind of marshy plain, planted with willows, and so +thick that it was often difficult for three men to march abreast. This +extended for a considerable distance; and on escaping from it we saw +that we were not above a mile from the enemy's left, which rested on a +little village.' + +'I know it well,' broke in the cannonier; 'it's called Huyningen.' + +'Just so. There was a formidable battery in position there; and part of +the place was stockaded, as if they expected an attack. Still, there +are no vedettes, nor any lookout party, so far as we could see; and our +commanding officer didn't well know what to make of it, whether it was +a point of concealed strength, or a position they were about to withdraw +from. At all events, it required caution; and, although the battle had +already begun on the right--as a loud cannonade and a heavy smoke +told us--he halted the brigade in the wood, and held a council of his +officers to see what was to be done. The resolution come to was, that +the voltigeurs should advance alone to explore the way, the rest of the +force remaining in ambush. We were to go out in sections of companies, +and, spreading over a wide surface, see what we could of the place. + +'Scarcely was the order given, when away we went--and it was now a race +who should be earliest up and exchange first shot with the enemy. Some +dashed forward over the open field in front; others skulked along by +dikes and ditches; some, again, dodged here and there, as cover offered +its shelter; but about a dozen, of whom I was one, kept the track of a +little cart-road, which, half concealed by high banks and furze, ran in +a zigzag line towards the village. I was always smart of foot; and now, +having newly joined the voltigeurs, was naturally eager to show myself +not unworthy of my new associates. I went on at my best pace, and being +lightly equipped--neither musket nor ball cartridge to carry--I soon +outstripped them all; and, after about twenty minutes' brisk running, +saw in front of me a long, low farmhouse, the walls all pierced for +musketry, and two small eight-pounders in battery at the gate. I looked +back for my companions, but they were not up--not a man of them to be +seen. "No matter," thought I, "they'll be here soon; meanwhile, I'll +make for that little copse of brushwood"; for a small clump of low furze +and broom was standing at a little distance in front of the farm. +All this time, I ought to say, not a man of the enemy was to be seen, +although I, from where I stood, could see the crenelated walls, and +the guns, as they were pointed. At a distance all would seem like an +ordinary peasant house. + +'As I crossed the open space to gain the copse, piff! came a bullet, +whizzing past me; and just as I reached the cover, piff! came another. +I ducked my head and made for the thicket; but just as I did so, my foot +caught in a branch. I stumbled and pitched forward; and trying to save +myself, I grasped a bough above me; it smashed suddenly, and down I +went. Ay! down sure enough--for I went right through the furze, and into +a well--one of those old, walled wells they have in these countries, +with a huge bucket that fills up the whole space, and is worked by a +chain. Luckily, the bucket was linked up near the top, and caught me, or +I should have gone where there would have been no more heard of Pierre +Canot; as it was, I was sorely bruised by the fall, and didn't recover +myself for full ten minutes after. Then I discovered that I was sitting +in a large wooden trough, hooped with iron, and supported by two heavy +chains that passed over a windlass, about ten feet above my head. + +'I was safe enough for the matter of that; at least, none were likely +to discover me, as I could easily see by the rust of the chain and the +grass-grown edges, that the well had been long disused. Now the position +was far from being pleasant. There stood the farmhouse full of soldiers, +the muskets ranging over every approach to where I lay. Of my comrades +there was nothing to be seen--they had either missed the way or +retreated; and so time crept on, and I pondered on what might be going +forward elsewhere, and whether it would ever be my own fortune to see my +comrades again. + +'It might be an hour--it seemed three or four to me--after this, as I +looked over the plain, I saw the caps of our infantry just issuing +over the brushwood, and a glancing lustre of their bayonets, as the sun +tipped them. They were advancing, but, as it seemed, slowly--halting +at times, and then moving forward again--just like a force waiting for +others to come up. At last they debouched into the plain; but, to my +surprise, they wheeled about to the right, leaving the farmhouse on +their flank, as if to march beyond it. This was to lose their way +totally; nothing would be easier than to carry the position of the +farm, for the Germans were evidently few, had no vedettes, and thought +themselves in perfect security. I crept out from my ambush, and, holding +my cap on a stick, tried to attract notice from our fellows, but none +saw me. I ventured at last to shout aloud, but with no better success; +so that, driven to the end of my resources, I set to and beat a +_roulade_ on the drum, thundering away with all my might, and not caring +what might come of it, for I was half mad with vexation as well as +despair. They heard me now; I saw a staff-officer gallop up to the head +of the leading division and halt them; a volley came peppering from +behind me, but without doing me any injury, for I was safe once more in +my bucket. Then came another pause, and again I repeated my manouvre, +and to my delight perceived that our fellows were advancing at quick +march. I beat harder, and the drums of the grenadiers answered me. All +right now, thought I, as, springing forward, I called out--"This way, +boys, the wall of the orchard has scarcely a man to defend it!" and I +rattled out the _pas de charge_ with all my force. One crashing fire of +guns and small-arms answered me from the farmhouse, and then away went +the Germans as hard as they could!--such running never was seen! One of +the guns they carried off with them; the tackle of the other broke, and +the drivers, jumping off their saddles, took to their legs at once. Our +lads were over the walls, through the windows, between the stockades, +everywhere, in fact, in a minute, and, once inside, they carried all +before them. The village was taken at the point of the bayonet, and in +less than an hour the whole force of the brigade was advancing in full +march on the enemy's flank. There was little resistance made after that, +and Kaunitz only saved his artillery by leaving his rear-guard to be cut +to pieces.' + +The cannonier nodded, as if in full assent, and Pierre looked around him +with the air of a man who has vindicated his claim to greatness. + +'Of course,' said he, 'the despatch said little about Pierre Canot, but +a great deal about Moreau, and Kleber, and the rest of them.' + +While some were well satisfied that Pierre had well established his +merits as the conqueror of 'Grandrengs,' others quizzed him about the +heroism of lying hid in a well, and owing all his glory to a skin of +parchment. + +'An' thou wert with the army of Italy, Pierre,' said the hussar, 'thou +'d have seen men march boldly to victory, and not skulk underground like +a mole.' + +'I am tired of your song about this army of Italy,' broke in the +cannonier; 'we who have served in La Vendee and the North know what +fighting means as well, mayhap, as men whose boldest feats are scaling +rocks and clambering up precipices. Your Bonaparte is more like one of +those Guerilla chiefs they have in the "Basque," than the general of a +French army.' + +'The man who insults the army of Italy, or its chief, insults me!' +said the corporal, springing up, and casting a sort of haughty defiance +around him. + +'And then?'--asked the other. + +'And then--if he be a French soldier, he knows what should follow.' + +'_Parbleu!_' said the cannonier coolly, 'there would be little glory in +cutting you down, and even less in being wounded by you; but if you +will have it so, it's not an old soldier of the artillery will balk your +humour.' + +As he spoke, he slowly arose from the ground, and tightening his +waist-belt, seemed prepared to follow the other. The rest sprang to +their feet at the same time, but not, as I anticipated, to offer a +friendly mediation between the angry parties, but in full approval of +their readiness to decide by the sword a matter too trivial to be called +a quarrel. + +In the midst of the whispering conferences as to place and weapons--for +the short straight sword of the artillery was very unlike the curved +sabre of the hussar--the quick tramp of horses was heard, and suddenly +the head of a squadron was seen, as, with glancing helmets and +glittering equipments, they turned off the highroad and entered the +wood. + +'Here they come!--here come the troops!' was now heard on every side; +and all question of the duel was forgotten in the greater interest +inspired by the arrival of the others. The sight was strikingly +picturesque; for, as they rode up, the order to dismount was given, and +in an instant the whole squadron was at work picketing and unsaddling +their horses; forage was shaken out before the weary and hungry beasts, +kits were unpacked, cooking utensils produced, and every one busy in +preparing for the bivouac. An infantry column followed close upon the +others, which was again succeeded by two batteries of field-artillery +and some squadrons of heavy dragoons; and now the whole wood, far and +near, was crammed with soldiers, waggons, caissons, and camp equipage. +To me the interest of the scene was never-ending--life, bustle, and +gaiety on every side. The reckless pleasantry of the camp, too, seemed +elevated by the warlike accompaniments of the picture--the caparisoned +horses, the brass guns, blackened on many a battlefield, the +weather-seamed faces of the hardy soldiers themselves, all conspiring to +excite a high enthusiasm for the career. + +Most of the equipments were new and strange to my eyes. I had never +before seen the grenadiers of the Republican Guard, with their enormous +shakos, and their long-flapped vests, descending to the middle of the +thigh; neither had I seen the 'Hussars de la mort,' in their richly +braided uniform of black, and their long hair curled in ringlets +at either side of the face. The cuirassiers, too, with their +low cocked-hats, and straight black feathers, as well as the +'Porte-drapeaux,' whose brilliant uniforms, all slashed with gold, +seemed scarcely in keeping with yellow-topped boots; all were now seen +by me for the first time. But of all the figures which amused me most by +its singularity, was that of a woman, who, in a short frock-coat and +a low-crowned hat, carried a little barrel at her side, and led an ass +loaded with two similar but rather larger casks. Her air and gait +were perfectly soldierlike; and as she passed the different posts and +sentries, she saluted them in true military fashion. I was not long to +remain in ignorance of her vocation nor her name; for scarcely did she +pass a group without stopping to dispense a wonderful cordial that she +carried; and then I heard the familiar title of 'La Mere Madou,' uttered +in every form of panegyric. + +She was a short, stoutly built figure, somewhat past the middle of life, +but without any impairment of activity in her movements. A pleasing +countenance, with good teeth, and black eyes, a merry voice, and a ready +tongue, were qualities more than sufficient to make her a favourite +with the soldiers, whom I found she had followed to more than one +battlefield. + +'_Peste!_ cried an old grenadier, as he spat out the liquor on the +ground. 'This is one of those sweet things they make in Holland; it +smacks of treacle and bad lemons.' + +'Ah, Grognard!' said she, laughing, 'thou art more used to corn-brandy, +with a clove of garlick in't, than to good curacoa.' + +'What, curacoa! Mere Madou, has got curacoa there?' cried a +grey-whiskered captain, as he turned on his saddle at the word. + +'Yes, _mon capitaine_, and such as no burgomaster ever drank better'; +and she filled out a little glass and presented it gracefully to him. + +'_Encore! ma bonne mere_,' said he, as he wiped his thick moustache; +'that liquor is another reason for extending the blessings of liberty to +the brave Dutch.' + +'Didn't I tell you so?' said she, refilling the glass; 'but, holloa, +there goes Gregoire at full speed. Ah, scoundrels that ye are, I see +what ye 've done.' And so was it; some of the wild young voltigeur +fellows had fastened a lighted furze-bush to the beast's tail, and had +set him at a gallop through the very middle of the encampment, upsetting +tents, scattering cooking-pans, and tumbling the groups, as they sat, in +every direction. + +The confusion was tremendous, for the picketed horses jumped about, and +some, breaking loose, galloped here and there, while others set off with +half-unpacked waggons, scattering their loading as they went. + +It was only when the blazing furze had dropped off, that the whole cause +of the mischance would suffer himself to be captured and led quietly +back to his mistress. Half crying with joy, and still wild with anger, +she kissed the beast and abused her tormentors by turns. + +'Cannoniers that ye are,' she cried, '_ma foi_! you'll have little taste +for fire when the day comes that ye should face it! _Pauvre_ Gregoire, +they've left thee a tail like a tirailleur's feather! Plagues light +on the thieves that did it! Come here, boy,' said she, addressing me, +'hold, the bridle; what's thy corps, lad?' + +'I have none now; I only followed the soldiers from Paris.' + +'Away with thee, street runner; away with thee, then,' said she +contemptuously; 'there are no pockets to pick here; and if there were, +thou 'd lose thy ears for the doing it. Be off, then--back with thee +to Paris and all its villainies. There are twenty thousand of thy trade +there, but there's work for ye all.' + +'Nay, mere, don't be harsh with the boy,' said a soldier; 'you can see +by his coat that his heart is with us.' + +'And he stole that, I'll be sworn,' said she, pulling me round, by the +arm, full in front of her. 'Answer me, _gamin_, where didst find that +old tawdry jacket?' + +'I got it in a place where, if they had hold of thee and thy bad tongue, +it would fare worse with thee than thou thinkest,' said I, maddened by +the imputed theft and insolence together. + +'And where may that be, young slip of the galleys?' cried she angrily. + +'In the "Prison du Temple."' + +'Is that their livery, then?' said she, laughing and pointing at me with +ridicule, 'or is it a family dress made after thy father's?' + +'My father wore a soldier's coat, and bravely, too,' said I, with +difficulty restraining the tears that rose to my eyes. + +'In what regiment, boy?' asked the soldier who spoke before. + +'In one that exists no longer,' said I sadly, and not wishing to allude +to a service that would find but slight favour in republican ears. + +'That must be the 24th of the Line; they were cut to pieces at +"Tongres."' + +'No--no, he 's thinking of the 9th, that got so roughly handled at +Fontenoy,' said another. + +'Of neither,' said I; 'I am speaking of those who have left nothing but +a name behind them--the Garde du Corps of the king.' + +'_Voila!_ cried Madou, clapping her hands in astonishment at my +impertinence; 'there's an aristocrat for you! Look at him, _mes braves!_ +it's not every day we have the grand seigneurs condescending to come +amongst us! You can learn something of courtly manners from the polished +descendant of our nobility. Say, boy, art a count, or a baron, or +perhaps a duke?' + +'Make way there--out of the road, Mere Madou,' cried a dragoon, +curveting his horse in such a fashion as almost to upset ass and +_cantiniere_ together, 'the staff is coming.' + +The mere mention of the word sent numbers off in full speed to their +quarters; and now all was haste and bustle to prepare for the coming +inspection. The mere's endeavours to drag her beast along were not very +successful, for, with the peculiar instinct of his species, the more +necessity there was of speed, the lazier he became; and as every one had +his own concerns to look after, she was left to her own unaided efforts +to drive him forward. + +'Thou'lt have a day in prison if thou'rt found here, Mere Madou,' said a +dragoon, as he struck the ass with the flat of his sabre. + +'I know it well,' cried she passionately; 'but I have none to help me. +Come here, lad; be good-natured, and forget what passed. Take his bridle +while I whip him on.' + +I was at first disposed to refuse, but her pitiful face and sad plight +made me think better of it, and I seized the bridle at once; but just as +I had done so, the escort galloped forward, and the dragoons coming +on the flank of the miserable beast, over he went, barrels and all, +crushing me beneath him as he fell. + +[Illustration: 111] + +'Is the boy hurt?' were the last words I heard, as I fainted; but a few +minutes after I found myself seated on the grass, while a soldier was +stanching the blood that ran freely from a cut in my forehead. + +'It is a trifle, general--a mere scratch,' said a young officer to an +old man on horseback beside him, 'and the leg is not broken.' + +'Glad of it,' said the old officer; 'casualties are insufferable, except +before an enemy. Send the lad to his regiment.' + +'He's only a camp-follower, general. He does not belong to us.' + +'There, my lad, take this, then, and make thy way back to Paris,' said +the old general, as he threw me a small piece of money. + +I looked up, and, straight before me, saw the same officer who had given +me the assignat the night before. + +'General Lacoste!' cried I, in delight, for I thought him already a +friend. + +'How is this--have I an acquaintance here?' said he, smiling; 'on my +life! it's the young rogue I met this morning. Eh! art not thou the +artillery-driver I spoke to at the barrack?' + +'Yes, general, the same.' + +'_Diantre!_ It seems fated, then, that we are not to part company so +easily; for hadst thou remained in Paris, lad, we had most probably +never met again.' + +'_Ainsi, je suis bien tombe, general?_ said I, punning upon my accident. + +He laughed heartily, less, I suppose, at the jest, which was a poor one, +than at the cool impudence with which I uttered it, and then turning to +one of the staff, said-- + +'I spoke to Bertholet about this boy already; see that they take him in +the 9th. I say, my lad, what's thy name?' + +'Tiernay, sir.' + +'Ay, to be sure, Tiernay. Well, Tiernay, thou shalt be a hussar, my man. +See that I get no disgrace by the appointment.' + +I kissed his hand fervently, and the staff rode forward, leaving me the +happiest heart that beat in all the crowded host. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. A PASSING ACQUAINTANCE + +If the guide who is to lead us on a long and devious track stops at +every byway, following out each path that seems to invite a ramble or +suggest a halt, we naturally might feel distrustful of his safe conduct, +and uneasy at the prospect of the road before us. In the same way +may the reader be disposed to fear that he who descends to slight and +trivial circumstances will scarcely have time for events which ought +to occupy a wider space in his reminiscences; and for this reason I am +bound to apologise for the seeming transgression of my last chapter. +Most true it is, that were I to relate the entire of my life with a +similar diffuseness, my memoir would extend to a length far beyond what +I intend it to occupy. Such, however, is very remote from my thoughts. +I have dwelt with, perhaps, something of prolixity upon the soldier-life +and characteristics of a past day, because I shall yet have to speak of +changes, without which the contrast would be inappreciable; but I have +also laid stress upon an incident trivial in itself, because it formed +an event in my own fortunes. It was thus, in fact, that I became a +soldier. + +Now, the man who carries a musket in the ranks may very reasonably be +deemed but a small ingredient of the mass that forms an army; and in our +day his thoughts, hopes, fears, and ambitions are probably as unknown +and uncared for as the precise spot of earth that yielded the ore from +which his own weapon was smelted. This is not only reasonable, but it is +right in the time of which I am now speaking it was far otherwise. The +Republic, in extinguishing a class, had elevated the individual; and +now each, in whatever station he occupied, felt himself qualified to +entertain opinions and express sentiments which, because they were his +own, he presumed them to be national The idlers of the streets discussed +the deepest questions of politics; the soldiers talked of war with all +the presumption of consummate generalship. The great operations of a +campaign, and the various qualities of different commanders, were the +daily subjects of dispute in the camp. Upon one topic only were +all agreed; and there, indeed, our unanimity repaid all previous +discordance. We deemed France the only civilised nation of the globe, +and reckoned that people thrice happy who, by any contingency of +fortune, engaged our sympathy, or procured the distinction of our +presence in arms. We were the heaven-born disseminators of freedom +throughout Europe, the sworn enemies of kingly domination, and the +missionaries of a political creed, which was not alone to ennoble +mankind, but to render its condition eminently happy and prosperous. + +There could not be an easier lesson to learn than this, and particularly +when dinned into your ears all day, and from every rank and grade around +you. It was the programme of every message from the Directory; it +was the opening of every general order from the general; it was the +table-talk of your mess. The burthen of every song, the title of every +military march performed by the regimental band, recalled it; even the +riding-master, as he followed the recruit around the weary circle, +whip in hand, mingled the orders he uttered with apposite axioms upon +republican grandeur. How I think I hear it still! as the grim old +quartermaster-sergeant, with his Alsatian accent and deep-toned voice, +would call out-- + +'Elbows back!--wrist lower and free from the side--free, I say, as every +citizen of a great Republic!--head erect, as a Frenchman has a right to +carry it!--chest full out, like one who can breathe the air of heaven, +and ask no leave from king or despot!--down with your heel, sir; think +that you crush a tyrant beneath it!' + +Such and such like were the running commentaries on equitation, till +often I forgot whether the lesson had more concern with a seat on +horseback or the great cause of monarchy throughout Europe. I suppose, +to use a popular phrase of our own day, 'the system worked well'; +certainly the spirit of the army was unquestionable. From the grim old +veteran, with snow-white moustache, to the beardless, boy, there was but +one hope and wish--the glory of France. How they understood that glory, +or in what it essentially consisted, is another and very different +question. + +Enrolled as a soldier in the ninth regiment of Hussars, I accompanied +that corps to Nancy, where, at that time, a large cavalry school was +formed, and where the recruits from the different regiments were trained +and managed before being sent forward to their destination. + +A taste for equitation, and a certain aptitude for catching up the +peculiar character of the different horses, at once distinguished me in +the riding-school, and I was at last adopted by the riding-master of the +regiment as a kind of aide to him in his walk. When I thus became a bold +and skilful horseman, my proficiency interfered with my promotion, +for instead of accompanying my regiment I was detained at Nancy, and +attached to the permanent staff of the cavalry school there. + +At first I asked for nothing better. It was a life of continued pleasure +and excitement, and while I daily acquired knowledge of a subject which +interested me deeply, I grew tall and strong of limb, and with +that readiness in danger, and that cool collectedness in moments of +difficulty, that are so admirably taught by the accidents and mischances +of a cavalry riding-school. + +The most vicious and unmanageable beasts from the Limousin were often +sent to us, and when any one of these was deemed peculiarly untractable, +'Give him to Tiernay' was the last appeal, before abandoning him as +hopeless. I'm certain I owe much of the formation of my character to +my life at this period, and that my love of adventure, my taste +for excitement, my obstinate resolution to conquer a difficulty, my +inflexible perseverance when thwarted, and my eager anxiety for praise, +were all picked up amid the sawdust and tan of the riding-school. How +long I might have continued satisfied with such triumphs, and content +to be the wonder of the freshly joined conscripts, I know not, when +accident, or something very like it, decided the question. + +It was a calm, delicious evening in April, in the year after I had +entered the school, that I was strolling alone on the old fortified +wall, which, once a strong redoubt, was the favourite walk of the good +citizens of Nancy. I was somewhat tired with the fatigues of the day, +and sat down to rest under one of the acacia-trees, whose delicious +blossom was already scenting the air. The night was still and noiseless; +not a man moved along the wall; the hum of the city was gradually +subsiding, and the lights in the cottages over the plain told that the +labourer was turning homeward from his toil. It was an hour to invite +calm thoughts, and so I fell a-dreaming over the tranquil pleasures of +a peasant's life, and the unruffled peace of an existence passed amid +scenes that were endeared by years of intimacy. 'How happily,' thought +I, 'time must steal on in these quiet spots, where the strife and +struggle of war are unknown, and even the sounds of conflict never +reach!' Suddenly my musings were broken in upon by hearing the measured +tramp of cavalry, as at a walk; a long column wound their way along +the zigzag approaches, which by many a redoubt and fosse, over many a +drawbridge, and beneath many a strong arch, led to the gates of Nancy. +The loud, sharp call of a trumpet was soon heard, and, after a brief +parley, the massive gates of the fortress were opened for the troops to +enter. From the position I occupied exactly over the gate, I could not +only see the long, dark line of armed men as they passed, but also hear +the colloquy which took place as they entered-- + +'What regiment?* + +'Detachments of the 12th Dragoons and the 22nd Chasseurs a cheval.' + +'Where from?' + +'Valence.' + +'Whereto?' + +'The army of the Rhine.' + +'Pass on!' + +And with the words the ringing sound of the iron-shod horses was heard +beneath the vaulted entrance. As they issued from beneath the long deep +arch, the men were formed in line along two sides of a wide 'Place' +inside the walls, where, with that despatch that habit teaches, the +billets were speedily distributed, and the parties 'told off' in squads +for different parts of the city. The force seemed a considerable one, +and with all the celerity they could employ, the billeting occupied a +long time. As I watched the groups moving off, I heard the direction +given to one party, 'Cavalry School--Rue de Lorraine.' The young officer +who commanded the group took a direction exactly the reverse of the +right one; and hastening down from the rampart, I at once overtook them, +and explained the mistake. I offered them my guidance to the place, +which being willingly accepted, I walked along at their side. + +Chatting as we went, I heard that the dragoons were hastily withdrawn +from La Vendee to form part of the force under General Hoche. The young +sous-lieutenant, a mere boy of my own age, had already served in two +campaigns in Holland and the south of France; had been wounded in the +Loire, and received his grade of officer at the hands of Hoche himself +on the field of battle. + +He could speak of no other name--Hoche was the hero of all his thoughts; +his gallantry, his daring, his military knowledge, his coolness in +danger, his impetuosity in attack, his personal amiability, the mild +gentleness of his manner, were themes the young soldier loved to +dwell on; and however pressed by me to talk of war and its chances, he +inevitably came back to the one loved theme--his general. + +When the men were safely housed for the night, I invited my new friend +to my own quarters, where, having provided the best entertainment I +could afford, we passed more than half the night in chatting. There +was nothing above mediocrity in the look or manner of the youth; his +descriptions of what he had seen were unmarked by anything glowing +or picturesque; his observations did not evince either a quick or a +reflective mind, and yet, over this mass of commonplace, enthusiasm +for his leader had shed a rich glow, like a gorgeous sunlight on a +landscape, that made all beneath it seem brilliant and splendid. + +'And now,' said he, after an account of the last action he had seen, +'and now, enough of myself; let's talk of thee. Where hast thou been?' + +'Here!' said I, with a sigh, and in a voice that shame had almost made +inaudible. 'Here, here, at Nancy.' + +'Not always here?' + +'Just so. Always here.' + +'And what doing, _mon cher_? Thou art not one of the Municipal Guard, +surely?' + +'No,' said I, smiling sadly, 'I belong to the "Ecole d'Equitation.'" + +'Ah, that's it,' said he, in somewhat of confusion; 'I always thought +they selected old Serjeants _en retraite_, worn-out veterans, and +wounded fellows, for riding-school duty.' + +'Most of ours are such,' said I, my shame increasing at every word--'but +somehow they chose me also, and I had no will in the matter----' + +'No will in the matter, _parbleu!_ and why not? Every man in France has +a right to meet the enemy in the field. Thou art a soldier, a hussar of +the 9th, a brave and gallant corps, and art to be told that thy comrades +have the road to fame and honour open to them, whilst thou art to mope +away life like an invalided drummer? It is too gross an indignity, my +boy, and must not be borne. Away with you to-morrow at daybreak to the +etat-major; ask to see the Commandant. You're in luck, too, for our +colonel is with him now, and he is sure to back your request. Say that +you served in the school to oblige your superiors, but that you cannot +see all chances of distinction lost to you for ever by remaining there. +They've given you no grade yet, I see,' continued he, looking at my arm. + +'None; I am still a private.' + +'And I a sous-lieutenant, just because I have been where powder was +flashing! You can ride well, of course?' + +'I defy the wildest Limousin to shake me in my saddle.' + +'And, as a swordsman, what are you?' + +'Gros Jean calls me his best pupil.' + +'Ah, true! you have Gros Jean here, the best _sabreur_ in France! And +here you are--a horseman, and one of Gros Jean's _eleves_--rotting away +life in Nancy! Have you any friends in the service?' + +'Not one.' + +'Not one! Nor relations, nor connections?' + +'None. I am Irish by descent. My family are only French by one +generation.' + +'Irish! Ah! that's lucky too,' said he. 'Our colonel is an Irishman. His +name is Mahon. You're certain of getting your leave now. I'll present +you to him to-morrow. We are to halt two days here, and before that is +over, I hope you'll have made your last caracole in the riding-school of +Nancy.' + +'But remember,' cried I, 'that although Irish by family, I have never +been there. I know nothing of either the people or the language--and do +not present me to the general as his countryman.' + +'I'll call you by your name, as a soldier of the 9th Hussars, and leave +you to make out your claim as countrymen, if you please, together.' + +This course was now agreed upon, and after some further talking, my +friend, refusing all my offers of a bed, coolly wrapped his cloak about +him, and, with his head on the table, fell fast asleep, long before +I had ceased thinking over his stories and his adventures in camp and +battlefield. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. 'TRONCHON' + +My duties in the riding-school were always over before mid-day, and as +noon was the hour appointed by the young lieutenant to present me to his +colonel, I was ready by that time, and anxiously awaiting his arrival. I +had done my best to smarten up my uniform, and make all my accoutrements +bright and glistening. My scabbard was polished like silver, the steel +front of my shako shone like a mirror, and the tinsel lace of my jacket +had undergone a process of scrubbing and cleaning that threatened its +very existence. My smooth chin and beardless upper-lip, however, gave +me a degree of distress that all other deficiencies failed to inflict. +I can dare to say, that no mediaeval gentleman's bald spot ever cost him +one-half the misery as did my lack of moustache occasion me. 'A hussar +without beard, as well without spurs or sabretache'; a tambour major +without his staff, a cavalry charger without a tail, couldn't be more +ridiculous; and there was that old serjeant of the riding-school, +'Tron-chon,' with a beard that might have made a mattress! How the goods +of this world are unequally distributed! thought I; still why might he +not spare me a little--a very little would suffice--just enough to give +the 'air hussar' to my countenance. He's an excellent creature, the +kindest old fellow in the world. I 'm certain he 'd not refuse me. To +be sure, the beard is a red one, and pretty much like bell-wire in +consistence; no matter, better that than this girlish smooth chin I now +wear. + +Tronchon was spelling out the _Moniteurs_ account of the Italian +campaign as I entered his room, and found it excessively difficult to +get back from the Alps and Apennines to the humble request I preferred. + +'Poor fellows!' muttered he--'four battles in seven days, without stores +of any kind or rations--almost without bread; and here comest thou, +whining because thou hasn't a beard.' + +'If I were not a hussar----' + +'Bah!' said he, interrupting, 'what of that? Where shouldst thou have +had thy baptism of blood, boy? Art a child--nothing more.' + +'I shared my quarters last night with one, not older, Tronchon, and he +was an officer, and had seen many a battlefield.' + +'I know that, too,' said the veteran, with an expression of +impatience--'and that General Bonaparte will give every boy his +epaulettes before an old and tried soldier.' + +'It was not Bonaparte. It was----' + +'I care not who promoted the lad; the system is just the same with them +all. It is no longer, "Where have you served?--what have you seen?" +but, "Can you read glibly?--can you write faster than speak?--have you +learned to take towns upon paper, and attack a breastwork with a rule +and a pair of compasses?" This is what they called "_le genie_" "_le +genie_"--ha! ha! ha!' cried he, laughing heartily; 'that's the name old +women used to give the devil when I was a boy.' + +It was with the greatest difficulty I could get him back from these +disagreeable reminiscences to the object of my visit, and, even then, +I could hardly persuade him that I was serious in asking the loan of a +beard. The prayer of my petition being once understood, he discussed the +project gravely enough; but to my surprise he was far more struck by the +absurd figure _he_ should cut with his diminished mane, than _I_ with my +mock moustache. + +'There's not a child in Nancy won't laugh at me--they'll cry, "There +goes old Tronchon--he's like Kleber's charger, which the German cut the +tail off, to make a shako plume!"' + +'I assured him that he might as well pretend to miss one tree in the +forest of Fontainebleau--that after furnishing a squadron like myself, +his would be still the first beard in the Republic; and at last he +yielded, and gave in. + +Never did a little damsel of the nursery array her doll with +more delighted looks, and gaze upon her handiwork with more +self-satisfaction, than did old Tronchon survey me, as, with the aid +of a little gum, he decorated my lip with a stiff line of his iron-red +beard. + +'_Diantre!_' cried he, in ecstasy, 'if thou ben't something like a man +after all. Who would have thought it would have made such a change? Thou +might pass for one that saw real smoke and real fire, any day, lad. Ay! +thou hast another look in thine eye, and another way to carry thy +head, now! Trust me, thou'lt look a different fellow on the left of the +squadron.' + +I began to think so too, as I looked at myself in the small triangle +of a looking-glass which decorated Tronchon's wall, under a picture of +Kellermann, his first captain. I fancied that the improvement was most +decided. I thought that, bating a little over-ferocity, a something +verging upon the cruel, I was about as perfect a type of the hussar +as need be. My jacket seemed to fit tighter--my pelisse hung more +jauntily--my shako sat more saucily on one side of my head--my sabre +banged more proudly against my boot--my very spurs jangled with a +pleasanter music--and all because a little hair bristled over my lip, +and curled in two spiral flourishes across my cheek! I longed to see the +effect of my changed appearance, as I walked down the 'Place Carriere,' +or sauntered into the cafe where my comrades used to assemble. What will +Mademoiselle Josephine say, thought I, as I ask for my _petit verre_, +caressing my moustache thus! Not a doubt of it, what a fan is to a +woman a beard is to a soldier!--a something to fill up the pauses in +conversation, by blandly smoothing with the finger, or fiercely curling +at the point. + +'And so thou art going to ask for thy grade, Maurice?' broke in +Tronchon, after a long silence. + +'Not at all. I am about to petition for employment upon active service. +I don't seek promotion till I have deserved it.' + +'Better still, lad. I was eight years myself in the ranks before they +gave me the stripe on my arm. _Parbleu!_ the Germans had given me some +three or four with the sabre before that time.' + +'Do you think they 'll refuse me, Tronchon?' + +'Not if thou go the right way about it, lad. Thou mustn't fancy +it's like asking leave from the captain to spend the evening in a +_guinguette_, or to go to the play with thy sweetheart. No, no, boy. +It must be done _en regle_. Thou'lt have to wait on the general at his +quarters at four o'clock, when he "receives," as they call it. Thou'lt +be there, mayhap, an hour, ay, two or three belike, and after all, +perhaps, won't see him that day at all! I was a week trying to catch +Kellermann, and, at last, he only spoke to me going downstairs with his +staff-- + +'"Eh, Tronchon, another bullet in thy old carcass; want a furlough to +get strong again, eh?" + +'"No, colonel; all sound this time. I want to be a sergeant--I'm twelve +years and four months corporal." + +'"Slow work, too," said he, laughing; "ain't it, Charles?" and he +pinched one of his young officers by the cheek. "Let old Tronchon +have his grade; and I say, my good fellow," said he to me, "don't come +plaguing me any more about promotion till I'm General of Division. You +hear that?" + +'Well, he's got his step since; but I never teased him after.' + +'And why so, Tronchon?' said L + +'I'll tell thee, lad,' whispered he, in a low, confidential tone, as if +imparting a secret well worth the hearing. 'They can find fellows every +day fit for lieutenants and _chefs d'escadron. Parbleu!_ they meet +with them in every cafe, in every "billiard" you enter; but a sergeant! +Maurice, one that drills his men on parade--can dress them like a +wall--see that every kit is well packed, and every cartouch well +filled--who knows every soul in his company as he knows the buckles of +his own sword-belt--that's what one should not chance upon in haste. +It's easy enough to manoeuvre the men, Maurice; but to make them, +boy, to fashion the fellows so that they be like the pieces of a great +machine, that's the real labour--that's soldiering indeed.' + +'And you say I must write a petition, Tronchon?' said I, more anxious +to bring him back to my own affairs than listen to these speculations of +his. 'How shall I do it?' + +'Sit down there, lad, and I'll tell thee. I've done the thing some +scores of times, and know the words as well as I once knew my "Pater." +_Parbleu!_ I often wish I could remember that now, just to keep me from +gloomy thoughts when I sit alone of an evening.' + +It was not a little to his astonishment, but still more to his delight, +that I told the poor fellow I could help to refresh his memory, knowing, +as I did, every word of the litanies by heart; and, accordingly, it was +agreed on that I should impart religious instruction in exchange for the +secular knowledge he was conferring upon me. + +'As for the petition,' said Tronchon, seating himself opposite to me at +the table, 'it is soon done; for mark me, lad, these things must always +be short; if thou be long-winded, they put thee away, and tell some +of the clerks to look after thee--and there's an end of it. Be brief, +therefore, and next--be legible--write in a good, large, round hand; +just as, if thou wert speaking, thou wouldst talk with a fine, clear, +distinct voice. Well, then, begin thus:--"Republic of France, one and +indivisible!" Make a flourish round that, lad, as if it came freely from +the pen. When a man writes--"France!" he should do it as he whirls his +sabre round his head in a charge! Ay, just so.' + +'I 'm ready, Tronchon, go on.' + +'"_Mon General!_" Nay, nay--_General_ mustn't be as large as +_France_--yes, that's better. "The undersigned, whose certificates +of service and conduct are herewith inclosed." Stay, stop a moment, +Tronchon; don't forget that I have got neither one nor t'other. No +matter; I'll make thee out both. Where was I?--Ay, "herewith inclosed; +and whose wounds, as the accompanying report will show----"' + +'Wounds! I never received one.' + +'No matter, I'll--eh--what? _Feu d'enfer!_ how stupid I am! What have +I been thinking of? Why, boy, it was a sick-furlough I was about to ask +for--the only kind of petition I have ever had to write in a life long.' + +'And _I_ am asking for active service.' + +'Ha! That came without asking for in my case.' + +'Then what's to be done, Tronchon?--clearly this won't do!' + +He nodded sententiously an assent, and, after a moment's rumination, +said-- + +'It strikes me, lad, there can be no need of begging for that which +usually comes unlooked for; but if thou don't choose to wait for thy +billet for t'other world, but must go and seek it, the best way will be +to up and tell the general as much.' + +'That was exactly my intention.' + +'If he asks thee, "Canst ride?" just say, "Old Tronchon taught me"; he +'ll be one of the young hands, indeed, if he don't know that name! And, +mind, lad, have no whims or caprices about whatever service he names +thee for, even were 't the infantry itself! It's a hard word, that--I +know it well; but a man must make up his mind for anything and +everything. Wear any coat, go anywhere, face any enemy thou 'rt ordered, +and have none of those newfangled notions about this general, or that +army. Be a good soldier and a good comrade. Share thy kit and thy purse +to the last sou, for it will not only be generous in thee, but that so +long as thou hoardest not, thou'lt never be over-eager for pillage. Mind +these things, and with a stout heart and a sharp sabre, Maurice, _tu +iras loin_. Yes, I tell thee again, lad, _tu iras loin_.' + +I give these three words as he said them, for they have rung in my ears +throughout all my life long. In moments of gratified ambition, in the +glorious triumph of success, they have sounded to me like the confirmed +predictions of one who foresaw my elevation in less prosperous hours. +When fortune has looked dark and lowering, they have been my comforter +and support, telling me not to be downcast or depressed, that the season +of sadness would pass away, and the road to fame and honour again open +before me. + +'You really think so, Tronchon? You think that I shall be something +yet?' + +'_Tu iras loin_, I say,' repeated he emphatically, and with the air of +an oracle who would not suffer further interrogation. I therefore shook +his hand cordially, and set out to pay my visit to the general. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. A SCRAPE AND ITS CONSEQUENCES + +When I reached the quarters of the etat-major, I found the great +courtyard of the 'hotel' crowded with soldiers of every rank and arm of +the service. Some were newly joined recruits waiting for the orders +to be forwarded to their respective regiments, some were invalids +just issued from the hospital, some were sick and wounded on their way +homeward. There were sergeants with their billet-rolls, and returns, and +court-martial sentences. Adjutants with regimental documents hastening +hither and thither. Mounted orderlies, too, continually came and went; +all was bustle, movement, and confusion. Officers in staff uniforms +called out the orders from the different windows, and despatches were +sent off here and there with hot haste. The building was the ancient +palace of the Dukes of Lorraine, and a splendid fountain of white marble +in the centre of the _cour_, still showed the proud armorial bearings of +that princely house. Around the sculptured base of this now were seated +groups of soldiers, their war-worn looks and piled arms contrasting +strangely enough with the great porcelain vases of flowering plants that +still decorated the rich plateau. Shakos, helmets, and greatcoats were +hung upon the orange-trees. The heavy boots of the cuirassier, the white +leather apron of the sapeur, were drying along the marble benches of the +terrace. The richly traceried veining of gilt iron-work, which separated +the court from the garden, was actually covered with belts, swords, +bayonets, and horse-gear, in every stage and process of cleaning. Within +the garden itself, however, all was silent and still--two sentries, who +paced backwards and forwards beneath the grille, showing that the spot +was to be respected by those whose careless gestures and reckless air +betrayed how little influence the mere 'genius of the place' would +exercise over them. + +To me the interest of everything was increasing; and whether I lingered +to listen to the raw remarks of the new recruit, in wonder at all he +saw, or stopped to hear the campaigning stories of the old soldiers +of the army, I never wearied. Few, if any, knew whither they were +going--perhaps to the north to join the army of the Sambre; perhaps +to the east to the force upon the Rhine. It might be that they were +destined for Italy--none cared! Meanwhile, at every moment, detachments +moved off, and their places were filled by fresh arrivals--all dusty and +wayworn from the march. Some had scarcely time to eat a hurried morsel, +when they were called on to 'fall in,' and again the word 'forward' was +given. Such of the infantry as appeared too weary for the march were +sent on in great charrettes drawn by six or eight horses, and capable of +carrying forty men in each; and of these there seemed to be no end. No +sooner was one detachment away than another succeeded. Whatever their +destination, one thing seemed evident, the urgency that called them was +beyond the common. For a while I forgot all about myself in the greater +interest of the scene; but then came the thought that I too should have +my share in this onward movement, and now I set out to seek for my young +friend, the sous-lieutenant. I had not asked his name, but his regiment +I knew to be the 22nd Chasseurs a cheval. The uniform was light green, +and easily enough to be recognised; yet nowhere was it to be seen. +There were cuirassiers, and hussars, heavy dragoons, and carabiniers in +abundance--everything, in short, but what I sought. + +At last I asked of an old quartermaster where the 22nd were quartered, +and heard, to my utter dismay, that they had marched that morning at +eight o'clock. There were two more squadrons expected to arrive at noon, +but the orders were that they were to proceed without further halt. + +'And whither to,' asked I. + +'To Treves, on the Moselle,' said he, and turned away as if he would not +be questioned further. It was true that my young friend could not have +been much of a patron, yet the loss of him was deeply felt by me. He was +to have introduced me to his colonel, who probably might have obtained +the leave I desired at once; and now I knew no one, not one even to +advise me how to act. I sat down upon a bench to think, but could +resolve on nothing; the very sight of that busy scene had now become a +reproach to me. There were the veterans of a hundred battles hastening +forward again to the field; there were the young soldiers just flushed +with recent victory; even the peasant boys were 'eager for the fray'; +but I alone was to have no part in the coming glory. The enthusiasm of +all around only served to increase and deepen my depression. There was +not one there, from the old and war-worn veteran of the ranks to the +merest boy, with whom I would not gladly have exchanged fortunes. Some +hours passed over in these gloomy reveries, and when I looked up from +the stupor my own thoughts had thrown over me, the _cour_ was almost +empty. A few sick soldiers, waiting for their billets of leave, a few +recruits not yet named to any corps, and a stray orderly or two standing +beside his horse, were all that remained. + +I arose to go away, but in my preoccupation of mind, instead of turning +toward the street, I passed beneath a large archway into another court +of the building, somewhat smaller, but much richer in decoration and +ornament than the outer one. After spending some time admiring the +quaint devices and grim heads which peeped out from all the architraves +and friezes, my eye was caught by a low, arched doorway, in the middle +of which was a small railed window, like the grille of a convent. I +approached, and perceived that it led into a garden, by a long, narrow +walk of clipped yew, dense and upright as a wall The trimly raked +gravel, and the smooth surface of the hedge, showed the care bestowed +on the grounds to be a wide contrast to the neglect exhibited in the +mansion itself; a narrow border of hyacinths and carnations ran along +either side of the walk, the gorgeous blossoms appearing in strong +relief against the background of dark foliage. + +The door, as I leaned against it, gently yielded to the pressure of my +arm, and almost without knowing it, I found myself standing within the +precincts of the garden. My first impulse, of course, was to retire and +close the door again, but somehow, I never knew exactly why, I could not +resist the desire to see a little more of a scene so tempting. There was +no mark of footsteps on the gravel, and I thought it likely the garden +was empty. On I went, therefore, at first with cautious and uncertain +steps, at last with more confidence, for as I issued from the +hedge-walk, and reached an open space beyond, the solitude seemed +unbroken. Fruit-trees, loaded with blossom, stood in a closely shaven +lawn, through which a small stream meandered, its banks planted with +daffodils and water-lilies. Some pheasants moved about through the +grass, but without alarm at my presence; while a young fawn boldly came +over to me, and although in seeming disappointment at not finding an old +friend, continued to walk beside me as I went. + +The grounds appeared of great extent: paths led off in every direction; +and while, in some places, I could perceive the glittering roof and +sides of a conservatory, in others the humble culture of a vegetable +garden was to be seen. There was a wondrous fascination in the calm and +tranquil solitude around; and coming, as it did, so immediately after +the busy bustle of the 'soldiering,' I soon not only forgot that I was +an intruder there, but suffered myself to wander 'fancy free,' following +out the thoughts each object suggested. I believe at that moment, if the +choice were given me, I would rather have been the 'Adam of that Eden' +than the proudest of those generals that ever led a column to victory! +Fortunately, or unfortunately--it would not be easy to decide which--the +alternative was not open to me. It was while I was still musing, I found +myself at the foot of a little eminence, on which stood a tower whose +height and position showed it had been built for the view it afforded +over a vast tract of country. Even from where I stood, at its base, I +could see over miles and miles of a great plain, with the main roads +leading towards the north and eastward. This spot was also the boundary +of the grounds, and a portion of the old boulevard of the town formed +the defence against the open country beyond. It was a deep ditch, with +sides of sloping sward, cropped neatly, and kept in trimmest order, but, +from its depth and width, forming a fence of a formidable kind. I was +peering cautiously down into the abyss, when I heard a voice so close to +my ear that I started with surprise. I listened, and perceived that the +speaker was directly above me, and leaning over the battlements at the +top of the tower. + +'You're quite right,' cried he, as he adjusted a telescope to his eye, +and directed his view towards the plain. 'He has gone wrong! He has +taken the Strasbourg road, instead of the northern one.' + +An exclamation of anger followed these words; and now I saw the +telescope passed to another hand, and, to my astonishment, that of a +lady. + +'Was there ever stupidity like that? He saw the map like the others, and +yet---- _Parbleu!_ it's too bad!' + +I could perceive that a female voice made some rejoinder, but did not +distinguish the words; when the man again spoke-- + +'No, no; it's all a blunder of that old major; and here am I without an +orderly to send after him. _Diable!_ it is provoking.' + +'Isn't that one of your people at the foot of the tower?' said the lady, +as she pointed to where I stood, praying for the earth to open and close +over me; for, as he moved his head to look down, I saw the epaulettes of +a staff-officer. + +'Holloa!' cried he, 'are you on duty?' + +'No, sir; I was----' + +Not waiting for me to finish an explanation, he went on-- + +'Follow that division of cavalry that has taken the Strasbourg road, and +tell Major Roquelard that he has gone wrong; he should have turned off +to the left at the suburbs. Lose no time, but away at once. You are +mounted, of course?' + +'No, sir, my horse is at quarters; but I can----' + +'No, no; it will be too late,' he broke in again. 'Take my troop-horse, +and be off. You'll find him in the stable to your left.' + +Then turning to the lady I heard him say-- + +'It may save Roquelard from an arrest.' + +I did not wait for more, but hurried off in the direction he had +pointed. A short gravel walk brought me in front of a low building, in +the cottage style, but which, decorated with emblems of the chase, I +guessed to be the stable. Not a groom was to be seen; but the door being +unlatched I entered freely. Four large and handsome horses were feeding +at the racks, their glossy coats and long silken manes showing the care +bestowed upon them. Which is the trooper? thought I, as I surveyed them +all with keen and scrutinising eye. All my skill in such matters +was unable to decide the point; they seemed all alike valuable and +handsome--in equally high condition, and exhibiting equal marks of +careful treatment. Two were stamped on the haunches with the letters 'R. +F.'; and these, of course, were cavalry horses. One was a powerful black +horse, whose strong quarters and deep chest bespoke great action, while +the backward glances of his eye indicated the temper of a 'tartar.' +Making choice of him without an instant's hesitation, I threw on the +saddle, adjusted the stirrups to my own length, buckled the bridle, and +led him forth. In all my 'school experience' I had never seen an animal +that pleased me so much; his well-arched neck and slightly dipped back +showed that an Arab cross had mingled with the stronger qualities of the +Norman horse. I sprang to my saddle with delight; to be astride such a +beast was to kindle up all the enthusiasm of my nature; and as I grasped +the reins, and urged him forward, I was half wild with excitement. + +Apparently the animal was accustomed to more gentle treatment, for he +gave a loud snort, such as a surprised or frightened horse will give, +and then bounded forward once or twice, as if to dismount me. This +failing, he reared up perfectly straight, pawing madly, and threatening +even to fall backwards. I saw that I had, indeed, selected a wicked one; +for in every bound and spring, in every curvet and leap, the object was +clearly to unseat the rider. At one instant he would crouch, as if to +lie down, and then bound up several feet in the air, with a toss up +of his haunches that almost sent me over the head. At another he would +spring from side to side, writhing and twisting like a fish, till the +saddle seemed actually slipping away from his lithe body. Not only did +I resist all these attacks, but vigorously continued to punish with whip +and spur the entire time--a proceeding, I could easily see, he was not +prepared for. At last, actually maddened with his inability to throw +me, and enraged by my continuing to spur him, he broke away, and +dashing headlong forward, rushed into the very thickest of the grove. +Fortunately for me, the trees were either shrubs or of stunted growth, +so that I had only to keep my saddle to escape danger; but suddenly +emerging from this, he gained the open sward, and as if his passion +became more furious as he indulged in it, he threw up his head, and +struck out in full gallop. I had but time to see that he was heading for +the great fosse of the boulevard, when we were already on its brink. A +shout, and a cry of I know not what, came from the tower; but I heard +nothing more. Mad as the maddened animal himself, perhaps at that moment +just as indifferent to life, I dashed the spurs into his flanks, and +oyer we went, lighting on the green sward as easily as a seagull on a +wave. To all seeming, the terrible leap had somewhat sobered him; but +on me it had produced the very opposite effect. I felt that I had gained +the mastery, and resolved to use it. With unrelenting punishment, then, +I rode him forward, taking the country as it lay straight before me. The +few fences which divided the great fields were too insignificant to be +called leaps, and he took them in the 'sling' of his stretching gallop. +He was now subdued, yielding to every turn of my wrist, and obeying +every motive of my will like an instinct. It may read like a petty +victory; but he who has ever experienced the triumph over an enraged +and powerful horse, well knows that few sensations are more pleasurably +exciting. High as is the excitement of being borne along in full speed, +leaving village and spire, glen and river, bridge and mill behind +you--now careering up the mountain-side, with the fresh breeze upon +your brow; now diving into the dark forest, startling the hare from +her cover, and sending the wild deer scampering before you--it is still +increased by the sense of a victory; by feeling that the mastery is with +you, and that each bound of the noble beast beneath you has its impulse +in your own heart. + +Although the cavalry squadrons I was despatched to overtake had quitted +Nancy four hours before, I came up with them in less than an hour, +and inquiring for the officer in command, rode up to the head of the +division. He was a thin, gaunt-looking, stern-featured man, who listened +to my message without changing a muscle. + +'Who sent you with this order?' said he. + +'A general officer, sir, whose name I don't know, but who told me to +take his own horse and follow you.' + +'Did he tell you to kill the animal, sir?' said he, pointing to the +heaving flanks and shaking tail of the exhausted beast. + +'He bolted with me at first, major, and having cleared the ditch of the +boulevard, rode away with me.' + +'Why, it's Colonel Mahon's Arab, Aleppo,' said another officer; 'what +could have persuaded him to mount an orderly on a beast worth ten +thousand francs?' + +I thought I'd have fainted, as I heard these words; the whole +consequences of my act revealed themselves before me, and I saw arrest, +trial, sentence, imprisonment, and Heaven knew what afterwards, like a +panorama rolling out to my view. + +'Tell the colonel, sir,' said the major, 'that I have taken the north +road, intending to cross over at Beaumont; that the artillery trains +have cut up the Metz road so deeply, cavalry cannot travel; tell him I +thank him much for his politeness in forwarding this despatch to me; and +tell him, that I regret the rules of active service should prevent my +sending back an escort to place yourself under arrest for the manner in +which you have ridden--you hear, sir?' + +I touched my cap in salute. + +'Are you certain, sir, that you have my answer correctly?' + +'I am, sir.' + +'Repeat it, then.' + +I repeated the reply, word for word, as he spoke it. + +'No, sir,' said he as I concluded; 'I said for unsoldier-like and cruel +treatment to your horse.' + +One of his officers whispered something in his ear, and he quietly +added-- + +'I find that I had not used these words, but I ought to have done so; +give the message, therefore, as you heard it at first.' + +'Mahon will shoot him, to a certainty,' muttered one of the captains. + +'I'd not blame him,' joined another; 'that horse saved his life at +Quiberon, when he fell in with a patrol; and look at him now!' + +The major made a sign for me to retire, and I turned and set ont towards +Nancy, with the feelings of a convict on the way to his fate. + +If I did not feel that these brief records of a humble career were +'upon honour,' and that the only useful lesson a life so unimportant can +teach, is the conflict between opposing influences, I might possibly +be disposed to blink the avowal, that, as I rode along towards Nancy, a +very great doubt occurred to me as to whether I ought not to desert! +It is a very ignoble expression; but it must out. There were not in +the French service any of those ignominious punishments which, once +undergone, a man is dishonoured for ever, and no more admissible to rank +with men of character than if convicted of actual crime; but there were +marks of degradation, almost as severe, then in vogue, and which men +dreaded with a fear nearly as acute--such, for instance, as being +ordered for service at the Bagne de Brest, in Toulon--the arduous duty +of guarding the galley-slaves, and which was scarcely a degree above the +condition of the condemned themselves. Than such a fate as this, I +would willingly have preferred death. It was, then, this thought that +suggested desertion; but I soon rejected the unworthy temptation, and +held on my way towards Nancy. + +Aleppo, if at first wearied by the severe burst, soon rallied, while he +showed no traces of his fiery temper, and exhibited few of fatigue; and +as I walked along at his side, washing his mouth and nostrils at each +fountain I passed, and slackening his saddle-girths to give him freedom, +long before we arrived at the suburbs he had regained all his looks and +much of his spirit. + +At last we entered Nancy about nightfall, and, with a failing heart, I +found myself at the gate of the ducal palace. The sentries suffered me +to pass unmolested, and entering, I took my way through the courtyard, +towards the small gate of the garden, which, as I had left it, was +unlatched. + +It was strange enough, the nearer I drew towards the eventful moment of +my fate, the more resolute and composed my heart became. It is possible, +thought I, that in a fit of passion he will send a ball through me, as +the officer said. Be it so--the matter is the sooner ended. If, however, +he will condescend to listen to my explanation, I may be able to assert +my innocence, at least so far as intention went. With this comforting +conclusion, I descended at the stable door. Two dragoons in undress were +smoking, as they lay at full length upon a bench, and speedily arose as +I came up. + +'Tell the colonel he's come, Jacques,' said one, in a loud voice, and +the other retired; while the speaker, turning towards me, took the +bridle from my hand, and led the animal in, without vouchsafing a word +to me. + +'An active beast that,' said I, affecting the easiest and coolest +indifference. The soldier gave me a look of undisguised amazement, and I +continued-- + +'He has had a bad hand on him, I should say--some one too flurried and +too fidgety to give confidence to a hot-tempered horse.' + +Another stare was all the reply. + +'In a little time, and with a little patience, I'd make him as gentle as +a lamb.' + +'I'm afraid you'll not have the opportunity,' replied he significantly; +'but the colonel, I see, is waiting for you, and you can discuss the +matter together.' + +The other dragoon had just then returned, and made me a sign to follow +him. A few paces brought us to the door of a small pavilion, at which a +sentry stood; and having motioned to me to pass in, my guide left me. +An orderly sergeant at the same instant appeared, and beckoning to me to +advance, he drew aside a curtain, and pushing me forward, let the heavy +folds close behind me; and now I found myself in a richly furnished +chamber, at the farther end of which an officer was at supper with a +young and handsome woman. The profusion of wax-lights on the table--the +glitter of plate, and glass, and porcelain--the richness of the lady's +dress, which seemed like the costume of a ball--were all objects +distracting enough, but they could not turn me from the thought of my +own condition; and I stood motionless, while the officer, a man of about +fifty, with dark and stern features, deliberately scanned me from head +to foot. Not a word did he speak, not a gesture did he make, but sat, +with his black eyes actually piercing me. I would have given anything +for some outbreak of anger, some burst of passion, that would have put +an end to this horrible suspense, but none came; and there he remained +several minutes, as if contemplating something too new and strange for +utterance. 'This must have an end,' thought I--'here goes'; and so, with +my hand in salute, I drew myself full up, and said-- + +'I carried your orders, sir, and received for answer that Major +Roquelard had taken the north road advisedly, as that by Beaumont was +cut up by the artillery trains; that he would cross over to the Metz +Chaussee as soon as possible; that he thanked you for the kindness of +your warning, and regretted that the rules of active service precluded +his despatching an escort of arrest along with me, for the manner in +which I had ridden with the order.' + +'Anything more?' asked the colonel, in a voice that sounded thick and +guttural with passion. + +'Nothing more, sir.' + +'No further remark or observation?' 'None, sir--at least from the +major.' + +'What then--from any other?' + +'A captain, sir, whose name I do not know, did say something.' + +'What was it?' + +'I forget the precise words, sir, but their purport was, that Colonel +Mahon would certainly shoot me when I got back.' + +'And you replied?' + +'I don't believe I made any reply at the time, sir.' + +'But you thought, sir--what were your thoughts?' + +'I thought it very like what I'd have done myself in a like case, +although certain to be sorry for it afterwards.' + +Whether the emotion had been one for some time previous restrained, or +that my last words had provoked it suddenly, I cannot tell, but the lady +here burst out into a fit of laughter, but which was as suddenly checked +by some sharp observation of the colonel, whose stern features grew +sterner and darker every moment. + +'There we differ, sir,' said he, 'for I should not' At the same +instant he pushed his plate away, to make room on the table for a small +portfolio, opening which, he prepared to write. + +'You will bring this paper,' continued he, 'to the provost-marshal. +To-morrow morning you shall be tried by a regimental court-martial, and +as your sentence may probably be the galleys and hard labour----' + +'I 'll save them the trouble,' said I, quietly drawing my sword; but +scarcely was it clear of the scabbard when a shriek broke from the lady, +who possibly knew not the object of my act; at the same instant the +colonel bounded across the chamber, and striking me a severe blow upon +the arm, dashed the weapon from my hand to the ground. + +'You want the fusillade--is that what you want?' cried he, as, in a +towering fit of passion, he dragged me forward to the light. I was now +standing close to the table; the lady raised her eyes towards me, and +at once broke out into a burst of laughter--such hearty, merry laughter, +that, even with the fear of death before me, I could almost have joined +in it. + +'What is it--what do you mean, Laure?' cried the colonel angrily. + +'Don't you see it?' said she, still holding her kerchief to her +face--'can't you perceive it yourself? He has only one moustache!' + +I turned hastily towards the mirror beside me, and there was the fatal +fact revealed--one gallant curl disported proudly over the left cheek, +while the other was left bare. + +'Is the fellow mad--a mountebank?' said the colonel, whose anger was now +at its white heat. + +'Neither, sir,' said I, tearing off my remaining moustache, in shame +and passion together. 'Among my other misfortunes I have that of being +young; and what's worse, I was ashamed of it; but I begin to see my +error, and know that a man may be old without gaining either in dignity +or temper.' + +With a stroke of his closed fist upon the table, the colonel made every +glass and decanter spring from their places, while he uttered an oath +that was only current in the days of that army. 'This is beyond belief,' +cried he. 'Come, _gredin_, you have at least had one piece of good +fortune: you've fallen precisely into the hands of one who can deal with +you.--Your regiment?' + +'The Ninth Hussars.' + +'Your name?' + +'Tiernay.' + +'Tiernay; that's not a French name?' + +'Not originally; we were Irish once.' + +'Irish,' said he, in a different tone from what he had hitherto used. +'Any relative of a certain Comte Maurice de Tiernay, who once served in +the Royal Guard?' + +'His son, sir.' + +'What--his son! Art certain of this, lad? You remember your mother's +name then--what was it?' + +'I never knew which was my mother,' said I. 'Mademoiselle de la Lasterie +or----' + +He did not suffer me to finish, but throwing his arms around my neck, +pressed me to his bosom. + +'You are little Maurice, then,' said he, 'the son of my old and valued +comrade! Only think of it, Laure--I was that boy's godfather.' + +Here was a sudden change in my fortunes; nor was it without a great +effort that I could credit the reality of it, as I saw myself seated +between the colonel and his fair companion, both of whom overwhelmed me +with attention. + +It turned out that Colonel Mahon had been a fellow-guardsman with my +father, for whom he had ever preserved the warmest attachment. One of +the few survivors of the Garde du Corps, he had taken service with +the Republic, and was already reputed as one of the most distinguished +cavalry officers. + +'Strange enough, Maurice,' said he to me, 'there was something in your +look and manner, as you spoke to me there, that recalled your poor +father to my memory; and without knowing or suspecting why, I suffered +you to bandy words with me, while at another moment I would have ordered +you to be ironed and sent to prison.' + +Of my mother, of whom I wished much to learn something, he would not +speak, but adroitly changed the conversation to the subject of my own +adventures, and these he made me recount from the beginning. If the lady +enjoyed all the absurdities of my chequered fortune with a keen sense of +the ridiculous, the colonel apparently could trace in them but so many +resemblances to my father's character, and constantly broke out into +exclamations of 'How like him!' 'Just what he would have done himself!' +'His own very words! 'and so on. + +It was only in a pause of the conversation, as the clock on the +mantelpiece struck eleven, that I was aware of the lateness of the hour, +and remembered that I should be on the punishment-roll the next morning +for absence from quarters. + +'Never fret about that, Maurice--I 'll return your name as on a special +service; and to have the benefit of truth on our side, you shall be +named one of my orderlies, with the grade of corporal.' + +'Why not make him a sous-lieutenant?' said the lady, in a half-whisper. +'I'm sure he is better worth his epaulettes than any I have seen on your +staff.' + +'Nay, nay,' muttered the colonel, 'the rules of the service forbid it. +He'll win his spurs time enough, or I 'm much mistaken.' + +While I thanked my new and kind patron for his goodness, I could not +help saying that my heart was eagerly set upon the prospect of actual +service; and that proud as I should be of his protection, I would rather +merit it by my conduct than owe my advancement to favour. + +'Which simply means that you are tired of Nancy, and riding drill, and +want to see how men comport themselves where the manoeuvres are not +arranged beforehand. Well, so far you are right, boy. I shall, in all +likelihood, be stationed here for three or four months, during which +you might have advanced a stage or so towards those epaulettes my fair +friend desires to see upon your shoulders. You shall, therefore, be sent +forward to your own corps. I'll write to the colonel to confirm the +rank of corporal; the regiment is at present on the Moselle, and, if I +mistake not, will soon be actively employed Come to me to-morrow before +noon, and be prepared to march with the first detachments that are sent +forward.' + +A cordial shake of the hand followed these words; and the lady having +also vouchsafed me an equal token of her good-will, I took my leave, the +happiest fellow that ever betook himself to quarters after hours, and as +indifferent to the penalties annexed to the breach of discipline as if +the whole code of martial law were a mere fable. + + + + +CHAPTER X. AN ARISTOCRATIC REPUBLICAN + +If the worthy reader would wish to fancy the happiest of all youthful +beings, let him imagine what I must have been, as, mounted upon Aleppo, +a present from my godfather, with a purse of six shining louis in +my pocket, and a letter to my colonel, I set forth for Metz. I had +breakfasted with Colonel Mahon, who, amid much good advice for my future +guidance, gave me, half slyly, to understand that the days of Jacobinism +had almost run their course, and that a reactionary movement had already +set in. The Republic, he added, was as strong, perhaps stronger, than +ever, but that men had grown weary of mob tyranny, and were, day by +day, reverting to the old loyalty, in respect for whatever pretended to +culture, good-breeding, and superior intelligence. 'As, in a shipwreck, +the crew instinctively turn for counsel and direction to the officers, +you will see that France will, notwithstanding all the libertinism of +our age, place her confidence in the men who have been the tried and +worthy servants of former governments. So far, then, from suffering on +account of your gentle blood, Maurice, the time is not distant when it +will do you good service, and when every association that links you with +family and fortune will be deemed an additional guarantee of your good +conduct. I mention these things,' continued he, 'because your colonel +is what they call a "Grosbleu "--that is, a coarse-minded, inveterate +republican, detesting aristocracy and all that belongs to it. Take care, +therefore, to give him no just cause for discontent, but be just as +steady in maintaining your position as the descendant of a noble house, +who has not forgotten what were once the privileges of his rank. Write +to me frequently and freely, and I'll take care that you want for +nothing, so far as my small means go, to sustain whatever grade you +occupy. Your own conduct shall decide whether I ever desire to have any +other inheritor than the son of my oldest friend in the world.' + +Such were his last words to me as I set forth, in company with a large +party, consisting for the most part of under-officers and employes +attached to the medical staff of the army. It was a very joyous and +merry fraternity, and, consisting of ingredients drawn from different +pursuits and arms of the service, infinitely amusing from contrast +of character and habits. My chief associate amongst them was a young +sous-lieutenant of dragoons, whose age, scarcely much above my own, +joined to a joyous, reckless temperament, soon pointed him out as the +character to suit me; his name was Eugene Santron. In appearance he was +slightly formed, and somewhat undersized, but with handsome features, +their animation rendered sparkling by two of the wickedest black eyes +that ever glistened and glittered in a human head. I soon saw that, +under the mask of affected fraternity and equality, he nourished the +most profound contempt for the greater number of associates, who, in +truth, were, however _braves gens_, the very roughest and least-polished +specimens of the polite nation. In all his intercourse with them, Eugene +affected the easiest tone of camaraderie and equality, never assuming +in the slightest, nor making any pretensions to the least superiority +on the score of position or acquirements, but on the whole consoling +himself, as it were, by 'playing them off' in their several +eccentricities, and rendering every trait of their vulgarity and +ignorance tributary to his own amusement. Partly from seeing that he +made me an exception to this practice, and partly from his perceiving +the amusement it afforded me, we drew closer towards each other, and +before many days elapsed, had become sworn friends. + +There is probably no feature of character so very attractive to a +young man as frankness. The most artful of all flatteries is that which +addresses itself by candour, and seems at once to select, as it were by +intuition, the object most suited for a confidence. Santron carried me +by a _coup de main_ of this kind, as, taking my arm one evening as I was +strolling along the banks of the Moselle, he said-- + +'My dear Maurice, it's very easy to see that the society of our +excellent friends yonder is just as distasteful to you as to me. One +cannot always be satisfied laughing at their solecisms in breeding +and propriety. One grows weary at last of ridiculing their thousand +absurdities; and then there comes the terrible retribution in the +reflection of what the devil brought me into such company? a question +that, however easily answered, grows more and more intolerable the +oftener it is asked. To be sure, in my case there was little choice in +the matter, for I was not in any way the arbiter of my own fortune. I +saw myself converted from a royal page to a printer's devil by a kind +old fellow, who saved my life by smearing my face with ink, and covering +my scarlet uniform with a filthy blouse; and since that day I have taken +the hint, and often found the lesson a good one--the dirtier the safer! + +'We were of the old nobility of France, but as the name of our family +was the cause of its extinction, I took care to change it. I see you +don't clearly comprehend me, and so I'll explain myself better. My +father lived unmolested during the earlier days of the Revolution, +and might so have continued to the end, if a detachment of the Garde +Republicaine had not been despatched to our neighbourhood of Saarlouis, +where it was supposed some lurking regard for royalty yet lingered. +These fellows neither knew nor cared for the ancient noblesse of the +country, and one evening a patrol of them stopped my father as he was +taking his evening walk along the ramparts. He would scarcely deign to +notice the insolent '_Qui va la?_ of the sentry, a summons he at least +thought superfluous in a town which had known his ancestry for eight or +nine generations. At the repetition of the cry, accompanied by something +that sounded ominous, in the sharp click of a gun-lock, he replied +haughtily, "Je suis le Marquis de Saint-Trone." + +'"There are no more marquises in France!" was the savage answer. + +'My father smiled contemptuously, and briefly said "Saint-Trone." + +'"We have no saints either," cried another. + +'"Be it so, my friend," said he, with mingled pity and disgust. "I +suppose some designation may at least be left to me, and that I may call +myself Trone." + +'"We are done with thrones long ago," shouted they in chorus, "and we +'ll finish you also." + +'Ay, and they kept their word, too. They shot him that same evening, on +very little other charge than his own name! If I have retained the old +sound of my name, I have given it a more plebeian spelling, which is, +perhaps, just as much of an alteration as any man need submit to for a +period that will pass away so soon.' + +'How so, Eugene? you fancy the Republic will not endure in France. What, +then, can replace it?' + +'Anything, everything; for the future all is possible. We have +annihilated legitimacy, it is true, just as the Indians destroy a +forest, by burning the trees; but the roots remain; and if the soil is +incapable of sending up the giant stems as before, it is equally unable +to furnish a new and different culture. Monarchy is just as firmly +rooted in a Frenchman's heart, but he will have neither patience for its +tedious growth, nor can he submit to restore what has cost him so dearly +to destroy. The consequences will, therefore, be a long and continued +struggle between parties, each imposing upon the nation the form, of +government that pleases it in turn. Meanwhile you and I, and others like +us, must serve whatever is uppermost--the cleverest fellow he who sees +the coming change, and prepares to take advantage of it.' + +'Then you are a Royalist?' asked I. + +'A Royalist! What! stand by a monarch who deserted his aristocracy, +and forgot his own order; defend a throne that he had reduced to the +condition of a _fauteuil de Bourgeois?_' + +'You are then for the Republic?' + +'For what robbed me of my inheritance--what degraded me from my rank, +and reduced me to a state below that of my own vassals! Is this a cause +to uphold?' + +'You are satisfied with military glory, perhaps,' said I, scarcely +knowing what form of faith to attribute to him. + +'In an army where my superiors are the very dregs of the people; where +the canaille have the command, and the chivalry of France is represented +by a sans-culotte!' + +'The cause of the Church----' + +A hurst of ribald laughter cut me short, and laying his hand on my +shoulder he looked me full in the face; while with a struggle to recover +his gravity, he said-- + +'I hope, my dear Maurice, you are not serious, and that you do not mean +this for earnest. Why, my dear boy, don't you talk of the Eleusinian +Mysteries, the Delphic Oracle of Alchemy, Astrology--of anything, in +short, of which the world, having amused itself, has at length grown +weary? Can't you see that the Church has passed away, and these good +priests have gone the same road as their predecessors? Is any acuteness +wanting to show that there is an end of this superstition that has +enthralled men's minds for a couple of thousand years? No, no, their +game is up, and for ever. These pious men, who despised this world, and +yet had no other hold upon the minds of others than by the very craft +and subtlety that world taught them--these heavenly souls, whose whole +machinations revolved about earthy objects and the successes of this +grovelling planet! Fight for them! No, _parbleu!_ we owe them but little +love or affection. Their whole aim in life has been to disgust one +with whatever is enjoyable, and the best boon they have conferred upon +humanity, that bright thought of locking up the softest eyes and fairest +cheeks of France in cloisters and nunneries! I can forgive our glorious +Revolution much of its wrong when I think of the Pretre; not but that +they could have knocked down the church without suffering the ruins to +crush the chateau!' + +Such, in brief, were the opinions my companion held, and of which I was +accustomed to hear specimens every day; at first, with displeasure and +repugnance; later on, with more of toleration; and at last, with a sense +of amusement at the singularity of the notions, or the dexterity +with which he defended them. The poison of his doctrines was the more +insidious, because it was mingled with a certain dash of good-nature, +and a reckless, careless easiness of disposition always attractive to +very young men. His reputation for courage, of which he had given signal +proofs, elevated him in my esteem; and, ere long, all my misgivings +about him, in regard of certain blemishes, gave way before my admiration +of his heroic bearing and a readiness to confront peril, wherever to be +found. + +I had made him the confidant of my own history, of which I told him +everything, save the passages which related to the Pere Michel. These +I either entirely glossed over, or touched so lightly as to render +unimportant--a dread of ridicule restraining me from any mention of +those earlier scenes of my life, which were alone of all those I should +have avowed with pride. Perhaps it was from mere accident--perhaps some +secret shame to conceal my forlorn and destitute condition may have had +its share in the motive; but, for some cause or other, I gave him to +understand that my acquaintance with Colonel Mahon had dated back to +a much earlier period than a few days before, and, the impression once +made, a sense of false shame led me to support it. + +'Mahon can be a good friend to you,' said Eugene; 'he stands well with +all parties. The Convention trust him, the sans-culottes are afraid of +him, and the few men of family whom the guillotine has left look up to +him as one of their stanchest adherents. Depend upon it, therefore, your +promotion is safe enough, even if there were not a field open for every +man who seeks the path to eminence. The great point, however, is to get +service with the army of Italy. These campaigns here are as barren and +profitless as the soil they are fought over; but, in the south, Maurice, +in the land of dark eyes and tresses, under the blue skies, or beneath +the trellised vines, there are rewards of victory more glorious than a +grateful country, as they call it, ever bestowed. Never forget, my boy, +that you or I have no cause! It is to us a matter of indifference +what party triumphs, or who is uppermost. The Government may change +to-morrow, and the day after, and so on for a month long, and yet we +remain just as we were. Monarchy, Commonwealth, Democracy--what you +will--may rule the hour, but the sous-lieutenant is but the servant +who changes his master. Now, in revenge for all this, we have one +compensation, which is, to "live for the day"--to make the most of that +brief hour of sunshine granted us, and to taste of every pleasure, to +mingle in every dissipation, and enjoy every excitement that we can. +This is my philosophy, Maurice, and just try it.' + +Such was the companion with whom chance threw me in contact, and I +grieve to think how rapidly his influence gained the mastery over me. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. 'THE PASSAGE OP THE RHINE' + +I parted from my friend Eugene at Treves, where he remained in garrison, +while I was sent forward to Coblentz to join my regiment, at that time +forming part of Ney's division. + +Were I to adhere in my narrative to the broad current of great events, +I should here have to speak of that grand scheme of tactics by which +Kleber, advancing from the Lower Rhine, engaged the attention of the +Austrian Grand-Duke, in order to give time and opportunity for Hoche's +passage of the river at Strasbourg, and the commencement of that +campaign which had for its object the subjugation of Germany. I have +not, however, the pretension to chronicle those passages which history +has for ever made memorable, even were my own share in them of a +more distinguished character. The insignificance of my station must, +therefore, be my apology if I turn from the description of great and +eventful incidents to the humble narrative of my own career. + +Whatever the contents of Colonel Mahon's letter, they did not plead +very favourably for me with Colonel Hacque, my new commanding officer; +neither, to all seeming, did my own appearance weigh anything in my +favour. Raising his eyes at intervals from the letter to stare at me, +he uttered some broken phrases of discontent and displeasure; at last +he said--'What's the object of this letter, sir; to what end have you +presented it to me?' + +'As I am ignorant of its contents, mon colonel,' said I calmly, 'I can +scarcely answer the question.' + +'Well, sir, it informs me that you are the son of a certain Count +Tiernay, who has long since paid the price of his nobility; and that, +being an especial protege of the writer, he takes occasion to present +you to me; now I ask again, with what object?' + +'I presume, sir, to obtain for me the honour which I now enjoy--to +become personally known to you.' + +'I know every soldier under my command, sir,' said he rebukingly, 'as +you will soon learn if you remain in my regiment. I have no need of +recommendatory letters on that score. As to your grade of corporal, it +is not confirmed; time enough when your services shall have shown that +you deserve promotion. _Parbleu!_ sir, you'll have to show other claims +than your ci-devant countship.' + +Colonel Mahon gave me a horse, sir; may I be permitted to retain him as +a regimental mount?' asked I timidly. + +'We want horses--what is he like?' + +'Three-quarters Arab, and splendid in action, sir.' + +'Then, of course, unfit for service and field manoeuvres. + +Send him to the etat-major. The Republic will find a fitting mount for +you; you may retire.' + +And I did retire, with a heart almost bursting between anger and +disappointment. What a future did this opening present to me! What a +realisation this of all my flattering hopes! + +This sudden reverse of fortune, for it was nothing less, did not render +me more disposed to make the best of my new condition, nor see in the +most pleasing light the rough and rude fraternity among which I was +thrown. The Ninth Hussars were reputed to be an excellent service-corps, +but, off duty, contained some of the worst ingredients of the army. +Play, and its consequence, duelling, filled up every hour not devoted to +regimental duty; and low as the tone of manners and morals stood in the +service generally, 'Hacque's Tapageurs,' as they were called, enjoyed +the unflattering distinction of being the leaders. Self-respect was a +quality utterly unknown amongst them--none felt ashamed at the disgrace +of punishment; and as all knew that, at the approach of the enemy, +prison-doors would open, and handcuffs fall off, they affected to think +the 'Salle de Police' was a pleasant alternative to the fatigue and +worry of duty. These habits not only stripped soldiering of all its +chivalry, but robbed freedom itself of all its nobility. These men saw +nothing but licentiousness in their newly won liberty. Their 'Equality' +was the permission to bring everything down to a base and unworthy +standard; their 'Fraternity,' the appropriation of what belonged to one +richer than themselves. + +It would give me little pleasure to recount, and the reader, in all +likelihood, as little to hear, the details of my life among such +associates. They are the passages of my history most painful to recall, +and least worthy of being remembered; nor can I even yet write without +shame the confession, how rapidly their habits became my own. Eugene's +teachings had prepared me, in a manner, for their lessons. His +scepticism, extending to everything and every one, had made me +distrustful of all friendship, and suspicious of whatever appeared a +kindness. Vulgar association, and daily intimacy with coarsely minded +men, soon finished what he had begun; and in less time than it took me +to break my troop-horse to regimental drill, I had been myself 'broke +in' to every vice and abandoned habit of my companions. It was not in my +nature to do things by halves; and thus I became, and in a brief space, +too, the most inveterate Tapageur of the whole regiment. There was not +a wild prank or plot in which I was not foremost, not a breach of +discipline unaccompanied by my name or presence, and more than half the +time of our march to meet the enemy, I passed in double irons under the +guard of the provost-marshal. + +It was at this pleasant stage of my education that our brigade arrived +at Strasbourg, as part of the _corps d'armee_, under the command of +General Moreau. + +He had just succeeded to the command on the dismissal of Pichegru, and +found the army not only dispirited by the defeats of the past campaign, +but in a state of rudest indiscipline and disorganisation. If left to +himself, he would have trusted much to time and circumstances for the +reform of abuses that had been the growth of many months long. But +Regnier, the second in command, was made of 'different stuff'; he was +a harsh and stern disciplinarian, who rarely forgave a first, never +a second, offence, and who, deeming the 'Salle de Police' as an +encumbrance to an army on service, which, besides, required a guard of +picked men, that might be better employed elsewhere, usually gave the +preference to the shorter sentence of 'four paces and a fusillade.' +Nor was he particular in the classification of those crimes he thus +expiated: from the most trivial excess to the wildest scheme of +insubordination, all came under the one category. More than once, as we +drew near to Strasbourg, I heard the project of a mutiny discussed, day +after day. Some one or other would denounce the '_scelerat_ Regnier,' +and proclaim his readiness to be the executioner; but the closer we drew +to headquarters, the more hushed and subdued became these mutterings, +till at last they ceased altogether, and a dark and foreboding dread +succeeded to all our late boastings and denunciations. + +This at first surprised and then utterly disgusted me with my +companions. Brave as they were before the enemy, had they no courage for +their own countrymen? Was all their valour the offspring of security, or +could they only be rebellious when the penalty had no terrors for them? +Alas! I was very young, and did not then know that men are never strong +against the right, and that a bad cause is always a weak one. + +It was about the middle of June when we reached Strasbourg, where now +about forty thousand troops were assembled. I shall not readily forget +the mingled astonishment and disappointment our appearance excited as +the regiment entered the town. The Tapageurs, so celebrated for all +their terrible excesses and insubordination, were seen to be a fine +corps of soldierlike fellows, their horses in high condition, their +equipments and arms in the very best order. Neither did our conduct +at all tally with the reputation that preceded us. All was orderly and +regular in the several billets; the parade was particularly observed; +not a man late at the night muster. What was the cause of this sudden +and remarkable change? Some said that we were marching against the +enemy; but the real explanation lay in the few words of a general order +read to us by our colonel the day before we entered the city:-- + + 'The 9th Hussars have obtained the unworthy reputation of + being an ill-disciplined and ill-conducted regiment, relying + upon their soldierlike qualities in face of the enemy to + cover the disgrace of their misconduct in quarters. This is + a mistake that must be corrected. All Frenchmen are brave; + none can arrogate to themselves any prerogative of valour. + If any wish to establish such a belief, a campaign can + always attest it. If any profess to think so without such + proof, and, acting in conformity with this impression, + disobey their orders or infringe regimental discipline, I + will have them shot. + + 'Regnier, Adjutant-General.' + + +This was, at least, a very straightforward and intelligible +announcement, and as such my comrades generally acknowledged it. I, +however, regarded it as a piece of monstrous and intolerable tyranny, +and sought to make converts to my opinion by declaiming about the rights +of Frenchmen, the liberty of free discussion, the glorious privilege of +equality, and so on; but these arguments sounded faint in presence +of the drumhead; and while some slunk away from the circle around me, +others significantly hinted that they would accept no part of the danger +my doctrines might originate. + +However I might have respected my comrades had they been always the +well-disciplined body I now saw them, I confess that this sudden +conversion through fear was in nowise to my taste, and rashly confounded +their dread of punishment with a base and ignoble fear of death. 'And +these are the men,' thought I, 'who talk of their charging home through +the dense squares of Austria--who have hunted the leopard into the sea, +and have carried the flag of France over the high Alps?' + +A bold rebel, whatever may be the cause against which he revolts, will +always be sure of a certain ascendency. Men are prone to attribute power +to pretension, and he who stands foremost in the breach will at least +win the suffrages of those whose cause he assumes to defend. In this +way it happened that exactly, as my comrades fell in my esteem, I was +elevated in theirs; and while I took a very depreciating estimate of +their courage, they conceived a very exalted opinion of mine. + +It was altogether inexplicable to see these men, many of them the +bronzed veterans of a dozen campaigns--the wounded and distinguished +soldiers in many a hard-fought field, yielding up their opinions and +sacrificing their convictions to a raw and untried stripling who had +never yet seen an enemy. + +With a certain fluency of speech I possessed also a readiness at picking +up information, and arraying the scattered fragments of news into a +certain consistence, which greatly imposed upon my comrades. A quick +eye for manoeuvres, and a shrewd habit of combining in my own mind the +various facts that came before me, made me appear to them a perfect +authority on military matters, of which I talked, I shame to say, with +all the confidence and presumption of an accomplished general. A few +lucky guesses, and a few half hints, accidentally confirmed, completed +all that was wanting; and what says 'Le Jeune Maurice,' was the +inevitable question that followed each piece of flying gossip, or every +rumour that rose of a projected movement. + +I have seen a good deal of the world since that time, and I am bound to +confess, that not a few of the great reputations I have witnessed have +stood upon grounds very similar, and not a whit more stable than my +own. A bold face, a ready tongue, a promptness to support, with my right +hand, whatever my lips were pledged to, and, above all, good-luck, made +me the king of my company; and although that sovereignty only extended +to half a squadron of hussars, it was a whole universe to me. + +So stood matters when, on the 23rd of June, orders came for the whole +_corps d'armee_ to hold itself in readiness for a forward movement. +Rations for two days were distributed, and ammunition given out as if +for an attack of some duration. Meanwhile, to obviate any suspicion +of our intentions, the gates of Strasbourg, on the eastern side, +were closed--all egress in that direction forbidden--and couriers and +_estafettes_ sent off towards the north, as if to provide for the march +of our force in that direction. The arrival of various orderly dragoons +during the previous night, and on that morning early, told of a great +attack in force on Mannheim, about sixty miles lower down the Rhine, +and the cannonade of which some avowed that they could hear at that +distance. The rumour, therefore, seemed confirmed, that we were ordered +to move to the north, to support this assault. + +The secret despatch of a few dismounted dragoons and some riflemen to +the hanks of the Rhine, however, did not strike me as according with +this view, and particularly as I saw that, although all were equipped, +and in readiness to move, the order to march was not given, a delay very +unlikely to be incurred if we were destined to act as the reserve of the +force already engaged. + +Directly opposite to us, on the right bank of the river, and separated +from it by a low flat of about two miles in extent, stood the fortress +of Kehl, at that time garrisoned by a strong Austrian force; the banks +of the river, and the wooded islands in the stream, which communicated +with the right by bridges, or fordable passes, being also held by the +enemy in force. + +These we had often seen, by the aid of telescopes, from the towers and +spires of Strasbourg; and now I remarked that the general and his staff +seemed more than usually intent on observing their movements. This fact, +coupled with the not less significant one that no preparations for a +defence of Strasbourg were in progress, convinced me that, instead of +moving down the Rhine to the attack on Mannheim, the plan of our general +was to cross the river where we were, and make a dash at the fortress +of Kehl. I was soon to receive the confirmation of my suspicion, as the +orders came for two squadrons of the 9th to proceed, dismounted, to +the bank of the Rhine, and, under shelter of the willows, to conceal +themselves there. Taking possession of the various skiffs and +fishing-boats along the bank, we were distributed in small parties, to +one of which, consisting of eight men under the orders of a corporal, I +belonged. + +About an hour's march brought us to the river-side, in a little clump +of alder willows, where, moored to a stake, lay a fishing-boat with two +short oars in her. Lying down beneath the shade, for the afternoon was +hot and sultry, some of us smoked, some chatted, and a few dozed away +the hours that somehow seemed unusually slow in passing. + +There was a certain dogged sullenness about my companions, which +proceeded from their belief that we and all who remained at Strasbourg +were merely left to occupy the enemy's attention, while greater +operations were to be carried on elsewhere. + +'You see what it is to be a condemned corps,' muttered one; 'it's little +matter what befalls the old 9th, even should they be cut to pieces.' + +'They didn't think so at Enghien,' said another, 'when we rode down the +Austrian cuirassiers.' + +'Plain enough,' cried a third, 'we are to have skirmishers' duty here, +without skirmishers' fortune in having a force to fall back upon.' + +'Eh! Maurice, is not this very like what you predicted for us?' broke in +a fourth ironically. + +'I'm of the same mind still,' rejoined I coolly: 'the general is +not thinking of a retreat; he has no intention of deserting a +well-garrisoned, well-provisioned fortress. Let the attack on Mannheim +have what success it may, Strasbourg will be held still. I overheard +Colonel Guyon remark that the waters of the Rhine have fallen three +feet since the drought set in, and Regnier replied 'that we must lose no +time, for there will come rain and floods ere long.' Now what could that +mean but the intention to cross over yonder?' + +'Cross the Rhine in face of the fort of Kehl!' broke in the corporal. + +'The French army have done bolder things before now!' was my reply; +and, whatever the opinion of my comrades, the flattery ranged them on +my side. Perhaps the corporal felt it beneath his dignity to discuss +tactics with an inferior, or perhaps he felt unable to refute the +specious pretensions I advanced; in any case he turned away, and either +slept, or affected sleep, while I strenuously laboured to convince my +companions that my surmise was correct. + +I repeated all my former arguments about the decrease in the Rhine, +showing that the river was scarcely two-thirds of its habitual breadth, +that the nights were now dark, and well suited for a surprise, that the +columns which issued from the town took their departure with a pomp and +parade far more likely to attract the enemy's attention than escape his +notice, and were, therefore, the more likely to be destined for some +secret expedition, of which all this display was but the blind. These, +and similar facts, I grouped together with a certain ingenuity, which, +if it failed to convince, at least silenced my opponents. And now the +brief twilight, if so short a struggle between day and darkness deserved +the name, passed off, and night suddenly closed around us--a night black +and starless, for a heavy mass of lowering cloud seemed to unite with +the dense vapour that arose from the river, and the low-lying grounds +alongside of it. The air was hot and sultry, too, like the precursor +of a thunderstorm, and the rush of the stream as it washed among the +willows sounded preternaturally loud. + +A hazy, indistinct flame, the watch-fire of the enemy, on the island of +Eslar, was the only object visible in the murky darkness. After a while, +however, we could detect another fire on a smaller island, a short +distance higher up the stream. This, at first dim and uncertain, blazed +up after a while, and at length we descried the dark shadows of men as +they stood around it. + +It was but the day before that I had been looking on a map of the Rhine, +and remarked to myself that this small island, little more than a mere +rock in the stream, was so situated as to command the bridge between +Eslar and the German bank, and I could not help wondering that the +Austrians had never taken the precaution to strengthen it, or at +least place a gun there, to enfilade the bridge. Now, to my extreme +astonishment, I saw it occupied by the soldiery, who, doubtless, were +artillery, as in such a position small arms would prove of slight +efficiency. As I reflected over this, wondering within myself if any +intimation of our movements could have reached the enemy, I heard along +the ground on which I was lying the peculiar tremulous, dull sound +communicated by a large body of men marching. The measured tramp could +not be mistaken, and as I listened I could perceive that a force was +moving towards the river from different quarters. The rumbling roll +of heavy guns and the clattering noise of cavalry were also easily +distinguished, and awaking one of my comrades I called his attention to +the sounds. + +'_Parbleu!_' said he, 'thou'rt right; they're going to make a dash at +the fortress, and there will be hot work ere morning. What say you now, +corporal? has Maurice hit it off this time?' + +'That's as it may be,' growled the other sulkily; 'guessing is easy work +ever for such as thee! but if he be so clever, let him tell us why are +we stationed along the river's bank in small detachments. We have had no +orders to observe the enemy, nor to report upon anything that might +go forward; nor do I see with what object we were to secure the +fishing-boats; troops could never be conveyed across the Rhine in skiffs +like these!' + +'I think that this order was given to prevent any of the fishermen +giving information to the enemy in case of a sudden attack,' replied I. + +'Mayhap thou wert at the council of war when the plan was decided on,' +said he contemptuously. 'For a fellow that never saw the smoke of an +enemy's gun, thou hast a rare audacity in talking of war!' + +'Yonder is the best answer to your taunt,' said I, as, in a little bend +of the stream beside us, two boats were seen to pull under the shelter +of the tall alders, from which the clank of arms could be plainly heard; +and now another larger launch swept past, the dark shadows of a dense +crowd of men showing above the gunwale. + +'They are embarking--they are certainly embarking,' now ran from mouth +to mouth. As the troops arrived at the river's bank they were speedily +'told off' in separate divisions, of which some were to lead the attack, +others to follow, and a third portion to remain as a reserve in the +event of a repulse. + +The leading boat was manned entirely by volunteers, and I could hear +from where I lay the names called aloud as the men stepped out from the +ranks. I could hear that the first point of attack was the island of +Eslar. So far there was a confirmation of my own guessing, and I did +not hesitate to assume the full credit of my skill from my comrades. In +truth, they willingly conceded all or even more than I asked for. Not a +stir was heard, not a sight seen, not a movement made of which I was not +expected to tell the cause and the import; and knowing that to +sustain my influence there was nothing for it but to affect a thorough +acquaintance with everything, I answered all their questions boldly and +unhesitatingly. I need scarcely observe that the corporal in comparison +sank into downright insignificance. He had already shown himself a +false guide, and none asked his opinion further, and I became the ruling +genius of the hour. The embarkation now went briskly forward; several +light field-guns were placed in the boats, and two or three large rafts, +capable of containing two companies each, were prepared to be towed +across by boats. + +Exactly as the heavy hammer of the cathedral struck one, the first boat +emerged from the willows, and darting rapidly forward, headed for the +middle of the stream; another and another in quick succession followed, +and speedily were lost to us in the gloom; and now two four-oared +skiffs stood out together, having a raft, with two guns, in tow; by some +mischance, however, they got entangled in a side current, and the raft +swerving to one side, swept past the boats, carrying them down the +stream along with it. Our attention was not suffered to dwell on this +mishap, for at the same moment the flash and rattle of firearms told us +the battle had begun. Two or three isolated shots were first heard, and +then a sharp platoon-fire, accompanied by a wild cheer, that we well +knew came from our own fellows. One deep mellow boom of a large gun +resounded amidst the crash, and a slight streak of flame, higher up the +stream, showed that the shot came from the small island I have already +spoken of. + +'Listen, lads,' said I; 'that came from the "Fels Insel." If they are +firing grape yonder, our poor fellows in the boats will suffer sorely +from it. By Jove, there is a crash!' + +As I was speaking, a rattling noise like the sound of clattering timber +was heard, and with it a sharp, shrill cry of agony, and all was hushed. + +'Let's at them, boys: they can't be much above our own number. The +island is a mere rock,' cried I to my comrades. + +'Who commands this party,' said the corporal--'you or I?' + +'You, if you lead us against the enemy,' said I; 'but I'll take it if my +comrades will follow me. There goes another shot, lads--yes or no--now +is the time to speak.' + +'We're ready,' cried three, springing forward with one impulse. + +At the instant I jumped into the skiff, the others took their places, +and then come a fourth, a fifth, a sixth, and a seventh, leaving the +corporal alone on the bank. + +'Come along, corporal,' cried I, 'we'll win your epaulettes for you'; +but he turned away without a word; and, not waiting further, I pushed +out the skiff, and sent her skimming down the stream. + +'Pull steady, boys, and silently,' said I; 'we must gain the middle of +the current, and then drop down the river without the least noise. +Once beneath the trees, we'll give them a volley, and then the bayonet. +Remember, lads, no flinching; it's as well to die here as be shot by old +Regnier to-morrow.' + +The conflict on the Eslar island was now, to all seeming, at its height. +The roll of musketry was incessant, and sheets of flame, from time to +time, streaked the darkness above the river. + +'Stronger and together, boys--once more--there it is--we are in the +current now; in with you, men, and look to your carbines; see that the +priming is safe; every shot soon will be worth a fusillade. Lie still +now, and wait for the word to fire.' + +The spreading foliage of the nut-trees was rustling over our heads as +I spoke, and the sharp skiff, borne on the current, glided smoothly on +till her bow struck the rock. With high-beating hearts we clambered up +the little cliff, and, as we reached the top, beheld immediately beneath +us, in a slight dip of the ground, several figures around a gun, which +they were busy adjusting. I looked right and left to see that my +little party were all assembled, and without waiting for more, gave the +order--fire! + +We were within pistol range, and the discharge was a deadly one. The +terror, however, was not less complete; for all who escaped death fled +from the spot, and dashing through the brushwood, made for the shallow +part of the stream, between the island and the right bank. + +Our prize was a brass eight-pounder, and an ample supply of ammunition. +The gun was pointed towards the middle of the stream, where the current +being strongest, the boats would necessarily be delayed; and in all +likelihood some of our gallant comrades had already experienced its +fatal fire. To wheel it right about, and point it on the Eslar bridge, +was the work of a couple of minutes; and while three of our little party +kept up a steady fire on the retreating enemy, the others loaded the gun +and prepared to fire. + +Our distance from the Eslar island and bridge, as well as I could judge +from the darkness, might be about two hundred and fifty yards, and, as +we had the advantage of a slight elevation of ground, our position was +admirable. + +'Wait patiently, lads,' said I, restraining, with difficulty, the +burning ardour of my men. 'Wait patiently, till the retreat has +commenced over the bridge. The work is too hot to last much longer on +the island; to fire upon them there would be to risk our own men as +much as the enemy. See what long flashes of flame break forth among the +brushwood; and listen to the cheering now. That was a French cheer!--and +there goes another. Look!--look, the bridge is darkening already! That +was a bugle-call, and they are in full retreat. Now, lads--now!' + +As I spoke, the gun exploded, and the instant after we heard the +crashing rattle of the timber, as the shot struck the bridge, and +splintered the wood-work in all directions. + +'The range is perfect, lads,' cried I. 'Load and fire with all speed.' + +Another shot, followed by a terrific scream from the bridge, told how +the work was doing. Oh! the savage exultation, the fiendish joy of my +heart, as I drank in that cry of agony, and called upon my men to load +faster. + +Six shots were poured in with tremendous precision and effect, and the +seventh tore away one of the main supports of the bridge, and down went +the densely crowded column into the Rhine. At the same instant the guns +of our launches opened a destructive fire upon the banks, which soon +were swept clean of the enemy. + +High up on the stream, and for nearly a mile below also, we could see +the boats of our army pulling in for shore; the crossing of the Rhine +had been effected, and we now prepared to follow. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. 'A GLANCE AT STAFF-DUTY' + +Although the passage of the Rhine was but the prelude to the attack on +the fortress, that exploit being accomplished, Kehl was carried at the +point of the bayonet, the French troops entering the outworks pell-mell +with the retreating enemy, and in less than two hours after the landing +of our first detachments, the tricolour waved over the walls of the +fortress. + +Lost amid the greater and more important successes which since that time +have immortalised the glory of the French arms, it is almost impossible +to credit the celebrity attached at that time to this brilliant +achievement, whose highest merits probably were rapidity and resolution. +Moreau had long been jealous of the fame of his great rival, Bonaparte, +whose tactics, rejecting the colder dictates of prudent strategy, and +the slow progress of scientific manouvres, seemed to place all his +confidence in the sudden inspirations of his genius, and the indomitable +bravery of his troops. It was necessary, then, to raise the morale of +the army of the Rhine, to accomplish some great feat similar in boldness +and heroism to the wonderful achievements of the Italian army. Such was +the passage of the Rhine at Strasbourg, effected in the face of a great +enemy, advantageously posted, and supported by one of the strongest of +all the frontier fortresses. + +The morning broke upon us in all the exultation of our triumph, and as +our cheers rose high over the field of the late struggle, each heart +beat proudly with the thought of how that news would be received in +Paris. + +'You 'll see how the bulletin will spoil all,' said a young officer of +the army of Italy, as he was getting his wound dressed on the field. +'There will be such a long narrative of irrelevant matter--such details +of this, that, and t' other--that the public will scarce know whether +the placard announces a defeat or a victory.' + +'_Parbleu!_' replied an old veteran of the Rhine army, 'what would you +have? You'd not desire to omit the military facts of such an exploit?' + +'To be sure I would,' rejoined the other. 'Give me one of our young +general's bulletins, short, stirring, and effective:--"Soldiers! you +have crossed the Rhine against an army double your own in numbers and +munitions of war. You have carried a fortress, believed impregnable, at +the bayonet. Already the great flag of our nation waves over the citadel +you have won. Forward, then, and cease not till it floats over the +cities of conquered Germany, and let the name of France be that of +Empire over the continent of Europe.'" + +'Ha! I like that, cried I enthusiastically; 'that's the bulletin to my +fancy. Repeat it once more, mon lieutenant, that I may write it in my +note-book.' + +'What! hast thou a note-book?' cried an old staff-officer, who was +preparing to mount his horse; 'let's see it, lad.' + +With a burning cheek and trembling hand I drew my little journal from +the breast of my jacket, and gave it to him. + +'_Sacrebleu!_' exclaimed he, in a burst of laughter, 'what have we +here? Why, this is a portrait of old General Moricier, and although a +caricature, a perfect likeness. And here comes a plan for manoeuvring a +squadron by threes from the left. This is better--it is a receipt for +an "Omelette a la Hussard"; and here we have a love-song, and a +moustache-paste, with some hints about devotion, and diseased frog +in horses. Most versatile genius, certainly!' And so he went on, +occasionally laughing at my rude sketches and ruder remarks, till he +came to a page headed 'Equitation, as practised by Officers of the +Staff,' and followed by a series of caricatures of bad riding, in all +its moods and tenses. The flush of anger which instantly coloured +his face soon attracted the notice of those about him, and one of the +bystanders quickly snatched the book from his fingers, and, in the midst +of a group all convulsed with laughter, proceeded to expatiate upon +my illustrations. To be sure, they were absurd enough. Some were +represented sketching on horseback, under shelter of an umbrella; +others were 'taking the depth of a stream' by a 'header' from their own +saddles; some again were 'exploring ground for an attack in line,' by a +measurement of the rider's own length over the head of his horse. +Then there were ridiculous situations, such as 'sitting down before a +fortress,' 'taking an angle of incidence,' and so on. Sorry jests all of +them, but sufficient to amuse those with whose daily associations they +chimed in, and to whom certain traits of portraiture gave all the zest +of a personality. + +My shame at the exposure, and my terror for its consequences, +gradually yielded to a feeling of flattered vanity at the success of +my lucubrations; and I never remarked that the staff-officer had ridden +away from the group till I saw him galloping back at the top of his +speed. + +'Is your name Tiernay, my good fellow?' cried he, riding close up to my +side, and with an expression on his features I did not half like. + +'Yes, sir,' replied I. + +'Hussar of the Ninth, I believe?' repeated he, reading from a paper in +his hand. + +'The same, sir.' + +'Well, your talents as a draughtsman have procured you promotion, my +friend; I have obtained your discharge from your regiment, and you are +now my orderly--orderly on the staff, do you mind; so mount, sir, and +follow me.' + +I saluted him respectfully, and prepared to obey his orders. Already +I foresaw the downfall of all the hopes I had been cherishing, and +anticipated the life of tyranny and oppression that lay before me. It +was clear to me that my discharge had been obtained solely as a means +of punishing me, and that Captain Discau, as the officer was called, +had destined me to a pleasant expiation of my note-book The savage +exultation with which he watched me, as I made up my kit and saddled +my horse--the cool malice with which he handed me back the accursed +journal, the cause of all my disasters--gave me a dark foreboding of +what was to follow; and as I mounted my saddle, my woeful face and +miserable look brought forth a perfect shout of laughter from the +bystanders. + +Captain Discau's duty was to visit the banks of the Rhine and the Eslar +island, to take certain measurements of distances, and obtain accurate +information on various minute points respecting the late engagement; +for, while a brief announcement of the victory would suffice for the +bulletin, a detailed narrative of the event in all its bearings must be +drawn up for the minister of war, and for this latter purpose various +staff-officers were then employed in different parts of the field. + +As we issued from the fortress, and took our way over the plain, we +struck out into a sharp gallop; but as we drew near the river, our +passage became so obstructed by lines of baggage-waggons, tumbrils, and +ammunition-carts, that we were obliged to dismount and proceed on foot; +and now I was to see for the first time that dreadful picture which, on +the day after a battle, forms the reverse of the great medal of glory. +Huge litters of wounded men, on their way back to Strasbourg, were drawn +by six or eight horses, their jolting motion increasing the agony of +sufferings that found their vent in terrific cries and screams; oaths, +yells, and blasphemies, the ravings of madness, and the wild shouts of +infuriated suffering, filled the air on every side. As if to give the +force of contrast to this uproar of misery, two regiments of Swabian +infantry marched past as prisoners. Silent, crest-fallen, and +wretched-looking, they never raised their eyes from the ground, but +moved, or halted, wheeled, or stood at ease, as though by some impulse +of mechanism; a cord coupled the wrists of the outer files one with +another, which struck me less as a measure of security against escape, +than as a mark of indignity. + +Carts and charrettes with wounded officers, in which oftentimes the +uniform of the enemy appeared side by side with our own, followed +in long procession; and thus were these two great currents--the one +hurrying forward, ardent, high-hearted, and enthusiastic; the other +returning maimed, shattered, and dying! + +It was an affecting scene to see the hurried gestures, and hear the few +words of adieu, as they passed each other. Old comrades who were never +to meet again, parted with a little motion of the hand; sometimes a mere +look was all their leave-taking, save when, now and then, a halt would +for a few seconds bring the lines together, and then many a bronzed and +rugged cheek was pressed upon the faces of the dying, and many a tear +fell from eyes bloodshot with the fury of the battle! Wending our way on +foot slowly along, we at last reached the river-side, and having secured +a small skiff, made for the Eslar island--our first business being to +ascertain some details respecting the intrenchments there, and the depth +and strength of the stream between it and the left bank. Discau, who +was a distinguished officer, rapidly possessed himself of the principal +facts he wanted, and then, having given me his portfolio, he seated +himself under the shelter of a broken waggon, and opening a napkin, +began his breakfast off a portion of a chicken and some bread-viands +which, I own, more than once made my lips water as I watched him. + +'You've eaten nothing to-day, Tiernay?' asked he, as he wiped his lips +with the air of a man that feels satisfied. + +'Nothing, _mon capitaine?_ replied I. + +'That's bad,' said he, shaking his head; 'a soldier cannot do his duty +if his rations be neglected. I have always maintained the principle: +Look to the men's necessaries--take care of their food and clothing. Is +there anything on that bone there?' + +'Nothing, _mon capitaine_.' + +'I'm sorry for it--I meant it for you. Put up that bread, and the +remainder of that flask of wine. Bourdeaux is not to be had every day. +We shall want it for supper, Tiernay.' + +I did as I was bid, wondering not a little why he said 'we,' seeing how +little a share I occupied in the copartnery. + +'Always be careful of the morrow on a campaign, Tiernay--no squandering, +no waste; that's one of my principles,' said he gravely, as he watched +me while I tied up the bread and wine in the napkin. 'You'll soon see +the advantage of serving under an old soldier.' + +I confess the great benefit had not already struck me, but I held my +peace and waited; meanwhile he continued-- + +'I have studied my profession from my boyhood, and one thing I have +acquired that all experience has confirmed--the knowledge that men must +neither be taxed beyond their ability nor their endurance. A French +soldier, after all, is human; eh, is't not so?' + +'I feel it most profoundly, _mon capitaine_,' replied I, with my hand on +my empty stomach. + +'Just so,' rejoined he; 'every man of sense and discretion must confess +it. Happily for you, too, I know it; ay, Tiernay I know it, and practise +it. When a young fellow has acquitted himself to my satisfaction during +the day--not that I mean to say that the performance has not its fair +share of activity and zeal--when evening comes and stable duty finished, +arms burnished, and accoutrements cleaned, what do you think I say to +him?--eh, Tiernay--just guess now?' + +'Probably, sir, you tell him he is free to spend an hour at the canteen, +or take his sweetheart to the theatre.' + +'What! more fatigue! more exhaustion to an already tired and worn-out +nature!' + +'I ask pardon, sir, I see I was wrong; but I had forgotten how +thoroughly the poor fellow was done up. I now see that you told him to +go to bed.' + +'To bed! to bed! Is it that he might writhe in the nightmare, or suffer +agony from cramps? To bed after fatigue like this! No, no, Tiernay; that +was not the school in which I was brought up; we were taught to think of +the men under our command; to remember that they had wants, sympathies, +hopes, fears, and emotions like our own. I tell him to seat himself +at the table, and with pen, ink, and paper before him, to write up the +blanks. I see you don't quite understand me, Tiernay, as to the meaning +of the phrase, but I'll let you into the secret. You have been kind +enough to give me a peep at your note-book, and you shall in return have +a look at mine. Open that volume, and tell me what you find in it.' + +I obeyed the direction, and read at the top of a page the words, +'Skeleton, 5th Prarial,' in large characters, followed by several +isolated words, denoting the strength of a brigade, the number of guns +in a battery, the depth of a fosse, the height of a parapet, and such +like. These were usually followed by a flourish of the pen, or sometimes +by the word 'Bom.,' which singular monosyllable always occurred at the +foot of the pages. + +'Well, have you caught the key to the cipher?' said he, after a pause. + +'Not quite, sir,' said I, pondering; 'I can perceive that the chief +facts stand prominently forward, in a fair round hand; I can also guess +that the flourishes may be spaces left for detail; but this word "Bom." +puzzles me completely.' + +'Quite correct, as to the first part,' said he approvingly; 'and as to +the mysterious monosyllable, it is nothing more than an abbreviation for +"Bombaste," which is always to be done to the taste of each particular +commanding officer.' + +'I perceive, sir,' said I quickly; 'like the wadding of a gun, which may +increase the loudness, but never affect the strength of the shot.' + +'Precisely, Tiernay; you have hit it exactly. Now I hope that, with a +little practice, you may be able to acquit yourself respectably in this +walk; and now to begin our skeleton. Turn over to a fresh page, and +write as I dictate to you.' + +So saying, he filled his pipe and lighted it, and disposing his limbs in +an attitude of perfect ease, he began:-- + +'"8th Thermidor, midnight--twelve battalions, and two batteries +of field--boats and rafts--Eslar Island--stockades--eight +guns--Swabian infantry--sharp firing, and a flourish--strong +current--flourish--detachment of the 28th carried down--'Bom. + +'"Let me see it now--all right--nothing could be better--proceed. "The +10th, 45th, and 48th landing together--more firing--flourish--first gun +captured--Bom.--bayonet charges--Bom. Bom.--three guns taken--Bom. Bom. +Bom.--Swabs in retreat--flourish. The bridge eighty toises in length-- +flanking fire--heavy loss--flourish."' + +'You go a little too fast, _mon capitaine_,' said I, for a sudden bright +thought just flashed across me. + +'Very well,' said he, shaking the ashes of his pipe out upon the rock, +'I'll take my doze, and you may awaken me when you've filled in those +details--it will be a very fair exercise for you'; and with this he +threw his handkerchief over his face, and without any other preparation +was soon fast asleep. + +I own that, if I had not been a spectator of the action, it would have +been very difficult, if not impossible, for me to draw up anything like +a narrative of it from the meagre details of the captain's note-book. +My personal observations, however, assisted by an easy imagination, +suggested quite enough to make at least a plausible story, and I wrote +away without impediment and halt till I came to that part of the action +in which the retreat over the bridge commenced. There I stopped. Was I +to remain satisfied with such a crude and one-sided explanation as +the notebook afforded, and merely say that the retreating forces were +harassed by a strong flank fire from our batteries? Was I to omit the +whole of the great incident, the occupation of the 'Fels Insel,' and the +damaging discharges of grape and round shot which plunged through the +crowded ranks, and ultimately destroyed the bridge? Could I--to use +the phrase so popular--could I, in the 'interests of truth,' forget the +brilliant achievement of a gallant band of heroes who, led on by a young +hussar of the 9th, threw themselves into the 'Fels Insel,' routed +the garrison, captured the artillery, and directing its fire upon the +retiring enemy, contributed most essentially to the victory. Ought I, +in a word, to suffer a name so associated with a glorious action to sink +into oblivion? Should Maurice Tiernay be lost to fame out of any neglect +or false shame on my part? Forbid it all truth and justice! cried I, as +I set myself down to relate the whole adventure most circumstantially. +Looking up from time to time at my officer, who slept soundly, I +suffered myself to dilate upon a theme in which somehow I felt a more +than ordinary degree of interest. The more I dwelt upon the incident, +the more brilliant and striking did it seem like the appetite, +which the proverb tells us comes by eating, my enthusiasm grew under +indulgence, so that, had a little more time been granted me, I verily +believe I should have forgotten Moreau altogether, and coupled only +Maurice Tiernay with the passage of the Rhine, and the capture of the +fortress of Kehl. Fortunately, Captain Discau awoke, and cut short my +historic recollections by asking me how much I had done, and telling me +to read it aloud to him. + +I accordingly began to read my narrative slowly and deliberately, +thereby giving myself time to think what I should best do when I came to +that part which became purely personal To omit it altogether would have +been dangerous, as the slightest glance at the mass of writing would +have shown the deception. There was, then, nothing left, but to invent +at the moment another version, in which Maurice Tiernay never occurred, +and the incident of the 'Fels Insel' should figure as unobtrusively as +possible. I was always a better improvisatore than amanuensis; so that +without a moment's loss of time I fashioned a new and very different +narrative, and detailing the battle tolerably accurately, minus the +share my own heroism had taken in it. The captain made a few, a very +few corrections of my style, in which the 'flourish' and 'bom.' figured, +perhaps, too conspicuously; and then told me frankly, that once upon a +time he had been fool enough to give himself great trouble in framing +these kind of reports, but that having served for a short period in the +'bureau' of the minister of war, he had learned better--'In fact,' said +he, 'a district report is never read! Some hundreds of them reach +the office of the minister every day, and are safely deposited in the +"archives" of the department. They have all, besides, such a family +resemblance, that with a few changes in the name of the commanding +officer, any battle in the Netherlands would do equally well for one +fought beyond the Alps! Since I became acquainted with this fact, +Tiernay, I have bestowed less pains upon the matter, and usually deputed +the task to some smart orderly of the staff.' + +So, thought I, I have been writing history for nothing; and Maurice +Tiernay, the real hero of the passage of the Rhine, will be unrecorded +and unremembered, just for want of one honest and impartial scribe +to transmit his name to posterity. The reflection was not a very +encouraging one; nor did it serve to lighten the toil in which I passed +many weary hours, copying out my own precious manuscript. Again and +again during that night did I wonder at my own diffuseness--again and +again did I curse the prolix accuracy of a description that cost such +labour to reiterate. It was like a species of poetical justice on me +for my own amplifications; and when the day broke, and I still sat at my +table writing on, at the third copy of this precious document, I vowed a +vow of brevity, should I ever survive to indite similar compositions. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. A FAREWELL LETTER + +It was in something less than a week after that I entered upon my new +career as orderly in the staff, when I began to believe myself the +most miserable of all human beings. On the saddle at sunrise, I never +dismounted, except to carry a measuring chain, 'to step distances,' +mark out intrenchments, and then write away, for hours, long +enormous reports, that were to be models of caligraphy, neatness and +elegance--and never to be read. Nothing could be less like soldiering +than the life I led; and were it not for the clanking sabre I wore at +my side, and the jingling spurs that decorated my heels, I might have +fancied myself a notary's clerk. It was part of General Moreau's plan to +strengthen the defences of Kehl before he advanced farther into Germany; +and to this end repairs were begun upon a line of earthworks, about +two leagues to the northward of the fortress, at a small village called +'Ekheim.' In this miserable little hole, one of the dreariest spots +imaginable, we were quartered, with two companies of sapeurs and some of +the waggon-train, trenching, digging, carting earth, sinking wells, and +in fact engaged in every kind of labour save that which seemed to be +characteristic of a soldier. + +I used to think that Nancy and the riding-school were the most dreary +and tiresome of all destinies, but they were enjoyments and delight +compared with this. Now it very often happens in life that when a man +grows discontented and dissatisfied with mere monotony, when he chafes +at the sameness of a tiresome and unexciting existence, he is rapidly +approaching to some critical or eventful point, where actual peril and +real danger assail him, and from which he would willingly buy his escape +by falling back upon that wearisome and plodding life he had so often +deplored before. This case was my own. Just as I had convinced myself +that I was exceedingly wretched and miserable, I was to know there are +worse things in this world than a life of mere uniform stupidity. I was +waiting outside my captain's door for orders one morning, when at +the tinkle of his little hand-bell I entered the room where he sat at +breakfast, with an open despatch before him. + +'Tiernay,' said he, in his usual quiet tone, 'here is an order from the +adjutant-general to send you back under an escort to headquarters. Are +you aware of any reason for it, or is there any charge against you which +warrants this?' + +'Not to my knowledge, _mon capitaine_,' said I, trembling with fright, +for I well knew with what severity discipline was exercised in that +army, and how any, even the slightest, infractions met the heaviest +penalties. + +'I have never known you to pillage,' continued he, 'have never seen you +drink, nor have you been disobedient while under my command; yet this +order could not be issued on light grounds; there must be some grave +accusation against you, and in any case you must go; therefore arrange +all my papers, put everything to rights, and be ready to return with the +orderly.' + +'You'll give me a good character, _mon capitaine_,' said I, trembling +more than ever--'you'll say what you can for me, I'm sure.' + +'Willingly, if the general or chief were here,' replied he; 'but that's +not so. General Moreau is at Strasbourg. It is General Regnier that is +in command of the army, and unless specially applied to, I could not +venture upon the liberty of obtruding my opinion upon him.' + +'Is he so severe, sir?' asked I timidly. + +'The general is a good disciplinarian,' said he cautiously, while he +motioned with his hand towards the door, and accepting the hint, I +retired. + +It was evening when I re-entered Kehl, under an escort of two of my own +regiment, and was conducted to the 'Salle de Police.' At the door stood +my old corporal, whose malicious grin, as I alighted, revealed the whole +story of my arrest; and I now knew the charge that would be preferred +against me--a heavier there could not be made--was, 'disobedience in the +field.' I slept very little that night, and when I did close my eyes, it +was to awake with a sudden start, and believe myself in presence of +the court-martial, or listening to my sentence, as read out by the +president. Towards day, however, I sank into a heavy, deep slumber, from +which I was aroused by the reveille of the barracks. + +I had barely time to dress when I was summoned before the 'Tribunale +Militaire'--a sort of permanent court-martial, whose sittings were held +in one of the churches of the town. Not even all the terror of my own +precarious position could overcome the effect of old prejudices in my +mind, as I saw myself led up the dim aisle of the church towards the +altar rails, within which, around a large table, were seated a number of +officers, whose manner and bearing evinced but little reverence for the +sacred character of the spot. + +Stationed in a group of poor wretches whose wan looks and anxious +glances told that they were prisoners like myself, I had time to see +what was going forward around me. The president, who alone wore his hat, +read from a sort of list before him the name of a prisoner and that of +the witnesses in the cause. In an instant they were all drawn up and +sworn. A few questions followed, rapidly put, and almost as rapidly +replied to. The prisoner was called on then for his defence: if this +occupied many minutes, he was sure to be interrupted by an order to be +brief. Then came the command to 'stand by'; and after a few seconds' +consultation together, in which many times a burst of laughter might be +heard, the Court agreed upon the sentence, recorded and signed it, and +then proceeded with the next case. + +If nothing in the procedure imposed reverence or respect, there was that +in the despatch which suggested terror, for it was plain to see that the +Court thought more of the cost of their own precious minutes than of the +years of those on whose fate they were deciding. I was sufficiently near +to hear the charges of those who were arraigned, and, for the greater +number, they were all alike. Pillage, in one form or another, was the +universal offending, and from the burning of a peasant's cottage, to the +theft of his dog or his _poulet_, all came under this head. At last came +number 82--'Maurice Tiernay, hussar of the Ninth.' I stepped forward to +the rails. + +'Maurice Tiernay,' read the president hurriedly, 'accused by Louis +Gaussin, corporal of the same regiment, "of wilfully deserting his post +while on duty in the field, and in the face of direct orders to the +contrary, inducing others to a similar breach of discipline." Make the +charge, Gaussin.' + +The corporal stepped forward, and began-- + +'We were stationed in detachment on the bank of the Rhine, on the +evening of the 23rd----' + +'The Court has too many duties to lose its time for nothing,' +interrupted I. 'It is all true. I did desert my post, I did disobey +orders; and, seeing a weak point in the enemy's line, attacked and +carried it with success. The charge is, therefore, admitted by me, and +it only remains for the Court to decide how far a soldier's zeal for his +country may be deserving of punishment. Whatever the result, one thing +is perfectly clear, Corporal Gaussin will never be indicted for a +similar misdemeanour.' + +A murmur of voices and suppressed laughter followed this impertinent and +not over-discreet sally of mine, and the president, calling out, 'Proven +by acknowledgment,' told me to 'stand by.' I now fell back to my +former place, to be interrogated by my comrades on the result of my +examination, and hear their exclamations of surprise and terror at the +rashness of my conduct. A little reflection of the circumstances would +probably have brought me over to their opinion, and shown me that I had +gratuitously thrown away an opportunity of self-defence; but my temper +could not brook the indignity of listening to the tiresome accusation +and the stupid malevolence of the corporal, whose hatred was excited by +the influence I wielded over my comrades. + +It was long past noon ere the proceedings terminated, for the list was a +full one, and at length the Court rose, apparently not sorry to exchange +their tiresome duties for the pleasant offices of the dinner-table. No +sentences had been pronounced, but one very striking incident seemed +to shadow forth a gloomy future. Three, of whom I was one, were marched +off, doubly guarded, before the rest, and confined in separate cells of +the 'Salle,' where every precaution against escape too plainly showed +the importance attached to our safe keeping. + +At about eight o'clock, as I was sitting on my bed--if that inclined +plane of wood, worn by the form of many a former prisoner, could deserve +the name--a sergeant entered with the prison allowance of bread and +water. He placed it beside me without speaking, and stood for a few +seconds gazing at me. + +'What age art thou, lad?' said he, in a voice of compassionate interest. + +'Something over fifteen, I believe,' replied I. + +'Hast father and mother?' + +'Both are dead!' + +'Uncles or aunts living?' + +'Neither.' + +'Hast any friends who could help thee?' + +'That might depend on what the occasion for help should prove, for I +have one friend in the world.' + +'Who is he?' + +'Colonel Mahon, of the Cuirassiers.' + +'I never heard of him--is he here?' + +'No, I left him at Nancy; but I could write to him.' + +'It would be too late, much too late.' + +'How do you mean--too late?' asked I tremblingly. + +'Because it is fixed for to-morrow evening,' replied he in a low, +hesitating voice. + +'What? the--the----' I could not say the word, but merely imitated the +motion of presenting and firing. He nodded gravely in acquiescence. + +'What hour is it to take place?' asked I. + +'After evening parade. The sentence must be signed by General Berthier, +and he will not be here before that time.' + +'It would be too late then, sergeant,' said I, musing, 'far too late. +Still I should like to write the letter; I should like to thank him for +his kindness in the past, and show him, too, that I have not been either +unworthy or ungrateful. Could you let me have paper and pen, sergeant?' + +'I can venture so far, lad; but I cannot let thee have a light, it is +against orders; and during the day, thou 'll be too strictly watched.* + +'No matter; let me have the paper, and I'll try to scratch a few lines +in the dark; and thou 'lt post it for me, sergeant? I ask thee as a last +favour to do this.' + +'I promise it,' said he, laying his hand on my shoulder. After standing +for a few minutes thus in silence, he started suddenly and left the +cell. + +I now tried to eat my supper, but although resolved on behaving with a +stout and unflinching courage throughout the whole sad event, I could +not swallow a mouthful. A sense of choking stopped me at every attempt, +and even the water I could only get down by gulps. The efforts I made +to bear up seemed to have caused a species of hysterical excitement that +actually rose to the height of intoxication, for I talked away loudly to +myself, laughed and sung. I even jested and mocked myself on this sudden +termination of a career that I used to anticipate as stored with future +fame and rewards. At intervals, I have no doubt that my mind wandered +far beyond the control of reason, but as constantly came back again to a +full consciousness of my melancholy position, and the fate that awaited +me. The noise of the key in the door silenced my ravings, and I sat +motionless as the sergeant entered with the pen, ink, and paper, which +he laid down upon the bed, and then as silently withdrew. + +A long interval of stupor, a state of dreary half consciousness, now +came over me, from which I aroused myself with great difficulty to write +the few lines I destined for Colonel Mahon. I remember even now, long +as has been the space of years since that event, full as it has been of +stirring and strange incidents, I remember perfectly the thought which +flashed across me, as I sat, pen in hand, before the paper. It was the +notion of a certain resemblance between our actions in this world with +the characters I was about to inscribe upon that paper. Written in +darkness and in doubt, thought I, how shall they appear when brought to +the light! Perhaps those I have deemed the best and fairest shall seem +but to be the weakest or the worst! What need of kindness to forgive the +errors, and of patience to endure the ignorance! At last I began: 'Mon +Colonel,--Forgive, I pray you, the errors of these lines, penned in the +darkness of my cell, and the night before my death. They are written +to thank you ere I go hence, and to tell you that the poor heart whose +beating will soon be still, throbbed gratefully towards you to the last! +I have been sentenced to death for a breach of discipline of which I was +guilty. Had I failed in the achievement of my enterprise by the bullet +of an enemy, they would have named me with honour; but I have had the +misfortune of success, and to-morrow am I to pay its penalty. I have the +satisfaction, however, of knowing that my share in that great day can +neither be denied nor evaded; it is already on record, and the time may +yet come when my memory will be vindicated. I know not if these lines +be legible, nor if I have crossed or recrossed them. If they are blotted +they are not my tears have done it, for I have a firm heart and a good +courage; and when the moment comes----' Here my hand trembled so much, +and my brain grew so dizzy, that I lost the thread of my meaning, +and merely jotted down at random a few words, vague, unconnected, and +unintelligible, after which, and by an effort that cost all my strength, +I wrote 'Maurice Tiernay, late Hussar of the 9th Regiment.' + +A hearty burst of tears followed the conclusion of this letter; all the +pent-up emotion with which my heart was charged broke out at last, and +I cried bitterly. Intense passions are, happily, never of long duration, +and, better still, they are always the precursors of calm. Thus, +tranquil, the dawn of morn broke upon me, when the sergeant came to +take my letter, and apprise me that the adjutant would appear in a few +moments to read my sentence, and inform me when it was to be executed. + +'Thou'It bear up well, lad; I know thou wilt,' said the poor fellow, +with tears in his eyes. 'Thou hast no mother, and thou 'lt not have to +grieve for her.' + +'Don't be afraid, sergeant; I'll not disgrace the old 9th. Tell my +comrades I said so.' + +'I will. I will tell them all! Is this thy jacket, lad?' + +'Yes; what do you want it for?' + +'I must take it away with me. Thou art not to wear it more?' + +'Not wear it, nor die in it! and why not?' + +'That is the sentence, lad; I cannot help it. It's very hard, very +cruel; but so it is.' + +'Then I am to die dishonoured, sergeant; is that the sentence?' + +He dropped his head, and I could see that he moved his sleeve across his +eyes; and then, taking up my jacket, he came towards me. + +'Remember, lad, a stout heart; no flinching. Adieu--God bless thee.' He +kissed me on either cheek, and went out. + +He had not been gone many minutes, when the tramp of marching outside +apprised me of the coming of the adjutant, and the door of my cell being +thrown open, I was ordered to walk forth into the court of the prison. +Two squadrons of my own regiment, all who were not on duty, were +drawn up, dismounted, and without arms; beside them stood a company +of grenadiers and a half battalion of the line, the corps to which the +other two prisoners belonged, and who now came forward, in shirtsleeves +like myself, into the middle of the court. + +One of my fellow-sufferers was a very old soldier, whose hair and +beard were white as snow; the other was a middle-aged man, of a dark and +forbidding aspect, who scowled at me angrily as I came up to his side, +and seemed as if he scorned the companionship. I returned a glance, +haughty and as full of defiance as his own, and never noticed him after. + +The drum beat a roll, and the word was given for silence in the +ranks--an order so strictly obeyed, that even the clash of a weapon was +unheard, and, stepping in front of the line, the Auditeur Militaire read +out the sentences. As for me, I heard but the words '_Peine afflictive +et infamante'_; all the rest became confusion, shame, and terror +commingled; nor did I know that the ceremonial was over when the troops +began to defile, and we were marched back again to our prison quarters. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. A SURPRISE AND AN ESCAPE + +It is a very common subject of remark in newspapers, and as invariably +repeated with astonishment by the readers, how well and soundly such +a criminal slept on the night before his execution. It reads like a +wonderful evidence of composure, or some not less surprising proof of +apathy or indifference. I really believe it has as little relation to +one feeling as to the other, and is simply the natural consequence of +faculties overstrained, and a brain surcharged with blood; sleep being +induced by causes purely physical in their nature. For myself, I can say +that I was by no means indifferent to life, nor had I any contempt for +the form of death that awaited me. As localities which have failed to +inspire a strong attachment become endowed with a certain degree of +interest when we are about to part from them for ever, I never held +life so desirable as now that I was going to leave it; and yet, with all +this, I fell into a sleep so heavy and profound, that I never awoke +till late in the evening. Twice was I shaken by the shoulder ere I could +throw off the heavy weight of slumber; and even when I looked up, and +saw the armed figures around me, I could have lain down once more and +composed myself to another sleep. + +The first thing which thoroughly aroused me, and at once brightened up +my slumbering senses, was missing my jacket, for which I searched every +corner of my cell, forgetting that it had been taken away, as the +nature of my sentence was declared _infamante_. The next shock was still +greater, when two sapeurs came forward to tie my wrists together behind +my back; I neither spoke nor resisted, but in silent submission complied +with each order given me. + +All preliminaries being completed, I was led forward, preceded by a +pioneer, and guarded on either side by two sapeurs of 'the guard'; a +muffled drum, ten paces in advance, keeping up a low monotonous rumble +as we went. + +Our way led along the ramparts, beside which ran a row of little +gardens, in which the children of the officers were at play. They ceased +their childish gambols as we drew near, and came closer up to watch us. +I could mark the terror and pity in their little faces as they gazed at +me; I could see the traits of compassion with which they pointed me out +to each other, and my heart swelled with gratitude for even so slight +a sympathy. It was with difficulty I could restrain the emotion of that +moment, but with a great effort I did subdue it, and marched on, to all +seeming, unmoved. A little farther on, as we turned the angle of the +wall, I looked back to catch one last look at them. Would that I had +never done so! They had quitted the railings, and were now standing in +a group, in the act of performing a mimic execution. One, without his +jacket, was kneeling on the grass. But I could not bear the sight, and +in scornful anger I closed my eyes, and saw no more. + +A low whispering conversation was kept up by the soldiers around me. +They were grumbling at the long distance they had to march, as the +'affair' might just as well have taken place on the glacis as two miles +away. How different were my feelings--how dear to me was now every +minute, every second of existence; how my heart leaped at each turn of +the way, as I still saw a space to traverse and some little interval +longer to live! + +'And mayhap after all,' muttered one dark-faced fellow, 'we shall have +come all this way for nothing. There can be no fusillade without the +general's signature, so I heard the adjutant say; and who's to promise +that he 'll be at his quarters?' + +'Very true,' said another; 'he may be absent, or at table.' + +'At table!' cried two or three together; 'and what if he were?' + +'If he be,' rejoined the former speaker, 'we may go back again for our +pains! I ought to know him well; I was his orderly for eight months, +when I served in the "Legers," and can tell you, my lads, I wouldn't be +the officer who would bring him a report or a return to sign when once +he had opened out his napkin on his knee; and it's not very far from his +dinner-hour now.' + +What a sudden thrill of hope ran through me! Perhaps I should be spared +for another day. + +'No, no we're all in time,' exclaimed the sergeant; 'I can see the +general's tent from this; and there he stands, with all his staff around +him.' + +'Yes; and there go the other escorts--they will be up before us if we +don't make haste; quick-time, lads. Come along, _mon cher,_' said he, +addressing me--'thou'rt not tired, I hope?' + +'Not tired!' replied I; 'but remember, sergeant, what a long journey I +have before me.' + +'_Pardi!_ I don't believe all that rhodomontade about another world,' +said he gruffly; 'the Republic settled that question.' + +I made no reply, for such words, at such a moment, were the most +terrible of tortures to me. And now we moved on at a brisker pace, and +crossing a little wooden bridge, entered a kind of esplanade of closely +shaven turf, at one corner of which stood the capacious tent of the +Commander-in-chief, for such, in Moreau's absence, was General Berthier. +Numbers of staff-officers were riding about on duty, and a large +travelling-carriage, from which the horses seemed recently detached, +stood before the tent. + +We halted as we crossed the bridge, while the adjutant advanced to +obtain the signature to the sentence. My eyes followed him till they +swam with rising tears, and I could not wipe them away, as my hands were +fettered. How rapidly did my thoughts travel during those few moments. +The good old Pere Michel came back to me in memory, and I tried to think +of the consolation his presence would have afforded me; but I could do +no more than think of them. + +'Which is the prisoner Tiernay?' cried a young aide-decamp, cantering up +to where I was standing. + +'Here, sir,' replied the sergeant, pushing me forward. + +'So,' rejoined the officer angrily, 'this fellow has been writing +letters, it would seem, reflecting upon the justice of his sentence, and +arraigning the conduct of his judges. Your epistolary tastes are like to +cost you dearly, my lad; it had been better for you if writing had been +omitted in your education. Reconduct the others, sergeant, they are +respited; this fellow alone is to undergo his sentence.' + +The other two prisoners gave a short and simultaneous cry of joy as they +fell back, and I stood alone in front of the escort. + +'_Parbleu!_ he has forgotten the signature,' said the adjutant, casting +his eye over the paper: 'he was chattering and laughing all the time, +with the pen in his hand, and I suppose fancied that he had signed it.' + +'Nathalie was there, perhaps,' said the aide-de-camp significantly. + +'She was, and I never saw her looking better. It's something like eight +years since I saw her last; and I vow she seems not only handsomer but +fresher, and more youthful, to-day than then.' + +'Where is she going?--have you heard?' + +'Who can tell? Her passport is like a firman--she may travel where she +pleases. The rumour of the day says Italy.' + +'I thought she looked provoked at Moreau's absence; it seemed like want +of attention on his part, a lack of courtesy she's not used to.' + +'Very true; and her reception of Berthier was anything but gracious, +although he certainly displayed all his civilities in her behalf.' + +'Strange days we live in!' sighed the other; 'when a man's promotion +hangs upon the favourable word of a----' + +'Hush!--take care!--be cautious!' whispered the other. 'Let us not +forget this poor fellow's business. How are you to settle it? Is the +signature of any consequence? The whole sentence is all right and +regular.' + +'I shouldn't like to omit the signature,' said the other cautiously; 'it +looks like carelessness, and might involve us in trouble hereafter.' + +'Then we must wait some time, for I see they are gone to dinner.' + +'So I perceive,' replied the former, as he lighted his cigar, and seated +himself on a bank. 'You may let the prisoner sit down, sergeant, and +leave his hands free; he looks wearied and exhausted.' + +I was too weak to speak, but I looked my gratitude; and sitting down +upon the grass, covered my face and wept heartily. + +Although quite close to where the officers sat together chatting and +jesting, I heard little or nothing of what they said. Already the things +of life had ceased to have any hold upon me; and I could have heard of +the greatest victory, or listened to a story of the most fatal defeat, +without the slightest interest or emotion. An occasional word or a name +would strike upon my ear, but leave no impression nor any memory behind +it. + +The military band was performing various marches and opera airs before +the tent where the general dined, and in the melody, softened by +distance, I felt a kind of calm and sleepy repose that lulled me into a +species of ecstasy. + +At last the music ceased to play, and the adjutant, starting hurriedly +up, called on the sergeant to move forward. + +'By Jove!' cried he, 'they seem preparing for a promenade, and we shall +get into a scrape if Berthier sees us here. Keep your party yonder, +sergeant, out of sight, till I obtain the signature.' + +And so saying, away he went towards the tent at a sharp gallop. + +A few seconds, and I watched him crossing the esplanade; he dismounted +and disappeared. A terrible choking sensation was over me, and I +scarcely was conscious that they were again tying my hands. The adjutant +came out again, and made a sign with his sword. + +'We are to move on!' said the sergeant, half in doubt. + +'Not at all,' broke in the aide-de-camp; 'he is making a sign for you +to bring up the prisoner! There, he is repeating the signal--lead him +forward.' + +I knew very little of how--less still of why--but we moved on in the +direction of the tent, and in a few minutes stood before it. The +sounds of revelry and laughter--the hum of voices, and the clink of +glasses-together with the hoarse bray of a brass band, which again +struck up--all were commingled in my brain, as, taking me by the arm, I +was led forward within the tent, and found myself at the foot of a table +covered with all the gorgeousness of silver plate, and glowing with +bouquets of flowers and fruits. In the one hasty glance I gave, before +my lids fell over my swimming eyes, I could see the splendid uniforms of +the guests as they sat around the board, and the magnificent costume of +a lady in the place of honour next the head. + +Several of those who sat at the lower end of the table drew back their +seats as I came forward, and seemed as if desirous to give the general a +better view of me. + +Overwhelmed by the misery of my fate, as I stood awaiting my death, I +felt as though a mere word, a look, would have crushed me but one moment +back; but now, as I stood there before that group of gazers, whose +eyes scanned me with looks of insolent disdain, or still more insulting +curiosity, a sense of proud defiance seized me, to confront and dare +them with glances haughty and scornful as their own. It seemed to me so +base and unworthy a part to summon a poor wretch before them, as if to +whet their new appetite for enjoyment by the aspect of his misery, that +an indignant anger took possession of me, and I drew myself up to my +full height, and stared at them calm and steadily. + +'So, then!' cried a deep soldierlike voice from the far end of the +table, which I at once recognised as the general-in-chief s--'so, then, +gentlemen, we have now the honour of seeing amongst us the hero of the +Rhine! This is the distinguished individual by whose prowess the passage +of the river was effected, and the Swabian infantry cut off in their +retreat! Is it not true, sir?' said he, addressing me with a savage +scowl. + +'I have had my share in the achievement,' said I, with the cool air of +defiance. + +'_Parbleu!_ you are modest, sir. So had every drummer-boy that beat his +tattoo! But yours was the part of a great leader, if I err not?' + +I made no answer, but stood firm and unmoved. + +'How do you call the island which you have immortalised by your valour?' + +'The Fels Insel, sir.' + +[Illustration: 190] + +'Gentlemen, let us drink to the hero of the Fels Insel,' said he, +holding up his glass for the servant to fill it. 'A bumper--a full, a +flowing bumper! And let him also pledge a toast in which his interest +must be so brief. Give him a glass, Contard.' + +The order was obeyed in a second; and I, summoning up all my courage to +seem as easy and indifferent as they were, lifted the glass to my lips, +and drained it off. + +'Another glass now to the health of this fair lady, through whose +intercession we owe the pleasure of your company,' said the general. + +'Willingly,' said I; 'and may one so beautiful seldom find herself in a +society so unworthy of her!' + +A perfect roar of laughter succeeded the insolence of this speech; amid +which I was half pushed, half dragged, up to the end of the table where +the general sat. + +'How so, _coquin_; do you dare to insult a French general at the head of +his own staff!' + +'If I did, sir, it were quite as brave as to mock a poor criminal on his +way to his execution!' + +'That is the boy!--I know him now!--the very same lad!' cried the lady, +as, stooping behind Berthier's chair, she stretched out her hand towards +me. 'Come here; are you not Colonel Mahon's godson?' + +I looked her full in the face; and whether her own thoughts gave the +impulse, or that something in my stare suggested it, she blushed till +her cheeks grew crimson. + +'Poor Charles was so fond of him!' whispered she in Berthier's ear; and +as she spoke, the expression of her face at once recalled where I had +seen her, and I now perceived that she was the same person I had seen at +table with Colonel Mahon, and whom I believed to be his wife. + +A low whispering conversation now ensued between the general and her, at +the close of which he turned to me and said-- + +'Madame Merlancourt has deigned to take an interest in you--you are +pardoned. Remember, sir, to whom you owe your life, and be grateful to +her for it.' + +I took the hand she extended towards me, and pressed it to my lips. + +'Madame,' said I, 'there is but one favour more I would ask in this +world, and with it I could think myself happy.' + +'But can I grant it, _mon cher_?' said she, smiling. + +'If I am to judge from the influence I have seen you wield, madame, here +and elsewhere, this petition will easily be accorded.' + +A slight flush coloured the lady's cheek, while that of the general +became dyed red with anger. I saw that I had committed some terrible +blunder, but how, or in what, I knew not. + +'Well, sir,' said Madame Merlancourt, addressing me with a stately +coldness of manner, very different from her former tone, 'let us hear +what you ask, for we are already taking up a vast deal of time that our +host would prefer devoting to his friends--what is it you wish?' + +'My discharge from a service, madame, where zeal and enthusiasm are +rewarded with infamy and disgrace; my freedom to be anything but a +French soldier.' + +'You are resolved, sir, that I am not to be proud of my protege,' said +she haughtily; 'what words are these to speak in presence of a general +and his officers?' + +'I am bold, madame, as you say, but I am wronged.' + +'How so, sir--in what have you been injured?' cried the general hastily, +'except in the excessive condescension which has stimulated your +presumption. But we are really two indulgent in this long parley. +Madame, permit me to offer you some coffee under the trees. Contardo, +tell the band to follow us. Gentlemen, we expect the pleasure of your +society.' + +And so' saying, Berthier presented his arm to the lady, who swept +proudly past without deigning to notice me. In a few minutes the tent +was cleared of all, except the servants occupied in removing the remains +of the dessert, and I fell back, unremarked and unobserved, to take my +way homeward to the barracks, more indifferent to life than ever I had +been afraid of death. + +As I am not likely to recur at any length to the somewhat famous person +to whom I owed my life, I may as well state that her name has since +occupied no inconsiderable share of attention in France, and her +history, under the title of _Memoires d'une Contemporaine_, excited a +degree of interest and anxiety in quarters which one might have fancied +far above the reach of her revelations. At the time I speak of, I +little knew the character of the age in which such influences were +all powerful, nor how destinies very different from mine hung upon the +favouritism of 'La belle Nathalie.' Had I known these things, and, still +more, had I known the sad fate to which she brought my poor friend, +Colonel Mahon, I might have scrupled to accept my life at such hands, +or involved myself in a debt of gratitude to one for whom I was +subsequently to feel nothing but hatred and aversion. It was indeed +a terrible period, and in nothing more so than the fact that acts of +benevolence and charity were blended up with features of falsehood, +treachery, and baseness, which made one despair of humanity, and think +the very worst of their species. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. SCRAPS OF HISTORY + +Nothing displays more powerfully the force of egotism than the simple +truth that, when any man sits himself down to write the events of his +life, the really momentous occurrences in which he may have borne a part +occupy a conspicuously small place, when each petty incident of a merely +personal nature is dilated and extended beyond all bounds. In one sense, +the reader benefits by this, since there are few impertinences less +forgivable than the obtrusion of some insignificant name into the +narrative of facts that are meet for history. I have made these remarks +in a spirit of apology to my reader; not alone for the accuracy of my +late detail, but also, if I should seem in future to dwell but passingly +on the truly important facts of a great campaign, in which my own part +was so humble. + +I was a soldier in that glorious army which Moreau led into the heart +of Germany, and whose victorious career would only have ceased when +they entered the capital of the Empire, had it not been for the unhappy +mistakes of Jourdan, who commanded the auxiliary forces in the north. +For nigh three months we advanced steadily and successfully, superior +in every engagement; we only waited for the moment of junction with +Jourdan's army, to declare the Empire our own; when at last came the +terrible tidings that he had been beaten, and that Latour was advancing +from Ulm to turn our left flank, and cut off our communications with +France. + +Two hundred miles from our own frontiers--separated from the Rhine by +that terrible Black Forest whose defiles are mere gorges between vast +mountains--with an army fifty thousand strong on one flank, and the +Archduke Charles commanding a force of nigh thirty thousand on the +other--such were the dreadful combinations which now threatened us with +a defeat not less signal than Jourdan's own. Our strength, however, lay +in a superb army of seventy thousand unbeaten men, led on by one whose +name alone was victory. + +On the 24th of September the order for retreat was given; the army began +to retire by slow marches, prepared to contest every inch of ground, and +make every available spot a battlefield. The baggage and ammunition were +sent on in front, and two days' march in advance. Behind, a formidable +rear-guard was ready to repulse every attack of the enemy. Before, +however, entering those close defiles by which his retreat lay, Moreau +determined to give one terrible lesson to his enemy, like the hunted +tiger turning upon his pursuers, he suddenly halted at Biberach, and ere +Latour, who commanded the Austrians, was aware of his purpose, assailed +the Imperial forces with an attack on right, centre, and left together. +Four thousand prisoners and eighteen pieces of cannon were the trophies +of the victory. + +The day after this decisive battle our march was resumed, and the +advanced-guard entered that narrow and dismal defile which goes by the +name of the 'Valley of Hell,' when our left and right flanks, stationed +at the entrance of the pass, effectually secured the retreat against +molestation. The voltigeurs of St. Cyr crowning the heights as we +went, swept away the light troops which were scattered along the rocky +eminences, and in less than a fortnight our army debouched by Fribourg +and Oppenheim into the valley of the Rhine, not a gun having been lost, +not a caisson deserted, during that perilous movement. + +The Archduke, however, having ascertained the direction of Moreau's +retreat, advanced by a parallel pass through the Kinzigthal, and +attacked St. Cyr at Nauen-dorf, and defeated him. Our right flank, +severely handled at Emmendingen, the whole force was obliged to retreat +on Hueningen, and once more we found ourselves upon the banks of the +Rhine, no longer an advancing army, high in hope, and flushed with +victory--but beaten, harassed, and retreating! + +The last few days of that retreat presented a scene of disaster such +as I can never forget. To avoid the furious charges of the Austrian +cavalry, against which our own could no longer make resistance, we +had fallen back upon a line of country cut up into rocky cliffs and +precipices, and covered by a dense pine forest. Here, necessarily broken +up into small parties, we were assailed by the light troops of the +enemy, led on through the various passes by the peasantry, whose +animosity our own severity had excited. It was, therefore, a continual +hand-to-hand struggle, in which, opposed as we were to overpowering +numbers acquainted with every advantage of the ground, our loss was +terrific. It is said that nigh seven thousand men fell---an immense +number, when no general action had occurred. Whatever the actual loss, +such were the circumstances of our army, that Moreau hastened to propose +an armistice, on the condition of the Rhine being the boundary between +the two armies, while Kehl was still to be held by the French. + +The proposal was rejected by the Austrians, who at once commenced +preparations for a siege of the fortress with forty thousand troops, +under Latour's command. The earlier months of winter now passed in the +labours of the siege, and on the morning of New-year's Day the first +attack was made; the second line was carried a few days after, and, +after a glorious defence by Desaix, the garrison capitulated, and +evacuated the fortress on the 9th of the month. Thus, in the space of +six short months, had we advanced with a conquering army into the very +heart of the Empire, and now we were back again within our own frontier, +not one single trophy of all our victories remaining, two-thirds of our +army dead or wounded--more than all, the prestige of our superiority +fatally injured, and that of the enemy's valour and prowess as signally +elevated. + +The short annals of a successful soldier are often comprised in the few +words which state how he was made lieutenant at such a date, promoted to +his company here, obtained his majority there, succeeded to the command +of his regiment at such a place, and so on. Now my exploits may even be +more briefly written as regards this campaign--for, whether at Kehl, +at Nauendorf, on the Elz, or at Huningen, I ended as I began--a +simple soldier of the ranks. A few slight wounds, a few still more +insignificant words of praise, were all that I brought back with me; but +if my trophies were small, I had gained considerably both in habits +of discipline and obedience. I had learned to endure, ably and without +complaining, the inevitable hardships of a campaign, and, better still, +to see that the irrepressible impulses of the soldier, however prompted +by zeal or heroism, may oftener mar than promote the more mature plans +of his general. Scarcely had my feet once more touched French ground, +than I was seized with the ague, then raging as an epidemic among the +troops, and sent forward with a large detachment of sick to the Military +Hospital of Strasbourg. + +Here I bethought me of my patron, Colonel Mahon, and determined to +write to him. For this purpose I addressed a question to the +Adjutant-General's office to ascertain the colonel's address. The reply +was a brief and stunning one--he had been dismissed the service. No +personal calamity could have thrown me into deeper affliction; nor had +I even the sad consolation of learning any of the circumstances of this +misfortune. His death, even though thereby I should have lost my only +friend, would have been a lighter evil than this disgrace; and coming as +did the tidings when I was already broken by sickness and defeat, more +than ever disgusted me with a soldier's life. It was then with a feeling +of total indifference that I heard a rumour which at another moment +would have filled me with enthusiasm--the order for all invalids +sufficiently well to be removed, to be drafted into regiments serving in +Italy. The fame of Bonaparte, who commanded that army, had now surpassed +that of all the other generals; his victories paled the glory of their +successes, and it was already a mark of distinction to have served under +his command. + +The walls of the hospital were scrawled over with the names of his +victories; rude sketches of Alpine passes, terrible ravines, or +snow-clad peaks, met the eye everywhere; and the one magical name, +'Bonaparte,' written beneath, seemed the key to all their meaning. With +him war seemed to assume all the charms of romance. Each action was +illustrated by feats of valour or heroism, and a halo of glory seemed to +shine over all the achievements of his genius. + +It was a clear, bright morning of March, when a light frost sharpened +the air, and a fair, blue sky overhead showed a cloudless elastic +atmosphere, that the 'invalides,' as we were all called, were drawn +up in the great square of the hospital for inspection. Two superior +officers of the staff, attended by several surgeons and an adjutant, +sat at a table in front of us, on which lay the regimental books and +conduct-rolls of the different corps. Such of the sick as had received +severe wounds, incapacitating them for further service, were presented +with some slight reward--a few francs in money, a greatcoat, or a pair +of shoes, and obtained their freedom. Others, whose injuries were less +important, received their promotion, or some slight increase of pay, +these favours being all measured by the character the individual bore +in his regiment, and the opinion certified of him by his commanding +officer. When my turn came, and I stood forward, I felt a kind of +shame to think how little claim I could prefer either to honour or +advancement. + +'Maurice Tiernay, slightly wounded by a sabre at Nauendorf--flesh-wound +at Biberach--enterprising and active, but presumptuous and overbearing +with his comrades,' read out the adjutant, while he added a few words I +could not hear, but at which the superior laughed heartily. + +'What says the doctor?' asked he, after a pause. + +'This has been a bad case of ague, and I doubt if the young fellow will +ever be fit for active service--certainly not at present.' + +'Is there a vacancy at Saumur?' asked the general. 'I see he has been +employed in the school at Nancy.' + +'Tes, sir; for the third class there is one.' + +'Let him have it, then. Tiernay, you are appointed as aspirant of the +third class at the College of Saumur. Take care that the report of your +conduct be more creditable than what is written here. Your opportunities +will now be considerable, and, if well employed, may lead to further +honour and distinction; if neglected or abused, your chances are +forfeited for ever.' + +I bowed and retired, as little satisfied with the admonition as elated +with a prospect which converted me from a soldier into a scholar, +and, in the first verge of manhood, threw me back once more into the +condition of a mere boy. + +Eighteen months of my life--not the least happy, perhaps, since in the +peaceful portion I can trace so little to be sorry for--glided over +beside the banks of the beautiful Loire, the intervals in the hour of +study being spent either in the riding-school, or the river, where, in +addition to swimming and diving, we were instructed in pontooning and +rafting, the modes of transporting ammunition and artillery, and the +attacks of infantry by cavalry pickets. + +I also learned to speak and write English and German with great ease +and fluency, besides acquiring some skill in military drawing and +engineering. + +It is true that the imprisonment chafed sorely against us, as we read of +the great achievements of our armies in various parts of the world--of +the great battles of Cairo and the Pyramids, of Acre and Mount Thabor, +and of which a holiday and a fete were to be our only share. + +The terrible storms which shook Europe from end to end only reached us +in the bulletins of new victories, and we panted for the time when we, +too, should be actors in the glorious exploits of France. + +It is already known to the reader that of the country from which my +family came I myself knew nothing. The very little I had ever learned of +it from my father was also a mere tradition; still was I known among my +comrades only as 'the Irishman,' and by that name was I recognised, +even in the record of the school, where I was inscribed thus--'Maurice +Tiernay, _dit l'Irlandais_.' It was on this very simple and seemingly +unimportant fact my whole fate in life was to turn; and in this wise-But +the explanation deserves a chapter of its own, and shall have it. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. AN OLD GENERAL OF THE IRISH BRIGADE + +In obedience to an order which arrived at Saumur one morning in the July +of 1788,1 was summoned before the commandant of the school, when the +following brief colloquy ensued:-- + +'Maurice Tiernay,' said he, reading from the record of the school, why +are you called _l'Irlandais?_' + +'I am Irish by descent, sir.' + +'Ha! by descent. Your father was, then, an _emigre?_ + +'No, sir--my great-grandfather.' + +'_Parbleu!_ that is going very far back. Are you aware of the causes +which induced him to leave his native country?' + +'They were connected with political trouble, I've heard, sir. He took +part against the English, my father told me, and was obliged to make his +escape to save his life.' 'You, then, hate the English, Maurice?' 'My +ancestor certainly did not love them, sir.' + +'Nor can you, boy, ever forgive their having exiled your family from +country and home; every man of honour retains the memory of such +injuries.' + +'I can scarcely deem that an injury, sir, which has made me a French +citizen,' said I proudly. + +'True, boy--you say what is perfectly true and just; any sacrifice of +fortune or patrimony is cheap at such a price; still you have suffered a +wrong--a deep and irreparable wrong--and as a Frenchman you are ready to +avenge it.' + +Although I had no very precise notion, either as to the extent of the +hardships done me, nor in what way I was to demand the reparation, I +gave the assent he seemed to expect. + +'You are well acquainted with the language, I believe?' continued he. + +'I can read and speak English tolerably well, sir.' + +'But I speak of Irish, boy--of the language which is spoken by your +fellow-countrymen,' said he rebukingly. + +'I have always heard, sir, that this has fallen into disuse, and is +little known save among the peasantry in a few secluded districts.' + +He seemed impatient as I said this, and referred once more to the paper +before him, from whose minutes he appeared to have been speaking. + +'You must be in error, boy. I find here that the nation is devotedly +attached to its traditions and literature, and feels no injury deeper +than the insulting substitution of a foreign tongue for their own noble +language.' + +'Of myself I know nothing, sir; the little I have learned was acquired +when a mere child.' + +'Ah, then, you probably forget, or may never have heard the fact; but +it is as I tell you. This, which I hold here, is the report of a highly +distinguished and most influential personage, who lays great stress +upon the circumstance. I am sorry, Tiernay, very sorry, that you are +unacquainted with the language.' + +He continued for some minutes to brood over this disappointment, and at +last returned to the paper before him. + +'The geography of the country--what knowledge have you on that subject?' + +'No more, sir, than I may possess of other countries, and merely learned +from maps.' + +'Bad again,' muttered he to himself. 'Madgett calls these "essentials"; +but we shall see.' Then addressing me, he said, 'Tiernay, the object of +my present interrogatory is to inform you that the Directory is about +to send an expedition to Ireland to assist in the liberation of that +enslaved people. It has been suggested that young officers and soldiers +of Irish descent might render peculiar service to the cause, and I +have selected you for an opportunity which will convert these worsted +epaulettes into bullion.' + +This at least was intelligible news, and now I began to listen with more +attention. + +'There is a report,' said he, laying down before me a very capacious +manuscript, 'which you will carefully peruse. Here are the latest +pamphlets setting forth the state of public opinion in Ireland; and here +are various maps of the coast, the harbours, and the strongholds of that +country, with all of which you may employ yourself advantageously; and +if, on considering the subject, you feel disposed to volunteer--for as a +volunteer only could your services be accepted--I will willingly support +your request by all the influence in my power.' + +'I am ready to do so at once, sir,' said I eagerly; 'I have no need to +know any more than you have told me.' + +'Well said, boy; I like your ardour. Write your petition and it shall be +forwarded to-day. I will also try and obtain for you the same regimental +rank you hold in the school'--I was a sergeant--'it will depend upon +yourself afterwards to secure a further advancement. You are now free +from duty; lose no time, therefore, in storing your mind with every +possible information, and be ready to set out at a moment's notice.' + +'Is the expedition so nearly ready, sir?' asked I eagerly. + +He nodded, and with a significant admonition as to secrecy, dismissed +me, bursting with anxiety to examine the stores of knowledge before me, +and prepare myself with all the details of a plan in which already I +took the liveliest interest. Before the week expired, I received an +answer from the Minister, accepting the offer of my services. The reply +found me deep in those studies, which I scarcely could bear to quit even +at meal-times. Never did I experience such an all-devouring passion +for a theme as on that occasion. 'Ireland' never left my thoughts; her +wrongs and sufferings were everlastingly before me; all the cruelties of +centuries--all the hard tyranny of the penal laws--the dire injustice +of caste oppression--filled me with indignation and anger; while, on +the other hand, I conceived the highest admiration of a people who, +undeterred by the might and power of England, resolved to strike a great +blow for liberty. + +The enthusiasm of the people--the ardent daring of a valour whose +impetuosity was its greatest difficulty--their high romantic +temperament--their devotion--their gratitude--the childlike trustfulness +of their natures, were all traits, scattered through the various +narratives, which invariably attracted me, and drew me more strongly to +their cause--more from affection than reason. + +Madgett's memoir was filled with these; and he, I concluded, must know +them well, being, as it was asserted, one of the ancient nobility of the +land, and who now desired nothing better than to throw rank, privilege, +and title into the scale, and do battle for the liberty and equality +of his countrymen. How I longed to see this great man, whom my fancy +arrayed in all the attributes he so lavished upon his countrymen, for +they were not only, in his description, the boldest and the bravest, but +the handsomest people of Europe. + +As to the success of the enterprise, whatever doubts I had at first +conceived, from an estimate of the immense resources of England, were +speedily solved, as I read of the enormous preparations the Irish had +made for the struggle. The Roman Catholics, Madgett said, were three +millions, the Dissenters another million, all eager for freedom and +French alliance, wanting nothing but the appearance of a small armed +force to give them the necessary organisation and discipline. They were +somewhat deficient, he acknowledged, in firearms--cannon they had +none whatever; but the character of the country, which consisted +of mountains, valleys, ravines and gorges, reduced war to the +mere chivalrous features of personal encounter. What interminable +descriptions did I wade through of clubs and associations, the very +names of which were a puzzle to me--the great union of all appearing to +be a society called 'Defenders,' whose oath bound them to 'fidelity to +the united nations of France and Ireland!' + +So much for the one side. For the other, it was asserted that the +English forces then in garrison in Ireland were beneath contempt; the +militia, being principally Irish, might be relied on for taking the +popular side; and as to the Regulars, they were either 'old men or +boys,' incapable of active service; and several of the regiments being +Scotch, greatly disaffected to the Government. Then, again, as to +the navy, the sailors in the English fleet were more than two-thirds +Irishmen, all Catholics, and all disaffected. + +That the enterprise contained every element of success, then, who +could doubt? The nation, in the proportion of ten to one, were for the +movement. On their side lay not alone the wrongs to avenge, but the +courage, the energy, and the daring. Their oppressors were as weak as +tyrannical, their cause was a bad one, and their support of it a hollow +semblance of superiority. + +If I read these statements with ardour and avidity, one lurking sense +of doubt alone obtruded itself on my reasonings. Why, with all these +guarantees of victory, with everything that can hallow a cause, and give +it stability and strength--why did the Irish ask for aid? If they were, +as they alleged, an immense majority--if there was all the heroism and +the daring--if the struggle was to be maintained against a miserably +inferior force, weakened by age, incapacity, and disaffection--what +need had they of Frenchmen on their side? The answer to all such doubts, +however, was 'the Irish were deficient in organisation.' + +Not only was the explanation a very sufficient one, but it served in a +high degree to flatter our vanity. We were, then, to be organisers of +Ireland; from us were they to take the lessons of civilisation, which +should prepare them for freedom--ours was the task to discipline their +valour, and train their untaught intelligence. Once landed in the +country, it was to our standard they were to rally; from us were to go +forth the orders of every movement and measure; to us this new land +was to be an El Dorado. Madgett significantly hinted everywhere at the +unbounded gratitude of Irishmen, and more than hinted at the future fate +of certain confiscated estates. One phrase, ostentatiously set forth in +capitals, asserted that the best general of the French Republic could +not be anywhere employed with so much reputation and profit. There was, +then, everything to stimulate the soldier in such an enterprise--honour, +fame, glory, and rich rewards were all among the prizes. + +It was when deep in the midst of these studies, poring over maps and +reports, taxing my memory with hard names, and getting off by heart +dates, distances, and numbers, that the order came for me to repair at +once to Paris, where the volunteers of the expedition were to assemble. +My rank of sergeant had been confirmed, and in this capacity, as +_sous-officier_, I was ordered to report myself to General Kilmaine, the +adjutant-general of the expedition, then living in the Rue Ghantereine. +I was also given the address of a certain Lestaing--Rue Tailbout--a +tailor, from whom, on producing a certificate, I was to obtain my new +uniform. + +Full as I was of the whole theme, thinking of the expedition by day, and +dreaming of it by night, I was still little prepared for the enthusiasm +it was at that very moment exciting in every society of the capital. For +some time previously a great number of Irish emigrants had made Paris +their residence; some were men of good position and ample fortune; some +were individuals of considerable ability and intelligence. All were +enthusiastic, and ardent in temperament--devotedly attached to their +country--hearty haters of England, and proportionally attached to +all that was French. These sentiments, coupled with a certain ease of +manner, and a faculty of adaptation, so peculiarly Irish, made them +general favourites in society; and long before the Irish question had +found any favour with the public, its national supporters had won over +the hearts and good wishes of all Paris to the cause. + +Well pleased, then, as I was with my handsome uniform of green and gold, +my small chapeau, with its plume of cock's feathers, and the embroidered +shamrock on my collar, I was not a little struck by the excitement my +first appearance in the street created. Accustomed to see a hundred +strange military costumes--the greater number, I own, more singular than +tasteful--the Parisians, I concluded, would scarcely notice mine in the +crowd. Not so, however; the print-shops had already given the impulse to +the admiration, and the 'Irish Volunteer of the Guard' was to be seen in +every window, in all the 'glory of his bravery.' The heroic character of +the expedition, too, was typified by a great variety of scenes, in which +the artist's imagination had all the credit. In one picture the _jeune +Irlandais_ was planting a national flag of very capacious dimensions on +the summit of his native mountains; here he was storming _Le Chateau de +Dublin_, a most formidable fortress, perched on a rock above the sea; +here he was crowning the heights of _La Citadelle de Cork_, a very +Gibraltar in strength; or he was haranguing the native chieftains, +a highly picturesque group--a cross between a knight crusader and a +South-sea islander. + +My appearance, therefore, in the streets was the signal for general +notice and admiration, and more than one compliment was uttered, +purposely loud enough to reach me, on the elegance and style of my +equipment. In the pleasant flurry of spirits excited by this flattery, +I arrived at the general's quarters in the Rue Chantereine. It was +considerably before the time of his usual receptions, but the glitter +of my epaulettes, and the air of assurance I had assumed, so far imposed +upon the old servant who acted as valet, that he at once introduced +me into a small saloon, and after a brief pause presented me to the +general, who was reclining on a sofa at his breakfast. Although far +advanced in years, and evidently broken by bad health, General Kilmaine +still preserved traces of great personal advantages, while his manner +exhibited all that polished ease and courtesy which was said to be +peculiar to the Irish gentleman of the French Court. Addressing me in +English, he invited me to join his meal, and on my declining, as having +already breakfasted, he said, 'I perceive, from your name, we are +countrymen, and as your uniform tells me the service in which you are +engaged, we may speak with entire confidence. Tell me then, frankly, all +that you know of the actual condition of Ireland.' + +Conceiving that this question applied to the result of my late studies, +and was meant to elicit the amount of my information, I at once began +a recital of what I had learned from the books and reports I had been +reading, My statistics were perfect--they had been gotten off by heart; +my sympathies were, for the same reason, most eloquent; my indignation +was boundless on the wrongs I deplored, and in fact, in the fifteen +minutes during which he permitted me to declaim without interruption, I +had gone through the whole 'cause of Ireland,' from Henry n. to George +n. + +'You have been reading Mr. Madgett, I perceive,' said he, with a smile; +'but I would rather hear something of your own actual experience. Tell +me, therefore, in what condition are the people at this moment, as +regards poverty?' + +'I have never been in Ireland, general,' said I, not without some shame +at the avowal coming so soon after my eloquent exhortation. + +'Ah, I perceive,' said he blandly, 'of Irish origin, and a relative +probably of that very distinguished soldier, Count Maurice de Tiernay, +who served in the Garde du Corps.' + +'His only son, general,' said I, blushing with eagerness and pleasure at +the praise of my father. + +'Indeed!' said he, smiling courteously, and seeming to meditate on my +words. 'There was not a better nor a braver sabre in the corps than your +father--a very few more of such men might have saved the monarchy--as it +was, they dignified its fall. And to whose guidance and care did you owe +your early training, for I see you have not been neglected?' + +A few words told him the principal events of my early years, to which he +listened with deep attention. At length he said, 'And now you are about +to devote your acquirements and energy to this new expedition?' + +'All, general! Everything that I have is too little for such a cause.' + +'You say truly, boy,' said he warmly; 'would that so good a cause had +better leaders. I mean,' added he hurriedly, 'wiser ones. Men more +conversant with the actual state of events, more fit to cope with +the great difficulties before them, more ready to take advantage of +circumstances, whose outward meaning will often prove deceptive. In +fact, Irishmen of character and capacity, tried soldiers and good +patriots. Well, well, let us hope the best. In whose division are you?' + +'I have not yet heard, sir. I have presented myself here to-day to +receive your orders.' + +'There again is another instance of their incapacity,' cried he +passionately. 'Why, boy, I have no command, nor any function. I did +accept office under General Hoche, but he is not to lead the present +expedition.' + +'And who is, sir?' + +'I cannot tell you. A week ago they talked of Grouchy, then of Hardy; +yesterday it was Humbert; to-day it may be Bonaparte, and to-morrow +yourself! Ay, Tiernay, this great and good cause has its national +fatality attached to it, and is so wrapped up in low intrigue and +falsehood, that every Minister becomes in turn disgusted with the +treachery and mendacity he meets with, and bequeaths the question to +some official underling, meet partisan for the mock patriot he treats +with.' + +'But the expedition will sail, general?' asked I, sadly discomfited by +this tone of despondency. + +He made me no answer, but sat for some time absorbed in his own +thoughts. At last he looked up, and said, 'You ought to be in the army +of Italy, boy; the great teacher of war is there.' + +'I know it, sir, but my whole heart is in this struggle. I feel that +Ireland has a claim on all who derived even a name from her soil. Do you +not believe that the expedition will sail?' + +Again he was silent and thoughtful. + +'Mr. Madgett would say yes,' said he scornfully, 'though, certes, he +would not volunteer to bear it company.' + +'Colonel Cherin, general!' said the valet, as he flung open the door for +a young officer in a staff uniform. I arose at once to withdraw, but the +general motioned to me to wait in an adjoining room, as he desired to +speak with me again. + +Scarcely five minutes had elapsed when I was summoned once more before +him. + +'You have come at a most opportune moment, Tiernay,' said he; 'Colonel +Cherin informs me that an expedition is ready to sail from Rochelle at +the first favourable wind. General Humbert has the command; and if you +are disposed to join him I will give you a letter of presentation.' + +Of course I did not hesitate in accepting the offer; and while the +general drew over his desk to write the letter, I withdrew towards the +window to converse with Colonel Cherin. + +'You might have waited long enough,' said he, laughing, 'if the affair +had been in other hands than Humbert's. The delays and discussions of +the official people, the difficulty of anything like agreement, the want +of money, and fifty other causes, would have detained the fleet till the +English got scent of the whole. But Humbert has taken the short road in +the matter. He only arrived at La Rochelle five days ago, and now he is +ready to weigh anchor.' + +'And in what way has he accomplished this?' asked I, in some curiosity. + +'By a method,' replied he, laughing again, 'which is usually reserved +for an enemy's country. Growing weary of a correspondence with the +Minister, which seemed to make little progress, and urged on by the +enthusiastic stories of the Irish refugees, he resolved to wait no +longer; and so he has called on the merchants and magistrates to +advance him a sum on military requisition, together with such stores and +necessaries as he stands in need of.' + +'And they have complied?' asked I. + +'_Parbleu!_ that have they. In the first place, they had no other +choice; and in the second, they are but too happy to get rid of him and +his 'Legion Noir,' as they are called, so cheaply. A thousand louis and +a thousand muskets would not pay for the damage of these vagabonds each +night they spent in the town.' + +I confess that this description did not tend to exalt the enthusiasm +I had conceived for the expedition; but it was too late for +hesitation--too late for even a doubt. Go forward I should, whatever +might come of it. And now the general had finished his letter, which, +having sealed and addressed, he gave into my hand, saying--'This will +very probably obtain your promotion, if not at once, at least on the +first vacancy. Good-bye, my lad; there may be hard knocks going where +you will be, but I'm certain you'll not disgrace the good name you bear, +nor the true cause for which you are fighting. I would that I had youth +and strength to stand beside you in the struggle! + +'Good-bye.' He shook me affectionately by both hands; the colonel, +too, bade me adieu not less cordially; and I took my leave with a heart +overflowing with gratitude and delight. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. LA ROCHELLE + +La Rochelle is a quiet little town at the bottom of a small bay, the +mouth of which is almost closed up by two islands. There is a sleepy, +peaceful air about the place--a sort of drowsy languor pervades +everything and everybody about it, that tells of a town whose days of +busy prosperity have long since passed by, and which is dragging out +life, like some retired tradesman--too poor for splendour, but rich +enough to be idle. A long avenue of lime-trees incloses the harbour; +and here the merchants conduct their bargains, while their wives, seated +beneath the shade, discuss the gossip of the place over their work. All +is patriarchal and primitive as Holland itself; the very courtesies of +life exhibiting that ponderous stateliness which insensibly reminds one +of the land of dikes and broad breeches. It is the least 'French' of any +town I have ever seen in France; none of that light merriment, that gay +volatility of voice and air which form the usual atmosphere of a +French town. All is still, orderly, and sombre; and yet on the night in +which--something more than fifty years back--I first entered it, a very +different scene was presented to my eyes. + +It was about ten o'clock, and by a moon nearly full, the diligence +rattled along the covered ways of the old fortress, and crossing many a +moat and drawbridge, the scenes of a once glorious struggle, entered +the narrow streets, traversed a wide place, and drew up within the ample +portals of 'La Poste.' + +Before I could remove the wide capote which I wore, the waiter ushered +me into a large salon where a party of about forty persons were seated +at supper. With a few exceptions they were all military officers, and +_sous-officiers_ of the expedition, whose noisy gaiety and boisterous +mirth sufficiently attested that the entertainment had begun a +considerable time before. + +A profusion of bottles, some empty, others in the way to become +so, covered the table, amidst which lay the fragments of a common +table-d'hote supper--large dishes of cigars and basins of tobacco +figuring beside the omelettes and the salad. + +The noise, the heat, the smoke, and the confusion--the clinking of +glasses, the singing, and the speech-making, made a scene of such +turmoil and uproar, that I would gladly have retired to some quieter +atmosphere, when suddenly an accidental glimpse of my uniform caught +some eyes among the revellers, and a shout was raised of 'Holloa, +comrades! here's one of the "Guides" among us.' And at once the whole +assembly rose up to greet me. For full ten minutes I had to submit to +a series of salutations, which led to every form, from hand-shaking and +embracing to kissing; while, perfectly unconscious of any cause for my +popularity, I went through the ceremonies like one in a dream. + +'Where's Kilmaine?' 'What of Hardy?' 'Is Grouchy coming?' 'Can the Brest +fleet sail?' 'How many line-of-battle ships have they?' 'What's the +artillery force?' 'Have you brought any money?' This last question, +the most frequent of all, was suddenly poured in upon me, and with a +fortunate degree of rapidity, that I had no time for a reply, had I even +the means of making one. + +'Let the lad have a seat and a glass of wine before he submits to this +interrogatory,' said a fine, jolly-looking old _chef d'escadron_ at the +head of the table, while he made a place for me at his side. 'Now tell +us, boy, what number of the "Guides" are to be of our party?' + +I looked a little blank at the question, for in truth I had not heard of +the corps before, nor was I aware that it was their uniform I was then +wearing. + +'Come, come, be frank with us, lad,' said he; 'we are all comrades here. +Confound secrecy, say I.' + +'Ay, ay,' cried the whole assembly together--'confound secrecy. We are +not bandits nor highwaymen; we have no need of concealment.' + +'I'll be as frank as you can wish, comrades,' said I; 'and if I lose +some importance in your eyes by owning that I am not the master of a +single state secret, I prefer to tell you so, to attempting any unworthy +disguise. I come here, by orders from General Kilmaine, to join your +expedition; and except this letter for General Humbert, I have no claim +to any consideration whatever.' + +The old _chef_ took the letter from my hands and examined the seal and +superscription carefully, and then passed the document down the table +for the satisfaction of the rest. + +While I continued to watch with anxious eyes the letter on which so much +of my own fate depended, a low whispering conversation went on at my +side, at the end of which the _chef_ said-- + +'It's more than likely, lad, that your regiment is not coming; but our +general is not to be balked for that. Go he will; and let the Government +look to themselves if he is not supported. At all events you had better +see General Humbert at once; there's no saying what that despatch may +contain. Santerre, conduct him upstairs.' + +A smart young fellow arose at the bidding, and beckoned me to follow +him. + +It was not without difficulty that we forced our way upstairs, down +which porters, and sailors, and soldiers were now carrying a number of +heavy trunks and packing-cases. At last we gained an anteroom, where +confusion seemed at its highest, crowded as it was by soldiers, the +greater number of them intoxicated, and all in a state of riotous +and insolent insubordination. Amongst these were a number of the +townspeople, eager to prefer complaints for outrage and robbery, but +whose subdued voices were drowned amid the clamour of their oppressors. +Meanwhile, clerks were writing away receipts for stolen and pillaged +articles, and which, signed with the name of the general, were grasped +at with eager avidity. Even personal injuries were requited in the same +cheap fashion, orders on the national treasury being freely issued +for damaged noses and smashed heads, and gratefully received by the +confiding populace. + +'If the wind draws a little more to the southward before morning, we'll +pay our debts with the topsail sheet, and it will be somewhat shorter, +and to the full as honest,' said a man in a naval uniform. + +'Where's the officer of the "Regiment des Guides?"' cried a soldier from +the door at the farther end of the room; and before I had time to think +over the designation of rank given me, I was hurried into the general's +presence. + +General Humbert, whose age might have been thirty-eight or forty, was +a tall, well-built, but somewhat over-corpulent man; his features +frank and manly, but with a dash of coarseness in their expression, +particularly about the mouth; a sabre-cut, which had divided the upper +lip, and whose cicatrix was then seen through his moustache, heightening +the effect of his sinister look; his carriage was singularly erect and +soldierlike, but all his gestures betrayed the habits of one who had +risen from the ranks, and was not unwilling to revive the recollection. + +He was parading the room from end to end when I entered, stopping +occasionally to look out from an open window upon the bay, where by +the clear moonlight might be seen the ships of the fleet at anchor. +Two officers of his staff were writing busily at a table, whence the +materials of a supper had not yet been removed. They did not look up +as I came forward, nor did he notice me in any way for several minutes. +Suddenly he turned towards me, and snatching the letter I held in my +hand, proceeded to read it. A burst of coarse laughter broke from him as +he perused the lines; and then throwing down the paper on the table, he +cried out-- + +'So much for Kilmaine's contingent. I asked for a company of +engineers and a squadron of "Guides," and they send me a boy from +the cavalry-school of Saumur. I tell them that I want some fellows +conversant with the language and the people, able to treat with the +peasantry, and acquainted with their habits, and here I have got a raw +youth whose highest acquirement in all likelihood is to daub a map with +water-colours, or take fortifications with a pair of compasses! I wish +I had some of these learned gentlemen in the trenches for a few hours. +_Parbleu!_ I think I could teach them something they don't learn from +Citizen Carnot.--Well, sir,' said he, turning abruptly towards me, 'how +many squadrons of the "Guides" are completed?' + +'I cannot tell, general,' was my timid answer. + +'Where are they stationed?' + +'Of that also I am ignorant, sir.' + +'_Peste!_' cried he, stamping his foot passionately; then suddenly +checking his anger, he asked, 'How many are coming to join this +expedition? Is there a regiment, a division, a troop? Can you tell me +with certainty that a sergeant's guard is on the way hither?' + +'I cannot, sir; I know nothing whatever about the regiment in question.' + +'You have never seen it?' cried he vehemently. + +'Never, sir.' + +'This exceeds all belief,' exclaimed he, with a crash of his closed fist +upon the table. 'Three weeks letter-writing! Estafettes, orderlies, and +special couriers to no end! And here we have an unfledged cur from a +cavalry institute, when I asked for a strong reinforcement. Then what +brought you here, boy?' + +'To join your expedition, general.' + +'Have they told you it was a holiday-party that we had planned? Did they +say it was a junketing we were bent upon?' + +'If they had, sir, I would not have come.' + +'The greater fool you, then, that's all,' cried he, laughing; 'when I +was your age I'd not have hesitated twice between a merry-making and a +bayonet charge.' + +While he was thus speaking, he never ceased to sign his name to every +paper placed before him by one or other of the secretaries. + +'No, _parbleu!_ he went on, '_La maitresse_ before the _mitraille_ any +day for me. But what's all this, Girard? Here I'm issuing orders +upon the national treasury for hundreds of thousands without let or +compunction.' + +The aide-de-camp whispered a word or two in a low tone. + +'I know it, lad; I know it well,' said the general, laughing heartily; +'I only pray that all our requisitions may be as easily obtained in +future.--Well, Monsieur le Guide, what are we to do with you?' + +'Not refuse me, I hope, general,' said I diffidently. + +'Not refuse you, certainly; but in what capacity to take you, lad, +that's the question. If you had served--if you had even walked a +campaign----' + +'So I have, general--this will show you where I have been'; and I handed +him the _livret_ which every soldier carries of his conduct and career. + +He took the book, and casting his eyes hastily over it, exclaimed-- + +'Why, what's this, lad? You've been at Kehl, at Emmendingen, at +Rorschach, at Huningen, through all that Black Forest affair with +Moreau! You have seen smoke, then. Ay! I see honourable mention of you +besides, for readiness in the field and zeal during action. What! +more brandy, Girard. Why, our Irish friends must have been exceedingly +thirsty. I've given them credit for something like ten thousand "velts" +already! No matter, the poor fellows may have to put up with short +rations for all this yet--and there goes my signature once more. What +does that blue light mean, Girard?' said he, pointing to a bright blue +star that shone from a mast of one of the ships of war. + +'That is the signal, general, that the embarkation of the artillery is +complete.' + +'_Parbleu!_' said he with a laugh, 'it need not have taken long; they've +given in two batteries of eights, and one of them has not a gun fit for +service. There goes a rocket, now. Isn't that a signal to heave short on +the anchors? Yes, to be sure. And now it is answered by the other! Ha! +lads, this does look like business at last!' + +The door opened as he spoke, and a naval officer entered. + +'The wind is drawing round to the south, general; we can weigh with the +ebb if you wish it.' + +'Wish it!--if I wish it! Yes, with my whole heart and soul I do! I am +just as sick of La Rochelle as is La Rochelle of me. The salute that +announces our departure will be a _feu de joie_ to both of us! Ay, sir, +tell your captain that I need no further notice than that he is ready. +Girard, see to it that the marauders are sent on board in irons. The +fellows must learn at once that discipline begins when we trip our +anchors. As for you,' said he, turning to me, 'you shall act upon my +staff with provisional rank as sous-lieutenant: time will show if the +grade should be confirmed. And now hasten down to the quay, and put +yourself under Colonel Serasin's orders.' + +Colonel Serasin, the second in command, was, in many respects, the very +opposite of Humbert Sharp, petulant, and irascible, he seemed quite to +overlook the fact, that, in an expedition which was little better than +a foray, there must necessarily be a great relaxation of the rules +of discipline, and many irregularities at least winked at, which, in +stricter seasons, would call for punishment. The consequence was, that +a large proportion of our force went on board under arrest, and many +actually in irons. The Irish were, without a single exception, all +drunk; and the English soldiers, who had procured their liberation +from imprisonment on condition of joining the expedition, had made +sufficiently free with the brandy-bottle, to forget their new alliance, +and vent their hatred of France and Frenchmen in expressions whose only +alleviation was, that they were nearly unintelligible. + +Such a scene of uproar, discord, and insubordination never was seen. The +relative conditions of guard and prisoner elicited national animosities +that were scarcely even dormant, and many a bloody encounter took +place between those whose instinct was too powerful to feel themselves +anything but enemies. A cry, too, was raised, that it was meant +to betray the whole expedition to the English, whose fleet, it was +asserted, had been seen off Oleron that morning; and although there +was not even the shadow of a foundation for the belief, it served to +increase the alarm and confusion. Whether originating or not with the +Irish, I cannot say, but certainly they took advantage of it to avoid +embarking; and now began a schism which threatened to wreck the whole +expedition, even in the harbour. + +The Irish, as indifferent to the call of discipline as they were +ignorant of French, refused to obey orders save from officers of their +own country; and although Serasin ordered two companies to 'load with +ball and fire low,' the similar note for preparation from the insurgents +induced him to rescind the command and try a compromise. + +In this crisis I was sent by Serasin to fetch what was called the +'Committee,' the three Irish deputies who accompanied the force. +They had already gone aboard of the _Dedalus_, little foreseeing the +difficulties that were to arise on shore. + +Seated in a small cabin next the wardroom, I found these three +gentlemen, whose names were Tone, Teel-ing, and Sullivan. Their +attitudes were gloomy and despondent, and their looks anything but +encouraging as I entered. A paper on which a few words had been +scrawled, and signed with their three names underneath, lay before them, +and on this their eyes were bent with a sad and deep meaning. I knew +not then what it meant, but I afterwards learned that it was a compact +formally entered into and drawn up, that if, by the chance of war, they +should fall into the enemy's hands, they would anticipate their fate +by suicide, but leave to the English Government all the ignominy and +disgrace of their death. + +They seemed scarcely to notice me as I came forward, and even when I +delivered my message they heard it with a half indifference. + +'What do you want us to do, sir?' said Teeling, the eldest of the +party. 'We hold no command in the service. It was against our advice and +counsel that you accepted these volunteers at all We have no influence +over them.' + +'Not the slightest,' broke in Tone. 'These fellows are bad soldiers and +worse Irishmen. The expedition will do better without them.' + +'And they better without the expedition,' muttered Sullivan dryly. + +'But you will come, gentlemen, and speak to them,' said I. 'You can at +least assure them that their suspicions are unfounded.' + +'Very true, sir,' replied Sullivan, 'we can do so, but with what +success? No, no. If you can't maintain discipline here on your own soil, +you'll make a bad hand of doing it when you have your foot on Irish +ground. + +And, after all, I for one am not surprised at the report gaining +credence.' + +'How so, sir?' asked I indignantly. + +'Simply that when a promise of fifteen thousand men dwindles down to a +force of eight hundred; when a hundred thousand stand of arms come to +be represented by a couple of thousand; when an expedition, pledged by +a Government, has fallen down to a marauding party; when Hoche or +Kleber---- But never mind, I always swore that if you sent but a +corporal's guard that I 'd go with them.' + +A musket-shot here was heard, followed by a sharp volley and a cheer, +and, in an agony of anxiety, I rushed to the deck. Although above half +a mile from the shore, we could see the movement of troops hither and +thither, and hear the loud words of command. Whatever the struggle, it +was over in a moment, and now we saw the troops descending the steps to +the boats. With an inconceivable speed the men fell into their places, +and, urged on by the long sweeps, the heavy launches swept across the +calm water of the bay. + +If a cautious reserve prevented any open questioning as to the late +affray, the second boat which came alongside revealed some of its +terrible consequences. Seven wounded soldiers were assisted up the +side by their comrades, and in total silence conveyed to their station +between decks. + +'A bad augury this!' muttered Sullivan, as his eye followed them. 'They +might as well have left that work for the English!' + +A swift six-oar boat, with the tricolour flag floating from a flagstaff +at her stern, now skimmed along towards us, and as she came nearer we +could recognise the uniforms of the officers of Humbert's staff, while +the burly figure of the general himself was soon distinguishable in the +midst of them. + +As he stepped up the ladder, not a trace of displeasure could be seen on +his broad bold features. Greeting the assembled officers with a smile, +he asked how the wind was. + +'All fair, and freshening at every moment,' was the answer. + +'May it continue!' cried he fervently. 'Welcome a hurricane, if it only +waft us westward!' + +The foresail filled out as he spoke, the heavy ship heaved over to the +wind, and we began our voyage. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. 'THE BAY OF BATHFRAN' + +Our voyage was very uneventful, but not without anxiety, since, to avoid +the English cruisers and the Channel fleet, we were obliged to hold +a southerly course for several days, making a great circuit before we +could venture to bear up for the place of our destination. The weather +alternated between light winds and a dead calm, which usually came on +every day at noon, and lasted till about sunset. As to me, there was +an unceasing novelty in everything about a ship; her mechanism, her +discipline, her progress, furnished abundant occupation for all my +thoughts, and I never wearied of acquiring knowledge of a theme so +deeply interesting. My intercourse with the naval officers, too, +impressed me strongly in their favour in comparison with their comrades +of the land service. In the former case, all was zeal, activity, and +watchfulness. The lookout never slumbered at his post; and an unceasing +anxiety to promote the success of the expedition manifested itself in +all their words and actions. This, of course, was all to be expected in +the discharge of the duties peculiarly their own; but I also looked for +something which should denote preparation and forethought in the +others; yet nothing of the kind was to be seen. The expedition was never +discussed even as table-talk; and for anything that fell from the party +in conversation, it would have been impossible to say if our destination +were China or Ireland. Not a book nor a map, not a pamphlet nor a paper +that bore upon the country whose destinies were about to be committed to +us, ever appeared on the tables. A vague and listless doubt how long +the voyage might last was the extent of interest any one condescended to +exhibit; but as to what was to follow after--what new chapter of events +should open when this first had closed, none vouchsafed to inquire. + +Even to this hour I am puzzled whether to attribute this strange conduct +to the careless levity of national character, or to a studied and well +'got up' affectation. In all probability both influences were at work; +while a third, not less powerful, assisted them--this was the gross +ignorance and shameless falsehood of some of the Irish leaders of the +expedition, whose boastful and absurd histories ended by disgusting +every one. Among the projects discussed at the time, I well remember one +which was often gravely talked over, and the utter absurdity of which +certainly struck none amongst us. This was no less than the intention +of demanding the West India Islands from England as an indemnity for +the past woes and bygone misgovernment of Ireland. If this seem barely +credible now, I can only repeat my faithful assurance of the fact, and I +believe that some of the memoirs of the time will confirm my assertion. + +The French officers listened to these and similar speculations with +utter indifference; probably to many of them the geographical question +was a difficulty that stopped any further inquiry, while others felt +no further interest than what a campaign promised. All the enthusiastic +narratives, then, of high rewards and splendid trophies that awaited us, +fell upon inattentive ears, and at last the word Ireland ceased to be +heard amongst us. Play of various kinds occupied us when not engaged on +duty. There was little discipline maintained on board, and none of that +strictness which is the habitual rule of a ship-of-war. The lights were +suffered to burn during the greater part of the night in the cabins; +gambling went on usually till daybreak; and the quarter-deck, that most +reverential of spots to every sailor-mind, was often covered by lounging +groups, who smoked, chatted, or played at chess, in all the cool apathy +of men indifferent to its claim for respect. + +Now and then, the appearance of a strange sail afar off, or some dim +object in the horizon, would create a momentary degree of excitement and +anxiety; but when the 'lookout' from the mast-head had proclaimed her a +'schooner from Brest,' or a 'Spanish fruit-vessel,' the sense of danger +passed away at once, and none ever reverted to the subject. + +With General Humbert I usually passed the greater part of each +forenoon--a distinction, I must confess, I owed to my skill as a +chess-player, a game of which he was particularly fond, and in which I +had attained no small proficiency. I was too young and too unpractised +in the world to make my skill subordinate to my chiefs, and beat him at +every game with as little compunction as though he were only my equal, +till, at last, vexed at his want of success, and tired of a contest that +offered no vicissitude of fortune, he would frequently cease playing to +chat over the events of the time, and the chances of the expedition. + +It was with no slight mixture of surprise and dismay that I now detected +his utter despair of all success, and that he regarded the whole as a +complete forlorn-hope. He had merely taken the command to involve the +French Government in the cause, and so far compromise the national +character that all retreat would be impossible. We shall be all cut +to pieces or taken prisoners the day after we land,' was his constant +exclamation, 'and then, but not till then, will they think seriously in +France of a suitable expedition.' There was no heroism, still less was +there any affectation of recklessness in this avowal. By nature he was a +rough, easy, good-tempered fellow, who liked his profession less for +its rewards than for its changeful scenes and moving incidents--his one +predominating feeling being that France should give rule to the whole +world, and the principles of her Revolution he everywhere pre-eminent. +To promote this consummation the loss of an army was of little moment. +Let the cause but triumph in the end, and the cost was not worth +fretting about. + +Next to this sentiment was his hatred of England, and all that was +English. Treachery, falsehood, pride, avarice, grasping covetousness, +and unscrupulous aggression, were the characteristics by which he +described the nation; and he made the little knowledge he had gleaned +from newspapers and intercourse so subservient to this theory, that I +was an easy convert to his opinion; so that, ere long, my compassion for +the wrongs of Ireland was associated with the most profound hatred of +her oppressors. + +To be sure, I should have liked the notion that we ourselves were to +have some more active share in the liberation of Irishmen than the mere +act of heralding another and more successful expedition; but even in +this thought there was romantic self-devotion, not unpleasing to the +mind of a boy; but, strange enough, I was the only one who felt it. + +The first sight of land to one on sea is always an event of uncommon +interest; but how greatly increased is the feeling when that land is +to be the scene of a perilous exploit--the cradle of his ambition, or +perhaps his grave! All my speculations about the expedition--all my +daydreams of success, or my anxious hours of dark forebodings--never +brought the matter so palpably before me as the dim outline of a distant +headland, which, I was told, was part of the Irish coast. + +This was on the 17th of August, but on the following day we stood +further out to sea again, and saw no more of it. + +The three succeeding ones we continued to beat up slowly to the +northward against a head wind and a heavy sea; but on the evening of +the 21st the sun went down in mellow splendour, and a light air from the +south springing up, the sailors pronounced a most favourable change of +weather--a prophecy that a starry night and a calm sea soon confirmed. + +The morning of the 22nd broke splendidly--a gentle breeze from the +south-west slightly curled the blue waves, and filled the canvas of +the three frigates, as in close order they sailed along under the tall +cliffs of Ireland. We were about three miles from the shore, on which +now every telescope and glass was eagerly directed. As the light +and fleeting clouds of early morning passed away we could descry the +outlines of the bold coast, indented with many a bay and creek, while +rocky promontories and grassy slopes succeeded each other in endless +variety of contrast. Towns, or even villages, we could see none--a few +small wretched-looking hovels were dotted over the hills, and here and +there a thin wreath of blue smoke bespoke habitation, but, save these +signs, there was an air of loneliness and solitude which increased the +solemn feelings of the scene. + +All these objects of interest, however, soon gave way before another +to the contemplation of which every eye was turned. This was a small +fishing-boat, which, with a low mast and ragged piece of canvas, was +seen standing boldly out for us: a red handkerchief was fastened to a +stick in the stern, as if for a signal, and on our shortening sail, +to admit of her overtaking us, the ensign was lowered as though in +acknowledgment of our meaning. + +The boat was soon alongside, and we now perceived that her crew +consisted of a man and a boy, the former of whom, a powerfully built, +loose fellow, of about five-and-forty, dressed in a light-blue frieze +jacket and trousers, adroitly caught at the cast of rope thrown out to +him, and having made fast his skiff, clambered up the ship's side at +once, gaily, as though he were an old friend coming to welcome us. + +'Is he a pilot?' asked the officer of the watch, addressing one of the +Irish officers. + +'No; he's only a fisherman, but he knows the coast perfectly, and says +there is deep water within twenty fathoms of the shore.' + +An animated conversation in Irish now ensued between the peasant and +Captain Madgett, during which a wondering and somewhat impatient group +stood around, speedily increased by the presence of General Humbert +himself and his staff. + +'He tells me, general,' said Madgett, 'that we are in the Bay of +Killala, a good and safe anchorage, and, during the southerly winds, the +best on all the coast.' + +'What news has he from the shore?' asked Humbert sharply, as if the care +of the ship was a very secondary consideration. + +'They have been expecting us with the greatest impatience, general; he +says the most intense anxiety for our coming is abroad.' + +'What of the people themselves? Where are the national forces? Have they +any headquarters near this? Eh, what says he? What is that? Why does he +laugh?' asked Humbert, in impatient rapidity, as he watched the changes +in the peasant's face. + +'He was laughing at the strange sound of a foreign language, so odd and +singular to his ears,' said Madgett; but for all his readiness, a slight +flushing of the cheek showed that he was ill at ease. + +'Well, but what of the Irish forces? Where are they?' + +For some minutes the dialogue continued in an animated strain between +the two; the vehement tone and gestures of each bespeaking what sounded +at least like altercation; and Madgett at last turned half angrily away, +saying, 'The fellow is too ignorant; he actually knows nothing of what +is passing before his eyes.' + +[Illustration: 229] + +'Is there no one else on board can speak this _barargouinage_?' cried +Humbert, in anger. + +'Yes, general, I can interrogate him,' cried a young lad named Conolly, +who had only joined us on the day before we sailed. + +And now as the youth addressed the fisherman in a few rapid sentences, +the other answered as quickly, making a gesture with his hands that +implied grief, or even despair. + +'We can interpret that for ourselves,' broke in Humbert; 'he is telling +you that the game is up.' + +'Exactly so, general; he says that the insurrection has been completely +put down, that the Irish forces are scattered or disbanded, and all the +leaders taken.' + +'The fellow is just as likely to be an English spy,' said Madgett, in a +whisper; but Humbert's gesture of impatience showed how little trust he +reposed in the allegation. + +'Ask him what English troops are quartered in this part of the country,' +said the general. + +'A few militia, and two squadrons of dragoons,' was the prompt reply. + +'No artillery?' + +'None.' + +'Is there any rumour of our coming abroad, or have the frigates been +seen?' asked Humbert. + +'They were seen last night from the church steeple of Killala, general,' +said Conolly, translating, 'but believed to be English.' + +'Come; that is the best news he has brought us yet,' said Humbert, +laughing; 'we shall at least surprise them a little. Ask him what men of +rank or consequence live in the neighbourhood, and how are they affected +towards the expedition?' + +A few words, and a low dry laugh, made all the peasant's reply. + +'Eh, what says he?' asked Humbert. + +'He says, sir, that, except a Protestant bishop, there's nothing of the +rank of gentry here.' + +'I suppose we need scarcely expect his blessing on our efforts,' said +Humbert, with a hearty laugh. 'What is he saying now?--what is he +looking at?' + +'He says that we are now in the very best anchorage of the bay,' said +Conolly, 'and that on the whole coast there's not a safer spot.' + +A brief consultation now took place between the general and naval +officers, and in a few seconds the word was given to take in all sail +and anchor. + +'I wish I could speak to that honest fellow myself,' said Humbert, as +he stood watching the fisherman, who, with a peasant curiosity, had now +approached the mast, and was passing his fingers across the blades of +the cutlasses as they stood in the sword-rack. + +'Sharp enough for the English, eh?' cried Humbert, in French, but with +a gesture that seemed at once intelligible. A dry nod of the head gave +assent to the remark. + +'If I understand him aright,' said Humbert, in a half-whisper to +Conolly, 'we are as little expected by our friends as by our enemies; +and that there is little or no force in arms among the Irish.' + +'There are plenty ready to fight, he says, sir, but none accustomed to +discipline.' + +A gesture, half contemptuous, was all Humbert's reply, and he now turned +away and walked the deck alone and in silence. Meanwhile the bustle and +movements of the crew continued, and soon the great ships, their sails +all coiled, lay tranquilly at anchor in a sea without a ripple. + +'A boat is coming out from the shore, general,' whispered the lieutenant +on duty. + +'Ask the fisherman if he knows it.' + +Conolly drew the peasant's attention to the object, and the man, after +looking steadily for a few seconds, became terribly agitated. + +'What is it, man--can't you tell who it is?' asked Conolly. + +But although so composed before, so ready with all his replies, he +seemed now totally unmanned--his frank and easy features being struck +with the signs of palpable terror. At last, and with an effort that +bespoke all his fears, he muttered--' 'Tis the king's boat is coming, +and 'tis the collector's on board of her!' + +'Is that all?' cried Conolly, laughing, as he translated the reply to +the general. + +'Won't you say that I'm a prisoner, sir; won't you tell them that you +"took" me?' said the fisherman, in an accent of fervent entreaty, for +already his mind anticipated the casualty of a failure, and what might +betide him afterwards; but no one now had any care for him or his +fortunes--all was in preparation to conceal the national character of +the ships. The marines were ordered below, and all others whose uniforms +might betray their country, while the English colours floated from every +mast-head. + +General Humbert, with Serasin and two others, remained on the poop-deck, +where they continued to walk, apparently devoid of any peculiar interest +or anxiety in the scene. Madgett alone betrayed agitation at this +moment, his pale face was paler than ever, and there seemed to me a kind +of studious care in the way he covered himself up with his cloak, so +that not a vestige of his uniform could be seen. + +The boat now came close under our lee, and Conolly being ordered to +challenge her in English, the collector, standing up in the stern, +touched his hat, and announced his rank. The gangway-ladder was +immediately lowered, and three gentlemen ascended the ship's side and +walked aft to the poop. I was standing near the bulwark at the time, +watching the scene with intense interest. As General Humbert stood a +little in advance of the rest, the collector, probably taking him for +the captain, addressed him with some courteous expressions of welcome, +and was proceeding to speak of the weather, when the general gently +stopped him by asking if he spoke French. + +I shall never forget the terror of face that question evoked. At first, +looking at his two companions, the collector turned his eyes to the +gaff, where the English flag was flying; but still unable to utter a +word, he stood like one entranced. + +'You have been asked if you can speak French, sir?' said Conolly, at a +sign from the general. + +'No--very little--very badly--not at all; but isn't this--am I not on +board of----' + +'Can none of them speak French?' said Humbert shortly. + +'Yes, sir,' said a young man on the collector's right; 'I can make +myself intelligible in that language, although no great proficient.' + +'Who are you, monsieur?--are you a civilian?' asked Humbert. + +'Yes, sir. I am the son of the Bishop of Killala, and this young +gentleman is my brother.' + +'What is the amount of the force in this neighbourhood?' + +'You will pardon me, sir,' said the youth, 'if I ask, first, who it is +puts this question, and under what circumstances I am expected to answer +it.' + +'All frank and open, sir,' said Humbert, good-humouredly. 'I 'm the +General Humbert, commanding the army for the liberation of Ireland--so +much for your first question. As to your second one, I believe that if +you have any concern for yourself, or those belonging to you, you will +find that nothing will serve your interest so much as truth and plain +dealing.' + +'Fortunately, then, for me,' said the youth, laughing, 'I cannot +betray my king's cause, for I know nothing, nothing whatever, about the +movement of troops. I seldom go ten miles from home, and have not been +even at Ballina since last winter.' + +'Why so cautious about your information, then, sir,' broke in Serasin +roughly, 'since you have none to give?' + +'Because I had some to receive, sir, and was curious to know where I was +standing,' said the young man boldly. + +While these few sentences were being interchanged, Madgett had +learned from the collector that, except a few companies of militia and +fencibles, the country was totally unprovided with troops; but he also +learned that the people were so crest-fallen and subdued in courage from +the late failure of the rebellion, that it was very doubtful whether +our coming would arouse them to another effort. This information, +particularly the latter part of it, Madgett imparted to Humbert at once, +and I thought, by his manner, and the eagerness with which he spoke, +that he seemed to use all his powers to dissuade the general from a +landing; at least I overheard him more than once say--'Had we been +farther north, sir-----' + +Humbert quickly stopped him by the words-- + +'And what prevents us, when we have landed, sir, in extending our line +north'ard?--the winds cannot surely master us, when we have our feet +on the sward. Enough of all this; let these gentlemen be placed in +security, and none have access to them without my orders. Make signal +for the commanding-officers to come on board here. We've had too much of +speculation--a little action now will be more profitable.' + +'So, we are prisoners, it seems!' said the young man who spoke French, +as he moved away with the others, who, far more depressed in spirit, +hung their heads in silence, as they descended between decks. + +Scarcely was the signal for a council of war seen from the mast-head, +when the different boats might be descried stretching across the bay +with speed. And now all were assembled in General Humbert's cabin whose +rank and station in the service entitled them to the honour of being +consulted. + +To such of us as held inferior 'grade,' the time passed tediously enough +as we paced the deck, now turning from the aspect of the silent and +seemingly uninhabited cliffs along shore to listen if no sign betokened +the breaking up of the council; nor were we without serious fears that +the expedition would be abandoned altogether. This suspicion originated +with some of the Irish themselves, who, however confident of success, +and boastful of their country's resources before we sailed, now made no +scruple of averring that everything was the exact reverse of what they +had stated, for that the people were dispirited, the national forces +disbanded, neither arms, money, nor organisation anywhere--in fact, that +a more hopeless scheme could not be thought of than the attempt, and +that its result could not fail to be defeat and ruin to all concerned. + +Shall I own that the bleak and lonely aspect of the hills along shore, +the dreary character of the landscape, the almost deathlike stillness +of the scene, aided these gloomy impressions, and made it seem as if we +were about to try our fortune on some desolate spot, without one look of +encouragement, or one word of welcome to greet us? The sight of even an +enemy's force would have been a relief to this solitude--the stir and +movement of a rival army would have given spirit to our daring, and +nerved our courage, but there was something inexpressibly sad in this +unbroken monotony. + +A few tried to jest upon the idea of liberating a land that had no +inhabitants--the emancipation of a country without people; but even +French flippancy failed to be witty on a theme so linked with all our +hopes and fears, and at last a dreary silence fell upon all, and we +walked the deck without speaking, waiting and watching for the result of +that deliberation which already had lasted above four mortal hours. + +Twice was the young man who spoke French summoned to the cabin, but, +from the briefness of his stay, apparently with little profit; and +now the day began to wane, and the tall cliffs threw their lengthened +shadows over the still waters of the bay, and yet nothing was resolved +on. To the quiet and respectful silence of expectation, now succeeded +a low and half-subdued muttering of discontent; groups of five or six +together were seen along the deck, talking with eagerness and animation, +and it was easy to see that whatever prudential or cautious reasons +dictated to the leaders, their arguments found little sympathy with +the soldiers of the expedition. I almost began to fear that if a +determination to abandon the exploit were come to, a mutiny might break +out, when my attention was drawn off by an order to accompany Colonel +Gharost on shore to reconnoitre. This at least looked like business, and +I jumped into the small boat with alacrity. + +With the speed of four oars stoutly plied, we skimmed along the calm +surface, and soon saw ourselves close in to the shore. Some little time +was spent in looking for a good place to land, for although not the +slightest air of wind was blowing, the long swell of the Atlantic broke +upon the rocks with a noise like thunder. At last we shot into a little +creek with a shelving gravelly beach, and completely concealed by the +tall rocks on every side; and now we sprang out, and stood upon Irish +ground! + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. A RECONNAISSANCE + +From the little creek where we landed, a small zigzag path led up the +sides of the cliff, the track by which the peasants carried the sea-weed +which they gathered for manure, and up this we now slowly wended our +way. + +Stopping for some time to gaze at the ample bay beneath us, the +tall-masted frigates floating so majestically on its glassy surface--it +was a scene of tranquil and picturesque beauty with which it would have +been almost impossible to associate the idea of war and invasion. In +the lazy bunting that hung listlessly from peak and mast-head--in the +cheerful voices of the sailors, heard afar off in the stillness--in +the measured plash of the sea itself, and the fearless daring of the +sea-gulls, as they soared slowly above our heads--there seemed +something so suggestive of peace and tranquillity, that it struck us as +profanation to disturb it. + +As we gained the top and looked around us, our astonishment became even +greater. A long succession of low hills, covered with tall ferns or +heath, stretched away on every side; not a house, nor a hovel, nor a +living thing to be seen. Had the country been one uninhabited since +the Creation, it could not have presented an aspect of more thorough +desolation! No road-track, nor even a footpath, led through the dreary +waste before us, on which, to all seeming, the foot of man had never +fallen. And as we stood for some moments, uncertain which way to turn, a +sense of the ridiculous suddenly burst upon the party, and we all broke +into a hearty roar of laughter. + +'I little thought,' cried Charost, 'that I should ever emulate "La +Perouse," but it strikes me that I am destined to become a great +discoverer.' + +'How so, colonel?' asked his aide-de-camp. + +'Why, it is quite clear that this same island is uninhabited; and if it +be all like this, I own I'm scarcely surprised at it.' + +'Still, there must be a town not far off, and the residence of that +bishop we heard of this morning.' + +A half-incredulous shrug of the shoulders was all his reply, as he +sauntered along with his hands behind his back, apparently lost in +thought; while we, as if instinctively partaking of his gloom, followed +him in total silence. + +'Do you know, gentlemen, what I'm thinking?' said he, stopping suddenly +and facing about. 'My notion is, that the best thing to do here would be +to plant our tricolour, proclaim the land a colony of France, and take +to our boats again.' + +This speech, delivered with an air of great gravity, imposed upon us +for an instant; but the moment after, the speaker breaking into a hearty +laugh, we all joined him, as much amused by the strangeness of our +situation, as by anything in his remark. + +'We never could bring our guns through a soil like this, colonel,' +said the aide-de-camp, as he struck his heel into the soft and clayey +surface. + +'If we could ever land them at all!' muttered he, half aloud; then +added, 'But for what object should we? Believe me, gentlemen, if we are +to have a campaign here, bows and arrows are the true weapons.' + +'Ah! what do I see yonder?' cried the aide-de-camp; 'are not those sheep +feeding in that little glen?' + +'Yes,' cried I, 'and a man herding them, too. See, the fellow has caught +sight of us, and he's off as fast as his legs can carry him.' And so was +it: the man had no sooner seen us than he sprang to his feet and hurried +down the mountain at full speed. + +Our first impulse was to follow and give him chase, and even without a +word we all started off in pursuit; but we soon saw how fruitless would +be the attempt, for, even independent of the start he had got of us, the +peasant's speed was more than the double of our own. + +'No matter,' said the colonel, 'if we have lost the shepherd we have +at least gained the sheep, and so I recommend you to secure mutton for +dinner to-morrow.' + +With this piece of advice, down the hill he darted as hard as he could; +Briolle, the aide-de-camp, and myself following at our best pace. We +were reckoning without our host, however, for the animals, after one +stupid stare at us, set off in a scamper that soon showed their mountain +breeding, keeping all together like a pack of hounds, and really not +very inferior in the speed they displayed. + +A little gorge led between the hills, and through this they rushed +madly, and with a clatter like a charge of cavalry. Excited by the +chase, and emulous each to outrun the other, the colonel threw off his +shako, and Briolle his sword, in the ardour of pursuit. We now gained +on them rapidly, and though, from a winding in the glen, they had +momentarily got out of sight, we knew that we were close upon them. I +was about thirty paces in advance of my comrades, when, on turning an +angle of the gorge, I found myself directly in front of a group of mud +hovels, near which were standing about a dozen ragged, miserable-looking +men, armed with pitchforks and scythes, while in the rear stood the +sheep, blowing and panting from the chase. + +I came to a dead stop; and although I would have given worlds to have +had my comrades at my side, I never once looked back to see if they were +coming; but, putting a bold face on the matter, called out the only few +words I knew of Irish, 'Go de-mat ha tu.' + +The peasants looked at each other; and whether it was my accent, my +impudence, or my strange dress and appearance, or altogether, I cannot +say, but after a few seconds' pause they burst out into a roar of +laughter, in the midst of which my two comrades came up. + +'We saw the sheep feeding on the hills yonder,' said I, recovering +self-possession, 'and guessed that by giving them chase they'd lead us +to some inhabited spot. What is this place called?' + +'Shindrennin,' said a man who seemed to be the chief of the party; 'and, +if I might make so bould, who are you, yourselves?' + +'French officers; this is my colonel,' said I, pointing to Charost, who +was wiping his forehead and face after his late exertion. + +The information, far from producing the electric effect of pleasure I +had anticipated, was received with a coldness almost amounting to fear, +and they spoke eagerly together for some minutes in Irish. + +'Our allies evidently don't like the look of us,' said Charost, +laughing;' and if the truth must be told, I own the disappointment is +mutual.' + +'Tis too late you come, sir,' said the peasant, addressing the colonel, +while he removed his hat, and assumed an air of respectful deference. +''Tis all over with poor Ireland this time.' + +'Tell him,' said Charost, to whom I translated the speech, 'that it's +never too late to assert a good cause; that we have got arms for twenty +thousand, if they have but hands and hearts to use them. Tell him that +a French army is now lying in that bay yonder, ready and able to +accomplish the independence of Ireland.' + +I delivered my speech as pompously as it was briefed to me; and although +I was listened to in silence, and respectfully, it was plain my words +carried little or no conviction with them. Not caring to waste more of +our time in such discourse, I now inquired about the country--in what +directions lay the highroads, and the relative situations of the towns +of Killala, Gastlebar, and Ballina, the only places of comparative +importance in the neighbourhood. I next asked about the landing-places, +and learned that a small fishing-harbour existed, not more than half a +mile from the spot where we had landed, from which a little country +road lay to the village of Palmerstown. As to the means of transporting +baggage, guns, and ammunition, there were few horses to be had, but +with money we might get all we wanted; indeed, the peasants constantly +referred to this means of success, even to asking 'What the French would +give a man that was to join them?' If I did not translate the demand +with fidelity to my colonel, it was really that a sense of shame +prevented me. My whole heart was in the cause; and I could not endure +the thought of its being degraded in this way. It was growing duskish, +and the colonel proposed that the peasant should show us the way to +the fishing-harbour he spoke of, while some other of the party might go +round to our boat, and direct them to follow us thither. The arrangement +was soon made, and we all sauntered down towards the shore, chatting +over the state of the country, and the chances of a successful rising. +From the specimen before me, I was not disposed to be over sanguine +about the peasantry. The man was evidently disaffected towards England. +He bore her neither good-will nor love, but his fears were greater than +all else. He had never heard of anything but failure in all attempts +against her, and he could not believe in any other result. Even the aid +and alliance of France inspired no other feeling than distrust, for +he said more than once, 'Sure what can harm yez? Haven't ye yer ships +beyant, to take yez away, if things goes bad?' + +I was heartily glad that Colonel Charost knew so little English, that +the greater part of the peasant's conversation was unintelligible to +him, since, from the first, he had always spoken of the expedition in +terms of disparagement; and certainly what we were now to hear was not +of a nature to controvert the prediction. + +In our ignorance as to the habits and modes of thought of the people, +we were much surprised at the greater interest the peasant betrayed when +asking us about France and her prospects, than when the conversation +concerned his own country. It appeared as though, in the one case, +distance gave grandeur and dimensions to all his conceptions, while +familiarity with home scenes and native politics had robbed them of +all their illusions. He knew well that there were plenty of hardships, +abundance of evils, to deplore in Ireland: rents were high, taxes and +tithes oppressive, agents were severe, bailiffs were cruel Social wrongs +he could discuss for hours, but of political woes, the only ones we +could be expected to relieve or care for, he really knew nothing. ''Tis +true,' he repeated, 'that what my honour said was all right, Ireland was +badly treated,' and so on; 'liberty was an elegant thing if a body had +it,' and such like; but there ended his patriotism. + +Accustomed for many a day to the habits of a people where all were +politicians, where the rights of man and the grand principles of +equality and self-government were everlastingly under discussion, I was, +I confess it, sorely disappointed at this worse than apathy. + +'Will they fight?--ask him that,' said Gharost, to whom I had been +conveying a rather rose-coloured version of my friend's talk. + +'Oh, begorra! we 'll fight sure enough!' said he, with a half-dogged +scowl beneath his brows. + +'What number of them may we reckon on in the neighbourhood?' repeated +the colonel. + +''Tis mighty hard to say; many of the boys were gone over to England for +the harvest; some were away to the counties inland, others were working +on the roads; but if they knew, sure they 'd be soon back again.' + +'Might they calculate on a thousand stout, effective men?' asked +Charost. + +'Ay, twenty, if they were at home,' said the peasant, less a liar by +intention than from the vague and careless disregard of truth so common +in all their own intercourse with each other. + +I must own that the degree of credit we reposed in the worthy man's +information was considerably influenced by the state of facts before +us, inasmuch as that the 'elegant, fine harbour' he had so gloriously +described--'the beautiful road'--'the neat little quay' to land upon, +and the other advantages of the spot, all turned out to be most grievous +disappointments. That the people were not of our own mind on these +matters, was plain enough from the looks of astonishment our discontent +provoked; and now a lively discussion ensued on the relative merits of +various bays, creeks, and inlets along the coast, each of which, with +some unpronounceable name or other, was seen to have a special advocate +in its favour, till at last the colonel lost all patience, and jumping +into the boat, ordered the men to push off for the frigate. + +Evidently out of temper at the non-success of his reconnaissance, and as +little pleased with the country as the people, Gharost did not speak a +word as we rowed back to the ship. Our failure, as it happened, was of +little moment, for another party, under the guidance of Madgett, had +already discovered a good landing-place at the bottom of the Bay of +Rathfran, and arrangements were already in progress to disembark the +troops at daybreak. We also found that, during our absence, some of the +'chiefs' had come off from shore, one of whom, named Neal Kerrigan, was +destined to attain considerable celebrity in the rebel army. He was a +talkative, vulgar, presumptuous fellow, who, without any knowledge or +experience whatever, took upon him to discuss military measures and +strategy with all the assurance of an old commander. + +Singularly enough, Humbert suffered this man to influence him in a great +degree, and yielded opinion to him on points even where his own judgment +was directly opposed to the advice he gave. + +If Kerrigan's language and bearing were directly the reverse of +soldierlike, his tawdry uniform of green and gold, with massive +epaulettes and a profusion of lace, were no less absurd in our eyes, +accustomed as we were to the almost puritan plainness of military +costume. His rank, too, seemed as undefined as his information; for +while he called himself 'General,' his companions as often addressed +him by the title of 'Captain.' Upon some points his counsels, indeed, +alarmed and astonished us. + +'It was of no use whatever,' he said, 'to attempt to discipline the +peasantry, or reduce them to anything like habits of military obedience. +Were the effort to be made, it would prove a total failure; for they +would either grow disgusted with the restraint, and desert altogether, +or so infect the other troops with their own habits of disorder, that +the whole force would become a mere rabble. Arm them well, let them have +plenty of ammunition, and free liberty to use it in their own way and +their own time, and we should soon see that they would prove a greater +terror to the English than double the number of trained and disciplined +troops.' + +In some respects this view was a correct one; but whether it was a +wise counsel to have followed, subsequent events gave us ample cause to +doubt. + +Kerrigan, however, had a specious, reckless, go-a-head way with him that +suited well the tone and temper of Humbert's mind. He never looked too +far into consequences, but trusted that the eventualities of the morrow +would always suggest the best course for the day after; and this alone +was so akin to our own general's mode of proceeding, that he speedily +won his confidence. + +The last evening on board was spent merrily on all sides. In the general +cabin, where the staff and all the _chefs de brigade_ were assembled, +gay songs, and toasts, and speeches succeeded each other till nigh +morning. The printed proclamations, meant for circulation among the +people, were read out, with droll commentaries; and all imaginable +quizzing and jesting went on about the new government to be established +in Ireland, and the various offices to be bestowed upon each. Had the +whole expedition been a joke, the tone of levity could not have been +greater. Not a thought was bestowed, not a word wasted, upon any of +the graver incidents that might ensue. All were, if not hopeful and +sanguine, utterly reckless, and thoroughly indifferent to the future. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. KILLALA + +I will not weary my reader with an account of our debarkation, less +remarkable as it was for the 'pomp and circumstance of war' than for +incidents and accidents the most absurd and ridiculous--the miserable +boats of the peasantry, the still more wretched cattle employed to drag +our artillery and train-waggons, involving us in innumerable misfortunes +and mischances. Never were the heroic illusions of war more thoroughly +dissipated than by the scenes which accompanied our landing! Boats and +baggage-waggons upset; here, a wild, half savage-looking fellow swimming +after a cocked-hat--there, a group of ragged wretches scraping sea-weed +from a dripping officer of the staff; noise, uproar, and confusion +everywhere; smart aides-de-camp mounted on donkeys; trim field-pieces +'horsed' by a promiscuous assemblage of men, women, cows, ponies, and +asses. Crowds of idle country-people thronged the little quay, and, +obstructing the passages, gazed upon the whole with eyes of wonderment +and surprise, but evidently enjoying all the drollery of the scene with +higher relish than they felt interest in its object or success. This +trait in them soon attracted all our notice, for they laughed at +everything: not a caisson tumbled into the sea, not a donkey brought his +rider to the ground, but one general shout shook the entire assemblage. + +If want and privation had impressed themselves by every external sign on +this singular people, they seemed to possess inexhaustible resources of +good-humour and good spirits within. No impatience or rudeness on +our part could irritate them; and even to the wildest and least +civilised-looking fellow around, there was a kind of native courtesy and +kindliness that could not fail to strike us. + +A vague notion prevailed that we were their 'friends'; and although +many of them did not clearly comprehend why we had come, or what was +the origin of the warm attachment between us, they were too lazy and too +indifferent to trouble their heads about the matter. They were satisfied +that there would be a 'shindy' somewhere, and somebody's bones would get +broken, and even that much was a pleasant and reassuring consideration; +while others of keener mould revelled in plans of private vengeance +against this landlord or that agent--small debts of hatred to be paid +off in the day of general reckoning. + +From the first moment nothing could exceed the tone of fraternal feeling +between our soldiers and the people. Without any means of communicating +their thoughts by speech, they seemed to acquire an instinctive +knowledge of each other in an instant. If the peasant was poor, there +was no limit to his liberality in the little he had. He dug up his +half-ripe potatoes, he unroofed his cabin to furnish straw for litter, +he gave up his only beast, and was ready to kill his cow, if asked, +to welcome us. Much of this was from the native, warm, and impulsive +generosity of their nature, and much, doubtless, had its origin in the +bright hopes of future recompense inspired by the eloquent appeals of +Neal Kerrigan, who, mounted on an old white mare, rode about on every +side, addressing the people in Irish, and calling upon them to give all +aid and assistance to 'the expedition.' + +The difficulty of the landing was much increased by the small space of +level ground which intervened between the cliffs and the sea, and of +which now the thickening crowd filled every spot. This and the miserable +means of conveyance for our baggage delayed us greatly, so that, with +a comparatively small force, it was late in the afternoon before we had +all reached the shore. + +We had none of us eaten since morning, and were not sorry, as we crowned +the heights, to hear the drums beat for 'cooking.' In an inconceivably +short, time fires blazed along the hills, around which, in motley +groups, stood soldiers and peasantry mingled together, while the work +of cooking and eating went briskly on, amid hearty laughter and all the +merriment that mutual mistakes and misconceptions occasioned. It was a +new thing for French soldiers to bivouac in a friendly country, and find +themselves the welcome guests of a foreign people; and certainly, the +honours of hospitality, however limited the means, could not have been +performed with more of courtesy or good-will. Paddy gave his 'all,' with +a generosity that might have shamed many a richer donor. + +While the events I have mentioned were going forward, and a considerable +crowd of fishermen and peasants had gathered about us, still it was +remarkable that, except immediately on the coast itself, no suspicion of +our arrival had gained currency, and even the country-people who lived a +mile from the shore did not know who we were. The few who, from distant +heights and headlands, had seen the ships, mistook them for English, and +as all those who were out with fish or vegetables to sell were detained +by the frigates, any direct information about us was impossible. So far, +therefore, all might be said to have gone most favourably with us. We +had safely escaped the often-menaced dangers of the Channel fleet; we +had gained a secure and well-sheltered harbour; and we had landed our +force not only without opposition, but in perfect secrecy. There were, +I will not deny, certain little counterbalancing circumstances on the +other side of the account not exactly so satisfactory. The patriot +forces upon which we had calculated had no existence. There were neither +money, nor stores, nor means of conveyance to be had; even accurate +information as to the strength and position of the English was +unattainable; and as to generals and leaders, the effective staff had +but a most sorry representative in the person of Neal Kerrigan. This +man's influence over our general increased with every hour, and one of +the first orders issued after our landing contained his appointment as +an extra aide-de-camp on General Humbert's staff. + +In one capacity Neal was most useful. All the available sources of +pillage for a wide circuit of country he knew by heart, and it was +plain, from the accurate character of his information, varying, as it +did, from the chattels of the rich landed proprietor to the cocks +and hens of the cottier, that he had taken great pains to master his +subject. At his suggestion it was decided that we should march that +evening on Killala, where little or more likely no resistance would +be met with, and General Humbert should take up his quarters in the +'Castle,' as the palace of the bishop was styled. There, he said, +we should not only find ample accommodation for the staff, but good +stabling, well filled, and plenty of forage, while the bishop himself +might be a most useful hostage to have in our keeping. From thence, too, +as a place of some note, general orders and proclamations would issue, +with a kind of notoriety and importance necessary at the outset of an +undertaking like ours; and truly never was an expedition more loaded +with this species of missive than ours--whole cart-loads of printed +papers, decrees, placards, and such like, followed us. If our object had +been to drive out the English by big type and a flaming letterpress, we +could not have gone more vigorously to work. Fifty thousand broadsheet +announcements of Irish independence were backed by as many proud +declarations of victory, some dated from Limerick, Cashel, or Dublin +itself. + +Here, a great placard gave the details of the new Provincial Government +of Western Ireland, with the name of the 'Prefect' a blank. There was +another, containing the police regulations for the 'arrondissements' of +Connaught, 'et ses dependances.' Every imaginable step of conquest +and occupation was anticipated and provided for in these wise and +considerate protocols, from the 'enthusiastic welcome of the French on +the western coast' to the hour of 'General Humbert's triumphal entry +into Dublin!' Nor was it prose alone, but even poetry did service in +our cause. Songs, not, I own, conspicuous for any great metrical beauty, +commemorated our battles and our bravery; so that we entered upon the +campaign as deeply pledged to victory as any force I ever heard or read +of in history. + +Neal, who was, I believe, originally a schoolmaster, had great +confidence in this arsenal of 'black and white,' and soon persuaded +General Humbert that a bold face and a loud tongue would do more in +Ireland than in any country under heaven; and, indeed, if his own career +might be called a success, the theory deserved some consideration. +A great part of our afternoon was then spent in distributing these +documents to the people, not one in a hundred of whom could read, but +who treasured the placards with a reverence nothing diminished by +their ignorance. Emissaries, too, were appointed to post them up in +conspicuous places through the country, on the doors of the chapels, +at the smiths' forges, at cross-roads--everywhere, in short, where they +might attract notice. The most important and business-like of all these, +however, was one headed 'Arms!'--'Arms!' and which went on to say that +no man who wished to lift his hand for old Ireland need do so without +a weapon, and that a general distribution of guns, swords, and bayonets +would take place at noon the following day at the Palace of Killala. + +Serasint and, I believe, Madgett, were strongly opposed to this +indiscriminate arming of the people; but Neal's counsels were now in the +ascendant, and Humbert gave an implicit confidence to all he suggested. + +It was four o'clock in the evening when the word to march was given, and +our gallant little force began its advance movement. Still attached to +Colonel Charost's staff, and being, as chasseurs, in the advance, I had +a good opportunity of seeing the line of march from an eminence about +half a mile in front. Grander and more imposing displays I have indeed +often witnessed. As a great military 'spectacle' it could not, of +course, be compared with those mighty armies I had seen deploying +through the defiles of the Black Forest, or spreading like a sea over +the wide plain of Germany; but in purely picturesque effect, this scene +surpassed all I had ever beheld at the time, nor do I think that, in +after-life, I can recall one more striking. + +The winding road, which led over hill and valley, now disappearing, +now emerging, with the undulations of the soil, was covered by troops +marching in a firm, compact order--the grenadiers in front, after which +came the artillery, and then the regiments of the line. Watching the +dark column, occasionally saluting it as it went with a cheer, stood +thousands of country-people on every hill-top and eminence, while far +away in the distance the frigates lay at anchor in the bay, the guns at +intervals thundering out a solemn 'boom' of welcome and encouragement to +their comrades. + +There was something so heroic in the notion of that little band of +warriors throwing themselves fearlessly into a strange land, to contest +its claim for liberty with one of the most powerful nations of the +world; there was a character of daring intrepidity in this bold advance, +they knew not whither, nor against what force, that gave the whole an +air of glorious chivalry. + +I must own that distance lent its wonted illusion to the scene, and +proximity, like its twin-brother familiarity, destroyed much of the +prestige my fancy had conjured up. The line of march, so imposing when +seen from afar, was neither regular nor well kept. The peasantry were +permitted to mingle with the troops; ponies, mules, and asses, loaded +with camp-kettles and cooking-vessels, were to be met with everywhere. +The baggage-waggons were crowded with officers and _sous-officiers_ who, +disappointed in obtaining horses, were too indolent to walk. Even the +gun-carriages, and the guns themselves, were similarly loaded, while, at +the head of the infantry column, in an old rickety gig, the ancient mail +conveyance between Ballina and the coast, came General Humbert, Neal +Kerrigan capering at his side on the old grey, whose flanks were now +tastefully covered by the tricolour ensign of one of the boats as a +saddle-cloth. + +This nearer and less enchanting prospect of my gallant comrades I was +enabled to obtain on being despatched to the rear by Colonel Charost, to +say that we were now within less than a mile of the town of Killala, its +venerable steeple and the tall chimneys of the palace being easily seen +above the low hills in front. Neal Kerrigan passed me as I rode back +with my message, galloping to the front with all the speed he could +muster; but while I was talking to the general he came back to say that +the beating of drums could be heard from the town, and that by the rapid +movements here and there of people, it was evident the defence was being +prepared. There was a lookout, too, from the steeple, that showed our +approach was already known. The general was not slow in adopting his +measures, and the word was given for quick-march, the artillery to +deploy right and left of the road, two companies of grenadiers forming +on the flanks. 'As for you, sir,' said Humbert to me, 'take that horse,' +pointing to a mountain pony, fastened behind the gig, 'ride forward to +the town, and make a reconnaissance. You are to report to me,' cried he, +as I rode away, and was soon out of hearing. + +Quitting the road, I took a foot-track across the fields, and which the +pony seemed to know well, and after a sharp canter reached a small, poor +suburb of the town, if a few straggling wretched cabins can deserve the +name. A group of countrymen stood in the middle of the road, about fifty +yards in front of me; and while I was deliberating whether to advance +or retire, a joyous cry of 'Hurrah for the French!' decided me, and I +touched my cap in salute and rode forward. + +Other groups saluted me with a similar cheer, as I went on; and now +windows were flung open, and glad cries and shouts of welcome rang out +from every side. These signs were too encouraging to turn my back upon, +so I dashed forward through a narrow street in front, and soon found +myself in a kind of square or 'Place,' the doors and windows of which +were all closed, and not a human being to be seen anywhere. As I +hesitated what next to do, I saw a soldier in a red coat rapidly turn +the corner--'What do you want here, you spy?' he cried out in a loud +voice, and at the same instant his bullet rang past my ear with a +whistle. I drove in the spurs at once, and just as he had gained a +doorway, I clove his head open with my sabre--he fell dead on the spot +before me. Wheeling my horse round, I now rode back, as I had come, at +full speed, the same welcome cries accompanying me as before. + +Short as had been my absence, it was sufficient to have brought the +advanced guard close up with the town; and just as I emerged from the +little suburb, a quick, sharp firing drew my attention towards the left +of the wall, and there I saw our fellows advancing at a trot, while +about twenty red-coats were in full flight before them, the wild cries +of the country-people following them as they went. + +I had but time to see thus much, and to remark that two or three English +prisoners were taken, when the general came up. He had now abandoned +the gig, and was mounted on a large, powerful black horse, which I +afterwards learned was one of the bishop's. My tidings were soon told, +and, indeed, but indifferently attended to, for it was evident enough +that the place was our own. + +'This way, general--follow me,' cried Kerrigan. 'If the light companies +will take the road down to the "Acres," they'll catch the yeomen as they +retreat by that way, and we have the town our own.' + +The counsel was speedily adopted; and although a dropping fire here and +there showed that some slight resistance was still being made, it was +plain enough that all real opposition was impossible. + +'Forward!' was now the word; and the chasseurs, with their muskets 'in +sling,' advanced at a trot up the main street. At a little distance the +grenadiers followed, and, debouching into the square, were received +by an ill-directed volley from a few of the militia, who took to their +heels after they fired. Three or four red-coats were killed, but the +remainder made their escape through the churchyard, and, gaining the +open country, scattered and fled as best they could. + +Humbert, who had seen war on a very different scale, could not help +laughing at the absurdity of the skirmish, and was greatly amused with +the want of all discipline and 'accord' exhibited by the English troops. + +'I foresee, gentlemen,' said he jocularly, 'that we may have abundance +of success, but gain very little glory, in the same campaign. Now for a +blessing upon our labours--where shall we find our friend the bishop?' + +'This way, general,' cried Neal, leading down a narrow street, at the +end of which stood a high wall, with an iron gate. This was locked, and +some efforts at barricading it showed the intention of a defence; but +a few strokes of a pioneer s hammer smashed the lock, and we entered +a kind of pleasure-ground, neatly and trimly kept. We had not +advanced many paces when the bishop, followed by a great number of his +clergy--for it happened to be the period of his annual visitation--came +forward to meet us. + +Humbert dismounted, and removing his chapeau, saluted the dignitary +with a most finished courtesy. I could see, too, by his gesture, that he +presented General Serasin, the second in command; and, in fact, all his +motions were those of a well-bred guest at the moment of being received +by his host. Nor was the bishop, on his side, wanting either in ease or +dignity; his manner, not without the appearance of deep sorrow, was yet +that of a polished gentleman doing the honours of his house to a number +of strangers. + +As I drew nearer I could hear that the bishop spoke French fluently, +but with a strong foreign accent. This facility, however, enabled him +to converse with ease on every subject, and to hold intercourse directly +with our general, a matter of no small moment to either party. It is +probable that the other clergy did not possess this gift, for assuredly +their manner towards us inferiors of the staff was neither gracious nor +conciliating; and as for myself, the few efforts I made to express, in +English, my admiration for the coast scenery, or the picturesque +beauty of the neighbourhood, were met in any rather than a spirit of +politeness. + +The generals accompanied the bishop into the castle, leaving myself +and three or four others on the outside. Colonel Charost soon made +his appearance, and a guard was stationed at the entrance gate, with a +strong picket in the garden. Two sentries were placed at the hall door, +and the words 'Quartier General' written up over the portico. A small +garden pavilion was appropriated to the colonel's use, and made the +office of the adjutant-general, and in less than half an hour after +our arrival, eight _sous-officiers_ were hard at work under the trees, +writing away at billets, contribution orders, and forage rations; while +I, from my supposed fluency in English, was engaged in carrying messages +to and from the staff to the various shopkeepers and tradesmen of the +town, numbers of whom now flocked around us with expressions of welcome +and rejoicing. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. OUR ALLIES + +I have spent pleasanter, but I greatly doubt if I ever knew busier days, +than those I passed at the Bishop's Palace at Killala; and now, as I +look upon the event, I cannot help wondering that we could seriously +have played out a farce so full of absurdity and nonsense! There was a +gross mockery of all the usages of war, which, had it not been for the +serious interests at stake, would have been highly amusing. + +Whether it was the important functions of civil government, the details +of police regulation, the imposition of contributions, the appointment +of officers, or the arming of the volunteers, all was done with a +pretentious affectation of order that was extremely ludicrous. The very +institutions which were laughingly agreed to overnight, as the wine went +briskly round, were solemnly ratified in the morning, and, still more +strange, apparently believed in by those whose ingenuity devised them; +and thus the 'Irish Directory,' as we styled the imaginary government, +the National Treasury, the Pension Fund, were talked of with all the +seriousness of facts! As to the commissariat, to which I was for the +time attached, we never ceased writing receipts and acknowledgments +for stores and munitions of war, all of which were to be honourably +acquitted by the Treasury of the Irish Republic. + +No people could have better fallen in with the humour of this delusion +than the Irish. They seemed to believe everything, and yet there was a +reckless, headlong indifference about them, which appeared to say, that +they were equally prepared for any turn fortune might take, and if the +worst should happen, they would never reproach us for having misled +them. The real truth was--but we only learned it too late--all those +who joined us were utterly indifferent to the great cause of Irish +independence; their thoughts never rose above a row and a pillage. It +was to be a season of sack, plunder, and outrage, but nothing more! That +such were the general sentiments of the volunteers, I believe none will +dispute. We, however, in our ignorance of the people and their language, +interpreted all the harum-scarum wildness we saw as the buoyant +temperament of a high-spirited nation, who, after centuries of +degradation and ill-usage, saw the dawning of liberty at last. + +Had we possessed any real knowledge of the country, we should at once +have seen that, of those who joined us, none were men of any influence +or station. If, now and then, a man of any name strayed into the camp, +he was sure to be one whose misconduct or bad character had driven +him from associating with his equals; and, even of the peasantry, our +followers were of the very lowest order. Whether General Humbert was +the first to notice the fact, I know not; but Charost, I am certain, +remarked it, and even thus early predicted the utter failure of the +expedition. + +I must confess the volunteers were the least imposing of allies. I think +I have the whole scene before my eyes this moment, as I saw it each +morning in the palace garden. + +The inclosure, which, more orchard than garden, occupied a space of a +couple of acres, was the headquarters of Colonel Charost; and here, in +a pavilion formerly dedicated to hoes, rakes, rolling-stones, and +garden-tools, we were now established to the number of fourteen. As the +space beneath the roof was barely sufficient for the colonel's personal +use, the officers of his staff occupied convenient spots in the +vicinity. My station was under a large damson-tree, the fruit of which +afforded me, more than once, the only meal I tasted from early morning +till late at night; not, I must say, from any lack of provisions, for +the palace abounded with every requisite of the table, but that, such +was the pressure of business, we were not able to leave off work even +for half an hour during the day. + +A subaltern's guard of grenadiers, divided into small parties, did duty +in the garden; and it was striking to mark the contrast between these +bronzed and war-worn figures, and the reckless tatterdemalion host +around us. Never was seen such a scarecrow set! Wild-looking, ragged +wretches, their long lank hair hanging down their necks and shoulders, +usually barefooted, and with every sign of starvation in their features; +they stood in groups and knots, gesticulating, screaming, hurrahing, and +singing, in all the exuberance of a joy that caught some, at least, of +its inspiration from whisky. + +It was utterly vain to attempt to keep order amongst them; even the +effort to make them defile singly through the gate into the garden was +soon found impracticable, without the employment of a degree of force +that our adviser, Kerrigan, pronounced would be injudicious. Not only +the men made their way in, but great numbers of women, and even children +also; and there they were, seated around fires, roasting their potatoes +in this bivouac fashion, as though they had deserted hearth and home to +follow us. + +Such was the avidity to get arms--of which the distribution was +announced to take place here--that several had scaled the wall in their +impatience, and as they were more or less in drink, some disastrous +accidents were momentarily occurring, adding the cries and exclamations +of suffering to the ruder chorus of joy and revelry that went on +unceasingly. + +The impression--we soon saw how absurd it was--the impression that +we should do nothing that might hurt the national sensibilities, but +concede all to the exuberant ardour of a bold people, eager to be led +against their enemies, induced us to submit to every imaginable breach +of order and discipline. + +'In a day or two, they 'll he like your own men; you 'll not know them +from a battalion of the line. Those fellows will be like a wall under +fire.' + +Such and such like were the assurances we were listening to all day, +and it would have been like treason to the cause to have refused them +credence. + +Perhaps I might have been longer a believer in this theory, had I not +perceived signs of a deceptive character in these our worthy allies; +many who, to our faces, wore nothing but looks of gratitude and delight, +no sooner mixed with their fellows than their downcast faces and dogged +expression betrayed some inward sense of disappointment. + +One very general source of dissatisfaction arose from the discovery, +that we were not prepared to pay our allies! We had simply come to arm +and lead them, to shed our own blood, and pledge our fortunes in their +cause; but we certainly had brought no military chest to bribe their +patriotism, nor stimulate their nationality; and this I soon saw was a +grievous disappointment. + +In virtue of this shameful omission on our part, they deemed the +only resource was to be made officers, and thus crowds of uneducated, +semi-civilised vagabonds were every hour assailing us with their claims +to the epaulette. Of the whole number of these, I remember but three who +had ever served at all; two were notorious drunkards, and the third +a confirmed madman, from a scalp wound he had received when fighting +against the Turks. Many, however, boasted high-sounding names, and were, +at least so Kerrigan said, men of the first families in the land. + +Our general-in-chief saw little of them while at Killala, his principal +intercourse being with the bishop and his family; but Colonel Charost +soon learned to read their true character, and from that moment +conceived the most disastrous issue to our plans. The most trustworthy +of them was a certain O'Donnell, who, although not a soldier, was +remarked to possess a greater influence over the rabble volunteers +than any of the others. He was a young man of the half-squire class, an +ardent and sincere patriot, after his fashion; but that fashion, it must +be owned, rather partook of the character of class-hatred and +religious animosity than the features of a great struggle for national +independence. He took a very low estimate of the fighting qualities of +his countrymen, and made no secret of declaring it. + +'You would be better without them altogether,' said he one day to +Charost; 'but if you must have allies, draw them up in line, select +one-third of the best, and arm them.' + +'And the rest?' asked Charost. 'Shoot them,' was the answer. + +This conversation is on record--indeed, I believe there is yet one +witness living to corroborate it. + +I have said that we were very hard worked, but I must fain acknowledge +that the real amount of business done was very insignificant, so many +were the mistakes, misconceptions, and interruptions, not to speak of +the time lost by that system of conciliation of which I have already +made mention. In our distribution of arms there was little selection +practised or possible. The process was a brief one, but it might have +been briefer. + +Thomas Colooney, of Banmayroo, was called, and not usually being +present, the name would be passed on, from post to post, till it swelled +into a general shout of Colooney. + +'Tom Colooney, you're wanted; Tom, run for it, man, there's a price bid +for you! Here's Mickey, his brother, maybe he 'll do as well.' + +And so on: all this accompanied by shouts of laughter, and a running +fire of jokes, which, being in the vernacular, was lost to us. + +At last the real Colooney was found, maybe eating his dinner of +potatoes, maybe discussing his poteen with a friend---sometimes engaged +in the domestic duties of washing his shirt or his small-clothes, +fitting a new crown to his hat, or a sole to his brogues--whatever his +occupation, he was urged forward by his friends and the public, with +many a push, drive, and even a kick, into our presence, where, from the +turmoil, uproar, and confusion, he appeared to have fought his way by +main force, and very often, indeed, this was literally the fact, as his +bleeding nose, torn coat, and bare head attested. + +'Thomas Colooney--are you the man?' asked one of our Irish officers of +the staff. + +'Yis, yer honour, I 'm that same!' + +'You've come here, Colooney, to offer yourself as a volunteer in the +cause of your country?' + +Here a yell of 'Ireland for ever!' was always raised by the bystanders, +which drowned the reply in its enthusiasm, and the examination went +on:-- + +'You'll be true and faithful to that cause till you secure for your +country the freedom of America and the happiness of France? Kiss the +cross. Are you used to firearms?' + +'Isn't he?--maybe not! I'll be bound he knows a musket from a mealy +pratie!' + +Such and such like were the comments that rang on all sides, so that the +modest 'Yis, sir,' of the patriot was completely lost. + +'Load that gun, Tom,' said the officer. + +Here Colooney, deeming that so simple a request must necessarily be only +a cover for something underhand--a little clever surprise or so--takes +up the piece in a very gingerly manner, and examines it all round, +noticing that there is nothing, so far as he can discover, unusual nor +uncommon about it. + +'Load that gun, I say.' + +Sharper and more angrily is the command given this time. + +'Yis, sir, immadiately.' + +And now Tom tries the barrel with the ramrod, lest there should be +already a charge there--a piece of forethought that is sure to be loudly +applauded by the public, not the less so because the impatience of the +French officers is making itself manifest in various ways. + +At length he rams down the cartridge, and returns the ramrod; which +piece of adroitness, if done with a certain air of display and flourish, +is unfailingly saluted by another cheer. He now primes and cocks the +piece, and assumes a look of what he believes to be most soldierlike +severity. + +As he stands thus for scrutiny, a rather lively debate gets up as to +whether or not Tom bit off the end of the cartridge before he rammed it +down. The biters and anti-biters being equally divided, the discussion +waxes strong. The French officers, eagerly asking what may be the +disputed point, laugh very heartily on hearing it. + +'I'll lay ye a pint of sperits she won't go off,' cries one. + +'Done! for two naggins, if he pulls strong,' rejoins another. + +'Devil fear the same gun,' cries a third; 'she shot Mr. Sloan at fifty +paces, and killed him dead.' + +'Tisn't the same gun--that's a Frinch one--a bran-new one!' + +'She isn't.' + +'She is.' + +'No, she isn't.' + +'Yes, but she is.' 'What is't you say?' 'Hould your prate.' + +'Arrah, teach your mother to feed ducks.' + +'Silence in the ranks. Keep silence there. Attention, Colooney!' + +'Yis, sir.' + +'Fire!' + +'What at, sir?' asks Tom, taking an amateur glance of the company, who +look not over satisfied at his scrutiny. + +'Fire in the air!' + +[Illustration: 260] + +Bang goes the piece, and a yell follows the explosion, while cries of +'Well done, Tom,' 'Begorra, if a Protestant got that!' and so on, greet +the performance. + +'Stand by, Colooney!' and the volunteer falls back to make way for +another and similar exhibition, occasionally varied by the humour of the +blunders of the new candidate. + +As to the Treasury orders, as we somewhat ludicrously styled the cheques +upon our imaginary bank, the scenes they led to were still more absurd +and complicated. We paid liberally, that is to say in promises, for +everything, and our generosity saved us a good deal of time, for it was +astonishing how little the owners disputed our solvency when the price +was left to themselves. But the rations were indeed the most difficult +matter of all; it being impossible to convince our allies of the fact +that the compact was one of trust, and the ration was not his own to +dispose of in any manner that might seem fit. + +'Sure, if I don't like to ate it--if I haven't an appetite for it--if +I'd rather have a pint of sperits, or a flannel waistcoat, or a pair of +stockings, than a piece of mate, what harm is that to any one?' + +This process of reasoning was much harder of answer than is usually +supposed, and even when replied to, another difficulty arose in its +place. Unaccustomed to flesh diet, when they tasted they could not +refrain from it, and the whole week's rations of beef, amounting to +eight pounds, were frequently consumed in the first twenty-four hours. + +Such instances of gormandising were by no means unfrequent, and, +stranger still, in no one case, so far as I knew, followed by any ill +consequences. + +The leaders were still more difficult to manage than the people. Without +military knowledge or experience of any kind, they presumed to dictate +the plan of a campaign to old and distinguished officers like Humbert +and Serasin, and when overruled by argument or ridicule, invariably fell +back upon their superior knowledge of Ireland and her people, a defence +for which, of course, we were quite unprepared, and unable to oppose +anything. From these and similar causes it may well be believed that +our labours were not light, and yet somehow, with all the vexations and +difficulties around us, there was a congenial tone of levity, an easy +recklessness, and a careless freedom in the Irish character that suited +us well There was but one single point whereupon we were not thoroughly +together, and this was religion. They were a nation of most zealous +Catholics; and as for us, the revolution had not left the vestige of a +belief amongst us. + +A reconnaissance in Ballina, meant rather to discover the strength +of the garrison than of the place itself, having shown that the royal +forces were inconsiderable in number, and mostly militia, General +Humbert moved forward, on Sunday morning the 26th, with nine hundred men +of our own force, and about three thousand 'volunteers,' leaving Colonel +Charost and his staff, with two companies of foot, at Killala, to +protect the town, and organise the new levies as they were formed. + +We saw our companions defile from the town with heavy hearts. The small +body of real soldiers seemed even smaller still from being enveloped +by that mass of peasants who accompanied them, and who marched on the +flanks or in the rear, promiscuously, without discipline or order--a +noisy, half-drunken rabble, firing off their muskets at random, and +yelling as they went, in savage glee and exultation. Our sole comfort +was in the belief, that, when the hour of combat did arrive, they would +fight to the very last. Such were the assurances of their own officers, +and made so seriously and confidently, that we never thought of +mistrusting them. + +'If they be but steady under fire,' said Charost, 'a month will make +them good soldiers. Ours is an easy drill, and soon learned; but I own,' +he added, 'they do not give me this impression.' + +Such was the reflection of one who watched them as they went past, and +with sorrow we saw ourselves concurring in the sentiment. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. THE DAY OF 'CASTLEBAR' + +We were all occupied with our drill at daybreak on the morning of the +27th of August, when a mounted orderly arrived at full gallop, with +news that our troops were in motion for Castlebar, and orders for us +immediately to march to their support, leaving only one subaltern and +twenty men in 'the Castle.' + +The worthy bishop was thunderstruck at the tidings. It is more than +probable that he never entertained any grave fears of our ultimate +success; still he saw that in the struggle, brief as it might be, +rapine, murder, and pillage would spread over the country, and that +crime of every sort would be certain to prevail during the short +interval of anarchy. + +As our drums were beating the 'rally,' he entered the garden, and +with hurried steps came forward to where Colonel Charost was standing +delivering his orders. + +'Good-day, Mons. l'Eveque,' said the colonel, removing his hat, and +bowing low. You see us in a moment of haste. The campaign has opened, +and we are about to march.' + +'Have you made any provision for the garrison of this town, colonel?' +said the bishop, in terror. 'Your presence alone here restrained the +population hitherto. If you leave us-----' + +'We shall leave you a strong force of our faithful allies, sir,' said +Charost; 'Irishmen could scarcely desire better defenders than their +countrymen.' + +'You forget, colonel, that some of us here are averse to this cause, +but, as non-combatants, lay claim to protection.' + +'You shall have it, too, Mons. l'Eveque; we leave an officer and twenty +men.' + +'An officer and twenty men!' echoed the bishop, in dismay. + +'Quite sufficient, I assure you,' said Charost coldly; 'and if a hair +of one of their heads be injured by the populace, trust me, sir, that we +shall take a terrible vengeance.' + +'You do not know these people, sir, as I know them,' said the bishop +eagerly. 'The same hour that you march out, will the town of Killala be +given up to pillage. As for your retributive justice, I may be pardoned +for not feeling any consolation in the pledge, for certes neither I nor +mine will live to witness it.' + +As the bishop was speaking, a crowd of volunteers, some in uniform and +all armed, drew nearer and nearer to the place of colloquy; and although +understanding nothing of what went forward in the foreign language, +seemed to watch the expressions of the speakers' faces with a most keen +interest. To look at the countenances of these fellows, truly one would +not have called the bishop's fears exaggerated; their expression was +that of demoniac passion and hatred. + +'Look, sir,' said the bishop, turning round, and facing the mob, 'look +at the men to whose safeguard you propose to leave us.' + +Charost made no reply; but making a sign for the bishop to remain where +he was, re-entered the pavilion hastily. I could see, through the window +that he was reading his despatches over again, and evidently taking +counsel with himself how to act. The determination was quickly come to. + +'Mons. l'Eveque,' said he, laying his hand on the bishop's arm, 'I find +that my orders admit of a choice on my part. I will, therefore, remain +with you myself, and keep a sufficient force of my own men. It is not +impossible, however, that in taking this step I may be perilling my +own safety. You will, therefore, consent that one of your sons shall +accompany the force now about to march, as a hostage. This is not an +unreasonable request on my part.' + +'Very well, sir,' said the bishop sadly. 'When do they leave?' + +'Within half an hour,' said Charost. + +The bishop, bowing, retraced his steps through the garden back to the +house. Our preparations for the road were by this time far advanced. The +command said, 'Light marching order, and no rations'; so that we +foresaw that there was sharp work before us. Our men--part of the 12th +demi-brigade, and a half company of grenadiers--were, indeed, ready on +the instant; but the Irish were not so easily equipped. Many had strayed +into the town; some, early as it was, were dead drunk; and not a few had +mislaid their arms or their ammunition, secretly preferring the chance +of a foray of their own to the prospect of a regular engagement with the +Royalist troops. + +Our force was still a considerable one, numbering at least fifteen +hundred volunteers, besides about eighty of our men. By seven o'clock +we were under march, and with drums beating, defiled from the narrow +streets of Killala into the mountain-road that leads to Cloonagh; it +being our object to form a junction with the main body at the foot of +the mountain. + +Two roads led from Ballina to Castlebar--one to the eastward, the other +to the west of Lough Con. The former was a level road, easily passable +by wheel carriages, and without any obstacle or difficulty whatever; +the other took a straight direction over lofty mountains, and in one +spot--the Pass of Barnageeragh--traversed a narrow defile, shut in +between steep cliffs, where a small force, assisted by artillery, could +have arrested the advance of a great army. The road itself, too, was +in disrepair; the rains of autumn had torn and fissured it, while heavy +sandslips and fallen rocks in many places rendered it almost impassable. + +The Royalist generals had reconnoitred it two days before, and were so +convinced that all approach in this direction was out of the +question, that a small picket of observation, posted near the Pass of +Barnageeragh, was withdrawn as useless, and the few stockades they had +fixed were still standing as we marched through. + +General Humbert had acquired all the details of these separate lines of +attack, and at once decided for the mountain-road, which, besides the +advantage of a surprise, was in reality four miles shorter. + +The only difficulty was the transport of our artillery, but as we merely +carried those light field-pieces called 'curricle guns,' and had no want +of numbers to draw them, this was not an obstacle of much moment. With +fifty, sometimes sixty, peasants to a gun, they advanced at a run, up +places where our infantry found the ascent sufficiently toilsome. Here, +indeed, our allies showed in the most favourable colours we had yet seen +them. The prospect of a fight seemed to excite their spirits almost +to madness; every height they surmounted they would break into a wild +cheer, and the vigour with which they tugged the heavy ammunition-carts +through the deep and spongy soil never interfered with the joyous shouts +they gave, and the merry songs they chanted in rude chorus. + + 'Tra, la, la! the French is comin', + What 'll now the red-coats do? + Maybe they won't get a drubbin'! + Sure we 'll lick them black and blue! + + 'Ye little knew the day was near ye, + Ye little thought they 'd come so far; + But here's the boys that never fear ye-- + Run, yer sowls, for Castlebar!' + +To this measure they stepped in time, and although the poetry was +lost upon our ignorance, the rattling joyousness of the air sounded +pleasantly, and our men, soon catching up the tune, joined heartily in +the chorus. Another very popular melody ran somewhat thus:-- + + 'Our day is now begun, + Says the Shan van voght, + Our day is now begun, + Says the Shan van voght. + Our day is now begun, + And ours is all the fun! + Be my sowl ye 'd better run! + Says the Shan van voght!' + +There were something like a hundred verses to this famous air, but it +is more than likely, from the specimen given above, that my reader will +forgive the want of memory that leaves me unable to quote the remaining +ninety-nine; nor is it necessary that I should add, that the merit of +these canticles lay in the hoarse accord of a thousand rude voices, +heard in the stillness of a wild mountain region, and at a time when +an eventful struggle was before us; such were the circumstances which +possibly made these savage rhymes assume something of terrible meaning. + +We had just arrived at the entrance of Barnageeragh, when one of our +mounted scouts rode up to say, that a peasant, who tended cattle on +the mountains, had evidently observed our approach, and hastened into +Castlebar with the tidings. + +It was difficult to make General Humbert understand this fact. + +'Is this the patriotism we have heard so much of? Are these the people +who would welcome us as deliverers?! _Parbleu!_ I've seen nothing but +lukewarmness or downright opposition since I landed! In that same town +we have just quitted--a miserable hole, too, was it--what was the +first sight that greeted us? a fellow in our uniform hanging from +the stanchion of a window, with an inscription round his neck, to the +purport that he was a traitor! This is the fraternity which our Irish +friends never wearied to speak of!' + +Our march was now hastened, and in less than an hour we debouched from +the narrow gorge into the open plain before the town of Castlebar. A few +shots in our front told us that the advanced picket had fallen in with +the enemy, but a French cheer also proclaimed that the Royalists had +fallen back, and our march continued unmolested. The road, which was +wide and level here, traversed a flat country, without hedgerow or +cover, so that we were able to advance in close column, without any +precaution for our flanks; but before us there was a considerable +ascent, which shut out all view of the track beyond it. Up this our +advanced guard was toiling, somewhat wearied with a seven hours' march +and the heat of a warm morning, when scarcely had the leading files +topped the ridge, than plump went a round shot over their heads, which, +after describing a fine curve, plunged into the soft surface of a newly +ploughed field. The troops were instantly retired behind the crest of +the hill, and an orderly despatched to inform the general that we +were in face of the enemy. He had already seen the shot and marked its +direction. The main body was accordingly halted, and defiling from the +centre, the troops extended on either side into the fields. While this +movement was being effected Humbert rode forward, and crossing the +ridge, reconnoitred the enemy. + +It was, as he afterwards observed, a stronger force than he had +anticipated, consisting of between three and four thousand bayonets, +with four squadrons of horse, and two batteries of eight guns, the +whole admirably posted on a range of heights, in front of the town, and +completely covering it. + +The ridge was scarcely eight hundred yards' distance, and so distinctly +was every object seen, that Humbert and his two aides-de-camp were +at once marked and fired at, even in the few minutes during which the +reconnaissance lasted. + +As the general retired the firing ceased, and now all our arrangements +were made without molestation of any kind. They were, indeed, of the +simplest and speediest Two companies of our grenadiers were marched to +the front, and in advance of them, about twenty paces, were posted a +body of Irish in French uniforms. This place being assigned them, it was +said, as a mark of honour, but in reality for no other purpose than to +draw on them the Royalist artillery, and thus screen the grenadiers. + +Under cover of this force came two light six-pounder guns, loaded +with grape, and intended to be discharged at point-blank distance. The +infantry brought up the rear in three compact columns, ready to deploy +into line at a moment. + +In these very simple tactics no notice whatever was taken of the great +rabble of Irish who hung upon our flanks and rear in disorderly +masses, cursing, swearing, and vociferating in all the license +of insubordination; and O'Donnell, whose showy uniform contrasted +strikingly with the dark-blue coat and low glazed cocked-hat of Humbert, +was now appealed to by his countrymen as to the reason of this palpable +slight. + +'What does he want? what does the fellow say?' asked Humbert, as he +noticed his excited gestures and passionate manner. + +'He is remonstrating, sir,' replied I, 'on the neglect of his +countrymen; he says that they do not seem treated like soldiers; no post +has been assigned, nor any order given them.' + +'Tell him, sir,' said Humbert, with a savage grin, 'that the discipline +we have tried in vain to teach them hitherto, we'll not venture to +rehearse under an enemy's fire; and tell him also that he and his ragged +followers are free to leave us, or, if they like better, to turn against +us, at a moment's warning.' + +I was saved the unpleasant task of interpreting this civil message by +Conolly, who, taking O'Donnell aside, appeared endeavouring to reason +with him, and reduce him to something like moderation. + +'There, look at them, they're running like sheep!' cried Humbert, +laughing, as he pointed to an indiscriminate rabble, some hundred yards +off, in a meadow, and who had taken to their heels on seeing a round +shot plunge into the earth near them. 'Come along, sir: come with me, +and when you have seen what fire is, you may go back and tell your +countrymen! Serasin, is all ready? Well then, forward, march!' + +'March!' was now re-echoed along the line, and steadily, as on a parade, +our hardy infantry stepped out, while the drums kept up a continued roll +as we mounted the hill. + +The first to cross the crest of the ascent were the 'Legion,' as the +Irish were called, who, dressed like French soldiers, were selected for +some slight superiority in discipline and bearing. They had but gained +the ridge, however, when a well-directed shot from a six-pounder smashed +in amongst them, killing two, and wounding six or seven others. The +whole mass immediately fell back on our grenadiers. The confusion +compelled the supporting column to halt, and once more the troops were +retired behind the hill. + +'Forward, men, forward!' cried Humbert, riding up to the front, and +in evident impatience at these repeated checks; and now the grenadiers +passed to the front, and, mounting the height, passed over, while a +shower of balls flew over and around them. A small slated house stood +half-way down the hill, and for this the leading files made a dash and +gained it, just as the main body were, for the third time, driven back +to re-form. + +It was now evident that an attack in column could not succeed against a +fire so admirably directed, and Humbert quickly deployed into line, and +prepared to storm the enemy's position. + +Up to this the conduct of the Royalists had been marked by the greatest +steadiness and determination. Every shot from their batteries had told, +and all promised an easy and complete success to their arms. No +sooner, however, had our infantry extended into line, than the militia, +unaccustomed to see an enemy before them, and unable to calculate +distance, opened a useless, dropping fire, at a range where not a bullet +could reach! + +The ignorance of this movement, and the irregularity of the discharge, +were not lost upon our fellows, most of whom were veterans of the army +of the Rhine, and, with a loud cheer of derision, our troops advanced +to meet them, while a cloud of skirmishers dashed forward and secured +themselves under cover of a hedge. + +Even yet, however, no important advantage had been gained by us, and if +the Royalists had kept their ground in support of their artillery, +we must have been driven back with loss; but, fortunately for us, a +movement we made to keep open order was mistaken by some of the militia +officers for the preparation to outflank them, a panic seized the +whole line, and they fell back, leaving their guns totally exposed and +unprotected. + +'They 're running! they 're running!' was the cry along our line; and +now a race was seen, which should be first up with the artillery. The +cheers at this moment were tremendous, for our 'allies,' who had kept +wide aloof hitherto, were now up with us, and, more lightly equipped +than we were, soon took the lead. The temerity, however, was costly, for +three several times did the Royalist artillery load and fire; and each +discharge, scarcely at half-musket range, was terribly effective. + +We were by no means prepared for either so sudden or complete a success, +and the scene was exciting in the highest degree, as the whole line +mounted the hill, cheering madly. From the crest of this rising ground +we could now see the town of Castlebar beneath us, into which the +Royalists were scampering at full speed. A preparation for defending the +bridge into the town did not escape the watchful eyes of our general, +who again gave the word 'Forward!' not by the road alone, but also +by the fields at either side, so as to occupy the houses that should +command the bridge, and which, by a palpable neglect, the others had +forgotten to do. + +Our small body of horse, about twenty hussars, were ordered to charge +the bridge, and had they been even moderately well mounted, must have +captured the one gun of the enemy at once; but the miserable cattle, +unable to strike a canter, only exposed them to a sharp musketry; and +when they did reach the bridge, five of their number had fallen. The +six-pounder was, however, soon taken, and the gunners sabred at their +posts, while our advanced guard coming up, completed the victory; and +nothing now remained but a headlong flight. + +Had we possessed a single squadron of dragoons, few could have escaped +us, for not a vestige of discipline remained. All was wild confusion +and panic. Such of the officers as had ever seen service, were already +killed or badly wounded; and the younger ones were perfectly unequal to +the difficult task of rallying or restoring order to a routed force. + +The scene in the market-square, as we rode in, is not easily to be +forgotten; about two hundred prisoners were standing in a group, +disarmed, it is true, but quite unguarded, and without any preparation +or precaution against escape! + +Six or seven English officers, amongst whom were two majors, were +gathered around General Humbert, who was conversing with them in +tones of easy and jocular familiarity. The captured guns of the enemy +(fourteen in all) were being ranged on one side of the square, while +behind them were drawn up a strange-looking line of men, with their +coats turned. These were part of the Kilkenny militia, who had deserted +to our ranks after the retreat began. + +Such was the 'fight' of Castlebar. It would be absurd to call it a +'battle'--a day too inglorious for the Royalists to reflect any credit +upon us; but, such as it was, it raised the spirits of our Irish +followers to a pitch of madness, and, out of our own ranks, none now +doubted in the certainty of Irish independence. + +Our occupation of the town lasted only a week; but, brief as the time +was, it was sufficient to widen the breach between ourselves and our +allies into an open and undisguised hatred. There were, unquestionably, +wrongs on both sides. As for us, we were thoroughly, bitterly +disappointed in the character of those we had come to liberate; and, +making the egregious mistake of confounding these semi-civilised +peasants with the Irish people, we deeply regretted that ever the French +army should have been sent on so worthless a mission. As for them, they +felt insulted and degraded by the offensive tone we assumed towards +them. Not alone were they never regarded as comrades, but a taunting +insolence of manner was assumed in all our dealings with them, very +strikingly in contrast to that with which we conducted ourselves towards +all the other inhabitants of the island, even those who were avowedly +inimical to our object and our cause. + +These things, with native quickness, they soon remarked. They saw the +consideration and politeness with which the bishop and his family were +treated; they saw several Protestant gentlemen suffered to return to +their homes 'on parole.' They saw, too--worse grievance of all--how +all attempts at pillage were restrained, or severely punished, and they +asked themselves, 'To what end a revolt, if neither massacre nor robbery +were to follow? If they wanted masters and rulers, sure they had the +English that they were used to, and could at least understand.' + +Such were the causes, and such the reasonings, which gradually ate +deeper and deeper into their minds, rendering them at first sullen, +gloomy, and suspicious, and at last insubordinate, and openly insulting +to us. + +Their leaders were the first to exhibit this state of feeling. Affecting +a haughty disdain for us, they went about with disparaging stories of +the French soldiery; and at last went even so far as to impugn their +courage! + +In one of the versions of the affair at Castlebar, it was roundly +asserted that but for the Irish threatening to fire on them, the French +would have turned and fled; while in another, the tactics of that +day were all ascribed to the military genius of Neal Kerrigan, who, +by-the-bye, was never seen from early morning until late the same +afternoon, when he rode into Castlebar on a fine bay horse that belonged +to Captain Shortall of the Royal Artillery! + +If the feeling between us and our allies was something less than +cordial, nothing could be more friendly than that which subsisted +between us and such of the Royalists as we came in contact with. The +officers who became our prisoners were treated with every deference and +respect. Two field-officers and a captain of carbineers dined daily +with the general, and Serasin entertained several others. We liked +them greatly; and I believe I am not flattering if I say that they +were equally satisfied with us. _Nos amis l'ennemis_, was the constant +expression used in talking of them; and every day drew closer the ties +of this comrade regard and esteem. + +Such was the cordial tone of intimacy maintained between us, that I +remember well, one evening at Humbert's table, an animated discussion +being carried on between the general and an English staff-officer on +the campaign itself--the Royalist averring that in marching southward +at all, a gross and irreparable mistake had been made, and that if the +French had occupied Sligo, and extended their wings towards the north, +they would have secured a position of infinitely greater strength, and +also become the centre for rallying round them a population of a very +different order from the half-starved tribes of Mayo. + +Humbert affected to say that the reason for his actual plan was that +twenty thousand French were daily expected to land in Lough Swilly, and +that the western attack was merely to occupy time and attention, while +the more formidable movement went on elsewhere. + +I know not if the English believed this; I rather suspect not. Certes, +they were too polite to express any semblance of distrust of what was +told them with all the air of truth. + +It was amusing, too, to see the candour with which each party discussed +the other to his face--the French general criticising all the faulty +tactics and defective manoeuvres of the Royalists; while the English +never hesitated to aver that whatever momentary success might wait upon +the French arms, they were just as certain to be obliged to capitulate +in the end. + +'You know it better than I do, general,' said the major of dragoons. 'It +may be a day or two earlier or later, but the issue will and must be--a +surrender.' + +'I don't agree with you,' said Humbert, laughing; 'I think there will +be more than one "Castlebar." But let the worst happen--and you must +own that your haughty country has received a heavy insult--your great +England has got a _soufflet_ in the face of all Europe!' + +This, which our general regarded as a great compensation--the greatest, +perhaps, he could receive for all defeat--did not seem to affect the +English with proportionate dismay, nor even to ruffle the equanimity of +their calm tempers. + +Upon one subject both sides were quite agreed--that the peasantry never +could aid, but very possibly would always shipwreck, every attempt to +win national independence. + +'I should have one army to fight the English, and two to keep down the +Irish!' was Humbert's expression; and very little experience served to +show that there was not much exaggeration in the sentiment. + +Our week at Castlebar taught us a good lesson in this respect. The +troops, wearied with a march that had begun on the midnight of the day +before, and with an engagement that lasted from eight till two in the +afternoon, were obliged to be under arms for several hours, to repress +pillage and massacre. Our allies now filled the town, to the number +of five thousand, openly demanding that it should be given up to them, +parading the streets in riotous bands, and displaying banners with long +lists of names doomed for immediate destruction. + +The steadiness and temper of our soldiery were severely tried by these +factious and insubordinate spirits; but discipline prevailed at last, +and before the first evening closed in, the town was quiet, and, for the +time at least, danger over. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. THE TOWN-MAJOR OF CASTLEBAR + +I am at a loss to know whether or not I owe an apology to my reader for +turning away from the more immediate object of this memoir of a life, to +speak of events which have assumed an historical reputation. It may be +thought ill-becoming in one who occupied the subordinate station that +I did, to express himself on subjects so very far above both his +experience and acquaintance; but I would premise, that in the opinions I +may have formed, and the words of praise or censure dropped, I have been +but retailing the sentiments of those older and wiser than myself, and +by whose guidance I was mainly led to entertain not only the convictions +but the prejudices of my early years. + +Let the reader bear in mind, too, that I was very early in life thrown +into the society of men--left self-dependent, in a great measure, and +obliged to decide for myself on subjects which usually are determined +by older and more mature heads. So much of excuse, then, if I seem +presumptuous in saying that I began to conceive a very low opinion +generally of popular attempts at independence, and a very high one of +the powers of military skill and discipline. A mob, in my estimation, +was the very lowest, and an army about the very highest, object I +could well conceive. My short residence at Castlebar did not tend to +controvert these impressions. The safety of the town and its inhabitants +was entirely owing to the handful of French who held it, and who, +wearied with guards, pickets, and outpost duty, were a mere fraction of +the small force that had landed a few days before. + +Our 'allies' were now our most difficult charge, Abandoning the hopeless +task of drilling and disciplining them, we confined ourselves to the +more practical office of restraining pillage and repressing violence--a +measure, be it said, that was not without peril, and of a very +serious kind. I remember one incident, which, if not followed by grave +consequences, yet appeared at the time of a very serious character. + +By the accidental misspelling of a name, a man named Dowall, a +notorious ruffian and demagogue, was appointed _commandant de place_, or +town-major, instead of a most respectable shopkeeper named Downes, who, +although soon made aware of the mistake, from natural timidity took +no steps to undeceive the general. Dowall was haranguing a mob of +half-drunken vagabonds, when his commission was put into his hands; and, +accepting the post as an evidence of the fears the French entertained of +his personal influence, became more overbearing and insolent than ever. +We had a very gallant officer, the second major of the 12th Regiment +of the Line, killed in the attack on Castlebar, and this Dowall at once +took possession of poor Delaitre's horse, arms, and equipment. His coat +and shako, his very boots and gloves, the scoundrel appropriated; and, +as if in mockery of us and our poor friend, assumed a habit that he had +when riding fast, to place his sabre between his leg and the saddle, to +prevent its striking the horse on the flanks. + +I need scarcely say that, thoroughly disgusted by the unsightly +exhibition, our incessant cares, and the endless round of duty we were +engaged in, as well as the critical position we occupied, left us no +time to notice the fellow's conduct by any other than a passing sign +of anger or contempt--provocations that he certainly gave us back as +insolently as we offered them. I do not believe that the general ever +saw him, but I know that incessant complaints were daily made to him +about the man's rapacity and tyranny, and scarcely a morning passed +without a dozen remonstrances being preferred against his overbearing +conduct. + +Determined to have his own countrymen on his side, he issued the +most absurd orders for the billeting of the rabble, the rations and +allowances of all kinds. He seized upon one of the best houses for his +own quarters, and three fine saddle-horses for his personal use, besides +a number of inferior ones for the ruffian following he called his staff! + +It was, indeed, enough to excite laughter, had not indignation been the +more powerful emotion, to see this fellow ride forth of a morning--a +tawdry scarf of green, with deep gold fringe, thrown over his shoulder, +and a saddle-cloth of the same colour, profusely studded with gold +shamrocks, on his horse; a drawn sword in his hand, and his head erect, +followed by an indiscriminate rabble on foot or horseback--some with +muskets, some pikes, some with sword blades, bayonets, or even knives +fastened on sticks, but all alike ferocious-looking. + +They affected to march in order, and, with a rude imitation of soldiery, +carried something like a knapsack on their shoulders, surmounted by a +kettle or tin cup, or sometimes an iron pot--a grotesque parody on the +trim cooking equipment of the French soldier. It was evident, from their +step and bearing, that they thought themselves in the very height of +discipline; and this very assumption was far more insulting to the real +soldier than all the licentious irregularity of the marauder. If to us +they were objects of ridicule and derision, to the townspeople they were +images of terror and dismay. The miserable shopkeeper who housed one of +them lived in continual fear; he knew nothing to be his own, and felt +that his property and family were every moment at the dictate of a +ruffian gang, who acknowledged no law, nor any rule save their own will +and convenience. Dowall's squad were indeed as great a terror in that +little town as I had seen the great name of Robespierre in the proud +city of Paris. + +In my temporary position on General Serasin's staff, I came to hear much +of this fellow's conduct. The most grievous stories were told me every +day of his rapacity and cruelty; but, harassed and overworked as the +general was with duties that would have been overmuch for three or four +men, I forebore to trouble him with recitals which could only fret and +distress him without affording the slightest chance of relief to others. +Perhaps this impunity had rendered him more daring, or, perhaps, the +immense number of armed Irish in comparison with the small force of +disciplined soldiers, emboldened the fellow; but certainly he grew day +by day more presumptuous and insolent, and at last so far forgot himself +as to countermand one of General Serasin's orders, by which a guard +was stationed at the Protestant church to prevent its being molested or +injured by the populace. + +General Humbert had already refused the Roman Catholic priest his +permission to celebrate mass in that building, but Dowall had determined +otherwise, and that, too, by a written order, under his own hand. The +French sergeant who commanded the guard of course paid little attention +to this warrant; and when Father Hennisy wanted to carry the matter with +a high hand, he coolly tore up the paper, and threw the fragments at +him. + +Dowall was soon informed of the slight offered to his mandate. He was at +supper at the time, entertaining a party of his friends, who all heard +the priest's story, and, of course, loudly sympathised with his sorrows, +and invoked the powerful leader's aid and protection. Affecting to +believe that the sergeant had merely acted in ignorance, and from not +being able to read English, Dowall despatched a fellow whom he called +his aide-de-camp, a schoolmaster named Lowrie, and who spoke a little +bad French, to interpret his command, and to desire the sergeant to +withdraw his men, and give up the guard to a party of 'the squad.' + +Great was the surprise of the supper-party, when, after the lapse of +half an hour, a country fellow came in to say that he had seen Lowrie +led off to prison between two French soldiers. By this time Dowall had +drunk himself into a state of utter recklessness, while, encouraged by +his friends' praises, and the arguments of his own passions, he fancied +that he might dispute ascendency with General Humbert himself. He at +once ordered out his horse, and gave a command to assemble the 'squad.' +As they were all billeted in his immediate vicinity, this was speedily +effected, and their numbers swelled by a vast mass of idle and curious, +who were eager to see how the matter would end; the whole street was +crowded, and when Dowall mounted, his followers amounted to above a +thousand people. + +If our sergeant, an old soldier of the 'Sambre et Meuse,' had not +already enjoyed some experience of our allies, it is more than likely +that, seeing their hostile advance, he would have fallen back upon the +main guard, then stationed in the market-square. As it was, he simply +retired his party within the church, the door of which had already been +pierced for the use of musketry. This done, and one of his men being +despatched to headquarters for advice and orders, he waited patiently +for the attack. + +I happened that night to make one of General Serasin's dinner-party, +and we were sitting over our wine, when the officer of the guard entered +hastily with the tidings of what was going on in the town. + +'Is it the _commandant de place_ himself who is at the head?' exclaimed +Serasin, in amazement, such a thought being a direct shock to all his +ideas of military discipline. + +'Yes, sir,' said the officer; 'the soldier knows his appearance well, +and can vouch for its being him.' + +'As I know something of him, general,' said I, 'I may as well mention +that nothing is more likely.' + +'Who is he--what is he?' asked Serasin hastily. + +A very brief account--I need not say not a nattering one--told all that +I knew or had ever heard of our worthy town-major--many of the officers +around corroborating, as I went on, all that I said, and interpolating +little details of their own about his robberies and exactions. + +'And yet I have heard nothing of all this before,' said the general, +looking sternly around him on every side. + +None ventured on a reply; and what might have followed there is no +guessing, when the sharp rattle of musketry cut short all discussion. + +'That fire was not given by soldiers,' said Serasin. 'Go, Tiernay, and +bring this fellow before me at once.' + +I bowed, and was leaving the room, when an officer, having whispered a +few words in Serasin's ear, the general called me back, saying-- + +'You are not to incur any risk, Tiernay; I want no struggle, still less +a rescue. You understand me?' + +'Perfectly, general; the matter will, I trust, be easy enough.' + +And so I left the room, my heart--shall I avow it?--bumping and +throbbing in a fashion that gave a very poor corroboration to my words. +There were always three or four horses ready saddled for duty at each +general's quarters, and, taking one of them, I ordered a corporal of +dragoons to follow me, and set out. It was a fine night of autumn; the +last faint sunlight was yet struggling with the coming darkness, as I +rode at a brisk trot down the main street towards the scene of action. + +I had not proceeded far when the crowds compelled me to slacken my pace +to a walk, and finding that the people pressed in upon me in such a +way as to prevent anything like a defence if attacked, still more, any +chance of an escape by flight, I sent the corporal forward to clear +a passage, and announce my coming to the redoubted commandant. It was +curious to see how the old dragoon's tactic effected his object, +and with what speed the crowd opened and fell back, as, with a flank +movement of his horse, he 'passaged' up the street, prancing, bounding, +and back-leaping, yet all the while perfectly obedient to the hand, +and never deviating from the straight line in the very middle of the +thoroughfare. + +I could catch from the voices around me that the mob had fired a volley +at the church door, but that our men had never returned the fire; and +now a great commotion of the crowd, and that swaying, surging motion of +the mass, which is so peculiarly indicative of a coming event, told that +something more was in preparation. And such was it; for already numbers +were hurrying forward with straw faggots, broken furniture, and other +combustible material, which, in the midst of the wildest cries and +shouts of triumph, were now being heaped up against the door. Another +moment, and I should have been too late; as it was, my loud summons to +'halt,' and a bold command for the mob to fall back, only came at the +very last minute. + +'Where's the commandant?' said I, in an imperious tone. + +'Who wants him?' responded a deep, husky voice, which I well knew to be +Dowall's. + +'The general in command of the town,' said I firmly--'General Serasin.' + +'Maybe I'm as good a general as himself,' was the answer. 'I never +called him my superior yet! Did I, boys?' + +'Never--devil a bit--why would you?' and such like, were shouted by the +mob around us, in every accent of drunken defiance. + +'You 'll not refuse General Serasin's invitation to confer with your +commandant, I hope?' said I, affecting a tone of respectful civility, +while I gradually drew nearer and nearer to him, contriving, at the same +time, by a dexterous plunging of my horse, to force back the bystanders, +and thus isolate my friend Dowall. + +'Tell him I've work to do here,' said he, 'and can't come; but if he's +fond of a bonfire he may as well step down this far and see one.' + +By this time, at a gesture of command from me, the corporal had placed +himself on the opposite side of Dowall's horse, and, by a movement +similar to my own, completely drove back the dense mob, so that we had +him completely in our power, and could have sabred or shot him at any +moment. + +'General Serasin only wishes to see you on duty, commandant,' said I, +speaking in a voice that could be heard over the entire assemblage; and +then, dropping it to a whisper, only audible to himself, I added-- + +'Come along quietly, sir, and without a word. If you speak, if you +mutter, or if you lift a finger, I'll run my sabre through your body.' + +'Forward, way, there!' shouted I aloud, and the corporal, holding +Dowall's bridle, pricked the horse with the point of his sword, and +right through the crowd we went at a pace that defied following, had any +the daring to think of it. + +So sudden was the act and so imminent the peril, for I held the point of +my weapon within a few inches of his back, and would have kept my word +most assuredly too, that the fellow never spoke a syllable as we went, +nor ventured on even a word of remonstrance till we descended at the +general's door. Then, with a voice tremulous with restrained passion, he +said-- + +'If ye think I'll forgive ye this thrick, my fine hoy, may the flames +and fire be my portion! and if I haven't my revenge on ye yet, my name +isn't Mick Dowall.' + +With a dogged, sulky resolution he mounted the stairs, but as he neared +the room where the general was, and from which his voice could even now +be heard, his courage seemed to fail him, and he looked back as though +to see if no chance of escape remained. The attempt would have been +hopeless, and he saw it. + +'This is the man, general,' said I, half pushing him forward into the +middle of the room, where he stood with his hat on, and in an attitude +of mingled defiance and terror. + +'Tell him to uncover,' said Serasin; but one of the aides-de-camp, more +zealous than courteous, stepped forward and knocked the hat off with his +hand. Dowall never budged an inch, nor moved a muscle, at this insult; +to look at him you could not have said that he was conscious of it. + +'Ask him if it was by his orders that the guard was assailed,' said the +general. + +I put the question in about as many words, but he made no reply. + +'Does the man know where he is? does he know who I am?' repeated Serasin +passionately. + +'He knows both well enough, sir,' said I; 'this silence is a mere +defiance of us.' + +'_Parbleu!_' cried an officer, 'that is the _coquin_ took poor +Delaitre's equipments; the very uniform he has on was his.' + +'The fellow was never a soldier,' said another. + +'I know him well,' interposed a third--' he is the very terror of the +townsfolk.' + +'Who gave him his commission?--who appointed him?' asked Serasin. + +Apparently the fellow could follow some words of French, for as the +general asked this he drew from his pocket a crumpled and soiled paper, +which he threw heedlessly upon the table before us. + +'Why, this is not his name, sir,' said I; 'this appointment is made out +in the name of Nicholas Downes, and our friend here is called Dowall.' + +'Who knows him? who can identify him?' asked Serasin. + +'I can say that his name is Dowall, and that he worked as a porter on +the quay in this town when I was a boy,' said a young Irishman who was +copying letters and papers at a side-table. 'Yes, Dowall,' said the +youth, confronting the look which the other gave him. 'I am neither +afraid nor ashamed to tell you to your face that I know you well, and +who you are, and what you are.' + +'I'm an officer in the Irish Independent Army now,' said Dowall +resolutely. 'To the divil I fling the French commission and all that +belongs to it. Tisn't troops that run and guns that burst we want. +Let them go back again the way they came--we 're able for the work +ourselves.* + +Before I could translate this rude speech an officer broke into the +room, with tidings that the streets had been cleared, and the rioters +dispersed; a few prisoners, too, were taken, whose muskets bore trace of +being recently discharged. + +'They fired upon our pickets, general,' said the officer, whose excited +look and voice betrayed how deeply he felt the outrage. + +The men were introduced; three ragged, ill-looking wretches, apparently +only roused from intoxication by the terror of their situation, for each +was guarded by a soldier with a drawn bayonet in his hand. + +'We only obeyed ordhers, my lord; we only did what the captain tould +us,' cried they, in a miserable, whining tone, for the sight of their +leader in captivity had sapped all their courage. + +'What am I here for? who has any business with me?' said Dowall, +assuming before his followers an attempt at his former tone of bully. + +'Tell him,' said Serasin, 'that wherever a French general stands in full +command he will neither brook insolence nor insubordination. Let those +fellows be turned out of the town, and warned never to approach the +quarters of the army under any pretence whatever. As for this scoundrel, +we'll make an example of him. Order a _peloton_ into the yard, and shoot +him!' + +I rendered this speech into English as the general spoke it, and never +shall I forget the wild scream of the wretch as he heard the sentence. + +'I'm an officer in the army of Ireland. I don't belong to ye at all. +You've no power over me. Oh, captain, darlin'; oh, gentlemen, speak for +me! General, dear; general, honey, don't sintince me! don't, for the +love o' God!' and in grovelling terror the miserable creature threw +himself on his knees to beg for mercy. + +'Tear off his epaulettes,' cried Serasin; 'never let a French uniform be +so disgraced!' + +The soldiers wrenched off the epaulettes at the command, and, not +satisfied with this, they even tore away the lace from the cuffs of the +uniform, which now hung in ragged fragments over his trembling hands. + +'Oh, sir! oh, general! oh, gentlemen, have marcy!' + +'Away with him,' said Serasin contemptuously; 'it is only the cruel can +be such cowards. Give the fellow his fusillade with blank cartridge, +and, the chances are, fear will kill him outright.' + +The scene that ensued is too shocking, too full of abasement, to record; +there was nothing that fear of death, nothing that abject terror could +suggest, that this miserable wretch did not attempt to save his life; he +wept--he begged in accents that were unworthy of all manhood--he kissed +the very ground at the general's feet in his abject sorrow; and when at +last he was dragged from the room, his screams were the most piercing +and terrific. + +Although all my compassion was changed into contempt, I felt that I +could never have given the word to fire upon him, had such been my +orders; his fears had placed him below all manhood, but they still +formed a barrier of defence around him. I accordingly whispered a few +words to the sergeant, as we passed down the stairs, and then, affecting +to have forgotten something, I stepped back towards the room, where the +general and his staff were sitting. The scuffling sound of feet, mingled +with the crash of firearms, almost drowned the cries of the still +struggling wretch; his voice, however, burst forth into a wild cry, and +then there came a pause--a pause that at last became insupportable to my +anxiety, and I was about to rush downstairs, when a loud yell, a savage +howl of derision and hate burst forth from the street; and on looking +out I saw a vast crowd before the door, who were shouting after a man, +whose speed soon carried him out of reach. This was Dowall, who, thus +suffered to escape, was told to fly from the town and never to return to +it. + +'Thank Heaven,' muttered I, 'we've seen the last of him.' + +The rejoicing was, however, premature. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. THE MISSION TO THE NORTH + +I have never yet been able to discover whether General Humbert really +did feel the confidence that he assumed at this period, or that he +merely affected it, the better to sustain the spirits of those around +him. If our success at Castlebar was undeniable, our loss was also +great, and far more than proportionate to all the advantages we had +acquired. Six officers and two hundred and forty men were either +killed or badly wounded, and as our small force had really acquired no +reinforcement worth the name, it was evident that another such costly +victory would be our ruin. + +Not one gentleman of rank or influence had yet joined us; few of the +priesthood; and, even among the farmers and peasantry, it was easy to +see that our recruits comprised those whose accession could never have +conferred honour or profit on any cause. + +Our situation was anything but promising. The rumours that reached us +(and we had no other or more accurate information than rumours) +told that an army of thirty thousand men, under the command of Lord +Cornwallis, was in march against us; that all the insurrectionary +movements of the south were completely repressed; that the spirit of +the Irish was crushed, and their confidence broken, either by defeat or +internal treachery. In a word, that the expedition had already failed, +and the sooner we had the means of leaving the land of our disasters the +better. + +Such were the universal feelings of all my comrades; but Humbert, who +had often told us that we were only here to prepare the way for another +and more formidable mission, now pretended to think that we were +progressing most favourably towards a perfect success. Perhaps he firmly +believed all this, or perhaps he thought that the pretence would give +more dignity to the finale of an exploit which he already saw was +nearly played out. I know not which is the true explanation, and am half +disposed to think that he was actuated as much by one impulse as the +other. + +'The Army of the North' was the talisman, which we now heard of for the +first time, to repair all our disasters, and ensure complete victory. +'The Army of the North,' whose strength varied from twenty to +twenty-five, and sometimes reached even thirty thousand men, and was +commanded by a distinguished Irish general, was now the centre to which +all our hopes turned. Whether it had already landed, and where, of what +it consisted, and how officered, not one of us knew anything; but by +dint of daily repetition and discussion we had come to believe in its +existence as certainly as though we had seen it under arms. + +The credulous lent their convictions without any trouble to themselves +whatever; the more sceptical studied the map, and fancied twenty +different places in which they might have disembarked; and thus the Army +of the North grew to be a substance and reality, as undoubted as the +scenes before our eyes. + +Never was such a ready solution of all difficulties discovered as this +same Army of the North. Were we to be beaten by Cornwallis, it was only +a momentary check, for the Army of the North would come up within a +few days and turn the whole tide of war. If our Irish allies grew +insubordinate or disorderly, a little patience and the Army of the North +would settle all that. Every movement projected was fancied to be in +concert with this redoubted corps, and at last every trooper that rode +in from Killala or Ballina was questioned as to whether his despatches +did not come from the Army of the North. + +Frenchmen will believe anything you like for twenty-four hours. They +can be flattered into a credulity of two days, and, by dint of great +artifice and much persuasion, will occasionally reach a third; but +there, faith has its limit; and if nothing palpable, tangible, and real, +intervene, scepticism ensues; and what with native sarcasm, ridicule, +and irony, they will demolish the card edifice of credit far more +rapidly than ever they raised it. For two whole days the Army of the +North occupied every man amongst us. We toasted it over our wine; we +discussed it at our quarters; we debated upon its whereabouts, its +strength, and its probable destination; but on the third morning a +terrible shock was given to our feelings by a volatile young lieutenant +of hussars exclaiming--'_Ma foi!_ I wish I could see this same Army of +the North!' + +Now, although nothing was more reasonable than this wish, nor was there +any one of us who had not felt a similar desire, this sudden expression +of it struck us all most forcibly, and a shrinking sense of doubt spread +over every face, and men looked at each other as though to say--'Is the +fellow capable of supposing that such an army does not exist?' It was a +very dreadful moment--a terrible interval of struggle between the broad +daylight of belief and the black darkness of incredulity; and we turned +glances of actual dislike at the man who had so unwarrantably shaken our +settled convictions. + +'I only said I should like to see them under arms,' stammered he, in the +confusion of one who saw himself exposed to public obloquy. + +This half-apology came too late---the mischief was done! and we shunned +each other like men who were afraid to read the accusation of even a +shrewd glance. As for myself, I can compare my feelings only to those of +the worthy alderman, who broke out into a paroxysm of grief on hearing +that _Robinson Crusoe_ was a fiction. I believe, on that sudden +revulsion of feeling, I could have discredited any and everything. If +there was no Army of the North, was I quite sure that there was any +expedition at all? Were the generals mere freebooters, the chiefs of a +marauding venture? Were the patriots anything but a disorderly rabble +eager for robbery and bloodshed? Was Irish Independence a mere phantom? +Such were among the shocking terrors that came across my mind as I +sat in my quarters, far too dispirited and depressed to mix among my +comrades. + +It had been a day of fatiguing duty, and I was not sorry, as night +fell, that I might betake myself to bed, to forget, if it might be, the +torturing doubts that troubled me. Suddenly I heard a heavy foot upon +the stair, and an orderly entered with a command for me to repair to the +headquarters of the general at once. Never did the call of duty summon +me less willing, never found me so totally disinclined to obey. I was +weary and fatigued; but worse, than this, I was out of temper with +myself, the service, and the whole world. Had I heard that the Royal +forces were approaching, I was exactly in the humour to have dashed +into the thick of them, and sold my life as dearly as I could, out of +desperation. + +Discipline is a powerful antagonist to a man's caprices, for with all +my irritability and discontent I arose, and resuming my uniform, set out +for General Humbert's quarters. I followed 'the orderly,' as he led the +way through many a dark street and crooked alley till we reached the +square. There, too, all was in darkness, save at the mainguard, where, +as usual, the five windows of the first storey were a blaze of light, +and the sounds of mirth and revelry, the nightly orgies of our officers, +were ringing out in the stillness of the quiet hour. The wild chorus +of a soldier-song, with its rataplan accompaniment of knuckles on the +table, echoed through the square, and smote upon my ear with anything +but a congenial sense of pleasure. + +In my heart I thought them a senseless, soulless crew, that could give +themselves to dissipation and excess on the very eve, as it were, of our +defeat, and with hasty steps I turned away into the side-street, where +a large lamp, the only light to be seen, proclaimed General Humbert's +quarters. + +A bustle and stir, very unusual at this late hour, pervaded the passages +and stairs, and it was some time before I could find one of the staff to +announce my arrival, which at last was done somewhat unceremoniously, +as an officer hurried me through a large chamber crowded with the staff +into an inner room, where, on a small field-bed, lay General Humbert, +without coat or boots, a much-worn scarlet cloak thrown half over him, +and a black handkerchief tied round his head. I had scarcely seen him +since our landing, and I could with difficulty recognise the burly, +high-complexioned soldier of a few days back, in the worn and haggard +features of the sick man before me. An attack of ague, which he had +originally contracted in Holland, had relapsed upon him, and he was now +suffering all the lassitude and sickness of that most depressing of all +maladies. + +Maps, books, plans, and sketches of various kinds scattered the bed, +the table, and even the floor around him; but his attitude as I entered +betrayed the exhaustion of one who could labour no longer, and whose +worn-out faculties demanded rest. He lay flat on his back, his arms +straight down beside him, and with half-closed eyes, seemed as though +falling off to sleep. + +His first aide-de-camp, Merochamp, was standing with his back to a small +turf fire, and made a sign to us to be still, and make no noise as we +came in. + +'He 's sleeping,' said he; 'it 's the first time he has closed his eyes +for ten days.' + +We stood for a moment uncertain, and were about to retrace our steps, +when Humbert said, in a low, weak voice-- + +'No! I'm not asleep, come in.' + +The officer who presented me now retired, and I advanced towards the +bedside. + +'This is Tiernay, general,' said Merochamp, stooping down and speaking +low; 'you wished to see him.' + +'Yes, I wanted him. Ha! Tiernay, you see me a good deal altered since we +parted last; however, I shall be all right in a day or two, it's a mere +attack of ague, and will leave when the good weather comes. I wished to +ask you about your family, Tiernay; was not your father Irish?' + +'No, sir; we were Irish two or three generations back, but since that we +have belonged either to Austria or to France.' + +'Then where were you born?' + +'In Paris, sir, I believe, but certainly in France.' + +'Then I said so, Merochamp; I knew that the boy was French.' + +'Still I don't think the precaution worthless,' replied Merochamp; +'Teeling and the others advise it.' + +'I know they do,' said Humbert peevishly, 'and for themselves it may be +needful; but this lad's case will be injured, not bettered by it. He is +not an Irishman; he never was at any time a British subject. Have you +any certificate of birth or baptism, Tiernay?' + +'None, sir; but I have my 'livret' for the school of Saumur, which sets +forth my being a Frenchman by birth.' + +'Quite sufficient, boy, let me have it.' + +It was a document which I always carried about with me since I landed, +to enable me any moment, if made prisoner, to prove myself an alien, and +thus escape the inculpation of fighting against the flag of my country. +Perhaps there was something of reluctance in my manner as I relinquished +it, for the general said, 'I'll take good care of it, Tiernay; you shall +not fare the worse because it is in my keeping. I may as well tell you +that some of our Irish officers have received threatening letters. It +is needless to say they are without name, stating that if matters go +unfortunately with us in this campaign they will meet the fate of men +taken in open treason; and that their condition of officers in our +service will avail them nothing. I do not believe this. I cannot believe +that they will be treated in any respect differently from the rest +of us. However, it is only just that I should tell you that your name +figures amongst those so denounced; for this reason I have sent for you +now. You, at least, have nothing to apprehend on this score. You are as +much a Frenchman as myself. I know Merochamp thinks differently from me, +and that your Irish descent and name will be quite enough to involve you +in the fate of others.' + +A gesture, half of assent but half of impatience, from the aide-de-camp, +here arrested the speaker. + +'Why not tell him frankly how he stands?' said Humbert eagerly; 'I see +no advantage in any concealment.' + +Then addressing me, he went on. 'I purpose, Tiernay, to give you the +same option I gave the others, but which they have declined to accept. +It is this: we are daily expecting to hear of the arrival of a force in +the north under the command of Generals Tandy and Rey.' + +'The Army of the North?' asked I, in some anxiety. 'Precisely; the Army +of the North. Now I desire to open a communication with them, and at the +same time to do so through the means of such officers as, in the event +of any disaster here, may have the escape to France open to them; which +this army will have, and which, I need not say, we have no longer. +Our Irish friends have declined this mission as being more likely to +compromise them if taken; and also as diminishing and not increasing +their chance of escape. In my belief that you were placed similarly +I have sent for you here this evening, and at the same time desire to +impress upon you that your acceptance or refusal is purely a matter at +your own volition.' + +'Am I to regard the matter simply as one of duty, sir? or as an +opportunity of consulting my personal safety?' + +'What shall I say to this, Merochamp?' asked Humbert bluntly. + +'That you are running to the full as many risks of being banged for +going as by staying; such is my opinion,' said the aide-de-camp. 'Here +as a rebel, there as a spy.' + +'I confess, then,' said I, smiling at the cool brevity of the speech, +'the choice is somewhat embarrassing! May I ask what you advise me to +do, general?' + +'I should say go, Tiernay.' + +'Go, by all means, lad,' broke in the aide-de-camp, who throughout +assumed a tone of dictation and familiarity most remarkable. 'If a stand +is to be made in this miserable country it will be with Rey's force; +here the game will not last much longer. There lies the only man capable +of conducting such an expedition, and his health cannot stand up against +its trials!' + +'Not so, Merochamp; I 'll be on horseback to-morrow or the day after at +furthest; and if I never were to take the field again, there are others, +yourself amongst the number, well able to supply my place: but as to +Tiernay--what says he?' + +'Make it duty, sir, and I shall go, or remain here with an easy +conscience,' said I. + +'Then duty be it, boy,' said he; 'and Merochamp will tell you +everything, for all this discussion has wearied me much, and I cannot +endure more talking.' + +'Sit down here,' said the aide-de-camp, pointing to a seat at his side, +'and five minutes will suffice.' + +He opened a large map of Ireland before us on the table, and running his +finger along the coast-line of the western side, stopped abruptly at the +bay of Lough Swilly. + +'There,' said he, 'that is the spot. There, too, should have been our +own landing! The whole population of the north will be with them--not +such allies as these fellows, but men accustomed to the use of arms, +able and willing to take the field. They say that five thousand men +could hold the passes of those mountains against thirty.' + +'Who says this?' said I, for I own it that I had grown marvellously +sceptical as to testimony. + +'Napper Tandy, who is a general of division, and one of the leaders of +this force'; and he went on: 'The utmost we can do will be to hold these +towns to the westward till they join us. We may stretch away thus +far,' and he moved his finger towards the direction of Leitrim, but no +farther. 'You will have to communicate with them; to explain what we +have done, where we are, and how we are. Conceal nothing--let them +hear fairly that this patriot force is worth nothing, and that even to +garrison the towns we take they are useless. Tell them, too, the sad +mistake we made by attempting to organise what never can be disciplined, +and let them not arm a population, as we have done, to commit rapine and +plunder.' + +Two letters were already written--one addressed to Rey, the other to +Napper Tandy. These I was ordered to destroy if I should happen to +become a prisoner; and with the map of Ireland, pen-marked in various +directions, by which I might trace my route, and a few lines to Colonel +Charost, whom I was to see on passing at Killala, I was dismissed.' +When I approached the bedside to take leave of the general he was sound +asleep. The excitement of talking having passed away, he was pale +as death, and his lips totally colourless. Poor fellow, he was +exhausted-looking and weary, and I could not help thinking, as I looked +on him, that he was no bad emblem of the cause he had embarked in! + +I was to take my troop-horse as far as Killala, after which I was to +proceed either on foot, or by such modes of conveyance as I could find, +keeping as nigh the coast as possible, and acquainting myself, so far as +I might do, with the temper and disposition of the people as I went. It +was a great aid to my sinking courage to know that there really was an +Army of the North, and to feel myself accredited to hold intercourse +with the generals commanding it. + +Such was my exultation at this happy discovery, that I was dying to +burst in amongst my comrades with the tidings, and proclaim, at the same +time, my own high mission. Merochamp had strictly enjoined my speedy +departure without the slightest intimation to any, whither I was going, +or with what object. + +A very small cloak-bag held all my effects, and with this slung at my +saddle I rode out of the town just as the church clock was striking +twelve. It was a calm, starlight night, and once a short distance from +the town, as noiseless and still as possible; a gossoon, one of +the numerous scouts we employed in conveying letters or bringing +intelligence, trotted along on foot beside me to show the way, for there +was a rumour that some of the Royalist cavalry still loitered about +the passes to capture our despatch bearers, or make prisoners of any +stragglers from the army. + +These gossoons, picked up by chance, and selected for no other +qualification than because they were keen-eyed and swift of foot, were +the most faithful and most worthy creatures we met with. In no instance +were they ever known to desert to the enemy, and, stranger still, they +were never seen to mix in the debauchery and excesses so common to all +the volunteers of the rebel camp. Their intelligence was considerable, +and to such a pitch had emulation stimulated them in the service, that +there was no danger they would not incur in their peculiar duties. + +My companion on the present occasion was a little fellow of about +thirteen years of age, and small and slight even for that; we knew him +as 'Peter,' but whether he had any other name, or what, I was ignorant. +He was wounded by a sabre-cut across the hand, which nearly severed the +fingers from it, at the bridge of Castlebar, but, with a strip of linen +bound round it, now he trotted along as happy and careless as if nothing +ailed him. + +I questioned him as we went, and learned that his father had been a herd +in the service of a certain Sir Roger Palmer, and his mother a dairymaid +in the same house, but as the patriots had sacked and burned the +'Castle,' of course they were now upon the world. He was a good deal +shocked at my asking what part his father took on the occasion of the +attack, but for a very different reason than that which I suspected. + +'For the cause, of course!' replied he, almost indignantly; 'why +wouldn't he stand up for ould Ireland!' + +'And your mother--what did she do?' + +He hung down his head, and made no answer till I repeated the question. + +'Faix,' said he slowly and sadly, 'she went and towld the young ladies +what was goin' to be done, and if it hadn't been that the "boys" caught +Tim Haynes, the groom, going off to Foxford with a letter, we'd have had +the dragoons down upon us in no time! They hanged Tim, but they let the +young ladies away, and my mother with them, and off they all went to +Dublin.' + +'And where's your father now?' I asked. + +'He was drowned in the bay of Killala four days ago. He went with a +party of others to take oatmeal from a sloop that was wrecked in the +bay, and an English cruiser came in at the time and fired on them; at +the second discharge the wreck and all upon it went down!' + +He told all these things without any touch of sorrow in voice or manner. +They seemed to be the ordinary chances of war, and so he took them. He +had three brothers and a sister; of the former, two were missing, the +third was a scout; and the girl--she was but nine years old--was waiting +on a canteen, and mighty handy, he said, for she knew a little French +already, and understood the soldiers when they asked for a _goutte_, or +wanted _du feu_ for their pipes. + +Such, then, was the credit side of the account with Fortune, and, +strange enough, the boy seemed satisfied with it; and although a few +days had made him an orphan and houseless, he appeared to feel that the +great things in store for his country were an ample recompense for +all. Was this, then, patriotism? Was it possible that one, untaught and +unlettered as he was, could think national freedom cheap at such a cost? +If I thought so for a moment, a very little further inquiry undeceived +me. Religious rancour, party feuds, the hate of the Saxon--a blind, +ill-directed, unthinking hate--were the motives which actuated him. A +terrible retribution for something upon somebody, an awful wiping out +of old scores, a reversal of the lot of rich and poor, were the main +incentives to his actions, and he was satisfied to stand by at the +drawing of this great lottery, even without holding a ticket in it! + +It was almost the first moment of calm reflective thought I had enjoyed, +as I rode along thus in the quiet stillness of the night, and I own that +my heart began to misgive me as to the great benefits of our expedition. +I will not conceal the fact, that I had been disappointed in every +expectation I had formed of Ireland. + +The bleak and barren hills of Mayo, the dreary tracts of mountain and +morass, were about as unworthy representatives of the boasted beauty and +fertility, as were the half-clad wretches who flocked around us of that +warlike people of whom we had heard so much. Where were the chivalrous +chieftains with their clans behind them? Where the thousands gathering +around a national standard? Where that high-souled patriotism, +content to risk fortune, station--all, in the conflict for national +independence? A rabble led on by a few reckless debauchees, and two or +three disreputable or degraded priests, were our only allies; and even +these refused to be guided by our councils, or swayed by our authority. +I half suspected Serasin was right when he said--'Let the Directory send +thirty thousand men and make it a French province, but let us not fight +an enemy to give the victory to the _sans-culottes_.' + +As we neared the pass of Barnageeragh, I turned one last look on the +town of Castlebar, around which, at little intervals of space, the +watch-fires of our pickets were blazing; all the rest of the place was +in darkness. + +It was a strange and a thrilling thought to think that there, hundreds +of miles from their home, without one link that could connect them +to it, lay a little army in the midst of an enemy's country, calm, +self-possessed, and determined. How many, thought I, are destined to +leave it? How many will bring back to our dear France the memory of this +unhappy struggle? + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. A PASSING VISIT TO KILLALA + +I found a very pleasant party assembled around the bishop's +breakfast-table at Killala. The bishop and his family were all there, +with Charost and his staff, and some three or four other officers +from Ballina. Nothing could be less constrained, more easy, or more +agreeable, than the tone of intimacy which in a few days had grown up +between them. A cordial good feeling seemed to prevail on every subject, +and even the reserve which might be thought natural on the momentous +events then happening was exchanged for a most candid and frank +discussion of all that was going forward, which, I must own, astonished +as much as it gratified me. + +The march on Castlebar, the choice of the mountain-road, 'which led past +the position occupied by the Royalists, the attack and capture of the +artillery, had all to be related by me for the edification of such +as were not conversant with French; and I could observe that however +discomfited by the conduct of the militia, they fully relied on the +regiments of the line and the artillery. It was amusing, too, to see +with what pleasure they listened to all our disparagement of the Irish +volunteers. + +Every instance we gave of insubordination or disobedience delighted +them, while our own blundering attempts to manage the people, the absurd +mistakes we fell into, and the endless misconceptions of their character +and habits, actually convulsed them with laughter. + +'Of course,' said the bishop to us, 'you are prepared to hear that +there is no love lost between you, and that they are to the full as +dissatisfied with you as you are dissatisfied with them?' + +'Why, what can they complain of?' asked Charost, smiling; 'we gave them +the place of honour in the very last engagement!' + +'Very true, you did so, and they reaped all the profit of the situation. +Monsieur Tiernay had just told the havoc that grape and round shot +scattered amongst the poor creatures. However, it is not of this they +complain--it is their miserable fare, the raw potatoes, their beds in +open fields and highways, while the French, they say, eat of the best +and sleep in blankets; they do not understand this inequality, and +perhaps it is somewhat hard to comprehend.' + +'Patriotism ought to be proud of such little sacrifices,' said Charost, +with an easy laugh; 'besides, it is only a passing endurance: a month +hence, less, perhaps, will see us dividing the spoils, and revelling in +the conquest of Irish independence.' + +'You think so, colonel?' asked the bishop, half slyly. + +'_Parbleu!_ to be sure I do--and you?' + +'I'm just as sanguine,' said the bishop, 'and fancy that, about a month +hence, we shall be talking of all these things as matters of history; +and while sorrowing over some of the unavoidable calamities of the +event, preserving a grateful memory of some who came as enemies but left +us warm friends.' + +'If such is to be the turn of fortune,' said Charost, with more +seriousness than before, 'I can only say that the kindly feelings will +not be one-sided.' + +And now the conversation became an animated discussion on the chances of +success or failure. Each party supported his opinion ably and eagerly, +and with a degree of freedom that was not a little singular to the +bystanders. At last, when Charost was fairly answered by the bishop on +every point, he asked-- + +'But what say you to the Army of the North?' + +'Simply, that I do not believe in such a force,' rejoined the bishop. + +'Not believe it--not believe on what General Humbert relies at this +moment, and to which that officer yonder is an accredited messenger! +When I tell you that a most distinguished Irishman, Napper Tandy----' + +'Napper Tandy!' repeated the bishop, with a good-humoured smile; 'the +name is quite enough to relieve one of any fears, if they ever felt +them. I am not sufficiently acquainted with your language to give him +the epithet he deserves, but if you can conceive an empty, conceited +man, as ignorant of war as of politics, rushing into a revolution for +the sake of a green uniform, and ready to convulse a kingdom that he may +be called a major-general, only enthusiastic in his personal vanity, +and wanting even in that heroic daring which occasionally dignifies weak +capacities--such is Napper Tandy.' + +'What in soldier-phrase we call a "Blague,"' said Charost, laughing; +'I'm sorry for it.' + +What turn the conversation was about to take I cannot guess, when it was +suddenly interrupted by one of the bishop's servants rushing into the +room, with a face bloodless from terror. He made his way up to where the +bishop sat, and whispered a few words in his ear. + +'And how is the wind blowing, Andrew?' asked the bishop, in a voice that +all his self-command could not completely steady. + +'From the north, or the north-west, and mighty strong, too, my lord,' +said the man, who trembled in every limb. + +The affrighted aspect of the messenger, the excited expression of the +bishop's face, and the question as to the 'wind,' at once suggested to +me the idea that a French fleet had arrived in the bay, and that the +awful tidings were neither more nor less than the announcement of our +reinforcement. + +'From the north-west,' repeated the bishop; 'then, with God's blessing, +we may be spared.' And so saying, he arose from the table, and with an +effort that showed that the strength to do so had only just returned to +him. + +'Colonel Charost, a word with you!' said he, leading the way into an +adjoining room. + +'What is it?--what has happened?--what can it be?' was asked by each in +turn. And now groups gathered at the windows, which all looked into the +court of the building, now crowded with people, soldiers, servants, and +country-folk gazing earnestly towards the roof of the castle. + +'What's the matter, Terry?' asked one of the bishop's sons, as he threw +open the window. + +'Tis the chimbley on fire, Master Robert,' said the man; 'the kitchen +chimbley, wid those divils of Frinch!' + +I cannot describe the burst of laughter that followed the explanation. + +So much terror for so small a catastrophe was inconceivable; and whether +we thought of Andrew's horrified face, or the worthy bishop's pious +thanksgiving as to the direction of the wind, we could scarcely refrain +from another outbreak of mirth. Colonel Charost made his appearance at +the instant, and although his step was hurried, and his look severe, +there was nothing of agitation or alarm on his features. + +'Turn out the guard, Truchet, without arms,' said he. 'Come with me, +Tiernay--an awkward business enough,' whispered he, as he led me along. +'These follows have set fire to the kitchen chimney, and we have three +hundred barrels of gunpowder in the cave!' Nothing could be more easy +and unaffected than the way he spoke this; and I actually stared at +him, to see if his coldness was a mere pretence, but far from it--every +gesture and every word showed the most perfect self-possession, with a +prompt readiness for action. + +When we reached the court, the bustle and confusion had reached its +highest, for, as the wind lulled, large masses of inky smoke hung, like +a canopy, overhead, through which a forked flame darted at intervals, +with that peculiar furnacelike roar that accompanies a jet of fire in +confined places. At times, too, as the soot ignited, great showers of +bright sparks floated upwards, and afterwards fell, like a fiery +rain, on every side. The country-people, who had flocked in from the +neighbourhood, were entirely occupied with these signs, and only intent +upon saving the remainder of the house, which they believed in great +peril, totally unaware of the greater and more imminent danger close +beside them. + +Already they had placed ladders against the walls, and, with ropes and +buckets, were preparing to ascend, when Truchet marched in with his +company, in fatigue-jackets, twenty sappers with shovels accompanying +them. + +'Clear the courtyard, now,' said Charost, 'and leave this matter to us.' + +The order was obeyed somewhat reluctantly, it is true, and at last we +stood the sole occupants of the spot, the bishop being the only civilian +present, he having refused to quit the spot, unless compelled by force. + +The powder was stored in a long shed adjoining the stables, and +originally used as a shelter for farming tools and utensils. A few +tarpaulins we had carried with us from the ships were spread over the +barrels, and on this now some sparks of fire had fallen, as the burning +soot had been carried in by an eddy of wind. + +The first order was, to deluge the tarpaulins with water; and while this +was being done, the sappers were ordered to dig trenches in the garden, +to receive the barrels. Every man knew the terrible peril so near him; +each felt that at any instant a frightful death might overtake him, and +yet every detail of the duty was carried on with the coldest unconcern; +and when at last the time came to carry away the barrels, on a species +of hand-barrow, the fellows stepped in time, as if on the march, and +moved in measure, a degree of indifference, which, to judge from the +good bishop's countenance, evidently inspired as many anxieties for +their spiritual welfare as it suggested astonishment and admiration for +their courage. + +He himself, it must be owned, displayed no sign of trepidation, and in +the few words he spoke, or the hints he dropped, exhibited every quality +of a brave man. + +At moments the peril seemed very imminent indeed. Some timber having +caught fire, slender fragments of burning wood fell in masses, covering +the men as they went, and falling on the barrels, whence the soldiers +brushed them off with cool indifference. The dense, thick smoke, too, +obscuring every object a few paces distant, added to the confusion, and +occasionally bringing the going and returning parties into collision, +a loud shout, or cry, would ensue; and it is difficult to conceive how +such a sound thrilled through the heart at such a time. I own that more +than once I felt a choking fulness in the throat, as I heard a sudden +yell, it seemed so like a signal for destruction. In removing one of +the last barrels from the hand-barrow, it slipped, and, falling to the +ground, the hoops gave way, it burst open, and the powder fell out on +every side. The moment was critical, for the wind was baffling, now +wafting the sparks clear away, now whirling them in eddies around us. It +was then that an old sergeant of grenadiers threw off his upper coat and +spread it over the broken cask, while, with all the composure of a man +about to rest himself, he lay down on it, while his comrades went to +fetch water. Of course his peril was no greater than that of every one +around him, but there was an air of quick determination in his act which +showed the training of an old soldier. At length the labour was ended, +the last barrel was committed to the earth, and the men, formed into +line, were ordered to wheel and march. Never shall I forget the bishop's +face as they moved past. The undersized and youthful look of our +soldiers had acquired for them a kind of depreciating estimate in +comparison with the more mature and manly stature of the British +soldier, to whom, indeed, they offered a strong contrast on parade; +but now, as they were seen in a moment of arduous duty, surrounded +by danger, the steadiness and courage, the prompt obedience to every +command, the alacrity of their movements and the fearless intrepidity +with which they performed every act, impressed the worthy bishop so +forcibly, that he muttered half aloud, 'Thank Heaven there are so few of +them!' + +Colonel Charost resisted steadily the bishop's proffer to afford the +men some refreshment; he would not even admit of an extra allowance of +brandy to their messes. 'If we become too liberal for slight services, +we shall never be able to reward real ones,' was his answer; and the +bishop was reduced to the expedient of commemorating what he could not +reward. This, indeed, he did with the most unqualified praise, relating +in the drawing-room all that he had witnessed, and lauding French valour +and heroism to the very highest. + +The better to conceal my route, and to avoid the chances of being +tracked, I sailed that evening in a fishing-boat for Killybegs, a small +harbour on the coast of Donegal, having previously exchanged my uniform +for the dress of a sailor, so that if apprehended I should pretend to +be an Ostend or Antwerp seaman, washed overboard in a gale at sea. +Fortunately for me I was not called on to perform this part, for as my +nautical experiences were of the very slightest, I should have made a +deplorable attempt at the impersonation. Assuredly the fishermen of the +smack would not have been among the number of the 'imposed upon,' for a +more sea-sick wretch never masqueraded in a blue jacket. + +My only clue, when I touched land, was a certain Father Doogan, who +lived at the foot of the Bluerock Mountains, about fifteen miles from +the coast, and to whom I brought a few lines from one of the Irish +officers, a certain Bourke of Ballina. The road led in this direction, +and so little intercourse had the shore folk with the interior, that it +was with difficulty any one could be found to act as a guide thither. +At last an old fellow was discovered, who used to travel these +mountains formerly with smuggled tobacco and tea; and although, from +the discontinuance of the smuggling trade, and increased age, he had for +some years abandoned the line of business, a liberal offer of payment +induced him to accompany me as guide. + +It was not without great misgivings that I looked at the very old and +almost decrepit creature who was to be my companion through a solitary +mountain region. + +The few stairs he had to mount in the little inn where I put up seemed +a sore trial to his strength and chest; but he assured me that, once out +of the smoke of the town, and with his foot on the 'short grass of the +sheep-patch,' he'd be like a four-year-old; and his neighbour having +corroborated the assertion, I was fain to believe him. + +Determined, however, to make his excursion subservient to profit in +his old vocation, he provided himself with some pounds of tobacco and +a little parcel of silk handkerchiefs, to dispose of amongst the +country-people, with which, and a little bag of meal slung at his back, +and a walking-stick in his hand, he presented himself at my door just as +the day was breaking. + +'We 'll have a wet day I fear, Jerry,' said I, looking out. + +'Not a bit of it,' replied he. 'Tis the spring-tides makes it cloudy +there beyant; but when the sun gets up it will be a fine mornin'; but I +'m thinkin' ye 're strange in them parts'; and this he said with a keen, +sharp glance under his eyes. + +'Donegal is new to me, I confess,' said I guardedly. + +'Yes, and the rest of Ireland, too,' said he, with a roguish leer. 'But +come along, we 've a good step before us;' and with these words he +led the way down the stairs, holding the balustrade as he went, and +exhibiting every sign of age and weakness. Once in the street, however, +he stepped out more freely, and, before we got clear of the town, walked +at a fair pace, and, to all seeming, with perfect ease. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. A REMNANT OF 'FONTENOY' + +There was no resisting the inquisitive curiosity of my companion. The +short dry cough, the little husky 'ay,' that sounded like anything +rather than assent, which followed on my replies to his questions, and, +more than all, the keen, oblique glances of his shrewd grey eyes, told +me that I had utterly failed in all my attempts at mystification, and +that he read me through and through. + +'And so,' said he, at last, after a somewhat lengthy narrative of my +shipwreck, 'and so the Flemish sailors wear spurs?' + +'Spurs! of course not; why should they?' asked I, in some astonishment. + +'Well, but don't they?' asked he again. + +'No such thing; it would be absurd to suppose it.' + +'So I thought,' rejoined he; 'and when I looked at yer "honour's" boots' +(it was the first time he had addressed me by this title of deference), +'and saw the marks on the heels for spurs, I soon knew how much of a +sailor you were.' + +'And if not a sailor, what am I, then?' asked I; for, in the loneliness +of the mountain region where we walked, I could afford to throw off my +disguise without risk. + +'Ye're a French officer of dragoons, and God bless ye; but ye 're young +to be at the trade. Aren't I right, now?' + +'Not very far from it, certainly, for I am a lieutenant of hussars,' +said I, with a little of that pride which we of the loose pelisse always +feel on the mention of our corps. + +'I knew it well all along,' said he coolly; 'the way you stood in the +room, your step as you walked, and, above all, how you believed me when +I spoke of the spring-tides, and the moon only in her second quarter, +I saw you never was a sailor, anyhow. And so I set a-thinking what you +were. You were too silent for a pedlar, and your hands were too white to +be in the smuggling trade; but when I saw your boots, I had the secret +at once, and knew ye were one of the French army that landed the other +day at Killala.' + +'It was stupid enough of me not to have remembered the boots!' said I, +laughing. + +'Arrah, what use would it be,' replied he; 'sure ye 're too straight in +the back, and your walk is too regular, and your toes turns in too much, +for a sailor; the very way you hould a switch in your hand would betray +you!' + +'So it seems, then, I must try some other disguise,' said I, 'if I 'm to +keep company with people as shrewd as you are.' + +'You needn't,' said he, shaking his head doubtfully; 'any that wants to +betray ye wouldn't find it hard.' + +I was not much flattered by the depreciating tone in which he dismissed +my efforts at personation, and walked on for some time without speaking. + +'Yez came too late, four months too late,' said he, with a sorrowful +gesture of the hands. 'When the Wexford boys was up, and the Kildare +chaps, and plenty more ready to come in from the north, then, indeed, a +few thousand French down here in the west would have made a differ; but +what's the good in it now? The best men we had are hanged or in gaol; +some are frightened; more are traitors! 'Tis too late--too late!' + +'But not too late for a large force landing in the north, to rouse the +island to another effort for liberty.' + +'Who would be the gin'ral?' asked he suddenly. + +'Napper Tandy, your own countryman,' replied I proudly. + +'I wish ye luck of him!' said he, with a bitter laugh; ''tis more like +mocking us than anything else the French does be, with the chaps they +sent here to be gin'rals. Sure it isn't Napper Tandy, nor a set of young +lawyers like Tone and the rest of them, we wanted. It was men that knew +how to drill and manage troops--fellows that was used to fightin'; so +that when they said a thing, we might believe that they understhood it, +at laste. I 'm ould enough to remimber the "Wild Geese," as they used +to call them--the fellows that ran away from this to take sarvice in +France; and I remimber, too, the sort of men the French were that came +over to inspect them--soldiers, real soldiers, every inch of them. And a +fine sarvice it was. _Volte-face!_ cried he, holding himself erect, and +shouldering his stick like a musket, _marche!_ Ha, ha! ye didn't think +that was in me; but I was at the thrade long before you were born.' + +'How is this?' said I, in amazement; 'you were not in the French army?' + +'Wasn't I, though? maybe I didn't get that stick there.' And he bared +his breast as he spoke, to show the cicatrix of an old flesh-wound from +a Highlander's bayonet. 'I was at Fontenoy!' + +The last few words he uttered with a triumphant pride that I shall never +forget. As for me, the mere name was magical. 'Fontenoy' was like one of +those great words which light up a whole page of history; and it almost +seemed impossible that I should see before me a soldier of that glorious +battle. + +'Ay, faith!' he added, ''tis more than fifty, 'tis nigh sixty years +now since that, and I remember it as if it was yesterday. I was in +the regiment "Tourville"; I was recruited for the "Dillon," but they +scattered us about among the other corps afterwards, because we used now +and then to be fighting and quarrellin' among one another. Well, it was +the Dillons that gained the battle; for after the English was in the +village of Fontenoy, and the French was falling back upon the heights +near the wood--arrah, what's the name of the wood? Sure, I'll forget +my own name next. Ay, to be sure, Verzon--the "Wood of Verzon." Major +Jodillon--that's what the French called him, but his name was Joe +Dillon--turned an eight-pounder short round into a little yard of a +farmhouse, and making a breach for the gun, he opened a dreadful fire on +the English column. It was loaded with grape, and at half-musket range, +so you may think what a peppering they got. At last the column halted +and lay down; and Joe seen an officer ride off to the rear, to bring up +artillery to silence our guns. A few minutes more and it would be all +over with us. So Joe shouts out as loud as he could, "Cavalry there! +tell off by threes, and prepare to charge." I needn't tell you that the +divil a horse nor a rider was within a mile of us at the time; but the +English didn't know that, and, hearin' the ordher, up they jumps, and we +heerd the word passin', "Prepare to receive cavalry." They formed square +at once, and the same minute we plumped into them with such a charge as +tore a lane right through the middle of them. Before they could recover, +we opened a platoon-fire on their flank; they staggered, broke, and at +last fell back in disorder upon Aeth, with the whole of the French army +after them. Such firin'--grape, round shot, and musketry--I never seed +afore, and we all shouting like divils, for it was more like a hunt nor +anything else; for ye see the Dutch never came up, but left the English +to do all the work themselves, and that's the reason they couldn't form, +for they had no supportin' column. + +'It was then I got that stick of the bayonet, for there was such runnin' +that we only thought of pelting after them as hard as we could; but ye +see, there's nothin' so treacherous as a Highlander. I was just behind +one, and had my sword-point between his bladebones ready to run him +through, when he turned short about, and run his bayonet into me under +the short ribs, and that was all I saw of the battle; for I bled till I +fainted, and never knew more of what happened. 'Tisn't by way of +making little of Frenchmen I say it, for I sarved too long wid them for +that--but sorra taste of that victory ever they'd see if it wasn't for +the Dillons, and Major Joe that commanded them! The English knows it +well, too! Maybe they don't do us many a spite for it to this very day!' + +'And what became of you after that?' + +'That same summer I came over to Scotland with the young Prince Charles, +and was at the battle of Prestonpans afterwards! and, what's worse, I +was at Culloden! Oh, that was the terrible day. We were dead bate before +we began the battle. We were on the march from one o'clock the night +before, under the most dreadful rain ever ye seen! We lost our way +twice, and after four hours of hard marching, we found ourselves +opposite a milldam we crossed early that same morning; for the guides +led us all astray! Then came ordhers to wheel about face and go back +again; and back we went, cursing the blaguards that deceived us, and +almost faintin' with hunger. Some of us had nothing to eat for two days, +and the Prince, I seen myself, had only a brown bannock to a wooden +measure of whisky for his own breakfast. Well, it's no use talking; we +were bate, and we retreated to Inverness that night, and next morning we +surrendered and laid down our arms--that is, the "Regiment do Tournay" +and the "Voltigeurs de Metz," the corps I was in myself.' + +'And did you return to France?' + +'No; I made my way back to Ireland, and after loiterin' about home some +time, and not liking the ways of turning to work again, I took sarvice +with one Mister Brooke, of Castle Brooke, in Fermanagh, a young man that +was just come of age, and as great a divil, God forgive me, as ever was +spawned. He was a Protestant, but he didn't care much about one side or +the other, but only wanted diversion and his own fun out of the world; +and faix he took it, too! He had plenty of money, was a fine man to look +at, and had courage to face a lion! + +'The first place we went to was Aix-la-Chapelle, for Mr. Brooke was +named something--I forget what--to Lord Sandwich, that was going there +as an Ambassador. + +It was a grand life there while it lasted. Such liveries, such coaches, +such elegant dinners every day, I never saw even in Paris. But my master +was soon sent away for a piece of wildness he did. There was an ould +Austrian there--a Count Riedensegg was his name---and he was always +plottin' and schamin' with this, that, and the other; buyin' up the +sacrets of others, and gettin' at their private papers one way or the +other; and at last he begins to thry the same game with us; and as he +saw that Mr. Brooke was very fond of high play, and would bet anything +one offered him, the ould count sends for a great gambler from Vienna, +the greatest villain, they say, that ever touched a card. Ye may have +heerd of him, tho' 'twas long ago that he lived, for he was well known +in them times. He was the Baron von Breokendorf, and a great friend +afterwards of the Prince Ragint and all the other blaguards in London. + +'Well, sir, the baron arrives in great state, with despatches, they +said, but sorrow other despatch he carried nor some packs of marked +cards, and a dice-box that could throw sixes whenever ye wanted; and he +puts up at the Grand Hotel, with all his servants in fine liveries +and as much state as a prince. That very day Mr. Brooke dined with the +count, and in the evening himself and the baron sits down to the cards; +and, pretending to be only playin' for silver, they were bettin' a +hundred guineas on every game. + +'I always heerd that my master was cute with the cards, and that few +was equal to him in any game with pasteboard or ivory; but, be my +conscience, he met his match now, for if it was ould Nick was playin' he +couldn't do the thrick nater nor the baron. He made everything come up +just like magic: if he wanted a seven of diamonds, or an ace of spades, +or the knave of clubs, there it was for you. + +'Most gentlemen would have lost temper at seein' the luck so dead agin' +them, and everything goin' so bad; but my master only smiled, and +kept muttering to himself, "Faix, its beautiful; by my conscience its +elegant; I never saw anybody could do it like that." At last the baron +stops and asks, "What is it he's saying to himself?" "I'll tell you +by-and-by," says my master, "when we're done playing"; and so on they +went, betting higher and higher, till at last the stakes wasn't very +far from a thousand pounds on a single card. At the end, Mr. Brooke lost +everything, and in the last game, by way of generosity, the baron says +to him, "Double or quit?" and he tuk it. + +'This time luck stood to my master, and he turned the queen of hearts; +and as there was only one card could beat him, the game was all as one +as his own. The baron takes up the pack, and begins to deal. "Wait," +says my master, leaning over the table, and talking in a whisper; +"wait," says he; "what are ye doin' there wid your thumb?" for sure +enough he had his thumb dug hard into the middle of the pack. + +'"Do you mane to insult me?" says the baron, getting mighty red, and +throwing down the cards on the table. "Is that what you're at?" + +'"Go on with the deal," says Mr. Brooke quietly; "but listen to me," and +here he dropped his voice to a whisper, "as sure as you turn the king +of hearts, I'll send a bullet through your skull! Go on, now, and don't +rise from that seat till you 've finished the game." Faix he just did as +he was bid; he turned a little two or three of diamonds, and gettin' up +from the table, he left the room, and the next morning there was no +more seen of him in Aix-la-Chapelle. But that wasn't the end of it, for +scarce was the baron two posts on his journey when my master sends in +his name, and says he wants to speak to Count Riedensegg. There was a +long time and a great debatin', I believe, whether they'd let him in or +not; for the count couldn't make if it was mischief he was after; but at +last he was ushered into the bedroom where the other was in bed. + +'"Count," says he, after he fastened the door, and saw that they was +alone, "Count, you tried a dirty thrick with that dirty spalpeen of a +baron--an ould blaguard that's as well known as Preney the robber--but +I forgive you for it all, for you did it in the way of business. I know +well what you was afther; you wanted a peep at our despatches--there, ye +needn't look cross and angry--why wouldn't ye do it, just as the baron +always took a sly glance at my cards before he played his own. Well, +now, I'm just in the humour to sarve you. They're not trating me as they +ought here, and I'm going away, and if you'll give me a few letthers +to some of the pretty women in Vienna, Katinka Batthyani, and Amalia +Gradoffseky, and one or two men in the best set, I'll send you in return +something that will surprise you." + +'It was after a long time and great batin' about the bush, that the ould +count came in; but the sight of a sacret cipher did the business, and he +consented. + +'"There it is," says Mr. Brooke, "there's the whole key to our +correspondence; study it well, and I'll bring you a sacret despatch in +the evening--something that will surprise you." + +'"Ye will--will ye?" says the count. + +'"On the honour of an Irish gentleman, I will," says Mr. Brooke. + +'The count sits down on the spot and writes the letters to all the +princesses and countesses in Vienna, saying that Mr. Brooke was the +elegantest, and politest, and most trusty young gentleman ever he met; +and telling them to treat him with every consideration. + +'"There will be another account of me," says the master to me, "by the +post; but I 'll travel faster, and give me a fair start, and I ask no +more." + +'And he was as good as his word, for he started that evening for Vienna, +without lave or license, and that's the way he got dismissed from his +situation.' + +'And did he break his promise to the count, or did he really send him +any intelligence?' + +'He kept his word, like a gentleman; he promised him something +that would surprise him, and so he did. He sent him "The Weddin' of +Ballyporeen" in cipher. It took a week to make out, and I suppose they +'ve never got to the right understandin' it yet.' + +'I'm curious to hear how he was received in Vienna, after this,' said I. +'I suppose you accompanied him to that city?' + +'Troth I did, and a short life we led there. But here we are now, at the +end of our journey. That's Father Doogan's down there, that small, low, +thatched house in the hollow.' + +'A lonely spot, too. I don't see another near it for miles on any side.' + +'Nor is there. His chapel is at Murrah, about three miles off. My eyes +isn't over good; but I don't think there's any smoke coming out of the +chimley.' + +'You are right--there is not.' + +'He's not at home, then, and that's a bad job for us, for there's not +another place to stop the night in.' + +'But there will be surely some one in the house.' + +'Most likely not; 'tis a brat of a boy from Murrah does be with him when +he's at home, and I'm sure he's not there now.' + +This reply was not very cheering, nor was the prospect itself much +brighter. The solitary cabin, to which we were approaching, stood in +a rugged glen, the sides of which were covered with a low furze, +intermixed here and there with the scrub of what once had been an oak +forest. A brown, mournful tint was over everything--sky and landscape +alike; and even the little stream of clear water that wound its twining +course along took the same colour from the gravelly bed it flowed over. +Not a cow nor sheep was to be seen, nor even a bird; all was silent and +still. + +'There's few would like to pass their lives down there, then!' said my +companion, as if speaking to himself. + +'I suppose the priest, like a soldier, has no choice in these matters.' + +'Sometimes he has, though. Father Doogan might have had the pick of the +county, they say; but he chose this little quiet spot here. He's a friar +of some ordher abroad, and when he came over, two or three years ago, he +could only spake a little Irish, and, I believe, less English; but there +wasn't his equal for other tongues in all Europe. They wanted him to +stop and be the head of a college somewhere in Spain, but he wouldn't. +"There was work to do in Ireland," he said, and there he'd go, and to +the wildest and laste civilised bit of it besides; and ye see that he +was not far ont in his choice when he took Murrah.' + +'Is he much liked here by the people?' + +'They'd worship him, if he'd let them, that's what it is; for if he has +more larnin' and knowledge in his head than ever a bishop in Ireland, +there's not a child in the barony his equal for simplicity. He that +knows the names of the stars, and what they do be doing, and where the +world's going, and what's comin' afther her, hasn't a thought for the +wickedness of this life, no more than a sucking infant! He could tell +you every crop to put in your ground from this to the day of judgment, +and I don't think he'd know which end of the spade goes into the +ground.' + +While we were thus talking, we reached the door, which, as well as the +windows, was closely barred and fastened. The great padlock, however, +on the former, with characteristic acuteness, was looked without being +hasped, so that, in a few seconds, my old guide had undone all the +fastenings, and we found ourselves under shelter. + +A roomy kitchen, with a few cooking utensils, formed the entrance hall; +and as a small supply of turf stood in one corner, my companion at once +proceeded to make a fire, congratulating me as he went on with the fact +of our being housed, for a long-threatening thunderstorm had already +burst, and the rain was now swooping along in torrents. + +While he was thus busied, I took a ramble through the little cabin, +curious to see something of the 'interior' of one whose life had already +interested me. There were but two small chambers, one at either side of +the kitchen. The first I entered was a bedroom, the only furniture being +a common bed, or a tressel like that of a hospital, a little coloured +print of St. Michael adorning the wall overhead. The bed-covering was +cleanly, but patched in many places, and bespeaking much poverty, and +the black 'soutane' of silk that hung against the wall seemed to show +long years of service. The few articles of any pretensions to comfort +were found in the sitting-room, where a small book-shelf with some +well-thumbed volumes, and a writing-table covered with papers, maps, and +a few pencil-drawings, appeared. All seemed as if he had just quitted +the spot a few minutes before; the pencil lay across a half-finished +sketch; two or three wild plants were laid within, the leaves of a +little book on botany; and a chess problem, with an open book beside it, +still waited for solution on a little board, whose workmanship clearly +enough betrayed it to be by his own hands. + +I inspected everything with an interest inspired by all I had been +hearing of the poor priest, and turned over the little volumes of his +humble library, to trace, if I might, some due to his habits in his +readings. They were all, however, of one cast and character--religious +tracts and offices, covered with annotations and remarks, and showing +by many signs the most careful and frequent perusal. It was easy to see +that his taste for drawing or for chess were the only dissipations he +permitted himself to indulge. What a strange life of privation, thought +I, alone and companionless as he must be! and while speculating on the +sense of duty which impelled such a man to accept a post so humble and +unpromising, I perceived that on the wall right opposite to me there +hung a picture, covered by a little curtain of green silk. + +Curious to behold the saintly effigy so carefully enshrined, I drew +aside the curtain, and what was my astonishment to find a little +coloured sketch of a boy about twelve years old, dressed in the tawdry +and much-worn uniform of a drummer. I started. Something flashed +suddenly across my mind, that the features, the dress, the air, were not +unknown to me. Was I awake, or were my senses misleading me? I took +it down and held it to the light, and as well as my trembling hands +permitted, I spelled out at the foot of the drawing, the words 'Le Petit +Maurice, as I saw him last.' Yes, it was my own portrait, and the words +were in the writing of my dearest friend in the world, the Pere Michel. +Scarce knowing what I did, I ransacked books and papers on every side, +to confirm my suspicions, and although his name was nowhere to be found, +I had no difficulty in recognising his hand, now so forcibly recalled to +my memory. + +Hastening into the kitchen, I told my guide that I must set out to +Murrah at once, that it was, above all, important that I should see the +priest immediately. It was in vain that he told me he was unequal to the +fatigue of going farther, that the storm was increasing, the mountain +torrents were swelling to a formidable size, that the path could not be +discovered after dark; I could not brook the thought of delay, and would +not listen to the detail of difficulties. 'I must see him and I will,' +were my answers to every obstacle. If I were resolved on one side, he +was no less obstinate on the other; and after explaining with patience +all the dangers and hazards of the attempt, and still finding me +unconvinced, he boldly declared that I might go alone, if I would, but +that he would not leave the shelter of a roof, such a night, for any +one. + +There was nothing in the shape of argument I did not essay. I tried +bribery, I tried menace, flattery, intimidation, all--and all with +the like result. 'Wherever he is to-night, he'll not leave it, that's +certain,' was the only satisfaction he would vouchsafe, and I retired +beaten from the contest, and disheartened. Twice I left the cottage, +resolved to make the journey alone, but the utter darkness of the night, +the torrents of rain that beat against my face, soon showed me the +impracticability of the attempt, and I retraced my steps crest-fallen +and discomfited. The most intense curiosity to know how and by what +chances he had come to Ireland mingled with my ardent desire to meet +him. What stores of reminiscence had we to interchange! Nor was it +without pride that I bethought me of the position I then held--an +officer of a hussar regiment, a soldier of more than one campaign, and +high on the list for promotion. If I hoped, too, that many of the good +father's prejudices against the career I followed would give way to the +records of my own past life, I also felt how, in various respects, I +had myself conformed to many of his notions. We should be dearer, closer +friends than ever. This I was sure of. + +I never slept the whole night through. Tired and weary as the day's +journey had left me, excitement was still too strong for repose, and I +walked up and down, lay for half an hour on my bed, rose to look out, +and peer for coming dawn. Never did hours lag so lazily. The darkness +seemed to last for an eternity, and when at last day did break, it was +through the lowering gloom of skies still charged with rain, and an +atmosphere loaded with vapour. + +'This is a day for the chimney-corner, and thankful to have it we ought +to be,' said my old guide, as he replenished the turf fire, at which +he was preparing our breakfast. 'Father Doogan will be home here afore +night, I'm sure, and as we have nothing better to do, I'll tell you some +of our old adventures when I lived with Mr. Brooke. Twill sarve to pass +the time, anyway.' + +'I'm off to Murrah, as soon as I have eaten something,' replied I. + +'Tis little you know what a road it is,' said he, smiling dubiously. +''Tis four mountain rivers you 'd have to cross, two of them, at least, +deeper than your head, and there's the pass of Barnascorney, where you +'d have to turn the side of a mountain, with a precipice hundreds of +feet below you, and a wind blowing that would wreck a seventy-four! +There 's never a man in the barony would venture over the same path with +a storm ragin' from the nor'-west.' + +'I never heard of a man being blown away off a mountain,' said I, +laughing contemptuously. + +'Arrah, didn't ye, then? then maybe ye never lived in parts where the +heaviest ploughs and harrows that can be laid in the thatch of a cabin +are flung here and there, like straws, and the strongest timbers torn +out of the walls, and scattered for miles along the coast, like the +spars of a shipwreck.' + +'But so long as a man has hands to grip with----' + +'How ye talk! sure, when the wind can tear the strongest trees up by +the roots; when it rolls big rocks fifty and a hundred feet out of their +place; when the very shingle on the mountain-side is flying about like +dust and sand, where would your grip be? It is not only on the mountains +either, but down in the plains, ay, even in the narrowest glens, that +the cattle lies down under shelter of the rocks; and many's the time a +sheep, or even a heifer, is swept away off the cliffs into the sea.' + +With many an anecdote of storm and hurricane he seasoned our little +meal of potatoes. Some curious enough, as illustrating the precautionary +habits of a peasantry, who, on land, experience many of the vicissitudes +supposed peculiar to the sea; others too miraculous for easy credence, +but yet vouched for by him with every affirmative of truth. He displayed +all his powers of agreeability and amusement, but his tales fell on +unwilling ears, and when our meal was over I started up and began to +prepare for the road. + +'So you will go, will you?' said he peevishly. ''Tis in your country +to be obstinate, so I 'll say nothing more; but maybe 'tis only into +throubles you 'd be running, after all!' + +'I'm determined on it,' said I, 'and I only ask you to tell me what road +to take.' + +'There is only one, so there is no mistakin' it; keep to the sheep-path, +and never leave it except at the torrents; you must pass them how ye +can. And when ye come to four big rocks in the plain, leave them to your +left, and keep the side of the mountain for two miles, till ye see the +smoke of the village underneath you. Murrah is a small place, and ye'll +have to look out sharp, or maybe ye'll miss it.' + +'That's enough,' said I, putting some silver in his hand as I pressed +it. 'We 'll probably meet no more; good-bye, and many thanks for your +pleasant company.' + +'No, we're not like to meet again,' said he thoughtfully, 'and that's +the reason I'd like to give you a bit of advice. Hear me, now,' said +he, drawing closer and talking in a whisper; 'you can't go far in this +country without being known; 'tisn't your looks alone, but your voice, +and your tongue, will show what ye are. Get away out of it as fast as +you can! there's thraitors in every cause, and there's chaps in Ireland +would rather make money as informers than earn it by honest industry. +Get over to the Scotch islands; get to Islay or Barra; get anywhere out +of this for the time.' + +'Thanks for the counsel,' said I, somewhat coldly, 'I'll have time to +think over it as I go along;' and with these words I set forth on my +journey. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. THE CRANAGH + +I will not weary my reader with a narrative of my mountain walk, nor +the dangers and difficulties which beset me on that day of storm +and hurricane. Few as were the miles to travel, what with accidents, +mistakes of the path, and the halts to take shelter, I only reached +Murrah as the day was declining. + +The little village, which consisted of some twenty cabins, occupied a +narrow gorge between two mountains, and presented an aspect of greater +misery than I had ever witnessed before, not affording even the humblest +specimen of a house of entertainment. From some peasants that were +lounging in the street I learned that 'Father Doogan' had passed through +two days before in company with a naval officer, whom they believed to +be French. At least 'he came from one of the ships in the lough, and +could speak no English.' Since that the priest had not returned, and +many thought that he had gone away for ever. This story varied in a few +unimportant particulars. I also learned that a squadron of several sail +had, for three or four days, been lying at the entrance of Lough Swilly, +with, it was said, large reinforcements for the 'army of independence.' +There was then no time to be lost; here was the very force which I had +been sent to communicate with; there were the troops that should at that +moment be disembarking. The success of my mission might all depend now +on a little extra exertion, and so I at once engaged a guide to conduct +me to the coast; and having fortified myself with a glass of mountain +whisky I felt ready for the road. + +My guide could only speak a very little English, so that our way was +passed in almost unbroken silence; and as, for security, he followed the +least frequented paths, we scarcely met a living creature as we went. +It was with a strange sense of half pride, half despondency, that I +bethought me of my own position there--a Frenchman alone, and separated +from his countrymen--in a wild mountain region of Ireland, carrying +about him documents that, if detected, might peril his life; involved in +a cause that had for its object the independence of a nation, and that +against the power of the mightiest kingdom in Europe. An hour earlier or +later, an accident by the way, a swollen torrent, a chance impediment of +any kind that should delay me--and what a change might that produce in +the whole destiny of the world! + +The despatches I carried conveyed instructions the most precise and +accurate: the places for combined action of the two armies--information +as to the actual state of parties, and the condition of the native +forces, was contained in them. All that could instruct the newly-come +generals, or encourage them to decisive measures, were there; and yet, +on what narrow contingencies did their safe arrival depend! It was thus, +in exaggerating to myself the part I played--in elevating my humble +position into all the importance of a high trust--that I sustained my +drooping spirits, and acquired energy to carry me through fatigue and +exhaustion. During that night, and the greater part of the following +day, we walked on, almost without halt, scarcely eating, and, except by +an occasional glass of whisky, totally unrefreshed; and, I am free to +own, that my poor guide--a barelegged youth of about seventeen, +without any of those high-sustaining illusions which stirred within my +heart--suffered far less either from hunger or weariness than I did. +So much for motives. A shilling or two were sufficient to equalise +the balance against all the weight of my heroism and patriotic ardour +together. + +A bright sun, and a sharp wind from the north, had succeeded to the +lowering sky and heavy atmosphere of the morning, and we travelled along +with light hearts and brisk steps, breasting the side of a steep ascent, +from the summit of which, my guide told me, I should behold the sea--the +sea! not only the great plain on which I expected to see our armament, +but the link which bound me to my country! Suddenly, just as I turned +the angle of a cliff, it burst upon my sight--one vast mirror of golden +splendour--appearing almost at my feet! In the yellow gleams of a +setting sun, long columns of azure-coloured light streaked its calm +surface, and tinged the atmosphere with a warm and rosy hue. While I +was lost in admiration of the picture, I heard the sound of voices close +beneath me, and, on looking down, saw two figures who, with telescope +in hand, were steadily gazing on a little bay that extended towards the +west. + +At first, my attention was more occupied by the strangers than by the +object of their curiosity, and I remarked that they were dressed and +equipped like sportsmen, their guns and game-bags lying against the rock +behind them. + +'Do you still think that they are hovering about the coast, Tom?' said +the elder of the two, 'or are you not convinced, at last, that I am +right?' + +'I believe you are,' replied the other; 'but it certainly did not +look like it yesterday evening, with their boats rowing ashore every +half-hour, signals flying, and blue lights burning; all seemed to +threaten a landing.' + +'If they ever thought of it they soon changed their minds,' said the +former. 'The defeat of their comrades in the west, and the apathy of the +peasantry here, would have cooled down warmer ardour than theirs. There +they go, Tom. I only hope that they'll fall in with Warren's squadron, +and French insolence receive at sea the lesson we failed to give them on +land.' + +'Not so,' rejoined the younger; 'Humbert's capitulation, and the total +break up of the expedition, ought to satisfy-even your patriotism.' + +'It fell far short of it, then!' cried the other. 'I'd never have +treated those fellows other than as bandits and freebooters. I'd have +hanged them as highwaymen. Theirs was less war than rapine; but what +could you expect? I have been assured that Humbert's force consisted of +little other than liberated felons and galley-slaves--the refuse of the +worst population of Europe!' + +Distracted with the terrible tidings I had overheard--overwhelmed with +the sight of the ships, now glistening like bright specks on the verge +of the horizon, I forgot my own position--my safety--everything but the +insult thus cast upon my gallant comrades. + +'Whoever said so was a liar, and a base coward, to boot!' cried I, +springing down from the height and confronting them both where they +stood. They started back, and, seizing their guns, assumed an attitude +of defence, and then, quickly perceiving that I was alone--for the boy +had taken to flight as fast as he could--they stood regarding me with +faces of intense astonishment. + +'Yes,' said I, still boiling with passion, 'you are two to one, on your +own soil besides, the odds you are best used to; and yet I repeat it, +that he who asperses the character of General Humbert's force is a +liar.' + +'He's French.' + +'No, he's Irish,' muttered the elder. + +'What signifies my country, sirs,' cried I passionately, 'if I demand +retraction for a falsehood.' + +'It signifies more than you think of, young man,' said the elder calmly, +and without evincing even the slightest irritation in his manner. 'If +you be a Frenchman born, the lenity of our Government accords you the +privilege of a prisoner of war. If you be only French by adoption, and a +uniform, a harsher destiny awaits you.' + +'And who says I am a prisoner yet?' asked I, drawing myself up, and +staring them steadily in the face. + +'We should be worse men, and poorer patriots than you give us credit +for, or we should be able to make you so,' said he quietly; 'but this is +no time for ill-temper on either side. The expedition has failed. Well, +if you will not believe me, read that. There, in that paper, you will +see the official account of General Humbert's surrender at Boyle. The +news is already over the length and breadth of the island; even if you +only landed last night I cannot conceive how you should be ignorant of +it!' I covered my face with my hands to hide my emotion; and he went on: +'If you be French you have only to claim and prove your nationality, and +you partake the fortunes of your countrymen.' + +'And if he be not,' whispered the other, in a voice which, although low, +I could still detect, 'why should we give him up?' + +'Hush, Tom, be quiet,' replied the elder, 'let him plead for himself.' + +'Let me see the newspaper,' said I, endeavouring to seem calm and +collected; and, taking it at the place he pointed out, I read the +heading in capitals, 'Capitulation of General Humbert and his whole +Force.' I could see no more. I could not trace the details of so +horrible a disaster, nor did I ask to know by what means it occurred. +My attitude and air of apparent occupation, however, deceived the +other; and the elder, supposing that I was engaged in considering the +paragraph, said, 'You'll see the Government proclamation on the other +side--a general amnesty to all under the rank of officers in the rebel +army, who give up their arms within six days. The French to be treated +as prisoners of war.' + +'Is he too late to regain the fleet?' whispered the younger. + +'Of course he is. They are already hull down; besides, who's to assist +his escape, Tom? You forget the position he stands in.' + +'But I do not forget it,' answered I; 'and you need not be afraid that +I will seek to compromise you, gentlemen. Tell me where to find the +nearest justice of the peace, and I will go and surrender myself.' + +'It is your wisest and best policy,' said the elder. 'I am not in the +commission, but a neighbour of mine is, and lives a few miles off, and, +if you like, we 'll accompany you to his house.' + +I accepted the offer, and soon found myself descending the steep path +of the mountain in perfect good-fellowship with the two strangers. It +is likely enough, if they had taken any peculiar pains to obliterate the +memory of our first meeting, or if they had displayed any extraordinary +efforts of conciliation, that I should have been on my guard against +them; but their manners, on the contrary, were easy and unaffected +in every respect. They spoke of the expedition sensibly and +dispassionately, and while acknowledging that there were many things +they would like to see altered in the English rule of Ireland, they were +very averse from the desire of a foreign intervention to rectify them. + +I avowed to them that we had been grossly deceived. That all the +representations made to us depicted Ireland as a nation of soldiers, +wanting only arms and military stores to rise as a vast army. That the +peasantry were animated by one spirit, and the majority of the gentry +willing to hazard everything on the issue of a struggle. Our Killala +experiences, of which I detailed some, heartily amused them, and it was +in a merry interchange of opinions that we now walked along together. + +A cluster of houses, too small to be called a village, and known as the +'Cranagh,' stood in a little nook of the bay; and here they lived. They +were brothers; and the elder held some small appointment in the revenue, +which maintained them as bachelors in this cheap country. In a low +conversation that passed between them it was agreed that they would +detain me as their guest for that evening, and on the morrow accompany +me to the magistrate's house, about five miles distant. I was not sorry +to accept their hospitable offer. I longed for a few hours of rest and +respite before embarking on another sea of troubles. The failure of +the expedition, and the departure of the fleet, had overwhelmed me with +grief, and I was in no mood to confront new perils. + +If my new acquaintances could have read my inmost thoughts, their manner +towards me could not have displayed more kindness or good-breeding. +Not pressing me with questions on subjects where the greatest curiosity +would have been permissible, they suffered me to tell only so much as I +wished of our late plans; and, as if purposely to withdraw my thoughts +from the unhappy theme of our defeat, led me to talk of France, and her +career in Europe. + +It was not without surprise that I saw how conversant the newspapers had +made them with European politics, nor how widely different did events +appear when viewed from afar off, and by the lights of another and +different nationality. Thus all that we were doing on the Continent to +propagate liberal notions, and promote the spread of freedom, seemed to +their eyes but the efforts of an ambitious power to crush abroad +what they had annihilated at home, and extend their own influence in +disseminating doctrines, all to revert, one day or other, to some grand +despotism, whenever the man arose capable to exercise it. The elder +would not even concede to us that we were fit for freedom. + +'You are glorious fellows at destroying an old edifice,' said he, +'but sorry architects when comes the question of rebuilding; and as +to liberty, your highest notion of it is an occasional anarchy like +schoolboys, you will bear any tyranny for ten years, to have ten days of +a "barring out" afterward.' + +I was not much flattered by these opinions; and, what was worse, I could +not get them out of my head all night afterwards. Many things I had +never doubted about now kept puzzling and confounding me, and I began, +for the first time, to know the misery of the struggle between implicit +obedience and conviction. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. SOME NEW ACQUAINTANCES + +I went to bed at night in all apparent health; save from the flurry and +excitement of an anxious mind, I was in no respect different from my +usual mood; and yet, when I awoke next morning, my head was distracted +with a racking pain, cramps were in all my limbs, and I could not turn +or even move without intense suffering. The long exposure to rain, while +my mind was in a condition of extreme excitement, had brought on +an attack of fever, and before evening set in, I was raving in wild +delirium. Every scene I had passed through, each eventful incident of my +life, came flashing in disjointed portions through my poor brain, and +I raved away of France, of Germany, of the dreadful days of terror, +and the fearful orgies of the 'Revolution.' Scenes of strife and +struggle--the terrible conflicts of the streets--all rose before me; +and the names of every blood-stained hero of France now mingled with the +obscure titles of Irish insurrection. + +What narratives of my early life I may have given--what stories I may +have revealed of my strange career, I cannot tell; but the interest my +kind hosts took in me grew stronger every day. There was no care nor +kindness they did not lavish on me. Taking alternate nights to sit up +with me, they watched beside my bed like brothers. All that affection +could give they rendered me; and even from their narrow fortunes they +paid a physician, who came from a distant town to visit me. When I was +sufficiently recovered to leave my bed, and sit at the window, or stroll +slowly in the garden, I became aware of the full extent to which their +kindness had carried them, and in the precautions for secrecy I saw +the peril to which my presence exposed them. From an excess of delicacy +towards me, they did not allude to the subject, nor show the slightest +uneasiness about the matter; but day by day some little circumstance +would occur, some slight and trivial fact reveal the state of anxiety +they lived in. + +They were averse, too, from all discussion of late events, and either +answered my questions vaguely or with a certain reserve; and when I +hinted at my hope of being soon able to appear before a magistrate and +establish my claim as a French citizen, they replied that the moment +was an unfavourable one: the lenity of the Government had latterly been +abused, their gracious intentions misstated and perverted--that, in +fact, a reaction towards severity had occurred, and military law and +courts-martial were summarily disposing of cases that a short time back +would have received the mildest sentences of civil tribunals. It was +clear, from all they said, that if the rebellion was suppressed, the +insurrectionary feeling was not extinguished, and that England was the +very reverse of tranquil on the subject of Ireland. + +It was to no purpose that I repeated my personal indifference to all +these measures of severity, that in my capacity as a Frenchman and an +officer I stood exempt from all the consequences they alluded to. Their +reply was, that in times of trouble and alarm things were done which +quieter periods would never have sanctioned, and that indiscreet and +over-zealous men would venture on acts that neither law nor justice +could substantiate. In fact, they gave me to believe, that such was the +excitement of the moment, such the embittered vengeance of those whose +families or fortunes had suffered by the rebellion, that no reprisals +would be thought too heavy, nor any harshness too great, for those who +aided the movement. + +Whatever I might have said against the injustice of this proceeding, in +my secret heart I had to confess that it was only what might have been +expected; and coming from a country where it was enough to call a man an +aristocrat, and then cry _a la lanterne!_ I saw nothing unreasonable in +it all. + +My friends advised me, therefore, instead of preferring any formal claim +to immunity, to take the first occasion of escaping to America, whence I +could not fail, later on, of returning to France. At first, the counsel +only irritated me, but by degrees, as I came to think more calmly and +seriously of the difficulties, I began to regard it in a different +light; and at last I fully concurred in the wisdom of the advice, and +resolved on adopting it. + +To sit on the cliffs, and watch the ocean for hours, became now the +practice of my life--to gaze from daybreak almost to the falling of +night oyer the wide expanse of sea, straining my eyes at each sail, and +conjecturing to what distant shore they were tending. The hopes which at +first sustained at last deserted me, as week after week passed over, +and no prospect of escape appeared. The life of inactivity gradually +depressed my spirits, and I fell into a low and moping condition, in +which my hours rolled over without thought or notice. Still, I returned +each day to my accustomed spot, a lofty peak of rock that stood over the +sea, and from which the view extended for miles on every side. There, +half hid in the wild heath, I used to lie for hours long, my eyes bent +upon the sea, but my thoughts wandering away to a past that never was to +be renewed, and a future I was never destined to experience. + +Although late in the autumn, the season was mild and genial, and the +sea calm and waveless, save along the shore, where, even in the stillest +weather, the great breakers came tumbling in with a force independent of +storm; and, listening to their booming thunder, I have dreamed away +hour after hour unconsciously. It was one day, as I lay thus, that my +attention was caught by the sight of three large vessels on the very +verge of the horizon. Habit had now given me a certain acuteness, and I +could perceive from their height and size that they were ships of war. +For a while they seemed as if steering for the entrance of the lough, +but afterwards they changed their course, and headed towards the west. +At length they separated, and one of smaller size, and probably a +frigate from her speed, shot forward beyond the rest, and, in less +than half an hour, disappeared from view. The other two gradually +sank beneath the horizon, and not a sail was to be seen over the +wide expanse. While speculating on what errand the squadron might be +employed, I thought I could hear the deep and rolling sound of distant +cannonading. My ear was too practised in the thundering crash of the +breakers along shore to confound the noises; and as I listened I fancied +that I could distinguish the sound of single guns from the louder roar +of a whole broadside. This could not mean saluting, nor was it likely +to be a mere exercise of the fleet. They were not times when much powder +was expended un-profitably. Was it then an engagement? But with what or +whom? Tandy's expedition, as it was called, had long since sailed, and +must ere this have been captured or safe in France. I tried a hundred +conjectures to explain the mystery, which now, from the long continuance +of the sounds, seemed to denote a desperately contested engagement. It +was not till after three hours that the cannonading ceased, and then I +could descry a thick dark canopy of smoke that hung hazily over one spot +in the horizon, as if marking out the scene of the struggle. With what +aching, torturing anxiety I burned to know what had happened, and with +which side rested the victory! + +Well habituated to hear of the English as victors in every naval +engagement, I yet went on hoping against hope itself, that Fortune might +for once have favoured us; nor was it till the falling night prevented +my being able to trace out distant objects, that I could leave the spot +and turn homewards. With wishes so directly opposed to theirs, I did not +venture to tell my two friends what I had witnessed, nor trust myself +to speak on a subject where my feelings might have betrayed me into +unseemly expressions of my hopes. I was glad to find that they knew +nothing of the matter, and talked away indifferently of other subjects. +By daybreak the next morning I was at my post, a sharp nor'-wester +blowing, and a heavy sea rolling in from the Atlantic. Instinctively +carrying my eyes to the spot where I had heard the cannonade, I could +distinctly see the tops of spars, as if the upper rigging of some +vessels beyond the horizon. + +Gradually they rose higher and higher, till I could detect the yard-arms +and cross-trees, and finally the great hulls of five vessels that were +bearing towards me. + +For above an hour I could see their every movement, as with all canvas +spread they held on majestically towards the land, when at length a +lofty promontory of the bay intervened, and they were lost to my view. +I jumped to my legs at once, and set off down the cliff to reach the +headland, from whence an uninterrupted prospect extended. The distance +was greater than I had supposed, and in my eagerness to take a direct +line to it, I got entangled in difficult gorges among the hills, and +impeded by mountain torrents which often compelled me to go back a +considerable distance; it was already late in the afternoon as I gained +the crest of a ridge over the bay of Lough Swilly. Beneath me lay the +calm surface of the lough, landlocked and still; but farther out seaward +there was a sight that made my very limbs tremble, and sickened my heart +as I beheld it. There was a large frigate, that, with studding-sails +set, stood boldly up the bay, followed by a dismasted three-decker, at +whose mizzen floated the ensign of England over the French tricolour. +Several other vessels were grouped about the offing, all of them +displaying English colours. + +The dreadful secret was out. There had been a tremendous sea-fight, and +the _Hoche_, of seventy-four guns, was the sad spectacle which, with +shattered sides and ragged rigging, I now beheld entering the bay. Oh, +the humiliation of that sight! I can never forget it. And although on +all the surrounding hills scarcely fifty country-people were assembled, +I felt as if the whole of Europe were spectators of our defeat. The +flag I had always believed triumphant now hung ignominiously beneath the +ensign of the enemy, and the decks of our noble ship were crowded with +the uniforms of English sailors and marines. + +The blue water surged and spouted from the shot-holes as the great hull +loomed heavily from side to side, and broken spars and ropes still +hung over the side, as she went, a perfect picture of defeat. Never was +disaster more legibly written. I watched her till the anchor dropped, +and then, in a burst of emotion, I turned away, unable to endure more. +As I hastened homeward I met the elder of my two hosts coming to meet +me, in considerable anxiety. He had heard of the capture of the _Hoche_, +but his mind was far more intent on another and less important event. +Two men had just been at his cottage with a warrant for my arrest. +The document bore my name and rank, as well as a description of my +appearance, and significantly alleged that, although Irish by birth, I +affected a foreign accent for the sake of concealment. + +'There is no chance of escape now,' said my friend; 'we are surrounded +with spies on every hand. My advice is, therefore, to hasten to Lord +Cavan's quarters--he is now at Letterkenny--and give yourself up as a +prisoner. There is at least the chance of your being treated like the +rest of your countrymen. I have already provided you with a horse and a +guide, for I must not accompany you myself. Go, then, Maurice. We shall +never see each other again; but we'll not forget you, nor do we fear +that you will forget us. My brother could not trust himself to take +leave of you, but his best wishes and prayers go with you.' + +Such were the last words my kind-hearted friend spoke to me; nor do I +know what reply I made, as, overcome by emotion, my voice became +thick and broken. I wanted to tell all my gratitude, and yet could say +nothing. To this hour I know not with what impression of me he went +away. I can only assert, that in all the long career of vicissitudes of +a troubled and adventurous life, these brothers have occupied the chosen +spot of my affection for everything that was disinterested in kindness +and generous in good feeling. + +They have done more; for they have often reconciled me to a world +of harsh injustice and illiberality, by remembering that two such +exceptions existed, and that others may have experienced what fell to my +lot. + +For a mile or two my way lay through the mountains, but after reaching +the highroad I had not proceeded far when I was overtaken by a +jaunting-car, on which a gentleman was seated, with his leg supported by +a cushion, and bearing all the signs of a severe injury. + +'Keep the near side of the way, sir, I beg of you,' cried he; 'I have a +broken leg, and am excessively uneasy when a horse passes close to me.' + +I touched my cap in salute, and immediately turned my horse's head to +comply with his request. + +'Did you see that, George?' cried another gentleman, who sat on the +opposite side of the vehicle; 'did you remark that fellow's salute? My +life on't he's a French soldier.' + +'Nonsense, man; he's the steward of a Clyde smack, or a clerk in a +counting-house,' said the first, in a voice which, though purposely low, +my quick hearing could catch perfectly. + +'Are we far from Letterkenny just now, sir?' said the other, addressing +me. + +'I believe about five miles,' said I, with a prodigious effort to make +my pronunciation pass muster. + +'You're a stranger in these parts, I see, sir,' rejoined he, with a +cunning glance at his friend, while he added, lower, 'Was I right, +Hill?' + +Although seeing that all concealment was now hopeless, I was in nowise +disposed to plead guilty at once, and therefore, with a cut of my +switch, pushed my beast into a sharp canter to get forward. + +My friends, however, gave chase, and now the jaunting-car, +notwithstanding the sufferings of the invalid, was clattering after me +at about nine miles an hour. At first I rather enjoyed the malice of +the penalty their curiosity was costing, but as I remembered that the +invalid was not the chief offender, I began to feel compunction at the +severity of the lesson, and drew up to a walk. + +They at once shortened their pace, and came up beside me. + +'A clever hack you're riding, sir,' said the inquisitive man. + +'Not so bad for an animal of this country,' said I superciliously. + +'Oh, then, what kind of a horse are you accustomed to?' asked he, half +insolently. + +'The Limousin,' said I coolly, 'what we always mount in our hussar +regiments in France.' + +'And you are a French soldier, then,' cried he, in evident astonishment +at my frankness. + +'At your service, sir,' said I, saluting; 'a lieutenant of hussars; and +if you are tormented by any further curiosity concerning me, I may +as well relieve you by stating that I am proceeding to Lord Cavan's +headquarters to surrender as a prisoner.' + +'Frank enough that!' said he of the broken leg, laughing heartily as he +spoke. 'Well, sir,' said the other, 'you are, as your countrymen would +call it, _bien venu_, for we are bound in that direction ourselves, and +will be happy to have your company.' + +One piece of tact my worldly experience had profoundly impressed upon +me, and that was, the necessity of always assuming an air of easy +unconcern in every circumstance of doubtful issue. There was quite +enough of difficulty in the present case to excite my anxiety, but I +rode along beside the jaunting-car, chatting familiarly with my new +acquaintances, and, I believe, without exhibiting the slightest degree +of uneasiness regarding my own position. + +From them I learned so much as they had heard of the late naval +engagement. The report was that Bompard's fleet had fallen in with Sir +John Warren's squadron; and having given orders for his fastest sailers +to make the best of their way to France, had, with the _Hoche_, the +_Loire_, and the _Resolve_, given battle to the enemy. These had all +been captured, as well as four others which fled, two alone of the whole +succeeding in their escape. I think now, that, grievous as these tidings +were, there was nothing of either boastfulness or insolence in the tone +in which they were communicated to me. Every praise was accorded to +Bompard for skill and bravery, and the defence was spoken of in terms +of generous eulogy. The only trait of acrimony that showed itself in the +recital was a regret that a number of Irish rebels should have escaped +in the _Biche_, one of the smaller frigates; and several emissaries of +the people, who had been deputed to the admiral, were also alleged to +have been on board of that vessel. + +'You are sorry to have missed your friend the priest of Murrah,' said +Hill jocularly. + +'Yes, by George, that fellow should have graced a gallows if I had been +lucky enough to have taken him.' + +'What was his crime, sir?' asked I, with seeming unconcern. + +'Nothing more than exciting to rebellion a people with whom he had no +tie of blood or kindred! He was a Frenchman, and devoted himself to the +cause of Ireland,* as they call it, from pure sympathy----' + +'And a dash of Popery,' broke in Hill. + +'It's hard to say even that; my own opinion is, that French Jacobinism +cares very little for the Pope. Am I right, young gentleman--you don't +go very often to confession?' + +'I should do so less frequently if I were to be subjected to such a +system of interrogatory as yours,' said I tartly. + +They both took my impertinent speech in good part, and laughed heartily +at it; and thus, half amicably, half in earnest, we entered the little +town of Letterkenny, just as night was falling. + +'If you'll be our guest for this evening, sir,' said Hill, 'we shall be +happy to have your company.' + +I accepted the invitation, and followed them into the inn. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. THE BREAKFAST AT LETTERKENNY + +Early the next morning, a messenger arrived from the Cranagh, with a +small packet of my clothes and effects, and a farewell letter from the +two brothers. I had but time to glance over its contents when the tramp +of feet and the buzz of voices in the street attracted me to the window, +and on looking out I saw a long line of men, two abreast, who were +marching along as prisoners, a party of dismounted dragoons keeping +guard over them on either side, followed by a strong detachment of +marines. The poor fellows looked sad and crest-fallen enough. Many of +them wore bandages on their heads and limbs, the tokens of the late +struggle. Immediately in front of the inn door stood a group of about +thirty persons; they were the staff of the English force, and the +officers of our fleet, all mingled together, and talking away with +the greatest air of unconcern. I was struck by remarking that all our +seamen, though prisoners, saluted the officers as they passed, and in +the glances interchanged I thought I could read a world of sympathy +and encouragement. As for the officers, like true Frenchmen they bore +themselves as though it were one of the inevitable chances of war, and, +however vexatious for the moment, not to be thought of as an event of +much importance. The greater number of them belonged to the army, and I +could see the uniforms of the staff, artillery and dragoons, as well as +the less distinguished costume of the line. + +Perhaps they carried the affectation of indifference a little too far, +and in the lounging ease of their attitude, and the cool unconcern +with which they puffed their cigars, displayed an over-anxiety to seem +unconcerned. + +That the English were piqued at their bearing was still more plain to +see; and indeed, in the sullen looks of the one, and the careless gaiety +of the other party, a stranger might readily have mistaken the captor +for the captive. + +My two friends of the evening before were in the midst of the group. He +who had questioned me so sharply now wore a general officer's uniform, +and seemed to be the chief in command. As I watched him I heard him +addressed by an officer, and now saw that he was no other than Lord +Cavan himself, while the other was a well-known magistrate and country +gentleman, Sir George Hill. + +The sad procession took almost half an hour to defile; and then came a +long string of country cars and carts, with sea-chests and other +stores belonging to our officers, and, last of all, some eight or ten +ammunition-waggons and gun-carriages, over which an English union-jack +now floated in token of conquest. + +There was nothing like exultation or triumph exhibited by the peasantry +as this pageant passed. They gazed in silent wonderment at the scene, +and looked like men who scarcely knew whether the result boded more of +good or evil to their own fortunes. While keenly scrutinising the looks +and bearing of the bystanders, I received a summons to meet the general +and his party at breakfast. + +Although the occurrence was one of the most pleasurable incidents of my +life, which brought me once more into intercourse with my comrades and +my countrymen, I should perhaps pass it over with slight mention, were +it not that it made me witness to a scene which has since been recorded +in various different ways, but of whose exact details I profess to be an +accurate narrator. + +After making a tour of the room, saluting my comrades, answering +questions here, putting others there, I took my place at the long table, +which, running the whole length of the apartment, was indiscriminately +occupied by French and English, and found myself with my back to +the fireplace, and having directly in front of me a man of about +thirty-three or thirty-four years of age, dressed in the uniform of a +_chef de brigade_; light-haired and blue-eyed, he bore no resemblance +whatever to those around him, whose dark faces and black beards +proclaimed them of a foreign origin. There was an air of mildness in his +manner, mingled with a certain impetuosity that betrayed itself in the +rapid glances of his eye, and I could plainly mark that while the rest +were perfectly at their ease, he was constrained, restless, watching +eagerly everything that went forward about him, and showing unmistakably +a certain anxiety and distrust, widely differing from the gay and +careless indifference of his comrades. I was curious to hear his name, +and on asking, learned that he was the _Chef de Brigade_ Smith, an +Irishman by birth, but holding a command in the French service. + +I had but asked the question, when, pushing back his chair from the +table, he arose suddenly, and stood stiff and erect, like a soldier on +parade. + +'Well, sir, I hope you are satisfied with your inspection of me,' cried +he, and sternly, addressing himself to some one behind my back. I turned +and perceived it was Sir George Hill, who stood in front of the fire, +leaning on his stick. Whether he replied or not to this rude speech I am +unable to say, but the other walked leisurely round the table and came +directly in front of him. 'You know me now, sir, I presume,' said he, +in the same imperious voice, 'or else this uniform has made a greater +change in my appearance than I knew of.' + +'Mr. Tone!' said Sir George, in a voice scarcely above a whisper. + +'Ay, sir, Wolfe Tone; there is no need of secrecy here; Wolfe Tone, your +old college acquaintance in former times, but now _chef de brigade_ in +the service of France.' + +'This is a very unexpected, a very unhappy meeting, Mr. Tone,' said Hill +feelingly; 'I sincerely wish you had not recalled the memory of our past +acquaintance. My duty gives me no alternative.' + +'Your duty, or I mistake much, can have no concern with me, sir,' cried +Tone, in a more excited voice. + +'I ask for nothing better than to be sure of this, Mr. Tone,' said Sir +George, moving slowly towards the door. + +'You would treat me like an _emigre rentre?_ cried Tone passionately, +'but I am a French subject and a French officer!' + +'I shall be well satisfied if others take the same view of your case, I +assure you,' said Hill, as he gained the door. + +'You 'll not find me unprepared for either event, sir,' rejoined Tone, +following him out of the room, and banging the door angrily behind him. + +For a moment or two the noise of voices was heard from without, and +several of the guests, English and French, rose from the table, eagerly +inquiring what had occurred, and asking for an explanation of the scene, +when suddenly the door was flung wide open, and Tone appeared between +two policemen, his coat off, and his wrists inclosed in handcuffs. + +'Look here, comrades,' he cried in French; 'this is another specimen of +English politeness and hospitality. After all,' added he, with a bitter +laugh, 'they have no designation in all their heraldry as honourable as +these fetters, when worn for the cause of freedom! Good-bye, comrades; +we may never meet again, but don't forget how we parted.' + +These were the last words he uttered, when the door was closed, and he +was led forward under charge of a strong force of police and military. +A postchaise was soon seen to pass the windows at speed, escorted by +dragoons, and we saw no more of our comrade. + +The incident passed even more rapidly than I write it. The few words +spoken, the hurried gestures, the passionate exclamations, are yet all +deeply graven on my memory; and I can recall every little incident of +the scene, and every feature of the locality wherein it occurred. With +true French levity many reseated themselves at the breakfast-table; +whilst others, with perhaps as little feeling, but more of curiosity, +discussed the event, and sought for an explanation of its meaning. + +'Then what's to become of Tiernay,' cried one, 'if it be so hard +to throw off this "coil of Englishmen?" His position may be just as +precarious.' + +'That is exactly what has occurred,' said Lord Cavan; 'a warrant for his +apprehension has just been put into my hands, and I deeply regret +that the duty should violate that of hospitality, and make my guest my +prisoner.' + +'May I see this warrant, my lord?' asked I. + +'Certainly, sir. Here it is; and here is the information on oath through +which it was issued, sworn to before three justices of the peace by a +certain Joseph Dowall, late an officer in the rebel forces, but now a +pardoned approver of the Crown; do you remember such a man, sir?' + +I bowed, and he went on. + +'He would seem a precious rascal; but such characters become +indispensable in times like these. After all, M. Tiernay, my orders are +only to transmit you to Dublin under safe escort, and there is nothing +either in my duty or in your position to occasion any feeling of +unpleasantness between us. Let us have a glass of wine together.' + +I responded to this civil proposition with politeness, and, after +a slight interchange of leave-takings with some of my newly-found +comrades, I set out for Derry on a jaunting-car, accompanied by +an officer and two policemen, affecting to think very little of a +circumstance which, in reality, the more I reflected over, the more +serious I deemed it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. SCENE IN THE ROYAL BARRACKS + +It would afford me little pleasure to write, and doubtless my readers +less to read, my lucubrations as I journeyed along towards Dublin. My +thoughts seldom turned from myself and my own fortunes, nor were +they cheered by the scene through which I travelled. The season was a +backward and wet one, and the fields, partly from this cause, and partly +from the people being engaged in the late struggle, lay untilled and +neglected. Groups of idle, lounging peasants stood in the villages, +or loitered on the highroads as we passed, sad, ragged-looking, and +wretched. They seemed as if they had no heart to resume their wonted +life of labour, but were waiting for some calamity to close their +miserable existence. Strongly in contrast with this were the air +and bearing of the yeomanry and militia detachments with whom we +occasionally came up. Quite forgetting how little creditable to some +of them, at least, were the events of the late campaign, they gave +themselves the most intolerable airs of heroism, and in their drunken +jollity, and reckless abandonment, threatened, I know not what--utter +ruin to France and all Frenchmen. Bonaparte was the great mark of +their sarcasms, and, from some cause or other, seemed to enjoy a most +disproportioned share of their dislike and derision. + +At first it required some effort of constraint on my part to listen to +this ribaldry in silence; but prudence, and a little sense, taught me +the safer lesson of 'never minding,' and so I affected to understand +nothing that was said in a spirit of insult or offence. + +On the night of the 7th of November we drew nigh to Dublin; but instead +of entering the capital, we halted at a small village outside of it, +called Ghapelizod. Here a house had been fitted up for the reception of +French prisoners, and I found myself, if not in company, at least under +the same roof, with my countrymen. + +Nearer intercourse than this, however, I was not destined to enjoy, for +early on the following morning I was ordered to set out for the Royal +Barracks, to be tried before a court-martial. It was on a cold, raw +morning, with a thin, drizzly rain falling, that we drove into the +barrack-yard, and drew up at the mess-room, then used for the purposes +of a court. As yet none of the members had assembled, and two or three +mess-waiters were engaged in removing the signs of last night's +debauch, and restoring a semblance of decorum to a very rackety-looking +apartment. The walls were scrawled over with absurd caricatures, in +charcoal or ink, of notorious characters of the capital, and a very +striking 'battle-piece' commemorated the 'Races of Castlebar,' as that +memorable action was called, in a spirit, I am bound to say, of +little flattery to the British arms. There were, to be sure, little +compensatory illustrations here and there of French cavalry in Egypt, +mounted on donkeys, or revolutionary troops on parade, ragged as +scarecrows, and ill-looking as highwaymen; but a most liberal justice +characterised all these frescoes, and they treated both Trojan and +Tyrian alike. + +I had abundant time given me to admire them, for although summoned for +seven o'clock, it was nine before the first officer of the court-martial +made his appearance, and he having popped in his head, and perceiving +the room empty, sauntered out again, and disappeared. At last a very +noisy jaunting-car rattled into the square, and a short, red-faced +man was assisted down from it, and entered the mess-room. This was Mr. +Peters, the Deputy Judge Advocate, whose presence was the immediate +signal for the others, who now came dropping in from every side, the +President, a Colonel Daly, arriving the last. + +A few tradespeople, loungers, it seemed to me, of the barracks, and some +half-dozen non-commissioned officers off duty, made up the public; and I +could not but feel a sense of my insignificance in the utter absence of +interest my fate excited. The listless indolence and informality, too, +offended and insulted me; and when the President politely told me to +be seated, for they were obliged to wait for some books or papers left +behind at his quarters, I actually was indignant at his coolness. + +As we thus waited, the officers gathered round the fireplace, chatting +and laughing pleasantly together, discussing the social events of the +capital, and the gossip of the day; everything, in fact, but the case of +the individual on whose future fate they were about to decide. + +At length the long-expected books made their appearance, and a few +well-thumbed volumes were spread over the table, behind which the Court +took their places, Colonel Daly in the centre, with the judge upon his +left. + +The members being sworn, the Judge Advocate arose, and in a hurried, +humdrum kind of voice, read out what purported to be the commission +under which I was to be tried; the charge being, whether I had or had +not acted treacherously and hostilely to his Majesty, whose natural-born +subject I was, being born in that kingdom, and, consequently, owing to +him all allegiance and fidelity. 'Guilty or not guilty, sir?' + +'The charge is a falsehood; I am a Frenchman,' was my answer. + +'Have respect for the Court, sir,' said Peters; 'you mean that you are a +French officer, but by birth an Irishman.' + +'I mean no such thing--that I am French by birth, as I am in +feeling--that I never saw Ireland till within a few months back, and +heartily wish I had never seen it.' + +'So would General Humbert, too, perhaps,' said Daly, laughing; and the +Court seemed to relish the jest. + +'Where were you born, then, Tiernay?' + +'In Paris, I believe.' + +'And your mother's name, what was it?' + +'I never knew; I was left an orphan when a mere infant, and can tell +little of my family.' + +'Your father was Irish, then?' + +'Only by descent. I have heard that we came from a family who bore the +title of "Timmahoo"---Lord Tiernay of Timmahoo.' + +'There was such a title,' interposed Peters; 'it was one of King James's +last creations after his flight from the Boyne. Some, indeed, assert +that it was conferred before the battle. What a strange coincidence, to +find the descendant, if he be such, labouring in something like the same +cause as his ancestor.' + +'What's your rank, sir?' asked a sharp, severe-looking man, called Major +Flood. + +'First Lieutenant of Hussars.' + +'And is it usual for a boy of your years to hold that rank; or was there +anything peculiar in your case that obtained the promotion?' + +'I served in two campaigns, and gained my grade regularly.' + +'Your Irish blood, then, had no share in your advancement?' asked he +again. + +'I am a Frenchman, as I said before,' was my answer. + +'A Frenchman, who lays claim to an Irish estate and an Irish title,' +replied Flood. 'Let us hear Dowall's statement.' + +And now, to my utter confusion, a man made his way to the table, and, +taking the book from the Judge Advocate, kissed it in token of an oath. + +'Inform the Court of anything you know in connection with the prisoner,' +said the judge. + +And the fellow, not daring even to look towards me, began a long, +rambling, unconnected narrative of his first meeting with me at Killala, +affecting that a close intimacy had subsisted between us, and that, +in the faith of a confidence, I had told him how, being an Irishman by +birth, I had joined the expedition in the hope that with the expulsion +of the English I should be able to re-establish my claim to my family +rank and fortune. There was little coherence in his story, and more +than one discrepant statement occurred in it; but the fellow's natural +stupidity imparted a wonderful air of truth to the narrative, and I +was surprised how naturally it sounded even to my own ears, little +circumstances of truth being interspersed through the recital, as though +to season the falsehood into a semblance of fact. + +'What have you to reply to this, Tiernay?' asked the colonel. + +'Simply, sir, that such a witness, were his assertions even more +consistent and probable, is utterly unworthy of credit. This fellow was +one of the greatest marauders of the rebel army; and the last exercise +of authority I ever witnessed by General Humbert was an order to drive +him out of the town of Castlebar.' + +'Is this the notorious Town-major Dowall?' asked an officer of +artillery. + +'The same, sir.' + +'I can answer, then, for his being one of the greatest rascals +unhanged,' rejoined he. + +'This is all very irregular, gentlemen,' interposed the Judge Advocate; +'the character of a witness cannot be impugned by what is mere desultory +conversation. Let Dowall withdraw.' + +The man retired, and now a whispered conversation was kept up at the +table for about a quarter of an hour, in which I could distinctly +separate those who befriended from those who opposed me, the major being +the chief of the latter party. One speech of his which I overheard made +a slight impression on me, and for the first time suggested uneasiness +regarding the event. + +'Whatever you do with this lad must have an immense influence on Tone's +trial. Don't forget that if you acquit him, you'll be sorely puzzled to +convict the other.' + +The colonel promptly overruled this unjust suggestion, and maintained +that in my accent, manner, and appearance, there was every evidence of +my French origin. + +'Let Wolfe Tone stand upon his own merits,' said he, 'but let us not mix +this case with his.' + +'I'd have treated every man who landed to a rope,' exclaimed the major, +'Humbert himself among the rest. It was pure "brigandage," and nothing +less.' + +'I hope if I escape, sir, that it will never be my fortune to see you a +prisoner of France,' said I, forgetting all in my indignation. + +'If my voice have any influence, young man, that opportunity is not +likely to occur to you,' was the reply. + +This ungenerous speech found no sympathy with the rest, and I soon saw +that the major represented a small minority in the Court. + +The want of my commission, or of any document suitable to my rank or +position in the service, was a great drawback; for I had given all my +papers to Humbert, and had nothing to substantiate my account of myself. +I saw how unfavourably this acknowledgment was taken by the Court; and +when I was ordered to withdraw that they might deliberate, I own that I +felt great misgivings as to the result. + +The deliberation was a long, and, as I could overhear, a strongly +disputed one. Dowall was twice called in for examination, and when he +retired on the last occasion the discussion grew almost stormy. + +As I stood thus awaiting my fate, the public, now removed from the +court, pressed eagerly to look at me; and while some thronged the +doorway, and even pressed against the sentry, others crowded at the +window to peep in. Among these faces, over which my eye ranged in half +vacancy, one face struck me, for the expression of sincere sympathy and +interest it bore. It was that of a middle-aged man of a humble walk in +life, whose dress bespoke him from the country. There was nothing in his +appearance to have called for attention or notice, and at any other time +I should have passed him over without remark; but now, as his features +betokened a feeling almost verging on anxiety, I could not regard him +without interest. + +Whichever way my eyes turned, however my thoughts might take me off, +whenever I looked towards him I was sure to find his gaze steadily bent +upon me, and with an expression quite distinct from mere curiosity. At +last came the summons for me to reappear before the Court, and the crowd +opened to let me pass in. + +The noise, the anxiety of the moment, and the movement of the people +confused me at first; and when I recovered self-possession, I found +that the Judge Advocate was reciting the charge under which I was tried. +There were three distinct counts, on each of which the Court pronounced +me 'Not Guilty,' but at the same time qualifying the finding by the +additional words--'by a majority of two'; thus showing me that my escape +had been a narrow one. + +'As a prisoner of war,' said the President, 'you will now receive the +same treatment as your comrades of the same rank. Some have been already +exchanged, and some have given bail for their appearance to answer any +future charges against them.' + +'I am quite ready, sir, to accept my freedom on parole,' said I; 'of +course, in a country where I am an utter stranger, bail is out of the +question.' + +'I'm willing to bail him, your worship; I'll take it on me to be surety +for him,' cried a coarse, husky voice from the body of the court; and +at the same time a man dressed in a greatcoat of dark frieze pressed +through the crowd and approached the table. + +'And who are you, my good fellow, so ready to impose yourself on the +Court?' asked Peters. + +'I'm a farmer of eighty acres of land, from the Black Pits, near +Baldoyle, and the adjutant there, Mr. Moore, knows me well.' + +'Yes,' said the adjutant, 'I have known you some years, as supplying +forage to the cavalry, and always heard you spoken of as honest and +trustworthy.' + +'Thank you, Mr. Moore; that's as much as I want.' + +'Yes; but it's not as much as we want, my worthy man,' said Peters; 'we +require to know that you are a solvent and respectable person.' + +'Come out and see my place, then; ride over the land and look at my +stock; ask my neighbours my character; find out if there's anything +against me.' + +'We prefer to leave all that trouble on your shoulders,' said Peters; +'show us that we may accept your surety, and we 'll entertain the +question at once.' + +'How much is it?' asked he eagerly. + +'We demanded five hundred pounds for a major on the staff; suppose we +say two, colonel, is that sufficient?' asked Peters of the President. + +'I should say quite enough,' was the reply. + +'There's eighty of it, anyway,' said the farmer, producing a dirty roll +of bank-notes, and throwing them on the table; 'I got them from Mr. +Murphy in Smithfield this morning, and I'll get twice as much more from +him for asking; so if your honours will wait till I come back, I'll not +be twenty minutes away.' + +'But we can't take your money, my man; we have no right to touch it.' + +'Then what are ye talking about two hundred pounds for?' asked he +sternly. + +'We want your promise to pay in the event of this bail being broken.' + +'Oh, I see, it's all the same thing in the end; I'll do it either way.' + +'We'll accept Mr. Murphy's guarantee for your solvency,' said Peters; +'obtain that, and you can sign the bond at once.' + +''Faith, I'll get it, sure enough, and be here before you've the writing +drawn out,' said he, buttoning up his coat. + +'What name are we to insert in the bond?' 'Tiernay, sir.' + +'That's the prisoner's name, but we want yours.' 'Mine's Tiernay, too, +sir; Pat Tiernay of the Black Pits.' + +Before I could recover from my surprise at this announcement he had left +the court, which in a few minutes afterwards broke up, a clerk alone +remaining to fill up the necessary documents and complete the bail-bond. + +The colonel, as well as two others of his officers, pressed me to join +them at breakfast, but I declined, resolving to wait for my namesake's +return, and partake of no other hospitality than his. + +It was near one o'clock when he returned, almost worn out with fatigue, +since he had been in pursuit of Mr. Murphy for several hours, and only +came upon him by chance at last. His business, however, he had fully +accomplished; the bail-bond was duly drawn out and signed, and I left +the barrack in a state of mind very different from the feeling with +which I had entered it that day. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. A BRIEF CHANGE OF LIFE AND COUNTRY + +My new acquaintance never ceased to congratulate himself on what he +called the lucky accident that had led him to the barracks that morning, +and thus brought about our meeting. 'Little as you think of me, my +dear,' said he, 'I'm one of the Tiernays of Timmahoo myself; faix, until +I saw you, I thought I was the last of them! There are eight generations +of us in the churchyard at Kells, and I was looking to the time when +they'd lay my bones there as the last of the race, but I see there's +better fortune before us.' + +'But you have a family, I hope?' + +'Sorrow one belonging to me. I might have married when I was young, +but there was a pride in me to look for something higher than I had any +right--except from blood I mean, for a better stock than our own +isn't to be found; and that's the way years went over and I lost the +opportunity, and here I am now an old bachelor, without one to stand to +me, barrin' it be yourself.' + +The last words were uttered with a tremulous emotion, and, on turning +towards him, I saw his eyes swimming with tears, and perceived that some +strong feeling was working within him. + +'You can't suppose I can ever forget what I owe you, Mr. Tiernay.' + +'Call me Pat, Pat Tiernay,' interrupted he roughly. + +'I 'll call you what you please,' said I, 'if you let me add friend to +it.' + +'That'senough; we understand one another now--no more need be said. +You'll come home and live with me It's not long, maybe, you'll have to +do that same; but when I go you 'll be heir to what I have. 'Tis more, +perhaps, than many supposes, looking at the coat and the gaiters I am +wearin'. Mind, Maurice, I don't want you, nor I don't expect you, to +turn farmer like myself. You need never turn a hand to anything. You 'll +have your horse to ride--two, if you like it. Your time will be all your +own, so that you spend a little of it now and then with me, and as much +divarsion as ever you care for.' + +I have condensed into a few words the substance of a conversation +which lasted till we reached Baldoyle; and passing through that not +over-imposing village, gained the neighbourhood of the sea-shore, along +which stretched the farm of the 'Black Pits,' a name derived, I was +told, from certain black holes that were dug in the sands by fishermen +in former times, when the salt tide washed over the pleasant fields +where corn was now growing. A long, low, thatched cabin, with far more +indications of room and comfort than pretension to the picturesque, +stood facing the sea. There were neither trees nor shrubs around it, +and the aspect of the spot was bleak and cheerless enough, a colouring a +dark November day did nothing to dispel. + +It possessed one charm, however; and had it been a hundred times +inferior to what it was, that one would have compensated for all else--a +hearty welcome met me at the door, and the words, 'This is your home, +Maurice,' filled my heart with happiness. + +Were I to suffer myself to dwell even in thought on this period of my +life, I feel how insensibly I should be led away into an inexcusable +prolixity. The little meaningless incidents of my daily life, all so +engraven on my memory still, occupied me pleasantly from day till +night. Not only the master of myself and my own time, I was master of +everything around me. Uncle Pat, as he loved to call himself, treated me +with a degree of respect that was almost painful to me, and only when +we were alone together did he relapse into the intimacy of equality. Two +first-rate hunters stood in my stable; a stout-built half-deck boat lay +at my command beside the quay; I had my gun and my greyhounds; books, +journals; everything, in short, that a liberal purse and a kind spirit +could confer--all but acquaintance. Of these I possessed absolutely +none. Too proud to descend to intimacy with the farmers and small +shopkeepers of the neighbourhood, my position excluded me from +acquaintance with the gentry; and thus I stood between both, unknown to +either. + +For a while my new career was too absorbing to suffer me to dwell on +this circumstance. The excitement of field-sports sufficed me when +abroad, and I came home usually so tired at night that I could +barely keep awake to amuse Uncle Pat with those narratives of war and +campaigning he was so fond of hearing. To the hunting-field succeeded +the Bay of Dublin, and I passed days, even weeks, exploring every creek +and inlet of the coast--now cruising under the dark cliffs of the Welsh +shore, or, while my boat lay at anchor, wandering among the solitary +valleys of Lambay, my life, like a dream full of its own imaginings, and +unbroken by the thoughts or feelings of others! I will not go the length +of saying that I was self-free from all reproach on the inglorious +indolence in which my days were passed, or that my thoughts never +strayed away to that land where my first dreams of ambition were felt. +But a strange fatuous kind of languor had grown upon me, and the more I +retired within myself, the less did I wish for a return to that struggle +with the world which every active life engenders. Perhaps--I cannot now +say if it were so--perhaps I resented the disdainful distance with +which the gentry treated me, as we met in the hunting-field or the +coursing-ground. Some of the isolation I preferred may have had this +origin, but choice had the greater share in it, until at last my +greatest pleasure was to absent myself for weeks on a cruise, fancying +that I was exploring tracts never visited by man, and landing on spots +where no human foot had ever been known to tread. + +If Uncle Pat would occasionally remonstrate on the score of these long +absences, he never ceased to supply means for them; and my sea-store and +a well-filled purse were never wanting, when the blue-peter floated from +_La Hoche_, as in my ardour I had named my cutter. Perhaps at heart +he was not sorry to see me avoid the capital and its society. The +bitterness which had succeeded the struggle for independence was now at +its highest point, and there was what, to my thinking at least, appeared +something like the cruelty of revenge in the sentences which followed +the state trials. I will not suffer myself to stray into the debatable +ground of politics, nor dare I give an opinion on matters, where, with +all the experience of fifty years superadded, the wisest heads are +puzzled how to decide; but my impression at the time was that lenity +would have been a safer and a better policy than severity, and that in +the momentary prostration of the country, lay the precise conjuncture +for those measures of grace and favour which were afterwards rather +wrung from than conceded by the English Government. Be this as it may, +Dublin offered a strange spectacle at that period. The triumphant joy +of one party--the discomfiture and depression of the other. All the +exuberant delight of success here, all the bitterness of failure there. +On one side, festivities, rejoicings, and public demonstrations; on the +other, confinement, banishment, or the scaffold. + +The excitement was almost madness. The passion for pleasure, restrained +by the terrible contingencies of the time, now broke forth with +redoubled force, and the capital was thronged with all its rank, riches, +and fashion, when its gaols were crowded, and the heaviest sentences of +the law were in daily execution. The state-trials were crowded by all +the fashion of the metropolis; and the heart-moving eloquence of Curran +was succeeded by the strains of a merry concert. It was just then, too, +that the great lyric poet of Ireland began to appear in society, and +those songs which were to be known afterwards as 'The Melodies,' _par +excellence_, were first heard in all the witching enchantment which his +own taste and voice could lend them. To such as were indifferent to +or could forget the past, it was a brilliant period. It was the last +flickering blaze of Irish nationality, before the lamp was extinguished +for ever. + +Of this society I myself saw nothing. But even in the retirement of my +humble life the sounds of its mirth and pleasure penetrated, and I +often wished to witness the scenes which even in vague description were +fascinating. It was, then, in a kind of discontent at my exclusion, that +I grew from day to day more disposed to solitude, and fonder of +those excursions which led me out of all reach of companionship or +acquaintance. In this spirit I planned a long cruise down channel, +resolving to visit the island of Valentia, or, if the wind and weather +favoured, to creep around the south-west coast as far as Bantry or +Kenmare. A man and his son, a boy of about sixteen, formed all my crew, +and were quite sufficient for the light tackle and easy rig of my craft. +Uncle Pat was already mounted on his pony, and ready to set out for +market, as we prepared to start. It was a bright spring morning--such a +one as now and then the changeful climate of Ireland brings forth in a +brilliancy of colour and softness of atmosphere that are rare in even +more favoured lands. + +'You have a fine day of it, Maurice, and just enough wind,' said he, +looking at the point from whence it came. 'I almost wish I was going +with you.' + +'And why not come, then?' asked I. 'You never will give yourself a +holiday. Do so for once, now.' + +'Not to-day, anyhow,' said he, half sighing at his self-denial. 'I have +a great deal of business on my hands to-day, but the next time--the very +next you're up to a long cruise, I'll go with you.' + +'That's a bargain, then?' + +'A bargain. Here's my hand on it.' + +We shook hands cordially on the compact. Little knew I it was to be for +the last time, and that we were never to meet again! + +I was soon aboard, and with a free mainsail skimming rapidly over the +bright waters of the bay. The wind freshened as the day wore on, and +we quickly passed the Kish light-ship, and held our course boldly down +channel. The height of my enjoyment in these excursions consisted in +the unbroken quietude of mind I felt, when removed from all chance +interruption, and left free to follow out my own fancies and indulge my +dreamy conceptions to my heart's content. It was then I used to revel in +imaginings which sometimes soared into the boldest realms of ambition, +and at others strayed contemplatively in the humblest walks of obscure +fortune. My crew never broke in upon these musings; indeed, old Tom +Finerty's low crooning song rather aided than interrupted them. He was +not much given to talking, and a chance allusion to some vessel afar +off, or some headland we were passing, were about the extent of his +communicativeness, and even these often fell on my ear unnoticed. + +It was thus, at night, we made the Hook Tower, and on the next day +passed, in a spanking breeze, under the bold cliffs of Tramore, just +catching, as the sun was sinking, the sight of Youghal Bay and the tall +headlands beyond it. + +'The wind is drawing more to the nor'ard,' said old Tom, as night closed +in, 'and the clouds look dirty.' + +'Bear her up a point or two,' said I, 'and let us stand in for Cork +Harbour if it comes on to blow.' + +He muttered something in reply, but I did not catch the words, nor, +indeed, cared I to hear them, for I had just wrapped myself in my +boat-cloak, and, stretched at full length on the shingle ballast of the +yawl, was gazing in rapture at the brilliancy of the starry sky above +me. Light skiffs of feathery cloud would now and then flit past, and +a peculiar hissing sound of the sea told, at the same time, that the +breeze was freshening. But old Tom had done his duty in mentioning this +once, and thus having disburthened his conscience, he closehauled his +mainsail, shifted the ballast a little to midships, and, putting up the +collar of his pilot-coat, screwed himself tighter into the corner beside +the tiller, and chewed his quid in quietness. The boy slept soundly in +the bow, and I, lulled by the motion and the plashing waves, fell into a +dreamy stupor, like a pleasant sleep. The pitching of the boat continued +to increase, and twice or thrice struck by a heavy sea, she lay over, +till the white waves came tumbling in over her gunwale. I heard Tom call +to his boy something about the head-sail, but for the life of me I +could not or would not arouse myself from a train of thought that I was +following. + +'She's a stout boat to stand this,' said Tom, as he rounded her off at a +coming wave, which, even thus escaped, splashed over us like a cataract. +'I know many a bigger craft wouldn't hold up her canvas under such a +gale.' + +'Here it comes, father. Here's a squall!' cried the boy; and with a +crash like thunder, the wind struck the sail, and laid the boat half +under. + +'She'd float if she was full of water,' said the old man, as the craft +'righted.' + +'But maybe the spars wouldn't stand,' said the boy anxiously. + +''Tis what I 'm thinking,' rejoined the father. 'There's a shake in the +mast, below the caps.' + +'Tell him it's better to bear up, and go before it,' whispered the lad, +with a gesture towards where I was lying. + +'Troth, it's little he'd care,' said the other; 'besides, he's never +plazed to be woke up.' + +'Here it comes again!' cried the boy. But this time the squall swept +past ahead of us, and the craft only reeled to the swollen waves, as +they tore by. + +'We 'd better go about, sir,' said Tom to me; 'there's a heavy sea +outside, and it's blowing hard now.' + +'And there's a split in the mast as long as my arm,' cried the boy. + +'I thought she'd live through any sea, Tom!' said I, laughing, for it +was his constant boast that no weather could harm her. + +'There goes the spar!' shouted he, while with a loud snap the mast gave +way, and fell with a crash over the side. The boat immediately came head +to wind, and sea after sea broke upon her bow, and fell in great floods +over us. + +'Out away the stays--clear the wreck,' cried Tom, 'before the squall +catches her!' + +And although we now laboured like men whose lives depended on the +exertion, the trailing sail and heavy rigging, shifting the ballast as +they fell, laid her completely over; and when the first sea struck her, +over she went. The violence of the gale sent me a considerable distance +out, and for several seconds I felt as though I should never reach the +surface again. Wave after wave rolled over me, and seemed bearing me +downwards with their weight. At last I grasped something; it was a +rope--a broken halyard; but by its means I gained the mast, which +floated alongside of the yawl as she now lay keel uppermost. With what +energy did I struggle to reach her! The space was scarcely a dozen +feet, and yet it cost me what seemed an age to traverse. Through all the +roaring of the breakers, and the crashing sounds of storm, I thought I +could hear my comrades' voices shouting and screaming; but this was in +all likelihood a mere deception, for I never saw them more! + +Grasping with a death-grip the slippery keel, I hung on to the boat +through all the night. The gale continued to increase, and by daybreak +it blew a perfect hurricane. With an aching anxiety I watched for light +to see if I were near the land, or if any ship were in sight; but when +the sun rose, nothing met my eyes but a vast expanse of waves tumbling +and tossing in mad confusion, while overhead some streaked and mottled +clouds were hurried along with the wind. Happily for me, I have no +correct memory of that long day of suffering. The continual noise, but +more still, the incessant motion of sea and sky around, brought on +a vertigo, that seemed like madness; and although the instinct of +self-preservation remained, the wildest and most incoherent fancies +filled my brain. Some of these were powerful enough to impress +themselves upon my memory for years after, and one I have never yet been +able to dispel. It clings to me in every season of unusual depression +or dejection; it recurs in the half-nightmare sleep of over-fatigue, and +even invades me when, restless and feverish, I lie for hours incapable +of repose. This is the notion that my state was one of afterlife +punishment; that I had died, and was now expiating a sinful life by the +everlasting misery of a castaway. The fever brought on by thirst and +exhaustion, and the burning sun which beamed down upon my uncovered +head, soon completed the measure of this infatuation, and all sense and +guidance left me. + +By what instinctive impulse I still held on my grasp, I cannot explain; +but there I clung during the whole of that long dreadful day, and the +still more dreadful night, when the piercing cold cramped my limbs, and +seemed as if freezing the very blood within me. It was no wish for life, +it was no anxiety to save myself, that now filled me. It seemed like a +vague impulse of necessity that compelled me to hang on. It was, as it +were, part of that terrible sentence which made this my doom for ever! + +An utter unconsciousness must have followed this state, and a dreary +blank, with flitting shapes of suffering, is all that remains to my +recollection. + +***** + +Probably within the whole range of human sensations, there is not one +so perfect in its calm and soothing influence as the first burst of +gratitude we feel when recovering from a long and severe illness. There +is not an object, however humble and insignificant, that is not for +the time invested with a new interest. The air is balmier, flowers are +sweeter, the voices of friends, the smiles and kind looks, are dearer +and fonder than we have ever known them. The whole world has put on a +new aspect for us, and we have not a thought that is not teeming with +forgiveness and affection. Such, in all their completeness, were my +feelings as I lay on the poop-deck of a large three-masted ship, which, +with studding and topgallant sails all set, proudly held her course up +the Gulf of St Lawrence. + +She was a Danzig barque, the _Hoffnung_, bound for Quebec, her only +passengers being a Moravian minister and his wife, on their way to join +a small German colony established near Lake Champlain. To Gottfried +Kroller and his dear little wife I owe not life alone, but nearly all +that has made it valuable. With means barely removed from absolute +poverty, I found that they had spared nothing to assist in my recovery; +for, when discovered, emaciation and wasting had so far reduced me that +nothing but the most unremitting care and kindness could have succeeded +in restoring me. To this end they bestowed not only their whole time and +attention, but every little delicacy of their humble sea-store. All +the little cordials and restoratives, meant for a season of sickness +or debility, were lavished unsparingly on me, and every instinct of +national thrift and carefulness gave way before the more powerful +influence of Christian benevolence. + +I can think of nothing but that bright morning, as I lay on a mattress +on the deck, with the 'Pfarrer' on one side of me, and his good little +wife, Lieschen, on the other; he with his volume of 'Wieland,' and she +working away with her long knitting-needles, and never raising her head +save to bestow a glance at the poor sick boy, whose bloodless lips were +trying to mutter her name in thankfulness. It is like the most delicious +dream as I think over those hours, when, rocked by the surging motion +of the large ship, hearing in half distinctness the words of +the 'Pfarrer's' reading, I followed out little fancies--now +self-originating, now rising from the theme of the poet's musings. + +How softly the cloud-shadows moved over the white sails and swept along +the bright deck! How pleasantly the water rippled against the vessel's +side I With what a glad sound the great ensign napped and fluttered in +the breeze! There was light, and life, and motion on every side, and I +felt all the intoxication of enjoyment. + +And like a dream was the portion of my life which followed. I +accompanied the Pfarrer to a small settlement near 'Crown Point,' +where he was to take up his residence as minister. Here we lived amid +a population of about four or five hundred Germans, principally from +Pomerania, on the shores of the Baltic, a peaceful, thrifty, quiet +set of beings, who, content with the little interests revolving around +themselves, never troubled their heads about the great events of war or +politics. And here in all likelihood should I have been content to pass +my days, when an accidental journey I made to Albany, to receive some +letters for the Pfarrer, once more turned the fortune of my life. + +It was a great incident in the quiet monotony of my life, when I set +out one morning, arrayed in a full suit of coarse, glossy black, with +buttons like small saucers, and a hat whose brim almost protected my +shoulders. I was, indeed, an object of very considerable envy to some, +and I hope, also, not denied the admiring approval of some others. Had +the respectable city I was about to visit been the chief metropolis of a +certain destination which I must not name, the warnings I received about +its dangers, dissipations, and seductions, could scarcely have been more +earnest or impressive. I was neither to speak with, nor even to look at, +those I met in the streets. I was carefully to avoid taking my meals +at any of the public eating-houses, rigidly guarding myself from the +contamination of even a chance acquaintance. It was deemed as needless +to caution me against theatres or places of amusement, as to hint to +me that I should not commit a highway robbery or a murder; and so, in +sooth, I should myself have felt it. The patriarchal simplicity in which +I had lived for above a year had not been without its affect in subduing +exaggerated feeling, or controlling that passion for excitement so +common to youth. I felt a kind of dreamy, religious languor over me, +which I sincerely believed represented a pious and well-regulated +temperament. Perhaps in time it might have become such. Perhaps with +others, more happily constituted, the impression would have been +confirmed and fixed; but in my case it was a mere lacquer, that the +first rubbing in the world was sure to brush off. + +I arrived safely at Albany, and having presented myself at the bank of +Gabriel Shultze, was desired to call the following morning, when all +the letters and papers of Gottfried Kroeller should be delivered to me. A +very cold invitation to supper was the only hospitality extended to +me. This I declined on pretext of weariness, and set out to explore the +town, to which my long residence in rural life imparted a high degree of +interest. + +I don't know what it may now be--doubtless a great capital, like one of +the European cities; but at that time I speak of, Albany was a strange, +incongruous assemblage of stores and wooden houses, great buildings like +granaries, with whole streets of low sheds around them, where, open to +the passer-by, men worked at various trades, and people followed out +the various duties of domestic life in sight of the public: daughters +knitted and sewed; mothers cooked, and nursed their children; men ate, +and worked, and smoked, and sang, as if in all the privacy of closed +dwellings, while a thick current of population poured by, apparently too +much immersed in their own cares, or too much accustomed to the scene, +to give it more than passing notice. + +It was curious how one bred and born in the great city of Paris, with +all its sights and sounds, and scenes of excitement and display, +could have been so rusticated by time as to feel a lively interest in +surveying the motley aspect of this quaint town. There were, it is +true, features in the picture very unlike the figures in 'Old-World' +landscape. A group of 'red men,' seated around a fire in the open +street, or a squaw carrying on her back a baby, firmly tied to a piece +of curved bark; a Southern-stater, with a spanking waggon-team, and two +grinning negroes behind, were new and strange elements in the life of a +city. Still, the mere movement, the actual busy stir and occupation of +the inhabitants, attracted me as much as anything else; and the shops +and stalls, where trades were carried on, were a seduction I could not +resist. + +The strict puritanism in which I had lately lived taught me to regard +all these things with a certain degree of distrust. They were the +impulses of that gold-seeking passion of which Gottfried had spoken +so frequently; they were the great vice of that civilisation, whose +luxurious tendency he often deplored; and here, now, more than one-half +around me were arts that only ministered to voluptuous tastes. Brilliant +articles of jewellery; gay cloaks, worked with wampum, in Indian taste; +ornamental turning, and costly weapons, inlaid with gold and silver, +succeeded each other, street after street; and the very sight of them, +however pleasurable to the eye, set me a-moralising in a strain that +would have done credit to a son of Geneva. It might have been that, in +my enthusiasm, I uttered half aloud what I intended for soliloquy; or +perhaps some gesture, or peculiarity of manner, had the effect; but so +it was, I found myself an object of notice; and my queer-cut coat and +wide hat, contrasting so strangely with my youthful appearance and +slender make, drew many a criticism on me. + +'He ain't a Quaker, that's a fact,' cried one, 'for they don't wear +black.' + +'He's a down-easter--a horse-jockey chap, I'll be bound,' cried another. +'They put on all manner of disguises and "masqueroonings." I know 'em!' + +'He's a calf preacher--a young bottle-nosed Gospeller,' broke in a +thick, short fellow, like the skipper of a merchant-ship. 'Let's have +him out for a preachment.' + +'Ay, you're right,' chimed in another. 'I'll get you a sugar hogshead in +no time'; and away he ran on the mission. + +Between twenty and thirty persons had now collected; and I saw myself, +to my unspeakable shame and mortification, the centre of all their looks +and speculations. A little more _aplomb_ or knowledge of life would have +taught me coolness enough in a few words to undeceive them; but such a +task was far above me now, and I saw nothing for it but flight. Could I +only have known which way to take, I need not have feared any pursuer, +for I was a capital runner, and in high condition; but of the locality +I was utterly ignorant, and should only surrender myself to mere chance. +With a bold rush, then, I dashed right through the crowd, and set off +down the street, the whole crew after me. + +[Illustration: 369] + +The dusk of the closing evening was in my favour; and although +volunteers were enlisted in the chase at every corner and turning, I +distanced them, and held on my way in advance. My great object being not +to turn on my course, lest I should come back to my starting point, +I directed my steps nearly straight onward, clearing apple-stalls and +fruit-tables at a bound, and more than once taking a flying-leap over an +Indian's fire, when the mad shout of the red man would swell the chorus +that followed me. At last I reached a network of narrow lanes and +alleys, by turning and wending through which I speedily found myself +in a quiet secluded spot, with here and there a flickering candle-light +from the windows, but no other sign of habitation. I looked anxiously +about for an open door; but they were all safe barred and fastened; and +it was only on turning a corner I spied what seemed to me a little shop, +with a solitary lamp over the entrance. A narrow canal, crossed by a +rickety old bridge, led to this; and the moment I had crossed over, I +seized the single plank which formed the footway, and shoved it into the +stream. My retreat being thus secured, I opened the door, and entered. +It was a barber's shop; at least, so a great chair before a cracked old +looking-glass, with some well-worn combs and brushes, bespoke it; but +the place seemed untenanted, and although I called aloud several times, +no one came or responded to my summons. + +I now took a survey of the spot, which seemed of the poorest imaginable. +A few empty pomatum pots, a case of razors that might have defied the +most determined suicide, and a half-finished wig, on a block painted +like a red man, were the entire stock-in-trade. On the walls, however, +were some coloured prints of the battles of the French army in Germany +and Italy. Execrably done things they were, but full of meaning and +interest to my eyes in spite of that. With all the faults of drawing and +all the travesties of costume, I could recognise different corps of the +service, and my heart bounded as I gazed on the tall shakos swarming to +a breach, or the loose jacket as it floated from the hussar in a charge. +All the wild pleasures of soldiering rose once more to my mind, and +I thought over old comrades who doubtless were now earning the high +rewards of their bravery in the great career of glory. And as I did so, +my own image confronted me in the glass, as with long lank hair, and +a great bolster of a white cravat, I stood before it. What a +contrast!--how unlike the smart hussar, with curling locks and fierce +moustache! Was I as much changed in heart as in looks? Had my spirit +died out within me? Would the proud notes of the bugle or the trumpet +fall meaningless on my ears, or the hoarse cry of 'Charge!' send no +bursting fulness to my temples? Ay, even these coarse representations +stirred the blood in my veins, and my step grew firmer as I walked the +room. + +In a passionate burst of enthusiasm, I tore off my slouched hat and +hurled it from me. It felt like the badge of some ignoble slavery, and +I determined to endure it no longer. The noise of the act called up a +voice from the inner room, and a man, to all appearance suddenly roused +from sleep, stood at the door. He was evidently young, but poverty, +dissipation, and raggedness made the question of his age a difficult +one to solve. A light-coloured moustache and beard covered all the +lower part of his face, and his long blonde hair fell heavily over his +shoulders. + +'Well,' cried he, half angrily, 'what's the matter; are you so impatient +that you must smash the furniture?' + +Although the words were spoken as correctly as I have written them, +they were uttered with a foreign accent; and, hazarding the stroke, I +answered him in French by apologising for the noise. + +'What! a Frenchman,' exclaimed he, 'and in that dress! what can that +mean?' + +'If you'll shut your door, and cut off pursuit of me, I'll tell you +everything,' said I, 'for I hear the voices of people coming down that +street in front.' + +'I'll do better,' said he quickly; 'I'll upset the bridge, and they +cannot come over.' + +'That's done already,' replied I; 'I shoved it into the stream as I +passed.' + +He looked at me steadily for a moment without speaking, and then +approaching close to me, said, '_Parbleu!_ the act was very unlike your +costume!' At the same time he shut the door, and drew a strong bar +across it. This done, he turned to me once more--'Now for it: who are +you, and what has happened to you?' + +'As to what I am,' replied I, imitating his own abruptness, 'my dress +would almost save the trouble of explaining; these Albany folk, however, +would make a field-preacher of me, and to escape them I took to flight.' + +'Well, if a fellow will wear his hair that fashion, he must take the +consequence,' said he, drawing out my long lank locks as they hung over +my shoulders. 'And so you wouldn't hold forth for them--not even give +them a stave of a conventicle chant.' He kept his eyes riveted on me +as he spoke, and then seizing two pieces of stick from the firewood, he +beat on the table the rataplan of the French drum. 'That's the music +you know best, lad, eh?--that's the air, which, if it has not led +heavenward, has conducted many a brave fellow out of this world at +least. Do you forget it?' + +'Forget it! no,' cried I;' but who are you; and how comes it +that--that----' I stopped in confusion at the rudeness of the question I +had begun. 'That I stand here, half fed, and all but naked--a barber in +a land where men don't shave once a month. _Parbleu!_ they'd come even +seldomer to my shop if they knew how tempted I feel to draw the razor +sharp and quick across the gullet of a fellow with a well-stocked +pouch.' + +As he continued to speak, his voice assumed a tone and cadence that +sounded familiar to my ears as I stared at him in amazement. + +'Not know me yet!' exclaimed he, laughing; 'and yet all this poverty and +squalor isn't as great a disguise as your own, Tiernay. Come, lad, rub +your eyes a bit, and try if you can't recognise an old comrade.' + +'I know you, yet cannot remember how or where we met,' said I, in +bewilderment. + +'I'll refresh your memory,' said he, crossing his arms, and drawing +himself proudly up. 'If you can trace back in your mind to a certain +hot and dusty day, on the Metz road, when you, a private in the Ninth +Hussars, were eating an onion and a slice of black bread for your +dinner, a young officer, well looking and well mounted, cantered up and +threw you his brandy flask. Your acknowledgment of the civility showed +you to be a gentleman; and the acquaintance thus opened soon ripened +into intimacy.' + +'But he was the young Marquis de Saint-Trone,' said I, perfectly +remembering the incident. + +'Or Eugene Santron, of the republican army, or the barber at Albany, +without any name at all,' said he, laughing. 'What, Maurice, don't you +know me yet?' + +'What! the lieutenant of my regiment? The dashing officer of hussars?' + +'Just so, and as ready to resume the old skin as ever,' cried he, 'and +brandish a weapon somewhat longer, and perhaps somewhat sharper, too, +than a razor.' + +We shook hands with all the cordiality of old comrades, meeting far away +from home, and in a land of strangers; and although each was full of +curiosity to learn the other's history, a kind of reserve held back the +inquiry, till Santron said, 'My confession is soon made, Maurice: I left +the service in the Meuse, to escape being shot. One day, on returning +from a field manouvre, I discovered that my portmanteau had been opened, +and a number of letters and papers taken out. They were part of a +correspondence I held with old General Lamarre, about the restoration of +the Bourbons--a subject, I'm certain, that half the officers in the army +were interested in, and, even to Bonaparte himself, deeply implicated +in, too. No matter, my treason, as they called it, was too flagrant, and +I had just twenty minutes' start of the order which was issued for my +arrest to make my escape into Holland. There I managed to pass several +months in various disguises, part of the time being employed as a Dutch +spy, and actually charged with an order to discover tidings of myself, +until I finally got away in an Antwerp schooner to New York. From that +time my life has been nothing but a struggle--a hard one, too, +with actual want, for in this land of enterprise and activity, mere +intelligence, without some craft or calling, will do nothing. + +'I tried fifty things: to teach riding--and when I mounted into the +saddle, I forgot everything but my own enjoyment, and caracoled, and +plunged, and passaged, till the poor beast hadn't a leg to stand on; +fencing--and I got into a duel with a rival teacher, and ran him through +the neck, and was obliged to fly from Halifax; French--I made love to +my pupil, a pretty-looking Dutch girl, whose father didn't smile on our +affection; and so on, I descended from a dancing-master to a waiter, +a _laquais de place_, and at last settled down as a barber, which +brilliant speculation I had just determined to abandon this very night, +for to-morrow morning, Maurice, I start for New York and France again; +ay, boy, and you'll go with me. This is no land for either of us.' + +'But I have found happiness, at least contentment, here,' said I +gravely. + +'What! play the hypocrite with an old comrade! shame on you, Maurice,' +cried he. 'It is these confounded locks have perverted the boy,' added +he, jumping up; and before I knew what he was about, he had shorn my +hair, in two quick cuts of the scissors, close to the head. 'There,' +said he, throwing the cut-off hair towards me, 'there lies all your +saintship; depend upon it, boy, they 'd hunt you out of the settlement +if you came back to them cropped in this fashion.' + +'But you return to certain death, Santron,' said I; 'your crime is too +recent to be forgiven or forgotten.' + +'Not a bit of it; Fouche, Cassaubon, and a dozen others, now in office, +were deeper than I was. There's not a public man in France could stand +an exposure, or hazard recrimination. It's a thieves' amnesty at this +moment, and I must not lose the opportunity. I'll show you letters that +will prove it, Maurice; for, poor and ill-fed as I am, I like life just +as well as ever I did. I mean to be a general of division one of these +days, and so will you too, lad, if there's any spirit left in you.' + +Thus did Santron rattle on, sometimes of himself and his own future; +sometimes discussing mine; for while talking, he had contrived to learn +all the chief particulars of my history, from the time of my sailing +from La Rochelle for Ireland. + +The unlucky expedition afforded him great amusement, and he was never +weary of laughing at all our adventures and mischances in Ireland. Of +Humbert, he spoke as a fourth or fifth-rate man, and actually shocked +me by all the heresies he uttered against our generals, and the plan of +campaign; but, perhaps, I could have borne even these better than the +sarcasms and sneers at the little life of 'the settlement.' He treated +all my efforts at defence as mere hypocrisy, and affected to regard +me as a mere knave, that had traded on the confiding kindness of these +simple villagers. I could not undeceive him on this head; nor, what was +more, could I satisfy my own conscience that he was altogether in the +wrong; for, with a diabolical ingenuity, he had contrived to hit on some +of the most vexatious doubts which disturbed my mind, and instinctively +to detect the secret cares and difficulties that beset me. The lesson +should never be lost on us, that the devil was depicted as a sneerer! +I verily believe the powers of temptation have no such advocacy as +sarcasm. Many can resist the softest seductions of vice; many are proof +against all the blandishments of mere enjoyment, come in what shape it +will; but how few can stand firm against the assaults of clever irony, +or hold fast to their convictions when assailed by the sharp shafts of +witty depreciation! + +I am ashamed to own how little I could oppose to all his impertinences +about our village and its habits; or how impossible I found it not to +laugh at his absurd descriptions of a life which, without having ever +witnessed, he depicted with a rare accuracy. He was shrewd enough not +to push this ridicule offensively; and long before I knew it, I found +myself regarding, with his eyes, a picture in which, but a few months +back, I stood as a foreground figure. I ought to confess, that no +artificial aid was derived from either good cheer or the graces of +hospitality; we sat by a miserable lamp, in a wretchedly cold chamber, +our sole solace some bad cigars, and a can of flat, stale cider. + +'I have not a morsel to offer you to eat, Maurice, but to-morrow we'll +breakfast on my razors, dine on that old looking-glass, and sup on two +hard brushes and the wig!' + +Such were the brilliant pledges, and we closed a talk which the +nickering lamp at last put an end to. + +A broken, unconnected conversation followed for a little time, but at +length, worn out and wearied, each dropped off to sleep--Eugene on the +straw settle, and I in the old chair--never to awake till the bright sun +was streaming in between the shutters, and dancing merrily on the tiled +floor. + +An hour before I awoke, he had completed the sale of all his little +stock-in-trade, and with a last look round the spot where he had passed +some months of struggling poverty, out we sailed into the town. + +'We'll breakfast at Jonathan Hone's,' said Santron. + +'It's the first place here. I'll treat you to rump-steaks, pumpkin pie, +and a gin twister that will astonish you. Then, while I'm arranging for +our passage down the Hudson, you'll see the hospitable banker, and tell +him how to forward all his papers, and so forth, to the settlement, with +your respectful compliments and regrets, and the rest of it.' + +'But am I to take leave of them in this fashion?' asked I. + +'Unless you want me to accompany you there, I think it's by far the best +way,' said he laughingly. 'If, however, you think that my presence and +companionship will add any lustre to your position, say the word, and +I'm ready. I know enough of the barber's craft now to make up a head _en +Puritain_, and, if you wish, I'll pledge myself to impose upon the whole +colony.' + +Here was a threat there was no mistaking; and any imputation of +ingratitude on my part were far preferable to the thought of such +an indignity. He saw his advantage at once, and boldly declared that +nothing should separate us. + +'The greatest favour, my dear Maurice, you can ever expect at my hands +is, never to speak of this freak of yours; or, if I do, to say that you +performed the part to perfection.' + +My mind was in one of those moods of change when the slightest +impulse is enough to sway it, and, more from this cause, than all his +persuasion, I yielded; and the same evening saw me gliding down the +Hudson, and admiring the bold Catskills, on our way to New York. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. THE 'ATHOL' TENDER + +As I cast my eyes over these pages, and see how small a portion of my +life they embrace, I feel like one who, having a long journey before +him, perceives that some more speedy means of travel must be adopted, if +he ever hope to reach his destination. With the instinctive prosiness of +age I have lingered over the scenes of boyhood, a period which, strange +to say, is fresher in my memory than many of the events of few years +back; and were I to continue my narrative as I have begun it, it would +take more time on my part, and more patience on that of my readers, than +are likely to be conceded to either of us. Were I to apologise to my +readers for any abruptness in my transitions, or any want of continuity +in my story, I should perhaps inadvertently seem to imply a degree of +interest in my fate which they have never felt; and, on the other +hand, I would not for a moment be thought to treat slightingly the very +smallest degree of favour they may feel disposed to show me. With these +difficulties on either hand, I see nothing for it but to limit myself +for the future to such incidents and passages of my career as most +impressed themselves on myself, and to confine my record to the events +in which I personally took a share. + +Santron and I sailed from New York on the 9th of February, and arrived +in Liverpool on the 14th of March. We landed in as humble a guise as +need be. One small box contained all our effects, and a little leathern +purse, with something less than three dollars, all our available wealth. +The immense movement and stir of the busy town, the din and bustle +of trade, the roll of waggons, the cranking clatter of cranes and +windlasses, the incessant flux and reflux of population, all eager and +intent on business, were strange spectacles to our eyes as we loitered +houseless and friendless through the streets, staring in wonderment at +the wealth and prosperity of that land we were taught to believe was +tottering to bankruptcy. + +Santron affected to be pleased with all--talked of the _beau pillage_ it +would afford one day or other; but in reality this appearance of riches +and prosperity seemed to depress and discourage him. Both French and +American writers had agreed in depicting the pauperism and discontent of +England, and yet where were the signs of it? Not a house was untenanted, +every street was thronged, every market filled; the equipages of the +wealthy vied with the loaded waggons in number; and if there were not +the external evidences of happiness and enjoyment the gayer population +of other countries display, there was an air of well-being and comfort +such as no other land could exhibit. + +Another very singular trait made a deep impression on us. Here were +these islanders with a narrow strait only separating them from a land +bristling with bayonets. The very roar of the artillery at exercise +might be almost heard across the gulf, and yet not a soldier was to +be seen about! There were neither forts nor bastions. The harbour, so +replete with wealth, lay open and unprotected, not even a gunboat or +a guardship to defend it! There was an insolence in this security that +Santron could not get over, and he muttered a prayer that the day might +not be distant that should make them repent it. + +He was piqued with everything. While on board ship we had agreed +together to pass ourselves for Canadians, to avoid all inquiries of the +authorities! Heaven help us! The authorities never thought of us. We +were free to go or stay as we pleased. Neither police nor passport +officers questioned us. We might have been Hoche and Massena for aught +they either knew or cared. Not a _mouchard_ tracked us; none even looked +after us as we wont. To me this was all very agreeable and reassuring; +to my companion it was contumely and insult. All the ingenious fiction +he had devised of our birth, parentage, and pursuits, was a fine romance +inedited, and he was left to sneer at the self-sufficiency that would +not take alarm at the advent of two ragged youths on the quay of +Liverpool. + +'If they but knew who we were, Maurice,' he kept continually muttering +as we went along--'if these fellows only knew whom they had in their +town, what a rumpus it would create! How the shops would close! What +barricading of doors and windows we should see! What bursts of terror +and patriotism! _Par St. Denis_, I have a mind to throw up my cap in the +air and cry '_Vive la Republique!_' just to witness the scene that would +follow.' With all these boastings, it was not very difficult to restrain +my friend's ardour, and to induce him to defer his invasion of England +to a more fitting occasion, so that at last he was fain to content +himself with a sneering commentary on all around him; and in this +amiable spirit we descended into a very dirty cellar to eat our first +dinner on shore. + +The place was filled with sailors, who, far from indulging in the +well-known careless gaiety of their class, seemed morose and sulky, +talking together in low murmurs, and showing unmistakable signs of +discontent and dissatisfaction. The reason was soon apparent; the +pressgangs were out to take men off to reinforce the blockading force +before Genoa, a service of all others the most distasteful to a seaman. +If Santron at first was ready to flatter himself into the notion that +very little persuasion would make these fellows take part against +England, as he listened longer he saw the grievous error of the opinion, +no epithet of insult or contempt being spared by them when talking of +France and Frenchmen. Whatever national animosity prevailed at that +period, sailors enjoyed a high preeminence in feeling. I have heard that +the spirit was encouraged by those in command, and that narratives +of French perfidy, treachery, and even cowardice, were the popular +traditions of the sea-service. We certainly could not controvert the +old adage as to 'listeners,' for every observation and every anecdote +conveyed a sneer or an insult on our country. There could be no reproach +in listening to these unresented, but Santron assumed a most indignant +air, and more than once affected to be overcome by a spirit of +recrimination. What turn his actions might have taken in this wise I +cannot even guess, for suddenly a rush of fellows took place up the +ladder, and in less than a minute the whole cellar was cleared, leaving +none but the hostess and an old lame waiter along with ourselves in the +place. + +'You've got a protection, I suppose, sirs,' said the woman, approaching +us; 'but still I'll advise you not to trust to it overmuch; they're in +great want of men just now, and they care little for law or justice when +once they have them on the high-seas.' + +'We have no protection,' said I; 'we are strangers here, and know no +one.' + +'There they come, sir; that's the tramp,' cried the woman; 'there's +nothing for it now but to stay quiet and hope you 'll not be noticed. +Take those knives up, will ye,' said she, flinging a napkin towards me, +and speaking in an altered voice, for already two figures were darkening +the entrance, and peering down into the depth below, while turning to +Santron she motioned him to remove the dishes from the table--a service +in which, to do him justice, he exhibited a zeal more flattering to his +tact than his spirit of resistance. + +'Tripped their anchors already, Mother Martin?' said a large-whiskered +man, with a black belt round his waist; while, passing round the tables, +he crammed into his mouth several fragments of the late feast. + +'You wouldn't have 'em wait for you, Captain John,' said she, laughing. + +'It's just what I would, then,' replied he. 'The Admiralty has put +thirty shillings more on the bounty, and where will these fellows get +the like of that? It isn't a West India service, neither, nor a coastin' +cruise off Newfoundland, but all as one as a pleasure-trip up the +Mediterranean, and nothing to fight but Frenchmen. Eh, younker, that +tickles your fancy,' cried he to Santron, who, in spite of himself, made +some gesture of impatience. + +'Handy chaps, those, Mother Martin; where did you chance on'em?' + +'They're sons of a Canada skipper in the river yonder,' said she calmly. + +'They aren't over like to be brothers,' said he, with the grin of one +too well accustomed to knavery to trust anything opposed to his own +observation. 'I suppose them's things happens in Canada as elsewhere,' +said he, laughing, and hoping the jest might turn her flank. Meanwhile +the press leader never took his eyes off me, as I arranged plates and +folded napkins with all the skill which my early education in Boivin's +restaurant had taught me. + +'He is a smart one,' said he, half musingly. 'I say, boy, would you like +to go as cook's aid on board a king's ship? I know of one as would just +suit you.' + +'I'd rather not, sir; I'd not like to leave my father,' said I, backing +up Mrs. Martin's narrative. + +'Nor that brother, there; wouldn't he like it?' + +I shook my head negatively. + +'Suppose I have a talk with the skipper about it,' said he, looking at +me steadily for some seconds. 'Suppose I was to tell him what a good +berth you 'd have, eh?' + +'Oh, if he wished it, I'd make no objection,' said I, assuming all the +calmness I could. + +'That chap ain't your brother--and he's no sailor neither. Show me your +hands, youngster,' cried he to Santron, who at once complied with the +order, and the press captain bent over and scanned them narrowly. As he +thus stood with his back to me, the woman shook her head significantly, +and pointed to the ladder. If ever a glance conveyed a whole story +of terror hers did. I looked at my companion as though to say, 'Can I +desert him?' and the expression of her features seemed to imply utter +despair. This pantomime did not occupy half a minute. And now, with +noiseless step, I gained the ladder, and crept cautiously up it. My +fears were how to escape those who waited outside; but as I ascended I +could see that they were loitering about in groups, inattentive to all +that was going on below. The shame at deserting my comrade so nearly +overcame me, that, when almost at the top, I was about to turn back +again. I even looked round to see him; but, as I did so, I saw the press +leader draw a pair of handcuffs from his pocket and throw them on the +table. The instincts of safety were too strong, and with a spring I +gained the street, and, slipping noiselessly along the wall, escaped the +'lookout.' Without a thought of where I was going to, or what to do, I +ran at the very top of my speed directly onwards, my only impulse being +to get away from the spot. Could I reach the open country I thought +it would be my best chance. As I fled, however, no signs of a suburb +appeared; the streets, on the contrary, grew narrower and more +intricate; huge warehouses, seven or eight storeys high, loomed at +either side of me; and at last, on turning an angle, a fresh sea-breeze +met me, and showed that I was near the harbour. I avow that the sight of +shipping, the tall and taper spars that streaked the sky of night, the +clank of chain-cables, and the heavy surging sound of the looming hulls, +were anything but encouraging, longing as I did for the rustling leaves +of some green lane; but still, all was quiet. A few flickering lights +twinkled here and there from a cabin window, but everything seemed sunk +in repose. + +The quay was thickly studded with hogsheads and bales of merchandise, so +that I could easily have found a safe resting-place for the night, but +a sense of danger banished all wish for sleep, and I wandered out, +restless and uncertain, framing a hundred plans, and abandoning them +when formed. + +So long as I kept company with Santron, I never thought of returning to +'Uncle Pat'; my reckless spendthrift companion had too often avowed +the pleasure he would feel in quartering himself on my kind friend, +dissipating his hard-earned gains, and squandering the fruits of all his +toil. Deterred by such a prospect, I resolved rather never to revisit +him than in such company. Now, however, I was again alone, and all my +hopes and wishes turned towards him. A few hours' sail might again bring +me beneath his roof, and once more should I find myself at home. The +thought was calming to all my excitement; I forgot every danger I had +passed through, I lost all memory of every vicissitude I had escaped, +and had only the little low parlour in the 'Black Pits' before my mind's +eye, the wild, unweeded garden, and the sandy, sunny beach before the +door. It was as though all that nigh a year had compassed had never +occurred, and that my life at Crown Point and my return to England were +only a dream. Sleep overcame me as I thus lay pondering, and when I +awoke the sun was glittering in the bright waves of the Mersey, a fresh +breeze was flaunting and fluttering the half-loosened sails, and +the joyous sounds of seamen's voices were mingling with the clank of +capstans, and the measured stroke of oars. + +It was full ten minutes after I awoke before I could remember how I came +there, and what had befallen me. Poor Santron, where is he now? was my +first thought, and it came with all the bitterness of self-reproach. + +Could I have parted company with him under other circumstances, it would +not have grieved me deeply. His mocking, sarcastic spirit, the tone of +depreciation which he used towards everything and everybody, had gone +far to sour me with the world, and day by day I felt within me the +evil influences of his teachings. How different were they from poor +Gottfried's lessons, and the humble habits of those who lived beneath +them! Yet I was sorry, deeply sorry, that our separation should have +been thus, and almost wished I had stayed to share his fate, whatever it +might be. + +While thus swayed by different impulses, now thinking of my old home at +Crown Point, now of Uncle Pat's thatched cabin, and again of Santron, I +strolled down to the wharf, and found myself in a considerable crowd of +people, who were all eagerly pressing forward to witness the embarkation +of several boatfuls of pressed seamen, who, strongly guarded and ironed, +were being conveyed to the _Athol_ tender, a large three-master, about a +mile off, down the river. To judge from the cut faces and bandaged heads +and arms, the capture had not been effected without resistance. Many of +the poor fellows appeared more suited to a hospital than the duties of +active service, and several lay with bloodless faces and white lips, the +handcuffed wrists seeming a very mockery of a condition so destitute of +all chance of resistance. + +The sympathies of the bystanders were very varied regarding them. Some +were full of tender pity and compassion; some denounced the system as +a cruel 'and oppressive tyranny; others deplored it as an unhappy +necessity; and a few well-to-do-looking old citizens, in drab shorts +and wide-brimmed hats, grew marvellously indignant at the recreant +poltroonery of 'the scoundrels who were not proud to fight their +country's battles.' + +As I was wondering within myself how it happened that men thus coerced +could ever be depended on in moments of peril and difficulty, and +by what magic the mere exercise of discipline was able to merge the +feelings of the man in the sailor, the crowd was rudely driven back by +policemen, and a cry of 'Make way,' 'Fall back there,' given. In the +sudden retiring of the mass I found myself standing on the very edge +of the line along which a new body of impressed men were about to pass. +Guarded front, flank, and rear, by a strong party of marines, the poor +fellows came along slowly enough. Many were badly wounded, and walked +lamely; some were bleeding profusely from cuts on the face and temples; +and one, at the very tail of the procession, was actually carried in +a blanket by four sailors. A low murmur ran through the crowd at the +spectacle, which gradually swelled louder and fuller till it burst forth +into a deep groan of indignation, and a cry of 'Shame I Shame!' Too much +used to such ebullitions of public feeling, or too proud to care for +them, the officer in command of the party never seemed to hear the angry +cries and shouts around him; and I was even more struck by his cool +self-possession than by their enthusiasm. For a moment or two I was +convinced that a rescue would be attempted. I had no conception that so +much excitement could evaporate innocuously, and was preparing myself +to take part in the struggle when the line halted as the leading files +gained the stairs, and, to my wonderment, the crowd became hushed and +still. Then, one burst of excited pity over, not a thought occurred to +any to offer resistance to the law, or dare to oppose the constituted +authorities. How unlike Frenchmen! thought I; nor am I certain whether I +deemed the disparity to their credit! + +'Give him a glass of water!' I heard the officer say, as he leaned over +the litter; and the crowd at once opened to permit some one to fetch +it. Before I believed it were possible to have procured it, a tumbler of +water was passed from hand to hand till it reached mine, and, stepping +forwards, I bent down to give it to the sick man. The end of a coarse +sheet was thrown over his face, and as it was removed I almost fell over +him, for it was Santron. His face was covered with a cold sweat, which +lay in great drops all over it, and his lips were slightly frothed. As +he looked up I could see that he was just rallying from a fainting-fit, +and could mark in the change that came over his glassy eye that he had +recognised me. He made a faint effort at a smile, and, in a voice barely +a whisper, said, 'I knew thou'd not leave me, Maurice.' + +'You are his countryman?' said the officer, addressing me in French. + +'Yes, sir,' was my reply. + +'You are both Canadians, then?' + +'Frenchmen, sir, and officers in the service. We only landed from an +American ship yesterday, and were trying to make our way to France.' + +'I'm sorry for you,' said he compassionately; 'nor do I know how to help +you. Come on board the tender, however, and we'll see if they'll not +give you a passage with your friend to the Nore. I'll speak to my +commanding officer for you.' + +This scene all passed in a very few minutes, and before I well knew how +or why, I found myself on board of a ship's longboat, sweeping along +over the Mersey, with Santron's head in my lap, and his cold, clammy +fingers grasped in mine. He was either unaware of my presence or too +weak to recognise me, for he gave no sign of knowing me; and during our +brief passage down the river, and when lifted up the ship's side, seemed +totally insensible to everything. + +The scene of uproar, noise, and confusion on board the _Athol_ is +far beyond my ability to convey. A shipwreck, a fire, and mutiny, all +combined, could scarcely have collected greater elements of discord. Two +large detachments of marines, many of whom, fresh from furlough, were +too drunk for duty, and were either lying asleep along the deck, or +riotously interfering with everybody; a company of Sappers _en route_ +to Woolwich, who would obey none but their own officer, and he was still +ashore; detachments of able-bodied seamen from the _Jupiter_, full of +grog and prize-money; four hundred and seventy impressed men, cursing, +blaspheming, and imprecating every species of calamity on their captors; +added to which, a crowd of Jews, bumboat women, and slop-sellers of all +kinds, with the crews of two ballast-lighters, fighting for additional +pay, being the chief actors in a scene whose discord I never +saw equalled. Drunkenness, suffering, hopeless misery, and even +insubordination, all lent their voices to a tumult, amid which the words +of command seemed lost, and all effort at discipline vain. + +How we were ever to go to sea in this state, I could not even imagine. +The ship's crew seemed inextricably mingled with the rioters, many of +whom were just sufficiently sober to be eternally meddling with the +ship's tackle; belaying what ought to be 'free,' and loosening what +should have been 'fast'; getting their fingers jammed in blocks, and +their limbs crushed by spars, till the cries of agony rose high +above every other confusion. Turning with disgust from a spectacle so +discordant and disgraceful, I descended the ladders, which led, by many +a successive flight, into the dark, low-ceilinged chamber called the +'sick bay,' where poor Santron was lying in, what I almost envied, +insensibility to the scene around him. A severe blow from the hilt of a +cutlass had caused a concussion of the brain, and, save in the momentary +excitement which a sudden question might cause, left him totally +unconscious. His head had been already shaved before I descended, and +I found the assistant-surgeon, an Irishman, Mr. Peter Colhayne, +experimenting a new mode of cupping as I entered. By some mischance +of the machinery, the lancets of the cupping instrument had remained +permanently fixed, refusing to obey the spring, and standing all +straight outside the surface. In this dilemma, Peter's ingenuity saw +nothing for it but to press them down vigorously into the scalp, and +then saw them backwards the whole length of the head--a performance the +originality of which, in all probability, was derived from the operation +of a harrow in agriculture. He had just completed a third track when I +came in, and, by great remonstrance and no small flattery, induced him +to desist. 'We have glasses,' said he, 'but they were all broke in +the cock-pit; but a tin porringer is just as good.' And so saying, he +lighted a little pledget of tow, previously steeped in turpentine, and, +popping it into the tin vessel, clapped it on the head. This was meant +to exhaust the air within, and thus draw the blood to the surface--a +scientific process he was good enough to explain most minutely for my +benefit, and the good results of which he most confidently vouched for. + +'They've a hundred new conthrivances,' said Mr. Colhayne, 'for doing +that simple thing ye see there. They've pumps, and screws, and hydraulic +devilments as much complicated as a watch that's always getting out of +order and going wrong; but with that ye'll see what good 'twill do him; +he'll he as lively as a lark in ten minutes.' + +The prophecy was destined to a perfect fulfilment, for poor Santron, who +lay motionless and unconscious up to that moment, suddenly gave signs +of life by moving his features, and jerking his limbs to this side and +that. The doctor's self-satisfaction took the very proudest form. He +expatiated on the grandeur of medical science, the wonderful advancement +it was making, and the astonishing progress the curative art had made +even within his own time. I must own that I should have lent a more +implicit credence to this paean if I had not waited for the removal +of the cupping-vessel, which, instead of blood, contained merely the +charred ashes of the burnt tow, while the scalp beneath it presented +a blackened, seared aspect, like burnt leather. Such was literally +the effect of the operation; but as from that period the patient began +steadily to improve, I must leave to more scientific inquirers the task +of explaining through what agency, and on what principles. + +Santron's condition, although no longer dangerous, presented little hope +of speedy recovery. His faculties were clouded and obscured, and the +mere effort at recognition seemed to occasion him great subsequent +disturbance. Colhayne, who, whatever may have been his scientific +deficiencies, was good-nature and kindness itself, saw nothing for him +but removal to Haslar, and we now only waited for the ship's arrival at +the Nore to obtain the order for his transmission. + +If the _Athol_ was a scene of the wildest confusion and uproar when +we tripped our anchor, we had not been six hours at sea when all was a +picture of order and propriety. The decks were cleared of every one +not actually engaged in the ship's working, or specially permitted to +remain; ropes were coiled, boats hauled up, sails trimmed, hatches down, +sentinels paced the deck in appointed places, and all was discipline and +regularity. From the decorous silence that prevailed, none could have +supposed so many hundred living beings were aboard, still less, that +they were the same disorderly mob who sailed from the Mersey a few short +hours before. From the surprise which all this caused me I was speedily +aroused by an order more immediately interesting, being summoned on +the poop-deck to attend the general muster. Up they came from holes and +hatchways, a vast host, no longer brawling and insubordinate, but quiet, +submissive, and civil. Such as were wounded had been placed under the +doctor's care, and all those now present were orderly and servicelike. +With a very few exceptions they were all sailors, a few having already +served in a king's ship. The first lieutenant, who first inspected +us, was a grim, greyheaded man past the prime of life, with features +hardened by disappointment and long service, but who still retained an +expression of kindliness and good-nature. His duty he despatched with +all the speed of long habit--read the name, looked at the bearer of it, +asked a few routine questions, and then cried 'Stand by,' even ere the +answers were finished. When he came to me he said-- + +'Abraham Hackett. Is that your name, lad?' + +'No, sir. I 'm called Maurice Tiernay.' + +'Tiernay, Tiernay,' said he a couple of times over. 'No such name here.' + +'Where's Tiernay's name, Cottle?' asked he of a subordinate behind him. + +The fellow looked down the list--then at me--then at the list again--and +then back to me, puzzled excessively by the difficulty, but not seeing +how to explain it. + +'Perhaps I can set the matter right, sir,' said I. 'I came aboard along +with a wounded countryman of mine--the young Frenchman who is now in the +sick bay.' + +'Ay, to be sure; I remember all about it now,' said the lieutenant, 'You +call yourselves French officers?' 'And such are we, sir.' + +'Then how the devil came ye here? Mother Martin's cellar is, to say the +least of it, an unlikely spot to select as a restaurant.' + +'The story is a somewhat long one, sir.' + +'Then I haven't time for it, lad,' he broke in. 'We've rather too much +on hand just now for that. If you 've got your papers, or anything to +prove what you assert, I'll land you when I come into the Downs, and +you'll, of course, be treated as your rank in the service requires. If +you have not, I must only take the responsibility on myself to regard +you as an impressed man. Very hard, I know, but can't help it. Stand +by.' + +These few words were uttered with a most impetuous speed; and as all +reply to them was impossible, I saw my case decided and my fate decreed, +even before I knew they were under litigation. + +As we were marched forwards to go below, I overheard an officer say to +another-- + +'Hay will get into a scrape about those French fellows; they may turn +out to be officers, after all.' + +'What matter?' cried the other. 'One is dying; and the other Hay means +to draft on board the _Temeraire_. Depend upon it, we'll never hear more +of either of them.' + +This was far from pleasant tidings; and yet I knew not any remedy for +the mishap. I had never seen the officer who spoke to me ashore since we +came on board. I knew of none to intercede for me; and as I sat down on +the bench beside poor Santron's cot, I felt my heart lower than it +had ever been before. I was never enamoured of the sea-service; and +certainly the way to overcome my dislike was not by engaging against +my own country; and yet this, in all likelihood, was now to be my fate. +These were my last waking thoughts the first night I passed on board the +_Athol_. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. A BOLD STROKE FOR FAME AND FORTUNE + +To be awakened suddenly from a sound sleep, hurried half-dressed up a +gangway, and, ere your faculties have acquired free play, be passed over +a ship's side, on a dark and stormy night, into a boat wildly tossed +here and there, with spray showering over you, and a chorus of loud +voices about you, is an event not easily forgotten. Such a scene still +dwells in my memory, every incident of it as clear and distinct as +though it had occurred only yesterday. In this way was I 'passed,' with +twelve others, on board his Majesty's frigate, _Temeraire_, a vessel +which, in the sea-service, represented what a well-known regiment did +on shore, and bore the reputation of being a 'condemned ship'--this +depreciating epithet having no relation to the qualities of the vessel +herself, which was a singularly beautiful French model, but only to that +of the crew and officers, it being the policy of the day to isolate the +blackguards of both services, confining them to particular crafts and +corps, making, as it were, a kind of _index expurgatorius_, where all +the rascality was available at a moment's notice. + +It would be neither agreeable to my reader nor myself, if I should +dwell on this theme, nor linger on a description where cruelty, +crime, heartless tyranny, and reckless insubordination made up all +the elements. A vessel that floated the seas only as a vast +penitentiary--the 'cats,' the 'yard-arm,' and the 'gangway,' comprising +its scheme of discipline--would scarcely be an agreeable subject. And, +in reality, my memory retains of the life aboard little else than scenes +of suffering and sorrow. Captain Gesbrook had the name of being able to +reduce any, the most insubordinate, to discipline. The veriest rascals +of the fleet, the consummate scoundrels, one of whom was deemed +pollution to an ordinary crew, were said to come from his hands models +of seamanship and good conduct; and it must be owned, that if the +character was deserved, it was not obtained without some sacrifice. Many +died under punishment; many carried away with them diseases under +which they lingered on to death; and not a few preferred suicide to the +terrible existence on board. And although a 'Temeraire'--as a man who +had served in her was always afterwards called--was now and then shown +as an example of sailorlike smartness and activity, very few knew +how dearly that one success had been purchased, nor by what terrible +examples of agony and woe that solitary conversion was obtained. + +To me the short time I spent on board of her is a dreadful dream. We +were bound for the Mediterranean, to touch at Malta and Gibraltar, and +then join the blockading squadron before Genoa. What might have been +my fate, to what excess passionate indignation might have carried +me, revolted as I was by tyranny and injustice, I know not, when an +accident, happily for me, rescued me from all temptation. We lost our +mizzen-mast, in a storm, in the Bay of Biscay, and a dreadful blow on +the head, from the spanker-boom, felled me to the deck, with a fracture +of the skull. + +From that moment I know of nothing till the time when I lay in my cot, +beside a port-hole of the maindeck, gazing at the bright blue waters +that flashed and rippled beside me, or straining my strength to rest on +my elbow, when I caught sight of the glorious city of Genoa, with its +grand mountain background, about three miles from where I lay. Whether +from a due deference to the imposing strength of the vast fortress, +or that the line of duty prescribed our action, I cannot say, but the +British squadron almost exclusively confined its operations to the act +of blockade. Extending far across the bay, the English ensign was seen +floating from many a taper mast, while boats of every shape and size +plied incessantly from ship to ship, their course marked out at night by +the meteorlike light that glittered in them; not, indeed, that the eye +often turned in that direction, all the absorbing interest of the +scene lying inshore. Genoa was, at that time, surrounded by an immense +Austrian force, under the command of General Melas, who, occupying all +the valleys and deep passes of the Apennines, were imperceptible during +the day; but no sooner had night closed in, than a tremendous cannonade +began, the balls describing great semicircles in the air ere they fell +to scatter death and ruin on the devoted city. The spectacle was grand +beyond description, for while the distance at which we lay dulled and +subdued the sound of the artillery to a hollow booming, like far-off +thunder, the whole sky was streaked by the course of the shot, and, at +intervals, lighted up by the splendour of a great fire, as the red shot +fell into and ignited some large building or other. + +As, night after night, the cannonade increased in power and intensity, +and the terrible effects showed themselves in flames which burst out +from different quarters of the city, I used to long for morning, to see +if the tricolour still floated on the walls; and when my eye caught the +well-known ensign, I could have wept with joy as I beheld it. + +High up, too, on the cliffs of the rugged Apennines, from many a craggy +eminence, where perhaps a solitary gun was stationed, I could see the +beloved flag of France, the emblem of liberty and glory! + +In the day the scene was one of calm and tranquil beauty. It would have +seemed impossible to connect it with war and battle. The glorious city, +rising in terraces of palaces, lay reflected in the mirrorlike waters of +the bay, blue as the deep sky above them. The orange-trees, loaded with +golden fruit, shed their perfume over marble fountains, amid gardens +of every varied hue; bands of military music were heard from the public +promenades--all the signs of joy and festivity which betokened a happy +and pleasure-seeking population. But at night the 'red artillery' again +flashed forth, and the wild cries of strife and battle rose through +the beleaguered city. The English spies reported that a famine and a +dreadful fever were raging within the walls, and that all Massena's +efforts were needed to repress an open mutiny of the garrison; but the +mere aspect of the 'proud city' seemed to refute the assertion. The gay +carolling of church bells vied with the lively strains of martial music, +and the imposing pomp of military array, which could be seen from the +walls, bespoke a joyous confidence, the very reverse of this depression. + +From the 'tops,' and high up in the rigging, the movements inshore +could be descried; and frequently, when an officer came down to visit +a comrade, I could hear of the progress of the siege, and learn, I need +not say with what delight, that the Austrians had made little or no way +in the reduction of the place, and that every stronghold and bastion was +still held by Frenchmen. + +At first, as I listened, the names of new places and new generals +confused me; but by daily familiarity with the topic, I began to +perceive that the Austrians had interposed a portion of their force +between Massena's division and that of Suchet, cutting off the latter +from Genoa, and compelling him to fall back towards Chiavari and +Borghetto, along the coast of the Gulf. This was the first success of +any importance obtained; and it was soon followed by others of equal +significance, Soult being driven from ridge to ridge of the Apennines, +until he was forced back within the second line of defences. + +The English officers were loud in condemning Austrian slowness--the +inaptitude they exhibited to profit by a success, and the over-caution +which made them, even in victory, so careful of their own safety. From +what I overheard, it seemed plain that Genoa was untenable by any troops +but French, or opposed to any other adversaries than their present ones. + +The bad tidings--such I deemed them--came quicker and heavier. Now, +Soult was driven from Monte Notte. Now, the great advance post of Monte +Faccio was stormed and carried. Now, the double eagle was floating from +San Tecla, a fort within cannon-shot of Genoa, A vast semicircle +of bivouac fires stretched from the Apennines to the sea, and their +reflected glare from the sky lit up the battlements and ramparts of the +city. + +'Even yet, if Massena would make a dash at them,' said a young English +lieutenant,' the white-coats would fallback.' + +'My life on 't he 'd cut his way through, if he knew they were only two +to one!' + +And this sentiment met no dissentient. All agreed that French heroism +was still equal to the overthrow of a force double its own. + +It was evident that all hope of reinforcement from France was vain. +Before they could have begun their march southward, the question must be +decided one way or other. + +'There's little doing to-night,' said an officer, as he descended the +ladder to the sick bay. 'Melas is waiting for some heavy mortars that +are coming up; and then there will be a long code of instructions from +the Aulic Council, and a whole treatise on gunnery to be read, before +he can use them. Trust me, if Massena knew his man, he 'd be up and at +him.' + +Much discussion followed this speech, but all more or less agreed in its +sentiment. Weak as were the French, lowered by fever and by famine, they +were still an overmatch for their adversaries. What a glorious avowal +from the lips of an enemy was this! The words did more for my recovery +than all the cares and skill of physic Oh, if my countrymen but knew! if +Massena could but hear it! was my next thought; and I turned my eyes to +the ramparts, whose line was marked out by the bivouac fires, through +the darkness. How short the distance seemed, and yet it was a whole +world of separation. Had it been a great plain in a mountain tract, the +attempt might almost have appeared practicable; at least, I had often +seen fellows who would have tried it. Such were the ready roads, the +royal paths, to promotion, and he who trod them saved miles of weary +journey. I fell asleep, still thinking on these things; but they haunted +my dreams. A voice seemed ever to whisper in my ear--'If Massena but +knew, he would attack them. One bold dash, and the Austrians would fall +back.' At one instant, I thought myself brought before a court-martial +of English officers, for attempting to carry these tidings; and proudly +avowing the endeavour, I fancied I was braving the accusation. At +another, I was wandering through the streets of Genoa, gazing on the +terrible scenes of famine I had heard of. And lastly, I was marching +with a night party to attack the enemy. The stealthy footfall of the +column appeared suddenly to cease; we were discovered; the Austrian +cavalry were upon us! I started and awoke, and found myself in the dim, +half-lighted chamber, with pain and suffering around me, and where, +even in this midnight hour, the restless tortures of disease were yet +wakeful. + +'The silence is more oppressive to me than the roll of artillery,' +said one, a sick midshipman, to his comrade. 'I grew accustomed to the +clatter of the guns, and slept all the better for it.' + +'You 'll scarcely hear much more of that music,' replied his friend. +'The French must capitulate to-morrow or next day.' + +'Not if Massena would make a dash at them,' thought I; and with +difficulty could I refrain from uttering the words aloud. + +They continued to talk to each other in low whispers, and, lulled by the +drowsy tones, I fell asleep once more, again to dream of my comrades and +their fortunes. A heavy bang like a cannon-shot awoke me; but whether +this were real or not I never knew; most probably, however, it was the +mere creation of my brain, for all were now in deep slumber around me, +and even the marine on duty had seated himself on the ladder, and with +his musket between his legs, seemed dozing away peacefully. I looked out +through the little window beside my berth. A light breeze was +faintly rippling the dark water beneath me. It was the beginning of a +'Levanter,' and scarcely ruffled the surface as it swept along. + +'Oh, if it would but bear the tidings I am full of!' thought I. 'But why +not dare the attempt myself?' While in America I had learned to become +a good swimmer. Under Indian teaching, I had often passed hours in the +water; and though now debilitated by long sickness, I felt that the +cause would supply me with the strength I needed. From the instant that +I conceived the thought, till I found myself descending the ship's side, +was scarcely a minute. Stripping off my woollen shirt, and with nothing +but my loose trousers, I crept through the little window, and lowering +myself gently by the rattlin of my hammock, descended slowly and +noiselessly into the sea. I hung on thus for a couple of seconds, half +fearing the attempt, and irresolute of purpose. Should strength fail, or +even a cramp seize me, I must be lost, and none would ever know in what +an enterprise I had perished. It would be set down as a mere attempt +at escape. This notion almost staggered my resolution, but only for a +second or so; and with a short prayer, I slowly let slip the rope, and +struck out to swim. + +The immense efforts required to get clear of the ship's side discouraged +me dreadfully, nor probably without the aid of the 'Levanter' should I +have succeeded in doing so, the suction of the water along the sides was +so powerful. At last, however, I gained the open space, and found myself +stretching away towards shore rapidly. The night was so dark that I had +nothing to guide me save the lights on the ramparts; but in this lay my +safety. Swimming is, after all, but a slow means of progression. After +what I judged to be an hour in the water, as I turned my head to look +back, I almost fancied that the great bowsprit of the _Temeraire_ was +over me, and that the figure who leaned over the taffrail was steadily +gazing on me. How little way had I made, and what a vast reach of water +lay between me and the shore! I tried to animate my courage by thinking +of the cause, how my comrades would greet me, the honour in which they +would hold me for the exploit, and such like; but the terror of failure +damped this ardour, and hope sank every moment lower and lower. + +For some time I resolved within myself not to look back--the +discouragement was too great; but the impulse to do so became all the +greater, and the only means of resisting was by counting the strokes, +and determining not to turn my head before I had made a thousand. The +monotony of this last, and the ceaseless effort to advance, threw me +into a kind of dreamy state, wherein mere mechanical effort remained. +A few vague impressions are all that remain to me of what followed. I +remember the sound of the morning guns from the fleet; I remember, too, +the hoisting of the French standard at daybreak on the fort of the Mole; +I have some recollection of a bastion crowded with people, and hearing +shouts and cheers like voices of welcome and encouragement; and then +a whole fleet of small boats issuing from the harbour, as if by one +impulse; and then there comes a bright blaze of light over one incident, +for I saw myself, dripping and almost dead, lifted on the shoulders of +strong men, and carried along a wide street filled with people. I was in +Genoa! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. GENOA IN THE SIEGE + +Up a straight street, so steep and so narrow that it seemed a stair, +with hundreds of men crowding around me, I was borne along. Now, they +were sailors who carried me; now, white-bearded grenadiers, with their +bronzed, bold faces; now, they were the wild-looking Faquini of the +Mole, with long-tasselled red caps, and gaudy sashes around their +waists. Windows were opened on either side as we went, and eager faces +protruded to stare at me; and then there were shouts and cries of +triumphant joy bursting forth at every moment, amidst which I could hear +the ever-recurring words--'Escaped from the English fleet.' + +By what means, or when, I had exchanged my dripping trousers of coarse +sailcloth for the striped gear of our republican mode--how one had given +me his jacket, another a cap, and a third a shirt--I knew not; but there +I was, carried along in triumph, half fainting from exhaustion, and +almost maddened by excitement. That I must have told something of my +history--Heaven knows how incoherently and unconnectedly--is plain +enough, for I could hear them repeating one to the other--'Had served +with Moreau's corps in the Black Forest;' 'A hussar of the Ninth;' 'One +of Humbert's fellows'; and so on. + +As we turned into a species of 'Place,' a discussion arose as to whither +they should convey me. Some were for the 'Cavalry Barracks,' that I +might be once more with those who resembled my old comrades. Others, +more considerate, were for the hospital; but a staff-officer decided the +question by stating that the general was at that very moment receiving +the report in the church of the Annunziata, and that he ought to see me +at once. + +'Let the poor fellow have some refreshment,' cried one. 'Here, take +this, it's coffee.' 'No, no, the _petite goutte_ is hotter--try that +flask.' 'He shall have my chocolate,' said an old major, from the door +of a cafe; and thus they pressed and solicited me with a generosity that +I had yet to learn how dear it cost. + +'He ought to be dressed'; 'He should be in uniform'; 'Is better as he +is'; 'The general will not speak to him thus'; 'He will'; 'He must.' + +Such, and such like, kept buzzing around me, as with reeling brain and +confused vision they bore me up the great steps, and carried me into +a gorgeous church, the most splendidly ornamented building I had ever +beheld. Except, however, in the decorations of the ceiling, and the +images of saints which figured in niches high up, every trace of a +religious edifice had disappeared. The pulpit had gone--the chairs and +seats for the choir, the confessionals, the shrines, altars--all had +been uprooted, and a large table, at which some twenty officers were +seated writing, now occupied the elevated platform of the high altar, +while here and there stood groups of officers, with their reports from +their various corps or parties in out-stations. Many of these drew near +to me as I entered, and now the buzz of voices in question and rejoinder +swelled into a loud noise; and while some were recounting my feat with +all the seeming accuracy of eye-witnesses, others were as resolutely +protesting it all to be impossible. Suddenly the tumult was hushed, the +crowd fell back, and as the clanking muskets proclaimed 'a salute,' a +whispered murmur announced the 'general.' + +I could just see the waving plumes of his staff, as they passed up; and +then, as they were disappearing in the distance, they stopped, and one +hastily returned to the entrance of the church. + +'Where is this fellow? let me see him,' cried he hurriedly, brushing his +way through the crowd. 'Let him stand down; set him on his legs.' + +'He is too weak, _capitaine_,' said a soldier. + +'Place him in a chair, then,' said the aide-de-camp, for such he was. +'You have made your escape from the English fleet, my man?' continued +he, addressing me. + +'I am an officer, and your comrade,' replied I proudly; for with all my +debility, the tone of his address stung me to the quick. + +'In what service, pray?' asked he, with a sneering look at my motley +costume. + +'Your general shall hear where I have served, and how, whenever he is +pleased to ask me,' was my answer. + +'Ay, _parbleu!_, cried three or four _sous-officiers_ in a breath, 'the +general shall see him himself.' + +And with a jerk they hoisted me once more on their shoulders, and with a +run--the regular storming tramp of the line--they advanced up the aisle +of the church, and never halted till within a few feet of where the +staff were gathered around the general. A few words--they sounded like a +reprimand--followed; a severe voice bade the soldiers 'fall back,' and +I found myself standing alone before a tall and very strongly built +man, with a large, red-brown beard; he wore a grey upper coat over his +uniform, and carried a riding-whip in his hand. + +'Get him a seat. Let him have a glass of wine,' cried he quickly, as he +saw the tottering efforts I was making to keep my legs. 'Are you better +now?' asked he, in a voice which, rough as it was, sounded kindly. + +Seeing me so far restored, he desired me to recount my late adventure, +which I did in the fewest words, and the most concise fashion, I could. +Although never interrupting, I could mark that particular portions of +my narrative made much impression on him, and he could not repress a +gesture of impatience when I told him that I was impressed as a seaman +to fight against the flag of my own country. + +'Of course, then,' cried he, 'you were driven to the alternative of this +attempt.' + +'Not so, general,' said I, interrupting; 'I had grown to be very +indifferent about my own fortunes. I had become half fatalist as to +myself. It was on very different grounds, indeed, that I dared this +danger. It was to tell you, for if I mistake not I am addressing General +Massvna, tidings of deep importance.' + +I said these words slowly and deliberately, and giving them all the +impressiveness I was able. + +'Come this way, friend,' said he, and, assisting me to arise, he led me +a short distance off, and desired me to sit down on the steps in front +of the altar railing. 'Now, you may speak freely. I am the General +Massena, and I have only to say, that if you really have intelligence of +any value for me, you shall be liberally rewarded; but if you have not, +and if the pretence be merely an effort to impose on one whose cares +and anxieties are already hard to bear, it would be better that you had +perished on sea than tried to attempt it.' + +There was a stern severity in the way he said this, which for a moment +or two actually overpowered me. It was quite clear that he looked for +some positive fact, some direct piece of information on which he might +implicitly rely; and here was I now with nothing save the gossip of some +English lieutenants, the idle talk of inexperienced young officers. +I was silent. From the bottom of my heart I wished that I had never +reached the shore, to stand in a position of such humiliation as this. + +'So, then, my caution was not unneeded,' said the general, as he bent +his heavy brows upon me. 'Now, sir, there is but one amende you can make +for this; tell me frankly, have others sent you on this errand, or is +the scheme entirely of your own devising? Is this an English plot, or is +there a Bourbon element in it?' + +'Neither one nor the other,' said I boldly, for indignation at last gave +me courage. 'I hazarded my life to tell you what I overheard among the +officers of the fleet yonder; you may hold their judgment cheap; you may +not think their counsels worth the pains of listening to; but I could +form no opinion of this, and only thought if these tidings could reach +you, you might profit by them.' + +'And what are they?' asked he bluntly. + +'They said that your force was wasting away by famine and disease; that +your supplies could not hold out above a fortnight; that your granaries +were empty, and your hospitals filled.' + +'They scarcely wanted the gift of second-sight to see this,' said he +bitterly. 'A garrison in close siege for four months may be suspected of +as much.' + +'Yes; but they said that as Soult's force fell back upon the city, your +position would be rendered worse.' + +'Fell back from where?' asked he, with a searching look at me. + +'As I understood, from the Apennines,' replied I, growing more confident +as I saw that he became more attentive. 'If I understood them aright, +Soult held a position called the "Monte Faccio." Is there such a name?' + +'Go on,' said he, with a nod of assent. + +'That this could not long be tenable without gaining the highest +fortified point of the mountain. The "Monte Creto" they named it.' + +'The attempt on which has failed!' said Massena, as if carried away by +the subject; 'and Soult himself is a prisoner! Go on.' + +'They added, that now but one hope remained for this army.' + +'And what was that, sir?' said he fiercely. 'What suggestion of cunning +strategy did these sea-wolves intimate?' + +'To cut your way through the blockade, and join Suchet's corps, +attacking the Austrians at the Monte Ratte, and by the sea-road gaining +the heights of Bochetta.' + +'Do these heroic spirits know the strength of the same Austrian corps? +did they tell you that it numbered fifty-four thousand bayonets?' + +'They called them below forty thousand; and that now that Bonaparte was +on his way through the Alps, perhaps by this over the Mount Cenis----' + +'What! did they say this? Is Bonaparte so near us?' cried he, placing a +hand on either shoulder, as he stared me in the face. + +'Yes; there is no doubt of that. The despatch to Lord Keith brought the +news a week ago, and there is no secret made about it in the fleet.' + +'Over Mount Cenis!' repeated he to himself. 'Already in Italy!' + +'Holding straight for Milan, Lord Keith thinks,' added I. + +'No, sir, straight for the Tuileries,' cried Massena sternly; and +then correcting himself suddenly, he burst into a forced laugh. I must +confess that the speech puzzled me sorely at the time, but I lived +to learn its meaning; and many a time have I wondered at the shrewd +foresight which even then read the ambitious character of the future +Emperor. + +'Of this fact, then, you are quite certain. Bonaparte is on his march +hither?' + +'I have heard it spoken of every day for the last week,' replied I; 'and +it was in consequence of this that the English officers used to remark, +if Massena but knew it, he'd make a dash at them, and clear his way +through at once.' + +'They said this, did they?' said he, in a low voice, and as if pondering +over it. + +'Yes; one and all agreed in thinking there could not be a doubt of the +result.' + +'Where have you served, sir?' asked he, suddenly turning on me, and with +a look that showed he was resolved to test the character of the witness. + +'With Moreau, sir, on the Rhine and the Schwarz-wald; in Ireland with +Humbert.' + +'Your regiment?' + +'The Ninth Hussar.' + +'The "Tapageurs"' said he, laughing. 'I know them, and glad I am not to +have their company here at this moment; you were a lieutenant?' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Well, supposing that, on the faith of what you have told me, I was +to follow the wise counsel of these gentlemen, would you like the +alternative of gaining your promotion in the event of success, or being +shot by a _peloton_ if we fail.' + +'They seem sharp terms, sir,' said I, smiling, 'when it is remembered +that no individual efforts of mine can either promote one result or the +other.' + +'Ay, but they can, sir,' cried he quickly. 'If you should turn out to +be an Austro-English spy; if these tidings be of a character to lead +my troops into danger; if, in reliance on you, I should be led to +compromise the honour and safety of a French army--your life, were it +worth ten thousand times over your own value of it, would be a sorry +recompense. Is this intelligible?' + +'Far more intelligible than flattering,' said I, laughing; for I saw +that the best mode to treat him was by an imitation of his own frank and +careless humour. 'I have already risked that life you hold so cheaply to +convey this information, but I am still ready to accept the conditions +you offer me, if, in the event of success, my name appear in the +despatch.' + +He again stared at me with his dark and piercing eyes; but I stood +the glance with a calm conscience, and he seemed so to read it, for he +said-- + +'Be it so. I will, meanwhile, test your prudence. Let nothing of this +interview transpire--not a word of it among the officers and comrades +you shall make acquaintance with. You shall serve on my own staff. Go +now, and recruit your strength for a couple of days, and then report +yourself at headquarters when ready for duty.--Latrobe, look to the +Lieutenant Tiernay; see that he wants for nothing, and let him have a +horse and a uniform as soon as may be.' + +Captain Latrobe, the future General of Division, was then a young gay +officer of about five-and-twenty, very good-looking, and full of life +and spirits--a buoyancy which the terrible uncertainties of the siege +could not repress. + +'Our general talks nobly, Tiernay,' said he, as he gave me his arm to +assist me; 'but you 'll stare when I tell you that "wanting for nothing" +means, having four ounces of black bread, and ditto of blue cheese, per +diem; and as to a horse, if I possessed such an animal, I'd have given +a dinner-party yesterday and eaten him. You look surprised, but when you +see a little more of us here, you'll begin to think that prison rations +in the fleet yonder were luxuries compared to what we have. No matter, +you shall take share of my superabundance; and if I have little else to +offer, I'll show you a view from my window, finer than anything you ever +looked on in your life, and with a sea-breeze that would be glorious if +it didn't make one hungry.' + +While he thus rattled on, we reached the street, and there, calling a +couple of soldiers forward, he directed them to carry me along to his +quarters, which lay in the upper town, on an elevated plateau that +overlooked the city and the bay together. + +From the narrow lanes, flanked with tall, gloomy houses, and steep, +ill-paved streets, exhibiting poverty and privation of every kind, we +suddenly emerged into an open space of grass, at one side of which a +handsome iron railing stood, with a richly ornamented gate, gorgeously +gilded. Within this was a garden and a fish-pond, surrounded with +statues, and farther on, a long, low villa, whose windows reached to +the ground, and were shaded by a deep awning of striped blue and white +canvas. + +Camellias, orange-trees, cactuses, and magnolias abounded everywhere; +tulips and hyacinths seemed to grow wild; and there was in the +half-neglected look of the spot something of savage luxuriance that +heightened the effect immensely. + +'This is my Paradise, Tiernay, only wanting an Eve to be perfect,' said +Latrobe, as he set me down beneath a spreading lime-tree. 'Yonder are +your English friends; there they stretch away for miles beyond that +point. That's the Monte Creto, you may have heard of; and there's +the Bochetta. In that valley, to the left, the Austrian outposts are +stationed; and from those two heights closer to the shore, they are +gracious enough to salute us every evening after sunset, and even +prolong the attention sometimes the whole night through. Turn your eyes +in this direction, and you'll see the "cornice" road, that leads to la +belle France, but of which we see as much from this spot as we are ever +like to do. So much for the geography of our position; and now to look +after your breakfast. You have, of course, heard that we do not revel in +superfluities. Never was the boasted excellence of our national cookery +more severely tested, for we have successively descended from cows and +sheep to goats, horses, donkeys, dogs, occasionally experimenting on +hides and shoe-leather, till we ended by regarding a rat as a rarity, +and deeming a mouse a delicacy of the season. As for vegetables, +there would not have been a flowering plant in all Genoa, if tulip +and ranunculus roots had not been bitter as aloes. These seem very +inhospitable confessions, but I make them the more freely since I am +about to treat you _en gourmet_. Come in now, and acknowledge that +juniper bark isn't bad coffee, and that commissary bread is not to be +thought of "lightly."' + +In this fashion did my comrade invite me to a meal, which, even with +this preface, was far more miserable and scanty than I looked for. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. A NOVEL COUNCIL OP WAR + +I had scarcely finished my breakfast, when a group of officers rode up +to our quarters to visit me. My arrival had already created an immense +sensation in the city, and all kinds of rumours were afloat as to the +tidings I had brought. The meagreness of the information would, indeed, +have seemed in strong contrast to the enterprise and hazard of the +escape, had I not the craft to eke it out by that process of suggestion +and speculation in which I was rather an adept. + +Little in substance as my information was, all the younger officers +were in favour of acting upon it. The English are no bad judges of our +position and chances, was the constant argument. They see exactly how we +stand; they know the relative forces of our army and the enemy's; and if +the 'cautious islanders'--such was the phrase--advised a _coup de main_, +it surely must have much in its favour. I lay stress upon the remark, +trifling as it may seem; but it is curious to know, that with all the +immense successes of England on sea, her reputation at that time among +Frenchmen was rather for prudent and well-matured undertaking than for +those daring enterprises which are as much the character of her courage. + +My visitors continued to pour in during the morning--officers of every +arm and rank, some from mere idle curiosity, some to question and +interrogate, and not a few to solve doubts in their mind as to my being +really French, and a soldier, and not an agent of that 'perfide Albion,' +whose treachery was become a proverb amongst us. Many were disappointed +at my knowing so little. I neither could tell the date of Napoleon's +passing St. Gothard, nor the amount of his force; neither knew I whether +he meant to turn eastward towards the plains of Lombardy, or march +direct to the relief of Genoa. Of Moreau's successes in Germany, too, I +had only heard vaguely, and, of course, could recount nothing. I +could overhear, occasionally, around and about me, the murmurs of +dissatisfaction my ignorance called forth, and was not a little grateful +to an old artillery captain for saying, 'That's the very best thing +about the lad; a spy would have had his whole lesson by heart.' + +'You are right, sir,' cried I, catching at the words; 'I may know but +little, and that little, perhaps, valueless and insignificant, but my +truth no man shall gainsay.' + +The boldness of this speech from one wasted and miserable as I was, with +tattered shoes and ragged clothes, caused a hearty laugh, in which, as +much from policy as feeling, I joined myself. + +'Come here, _mon cher_,' said an infantry colonel, as, walking to the +door of the room, he drew his telescope from his pocket; 'you tell us of +a _coup de main_--on the Monte Faccio, is it not?' + +'Yes,' replied I promptly, 'so I understand the name.' + +'Well, have you ever seen the place?' + +'Never.' + +'Well, there it is yonder'; and he handed me his glass as he spoke. 'You +see that large beetling cliff, with the olives at the foot? There, on +the summit, stands the Monte Faccio. The road--the pathway rather, and a +steep one it is--leads up where you see those goats feeding, and crosses +in front of the crag, directly beneath the fire of the batteries. +There's not a spot on the whole ascent where three men could march +abreast; and wherever there is any shelter from fire, the guns of the +"Sprona," that small fort to the right, take the whole position. What do +you think of your counsel now?' + +'You forget, sir, it is not my counsel. I merely repeat what I +overheard.' + +'And do you mean to say, that the men who gave that advice were serious, +or capable of adopting it themselves?' + +'Most assuredly; they would never recommend to others what they felt +unequal to themselves. I know these English well, and so much will I say +of them.' + +'Bah!' cried he, with an insolent gesture of his hand, and turned +away; and I could plainly see that my praises of the enemy were very +ill-taken. In fact, my unlucky burst of generosity had done more to +damage my credit than all the dangerous or impracticable features of +my scheme. Every eye was turned to the bold precipice, and the stern +fortress that crowned it, and all agreed that an attack must be +hopeless. + +I saw, too late, the great fault I had committed, and that nothing could +be more wanting in tact than to suggest to Frenchmen an enterprise which +Englishmen deemed practicable, and which yet, to the former, seemed +beyond all reach of success. The insult was too palpable and too direct; +but to retract was impossible, and I had now to sustain a proposition +which gave offence on every side. + +It was very mortifying to me to see how soon all my personal credit +was merged in this unhappy theory. No one thought more of my hazardous +escape, the perils I encountered, or the sufferings I had undergone. All +that was remembered of me was the affront I had offered to the national +courage, and the preference I had implied to English bravery. + +Never did I pass a more tormenting day. New arrivals continually +refreshed the discussion, and always with the same results. And although +some were satisfied to convey their opinions by a shake of the head or a +dubious smile, others, more candid than civil, plainly intimated that if +I had nothing of more consequence to tell, I might as well have stayed +where I was, and not added one more to a garrison so closely pressed by +hunger. Very little more of such reasoning would have persuaded myself +of its truth, and I almost began to wish that I was once more back in +the 'sick bay' of the frigate. + +Towards evening I was left alone. My host went down to the town on +duty; and after the visit of a tailor, who came to try on me a staff +uniform--a distinction, I afterwards learned, owing to the abundance +of this class of costume, and not to any claims I could prefer to the +rank--I was perfectly free to stroll about where I pleased unmolested, +and, no small blessing, unquestioned. + +On following along the walls for some distance, I came to a part where +a succession of deep ravines opened at the foot of the bastions, +conducting by many a tortuous and rocky glen to the Apennines. The +sides of these gorges were dotted here and there with wild hollies and +fig-trees, stunted and ill-thriven, as the nature of the soil might +imply. Still, for the sake of the few berries, or the sapless fruit they +bore, the soldiers of the garrison were accustomed to creep out from the +embrasures and descend the steep cliffs--a peril great enough in +itself, but terribly increased by the risk of exposure to the enemy's +tirailleurs, as well as the consequences such indiscipline would bring +down on them. + +So frequent, however, had been these infractions, that little footpaths +were worn bare along the face of the cliff, traversing in many a zigzag +a surface that seemed like a wall. It was almost incredible that men +would brave such peril for so little, but famine had rendered them +indifferent to death; and although debility exhibited itself in every +motion and gesture, the men would stand unshrinking and undismayed +beneath the fire of a battery. At one spot, near the angle of a bastion, +and where some shelter from the north winds protected the place, a +little clump of orange-trees stood; and towards these, though fully +a mile off, many a foot-track led, showing how strong had been the +temptation in that quarter. To reach it, the precipice should be +traversed, the gorge beneath and a considerable ascent of the opposite +mountain accomplished; and yet all these dangers had been successfully +encountered, merely instigated by hunger! + +High above this very spot, at a distance of perhaps eight hundred feet, +stood the Monte Faccio--the large black and yellow banner of Austria +floating from its walls, as if amid the clouds. I could see the muzzles +of the great guns protruding from the embrasures; and I could even catch +glances of a tall bearskin, as some soldier passed or repassed behind +the parapet, and I thought how terrible would be the attempt to +storm such a position. It was, indeed, true, that if I had the least +conception of the strength of the fort, I never should have dared +to talk of a _coup de main_. Still I was in a manner pledged to the +suggestion. I had perilled my life for it, and few men do as much for +an opinion; for this reason I resolved, come what would, to maintain my +ground, and hold fast to my conviction. I never could be called upon to +plan the expedition, nor could it by any possibility be confided to my +guidance; responsibility could not, therefore, attach to me. All these +were strong arguments, at least quite strong enough to decide a wavering +judgment. + +Meditating on these things, I strolled back to my quarters. As I entered +the garden, I found that several officers were assembled, among whom was +Colonel de Barre, the brother of the general of that name who afterwards +fell at the Borodino. He was _chef d'etat-major_ to Massena, and a most +distinguished and brave soldier. Unlike the fashion of the day, which +made the military man affect the rough coarseness of a savage, seasoning +his talk with oaths, and curses, and low expressions, De Barre had +something of the _petit-maitre_ in his address, which nothing short of +his well-proved courage would have saved from ridicule. His voice was +low and soft, his smile perpetual; and although well bred enough to have +been dignified and easy, a certain fidgety impulse to be pleasing +made him always appear affected and unnatural. Never was there such +a contrast to his chief; but indeed it was said, that to this very +disparity of temperament he owed all the influence he possessed over +Massena's mind. + +I might have been a general of division at the very least, to judge from +the courteous deference of the salute with which he approached me--a +politeness the more striking, as all the others immediately fell back, +to leave us to converse together. I was actually overcome with the +flattering terms in which he addressed me on the subject of my escape. + +'I could scarcely at first credit the story,' said he, 'but when they +told me that you were a "Ninth man," one of the old Tapageurs, I never +doubted it more. You see what a bad character is, Monsieur de Tiernay!' +It was the first time I had ever heard the prefix to my name, and I +own the sound was pleasurable. 'I served a few months with your corps +myself, but I soon saw there was no chance of promotion among fellows +all more eager than myself for distinction. Well, sir, it is precisely +to this reputation I have yielded my credit, and to which General +Massena is kind enough to concede his own confidence. Your advice is +about to be acted on, Monsieur de Tiernay.' + +'The _coup de main_----' + +'A little lower, if you please, my dear sir. The expedition is to be +conducted with every secrecy, even from the officers of every rank +below a command. Have the goodness to walk along with me this way. If I +understand General Massena aright, your information conveys no details, +nor any particular suggestions as to the attack.' + +'None whatever, sir. It was the mere talk of a gunroom--the popular +opinion among a set of young officers.' + +'I understand,' said he, with a bow and a smile--'the suggestion of +a number of high-minded and daring soldiers, as to what they deemed +practicable.' + +'Precisely, sir.' + +'Neither could you collect from their conversation anything which +bore upon the number of the Austrian advance guard, or their state of +preparation?' + +'Nothing, sir. The opinion of the English was, I suspect, mainly founded +on the great superiority of our forces to the enemy's in all attacks of +this kind.' + +'Our _esprit "tapageur"_ eh?' said he, laughing, and pinching my arm +familiarly, and I joined in the laugh with pleasure. 'Well, Monsieur de +Tiernay, let us endeavour to sustain this good impression. The attempt +is to be made to-night.' + +'To-night!' exclaimed I, in amazement, for everything within the city +seemed tranquil and still. + +'To-night, sir; and, by the kind favour of General Massena, I am to lead +the attack--the reserve, if we are ever to want it, being under his own +command It is to be at your own option on which staff you will serve.' + +'On yours, of course, sir,' cried I hastily. 'A man who stands unknown +and unvouched for among his comrades, as I do, has but one way to +vindicate his claim to credit--by partaking the peril he counsels.' + +'There could be no doubt either of your judgment, or the sound reasons +for it,' replied the colonel; 'the only question was, whether you might +be unequal to the fatigue.' + +'Trust me, sir, you'll not have to send me to the rear,' said I, +laughing. + +'Then you are extra on my staff, Monsieur de Tiernay.' + +As we walked along, he proceeded to give me the details of our +expedition, which was to be on a far stronger scale than I anticipated. +Three battalions of infantry, with four light batteries, and as many +squadrons of dragoons, were to form the advance. + +'We shall neither want the artillery nor cavalry, except to cover a +retreat,' said he; 'I trust, if it come to that, there will not be many +of us to protect; but such are the general's orders, and we have but to +obey them.' + +With the great events of that night on my memory, it is strange that +I should retain so accurately in my mind the trivial and slight +circumstances, which are as fresh before me as if they had occurred but +yesterday. + +It was about eleven o'clock, of a dark but starry night, not a breath of +wind blowing, that, passing through a number of gloomy, narrow streets, +I suddenly found myself in the courtyard of the Balbe Palace. A large +marble fountain was playing in the centre, around which several lamps +were lighted; by these I could see that the place was crowded with +officers, some seated at tables drinking, some smoking, and others +lounging up and down in conversation. Huge loaves of black bread, and +wicker-covered flasks of country wine, formed the entertainment; +but even these, to judge from the zest of the guests, were no common +delicacies. At the foot of a little marble group, and before a small +table, with a map on it, sat General Massena himself, in his grey +overcoat, cutting his bread with a case-knife, while he talked away to +his staff. + +'These maps are good for nothing, Bressi,' cried he. 'To look at them, +you 'd say that every road was practicable for artillery, and every +river passable, and you find afterwards that all these fine _chaussees_ +are bypaths, and the rivulets downright torrents. Who knows the Chiavari +road?' + +'Giorgio knows it well, sir,' said the officer addressed, and who was a +young Piedmontese from Massena's own village. + +'Ah, Birbante!' cried the general, 'are you here again?' and he turned +laughingly towards a little bandy-legged monster, of less than three +feet high, who, with a cap stuck jauntily on one side of his head, and a +wooden sword at his side, stepped forward with all the confidence of an +equal. + +'Ay, here I am,' said he, raising his hand to his cap, soldier fashion; +'there was nothing else for it but this trade,' and he placed his hand +on the hilt of his wooden weapon. 'You cut down all the mulberries and +left us no silkworms; you burned all the olives, and left us no oil; +you trampled down our maize crops and our vines. _Per Baccho!_ the only +thing left was to turn brigand like yourself, and see what would come of +it.' + +'Is he not cool to talk thus to a general at the head of his staff?' +said Massena, with an assumed gravity. + +'I knew you when you wore a different-looking epaulette than that +there,' said Giorgio, 'and when you carried one of your father's +meal-sacks on your shoulder instead of all that bravery.' + +'_Parbleu!_ so he did,' cried Massena, laughing heartily. 'That +scoundrel was always about our mill, and, I believe, lived by thieving!' +added he, pointing to the dwarf. + +'Every one did a little that way in our village,' said the dwarf; 'but +none ever profited by his education like yourself.' + +If the general and some of the younger officers seemed highly amused at +the fellow's impudence and effrontery, some of the others looked angry +and indignant. A few were really well born, and could afford to smile at +these recognitions; but many who sprung from an origin even more humble +than the general's could not conceal their angry indignation at the +scene. + +'I see that these gentlemen are impatient of our vulgar recollections,' +said Massena, with a sardonic grin; 'so now to business, Giorgio. You +know the Chiavari road--what is't like?' + +'Good enough to look at, but mined in four places.' + +The general gave a significant glance at the staff, and bade him go on. + +'The white-coats are strong in that quarter, and have eight guns to bear +upon the road, where it passes beneath Monte Ratte.' + +'Why, I was told that the pass was undefended!' cried Massena +angrily--'that a few skirmishers were all that could be seen near it.' + +'All that could be seen!--so they are; but there are eight +twelve-pounder guns in the brushwood, with shot and shell enough to be +seen, and felt too.' + +Massena now turned to the officers near him, and conversed with them +eagerly for some time. The debated point I subsequently heard was how +to make a feint attack on the Chiavari road, to mask the _coup de main_ +intended for the Monte Faccio. To give the false attack any colour of +reality, required a larger force and greater preparation than they could +afford, and this was now the great difficulty. At last it was resolved +that this should be a mere demonstration, not to push far beyond the +walls, but, by all the semblance of a serious advance, to attract as +much attention as possible from the enemy. + +Another and a greater embarrassment lay in the fact, that the troops +intended for the _coup de main_ had no other exit than the gate which +led to Chiavari, so that the two lines of march would intersect and +interfere with each other. Could we even have passed out our tirailleurs +in advance, the support would easily follow; but the enemy would, of +course, notice the direction our advance would take, and our object be +immediately detected. + +'Why not pass the skirmishers out by the embrasures, to the left +yonder,' said I; 'I see many a track where men have gone already.' + +'It is steep as a wall,' cried one. + +'And there's a breast of rock in front that no foot could scale.' + +'You have at least a thousand feet of precipice above you, when you +reach the glen, if ever you do reach it alive.' + +'And this to be done in the darkness of a night!' Such were the +discouraging comments which rattled, quick as musketry, around me. + +'The lieutenant's right, nevertheless,' said Giorgio. 'Half the +voltigeurs of the garrison know the path well already; and as to +darkness--if there were a moon you dared not attempt it.' + +'There's some truth in that,' observed an old major. + +'Could you promise to guide them, Giorgio?' said Massena. + +'Yes, every step of the way--up to the very walls of the fort.' + +'There, then,' cried the general, 'one great difficulty is got over +already.* + +'Not so fast, _generale mio_,' said the dwarf; 'I said I could, but I +never said that I would.' + +'Not for a liberal present, Giorgio; not if I filled that leather pouch +of yours with five-franc pieces, man?' + +'I might not live to spend it, and I care little for my next of kin,' +said the dwarf dryly. + +'I don't think that we need his services, general,' said I; 'I saw +the place this evening, and however steep it seems from the walls, +the descent is practicable enough--at least I am certain that our +tirailleurs, in the Black Forest, would never have hesitated about it.' + +I little knew that when I uttered this speech I had sent a shot into the +very heart of the magazine, the ruling passion of Massena's mind being +an almost insane jealousy of Moreau's military fame--his famous campaign +of Southern Germany, and his wonderful retreat upon the Rhine, being +regarded as achievements of the highest order. + +'I've got some of those regiments you speak of in my brigade here, sir,' +said he, addressing himself directly to me, and I must own that their +discipline reflects but little credit on the skill of so great an +officer as General Moreau; and as to light troops, I fancy Colonel de +Vallence yonder would scarcely feel it a flattery were you to tell him +to take a lesson from them.' + +'I have just been speaking to Colonel de Vallence, general,' said +Colonel de Barre. 'He confirms everything Monsieur de Tiernay tells us +of the practicable nature of these paths; his fellows have tracked them +at all hours, and neither want guidance nor direction to go.' + +'In that case I may as well offer my services,' said Giorgio, tightening +his belt; 'but I must tell you that it is too late to begin to-night--we +must start immediately after nightfall. It will take from forty to fifty +minutes to descend the cliff, a good two hours to climb the ascent, so +that you 'll not have much time to spare before daybreak.' + +Giorgio's opinion was backed by several others, and it was finally +resolved upon that the attempt should be made on the following evening. +Meanwhile, the dwarf was committed to the safe custody of a sergeant, +affectedly to look to his proper care and treatment, but really to guard +against any imprudent revelations that he might make respecting the +intended attack. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. GENOA DURING THE SIEGE + +If the natural perils of the expedition were sufficient to suggest +grave thoughts, the sight of the troops that were to form it was even +a stronger incentive to fear. I could not believe my eyes, as I watched +the battalions which now deployed before me. Always accustomed, +whatever the hardships they were opposed to, to see French soldiers +light-hearted, gay, and agile, performing their duties in a spirit of +sportive pleasure, as if soldiering were but fun, what was the shock I +received at sight of these careworn, downcast, hollow-cheeked fellows, +dragging their legs wearily along, and scarcely seeming to hear the +words of command; their clothes, patched and mended, sometimes too big, +sometimes too little, showing that they had changed wearers without +being altered; their tattered shoes, tied on with strings round the +ankles; their very weapons dirty and uncared for; they resembled rather +a horde of bandits than the troops of the first army of Europe. There +was, besides, an expression of stealthy, treacherous ferocity in their +faces, such as I never saw before. To this pitiable condition had they +been brought by starvation. Not alone the horses had been eaten, but +dogs and cats; even the vermin of the cellars and sewers was consumed as +food. Leather and skins were all eagerly devoured; and there is but too +terrible reason to believe that human flesh itself was used to prolong +for a few hours this existence of misery. + +As they defiled into the 'Piazza,' there seemed a kind of effort to +assume the port and bearing of their craft; and although many stumbled, +and some actually fell, from weakness, there was an evident attempt to +put on a military appearance. The manner of the adjutant, as he passed +down the line, revealed at once the exact position of affairs. No +longer inspecting every little detail of equipment, criticising this, or +remarking on that, his whole attention was given to the condition of +the musket, whose lock he closely scrutinised, and then turned to the +cartouch-box. The ragged uniforms, the uncouth shakos, the belts dirty +and awry, never called forth a word of rebuke. Too glad, as it seemed, +to recognise even the remnants of discipline, he came back from his +inspection apparently well satisfied and content. + +'These fellows turn out well,' said Colonel de Barre, as he looked along +the line; and I started to see if the speech were an unfeeling jest. +Far from it; he spoke in all seriousness. The terrible scenes he had for +months been witnessing; the men dropping from hunger at their posts; the +sentries fainting as they carried arms, and borne away to the hospital +to die; the bursts of madness that would now and then break forth from +men whose agony became unendurable, had so steeled him to horrors, that +even this poor shadow of military display seemed orderly and imposing. + +'They are the 22nd, colonel,' replied the adjutant, proudly, 'a corps +that always have maintained their character, whether on parade or under +fire!' + +'Ah! the 22nd, are they? They have come up from Ronco, then?' + +'Yes, sir; they were all that General Soult could spare us.' + +'Fine-looking fellows they are,' said De Barre, scanning them through +his glass. 'The third company is a little, a very little to the +rear--don't you perceive it?--and the flank is a thought or so restless +and unsteady.' + +'A sergeant has just been carried to the rear ill, sir,' said a young +officer, in a low voice. + +'The heat, I have no douht; a _colpo di sole_, as they tell us +everything is,' said De Barre. 'By the way, is not this the regiment +that boasts the pretty vivandiere? What's this her name is?' + +'Lela, sir.' + +'Yes, to be sure, Lela. I'm sure I've heard her toasted often enough at +cafes and restaurants.' + +'There she is, sir, yonder, sitting on the steps of the fountain'; and +the officer made a sign with his sword for the girl to come over. She +made an effort to arise at the order, but tottered back, and would have +fallen if a soldier had not caught her. Then suddenly collecting +her strength, she arranged the folds of her short scarlet jupe, and +smoothing down the braids of her fair hair, came forward, at that +sliding, half-skipping pace that is the wont of her craft. + +The exertion, and possibly the excitement, had flushed her cheek, so +that as she came forward her look was brilliantly handsome; but as the +colour died away, and a livid pallor spread over her jaws, lank and +drawn in by famine, her expression was dreadful. The large eyes, +lustrous and wild-looking, gleaming with the fire of fever, while her +thin nostrils quivered at each respiration. + +Poor girl, even then, with famine and fever eating within her, the +traits of womanly vanity still survived, and as she carried her hand to +her cap in salute, she made a faint attempt at a smile. + +'The 22nd may indeed be proud of their vivandiere,* said De Barre +gallantly. + +'What hast in the _tonnslet_, Lela?' continued he, tapping the little +silver-hooped barrel she carried at her back. + +'_Ah, que voulez-vous?_ cried she laughing, with a low, husky sound, the +laugh of famine. + +'I must have a glass of it to your health, _ma belle_ Lela, if it cost +me a crown-piece'; and he drew forth the coin as he spoke. + +'For such a toast, the liquor is quite good enough,' said Lela, drawing +back at the offer of money; while slinging the little cask in front, she +unhooked a small silver cup, and filled it with water. + +'No brandy, Lela?' + +'None, colonel,' said she, shaking her head; 'and if I had, those poor +fellows yonder would not like it so well.' + +'I understand,' said he significantly; 'theirs is the thirst of fever.' + +A short, dry cough, and a barely perceptible nod of the head, was all +her reply; but their eyes met, and any so sad an expression as they +interchanged I never beheld! it was a confession in full of all each had +seen of sorrow, of suffering, and of death--the terrible events three +months of famine had revealed, and all the agonies of pestilence and +madness. + +'That is delicious water, Tiernay,' said the colonel, as he passed me +the cup, and thus trying to get away from the sad theme of his thoughts. + +'I fetch it from a well outside the walls every morning,' said Lela; +'ay, and within gunshot of the Austrian sentries, too.' + +'There's coolness for you, Tiernay,' said the colonel; 'think what the +22nd are made of when their vivandiere dares to do this!' + +'They'll not astonish him,' said Lela, looking steadily at me + +'And why not, _ma belle?_' cried De Barre. 'He was a Tapageur, one of +the "Naughty Ninth," as they called them.' + +'How do you know that, Lela? Have we ever met before?' cried I eagerly. + +'I've seen you, sir,' said she slyly. 'They used to call you the +corporal that won the battle of Kehl. I know my father always said so.' + +I would have given worlds to have interrogated her further; so +fascinating is selfishness, that already at least a hundred questions +were presenting themselves to my mind. Who could Lela be? and who was +her father? and what were these reports about me? Had I really won fame +without knowing it? and did my comrades indeed speak of me with honour? +All these, and many more inquiries, were pressing for utterance, as +General Massena walked up with his staff. The general fully corroborated +De Barre's opinion of the '22nd.' They were, as he expressed it, a +'magnificent body.' It was a perfect pleasure to see such troops under +arms.' 'Those fellows certainly exhibited few traces of a starved-out +garrison.' + +Such and such like were the observations bandied from one to the other, +in all the earnest seriousness of truth What more terrible evidence of +the scenes they had passed through, than these convictions! What more +stunning proof of the condition to which long suffering had reduced +them! + +'Where is our pleasant friend, who talked to us of the Black Forest last +night? Ah, there he is; well, Monsieur Tiernay, do you think General +Moreau's people turned out better than that after the retreat from +Donau-eschingen?' + +There was no need for any reply, since the scornful burst of laughter of +the staff already gave the answer he wanted; and now he walked forward +to the centre of the piazza, while the troops proceeded to march past. + +The band, a miserable group, reduced from fifty to thirteen in number, +struck up a quick step, and the troops, animated by the sounds, and more +still, perhaps, by Massena's presence, made an effort to step out in +quick time; but the rocking, wavering motion, the clinking muskets and +uncertain gait, were indescribably painful to a soldier's eye. Their +colonel, De Vallence, however, evidently did not regard them thus, for +as he joined the staff, he received the general's compliments with all +the good faith and composure in the world. + +The battalions were marched off to barracks, and the group of officers +broke up to repair to their several quarters. It was the hour of dinner, +but it had been many a day since that meal had been heard of amongst +them. A stray cafe here and there was open in the city, but a cup of +coffee, without milk, and a small roll of black bread, a horrid compound +of rye and cocoa, was all the refreshment obtainable; and yet, I am bold +to say that a murmur or a complaint was unheard against the general +or the Government. The heaviest reverses, the gloomiest hours of ill +fortune, never extinguished the hope that Genoa was to be relieved +at last, and that all we had to do was to hold out for the arrival of +Bonaparte. To the extent of this conviction is to be attributed the +wide disparity between the feeling displayed by the military and the +townsfolk. + +The latter, unsustained by hope, without one spark of speculation to +cheer their gloomy destiny, starved, and sickened, and died in masses. +The very requirements of discipline were useful in averting the +despondent vacuity which comes of hunger. Of the sanguine confidence of +the soldiery in the coming of their comrades, I was to witness a strong +illustration on the very day of which I have been speaking. + +It was about four o'clock in the afternoon, the weather had been heavy +and overcast, and the heat excessive, so that all who were free from +duty had either lain down to sleep, or were quietly resting within +doors, when a certain stir and movement in the streets, a rare event +during the hours of the siesta, drew many a head to the windows. The +report ran, and like wildfire it spread through the city, that the +advanced guard of Bonaparte had reached Ronco that morning, and were +already in march on Genoa. Although nobody could trace this story to +any direct source, each believed and repeated it; the tale growing more +consistent and fuller at every repetition. I need not weary my reader +with all the additions and corrections the narrative received, nor +recount how now it was Moreau with the right wing of the army of the +Rhine; now it was Kellermann's brigade; now it was Macdonald, who had +passed the Ticino; and last of all, Bonaparte. The controversy was +often even an angry one, when, finally, all speculation was met by the +official report, that all that was known lay in the simple fact, that +heavy guns had been heard that morning, near Ronco, and as the Austrians +held no position with artillery there, the firing must needs be French. + +This very bare announcement was, of course, a great 'come down' for all +the circumstantial detail with which we had been amusing ourselves and +each other, but yet it nourished hope, and the hope that was nearest to +all our hearts, too! The streets were soon filled; officers and soldiers +hastily dressed, and with many a fault of costume were all +commingled, exchanging opinions, resolving doubts, and even bandying +congratulations. The starved and hungry faces were lighted up with an +expression of savage glee. It was like the last flickering gleam of +passion in men whose whole vitality was the energy of fever! The heavy +debt they owed their enemy was at last to be paid, and all the insulting +injury of a besieged and famine-stricken garrison to be avenged. A +surging movement in the crowd told that some event had occurred; it +was Massena and his staff, who were proceeding to a watch-tower in the +bastion, from whence a wide range of country could be seen. This was +reassuring. The general himself entertained the story, and here was +proof that there was 'something in it.' All the population now made +for the walls; every spot from which the view towards Ronco could +be obtained was speedily crowded, every window filled, and all the +housetops crammed. A dark mass of inky cloud covered the tops of the +Apennines, and even descended to some distance down the sides. With what +shapes and forms of military splendour did our imaginations people the +space behind that sombre curtain! What columns of stern warriors, what +prancing squadrons, what earth-shaking masses of heavy artillery! How +longingly each eye grew weary watching--waiting for the veil to be rent, +and the glancing steel to be seen glistening bright in the sun-rays! + +As if to torture our anxieties, the lowering mass grew darker and +heavier, and, rolling lazily adown the mountain, it filled up the +valley, wrapping earth and sky in one murky mantle. + +'There, did you hear that?' cried one; 'that was artillery.' + +A pause followed, each ear was bent to listen, and not a word was +uttered for full a minute or more; the immense host, as if swayed by +the one impulse, strained to catch the sounds, when suddenly, from the +direction of the mountain top, there came a rattling, crashing noise, +followed by the dull, deep booming that every soldier's heart responds +to What a cheer then burst forth! never did I hear--never may I +hear--such a cry as that was; it was like the wild yell of a shipwrecked +crew, as some distant sail hove in sight; and yet, through its cadence, +there rang the mad lust for vengeance! Yes, in all the agonies of +sinking strength, with fever in their hearts, and the death sweat on +their cheeks, their cry was Blood! The puny shout, for such it seemed +now, was drowned in the deafening crash that now was heard; peal after +peal shook the air, the same rattling, peppering noise of musketry +continuing through all. + +That the French were in strong force, as well as the enemy, there could +now be no doubt. Nothing but a serious affair and a stubborn resistance +could warrant such a fire. It had every semblance of an attack with all +arms. The roar of the heavy guns made the air vibrate, and the clatter +of small-arms was incessant. How each of us filled up the picture from +the impulses of his own fancy! Some said that the French were still +behind the mountain, and storming the heights of the Borghetto; others +thought that they had gained the summit, but not _en force_, and were +only contesting their position there; and a few, more sanguine, of whom +I was one myself, imagined that they were driving the Austrians down the +Apennines, cleaving their ranks, as they went, with their artillery. + +Each new crash, every momentary change of direction of the sounds, +favoured this opinion or that, and the excitement of partisanship rose +to an immense height. What added indescribably to the interest of the +scene, was a group of Austrian officers on horseback, who, in their +eagerness to obtain tidings, had ridden beyond their lines, and were +now standing almost within musket range of us. We could see that their +telescopes were turned to the eventful spot, and we gloried to think of +the effect the scene must have been producing on them. + +'They've seen enough!' cried one of our fellows, laughing, while he +pointed to the horsemen, who, suddenly wheeling about, galloped back to +their camp at full speed. + +'You 'll have the drums beat to arms now; there's little time to lose. +Our cuirassiers will soon be upon them,' cried another, in ecstasy. + +'No, but the rain will, and upon us, too,' said Giorgio, who had +now come up; 'don't you see that it's not a battle yonder, it's a +_burrasca_. There it comes.' And as if the outstretched finger of the +dwarf had been the wand of a magician, the great cloud was suddenly torn +open with a crash, and the rain descended like a deluge, swept along by +a hurricane wind, and came in vast sheets of water, while high over our +heads, and moving onward towards the sea, growled the distant thunder. +The great mountain was now visible from base to summit, but not a +soldier, not a gun, to be seen! Swollen and yellow, the gushing torrents +leaped madly from crag to crag, and crashing trees, and falling rocks, +added their wild sounds to the tumult. + +There we stood, mute and sorrow-struck, regardless of the seething rain, +unconscious of anything save our disappointment. The hope we built upon +had left us, and the dreary scene of storm around seemed but a type of +our own future! And yet we could not turn away, but with eyes strained +and aching, gazed at the spot from where our succour should have come. + +I looked up at the watch-tower, and there was Massena still, his arms +folded, on a battlement; he seemed to be deep in thought. At last +he arose, and, drawing his cloak across his face, descended the +winding-stair outside the tower. His step was slow, and more than once +he halted, as if to think. When he reached the walls, he walked rapidly +on, his suite following him. + +'Ah, Monsieur Tiernay,' said he, as he passed me, 'you know what an +Apennine storm is now; but it will cool the air and give us delicious +weather'; and so he passed on with an easy smile. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. MONTE DI PACCIO + +The disappointment we had suffered was not the only circumstance adverse +to our expedition. The rain had now swollen the smallest rivulets to +the size of torrents; in many places the paths would be torn away and +obliterated, and everywhere the difficulty of a night march enormously +increased. Giorgio, however, who was, perhaps, afraid of forfeiting his +reward, assured the general that these mountain streams subside even +more rapidly than they rise; that such was the dryness of the soil, no +trace of rain would be seen by sunset, and that we should have a calm, +starry night; the very thing we wanted for our enterprise. + +We did not need persuasion to believe all he said--the opinion chimed in +with our own wishes, and, better still, was verified to the very +letter by a glorious afternoon. Landward, the spectacle was perfectly +enchanting; the varied foliage of the Apennines, refreshed by the rain, +glittered and shone in the sun's rays, while in the bay, the fleet, with +sails hung out to dry, presented a grand and an imposing sight. Better +than all, Monte Faccio now appeared quite near us; we could, even with +the naked eye, perceive all the defences, and were able to detect a +party of soldiers at work outside the walls, clearing, as it seemed, +some watercourse that had been impeded by the storm. Unimportant as the +labour was, we watched it anxiously, for we thought that perhaps before +another sunset many a brave fellow's blood might dye that earth. During +the whole of that day, from some cause or other, not a shot had been +fired either from the land-batteries or the fleet, and as though a truce +had been agreed to, we sat watching each other's movements peacefully +and calmly. + +'The Austrians would seem to have been as much deceived as ourselves, +sir,' said an old artillery sergeant to me, as I strolled along the +walls at nightfall. 'The pickets last night were close to the glacis, +but see, now they have fallen back a gunshot or more.' + +'But they had time enough since to have resumed their old position,' +said I, half doubting the accuracy of the surmise. + +'Time enough, _parbleu!_ I should think so too! but when the white-coats +manoeuvre, they write to Vienna to ask, "What's to be done next?"' + +This passing remark, in which, with all its exaggeration, there lay a +germ of truth, was the universal judgment of our soldiers on those of +the Imperial army; and to the prevalence of the notion may be ascribed +much of that fearless indifference with which small divisions of ours +attacked whole army corps of the enemy. Bonaparte was the first to point +out this slowness, and to turn it to the best advantage. + +'If our general ever intended a sortie, this would be the night for it, +sir,' resumed he; 'the noise of those mountain streams would mask the +sounds of a march, and even cavalry, if led with caution, might be in +upon them before they were aware.' + +This speech pleased me, not only for the judgment it conveyed, but as an +assurance that our expedition was still a secret in the garrison. + +On questioning the sergeant further, I was struck to find that he had +abandoned utterly all hope of ever seeing France again; such, he told +me, was the universal feeling of the soldiery. 'We know well, sir, +that Massena is not the man to capitulate, and we cannot expect to +be relieved' And yet with this stern, comfortless conviction on their +minds--with hunger, and famine, and pestilence on every side--they never +uttered one word of complaint, not even a murmur of remonstrance. What +would Moreau's fellows say of us? What would the army of the Meuse +think? These were the ever-present arguments against surrender; and +the judgment of their comrades was far more terrible to them than the +grapeshot of the enemy. + +'But do you not think, when Bonaparte crosses the Alps, he will hasten +to our relief?' + +'Not he, sir! I know him well. I was in the same troop with him, a +bombardier at the same gun. Bonaparte will never go after small game +where there's a nobler prey before him. If he does cross the Alps, he'll +be for a great battle under Milan; or, mayhap, march on Venice. He's +not thinking of our starved battalions here; he's planning some great +campaign, depend on it. He never faced the Alps to succour Genoa.' + +How true was this appreciation of the great general's ambition, I need +scarcely repeat; but so it was at the time; many were able to guess the +bold aspirings of one who, to the nation, seemed merely one among the +numerous candidates for fame and honours. + +It was about an hour after my conversation with the sergeant, that an +orderly came to summon me to Colonel de Barres quarters; and with all +my haste to obey, I only arrived as the column was formed. The plan of +attack was simple enough. Three Voltigeur companies were to attempt the +assault of the Monte Facoio, under De Barre; while, to engage attention, +and draw off the enemy's force, a strong body of infantry and cavalry +was to debouch on the Chiavari road, as though to force a passage in +that direction. In all that regarded secrecy and despatch our expedition +was perfect; and as we moved silently through the streets, the sleeping +citizens never knew of our march. Arrived at the gate, the column +halted, to give us time to pass along the walls and descend the glen, an +operation which, it was estimated, would take forty-five minutes; at the +expiration of this they were to issue forth to the feint attack. + +At a quick step we now pressed forward towards the angle of the bastion, +whence many a path led down the cliff in all directions. Half a dozen of +our men, well acquainted with the spot, volunteered as guides, and the +muskets being slung on the back, the word was given to 'move on,' the +rallying-place being the plateau of the orange-trees I have already +mentioned. + +'Steep enough this,' said De Barre to me, as, holding on by briers and +brambles, we slowly descended the gorge; 'but few of us will ever climb +it again.' + +'You think so?' asked I, in some surprise. + +'Of course, I know it,' said he. 'Vallence, who commands the battalions +below, always condemned the scheme; rely on it, he's not the man to make +himself out a false prophet. I don't pretend to tell you that in our +days of monarchy there were neither jealousies nor party grudges, and +that men were above all small and ungenerous rivalry; but, assuredly, we +had less of them than now. If the field of competition is more open to +every one, so are the arts by which success is won; a preeminence in a +republic means always the ruin of a rival If we fail, as fail we must, +he'll be a general.' + +'But why must we fail?' + +'For every reason; we are not in force; we know nothing of what we are +about to attack; and, if repulsed, have no retreat behind us.' + +'Then why----?' I stopped, for already I saw the impropriety of my +question. + +'Why did I advise the attack?' said he mildly, taking up my half-uttered +question. 'Simply because death outside these walls is quicker and more +glorious than within them. There's scarcely a man who follows us has not +the same sentiment in his heart. The terrible scenes of the last +five weeks have driven our fellows to all but mutiny. Nothing indeed +maintained discipline but a kind of tigerish thirst for vengeance--a +hope that the day of reckoning would come round, and one fearful lesson +teach these same white-coats how dangerous it is to drive a brave enemy +to despair.' + +De Barre continued to talk in this strain as we descended, every remark +he made being uttered with all the coolness of one who talked of a +matter indifferent to him. At length the way became too steep for much +converse, and slipping and scrambling we now only interchanged a chance +word as we went. Although two hundred and fifty men were around and +about us, not a voice was heard; and, except the occasional breaking of +a branch, or the occasional fall of some heavy stone into the valley, +not a sound was heard. At length a long, shrill whistle announced that +the first man had reached the bottom, which, to judge from the faintness +of the sound, appeared yet a considerable distance off. The excessive +darkness increased the difficulty of the way, and De Barre continued +to repeat--'that we had certainly been misinformed, and that even in +daylight the descent would take an hour.' + +It was full half an hour after this when we came to a small rivulet, the +little boundary line between the two steep cliffs. Here our men were all +assembled, refreshing themselves with the water, still muddy from recent +rain, and endeavouring to arrange equipments and arms, damaged and +displaced by many a fall. + +'We 've taken an hour and twenty-eight minutes,' said De Barre, as he +placed a firefly on the glass of his watch, to see the hour. 'Now, men, +let us make up for lost time. _En avant!_ + +'_En avant!_,' was quickly passed from mouth to mouth, and never was +a word more spirit-stirring to Frenchmen! With all the alacrity of men +fresh and 'eager for the fray,' they began the ascent, and such was the +emulous ardour to be first, that it assumed all the features of a race. + +A close pine wood greatly aided us now, and, in less time than we +could believe it possible, we reached the plateau appointed for our +rendezvous. This being the last spot of meeting before our attack on the +fort, the final dispositions were here settled on, and the orders for +the assault arranged. With daylight, the view from this terrace, for +such it was in reality, would have been magnificent, for even now, in +the darkness, we could track out the great thoroughfares of the city, +follow the windings of the bay and harbour, and, by the lights on board, +detect the fleet as it lay at anchor. To the left, and for many a mile, +as it seemed, were seen twinkling the bivouac fires of the Austrian +army; while directly above our heads, glittering like a red star, shone +the solitary gleam that marked out the 'Monte Faccio.' + +I was standing silently at De Barre's side, looking on this sombre +scene, so full of terrible interest, when he clutched my arm violently, +and whispered--'Look yonder; see, the attack has begun.' + +The fire of the artillery had flashed as he spoke, and now, with his +very words, the deafening roar of the guns was heard from below. + +'I told you he'd not wait for us, Tiernay. I told you how it would +happen!' cried he; then suddenly recovering his habitual composure of +voice and manner, he said, 'Now for our part, men; forwards!' + +And away went the brave fellows, tearing up the steep mountain-side, +like an assault party at a breach. Though hidden from our view by the +darkness and the dense wood, we could hear the incessant din of large +and small arms; the roll of the drums summoning men to their quarters, +and what we thought were the cheers of charging squadrons. + +Such was the mad feeling of excitement these sounds produced, that I +cannot guess what time elapsed before we found ourselves on the crest of +the mountain, and not above three hundred paces from the outworks of +the fort. The trees had been cut away on either side, so as to offer +a species of glacis, and this must be crossed under the fire of the +batteries, before an attack could be commenced. Fortunately for us, +however, the garrison was too confident of its security to dread a _coup +de main_ from the side of the town, and had placed all their guns along +the bastion, towards Borghetto, and this De Barre immediately detected. +A certain 'alert' on the walls, however, and a quick movement of lights +here and there, showed that they had become aware of the sortie from +the town, and gradually we could see figure after figure ascending the +walls, as if to peer down into the valley beneath. + +'You see what Vallence has done for us,' said De Barre bitterly; 'but +for him we should have taken these fellows, _en flagrant delit_, and +carried their walls before they could turn out a captain's guard.' + +As he spoke a heavy crashing sound was heard, and a wild cheer. Already +our pioneers had gained the gate, and were battering away at it; another +party had reached the walls, and thrown up their rope-ladders, and +the attack was opened. In fact, Giorgio had led one division by a path +somewhat shorter than ours, and they had begun the assault before we +issued from the pine wood. + +We now came up at a run, but under a smart fire from the walls, already +fast crowding with men. Defiling close beneath the wall, we gained the +gate, just as it had fallen beneath the assaults of our men. A steep +covered way led up from it, and along this our fellows rushed madly; +but suddenly from the gloom a red glare flashed out, and a terrible +discharge of grape swept all before it. 'Lie down!' was now shouted from +front to rear, but even before the order could be obeyed another and +more fatal volley followed. + +Twice we attempted to storm the ascent; but wearied by the labour of the +mountain pass--worn out by fatigue--and, worse still, weak from actual +starvation, our men faltered! It was not fear, nor was there anything +akin to it; for even as they fell under the thick fire their shrill +cheers breathed stern defiance. They were utterly exhausted, and failing +strength could do no more! De Barre took the lead, sword in hand, +and with one of those wild appeals that soldiers never hear in vain, +addressed them; but the next moment his shattered corpse was carried +to the rear. The scaling party, alike repulsed, had now defiled to +our support; but the death-dealing artillery swept through us without +ceasing. Never was there a spectacle so terrible as to see men, animated +by courageous devotion, burning with glorious zeal, and yet powerless +from very debility--actually dropping from the weakness of famine! The +staggering step--the faint shout--the powerless charge--all showing the +ravages of pestilence and want! + +Some sentiment of compassion must have engaged our enemies' sympathy, +for twice they relaxed their fire, and only resumed it as we returned to +the attack. One fearful discharge of grape, at pistol range, now seemed +to have closed the struggle; and as the smoke cleared away, the earth +was seen crowded with dead and dying. The broken ranks no longer showed +discipline--men gathered in groups around their wounded comrades, and, +to all seeming, indifferent to the death that menaced them. Scarcely an +officer survived, and, among the dead beside me, I recognised +Giorgio, who still knelt in the attitude in which he had received his +death-wound. + +I was like one in some terrible dream, powerless and terror-stricken, as +I stood thus amid the slaughtered and the wounded. + +'You are my prisoner,' said a gruff-looking old Groat grenadier, as +he snatched my sword from my hand by a smart blow on the wrist; and I +yielded without a word. + +'Is it over?' said I; 'is it over?' + +'Yes, _parbleu!_ I think it is,' said a comrade, whose cheek was hanging +down from a bayonet wound. 'There are not twenty of us remaining, and +they will do very little for the service of the "Great Republic'" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. A ROYALIST 'DE LA VIEILLE ROCHE' + +On a hot and sultry day of June I found myself seated in a country cart, +and under the guard of two mounted dragoons, wending my way towards +Kuffstein, a Tyrol fortress, to which I was sentenced as a prisoner. A +weary journey was it; for in addition to my now sad thoughts I had to +contend against an attack of ague, which I had just caught, and which +was then raging like a plague in the Austrian camp. One solitary +reminiscence, and that far from a pleasant one, clings to this period. +We had halted on the outskirts of a little village called 'Broletto,' +for the siesta, and there, in a clump of olives, were quietly dozing +away the sultry hours, when the clatter of horsemen awoke us; and on +looking up, we saw a cavalry escort sweep past at a gallop. The corporal +who commanded our party hurried into the village to learn the news, and +soon returned with the tidings that 'a great victory had been gained +over the French, commanded by Bonaparte in person; that the army was in +full retreat; and this was the despatch an officer of Melas' staff was +now hastening to lay at the feet of the emperor.' + +'I thought several times this morning,' said the corporal, 'that I heard +artillery; and so it seems I might, for we are not above twenty miles +from where the battle was fought.' + +'And how is the place called?' asked I, in a tone sceptical enough to be +offensive. + +'Marengo,' replied he; 'mayhap, the name will not escape your memory.' + +How true was the surmise, but in how different a sense from what he +uttered it! But so it was; even as late as four o'clock the victory +was with the Austrians. Three separate envoys had left the field with +tidings of success; and it was only late at night that the general, +exhausted by a disastrous day, and almost broken-hearted, could write to +tell his master that 'Italy was lost.' + +I have many a temptation here to diverge from a line that I set down for +myself in these memoirs, and from which as yet I have not wandered--I +mean, not to dwell upon events wherein I was not myself an actor; but +I am determined still to adhere to my rule, and, leaving that glorious +event behind me, plod wearily along my journey. + +Day after day we journeyed through a country teeming with abundance: +vast plains of corn and maize, olives and vines, everywhere--on the +mountains, the crags, the rocks, festooned over cliffs, and spreading +their tangled networks over cottages; and yet everywhere poverty, +misery, and debasement, ruined villages, and a half-naked, starving +populace, met the eye at every turn. There was the stamp of slavery on +all, and still more palpably was there the stamp of despotism in the air +of their rulers. + +If any spot can impress the notion of impregnability it is Kuffstein. +Situated on an eminence of rock over the Inn, three sides of the base +are washed by that rapid river. A little village occupies the fourth; +and from this the supplies are hoisted up to the garrison above by +cranes and pulleys--the only approach being by a path wide enough for +a single man, and far too steep and difficult of access to admit of his +carrying any burthen, however light. All that science and skill could do +is added to the natural strength of the position, and from every surface +of the vast rock itself the projecting mouths of guns and mortars show +resources of defence it would seem madness to attack. + +Three thousand men, under the command of General Urleben, held this +fortress at the time I speak of, and by their habits of discipline +and vigilance showed that no over-security would make them neglect the +charge of so important a trust. I was the first French prisoner that had +ever been confined within the walls, and to the accident of my uniform +was I indebted for this distinction. I have mentioned that in Genoa they +gave me a staff-officer's dress and appointments, and from this +casual circumstance it was supposed that I should know a great deal of +Massena's movements and intentions, and that by judicious management I +might be induced to reveal it. + +General Urleben, who had been brought up in France, was admirably +calculated to have promoted such an object were it practicable. He +possessed the most winning address as well as great personal advantages, +and although now past the middle of life, was reputed one of the +handsomest men in Austria. He at once invited me to his table, and +having provided me with a delightful little chamber, from whence the +view extended for miles along the Inn, he sent me stores of books, +journals, and newspapers, French, English, and German, showing by the +very candour of their tidings a most flattering degree of confidence and +trust. + +If imprisonment could ever be endurable with resignation, mine ought to +have been so. My mornings were passed in weeding or gardening a little +plot of ground outside my window, giving me ample occupation in that +way, and rendering carnations and roses dearer to me, through all my +after-life, than without such associations they would ever have been. +Then I used to sketch for hours, from the walls, bird's-eye views, +prisoner's glimpses, of the glorious Tyrol scenery below us. Early +in the afternoon came dinner; and then, with the general's pleasant +converse, a cigar, and a chess-board, the time wore smoothly on till +nightfall. + +An occasional thunderstorm, grander and more sublime than anything I +have ever seen elsewhere, would now and then vary a life of calm but not +unpleasant monotony; and occasionally, too, some passing escort, on +the way to or from Vienna, would give tidings of the war; but except in +these, each day was precisely like the other, so that when the almanac +told me it was autumn, I could scarcely believe a single month had +glided over. I will not attempt to conceal the fact, that the inglorious +idleness of my life, this term of inactivity at an age when hope, and +vigour, and energy were highest within me, was a grievous privation; +but, except in these regrets, I could almost call this time a happy +one. The unfortunate position in which I started in life gave me little +opportunity, or even inclination for learning. Except the little Pere +Michel had taught me, I knew nothing. I need not say that this was but +a sorry stock of education, even at that period, when, I must say, the +sabre was more in vogue than the grammar. + +I now set steadily about repairing this deficiency. General Urleben lent +me all his aid, directing my studies, supplying me with books, and +at times affording me the still greater assistance of his counsel and +advice. To history generally, but particularly that of France, he made +me pay the deepest attention, and seemed never to weary while impressing +upon me the grandeur of our former monarchies, and the happiness of +France when ruled by her legitimate sovereigns. + +I had told him all that I knew myself of my birth and family, and +frequently would he allude to the subject of my reading, by saying, 'The +son of an old "Garde du Corps" needs no commentary when perusing such +details as these. Your own instincts tell you how nobly these servants +of a monarchy bore themselves--what chivalry lived at that time in men's +hearts, and how generous and self-denying was their loyalty.' + +Such and such like were the expressions which dropped from him from time +to time; nor was their impression the less deep when supported by the +testimony of the memoirs with which he supplied me. Even in deeds of +military glory the Monarchy could compete with the Republic, and Urleben +took care to insist upon a fact I was never unwilling to concede--that +the well born were ever foremost in danger, no matter whether the banner +was a white one or a tricolour. + +'Le bon sang ne peut pas mentir' was an adage I never disputed, although +certainly I never expected to hear it employed to the disparagement of +those to whom it did not apply. + +As the winter set in I saw less of the general. He was usually much +occupied in the mornings, and at evenings he was accustomed to go +down to the village, where, of late, some French _emigre_ families +had settled--unhappy exiles, who had both peril and poverty to contend +against! Many such were scattered through the Tyrol at that period, both +for the security and the cheapness it afforded. Of these, Urleben rarely +spoke; some chance allusion, when borrowing a book or taking away a +newspaper, being the extent to which he ever referred to them. + +One morning, as I sat sketching on the walls, he came up to me and said, +'Strange enough, Tiernay, last night I was looking at a view of this +very scene, only taken from another point of sight; both were correct, +accurate in every detail, and yet most dissimilar--what a singular +illustration of many of our prejudices and opinions! The sketch I speak +of was made by a young countrywoman of yours--a highly gifted lady, who +little thought that the accomplishments of her education were one day +to be the resources of her livelihood. Even so,' said he, sighing, 'a +marquise of the best blood of France is reduced to sell her drawings!' + +As I expressed a wish to see the sketches in question, he volunteered +to make the request if I would send some of mine in return; and thus +accidentally grew up a sort of intercourse between myself and the +strangers, which gradually extended to books and music, and, lastly, to +civil messages and inquiries of which the general was ever the bearer. + +What a boon was all this to me! What a sun-ray through the bars of +a prisoner's cell was this gleam of kindness and sympathy! The very +similarity of our pursuits, too, had something inexpressibly pleasing in +it, and I bestowed ten times as much pains upon each sketch, now that I +knew to whose eyes it would be submitted. + +'Do you know, Tiernay,' said the general to me, one day, 'I am about to +incur a very heavy penalty in your behalf--I am going to contravene the +strict orders of the War Office, and take you along with me this evening +down to the village.' + +I started with surprise and delight together, and could not utter a +word. + +'I know perfectly well,' continued he, 'that you will not abuse my +confidence. I ask, then, for nothing beyond your word, that you will +not make any attempt at escape; for this visit may lead to others, and I +desire, so far as possible, that you should feel as little constraint as +a prisoner well may.' + +I readily gave the pledge required, and he went on--'I have no cautions +to give you, nor any counsels--Madame d'Aigreville is a Royalist.' + +'She is madame, then!' said I, in a voice of some disappointment. + +'Yes, she is a widow, but her niece is unmarried,' said he, smiling +at my eagerness. I affected to hear the tidings with unconcern, but a +burning flush covered my cheek, and I felt as uncomfortable as possible. + +I dined that day as usual with the general, adjourning after dinner to +the little drawing-room, where we played our chess. Never did he +appear to me so tedious in his stories, so intolerably tiresome in +his digressions, as that evening. He halted at every move--he had some +narrative to recount, or some observation to make, that delayed our +game to an enormous time; and at last, on looking out of the window, he +fancied there was a thunderstorm brewing, and that we should do well to +put off our visit to a more favourable opportunity. + +'It is little short of half a league,' said he, 'to the village, and in +bad weather is worse than double the distance.' + +I did not dare to controvert his opinion, but, fortunately, a gleam of +sunshine shot, the same moment, through the window, and proclaimed a +fair evening. + +Heaven knows I had suffered little of a prisoner's durance--my life had +been one of comparative freedom and ease; and yet, I cannot tell the +swelling emotion of my heart with which I emerged from the deep archway +of the fortress, and heard the bang of the heavy gate as it closed +behind me. Steep as was the path, I felt as if I could have bounded +down it without a fear! The sudden sense of liberty was maddening in +its excitement, and I half suspect that had I been on horseback in that +moment of wild delight, I should have forgotten all my plighted word and +parole, though I sincerely trust that the madness would not have endured +beyond a few minutes. If there be among my readers one who has known +imprisonment, he will forgive this confession of a weakness, which to +others of less experience will seem unworthy, perhaps dishonourable. + +Dorf Kuffstein was a fair specimen of the picturesque simplicity of +a Tyrol village. There were the usual number of houses, with carved +galleries and quaint images in wood, the shrines and altars, the little +'platz,' for Sunday recreation, and the shady alley for rifle practice. + +There were also the trellised walks of vines, and the orchards; in the +midst of one of which we now approached a long, low farmhouse, whose +galleries projected over the river. This was the abode of Madame +d'Aigreville. + +A peasant was cleaning a little mountain pony, from which a side-saddle +had just been removed as we came up, and he, leaving his work, proceeded +to ask us into the house, informing us, as he went, that the ladies had +just returned from a long ramble, and would be with us presently. + +The drawing-room into which we were shown was a perfect picture of +cottage elegance; all the furniture was of polished walnut-wood, and +kept in the very best condition. It opened by three spacious windows +upon the terrace above the river, and afforded a view of mountain and +valley for miles on every side. An easel was placed on this gallery, and +a small sketch in oils of Kuffstein was already nigh completed on it. +There were books, too, in different languages, and, to my inexpressible +delight, a piano! + +The reader will smile, perhaps, at the degree of pleasure objects so +familiar and everyday called forth; but let him remember how removed +were all the passages of my life from such civilising influences--how +little of the world had I seen beyond camps and barrack-rooms, and how +ignorant I was of the charm which a female presence can diffuse over +even the very humblest abode. + +Before I had well ceased to wonder, and admire these objects, the +marquise entered. + +A tall and stately old lady, with an air at once haughty and gracious, +received me with a profound curtsy, while she extended her hand to the +salute of the general She was dressed in deep mourning, and wore +her white hair in two braids along her face. The sound of my native +language, with its native accent, made me forget the almost profound +reserve of her manner, and I was fast recovering from the constraint her +coldness imposed, when her niece entered the room. Mademoiselle, who was +at that time about seventeen, but looked older by a year or two, was the +very ideal of brunette beauty; she was dark-eyed and black-haired, with +a mouth the most beautifully formed; her figure was light, and her foot +a model of shape and symmetry. All this I saw in an instant, as she +came, half-sliding, half-bounding, to meet the general; and then turning +to me, welcomed me with a cordial warmth, very different from the +reception of Madame la Marquise. + +Whether it was the influence of her presence, whether it was a partial +concession of the old lady's own, or whether my own awkwardness was +wearing off by time, I cannot say--but gradually the stiffness of the +interview began to diminish. From the scenery around us we grew to talk +of the Tyrol generally, then of Switzerland, and lastly of France. The +marquise came from Auvergne, and was justly proud of the lovely scenery +of her birthplace. + +Calmly and tranquilly as the conversation had been carried on up to +this period, the mention of France seemed to break down the barrier of +reserve within the old lady's mind, and she burst out in a wild flood +of reminiscences of the last time she had seen her native village. 'The +Blues,' as the revolutionary soldiers were called, had come down +upon the quiet valley, carrying fire and carnage into a once peaceful +district. The chateau of her family was razed to the ground; her husband +was shot upon his own terrace; the whole village was put to the sword; +her own escape was owing to the compassion of the gardener's wife, who +dressed her like a peasant boy, and employed her in a menial station, a +condition she was forced to continue so long as the troops remained in +the neighbourhood. 'Yes,' said she, drawing off her silk mittens, 'these +hands still witness the hardships I speak of. These are the marks of my +servitude.' + +It was in vain the general tried at first to sympathise, and then +withdraw her from the theme; in vain her niece endeavoured to suggest +another topic, or convey a hint that the subject might be unpleasing +to me. It was the old lady's one absorbing idea, and she could not +relinquish it. Whole volumes of the atrocities perpetrated by the +revolutionary soldiery came to her recollection; each moment as she +talked, memory would recall this fact or the other, and so she continued +rattling on with the fervour of a heated imagination, and the wild +impetuosity of a half-crazed intellect. As for myself, I suffered far +more from witnessing the pain others felt for me, than from any offence +the topic occasioned me directly. These events were all 'before my +time.' I was neither a Blue by birth nor by adoption; a child during the +period of revolution, I had only taken a man's part when the country, +emerging from its term of anarchy and blood, stood at bay against the +whole of Europe. These consolations were, however, not known to the +others, and it was at last, in a moment of unendurable agony, that +mademoiselle rose and left the room. + +The general's eyes followed her as she went, and then sought mine with +an expression full of deep meaning. If I read his look aright, it +spoke patience and submission; and the lesson was an easier one than he +thought. + +'They talk of heroism,' cried she frantically--'it was massacre! +And when they speak of chivalry they mean the slaughter of women and +children!' She looked round, and seeing that her niece had left the +room, suddenly dropped her voice to a whisper, and said, 'Think of her +mother's fate, dragged from her home, her widowed, desolate home, and +thrown into the Temple, outraged and insulted, condemned on a mock +trial, and then carried away to the guillotine! Ay, and even then, on +that spot which coming death might have sanctified, in that moment when +even fiendish vengeance can turn away and leave its victim at liberty +to utter a last prayer in peace, even then, these wretches devised an +anguish greater than all death could compass. You will scarcely believe +me,' said she, drawing in her breath, and talking with an almost +convulsive effort, 'you will scarcely believe me in what I am now about +to tell you, but it is the truth--the simple but horrible truth. When my +sister mounted the scaffold there was no priest to administer the last +rites. It was a time, indeed, when few were left; their hallowed heads +had fallen in thousands before that. She waited for a few minutes, +hoping that one would appear; and when the mob learned the meaning of +her delay, they set up a cry of fiendish laughter, and with a blasphemy +that makes one shudder to think of, they pushed forward a boy, one of +those blood-stained _gamins_ of the streets, and made him gabble a mock +litany! Yes, it is true--a horrible mockery of our service, in the ears +and before the eyes of that dying saint.' + +'When? in what year? in what place was that?' cried I, in an agony of +eagerness. + +'I can give you both time and place, sir,' said the marquise, drawing +herself proudly up, for she construed my question into a doubt of her +veracity. 'It was in the year 1703, in the month of August; and as for +the place, it was one well seasoned to blood--the Place de Greve at +Paris.' + +A fainting sickness came over me as I heard these words; the dreadful +truth flashed across me that the victim was the Marquise d'Estelles, and +the boy on whose infamy she dwelt so strongly, no other than myself. +For the moment, it was nothing to me that she had not identified me with +this atrocity; I felt no consolation in the thought that I was unknown +and unsuspected. The heavy weight of the indignant accusation almost +crushed me. Its falsehood I knew, and yet could I dare to disprove it? +Could I hazard the consequences of an avowal, which all my subsequent +pleadings could never obliterate. Even were my innocence established in +one point, what a position did it reduce me to in every other! + +These struggles must have manifested themselves strongly in my looks, +for the marquise, with all her self-occupation, remarked how ill I +seemed. 'I see sir,' cried she, 'that all the ravages of war have not +steeled your heart against true piety; my tale has moved you strongly.' +I muttered something in concurrence, and she went on. 'Happily for you, +you were but a child when such scenes were happening. Not, indeed, that +childhood was always unstained in those days of blood; but you were, as +I understand, the son of a "Garde du Corps," one of those loyal men who +sealed their devotion with their life. Were you in Paris then?' + +'Yes, madam,' said I briefly. + +'With your mother, perhaps?' + +'I was quite alone, madam--an orphan on both sides.' + +'What was your mother's family name?' + +Here was a puzzle; but at a hazard I resolved to claim her who should +sound best to the ears of La Marquise. 'La Lasterie, madam,' said I. + +'La Lasterie de la Vignoble--a most distinguished house, sir. Provencal, +and of the purest blood. Auguste de la Lasterie married the daughter of +the Duke de Miriancourt, a cousin of my husband's, and there was another +of them who went as ambassador to Madrid.' + +I knew none of them, and I suppose I looked as much. + +'Your mother was, probably, of the elder branch, sir?' asked she. + +I had to stammer out a most lamentable confession of my ignorance. + +'Not know your own kinsfolk, sir--not your nearest of blood!' cried she, +in amazement. 'General, have you heard this strange avowal? or is it +possible that my ears have deceived me?' + +'Please to remember, madam,' said I submissively, 'the circumstances in +which I passed my infancy. My father fell by the guillotine.' + +'And his son wears the uniform of those who slew him!' + +'Of a French soldier, madam, proud of the service he belongs to; +glorying to be one of the first army in Europe.' + +'An army without a cause is a banditti, sir. Your soldiers, without +loyalty, are without a banner.' + +'We have a country, madam.' + +'I must protest against this discussion going further,' said the general +blandly, while in a lower tone he whispered something in her ear. + +'Very true, very true,' said she; 'I had forgotten all that. Monsieur +de Tiernay, you will forgive me this warmth. An old woman, who has lost +nearly everything in the world, may have the privilege of bad temper +accorded her. We are friends now, I hope,' added she, extending her +hand, and, with a smile of most gracious meaning, beckoning to me to sit +beside her on the sofa. + +Once away from the terrible theme of the Revolution, she conversed with +much agreeability; and her niece having reappeared, the conversation +became animated and pleasing. Need I say with what interest I now +regarded mademoiselle--the object of all my boyish devotion, the same +whose pale features I had watched for many an hour in the dim half-light +of the little chapel, her whose image was never absent from my thoughts +waking or sleeping, and now again appearing before me in all the grace +of coming womanhood! + +Perhaps to obliterate any impression of her aunt's severity--perhaps it +was mere manner--but I thought there was a degree of anxiety to please +in her bearing towards me. She spoke, too, as though our acquaintance +was to be continued by frequent meetings, and dropped hints of +plans that implied constant intercourse. Even excursions into the +neighbourhood she spoke of; when, suddenly stopping, she said, 'But +these are for the season of spring, and before that time Monsieur de +Tiernay will be far away.' + +'Who can tell that?' said I. 'I would seem to be forgotten by my +comrades.' + +'Then you must take care to do that which may refresh their memory,' +said she pointedly; and before I could question her more closely as to +her meaning, the general had risen to take his leave. + +'Madame la Marquise was somewhat more tart than usual,' said he to me, +as we ascended the cliff; 'but you have passed the ordeal now, and the +chances are, she will never offend you in the same way again. Great +allowances must be made for those who have suffered as she has. +Family--fortune--station--even country--all lost to her; and even hope +now dashed by many a disappointment.' + +Though puzzled by the last few words, I made no remark on them, and he +resumed-- + +'She has invited you to come and see her as often as you are at liberty; +and, for my part, you shall not be restricted in that way. Go and come +as you please, only do not infringe the hours of the fortress; and if +you can concede a little now and then to the prejudices of the old lady, +your intercourse will be all the more agreeable to both parties.' + +'I believe, general, that I have little of the Jacobin to recant,' said +I, laughing. + +'I should go further, my dear friend, and say, none,' added he. 'Your +uniform is the only tint of "blue" about you.' And thus chatting, we +reached the fortress, and said good-night. + +I have been particular, perhaps tiresomely so, in retelling these broken +phrases and snatches of conversation; but they were the first matches +applied to a train that was long and artfully laid. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. A SORROWFUL PARTING + +The general was as good as his word, and I now enjoyed the most +unrestricted liberty; in fact, the officers of the garrison said truly, +that they were far more like prisoners than I was. As regularly as +evening came, I descended the path to the village, and, as the bell +tolled out the vespers, I was crossing the little grass-plot to the +cottage. So regularly was I looked for, that the pursuits of each +evening were resumed as though only accidentally interrupted. The +unfinished game of chess, the half-read volume, the newly-begun drawing, +were taken up where we had left them, and life seemed to have centred +itself in those delightful hours between sunset and midnight. + +I suppose there are few young men who have not, at some time or other +of their lives, enjoyed similar privileges, and known the fascination of +intimacy in some household, where the affections became engaged as the +intellect expanded, and, while winning another's heart, have elevated +their own. But to know the full charm of such intercourse, one must have +been as I was--a prisoner--an orphan--almost friendless in the world--a +very 'waif' upon the shore of destiny. I cannot express the intense +pleasure these evenings afforded me. The cottage was my home, and more +than my home. It was a shrine at which my heart worshipped--for I was +in love! Easy as the confession is to make now, tortures would not have +wrung it from me then! + +In good truth, it was long before I knew it; nor can I guess how much +longer the ignorance might have lasted, when General Urleben suddenly +dispelled the clouds, by informing me that he had just received from the +Minister of War at Vienna a demand for the name, rank, and regiment of +his prisoner, previous to the negotiation for his exchange. + +'You will fill up these blanks, Tiernay,' said he, 'and within a month, +or less, you will be once more free, and say adieu to Kuffstein.' + +Had the paper contained my dismissal from the service, I shame to own +it would have been more welcome! The last few months had changed all the +character of my life, suggested new hopes and new ambitions. The career +I used to glory in had grown distasteful; the comrades I once longed to +rejoin were now become almost repulsive to my imagination. The marquise +had spoken much of emigrating to some part of the new world beyond seas, +and thither my fancy alike pointed. Perhaps my dreams of a future were +not the less rose-coloured that they received no shadow from anything +like a 'fact.' The old lady's geographical knowledge was neither +accurate nor extensive, and she contrived to invest this land of promise +with old associations of what she once heard of Pondicherry--with +certain features belonging to the United States. A glorious country it +would indeed have been, which, within a month's voyage, realised all +the delights of the tropics, with the healthful vigour of the temperate +zone, and where, without an effort beyond the mere will, men amassed +enormous fortunes in a year or two. In a calmer mood, I might, indeed +must, have been struck with the wild inconsistency of the old lady's +imaginings, and looked with somewhat of scepticism on the map for that +spot of earth so richly endowed; but now I believed everything, provided +it only ministered to my new hopes. Laura evidently, too, believed in +the 'Canaan' of which, at last, we used to discourse as freely as though +we had been there. Little discussions would, however, now and then vary +the uniformity of this creed, and I remember once feeling almost hurt at +Laura's not agreeing with me about zebras, which I assured her were just +as trainable as horses, but which the marquise flatly refused ever to +use in any of her carriages. These were mere passing clouds: the regular +atmosphere of our wishes was bright and transparent. In the midst of +these delicious daydreams, there came one day a number of letters to +the marquise by the hands of a courier on his way to Naples. What their +contents I never knew, but the tidings seemed most joyful, for the old +lady invited the general and myself to dinner, when the table was decked +out with white lilies on all sides; she herself, and Laura also, wearing +them in bouquets on their dresses. + +The occasion had, I could see, something of a celebration about it. +Mysterious hints to circumstances I knew nothing of were constantly +interchanged, the whole ending with a solemn toast to the memory of the +'Saint and Martyr'; but who he was, or when he lived, I knew not one +single fact about. + +That evening--I cannot readily forget it--was the first I had ever an +opportunity of being alone with Laura! Hitherto the marquise had always +been beside us; now she had all this correspondence to read over +with the general, and they both retired into a little boudoir for +the purpose, while Laura and myself wandered out upon the terrace, +as awkward and constrained as though our situation had been the most +provoking thing possible. It was on that same morning I had received the +general's message regarding my situation, and I was burning with anxiety +to tell it, and yet knew not exactly how. Laura, too, seemed full of her +own thoughts, and leaned pensively over the balustrade and gazed on the +stream. + +'What are you thinking of so seriously?' asked I, after a long pause. + +'Of long, long ago,' said she, sighing, 'when I was a little child. I +remember a little chapel like that yonder, only that it was not on a +rock over a river, but stood in a small garden; and though in a great +city, it was as lonely and solitary as might be--the Chapelle de St. +Blois.' + +'St. Blois, Laura!' cried I; 'oh, tell me about that!' + +'Why, you surely never heard of it before,' said she, smiling. 'It was +in a remote quarter of Paris, nigh the outer Boulevard, and known to but +a very few. It had once belonged to our family; for in olden times there +were chateaux and country-houses within that space, which then was part +of Paris, and one of our ancestors was buried there. How well I remember +it all! The dim little aisle, supported on wooden pillars; the simple +altar, with the oaken crucifix, and the calm, gentle features of the +poor cure.' + +'Can you remember all this so well?' asked I eagerly, for the theme was +stirring my very heart of hearts. + +'All--everything--the straggling, weed-grown garden, through which we +passed to our daily devotions, the congregation standing respectfully to +let us walk by, for my mother was still the great Marquise d'Estelles, +although my father had been executed, and our estates confiscated. They +who had known us in our prosperity were as respectful and devoted as +ever; and poor old Richard, the lame sacristan, that used to take my +mother's bouquet from her, and lay it on the altar; how everything +stands out clear and distinct before my memory! Nay, Maurice, but I can +tell you more, for strangely enough, certain things, merely trifles in +themselves, make impressions that even great events fail to do. There +was a little boy, a child somewhat older than myself, that used to serve +the mass with the pere, and he always came to place a footstool or a +cushion for my mother. Poor little fellow, bashful and diffident he was, +changing colour at every minute, and trembling in every limb; and when +he had done his duty, and made his little reverence, with his hands +crossed on his bosom, he used to fall back into some gloomy corner of +the church, and stand watching us with an expression of intense wonder +and pleasure! Yes, I think I see his dark eyes, glistening through the +gloom, ever fixed on me! I am sure, Maurice, that little fellow fancied +he was in love with me!' + +'And why not, Laura? was the thing so very impossible? was it even so +unlikely?' + +'Not that,' said she archly; 'but think of a mere child; we were both +mere children; and fancy him, the poor little boy, of some humble house, +perhaps--of course he must have been that--raising his eyes to the +daughter of the great "marquise"; what energy of character there must +have been to have suggested the feeling! how daring he was, with all his +bashfulness!' + +'You never saw him afterwards?' + +'Never!' + +'Never thought of him, perhaps?' + +'I'll not say that,' said she, smiling. 'I have often wondered to myself +if that hardihood I speak of had borne good or evil fruit. Had he +been daring or enterprising in the right, or had he, as the sad times +favoured, been only bold and impetuous for the wrong!' + +'And how have you pictured him to your imagination?' said I, as if +merely following out a fanciful vein of thought. + +'My fancy would like to have conceived him a chivalrous adherent to our +ancient royalty, striving nobly in exile to aid the fortunes of some +honoured house, or daring, as many brave men have dared, the heroic part +of La Vendee. My reason, however, tells me that he was far more likely +to have taken the other part.' + +'To which you will concede no favour, Laura; not even the love of +glory.' + +'Glory, like honour, should have its fountain in a monarchy,' cried she +proudly. 'The rude voices of a multitude can confer no meed of praise. +Their judgments are the impulses of the moment. But why do we speak of +these things, Maurice? nor have I, who can but breathe my hopes for a +cause, the just pretension to contend with you, who shed your blood for +its opposite.' + +As she spoke, she hurried from the balcony, and quitted the room. It was +the first time, as I have said, that we had ever been alone together, +and it was also the first time she had ever expressed herself strongly +on the subject of party. What a moment to have declared her opinions, +and when her reminiscences, too, had recalled our infancy! How often +was I tempted to interrupt that confession by declaring myself, and how +strongly was I repelled by the thought that the avowal might sever us +for ever! While I was thus deliberating, the marquise, with the general, +entered the room, and Laura followed in a few moments. + +The supper that night was a pleasant one to all save me. The rest were +gay and high-spirited. Allusions, understood by them but not by me, were +caught up readily, and as quickly responded to. Toasts were uttered, and +wishes breathed in concert, but all was like a dream to me. Indeed my +heart grew*heavier at every moment. My coming departure, of which I had +not yet spoken, lay drearily on my mind, while the bold decision with +which Laura declared her faith showed that our destinies were separated +by an impassable barrier. + +It may be supposed that my depression was not relieved by discovering +that the general had already announced my approaching departure, and the +news, far from being received with anything like regret, was made +the theme of pleasant allusion, and even congratulation. The marquise +repeatedly assured me of the delight the tidings gave her, and Laura +smiled happily towards me, as if echoing the sentiment. + +Was this the feeling I had counted on? were these the evidences of +an affection for which I had given my whole heart? Oh, how bitterly +I reviled the frivolous ingratitude of woman! how heavily I condemned +their heartless, unfeeling nature! In a few days, a few hours, perhaps, +I shall be as totally forgotten here as though I had never been, and yet +these are the people who parade their devotion to a fallen monarchy, and +their affection for an exiled house. I tried to arm myself with every +prejudice against Royalism. I thought of Santron and his selfish, +sarcastic spirit. I thought of all the stories I used to hear of +cowardly ingratitude and noble infamy, and tried to persuade myself that +the blandishments of the well born were but the gloss that covered cruel +and unfeeling natures. + +For very pride s sake, I tried to assume a manner cool and unconcerned +as their own. I affected to talk of my departure as a pleasant event, +and even hinted at the career that Fortune might hereafter open to me. +In this they seemed to take a deeper interest than I anticipated, and I +could perceive that more than once the general exchanged looks with +the ladies most significantly. I fear I grew very impatient at last. +I grieve to think that I fancied a hundred annoyances that were never +intended for me, and, when we arose to take leave, I made my adieux with +a cold and stately reserve, intended to be strongly impressive and cut +them to the quick. + +I heard very little of what the general said as we ascended the cliff. +I was out of temper with him, and myself, and all the world; and it was +only when he recalled my attention to the fact, for the third or fourth +time, that I learned how very kindly he meant by me in the matter of my +liberation; for while he had forwarded all my papers to Vienna, he was +quite willing to set me at liberty on the following day, in the perfect +assurance that my exchange would be confirmed. + +'You will thus have a full fortnight at your own disposal, Tiernay,' +said he, 'since the official answer cannot arrive from Vienna before +that time, and you need not report yourself in Paris for eight or ten +days after.' + +Here was a boon now thrown away! For my part, I would a thousand times +rather have lingered on at Kuffstein than have been free to travel +Europe from one end to the other. My outraged pride, however, put this +out of the question. La Marquise and her niece had both assumed a manner +of sincere gratification, and I was resolved not to be behindhand in my +show of joy. I ought to have known it, said I again and again. I ought +to have known it. These antiquated notions of birth and blood can never +co-exist with any generous sentiment. These remnants of a worn-out +monarchy can never forgive the vigorous energy that has dethroned their +decrepitude. I did not dare to speculate on what a girl Laura might have +been under other auspices; how nobly her ambition would have soared; +what high-souled patriotism she could have felt; how gloriously she +would have adorned the society of a regenerated nation. I thought of her +as she was, and could have hated myself for the devotion with which my +heart regarded her. + +I never closed my eyes the entire night. I lay down and walked about +alternately, my mind in a perfect fever of conflict. Pride, a false +pride, but not the less strong for that, alone sustained me. The general +had announced to me that I was free. Be it so; I will no longer be a +burden on his hospitality. La Marquise hears the tidings with pleasure. +Agreed, then, we part without regret. Very valorous resolutions they +were, but come to, I must own, with a very sinking heart and a very +craven spirit. + +Instead of my full uniform, that morning, I put on half dress, showing +that I was ready for the road; a sign, I had hoped, would have spoken +unutterable things to La Marquise and Laura. + +Immediately after breakfast, I set out for the cottage. All the way, as +I went, I was drilling myself for the interview by assuming a tone of +the coolest and easiest indifference. They shall have no triumph over me +in this respect, muttered I. Let us see if I cannot be as unconcerned +as they are! To such a pitch had I carried my zeal for flippancy, that I +resolved to ask them whether they had no commission I could execute +for them in Paris or elsewhere. The idea struck me as excellent, so +indicative of perfect self-possession and command. I am sure I must +have rehearsed our interview at least a dozen times, supplying all the +stately grandeur of the old lady and all the quiet placitude of Laura. + +By the time I reached the village I was quite strong in my part, and +as I crossed the Platz I was eager to begin it. This energetic spirit, +however, began to waver a little as I entered the lawn before the +cottage, and a most uncomfortable throbbing at my side made me stand +for a moment in the porch before I entered. I used always to make my +appearance unannounced, but now I felt that it would be more dignified +and distant were I to summon a servant, and yet I could find none. The +household was on a very simple scale, and in all likelihood the labours +of the field or the garden were now employing them. I hesitated what to +do, and after looking in vain around the _cour_ and the stable-yard, I +turned into the garden to seek for some one. + +I had not proceeded many paces along a little alley, flanked by two +close hedges of yew, when I heard voices, and at the same instant my own +name uttered. + +'You told him to use caution, Laura; that we know little of this Tiernay +beyond his own narrative----' + +'I told him the very reverse, aunt. I said that he was the son of a +loyal "Garde du Corps," left an orphan in infancy, and thrown by force +of events into the service of the Republic; but that every sentiment he +expressed, every ambition he cherished, and every feeling he displayed, +was that of a gentleman; nay, further----' But + +I did not wait for more, for, striking my sabre heavily on the ground +to announce my coming, I walked hurriedly forward towards a small arbour +where the ladies were seated at breakfast. + +I need not stop to say how completely all my resolves were routed by the +few words I had overheard from Laura, nor how thoroughly I recanted all +my expressions concerning her. So full was I of joy and gratitude, that +I hastened to salute her before ever noticing the marquise, or being +conscious of her presence. + +The old lady, usually the most exacting of all beings, took my omission +in good part, and most politely made room for me between herself and +Laura at the breakfast-table. + +'You have come most opportunely, Monsieur de Tiernay,' said she; 'for +not only were we just speaking of you, but discussing whether or not we +might ask of you a favour.' + +'Does the question admit of a discussion, madame?' said I, bowing. + +'Perhaps not, in ordinary circumstances, perhaps not; but-----' she +hesitated, seemed confused, and looked at Laura, who went on--'My aunt +would say, sir, that we may be possibly asking too much--that we may +presume too far.' + +'Not on my will to serve you,' I broke in, for her looks said much more +than her words. + +'The matter is this, sir,' said the aunt: 'we have a very valued +relative----' + +'Friend,' interposed Laura, 'friend, aunt.' + +'We will say friend, then,' resumed she; 'a friend in whose welfare we +are deeply interested, and whose regard for us is not less powerful, has +been for some years back separated from us by the force of those unhappy +circumstances which have made so many of us exiles! No means have +existed of communicating with each other, nor of interchanging those +hopes or fears for our country's welfare which are so near to every +French heart! He is in Germany, we are in the wild Tyrol, one-half the +world apart, and dare not trust to a correspondence the utterance of +those sympathies which have brought so many to the scaffold!' + +'We would ask of you to see him, Monsieur de Tiernay, to know him,' +burst out Laura; 'to tell him all that you can of France--above all, of +the sentiments of the army; he is a soldier himself, and will hear you +with pleasure.' + +'You may speak freely and frankly,' continued the marquise; 'the count +is man of the world enough to hear the truth even when it gives pain. +Your own career will interest him deeply; heroism has always had a charm +for all his house. This letter will introduce you; and as the general +informs us you have some days at your own disposal, pray give them to +our service in this cause.' + +'Willingly, madame,' replied I, 'only let me understand a little +better----' + +'There is no need to know more,' interrupted Laura; 'the Count de +Marsanne will himself suggest everything of which you will talk. He will +speak of us, perhaps--of the Tyrol--of Kuffstein; then he will lead the +conversation to France--in fact, once acquainted, you will follow the +dictates of your own fancy.' + +'Just so, Monsieur de Tiernay; it will be a visit with as little of +ceremony as possible----' + +'Aunt!' interrupted Laura, as if recalling the marquise to caution; and +the old lady at once acknowledged the hint by a significant look. + +I see it all, thought I De Marsanne is Laura's accepted lover, and I am +the person to be employed as go-between. This was intolerable, and when +the thought first struck me, I was beside myself with passion. + +'Are we asking too great a favour, Monsieur de Tiernay?' said the +marquise, whose eyes were fixed upon me during this conflict. + +'Of course not, madame,' said I, in an accent of almost sarcastic tone. +'If I am not wrong in my impressions, the cause might claim a deeper +devotion; but this is a theme I would not wish to enter upon.' + +'We are aware of that,' said Laura quickly; 'we are quite prepared for +your reserve, which is perfectly proper and becoming.' + +'Your position being one of unusual delicacy,' chimed in the marquise. + +I bowed haughtily and coldly, while the marquise uttered a thousand +expressions of gratitude and regard to me. + +'We had hoped to have seen you here a few days longer, monsieur,' said +she, 'but perhaps, under the circumstances, it is better as it is.' + +'Under the circumstances, madame,' repeated I, 'I am bound to agree with +you'; and I turned to say farewell. + +'Rather, _au revoir_, Monsieur de Tiernay,' said the marquise; +'friendship, such as ours, should at least be hopeful; say then _au +revoir_.' + +'Perhaps Monsieur de Tiernay's hopes run not in the same channel as our +own, aunt,' said Laura, 'and perhaps the days of happiness that we look +forward to would bring far different feelings to his heart.' + +This was too pointed--this was insupportably offensive I and I was only +able to mutter, 'You are right, mademoiselle'; and then, addressing +myself to the marquise, I made some blundering apologies about haste +and so forth; while I promised to fulfil her commission faithfully and +promptly. + +'Shall we not hear from you?' said the old lady, as she gave me her +hand. I was about to say, 'Under the circumstances, better not'; but I +hesitated, and Laura, seeing my confusion, said, 'It might be unfair, +aunt, to expect it; remember how he is placed.' + +'Mademoiselle is a miracle of forethought and candour too,' said I. +'Adieu! adieu for ever!' The last word I uttered in a low whisper. + +'Adieu, Maurice,' said she, equally low, and then turned away towards +the window. + +From that moment until the instant when, out of breath and exhausted, I +halted for a few seconds on the crag below the fortress, I knew nothing; +my brain was in a whirl of mad, conflicting thought. Every passion +was working within me, and rage, jealousy, love, and revenge were +alternately swaying and controlling me. Then, however, as I looked down +for the last time on the village and the cottage beside the river, my +heart softened, and I burst into a torrent of tears. There, said I, as +I arose to resume my way, there! one illusion is dissipated; let me take +care that life never shall renew the affliction! Henceforth I will be a +soldier, and only a soldier. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. THE CHATEAU OF ETTENHEIM + +I now come to an incident in my life, which, however briefly I may +speak, has left the deepest impression on my memory. I have told the +reader how I left Kuffstein fully satisfied that the Count de Marsanne +was Laura's lover, and that in keeping my promise to see and speak with +him, I was about to furnish an instance of self-denial and fidelity that +nothing in ancient or modern days could compete with. + +The letter was addressed, 'The Count Louis de Marsanne, Chateau +d'Ettenheim, a Baden,' and thither I accordingly repaired, travelling +over the Arlberg to Bregenz, and across the Lake of Constance to +Freyburg; my passport containing a very few words in cipher, which +always sufficed to afford me free transit and every attention from the +authorities. I had left the southern Tyrol in the outburst of a glorious +spring, but as I journeyed northward I found the rivers frozen, the +roads encumbered with snow, and the fields untilled and dreary-looking. +Like all countries which derive their charms from the elements of rural +beauty, foliage and verdure, Germany offers a sad coloured picture to +the traveller in winter or wintry weather. + +It was thus, then, that the Grand-Duchy, so celebrated for its +picturesque beauty, struck me as a scene of dreary and desolate +wildness, an impression which continued to increase with every mile I +travelled from the highroad. + +A long unbroken flat, intersected here and there by stunted willows, +traversed by a narrow earth road, lay between the Rhine and the Taunus +Mountains, in the midst of which stood the village of 'Ettenheim.' +Outside the village, about half a mile off, and on the border of a vast +pine forest, stood the chateau. + +It was originally a hunting-seat of the Dukes of Baden, but from +neglect, and disuse, gradually fell into ruin, from which it was +reclaimed, imperfectly enough, a year before, and now exhibited some +remnants of its former taste, along with the evidences of a far less +decorative spirit; the lower rooms being arranged as a stable, while the +stair and entrance to the first storey opened from a roomy coach-house. +Here some four or five conveyances of rude construction were gathered +together, splashed and unwashed, as if from recent use; and at a small +stove in a corner was seated a peasant in a blue frock, smoking as he +affected to clean a bridle which he held before him. + +Without rising from his seat he saluted me, with true German phlegm, and +gave me the 'Guten Tag,' with all the grave unconcern of a 'Badener.' I +asked if the Count de Marsanne lived there. He said yes, but the 'Graf' +was out hunting. When would he be back? By nightfall. + +Could I remain there till his return? was my next question; and he +stared at me as I put it, with some surprise. 'Warum nicht?' 'Why not?' +was at last his sententious answer, as he made way for me beside the +stove. I saw at once that my appearance had evidently not entitled me to +any peculiar degree of deference or respect, and that the man regarded +me as his equal. It was true I had come some miles on foot, and with a +knapsack on my shoulder, so that the peasant was fully warranted in his +reception of me. I accordingly seated myself at his side, and lighting +my pipe from his, proceeded to derive all the profit I could from +drawing him into conversation. I might have spared myself the trouble. +Whether the source lay in stupidity or sharpness, he evaded me on every +point. Not a single particle of information could I obtain about the +count, his habits, or his history. He would not even tell me how long he +had resided there, nor whence he had come. He liked hunting, and so did +the other 'Herren.' There was the whole I could scan; and to the simple +fact that there were others with him, did I find myself limited. + +Curious to see something of the count's 'interior,' I hinted to my +companion that I had come on purpose to visit his master, and suggested +the propriety of my awaiting his arrival in a more suitable place; but +he turned a deaf ear to the hint, and dryly remarked that the 'Graf +would not be long a-coming now.' This prediction was, however, not to +be verified; the dreary hours of the dull day stole heavily on, and +although I tried to beguile the time by lounging about the place, +the cold ungenial weather drove me back to the stove, or to the dark +precinct of the stable, tenanted by three coarse ponies of the mountain +breed. + +One of these was the Grafs favourite, the peasant told me; and indeed +here he showed some disposition to become communicative, narrating +various gifts and qualities of the unseemly looking animal, which, in +his eyes, was a paragon of horse-flesh. 'He could travel from here to +Kehl and back in a day, and has often done it,' was one meed of praise +that he bestowed; a fact which impressed me more as regarded the rider +than the beast, and set my curiosity at work to think why any man should +undertake a journey of nigh seventy miles between two such places and +with such speed. The problem served to occupy me till dark, and I know +not how long after. A stormy night of rain and wind set in, and the +peasant, having bedded and foraged his cattle, lighted a rickety old +lantern and began to prepare for bed; for such I at last saw was the +meaning of a long crib, like a coffin, half filled with straw and +sheep-skins. A coarse loaf of black bread, some black forest cheese, and +a flask of Kleinthaler, a most candid imitation of vinegar, made their +appearance from a cupboard, and I did not disdain to partake of these +delicacies. + +My host showed no disposition to become more communicative over his +wine, and, indeed, the liquor might have excused any degree of reserve; +and no sooner was our meal over than, drawing a great woollen cap half +over his face, he rolled himself up in his sheep-skins, and betook +himself to sleep, if not with a good conscience, at least with a sturdy +volition that served just as well. + +Occasionally snatching a short slumber, or walking to and fro in the +roomy chamber, I passed several hours, when the splashing sound of +horses' feet, advancing up the miry road, attracted me. Several times +before that I had been deceived by noises which turned out to be the +effects of storm, but now, as I listened, I thought I could hear voices. +I opened the door, but all was dark outside; it was the inky hour before +daybreak, when all is wrapped in deepest gloom. The rain, too, was +sweeping along the ground in torrents. The sounds came nearer every +instant, and, at last, a deep voice shouted out, 'Jacob.' Before I +could awaken the sleeping peasant, to whom I judged this summons was +addressed, a horseman dashed up to the door and rode in; another as +quickly followed him, and closed the door. + +'_Parbleu!_ D'Egville,' said the first who entered, 'we have got a rare +peppering!' + +'Even so,' said the other, as he shook his hat, and threw off a cloak +perfectly soaked with rain; '_a la guerre comme a la guerre_.' + +This was said in French, when, turning towards me, the former said in +German, 'Be active, Master Jacob; these nags have had a smart ride +of it.' Then, suddenly, as the light flashed full on my features, he +started back, and said, 'How is this--who are you?' + +A very brief explanation answered this somewhat un-courteous question, +and, at the same time, I placed the marquise's letter in his hand, +saying, 'The Count de Marsanne, I presume.' + +He took it hastily, and drew nigh to the lantern to peruse it. I had now +full time to observe him, and saw that he was a tall and well-built +man, of about seven or eight-and-twenty. His features were remarkably +handsome, and although slightly flushed by his late exertion, were +as calm and composed as might be; a short black moustache gave his +upper-lip a slight character of 'scorn, but the brow, open, frank and +good-tempered in its expression, redeemed this amply. He had not read +many lines when, turning about, he apologised in the most courteous +terms for the manner of my reception. He had been on a shooting +excursion for a few days back, and taken all his people with him, save +the peasant, who looked after the cattle. Then, introducing me to his +friend, whom he called Count d'Egville, he led the way upstairs. + +It would be difficult to imagine a greater contrast to the dark and +dreary coach-house than the comfortable suite of apartments which we now +traversed on our way to a large, well-furnished room, where a table was +laid for supper, and a huge wood fire blazed brightly on the hearth. A +valet, of most respectful manner, received the count's orders to prepare +a room for me, after which my host and his friend retired to change +their clothes. + +Although D'Egville was many years older, and of a graver, sterner +fashion than the other, I could detect a degree of deference and respect +in his manner towards him, which De Marsanne accepted like one well +accustomed to receive it. It was a time, however, when, in the wreck +of fortune, so many men lived in a position of mere dependence, that I +thought nothing of this, nor had I even the time, as Count de Marsanne +entered. From my own preconceived notions as to his being Laura's lover, +I was quite prepared to answer a hundred impatient inquiries about the +marquise and her niece, and as we were now alone, I judged that he would +deem the time a favourable one to talk of them. What was my surprise, +however, when he turned the conversation exclusively to the topic of my +own journey, the route I had travelled. He knew the country perfectly, +and spoke of the various towns and their inhabitants with acuteness and +tact. + +His Royalist leanings did not, like those of the marquise, debar him +from feeling a strong interest respecting the success of the Republican +troops, with whose leaders he was thoroughly acquainted, knowing all +their peculiar excellences and defaults as though he had lived in +intimacy with them. Of Bonaparte's genius he was the most enraptured +admirer, and would not hear of any comparison between him and the other +great captains of the day. D'Egville at last made his appearance, and +we sat down to an excellent supper, enlivened by the conversation of our +host, who, whatever the theme, talked well and pleasingly. + +I was in a mood to look for flaws in his character--my jealousy was +still urging me to seek for whatever I could find fault with; and yet +all my critical shrewdness could only detect a slight degree of pride in +his manner, not displaying itself by any presumption, but by a certain +urbanity that smacked of condescension. But even this at last went off, +and before I wished him good-night I felt that I had never met any one +so gifted with agreeable qualities, nor possessed of such captivating +manners, as himself. Even his Royalism had its fascinations, for it was +eminently national, and showed at every moment that he was far more of +a Frenchman than a Monarchist. We parted without one word of allusion to +the marquise or to Laura! Had this singular fact any influence upon the +favourable impression I had conceived of him, or was I unconsciously +grateful for the relief thus given to all my jealous tormentings? +Certain is it that I felt infinitely happier than I ever fancied I +should be under his roof, and, as I lay down in my bed, thanked my stars +that he was not my rival! + +When I awoke the next morning it was some minutes before I could +remember where I was; and as I still lay, gradually recalling myself to +memory, the valet entered to announce the count. + +'I have come to say adieu for a few hours,' said he; a very pressing +appointment requires me to be at Pforzheim to-day, and I have to ask +that you will excuse my absence. I know that I may take this liberty +without any appearance of rudeness, for the marquise has told me all +about you. Pray, then, try and amuse yourself till evening, and we shall +meet at supper.' + +I was not sorry that D'Egville was to accompany him, and, turning on +my side, dozed off to sleep away some of the gloomy hours of a winter's +day. + +In this manner several days were passed, the count absenting himself +each morning, and returning at nightfall, sometimes accompanied by +D'Egville, sometimes alone. It was evident enough, from the appearance +of his horses at his return, as well as from his own jaded looks, that +he had ridden hard and far; but except a chance allusion to the state +of the roads or the weather, it was a topic to which he never referred, +nor, of course, did I ever advert. Meanwhile our intimacy grew closer +and franker. The theme of politics, a forbidden subject between men so +separated, was constantly discussed between us, and I could not help +feeling flattered at the deference with which he listened to opinions +from one so much his junior, and so inferior in knowledge as myself. +Nothing could be more moderate than his views of government, only +provided that it was administered by the rightful sovereign. The claim +of a king to his throne he declared to be the foundation of all the +rights of property, and which, if once shaken or disputed, would +inevitably lead to the wildest theories of democratic equality. 'I don't +want to convert you,' would he say laughingly; 'the son of an old "Garde +da Corps," the born gentleman, has but to live to learn. It may come a +little later or a little earlier, but you'll end as a good Monarchist.' + +One evening he was unusually late in returning, and when he came was +accompanied by seven or eight companions, some younger, some older, than +himself, but all men whose air and bearing bespoke their rank in life, +while their names recalled the thoughts of old French chivalry. I +remember among them was a Coigny, a Gramont, and Rochefoucauld--the last +as lively a specimen of Parisian wit and brilliancy as ever fluttered +along the sunny Boulevards. + +De Marsanne, while endeavouring to enjoy himself and entertain his +guests, was, to my thinking, more serious than usual, and seemed +impatient at D'Egville's absence, for whose coming we now waited supper. + +'I should not wonder if he was lost in the deep mud of those +cross-roads,' said Coigny. + +'Or perhaps he has fallen into the Republic,' said Rochefoucauld; 'it's +the only thing dirtier that I know of.' + +'Monsieur forgets that I wear its cloth,' said I, in a low whisper to +him; and low as it was, De Marsanne overheard it. + +'Yes, Charles,' cried he, 'you must apologise, and on the spot, for the +rudeness.' + +Rochefoucauld reddened and hesitated. + +'I insist, sir,' cried De Marsanne, with a tone of superiority I had +never seen him assume before. + +'Perhaps,' said he, with a half-sneer, 'Monsieur de Tiernay might refuse +to accept my excuses.' + +'In that case, sir,' interposed De Marsanne, 'the quarrel will become +mine, for he is my guest, and lives here under the safeguard of my +honour.' + +Rochefoucauld bowed submissively, and with the air of a man severely but +justly rebuked; and then advancing to me said, 'I beg to tender you +my apology, monsieur, for an expression which should never have been +uttered by me in your presence.' + +'Quite sufficient, sir,' said I, bowing, and anxious to conclude a scene +which for the first time had disturbed the harmony of our meetings. +Slight as was the incident, its effects were yet visible in the +disconcerted looks of the party, and I could see that more than one +glance was directed towards me with an expression of coldness and +distrust. + +'Here comes D'Egville at last,' said one, throwing open the window +to listen. The night was starlit, but dark, and the air calm and +motionless. 'I certainly heard a horses tread on the causeway.' + +'I hear distinctly the sound of several,' cried Coigny; 'and, if I +mistake not much, so does Monsieur de Tiernay.' This sudden allusion +turned every eye towards me, as I stood still, suffering from the +confusion of the late scene. + +'Yes; I hear the tramp of horses, and cavalry too, I should say, by +their measured tread.' + +'There was a trumpet-call!' cried Coigny; 'what does that mean?' + +'It is the signal to take open order,' said I, answering as if +the question were addressed to myself. 'It is a picket taking a +reconnaissance.' + +'How do you know that, sir?' said Gramont sternly. + +'Ay! how does he know that?' cried several passionately, as they closed +around me. + +'You must ask in another tone, messieurs,' said I calmly, 'if you expect +to be answered.' + +'They mean to say, how do you happen to know the German trumpet-calls, +Tiernay,' said De Marsanne mildly, as he laid his hand on my arm. + +'It's a French signal,' said I; 'I ought to know it well.' + +Before my words were well uttered the door was thrown open, and +D'Egville burst into the room, pale as death, his clothes all +mud-stained and disordered. Making his way through the others, he +whispered a few words in De Marsanne's ear. + +'Impossible!' cried the other; 'we are here in the territory of the +Margrave.' + +'It is as I say,' replied D'Egville; 'there's not a second to lose--it +may be too late even now--by Heavens it is!--they've drawn a cordon +round the chateau.' + +'What's to be done, gentlemen?' said De Marsanne, seating himself +calmly, and crossing his arms on his breast. + +'What do you say, sir?' cried Gramont, advancing to me with an air +of insolent menace; 'you, at least, ought to know the way out of this +difficulty.' + +'Or, by Heaven, his own road shall be one of the shortest, considering +the length of the journey,' muttered another; and I could hear the sharp +click of a pistol-cock as he spoke the words. + +'This is unworthy of you, gentlemen, and of me,' said De Marsanne +haughtily; and he gazed around him with a look that seemed to abash +them; 'nor is it a time to hold such disputation. There is another and +a very difficult call to answer. Are we agreed?' Before he could finish +the sentence the door was burst open, and several dragoons in French +uniforms entered, and ranged themselves across the entrance, while a +colonel, with his sabre drawn, advanced in front of them. + +'This is brigandage,' cried De Marsanne passionately, as he drew +his sword, and seemed meditating a spring through them; but he was +immediately surrounded by his friends and disarmed. Indeed nothing +could be more hopeless than resistance; more than double our number were +already in the room, while the hoarse murmur of voices without, and the +tramp of heavy feet, announced a strong party. + +At a signal from their officers the dragoons unslung their carbines, +and held them at the cock, when the colonel called out, 'Which of you, +messieurs, is the Due d'Enghien?' + +'If you come to arrest him,' replied De Marsanne, * you ought to have +his description in your warrant.' + +'Is the descendant of a Conde ashamed to own his name?' asked the +colonel, with a sneer. 'But we 'll make short work of it, sirs; I arrest +you all My orders are peremptory, messieurs. If you resist, or attempt +to escape--' and he made a significant sign with his hand to finish. The +'Duc'---for I need no longer call him De Marsanne--never spoke a word, +but with folded arms calmly walked forward, followed by his little +household. As we descended the stairs, we found ourselves in the midst +of about thirty dismounted dragoons, all on the alert, and prepared for +any resistance. The remainder of a squadron were on horseback without. +With a file of soldiers on either hand, we marched for about a quarter +of a mile across the fields to a small mill, where a general officer and +his staff seemed awaiting our arrival. Here, too, a picket of gendarmes +was stationed--a character of force significant enough of the meaning +of the enterprise. We were hurriedly marched into the court of the mill, +the owner of which stood between two soldiers, trembling from head to +foot with terror. + +'Which is the Duc d'Enghien?' asked the colonel of the miller. + +'That is he with the scarlet vest'; and the prince nodded an assent. + +'Your age, monsieur?' asked the colonel of the prince. + +'Thirty-two--that is, I should have been so much in August, were it not +for this visit,' said he, smiling. + +The colonel wrote on rapidly for a few minutes, and then showed the +paper to the general, who briefly said, 'Yes, yes; this does not concern +you nor me.' + +'I wish to ask, sir,' said the prince, addressing the general, 'do you +make this arrest with the consent of the authorities of this country, or +do you do so in defiance of them?' + +'You must reserve questions like that for the court who will judge +you, Monsieur de Conde,' said the officer roughly. 'If you wish for any +articles of dress from your quarters, you had better think of them. My +orders are to convey you to Strasbourg. Is there anything so singular in +the fact, sir, that you should look so much astonished?' + +'There is, indeed,' said the prince sorrowfully. 'I shall be the first +of my house who ever crossed that frontier a prisoner.' + +'But not the first who carried arms against his country,' rejoined the +other--a taunt the duke only replied to by a look of infinite scorn +and contempt. With a speed that told plainly the character of the +expedition, we were now placed, two together, on country cars, and +driven at a rapid pace towards Strasbourg. Relays of cattle awaited us +on the road, and we never halted but for a few minutes during the entire +journey. My companion on this dreary day was the Baron de St. Jacques, +the aide-de-camp to the duke; but he never spoke once; indeed he +scarcely lifted his head during the whole journey. + +Heaven knows it was a melancholy journey; and neither the country nor +the season were such as to lift the mind from sorrow; and yet, strange +enough, the miles glided over rapidly, and to this hour I cannot +remember by what magic the way seemed so short. The thought that +for several days back I had been living in closest intimacy with a +distinguished prince of the Bourbon family; that we had spent hours +together discussing themes and questions which were those of his own +house, canvassing the chances and weighing the claims of which he was +himself the asserter--was a most exciting feeling. How I recalled now +all the modest deference of his manner--his patient endurance of my +crude opinions--his generous admissions regarding his adversaries--and, +above all, his ardent devotion to France, whatever the hand that swayed +her destinies; and then the chivalrous boldness of his character, +blended with an almost girlish gentleness-how princely were such traits! + +From these thoughts I wandered on to others about his arrest and +capture, from which, however, I could not believe any serious issue was +to come. Bonaparte is too noble-minded not to feel the value of such +a life as this. Men like the prince can be more heavily fettered by +generous treatment than by all the chains that ever bound a felon. But +what will be done with him? what with his followers? and lastly, not at +all the pleasantest consideration, what is to come of Maurice Tiernay, +who, to say the least, has been found in very suspicious company, and +without a shadow of an explanation to account for it? This last thought +just occurred to me as we crossed over the long bridge of boats, and +entered Strasbourg. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. AN 'ORDINARY' ACQUAINTANCE + +The Duc d'Enghien and his aide-de-camp were forwarded with the utmost +speed to Paris; the remainder of us were imprisoned at Strasbourg. What +became of my companions I know not; but I was sent on, along with +a number of others, about a month later, to Nancy, to be tried by +a military commission. I may mention it here as a singular fact +illustrating the secrecy of the period, that it was not till long after +this time I learned the terrible fate of the poor Prince de Conde. Had I +known it, it is more than probable that I should have utterly despaired +of my own safety. The dreadful story of Vincennes--the mock trial, and +the midnight execution, are all too well known to my readers; nor is it +necessary I should refer to an event on which I myself can throw no new +light. + +That the sentence was determined on before his arrest--and that the +grave was dug while the victim was still sleeping the last slumber +before 'the sleep that knows not waking'--the evidences are strong and +undeniable. But an anecdote which circulated at the time, and which, +so far as I know, has never appeared in print, would seem to show that +there was complicity, at least, in the crime, and that the secret was +not confined to the First Consul's breast. + +On that fatal night of the 20th March, Talleyrand was seated at a +card-table at Caulaincourt's house at Paris. The party was about to rise +from play, when suddenly the 'pendule' on the chimney-piece struck two. +It was in one of those accidental pauses in the conversation when any +sound is heard with unusual distinctness. Talleyrand started as he heard +it, and then turning to Caulaincourt, whispered, 'Yes; 'tis all over +now!'--words which, accidentally overheard, without significance, were +yet to convey a terrible meaning when the dreadful secret of that night +was disclosed. + +If the whole of Europe was convulsed by the enormity of this crime--the +foulest that stains the name of Bonaparte--the Parisians soon forgot it +in the deeper interest of the great event that was now approaching--the +assumption of the Imperial title by Napoleon. + +The excitement on this theme was so great and absorbing, that nothing +else was spoken or thought of. Private sorrows and afflictions were +disregarded and despised, and to obtrude one's hardships on the notice +of others, seemed, at this juncture, a most ineffable selfishness. That +I, a prisoner, friendless and unknown as I was, found none to +sympathise with me, or take interest in my fate, is, therefore, nothing +extraordinary. In fact, I appeared to have been entirely forgotten; and +though still in durance, nothing was said either of the charge to be +preferred against me, nor the time when I should be brought to trial. + +Giacourt, an old lieutenant of the marines, and at that time +Deputy-Governor of the Temple, was kind and good-natured towards me, +occasionally telling of the events which were happening without, and +giving me the hope that some general amnesty would, in all likelihood, +liberate all those whose crimes were not beyond the reach of mercy. +The little cell I occupied (and to Giacourt's kindness I owed the sole +possession of it) looked out upon the tall battlements of the outer +walls, which excluded all view beyond, and thus drove me within myself +for occupation and employment. In this emergency, I set about to write +some notices of my life--some brief memoirs of those changeful fortunes +which had accompanied me from boyhood. Many of those incidents which I +relate now, and many of those traits of mind or temper that I recall, +were then for the first time noted down, and thus graven on my memory. + +My early boyhood, my first experience as a soldier, the campaign of the +'Schwarzwald,' Ireland, and Genoa, all were mentioned; and writing as +I did solely for myself, and my own eyes, I set down many criticisms on +the generals, and their plans of campaign, which, if intended for the +inspection of others, would have been the greatest presumption +and impertinence. And in this way Moreau, Hoche, Massena, and even +Bonaparte, came in for a most candid and impartial criticism. + +How Germany might have been conquered; how Ireland ought to have been +invaded; in what way Italy should have been treated; and lastly, the +grand political error of the seizure of the Duc d'Enghien, were +subjects that I discussed and determined with consummate boldness and +self-satisfaction. I am almost overwhelmed with shame, even now, as +I think of that absurd chronicle, with its rash judgments, its crude +opinions, and its pretentious decisions. + +So fascinated had I become with my task, that I rose early to resume it +each morning, and used to fall asleep cogitating on the themes for the +next day, and revolving within myself all the passages of interest I +should commemorate. A man must have known imprisonment to feel all +the value that can be attached to any object, no matter how mean or +insignificant, that can employ the thoughts, amuse the fancy, or engage +the affections. The narrow cell expands under such magic, the barred +casement is a free portal to the glorious sun and the free air; the +captive himself is but the student bending over his allotted task. To +this happy frame of mind had I come, without a thought or a wish beyond +the narrow walls at either side of me, when a sad disaster befell me. +On awaking one morning, as usual, to resume my labour, my manuscript +was gone! the table and writing materials, all had disappeared, and, +to increase my discomfiture, the turnkey informed me that Lieutenant +Giacourt had been removed from his post, and sent off to some inferior +station in the provinces. + +I will not advert to the dreary time which followed this misfortune, a +time in which the hours passed on unmeasured and almost unfelt. Without +speculation, without a wish, I passed my days in a stupid indolence akin +to torpor. Had the prison doors been open, I doubt if I should have had +the energy to make my escape. Life itself ceased to have any value for +me, but somehow I did not desire death. I was in this miserable mood +when the turnkey awoke me one day as I was dozing on my bed. 'Get up, +and prepare yourself to receive a visitor,' said he. 'There's an officer +of the staff without, come to see you'; and as he spoke, a young, +slightly formed man, entered, in the uniform of a captain, who, making a +sign for the turnkey to withdraw, took his seat at my bedside. + +'Don't get up, monsieur; you look ill and weak, so pray let me not +disturb you,' said he, in a voice of kindly meaning. + +'I'm not ill,' said I, with an effort--but my hollow utterance and +my sunken cheeks contradicted my words; 'but I have been sleeping; I +usually doze at this hour.' + +'The best thing a man can do in prison, I suppose,' said he, smiling +good-naturedly. + +'No, not the best,' said I, catching up his words too literally. 'I +used to write the whole day long, till they carried away my paper and my +pens.' + +'It is just of that very thing I have come to speak, sir,' resumed he. +'You intended that memoir for publication?' + +'No; never.' + +'Then for private perusal among a circle of friends?' + +'Just as little. I scarcely know three people in the world who would +acknowledge that title.' + +'You had an object, however, in composing it?' + +'Yes; to occupy thought; to save me from--from----' + +I hesitated, for I was ashamed of the confession that nearly burst from +me, and, after a pause, I said, 'from being such as I now am!' + +'You wrote it for yourself alone, then?' + +'Yes.' + +'Unprompted; without any suggestion from another?' + +'Is it here,' said I, looking around my cell, 'is it here that I should +be likely to find a fellow-labourer?' + +'No; but I mean to ask, were the sentiments your own, without any +external influence, or any persuasions from others?' + +'Quite my own.' + +'And the narrative is true?' + +'Strictly so, I believe.' + +'Even to your meeting with the Due d'Enghien. It was purely accidental?' + +'That is, I never knew him to be the duke till the moment of his +arrest.' + +'Just so; you thought he was merely a Royalist noble. Then, why did you +not address a memoir to that effect to the Minister?' + +'I thought it would be useless; when they made so little of a Conde, +what right had I to suppose they would think much about me?' + +'If he could have proved his innocence----' He stopped, and then in an +altered voice said--'But as to this memoir; you assume considerable airs +of military knowledge in it, and many of the opinions smack of heads +older than yours.' + +'They are, I repeat, my own altogether; as to their presumption, I have +already told you they were intended solely for my own eye.' + +'So that you are not a Royalist?' + +'No,' + +'Never were one?' + +'Never.' + +'In what way would you employ yourself if set at liberty to-day?' + +I stared, and felt confused; for however easy I found it to refer to +the past, and reason on it, any speculation as to the future was a +considerable difficulty. + +'You hesitate; you have not yet made up your mind, apparently.' + +'It is not that; I am trying to think of liberty, trying to fancy myself +free--but I cannot!' said I, with a weary sigh. 'The air of this cell +has sapped my courage and my energy--a little more will finish the +ruin!' + +'And yet you are not much above four or five-and-twenty years of age?' + +'Not yet twenty!' said I. + +'Come, come, Tiernay--this is too early to be sick of life!' said he, +and the kind tone touched me so that I burst into tears. They were +bitter tears, too; for while my heart was relieved by this gush of +feeling, I was ashamed at my own weakness. 'Come, I say,' continued he, +'this memoir of yours might have done you much mischief--happily it +has not done so. Give me the permission to throw it in the fire, and, +instead of it, address a respectful petition to the head of the state, +setting forth your services, and stating the casualty by which you were +implicated in Royalism. I will take care that it meets his eye, and, if +possible, will support its prayer. Above all, ask for reinstalment in +your grade, and a return to the service. It may be, perhaps, that +you can mention some superior officer who would vouch for your future +conduct.' + +'Except Colonel Mahon----' + +'Not the Colonel Mahon who commanded the 13th Cuirassiers?' + +'The same.' + +'That name would little serve you,' said he coldly: 'he has been placed +_en retraite_ some time back; and if your character can call no other +witness than him, your case is not too favourable.' He saw that the +speech had disconcerted me, and soon added, 'Never mind--keep to +the memoir; state your case, and your apology, and leave the rest to +Fortune. When can you let me have it?' + +'By to-morrow--to-night, if necessary.' + +'To-morrow will do well, and so good-bye. I will order them to supply +you with writing materials'; and slapping me good-naturedly on the +shoulder, he cried, 'Courage, my lad!' and departed. + +Before I lay down to sleep that night, I completed my 'memoir,' the +great difficulty of which I found to consist in giving it that dry +brevity which I knew Bonaparte would require. In this, however, I +believe I succeeded at last, making the entire document not to occupy +one sheet of paper. The officer had left his card of address, which +I found was inscribed Monsieur Bourrienne, Rue Lafitte, a name that +subsequently was to be well known to the world. + +I directed my manuscript to his care, and lay down with a lighter heart +than I had known for many a day. I will not weary my reader with the +tormenting vacillations of hope and fear which followed. Day after day +went over, and no answer came to me. I addressed two notes, respectful, +but urgent, begging for some information as to my demand--none came. A +month passed thus, when, one morning, the governor of the Temple entered +my room, with an open letter in his hand. + +'This is an order for your liberation, Monsieur de Tiernay,' said he; +'you are free.' + +'Am I reinstated in my grade?' asked I eagerly. + +He shook his head, and said nothing. + +'Is there no mention of my restoration to the service?' + +'None, sir.' + +'Then what is to become of me--to what end am I liberated?' cried I +passionately. + +'Paris is a great city--there is a wide world beyond it; and a man so +young as you are must have few resources, or he will carve out a good +career for himself.' + +'Say, rather, he must have few resentments, sir,' cried I bitterly, 'or +he will easily hit upon a bad one'; and with this, I packed up the few +articles I possessed, and prepared to depart. + +I remember it well: it was between two and three o'clock of the +afternoon, on a bright day in spring, that I stood on the Quai Voltaire, +a very small packet of clothes in a bundle in one hand, and a cane +in the other, something short of three louis in my purse, and as much +depression in my heart as ever settled down in that of a youth not full +nineteen. Liberty is a glorious thing, and mine had been perilled often +enough to give me a hearty appreciation of its blessing; but at that +moment, as I stood friendless and companionless in a great thoroughfare +of a great city, I almost wished myself back again within the dreary +walls of the Temple, for somehow it felt like home! It is true, one must +have had a lonely lot in life before he could surround the cell of a +prison with such attributes as these. Perhaps I have more of the catlike +affection for a particular spot than most men; but I do find that I +attach myself to walls with a tenacity that strengthens as I grow older, +and, like my brother parasite, the ivy, my grasp becomes more rigid the +longer I cling. + +If I know of few merely sensual gratifications higher than a lounge +through Paris, at the flood-tide of its population, watching the varied +hues and complexions of its strange inhabitants, displaying, as they do, +in feature, air, and gesture, so much more of character and purpose than +other people, so also do I feel that there is something indescribably +miserable in being alone, unknown, and unnoticed in that vast throng, +destitute of means for the present, and devoid of hope for the future. + +Some were bent on business, some on pleasure; some were evidently +bent on killing time till the hour of more agreeable occupation should +arrive; some were loitering along, gazing at the prints in shop-windows, +or half listlessly stopping to read at book-stalls. There was not only +every condition of mankind, from wealth to mendicancy, but every frame +of mind, from enjoyment to utter ennui, and yet I thought I could not +hit upon any one individual who looked as forlorn and cast-away as +myself; however, there were many who passed me that day who would +gladly have changed fortune with me, but it would have been difficult to +persuade me of the fact in the mood I then was. + +At the time I speak of, there was a species of cheap ordinary held in +the open air on the quay, where people of the humblest condition used to +dine. I need scarcely describe the fare--the reader may conceive what it +was, which, wine included, cost only four sous. A rude table without a +cloth, some wooden platters, and an iron rail to which the knives and +forks were chained, formed the 'equipage,' the cookery bearing a due +relation to the elegance of these accessories. As for the company, if +not polite, it was certainly picturesque--consisting of labourers of the +lowest class, the sweepers of crossings, hackney-cabmen out of employ, +that poorest of the poor who try to earn a livelihood by dragging the +Seine for lost articles, and finally, the motley race of idlers who +vacillate between beggary and ballad-singing, with now and then a dash +at highway robbery for a 'distraction'; a class, be it said without +paradox, which in Paris includes a considerable number of tolerably +honest folk. + +The moment was the eventful one in which France was about once more +to become a monarchy, and as may be inferred from the character of the +people, it was a time of high excitement and enthusiasm. The nation, +even in its humblest citizen, seemed to feel some of the reflected glory +that glanced from the great achievements of Bonaparte, and his elevation +was little other than a grand manifestation of national self-esteem. +That he knew how to profit by this sentiment, and incorporate his own +with the country's glory, so that they seemed to be inseparable, is not +among the lowest nor the least of the efforts of his genius. + +The paroxysm of national vanity, for it was indeed no less, imparted a +peculiar character to the period. A vainglorious, boastful spirit was +abroad; men met each other with high-sounding gratulations about French +greatness and splendour, the sway we wielded over the rest of Europe, +and the influence with which we impressed our views over the entire +globe. + +Since the fall of the monarchy there had been half-a-dozen national +fevers! There was the great Fraternal and Equality one; there was +the era of classical associations, with all their train of trumpery +affectation in dress and manner. Then came the conquering spirit, with +the flattering spectacle of great armies; and now, as if to complete +the cycle, there grew up that exaggerated conception of 'France and +her Mission,' an unlucky phrase that has since done plenty of mischief, +which seemed to carry the nation into the seventh heaven of overweening +self-love. + +If I advert to this here, it is but passingly, neither stopping to +examine its causes, nor seeking to inquire the consequences that ensued +from it, but, as it were, chronicling the fact as it impressed me as +I stood that day on the Quai Voltaire, perhaps the only unimpassioned +lounger along its crowded thoroughfare. + +Not even the ordinary 'a quatre sous' claimed exemption from this +sentiment. It might be supposed that meagre diet and sour wine were but +sorry provocatives to national enthusiasm, but even they could minister +to the epidemic ardour, and the humble dishes of that frugal board +masqueraded under titles that served to feed popular vanity. Of this +I was made suddenly aware as I stood looking over the parapet into the +river, and heard the rude voices of the labourers as they called for +cutlets _a la Caire_, potatoes _en Mamelouques_, or roast beef _a la +Monte-Notte_, while every goblet of their wine was tossed off to some +proud sentiment of national supremacy. + +Amused by the scene, so novel in all its bearings, I took my place at +the table, not sorry for the excuse to myself for partaking so humble a +repast. + +'_Sacrebleu!_' cried a rough-looking fellow with a red nightcap set +on one side of the head, 'make room there, we have the _aristocrates_, +coming down among us.' + +'Monsieur is heartily welcome,' said another, making room for me; 'we +are only flattered by such proofs of confidence and esteem.' + +'Ay, _parbleu!_ cried a third. 'The Empire is coming, and we shall be +well bred and well mannered. I intend to give up the river, and take to +some more gentlemanlike trade than dredging for dead men.' + +'And I, I'll never sharpen anything under a rapier or a dress sword for +the Court,' said a knife-grinder; 'we have been living like _canaille_ +hitherto--nothing better.' + +'A l'Empire, a l'Empire!' shouted half-a-dozen voices in concert; and +the glasses were drained to the toast with a loud cheer. + +Directly opposite to me sat a thin, pale, mild-looking man, of about +fifty, in a kind of stuff robe, like the dress of a village curate. His +appearance, though palpably poor, was venerable and imposing--not the +less so, perhaps, from its contrast with the faces and gestures at +either side of him. Once or twice, while these ebullitions of enthusiasm +burst forth, his eyes met mine, and I read, or fancied that I read, +a look of kindred appreciation in their mild and gentle glance. The +expression was less reproachful than compassionate, as though in +pity for the ignorance rather than in reprobation for the folly. Now, +strangely enough, this was precisely the very sentiment of my own +heart at that moment. I remembered a somewhat similar enthusiasm for +republican liberty, by men just as unfitted to enjoy it; and I thought +to myself, the Empire, like the Convention, or the Directory, is a mere +fabulous conception to these poor fellows, who, whatever may be the +regime, will still be hewers of wood and drawers of water to the end of +all time. + +As I was pondering over this, I felt something touch my arm, and, on +turning, perceived that my opposite neighbour had now seated himself at +my side, and, in a low, soft voice, was bidding me 'Good-day.' After one +or two commonplace remarks upon the weather and the scene, he seemed to +feel that some apology for his presence in such a place was needful, for +he said-- + +'You are here, monsieur, from a feeling of curiosity, that I see well +enough; but I come for a very different reason. I am the pastor of a +mountain village of the Ardeche, and have come to Paris in search of a +young girl, the daughter of one of my flock, who, it is feared, has been +carried off, by some evil influence, from her home and her friends, +to seek fortune and fame in this rich capital; for she is singularly +beautiful, and gifted too; sings divinely, and improvises poetry with a +genius that seems inspiration.' + +There was a degree of enthusiasm, blended with simplicity, in the poor +cure's admiration of his 'lost sheep' that touched me deeply. He had +been now three weeks in vain pursuit, and was at last about to turn +homeward, discomfited and unsuccessful. 'Lisette' was the very soul of +the little hamlet, and he knew not how life was to be carried on there +without her. The old loved her as a daughter; the young were rivals for +her regard. + +'And to me,' said the pere, 'whom, in all the solitude of my lonely lot, +literature and especially poetry, consoles many an hour of sadness or +melancholy--to me, she was like a good angel, her presence diffusing +light as she crossed my humble threshold, and elevating my thoughts +above the little crosses and accidents of daily life.' + +So interested had I become in this tale, that I listened while he told +every circumstance of the little locality; and walking along at his +side, I wandered out of the city, still hearing of 'La Marche,' as the +village was called, till I knew the ford where the blacksmith lived, and +the miller with the cross wife, and the lame schoolmaster, and Pierre +the postmaster, who read out the _Moniteur_ each evening under the elms, +even to Jacques Fulgeron the 'Tapageur,' who had served at Jemappes, +and, with his wounded hand and his waxed moustache, was the terror of +all peaceable folk. + +'You should come and see us, my dear monsieur,' said he to me, as I +showed some more than common interest in the narrative. 'You, who seem +to study character, would find something better worth the notice than +these hardened natures of city life. Come, and spend a week or two with +me, and if you do not like our people and their ways, I am but a sorry +physiognomist.' + +It is needless to say that I was much flattered by this kind proof of +confidence and good-will; and finally it was agreed upon between us that +I should aid him in his search for three days, after which, if still +unsuccessful, we should set out together for La Marche. It was easy to +see that the poor cure was pleased at my partnership in the task, for +there were several public places of resort--theatres, 'spectacles,' and +the like--to which he scrupled to resort, and these he now willingly +conceded to my inspection, having previously given me so accurate a +description of La Lisette, that I fancied I should recognise her +amongst a thousand. If her long black eyelashes did not betray her, +her beautiful teeth were sure to do so; or, if I heard her voice, +there could be no doubt then; and, lastly, her foot would as infallibly +identify her as did Cinderella's. + +For want of better, it was agreed upon that we should make the +'Restaurant a Quatre Sous' our rendezvous each day, to exchange our +confidences and report progress. It will scarcely be believed how even +this much of a pursuit diverted my mind from its own dark dreamings, and +how eagerly my thoughts pursued the new track that was opened to them. +It was the utter listlessness, the nothingness of my life, that was +weighing me down; and already I saw an escape from this in the pursuit +of a good object. I could wager that the pastor of La Marche never +thought so intensely, so uninterruptedly, of Lisette as did I for the +four-and-twenty hours that followed! It was not only that I had created +her image to suit my fancy, but I had invented a whole narrative of her +life and adventures since her arrival in Paris. + +My firm conviction being that it was lost time to seek for her in +obscure and out-of-the-way quarters of the city, I thought it best to +pursue the search in the thronged and fashionable resorts of the gay +world, the assemblies and theatres. Strong in this conviction, I changed +one of my three gold pieces to purchase a ticket for the opera. The +reader may smile at the sacrifice; but when he who thinks four sous +enough for a dinner, pays twelve francs for the liberty to be crushed in +the crowded parterre of a playhouse, he is indeed buying pleasure at a +costly price. It was something more than a fifth of all I possessed in +the world, but, after all, my chief regret arose from thinking that it +left me so few remaining 'throws of the dice' for 'Fortune.' + +I have often reflected since that day by what a mere accident I was +present, and yet the spectacle was one that I have never forgotten. +It was the last time the First Consul appeared in public, before his +assumption of the Imperial title; and at no period through all his great +career was the enthusiasm more impassioned regarding him. He sat in the +box adjoining the stage--Cambaceres and Lebrun, with a crowd of others, +standing and not sitting, around and behind his chair. When he appeared, +the whole theatre rose to greet him, and three several times was he +obliged to rise and acknowledge the salutations. And with what a +stately condescension did he make these slight acknowledgments!--what +haughtiness was there in the glance he threw around him! I have often +heard it said, and I have seen it also written, that previous to his +assumption of the crown, Bonaparte's manner exhibited the mean arts +and subtle devices of a candidate on the hustings, dispensing all the +flatteries and scattering all the promises that such occasions are so +prolific of. I cannot, of course, pretend to contradict this statement +positively; but I can record the impression which that scene made upon +me, as decidedly the opposite of this assumption. I have repeatedly seen +him since that event, but never do I remember his calm, cold features +more impassively stern, more proudly collected, than on that night. + +Every allusion of the piece that could apply to him was eagerly caught +up. Not a phrase nor a chance word that could compliment, was passed +over in silence; and if greatness and glory were accorded, as if by an +instinctive reverence, the vast assemblage turned towards him, to lay +their homage at his feet. I watched him narrowly, and could see that he +received them all as his rightful tribute, the earnest of the debt the +nation owed him. Among the incidents of that night, I remember one which +actually for the moment convulsed the house with its enthusiasm. One of +the officers of his suite had somehow stumbled against Bonaparte's hat, +which, on entering, he had thrown carelessly beside his chair. Stooping +down and lifting it up, he perceived to whom it belonged, and then, +remarking the mark of a bullet on the edge, he showed it significantly +to a general near him. Slight and trivial as was the incident, it was +instantly caught up by the parterre. A low murmur ran quickly around; +and then a sudden cheer burst forth, for some one remembered it was +the anniversary of Marengo! And now the excitement became madness, and +reiterated shouts proclaimed that the glory of that day was among the +proudest memories of France. For once, and once only, did any trait of +feeling show itself on that impassive face. I thought I could mark even +a faint tinge of colour in that sallow cheek, as in recognition he bowed +a dignified salute to the waving and agitated assembly. + +I saw that proud face, at moments when human ambition might have seemed +to have reached its limit, and yet never with a haughtier look than on +that night I speak of. His foot was already on the first step of the +throne, and his spirit seemed to swell with the conscious force of +coming greatness. + +And Lisette, all this time? Alas, I had totally forgotten her! As the +enthusiasm around me began to subside, I had time to recover myself, +and look about me. There was much beauty and splendour to admire. Madame +Junot was there, and Mademoiselle de Bessieres, with a crowd of others +less known, but scarcely less lovely. Not one, however, could I see that +corresponded with my mind-drawn portrait of the peasant beauty; and I +scanned each face closely and critically. There was female loveliness +of every type, from the dark-eyed beauty of Spanish race, to the almost +divine regularity of a Raphaelite picture. There was the brilliant +aspect of fashion, too; but nowhere could I see what I sought for; +nowhere detect that image which imagination had stamped as that of the +beauty of 'La Marche.' If disappointed in my great object, I left the +theatre with my mind full of all I had witnessed. The dreadful event of +Ettenheim had terribly shaken Bonaparte in my esteem; yet how resist the +contagious devotion of a whole nation--how remain cold in the midst +of the burning zeal of all France? These thoughts brought me to the +consideration of myself. Was I, or was I not, any longer a soldier of +his army? or was I disqualified for joining in that burst of national +enthusiasm which proclaimed that all France was ready to march under +his banner? To-morrow I 'll wait upon the Minister of War, thought I, or +I'll seek out the commanding officer of some regiment that I know, or at +least a comrade; and so I went on, endeavouring to frame a plan for +my guidance, as I strolled along the streets, which were now almost +deserted. The shops were all closed; of the hotels, such as were yet +open were far too costly for means like mine; and so, as the night was +calm and balmy with the fresh air of spring, I resolved to pass it +out of doors. I loitered then along the Champs-Elysees; and at length +stretching myself on the grass beneath the trees, lay down to sleep. 'An +odd bedroom enough,' thought I, 'for one who has passed the evening at +the opera, and who has feasted his ears at the expense of his stomach.' +I remembered, too, another night when the sky had been my canopy in +Paris, when I slept beneath the shadow of the guillotine and the Place +de Greve. 'Well,' thought I, 'times are at least changed for the better +since that day; and my own fortunes are certainly not lower.' + +This comforting reflection closed my waking memories, and I slept +soundly till morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. THE 'COUNT DE MAUREPAS,' ALIAS-------- + +There is a wide gulf between him who opens his waking eyes in a splendid +chamber, and with half-drowsy thoughts speculates on the pleasures +of the coming day, and him, who, rising from the dew-moistened earth, +stretches his aching limbs for a second or so, and then hurries away to +make his toilet at the nearest fountain. + +I have known both conditions, and yet, without being thought +paradoxical, I would wish to say that there are some sensations +attendant on the latter and the humbler lot which I would not exchange +for all the voluptuous ease of the former. Let there be but youth, and +there is something of heroism, something adventurous in the notion of +thus alone and unaided breasting the wide ocean of life, and, like +a hardy swimmer, daring to stem the roughest breakers without one to +succour him, that is worth all the security that even wealth can impart, +all the conscious ease that luxury and affluence can supply. In a world +and an age like ours, thought I, there must surely be some course for +one young, active and daring as I am. Even if France reject me, there +are countries beyond the seas where energy and determination will open +a path. 'Courage, Maurice,' said I, as I dashed the sparkling water over +my head, 'the past has not been all inglorious, and the future may prove +even better.' + +A roll and a glass of iced water furnished my breakfast, after which +I set forth in good earnest on my search. There was a sort of +self-flattery in the thought that one so destitute as I was could devote +his thoughts and energies to the service of another, that pleased me +greatly. It was so 'unselfish'--at least I thought so. Alas and alas! +how egotistical are we when we fancy ourselves least so. That day I +visited St. Roch and Notre Dame at early mass, and by noon reached the +Louvre, the gallery of which occupied me till the hour of meeting the +cure drew nigh. + +Punctual to his appointment, I found him waiting for me at the corner of +the quay, and although disappointed at the failure of all his efforts, +he talked away with all the energy of one who would not suffer himself +to be cast down by adverse fortune. 'I feel,' said he, 'a kind of +instinctive conviction that we shall find her yet. There is something +tells me that all our pains shall not go unrewarded. Have you never +experienced a sensation of this kind,--a species of inward prompting to +pursue a road, to penetrate into a pass, or to explore a way, without +exactly knowing why or wherefore?' + +This question, vague enough as it seemed, led me to talk about myself +and my own position; a theme which, however much I might have shrunk +from introducing, when once opened, I spoke of in all the freedom of old +friendship. + +Nothing could be more delicate than the priest's manner during all this +time; nor even when his curiosity was highest did he permit himself to +ask a question or an explanation of any difficulty that occurred; and +while he followed my recital with a degree of interest that was most +flattering, he never ventured on a word or dropped a remark that might +seem to urge me to greater frankness. 'Do you know,' said he, at last, +'why your story has taken such an uncommon hold upon my attention? It +is not from its adventurous character, nor from the stirring and strange +scenes you have passed through; it is because your old pastor and guide, +the Pere Delamoy, was my own dearest friend, my school companion and +playfellow from infancy. We were both students at Louvain together; both +called to the priesthood on the same day. Think, then, of my intense +delight at hearing his dear name once more--ay, and permit me to say it, +hearing from the lips of another the very precepts and maxims that I can +recognise as his own. Ah, yes! _mon cher_ Maurice,' cried he, grasping +my hand in a burst of enthusiasm, 'disguise it how you may, cover it up +under the uniform of a "Bleu," bury it beneath the shako of the soldier +of the Republic, but the head and the heart will turn to the ancient +altars of the Church and the Monarchy. It is not alone that your good +blood suggests this, but all your experience of life goes to prove it. +Think of poor Michel, self-devoted, generous, and noble-hearted; think +of that dear cottage at Kuffstein, where, even in poverty, the dignity +of birth and blood threw a grace and an elegance over daily life; think +of Ettenheim and the glorious prince--the last Conde--and who now sleeps +in his narrow bed in the fosse of Vincennes!' + +'How do you mean?' said I eagerly; for up to this time I knew nothing of +his fate. + +'Come along with me, and you shall know it all,' said he; and, rising, +he took my arm, and we sauntered along out of the crowded street, till +we reached the Boulevards. He then narrated to me every incident of the +midnight trial, the sentence, and the execution. From the death-warrant +that came down ready filled from Paris, to the grave dug while the +victim was yet sleeping--he forgot nothing; and I own that my very blood +ran cold at the terrible atrocity of that dark murder. It was already +growing dusk when he had finished, and we parted hurriedly, as he was +obliged to be at a distant quarter of Paris by eight o'clock, again +agreeing to meet, as before, on the Quai Voltaire. + +From that moment till we met the following day, the Duc d'Enghien was +never out of my thoughts, and I was impatient for the priest's presence +that I might tell him every little incident of our daily life at +Ettenheim, the topics we used to discuss, and the opinions he expressed +on various subjects. The eagerness of the cure to listen stimulated me +to talk on, and I not only narrated all that I was myself a witness +of, but various other circumstances which were told to me by the prince +himself; in particular, an incident he mentioned to me one day of being +visited by a stranger who came, introduced by a letter from a very +valued friend; his business being to propose to the duke a scheme for +the assassination of Bonaparte. At first the prince suspected the whole +as a plot against himself, but on further questioning he discovered that +the man's intentions were really such as he professed them, and offered +his services in the conviction that no price could be deemed too high +to reward him. It is needless to say that the offer was rejected with +indignation, and the prince dismissed the fellow with the threat of +delivering him up to the Government of the First Consul. The pastor +heard this anecdote with deep attention, and, for the first time, +diverging from his line of cautious reserve, he asked me various +questions as to when the occurrence had taken place, and where--if the +prince had communicated the circumstance to any other than myself, and +whether he had made it the subject of any correspondence. I knew little +more than I had already told him: that the offer was made while residing +at Ettenheim, and during the preceding year, were facts, however, that I +could remember. + +'You are surprised, perhaps,' said he, 'at the interest I feel in all +this; but, strangely enough, there is here in Paris at this moment one +of the great 'Seigneurs' of the Ardeche; he has come up to the capital +for medical advice, and he was a great, perhaps the greatest friend of +the poor duke. What if you were to come and pay him a visit with me, +there is not probably one favour the whole world could bestow he would +value so highly. You must often have heard his name from the prince; has +he not frequently spoken of the Count de Maurepas?' I could not remember +having ever heard the name. 'It is historical, however,' said the cure, +'and even in our own days has not derogated from its ancient chivalry. +Have you not heard how a noble of the Court rode postillion to the +king's carriage on the celebrated escape from Varennes? Well, even for +curiosity's sake, he is worth a visit, for this is the very Count Henri +de Maurepas, now on the verge of the grave!' + +If the good cure had known me all my life, he could not more +successfully have baited a trap for my curiosity. To see and know +remarkable people, men who had done something out of the ordinary route +of everyday life, had been a passion with me from boyhood. Hero-worship +was, indeed, a great feature in my character, and has more or less +influenced all my career, nor was I insensible to the pleasure of doing +a kind action. It was rare, indeed, that one so humbly placed could ever +confer a favour, and I grasped with eagerness the occasion to do so. We +agreed, then, on the next afternoon, towards nightfall, to meet at +the quay, and proceed together to the count's residence. I have often +reflected, since that day, that Lisette's name was scarcely ever +mentioned by either of us during this interview; and yet, at the time, +so preoccupied were my thoughts, I never noticed the omission. The +Chateau of Ettenheim, and its tragic story, filled my mind to the +exclusion of all else. + +I pass over the long and dreary hours that intervened, and come at +once to the time, a little after sunset, when we met at our accustomed +rendezvous. + +The cure had provided a _fiacre_ for the occasion, as the count's +residence was about two leagues from the city, on the way to Belleville. +As we trotted along, he gave me a most interesting account of the +old noble, whose life had been one continued act of devotion to the +monarchy. + +'It will be difficult,' said he, 'for you to connect the poor, worn-out, +shattered wreck before you, with all that was daring in deed and +chivalrous in sentiment; but the "Maurepas" were well upheld in all +their glorious renown, by him who is now to be the last of the race! You +will see him reduced by suffering and sickness, scarcely able to speak, +but be assured that you will have his gratitude for this act of true +benevolence. Thus chatting we rattled along over the paved highway, and +at length entered upon a deep clay road which conducted us to a spacious +park, with a long straight avenue of trees, at the end of which stood +what, even in the uncertain light, appeared a spacious chateau. The door +lay open, and as we descended, a servant in plain clothes received +us, and, after a whispered word or two from the cure, ushered us along +through a suite of rooms into a large chamber furnished like a study. +There were hook-shelves well filled, and a writing-table covered with +papers and letters, and the whole floor was littered with newspapers and +journals. + +A lamp, shaded by a deep gauze cover, threw a half-light over +everything, nor was it until we had been nearly a couple of minutes in +the room that we became aware of the presence of the count, who lay +upon a sofa, covered up in a fur pelisse, although the season was far +advanced in spring. + +His gentle 'Good-evening, messieurs,' was the first warning we had of +his presence, and the cure, advancing respectfully, presented me as his +young friend, Monsieur de Tiernay. + +'It is not for the first time that I hear that name,' said the sick man, +with a voice of singular sweetness. 'It is chronicled in the annals of +our monarchy. Ay, sir, I knew that faithful servant of his king, who +followed his master to the scaffold.' + +'My father?' cried I eagerly. + +'I knew him well,' continued he; 'I may say, without vaunting, that I +had it in my power to befriend him, too. He made an imprudent marriage; +he was unfortunate in the society his second wife's family threw him +amongst. They were not his equals in birth, and far beneath him in +sentiment and principle. Well, well,' sighed he, 'this is not a theme +for me to speak of, nor for you to hear; tell me of yourself. The cure +says that you have had more than your share of worldly vicissitudes. +There, sit down, and let me hear your story from your own lips.' + +He pointed to a seat at his side, and I obeyed him at once; for, +somehow, there was an air of command even in the gentlest tones of his +voice, and I felt that his age and his sufferings were not the only +claims he possessed to influence those around him. + +With all the brevity in my power, my story lasted till above an hour, +during which time the count only interrupted me once or twice by asking +to which Colonel Mahon I referred, as there were two of the name; and +again by inquiring to what circumstances the _emigre_ family were living +as to means, and whether they appeared to derive any of their resources +from France. These were points I could give no information upon, and I +plainly perceived that the count had no patience for a conjecture, +and that, where positive knowledge failed, he instantly passed on to +something else. When I came to speak of Ettenheim his attention became +fixed, not suffering the minutest circumstance to escape him, and even +asking for the exact description of the locality, and its distance from +the towns in the neighbourhood. + +The daily journeys of the prince, too, interested him much, and once +or twice he made me repeat what the peasant had said of the horse being +able to travel from Strasbourg without a halt. I vow it puzzled me why +he should dwell on these points in preference to others of far more +interest, but I set them down to the caprices of illness, and thought +no more of them. His daily life, his conversation, the opinions he +expressed about France, the questions he used to ask, were all matters +he inquired into, till, finally, we came to the anecdote of the +meditated assassination of Bonaparte. This he made me tell him twice +over, each time asking me eagerly whether, by an effort of memory, I +could not recall the name of the man who had offered his services for +the deed. This I could not; indeed I knew not if I had ever heard it. + +'But the prince rejected the proposal?' said he, peering at me beneath +the dark shadow of his heavy brow; 'he would not hear of it?' + +'Of course not,' cried I; 'he even threatened to denounce the man to the +Government.' + +'And do you think that he would have gone thus far, sir?' asked he +slowly. + +'I am certain of it. The horror and disgust he expressed when reciting +the story were a guarantee for what he would have done.' + +'But yet Bonaparte has been a dreadful enemy to his race.' said the +count. + +'It is not a Conde can right himself by a murder,' said I, as calmly. + +'How I like that burst of generous Royalism, young man!' said he, +grasping my hand and shaking it warmly. 'That steadfast faith in the +honour of a Bourbon is the very heart and soul of loyalty!' + +Now, although I was not, so far as I knew of, anything of a +Royalist--the cause had neither my sympathy nor my wishes--I did not +choose to disturb the equanimity of a poor sick man by a needless +disclaimer, nor induce a discussion which must be both unprofitable and +painful. + +'How did the fellow propose the act? had he any accomplices? or was he +alone?' + +'I believe quite alone.' + +'Of course suborned by England? Of that there can be no doubt.' + +'The prince never said so.' + +'Well, but it is clear enough, the man must have had means; he travelled +by a very circuitous route; he had come from Hamburg probably?' + +'I never heard.' + +'He must have done so. The ports of Holland, as those of France, would +have been too dangerous for him. Italy is out of the question.' + +I owned that I had not speculated so deeply in the matter. + +'It was strange,' said he, after a pause, 'that the duke never mentioned +who had introduced the man to him.' + +'He merely called him a valued friend.' + +'In other words, the Count d'Artois,' said the count; 'did it not strike +you so?' + +I had to confess it had not occurred to me to think so. + +'But reflect a little,' said he. 'Is there any other living who could +have dared to make such a proposal but the count? Who, but the head of +his house, could have presumed on such a step? No inferior could have +had the audacity! It must have come from one so highly placed that crime +paled itself down to a mere measure of expediency under the loftiness of +the sanction. What think you?' + +'I cannot, I will not think so,' was my answer. 'The very indignation of +the prince's rejection refutes the supposition.' + +'What a glorious gift is unsuspectfulness!' said he feelingly. 'I am +a rich man, and you I believe are not so; and yet, I'd give all the +wealth, ay, ten times told, not for your vigour of health, not for the +lightness of your heart, nor the elasticity of your spirits, but for +that one small quality, defect though it be, that makes you trustful and +credulous.' + +I believe I would just as soon that the old gentleman had thought fit to +compliment me upon any other quality. Of all my acquisitions there was +not one I was so vain of as my knowledge of life and character. I had +seen, as I thought, so much of life I I had peeped at all ranks and +conditions of men, and it was rather hard to find an old country +gentleman, a _Seigneur de Village_, calling me credulous and +unsuspecting! + +I was much more pleased when he told the cure that a supper was ready +for us in the adjoining room, at which he begged we would excuse his +absence; and truly a most admirable little meal it was, and served with +great elegance. + +'The count expects you to stop here; there is a chamber prepared for +you,' said the cure as we took our seats at table. 'He has evidently +taken a fancy to you. I thought, indeed I was quite certain, he would. +Who can tell what good fortune this chance meeting may lead to, Monsieur +Maurice! _A votre sante, mon cher!_' cried he, as he clinked his +champagne glass against mine; and I at last began to think that destiny +was about to smile on me. + +'You should see his chateau in the Ardeche; this is nothing to it! There +is a forest, too, of native oak, and a _chasse_ such as royalty never +owned!' + +Mine were delightful dreams that night; but I was sorely disappointed +on waking to find that Laura was not riding at my side through a +forest-alley, while a crowd of _piqueurs_ and huntsmen galloped to and +fro, making the air vibrate with their joyous bugles. Still, I opened my +eyes in a richly furnished chamber, while a lackey handed me my coffee +on a silver stand, and in a cup of costliest Sevres. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. A FOREST RIDE + +While I was dressing, a note was handed to me from the cure, apologising +for his departure without seeing me, and begging, as a great favour, +that I would not leave the chateau till his return. He said that the +count's spirits had benefited greatly by our agreeable converse, +and that he requested me to be his guest for some time to come. The +postscript added a suggestion that I should write down some of +the particulars of my visit to Ettenheim, but particularly of that +conversation alluding to the meditated assassination of Bonaparte. + +There were many points in the arrangement which I did not like. To +begin, I had no fancy whatever for the condition of a dependant, and +such my poverty would at once stamp me. Secondly, I was averse to this +frequent intercourse with men of the Royalist party, whose restless +character and unceasing schemes were opposed to all the principles of +those I had served under; and finally, I was growing impatient under the +listless vacuity of a life that gave no occupation, nor opened any view +for the future. I sat down to breakfast in a mood very little in unison +with the material enjoyments around me. The meal was all that could +tempt appetite; and the view from the open window displayed a beautiful +flower-garden, imperceptibly fading away into a maze of ornamental +planting, which was backed again by a deep forest, the well-known wood +of Belleville. Still I ate on sullenly, scarce noticing any of the +objects around me. I will see the count, and take leave of him, thought +I suddenly; I cannot be his guest without sacrificing feeling in a dozen +ways. + +'At what hour does monsieur rise?' asked I of the obsequious valet who +waited behind my chair. + +'Usually at three or four in the afternoon, sir; but to-day he has +desired me to make his excuses to you. There will be a consultation of +doctors here; and the likelihood is, that he may not leave his chamber.' + +'Will you convey my respectful compliments, then, to him, and my regrets +that I had not seen him before leaving the chateau?' + +'The count charged me, sir, to entreat your remaining here till he had +seen you. He said you had done him infinite service already; and indeed +it is long since he has passed a night in such tranquillity.' + +There are few slight circumstances which impress a stranger more +favourably than any semblance of devotion on the part of a servant +to his master. The friendship of those above one in life is easier to +acquire than the attachment of those beneath. Love is a plant whose +tendrils strive ever upwards. I could not help feeling struck at +the man's manner as he spoke these few words; and insensibly my mind +reverted to the master who had inspired such sentiments. + +'My master gave orders, sir,' continued he, 'that we should do +everything possible to contribute to your wishes; that the carriage, +or, if you prefer them, saddle-horses, should be ready at any hour you +ordered. The wood has a variety of beautiful excursions; there is a +lake, too, about two leagues away; and the ruins of Monterraye are also +worth seeing.' + +'If I had not engagements in Paris,' muttered I, while I affected to +mumble over the conclusion of the sentence to myself. + +'Monsieur has seldom done a greater kindness than this will be,' added +he respectfully; 'but if monsieur's business could be deferred for a day +or two, without inconvenience-----' + +'Perhaps that might be managed,' said I, starting up, and walking to the +window, when, for the first time, the glorious prospect revealed itself +before me. How delicious, after all, would be a few hours of such a +retreat!--a morning loitered away in that beautiful garden, and then +a long ramble through the dark wood till sunset. Oh, if Laura were but +here! if she could be my companion along those leafy alleys! If not +with, I can at least think of her, thought I--seek out spots she +would love to linger in, and points of view she would enjoy with all +a painter's zest. And this poor count, with all his riches, could not +derive in a whole lifetime the enjoyment that a few brief hours +would yield to us! So is it almost ever in this world: to one man the +appliances, to another the faculties for enjoyment. + +'I am so glad monsieur has consented,' said the valet joyously. + +'Did I say so? I don't know that I said anything.' + +'The count will be so gratified,' added he, and hurried away to convey +the tidings. + +Well, be it so. Heaven knows my business in Paris will scarcely suffer +by my absence, my chief occupation there being to cheat away the hours +till meal-time. It is an occupation I can easily resume a few days +hence. I took a book, and strolled out into the garden; but I could not +read. There is a gush of pleasure felt at times from the most familiar +objects, which the most complicated machinery of enjoyment often fails +to equal; and now the odour of moss-roses and geraniums, the rich +perfume of orange-flowers, the plash of fountains and the hum of the +summer insects, steeped my mind in delight; and I lay there in a dream +of bliss that was like enchantment. I suppose I must have fallen asleep, +for my thoughts took every form of wildness and incoherency. Ireland; +the campaign; the Bay of Genoa; the rugged height of Kuff-stein, +all passed before my mind, peopled with images foreign to all their +incidents. It was late in the afternoon that I aroused myself, and +remembered where I was. The shadows of the dark forest were stretching +over the plain, and I determined on a ride beneath their mellow shade. +As if in anticipation of my wishes, the horses were already saddled, and +a groom stood awaiting my orders. Oh, what a glorious thing it is to be +rich! thought I, as I mounted; from what an eminence does the wealthy +man view life! No petty cares nor calculations mar the conceptions of +his fancy. His will, like his imagination, wanders free and unfettered. +And so thinking, I dashed spurs into my horse, and plunged into the +dense wood. Perhaps I was better mounted than the groom, or perhaps the +man was scarcely accustomed to such impetuosity. Whatever the reason, I +was soon out of sight of him. The trackless grass of the alley, and its +noiseless turf, made pursuit difficult in a spot where the paths crossed +and recrossed in a hundred different directions; and so I rode on for +miles and miles without seeing more of my follower. + +Forest riding is particularly seductive; you are insensibly led on to +see where this alley will open, or how that path will terminate. Some +of the spirit of discovery seems to seal its attractions to the wild +and devious track, untrodden as it looks; and you feel all the charm +of adventure as you advance. The silence, too, is most striking; +the noiseless footfall of the horse, and the unbroken stillness, add +indescribable charm to the scene, and the least imaginative cannot fail +to weave fancies and fictions as he goes. + +Near as it was to a great city, not a single rider crossed my path; not +even a peasant did I meet. A stray bundle of faggots, bound and ready +to be carried away, showed that the axe of the woodman had been heard +within the solitude; but not another trace told that human footstep had +ever pressed the sward. + +Although still a couple of hours from sunset, the shade of the wood was +dense enough to make the path appear uncertain, and I was obliged +to ride more cautiously than before. I had thought that by steadily +pursuing one straight track, I should at last gain the open country, and +easily find some road that would reconduct me to the chateau; but now I +saw no signs of this. 'The alley' was, to all appearance, exactly as I +found it--miles before. A long aisle of beech-trees stretched away in +front and behind me; a short, grassy turf was beneath my feet, and not +an object to tell me how far I had come, or whither I was tending. If +now and then another road crossed the path, it was in all respects like +this one. This was puzzling; and to add to my difficulty, I suddenly +remembered that I had never thought of learning the name of the chateau, +and well knew that to ask for it as the residence of the Count de +Maurepas would be a perfect absurdity. There was something so ludicrous +in the situation, that I could not refrain from laughing at first; but +a moment's reconsideration made me regard the incident more gravely. In +what a position should I stand, if unable to discover the chateau! The +cure might have left Paris before I could reach it; all clue to the +count might thus be lost; and although these were but improbable +circumstances, they came now very forcibly before me, and gave me +serious uneasiness. + +'I have been so often in false positions in life, so frequently +implicated where no real blame could attach to me, that I shall not be +in the least surprised if I be arrested as a horse-stealer!' The night +now began to fall rapidly, so that I was obliged to proceed at a slow +pace; and at length, as the wood seemed to thicken, I was forced to get +off, and walk beside my horse. I have often found myself in situations +of real peril, with far less anxiety than I now felt. My position seemed +at the time inexplicable and absurd. I suppose, thought I, that no man +was ever lost in the wood of Belleville; he must find his way out of it +sooner or later; and then there can be no great difficulty in returning +to Paris. This was about the extent of the comfort I could afford +myself; for, once back in the capital, I could not speculate on a single +step further. + +I was at last so weary with the slow and cautious progression I was +condemned to, that I half determined to picket my horse to a tree, and +lie down to sleep till daylight. While I sought out a convenient spot +for my bivouac, a bright twinkling light, like a small star, caught my +eye. Twice it appeared, and vanished again, so that I was well assured +of its being real, and no phantom of my now over-excited brain. It +appeared to proceed from the very densest part of the wood, and whither, +so far as I could see, no path conducted. As I listened to catch any +sounds, I again caught sight of the faint star, which now seemed at +a short distance from the road where I stood. Fastening my horse to a +branch, I advanced directly through the brushwood for about a hundred +yards, when I came to a small open space, in which stood one of those +modest cottages, of rough timber, wherein, at certain seasons, the +gamekeepers take refuge. A low, square, log-hut, with a single door +and an unglazed window, comprised the whole edifice, being one of the +humblest, even of its humble kind, I had ever seen. Stealing cautiously +to the window, I peeped in. On a stone, in the middle of the earthern +floor, a small iron lamp stood, which threw a faint and fickle light +around. There was no furniture of any kind--nothing that bespoke the +place as inhabited; and it was only as I continued to gaze that I +detected the figure of a man, who seemed to be sleeping on a heap of +dried leaves in one corner of the hovel. I own that, with all my anxiety +to find a guide, I began to feel some scruples about obtruding on +the sleeper's privacy. He was evidently no _garde-chasse_, who are a +well-to-do sort of folk, being usually retired _sous-officiers_ of +the army. He might be a poacher, a robber, or perhaps a dash of both +together--a trade I had often heard of as being resorted to by the most +reckless and abandoned of the population of Paris, when their crimes and +their haunts became too well known in the capital. + +I peered eagerly through the chamber to see if he were armed; but not a +weapon of any kind was to be seen. I next sought to discover if he were +quite alone; and although one side of the hovel was hidden from my view, +I was well assured that he had no comrade. Come, said I to myself, man +to man, if it should come to a struggle, is fair enough; and the chances +are I shall be able to defend myself. + +His sleep was sound and heavy, like that after fatigue; so that I +thought it would be easy for me to enter the hovel, and secure his arms, +if he had such, before he should awake. I may seem to my reader, all +this time, to have been inspired with an undue amount of caution and +prudence, considering how evenly we were matched; but I would remind +him that it was a period when the most dreadful crimes were of daily +occurrence. Not a night went over without some terrible assassination; +and a number of escaped galley-slaves were known to be at large in the +suburbs and outskirts of the capital. These men, under the slightest +provocation, never hesitated at murder; for their lives were already +forfeited, and they scrupled at nothing which offered a chance of +escape. To add to the terror their atrocities excited, there was a +rumour current at the time that the Government itself made use of these +wretches for its own secret acts of vengeance; and many implicitly +believed that the dark assassinations of the Temple had no other agency. +I do not mean to say that these fears were well founded, or that I +myself partook of them; but such were the reports commonly circulated, +and the impunity of crime certainly favoured the impression. I know +not if this will serve as an apology for the circumspection of my +proceeding, as, cautiously pushing the door, inch by inch, I at length +threw it wide open. Not the slightest sound escaped as I did so; and yet +certainly before my hand quitted the latch, the sleeper had sprung to +his knees, and with his dark eyes glaring wildly at me, crouched like a +beast about to rush upon an enemy. + +His attitude and his whole appearance at that moment are yet before me. +Long black hair fell in heavy masses at either side of his head; his +face was pale, haggard, and hunger-stricken; a deep, drooping moustache +descended from below his chin, and almost touched his collar-bones, +which were starting from beneath the skin; a ragged cloak, that covered +him as he lay, had fallen off, and showed that a worn shirt and a +pair of coarse linen trousers were all his clothing. Such a picture of +privation and misery I never looked upon before nor since. + +'_Qui va la?_' cried he sternly, and with the voice of one not unused +to command; and although the summons showed his soldier-training, his +condition of wretchedness suggested deep misgivings. + +'Qui _va la?_' shouted he again, louder and more determinedly. + +'A friend--perhaps a comrade,' said I boldly. + +'Advance, comrade, and give the countersign,' replied he rapidly, +and like one repeating a phrase of routine; and then, as if suddenly +remembering himself, he added, with a low sigh, 'There is none!' His +arms dropped heavily as he spoke, and he fell back against the wall, +with his head drooping on his chest. + +There was something so unutterably forlorn in his look, as he sat thus, +that all apprehension of personal danger from him left me at the moment, +and advancing frankly, I told him how I had lost my way in the wood, and +by a mere accident chanced to descry his light as I wandered along in +the gloom. + +I do not know if he understood me at first, for he gazed half vacantly +at my face while I was speaking, and often stealthily peered around to +see if others were coming, so that I had to repeat more than once that +I was perfectly alone. That the poor fellow was insane seemed but +too probable; the restless activity of his wild eye, the suspicious +watchfulness of his glances, all looked like madness, and I thought +that he had probably made his escape from some military hospital, and +concealed himself within the recesses of the forest. But even these +signs of overwrought excitement began to subside soon; and as though the +momentary effort at vigilance had been too much for his strength, he now +drew his cloak about him, and lay down once more. + +I handed him my brandy flask, which still contained a little, and he +raised it to his lips with a slight nod of recognition. Invigorated by +the stimulant, he supped again and again, but always cautiously, and +with prudent reserve. + +'You have been a soldier?' said I, taking my seat at his side. + +'I am a soldier,' said he, with a strong emphasis on the verb. + +'I too have served,' said I; 'although, probably, neither as long nor as +creditably as you have.' + +He looked at me fixedly for a second or two, and then dropped his eyes +without a reply. + +'You were probably with the army of the Meuse?' said I, hazarding the +guess, from remembering how many of that army had been invalided by the +terrible attacks of ague contracted in North Holland. + +'I served on the Rhine,' said he briefly; 'but I made the campaign of +Jemappes, too. I served the king also--King Louis,' cried he sternly. +'Is that avowal candid enough, or do you want more?' + +Another Royalist, thought I, with a sigh. Whichever way I turn they meet +me--the very ground seems to give them up. + +'And could you find no better trade than that of a _mouchard?_ 'asked he +sneeringly. + +'I am not a _mouchard_--I never was one. I am a soldier like yourself; +and, mayhap, if all were to be told, scarcely a more fortunate one.' + +'Dismissed the service--and for what?' asked he bluntly. + +'If not broke, at least not employed,' said I bitterly. + +'A Royalist?' + +'Not the least of one, but suspected.' + +'Just so. Your letters--your private papers ransacked, and brought in +evidence against you. Your conversations with your intimates noted down +and attested--every word you dropped in a moment of disappointment or +anger; every chance phrase you uttered when provoked--all quoted; wasn't +that it?' + +As he spoke this, with a rapid and almost impetuous utterance, I, for +the first time, noticed that both the expressions and the accent implied +breeding and education. Not all his vehemence could hide the evidences +of former cultivation. + +'How comes it,' asked I eagerly, 'that such a man as you are is to be +found thus? You certainly did not always serve in the ranks?' + +'I had my grade,' was his short, dry reply. + +'You were a quartermaster--perhaps a sous-lieutenant?' said I, hoping by +the flattery of the surmise to lead him to talk further. + +'I was the colonel of a dragoon regiment,' said he sternly-- 'and that +neither the least brave nor the least distinguished in the French army.' + +Ah! thought I, my good fellow, you have shot your bolt too high this +time; and in a careless, easy way, I asked, 'What might have been the +number of your corps?' + +'How can it concern you?' said he, with a savage vehemence. 'You say +that you are not a spy. To what end these questions? As it is, you +have made this hovel, which has been my shelter for some weeks back, no +longer of any service to me. I will not be tracked. I will not suffer +espionage, by Heaven!' cried he, as he dashed his clenched fist against +the ground beside him. His eyes, as he spoke, glared with all the +wildness of insanity, and great drops of sweat hung upon his damp +forehead. + +'Is it too much,' continued he, with all the vehemence of passion, 'is +it too much that I was master here? Are these walls too luxurious? +Is there the sign of foreign gold in this tasteful furniture and the +splendour of these hangings? Or is this'--and he stretched out his lean +and naked arms as he spoke--'is this the garb--is this the garb of a man +who can draw at will on the coffers of royalty? Ay!' cried he, with a +wild laugh, 'if this is the price of my treachery, the treason might +well be pardoned.' + +I did all I could to assuage the violence of his manner. I talked to +him calmly and soberly of myself and of him, repeating over and over the +assurance that I had neither the will nor the way to injure him. 'You +may be poor,' said I, 'and yet scarcely poorer than I am--friendless, +and have as many to care for you as I have. Believe me, comrade, save +in the matter of a few years the less on one side, and some services the +more on the other, there is little to chose between us.' + +These few words, wrung from me in sorrowful sincerity, seemed to do more +than all I had said previously, and he moved the lamp a little to +one side that he might have a better view of me as I sat; and thus we +remained for several minutes staring steadfastly at each other, without +a word spoken on either side. It was in vain that I sought in that face, +livid and shrunk by famine--in that straggling matted hair, and that +figure enveloped in rags, for any traces of former condition. Whatever +might once have been his place in society, now he seemed the very lowest +of that miserable tribe whose lives are at once the miracle and shame of +our century. + +'Except that my senses are always playing me false,' said he, as he +passed his hand across his eyes, 'I could say that I have seen your face +before. What was your corps?' + +'The Ninth Hussars, "the Tapageurs," as they called them.' + +'When did you join--and where?' said he, with an eagerness that +surprised me. + +'At Nancy,' said I calmly. + +'You were there with the advanced guard of Moreau's corps,' said he +hastily; 'you followed the regiment to the Moselle.' + +'How do you know all this?' asked I, in amazement. + +'Now for your name; tell me your name,' cried he, grasping my hand in +both of his--'and I charge you by all you care for here or hereafter, +no deception with me. It is not a head that has been tried like mine can +bear a cheat.' + +'I have no object in deceiving you; nor am I ashamed to say who I am,' +replied I, 'My name is Tiernay--Maurice Tiernay.' + +The word was but out when the poor fellow threw himself forward, and +grasping my hands, fell upon and kissed them. + +'So, then, cried he passionately, 'I am not friendless--I am not utterly +deserted in life--you are yet left to me, my dear boy!' + +This burst of feeling convinced me that he was deranged; and I was +speculating in my mind how best to make my escape from him, when he +pushed back the long and tangled hair from his face, and staring wildly +at me, said, 'You know me now--don't you? Oh, look again, Maurice, and +do not let me think that I am forgotten by all the world. + +'Good heavens!' cried I, 'it is Colonel Mahon!' + +'Ay, "Le Beau Mahon,"' said he, with a burst of wild laughter; 'Le Beau +Mahon, as they used to call me long ago. Is this a reverse of fortune, I +ask you?' and he held out the ragged remnants of his miserable clothes. +'I have not worn shoes for nigh a month. I have tasted food but once in +the last thirty hours! I, that have led French soldiers to the charge +full fifty times, up to the very batteries of the enemy, am reduced to +hide and skulk from place to place like a felon, trembling at the clank +of a gendarme's boot, as never the thunder of an enemy's squadron made +me. Think of the persecution that has brought me to this, and made me a +beggar and a coward together!' + +A gush of tears burst from him at these words, and he sobbed for several +minutes like a child. + +Whatever might have been the original source of his misfortunes, I had +very little doubt that now his mind had been shaken by their influence, +and that calamity had deranged him. The flighty uncertainty of his +manner, the incoherent rapidity with which he passed from one topic to +another, increased with his excitement, and he passed alternately +from the wildest expressions of delight at our meeting, to the most +heart-rending descriptions of his own sufferings. By great patience +and some ingenuity, I learned that he had taken refuge in the wood of +Belleville, where the kindness of an old soldier of his own brigade--now +a _garde-chasse_--had saved him from starvation. Jacques Gaillon was +continually alluded to in his narrative. It was Jacques sheltered him +when he came first to Belleville. Jacques had afforded him a refuge +in the different huts of the forest, supplying him with food--acts +not alone of benevolence, but of daring courage, as Mahon continually +asserted. If it were but known, 'they 'd give him a _peloton_ and eight +paces.' The theme of Jacques' heroism was so engrossing, that he could +not turn from it; every little incident of his kindness, every stratagem +of his inventive good-nature, he dwelt upon with eager delight, and +seemed half to forget his own sorrows in recounting the services of his +benefactor. I saw that it would be fruitless to ask for any account of +his past calamity, or by what series of mischances he had fallen so low. +I saw--I will own with some chagrin--that, with the mere selfishness of +misfortune, he could not speak of anything save what bore upon his own +daily life, and totally forgot me and all about me. + +The most relentless persecution seemed to follow him from place to +place. Wherever he went, fresh spies started on his track, and the +history of his escapes was unending. The very faggot-cutters of the +forest were in league against him, and the high price offered for his +capture had drawn many into the pursuit. It was curious to mark the +degree of self-importance all these recitals imparted, and how the poor +fellow, starving and almost naked as he was, rose into all the imagined +dignity of martyrdom, as he told of his sorrows. If he ever asked a +question about Paris, it was to know what people said of himself and of +his fortunes. He was thoroughly convinced that Bonaparte's thoughts were +far more occupied about him than on that empire now so nearly in his +grasp, and he continued to repeat with a proud delight, 'He has caught +them all but me! I am the only one who has escaped him!' These few words +suggested to me the impression that Mahon had been engaged in some plot +or conspiracy, but of what nature, how composed, or how discovered, it +was impossible to arrive at. + +'There!' said he, at last, 'there is the dawn breaking! I must be off. I +must now make for the thickest part of the wood till nightfall There are +hiding-places there known to none save myself. The bloodhounds cannot +track me where I go.' + +His impatience became now extreme. Every instant seemed full of peril +to him now--every rustling leaf and every waving branch a warning. I was +unable to satisfy myself how far this might be well-founded terror, or a +vague and causeless fear. At one moment I inclined to this--at another, +to the opposite impression. Assuredly nothing could be more complete +than the precautions he took against discovery. His lamp was concealed +in the hollow of a tree; the leaves that formed his bed he scattered and +strewed carelessly on every side; he erased even the foot-tracks on the +clay, and then gathering up his tattered cloak, prepared to set out. + +'When are we to meet again, and where?' said I, grasping his hand. + +He stopped suddenly, and passed his hand over his brow, as if +reflecting. 'You must see Caillon; Jacques will tell you all,' said he +solemnly. 'Good-bye. Do not follow me. I will not be tracked'; and with +a proud gesture of his hand he motioned me back. + +Poor fellow! I saw that any attempt to reason with him would be in vain +at such a moment; and determining to seek out the _garde-chasse_, I +turned away slowly and sorrowfully. + +'What have been my vicissitudes of fortune compared to his?' thought I. +'The proud colonel of a cavalry regiment, a beggar and an outcast!' +The great puzzle to me was, whether insanity had been the cause or the +consequence of his misfortunes. Caillon will, perhaps, be able to tell +me his story, said I to myself; and thus ruminating, I returned to where +I had picketed my horse three hours before. My old dragoon experiences +had taught me how to 'hobble' a horse, as it is called, by passing the +bridle beneath the counter before tying it, and so I found him just as I +left him. + +The sun was now up, and I could see that a wide track led off through +the forest straight before me. I accordingly mounted, and struck into a +sharp canter. About an hour's riding brought me to a small clearing, in +the midst of which stood a neat and picturesque cottage, over the door +of which was painted the words 'Station de Chasse--No. 4.' In a little +garden in front, a man was working in his shirt sleeves, but his +military trousers at once proclaimed him the _garde_. He stopped as I +came up, and eyed me sharply. + +'Is this the road to Belleville?' said I. + +'You can go this way, but it takes you two miles of a round,' replied +he, coming closer, and scanning me keenly. + +'You can tell me, perhaps, where Jacques Caillon, _garde-chaase_, is to +be found?' + +'I am Jacques Caillon, sir,' was the answer, as he saluted in soldier +fashion, while a look of anxiety stole over his face. + +'I have something to speak to you about,' said I, dismounting, and +giving him the bridle of my horse. 'Throw him some corn, if you have +got it, and then let us talk together'; and with this I walked into the +garden, and seated myself on a bench. + +If Jacques be an old soldier, thought I, the only way is to come the +officer over him; discipline and obedience are never forgotten, and +whatever chances I may have of his confidence will depend on how much I +seem his superior. It appeared as if this conjecture was well founded, +for as Jacques came back, his manner betrayed every sign of respect and +deference. There was an expression of almost fear in his face as, with +his hand to his cap, he asked 'What were my orders?' + +The very deference of his air was disconcerting, and so, assuming a look +of easy cordiality, I said-- + +'First, I will ask you to give me something to eat; and secondly, to +give me your company for half an hour.' + +Jacques promised both, and learning that I preferred my breakfast in +the open air, proceeded to arrange the table under a blossoming +chestnut-tree. + +'Are you quite alone here?' asked I, as he passed back and forward. + +'Quite alone, sir; and except a stray faggot-cutter or a chance +traveller who may have lost his way, I never see a human face from +year's end to year's end. It's a lonely thing for an old soldier, too,' +said he, with a sigh. + +'I know more than one who would envy you, Jacques,' said I; and the +words made him almost start as I spoke them. The coffee was now ready, +and I proceeded to make my breakfast with all the appetite of a long +fast. + +There was indeed but little to inspire awe, or even deference, in my +personal appearance--a threadbare undress frock and a worn-out old +foraging-cap were all the marks of my soldierlike estate; and yet, +from Jacques's manner, one might have guessed me to be a general at the +least. He attended me with the stiff propriety of the parade, and when, +at last, induced to take a seat, he did so full two yards off from the +table, and arose almost every time he was spoken to. Now it was quite +clear that the honest soldier did not know me either as the hero of +Kehl, of Ireland, or of Genoa. Great achievements as they were, they +were wonderfully little noised about the world, and a man might frequent +mixed companies every day of the week, and never hear of one of them. +So far, then, was certain---it could not be my fame had imposed on +him; and, as I have already hinted, it could scarcely be my general +appearance. Who knows, thought I, but I owe all this obsequious +deference to my horse? If Jacques be an old cavalry-man, he will have +remarked that the beast is of great value, and doubtless argue to the +worth of the rider from the merits of his 'mount.' If this explanation +was not the most flattering, it was, at all events, the best I could hit +on; and with a natural reference to what was passing in my own mind, I +asked him if he had looked to my horse. + +'Oh yes, sir,' said he, reddening suddenly, 'I have taken off the +saddle, and thrown him his corn.' + +What the deuce does his confusion mean? thought I; the fellow looks as +if he had half a mind to run away, merely because I asked him a simple +question. + +'I 've had a sharp ride,' said I, rather by way of saying something, +'and I shouldn't wonder if he was a little fatigued.' + +'Scarcely so, sir,' said he, with a faint smile; 'he's old, now, but +it's not a little will tire him.' + +'You know him, then?' said I quickly. + +'Ay, sir, and have known him for eighteen years. He was in the second +squadron of our regiment; the major rode him two entire campaigns!' + +The reader may guess that his history was interesting to me, from +perceiving the impression the reminiscence made on the relator, and I +inquired what became of him after that. + +'He was wounded by a shot at Neuwied, and sold into the train, where +they couldn't manage him; and after three years, when horses grew +scarce, he came back into the cavalry. A serjeant-major of lancers was +killed on him at "Zwei Bruecken." That was the fourth rider he brought +mishap to, not to say a farrier whom he dashed to pieces in his stable.' + +Ah, Jack, thought I, I have it; it is a piece of old-soldier +superstition about this mischievous horse has inspired all the man's +respect and reverence; and, if a little disappointed in the mystery, I +was so far pleased at having discovered the clue. + +'But I have found him quiet enough,' said I; 'I never backed him till +yesterday, and he has carried me well and peaceably.' + +'Ah, that he will now, I warrant him; since the day a shell burst under +him at Waitzen he never showed any vice. The wound nearly left the ribs +bare, and he was for months and months invalided; after that he was sold +out of the cavalry, I don't know where or to whom. The next I saw of him +was in his present service.' + +'Then you are acquainted with the present owner?' asked I eagerly. + +'As every Frenchman is!' was the curt rejoinder. + +'_Parbleu!_ it will seem a droll confession, then, when I tell you that +I myself do not even know his name.' + +The look of contempt these words brought to my companion's face could +not, it seemed, be either repressed or concealed, and although my +conscience acquitted me of deserving such a glance, I own that I felt +insulted by it. + +'You are pleased to disbelieve me, Master Caillon,' said I sternly, +'which makes me suppose that you are neither so old nor so good a +soldier as I fancied; at least in the corps I had the honour to serve +with, the word of an officer was respected like an "order of the day."' + +He stood erect, as if on parade, under this rebuke, but made no answer. + +'Had you simply expressed surprise at what I said, I would have given +you the explanation frankly and freely; as it is, I shall content myself +with repeating what I said--I do not even know his name.' + +The same imperturbable look and the same silence met me as before. + +'Now, sir, I ask you how this gentleman is called, whom I, alone of all +France, am ignorant of?' + +'Monsieur Fouche,' said he calmly. + +'What! Fouche, the Minister of Police?' + +This time, at least, my agitated looks seemed to move him, for he +replied quietly-- + +'The same, sir. The horse has the brand of the "Ministere" on his +haunch.' + +'And where is the Ministere?' cried I eagerly. + +'In the Rue des Victoires, monsieur.' + +'But he lives in the country, in a chateau near this very forest.' + +'Where does he not live, monsieur? At Versailles, at St. Germain, in the +Luxembourg, in the Marais, at Neuilly, the Batignolles. I have carried +despatches to him in every quarter of Paris. Ah, monsieur, what secret +are you in possession of, that it was worth while to lay so subtle a +trap to catch you?' + +This question, put in all the frank abruptness of a sudden thought, +immediately revealed everything before me. + +'Is it not as I have said?' resumed he, still looking at my agitated +face; 'is it not as I have said---monsieur is in the web of the +_mouchards?_' + +'Good heavens! is such baseness possible?' was all that I could utter. + +'I'll wager a piece of five francs I can read the mystery,' said +Jacques. 'You served on Moreau's staff, or with Pichegru in Holland; +you either have some of the general's letters, or you can be supposed to +have them, at all events; you remember many private conversations held +with him on politics; you can charge your memory with a number of strong +facts; and you can, if needed, draw up a memoir of all your intercourse. +I know the system well, for I was a _mouchard_ myself.' + +'You a police spy, Jacques?' + +'Ay, sir; I was appointed without knowing what services were expected +from me, or the duties of my station. Two months' trial, however, showed +that I was "incapable," and proved that a smart, _sous-offieier_ is not +necessarily a scoundrel. They dismissed me as impracticable, and made me +_garde-chasse_; and they were right, too. Whether I was dressed up in +a snuff-brown suit, like a bourgeois of the Rue St. Denis; whether they +attired me as a farmer from the provinces, a retired _maitre de poste_, +an old officer, or the _conducteur_ of a diligence, I was always Jacques +Gaillon. Through everything--wigs and beards, lace or rags, jackboots or +sabots, it was all alike; and while others could pass weeks in the Pays +Latin as students, country doctors, or _notaires de village_, I was +certain to be detected by every brat that walked the streets.' + +'What a system! And so these fellows assume every disguise?' asked I, my +mind full of my late rencontre. + +'That they do, monsieur. There is one fellow, a Provencal by birth, has +played more characters than ever did Brunet himself. I have known him as +a _laquais de place_, a cook to an English nobleman, a letter-carrier, +a flower-girl, a cornet-a-piston in the opera, and a cure from the +Ardeche.' + +'A cure from the Ardeche!' exclaimed I. 'Then I am a ruined man.' + +'What! has monsieur fallen in with Paul?' cried he, laughing. 'Was +he begging for a small contribution to repair the roof of his little +chapel, or was it a fire that had devastated his poor village? Did the +altar want a new covering, or the cure a vestment? Was it a canopy for +the Fete of the Virgin, or a few sous towards the "Orphelines de St. +Jude?"' + +'None of these,' said I, half angrily, for the theme was no jesting one +to me. 'It was a poor girl that had been carried away.' + +'Lisette, the miller's daughter, or the schoolmaster's niece?' broke he +in, laughing. 'He must have known you were new to Paris, monsieur, that +he took so little trouble about a deception. And you met him at the +"Charrette Rouge" in the Marais?' + +'No; at a little ordinary in the Quai Voltaire.' + +'Better again. Why, half the company there are _mouchards_. It is one of +their rallying-points, where they exchange tokens and information. The +labourers, the beggars, the fishermen of the Seine, the hawkers of old +books, the vendors of gilt ornaments, are all spies; the most miserable +creature that implored charity behind your chair as you sat at dinner +has, perhaps, his ten francs a day on the roll of the Prefecture! Ah, +monsieur! if I had not been a poor pupil of that school, I 'd have +at once seen that you were a victim, and not a follower; but I soon +detected my error--my education taught me at least so much!' + +I had no relish for the self-gratulation of honest Jacques, uttered, as +it was, at my own expense. Indeed I had no thought for anything but the +entanglement into which I had so stupidly involved myself; and I could +not endure the recollection of my foolish credulity, now that all the +paltry machinery of the deceit was brought before me. All my regard, +dashed as it was with pity for the poor cure; all my compassionate +interest for the dear Lisette; all my benevolent solicitude for the sick +count, who was neither more nor less than Monsieur Fouche himself, were +anything but pleasant reminiscences now, and I cursed my own stupidity +with an honest sincerity that greatly amused my companion. + +'And is France come to this?' cried I passionately, and trying to +console myself by inveighing against the Government. + +'Even so, sir,' said Jacques. 'I heard Monsieur de Talleyrand say as +much the other day, as I waited behind his chair. It is only _dans les +bonnes maisons_, said he, "that servants ever listen at the doors." +Depend upon it, then, that a secret police is a strong symptom that we +are returning to a monarchy.' + +It was plain that even in his short career in the police service, +Caillon had acquired certain shrewd habits of thought, and some power +of judgment, and so I freely communicated to him the whole of my late +adventure, from the moment of my leaving the Temple to the time of my +setting out for the chateau. + +'You have told me everything but one, monsieur,' said he, as I finished. +'How came you ever to have heard the name of so humble a person as +Jacques Caillon, for you remember you asked for me as you rode up?' + +'I was just coming to that point, Jacques; and, as you will see, it was +not an omission in my narrative, only that I had not reached so far.' + +I then proceeded to recount my night in the forest, and my singular +meeting with poor Mahon, which he listened to with great attention and +some anxiety. + +'The poor colonel!' said he, breaking in, 'I suppose he is a hopeless +case; his mind can never come right again.' + +'But if the persecution were to cease; if he were at liberty to appear +once more in the world----' + +'What if there was no persecution, sir?' broke in Jacques. 'What if the +whole were a mere dream or fancy? He is neither tracked nor followed. It +is not such harmless game the bloodhounds of the Rue des Victoires scent +out.' + +'Was it, then, some mere delusion drove him from the service?' said I, +surprised. + +'I never said so much as that,' replied Jacques. 'Colonel Mahon has foul +injury to complain of, but his present sufferings are the inflictions of +his own terror. He fancies that the whole power of France is at war with +him; that every engine of the Government is directed against him; with +a restless fear he flies from village to village, fancying pursuit +everywhere. Even kindness now he is distrustful of; and the chances are, +that he will quit the forest this very day, merely because he met you +there.' + +From being of all men the most open-hearted and frank, he had become the +most suspicious; he trusted nothing nor any one; and if for a moment +a burst of his old generous nature would return, it was sure to be +followed by some excess of distrust that made him miserable almost +to despair. Jacques was obliged to fall in with this humour, and only +assist him by stealth and by stratagem; he was even compelled to chime +in with all his notions about pursuit and danger, to suggest frequent +change of place, and endless precautions against discovery. + +'Were I for once to treat him frankly, and ask him to share my home with +me,' said Jacques, 'I should never see him more.' + +'What could have poisoned so noble a nature?' cried I. 'When I saw him +last he was the very type of generous confidence.' + +'Where was that, and when?' asked Jacques. + +'It was at Nancy, on the march for the Rhine.' + +'His calamities had not fallen on him then. He was a proud man in those +days, but it was a pride that well became him. He was the colonel of a +great regiment, and for bravery had a reputation second to none.' + +'He was married, I think?' + +'No, sir; he was never married.' + +As Jacques said this, he arose, and moved slowly away, as though he +would not be questioned further. His mind, too, seemed full of its own +crowding memories, for he looked completely absorbed in thought, and +never noticed my presence for a considerable time. At last he appeared +to have decided some doubtful issue within himself, and said-- + +'Come, sir, let us stroll into the shade of the wood, and I'll tell you +in a few words the cause of the poor colonel's ruin--for ruin it is. +Even were all the injustice to be revoked to-morrow, the wreck of his +heart could never be repaired.' + +We walked along, side by side, for some time, before Jacques spoke +again, when he gave me, in brief and simple words, the following +sorrowful story. It was such a type of the age, so pregnant with the +terrible lessons of the time, that although not without some misgivings, +I repeat it here as it was told to myself, premising that however +scant may be the reader's faith in many of the incidents of my own +narrative--and I neither beg for his trust in me, nor seek to entrap +it--I implore him to believe that what I am now about to tell was a +plain matter of fact, and, save in the change of one name, not a single +circumstance is owing to imagination. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. AN EPISODE OF '94 + +When the French army fell back across the Sambre, after the battle of +Mons, a considerable portion of the rear, who covered the retreat, +were cut off by the enemy, for it became their onerous duty to keep the +allied forces in check, while the Republicans took measures to secure +and hold fast the three bridges over the river. In this service many +distinguished French officers fell, and many more were left badly +wounded on the field; among the latter was a young captain of dragoons, +who, with his hand nearly severed by a sabre-cut, yet found strength +enough to crawl under cover of a hedge, and there lie down in the +fierce resolve to die where he was, rather than surrender himself as a +prisoner. + +Although the allied forces had gained the battle, they quickly foresaw +that the ground they had won was untenable; and scarcely had night +closed in when they began their preparations to fall back. With strong +pickets of observation to watch the bridges, they slowly withdrew +their columns towards Mons, posting the artillery on the heights around +Grandrengs. From these movements, the ground of the late struggle became +comparatively deserted, and before day began to dawn, not a sound was +heard over its wide expanse, save the faint moan of a dying soldier, or +the low rumble of a cart, as some spoiler of the dead stole stealthily +along. Among the demoralising effects of war, none was more striking +than the number of the peasantry who betook themselves to this infamous +trade, and who, neglecting all thoughts of honest industry, devoted +themselves to robbery and plunder. The lust of gain did not stop with +the spoil of the dead, but the wounded were often found stripped of +everything, and in some cases the traces of fierce struggle, and the +wounds of knives and hatchets, showed that murder had consummated the +iniquity of these wretches. + +In part from motives of pure humanity, in part from feelings of a more +interested nature--for the terror to what this demoralisation would +tend was now great and widespread--the nobles and gentry of the land +instituted a species of society to reward those who might succour the +wounded, and who displayed any remarkable zest in their care for the +sufferers after a battle. This generous philanthropy was irrespective of +country, and extended its benevolence to the soldiers of either army. Of +course, personal feeling enjoyed all its liberty of preference, but +it is fair to say that the cases were few where the wounded man could +detect the political leanings of his benefactor. + +The immense granaries, so universal in the Low Countries, were usually +fitted up as hospitals, and many rooms of the chateau itself were often +devoted to the same purpose, the various individuals of the household, +from the 'seigneur' to the lowest menial, assuming some office in +the great work of charity. And it was a curious thing to see how the +luxurious indolence of chateau life became converted into the zealous +activity of useful benevolence; and not less curious to the moralist to +observe how the emergent pressure of great crime so instinctively, as it +were, suggested this display of virtuous humanity. + +It was a little before daybreak that a small cart drawn by a mule drew +up beside the spot where the wounded dragoon sat, with his shattered +arm bound up in his sash, calmly waiting for the death that his sinking +strength told could not be far distant. As the peasant approached him, +he grasped his sabre in the left hand, resolved on making a last and +bold resistance; but the courteous salutation, and the kindly look of +the honest countryman, soon showed that he was come on no errand of +plunder, while, in the few words of bad French he could muster, he +explained his purpose. + +'No, no, my kind friend,' said the officer, 'your labour would only be +lost on me. It is nearly all over already! A little farther on in the +field, yonder, where that copse stands, you'll find some poor fellow or +other better worth your care, and more like to benefit by it. Adieu!' + +But neither the farewell, nor the abrupt gesture that accompanied it, +could turn the honest peasant from his purpose. There was something +that interested him in this very disregard of life, as well as in the +personal appearance of the sufferer, and, without further colloquy, he +lifted the half-fainting form into the cart, and disposing the straw +comfortably on either side of him, set out homeward. The wounded man was +almost indifferent to what happened, and never spoke a word nor raised +his head as they went along. About three hours' journey brought them to +a large old-fashioned chateau beside the Sambre, an immense straggling +edifice which, with a facade of nearly a hundred windows, looked out +upon the river. Although now in disrepair and neglect, with ill-trimmed +alleys and grass-grown terraces, it had been once a place of great +pretensions, and associated with some of the palmiest days of Flemish +hospitality. The Chateau d'Overbecque was the property of a certain rich +merchant of Antwerp, named D' Aerschot, one of the oldest families of +the land, and was, at the time we speak of, the temporary abode of his +only son, who had gone there to pass the honeymoon. Except that they +were both young, neither of them yet twenty, too people could not easily +be found so discrepant in every circumstance and every quality. He +the true descendant of a Flemish house, plodding, commonplace, and +methodical, hating show and detesting expense. She a lively, volatile +girl, bursting with desire to see and be seen, fresh from the restraint +of a convent at Bruges, and anxious to mix in all the pleasures and +dissipations of the world. Like all marriages in their condition, it +had been arranged without their knowledge or consent. Circumstances of +fortune made the alliance suitable; so many hundred thousand florins on +one side were wedded to an equivalent on the other, and the young people +were married to facilitate the 'transaction.' + +That he was not a little shocked at the gay frivolity of his beautiful +bride, and she as much disappointed at the staid demureness of her +stolid-looking husband, is not to be wondered at; but their friends knew +well that time would smooth down greater discrepancies than even these. +And if ever there was a country, the monotony of whose life could subdue +all to its own leaden tone, it was Holland in old days. Whether engaged +in the active pursuit of gain in the great cities, or enjoying the +luxurious repose of chateau life, a dull, dreary uniformity pervaded +everything--the same topics, the same people, the same landscape, +recurred day after day; and save what the season induced, there was +nothing of change in the whole round of their existence. And what a dull +honeymoon was it for that young bride at the old Chateau of Overbecque! +To toil along the deep sandy roads in a lumbering old coach with two +long-tailed black horses--to halt at some little eminence, and strain +the eyes over a long unbroken flat, where a windmill, miles off, was an +object of interest--to loiter beside the bank of a sluggish canal, and +gaze on some tasteless excrescence of a summer-house, whose owner could +not be distinguished from the wooden effigy that sat, pipe in mouth, +beside him--to dine in the unbroken silence of a funeral feast, and doze +away the afternoon over the _Handelsblatt_, while her husband smoked +himself into the seventh heaven of a Dutch Elysium--poor Caroline! this +was a sorry realisation of all her bright dreamings! It ought to be +borne in mind, that many descendants of high French families, who were +either too proud or too poor to emigrate to England or America, had +sought refuge from the Revolution in the convents of the Low Countries; +where, without entering an order, they lived in all the discipline of a +religious community. These ladies, many of whom had themselves mixed in +all the elegant dissipations of the Court, carried with them the most +fascinating reminiscences of a life of pleasure, and could not readily +forget the voluptuous enjoyments of Versailles, and the graceful +caprices of 'Le Petit Trianon.' From such sources as these the young +pupils drew all their ideas of the world, and assuredly it could have +scarcely worn colours more likely to fascinate such imaginations. + +What a shortcoming was the wearisome routine of Overbecque to a mind +full of all the refined follies of Marie Antoinette's Court! Even war +and its chances offered a pleasurable contrast to such dull monotony, +and the young bride hailed with eagerness the excitement and bustle of +the moving armies--the long columns which poured along the highroad, and +the clanking artillery heard for miles off! Monsieur d'Aerschot, like +all his countrymen who held property near the frontier, was too prudent +to have any political bias. Madame was, however, violently French. The +people who had such admirable taste in toilet could scarcely be wrong in +the theories of government; and a nation so invariably correct in dress, +could hardly be astray in morals. Besides this, all their notions of +mortality were as pliant and as easy to wear as their own well-fitting +garments. Nothing was wrong but what looked ungracefully; everything +was right that sat becomingly on her who did it--a short code, and +wonderfully easy to learn. If I have dealt somewhat tediously on these +tendencies of the time, it is that I may pass the more glibly over the +consequences, and not pause upon the details by which the young French +captain's residence at Overbecque gradually grew, from the intercourse +of kindness and good offices, to be a close friendship with his host, +and as much of regard and respectful devotion as consisted with the +position of his young and charming hostess. + +He thought her, as she certainly was, very beautiful; she rode to +perfection, she sang delightfully; she had all the volatile gaiety of +a happy child, with the graceful ease of coming womanhood. Her very +passion for excitement gave a kind of life and energy to the dull old +chateau, and made her momentary absence felt as a dreary blank. + +It is not my wish to speak of the feelings suggested by the contrast +between her husband and the gay and chivalrous young soldier, nor how +little such comparisons tended to allay the repinings at her lot. +Their first effect was, however, to estrange her more and more from +D'Aerschot, a change which he accepted with the most Dutch indifference. +Possibly, piqued by this, or desirous of awakening his jealousy, she +made more advances towards the other, selecting him as the companion +of her walks, and passing the greater part of each day in his society. +Nothing could be more honourable than the young soldier's conduct +in this trying position. The qualities of agreeability which he had +previously displayed to requite, in some sort, the hospitality of his +hosts, he now gradually restrained, avoiding as far as he could, +without remark, the society of the young countess, and even feigning +indisposition to escape from the peril of her intimacy. + +He did more--he exerted himself to draw D'Aerschot more out, to make +him exhibit the shrewd intelligence which lay buried beneath his native +apathy, and display powers of thought and reflection of no mean order. +Alas! these very efforts on his part only increased the mischief, by +adding generosity to his other virtues! He now saw all the danger in +which he was standing, and, although still weak and suffering, resolved +to take his departure. There was none of the concealed vanity of a +coxcomb in this knowledge. He heartily deplored the injury he had +unwittingly done, and the sorry return he had made for all their +generous hospitality. + +There was not a moment to be lost; but the very evening before, as they +walked together in the garden, she had confessed to him the misery in +which she lived by recounting the story of her ill-sorted marriage. What +it cost him to listen to that sad tale with seeming coldness--to hear +her afflictions without offering one word of kindness; nay, to proffer +merely some dry, harsh counsels of patience and submission, while +he added something very like rebuke for her want of that assiduous +affection which should have been given to her husband! + +Unaccustomed to even the slightest censure, she could scarcely trust her +ears as she heard him. Had she humiliated herself, by such a confession, +to be met by advice like this? And was it he that should reproach her +for the very faults his own intimacy had engendered? She could not +endure the thought, and she felt that she could hate, just at the very +moment when she knew she loved him! + +They parted in anger--reproaches, the most cutting and bitter, on her +part; coldness, far more wounding, on his! Sarcastic compliments upon +his generosity, replied to by as sincere expressions of respectful +friendship. What hypocrisy and self-deceit together! And yet deep +beneath all, lay the firm resolve for future victory. Her wounded +self-love was irritated, and she was not one to turn from an unfinished +purpose. As for him, he waited till all was still and silent in the +house, and then seeking out D'Aerschot's chamber, thanked him most +sincerely for all his kindness, and, affecting a hurried order to join +his service, departed. While in her morning dreams she was fancying +conquest, he was already miles away on the road to France. + +***** + +It was about three years after this, that a number of French officers +were seated one evening in front of a little cafe in Freyburg. The town +was then crammed with troops moving down to occupy the passes of the +Rhine, near the Lake of Constance, and every hour saw fresh arrivals +pouring in, dusty and wayworn from the march. The necessity for a sudden +massing of the troops in a particular spot compelled the generals to +employ every possible means of conveyance to forward the men to their +destination, and from the lumbering old diligence with ten horses, to +the light charrette with one, all were engaged in this pressing service. + +When men were weary, and unable to march forward, they were taken up +for twelve or fourteen miles, after which they proceeded on their +way, making room for others, and thus forty and even fifty miles were +frequently accomplished in the same day. + +The group before the cafe were amusing themselves criticising the +strange appearance of the new arrivals, many of whom certainly made +their entry in the least military fashion possible. Here came a great +country waggon, with forty infantry soldiers all sleeping on the straw. +Here followed a staff-officer trying to look quite at his ease in a +donkey-cart. Unwieldy old bullock-carts were filled with men, and a +half-starved mule tottered along with a drummer-boy in one pannier, and +camp-kettles in the other. + +He who was fortunate enough to secure a horse for himself was obliged +to carry the swords and weapons of his companions, which were all hung +around and about him on every side, together with helmets and shakos of +all shapes and sizes, whose owners were fain to cover their head with +the less soldierlike appendages of a nightcap or a handkerchief. Nearly +all who marched carried their caps on their muskets, for in such times +as these all discipline is relaxed, save such as is indispensable to the +maintenance of order; and so far was freedom conceded, that some were to +be seen walking barefoot in the ranks, while their shoes were suspended +by a string on their backs. The rule seemed to be 'Get forward--it +matters not how--only get forward!' + +And with French troops, such relaxation of strict discipline is always +practicable; the instincts of obedience return at the first call of the +bugle or the first roll of the drum; and at the word to 'fall in!' every +symptom of disorder vanishes, and the mass of seeming confusion becomes +the steady and silent phalanx. + +Many were the strange sights that passed before the eyes of the party at +the cafe, who, having arrived early in the day, gave themselves all the +airs of ease and indolence before their wayworn comrades. Now laughing +heartily at the absurdity of this one, now exchanging some good-humoured +jest with that, they were in the very full current of their criticism, +when the sharp, shrill crack of a postillion's whip informed them that +a traveller of some note was approaching. A mounted courier, all slashed +with gold lace, came riding up the street at the same moment, and a +short distance behind followed a handsome equipage, drawn by six horses, +after which came a heavy fourgon, with four. + +One glance showed that the whole equipage betokened a wealthy owner. +There was all that cumbrous machinery of comfort about it that tells +of people who will not trust to the chances of the road for their daily +wants. Every appliance of ease was there; and even in the self-satisfied +air of the servants who lounged in the rumble might be read habits of +affluent prosperity. A few short years back, and none would have dared +to use such an equipage. The sight of so much indulgence would have +awakened the fiercest rage of popular fury; but already the high fever +of democracy was gradually subsiding, and, bit by bit, men were found +reverting to old habits and old usages. Still each new indication of +these tastes met a certain amount of reprobation. Some blamed openly, +some condemned in secret; but all felt that there was at least impolicy +in a display which would serve as pretext for the terrible excesses that +were committed under the banner of 'Equality.' + +'If we lived in the days of princes,' said one of the officers, 'I +should say there goes one now. Just look at all the dust they are +kicking up yonder; while, as if to point a moral upon greatness, they +are actually stuck fast in the narrow street, and unable, from their own +unwieldiness, to get farther.' + +'Just so,' cried another; 'they want to turn down towards the "Swan," +and there isn't space enough to wheel the leaders.' + +'Who or what are they?' asked a third. + +'Some commissary-general, I'll be sworn,' said the first. 'They are the +most shameless thieves going; for they are never satisfied with robbery, +if they do not exhibit the spoils in public.' + +'I see a bonnet and a lace veil,' said another, rising suddenly, and +pushing through the crowd. 'I'll wager it's a danseuse of the Grand +Opera.' + +'Look at Merode!' remarked the former, as he pointed to the last +speaker. 'See how he thrusts himself forward there. 'Watch, and you'll +see him bow and smile to her, as if they had been old acquaintances.' + +The guess was so far unlucky, that Merode had no sooner come within +sight of the carriage-window, than he was seen to bring his hand to +the salute, and remain in an attitude of respectful attention till the +equipage moved on. + +'Well, Merode, who is it?--who are they?' cried several together, as he +fell back among his comrades. + +'It's our new adjutant-general, _parbleu!_' said he, 'and he caught me +staring in at his pretty wife.' + +'Colonel Mahon!' said another, laughing. 'I wish you joy of your +gallantry, Merode.' 'And, worse still,' broke in a third, 'she is not +his wife. She never could obtain the divorce to allow her to marry +again. Some said it was the husband--a Dutchman, I believe--refused it; +but the simple truth is, she never wished it herself.' + +'How not wish it?' remarked three or four in a breath. + +'Why should she? Has she not every advantage the position could give +her, and her liberty into the bargain? If we were back again in the old +days of the Monarchy, I agree with you she could not go to Court; she +would receive no invitations to the _petits soupers_ of the Trianon, nor +be asked to join the discreet hunting-parties at Fontainebleau; but we +live in less polished days; and if we have little virtue, we have less +hypocrisy.' + +'_Voila!_' cried another; 'only I, for one, would never believe that we +are a jot more wicked or more dissolute than those powdered and perfumed +scoundrels that played courtier in the king's bedchamber.' + +'There, they are getting out, at the "Tour d'Argent!"' cried another. +'She is a splendid figure, and what magnificence in her dress!' + +'Mahon waits on her like a lackey,' muttered a grim old lieutenant of +infantry. + +'Rather like a well-born cavalier, I should say,' interposed a young +hussar. 'His manner is all that it ought to be--full of devotion and +respect.' + +'Bah!' said the former; 'a soldier's wife, or a soldier's mistress--for +it's all one--should know how to climb up to her place on the +baggage-waggon, without three lazy rascals to catch her sleeve or her +petticoats for her.' + +'Mahon is as gallant a soldier as any in this army,' said the hussar; +'and I'd not be in the man's coat who disparaged him in anything.' + +'By St. Denis!' broke in another, 'he's not more brave than he is +fortunate. Let me tell you, it's no slight luck to chance upon so lovely +a woman as that, with such an immense fortune, too.' + +'Is she rich?' + +'Enormously rich. He has nothing. An _emigre_ of good family, I believe, +but without a sou; and see how he travels yonder!' + +While this conversation was going forward, the new arrivals had alighted +at the chief inn of the town, and were being installed in the principal +suite of rooms, which opened on a balcony over the 'Place.' The active +preparations of the host to receive such distinguished guests--the +hurrying of servants here and there--the blaze of wax-lights that shone +half-way across the street beneath--and, lastly, the appearance of a +regimental band to play under the windows--were all circumstances well +calculated to sustain and stimulate that spirit of sharp criticism which +the group around the cafe were engaged in. + +The discussion was, however, suddenly interrupted by the entrance of an +officer, at whose appearance every one arose and stood in attitudes +of respectful attention. Scarcely above the middle size, and more +remarkable for the calm and intellectual cast of his features, than for +that, air of military pride then so much in vogue amongst the French +troops, he took his place at a small table near the door, and called for +his coffee. It was only when he was seated, and that by a slight gesture +he intimated his wishes to that effect, that the others resumed their +places, and continued the conversation, but in a lower, more subdued +tone. + +'What distinguished company have we got yonder?' said he, after about +half an hour's quiet contemplation of the crowd before the inn, and the +glaring illumination from the windows. + +'Colonel Mahon, of the Fifth Cuirassiers, general,' replied an officer. + +'Our Republican simplicity is not so self-denying a system, after all, +gentlemen,' said the general, smiling half sarcastically. 'Is he very +rich?' + +'His mistress is, general,' was the prompt reply. + +'Bah!' said the general, as he threw his cigar away, and, with a +contemptuous expression of look, arose and walked away. + +'_Parbleu!_ he's going to the inn!' cried an officer, who peered out +after him. 'I'll be sworn Mahon will get a heavy reprimand for all this +display and ostentation.' + +'And why not?' said another. 'Is it when men are arriving half dead with +fatigue, without rations, without billets, glad to snatch a few hours' +rest on the stones of the "Place," that the colonel of a regiment should +travel with all the state of an eastern despot?' + +'We might as well have the Monarchy back again,' said an old +weather-beaten captain; 'I say far better, for their vices sat +gracefully and becomingly on those essenced scoundrels, whereas they but +disfigure the plainness of our daily habits.' + +'All this is sheer envy, comrades,' broke in a young major of +hussars--'sheer envy; or what is worse, downright hypocrisy. Not one of +us is a whit better or more moral than if he wore the livery of a king, +and carried a crown on his shako instead of that naked damsel that +represents French Liberty. Mahon is the luckiest fellow going, and, I +heartily believe, the most deserving of his fortune! And see if General +Moreau be not of my opinion. + +There he is on the balcony, and she is leaning on his arm.' + +'_Parbleu!_ the major is right!' said another; 'but, for certain, it was +not in that humour he left us just now; his lips were closely puckered +up, and his fingers were twisted into his sword-knot--two signs of anger +and displeasure there's no mistaking.' + +'If he's in a better temper, then,' said another, 'it was never the +smiles of a pretty woman worked the change. There's not a man in France +so thoroughly indifferent to such blandishments.' + +'_Tant pis pour lui,_' said the major; 'but they're closing the +window-shutters, and we may as well go home.' + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. THE CABINET OF A CHEF DE POLICE + +Whatever opinion may be formed of the character of the celebrated +conspiracy of Georges and Pichegru, the mode of its discovery, and +the secret rules by which its plans were detected, are among the great +triumphs of police skill. From the hour when the conspirators first met +together in London, to that last fatal moment when they expired in the +Temple, the agents of Fouche never ceased to track them. + +Their individual tastes and ambitions were studied; their habits +carefully investigated; everything that could give a clue to their turn +of thought or mind well weighed; so that the Consular Government was not +only in possession of all their names and rank, but knew thoroughly +the exact amount of complicity attaching to each, and could distinguish +between the reckless violence of Georges and the more tempered, but +higher ambition of Moreau. It was a long while doubtful whether the +great general would be implicated in the scheme. His habitual reserve--a +habit less of caution than of constitutional delicacy--had led him to +few intimacies, and nothing like even one close friendship; he moved +little in society; he corresponded with none, save on the duties of the +service. Fouche's well-known boast of, 'Give me, two words of a man's +writing and I'll hang him,' were then scarcely applicable here. + +To attack such a man unsuccessfully, to arraign him on a weak +indictment, would have been ruin; and yet Bonaparte's jealousy of his +great rival pushed him even to this peril, rather than risk the growing +popularity of his name with the army. + +Fouche, and, it is said also, Talleyrand, did all they could to dissuade +the First Consul from this attempt, but he was fixed and immutable in +his resolve, and the Police Minister at once addressed himself to his +task with all his accustomed cleverness. + +High play was one of the great vices of the day. It was a time of wild +and varied excitement, and men sought even in their dissipations, the +whirlwind passions that stirred them in active life. Moreau, however, +was no gambler; it was said that he never could succeed in learning a +game. He, whose mind could comprehend the most complicated question of +strategy, was obliged to confess himself conquered by ecarte! So much +for the vaunted intellectuality of the play-table! Neither was he +addicted to wine. All his habits were temperate, even to the extent of +unsociality. + +A man who spoke little, and wrote less, who indulged in no dissipations, +nor seemed to have taste for any, was a difficult subject to treat; and +so Fouche found, as, day after day, his spies reported to him the utter +failure of all their schemes to entrap him. Lajolais, the friend of +Pichegru, and the man who betrayed him, was the chief instrument the +Police Minister used to obtain secret information. Being well born, and +possessed of singularly pleasing manners, he had the entree of the best +society of Paris, where his gay, easy humour made him a great favourite. +Lajolais, however, could never penetrate into the quiet domesticity +of Moreau's life, nor make any greater inroad on his intimacy than a +courteous salutation as they passed each other in the garden of the +Luxembourg. At the humble restaurant where he dined each day for two +francs, the 'General,' as he was distinctively called, never spoke to +any one. Unobtrusive and quiet, he occupied a little table in a recess +of the window, and arose the moment he finished his humble meal After +this he was to be seen in the garden of the Luxembourg, with a cigar and +a book, or sometimes without either, seated pensively under a tree for +hours together. + +If he had been conscious of the espionage established over all +his actions, he could scarcely have adopted a more guarded or more +tantalising policy. To the verbal communications of Pichegru and Armand +Polignac, he returned vague replies; their letters he never answered +at all; and Lajolais had to confess that, after two months of close +pursuit, the game was as far from him as ever! + +'You have come to repeat the old song to me, Monsieur Lajolais,' said +Fouche one evening, as his wily subordinate entered the room; 'you have +nothing to tell me, eh?' + +'Very little, Monsieur le Ministre, but still something. I have at last +found out where Moreau spends all his evenings. I told you that about +half-past nine o'clock every night all lights were extinguished in his +quarters, and, from the unbroken stillness, it was conjectured that +he had retired to bed. Now it seems that about an hour later, he is +accustomed to leave his house, and, crossing the Place de l'Odeon, to +enter the little street called the "Allee du Caire," where, in a +small house next but one to the corner, resides a certain officer, _en +retraite_--a Colonel Mahon of the Cuirassiers.' + +'A Royalist?' + +'This is suspected, but not known. His polities, however, are not in +question here; the attraction is of a different order.' + +'Ha! I perceive; he has a wife or a daughter.' + +'Better still, a mistress. You may have heard of the famous Caroline de +Stassart, that married a Dutchman named D'Aersohot.' + +'Madame Laure, as they called her.' said Fouche, laughing. + +'The same. She has lived as Mahon's wife for some years, and was as +such introduced into society; in fact, there is no reason, seeing what +society is in these days, that she should not participate in all its +pleasures.' + +'No matter for that,' broke in Fouche; 'Bonaparte will not have it so. +He wishes that matters should go back to the old footing, and wisely +remarks, that it is only in savage life that people or vices go without +clothing.' + +'Be it so, monsieur. In the present case no such step is necessary. I +know her maid, and from her I have heard that her mistress is heartily +tired of her protector. It was originally a sudden fancy, taken when she +knew nothing of life--had neither seen anything, nor been herself seen. +By the most wasteful habits she has dissipated all, or nearly all, her +own large fortune, and involved Mahon heavily in debt; and they are thus +reduced to a life of obscurity and poverty--the very things the least +endurable to all her notions.' + +'Well, does she care for Moreau?' asked Fouche quickly; for all stories +to his ear only resolved themselves into some question of utility or +gain. + +'No, but he does for her. About a year back she did take a liking to +him. He was returning from his great German campaign, covered with +honours and rich in fame; but as her imagination is captivated by +splendour, while her heart remains perfectly cold and intact, Moreau's +simple, unpretending habits quickly effaced the memory of his hard-won +glory, and now she is quite indifferent to him.' + +'And who is her idol now, for, of course, she has one?' asked Fouche. + +'You would scarcely guess,' said Lajolais. '_Parbleu!_ I hope it is not +myself,' said Fouche, laughing. + +'No, Monsieur le Ministre, her admiration is not so well placed. The +man who has captivated her present fancy is neither good-looking nor +well-mannered; he is short and abrupt of speech, careless in dress, +utterly indifferent to woman's society, and almost rude to them.' + +'You have drawn the very picture of a man to be adored by them,' said +Fouche, with a dry laugh. + +'I suppose so,' said the other, with a sigh; 'or General Ney would not +have made this conquest.' + +'Ah! it is Ney, then. And he, what of him?' + +'It is hard to say. As long as she lived in a grand house of the Rue St. +Georges, where he could dine four days a week, and, in his dirty boots +and unbrushed frock, mix with all the fashion and elegance of the +capital; while he could stretch full length on a Persian ottoman, and +brush the cinders from his cigar against a statuette by Canova, or a +gold embroidered hanging; while in the midst of the most voluptuous +decorations he alone could be dirty and uncared for, I really believe +that he did care for her, at least, so far as ministering to his own +enjoyments; but in a miserable lodging of the "Allee du Caire," without +equipage, lackeys, liveried footmen----' + +'To be sure,' interrupted Fouche, 'one might as well pretend to be +fascinated by the beauty of a landscape the day after it has been +desolated by an earthquake. Ney is right! Well, now, Monsieur Lajolais, +where does all this bring us to?' + +'Very near to the end of our journey, Monsieur le Ministre. Madame, or +mademoiselle, is most anxious to regain her former position; she longs +for all the luxurious splendour she used to live in. Let us but show her +this rich reward, and she will be our own!' + +'In my trade, Monsieur Lajolais, generalities are worth nothing. Give me +details; let me know how you would proceed.' + +'Easily enough, sir: Mahon must first of all be disposed of, and perhaps +the best way will be to have him arrested for debt. This will not be +difficult, for his bills are everywhere. Once in the Temple, she will +never think more of him. It must then be her task to obtain the most +complete influence over Moreau. She must affect the deepest interest +in the Royalist cause--I'll furnish her with all the watchwords of the +party--and Moreau, who never trusts a man, will open all his confidence +to a woman.' + +'Very good; go on!' cried Fouche, gathering fresh interest as the plot +began to reveal itself before him. + +He hates writing; she will be his secretary, embodying all his thoughts +and suggestions, and, now and then, for her own guidance, obtaining +little scraps in his hand. If he be too cautious here, I will advise her +to remove to Geneva for change of air; he likes Switzerland, and will +follow her immediately. + +'This will do; at least it looks practicable,' said Fouche thoughtfully. +'Is she equal to the part you would assign her?' + +'Ay, sir, and to a higher one, too! She has considerable ability, and +great ambition. Her present narrow fortune has irritated and disgusted +her; the moment is most favourable for us.' + +'If she should play us false,' said Fouche, half aloud. + +'From all I can learn, there is no risk of this; there is a headlong +determination in her, when once she has conceived a plan, from which +nothing turns her; overlooking all but her object, she will brave +anything, do anything, to attain it.' + +'Bonaparte was right in what he said of Necker's daughter,' said Fouche +musingly, 'and there is no doubt it adds wonderfully to a woman's head +that she has no heart. And now, the price, Monsieur Lajolais? Remember +that our treasury received some deadly wounds lately--what is to be the +price?' + +'It may be a smart one; she is not likely to be a cheap purchase.' + +'In the event of success--I mean of such proof as may enable us to +arrest Moreau, and commit him to prison----' + +He stopped as he got thus far, and paused for some seconds--' Bethink +you, then, Lajolais,' said he, 'what a grand step this would be, and how +terrible the consequences if undertaken on rash or insufficient grounds. +Moreau's popularity with the army is only second to one man's! His +unambitious character has made him many friends; he has few, very few, +enemies.' + +'But you need not push matters to the last--an implied, but not a proven +guilt, would be enough; and you can pardon him!' + +'Ay, Lajolais, but who would pardon us?' cried Fouche, carried beyond +all the bounds of his prudence by the thought of a danger so imminent. +'Well, well, let us come back; the price--will that do?' And taking up a +pen he scratched some figures on a piece of paper. + +Lajolais smiled dubiously, and added a unit to the left of the sum. + +'What! a hundred and fifty thousand francs!' cried Fouche. + +'And a cheap bargain, too,' said the other; 'for, after all, it is +only the price of a ticket in the lottery, of which the great prize is +General Ney!' + +'You say truly,' said the Minister; 'be it so.' + +'Write your name there, then,' said Lajolais, 'beneath those figures; +that will be warranty sufficient for my negotiation, and leave the rest +to me.' + +'Nature evidently meant you for a _chef de police_, Master Lajolais.' + +'Or a cardinal, Monsieur le Ministre,' said the other, as he folded up +the paper--a little insignificant slip, scrawled over with a few figures +and an almost illegible word, and yet pregnant with infamy to one, +banishment to another, ruin and insanity to a third. + +This sad record need not be carried further. It is far from a pleasant +task to tell of baseness unredeemed by one trait of virtue--of +treachery, unrepented even by regret. History records Moreau's +unhappy destiny; the pages of private memoir tell of Ney's disastrous +connection; our own humble reminiscences speak of poor Mahon's fate, +the least known of all, but the most sorrowful victim of a woman's +treachery! + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. A GLANCE AT THE 'PREFECTURE DE POLICE' + +Poor Mahon's melancholy story made a deep impression upon me, and I +returned to Paris execrating the whole race of spies and _mouchards_, +and despising, with a most hearty contempt, a Government compelled +to use such agencies for its existence. It seemed to me so utterly +impossible to escape the snares of a system so artfully interwoven, +and so vain to rely on innocence as a protection, that I felt a kind +of reckless hardihood as to whatever might betide me, and rode into the +_cour_ of the Prefecture with a bold indifference as to my fate that I +have often wondered at since. + +The horse on which I was mounted was immediately recognised as I +entered; and the obsequious salutations that met me showed that I was +regarded as one of the trusty followers of the Minister; and in this +capacity was I ushered into a large waiting-room, where a considerable +number of persons were assembled, whose air and appearance, now that +necessity for disguise was over, unmistakably pronounced them to be +spies of the police. Some, indeed, were occupied in taking off their +false whiskers and moustaches; others were removing shades from their +eyes; and one was carefully opening what had been the hump on his back +in search of a paper he was anxious to discover. + +I had very little difficulty in ascertaining that these were all the +very lowest order of _mouchards_, whose sphere of duty rarely led +beyond the Faubourgs or the Batignolles, and indeed soon saw that my own +appearance amongst them led to no little surprise and astonishment. + +'You are looking for Nicquard, monsieur?' said one, 'but he has not come +yet.' + +'No; monsieur wants to see Boule-de-Fer,' said another. + +'Here's Jose can fetch him,' cried a third. + +'He 'll have to carry him, then,' growled out another, 'for I saw him in +the Morgue this morning!' 'What! dead?' exclaimed several together. + +'As dead as four stabs in the heart and lungs can make a man! He must +have been meddling where he had no business, for there was a piece of a +lace ruffle found in his fingers.' + +'Ah, _voila!_, cried another, 'that comes of mixing in high society.' + +I did not wait for the discussion that followed, but stole quietly away +as the disputants were waxing warm. Instead of turning into the _cour_ +again, however, I passed out into a corridor, at the end of which was +a door of green cloth. Pushing open this, I found myself in a chamber, +where a single clerk was writing at a table. + +'You're late to-day, and he's not in a good-humour,' said he, scarcely +looking up from his paper. 'Go in!' + +Resolving to see my adventure to the end, I asked no further questions, +but passed on to the room beyond. A person who stood within the doorway +withdrew as I entered, and I found myself standing face to face with the +Marquis de Maurepas, or, to speak more properly, the Minister Fouche. He +was standing at the fireplace as I came in, reading a newspaper, but +no sooner had he caught sight of me than he laid it down, and, with his +hands crossed behind his back, continued steadily staring at me. + +'_Diable!_ exclaimed he, at last, 'how came you here?' 'Nothing more +naturally, sir, than from the wish to restore what you were so good +as to lend me, and express my sincere gratitude for a most hospitable +reception.' 'But who admitted you?' + +'I fancy your saddle-cloth was my introduction, sir, for it was speedily +recognised. Gesler's cap was never held in greater honour.' + +'You are a very courageous young gentleman, I must say--very +courageous, indeed,' said he, with a sardonic grin that was anything but +encouraging. + +'The better chance that I may find favour with Monsieur de Fouche,' +replied I. + +'That remains to be seen, sir,' said he, seating himself in his chair, +and motioning me to a spot in front of it. 'Who are you?' + +'A lieutenant of the Ninth Hussars, sir; by name Maurice Tiernay.' + +'I don't care for that,' said he impatiently; 'what's your +occupation?--how do you live?--with whom do you associate?' + +'I have neither means nor associates. I have been liberated from the +Temple but a few days back; and what is to be my future, and where, are +facts of which I know as little as does Monsieur de Fouche of my past +history.' + +'It would seem that every adventurer, every fellow destitute of home, +family, fortune, and position, thinks that his natural refuge lies in +this Ministry, and that I must be his guardian.' + +'I never thought so, sir.' + +'Then why are you here? What other than personal reasons procures me the +honour of this visit?' + +'As Monsieur de Fouche will not believe in my sense of gratitude, +perhaps he may put some faith in my curiosity, and excuse the natural +anxiety I feel to know if Monsieur de Maurepas has really benefited by +the pleasure of my society.' + +'_Hardi, monsieur, bien hardi_,' said the minister, with a peculiar +expression of irony about the mouth that made me almost shudder. He rang +a little hand-bell as he spoke, and a servant made his appearance. + +'You have forgotten to leave me my snuff-box, Geoffroy,' said he mildly +to the valet, who at once left the room, and speedily returned with a +magnificently chased gold box, on which the initials of the First Consul +were embossed in diamonds. + +'Arrange those papers, and place those books on the shelves,' said +the Minister. And then turning to me, as if resuming a previous +conversation, went on-- + +'As to that memoir of which we were speaking t' other night, monsieur, +it would be exceedingly interesting just now; and I have no doubt that +you will see the propriety of confiding to me what you already promised +to Monsieur de Maurepas.--That will do, Geoffroy; leave us.' + +The servant retired, and we were once more alone. + +'I possess no secrets, sir, worthy the notice of the Minister of +Police,' said I boldly. + +'Of that I may presume to be the better judge,' said Fouche calmly. 'But +waiving this question, there is another of some importance. You have, +partly by accident, partly by a boldness not devoid of peril, obtained +some little insight into the habits and details of this Ministry; at +least, you have seen enough to suspect more, and misrepresent what you +cannot comprehend. Now, sir, there is an almost universal custom in +all secret societies of making those who intrude surreptitiously within +their limits to take every oath and pledge of that society, and to +assume every responsibility that attaches to its voluntary members----' + +'Excuse my interrupting you, sir; but my intrusion was purely +involuntary; I was made the dupe of a police spy.' + +'Having ascertained which,' resumed he coldly, 'your wisest policy +would have been to have kept the whole incident for yourself alone, and +neither have uttered one syllable about it, nor ventured to come here, +as you have done, to display what you fancy to be your power over +the Minister of Police. You are a very young man, and the lesson may +possibly be of service to you; and never forget that to attempt a +contest of address with those whose habits have taught them every wile +and subtlety of their fellow-men will always be a failure. This Ministry +would be a sorry engine of government if men of your stamp could outwit +it.' + +I stood abashed and confused under a rebuke which at the same time I +felt to be but half deserved. + +'Do you understand Spanish?' asked he suddenly. + +'No, sir, not a word.' + +'I'm sorry for it; you should learn that language without loss of time. +Leave your address with my secretary, and call here by Monday or Tuesday +next.' + +'If I may presume so far, sir,' said I, with a great effort to seem +collected, 'I would infer that your intention is to employ me in some +capacity or other. It is, therefore, better I should say at once, I have +neither the ability nor the desire for such occupation. I have always +been a soldier. Whatever reverses of fortune I may meet with, I would +wish still to continue in the same career. At all events, I could never +become a--a--' + +'Spy. Say the word out; its meaning conveys nothing offensive to my +ears, young man. I may grieve over the corruption that requires such a +system, but I do not confound the remedy with the disease.' + +'My sentiments are different, sir,' said I resolutely, as I moved +towards the door. 'I have the honour to wish you a good-morning.' + +'Stay a moment, Tiernay,' said he, looking for something amongst his +papers; 'there are, probably, situations where all your scruples could +find accommodation, and even be serviceable, too.' + +'I would rather not place them in peril, Monsieur le Ministre.' + +'There are people in this city of Paris who would not despise my +protection, young man--some of them to the full as well supplied with +the gifts of fortune as Monsieur Tiernay.' + +'And, doubtless, more fitted to deserve it!' said I sarcastically; for +every moment now rendered me more courageous. + +'And, doubtless, more fitted to deserve it,' repeated he after me, with +a wave of the hand in token of adieu. + +I bowed respectfully, and was retiring, when he called out in a low and +gentle voice-- + +'Before you go, Monsieur de Tiernay, I will thank you to restore my +snuff-box.' + +'Your snuff-box, sir?' cried I indignantly; 'what do I know of it?' + +'In a moment of inadvertence, you may, probably, have placed it in your +pocket,' said he, smiling; 'do me the favour to search there.' + +'This is unnecessary insult, sir,' said I fiercely; 'and you forget that +I am a French officer!' + +'It is of more consequence that you should remember it,' said he calmly. +'And now, sir, do as I have told you.' + +'It is well, sir, that this scene has no witness,' said I, boiling over +with passion, 'or, by Heaven, all the dignity of your station should not +save you.' + +'Your observation is most just,' said he, with the same coolness. 'It is +as well that we are quite alone; and for this reason I beg to repeat +my request. If you persist in a refusal, and force me to ring that +bell----' + +'You would not dare to offer me such an indignity,' said I, trembling +with rage. + +'You leave me no alternative, sir,' said he, rising, and taking the +hell in his hand. 'My honour is also engaged in this question. I have +preferred a charge--' + +'You have,' cried I, interrupting, 'and for whose falsehood I am +resolved to hold you responsible.' + +'To prove which you must show your innocence.' + +'There, then--there are my pockets; here are the few things I possess. +This is my pocket-book--my purse. Oh, heavens, what is this?' cried +I, as I drew forth the gold box, along with the other contents of my +pocket; and then staggering back, I fell, overwhelmed with shame and +sickness, against the wall. For some seconds I neither saw nor heard +anything; a vague sense of ineffable disgrace--of some ignominy that +made life a misery, was over me, and I closed my eyes with the wish +never to open them more.' + +'The box has a peculiar value in my eyes, sir,' said he--'it was a +present from the First Consul--otherwise I might have hesitated----' + +'Oh, sir, you cannot, you dare not, suppose me guilty of a theft. You +seem bent on being my ruin; but, for mercy's sake, let your hatred of +me take some other shape than this. Involve me in what snares, what +conspiracies you will, give me what share you please in any guilt, but +spare me the degradation of such a shame!' + +He seemed to enjoy the torments I was suffering, and actually revel in +the contemplation of my misery; for he never spoke a word, but continued +steadily to stare me in the face. + +'Sit down here, monsieur,' said he, at length, while he pointed to a +chair near him; 'I wish to say a few words to you, in all seriousness, +and in good faith also.' + +I seated myself, and he went on. + +'The events of the last two days must have made such an impression on +your mind that even the most remarkable incidents of your life could not +compete with. You fancied yourself a great discoverer, and that, by +the happy conjuncture of intelligence and accident, you had actually +fathomed the depths of that wonderful system of police, which, more +powerful than armies or councils, is the real government of France! I +will not stop now to convince you that you have not wandered out of the +very shallowest channels of this system. It is enough that you have been +admitted to an audience with me, to suggest an opposite conviction, and +give to your recital, when you repeat the tale, a species of importance. +Now, sir, my counsel to you is, never to repeat it; and for this reason: +nobody possessed of common powers of judgment will ever believe you! +not one, sir! No one would ever believe that Monsieur Fouche had made so +grave a mistake, no more than he would believe that a man of good name +and birth, a French officer, could have stolen a snuff-box. You see, +Monsieur de Tiernay, that I acquit you of this shameful act. Imitate my +generosity, sir, and forget all that you have witnessed since Tuesday +last. I have given you good advice, sir; if I find that you profit by +it, we may see more of each other.' + +Scarcely appreciating the force of his parable, and thinking of nothing +save the vindication of my honour, I muttered a few unmeaning words, and +withdrew, glad to escape a presence which had assumed, to my terrified +senses, all the diabolical subtlety of Satanic influence. Trusting +that no future accident of my life should ever bring me within such +precincts, I hurried from the place as though it were contaminated and +plague-stricken. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. THE VILLAGE OP SCHWARTZ-ACH + +I was destitute enough when I quitted the Temple, a few days back; but +my condition now was sadder still, for, in addition to my poverty and +friendlessness, I had imbibed a degree of distrust and suspicion that +made me shun my fellow-men, and actually shrink from the contact of a +stranger. The commonest show of courtesy, the most ordinary exercise +of politeness, struck me as the secret wiles of that police whose +machinations, I fancied, were still spread around me. I had conceived +a most intense hatred of civilisation, or, at least, of what I rashly +supposed to be the inherent vices of civilised life. I longed for what +I deemed must be the glorious independence of a savage. If I could but +discover this Paradise beyond seas, of which the marquise raved so much; +if I only could find out that glorious land which neither knew secret +intrigues nor conspiracies, I should leave France for ever, taking any +condition, or braving any mischances fate might have in store for me. + +There was something peculiarly offensive in the treatment I had +met with. Imprisoned on suspicion, I was liberated without any +amende--neither punished like a guilty man, nor absolved as an innocent +one. I was sent out upon the world as though the State would not own +nor acknowledge me--a dangerous practice, as I often thought, if +only adopted on a large scale. It was some days before I could summon +resolution to ascertain exactly my position. At last I did muster up +courage, and, under pretence of wishing to address a letter to myself, I +applied at the Ministry of War for the address of Lieutenant Tiernay, +of the 9th Hussars. I was one of a large crowd similarly engaged, some +inquiring for sons that had fallen in battle, or husbands or fathers in +faraway countries. The office was only open each morning for two hours, +and consequently, as the expiration of the time drew nigh, the eagerness +of the inquirers became far greater, and the contrast with the cold +apathy of the clerks the more strongly marked. I had given way to many, +who were weaker than myself, and less able to buffet with the crowd +about them; and at last, when, wearied by waiting, I was drawing nigh +the table, my attention was struck by an old, a very old man, who, +with a beard white as snow, and long moustaches of the same colour, was +making great efforts to gain the front rank. I stretched out my hand, +and caught his, and by considerable exertion at last succeeded in +placing him in front of me. + +He thanked me fervently, in a strange kind of German, a patois I had +never heard before, and kissed my hand three or four times over in his +gratitude; indeed, so absorbed was he for the time in his desire to +thank me, that I had to recall him to the more pressing reason of his +presence, and warn him that but a few minutes more of the hour remained +free. + +'Speak up,' cried the clerk, as the old man muttered something in a low +and very indistinct voice; 'speak up, and remember, my friend, that we +do not profess to give information further back than the times of "Louis +Quatorze."' + +This allusion to the years of the old man was loudly applauded by his +colleagues, who drew nigh to stare at the cause of it. + +'Sacrebleu! he is talking Hebrew,' said another, 'and asking for a +friend who fell at Ramoth-Gilead.' + +'He is speaking German,' said I peremptorily, 'and asking for a relative +whom he believes to have embarked with the expedition to Egypt.' + +'Are you a sworn interpreter, young man?' asked an older and more +consequential-looking personage. + +I was about to return a hasty reply to this impertinence, but I thought +of the old man, and the few seconds that still remained for his inquiry, +and I smothered my anger, and was silent. + +'What rank did he hold?' inquired one of the clerks, who had listened +with rather more patience to the old man. I translated the question for +the peasant, who, in reply, confessed that he could not tell. The +youth was his only son, and had left home many years before, and never +written. A neighbour, however, who had travelled in foreign parts, had +brought tidings that he had gone with the expedition to Egypt, and was +already high in the French army. + +'You are not quite certain that he did not command the army of Egypt?' +said one of the clerks, in mockery of the old man's story. + +'It is not unlikely,' said the peasant gravely; 'he was a brave and a +bold youth, and could have lifted two such as you with one hand, and +hurled you out of that window.' + +'Let us hear his name once more,' said the elder clerk--'it is worth +remembering.' + +'I have told you already. It was Karl Kleher.' + +'The General--General Kleher!' cried three or four in a breath. + +'Mayhap,' was all the reply. + +'And are you the father of the great general of Egypt?' asked the elder, +with an air of deep respect. + +'Kleher is my son; and so that he is alive and well, I care little if a +general or simple soldier.' + +Not a word was said in answer to this speech, and each seemed to feel +reluctant to tell the sad tidings. At last the elder clerk said, 'You +have lost a good son, and France one of her greatest captains. The +General Kleher is dead.' + +'Dead!' said the old man slowly. + +'In the very moment of his greatest glory, too, when he had won the +country of the Pyramids, and made Egypt a colony of France.' + +'When did he die?' said the peasant. + +'The last accounts from the East brought the news; and this very day the +Council of State has accorded a pension to his family of ten thousand +livres.' + +'They may keep their money. I am all that remains, and have no want of +it; and I should be poorer still before I'd take it.' + +These words he uttered in a low, harsh tone, and pushed his way back +through the crowd. + +One moment more was enough for my inquiry. + +'Maurice Tiernay, of the 9th--_destitue_,' was the short and stunning +answer I received. + +'Is there any reason alleged---is there any charge imputed to him?' +asked I timidly. + +'_Ma foi!_ you must go to the Minister of War with that question. +Perhaps he was paymaster, and embezzled the funds of the regiment; +perhaps he liked Royalist gold better than Republican silver; or perhaps +he preferred the company of the baggage-train and the ambulances, when +he should have been at the head of his squadron.' + +I did not care to listen longer to this impertinence, and making my way +out I gained the street. The old peasant was still standing there, like +one stunned and overwhelmed by some great shock, and neither heeding the +crowd that passed, nor the groups that halted occasionally to stare at +him. + +'Come along with me,' said I, taking his hand in mine. 'Your calamity is +a heavy one, but mine is harder to bear up against.' + +He suffered himself to be led away like a child, and never spoke a word +as we walked along towards the _barriere_, beyond which, at a short +distance, was a little ordinary, where I used to dine. There we had our +dinner together, and as the evening wore on, the old man rallied enough +to tell me of his son's early life, and his departure for the army. Of +his great career I could speak freely, for Kleber's name was, in soldier +esteem, scarcely second to that of Bonaparte himself. Not all the +praises I could bestow, however, were sufficient to turn the old man +from his stern conviction, that a peasant in the 'Lech Thai' was a more +noble and independent man than the greatest general that ever marched to +victory. + +'We have been some centuries there,' said he, 'and none of our name has +incurred a shadow of disgrace. Why should not Karl have lived like his +ancestors?' + +It was useless to appeal to the glory his son had gained--the noble +reputation he had left behind him. The peasant saw in the soldier but +one who hired out his courage and his blood, and deemed the calling a +low and unworthy one. I suppose I was not the first who, in the effort +to convince another, found himself shaken in his own convictions; for I +own before I lay down that night many of the old man's arguments assumed +a force and power that I could not resist, and held possession of my +mind even after I fell asleep. In my dreams I was once more beside the +American lake, and that little colony of simple people, where I had seen +all that was best of my life, and learned the few lessons I had ever +received of charity and good-nature. + +From what the peasant said, the primitive habits of the Lech Thai must +be almost alike those of that little colony, and I willingly assented to +his offer to accompany him in his journey homeward. He seemed to feel a +kind of satisfaction in turning my thoughts away from a career that he +held so cheaply, and talked enthusiastically of the tranquil life of the +Bregenzerwald. + +We left Paris the following morning, and, partly by diligence, partly on +foot, reached Strasbourg in a few days; thence we proceeded by Kehl to +Freyburg, and, crossing the Lake of Constance at Rorschach, we entered +the Bregenzerwald on the twelfth morning of our journey. I suppose that +most men preserve fresher memory of the stirring and turbulent scenes of +their lives than of the more peaceful and tranquil ones, and I shall +not be deemed singular when I say that some years passed over me in +this quiet spot, and seemed as but a few weeks. The old peasant was the +_Vorsteher_, or ruler of the village, by whom all disputes were settled, +and all litigation of a humble kind decided--a species of voluntary +jurisdiction maintained to this very day in that primitive region. My +occupation there was as a species of secretary to the court, an office +quite new to the villagers, but which served to impress them more +reverentially than ever in favour of this rude justice. My legal duties +over, I became a vine-dresser, a wood-cutter, or a deer-stalker, as +season and weather dictated--my evenings being always devoted to the +task of schoolmaster. A curious seminary was it, too, embracing every +class from childhood to advanced age, all eager for knowledge, and all +submitting to the most patient discipline to attain it. There was much +to make me happy in that humble lot. I had the love and esteem of all +around me; there was neither a harassing doubt for the future, nor the +rich man's contumely to oppress me; my life was made up of occupations +which alternately engaged mind and body, and, above all and worth all +besides, I had a sense of duty, a feeling that I was doing that which +was useful to my fellow-men; and however great may be a man's station +in life, if it want this element, the humblest peasant that rises to his +daily toil has a nobler and a better part. + +As I trace these lines, how many memories of the spot are rising before +me!--scenes I had long forgotten--faces I had ceased to remember! And +now I see the little wooden bridge--a giant tree, guarded by a single +rail, that crossed the torrent in front of our cottage; and I behold +once more the little waxen image of the Virgin over the door, in whose +glass shrine at nightfall a candle ever burned! and I hear the low hum +of the villagers' prayer as the 'Angelus' is singing, and see on every +crag or cliff the homebound hunter kneeling in his deep devotion! + +Happy people, and not less good than happy! Your bold and barren +mountains have been the safeguard of your virtue and your innocence! +Long may they prove so, and long may the waves of the world's ambition +be stayed at their rocky feet! + +I was beginning to forget all that I had seen of life, or, if not +forget, at least to regard it as a wild and troubled dream, when an +accident, one of those things we always regard as the merest chances, +once more opened the floodgates of memory, and sent the whole past in a +strong current through my brain. + +In this mountain region the transition from winter to summer is effected +in a few days. Some hours of a scorching sun and south wind swell the +torrents with melted snow; the icebergs fall thundering from cliff and +crag, and the sporting waterfall once more dashes over the precipice. +The trees burst into leaf, and the grass springs up green and fresh from +its wintry covering; and from the dreary aspect of snow-capped hills and +leaden clouds. Nature changes to fertile plains and hills, and a sky of +almost unbroken blue. + +It was on a glorious evening in April, when all these changes were +passing, that I was descending the mountain above our village after a +hard day's chamois-hunting. Anxious to reach the plain before nightfall, +I could not, however, help stopping from time to time to watch the +golden and ruby tints of the sun upon the snow, or see the turquoise +blue which occasionally marked the course of a rivulet through the +glaciers. The Alp-horn was sounding from every cliff and height, and +the lowing of the cattle swelled into a rich and mellow chorus. It was +a beautiful picture, realising in every tint and hue, in every sound and +cadence, all that one can fancy of romantic simplicity, and I surveyed +it with a swelling and a grateful heart. + +As I turned to resume my way, I was struck by the sound of voices +speaking, as I fancied, in French, and before I could settle the doubt +with myself, I saw in front of me a party of some six or seven soldiers, +who, with their muskets slung behind them, were descending the steep +path by the aid of sticks. + +Weary-looking and footsore as they were, their dress, their bearing, +and their soldierlike air, struck me forcibly, and sent into my heart a +thrill I had not known for many a day before. I came up quickly behind +them, and could overhear their complaints at having mistaken the road, +and their maledictions, uttered in no gentle spirit, on the stupid +mountaineers who could not understand French. + +'Here comes another fellow, let us try him,' said one, as he turned and +saw me near. 'Schwartz-Ach, Schwartz-Ach,' added he, addressing me, and +reading the name from a slip of paper in his hand. + +'I am going to the village,' said I in French, 'and will show the way +with pleasure.' + +'How! what! are you a Frenchman, then?' cried the corporal, in +amazement. + +'Even so,' said I. + +'Then by what chance are you living in this wild spot? How, in the name +of wonder, can you exist here?' + +'With venison like this,' said I, pointing to a chamois buck on my +shoulder, 'and the red wine of the Lech Thai, a man may manage to forget +Veray's and the "Dragon Vert," particularly as they are not associated +with a bill and a waiter!' + +'And perhaps you are a Royalist,' cried another, 'and don't like how +matters are going on at home?' + +'I have not that excuse for my exile,' said I coldly. + +'Have you served, then?' + +I nodded. + +'Ah, I see,' said the corporal, 'you grew weary of parade and guard +mounting.' + +'If you mean that I deserted,' said I, 'you are wrong there also; and +now let it be my turn to ask a few questions. What is France about? Is +the Republic still as great and victorious as ever?' + +'_Sacrebleu_, man, what are you thinking of? We are an Empire some years +back, and Napoleon has made as many kings as he has got brothers and +cousins to crown.' + +'And the army, where is it?' + +'Ask for some half-dozen armies, and you'll still be short of the +mark. We have one in Hamburg, and another in the far North, holding the +Russians in check; we have garrisons in every fortress of Prussia and +the Rhine Land; we have some eighty thousand fellows in Poland and +Galicia--double as many more in Spain. Italy is our own, and so will he +Austria ere many days go over.' + +Boastfully as all this was spoken, I found it to be not far from truth, +and learned, as we walked along, that the Emperor was, at that very +moment, on the march to meet the Archduke Charles, who, with a numerous +army, was advancing on Ratishon, the little party of soldiers being +portion of a force despatched to explore the passes of the 'Vorarlberg,' +and report on how far they might be practicable for the transmission +of troops to act on the left flank and rear of the Austrian army. Their +success had up to this time been very slight, and the corporal was +making for Schwartz-Ach, as a spot where he hoped to rendezvous with +some of his comrades. They were much disappointed on my telling them +that I had quitted the village that morning, and that not a soldier had +been seen there. There was, however, no other spot to pass the night +in, and they willingly accepted the offer I made them of a shelter and a +supper in our cottage. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. A VILLAGE 'SYNDICUS' + +I SAT up all night listening to the soldiers' stories of war and +campaigning. Some had served with Soult's army in the Asturias; some +made part of Davout's corps in the north of Europe; one had just +returned from Friedland, and amused us with describing the celebrated +conference at Tilsit, where he had been a sentinel on the river-side, +and presented arms to the two emperors as they passed. It will seem +strange, but it is a fact, that this slight incident attracted towards +him a greater share of his comrades' admiration than was accorded to +those who had seen half the battlefields of modern war. + +He described the dress, the air, the general bearing of the emperors, +remarking that although Alexander was taller, and handsomer, and even +more soldierlike than our own emperor, there was a something of +calm dignity and conscious majesty in Napoleon that made him appear +immeasurably the superior. Alexander wore the uniform of the Russian +guard, one of the most splendid it is possible to conceive. The only +thing simple about him was his sword, which was a plain sabre with a +tarnished gilt scabbard, and a very dirty sword-knot; and yet every +moment he used to look down at it and handle it with great apparent +admiration; 'and well might he,' added the soldier--'Napoleon had given +it to him but the day before.' + +To listen even to such meagre details as these was to light up again in +my heart the fire that was only smouldering, and that no life of peasant +labour or obscurity could ever extinguish. My companions quickly saw the +interest I took in their narratives, and certainly did their utmost to +feed the passion--now with some sketch of a Spanish marauding party, +as full of adventure as a romance; now with a description of northern +warfare, where artillery thundered on the ice, and men fought behind +intrenchments of deep snow. + +From the North Sea to the Adriatic, all Europe was now in arms. Great +armies were marching in every direction--some along the deep valley of +the Danube, others from the rich plains of Poland and Silesia; some were +passing the Alps into Italy, and some again were pouring down for the +Tyrol 'Jochs,' to defend the rocky passes of their native land against +the invader. Patriotism and glory, the spirit of chivalry and conquest, +all were abroad, and his must indeed have been a cold heart which could +find within it no response to the stirring sounds around. To the +intense feeling of shame which I at first felt at my own life of obscure +inactivity, there now succeeded a feverish desire to be somewhere and +do something to dispel this worse than lethargy. I had not resolution +to tell my comrades that I had served--I felt reluctant to speak of +a career so abortive and unsuccessful; and yet I blushed at the +half-pitying expressions they bestowed upon my life of inglorious +adventure. + +'You risk life and limb here in these pine forests, and hazard existence +for a bear or a chamois goat,' cried one, 'and half the peril in real +war would perhaps make you a _chef d escadron_ or even a general.' + +'Ay,' said another, 'we serve in an army where crowns are military +distinctions, and the epaulette is only the first step to a kingdom.' + +'True,' broke in a third, 'Napoleon has changed the whole world, +and made soldiering the only trade worth following. Massena was a +drummer-boy within my own memory, and see him now! Ney was not born +to great wealth and honours. Junot never could learn his trade as a +cobbler, and for want of better has become a general of division.' + +'Yes; and,' said I, following out the theme, 'under that wooden roof +yonder, through that little diamond-paned window the vine is trained +across, a greater than any of the last three first saw the light. It was +there Kleber, the conqueror of Egypt, was born.' + +'Honour to the brave dead!' said the soldiers from their places around +the fire, and carrying their hands to the salute. 'We'll fire a salvo to +him to-morrow before we set out!' said the corporal. 'And so Kleber +was born there!' said he, resuming his place, and staring with admiring +interest at the dark outline of the old house, as it stood out against +the starry and cloudless sky. + +It was somewhat of a delicate task for me to prevent my companions +offering their tribute of respect, but which the old peasant would have +received with little gratitude, seeing that he had never yet forgiven +the country nor the service for the loss of his son. With some +management I accomplished this duty, however, promising my services at +the same time to be their guide through the Bregenzerwald, and not to +part with them till I had seen them safely into Bavaria. + +Had it not been for my thorough acquaintance with the Tyroler dialect, +and all the usages of Tyrol life, their march would have been one +of great peril, for already the old hatred against their Bavarian +oppressors was beginning to stir the land, and Austrian agents were +traversing the mountain districts in every direction, to call forth that +patriotic ardour which, ill-requited as it has been, has more than once +come to the rescue of Austria. + +So sudden had been the outbreak of this war, and so little aware were +the peasantry of the frontier of either its object or aim, that we +frequently passed recruits for both armies on their way to headquarters +on the same day--honest Bavarians, who were trudging along the road with +pack on their shoulders, and not knowing, nor indeed much caring, on +which side they were to combat. My French comrades scorned to report +themselves to any German officer, and pushed on vigorously in the hope +of meeting with a French regiment. I had now conducted my little party +to Immenstadt, at the foot of the Bavarian Alps, and, having completed +my compact, was about to bid them good-bye. + +We were seated around our bivouac fire for the last time, as we deemed +it, and pledging each other in a parting glass, when suddenly our +attention was attracted to a bright red tongue of flame that suddenly +darted up from one of the Alpine summits above our head. Another and +another followed, till at length every mountain-peak for miles and miles +away displayed a great signal-fire! Little knew we that behind that +giant range of mountains, from the icy crags of the Glockner, and from +the snowy summit of the Orteler itself, similar fires were summoning all +Tyrol to the combat, while every valley resounded with the war-cry of +'God and the Emperor!' We were still in busy conjecture what all this +might portend, when a small party of mounted men rode past us at a +trot. They carried carbines slung over their peasant frocks, and showed +unmistakably enough that they were some newly-raised and scarcely +disciplined force. After proceeding about a hundred yards beyond us, +they halted, and drew up across the road, unslinging their pieces as if +to prepare for action. + +'Look at those fellows, yonder,' said the old corporal, as he puffed +his pipe calmly and deliberately; 'they mean mischief, or I 'm much +mistaken. Speak to them, Tiernay; you know their jargon.' + +I accordingly arose and advanced towards them, touching my hat in salute +as I went forward. They did not give me much time, however, to open +negotiations, for scarcely had I uttered a word, when bang went a +shot close beside me; another followed; and then a whole volley was +discharged, but with such haste and ill direction that not a ball struck +me. Before I could take advantage of this piece of good fortune to renew +my advances, a bullet whizzed by my head, and down went the left-hand +horse of the file, at first on his knees, and then, with a wild plunge +into the air, he fell, stone-dead, on the road, the rider beneath him. +As for the rest, throwing off carbines, and cartouch-boxes, they sprang +from their horses, and took to the mountains with a speed that showed +how far more they were at home amidst rocks and heather than when seated +on the saddle. My comrades lost no time in coming up; but while three of +them kept the fugitives in sight, covering them all the time with their +muskets, the others secured the cattle, as in amazement and terror they +stood around the dead horse. + +Although the peasant had received no other injuries than a heavy fall +and his own fears inflicted, he was overcome with terror, and so certain +of death that he would do nothing but mumble his prayers, totally deaf +to all the efforts I made to restore his courage. 'That comes of putting +a man out of his natural bent,' said the old corporal. 'On his native +mountains, and with his rifle, that fellow would be brave enough; but +making a dragoon of him is like turning a Cossack into a foot-soldier. +One thing is clear enough, we've no time to throw away here; these +peasants will soon alarm the village in our rear, so that we had better +mount and press forward.' + +'But in what direction?' cried another; 'who knows if we shall not be +rushing into worse danger?' + +'Tiernay must look to that,' interposed a third. 'It's clear he can't +leave us now; his retreat is cut off, at all events.' + +'That's the very point I was thinking of, lads,' said I. 'The +beacon-fires show that "the Tyrol is up"; and safely as I have journeyed +hither, I know well I dare not venture to retrace my road; I 'd be shot +in the first Dorf I entered. On one condition, then, I'll join you; and +short of that, however, I'll take my own path, come what may of it.' + +'What's the condition, then?' cried three or four together. + +'That you give me the full and absolute command of this party, and +pledge your honour, as French soldiers, to obey me in everything, till +the day we arrive at the headquarters of a French corps.' + +'What, obey a Pekin! take the _mot d'ordre_ from a civilian that never +handled a firelock!' shouted three or four in derision. + +'I have served, and with distinction, too, my lads,' said I calmly; 'and +if I have not handled a firelock, it is because I wielded a sabre, as an +officer of hussars. It is not here, nor now, that I am going to tell +why I wear the epaulette no longer. I'll render account of that to my +superiors and yours! If you reject my offer (and I don't press you to +accept it), let us at least part good friends. As for me, I can take +care of myself.' As I said this, I slung over my shoulder the cross-belt +and carbine of one of the fugitives, and selecting a strongly built, +short-legged black horse as my mount, I adjusted the saddle, and sprang +on his back. + +'That was done like an old hussar, anyhow,' said a soldier, who had +been a cavalry man, 'and I 'll follow you, whatever the rest may do.' He +mounted as he spoke, and saluted as if on duty. Slight as the incident +was, its effect was magical. Old habits of discipline revived at the +first signal of obedience, and the corporal having made his men fall in, +came up to my side for orders. + +'Select the best of these horses,' said I, 'and let us press forward +at once. We are about eighteen miles from the village of Wangheim; by +halting a short distance outside of it, I can enter alone, and learn +something about the state of the country, and the nearest French post. +The cattle are all fresh, and we can easily reach the village before +daybreak.' + +Three of my little 'command' were tolerable horsemen, two of them having +served in the artillery train, and the third being the dragoon I have +alluded to. I accordingly threw out a couple of these as an advanced +picket, keeping the last as my aide-de-camp at my side. The remainder +formed the rear, with orders, if attacked, to dismount at once, and fire +over the saddle, leaving myself and the others to manoeuvre as cavalry. +This was the only way to give confidence to those soldiers, who in the +ranks would have marched up to a battery, but on horseback were totally +devoid of self-reliance. Meanwhile I imparted such instructions in +equitation as I could, my own old experience as a riding-master well +enabling me to select the most necessary and least difficult of a +horseman's duties. Except the old corporal, all were very creditable +pupils; but he, possibly deeming it a point of honour not to discredit +his old career, rejected everything like teaching, and openly protested +that, save to run away from a victorious enemy, or follow a beaten one, +he saw no use in cavalry. + +Nothing could be in better temper, however, nor more amicable than our +discourses on this head; and as I let drop, from time to time, little +hints of my services on the Rhine and in Italy, I gradually perceived +that I grew higher in the esteem of my companions, so that ere we rode a +dozen miles together, their confidence in me became complete. + +In return for all their anecdotes of 'blood and field,' I told them +several stories of my own life, and, at least, convinced them that if +they had not chanced upon the very luckiest of mankind, they had, at +least, fallen upon one who had seen enough of casualties not to be +easily baffled, and who felt in every difficulty a self-confidence that +no amount of discomfiture could ever entirely obliterate. No soldier +can vie with a Frenchman in tempering respect with familiarity; so +that while preserving towards me all the freedom of the comrade, they +recognised in every detail of duty the necessity of prompt obedience, +and followed every command I gave with implicit submission. + +It was thus we rode along, till in the distance I saw the spire of a +village church, and recognised what I knew to be Dorf Wangheim. It was +yet an hour before sunrise, and all was tranquil around. I gave the word +to trot, and after about forty minutes' sharp riding, we gained a small +pine wood, which skirted the village. Here I dismounted my party, and +prepared to make my entry alone into the Dorf, carefully arranging my +costume for that purpose, sticking a large bouquet of wild flowers in my +hat, and assuming as much as I could of the Tyrol look and lounge in my +gait. I shortened my stirrups, also, to a most awkward and inconvenient +length, and gripped my reins into a heap in my hand. + +It was thus I rode into Wangheim, saluting the people as I passed up the +street, and with the short dry greeting of 'Tag,' and a nod as brief, +playing Tyroler to the top of my bent. The 'Syndicus,' or the ruler of +the village, lived in a good-sized house in the 'Platz,' which, being +market-day, was crowded with people, although the articles for sale +appeared to include little variety, almost every one leading a calf by a +straw rope, the rest of the population contenting themselves with a wild +turkey, or sometimes two, which, held under the arms, added the most +singular element to the general concert of human voices around. Little +stalls for rustic jewellery and artificial flowers, the latter in great +request, ran along the sides of the square, with here and there a booth +where skins and furs were displayed--more, however, as it appeared, to +give pleasure to a group of sturdy Jagers, who stood around, recognising +the track of their own bullets, than from any hope of sale. In fact, the +business of the day was dull, and an experienced eye would have seen at +a glance that turkeys were 'heavy,' and calves 'looking down.' No wonder +that it should be so, the interest of the scene being concentrated on a +little knot of some twenty youths, who, with tickets containing a number +in their hats, stood before the syndic's door. They were fine-looking, +stalwart, straight fellows, and became admirably the manly costume +of their native mountains; but their countenances were not without an +expression of sadness, the reflection, as I soon saw, of the sadder +faces around them. For so they stood, mothers, sisters, and sweethearts, +their tearful eyes turned on the little band. It puzzled me not a +little at first to see these evidences of a conscription in a land where +hitherto the population had answered the call to arms by a levy _en +masse_, while the air of depression and sadness seemed also strange in +those who gloried in the excitement of war. The first few sentences I +overheard revealed the mystery. Wangheim was Bavarian; although strictly +a Tyrol village, and Austrian Tyrol, too, it had been included within +the Bavarian frontier, and the orders had arrived from Munich at the +Syndicate to furnish a certain number of men by a certain day. This was +terrible tidings; for although they did not as yet know that the war +was against Austria, they had heard that the troops were for foreign +service, and not for the defence of home and country, the only cause +which a Tyroler deems worthy of battle. As I listened, I gathered +that the most complete ignorance prevailed as to the service or the +destination to which they were intended. The Bavarians had merely issued +their mandates to the various villages of the border, and neither sent +emissaries nor officers to carry them out. Having seen how the 'land +lay,' I pushed my way through the crowd, into the hall of the Syndicate, +and by dint of a strong will and stout shoulder, at length gained the +audience-chamber, where, seated behind an elevated bench, the great man +was dispensing justice. I advanced boldly, and demanded an immediate +audience in private, stating that my business was most pressing, and not +admitting of delay. The syndic consulted for a second or two with his +clerk, and retired, beckoning me to follow. + +'You're not a Tyroler,' said he to me, the moment we were alone. + +'That is easy to see, Herr Syndicus,' replied I. 'I'm an officer of +the staff, in disguise, sent to make a hasty inspection of the frontier +villages, and report upon the state of feeling that prevails amongst +them, and how they stand affected towards the cause of Bavaria.' + +'And what have you found, sir?' said he, with native caution; for +a Bavarian Tyroler has the quality in a perfection that neither a +Scotchman nor a Russian can pretend to. + +'That you are all Austrian at heart,' said I, determined to dash at +him with a frankness that I knew he could not resist. 'There's not +a Bavarian amongst you. I have made the whole tour of the +Vorarlberg--through the Bregenzer-wald, down the valley of the Lech, by +Immenstadt, and Wangheim--and it's all the same. I have heard nothing +but the old cry of "Gott und der Kaiser!"' + +'Indeed!' said he, with an accent beautifully balanced between sorrow +and astonishment. + +'Even the men in authority, the syndics, like yourself, have frankly +told me how difficult it is to preserve allegiance to a Government by +whom they have been so harshly treated. 'I'm sure I have the "grain +question," as they call it, and the "Freiwechsel" with South Tyrol, +off by heart,' said I, laughing. 'However, my business lies in another +quarter. I have seen enough to show me that save the outcasts from home +and family, that class so rare in the Tyrol, that men call adventurers, +we need look for no willing recruits here; and you'll stare when I say +that I 'm glad of it--heartily glad of it.' + +The syndic did, indeed, stare, but he never ventured a word in reply. + +'I'll tell you why, then, Herr Syndicus. With a man like yourself one +can afford to be open-hearted. Wangheim, Luttrich, Kempenfeld, and all +the other villages at the foot of these mountains, were never other than +Austrian. Diplomatists and map-makers coloured them pale blue, but +they were black and yellow underneath; and what's more to the purpose, +Austrian they must become again. When the real object of this war is +known, all Tyrol will declare for the House of Hapsburg. We begin to +perceive this ourselves, and to dread the misfortunes and calamities +that must fall upon you and the other frontier towns by this divided +allegiance; for when you have sent off your available youth to the +Bavarians, down will come Austria to revenge itself upon your undefended +towns and villages.' + +The syndic apparently had thought of all these things exactly with the +same conclusions, for he shook his head gravely, and uttered a low, +faint sigh. + +'I'm so convinced of what I tell you,' said I, 'that no sooner have I +conducted to headquarters the force I have under my command----' + +'You have a force, then, actually under your orders?' cried he, +starting. + +'The advanced guard is picketed in yonder pine wood, if you have +any curiosity to inspect them; you'll find them a little disorderly, +perhaps, like all newly-raised levies, but I hope not discreditable +allies for the great army.' + +The syndic protested his sense of the favour, but begged to take all +their good qualities on trust. + +I then went on to assure him that I should recommend the Government to +permit the range of frontier towns to preserve a complete neutrality; +by scarcely any possibility could the war come to their doors; and that +there was neither sound policy nor humanity in sending them to seek it +elsewhere. I will not stop to recount all the arguments I employed to +enforce my opinions, nor how learnedly I discussed every question +of European politics. The syndic was amazed at the vast range of my +acquirements, and could not help confessing it. + +My interview ended by persuading him not to send on his levies of men +till he had received further instructions from Munich; to supply my +advanced guards with the rations and allowances intended for the others; +and lastly, to advance me the sum of one hundred and seventy crown +thalers, on the express pledge that the main body of my 'marauders,' +as I took opportunity to style them, should take the road by Kempen and +Durcheim, and not touch on the village of Wangheim at all. + +When discussing this last point, I declared to the syndic that he was +depriving himself of a very imposing sight; that the men, whatever might +be said of them in point of character, were a fine-looking, daring set +of rascals, neither respecting laws nor fearing punishment, and that our +band, for a newly-formed one, was by no means contemptible. He resisted +all these seducing prospects, and counted down his dollars with the air +of a man who felt he had made a good bargain. I gave him a receipt in +all form, and signed Maurice Tiernay at the foot of it as stoutly as +though I had the _Grand Livre de France_ at my back. + +Let not the reader rashly condemn me for this fault, nor still more +rashly conclude that I acted with a heartless and unprincipled spirit +in this transaction. I own that a species of Jesuistry suggested the +scheme, and that while providing for the exigencies of my own comrades, +I satisfied my conscience by rendering a good service in return. The +course of war, as I suspected it would, did sweep past this portion +of the Bavarian Tyrol without inflicting any heavy loss. Such of the +peasantry as joined the army fought under Austrian banners, and Wangheim +and the other border villages had not to pay the bloody penalty of a +divided allegiance. I may add, too, for conscience' sake, that while +travelling this way many years after, I stopped a day at Wangheim to +point out its picturesque scenery to a fair friend who accompanied me. +The village inn was kept by an old, venerable-looking man, who also +discharged the functions of _Vorsteher_--the title Syndicus was +abolished. He was, although a little cold and reserved at first, very +communicative after a while, and full of stories of the old campaigns +of France and Austria; amongst which he related one of a certain set of +French freebooters that once passed through Wangheim, the captain having +actually breakfasted with himself, and persuaded him to advance a loan +of nigh two hundred thalers on the faith of the Bavarian Government. + +'He was a good-looking, dashing sort of fellow,' said he, 'that could +sing French love-songs to the piano and jodle _Tyroler Lieder_ for the +women. My daughter took a great fancy to him, and wore his sword-knot +for many a day after, till we found that he had cheated and betrayed us. +Even then, however, I don't think she gave him up, though she did +not speak of him as before. This is the fellow's writing,' added he, +producing a much-worn and much-crumpled scrap of paper from his old +pocket-book, 'and there's his name. I have never been able to make out +clearly whether it was Thierray or Iierray.' + +'I know something about him,' said I, 'and, with your permission, will +keep the document and pay the debt. Your daughter is alive still?' + +'Ay, and married, too, at Bruck, ten miles from this.' + +'Well, if she has thrown away the old sword-knot, tell her to accept +this one in memory of the French captain, who was not, at least, an +ungrateful rogue'; and I detached from my sabre the rich gold tassel and +cord which I wore as a general officer. + +This little incident I may be pardoned for interpolating from a portion +of my life of which I do not intend to speak further, as with the career +of the Soldier of Fortune I mean to close these memoirs of Maurice +Tiernay. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. A LUCKY MEETING + +The reader will probably not complain if, passing over the manifold +adventures and hair-breadth 'scapes of my little party, I come to our +arrival at Ingoldstadt, where the headquarters of General Vandamme were +stationed. It was just as the recall was beating that we rode into the +town, where, although nearly eight thousand men were assembled, our +somewhat singular cavalcade attracted no small share of notice. Fresh +rations for 'man and beast' slung around our very ragged clothing, and +four Austrian grenadiers tied by a cord, wrist to wrist, as prisoners +behind us, we presented, it must be owned, a far more picturesque than +soldierlike party. + +Accepting all the attentions bestowed upon us in the most flattering +sense, and affecting not to perceive the ridicule we were exciting on +every hand, I rode up to the etat-major and dismounted. I had obtained +from 'my prisoners' what I deemed a very important secret, and was +resolved to make the most of it by asking for an immediate audience of +the general. + +'I am the _officier d ordonnance_,' said a young lieutenant of dragoons, +stepping forward; 'any communications you have to make must be addressed +to me.' + +'I have taken four prisoners, Monsieur le lieutenant,' said I, 'and +would wish to inform General Vandamme on certain matters they have +revealed to me.' + +'Are you in the service?' asked he, with a glance at my incongruous +equipment. + +'I have served, sir,' was my reply. + +'In what army of brigands was it, then?' said he, laughing, 'for, +assuredly, you do not recall to my recollection any European force that +I know of.' + +'I may find leisure and inclination to give you the fullest information +on this point at another moment, sir; for the present, my business is +more pressing. Can I see General Vandamme?' + +'Of course you cannot, my worthy fellow! If you had served, as you say +you have, you could scarcely have made so absurd a request. A French +general of division does not give audience to every tatterdemalion who +picks up a prisoner on the highroad.' + +'It is exactly because I have served that I do make the request,' said I +stoutly. + +'How so, pray?' asked he, staring at me. + +'Because I know well how often young staff-officers, in their +self-sufficiency, overlook the most important points, and, from the +humble character of their informants, frequently despise what their +superiors, had they known it, would have largely profited by. And, even +if I did not know this fact, I have the memory of another one scarcely +less striking, which was, that General Massena himself admitted me to +an audience when my appearance was not a whit more imposing than at +present.' + +'You knew General Massena, then? Where was it, may I ask?' + +'In Genoa, during the siege.' + +'And what regiment have you served in?' + +'The Ninth Hussars.' + +'Quite enough, my good fellow. The Ninth were on the Sambre while that +siege was going on,' said he, laughing sarcastically. + +'I never said that my regiment was at Genoa. I only asserted that _I_ +was,' was my calm reply, for I was anxious to prolong the conversation, +seeing that directly over our heads, on a balcony, a number of officers +had just come out to smoke their cigars after dinner, amongst whom I +recognised two or three in the uniform of generals. + +'And now for your name; let us have that,' said he, seating himself, as +if for a lengthy cross-examination. + +I stole a quick glance overhead, and seeing that two of the officers +were eagerly listening to our colloquy, said aloud-- + +'I'll tell you no more, sir. You have already heard quite enough to +know what my business is. I didn't come here to relate my life and +adventures.' + +'I say, Lestocque,' cried a large, burly man, from above, 'have you +picked up Robinson Crusoe, there?' + +'He's far more like the man Friday, _mon general_,' said the young +lieutenant, laughing, 'although even a savage might have more deference +for his superiors.' + +'What does he want, then?' asked the other. + +'An audience of yourself, _mon general_--nothing less.' + +'Have you told him how I am accustomed to reward people who occupy my +time on false pretences, Lestocque?' said the general, with a grin. +'Does he know that the "Salle de Police" first, and the "Prevot" +afterwards, comprise my gratitude?' + +'He presumes to say, sir, that he knows General Massena,' said the +lieutenant. + +'_Diable!_ He knows me, does he say--he knows me? Who is he--what is +he?' said a voice I well remembered; and at the same instant the brown, +dark visage of General Massena peered over the balcony. + +'He's a countryman of yours, Massena,' said Vandamme, laughing. 'Eh, are +you not a Piemontais?' + +Up to this moment I had stood silently listening to the dialogue around +me, without the slightest apparent sign of noticing it. Now, however, +as I was directly addressed, I drew myself up to a soldierlike attitude, +and replied-- + +'No, sir. I am more a Frenchman than General Vandamme, at least.' + +'Send that fellow here; send him up, Lestocque, and have a corporal's +party ready for duty,' cried the general, as he threw the end of his +cigar into the street, and walked hastily away. + +It was not the first time in my life that my tongue had brought peril on +my head; but I ascended the stairs with a firm step, and if not with a +light, at least with a resolute, heart, seeing how wonderfully little +I had to lose, and that few men had a smaller stake in existence than +myself. + +The voices were loud, and in tones of anger, as I stepped out upon the +terrace. + +'So we are acquaintances, it would appear, my friend?' said Massena, as +he stared fixedly at me. + +'If General Massena cannot recall the occasion of our meeting,' said I +proudly, 'I 'll scarcely remind him of it.' + +'Come, come,' said Vandamme angrily, 'I must deal with this _gaillard_ +myself. Are you a French soldier?' + +'I was, sir---an officer of cavalry.' + +'And were you broke? did you desert? or what was it?' cried he +impatiently. + +'I kept better company than I believe is considered safe in these days, +and was accidentally admitted to the acquaintance of the Prince de +Conde----' + +'That's it!' said Vandamme, with a long whistle; 'that's the mischief, +then. You are a Vendean?' + +'No, sir; I was never a Royalist, although, as I have said, exposed to +the very society whose fascinations might have made me one.' + +'Your name is Tiernay, monsieur, or I mistake much?* said a +smart-looking young man in civilian dress. + +I bowed in assent, without expressing any sentiment of either fear or +anxiety. + +'I can vouch for the perfect accuracy of that gentleman's narrative,' +said Monsieur de Bourrienne, for I now saw it was himself. 'You may +possibly remember a visitor----' + +'At the Temple,' said I, interrupting him. 'I recollect you perfectly, +sir, and thank you for this recognition.' + +Monsieur de Bourrienne, however, did not pay much attention to my +gratitude, but proceeded, in a few hurried words, to give some account +of me to the bystanders. + +'Well, it must be owned that he looks devilish unlike an officer of +hussars,' said Massena, as he laughed, and made others laugh, at my +strange equipment. + +'And yet you saw me in a worse plight, general,' said I coolly. + +'How so--where was that?' cried he. + +'It will be a sore wound to my pride, general,' said I slowly, 'if I +must refresh your memory.' + +'You were not at Valenciennes,' said he, musing. 'No, no; that was +before your day. Were you on the Meuse, then? No. Nor in Spain? I've +always had hussars in my division, but I confess I do not remember all +the officers.' + +'Will Genoa not give the clue, sir?' said I, glancing at him a keen +look. + +'Least of all,' cried he. 'The cavalry were with Soult. I had nothing +beyond an escort in the town.' + +'So there's no help for it,' said I, with a sigh. 'Do you remember a +half-drowned wretch that was laid down at your feet in the Annunziata +Church one morning during the siege?' + +'A fellow who had made his escape from the English fleet, and swam +ashore? What I are you---- By Jove! so it is, the very same. Give me +your hand, my brave fellow. I've often thought of you, and wondered what +had befallen you. You joined that unlucky attack on Monte Faccio; and +we had warm work ourselves on hand the day after. I say, Vandamme, +the first news I had of our columns crossing the Alps were from this +officer--for officer he was, and shall be again, if I live to command a +French division.' + +Massena embraced me affectionately, as he said this; and then turning to +the others, said-- + +'Gentlemen, you see before you the man you have often heard me speak +of--a young officer of hussars, who, in the hope of rescuing a division +of the French army, at that time shut up in a besieged city, performed +one of the most gallant exploits on record. Within a week after he led a +storming-party against a mountain fortress; and I don't care if he +lived in the intimacy of every Bourbon prince, from the Count D'Artois +downwards, he's a good Frenchman, and a brave soldier. Bourrienne, +you're starting for headquarters? Well, it is not at such a moment as +this you can bear these matters in mind, but don't forget my friend +Tiernay; depend upon it, he'll do you no discredit. The Emperor knows +well both how to employ and how to reward such men as him.' + +I heard these flattering speeches like one in a delicious dream. To +stand in the midst of a distinguished group, while Massena thus spoke +of me, seemed too much for reality, for praise had indeed become a rare +accident to me; but from such a quarter it was less eulogy than fame. +How hard was it to persuade myself that I was awake, as I found myself +seated at the table, with a crowd of officers, pledging the toasts they +gave, and drinking bumpers in friendly recognition with all around me. + +Such was the curiosity to hear my story, that numbers of others crowded +into the room, which gradually assumed the appearance of a theatre. +There was scarcely an incident to which I referred, that some one or +other of those present could not vouch for; and whether I alluded to my +earlier adventures in the Black Forest, or the expedition of Humbert, or +to the latter scenes of my life, I met corroboration from one quarter or +another. Away as I was from Paris and its influences, in the midst of my +comrades, I never hesitated to relate the whole of my acquaintance with +Fouche--a part of my narrative which, I must own, amused them more than +all the rest. In the midst of all these intoxicating praises, and of a +degree of wonder that might have turned wiser heads, I never forgot that +I was in possession of what seemed to myself at least a very important +military fact--no less than the mistaken movement of an Austrian +general, who had marched his division so far to the southward as to +leave an interval of several miles between himself and the main body of +the Imperial forces. This fact I had obtained from the grenadiers I had +made prisoners, and who were stragglers from the corps I alluded to. + +The movement in question was doubtless intended to menace the right +flank of our army, but every soldier of Napoleon well knew that so +long as he could pierce the enemy's centre such flank attacks were +ineffectual, the question being already decided before they could be +undertaken. + +My intelligence, important as it appeared to myself, struck the two +generals as of even greater moment; and Massena, who had arrived only a +few hours before from his own division to confer with Vandamme, resolved +to take me with him at once to headquarters. + +'You are quite certain of what you assert, Tiernay?' said he; 'doubtful +information, or a mere surmise, will not do with him before whom you +will be summoned. You must be clear on every point, and brief--remember +that--not a word more than is absolutely necessary.' + +I repeated that I had taken the utmost precautions to assure myself of +the truth of the men's statement, and had ridden several leagues between +the Austrian left and the left centre. The prisoners themselves +could prove that they had marched from early morning till late in the +afternoon without coming up with a single Austrian post. + +The next question was to equip me with a uniform--but what should it be? +I was not attached to any corps, nor had I any real rank in the +army. Massena hesitated about appointing me on his own staff without +authority, nor could he advise me to assume the dress of my old +regiment. Time was pressing, and it was decided--I own to my great +discomfiture--that I should continue to wear my Tyroler costume till my +restoration to my former rank was fully established. + +I was well tired, having already ridden thirteen leagues of a bad road, +when I was obliged to mount once more, and accompany General Massena in +his return to headquarters. A good supper, and some excellent Bordeaux, +and, better than either, a light heart, gave me abundant energy; and +after the first three or four miles of the way I felt as if I was equal +to any fatigue. + +As we rode along, the general repeated all his cautions to me in the +event of my being summoned to give information at headquarters--the +importance of all my replies being short, accurate, and to the purpose; +and, above all, the avoidance of anything like an opinion or expression +of my own judgment on passing events. I promised faithfully to observe +all his counsels, and not bring discredit on his patronage. + + + + +CHAPTER L. THE MARCH ON VIENNA + +All General Massena's wise counsels, and my own steady resolves to +profit by them, were so far thrown away, that, on our arrival at +Abensberg, we found that the Emperor had left it four hours before, and +pushed on to Ebersfield, a village about five leagues to the eastward. +A despatch, however, awaited Massena, telling him to push forward with +Oudinot's corps to Neustadt, and, with his own division, which comprised +the whole French right, to manoeuvre so as to menace the archduke's base +upon the Iser. + +Let my reader not fear that I am about to inflict on him a story of the +great campaign itself, nor compel him to seek refuge in a map from +the terrible array of hard names of towns and villages for which that +district is famous. It is enough for my purpose that I recall to his +memory the striking fact, that when the French sought victory by turning +and defeating the Austrian left, the Austrians were exactly in march to +execute a similar movement on the French left wing. Napoleon, however, +gave the first 'check,' and 'mated' his adversary ere he could open his +game. By the almost lightning speed of his manouvres, he moved forward +from Ratisbon with the great bulk of his army; and at the very time that +the archduke believed him to be awaiting battle around that city, he was +far on his march to Landshut. + +General Massena was taking a hurried cup of coffee, and dictating a few +lines to his secretary, when a dragoon officer galloped into the town +with a second despatch, which, whatever its contents, must needs have +been momentous, for in a few minutes the drums were beating and trumpets +sounding, and all the stirring signs of an immediate movement visible. +It was yet an hour before daybreak, and dark as midnight; torches, +however, blazed everywhere, and by their flaring light the artillery +trains and waggons drove through the narrow street of the village, +shaking the frail old houses with their rude trot. Even in a retreating +army, I have scarcely witnessed such a spectacle of uproar, confusion, +and chaos; but still, in less than an hour the troops had all defiled +from the town, the advanced guard was already some miles on its way, +and, except a small escort of lancers before the little inn where the +general still remained, there was not a soldier to be seen. It may seem +absurd to say it, but I must confess that my eagerness to know what was +'going on' in front was divided by a feeling of painful uneasiness at my +ridiculous dress, and the shame I experienced at the glances bestowed on +me by the soldiers of the escort. It was no time, however, to speak of +myself or attend to my own fortunes, and I loitered about the court of +the inn wondering if, in the midst of such stirring events, the general +would chance to remember me. If I had but a frock and a shako, thought +I, I could make my way. It is this confounded velvet jacket and this +absurd and tapering hat will be my ruin. If I were to charge a battery, +I'd only look like a merry-andrew after all; men will not respect what +is only laughable. Perhaps after all, thought I, it matters little; +doubtless Massena has forgotten me, and I shall be left behind like a +broken limber. At one time I blamed myself for not pushing on with some +detachment--at another I half resolved to put a bold face on it, and +present myself before the general; and between regrets for the past and +doubts for the future, I at last worked myself up to a state of anxiety +little short of fever. + +While I walked to and fro in this distracted mood, I perceived, by the +bustle within-doors, that the general was about to depart; at the +same time several dismounted dragoons appeared leading saddle-horses, +tightening girths, and adjusting curb-chains--all tokens of a start. +While I looked on these preparations, I heard the clatter of a horse's +hoofs close behind, and the spluttering noise of a struggle. I turned +and saw it was the general himself, who had just mounted his charger, +but before catching his right stirrup the horse had plunged, and was +dragging the orderly across the court by the bridle. Seeing, in an +instant, that the soldier's effort to hold on was only depriving General +Massena of all command of the horse, who must probably have fallen on +his flank, I jumped forward, caught the stirrup, and slipped it over +the general's foot, and then, with a sharp blow on the soldier's wrist, +compelled him to relax his grasp. So suddenly were the two movements +effected, that in less time than I take to relate it, all was over, and +the general, who, for a heavy man, was a good rider, was fast seated +in his saddle. I had now no time, however, to bestow on him, for the +dragoon, stung by the insult of a blow, and from a peasant, as he deemed +it, rushed at me with his sabre. + +'_Halte-la!_, cried Massena in a voice of thunder; 'it was that country +fellow saved me from a broken bone, which your infernal awkwardness +might have given me. Throw him a couple of florins for me,' cried he to +his aide-de-camp, who just rode in; 'and do you, sir, join your ranks; I +must look for another orderly.' + +'I am right glad to have been in the way, general,' said I, springing +forward, and touching my hat. + +'What, Tiernay--this you?' cried he. 'How is this? have I forgotten you +all this time? What's to be done now? You ought to have gone on with the +rest, monsieur. You should have volunteered with some corps, eh?' + +'I hoped to have been attached to yourself, general. I thought I could +perhaps have made myself useful.' + +'Yes, yes, very true; so you might, I've no doubt; but my staff is +full--I 've no vacancy. What's to be done now? Lestocque, have we any +spare cattle?' + +'Yes, general; we've your own eight horses, and two of Gambronne's.' + +'Ah, poor fellow, he 'll not want them more. I suppose Tiernay may as +well take one of them, at least.' + +'There's an undress uniform, too, of Cambronne's would fit Monsieur +de Tiernay,' said the officer, who, I saw, had no fancy for my motley +costume alongside of him. + +'Oh, Tiernay doesn't care for that; he's too old a soldier to bestow a +thought upon the colour of his jacket,' said Massena. + +'Pardon me, general, but it is exactly one of my weaknesses; and I feel +that until I get rid of these trappings I shall never feel myself a +soldier.' + +'I thought you had been made of other stuff,' muttered the general, 'and +particularly since there's like to be little love-making in the present +campaign.' And with that he rode forward, leaving me to follow when I +could. + +'These are Cambronne's keys,' said Lestocque, 'and you'll find enough +for your present wants in the saddlebags. Take the grey, he's the better +horse, and come up with us as fast as you can.' + +I saw that I had forfeited something of General Massena's good opinion +by my dandyism; but I was consoled in a measure for the loss, as I saw +the price at which I bought the forfeiture. The young officer, who had +fallen three days before, and was a nephew of the General Gambronne, was +a lieutenant in Murat's celebrated corps, the Lancers of 'Berg,' whose +uniform was the handsomest in the French army. Even the undress scarlet +frock and small silver helmet were more splendid than many full parade +uniforms; and as I attired myself in these brilliant trappings, I +secretly vowed that the Austrians should see them in some conspicuous +position ere a month was over. If I had but one sigh for the poor fellow +to whose _galanterie_ I succeeded, I had many a smile for myself as I +passed and repassed before the glass, adjusting a belt, or training an +aigrette to fall more gracefully. While thus occupied, I felt something +heavy clink against my leg, and opening the sabretache, discovered a +purse containing upwards of forty golden Napoleons and some silver. It +was a singular way to succeed to a 'heritage' I thought, but, with the +firm resolve to make honest restitution, I replaced the money where +I found it, and descended the stairs, my sabre jingling and my spurs +clanking, to the infinite admiration of the hostess and her handmaiden, +who looked on my transformation as a veritable piece of magic. + +I'm sure Napoleon himself had not framed one-half as many plans for that +campaign as I did while I rode along. By a close study of the map, +and the aid of all the oral information in my power, I had at length +obtained a tolerably accurate notion of the country; and I saw, or I +thought I saw, at least, half-a-dozen distinct ways of annihilating +the Austrians. I have often since felt shame, even to myself, at the +effrontery with which I discussed the great manoeuvres going forward, +and the unblushing coolness with which I proffered my opinions and +my criticisms; and I really believe that General Massena tolerated my +boldness rather for the amusement it afforded him than from any other +cause. + +'Well, Tiernay,' said he, as a fresh order reached him, with the +most pressing injunction to hurry forward, 'we are to move at once on +Moosburg--what does that portend?' + +'Sharp work, general,' replied I, not noticing the sly malice of the +question; the Austrians are there in force.' + +'So your grenadiers say so?' asked he sarcastically. + +'Nor general; but as the base of the operations is the Iser, they must +needs guard all the bridges over the river, as well as protect the +highroad to Vienna by Landshut.' + +'But you forget that Landshut is a good eight leagues from that!' said +he, with a laugh. + +'They'll have to fall back there, nevertheless,' said I coolly, 'or they +suffer themselves to be cut off from their own centre.' + +'Would you believe it,' whispered Massena to a colonel at his side, 'the +fellow has just guessed our intended movement?' + +Low as he spoke, my quick ears caught the words, and my heart thumped +with delight as I heard them. This was the Emperor's strategy--Massena +was to fall impetuously on the enemy's left at Moosburg, and drive them +to a retreat on Landshut; when, at the moment of the confusion and +disorder, they were to be attacked by Napoleon himself, with a vastly +superior force. The game opened even sooner than expected, and a few +minutes after the conversation I have reported, our tirailleurs were +exchanging shots with the enemy. These sounds, however, were soon +drowned in the louder din of artillery, which thundered away at both +sides till nightfall. It was a strange species of engagement, for we +continued to march on the entire time, the enemy as steadily retiring +before us, while the incessant cannonade never ceased. + +Although frequently sent to the front with orders, I saw nothing of the +Austrians; a low line of bluish smoke towards the horizon, now and then +flashing into flame, denoted their position, and as we were about as +invisible to them, a less exciting kind of warfare would be difficult +to conceive. Neither was the destruction important; many of the Austrian +shot were buried in the deep clay in our front; and considering the +time, and the number of pieces in action, our loss was insignificant. +Soldiers, if they be not the trained veterans of a hundred battles, grow +very impatient in this kind of operation; they cannot conceive why they +are not led forward, and wonder at the over caution of the general. Ours +were mostly young levies, and were consequently very profuse of their +comments and complaints. + +'Have patience, my brave boys,' said an old sergeant to some of the +grumblers; 'I've seen some service, and I never saw a battle open this +way that there wasn't plenty of fighting ere it was over.' + +A long, low range of hills bounds the plain to the west of Moosburg, and +on these, as night closed, our bivouac fires were lighted, some of them +extending to nearly half a mile to the left of our real position, and +giving the Austrians the impression that our force was stationed in that +direction. A thin drizzly rain, cold enough to be sleet, was falling; +and as the ground had been greatly cut up by the passage of artillery +and cavalry, a less comfortable spot to bivouac in could not be +imagined. It was difficult, too, to obtain wood for our fires, and +our prospects for the dark hours were scarcely brilliant. The soldiers +grumbled loudly at being obliged to sit and cook their messes at the +murky flame of damp straw, while the fires at our left blazed away +gaily without one to profit by them. Frenchmen, however, are rarely +ill-humoured in face of the enemy, and their complaints assumed all the +sarcastic drollery which they so well understand; and even over +their half-dressed supper they were beginning to grow merry, when +staff-officers were seen traversing the lines at full speed in all +directions. + +'We are attacked--the Austrians are upon us!' cried two or three +soldiers, snatching up their muskets. + +'No, no, friend,' replied a veteran, 'it's the other way--we are going +at them.' + +This was the true reading of the problem. Orders were sent to every +brigade to form in close column of attack--artillery and cavalry to +advance under their cover, and ready to deploy at a moment's notice. + +Moosburg lay something short of two miles from us, having the Iser in +front, over which was a wooden bridge, protected by a strong +flanking battery. The river was not passable, nor had we any means of +transporting artillery across it; so that to this spot our main attack +was at once directed. Had the Austrian general, Heller, who was second +in command to the Archduke Louis, either cut off the bridge, or taken +effectual measures to oppose its passage, the great events of the +campaign might have assumed a very different feature. It is said, +however, that an entire Austrian brigade was encamped near Freising, and +that the communication was left open to save them. + +Still it must be owned that the Imperialists took few precautions for +their safety; for, deceived by our line of watch-fires, the pickets +extended but a short distance into the plain; and when attacked by our +light cavalry, many of them were cut off at once; and of those who fell +back, several traversed the bridge, with their pursuers at their heels. +Such was the impetuosity of the French attack, that although the most +positive orders had been given by Massena that not more than three guns +and their caissons should traverse the bridge together, and even these +at a walk, seven or eight were seen passing at the same instant, and all +at a gallop, making the old framework so to rock and tremble, that it +seemed ready to come to pieces. As often happens, the hardihood proved +our safety. The Austrians counting upon our slow transit, only opened a +heavy fire after several of our pieces had crossed, and were already in +a position to reply to them. Their defence, if somewhat late, was a most +gallant one, and the gunners continued to fire on our advancing columns +till we captured the block-house and sabred the men at their guns. +Meanwhile the Imperial Cuirassiers, twelve hundred strong, made a +succession of furious charges upon us, driving our light cavalry away +before them, and for a brief space making the fortune of the day almost +doubtful. It soon appeared, however, that these brave fellows were +merely covering the retreat of the main body, who in all haste were +falling back on the villages of Furth and Arth. Some squadrons of +Kellermann's heavy cavalry gave time for our light artillery to open +their fire, and the Austrian ranks were rent open with terrific loss. + +Day was now dawning, and showed us the Austrian army in retreat by +the two great roads towards Landshut. Every rising spot of ground was +occupied by artillery, and in some places defended by stockades, showing +plainly enough that all hope of saving the guns was abandoned, and that +they only thought of protecting their flying columns from our attack. +These dispositions cost us heavily, for as we were obliged to carry each +of these places before we could advance, the loss in this hand-to-hand +encounter was very considerable. At length, however, the roads became +so blocked up by artillery, that the infantry were driven to defile into +the swampy fields at the roadside, and here our cavalry cut them down +unmercifully, while grape tore through the dense masses at half-musket +range. + +Had discipline or command been possible, our condition might have been +made perilous enough, since, in the impetuosity of attack, large masses +of our cavalry got separated from their support, and were frequently +seen struggling to cut their way out of the closing columns of the +enemy. Twice or thrice it actually happened that officers surrendered +the whole squadron as prisoners, and were rescued by their own +comrades afterwards. The whole was a scene of pell-mell confusion +and disorder-some, abandoning positions when successful defence was +possible; others, obstinately holding their ground when destruction was +inevitable. Few prisoners were taken; indeed, I believe, quarter was +little thought of by either side. The terrible excitement had raised +men's passions to the pitch of madness, and each fought with all the +animosity of hate. + +Massena was always in the front, and, as was his custom, comporting +himself with a calm steadiness that he rarely displayed in the common +occurrences of everyday life. Like the English Picton, the crash and +thunder of conflict seemed to soothe and assuage the asperities of an +irritable temper, and his mind appeared to find a congenial sphere in +the turmoil and din of battle. The awkward attempt of a French +squadron to gallop in a deep marsh, where men and horses were rolling +indiscriminately together, actually gave him a hearty fit of laughter, +and he issued his orders for their recall, as though the occurrence +were a good joke. It was while observing this incident, that an orderly +delivered into his hands some maps and papers that had just been +captured from the fourgon of a staff-officer. Turning them rapidly over, +Massena chanced upon the plan of a bridge, with marks indicative of +points of defence at either side of it, and the arrangements for mining +it if necessary. It was too long to represent the bridge of Moosburg, +and must probably mean that of Landshut; and so thinking, and deeming +that its possession might be important to the Emperor, he ordered me to +take a fresh horse, and hasten with it to the headquarters. The orders I +received were vague enough. + +'You 'll come up with the advance guard some eight or nine miles to the +northward; you 'll chance upon some of the columns near Fleisheim.' + +Such were the hurried directions I obtained, in the midst of the +smoke and din of a battle; but it was no time to ask for more precise +instructions, and away I went. + +In less than twenty minutes' sharp riding I found myself in a little +valley, inclosed by low hills, and watered by a small tributary of the +Danube, along whose banks cottages were studded in the midst of what +seemed one great orchard, since for miles the white and pink blossoms of +fruit-trees were to be seen extending. The peasants were at work in +the fields, and oxen were toiling along with the heavy waggons, or the +scarcely less cumbersome plough, as peacefully as though bloodshed and +carnage were not within a thousand miles of them. No highroad penetrated +this secluded spot, and hence it lay secure, while ruin and devastation +raged at either side of it. As the wind was from the west, nothing could +be heard of the cannonade towards Moosburg, and the low hills completely +shut out all signs of the conflict. I halted at a little wayside forge +to have a loose shoe fastened, and in the crowd of gazers who stood +around me, wondering at my gay trappings and gaudy uniform, not one +had the slightest suspicion that I was other than Austrian. One old man +asked me if it were not true that the 'French were coming?' and another +laughed, and said, 'They had better not'; and there was all they knew +of that terrible struggle--the shock that was to rend in twain a great +empire! + +Full of varied thought on this theme I mounted and rode forward. At +first, the narrow roads were so deep and heavy, that I made little +progress; occasionally, too, I came to little streams, traversed by +a bridge of a single plank, and was either compelled to swim my horse +across, or wander long distances in search of a ford. These obstructions +made me impatient, and my impatience but served to delay me more, and +all my efforts to push directly forwards only tended to embarrass me. +I could not ask for guidance, since I knew not the name of a single +village or town, and to have inquired for the direction in which the +troops were stationed might very possibly have brought me into danger. + +At last, and after some hours of toilsome wandering, I reached a +small wayside inn, and, resolving to obtain some information of my +whereabouts, I asked whither the road led that passed through a long, +low, swampy plain, and disappeared in a pine wood. + +'To Landshut,' was the answer. + +'And the distance?' + +'Three German miles,' said the host; 'but they are worse than five; for +since the new line has been opened this road has fallen into neglect. +Two of the bridges are broken, and a landslip has completely blocked up +the passage at another place.' + +'Then how am I to gain the new road?' + +Alas! there was nothing for it but going back to the forge where I had +stopped three hours and a half before, and whence I could take a narrow +bridle-path to Fleisheim, that would bring me out on the great road. The +very thought of retracing my way was intolerable; many of the places I +had leaped my horse over would have been impossible to cross from the +opposite side; once I narrowly escaped being carried down by a millrace; +and, in fact, no dangers nor inconveniences of the road in front of me +could equal those of the course I had just come. Besides all this, +to return to Fleisheim would probably bring me far in the rear of the +advancing columns, while if I pushed on towards Landshut I might catch +sight of them from some rising spot of ground. + +'You will go, I see,' cried the host, as he saw me set out. 'Perhaps +you're right; the old adage says, "It's often the roughest road leads to +the smoothest fortune."' + +Even that much encouragement was not without its value. I spurred into +a canter with fresh spirits. The host of the little inn had not +exaggerated--the road was execrable. Heavy rocks and mounds of earth had +slipped down with the rains of winter, and remained in the middle of the +way. The fallen masonry of the bridges had driven the streams into new +channels with deep pools among them; broken waggons and ruined carts +marked the misfortunes of some who had ventured on the track; and except +for a well-mounted and resolute horseman the way was impracticable. I +was well-nigh overcome by fatigue and exhaustion, as, clambering up a +steep hill, with the bridle on my arm, I gained the crest of the ridge, +and suddenly saw Landshut--for it could be no other--before me. I have +looked at many new pictures and scenes, but I own I never beheld one +that gave me half the pleasure. The ancient town, with its gaunt old +belfries, and still more ancient castle, stood on a bend of the Inn, +which was here crossed by a long wooden bridge, supported on boats, a +wide track of shingle and gravel on either side showing the course into +which the melting snows often swelled the stream. From the point where +I stood I could see into the town. The Platz, the old gardens of the +nunnery, the terrace of the castle, all were spread out before me; and +to my utter surprise there seemed little or no movement going forward. +There were two guns in position at the bridge; some masons were at +work on the houses, beside the river, piercing the walls for the use of +musketry, and an infantry battalion was under arms in the market-place. +These were all the preparations I could discover against the advance of +a great army. But so it was; the Austrian spies had totally misled them, +and while they believed that the great bulk of the French lay around +Ratisbon, the centre of the army, sixty-five thousand strong, and led by +Napoleon himself, was in march to the southward. + +That the attack on Moosburg was still unknown at Landshut seemed +certain; and I now perceived that, notwithstanding all the delays I had +met with, I had really come by the most direct line; whereas, on account +of the bend of the river, no Austrian courier could have brought tidings +of the engagement up to that time. My attention was next turned towards +the direction whence our advance might be expected; but although I could +see nearly four miles of the road, not a man was to be descried along +it. + +I slowly descended the ridge, and, passing through a meadow, was +approaching the highroad, when suddenly I heard the clattering of a +horse at full gallop coming along the causeway. I mounted at once, and +pushed forward to an angle of the road, by which I was concealed from +all view. The next instant, a Hungarian hussar turned the corner at top +speed. + +'What news?' cried I, in German; 'are they coming?' + +'Ay, in force,' shouted he, without stopping. + +I at once drew my pistol, and levelled at him. The man's back was +towards me, and my bullet would have pierced his skull. It was my duty, +too, to have shot him, for moments were then worth days, or even weeks. +I couldn't pull the trigger, however, and I replaced my weapon in the +holster. Another horseman now swept past without perceiving me, and +quickly behind him came a half squadron of hussars, all riding in mad +haste and confusion. The horses, though 'blown,' were not sweated, so +that I conjectured they had ridden fast though not far. Such was the +eagerness to press on, and so intent were they on the thought of +their own tidings, that none saw me, and the whole body swept by and +disappeared. I waited a few minutes to listen, and as the clattering +towards Landshut died away, all was silent. Trusting to my knowledge of +German to save me, even if I fell in with the enemy, I now rode forward +at speed in the direction of our advance. The road was straight as an +arrow for miles, and a single object coming towards me was all I could +detect. This proved to be a hussar of the squadron, whose horse, being +dead lame, could not keep up with the rest, and now the poor fellow was +making the best of his way back as well as he was able. Of what use, +thought I, to make him my prisoner--one more or less at such a time can +be of slight avail; so I merely halted him to ask how near the French +were. The man could only speak Hungarian, but made signs that the +lancers were close upon us, and counselled me to make my escape into the +town with all speed. I intimated by a gesture that I could trust to my +horse, and we parted. He was scarcely out of sight when the bright gleam +of brass helmets came into view towards the west, and then I could make +out the shining cuirasses of the Corps de Guides, as, mounted on their +powerful horses, they came galloping along. + +'I thought I was foremost,' said a young officer to me as he rode up. +'How came you in advance?' + +'Where's the etat-major?' cried I, in haste, and not heeding his +question. 'I have a despatch for the Emperor.' + +'Follow the road,' said he, 'and you'll come up with them in half an +hour.' + +And with these hurried words we passed each other. A sharp pistol report +a moment after told me what had befallen the poor Hungarian; but I had +little time to think of his fate. Our squadrons were coming on at a +sharp pace, while in their rear the jingling clash of horse artillery +resounded. From a gentle rise of the road I could see a vast distance +of country, and perceive that the French columns extended for miles +away--the great chaussee being reserved for the heavy artillery, while +every byroad and lane were filled with troops of all arms hurrying +onward. It was one of those precipitous movements by which Napoleon so +often paralysed an enemy at once, and finished a campaign by one daring +exploit. + +At such a time it was in vain for me to ask in what direction the staff +might be found. All were eager and intent on their own projects; and as +squadron after squadron passed, I saw it was a moment for action rather +than for thought. Still I did not like to abandon all hope of succeeding +after so much of peril and fatigue, and seeing that it was impossible to +advance against the flood of horse and artillery that formed along the +road, I jumped my horse into a field at the side, and pushed forward. +Even here, however, the passage was not quite clear, since many, in +their eagerness to get forward, had taken to the same line, and, with +cheering cries and wild shouts of joy, were galloping on. My showy +uniform drew many an eye towards me, and at last a staff-officer cried +out to me to stop, pointing with his sabre as he spoke to a hill a short +distance off, where a group of officers were standing. + +This was General Moulon and his staff, under whose order the advanced +guard was placed. + +'A despatch--whence from?' cried he hastily, as I rode up. + +'No, sir; a plan of the bridge of Landshut, taken from the enemy this +morning at Moosburg.' + +'Are they still there?' asked he. + +'By this time they must be close upon Landshut; they were in full +retreat when I left them at daybreak.' + +'We 'll be able to speak of the bridge without this,' said he, laughing, +and turning toward his staff, while he handed the sketch carelessly to +some one beside him; 'and you'll serve the Emperor quite as well, sir, +by coming with us as hastening to the rear.' + +I professed myself ready and willing to follow his orders, and away I +went with the staff, well pleased to be once more on active service. + +Two cannon shots, and a rattling crash of small-arms, told us that the +combat had begun; and as we ascended the hill, the bridge of Landshut +was seen on fire in three places. Either from some mistake of his +orders, or not daring to assume a responsibility for what was beyond the +strict line of duty, the French commander of the artillery placed his +guns in position along the river's bank, and prepared to reply to the +fire now opening from the town, instead of at once dashing onward within +the gates. Moulon hastened to repair the error; but by the delay in +pushing through the dense masses of horse, foot, and artillery that +crowded the passage, it was full twenty minutes ere he came up. With a +storm of oaths on the stupidity of the artillery colonel, he ordered the +firing to cease, commanding both the cavalry and the train waggons to +move right and left, and give place for a grenadier battalion, who were +coming briskly on with their muskets at the sling. + +The scene was now a madly exciting one. The _chevaux defrise_ at one end +of the bridge was blazing; but beyond it, on the bridge, the Austrian +engineer and his men were scattering combustible material, and with +hempen torches touching the new-pitched timbers. An incessant roll of +musketry issued from the houses on the river-side, with now and then the +deeper boom of a large gun, while the roar of voices, and the crashing +noise of artillery passing through the streets, swelled into a fearful +chorus. The French sappers quickly removed the burning _chevaux de +frise_, and hurled the flaming timbers into the stream; and scarcely was +this done, when Moulon, dismounting, advanced, cheering, at the head of +his grenadiers. Charging over the burning bridge, they rushed +forward; but their way was arrested by the strong timbers of a massive +portcullis, which closed the passage. This had been concealed from our +view by the smoke and flame; and now, as the press of men from behind +grew each instant more powerful, a scene of terrible suffering ensued. +The enemy, too, poured down a deadly discharge, and grapeshot tore +through us at pistol-range. The onward rush of the columns to the rear +defied retreat, and in the mad confusion, all orders and command were +unheard or unheeded. Not knowing what delayed our advance, I was busily +engaged in suppressing a fire at one of the middle buttresses, when, +mounting the parapet, I saw the cause of our halt. I happened to have +caught up one of the pitched torches at the instant, and the thought at +once struck me how to employ it. To reach the portcullis, no other road +lay open than the parapet itself--a wooden railing, wide enough for a +footing, but exposed to the whole fire of the houses. There was little +time for the choice of alternatives, even had our fate offered any, so I +dashed on, and, as the balls whizzed and whistled around me, reached the +front. + +It was a terrible thing to touch the timbers against which our men were +actually flattened, and to set fire to the bars around which their hands +were clasped; but I saw that the Austrian musketry had already done its +work on the leading files, and that not one man was living amongst them. +By a blunder of one of the sappers, the portcullis had been smeared with +pitch like the bridge; and as I applied the torch, the blaze sprang up, +and, encouraged by the rush of air between the beams, spread in a second +over the whole structure. Expecting my death-wound at every instant, +I never ceased my task, even when it had become no longer necessary, +impelled by a kind of insane persistence to destroy the barrier. The +wind carrying the flame inward, however, had compelled the Austrians to +fall back, and before they could again open a collected fire on us, the +way was open, and the grenadiers, like enraged tigers, rushed wildly in. + +[Illustration: frontispiece] + +I remember that my coat was twice on fire as, carried on my comrades' +shoulders, I was borne along into the town. I recollect, too, the +fearful scene of suffering that ensued, the mad butchery at each doorway +as we passed, the piercing cries for mercy, and the groan of dying +agony. + +War has no such terrible spectacle as a town taken by infuriated +soldiery; and even amongst the best of natures a relentless cruelty +usurps the place of every chivalrous feeling. When or how I was wounded +I never could ascertain; but a round shot had penetrated my thigh, +tearing the muscles into shreds, and giving to the surgeon who saw me +the simple task of saying, '_Enlevez le--point despair_.' + +I heard thus much, and I have some recollection of a comrade having +kissed my forehead, and there ended my reminiscences of Landshut. Nay, I +am wrong; I cherish another and a more glorious one. + +It was about four days after this occurrence that the surgeon in charge +of the military hospital was obliged to secure by ligature a branch +of the femoral artery which had been traversed by the ball through my +thigh. The operation was a tedious and difficult one, for round shot, it +would seem, have little respect for anatomy, and occasionally displace +muscles in a sad fashion. I was very weak after it was over, and orders +were left to give a spoonful of Bordeaux and water from time to time +during the evening--a direction which I listened to attentively, and +never permitted my orderly to neglect. In fact, like a genuine sick +man's fancy, it caught possession of my mind that this wine and water +was to save me; and in the momentary rally of excitement it gave, I +thought I tasted health once more. In this impression I never awoke from +a short doze without a request for my cordial, and half mechanically +would make signs to wet my lips as I slept. + +It was near sunset, and I was lying with unclosed eyes, not asleep, but +in that semi-conscious state that great bodily depression and loss of +blood induce. The ward was unusually quiet, the little buzz of voices +that generally mingled through the accents of suffering were hushed, and +I could hear the surgeon's well-known voice as he spoke to some persons +at the farther end of the chamber. + +By their stopping from time to time, I could remark that they were +inspecting the different beds, but their voices were low and their steps +cautious and noiseless. + +'Tiernay--this is Tiernay,' said some one, reading my name from the +paper over my head. Some low words which I could not catch followed, and +then the surgeon replied-- + +'There is a chance for him yet, though the debility is greatly to be +feared.' + +I made a sign at once to my mouth, and after a second's delay the spoon +touched my lips; but so awkwardly was it applied, that the fluid ran +down my chin. With a sickly impatience I turned away, but a mild, low +voice, soft as a woman's, said-- + +'_Allons!_--Let me try once more'; and now the spoon met my lips with +due dexterity. + +'Thanks,' said I faintly, and I opened my eyes. + +'You'll soon be about again, Tiernay,' said the same voice--as for the +person, I could distinguish nothing, for there were six or seven around +me--'and if I know anything of a soldier's heart, this will do just as +much as the doctor.' + +As he spoke he detached from his coat a small enamel cross, and placed +it in my hand, with a gentle squeeze of the fingers, and then saying +'_Au revoir_,' moved on. + +'Who's that?' cried I suddenly, while a strange thrill ran through me. + +'Hush!' whispered the surgeon cautiously; 'hush! it is the Emperor.' + + + + +CHAPTER LI. SCHOeNBRUNN IN 1809 + +About two months afterwards, on a warm evening of summer, I entered +Vienna in a litter, along with some twelve hundred other wounded men, +escorted by a regiment of cuirassiers. I was weak and unable to walk. +The fever of my wound had reduced me to a skeleton; but I was consoled +for everything by knowing that I was a captain on the Emperor's own +staff, and decorated by himself with the Cross of 'the Legion.' Nor +were these my only distinctions, for my name had been included among +the lists of the _officiers delite_--a new institution of the Emperor, +enjoying considerable privileges and increase of pay. + +To this latter elevation, too, I owed my handsome quarters in the +'Raab' Palace at Vienna, and the sentry at my door, like that of a +field-officer. Fortune, indeed, began to smile upon me, and never are +her flatteries more welcome than in the first hours of returning health, +after a long sickness. I was visited by the first men of the army; +marshals and generals figured among the names of my intimates, and +invitations flowed in upon me from all that were distinguished by rank +and station. + +Vienna, at that period, presented few features of a city occupied by an +enemy. The guards, it is true, on all arsenals and forts, were French, +and the gates were held by them; but there was no interruption to the +course of trade and commerce. The theatres were open every night, and +balls and receptions went on with only redoubled frequency. Unlike his +policy towards Russia, Napoleon abstained from all that might humiliate +the Austrians. Every possible concession was made to their natural +tastes and feelings, and officers of all ranks in the French army were +strictly enjoined to observe a conduct of conciliation and civility +on every occasion of intercourse with the citizens. Few general orders +could be more palatable to Frenchmen, and they set about the task of +cultivating the good esteem of the Viennese with a most honest desire +for success. Accident, too, aided their efforts not a little; for it +chanced that a short time before the battle of Aspern, the city had been +garrisoned by Croat and Wallachian regiments, whose officers, scarcely +half civilised, and with all the brutal ferocity of barbarian tribes, +were most favourably supplanted by Frenchmen in the best of possible +tempers with themselves and the world. + +It might be argued, that the Austrians would have shown more patriotism +in holding themselves aloof, and avoiding all interchange of civilities +with their conquerors. Perhaps, too, this line of conduct would have +prevailed to a greater extent, had not those in high places set an +opposite example. But so it was; and in the hope of obtaining more +favourable treatment in their last extremity, the princes of the +Imperial House, and the highest nobles of the land, freely accepted the +invitations of our marshals, and as freely received them at their own +tables. + +There was something of pride, too, in the way these great families +continued to keep up the splendour of their households--large retinues +of servants and gorgeous equipages--when the very empire itself was +crumbling to pieces. And to the costly expenditure of that fevered +interval may be dated the ruin of some of the richest of the Austrian +nobility. To maintain a corresponding style, and to receive the proud +guests with suitable magnificence, enormous 'allowances' were made to +the French generals; while in striking contrast to all the splendour, +the Emperor Napoleon lived at Schoenbrunn with a most simple household +and restricted retinue. + +'Berthier's' Palace, in the 'Graben,' was, by its superior magnificence, +the recognised centre of French society; and thither flocked every +evening all that was most distinguished in rank of both nations. Motives +of policy, or at least the terrible pressure of necessity, filled these +salons with the highest personages of the empire; while as it accepting, +as inevitable, the glorious ascendency of Napoleon, many of the French +_emigre_ families emerged from their retirement to pay their court to +the favoured lieutenants of Napoleon. Marmont, who was highly connected +with the French aristocracy, gave no slight aid to this movement, and, +it was currently believed at the time, was secretly intrusted by the +Emperor with the task of accomplishing what in modern phrase is styled, +a 'fusion.' + +The real source of all these flattering attentions on the Austrian side, +however, was the well-founded dread of the partition of the empire--a +plan over which Napoleon was then hourly in deliberation, and to the +non-accomplishment of which he ascribed, in the days of his last exile, +all the calamities of his fall. Be this as it may, few thoughts of +the graver interests at stake disturbed the pleasure we felt in the +luxurious life of that delightful city; nor can I, through the whole +of a long and varied career, call to mind any period of more unmixed +enjoyment. + +Fortune stood by me in everything. Marshal Marmont required as the head +of his etat-major an officer who could speak and write German, and, +if possible, who understood the Tyrol dialect. I was selected for the +appointment; but then there arose a difficulty. The etiquette of the +service demanded that the _chef d etat-major_ should be at least a +lieutenant-colonel, and I was but a captain. + +'No matter,' said he; 'you are _officier delite_, which always gives +brevet rank, and so one step more will place you where we want you. Come +with me to Schonbrunn to-night, and I'll try and arrange it.' + +I was still very weak, and unable for any fatigue, as I accompanied +the marshal to the quaint old palace which, at about a league from the +capital, formed the headquarters of the Emperor. Up to this time I had +never been presented to Napoleon, and had formed to myself the most +gorgeous notions of the state and splendour that should surround such +majesty. Guess then my astonishment, and, need I own, disappointment, as +we drove up a straight avenue, very sparingly lighted, and descended at +a large door, where a lieutenant's guard was stationed. It was customary +for the marshals and generals of division to present themselves each +evening at Schoenbrunn, from six to nine o'clock, and we found that eight +or ten carriages were already in waiting when we arrived. An officer of +the household recognised the marshal as he alighted, and as we mounted +the stairs whispered a few words hurriedly in his ear, of which I only +caught one, 'Komorn,' the name of the Hungarian fortress on the Danube +where the Imperial family of Vienna and the cabinet had sought refuge. + +'_Diantre!_' exclaimed Marmont--'bad news! My dear Tiernay, we have +fallen on an unlucky moment to ask a favour! The despatches from +Komorn are, it would seem, unsatisfactory. The Tyrol is far from quiet. +Kuffstein, I think that's the name, or some such place, is attacked by a +large force, and likely to fall into their hands from assault.' + +'That can scarcely be, sir,' said I, interrupting; 'I know Kuffstein +well I was two years a prisoner there; and, except by famine, the +fortress is inaccessible.' + +'What! are you certain of this?' cried he eagerly; 'is there not one +side on which escalade is possible?' + +'Quite impracticable on every quarter, believe me, sir. A hundred men of +the line and twenty gunners might hold Kuffstein against the world.' + +You hear what he says, Lefebvre,' said Marmont to the officer; 'I think +I might venture to bring him up?' The other shook his head doubtfully, +and said nothing. 'Well, announce me, then,' said the marshal; 'and, +Tiernay, do you throw yourself on one of those sofas there, and wait for +me.' + +I did as I was bade, and, partly from the unusual fatigue, and in part +from the warmth of a summer evening, soon fell off into a heavy sleep. I +was suddenly awakened by a voice saying, 'Come along, captain, be quick, +your name has been called twice!' I sprang up and looked about me, +without the very vaguest notion of where I was. 'Where to? Where am I +going?' asked I, in my confusion. 'Follow that gentleman,' was the brief +reply; and so I did, in the same dreamy state that a sleep-walker might +have done. Some confused impression that I was in attendance on General +Marmont was all that I could collect, when I found myself standing in +a great room densely crowded with officers of rank. Though gathered +in groups and knots chatting, there was, from time to time, a sort of +movement in the mass that seemed communicated by some single impulse; +and then all would remain watchful and attentive for some seconds, +their eyes turned in the direction of a large door at the end of the +apartment. At last this was thrown suddenly open, and a number of +persons entered, at whose appearance every tongue was hushed, and the +very slightest gesture subdued. The crowd meanwhile fell back, forming +a species of circle round the room, in front of which this newly entered +group walked. I cannot now remember what struggling efforts I made to +collect my faculties, and think where I was then standing; but if a +thunderbolt had struck the ground before me, it could not have given +me a more terrific shock than that I felt on seeing the Emperor himself +address the general officer beside me. + +I cannot pretend to have enjoyed many opportunities of royal notice. At +the time I speak of, such distinction was altogether unknown to me; but +even when most highly favoured in that respect, I have never been able +to divest myself of a most crushing feeling of my inferiority--a sense +at once so humiliating and painful, that I longed to be away and out +of a presence where I might dare to look at him who addressed me, +and venture on something beyond mere replies to interrogatories. This +situation, good reader, with your courtly breeding and _aplomb_ to boot, +is never totally free of constraint; but imagine what it can be when, +instead of standing in the faint sunshine of a royal smile, you find +yourself cowering under the stern and relentless look of anger, and that +anger an emperor's. + +This was precisely my predicament, for in my confusion I had not noticed +how, as the Emperor drew near to any individual to converse, the others, +at either side, immediately retired out of hearing, preserving an air of +obedient attention, but without in any way obtruding themselves on the +royal notice. The consequence was, that as his Majesty stood to talk +with Marshal Oudinot, I maintained my place, never perceiving my +awkwardness till I saw that I made one of three figures isolated in the +floor of the chamber. To say that I had rather have stood in face of an +enemy's battery, is no exaggeration. I'd have walked up to a gun with +a stouter heart than I felt at this terrible moment; and yet there was +something in that sidelong glance of angry meaning that actually nailed +me to the spot, and I could not have fallen back to save my life. There +were, I afterwards learned, no end of signals and telegraphic notices +to me from the officers-in-waiting. Gestures and indications for my +guidance abounded, but I saw none of them. I had drawn myself up in an +attitude of parade stiffness--neither looked right nor left--and waited +as a criminal might have waited for the fall of the axe that was to end +his sufferings for ever. + +That the Emperor remained something like two hours and a half in +conversation with the marshal, I should have been quite ready to verify +on oath; but the simple fact was, that the interview occupied under four +minutes, and then General Oudinot backed out of the presence, leaving me +alone in front of his Majesty. + +The silence of the chamber was quite dreadful, as, with his hands +clasped behind his back, and his head slightly thrown forward, the +Emperor stared steadily at me. I am more than half ashamed of the +confession, but, what between the effect of long illness and suffering, +the length of time I had been standing, and the emotion I experienced, +I felt myself growing dizzy, and a sickly faintness began to creep over +me, and, but for the support of my sabre, I should actually have fallen. + +'You seem weak; you had better sit down,' said the Emperor, in a soft +and mild voice. + +[Illustration: 606] + +'Yes, sire, I have not quite recovered yet,' muttered I indistinctly; +but before I could well finish the sentence, Marmont was beside the +Emperor, and speaking rapidly to him. + +'Ah, indeed!' cried Napoleon, tapping his snuff-box, and smiling. 'This +is Tiernay, then. _Parbleu!_ we have heard something of you before.' + +Marmont still continued to talk on; and I heard the words, Rhine, Genoa, +and Kuffstein distinctly fall from him. The Emperor smiled twice, and +nodded his head slowly, as if assenting to what was said. + +'But his wound?' said Napoleon doubtingly. 'He says that your Majesty +cured him when the doctor despaired,' said Marmont. 'I'm sure, sire, he +has equal faith in what you still could do for him.' + +'Well, sir,' said the Emperor, addressing me, 'if all I hear of you be +correct, you carry a stouter heart before the enemy than you seem to +wear here. Your name is high in Marshal Massena's list; and General +Marmont desires to have your services on his staff. I make no objection; +you shall have your grade.' + +I bowed without speaking; indeed, I could not have uttered a word, even +if it had been my duty. + +'They have extracted the ball, I hope?' said the Emperor to me, and +pointing to my thigh. + +'It never lodged, sire; it was a round shot,' said I. '_Diable!_ a round +shot! You're a lucky fellow, Colonel Tiernay,' said he, laying a stress +on the title--'a very lucky fellow.' + +'I shall ever think so, sire, since your Majesty has said it,' was my +answer. + +'I was not a lieutenant-colonel at your age,' resumed Napoleon; 'nor +were you either, Marmont. You see, sir, that we live in better times--at +least, in times when merit is better rewarded.' And with this he passed +on; and Marmont, slipping my arm within his own, led me away, down +the great stair, through crowds of attendant orderlies and groups +of servants. At last we reached our carriage, and in half an hour +re-entered Vienna, my heart wild with excitement, and burning with +zealous ardour to do something for the service of the Emperor. + +The next morning I removed to General Marmont's quarters, and for the +first time put on the golden aigrette of _chef de etat-major_, not a +little to the astonishment of all who saw the 'boy colonel,' as, half +in sarcasm, half in praise, they styled me. From an early hour of the +morning till the time of a late dinner, I was incessantly occupied. The +staff duties were excessively severe, and the number of letters to be +read and replied to almost beyond belief. The war had again assumed +something of importance in the Tyrol. Hofer and Spechbacher were at the +head of considerable forces, which in the fastnesses of their native +mountains were more than a match for any regular soldiery. The news +from Spain was gloomy: England was already threatening her long-planned +attack on the Scheldt. Whatever real importance might attach to these +movements, the Austrian cabinet made them the pretext for demanding more +favourable conditions; and Metternich was emboldened to go so far as to +ask for the restoration of the Empire in all its former integrity. + +These negotiations between the two cabinets at the time assumed the most +singular form which probably was ever adopted in such intercourse--all +the disagreeable intelligences and disastrous tidings being communicated +from one side to the other with the mock politeness of friendly +relations. As, for instance, the Austrian cabinet would forward an +extract from one of Hofer's descriptions of a victory; to which the +French would reply by a bulletin of Eugene Beauharnais, or, as Napoleon +on one occasion did, by a copy of a letter from the Emperor Alexander, +filled with expressions of friendship, and professing the most perfect +confidence in his 'brother of France.' So far was this petty and most +contemptible warfare carried, that every little gossip and every passing +story was pressed into the service, and if not directly addressed to the +cabinet, at least conveyed to its knowledge by some indirect channel. + +It is probable I should have forgotten this curious feature of the time, +if not impressed on my memory by personal circumstances too important +to be easily obliterated from memory. An Austrian officer arrived one +morning from Komorn, with an account of the defeat of Lefebvre's force +before Schenatz, and of a great victory gained by Hofer and Spechbacher +over the French and Bavarians. Two thousand prisoners were said to have +been taken, and the French driven across the Inn, and in full retreat on +Kuffstein. Now, as I had been confined at Kuffstein, and could speak +of its impregnable character from actual observation, I was immediately +sent off with despatches, about some indifferent matter, to the cabinet, +with injunctions to speak freely about the fortress, and declare that +we were perfectly confident of its security. I may mention incidentally, +and as showing the real character of my mission, that a secret despatch +from Lefebvre had already reached Vienna, in which he declared that he +should be compelled to evacuate the Tyrol, and fall back into Bavaria. + +'I have provided you with introductions that will secure your friendly +reception,' said Marmont to me. 'The replies to these despatches +will require some days, during which you will have time to make many +acquaintances about the Court, and, if practicable, to effect a very +delicate object.' + +This, after considerable injunctions as to secrecy, and so forth, was no +less than to obtain a miniature, or a copy of a miniature, of the young +archduchess, who had been so dangerously ill during the siege of Vienna, +and whom report represented as exceedingly handsome. A good-looking +young fellow, a colonel, of two or three-and-twenty, with unlimited +bribery, if needed, at command, should find little difficulty in the +mission; at least, so Marmont assured me; and from his enthusiasm on the +subject, I saw, or fancied I saw, that he would have had no objection to +be employed in the service himself. For while professing how absurd +it was to offer any advice or suggestion on such a subject to one like +myself, he entered into details, and sketched out a plan of campaign, +that might well have made a chapter of _Gil Blas_. It would possibly +happen, he reminded me, that the Austrian Court would grow suspectful of +me, and not exactly feel at ease were my stay prolonged beyond a day +or two; in which case it was left entirely to my ingenuity to devise +reasons for my remaining; and I was at liberty to despatch couriers for +instructions, and await replies, to any extent I thought requisite. In +fact, I had a species of general commission to press into the service +whatever resources could forward the object of my mission, success being +the only point not to be dispensed with. + +'Take a week, if you like--a month, if you must, Tiernay,' said he to me +at parting; 'but, above all, no failure! mind that--no failure!' + + + + +CHAPTER LII. KOMORN FORTY TEARS AGO + +I doubt if our great Emperor dated his first despatch from Schoenbrunn +with a prouder sense of elevation than did I write 'Komorn' at the +top of my first letter to Marshal Marmont, detailing, as I had been +directed, every incident of my reception. I will not pretend to say +that my communication might be regarded as a model for diplomatic +correspondence; but, having since that period seen something of the +lucubrations of great envoys and plenipos, I am only astonished at my +unconscious imitation of their style--blending, as I did, the objects of +my mission with every little personal incident, and making each trivial +circumstance bear upon the fortune of my embassy. + +I narrated my morning interview with Prince Metternich, whose courteous +but haughty politeness was not a whit shaken by the calamitous position +of his country, and who wished to treat the great events of the campaign +as among the transient reverses which war deals out, on this side +to-day, on that to-morrow. I told that my confidence in the impregnable +character of Kuffstein only raised a smile, for it had already been +surrendered to the Tyrolese; and I summed up my political conjectures +by suggesting that there was enough of calm confidence in the Minister's +manner to induce me to suspect that they were calculating on the support +of the northern powers, and had not given up the cause for lost. I knew +for certain that a Russian courier had arrived and departed since my +own coming; and although the greatest secrecy had attended the event, +I ascertained the fact, that he had come from St. Petersburg, and was +returning to Moscow, where the Emperor Alexander then was. Perhaps I was +a little piqued--I am afraid I was--at the indifference manifested at my +own presence, and the little, or indeed no, importance, attached to my +prolonged stay. For when I informed Count Stadion that I should await +some tidings from Vienna before returning thither, he very politely +expressed his pleasure at the prospect of my company, and proposed that +we should have some partridge-shooting, for which the country along the +Danube is famous. The younger brother of this Minister, Count Ernest +Stadion, and a young Hungarian magnate, Palakzi, were my constant +companions. They were both about my own age, but had only joined the +army that same spring, and were most devoted admirers of one who had +already won his epaulettes as a colonel in the French service. They +showed me every object of interest and curiosity in the neighbourhood, +arranged parties for riding and shooting, and, in fact, treated me in +all respects like a much-valaed guest--well repaid, as it seemed, by +those stories of war and battlefields which my own life and memory +supplied. + +My improved health was already noticed by all, when Metternich sent me +a most polite message, stating, that if my services at Vienna could +be dispensed with for a while longer, it was hoped I would continue +to reside where I had derived such benefit, and breathe the cheering +breezes of Hungary for the remainder of the autumn. + +It was full eight-and-twenty years later that I accidentally learned to +what curious circumstance I owed this invitation. It chanced that the +young archduchess, who was ill during the siege, was lingering in a slow +convalescence, and to amuse the tedious hours of her sick couch, Madame +Palakzi, the mother of my young friend, was accustomed to recount some +of the stories which I, in the course of the morning, happened to relate +to her son. So guardedly was all this contrived and carried on, that it +was not, as I have said, for nearly thirty years after that I knew of +it; and then, the secret was told me by the chief personage herself, the +Grand-Duchess of Parma. + +Though nothing could better have chimed in with my plans than this +request, yet, in reality, the secret object of my mission appeared +just as remote as on the first day of my arrival. My acquaintances were +limited to some half-dozen gentlemen-in-waiting, and about an equal +number of young officers of the staff, with whom I dined, rode, hunted, +and shot--never seeing a single member of the Imperial family, nor, +stranger still, one lady of the household. In what Turkish seclusion +they lived! when they ventured out for air and exercise, and where, were +questions that never ceased to torture me. It was true that all my own +excursions had been on the left bank of the river, towards which side +the apartment I occupied looked; but I could scarcely suppose that the +right presented much attraction, since it appeared to be an impenetrable +forest of oak; moreover, the bridge which formerly connected it with the +island of Komorn had been cut off during the war. Of course, this was +a theme on which I could not dare to touch; and as the reserve of my +companions was never broken regarding it, I was obliged to be satisfied +with my own guesses on the subject. I had been about two months at +Komorn when I was invited to join a shooting-party on the north bank of +the river at a place called Ercacs, or, as the Hungarians pronounce +it, Ercacsh, celebrated for the blackcock, or the auerhahn, one of the +finest birds of the east of Europe. All my companions had been promising +me great things, when the season for the sport should begin, and I was +equally anxious to display my skill as a marksman. The scenery, too, +was represented as surpassingly fine, and I looked forward to the +expedition, which was to occupy a week, with much interest. One +circumstance alone damped the ardour of my enjoyment: for some time back +exercise on horseback had become painful to me, and some of those evil +consequences which my doctor had speculated on, such as exfoliation of +the bone, seemed now threatening me. Up to this the inconvenience had +gone no further than an occasional sharp pang after a hard day's ride, +or a dull uneasy feeling which prevented my sleeping soundly at night. +I hoped, however, by time, that these would subside, and the natural +strength of my constitution carry me safely over every mischance. I was +ashamed to speak of these symptoms to my companions, lest they should +imagine that I was only screening myself from the fatigues of which they +so freely partook; and so I continued, day after day, the same habit of +severe exercise; while feverish nights, and a failing appetite, made me +hourly weaker. My spirits never flagged, and perhaps in this way damaged +me seriously, supplying a false energy long after real strength had +begun to give way. The world, indeed, 'went so well' with me in all +other respects, that I felt it would have been the blackest ingratitude +against Fortune to have given way to anything like discontent or +repining. It was true, I was far from being a solitary instance of a +colonel at my age; there were several such in the army, and one or two +even younger; but they were unexceptionably men of family influence, +descendants of the ancient nobility of France, for whose chivalric names +and titles the Emperor had conceived the greatest respect; and never, in +all the pomp of Louis the Fourteenth's Court, were a Gramont, a Guise, a +Rochefoucauld, or a Tavanne more certain of his favourable notice. Now, +I was utterly devoid of all such pretensions; my claims to gentle blood, +such as they were, derived from another land, and I might even regard +myself as the maker of my own fortune. + +How little thought did I bestow on my wound, as I mounted my horse on +that mellow day of autumn! How indifferent was I to the pang that shot +through me as I touched the flank with my leg! Our road led through a +thick forest, but over a surface of level sward, along which we galloped +in all the buoyancy of youth and high spirits. An occasional trunk lay +across our way, and these we cleared at a leap--a feat which I well +saw my Hungarian friends were somewhat surprised to perceive gave me +no trouble whatever. My old habits of the riding-school had made me a +perfect horseman; and rather vain of my accomplishment I rode at the +highest fences I could find. In one of these exploits an acute pang shot +through me, and I felt as if something had given way in my leg. The pain +for some minutes was so intense that I could with difficulty keep the +saddle, and even when it had partially subsided the suffering was very +great. + +To continue my journey in this agony was impossible; and yet I was +reluctant to confess that I was overcome by pain. Such an acknowledgment +seemed unsoldierlike and unworthy, and I determined not to give way. It +was no use; the suffering brought on a sickly faintness that completely +overcame me. I had nothing for it but to turn back; so, suddenly +affecting to recollect a despatch that I ought to have sent off before +I left, I hastily apologised to my companions, and with many promises to +overtake them by evening, I returned to Komorn. + +A Magyar groom accompanied me to act as my guide; and, attended by this +man, I slowly retraced my steps towards the fortress, so slowly, indeed, +that it was within an hour of sunset as we gained the crest of the +little ridge, from which Komorn might be seen, and the course of the +Danube as it wound for miles through the plain. + +It is always a grand and imposing scene, one of those vast Hungarian +plains, with waving woods and golden cornfields, bounded by the horizon +on every side, and marked by those immense villages of twelve or even +twenty thousand inhabitants. Trees, rivers, plains, even the dwellings +of the people, are on a scale with which nothing in the Old World can +vie. But even with this great landscape before me, I was more struck by +a small object which caught my eye as I looked towards the fortress. It +was a little boat, covered with an awning, and anchored in the middle of +the stream, and from which I could hear the sound of a voice, singing to +the accompaniment of a guitar. There was a stern and solemn quietude in +the scene; the dark fortress, the darker river, the deep woods casting +their shadows on the water, all presented a strange contrast to that +girlish voice and tinkling melody, so light-hearted and so free. + +The Magyar seemed to read what was passing in my mind, for he nodded +significantly, and touching his cap in token of respect, said it was +the young Archduchess Maria Louisa, who, with one or two of her ladies, +enjoyed the cool of the evening on the river. This was the very same +princess for whose likeness I was so eager, and of whom I never could +obtain the slightest tidings. With what an interest that barque became +invested from that moment! I had more than suspected, I had divined, +the reasons of General Marmont's commission to me, and could picture to +myself the great destiny that in all likelihood awaited her who now, +in sickly dalliance, moved her hand in the stream, and scattered the +sparkling drops in merry mood over her companions. Twice or thrice a +head of light-brown hair peeped from beneath the folds of the awning, +and I wondered within myself if it were on that same brow that the +greatest diadem of Europe was to sit. + +So intent was I on these fancies, so full of the thousand speculations +that grew out of them, that I paid no attention to what was passing, +and never noticed an object on which the Hungarian's eyes were bent in +earnest contemplation. A quick gesture and a sudden exclamation from the +man soon attracted me, and I beheld, about a quarter of a mile off, an +enormous timber raft descending the stream at headlong speed. That +the great mass had become unmanageable, and was carried along by the +impetuosity of the current, was plain enough, not only from the zigzag +course it took, but from the wild cries and frantic gestures of the men +on board. Though visible to us from the eminence on which we stood, a +bend of the stream still concealed it from those in the boat. To apprise +them of their danger, we shouted with all our might, gesticulating at +the same time, and motioning to them to put in to shore. It was all in +vain; the roar of the river, which here is almost a torrent, drowned our +voices, and the little boat still held her place in the middle of the +stream. Already the huge mass was to be seen emerging from behind a +wooden promontory of the riverside, and now their destruction seemed +inevitable. Without waiting to reach the path, I spurred my horse down +the steep descent, and, half falling and half plunging, gained the bank. +To all seeming now they heard me, for I saw the curtain of the awning +suddenly move, and a boatman's red cap peer from beneath it. I screamed +and shouted with all my might, and called out 'The raft--the raft!' till +my throat felt bursting. For some seconds the progress of the great mass +seemed delayed, probably by having become entangled with the trees along +the shore; but now, borne along by its immense weight, it swung round +the angle of the bank, and came majestically on, a long, white wave +marking its course as it breasted the water. + +They see it! they see it! Oh, good heavens! are they paralysed with +terror, for the boatman never moves! A wild shriek rises above the +roar of the current, and yet they do nothing. What prayers and cries of +entreaty, what wild imprecations I uttered, I know not; but I am sure +that reason had already left me, and nothing remained in its place +except the mad impulse to save them, or perish. There was then so much +of calculation in my mind that I could balance the chances of breasting +the stream on horseback, or alone; and this done, I spurred my animal +over the bank into the Danube. A horse is a noble swimmer when he has +courage, and a Hungarian horse rarely fails in this quality. + +Heading towards the opposite shore, the gallant beast cleared his track +through the strong current, snorting madly, and seeming to plunge at +times against the rushing waters. I never turned my eyes from the skiff +all this time, and now could see the reason of what had seemed their +apathy. The anchor had become entangled, fouled among some rocks or +weeds of the river, and the boatman's efforts to lift it were all in +vain. I screamed and yelled to the man to cut the rope, but my cries +were unheard, for he bent over the gunwale, and tugged and tore with all +his might. I was more than fifty yards higher up the stream, and rapidly +gaining the calmer water under shore, when I tried to turn my horse's +head down the current; but the instinct of safety rebelled against all +control, and the animal made straight for the bank. There was, then, +but one chance left, and, taking my sabre in my mouth, I sprang from his +back into the stream. In all the terrible excitement of that dreadful +moment I clung to one firm purpose. The current would surely carry the +boat into safety, if once free; I had no room for any thought but +this. The great trees along shore, the great fortress, the very clouds +overhead, seemed to fly past me, as I was swept along; but I never lost +sight of my purpose. And now almost within my grasp, I see the boat +and the three figures, who are bending down over one that seems to have +fainted. With my last effort, I cry again to cut the rope, but his knife +has broken at the handle! I touch the side of the skiff, I grasp the +gunwale with one hand, and seizing my sabre in the other, I make one +desperate cut. The boat swings round to the current--the boatman's oars +are out--they are saved. My 'thank God!' is like the cry of a drowning +man--for I know no more. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. A LOSS AND A GAIN + +To apologise to my reader for not strictly tracing out each day of my +history, would be, in all likelihood, as great an impertinence as that +of the tiresome guest who, having kept you two hours from your bed by +his uninteresting twaddle, asks you to forgive him at last for an abrupt +departure. I am already too full of gratitude for the patience that has +been conceded to me so far, to desire to trifle with it during the brief +space that is now to link us together. And believe me, kind reader, +there is more in that same tie than perhaps you think, especially where +the intercourse had been carried on, and, as it were, fed from month to +month. In such cases the relationship between him who writes and him who +reads assumes something like acquaintanceship, heightened by a greater +desire on one side to please than is usually felt in the routine +business of everyday life. Nor is it a light reward, if one can think +that he has relieved a passing hour of solitude or discomfort, shortened +a long wintry night, or made a rainy day more endurable. I speak not +here of the greater happiness in knowing that our inmost thoughts +have found their echo in far-away hearts, kindling noble emotions, and +warming generous aspirations--teaching courage and hope, by the very +commonest of lessons, and showing that, in the moral as in the vegetable +world, the bane and antidote grow side by side, and, as the eastern poet +has it, 'He who shakes the tree of sorrow, is often sowing the seeds +of joy.' Such are the triumphs of very different efforts from mine, +however, and I come back to the humble theme from which I started. + +If I do not chronicle the incidents which succeeded to the events of +my last chapter, it is, in the first place, because they are most +imperfectly impressed upon my own memory; and, in the second, they are +of a nature which, whether in the hearing or the telling, can afford +little pleasure; for what if I should enlarge upon a text which runs but +on suffering and sickness, nights of feverish agony, days of anguish, +terrible alternations of hope and fear, ending, at last, in the sad, sad +certainty that skill has found its limit? The art of the surgeon can do +no more, and Maurice Tiernay must consent to lose his leg! Such was +the cruel news I was compelled to listen to as I awoke one morning, +dreaming, and for the first time since my accident, of my life in +Kuffstein. The injuries I had received before being rescued from the +Danube had completed the mischief already begun, and all chance of +saving my limb had now fled. I am not sure if I could not have heard a +sentence of death with more equanimity than the terrible announcement +that I was to drag out existence maimed and crippled--to endure the +helplessness of age with the warm blood and daring passions of youth, +and, worse than all, to forego a career that was already opening with +such glorious prospects of distinction. + +Nothing could be more kindly considerate than the mode of communicating +this sad announcement; nor was there omitted anything which could +alleviate the bitterness of the tidings. The undying gratitude of the +Imperial family, their heartfelt sorrow for my suffering, the pains they +had taken to communicate the whole story of my adventure to the Emperor +Napoleon himself, were all insisted on; while the personal visits of the +archdukes, and even the emperor himself, at my sick-bed, were told to me +with every flattery such acts of condescension could convey. Let me not +be thought ungrateful, if all these seemed but a sorry payment for the +terrible sacrifice I was to suffer; and that the glittering crosses +which were already sent to me in recognition, and which now sparkled on +my bed, appeared a poor price for my shattered and wasted limb; and I +vowed to myself, that to be once more strong and in health I 'd change +fortunes with the humblest soldier in the grand army. + +After all, it is the doubtful alone can break down the mind and waste +the courage. To the brave man, the inevitable is always the endurable. +Some hours of solitude and reflection brought this conviction to my +heart, and I recalled the rash refusal I had already given to submit to +the amputation, and sent word to the doctors that I was ready. My +mind once made up, a thousand ingenious suggestions poured in their +consolations. Instead of incurring my misfortune as I had done, my +mischance might have originated in some commonplace or inglorious +accident. In lieu of the proud recognitions I had earned, I might have +now the mere sympathy of some fellow-sufferer in a hospital; and instead +of the 'Cross of St. Stephen' and the 'valour medal' of Austria, my +reward might have been the few sous per day allotted to an invalided +soldier. + +As it was, each post from Vienna brought me nothing but nattering +recognitions; and one morning a large sealed letter from Duroc conveyed +the Emperor's own approval of my conduct, with the cross of commander of +the Legion of Honour. A whole life of arduous services might have +failed to win such prizes, and so I struck the balance of good and evil +fortune, and found I was the gainer! + +Among the presents which I received from the Imperial family was a +miniature of the young archduchess, whose life I saved, and which I at +once despatched by a safe messenger to Marshal Marmont, engaging him to +have a copy of it made and the original returned to me. I concluded that +circumstances must have rendered this impossible, for I never beheld the +portrait again, although I heard of it among the articles bequeathed +to the Duc de Reichstadt at St. Helena. Maria Louisa was, at that time, +very handsome; the upper-lip and mouth were, it is true, faulty, and the +Austrian-heaviness marred the expression of these features; but her +brow and eyes were singularly fine, and her hair of a luxuriant richness +rarely to be seen. + +Count Palakzi, my young Hungarian friend, who had scarcely ever quitted +my bedside during my illness, used to jest with me on my admiration of +the young archduchess, and jokingly compassionate me on the altered age +we lived in, in contrast to those good old times when a bold feat or +a heroic action was sure to win the hand of a fair princess. I half +suspect that he believed me actually in love with her, and deemed that +this was the best way to treat such an absurd and outrageous ambition. +To amuse myself with his earnestness, for such had it become, on the +subject, I affected not to be indifferent to his allusions, and assumed +all the delicate reserve of devoted admiration. Many an hour have I +lightened by watching the fidgety uneasiness the young count felt at my +folly; for now, instead of jesting, as before, he tried to reason me +out of this insane ambition, and convince me that such pretensions were +utter madness. + +I was slowly convalescing, about five weeks after the amputation of my +leg, when Polakzi entered my room one morning with an open letter in his +hand. His cheek was flushed, and his air and manner greatly excited. + +'Would you believe it, Tiernay,' said he, 'Stadion writes me word from +Vienna, that Napoleon has asked for the hand of the young archduchess in +marriage, and that the emperor has consented.' + +'And am I not considered in this negotiation?' asked I, scarcely +suppressing a laugh. + +'This is no time nor theme for jest,' said he passionately; 'nor is +it easy to keep one's temper at such a moment. A Hapsburgher princess +married to a low Corsican adventurer! to the----' + +'Come, Polakzi,' cried I, 'these are not the words for me to listen to; +and having heard them, I may be tempted to say, that the honour comes +all off the other side, and that he who holds all Europe at his feet +ennobles the dynasty from which he selects his empress.' + +'I deny it--fairly and fully deny it!' cried the passionate youth. 'And +every noble of this land would rather see the provinces of the empire +torn from us, than a princess of the Imperial House degraded to such an +alliance!' + +'Is the throne of France, then, so low?' said I calmly. + +'Not when the rightful sovereign is seated on it,' said he. 'But are +we, the subjects of a legitimate monarchy, to accept as equals the lucky +accidents of your revolution? By what claim is a soldier of fortune the +peer of king or kaiser? I, for one, will never more serve a cause so +degraded; and the day on which such humiliation is our lot shall be the +last of my soldiering'; and so saying, he rushed passionately from the +room, and disappeared. + +I mention this little incident here, not as in any way connecting itself +with my own fortunes, but as illustrating what I afterwards discovered +to be the universal feeling entertained towards this alliance. Low as +Austria then was--beaten in every battle, her vast treasury confiscated, +her capital in the hands of an enemy, her very existence as an empire +threatened--the thought of this insult--for such they deemed it--to +the Imperial House, seemed to make the burden unendurable; and many +who would have sacrificed territory and power for a peace, would have +scorned to accept it at such a price as this. + +I suppose the secret history of the transaction will never be disclosed; +but living as I did, at the time, under the same roof with the royal +family, I inclined to think that their counsels were of a divided +nature; that while the emperor and the younger archdukes gave a +favourable ear to the project, the empress and the Archduke Charles +as steadily opposed it. The gossip of the day spoke of dreadful scenes +between the members of the Imperial House, and some have since asserted +that the breaches of affection that were then made never were reconciled +in after-life. + +With these events of state or private history I have no concern. My +position and my nationality of course excluded me from confidential +intercourse with those capable of giving correct information; nor can I +record anything beyond the mere current rumours of the time. This much, +however, I could remark, that all whom conviction, policy, or perhaps +bribery, inclined to the alliance, were taken into court favour, and +replaced in the offices of the household those whose opinions were +adverse. A total change, in fact, took place in the persons of the +royal suite, and the Hungarian nobles, many of whom filled the 'Hautes +Charges,' as they are called, now made way for Bohemian grandees, who +were understood to entertain more favourable sentiments towards France. +Whether in utter despair of the cause for which they had suffered so +long and so much, or that they were willing to accept this alliance with +the oldest dynasty of Europe as a compromise, I am unable to say; but +so was it. Many of the _emigre_ nobility of France, the unflinching, +implacable enemies of Bonaparte, consented to bury their ancient +grudges, and were now seen accepting place and office in the Austrian +household. This was a most artful flattery of the Austrians, and was +peculiarly agreeable to Napoleon, who longed to legalise his position by +a reconciliation with the old followers of the Bourbons, and who dreaded +their schemes and plots far more than he feared all the turbulent +violence of the 'Faubourg.' In one day no fewer than three French +nobles were appointed to places of trust in the household, and a special +courier was sent off to Gratz to convey the appointment of maid of +honour to a young French lady who lived there in exile. + +Each of my countrymen, on arriving, came to visit me. They had all known +my father by name, if not personally, and most graciously acknowledged +me as one of themselves--a flattery they sincerely believed above all +price. + +I had heard much of the overweening vanity and conceit of the +Legitimists, but the reality far exceeded all my notions of them. There +was no pretence, no affectation whatever about them. They implicitly +believed that in 'accepting the Corsican,' as the phrase went, they were +displaying a condescension and self-negation unparalleled in history. +The tone of superiority thus assumed of course made them seem supremely +ridiculous to my eyes--I, who had sacrificed heavily enough for the +Empire, and yet felt myself amply rewarded. But apart from these +exaggerated ideas of themselves, they were most amiable, gentle +mannered, and agreeable. + +The ladies and gentlemen of what was called the 'Service' associated +all together, dining at the same table, and spending each evening in a +handsome suite appropriated to themselves. Hither some one or other of +the Imperial family occasionally came to play his whist, or chat away an +hour in pleasant gossip--these distinguished visitors never disturbing +in the slightest degree the easy tone of the society, nor exacting any +extraordinary marks of notice or attention. + +The most frequent guest was the Archduke Louis, whose gaiety of +temperament and easy humour induced him to pass nearly every evening +with us. He was fond of cards, but liked to talk away over his game, and +make play merely subsidiary to the pleasure of conversation. As I was +but an indifferent 'whister,' but a most admirable auditor, I was always +selected to make one of his party. + +It was on one of the evenings when we were so engaged, and the archduke +had been displaying a more than ordinary flow of good spirits and +merriment, a sudden lull in the approving laughter, and a general +subsidence of every murmur, attracted my attention. I turned my head to +see what had occurred, and perceived that some of the company had risen, +and were standing with eyes directed to the open door. + +'The archduchess, your Imperial Highness!' whispered an aide-de-camp to +the prince, and he immediately rose from the table, an example speedily +followed by the others. I grasped my chair with one hand, and, with my +sword in the other, tried to stand up, an effort which hitherto I had +never accomplished without aid. It was all in vain--my debility utterly +denied the attempt. I tried again, but, overcome by pain and weakness, I +was compelled to abandon the effort, and sink down on my seat, faint and +trembling. By this time the company had formed into a circle, leaving +the Archduke Louis alone in the middle of the room--I, to my increasing +shame and confusion, being seated exactly behind where the prince stood. + +There was a hope for me still; the archduchess might pass on through the +rooms without my being noticed. And this seemed likely enough, since she +was merely proceeding to the apartments of the empress, and not to delay +with us. This expectation was soon destined to be extinguished; for, +leaning on the arm of one of her ladies, the young princess came +straight over to where Prince Louis stood. She said something in a low +voice, and he turned immediately to offer her a chair; and there was +I seated, very pale, and very much shocked at my apparent rudeness. +Although I had been presented before to the young archduchess, she had +not seen me in the uniform of the Corps de Guides (in which I now served +as colonel), and never recognised me. She therefore stared steadily at +me, and turned towards her brother as if for explanation. + +'Don't you know him?' said the archduke, laughing--'it's Colonel de +Tiernay; and if he cannot stand up, you certainly should be the last +to find fault with him. Pray sit quiet, Tiernay,' added he, pressing +me down on my seat; 'and if you won't look so terrified, my sister will +remember you.' + +'We must both be more altered than I ever expect if I cease to remember +Monsieur de Tiernay,' said the archduchess, with a most courteous smile. +Then leaning on the back of a chair, she bent forward and inquired after +my health. There was something so strange in the situation: a young, +handsome girl condescending to a tone of freedom and intimacy with one +she had seen but a couple of times, and from whom the difference of +condition separated her by a gulf wide as the great ocean, that I felt +a nervous tremor I could not account for. Perhaps, with the tact that +royalty possesses as its own prerogative, or, perhaps, with mere womanly +intuition, she saw how the interview agitated me, and, to change the +topic, she suddenly said-- + +'I must present you to one of my ladies, Colonel de Tiernay, a +countrywoman of your own. She already has heard from me the story of +your noble devotion, and now only has to learn your name. Remember you +are to sit still.' + +As she said this, she turned, and drawing her arm within that of a young +lady behind her, led her forward. + +'It is to this gentleman I owe my life, Mademoiselle d'Estelles.' + +I heard no more, nor did she either; for, faltering, she uttered a low, +faint sigh, and fell into the arms of those behind her. + +'What's this, Tiernay!--how is all this?' whispered Prince Louis; 'are +you acquainted with mademoiselle?' + +But I forgot everything--the presence in which I stood, the agony of a +wounded leg, and all, and with a violent effort sprang from my seat. + +Before I could approach her, however, she had risen from the chair, and, +in a voice broken and interrupted, said-- + +'You are so changed, Monsieur de Tiernay--so much changed--that the +shock overpowered me. We became acquainted in the Tyrol, madame,' said +she to the princess, 'where monsieur was a prisoner.' + +What observation the princess made in reply I could not hear, but I saw +that Laura blushed deeply. To hide her awkwardness perhaps it was, that +she hurriedly entered into some account of our former intercourse, and +I could observe that some allusion to the Prince de Conde dropped from +her. + +'How strange, how wonderful is all that you tell me!' said the princess, +who bent forward and whispered some words to Prince Louis; and then, +taking Laura's arm, she moved on, saying in a low voice '_Au revoir_, +monsieur,' as she passed. + +'You are to come and drink tea in the archduchess's apartments, +Tiernay,' said Prince Louis; 'you 'll meet your old friend, Mademoiselle +d'Estelles, and of course you have a hundred recollections to exchange +with each other.' + +The prince insisted on my accepting his arm, and, as he assisted me +along, informed me that old Madame d'Aigreville had been dead about +a year, leaving her niece an immense fortune--at least a claim to +one--only wanting the sanction of the Emperor Napoleon to become valid; +for it was one of the estreated but not confiscated estates of La +Vendee. Every word that dropped from the prince extinguished some +hope within me. More beautiful than ever, her rank recognised, and +in possession of a vast fortune, what chance had I, a poor soldier of +fortune, of success? + +'Don't sigh, Tiernay,' said the prince, laughing; 'you've lost a leg for +us, and we must lend you a hand in return'; and with this we entered the +salon of the archduchess. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. MAURICE TIERNAY'S 'LAST WORD AND CONFESSION' + +I have been very frank with my readers in these memoirs of my life. If +I have dwelt somewhat vain-gloriously on passing moments of success, +it must be owned that I have not spared my vanity and self-conceit when +either betrayed me into any excess of folly. I have neither blinked my +humble beginnings, nor have I sought to attribute to my own merits those +happy accidents which made me what I am. I claim nothing but the humble +character--a Soldier of Fortune. It was my intention to have told the +reader somewhat more than these twenty odd years of my life embrace. +Probably, too, my subsequent career, if less marked by adventure, +was more pregnant with true views of the world and sounder lessons of +conduct; but I have discovered to my surprise that these revelations +have extended over a wider surface than I ever destined them to occupy, +and already I tremble for the loss of that gracious attention that has +been vouchsafed me hitherto. I will not trust myself to say how much +regret this abstinence has cost me--enough if I avow that in jotting +down the past I have lived my youth over again, and in tracing old +memories, old scenes, and old impressions, the smouldering fire of my +heart has shot up a transient flame so bright as to throw a glow even +over the chill of my old age. + +It is, after all, no small privilege to have lived and borne one's part +in stirring times; to have breasted the ocean of life when the winds +were up and the waves ran high; to have mingled, however humbly, in +eventful scenes, and had one's share in the mighty deeds that were to +become history afterwards. It is assuredly in such trials that humanity +comes out best, and that the character of man displays all its worthiest +and noblest attributes. Amid such scenes I began my life, and, in the +midst of similar ones, if my prophetic foresight deceive me not, I am +like to end it. + +Having said this much of and for myself, I am sure the reader will +pardon me if I am not equally communicative with respect to another, and +if I pass over the remainder of that interval which I spent at Komorn. +Even were love-making--which assuredly it is not--as interesting to the +spectator as to those engaged--I should scruple to recount events which +delicacy should throw a veil over; nor am I induced, even by the example +of the wittiest periodical writer of the age, to make a _feuilleton_ of +my own marriage. Enough that I say, despite my shattered form, my want +of fortune, my unattested pretension to rank or station, Mademoiselle +d'Estelles accepted me, and the Emperor most graciously confirmed +her claims to wealth, thus making me one of the richest and the very +happiest among the Soldiers of Fortune. + +The Pere Delamoy, now superior of a convent at Pisa, came to Komorn to +perform the ceremony; and if he could not altogether pardon those who +had uprooted the ancient monarchy of France, yet he did not conceal his +gratitude to him who had restored the church and rebuilt the altar. + +There may be some who may deem this closing abrupt, and who would wish +for even a word about the bride, her bouquet, and her blushes. I cannot +afford to gratify so laudable a curiosity, at the same time that a +lurking vanity induces me to say, that any one wishing to know more +about the _personnel_ of my wife or myself, has but to look at David's +picture, or the engraving made from it, of the Emperor's marriage. There +they will find, in the left-hand corner, partly concealed behind the +Grand-Duke de Berg, an officer of the 'Guides,' supporting on his arm +a young and very beautiful girl, herself a bride. If the young lady's +looks are turned with more interest on her companion than upon the +gorgeous spectacle, remember that she is but a few weeks married. If the +soldier carry himself with less of martial vigour or grace, pray bear in +mind that cork legs had not attained the perfection to which later skill +has brought them. + +I have the scene stronger before me than painting can depict, and my +eyes fill as I now behold it in my memory! + +THE END + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Maurice Tiernay Soldier of Fortune, by +Charles James Lever + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MAURICE TIERNAY SOLDIER OF FORTUNE *** + +***** This file should be named 32425.txt or 32425.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/2/4/2/32425/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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